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I’ve always wanted to try out more makeup, but I end up being too worried about what everyone will think of me when I wear it. Like maybe it will look really bad or I’ll attract more attention which I hate. Also my mother constantly makes comments about girls who wear makeup or get dressed up as being full of themselves or stuck up or trying to get attention of men. Which also makes me hesitate wearing makeup and also I’ve always been more of a tomboy but it’s because I don’t have the confidence to look more feminine if that makes any sense. My sister is much more girly than I am and wears makeup and dresses up and has always been the prettier one. My mom has never said anything about her being stuck up though. How do I get over this. I want to start but I don’t want to draw any attention to myself. Anyone who’s gone through the same thing?? 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Or something else To start off, I’m in 14 years old. When I come here to this sub I can relate most of the time (95%). High school is not fun. It’s boring, draining, and I feel uncomfortable and awkward almost all the time. When guys try talking to me, my face will go red. Sometimes they will make a comment about it which makes me feel even worse. I usually don’t start conversations. With girls it’s a lot worse. I RARELY (I don’t think ever) start a conversation with them. If we talk, I can’t look at them. I have a couple of friends, but I don’t think they are actually real friends. I’ll talk to them (2 people) at lunch but it’s only like a few minutes lol. Some of my teachers like making rude comments (at least I think) about me. One time a new student came to our class and he introduced himself to the class. The rest of the class was supposed to say Hi, I’m (Name), to the new student. After I said hi my teacher said that’s the most you will ever get from me. 😡 And my gym teacher kept bringing up and saying I am so quiet. He also once asked why I was so nervous. I didn’t know to answer that question. Now my parents. I stay in my room most of the time to play games on the computer and Xbox. People my age would probably call me a loser or a weirdo. When I do come down it’s to either get food or go to the bathroom or dinner with family. Pretty rarely to talk with family. During dinner I’m pretty quiet and my older brother (17) talks either about his girlfriend, his friends, school, work, or something else. My parents ask me how was my day, and I’ll respond “Good” (lol, that’s pretty much it). My mom sometimes brings up that I’m too asocial, unassertive, and shy. It’s embarrassing. Also another thing is at school when I’m walking down the halls, I sometimes grin or laugh, I hate it. I’m pretty sure that has something to do with anxiety. Sorry if my grammar isn’t the greatest.",1.2862594936708869,3.397592559493674,2.9290981012658257,91.65086234177215,81.63291139240506,5.3677215189873415,22.02689873417721,6.508806274219699,0.4054670886075953,1491,48,318,14,40,491,195,395,0.096,0.7509999999999999,0.153,0.9842,2,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,2,1,5,2,18,18,2,3,20,2,24,5,1,4,4,57,58,28,0,3,13,4,2,2,4,4,0,6,1,2,16,18,4,1,8,4,0,8,7,7,0,1,8,10,48,11,41,46,13,47,0,1,2,0,46,15,0,15,25,198,64,10,0.0,0.0,0.07779076476985239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982349256306459,0.0,0.0,0.12749680799027013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358858336171136,0.12196417807039005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490463405225759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081398371122054,0.09117322038490902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733557629447765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882036118215352,0.0,0.051409860418723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318403296344308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526512925292706,0.14421434820610193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502972338987011,0.0,0.08061303750783469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639221955567398,0.0,0.18476384035138288,0.0,0.08329604855853423,0.0,0.09060823669103152,0.06686152420280216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893081278216793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870248781640364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422373300025852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380951794282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788986921639762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694088795195513,0.0,0.0,0.06777121157587633,0.0,0.0,0.1596320141517131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336175318746577,0.0,0.0,0.05860001637289072,0.0,0.0,0.15397932633624947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364793869984656,0.08489433588028165,0.054017241321318105,0.06062717988670607,0.0,0.0,0.17702911216966893,0.0,0.0,0.11052929004419018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243970195239964,0.08594672077654532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929953013031464,0.0,0.0,0.0907336161427712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165526530641135,0.1267858257690192,0.0,0.2420288258927289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125984644941624,0.0,0.18410650756272307,0.2365218084706136,0.08923490228026715,0.16926898403422955,0.08496604646886857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513085341762192,0.0,0.0,0.32036123254551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052959392419807814,0.15323529455974666,0.0,0.0,0.18593084313812228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412154721912495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779528875018983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193078049710422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803378556372985,0.0,0.16247367562741313,0.0566275573665787,0.0,0.0,0.05133412610460344 socialanxiety,WhitePhantum,2019/01/01,Has anyone here ever cured their anxiety? I am wondering if someone here has ever been cured or felt their social anxiety diminish to a minimum. ,6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,67.07692307692308,12.892307692307696,36.07692307692308,12.161744961471696,6.000523076923077,117,6,16,5,2,41,20,26,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484853891177673,0.0,0.0,0.22158322034366376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573306761031303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042728342724976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230387263771905,0.2685075806925683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436635580372248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SekouSan,2019/01/01,Ski mask the slump God has social anxiety? I was watching a livestream about him beefing with someone else about his newest album. The person ski mask was beefing with brought up his social anxiety. At that point I was shocked because Ski Mask is one of the most outgoing and social people I know.,5.91209090909091,7.5980190727272765,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,67.36363636363636,7.6818181818181825,33.75,8.07648339933343,2.695272727272727,239,11,40,3,4,73,38,55,0.101,0.8170000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,6,0,7,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780561421955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062767311391076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064173370444086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579772033843274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743891681208062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130553271797386,0.215755047160134,0.0,0.0,0.2335859683822505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7556509923676851,0.20936397944610025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2low-key,2019/01/01,"Has anyone else felt that their social anxiety has gotten worse over time? I was never a social butterfly, but I managed fairly well until a couple of years ago. In high school and college, I was pretty shy, but kept a small circle of friends. I was happy with that. In the past 4 or 5 years, I have become increasingly anxious in social situations. I have been so anxious, that I have lost many friends because I never return their calls. At work, I often freeze when my coworkers try to talk to me. My social anxiety has gotten so bad, that I even have trouble maintaining eye contact when I visit my family. I have read so many articles on how to “fix” my social anxiety, but I haven’t had luck yet. I am just perplexed and concerned as to how it seems to be increasingly worse each day. Has this happened to anyone else? 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You know you've reached the highest level of social anxiety when the only reason you're not killing yourself is to imagine how awkward your funeral would be and try and think about who would show up, and what would people say about you in their speech. More seriously, no worries I don't intendto kill myself but I had this thought about my funeral and I hope that everyone here is aware that there are billion of better reasons for not killing oneself and even though social anxiety makes our lives more difficult it makes us enjoy even more the good moments.",9.305658263305324,8.697330000000001,7.911386554621849,73.66719187675072,59.92436974789916,10.958543417366949,40.84173669467787,10.125756701596842,4.1837383753501385,526,25,89,9,6,159,81,119,0.16899999999999998,0.644,0.18600000000000005,0.856,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,2,6,1,1,13,12,4,2,3,0,12,0,0,6,1,26,19,11,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,2,15,4,10,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,3,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049594187521296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847751543150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695980055913693,0.12117528872691127,0.0,0.12800536515867458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236003353032678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305338398082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928314795046212,0.0,0.07362139831082319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828991459883773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788398602081562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018832885750151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287160952074094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754681992284917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065310715275328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27311250171419105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583672518212926,0.1316158880949111,0.2126999561899796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095064662015566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611384489423885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604378003015172,0.0,0.3806478730667421,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kitkatkoo,2019/01/01,"I use sexual attractiveness as a crutch and don't know how to stop. I am trying to figure out how to word this without sounding like a pretentious dick so let me assure you I dislike myself just as much as the rest of you, but maybe in a different way. I just found this sub and from the skimming I have done, it seems that a common root of the social anxiety is feeling like others in public settings are negatively judging you, and that people automatically find you unattractive and downright unappealing and my rant goes in a pretty different direction. I (F23) know that I am pretty decent looking, and I feel pretty confident that a solid portion of individuals sexually attracted to my gender are into my appearance and personality. I glided through college and into life beyond using Tinder and flirtation to create a false sense of social satisfaction: sure I have very few close girl friends to confide in and share experiences with, but look how many guys want to hang out with me all night! Even the few female friends I currently have are lesbian or bi and originally tagged along with me hoping I would change my mind and give them a chance. For the past 6 months or so I have been trying to move away from desperate attempts to make friends (real or undercover fuckboys) and just learn to be comfortable alone, which has been great but I decided 2019 would be the year I crack this code and get down to business and form actual connections. Then this evening I go to the grocery store and kid around with one of the clerks. He is about my age and seems to share my odd sense of self-deprecating humor, and we have joked in many of my past visits about how I need to stop being so damn lonely all the time. This time he suggests we exchange numbers and he will ""adopt"" me and help me make more friends. On the surface level this is awesome: he seems to truly think I am worthy of hanging out with and our texts have suggested that he'd like to indoctrinate me into his friend group and I have a lot in common with them. However past experience has me SO worried that he is only talking to me because (despite how many times I said I am looking for FRIENDS) he is hoping to get in my pants and I am a horrible person leading him on just like I seem to have done with so many other guys and girls. This is definitely also exacerbated by my experience with rape almost a year and a half ago, which further reinforces my worry that he only wants to use me and leave me even more hollow. I have been through a lot of therapy and rationally know I am overthinking but I am currently just so damn frustrated that less than 24 hours after declaring new year new me I am laying on my couch because my legs are too wobbly from the anxiety of opening up and hurting someone unintentionally, and being hurt by the experience too. More than anything I think I just wanted to rant and work out my feelings. But if anyone else can sympathize I'd love to know that I'm not alone. Advice for the future would also be awesome. I was thinking of getting a fake engagement ring or something to send the signal that I'm not interested in romance or sex without risking being that ""umm I have a boyfriend"" bitch. Or should I just stay away from men, or single men, or bisexuals or lesbians or everyone just to avoid being liked for the wrong reasons? Is there some guide to identifying mannerisms that you may not realize are flirtatious? Also is disclosing these anxieties and being vulnerable a good way to open up and get my honest point across or is that super off-putting?",10.060283886039308,7.632633307805603,9.755517749225536,66.82287187039768,59.810014727540505,12.723396475547204,39.90863846427303,11.138193517091509,4.332982083185211,2852,112,513,57,29,933,326,679,0.147,0.667,0.18600000000000005,0.9908,5,5,1,0,0,0,46.0,3,5,2,4,32,42,5,2,31,0,58,9,2,14,4,144,98,67,0,11,30,0,3,5,6,6,1,3,1,9,26,54,0,3,21,1,2,8,7,12,1,2,8,9,71,30,94,74,16,71,0,3,3,7,50,33,4,24,31,378,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.061522622576320005,0.0,0.0,0.06160664099416705,0.05588540411653364,0.0,0.06313025228907808,0.13059078219322984,0.0,0.15125069192103174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468727973279308,0.0,0.0,0.0440823843626855,0.06459683959297889,0.05188049197139142,0.056123231065339896,0.0,0.0,0.1184653146001708,0.0,0.0,0.07686303996637996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669303039180867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173677827642352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903342160106052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266583390357391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124921471386116,0.0,0.0,0.0602420003880859,0.0,0.2466796153111586,0.0,0.0,0.09563202320991886,0.04503921193212436,0.0,0.0,0.057621797646221475,0.0,0.0,0.06912536024572087,0.2922494990072365,0.0,0.13175320676501556,0.060478309096606536,0.03582980810601677,0.052878980307963966,0.0,0.06950710564022479,0.0,0.12484851174316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225759508509906,0.0,0.0,0.12523540711709075,0.06208642061776621,0.0,0.13498150731015324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385910754635735,0.0,0.0,0.06675533167546728,0.0,0.06446757113568884,0.044530400976769184,0.1540025040407007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588252408846839,0.0,0.0,0.10719685514490357,0.056900386125062284,0.0,0.08416577629156406,0.2556700948712594,0.06333696726208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365726777162503,0.0,0.05032175141421344,0.06700663648793326,0.04634517607510042,0.046746914358080746,0.0,0.12177810575288757,0.0,0.059163266429211825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042720782605204316,0.09589681029802673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055016261363646,0.043707320625626885,0.11009656107663822,0.0,0.0,0.059597706225511575,0.0,0.0,0.19241765513011627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337742895042553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175877544656514,0.0,0.06482054617108186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059970034211399924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957444300515376,0.06576946751256957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285324518535811,0.0534176475909452,0.04853496089643559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719735979163567,0.0,0.1054165379788799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941897026368503,0.0,0.0,0.050673015636993946,0.0,0.0,0.07209721394865773,0.0,0.0,0.12118967104208354,0.0,0.0,0.11028577545348407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560655066600198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633513746738031,0.0,0.05201855590433722,0.11155635509506877,0.10008404263745316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154585927081893,0.0,0.045897359364901566,0.12805009288812114,0.0,0.13435563397236702,0.06892958300819768,0.0,0.12179633694163228 socialanxiety,bakedpotatowrap,2019/01/01,"how do i get on good terms with my classmates? (14m) i started secondary school 2 and a halfish years ago and i was super nervous going in, i came from a school full of really good and caring people and since my mum worked there i felt comfortable being there, i was really popular in my small class of 30 but i loved all 7 years of it. when i joined secondary school it went from 30 people in my year and my mum in my school to 200 in my year and i knew nobody, i’d say i’m a polite person i always use manners when asking anything to a stranger, when i started i made friends with 1 guy quickly and he had already a couple friends i was also friendly with them i got in a fight with my friend and distanced myself from him i met a really cool guy in another class, he went to my science classes this guy was the typical funny guy which you could tell was nice beneath the mask, i kind of made a couple friends along the months but thats asides what im saying. my original friend that i made became my ‘best’ friend later that year i didnt feel the need to communicate much with my other class mates they started to call me ‘gay’ ‘cringy’ ‘’nerd’ and i’m really sensitive but i was just sad that they didn’t respect me everytime they insulted me i insulted them back i didnt want to loose confidence in myself so i hate a few of the people in my year. what makes my life worse is that i liked a girl in my class and her best friend talked to me one day in music class and i was so awkward then she asked if i liked her friend and i said yes as a friend, then she said that she knew i liked her friend. i knew i couldn’t get with her because i’m too ugly and shes too popular so i gave up but i used to talk to her on snapchat and i helped her talk about her grandpa who was sick. okay so if you want to know about my current situation i have a group of misfits as friends who also suffer from talking to girls and social anxiety aswell theres about 8 of them we just sit around and look at memes and talk about stuff. i like a girl in my science class but i’m not going to talk to her until i get my GCSE’s over me i’m 14. before the winter break my philosophy teacher did a game where you had to sing out a phrase that she gave you with out saying what the thing was, for example if she said baby shark i would have to dance it or talk about it and i was nervous and we were in teams of boys and girls and i messed up and i didnt want to get embarrassed singing or dancing i went red i was so mad at myself and i still am my classmates were mad and so was my friend i felt so alone. i know that is probably not as bad as some of you guys but i want to know how i can get on good terms with my class mates because they treat me like i dont mean as much as them. please give me advice i want to change my 2019 for the better. very much appreciated! 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I had a really small friend group and never really talked much. For seniors in my high school we had to write research papers as a graduation requirement and a last minute decision by be administration was a required presentation of the topic. My topic was the Arab-Israeli Conflict and how firearm ownership is becoming more common in Israel among citizens in areas prone to mob attacks. (not trying to start a political discussion. I wish to remain mature here) So I was called up and there was the vice principal observing because this was the first time the school decided to do this and I could barely talk because of how sensitive the topic is around schools, other classmates wrote about similar topics but I was thinking about how I could get myself in trouble if I said the wrong thing. I just remember shaking and losing concentration on my paper a couple of times and then it just ended. Really random story here but if you read through this, thanks. 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I have moments where I take a risk and act silly or say a joke, literally taking a risk for me is showing any part of my personality. When I do show my real personality, I immediately regret it and my face gets red. I’m constantly battling myself, I want to be this outgoing person because I know deep down that I am but the constant embarrassment stops me. I feel stuck, I don’t know what to do",6.653428571428571,6.643882676190479,8.316904761904762,66.60392857142861,65.09523809523809,11.190476190476188,34.64285714285714,10.864195022040775,3.9035714285714285,431,18,77,11,6,152,73,105,0.271,0.6509999999999999,0.078,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,5,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,13,19,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,16,2,5,16,2,11,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910669272711454,0.0,0.12273840061616845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560903922016104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201454196756775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112476506677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838248077383899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645257115231482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794401273362165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737440557593185,0.0,0.0,0.5603703039345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261917726461974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759065589495056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125484015141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355135983879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413747180038502,0.0,0.16772978403201327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412662286752593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463339574995673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tyracampbellcharles,2019/01/01,"I think I'm going nuts I'm just over the fact that people always tell me I'm too quiet or why I don't talk. Even my own family bullies me for that, they have this close minded thought of a male should be talkative and confident, I'm not. I have come to a point where I realized real friends don't exist, and if I'm lucky enough, eventually I'll find one. I always try to tell myself I'm gonn get through as I get older but it seems impossible to me. This and quiet few things that happened in my shitty life are driving me crazy. I'll try meditation.",3.3537820512820486,3.9868634700854715,5.141100427350427,84.25216346153849,72.41880341880342,8.243162393162393,24.881410256410252,8.472884824447931,1.4031205128205129,434,12,95,7,8,149,78,117,0.08900000000000001,0.856,0.056,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,20,21,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,14,2,9,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,1,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481278625356484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801997940011069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161505477909508,0.0,0.138168890008846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720695334913854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119707123408766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616206903241739,0.0,0.21858765509046946,0.0,0.11888824459816212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498718816166346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775801164537486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112235934641462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175344832336803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450269175289619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775340839847236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381055132115877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043991564735885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814005421831354,0.3656848579442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897741374762612,0.13404134727701347,0.0,0.16607453647009798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840543411416014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887626233150809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ithinkimjesus420,2019/01/01,"If anxiety was real life. . . If the world was actually the way that anxiety makes me feel then, - Every person is laughing at me. - Everyone wants to beat me up. - Everyone stares at me. - Everyone talks about me as I walk past. - Everyone treats me like an alien. - Everyone thinks I'm strange. - Everyone acts differently around me. - No one cares about me. - No one wants to be my friend. - No one understands what I'm going through. But hey, thank god it's just all in our heads! 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I grew up in a shitty suburb north of NYC. For as long as I remember I was ostracized and bullied by the other kids for being a minority. I literally only made like 1 friend in the years that I went to the hellhole of a public school there. My parents moved to this town when I was 2 years old because the public schools were supposed to be very good even if the town was full of racist, stuck up white people. The bullying got so bad that I changed schools after 7th grade and then again three years later. I made more friends in that amount of time then I had in my whole life. For the past 3 years my life has been a lonely, miserable hell. My freshman year of college I had a horrendous roommate and a shitty, unhelpful RA who didn’t try to help me get a room change or even listen to me. Unfortunately since I go to a very small, cliquey school if I didn’t make friends from my dorm it was almost impossible to find friends. I became so lonely that I had to go home every weekend, it was that bad. I am naturally a reserved, introverted person so I’d really hard for me to find people I connect with. I tried joining clubs but didn’t find anyone I clicked with. At the end of this month I’m going abroad to Spain for the semester and am worrying about making friends since it’s been so difficult in college. What should I do? Everyone says college is where you find your “lifelong best friends” and that’s its really hard to make friends once you graduate since you’re no longer surrounded by people your age. What should I do to avoid becoming even more lonely and miserable than I already am? 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I, personally, have always thought that it's been dysfunctional. No normal family fights this frequently. There's been a handful of times when I was a kid where my mom has gotten so upset that she packs up and brings me along with her to stay with an aunt, all the while saying she'll divorce him. It was such an emotional thing for me at first, but now that the cycle has repeated a shit ton of times, I've gotten so desensitized to the idea. I don't care if they get divorced, I actually hope they do because it'd be a lot more functional if they were apart. My dad gets upset at simple things, my mom gets upset when my dad spends money (never for us, always for literally anyone else). Now that I'm in college, I deal with it much less. However, whenever they come to visit me at college, they argue; sometimes one of them gets so mad they get out of the car and refuse to go back with the other parent. It's just always yelling and fighting with them. When I was a kid, I was always scared of my dad lashing out. Nowadays, I still do get scared whenever they fight. I'm the only child so this is what my closest family is like. Home has never felt like home for me, and the fact that I don't have any close friends (or even close family members) to support me makes it so fucking hard. 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I think too much about them. I mean, is the person I’ll meet gonna just say hi? Hug,shake hands? Will I do something wrong? Is there something I could do to suppress that fear? I haven’t been diagnosed, but don’t know what else it could be because of how much it disables me from living the way I’d like to.",1.1980769230769222,3.3271184871794905,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,82.07692307692308,4.412820512820511,21.28846153846154,5.148860815047168,-0.3090307692307692,294,9,67,1,8,90,57,78,0.122,0.784,0.094,-0.2755,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,0,13,18,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,12,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555721955426026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790592179418334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612478134388411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961571348465834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898368773102214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456834803952594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243284810398547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052311897960193,0.0,0.1997626470271152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510083255630804,0.0,0.0,0.2464275994069213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326058521831045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753275108926813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990484574400056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483213010880255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899143429543005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956851775370095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473437867612843,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,addogh,2019/01/01,"how to be interested in other people Hey. Lately it's been so overwhelming and bad. I have realized I need to make it stop. I need to overcome it. I want to be happy again. I really want to overcome it and I'm ready to do it. I'm going to: Tell my self, it's just in my head. When I think everyone is judging and looking at me. I will tell my self they don't care about me, I'm just a random person walking down the street, why would they care about me. Meditate or some form of breathing control. Slowly getting myself out there. Step by step beginning to get friends and talk with people. The first two things, I think I might be able to do. But the last one is very hard. Even if I had 0 anxiety at all, I'm not really interested in other people. I really want myself to enjoy talking with other people, but I just don't. If I can't talk with someone about one of my hobbies, I have no interest in talking with them. I don't know anyone irl who has the same interest as me, so it's really hard to get friends. How do I make myself want to talk with other people? It's impossible to overcome SAD without talking to people. So I really want myself to enjoy talking with people, cause if I dont enjoy it, I'm not going to do it. I can try forceing myself to small talk with people, but I normally just really don't want to. So I don't know if it's gonna help. For example when someone talks to me, instead of ending the conversation because I don't want to talk about things that don't interest me. I could continue the conversation. I'm diagnosed with ""atypical autism"" but dont know how accurate that diagnosis is. I understand people and social norms. I know when someone is picking on me or being ironic.",1.6727048768225217,3.730230948717953,4.2031280375398055,83.3155920060332,79.96866096866097,7.434255069549187,23.42894251717781,8.405096225971981,1.6528320093849502,1337,46,268,29,34,469,144,351,0.064,0.792,0.14400000000000002,0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,3,2,22,16,0,1,7,0,32,3,2,8,1,65,66,26,0,16,17,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,20,14,0,2,8,0,0,5,14,3,0,4,2,3,44,13,48,55,4,27,0,2,1,0,26,11,0,9,11,195,64,0,0.06941175565600388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309980308851301,0.0,0.0,0.04853431345838377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795591664179256,0.04231276199127653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153982188461822,0.0713049934067892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785118616959075,0.05541963880535645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045147088486584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270012135411052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061478213010627725,0.0,0.0,0.045845809972931896,0.0,0.0,0.0663259071047517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059041603901985075,0.0,0.0,0.10725470047304804,0.0,0.1087943323970922,0.0,0.07889660066768762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389010460216792,0.12435859841904125,0.0,0.07123648659505155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046525236679205606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258754253722542,0.05657984512326055,0.07829948374323993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828839295366822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926657717829971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363490370222996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293587461152903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800878303171809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407040404572807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43309234455096624,0.060607667702597574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668016883769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448231985812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075654366278805,0.1764370659530136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803133578109484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579053992572239,0.1213378677806421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222817235913636,0.08895250060102958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471260257831212,0.0,0.06780519935334604,0.07226008557493993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727196780332594,0.2865859631774159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263331317159218,0.0,0.0,0.06691045548811088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930811969746401,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Missyoudad0,2019/01/01,"Afraid of showing emotion and opinion.. whats wrong with me I have been pulling a lot of cringey shit recently because of my fear of confrontation and shit. For example, some girl said good morning to me (even though it was 2pm) and I said good morning back. She stood for a moment before saying ""Oh, I mean good afternoon."" I said ""Oh, uh, good afternoon"" and walked off. Later I beat myself up over it because I couldn't think up a proper response like ""Yeah I feel like I just woke up too"" or something like that. Also my coworker told me my hands were extremely pale and I said ""Really?"" Nothing else. It's like my mind goes blank the instant it's my turn to talk, and I end up saying something just 'off'. These examples aren't really good because I have said/done much more embarassing things in front of people because of the flight or fight response and my urge to stay 'neutral'. I feel like a husk of a human that depends on other people to steer the conversation. It's like I can't think, all my thoughts and emotions are suspended while I am talking to someone. It's like black and white. What the fuck is wrong with me?",2.3918058968058986,4.707069761261259,3.2814905814905835,89.5089434889435,78.86486486486487,6.3787059787059786,25.406224406224407,7.520522993642371,1.3245423423423426,885,34,177,13,22,281,124,222,0.12,0.732,0.14800000000000002,0.5362,0,0,2,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,7,21,5,2,9,1,11,4,3,1,1,28,26,14,0,1,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,0,2,13,11,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,9,1,0,11,11,27,12,25,14,5,21,0,0,2,1,14,9,3,6,15,109,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803958606113877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503770375794046,0.0,0.2379503754802845,0.0,0.08303860179059759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152068248809291,0.21954250378122306,0.08643233850316688,0.0,0.0,0.06445471285652538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981151718017793,0.09868495027299144,0.13943108931513487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021679679231866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092530436214285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33372954770188823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296423073818225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106299894603321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985341639813663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717370276637097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363651543688764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530785874009352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250323364637801,0.0,0.09635452204763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641337424466233,0.1552088011833049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003415026221555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268440401979048,0.15025312782683709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040138212117123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687205583873712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483188289398767,0.12505849253169174,0.09587786884602766,0.07747247995026517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324772100022632,0.0,0.0,0.106145677569878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133902089440421,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stickynotes93,2019/01/01,"I feel like people get uncomfortable when they’re left alone with me. I’m a 25 year old girl. People seem to be fine around me in groups. But the moment someone’s left alone with me, I can feel them getting uncomfortable. To be fair, the moment i’m going to be left alone with someone, my anxiety kicks in like i can’t do this. And i’m wondering if that translates into the other person uncomfortable too? Or am i just too intense or boring to be around alone? Does anyone else feel or experience the same thing? ",3.6926470588235283,5.282737823529415,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,72.72549019607844,7.452941176470588,23.534313725490197,8.07648339933343,1.1969960784313731,406,11,81,6,8,133,63,102,0.189,0.715,0.097,-0.8377,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,19,7,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,12,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,6,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847055946501406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797018047988467,0.0,0.0,0.09868696828939102,0.1446125556199118,0.0,0.2512854785201528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351081124197433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179026850638282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380600421563066,0.0,0.0,0.2140908342053353,0.10082901240449016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747755510533106,0.0,0.08021197554292259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600405362221669,0.0,0.0,0.13790579119051607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810058463199513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956946307217724,0.12323625399149454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848673060934682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391715316725815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376581301390964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305813590775671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088824190808514 socialanxiety,CoconaCocomine,2019/01/01,"The next three days are going to be horrendous I had mandatory work experience for two weeks already. The big difference between the next three days and before is that I could at least rely on one person to pick up phones or go to customers. But in the next three days I'm going to be either only with my boss or alone. I'm so anxious I can't even think up of formal speech so instead I use informal speech sometimes and I got whistled on that by an elderly customer once. Crap.",3.262812499999999,5.069247989583335,4.454583333333336,84.49875,74.3125,7.3000000000000025,26.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.7116083333333334,381,14,74,6,8,125,68,96,0.113,0.8740000000000001,0.014,-0.8553,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,0,7,1,1,3,0,13,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,5,2,2,6,0,15,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,7,51,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828622735069434,0.19483766982642775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946184742456424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023903091949214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140968300744954,0.0,0.0,0.34159858737867604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446697673088747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661580745516564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727089558927353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010282989141973,0.0,0.14121066777921604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633187212771696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802998086980172,0.11964120747242965,0.1342813670203312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541648432274559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462174463062988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131321236212177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247286233829084,0.0,0.0,0.1524906186672888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162528733286922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285373338067993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bxredlife,2019/01/01,"I have been attracted to this girl for some time now, but have no idea how to get in contact with her. I am 18 years old and feel like i am struggling with a bit of depression and other stuff. The last two months i started to go out for the first time. And to cope with the things like depression i started to drink alot more then usually. At the places i go out i often know alot of people but there is also that one girl. I have known that girl for quite some time now because she is my colleague at my summerjob. I have alway thought that she is handsome and all. Since i have been going out i got in some more contact with her. The usual hug when i meet her at the bar and three kisses yesterday with new year(wow). We always talk a bit and she is always so nice to me. So I started to have some feelings for her and now i just cant stop thinking about her. But the thing is, she is just really nice and maybe behaves like this to other guys aswell so i dont know if she has any feelings for me. I tried to add her on snapchat but she didn’t add me back yet. And i have her number from a groupchat but im too anxious to just text her because im afraid to embarras myself. I should add that i have never had a girlfriend in my life so i am not experienced at all at this.",1.6849574843574509,3.189693789667899,2.9823391625220594,94.66679608535216,77.8929889298893,6.041456762393711,22.114712016685385,6.7026698264267655,0.2904027274185785,991,28,231,9,23,321,131,271,0.067,0.7979999999999999,0.135,0.9589,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,19,13,0,2,13,0,25,5,0,1,3,53,40,23,0,2,10,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,4,12,21,2,1,9,2,0,3,6,4,0,4,6,4,42,9,37,33,12,40,0,2,0,2,24,13,0,8,27,178,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549155280168753,0.2980742434546401,0.0,0.0,0.08120240063478898,0.0,0.0,0.13489849045082336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181836055492523,0.0,0.14558156950342874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607279996581663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569406442555896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994677911839587,0.11697562835306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113074944443955,0.08530600878060783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156946695919812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062386416918815815,0.0,0.20358912559386752,0.0,0.09550250418779097,0.0,0.0,0.11823395417152252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479853512907228,0.2579650120261358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124842768371064,0.097334495169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434230115866698,0.17501201817292047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996266483389938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531134280204047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209579299919078,0.11532622034214653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252999456381417,0.0,0.0809148139964381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278335515029751,0.0,0.12475727574134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700646064566207,0.0,0.0,0.07649663819331125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877658490312856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535554949395465,0.0,0.0,0.09983149936104413,0.0,0.12483249909718325,0.1366950496319242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597665082115026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866043071407102,0.07651264086366187,0.0,0.0947976249393816,0.20888552276157266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107105841235647,0.0,0.11664550927197916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263024889284066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379131417377342 socialanxiety,Cornflower_,2019/01/01,"I don't know what he sees in me I'm scared of losing my SO, I don't know what he sees in me or why do he like being around me, I always talk so little because of my social anxiety.. I always feel like I'm the most boring person on earth",1.0308181818181836,1.5043553090909114,3.932500000000001,91.35875,77.72727272727272,6.2272727272727275,17.386363636363637,5.985473137389443,-0.4279999999999995,182,2,45,1,4,66,33,55,0.147,0.762,0.091,-0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,6,10,1,5,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,2,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095901410886296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828435729838708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910274027188126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003504219718233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444780260211764,0.17583119443935194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705268730514075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048772676516345,0.2466811310907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753500499473727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490617849779603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464132844316428,0.0,0.39225828062212215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508926506939404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782532782154635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208882952586628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustHere4Laughs,2019/01/01,Do you think SA is more common for those without siblings? I didn’t have any brothers or sisters growing up and I wonder if this contributed to my SA.,2.41,4.759872000000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.0,5.333333333333334,30.0,6.42735559955562,1.6380000000000008,120,6,22,1,3,39,28,30,0.0,0.939,0.061,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940460661861329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37128834751372586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585694001115883,0.6283891198793475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paperbadger,2019/01/01,"Welp, still here! Starting out 2019 in a really low spot. But I am still here and still trying for whatever that is worth. I did my therapy homework - I downloaded the meetup app and am looking through groups/events I might want to join with. I’m terrified of actually going but....at least I have the app. I’m going to the doctor tomorrow to talk about medication again. Yay. 🙃 For the past week or so I’ve had a head cold so I’ve stayed in. I missed a hangout I had scheduled with my best friend who I don’t get to see often (she lives and works about 2 hours away, I didn’t get to see her for Thanksgiving or Xmas) I know there’s nothing to be done - people get sick, especially this time of year. But it’s depressing as hell. I have so few people I feel connected with and it seems like I can’t manage to meet up with them anymore. I’m trying to do the right things. I don’t know how much good it’s doing because I keep feeling worse and worse. 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Usually there's a party somewhere my two friends always ask me to go. I'm in hs at this party there's jacked up trucks loud music etc. About 30-60 people. So I'm standing there with a friend this girls walks up and ask our names. Good looking and a little tipsy my buddy is more drunk than her I'm not at all so he gives he gives his I give mine. Buddy throws in a little banter I kinda just stand there in fairy tale land. About a 30 second interaction. Then I look over she's talking to my friends gf while looking at me. Then friends gf just stares with a blank face and says ""yeah I'd say he's pretty antisocial"". I was like WHA THE FUCK I've never seen this chick in my life till now, and she's whispering this about me in people's ear. Girls must have a radar for that type of thing or some shit. Tbh I wanted to say something slick like now look here you little bitch you think you know me blah blah blah. At the same time I didn't really care atm, plus it was true. I guess I shouldn't be offended, but for some reason I was. Like it's definitely something I need to work on that's probably why I was a little pissed.",0.8236824983734508,3.0385191132075486,2.35643461288224,94.44377358490568,84.28301886792453,5.31554977228367,17.439817826935588,6.647476241863616,-0.21891151594014333,995,22,223,11,29,323,151,265,0.078,0.784,0.138,0.8799,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,1,15,16,5,0,13,1,10,8,5,1,4,29,31,13,0,4,5,0,0,6,7,2,1,6,0,4,9,8,1,0,3,1,1,4,4,5,0,2,6,13,30,11,33,22,6,37,0,0,7,1,34,22,4,5,12,126,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884813604426975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964667524951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903262776037292,0.0,0.10886763811338926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908607914249406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124834185031817,0.09871485842632816,0.0,0.3072945519438974,0.060684593604111624,0.08956060888447094,0.0,0.0,0.11762838421490175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586825853684338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542070217924456,0.15649951589033675,0.4280798094690421,0.09428723402351552,0.0,0.3586676645934425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917478909383173,0.08235404157027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805331816696898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863196335740694,0.11512511472253288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840494138329882,0.10978592154190464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254743274757366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960643567178713,0.0,0.12002333249523113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440637186092238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582438821684298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093878710995404,0.06841925131577645,0.0,0.0,0.062263311076130826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430692658951983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760126038714215,0.0,0.06298063382374441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635084715262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773590615723111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bawan15,2019/01/01,"How do i avoid those as a 17 year old guy?? What does being brainless mean? My deprsssion makes me think no one values me and no one cares about me and no one likes me. Each time i watch a movie i compare my self with the bad dumb guy... Most times i feel like them. Maybe im overthinking but what does make someone Characterless? No personality? No weight? How to not be Scoundrel, rascal, dimwit, bonehead, dumbass, ignorant, mean, bland, dry, boring, moronic, vulgar, meaningless, worthless, pointless, humdrum, petty, idle, frivolous, purposeless, puny, negligible, petty, void, ignoble, measly???? English isnt my first language, but im trying to make you guys understsnd what im asking.. im afraid of being called any of those. Maybe im overthinking all of those. But maybe its true. I try to make others laugh too much... im afraid of others not valuing me. I dont know who i am, i dont know how to find out who i want to be... im Mr Nice Guy, all i want is others approval and attention, i dont know how to stop it too... Thanks... 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I'm blessed to have a caring family and money and I'm really thankful to them. I really want a partner to connect and enjoy life with but I know this is an impossible task so I'll often distract myself with work and hobbies. This usually numbs the pain but I always feel empty and alone inside. I'm really envious of people who always have someone by their side.,2.367209302325584,5.09866293023256,5.0523720930232585,74.15716279069768,82.48837209302326,7.626046511627909,23.71627906976744,8.548686976883017,2.3811758139534893,356,13,57,9,10,126,60,86,0.215,0.5489999999999999,0.236,0.8071,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,11,1,1,4,1,4,5,0,0,0,15,13,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,5,8,13,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197185783228944,0.0,0.0,0.3530438121127763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229059392189538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629629886728494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863493806264446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999173314775096,0.0,0.21453410242217166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658952323311834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299689035640722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257375844986728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707485764126954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077171848818157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966383390786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625544403155272,0.17975004650281254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953149137970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336481052098651,0.0,0.1251288099242439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544443241561955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gurren009,2019/01/01,"Elementary School - AKA Hell Elementary school was hell for me. I was extremely socially anxious, to say the least. Teachers would frequently yell at me to ""SPEAK UP!"" when I spoke too quietly. Classmates would poke fun at me and pull pranks on me. I was a pretty easy target, because I was lonely and didn't have friends. I did make one or two friends, but I believe those guys started conversations with me. Class presentations were my biggest nightmare. I was TERRIFIED that my classmates would laugh at me because of the way I talked (I had a noticeable accent). I also hated gym class because I was skinny and socially unfit. Playing videogames helped to ease my anxieties, but didn't make my real life any better. Can anyone else relate to this? 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I had really close friends for about two years, and theyd talk to me about anything, stand up for me against anyone, and I'd do my best to do the same. I became really close to one of them but over time I got really down and sad and I wound up speaking about it way too much with that one person to the point they said they needed space. I didn't understand so I tried texting and calling them, and I asked them in person the next time I saw them and they explained that I was taking a toll and they then said they aren't sure whether thy want to be friends (they're going throuh a tough time as well). After that, they started avoiding me in person where possible and my close friends started avoiding me as well. When I hang around where we used to all meet up together and hng out at lunchtimes they go off elsewhere, but when ik not there and in a classroom I can see them go bsk there and be happy w/o me. I'm not sure what to do because I don't have any other friends to turn to, or anyone to speak about literally anything with as I did with them, and it's hard for me to make fiends in the first place. What do I do? 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I mean it’s not even just every once in a while it’s every damn time. Multiple people. I even have reoccurring dreams about that stuff. This leads to WAY WORSE social anxiety.",2.506666666666668,5.3724829382716095,3.010975308641978,87.90238888888894,83.81481481481481,5.709135802469136,22.91481481481481,7.1686216300943375,1.0519125925925925,342,12,63,5,10,106,63,81,0.206,0.68,0.114,-0.8091,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,1,9,7,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,14,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,2,11,3,7,5,1,14,0,1,1,0,7,6,1,0,6,42,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400743768825874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591227103368344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004723730833744,0.0,0.3832922763141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573620356206301,0.0,0.11883925434943872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500690094740952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112620753609108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777227431817525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386825986342383,0.2422390917478837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576931756059707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425089243576452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230203198494263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186837137448105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038901693387617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132634639586592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741281295410364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054836449674266,0.0,0.0,0.2045152205459939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180271810139896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SignificantHeart,2019/01/01,"social gathering I look like the biggest idiot here. Everybody is looking at me, and probably even talking about me. Thank goodness nobody here has asked me how I’m doing, because I might just start crying. 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I need notice ahead of time so I can prepare myself mentally, even for short visits. Over time there are certain friends I’m more willing to see for things like NYE. They’ve always been super nice to me as they’re my husband’s closest friends, all of us early 30’s for context. Two of the guys I was closest with just got into relationships. I’ve been trying my best to approach these women, treat them like they’re part of the group, etc, and they seem to reciprocate in small settings. Last night though, one of them started making me feel bad about weird stuff. The other one was wasted and went to lie down after a conversation we had and the other one started in on me, saying what did you say to her? Don’t you know how depressed she is? Etc etc. thing is, all I said was you should lie down a bit so you don’t get sick. She said, how can you be so rude! She’s really sensitive right now. I’m kinda confused and a bit nervous now about ever going back there and being myself. I’m hoping she was just insecure and I’m overthinking it, but I’m worried that I was really an asshole. My intentions weren’t malicious but I know that’s never good enough.",2.1783805668016214,4.509690449392714,3.5506493927125504,87.20356113360323,79.72874493927125,6.2192064777327944,22.025748987854254,7.404127859558343,0.8938995627530364,979,30,193,14,25,320,146,247,0.112,0.8,0.08800000000000001,-0.7225,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,6,3,3,17,21,2,3,8,0,21,1,0,4,5,31,44,15,0,3,4,1,1,3,2,2,1,4,0,2,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,9,0,4,14,6,31,12,29,26,11,32,0,1,1,0,32,12,0,4,17,136,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940218721575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185911966036968,0.09974601419041627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253682930417964,0.0,0.2608437394727977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289268705790276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343646993267933,0.39969606321784695,0.07890370952796916,0.10806047196556168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040371840966074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459252299460494,0.0,0.06241411088470813,0.0,0.13578633392021822,0.10019929294921463,0.09554489872211802,0.0,0.0,0.11828643942802315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794426954175426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186529994740617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130669019755914,0.0973777029433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750897077903308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974199980617218,0.12111600197829725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203898808140201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857976721483288,0.09213667525972297,0.0,0.0,0.11210725755769184,0.0,0.0,0.1360085980249754,0.0,0.0,0.2428521987195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936600815792465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306119166028725,0.0,0.0,0.12825778163818488,0.0,0.1020201347299734,0.22727197049287615,0.1900024004763209,0.0,0.0,0.0951959706444554,0.10875397338581873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177675062711207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911203387085294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367557299567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873086169526315,0.0,0.1173710839489342,0.0,0.13931883278178692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110704668091576,0.0,0.11669728940161014,0.0,0.14369841431742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107427307712867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131974458231586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,movieman994,2019/01/01,Why didn't Social Anxiety subscribers join the chat room? 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I normally just stay quiet and only speak when I'm spoken to, but people have commented on my quietness many times and I feel I need to take action to improve my communication. I am very quickly bored with people but I really want to change my mindset, I put very little effort into socialising when I'm with people. Anyone have any suggestions? 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I’m 23 years old. I’ll be 24 in one month. I have literally zero friends. The only people I talk to are coworkers and family. Occasionally I’ll meet up with my mom and her friends. They are all in their late thirties/early forties. I have no one my own age to talk to. I had “friends” in high school, but avoided hanging out with anyone outside of school because I was always so anxious in social settings. So no one was really that connected with me and after high school when we stopped having classes together, I never saw any of them again. Now I don’t know what to do. I’ve isolated myself to the point that I literally don’t even know where to begin. I just joined a gym and am going to sign up for some art classes, but even then...I don’t even know how to connect to people anymore. I’m not really as awkward and weird as I’m probably making myself sound. I’m kind of funny. I can hold a conversation. I don’t think I come off like the pathetic loser I feel like. I just don’t know how to bridge the gap from coworker/peer/acquaintance to actual friend. I don’t even know what people my age *do* outside of those specific settings. Drink? I literally am clueless. I don’t know. This is not how I pictured my life ten years ago. Back then I had a huge social circle. I had a pretty healthy self esteem. Lots of friends. I don’t know what happened. I don’t know what to do. I feel like it’s too late to make friends because anyone I would potentially be friends with is going to notice that I don’t have any and wonder what’s wrong with me. I don’t even know what to expect from this. I’m just so depressed and lonely and I don’t know how to fix it. 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How do you do it? A job opportunity in management in my industry came up. If I applied I would be a shoe in. I just spend last night super worried about being in a conflict with staff and not being able to accomplish goals. I have anxiety issues and the one thing I enjoy about my current position is that once I'm done for the day I don't worry about work. As a manager for a 24/7 operation I feel I would be continuously fretting. 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I do not have faith in the therapists in my areas ability to treat SA so I think some type of residential treatment could be helpful in truly facing and implementing recovery,, get my life back on some sort of track to a lil stability.... Any experiences/recs ?",4.94802631578947,5.6947019605263165,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,68.86842105263158,9.764210526315793,29.673684210526318,9.888512548439397,2.787361052631579,303,11,59,7,5,104,55,76,0.08900000000000001,0.778,0.132,0.5374,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,10,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,14,7,3,12,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,3,1,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286775960494086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585736603937622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26848712641800143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568908967721958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539712223295805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475040011710593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178872684984474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904395964607089,0.0,0.2154705605168764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864970636417833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830771753041346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blackrat13,2019/01/01,"How to avoid trembling in social situations? Happy New Year everyone, i can't stop trembling in social situation, these thoughts kill me every moment of my life, i'm always scared of being embarrassed in social situation because of my trembling problems. I feel like i can't have a social life with that problem, how can i solve this? 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So I've known I have social anxiety since middle school when I first saw that Zoloft commercial and broke down crying. I'm about to turn 29 and I've never said anything to anyone about it. I can't bring myself to. I'm crying just writing this. I just joined Reddit and I'm realizing how bad I am because I cant even make anonymous posts to strangers without over thinking, deleting, erasing, and giving up. The only friends I have are my siblings. I'm married to a guy who (being 100% honest) I started dating because I didn't know how to say ""no,"" we're fine now but Im sure it would have turned out differently if I were...more normal I guess. I guess I should be grateful for my life and what I have, but I want more. I want to have friends. I want to go to parties. When my husband goes out with his friends I dont wanna sit and stew. I want my phone to be used for more than just an alarm. But if its taken me this long to tell strangers on the internet, how will I ever get help?",1.6325000000000005,3.5090742870370377,3.044222222222224,92.47300000000004,79.27777777777777,5.431111111111113,23.3,6.2581,0.42506555555555536,810,27,176,6,20,264,130,216,0.061,0.779,0.16,0.9618,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,1,5,0,17,2,0,5,3,42,42,17,0,10,9,1,0,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,4,3,27,6,27,32,2,22,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,4,11,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029844294482985,0.0,0.0,0.09412988917952872,0.0,0.11078132524928153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240262037429896,0.1641269985423327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29574892738013603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140649927621933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577744002260406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891567026693697,0.12177208589633685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229016513730678,0.0,0.0,0.3120227427807865,0.0,0.07033373382098816,0.12914039508824,0.07650801822775262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965996484157073,0.133295609397223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023338460160032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454134039672833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398398908805724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950865469203469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913503976168124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986032980716123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038277450565414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189965518930036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238507123113376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289293709555873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805506680328144,0.10705574485500294,0.0,0.136243285741485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135959353722014,0.0,0.0,0.1372288003912051,0.11406364062791075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952851895797228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687837028200288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176643825122369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862594773386098,0.0,0.0,0.0784983841172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285722172318635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626901930456315,0.0,0.0,0.31761099115317976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976950349670002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563064792815112,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WillowTortilla,2019/01/01,"I know this is immature But I want to get tipsy on a regular basis. I got tipsy last night for the first time, and suddenly every ounce of my social anxiety just vanished and it was glorious. I know that you can get medication for mental illness but my mum absolutely will not let me do anything remotely related to medication for any mental illness, and alcohol seems like the next best thing. I don’t even know why I’m writing this. I’m thirteen by the way.",4.152571428571427,5.809357177777778,6.206507936507936,73.465,71.66666666666667,10.031746031746033,31.74603174603175,10.290406445055957,3.691603174603175,366,17,66,11,7,128,65,90,0.07200000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.7935,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,0,13,17,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,9,2,8,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063927931704299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133219601270302,0.0,0.14774074151733851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892611364923884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267365762775733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755779808775233,0.0,0.16271685243124234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427274365428415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018005643001129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446037927013498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31841073840490697,0.15742333845405546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974842594524859,0.0,0.09435153187420076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891079385151149,0.3892508527305637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539152531658236,0.18123552123549652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758145144427167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686747633543786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830422883503467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126132323062778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391062609757192,0.15329430514504575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426603477669966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inherentstar26,2019/01/01,"Digging the hole deeper Being socially anxious creates awkward situations, which makes me more anxious, which makes the situations even weirder. To the point where even reasonable socially competent people would struggle to find a clean solution to some of the weird social situations I have been in. 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After getting off meds, everything feels forced and contrived now. I’ve had social anxiety, performance anxiety, and confidence issues since probably middle school. Around 2015 I went on SSRI’s for about a year and it seemed to help. I was less awkward and more comfortable around co-workers at my side restaurant job and felt okay in my own skin. Still had overarching confidence issues but everything else there was fine. I was very talkative and social. However, at my day job it only helped slightly because I never feel comfortable around my co-workers there. Actually it may have not helped at all there. Then I got off of them because I didn’t want to be on meds forever. Things went back to the way they were before, but a little worse. I now find it really difficult to connect and make new friends. At a new side job I’ve had, I barely talk and just can barley connect with anyone. Everything I say feels very contrived, forced, and fake. For example laughing at jokes, listening to stories, asking questions etc. I don’t know how to react to things people say, what to say, or how to really have conversations. I was sort of like this before the meds depending on the people, but now it’s worse and with everyone but close friends or people I have known for years and feel comfortable around. Could it be the SSRI’s? 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At around 2am last night I was tired and thought “new year, new me lol” and sent a lengthy message to some of my high school friends in a group chat about my mental health, on New Year’s Day. Now my thoughts are going crazy and I regret it. Why did I do that? I’m freaking out. Everyone’s gonna see it by and think I’m either crazy or that it’s linked to New Years or something. This is why I don’t tell people I know about this stuff. I end up panicking and I was up until 4am last night thinking about it. Its 11:30 now and four people saw it. I don’t know what they’re thinking. One of my friends just said “That my friend, is anxiety”. I don’t know if she’s joking or trying to help or what. She’s usually chill in serious situations but I don’t know. I feel awful and vulnerable. I want to just leave the group chat and stay in bed, but that might cause more harm. I don’t know what to do. I feel so stupid. Why do I do this to myself?",0.3274285714285732,1.988837600000004,2.159285714285716,98.28321428571432,82.52380952380952,5.533333333333334,18.595238095238095,6.508806274219699,-0.32073333333333354,736,17,186,7,20,243,112,210,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.064,-0.965,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,4,2,16,2,0,1,0,38,38,17,0,3,10,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,17,10,0,0,13,3,0,2,5,6,0,2,8,5,24,4,22,28,3,30,0,1,2,0,14,10,0,7,17,108,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745866825614987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177390278409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744374556297375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373046739774905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125842891949563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924288168438737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156127809995044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649827133619145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497379672793863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152262382566087,0.0,0.0,0.07662994970965809,0.12079113130271588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141514301036853,0.1863810265499859,0.0,0.12105416076899332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521317968134935,0.12128125229074585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416649883074776,0.0,0.21457340967935384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746989425217947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585177658473386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087496980472162,0.0,0.0,0.11570347472551094,0.09110259430976056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850661337586294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801332885045231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185573483500502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308753059760819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992549602722953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197654262762242,0.0,0.18152329880496168,0.0,0.13140030474386274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761948661704883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591334857066336,0.0,0.06743212167747714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948285152734384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086555460296312 socialanxiety,pyrexx2306,2019/01/01,"Fucked up on NYE 2019 Hi so I'm sorry to bring my troubles into reddit and make everyone else around here feel sorry for me but you don't have to. I have no friends to talk about it to and I don't want to burden anyone else so I thought I'll just let my feelings go here. I messed up so badly last nigh on NYE with my friends. I always felt that my group of friends in university always talked behind my back and say stuff that could hurt me. Last night, I messed up when I looked through my friends phone and checked her messages and saw the things people said behind my back. I shouldn't have as the things they said was fun banter, but my previous/then self couldn't cope with it and decided to confront my friend about it. I heard from my other friend this morning that she told everyone I locked her in my room and stammered her with questions when all I did was just ask her about the truth. I was on the verge of breaking down and feeling the worst I have felt in a while. Now all my friends hate me and I don't know what to do, I go to a somewhat target university but now am deciding to change university in hopes of feeling happier than before, but news travels and I don't want to look like I'm running away from my problems. I hate that my social anxiety of what people thought about me lead to even worse situations, I'm glad I found out sooner than later but this is making me so anxious and wanting to kill myself. It doesn't help that my exams are in a weeks time but I can't get around to studying what should I do, reddit. I miss everything on how it used to be. I have thoughts about suicide, but I know I'll never follow along with it in hopes of not disappointing the few people who cares about me. What should I do? Everything was alright just a couple days ago. I fucked it all up. 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So it's been easily the worst New Years of my 19 years ... House completely empty, my parents have been arguing, got no friends, and I pretty much just played a single player PC games all day (Factorio). My parents got into a huge argument just now and I had to break up their fight. Definitely some less than necessary swings thrown after it was already done. They fucking hate each other and have for years. My dad had to call the cops on my mom. I've been trying to deal with social anxiety completely alone at this point and it got a lot worse in 2018. Now I'm pretty sure my parents are finally getting a divorce. 2019 not looking so good. I live in a house full of depressed people ",2.8542140468227406,5.1018229275362375,4.0268115942029015,85.09951505016727,76.97101449275362,7.4345596432552945,24.3835005574136,8.384062270229773,1.6925734671125978,556,19,107,11,13,181,97,138,0.188,0.657,0.156,-0.6456,3,1,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,2,14,18,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,10,1,11,4,15,8,9,22,0,1,1,1,15,9,1,2,12,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620596917519145,0.13447102281240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321943483463746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442850470535186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555271988352949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858697871755588,0.12562808878701145,0.10495431359462276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247008996780262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148749036226045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348718915277413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414557098064608,0.11265382187415883,0.06366468165844334,0.0,0.0,0.10220695284430932,0.2923779002060025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030747962882778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121071051517105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076009978236398,0.0,0.10232827115201976,0.0,0.0,0.1035975339827357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271616477886767,0.0,0.0,0.08957811209826988,0.0,0.0,0.3530675810974408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059196900308698,0.0,0.0,0.08447954238372034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519321882427574,0.0,0.0,0.2479425295238337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124216750862572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484774964322128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273216158979421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418157902685585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138848339839159 socialanxiety,alyska25,2019/01/01,"2019 is already so bad All I can think about is how I’m starting the new year crying because I have no friends and my boyfriend dumped me. On top of that my family is making fun of me for not interacting with them. They all think my anxiety is fake. 2018 was bad enough, I don’t know if I can take another year like this. Guess I can only go up from here though. I’m sorry I don’t know if I should share on here but I needed to get it out. Happy new year y’all",-0.3086363636363636,1.587889401960787,1.9087165775401085,97.89377005347595,86.35294117647058,5.277718360071302,17.115864527629235,6.574015621080383,-0.4017568627450978,357,8,89,4,11,120,70,102,0.149,0.7170000000000001,0.134,0.1176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,6,9,1,0,1,0,12,0,0,2,2,18,25,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,16,5,11,23,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,7,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078932558573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975435370023917,0.1441179773280531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145958739879122,0.11484090935669165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693777418247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946574229338228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759750190733053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554979107300794,0.0,0.09842609713441457,0.0,0.10706648466598558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753303016230704,0.0,0.0,0.2005448570510117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706863977693715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920379293609904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575191262618393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396889364992473,0.0,0.36389683287348734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432792263205904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108873904971735,0.13334354392324707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164597509699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414256497999343,0.18509240211510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639513112364303 socialanxiety,majedqatari,2019/01/01,"I have been suffering from social anxiety since i was a kid My social anxiety is so bad that sometimes it takes courage to ask simple question to strangers and when i do my whole body starts shaking. I even feel anxious to even say hello to my family members. talking to therapists or to anyone is not an option because i don’t want to look weak and other personal reasons. I also don’t want to use medication. However, social anxiety is destroying my social life, when i was doing bachelor degree, i missed 40% of lectures just because i didn’t want to interact with people. In this January, i will start masters degree and the course will focus mainly on seminars(group work). Thinking about this makes my body shake. If there is anyone who could cure social anxiety by himself please give me some tips to overcome my fear. I am really depressed:(",6.106363636363637,7.593072433121022,6.812032426172558,71.64499710480605,66.70700636942675,9.785524030110016,34.01795020266358,10.018931242160765,3.7949031847133767,680,31,108,16,11,224,106,157,0.189,0.754,0.057,-0.9617,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,1,3,3,0,17,5,2,3,0,20,31,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,4,3,19,1,17,24,3,8,0,3,1,0,16,2,0,5,4,79,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927015896403168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547154901999636,0.1309571803784662,0.0,0.16210863118655866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837002835058568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678878350694356,0.1413281334248197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575231074983663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255309437201832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984216505216408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531288066271652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927953978279502,0.1304428011117632,0.05861289267164285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120151559255656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818780841020379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097344032731457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737784029060382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677771795846195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036468559819954,0.10121731771381147,0.0,0.12724590925702542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985750039868107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426164675934359,0.11918559039485517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218464193664573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958906434245346,0.0,0.0,0.5908318065785467,0.0,0.0,0.11464834806688755,0.0,0.16409826665853444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715779672825501,0.09317251461971217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459264620956468,0.0,0.07427718188194311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011810134461194,0.0,0.0,0.2051187598637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942110920013905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439151159005621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,canikms,2019/01/01,"Cinnamon rolls This morning I asked my mom if she could get cinnamon rolls cus I wanted them but she said “no you’re 16, you can take the car and I’ll give you money and you can get them.” Of course I didn’t want to go to the store with people looking at me and staring so I told her “never mind.” Then we got in a fight, she told me I need to stop with this shit and how I’m almost an adult and need to do things for myself. Yeah I’m pretty pathetic.",-1.5148714285714284,0.4600597700000009,0.8837142857142872,101.44900000000004,96.3,4.057142857142857,13.142857142857142,5.773587663045528,-1.1669142857142858,347,6,87,3,14,116,69,100,0.175,0.747,0.079,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,4,1,5,1,1,1,1,20,22,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,5,3,19,0,10,16,0,7,0,0,2,0,18,2,1,2,3,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544250129033227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113700477954607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178044952468466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481488184538825,0.20639230342244286,0.1222751881897414,0.0,0.1720757919376632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806725298015624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724102940738665,0.2519820792815741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190632633873461,0.16593760183818082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915851178869252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888576612380992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465773071535867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208492593030484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798757473322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176666596775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429366669307963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111717211872377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538030955054718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_A4RON_,2019/01/01,HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! 🎉🎉🎉 We shall all get better and help others in 2019!!!!!!,-0.2794117647058805,1.816628411764708,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,88.41176470588232,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.05321176470588185,61,1,13,1,2,22,15,17,0.0,0.517,0.483,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996142513063534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317508514149483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360668587986302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809902640719417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028576829986531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363882383038129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909690461527877 socialanxiety,eastcoastsmxker,2019/01/01,"DAE have terrible anxiety in stores?? especially alone?? F16 here,,for the past few years i’ve had horrible social anxiety and it’s getting worse //: i feel like everyone is judging me in public and it’s taking a toll on my mental health. even if there could be a hot mess in the room with me, i feel like everyone is judging me for every little thing. i feel so timid and small in busy places especially clothing stores to the point i’m shaking like a feather and i just want to leave the second i walk in. does anyone else have this especially??? does anyone have any tips to help with it?? i can’t stand being like this. ",1.5152732240437174,4.1290151721311465,3.057409836065573,87.62884699453552,85.80327868852459,6.204153005464481,21.24808743169399,7.554174236665415,1.0402212021857928,489,16,96,9,15,160,78,122,0.18600000000000005,0.708,0.107,-0.8544,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,17,6,0,3,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,4,0,1,1,4,10,4,12,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267255550685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133759182691414,0.0,0.2550820399541931,0.0,0.0,0.2331502371883367,0.17082524789049844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331130597267038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179713832070225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927390548245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011757154498372,0.0,0.1404695354402822,0.3186178987875067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289726516094,0.2382108657815541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710478077494123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721650354455226,0.0,0.0,0.11174949426555167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765333436330158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258056102344621,0.1670981249841904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801543797038687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915394870441185,0.0,0.0,0.17418783912000907,0.0,0.15760512439659166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995094565158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253533561493079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076194721193193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833629701262186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990282422916614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073627831810646 socialanxiety,CapnCooke,2019/01/01,"My New Years Resolution is to make real friends. But I don’t know how. Don’t get me wrong, I have plenty of acquaintances at my job. They’re college aged like me and they’re fun. They even invite me to shit (though I never go). Unfortunately, I’m about to leave that job for a better paying one. And I’m taking a semester off school because my grades have plummeted and I need to refocus myself. So all my outlets are gone. Where am I going to meet new people? I see all my friends on Instagram at their New Years parties with friends and dozens, if not hundreds of like on their photos. I’m at home with my family who I still live with at 22. I just don’t feel like I have anyone close. Like...I have friends but I’m weird and awkward to be around and eventually people stop asking me to go places. I know this post is all over the place but I had to quickly get my feelings out before I go to bed. Happy New Year",1.244894736842106,3.305382542105267,2.966842105263158,91.60289473684212,81.47368421052632,5.894736842105264,20.526315789473685,7.0608816371341465,0.37678947368421056,713,20,157,9,19,236,109,190,0.065,0.7879999999999999,0.146,0.9015,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,10,14,1,1,3,0,13,1,1,2,4,31,33,13,0,2,6,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,12,0,1,4,0,1,5,5,4,0,2,2,3,27,10,26,30,3,32,0,0,1,0,10,14,1,1,15,97,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258156818298693,0.0,0.0,0.10513824285773156,0.11041197275827916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199554274913735,0.0,0.10049842019331304,0.0,0.0,0.10445402954911263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800705547077115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133862150982853,0.0,0.11943459289332915,0.08437403749487518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36498966314443104,0.0,0.12340968603552045,0.0,0.2684865425378371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572467346188287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846866653795855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344014268429218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981453378048793,0.0,0.0,0.1250558483629099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308000072437657,0.0,0.10428863392237676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883581950003661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757315538208146,0.0910896430709628,0.4562651085606762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003081667534644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375788789665147,0.0,0.2467885958240111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131116771852525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442903084626065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952828468198715,0.09411417292140924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123280064044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431858410981314,0.09874083655608963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888000531558384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603729040170895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129128973881792,0.0,0.22816670760888744 socialanxiety,1Hiraeth,2019/01/01,"Any advice/tips? Desperate. Hi everyone, just going to hope for the best with this post so here goes. ​ Right I'm in my mid twenties and have struggled massively with social anxiety for the past few years. It's having a serious affect on my life. I have withdrawn from my course because it involved public speaking, which I'm absolutely devastated because it was my dream career and was given very positive feedback on my progress, I did try medication which seemed to help a little but I was taking far too many on a daily basis that I couldn't afford to take them anymore. I purchased them on an online prescription site because I can't bring myself to go the doctors office about this. Even day to day things like a short conversation is incredibly challenging, my voice gets strange, heart is racing and rapid speech... then overthink the entire conversation for the next few days and run it over and over thinking of what I should have said, it's absolute hell. I am miserable, just want to lie in bed all day because I feel exhausted by all of this. I'm currently working a temp job which doesn't involve (almost any) communication/teamwork, and I absolutely love it, but this will come to an end soon and I can't bring myself to apply for any other jobs for obvious reasons. ​ I believe my confidence has gotten so low because I have gynecomastia (currently trying to save for surgery) and my way of dealing with it was/is by avoiding social situations. ​ I would be grateful if anyone could share any tips or suggestions that might help with the social anxiety for now, or who have been in a similar situation. ​ Thanks in advance.",7.77882012305465,8.282154006514663,7.704663409337679,70.2017870068766,62.68078175895765,10.600723850886716,36.92526239594643,10.380263240014207,4.017014621787913,1348,61,222,29,18,433,181,307,0.1,0.753,0.14800000000000002,0.9499,5,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,5,10,15,1,3,14,0,25,6,1,2,3,38,46,16,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,4,4,4,1,0,20,13,0,1,4,1,1,7,4,7,0,0,8,5,26,8,37,31,5,39,1,2,0,1,20,17,1,7,14,150,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210341695059856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553543711299777,0.3985183413902197,0.22303022719893395,0.0,0.1254477277756166,0.0,0.08131430214213378,0.05733090320838584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990864085070374,0.0,0.0,0.09237721336583714,0.08604583125904919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706290824956566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546415766070257,0.0,0.0,0.2115129303316692,0.08453043247408837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392256501048237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726208166632259,0.0,0.0,0.05415512256749939,0.0,0.0,0.07834712988556894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145775646769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283757817121051,0.0,0.09319619572301856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716123745448943,0.10991538360133232,0.0,0.0,0.08143682683564495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272935728783613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057913566726004485,0.040057282656788616,0.08217779698875306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400122694399998,0.0,0.0,0.08312729491754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259858831906391,0.0,0.08698084378037348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719971177452586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827090153062463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852593210723094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430171171944761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002095254718138,0.07799342700000685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464268528875549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432549881650054,0.0,0.2507423882426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571612544028527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329596941283827,0.0,0.0,0.07548746832587773,0.0,0.0,0.05447202242946954,0.05253733738784954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133474155700926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676522115740176,0.04836116654985527,0.0650816493266726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059691350758626964,0.0,0.0,0.058244957769656026,0.0,0.3985183413902197,0.052800335139821526 socialanxiety,sangytheWinner,2019/01/01,"Alone on NYE. Went out alone. I don't know how I feel now. Immigrant in the US. No friends. Low self esteem. Insecurity. Stuttering. After battling it out with my inner critic, I said fuck it and went out alone today. Everyone had someone to hug, kiss, and hold hands and here I was walking on the streets alone in a fast pace. I slowed down my pace when I became aware of what my body is doing. I did tactical breathing and continued walking. It made me feel better, but I couldn't get myself to mix into the crowd. I was surrounded by everyone who had someone - Friends, GF, Family. It crushed me and made me nervous. What did I do? I went to a tall building which has an open parking space and stood there the entire time. Some times I even teared up thinking ""Why me, always?"" There were people on the parking lot, but I didn't talk with anyone which I regret. I didn't make any friends. I didn't wish anyone. I didn't enjoy. I tried to act confident. I didn't smile at a stranger or look in his eye. There were people standing next to me. I didn't attempt to make a small talk. After everything was over, I sat on a bench all alone by myself people watching waiting for my Lyft to take me home. Just wanted to share that's all. 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Am i the only one that sees people talking aloud and having no fear in anything, and get jealous that they don’t have problems? Holy shit it sucks ass. All i have to say. 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I am about to start 300mg 3x per day. I have taken it before, titrated at 30-minute intervals. I felt nice, but I suspect the effects will wear off as tolerance builds, making just another part of my cocktail. Anyone want to offer advice on dosing schedule, and/or how it works for you?",4.597368421052631,6.98001961403509,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,72.15789473684211,6.665263157894738,30.69824561403509,7.554174236665415,2.143009824561404,246,11,42,3,5,75,51,57,0.049,0.838,0.114,0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,10,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405721056893249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654561783412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436950014467991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965669361005905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476814849680132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346362087944008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326414425135482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774158514112103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668598481192144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668789593668364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556757163755998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537284953738051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CaptainCastle555,2019/01/02,How do I blend in with peers who drink alcohol if I'm not a drinker? I need some helpful advice :( I don't drink any alcohol or beer and I want to know what to do to blend in or somehow pretend to drink if I'm at a friends house or with friends at a bar. Also because I'm afraid of getting drunk and I don;t understand how some of my friends do it without passing out and they get drunk after having like 20 beers or any drinks. Is there some kind of trick to it? If not then how can I just pretend to drink so I don;t have to do any of it?,3.6143697478991608,3.1123620336134468,4.6248739495798326,92.18336134453784,71.52100840336134,7.808403361344537,29.605042016806717,6.868970318607317,1.2322739495798312,418,15,104,3,7,137,64,119,0.098,0.768,0.134,0.7541,0,0,10,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,1,3,0,9,12,0,3,0,28,18,16,0,5,11,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,12,0,2,12,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,20,18,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,11,3,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183270707288675,0.0,0.3102288682098772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607133438659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961080028717003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847822942753311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7109276619392997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364129005898556,0.0,0.15166314604609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972867374132114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747629905463252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114478908663814,0.07976716102328349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090986196167988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762218656489883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510996713301491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560949262929786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991331109508628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LividLibrarian,2019/01/02,"Can someone help me understand? My entire life I've felt constantly anxious about everything. I can barely even talk to my own family most of the time. The thing is sometimes I get really confident and I can present or do whatever and not care at all, but I still can't just talk to someone. I've been with my girlfriend for about 2 months and I can have a conversation with her over text but I can still barely talk to her when we talk in person. Only recently have I even been able to post on forums and stuff even anonymously due to a fear of talking to people. Not a single person knows what my favorite song is. I can act confident and the weird thing is I could go up and say something to someone pretty easily, but I probably couldn't have a 2 way conversation with them, yet sometimes I can. I could go up and present something easily, but most of the time I can't talk to a close friend except for joking around. I honestly don't know what triggers me to feel nervous, my heart just feels fluttery (in a bad way) and my stomach will start to hurt when talking to people, but only sometimes. One thing I do know is i get more nervous talking to females (even if i'm not attracted to them at all, even my own mom), but that's really the only specific thing I can say makes me nervous. I'm 16(m) and I have been diagnosed with social anxiety and depression, I also suspect I have body dysmorphia, but I don't want to self diagnose.",5.152466124661249,5.576129777003487,6.087566782810688,79.81654568331398,68.30313588850174,9.722725512969417,30.92702284165699,9.725611199111238,2.8000748741773136,1134,43,224,24,18,376,132,287,0.138,0.7490000000000001,0.114,-0.638,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,0,16,13,0,4,11,0,30,6,3,2,2,50,47,22,0,5,15,1,3,0,2,1,3,3,0,3,8,17,0,0,8,2,0,3,8,8,0,1,4,6,36,5,35,39,8,30,0,2,0,0,25,10,0,4,14,164,44,0,0.08449950226001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757422142850257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464188794360101,0.0954603857267424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522247194622468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055355484054299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385989796167646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615287415069542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131394294493587,0.0,0.13493195353508478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277929747821507,0.17153043218672692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905562154476155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759427040719402,0.0,0.07965861046762318,0.09508543230252084,0.0854509745372499,0.0,0.08113277346109665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528410583600733,0.0,0.08829500468503095,0.0,0.09604602885231754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013231702735548,0.05663823519182368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045846482961778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393161497676233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968449739341231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640407390794665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896479578256544,0.06744669653166621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725904959569138,0.19279703748642474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716263077505885,0.14756341215140395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092716534526317,0.08596637191785103,0.09110475520690957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082650897623588,0.0,0.08343306438585286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439479151768371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815140951387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613660128084183,0.21478846216097774,0.13010369022384888,0.25071650514549104,0.0,0.05980918261618805,0.0,0.13496282331460546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673171375892173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433399930587258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455085842576766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854467858961992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796696188767528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049839995739567385,0.13414354353183353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,conrailfan2596,2019/01/02,My dads girlfriend I like to hang with my dad alot but i don't think his girlfriend likes that she even mentioned something about me being with him yesterday when he's with her i feel left and and like a third wheel because i never talk because of my social anxiety do you guys think i should stop coming with my dad when he goes with his girlfriend,4.54457142857143,5.7732186000000025,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,70.14285714285714,6.742857142857144,26.857142857142854,6.742157984588678,1.0235142857142858,282,9,57,2,5,85,48,70,0.069,0.8079999999999999,0.123,0.5927,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,8,5,0,1,1,3,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,16,3,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,1,8,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193971147182503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377697861914343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386509127120076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298651167610952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008296682340154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743194592371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30101168698899705,0.0,0.0,0.406052580425069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367523661526835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824138805870444,0.0,0.2132838275973639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316231670627511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267937444146294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550402490316936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,deathizclose,2019/01/02,Is it ok to wear a singlet at the gym if you have a t shirt tan? i want to wear a singlet to my gym but i'm pale but i have a t shirt tan. my arms and face are tanned. i'm really worried and anxious what should i do?,-2.6167295597484284,-1.1779326415094342,0.9908490566037748,103.69180817610064,92.39622641509432,4.2880503144654085,16.38050314465409,5.46131890053228,-1.015613836477987,162,4,48,1,6,59,33,53,0.13699999999999998,0.804,0.058,-0.6951,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,6,6,0,0,7,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451944901975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658692496559232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368569108309145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799923996057154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reddituser987789,2019/01/02,"Once I chime in, conversations stop cold. Anyone else feel that way? In group social settings it feels like whenever I chime into a conversation it stops after whatever it is I’ve said. No one talks again for a few seconds. I make sure to choose my input/words thoughtfully to be sure I’m not interrupting, being offensive, ignorant, etc. But, so often it feels like once I’ve added to the conversation, it’s over. It makes me feel like I can’t hold small talk with others because whatever I say doesn’t go with the flow. My other theory is that this is quite common for anyone and I only notice when it happens to me because of my self-consciousness and social anxiety. Thoughts?",4.116167832167837,6.210112630769235,5.266783216783222,78.35185314685316,72.69230769230771,8.727272727272727,25.66433566433567,9.339509955726095,2.366769230769231,542,18,98,13,11,179,87,130,0.075,0.775,0.15,0.8667,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,2,23,19,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,4,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,3,7,11,5,14,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,9,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087378796048483,0.0,0.0,0.20268185063596406,0.14850157475853326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670032384952986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107340420880505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163924727353007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931310805812473,0.3106217242181036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236909050915661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816428147478925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242167119229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348857310706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650078354324671,0.0,0.3086990539141482,0.09821074114095424,0.11022851453188698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415469694151426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786501901377796,0.11525699582541575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119732727153953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954830550240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423419163243073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731963579111928,0.0,0.0,0.2329842347480815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301221381812412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504152551046333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lookinbusy1,2019/01/02,"SA, it's crippling I have pretty bad social anxiety due to an abuse father. I prefer to talk to people in person because that way I can read them, however when texting them I obviously can't, and therefore tend to overthink everything. 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I tend to try to hide things about myself due to fear people will think i an rich. for example: -going to a private high school (it was a religious one but still) -having siblings in the USa. one of them with a phd. scared people will judge me for my brother having done a phd inthe usa and think i am rich - telling people what my parents do ( own a small business) -other things like travelling and places i have been I cant keep going like this. At work is the worst. I dont know what to do. i am also really anxious of people getting mad at me for not having shared this info earlier with them",2.3016829745596894,4.4787340410958905,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,78.45205479452055,6.0892367906066545,24.127201565557733,7.1686216300943375,1.0422187866927597,574,20,113,7,14,186,88,146,0.183,0.7290000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.8984,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,1,3,10,0,18,0,0,0,1,13,26,5,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,4,1,2,3,3,5,0,2,3,1,18,5,19,21,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,85,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299961931808645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766214158276125,0.34751687422015776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937594850187358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739823932038846,0.18026097650860307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307594121939274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803579511118618,0.0,0.17482443358002284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778110428982324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625058267712951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671096978036504,0.0,0.0,0.08452845391843143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502849273384723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844757524101715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707847729548635,0.0,0.0,0.426522383210449,0.0,0.16069586233679353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970657529557819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398791050241714,0.15566116997000132,0.0,0.0,0.16045452812254735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283068556960575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724891716742034,0.1344343344772663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436543344522404,0.1971069780129404,0.0,0.0,0.17937251360226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442504106245908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197352536811712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nygaardplease,2019/01/02,"I've been on Zoloft for a few months now and it really helped with my depression, but not my social anxiety. What do I do now? I feel pretty lost, and don't know what to do. I don't want to go to any therapy due to my social anxiety, and I'm not very well versed in medical procedure. Any assistance?",2.1173437500000034,3.294022296875003,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,76.03125,10.12,23.7375,10.355215969177356,2.3945350000000003,233,7,53,8,5,83,42,64,0.14400000000000002,0.738,0.118,-0.1742,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,1,6,1,8,10,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218895562537776,0.0,0.3621061946076064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038448697464151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966825304588755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345059029109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863595933720015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006850110295826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258354967825229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842169983082026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889089829898242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078006374562216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516178630832342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825137058721364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065455753580475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952788250869996,0.13959501934921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127961575525291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BalloonDogs,2019/01/02,Social anxiety is making it hard to talk on the phone I recently ran out of seizure medication and had to schedule an appointment over the phone (I was messing up with my speech and zoning out and hoping the person on the other side of the phone wasn't laughing at my mistakes all the while trying not to cry) turns out I have to call again. I'm scared to embarrass myself again..,6.973399999999998,6.3758057733333375,7.141166666666668,77.25975000000003,64.6,10.166666666666668,32.083333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.7505333333333337,303,10,58,5,4,98,52,75,0.166,0.799,0.035,-0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,6,2,16,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944327022106488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929110011200569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150967196514461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696571295841664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849117144505834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147792284392454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897620798360835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047069909015873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323468072854496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871918715791071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29241252185096545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305631625091259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475569792852007,0.3120158396131857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yerrrboy3,2019/01/02,"If I didn’t have bad social anxiety would’ve been an actor, maybe even a singer 😤 Basically I would’ve been so much more successful if I was not afraid to talk to people ☹️ ",0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.26315789473685,6.957894736842108,17.394736842105264,8.07648339933343,0.511294736842105,138,3,32,3,4,48,31,38,0.146,0.731,0.123,0.0404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802243446294126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058515816202057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194274378483754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680052629631961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692782658509598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539515975511415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734045123123346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944242083373881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204288800882412,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkKisses,2019/01/02,"I'm too quiet When I'm in a skype call with someone they always say ""why aren't you talking you're so quiet"" and than they say to the other person in the skype call ""why isn't she talking?"" ""Why is she so quiet?"" I feel so ashamed I might say the wrong thing. I only say something when necessary and alot of people think I'm boring bc of that. I just can't help it. They're always having so much fun and I'm there in the background thinking of something not weird to say. It seems so much easier than it really is and I would love to have online friends but they always think I'm boring or too shy. The same problem in real life. I get it that I'm boring bc of that but it makes me sad to hear it from other people bc I don't know how to change it and talk more. Everything I say just feels weird and really embarrased.",0.8737433155080225,2.722610090909093,2.7953743315508035,93.46085561497328,81.61363636363636,5.504812834224597,17.739304812834227,6.522977012572876,-0.2017723262032085,640,13,144,6,17,214,86,176,0.138,0.794,0.068,-0.9227,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,13,12,0,1,7,0,10,2,0,2,0,28,27,17,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,10,0,1,13,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,12,15,3,17,25,5,6,0,1,0,1,22,4,0,4,2,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29004922404859235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372950106093968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229183011015159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442806226762658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750279106933208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977152911056095,0.0,0.060706794417237725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095956842203213,0.0,0.07788267778478555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385742049707023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207156284963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487001045572446,0.0,0.07756068491618541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326392917239448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083255248517354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837110065053777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110917633939606,0.1014564952676208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118237800775592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225470060662145,0.14887425557567374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544148511129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577904596904544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845116426925644,0.178904299365923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801780466653465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719441687157183,0.2233580988602685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454220310395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825411899578282,0.12704036972421345,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,soft-n-sapphic,2019/01/02,"How do i cope with having no friends? I am struggling really hard right now. I have been on winter break for two weeks now and have only left my house to get food or to go to the cemetery. I have one friend, but she is preoccupied with work and her boyfriend. I understand she can’t see me as often as i would like to see her, it wouldn’t be fair for her. I just don’t know what to do to fill the loneliness within me. I talk to my cats and dog to pass the time, i write, i read books, knit. but at the end of the day i still crave human connection. What helps you guys cope when you are feeling lonely and isolated?",2.1982442748091637,3.2606954274809183,3.39075572519084,94.0850648854962,75.6412213740458,7.07206106870229,20.733587786259534,7.554174236665415,0.3210451908396941,475,10,115,6,10,154,86,131,0.109,0.774,0.117,0.2763,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,1,0,18,22,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,3,2,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,4,22,3,18,18,0,18,0,1,2,0,14,5,0,2,10,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334995172147307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334281406016809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466670693964314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503083001807226,0.0,0.3198593069468316,0.0,0.10815028651983327,0.0,0.11764431721278723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496506533886885,0.0,0.0,0.185433621686303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387494430930566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885314527939835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137631856445808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249088718059741,0.0,0.0,0.10113098782622466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402702823725479,0.15743476405196036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070585637327588,0.0,0.13261113150922835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677904315932347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299084567510502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653125005550261,0.0,0.0,0.21640400605015955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638080528056098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070484918700175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221140870187787,0.21549695062294336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604495612310427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070031880653698,0.0,0.0,0.1470486694170154,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slippybe,2019/01/02,How do I tell someone I love them? Without being rejected lol,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,3.4666666666666686,80.89500000000002,98.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8032,49,3,8,1,2,17,11,12,0.14400000000000002,0.431,0.425,0.6778,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025231965918795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717649360554476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866575324644354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367240707209857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dsg1116,2019/01/02,"Using the word “quite” before a word to describe something: does that lessen the significance? So you see someone you find attractive? They’re quite pretty. Quite handsome. The food was quite tasty. They’re quite skilled at playing the piano. Doesn’t that make the description less significant when you place that word before it?",5.0266071428571415,8.535075589285718,3.544285714285717,83.90071428571429,78.82142857142857,6.057142857142857,25.857142857142854,7.447530270364453,1.708314285714286,267,10,42,4,7,76,38,56,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,6,2,3,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707647472092061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922947379835424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454145089315758,0.0,0.1923843399813792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620047905677593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622562731301893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186188776627514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8461121192403293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678209364312207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348049056089563,0.12248294557035948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741130904042267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ice_cu,2019/01/02,"Muscle tension, do ppl recognize this? In many (social) situations I find my muscles all tensed up and my posture to be closed and guarded. I only became aware of this after some mindfulness training, and now I can spot it more easily and 'unclench' I know that the body only reflects the psych. reality of social anxiety but it still reinforces it and can play a big negative role that way. I find that relaxing your body makes it a lot easier to relax yourself mentally and try to function with less fear. The first time I realized it was when I was having a conversation with my barber, which I would normally never do, but after some progress became in reach. While talking about how their business was going, I for a moment glanced at my my feet, which were pressed against the base of the chair. I also felt my thighs were in a state of 'fight or flight' and in a moment of clarity I saw how ridiculous all this was considering I was just making small talk with a chatty old lady. I relaxed my legs and posture and it immediately became a lot easier to speak confidently after this. Let me know if you've had similar experiences.",6.6311897915168965,7.1576591355140184,7.3720560747663555,71.52840762041698,65.12149532710278,10.509849029475198,33.283968368080515,10.389873798559362,3.559051473759885,901,36,157,21,13,300,130,214,0.087,0.752,0.161,0.96,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,8,8,2,2,13,0,16,5,5,4,3,40,23,18,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,4,0,1,10,5,23,4,24,10,8,25,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,6,13,123,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767803388839685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213753980436995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546869495312498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617565719824292,0.0,0.1796590591969939,0.0,0.0,0.1532962242174822,0.0,0.29184809956806285,0.1358045760484662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073702861398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754871578264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326059658218126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147017041878546,0.0,0.0,0.2131452233595357,0.16186763159205333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089719406777422,0.0,0.16120854764813394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313769579126235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643043780665436,0.0,0.0,0.16753367429918076,0.0,0.0,0.24285342512178104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946170367413036,0.0,0.3255014017143476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275026745744169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566532790913229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309756403038352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083969528156854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672868095926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341609727231655,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,keeepforgettingmypw,2019/01/02,"Anyone here ever waited tables? Probably one of the worst jobs to have with SA lol I've been getting progressively better over the years but college is gonna start getting really difficult for me soon, and it seems like the only job available to me right now that will actually allow me to afford to pay rent and eat (while not demanding I work 30 hours a week) is serving. But that's pretty much one of the most intimidating jobs I can think of. Anyone here managed it successfully? Any tips?",5.076306990881459,6.703772436170215,6.0918237082066895,75.30500000000002,69.31914893617022,8.77568389057751,27.258358662613983,9.23628265651192,2.3756826747720368,395,13,70,8,7,131,72,94,0.111,0.708,0.181,0.7622,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,1,1,12,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,10,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,46,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.1884955414605752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135489769725509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701228446173506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083363887587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765011091080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472357889729934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183544693279748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902229290888412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750421818783663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436784119345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199425662527226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617793816834777,0.14690629580236791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651237529377646,0.20825831597704345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374274658773393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649569239831421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584490520574156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367190946655012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376863288063113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494068027225033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062221736996722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243882088589863 socialanxiety,Eyez19,2019/01/02,"Going abroad as a group for the first time with no friends Hi, Something has been troubling me lately. In a few weeks, I'm going to go abroad with some people from my university course. I don't have any friends or people I feel comfortable with who are going and I'm going to have to share a room with this girl who I am very awkward and uncomfortable around. She doesn't like me too and I feel nervous about all this. I am generally so socially awkward and have severe social anxiety and I feel I have made a huge mistake. I don't know what I've put myself in. I don't even talk many people in my course or people in general because of social anxiety and I'm expecting to go abroad with them? Because of my quietness, people feel uncomfortable around me and awkward and I know the group will all be talking with eachother and joking around whereas I, like always wont speak and want to get out of there. I haven't even bought any necessities or clothes yet. I feel stressed about this and I don't know what to do. Since we're all adults, we have to explore the place ourselves and we must be in at least a pair or a group when doing things or going places, no one likes me so I'll be the loser tagging along. I am also very unconfident and self conscious around basically everyone.",2.8686685839959414,4.910559544747084,3.873662662832011,87.19231094569449,76.12062256809338,6.648553544239554,24.792590086279816,7.586124646067393,1.1926167822703433,1021,35,206,14,23,329,127,257,0.159,0.769,0.07200000000000001,-0.9464,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,2,15,16,0,5,10,0,25,0,0,1,4,53,47,23,0,4,5,0,5,3,2,3,0,2,1,3,8,27,0,0,10,1,1,9,9,8,0,2,3,7,27,8,33,38,6,30,0,1,0,0,22,15,0,6,9,140,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194031808711533,0.08525814624662045,0.0,0.0,0.139357887524778,0.0,0.1567691568730726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648582638925032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492204559188645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535283668828582,0.0,0.0,0.0979086167073095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904405135635344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715571363531505,0.0,0.0,0.1583266602307898,0.0,0.05353314190271313,0.0,0.4076280415929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893438629862165,0.0,0.11558370592790385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501760105204163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695378921654824,0.0,0.10388227964298416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943216862958733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517772275738624,0.0,0.21410586712643506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300448788266267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068921606893642,0.11575500547119408,0.0,0.08475917030410125,0.0,0.0,0.3133470290307246,0.0,0.0788816913897363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737201441377425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471315140415374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807244085531278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974750532619591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690868436936156,0.060435843995356,0.0,0.0821903342506431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayrstlne2,2019/01/02,"Spiraling down the rabbit hole I've been suffering from depression ever since I started getting bullied in the 3rd grade. Social anxiety developed as I hit puberty, and I've lived a sheltered and closed in life ever since. I am married with two cats, rent a house from my work friend that I've all but ignored since moving in, and have a great job with mostly caring and sensitive people. I've been in therapy about 6 years now, but not consecutive. Two years ago I felt like I was getting in the way of my own therapy, and decided to take a break from therapy and medications to find my own way. I also started smoking pot, which I've just stopped. During the break from therapy, I started meditating and taking my own time to find some purpose, or at least a hobby that would help me have something to look forward to. I stopped meditating as I felt fine during meditation, but once I was finished, it was like nothing happened. Maybe I was doing it wrong, I don't know, but I also didn't particularly enjoy it, it was just too boring to me. I was not making any progress on my search for a hobby, and it was increasingly making me more and more depressed. I broke a few months ago due to this stress and work stress, and with tears told my wife that I was lost and was losing the will to live. I got back in touch with my therapist then and got back on medication, and also let my work know that I was extremely burned out and needed help. They've been great and my boss has basically taken me under his wing for the last few months so I can work through my issues. I've restarted therapy and medication, but it's only just barely working to keep back the suicidal thoughts, and not helping me get a grip on things. Previously, I've tried half a dozen different medications with no or little effect, so trying to switch meds seems pointless. I've also tried working out, but it triggers me since gym class was where I got bullied the worst (there was almost no supervision there); besides, I've had periods in my life where I was working out a lot and still hated it even after years of doing all sorts of exercise. I know I need to work out more purely for my health, but I'm not in a place where I can work on my issues surrounding it. I've thought about trying a different therapist, but with my trust issues, it took 3 years for me to even open up, and even then it was very difficult. I don't think I have that much time. Since I quit smoking pot, I really have nothing to look forward to after work anymore, and I'm scared that it's going to be the straw that broke the camel's back. I don't know what to do. I'm so depressed that everything new I try I hate, and am too scared to make any changes. I don't know why I'm posting this, it's the first post I've ever made on Reddit, the first post I've made about my problems anywhere, but I'm desperate for some ideas. I've read every post I can find, every article about this, they all say the same bullshit that hasn't helped. I'm afraid this might be my last post ever. I don't want to be done, but I can't see any reasons to keep going. Since this is a throwaway, I won't be able to respond, but I will be reading replies for the next few 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socialanxiety,Island-Of-Mine,2019/01/02,"I have to do the socialising tomorrow I’ve been invited by a group of people I know to go downtown to eat food and shop tomorrow and honestly I don’t really know how that works because I usually say no when offered but I said yes help what do I do 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socialanxiety,Kitjhii,2019/01/02,"Time for a new spot??? My down time I like to spend on the sofa looking out the huge window I have in my living room. I sit here on reddit, playing games or reading. I really like this spot, its comfy, got a table with everything I need, and I love my huge window =) It sucks though because it is a relative busy street. People make a lot of u turns here, or pull over to use the phone, or to chat with someone walking by. Every freaking time my heart jumps, and I get paranoid cuz omg is this person coming here!!!! and thank God relief as they drive on by or stay in the car, as I remind myself no one is coming to see me lol. I really dont know if I do myself more harm or good sitting here =P",1.6353828828828831,2.896179250000003,3.651081081081081,90.85315315315316,77.44594594594594,6.014414414414415,19.765765765765764,6.42735559955562,0.04483603603603603,531,11,119,4,12,181,98,148,0.081,0.691,0.228,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,8,1,6,2,1,3,0,20,20,13,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,8,0,0,1,4,1,7,2,3,0,1,1,2,18,7,20,19,2,26,0,0,2,1,6,12,1,7,6,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130153570992595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194035609440277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728210886727936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620367863949636,0.0,0.16662149313206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686148061561044,0.0,0.0,0.1555009233348885,0.1482776927254177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196945233615388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188850122983148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114972289363285,0.0,0.16370759569379842,0.0,0.15568550088408062,0.0,0.0,0.15761659790476604,0.1673266490584403,0.0,0.12375291514996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746839109610662,0.0,0.17905609919349866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562876783949273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285298747100724,0.16188017245894934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854456396065004,0.0,0.23753816947567144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773618552854054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570849792184559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760690225889851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068723915122055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215010694862427,0.0,0.3243167665836798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016570325789893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012215970545152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PunkMage,2019/01/02,"dae have a mental list of places you can't go back to because you feel like you embarrassed yourself there ",8.582857142857144,7.149660619047619,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714288,61.85714285714285,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.7633428571428573,87,3,17,1,1,26,19,21,0.114,0.773,0.114,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666711983760081,0.0,0.2906856985284025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411116489851641,0.3406645063058893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710070484329461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329667183695836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805565526170195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982108101880088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ocennet,2019/01/02,"Exposure Therapy Seems Like it's Backfiring So I've started trying Exposure Therapy, and while I'm less afraid to approach people I'm not getting very good experiences from it in general. Usually when I try to talk to my co-workers they'll barely respond (and on a handful of occassions people have ignored me or will nearly immediately turn to talk to someone else close by), and even when I do find someone who is eager to talk they'll go on for a while and I'll be too nervous to give a good response. I also started running a Dungeons & Dragons game hoping it would help, but I still speak haltingly much of the time and can't help but feel intimidated when I talk to my players one on one after the game, sometimes barely remembering what they say because I'm internally trying to keep calm. It's discouraging because I've heard exposure therapy works best, but I'm feeling more self-critical and socially inept now. I also have noticed that at times I'll trip over my words or have sudden difficulty choosing what to say.",10.760303030303028,7.740699247474751,10.928156565656565,60.79556818181818,59.050505050505045,13.940404040404045,45.96212121212121,12.161744961471696,5.623806060606059,833,42,142,20,8,283,121,198,0.08900000000000001,0.802,0.108,0.5686,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,10,11,0,2,6,0,11,1,1,0,0,27,27,19,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,4,6,2,0,4,2,4,0,2,1,7,13,7,23,21,4,26,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,4,15,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037160909918904,0.0,0.12896564468585806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451154412532675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491143492133835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943173896363354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861617430229532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643119124524205,0.0,0.0,0.12036719904321785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878847095945456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062186665868930964,0.11418149106051945,0.06764575556208521,0.1996683077788613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956250389675736,0.0,0.0,0.11822061274364368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057966172695777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058150552821614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749849965653554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551296527005618,0.0,0.0,0.1613114761308111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503659291540262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483432525364622,0.0,0.0,0.18931000738826007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835765997460536,0.12417106197274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133298054731652,0.20170228771233026,0.0,0.11772069166635435,0.0,0.16849576795491425,0.0,0.09505507166721762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826773974598199,0.0,0.0,0.4083530531657471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881113710734813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243444663717803,0.12946713621770398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109136341654193,0.09820969475989337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733060664660352,0.0,0.0,0.08455332635507955,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TemporaryContext,2019/01/02,"Sent message to wrong person... mortified. My messages on my Mac somehow glitched and made it appear that I was typing and sending out a text to my **sister** that was complaining about job applications. When I hit enter to send, this glitch caused me to actually send this text to my **current employer**. My text contained slang, many grammatical errors and abbreviations, and now my current employer knows I'm actively seeking out new employment. I basically blacked out but... I think I had a quick recovery text back to current employer. I had to turn off my phone and my computer notifications because I can't bear to see a response from current employer. Mortified and embarrassed is an understatement. I am going to crawl in a hole and die now. 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We’re going to eat at a restaurant and then watch a movie at the cinema. I really want to watch Bumblebee with my mom, and tomorrow is the perfect day to do it. The problem is I have social anxiety and selective mutism. And my mom is an immigrant, so she can’t speak the language well. It means I’ll have to do the hardest part. I’m going to be the one who has to talk to the cashier. I have to buy the tickets and choose the seats. And after that I have to make sure we enter the correct cinema lounge. I don’t know if I’ll manage to do all of that. I feel so nervous. I don’t know what to do. 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I had a confrontation with a friend before break. The gist of it was that she felt I spent a lot of time with her while I felt the opposite. And felt like she was avoiding me which she kinda was she admitted. As well as the fact that she no longer needed me since she moved in with 3 of her friends and now Roomates. They do things together which is fine but I am also friends with them and since they became roomates they don’t really try to go beyond the room for outings and it doesn’t help that I live right across from them and can hear them having fun and all. But that aside , after the confrontation break started at my university. So I haven’t had to interact In any meaningful way with her , however break just ended I’m back in the dorm and she lives right in front of me . I don’t know how I am supposed to interact with her at all. I was comfortable with her before all this happened to me I kinda felt like she was close to family like a cousin however after the thing apparently it was only on me who felt close to her . So I am completely unsure how to interact I am most likely going to run into her at some point since she lives across the hall . But I’m unsure , how to act or if I even should. She said she still wants to continue being friends but i honestly don’t even know how to do that. I haven’t had many friends and those I had we never got to a confrontation point . I don’t plan to contact her first because I feel like that what started it in the first place . I don’t initiate thing at all but for her I tried and I guess that was to much because here I am now unsure and in tears because I don’t know what I am supposed to do.",2.259327808471454,3.788531378453044,3.621524861878452,90.59009576427256,76.37569060773481,7.257605893186003,22.28766114180479,8.021203637495839,0.8980991528545119,1357,37,304,22,30,445,151,362,0.063,0.7959999999999999,0.14,0.9823,3,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,6,3,18,19,3,1,14,0,36,0,0,5,6,63,61,29,0,4,8,1,6,5,5,1,0,2,2,0,22,22,0,1,12,0,1,6,12,4,1,2,19,8,59,15,52,40,8,52,0,0,0,0,42,25,0,8,21,231,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683365425360683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533643020648403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387815950234987,0.0,0.1757050280691352,0.0,0.16351084216882664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073610236140146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509671498872795,0.0,0.0,0.12691741134439105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057392013710296,0.0,0.04857999466686795,0.06863824277751762,0.4612504097691862,0.0,0.0,0.16344803447218129,0.0,0.0,0.3711486651286761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920684274666664,0.0,0.07684246587085238,0.0,0.1058409037168777,0.0,0.08496158234987981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828704710109847,0.0,0.0643991523434335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112081334549528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346946317937645,0.0,0.2545162749098455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168219927460925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740815441648397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211585828577137,0.07062848816723298,0.07124072378631492,0.0741013849906368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307175530452324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038120764293172,0.0,0.1816497959624442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155011703196709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641004140666477,0.09139231329760868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843049202143365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360092047286162,0.0,0.07672812712031575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149014210497547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602393637120039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304615013427425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666937657146182,0.07626235586734563,0.0,0.0,0.08638578683911949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dukesheena,2019/01/02,"“Friends” canceled on me 10 minute before breakfast I was supposed to drive home yesterday but I spent an extra night here so I could have breakfast with my friends that live here. I arrived at the restaurant at our agreed time and checked my phone... ...only to find out that they “couldn’t make it” Fucking hate myself. Anxiety was right.",4.02005376344086,6.657204661290322,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,74.96774193548387,5.423655913978496,29.68817204301075,6.42735559955562,1.402894623655914,267,12,49,2,6,77,50,62,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.129,-0.022,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308680636994488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248145255300096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283307116325996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665333712389357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506063526603438,0.2695959420034653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791218762935306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925164141543363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575038457299884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465713509723945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736635353117836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221788465336692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490399939434913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700446748282761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lowlifesem,2019/01/02,Whats the best way to help someone with social anxiety? My brother is in college in another state and I Kno due to his anxiety he doesn't have lots of friends and his best friend is moving out. I'm worried for him but I don't know how I can help him. ,0.9403636363636352,2.5700004909090914,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,80.45454545454545,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.1712909090909092,197,8,46,3,5,67,42,55,0.07400000000000001,0.672,0.254,0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,8,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499238327748092,0.36466409189731175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002533800174487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682870338005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951310922281473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309872974986063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263103246458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332131087568577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296107744102802,0.20194758640169175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891858941705228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420492886104921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,introvertedandroid,2019/01/02,"I'm tired. I'm a high school (senior) student, and currently studying in a new school. Adjusting seems to be really harder than I thought. I mean before, my company was my gadgets but my new school do not allow us to bring one. I was a loner and I still am but I'm currently hanging around with my junior high classmates before which have also gone to the same school as I do but It doesn't feel right. It's just being with them makes me very lonely. When I'm with them but we rarely talk. I'm just so uncomfortable being in a group like that. I feel more lonely when I'm in a group than I do when I'm alone. I usually eat out with them because of the awkward feeling when I eat out alone in the cafeteria. I just don't want people to feel sad for me because of it because I think it's not a problem. I keep on telling myself not to think about it but whenever I do it but I can't stop myself not to. I wish I could eat out as normal as I really should. Music used to make me calm whenever I'm alone but in this place where music gadgets are not allowed, things seems to be so much harder. It sounds cliché but I just can't figure out how to feel better.",1.206972428419938,3.016261093495938,3.1154506892895037,91.776474019088,80.34146341463416,6.066878755744081,20.451749734888647,7.079830092131019,0.3720935312831388,903,24,201,11,23,303,115,246,0.151,0.779,0.07,-0.9557,3,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,3,1,16,8,0,1,9,0,19,5,0,6,0,57,46,21,0,6,17,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,12,4,2,13,0,0,3,9,5,0,1,4,6,32,3,33,36,3,31,0,3,0,0,9,16,0,2,13,137,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354073630237649,0.0,0.08632665743366709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609736419806306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974138535365192,0.0,0.18371304340163,0.0,0.0,0.09547198665968737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618837393489794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33137587321207124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729109137444946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810777653516864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594989904101753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273835606857096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411339304194332,0.0,0.0,0.11758794542383436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935482650539573,0.0,0.0,0.20851534663535504,0.0,0.0,0.10576695462382778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314893542139532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483814150672229,0.0,0.112783573931893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329247194299844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830959674214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921877292409882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370000027714942,0.0,0.19654516001002556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620809214123015,0.090250073368562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676519769528454,0.0943520541289634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171642018941822,0.1383385303389016,0.0,0.08569932997804003,0.0,0.12407132472354025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984917679746918,0.0932331481177386,0.11889040887683898,0.08906910769226083,0.06367102939184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413585162849786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dgm-gibson,2019/01/02,Anyone have suggestions to help overcoming SA without medication? I'm weary of taking pills to help so if I can find a method that works for me that would be great!,5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,66.5,10.15,28.5,10.125756701596842,2.5786375,132,4,26,3,2,42,28,32,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.8911,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907370757428504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255739221989141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39272813290069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775266144599856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588489886205392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678292379155239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433784066647622,0.0,0.2593286554291307,0.0,0.0,0.2530448112157755,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ldy_ae,2019/01/02,"My SA ruined my amazing yard We recently moved into this okayish house that has a huge yard on all 4 sides. There's no privacy fence, but the front of our house is more than a football field's width away from the main road and behind a small forest so we're kind of hidden away from the rest of society in a hidden nook off the main road. We were the only people around when we first moved in so I was able to go outside and listen to sounds of the cars on the main road, but still feel totally secluded. It was like being an invisible fly on the wall and it was awesome!!.....Until my neighbors moved in. They're nice people and keep to themselves, but their house is to our left and it's only about half a football field's width away and no fence which means whenever I can see their house, I feel like someone is looking at me. Totally irrational since I know they work nights and sleep mostly during the day, but dammit! now I'm practically secluded to only one side of my yard (the side that has a forest bordering it) simply because there are people living next door. I obviously need to just go live in the boondocks somewhere where no one can find me. That's apparently the only way I'll be able to enjoy my own yard comfortably without having an anxiety attack.",4.821764705882352,5.7226326984127,5.456255835667601,82.34626050420171,69.23809523809524,8.469094304388422,26.728291316526608,8.671277953709913,1.8068274509803923,1008,30,198,16,17,326,140,252,0.066,0.838,0.097,0.8387,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,3,2,11,9,1,0,20,0,15,1,1,0,4,32,27,14,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,9,12,0,3,5,4,0,7,4,2,0,4,4,6,20,7,32,21,10,43,0,1,2,0,10,27,0,1,10,133,29,1,0.21655036094721866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283021670010966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638786629282682,0.0,0.12317864890130095,0.3051842887678309,0.0,0.0,0.06600354504282109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982853402328691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094943691052361,0.07735181056475053,0.0,0.0,0.09896155338259448,0.09209881319845052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307056053133072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997400838501663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623995534897556,0.0,0.11275193862958567,0.05950520754769864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764130039347888,0.0,0.0,0.10579556797757353,0.0,0.19121793610292215,0.0,0.09092388179680323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794341349259622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34523814448663986,0.0,0.08028467437135116,0.0,0.0,0.11515188278882445,0.1016089221126033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674012894522634,0.329392615266699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519313107129935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069086783025882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628130040259359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956634817261176,0.0,0.10835337551403884,0.0,0.09174120904904792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646869899097682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594379846514268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437341016773377,0.0,0.07882562093596318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anxoety,2019/01/02,"Let's try to have a good year everyone I know we tend to focus on a lot of the negative aspects of our lives, and im not criticizing that. Just. I believe this year can be good for all of us, we just need to put our best foot forward, try, and not be afraid to fail. Im not advertising any definitive solution nor am I implying anything about people who aren't doing this. Just, whoever may read this, I just want you to know I believe not only in your ability to overcome your anxieties, but to thrive with a mental disorder that has held all of us back for much too long. Good luck everyone, I wish you a happy new year and success in your efforts. 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Pretty packed in there i hung out for a bit, but on my way out this girl stopped me. She turns around from her group and says hey (my name) do you remember me? I was like.. Yeah I do .. She says her name and ask another question my face starts getting red. I gave basic yes no answers then my face got too red I practically walked out the door. Fuck on my way out I felt defeated. I have knowed her for awhile before anxiety she basically hated me in a joking way back then there we're things to talk about. Now I just think of all the clever things I could have said in what order etc. Be honest I think 90% if my social fuckups/missed opportunities are fear of blushing.",1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,2.252214285714288,94.50003571428572,84.14285714285714,5.1000000000000005,19.607142857142858,6.508806274219699,0.023371428571429043,685,19,147,7,20,214,109,175,0.134,0.72,0.146,-0.1406,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,11,10,2,1,8,2,9,3,2,0,1,25,24,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,4,9,0,1,7,4,1,2,1,4,0,0,7,7,29,6,22,15,4,26,0,1,2,1,24,12,1,2,9,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149565196447085,0.10911535713955466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697535843157484,0.13334443714349,0.0,0.0,0.10967748307418487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137184890107328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572043868267854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388241253383775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907568883915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050398951080713,0.0,0.0,0.1369519337005456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019941945457347,0.13186372593590526,0.0745208817094854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407821075538528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082249725656462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070167079133276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291631961056411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783884460514983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968423869667169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902220734020706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597838033547868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615776093187416,0.0,0.13567851395228991,0.2268580968263584,0.0,0.14435419860253593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539838347151612,0.1208541422273999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019155234786496,0.0,0.0,0.11924921677175475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292891624798023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952066448383095,0.18278945131601612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683977782971344,0.15514588229702128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396509862121925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnxietySucks__,2019/01/02,"Numb emotions on Gabapentin Does anyone else notice they have a numbing of emotions on Gabapentin, kind of like how it is on an SSRI? In a way I like it cause no anxiety, but I also don’t really get happy about anything. 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Did the constant need to interact with people made it seem easier to do so after a while? Or maybe it even made your social anxiety less severe? I'm mustering up the courage to finally get a job and I thought if I could get two birds with one stone.",3.973278688524587,5.871759114754099,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,72.60655737704917,8.158688524590165,30.2327868852459,8.841846274778883,2.5702498360655737,250,11,47,5,5,80,48,61,0.06,0.75,0.19,0.8636,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398250752780264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576987571389966,0.0,0.18158349306057747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021466210407372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491372741406952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764445634204975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524408165371102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256881183210118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303975016176021,0.0,0.0,0.2284829268436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686356684753463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411172761551992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153411656012237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704275454673493,0.0,0.25692995372908184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231835151439863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055316488646084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216501607836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557096835238358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tough_times_for_us,2019/01/02,"I can feel this year will be different. I'm 23 with severe social anxiety. I rarely leave the house and spend 12-15 hours a day on my computer in my room. I'm unemployed and have only worked two jobs, one lasted two days and the other lasted three weeks. I literally live in isolation, I don't have friends and I rarely talk to my family at all. I spend holidays alone, only go to the store when I absolutely need it, live with a parent, and have about $100 in the bank. I've thought about suicide quite a lot throughout my life and came close numerous times. However, this year I feel different. I feel like I'm actually going to have significant changes in my life. Maybe it's because I'm so desperate to escape this endless cycle of suicidal depression and anxiety. I've wanted out of this cycle before but now, I feel if I don't get out of it soon, I will end up killing myself because of this hopeless tiredness. I am starting at a really basic level of working out, having a sleeping schedule and doing more chores around the house. Soon I'll start going for little walks outside, then workup to going to stores, then workup more and more little by little. I'm going to carve discipline and consistency into my life, because I realize without discipline and consistency, I will lose. With those two important skills that I'll slowly learn over time, I will succeed. ​ This year will be different, I'll make sure of it. 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So I stopped wearing any jewelry, stopped wearing colorful makeup, stopped painting my nails and wearing clothes that were too bold for years now. Also because of the whole ""am I pretty/confident enough to wear this??"" but even when someone notices and reacts positively I still get embarrassed. It's really sad how I have no respect or faith in myself and now I try to dress plainly as possible so no one will notice me :( even when someone tells me my tiny diamond earrings are nice I kind of freak out that someone spent any extra time paying attention to me. Then I can feel myself getting red and followed by ""Why are you getting so red?"" :,)",6.780238095238095,7.706661904761907,6.660436507936506,75.36303571428572,64.87301587301587,9.474603174603176,38.765873015873005,9.516144504307137,3.9176063492063498,544,29,91,10,8,172,88,126,0.175,0.674,0.151,-0.3755,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,1,0,7,4,4,2,0,14,13,15,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,2,4,17,6,10,10,3,15,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,12,65,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254834944664787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263142792007137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341549346018364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834095463814052,0.0,0.20243107564503549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748425114470138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401893842014117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957897380878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489362789135987,0.0,0.0,0.1038414038741108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275842589613227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981713719565992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193690919716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238003549448348,0.3843539593985062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394111209842624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871441879187555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404191894292343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827794692714138,0.17109030576034048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868344978307723 socialanxiety,OhGodPleaseJustNo,2019/01/02,"No One Really Knows Me Over the last year and a half I've been relatively stable. I haven't made any steps to ""get better"" but I don't think I've gotten any worse. I managed to lose 100 lbs over that time and that makes me feel better about myself but it hasn't really made an impact on my life. Anxiety and general awkwardness are just things I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life and I'm okay with that. Recently, my mum, who is pretty much the only person I regularly talk with outside of work, said to me, ""OGPJN, you know, you're a good-looking guy, you've got money and you're funny. And you look great without that extra weight! It's time for you to fall in love, or even just get a girlfriend."" I shut that conversation down immediately. Afterwards I realised something. She actually still thinks I just need to ""come out of my shell"" or ""stop being shy"" or something like that. The closest person in my life, the only one that has known me for my entire 28 years, has no idea who I am. That's not her fault as I keep my issues to myself but it still surprises me that she doesn't realise something is actually wrong with me. Maybe she's in denial, maybe I just hide it better than I thought (unlikely) or maybe normal people just can't recognised the signs of chronic social anxiety. Thanks for reading.",4.036232057416264,5.188313492424246,5.070614035087719,83.45684210526316,71.27272727272727,7.9821371610845295,24.879585326953748,8.371475516178862,1.4445257575757575,1038,29,210,16,19,341,147,264,0.104,0.735,0.16,0.9642,0,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,0,5,9,13,0,1,10,1,14,6,0,3,0,43,35,14,0,2,14,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,16,12,1,2,8,1,1,3,9,4,0,3,7,4,33,9,31,27,3,23,0,1,1,1,20,10,0,4,11,134,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.2089653773964757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456194961296917,0.0,0.16381308613389006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840781978960724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222939450217356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103821588588734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071724546186223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413667630000371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187697070574963,0.0,0.0,0.08980335699024301,0.08563186820976694,0.11804258298504958,0.0,0.10601391521239052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086646830060838,0.0,0.11175092398648638,0.0,0.09516674423406762,0.0,0.0,0.11768328126821448,0.08727451424978902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268753750098237,0.05230789915846957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981990478587806,0.1197814361644431,0.0,0.0,0.09663283327916324,0.20262020592222066,0.07146856095420878,0.0,0.32269186632895114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870712270941978,0.07938938712210354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049036718089632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451037697343769,0.1628597117278809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422730344592211,0.1869748758425732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892640310787054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070967336959218,0.0,0.13718069690359544,0.0,0.10571649589333404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184595768750734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914209759165833,0.0,0.24727797668407295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710089023064882,0.08951344123561981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605700954365374,0.0,0.09857360806896867,0.0,0.0,0.07113106199967617,0.13720939434080134,0.0,0.08499984156903194,0.12486414332392595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303796870186426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320949957065714,0.0,0.07794660418848819,0.0,0.10911119412735457,0.0,0.11706178738740708,0.0,0.1378962537070207 socialanxiety,macnfly23,2019/01/02,"Combating social anxiety I know many people have probably asked this and stuff but I'm 17 and I have social anxiety (I'm afraid to ever speak in class, afraid of going out, etc.). Soon I'll be going to University and I don't know how to cope.",0.039428571428572916,2.4004106000000043,3.007714285714286,86.22100000000002,93.0,6.857142857142858,17.142857142857142,7.957251820313856,1.0006857142857148,190,5,39,5,7,67,34,50,0.077,0.923,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38351978576353374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343402033712988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795604381597247,0.0,0.22674303554979466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849201468327891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552052088833634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541374236359629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378122949296784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702618790270957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110477419602898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695422826858785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bondical,2019/01/02,"Unusual upbringing causing a lack of dating life So my life as a child was a weird one. My dad is an alcoholic and ever since I was a kid I remember being woken up to the sound of my parents fighting (usually on a school night) and this would go on till around 3am at least twice a week. My mother was super controlling as a teen and would never let me out, I would have to sneak out to sociallise at party's ect. My parents finally split up when I was 15 and a few years after that I had my first panic attack causing me to seek help and treated with Mirtazapine and 12 sessions of councelling. I feel the councelling did not help as it felt like I was talking to someone without any advice, all they would do is listen and say the generic ""how did that make you feel"" crap. I'm feeling so stagnant in life at the moment and feeling comfortable being single (which is not normal). I have dated a few times but never been able to go the distance and have a decent relationship with a woman. Basically I am wondering if my SA could be caused by my weird upbringing, possibly trust issues from never having anyone to rely on as a kid? Thanks and sorry for the rant lol",6.875758226037201,5.891966643776826,7.682070815450642,74.56914341917025,64.9656652360515,10.341773962804007,33.150572246065806,9.516144504307137,2.9564881258941345,920,32,174,15,12,310,141,233,0.075,0.8190000000000001,0.106,0.8481,2,0,1,0,2,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,6,12,3,1,19,1,27,5,1,6,5,45,40,21,0,8,5,4,5,1,0,4,4,3,0,4,5,15,1,1,7,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,11,8,21,6,34,20,6,31,0,0,0,0,17,12,1,2,18,137,26,2,0.1178957198872526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520633300003748,0.0,0.12599467018155822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017313233983113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243542855719131,0.0,0.0,0.10495218604377048,0.0,0.1341234013504842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633341405846753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322300747300941,0.09413013906793287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664342829536406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384464733800881,0.0,0.11319837960953184,0.12914899843922392,0.0,0.10028203910904064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400570903971326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804603181061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305250129265025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055636126412042,0.2498197006410686,0.0575978935940767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869630850000937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727853416529108,0.0,0.0,0.1106371466390946,0.11551277385802372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988919096081487,0.0,0.0,0.13832522523579066,0.2618184898339991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290971001545582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657588191742575,0.13355286823519075,0.0,0.0,0.09375540844204867,0.0,0.1193167626779885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752455779148866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989266087439748,0.0,0.0,0.13197460614902726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476011383487637,0.0,0.10854253908267254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687459423585217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298454792739617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945688351333562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364726685273635,0.12785287912301938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499894725780593,0.0,0.0,0.07592097824437999 socialanxiety,guri1998,2019/01/02,SA’s lovestory ❤️ Maybe if I fall in love with SA it will leave me too.,-4.038333333333334,-2.7658059444444434,-0.7944444444444443,111.445,108.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-2.2395777777777783,55,1,17,0,3,19,17,18,0.065,0.7070000000000001,0.228,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617008262080567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259206639166494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854128968427236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,creationliberty,2019/01/02,"Is this social anxiety or am I just overthinking? I’ve been to a therapist and they diagnosed me with clinical depression and social anxiety. I recently went to a rave with a buddy of mine and got invited into a big group since it was just us two. I’d think that I was really nice and gave away stuff that made several of them really happy but I definitely had some moments where I was really socially awkward in the beginning with one girl, and overly aggressive when I was making a comment on what to do to find the group again. I started talking to one of the girls on snap and she said that they all thought I was really dope, but I just keep thinking in the back of my mind of all those awkward interactions I had with some of them, and that they’re just lying. I’m not really quite sure if this is just my social anxiety or if I’m just overthinking??",6.746485788113695,5.8969469302325574,7.916821705426358,72.34187338501295,65.16279069767441,12.760723514211886,33.64599483204134,12.06081838636515,4.1329940568475445,680,25,134,22,9,234,95,172,0.128,0.8220000000000001,0.05,-0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,4,1,10,7,1,2,9,0,12,2,0,2,3,38,26,14,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,14,1,20,3,22,12,4,17,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,6,7,104,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084722634801364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316204085710135,0.10079903031278116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290640624534053,0.1330521544654267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981259189520314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104843516660408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954623640237013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165175575777434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403918879419396,0.08750264846193488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323621017780848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765803570193475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942884624783705,0.0,0.0,0.419893521593695,0.0,0.1294341631239635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124695263397132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480927882606544,0.0,0.1084378322120823,0.0,0.0,0.5345132164661923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278517523044798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500650672499548,0.0,0.0,0.12354944007032273,0.0,0.0,0.10536403914174867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220395093228314,0.0,0.16799254439124245,0.0,0.10406969381824603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805449970894,0.0,0.15768342734215815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152043169156325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,03thardman,2019/01/02,"Is a fear my friends dont like me a type of SAD? Hi, Basically the title. I've had this fear for quite a while, however I see that SAD can mean you don't like Going out and socialising which isn't my case as I enjoy doing this. It's just that when I'm done with the socialising and I am home, I am always worried about how the interactions went.. any insight would be appreciated! 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I am 30 years old now and have been struggling with it ever since childhood. 6 weeks ago I developed enough confidence to start dating again and I met a great girl. So coincidencally as almost a 'test' to everything I learned in my therapy, she invited me to a Christmas dinner with her flatmates and some friends, which I never met before. These kind of situations are exactly why I went to therapy because normally i would totally be freaked out about it, I would have made up a 1000 excuses to not go but this time I thought, f*** it, it is now or never. I went there and while my anxiety levels normally would be at 100%, I was able to manage it around 20% and I actually had fun at a social event with strangers for the first time. I don't know why, but I wanted to say this.",3.3101142857142847,4.914828668571432,5.198142857142859,80.05835714285716,73.74285714285712,9.342857142857145,29.07142857142857,9.784248007369934,2.8865428571428566,687,29,138,19,14,236,113,175,0.054000000000000006,0.8640000000000001,0.083,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,7,0,14,1,0,1,5,33,26,12,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,9,11,1,0,4,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,10,1,22,5,24,11,3,35,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,21,99,31,3,0.12581914376268208,0.0,0.12278133468269185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115310794528882,0.0,0.1259896979406646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250260119262225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200571315631527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669818222665982,0.0,0.10706282432422544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000480908400594,0.0,0.0,0.11381061881526774,0.0,0.0,0.11307813354867526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782872200085758,0.0,0.107021699409798,0.0,0.0,0.09720755836316752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430118378072761,0.0,0.0,0.13871605017895405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102127665734706,0.06914691095709569,0.10255939502400484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190531160078755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940789603479118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655209390752986,0.0,0.0,0.13202602632084445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005643313073792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407889589964699,0.1414259892047278,0.0,0.256513544575321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905543754280534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315334873256688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316554684192046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099886346012831,0.1467323090775431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397896982070217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421139085283852,0.0,0.10092452783266516,0.0,0.0,0.23327121359213504,0.2270644146597957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268134929404259,0.0,0.0,0.16204680688100095 socialanxiety,Dontmindbat,2019/01/02,"Dating/relationship with anxiety sucks Dating or being in a relationship with social anxiety or anxiety sucks sooo much (m) I’m a guy, 20s, I have pretty bad social anxiety, and general anxiety. Super shy, don’t have many friends, but I can put on a pretty good mask to fool everyone that I’m cool and have friends and am active etc, when really I’m so shy and scared of other people. Recently met an amazing girl who is so nice and awesome. Been dating etc, and now the anxiety really kicks in, she’s so much cooler than I am, she has so many more friends than I do, so many guy friends as well, why is she wasting her time with a loser like me with barely any friends, why am I wasting her time when she could be with one of these bigger better looking friends of hers. Mind you, I hide this very well. She doesn’t really suspect that I feel extremely inadequate and unworthy. But I really do like her, a lot, I don’t want to leave because of my anxiety, she’s so nice and sweet. But upon hearing about her multiple ex’s, the one I met is bigger than me, I feel deeply inadequate, especially sexually. Iv barely had a gf before her. So she’s more experienced... I’m sorry for the rant Does anyone else with SA face these problems?? Please lemme know your stories, it would make me feel a lot better to hear that I’m not alone in this feeling. Thanks",4.1737800821757,5.235344840148706,5.679534337702992,79.55990412835064,70.85873605947955,9.231931128937587,27.912541576990805,9.549672527348893,2.4497836431226765,1058,37,210,24,19,359,138,269,0.194,0.525,0.281,0.9909,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,4,14,27,2,1,11,1,22,2,1,1,0,35,42,23,0,4,6,1,4,2,7,1,1,2,0,3,10,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,7,2,2,4,10,30,20,24,34,8,16,0,1,1,0,34,7,2,4,10,134,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842691072206456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806065806687642,0.0,0.4572029902301101,0.0,0.0,0.0596989925473777,0.08748089063688907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712879113586628,0.05204625517041985,0.0,0.07265125342315609,0.0,0.0,0.1510216012798051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816819623617923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471575150868076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132321155414363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044034161061607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158330780427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268078163007958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39578169183553225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071611867120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690772965179183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245671044282656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692207386720005,0.0,0.0,0.09040404927744404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342374827424792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169686946377464,0.0,0.0,0.14517237098034472,0.0,0.0,0.05699115558535365,0.2596827617591378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862084664708267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552679992765148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571006057127285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919105887801821,0.0,0.0,0.09372051978746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372230541625364,0.0,0.08169618680181788,0.0,0.08582949205864866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878393341512056,0.0,0.08430147725033485,0.1833302201133997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547928864548535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406630780612484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557481736712067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860552610913363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957038065682072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044662910491427,0.05035875522400634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353197643805272,0.0,0.15408256261643102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065080271235666,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pineapplepie54,2019/01/02,"Ha sanyone ever done “social skills training?” Apparently “SST” therapy is a form of treatment for social anxiety, usually used in conjunction with some other type of therapy (like CBT). It addresses the social aspect as opposed to the anxiety aspect. I’m just wondering if anyone has ever done this and found it helpful? Or do you think CBT/behavioral therapy itself is sufficient? To me, it seems like SST is more for people who don’t know how to socialize, whereas I know how to but I’m hindered by anxiety. I know it couldn’t hurt, but I personally don’t want to waste time and money on something unless it’s truly helpful. Plus it’s not widely offered or as well known as CBT, which makes me think it’s usually not necessary. But I’m not sure, so I’d love to hear from anyone whose actually tried it. Thank you!",5.1463636363636365,6.394631464968157,6.661713954834976,72.72270411117545,68.74522292993629,10.295078170237408,32.10712217718587,10.436869588844218,3.6894254777070072,648,28,113,18,11,222,96,157,0.091,0.748,0.161,0.9154,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,1,10,1,0,4,3,35,27,16,0,3,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,14,4,0,1,9,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,3,1,7,7,20,23,3,8,0,1,0,1,14,3,0,6,7,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.11734704180195013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759736752436424,0.0,0.0,0.16816374803010256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461158137347728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175467383236339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184835429059946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355309377119108,0.0,0.16120261358330454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873053778848065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825942122704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749654044315655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085306787902568,0.0,0.08026807420739933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336648481043123,0.1049980089753515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947144575381908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903205477581418,0.0,0.09257463103275132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333457670325713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071041002827298,0.4125504290007466,0.0,0.0,0.1541031986632043,0.0,0.0,0.07011897391210872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164212657760356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385773443729863,0.2648776483805831,0.0,0.07092680012881887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081195490016122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040642673950778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,not_your_guru,2019/01/02,"SA and low self-esteem preventing me from having a good partner I am a fairly attractive woman and have had a lot of interest from men over the years. However, I never reciprocate interest in men that actually have healthy social and emotional lives because I feel I'll just drag them down. As a result I always end up in relationships with men I believe I ""deserve"" and have often ended up in abusive situations. I don't know how to move past this. With my SA I'll never be able to find that special guy. 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I've met a few of them before but it was really uncomfortable for me still in a setting where my bf and his friends are long time buds. Before we went to his friends house I was freaking out a little bit and kind if had a melt down . My boyfriend was extremely understanding which I'm thankful for. He told me that he just wanted me to meet his other friends and show them how amazing of a person i am. So I grew some balls and just went dispute how anxious I felt. We go to his friends house and there are like 20 people which I want expecting. Then apparently they were waiting for us to head out to a bar which was a surprise for me. I guess it was a good thing that it was a surprise so I didn't have time to freak out over it. Alcohol really helped me do this. I just wanted to share this accomplishment that I did with some people who might understand where I'm coming from. I hope that we can all take tiny steps out of our comfort zone and reach our highest potential. Happy new years! 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I have always found this thing excruciatingly difficult to articulate. Its so hard to express to someone who is not familiar with it, what it means to have this problem. Whats worked for you, as a way of explaining?",5.041176470588237,6.580685470588236,6.3728235294117646,73.59570588235296,69.29411764705883,9.55764705882353,31.24705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.227155294117648,284,12,51,7,5,96,51,68,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,11,13,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740230703343224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068139666741896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732981142737964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328586788371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715146200077656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482136652550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421954470382615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280384889832784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850587888221894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25408675332542485,0.4223903442572294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28534033996156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559568675055933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594859724388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978490963698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491623205379932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814625156380413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,winter_mutant,2019/01/03,"A beautiful, sad music video about technology and isolation. [Porter Robinson & Madeon - Shelter](https://youtu.be/fzQ6gRAEoy0) This video pushed a lot of buttons for me and had me tearing up by the end. It's hard to really articulate why I think it's a good fit for this sub, but I think it boils down to this: One of the main themes in the video is about being deprived of emotional needs, (space to move around, people to talk to) and then trying to fill the gaps with technology. But as we see in the video, even though there are sprawling virtual landscapes, the feeling of claustrophobia is always there. I think everyone on this sub can relate to this theme, because we all experience it all the time. Isn't it paradoxical that we have an endless network full of other people, and it doesn't help at all? You're interacting with me right now by reading this, but do you feel any less alone? The internet is massive and full of things to explore and discover, but you'll always feel trapped and confined until you go outside for real. Maybe I'm just projecting, and I'm the only one who deals with these feelings. But either way, I wanted to share.",7.63111111111111,7.599268037037035,7.217962962962964,75.37333333333333,63.074074074074076,10.348148148148148,33.74074074074074,9.928628108626363,3.1557574074074064,920,34,168,17,12,289,132,216,0.08800000000000001,0.855,0.058,-0.8204,0,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,3,0,0,10,4,0,0,13,0,12,1,0,0,3,38,25,17,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,15,1,1,8,5,0,5,2,2,0,2,1,6,13,2,34,22,9,23,0,2,1,0,12,12,0,1,5,119,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672058798265393,0.0,0.0,0.26788664112226585,0.17441533623291802,0.0,0.10946788678385998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330104966910756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812829820077026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595719653032676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810741608228525,0.14257524527472593,0.0,0.0,0.10632185422467112,0.0,0.0,0.15381762107974625,0.0,0.15746352773642916,0.0,0.0,0.325573303551896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148527291768473,0.13501741150186594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420114706774975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789752509325064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685439676136832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172008844158925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108995974123725,0.0,0.11936023228074415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816039004897067,0.12242803305130134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319830148712175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610176306159588,0.18322373194249544,0.10312411041581586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747097516241102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282754914082728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293848588693395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694401846935936,0.30943705021483603,0.1581562052337568,0.0,0.09386527400543708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092908260636992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494667644117896,0.12777372304507298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452540591292846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SurrealEggBoye,2019/01/03,"I don’t know whether I’m really socially anxious or just shy Alright guys, this will be a bit long. For as long as I’ve remembered, I’ve been _very_ shy, especially in other languages. I’m quite literally painfully shy, as in physical pain. When I was 10 years old, I had to make a speech. And it was **extra bad**. I felt like I was dying, almost paralyzed with irrational fear, receiving just the amount of air needed to stay on the brink of consciousness, when I just thought “why are you like this, just pass out and get it over with”. That was just once, though, and next time I went for a checkup at the doctor, I mentioned that I get really anxious when I have to talk to strangers or give presentations and he was like “oh it’s normal, mindfulness works to get rid of it” and I was like *no I don’t think you understand the severity of this situation* but I was too **_anxious_** to say that. Everyone thinks I’m just shy or quiet or whatever, and I’m feeling very misunderstood right now. My family thinks it’s **_fake_**, my friends think I’m just kinda weird, and my doctor thinks it’s just regular presentation anxiety. I actually need to trail off someone else when saying… anything, and even then it’s incredibly uncomfortable and I’m left feeling awkward for the rest of the day. Simce my family thinks I’m just faking it, I can’t open up to anyone in fear that they’ll find out and say I’m “spreading lies” or “making excuses” or something, so I’m doing it online. School makes it even harder: group work, presentations, and the dreaded participation mark. My teacher wants me to explain concepts to other students (I’m apparently really good at math), but I sound like a 7-year-old trying to explain (or is that just me). It seems nothing is agreeing anymore, and all I ask for is closure. If I am socially anxious, then okay. If I’m not, then again, ok. I just want to know. TL;DR: I’m really shy, everyone around me is dismissing how I feel, and I don’t know whether it’s really social anxiety.",1.1937074562266368,3.8137947365728952,3.277026854219951,84.96052552626405,88.846547314578,6.895160338382844,23.37600826283691,8.012643519586192,1.7686348219555388,1566,62,305,38,52,528,195,391,0.154,0.777,0.069,-0.9841,1,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,1,3,24,20,0,4,11,3,24,5,0,4,1,78,67,39,1,7,25,0,4,5,1,2,5,5,0,1,22,19,0,0,21,0,0,3,6,10,0,0,12,9,32,10,38,52,5,40,0,0,0,0,20,17,0,12,24,183,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.07852429223024718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057618761565673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311423841577672,0.3636197227988782,0.07980175135930201,0.05626447454523725,0.0,0.06621757561711232,0.07163278827415757,0.07522588596261907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718667607061313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784924375800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518946293300941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351215647693641,0.0,0.0,0.16472299435577822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721994542517544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062955350317099,0.0,0.0,0.1537795446590559,0.0,0.0,0.15171446059151286,0.18109574077683752,0.1220597663532605,0.0,0.0772610449120665,0.0,0.07354548112104736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216868988779775,0.0,0.1261222320795988,0.07719138453829569,0.0,0.06749199446738571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967509031714648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266785843742604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742775089326546,0.0,0.0,0.1965608279536569,0.0,0.0,0.1424217211035391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113726308820112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124884290940729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933068553319914,0.0,0.0,0.08557768478994057,0.0,0.07884068340683788,0.07721036263883753,0.0,0.1688733926799012,0.08569484641369009,0.0,0.0,0.17124535763758558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855866768028767,0.0,0.0,0.2577464570020337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115354995757828,0.06871847261683976,0.0,0.1279813518069178,0.0,0.08143701165886835,0.0,0.0732542351749142,0.0,0.09090493069971957,0.0,0.0,0.090448403529444,0.0,0.24607825677214054,0.06817952151633781,0.06194751285330032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576723319675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646764152996094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093604513491245,0.07905852741423583,0.06388189739420387,0.04692101917364228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463188596179877,0.0,0.0,0.08376909975154025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278758655518794,0.09492317308980773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459381750634847,0.07260905127768286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171620294598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363636175960143 socialanxiety,OddPizza,2019/01/03,"Wish my family would realize... I wish my family would realize that I have social anxiety and that I'm not just shy. I'm being forced to go to my prom because it's my senior year and I need to go because ""I will regret it"". No I won't. I absolutely 100% will not regret skipping prom. I'll just be sitting at a fucking table not talking. My brother has GAD so I thought maybe they would pick up on the fact I literally do nothing but lay in my bed and avoid social interaction. I want help but my anxiety is even stopping me from talking to my parents even though I know they would help. I'm starting to give up on ever getting 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socialanxiety,welcometotheyeet,2019/01/03,"sad and fat so im not sure if i really have social anxiety anymore, but i definitely used to. last year i would not talk to anybody at school. and i mean going weeks only opening my mouth to answer questions at school. my lips would be dry and stick together when i got home. id cry of relief when i got home. but i got super self aware in the last year or so. i fixed some things, i talk to people in every class now. i have occasional bad moments, but they just feel like bad moments and nothing more. ive totally changed. i used to literally never leave my house, but niw i ride mybike outside where im supposed to, i talk to people when im not supposed to in class, listen to music in class, be purposefully annoying, talk back to teachers. i wanted change so bad i did a 180 amd now things are. a lot different but also worse. i find myself failing to give a shit about some stuff, like grades, what certain people think of me, etc. but now I'm 100% more self-conscious about my body. real bad. i dont wear short sleeves because of scars, that are slowly fading,and dont wear shorts because my legs are fat. im not fat like a girl either, i have short hair and no boobs and dont even really look like a girl. i hate that i look like a boy(im not trans) and i hate that im fat. except sometimes i find myself not even caring. i never lose weight because eating is comforting to me and i always end up eating little throughout the day and at the end of the day when i inevitably start to feel shitty i eat a bunch . all of my insecurities come from being fat. bit I'm not motivated to lose weight because i feel like it'll never happen. how do i stop caring about how my body looks, or lose 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socialanxiety,Andyyy22,2019/01/03,"Let’s all make this a year of major growth 2018 was a pivotal year I think in my existence as a human being. It started out awfully. I was so depressed, basically very suicidal for the first half of the year. Summer came and I graduated high school, and I ended up in a mental health unit for the second time in my life for suicide threats. When I got out I felt refreshed. I started really pushing myself. I started my first job (this happened before I was hospitalized but I continued to challenge myself and show up), I started pushing my social boundaries (which before this point blocked me out from doing everything but the bare minimum socially), and I’m proud to say that I’ve grown so much! Still, I constantly like to remind myself that social anxiety is not supposed to be easy to deal with. It is not supposed to be easy to overcome. It is supposed to be HARD. And I mean hard as FUCK. I’m sure y’all can relate. Anyways, I wanted to make this post to hopefully motivate some others to really get in the zone and start challenging themselves. The memes I’ve seen on here are great and funny and all but I figured a serious post focused on healing would be nice for a change. Let’s make this the year we evolve ourselves. Let’s surrender to the pain our anxiety causes us and go out and challenge ourselves. I plan to try and do at least one thing everyday that is out of my comfort zone socially. I plan to really practice my social skills. I plan to rewrite the story of who I identify myself as (as I have already been doing), and I hope you all are too. This is not easy, but I like to ask myself, what other choice do I have? 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There are people starving and they wish for a life conditions like i have. And what do i do with my life ? Fucking nothing because im too scared to live my life. Why did god give me this brain like what the fuck man take it back and repair this shit please ",2.2836842105263138,4.091671754385967,2.3121403508771934,98.79031578947372,77.0701754385965,5.261754385964913,20.171929824561406,5.6839178017228535,-0.3601480701754389,218,5,50,1,5,65,45,57,0.181,0.551,0.268,0.5477,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,1,2,1,5,7,2,0,0,5,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,4,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092368527592124,0.0,0.12757537017190698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336261044275449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869526567721641,0.0,0.20076079930602234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260587106794423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434627402975202,0.20448763378587784,0.0,0.18479839958605115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081015790551995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508865666711904,0.0,0.0,0.2297269989058672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952615813129424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482329083305216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735279185428244,0.0,0.0,0.19267724561727245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726782216317904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888429810988518,0.0,0.24066209548228495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BloodLady,2019/01/03,"Friend is on the way over My boyfriend and I invited a friend over to play switch games with us and I want to bail so badly but I’m not going to. I usually only play Mario kart so I’m not good at the other games they want to play. I feel like I’ll be in the way of guy time even though my boyfriend enthusiastically wants me to participate. We don’t see friends much so I understand where he’s coming from, but still want to sit in a quiet dark room. Send me strength -_-",0.9027999999999992,2.878319680000004,2.588000000000001,94.31900000000002,82.2,6.0,19.0,7.1686216300943375,0.021500000000000075,368,9,89,5,10,121,67,100,0.053,0.659,0.28800000000000003,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,14,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,12,9,15,13,1,17,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442601648834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963537677202548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006858217983958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957232757415407,0.14068485681861298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456436482337949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191828646624356,0.1651732224922453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498892459613407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620870038012648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447641772725702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977203693607388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692551091744136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726634513169208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348000961523015,0.0,0.11482985501748685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500819779333151,0.2368792180186797,0.0,0.21688752889510515,0.0,0.4646111442449432,0.312623347617573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trappdinhere,2019/01/03,"Feeling like I should've talked to this chick for the last 6 months.. I just moved from my old house I wanna say this in the best way possible without sounding like a weirdo maybe I am ha. Anyways my old neighbor had a pet goat and hog. I got the goat as it came in my yard. They walk over to get him I say her hog is also on the other side of the fence. She comes over with her daughter banging a pot trying to get this hog. She's probably a little crazy never said anything to me. Her daughter my age just stands there staring in my direction not right at me like 5ft away. I act as if I'm on my phone she's just nonchalant standing doing nothing. We sit in silence. Then the pig goes elsewhere they start walking out the driveway. I think (maybe I should come) nope too anxious. Go inside wait, then my mom comes back we go to new house. Otw back we see her daughter walking on the side of the road with a backpack on. That was the last trip to the old house. My mom tells me a few weeks later the old neighbor hung herself. Now the daughter is probably an orphan or something. The mom was definitely out of it. I just felt regret that day for being a wuss not talking to her daughter. I've had problems in my life too. I could tell there was some at hand just by looking at her. Reminds me of that saying rejection is better then regret. I thought it was weird cause maybe it should have slipped my mind easily. I've always wanted to be with someone with a mutual past. Not mention meeting organically not forced (Dating sites, clubs, bars etc.) Probably too socially anxious to be with a normal person. As in like going out of my way to meet someone that probably has their shit together. I'm 18 btw. 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I mean with people online I have no reason not to trust you (other than we barely know ourselves) you are not part of my community and don't know any of my friends therefore I'm not afraid to be me and share my insecurities because I'm not afraid that you'll tell anyone and they will mock me for it. But it's different IRL and have some trust issues (maybe by stupid ""friends"" that told others about my vulnerabilities). I have friends on a level ""not alone"" but not real connections. I often worry if I'm liked and sometimes pretend to be someone I'm not (I often feel the need to be witty and funny, if not people won't like me). How do you cope with that? 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Before graduate school I was basically a victim of selective mutism, and I had A LOT of catching up to do. I wouldn't talk to anyone outside of my immediate family, and if I did, it would probably take 5-6 years or more for me to warm up to them. I started college at 19, having had absolutely zero friends my entire life. I could spend entire days not speaking to anyone, to the point where my throat would hurt if I did. I thought I was a failure and would never get a job - how could I, if I can't even speak? But, I loved Psychology, I dreamt of ""saving people"", and I would NOT let this fear conquer me. So I started grad school. I had one-two friends the first year, I was like a toddler! Fights over petty things, I just couldn't understand how to... ""human"". It's like I had to learn at 19 what people learned at five. But I managed. Now I think I made 30+ friends. I'm probably one of the most liked members of my class. But I still SUCK at public speaking. I become red (not cute blushing, it looks like a rash), I stumble, I forget, my eyes water. It looks like I'm having a stroke. And I managed to skip presentations ALL of five years! Now, the thing is, I want to face this. I'm great 1x1 with my patients, but I want to give presentations, teach courses! How could I defend a thesis like this? No way. So I wonder, are paid public speaking classes any good? Not the college ones. The ones from schools that have it as a focus. Or is it ""too much too soon""? Does anyone have experience with it? 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I never used to feel this way until I started having more stress with my job. Now I feel like I’m distancing myself and losing good friendships. Wondering if anyone has experienced something similar to this and if they found anything helpful. Currently prescribed Ativan 1mg for stress at work. 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Feeling really depressed and anxious today because my social anxiety is causing lots of problems in my life. Any success stories / things that help? I am desparate :(,5.843064516129032,9.59106483870968,5.3228225806451634,70.70423387096777,78.03225806451613,5.680645161290323,46.45967741935484,7.1686216300943375,4.896606451612904,154,12,17,2,4,47,27,31,0.287,0.467,0.246,-0.2303,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008606206774272,0.0,0.2254719221258407,0.3329673272454821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966808202138476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027746429454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25385533460437737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490271717717308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975550554101672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081804658946312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057366155480365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820221578494209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888151681858649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004458204117336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958092317339151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793748798929498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Phantomdust84,2019/01/03,"trying to de stress and socialize not working as planned So due to horrible stress brought on by family issues and work. I decided to start trying to go out and socialize or attempt it. All I do is work , take care of family issues and go home. I dont really have any coping mechanisms that help me with my stress levels. Except day dreaming and video games...but honestly those arent helping much anymore. So I started going to a local bar. I dont drink heavily or anything , just like one drink and then coke. So im not a drunk in the making or anything lol. I go earlier in the evening around 6-8 because its pretty empty at the bar. And I wanted a chance to get used to the space and more comfortable since i never go do anything. Well I was feeling really stressed the other night and I went and I had been there about 45 mins. Was a couple people there talking to their friends etc. So a woman comes in and sits next to me at the bar and orders a drink. She starts talking to the bartender , evidentally a regular or knows the bartender. She talks to the bartender about her ""current"" lover and recent going ons. And then asks me and the bartender if her having coffee with this woman she met only a couple weeks ago was a date. The bartender said yes , and the woman looked at me and i asked..did you consider it a date? because if you didnt , then it wasnt one. Not being a smartass but just saying. So she was like , yeah I think i would like to consider it a date. Then she started talking to me A LOT....i mean i was getting uncomfortable. She asked if i was waiting on anyone , and how old i was etc. She then moved her bar stool closer and asked if I had any girl friends...not romantic but like friends. and I said not really , just a couple guy friends at work. She then asked me if I would like to hang out with her and her friends sometime. because ""everyone needs a framily"".... and she gave me her number...then the bartender came back over and the woman made some joke about trying to go to bed sober atleast three days out of the week. And they laughed about it. I cant tell you how very uncomfortable I was , and anxious. She creeped me out really bad , and I havent been back to the bar since. I mean she was constantly talking to me , touched my shoulder . Asked if I sang because she heard some tenor in my voice...and im like....oh my God ..go away lol. In my head , i didnt say that out loud. So I cant tell if my social anxiety caused that reaction , or my inexperience in the bar scene and general inexperience socializing out of a workplace environment. Or if in fact she was just a creeper. Hell Im usually invisible to women , so I kinda think she was flirting but not sure. And it makes me feel like an idiot because im not sure. But anyways she really freaked me out. iam not into any kinda casual scene . I dont know , i just know i need some sort of activity OUTSIDE my home to relieve some stress WITHOUT someone creeping me out. I had been enjoying going and it did relieve stress , but now i kinda dont want to go back.",1.9712721573413958,4.091697217675943,3.609206358012706,87.63142112125166,79.27823240589198,6.630097922272463,24.59488474021471,7.713797945801586,1.300374384865044,2364,87,487,38,59,785,249,611,0.08800000000000001,0.767,0.145,0.981,2,0,3,0,0,0,89.0,0,3,2,6,28,34,2,6,35,4,37,14,2,7,6,116,88,64,0,14,33,0,3,6,5,2,0,7,3,7,14,44,11,1,10,15,0,16,20,10,1,3,30,11,79,24,62,55,9,80,1,0,1,1,63,30,1,22,38,324,93,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046440366447647416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688051198910722,0.0,0.04007802751199499,0.05918552330649809,0.051956570217042204,0.03663214243597989,0.0,0.1293369403008134,0.04663799892124746,0.2448867950628279,0.0,0.049221909623268986,0.12085348843623335,0.04374326619970327,0.1596815751244969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991993539012221,0.05341485792403768,0.05381872099857436,0.0,0.045129144410985325,0.0,0.05661472512635915,0.0,0.0,0.1739048384780957,0.0,0.06757412980917303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560166179770926,0.15396607675250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685687516251375,0.034602946273492724,0.0,0.0,0.05006066642603632,0.0,0.0,0.09877681743064648,0.0,0.052979679544921165,0.037427259222812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190481268581206,0.0,0.05474298074378405,0.0,0.2977431128032282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187410494255357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376701425531198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702315115000739,0.0,0.10510241358466137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263597491789536,0.1093626086101722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637613567418617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916495314642222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399420865145262,0.0,0.0,0.04453990548752145,0.0,0.04957246322067083,0.06994115109520284,0.0,0.0,0.11413562728995286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568203007774791,0.0385125059759862,0.07769269516452468,0.040406217184254335,0.0,0.05571711037745503,0.049164246311668526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054974246398795897,0.0,0.07100132245546435,0.039844777735832185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632046718435415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329922637525763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781112774236165,0.0,0.051728573472106805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966932900218274,0.08332488922065515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667471145722848,0.0,0.0,0.21361907492153048,0.04438967863096945,0.0,0.05181481807224407,0.0,0.14832698379434028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600737989518271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875346869580998,0.0,0.03939058396565316,0.21054454668362615,0.09158192912793277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713849315799128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670763626290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045247936794370884,0.057699925562125325,0.04322704356288538,0.061801682592899226,0.0,0.0840478201967835,0.0,0.04710469129686595,0.048565837854560666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050186478888729,0.0,0.152561494120415,0.0,0.0,0.07443237311089787,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nonamer223,2019/01/03,"How I'm starting to make more friendships... I've felt very isolated these past few years, have lost so many friends and really have only had my GF to lean on. I felt pretty hopeless, like I need friends...where do I find them? In my head I needed to magically meet a bunch of new people, until I realize I have plenty of people through my work, or even weak superficial relationships I could try to strengthen into something real. I live in a major city and I feel like ALL THE TIME people go, ""let's catch up some time"" but they never make actual plans. I'm also guilty of this, it's like conversation filler or a way to sign off in a conversation. My newest thing I do, is in these cases I make the plan then and there. If they say let's catch up, I'll say...ok how about drinks on Wednesday and set the plan. It's a small change, but it's helped me grow closer to people in my life and open up doors. Of course it took a lot of courage to get to this place, but for anyone in my situation wondering where the hell do I find friends...it's helped me out a great deal. Look to the people around you and take advantage of these moments. ​ What have you guys done that has helped you out? 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It wasn’t perfect but I got through it. In the past I used to black out so this is really big for me!,-0.4369918699186961,1.8112331463414648,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,95.58536585365854,6.635772357723577,19.028455284552845,7.793537801064563,1.0253382113821137,153,5,34,4,6,53,36,41,0.081,0.76,0.159,0.4753,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,5,2,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318428192109228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38006880120479736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050505768440552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505808888981824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37738929363542895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34386433248628345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35797484653011485,0.3690789149434359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheGameIntersect,2019/01/03,"OMFG I think I am gonna get laid. I need advice! So I made a post here few weeks ago about me getting a girlfriend and my life basically turning around 180 in one night. We've been dating for just a few weeks and I did not expect this soo soon, wtf is going on!! We went out today on a small date, it went really well. We were talking and I mentioned that I am not gonna have anyone in my apartment for the next 10 days and how I can't wait to have a whole place to myself, get to relax and stuff. Then she got really close to me and in a different tone she suggested that maybe she should come over on saturday night so I ""don't feel lonely"". I did not expect this at all, I panicked and quickly said ""yeah sure"". I asked what should we do and she said ""ohh you know, we can chill..."" with a little pause and then smiled and said ""and you know, maybe do some other things"". That's when it hit me, she is probably thinking about having sex. Here I am now, panicking even more. I am a freakin 20 year old virgin, anxious AF, have no confidence... What the hell am I suppose to do? How do I act? How do I buy condoms? How do I prepare? How do I start even? This is soo embarrassing, since I was like 13 always thinking about this and how awesome it would be. But here I am now, 20 years old, confused, scared... I am soo pathetic, I need all the advice I can get!",0.5983474987858202,2.56488248943662,2.397620203982516,95.31542253521128,83.26056338028171,5.466537153958231,18.948033025740646,6.647476241863616,-0.06410718795531832,1033,26,240,11,29,341,154,284,0.105,0.831,0.063,-0.9124,1,2,0,0,1,0,51.0,4,2,0,0,24,9,1,3,11,1,34,4,0,7,3,52,62,24,0,7,5,0,1,1,1,5,1,3,0,0,15,21,0,1,6,1,1,5,6,5,1,1,12,4,41,4,21,43,7,44,1,1,0,3,19,15,1,2,24,169,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297754625907693,0.1042184282061767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782739266651633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282027433002178,0.0,0.08220745438790587,0.0,0.0,0.1046619420570916,0.10991178072923632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012758696059065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758227177648479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228352929173204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530733057378268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059446763143686625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457012226580821,0.0,0.06681755894529283,0.0,0.09403121386336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922644361753918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304294243828647,0.057438607323907175,0.1178357067408517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124727460949088,0.0,0.0,0.2362290934368528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435285706188838,0.0,0.0,0.1250366892404782,0.22066236192686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467392051249335,0.0,0.07966825838045542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228352929173204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259925486449936,0.0,0.12676000088653888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063629602087972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355070686408632,0.0,0.1177077605934079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972548548198832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321642513865372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345891561202218,0.0,0.0,0.11080803269486864,0.0,0.0,0.09449805589921692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810807171502229,0.22600171244163786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144231025689016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278820516353773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188614612353212,0.0,0.10570926251477136,0.21797654380803247,0.0,0.13126234986412968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351812794175784,0.0,0.0,0.15142203941549354 socialanxiety,Benbob9,2019/01/03,"scared to go out i hear of all the dangers in the world, acid attacks, kidnappings, rapes murders and isis and gangs and all of the stuff that can happen to innocents at the wrong place at the wrong time, and it just makes me want to stay indoors and never leave but i know i will have to at some point i was wondering what the realistic chance is for something like this to happen",9.952719298245613,6.395948131578951,8.729473684210529,77.59798245614036,61.105263157894754,12.238596491228073,37.175438596491226,9.725611199111238,3.161391228070176,302,9,64,4,3,93,54,76,0.181,0.7070000000000001,0.112,-0.7028,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,6,0,5,1,0,1,3,16,13,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,5,1,13,11,3,12,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598031660481015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228822353315667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824034792647236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436945171303159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882830281687935,0.0,0.0,0.2289446918696741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563367734030407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432785543424662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676141530686994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590282568758005,0.0,0.20439683461199115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647292965960466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645594274568992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046067551193786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475190147096384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607903241624846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275315629095064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448027241223324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728030479793573,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aIexandxr,2019/01/03,Just one message Anyone else spend forever trying to get the courage to send a message to someone? I’ve been building up all day to message a girl I liked and now I’m paranoid because she’s not replying quick enough. Social anxiety is gonna kill me one day I swear.,3.898333333333333,5.2002912407407385,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.77777777777777,7.622222222222224,33.87037037037037,8.07648339933343,2.61645925925926,213,11,41,3,4,70,43,54,0.173,0.7190000000000001,0.108,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,2,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235049077139719,0.0,0.0,0.2042880880818879,0.2993568757082116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810065977493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768436368863448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406580249562398,0.0,0.0,0.3018838465213103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526438003400401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232365360990298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427367306244383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39595621361927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978247345879928,0.24754988310984966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836039742040645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MusiGamer,2019/01/03,"Do any of you have the want to be an entrepreneur but feel held back by SA? I’ve always wanted to be an entrepreneur since I was a kid. I’ve had ideas that I think I could make a decent little business out of, but I never make the effort because it’s just kind of daunting how much connections and network building matters in business. I’m wanting to try to change thing in 2019 but I’m afraid of everything that lies ahead that I have an immediate disadvantage to. I’ve been told by active entrepreneurs that I probably shouldn’t even try business due to my SA. I’m not gonna give up on the idea, but that’s still really discouraging to hear. It just sucks that I have such a disadvantage at something I’m passionate about. Do any of you share similar feelings?",5.8792156862745095,5.939741366013074,6.619084967320262,77.88588235294121,66.7124183006536,9.937254901960783,32.03267973856209,9.725611199111238,2.827334640522875,611,23,122,12,9,202,93,153,0.123,0.7909999999999999,0.086,-0.8294,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,8,6,1,1,9,0,12,1,0,3,1,26,30,6,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,3,10,3,22,20,1,12,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,5,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178980456607474,0.0,0.0,0.2481065733113517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402713382009847,0.0,0.11120282178982016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929783983700705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456492067097587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048807963141192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394922497873698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844761945240804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499590522470312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560296993079533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41186470322080143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899645500820913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828348728261789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353634271677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341012366451151,0.0,0.1406951730416669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966818826190472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686427139845874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090145003184552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043744846685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568252838620888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119314046396107,0.11688871875268406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431213848291155,0.0,0.2477052690582252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279185107913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mtbstar99,2019/01/03,"Jobs with social anxiety Hey guys, Thought this might help someone out there. I used to have social anxiety, except I didn’t know that it was called “social anxiety” everyone just said I was shy and I guess kept milking it to avoid thinking of myself with social anxiety. It was so bad, I only engaged with my close group of friends who created the friendship first. So, anyways, enough of my backstory, into the jobs. While it may sound odd, look for a retail job or something that forces you to deal with people. You’ll get in trouble with your boss of you don’t talk to people and when you do talk to people, you’ll quickly learn the ins and outs to conversations. You’ll make mistakes along the way but you’ll have so many interactions you won’t really stop to think about them. Just my 2 cents, I hope this helps someone. 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Would appreciate any tips to ease the nerves and feel confident. My tips: Workout before the date. Socialize with others before. Drinks during date.",4.47111111111111,7.6837805555555585,3.5604444444444496,79.15400000000002,95.29629629629628,6.6044444444444474,20.214814814814808,7.554174236665415,1.7982503703703705,133,4,19,3,5,39,21,27,0.043,0.701,0.256,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599922333307635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506561331085449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745302432321697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331361185053125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32520310171253264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897293763190481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271590749666084,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smokey1357,2019/01/03,"Having extreme anxiety about GED Tomorrow is orientation for GED classes, and I'm nervous. I'm 19M and don't want to look like a lost puppy. I don't have my driver's license, so I feel behind already. I'm trying to not think about it (lol) and push through the motions. Hopefully I can understand math enough to pass. Hopefully I have the courage to ask for help if it's a classroom environment.",3.9337130801687765,5.397036316455697,5.527278481012663,78.88602320675106,71.91139240506328,8.810970464135021,33.41983122362869,9.2995712137729,3.1843147679324884,315,16,60,7,6,107,55,79,0.095,0.726,0.179,0.8165,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,19,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,10,18,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,35,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080334872836984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135382552625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609544541028056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884220777854205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411395350108555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709895872105609,0.0,0.0,0.5544900087056216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637173667088626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344039150698045,0.0,0.3047098883662566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885906043681965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895150026528391,0.0,0.0,0.2905903920787213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464162899766854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DisastrousRaspberry,2019/01/03,"Someone I was good friends with has died and now I regret not keeping in contact I always find it really difficult to keep in contact with friends. If it's been a while since I last talked to someone I get scared to message them. I constantly feel they won't want to talk to me, and usually find it difficult to have an interesting conversation even if I summon up the courage to talk to them. Now someone I was very close to when I was at school has died, I thought about messaging her many times, but haven't had a proper conversation with her in years. I'm in the same situation with many people I've been close to at various points in my life. Though I haven't talked to her, I always had the option of talking to her and thought I would do it some day again. Now that opportunity has gone forever. Other friends from school have stayed close to her, and though it makes it much more difficult for them now she's gone, I'm still envying them the extra memories they got. I've done this with many other people and think I should really try to get back in touch with others I care about and used be close to, and try to make sure this doesn't happen again. But I don't know how it's just really scary. Maybe it's better to just keep the memories of these people and not find out that they don't want to talk to me anymore.Or I might make them realise I'm boring and uninteresting by sending some meaningless message and not managing proper conversation. I don't know if this quite belongs here, but the terror I have of messaging people I find very similar to other social anxiety issues. Anyone managed to keep in contact with people? Any tips for overcoming these fears? Mainly just wanted to let out these thoughts and feelings somewhere. But advice would be welcome ",6.49220461095101,6.521625734870317,6.649122478386168,78.29391426512969,65.4265129682997,10.052391930835736,31.471037463976952,9.766711354998122,2.7715395965417877,1418,49,275,27,20,455,157,347,0.117,0.79,0.093,-0.6784,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,8,3,19,19,0,3,9,0,29,1,0,5,1,71,58,23,2,10,13,0,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,20,24,0,4,12,0,0,3,10,8,0,0,14,3,37,11,50,36,8,37,0,1,0,0,36,17,0,7,16,192,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901338006873747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456045951537726,0.0,0.0,0.054986128035740926,0.0,0.06185605339593896,0.0,0.0,0.05653770654879271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062174715156659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151221998353012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243999290875534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737863806706488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214664045541314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783541779471106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274567983262987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340586414112746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098758970054023,0.0817683426623121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295610533162868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741178197122632,0.0,0.08448980526616262,0.0,0.0,0.0678197496454324,0.06466942949903348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150235221675785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439461442663765,0.0,0.28748077955378004,0.0,0.0,0.08887474745437926,0.06590996044268699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268265592884436,0.0571123086766551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191977918911368,0.24593158366058704,0.0812326039193411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577742798061871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943984207678485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028334937996385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764368278683975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600230352594689,0.0,0.0,0.15539887647850298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095283908857658,0.16366497348794515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688647012844284,0.0908876398097877,0.0,0.08242442134148541,0.20553184640666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618373673927318,0.0645732037769274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620759069110862,0.0,0.0,0.3899429846338125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181046168577856,0.15888490416921927,0.19257636356754973,0.047148877412456366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979437955052396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983524310349365,0.08905352628555213,0.13343243072399996,0.14307620967428275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487822957744585,0.0,0.0,0.05206982075552734 socialanxiety,Thefogfrog2695,2019/01/03,"Fuckin handshakes I hate em so much. I never know what the other person has in mind, wether it's a fist bump or some incredibly complicated ancient code looking thing. Ive literally never pulled off a handshake that wasnt awkward as hell. Yay me",3.112127659574469,5.822049148936178,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,78.78723404255321,6.313191489361702,26.421276595744683,7.554174236665415,1.7043395744680852,198,8,35,3,5,65,43,47,0.077,0.747,0.17600000000000002,0.5870000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,5,2,6,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,2,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698730177035601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588877245470671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31459778364699903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782730359940162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539872619886324,0.0,0.5778808966623374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271155193180029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888984876509404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Creative_NotCreative,2019/01/03,Me so far shit this is hard Moved out a year ago. Living shared place. Working warehouse. Socialize at work. Socialize with flat mates there(not friends but forced to speak and stuff as they always there) Still no friends. Every day a battle. Happiest I ever been with my girlfriend but everyday is a battle and it's exhausting. I hate anxiety. I hate being like this. So many takeaways and nights of getting drunk just to handle this. Would love some words of support. Not too long ago I had panic attack just going to shop. 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Heart. 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I stopped and naturally feeling better. I've built up confidence I thought I never would. However anxiety still hasn't gone. It's just better now.",2.023500000000002,4.851602016666668,3.855,80.7825,87.16666666666666,7.666666666666666,25.83333333333333,8.472884824447931,2.507333333333333,251,11,46,7,8,84,43,60,0.101,0.639,0.26,0.8468,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,15,11,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,2,5,3,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.19103689034731133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951701055088203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665802793523771,0.0,0.0,0.5194105953596988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835473108995995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796776715731895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112568813825062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067362462045434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721108295640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439086623624129,0.0,0.15098484294262504,0.0,0.20819665253977654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042239752997108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563369459829456,0.16366701193274333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005653913411516,0.0,0.0,0.15541431423400814,0.1141512433958168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907676853843515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994996825586398,0.13906473987343604,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Octobersilly,2019/01/03,What age are you supposed to stop bringing a parent to appointments? I’m 18 and can’t drive so I guess I kind of have to bring my mom with me to things like hair appointments and doctors appointments. However I could just tell her to pick me up later but having her with me really gives me comfort because she can make small talk and answer questions better than me. I’m worried because I have to get a passport made in person and I feel like it’s weird if she does all the talking and I stand behind her and I don’t want the person at the counter to make a comment like wow you’re 18 and your mom is doing all the talking for you. I just want to know up until what age is it normal to have your parent with you at things like that,2.7256277056277085,4.0385870389610385,3.820194805194806,90.5312445887446,74.71428571428572,6.432034632034633,23.87229437229437,6.816661863887847,0.6765125541125543,580,17,125,5,12,188,87,154,0.041,0.7879999999999999,0.171,0.9668,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,1,3,9,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,4,2,30,26,11,0,5,4,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,24,8,22,24,2,15,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,3,9,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852048750239429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435134141427416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128713413856305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548550173721756,0.13293676341530306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680985518582525,0.10852396185103463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936628646092975,0.1457251454378553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734510868060545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819005395128366,0.08348532279588501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968606448738725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374015675032115,0.20280113935371846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558284348993576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883876127628562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735437566425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652825056579012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017306851401248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731692249691204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700289209465868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662965789112975,0.1327753352677531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184344310803987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791999623620219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427116505229274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ilikeus1110,2019/01/03,"How to get better ? Hi everyone, So I’ve struggled with mental illness for almost all of my life. During the past six years things have gotten dramatically worse. I was diagnosed with severe social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder and moderate depression. I’ve wanted to get better since then but ive been struggling With consistency and perseverance. All I wanna do is avoid the reality of life and how far away I am from being normal. I do this through shopping, tv, or just doing anything that doesn’t make me think about my issues. Every time I try to do therapy, I feel extremely unmotivated, sad and just can’t focus for shit. I’m just extremely tried and sad most of the time. In addition, I haven’t had the best experiences with therapists.i’ve seen a couple throughout the years and honestly they barely helped me at all. They didn’t even seem to care or take me seriously. And For some reason, exposure isn’t working as good as it should for me. despite how many times I try to gradually face my fears I’m still the same. In regards with cognitive restructuring, I have no idea how to do it. I don’t know where to start, how to do it right or anything like that. How am I supposed to think straight and change my thoughts? I’m just so tired of life and the way I live it. I’m not living guys, I’m just rotting. I want to reduce my anxiety and depression but I don’t know where to start. I have major self esteem issues that I believe are like the core of my anxiety and depression. And also I suspect I have body dysmorphia as well. I would really appreciate any advice or thoughts. Thanks for reading ",3.8972970085470098,6.0439090929487245,5.292948717948722,77.69649572649575,73.4551282051282,8.852991452991454,27.901709401709404,9.444778638647367,2.7293965811965823,1295,51,238,33,27,433,167,312,0.202,0.6779999999999999,0.12,-0.977,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,20,21,1,4,9,0,28,9,3,8,3,64,53,31,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,18,0,1,12,3,1,0,9,11,1,1,8,2,32,10,37,42,8,20,0,5,1,0,7,9,1,8,12,162,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526551817886254,0.0,0.0,0.09762155670280366,0.0,0.0,0.07796224188521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629613839348615,0.0,0.29831651166610684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604509472119044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915945050686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983717496272023,0.10230911583557313,0.17244291250229166,0.0,0.10828875144277017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939694563480306,0.0,0.10313086376184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787017225568392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190244479114376,0.09894969384861052,0.0,0.0,0.22346260822744446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643908324991081,0.0,0.08213902832090535,0.09315530420893442,0.0,0.09536334475290173,0.0,0.10970268419256353,0.04929357235176703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018683806781838,0.0,0.0,0.0817694874856919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965298381240983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534509312325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005367169314358,0.0,0.20350722036861751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715525474155646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657894937817328,0.09525679771873163,0.0,0.1721698612498642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507493479559477,0.098838955012397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982463903973398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955189178520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930646681434582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751578692830623,0.0,0.0624542091447415,0.1002353450857622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325541912076485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875069278481047,0.10170271097114404,0.11013527829334473,0.10007147318054364,0.08064424316992687,0.0,0.0,0.0993781711763058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800700514215558,0.0,0.07785516469396328,0.0,0.0,0.2038341864638421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329989978678221,0.0,0.0,0.08975514592723714,0.11148763080138543,0.0,0.06476762872749216,0.12493454843440327,0.0,0.1547913956539487,0.1705405679775431,0.11204972967415427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985667196854772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500355375954935,0.077382551859913,0.0,0.0,0.08765468302166446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097344786827127,0.0,0.09935003235697501,0.06925367614095906,0.0,0.0,0.12555996089372373 socialanxiety,vodkarummy,2019/01/03,"I feel so fucking worthless right now, I want to die. I’m at school right now, which is something I always rue because I hate it so damn much. I don’t have any friends I can feel comfortable with, or any friends at all for that matter. Im too afraid to open my fucking mouth and because I’m so damn afraid I carry a depressed and angry look on my face all the damn time because If i don’t I feel like I’ll die. I’ll feel too vulnerable. I am constantly left out of group work, looked at like I’m weird, and so damn isolated. I feel like I’m in a pit of rejection. I feel so damn worthless, my suicidal thoughts are returning. I’m in class right now, sitting in the back, and the teacher is assigning group work. I already know I’m gonna end up left out and sounding dumb as shit. I can’t speak normally. I can’t have fucking friends. I skipped my last class my grades are taking a toll because I’m too afraid to speak. Ah fuck, we had to choose groups, thank god she put me in one. Well not thank god, but at least I didn’t have to be the one no one picked this time. I fucking hate my life guys, I hate it strongly. I regret my life and being born the way I am, I honestly don’t know if I can’t keep holding on to this shit of a life. Although I’m fine on my own, being friendless and isolated is one of the worst feelings, it’s like being bullied except they don’t even waste that attention on you. I wish I could just get rid of all this. I’m so damn awkward and my group is like not even acknowledging my existence, could be because of the face I told you guys about. Im so damn alone. 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I'm sure a lot of you think it's in your head, but does anyone here experience actual staring? Like you appear so nervous that people in fact pick up on it and stare at you?",4.90527131782946,6.064593325581393,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,69.23255813953489,8.524031007751939,25.96124031007752,8.841846274778883,1.794091472868217,175,5,34,3,3,57,36,43,0.078,0.8029999999999999,0.118,0.2091,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,8,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,7,3,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.29035855348091605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41609726053732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603814419236359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821073068376106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536444023176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536423329556794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529599884901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627850149984175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804302796696728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906532161507229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mocha_Kitten,2019/01/03,"Going for a Walk in Public? Hi! I'm Mocha and I love to go for walks with my dog while playing Pokemon Go... but I live in the middle of nowhere, so it's not like I catch anything, and there's nothing to look at except for cows. I'd like to go into town to walk today, since it's so nice there, but I usually bring a friend and I might be by myself this time. And the thought of walking in town, where there's real live people to see me, makes me feel so heckin' anxious! I'm fairly sure I'll be walking and anxious the entire time :( and that just doesn't sound like fun... Any suggestions for staying calm and enjoying the walk? Do I just need to do it more often?",0.7086930091185408,2.6124001985815646,2.397431610942249,95.8125,82.47517730496453,4.879635258358664,20.00050658561297,5.773587663045528,-0.2049578520770008,512,14,117,3,14,168,85,141,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.16,0.7895,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,23,20,13,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,1,0,12,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,11,20,16,1,27,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,2,8,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152210917970788,0.0,0.0,0.4037602079887165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705485113887398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090356075426828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806315546512302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062372500453686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619113402302423,0.0,0.31559069929655004,0.0,0.15006297015759645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128370208940165,0.0,0.11928361926838316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957243109461688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250376530584948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146744317378065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388806050306655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033996911020332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424007417150137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782246388235576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904703938916661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842260924915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186781718033464,0.20840278205779225,0.0,0.16938667908583913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681277316119766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Woeisleticia,2019/01/03,"Failure in life It hit me today that I’m almost 24 & still live with family and can't afford to move out. I still don’t drive because of my panic attacks and anxiety. I’m all alone and am constantly needing my family for stuff because I literally can’t do anything by myself. Some days I can’t even get out of bed because I’m so depressed. I don’t know how to make new friends because of my severe social anxiety. Some days I can’t even interact with anyone because it’s so bad. Most days I do all I can to avoid interacting with people. I can't talk on the phone, I can't even make my own doctors appointments or even go to them alone. I don't have any friends...at all. And everyone I used to talk to in high school is busy with their own life. Marriage and kids. All things that I probably won’t ever be able to experience. There’s so many things in life that I want to do and this is not where I thought I would be at this age. Sometimes I just really feel like I don’t even deserve to live because I’m such a failure. I really wish I could just trade my place in this world with someone who actually deserves it. My mental health is hindering my ability to live a normal, happy and healthy life and it probably always will, so what’s even the point anymore?",3.3818891334800902,4.396202954372627,4.88370622373424,84.70313388032821,72.68821292775665,8.274484690814491,27.910546327796677,8.6894789155246,1.9525178707224344,999,37,212,18,19,336,134,263,0.131,0.795,0.07400000000000001,-0.9308,1,3,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,19,8,1,2,4,0,25,6,0,4,5,42,41,14,0,6,4,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,1,1,15,15,0,1,3,0,1,3,12,5,0,0,1,1,30,3,28,33,9,26,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,5,11,140,45,3,0.09332069660016304,0.0,0.0910675382094359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934471974983683,0.1933041952564539,0.0,0.0,0.07765029533647305,0.10111293577730143,0.0,0.06346127379115367,0.0,0.1427801549382912,0.0,0.09254905500814932,0.06525200087710613,0.0,0.07679498186326546,0.0,0.0,0.10616576459586782,0.0,0.0,0.07791888365303505,0.34132458285641554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084652023993723,0.0,0.07450898266103645,0.0,0.0,0.18055238723549266,0.0,0.08037697923756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551768730676473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698246398557397,0.08441391278555625,0.0,0.08917192477205055,0.0,0.0912855481126891,0.17594889485065102,0.0,0.047185748174238935,0.06666832429751332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209933870128908,0.0,0.04875621230387435,0.0,0.05303630245416974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934161682217572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991955366134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985984396198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051286614304392734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636606713182803,0.04559177854837868,0.0,0.247211654437088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458457925538773,0.09461253909005264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404531291087613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918513179572012,0.0,0.06919611406676786,0.0,0.09012971029450524,0.0,0.0,0.0914344688081711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949173039295523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646968208510403,0.0,0.09750026564938567,0.0,0.08821822220198264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012309893455907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195672557101406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444552711357722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542582447796964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512869803142764,0.07907032339221133,0.0,0.0922965551415946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490520577042966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682987082613886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001528200410202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399624832094346,0.0,0.0,0.07408620907756527,0.0,0.0,0.08845710867430949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059911910840314,0.0,0.0,0.05504296471065279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731419557337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629234536316687,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sneekysneck,2019/01/03,"I have to start leading meetings at my work, and I’m getting so much anxiety thinking about it. I am so happy that my boss trusts me enough to be able to do this but at the same time I don’t feel comfortable because of my social anxiety. I work for a small company so there’s only about 3-5 people in our meeting. My boss won’t be there so there will be less pressure to be perfect I guess. I am a manager for this company and I delegate tasks to people and this gives me anxiety sometimes but I just try to be confident and approach it in a way where Im not demanding or putting emotion to it. If that makes sense.. I feel that i’m really good at sensing people and I like to make sure we have a comfortable environment and everyone enjoys there time while working. I work in a very laid back environment. I will play fun happy music and just good variety of music. When we usually have our meetings (I think it’s dumb because its fucks up productivity but my boss insists we have them so everyone is on the same page) I get so nervous when it’s my turn to speak and I am constantly over thinking what i’m gonna say. Sometimes it comes out good but other times I don’t sound sure of myself or something. I do feel more confident when I work out before work so that helps a little. But I’m moving up to leading the meetings ahh! Does any one have any tips? I am a manager but also a people pleaser which is something that doesn’t go well together?? This might be a good exercise for me but how do I go about this so it’s as smooth as possible? I suck at writing and I hope this all makes sense! Help! 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How do you deal with friends and family who have social anxiety? I have a couple of really important people in my life who have anxiety problems (some more severe than others), and I always seem to find myself never knowing what to do to help them. I know that I should talk to them about it, and I try to, but the response is always the same: thanks for your concern and your help, but I’m fine now and there’s nothing you can do. But then they’re not alright again all of a sudden and I’m scared out of my mind because I don’t know what they’ll do, because they’re just different people to the ones that I know and love when they’re anxious. I don’t know how to talk to them or how to make them better and it scares the shit out of me. Sometimes I’m scared they might kill themselves, but when I see them next they’re just so happy and friendly and secure that I can hardly believe it’s the same person. Plus, it always seems really wrong to break their good mood by talking about their bad moods. Sorry if this is the wrong subreddit for this, but I wanted to ask somewhere.",5.4978233120591185,5.140305567685591,5.759475982532753,85.14490426603966,67.5589519650655,8.443533758817603,27.22237151494793,7.61054688173877,1.3505979845482043,881,22,185,8,13,281,121,229,0.163,0.6559999999999999,0.181,0.8393,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,9,1,14,21,2,3,8,1,17,3,1,5,2,48,33,26,1,4,10,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,15,15,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,0,2,29,10,27,30,5,12,0,0,1,1,29,3,1,6,8,133,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718344623044957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666126594763569,0.12302323807782488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101804511671259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092490783801058,0.13276587473225065,0.0,0.0,0.12269025088622285,0.0,0.09631103588397116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049307078119854,0.0,0.0,0.22453719028511498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377476489303667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265892103725044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953039030841808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682679581444662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133810058263482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592346977475534,0.0975508175463978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598346820548386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047900753102378,0.0,0.2992362351927038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691756194452627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828429294236912,0.0,0.07268996202047241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552309446104138,0.1099554850089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398850595170891,0.0,0.1158137826961062,0.0,0.0,0.10449013878432238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737917999900492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264875546531519,0.09508514262996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420025098364058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395251214621953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327076342707507,0.0,0.08677725047612696,0.19827248411642528,0.0,0.12302323807782488,0.11178177293108657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100734116999356,0.0,0.0,0.10770246410849943,0.12190189465670365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625831836462311,0.0,0.1002582356645632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393429004989807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423059801180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381247576732725,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cassiussss,2019/01/03,"Any tips on making work related phone calls? Usually dealing with people is not a big part of my job (on purpose) but as I am not that busy right now my manager has asked me to help her out and follow up on some phone calls to chase payment. This seems very simple but is way out of my comfort zone. I don't want to tell my manager this, I just want to get on and do the job but I am currently sitting here doing nothing, can't bring myself to pick up the phone. In an open pan office as well so everyone will be able to hear me making the calls. My manager is at the desk opposite me also so will soon notice if I don't make any calls. Any tips on how to deal with just picking up the phone and making the phone calls? 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Also when I get anxious i feel really sick which the results in a full blown vomit if I eventually have a panic attack. Anyone got any tips? 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Meaning if I know I have to hold a presentation in 4 weeks from now I stop functioning. I can't get out of bed creating the slides and stuff or even eating something without getting tremor all over and that bad anxiety in my stomach area. I have this for years. But two years ago I decided I can't take it anymore and tried to kill myself. After that I was a few times in hospital and I am taking therapy now. But all I ever got out of it was that I have to expose myself to the situation. The thing is that I can't expose myself when I kill myself over not holding out this anticipatory anxiety. Do you have any mechanisms to handle this? Cause no psychiatrist or psychologist could really tell me anything. I only found out that alcohol and benzos can delay the urge to kill myself some days to weeks maybe. 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I’m usually better at just taking the call right away so I don’t give myself time to overthink, which is why I hate missing calls. I have to call back and I overthink everything making myself anxious for now damn reason. It doesn’t help any that I have coffee in me, but that’s just an excuse. 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I'll be doing online streams to discuss Reddit questions, answer questions on here and write tips and tactics to help you battle your SA. Can you help me help you? What is your biggest social struggle right now? I'll answer every question as best I can! Cheers, Michiel",4.325939849624056,6.850250842105265,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,73.47368421052632,5.395488721804512,26.646616541353374,6.18269132825596,1.1739984962406016,328,12,54,2,7,100,50,76,0.092,0.642,0.266,0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,2,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,3,2,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372690694427122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627451901622049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066022196212235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197288393930553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150236422682496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211698242281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324360874999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474248630749183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212159183806554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829384906033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986539100410753 socialanxiety,autumnleafss,2019/01/03,"Because of anxiety, i always get left behind People find new friends so easily. I always get left behind and only to be picked up when needed. Always the same case. 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Is there a right way to do it?,-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,89.58823529411768,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.8132117647058821,59,2,15,0,2,19,15,17,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064706881349857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176201352749553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487173442040083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115132820187629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811070244394374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rstark01,2019/01/03,"friend anxiety??? i am going to my friends house tonight and even though i am friends with the other people going, i still feel anxiety about seeing them. what should i do?",2.440312500000001,5.306407406250003,2.64875,90.32125,84.3125,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.1438500000000005,135,5,25,2,4,41,25,32,0.092,0.626,0.282,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126535961233214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814038143400734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637307424329775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251299714458001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065639050784911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112082023676939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869823981733772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149233112490438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153901137305872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649879174131167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LSBiscuit,2019/01/03,Anybody trying to explain things to others that we don't understand well in first place? Often I try to explain concepts to others that I don't know very well. Why do I do that? Why can't I just say I don't know I have to look better into this? ,2.257641509433963,3.2667860377358484,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,75.41509433962264,6.054716981132076,22.683962264150942,5.985473137389443,0.337758490566038,192,5,42,1,4,65,30,53,0.08900000000000001,0.85,0.062,0.2052,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,7,3,7,13,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332593445415436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147861844824644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775474741127796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204609452881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638208119539899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080730939232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677574450356688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428775168297392,0.0,0.0,0.26287341544418785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083484632751539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540763945827178,0.0,0.4557047731953384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheAlchemist2,2019/01/03,"Some really useful practical tips & thoughts you can use Hey, Found a great source for any social situation you may not feel comfortable about. I know this title refers to networking at marketing conferences - but I've used the tips in many every day social situations, with great success. I believe it'll work best in contexts where you don't know others well and people are sober. I particularly like this >Everybody’s human. >Whether the person you’re walking up to is another attendee, a breakout speaker, or even a headliner, at the end of the day, they’re flesh and blood just like you. Our shared humanity reinforces the first eternal truth. Compliments, curiosity, and smiles go a long way Try it Today and let me know what you think! ",6.500149253731344,8.494399014925374,6.367343283582091,73.278776119403,66.31343283582089,10.136119402985075,32.056716417910444,10.355215969177356,3.655405373134329,604,25,100,16,10,190,103,134,0.026,0.698,0.275,0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,0,4,5,11,0,0,9,0,7,2,2,3,1,23,18,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,2,10,11,11,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,9,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234496144866328,0.0,0.1018921858801445,0.1571139020197215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881148916135144,0.15724142763910512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932609322429234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270835694602526,0.0,0.0,0.0989638738086894,0.0,0.12624151789978855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757605187643341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744863361490327,0.0,0.16428513094902664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515405483098144,0.0,0.0,0.3303847939859101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470343687898797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321530807715328,0.0,0.14640254432161576,0.0,0.0,0.13259828111032435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190805106247182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387595618869416,0.1308291767971848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598742915316873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368391490918232,0.0,0.3054735716226836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600750918835484,0.0,0.11895137515406776,0.0,0.0,0.1420250118067955,0.0,0.0,0.10172737860797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882251301634339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893117078995473,0.0,0.0,0.13471866494996515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908085927760727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,buffx,2019/01/03,"Am I the only one screaming when remembering a cringe memory? Okay I'm not really screaming but I'm going ""AAAAAAAH"" loud. The memory really hurts and i feel ashamed. For Example I was trying to sleep and I remembered when i had to explain a math problem solution infront of the class and I asked why they aren't listening, like it's my job to keep the students focused. Even my teacher gave me a weird look. I'm just really curious if I am the only one out here. ​",1.3767730496453936,4.004052031914895,3.784148936170212,81.88416666666669,87.19148936170214,7.81418439716312,25.91843971631205,8.59863814320734,2.6096269503546097,377,17,70,11,12,130,64,94,0.206,0.6809999999999999,0.112,-0.8561,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,8,1,5,1,1,0,0,14,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,3,6,11,2,6,13,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228882278651032,0.238074993375044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831670225631528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940915493631056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906751154246084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135087836577788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974588194345148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944291473415108,0.1741505607145348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572093740899283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453088470207733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553291346062885,0.2980254325550936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747744485665035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37655110738389097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438983769519945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960703434728191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302282532910148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679530873557575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238074993375044,0.0 socialanxiety,Thomas_Caz1,2019/01/03,"How to meat girls (as friends) when going to an all boys school? So I go to an all boys school, and I have an issue where I never have the ability to talk to girls (unless it’s at my job) because I never go places outside of school or my job. I wanna have girl friends (not GF) just because... well i don’t really know why, but the reason in my head makes sense. How do I meet girls to make friends with. Like where should I go? P.S. I have social anxiety so it makes this wayyy harder Thank you, any advice is appreciated 😊!",1.347614678899081,3.116145091743121,2.9509082568807337,93.32012385321102,79.73394495412846,5.827889908256882,19.156880733944952,6.742157984588678,-0.0315108256880734,401,9,92,4,10,132,69,109,0.031,0.797,0.171,0.9503,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,6,4,20,17,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,13,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,4,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906553509995954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373605826749917,0.0,0.11669676313829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598043972374373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535684404245761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467801153682731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655552223291022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921769639670247,0.3027554121511355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383492627853414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452594493419716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054755853640852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530473173382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937740663363775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772444724361268,0.15684200996088726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631520666919443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550075774361655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261016132615148,0.0,0.1404432486316667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715657541598186,0.0,0.13764843721864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosamiele94,2019/01/03,"Don't have trouble making them but have trouble keeping them (am I overthinking?) I recently left a job that I worked at for about 10 months for another position. There were three others in the same department as me and we got along really well. I know that they were all closer friends than me because two of them lived together and the other two had been working together for years. But still, I thought I had made good friendships. We would hang out during lunch, go for coffee etc. We always said we would catch up after our contracts finished and we went our separate ways. Flash forward to the month after we have finished the contract. I message on our group chat suggesting a catch up. People seem generally keen but it's leading up to Christmas and everyone is busy. We leave it for now. Yesterday I sent another message. I didn't want to suggest a catch up because I didn't want to be too pushy in case people weren't keen so I just commented on an end of contract present that had been (presumably) posted to everyone, saying it was such a nice gesture. Incidentally it is a restaurant voucher so I thought it would be the perfect opportunity for someone to say we should go use it together! It's 24+ hours later and one person has replied some pretty basic, and the other two have seen it and not replied. I know people are busy but I don't know why they wouldn't reply. Do they not care? Do they not want anything to do with me anymore? Are they for some reason offended by something I did? Was it rude of me to comment on the gift? I am 90% sure everyone received it. I know I'm probably overreacting to an extent but sometimes it's so hard not too. I feel like I always have this issue where I make friends and get along with people fine at first, but eventually the friendships stop, even though I would love them to continue. I feel like I'm doing something to offend people without even realising. Would love some advice! xx",3.4773458823529424,5.7259224640000035,4.381870588235294,83.29134705882356,75.02666666666667,7.291764705882354,28.362745098039213,8.219915518859313,2.107810980392157,1544,65,287,27,34,498,191,375,0.076,0.747,0.177,0.9939,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,11,0,9,6,16,21,3,0,15,0,40,3,0,6,3,69,70,19,0,10,12,0,3,2,2,7,0,3,0,1,18,21,1,2,11,1,0,12,11,5,1,6,21,7,46,16,44,40,7,47,0,0,1,2,38,16,0,4,21,208,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925477091789083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520016353964722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155243153195425,0.0,0.0,0.0905830921484537,0.0,0.0,0.0751636731249873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113580113043572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312552728591393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089866056038361,0.0,0.10186639578794096,0.12065622722231426,0.0,0.0,0.2618331006611698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236682048421677,0.1305042598801875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769234724147916,0.0,0.0,0.1411355532662405,0.0,0.0477205139646486,0.0,0.1038193695656058,0.07661026794507184,0.0730516161984912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182121396020349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994986838959798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953334988428578,0.09063921092686084,0.08118571531823883,0.0,0.0,0.20078865674459606,0.0,0.0,0.09671411620714368,0.09923937608636947,0.0,0.0,0.08924660067239001,0.0,0.08065342958598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487283990090665,0.08642654788770024,0.12193810538609395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458107867003469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189322455060561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166125296657944,0.07975311735201819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747688360749996,0.09292393077570058,0.09847818137857314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058513680885103024,0.09391102819289003,0.09018559381340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688367973159522,0.14527183158942522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315099633888272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739068096820685,0.1406334364741717,0.0903359559818274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294291809222722,0.0763629439653503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860853066078429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973945749186894,0.14502488227917126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676728651384466,0.0,0.0,0.07888700141387506,0.0,0.0,0.1616211622280782,0.07250012461309227,0.0,0.0,0.08212413895959778,0.08467155832783473,0.08241864709315665,0.0,0.0,0.08804690249434542,0.0,0.13299080195715474,0.0,0.0,0.3244206884792125,0.0,0.0,0.05881889775158545 socialanxiety,ClarkleTheDragon,2019/01/03,"Something about this worries me... So I have social anxiety, but I frequently try to face my fears and be as social as I can. Awhile ago, I met this girl at a party. For whatever reason she seemed to be weirdly into me. She was extremely flirtatious to me and only me, making sexual jokes and innuendos. I think she was into me. ​ The reason I'm writing this is because I have had terrible luck with women and been stood up on almost every date I've ever been on. It's happened with about 8 out of 10 girls. I don't know if it's my looks, or personality, or if I smell bad or what, but whatever it is, there's some reason women don't seem to like to me. And something about that makes me worried that this girl has some sort of ulterior motive. Am I being paranoid, what do you think?",3.386966873706001,4.600316552795032,5.3269720496894415,80.76739389233957,72.91304347826087,8.099585921325051,25.83902691511387,8.59863814320734,1.803297722567288,619,20,123,11,12,214,97,161,0.159,0.768,0.07200000000000001,-0.9291,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,18,1,1,6,1,35,30,15,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,10,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,2,22,3,22,20,2,11,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,12,5,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382706248506908,0.0,0.15619569311497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690088682103234,0.18953793540021094,0.0,0.0,0.11932752324669592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024033213134725,0.0950865501653474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109668314362706,0.13142345700789362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552564590008035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793635590884268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572486370107582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620602480703513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309874832039828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082413943828856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863304999501152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619942930210704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811333601640852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840044031700996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180125958170907,0.0,0.240168590577251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989681629567668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590306573804027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168191522586009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953793540021094,0.0 socialanxiety,carlwheezer2,2019/01/03,"Good jobs for introverted teens? mb if this has already been discussed a lot on this subreddit, but ya i’ve never had a job before and I really want one to put on my resume for my college apps. any suggestions?",1.385714285714286,3.9163118571428575,3.700285714285717,83.49471428571428,85.19047619047619,7.1695238095238105,22.685714285714287,8.238735603445708,1.7337657142857146,166,6,32,4,5,57,36,42,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.104,0.4938,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33906539307104755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208945082544132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145280899074497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577123302549392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098097001090799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121864656336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369752977714193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082050820833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887783397595353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683650060466654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812279539611808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,myocdthrowaway9,2019/01/03,"Car ride conversation Hey, so I've got about a 4 hour car ride coming up and it's potentially one in which I may have to make one on one small talk with someone I don't spend ever one on one time with. Needless to say I'm a little nervous. Im worried about being boring and this person realizing for the first time that I'm boring. How do you fill up four hours? Is it okay just to listen to the radio and look out the window? What's the etiquette here? Is it expected that one just finds stuff to talk about?",2.058055555555555,3.5652583240740765,3.730740740740744,89.68833333333332,76.87037037037038,6.2814814814814826,20.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.23417777777777804,401,9,89,4,9,134,70,108,0.091,0.89,0.019,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,6,1,7,0,0,2,1,16,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,9,7,0,0,2,1,1,6,1,3,0,8,1,3,3,1,17,11,0,20,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,59,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378989193652286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099194326594384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256513673461944,0.14198511996264904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350404328974289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287722229378845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803061209005397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730128908755074,0.0,0.0,0.14017377440653087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142279217958316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786704656029082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575123981549487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274433819915565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143381570270533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108757386790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683337165868668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946689748122621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951900780934753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Amanda30697,2019/01/03,"It’s my (21) first time being selected but I feel like it’s a waste. I have no problem doing the service and what not, but my social anxiety and general anxiety disorder do not sell a very reliable juror so even if I was picked, I doubt I would ever go beyond because 100% chance I will be unable to breathe, sweating, overwhelmed, shaky nervous . Plus with my past experience (and present) I’m worried I’ll be bias to a degree... any of you guys ever do jury duty?",3.6230590062111774,5.0200139456521775,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,72.58695652173913,8.300621118012423,30.534161490683232,8.841846274778883,2.669007453416149,361,16,67,7,7,125,70,92,0.29600000000000004,0.635,0.069,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,4,4,0,10,2,2,1,2,20,13,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,10,1,6,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,7,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620560337862348,0.0,0.3646063848139932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526893023894924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731189543343372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739865367519684,0.4311222604016279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331086816477841,0.0,0.0,0.12049451174771665,0.17024562492055628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270268908943867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543460931299486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596008889042105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642411762999492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274897357587697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280263512224123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292262952292865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895795801387556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662714282712088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420109849804517,0.0,0.16928551726359564,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sugjeschins,2019/01/03,"People say stupid shit all the time. If you happen to eavesdrop on people in public, it might start to hit you how frequently people will say dumb things, and say them with the utmost self-assurance. ​ Try to imagine these things coming out of your mouth? It'll make you cringe probably. If not, you're probably cringing over some awkward situation you were in days,months or years ago - I do this one a lot. ​ The difference is in the delivery. For whatever reason, these people are confident in their delivery. They're probably good at recovery a well. It's a good skill to have. Even if they don't get away with it, people will move on and likely forget about it. So many people will say dumb/awkward/embarrassing things that it's hard to keep up with all of it. ​ You aren't alone, and you aren't any more cringe-worthy than anyone else. In fact, probably less so. The difficulty lies in the delivery. I struggle with that too, but I've made some progress. ​ These are thoughts more than anything, and I'd be hesitant to call it a solution by any means. Just my 2 cents.",3.9007443609022574,6.245625109523813,4.172907268170427,84.83086466165413,74.09523809523809,7.8496240601503775,25.814536340852126,8.6894789155246,1.9613333333333336,883,31,166,18,19,275,124,210,0.09,0.8340000000000001,0.076,0.0209,0,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,7,3,2,8,9,3,2,10,0,15,2,2,4,3,33,25,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,17,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,4,5,1,1,3,5,13,4,30,15,8,20,0,0,0,0,16,13,2,8,6,110,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264884875957857,0.0,0.0,0.08488146533903493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551961877339556,0.3983409438689292,0.11146547346328163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730538277666108,0.08397337559108202,0.06744261895186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700014753134367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368600850150118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059764247680565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562634047631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846353287666171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413101581127045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042818509336990364,0.0,0.0,0.1374812298017355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724732203220303,0.0,0.0734162757868498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284605760867244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400394514507564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967586832409217,0.0,0.07754853500603086,0.054706115569891516,0.08309029141096473,0.0,0.08927386408992752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694212489473181,0.0,0.0,0.06541631693644193,0.08710601769916777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055535353522801534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409068871574828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534487438230016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426418542982339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606980839276591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085497746215726,0.0,0.08412642431775,0.0,0.09212172383526583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800871869081349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567796953475107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334332382276315,0.0,0.0,0.06506373004036388,0.04778907091462799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564259085605886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368808335632779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983409438689292,0.0527768314572948 socialanxiety,Kupcake_123,2019/01/03,Worrying about going out in public.. Every time I plan on going or doing something I start imagining the worst case scenarios. I can’t stop thinking about my plans for the next day or the future and it’s always about what people will think of me even though deep down I don’t want to care about that. It’s like my mind is a broken record.. I’m sick of it tbh. ,1.699542857142859,3.624354306666668,3.063238095238095,92.184,79.26666666666667,5.885714285714287,17.38095238095238,6.868970318607317,-0.10450476190476188,283,5,61,3,7,92,58,75,0.191,0.721,0.08800000000000001,-0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,12,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583510587555874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276720882107295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503718567425264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926393869528862,0.0,0.2286748775551754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084974481574098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259735962255764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740470254000814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288647925527486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816172331857067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089449033423054,0.0,0.0,0.19210560221958956,0.0,0.0,0.2269111577701419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478175131806015,0.2666592346987575,0.0,0.15826152438397426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008482272051494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756303269572287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joefrazer115,2019/01/03,Have any of you read Notes from underground? Just wondering if anyone else can relate to the main character ,5.134736842105267,8.317739578947375,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,74.26315789473685,10.115789473684213,25.28947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.407084210526316,88,3,14,3,2,27,19,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30797476154274195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166650810768136,0.4640303319058133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37832414929829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530037790081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911303676344279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mfan001,2019/01/03,"Sorry if this is the wrong sub Reddit, but it's about being cringey Hi, i'm a really insecure person and i use to have mild social anxiety where i can't ask for more sauce at fast food or extra time for an assignment, i'm all better now, but recently one of my friend told me i have been really cringey lately, and my social anxiety just snapped back and clapped me like a ham sandwich, i didn't and i look though all the internet about ""how to know when you are being cringey"", nothing, there is nothing on the internet about it, so here i am, how do i know if i'm being cringy? ​ Goddamn it this is cringey plz help, thanks in advance ​",6.446071428571429,5.6595899924242445,6.782467532467535,80.02227272727275,65.74242424242425,10.270129870129873,34.00865800865801,9.606745405546679,2.9612476190476187,517,20,105,9,7,168,86,132,0.111,0.746,0.14400000000000002,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,14,6,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,3,2,17,24,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,12,4,11,18,4,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,8,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231565358507914,0.3624095188899795,0.0,0.0,0.2281624003071196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941294627917986,0.0,0.0,0.11466890845549975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189008081627965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803240962445582,0.0,0.1152145981754388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995620565569277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391181293188958,0.0,0.1682209454137375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728555703862666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522852132036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618138559679085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105183040489003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021132034134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910682340466112,0.0,0.1472442161022857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30403093609643983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669346673552498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729544784698489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651581824890472,0.0,0.0869567362579137,0.0,0.0,0.14249655636520525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879723016381806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304618284721306,0.3624095188899795,0.0 socialanxiety,flyboyfl,2019/01/03,"Ran Out Of The Church Fortunately it wasn't my wedding; it was the wedding of a cousin. My wife and I arrived at the church about an hour early. Lots of people mingling around. No problem, I expected that. I was doing well interacting with a few people. Then its time to go in the church. Its a stinking hot today (I'm in New Zealand) and the church was stifling hot. It was an historic church, meaning the pews were built when people were smaller. I didn't quite expect that but no problem. I follow my wife and we shoehorn into a pew second from the front. That's when the Mother of the Bride (sitting in the front pew) turns around and says ""you can't sit here!"". Great so everyone in pew number two scatters. Its like a game of musical chairs and the only person who can't find a seat is me! My wife found a seat but the two of us couldn't fit. She offered to stand with me in the back of the church. By now it was all just too much - the crowd, the heat, having to change seating at the last second - I asked my wife if she could get a ride home with one of her sisters. She said she could and I left. So I feel pretty bad about it and don't know what to expect when she gets home. 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I have decided that I am going to be an advocate for people living with SA. It actually feels really good and I cried like five times lol ,0.3469975786924948,2.613708881355933,2.897142857142857,89.3037288135593,87.30508474576271,6.761259079903147,20.292978208232448,7.957251820313856,1.0525622276029063,220,7,48,5,7,76,47,59,0.056,0.648,0.29600000000000004,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,4,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.3008005678113723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385903088868071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558568522053761,0.0,0.0,0.3376649874813432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518152139064785,0.2585394873599577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052088943068285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940221518237678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505918919576293,0.0,0.27218409357257994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369678845197032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746826979413865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363517671280417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973889109799945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818096257407137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BingoBimmer,2019/01/04,"Adjusting to a new roomate I have lived alone for about a year and a half. During that time my apartment became my oasis. I could spend time alone and recharge for social interactions. I was able to be myself and not worry about keeping my guard up. This made me a lot happier and more outgoing when I was around people. However, I recently a family member moved in for a few months while he is in the area for work. He is a great guy and we have always gotten along, but now I feel like I have lost my oasis. Anyone else gone through something like this? Any tips? If not thanks for letting me vent a little.",3.187520661157027,4.9332135785123965,4.147181818181821,86.88077272727274,74.37190082644628,7.1540495867768605,22.843801652892562,7.908726449838941,1.0666323966942146,477,13,96,7,10,154,82,121,0.075,0.799,0.125,0.7185,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,17,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,6,1,15,4,15,8,3,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,11,68,18,1,0.1786920020260522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370142046821694,0.0,0.0,0.14868606040350058,0.0,0.0,0.12151668898756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494560261260886,0.1830910729195204,0.0,0.15907376670762255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426710233172622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927423843587964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684549163292425,0.0,0.0903520453182854,0.12765760195176193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700856307190645,0.0,0.17693317592232968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882966180229952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272467882518054,0.0,0.17459977221653042,0.17909633010342166,0.15778831157824375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506342882935096,0.1519175500360862,0.0,0.1690826929089064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263025119605316,0.18992131882311847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258184905710494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123882534783533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643679443697569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215399285111936,0.0,0.13756583326100094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645155874379704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839348676881125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300899056864386,0.18147040197364853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507179065735937 socialanxiety,ConnectParsnip,2019/01/04,"Seeing friends tomorrow who I rarely see They're from when I was in high school and I'm in my early 20's now. One of them got in contact with me to come to my house and he said our mutual friend will come too. I am terrified and part of me wants to cancel it but I know that's not going to get me anywhere. I don't want this feeling every time I interact with someone, it's so exhausting. I hope it fades with time. 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I had a circle of friends in high school but I only really entered that circle end of my junior year and never had a close friend since elementary school. I was never able to get really close with them mostly because of thoughts I had that I wasn’t good enough. There were pockets here and there were I wouldn’t hang out and times where I felt very depressed. I am done with my first semester on college and recently whatever I say on social media or post in group chats I think is fucking stupid and think that the others are cringing, judging or ignoring me so I’ve barely been communicating at all. These thoughts haven’t only been with my friends but with my family as well where it was very hard to speak to them, much harder than before. I try to put on a front or act that I’m “normal” but I just haven’t been feeling myself recently. I been staying up very late recently and have been drinking to help me sleep. I am able to escape this anxiety by playing video games but my stomach and chest sinks with every text or snap I get. I honestly don’t know if I should try to deal with this on my own or talk to a doctor. It’s hard to talk to my friends at this point because I don’t want to play the victim card. I haven’t talked to my parents or brother either. This is my first time here and I hope this is a good first step honestly I just want some opinions I don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t want this to progress to something worse because lately it’s been feeling that way.",4.673165869218501,5.179200447368423,5.343487506645404,84.44057416267944,69.38011695906434,8.44040404040404,27.826156299840523,8.438071523408619,1.7626210526315784,1331,42,275,19,22,431,164,342,0.109,0.7340000000000001,0.157,0.9396,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,10,19,3,0,9,0,36,6,3,0,3,59,55,24,0,8,17,2,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,20,18,1,1,9,6,0,6,12,6,1,3,22,7,37,13,40,31,10,42,0,1,0,1,20,16,1,12,17,189,57,5,0.17433891298105886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725319707996867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005318686588144,0.0,0.0864486777069171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278285509896201,0.1594130747969494,0.0,0.14834957427920145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986788204374581,0.07507892514463718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922163240419356,0.0,0.08920461857867949,0.0,0.08539288160203846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720626518516649,0.09006935041922487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344402668110149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217560569631327,0.0,0.08815099270144568,0.0,0.08369634822712872,0.0,0.0,0.22243888548092056,0.0,0.0,0.2693876234055879,0.08058675789558585,0.09108488645932733,0.0,0.0,0.14622720875481027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708366249302423,0.0,0.1561734223786946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058427849232319536,0.09209931671750653,0.0,0.08657893889666418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077357493751848,0.0958121072179291,0.0,0.19666188751117988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957782852561574,0.0,0.064079580366752,0.0,0.1344609173440607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540755953266874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259259933439055,0.0,0.0,0.09679136562305593,0.0,0.08321310964980577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240331204186647,0.0,0.08348424345458111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876293801384184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675289577880021,0.0,0.3442772883312403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932065052706493,0.0,0.1764402874471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210747519327439,0.0,0.08723240922951063,0.1777165667671786,0.0,0.06710730632073816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291104235366393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019052162028487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170933594149124,0.0,0.13840562306140802,0.10165842215565524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836467800733487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157717921860632,0.1542444117625654,0.06919105715796138,0.0,0.0,0.07837581001585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883312325885988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613427201700711 socialanxiety,majo334,2019/01/04,"Social Anxiety and videogames - thoughts on this? Hi there, I was wondering if here are any gamers that are playing regularly and noticed that their SA is affecting also the way they are playing videogames. Modern gaming has many opportunities to become more and more social through voice chat or cooperative gaming or multiplayer. Gestures, interactive communication.... Despite u can be anonymous, there are situations that get very social and challenging I think. For me personally its definitely voice chat that totally frightens me due to my phone anxiety. But also I noticed many other things that I can feel my social anxiety is the cause and affects it, and I'm not that different from my ""reality behavior"". I'm often stressed that people could notice my insecurities. I usually don't join toxic genres of multiplayer games with too many people and rude behavior. I'm simply too fragile for it and experiences from the past showed me I'm not confident enough, to ignore it, not even online. But also when I play games online (a good example is coop playing with 1 or 2 others in a session, which I prefer) I always feel shy and anxious that I'm annoying to others. For example I avoid running into their way, always rather stay behind other characters, let them go first up a ladder and such, and usually am very concentrated to not be a burden. I don't want to let them wait for me, so I don't even go for a short toilet break or so, when there is an active game and characters are preparing for a session that can easily wait until everyone is ready and such. Im never the person to let others wait. That's clearly part of my social anxiety but there are many more things. I love videogames but with social interactions I feel all of this is more a challenge to me than the game itself, and that's when I have less fun. I take the persons that are playing with me very serious and I cherish their presence, I could never offend someone or treat them unwell. And I notice that others often don't feel the same, they are not really aware of the fact that there is a real person behind this character. Do any have made similar experiences with SA and gaming? 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Don't read. When I started college I tried making friends by faking an outgoing personality. I persevered through the stomach aches and got a few phone numbers. No one replied to me so I said ""fuck it, I tried"". Then someone from my high school talked to me. Now we [coo](https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Coo). Not super close but this is the most social interaction I've had since elementary school so that's nice. 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I try to talk to someone, make a minor mistake or get tired of social interaction and want to be alone instead. repeat.:",2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,80.3888888888889,5.822222222222222,28.44444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.9559111111111105,151,7,25,2,4,50,27,36,0.35,0.525,0.125,-0.8519,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844244471794813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008424872852471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885658633950465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217143813060269,0.0,0.14347809381681684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666231871976803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598828791604151,0.2326854105705877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207298894671358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563634406098434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644957507102036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239570623529842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,simonoberst,2019/01/04,"There was so much to discover. Places, people. I played video games. I was just looking at my hometown on Google Maps. Now I am even more depressed than before doing that. It triggers thoughts and emotions connected with my time as a teenager. The feeling of being left alone. Of not being able to connect. To be left out. ​ I'm thinking about how I would behave differently now, but that possibility is gone. The people moved away, have kids. I was so much time at home. Playing videogames. Listening to music. And when I was walking through the streets, I was always in my head. So I barely know my hometown. I was not curious about the stuff around me, not curious about people or too anxious to connect. ​ There was so much to discover. Places, people. I played video games. ​ I'm very depressed right now. Life is much better now. I can connect. I'm mindfull about the things around me. I'm creative. But there is still this nagging feeling of having missed something. And not being able to get that back. I will never be a teenager anymore. I'm 37 now. 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Had them in my hand for 20 minutes before I put them back because I was too scared to talk to the person checking them out. 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Now when I say nervous, I mean extremely nervous, like I can't even say 'hello' without it coming out as a mumble under my breath and looking very awkward in the process. When they try make conversation with me my mind goes blank and I stumble over my words. They often point out how I don't talk which just makes it worse. I often feel like they see me as a bit weird. I'm highly aware of my awkward behaviour which just makes it so embarrassing. I don't even understand why I feel so uncomfortable around them but I've been like this around them from a young age. I'm naturally a very shy person but aren't family supposed to be the people we should feel most comfortable around? I get really down about this because I wish that I had a normal relationship with them and could just relax and be myself around them. Does anyone else experience this and have any tips on overcoming my shyness around them? 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I'm experiencing this especially hard since NYE. I'll have an amazing time with old friends, sometimes new friends, and over the next few days if I don't talk to them I get serious feelings of loneliness. I start to feel like I'm losing the great momentum of the friendship built by the good time we had, and every passing day moves me closer back towards acquaintance than true friend. Obviously that's all hogwash but I can't shake the feeling. 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Abort abort abort abort!""",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,6.121025641025642,74.33230769230771,67.46153846153847,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,2.1062923076923075,174,6,26,2,3,55,30,39,0.098,0.77,0.133,0.3331,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049267770136661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833333191628038,0.0,0.0,0.5917779165324798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936387747725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33945271325299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397486583735326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mememe96,2019/01/04,"Signed up for a language class, looking for tips and tricks! I decide to sign up for a language class (once a week) which means im gonna be around people haha. I'm looking for tips on how to socialize better. I always end up being alone while others find new friends, and it's starting to get boring and lonely. I'm not good at making friends, I never start the conversation, and when people try to talk with me, I feel like im bad at keeping the conversation going. Please do share your tips and tricks :) ",4.29785007072136,5.26048200990099,4.991598302687411,84.9741584158416,70.48514851485149,6.9595473833097605,25.319660537482317,6.868970318607317,0.9670611032531822,397,11,79,3,7,128,67,101,0.14,0.66,0.2,0.8265,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,12,2,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,1,18,16,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,6,7,16,13,0,16,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,0,9,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649525694779148,0.0,0.0,0.14983028962858416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602979356197387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503485447760625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925475686846766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948604382723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104735899139436,0.12864000446186202,0.0,0.0,0.16457810845983026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782388593071949,0.0,0.09407765133445584,0.0,0.10233630822785712,0.15103177810940782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890068328409486,0.0,0.0,0.16005195217942794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797171156897393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024221016840864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201962176203224,0.0,0.0,0.19614590954188807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388788831136569,0.17390997083848922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176563281037015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967177173392785,0.0,0.0,0.19765965220678916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355577807241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549049042507592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447311504353723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225377162721253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444390023426311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RoRa555,2019/01/04,"I don't know how to keep friends. I'm now in university for three 1/2 years. It took me two years to find any people that I would call friends, but now one and a half year later I wouldn't call them friends. I'm not writing with anyone (There is nothing I can talk about, because anxiety keeps me inside the whole day) and because I'm not in contact with anyone I'm not getting invited. The last time I saw a person, that wasn't my roommate was in the middle of october. I'm just so uninteresting and boring that people just keep disappering from my life and even if I ask someone to go out I often don't get an answer and then I'm affraid to ask again. It's just a big circle of Loneliness. How do I get out of that?",3.646578947368418,4.070006289473689,5.1656315789473695,85.1004210526316,71.6315789473684,7.922105263157895,27.7,7.908726449838941,1.5111768421052627,564,19,124,7,10,191,88,152,0.064,0.877,0.058,-0.2133,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,29,27,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,4,1,13,3,17,21,1,20,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,11,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250480678592484,0.0,0.11531168002535525,0.0,0.0,0.21079450010141895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818333087502181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377302317275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30783408944860163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721145123989797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955888840660494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377688412886977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493719086362937,0.0,0.2362580747245657,0.0,0.08566603868676788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019399457942328,0.0,0.0,0.08283988290680754,0.1228689489838988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646841985661093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463406906979412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214177548921534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209001008798658,0.13161577969611826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771707432933752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121154891622346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789465165097023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747186636049305,0.0,0.0,0.14724595944085292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828997824932904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707764983098184,0.0,0.0,0.2912047332622017 socialanxiety,throwaway2818372,2019/01/04,"Should I go to a party or not? As written in the title a friend invited me to a party, but i am shy and have social anxiety so I still have a little fear and doubt about going. First, my friend is not the host, but he has already asked if he could take a friend. Second, the party is about 15 people and he doesn't anyone but most. He said that they usually take friends even though this time is not as big as normal(70 people). I would love an honest opinion if I should or shouldn't go because I do want to meet new people, but I don't know the line between anxiety and common sense so I am really insecure rn. Thanks for everything",2.9173282442748096,4.158382603053436,4.381595419847328,86.98124809160306,74.11450381679391,7.377404580152671,23.023664122137408,7.908726449838941,1.0403581679389309,495,13,104,7,10,165,80,131,0.116,0.637,0.247,0.969,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,3,10,0,16,1,0,0,0,25,28,18,0,8,11,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,2,1,11,7,11,21,1,12,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,7,6,73,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757321272559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364579434996705,0.0,0.0,0.11134863660498516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488736881849859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707499752231533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714512233511804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518060462345716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431202046174457,0.0,0.0,0.17919623344440894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545472530676111,0.0,0.0,0.4921328361795131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715098336967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087517539724724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960651484312352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372590114898506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380095972530633,0.0,0.0,0.15602745208787872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312037652917932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201718512048663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147959084187113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233143329591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271742106406734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394666283750676,0.0,0.0,0.14661249358476916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645857018526405,0.0,0.09285773226053694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753871768428531,0.0,0.09392752701592427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312392224473973,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AggravatingCrow89,2019/01/04,"If almost nobody accepts their mistakes, how the hell do you stay friends with them? Something i never understood. EVERY person i have met turns out to be the same. Maybe its my fault to even continue living in this fuc*ed up world. :(",3.1339534883720934,6.0558479767441895,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,80.86046511627906,5.300465116279072,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.8391990697674414,185,6,32,2,5,56,40,43,0.236,0.669,0.095,-0.8214,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,6,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748263998223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260235214860635,0.0,0.28395875931077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603852851371915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975999423819363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385876999540239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259935062047957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942779154039352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945891455905395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35922464365377565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665872742317288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sammaboo,2019/01/04,"How do you even deal with surprise social interactions? What are you even supposed to do when you bump into someone unexpectedly? Like at a mall or grocery store? I never know what to say or if I should say hi? And if they start a convo how the hell do you get out of it without seeming rude? And when you’re with other people it’s even worse, and there’s the awkward how do I involve everyone in the convo problem too! Anyone have advice?",1.142386363636362,3.686107556818184,2.9504545454545443,88.15818181818182,87.06818181818181,4.563636363636364,21.63636363636364,6.11248444174946,0.4012363636363636,347,12,67,3,11,115,60,88,0.142,0.782,0.076,-0.8004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,10,6,2,1,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,20,11,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,10,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,5,5,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320406765740799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603577353754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448082091482787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705152280873163,0.0,0.0,0.22690077405049466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240617194234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305004070938625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160097179623543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831418279080554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462310045715586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721471488723144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776713977584045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161723485463082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205797141783894,0.20119693084991053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680736086745687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890051271135736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419894329707667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hereinthedarkness,2019/01/04,"Driving lessons are stressful - for social reasons Not because of the driving, that's actually pretty fun by now. But being stuck in a car with a near-stranger for 50 minutes? Practising something I'm not good at yet? Oh hell nope. My instructor is really nice, but I keep thinking, what if he thinks I suck, what if he thinks I don't do anything right, what if he hates driving with me? I mean, logically I know he doesn't. It's literally his job to teach me until I don't suck anymore, and I doubt you'd become a driving instructor if you were anything but patient (plus, I don't such *that* much, he's probably seen much, much worse), but my mind just won't get the memo. Anyone else?",2.266676024705223,4.3960244379562035,3.6791240875912434,87.45524985962946,78.34306569343065,6.55115103874228,27.32678270634475,7.61054688173877,1.5927241998877033,536,23,109,8,13,176,89,137,0.17800000000000002,0.775,0.047,-0.956,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,4,2,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,26,24,11,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,0,0,5,8,6,0,0,3,1,15,3,11,18,3,11,1,0,1,0,9,3,3,5,3,66,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.1734812768275716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630352755418313,0.12430335386557402,0.18214994326215736,0.2925848610720235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836906617297408,0.196336846777651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850693498065307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287930836891646,0.0,0.0,0.14910796446925986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551451147562755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641275255810546,0.15801324130288613,0.0,0.0,0.09769965795306153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936474408026631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795005419132881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920518981615216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808595445506261,0.19166988399677293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388624637936412,0.1827807502918136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181758450307714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121767999792726,0.0,0.13685871366495875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363892596532515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417302122420609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116636841212672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,road_to_recovery1,2019/01/04,"Anyone else get overwhelmed by a haircut? The whole idea of being in stuck in a chair and feeling like you need to start a conversation , then putting trust in a stranger to make sure they don’t make a mess of your hair? Idk this one really gets me",5.3665333333333365,5.472975120000001,5.07,88.39833333333334,67.8,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.4298666666666664,196,6,43,2,3,60,41,50,0.111,0.6779999999999999,0.21,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,7,10,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,4,3,8,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812299336387512,0.2903227537946044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367002786222488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326888902611726,0.2024233402015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960744987704226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198645690396289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842915952569468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782729945024029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009840409148528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200343744915396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848422588047068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815195112117115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055465004079287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705144064768993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163470985045313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinkchalkboard,2019/01/04,"Does anyone else replay previous social interactions over and over in the their head and regret just about everything? I don't think I have a hard time while I am actually interacting with people, but I find myself pondering over the interactions AFTER it has ended. For example, I hang out with a group of people during the day. All is fine. Then as soon as I am making my way home, I start kicking myself. ""Was I really the best version of myself?"" ""Did these people like me?"" ""Damn I shouldn't have laughed so loudly."" ""I should have asked more questions to be more involved."" ""Will these people want to hang out with me again?"" I feel like it's getting worse and worse and it kind of sucks because I hate getting this crappy feeling every time I hang out with a group of people I like. Anyone with similar experiences? 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I always feel like a fool when I go. I'm not a guy that's into sports and I'm not a good small talker. I have a heart issue and can't work at the moment and I end up feeling like a lazy douche when they ask what I do. This is all on me and not on them, but getting past myself is the hardest part. My hair is very long and I want to donate it to wigs for kids, but then I start panicking about having to ask to have a ponytail trimmed and cut off for it. I'd also like a straight razor shave on my face and I start panicking about that. I'm nervous that the haircut I want is stupid or I'll order it wrong. I've been driving past places without being able to stop for months. I don't know why it's so hard for me, but it is. I want that shave and a swept back fade and I'm not sure I won't look like like a twat. I'm sorry for babbling, but my brain just emptied.",1.5549999999999995,2.5027298846153845,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,77.07692307692308,5.776923076923077,22.615384615384606,5.602791699666715,0.0578788461538462,728,20,176,3,16,244,111,208,0.226,0.67,0.104,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,9,13,2,1,12,0,15,4,4,0,2,32,35,20,0,3,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,2,3,1,1,2,8,6,0,0,1,5,21,7,20,32,2,28,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,20,108,32,1,0.1452684712396586,0.0,0.14176107270100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161711439663019,0.12087500528599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161282161385564,0.0,0.0,0.11170248749570584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216765707138012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866474755169938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690420777590352,0.20755964975925026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179356097536215,0.0,0.08255941991873142,0.12184430145989025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383862560377544,0.0,0.0,0.1301320165950748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214383785941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516225420404953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983575269458631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548541862689257,0.0,0.0,0.12855802571489933,0.12198892904192755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595190780143776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731159804337064,0.2773503865367957,0.0,0.0,0.15177463362743598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261616024788506,0.20564354327229692,0.0,0.0,0.24290189329581585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691381496163826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986170251777045,0.2570493243403748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108220022849928,0.0,0.0,0.14003362235754582,0.0,0.10575717720161364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588282686739037,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tomeonyt,2019/01/04,Looking at my old messages noticing how confident and social I used to be Makes me feel like I lost my original self. But I know it's still in there somewhere...,5.262812499999999,5.68564965625,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,68.0625,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.8867625,127,6,25,2,2,41,29,32,0.067,0.7,0.233,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355346763633774,0.2310832410688609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776773575438018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802851000180418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716288751713081,0.0,0.353099922438809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591519409622525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682666965049581,0.3394217823304844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374442194743986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297315192993863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583193213960565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936963868701364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,noidontknowhy,2019/01/04,"I found this on Quora , feel so bad for this guy. He was answering a question about involuntary celibacy. Here it goes.. I may be 2 years late to answer this question, just as I’m late to the pleasures of having sex, but I’ll answer anyway. Take it or leave it. I’m the 40 year-old virgin. Not Steve Carell, but a more realistic real-life version of what the film would have people believe being an Incel is like. There are many reasons for this, but to save time, let’s just say that I suffer from various disorders and body image issues due to my unattractive appearance. It’s not something I’ve imagined, either. It’s been confirmed by others all my life exactly what I look like, so I have no doubts about that. The problem is that I can’t accept my flaws. The majority of people seem to grow out of their esteem issues at a certain point, but I never did. I started feeling insecure at the age of 14 (puberty) and now, at 40, there seems to be no stopping the progression of depression and feelings of hopelessness. It’s getting worse all the time. I’m stuck in a catch-22. I want to have a girlfriend, but I feel too ugly to pursue one. And if any woman (ANY woman) showed interest, I’d panic and reject her because I don’t feel worthy of being loved. So if you add this conundrum to my general feelings of worthlessness, it all becomes a bit too much to cope with, really. All my friends and relatives have families of their own. And growing up, I was the only one anyone knew who didn’t even date. Instead, I hid away in my room, waiting for…something. And today, nothing’s changed. I’m on disability because my social anxiety prevents me from having a job. I can’t socialize or make friends. I never travel and I don’t have any hobbies. All I do is read books and play video games like an overgrown man-child. And the only contact I ever have with another human being is when someone delivers the food I’ve ordered online. I left my apartment today for the first time in 3 months, and only because I had an obligation I couldn’t get out of. And I hated every minute of being away from home! Home is “safe”. Home is the place where no one can judge you. And it’s an absolute torment to depend on being in it, and never taking any risks. I’ve tried therapies and medication. Nothing worked. And now I don’t even want to meet with a therapist, because hey, people judge you, and therapists are people! I haven’t even met my parents for the last 16 years because I can’t stand them looking at me either. It’s a nightmare. You could argue that this isn’t strictly an Incel problem. I’ve got other things going on here. And that’s true. But it’s also undeniable that someone who can’t stand the way they look, and who fears being looked at by others, is inevitably going to have to deal with the realities of being an Incel. Women don’t exactly throw themselves at someone who doesn’t want to live but is too afraid to end it all, do they? And rightfully so. I don’t think it would be fair for me to start going after women. They don’t need to deal with my problems. It’s more than enough that I have to. Still, it’s a burden to live with the knowledge that you don’t have a choice in the matter. I’d have to be completely rehabilitated before I could even dream of starting to date anyone. And like I said, I’m 40 now, so even if my mental state improves, I don’t see how could possibly “get out there” before I’m 55 or so. And what’s the point of having your first girlfriend at 55? My best years are behind me, and all that remains is to grow ever more bitter and lonely. And Christmas is just around the corner as I write this. Ho ho ho… Anyway, THIS is what can happen if you being Incel is caused by mental issues. What I wouldn’t give for a simple “dry spell”! 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""i hope i don't do something wrong/embarass myself"" well maybe if you actually thought about the thing you're doing you might be able to get it right for once. stupid brain. and so what if i don't get it right? who cares? 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I am such a romantic and loving person, but nobody will ever know. I am almost 19 and the most intimate I've been with someone is rubbing feet together under a blanket in psych ward with a girl who I think liked me too to a certain level. ​ Back then I looked good. Now, I gained another 100 pounds from social isolation and binge eating to fill the void. There are no mirrors in my apartment anymore, I couldn't handle seeing myself anymore. ​ I hate every single cell of me.",3.9991199999999982,5.774966872,5.238600000000002,79.76830000000002,72.28,7.240000000000001,27.7,7.908726449838941,1.9418,509,19,89,7,10,169,89,125,0.123,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.3461,0,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,0,7,0,12,3,1,0,2,15,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,3,16,4,11,16,2,15,0,2,2,1,7,6,0,2,7,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322457017540524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292825736753149,0.4814264102192133,0.0,0.1384834277523403,0.0,0.0,0.2619493158463274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155112395239617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351371828214148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946187186968545,0.11127187281763706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107712642560633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038850339512725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516078557395515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452110828097303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090274828869033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191953337795745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541436297122103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531552981617695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648337161972556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460529615385136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524004421582166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462534741435306,0.11189966831381368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462299511025315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191696358943562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814264102192133,0.0 socialanxiety,TheStiffmeisterr,2019/01/04,"How do I spot negative maladaptive thoughts and nip them in the butt? I, along with many others have cognitive distortions, how do I get past my mental block that’s stopping me from exposure?",8.044,8.379838685714287,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,62.14285714285714,12.714285714285715,37.5,12.161744961471696,4.886714285714287,154,7,27,5,2,48,31,35,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447456731958281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749345463515726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720871932345664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471883170004092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916449881881019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718967954730709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Connseanolly,2019/01/04,Anxiety = Patience I had the choice while verifying a new account for a website to either verify instantly with a phone call or wait 3-5 days for a code in the post. 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The idea was to shove myself into more social settings to try and work on my social anxiety. I had been seeing a therapist, Stephen, for a few months, but he quit his job right before Christmas and now I'm on a waiting list to get another one. I'm not sure how long that will take, and I really don't have many people to talk about this with and I'm really scared atm, so I figured trying to think of what he'd tell me might help me while I wait to see somebody else. This is how I imagine our conversation would go ​ Me: Today was the first day, Stephen, and I received a good old hard \*\*dicking\*\* right off the bat. I managed to get in the classroom, and it was going along fine, but at the end of the first class, the Professor mentioned all of the group work we'd be doing. The prof seemed super cool at first, but when he said group work, I wished nothing but misery on him and his family, Stephen. I prayed to actual God that he'd no longer feel happiness for the rest of his life Stephen: But that's good; this is what we were looking for. This is the opportunity you wanted and needed to put yourself out there, to put yourself in a social setting and to make friends. This sounds like the perfect chance for that. Me: Yeah but it's just not going to happen. There's 60 people in the class and everybody in college is apparently hot, which I didn't know. What little confidence I had been feeling lately was immediately gone when I looked around the class and saw everyone. Even the men, Stephen. I looked across my row of people and the two guys I saw were like, models out of a J Crew catalog. This one guy had his arms folded and you could SEE his biceps. In the meantime, I realized the hoody I was wearing had a giant fucking grease stain on it. The fucking chicken tacos, Stephen. I KNEW I should have stripped naked before eating them. I won't be making that mistake again. And I felt like the professor kept looking directly in my eyes more than anyone else and I felt awkward, so I started staring at his forehead instead and kinda missed everything else he was saying. I just felt so out of place. Everyone here is normal, I just don't belong here. Stephen: You remember the distortions we talked about? Remember mind-reading? We have no idea what other people are thinking. And when it comes down to it, who would care about somebody having a stain on their shirt? Would you? Of course not. Chances are, the majority of people in that class were feeling the same way you were- nervous. But the point is, you showed up. You already accomplished that much and you need to count your wins when they happen. You can't keep being so hard on yourself, you have to give yourself a little credit. Me: I'm just so scared. He said every Friday, we'd all be doing some sort of group work, and he said he'd let us just form our own groups. Everybody's going to go with their friend and I'll just be sitting there awkwardly by myself just like high school and it makes me feel so bad. I just feel like I can't relate to anyone. Everybody is sexy and 18 while I'm 25 and ALREADY HAVE A TOUCH OF GREY IN MY HAIR. I don't know what's happening in the World anymore. I've spent the last two years watching Law and Order re-runs. I just don't fit in Stephen: But you've made connections before. Every job you've had, people have always liked you, so why would this be any different? Chances are, out of 60 people, there's at least one person in there with similar interests as you. And even if you don't have a lot in common with your group, you can certainly still get along with people. Me: I know this is probably good for me, but I immediately went home and spent hours trying to find a way to get out of the class. I just want to drop it right now Stephen: But that's avoidance, and you know how negative the avoidance cycle can be. It'll only make things worse. It's going to be scary, it's going to be uncomfortable and it's not going to be fun. But I think you know it's a step in the right direction, and you need to push yourself",3.536267423214504,5.135196759149945,4.274891187509912,86.93014643429842,73.14403778040142,7.229089499374439,25.274612768506927,7.862644347479195,1.3066649597349729,3353,107,679,46,67,1072,349,847,0.08199999999999999,0.782,0.13699999999999998,0.9949,5,2,0,0,0,0,112.0,8,19,4,15,43,36,2,7,44,2,74,12,8,8,5,141,155,60,0,15,26,0,13,6,2,9,1,5,1,4,37,48,1,7,26,1,4,16,16,12,0,9,33,33,92,24,96,96,15,103,1,1,13,3,73,48,3,7,38,448,129,23,0.0,0.0,0.051943768559474655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747892118456535,0.0,0.044290743428866367,0.057673535901522466,0.06467899014861757,0.03619750553392675,0.055815186303937496,0.04071999457119437,0.0,0.05278880694771309,0.07443782709505249,0.05453934089576175,0.0,0.04738504314655162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444394279746234,0.0,0.0,0.13588172621824124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427045340584587,0.0,0.0,0.045852019909611935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042498978527847925,0.0,0.0,0.06865652752394501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055612914689004166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054466495798007566,0.13339785136200927,0.0,0.0471450430026368,0.0,0.0,0.07031442772388155,0.0,0.08969535795736387,0.1017250694031025,0.04783874041904967,0.0,0.050179508813550974,0.0,0.13457076092424566,0.03802676645978793,0.1533243938248328,0.0,0.04865028822858161,0.18110604187031584,0.0,0.0,0.08224909636138349,0.09841859743684177,0.1112397000092245,0.051062050982716885,0.24200987303238575,0.13393773215879354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541004150037836,0.14121053159294325,0.05666319803954512,0.09536535275024703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035678237485039205,0.05623929919089698,0.05339296837033634,0.0,0.05241978524655326,0.0,0.0,0.12017799186122527,0.0,0.0,0.10564302220263258,0.0473123289479102,0.0,0.0,0.14626617102022352,0.04338869171355916,0.06004456452761842,0.0,0.0,0.05443019907855158,0.037597175564622366,0.15602983278314356,0.10669876630177297,0.0,0.04710593823088696,0.17879561931185164,0.0,0.0,0.04525334259802508,0.0,0.05036651149117314,0.14212292718484526,0.05396579209175028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646749525618985,0.053746057072841705,0.0,0.04248683329005885,0.0,0.03912939662002807,0.11840575703385305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215306111830343,0.05107460498395963,0.0,0.055854820056812735,0.0,0.10820792505577377,0.04048300861632823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29521796722705523,0.04647745860203409,0.055612914689004166,0.0,0.0503185548537568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738980180579002,0.0,0.0,0.107019576326142,0.0,0.05661553138979743,0.053243346030685326,0.0,0.06819964588935756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059602876744205,0.18182890089111906,0.1518987380804401,0.04232979075248849,0.10658291265721223,0.05387053057899534,0.12724972445899266,0.048457629223448935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403153048065884,0.0,0.0,0.16278060781256418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302715633384453,0.0,0.042508701459019055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501676474469268,0.0,0.08004307920381135,0.08556681383968713,0.04652444105180587,0.0,0.0,0.12360580745738675,0.035362943545337165,0.1023208693127431,0.0,0.0,0.031038223857960838,0.0,0.10090962533436623,0.0,0.0,0.1084168717642075,0.0,0.1039938828008306,0.0,0.06402786274564963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279161764935534,0.08450131235558628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049343762069910715,0.04803084049241756,0.0,0.06121065582326201,0.0,0.0,0.15500521352996513,0.0,0.05424483888779179,0.15124925138043574,0.0,0.06467899014861757,0.034277693161512635 socialanxiety,tahax283,2019/01/04,"I don't know how to use my voice when speaking to other people I am bad at enunciating, I often stumble over my words as I speak, I often use the wrong words accidentally in a sentence that don't make sense and I sometimes stutter. I also have a 'shallow' voice. In other words, it is comes out weakly projected (this is especially noticeable in situations in which I lack confidence/am shy). Furthermore, it is comparably high-pitched with other people. In general, my voice is a mess and I'm not confident at all with how I sound when I speak to other people. I am hoping that you have some advice for me or any other people who are in a similar situation to me. I want to solve this problem so that I can speak to other people online and in person without hesitation and without being self-conscious about my voice and how I sound to other people. That is my ultimate goal. To be honest, I have often been quite jealous of my friends because they can use their voice so much better than I can. They talk without stuttering and have a comparably deep voice to mine. Thanks for reading about my issue and I hope to hear your advice.",5.68307240704501,6.390997036529686,6.836741682974563,73.90818493150687,67.21917808219177,9.362165688193086,30.711350293542075,9.424239791934726,2.792951467710372,897,33,161,17,14,303,114,219,0.123,0.759,0.118,-0.5092,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,3,13,14,1,0,6,0,20,1,0,7,1,38,32,17,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,13,0,1,17,11,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,13,32,6,33,29,4,15,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,7,2,132,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434164640955589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960211005744793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469786287538833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399354643852196,0.07592415811967122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015382276312742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728827960876874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622655736196724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037622559977805,0.0,0.0,0.13159327917262134,0.0,0.2474113138459886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299972144880324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844909290651374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313769153836068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155813972356604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418003172311974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180812297226999,0.1087517318501969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917695488763408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247361782363445,0.1245831046812642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993218725293912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999748768174393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231825411664398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010808974785594,0.0,0.11466835363751038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32271207605695224,0.0,0.0,0.07346246299215599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36018353068413994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361752166379709,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tempomiles,2019/01/04,"Despite me actually being a lot more social this year and turning my life around, I can’t get rid of my social anxiety/insecurity I really wish I could put a “success” flair on this post, because I know I should. I’m currently a Junior in high school who had a really rough time during my first two years of school. I had toxic friends that would berate me constantly, I was lonely and I had pretty bad grades. This year however has been completely different. My grades are great, I dropped my toxic friends and became close to some great people and I am a lot more social in general. However, I still feel that my social anxiety /insecurity is trying it’s best to ruin all that I have accomplished. Maybe I’m still recovering from the old friends that I have, but I constantly worry about whether or not my new friends REALLY like me. I still feel social pressure when I’m around them and the slightest things make me anxious and insecure. It can be little things such as someone not replying to my text right away to me being worried about how they said hi to me in the halls. It’s stupid because I know that what I’m telling my self isn’t true, but at the same time I can’t fully convince myself. No one knows I feel this way, but I feel like what I’m going through is going to make me isolated again and I can’t go back to that. Has anyone else gone through something like this before?",4.71535119617225,5.7599130327272725,5.544918660287081,81.08748325358852,69.58181818181818,8.84401913875598,28.655502392344488,9.134995656068208,2.293581818181817,1104,39,216,21,19,361,148,275,0.117,0.72,0.163,0.9225,4,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,12,20,1,3,9,0,24,1,0,3,2,38,46,15,0,4,7,0,5,3,4,2,1,1,0,1,19,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,7,7,0,3,7,6,39,13,23,33,8,38,0,2,0,0,16,13,0,4,20,148,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.08778709642150469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881845866865885,0.1016281674099893,0.0,0.06290148833847682,0.0921737199814363,0.0,0.16016532750720994,0.0,0.0,0.08451952761366781,0.0691729884196769,0.07511208369961453,0.10967645425726218,0.0,0.07654856095512302,0.0,0.09440651635720174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432039575738167,0.19442763843503774,0.0,0.07182501442050504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939881036643426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514927754057625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819440782583294,0.06426679284890928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651915716310938,0.0,0.0,0.27800868335500795,0.0,0.04699991231589133,0.0,0.15337747419975387,0.0,0.0,0.19836043163630396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504671912851784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831749194925786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354076664053898,0.13184840410146406,0.09016264265331997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296000502926896,0.0,0.0,0.12009678406561004,0.0,0.09037599860416784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688305101505636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439693364409994,0.0,0.060958608471426125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062366307049536635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615594254214576,0.0915207367997182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043373369391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289029239608736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682457250126369,0.08557169631685106,0.0,0.0,0.1820868063048258,0.0,0.0,0.09384695164700703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585098241774944,0.07622204618892826,0.06925490353965025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155243397172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862821096422967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952964603283445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491173921858446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061076317969914674,0.09784965900642924,0.08787696070059177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714053394779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034485154581666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827156480074832,0.0,0.0639043574563326,0.0,0.0,0.17379211625150298 socialanxiety,_lemontree,2019/01/04,"So I just had this crazy New Years resolution idea... Go to every social event you get invited to on Facebook. Facebook is shit, but most of the things I’ve ever gotten invited to seem like they would be fun, aside from the social part. I want to try and be more social this year and meet new people. So I’m gonna try this out. If I don’t make it to everything I’m not gonna beat myself up about it, but if I make it to some if not most, that’s a huge step!",3.4017161716171604,2.93368978217822,4.9948019801980195,89.23431518151816,71.97029702970299,8.317491749174918,22.773927392739267,7.793537801064563,0.6596323432343238,352,6,87,4,6,120,67,101,0.07,0.835,0.095,0.5446,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,1,21,17,9,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,12,10,5,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,7,7,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204697380033,0.16025187524478776,0.0,0.17093967928965592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937175643258772,0.0,0.10809515917096804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471287921130452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292221235319277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539202263675234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673930847172705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596828619527904,0.0,0.13186087310275868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315112241740688,0.0,0.0,0.19523777628629546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816554668938281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263605641667567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582669070662729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218500831164577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511276790158142,0.0,0.0,0.2449653909986705 socialanxiety,PapaRoger,2019/01/04,"Do you ever get anxious when waking someone up? Usually with guys mostly, like my roommates and even my brother. It's just the thought of them lashing out because of interrupting their slumber or something. Silly but yeah it happens alot.",3.7135714285714263,6.991757023809528,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,85.90476190476191,4.704761904761905,35.57142857142857,6.42735559955562,2.8204000000000007,193,12,27,2,6,60,39,42,0.069,0.805,0.125,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,10,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914186233105832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120821042544974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228843758341384,0.31340686870972995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101911549962726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34306515525653497,0.3063870845398667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927039728692328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935675132744099,0.2667337185333586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750627951645791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815937439919635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KidKid604,2019/01/05,"Replied to a group text by accident This happened a few days ago. I replied to a close friends group text and made sure that it wouldnt send to everyone as a group conversation just my friend... but life isn't great and I sent it to everyone. I didn't know everyone in the group and I'm bombarded with mean ass texts and my anxiety is through the roof. Haven't been able to focus. Some of them were saying how they know who I am or what I look like and that triggers me more. ​ How do I get away from this? What can I do? ;-; ",0.8044594594594621,2.9837978468468522,1.9436261261261296,97.60300675675678,84.04504504504506,6.222522522522524,21.862612612612615,7.492282038375204,0.6112396396396393,415,14,99,7,12,131,74,111,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.8272,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,11,2,1,4,1,20,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,2,12,5,13,14,3,7,0,0,1,1,13,3,1,2,3,64,21,0,0.19271539913108188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708305735478928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880705444288392,0.23417030369585204,0.0,0.0,0.1474267528500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106246128666265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242854894923592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524434675202319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778287863491376,0.0,0.10068584201121893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246940788714244,0.0,0.0,0.1704175909992363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118226868387013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136120585677729,0.09415100958463424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183239865657958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823519703212423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992356610892868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325502041877448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163198298797772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417030369585204,0.0 socialanxiety,Artstu16,2019/01/05,"Why am I so awkward about eye contact? I consider myself, actually, to be somewhat confident. But forever since I was a kid I have always been way too aware of eye contact. When I was a kid I would just avoid it completely and now as a 25 year old, I maintain eye contact intentionally, but feel very uncomfortable and I’m always asking myself “am I holding eye contact too long? Do they think this is weird? do I seem genuinely interested? They’re looking away, are they creeped out? Should I look away? Where should I look?” It’s so distracting that I often lose what the other person is saying completely, just because I’m trying so hard to make my eye contact look natural. Anyone else similar? What does this mean?",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,5.2285294117647085,77.76254901960786,73.70588235294117,8.35686274509804,29.715686274509807,9.075114841892004,2.8253009803921563,568,25,101,13,12,189,88,136,0.145,0.79,0.065,-0.8721,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,12,6,0,3,4,0,15,5,5,2,0,20,27,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,12,17,1,8,20,1,10,0,1,9,0,12,4,0,3,5,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.154624193611219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636859310386209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079181688141504,0.16235059257278942,0.0,0.0,0.14812921740896634,0.0,0.2977376934513388,0.0,0.0,0.09658955580579297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322632990400073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866052852965066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236451498959514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011700332344954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193993982716846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402231281103732,0.5322318581036193,0.17726484843831442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576650298515107,0.0,0.0,0.17259833410581188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626645986795838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835229435095528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600567772322918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424678937971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310713504786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015282637734608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075770449166724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073771765093978,0.0,0.12577011299355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142976341254595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255822487264756,0.0,0.0,0.10203650622467064 socialanxiety,Tucker1237,2019/01/05,"How Do You Become More Open and Less Secretive? I've been struggling with this. I often fear that people will judge me and that all of basically everything about me is super embarrassing. I'm okay with opening up with people I don't know, like on Reddit and stuff, but I'm scared in real life, like even with my family. How can I become more open and less secretive?",4.806249999999999,5.908921569444447,5.759333333333338,79.419,69.41666666666667,9.093333333333334,24.12222222222222,9.3871,1.8628188888888888,291,7,56,6,5,96,49,72,0.189,0.759,0.052000000000000005,-0.853,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,20,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,9,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412050393481548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618317126333294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020588214519896,0.0,0.23098064261534515,0.27571274627644765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465518086543588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306306852675396,0.23940629615252285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397284937317208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788834953222978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530520763816085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561454341277688,0.2804863563920767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bomber187,2019/01/05,Always end up back where I started Is it just me or do you also try really hard to get better and end back at the beginning after a week. I go out and talk to random people like cashiers people walking there dogs and every thing is going so good I feel happy and all of a sudden I just get a huge dose of anxiety and I’m back at the start for another month. Makes me want to stop trying. ,2.6810040160642568,3.525354710843377,4.732710843373496,85.77007028112452,74.18072289156626,7.461044176706826,21.062248995983936,7.793537801064563,0.7472104417670677,303,6,65,4,6,105,60,83,0.063,0.747,0.189,0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,14,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,11,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,14,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972824238388627,0.1557908571070354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963276079988312,0.14323089577009995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319063207510002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655902496912603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331661475473988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577498548555942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466941650959222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564052064964568,0.0,0.212814928296662,0.1570401433541337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931045418517526,0.16772184087558936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147141329351548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249778787087213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494456778458146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596042456454021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994471603940815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650455633000155,0.0,0.0,0.15653316440376336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504888633153408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438769047992905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542345731772204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043345827375177,0.0,0.15018509295032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rax03,2019/01/05,Does anyone else drink and excessive amount of water to avoid conversation when at a restaurant with a group of people? Want to know if I’m alone on this or not,5.557187500000001,6.053140343750003,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,67.4375,8.9,25.375,8.841846274778883,1.5686375,129,3,26,2,2,41,29,32,0.133,0.825,0.041,-0.4404,0,2,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171156058237628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816041094292609,0.41265316630476057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524391579513213,0.0,0.0,0.39453038636747,0.0,0.0,0.33643632185919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133453614749932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27920815260477005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375455901633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SophieSnuggleBug,2019/01/05,"(SUCCESSFUL) Up till about 12, I would cry when talking to strangers(is this person gonna rape/murder me?) but today I went outside ALONE WITH A HOMELESS MAN to tell him about ways he can get out of his rut. He thanked me and left. I've not been forcibly penetrated. And I've not been murdered. *I'm okay* Even the worst anxiety ridden people can, with a little hard work(and some pills), become ""fairly normal""",1.0138461538461527,3.5412137179487218,1.7269230769230788,93.36807692307691,97.71794871794873,3.938461538461538,20.102564102564106,5.873414542411696,0.14422564102564106,322,11,61,3,13,99,63,78,0.17,0.728,0.101,-0.5975,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,11,10,5,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,3,10,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616863050169249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328918922828192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790503102438941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775422978729966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688384746757906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200782349803272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633956496895094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745229033402516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323822175454075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755953446175102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751671449488153,0.2206186514802059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308377059092705,0.22084166721780552,0.23262137638240374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394983087744215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005549156616452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422438692350106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839442291487816,0.0,0.0,0.1794870399576992,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amerikkkanidol_,2019/01/05,"Is going to a counselor too much for moderate social anxiety? My Social anxiety and intense fear of not being able to hold a conversation with other people really interferes with my every day life. I want to get help I've been noticing this since freshman year of hs. I'm 18 and took everyone's advice that ""I'll grow out of it"" but it just never happened. I tried smoking Marijuana to help me cope, I've read hundreds of books, watched hundreds of self help videos on YouTube. nothing helped me I can't take it anymore. I've never dated a girl, never kissed anyone, I'm in college and have little to no friends, even when I'm with friends I've known for years I freeze up and can't continue a conversation and feel nervous being around them unless I'm intoxicated. I constantly feel like everyone is better than me and I don't know whats wrong with me. I can barely afford to get a therapist but I'll be willing to take however many jobs I need to pay for one. 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At work I'm generally okay. However when I see a coworker in public or go to a social event I get mega nervous. Even my voice and movements go weird plus I know the people I'm around so I dont know why a wig out so much. At work I make direct eye contact, talk in a normal/confident clear voice, and my movements are normal. Over places I feel awkward as fuck, then my voice goes weird and I pronounce or say the wrong things, then it's almost like I have tics or I dont know what to do with my limbs/hands in other places so I start making spaz movements for no reason. 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Hello everyone. I've been ruminating about this situation lately and I feel like it's driving me crazy. How do you make a friend online? I guess more specifically in a game? I mean a more genuine connection with someone, not just calling someone a friend because you've played with them a few times. Earlier this year, I met this girl through a popular fps game. I only added her and didn't really play with her until December, when I started to see her online more often. I wanted to push through my anxiety and decided to invite her to play. She agreed and we had a pretty good time. Since the result was positive, I invited her like 10 more times throughout December. Doing this honestly took so much, since I would get really bad anxiety when messaging her to play. We mostly played as a duo with a few occasions where one of my friends or hers would join us. We kept most of the chat related to the game, with some banter included. I didn't really use voice chat because you know, SA. I think she is pretty shy herself, but I guess it mostly applies to voice chat. I honestly thought I was doing pretty good until I realized I didn't really know much about her as a human being. This started to get to me, especially since we payed with some other people that would casually ask her all kinds of things out of the blue. Heck, this guy basically scheduled a time to play with her the other day. He was obviously careless about me being in the group. Now please don't get me wrong. I don't believe she owes me anything, and I think she is free to talk to any person she wants. My point here is that I feel so inadequate. My SA makes me so bad at interactions. I just want to know what I can do to be a more social competent person. I don't want to make it sound like an interview if I ask her about herself. I also don't want to make things awkward. I just feel frustrated and mad at myself for not being able to do something others seem to do so easily. It just seems so weird that we've played a good number of times and I don't know much about her. I feel we could have had something more. I have also honestly developed feelings for this girl, so now I fee like shit for not knowing how to function socially. I mean, she is honestly a fun and nice person. Again I honestly respect her and I don't want to come off as an entitled person, I just feel like crap. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you! ​",3.5505905842791066,5.209456286885249,4.934672131147543,81.97014291719212,73.22131147540983,8.447751155947879,26.037410676754927,9.057496981413335,2.076938671710803,1940,66,382,42,39,647,210,488,0.095,0.6759999999999999,0.229,0.9964,1,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,6,4,1,1,30,42,4,1,23,0,39,2,2,9,2,85,84,30,0,12,11,0,6,5,4,4,0,3,0,8,20,23,0,1,20,14,4,4,12,10,0,1,13,11,76,33,53,61,17,30,0,0,2,0,63,8,4,12,23,268,96,2,0.0723638344826821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071310154892974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573866458293515,0.0,0.07840618442869536,0.08792997951284638,0.09841977781968668,0.0,0.11071627062145356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595492699809552,0.0,0.13530083368340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084155830730785,0.08822464368762907,0.0,0.0,0.08152926111632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389156576854566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233503587503021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777663353561865,0.0,0.0,0.04666868673066852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914674493220159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195359740263349,0.10339347562681182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363247606026992,0.0,0.11342135043022948,0.0,0.0,0.18208605325560331,0.0,0.0,0.15943384410702285,0.07165157316370578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535579796684393,0.19884635476958865,0.0,0.08162955724323591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676657144885732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321368572629616,0.0,0.0,0.15765085987330266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595872339028463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049035607036221736,0.05503595696334798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033594274760776,0.2527412362682581,0.0,0.07943375981033036,0.06840721364449813,0.0,0.0,0.22086010481095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543250140595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057664607105463686,0.1317546342349639,0.0,0.0,0.07428043620022927,0.1795803350139205,0.0813399818843462,0.0,0.14753163252506735,0.12262728425531558,0.1114184303237027,0.0,0.0,0.10243898900290888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058163309063847875,0.0,0.06662289640387394,0.0,0.0,0.09615063235559501,0.0927356464258632,0.0,0.0574488014604999,0.21097966910696805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039888272103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704478295873093,0.06249911892106767,0.0,0.0,0.25609238676112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562076718662756,0.07911849314176304,0.08792997951284638,0.046599936865338656 socialanxiety,overthinker356,2019/01/05,"My Girlfriend Just Broke Up With Me How am I going to find another one? I can't talk to girls, they don't like me or find me attractive (apart from the one who I stumbled on by dumb fucking luck then lost when I revealed all of my problems with depression and anxiety), and I'm just a miserable cynical person. I'm hurting like hell. I took my meds last night, slept until 2 PM and I would have gone all day had I not been woken up. I've just been eating, playing videogames, and watching TV all day. I miss holding her and kissing her, and I missed knowing that I was actually with someone who I might have a future with rather than overwhelmed by dreadful uncertainty. Could I find someone better? Yes. I'll admit, she probably wasn't right for me. But how do I know I'll ever find that person? I've been plagued by my anxiety so long, it no longer feels like anxiety. It's just hatred, bitterness towards all of the words and voices surrounding me, all of the pointless and trivial enjoyment everyone is experiencing. I'm locked off from the world. How can I be with the girl I might love one day if I can't be with anyone at all? After all this time of being with someone, being happy and fulfilled, once again I have to face the misery of loneliness, more vicious than ever before.",4.0756672192291745,5.482229248031498,5.0937629506837965,82.35345420638211,71.48031496062994,8.02453377538334,29.11645254869457,8.532816995589336,2.1744913385826767,1015,40,196,17,19,333,146,254,0.236,0.644,0.12,-0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,13,27,6,3,8,1,24,6,2,3,9,54,41,19,0,5,9,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,4,7,16,1,1,9,2,0,3,6,16,0,3,11,5,30,11,31,22,8,28,1,8,1,3,14,10,3,5,18,139,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.1158173444350063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444931964198158,0.2723761733562195,0.0,0.0,0.0829858104133322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099036659756516,0.0,0.0,0.10496533892240913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475860090243482,0.0,0.0,0.2296218656193892,0.0,0.10222136748215917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144218794566156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147108707321651,0.0,0.11340655219542276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060009616556792524,0.08478705398088555,0.0,0.0,0.4338959105118079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972038527683804,0.0,0.0,0.06745020047393015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634010404194945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705244891911954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044998449692838,0.0967423656799153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394734139178655,0.0,0.0,0.10503059027713996,0.0,0.0,0.12955635400467852,0.0,0.10711590862623104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182989467918946,0.0,0.0,0.2518075037231903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137581785353623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639336518051755,0.2412677184257932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725857906178724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279601890106903,0.11356346196374174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135450808999956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167878891737304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539278170903412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920492607486385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186101672170933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430889367705298,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,j-cf-,2019/01/05,"""You upset?"" Here's the setting: day of my bf's grandma's funeral. After we had a game night essentially with most off his cousins. This convo happens on the way back to the hotel. Bf's sister: hey ___(my name) are you ok? You look upset Me: No, why would you think that? I actually had a good time tonight Bf's sister: ____(name of cousin) said you looked upset The truth: I actually had a lot of fun at the game night, during the funeral yes I was upset. The previous night my bf and I had a fight and I'll admit I wasn't feeling great during the funeral (I can't be sad? Isn't it a funeral?) But after the funeral I was fine. This is the kinda shit that keeps me indoors. I played all the games, I interacted quite a bit. And I genuinely had fun playing games..... Is nothing enough for these people? This is probably just an instance of people not understanding my personality. Am I not good enough? My SA wasn't even that bad. It turns out my fears are true - ppl really are analyzing me. 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I feel horrible about myself. Why am I like this? I’m envisioning the nights of all of us gathered in the living room, everyone laughing and making jokes, meanwhile I’m over here anxious as hell barely being able to fake a smile (that’s another thing that I have noticed about myself in the past few years — it’s hard for me to let out a genuine smile?? I can’t explain it) and they’re all going to be worried about me and think their daughter/sister/niece is odd. I hate myself sometimes and I’m crying as I write this...lol Help me ",6.294571428571429,6.195894028571432,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,65.85714285714286,9.742857142857146,33.5,9.3871,3.0426,705,28,129,12,10,235,105,175,0.227,0.6659999999999999,0.107,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,0,10,10,2,2,7,0,12,2,1,2,2,24,27,11,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,4,20,5,25,22,5,15,1,0,0,0,10,8,1,1,6,90,28,0,0.1512289369949141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857672633309047,0.11568972286930612,0.34169130639746825,0.0,0.1057427889947697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218775633585448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688215080986228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027033849590516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661178861251038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445057300723588,0.0,0.0,0.1425651827680816,0.0,0.2293976833972989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718937799328607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547142315699592,0.149307266258947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136556869851288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449788890638324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464183415125868,0.10681747057050824,0.14776563949409674,0.0,0.13353792200907316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856943423511186,0.0,0.0,0.20189297951209245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191811284058153,0.14817224931141576,0.0,0.17217514710735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443651322725475,0.0,0.13204727461193416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30831771311441,0.0,0.0,0.1495692856018762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323223637843127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155209110619188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046978595368156,0.0969013964695013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190979087699094,0.0,0.0,0.1247797109963284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646059348147524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358032634562752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738647718926233 socialanxiety,chicken_biscuit95,2019/01/05,"Starting a new job on Monday; I’ve been freaking out ever since I got my offer letter a few weeks ago By some sort of magic, I managed to get past the interview stage for this job and get hired. I know it’s a great thing because I’ve been searching for a job for about 8 months and they’re going to pay me more than I asked for but I felt more dread than happiness when I received my offer letter. This will be my second corporate job and at my first (which was just an internship) I made a pretty bad impression of myself. I let my anxiety get control of me and I could tell a few of my coworkers didn’t like me because of how shy I was. None of them even said bye to me on the day I left. I’m also scared they’re going to realize how incompetent I am with the tasks I’ll be assigned. I’m going to be working with databases and programming and haven’t worked with any of that since I left college, which was over a year ago. That’s a whole other matter entirely though I guess since my social anxiety is an even bigger problem to me. Does anyone have any tips on how I can survive this first week? There’s going to be so much attention on me (it’s a small department) and I’m so bad at talking to people and somehow manage to always become the outcast everywhere I go.",4.118003095975233,4.435087319548874,5.506337903582487,83.45398717381691,70.54135338345864,8.514462627156126,27.67713401149933,8.4952907291091,1.8110754533392293,1001,32,210,15,17,338,145,266,0.134,0.794,0.07200000000000001,-0.9459,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,15,10,0,2,15,0,18,0,0,5,1,31,37,17,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,4,0,1,7,3,6,0,3,10,2,31,4,35,20,8,35,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,4,17,144,42,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901788419234282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578471691128929,0.08925820781378807,0.0,0.0,0.14589614990215907,0.0,0.16412430482000684,0.0,0.0,0.07500649713328914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028406459688427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791338945868554,0.13078302070643594,0.11847258080351315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031374003589383,0.08564730152711866,0.0,0.0,0.06918103114872683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387372486897308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170319385506966,0.09703291580719946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029971467884683,0.0,0.0,0.1824896069712123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813427860801444,0.0,0.3048233934987774,0.0,0.08579455507528504,0.11826684502936766,0.1181712890163773,0.0,0.0,0.11419215651980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258003411021343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895343034834371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331008829194063,0.10969204047121058,0.0,0.05240727580800245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150257596725427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562282548371547,0.0,0.07885665366507026,0.0,0.0,0.1036031656647768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024024709664442,0.07436832346085273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109133345867199,0.0,0.10264402362046847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020394487320012,0.0,0.10739715605175347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662074641610312,0.0,0.0,0.10934945013603772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592708714896386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622050410976809,0.09375973186117076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126619965064221,0.0,0.10539338113057883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720929261963493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976443185231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618938056096146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907911727653444 socialanxiety,GlitterRitz,2019/01/05,"After 20 years of suffering with anxiety, I finally conquered two big milestones! I can now purchase things from people in shops something I couldn't do until 2012! I can now order fast food! i still struggle and have to rehearse what im going to order but its a MASSIVE step forward! This has only happened in the last couple of weeks. My next step is to make phone calls/take phone calls from people i dont know. I also hope to find full time work and face the interviewing process. Its going to be so hard but I hope I can do this, Im so scared but.. seeing myself manage those 2 things alone gives me some hope I can live a somewhat adult life! 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socialanxiety,ddisbroken,2019/01/05,"Feel rejected I’ll state some facts I still don’t believe in: + Many say I’m likeable + Boys say I’m handsome + My grades are good then what I think I made up but I still believe in: + My ex boyfriend talked shit about me to our common circle + Another ex boyfriend of mine is doing the same thing about my hygiene + That specific circle of people does not like me anymore, therefore whenever I meet them they pretend they do and second me because of their sense of guilt Some other facts about this: + Two of them unfollowed me on Instagram, I felt so bad for this even tho I acknowledge it’s not worth it + One of them (also one of the unfollowers) said to me, friendly-looking: “text me whenever you want, we could hang out”, also offered me coffee before that, tho we didn’t arrange anything, I just met her in the bar with a friend of hers Despite this I’m still so confused and afraid to even text her because I feel like I’d not fit in, that they’d feel uncomfortable with me or just think untrue, bad things about me. ..any advice?",1.8311081020085784,4.021496412322275,3.0366283006093435,91.18737756714062,80.13744075829383,5.914782216204017,23.791694877002932,7.07126945348624,0.8545353644775449,817,29,171,10,21,263,121,211,0.188,0.758,0.054000000000000006,-0.9853,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,7,0,17,12,1,3,4,0,8,2,1,2,2,31,21,11,0,2,7,2,4,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,12,7,1,0,7,2,1,1,5,7,0,4,5,7,36,5,25,14,3,15,0,1,0,0,25,8,1,4,7,112,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333496855887742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346014739229403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997481050212116,0.15380781032011862,0.0,0.0,0.14546813051605698,0.0,0.0,0.1207059590579294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449450042662692,0.1788307435551294,0.0,0.12481472132176785,0.3305184986307161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711283722345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836152528003175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937628247486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249895171712708,0.10478893057680083,0.14083675575580415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332537119257445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302905754243502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332184789462685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317509141434778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879310200159514,0.0,0.14871150422438584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878967373362766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016901315600076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395272137784572,0.23329322566427646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056593126427092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514188910179513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789662584914695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948966678553782,0.1879745149566199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432860164004722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651624993701887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Laviniamsterdam,2019/01/05,"How to forgive yourself for missing out on great friendships and memories? Hey everyone! I feel like someone must have already asked this question but I couldn't see it so here it goes;How to forgive yourself for missing out on great friendships and memories? I was bullied in high school and first year of college which made me have severe social anxiety. I did not realize that I had that back then I just thought I was picky or just straight out hated people hah. In my Sophomore year I met some cool people in mountaineering club but I didnt really approach them or made an actual effort. I remember getting ready to hang out with them but I would find a last minute excuse and return home from the doorstep. Next year I got some fun flatmates,4 girls from school and they would hang out in the living room but I rarely joined them (they were like meters away from me) I would feel awkward but now I realize they were genuinely nice people. Everyone moved out after college but I still see them together with a larger group of friends and my heart aches. I feel like I missed out on so many opportunities and fun times. And now I'm about to have a job and everyone keeps telling me adult life is even lonelier... so yeah how do I stop blaming myself because I really cant shut my brain off.",2.8993777177987714,5.6270060242915,3.169680611785875,88.63141100614786,79.8502024291498,6.412295696506224,25.74733843154896,7.662118739084242,1.5576877792772534,1036,41,195,17,27,318,142,247,0.122,0.665,0.213,0.9773,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,3,14,18,1,1,6,3,18,3,2,4,1,53,36,23,0,5,11,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,2,2,6,18,0,2,11,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,12,6,34,13,31,19,2,40,0,3,2,0,20,21,0,5,18,130,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.11313122201949492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279319375905927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868634052209416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837915458691776,0.0,0.10892030643699917,0.08914322297532351,0.0,0.07067001759184413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941652364058204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657085108193606,0.0,0.0,0.3323290280261668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585348603294151,0.16564121850804964,0.0,0.0,0.1059581680639567,0.0986102298702269,0.0,0.0,0.0895674403245167,0.0,0.06056878210865831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272002869645388,0.2556270675997932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144571421683048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373779301263959,0.0,0.12248669704627445,0.11628751487424772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150429063106211,0.10304415214573599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449864442857676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188497935487953,0.1699130246397452,0.0,0.10236855383678686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939205228558714,0.0,0.11753509951052828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321553197593547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329315913471996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411143602066587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298684361736012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853580120829565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132639856056744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465524832925014,0.18476283397634488,0.0,0.0,0.13096820876145832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817631253705975,0.09822734298872984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258206471897444,0.09692289814060566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132816728417184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203568617898926,0.06759987370468265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470606164040257,0.0,0.0,0.22396588212103502 socialanxiety,prmanentjetlag,2019/01/05,"How do I tell someone I don't want to hang out? I volunteer with a group of people and there's this one girl who I recently gave my number to. She's in her 40s but she acts like a little kid, I'm not sure if it's some form of developmental disorder or something (forgive me for being ignorant). But she talks loudly and enjoys talking to people, everything that's the opposite of me. Anyway, she's been texting me a lot, asking what I'm doing and if I want to hang out. I really don't want to leave my house, especially if it's only going to be us two. She asked me yesterday and I said that we could do something next week with everyone else, which I'm fine with because I can fade away in the background. But she asked again today. I've been kind of doing one worded answers and not answering all of her questions, but I don't think she can read the cues. How do I let her down without hurting her feelings? Should I just keep giving excuses? 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Back to staying at home -__-,0.16555555555555654,2.253401851851855,1.468148148148149,100.56666666666668,86.03703703703705,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.1950148148148152,98,2,23,0,3,31,24,27,0.211,0.789,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911099193382917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260154603325568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202578171756946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027904889902914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37975347923491204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40352321015426734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075703709856195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509538034037989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379751932771546 socialanxiety,WeNeedMoreScience,2019/01/05,"Took the plunge, got a number (yay!)...But is she interested? First off, apologies for such a long first post! I'm just super excited but also insecure at the same time with my situation... As a quick backstory, I have suffered from social anxiety since my high school days. Can't hold a conversation without fear of being judged, looking down at the ground when walking, avoiding interaction when just buying things in stores etc. With 2019 here, and being in my mid/late twenties I said screw it! Let's try putting myself out there and doing things I wouldn't normally do! I had a online dating profile made but never messaged people, so I decided to message a girl I really liked who shares the same interests as me. We had a great conversation, and I asked if she wanted to go for a coffee date. She said yes, and gave me her number! However she also mentioned she is quite shy and anxious as well, so we should chat through text first before meeting in person. I was super excited and can't believe this was my first time getting someone's number! We've been chatting every day for the past four days, and her responses are genuine to me (not just one word replies, she initiates conversations sometimes and also says hi first thing in the morning). So on the second day, I asked what her plans were and said we should get a coffee together (saying no pressure of course)! She said her work week is quite busy and also has plans with her friend's due to their birthday. I told her no problem, and that I will message her a bit later on or she can let me know when she's free! She didn't offer a new time or anything, and I'm still kind of nervous to ask her again...We've texted quite a bit everyday and are still communicating about anything and everything too. Is she still interested in me? What should my mindset be in this situation to avoid getting hurt :( ​ **TLDR**: Super anxious and shy guy in mid/late twenties, messaged a girl with similar interests on a dating site who's also shy and anxious to put myself out there. She's interested in meeting but said we should chat through text beforehand. She gave me her number first and been texting every day with her responses being genuine (she initiates conversations, asks me how I'm doing, etc). I asked to meet and she said she's busy with work and has a birthday party with friends and didn't offer an alternate day, so I said I'll try again later or for her to let me know when she's free. Is she still interested? How do I frame myself to avoid getting hurt?",5.1833013947847215,6.444584837113407,5.666018799272287,79.84704517889634,68.67010309278349,8.42753183747726,29.93480897513645,8.757208317658263,2.357687689508794,2006,76,371,33,34,645,219,485,0.123,0.7240000000000001,0.153,0.9543,1,3,0,0,0,0,73.0,4,0,1,16,31,32,1,7,23,1,39,1,0,3,1,67,69,45,0,9,12,0,0,1,2,6,0,9,0,4,11,33,0,4,3,3,4,5,10,12,1,9,22,10,64,22,49,34,6,63,0,3,1,1,81,20,1,4,38,260,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537191553662281,0.0,0.06875196274442033,0.0771030846563215,0.0,0.0,0.04854183996091437,0.2150535626650146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044338331477249,0.0,0.2966028108774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053994350745523535,0.07149049228313399,0.0,0.0,0.13854982124120854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455339844541904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153510251405413,0.0,0.0,0.10692481069934427,0.0,0.057028015494775215,0.0,0.0,0.07140295533246767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238416627875426,0.0,0.0,0.09804820738675743,0.0,0.13260757453459351,0.0,0.03606215033120861,0.0,0.050749650596231134,0.06995783190544254,0.0,0.06282905263946634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704222555986528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585680934011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607717302075995,0.0697448920622601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946568540002334,0.0,0.031000229951919294,0.0,0.0,0.05615445038467656,0.05328505338559225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600413424888718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893933783036093,0.061283894456205426,0.0,0.0,0.06217106787306274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299781009201251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057365315523179,0.04399074542380842,0.055405247004771084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607710206748238,0.0,0.0,0.060716537663247076,0.0,0.12757681334229293,0.0,0.2024721829876999,0.0,0.0,0.040650009055921206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225124142139189,0.1009217191664287,0.0,0.06421844358066267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248948405651943,0.14264903833523904,0.0,0.06468296714662433,0.05376404004353858,0.0,0.06275724536877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269654796365724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646728204666288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100093536726452,0.0,0.0,0.06063264608673882,0.0704992983628299,0.08616167550546203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037426584739504436,0.0,0.05089866056700163,0.0,0.05705241820237785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061167018201587035,0.0,0.0923899714073345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771030846563215,0.0 socialanxiety,borderlineemo,2019/01/05,How do you stop thinking about embarrassing things you did? This morning mt brain decides to think about all the embarrassing things I did while in the hospital. How to I get my brain to just shut up? ,4.734912280701753,6.620625473684214,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,70.57894736842105,8.224561403508767,28.456140350877188,8.841846274778883,2.0647087719298245,160,6,32,3,3,49,27,38,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,2,1,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7295937966601598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073016047187664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320446898303186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341990153337464,0.4187775512025034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mountain_Bird,2019/01/05,"Getting laid while coping with Social Anxiety I know that it is quite easy for the girls. Every now and then you might hear a statement like ""I an going on a date with my boyfriend and I am nervous"" or ""I am nervous and I have a date with this guy"". However it is not as easy for the boys as they have to push their threshold to get laid. As guys coping with Social Anxiety especially those with Severe Social Anxiety, do you ever get laid or how do you talk to girls knowing that girls like confident guys and they can notice if you are nervous. 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Hey Guys, So to start off i'm completely new to this sub-reddit so if any of my post goes against the rules please let me know. I'm not asking for a diagnosis or anything, maybe just some opinions or to see if anyone relates.. Anyways.. So i'll just list some of my stranger symptoms, at least what I find strange. \*\*Feeling like I can't talk in my own voice\*\* ( It's hard describe, generally it always feels like my ears are blocked and that my voice just doesn't come out properly, i'm constantly clicking my jaw to try to unblock them but it rarely works, and sometimes i'll notice changes in my voice depending on who I talk to. This is probably my most debilitating and constant symptom) \*\*Feeling like I can't walk properly\*\* ( I'll often over analyse the way i'm walking and then start walking in a strange way..) \*\*Terrible memory\*\* ( I'm notorious for forgetting names, things that have happened, dates of events, people that I have met, etc. ) \*\*Zoning out\*\* ( I think I might have depersonalization, as I CONSTANTLY find myself zoning out, like my eyes will go out of focus and i'll just stare into space until I catch myself doing it, and often don't take in what was said to me properly \*\*Biting my tongue/gums\*\* (pretty much am always doing this, or just tensing my jaw) ​ So yeah, those are just a few of the stranger symptoms that I experience, however the list goes on. Do any you guys relate, or what symptoms do you have that you personally consider unusual (not so common at least) ​ Thanks!! ​",3.8701000000000008,6.582625810000002,4.397333333333337,81.34700000000002,75.9,7.466666666666666,29.66666666666667,8.447377352677275,2.5395666666666665,1293,59,228,26,30,409,161,300,0.048,0.883,0.068,0.8322,1,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,0,5,1,1,14,7,0,0,7,1,21,9,4,1,0,47,42,22,0,2,16,0,4,4,0,2,5,5,0,3,20,12,0,1,7,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,13,31,5,32,36,9,36,0,0,4,0,17,16,0,15,15,151,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379813531632835,0.2808717898263957,0.3149885548585981,0.11752193338639495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041906222718479,0.0,0.07110710362232095,0.0,0.08078059062679589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140908350622473,0.07443355488126788,0.09059801303734838,0.28013174001732033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636868529403313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904883031098972,0.0,0.0,0.1310727004622413,0.1851914537563327,0.0,0.0,0.15795220825560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049108128719506434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711166514478978,0.07641104196977065,0.0,0.07740533821301679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748803254194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835888186165612,0.0,0.16885995636213413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680928270132897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166611232056654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352043152143015,0.0,0.0,0.08345418533690417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837702434317797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059905002028397374,0.07544885639533518,0.0,0.09485094597717372,0.0,0.0,0.08275577241805078,0.08790884346050558,0.0931633321881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219458364534432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885664919318059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546054118642847,0.0,0.12232122758726048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44905929254912,0.06496868557292951,0.13890428701956584,0.0,0.07955364019952722,0.0,0.0,0.057406186343237776,0.05536728848225755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058665922754872576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717461265954342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290665651649234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149885548585981,0.0 socialanxiety,imonsubway,2019/01/05,I had to make a phone call That's it. Just needed to get it off my chest. Cheers guys,-3.6225000000000014,-2.608744249999999,-1.25,112.93000000000002,116.5,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.1455,65,0,19,0,4,21,18,20,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628362391380791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28797894883824066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457740886708079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36792989529018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087073882696858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Momo747788443,2019/01/05,Studying Does any one have any tips on how to study when you can't stop thinking about something really embarrassing you did 4 years ago because I have exams soon and I'm finding it so difficult to concentrate,5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666667,68.5,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.4308333333333336,172,8,30,4,3,55,35,40,0.15,0.804,0.046,-0.6424,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32165509357115185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935169367299493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211971864871488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175428081401348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316491131563632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458845479162325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245856191552186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793487429394205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30336871427858136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325071909510504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336711035430804 socialanxiety,mar_sh23,2019/01/05,"Sims4 just made me extremely self-conscious I unlocked the ""introvert challenge"". If you have your SIM do nothing social for 24h, she turns into an introvert. Really? You have to be an introvert to go a day without socializing? What the fuck does that make me? I have been doing nothing soicla for 6-7 seven day a week for years...",2.67421658986175,5.421300016129035,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,81.09677419354837,7.413824884792628,26.599078341013822,8.418075326091056,2.406236866359448,259,11,45,6,7,86,47,62,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,0,6,12,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,4,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30871345483089435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945106946905384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126916645865785,0.0,0.0,0.13602440055855772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264725632212773,0.15976361405188694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593129984100133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533295453473395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496874213498927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879610201643557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033694870749496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198688179357548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071854862811275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412933716802468 socialanxiety,apple_sauceee,2019/01/05,"Too embarrassed to even step inside a gym. Honestly, I really want to start exercising in public (since it's more effective than in my house) and I'm already making progress with running outside. Right now, I want to start going to the gym but the idea of a lot of people being in the same room as me as I exercise is just too much to gym. At least with running, those people would only see me for a few seconds and I won't see them again. I don't want to look like a lost child since I'm in my mid teens and I look 2-3 years younger due to my height. What if people judge or make fun of me? I don't know what equipments to start off with and I feel like I'll look like a daft idiot. This sucks but I really want to try the gym instead of cycling/running and hopefully slowly overcome my social anxiety. I'm really sorry for it being a long text. I just wanna rant this for a while. I'm pretty sure a lot people have the same feelings as me before and I just feel pretty dumb for typing this.",2.53707142857143,3.67237645714286,4.250654761904766,87.96455357142858,74.90476190476191,7.154761904761906,22.648809523809533,7.6454224807358475,0.8445952380952382,776,20,169,10,16,262,112,210,0.107,0.705,0.188,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,9,12,3,1,13,0,8,2,0,3,1,36,34,14,0,8,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,6,6,0,4,3,5,0,1,1,8,20,7,31,29,8,23,0,1,5,0,4,10,2,5,12,109,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967570932922022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682748306273717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770372706319617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359982769148612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919963135262745,0.09042329509347427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193396981269289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571487919200314,0.0,0.14604747045382527,0.0,0.14288474978933727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956084030095049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551053542844825,0.0,0.0,0.1120125256458689,0.31886662773876195,0.0,0.13816864579397553,0.21521453085075856,0.0,0.0,0.16897602111361967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304522332036656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626395760620042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509972560472145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575391185388385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432564196082143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809207495453343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172351313797804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940387231084728,0.0,0.0,0.12902454688327344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168735649841194,0.2687656317441319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929291947649187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593430103164376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986225493618229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991334896107075,0.0,0.0,0.08150842820529176 socialanxiety,cloudypeaks,2019/01/05,"Struggling socially Not sure if this post is applicable here but hoping this can help me. I posted in r/socialskills but didn't get a response yet as it doesn't seem very active. I'm a 26 y.o female with an immense issue with story telling / just talking with ease. I'm okay while talking about serious issues but when it comes to having fun in a conversation, I'm a nervous wreck and I just can't speak. My mind literally blanks out. What can I do to fix this? As a side note, my fiancé is the exact opposite of me and is so great with making stories out of things happening on a day to day basis, even when he doesn't do anything or interact with anyone interesting. He'll manage to find a unique way to make a story out of it. He has been suggesting for a while that I loosen up and be a little fun while talking. He's asked me to practice it on him but I can't break out of it, even with him. It's frustrating. 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I asked one coworker as she was walking towards my direction “Hi, how are you?” meanwhile she didn’t even acknowledge me and walked right past to go talk to someone else. I also attempted to talk to a lot of other people but no one really seemed too interested into talking with me for more than a minute even when I asked about themselves. I mainly just saw a lot of turned backs and circles I was excluded from. No one would really approach me unless I approached them first, I guess I’m just too boring and extremely awkward. Thankfully there was another co-worker there that I knew who also didn’t really fit in so I just ended up having a conversation with her the rest of the time.",4.441191749427041,5.9437122673796825,5.583991596638658,78.81867647058823,70.71122994652407,9.193124522536287,29.93468296409473,9.606745405546679,2.9053731092436976,762,31,141,18,14,253,120,187,0.096,0.8029999999999999,0.101,0.6076,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,20,8,1,1,8,0,12,1,0,4,0,29,26,16,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,5,0,0,7,4,4,0,4,9,1,25,4,24,15,8,26,0,0,1,1,16,9,0,5,10,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207683931826752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938665409910551,0.1447386607403489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580827051720232,0.0,0.0,0.10613814169759814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530808268224113,0.0,0.1222554440218079,0.0,0.0,0.18233776098245727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741000831545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844680638954153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205788709106224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997224804272774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346998598551759,0.12457933239930892,0.13060928220679469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202938907397726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806023089984719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176722956710207,0.09569405755060124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876035516657054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35370751448321497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787863367309775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256592124992981,0.14399755279279286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070631268100134,0.11695412506683092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328348481594529,0.0,0.12708138495687896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048761010125803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371471493653652,0.15013925536476858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202282419390115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795711186913072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009779819772479,0.0,0.0,0.09805402226723507,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Futureminioldman,2019/01/05,"Made eye contact and I didn't want to die after! On NYE as I ran away from my friends after watching the fireworks, a whole other set of issues on its own, I walked through the financial district to the train station. I usually just stare at either the ground or off in the distance when i'm by myself avoiding all eye contact with strangers as I dash to my destination like a madman. My biggest fear when i'm out by myself are the moments when you're forced to wait in one place and just look normal. How people just relax in crowded platforms is beyond me. After pacing back and forth, and worried I was freaking people out, I sat down at a middle bench. Headphones blasting I tapped my feet along to music with my eyes closed trying to relax. The person sitting next to me gets up and I take a quick glance, she's the cutest girl I saw all night and my eyes were completely stuck on her. She stands next to her friend waiting for the train and suddenly looks back noticing me. My nightmare had come true, someone caught me staring dead at them, I blushed, instinctively shot an awkward attempt to smile and darted my eyes away ready to hate myself the rest of the night. I look back over and to my surprise I see her flash what looks like a blushing smile back at me and she KEPT looking my way. Needless to say I stared at the floor right after because i'm a loser BUT it felt amazing to have a positive interaction like that. I don't know if this moment is normal for people but for me it was a huge leap from where I have been in the past, where my instincts would have been to not even attempt that awkward smile. I hope this might encourage others stronger than me or wherever you are on your emotional journey to put that positive energy out into the world, i guess sometimes it's reciprocated! ​",4.875847457627117,6.110785533898309,4.999066666666668,84.44226101694916,69.36723163841808,7.245920903954802,29.414237288135595,7.404127859558343,1.6960265762711866,1445,54,275,14,25,452,199,354,0.06,0.7829999999999999,0.156,0.9859,0,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,1,3,16,19,1,4,23,0,17,6,6,2,3,47,44,21,2,6,10,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,12,19,0,4,2,2,0,6,3,7,0,1,15,19,48,12,59,27,6,67,0,1,17,0,19,36,0,6,24,197,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176889228902092,0.13198428993871192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041027407003272,0.3340860252655965,0.0,0.06621329276271687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356587473181448,0.11388522760098813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272964316873932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218204781047247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174199685445881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222686551501873,0.0,0.0,0.10429152342852667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783794175534014,0.0,0.05674908028471525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965636079552595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723903179059777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788343369360637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337028732892405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969430468781375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919765167807987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560641099374712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277817016898101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522786996025937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310356306567441,0.20386363498448665,0.21284762560494766,0.0,0.12366374749755417,0.0,0.0,0.07360322170260371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036893742490705,0.22590875544795605,0.09484214824087604,0.11348400832766035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919235719738228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276025460241244,0.0,0.08637839525453475,0.0,0.0,0.08655548728175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920327465627684,0.0,0.10742722558283696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166816572853465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374534762265021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962876933839404,0.0,0.06406645380911527,0.0862169128221905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126952483530673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030813109139087,0.0,0.07716000590508305,0.0,0.13198428993871192,0.0 socialanxiety,Simeoin,2019/01/05,"I have a party tomorrow night. So, after work, I've got a party I've been invited to. I'm trying to be social and what not, so I'll be joining. It'll be with a few of my friends from highschool, and their group of friends, so it'll be a lot of people I don't know. I'm a little nervous. There'll be alcohol there, but I can't have too much, given that I'm driving myself home that night. There's a girl there that has a crush on me, along with a couple people I'm friends with, so I won't be a total leper outcast amongst all of them. Still, I'm a little nervous. What if I seem kind of awkward, or do something stupid or odd? What will they think? I'm very drunk. Today at work (I work at a liquor store, which is often fraught with shitty people) it was very tiririg. So, I decided to retire my night with some beers. And a shot. And some more beers. It's weird. Being drunk, I can realize that a year from now, none of this will even matter. This post, anything I do at the party, anything I post it. None of it'll matter in the long run. Anyway, that's what makes me feel better. What do you guy thinks of when the world gets too heavy? Share your tips, my dudes. 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Wish me luck! 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Any advice? I'm one months into my new internship and I am very confident Im going to keep mucking up until the day I end my internship. I want out so badly but I can't because it's part of my graded semester. My supervisor was next to me while I carried out some steps in an experimeny (it's a lab job). I tend to be very careful with what I do and work slowly. He asked why I worked the way I did. I have anxiety and am scared of being a burden to the company by wasting chemical resources. I did not say that. I don't think he'd have understood. I had my first staff meeting today and I was asked to do a self introduction of 'at least 30sec'. I say three ish lines about under a minute, and they were all staring. I hated it. After everything, my supervisor comes to me and tells me I've probably given a bad impression of myself by giving a short self introduction. I s2g they're not interested and they don't particularly care for my hobbies etc. He wants me to do it again at the next staff meeting but I really don't want to. I told him I have issues with anxiety and he just quirks an eyebrow and tells me he'll schedule it w the boss again. Ugh orz Ughhh there's so many anxiety inducing events in the next few weeks I don't want to do any of this anymore... 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I always go to the one nearest me so I can have the minimum human interaction as possible even if they fuck up my hair everytime. I always blush when talking to strangers for whatever reason and I hate myself for it.",3.2603286384976538,5.135451676056341,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,74.49295774647888,7.550234741784037,30.143192488262912,8.344100000000001,2.4460685446009385,283,13,52,5,6,96,54,71,0.166,0.727,0.106,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,12,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,2,11,2,8,12,0,8,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,2,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691705027247809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652052902047566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508372788763474,0.34770032739443385,0.0,0.2521489242871267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380340765110843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837782222134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862862969673183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706731012616514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006435129859811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500866615897639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808426632345905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830330468762898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027450789061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551003531774039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,36Somalia,2019/01/06,"Antidepressants for Social Anxiety I have a friend who told me that they are on antidepressants for their social anxiety. I appreciated that they trusted me enough to tell me this, but I have some questions that I didn't think were appropriate to ask them. I do not have anxiety myself, but I'm just hoping to get a better understanding so I can maybe be a better friend. ​ First question is just curiosity: are antidepressants really prescribed for social anxiety? I thought they were just for depression. ​ Second question: As a friend, is there anything I should know about either their medication, anxiety or how they affect one another? Is there anything I should look out for them, for example, in their behavior? 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At 18 I developed social anxiety and anxiety in general. (Insecurity about weight and height) plays a big role in that I believe... 6’4 165-170IB. Trying to change that but it takes time and for some reason I think of myself extremely poorly. I’ve been fortunate enough to work 2 years from home after I moved. Sadly, that’s came to an end and I’m going to college this year... tomorrow actually and soon will need a job. How do you cope with your anxiety? 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Trust me when I say I know this post is incredibly stupid of me, but my brain is trying to suggest otherwise so I needed some advice. To make it fairly quick, door to the class was locked in the morning and I was waiting outside when girl I like showed up. We barely ever talk but I wanted to get over my fear of talking to her and basically just had a small conversation about finals with her. Is sparking up random conversations like that kinda creepy or is my brain just making me worry too much? Thank you.",2.9294638694638664,5.188165598290598,4.190660450660449,83.96216783216785,76.77777777777777,6.305827505827506,21.747474747474747,7.348242739294969,0.8214341880341882,473,13,90,6,11,155,78,117,0.085,0.816,0.099,0.1934,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,10,6,1,1,4,0,9,2,2,2,1,22,18,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,17,4,17,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,8,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987276903287744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540492285800865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395692009286568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288441974516261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277839680994888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062507631129411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176507874234093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870949909931854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714978459665489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494980029857024,0.15079391069638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194769185531492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172544764108715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394407286799965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903756087182446,0.0,0.18723283288873727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380727127492515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995101194603695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652886438371698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,498w5hjkds,2019/01/06,"Looking For Advice I know this person who says they have extreme social anxiety and wants to make friends but keeps finding reasons not to. This person rarely leaves the house because they are to scared to which makes trying to socialize normally difficult. Because of that I recommended trying to learn how to talk to people on the internet first and then socializing in person afterwards but they say that they are boring, have nothing to talk about and are to scared to try. I highly encouraged this person to go to a therapist about their problems but they decided that the only therapist they could go to had bad reviews online and never even tried. The annoying part of all of this is the person I'm talking about will talk to their family about whatever they want but is for some reason unable to do it with anybody else. I have even tried getting her to talk to some of my own friends but they just shut themselves in their room and refuse to come out. Not only that but this person has also implied multiple times that I don't do anything to help which gets me more frustrated than it should. I really do want to help this person but I'm truly at a loss here, I don't get it because I don't have bad anxiety myself so I imagined this subreddit would have the best people to ask, thanks in advance for any advice.",6.792779973649537,7.1496798458498025,6.7524268774703575,76.69240843214756,64.77075098814228,9.908722002635047,31.88642951251647,9.725611199111238,2.967082951251647,1063,38,190,20,15,338,132,253,0.152,0.726,0.121,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,11,4,11,15,2,2,8,0,22,0,0,5,2,42,40,16,0,8,10,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,7,18,8,0,2,7,0,0,4,6,10,0,1,1,3,24,5,41,35,7,18,0,1,1,0,37,9,0,2,5,144,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402025551757182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711445588700418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057071591941125877,0.0,0.12840414717715273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906277807233993,0.0,0.07845815282595317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014703666329406,0.15347893406901486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807366842649929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722935940297064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700694770756176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010821718658597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086278646659622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911662443504403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670554522044065,0.07138620443063069,0.0,0.0,0.12967984384072,0.0,0.13154138675307378,0.0,0.09539254511945973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250575313905324,0.08867092599708139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683769678724996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459602234106014,0.0,0.0,0.046122754063443135,0.0,0.0,0.08886401191396785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047550981560638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204061697248012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472780947922367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822282690124786,0.08052789746704198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276568489579856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088214118351527,0.0,0.11636547263926485,0.5129579397444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030448829789125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053764234624932995,0.1725768906435922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348038817288052,0.1680462896363898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665161971726896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372769898870395,0.0,0.0772664771599847,0.0,0.19488581051944331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893709719689336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28489640255555065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850267416003554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961761334696442,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ashleycb55,2019/01/06,"I froze up I completely froze up in the middle of a very important mock trial scrimmage and embarrassed my entire team. I suddenly became hyper aware that I was presenting in front of other people and my anxiety got the best of me. I forgot fucking everything I studied the night before. Im so fucking stupid. I thought my social skills were getting better but I took a massive step backwards. This weekend sucked. 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My anxiety is so bad that I only leave the house to go to work and the grocery store. It was a big reason I dropped out of college, I was failing because I didn’t participate in class and I never showed up for presentations. I got nervous around my professors because I thought they would think I was stupid for failing their classes, which led to me skipping a lot of class, and eventually I just stopped going altogether. Now I do low wage factory work through a staffing agency just so I can avoid a job interview. I do just the minimum to survive, I sleep, work and eat. I really want to live a better life than I am now, but I don’t want to have to deal with any mental health professionals. I don’t have good insurance and I don’t want to pay out of pocket. Is it possible to deal with severe social anxiety on your own or is seeking professional help the best way to go? 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I worry about having to be with other coworkers all day and make conversation with them. Want to find something I can do alone, with little experience necessary.",8.573333333333334,10.319332111111112,8.87777777777778,58.13000000000002,61.22222222222222,12.222222222222225,35.0,11.855464076750405,5.129666666666669,215,9,29,7,3,71,33,45,0.136,0.774,0.09,-0.2815,2,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,10,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,22,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926290187340866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195401791549788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653244070536627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070884612901293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869897201282823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756840836247165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201697984153405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243687675101772,0.0,0.0,0.17777917972592466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413149690826586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316138996184284,0.0,0.1629811260754756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486930409515165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499706549169087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AlfromSpain,2019/01/06,"Smartphone social anxiety. I know I'm not alone. Digital anxiety. Smartphone anxiety. Chat anxiety. Social media anxiety. You can call this type of Social anxiety however you want, it may have different names and even different ways of manifesting, but it is a reality of this new century. Here is my experience. Hello dear community, it is the first time I post on this subreddit, but I hope it won't be the last one (I suffer from SA and GA but only to a moderate level). And on this occasion I'd like to talk about the anxiety that some chats or messages can produce on us. I don't know if anyone else has done it before. And why do I want to talk about this specific scenario? Well, because recently I had to install again WhatsApp (the main messaging app on my country) after 2 months of quietness and silence. Two months ago my phone died so I had the perfect excuse to disappear. I purchased a new one, but I didn't want to stay in touch with the people. At least for Christmas holidays. After this time, a friend of mine called. That was a nice move from her, and I truly appreciated it. *It's time* -I thought- *I should install the chat apps again*. And I delayed it for three or four days, until yesterday. I know you can understand me. And... You may laugh at it, but I was terrified, thinking about all the non delivered messages, and any news that could impact me. Fortunately they were gone and I only saw the messages prior to the last backup. This fear, like all the fears, has its roots in a traumatic event. I have had some arguments with a dickhead of my old friends group, in one of them he even laughed at one illness I had years ago, and the others never said little against him. Then I realized I am not respected by this people, and that has become more evident through time. Maybe I have this association between this app and the disgusting messages from people I used to care, but it makes me feel uncomfortable to the point of muting this group. Sadly, I don't have much more people to talk to, and every once in a while I see how some acquaintances delete my number from their phones. That hurts. I think those are some of the reasons why social media and chat apps cause me anxiety. To the point of not wanting to look at the screen in order to not see the notification if I don't feel mentally strong. And you, do you struggle with chats and messages? Why do you think it makes you anxious? Does this have a trauma at is inception? PS: excuse my English, not my first language. 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Anyone here feel the same? 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Obviously I realize how unreasonable that is, being that I also have closer friends than these new friends who I hang out with all of the time, and that everyone can hang out with whoever, and especially that I've literally only known these people for short amounts of time so of course I don't expect to be that close. But even though this is obvious, it still really makes me feel bad about myself? I feel like it invalidates the small friendship I've formed, which isn't true either. But that's how it feels. And also- ""why should I even try to become this person's friend when they clearly have other friends and a good life and they don't need me"" and ""I probably don't matter to them at all"". yeah. all that. does anyone relate to this?",4.190513643659712,5.920036494382025,4.6820545746388476,84.14011235955056,71.69662921348315,7.782343499197433,25.07383627608347,8.418075326091056,1.5497049759229538,728,22,142,12,14,231,102,178,0.078,0.721,0.2,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,0,13,14,2,0,4,1,13,1,0,5,7,38,22,18,0,3,3,0,3,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,20,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,18,11,18,18,6,20,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0,12,99,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848481387036452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081166369125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649902740647028,0.0,0.1276418273408363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011391302552878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267038567929545,0.0,0.09737564064922513,0.11043541191866954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531227063787616,0.08256571644656252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714334265085747,0.0,0.0603823726260995,0.0,0.0,0.09693755078730984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372379955154834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163296608831756,0.056463363967591315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542923892688617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856962702068972,0.0,0.33486475842911706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878988386733881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801240982380637,0.10091430393247787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460775774432507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403933003626828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209709936547496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180350324632488,0.0,0.09229712957288663,0.09662460343066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355035625878232,0.0,0.2021754749595624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846680575705207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428708843757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pingusbeak,2019/01/06,"Allowing others to reach out to you is one of the scariest and best things you can do I’ve had a lifelong journey with social anxiety, over the last 10-15 years I’ve slowly gone from crippling/unable to speak sometimes, to a kind of ‘I can do and say what I want to but I will heavily ruminate about it before and after’. It’s not perfect but it’s better. Anyway about a year ago I had a realisation. I was looking back through 10 years of posts on my Facebook wall and I realised people had been reaching out to me all that time and I hadn’t let them. Posts by potential new friends like ‘hey we should hang some time let me know when you’re free!’ or ‘hey there’s a party at X place you should come!’ all ignored and came to nothing because for some reason even though they were literally inviting me, I thought ‘they don’t really want me there. Who would want me there?’ So I made a resolution there and then that if someone reached out to me, I was going to let them. Since then I’ve turned up at countless places and events thinking ‘what if they just invited me out of politeness?’ or ‘what if they think it’s weird I actually came?’ and had to tell myself countless times ‘THEY LITERALLY INVITED YOU’. And you know what? I’ve had such a good year. I’ve made new friends, got new hobbies, gained new confidence. TL;DR - if someone reaches out to you, let them. Go to the place. Do the thing. See where it leads. 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I have no one to talk to about this as I just get called lazy by my mother and I have no friends. Anyways, I've tried to log into my account online to get information on my assignments and I'm getting an invalid username error. I think I may have been kicked out from the college and now I'm panicking even more about going back after my break on Wednesday. On top of this I'm really struggling with my assignments and panicking that they won't be good enough or I can't finish them. They're really hard for me to do, and what if it's for nothing. I feel like such a failure. I'm scared to even email my tutors. College I guess still isn't for me anyways, but I'm panicking of what to do. I feel like I can't breathe. If I've been kicked out I don't know what to do. Sorry, I know I'm pathetic but I just need to write this down somewhere before my head explodes. It's all my fault again. I should have turned up and started my assignments weeks ago. But I'm finding it so hard. This was my last chance to do something with my life and I've failed. I've let my mother down and anyone else that was proud I was going to college. I'll also now have student debt hanging over me with nothing to show for it. I wish I just didn't exist. :/",1.3563366336633678,3.411379468646868,2.9919042904290443,91.60132178217823,81.04620462046205,5.888184818481848,23.301320132013203,7.03164865440522,0.7759312211221121,1141,40,245,14,30,376,150,303,0.233,0.7020000000000001,0.065,-0.9945,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,4,17,12,0,2,4,0,25,3,2,0,1,42,50,20,0,5,11,2,5,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,14,16,0,0,8,1,2,4,9,6,0,1,7,5,38,6,42,38,4,34,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,5,18,163,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252664092107613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161180364926403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720243439567616,0.0,0.0,0.08884502663811747,0.13019050619309067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770318892478536,0.0,0.07745609648873923,0.0,0.10812079518009306,0.0,0.0,0.11237642057348927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297449784696614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614438133801167,0.0,0.0,0.1312894874959726,0.0,0.16784711343589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419554634331733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849319552285526,0.18154689414924532,0.0,0.0,0.11613278684508267,0.0,0.0,0.13931742942650574,0.09816814168765403,0.0,0.19915467369666054,0.0,0.14442504876447976,0.1065739633184248,0.0,0.0,0.13997362524294069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34146902063503304,0.0,0.13040274185747208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966041049482394,0.10357286399996067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992997447055696,0.08974797344074724,0.12415259992528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142004361853338,0.0,0.0,0.094215204359705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383971523171025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610081154714969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279893146297592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721168905301844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952417699143584,0.0,0.09781888970084547,0.0,0.14223602162425494,0.17987092686962675,0.0,0.10147224498253384,0.0,0.0,0.13283327179370946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212799260271692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141649404603331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253413998078387,0.2764149399510833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192184141712476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461155586986716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Basith_Shinrah,2019/01/06,"Awkward with counsellor-cool So for introduction this is a bit unusual , my psychiatrist diagnosed me with social anxiety and said at this stage social processes happen and heir failure results in depression which I'm going through. He later emphasised obsessive thinking. I once (on our 2nd meet) tried to tell my queries , he wasn't very attentive - soon told me that we won't be engaging in therapy right now because I don't have time (truly I don't I have important exams). So I only take the meds and report on progress. If there is any residual problem after my exams are over (3 months later) we will get into counselling. ​ He is the oldest practising psy doc , also famous (he has done TED talks) in city .Seems like a very casual person , not very interested but frank (kind of tired?). He kinda scares me a little though he has a santa beard . The third visit is coming up and its getting really awkward. Any ideas what to do?",5.482824933687001,7.231460695402298,6.3805747126436785,73.15651193633956,68.48275862068965,9.721662245800179,30.625994694960212,10.035473477838034,3.4004938992042444,747,30,123,19,13,247,127,174,0.119,0.85,0.03,-0.8797,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,0,1,7,11,0,4,7,0,17,2,0,1,0,20,28,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,4,1,14,5,17,21,1,23,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,3,9,76,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188956592444647,0.0,0.16108972779468725,0.1806568776165676,0.2022087330751995,0.0,0.11373626982877055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906311405151228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231502417405672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807068771868008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805389940270215,0.15090239579679884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521465475394672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535351452220916,0.0,0.0844956529043521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314731603237215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678364235278825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482254455667208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263528785485722,0.14901180368869865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514484679012012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867128142169565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833444287291315,0.0,0.1130743370659565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981761977581255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422622734592712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952452647499341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696797453069078,0.1414243464658034,0.0,0.14885000649892535,0.0,0.0,0.13534849527017134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30311168306094777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178539376194364,0.11949965035289276,0.12994884790196365,0.0,0.1700232707680509,0.0,0.0,0.09526518952846356,0.14607282020271187,0.0,0.08669381813258119,0.17088049491171803,0.0,0.1420657107622291,0.0,0.1009408335374068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680183129594059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806568776165676,0.0 socialanxiety,FloressGurl,2019/01/06,"How was moving on to college/university? Especially uncomfortable with having to go to unfamiliar settings, but it’s something I’m going to have to do. Not yet, though. How was it for those of you that already moved on?",3.798658536585368,6.409557097560973,5.675792682926829,72.62637195121951,75.58536585365854,8.002439024390245,29.76219512195122,8.841846274778883,2.8646536585365863,175,8,30,4,4,60,33,41,0.059,0.941,0.0,-0.3196,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37660057990895823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879038793031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7254332525538215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627267714893757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352966198245018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scarlet-eyes,2019/01/06,"I would love to try out new hobbies, but I'm always scared of looking bad. I'm 19 years old, I've been interested in trying out a hobby that I'm very invested in. I watch videos about it consistently. However, whenever I want to try it out or even any other hobby, I'm just scared that I'm going to look stupid and ignorant. I know as a beginner that I'm not supposed to know many things, but it's just very embarrassing to go and look ignorant in front of everyone. I really hate myself that for feeling that way, but at the same time, I don't know why I'm feeling that way despite being convinced that it's ok for a beginner to not be experienced, it's just hard to describe that makes me feel even more dumb...",8.788603603603605,5.3272539864864905,9.497567567567568,70.90373873873877,63.189189189189186,13.380180180180185,38.18018018018018,11.538034831475384,4.072374774774774,562,20,119,13,6,194,84,148,0.225,0.6890000000000001,0.086,-0.9783,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,3,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,26,27,7,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,2,6,1,1,3,3,9,0,0,1,9,8,4,20,23,2,18,0,0,4,1,1,7,1,1,6,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165975757330892,0.0,0.0,0.1076015987631681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211516179929858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090184041028897,0.0,0.0,0.15119522658555767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001702010078965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985113111143095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174270120522994,0.15621903672323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608766590061051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986192046805727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280845120617788,0.0,0.10561953068601213,0.1604200461313704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528191973527928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603541730545707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136597570098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683099798139674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512075918832388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226499065675793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222826701081958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111209109733424,0.09332795655854753,0.2511906876711394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277766245739945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240181485029052,0.0,0.0,0.10189471709963874 socialanxiety,flossee,2019/01/06,"I went back into the store and the world didn't end: a story So! today I went to an outlet store to get some things I wanted. This store has everything at different discounts and markdowns from the label price, so I find things I like and tally it all up in my head before going to pay, a bit nervous but hey I wanna buy this stuff. I get through the checkout (an accomplishment in itself for me, whew) and the total ends up being more than the one I had in mind. :( I don't say anything at this point and just go ahead and pay figuring I must have gotten confused with the discounts / added something up wrong. Once I get outside I go back through the receipt to find the difference and notice that a discount hasn't been taken off some stuff. Now normally I would panic and be too nervous to go back, but this was like £40 so I think aaaaa, I am not losing £40 because I am a giant wuss. I go back in and find the guy who served me and point out the missing discount, he then apologises and calls over the manager who fixes everything, apologises again and refunds me the discount.The end! This probably sounds super lame and pathetic but I am proud of myself and have nobody else to tell who would get it. If this dumb story gives anybody else the courage to make a tiny step to fight their anxiety I will be a happy bunny.",4.391633249791145,5.208045063909778,5.2116791979949895,84.01826232247288,70.1654135338346,7.8659983291562225,27.559732664995824,7.984000788550335,1.630054970760234,1041,34,209,13,18,339,148,266,0.156,0.735,0.109,-0.9143,1,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,11,16,2,4,22,0,19,1,1,1,3,41,37,22,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,17,17,0,0,5,0,12,8,4,10,1,1,8,2,25,6,30,22,6,37,0,3,0,0,12,17,1,4,14,150,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225849173971356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848623793665251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33072904023772626,0.0,0.06554796402807819,0.0,0.09149825920006556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739253533946654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979793156487762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468738180053568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796514000867088,0.0,0.2857132107633597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327815119024835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948354518114134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247154018731151,0.10315048769544692,0.3055527043808573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646945216166084,0.0,0.11446536908870128,0.0,0.0,0.1103545701361161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506532762179788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029613152212565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177565809481147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857245042208384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535443809306252,0.0,0.12242114134990227,0.0,0.1145136242008093,0.07286363700114179,0.0,0.0,0.12616073436800046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329710120934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593318190481552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551044221947318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278017295010133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618726743095606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398405845225807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428734178453871,0.06889948841919108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192380511632623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342269708192214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993587419338935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527693633844032,0.1175647965385714,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PhantomParsnip,2019/01/06,I'm inherently inferior to people who don't have SA You can't change my mind,0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,87.23529411764706,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,1.6556117647058817,63,2,14,2,2,24,16,17,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6536478937876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238948621580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42836857018198576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whyamihere189,2019/01/06,"I am so fucking boring So a friend invited me for a drink tonight, no one has ever done that before. We meet up and talk about work/movies for a little while, but apart from that I have nothing to contribute further and I just come across as incredibly dull. Due to SA I don't have many other social experiences to relate to. I have no reason to think he would contact me again, I push away even the one person who wants to connect with me.",3.237929373996792,4.7308531460674175,4.350593900481542,86.51651685393259,73.71910112359551,6.8834670947030485,23.950240770465488,7.447530270364453,0.9691431781701448,346,10,71,4,7,113,67,89,0.12,0.852,0.028,-0.7874,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,12,12,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,10,1,15,10,0,13,0,1,0,1,9,6,1,0,5,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079946417326815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997604955133103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244015278580374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240496641959,0.0,0.2302201567554388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552217712494382,0.21257983890604115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988470113383386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815680058012268,0.21726279388950245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355415813171152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382630736398742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549826282047586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184974754890218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052015121479799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416292382339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956291842832936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889199321259847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058480489831694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386148821323633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108994964376836,0.0,0.0,0.16694423505525452,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notuniqueforthis,2019/01/06,"I got some plants and plan on talking to them everyday Never had pets and have always been fascinated by anything natural (and that isn't human). Today I found a houseplant that I instantly connected with and have been talking to already. If I can maintain a relationship with this plant, maybe I can do the same with people.",9.0585,8.297183850000003,8.92666666666667,66.68500000000004,60.5,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.6545000000000005,261,12,43,6,3,85,44,60,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,6,0,7,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304910222828079,0.0,0.2491969270040375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645203739061236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283717100699855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239526873797897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008746453771232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309826069446092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762636990817998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215366376115692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814321325769255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838783749344763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pastelpinknblue,2019/01/06,I really want my coworkers to be friends but I don’t know how I (22F) am a month into this job now and everyone is nice to me but seriously how do I make an actual group of friends?? Plenty of them I feel I could get on with but I never have anything to say to them. Also it scares me because some of them talk about eachother to me behind their backs and I worry they’re doing the same about me! I moved to this city basically after school ended and I havent made any friends except my neighbour. I always panic and stumble over my words when I talk to new people. I also have issues with eye contact like i’ll catch myself looking away from someone while talking to them! Even used to do it with my boyfriend and slowly have relaxed thankfully. 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Hello! I’m 18 years old, and I have social anxiety. Currently, it’s in a state where I feel much more confident than ever, but I still have hiccups in every day situations. It started when I was about 12; I noticed that I couldn’t go to the counter to order food without feeling overwhelmed and embarrassed at everything I said, resulting in me relying on a social crutch. I sought to be better at this, so I’ve devised my own ways to make things seem not as bad. *If you’re having trouble with the exact same thing as me, check this out:* I always go into most social situations with an empty mind so that there’s endless types of possibilities. What I’ve noticed is that if you plan what you’re about to say before you say it, you’re much more susceptible to being nervous and anxious about what you want to say. The best way that I’ve learned to overcome that is to have minimal planning; if you know what you want for food, it’s easiest just to say “I want ________”. Minimal speech can often be preferred in most social situations, and I find that to be a life saver for people. *If it’s talking with people, check this out:* Like in the last paragraph, empty mindsets often lead me to success. However, there’s usually a format that’s followed with interacting with other humans. For instance, if you see someone that you know and you wanna say hi to them but don’t know how to, oftentimes they’re fine with someone they know randomly saying hi to them. **You’re not a nuisance to them, or to anyone else. You’re validated in what you want.** With that, the only format you need to follow is to have a clear mind, but know who you’re about to say hi to. If it’s someone who you don’t really know, you don’t have to be super friendly with them; just say “hey, how are you?” If it’s someone who you know fairly well, usually the same goes, or some variation of “Hey, what’s up bud?” If it’s a close friend of yours, some form of your initiation with them (like a handshake or a pat on the back) will always be preferable route. This post also functions as an AMA! I’m absolutely fine with answering any questions related to social anxiety and how to overcome various obstacles to the best of my knowledge.",3.165956340956342,5.199174743243248,4.530180180180178,82.86069646569649,75.2162162162162,7.436729036729036,26.6999306999307,8.303829127061777,1.8980797643797644,1782,68,341,32,39,590,198,444,0.056,0.8,0.14300000000000002,0.9927,3,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,16,6,9,22,17,0,3,20,0,23,4,0,6,3,83,48,30,0,17,19,0,2,2,3,1,2,10,0,1,33,20,2,0,17,0,2,5,7,5,1,0,2,13,38,12,69,38,15,40,0,1,1,0,53,17,0,20,15,238,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056590550413336285,0.11776389293943072,0.0,0.0,0.048122461222829226,0.0,0.10826969045750946,0.07994403275014476,0.0,0.04948036328823701,0.07250685589135519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441372989969392,0.05908561604765662,0.0,0.0,0.06021559593104792,0.0,0.14852649275943502,0.06258567671611631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045637413887104634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059114873936642776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401077384703359,0.05962235962814405,0.0,0.06359880043687016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156157452047633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467770566579731,0.0,0.17113804953093528,0.0,0.10934535106441763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043448408086634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223321759421765,0.05768272160461596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998324046116033,0.06914417137274688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723602463377925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290446312349614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404047702983996,0.05247117047960485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113228919087752,0.07425570830489467,0.0,0.0,0.05381978629706366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811874444532534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977663064535967,0.06777307578933954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927272284514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533371521478522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731348864377308,0.4501997989110881,0.0,0.0,0.05639034919274712,0.06442157681473501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817020609547586,0.0,0.43281454739728936,0.23983499504535125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008765905801764,0.0,0.05651282615806695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687803096130504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402591998449117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587476400037228,0.0,0.16695554795165055,0.11233954017352288,0.0,0.0,0.06362601483171583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821470026916063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114036647784372 socialanxiety,Am_not_laughing,2019/01/06,Airports are a pain if you have social anxiey At the airport rn 😒,3.0642857142857127,3.9252654285714286,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,73.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.9829428571428572,52,2,10,0,1,18,14,14,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7221102934175477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917779442425316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yngminimoy,2019/01/06,"Does anybody else here feel socially anxious and awkward even with their family members? I want to know if it’s normal to feel that way, my anxiety is getting to a point where I feel anxious around my own family ",8.349268292682929,7.13578404878049,8.522073170731709,70.47628048780491,62.17073170731707,12.102439024390245,40.012195121951216,11.20814326018867,4.578453658536585,170,8,30,4,2,56,33,41,0.18,0.7879999999999999,0.032,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697993234045414,0.5227128459444985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059480070746048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245344519908104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326085343759974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280260707516724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361869969885407,0.0,0.35092820243484424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086933451565242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271423403831617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667108198964045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869782958632908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358292796154189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645453984161254,0.1836325950046976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_Nothing_Unusual_,2019/01/06,"Where and how to meet new people? (I'm sorry if this has been asked before, couldn't quickly find something) So, the last few months have been pretty shitty. I had to stay in psychiatric department in a hospital for treating my depression and suicide risk. That was like two months, in that time I didn't go to school and barely saw my friends (they didn't know I was in the hospital). So I don't really see them anymore. And I've been feeling pretty lonely, so I wanted , as scary as it is, meet some new people. I only have no idea where? Does someone have tips for where and how to meet new people if you're pretty scared to meet new people?",2.8354968287526425,4.6486907596899245,3.8022410147991534,88.68995771670191,75.51162790697674,6.551374207188162,21.804792107117688,7.348242739294969,0.7072728682170539,504,13,102,6,11,162,78,129,0.187,0.698,0.115,-0.8851,0,2,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,2,3,0,15,0,0,2,0,16,23,14,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,9,3,10,3,13,13,2,19,0,2,2,0,8,7,0,3,10,65,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590886144620004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811579117391772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661266702464272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180340926625378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992639688444395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929256393037443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525392530134533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587832618121608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788413918681082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470376192558952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531471128394178,0.1117075386126995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695180964594204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187712688648503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294241548991915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042266330135395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38003073117405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41826301133991134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877926283978857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720297110720212,0.138693842498578,0.10920474857289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611526044725165,0.10550164373472126,0.0,0.15340732373408394,0.0,0.1460685613361992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990172915072153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991030503921037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338701424227087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083093515962393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,the_real_georgebush,2019/01/06,"I think I have a problem. I can't seem to talk to anyone except my friend group. I feel fine and happy talking to my friend group about anything but I heavily avoid interaction with anyone else. For example, if there is a choice between going to a checkout at the shops, I will always go to the self checkout or I will never ask for assistance in shops, even if I can't find anything. I have the same problem at school. Because I go to a Christian school we have these people called 'chappies' who I guess are meant yo be school counselors but only talk to you about god. They just walk around the school and try talk to lonely looking people which is me sometimes because I like having a bit of alone time. But the chappies try to talk to me and I just want to say ""please go away"" but I'm to shy. I will even leave a shop if I see someone I know or put my hoodie up to avoid recognition. TLDR: I don't talk to anyone outside my friend group. Anyone have some advice? 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I have to go back to college In about 2 weeks and I’ve never been more terrified and depressed in my life. Part of me is excited to go back to class but part of me can’t fathom the thought of having to put up with the constant anxiety of being around all those people again. I’m not ready to be afraid to go to the cafeteria again. I’m not ready to stop breathing again just because I have to talk to my professor or sweat through my clothes because I have to make a phone call. Most of all I’m not ready to go back to the intense loneliness again. I’ve been too scared to approach anyone so I haven’t made a single friend and it’s killing me inside. I can’t leave my best friend again like this he’s the only one who actually makes me feel safe and happy and free to be myself. Doesn’t help that it’s been awhile since I’ve seen him and he works a lot so I’ve just been lying In bed most of the day and night dreading the idea of going back to school and terrified that’s he’s abandoning me if He’s doesn’t message me right away, I know that’s psycho and I don’t blame him but I can’t shake the thought I can’t loose him he’s all I have socially. Sorry for the rant I just don’t know what to do anymore. 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What's the simplest way to tell people that sometimes I need space. I don't want to talk or return texts and it's not person. 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I’m an aspiring cinematographer and it’s literally all I’m decent at in life so there’s not much else I can do. Thing is this industry requires constant socializing and networking and it scares the shit out of me. Just curious if there are any filmmakers struggling with SA. ,4.679540229885057,7.699149137931035,6.286896551724138,67.20609195402301,74.86206896551724,11.452873563218393,33.804597701149426,10.864195022040775,5.1738528735632165,262,14,42,11,6,89,46,58,0.113,0.784,0.103,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,11,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37596319746615625,0.0,0.21146787788238508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987221807705618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309214497583246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525039270625216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320755327185208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767542407052337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28375099925731506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635703058906061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889842242432494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364753497529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HowToMonk,2019/01/06,"How to Get into a Conflict with Anyone Anytime Anywhere ***TLDR:*** *After a fine read you will learn how to get into a conflict with anyone anytime anywhere. What a skill!* The following method can be extended to social skills other than Assertiveness as well. *Steps for Becoming Assertive:* * ***Know.*** *Clearly understand what does assertiveness mean and how to act assertively, so that you can distinguish between your assertive and non-assertive behaviors.* * ***Practice.*** *Whenever you come across unfair behavior against you, do not tolerate it even if you feel unconfident in your abilities. Look at the situation as a chance to practice your ability to get into conflict (as want it or not, you are going to need that useful skill a lot in your life).* * ***Reflect.*** *Self-reflect on the situation. What happened? What went wrong and why? At which points were you assertive, at which not? Why?* ***Visualize.*** *Next time, what would you do instead, if something similar happened to you. Try to* ***write everything down.*** **\*\*\*** *The following is the original blog post:* # How to Get into a Conflict with Anyone Anytime Anywhere *I do not like to get into a conflict with anyone.* I am a phlegmatic person and it is against my nature. However, unfortunately, or fortunately, **some situations just simply DEMAND from a person to actually get into a conflict**. Indeed, to be able to get into a conflict with anyone anytime is a useful skill to master. You do not have to use this skill consistently, but having it in your arsenal makes you confident in yourself during stressful situations. \*\*\* Our plane lifted off at midnight. I have been traveling the whole day from another city to reach the Liszt Ferenc airport in the capital of Budapest. Naturally, I was sleepy and tired. I was hoping to spend the next 3.5 hours as fast as possible and return home after being away for a few months. As always, I chose the *aisle* seat, as it is undeniably the most comfortable one among three. You leave first when the airplane lands, you can stand up as many times as you want without disturbing your neighbor(s) to check your luggage and go to the restroom. Your circle of communication is wider, you have more space for your legs. Trading off a place like this for looking out from a window would be a sin. After the plane took off and the belt signs disappeared, I felt how my seat trembled from the pressure, and someone sitting behind my seat stood up to check the baggage out. I usually do not care about such instances, however, the person sitting behind me seemed like to have an addiction to stand up in the coziest way possible. Each time that person stood up, I sensed how someone took my tired soul and shook it mindlessly. *I would never call myself an assertive person.* This is the ability I have always lacked and after each failed attempt of assertiveness, I would analyze the embarrassment that has just happened to me and hate myself even more intensely. For that reason, I did not react to the situation as immediately as a truly assertive person would react. I told myself – “Ok, I am not going to complain this time as well, but if you are going to repeat this one more time, it is not going to end well, b\*tch.” Surely, that is the mistake all unassertive people make; **they wait for a perfect moment to state their opinions and the moment does not arrive.** Luckily, only a few minutes later, the hurricane from 11th row stood up and passed by me. Yet, I was not courageous enough and doubted myself in whether I should tell my dissatisfaction about his behavior when he returns from the restroom or not. However, when he was coming back, I saw his face: a slim 35/40-year-old guy from my country. I did not like his eyes and when he passed by me again, I stopped him and told him not to use the aid of my seat while standing up. Unfortunately, I could not speak my mind precisely out of nervousness and used too many sentences to explain a simple thing. My voice was not confident and I was talking with minimal volume. On the plane! So, I needed to repeat my sentences till he answered: “I cannot do it otherwise”, and then he sat down. His one-liner after all of my lengthy and polite request infuriated me in a way that I almost shouted to him after he sat down: “Do not touch this!”. People around looked at me for a second or so and everything returned to its previous state. Except me, being angry with myself. I am not chaotic at all, it is extremely difficult to get me angry. I am phlegmatic and people with phlegmatic personality type tend to run from conflicts. **However, throughout my life, I realized that personality characteristics like introversion or fear of getting into conflict are prone to change (probably even several times) over a lifetime.** I knew it to be true, as I noticed how I became much more assertive than I was before. And I wanted to prove it to myself again. **I kept myself from scolding myself and thinking about the past.** Instead, I prepared what I am going to say as soon as my disposable plane-mate repeats his addiction. A little time passed by and James Bond stood up to prove his one-liner – “I cannot do it otherwise.” When he returned back to his place again passing by me, I looked at his eyes with a face expressing total fury. He returned my eye-contact with complete satisfaction in his face. *Lucky me.* As I have told you before, I am a phlegmatic person. In extremely rare cases, I verbally express my fury or hatred, however, the satisfied look in his face created anger inside me that made me courageous enough to stand my ground. “Please, do not lean on my seat while standing up.” – I asked politely, with confidence, while putting a lot of effort to keep my voice from shaking out of the stress. “It is impossible.” – he replied with his annoying husky voice. “You can raise the armrest before standing up.” – I told him my prepared advice. “I cannot do it.” – he lied – “Look, you have this button here,” – he leaned and touched the button on my armrest which actually meant for reclining the seat – “but I don’t have it.” – he lied again – “That is why I cannot raise my armrest. Come and check it if you want!” I could have stood up and proved that he was wrong, but instead, my usually slow mind in high-conflict situations found something witty to say – “Call stewardess and she will show you.” “I called her, she could not either” – he answered quickly and sat down. “You called her and she could not raise the armrest? – I asked in total disbelief. “Yes, I did.” “Really? Did you call the stewardess?” – I asked again while feeling on me all the negative attention from others. “Yes!” – he loudly exclaimed. If things ended up this way, he would win and I would feel like shit afterward for a long time, re-analyzing everything in my mind over and over again. I knew it, because, unfortunately, it happened to me several times before. This knowledge pushed me to finish what I have started. When stewardess came, I reached out and asked her if all the armrests go up. She answered affirmatively and kneeled to show me how to raise the armrest. I interrupted her, asking her to explain to the guy sitting one row behind me exactly what she was going to explain to me. I told her that he disturbs me while standing up and tells me he is incapable of raising his armrest. Stewardess approached him and explained everything while politely asking him not to disturb the passenger sitting in front of him. I wish I saw his face! The second everything had happened, I felt how my body got relaxed and my self-esteem went up. A few seconds of boldness brought me unbelievable self-satisfaction and a sense of achievement. It is a great feeling to catch a liar in front of others. Afterward, he would never touch my seat while standing up, although, in the beginning, he would press his knees against my seat while sitting, in order to cause me minimal discomfort. That was funny; I noticed how a grown-up man turned into a child. When the plane finally landed, I stood up to take my belongings. He was standing beside me, and even though I am still not sure if made the right decision or not, I asked a question to learn his reaction: “Is everything ok, I hope you are not spiteful towards me.” “Everything is ok.” – he did not answer my main question. But anyways, I was proud that I could guess his reaction to this question beforehand. \*\*\* **Learning how to get into a conflict with anyone makes you** **stronger.** You are going to get into such stressful situations again and again where your rights are not going to be respected (unknowingly or deliberately). However, learning the skill of handling such situations is certainly going to be useful for your well-being. Everyone could have been in my place and maybe actually was. Do not get me wrong, I failed many times before while trying stand for my ground. Indeed, in the example above I was not an epitome of assertiveness. *I waited for a perfect moment to strike, instead of immediately demanding my rights.* *I was unconfident and nervous when I first asked him for a favor.* *I could not achieve what I wanted not in my first attempt, neither in my second, and roughly speaking, I made a comeback, and if my disposable friend did not make an obvious mistake of lying to me overtly, I might have left the plane without achieving my goal at all.* However, these small mistakes are not significant. **Indeed, what is significant is my eagerness and ability to learn from my mistakes. I know that I am better than I was before and I will be better than I am now.** ## How to Be Assertive Initially, we should *define* assertiveness, which will guide us while making assumptions on how an assertive person would act in a given situation. According to ChangingMinds: ***Assertive behavior means standing up for your rights and expressing your truths in a way that neither shrinks from what you want to communicate nor assumes that they are the only valid truths.*** *Assertiveness also includes recognizing and respecting the equality, rights, and truths of other people* *Assertiveness can be understood in terms of what it is not: it is neither* *Aggressive behavior* *nor* *Passive behavior.* *The assumptions on which assertiveness is based are that:* * *All people have needs that they legitimately seek to satisfy, including you.* * *All people have equal and legitimate rights, including you.* * *All people can contribute to a conversation, including you.* *\*\*\** We defined assertiveness and assertive behavior. While analyzing a stressful situation, this knowledge will guide you on determining whether you were assertive in it or not, so that afterward you can work on changing undesired behavior(s) of yours. If the first step is **knowledge**[,](https://wrongmonk.wordpress.com/2018/12/28/how-to-spot-a-charlatan/) the second one is to put that knowledge into **practice.** When someone disturbs you unfairly, do not tolerate it. Instead of getting nervous, accept the situation as a chance to practice your ability to get into a conflict with people when necessary. In the beginning, you may fail and embarrass yourself. However, look at the situation from a brighter side: you have gained a new **experience** which you can **reflect** on. Try to understand what exactly went wrong, and instead of scolding yourself, figure out how would you act if the next time a similar situation arose. Believe me, that situation will certainly arrive and it may be much sooner than you expect. Try to have a diary to put your thoughts on. To summarize: * **Know.** Clearly understand what does assertiveness mean and how to act assertively, so that you can distinguish between your assertive and non-assertive behaviors. * **Practice.** Whenever you come across unfair behavior against you, do not tolerate it even if you feel unconfident in your abilities. Look at the situation as a chance to practice your ability to get into conflict (as want it or not, you are going to need that useful skill a lot in your life). * **Reflect.** Self-reflect on the situation. What happened? What went wrong and why? At which points were you assertive, at which not? Why? **Visualize.** Next time, what would you do instead, if something similar happened to you. Try to **write everything down.** As time passes, this knowledge, practice, and self-analysis will increase your confidence. And in the end, you will be able to get into a conflict with anyone anytime anywhere. What a skill!",3.1083571001399264,6.236467391522338,3.893828565456456,79.59087888799215,87.25432999088423,6.933464166894077,27.953532796451235,7.986378893414257,2.6642181038036563,9803,460,1577,227,314,3116,642,2194,0.121,0.7759999999999999,0.104,-0.9939,8,0,4,0,0,0,521.0,4,69,4,31,76,85,7,20,120,5,161,18,11,35,32,382,314,158,0,53,74,0,12,6,1,25,7,9,2,14,96,107,0,18,59,6,5,51,54,42,3,14,66,33,266,43,312,203,40,308,2,3,12,0,190,130,1,43,109,1225,362,16,0.049917400977681034,0.0,0.07306827402383682,0.05441733515079041,0.0,0.02438935325655074,0.0,0.0,0.024992533262757768,0.0,0.0,0.019959463763595642,0.041535276413049285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026171373651733984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216192590342105,0.0,0.0,0.02221853498685632,0.18666412624127296,0.0,0.02344952069944492,0.0383834001345594,0.0,0.015214592159714654,0.027564923784415832,0.12742809492510235,0.02811990856794329,0.0,0.044147884670195765,0.0,0.027723489706840698,0.0,0.0,0.12742811874555576,0.02854610428555648,0.025447058558563187,0.02563946059250647,0.05280599142322023,0.08599884190704886,0.026168722603400932,0.0,0.0,0.13949244002677533,0.0,0.0,0.01609629703352764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552458097449661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631800149498196,0.051578018972324134,0.0,0.08242493140884348,0.0,0.0,0.023849107898698853,0.1794501652245758,0.024414398277222752,0.0,0.02808547698172194,0.06309934446099201,0.017830500616211827,0.04792853303238294,0.027341036413882976,0.0,0.08491943154259875,0.0,0.027365926835368936,0.01928303008494471,0.0,0.20863825396872912,0.0,0.1702152559354385,0.0,0.019961752801606645,0.02751705540089969,0.02749482245723157,0.04942607497050624,0.15449627490435244,0.0,0.0,0.024641549517007755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026370237394205253,0.0250356115983565,0.04957924235304224,0.02457929243415276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02218443977749756,0.0,0.0,0.04114994718677825,0.0,0.0,0.02642766006582528,0.027117701109297246,0.0,0.052887204815197056,0.07316136207713687,0.025015174775702118,0.0,0.022087664528122764,0.16767217921025016,0.0,0.0,0.06365698387210945,0.0,0.07084957763601638,0.08330063191893282,0.07591261461822008,0.025074369318395563,0.0815620251783558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026477237027927054,0.07560351770400868,0.0,0.01992179661030028,0.0,0.0366950332883654,0.07402624064771869,0.03849937694414514,0.024105268459629046,0.1061754444806619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056831291863395875,0.02618995765770809,0.0,0.10147596832490384,0.03796443280776258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023825903752424927,0.13842576260395942,0.21792974564899412,0.07822958946668912,0.02739715817965663,0.047188078653785326,0.05627436937501721,0.02390353584625957,0.0,0.026909700501211647,0.0,0.0,0.07527116289184921,0.08387836984333692,0.0,0.024965454667654343,0.0,0.01598918263720286,0.025661700968224455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788756307268329,0.0,0.03969632079522193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02272146354180673,0.1301868395008885,0.056392454681486334,0.025619747385631275,0.0,0.4488740012482245,0.0,0.02544225202510551,0.06344227779045042,0.057643281024270784,0.0,0.0,0.01766589666772773,0.0,0.01993205045085579,0.02086659118529873,0.11436042833328107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704655967328938,0.0,0.01876583661900725,0.02006085803415867,0.043630008653002976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033162903153649566,0.015992527485093718,0.02452179650804185,0.019814420274241056,0.18919704657874065,0.05737270927751741,0.0,0.11924553949349427,0.055460069185581086,0.08472659649897217,0.02714789906059339,0.0,0.07794866227419413,0.030022243604338236,0.15089412560613605,0.05497696489962508,0.0,0.1030490174416487,0.07924421886463978,0.0,0.0,0.08976347663558705,0.09254786161470108,0.11260672556827216,0.027865497769210653,0.0287012738127377,0.04811859323587662,0.0,0.018170231212564048,0.0,0.0,0.2127593367260613,0.13644210451052205,0.0,0.01607258481167424 socialanxiety,KingCrimson87,2019/01/06,I cant even talk to my own father How am I supposed to find friends and marry someone one day if I can't even talk to my own fucking father? Socializing is pretty much impossible when you're literally unable to talk to other people...,5.143120567375885,5.704947000000002,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,68.36170212765957,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.545743262411348,187,7,34,3,3,66,34,47,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,5,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916298739865776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464957835757244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397391301703204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265375126173046,0.2424938248179755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928220335653395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774251551207276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184706928438227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685527094873457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673836938863425,0.2222474982093461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6324848506032296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gretsall,2019/01/06,"How do you cope with shyness at work? Hi all. I've been terribly shy and awkward since I was a kid.. and school was okay cause I can still get away by being passive. Not really talking or participating in group discussions etc. However, I think it causes communication problems for me at work. It was a struggle bringing up difficult topics to my manager (e.g. asking for a raise) but I pushed myself somehow cause I really wanted it. At my new job I'm kinda in a sales position and attend meetings. I feel like everyone contributes to discussions except for me.. but I don't feel the need to give any input. I've also been asked to lead a meeting some months ago and it was awful. I was tensed. My boss had to step up for me. There's performance reviews in a couple of months and I'm nervous about whether I can live up to expectations. How does everyone here cope with social anxiety at work? How do you manage it so it doesn't affect you at work?",2.1101871657754003,4.585628080213908,4.084307486631019,82.43352005347595,81.03208556149733,7.376363636363638,24.323262032085555,8.395991825355821,1.9063413903743318,749,28,142,17,20,254,113,187,0.131,0.835,0.034,-0.9279,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,6,11,8,0,3,7,2,15,0,0,9,1,33,27,14,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,6,0,0,8,2,19,2,28,18,3,22,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,4,6,97,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674315273654865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143410630539729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723131040081166,0.0,0.1093793169797372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733401860470624,0.0,0.1343344268482319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44063957053165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820466252996646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512277105785966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594605072048109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732470553642649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458997915240404,0.10214494835080193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470115440933223,0.13715945492844092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188559863381436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985281112306344,0.0,0.12625396913385695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282505611720317,0.0,0.0,0.1060178663841088,0.0,0.13809098548541685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681256055246072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319331238110897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470340436230875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118274542525453,0.0,0.0,0.14575011520818504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418402139405505,0.0,0.0,0.14947375167412508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492191676933697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161581770050913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843333149091067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163646032556093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ellemai7,2019/01/06,"Group social anxiety I was really looking forward to a group dinner with my friends today. There was going to be 5 of us, and I know them all really well so for a change, I actually feel really comfortable in this social situation. However it turned out another girl had been invited, one that I don't know very well and I felt completely blindsided by it when she turned up. To make things even more awkward we had met once before but she actually couldn't remember that we had... I just don't feel comfortable anymore, I feel like now there's a 'stranger' in our group, I can't concentrate or relax properly. I'm not enjoying the dinner at all anymore, I don't feel like I can let my personality go and I want to go home. Anyone else get like this around new people? How would you deal with having to put up with strangers when you don't want to? I can't exactly tell my friends not to invite people I don't know ",2.9228483606557383,4.87469132240437,4.732920081967215,81.50134733606559,75.66666666666666,8.946584699453553,25.645150273224047,9.516144504307137,2.4038527322404373,724,26,145,20,16,246,107,183,0.062,0.773,0.165,0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,2,1,0,12,12,0,1,4,0,19,2,0,2,3,33,39,9,0,4,5,0,5,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,10,2,0,9,1,0,5,10,1,2,1,8,6,25,11,20,27,3,17,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,1,9,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.2361568707273125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687893179629112,0.092564582438372,0.0,0.2399987487224053,0.08460593444611511,0.12397868343655175,0.0,0.10771555298260296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296199185722504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800183653673805,0.0,0.12686607950259365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474557051036282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107987930361374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991928425081908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472471422535205,0.17288468703882326,0.11617886692984294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696842523674176,0.0,0.06321744692230206,0.0,0.20630107284309326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137275248660287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949512058517024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373058255041433,0.0,0.17734329868645982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160943056165928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076836421713747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686244495683637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288609307497798,0.08199265499899243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677721728136507,0.1056524342303668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216383069261084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325468781616313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706928456322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360089427941824,0.0,0.2466882940417256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575923460916976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038694841529902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146937448230387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632262623397614,0.0,0.0,0.14554796585520802,0.0,0.0,0.0998375789887926,0.14273773681821994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758686000591404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595484813773976,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Emmy820,2019/01/06,Knew somebody online and Still like them I knew a guy on an online dating site we spoke on the phone and i really liked him. He talked to me about getting married and having Kids. I am not a very talkative person but i was doing my best to look normal and i felt really comfortable with him then i just couldnt keep on trying to look normal and i started to feel shy and couldnt find anything to talk about so i pushed him away because i know i am not going anywhere in any relationship and sooner or later he will discover how shy and awkward i am. I dont want to try to get to know anyone anymore because the same scenario keeps on repeating itself and i am exhausted and dont want to feel Hurt anymore.,4.042827586206897,4.907634696551725,5.364310344827587,82.42922413793106,71.0,8.006896551724138,26.91379310344828,8.238735603445708,1.7238137931034485,561,18,111,8,10,188,87,145,0.119,0.7829999999999999,0.099,0.0181,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,35,30,15,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,12,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,6,20,4,18,22,2,15,0,1,2,0,15,7,0,1,8,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248641925802733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989231286063977,0.10537834367025382,0.0,0.12401961445104726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415948662421788,0.0,0.0,0.1837400575812276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815845678988824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35325665661154704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240470546819873,0.0,0.14470304768456854,0.0,0.13774412802410033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574771295027111,0.0,0.08565067173251847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922433946571872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133573390030295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679118966407526,0.0,0.0,0.1656500458286556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725636130170494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311306030630304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953231394550264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159217018065456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309445219407814,0.0,0.0,0.16180369312699322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106671701642681,0.0,0.12035538183038826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226631720598654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204641301665684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434965441564465,0.17778263881388162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,buddycool,2019/01/06,"Has anyone installed OPENTALK app ? Today I installed this app (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.badoo.mobile), by which we can have voice conversations with strangers. I spoke with 3 people today, where two of them were from other countries. It was very helpful and fun. Just give a try if you haven't yet installed. You can register it anonymously and it's free! 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I haven't thought too hard about it, but even me, as a not extroverted person who spends every day at home, never felt even the slightest bit of discomfort confronting people, talking with anyone whatsoever, or presenting things. I'd say I'm a pretty self aware person too, I'm sure I come off weird and eccentric to some people, but that's the other far end of the extreme. I'm aware of what's weird to do and how people take certain things you say and do, but it never mattered to me. There's only a single person who I really care what they think. ​ That being said, I really wish I could help people who feel nervous and have social anxiety. I don't know how or really where to begin, and I'm no expert at social skills, but I'd say the first step to feeling the way I do is to not force it or try to make yourself feel comfortable, rather, try to detach from the feeling of what's impeding you. If you overthink it, you're gonna feel more pressured and nervous. ​ I'm sure this isn't too much help cause it's really vague and self centered of me to post, but that's kind of the point. I was thinking, maybe rather than thinking about how you're coming off to someone else, or thinking about how you're perceived, just think about yourself and only yourself. Think selfishly. Not in a mean way, but be more focused on your own thoughts about the topic or yourself or whatever else other than the actual 'idea' of any social confrontation, which is what seems to be so stressful for people. ​ I'd imagine when people have social anxiety, they're most comfortable at home, in peace, with their own thoughts. So just transfer that feeling and state of mind to when you're around people too (way easier said than done i'm sure), but try to just think like you think when you're alone. Just say whatever to be people, so long as it's not offensive or mean. And don't overthink about what it is, just give it a quick check in your head. ​ Sorry if this isn't too much help, I just find this an interesting topic since it seems so many people struggle with social anxiety and I've never felt anything even remotely close to it, despite being a generally introverted person (it's really strange and out of character for me to make this post and I honestly feel like deleting it). ​ I guess if anyone has any questions, I'd love to try my best and help. As i said, I'm in no way a 'cool' guy, or a likable person really for that matter- but I don't get stressed about social interactions and that's the point. If you're a cool guy, that'll come out with the latter. ​ Hope you all had/are having a fun weekend and hope to hear from you soon \-guy that goes to the grocery store with mustard on his shirt and used to regularly strike up conversations with complete strangers out of impulse, but now I just watch anime and touch my peepee.",6.486373155640173,6.507173486910998,6.503284150404571,79.36378867206093,65.43979057591622,9.388735522766936,31.325241948278595,9.0124134603493,2.4814286212914483,2340,80,445,35,33,744,230,573,0.09,0.7290000000000001,0.18,0.9965,0,1,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,8,2,3,41,32,3,7,23,2,26,3,2,8,9,125,80,53,0,10,34,0,11,2,0,2,0,8,2,10,37,32,0,0,31,1,3,4,16,13,0,1,11,22,31,19,70,61,12,50,0,0,1,1,49,22,0,20,19,280,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.04384003624926133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652845071801421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205542547235525,0.3275306376087498,0.061100686328648464,0.0,0.13746911997937952,0.0,0.0,0.06282480321825062,0.0,0.03696920829136992,0.03999251626957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471457112488841,0.0,0.049046147649803966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580373566565487,0.04615005199467148,0.0,0.11609597863337452,0.047102703445097184,0.0,0.0,0.03586872517892405,0.0,0.0,0.028972721260605808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045973575600904426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505766076750242,0.0,0.039789958478697735,0.0,0.0,0.08901704128566053,0.0,0.037851005551695314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900698160466675,0.032094221622185636,0.08626953299162876,0.0,0.04106037083227757,0.03821293516403264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023471306645654555,0.04309587517665043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948963264680968,0.13344757711759678,0.0,0.0,0.040243715824232716,0.0,0.046105712983157306,0.0,0.050633412917340435,0.0,0.12044834389426075,0.0,0.09012629363351232,0.08924074686337381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071452905392388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678217200462071,0.02468944559625193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043895887898770886,0.0,0.0,0.03975695443107904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054630452765897,0.0,0.05997518520918192,0.045546604475059684,0.04513290923584233,0.09787235809664263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045361150252901085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660496615400407,0.0,0.13859482272057136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833453230051656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030623473303923,0.1961326186367989,0.0,0.0,0.08493674332748312,0.0,0.08605090720853817,0.04570458054101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032595642345716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726795165749018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820105988341668,0.14290372935786938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179553700563277,0.09373253996995436,0.0,0.0,0.03716218414480904,0.0,0.0,0.3205655886201933,0.03806456078546095,0.03458523638872306,0.0,0.05028953452559852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292220646904572,0.04696506083153009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702302183342076,0.0,0.0337777907833135,0.036108779979744515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969196190041867,0.2302875202231037,0.0,0.10699560420952332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200371594094815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880052511406098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263657410753425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516611991111183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275306376087498,0.0 socialanxiety,1234swkisgar56,2019/01/06,Does anyone else get it where they don't feel aware of their own actions? Some days I literally think I'm autistic,3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,74.65217391304348,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.8795391304347824,93,3,19,1,2,29,22,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334962126913028,0.4908422059002652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894690755168464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192189176289928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001838828600668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422215159071235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502832764360311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069551897659159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jackedup23,2019/01/06,"Does anyone else always feel like an “extra?” I have friends that I love, but they are all in separate social circles, and I'm not really a part of any of them. On the rare occasion I do get invited out, I always feel like I'm an ""extra"", like I really don't belong. The more I think about it, the more I realize how much I really don't fit in anywhere. I have no real sense of social belonging. It's hard to find that I think, as I'm sure you all can relate to. I just wish I had a real friend group, you know? A group of friends who say ""Hey, let's invite Chris! This thing can't work without Chris!"" instead of ""Hey remember that one guy, with the thing? Is he still in the country? Text him maybe, if you want, no biggie if you don't, whatever"". Am I doomed to always be this part of a friend group? I've been away from home for the last 5 months in a new city, and I literally know no one. It's alright most of the time, but I get bummed out on Fridays and weekends. Kinda just ranting. Thanks guys :)",1.1449379344587882,2.7648926745283013,3.1776166832174795,92.1540764647468,79.80188679245283,6.5386295928500475,20.1201588877855,7.475848149327749,0.4268735849056604,765,19,177,11,19,259,120,212,0.058,0.7120000000000001,0.229,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,2,1,6,12,0,0,14,1,15,1,0,1,3,33,30,9,0,4,8,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,11,6,0,0,9,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,4,22,11,25,26,10,16,1,1,0,1,24,10,0,4,9,115,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971341543856669,0.0,0.0,0.08094629836870118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323041150316883,0.12196303849840777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118351131134675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416629290520853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943652303123647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120372990401424,0.17007392849023173,0.0,0.0,0.10879370521769964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678573866580115,0.0,0.1243793158474957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357221179881999,0.0,0.0,0.10662989319143444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939947476339313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308344864764619,0.09702751428496982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171897123548228,0.0,0.17446005204758053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743163330082683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958431751818305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501074268819336,0.0,0.0875027095671926,0.0,0.0,0.11496249579535878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131923748563587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780156699382684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097047928454016,0.2287661319490168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484081268445988,0.0,0.0,0.09465955793346396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426776367464411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505964515545788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218688411798462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109589291298244,0.0,0.0,0.15816003546064628,0.15254265903251754,0.0,0.0,0.06940890793942192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702085536327113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368816976896293,0.1147432475564965,0.0,0.08665720246482735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ItsWoodenshoe,2019/01/06,"Can we stop posting so many memes? Like my title says, every post here is pretty much a meme or whatever nowdays, but I (and I believe many others with me) came here to talk about my fear and anxiety and help other people. I think Social Anxiety is not something to “meme about” and we should become a more serious subreddit again. I’ve been thinking about posting this for a long time now but never actually had the confidence to do so, but here I am and I am proud that I wrote this",5.213750000000001,5.624401208333335,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,68.16666666666666,9.316666666666668,29.541666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.446866666666666,380,13,74,7,6,126,66,96,0.114,0.731,0.155,0.7385,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,20,13,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,11,2,8,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1748556828290259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741473194186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789232610921031,0.0,0.20187663713529624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493635399125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096847511430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162944810831893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010184764395099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875392233743338,0.0,0.0,0.15857033910107504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633246369026128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317193102161778,0.0,0.13819612411806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422216532041558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148201766687501,0.1822924049030302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249263523422373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265337767962184,0.0,0.13794297728609514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498040879751419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401962041232727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962504733497094,0.0,0.0,0.10448240428050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Username_Taken859,2019/01/06,"Overthinking? I do this weird thing which I'm gonna call 'Social chess'. I plan a thing I am going to say and start imagining the different scenarios that happen, and then 'terminate' the thing I was going to say if I feel all the outcomes are awkward. And most of the time I just don't even say it/type it. Does anyone else do it or is this just some dumb thing I do? 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I am a 23 year old guy, have a job, go to college, and have what you should consider a normal life. However, the reason of this post is to see if anybody has suffered the ""syntoms"" of anxiety that i suffer nowadays. Everything started about 10 years ago when I changed highschool, or at least that is the first time that I remember my face going all Red when I had to speak to a bunch of people, it actually wasn't a lot of people, it was like 3 or 4 persons. But that's not important, I've always been shy and since that happened i always turn Red for anything, literally Just making a purchase, if someone stares at me, or Just talking to people, don't even Get me started if I have to face an embarrasing sutuation like talking to a girl i like, is Just impossible for me to go through this without going red. This never stopped me from holding eye contact to people, but the latest syntom i'm facing lately has to do with this... Everytime i have to hold eye contact with a person my eyes suddenly get wet and seems like i'm about to cry, enough for people to notice, and this is actually making me very unhappy. It is not possible for me to be confident in any situation when I have to face everything i just exposed. So my question is: Has anyone suffered from these ""syntoms"" as well? And if so... What can I do to improve my confident or stop these ""syntoms"" to happen? 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So I am trying to get a job at a local Denny’s and I went there with a friend to eat their to celebrate his birthday and friends brother works there as well. I met this waitress who is really cute and she was really nervous around me and all shaky you know what I mean anyways she leaves our table after taking our order and is talking to my friends brother who she works with, he walks up and tells me she wanted to know about me and likes me. I decided I wouldn’t ask her number because I don’t know her yet, I figured if anything it gives me more of a reason to get a job their so I can then get to know her and ask her number because I feel I gotta get to know people a little bit before I ask their number the first time I see them. Am I doing this right or is this not how people do it? I feel that’s the way I should do it because I’ll probably get the job so I’ll be able to get to know her and get her number then with a base of relationship created",2.3680241935483863,3.2609780460829505,4.109513248847929,89.75569844470046,74.99078341013825,6.715322580645162,23.239919354838708,6.9077264865688965,0.6047698156682021,784,21,177,7,16,265,110,217,0.021,0.833,0.146,0.9677,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,4,3,12,8,0,2,10,0,14,1,0,3,1,36,41,19,0,4,3,2,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,14,1,0,12,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,3,3,40,6,23,34,3,17,0,0,1,0,35,6,0,3,8,124,50,5,0.1109192005274293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127705110569176,0.09874160470553046,0.3110834385050999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284594538016865,0.0,0.09438407006369977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109503915488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349803314832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216816107148617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434781530553152,0.0,0.0,0.2570876975415555,0.0,0.4636056340352613,0.1064038042129755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302105742301847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36574975093308015,0.0,0.0,0.11744741789031292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054189518632471616,0.1111701784480084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082352645224552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379481523182653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958965841837475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211536021264906,0.11404341170895822,0.0,0.1190857110144606,0.0,0.09472439119820944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838824206305776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339743473180079,0.08915265183930689,0.09694827022263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467787781612623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753068562305799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542301828846876,0.0880424985148617,0.0,0.0,0.099729682134629,0.10282321014084472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161500998050542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IanTannir,2019/01/06,"I finally worked up the nerve to ask someone out... they told me they liked spending time w/me and gave me their number. I haven't called them yet, but I will :)",0.10772727272727424,2.350490000000004,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,88.3939393939394,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.603781818181818,122,3,29,1,4,38,28,33,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,18,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863102981786593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219496957680072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526686146821217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188123033806185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35012484000178834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409552599596297,0.0,0.0,0.39485491590314026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083327006831223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,484845647,2019/01/06,"Social nervousness and relationships. Firstly, the reason I said social nervousness instead of social anxiety is because I'm not 100% sure I was diagnosed with social anxiety, with that being said I am going to be in therapy to teach me social skills and therapy to overcome being nervous around people. Even today when I meet new people a lot of the time I am literally just too nervous to even say a word to them. Like I said, not sure if I was diagnosed or not, but I talked online to other people with social anxiety and they are very similar to me when it comes to fear of socializing, and I figure people with similar experiences to me can help me. Anyways, I'm a 16 year old guy and I've always been extremely socially nervous, I used to cry and pretend I was sick so I wouldn't have to present, and I threw up once because I raised my hand and got an answer wrong in class. I've never had a close friend in my entire life because I constantly fear they're judging me, it's hard for me to even talk to my own family. About 3 months ago I got a girlfriend. I was extremely nervous around her but she asked me to be her boyfriend because she thought I was cute. It was extremely difficult for me to talk to her but I admired her personality. Fast forward a couple months to today and I still get nervous when I talk to her, it's not that bad but around friends I get loud and kind of yell sometimes but around her I talk very timidly. I can make some jokes and she'll laugh but I'm always too scared to continue on a joke because I think she's just laughing to make me happy. As a side not, I never had a single female friend before this, I couldn't even talk to girls, like literally they would say hi and I wouldn't respond. So, back to the thing with my girlfriend, when I talk to her I can't carry on a conversation even though around my friends I actually like to carry the conversation, she doesn't carry the conversation either. She says it's not but I always feel like it's awkward when we hang out, and I honestly don't enjoy hanging out and doing stuff with her because I can't joke around and have fun with her, I'm too nervous to speak 1/2 the time. I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't know if I like this girl, I love her personality, she's cute, she's understanding af about my depression, but I can't enjoy spending time around her because I feel sick because I'm too nervous. I think part of it is that all of my friends have low self esteem, and I'm friends with them because I can feel comfortable around them, but she's not that way. Also, I've always been too nervous to even talk to a girl in the form of just a simple hello. I'm not sure if I like my girlfriend or not, I've talked to her mom and stuff and I know I mean the world to her so I would feel terrible about leading her on. What should I do about this, I'm thinking the best thing to do would be to tell her exactly how I feel so she can decide what to do on her own but I'm not sure.",3.643376608715286,4.470647872168286,5.022883269361032,84.64926732896821,71.89644012944984,8.078934296680968,27.15526454429141,8.356213837460157,1.6675446978249415,2347,79,500,36,43,786,219,618,0.151,0.69,0.158,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,5,4,42,54,0,15,22,0,46,7,1,6,8,109,85,46,0,10,29,1,7,6,9,7,5,10,0,7,22,39,0,0,17,4,1,7,21,21,0,1,17,17,97,33,74,55,10,56,0,2,0,1,86,24,0,8,32,346,119,3,0.0,0.0,0.048535618279778536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408837803112856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977423555877012,0.1655389030104526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414478585237248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542080107181389,0.046496883730375485,0.0,0.0,0.038244273908876525,0.041527873357823264,0.2728700037700225,0.0,0.04232207107688424,0.0,0.05219535475961325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284356328789708,0.0,0.05374745279654874,0.0,0.0,0.05503245593398372,0.054633174747421714,0.0,0.0,0.042837947082573984,0.10096293632492843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710280856845336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865180946769858,0.04688711567880752,0.11193470831504804,0.12574126338869898,0.03553174273817493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230581434573208,0.0,0.0,0.2305576311977857,0.0,0.05197050355542592,0.0,0.028266380990408117,0.0,0.07955759408177726,0.0,0.054790326935290616,0.049246922961125664,0.0,0.052945395122996286,0.044554106166774736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333730615803172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179287785724563,0.05466772427767935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513033829097255,0.14579235612351424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042284166573454345,0.044889104288623166,0.0,0.06639895731429556,0.0,0.0,0.054177594490475316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825075030492384,0.07939834862469748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671966068723962,0.04803579080463022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219005668137451,0.05296771528845423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053859748153281116,0.0,0.13792401826080986,0.08685593101469613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113737278906772,0.0,0.05339835337037102,0.0,0.0,0.141932312058008,0.15820974278932526,0.04979488115070399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188598333392622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056005260172755,0.0,0.0,0.04919063869486271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397196076603819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387271322457425,0.0,0.0,0.18750413025505536,0.0,0.0,0.3597866015695701,0.04347186533039154,0.0,0.11375597166413536,0.0,0.06608539875964678,0.095607361436092,0.0488658273682689,0.03948520004257668,0.08700520353239878,0.0,0.09428871242517728,0.0,0.0,0.03376779704261857,0.0,0.0,0.05177741732787408,0.0,0.042956339389951005,0.0,0.08207558998988469,0.0,0.03947849332432561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599407975710046,0.05437902009004873,0.0,0.03202865477297165 socialanxiety,Pilzkind69,2019/01/06,"Anyone wanna chat and share? Just thought about this...i have quite heavy social anxiety depending on the Situation and i noticed i dont feel secure talking about it with anyone i know...its hard to open up especially when u know nobody can relate...i hate it so much somtimes i wish id just die quickly. Anyways, hit me up if anyones interested to talk or share thoughts, experiences, whatever... 20 year old guy from germany btw ",2.5286250000000017,5.4166546125,4.050000000000004,80.27500000000002,84.125,6.7,28.0,7.908726449838941,2.3381,339,16,59,7,10,112,65,80,0.155,0.726,0.12,-0.4471,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,10,6,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,4,10,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,4,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052639757284925,0.0,0.0,0.4127526811003782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421332625329253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306097360782651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924761142583832,0.0,0.0,0.09949142711769128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948305001283193,0.0,0.0,0.17626479514456436,0.1942669094885724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162762548698713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464655937303794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240208032559963,0.20647411520480324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928617688980228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117461838204214,0.0,0.2005794184304528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163081030513246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124224138037845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262726115554324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267116492289514 socialanxiety,kioptea,2019/01/07,"I’m not able to make friends I’ve lived all my life without friends, but now I’m in a really good therapy and feeling really lonely because I’ve no own to talk to. I’m trying to make friends but its not working, I technically know how to do but I think when people try to know more I’m closing myself and run away. Do you have any tips to make friends? 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The thing is, I would totally eat by myself if it weren't for the fact that my brother and sister also go to the same school as me and they have no idea that I'm a depressed loser who has no friends and I don't want to risk them seeing me eating alone. Any ideas asto what I can do? :( ​ ​ 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socialanxiety,vuvuimp12,2019/01/07,"I need help I don’t know why I keep putting off the idea of getting help, even though I hate my social 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socialanxiety,LenKagamine14,2019/01/07,Anxiety treatment help Hey there so I'm new to this sub and Reddit overall although I am a longtime lurker (first time posting) I was wondering if anyone in the Toronto Ontario area could recommend some good places to get treatment for social anxiety being new to the place and 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socialanxiety,Disco_Steve_Phd,2019/01/07,"Does anybody else's social anxiety pair well with their introversion? I certainly wish I wasn't so anxious about every social encounter and that it didn't hinder my friendships and professional endeavors but I'm perfectly happy not having any social interactions (outside of my wife) and am very comfortable with and content with a life of avoiding as much social interaction as possible. If I didn't have my wife, though, I imagine, I would feel much lonelier.",10.674999999999997,10.177400419753084,10.226018518518522,57.81458333333333,57.148148148148145,13.5320987654321,43.70679012345679,12.602617957971056,6.000923456790124,378,19,54,11,4,123,59,81,0.101,0.652,0.247,0.9346,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,10,10,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,1,9,5,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268269897602815,0.0,0.1380105828453038,0.2038081481202995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578750630168381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507065952132657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200037181452475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121901584058303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204621880889225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742654235718756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652392708193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338137564217945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7356073855673521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772486040238854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885436851920028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622072318474981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074587282113161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815569818798694,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KeyEvening,2019/01/07,"Any tips on how to get over my long term crush? I can't take it anymore. I'm a 17 year old guy and a senior in high school. I developed a crush on a really cute girl in my 6th grade class, and I've had a crush on her ever since. That means I've had a crush on her for 7 straight school years, which is crazy when I think about it. She is definitely my ""oneitis."" SA has completely ruined my teenage years and has made me an extremely awkward and boring person. I don't really have any friends and can barely hold conversations with anyone about anything other than schoolwork. She is my polar opposite; a social butterfly that is liked by pretty much everyone and has a good social media following. The only social media I use is reddit. In terms of physical attractiveness, I think I have somewhat of a chance with her. I'm tall, I dress nicely, and I have a decent looking face. However, I'm so socially underdeveloped that I would have no chance of flirting with her without it being extremely awkward. As pathetic as this sounds, I feel like i'm never going to forget about her. I've liked her for so long that I'm scared that once we graduate I will constantly think about her and that will drive me insane. 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My friend invited everyone to his birthday party (even people he hardly knows) and didn’t invite me. And yes it was all over Instagram of course. I told my friends that I was having these problems and I had one just ONE request. They had been planning a meetup and I was in New Jersey so I was afraid I couldn’t attend and I did all I could to push it to when more people were in town. Anyway this one request was that if they had a meetup without me, don’t put it on your Instagram. Guess what? They did. All of the people that were there. I was so upset. And now they all have matching bracelets. It sounds stupid, I know. But being left out is a feeling I’m used to now. My life can’t possibly be worse than this right now. Oh and also one of these people is my crush. 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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRggS\_WpAS8&t=2s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRggS_WpAS8&t=2s) ​ How NoFap destroys social anxiety, depression, and gives you more energy. I give tips on how to stay on nofap forever with these simple tips! Semen Retention is powerful AF!",19.01684210526316,25.64782673684211,10.472894736842102,36.89776315789472,44.78947368421053,12.221052631578946,35.8157894736842,11.20814326018867,6.47918947368421,288,10,20,8,4,72,30,38,0.301,0.596,0.103,-0.8733,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427505622152435,0.2402745998472222,0.0,0.0,0.30253967722419384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031236144335438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37937864642164615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031401368015684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076352647473012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402745998472222,0.0 socialanxiety,WeedAnaphia,2019/01/07,"Can drugs/weed cause social anxiety? And if so can it be reversed? I'm 24m and used to be very confident in school, class clown infact. So I guess i actually enjoyed the attention. However now it's a completely different story. Aged 16 I started smoking/smoking weed. Around 17 I started getting into drinking and mixing harder drugs (cocaine & mdma) literally every weekend and progressively smoking more weed literally every day. Over time i I have developed depression and social anxiety and lost all my friends so i made a promise to myself that new year 2019 I would quit absolutly everything. I know it's only been 2 weeks but I'm determined more than ever to quit these vices and have started to eat healthier and exercise often aswell. Back to my actual question. Could this social anxiety and depression be caused by drug abuse or was I always going to develop this? And will stopping make these illnesses gradually disappear? Im in the process of joining the army so i want to be mentally stable when i start my basic training. Thanks for taking time to read. 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I (f 20) had 3 weeks off for Xmas and new year. I'm so scared because I have a 1500 word essay due today and 3 exams next week. I didn't do the essay or revise in the break. Also, last semester I wore the same shoes and outfit more or less every single day so I'm nervous to go back because I'll be wearing the same thing again, I didn't buy new clothes and I own a decent amount of clothes already but I feel unconfident in them because I'm overweight, my clothes and I look weird in them. I feel like crying. Every day is a battle of deciding what to wear and it ends up being the same thing. In 2 weeks, I'm going abroad with some class members. I have no friends in the group. I'll be going abroad for the first time in my life and I don't feel prepared.",1.1469467213114757,2.657698322404375,3.1853790983606602,92.59642930327871,79.43715846994536,5.6678961748633885,21.820013661202182,6.322622252153567,0.19658497267759506,655,19,152,5,16,222,102,183,0.135,0.823,0.043,-0.9188,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,3,10,0,13,5,3,0,0,21,26,15,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,5,0,1,4,4,16,2,18,19,9,32,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,19,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331262716437554,0.12559576093410274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241529151496086,0.0,0.28721537345407444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251607876936936,0.2025732452626828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910293315900735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464897660436115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382331592437637,0.1121991712429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358976910663725,0.0,0.0,0.1213392737058951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570288735377863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280197004582313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093164978639697,0.07672848871665684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318855254881664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033668209293152,0.16702835682373834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157238119121233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086789557925597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915792563482604,0.0,0.14886851272149387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37793693553873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113741248309344 socialanxiety,uxxandromedas,2019/01/07,"Failed a test, the teacher said to see her after class We have an online system where teachers enter all the grades and their comments before giving the test back. This night, my math teacher entered in my grade and it turned out to be the worst score I've ever gotten on anything (40%). She left a comment at the side saying to see her after class tomorrow. My math teacher is extremely intimidating. I've already had multiple conversations with her about how my SA prevents me from working with other people (which she believes is the reason why I keep failing tests) and she told me I had to go work with someone. I intended to do so but ended up panicking and not following through, which she noticed. She hasn't talked to me since, and now I don't have an excuse not to see her. My social anxiety already makes it hard to talk to teachers, but she straight up terrifies me. What do I do?",6.5029069767441845,6.613742546511627,6.75986046511628,77.23281395348839,65.3953488372093,9.205581395348837,34.06046511627907,8.841846274778883,2.860142325581395,706,29,129,10,10,228,107,172,0.128,0.8420000000000001,0.029,-0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,4,2,22,24,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,5,6,26,0,23,18,2,23,0,2,3,0,23,10,0,0,8,95,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688398563266216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784554706341136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752466471656602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850416469080378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220592616500274,0.18828583966180767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801779512671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116866716521982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031573458713666,0.09497755629140968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970576275414424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854301040276974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157523914863188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155320357688213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682982311927388,0.0,0.0,0.19026604374815356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158592447044133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182612462191807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896840092633718,0.13289970474750215,0.0,0.0,0.399516522741302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824253076696782,0.0,0.0,0.17035673405052934,0.1415993525840768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686477795737834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968932811576342,0.0,0.0,0.1817774391878718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507988678125323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433291866821341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rasytojas,2019/01/07,"School is about to start in 4 hours... It's gonna be the first time I'm gonna be leaving my house in like 15-16 days. ​ Also, I will have to go to a job interview like 2 hours after school. ​ I also haven't slept yet. \[It's like 4 am now\] ​ I'm kinda hoping that a car hits me on my way to school. ​ I just don't really feel that good right now... ​ ​",2.1289036544850504,3.5327036511627914,3.1967774086378737,94.0254651162791,76.44186046511628,5.84451827242525,21.588039867109647,6.18269132825596,0.09800863787375436,318,8,72,2,7,102,56,86,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9036,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,0,4,18,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,5,9,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,13,37,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061742579924208,0.0,0.4902675609715429,0.5498190851417539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863592369212845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038131688248990527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414728468109668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285963091215075,0.06325385757870244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490332226018946,0.1485356027841608,0.08701786785302212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483696236546622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985275468300032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053071447998694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048312271140542866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440331944897575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289696064439649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337856281447682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043974629697620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059860286091189936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498190851417539,0.0 socialanxiety,Jsalvo99,2019/01/07,"What good is a college degree if I suck at socializing? It's exactly what's in the title. Why should I keep pursuing college if I naturally suck at socializing? What good is a degree if I have the personality of a ceiling tile? I'm thinking about dropping out before I get too serious with my graphic design studies. Yes, I know....BRILLIANT GENIUSES were all socially awkward. Yeah yeah...I'm not one of them. 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And those lab classes are most important! I can get by reading the material off books but lab exams require practical experience... means I'd have to go out of my way to ask for advice from the professor which in itself is anxiety inducing. I _know_ that it doesn't matter, it isn't as bad as I think it'd be, that it's all in my head but these anxiety thoughts almost control me before leaving for classes...I just stay in my room and procrastinate the whole time and hate myself. It's just so fucked up... I'm jeopardizing my grades for no reason other than my disfunctional and unjustified thoughts!",6.308385093167704,6.939984341614911,6.9598074534161505,73.8400838509317,65.83229813664596,10.415155279503104,34.112422360248445,10.355215969177356,3.5982243478260862,673,29,122,16,10,222,104,161,0.199,0.752,0.048,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,4,0,5,0,8,2,1,4,1,28,24,13,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,2,7,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,12,1,21,20,5,19,0,1,0,1,5,12,2,2,3,82,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579278860696701,0.0,0.0,0.16183364536954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709041080739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108780536445945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349414142132672,0.0,0.0,0.13752209448195352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477682382847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126448115444724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422802676703824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809005958569966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941006453383301,0.08443694174654456,0.1550354207689961,0.09184928379719504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912185483285765,0.16586317328279232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881914036733718,0.0,0.0,0.1711264929439086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787897955999562,0.0,0.0,0.1760456442405424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880530359965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951421436401057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427939288669926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616583038901143,0.0,0.10353443108201704,0.1661666934843867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445192534473954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298996684640458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355608990794292,0.0,0.2566078300388238,0.09423875467458193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828212208920978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043689435629254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Eraka,2019/01/07,"I feel powerless and cowardly Tonight I was walking home and witnessed someone throwing trash out of their car in the parking lot. I felt immediately uncomfortable, because I hate it when people litter. But at the same time I felt very uncomfortable because it was a situation for me to be confrontational, and I was too scared to do it. So I walked by and didn’t say anything. This has happened before, and I didn’t say anything either. I just feel so weak and cowardly and incapable. I’m afraid to have that confrontation, I’m afraid I won’t do it right, I’m afraid I’ll fail, I’m afraid they might hurt me. It sucks, when you see injustices happening but because of social anxiety you feel extremely apprehensive to do anything about it. It makes me feel terrible about myself. 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Our anxiety is a part of us. A part that we don’t like, a part that we try to get rid of. But we’re all made up of good parts and bad parts, and we try to only show our good parts and surpress/remove our bad parts. But what we really should be doing is just make peace with our bad parts and accept them as a part of us. We feel frightened by social situations that stress us out, and that’s obviously bad. But it’s also human, to have anxiety about not being accepted by others, however severe it is. You can’t control how other people react to you, you can only be you. You are not perfect, and that’s okay. Having peace with yourself doesn’t mean being completely void of faults and flaws, it means you having an equilirium between your strengths and weaknesses. You know you’re going to be anxious around others, especially when you’re gravely worried that they won’t like you, but you can also try to be the best person you can be despite that. And if you fail to get acceptance and love from the ones you want it from, that’s fine. No one deserves to be afflicted with anxiety or whatever negative physical traits or experiences you have that give you anxiety, so please don’t make it out to be your fault when others judge you negatively because of it. Life is unfair, so be fair with yourself. Some might call this useless bullshit “mindset talk”, and that’s okay. 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Whenever I talk to or around my dad I feel like my brain shuts down. We have a not so positive history and years of him yelling at me to talk in the car has definitely left a mark. My whole mind will go blank, I'll forget basic things. Today I couldn't even remember the name of my bank and I've spent the day trying not to cry in frustration. I know my bank, I've gone there for years! He thinks I'm stupid, I know because he tells me it often. How do I override this horrible freeze reflex with him? I'm tired of having my heart broken by this man, I'm not worried about bonding anymore, its never going to happen. I just want to show him that he's wrong about me. 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I come home now feeling like I don’t exist. Like I’m absolute shit. Im starting to get depressed. I hate myself and my stupid life. Why cant I just be like everyone else. Why. Why. Why.,-1.6916638078902224,-0.3081461698113177,0.5381475128644944,99.78605488850776,114.47169811320757,3.4367066895368783,18.02572898799314,5.565023196281405,-0.34090943396226425,195,7,44,2,11,64,39,53,0.327,0.532,0.141,-0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,4,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,11,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,1,7,3,2,8,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434433972108345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069402392829693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406152160475229,0.0,0.16067295913901902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583637362837638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825398716342142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432394524227568,0.1332694640596181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867708054758406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746329087735377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417688703279148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871222021149612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150314960387186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317639101118706,0.2734128369067399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914881739395196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203917443013755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6733198708889843,0.2082734542001975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThefitzyG,2019/01/07,"Have any of you had a positive experience on a dating app? Big surprise, I'm lonely. I started using Tinder about a week ago and well so far It's been pretty bad for my confidence. Everything is more focused on looks and going out and partying and stuff and well that shit scares me. I've tried using Dragon fruit too but nothing ever came from that. I never matched with anyone. Last night I tried out GamerDating and well It seems to be full of closed accounts and stuff. I'm just wondering if any of you have used these apps and what experience you had with them. Also if you have any apps or sites you think I should try out Let me know! ​ I'm a 20 year old straight male who plays and makes games btw, if that helps. 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Everything is making me anxious. I've been getting spikes of intense anxiety ever since I asked her out. I'm expecting myself to bomb. I will be a nervous awkward mess. The whole date will be really awkward. Fuck me why did I do this to myself. 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My heart has been pounding out of my chest all day and I'm just so worried and my depression has been hitting hard. I just wish I (and all of us) didn't have to deal with this. 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I’m going to a concert and I’m thinking about making posting a picture but I have no idea how to bring it up. The friend I’m going with is actually kinda judgy and I don’t want him to roast me(I know. this post is cringe). i’m open to all ideas, I’ll most likey over analyze most of them but anything helps. I’m not usually this awkward in other aspects of my social life... anyway, drop your advice. not really looking for the “this is shallow” or “social media doesn’t matter” comments but feel free to type them if you feel strongly",1.2688685786322085,3.6834174311377295,2.9588528206744407,89.50410337220299,84.26946107784431,5.4319571383548695,21.963126378821308,6.8360192770164,0.6846598802395212,649,22,130,8,19,214,103,167,0.08,0.746,0.175,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,1,7,8,1,2,7,0,13,1,0,3,2,38,32,13,0,4,9,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,1,1,3,7,3,0,0,0,4,14,6,16,29,5,19,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,8,5,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.14056147987748513,0.0,0.0,0.14075343777289012,0.0,0.0,0.14423445092549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071555670209886,0.0,0.2370639749378175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302917014853195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566109335785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256865498514508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372159183755258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309287713984047,0.15218532156545328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325205445295651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832035314169265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017391456787746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095664958016045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614728351269224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280282733234926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680324060839028,0.0,0.13911395552155156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517989443832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922751989235482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577535881515724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293659647268919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569324320135206,0.09229450238086068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863882749460234,0.0,0.08495805122984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927565213535076 socialanxiety,IcarusRiley,2019/01/07,"Always go first in presentations and introductions! It takes a lot of pressure off. In high school I used to want to go last and delay my presentation as much as I could. The downside is that I felt sick while everyone else went. Take away that anxiety and those feelings by going first. Second if needed. People are worried about their own presentations and if you’re last then they’ll be paying attention to you the most. You also won’t be worried about mistakes because people likely won’t remember your presentation. I know it’s hard to say you’ll go first but just do it. Raise your hand or sign the paper. Within the beginning of the class you’ll be done and can cool off the rest of the time. 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One of the mandatory classes I need to take for my major is fundamentals of speech. And yeah.... first day felt like shit. The professor was going down the list alphabetically and the student has to do an “ice breaker” presentation in front of the class. And holy shit I’m basically last on the list and I present in 2 days. I feel terrified. It’s really no big deal, just 30 seconds in front of a class right? But still, my heart skipped a beat every time she went down that list. I keep trying to remember what I was gonna say but I’m just afraid I’m gonna fuck it up. And even if I do, who cares? But the feeling won’t go away. And even after my past presentations, they usually go pretty good, but still, it’s always this feeling of getting picked to go and actually doing it is the worst part.... fk",0.633672727272728,3.0582800685714275,2.6837012987012976,89.98970779220781,88.31428571428572,5.9246753246753245,19.954545454545453,7.348242739294969,0.6288285714285711,672,21,145,12,22,225,109,175,0.121,0.769,0.111,-0.5945,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,4,1,12,2,9,5,3,1,0,23,32,13,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,7,2,6,0,3,4,7,11,3,20,25,3,30,0,0,0,2,5,10,4,2,14,85,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.1463877542971394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482002454787053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093898016871922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529448097257899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348759554406306,0.1546533358888676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981598843257214,0.0,0.12638957844599394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275481201931121,0.0,0.144032764105211,0.0,0.0,0.12759810990939088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773629611289639,0.07837383734678792,0.0,0.3410157061513857,0.12582095581512065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776212722007878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333544672104478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227786542992915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328712521865577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123023575126452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165040379470493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244580492865002,0.14320116046313555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261371748078914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610000662709098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169931661852815,0.1281073996262491,0.0,0.11929367429376365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079654475664021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395957596934229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557713728948803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747181835173215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184668809895446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521440811171992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390604247305627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,intpb,2019/01/07,"What do you guys take or recommend for low level constant anxiety all day long? I mainly have social anxiety when I talk with people but the anxiety lingers And hovers around even when I’m alone. It’s this nauseous jittery tingly feeling in my stomach that won’t go away. I wish I could just relax. Do you guys recommend any prescriptions? I’m on absolutely no medication whatsoever and never have. I’m gonna order some cbd and see if that helps.",4.429136212624584,6.404258790697675,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,71.55813953488372,9.100332225913624,29.727574750830563,9.606745405546679,3.032892358803988,360,15,64,9,7,120,67,86,0.128,0.6809999999999999,0.191,0.8347,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,15,15,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,6,12,3,14,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,3,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215184502446938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128904556138835,0.0,0.4768247770142556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495715164091875,0.0,0.0,0.1952044344273734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245228899719023,0.0,0.16588546710506386,0.0,0.0,0.13399286915400144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722849455732547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050535062623905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807907572916265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411445041211909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926219630932926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386772664977427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093039289765717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024312817545155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440398454493965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556382225389904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179283281627925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621532613485425,0.16699567112169034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389224067208021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mushikushi22,2019/01/07,Next semester i will have a class that will have a group project I’m thinking of dropping out from now,7.685714285714287,6.029689000000001,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,63.76190476190475,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.2252476190476203,83,4,18,1,1,25,17,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8565488825079116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160658987711239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elizaabl,2019/01/07,"Experiencing anxiety in normal day to day activities Anxiety has been a part of my life for a while now. Sometimes it would get so bad that my stomach will start aching. I’ve been doing quite well lately,but I still experience anxiety from time to time. Recently I was on a holiday with my boyfriend in Rome. Italians don’t speak English very well but in the capital we got along with them quite well but still I was anxious to speak with them. So we were wondering what to get to eat and we come upon a Subway and we decided to get some sandwiches. I am not a usual customer there and I felt anxious ordering so I asked my boyfriend if he could get me what he got for himself,too and he said no. He didn’t say it out of rudeness,I know for sure. He did it because he wanted me to be confident and brave and order myself because he knew I was anxious. I ended up getting mad and not getting anything. He didn’t get me a sandwich because he was hoping I would get over the anxiety and stubbornness and I didn’t. I get really annoyed with myself when I am like that. Today I was even anxious to go to the hair salon because I get my hair cut very rarely. But it ended well. And this isn’t the first time I am anxious to order food. I am just annoyed that I experience anxiety in such normal daily activities. How do you get over it ? What would you advise me ? P.S. My boyfriend ended up splitting his sandwich in two and sharing half of it with me,which I thought was very cute.",2.061092146234575,4.219648989966558,3.822338830584709,86.02217391304346,79.16722408026756,6.799723215315419,26.363856533271818,7.873277556716777,1.6662140698881327,1164,48,234,20,29,390,139,299,0.141,0.7390000000000001,0.121,-0.1213,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,2,2,3,16,16,5,0,10,0,28,9,3,1,1,48,53,21,0,9,7,0,3,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,13,23,5,1,6,1,0,2,8,6,4,3,19,8,39,10,35,28,2,35,0,0,0,0,25,12,0,4,19,165,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019661475117665,0.4459307398794055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496556844754403,0.0,0.07380355438849259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591634565824249,0.19249821635368147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800471342662176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303170201460619,0.0,0.0,0.10182686582481608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078113996716947,0.0,0.0,0.20976732182356825,0.0,0.0,0.0521428774189846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444804804422427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758002336205512,0.0,0.0,0.06715115550797568,0.09546143023252744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537044567106063,0.0,0.04486664953480727,0.0,0.12628014504972607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841087375971542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043386481397537764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576166884169377,0.038568871794301116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470001027927807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549047878631018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679368976655261,0.0,0.0,0.05057462445106593,0.0,0.07794933542064389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509542053900785,0.06278077378502575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807929665508513,0.0,0.05587815899249533,0.0,0.1260922448588754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440536959203559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267405200273805,0.13810158350010796,0.0,0.0748312742424331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711845859717141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694751371432145,0.1954153628309347,0.04656420777379178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839265910756417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561322291020595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682422391051757,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Big-man-kage,2019/01/07,"I feel like nobody really wants to talk to me I just started going to a new school where I know nobody, my attempts at talking to ppl have just made people think I’m weird because I’m not very good at socializing, people come up and talk to me but they’re not sincere, I feel like they talk to me so they can pick on me or make fun of me with their friends, I have no clue what to do; sorry if this is the wrong subreddit I just don’t know where to put this. 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I've struggled with social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I just freeze up when meeting new people and probably come across as extremely weird or awkward which kills my confidence and almost creates this self-fulfilling prophecy. Overall I just like i've missed out on so many opportunities and wasted my life so far. I just want to say thank you to this community for helping me realize that i'm not alone. I just felt like I had to get that off my chest, Thanks",6.74793939393939,6.31856112727273,6.900000000000002,78.2466666666667,65.0,10.606060606060607,34.69696969696969,10.125756701596842,3.250151515151515,444,18,89,9,6,143,77,110,0.157,0.621,0.222,0.7334,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,8,12,1,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,19,15,10,1,1,7,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,4,13,7,15,12,0,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468874682165788,0.20136586509459106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221579883464746,0.0,0.1487347410093462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748008878262194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830721975418596,0.1388973972216705,0.18667867588636414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021242235401794,0.0,0.10157913910021477,0.0,0.11049631810560204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031910902466518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510267033139507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746565282817034,0.28495898652635504,0.0,0.0,0.17206017821351907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711663016302974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777706360795565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478994889123644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962324278403066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202458435268284,0.0,0.0,0.15461471767987334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282787958009124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981920004271712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325542668240326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580011930063183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467701662270663,0.15432566900498665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jim_1982,2019/01/07,"I failed all my classes in high school because of SA Grade 9/10 was fine, even got a honours certificate for getting a 90+ avg. Grade 11 was a huge turning point for me. I took classes that required a lot of team work and human interaction. The first project assigned to me was a group presentation and of course I had no friends to do this project with. The teacher forced a group to allow me in. I was completely ignored by them and they were even hostile towards me. They were doing the project online and even had a discord channel set up for it. I wasn’t informed anything until it was the day before the dead line, I asked one of them about what’s up with the project and he told me it was already done. I worked on my own project that night for 8 hours straight. I ended up with a 55% :(. That type of shit happened to me for the whole semester until I fucking broke and just left the classroom without a word. I skipped school for the whole semester staying either indoors or at a Internet cafe when my mum was home. The second semester was no different. 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Is it me or them? I can’t tell if I’m being weird on the phone which is making people be rude, or what. I have a problem with talking over people because I can’t tell when they’re finished and it’s my turn to talk, so I’ve been trying to leave pauses in the conversation so I know for sure if they’re going to reply back or if it’s my turn. Is that weird? I know I shouldn’t be upset if receptionists are snippy with me over the phone but it’s making me a little upset because I’m not sure if it’s me or if they’re having a bad day ",0.1675520833333337,1.7292489843750012,2.8590625000000003,93.56302083333335,82.59375,4.891666666666667,16.135416666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.7623145833333336,442,7,105,2,12,155,65,128,0.166,0.7909999999999999,0.043,-0.8964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,2,2,7,0,14,0,0,2,2,23,23,15,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,13,2,11,17,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,10,4,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465181510724553,0.15707141605213507,0.22935105950008144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132112185177428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691230081966507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206770445253854,0.0,0.0,0.19919074308984616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854454914598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251141640697017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912538574241383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000437244486528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545996564887577,0.0,0.0,0.30240567714969896,0.32884840439757224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772037837680428,0.4092386668920828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iShagTeaAndScones,2019/01/07,"Please do not self diagnose yourself with social anxiety I’m seeing so many people claim to have social anxiety when they haven’t seen a professional about it. It causes so much damage when people do it, it creates a placebo effect which can be really damaging. Thinking “oh he hasn’t replied for a few hours he must hate me” does not necessarily mean you definitely have social anxiety, many other factors come into play. This often includes having a big effect on your life or inability to control your worrying, if it is left untreated. If you still think you have it then go and see a doctor, please. Just don’t self diagnose yourself due to an online test or something, these are often inaccurate and are not helpful. **I’m not saying you definitely don’t have it at all, but until you are diagnosed you shouldnt claim to have social anxiety**",4.107552742616033,6.695964860759497,5.620531645569624,73.52721097046417,74.44303797468353,8.517130801687765,27.62194092827005,9.21078282632365,2.8872492827004224,680,27,111,17,15,229,99,158,0.103,0.8320000000000001,0.065,-0.5996,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,1,3,9,4,1,0,6,0,20,5,0,4,2,27,31,13,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,11,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,1,4,10,1,11,27,3,14,0,2,3,0,19,5,0,6,7,81,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685210506040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371698930681635,0.0,0.1037416306617086,0.0,0.0,0.13507489316939167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667082817210897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326740537845855,0.10539098322690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844436437616376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189018118029374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807231293873219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860140537176253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084987985842794,0.0,0.08506478687388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419858852827994,0.0,0.13118591373930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853148498523403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669849735144894,0.0,0.0,0.2643966641435794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715191706995975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577247691353093,0.0,0.0,0.1919376571654104,0.0,0.2512739887379217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910616290658239,0.0,0.0927145503751848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617726798870946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433611364199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230469097271585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bushcamper101,2019/01/07,"I am diagnosed with social anxiety and need help So lets make this short, I am not gonna put my backstory or anything. I have severe social anxiety (didn’t tell my parents about it yet I dont think they would understand) and I need a way to overcome it. I am currently doing whatever it takes to overcome it (exposure etc) but dosent usually end well for me. Anyone have any tips? 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I'm having one of those days where I desperately Google my social anxiety issues in hopes of finding answers. A common tip I see is that people LOVE to talk about themselves. Has carrying out social interactions with this outlook helped you out? Most days I hate talking about myself, mainly because I think I'm not interesting and I hate myself, so it's hard for me to get in the mindset that people love to talk about themselves all the time.",5.824472049689442,7.768205173913046,6.081366459627329,74.87108695652175,67.91304347826087,7.86583850931677,30.534161490683232,8.418075326091056,2.529768322981365,404,16,65,6,7,129,62,92,0.152,0.687,0.16,0.5896,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,12,15,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,10,5,15,15,4,9,0,0,1,3,12,5,0,3,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.15448496174531412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110455167298287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965025814212049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419005632905932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468988531868948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270896238886151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181212953948313,0.3125911116968503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610995901665587,0.0,0.0,0.15723473957601772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652315558888084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286352046965832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727303535065973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292507766454856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615031831739998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32274844725612506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089652264085237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143684231296927,0.0,0.0,0.09231018384523758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BowRainCessPrin,2019/01/07,"I don't want to get to know my boyfriend's toxic Dad I've got CPTSD, social anxiety and depression. I'm 28. I've been with my boyfriend 3 years. I've never had a proper conversation with my boyfriend's Dad. I guess I shouldn't judge him but I don't like him. He left my boyfriend's Mum when my boyfriend was a child, then made excuses not to pay as much child support as he was able to. I have severe anxiety and find it hard to talk to anyone at the best of times. But around toxic people, it's pretty much impossible. I have never had a conversation with his Dad but I just get the feeling he's not a good person. He makes me very uncomfortable and I wonder if he's a narcissist. He has several girlfriends throughout the years and he apparently spoke to them all like crap and frequently commented on their weight. One time I had a short but uncomfortable car journey with him. He called my boyfriend's sister stupid and frequently tells her to ""Shut up!"" Whether he thinks he's being funny, I don't know. He then made a comment to her boyfriend about ""Women drivers!"" This made me very uncomfortable and I found it to be highly disrespectful what with two women sat in the car. I feel guilty every time I hide in my boyfriend's room and try and avoid his Dad but I just cannot overcome the anxiety I have around him. Apparently he's been depressed lately. My boyfriend's sister suggested that we all eat dinner together to ""cheer him up"". I just couldn't face it. Apparently he's said to her that he wants to get to know me. I have very limited time with my boyfriend as it's a LDR and I only get to see him usually every other weekend. I resent the fact I have to spend time with this toxic man when I just want to relax after a stressful week at work. There is so much pressure and I can't take it. My anxiety around people is so severe, I hate it. I feel like everyone is judging me. I don't know what to do anymore.",2.3105299801079866,4.3327802455242965,3.6749893435635137,88.05956557260588,77.74680306905371,7.004290991759023,23.90458937198068,7.984000788550335,1.2432028417163965,1520,51,320,26,36,498,170,391,0.204,0.725,0.071,-0.9935,3,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,3,13,17,4,3,15,0,27,5,2,4,5,63,58,27,0,6,13,7,5,3,1,1,0,2,1,6,14,22,3,2,11,2,2,3,12,9,0,2,15,8,53,8,41,39,6,38,0,2,1,0,54,15,1,3,23,191,67,2,0.09189700138755966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120381811331674,0.0,0.0911371319155624,0.06425652008189135,0.0,0.0,0.2454234435918983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096440233361811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938371131174103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830150527421982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940335745310207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485437430837787,0.08781152298529005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393976552924756,0.06565123615316172,0.0,0.0,0.08399219441367688,0.0,0.0,0.10076031873078442,0.0,0.0,0.19204956126456807,0.0,0.0,0.07707884474018566,0.0734984269604731,0.0,0.10123490758794296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232166283263513,0.0907292633752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709422746144494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020167545935692,0.0,0.10366382031680164,0.0,0.09984636089458067,0.0,0.0,0.1346886989433708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608654940683365,0.0613419620181066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026646094730704,0.0,0.14175326548103664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062271786453299616,0.06989181059271869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741961970113205,0.08024091697903347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349228797950876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741509252113823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323001216100661,0.0,0.0,0.3114523623793761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367742005234428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526770460189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428362814586643,0.0,0.0,0.06909510832051104,0.07386332871877659,0.08032202973702418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058883887850866186,0.0,0.0,0.26792940262597464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239203166455375,0.0,0.08977001719908567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121156391783304,0.22747395113187605,0.16260969716276485,0.0,0.07371423137142742,0.11190579049373198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965837794118253,0.06690211149814758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835731186409335 socialanxiety,RyeNCheese,2019/01/07,"I knew what I was was getting into when I signed up for a mock trial team but... dear god I am not ready for this Like the title says, I signed up for mock trial. I was trying to traumatize myself into having better speaking skills. Well boy did that go wrong! I’ve made it through the first competition, I only had to be a witness, but now it turns out that my coach wants me to be an attorney and a witness this time. I can’t do it and I know that. Even with minor presentations I completely freak out. Now, it’s high stakes and ohhhh dear I am done for. It’s not pessimistic, I know what’s going to happen because I haven’t fixed the root of the problem yet and, from experience, I know that I’ll most likely start hyperventilating, throwing up, or passing out. My god what have I gotten myself in to.",2.884826454033772,4.333537079268297,4.439756097560977,85.70111632270171,74.54878048780488,6.7534709193245765,22.9812382739212,7.321109707123232,0.7926459662288932,627,17,131,7,13,210,97,164,0.112,0.78,0.109,-0.3446,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,6,11,2,0,8,0,15,0,0,2,0,26,28,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,14,10,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,5,1,1,9,2,20,6,22,17,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,10,96,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492680676992785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195757238894936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207077396882006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265076628616839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461929794302703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165129872805394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827168698446445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115641012105931,0.0,0.25158524029435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957302269132377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338578575103776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649280187322021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162710828390182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943725538998315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833904043599945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179248294339653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601844824982904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666558794887314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290651312654531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027532771282467,0.2407543555756337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305520639868312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901123769646176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420005383952241,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,charlieyoon,2019/01/07,"Where do you look when walking pass people in the hallway? I am super self conscious when i walk pass people in college especially a group of people. I always look down on my phone pretending I'm busy instead of looking up and staring straight ahead with an uncomfortable face. This is also why im very anxious before going to class everyday. And i hate people looking at me. What should i do to become more confident and comfortable when walking around? 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I'm feeling more like a failure than usual, I was socially & emotionally wrecked in school ...now I can't get the memories out of my head.. I constantly replay my idiotic behavior in my head and then think ""that's why no one likes me"" or recall being bullied, fucked with , abandoned, made fun of, harassed and being consistently alone ... I'm afraid I'll never go back to school or get another job (I've experienced terrible people when working certain jobs I started or even when I went to apply for financial aid (which I got denied )at my local community college,5 years later than I should have, I chickened out after I put in the application because I saw some people from my HS, they recognized me and their piercing stares scared me so much, I knew I couldn't put myself into this situation again .. I know I'm pathetic but this is something I cannot shake .. Just had to get this off my chest .. 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Ok I admit while I’ve been working hard the past few months I’ve had years of not being able to fight this. But still,,. I still get nervous, I still do stupid shit, I still say stupid shit, I have an inability to connect with others, I just want to live a free life for once. I’m not a kid anymore,, the only way for me to get better is solely by myself,, I’m an adult and that’s scary. Scary that I can’t rely on my parents anymore,, idk this is kinda random but just wanted to vent.. feeling frustrated af. Wish I didn’t hate myself so much... life would be so much easier. 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Please lmk what you take and if it helps at all ",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,5.4200000000000035,74.01500000000001,75.5,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,2.8654999999999995,87,3,17,3,2,29,18,20,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470124807391788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38375887912158985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7424941455055369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045264127206042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708262730784794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aerobic_respiration,2019/01/07,"Has anyone tried sleep deprivation? You'll feel tired initially; overcome it with some physical or mental exercise, and you'll start to feel strangely energetic and euphoric. Its similar to alcohol - you feel super confident and uninhibited, with decreased focus of your surroundings Pros of sleep deprivation - no hangover, can easily fix by just sleeping as soon as you come back from the party/social gathering. Only have to stay awake the night before. Cons - obviously can't do it regularly, once a week is ok. The drunk feeling gets stronger the longer you stay awake, can become hallucinogenic if awake for >48 hours. Sleep is important. 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Can you guys suggest low stress jobs or any that requires low social interaction if it were to be in an office? I really need help pls.",6.649347826086956,6.770332449275365,7.5548913043478265,71.62190217391306,65.08695652173913,10.378260869565215,33.19202898550725,10.125756701596842,3.2477507246376818,285,11,53,6,4,96,58,69,0.154,0.769,0.077,-0.7038,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,4,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,10,4,1,9,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,32,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903229275825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606782032517048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764640011597806,0.0,0.2640807813552455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437624499652464,0.0,0.5225087253905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39042200735220506,0.0,0.25426733054185424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865718768146426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683701082288721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015743309458033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166333673008334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emodeath17,2019/01/07,Fucked day (m 22( Fucking fantastic day leaving my head fucked. Anyone feel like talking me through anxiety and calming down my head ,6.231739130434782,8.980478478260874,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,68.56521739130434,8.078260869565218,41.934782608695656,8.841846274778883,4.403017391304347,107,7,16,2,2,32,19,23,0.287,0.465,0.248,-0.3415,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,3,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183315941154522,0.0,0.0,0.16755454507206824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090824567141921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116389479167206,0.17119139027514774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6646009413642765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918580795090875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537330816317157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707088841746575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260514614253227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,andersson_growth,2019/01/07,"Social Anxiety is an invisible epidemic. Maybe you have social anxiety? If you are from the US, there is a pretty big chance. It is estimated that there are 15 million adults which suffer from some degree of social anxiety disorder. An as a whole, it is estimated that 12,1 % of US adult gets SAD at least once in their life. With so many cases, and the horrible little attention this problem gets, I would say that it is pretty accurate to call it an invisible epidemic. If you have social anxiety the good news is though, that you are not alone at all. You share a disease with 15 million other people only in the US. I know it is hard to talk about your social anxiety, because it is so shameful. I have been in the same spot as you. 5 years ago, I could lay sleepless for days or sometimes weeks before attending a party. I would lay down in my bed and speculate about all the things that could go wrong. Like doing something awkward, like telling a joke nobody will laugh off or doing something awkward when approaching a stranger or a cute girl, like saying something they might find weird or offensive. Most of the times, I ended up not making any new friends or talking to any cute girls. Instead, I would just stay safe in my comfort zone around my close friends, even though I really desired to make some new friends and approaching some cute girls. But I’m now at a point, where I can talk to strangers, make new friends, approaching cute girls, going alone in public and talking with strangers over the phone, without feeling anxious anymore. If you like to know how I got rid of my social anxiety, send me a private msgs or start a chat with me. I will gladly give you tips on how you can get rid of your social anxiety, because no one in the whole world deserves this terrible disease.",6.768882352941176,7.050379888235295,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,64.82352941176471,9.741176470588236,34.05882352941177,9.516144504307137,3.092517647058823,1422,58,261,25,20,448,178,340,0.133,0.684,0.183,0.9677,0,2,3,0,0,0,39.0,3,11,2,0,17,29,1,3,22,0,27,1,0,5,2,51,42,23,0,10,14,0,2,4,4,6,1,2,1,6,16,10,0,1,5,2,0,7,4,10,0,3,2,4,33,19,39,32,10,42,0,2,0,0,47,22,0,14,16,181,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628624724652702,0.0,0.0,0.1468945170857467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096450189866085,0.0,0.3797521134211311,0.08011453426818987,0.07032930001404304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312999115386478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645908193502783,0.0,0.060344021407760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724128392256233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324080175314045,0.0,0.0,0.045734747585189695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127551435795713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281024454277889,0.0,0.0,0.0468391385280478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585709912911507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481564775628652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915711713709307,0.0,0.111151549274024,0.06802878319362042,0.08060603161439926,0.05948070871366425,0.05671774842610203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352652098351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794680742662452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050089842768828205,0.13858327873452175,0.07107614265461958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420103033597257,0.07189736995335902,0.07124433335480773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523033090798377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547242005624647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552288590697999,0.0480543008083919,0.05393457104020005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916400414014983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703824058930083,0.0,0.0,0.14429348460081187,0.0,0.06785672941645315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045430401196175516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278999187506353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060272436326798,0.0,0.16378306775377713,0.0701374218920366,0.0,0.05019448406560024,0.07558668039390325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799735283798955,0.06198343099435905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047113227401465785,0.0,0.13934859319440554,0.0,0.0413515039233923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590849814565714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568842817900927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834965074960666,0.0,0.06836018592392157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112939549529222,0.07753516472494193,0.0,0.0456673735501001 socialanxiety,colakun,2019/01/07,"Might be getting a job as a waitress at a ramen place ! As you can see from the title I might be getting a job at a ramen place.They texted me to call tomorrow so they can talk to me and probably interview me over the phone (which I’m also scared for lmao). I’ve never worked at a restaurant before and I’m kinda scared because of my social anxiety and how I’m going to be able to do this confidently :/. I’ve been working retail for the past 2 years and I’ve gotten over a great deal of my social anxiety in the process to the point I’m super confident working with people there but in a foreign environment I feel like I’m more prone to screwing up and stumbling on my words or saying the wrong thing. Hopefully I get through tat least the interview tomorrow! (And if any of you have ever waiter/waitressed before let me know any tips you have!) TL;DR - Might be getting a waitress job, have social anxiety, kinda scared",3.80224378881988,5.243703929347827,5.183540372670809,81.30804347826088,72.20652173913044,7.86583850931677,27.81677018633541,8.418075326091056,2.035148757763975,729,27,138,12,14,244,101,184,0.11,0.802,0.08800000000000001,-0.4694,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,4,5,9,1,3,16,0,15,1,0,1,2,22,30,14,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,14,4,25,20,2,18,0,0,1,1,14,11,1,8,7,90,17,8,0.1127220756309154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014380315667883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330975366740154,0.0,0.2586962379712846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871433105612627,0.0,0.1918363679774813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510184230276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162115103657425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196357086878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699566835840141,0.08052867335366166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355705283402135,0.0,0.06406255326230154,0.0,0.0,0.12427648632696907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111958455303831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355778002862383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061949104829798776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526595948689294,0.0,0.0550703123412959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358740926767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693821382209825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760597595842704,0.07814729420952488,0.0,0.2355411547269825,0.0,0.10655879646594296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121533462708089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964111887453402,0.3385633866948976,0.0,0.08982490010150967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447178820400179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060173455579386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748875382974731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461890407182432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324389429452084,0.0,0.07258932096788875 socialanxiety,BraverPlanet,2019/01/07,"Do you try to hide embarrassing reactions? Hey all, just wondering what kind of physical reactions people with social anxiety experience. ​ I used to get flustered with people quite often. I would blush, sweat, tremble, and feel my heart race. I felt really embarrassed by these reactions and would try to hide them. Many years ago, I worked in a customer service job. Sometimes when clients came to my desk, I would do weird things like try to hide my face with my hoody or talk to them from behind a big computer monitor. I didn't want them to see me getting nervous. I don't have this problem so much anymore. I decided to start owning it when I have these reactions. When blushing I just smile and wear the red face with pride. If you try to cover up your physical reactions, it backfires. You end up looking like a weirdo. Better to just let people see. They don't actually care that much it turns out. ​ Do others get embarrassed with things like this? What kind of physical symptoms of social anxiety have you experienced? Do you try to cover them up and how? ​",4.051865671641792,6.793048353233832,4.473778606965173,80.88798134328356,75.4179104477612,8.199104477611941,28.457960199004976,8.982922981607832,2.7416784079601992,873,37,152,21,20,275,111,201,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9328,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,5,4,9,15,0,5,4,0,14,6,5,2,1,29,29,11,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,7,26,8,27,22,4,14,0,0,4,0,15,6,0,4,10,103,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.09594965054776496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715793916376262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196007395537162,0.3584218092745726,0.0,0.0,0.15043457021950435,0.0,0.09751059116296287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869592342870948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245600504285903,0.1002474634353395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708552587945119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617934791791884,0.0,0.0,0.049715366607812346,0.0,0.09440607549229764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411006900715782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651393977103447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757100172224094,0.0,0.0,0.20477779854866893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054254293953606,0.0,0.14410783377632005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256706082463383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996846982099126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455831896516366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449561306683492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408240659955887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045792518154948,0.0,0.0,0.06298861607502276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670235888718773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045705665586103,0.0,0.0,0.09724455482953782,0.0,0.06959395036463166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021958681509991,0.0,0.07902878549332844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064366216057074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337763523821218,0.10694784279919492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492002161213215,0.0,0.0,0.05799380693649705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662775032672828,0.07158075205042587,0.0,0.0,0.20953879384416735,0.0,0.3584218092745726,0.06331717493051901 socialanxiety,sodiumquaff,2019/01/07,"Fucked Up At GetGo Last wednesday i went to getgo to get some coffee and gas, and as i was walking into the store i held the door open for this cute dude who was walking out. Moments later as i was getting coffee homeboi comes up to me all smooth and is all "",heyyy : ), whats ur name?"" He was obvs tryna flirt w me. NOW im not used to such confrontation like that, im paranoid as shit and think everyone is out to kill me, and i was also dressed like a greasy, broke ass prince charming from shrek 2 that day, so i didnt know why the fuck a cuteass bitch would be talking to me in the first place. As so many questions spin around in my head, i get all flustered and nervous and manage to say ""eh uhm eH NO THANK YOU!"" And he says ""damn, i cant even get a name?"" Then he walks away. I get my coffee and gas and get the fuck outta there, beating myself up for letting myself overthink and ruin my chances of getting a boytoy. Im still mad that i reacted like that. Maybe next time ill be a bit smoother.",2.84,3.645272523809524,3.861428571428572,92.31357142857144,73.76190476190476,6.171428571428572,24.952380952380953,5.6839178017228535,0.4533238095238095,770,23,174,3,15,249,128,210,0.229,0.688,0.083,-0.988,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,0,2,9,19,9,1,10,0,13,7,3,2,3,31,30,19,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,17,0,1,3,0,1,5,4,12,0,1,8,3,20,7,26,18,5,29,0,2,0,4,12,13,7,2,14,103,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354560490744943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526520314476199,0.0,0.0,0.12165130458276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135930168075034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153608899612684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350428813355817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552072824471732,0.0,0.0,0.1237242810289276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101361490922526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591082398625719,0.4735379582629507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328844711174431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195838652452775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432511217051399,0.0,0.07115916245432176,0.10554398671921024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240270636865845,0.0,0.18977307160794585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127302573272567,0.13008068600928868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770410812738834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527968918958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504792725477625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593637173952548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329099955811308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340339026261806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407161759015228,0.0,0.11920835848044856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296595299636071,0.0,0.0,0.07550119068533151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182968281489486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002983180419385,0.1168361199851533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197931735516328,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jjeremiah49,2019/01/08,"Is there an app that will ask me if I really want to send a text? Sometimes I feel like I just need to draft a text but I get anxious and text something fast and hit send and then immediately think of something more lovely I could have said. I don't want to over think a message, I just want to wait a second before the impusive anxiety elf sends something random! Looking for an app that can intervene here. 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I avoid all situations where there's a possibility that someone might feel sorry for me. This can be trying new things, asking for help, making a request (especially if I might be told no). Or even just ""trying"" at something like trying to wear make-up, trying a new clothing style, or trying to style my hair differently. I'm afraid someone might look at my efforts, see that I tried and failed, and then feel bad for me. When unfortunate things happen to my friends, they seem to appreciate when I tell them, ""I'm so sorry."" They appreciate the sympathy and it makes them feel understood. But for me, I take sympathy to mean that I deserve to be pitied and it makes me feel inferior and pathetic. Is this a trait of social anxiety? Anyone else think this way too?",5.889290322580647,6.720171767741937,6.67048387096774,74.84572580645164,66.80645161290322,9.812903225806453,29.69354838709677,9.888512548439397,2.773632258064516,644,22,120,14,10,213,89,155,0.184,0.7070000000000001,0.109,-0.8943,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,8,10,0,3,7,0,10,2,2,3,1,26,29,13,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,17,2,15,20,1,9,0,4,2,0,12,3,0,7,6,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520922747356224,0.0,0.0,0.08007242091678038,0.11733542558013405,0.0,0.0,0.10705723022070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561628096251198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964510215218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566362802802136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563689958385941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886261267809673,0.2316114165569737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884749665712805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126633697635153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675782491132901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594685271254656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616480387944157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576193023308273,0.0,0.0,0.12474176204591135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644509162656995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212010054190129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909985949671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125462054316202,0.10425128822888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872105706483505,0.0,0.2334697801645584,0.19405848499914627,0.08816019991351738,0.0,0.25638312067631885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610196427816955,0.0,0.10009224535963757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215900898358065,0.07337738562875913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942517927924984,0.0,0.4664940785710398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089766473592503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ErinDen,2019/01/08,"Has anyone else gotten into the habit of forcing an audible laugh? I used to usually laugh without making much noise, but when I'm at a comedy movie or with my friends I feel like I have to make audible noise to appear more amicable or else the people around me will start to find my presence creepy. I just thought of this as I had just forced an audible laugh while watching TV alone and I just thought it was weird that I was still doing that.",8.482078651685391,6.3227688651685465,8.069522471910117,76.83776685393259,62.595505617977544,11.596629213483148,35.73314606741573,10.125756701596842,3.253065168539325,355,12,72,6,4,113,63,89,0.086,0.7120000000000001,0.202,0.9118,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,19,17,7,0,0,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,10,5,12,10,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,6,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422839987616646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648840755038064,0.24161556437432105,0.0,0.20992120100309686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939785680548787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923279531792115,0.1684629569886524,0.0,0.0,0.21552638250227896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218648694907394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520502291848005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31481047165501597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334773564726785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348120135273708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690777530920892,0.0,0.18831844545885507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744141459920183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036644250287334,0.25971177906332554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731275686336125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,swarmofhell,2019/01/08,"Every new person i meet finds me really weird for some reason and i need advice on how to become apart of the world For your guys information, I am 16 years old in the 9th grade I was removed from my high school for a lot of shit i don’t wanna get into... I spent a lot of time by myself and isolated from many people. The only people i spent any slither of time with was my parents and other family. I had friends that i talked to daily on xbox everyday because back then we all used to play xbox after school and every single night we’d hop on play some games n talk, the usual. Fast forward a couple months of being withdrawn from the world i started going to some alternative school and boy lemme tell you, that school... all they gave a shit about was, the money and not the actual kids. Just to give you an example the teachers and everyone who worked there legitimately sucked at their job. The teachers there couldn’t teach worth a fucking shit no matter how hard they tried and they’d pretend to be nice to you and get into your head in order to lure you accidentally “incriminate” yourself in anyway. The staff there would escort you to the bathrooms and were always on close watch with me because i had a bad string of luck and got caught slipping up a couple of times there over shit that wasn’t even a huge deal so they’d always have a close on eye on me because they knew i had some type of rebellious power over them because i got sick and tired of them watching every fucking move i made and being watched all the damn time. The time i was there i felt like a goddamn slave in shackles every second every minute. That place also fucked me up socially due to being around very very strange kids all the time. These days i can hardly have the power to hold a long going conversation. Shit really sucks man. 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I feel like it just brings me down. I'm always comparing myself to other people. They're living a life so open, without fear of being judged. It brings me down in a way because I'm afraid to post things. I'm afraid of others judging me, thinking my posts are stupid. Although, I love Twitter and Instagram and think they're fucking hilarious. I've found myself in two dilemmas. The funny stuff brings me up, the people I know bring me down. And social media allows me to socialize with others, deleting it puts me in isolation. I guess obvious advice is to only follow funny accounts, but I've just deleted everything instead to see how it goes. Has anyone with SA done the same, or something similar? Did it help? 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I'm too scared to message again...she also liked a pic of mine after the conversation ended...she originally even added me on social media... They were no shorter than 5 word responses, but they didn't seem very interesting, or initiating. We like eachothers profile pics as well... ​ As a guy with social anxiety (well around women anyways) what would you recommend I do? ​ Is she just not interested? :/ ​ Thanks.",5.053584415584414,8.202889371428578,4.877489177489178,77.09493506493506,74.33333333333333,7.627705627705628,30.4978354978355,8.575989854853784,2.9145238095238093,484,22,76,10,11,149,83,105,0.119,0.73,0.151,0.6903,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,2,3,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,16,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,10,8,11,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,6,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852947697699504,0.0,0.4622577924834211,0.5184070430016351,0.0,0.0,0.0815934661633964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494868443239662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044693816518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530455174467957,0.0,0.0,0.10560869107442836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421591829547901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618238248543515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356754511073608,0.0,0.0,0.09709789925165796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744983278243074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572806803217324,0.0,0.0981968235187939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834246480953245,0.0,0.0,0.062193433343873075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800443872234827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179761450673985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576714341876843,0.0,0.5184070430016351,0.0 socialanxiety,atltaics,2019/01/08,"Attending a wedding I will be attending my SO’s sister’s wedding this coming Saturday and I am scared. Since my SO is going to be running around to help out and will not be sitting with me for a time (he will be at a family table as arranged), I’m worried about my anxiety showing. Just thinking about it is making my heart race and my hands sweat. I have already talked to my SO about it and he is being very supportive and understanding, but also reminds me that he cannot be there all the time. He is urging me to step out of my comfort zone and try to at least mingle. I completely understand that. Oh and... there’s no alcohol. What are things I can do to prepare myself and make myself seem confident?",3.4665172855313666,4.929738788732396,5.067080665813061,81.72663892445584,73.08450704225352,8.262227912932138,28.402048655569786,8.841846274778883,2.304738028169014,556,22,108,11,11,188,86,142,0.055,0.865,0.08,0.6648,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,4,0,19,4,3,2,1,23,29,14,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,13,1,0,4,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,17,2,18,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170855894712468,0.0,0.0,0.22416044686780653,0.162444031668788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553948927602651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808299282880515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497963326684934,0.2129793091471708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149411666082689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544420211378327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407115751303344,0.13615463229420366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711834476064397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336987341055046,0.0,0.0,0.18492311150555416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803231506206048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305109983371291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326924893381373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495141337278907,0.13015833852164194,0.0,0.0,0.2368949956240359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791282258765686,0.0,0.0,0.4229337058010479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760460072011946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628970102665134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,houseproud_townmouse,2019/01/08,"Said a really stupid thing in class today and can't stop thinking about it Today was the first day of classes for my new major program. The people who I met today are people I'm probably gonna be around for a while and spend a lot of time with. Anyway, as an early icebreaker thing we got into small groups. I said what my name was and then asked the girl next to me what hers was. After she told me, I said what my name was again, even though I had just said it. This is the kind of thing I used to do a lot more often, before I improved in my ability to control my anxiety and and not do stupid shit like that out of nervousness. It felt like I was back in high school: gawky, uncomfortable, humiliated. I haven't had an attack of social anxiety like this in a while, but the stress of starting the new program and meeting so many new people at once made me nervous enough to embarrass myself. I can only hope that I didn't appear outwardly to be anxious and ashamed after I said it. I don't even know why I'm posting this. Ugh.",6.135467409948543,5.04626994811321,6.787684391080622,80.72506861063466,66.5,9.784562607204117,29.65008576329331,8.841846274778883,2.059758490566037,807,22,171,11,11,267,122,212,0.151,0.7659999999999999,0.084,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,11,15,4,5,13,0,18,1,1,3,0,29,38,14,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,0,1,16,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,10,0,1,18,6,24,5,26,17,5,33,0,0,0,0,18,11,1,5,23,123,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340581908944346,0.12065537545780095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950760415060116,0.09984505180414296,0.12150220547486147,0.0,0.08212381569023428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088027067864753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978704348414722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887817787077671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035457278149692,0.0,0.14108286085276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254625695629252,0.0,0.0,0.09084536179801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541897289902399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284172365540722,0.0,0.10607805839995672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112174012075578,0.05869535036122968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653355861664736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159775293773067,0.0,0.101058228906483,0.0,0.10828002990208173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094488686050195,0.11358468247720115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374018757020254,0.0,0.08122740746674516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212828543748908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228638241017377,0.0,0.11515015743751945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841982124209303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079637570368974,0.0,0.0,0.10808889179310918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096302779301496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887075187343816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559470171257404,0.0,0.0,0.08929089567768751,0.12234083882322047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286265443883406,0.06843413428735415,0.10493200132140801,0.0,0.06227685497015568,0.0,0.3037062042016252,0.10205347804431747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224226631136788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637180597477288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,june_injuly,2019/01/08,"Met new, potential friends. What do I do? Long time lurker, first time poster. :) ​ So recently I moved from a basic class to an honors version of it. I did this for myself, I wasn't pressured or anything because I thought my basic class was too easy for me and I wanted to get into the harder class anyway. So today was my first day in the honors class, and all I have to say is ""Where were these people?"" Like seriously, I know I only started going to this new school a few months ago but for months I was searching for friends like these guys. The class discussed everything I was interested in. I was so drawn into the conversation I was totally caught off guard when the bell rang for lunch. This honors class was split so the first half was before lunch and the second was after. I don't know why, don't ask me. Okay, I eat my lunch and head back to class. I had a friend to eat with first semester but now, with switching classes, I don't see her anymore. Anyway, I get back to class and while waiting for the teacher to return, this group of girls come up to me and all introduce themselves. (I'm a girl myself so it wasn't odd or anything.) Anyway, they finish introductions and stuff and ""we"" (mostly them) start talking but then the teacher comes and starts class. I'm like wow, I didn't backfire the conversation! Way to go! (Which is kind of sad but whatever) Okay, so that happened a few hours ago. I'm still glad these people came up to me and started talking because I would never be able to start a conversation to them by myself. They told me that they can't wait to learn more about me. But what I'm worried about is that I'm going to never be able to make friends with these girls. I know I probably sound like a desperate creep begging for friends but I'm really boring at conversation so I know they will probably leave me. The thing is the girls are like super interesting and I really want to be friends with them but I fear they will end up like my friend (the one I said I was having lunch with). How do I not get scared to talk to these people? How do I not start bland conversations with them? Thanks. 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Im ready to kick this to the curb in 2019. Are there support groups? ,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,92.33333333333331,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.4225428571428576,83,3,17,1,3,26,19,21,0.062,0.583,0.355,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31736821344862065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353719628980613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448122036271006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228994562301157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707803610725811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292980612935488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bitesizedxcupcake,2019/01/08,"Career in human resource for someone with SA? Im at a point in my life where idk what to major in anymore and what career to have. Ive been looking into human resource lately and was wondering if anyone else here works in HR or thinks this would be a good career option? Thanks",4.1576785714285736,5.290230839285716,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,70.96428571428571,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.8652642857142854,221,6,40,1,4,73,44,56,0.025,0.866,0.109,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,10,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,4,1,28,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788646902711561,0.1966144226169044,0.28811214509079713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489796829942056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584863505299786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30373320005994314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171943042025152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861264773957732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361285842784095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658152177616691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382511765297611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588817578149261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801750483294431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049383068499668,0.20470949885390785,0.0,0.0,0.19974914228373497,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rositablush,2019/01/08,I want to workout at gym but scared of people.. So a new gym opened near me and I was so excited to go because I thought for some reason not a lot of people would go to it but I saw on Instagram a lot of people from my highschool go to it and other people I know as well. I’m 21 and I don’t know why I have such a big fear of seeing people I know. I need to lose weight but I’m terrified I’ll be judged. ,-0.7249054373522448,0.6948176914893622,2.4173758865248267,96.33388888888894,84.85106382978724,5.454373522458629,17.891252955082738,6.42735559955562,-0.32826335697399545,309,7,80,3,9,111,56,94,0.181,0.735,0.084,-0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,18,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,3,0,3,2,3,1,0,3,3,11,2,15,13,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074482093720936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834473243637515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005227525339481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906083905872155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719306492731706,0.0,0.29970477724216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306966844830338,0.0,0.17023577794472552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109924015144003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812275866177113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646988190185367,0.0,0.1404586863408592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993302980874894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396440737781126,0.0,0.0,0.2146406898325571,0.15848148820323812,0.0,0.1590498239920289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521208542447898,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InsaneIzzyTheFirst,2019/01/08,"Dental Anxiety Does anyone else get really bad dental anxiety? Or just anxiety about doctors in general? I haven’t been to the dentist since 2014, and haven’t needed to until now. I’ve been putting it off for months, and because I haven’t been to the dentist, I don’t have one. I think I have a bad abscess (I have a big lump on my jaw line), and a tooth near it is sensitive and painful when I close my jaw. I also have another cracked tooth on the other side of my mouth. So basically I’m fucked. But I was stupid and was too anxious to go to my dentist regular appointments. Now I’m stuck barely able to eat. Am I the only one like this? That puts off getting the care they need? I have another problem physically but last time I went to the doctors about it, I was brushed off as it being nothing. Now I have too much anxiety to go back and say that it isn’t. I hate this. I hate it so damn much. 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It doesn’t mean I’m not intelligent, it doesn’t mean I have nothing important to say, and it doesn’t mean than I’m less than anyone else. I would just rather express my thoughts one on one instead of in front of a crowd of people. 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I'm 17 years old and i'm feeling this way for a long time. Every social interaction is painful and a tend to avoid them. Even walking outside is a struggle, when i see someone i immediately start to paying too much attention in how i'm walking, where i'm looking and how i'm breathing. I have no friends and no one to talk about that, i'm afraid to waste my parents time going to a doctor and finding out i don't have any disorder. To makes it even worst, the psychologist in my town attends with a group of other patients, i do not know if I can talk about how i feel in front of a group. (Sorry if was hard to understand, i am not a native speaker of English.)",3.4463265306122466,4.065901421768711,5.234156462585037,83.71858163265307,72.19727891156462,7.784761904761906,30.346258503401362,7.908726449838941,1.9309352380952385,547,23,117,7,10,188,87,147,0.157,0.7929999999999999,0.049,-0.9176,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,3,9,0,11,3,1,4,0,24,28,12,0,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,1,6,12,1,18,27,2,19,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,3,7,77,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864041971602872,0.0,0.13346326426369176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999490337852572,0.1785696667494033,0.0,0.0,0.20446864233961567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046154960691595,0.0,0.1469921028766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642687054878833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945547986269076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478922331309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915100670774847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562840492703568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175995322474665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439374068446998,0.14650448287564793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645501177337254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824994346320304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306894900513485,0.0,0.11822024248959273,0.0,0.1856403021649744,0.0,0.1937198573685407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902395110637294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556849078897997,0.14782143177910415,0.0,0.0,0.1952963818229078,0.12348539002858575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823859882382045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804525493666666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034608656829763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162151902389012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848013856957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234807049804857 socialanxiety,khmln,2019/01/08,"Did or do you go to therapy and does it help?? Help I'm so desperate... My problems are getting bigger because of this phobia! The pressure is so big! I go to therapy and I'm afraid that it won't help me, because I'm seeing my psychologist for months but the changes are so minimal, it doesn't help me to live a normal life. Please tell me did it help you or not? And tell me also if your therapist was competent or not?",0.9072979797979812,2.955399477272728,3.375606060606064,88.27646464646465,82.63636363636364,7.092929292929293,24.550505050505052,8.167268648758528,1.5767762626262627,326,13,71,7,9,113,53,88,0.058,0.7340000000000001,0.208,0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,16,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,1,10,0,5,12,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,4,1,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412052561188636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527435888082572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679067814252398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452010381595904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225203403754803,0.0,0.2007008562820196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917653461123362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471863622845425,0.0,0.0,0.15591707450851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093877601241706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730039174520997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938239816213636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895638484634945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070571221229045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086649330505698,0.0,0.40385291855955197,0.20501470528690524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Benjiilifts1999,2019/01/08,I have to lead a group fitness class I have a group fitness class in college and it’s got me overthinking already. I skipped all my presentations last semester and am deeply afraid of doing them. 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I’ve been going to college for the past 6 months with a small class of 12 people. I feel ostracized from the group and despite trying my best to fit in, I feel like they have all written me off as some weirdo. I’m honestly at a loss why I can’t just get along with everyone. Being excluded from everyone feels humiliating and isolating. I’m tempted to just pull away completely and focus solely on school work but I feel that will just make it worse if I don’t try to socialize with the group. It’s hard to judge what’s just my social anxiety and what’s real. I feel horrible and wish there was a way to rectify this but I think I’m just doomed to be socially isolated for the rest of my life. Any thoughts or advice is appreciated. 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I recently added this beautiful girl from my school on snap. I knew before texting her I had a 0% chance with her. I knew this was text suicide for me but I did it anyway. I decided that you only live once, and you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. To sum up what I said to her is along the line of ""I think you are very beautiful"". she responds with ""thank you very much ❤"" Even though I know I would never have a chance. It makes me feel so confident that I was able to tell a super beautiful girl a compliment, without being scared of what she would say. I just wanted to share, thank you for reading",2.6349974186886937,4.505766067114094,3.9269798657718127,87.32234383066599,76.24832214765101,8.074548270521424,23.542075374290146,8.841846274778883,1.5970739287558071,580,18,123,13,13,190,96,149,0.039,0.6809999999999999,0.28,0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,6,0,2,6,8,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,1,1,20,24,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,3,29,5,20,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,0,7,86,37,2,0.1793912771309405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264876404654773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184862466655572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907056198221829,0.0,0.0,0.19651437552059312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858875442396664,0.14622783389652802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840578430717395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974507048099893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187322971613682,0.0,0.13835761204481944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910458554465247,0.0,0.13643514993862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943982295823327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542544884837513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706421847406346,0.14265914381316405,0.17960196346939494,0.18155354969971246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622494079877686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487991488256654,0.0,0.15679588320304802,0.3303187720079565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149466868832124,0.17625101896188608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960331820148125,0.10580962311955182,0.0,0.14389686179941155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292678956157373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548688325732689,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,the_honest_alt_,2019/01/08,"[Rant] The mental gymnastics of dating with social anxiety I've [M,25] been seeing a girl. I like her a lot, and we get along just fine. I think she likes me too, and alludes to getting together again each time we part. I'm so glad to spend time with her, but 24 hours after seeing her, the glow fades to worrying. I'm constantly trying to toe the line between talking enough and not talking too much. I feel like I'm simultaneously clingy and aloof. I want to see her way more than I do, but I know I've got to reel it in a bit. I'm embarrassed by my strong feelings, but meeting someone that I feel accepted by has turned me into a pile of goo. I definitely like her more than she likes me, which is totally understandable for 3 dates, but I feel so extreme. We just saw each other two days ago, so I feel like I need to wait another day or two to ask her if she wants to do something 5 or 6 days from now. I think these are normal dating problems, but my unhealthy brain has amped shit up to 11, and I constantly feel anxious worrying about this stuff. Fuck.",4.273869047619049,4.73926616203704,5.341031746031749,84.25000000000001,70.25,8.764021164021164,27.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.885351587301588,825,27,178,14,14,273,130,216,0.133,0.725,0.142,-0.2656,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,1,10,14,2,1,7,0,7,4,3,0,1,44,35,16,0,6,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,14,0,1,11,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,3,11,30,10,27,32,10,20,0,0,5,1,18,3,2,4,22,112,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168514068479914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242902500766384,0.0,0.0,0.1202853848884168,0.08775425729081236,0.1295917479615321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724010214641484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252356386839364,0.0,0.0,0.12805637087268068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479255324479334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219389753538452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185280135927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480105722701801,0.16390034836647502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060492641590764,0.11986442236006348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174555186672834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296807305837125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304263711140361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362545166148041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752391942668896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560257221660568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432641445039048,0.08505738910234327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239326507957398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242217634848666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976375580732144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27423149678558234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775007365043262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693429309413247,0.0971949849196724,0.08831079250306753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131763269024274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440209229680912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470054533232825,0.0,0.0,0.1337788136252905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788182160999582,0.12477356102395525,0.2241136337093328,0.11941908957419772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353200517076155,0.09105293338016668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329909198272758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,408me,2019/01/08,"Double meaning or hidden messages in conversation a thing? I’m going crazy, I feel like I don’t get it, I keep interpreting and seeking hidden messages when people talk to me, like they try to insult me, is this normal adult behavior? Is there a technique or a formula that smart people use to go back and forth? Are they testing me? My ego? I want to know what the hell is going on",2.5906766917293207,4.683989947368421,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,77.15789473684211,6.448120300751881,24.01503759398497,7.447530270364453,1.2128142857142865,300,10,57,4,7,101,55,76,0.14,0.748,0.112,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,16,1,7,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,4,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088397541668205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867078538609864,0.19592672042781292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328610892559346,0.0,0.4675936696904783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437690687260612,0.0,0.0,0.15072252450299886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679727664847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987424086514706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687101527810909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802656228431069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043453564208987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220180674153608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620009098298693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368669265753408,0.0,0.0,0.1617617912557057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,needpeopletotalkto,2019/01/08,First day back Today was my first day back from break. Second semester of my Junoir began. I decided I would try to put myself out there by dying my hair blue. Second someone saw me they started laughing. They wonder why I never talk. ,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.6533333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.6055777777777775,185,5,32,2,5,60,36,45,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,3,10,1,5,2,0,13,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,10,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928498122504336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294876037756279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651162623081325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345704473935659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701841096990802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567973143448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164415418414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080847879090756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532064081540494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213626765292506,0.0,0.0,0.17343344993176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050345119270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770240981071009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146400352397932,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hegelalien,2019/01/08,"Had a breakthrough this weekend! I'm 23 and was diagnosed with social anxiety when I was 18. Before that, it was *really* bad, to the point where I thought I was broken and I'd always be alone as a result. Since then, I've been getting better at holding it back. I can talk at parties now! I don't automatically assume everybody hates me! I can introduce myself to strangers! *However*. My latest breakthrough was that I tend to isolate myself from groups because I fear rejection, and I don't keep my friendships strong and healthy because I don't really think anyone cares about me, so I never check in on the people who *do* care about me. Their love just didn't feel real to me. Well, something happened. This past weekend I went on an art retreat with some people I'm working on a project with. It was basically a weekend camping trip, and that spelled *death* for me in college because I'd, as mentioned above, isolate myself and shy away from participating in the group out of fear. But...I didn't this time. Something clicked in me early this time, and I stopped myself from hiding in a corner on my phone or going to bed early instead of socializing. And we bonded! I made friends! And I'm still in contact with them! Ever since them, I've felt so much more energized and unburdened. I've been chatting more with my coworkers, letting them know more about my personal life. (I've been here for, like, three months, and I was probably the most open today than I've ever been.) And I don't half-say what I'm thinking anymore out of fear of being ignored or told to shut up. In short, even though I've been able to carry out idle chit-chat with the people around me for years, I'm finally letting people (who aren't my two or three closest friends) *in*, and it's been surprisingly easy. Is there a lesson here? Not really. Everybody's condition is different. But maybe it'll just be nice to hear that it genuinely won't be as bad as you think. (That being said, I'm *still* feeling some anxiety about a networking event in a few hours, but maybe the beer will help lol)",2.6348762376237644,5.007477636138617,3.7707821782178255,86.01716336633665,78.33168316831683,6.614257425742574,25.941584158415843,7.7348632917899725,1.5721358415841582,1631,64,314,26,40,528,205,404,0.083,0.825,0.092,0.7496,2,1,3,0,0,0,70.0,1,1,4,4,24,20,1,3,15,1,36,4,0,2,3,56,64,27,1,0,8,0,3,1,2,3,2,2,1,1,18,25,1,4,10,6,1,3,10,8,1,3,22,6,39,12,54,32,8,56,0,1,1,1,25,28,0,7,26,212,57,3,0.09753852450409367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102049530635844,0.0,0.0,0.08115986603569199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492334085418998,0.0,0.09673200692468167,0.06820120421691794,0.0,0.0,0.08682996617670563,0.0,0.0,0.09164065454348164,0.0750011046498415,0.1628811875480558,0.1783757376535265,0.0,0.08299810030119803,0.0,0.0,0.0862648985397524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889405266762988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899954920184402,0.0,0.10190699809008537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442327552722045,0.17645835919973238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292738721732352,0.0986368173880296,0.0,0.09365227960715683,0.10684868594882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507160441541828,0.0,0.05095985329925125,0.0,0.055433391251855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862529950930461,0.0,0.0,0.09629909948469262,0.0,0.0,0.1099330060001491,0.0,0.06537801695123861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605579899698012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866967222037272,0.0,0.0,0.05360462221466393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947949948531085,0.0688943444141065,0.04765239621152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803232652319368,0.09229331026863234,0.0,0.0,0.1959811158662323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785431968736348,0.0,0.07170203843697867,0.0,0.07522772315685758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311155835325456,0.2704837265822608,0.08516687736070035,0.0,0.0,0.09220543289365707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516302653292467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102019478623776,0.18745702924195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927814729007566,0.07756654959536702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136975081017405,0.0,0.0,0.19885648483178436,0.0,0.15017984292881728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578878332923546,0.08154657397143668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839777130274908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749624420766534,0.09583110509513366,0.07743469329733747,0.11375099604474607,0.0,0.09245511634956376,0.09320224008530018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528096553856934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769884743506122,0.09041918941195597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100920751720037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281161185449367 socialanxiety,avakadava,2019/01/08,"Anyone's friends kinda ditch you? I tried to ask my friends about hanging out for once, later this week, and they apparently all got plans together that night already for dinner .. great start to my morning",5.74072072072072,8.021184513513518,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,68.72972972972973,7.095495495495496,31.25225225225225,7.793537801064563,2.2122684684684684,165,7,28,2,3,49,33,37,0.0,0.762,0.238,0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34147285725908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636645323267295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928303816169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781425239235039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474860751772935,0.3411568167028245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903868813816676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32954168911577075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190220204726548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100882927372305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482127381669893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,runo_sari,2019/01/08,I need to talk to my boss and I'm panicking I'm literally shaking because I need to talk to her about my work but I can't find the guts to talk to her. She's really nice and sweet but I can't seem to do it because I'm afraid to let her down or lose my job?,-1.145752688172042,0.20833582258064354,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,85.93548387096773,6.068817204301076,18.397849462365595,7.1686216300943375,-0.11855698924731195,199,5,56,3,6,72,35,62,0.11,0.753,0.13699999999999998,0.5697,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,2,10,9,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,32,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081319038715643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330068491969475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529846033740163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068929188799705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852081295279331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780635686214208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331850420251925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320841235690033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147236043576223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559641540057029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mynameisnotbecky1,2019/01/08,"Watching this illness ruin my life, I've given up I am typing slow. My SAD has gotten so bad, I can't function properly anymore. I think I have given up in life, ever since that bad incident in 10th I have been overly insecure. I can't breathe right, stutter etc. and I think I have given up. Just wondering what the best suicide method would be because..",3.108761904761902,5.014551685714288,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,75.0,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.0223809523809524,278,12,51,4,6,93,49,70,0.322,0.606,0.07200000000000001,-0.9708,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,10,4,1,0,1,7,17,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,10,1,6,10,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,1,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540751042816934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278217316841276,0.15617317572018616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688592655192925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857234669159301,0.0,0.2317416822022379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361914081965908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878784360998974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192590523284427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802340999748005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32831689195752856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778309151906353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199250721405572,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,khrgosh4,2019/01/08,"The anxiety is making me incapable of going to school. I’m 16f and the anxiety of going to school makes my stomach churn in the morning. Sometimes, its gets so bad, I get stomach issues and half to stay home. The anxiety is in my chest too and sometimes I feel like I’m dying. I feel anxious cause I have only two friends who aren’t even in the same group as each other. One of them isn’t even in any of my classes. The fact that I miss school a lot means I miss work and leave my one friend behind in classes. And I feel a strain on my workload and the relationship with my friend. This gives me even more anxiety when I stay home. But even if I do go to school, my anxiety is still pretty bad. My friend also doesn’t get me and is pretty logical. She probably thinks I’m too emotional because she doesn’t do that even though she has more to deal with. This gives me more anxiety to face her and my classes the next day. I’m scared they’re going to send me to a counsellor or get me in permanent trouble. Over the past few days, I’ve gotten the flu and had to stay home so far this week. I missed the first day back from winter break and a field trip today. But given my track record, idk if anyone will believe me. I left her alone on the first day back and on the field trip. My class is going to look at me and think I’m pathetic and stupid for not coming even though I was sick. I’m so scared. My depression caused me to stop doing any work. I’m going to have to face everything tomorrow. Please help. 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I’m on my 3rd round of psychiatrists now. I’ll go for 8 months to a year and a half then I just get so fed up with not making progress that I stop going. The most frustrating thing is none of my psychiatrists thus far have put me on any anxiety specific medication. Always a fucking antidepressant, SSRI or SNRI, and I have come to absolutely hate them. None of the meds I’ve been on so far have helped with either my depression or anxiety. I’m so tired of taking meds that don’t work for 2 months then going back and the doctor deciding the best option is to just up the dosage. One of the other super annoying things is how every time I go in my depression is always the main focus. My social and general anxiety hardly get thought of at all despite me constantly trying to express that my anxiety is much worse than my depression and most likely even a huge factor in why I’m depressed because I’m so fucking lonely but terrified of any social interaction so I can’t make friends. My social anxiety has ruined my life and I feel like I’m never going to get adequate help for it. 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I had to go to my new highschool today for a test and the only people I talked to were my friends from primary school. It now appears that my friends have started hanging out with the other kids and I don't know any of them. Tomorrow we are heading on a camping trip for three days to get to know our fellow students and I need advice. How can I make new friends. If you have been in a similar situation, please give advice.",1.8449356725146195,3.8634106631578926,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,79.21052631578948,5.906432748538013,26.345029239766077,6.937597516519254,1.1020994152046786,363,15,77,4,9,118,64,95,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,4,0,16,20,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,13,4,14,17,0,15,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,8,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219047961539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120082340563052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622412084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090171767516296,0.0,0.08605401236356094,0.15800453853115826,0.09360830982241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903965573718768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156040632906303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198899876949679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221301445300918,0.0,0.4772329209456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252691376799746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418895681845452,0.0,0.0,0.18080177293446645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666949948297967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851405872045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165823629245582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323874058534921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612552255005666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ayupuyo,2019/01/08,"Eating lunch alone? Ever since highschool has started for me, I've been avoiding going to the lunchroom because none of my few friends have the same lunch schedule as me. I can't stay on the 2nd or 3rd floor of the school because there's classes going on, and if I sit by my usual spot on the 2nd floor by my next class, I get sent back down to the 1st floor. I've been camping out in the girl's bathroom but it gets really awkward at times, especially when a group walks in and starts chatting and I'm too afraid to leave the stall I'm standing in, but then it seems like I'm listening in on their conversation I can't change my school schedule to match my best friend's lunch time, so I'm not sure where to go. Where do you guys go during lunch??",6.193846153846158,4.995180307692311,6.084230769230771,86.17326923076928,66.43589743589743,8.825641025641023,31.038461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.6111692307692311,592,18,132,4,8,186,98,156,0.08,0.848,0.07200000000000001,0.5806,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,3,9,0,7,5,0,0,2,14,22,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,5,1,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,3,1,13,5,22,19,4,37,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,3,13,74,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315467799948615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598035854099466,0.0,0.2156021290120397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558446347544008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870750798957222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095321703076367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159963450295568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732549316126568,0.0,0.1847849883059907,0.0,0.4020128744909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510109506198046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724983605164391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639592646578513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807316389527573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328932716550486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579465015548118,0.0,0.16099005029047214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628528923196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503389438563978,0.18848973240456945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667121802828855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062356454451571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476615860864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mahboilo,2019/01/08,"I can't leave my room anymore I have severe social anxiety and I live in the dorms of my college. I only get out of my room to go to my classes. The problem is I havent talked to someone in a very long time. Also, I dont have a loot of food left but I just can't go to the grocery store (which is only 1 km away ). I am starving but my anxiety is greater than my hunger. But I really need to get out of here soon, in all.seriousness.",0.14302083333333115,1.6986247604166709,3.0741666666666667,92.02083333333336,82.64583333333334,5.933333333333334,22.125,6.937597516519254,0.4758625000000008,331,11,80,4,9,118,56,96,0.146,0.8059999999999999,0.048,-0.7861,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,15,0,16,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740372413281482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32027872605781965,0.0,0.2076023341526421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667547889620424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533700958309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531265964286605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873596608490076,0.0,0.2379378197506527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221653686067678,0.2274411882696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484509462344675,0.1852533386266645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521795217993914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184147385863721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030364886337632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341042400241974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648698778897345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338888608303186,0.17736738313515898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825413668392458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206390129724355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272185413096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gaythrowawayxz,2019/01/08,"paying with card in store i always try to pay with cash at a store (even though i have a debit card) just because i'm terrified of failing to do such a simple thing in front of people. how do i know if i swipe it or if i put it in? do i put it in before or after the cashier cashed the items? when am i supposed to type in my pin code? sorry if these questions seem dumb, i just don't want to fail and stand there humiliated while other people are waiting in line. i can't find any information online since everyone apparently seems to know how to do this, and at this point i'm too afraid to ask",3.7527755905511815,3.8640186377952768,5.188651574803148,86.13762303149609,71.28346456692913,7.9248031496063,24.536417322834644,7.6454224807358475,0.9352055118110232,465,11,106,5,8,157,80,127,0.142,0.835,0.023,-0.912,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,22,18,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,20,18,1,16,0,2,0,0,3,9,1,8,3,71,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700402493601372,0.0,0.0,0.14466011803208642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988689164320157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967502723460042,0.0,0.18101308606022476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050268469966415,0.0,0.0,0.2032676054553341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442655878166465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338159080498554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949531007339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109363827642826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276942378964017,0.2383003934566765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873132283355307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596810339584015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381279307116643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413248651191113,0.0,0.20900097726190345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442613503095406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547056332469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GrimalKin_Seamless,2019/01/08,"I have a dream. To go to a coffee shop, order a hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows, then sit down and drink it, then leave, all by myself. 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I dont know if this is the right place, but lately my mental and physical health has been going downhill. I know that I need to go to the docter.. I know that it is not normal that I can barely make it to class or even the supermarket, even making appointments with my old friends is difficult for me. But the whole idea of going to the doctor terrifies me even more..I dont know if anyone can relate to this and if someone went through it, how they managed themselves to push themselves as far as to do it... ​ I am a little lost and could use some guidance... ​ X ",4.676280487804878,5.2683837317073205,5.276168699186993,84.61961890243903,69.40650406504065,7.776016260162603,27.570121951219512,7.6454224807358475,1.4852121951219517,481,15,97,5,8,155,75,123,0.103,0.863,0.034,-0.8157,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,7,0,12,2,0,4,0,24,26,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,1,11,1,14,22,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,5,2,70,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850279814729751,0.3196495882834236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196966715533504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501695340077144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462774767007446,0.0,0.0,0.3083071530392769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34750044520915696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162067206131928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425662132780835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981150559378502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848270485864398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28914441143238273,0.0,0.14837291279447196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182880808877295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358183280156026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559618299498828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325525042859988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752871166585246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887264068193122,0.0,0.0,0.13801985926017513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374220998405716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232691862984334,0.0,0.0,0.13168566821560904,0.0,0.10481333000364178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144595148802257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360071810478076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219307320179248,0.0,0.14684987775034627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196495882834236,0.0 socialanxiety,h0203throwaway,2019/01/08,"Is it a social anxiety thing to experience painful, cringe-like physical discomfort during small talk or formal talk? I have a a couple diagnosed anxiety disorders, and also social anxiety traits. More than being anxious about my social skills, I actually lack them/have social communication issues that make me very confused about how to interact with other people rather than scared, but the social anxiety still hits pretty bad sometimes. There's something I've never seen anyone mention and I was wondering if it's a social anxiety thing: when I have to do something like texting acquaintances and do small talk, or email a professor in a formal way, it's physically painful for me to do it. I can't open my emails or text to type one or read an answer because it makes me physically uncomfortable to the point that it's almost painful - similar to the way eye contact feels like, it's not pain like an injury but can only be described as pain. It feels like reading an incredibly bad and cringy joke. So I end up avoiding them for days because I don't want to experience this feeling. It doesn't help that I often simply don't know what I'm supposed to say, so wording the reply is a struggle on its own. I'm not embarrassed or shy about what I have to say, and I know I said everything correctly, it just feels horrible to have to communicate this way with people, maybe because it feels so stupid even if it's socially accepted and needed. I usually don't do small talk, and I do really good and feel relaxed when I can be completely direct, but these aspects of communication are so hard and impact my life. I lost friendships and had issues with university because of it. Can social anxiety manifest like this? Or is it something else? Does anyone else experience this? Thank you.",7.651958714150645,7.848738721556888,8.117885282067443,68.17141033722032,62.98203592814372,11.462716671919319,36.14182161991806,11.10113133989139,4.246086227544911,1439,62,242,37,19,477,168,334,0.191,0.6629999999999999,0.146,-0.9087,0,1,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,17,25,1,6,14,0,26,8,1,3,2,53,46,30,0,6,15,0,7,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,28,14,0,1,11,4,0,0,8,15,0,1,5,12,23,10,28,37,3,18,0,1,2,0,23,8,0,12,12,161,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.06506458774227243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676477151407237,0.0,0.0,0.053319486412592126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060343598222511,0.0753230837455264,0.0,0.09324056892069152,0.06831579281843864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134066302667477,0.1625763596740827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990683045462585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377394550016972,0.0,0.04299946637532378,0.0,0.0,0.06767310340381166,0.0,0.0,0.07641462851112021,0.0,0.05834720889534021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113957964580644,0.0,0.05905372043897949,0.0,0.0,0.04403780644977556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599226434622504,0.1956610447002534,0.0,0.0,0.2022754526562637,0.09526439653853244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592331584534372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972715817188644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469043886711874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918148335555589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328500324095702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709409417580259,0.16286869800219742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278297394771252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901134748645664,0.0,0.06698338743022729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943821611568516,0.051423400703045984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518029290423538,0.050708878836397214,0.3547312647147827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244725529370748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302885058480091,0.0,0.0,0.06783182554701722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338486812096384,0.0,0.04271332218492478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634226141451349,0.10604430371176653,0.0667526968559468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437291611541676,0.0,0.15398761087743534,0.06594267758187337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053246254798082406,0.0,0.0,0.06970255005995207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143613996941512,0.0,0.061384821267371874,0.0,0.0,0.08859100550227332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343242202522582,0.0550133553013842,0.039326283299486335,0.15876908447070184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230553292573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,graybagss,2019/01/08,"Having difficulty socializing at my new job. Any advice? I’ve struggled socially since I was a child. I somehow got this far in life and I just started working full-time at a prestigious university doing program coordinating. Everyone here gets their shit done and can socialize and mingle with everyone else really smoothly. I know I just started here (about a week ago) but I can already tell people either don’t like me or won’t talk to me unless I initiate. Half the office was out for vacation last week when I was introduced to others, and now that everyone else is here, I feel like I have to introduce myself to the ones I haven’t met yet. I don’t even know where to start. I’m deathly afraid of losing my job over this. I have a 3 month probationary period and if I can’t perform well or get accustomed to workplace culture (and I’m sure my office can tell since everyone here is basically a lawyer who attended a top school) then I’ll lose my job. I’m trying really hard despite my shyness to talk more. I also have a stutter, which I plan on going to speech therapy for once my health insurance starts after my probationary period. My stutter makes it super hard to even initiate conversation, because it comes out when I’m nervous (which is 90% of my existence). I know I shouldn’t just sit at my cubicle all the time but this is the busiest month for my job so I’m piled with stuff to do. At least I know I’m doing a lot better than my other job, where I didn’t even start socializing til 5 months in. I’ve made improvements since then but I have this urgency to get better, and to get better fast. 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All I do all day is browse reddit, facebook and youtube. The only thing keeping me alive is my parents, without them I would have already ended it a long time ago. I feel so lost in this world, my life has no direction. Depression wiped all my passion, dreams and will to live and social anxiety pushed me away from the people I loved and cared for. I know I'm not alone in this journey and a lot of people here has been struggling with the same issues, others even successfully accomplished what seems to be impossible and lived the rest of their lives happy and for that I still have hope. For now I'm just gonna try to survive and try to take care of myself. Thanks for reading my post, I appreciate it. If you have or know any online job available please hmu I'm very desperate to get a job and prove myself to my parents. I feel like i dissapointed them so much.",4.015109034267912,4.985302691588785,4.6964299065420585,86.80199688473522,71.14953271028037,7.388909657320872,27.35077881619938,7.554174236665415,1.3471156386292835,832,28,175,9,15,267,124,214,0.094,0.6890000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9826,6,1,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,1,3,4,13,15,1,1,8,0,15,4,0,0,4,34,37,19,0,3,6,3,3,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,7,2,1,2,5,4,0,0,3,3,25,11,22,30,7,19,0,2,0,2,11,5,0,6,13,116,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585551507629857,0.0,0.0,0.11199567122433468,0.11933011218504574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735357858691299,0.0,0.08272329148683875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015967758414723,0.0,0.0,0.06591834131631279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050251152982944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973839263297922,0.0,0.09313686884811533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577587559958953,0.0,0.0,0.07142241743381329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402953485780208,0.15450391481045392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354514832923082,0.0,0.056496287792246074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511215306786016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740285987703146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286527196370508,0.3219231219667605,0.0961157195548314,0.0,0.0,0.11885678500094025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275847386847444,0.10565899687924987,0.0,0.3819421871857253,0.19139286731591465,0.0,0.0,0.1180425721997871,0.0919328573078541,0.09759642801696218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949196743244462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037588408386498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224185089655572,0.0,0.0,0.36021472237239904,0.0,0.0,0.1499349534070885,0.0,0.0,0.11870020602757235,0.0,0.0,0.10356382991011487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816467143015664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844241457360653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102304311046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907123062405896,0.0,0.0,0.11304660762930747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130436953895194,0.0,0.0,0.0995565556531165,0.0,0.0,0.07184036043076872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305462627080446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683368828976892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922303682975953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423867492754478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076816291608502,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sitchnatio,2019/01/08,"I feel so uncomfortable around girls I really don't know how to act, I feel blocked like I don't know what to say...it feels like they know I don't have romantic experiences.",2.625,4.273018166666667,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.66666666666666,9.244444444444444,23.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,1.8158444444444442,138,4,32,4,3,46,23,36,0.212,0.642,0.146,-0.3074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922819529456446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211682504125848,0.0,0.0,0.4980382272609453,0.23455792855774996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413222309426182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208094173133503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033562878789386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261099981921578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Owolsana,2019/01/08,"Started of on a bad foot with classmates due to social anxiety. Hi guys! This is my first real post on Reddit ever. So im female in my 30es, I started education june last year. I have social anxiety, and in some periods is worst than others, especally when I feel stressed. When i started Education, I had a hard time connecting with anyone, besides one girl, WHO allso seemd to be social awkward at times. After first period she stoped education due to personal reasons. When we came back to second school period, after beeing away for 3 months, I was determend to be more open and interested in the other classmates. It’s gooing well, and im really maling progress. But there is a group of 4 girls, and I have a really hard time to get on better terms with them, and change our connection to something positive. The reason why it’s hard, is because i get really strong bully wibes from one of the girls in the group, and I just cant handle bullies. I was teesed a lot as a kid, and it just still freaks me out to deal with that kind of people. Can anyone please help me with som inspiration to deal with this problem, because it’s affecting a great part of my day at School. Im sorry for my bad english. I hope everyone gets my point.",4.60549829849295,5.737342330578513,5.955153135634422,77.72171366067091,69.9090909090909,9.330481283422461,27.458434613514825,9.627879704456738,2.5065048128342244,972,32,183,22,17,328,142,242,0.125,0.742,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,5,11,15,0,2,11,0,13,1,1,3,1,31,22,13,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,17,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,4,4,22,8,38,16,6,42,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,3,27,123,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578268227058445,0.0,0.0,0.1442569659359678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691766393729986,0.07931994693393023,0.17226049153763534,0.12576485027373774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123235192841253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798201666152468,0.0,0.0,0.10912447627879968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652654126816829,0.21269687089429198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330974359056156,0.0,0.09856917137693197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215834591688783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548744457252272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616829330046149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372892273877427,0.0,0.10213982164344844,0.0,0.0,0.2772202718705831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691427260895523,0.0,0.0,0.10245634463547557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33427580727413964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742022016108234,0.0,0.08408521939438937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769882405777363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233746069488006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980120563200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170698064688674,0.0,0.07151479614587904,0.09007110261000098,0.0,0.11323338345912808,0.09751496432340083,0.0,0.09879412392918653,0.0,0.0,0.09870555208461364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741315011495085,0.1982515015116559,0.2121213599522939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879704843515384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154610701662186,0.0,0.07941387815069294,0.0,0.1154737507699423,0.21904124928674096,0.0,0.08237984016547832,0.0,0.11816388171627926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045180158496574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274887292917493,0.0,0.0930814827781439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664285378514567 socialanxiety,InTheBinIGo,2019/01/08,"Can’t make work friends, only acquaintances I seem to only be able to make work acquaintances. I can be friendly during work but I’d never dare to ask to hang out outside. I didn’t really care about this until I noticed some of them hanging out outside of work, and just being very close during work. In general I find it very difficult to advance a relationship from being acquaintances to friends. The first hang out outside of work/or the usual place you see them is always too nerve-wracking. 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Since the word anxiety is so general, everybody seems to think they know what you're going through or that they can relate and because of this they contrast and compare themselves and they minimize and downplay what you're talking about or going through. Just because someone has a little bit of anxiety in social situations or in general does not mean they suffer from full blown S.A.D. or any of the other related mental ilnesses which I 💯 percent do..... to the point it cripples my life. I understand humans in general all experience anxiety and or depression. That's not the same thing though and it's so hard to get someone to understand the difference. I'm tired of people who it obviously doesent, act like they can relate and then insinuate that I'm just basically exxaggerating or being a big baby (without directly saying it). It's the most annoying thing in the world........gets even worse if you try to explain this fact to them, then they either get insulted or start to think youre just crazy.",9.846837209302322,8.44825454418605,9.6443023255814,64.21156976744189,59.37209302325582,13.437209302325584,41.5,12.340626583579946,5.296358139534885,937,43,155,26,10,307,119,215,0.16399999999999998,0.825,0.011,-0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,9,1,9,6,2,0,10,0,7,2,0,0,3,44,26,21,0,1,16,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,20,8,0,1,10,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,0,2,16,1,24,25,7,18,0,3,0,0,20,8,0,11,6,109,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831070907698814,0.0,0.3973767298216566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832551169528652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177582402762678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186473573530643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185007179804048,0.0,0.0,0.1356782976501208,0.0,0.0,0.11364323475892388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577271940491363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703009253868522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035428265102135,0.0,0.2214109422998484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116330970857342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136883653303341,0.0,0.14649015150182154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091725470703827,0.06344408252721813,0.13015598134128167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145794199530715,0.0,0.0,0.13087049427747885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006011487209306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276169844631095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327158684813584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822161593156423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742330503541124,0.14597048755131709,0.0,0.2647561977521201,0.22006354138723008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191709183240132,0.0,0.0,0.10857056476007232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437826988601444,0.11350523518380705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254927230337505,0.2496312491454143,0.12758889423613148,0.0,0.0,0.14925742764501115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816786939855392,0.0,0.0,0.2703821373361593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251824698314884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234061616367426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BasicallyNuclear,2019/01/08,I managed to do it again. I can’t have friends for more than a year. I was just blocked by another because I message them too much.,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,84.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,30.76190476190476,6.42735559955562,1.3530333333333342,102,6,24,1,3,33,25,28,0.083,0.794,0.123,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030816021577593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35059835750156226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443496483156219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227920888155881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37036956210354494 socialanxiety,anon19213,2019/01/08,A customer really went off on me today and it gave me an actual panic attack. I shut down and literally couldn’t handle it. She was the most nasty mean customer and I know it shouldn’t be effecting me this much but it’s really bumming me out. She did it in front of a bunch of customers and I told her she was being very rude and I started crying and couldn’t breathe so she left and I went to the back of my store to try to calm myself but it really rattled me up. I’ve just started to get more comfortable around people at my new job but I wasn’t prepared for this. ,1.0503443526170813,3.0349471404958663,3.1656404958677697,90.32603650137743,81.72727272727273,6.347382920110194,20.00068870523416,7.492282038375204,0.568206060606061,448,12,98,7,12,152,75,121,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6183,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,5,0,9,1,1,1,0,20,18,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,8,0,19,2,16,5,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,5,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.19844341994248155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810274894736835,0.0,0.2313436579207925,0.0,0.1563660828207977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337397613229812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624367039297017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017967044010904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117576179168106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209438810892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151128420725508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948802331647154,0.0,0.0,0.19639981821111194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385912023297327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097952620131568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908198618758591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878689278975496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275508604596173,0.19431272726318066,0.0,0.13806349576992386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778771290707392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770209659227781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hawkgrl,2019/01/08,"Lost my confidence, not sure how to get it back? I made a lot of progress after going through some traumatic things that really forced me to gain a sense of independence and manage a lot of things for my family. I grew massively as a person and became very confident in myself and also stopped caring what people thought of me. I was much more secure and confident within myself. However, now, my family situation is out of my control again and things have basically gone to shit. I’ve also suffered something very traumatic in the meantime which I thought I was over but I don’t think I’ve actually properly processed. I miss having a peaceful, calm mind and being sure of myself in everything I did. For once, I was socially outgoing and I think my lack of caring what people thought of me actually drew people to me. Has anyone experienced similar circumstances? How do I get back to the new improved me? I really miss her.",4.922617671345996,6.989644965317923,6.417725020644095,71.06013005780349,70.44508670520231,10.260776218001652,30.854252683732447,10.451354775682146,3.8378194880264247,741,32,123,23,14,252,99,173,0.128,0.696,0.17600000000000002,0.9154,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,1,0,7,0,11,1,1,5,2,28,26,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,10,1,26,6,24,15,6,16,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,3,7,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.2563597595232442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008310647843054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184385337613192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020020185156566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784272243185864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732160441187267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805004074435325,0.0,0.24765255138751416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725122153560507,0.0,0.0746499466795964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433854139868747,0.22334028407603124,0.0,0.124287735872667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262732613191444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655828779841508,0.0,0.0,0.12685986308239167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988480249257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731872700426076,0.11469085167383067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829395810729114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483017834835026,0.0,0.14764431693367092,0.0,0.1338960656595922,0.0,0.10112061533499517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981553286563044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475940116015164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617918170377851,0.16832916426532896,0.0,0.3128346793470064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675708745737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,l1p4p4s,2019/01/08,"Are socially anxious people narcissists? Hello, so I've been thinking and reading about social anxiety, and it seems like it's a form of pride or a narcissistic tendency. Because socially anxious people are always thinking about themselves, not the others. What do you guys think?",7.393723404255319,10.329765340425537,7.320159574468086,63.50875000000002,65.80851063829788,9.806382978723407,39.40957446808511,10.125756701596842,5.199174468085107,229,13,28,6,4,73,38,47,0.124,0.7759999999999999,0.1,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717881861656367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370075233481806,0.4539574437297873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247697680879327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893915572515428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815776802030816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27858073253313265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097110591287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290704963095747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144279278467552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862179933601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,glubandglub,2019/01/08,"I’ve accepted my life as an NPC Trying to be an extrovert isn’t working and I seem to offend people with my social ineptitude so much that I’ve somehow ended up with less friends than when I would sitting by smiling and nodding . I’ve been working on being more extroverted and true to myself but I find people drifting off mid conversation and ignoring my invitations. In working on being less socially awkward I think I’ve made myself too boring. Where is the balance?!? I think I’ll just stick to what worked and try to be an extrovert.",4.002970085470087,6.175828826923079,5.595512820512823,75.52726495726499,73.23076923076924,8.083760683760685,30.786324786324787,8.841846274778883,2.8991081196581203,434,20,74,9,9,147,68,104,0.1,0.8270000000000001,0.073,-0.5788,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,19,12,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,15,5,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,55,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182590521063767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884202646089927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927342945481085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561208219677255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506711610854105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515463018532432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584130499339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767410539702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42029439514861183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641892572879323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799289433450876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003278585291323,0.0,0.0,0.14644529870570835,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MaWaNu,2019/01/08,"Where to start getting in contact with stranger women My SA only restricts me, when trying to talk to unknown women I see and like from behaviour and looks. I have no idea how to start conversations. Like for the past 4-5 months there is that cute girl sitting on tue same public transport than me. Everything I managed to do is smile at her and wait for a reaction. But I am so bad at reading signs and emotions, that I really don't know If I should start a chat with her or not. Hell, we seem to have so much in common that getting to know here shouldn't be hard. But I am scared of scaring her away, eventho I am certain there is nothing that would make her see me in a negative light. Those of you having the same Problem, where did you start? Thought about getting into Smalltalk with strangers I don't see at least once a weak. Because if this works out, I might be able to talk to her, without having to think to much, if I can impress her or not...",4.222973296133919,4.9640356735751325,4.506735751295338,89.19413312076527,70.50259067357513,7.181984854523716,29.35392586687924,7.010146845296331,1.3965515344758868,747,28,159,6,13,234,114,193,0.119,0.78,0.101,-0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,1,10,11,1,2,6,0,21,1,0,2,1,39,39,15,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,6,10,0,2,6,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,6,24,5,32,31,5,22,1,0,4,0,18,12,1,7,10,118,30,3,0.1454238968354372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663053813884474,0.0,0.12142287949736122,0.08864905773507213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358231041847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130697621488692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279339518395615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302712474001942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641658784696484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598423410745915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209354069806496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122119447397445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970715803727198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427177339454334,0.0,0.0,0.11607596702914155,0.0,0.2138065937241466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953815111778867,0.0,0.0,0.15487170400718134,0.0,0.11060142659511583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882356458634126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915102934525245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546325060721987,0.0,0.09316227210447896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118938027238656,0.0,0.34765205304734803,0.13238845393938825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117271306912469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337724394340348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318176113255673,0.0,0.11545033008043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873328007596634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018344708550107,0.0,0.10587032888645036,0.0,0.0,0.10330496389646014,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sunrosekt,2019/01/08,"i forgot how to speak to people like a human basically this. Ive gotten to a state of isolation that, as an adult is gonna screw me over unforgivingly. My only friend can speak well through anxiety and watching her, I can't help but think she's well off and I wont ever get a job or be able to shop by myself or anything. I am trying to change but, I'll admit what do normal people even...act like? or speak like? What if everyone I meet just hates my presense because they sense I'm nervous around them? 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I've spent most of my teenage years inside gaming. I never had a job, teamsport (outside school) or musical instrument to play and meet people. I usually feel lonely but I do have one great irl friend with whom I usually talk to online everyday. I really want to make more friends and be more social but deepdown I also want to completely isolate myself. I am now on a second highschool to advance to university at my first I did have 4 friends .One of those friends is the guy I still talk to (mentioned before).Anyone else had this and maybe you have some advice?",3.0261734028683165,5.804374042372885,3.9499999999999993,82.9100586701434,79.76271186440678,7.020599739243806,26.873533246414603,8.139509932561175,2.1520683181225557,499,21,88,10,13,160,84,118,0.062,0.7120000000000001,0.226,0.9756,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,16,15,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,13,6,12,10,4,12,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,4,9,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692828378869444,0.0,0.0,0.16080932164131975,0.0,0.0,0.12842506977598594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228940276105616,0.16454510442242012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837727035632358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341537015395922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811999541791502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659915980666934,0.0,0.0,0.4962907848593103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177052840785017,0.0,0.15901096347131738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346651979793806,0.0,0.1593624146747166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719616111215084,0.0,0.1613358789316335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385816645539795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217642091442037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113340169841631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287911139120927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625273047643448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370294464232535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824868444604404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815494076568923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353737988000654,0.0,0.18944221021506247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068314911029324 socialanxiety,youarenothing,2019/01/08,"I hate making phone calls Hate 'em! I'm just absolutely terrible at talking on the phone. I turn into a blubbering, stuttering mess every single time. Unfortunately for me I recently got a new job where I frequently need to be making phone calls to specific decision makers whenever we need to make a change (I work in the TV broadcast industry) and these phone calls are sometimes after hours when sending an email isn't an option because these people are at home with their families and not sitting at their desk. So I have the added anxiety of feeling bad about calling important people in the company while they're at home on top of my already-shitty panic when making general phone calls. Fml. Just wanted to vent because I had to make one such phone call a few minutes ago and the person I was talking said *""whoa whoa whoa buddy, slow down, you've completely lost me. Deep breath and start again from the top""*... Kill. Me. Now. 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I just can't seem to make friends or really interact with people outside of my immediate family or inner circle of friends in general. Would you recommend taking antidepressants? Did it work for you? What side effects were there for you?,6.249818181818185,9.198196163636368,7.365454545454547,61.848181818181835,69.18181818181819,11.672727272727276,32.81818181818181,11.20814326018867,5.112381818181818,259,12,37,10,5,87,44,55,0.029,0.7709999999999999,0.2,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,0,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194071553109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956636845657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237090984088366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981450856071015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886887985868289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119847607279669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110834528941547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192572929487695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026064995734423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879144167557265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779079614099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302435981844366,0.0,0.0,0.2246645197763093,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stevehandelin,2019/01/08,"5 Ways to Prepare Social Media and Email Accounts Before Death #### 1. Get a Digital Executor: A digital executor is someone who will carry out your wishes regarding your social media and email accounts, upon your passing. One job your digital executor may have is delete emails or deactivate social media accounts. The  executor would be the only one to see your emails and confidential information on your social media accounts. You can designate anyone as your digital executor, but it is best to choose someone you trust. ##### 2. Inventory Your Accounts: The average person has about 90 online accounts. Most likely, you will not be able to remember all the accounts you have created off the top of your head. Make a list of all the accounts you can think of; make sure you have the username and the password. Make notes for any inactive accounts. If you no longer use an account, explain why and what happened. ##### 3. Get Proper Documentation:  Since your will or trust may not cover your digital assets, you should work with your digital executors, and make sure they can carry out your wishes. If your executor needs to prove to a service provider that they are your official representatives, confirm you have the proper paperwork filled out. If you have data in the cloud or other online storage, the service may require evidence of your consent to turn the data over to your family members or fiduciaries. ##### 4. Backup Your Files: If you transfer all your files onto a hard drive, it will be much easier for your family members or executors to gain access. Remember that any files you leave on the cloud will still exist. ##### 5. Do Not Forget to Update: Each time you create another online account or delete one, make note of it. Make sure you know which accounts you have on auto delete. For example, Google gives you the option to set up a service called Inactive Account Manager. The service allows you to choose what happens to your account and data after long periods of inactivity. 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I am much like you. I do insanely awkward things and then think about them for the rest of the day, and then sometimes the next day, and then of course recall it from time to time for the next months/years. For some credibility I froze for a solid 20 seconds during a college presentation and stuttered the rest of the 4 minutes of it. At the end of the presentation I nearly cried on the bus ride home thinking I am a complete failure of a human being. I realized though and something I now tell myself all the time is that ""time heals all wounds"". I promise myself no matter how badly I fucked up today, tomorrow the pains will be at least halved. And then the next day another half and then another until I barely even recall anything. I work a retail job and sometimes multiple awkward things happen that day. But by next week I recall maybe one thing from that entire weekend and It barely causes me and grief at all. I mean think about surely you felt socially anxious at one point 2-3 weeks ago, but do you even remember it now? So remember when you fuck up that time has your back. For time heals all wounds. 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about a year and a half ago my anxiety escalated to the point where i started noticing my neck would jerk to the right real fast. i started wearing my hoodie up every day during my senior year to try and cover it up. its humiliating trying to talk to someone when all of a sudden out of nowhere my neck just jerks to the side. i feel like a freak. i do know you guys with bad anxiety know what im talking about. there have been times when it's kind of dissipated but its never quite went away. it use to even happen alone in my room when i wasn't experiencing any anxiety. lately though it hasn't been doing that unless i go out in public. i honestly don't feel cut out for this life at all. i feel like i can't ever get a job. i surely can't go to an interview because it's bound to happen. i have an extremely hard time making eye contact as well and usually if i try and maintain eye contact to be polite that can trigger a neck jerk. if anyone has any advice please help me. im seriously tired of this ""parasite disorder"" controlling my life. thank you guys and best of luck to any other sufferers.",3.9234996276991794,5.025687202531646,5.480814097791015,80.59862993298586,71.48945147679325,8.445668900471581,26.177463390419454,8.841846274778883,1.8784541573591471,925,29,185,17,17,314,139,237,0.13699999999999998,0.716,0.147,0.8584,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,12,17,4,0,11,0,16,9,6,4,5,32,32,14,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,13,9,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,8,1,1,4,7,22,9,32,26,3,35,0,1,2,0,11,14,0,3,20,117,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871106722055048,0.0986153736921858,0.0,0.0,0.11522023496408952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30261207182333066,0.0,0.25531514686021434,0.0,0.0,0.15557553446706435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045219360362641,0.0,0.09288812455137348,0.0678162530022707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674878152653399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477502033292735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174629070345599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750079508664938,0.0,0.09735459911527404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347880171139301,0.1006309340827948,0.09373193575097664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687522503392947,0.15895236996860035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812292102774605,0.0,0.12645054541705672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030766056182705,0.19675394247154732,0.0,0.09965709843205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745677444142744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24033564936784405,0.0,0.1103972958594253,0.0,0.0,0.11584853497853367,0.12227889297125788,0.0,0.1254935236932413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571566745345511,0.10870111597538216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425945658170471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580195446142347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665752808211408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211780579793538,0.1051661013020599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832682251535008,0.0,0.1266255217838371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950058912976212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426077098689307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574849861704165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485070385712056,0.0,0.0,0.17883518790459044,0.0,0.1024229741129058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930140871359073,0.0,0.12974017254546086,0.1278641624746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265919550341741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608326843862218,0.12252486697612057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002605686008337,0.10312877815252948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902797555874194,0.0,0.0,0.14328119565045194 socialanxiety,ssttrrss,2019/01/09,"Help me find job quick I need to push myself and do this. What are some ideas of places to work at that don’t sound too overwhelming (an example of overwhelming would be retail where you are paid based on commission) I’m looking for places that : - are looking for high school / university age kids - quick-no interview process - not much social interaction required - the kind of job you’d find in the suburbs (i.e. I’m not around any farms, etc. and don’t want to drive far) TL;DR I need to be comfortable in a job and learn to overcome my fear of being around people - ",4.69782110091743,6.140435972477071,4.663199541284404,85.89736811926608,70.0091743119266,8.385779816513761,26.469036697247706,8.841846274778883,1.7891550458715595,447,14,90,8,8,138,75,109,0.03,0.901,0.069,0.4767,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,6,5,0,3,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,19,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,4,3,0,0,1,3,7,2,17,13,3,15,0,2,2,0,7,11,0,1,2,53,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314414126318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622704307680625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555773936098496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187223815715546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041367079104552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152104219572044,0.17578966059508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187822827668724,0.0,0.0,0.4953195883772343,0.0,0.0,0.17325922165322033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794346807917306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230848268177663,0.24673740179244424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534697935214952,0.0,0.34766348580195955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838549595744934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696035110116468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813526585145448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112665995538947,0.0,0.0,0.11819161577377292,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pretzeloverlord,2019/01/09,"I used to be social and ""life of the party"" and now I can barely hold a conversation with anyone. Ive always had social anxiety, but it's never been this severe. Ever since I got into a relationship and got more serious about making all of my time about work and my fiance, it's like I have no idea how to socialize anymore. I have no idea what to talk about with other people. I used to be really chatty once my anxiety barrier was broken but now I just feel frozen. 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It’s like I forgot how to be a functioning person, can’t hold a conversation. Hey there, So I’m back in classes now, which I’ve been anticipating! I started up a job working the welcome desk at school (which I thought would challenge me a little bit to talk to people—it definitely has). I’ve wanted to improve in the socialization dept for a while, had a couple jobs that forced me to talk to mostly strangers, like this new one. And so far I’ve done great! I can tell jokes, make people laugh, I’m light-hearted, and everything runs fairly smoothly. My problem is socializing with my co-workers. Always has been. Strangers are impersonal. You could be anyone and they’d never know, it’s like acting. But this new job has this huge clique / everyone knows everyone. I’ve been doing serious self-reflecting for years now, but these last months of no work/school have been the brunt of that. I’m stuck inside all the time. My defense mechanism is to talk about myself because it’s the thing I know best/am thinking about, but I just come off as self-absorbed. I do want to get to know these people, most of them are really cool. I just can’t get out of my head. Do anxious people overcome this feeling of being stuck on the inside all the time? Or better yet have a sure fire way of getting in with a group of friends/coworkers? Thx friends",3.9250292207792232,5.582880353571429,4.460779220779223,85.74967532467534,72.25,7.233766233766234,26.65584415584416,7.84624498591911,1.4801428571428563,1129,39,224,15,22,358,158,280,0.084,0.706,0.209,0.9902,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,3,13,15,1,0,15,1,27,1,1,2,4,39,50,13,0,5,8,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,7,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,11,4,19,12,35,33,6,34,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,3,19,137,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728522536915719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493016889636952,0.0,0.06494522102875815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142048846223581,0.0,0.05661997634347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974738791295508,0.08214653930256945,0.10140303627088132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000957802925149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415868145809916,0.10277211415875058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505048566600828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750537258735646,0.08347631013692143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696390613913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176036634955338,0.0,0.14558096037072546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240268089252326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532368004329148,0.0,0.0,0.11006556130771857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765130187774649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418196880053585,0.07571118834211746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613229150606074,0.09309211769596418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061999424751393375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827497720004082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163628801000561,0.1794119376464453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293921503858275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317795348263309,0.08110093858354134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887548487254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059502557358525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700074749524578,0.0,0.0,0.19379226719701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936290801150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314846485417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754014132553928,0.0,0.0,0.22396498612656734,0.08118292070752259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061706642292143565,0.05951500496188319,0.0,0.07373789552886202,0.1083204272591842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956836453012744,0.07372537085406727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380958393794428,0.0,0.0,0.06598067437402055,0.0,0.0,0.059812932365360574 socialanxiety,Helicaster,2019/01/09,"I’m ok with screaming on the inside. I just hate the physical manifestation of my anxiety. Met a girl on a dating app not long ago. I can talk a big game over text of course because I’m not staring anyone in the face. But anyway I just know this is gonna bomb because of my shakes from getting nervous. Can’t smile right, my mouth twitches when nervous. My neck gets rigid and my head shakes if I have to turn to look at someone and my heart feels like it’s about to explode out of my chest. Fuck these physical ticks I can handle being a wreck on the inside but when it makes me look like I belong in a ward on the outside that’s where it really fucks me and my life up. Rant over.",2.6144128787878813,3.7843363125000025,3.855732323232324,90.7352272727273,74.7638888888889,6.625252525252527,23.50757575757576,6.980632752743323,0.6117166666666671,535,15,120,5,11,175,93,144,0.165,0.777,0.058,-0.9098,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,5,10,1,6,10,6,1,0,16,21,8,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,5,16,3,21,18,0,21,0,0,3,2,4,14,2,1,7,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096587991472147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480351845850374,0.0,0.0,0.15063380951858718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626485088931766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892798545529526,0.15390338270344847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983235093753318,0.22510678288200625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269272845171167,0.22109354367881326,0.0,0.0,0.2552858321821972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839480760951895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521647260123912,0.21049663437614602,0.0,0.0,0.19064895372630725,0.3618142322691385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380133580772494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380101068105384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397621942155898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253331502995093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731546397852407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432620253624506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrowAwaySting1,2019/01/09,Any tips to make my voice louder? I’ve been realizing lately that my sa is mainly caused to my low voice. I’m very hesitant in speaking because I feel like people will not be able to hear me. 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I'm not shy anymore. I'm very friendly, not intimidating and my hygiene is good. I'm really normal so I don't understand why this happens. 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God damnit I hate it so much. A girl invited me to go to snowball (basically like prom or homecoming just in the winter where the girls ask the guys) and as soon as I got the text I almost had a panic attack. WHY??! I read the first sentences of this message saying “do you want to.... with me..” and immediately close my phone and can feel my heart racing and not in the good way of being excited she asked me. The worst part is I’ve dodged things like this in the past for the same reason and always regretted it. I know I will regret this too if I don’t do it. Ahhhhh. I’m not even nervous to go with this girl, just the fact that I know there are going to be tons of people there. Why. 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First time poster! I haven’t spoken to anyone besides my family in a month. I don’t have any friends to talk to, anyways, and I can count the times I’ve left my house this month with one hand (all of those times I was a nervous wreck). I’ve known this girl since we were 11, and now we’re on our second year of college. We decided to room together our first year of college totally last minute, but it didn’t work out and I knew I was going to lose her at some point (because of SA). She is outgoing, has a gigantic pool of friends, attractive, and I spent most of my time locked in my room. I have lost so many friends because of social anxiety, but losing her as my best friend was one of the hardest losses I had to bear, and I just helplessly watched us drifting apart. We hadn’t spoken or even seen each other in six months before this. Today, just as I was waking up, she called me for something relating to college. I usually would let it ring and text her in an hour, but this time I answered. It was a quick call, but at the end she told me to call her before classes start to meet up, which I’m sure was out of courtesy, but still. I’ve been so happy all day and cried twice (kinda tearing up now thinking about it). It’s likely that I will never gather up the courage to talk to her again, and that’s disheartening, but it’s the little victories that count. 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Everyone's on their phone barely socializing with anyone. Not even a simple hi when walking by. No comfort when going outside, making the vulnerable susceptible to feeling alone or opposed. Fear of rejection exists because there's no willingness to impose acceptance. Which leads to isolation and an ""every man for themselves"" type of atmosphere. It's unfortunate for people who have absorbed this bitterness and unknowingly created a false perception of themselves; believing they fall short of the untruthful standards of society. And anxiety grows like a planted seed, being watered by the unhealthy silence and dullness of eyes staring blankly at others. Those with such eyes have no intention to bring warm verbal exchanges that do bare fruit for one's heart and self esteem. We as a society are feeding the very things that destroy our bodies physically and mentally. To the point where the community is sectioned off into categories we don't even want to be placed in and labeled as. All from the lack of love we originally had and were to show... I apologize to not only myself, but those with low self esteem, social anxiety, anger, depression, mood issues, and other impacting mental issues: I apologize that people don't care to.......basically give a fuck. ~Jay_Jay416",9.471834975369454,10.647179163793107,9.132339901477831,59.103793103448325,59.08620689655172,12.490640394088672,41.57142857142857,12.031772070788634,5.8738894088669955,1114,58,149,34,14,359,158,232,0.208,0.711,0.081,-0.9825,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,2,1,8,18,4,1,14,0,12,10,4,4,1,34,22,17,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,17,3,1,3,1,1,7,7,9,0,1,2,8,10,7,33,18,3,22,0,4,3,3,20,12,1,2,4,111,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557165267887778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300335985140701,0.0,0.0,0.10512772295625597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165153482488443,0.0,0.0,0.1693921698546375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700417307679505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532911266492186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949562759403505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860858292235706,0.0,0.12667576566633404,0.14366519458258148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691847566232794,0.0760211211130151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899550065951974,0.0,0.1442287438733167,0.08544696922822434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816463864306445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138512043033363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345307116855865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713922177822565,0.0,0.10035932198653344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303033453936515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188057345636642,0.1143474139517419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846654101498954,0.0,0.15708301320375628,0.0,0.14212868109301666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31369420958520394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065243449215371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988539099092046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405391434145488,0.08867990968875725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AccomplishedDark,2019/01/09,"DAE hate it when this happens to you? Currently out with family and I'm getting these kinds of messages from them. ""You need to get out more!"" ""We missed you during the holidays!"" ""Come join us!"" ""Get out more!"" ""Get out more!"" ""Get out more!"" Before anyone asks why I'm out and about, we're celebrating my parents' anniversary and I thought it was just going to be me, my parents, and siblings, but it turned out almost the whole family made it to the anniversary dinner. I love them dearly, don't get me wrong. But I was not expecting it to be almost packed and honestly, I feel like I'm not close enough with them, despite me seeing them almost all the time. I don't know what to do. There's no one else I know to talk to. My parents are sitting on the other side. I honestly feel like waiting in the car. That's how nervous and overwhelmed I am.",1.46343852728468,3.7670756627218935,2.9438560157790934,90.6792422748192,82.31360946745562,6.122419460881,21.814924391847462,7.3871296695380915,0.8199701512163053,653,21,136,10,18,213,94,169,0.052000000000000005,0.7659999999999999,0.182,0.9765,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,3,4,0,5,12,1,2,6,0,9,2,0,2,1,37,35,10,0,2,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,18,1,1,5,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,4,3,23,7,22,29,7,18,0,2,1,1,16,11,0,3,5,93,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967018604686224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233588893057378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345354874617563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236903305233707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375364335152074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103149627694094,0.0,0.0,0.13644806010986132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489793016919887,0.0,0.13354189738114822,0.18868016014149452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139595546605413,0.0,0.0750498692280671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677575295459702,0.0,0.0,0.13037692011788762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751490547907647,0.14514788997672198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903075288431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191847448659749,0.12495358320792616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791706946933013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948384926747245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398941708754012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052306950433324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614076373770948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483687673512332,0.07700230118462023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363786111536955,0.0,0.0,0.1588458409833748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191590492636705,0.14743463166527013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438135352005196,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YouWantALime,2019/01/09,"I wanted to go to an event on my college campus today, but I was nervous. So I told myself I was going to stay on campus until the event was over (~2 hours), and I would either sit there and be bored or go to the event and not even have to talk to anyone. True to my word, I sat there bored for two hours before I went home. It's a boring story, but since nobody else cares about me you guys will have to pretend that you do.",6.708586956521739,3.6840052934782612,7.232173913043479,84.17695652173914,66.71739130434781,9.2,26.26086956521739,3.1291,0.6922304347826085,325,3,76,0,4,108,62,92,0.13,0.79,0.08,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,0,1,6,0,13,2,14,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,55,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997785826605582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946865671771122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332704014024625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911277584799025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111606546636552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900861565738912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654171053963246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949871213855974,0.0,0.4506313685810186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926049341761456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386361708916765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838956905505008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168696530973162,0.2186221625504146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349817683425985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494843818825816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209403022079412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625284633126712,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CatQueen97x,2019/01/09,"Dating advice / ranting / I'm confused send help Hey so making this post gives me anxiety (shocking I know) but I have started the last few months to get a better hold of my anxiety and at the start of the year decided to try meet people and maybe date I'm 21 and have never had a kiss or been liked by a boy and I taught it could be good. I don't know what I'm looking for, honestly mainly just getting better at being social and this guy wants to meet up and it gives me so much anxiety. I have some issues around guys and my own body issues and it has kick started my anxiety to the point I almost want to ghost on him. He seems cool and is sweet and we have only been talking for two days but we added each other on two social networking platforms one being my facebook which I never use except for contacting family and now I just feel trapped because I can't ghost? Like any advice on dealing with anxiety and dating would be great? I just feel like I got ahold of my shit to the point I was ready to try a new thing and this new thing has made my shit explode again (Not literally) ",4.03559523809524,4.68733553571429,5.0366785714285705,85.54998809523812,70.875,7.937619047619048,25.647619047619052,8.021203637495839,1.3486390476190473,856,24,179,11,15,281,130,224,0.142,0.695,0.162,0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,8,15,2,1,9,1,19,4,3,3,2,45,42,18,2,4,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,18,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,7,5,23,11,23,29,6,28,0,0,1,1,19,10,2,5,19,120,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459129572291693,0.0,0.0,0.1048255505145948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711884694201907,0.0,0.40041351545686704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319063966579276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381417930825399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516835672293347,0.0,0.1162799320961914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358137359723307,0.0,0.0,0.06751229177317061,0.10792424296621796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868642537662033,0.0,0.10586239419098686,0.07478601802364808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938576934528896,0.20084418532698967,0.0,0.08780367605772622,0.08372507519206866,0.11541408990493145,0.0,0.2073065368799372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016724165673427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852505869969005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506278887778384,0.08533114389160823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534294258109797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790789786547648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905419752558572,0.06987714696475099,0.0,0.10516879341414344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355748794886601,0.0,0.0769545252808806,0.0,0.1614769635478559,0.2022082363573809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093634814729909,0.07961663043934522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257445962863504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791976549972307,0.0,0.10025799617773606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530006019103204,0.0,0.0,0.21491251771148465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342358910346512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222868715299051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414074976382661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909432642123118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214664880678332,0.0,0.2045214231327371,0.0,0.0,0.09041305954282132,0.0,0.0,0.1234902540089625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436425900005139,0.0,0.0,0.06741283620043717 socialanxiety,dominiquee9,2019/01/09,i'm going to school in a few minutes. after several days of skipping school days i'm finally coming back. i feel afraid and lightheaded. how do i calm myself?,1.5888709677419364,4.280231677419359,3.8002419354838723,81.62036290322581,87.06451612903227,6.970967741935485,23.87903225806452,8.07648339933343,2.0646709677419355,126,5,22,3,4,43,25,31,0.0,0.916,0.084,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,13,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413692789986681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27039655675443075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048783167630717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871697894867148,0.0,0.0,0.3438614725720165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783962748465968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353659449598669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546169979657449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joshl_13,2019/01/09,"Feel lonely around other people Often times I feel more lonely when I am alone and around other people who are socializing, most likely due to the fact that I am envious of their companionship. Does anyone else feel this?",6.3139166666666675,8.292483225000005,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,66.75,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.4893333333333332,179,3,28,3,3,57,31,40,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.7964,0,5,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,4,6,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28630249250016543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328923996660888,0.28323953455976797,0.0,0.4921701416075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190945619703386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309253266265317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193203555105573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350518008013133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832893754202385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28178988374836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119102164972962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yoink42,2019/01/09,"advice basically social anxiety is main source of my problems, im trying to work on it. new school starting soon, year 12. any advice with ppl cos i always end up staying away and jus walking around in free time aimlessly any advice appreciated :)",4.814333333333334,7.309896599999997,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,71.8888888888889,8.055555555555555,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.7791111111111118,197,8,31,4,4,66,41,45,0.083,0.736,0.181,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160824222040306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486560242286833,0.0,0.0,0.2858248979975282,0.0,0.16076782257637715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708229923851244,0.0,0.0,0.197447322746006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613474752684064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700321256793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296878483917835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010897312989484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126878452077651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422632092881733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874862670574746,0.22399702108990888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254293545049863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426812927950308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529951742971706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135332780629001 socialanxiety,Stellar_Chick,2019/01/09,"I had a breakdown in French class and I need help I had an anxiety attack today. It was in French class when the teacher asked us to record ourselves so we can upload it to a class flipgram app thingy and all of our French friends can watch our videos. I didn’t want people to watch me in a video, I didn’t want to be bullied. Realistically that wouldn’t happen in Palmer but it still didn’t calm me down. Besides that fact, I also didn’t know what to say because we had to introduce ourselves and talk about ourselves in French for 90 seconds. I hate talking about myself, I never know what to say, unless someone asks me an explicit question, the few things I can say about myself that aren’t too personal are too few to take up 90 seconds. After class I spoke to the teacher and broke down crying. I couldn’t stop myself and I was so embarrassed, I hate crying in front of people. She helped me calm down and said she understood and to instead record myself talking but with one of my doodles as the video so there is only audio. She has seen a few of my doodles that I have made while bored in her class and she says that I’m good so I should do that. But the problem now is that I’m worried my friends will see that my video is different and that they will get mad at me for it or just have something against me. And also this won’t be the only time we use this app, we will continue to use it for the whole semester, and she says she did it for us to have fun but this only brings me anxiety and worry so I don’t want to do it. The question is how should I deal with the doodle situation? I really don’t want people to think I’m different",3.8838059416039736,4.550455401759532,4.72589825321943,87.58710824939438,71.22873900293254,7.572663521611627,26.263037103149305,7.586124646067393,1.1966783373709036,1296,39,280,14,23,420,147,341,0.151,0.773,0.076,-0.9848,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,8,0,1,0,19,14,4,1,15,0,37,0,0,4,4,50,64,29,0,10,7,0,0,0,2,7,0,8,0,1,22,18,0,1,6,4,0,2,11,8,0,3,15,12,49,6,43,39,5,24,0,1,4,0,36,12,0,3,10,209,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998334410269094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304098491568632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870237565860459,0.11379531829966626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060975619427945014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197502446558518,0.0,0.10312359474794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090141545367008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456144884257672,0.0,0.05226005501232393,0.0,0.0,0.08389802382020116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845367434773456,0.0,0.0,0.1975121948312687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409217418287106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994460637092687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094648103548977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416886088751759,0.07714710102368008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677809824575846,0.2282254544568091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803868412041274,0.08733984515146638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571246920322407,0.0,0.0,0.2241065903098846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407995069571898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514872127760277,0.3977280041571071,0.0,0.0,0.07970868433935682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124347024220693,0.0,0.0,0.08475267571166199,0.07700578342635728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988180754052998,0.08362717248788548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520796482191347,0.2411940915763266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645359075667323,0.0640933558642504,0.0,0.0,0.05832663288978127,0.0,0.0948140379884101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406406798387053,0.172782675253684,0.0,0.0,0.2359944079242217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116767356830356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316484320875908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tootsie2390,2019/01/09,"Difficulty speaking Hello, I find that around 10 - 11 am I’m encountering speaking difficulties. I start work at 7am and I can speak normally but at around 10 my voice starts to strain and the words don’t come out right. I have to constantly repeat myself and the words get mixed up. I don’t know what to do. I have had these problems since I was a teenager. Any help?? Thanks ",1.8463000000000036,4.249031413333333,3.0129166666666656,90.15937500000004,81.53333333333333,6.416666666666668,21.375,7.6454224807358475,0.7921,296,9,63,5,8,95,53,75,0.117,0.782,0.101,0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,16,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,9,1,9,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812777291155276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746102190714319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962770284775255,0.0,0.2880690393713349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436414786269511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927258182379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786772258124379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465006990833556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611834253906878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550728791908132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276505642786671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051066053526147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773612928360693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454231788517111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406719258211907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,INotMeI,2019/01/09,"My friend is hypocritically judgemental. Whenever I begin talking about “that guy” I wish I could talk to, she gets so annoyed. And maybe it’s justified because I’ve been in my “boy crazy” faze for too long now, but she’s honestly being a bitch about it. I try to ask what the heck I should do to try and meet him and stuff, and she says I’m way too desperate. No, I could actually talk to this person, I just have absolutely no idea how, and I’m incredibly anxious about that stuff. I tell her that, and she says, “Yeah, I have anxiety too, but I just don’t care and get over it. You know people don’t actually care about you, right?” As in the thing about people don’t judge every little move you make and they forget right after anyways. I know. But she’s a hypocrite. She does not have anxiety, at least not anymore or like I have it. I can’t just CHOOSE to not care. I can’t just CHOOSE to be brave and not overthink every little thing. Sorry for the rant and if I didn’t convey things clearly. I just wanted to know if I’m in the wrong. Any tips for my other situation as well?",1.3798858540562622,3.428589183856502,3.2322401141459447,89.94300346514473,80.92825112107623,6.386384019567879,20.001834488381576,7.520522993642371,0.4999345291479824,840,22,186,13,22,281,116,223,0.158,0.695,0.147,0.2145,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,0,18,11,2,0,6,1,18,0,0,2,1,40,34,20,0,7,15,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,15,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,12,3,1,0,2,2,31,8,23,27,1,15,0,0,0,0,24,9,2,3,5,129,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.2292109034077568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798638910366974,0.0,0.17968405068137794,0.13267487485787333,0.11646989105583445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979145937783467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159092904201696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592167067911036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875341264683434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277338969084923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789817526764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073460688493708,0.0,0.12271612573088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628503047909786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257656716176505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193627467513177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057375728797056026,0.2354134220019119,0.0,0.10393156828243026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783927635556856,0.0,0.1179852457300604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482117179466495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283757139424046,0.10254493050567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058790397145174,0.0,0.186787556015118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200857782954598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314655578183085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888364047658075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831838242463341,0.1026485896168216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340676984546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594694276193672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926973055181783,0.09321918047777114,0.0,0.0,0.10559354169542824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505132673774808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840327127821535,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Benkenobix,2019/01/09,"I'm going to have a bunch of job interviews the next couple of weeks and I'm already freaking out I'm the type of guy that forgets how to talk, think and begins to stutter so bad that everyone who experiences me like this probably thinks I'm an absolute idiot. I'm not exaggarating when I say that I can't even do simple maths an 8 year old could do in his sleep anymore when I'm in a situation like this. The fear of not getting a job because of this is killing me. Why would anyone want to employ someone like this? There are probably a lot of other applicants who are self confident, smart and way more appealing for any employer. It's not that I have something special to show that would compensate my lack of social skills. I have a below average high school graduation. Dropped out of university after 4 years. Haven't worked in my life besides a 12 hrs a week job for 6 months and there is nothing else that could be interesting for a future employer. And I'm turning 23 this year. I don't know what to do now. I'm trying to stay positive but this won't work. I'm going to be a nervous, shaky mess and there is absolutely nothing I could do about it. Any tip is appreciated. I really need some help to get through this. 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I don't even want to read what is inside. I guess I'm worried they may want to hang out at a time that is inconvenient for me or otherwise when I just don't want to. But things have gotten worse recently, I wished a friend merry Xmas and happy New year but could not stand to read her response to this day. Another I wished happy birthday to and I don't want to see her thank you... I almost would rather they never responded or were no longer my friends so I don't have to deal with it... I don't however have trouble with my mum, sister or husband's messages (small mercy) You won't believe what I do for a living. I am a successful sales person, I communicate constantly with clients by email, phone and whatsaap with no problem but in my personal life it really hard. Has anyone else suffered with this? Does anyone have a solution ?",3.7814276649746175,5.584194817258883,4.665682106598986,83.5418734137056,72.90862944162437,7.970685279187817,29.063769035533,8.660442795831766,2.273396192893401,797,33,154,15,16,258,116,197,0.141,0.6920000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9104,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,1,5,12,0,0,7,0,21,1,0,0,1,35,32,12,0,11,9,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,0,2,1,2,11,4,0,0,2,2,26,8,23,26,1,18,0,1,1,0,23,7,0,6,8,104,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982802767288126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595171753788482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131177397228485,0.1328440798851179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607371847166625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401080521505524,0.0,0.10351679367339164,0.0,0.0,0.08361499311531384,0.1336658050790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345958174219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830784122545778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856341065019503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40067611188750063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282660078150616,0.0,0.0,0.2760345205233875,0.11614297432782827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157723786408324,0.0,0.0,0.11448533636291387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999582920914417,0.12521897751367148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264147355644218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481194392694891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937472647385745,0.0,0.08305856889596748,0.0,0.12801598265341094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103316079022041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936639777933572,0.0,0.0,0.0861352121267521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560128564002393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058890897515396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169910143123844,0.0,0.2981874411554458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166818126172886,0.13212674726557153,0.0921012580228499,0.0,0.0,0.08349181588623493 socialanxiety,floralfootprint,2019/01/09,"In my favorite city on a solo trip, struggling to leave my hotel room I'm visiting my favorite city for a couple days and avoiding leaving my hotel room for anything. I was tired after I arrived, but still managed to Uber to the grocery store. I spent the rest of the day in my hotel room, and today is no different. I decided to visit the beach, walk around the pier and grab food today. I got dressed and ready... And back in bed. I keep telling myself I'll go later but it feels less and less likely. I'm so disappointed in myself. 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This is going to be awful. I’m not sure when it is but my teacher said there is no getting out of it. If you are “sick” you will reschedule over and over until you finally do it. Anxiety is going to be going crazy yeah can’t wait!,-0.3720238095238102,1.8148728095238127,2.278075396825397,92.75616071428574,90.74603174603176,5.0547619047619055,18.98611111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.15709682539682568,229,7,51,3,8,79,46,63,0.226,0.713,0.061,-0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,12,1,0,0,1,7,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,8,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956975499536824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40033476745124896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909335696433086,0.0,0.623084325243131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31209398361000457,0.34762850892990405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444341545996419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KosmG,2019/01/09,"Getting on a crowded tram face to face with strangers Man, it felt like I was having a heart attack. I came to do snowboard which is very relaxing but getting into the tram with 5 strangers (college groups and attractive couples are the worst) and facing them 20 cm apart is so tense and painfull for the 7 min lift. Any tips? I am having a really hard time, the silence is aggresive. If i wasnt facing them directly; the eye contact is toooo much for me.",6.4158426966292135,6.188524741573037,6.334022471910112,81.3545168539326,65.62921348314606,9.367191011235958,34.65393258426967,8.841846274778883,2.8022835955056182,358,15,70,5,5,113,64,89,0.093,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.1071,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,8,0,11,6,6,0,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,3,7,3,8,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,3,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769997390029132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474658672662826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34932567551427623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379477674724842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932566036062719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191446820408258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736014676294969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619309675978113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921558690626413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452305861509272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956635472843871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809620276644872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520082188803439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Weirrdo12,2019/01/09,"My anxiety randomly got 10x worse I can’t take this shit anymore If i was able to function like a normal person I’d have such a good life I genuinely think I have a serious mental problem at this point I was doing so well and thought i was over this shit , today I got so awkward in a conversation the people flat out started laughing at me. I can’t make eye contact with people , I make people feel uncomfortable when taking to them And what sucks too according to everybody Im a very good looking guy and I dress nice so I get a lot of girls trying to talk to me but it usually ends with a “Your mad weird” I’m known as that one weird kid. I’ve never had a girlfriend before or even kissed a girl and I’m almost 17 I really didn’t want to do this but I think I’m going to try drugs ",1.868035714285714,3.32804211309524,4.050714285714285,87.39428571428572,77.27380952380952,7.180952380952381,23.309523809523807,7.957251820313856,1.122352380952381,617,19,135,10,14,213,108,168,0.158,0.736,0.106,-0.7484,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,8,16,4,1,10,0,11,6,3,2,1,25,30,13,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,8,3,18,7,16,22,1,13,0,0,2,1,11,6,3,5,7,81,25,0,0.14705220472385194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725154138397498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124945341141625,0.0,0.14583627297991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251305953133454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053387149453295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024460597854706,0.0,0.0,0.097126594337731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435401313275435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682870761228752,0.0,0.08357315676395276,0.2466808249555393,0.2352221631844386,0.0,0.0,0.14560480219130573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884161538678426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386732104680907,0.07184227933430354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234868159238924,0.0,0.0,0.12501852581961426,0.0,0.0,0.19631697706450926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819403531397032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341572576389745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407993849000414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964637966185304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058424494685865,0.12840031309691655,0.0,0.0,0.13901186493712422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407091000866816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420540783300388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189394990413954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040843073770864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211299141593097,0.1181949919185186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845023015852408,0.0,0.11674302466007518,0.0,0.0,0.1393882957152278,0.0,0.0,0.199677588494526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195722812432498,0.12133346944991255,0.0867352003373765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322175923065683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985875963492193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Weedsmoker4hunnid20,2019/01/09,"How do i stop using an aggressive filter when i talk in order to prevent any judgement? I tend to be boring as fuck and i'm not really that fun guy to hang out with because of how basic i am. it's not so much that i'm afraid to show my personality, but i literally cannot let it happen. Like even when i'm not feeling very nervous, i'm still trapped inside of this boring social structure of like, ""just be monotone and ask a lot of questions to keep conversations going and don't say anything weird"" which leads people to find me boring and they generally don't think of hanging out with me as much fun (im assuming). So how do i GET THIS FILTER OUT OF MY HEAD??? because this is the one thing destroying me mentally and keeping me from moving forward. I went on my first date of my life a couple of weeks ago and it very much showed. i was so boring, i kept asking questions and bringing up stupid safe boring topics that she probably could care less about. Any help? please",5.187978003384097,5.379083868020307,6.146510152284264,80.23502749576991,68.18781725888326,8.597123519458547,29.107021996615906,8.344100000000001,1.9583945854483928,770,25,153,10,12,256,120,197,0.18600000000000005,0.696,0.118,-0.9313,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,12,18,4,2,4,0,12,3,1,5,0,37,32,18,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,12,0,6,6,2,0,8,6,12,0,2,3,2,19,6,26,25,5,23,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,4,11,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328526501540543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915716725898507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445028094429265,0.0,0.26004044099977963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956270428652698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180045117320153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110433753811221,0.15388842178497647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091860459508874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032259145166303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271158132571648,0.11830064443794215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857642275450912,0.07266310975753018,0.0,0.07904187967560118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771021343014495,0.12298722314912565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273532076939532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322181509355562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022933603359678,0.0,0.0,0.2472398577803635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422178423509247,0.09823570881254598,0.13589408414478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824011031395215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015906017541965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781911427140956,0.3067175090667724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424362386582344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096419963166188,0.12143853949158855,0.0,0.15266712975089852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499508347193032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116009304856806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909765765769127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060131342340178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177366738554648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106877992337796,0.1162763876112673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178654356528744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239799992165014,0.08911629639108118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011972139330356,0.0,0.2295097101565946,0.0,0.0,0.11156089604297804,0.0,0.0,0.1289277550672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,54olegman,2019/01/09,"Any little things that can help with doing presentations/reading stuff out? At college now and after a year I’m realising I’ve got a serious problem with reading stuff out. In class I cooperate a lot, answer questions, talk and stuff it’s just when I’m asked to read something in front of the class I’m just completely incapable. Whether it’s reading some text or an answer I’ve written there’s something about trying to get words that I’m looking at out my mouth to the rest of the class that I just can’t do and I just choke. It’s way worse if we’re going round the class too - if everyone’s reading and I’m up next the anticipation just makes my voice go so shakey and it’s so embarrassing, especially how no one else in my classes seems to have this problem at all. I’ve been trying different techniques to make myself more capable but atm it’s still pretty bad and feels worse than it was last year. Weirdly I only don’t really get it when I’m caught off guard and have to read something out of nowhere. Either way I really wanna try some techniques out to help me cause I know uni next year will be a lot of presentations and I don’t want to be completely useless. TIA",2.8442837218569434,4.799056305439333,4.154010759115361,85.55111576011156,75.90376569037656,7.230205220163379,25.606893803546523,8.11559375814309,1.5414517234508869,943,34,192,16,21,310,128,239,0.129,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.8222,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,10,0,13,1,1,4,1,47,34,18,0,6,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,1,6,5,1,4,4,7,0,1,5,4,12,0,31,26,8,32,0,1,2,0,5,14,0,9,12,118,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593428070334842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064197608556417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095528564046749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099601842975177,0.0,0.0,0.20331574373032493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129972973964736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099537290566923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264684377636667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049024518095183066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131236251749558,0.0,0.11020612239801507,0.0,0.07754560049660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299768528598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328518987813907,0.07903313050429732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717667425243287,0.0,0.0,0.0814197026725186,0.0,0.0,0.1648592382050421,0.0,0.0,0.12943948536183267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623035166491174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570076767920963,0.07374038664966256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986404187544228,0.0,0.185550060654834,0.0,0.0,0.10861435237047046,0.0,0.581901156611311,0.0,0.12422664295812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882662736094639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223927371811848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743021550771902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329786940804348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793059548411738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441411395129319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974829024939366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718792058791899,0.15392036457961258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761551969835867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731194396719894 socialanxiety,jdoggo75,2019/01/09,"Any idea how to get better at presenting things? At college now and after a year I’m realising I’ve got a serious problem with reading stuff out. In class I cooperate a lot, answer questions, talk and stuff it’s just when I’m asked to read something in front of the class I’m just completely incapable. Whether it’s reading some text or an answer I’ve written there’s something about trying to get words that I’m looking at out my mouth to the rest of the class that I just can’t do and I just choke. It’s way worse if we’re going round the class too - if everyone’s reading and I’m up next the anticipation just makes my voice go so shakey and it’s so embarrassing, especially how no one else in my classes seems to have this problem at all. I’ve been trying different techniques to make myself more capable but atm it’s still pretty bad and feels worse than it was last year. Weirdly I only don’t really get it when I’m caught off guard and have to read something out of nowhere. Either way I really wanna try some techniques out to help me cause I know uni next year will be a lot of presentations and I don’t want to be completely useless. TIA",2.27469568567026,4.337598156779663,3.793636363636363,86.97054699537755,78.02542372881356,7.002773497688753,24.710323574730353,8.00094639256281,1.3975830508474578,919,33,191,16,22,304,128,236,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.8174,1,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,16,8,0,1,10,0,11,1,1,5,1,47,33,19,0,6,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,1,7,5,1,4,4,7,0,1,5,4,12,1,31,25,8,32,0,1,2,0,4,13,0,9,13,115,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172752338334523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860613310459222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806833231271048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328524510271904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835324879283127,0.0,0.0,0.2211798567763628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102003185007539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811194180115049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078715627855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333200317829349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532109186549224,0.0,0.1198892615035382,0.0,0.08435905895327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069856266990887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906994134319833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796703417705006,0.0859772891405498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857355483384399,0.0,0.0,0.17934441290890002,0.0,0.0,0.1408125426406225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435055351486147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147349299550207,0.08021950419854934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730735009582833,0.0,0.20185321159839148,0.0,0.0,0.1181576323623134,0.0,0.5275243820108108,0.0,0.13514167960219914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602169215690022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436025027719713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423353578990853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414903326062697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477788109973534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007378886024929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148345193932686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062212674005959624,0.16744440724590345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497878886174154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037699008401377 socialanxiety,thehangryguy,2019/01/09,"Is being secretive part of Social Anxiety? Or am I just an odd cunt? But I look around and everyone feels the need to broadcast their lives or seek attention. I never tell anyone anything. For example, I've seen people online write on social media ""Its my birthday"" Not only would I never write this I hide my birthday so no one can wish me happy birthday. A guy I work with has his birthday the day after mine, every year he'll say ""You never wished me happy birthday"" Effectively broadcasting it to seek attention, no one ever wishes me happy birthday as I never feel the need to tell anyone. Whats made me think about this is something that happened today at work. A colleague told me his wife got him a set of plastic dumbbells for Christmas, He seemed rather proud spouting this out to everyone and saying he had been working out, and what made me cringe was he then got out his phone and showed us all topless pics saying ""Do you think I've built muscle"" he thought he was Arnie. The reality was he had a pot belly and stick arms and he thought he was Arnie in 2 weeks. I've been lifting weights for 3 years consistently 5-6 days per week, never once have I told anyone and never once in a million years would I go around showing topless pictures on my phone. Whats your opinions? Are you secretive or is it just me?",5.746337209302325,6.225581724806204,6.066191860465118,80.29138081395351,67.02325581395347,8.31046511627907,30.85368217054264,8.07648339933343,2.1598984496124034,1047,38,195,12,16,336,148,258,0.062,0.852,0.086,0.8538,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,4,1,5,8,5,1,0,10,0,20,2,1,3,8,53,43,14,0,8,8,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,10,13,1,0,12,2,0,1,9,1,0,3,17,8,30,4,23,22,2,29,0,0,2,0,36,10,1,5,17,124,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989492402609118,0.0,0.0,0.19165619952549764,0.0,0.07518663115665937,0.1626706499142902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178473333730757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264599549484357,0.07697999835144767,0.17460871673368092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239503305422514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192554010410085,0.0,0.14614785824477972,0.0,0.0,0.09046694283535073,0.08079486487583144,0.2917831863993689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067806441174027,0.0,0.07672463098042871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290589211547328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549381950699715,0.42280366409199305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460412886718934,0.12382425849903447,0.06948814314399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894073506187433,0.0,0.06334184719252431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797430524058686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831763940227391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862727526659786,0.0,0.07033819581231929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597162429374533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708759561831175,0.0,0.14506917875514402,0.0,0.0,0.08660451297353869,0.17460871673368092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099023378879815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657697426487784,0.11125946691786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520000309975194,0.0,0.0,0.19954713410600008,0.0,0.0,0.12980791188166224,0.0,0.0,0.17651059027952995 socialanxiety,donewiththiss,2019/01/09,"How do you really overcome anxiety? what im asking for are real, effective ways of overcoming this demon, not the typical useless advice you usually get. are there any people active on this sub who overcame this shit? im fully aware that its just all in my head and theres no reason to be anxious but even though i know that i cant get rid of it. its ruining my life atm cause i skip school way too often and not because of laziness. on ecstasy for example my anxiety is completely gone and i actually enjoy talking with strangers and feel an urge to do so.",3.534234234234237,5.266659720720725,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585586,73.41441441441441,9.257657657657658,29.45045045045045,9.725611199111238,3.08343963963964,443,19,82,12,9,153,84,111,0.102,0.768,0.13,0.7502,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,9,4,1,0,2,0,7,3,2,4,1,18,13,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,9,1,11,11,1,7,1,2,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.18325120931704872,0.0,0.0,0.1835014664749954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770033533007347,0.0,0.28731023780114023,0.21214375845325184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555375773621226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447207901573732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290706763981566,0.0,0.0,0.1968891476124592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403031460919316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494980961902263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962199712889129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927217307155098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056803528176822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320180250665012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326381985787926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018657243875248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137406018961712,0.1202999698598078,0.1930744005541524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900485880967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275874872653934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093458318850975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844979476287877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681880276419212,0.0,0.0,0.29811020854809284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notsogingerale,2019/01/09,"Today is a good day. I have social anxiety, but today was a good day. After school, I was having lunch with a classmate, we’re working on a project together. She mentioned her birthday party coming next month, she’s turning 18 so she’s organizing a pretty big party. Then she said, “you’ve got to come”. Me? Yeah, she’s telling me that I’ve got to go to her birthday party. I tried making a joke, “ugh, do I really have to come?” then I laughed, “sure, I’ll be there” But as I said those words, the realization hit me like a train. Birthday party. Uh. I almost forgot that birthday parties were a thing. Jeez... When was the last time I was invited to a birthday party? It was like... January, 2018. A whole year. I almost forgot that birthday parties were a thing, I can’t even remember mine. This year has been one hell of a year. I went to therapy, I became slightly more social, I talked more and louder. I spoke for myself, I defended myself. I was... I was doing great. Then I was not. But then I was again. And now I’m being invited to a birthday party after a year. Sure, I’ll be there.",0.07068493150685029,2.4305107488584525,2.505401826484018,90.10221232876712,92.19634703196348,4.9291324200913245,19.628767123287677,6.588339656340683,0.4080257534246576,830,27,168,11,30,283,115,219,0.05,0.6729999999999999,0.277,0.9947,0,0,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,16,1,23,1,0,1,2,19,39,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,6,1,2,1,1,0,5,2,2,1,1,20,3,32,9,14,15,3,28,1,0,0,0,15,2,2,2,23,114,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607492677905117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960122361033172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364625169596643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793406340625566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599464602720128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399460551763658,0.21840805155780954,0.2082626987873332,0.1435439131379957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612886448121144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721647296019206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690827196663267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392291618849092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846720295716947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822563176792371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245831928407378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340826480827429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748911627165373,0.0,0.2476964995861387,0.0,0.0,0.1317674724348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654412226540295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542041932885664,0.0,0.0,0.10464833613827676,0.11379891636391973,0.0,0.14889292427317571,0.0,0.17299572284669648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591958465365814,0.0,0.2468252332350005,0.0,0.0,0.08839599318413137,0.14161819307546547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069498366723448,0.0,0.14536157786707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478579931151766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353733434769481 socialanxiety,PLLimmortal_bitches,2019/01/09,"Phone interview! So I have a phone interview for an apprenticeship tomorrow and I get soooo anxious talking on the phone, does anyone have some last minute advice for me? 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She doesn’t even use Reddit so probably wouldn’t of noticed the username but I mentioned it saying “oops forgot to cross out my name pls don’t Reddit stalk me ahaha” as a joke. But now I’m paranoid because I use this account to post about all the things I’m anxious about and it’s really embarrassing and I don’t want her to see that. I know she probably wouldn’t search for me and I explained my account is private so not to look it up, but a paranoid part of me thinks she will out of curiosity and then she will be judging me on what I post. I really don’t want to delete my account by I feel like I might have to. I’m also worried someone else could find it if they see the photo I sent her on Facebook I know that sounds really paranoid.",2.197865799586165,3.861428869346735,3.740118238250077,89.09724800472954,76.8894472361809,6.089388117055867,24.771208986107013,6.794906146795322,0.861168253029855,751,26,158,7,17,249,102,199,0.087,0.8140000000000001,0.099,0.0671,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,4,1,39,34,15,0,7,6,0,1,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,8,1,4,3,8,1,0,0,6,6,34,5,26,21,3,16,0,0,3,0,15,7,0,4,4,112,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034434273800937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000739534907933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173543513865842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015156755980128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571251910405554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993951973170228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609071291992829,0.10750789213392796,0.0,0.0,0.13754232678957118,0.0,0.0,0.16500115020252645,0.23253165606608284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540736119136795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352031211253716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263711192438882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239437082512016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964285039841916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133036606741667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296267924405475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323746386081768,0.0,0.3245007239123947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892173404330272,0.15472562655681155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967324603007155,0.0,0.0,0.2398371975816203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750708657847162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999768288011174,0.09642594769622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217074655777714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994477870862026,0.0,0.0,0.177522179391726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282678119126522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluehourmorning,2019/01/09,"Shakes, jitters? Anyone else have these little fits in front of people? Its super embarassing. 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Hi all, So I have a problem of blushing when I am having ""normal"" conversations, either with people I don't know very well or at work or something. It always happens after I've said something and then I become extremely self conscious because the attention is on me. And then I think that the person notices (which they probably do) and that makes it worse. This is especially a problem at work. Any advice/tips/tricks would be appreciated",3.830801033591733,6.673367558139539,5.150620155038759,75.15471576227391,76.90697674418605,7.078036175710594,28.16020671834625,8.167268648758528,2.4673400516795865,374,16,59,7,9,124,65,86,0.133,0.8270000000000001,0.04,-0.7775,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,14,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,7,1,7,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165829706734484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171289909926746,0.0,0.0,0.14033583846644926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579869229120125,0.2279148418035003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248861865923305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113413261199236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775079150894545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219469415563115,0.0,0.2349488610205661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430680800723231,0.18019067961997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249726430154906,0.39492845090178186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630115810544407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152845635402616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31774099040822745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223088880310907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027341907123808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554766137879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30047355869606096,0.0,0.21030440732057534,0.1465963620752959,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lmaobanana,2019/01/09,"Annoyed I’m actually so fed up and annoyed with myself. All I want to do is feel normal in social situations not a nervous, stuttering weirdo. I am actually sick and tired of people asking why I’m so quite and so nervous, which I am about everything! Every job I have I’m known as the quite or shy one! Every time I’m happy with myself when I feel like I’m really improving it just gets knocked back down again when someone says “why are you so quite”? I need tips?! Anyone been on meds for it? Did they work? Or any other solutions, I actually hate myself for it and it’s ruining my life!!!!",2.1187954545454524,4.075456258333337,4.496212121212125,82.25727272727276,78.08333333333334,7.696969696969697,23.40909090909091,8.575989854853784,1.6484999999999994,461,15,93,10,11,161,80,120,0.147,0.6829999999999999,0.17,-0.6476,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,10,9,3,2,2,0,8,4,0,0,1,17,21,13,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,3,13,2,12,18,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.4413727209981624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252491591018843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541792660690982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094429903493033,0.0,0.0,0.11592846543100895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405090479215103,0.0,0.13549726055336656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246195276961294,0.1077060691370574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876814107142648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049143521124035,0.0,0.148848565334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961033651436964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648930655209554,0.07365583737337526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746518582717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178984209100623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771703537972858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216181339495092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045210050343184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810692761280948,0.0,0.0,0.0965834918287047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989384830198165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694654263111076,0.0,0.1536852506051868,0.12774212953015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791189459330218,0.1732814216782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892470937439335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208272006286977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975822952707004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,citizen42701,2019/01/09,"Is this a good advice sub? If so, I was looking for some pointers on how I might mitigate social anxiety around girls. Talking to other guys is fine most of the time along with talking to waitresses. But this chick last night gave me every green light you can imagine. Literally told me she likes marvel movies and likes to fuck and squinted sexily and said ""ya know?"". I was fucking speechless and couldn't muster up the courage to ask for her number cause my dream was talking to me. How do I leave my mental drama at the door and keep my head on my shoulders? ",4.568188073394495,5.978605211009183,4.663199541284404,85.89736811926608,70.28440366972477,7.2848623853211025,27.386467889908253,7.6454224807358475,1.4955770642201829,444,15,86,5,8,138,81,109,0.054000000000000006,0.7759999999999999,0.17,0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,0,4,0,9,4,2,3,0,20,18,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,15,5,15,10,2,8,0,0,2,2,15,5,2,4,5,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567470467342306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535645021846952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691483935045558,0.17763286990636934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951916979274904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009087146318535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35132072362848243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937062780362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813889357337327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950041660273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888882869109498,0.0,0.0,0.10442403851196616,0.15488278604948488,0.0,0.2011922139269423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856577082943514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955979864108624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148449377041635,0.2015696404089004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783106795710389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074217668369574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369036076097876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581663792155826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107958409275168,0.0,0.0,0.1815618486983104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Frosty_Naskot,2019/01/09,"Starting english classes next week. I beg you for some advice. [Explained inside] First of all, I don't think I have SA. But I have a big problem with socializing so I think maybe I can get advise on this sub. If you think it doesn't suits here, I'll delete it. I have no friends. Since more than 1 year ago I only talk to my family on a frequent basis, and I've been trying hard to make friends but it seems impossible for the next reasons: 1- I don't know where to find people that could become actual friends of mine. All the people I've met this last year doesn't seem to suit my interests or personality. And tbh, they haven't treated me on a friendly way. 2- I'm such a talkative person, but I get blocked everytime I meet someone new. I just feel so uncomfortable that I can't think about what to talk about. 3- I'm afraid of being left alone again. So the thing is next week I'm starting to take english classes (I'm a spanish native speaker), and I'd like to have the chance of meet new people there on a normal way, without my blocks and worries. There are 4 people on the group I'm joining, and they already met. Do you have any advise to give me to overcome the situation? I beg you, I'm really nervous about this... (Sorry for my english) ",1.8970052083333329,3.888256773437501,3.4582812500000024,89.26692708333336,78.921875,5.985416666666668,23.947916666666664,6.996647511020387,0.8311619791666671,978,34,206,11,24,323,138,256,0.086,0.821,0.093,0.394,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,2,1,13,10,0,2,12,0,18,0,0,2,2,33,42,13,0,4,7,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,2,11,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,3,27,7,27,37,4,26,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,5,17,120,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.10622525586829727,0.0,0.0,0.1063703224724132,0.0964920073785494,0.0,0.0,0.1127393361304485,0.1201224786730048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740240724492856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022007312097435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691061494879677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261733622507194,0.0,0.05503957031997845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949007279343536,0.09259068108882812,0.0,0.0,0.3363995931839475,0.0,0.11374286005705254,0.10442213919439963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975113019116674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982300426935565,0.08873008268135764,0.0,0.0,0.1182695818689539,0.0,0.0,0.053180292747723235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726605169572734,0.0,0.10935791212396108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026266275807406,0.3473006074390178,0.0,0.1066532601550379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827879468095228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30186107954129643,0.19009325156900772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415804181348444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973430149209743,0.1119194665995302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819216840758244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004469104364922,0.12235582817635728,0.0,0.1109623746012205,0.09223116709941298,0.0,0.0,0.12185251495017367,0.1540940512480226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184424046145139,0.1749845447495513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723173891793881,0.27899555807720217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390434093749547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280558910356128,0.1746313284526174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493083243288397,0.0,0.0,0.11054595294703316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019609387746312 socialanxiety,fuckenmycup,2019/01/09,"Feels like a panic attack and I don't know what to do I'm just completely helpless right now. My thoughts are racing and my body is shaking, but I'll try to explain as best as possible how it came to be. I recently started sleeping with a friend of a friend who I didn't know to well. Long story short - we decided to go another city for a week to smoke some weed and have fun. This was the most awkward experience of my life. Much of the time we just wandered around and ate in silence, there was not one moment we really had fun, at least it feels to me like that right now. I just couldn't talk to him, it felt like I had a wall around me, I couldn't think of anything to say and was afraid of sounding stupid and boring (which I did). Sometimes it felt like I was gonna black out. I tried to tell him that I feel shitty and can't talk and I'm sorry, but he just said it's ok and that he doesn't know what to talk about either, but I can't believe that it wasn't a shitty experience for him. So yesterday we got back and met with some friends and I started getting dizzy and couldn't say a world while they all tried to have fun with someone just silently sitting and staring in the room. They must think I'm crazy. I really don't want to lose my friends other this. I was always a bit shy and not that talkative but it was never that bad. I just want to start living life without these walls around me that prevent me from beeing my true self. I'm not even sure I know what my true self is. Sorry for the long rambling I hope it's comprehensive and thanks for everyone who's read it and has an advice or two. 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Had an interview today for 10-15 mins, not many questions :) Had 0 anxiety, wasnt afraid at all, I positive talked to myself, stopped negative thoughts when they appeared and it all went well. I aslo smiled alot :) Im Starting next wednessday :) ",0.6619148936170234,2.54936295744681,1.5578936170212785,92.26450000000004,110.91489361702128,5.2842553191489365,25.976595744680854,6.742157984588678,1.7429676595744676,197,10,37,4,10,61,43,47,0.256,0.596,0.14800000000000002,-0.6916,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,0,4,1,3,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,6,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239088899767231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325058119244085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140146170999259,0.0,0.2884829169484241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947323693220197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091713459579604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256595863958268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057646785292396,0.0,0.0,0.243044975751934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366014655571454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307897467452397,0.0,0.0,0.2755572725739869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613814806713147,0.26948930688168304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayacc2458,2019/01/09,"What's your experience with medication? See title. Generally, I was hoping for the answer to three questions: 1. Did medication work for you? 2. If yes, how long did it take for the medication to have any effect on your mental health? 3. How severe does your social anxiety have to be for you to get medication? Sorry for any grammar mistakes, english is not my native language.",2.7450724637681145,5.734124666666666,5.014492753623191,72.76637681159424,84.94202898550725,7.12463768115942,25.057971014492754,8.167268648758528,2.350779710144928,298,12,48,7,9,103,51,69,0.12,0.807,0.073,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,3,0,11,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,7,1,11,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437375930435565,0.0,0.13709499203235465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682768712499068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530155358897126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362971402035997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049161709546505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779957488929992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859501688166894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7221400025827704,0.1806013087710852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007559689311871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280699317812004,0.0,0.0,0.20245604262102565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268180342433973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061067783461264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347434524641905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046685502812372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,45KC30Zs,2019/01/09,I don't know how to approach my crush. There is this really cute girl with a nice personality in my 4th period in high school but It feels impossible having any chances with her. I want to talk so bad but my anxiety won't just let me. I've talked to her before but seems like she cut me off now. ,1.1647619047619069,3.0341444444444465,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,80.74603174603175,7.374603174603175,18.436507936507933,8.344100000000001,0.5909174603174603,232,5,55,5,6,79,50,63,0.172,0.674,0.154,-0.509,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154072232329545,0.0,0.2267210681461813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745529290410445,0.0,0.0,0.2521877391697879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985280317091396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31312956002633485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287636025774865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030568398756186,0.0,0.14479066415973565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587775163022085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898612306565068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994071372276976,0.0,0.2698027240196096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764194994594348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480580208818644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bringbackgogurts,2019/01/09,"The only friend I made and got close to in 2018 just bailed on me the day before after spending $1000 on tickets to go travelling with her, why is it so hard to make friends? I’ve been around some assholes, and that’s not even playing victim. I just seem to be a wanker magnet. So for some background, the only friend I made last year has just dicked me over big time by agreeing to go to a big music festival with me. She was my flatmate all of last year and I thought I knew her well enough to spend a huge chunk of my savings ($1200 to be exact) on this trip, trusting I’d meet her there and we’d have a ball. As you may have guessed, I never caught the flight. It started when she mentioned we should go to a festival together, which was appealing as I was transferring universities and wouldn’t be seeing her for a while, so I jumped on the idea. We bought the festival tickets, ($250 each) and I booked all my flights and our accomodation, expecting for her to book her flights and pay half of OUR accomodation. Because the festival is huge the flights were super expensive as they were in high demand. Being back in my home town now, and her still being at my old flat on the other side of the country, I guess I just expected she’d do the same. Long story sh... medium, she didn’t. And then made up some lie about how she’s so sorry but they had a machine breakdown at work and now she her work is making her stay to help fix it. The thing is, she’s a gardener, there’s no qualifications required, plenty of people work there and she’s been an apprentice for about a month. Not to mention the fact that I lived with her long enough to know her boss wouldn’t do that, and she’s only on a 3-4day per week contract, and our trip only required one weekday off. Ever since I bought the ticket she had been ignoring me for long periods of time (over a space of three months) , which made me suspicious but I naïvely gave her the benefit of the doubt (which she wiped her ass with). She didn’t even have the courtesy of calling me to tell me she’s not coming, and left it up until the day before to tell me, after I had packed my bag and driven for four hours to the airport. I feel like the biggest knob out and now she’s once again ignoring my messages asking her to ONLY pay her share of the air b&b. Maybe 2020 will have to be my year huh. Anyone have any advice/stories of being lonely or cut off, and coping with it? Because the only thing that’s taken a bigger knock than my bank account is my ego😞. TL;DR Friend and flatmate of a year planned to go to a big music festival with me, I spent $1200 on tickets to hold up my end of the deal, and she never bought flights at all, and bailed on me the day before I was due to leave. Any advice/coping mechanisms? 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I've been diagnosed with social anxiety and have many struggles speaking to people I am not comfortable with. Is there any way I can opt out of taking Speech? ,4.634615384615382,6.347247846153843,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,70.53846153846153,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.350907692307692,162,6,29,3,3,52,31,39,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.7401,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,9,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817049896395844,0.0,0.2566779489932214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34055378736790365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752994956511329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401726590529547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326128205926661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342028471837076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507666446220726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045504946032129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266326454252659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peelynips,2019/01/09,Does anyone have any embarrassing moments caused by there anxiety? I have atleast 4.5 million,6.812000000000001,10.829450533333334,5.428333333333337,69.5025,77.0,8.333333333333334,40.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.102333333333334,78,5,10,2,2,23,14,15,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711168642507468,0.0,0.4174839253330652,0.0,0.0,0.3815889046175159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606176823987977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775742530871964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WasteBuy,2019/01/09,"I get nervous to call people and I'm avoiding having to call anyone. In school or in everyday life, I get so nervous about calling people. I'm just afraid I'm gonna say something stupid or wrong or sound bad. In an email, I have a lot of control of what I say and that's what I like. How do I overcome this?",-0.4411567164179111,1.6407803134328385,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,89.1492537313433,3.9470149253731344,20.315298507462693,5.148860815047168,-0.3215656716417912,239,8,55,1,8,80,44,67,0.247,0.715,0.037000000000000005,-0.9201,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029338584467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946871648438564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6584435679211441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410772405688804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459805460715704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182084255598838,0.10501046209482183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273714710026712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29802930571899106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418631533220087,0.0,0.21753414235555105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654738896369447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350068074796117,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mishft,2019/01/09,"I just wanted to vent. I'm a first year in college and it's my second quarter dorming, but I haven't made any friends because of my social anxiety. It sucks I'm just scared of social interactions.",0.3900833333333331,2.8395191749999995,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,94.75,4.666666666666667,24.16666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0244166666666668,157,7,30,2,6,53,31,40,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,4,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199794535988195,0.0,0.2474635205987496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719216342787893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751543756014944,0.0,0.0,0.24992207349227016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30608732602091554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238627986026417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595001254903151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079858594323346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831237128288246 socialanxiety,slowerthan53,2019/01/09,"Do people acting like mental disorders aren’t a big deal piss you off? Especially if someone says “everyone had anxiety” or “I have anxiety too”. I had a friend tell me he thinks he has anxiety disorder but hat he hides it really well. There’s no way this guy has anxiety disorder. He is loud, confrontational, extroverted, and talks to so many people. This hurt me because when he said it I told him I don’t think he does and he insisted he hide sit well. 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Please pm me I really need help",-0.8913636363636357,1.1032488787878805,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,90.51515151515152,5.724242424242425,20.37121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.6728848484848484,115,4,26,2,4,43,22,33,0.11,0.7240000000000001,0.166,0.197,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275215500796619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974934508166473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264733922684093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061537227123847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911716488695705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456697325823956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062952683002415,0.0,0.0,0.23088373061919926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380415619042487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ComputerAddicted,2019/01/10,"Why does it feel like I'm the only person with social anxiety/shyness in real life? Supposedly 3-8% of people have social anxiety and 10-20% are shy. Yet when I go outside to places like school, work, and stores nobody shows any signs of being shy. Everyone is outgoing, confident, and extroverted. Yet there's so many shy people on the internet. And I've only seen maybe 1 or 2 other loners like me despite having seen a few thousand people. What gives?",3.38887931034483,5.673775517241381,5.33400862068966,76.18997844827587,75.4367816091954,8.02816091954023,24.66810344827586,8.841846274778883,2.2188172413793104,358,12,61,8,8,123,69,87,0.107,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,6,8,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,6,31,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405351044133715,0.0,0.15080205491797144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250766884978452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836384513559093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967362467973953,0.1408279785989572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910273190377966,0.11203214338570416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923703561266207,0.2889197267827062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985642013000032,0.1980411443155304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998488066068117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099903184114097,0.17212419447398047,0.20595635886976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437433648052726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950362951621667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018934746501868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778769747385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351122200206173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uglyandimnotproud,2019/01/10,"Being ugly/fat makes SA incredibly worse and it’s impossible to date. Venting/Discussion.. I’ve had bad SA my whole life but it became incredibly worse when I gained weight. Im in my early 20s and want to date but feel like guys don’t even look my direction. I went from 110lb-200lb within a year due to medication I was on. I KNOW I’m fat, I’m not afraid to say it. I feel like my communication with others would be easier if I wasn’t so fat. I’m constantly comparing my body to others. Picking out every single flaw. I feel like people stare at me. I’m not used to my body either. This doesn’t feel like me. I’m sure my lack of confidence in myself is showing but I don’t know how to feel right now. I see other people my age and they’re fit looking, they go out with their fit as hell friends with perfect teeth and perfect skin and perfect hair and here I am, a blob lol. How am I supposed to love myself for who I am right now since I can’t change overnight? I just wanted to see if anyone has the same feelings about their self? Or if you don’t, what’s your thinking?",0.7697393538913389,2.8808692246696066,2.809763215859032,91.76430708516888,83.62555066079295,5.721659324522762,19.590491923641704,6.996647511020387,0.25004566813509577,842,23,188,11,24,283,132,227,0.073,0.67,0.257,0.9939,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,4,10,13,1,1,3,1,16,11,7,5,4,45,41,18,0,7,11,0,9,4,1,1,4,1,0,2,9,11,3,0,9,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,15,31,10,24,34,5,23,1,0,5,1,11,11,1,4,14,112,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844832729708436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561813938773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810151184654053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338150616354212,0.0,0.0,0.13669628377761392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354883208892616,0.0,0.10657759216307584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837583928927922,0.3614725487986376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772981397712772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189009034264582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525005383512042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366364335450481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903681686321445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934724237824199,0.2471964995340401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124480801405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416678222106474,0.0,0.08443647316580781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743052289560095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753915744741964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605227833357504,0.0,0.10059399455903896,0.0,0.0,0.20160046250035055,0.0,0.13196199508733486,0.0,0.0,0.10463806834049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922015121275464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105296362953805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925116733482282,0.0,0.0,0.14922019532546765,0.0,0.0,0.15403697510251507,0.0,0.1172622412004554,0.0,0.14122728126069992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781866297620115,0.08985850213261347,0.0,0.0,0.08145870834910518 socialanxiety,cnamme,2019/01/10,"How to conquer dating anxiety? So, I'm a 24F at College. Whenever I am around someone who I think I could be attracted to or who I think is attracted to me, I get really nervous. I look away from them, don't talk to them, and walk away. I don't know why. I genuinely enjoy talking to people, I feel I'm in a great place in my life to have a relationship, I want to love someone. But I think this feeling of nervousness is keeping me from doing so. I'm on dating apps and always have a lot of guys that want to talk to me and take me out, but when it comes to real life it's a lot harder for me. There have only been a few dates in my life where I have felt comfortable and able to be myself. I obviously need someone who is okay liking someone who truly is shy and hard to get, but I really want to work on conquering this feeling of fear/nervousness so that I can do things to make myself more accessible. I think it's some form of anxiety, and I want to conquer it. Please, please. Any advice would help me a lot. TL;DR I'm so nervous around guys that it is hindering my ability to approach them and get dates.",2.16698667269031,3.589895330472104,4.335120849333638,85.82394623898803,76.38197424892705,7.823718093517053,24.709509826067315,8.532816995589336,1.5770738197424894,864,29,187,17,19,299,110,233,0.06,0.747,0.194,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,4,10,11,0,3,7,1,20,4,0,2,1,40,47,17,0,7,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,15,11,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,6,31,8,34,41,7,21,0,0,1,1,15,13,0,5,6,133,46,2,0.10842778812711247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595437966175286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022060569076487,0.0,0.0,0.07373461407372163,0.0,0.16589392227466815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930474389182921,0.0,0.0,0.20374295233989329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340093861901748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657076597008004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220114063624677,0.16447304270272856,0.0,0.1041076803498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994713231349048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195420191938597,0.0,0.2147211144768136,0.0,0.0,0.0971300007738542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267686082192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963756000433073,0.0,0.0,0.05958907672302905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297572600344863,0.052972340379778084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105203379052622,0.0,0.0,0.2765442841538241,0.09786031208820488,0.0,0.07237639053042083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803978310127392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246421881392814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517017595560999,0.0,0.11328396091452135,0.2380423022197819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341456075243094,0.13892323505284204,0.0,0.0,0.11641086648158278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674820520745225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152420266686143,0.2614504467748699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072034604494565,0.2779045940386333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558140748179697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783921392112296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893672112526187,0.0,0.0,0.07702398974028092,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ArtyomStyle18,2019/01/10,"My oceanography teacher told me something today. “I made it so this project be done individually instead of with a group so you don’t have to worry about finding one u/ArtyomStyle18” Not sure how to feel about that one.",2.8885365853658564,5.831327121951222,3.4372682926829263,85.02419512195122,82.65853658536584,5.231219512195122,27.71219512195122,6.742157984588678,1.4184790243902436,176,8,32,2,5,55,37,41,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.5943,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,4,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374949673662684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667543501620282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30142681601240906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120601695329228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469554926872179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538924387281537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108280503028191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312607264798007,0.3151334236166404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349230097465608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JunKriid1711,2019/01/10,"Not entirely sure So I’m not 100% that I have social anxiety and if I do it’s not severe but I’m pretty confident, but other than going to a psychiatrist or whatever cuz that would mean telling my family which isn’t ideal is there any other way to know for sure? Thanks either way",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,4.25241379310345,81.79229885057472,81.41379310344827,8.004597701149425,20.011494252873558,8.841846274778883,1.6040252873563223,224,6,44,6,6,79,45,58,0.085,0.638,0.277,0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,16,11,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739231000777498,0.0,0.19565292100952647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110434143180584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453522374896957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405570109050547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785936616248198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601961716989715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28893189698340377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607114083848151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820946990062157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354233800808568,0.23546610113161126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060149998940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168198537789265,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Budalido23,2019/01/10,"I had to do a demo for work with a pretty good sized audience, and I did it. I’m a chef at a senior living community, and I had to do a demonstration for the old folks. I was making cheese danishes, and was nervous, but kept going and tried to engage the people there. One of the older ladies who was the assistant activities director, spoke up, saying, “Oh, OP is doing great, but their voice is too *soft*!” I absolutely despise when people do this. It’s an indirect, infuriatingly passive-aggressive and manipulative way of talking to someone without directly speaking to them, and worse, making a criticism of them that you can’t directly address. It’s like, why can’t you just talk to *me*, instead of making me feel like you’re influencing everyone in the room, and thereby heightening my anxiety, by saying that? I wish I’d had more fortitude to actually try though, but all I could do was flush as I forced myself to ignore the comment, just get through it and finish the demo. The lady was honestly really helpful otherwise. I can’t help thinking they were all humoring me through the whole painful thing, but previously if I had to do a presentation in front of someone, I’d be physically shaking and nearly passing out. So, regardless, I feel like it’s a win.",6.302900976290097,7.017946430962348,7.7562175732217575,67.83337796373779,65.86192468619247,11.226889818688983,35.59860529986053,11.072351349416056,4.3205596094839605,1003,47,173,29,15,347,144,239,0.108,0.7070000000000001,0.185,0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,4,2,8,14,1,2,18,0,24,1,0,5,2,35,36,18,0,4,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,10,11,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,13,8,22,9,28,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,9,129,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.1512636411787702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857927944843187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375979673365588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811501767972626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675153234438355,0.2214728471376213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098431502791002,0.0,0.08809356639713159,0.13001180327253795,0.0,0.17089482610880485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779470810434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271845237053748,0.0,0.13687326910416486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104034236034021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626528781696841,0.0,0.10503617791737524,0.0,0.16493747091198954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492349276231865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769697889561388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930090798586552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653422179892764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626724134780553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917614151613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297919754016953,0.09932168118235553,0.1522927540415641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047800012801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303666585776747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986893949446774,0.1730588293814622,0.17824942116330633,0.14942039589338804,0.0,0.11284632233310775,0.0,0.15796450802232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cdnkovah,2019/01/10,"Go around the room and introduce yourselves Everyone’s worst nightmare. I’m in the last semester of my undergrad and it finally happened. Small class, had to go around and say our name, where we were from, our degree, and our reasons for taking the class. I almost died 😆 heart rate went to probably 150 and my hands were shaking, I barely got the words out. Not sure how I’m going to survive this class as it’s discussion based and there are presentations.. send help ",3.8721629213483126,6.1821868202247225,4.261109550561798,84.32739466292136,74.05617977528091,8.045505617977529,26.85533707865169,8.841846274778883,2.192740449438202,373,14,70,8,8,117,65,89,0.122,0.848,0.03,-0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,4,2,2,2,1,17,13,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,5,2,8,1,11,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274970150185936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044928406779882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357863641661932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708887213507186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887449808626205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873503160806168,0.0,0.18170383646829494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090252558183413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692201167426318,0.15228003049478733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518939731931253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449482201227044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335881804854957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066985033467192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141229898554604,0.0,0.17081789069827527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106065243801456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IsolatedAF,2019/01/10,"A way to maintain an eye contact (personal experience) I struggle with severe social anxiety everyday of my life, keeping an eye contact while speaking to people has been the worst thing i haven't been able to handle. Until recently, that i found a way to keep a proper eye contact to which i decided to share to you people. Every time if you face this problem just look directly at the person's one eye and lock your eye contact. Doing this, i felt easier to go up to people and start talking without worrying that a lot.",8.163599999999999,7.18001216,8.848000000000003,67.24900000000004,62.4,11.6,39.0,10.793553405168565,4.4185,416,19,69,9,5,141,68,100,0.136,0.795,0.069,-0.7775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,0,5,7,6,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,8,9,1,15,8,2,11,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,6,51,15,0,0.18158268982645973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389102607035635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299124777598672,0.0,0.0,0.1776227136366643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743478582017458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990960469509299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319762720310624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279807587676645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825722386254615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524837266851821,0.0,0.0,0.1543751094320187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304513002335855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776597211983936,0.3171020015712279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375011088600092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929099990470346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513675404613835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510068503073626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852516246014362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982965323543666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594928785246633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063547058042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588232668711876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882637744114868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503923319930986,0.0,0.0,0.18440603575228734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,strwbryheart,2019/01/10,"I had an anxiety attack and my friend laughed at me. I had my first day at college and I decided to go into the library to study for a bit but I had an anxiety attack in there. I eventually went to the bathrooms at the back (since they're always empty) and I had grounded (is that the right term?) myself after a bit. Later I met up with a friend and when I told her about it all she did was laugh at me and said that I was ""probably running around like a headless chicken"". I don't think I'm being too sensitive about this? I wanted to talk to her about it seriously and maybe get advice but instead she made fun of me. This isn't the first time she's done something like this and I don't know how to deal with anxiety that well. (this is my first post here and I really needed to vent sorry if it breaks any of the rules)",1.331637931034482,3.1055647356321856,3.2995258620689683,90.7761853448276,79.80459770114942,6.41896551724138,21.219827586206893,7.413659706084162,0.5984724137931039,640,18,143,9,16,216,100,174,0.085,0.767,0.14800000000000002,0.9326,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,2,0,12,0,14,0,0,2,1,23,26,13,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,1,3,13,1,25,8,24,12,4,25,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,12,108,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500028561507544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346836096147065,0.0,0.0,0.10090701426914588,0.0,0.34054278155028256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320942742988643,0.0,0.3376191394526771,0.0,0.11409904813474238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239963815872821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569616884284206,0.1529786103518919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518495626779561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786490881417516,0.0,0.0,0.2292840519737919,0.0,0.07752513488536954,0.0,0.08433072027734273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154861716864788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449870125102433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040565002368469,0.0,0.0,0.14907286284062096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002573463122188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211198995147165,0.0,0.15998432666285695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505934924794736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672013738326846,0.1411482909743796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274575855343982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423416499799105,0.0,0.16610506633814842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192663911190513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507923513399004,0.0,0.0,0.08652459476216398,0.0,0.0,0.14178840334961593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752142674842081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334161018237166,0.13755455327204913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,newredditacctwhothis,2019/01/10,"My SA makes me comes off as a standoffish bitch, and I’m frustrated I’ve akways been brutally shy. In elementary and middle school, I was pretty much a mute unless in a very small group. Now as a young adult, I’ve developed enough social skills to navigate conversations with people who initiate and maintain conversation with me, when in small groups. However, in every day situations, I come off so rude. At pre k pickup for my four year old, all the parents stand near the door, usually chit chatting. I’m really uncomfortable around large groups, so I kinda slink at the edge of the group and avoid eye contact. At Christmas, my aunt had a family party with all of my cousins and their significant others. It was so awkward for me. I felt I was (unintentionally) short with people, withdrawn, and distant. I asked my SO on the way home if I came off as a bitch and he was like “honestly, yeah, you were standoffish today”, and I immediately felt bad because that isn’t how I was trying to be perceived. I sent my aunt an apology text and explained to her my feelings and she understood (she knows my history with SA). It doesn’t help that I not only have resting bitch face, but resting bitch voice. Without trying, I just sound like a miserable bitch. I could be talking about how beautiful of a day it is and I’d sound like I was complaining about having diarrhea or something. Anytime I interact with someone, I spend the next few hours over analyzing the experience, breaking down everything I said, and panicking about whether or not I came off as normal and nice. I wish I could be a hermit. 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Always wondered about that until it started happening to me at age 22. I literally gag until I vomit. This is usually in mornings before work, before meetings, in the car before seeing old friends, before a blind date, before job interviews. It has made my life very hard. I’m afraid it will happen during a presentation or something.... 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I'm about to finish my Masters and will study something else next year. I have lived in the same room for 5 years now, in a dorm house with my best friends and some other people. Now I would like to train on my social skills, because I feel they are lacking a lot, and mild social anxiety. I always hang out with my best friends and have no friends beyond them (I don't go to classes or other activities). Also worth to mention is that I don't have any female friends either, which is also on my mind but not the main incentive. Don't get me wrong, I've had a great time (drinking, partying, chilling with my mates). But I know that I suck in talking to family and random people, and just communicating in general. And I want to work on these skills before I start working somewhere. So I want to study something else, because I don't feel ready to start a real job now. Thus I have a choice: choose the easy road and study something at the same uni I am now (which is a very good one), which would allow me to stay in the same room and my friends will also still be studying here. Or completely change it up and go abroad for a year or two. I fear that doing another year here will just be the same as the previous five, and I won't gain much from it as a person. I would still be at the same place I am now. On the other hand, going abroad all by myself, as a quiet and introvert person, might lead to a year all on my own. Because if I didn't speak the native language of said country, that would be an additional barrier to making friends. (I could also look for an English speaking country.) And secondly, there will be a large cultural difference (I'm from Belgium). Finally, I will have to do everything myself (laundry etc.). TLDR: I'm rather quiet and introverted, but want to work on my social and communication skills. Will going abroad to study and completely start over help me build them and grow as a person, or could this be a too big step? (it could be very difficult to integrate and lead to a bad and lonely experience) (also posted this in r/socialskills, but I also have mild social anxiety) thank you ",5.497615917569729,5.643251265588916,6.11146651270208,80.9087133593889,67.52193995381062,9.063386036596198,29.355924675786103,8.841846274778883,2.136105063066263,1710,55,342,26,26,558,198,433,0.077,0.7809999999999999,0.142,0.978,1,2,4,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,3,12,23,18,1,1,27,0,43,2,1,5,2,73,65,39,0,13,14,0,3,1,7,13,0,5,3,3,16,24,1,1,4,1,1,9,8,6,0,4,3,9,42,12,51,39,19,55,0,1,1,0,27,24,1,9,21,253,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34624930881992466,0.060044869441389065,0.0,0.0,0.0490728835333126,0.07566853285832313,0.11040802517159366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025256150915989,0.1319685258500457,0.0796976639008036,0.06140485858216041,0.0,0.15145990241532867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633821499582485,0.0,0.1513217359184807,0.0,0.0,0.17284733239093936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539431364748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069164632488575,0.0,0.0,0.12056479448740777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048011351453839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485488163719136,0.07058864096473659,0.06802825651779355,0.08120272424799913,0.07297492112140443,0.0,0.0,0.07905034484605439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345147904746677,0.0,0.03770185792027092,0.0,0.1640461426561415,0.06052636900429604,0.0,0.07955926343321006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673782582262178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326568182953704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161001356568558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039658549225783435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035254887037786536,0.0,0.06372069138412524,0.0,0.0605982130076159,0.0,0.0,0.061349863148016576,0.0,0.0,0.048168939753448735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655286675839297,0.07286341863083119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304764222671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674549506211845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048899086878297415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005659719491028,0.18902818406347968,0.07539431364748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911159924893581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213657102841462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864293522189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678022233318811,0.0,0.16666234498385218,0.0,0.0,0.15323068253069674,0.0769154808049586,0.11525791764273008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800137644755676,0.0,0.06643741142901241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207845601501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704921461242541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908301905217833,0.12768969964879406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760518601515625,0.0,0.0,0.20504829788716306,0.07889821914432951,0.0,0.27882118717748977 socialanxiety,mysterion_8,2019/01/10,"Somehow everyone makes friends with each other but you? I’m stuck in this pattern where, be it work or college, everyone seems to form friend groups and hang out together but me. It seems like people ask me to hang out in the beginning but since I never show up to anything because of my severe SA, I never make the connections others make. Then I just feel like the odd man out or the loner, and feel MORE weird than I did previously. Like I’m just floating around the workplace awkwardly while other people make plans for after work or whatever it is. Anyone else have this happen to them?",6.273375474083438,6.874407159292037,6.2650063211125175,78.89778761061949,65.90265486725664,9.289001264222504,30.302149178255373,9.23628265651192,2.541784829329962,471,16,86,8,7,149,75,113,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.123,-0.3816,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,5,7,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,4,2,27,18,10,0,0,8,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,5,16,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,6,9,61,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942265945847995,0.17499793825436388,0.1405483486161509,0.15204226377779714,0.15966869742208886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411402172948762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426759019116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640067008415896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727164672273767,0.12201478088379708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639089884499342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103196752229248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503229649897102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560234654019397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634526726485475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368131643684464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109676452821583,0.0,0.19294783555333656,0.0,0.14128199801729294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867914005657935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thekub97,2019/01/10,"Struggling with Anxiety Hi all, I have been struggling with Anxiety and a few other issues over the past year and a half or so as a result of this i've ended up locking myself away from everything and don't really talk to anyone anymore and its starting to make irritate me so im just wondering if anyone feeling similarly would like to DM on here i'm fairly relaxed and will talk about anything. (Sorry if this type of post isn't allowed on here)",8.746685393258428,6.653097573033707,9.262780898876406,68.28271067415731,62.033707865168545,12.046067415730338,39.103932584269664,10.686352973137794,4.201604494382023,360,15,64,7,4,122,66,89,0.13,0.7909999999999999,0.079,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,11,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,2,15,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,48,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080240784412808,0.0,0.19965896095166247,0.2815403505523161,0.0,0.16567220793093165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915019390973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831299557975128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093671286726326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017952852286367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746408651279933,0.21012958236904727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835656487368824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343850979490847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921862016971904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281240322133453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289730837166642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536534066431835,0.14249791384304147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42093437664373545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236326435658608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832690772296387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301454286154713,0.0,0.0,0.12964582827617788 socialanxiety,EveningBrownie,2019/01/10,"How did this SA shit start? I never used to have a problem with SA. I was always a little shy but not fearful of participating in groups. Now I am, it makes me want to crawl out of my skin when I have to go to meetings or contribute in a group conversation. How did that happen? What causes SA to escalate like this? 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People aren’t looking at you and judging every tiny detail that you have judged yourself on & are worrying about that day. Try not to worry about your interactions with people. Conversation should not be perfect. People stumble on words all the time, just try again. Everyone is patient if they want to talk to you and if they don’t then move on. Challenge yourself. Sit in a restaurant by yourself and order messy food. Wear a top you might sweat in on a hot day. Speak to someone you like at a bar/club. You can do it. You will get through it. The only thing against you, is you! 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So, my dad decided to stop by my work today (mid-day) and excitedly wanted a tour of my office! I work the front-desk of a department on a university campus, so pretty nerve-wracking already to be in such a public space. I took him around and introduced him to all of my coworkers/boss, but I can't stop replaying the interactions in my head! I love that I have supportive parents that want to be a part of my life, but I just wish I was better at handling these sorts of interactions. Introductions are particularly hard for me. I fumble over my words, forget what I want to say, and then try to over correct myself. It's a hard cycle to break! Anyone else feel similarly?",5.726063492063493,6.488543542857148,7.3338095238095224,70.18896825396826,67.14285714285714,10.793650793650794,30.555555555555557,10.746095033038511,3.430317460317461,576,21,105,16,9,200,94,140,0.077,0.748,0.174,0.9398,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,8,0,6,3,1,0,2,20,14,8,0,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,21,4,22,10,2,15,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,75,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032102225562216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875950219888907,0.18867983276907188,0.0,0.16392941076670378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286259928619987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875924716876975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383075698722115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359691510519729,0.0,0.09310999454621767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299181565701399,0.0,0.18898741732983645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300681064642944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661993900354728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447287657455726,0.19941269562841754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734317458111555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644067400070074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079094098453609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089672461322712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745493337485262,0.0,0.2045935177105772,0.12502337394037105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258430993882951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117593669951333,0.0,0.0,0.2681216649011689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kaj_kate,2019/01/10,"What’s your experience with SSRIs? I have SA but I think I do better than a lot of people on this sub. I can checkout at stores, though it’s awkward, I’m okay with small talk, if I need to ask a question I can.. but I just come across as kind of awkward and very shy. I have no real friends, just acquaintances, and I can’t be myself around anyone but my boyfriend, even my family. I replay awkward situations in my head all too much. Anyway I have always been the type to avoid medication. I’ve always thought that it’s better to work on yourself and to kind of deal with/ solve your own problems. I started SSRIs before but stopped almost immediately because honestly, I couldn’t get off and it made sex unappealing and also I felt kind of guilty for fuckin with my natural brain chemistry. Anyway, I’m considering starting them again. I’m just tired of worrying and being so painfully shy. I just want to know people’s personal experience. Is it a game changer? Does it help a lot or not that much? What was your experience with them? I’m prescribed Lexapro. 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Now out of blue the teacher said get into groups of 2-3 and than told everyone to make a quick 2 or 3 slide presentation on there partners / teammates to “introduce them to the class” WTF THIS IS LITERALLY THE worst icebreaker. Anyhow, within seconds everyone got into pairs. I saw another shy guy but before I could approach him even he had a friend..... The worst is yet to come tho....everyone got into groups but me, and the ass teacher didn’t even ask “WHO DOES NOT HAVE A PARTNER”...and I didn’t have the guts to go and tell her I don’t have a partner...and no one realized.... Now wtf do I do tomorrow...when I get called up I would just have to say “I didn’t have a partner....” OMFG. I can get called out but I have 2 really important tests idk wtf should I do. And even if I don’t go, everyone would realize that I didn’t have a partner.... WHY TF TEACHERS WHO DO ICE BREAKERS LIKE THOS SHOULD BE FIRED FUCKING BITCH TO KYS Sorry for the foul language...rant.... I just had to get it out....",0.2650252896067862,2.5157503303964788,2.4518844836025484,92.4583096753141,87.54625550660793,6.006134769130362,21.62326643824441,7.3871296695380915,0.8296612497960516,843,30,187,15,27,284,122,227,0.209,0.76,0.031,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,1,1,0,13,6,2,0,14,0,29,3,2,1,0,30,46,11,0,6,9,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,0,4,8,12,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,4,0,2,11,5,20,2,23,29,2,24,0,0,2,2,22,11,3,3,9,122,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427963418348313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730968353892122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158789373230616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781095015630448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730679663374236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872844950202397,0.0,0.0,0.08782467302102455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191718171149998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983632203172303,0.0,0.0,0.5205023487535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521213721002623,0.2517919694107422,0.3557414943852101,0.0,0.15478818062504066,0.0,0.2178307730126933,0.0,0.0,0.13483936286574685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653054725168214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909010407236709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315232513503741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227892310741984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724023507150898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953812730642608,0.10829560322837826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244208116879746,0.0963887281176974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902710405607768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012558718837985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228810431666636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934763747340517,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway141552,2019/01/10,"This girl asked me something today at school, and I got nervous and I stuttered so terribly that got so embarrassed and I wished the ground just opened and swallowed me up. This girl asked me a question, and I also have a stuttering problem when talking, so my nervousness took over when I had to reply, I got a few words out of my mouth but then my tongue felt stuck and I was unable to pronounce the rest of what I was saying, unless I made a really weird gesture in my mouth by moving my tongue which would make my face look weird, so I tried to, and it took about a good 4 seconds with her just staring at me weirdly, and I managed to pronounce it, but then she said, ""sorry, what?""... This time I was able to reply properly and she started smiling to someone. Not the friendly smile, but the smile where you're laughing at someone, and that ""someone"" was me. Man, this is so embarrassing, I wish I could just die.... I'll never be able to face her again tomorrow...",3.947819548872179,5.229018789473685,4.483909774436093,87.08736842105263,71.63157894736842,7.112781954887217,28.308270676691734,7.447530270364453,1.5214586466165412,750,28,151,8,14,238,106,190,0.182,0.738,0.08,-0.9281,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,4,9,0,10,5,4,2,1,32,26,24,1,5,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,11,13,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,11,0,1,14,5,29,3,20,9,2,23,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,1,10,112,40,2,0.2868065389748041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467954279890115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812539790459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449584185545082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882995327151094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768962734361412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079301027877632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027985872399514,0.3440780842411581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042262933309725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356916409349786,0.09572279592747784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524149808373836,0.0,0.0,0.11060144195982537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721756186486692,0.0,0.0,0.16064448120587782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186780648420732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640934830080262,0.11404003568216277,0.0,0.14513176465642014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645153746264309,0.11039884290126316,0.0,0.16052821959255045,0.10150157223576056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526211599467033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083619599656649,0.0,0.1359295317698716,0.0,0.3186526177821576,0.0973614067441131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298133654867177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018695682030468,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedditLurker12345678,2019/01/10,"My social anxiety reaches an unprecedented level while playing WoW Granted, my social anxiety also kicks in while I'm at school or anywhere outside, but it's nowhere near this level. I can actually talk to people and function as a normal human being. In world of warcraft, however, I recently joined a relatively new guild with only \~15 members, and while it is fun to play with them, run raids and dungeons, my anxiety reaches such a level that I sometimes dread even logging in to the game. I almost never talk in text or voice chat, and whenever anyone says anything, even if it's just a greeting or a congratulation for getting an achievement, I run through multiple scenarios in my head, thinking of the best response to use, fail, and realize that now too much time has passed for me to respond so I just stay silent. It's really weird, I thought that in my favorite video game managing anxiety would definitely be easier than anywhere else, but apparently it's the opposite. Maybe it's because everyone else in the guild is like 2-4 times as old as me, I don't know, I just hoped that by now (2 months since I joined the guild) I would feel comfortable there, but I feel even less comfortable than the moment I joined. Don't know if anyone reads this, I just wanted to post this somewhere before I went to bed.",10.881445783132527,7.805504232931727,10.375618473895582,65.02415060240966,58.87951807228915,13.654779116465864,43.775502008032134,11.792908689023552,5.094263935742973,1050,47,185,23,10,343,145,249,0.077,0.73,0.193,0.9861,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,14,12,0,1,13,0,10,1,1,1,1,34,22,21,0,7,12,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,13,7,0,0,7,7,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,4,23,9,29,16,3,32,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,7,14,122,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.12936105228840428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327413482287229,0.0,0.0,0.10600950700143932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056372106214457,0.0,0.0,0.18538038171128932,0.0,0.10908694645345762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808083540310883,0.0,0.11280020412990945,0.0,0.13911527771931678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147650435288568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626671672176684,0.0,0.0,0.12666834142991745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405431083021715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925799305918337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360465012870254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166363339222442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570483676560705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476292831320947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317599918006398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058094477013357,0.0,0.0974480686048312,0.0,0.10223971991560588,0.12802887170763722,0.0,0.0,0.12988227564968627,0.0,0.0,0.13910115685302601,0.0,0.0,0.10081911150540754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190155998021447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695742133488644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259752730491425,0.0,0.08492239014043021,0.0,0.13088864120353658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541834808577964,0.0,0.13415947121846594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965637024054578,0.0,0.0,0.2702598252270809,0.0,0.0,0.13110686563474375,0.0,0.0,0.1412930855290671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309607266161495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494015543112665,0.0,0.10523914618501838,0.15459553323827907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449070729685255,0.0,0.0,0.07818829822398524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288598155760873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883359915829376,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DonutsAndChicks,2019/01/10,How to approach crush in class everyone says just go up to them in class but during class we have work we have to do and if were a couple of rows apart then how do i even get to her. plus when class is over she seems to just get up and leave for her next class immediately. Please someone help me because i wont have class with here in 2 weeks,3.091486486486488,3.5741084189189216,3.736054054054055,94.63732432432435,72.91891891891892,7.0010810810810815,21.556756756756762,6.742157984588678,0.03820864864864815,269,5,67,2,5,85,52,74,0.035,0.877,0.08800000000000001,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,12,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,15,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,45,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788355018661407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32460809418090103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376798037101248,0.0,0.0,0.28032740775113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065472152103416,0.0,0.16672881315154178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663958719315205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106362498190203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31200210134183193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220319336418431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332994331077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707283987482405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485712722164987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353235508531293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357670214300692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NectarSpun,2019/01/10,"Stage fright Hey everyone. So I’m on probation called color code and I have to call a number every morning to see if I have to go take a drug test or not. My color got called today so I’m going soon. But here’s the catch, it’s one stall with mirrors all around it and a small window in the door so the person can make sure you aren’t using fake pee pee lol but everytime I go in to pee, even if my stomach and bladder is about to explode I can’t seem to get a stream started. I even bring in my headphones in the stall and listen to some bassnectar to try and get my mind clear but it doesn’t help. I hate to admit this but sitting down is the easiest way to get a stream going. Sitting down and kind of ticking the tramp stamp area of my back. I know it’s my anxiety and the face that I know someone is watching my dick through a mirror which is fucking so weird. But I’m two months in and get called once a week. Do y’all have any extra tips? I tried math, thinking about different ways to cook shit and breathing techniques but nothing works unless I’m in so much pain and discomfort from holding it that it just has to absolutely come on out. I feel like I’m doing damage to my dickles and bladder because the pain can be pretty severe. I can’t drink a lot of water or it will come back as a diluted fail. Wtf do I do I still have 6 months left on this color code!!! It’s really embarrassing but I have to figure this out or I’m not gonna make it, all because I can’t get the juices flowing out my wiener.",1.5884144183989406,3.1695362260061937,3.302736620964178,91.92996517027865,78.38080495356037,6.100353825740823,22.371627598407784,6.868970318607317,0.4851336576735958,1183,35,266,12,28,394,167,323,0.182,0.745,0.073,-0.9913,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,16,15,3,3,18,1,23,17,10,3,4,52,58,30,0,2,16,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,2,1,15,18,3,1,7,2,0,9,7,12,0,2,1,7,26,3,39,54,6,41,0,2,5,2,11,18,3,8,10,167,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463926129691999,0.0,0.08396463430221435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770796536425363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879438419897608,0.0,0.13381501927575828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44830110428750297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909374248551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467383759539428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075211375742938,0.12728453225690195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498835945773134,0.0,0.09247592010761127,0.10487855342005696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549698543804881,0.07841119757296057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146958059968726,0.2867203455427857,0.0,0.2495121954297154,0.0,0.08778356685096357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083633852616128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356853051002273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142961550876438,0.1206403457547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925248007183255,0.0,0.0,0.053622256043308524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331239854545356,0.0,0.0,0.14652874751949846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082437693887763,0.0,0.17521571195800395,0.0,0.08068482111220948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531584237100844,0.0,0.0,0.11688877798862055,0.0743749186903274,0.0,0.23358068108146965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583652591095213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116634307876066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031383951474411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746298300356467,0.09991963799959427,0.0,0.12399539420766087,0.11266509658161628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929976689078988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768733720562235,0.0,0.08765294814634969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344569580722504,0.0,0.08252442006126315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032854877807145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403783053015528,0.0,0.0,0.14903706947465084,0.0,0.1072177001862376,0.0,0.0,0.09479574474397442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424171748326145,0.08804131496502769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990519280537338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anawkwardsomeone,2019/01/10,"I didn't say a single word all day at work today When I got to work today, after an awkward ""Hey, good morning"" to my oworker, I sat down at my desk and turned on my computer. After 8 hours, I turned off my computer, got off my desk and said ""Alright, see you tomorrow!"". ​ I could feel my coworker thinking ""is she seriously not going to say anything all day?"". This isn't how a normal day should go...",6.798414634146344,5.199735548780492,7.802560975609758,75.63481707317075,65.46341463414635,10.639024390243904,35.134146341463406,9.516144504307137,3.1182097560975612,313,12,63,5,4,107,54,82,0.048,0.914,0.038,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,12,16,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,5,13,2,11,9,3,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,10,41,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507182828642566,0.21876669537921425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815648858504446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374623147588206,0.0,0.0,0.348330151911313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910329632371131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464025509205427,0.1510078980497289,0.2879867492221532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730182806698713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639967489512962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125800761460486,0.2863479599090017,0.0,0.0,0.14346751365909294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536151279028435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34131122356160937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916607562659617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621405981492796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876669537921425,0.0 socialanxiety,liililliliiilililiil,2019/01/10,How do you ask for a refill on your prescription? I know this sounds pretty autistic but I ran out of my SSRIs and I have no idea what to say to the pharmacist. I asked my mom but she just shook her head and walked away.,-0.376950354609928,1.81474580851064,1.2735106382978714,99.88416666666667,90.91489361702128,4.835460992907802,14.21631205673759,6.42735559955562,-0.7665432624113477,171,3,41,2,6,55,40,47,0.097,0.857,0.046,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898646182469202,0.0,0.2964049462310225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237746989363952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613984284623523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733802016629299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694877358927586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209577695954521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508832905730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IllRecover,2019/01/10,"How do I get over feeling like I'm wasting my time trying to make friends with someone who has lots of friends? And who after a few good chats, seems to be putting me lower on their friend ladder? This is a newish friend, and they were also seeking friends recently. We got chatting, but now they say they are getting an influx of friendships online and offline and our conversations are dwindling. She doesn't seem as interested. Am I wasting my time now, possibly being replaced in the background by people who she favours connection with, or should I carry on chatting, without knowing if she's as interested as she once was? (asking would be creepy) ",6.597750000000001,7.853061275000003,6.091666666666669,78.10500000000003,65.41666666666666,8.0,36.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,3.012666666666668,523,26,88,6,8,161,89,120,0.109,0.7190000000000001,0.172,0.7518,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,4,0,4,10,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,20,24,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,16,10,16,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,5,7,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687047112890166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000434182572235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653976987150278,0.12227127184931147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611593988143568,0.0,0.17884007590609635,0.0,0.0,0.14355446951632506,0.13688616802911446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940608546250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361639215807233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550760608962934,0.0,0.0,0.1142455215342482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227166516978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865548824599463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294855663629545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205538267379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899229600894744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610721694928082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116213397854343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501682933498675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996006213712487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620120978514285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498475621040334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215817176573396,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chit_Ruthru,2019/01/10,"I finally worked up the courage to talk to my mom about my personal interests and hobbies I know, it's my mom, and i shouldn't be this anxious about it, but i am. Anyway, it felt really good to have somebody to just talk about my favorite movies and games and things to do. I especially loved being able to tell her about my new favorite film series *The Garden of Sinners* and how it really got me wanting to learn Japanese (which i am starting on)! Ya know what they say folks, baby steps!",2.6046620847651774,4.730920371134018,3.8195189003436414,86.87493699885454,77.24742268041238,7.197709049255441,25.21076746849943,8.167268648758528,1.599621764032074,384,14,77,7,9,125,65,97,0.015,0.774,0.21,0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,14,14,7,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,5,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,15,4,14,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,0,3,55,23,2,0.211343700658112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387582251509655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292309574986495,0.23151669367248626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772650689780627,0.16903086403077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322979415328686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907459412529268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950463758047379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411706306156085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453716750811164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707843728126622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806899347834428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495901591058692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397401220637888,0.18472370972587174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040736376063767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124655990374625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386073117043195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chrk95,2019/01/10,"Need help with my first job. So I've been working as a sales assistant at a shoe store about 4 months now. It's my first job and I've been really struggling with my social anxiety. Although, I have managed to sale some shoes, my store manager is not satisfied with me because I'm not talking enough and my voice is low. She's not even letting me sales shoes anymore because I get too anxious and every time I'm trying to she would find an excuse to keep me from customers. I'm very disappointed because I have developed my speaking skills since day one. Sure, I have a lot more work to do but how am I supposed to gain confidence and get better if she's treating me like that? Should I speak to her about that or should I just give up?",3.1262000000000008,4.685234486666669,3.9956666666666685,88.67950000000002,74.13333333333333,7.133333333333333,27.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.489666666666667,583,22,122,8,12,187,95,150,0.069,0.789,0.142,0.9307,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,7,8,7,0,1,4,0,13,3,3,1,1,24,21,11,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,3,21,4,15,15,4,9,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,4,7,80,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308475242852896,0.1965338916502517,0.17252913163705622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814713765263425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386022175070485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219472232678522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975505498910838,0.0,0.11490397167692938,0.0,0.146575222239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590032521531216,0.2959535358419724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181781801444838,0.16688559232606198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660682799161368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452720365926749,0.15463041317063386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789367717963606,0.0,0.08499179124031157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790104860382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388592938045133,0.0,0.0,0.12899478521468347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788496100831773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144811148033848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390781223760438,0.0,0.0,0.17733807939671306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818687278857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396242216395135,0.0,0.0,0.13982858244299096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144191769809514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181125938232324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354150510680844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330099727419497,0.0,0.0,0.1235816052220512,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rikishi1756,2019/01/10,"I regret saying i was transender I was 18 years old and I told my parents and my sister that I was transgender. I came to that thought because my father told me all my childhood that I am not man enough,that I don’t act like a man and I should be born a girl and I told them I will get a gender change operation He even called me gay because I dont have girlfirend(even though I explained him that I just didn’t found the right girl) I am a pretty sensitive guy and little bit metrosexual but not exaggerating. I got into therapy and stopped felling less of a man because I am not hypermasculine. The problem is that i regret saying I was transgender and I will change my gender one day and now I am very afraid that the secret will get out in public and destroy my reputation,career,friendships,relationship. I explained to them why I said what I said but I am still crippled by anxiety that they will use it against me someday. My biggest issue is that I imagine a scenario in which one of my family members will reveal the secret in public and everyone will avoid me like plague because people in eastern europe are very closed minded. Most of my days I think I should kill myself because this issue can never go away and will stop me from getting success and having good relationships.",6.937233921457027,6.771084501992033,7.19815879339784,75.38809760956178,64.53784860557771,9.402504268639726,33.86482640865111,8.841846274778883,2.793573477518497,1034,40,190,14,14,336,135,251,0.108,0.807,0.086,-0.7458,1,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,3,1,5,11,2,2,10,0,28,1,0,1,2,44,45,15,1,5,6,3,0,2,0,9,0,4,0,6,12,16,0,3,9,0,0,4,7,7,0,2,14,4,47,4,15,21,4,26,0,2,0,1,29,11,0,1,13,140,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857205453255143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527785913633078,0.0,0.0,0.3415335670901534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233329269257065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441905109488924,0.12815923977230642,0.0,0.0,0.2370752817450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445303478422376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132575184651468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578111735196095,0.0,0.1480204295755582,0.0,0.0,0.1070718269284628,0.0,0.0,0.10563397429102052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286077090596155,0.0,0.0,0.1756298321080115,0.0,0.0636825302561862,0.0939850767108268,0.08961934132886337,0.0,0.0,0.11095048434251907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339092772337413,0.0,0.0,0.12397048649597515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948726372278238,0.11230694563276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314199252470758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642249099057613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758119530093115,0.0,0.15186056943280266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442204156795605,0.0,0.0,0.0776837196538295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399859309312832,0.0,0.1072199719450566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406068364601122,0.0,0.09569299249951034,0.2131768893002069,0.17821872448799772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948599105964271,0.1873633218877077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814282998912066,0.0,0.0,0.07179929506403301,0.11009189789557228,0.08895788418178567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212154807853884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096778161442876,0.0,0.18491158258281504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111076592248336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215871665130556 socialanxiety,annebonnys,2019/01/10,"Dating with Social Anxiety The usual stuff, mid 20s girl, virgin, inexperienced around guys (thought I liked girls for a long time though didn’t do anything with them either). I look nervous all the time, even when I’m not. I have big eyes and I feel like whenever I meet someone new or have to talk to them I just freeze and the words don’t form in my head, so I get tongue tied easily and it’s so embarrassing. I’ve gone on a few dates with girls and they’ve all gone well, but I have bad experiences with guys and that just adds to the anxiety. I like to talk to guys on tinder for a while before we meet, but then it feels like it’s been too long and I don’t want to be a disappointment and have wasted their time. Now all my insecurities are out the way... how do you handle first dates? I want to put myself out there since I’m permanently single, but I hate the idea of first dates and trying to play it cool whilst being nervous as hell on the inside haha. 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Sorry I just need to vent a little bit. I had a phone interview today and a totally flubbed it. I thought this one would be different because I actually spent a good amount of time preparing and have gone through many phone interviews like this before. It was bad. I even froze up for a good like 2 min on a question. It's just very disheartening because I went through so much stress and work to get my degree but I feel I will never get a job because I can't interview. It's been 3 years already since I graduated. I'm trying to be optimistic since in the past I probably would not have even answered the phone but dang y'all. This hurts.",3.571207598371778,5.377552402985078,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,73.4776119402985,8.753324287652646,30.092265943012208,9.339509955726095,2.726501492537313,538,24,108,13,11,176,88,134,0.096,0.818,0.086,-0.3151,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,0,2,17,20,6,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,7,2,13,4,10,8,4,12,0,2,0,0,11,4,1,1,8,65,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.15442796880594134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463144934578062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593763002723186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213111028093974,0.28940093841578096,0.0,0.13465804503384465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276666735062599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653362798459202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904363607577686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001533137283551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535689842505075,0.0,0.0,0.2654631151771261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669115903686412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940857791304947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703748293304914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462470807730466,0.15860683784635735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043941147994775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633105198584605,0.1173394554711701,0.12205120473707401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723345994130593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106635419850714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061893599222006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727483582593415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618100305047951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714653849345965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127342778267252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563184433589145,0.092276128564698,0.0,0.1500013274500115,0.0,0.0,0.10744052498277257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305718058192312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669819231492873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152069870149879,0.0,0.0,0.2248307672108585,0.0,0.0,0.10190701747457574 socialanxiety,Metatart,2019/01/10,"How to stop feeling embarrassed about things you did long ago Does that thing you said a month ago still make you cringe if you think about it? Do you suffer from flashes of red-hot embarrassment at random memories? Here's what you do: Whenever you randomly remember something like that, notice the feeling of shame. Really feel it. Now wait a moment, and remember it again. You'll be feeling way less embarrassed the second time around. Your shame gland is totally empty now. ~~(Trust me I'm a brain scientist)~~ You did it! You thought about the bad thing, but you didn't *feel* bad! Remember that. That's it! Do this whenever your brain tries to torture you with bad memories. You can also try mentally renaming those moments using non-judgmental language. Instead of thinking about it as *""That time I was terribly underdressed to an office function""*, call it *""that time I wore jeans and a hoodie to an office function.""* I started doing this a few weeks ago, and it's worked really well. I used to be plagued by a slideshow of all my worst moments when I was trying to fall asleep, but it's pretty much gone now. Let me know how it works for you! 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It’s called overcoming social anxiety step by step. What did you think/was it effective? 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First started recognizing something was up at about 13 but it was only mid last year that I finally discovered this place and realize that actually something really was up lol. I've started college here in the UK this year where it hit hardest, at the start of the year. Every day felt so sick I didn't eat breakfast because I was too busy dreading the day's interactions with new people and whatnot. Since October/November it's subsided enough but it's always lingered, denying me opportunities all the time. Presented right in front of me, only for me to hesitate and squirm due to irrational thoughts. Anyways, on to today. It didn't really feel like a special day. Recently I've reconnected with an old friend of mine and we made plans (that I assumed were forgotten about lol) to hang out at lunch break for once, which of course I was dreading since there was a fair few (many) people I'd never even seen before that I would be suddenly introduced to. I said a few days ago we could do it today (its kinda awkward to find suitable times because I've got my own dependencies) but she said today wasnt a good time for whatever reason so I kinda assumed it'd be a normal thursday. Anyways at this point im rambling, I get jumped at lunch by her when she said about it being today. This was definitely one of those opportunities in front of me I could easily decline and squirm out of... but nope! I agreed to it. Fast forward a while and eventually we come to the crowded lunch hall which I usually avoid because there's too many people crowded in one spot so I don't often feel too comfortable there. As it happens I didnt see any new faces (saving that for a later day - I'm keen to meet these people I just hope I pull through to do it), but there wasnt any available seats we could immediately see. As a result, for that moment we just had to kinda stand around right in plain sight which would normally absolutely kill me but I really just didn't feel it. Eventually we found some chairs at an empty table but for 3 people there was only 2. I see on the table next to that which is half empty seats, half random girls I'd never seen in my life before, so without much thinking at all I go up to them and ask them if they're using a chair so I could have one - unheard of only a few months ago! A compromised solution with only 2 chairs was made but I didn't settle for that! Later on, after lunch, I return to the afternoon lessons where I just so happen to sit next to a particularly cute girl. The seating plans had changed only this week on monday, and so normally another new person is another extremely awkward start with them but on that monday I simply started up some conversation with no feeling of intense panic prior to that worrying if id fumble my first words lol. This week seems to be going alright. I hope these are some more steps to success, one foot in front of the other, one day at a time. :)",5.0311727879799655,5.909695604340566,6.108346828046745,77.94088418196996,68.74958263772955,8.928230383973288,29.33226210350584,9.120678840339163,2.4284360267111857,2413,86,455,44,40,805,271,599,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.121,0.9498,0,1,2,0,0,1,56.0,6,0,3,8,31,23,1,6,26,4,40,10,2,6,4,88,78,31,1,14,17,0,5,2,1,2,2,3,0,4,39,23,6,1,15,0,0,12,13,8,0,9,31,14,47,15,79,34,13,109,0,0,6,0,26,37,0,17,61,304,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.06053969417539255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998507971230062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051620206549208174,0.0,0.0,0.08437531491104303,0.1301035486215831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522656711546516,0.057996729431146365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345253350951888,0.0,0.10557876177014837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562749594332666,0.053439851201277415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812772420596275,0.0,0.0,0.2400545028621672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347989546890957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410136690251741,0.0,0.04097521289437789,0.0,0.05226930669723909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254721855920127,0.04431963401574804,0.0595657712766506,0.06795909736672186,0.05670119154968025,0.10553820691303004,0.0,0.06802096519615075,0.047930052805268665,0.0,0.032412056371160666,0.0,0.0705147321185931,0.05203414877477789,0.049617091383045965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971919101573754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323455875753984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701119349792722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863535109792664,0.0,0.0,0.050568878613450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438189521796953,0.06061682097705109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740284876965636,0.0,0.1257926654061167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495177759564364,0.0,0.04560473316316687,0.0,0.09569435725475146,0.17974874048305106,0.13195526424434315,0.0,0.2431344862317844,0.0,0.0,0.06509796686371237,0.06606795995155322,0.2101912276776027,0.330276435505117,0.0,0.0727876914546618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150451096764308,0.10833758149815187,0.06481602973453106,0.0,0.05864553163304333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922851824712308,0.06378492783871728,0.06125459069263525,0.0,0.0,0.10595944766302724,0.17703573314070886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483076722442623,0.05647665032800296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263619538199026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551906490461584,0.0,0.0,0.21955246566712955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412149877982984,0.039751153396203935,0.0,0.04925088048229755,0.14469836380522533,0.0,0.2940216904988922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358051966230908,0.06832559040525885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995255519183853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926270267898056,0.0,0.05980197885267737,0.0,0.0,0.06300213757110905,0.0,0.08813938299783287,0.0,0.0,0.11985043356990348 socialanxiety,janeaijal,2019/01/10,"How to calm down before /during a date when you have problems with social anxiety? I'm going out with this attractive (actually intimidating) person in a few days, and I'm starting to worry more and more about my social anxiety as the days get closer. Any sort of advise would be greatly appreciated! I haven't been on a date in over a year, so it's kind of an abnormal setting to me anyway. 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The problem occurs when they invite people over and ask me to hang out with them. Which is why I have come here today. You see, one of my roomies said she would have some friends over for some hours, as a «vors» (a party before the party?). She was of course very kind and asked me if I wanted to join, which I do not tbh. So as to come up with an excuse for why not I said I was already going to my own friends. Which is not actually true. Woopsie. I can’t hide on my room. My room is closely connected to the livingroom and I hear everything that’s going on in there and vice versa. I could talk to my friends and ask if they wanna do something on saturday, but I don’t think they really will be available for different reasons. Soooo what can I do alone, outside in the cold winterweather in Norway, in the evening, for three hours? 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For example, we have plans to maybe go out to dinner tonight, but she wanted to see if she has to watch her little brother. It’s the day of the event, and she hasn’t messaged me telling me what the plan is. Is there a proper way of messaging people with social anxiety in a manner in which doesn’t feel accusatory or make them feel bad? I have a lingering feeling she won’t message me, which she has done in the past (just once which is how I found out because she told me). I have read up on it and have learned that one day person can be up for something then day of things happen and the person just can’t do it anymore. Do I message her asking her what’s up? Do I not message her at all and ask her tomorrow if she is okay? Do I tell her I empathize what she’s going through? What’s the best message to send her to make her understand that it’s okay if things don’t pan out as planned and I’m not upset? Thanks in advance, fellow Redditors! 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I’m 15, about to turn 16 in a week, and I need a job. i have really bad social anxiety, it’s still really rough but i’ve gradually gotten better at talking and I’m at that point where I can actually sort of hold a conversation. i recently found myself some motivation to actually go and do something with my life and not kill myself before I turn 18, and I realized that a lot of my problems stem from just my parents being in my life, I don’t really feel like getting into why but my goal right now is as soon as I can I have to just go. just get away from them. i’ve figured out exactly how to make it work. I need a job. the problem is that I don’t know how to even go about this. we just moved to new jersey from new york and it’s a whole different scene that im not used to. what would be a good job for me here? how do I apply? what the fuck do I say if I land an interview? another issue is that i have to rely on my parents to get anywhere and they’re definitely going to be assholes about it and say I’m too lazy to get a job. they’ll take me wherever despite how much they’re going to make fun of me on the way. they’re just as overprotective as they are mean, they’re going to go into wherever I’m applying and embarrass me, and I’m gonna want to kill myself when they do. what do I do? I need to get a job asap but as much as I want to all I can envision is me tearing up in the parking lot of wherever I’m trying to get a job at and not being able to make myself go inside, or not being able to make eye contact with the employer and embarrass myself because of my stutter, or my parents making myself look like an immature kid who can’t handle themselves without having their parent around. how should I even go about tackling my issues?",3.523735719725821,3.7477878168316856,5.658118811881187,82.17237242955066,71.82178217821782,8.888651942117287,26.67707539984768,8.950670267944501,1.8546149276466108,1474,45,322,27,26,520,185,404,0.091,0.802,0.108,0.8368,12,0,1,0,0,2,29.0,1,0,5,5,25,15,3,2,20,0,31,4,1,12,2,74,77,32,2,12,17,4,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,14,20,0,1,8,0,0,10,8,9,0,1,3,6,48,6,57,64,8,41,0,0,2,1,20,20,1,8,12,220,62,12,0.1437836954890486,0.0,0.14031214574988451,0.0,0.0,0.07025188157097115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538487072581246,0.10999413349584114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399898644946103,0.0,0.0,0.06754475749089298,0.0,0.060026689942191375,0.04382460310905606,0.0,0.06117466734580401,0.0,0.0,0.06358249710099345,0.0784872779117011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057399790531110065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511167949322896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496777481418814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036350678327961856,0.051359550393358565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115116896552492,0.0,0.0788257003330678,0.0,0.06646285479001167,0.2629236625394628,0.0,0.3677201443934512,0.060299471002493464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140482622738041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765553226709797,0.15007282191370902,0.4280493947541179,0.0,0.15907535573183018,0.0,0.0790197587722915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015586763129657,0.07024545082095716,0.0720545181060822,0.0,0.0,0.06037104568087175,0.0,0.0,0.12223975615118075,0.0,0.0,0.2399418330940831,0.0,0.0,0.07831129801114382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640965673595312,0.10569756014849194,0.159920682492809,0.0,0.1388671890762404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193095563748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796103361734301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375815781707889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816727568333992,0.0,0.07098452655058217,0.0,0.0,0.0613952451634413,0.0,0.11434256570785375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328468522167328,0.0,0.05534585671163176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057412922475262675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405372245303795,0.0577839440022565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192071455875698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880984551370626,0.1563953721645516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209147392148779,0.0,0.0,0.08480734890653527,0.05706440244953539,0.05766730381125034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487121052783418,0.08026468060086646,0.0,0.06930117575915201,0.0,0.052338121385787854,0.0,0.0,0.05106990595983065,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,catastrofeet,2019/01/10,"I'm 25 and had my first day of college after a few years. Just wanted to say it was a whirlwind experience. Most of the class was probably just out of high school, young, hip. And then there's me... i was put in a team where we had to pass around someone's iphone to put in our numbers and I couldn't find the comma to put before my number to separate the two. I didn't want to ask ""where is the comma"" and out myself as being old (to be fair, I'm pretty good with tech, but I have an android, they all had iphones), so i put my phone number in anyways. Of course it didn't work so we had to go around again and put our numbers in. Whoops... anyways I had to participate in some discussions and it wasn't so bad but I know someone is going to out me as the ""quiet one"" who never talks here real soon. And this is a management class so everyone is pretty outgoing. All I can say is I'm doing my best and it's okay that I'm quiet/reserved. I shouldn't be afraid to speak up and voice my opinions though. I shouldn't be intimidated by these kids. Just need to stick through it. I've got this. 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When she explained to me that it can be a struggle for her even to take out her phone and text someone that she's not feeling well in a solution circle (in fear of people noticing her taking out her phone), my mind was blown. It is always a shock in a way to discover these things, it has sparked me to learn more. ​ I seek to understand, please share any situation you feel is similar to the above! ​ Thank you!!!",5.995051948051947,6.744477336363637,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,66.54545454545455,9.558441558441556,33.896103896103895,9.606745405546679,3.10751948051948,457,20,87,9,7,143,79,110,0.123,0.773,0.104,-0.3013,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,18,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,2,15,3,18,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,3,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274717991570368,0.33197678864534663,0.3723011448270723,0.10417890507566356,0.0,0.1171949388926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007429321171412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011848742509358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238870618994434,0.1549215540849558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419281561937847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093696814403312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744152837747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620719622361692,0.0,0.0,0.16816380419481447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151263108077158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219933715173413,0.0,0.15616458684396978,0.25960587372034377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015429312605448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036947511540526,0.0,0.0,0.14104279757755392,0.0,0.0,0.10177697839849124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948300786002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160028804209468,0.0,0.0,0.13774209363072934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723011448270723,0.0 socialanxiety,_saigyo,2019/01/10,"Feeling left out of friend group even though I know I shouldn't. About a year ago, I reconnected with some old friends from elementary school, who I hadn't talked to in about six years. It's been going smoothly for the most part since then, but they have a discord group chat that they all use together, and since there are already 10 people in it, they can't let me in. My (and their) solution to this was to create a server, so all 11 of us could talk together. That idea went well for about two months, and then most of them suddenly stopped talking in the server. I asked why this was and they said they had gone back to using the group chat. I DMed one of them explaining how I felt like they were excluding me on purpose, considering that my presence is the only difference between the server and their group chat, but she responded saying that that GC had been around for a long time, and was very important to her. I understand that six years is a long time to be away, and one year isn't really enough time to resurrect a friendship like that. They are all close and have all assured me repeatedly that they do enjoy my company, but it still stings that they would abandon that server in favor of the GC when, like I mentioned before, my presence is the only difference between the two. It especially hurts because, in every other regard, I'm ""part of the group."" I have the ""close friends"" role in their public server, and I'm invited to the games they all play online. I asked a few of them, and they said that if they were able to add me to the GC, they would, but if that's true, I don't understand why they would continue to use it when an alternatove is right in front of them. The worst part is, I know these feelings are irrational, and there's nothing I can do to get rid of them. As far as I can tell, my only option is to wait for Discord to raise the group chat limit, which they don't seem to have plans to do. What do I do here?",7.2746194331983824,5.779642556410259,7.089622132253712,80.79309716599191,64.46153846153845,10.672064777327936,31.80836707152497,9.549672527348893,2.4860512820512835,1527,44,325,24,19,485,177,390,0.065,0.8109999999999999,0.124,0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,23,2,16,15,0,0,22,0,41,0,0,4,7,57,64,26,0,7,6,0,4,3,3,4,0,3,0,0,24,17,0,4,10,6,0,4,6,3,1,6,15,7,51,12,50,42,14,43,0,2,0,0,55,17,0,7,25,239,75,1,0.09454176539432174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380557069835874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432918904255814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416221521918206,0.17676757688695596,0.0,0.08882510071257335,0.07269678187332729,0.0,0.05763178267943761,0.0,0.08044807902051992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754839067339001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755204529607345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768691625923424,0.0,0.062443944398324375,0.0,0.07965551489762226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560631449115542,0.0,0.09077492090719128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191282002679919,0.0,0.049394170351066365,0.0,0.05373026398943153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120891521392232,0.10672614546695433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039153635599092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271990472640273,0.09667536051627204,0.0,0.1385649932479123,0.0,0.0,0.16733297463623473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546233515669311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071537370136468,0.0,0.09920567914460704,0.0,0.12812789398262414,0.21570981839247527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071385566828068,0.0,0.06554335620601046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056587579186181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073815107932084,0.1798617374728649,0.07518340647017306,0.0,0.09568131392301747,0.0,0.08606727247460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156411850603659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755011759684823,0.07904114916967707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279672695365958,0.08263367005162656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288680448515978,0.0,0.1653841910584999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470713466890326,0.19684262393984475,0.11372210314882387,0.24496119148307985,0.0,0.0780068576649645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500440109907538,0.0876411636939526,0.17061847647490133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201479272801086,0.0,0.0,0.24352718896162956 socialanxiety,FrightnedRabbitGuy,2019/01/10,"Ordered a Coffee! Went into Starbucks today and ordered myself a coffee for the very first time and I must say I feel so proud and great in myself right now. It's all about just doing it, the feeling after is so worth it. I don't know why but I just feel the need to post this I'm so happy! Next Goal: To start buying my own clothes and to use fitting rooms!",0.08288011695906405,2.2806816447368408,1.8322807017543847,96.96652046783626,87.81578947368422,3.3777777777777787,16.339181286549707,3.1291,-1.0637467836257306,279,6,61,0,9,91,55,76,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.202,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,16,13,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,7,3,8,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987011178892244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235725305849668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897832733201833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27979926999474963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445061095148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489336716767805,0.0,0.0,0.2795345232217836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517291461799709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446488855860566,0.0,0.20902181594676306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860403043831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326477639561026,0.0,0.2491426576761041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701034480965845,0.0,0.21687145888900575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365636045322064,0.2371732371623933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HolySmoaks,2019/01/10,"LOSS OF ALL CONFIDENCE AROUND CRUSH So I used to have really bad social anxiety. I'm talking about years of playing League of legends for 3 hours a day, not interacting with girls at school, and just being burdened by HUGE insecurities. I made it a point around July last year, to leave my comfort zone as much as I could, and reflecting on the past, I've realized how far I've come. I grinded and I'm 10x the person I used to be. But... no matter how much more secure and comfortable I am, everytime I see my crush, I turn into a vegetating pile of SHIT! She's pretty popular and has a lot of friends. Many of them are guys. I see her everyday in the cafeteria, and when she's hanging around them, I literally freeze and cannot make eye contact with her or say hi... let alone start a conversation. The only time I'm comfortable enough to talk with her, is when she's alone. Though I'm much more confident nowadays, failing to talk to her EVERYDAY just makes me lose self esteem. ​ **FOR THOSE WHO'VE HAD THIS PROBLEM. how dafuq did you get over it??** ",1.9090948996655503,4.418661100961542,3.424456521739131,86.61836956521742,82.22115384615384,7.078929765886286,23.46655518394649,8.18289091462,1.5568291806020067,831,30,167,18,23,273,135,208,0.175,0.6679999999999999,0.157,-0.4981,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,2,3,13,15,1,1,9,0,12,4,2,8,1,35,27,18,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,15,2,1,2,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,5,23,7,29,20,8,25,0,3,3,0,24,11,1,2,12,105,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626001636112648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736004768602225,0.1540448150477166,0.0,0.0,0.09698209601062753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385683754848157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585135810709184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920495063869452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101219070860511,0.0,0.0,0.08175902298368387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099188061165354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979456142382423,0.0,0.06623441002445338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552662239922882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484728200907008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333808513119576,0.0,0.134235822203466,0.0,0.12963544932905985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182816546043436,0.0,0.10777909139870401,0.0,0.11995703596219945,0.16924583997001014,0.12852937936376985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795813904056357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641767072349217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102054332397175,0.0,0.11069454698947978,0.0,0.0,0.11984281848100292,0.0,0.0,0.12897517693629884,0.0,0.121306013324407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121494950064864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081611930694324,0.0,0.12830249669167212,0.2020456227915446,0.0,0.1322533844990011,0.0,0.13013213604190946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923057171127514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973159781256816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056894669011481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245552390171584,0.0,0.07392319271873167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789418141517384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898481651379292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540448150477166,0.16327715974521764 socialanxiety,Vroxie,2019/01/10,"How to deal with negative interactions? Hi, I have really bad social anxiety and as such have hardly any friends and no friends in school. I'm absolutely terrified of any kind of negative social interaction, it just makes me feel like curling up into a ball and never going outside again. An example: Today I was sitting in class by the door, some people walked past and I think said something to each other about me, I couldn't hear so I just ignored it. Then a little while later they walked past again and one pointed into the room to the other and when I looked up I think they were pointing at me, I was in direct sight. I don't know these people but now I just feel horrible. Any advice for dealing with things?",3.1966574432761483,5.501358438848925,4.3699280575539605,82.77655229662427,76.12230215827337,7.154620918649695,24.36137244050913,8.139509932561175,1.607573990038738,569,19,105,10,13,186,92,139,0.14300000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.04,-0.9209,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,26,18,13,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,6,11,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,4,7,15,4,19,13,2,27,0,0,2,0,13,12,0,1,12,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258407867636498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185539339925202,0.0,0.1194512740723736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037540028829264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219593702001262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790423367748932,0.11155074430406632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412760476795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874137870177254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987615922273214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759879072337448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260204620974095,0.08581376626416835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628505568134555,0.15649932804403355,0.0,0.0,0.13112332620783382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422867749554196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042943285219485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580858084383396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811807918433075,0.2165039723462667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952169100245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003113554601746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853061732748776,0.0,0.0,0.15802810340175868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183423966898274,0.0,0.12020883093881385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373647408165763,0.2001041230040862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800816453058732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kofi004,2019/01/10,"I don't want to exist I have anxiety attacks cos of social events that are going to occur weeks ahead, which I have to be part of. I'm in a constant state of fight/flight and I just don't know how all this adrenaline hasn't killed me yet",4.265128205128208,3.750160384615384,5.239230769230769,88.3724358974359,70.15384615384616,8.471794871794872,25.025641025641022,7.793537801064563,0.9981333333333328,188,4,44,2,3,62,40,52,0.123,0.8009999999999999,0.076,-0.0598,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,7,11,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688024366799846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997420541768807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797136987686889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969564171349946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887465801807335,0.0,0.19310760518568612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805070402768122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581845928111476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725125340714867,0.0,0.28185342778876743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awkward_t33n,2019/01/10,Not going on a school trip because I don't have any friends to enjoy it with I'd rather be in my room doing whatever I want than sit with random people I don't know because everyone split into their cliques and I'm alone,2.2828723404255307,3.949501489361701,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.65957446808511,6.402127659574468,24.51595744680851,7.1686216300943375,0.9944936170212766,178,6,37,2,4,59,39,47,0.103,0.794,0.102,-0.0139,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911977485807549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568584442384193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605018467448809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609218740561601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182086748491176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466354711643496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758171359489025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618593002979783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382266691329044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278547903681253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anon84844,2019/01/10,How to disguise myself? There’s chance that I might be working at McDonald’s. I really don’t want people I used to go to school with recognising me because it’s very likely they’d do something to fuck me over.,2.456395348837209,4.556072720930231,3.9699418604651164,85.7470058139535,77.6046511627907,7.090697674418602,24.703488372093023,8.07648339933343,1.5726325581395355,169,6,33,3,4,56,34,43,0.13699999999999998,0.773,0.08900000000000001,-0.4445,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,5,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,22,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931252466145404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326016768236976,0.0,0.0,0.20446564895957905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576550695952156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816592411875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494193005321314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304779500250377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641065666162189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276968613606698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107258694798851,0.0,0.2968480255168988,0.21220173691309066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619169307384518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThePersonof21,2019/01/10,"Do you struggle to put your hand up in class/lectures to ask questions? I am definitely guilty of this, mostly due to a degree of imposter syndrome (I worry that people will think I am stupid for asking a silly question). The lectures on my master's degree course has almost 100 people attending and 90% of the room also don't ask questions or speak up. Does anyone here suffer with this?",5.6374324324324325,6.752406256756758,6.127945945945946,77.48867567567571,67.51351351351353,7.0010810810810815,28.313513513513517,6.742157984588678,1.6215870270270267,309,10,51,2,5,100,57,74,0.188,0.726,0.086,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,1,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,12,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,6,1,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086486455445395,0.0,0.0,0.15242793948762964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332764881422307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345740085295693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680102201191918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642850781919532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161216617734425,0.6405686662845459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926328623005454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213294107621728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357014069389994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,agermanguy,2019/01/10,"Rejecting job offer partly due to SA I graduated from an extremely narrow language/cultural field of study and recently completed a 5 month internship in the target country. A couple weeks ago the company offered to extend my contract for another 8 months while increasing my salary as they really want to keep me for my writing prowess and language abilities. I like my tasks (it's business related but a lot of writing and researching without many phone calls which I absolute despise etc.) and get along well with other interns and workers. At the same time, I interviewed for a permanent job related to my degree for a company in my home country. I was so nervous and, as always, was beet-red throughout the whole interview (as a 26 year old guy... my biggest issue with my SA = it is so visible instantly...) but got offered the job and it would be essentially slightly over double the salary of my upgraded internship. However, the job is a lot of telemarketing, connecting buyers with sellers, organizing meetings etc and that just sounds super stressful and was my most hated part of the internship. Also I heard about stressful work environment at that company (quotas to reach, overtime, quite typical hierarchical structure etc as it's a organization backed by the government of my degree country known for those harsh working conditions). Almost everybody thinks I am crazy that I am leaning towards staying in my target country but I really notice positive changes over the last few months to lessen my SA and want to stay here. I feel getting thrown into a whole new situation, even though a challenge might help to further improve myself, would set me back a lot. I also want to apply for a master's program in my target country but feel like while starting the job I would be too stressed to put enough energy for scholarship applications... But because my field of study is so narrow I also feel I am throwing away the best chance of a job I have? Although I don't care much about money... not sure. I am already 26 but feel like I am just not ready to get thrown into a permanent office job and just want some more time to develop socially and also find a job more fitting career to my strengths and weaknesses. I would hate my life if I had to be in sales or something for the rest of my life. But maybe it's just time to grow up? I know this was just a rant. I just feel so conflicted these days to make a final decision... Anybody else didn't follow the 'obvious' route in their career, schooling etc. because of their SA? How were your experiences?",7.404538878842679,7.881159523206751,7.766151295961425,69.53477848101267,63.47257383966246,11.159614225437007,37.814647377938506,10.914260884657429,4.448495117540687,2050,99,339,52,28,673,248,474,0.108,0.7759999999999999,0.116,-0.6984,12,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,3,9,24,19,3,4,32,0,25,3,0,2,2,71,48,39,0,9,18,0,5,3,0,5,3,2,1,1,13,19,0,2,10,0,4,5,5,9,1,0,9,7,47,10,62,31,23,49,0,1,0,0,18,20,0,9,24,250,60,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059956611710755135,0.0,0.06772924135621405,0.0,0.07463972413047633,0.21635891398005647,0.05627986429787922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092387410456368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354770964762105,0.1040182099371088,0.0,0.08246245178012576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098144132718369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906550624019228,0.0,0.06896099538204475,0.0,0.07155156503256377,0.0,0.07091668981914097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483966839500089,0.0,0.0436206276195953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650249834814225,0.0,0.0,0.0698876752293349,0.3017350131269669,0.04467396733629831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616250766179016,0.0,0.0,0.1709979010725479,0.09664056596752353,0.0,0.07409363567655343,0.06181950013900149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601349293974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409593174005099,0.0,0.0,0.06697181365676337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355616552208274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453360275442301,0.0,0.06784598274286405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059603489032705,0.5369586955008745,0.06011936686232231,0.0,0.0,0.03717183148939195,0.05513363499132684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554881110355956,0.09913287896780812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250909218984015,0.0,0.0,0.04514859334223411,0.06857386488734779,0.06795101535189747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175275744385591,0.0,0.0,0.16196295389700116,0.0,0.04972138558409922,0.0,0.0,0.06532477233475928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700580494849474,0.0709742363712756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648976220378662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799442464230906,0.0,0.07194086567744196,0.0,0.0,0.08666069970085173,0.0,0.06678392595189117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845281690766622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602744600117585,0.0,0.0689479697771083,0.0,0.05207069450184676,0.0,0.0,0.04787420973308902,0.14418526886246694,0.0,0.0,0.23243577303926355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374759536361102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433394143181098,0.06645355461649068,0.0,0.11832000717568067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595775300554935,0.0,0.05425476698547013,0.0,0.0608142851117457,0.0,0.0,0.15102982991598185,0.0,0.06520018960724118,0.0,0.09848189155981292,0.0,0.0,0.19219111452753102,0.0,0.0,0.04355636799532607 socialanxiety,Kaneki_AlGhoul,2019/01/10,"I accidentally gave my number to a complete stranger during a conversation and i now realize how bad it is for which i need help So i wanted to travel by the bus today and i got into one only to realize that i got into the wrong one but i couldn't muster up the courage to tell that i wanted to get down after 5 mins and had to get down in an unfamiliar area. Now i get down and ask a stranger how to get where i wanted to get and he also had fo go the same place, while heading to the place of my destination he starts up a conversation and asks me things and i ended up talking about it. After talking for a while he asks for my number because i was pursuing the same subject for study as he was so i gave him my number but he never called on the spot to check for validation. Later when i got home and the WhatsApp text arrived saying ""hi we met while travelling today"" i instantly report and block the number. The reason i did this was because he lied about the college where he was studying. Now i need to know what can he do with my number? My number is linked to my bank account but not any social accounts so what do i do?",3.2595093867334133,4.2521495191489365,5.015644555694617,83.72411764705883,72.95744680851064,7.401752190237797,25.31289111389237,7.724431198458867,1.257953692115144,887,27,185,11,17,303,116,235,0.059,0.875,0.066,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,17,0,14,1,1,3,1,34,36,23,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,1,5,2,4,3,3,2,0,2,13,1,28,1,35,22,2,34,0,0,0,0,26,15,0,0,16,136,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851676776674324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227855023037933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805748718557476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330124955786774,0.16543915043176874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385617142088327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227562559496398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018718291940456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544801669859703,0.0,0.0771196795727242,0.0,0.3255876388232465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926417548042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095477661599616,0.0,0.13611506210264115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457547148846724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012350747534913,0.10465782038273268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390347254224412,0.10320361276213802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835487730930589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951902102437866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107911627184748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832590830957062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604696943710593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813606801049976,0.11860507809068516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015099560338304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572496030539572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011265518857294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836326610917658,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,johncoltrane69,2019/01/10,"Hello Reddit. This is my first post in years Hi everyone. Bit a weird one here but maybe this is familiar. I can talk to most women for hours without any issue, about loads of different topics, be funny, remember stories and listen well. With some guys I can manage this too. But so many men I have nothing for. I just can’t seem to get conversations off the ground without just asking them questions. I feel left out of ‘banter’ (hate that word!) and feel quite rejected a lot of the time. They tend to be the more laddish types but in my work I have to be able to get on with them (I’m a freelance jazz pianist so avoiding them isn’t an option, or even something I want to do). It amazes me how my brain just shuts down when I’m in social situations that I find uncomfortable and how I can be like two different people. Interestingly the same happens with playing. Extremely confident and able when I’m relaxed and quite bad when I’m not. I don’t think it’s a relaxation issue though, more a cripplingly self-conscious one. I went to therapy recently to see if that would help and it didn’t. Generally I’m not depressed. Apologies if this post is very self centred. I’m practically new here so I’m not sure what the etiquette is but more and more I find myself looking for reddit for opinion and interesting human stories. Any help or insight would be greatly appreciated. Thank you in advance! 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I have really bad social anxiety and whenever someone asks me if i want to do something, I immediately start lying. My friend asked me if i wanted to hang out and i lied. It was so obvious that i did too because he even asked why what i said would even conflict with being able to hang out. I don't want to lie, but its like as soon as i hear a question like that, alarms start going off in my mind and i just say the first thing that comes to it.",1.8702000000000003,3.1172742199999988,3.799000000000003,90.08950000000002,76.8,7.0,21.5,7.6454224807358475,0.6030000000000002,362,9,84,5,8,123,67,100,0.158,0.7340000000000001,0.108,-0.4728,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,20,10,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,3,3,15,3,12,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,7,59,23,0,0.17948617447753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373064322000488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033860328518098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498634585462229,0.10941310603106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546114465203809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370978509359657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267084832003416,0.0,0.0,0.13867057316663506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200612921609553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229396329400312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537575730571664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122987046546746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106559275556715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149834393764722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170732453848517,0.14273460999207435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829635516529081,0.15207805318016174,0.13817722601390575,0.0,0.0,0.2540824762109349,0.0,0.0,0.15005847872209688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924263894025293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175967880998312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195835517740473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275018286389153,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Koduku477,2019/01/10,"I'm 24 and this is still an issue I really thought I was getting better. I really thought I was improving and growing. I had a good, low stress job, a boyfriend, and house, and I was going back to school this year. But it's back and It's a little different this time. Instead of a blind-intense-screeching fear, it's a dull-vision-blurring-slow-boil type fear. It's the type of fear that has me banging my head against the table instead of hiding under the table. The only real change is that work has put me on phone calls. I asked them not to. From day one I told them not to. And they listened at first but, idk, they just stopped caring I guess because I have to take calls now. I'm not nervous of being on the phones I'm nervous of having to talk to so many people back to back to back. All of them have their own lives needs and wants. Some of them have dead children. Some of them are dying. Some of them have been assaulted. Some of them just want to be angry. And some of them are the sweetest people you could ever hope to talk to. I'm introverted, so making a living on talking to people over the phones all day is already a challenge, but adding this fear to the fire is too much. I can't quit because I'm the one supporting the house. I'm looking for other work but it's scary like everything else.. I just needed to talk to someone about it. Thanks to anyone who read it TLDR; aftet not dealig with SA for years it came back recently. I need to find a new job because, my anxiety makes it difficult for me to do customer service for long periods of time.",2.276441922563418,4.057057791277259,3.4380807743658224,90.83239485981308,77.00623052959502,6.081041388518024,23.302291944815305,6.868970318607317,0.6621712505562969,1225,38,259,12,28,396,163,321,0.139,0.759,0.101,-0.9284,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,11,6,18,18,1,7,19,0,23,1,1,2,3,44,51,14,2,7,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,1,3,1,0,4,5,10,0,3,9,3,30,8,44,39,9,33,0,1,1,0,26,8,0,7,22,178,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462478798992398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559680348437442,0.0,0.0,0.05995682915945413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801625826862205,0.0,0.0,0.39560841805301206,0.0,0.1568131201124912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583692756736651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751161050373314,0.09807259664677556,0.08742555848937952,0.0,0.09070976280295634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846261086562122,0.0,0.0,0.11060042594145332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899263947803324,0.08958816115924853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163125251840169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756376018410173,0.0,0.0,0.07706455973911877,0.0,0.0,0.38596028769563095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837190132255062,0.07293700283793739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479966671169324,0.0,0.048732429392973085,0.07192115477161977,0.0,0.0,0.09446082750027386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880019423858042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851668758143447,0.0,0.19788281003942346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949838590974764,0.17018284604152964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189202539013445,0.08594178460517046,0.15143369022737865,0.0758840713418086,0.07200652423565969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447459440187865,0.08693477236427141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630344715802559,0.19074263779648692,0.0,0.08281572319132846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162098058555367,0.06521503719796859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783401052588993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620018483761105,0.0,0.0912033001440315,0.08577096689733105,0.0975997261115309,0.10986442449756184,0.0,0.08466557061874494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678131333762826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265380076449011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847827376567908,0.07168896884274349,0.0982237720433638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973055445408695,0.0,0.0,0.06447164583527379,0.2756832131896512,0.0,0.07894501898292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136148290352079,0.10000041956562376,0.0,0.0,0.08193566155077635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115250374626772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248507844616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043749518591732 socialanxiety,yukonwanderer,2019/01/11,Why do you think you have social anxiety? Do you think it's due to trauma? Were you just born with it? 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Why is it so much easier for everyone else? It’s gotten to a point where I can’t remember what it was like to not feel like this, I can’t even imagine it. It’s like it’s become a vital part of me that I need, but I want it to go away. Even if I have a good/positive conversation with someone, I will still focus on one little thing and make the whole thing negative in my mind. I don’t feel truly comfortable with someone until I get to know them very, very well. I feel like I’m constantly under a spotlight and everyone is judging me, and I can barely sharpen a pencil or blow my nose in class because I feel such an intense sense of people watching. There’s a lot more, and I haven’t even been diagnosed by a professional, but I just really need help.",3.5434478935698444,4.084860817073171,5.334301552106427,83.37300443458982,71.92682926829268,8.890465631929047,26.494456762749444,9.095868883498916,1.9043243902439029,610,19,132,12,11,210,99,164,0.032,0.7490000000000001,0.218,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,11,2,1,1,0,27,26,10,0,6,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,6,20,7,16,22,5,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,7,94,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445640594316887,0.0,0.0,0.08075019879336061,0.14629856994846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314896083097406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445045918795015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065855732981357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624781338963497,0.0,0.0,0.25315436439544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267915672295032,0.18926783632841687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920815025395374,0.0,0.07528362470582317,0.11110640884685262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663680129079182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279998878241271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588652818603337,0.13276598641514228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261807192065615,0.0,0.0,0.08842225301151341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337531544276495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097377938286453,0.3928881947986797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976256181090682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434480440951286,0.0,0.09183542131011932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522342669359351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486127415995721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005844277313135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447645390706547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578772137761228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600938586528575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859706470397652,0.07813202855824017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191030707004304,0.0,0.1195301902233562,0.14789384169610945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samthegerbil,2019/01/11,"Speaking in front of people Been struggling with SAD on and off my whole life. In 30s now, and have to speak in large meetings at work. Have difficulty responding to questions in a coherent manner. Often times I feel like I’m rambling on or unable to maintain train of thought and/or go blank on certain words. Anyone else have this challenge? Tips?",4.509583333333332,7.149736625000003,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,73.375,6.141666666666668,29.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.7948729166666664,280,12,48,3,6,84,52,64,0.133,0.782,0.085,-0.6617,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,3,15,6,1,13,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,3,29,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252232194995642,0.3300345113578451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907729336511793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286590411707064,0.23011178868225515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305962466312184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751220058967586,0.15736417288898322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330696511361986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608311797081156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673395419079594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571529308952423,0.18782194423573526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596185924451487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344961869041211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Final_Tune,2019/01/11,"Anyone else totally alone at college? I'm unable to talk to anyone for more than 30s. If someone tries to make conversation with me I totally mess up my words and can't think of anything to say to continue the conversation or sound boring. Everyone else that walks into class gets a hi, where have you been?, how are you? I walk into class, people turn to look who it is and then turn back instantly. It's so depressing. On breaks everyone sits together in groups to eat and I can't bring myself to sit with them. Everyone is laughing, telling stories etc.. and I can't bring myself to join in. I feel like such an outcast. I literally can go a full day without saying a word. I hate this so much.",2.5470401337792623,4.7183543840579745,4.112318840579711,84.48647157190638,77.6231884057971,7.724414715719062,25.108138238573023,8.617729084823388,1.8793850613154968,547,20,109,12,13,182,97,138,0.078,0.838,0.083,0.1743,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,2,2,19,21,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,5,14,2,22,20,6,21,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,2,5,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323803577441496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391377403482103,0.17138467846473734,0.13764638473235366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861790086305458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107873295688389,0.0,0.14406671294560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115576969079027,0.279460018988989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654677882238604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47949199674345394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457515698928858,0.1194954877658022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739003765663543,0.0,0.09506161880975927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514140809724462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171814535845702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046204640257454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165193683122976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229603979090959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596178913979605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660346626285912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172467901528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444277686812334,0.1461986199219911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717785852303684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356322734063508,0.3638766526962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612392970082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,messyjessie21,2019/01/11,"Does anyone need total darkness sometimes? When I get REALLY overwhelmed and panicky, sometimes I need to shut myself in a small room (or closet) and devoid myself of stimulation in complete darkness and silence. Does anyone else do this, or feel like they need to do this? I guess it's my version of ""crawling under a rock.""",6.541271186440678,7.905169525423733,6.5625000000000036,74.28408898305086,65.61016949152543,7.255932203389831,33.39406779661017,7.1686216300943375,2.5037423728813555,258,11,39,2,4,82,41,59,0.129,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.4691,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,8,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156479213650003,0.2312699101813057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366560605286201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950463927548288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855446726571684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412740704535633,0.1612495992654003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792586327224908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486486049119043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027209845436517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020905706672498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445976951699306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464723746090665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ducky118,2019/01/11,"My Chinese girlfriend has invited me to go out to karaoke with her and her friends tomorrow evening. Now, I'm gonna preface this by saying I've never been diagnosed with (social) anxiety because I've never asked to be. But I think it would explain a lot of my feelings. ​ I haven't seen her in three weeks because she was in China and I wanted to see her for a nice relaxing evening with a film and a food delivery. But no. She wants me to: ​ \- Let her friend who I've met one time \*cook for me\*. \- Hang out and talk to all of her friends who are all Chinese and will most likely be speaking Chinese 90% of the time while I'm there. \- GO TO F\*CKING KARAOKE, the thing I haven't done in like ten years and hate the thought of doing. \- It's 'KTV', a Chinese thing, so most songs will be Chinese songs, and either they won't be singing Western songs or I won't be able to understand Chinese song lyrics. \- I have to do this in front of all her friends who I barely know. \- I don't know the words to the vast majority of popular Western songs as it is. \-I'm so f\*cked. ​ I got an instant headache just thinking about it. I didn't want to say no because I want to see my gf and this is the only opportunity I will have to see her for a few days.",2.3770909090909105,4.039090723076928,3.4060139860139884,91.69262237762241,76.38461538461539,6.265734265734268,28.356643356643357,6.980632752743323,1.273653846153846,988,43,216,10,22,317,133,260,0.056,0.851,0.093,0.9144,0,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,1,0,13,0,27,3,0,0,5,40,53,15,0,5,5,0,1,2,6,7,1,8,0,0,12,13,2,0,8,9,0,4,10,1,0,3,8,13,29,10,34,32,9,21,0,0,4,0,28,7,0,4,12,149,41,0,0.10411685605103976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384317100952158,0.3795401287794186,0.0,0.0,0.07964910989867842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733520566528203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904060072129837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714675878032589,0.0,0.0,0.10567641724920306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654769234053156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753640294451186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264461078089792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258985156172071,0.0,0.3217616988480199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834401733539032,0.0,0.08327176103982613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279383997111513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443980238926604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646653944500613,0.0,0.10173247344199814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851642776058757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060267597427688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055227622559812,0.07918556071203563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559580575278676,0.0,0.0,0.2489029626536507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613402299917764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368518501741412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834122555486894,0.13342775460623782,0.0,0.08265715373884835,0.12142275209787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838931902727457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456432770945041,0.0,0.08351626169220054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396162728012258,0.0,0.3795401287794186,0.06704784169165515 socialanxiety,savorytonkotsuramen,2019/01/11,"I got my crushes number Today, in the cafeteria, I walked up to my crush and told him how I felt. He was really shocked, seemed nervous, smiled and didn’t know what to say, tried to start a convo but didn’t know what to say and and I asked for his number. He said it had never happened before. He had to leave for a class makeup. When I went to leave, guess what He was standing outside waiting for me cuz he gave me his old number since he changed it and asked for mine. I’m still freaking out about it and not sure if I should text/call him or wait for him to text/call me, but I’ll see him on Monday and I’m lowkey freaking out. Legit he is the cutest thing ever I can’t believe it. 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So I never really posted on any forums before about my SA or anything so this is all new to me. I'm not actually diagnosed with it but Iv'e pretty much researched a ton about it and have been struggling for years with it(I believe). I do want to get help for it eventually,I keep putting it off but I know that I need to. I struggle so much with overthinking every single conversation or interaction I have. Its been getting worse and worse. For example,I just moved recently and have been here for a few months,I never met my neighbor across the street but my parents have..blah blah so I was having car troubles earlier in my driveway and was all pissed off so I went back inside and I guess my neighbor and his friend noticed so a min later he rang the doorbell. He offered to help me and I was just caught off guard but I took his help of course and appreciated it. He helped jump start my car and it took all of like 3 min yet the few words I said to them I keep overthinking. I was flustered and uncomfortable for no reason and I feel like they probably think I'm so awkward and weird. I know deep down they most likely can care less and didn't even think about it but all I have been doing is replaying the situation for no reason. I didn't even say anything bad or embarrassing, I just feel like it wasn't good enough or I could have done this or that differently. I do this with EVERY interaction with a stranger or even family/friends sometimes. Its like no matter what I do I judge myself regardless and the whole night I replay it and just cry,not knowing what else to do,I'm so fucking tired of it. Afterwards I always get like clammy, shaky,my cheeks get red/warm etc. so idk if its an anxiety attack or what. I'm such a friendly person and nice to everyone so most of the time the other person probably assumes the conversation went fine but I always have to pick it apart regardless. I can't stand it,I try to distract myself from thinking about it or reassuring myself that the other person probably didn't think twice about it but in the back of my mind I always think everyone thinks I'm weird or awkward no matter what. Do you have any ways you cope with overthinking/replaying conversations in your head? Thanks! Sorry this was so long!",3.0279775161735074,5.291451594654788,4.1374148902322645,84.44029138827025,76.48329621380847,7.394230565277335,24.27622229292608,8.344100000000001,1.59017590412557,1822,61,356,35,42,592,205,449,0.16699999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.9459,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,0,28,27,3,6,16,0,32,6,3,3,6,80,67,44,0,6,22,1,2,7,4,0,2,3,3,3,29,22,0,3,14,0,0,10,12,13,0,1,21,5,48,14,41,45,16,41,0,0,0,1,34,12,2,14,22,246,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.07711973536248662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727238744707548,0.0,0.0,0.10748323138558233,0.0,0.0604560526196092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300662957384818,0.0,0.0,0.08990553419111792,0.0,0.12153500408634195,0.06598491411113845,0.0,0.0,0.06724683927229358,0.08903727107894945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057411159663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309726976183765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021155603617866,0.0,0.08256723342361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087287984550329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601758837978393,0.0,0.0,0.08165684546693941,0.08813688986656881,0.15659135470758997,0.0,0.13316866412946626,0.15102890394091173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991766294833684,0.11291495582235772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317005257129845,0.0730599299931994,0.16515506025888846,0.0,0.0,0.06628477130553836,0.0,0.0,0.08705803414961699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110532490765822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211882680779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048708397689855,0.0,0.0,0.13029484052912074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316539547782624,0.0,0.0,0.06993711837076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979555225163999,0.0,0.0,0.08399404734525624,0.11618905581620212,0.0585981142113343,0.12190222642666385,0.07632554412774965,0.0,0.0741622391753707,0.0,0.0,0.08997367696238871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775102238917565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070120867494898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568678951236235,0.08039968617124793,0.25561601230572195,0.0,0.0,0.07944476915866826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506272339171972,0.162507486106087,0.07803042100390384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517353738171981,0.06284608050807089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766112233643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816051742849696,0.08846515482026178,0.05593628537790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652340359400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275818284079581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038269491141493,0.0,0.0,0.046081747174482775,0.09083083353797868,0.0,0.0,0.17560559282056884,0.05365469039025054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661264546637761,0.06272859119938623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465191293644369,0.0,0.0882317192686568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107216460497548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050891313794947865 socialanxiety,daybyday1718,2019/01/11,"False-positive urine test? (Zoloft) Help needed... I have to do a urine drug test (It is a part of pre-employment verification procedure.) I was wondering if it is possible/common to get a false-positive for taking Zoloft. I don't want my potential employer (or anyone related) to know that I'm taking SSRI. I was hoping I could start taking Zoloft about 2 weeks before my first day of work so that I could at least get past the initial side effects (if there is any) before I start working. But now I'm not even sure I could do that because of this. Has anyone experienced anything similar? Typically, how long does it take for Zoloft to actually work? (for social anxiety) Any advice will be greatly appreciated!",3.587790630422212,6.152892406015037,5.3458646616541365,74.9575361480625,76.06766917293233,8.904337767495662,26.772122614227875,9.466822959209583,2.899344013880855,562,22,98,16,13,191,86,133,0.026,0.893,0.081,0.8290000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,4,0,15,7,2,2,1,16,30,6,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,10,3,12,23,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,8,61,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.14227891716192725,0.0,0.0,0.14247322047690875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829681342558536,0.0,0.11153593385885216,0.0,0.0,0.20389228060810435,0.0,0.11998025946245605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888777951770844,0.0,0.24812863864878254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492262198019092,0.0,0.0,0.09402837590634514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758979944563986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690807003334539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629894898711257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401666380485947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234805349758548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607440533485529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772608219223128,0.0,0.0,0.1448114317042383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012738777838545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290276402589726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108108206006307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788624761489106,0.13918176520195755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862385009033968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639474646072806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741395268880852,0.0,0.4384911973564297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599610322619218,0.0,0.11695126602280373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811293495380654,0.3184305049542953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ticklesandprickles,2019/01/11,"Has anyone else physically ran away from people? Since I’ve started college my sa has gotten WAY worse. In the past I would just avoid people, but now I’m literally ignoring and running away from everyone. About a month ago a girl across my dorm hall yelled hi. I said hi back but when she started to approach me I straight up panicked. I sprinted back to my (single) dorm room before she could reach me. I still can’t believe I did that. I’m terrified that she thinks I’m crazy and has told everyone else on our floor. Ever since this incident I’ve worn earbuds and pretend not to hear whenever other strangers talks to me. I also dropped a chemistry course so I wouldn’t have to meet my lab partner. Just going outside now scares the shit out of me. I feel really guilty and don’t know what to do... I’ve never had my anxiety escalate to this level before. Has anyone else gone through something similar?",2.93520438683948,5.275517807909608,3.870588235294118,85.85688933200402,77.13559322033899,6.8765702891326015,26.795945496842805,7.928766900206844,1.771722765038218,720,29,137,12,17,231,113,177,0.172,0.769,0.058,-0.9683,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,2,5,0,13,1,1,0,2,20,29,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,6,5,0,2,3,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,8,4,22,0,19,18,1,32,0,0,0,0,13,12,1,0,13,85,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622522549214668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387381610271052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893234586520577,0.0,0.0,0.19913281452912546,0.2918025116791277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675709567604385,0.2189870579735541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423365614041223,0.1604312287653441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369140582323252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568600888891396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288050926596309,0.0,0.2721304499195516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719995610348819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092677648159473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049033991269754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825697079648203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365891541508324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982436758152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593283940488746,0.19743854370716155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122235270580674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354509502216556,0.0,0.14256296970517887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616717347438948,0.2355824433575209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096231919631522,0.0,0.0,0.20157686521613397,0.0,0.113717416182819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144522961990056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124143591355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360652249597758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302710474934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511341696757946,0.1011538430734608,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UbiquitousSham,2019/01/11,"Does anybody else ghost their friends without thinking about it? In the dining hall, I will often make eye contact with people that I know would like to talk to me, but instead of meeting with them, I pretend I didn't see them and move on with my day. Right now I'm sitting in my dorm room on a Friday night, while I know where ALL of them are, and I KNOW I'm appreciated, but I can't convince myself to hang out and talk. I haven't said anything to several of them since we got back on Wednesday, and conversations would be really easy, considering we're just coming out of a break.",8.731016949152544,5.8669507457627095,8.514,76.05557627118644,62.72881355932204,11.13491525423729,37.15932203389831,8.841846274778883,2.989140338983052,460,16,96,5,5,149,80,118,0.047,0.841,0.111,0.8473,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,5,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,1,24,19,7,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,11,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,3,18,3,20,12,1,22,0,0,2,0,13,11,0,1,7,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705239640098833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543919850962854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533505927016986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875573663949942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882816377409224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973253041289725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622649535510867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207732367470446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547270047691561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511277497983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436161437673742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867334356621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019062985366128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915983952698128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783237290336914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837392888585756,0.20465955248135714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144890069700294,0.0,0.0,0.2430613877819437,0.0,0.17797659356067966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458632912094149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786120666756208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739959124117974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305676707639281,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CounterinsurgentBvd,2019/01/11,"Is the the general consensus of social anxiety? I’m not scared of people , I’m scared of being awkward around people making me anxious in social situations in turn making me act awkward. I notice when I’m not anxious at all I’m the most charismatic, funniest person ever but when i get nervous I freeze up and get all weird , before i was only awkward around girls But after taking a massive blow to my ego this week I’ve been very self conscious in all my social interactions and have no clue what to do i feel anxious at all times even alone ",4.405630841121496,5.891130065420562,5.837464953271028,77.03320677570095,70.77570093457945,7.966822429906544,28.328271028037385,8.472884824447931,2.2440102803738315,435,16,76,7,8,147,67,107,0.195,0.74,0.065,-0.8808,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,4,0,6,0,0,2,5,19,17,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,9,0,14,14,5,15,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420793847254285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390251162740367,0.5046191273690855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650921486999998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669672531074488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983422272735183,0.1346819757511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528462526724185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558058586644294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877407323678906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695153312580763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323961135534015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644690832354304,0.13000736676363178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981351440751085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532756338871262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736163854419595,0.0,0.4553320861000939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194878407664163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682053352669805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619525071954724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285207475757705,0.0,0.0,0.11943274671335655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dan24641,2019/01/11,"How do you force yourself to hang out with friends? My friends told me to hang out several times and several times I have declined it because I am scared that my social anxiety will bring down the mood or that I will panic, also I am scared of their expectations towards me since I developed social anxiety recently and I am not as talkative or cheerful as I used to be. They are more casual friends that intimate friends, since my intimate friends are in my native country. 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No friends yet, 2 people though it was weird but I’m starting not to care! I can finally feel my true self coming out and not somebody who is just there to please whoever I am with. 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The teacher reminds me of my mom and the fact that she has authority over me in the same subject that my mom used to criticize me about is just too much. It just makes me wanna go sit in that locker room and make slits on my hand like I have to my right already.,5.215,4.180661400000004,5.8825,86.28375000000004,68.33333333333334,9.1,28.083333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.454133333333333,275,7,64,3,4,90,53,75,0.059,0.835,0.105,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,4,1,13,10,3,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,13,1,11,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,45,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848648349720977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957446582602533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670738769102348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261145747632038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169330436903287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046628615935935,0.0,0.0,0.1897632187685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220450866092528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229508028922147,0.0,0.0,0.15225815507118154,0.0,0.20706501027185575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SubmergedRain,2019/01/11,"I have social anxiety and need an income. I am 21 and I need a job but the biggest problem about this is that I deal with severe social anxiety. I need an income and I struggle on obtaining a job. I had an interview but I did not get the job despite I felt like it went so well. This week there were a couple interviews for me but I did not go to them since I got anxious about being a cashier. My mom knacks at me and I feel like parents really don't understand how bad my social anxiety is. Hell I even have a hard time talking with my family members or straight up text them a simple hello. Despite the fact I struggle with getting a job I do have so many hobbies I indulge myself into that could give me some income. My issue with this is I don't know who to reach out to for the benefits of success in these hobbies. I like to make music (Electronic music. I love to branch out into different genres), animate (I finished a few shorts that are mainly disturbing and surreal), make 3D models (develop characters, creatures, guns, environments, etc..), Do texture work for my models, I love to paint, write stories ( I am writing a book and am almost finished with it. I don't know what to do when I do finish it), I wood carve here and there, do voice acting for my own projects, and lastly I am a noob at video game development. I was working on my first game but I put that on hold due to a large music project. My life goal is to become a Video Game Developer. ​ I surround myself with all these hobbies and I have for years. I want to try to make money off of what I do and I need help as to getting a since of direction such as where to go and how I can get a decent income out of my hobbies till I get a job I guess. I don't like going to Reddit for help as I had a bad experience with it many times before. This is most likely my 5th profile as I left Reddit a lot due to toxic feedback I have gotten through the years. I just need help and I don't know where else to go. Thanks for reading this.",2.124710144927537,3.8533620265700494,4.001280193236717,86.85815217391306,77.28502415458938,6.725603864734301,24.785024154589372,7.594959193182576,1.2399980676328504,1565,55,324,22,36,530,192,414,0.108,0.77,0.122,0.8873,11,0,0,1,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,6,16,18,1,3,25,0,35,3,0,5,2,61,67,27,0,8,8,2,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,18,24,0,1,6,7,1,7,7,7,1,1,10,4,59,11,55,55,8,41,1,0,0,2,24,20,1,6,19,234,77,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351360552130957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036446311570244,0.10134079917738052,0.0,0.0,0.19140358172853916,0.09421888459914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392719543499207,0.0,0.09210935710094764,0.07096772690749313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658855431011236,0.09228112434943557,0.0,0.0,0.08598230688053292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713582581016266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967045936920513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301366128450188,0.055085277946246826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158174304812899,0.07862261785177788,0.0,0.04216982493584201,0.05958137092604074,0.08007760875617242,0.0,0.0,0.07094046682244863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786673062774745,0.08000540890224891,0.1895938223955292,0.0,0.06670304012244503,0.0,0.09187511055525192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471051294505564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677048957474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704850801726066,0.4138108941144841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750428659828126,0.06798258110415248,0.0,0.0,0.09061494364244108,0.0,0.058908276238950376,0.2037264846155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090416677493036,0.15054450849013212,0.0,0.16701154798389412,0.16911013874063172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767771837740476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092022622658372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260644307091064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980306465692755,0.0,0.08384059002463964,0.0,0.0,0.08342312125203749,0.0,0.053428529126390296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421888459914184,0.0,0.1379795967024241,0.0,0.0,0.255049079282163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743767300486971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703420444298155,0.0,0.07678402295196736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726306497936008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056623500169326636,0.0,0.0,0.0868229157836949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919180633158193,0.0,0.06689889207299396,0.0,0.07498711214217382,0.07731314714551317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143319012629117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134079917738052,0.10741444203018274 socialanxiety,MuchEntertainment6,2019/01/11,"Silent Kid in my class. Feel genuinely bad for him, but he won't speak unless spoken to. Advice? Forewarning: Possibly the wrong place for this, and possible trigger warnings. ​ I'm a mature student, and I've recently enrolled in education. Everyone else in my small class is fresh out of school. Though things were a little awkward at first, we've all settled into our class and speak with one another - except one guy, whom I will call 'L'. L absolutely will not speak unless spoken to. He always sits by himself. He does have friends, but will make no effort to speak to anyone in our class. I'm the only one who's made a considerable effort to speak with him and include him. He's a pretty normal and funny guy, and there's no reason he wouldn't fit in. So we just got back from Christmas holidays, and while waiting to go in our first lesson we're talking about what we got and what we did, etc. L lumbers in, in his usual fashion: Head down, hunched over. He walks right behind our little group to his normal spot and leans against the wall as usual. I felt like speaking with him, but part of me is frustrated with always having to make every move. Of course, my less-forgiving classmates dislike L very much. He's been referred to as all sorts of negative names behind his back. Their reason for disliking him is: They believe L thinks they're weird or something. Honestly, I understand why they think this - logically, why else would someone refuse to speak to you? I believe L has social anxiety, and this really surfaces when he's picked out to give an answer in class: He's visibly uncomfortable, almost frantically throws out guesses and gives up, all in about three seconds. What thoughts and advice do you have? I don't like seeing him standing/sitting there on his own, but talking with him is a chore, which quickly becomes wearisome.",5.22566976127321,6.910434347701153,5.397241379310343,80.20651193633955,69.02873563218391,7.9975243147656965,29.763925729442967,8.502166056373571,2.323080106100796,1475,57,260,23,26,465,197,348,0.13,0.782,0.08800000000000001,-0.9114,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,7,2,3,5,11,10,1,2,9,0,19,1,1,7,3,65,38,25,0,4,10,0,2,2,1,6,0,7,1,3,10,24,0,2,13,1,0,4,7,6,0,7,8,10,33,4,55,24,7,42,0,0,1,0,55,27,0,4,12,171,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929631133283411,0.0,0.0,0.09886766938046113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430891310048398,0.10697806432014824,0.11997241126494534,0.0,0.1035310302572598,0.07553111024424504,0.0,0.0,0.06903699010603219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184044267559071,0.08243862452522882,0.0,0.10904375889243154,0.0,0.22247843338450285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081828025559324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640264060697499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649588926140141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011432034742936,0.0,0.0,0.0831875107255934,0.0943444063856103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992279142498426,0.0,0.09479996101070054,0.0,0.0,0.16796589192183256,0.0,0.0,0.07628151268413802,0.0,0.0,0.18942897427600155,0.056112711312637835,0.0,0.15793292784646415,0.0,0.10876644587392642,0.1955240306207633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132939501592036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647272488973274,0.1979144733522436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342433789883116,0.13181119735496194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493843668246924,0.07258072602958703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347638183075944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007137968154432,0.07509152736925137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069191171137896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315583866384986,0.0,0.0,0.2226151181822705,0.0,0.10044780128157972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325142017493703,0.20302964412553676,0.0974877464847756,0.0,0.0,0.0843181519510342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999239078228277,0.07867807996108372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006467065609874,0.08365685435439403,0.07601012657655068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871702630201592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559436993081924,0.12652930403900273,0.09700548737029104,0.0783836329052066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278539980122944,0.0,0.0,0.2174827310257856,0.08146575057627023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818385029564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013768052204425,0.10794994438136528,0.11997241126494534,0.0 socialanxiety,Vispen24671,2019/01/11,"Do you ever have days where things feel just fine and you wonder why you ever thought there was a problem? I do it occasionally (never lasts) and I feel like this is one of the reasons it took me so long to seek treatmeant. Never really hit that sweat spot emotionally where I felt motivated enough to fix things, but not good enough that I can keep ignoring it. Just wondering if anyone else feels like this?",7.945,7.181278756410258,7.597051282051287,75.3271153846154,62.71794871794872,10.876923076923077,31.038461538461537,10.125756701596842,2.7292461538461543,325,9,63,6,4,103,58,78,0.107,0.7929999999999999,0.101,-0.3546,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,4,23,16,5,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,9,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,4,8,4,3,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,9,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182042477151255,0.17321251877033314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902377868093524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141220248561039,0.19015939272972632,0.0,0.3493493263405172,0.0,0.0,0.3058322480041446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564314867362867,0.2415398459537653,0.1623152755860654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179178775403778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026011556723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779896226136995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651793604139577,0.0,0.0,0.14960463540632418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607647922108764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455319494750585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617587816819436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829826919175706,0.17381237443049954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461967533960212,0.0,0.0,0.1342074494630805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878216553758829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254204989841133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366656755704608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,personman000,2019/01/11,"What hobbies can I get into to help with conversation? I've noticed that can talk at length about movies and video games, but then my conversational skills dry up outside of those topics. What kind of hobbies can I look into that will help me relate to and converse with more people more easily? I'm looking into sports like hockey and basketball, since they seem like good conversation starters (""Game last night? Etc. Etc.). Any other ideas I could use?",5.2775087108013965,7.702549085365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,70.34146341463415,7.124738675958188,25.12891986062717,7.957251820313856,1.4910675958188149,363,11,63,5,7,110,61,82,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,12,9,4,9,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,1,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765962398766566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336507299930345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843270843040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344436607978155,0.0,0.0,0.18212300246114668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910827723554476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451196129135065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261132678730548,0.0,0.17699445885120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216292945953905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646783601356885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376701015685109,0.0,0.0,0.24721026969116805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053445462662068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976720551575528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796167757549401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452533497851996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753540403947716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sickANDnasty,2019/01/11,"Thanks to therapy, NoFap, and weightlifting, my social anxiety has subsided, and I have made some good friends and acquaintances who I am not scared of! I have been socially anxious all my life, all through teenage and adulthood, I rarely made acquaintances, friends were even rarer. Now, FINALLY at 29, life looks much brighter! But I have a different problem now (saying it in the least funny way!): What the fuck do I do with all these good people in my life?",7.469156626506022,8.132322662650605,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,63.33734939759036,10.495421686746988,37.081927710843374,10.355215969177356,3.861242891566265,363,17,65,8,5,109,59,83,0.127,0.659,0.214,0.8582,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,3,0,9,4,0,2,3,14,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,9,5,7,10,6,7,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,1,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981886480723107,0.2064785418708486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095617969307305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207181332838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021605244396992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241593364072715,0.1689683006401179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065982999671145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387288441176932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348111405676254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588356580862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435728254920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670999064175004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488660046541807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534636737715487,0.1829850668266257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726228361383308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827043926016072,0.20901389455967467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507464567096548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dontwannaverifyemail,2019/01/11,"I've been friendless for so long that I don't even know how to make friends anymore. Went into a panic yesterday deciding whether or not I should sit next to someone in class... I'm in a lab class that is in two separate rooms, and on the first day this guy approached me and we were talking since we're in two of the same classes. On the second day, when we were in a different room, he was already there when I got there. I literally froze trying to decide whether I should sit next to him (what if he doesn't want me to? What if he thinks I'm weird? I really wanted to sit in the front...but what if he thinks I don't like him or that I'm a jerk? etc etc etc). I ended up just smiling at him and then sitting in the front of the class. Then I smiled at him before I left. Didn't say a word to him for the whole 2 hours. It's crazy, honestly. I literally don't know how to make friends anymore. It's like in theory, I think I'm a pretty cool person with a lot to offer. I'm pretty good at small talk, and a lot of people actually don't believe that I'm shy (much less socially anxious) if they meet me in a situation where I'm comfortable. But when I think about maybe talking to someone outside of the ""acceptable"" places (e.g. texting a coworker outside of work or approaching a classmate outside of class)...I think that there must be ZERO chance they want me to interact with them. So I avoid people and make them think I'm a bitch and/or weirdo. ugh",1.7846625243664749,3.5241115427631624,3.395847953216375,90.77000974658873,78.3092105263158,6.7405458089668615,23.759259259259267,7.662118739084242,0.9894560428849904,1135,38,253,17,27,376,149,304,0.112,0.779,0.109,0.6466,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,4,2,14,15,2,2,20,1,15,0,0,5,1,49,39,24,0,10,12,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,2,2,11,10,0,1,11,0,0,4,7,6,0,5,7,3,29,9,38,28,9,44,0,0,0,0,27,22,1,9,16,158,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.10018153676221664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328807273543838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159767939080225,0.2036226462009849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735626061260034,0.11566287933791496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241465967627894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725804869146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909264573924228,0.0,0.3434797473346932,0.06780608744116033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732270537281407,0.0,0.0,0.1586300166371751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610649689224763,0.08210673232051638,0.0,0.0,0.10164972854814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109960806428998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283871151823402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154059707370152,0.0,0.0,0.1003091667679666,0.0,0.0,0.09085103783320947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455604515511433,0.0,0.0,0.2055794224607528,0.0,0.10313595956190634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546705205811781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836055394604176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044961387112588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234329957577502,0.08963891832805385,0.10725804869146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088846409541374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657667466311375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163950375591024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492157022635169,0.11539435512133715,0.0,0.10464913564545894,0.1739672920882011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475431166442421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946830280078627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969953038001349,0.0,0.20056817750772807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165492010929188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516702485944592,0.0,0.11461643619443967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473784117053142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lancemcsteel1,2019/01/11,"Does anyone else hate people? In addition to fearing people, I also hate 99% of people and need to be alone most of the day. Being trapped in a grocery store with hundred of people surrounding me always puts me in a bad mood lol.",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.0,7.777777777777778,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.897000000000001,180,6,32,2,3,60,34,45,0.34600000000000003,0.606,0.048,-0.9531,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263546077200094,0.0,0.17477645543928766,0.1818532920810305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528170771657366,0.2239329919072824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248231312170596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094836286879694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912568751430229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257267432323668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459324646356521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315509406589845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620540023412588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060674879835031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970575300099646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hoiponn,2019/01/11,"Should I visit a psychologist? I've not been diagnosed as I've never been to one, but I'm pretty sure that I have quite severe social anxiety. Is it worth going to one? Can they help at all? 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How do you deal with it? Im shortest guy in my friends group and i feel like im embarrassing my girlfriend everytime we are together..,0.8082773109243675,2.8376587352941205,2.2689915966386565,87.44617647058823,108.70588235294115,6.648739495798321,25.445378151260506,7.447530270364453,2.2871142857142868,143,7,27,4,7,46,30,34,0.141,0.7040000000000001,0.155,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867690931947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120123677066385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477234548117682,0.2087171566163021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257199221101475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785631067009233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311598044055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273324676997534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Janiciar94,2019/01/11,friday after work nights Hi all! how you spend your time after week of workin/study? isnt time be at home playing games/tv wasted? sometimes i go out with my friends to play pool or something but i have weird tired feeling to just be at home.,1.0127210884353737,3.495682959183675,1.321530612244899,100.13358843537416,86.75510204081633,3.2666666666666666,18.37074829931973,3.1291,-0.9221863945578236,191,5,41,0,6,57,42,49,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.5792,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,9,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906169576392872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277647405438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754383445769466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914246417639301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766534637099491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269544238077444,0.2915685679449745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343805017523275,0.33883368395231583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647388416480786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146207302234216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,s0angelic,2019/01/11,"Alcohol cures my anxiety I love it. Not being completely drunk but slightly buzzed. It makes me say all the things I can’t say when I’m sober. I’m in control but I can be free and Im able to act normal for once. I have these days rarely tho, maybe once every 2 months because I never leave my house and because I’m scared that it could turn into an addiction or something like that.. I don’t know. But I wish my sober self was like that",0.5406451612903211,2.6404459139785,2.1208709677419364,96.42130645161294,84.48387096774194,5.440430107526883,18.97741935483871,6.742157984588678,-0.010362580645161046,342,9,79,4,10,111,66,93,0.055,0.736,0.21,0.9293,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,2,2,16,16,8,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,3,2,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,11,5,4,12,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,44,19,0,0.1780142669921264,0.0,0.0,0.1940618269141074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902431138190108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618042700250133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170316897794209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664457207808413,0.0,0.19965813729203005,0.1421299070404741,0.0,0.0,0.11480447545705035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998469763324607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540456345592106,0.0,0.0,0.19228595575308144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783198566360066,0.0,0.0,0.1884914055136182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739375580088159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606648261014051,0.0,0.11882590552068155,0.0,0.1788392579373195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208928955794298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729557693578368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441618564463854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791587691788739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831281801632782,0.17822333609908114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570770394183211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704407972074695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826476901045695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936284044038496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047076217689798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GreatGapid,2019/01/11,"Does social anxiety make you ignore people for no apparent reason? Has it ever occured to anyone where your SAD causes you to avoid a specific person or a certain type of person, while on the other hand you are okay with another type of person where you are comfortable. I seem to have a problem with avoiding some types of people of the opposite gender but I can't find a logical reason why...",5.852,6.9220848666666726,7.094666666666665,70.91400000000003,67.0,9.733333333333334,29.666666666666664,9.888512548439397,3.1612666666666662,315,11,50,7,5,107,54,75,0.16,0.745,0.095,-0.4618,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,3,8,0,2,6,1,5,1,1,4,2,18,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,11,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006452133114585,0.16054817169506766,0.0,0.0,0.14674433495035846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559187903401775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836565877850681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983729733596755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181522271278026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400882806822589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909915963211284,0.5497449900596267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081499014742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315577787596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910556191971029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139336317610621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937290407916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sumergill,2019/01/11,Romantic Video Song💖💖Full Emotional Heart Touching Video Song💖💖💖 Romantic Video Song💖💖Full Emotional Heart Touching Video Song💖💖💖,2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,80.42857142857143,9.447619047619048,30.76190476190476,9.725611199111238,3.659819047619049,114,6,22,4,3,38,8,28,0.0,0.583,0.417,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884633591968631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252711238174114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,M0D0M,2019/01/11,"I want to go clothes shopping I didn't go to a clothes store for at least 8 years. My social anxiety prevented me from doing it. But I want to change and I think this would be a good small step. I bought clothes online for the last few years, but I have a hard time finding clothes that fit well (especially pants, since I'm skinny and tall) and it become to much of a hassle for me to wait for them to arrive, try them on and send them back if they don't fit etc. I'm afraid that in the store people look at me and think ""ewww an unattractive person is touching / trying on the clothes"". I also don't know how to behave. How many clothes are ok to take with you to the changing room? What do I do with the clothes that don't fit, just put them back where I got them? I feel like an idiot for not being able to do such basic things, but if I don't do something against it I'll be like this forever. It isn't going to fix itself.",3.28886946386946,3.6081769545454563,4.057070707070707,93.10304195804196,72.38383838383838,6.900388500388501,24.32167832167832,6.297961479604792,0.41749370629370697,719,18,171,4,13,230,110,198,0.057,0.804,0.139,0.9203,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,6,0,9,7,1,1,11,1,18,1,1,2,0,26,34,13,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,7,1,2,5,1,4,6,7,2,1,0,3,4,22,5,26,27,4,24,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,2,8,113,34,0,0.16633392099982688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330171765287711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724499428890504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558010361373244,0.0,0.0,0.1837027475518327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519184666539301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855062903011265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410342823263786,0.11882898639736525,0.0,0.0,0.15202619040078807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835942014127458,0.13951300127522498,0.13303243151641994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490025219041756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914127729736701,0.13558434590756285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625247038992714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967860137137594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686364887525963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227457056111615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531499742746334,0.14523636401863066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721153234207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759313829836906,0.0,0.0,0.16955648553472358,0.0,0.12805197872580024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506240807998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105048661437804,0.2131601206146544,0.0,0.0,0.0969906469569586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585962782710484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962161123379781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955417087970316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815884512494065,0.0,0.0,0.2142271833041446 socialanxiety,froghat3k,2019/01/11,I am the worst conversationalist ever I'm so jealous of these people who just blab it up with random people and get them to like them instantly. I can't even hold an interesting conversation with people I've know for years. It's tiresome when you have garbage genes. Garbage!!!,4.059230769230768,6.682854153846158,4.804461538461538,79.14053846153845,74.76923076923076,7.236923076923077,25.784615384615392,8.238735603445708,1.7694569230769237,224,8,41,4,5,72,43,52,0.158,0.7490000000000001,0.093,-0.6851,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531283931710763,0.34666524295989964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022865457101646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062033522352155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872331759765552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7970773434955587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467959328534206 socialanxiety,stnivek,2019/01/11,"Shout out to those of you who have had not eat at a restaurant or food place because you were not sure how to order. ""Do I go to the counter first? Which one? Then what? Do I wait for the food? Or sit after ordering and wait for them to serve it for me? Or am I supposed to find a table first before ordering? Then they'll come to take my order?""",-0.001756756756755351,1.977336864864867,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,85.75675675675676,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.5819135135135132,264,6,64,2,8,86,52,74,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,1,1,13,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,9,1,13,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340661250060178,0.0,0.21413995387517176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677858462199134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750599192112344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000820126210025,0.4281153971028018,0.608604688971374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302139208896314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052800788794215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629260162747737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371819524810089,0.0,0.18921331549617035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,biwltyad,2019/01/11,"I don't know where my new class is so I'm spending an entire period at the toilets 'Cause it's way easier than asking somebody, you know? Anyway, I need someone to talk to so the time passes faster. How you doin'?",0.22030303030303244,2.614907090909089,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,91.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.11704848484848407,168,4,34,2,6,56,37,44,0.0,0.923,0.077,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451293768096226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895561800002668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168110629175806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281181612835236,0.0,0.3662462501944556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213059195401169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047970215722292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112213280543389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30100160528568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pastadealer,2019/01/11,"The cause of my Anxiety Today I discovered the possible cause of my anxiety, I remember getting OCD around 5 years old. Which reminded me of an incident which happend a bit earlier than the start of my OCD, which I had no memory of, even my parents had trouble remembering it due to shared trauma. My memory is completely gone and theirs are foggy. I fell into a fire with my hand, went to the E.R with second degree burn on my hand, which explains the scar on my hand which I have been wondering about since I was about 9 or 10. I have always had trouble facing possible pain, I get anxious for any type of uncomfort I have no control over. I love pushing my self at the gym, but in these situations I am in control, I can stop whenever I want. But as soon as there is pressure involved, I get nauseous. Like social situations.",6.5592270531400985,6.320298366459628,7.657474120082817,72.02436162870947,65.33540372670808,11.627605244996552,35.901311249137336,11.20814326018867,4.158009799861974,651,29,121,18,9,222,101,161,0.139,0.767,0.095,-0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,9,0,13,6,4,4,0,18,23,6,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,4,1,0,4,2,5,0,1,7,4,25,3,24,16,1,19,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,8,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073118056862905,0.0,0.0,0.09866999825300322,0.0,0.22199550681392985,0.16391675262138766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916586531374524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840683938941744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810634369618666,0.0,0.0,0.15212999872508218,0.0,0.32547415479065345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583428966083896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274194211108135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708863916681565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309544634373125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522534471957483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439197142211653,0.0,0.16111151691705902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32714702475250235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287301092239599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136637754506754,0.0,0.0,0.12002459759365525,0.3261871159730405,0.0,0.1479067139348827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026994277966621,0.0,0.0,0.12130643663912552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753368372471114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558115693853763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450509490692325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735001229884996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343682318643268 socialanxiety,accountisntforporn,2019/01/11,"This sub sucks. Why does everyone here try and make their anxiety other people problems. You need to change as an individual, put yourself in uncomfortable situations, and most importantly make it clear to others whats going on instead of internalizing everything.",9.615271317829457,11.944444325581395,10.032558139534883,48.66341085271321,59.2325581395349,13.175193798449614,39.91472868217054,12.45797560212912,6.310137984496125,218,11,28,8,3,73,40,43,0.187,0.71,0.102,-0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222780396782612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30806923319233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484617524146536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827055925485605,0.2617272837181438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655054725179297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38877954729080666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593389857675852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189337133017704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786555755359916,0.0,0.2927537678788255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734038704106794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977173946436446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627782693829882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CBuggles,2019/01/11,"Trouble with getting used to a job. So, at 22, I finally have a paying job that I recently started. It's nothing that amazing, just a part-time thing in an office-type setting. But I'm somewhat proud of it, and it is at least a relief to be able to tell people I work rather than feeling like they think I'm lazy or useless. Still, I feel anxious and uneasy about it basically non-stop, even when I try various things to calm down or distract myself. Even right this moment, I'm here because I can't sleep. (Luckily, tomorrow I don't have to go until later in the day.) I don't want to quit, but I can't shake the feeling that I'll somehow fail. I've also tried acknowledging that failure wouldn't be the end of the world, reminding myself of how unlikely the worst case scenarios are, and giving myself rational reasons why I won't fail, but it only helps a little. At this point I'm not really sure if I want advice, or perspective, or sympathy, or what. Half of the reason this is here is really just venting, I guess. Like on one hand, it's good that I even got this far... But every time I feel like I'm making progress, there's always something else in the way, and I'm always reminded that for a lot of my issues, I never even fully solved them, it's more like I just kind of temporarily tricked them or snuck past them.",5.114833333333333,5.0506362148148165,6.243842592592593,80.3535416666667,68.33333333333334,9.268518518518519,29.837962962962962,9.017664075816787,2.2906851851851853,1038,35,211,17,16,349,157,270,0.147,0.6970000000000001,0.156,0.5245,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,4,6,18,19,1,2,14,0,14,2,2,5,2,41,35,20,0,5,16,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,0,8,0,1,2,8,8,0,2,1,5,24,11,25,30,6,31,0,3,0,0,7,13,0,11,18,139,44,6,0.12053325843665348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778370514478798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639040322432496,0.20058665347462107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616827360543066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347595559372662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773398022396227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006900709339152,0.0,0.10675669080836267,0.0,0.0,0.3184443216847019,0.0,0.10155446878968964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437809483390614,0.17221796782165813,0.0,0.1320382929982268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297365270637044,0.1156264846019522,0.06850182845958087,0.10109757851495224,0.0964014576944996,0.0,0.13278097320768625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079090239804503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258054062841966,0.23922132082299005,0.0,0.0,0.12551684050423742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355458468083832,0.12080599017668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024730660127316,0.0,0.0,0.08045688596255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296267954602877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156549122699258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167645534192307,0.091670974477718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052577300660734,0.1150626338002616,0.08356258484738623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394288901477315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820195707942642,0.0,0.0,0.15443338356999184,0.2478565289174487,0.11901205146555005,0.0,0.0,0.10293474412236693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206203061143884,0.0,0.0,0.0927923910667494,0.0,0.0,0.08531406070273985,0.0,0.09625801588666873,0.10077120117508373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136011696240253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535138059205387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015388213484066,0.07723284508654465,0.0,0.0,0.07028391229720052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636683409352151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041020353168131,0.0,0.0,0.1421872774699609,0.09567369018564324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876251799002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774964768606326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vidtheVI,2019/01/11,Getting a haircut is hell for me Anyone have the same problem,4.195,6.232968500000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,72.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,37.0,3.1291,2.1939,50,3,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.448,0.552,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398696263647724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033899001661008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7387945417859721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sadguy213,2019/01/11,"Anyone get so anxious just thinking about going to school with a new haircut? Just to think so many peoole will notice the difference and will just comment on it, most in my case will make fun of it ( cause im practically gonna do a really low cut, almost bald) just the thought gets me so anxious and stressed. When i get to school im gonna die from all the stress.",6.031400000000001,5.199835573333338,6.0398333333333305,85.15575000000003,66.6,9.1,30.75,8.07648339933343,1.8436,288,9,63,3,4,91,53,75,0.234,0.726,0.04,-0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,2,5,0,4,1,1,2,1,15,14,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,35,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431780125924673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933258227302929,0.0,0.12172205935723428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882998689928153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806694499486226,0.18187845526871094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728517051575189,0.0,0.0989347126316195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760764862961833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620096968122967,0.17649164691129973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681293109613628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981933111020804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152127445211917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523602005399215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988202838131085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308920816232566,0.0,0.1382015235958203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fiona1258,2019/01/11,"Spending time with the opposite sex Hi guys, So I have social anxiety which has gotten worse in the last few months. One of my biggest issues is dealing with the opposite sex. I find it very difficult to get close to and talk to men and will usually avoid them as I feel so uncomfortable. All the way through school I was in single sex schools and my extra curricular activities were single sex too. Even my chosen profession for the last six years is predominantly female so I don't come across many men. I have been on five dates in my life spread over the last 6 years and I've always been extremely anxious on them and nothing has come from them. I almost feel like the aim is have the date be finished as quickly as possible so I can go back to hiding again from the world as it scares me so much. My brother and sister had the same upbringing as me (which is the basis of a lot of my SA) but they went to mixed schools and so have much easier relationships with guys and girls and I so wish I was like that. I've been told to try to join mixed clubs but I find they are mostly female and its getting harder the older I get. Just wondering if there is anyone out there who is/has been in a similar situation? Does anyone have any advice? Thank you.",4.548408718068898,5.4101465219123535,5.3530958518865726,82.98109444574645,69.83665338645417,8.77440824935552,26.318490742910708,9.007467420416297,1.8221448793063044,991,29,204,18,17,323,143,251,0.056,0.866,0.078,0.8892,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,0,15,6,0,2,14,0,25,5,0,0,1,33,39,25,0,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,17,0,1,5,1,1,4,1,3,0,3,11,2,26,3,31,26,10,32,0,0,0,4,20,12,0,5,17,144,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072774608193858,0.0,0.0,0.1237134981789732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280019013810693,0.0,0.0,0.08401553379633776,0.0,0.09451237121509308,0.1395718426419346,0.0,0.17277250699412755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499926743571814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284792261365826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273705272247468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811595932595072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816009845384098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493716509645195,0.08826130517953336,0.0,0.0,0.2258376578484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364309717819989,0.0,0.07021405331281302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446599779050489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894995217668864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30211950033043844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872642113787588,0.12071669484832827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050344126856518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525627836650358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861325871846836,0.0,0.1816410880069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854574335633683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371798415808984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927958042519084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326421953923266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369112413107107,0.3751055203163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887090884350353,0.0,0.12593961430341036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930161531787343,0.0,0.1137445811894518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204068089920451,0.0,0.0,0.11805352164889953,0.0,0.0838796414231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606849244710675,0.10193840968155614,0.0,0.09806508431073507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452840323313042,0.0,0.0,0.14207183194419942,0.0,0.13398039434692924,0.0,0.0,0.12590395464081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591191793905446 socialanxiety,TheRealPizzaHut,2019/01/11,I went to Walmart and went through the normal lines instead of self checkout. Today was the first time in years I didn't shake. It felt like a normal interaction ,3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,76.09677419354837,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,1.0372494623655917,130,5,24,1,3,40,27,31,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.4621,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,1,2,1,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278301389403366,0.0,0.0,0.2465462042170315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160603596298307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679827850789809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023766931539562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690138263481758,0.0,0.2747438444153703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537387581970839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866538532013979 socialanxiety,Materia_Girl,2019/01/11,"Is not wanting to get to a store within the first 20 minutes of it being open a social anxiety thing, or a normal thing normal people do I'm going to gamestop tomorrow for a game on release day but I don't want to walk in there at 10AM, I feel like it's so rude and weird to walk into a store the second they open, and it makes me uncomfortable. I live 2 minutes away. I'm literally going to just wait an extra 20 minutes to get there because of this. I've done this every time I've gone there for a new game.",3.5115974025974026,3.6441922636363664,5.342207792207791,84.75045454545456,71.81818181818181,7.7402597402597415,25.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.1370649350649351,399,11,88,4,7,138,70,110,0.124,0.8440000000000001,0.031,-0.828,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,17,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,2,2,5,2,2,0,2,2,1,5,1,17,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174861879435062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147569668575025,0.0,0.0,0.13933929422581345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741418269754394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391510282832734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258719253514445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115576126274173,0.1632964817903133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944287026065263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388455992718339,0.0,0.25981278783261424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116718788714329,0.0,0.20183894851868892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525778823159208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207624797976488,0.0,0.0,0.4479166749147584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584675082104489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330069319952091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037147148869219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328592538586928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269642970009169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whydoeee,2019/01/11,"Met up with my crush Well, last night my crush asked me if I wanted to meet her, and even as terrified as I were, I said yes. I picked her up and we just drove around town for like 3-4 hours while talking. It started out good but the last hour was rough, since we didnt have anything more to talk about, and now I’m just overthinking everything and feel like I completely ruined all my chances lol. Also this is a girl I’ve liked for nearly two years now and which I’ve talked to every day over social media(which makes it kinda hard/weird talking to her in real life for the first time over such a long period), but this is the first time we’ve met up like this, other then going to parties etc. She is literally perfect in my eyes and a solid 10/10 and that’s why it’s so terrible hard to talk to her :( just so damn afraid of fucking it all up that my mind just goes blank. Atleast I managed to hold the conversation going for a couple hours, and I guess it could have went alot worse. I felt that she was nervous aswell, and I suppose that’s a good thing? Pretty sure she knows that I have a crush on her aswell, and I know she had a «thing» for me a year ago, but yeah, I feel lost lol. She is the one I want but my anxiety and negative mindset ruins it. 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Its really uncomfortable and thats why I never go out... if you healed from it please tell me how you did it. Also, is it possible to heal from social anxiety just by walking a lot outside even feeling really uncomfortable?",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,71.69841269841271,9.484444444444444,30.06031746031745,9.888512548439397,3.258704126984127,259,11,46,7,5,89,50,63,0.166,0.7979999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.742,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,13,8,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833323495780004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992927679280616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206727400060856,0.2356501481307726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634477701600707,0.0,0.2501346341686318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805631106549114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613171383364373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214799878862741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092473018394846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596652995401844,0.0,0.2936907913951762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337843323441548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655615767929332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277010282334223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507368427835115,0.0,0.0,0.25112654100289244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ahsan1578,2019/01/12,"Traditional social media and traditional society Hey guys, anyone ever felt how imperfect internet is on helping people to share their inner self? Here is a video that talks about how traditional social media fail to fill up the gaps of traditional society. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVCoB4KrwZ0&t=85s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVCoB4KrwZ0&t=85s) . I really wanted to share this with you. 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I have no confidence, everything I do feels like I’m doing it wrong, like everyone else gets something I do not (particularly in socialization). Every time my parents and I “talk” to each other, I find it hard to answer with anything but one word answers, but didn’t think this was totally abnormal. I thought this was just me growing apart from my parents. However, I find people that are extremely similar to me and still have nothing to talk about and fail to connect. These emotional connections are SUPER important to me as well, so that I feel I can’t make them make me feel extremely dissatisfied and lonely. All of this has come to a head recently, as the one place I typically feel safe, with my girlfriend, now feels like it has been “invaded” by this sickness of negative thought, lack of confidence, and inability to talk and be positive. It hurts so bad, because she is the one place left that feels like home, but I feel like she is slipping and becoming frustrated with me because I’m just sad all the time because I have nothing to talk about. I really don’t want to lose that relationship, and I want my relationships to get better, but I just feel so helpless. Could someone give me a response? Share similar experiences that have been resolved? I feel like I’m about to fall apart all the time and I just don’t know why. I can’t talk to anyone.",5.8369768354927345,6.543136727915198,6.594670200235572,75.78507165292504,66.87985865724383,10.670514330585002,34.450137416568516,10.62613485830676,3.7372184530820576,1166,53,222,31,18,385,133,283,0.174,0.64,0.185,-0.4582,3,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,13,22,1,0,6,0,26,3,2,2,5,56,53,18,0,4,9,2,11,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,15,15,0,1,19,0,0,4,9,9,1,3,7,11,35,13,30,44,7,18,0,6,0,0,17,8,0,0,13,148,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057230509542469776,0.0,0.0673545007549556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834024021488952,0.19957681535859476,0.09039545139866684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238851799972798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050540203511592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534952163709459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837408078887765,0.0920687636068452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689610543432338,0.07820993414744105,0.07356032804547373,0.08006372773445182,0.0,0.0,0.4138515869023449,0.3508363377615267,0.0,0.0,0.1496164460122884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828769245406685,0.07851672489829271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733203526162139,0.0,0.16800074567227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210091307252622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762071918130779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498190139604325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892884492773151,0.0,0.0,0.27990996100330023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156775189409497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926927689694256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570720576880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638837884312507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176657588968853,0.0,0.0,0.05674357833189449,0.0,0.17102892811362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243436888451783,0.0,0.08081571048943123,0.2636245972650976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343443553101043,0.06935013235757824,0.06301112298902968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536447232350996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289343971390879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052445337862241814,0.0,0.12995744003511853,0.1431798940946576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096552960055638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359180505130804,0.0,0.07385571509560758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948869747273347,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kon-el99,2019/01/12,"I’m confused. Already nostalgic about school I started uni this past October, meaning I graduated secondary school last summer. By my second year of Sixth Form, I was fed up with my situation and just wanted to move on. I felt like school life was a dead end for me and that I’d be better off making a fresh start at uni. Since then, I’ve made one friend and two acquaintances and have met no girls I’m interested in. I’m an introvert so I don’t really like clubbing and all that. It’s a shame really because I thought I’d meet some like-minded people and maybe, just MAYBE, find a girl I like, one who likes me too. It’s not like I haven’t put the effort in. I’ve joined some societies. I go to pub quizzes. That kind of thing. I know I shouldn’t give up hope already. And I won’t. I’m pretty strong-willed. Resilience is my middle name. I suppose you could say it’s a muscle I’ve built up after years of mental and emotional exercise. But it is kind of disheartening that I have made so little progress. Maybe I overhyped myself a bit going in? I dunno. Now it’s weird, because I find myself reminiscing about the glory days that never were. I suppose it’s more what could have been? The fact that my future was so bright back then, when I was under no pressure to work or function like an adult or anything like that and I could just live in the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I know everybody has to grow up eventually but I don’t feel ready yet. I feel like I have to gain more xp before levelling up. It’s not what I accomplished that makes me sadly nostalgic but rather what I might have accomplished had I taken proper advantage of the opportunities I was given. Yes, those opportunities were few and far between. Yes, they just so happened to appear in the wrong place at the wrong time. Yes, I know it’s not ALL my fault so I can’t let it eat me up inside but still... Anyways, now I’m feeling conflicted. It baffles me that I’m now yearning for the lifestyle I couldn’t wait to abandon just one year ago. I was always largely indifferent towards most of the people in my year group but now I kind of miss them. I wasn’t even close to that many of them. I guess I wish I made more use of that time while I had it. The last few days I’ve been listening to “That Way” by the Backstreet Boys, not because I like the song necessarily but because it’s the final song that was played at our prom. I remember the DJ announcing that this would be the final song. I was sitting there with a couple other guys who don’t really like to dance while my friend was up dancing with his girlfriend. At the time, I felt a pang of emotion and didn’t really want the evening to end, even though I didn’t really socialise with anyone that night, just stayed in the corner with my few friends. When the song ended I thought to myself “Oh, that’s it...” It really was the end of an era, for good or ill. I was kind of in shock but was convinced I’d get over it. And I did... for a while. Now “the feels” (I hate that phrase but I’m gonna use it anyway because it best illustrates what I’m going through) are back with a vengeance. I don’t usually get all touchy-feely about stuff like that (didn’t bat an eye-lid while everyone else was crying and hugging each other when we graduated from primary school). I chalked it up to “a moment” at the time but now it’s more than that and I find myself replaying the song over and over just so I can feel that horrible heart wrenching “butterfly” feeling in my chest. If only I could turn back the clock just 5 years. I know it’s not healthy to dwell on things and I know I’ll probably make the same mistakes again if I spend too much time distracted from the here and now. I know all this. And I’m determined to push through. But this is just how I feel right now. Kind of lonely and I wanted to share. Sorry for the long post!",1.996276889421324,3.96015763371356,3.296688369185897,90.6775852909006,78.49302915082383,6.553959407608034,22.088320572252027,7.564265639136305,0.7596120666006909,3019,89,655,44,73,981,325,789,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.9908,1,2,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,1,3,11,48,52,1,5,42,3,54,8,2,9,6,122,116,51,1,17,30,0,9,11,4,5,3,7,0,5,56,28,2,3,22,12,1,10,22,19,0,5,35,17,84,33,82,68,20,110,0,6,1,1,26,38,0,14,69,434,140,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931170187202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277584470211075,0.0,0.04628773725645996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038897050667611434,0.0,0.045777880530890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832567113095236,0.0,0.16955443785894994,0.0,0.04733613357416883,0.0,0.0583791440726931,0.04919927980545477,0.060732398430541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776607389690238,0.06155236780055511,0.06110578219876789,0.0717521328598439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922296886421524,0.0464708440665328,0.1251501477638338,0.19708292925408802,0.0,0.0,0.1102271774140102,0.0,0.0,0.053155839351492234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689365674555634,0.039741328285229006,0.10682501890819286,0.12187757676243755,0.15253153941245126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893635104832174,0.0,0.08719148079074478,0.053364351480348536,0.09484563152329628,0.04665891843254185,0.0,0.0,0.061281552825468114,0.0550813999430641,0.04919249093750192,0.0,0.0,0.054922064718796765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659205657803469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525209271728767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896449207302928,0.18343327484397112,0.09069002714593503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688436360999891,0.03929236787174832,0.32612990186696383,0.055754815541728,0.04912137619796827,0.049229864374532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791235391016994,0.11139825507021557,0.056399017306890516,0.16766025207190294,0.06059622755392567,0.0,0.0,0.05606089088724281,0.05901351798591418,0.05616937481200626,0.0,0.0,0.05912476315014328,0.040893674152491635,0.0,0.04290447057114395,0.0,0.0,0.052203994979600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308683522309,0.04230831819730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053104121028238215,0.07713221004259567,0.0,0.0581204058433759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327715052376157,0.056594634411189074,0.05997740975951624,0.0,0.0,0.055922452941414916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382395364260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301674866583651,0.04750681371829051,0.0,0.044238368579632266,0.0,0.2251978424621761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601683684000223,0.06252926315095497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622720477355844,0.07874890492830798,0.059293052005541184,0.04442534606375498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368183109303903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391479630819506,0.0,0.05465515445391441,0.08832633450393934,0.1621884212839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050831617371145,0.05434139450712697,0.0,0.0,0.09609109230623926,0.061267421965006376,0.0,0.0984341763532184,0.044155665962384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397053954610651,0.0,0.0,0.04049853333789559,0.0,0.0,0.03951720532405312,0.1824645505135187,0.0,0.17911607843813754 socialanxiety,itsdamack1,2019/01/12,"Sighs* Being an African american man w/ SA I have an extremely hard time expressing my feelings/emotions to my therapist, I know she's here to help me but I just can't make myself sa how I am really feeling inside, fear of judgement plays a part in it, and also fear of ppl not respecting my feelings. I nee to be more open with her in order for her to help me. Lord knows I need it.",1.8879107142857168,3.5862521125000018,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,77.875,7.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.6544821428571432,299,11,64,6,7,102,60,80,0.16399999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.117,-0.7261,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,11,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,15,2,10,9,2,5,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950923936276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063166495317343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614692074026171,0.25228938746665897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234852714815003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444266121292243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742156055323103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652998206189915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498641971845245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016276329065925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598234152862794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896657605687153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547392077217458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fransacco_,2019/01/12,"Am I socially anxious or do I just not want to do things? I'm (21F) very anxious and having been dealing with anxiety and depression for at least 6/7 years. My social anxiety is slightly new to the bunch, having started around 3/4 years ago. Sometimes, I have a really hard time deciphering whether I actually have social anxiety or if I just don't ""want"" to do things. I'd much rather stay in and be with myself than to go out every night. But people without anxiety make me feel like i'm just weird/lazy. And I don't want to believe that. I know i feel the anxiety before socializing. It's very real. But when i try to formulate a reason for not wanting to go, it's not because i'm particularly afraid that i'm going to be humiliated or whatever, it's just that I don't want to go. I don't want to go because i'm weird so i might as well just stay in and be comfortable in my own presence. I don't want to go out because i'm tired and it might be my depression but it might be my anxiety. I'm crying as i'm typing this lol because i feel like i'm losing my mind. But I just don't know how to cope. I'm either an antisocial, lazy, weird loser or i'm socially anxious, and while i know it's very likely the latter (i've been diagnosed) i just feel like a fraud because the usual ""i don't wanna have a panic attack/be humiliated"" isn't my reaction. It simply boils down to, ""I do not want to get up and go out."" I just do not have the energy or state of mind to properly socialize. Anyways, I just needed to vent and see people's opinions. What's wrong with me? Am I socially anxious or just a piece of shit? Lol ",2.0961344537815165,3.5526325294117678,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352945,76.6470588235294,8.033613445378151,25.378151260504197,8.738905477910976,1.8213739495798316,1260,45,269,27,28,448,138,340,0.21,0.721,0.069,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,17,16,1,2,11,2,32,4,1,3,0,73,70,27,0,12,30,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,16,1,0,8,0,0,7,14,10,1,0,2,6,31,6,38,60,6,30,0,4,1,0,8,10,1,11,14,175,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.06620276244243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060136710331820574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113878182520249,0.30656284118106003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039262921718176,0.0,0.07717861964046087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677538450123864,0.0,0.05772746112810809,0.07643326676441388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451985196583412,0.0,0.06994080963902129,0.11686223580716593,0.06885690886309577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571587376091234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720923782361766,0.14539628464819473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03544397931700798,0.0,0.26988813586751004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077196522749756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185046647890318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325742078423046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589641941843972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452842114028945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215904868543623,0.1369995881040717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987073947061234,0.05030303872897349,0.0,0.06552099592183687,0.0,0.0636639257026548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795964748706071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406443494127716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721759842333427,0.04346050624245134,0.06975156519423834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054060275260786585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963753035083478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840855374748465,0.0,0.0,0.06709621270579731,0.0,0.048018015043487836,0.14461837485960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090140727780137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955847289652888,0.07797293477342172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605939977791647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471697523336226,0.16792711143909902,0.3201137431417983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099696002577425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539603897074618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417318407528188,0.0,0.08737440660847892 socialanxiety,MassxVelocity,2019/01/12,"Join me in my journey of slowly overcoming social anxiety? **tl;dr:** I'm using a self-help book, let's self-help *together??* Hi everyone. I recently came to the realization that my avoidance of social situations is no longer in the 'just an introvert' range of thinking/behavior, but is instead 'a diagnosable problem that should probably get some attention and help.' Following this realization, I decided that now that I know what's causing my inability to make friends and anxiety that keeps me from leaving the house some days I should seek help and work towards becoming a better version of my self. Even if I do so very slowly and cautiously, which is how I comfortably approach most things in life. So I found this community after being a rabid Reddit user for many years (this is a new, fresh throwaway for anonymity) and started reading ""The Shyness and Social Anxiety Workbook"" by Martin Antony (which I found the PDF for free on library genesis). In the book there are various points to record your own experiences/thoughts in response to prompts and other exercises. I started a journal to record my responses but I thought it'd be cool to post my thoughts here as well and possibly other people can relate and might even feel comfortable sharing their own responses. That way we can help each other, build community, and I'll be held more accountable to continue working my way through the book/through my anxiety.   ***   So if you by chance have the same book or downloaded it to join me on this, these questions come from page 66 in the chapter Making a Plan for Change. **How would I like my life to be different in five years?** I would like to be dating or in a steady relationship. I would like to have at least five good friends. I'd like to feel comfortable asking people to go with me to events, going into bars, and approaching strangers and striking up a conversation. **What would be better about my life if I felt more comfortable in social situations?** I like being a social person sometimes and if I felt more comfortable in social situations I would actually go out and be social when I want to, instead of staying home or with my close friends and feeling that longing to be social while doing nothing about it. If I felt more comfortable in social situations I would feel better and more enthusiastic about dating and being in unfamiliar social situations, such as bars. **What type of person would I like to be, and how is my social anxiety preventing me from being that type of person?** I would like to be the type of person that makes someone's day better by chatting and asking how they're doing or making people feel included, welcomed, and cared about by learning their name and getting to know them. I also want to be the type of person to throw a party or invite some friends over for dinner, just generally help other people come together and create my own community of friends. Social anxiety is holding me back from being this type of person because I worry people will think I'm weird for learning their name, remembering things about them, or I'll come on too strong when getting to know them. I fear other people thinking ""Why is this person talking to me, do they want something from me?"" Social anxiety is holding me back from hosting parties and inviting people to my house because I don't know how to progress a casual acquaintanceship to a friendship where I hang out outside of school/work. First I worry that asking them to hang out will make them feel uncomfortable and now they have to think of a nice way to say no. Then even if they say yes I worry they won't have a good time, even for reasons outside my control, and that will reflect badly on me and they won't want to be my friend anymore.   ***   Feel free to tell me if you relate to any of my answers to these questions, or write up your own responses and share them with me. Here are the questions again, as well as one I couldn't relate to as I realized I don't remember a time I wasn't anxious in social situations. **How would I like my life to be different in five years?** **What would be better about my life if I felt more comfortable in social situations?** **What type of person would I like to be, and how is my social anxiety preventing me from being that type of person?** **What sorts of things do I miss about my life before social anxiety became as big a problem as it is now** The next section is on goal setting, so if people seem into this I'll post again with my goals and other people can post theirs as well. If you also want to follow along with me using the book, I highly recommend the first few chapters as they helped me identify why I have these anxious thoughts and what some of my problem areas are that I most want to change.",4.566090029761902,6.718511244419645,5.333708928571427,78.10087440476191,71.60044642857143,8.260809523809526,29.357380952380947,8.954980946260402,2.6527840059523804,3809,156,661,78,75,1235,307,896,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9994,2,1,1,0,0,0,128.0,1,5,16,15,46,50,0,2,33,2,72,11,0,17,0,165,132,75,0,33,21,0,11,9,6,19,8,3,1,10,45,48,3,8,37,10,3,15,8,8,3,6,12,15,100,44,128,78,24,91,0,1,0,0,80,37,0,29,40,497,145,18,0.0,0.0,0.031600967765245576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179306992793144,0.0,0.14034711762162352,0.0,0.02202143273933235,0.0,0.22295496541317408,0.07316675395992113,0.0321150627492578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082071534422853,0.0,0.0,0.04980079001087544,0.027038307821176503,0.03948054141065265,0.035764288109991764,0.027555400575091902,0.0,0.0,0.14319989410638514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703732707810745,0.03301645021615548,0.03326608347575427,0.0685134740790224,0.08368481398164268,0.0,0.0,0.036320093924270776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176848875864129,0.0,0.0,0.03286788763972415,0.0,0.06766632353239281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555420700328732,0.0,0.0,0.03094317882850704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643968321250093,0.1146161118929899,0.0,0.12437036847738392,0.0,0.0,0.05508963201892247,0.0,0.07101219647053207,0.15011335035466342,0.0,0.05075607149366952,0.0,0.05521172035157887,0.054322357604248216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193868384351053,0.034214234549359984,0.032482615704516764,0.0,0.0,0.07473086885791244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028783344440435163,0.0,0.0,0.07118701909760282,0.0,0.0,0.034288737964929934,0.0,0.033113634498193684,0.13723768983625625,0.1423855214861208,0.0,0.0,0.028657782769101487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807894202767253,0.032831103780325964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034353061914094214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0312755360000768,0.03443950377217868,0.0,0.0,0.03107219577017696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021943441574494037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020515730833909,0.25447891838470843,0.0,0.0,0.03061223846526765,0.03650677170879877,0.09304139016010636,0.0,0.03491416443614589,0.09295797581094918,0.0,0.0,0.10882853182309717,0.0,0.032391590142386836,0.0,0.0,0.033294939394641385,0.03197413486006805,0.034767037144705075,0.07336686042201762,0.0,0.0,0.051504247388110866,0.0,0.032773149648823344,0.0,0.02948010938630902,0.10134705263371084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479757947765724,0.0,0.5611736371215593,0.02743786413725536,0.0249298822213417,0.03202744382048678,0.0,0.04584146309181225,0.03451578479202253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026028089614124738,0.028304018032323044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454113380977806,0.062248823728714875,0.0,0.10283338941369573,0.037765373550163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593673036366168,0.0,0.02671922358784973,0.11460138185736048,0.07711194206516878,0.0,0.0,0.08734815118456757,0.0,0.05844092888257279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072525095955864,0.0986589978184313,0.0,0.25304214224993643,0.0,0.0,0.06256043641252286 socialanxiety,GunoGuap,2019/01/12,"A word on social anxiety in a work environment Hi people with SA. I also have SA. I’ve been working retail and front desk customer service for about five years. Before every shift I have an anxiety attack. It really hasn’t gotten any better no matter how hard I push myself but *i can make it work* so I guess that’s all that matters. I don’t really think exposure therapy helps for everyone. Having social anxiety kinda makes me hide many aspects of my personality which doesn’t allow me to connect to anyone at all. But. I still make it work. I’m still looking for the answers, but for those who post about it being hard to work, I get it. 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After about a week of trying I managed to get someone to agree to meet me at a coffee shop. Annnd she stood me up. I texted her and she said that she was ""sick"" :( One on hand I'm kind of relived that I don't have to go through with it but on the other hand I'm pretty disappointed. It's pretty discouraging as now not only do I have to struggle with actually getting matches and dates, but apparently I'm also going to have to deal with people standing me up as well. Ugh.",2.7556800000000017,4.222686207999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.92,7.240000000000001,26.1,7.908726449838941,1.5511599999999994,476,17,96,7,10,165,78,125,0.133,0.722,0.146,0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,6,3,2,1,0,13,19,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,4,1,1,6,3,12,3,28,13,1,19,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,68,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.21274920237619552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434488711925533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476179112898234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388225437196393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417083238160579,0.0,0.24780358107754685,0.0,0.17436488174828782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270269514108063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628913618290126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773122541824707,0.16580868180657835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151142737609528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44359511929938006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738025153464856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472167540790926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279144837984909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480164905988529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487684795155156,0.0,0.19601983533755107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871603301603746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,raineka,2019/01/12,"I always cancel plans with friends for no reason other than to sit at home alone instead. And most of the time, I'm happier that way. But today, I feel so alone and I really regret cancelling. I'm so dumb sometimes. 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Everyone has bad days, sure. But for those with social anxiety, there are often spells of days or even weeks of general anxiety, panic attacks, depression, etc. Everybody has their ""off"" days, and this is totally accepted by the public. But, if every time you are asked how you are, and every day you answer honestly and truthfully, you may have a month in which you answer along the lines of ""I feel awful"" 9/10 times. At that point, many people are going to get sick of being around a Debbie Downer, and will avoid you entirely. When you feel badly but must *pretend* that you are well, *of course* you're going to feel socially anxious. During these times, especially in the work place, we must basically act fake and push the image that everything is okay. I think the best bet is to find one or more people in the workplace or at a social gathering who understand depression/anxiety issues, and decide to always be honest to them about how you're feeling, even if you still must BS others.",6.727785660941002,7.592562480582527,6.972524271844662,73.29678491411502,64.97087378640775,10.610306198655712,28.9529499626587,10.560738912317856,3.159865272591486,885,27,150,22,13,286,126,206,0.122,0.7559999999999999,0.123,0.6424,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,9,2,2,14,16,1,2,10,2,20,1,0,3,6,45,32,19,0,6,8,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,12,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,4,14,9,25,24,5,25,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,8,12,110,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322679386694624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34284315378438623,0.12657404024378496,0.0,0.07834142560328959,0.11479888341667492,0.0,0.09973993001257214,0.20948576152946344,0.12746241091315932,0.0,0.0,0.18709852095699725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175797468871554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902779423311964,0.0,0.09650044526628536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804752540113502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359558400122553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495493824550705,0.14800358160198027,0.0,0.18879815509403255,0.1070596398045894,0.1006949092887521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266044706944556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240312176149864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058536613859488475,0.0,0.12735056357312952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694132661212317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359163079491465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942977567204513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592164218351355,0.0,0.0,0.1314555589936656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534975508312435,0.0,0.11705862969716604,0.0,0.10591462635003868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568453208723982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947580558985796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055969840478242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358224545686596,0.0,0.0,0.19599540718363892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663826507014545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987224900334778,0.0,0.10073799738163293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156692556577116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scorpioprincess83,2019/01/12,"Sound familiar?? Husband and I were lying in bed trying to fall asleep last night: Me: *jerks violently* AAAAAAGH!! Husband: Woah, you ok? Bad dream? Me: No. Just remembered that time the waitress at Cheesecake Factory said “Happy Birthday,” and I said “YOU TOO!” ",1.9790909090909103,3.528971454545456,2.329090909090908,85.48863636363639,118.54545454545456,5.236363636363637,26.72727272727273,6.574015621080383,2.122436363636364,200,10,32,4,11,61,38,44,0.199,0.657,0.14400000000000002,-0.6169,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,6,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771056766665609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532920989119811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052624092678645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144660482826025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759549901680883,0.0,0.6313871655116435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935217148461348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253245228429483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ElDuderniko,2019/01/12,"Waiting for neighbors to leave so I can walk inside. Why am I like this. Im parked on my street waiting to go into my house. My neighbors are outside smoking and talking, they have been for 20 minutes. Im waiting for them to finally go inside so I can walk past their house without having to interact with them. Im actually annoyed that they are standing in their own driveway 😂. I would rather sit in my car for an hour than walk past them and risk them talking to me. Weird stuff guys but it feels right",2.6610784313725517,4.589147264705887,3.5221568627450983,89.99637254901963,76.35294117647058,5.7098039215686285,28.0,6.42735559955562,1.1539529411764713,399,17,81,3,9,127,64,102,0.059,0.923,0.018000000000000002,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,8,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,1,17,1,16,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1689714771616344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755090701630412,0.0,0.0,0.1896796676137466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681266332823136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144780706076918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051994476419516,0.3995885630560125,0.0,0.0,0.561101959925888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334307819251053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459337233898617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305865539217318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787095173442466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821773414985006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783462065127596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562428428354433,0.0,0.0,0.16691245044367942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300228754138975,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Puru1234,2019/01/12,Anxity due to hairfall and baldness I am going bald and i feel very insecure... I dont talk to people because i think people will comment on my hairfall.. Anyone has any idea about this. ,1.2716666666666685,3.9359139444444438,3.2791111111111135,84.37700000000002,90.11111111111113,5.102222222222223,23.86666666666667,6.742157984588678,1.2946733333333331,146,6,25,2,5,49,29,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734131894043434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403852974400256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275554324288776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40904151697204333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764718392467279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835255777596966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939940428936757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839243801683467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052403272937443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236339191481648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879728963355762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ForwardPromise6,2019/01/12,Sent snap to someone else!!! Fucking hate snapchat for this misclick. I’m so paranoid now. Will she judge me? What would she think of me? Is she in this sub? ,-0.6144086021505366,1.2333392258064535,-0.6330645161290303,108.80373655913981,108.35483870967741,2.066666666666667,21.295698924731184,3.1291,-0.8727462365591396,120,5,28,0,6,34,27,31,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409556166483582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532450455390529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840383413176048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154026500363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141440627351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482724587376173,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ekowy,2019/01/12,Does it ever end Is there there anyone on this sub who had social anxiety and it went away. I’m a junior in high school and I wanna know if this will be the rest of my life or will I grow out of this social anxiety or something.,0.3376000000000019,2.172737559999998,2.7059999999999995,93.473,83.4,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.3322000000000003,178,3,41,2,5,61,38,50,0.07200000000000001,0.928,0.0,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39999308379545706,0.0,0.0,0.18280095763965215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456261528167782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878293826673746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155321279971636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648231300020955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27621971651459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367746709553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465879421716488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645854926910147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329987392083012,0.0,0.2012649147531501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423522370798044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kibretw,2019/01/12,"Am I misunderstanding social anxiety? I don't believe all discomfort of talking to strangers is social anxiety. As children we are generally afraid of strangers, and as we grow we experience socializing and get better at it. The people we meet in life will shape our personality as in being introvert or extrovert. Still, the average person would be reserved with strangers. And if you spend your childhood alone in your room, you might be late but can still learn how to socialize with people. I realize there are cases of phobia (irrational fear) towards anything, caused by trauma, etc. That would be the extreme case, and should be dealt appropriately. But just because you are at a high school party where you don't know most people and you are not a social butterfly doesn't mean you have social anxiety. You are just developing social skills. And this is not just semantics, I think it cripples the motivation for someone to improve if they decide ""I have social anxiety"" as if it's a condition they can't get out of. I feel many of the posts here help perpetuate that false belief. And given that many people here are young, the effects are even more dangerous. So, am I missing something?",6.78927131782946,8.416533725581395,7.013953488372092,70.30527131782948,65.23255813953489,10.198449612403103,33.868217054263575,10.355215969177356,3.8425565891472884,961,42,156,24,15,310,128,215,0.112,0.8109999999999999,0.077,-0.7004,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,5,9,2,4,12,7,1,3,9,0,28,1,0,4,1,44,36,19,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,7,14,0,0,10,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,1,1,23,1,23,25,4,18,1,1,0,0,30,11,0,6,5,121,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961510648006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840799996401334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639688593106382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056592532891403514,0.0,0.0,0.1045954327154594,0.0,0.0821067232383441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953691036649174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353772102487628,0.0613179189144185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081233483116033,0.0,0.10446736022720077,0.046941142941575406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700693194880672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222663950869264,0.09808731718995144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510207506758639,0.0,0.10472410451562528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557347154230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882441581763977,0.0,0.1011266365022334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848531538978507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574457613108017,0.16212325863471858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889121196545868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395593288168458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7570844985905504,0.07866043236370175,0.07147040689819016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827938979789596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461881042949975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948615830224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189738766603296,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pet-ghost,2019/01/12,feeling like everyone secretly hates you anyone else constantly feel like youre on thin fucking ice with everyone around you ?? and as soon as you make a wrong move everyones gonna snap and get you ?? i told my mum i feel like everyone barely tolerates me and she said that was silly :/ anyone else feel like this ? or similar ? it makes me terrified to even send messages thinking i'll stuff up and the person im talking to will stop responding or turn on me,3.498750000000001,5.763828647727276,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,75.02272727272728,8.945454545454545,28.04545454545455,9.516144504307137,2.84704090909091,363,15,68,10,8,118,63,88,0.154,0.722,0.125,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,6,12,5,9,11,0,10,0,0,0,1,15,5,1,2,7,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648736606368868,0.2732722979007064,0.0,0.11871265231762773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410747320725242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279903385940367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807855450803333,0.0,0.0,0.5096989258272261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697096111836066,0.381070312971358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328291759673765,0.06967156171131024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165871206677798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404437810658416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260598620160602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802864069446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173338543365124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164389017556848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684946475240932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148927622364943,0.0,0.0,0.1526575504160561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107184279540085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854473688810324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274247314568065,0.0,0.0,0.14505002711658382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580082911699466,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iyagordejeva,2019/01/12,"Please help me with jaw tension When I talk with people I have severe jaw tension sometimes it is hard to say a word of course I talk with people but I have forehead tension and also tension in my mouth and jaw I can’t deal with it anymore Please help me with advice Is there any medication that can help me with muscle relaxation on my face ??????? I tried exercising and meditation NOTHING worked ",2.375906432748536,5.143240684210525,3.384912280701758,85.83494152046785,82.94736842105263,5.4830409356725145,24.23391812865497,6.937597516519254,1.107700584795322,316,12,58,4,9,101,48,76,0.138,0.645,0.21600000000000005,0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,4,1,0,6,8,6,0,0,11,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,11,1,10,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909915168845965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629363543053807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855490597953324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020622160429482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005414864075567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251723826150207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097018372402856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525360678365975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955006840143066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28250494812602256,0.0,0.0,0.4473059121220516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202774449049492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017604793801136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015109334546807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275281451484029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833079795885878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833019893354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DumbJustice,2019/01/12,"3rd month at new job for USA based company - feeling uncomfortable I started a new job in November 2018 , I had a choice of staying at my old job with a slightly higher pay , but ended up choosing the new job because of the career opportunities. I actually moved to where I live after university to work at the old job , they have an office here and everything. The new job is for a USA based Silicon valley startup that is doing very well , but I have to work from home when not traveling (1/6th of the time). I am the only one not in the USA from my team. Now to the problem - my manager is a VP and is very busy , so he lets us all do our own thing as we are senior enough to be able to self direct , but I feel so disconnected from everyone even of collective projects I cannot help but feel like its a closed circle , and I am outside the circle. I realized today that one of my counterparts for the solutions I manage and work with in my team , can literally do it all himself without the need for me to be around. is this normal ? I am not feeling to happy and think I made a mistake leaving the old company , but the reasons I did it were to further my career. ​",9.924406619385344,5.909912778723407,10.25971631205674,68.01222222222225,61.638297872340424,13.508274231678488,41.43026004728132,11.20814326018867,4.413373522458629,913,36,183,18,9,312,129,235,0.071,0.866,0.064,-0.3829,6,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,1,6,9,6,0,0,21,0,22,0,0,2,2,34,30,14,0,4,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,8,3,1,2,5,2,1,2,4,4,26,4,34,23,4,31,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,18,137,33,19,0.09714418457381883,0.0,0.094798710926953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525568339932108,0.11804081721805765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647892003384079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921819325647752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604091361081129,0.10037591094215167,0.0,0.06416281772238237,0.0,0.0,0.0928254313828561,0.08730692920176715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647607430671468,0.06939982486986206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341179086760227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511369920830436,0.0,0.09744353778020627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784036815756017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286166495072753,0.0,0.0993365104466017,0.0,0.047459741640469434,0.0,0.08578009474264768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192017629186564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753956131724048,0.1032488944164734,0.0,0.07203118195199344,0.0,0.3752898352204944,0.0,0.0,0.09518067521899036,0.0,0.0,0.3058094408983898,0.0,0.13165482715695412,0.07388252985299883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295386502844738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988040108297933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134257086991444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875915383972298,0.10354277531064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645382796753028,0.062246070964650166,0.0,0.0,0.05664555523783206,0.0,0.092081328204621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685249299433678,0.0,0.0,0.1603082520708686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734428847942237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364352733085074,0.0,0.21216637005418312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804081721805765,0.0 socialanxiety,greenskyrays,2019/01/12,"This girl [17F?] in my class just seems to dislike me [16M] for no reason? It's this girl who sits at my table in one of my classes. We have assigned seats. I sit across from her. She seemed like a nice girl. Or so I thought. She's pretty rude towards me. Whenever I try to talk to her, she seems annoyed. She avoids eye contact with me. She rolls her eyes at me on the rare occasion when we do make eye contact. Whenever I try to have a conversation with her, she's very short with me and gives brief responses as if she wants the conversation to hurry up and end. She never takes the initiative to talk to me, I always make the first move. She is not like this with anyone else at our table. She is very friendly with the rest of our group and will speak to them with no problem. However, she's very cold towards me. I've done nothing to this girl for her to act this way towards me. I don't know why she singles me out and speaks to everyone else? What do you guys think?",1.4433637311099543,3.3346884900990084,2.751365294424179,94.27266023970819,79.94059405940594,6.034809796769153,22.017717561229812,7.0608816371341465,0.4571544554455449,753,23,172,9,19,243,111,202,0.086,0.8420000000000001,0.071,-0.2967,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,1,1,3,8,2,1,7,0,9,3,3,3,1,30,20,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,5,8,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,2,6,41,4,35,17,2,23,0,0,3,0,40,13,0,5,6,117,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908346889709246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847292452906666,0.15895256591239787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875539408102926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591882044891597,0.0,0.13740220237794995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823667222293502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195644458073166,0.0,0.0,0.11985572887289815,0.0,0.0,0.1488181538527404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360651865449598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525729430534004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158074808888616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710558268561305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488232040494366,0.0,0.0,0.11964849052420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885474195001525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512244957601666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782650360035674,0.0,0.1484417730874318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950303765103094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236830355808735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664105775766545,0.24938080279997826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940325922855403,0.0,0.12315864123539805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106508766219843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38400406218715205,0.09150173598752506,0.12313772225040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998382110613586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway-account-17,2019/01/12,"Friends making fun of SA I don’t think they understand but I have recently stopped hanging out with them and they have noticed and they say i don’t come out because certain people are there and make fun as I didn’t go out due to “girls being there” it’s really annoying as sometimes I just wanna stay home to avoid any bad things happening and I am constantly pressured for it. I can’t get new friends atm I’m stuck with them for another 5 months till I finish school which I really can’t wait for. What can I do?",3.4129245283018865,4.709013641509434,4.3831603773584895,87.23719339622644,72.9622641509434,8.318867924528304,27.400943396226417,8.841846274778883,1.9522867924528309,410,15,87,8,8,133,70,106,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.139,-0.5089,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,5,0,3,9,1,2,0,0,12,0,0,2,1,21,23,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,10,0,3,2,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,2,1,15,5,15,20,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038981980772286,0.21647579942766892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237312430361865,0.12584708179893178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783426559316914,0.0,0.2230939273502925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189981090464947,0.0,0.10785909974599586,0.0,0.11732756845241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255881441614047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070813747506818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756075569810412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478259431997558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993860669927442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350392360437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431231123929344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645081713816857,0.0,0.20383973579953715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417351440614045,0.0,0.20893357068053048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417958813502815,0.0,0.0,0.220043121845536,0.0,0.17259743673670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715302198234086,0.13228175250844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149167407701273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ilovemyindia_goa,2019/01/12,"Anyone find it easier to talk to much older people? I'm 19 and I find it impossible to have a conservation with someone younger or slightly older than me. However if I talk to my parents friends or someone above say 30, I am much more comfortable as they generally lead the conversation and I actually feel like talking to them. Do you feel this way?",3.8369154228855713,6.122100477611941,5.8485820895522425,73.02023631840798,74.07462686567162,9.242786069651741,32.062189054726375,9.725611199111238,3.5723651741293536,280,14,50,8,6,97,50,67,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9072,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,6,6,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,8,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2130769920704396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267460114597492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208074905118783,0.15598847061201054,0.0,0.0,0.3991338082155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869578911211536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667422472636416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210230741645338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424505713603173,0.0,0.0,0.15137560819703147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363977891177054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700125643388393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526501633005395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331516332047872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hunter3200,2019/01/12,"Bad at life. Hi, I am hunter. I have social anxiety, meaning I am also bad at conversations. In conversations, I just do not know what do to, what to say",0.06951612903225879,2.3835055483870997,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,90.29032258064517,6.970967741935485,20.65322580645161,8.07648339933343,1.329832258064517,116,4,25,3,4,42,21,31,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887099359204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761815812516657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028781942689586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984087808526789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500119799572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393259848088278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709995340580186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368017449709126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,honeylemonsugar,2019/01/12,"What should I do about texting someone back?? It's not necessary to text back... I'm not sure is it rude or not to leave it like that. and I... I don't want them to know me, because I'm absolutely freak, and weird. I don't want to leave Nad impression in their mind. Now everything seems already good, so I think I should leave it be like that. but is it cruel or rude to just don't answer... How to know if the conversation already ends or not? ​ maybe I should pretend ""Oh I think the conversation already ends so I didn't answer"" ??? What should I do I'm too shy, but act like I'm all cool ;w;",0.6487728937728932,2.6593283095238114,2.424920634920636,94.94016483516485,83.36507936507937,5.781684981684983,20.8034188034188,7.010146845296331,0.27928400488400484,461,14,109,6,13,152,65,126,0.175,0.698,0.127,-0.8031,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,9,12,3,0,2,1,13,0,0,1,2,30,24,11,0,7,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,1,13,7,8,18,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,8,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024269887488604,0.0,0.0,0.16443653994164786,0.1844102183212568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339473541100306,0.0,0.09251409982060688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688362218675462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639595399711787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729268227649276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681136467267627,0.0,0.0,0.4820893959606498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224330919673743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524676232993626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323866522862387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816050565869464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858938661734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303604303490122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448885236073368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902901533953522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844102183212568,0.0 socialanxiety,lazyyard,2019/01/12,"I'm trying you guys Signed up to be a part of a club at school and went to the first meeting today. It was going okay for the first part, mostly everyone was meeting each other for the first time and I had brief conversations with like 2 people. Then, it just felt like I fell behind. Everyone was talkative with one another and making conversation despite not knowing each other. I ended up pretending to be on my computer to seem like less of a loser and man did that really hit me. By the end of the meeting, everyone had already seemed to get along with each other and continue their conversations once the meeting ended and I just left.... I'm really went into joining this club to try to make some friends but to be honest the meeting today really just left me discouraged. I dont even know if I'll be able to hold any conversations like the ones I heard everyone having. I'm trying to be optimistic going forward and will continue going but for now I just still feel super alone about it all and have had the urge to cry for hours now just feeling like a total social failure. Sigh. 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I’m fine w finger food or drinks but when it comes to utensils i will start to panick my heart will beat really fast and i can’t breathe properly, this went on for abt a year such that one day i just decided to reject all sorts of social outing bc i just want to avoid eating in public. idk what happened but i didn’t really experience any panic attacks or anxiety?? but recently... i think it’s coming back agn, i think it’s not that bad bc i can’t still eat w my fam outside but when i’m gg attend an overseas camp soon but i can really feel the anxiety building up and i knew i’m anxious and concerned over eating in public agn.... i’m totally fine w talking w ppl but i’m anxious over eating??? i really need help and i hope someone can offer me some tips on how to overcome!!!",0.11927884615384696,2.4088846778846182,2.7905769230769235,89.30442307692309,89.24038461538461,5.5076923076923086,20.98076923076923,7.010146845296331,0.7314461538461541,775,27,161,12,26,269,120,208,0.158,0.73,0.112,-0.8934,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,4,3,0,10,11,3,1,2,39,33,17,0,4,14,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,8,1,8,1,0,5,5,7,0,1,5,4,19,4,22,26,3,27,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,7,12,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326500022505064,0.0,0.16483734817728912,0.2434247720751329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256663477330315,0.0,0.08284326761441023,0.08995607379647473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561214091662406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948159037890689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554145407791443,0.0,0.6614524014355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538766878568913,0.0,0.24246863774637376,0.10895034543371246,0.0,0.10344462122814432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302762672438966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628824780875916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527166284280496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766911774016956,0.07221398377633569,0.0,0.0,0.10700736328657527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059209555435636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263496091490443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988577930783784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730055247051302,0.0,0.0,0.12640640776106327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469141905046778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760768731286724,0.0,0.10637750165703837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982452236331984,0.09128539209896427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251390967580167,0.0,0.08603907855038839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659509188203267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806731343589848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270924007981567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987347707616126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937923373859638 socialanxiety,-depression-is-cool-,2019/01/12,Did anyone not go to any dances during their High School years? I was just wondering if its common for people with SA to not go to any dances for all of HS. I haven’t gone to any. Still got one left thats in the spring. Doubt I’ll go to that one though.,0.6550000000000011,2.1369530714285716,1.842285714285716,101.8027142857143,80.78571428571428,5.194285714285715,12.985714285714286,5.6839178017228535,-1.4032528571428573,196,1,51,1,5,62,41,56,0.048,0.952,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,6,3,1,0,2,4,0,3,0,10,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943658857303019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694385740162569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131549380004835,0.0,0.1938086382634684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560286088526237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328573332526384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284100254618513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679969490748843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524482347257576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935202581693224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808209811189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279003944824475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560487100849167 socialanxiety,sassychris,2019/01/12,"Do you work?If yes,what kind of job do you have? Seeing that working is fucking hard with SAD, I was wondering if you guys work. My only proper job was as a hotel receptionist and to be frank I liked it. I did freak out before each shift(overthinking,tachycardia,sometimes throwing up etc etc) but as soon as the shift started and I had to deal with people,I kind of forgot about my anxiety,mainly cause I had no time to think about it. I quit a few months ago and I feel like a loser again not working and staying at my parents house. Even my dad gave me shit yesterday about how I’m still a kid(I’m a 23 yo woman) and that I need to get my shit together. The above scolding happened after I went to a relative’s pastry shop yesterday to see if I like working as pastry cook so I can do that job as I have no fucking clue what I wanna do in my life. I fucking hated it. Way too many people working together,doing the same shit every day and too much fuss. And now I’m back at square one. I have no clue what I wanna do. I have a diploma in business,my English is good (I have a lot of English language certificates-English isn’t my first language) and well that’s about it. My dad keeps saying about how all my classmates went to university and they’re done by now and doing something in their lives and that I’ve still no idea what to do with mine. He also said he’s sad he has a kid who stays inside all day. Hell,I live in such a tiny fucking place that there’s nothing to do anyway. I’m thinking of perhaps doing a paramedical course like med lab assistant or pharmacy assistant or med imaging assistant but I don’t know if I could actually “handle” a job in that field. Ahhh,anyway,do you guys work ?",3.124424338624337,4.478576951428573,4.468412698412699,86.11473544973545,73.77142857142857,7.242328042328044,26.677248677248677,7.793537801064563,1.4876645502645496,1343,48,276,18,27,445,180,350,0.138,0.809,0.053,-0.985,5,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,1,9,23,20,8,0,15,0,28,9,3,3,2,43,53,27,0,7,8,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,4,15,16,1,2,6,3,1,3,7,12,1,2,11,7,36,8,39,40,9,33,0,3,3,4,20,10,7,7,21,185,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0824247391210133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487229350900043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754587879712316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494764899544009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187269455319859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676785699843229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743767953718217,0.0,0.0,0.10894466318200208,0.08707873774031555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864360593549595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839950941333666,0.0557877154691652,0.0,0.07116461401464008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270756693287322,0.06034114181521023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184508685246935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234265219318746,0.04412898557149297,0.0,0.0,0.070844446714902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726539895648534,0.0746912898984937,0.0,0.0756632079228371,0.08339077325739094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746018564460604,0.0,0.09534964348906433,0.0,0.0,0.3352701887633496,0.07507553800748921,0.0,0.17591264300381154,0.04641923881501818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059659463946146074,0.16505949438408124,0.0,0.14916662603960146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180832391329632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563330035494725,0.0,0.0,0.18764106067689354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741840738800839,0.0,0.062090803147554524,0.06262903074226571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104554421559773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057235033453122225,0.06423872423145448,0.0,0.0,0.0937873437199096,0.0,0.0,0.05855674464749496,0.0,0.08824696613515591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983792540309261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034466376690907,0.06716921117931747,0.0,0.0,0.13461384150111125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601034334718545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502456043993589,0.08353711573731662,0.0,0.0597840968722437,0.18005490073429636,0.13490621590618448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082423191286379,0.0,0.0,0.04925167301526855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704363987681854,0.0,0.0,0.07594333426299801,0.15659806088982292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159767079470454,0.4304358948794322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saubesas1,2019/01/12,"Do I have a certain kind of social anxiety? I'm 23 almost 24 and Idk whats wrong with me but my whole life i've been shy. I've had very few friends, I think its due to me being very selective with choosing friends. But i'm also a virgin and I've never had a girlfriend. I've tried all kinds of dating apps but I get ghosted all the time. I'm too scared to approach and even look at a woman in the eyes. I just feel awkward if I looked a woman in the eyes and she started looking at me. Also in class I'm in a class with 50 people, and the professor was taking attendance and when she got close to my name my heart started pounding. Also whenever i'm walking down the street or any where in public i'll take my phone out and look down at it and pretend like i'm texting so I don't look up. I don't know how to fix this fear. Is there any therapy or programs I can participate in to seek out help? People looking at me makes me feel awkward especially if its a lot of people at once, which is why if i'm in a room with alot of people I become anxious. I remember I took some hydrocodone as a pain killer a few weeks ago and I didn't have anxiety I felt like I could walk in public places with my head up. I think theres just something wrong with my brain.",1.014485294117648,2.707768360294118,3.056141176470589,92.53003529411768,80.47058823529412,5.822588235294117,22.277058823529405,6.742157984588678,0.4407904117647057,982,31,224,10,25,332,140,272,0.15,0.773,0.076,-0.9522,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,4,16,0,15,8,5,2,4,48,42,24,1,4,10,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,2,6,18,0,0,8,1,0,5,4,7,0,0,8,11,28,7,35,32,8,38,0,0,8,1,13,24,0,9,11,138,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160658978981903,0.0,0.10348224578843873,0.0,0.0,0.2479280647473585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055242550464372,0.0,0.15811293952709074,0.1167472259536574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413329686147013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536402819040616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251030596514705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682565222298235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628866115940865,0.10450580265637667,0.0,0.09922468009529574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968379338076918,0.0,0.053992013462264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265216607161886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106058870673688,0.0,0.0,0.12246095751927208,0.06926807168456511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152299144483384,0.05679414866557873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299362400509511,0.10097551900917674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206883235434274,0.0,0.0,0.08785780912974211,0.0,0.0,0.06898169446002042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970384485938597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100560279878626,0.0,0.0,0.1099633447148745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657776782037114,0.0,0.10797056224766906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170665222608021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034635306380439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534431823270306,0.0,0.07955784383402716,0.0,0.0,0.14629222590789434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554008868982905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818076665262132,0.0,0.0,0.1324349670833022,0.0,0.0,0.06025964472197772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148169425357572,0.07016254328079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053621021513188,0.0,0.0,0.08289484748332822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325022581885638,0.11537783140485305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597685871066764,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friedchicken_legs,2019/01/12,"Applying for my first job Hi guys. I'm terrified, absolutely mortified at the thought of applying a job. My qualifications only qualify me for a job in fnb or retail (or something similar). And this has me panicking. I'm hoping someone who has been through the same thing could help me out.",4.118333333333332,6.6123289814814825,6.103481481481483,70.53966666666669,74.0,10.986666666666668,34.874074074074066,10.793553405168565,4.8559451851851865,231,13,40,9,5,80,41,54,0.118,0.7879999999999999,0.094,-0.34,3,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,1,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,28,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021438741898324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153550403503397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506883095253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970142340632713,0.0,0.0,0.2514651721878904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7537271669424762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255503270984964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451885307116053,0.194910570100093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820174645672273,0.0,0.0,0.20099688375974195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lauraann47,2019/01/12,"I'm sick of myself. Feeling a little shitty at the moment but I have no one else to blame but myself. In the last few years, especially the last year, I have completely ghosted my friends. I love my friends but the older I have gotten, the worse my social anxiety has become. Tonight, I got on social media to see all of my friends - who were bridesmaids in my wedding - celebrating the engagement of one of my bridesmaids and her choosing them as her bridesmaids - everyone except for me. Initially, I was hurt. Well, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. But I also understand. Why would she want me to be in her wedding? I can't bring myself to get out of the house. My social anxiety cripples me. I have distanced myself so far from my friends and chosen to do so. I feel sometimes like my friends think my husband is controlling or something but that's not it at all. He encourages me to get out of the house but I just can't. Even the thought of it it exhausting and draining. I'm just so sick of feeling this way. 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He gets flustered calling people on the phone and has to mentally prep himself to go get our food at the front door if it’s being delivered for example. He used to be social but he left school, lost friends because they were a bad influence etc and now he doesn’t want to find new friends (/struggles to as they don’t have the same interests as him), it’s just me for him and people at work. No one else would be able to tell he gets like that because even though I wouldn’t call him outgoing, he isn’t introverted either. The thing is, he’s absolutely hilarious with an amazing sense of humour and would do well in social situations if only he could get over that initial hill. He’s also a decent human and caring too so he would make a great friend. How can I help him? At the moment, I try and calm him if he’s getting stressed out. I’m just like ‘HEY it’s okay! Take your time’. But I want to help him get over this. 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Wedding receptions are the worst. I prefer to only attend the ceremony. Dancing anywhere is horrific. 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I've been having a lot of extra social anxiety since turning 30 and going off medication. I find myself preoccupied with what to say and panicing inside. Although I feel like I used to be fine? But somehow now I feel so not like myself and out of place, all the time, that I'm just never sure what to say or do? Cheers. **Tl;Dr** Help talking to people and making new friends. 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I have class tommorow and it's all friends and people I know but I'm still super anxious cause it's still a new class. This happened last semester and I started getting to class super early. Like first one there by 20 minutes. It gave me time to relax before people came in. Does anyone else do something like that?,1.4243661971830974,4.131081084507045,2.302943661971831,91.19751408450705,90.26760563380282,3.403380281690141,21.18450704225352,4.935628992294339,0.016486197183098742,291,10,52,1,10,91,53,71,0.047,0.648,0.305,0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,4,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,7,4,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,29,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592445475368298,0.0,0.1421218461750869,0.2082605610553418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295652443780796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324715747985243,0.0,0.20880067280986214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787135242434132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697949340295263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728900884707758,0.0,0.0,0.15703566153517368,0.0,0.10619326322546968,0.0,0.11551549558277978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973927354370092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170459466427282,0.16568138029011806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860196317672413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630663657970732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377320347271319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818252773068523,0.0,0.212360043682796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647697705925218,0.0,0.0,0.14386617443461813,0.0,0.32464220763171314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852064598973805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jonesofelia,2019/01/13,"How can I stop being so shy? I literally feel like I can't talk to people at all. I know my vocal chords are capable because I've screamed before, and I yell across the house to my siblings all the time, and I speak normally to my mom when we're at home, but when I try to talk to my teacher on the phone my mind literally goes blank and I mumble. It's not that there's nothing in my head, because I can write my essays and get a good grade and stuff, but when they ask me questions it's like I can't remember anything and I end up making a fool of myself. And when I try talking to someone in public, unless it's just a ""sorry"" or ""thanks"", my face gets hot and my throat gets sore like I'm about to cry. I feel like, in my soul, I'm really outgoing and like I can go talk to everyone, but in reality I'm too scared to even ask the lady at self checkout if I can buy a bag. I also have this reoccurring nightmare where I'm trying to call out for help and I'm screaming as hard as I can but I'm not making any sound. I've been afraid of talking to people for as long as I can remember. Earliest memory of this was when I was in kindergarten and my music class was singing the ""who stole the cookie from the cookie jar"" song, when it was my turn to say ""who me?"" or whatever, I was too afraid to do it, so I just stood there awkwardly until another kid was like ""she doesn't talk"" and they moved on with the song. Another thing is that when I do talk; I'm really quiet. When people introduce themselves to me and I have to say my name back, most of the time they'll ask me to repeat myself and then after I do that, they'll be like ""Olivia?"", and I'm too scared to correct them so I just nod. As I've said, I've always been shy, but it's only just now starting to really affect me. When I was little and people would talk to me and I wouldn't answer them, I feel like they probably didn't think much of it because people don't except much from kids, but now that I'm almost an adult, when I mumble or speak so quietly that they have to ask me to repeat myself, it's incredibly embarrassing. Besides the whole speaking thing, when I go places, I'm always very nervous and uncomfortable and I feel like I can't act like a normal person. I don't know where to look, if I should just stare straight ahead, at the floor, or look around.. what ever I do, I just feel really weird and like everyone is watching me like ""what the heck is she doing?"".. I come back from going somewhere feeling like I'm about to have a breakdown. Sometimes I wish that I could just trip and hit my head and forgot everything so that I would lose my personality and start over and I know that that's not how it works, but still. I know this probably seems so trivial and like not a big deal at all, which is probably true considering people have waaaaay bigger problems than this, but **it's really starting to take a toll on me and I need to change, but I don't know how. How can I stop being so nervous all the time?** ",2.9777777777777783,3.838282184713375,4.527507430997879,87.45896461429585,73.49044585987261,7.684133050247701,23.6689313517339,8.021203637495839,1.037763793347488,2324,61,518,33,45,781,247,628,0.1,0.79,0.109,0.7702,0,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,8,3,47,31,0,8,22,0,49,5,4,7,7,107,100,72,0,12,28,1,8,14,0,6,1,14,1,6,31,30,0,3,17,3,1,7,13,14,0,0,13,26,82,17,67,76,8,66,1,1,4,0,45,26,1,10,47,347,113,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595239274677264,0.0,0.0,0.04753682473354381,0.09892325658105396,0.0,0.0,0.04042351573165282,0.1246630688132719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891681134037428,0.05291718334801741,0.22228602827887214,0.0,0.0,0.09141653235203606,0.0,0.10870834148478348,0.0,0.050581911804935265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069830551240669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288318135442802,0.05120518170532583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746067724168036,0.0,0.06529572765183181,0.0,0.06128348268904173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052649163509356264,0.0,0.0,0.03926177140292779,0.05376991238289591,0.0,0.11360133475124864,0.05342384916826416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033806001830144,0.2123317020796337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931700892847288,0.0,0.10134907535863308,0.0498582608858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324956485663165,0.0,0.12201205099850833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398436238348624,0.0,0.05962652577965623,0.0,0.0,0.06858964375016173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334255021255387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065742482303991,0.059577852044322525,0.0,0.052605493307979236,0.09983488397051417,0.06650190253152588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935779410960289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060020837114370076,0.0696193319353945,0.0,0.06317887265681152,0.08739540233551543,0.04407649009303605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648372203955505,0.05703749657892721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520934554821671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472632015613131,0.10380727905162668,0.06210564785208704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226995246606912,0.056879257010753324,0.0,0.0,0.06659015514986914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040465757493105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346754532984724,0.0,0.056544237306240114,0.09454347404116087,0.1190263246865456,0.0,0.0,0.0541149924100914,0.062012377138661826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036615672214075,0.0,0.05879099214147344,0.06654196252718253,0.12622292516490707,0.0,0.04747153531201853,0.09939460295233528,0.0,0.0,0.06804841292915932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469400064560465,0.3822264981341409,0.0,0.05472744931012378,0.0,0.0,0.0789830395015849,0.03808889783361237,0.0,0.0,0.1039856845297428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107439605829655,0.06465729414440352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049046988351119376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636637633441578,0.06835691775217193,0.0,0.0,0.043275466052101065,0.0,0.0,0.0844536992590177,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ratedxsemistar,2019/01/13,"Does anyone else’s definition of how often you see/talk to someone differ to those around you For example If I spoke to someone once a week, to me I speak to that person a lot. But to others I know talking to someone once a week means they don’t talk much. 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I don't feel confident at all in my community .. I feel that i'm not with the people i like .. I'm just there because i don't wanna be alone .. So i'm taking baby steps away from anything harms my soul .. ""my english is shit"" .. I want to start with losing wight and stop using facebook because everyone i know is using it and even if i knew someone new from fb .. It happens to be bad so i hope this app is a fresh start for me ",-0.18836236933798034,1.8651514471544743,2.4185423925667853,93.37115853658541,87.3739837398374,4.815098722415796,20.167828106852497,6.18269132825596,0.06754866434378659,440,14,99,4,14,152,76,123,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.8536,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,1,2,1,22,27,7,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,1,2,18,2,14,24,1,15,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,2,8,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884423338366329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497269688333107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709452994080041,0.0,0.15191823711888894,0.3327398089004002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734083399929301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017435033290455,0.0,0.0,0.17385826101142346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399585167791332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476411902686224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089522870029138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071453436281595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998674692553176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888901675622849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035522760960374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933809837151529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757256528590432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613921696635833,0.0,0.1900960047378847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867660940164905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541631960700877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863493033246174,0.0,0.0,0.15211593121729555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680158330715128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31428776990202745,0.0,0.0,0.2146342394194164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,weirfthrowaway,2019/01/13,"the struggle I'm staying with my fiance at his parent's house in their country. I've been here like eight months now, and I thought my social anxiety would be long gone at this point? I still don't feel comfortable going in the kitchen or even leaving my room unless my fiance is with me. And I don't understand why because they're nice people. They keep telling me it's fine to come out of my room, that I don't have to stay in my room all day while he's at work, and to EAT something. Sometimes I go an entire day without eating because I'm too nervous to make myself something unless they offer or my fiance is there with me. I'm just so nervous all the time and I'm tired of it because there's no reason to feel this way.",4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,5.385098039215689,86.73294117647059,69.0,7.584313725490197,29.41830065359477,6.42735559955562,1.3286418300653589,576,19,123,3,9,186,91,153,0.108,0.8440000000000001,0.048,-0.7847,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,3,4,0,9,4,0,2,2,25,23,10,0,1,6,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,9,3,1,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,3,2,20,4,20,18,2,26,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,9,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021384450965868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873784549999895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353646445662134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026882668146324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159271757268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379136552198713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891228571761787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861579767435695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132174201811596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967577882629065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663915807328532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767720553280299,0.0,0.0,0.13906647074985934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489406770416597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542991777440005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448853016305538,0.0,0.0,0.10894306096554628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855077936133498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156901434941012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018733861857484,0.0,0.24195247515586865,0.15541828951459155,0.0,0.0,0.3349867234923378,0.1254944771313149,0.0,0.0,0.16427981850862514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734977082872746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475386403957467,0.0916312552594587,0.18061258098209995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359124114039564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473267409964928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179697348752238,0.0,0.0,0.1514800926608003,0.0,0.11440186101264455,0.0,0.0,0.11162976677133604,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mickc8,2019/01/13,"I was going to get a pet hamster a while ago on petco but the only people working there are the cashiers, how do i get assistance there? or do i just go to them and tell them that i want a hamster?i didnt want to talk to them because there was such a long line, and its my first time going there so i didnt know how to get assistance.",4.470342465753422,3.5199102465753427,5.428869863013703,88.64549657534248,69.82191780821917,8.395890410958902,27.839041095890412,7.1686216300943375,1.1729753424657527,260,7,62,2,4,86,45,73,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,16,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,9,0,6,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528569275547865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867914174989201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536839962792186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43370684758838013,0.0,0.4717800349580066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207194298856394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487861762921914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210449543300638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918350701336519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240808563558453,0.241855724322844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135115098970798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264200885525403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014473325448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Niltyek,2019/01/13,"I've been overcoming my social anxiety, but there's this guy in my school who I want to befriend but I don't know how to approach him don't know if this is the best place to post this, but here it goes. \^When I say I want to approach him I mean I like him a lot, but I'd be happy with just talking to him. During lunch, I sit with one of my close friends, who's kind of close friends with him, and also 3 other guys, he used to talk to me when we all began sitting together, he was nice to me and joked around and stuff, but now he doesn't really talk to me or acknowledge my existence at all. When we all began sitting together during lunch, he we would talk to me more and run errands with me during PE (which is the only class I share with him). I have this problem where I never really approach people, and just wait until they start talking to me first, because I just assume people find me awkward/annoying. He's super nice but I still find him kinda intimidating because I'm afraid if I start talking to him he'll think I'm weird and it'll just make things more awkward than they already are. What do you guys think I should do? 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I always think ""what if someone is outside and they hear my voice through my window"" or some other bs like that. For the past 3 or so years I haven't been able to speak more than maybe one or two sentences out loud without feeling super anxious, even if I'm alone in my own house. I think getting comfortable with speaking even though I'm not talking to anyone else will be a good starting place for me to start overcoming my social anxiety. I will also be in therapy, but that's not gonna be until next month and right now I have the energy to do something and I don't want it to go to waste. Also, any tips for when I eventually start actually talking to people somewhat.",4.678679245283019,5.007220295597488,5.602194968553462,83.21725471698116,69.31446540880502,8.372578616352202,29.736477987421388,8.238735603445708,1.9603353459119504,613,22,126,8,10,202,102,159,0.103,0.816,0.081,-0.3322,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,24,27,18,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,1,7,14,4,21,19,5,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,8,13,88,20,0,0.13871412726369467,0.0,0.13536497845594736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309980055597279,0.0,0.2218592749134856,0.11542126604044428,0.0,0.0,0.0943303632494197,0.0,0.10611592767946383,0.15670748040142113,0.0,0.09699214304688124,0.14212901585881824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249761926473806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587785392077506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748581184407356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013803063770307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247240628081132,0.0,0.07883443519227493,0.11634682870159538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634090286187569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600574787470743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776871585983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179297905354602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393569852823049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072029297191238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475240480224026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939962825837097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324183303038607,0.09616691010718388,0.0,0.14492673919355736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846110676208055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140158406337894,0.1175320298861714,0.10678891212669164,0.0,0.0,0.2945477197048137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298632219360973,0.0,0.0,0.15863169358209836,0.0,0.0,0.1777648234392097,0.13628592574648754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550354638561407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181718621923796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371546865702685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932735003651147 socialanxiety,INeedHelpTempAccount,2019/01/13,"I Desperately Want to Reconnect but I'm Afraid I Blew It I have a friend that I kind of fell apart from at the end of high school. I didn't get along with his boyfriend, I was wrapped in my own drama, and I could be overbearing at times. We still follow each other on social media but we don't ever really talk that much. ​ After over a year of dealing with sucky people at college, I realized a few days ago that I really miss my friend. We were best friends at some point (or I think we were), and I know they're going through a lot of rough stuff like depression and things like that, but I don't know if it's too late. ​ I'm afraid that every attempt to rekindle a friendship will be met with rejection or me coming off as fake. I know me and this friend have really grown apart and are at different places, but I still want to be there for him and it pains me that I'm not at a place where I can be yet. I'm currently testing the waters with the occasional snap but I""m afraid to genuinely reach out right now. ​ Babysteps for now, even if it doesn't work out I guess?",3.285952628839148,4.5303776681415915,3.953112961998958,90.3989927121291,73.20353982300884,7.6185320145757425,23.913586673607497,8.124751697461798,1.0601216033315983,867,24,192,13,17,275,132,226,0.107,0.738,0.155,0.8837,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,0,3,10,16,0,3,9,0,17,2,0,0,1,41,34,16,0,5,10,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,14,19,1,0,5,1,0,5,5,8,0,0,5,1,27,8,31,23,7,39,0,3,0,0,14,20,0,7,16,131,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469163122749412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34722614669665625,0.3894028026976341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210354078337617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920180572863208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528901122556293,0.0,0.0,0.06889162456999924,0.1101292258513548,0.0920059949772248,0.0,0.0,0.11160669431357592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461295873844974,0.0,0.0,0.07055520183304566,0.09662699580685497,0.09000249719759414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301229509910137,0.0,0.05581030622064361,0.0,0.060709643774823636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176769403793277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286375311037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123911355519213,0.17612042737294925,0.0,0.12050034413590435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104376078521858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081660262277014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785267708349336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136665878532676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405721676439078,0.0,0.22321338862715184,0.0,0.10098171623028626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052995353767876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122576416202938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810999337944853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108892006097923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061704735075994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228611540123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585981591683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096807013916571,0.06844749429844565,0.0,0.0,0.062289012930241076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260132635672153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776799498907525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894028026976341,0.06879013703642288 socialanxiety,Catsnotkidsthanks,2019/01/13,"Isolated, socially anxious, & approaching 40.. anyone in the same boat? Has anyone gotten out of this boat? Long story short: I’ve had social anxiety for most of my life, along with depression. I still managed to have long-term relationships and I worked FT up until I became disabled(mostly for physical medical problems). My last relationship ended a few years ago, I was isolated during the relationship, I had moved away to be with this person, & now I’m stuck in a place where I don’t know anyone. I experienced some trauma and loss, and have become more isolated than I have ever been. I only talk to two people, and that’s only via text and sometimes by phone. I’ve combed through sites like OkCupid but it’s very rare that I find anyone with whom I think a connection might be possible. And, even then, I am very hesitant to even try to speak to them. I feel my current life circumstances are just too much to explain and I dread answering even some very basic, harmless questions. I don’t know how to explain that I’ve been in a depression hole for so long, and I can barely leave the house due to my anxiety. Therapy has not been an option for me the last few years as my insurance changed and I have not been able to find a therapist. I was never the type of person who was interested in group therapy and I certainly am not now. I’m stating this in the event that someone suggests I “get help” before I even consider pursuing a relationship of any kind. Anyone in a similar situation? Does anyone have any suggestions for trying to connect with others when facing what I mentioned/some other unhappy details? I’m lonely but I don’t want to just meet anyone; I want to connect with a like-minded individual. 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I'm 20 years old and I started home scool in 9th grade. All of my friends just stopped talking to me and after that I just gave up when it came to people. I have no friends and I have said about 3 senteces to people my age in around 4 years. I can hold a short and clumsy coversation but i cant start one. I cant look people in the eye and i dont know what to do. Sorry if this brings anyone down i just dont know what to do.,0.11416396979504027,1.3656321747572804,2.391779935275082,98.29850053937434,81.62135922330097,5.3544768069039925,18.240560949298814,5.82211442006289,-0.5933335490830638,346,7,91,2,9,118,63,103,0.051,0.903,0.046,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,18,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,13,2,15,17,1,18,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,9,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410185285589465,0.0,0.0,0.15799955161599336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299590770360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160229141231662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742494146460419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803223341739174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508256532601945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904295641773746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862409726477296,0.0,0.12026863685820707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921838554266909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882916995220193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986802693899801,0.2512500265248476,0.0,0.0,0.14838566327535874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531193224973583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285894362573237 socialanxiety,Th424,2019/01/13,"Dealing with social anxiety while living with a roommate I have bad social anxiety and at the beginning of last semester I moved in with a new roommate. In the beginning I tried to talk to her and go to things with her to try to be friends and I thought that it was going okay. I know that I shouldn't have looked at it, but I saw her on Twitter through our school tag and she had made a few posts about me talking about how I'm really awkward and bad at talking and stuff like that. I know that it's true, but it really hurt to see it in writing like that. After that I felt really dumb for trying to talk to her and we pretty much stopped talking completely after I stopped putting in effort. The end of last semester right before we left she told me through text that I irritate her since I'm quiet and don't talk much. I just moved back in today and I've been avoiding being in my dorm all day because I feel so anxious about being around her. I'm trying to move into a new room this semester due to other issues with her which will mean a new roommate. I don't want to create this situation again. Does anyone have any advice for having a good relationship with your roommate? I get nervous just talking to people in general, but I mostly just never feel like I have anything interesting to talk about so I never know how to start a conversation.",5.667573529411764,5.675532375000002,6.353970588235296,79.78661764705883,67.16176470588235,9.3,30.970588235294123,9.017664075816787,2.440083823529412,1074,38,212,17,16,353,137,272,0.15,0.75,0.1,-0.909,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,1,14,15,1,3,10,1,15,0,0,3,4,48,38,17,0,2,6,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,18,19,0,3,8,0,0,6,5,7,0,0,8,7,34,8,45,25,5,44,0,1,3,0,29,16,1,1,24,151,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509551874944876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921874352362137,0.0,0.13323497734034184,0.0983778686994696,0.0,0.06088975643730485,0.0,0.0716610629315135,0.07752143899311854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696067975768709,0.14541965866872314,0.053084376562731225,0.0,0.07410036479744914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130381611692473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616068337709422,0.0897777142316925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762060416309923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712880124754785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806254750877553,0.06221139542072032,0.08361237254610822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727933417827993,0.0,0.04549674879058049,0.0,0.0989814103892916,0.07304024675966543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322307790833403,0.0,0.0,0.0908909793258664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357396301317665,0.1419668990175303,0.0,0.0,0.09461484357189152,0.0,0.0,0.12763159385331482,0.0,0.07689499798117164,0.0,0.07312694457116492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239909027376978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948578227256275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766314148516663,0.12803057384734254,0.0,0.13432600766945976,0.25231300345562635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060371691456743225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340048058622329,0.08859369658648794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875414582991697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736086970986128,0.0,0.0,0.09349347429475784,0.0,0.07436754886991423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813162914911107,0.06939307635554914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203512706262966,0.09788381222014106,0.0,0.17753825707937235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061637085055163625,0.0,0.0,0.14560889604309188,0.0,0.0,0.0996880513608063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599456789260361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785340876842592,0.0,0.0,0.06913337775790601,0.0,0.0,0.08254355008164434,0.08321057909997118,0.0,0.2364918365850893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513632175223414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pilotguy95,2019/01/13,"How can I better at interacting with people? Hello everyone I’m new here and have always struggled to interact with people. Ever since I was a small child I lacked the ability to make any lasting friendships and really didn’t make any friends until I came to college (even though I spoke with lots of people) I’m now at a point where I’m starting to get lonely and I want to change this. I’ve never been in a relationship and also lack a lot of self confidence and I think I always have. I’m also not friends with anyone who is a girl and have only a few guy friends. I’m not sure why this is, but it’s always been this way and I’m usually called a creep for no reason that I can see. I’d really like to know if anyone has any tips on how I can get better at talking to girls or people in general. I’m really afraid I’m going to end up alone someday if I do not work on my social skills and actually start doing stuff. Thanks!",2.6697108843537407,3.864307637755104,4.737632653061227,84.36927210884356,74.66326530612245,7.675646258503402,22.760544217687077,8.238735603445708,1.18245074829932,731,19,154,12,15,253,113,196,0.063,0.795,0.142,0.9281,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,10,11,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,5,3,36,37,18,0,5,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,2,12,8,24,31,5,24,0,1,1,0,17,11,0,5,11,98,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.11511069131104933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216965554796835,0.0,0.18866308553634184,0.29445330418833315,0.0,0.0,0.2406479160811189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649589541581484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864979742023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044903786682193,0.13491334682994202,0.0,0.0,0.12478468102536347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447641059598846,0.0,0.0,0.07791061958827075,0.10670041211248192,0.0,0.11271460838703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340383469754115,0.0,0.12325712134877373,0.0,0.06703865680481093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679767453089147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648270255643091,0.09615209748424737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762867043506354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056856462503486,0.0,0.0,0.15747671812323086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909770338965339,0.11392526320196615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971291913179276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271108858422489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150911448323077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670212240677215,0.12128120630190695,0.0,0.12664351643576413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939978246851286,0.0,0.1230566668893186,0.0,0.0,0.09757666903410828,0.0,0.0,0.1202440563259135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698357298449187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233160618080922,0.13503450873115586,0.0,0.0,0.11117469408197957,0.0,0.0,0.094810747925351,0.0,0.10860053767007226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755831824090798,0.1158938398069479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991486086795953,0.0,0.06957510704946704,0.09363013843330607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643939411139336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858753503118544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alosar,2019/01/13,"Social Anxiety Is Ruining My Life I've always had problems talking to people and forming interpersonal relationships, but it's now at a point where it's safe to say that it is ruining my life. I only have two people that I somewhat regularly talk to, because they're friends from all the way back in elementary school. My family life is fucked, I live alone in a small apartment and talk to them only very occasionally. The only person from my family that I have a deeper connection with is my twin sister, who however has moved to the other side of the country, so I only see her very rarely. Even she doesn't know of the full extent of my anxiety and depression, I think she just thinks that's just who I am. I just turned 21 now and I'm about to finish up an internship at an IT company, that I luckily got not because of my social skills, but because I was top of my class and they offered it to me because of that. Just like with every other job/school I've been to before though, I talk to no one unless it's absolutely necessary and I have to do it because of the job. I feel uncomfortable and don't feel like I can relate to anyone there, even though they're not bad people or anything. Now my supervisor came up to me last Friday and told me that while I do my job well, I won't be able to get a full time position after the internship (which was the mutual plan from the start) because of my lacking social skills and me not talking to anyone. This honestly didn't surprise me that much, but it still hit me like a brick. I was trying to hold back tears and felt completely dumbstruck for the rest of the day, not because I want the job so desperately, but because this is the nail in the coffin in my realization that my social anxiety is absolutely ruining my life. I am dealing with depression because of how miserable my life is and because of how terrible it feels to miss out on life. Life is passing me by and I watch every year go by with minimal change. I've never even kissed a girl, I spend most of my time playing computer games or browsing the internet, because I have nothing else to do. The thought of engaging in social activity, let alone go to parties or something, ignites instant panic in me. The thing is that my supervisor offered to give me one last chance to better my social behavior in the remaining 1.5 months of my internship. He's surprisingly nice considering that most people usually write off my social anxiety as ignorance, and I don't hold a grudge against him for not wanting to employ me, I honestly probably wouldn't employ myself either. He recommended me to join an acting club because he believes that would help, but honestly that just made me panic and I can't even see myself doing something like this. I think I literally couldn't do it. He said I should think about it over the weekend. So what do I do? I can't see myself joining an acting club, the thought of that alone frightens me and I think I would only leave even more retreated in my shell. But if I say no that would show them that I'm not trying to better myself. The thought of seeing a therapist sounds more promising to me, there would be less pressure and I could try to figure myself out as to why I am like this. I definitely think it has to do with past experiences in my life, I developed trust issues from an abusive mother that might have developed into me not being able to get personal with anybody. Then again I started questioning if it might be better if I don't even try to stay at that company after the internship. People there, while nice, already have the impression of me being a freak, and the longer I know people the harder it is to be myself around them after all this time. I might need a fresh start or just some time off for myself to really self reflect and get a handle on things. I just want to start living and stop this endless cycle of mundane existence. Regardless, tomorrow I have to tell my supervisor what I have envisioned for the future, and I still don't know. Any advice is appreciated, especially if you've been or are still going through the same things. Thanks.",6.915430800542741,6.560130215174134,7.607259158751695,73.06803256445048,64.63432835820896,10.891180461329718,33.57123473541384,10.436869588844218,3.4162820895522388,3279,123,610,72,44,1095,314,804,0.125,0.742,0.133,0.937,7,4,2,0,1,0,66.0,0,0,4,7,37,41,1,4,43,0,67,10,0,4,3,117,114,48,1,19,31,2,4,5,1,10,8,4,0,4,48,31,0,5,19,6,1,8,21,16,1,3,16,13,99,25,100,78,18,77,0,7,5,2,47,31,1,17,41,459,147,8,0.0953366421755488,0.056479165707464876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046580931674557166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811001390042747,0.052603177668252746,0.0,0.039663861774613465,0.0,0.0,0.0324160929560677,0.0,0.14586454063286006,0.0,0.0,0.06666159689648518,0.0,0.03922696665105641,0.042434912039069024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330799305327534,0.039801057001189605,0.3486979931249645,0.0,0.04056223030795143,0.05370587427718478,0.0,0.12647626883133584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451986033877896,0.0,0.0,0.05042676311705003,0.0,0.049979327732770334,0.0,0.0,0.03805927558199877,0.0,0.0,0.030742123599802492,0.0491439459325404,0.08211331020764992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039820765603471635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889068590469901,0.0,0.08032523286856051,0.0,0.0,0.046628764857521855,0.08987490149923757,0.0,0.07230760624431161,0.034054258109686944,0.04576906363524715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03682842662603144,0.04406859472855471,0.07471419099289231,0.04572779717187482,0.08127301617321822,0.0,0.038124710957896935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195107082005123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975334259701188,0.1892138133480362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859178790663994,0.07771208778520049,0.0,0.05047386926973922,0.0,0.04874408793981315,0.26935635923223444,0.1164416693179197,0.0,0.08418400168926335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510491798503787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170566713543304,0.0,0.0,0.03804839910995085,0.05066388145203095,0.03504170078683516,0.03534545608348138,0.03676474788167198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573903970544869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460257606984432,0.18126953102033627,0.0,0.11185700816593128,0.0,0.0,0.045504806261239865,0.19828327104537827,0.08324427864197556,0.0,0.0,0.045061971190958616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139451248437942,0.045612145533618,0.0,0.0,0.05339942902608261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03053754710594955,0.0,0.0,0.05117793747710473,0.0,0.0,0.04534348929016537,0.0758155243906227,0.0,0.09648577166206528,0.15194192107447976,0.0,0.049728454969084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401429523503227,0.0,0.0733948048736572,0.0,0.0,0.13495953205371555,0.05080808780763065,0.11420394838913164,0.039852850875504525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156995423221224,0.04166421369701567,0.04388658561670631,0.0,0.05534659481843294,0.09500614323476576,0.1832636123436056,0.0936677668869055,0.11352996702167345,0.11118312545905976,0.0,0.0,0.04554912358039066,0.0,0.12945464395129438,0.05184944504051674,0.046565023224798385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249992114850642,0.0786627142557077,0.08434803246354619,0.03783689450176381,0.0,0.0,0.042859545393131145,0.0,0.04301324544866686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354488305192334,0.0,0.0,0.030696835913229317 socialanxiety,Jeslow06,2019/01/13,"Boys I have a problem Ok so tomorrow, first lesson, I have to sit next to this bitch who I hate. She’s one of the popular kids who thinks she’s superior to everyone because she has an expensive coat. Personally, I fucking hate her and she looks like a fucking Cheeto with the amount of fake tan she wears. She chats shit about me a lot and it makes my social anxiety go mad. What do?????",0.5853846153846156,3.020766512820515,2.731487179487182,89.37184615384619,89.0,6.70974358974359,21.902564102564106,7.908726449838941,1.3117241025641029,300,11,64,7,10,101,58,78,0.285,0.599,0.116,-0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,13,7,0,6,1,4,4,2,1,0,8,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,0,2,0,1,13,4,7,12,2,5,0,0,1,2,14,0,4,1,4,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972408283747032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321375784625925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244897745269317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983498042072745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343859164214957,0.0,0.0,0.1335185666353418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463897930150175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477702329259674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728562733473315,0.0,0.0,0.19973272539464704,0.0,0.0,0.15682045766124772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249855274388072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919754976385342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513555337691847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248003794948908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115666457910126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394859147282785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053640180144087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toxicmainadc,2019/01/13,"Can someone calm me down please? So I have this trip tomorrow which I will stay 5 days out of home with my friends, and I am freaking the fuck out, can someone help me not give up this trip because I know I will regret later?",3.9405673758865234,4.2037084468085135,4.328510638297871,91.93333333333334,70.91489361702128,7.117730496453903,28.43262411347518,6.42735559955562,1.0289347517730492,175,6,40,1,3,55,36,47,0.16899999999999998,0.631,0.2,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,6,7,0,10,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915335306862056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026331412266569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427503015346716,0.29047302962990185,0.0,0.3014094700462385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060177657551127,0.0,0.3151684272561974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267621744304773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34489747617503713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324416337693849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348956163928164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Apostasy93,2019/01/13,"I'm starting a new job next week... So, I'm starting a new job next week, in a field with which I have no experience. I'd been working at my previous job so long I'd forgotten how scary it is to start something new. My anxiety is so bad I almost skipped the interview (thankfully I didn't). Any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. First day at a new job has always been a nightmare for me.",2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,4.963809523809527,80.84785714285717,75.19047619047619,8.609523809523811,29.857142857142854,9.23628265651192,2.6821142857142863,326,15,67,8,7,113,57,84,0.156,0.767,0.077,-0.6872,4,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,6,3,7,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,14,37,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390914382267616,0.0,0.0,0.1372208888022379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402420647246435,0.0,0.0,0.0931885880718502,0.0,0.10483149997246127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441861024814932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837632272582865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404665289230716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165620122452764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510817154721365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439448897648107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127177850478645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293975329465038,0.2914768324489856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549633861265237,0.0,0.0,0.2909825126666577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616353718068013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984263217563613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976320729542082,0.0,0.0,0.09734582518301324,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PyroKittens_InSuits,2019/01/13,"Anyone else have an issue enjoying something if someone else doesn't like it? I understand not everyone is going to enjoy everything, and I like things certain people don't enjoy, but when people talk down about it or outright insult it I start to feel stupid for even liking it in the first place. I just want to have fun with something without feeling like I'm wrong because someone else telling me about how I should feel about it and me feeling like I have to believe them or they'll look down on me. Anyone else have the same issue?",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,70.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5857153846153849,432,16,78,4,8,134,65,104,0.208,0.647,0.14400000000000002,-0.8276,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,20,19,8,0,3,7,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,5,11,10,14,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,8,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120611745970947,0.2801869970807697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334782510404723,0.0,0.0,0.15404509017786858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568731827493568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030723525363583,0.0,0.0,0.13064900150866635,0.12288187574321767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765341625253753,0.19535633045920586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163003558335338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770539861129845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285416008962096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33399079136042603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481667829908898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957928892038,0.0,0.14285115395327402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169756235647976,0.2105190444716888,0.0,0.0,0.09677644003278732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098963987543085,0.11950587608017615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083568665453727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233816680993927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064543182068376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180044693856094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494900756351842,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,captain_stargazer107,2019/01/13,"I have a hard time adding people on social media I don't really use social media that much but I suddenly feel like adding people I know from high school and college (specifically on Facebook, Instagram, and Snapchat). For some reason I feel like I'm being weird by doing this. What if they don't remember me or think I'm not close enough to add them? At the same time I feel like these worries are kind of stupid because I've had people who literally never even talked to me in high school sending me friend requests and I don't really mind, but I just can't do the same, even with people I consider ""friends"" who I see a lot. I think it might be good for my social anxiety because I'm pushing myself to do something scary. Does anyone have any insight on this? Are there ""rules"" to adding people on social media?",4.757436476566909,5.733629633540378,5.4361942405420685,82.15673066064373,69.43478260869566,8.090570299265952,26.43760587238848,8.296473431620573,1.6659888198757768,645,19,124,9,11,209,97,161,0.114,0.778,0.108,0.2733,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,0,4,0,15,0,0,2,1,29,26,7,0,1,6,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,5,18,7,16,22,6,15,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,5,7,80,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971984909450405,0.0,0.08967998690689027,0.0,0.0,0.08196935473051399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292361630971565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258802834087366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112906011924846,0.0,0.1548575097822815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782375766239153,0.25124560703926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114191719490885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983262579217552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050143016480549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771808877696486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207613094430493,0.06442608079959711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181673902991104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966404009677336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436161371254972,0.11836803382088586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617692152250467,0.0,0.09041435552077444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40635969679023776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020000407217013,0.12053110147600425,0.0,0.0,0.1327977863795912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372843379703737,0.09341646320241748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780014644256443,0.0,0.09024873504617276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422435864266844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502314250758717,0.0,0.0,0.13671453243091206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124835555014547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905190291959787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,illiums,2019/01/13,"Taking a first step I have severe social anxiety (among other things). That has only gotten worse in the last year. I know this isn't much but I am finally creating an account on discord. Which is a huge step for me. I am shaking - the only posts I've manged to write before this were fueled by loads of alcohol. Wish me luck, I guess. Hope you all are doing well! There is such a supportive community here, full of great people!",1.4978571428571428,4.056308309523811,3.278857142857145,86.51614285714287,84.95238095238095,6.217142857142857,19.114285714285714,7.554174236665415,0.8098371428571434,334,9,64,6,10,111,68,84,0.107,0.606,0.287,0.9684,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,0,1,8,17,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,8,5,8,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320906392754205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613585493496005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479723121308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379011236455229,0.0,0.18472624700014206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394327084091847,0.2392392540645678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157006282924468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935195781041655,0.17702402635978873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964628259445324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303379245325755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505596019041575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079905805633125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453423515255381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213793308059009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464440182067716,0.0,0.0,0.16328618821279312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427931341320396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526355576531326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497368858570785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213166474930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985153776554393 socialanxiety,michaelvanperre21,2019/01/13,"Overcoming Social Anxiety Hey everyone, my apologies if this isn’t in the right sub reddit. I’m 24 and I have social anxiety. I find it difficult to go to social gatherings, parties or go out. also it has effected me getting a job because the thought of the dealing with customers and meeting new people scares me. Also it has effected other parts of my life and has held me back long enough. I also suffer from depression so that could be a cause aswell. Are there anyways of overcoming this? Thanks :) ",2.8852804642166348,5.757497276595746,4.312940038684719,79.36136363636366,81.55319148936171,7.673500967117988,28.758220502901352,8.575989854853784,2.9379489361702125,400,19,66,10,11,132,67,94,0.15,0.763,0.08800000000000001,-0.6625,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,14,15,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,9,11,2,8,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093259434551312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610423640838752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311935836485284,0.0,0.1040062559432598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527017961691874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622341975835228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758981555212943,0.14695177132398066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629248901215575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303141050985706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559404217300018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891400974391673,0.0,0.19393061705091316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931058411933653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051150418384815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099026421381784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647825123851487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847610806122828,0.0,0.11828402253076185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457055883946737,0.0,0.0,0.17081691552253928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217662126170994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570807820906895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545047049415498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kanuman07,2019/01/13,Today I learn the phrase : If you don't know you don't have to care Feel so much better with my thought,6.6573913043478266,3.620093869565221,6.206086956521741,91.53347826086956,66.82608695652173,9.2,27.347826086956523,3.1291,0.5488608695652171,81,1,21,0,1,25,20,23,0.11,0.7559999999999999,0.134,0.1407,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193234398949266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834001995655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397309349896037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056571052434224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853510424077105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764008595649751,0.0,0.0,0.4494133544447339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OneShortMuchacho2,2019/01/13,"Anybody else ok with their social anxiety? Anybody else ok with their extreme social anxiety? I might not ever have a relationship, or leave my house for anything other than work, or actually go into stores to buy my own stuff, or do anything else that normal people do but I can live without those things.",6.17625,7.810166982142861,6.516428571428572,73.27857142857144,66.67857142857143,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.8866928571428576,245,10,39,4,4,79,42,56,0.075,0.867,0.058,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,12,6,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1852739577492373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29048160204604684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124738080075575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475805829313011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173737226662458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790064004443983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219070566797198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103214041361897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676480354392273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140926660571096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602046617126825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162358715900402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383637041959413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38707251181603786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734191307861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261331761249809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830162747630016,0.0,0.1382188382692151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rozzacki,2019/01/13,"Tea for Anxiety. Not sure if this has been posted before (Sorry if it has) Lemon flavoured Green Tea helps ease Anxiety, soothes tension and helps with mild low mood. The only problem? Green Tea makes you need to pee a lot. But for anyone feeling handsy at home and irritated and just... Need to do something, keep your hands busy, then boil the kettle and make some Green Tea 😊🖤 Hope this helps.",3.395142857142858,5.741100666666667,3.063238095238095,92.184,75.66666666666666,5.885714285714287,22.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.5436285714285707,310,9,62,3,7,92,57,75,0.171,0.665,0.163,0.0613,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,4,7,2,2,1,21,11,8,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,2,2,6,10,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,5,1,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33804067558594864,0.0,0.0,0.1544880692233815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800571649671802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171512033827093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44427911755016775,0.0,0.22162325031614424,0.2194456643354856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638376440759786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783733477190012,0.0,0.0,0.2949615467029304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32765199277395485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803665774671028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116017532659069,0.0,0.0,0.2114120460560424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009226036941782,0.0,0.2473269375476647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823560531014348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AgentTBone,2019/01/13,"I have to give a talk in front of my whole high school tomorrow and I'm freaking out So, my school has this thing where you have to give a talk in front of the whole high school (3 mins in 10th grade and 6 mins in 12th grade). I know it could be a lot worse but I'm still freaking out. I have been worrying about this for the past 3 years, ever since I heard we had to do this. This has been very emotionally and mentally taxing on me. Basically all the talk is is just a short story about yourself, whether it's an experience you've had or just something about you. ​ Anyway, I'm freaking out about this. If anyone has any tips or anything, I'm open to anything.",3.3434532374100705,4.320986115107917,4.007978417266187,91.084773381295,72.74100719424459,7.286618705035972,24.69136690647482,7.554174236665415,0.8609505035971221,526,15,120,6,10,167,79,139,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,0,2,20,23,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,5,1,10,0,19,16,4,22,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,4,7,79,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622248524094146,0.17519842378217482,0.0980495505544943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081627702332026,0.0,0.2373010501274665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151185884832587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218674359511434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042199935047355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410388797745422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27662741260187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046750281728042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923934049222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257943848274815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530279825479292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763922160609282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377634232103649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119269869848039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109993058177894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151449253541933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476670912377345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957889409714837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189662768523905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219508869400277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642508367127108,0.14693504412517905,0.0,0.0,0.17519842378217482,0.09284928226286482 socialanxiety,Devin2019,2019/01/13,"I'm not sure if I would be able to afford therapy to treat my social anxiety? I'm currently looking to get a part-time job. I planned on using the money from my part-time job to pay the copay for my therapy sessions. I plan on beginning therapy once I find a job. I'm on my father's insurance that he gets through his job. I believe I'm on his insurance until I turn 26. I'm 21. However, I believe I have to be in school in order to be on it. My father will have to ask his employer to be sure. I thought the age 26 rule was regardless whether or not I'm in school. My father and I are with Blue Care Network. We have an HMO plan. We live in Michigan. Like I said, he gets the insurance through his job. I'm not sure if our insurance will cover therapy for mental and behavioral health. If they don't I may not be able to afford it. I really need to speak to a therapist though. I really feel like I need to consult with a professional to take the steps to overcome my problems with social anxiety and my lack of self-confidence. What should I do?",1.829291866028712,3.4528327999999995,4.265789473684212,85.10236842105266,77.81818181818181,8.44976076555024,26.578947368421048,9.134995656068208,2.237545454545454,816,33,176,21,19,286,105,220,0.079,0.866,0.055,-0.2186,10,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,3,1,8,0,0,10,0,17,1,0,1,3,32,39,10,0,10,9,3,1,2,0,5,1,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,3,5,32,7,33,26,1,15,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,5,6,110,36,12,0.1977548874290571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128194760429908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243706239932002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280203874618232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081214370314093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049995406476831615,0.07063806554630662,0.0,0.0,0.09037219223915108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497814997455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510209895082552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906030292340759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661304901263858,0.0,0.08731059431867387,0.0,0.08303214979965916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964520704128706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663274328556575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530125054530663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414927201256992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946123599443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668684469034938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940550916792942,0.0,0.0,0.20013850370777012,0.0,0.0,0.10315073816344733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158620387371684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795724616033878,0.0,0.07434353222362534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522998965689198,0.11480433313087615,0.0,0.0,0.09714658642132178,0.07849764559169564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755026538868603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539836449386075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023969908234877,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_sporange,2019/01/13,"Anxious after parties I am wondering if anyone else goes through terrible anxiety after a party. Whenever I go out with my colleagues and get too wasted, I cannot stop obsessing over how they must be judging me for getting so drunk. I keep thinking of what embarrassing things I could have done and maybe don't remember. I went out last night and am going through this now. A good Friend told me that I didn't do anything overly embarrassing. But it isn't helping. I am having panic attacks only thinking about it. Anyone here feels the same way? Do you have any tips at help?",4.420292929292927,6.420339554545458,5.16030303030303,79.83489898989899,71.63636363636364,7.7979797979797985,30.40404040404041,8.515128840125781,2.5261010101010095,461,20,81,8,9,149,85,110,0.21600000000000005,0.638,0.146,-0.8244,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,4,3,0,16,1,0,1,1,19,27,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,5,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,1,13,2,13,20,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768660281523225,0.0,0.1436396706556832,0.21212094514345195,0.0,0.26257923363825275,0.19238737741844128,0.15451455291691016,0.0,0.0,0.21360973404252206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991503174859028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214873156003656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685351989519158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493959899846008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450667324184045,0.0,0.19619887037589726,0.0,0.2134222930519903,0.1574883292450786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251709772355992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689411232973633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305349260349388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863512676422664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620468337992384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280370334121126,0.0,0.2203017092951359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270108256341286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697990339834336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474268765892813,0.2406243930704029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941745351833402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903907533076827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740599871702408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036230756978212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xhaia,2019/01/13,"Work experience interview. I have an work experience interview for a tech company at college, i have to dress smart and answer everything as best as possible, as their are only 8 spaces avaliable for the whole year. I've never had a job interview before and only did practices in secondary school, where i got told i did ok, eventhough it was a learning experience and they did pretty much all of the talking. I have issuses starting conversations, talking to teachers and even keeping a conversation going. When talking with someone i'm not familiar with i sweat and am obviously uncomfortable and cant stop shaking my leg especially if it is personal. Im afraid that because of my anxiety i will fail the interview and i really want this placement as it's something im interested in as a future career. Does anyone have any tips to dealing with interviews.",6.1140384615384615,8.194124121794871,7.482564102564106,64.57076923076926,67.3974358974359,10.841025641025643,38.0,10.864195022040775,5.0689846153846165,697,39,105,22,12,238,104,156,0.051,0.818,0.131,0.8806,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,3,7,0,2,9,1,14,2,2,0,3,20,21,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,12,4,18,13,4,13,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,6,75,17,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235463653436264,0.0,0.1151427476158378,0.0,0.0,0.1052428423497406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175189721079252,0.0,0.12807627204858288,0.0,0.15795508787176946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517325701794665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171575803109395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941303394586247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352722187793909,0.4416945267438119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554053734704248,0.0,0.1203797428135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251617543090909,0.0,0.14936185491852938,0.1337837003303641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064505992265307,0.0,0.116085624871755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289452586094953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142296166771306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968184556961485,0.0,0.15312678172120475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642308031743776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232813687004865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752996793128465,0.11587297991980072,0.0,0.0,0.10653453725073338,0.0,0.0,0.12583638847990422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629321966021628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438225141706037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877701801689908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680434322661551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915187328199498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692603877067298 socialanxiety,Shitonyouman,2019/01/13,"Does anyone else have chronic blushing? The thing is I feel good about myself and who I am and what not. I've been through some stuff mentally, though mixed with my already timid personality I got social anxiety. This started around 13 I'm 18 now its been hell. Iblush around family, friends, and don't get me started on being in public. I feel like I'd be alright in social situations if it Weren't for my blushing. If a pretty girl says hey or something I'll light up like a Christmas tree. I can't feel the heat and a vein in my top left part of my head start to bulge. When it gets really bad as in starting to peak I just give up, and don't fight it then it suddenly subsides some. I may need surgery for this most people probably blush at a anxiety level 9 whereas I do at anxiety level 4. Plus it's in full color .. Goddamn I miss the days where I didn't blush at all.",2.9114680347277044,4.228122613259671,4.316231254932912,87.14454419889503,74.24861878453041,7.381373322809787,26.18823993685872,7.957251820313856,1.419751065509077,687,24,147,10,14,228,122,181,0.111,0.777,0.111,-0.0023,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,1,7,1,14,3,2,0,1,23,28,13,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,6,16,5,23,20,6,28,1,1,1,0,11,19,1,7,11,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158329997168833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292776215595252,0.0,0.0,0.1003221755390292,0.14700873318456198,0.0,0.2554491877041254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979696895988352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253053823511187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555734056040793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198562897667594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525697049773008,0.0,0.2176382416314816,0.10249971254773696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084966615907133,0.0,0.14992120467170522,0.13763582957706888,0.0,0.12034136586474907,0.11475134479697867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724838580647456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558877469840185,0.0,0.0,0.14019084010255226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445906679281322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638608178619947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537117738031853,0.0,0.09946860986622114,0.12527823399592852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596728416466204,0.15469204289261773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919147846413495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409835198383368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127371115516684,0.0,0.2925126529279061,0.0,0.1104552972174008,0.0,0.0,0.4062139071280476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424638186983095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531947850659096,0.0,0.14096503218440706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,outfielderhank,2019/01/13,"There goes my best friend again I pretty much only have one friend who I hang out with and we've been close for many years. Unlike me, he is actually popular and has had many relationships. Every time he gets in a new relationship he just disappears, not ever having time to hang out or even text much. It's cyclic at this point so I guess I should be used to it by now but it still gets lonely having noone.",2.0300301204819284,4.158398192771088,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,79.12048192771084,6.559638554216868,16.399096385542173,7.6454224807358475,0.04885662650602418,322,5,70,5,8,104,66,83,0.058,0.8140000000000001,0.127,0.5927,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,14,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,4,9,9,3,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,9,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.18902466407413704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032777112839804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279379745508238,0.17521404247007488,0.16320181782235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993065047313748,0.0,0.202402015767068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338397470812454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927657158705385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847856925535048,0.0,0.0,0.18707805818070186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125710905635468,0.1473186739550888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311047102862754,0.0,0.0,0.19706400182460584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159257125257126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469022052796785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258977352207828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729585221793855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247373768746208 socialanxiety,sadgrl92837374,2019/01/13,"What do I say/do? I'm sitting in my dorm on my bed waiting for my new roommate to show up (it could be in 5 minutes or 5 hours and I think that makes my nerves even worse). I have no idea what to do or say when she arrives...do I get up? do I give her a hug? Or do I just say ""hey, what's up?"" I truly do not know how to act in this scenario. I don't want it to be awkward but I am an awkward person. I noticed she has hand-painted fan art of a band I enjoy and have seen live, so I thought that would be a good conversation-starter, but I am not a very chatty person and not monotone voice could be interpreted as me not liking her or something. I could say ""Nice to meet you"" but then what? I also don't know how to bring up other things like our schedules and when her first classes are in the morning or anything like that. Additionally, our dorm is set up so that there's a shared living space in between our dorm and another's, which effectively gives me 2 other roommates to worry about introductions with as well. I was thinking maybe I should leave our dorm door open (which opens up into the living space) but then again my bed cannot even be seen from there nor can my desk. Should I just chill in the shared living space and wait for them to arrive? Idk. I want to be on good terms with everyone but I don't know how to go about it. 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I’ve been doing a lot of self-reflection lately and I feel like plenty of my issues stem from not speaking with a confident tone of voice. I just started a new internship and had to set up my voicemail for the phone I’ll use at work, and when I heard the play-over I realized that I sounded confused and unsure of myself despite the fact that I was trying to sound confident in the recording. This lead me to start paying attention to my tone of voice when I interact with anyone and I feel like I’m coming off as leaking insecurity. Whenever I respond to questions, I sound like I don’t know the answer myself and I always respond then wait for the other person take over the conversation. I mean why would anyone want to talk to or take seriously who is always unsure of herself? So I want to change by being more confident in myself, but I also want to make sure I portray that. I want to sound like I know what I’m talking about because it’s probably a major part of why people tend to brush me off. Now I’m trying to figure out how to go about this and portray more confidence. 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He’s my coworker, and actually makes an effort to talk to me. This never happens, I rarely ever get to talk to guys because of my social anxiety, so when I do there’s a good chance that I will fall for them. This crush was gearing to be my biggest one yet until this happened. He was going to clean a spill in the women’s bathroom with another guy while I stood outside to make sure no one tried to get in there as they were cleaning. As they’re walking in, the door isn’t even shut, I hear him say to the other guy, “she’s so shy. If anyone tries to come in she’d be like-“ and then he starts to “imitate” me by doing some highly pitched stuttering. I immediately went cold, ignored him for the rest of my shift, and went home and cried. I haven’t been made fun of in so long, and it was by someone I was starting to have a crush on, who I actually made an effort to talk to which doesn’t happen often. Now he’s being completely sweet again and I’m confused. It’s messing with my head. Should I still like this person or try to let go of all of those feelings? Does this guy not like me because I’m shy? 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I finally made it to a SA meetup. It was hard driving there, I was taking deep breaths all the way, but I made it. Everybody looked nice and I was comfortable until this very talkative guy arrived. He said this was his third meetup that day, and went on and on about his previous meetups etc. He had very intense eyes which were locked on me for some reason (I was so uncomfortable) and wouldn’t let anyone else say anything. He stopped talking for a second and I asked him if he was an extrovert, which he took as a compliment. He said that he wears flashy clothes and goes to as many meet ups as possible to lessen his SA. Someone in the group said that SA comes in many forms. Then he started bragging about his ability to speak an incredible number of languages, at which point I just got up and left. It’s not my job to sit there and listen to your BS so you feel better about yourself. Ok, I am mad. He ruined the meetup. Now I don’t know if I want to go back because he said he goes to all meetings. Honestly, he didn’t come across as evil, just had a nervous energy and ruined the experience with his endless monologue. Is this a symptom of SA or some sort of attention seeking behavior?",3.7227969924812,5.25608050204082,4.610375939849623,84.9754135338346,72.55102040816327,7.9334049409237375,28.40494092373792,8.532816995589336,2.032673469387756,973,38,195,17,19,315,145,245,0.093,0.78,0.127,0.8017,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,11,11,2,1,12,1,16,4,3,3,2,34,36,22,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,13,13,0,1,4,0,0,6,4,5,0,2,19,11,20,6,33,15,6,28,0,2,2,0,33,12,0,6,8,125,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203546336936423,0.13486566459796012,0.10831639865785847,0.0,0.12305187825710645,0.0,0.0,0.10121172344270783,0.0,0.08023755522253223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641187279282457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267670652671661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488742310987969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995604019895873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679699218075795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875479075807816,0.0,0.0,0.06655370163782799,0.0,0.0,0.14418907165378425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480568574380456,0.0,0.10527276879615616,0.0,0.0,0.13032973142651072,0.0,0.0,0.11791040620441785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306177904379688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233781721177443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301126296547206,0.13459577714659526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053209311689076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24909406436430634,0.0,0.26689476977433824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442844432115575,0.1483877376712346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533272051773726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008231715882235,0.10467371384333286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305136254360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316505789655928,0.0,0.0,0.11004463642276248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680907497263842,0.09896583728359706,0.10579542240962536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462405405682258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720929871086472,0.07763600647142578,0.10447802873174776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220179627407134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Decisin,2019/01/13,"21st Birthday Tomorrow Oh yay I should think right? WRONG! So I wanna go out to a restaurant with my parents and get a drink ya know, but the dreaded thought of handing my license to show my age and the waiter be like, “Oh happy birthday, let me announce to the whole restaurant with a happy birthday song and cake” or some shit. Lol this basic shit kills me. Any y’all deal with this? This is causing me more anxiety than anything lol.",2.2430457516339857,4.724178611764707,2.808627450980392,91.74771241830068,80.52941176470588,4.718954248366012,27.091503267973856,5.82211442006289,0.9091699346405236,342,15,66,2,9,106,61,85,0.219,0.5820000000000001,0.199,-0.4953,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,1,6,3,4,4,3,1,0,16,9,6,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,4,10,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,2,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436787596006902,0.0,0.16162987544687218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386678644338155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704444334507456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782209234901365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697557035129965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038593599148787,0.0,0.12007622436794488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498264667270804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337518294516565,0.0,0.11611486324123155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604979053308127,0.0,0.10322153651339938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346032564901165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804333651880152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43375513224181866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538074302146014,0.0,0.16773402088985176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588840451734705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310033045778811,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,superdork30000,2019/01/13,"Considering faking my own death to avoid having to attend a work event Obviously I'm (kind of) joking but I'm starting to panic. I work within a large organization with lots of opportunity for professional development and although I attend absolutely mandatory events within my own department, there's another group which hosts workshops and activities for employees within my profession. As someone who is very busy and has major social anxiety issues, I've managed to avoid these 'extracurricular events' for close to 10 years now. Last week, I felt backed into a corner by a colleague who is insisting we attend this event together. It's so irrational, social anxiety. It's so stupid and I've seen my doctor many times about it and she has been on a beta blocker for my daily interactions. This has helped immensely. However, I don't think it'll help with this 50+ person event. I know many of the people at this event and many more know who I am but have never met me. I know what will happen....people will make a huge deal that I'm there and I will want to die. I've considered going and suffering through it but it just doesn't seem worth it to me. I've also considered talking to the colleague and be upfront about this issue and ask him to let me off the hook. Maybe faking my own death. As I said: Irrational. Has anyone had similar issues?",4.098654731457804,6.479554203921572,5.4852855924978705,75.48291560102301,73.62745098039215,8.670076726342712,25.98891730605285,9.318704503766252,2.549523444160273,1082,38,188,27,23,362,146,255,0.197,0.7559999999999999,0.047,-0.992,2,2,0,0,0,1,28.0,1,0,0,3,10,10,1,3,9,0,19,1,0,1,2,33,36,19,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,19,15,0,3,6,1,1,5,3,7,0,0,6,3,21,3,31,24,6,29,0,1,1,0,18,10,0,2,14,126,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577414578678124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869384092011008,0.20236830953394366,0.0,0.0,0.09248440104939287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365211019733376,0.0,0.0,0.10170542179169878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363618219897276,0.0,0.0,0.13727261890454168,0.0,0.0,0.13538122940975947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699739082069805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517057868595227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696357390589605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731202282884267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141582234312635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377360830755499,0.21807201658350173,0.10781553739663052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525231880696958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244896443086788,0.0,0.0,0.08828947800486317,0.4022949744936856,0.1328803231995135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201272834337537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518722750472633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833950421682056,0.11549074143763585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581653136820115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204112207434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696597971490533,0.11206968983959803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936195055998751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631147947888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475157217363405,0.0,0.0,0.07712615091450663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913440948850496,0.07801470537026321,0.0,0.10609688368611332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925844008657916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517583183478147 socialanxiety,betterself1,2019/01/13,"One of the worst days in my school life Today all biology students at my school (yr13) went on a field trip to the mangroves to do tests on biodiversity. Not many students take bio, maybe 20 total. And in my class of 7 people I only talk to one of them because I’ve known him for a while and am more comfortable around him. But today he overslept and couldn’t make it to the trip. I was shitting myself and knew from then that this would be a shit day. While waiting for the bus I tried talking to someone I knew, who also suffers from social anxiety. But the conversation was bad and her friends called her over so she left. Then the bus was here so we had to walk to it and guess what I was at the front so my teacher told me to lead the way and I just wanted to end myself right there because I knew everyone could see me walking alone while they are all laughing and chatting with their friends. The teacher made conversation with me and that was nice but I don’t want to be that guy who only talks to the teachers. We got on the bus and I had first pickings so you know I didn’t go to the back. I went somewhere half way and took a seat hoping someone I knew would sit next to me. But they didn’t so I just put my AirPods in and pretended to be happy by myself. I was blasting sad music and just staring out the window contemplating why I do this. An hour later we arrive at the mangroves and we are put into our classes to work and that was fun as we had something to do and talk about. Afterwards we took the bus to a place with some fast food restaurants. I sort of lingered around that friend I spoke to earlier and asked where she was going to eat and she said she wasn’t hungry. I turn to look at my options and they had already gone into subway. I panicked and just went to McDonald’s where some other students and the teachers were. I was panicking the whole time thinking about where I would sit and this guy in front of me who didn’t have many friends got his food and I asked where he was sitting and he just said with other people and left. So I took my food and went upstairs where the seating was and on one table is all the teachers and on the other is two girls I didn’t know that well. I sat on a table kind of opposite the girls and next to the teachers... idk why i thought this was ok. I couldn’t have chose a more awkward seat. And then another girl came from downstairs and the girls said hey why don’t you sit with us?? And I thought they were talking to me but I look up and they just move over for the other person. I put on YouTube and tried to eat my food as fast as possible to get out of there. But halfway through the other guys come upstairs and sit down on another table. I felt like such an outcast, eating McDonald’s alone on my phone on a school trip. I left my food and went downstairs. I tried calling my friend and she said she was in the bus so I just went back there and pumped the sad music again to try and forget everything. I was so upset and ranting to my closest friend and she was very comforting. I left school as soon as I could to come home. I hate living like this. School trips are a nightmare.",2.31199262601805,4.051251228043147,3.1661850649350685,93.0043865562404,76.78120184899845,5.868379925159585,23.45369249394673,6.5431188927421005,0.4720043803653975,2473,77,541,20,56,783,251,649,0.07200000000000001,0.841,0.087,0.9145,0,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,8,2,7,3,35,28,3,2,38,1,49,11,2,4,4,111,99,67,0,10,14,0,1,2,6,3,1,5,2,8,22,61,8,1,11,2,0,28,10,10,1,6,54,10,88,18,84,35,10,100,0,3,4,0,70,41,2,6,26,382,110,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376714090673648,0.060608796478300773,0.043921830956798524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518291904567607,0.042015875506478215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778606773798568,0.10269101283949937,0.0,0.0,0.08446465457314327,0.04585833537699425,0.0669609918212788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216486288360862,0.06281717694200646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462244681170193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770294838112372,0.0,0.0,0.07084146605446262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859954409292166,0.0,0.0,0.048645395914360234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052481193783755035,0.04936116969071007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052734606269713435,0.0,0.0,0.046717398840698254,0.33206500143893924,0.0,0.2545998222468959,0.0,0.028694953401785718,0.0,0.062427910438993636,0.0,0.08785373620634998,0.0,0.06050377697803256,0.16314694638781824,0.0,0.05846645854694221,0.0,0.054225002495989966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055092156460068514,0.05455084183093747,0.05408800256946851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057193758573958565,0.06036838950604709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869560789141675,0.0,0.03879367530750739,0.05366511872565216,0.0,0.04849793540317664,0.0,0.09224282273633523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051969385035373884,0.036661468635355327,0.11136641966742578,0.055177444824925856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837436093865725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682227487364315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165155486474226,0.08354269533005201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615326014226735,0.047956566179455686,0.05738275077714619,0.0,0.0,0.06191732824501196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656380818450341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046903864697009336,0.20897705696302488,0.0,0.0,0.2779245835013144,0.04376644805092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275515486342548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598698972289624,0.09307200612970233,0.042282339093715836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129519277197522,0.2207247714319158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035192382776004075,0.0,0.08720531053339257,0.032025990260834004,0.0,0.10412099264996864,0.052481193783755035,0.1830641202944789,0.14915620151119102,0.0597403541244641,0.053651702059483164,0.0,0.06606549775844389,0.0,0.0,0.04531715240496114,0.0647899101605482,0.08719049836460241,0.0,0.0,0.04938229169855895,0.3054845246394893,0.14867814958122694,0.06131946714814116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039984532310922784,0.0,0.0,0.11704697747449908,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayanxiousname,2019/01/13,"the thing I've come to hate the most about sa is when people throw back the way you act at you like they are teaching you a lesson. You aren't teaching me a lesson, I don't choose to act this way. You're mocking someone with a mental illness. 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I searched it up and it seems like a lot of people are actually using VR to help them out. Just wanted to let everyone here know about this if they didn't know.,2.1989201877934264,3.81041483098592,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,76.74647887323944,6.986854460093897,23.10093896713615,7.793537801064563,1.0298713615023471,267,8,57,4,6,91,58,71,0.02,0.81,0.171,0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,2,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.4745970505303085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002989081715894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691948323023387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235904538012814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259830148660041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672793880138982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865746805490696,0.0,0.2376008405731729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673416195312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685832348074279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288933045372195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137253941065171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478808607007341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918454100124144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002052408739486,0.0,0.0,0.14342777469201934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MACNC45,2019/01/13,"Anyone else have hidden talents, but too shy to express them ever? I can sing pretty well, but no one will ever know. When asked if I can sing, I just lie and say I can’t. 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Somebody laughs? They're making fun of my hair/jacket/face/existence. Someone glances at me for 000.1 seconds? They're judging me from head to toe. I'm sick of sounding retarded when I talk to anybody. Maybe I am actually retarded, would explain a lot.",3.1420238095238098,5.8785005833333335,4.204761904761907,81.54023809523811,78.88095238095238,6.590476190476192,29.57142857142857,7.793537801064563,2.356842857142858,355,17,60,6,9,115,69,84,0.168,0.7290000000000001,0.103,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,2,1,1,0,4,5,3,2,0,11,13,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,3,10,3,11,11,2,8,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,1,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2741609235275235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367075286958289,0.26845413556703696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205378284230474,0.20070652747199047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259728301525462,0.0,0.0,0.15966701139850986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737414341529976,0.28832970802049274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372551005314285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388486346572358,0.0,0.0,0.375064748400171,0.0,0.28224611875841943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23804303169998775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988536862299233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258122326909733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957463422117847,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iKnowWhyNo,2019/01/13,"Not contributing to a conversation - horrible party last night So, I was invited to a birthday party yesterday. It was the first time this friend invited me. My initial thought was ""why did they invite me? Did someone tell them to?"" instead of just simply being happy about the fact that they did. So I went. I showed up early, as I usually do, to kind of get an idea of the place before the whole things starts (in case I need to to the restroom etc). The party started of pretty chill. There were 2 other peopel I Know pretty well and the rest of them I kind of knew from our church service (haven't really talked to them much though, which made the whole thing even worse for me). After we had dinner, we just sat around in small groups and talked. And by we I mean they talked and I just stupidly sat there the entire time. I can't exactly pinpoinz why but yi just didn't contribute to thr conversation at all. I just listened, nodded and gave the occasional ""yeah, I agree"". I felt so uncomfortable. I kept asking myself ""why am I even here? Why haven't you said anything yet?"" I can't seem to think of things to say fast enough before the conversation has moved on to some new topic. Haven't slept all night because of this... I'm in my 20s now and feel like I should have my ""shit"" together by now...",1.98515480324074,4.391353050781252,2.996059027777779,90.46989004629627,80.9921875,6.136342592592592,20.02835648148148,7.3871296695380915,0.5423740162037034,1015,27,209,15,27,323,150,256,0.044,0.8690000000000001,0.087,0.7708,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,4,1,6,1,21,8,2,0,14,1,20,3,2,1,4,35,43,12,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,9,10,1,1,9,1,0,2,7,2,1,1,20,5,35,6,33,21,9,28,1,0,0,0,25,9,1,2,18,148,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093603744006601,0.1012585724198656,0.10633769821218084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933885978326444,0.0,0.1935799245379596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753062414942872,0.12685750493265474,0.15025708744887384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057513688859586035,0.08126057991659695,0.10921455523301672,0.0,0.0,0.0967527833607932,0.0,0.0,0.08788032601995999,0.0,0.05942789365259817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210853501701626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840604422916396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368991198232137,0.06251214597408497,0.09271864475236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557083372513238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762976485199416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390337223882493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089461395274545,0.08361682459886287,0.08434164824584138,0.0,0.10985715635452907,0.0,0.2134869209986696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884096701357852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314423302318425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286897218747454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819904586653503,0.09045584635582504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355061496603664,0.0,0.0,0.11675923041556308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637710863063663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610208304147122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742755785552236,0.09941952503805812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267045216498276,0.07288421597031579,0.11175543792800204,0.09030207938929334,0.1326530917608354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527578854785576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227183638503187,0.1054442198052168,0.4105543874126377,0.25398799025663826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159174832855066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LuciaDarkmaster,2019/01/13,"Anyone else feel deeply embarrassed and even ashamed of their inability to get out there and make friends as well as others because of their social anxiety? I’ve always felt deeply embarrassed and ashamed at my inability to make new friends, much so that even a slight acknowledgement to it from others make me flinch and physically make my stomach lurch and my chest hurt as well as make me immediately want to cry. I even hate just the fact that I’m embarrassed about it because I feel like that may be a reason as to why I’m having trouble working on it to eventually getting through it for the most part. I’ve most definitely have done my best to improve this about myself, and I feel like I’ve somewhat succeeded but definitely still have a ways to go. I just can’t help but think if this deep embarrassment will still be there once I finally make new friends or get the courage to at least. Anyways sorry for that drawn out rant, I was just wondering if anyone else felt that way and, if someone has been able to work through it, then how were you able to?",12.811052264808357,7.6548152341463425,11.200209059233458,66.92365853658539,57.634146341463406,14.83623693379791,45.871080139372815,11.765960540728905,4.987181184668988,853,34,169,16,7,267,111,205,0.139,0.701,0.16,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,4,17,19,1,6,6,0,13,2,2,8,1,40,34,21,0,4,9,0,5,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,6,5,16,10,30,24,7,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,9,8,115,30,3,0.21853283111391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091841089343798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835885088257407,0.0,0.0,0.15280323665625806,0.2239127104913926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321558549863652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466836192489775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200240267337146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181747960395727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255613887525948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650831087778508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574514838212093,0.15611989821270408,0.2098257883936397,0.11969601734244815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532568848367253,0.0,0.1712615769705592,0.0,0.06209862200655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078779638666107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323897511063931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169719577554814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676410276258454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376170851113435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803233877892727,0.0,0.0,0.2110603700540813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636516649813099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832488011371925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123440734883643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138335041613978,0.09258107931848876,0.0,0.0,0.1223148064428122,0.0,0.0,0.17452060121793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001350710441104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444816289070204,0.17346118947221706,0.0,0.0,0.19648725990935756,0.0,0.09859594473640494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849476667829136,0.15909450376438591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jayzee217,2019/01/13,"Just got back from a staff party I work with my bf and was told that he's so hot and I'm so obedient, whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean. Guess I'm just nothing compared to him but hey! I already fucking knew that, so thanks you fucking assholes. I'm a good person, but because I look like a freak, you won't ever know that. Take my bf, I'm nothing compared to you anyways. I have nothing to offer anyone.",-0.04304075235110005,2.220482689655171,2.142821316614423,93.78658307210031,89.91954022988506,4.083176593521421,24.001044932079417,5.565023196281405,0.4234919540229889,322,14,68,2,11,108,55,87,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.159,0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,8,7,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,19,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,10,3,6,14,0,2,0,0,1,3,11,0,3,1,3,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827296932031156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319673957039656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451250101696144,0.0,0.11505066430616105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707209599974122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234453972974813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830135823211552,0.1509480435907582,0.0,0.20791208567918487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372342354637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220603505895576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584892598606695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055869584589127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432868907687328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479549202362398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419046890388785,0.0,0.0,0.17376116624296514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034369098107167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740080244393765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lana0007,2019/01/13,"I feel incomplete? I feel like I really wasted my college years. I didn’t talk to enough guys and I am not dating anyone. The guys I like don’t understand me. It’s like I can’t express my soul properly. I feel very alone. I’ve grown a lot, I have a job and close friends... but I don’t have love and I feel very lost and incomplete. I feel strongly that self love and “improving” myself isn’t going to help at this point. I feel kind of invisible in some ways because I’m so quiet. It’s really hard to want to be low key but also want a partner. Because so many people want someone that stands out, and I know I don’t. Sometimes i wonder “ who loves me?” And I can’t answer the question. I’m just here.",-0.15809097688292084,2.0133450067114107,2.2893400447427297,93.39278709917973,88.86577181208055,5.458762117822522,19.016032811334824,6.937597516519254,0.26327263236390763,542,16,122,8,18,185,85,149,0.08,0.6679999999999999,0.252,0.9793,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,0,0,31,30,12,0,3,4,0,7,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,9,0,0,11,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,2,8,22,9,8,27,3,12,1,2,0,3,13,6,0,6,5,70,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332898897872634,0.0,0.11066941781182964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676461808960488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872097131498476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299255228403784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41984100165312777,0.09886493674688533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691878992466408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864950473362574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740532013533601,0.0,0.0,0.12396912024412712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275904896959322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732946132637489,0.0,0.0,0.14411056702249328,0.07605482712507318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282923036652287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106764703391154,0.11765314987457473,0.37470369709878937,0.0,0.0,0.14030445179419576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594132098804296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082208154805836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550270499500828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773107288557218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443696274105706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725632229544905,0.0,0.13686999309159947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112316195335579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440675490295495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283703918664035,0.2448757763969795,0.109846532834946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007667499917593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911780521295971 socialanxiety,amsulilie,2019/01/13,"Keep avoiding going to the gym ruins my whole day I just recently moved to a new area. I finally live by myself, and I had this whole new me envisioned when I finally live by myself. Go and exercise regularly, do my research during daytime, play piano/guitar in the evening, read or study a foreign language. Sometime go to concerts or a LP-bar. With or without friends, i just want to create a live where my decisions aren’t influenced in whether someone will be joining me or not. So I’m nearly living here 2 weeks. At took me a week to sign up for the gym, and I thought I get started and rolling right away the next day. But I didn’t. It’s been a week and everyday the pattern repeats itself. I want to start my day with the gym, keep avoiding it and making excuses. Then I might manage to organize some stuff but I just sit around at home, maybe meditate and find one excuse after another not to leave my home. (I normally do my research in a cafe) And then at some point in the day I just tell myself to try again tomorrow, get lost in watching Netflix to escape from reality. I’m not sure what scares me so much about going to the gym, I have had phases in my life where I went regularly. But it never was without a problem, it always takes me a lot of will power and energy. It’s not the exercise, I love exercising. I know it’s the people. But there are people everywhere and not going to the gym triggers a whole bad “give up” day for me. Really getting worried now, I have a master thesis I write. Time is running away and every morning the pattern repeats itself :(",4.201363636363638,5.214916136942676,5.647064273306313,79.99722640416908,70.75159235668791,8.511638679791549,30.514765489287786,8.841846274778883,2.5056038216560514,1233,51,237,22,22,417,165,314,0.111,0.848,0.041,-0.9684,2,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,16,11,0,3,23,0,16,5,0,3,2,57,41,25,0,4,20,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,11,14,0,4,4,12,0,9,10,7,0,1,9,2,35,4,39,28,7,58,0,2,1,1,7,20,0,8,28,174,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781960105122163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854259732563984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365904577692503,0.0,0.0,0.1765881077939947,0.0,0.07846648642907318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30303547267258435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207061909321675,0.0,0.07917928906517058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058934145109665,0.08589285605138669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260604254729316,0.0,0.1472965919831662,0.09015086147363076,0.26704517003217043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853226623620556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670613354101884,0.0,0.0,0.05164704929845323,0.0,0.0,0.09950758790045276,0.0,0.0,0.0663784102066968,0.0,0.0,0.33193203014172323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258649593576674,0.07989549462386764,0.08481749744627727,0.0,0.06273007093469757,0.0,0.09441206685661772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969425913437556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988219072375737,0.06908357079963133,0.0,0.07248050197861046,0.18152625802935565,0.09994511761742664,0.0,0.09207705718466637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368093639216788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030300171952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888382072570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992285803885998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400197250262328,0.0,0.06020377864574185,0.0,0.09279049693760448,0.0,0.0,0.0802554526339241,0.0,0.0,0.09408691199721547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962601832214145,0.0,0.09294520213760844,0.0,0.13303415899294355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758065588728892,0.0,0.0,0.08857177783510185,0.0,0.07065866339434794,0.0,0.08213963911906083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460687636455658,0.054798476864034655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441139502520434,0.06380390263555773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085959759681843,0.0,0.22614693811691744,0.0,0.0,0.08711719512516197,0.0,0.314764356180583,0.0,0.18118006415017052,0.0,0.0,0.09543773923310868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,obesePeter,2019/01/13,"Hi help me I used to be extremely outgoing 3 years ago, but i slowly started to become more and more shy. I have lots of friends but i feel uncomfortable and shy at parties, even after a couple beers. I dont want to get my ass drunk every party just to stoo being shy. My siblings are social and outgoing so I feel pressure when im around my family. I dont have any reasons to be shy. Im not fat, ugly, stupid. Any tips would be appreciated",0.7301086956521701,2.9048057065217416,3.517565217391308,86.2296086956522,84.32608695652175,6.288695652173913,21.156521739130433,7.554174236665415,0.9168269565217396,343,11,72,6,10,121,62,92,0.243,0.509,0.248,0.1561,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,10,4,2,2,0,15,16,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,9,11,3,7,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,5,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470995556440372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680583140440685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545345444957447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767236689889816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180782863918885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619801554278561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017725027330432,0.0,0.1660583103516271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580057290843888,0.0,0.1993110340665372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227260675197726,0.0,0.1029723112111018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210645384582664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257858490975359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756036835626248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026431573724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091023145415046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950256387901516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022400190655584,0.0,0.0,0.11624982795713686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400083331966995,0.0,0.0,0.1269206331025071 socialanxiety,stedtler3,2019/01/14,"26 year old virgin I've been in a relationship. I've never hug,kissed, or had sex with a girl. Probably haven't even talked to a girl for more than 10 minutes. I'm horrified that a relationship will never work out for me. I don't even know how to kiss or have sex. So many women say they don't like virgins or that they don't want to show the ropes to virgins. What the fuck do I do? I'm socially retarded. Will any women be forgiving about this? ",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,2.89605263157895,91.21986842105262,83.73684210526315,6.747368421052633,20.026315789473685,7.908726449838941,0.7507684210526309,350,10,80,7,10,119,60,95,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,0,6,0,12,7,0,1,2,11,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,11,12,1,6,0,0,0,7,12,2,1,3,5,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258500316218708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158248416626319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102887670656413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139405893897949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680413922752315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239318009533936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687919243506359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508779530967629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577724893038908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133724867969809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012882412291107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437155566897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216629010063488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101766411100813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405566184874466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539619586723616 socialanxiety,AdrianR154,2019/01/14,"Anyone else nervous talking on Discord? I know it *should* be easier. It's not face to face, you never have to talk to them again if you don't like them, but for some reason, I'm still not able to bring myself to speak. I'm the person that joins the voice chat servers and uses the text box because I don't like my voice but it feels really awkward when everyone but me is using voice chat while I'm typing.",2.373193277310925,3.898506117647063,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,76.05882352941177,6.26890756302521,20.378151260504197,6.868970318607317,0.2518739495798319,320,7,69,3,7,104,59,85,0.12,0.857,0.023,-0.7235,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,3,1,15,14,7,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,7,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,7,42,13,1,0.2576487412320579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801539905010756,0.26399158291182945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570602812459058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152324625350114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461944135414699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302749450454091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159701008444633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25174832125074353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871459277923167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249689428686051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650563811063295,0.26490581732381163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575861756636835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141765972829392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450515767507997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Luckydragon23,2019/01/14,"Social Anxiety at a workplace party I just left a party my employers held. Midway into the party, I started to feel that tightness in your chest and the labored breathing when you feel trapped at a social gathering. My boss and a few others were supportive and reassured me that everything was going to be ok and to just take my time. But even now as im typing this, I feel anxious and I want to shut out anyone who tries to initiate a conversation with me. I managed to bid a good night to everyone, but I feel like a mess. Im new to this sub; so I was wondering, has anyone here has felt the same or has gone through a similar situation? How do you deal with this feeling of being trapped without drawing attention to yourself?",6.512185314685315,6.268956748251751,7.472159090909091,73.32823863636366,65.43356643356644,10.78636363636364,36.75611888111889,10.411451182825502,3.8977559440559446,577,27,106,13,8,195,91,143,0.09,0.775,0.134,0.3286,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,11,1,9,2,2,2,0,29,23,12,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,15,5,20,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,7,80,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965089970883548,0.1914629242701411,0.0,0.23700718423158704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747253109700839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193921945365497,0.0,0.0,0.1619443581702463,0.1523167132407921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42846813738706496,0.12107576477961855,0.16272632823289304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631876829640483,0.14215086603206353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36613260383303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413932797198299,0.0,0.0,0.08279883308262256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368378413974488,0.0,0.1590444730820868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905013919708816,0.0,0.3455248047107163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995804243533753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923226548590443,0.0,0.0,0.12742704589628007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882451338526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506505273284512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996305019366472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337161814896095,0.183792644783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,limitofmytearsDNE,2019/01/14,"How did you guys manage the transition from high school to college? Even though i still get debilatating social anxiety while in high school, I feel like it is going to be way easier than in college because at least in high school you are forced to interact with the same people every day so you are able to like somewhat ish make friends, vs in college its alot more independent and on your own So like in college how did you manage to make friends or did you even make any at all? If you didn't manage to make any, were you fine with it or did you get depressed? Did your anxiety get better or worse? I feel like if my anxiety is still there I'm just gonna not really care about the friends I make and just like completely immerse myself in things such as studying and exercising or whatever also im tagging u/Don_Carlone cuz i want him to answer this just out of curiosity",4.281649622054246,5.767179005780349,5.015028901734105,82.80977323254783,71.08092485549132,8.560071142730104,27.758559359715427,9.057496981413335,2.181780257892397,700,25,138,14,13,226,99,173,0.09,0.75,0.16,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,10,0,1,16,12,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,9,1,34,27,18,0,3,11,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,2,18,11,24,18,7,19,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,8,9,96,23,10,0.11680120254795245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340587947848536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885764603301636,0.0,0.2680578007507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120092896366484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330117190461807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908661038972325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224638386356552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532711292103048,0.0,0.10060070460407276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542921854090916,0.0,0.09841005074120836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118116394983411,0.166885604876482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707209580519133,0.0,0.18307142261835135,0.0,0.06638081509277036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565155398137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702206499687732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261653419387765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853158385415045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898285483848004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097524720382067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482584121794134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546271580913743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190641168753596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655518246611785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759752896709206,0.0,0.11475658847126648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688923754775907,0.09271135793409503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119030404002262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Quartermayne1,2019/01/14,"Why does my mother speak to me in a high pitched voice? More like I’m asking what this means socially. For starters Im a 24 year old male. My mother is a little....childish when she’s around me. She does the same thing towards my sister who is almost 10 years older than me. When she speaks to me she uses this incredibly high pitched voice. Like imagine you are a female with a already high pitched voice but then you on top of it you speak as high pitched as possible. It makes me cringe. And it’s almost like this feeling of insecurity washes over me and I feel worthless when she Speaks to me. I don’t know how to respond it. Imagine uptalking but like to the 15th degree. Except you just stay high pitched as possible. Is it because I am a male and she’s trying to imasculate me? Does she have control issues? Is she trying to put me in my place? How do I respond to it? I almost want to scream out “WHAT THE F*CK” in a disgusted tone because that’s how I feel every time she does it. It makes me cringe horribley. I feel she also has huge social anxiety and self esteem issues. She’s going on 50 but is still like a 13 year old girl sometimes. Like her parents sheltered her and she never went out and socialized with people. SHE STILL HASNT. I don’t know how to handle her help. I hate just being around she is so childish.",1.1533936922892425,3.565735263940521,2.6209593476436024,91.72704760762682,84.8364312267658,4.957956589519128,20.945077347403764,6.3737218528115,0.28489797337810296,1042,33,214,10,31,338,128,269,0.093,0.799,0.107,-0.467,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,2,15,11,2,1,11,0,15,1,0,8,1,41,31,22,0,1,6,4,4,6,0,0,1,8,0,4,16,12,0,1,9,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,12,44,6,31,29,2,38,0,1,0,0,41,19,0,3,21,143,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726620308874695,0.0,0.10016067092429704,0.07258418435072407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943444722099489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159895462025842,0.08485237574039539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065815947981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179988931736114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771383047751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647284415976474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357264523789624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515834479258318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961096320093613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060837402452541975,0.4794873737751508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804102792121998,0.1894687125812429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976338001876936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660571373687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117176083184325,0.0,0.0,0.09886893992883647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000302980580766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048374618480102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007830228514338,0.0,0.0,0.06292454290568908,0.0,0.09482938370799716,0.0,0.0,0.20464623946395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912431988545423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468696825017626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756834549674736,0.0,0.0,0.08976822149308407,0.0,0.0,0.09674267579968264,0.1449689872983062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060299773195812464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292539792781692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324601447274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839122018336249,0.0,0.0,0.05353514050661591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841394228856856,0.08190067052489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534771566724425 socialanxiety,sativafairy,2019/01/14,"called and asked if it was ok to put them as a reference!! I saw an ad on craigslist for a job i could see myself really enjoying. i’ve never called a reference to see if it’s okay to put their number down before, but i knew i had to in this case. even though my heart has been pounding for the hour leading up to it, i made the call. i told myself after i finished this cup of tea, i have to make the call. unfortunately they didn’t answer at first, and honestly i was relieved (though i knew i must apply asap). they called me back minutes later, and said “hey”. to which i said; “hey there! i’m not sure if you remember me, i worked for you awhile ago”. they said “yeah, of course!” and then i started to ask how they’re doing and if i could put them as a reference, when they lost signal! for a second i was scared they hung up to avoid saying no once they realized where it was going. but then they texted me and said they’d call me when they got better signal :D this is stretching out a painful process, but maybe it’s for the better! i can do it! honestly i’m tearing up a lot right now and it’s hard to breathe but i did it!! (= and when they call back i’m gonna finish it strong!!! tldr: made the call! it was painful! yet here i am, still existing sweatily (but with one more step in the right direction). 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I don’t know how to explain it. Even with some of my personal family members or friends I feel this inclination to anchor what I’m going to say and a facial weakness where it’s difficult to express emotion. I’ve gone on to make more than a few “acquaintances” in HS but I never feel myself around them. On the rare occasion that I do, it feels like a one hundred pound weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I’m top of the world, but this rarely happens, and when it does it never lasts very long. And even during this moments I feel like I’m not giving off the right emotional cue to them, as if my face is dancing with tenseness that makes me look sad even when I’m happy. Otherwise, when someone interacts with me my face turns a very bright red and my eyes water constantly. Anyone else have similar symptoms of this?",6.222307692307693,6.420169603550299,6.361946745562129,79.5513224852071,65.98224852071006,9.600236686390533,32.284615384615385,9.3871,2.785295384615385,689,26,131,12,10,220,108,169,0.087,0.7879999999999999,0.125,0.8265,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,0,0,7,0,6,9,5,3,2,27,25,14,0,1,5,0,6,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,12,9,2,0,7,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,11,15,5,20,23,3,23,0,1,4,0,9,10,0,3,12,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105847664397667,0.1480876839957773,0.0,0.12866201131811092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123703663735376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647885176261398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073595887397325,0.3251527575408914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863813693592123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624967082838213,0.0,0.3653926136897926,0.20650399078496767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166323236452336,0.0,0.0,0.13864598922376167,0.08213951849449089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780707305929653,0.1538544769271749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794297039808869,0.11781093724158045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121975190511646,0.0,0.0,0.12790417303342005,0.1213684871214695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929492984681427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229403187500021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793701664592616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619769673306966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342751293936158,0.0,0.11493576148165402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224594851093224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022162329231656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572067329490119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385041595600119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599815085728004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Seven_Sundrops,2019/01/14,"Codename: Anxiety Be Gone So, hey all you cute people. I'm sick of not being able to confidently navigate conversations and just not feeling comfortable in my own skin. So sick of being lonely and watching people easily open up to others, while I sit at the sidelines stuck in my own mind. So. I've come up with a plan. This semester of college, I'm going to go out of my way to talk to people and initiate conversations. I knowww. Don't we all say this? But I mean it this time. Every single fucking day, I will push myself out of my comfort zone a little further and further. My goal is to do something daily that's at least a little noteworthy, something that will look good or be inspiring to you redditors. And I also signed up for a public speaking class this semester. I'm trying to not think about it. XD To keep myself accountable, I'm going to post daily below about how this wild idea works out in practice. Erm, wish me luck. Also, if you want to do this with me, feel free to post your progress down below. 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Ever since I started spending more time in online communities, i found myself getting really into making friends and chatting with them all day all night. Usually it was just one person who i'd really come along with. Simply.. online friendships over real-life ones. 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I have a former friends group that, after something of an embarrassing falling out years ago, has pretty much made me something of a non-entity to them. I was never that close with them, but I want to be on good terms again, and hate that I can't seem to properly talk to them now, especially since some of them I thought I was having pending dialogue with. Frankly, I don't know what to do. I don't know whether the right thing to do is to try speak to them individually to apologize for things I did years ago, or if it's to make a big announcement in front of all them saying I'm sorry for these things (either way, interrupting their days when they probably want nothing to do with me). Otherwise, I just sit next to them, sometimes for hours on end, feeling practically paralyzed by being unable to say anything amidst their conversations about things I wish I could be involved in. I know I could just move on but it sucks having empty history with these people and still being a ghost. If anyone can relate, any comments?",8.632075471698116,7.099557679245282,8.26290566037736,73.58115094339624,61.83018867924528,11.498867924528305,35.82264150943397,10.355215969177356,3.43525320754717,876,31,168,16,10,280,127,212,0.104,0.8009999999999999,0.094,-0.4871,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,10,0,8,6,2,1,7,0,22,0,0,2,2,36,36,10,1,7,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,4,27,3,36,25,5,33,0,0,0,0,23,10,1,5,18,125,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540974604282088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746573488789603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021598745910026,0.0,0.11794404517687425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288662775571244,0.0,0.0,0.09243259737470703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694317453081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246929264565885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146467007827486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021398805910895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150350359776573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114599380148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630257893373016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561733008441135,0.09567037381558477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233151153310534,0.10536017167582068,0.0,0.11054087163162116,0.0,0.15242748208360354,0.0,0.0,0.13752394910762245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936332526051812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581278207621942,0.15452830590299613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223985409201816,0.0,0.22795516445050434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047745620929493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855970220140895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067676705084632,0.14175182811648382,0.16044030711352242,0.0,0.0,0.11445931883207362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519899327157015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808743425388813,0.0,0.0,0.11378383038081692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973080872551768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690732847117903,0.11376450374473382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481637242081842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459286102559305 socialanxiety,Never_Stop_Believing,2019/01/14,"Xanax, Adderall, or Klonopin I'm going to my psychiatrist this week for my bi-monthly appointment. I'm already prescribed xanax and take about .5 to .75 mgs around 1-3 times a weeks. I've heard good things about Klonopin and that's much better than Xanax (As far as it being safer and the the effects lasting much longer). At my current dosage of Xanax it does cull my anxiety to abou 90%. I can get anxious if say I were to present something or a teacher is calling out random students to give inputs on the lecture or question at hand, not much a but a bit. It hasn't unfortunately helped me with socializing despite culling most of my anxiety. That's probably mostly my fault but I think it has to do a bit with the sedating effects of xanax. I mostly feel like I don't really care about anything while I'm in class. I'm not sure how different the effects of Klonopin are. And the reason why I added Adderall to this list is because I've heard from some people when they use it they don't necessarily feel high but want to socialize a lot. I'm not sure if this means it makes you just talk more without the anti-anxiety effects. 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I don’t want to be this way. Help? This is honestly . I get many compliments on my appearance from a fair amount of people. I barely talk to anyone I am very approachable in a professional sense but if someone asks me something about myself/tries to get beyond a professional conversation I lock up and just try to end it as quickly as possible. For some reason I don’t like to talk about myself. I don’t find myself interesting. I fear overthinking the situation and saying something stupid or that doesn’t make sense and then have everyone look at me differently. Even if someone were to compliment me I ignore it completely I know this is rude. But something tells me to just to keep moving. This has led to guys labeling me as stuck up and girls labeling me as a homosexual. I can tell this has really limited my opportunities for friendships and relationships. How can I make this go away? This is best I could do to express myself if there are any further questions from commenters I will do my best to answer you. How can I make this go away?",3.9535173299101416,6.4104742926829275,5.253016688061617,76.6183183568678,74.3658536585366,8.803594351732992,26.88703465982028,9.414487439383343,2.683487804878049,870,33,157,23,19,289,117,205,0.096,0.73,0.174,0.9464,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,11,12,2,1,5,0,21,0,0,7,0,31,35,18,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,5,0,3,5,0,0,7,4,4,0,0,2,2,28,8,31,30,4,21,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,7,4,118,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810945777343704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905956983283102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112690514277985,0.0,0.3651951247323008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194346277151515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584769368669444,0.0,0.0,0.10344806634545488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135369100333611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475719429821933,0.0,0.0,0.08557725192684917,0.0,0.0,0.12380605479391305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579799449445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842115784260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538598179791916,0.0,0.14727091255443114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829090656217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684549149864305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516439014538454,0.0,0.0,0.07120619406831627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329949978697451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880297438636892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594593301400336,0.1313597887307882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770836385143595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964977581792488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606642076361254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514379457375615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300342428319593,0.1332156309440129,0.0,0.13910560804418318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303624119538088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456378353599041,0.0,0.0,0.2195620385114051,0.2992391681611349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082808044258512,0.22649313613308314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593388722478462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690568276458312,0.07642150062821612,0.10284361730142212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maydayparadexxxx,2019/01/14,"I hate meeting new people and I feel like it’s such a burden to my husband. He doesn’t really understand my social anxiety. Even as a kid, my parents would say I’m lazy for not wanting to attend social functions at their jobs. I was only okay with going to social functions where I already KNEW the people. So anyway, my husband was invited to dinner by his coworkers parents and invited me! Because I’m his wife. I immediately panicked and said oh i don’t know I’m very exhausted from work. Which is true, but it’s because I don’t want to go. I can tell my husband is disappointed. I wish he was a bit more understanding but he isn’t. When we go out together he will socialize with everyone and ignore me, his awkward quiet wife. He doesn’t introduce me to anyone and they end up just staring at me and he just chats it away. So I told him this before, like why do I have to go with you if you don’t care to introduce me. It makes me feel awkward and stupid and it already took a lot of courage to go. He still invites me out and I hate having to say no, so I’ve started coming up with excuses. But I feel bad because since my husband likes to network and makes friends easily, it’s only natural for these people to be polite and invite me. But I DONT care about going! I’m more than happy to sit at home. I work from home so the longer I sit in the house the more money I make. So I don’t care!! Sorry. Rant over. 😞 can anyone relate or am I just being a rude person? 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Y'all. I'm new in here, but something's been going around my mind for a long time. Is all of this worth it? Shall I live like a cow? Humiliate myself to the point I no longer care about myself? You know, I feel the city makes us sick. Does anybody get it? 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I go back to classes tomorrow and I know I’ll have to introduce myself in one of my classes. It’s gotten me so anxious to go. The worst part is that I know no one will care(implying that they care in the first place) 5 seconds after I introduce myself. Why am I like this. 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Sorry if this is kind of a rant, but I need to let this out somewhere, and since I'm unable to talk to people I might as well do it here. I've been battling with depression and other related issues for some years now, the main reason for this is not having any hope for future relationships, as things don't seem very optimistic for me. Why ? Well, let me introduce you to my problems. I'm unable to hold any kind of conversation, heck, (if I had one) I could sit in a room with my best friend for 24hrs, and if he/she wouldn't approach me it would be 24hrs of silence. Even if someone approaches me, the conversation usually either ends very quickly or gets extremely awkward after like 30 seconds. Oh and I also avoid people completely whenever I can, usually locking myself in the school bathroom, most of the times even for like 3 hours until class begins again. The next thing is the fact that I'm literally unable to have any physical body contact with someone. It's extremely awkward for me to even hug or shake hands with a family member, the people I've been living with together for 16 years now, and hugging a person I only know for some time (that includes basically everything from the time after I was born to now) is completely impossible for me. The same thing goes with hand holding, kissing, or even more intimate things. I highly doubt that any kind of person would want a relationship with someone that basically ignores him/her all day, is unable to engage in any body contact and usually just sits there doing nothing, also resulting in the fact that dates / meetups are also impossible (apart from other problems like my mental health, not having any interests, hobbies etc. making a relationship basically impossible to begin with). ​ I guess I'm doomed after all, as I don't really want any therapy. I've been like this for too long, and lost the will, but also power, to change, on the way.",9.33214169645759,7.92092496685083,9.306418589535262,66.2673269418265,60.38121546961326,12.385050373740661,37.59246018849529,11.326091736570909,4.294409619759507,1546,59,263,35,17,509,187,362,0.117,0.736,0.147,0.9437,1,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,3,19,30,1,5,18,0,28,8,4,3,4,60,45,24,0,15,13,0,2,4,1,5,1,0,1,2,18,16,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,12,2,2,6,2,22,18,50,30,11,42,1,3,0,3,13,9,1,16,31,186,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417287962711517,0.0,0.08187856949300301,0.09182414615021102,0.35972477639927763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930460573116531,0.0,0.0,0.16787940484386535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994158118316763,0.0,0.1584645231404309,0.0,0.0,0.06033539494987303,0.0,0.0,0.0487355090349958,0.0,0.0650871427038314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693136842404199,0.0,0.08427898829576895,0.19964944637974225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791620403762154,0.0,0.07123937062798731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838412927951296,0.0,0.03948148559478932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324735592844289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032591058269489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984239729817033,0.0,0.15011338375602715,0.07441986973794862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887400718385934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360792704868877,0.04153053791882626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454807020609698,0.0,0.14767604479034566,0.0,0.0667284769968779,0.06687585175211999,0.0,0.0,0.08249207684256754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044264144790441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615539623559225,0.080166365078159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603317508988289,0.0,0.0,0.08036808594864682,0.0,0.0,0.07251013013399138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051207253453306144,0.057473341671606615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571693008804154,0.13196721042048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461792943760493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841119378292317,0.07769712852498076,0.0,0.3245296735875347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764794790659051,0.0,0.0687948345773889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251114435743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208714252830836,0.0,0.0,0.08459288453413275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607391952283849,0.0,0.0,0.086419304207606,0.0,0.20081773626628616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219401217741242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496844799771125,0.12470405334493435,0.08914466139304451,0.059982854075140736,0.0,0.0,0.1358905317624951,0.0,0.06818892668174241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736356065512864,0.0,0.09182414615021102,0.09732742887056653 socialanxiety,SulitzerCircle,2019/01/14,"Child anxiety Hi guys! I'm currently tutoring two kids, and the first time they came to my house, the youngest one (a little boy, 4 years old) started to cry despite knowing my mom, my sister and me for almost 6 month (I tutored his cousins before and he would always came to play with us after with his sister). His mother, who was still there, told us that sometimes he is normal, and sometimes he cries like that, she also told us that that happens when he goes to school too. I'm worried for him, I think I have anxiety too and I feel like seeing my anxiety symptoms in him (like a sudden uncontrollable fear and big stress for something that I do daily like going to school). He and his sister are really shy and don't talk a lot, so I don't know what to think. Can children have anxiety (or even depression) ? How can we detect that ? What can we do ? And as a parent or as someone that knows them, what can we do?",4.494508196721314,5.10371349180328,5.252581967213118,84.5660860655738,69.81967213114754,8.067213114754097,27.271857923497265,8.07648339933343,1.5946907103825143,711,22,145,9,12,231,107,183,0.141,0.807,0.052000000000000005,-0.9318,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,6,0,2,1,9,9,0,3,6,0,15,1,0,1,0,29,31,17,0,2,2,7,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,11,16,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,5,2,26,5,15,25,1,17,0,1,1,0,37,3,0,4,15,97,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198094584513604,0.0,0.0,0.08942989521353271,0.09305098226283608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421966035564438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515854493376652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558059820893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456785918927475,0.0,0.0,0.09631846005177908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386223463898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583911538137466,0.05654428225152434,0.07989091393432281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512199268472823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355519985551562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072864375972356,0.09889032977198273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290360617835322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437546762493964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853669756970828,0.1120823928656608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507331901497174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097318962124832,0.08926112466878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956902479783166,0.0,0.0,0.11734609690504827,0.0,0.07577846547277081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241732652027368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164074870604109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263545561589579,0.08911351776096968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475265003956077,0.08609170137404686,0.2212041841743619,0.0,0.07915339342580519,0.0,0.08930706778115187,0.0,0.12810014892626598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623351908988246,0.0,0.08988419995333455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331147110275125,0.0,0.0,0.06520859651668694,0.0,0.0,0.21371548309899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092410309107248,0.0,0.40355083654724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356813886557282,0.0,0.07944036562668952,0.0,0.0,0.07201443849109235 socialanxiety,ju5t_4sk1ng,2019/01/14,"Can apps like this actually help? Can apps like Youper help with social anxiety, I'm a bit sceptical but I've heard some good things about apps like that ",3.0380000000000003,5.543852133333335,3.256666666666668,89.525,77.66666666666666,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.1949999999999998,124,3,26,3,3,38,23,30,0.081,0.524,0.394,0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.327870461869826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702569909050377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36680588016502497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818061872325116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504039859767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492432247012522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249185575774865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232118491751485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daintysunflower,2019/01/14,I mentioned to my friend about the price of textbooks and she started being mean to me? I basically said that the new textbooks for $410 are not that bad. I did not mean it was cheap. They are still expensive. I said that because it is normally cheaper than new textbooks. She said I don’t have to pay for anything so that’s why. What do I do? I can’t stop thinking about it. ,1.1980769230769222,3.3271184871794905,2.5842948717948717,93.90028846153848,82.07692307692308,5.438461538461539,25.134615384615394,6.6274283507984215,0.7698153846153852,294,12,65,3,8,95,50,78,0.049,0.863,0.08800000000000001,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,18,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,12,1,9,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,47,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164090350283426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415288428548456,0.1271464583747478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611458891764611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544024810934943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40288947355810384,0.0,0.0,0.2043609420401896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595212793711553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476317059134345,0.0,0.16656967182356852,0.17437951275417055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364756733831598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820808595965005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mechanicalized,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else feel less anxious while wearing a hat and/or sunglasses in public? It's alleviating and I can't leave the house without at least wearing a hat/beanie. It makes me feel anonymous and unnoticeable, knowing people can't make out my appearance. My ultimate combo is a hoodie + tinted sunglasses + a hat. I look like a socially anxious unabomber tbh",6.150909090909089,8.149798939393943,6.9004242424242435,69.1006363636364,67.18181818181819,9.522424242424243,35.92727272727272,9.888512548439397,4.102494545454545,294,15,45,7,5,97,49,66,0.061,0.8740000000000001,0.065,0.0603,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,2,2,2,0,10,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,4,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470310949512908,0.0,0.1692890412017833,0.2480704525732827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187221753427826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225195743212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448363256124559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936259848563355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305740276728448,0.0,0.0,0.2563596833027213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828278632674095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331154297217646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232208006984188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784868852226814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680080095696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338553795902597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frogfiendd,2019/01/14,"First Job At the moment, I'm looking for a part time job around my school hours and because it'll be my first job I know I'll probably end up as a waitress or working at a checkout or something. I'm pretty worried about all this, so I just wanted to know what people's experiences with their first jobs is and if anyone had any tips for dealing with the anxiety when going to interviews and stuff? 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Some girl that I really really like walks up to me at work and said thanks for helping her with something and she said she always saw me at work and wanted to know my name. Simple to the common man, but not to Captain Anxiety I’m coming from being out of a job for 9 months and I’m 20 so this was like mind bending that the one girl l like spoke to me. But I’m rambling off topic, have you ever been so anxious for the next time your gonna see a girl you just shut down and can’t eat? 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How was everyone else's day?",13.300000000000004,10.478215176470592,11.47656862745098,58.199558823529436,54.09803921568629,14.121568627450984,52.950980392156865,12.161744961471696,6.730168627450981,238,14,33,5,2,74,40,51,0.243,0.725,0.032,-0.8885,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,19,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,10,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474911510714194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995750007484626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183745978131716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582315540810381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462329522505413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962094775794095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228337127146256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452425516234143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147264229522705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615793406227362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238518212101503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206750672039133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,opentoast,2019/01/14,"A small setback Just wanted to share a small set back I had today that I am going to try to let roll off my back instead of internalizing it. I have a hard time speaking up at work and I tend to keep to myself (unless I am 100% without a doubt correct about something) for fear of looking stupid or being wrong. I decided to speak up about an issue I found that would have cost my company tens of thousands if not hundreds of thousands of dollars. My bosses came to check out the issue and couldn’t find the same problem I found. When I went to show them how to replicate the issue and why the issue occurred in the first place, they completely dismissed me before I could even get a word out. They were mad that I wasted everyone’s time looking for a problem that didn’t exist (it did and still does!) and that I threw another coworker under the bus. I didn’t throw anyone under the bus, I just said it looks like so-and-so didn’t do xyz by the deadline so error this was missed. My one boss even literally stepped in front of me to stop me from speaking and I had 3 people rolling their eyes at me for “wasting their time” I felt HORRIBLE even though I knew (and still know) that i’m right. I let it go and had a little pity moment for myself in the bathroom. Right now I feel like I want to go hide or go home sick, but I know that’s an extreme reaction. I figure I will just let them realize the problem after it’s too late to fix. Anyways my point is that although a big fear of mine happened today (looking stupid and seeming wrong) I will still speak up when there’s an issue this big so at least no one can say they didn’t know. Normally this would have discouraged me from even saying good morning to anyone ever again 😅",4.738902910121041,5.008479852691218,5.375942570177699,85.0984387071852,69.1699716713881,7.891269636878703,28.510043780582023,7.520522993642371,1.5247688385269127,1360,44,282,13,22,440,182,353,0.146,0.82,0.034,-0.9863,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,7,2,27,18,3,3,21,0,28,2,1,3,2,56,57,21,0,11,10,0,3,2,0,4,1,7,1,0,16,12,0,3,13,1,3,10,8,14,0,6,18,15,44,4,46,29,2,54,0,3,5,0,15,23,0,5,22,204,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789958504968245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722713022985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891508827623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133033224672389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958753925138022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789068119727017,0.0,0.0,0.06692878452991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335729430759128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146693146481766,0.07582603302817385,0.0,0.08009998695509211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886566448874343,0.042385289124177855,0.05988579836310143,0.08048676048968742,0.0,0.07661606869057604,0.07130293287791176,0.0,0.18382326012677794,0.0,0.0,0.043795981521126834,0.0,0.1905625406465083,0.07030984372331972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412765804199035,0.0,0.07509224182480205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408499684596234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374663857098411,0.0,0.07450900655619609,0.0,0.0,0.13820685649392758,0.0,0.09456014851811416,0.0,0.0,0.25715538529907817,0.0,0.08190696514222172,0.08401635741362076,0.0,0.0,0.281573202329418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213235026049183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136062583361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058114866528355326,0.0,0.08758104107988987,0.0,0.07924330965877091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406324408715591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317505679669926,0.07973837068962225,0.13332468415038295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631266297380516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453387519713337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008322895619367,0.07008285965408613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235928944397694,0.0,0.14664003715426716,0.0,0.1589157858599495,0.0,0.0,0.05691281454336732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888629782442003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770817402842631,0.07564054208976374,0.0,0.0,0.08080593007634851,0.0,0.06102682285976795,0.0,0.0,0.11909613956155095,0.18330263484638584,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,retanottip,2019/01/14,My social anxiety is irrational af Does anyone else panic themselves in fear of something happening but when it happens they deal with it much better than 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socialanxiety,itssarakang,2019/01/14,"Having ‘resting bitch face’ I’ve been told I came off as bitchy instead of socially anxious by everyone: family/best friends/close friends/random people Do any of you deal with 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socialanxiety,dingdong51,2019/01/14,"Please tell me I’m not the only one 🤞 I hate it when i don’t know how to react to things , when someone say something bad about me or tell a joke or say something funny fast(e: that what she said) , I don’t even realize what it means till way later. I’m 27 and it still happens to me. Sometimes I laugh when it’s serious, i got fired from my last job as a chef because I smiled when my boss was yelling at me ( I don’t blame him, i was late too) .",0.2457575757575761,1.7028709494949543,2.168686868686869,99.10636363636364,81.92929292929294,5.208080808080808,20.090909090909093,5.82211442006289,-0.3394363636363633,340,9,87,2,9,113,66,99,0.14400000000000002,0.713,0.14400000000000002,-0.0,1,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,13,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,5,16,2,8,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,9,53,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478450736976572,0.12760759709503702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826262744860884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742291098428766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851126883766981,0.0,0.0,0.2066732311688007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773093508925425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504407141884533,0.17063452585953032,0.2361370069936984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802526105548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184961762256798,0.15920735813418707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297850304391064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991238433132799,0.3329403809853436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736737070330705,0.32230990279878324,0.20703592205176136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717379187760356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659329482512925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390716997113386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615897828278586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tasharact,2019/01/14,"First day of Spring 2019 Hey all! I’m a college Freshman on my second semester and I’m finding it really difficult to socialize and make new friends. I have one best friend so far, but we only have two classes together which puts me in an awkward situation in my other classes. I know some of my classmates through our past classes together, but it’s really hard for me to talk to anyone. I think it’s because I’m scared they’ll think I’m awkward. I’ve tried socializing in the past and in most cases I blurt out something awkward, or something normal but it becomes awkward because I don’t know how to keep a conversation flowing. I’m also quite introverted, but once I finish observing people, I begin to know which person I would like to be friends with. The thing is, I don’t know how to make them my friends. Any advice? Thank you so much in advance. 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HELP",1.12773504273504,3.6127375000000015,2.837037037037039,89.519358974359,86.03703703703705,5.915669515669517,18.492877492877493,7.321109707123232,0.4853424501424497,422,11,86,7,13,139,76,108,0.047,0.865,0.08800000000000001,0.7488,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,14,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,1,12,0,17,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,2,57,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204559520042946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429929042068012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595055708396605,0.0,0.2387022593900725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529019218752312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770414649125506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816745633828552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320012361982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809599616951184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556673937331784,0.22738952941060786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624734619166003,0.0,0.0,0.3926986113178926,0.14036025211875908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LogicalChain5,2019/01/14,"SSRI + SAD question Hi guys / gals -- I'm taking Zoloft for SAD and depression. I've been on 150 mg for about seven weeks, and my depression has gotten sooooo much better. I can't believe I didn't start sooner. Unfortunately, though my SAD has become a bit better, it's still not where I want it to be. I've considered asking my psychiatrist for a higher dosage -- but, I've also heard that SSRIs take longer for SAD than depression. Maybe things will improve over the next few months. Has anyone had relevant experiences, e.g. of things getting significantly better after 2-3 months, rather than just one? P.S. I know that I have to talk to my doctor -- I'm just looking for anecdotal evidence and encouragement. And please no advise on whether SSRIs are good. They are good for me.",3.40577625570776,6.088364280821921,4.370383561643834,81.06525570776256,77.42465753424658,7.181004566210048,22.062100456621003,8.238735603445708,1.4557694977168951,619,18,111,12,15,200,100,146,0.156,0.68,0.16399999999999998,0.32,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,8,13,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,0,0,13,24,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,5,2,11,6,17,17,3,11,0,7,1,0,9,4,0,1,7,68,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281992117380496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738849992313096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357896548769966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696198758875876,0.0,0.17303495698259316,0.0,0.4074938920759018,0.16767238266783074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968413127253115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719826239993548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023321805786802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802405509542587,0.0,0.0,0.2576355364998724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207088486215342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440496080201093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289706732452639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542943287276687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451762751041837,0.0,0.11290085618851532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333679947721452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407152031001422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858753561050147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204762102436424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870652948864767,0.0,0.1226512342316256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309499495182597,0.12344384757110333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040668626907047,0.0,0.1508940896323572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058697560449402,0.0,0.12319466911491025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rebeccaxhealy,2019/01/14,"Is it inappropriate to ask her what eating disorder she has? A girl from the same country as me found me on an eating disorder website and we started talking. I want to ask her what ED she has, but I don't know if it's appropriate. Help? By the way, I'm also a girl with an eating disorder (and we have the same age).",2.493134328358209,3.492137716417912,5.134507462686567,82.11758208955227,74.82089552238807,8.345074626865673,26.832835820895525,8.841846274778883,1.9162262686567169,245,9,54,5,5,88,45,67,0.113,0.8170000000000001,0.07,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,7,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733939972810287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444854610939381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334767785356323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565581057982688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020134048030193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234944835236015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125536753149073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304084439096572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808788531557013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867154514667694,0.14624385426543984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imadarkhorse17,2019/01/14,"difference between school life and the outside life hey I'm 17 years old and actually good looking dude.I'm a high school student.I'm kind a very social in school everyone loves me and my jokes and I have no anxiety in school.But when I want to hang out with friends at a cafe or somewhere like that I don't wanna go there.I mean when we are planning this event it's all good no problem but when the date times comes I'm full of stress and nauseation begins.I'm so tired of that but I can't change.My main problem is nausea.When I'm stressed,excited or just sad my stomach hurts a lot and nauseating.What can I do with this I'm taking medication but it doesn't help :(",1.0421672661870502,3.4245471151079165,2.399563848920863,93.33229541366907,85.0431654676259,5.777158273381295,22.356564748201446,7.1686216300943375,0.711650719424461,535,19,117,8,16,172,91,139,0.209,0.665,0.126,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,5,12,0,1,6,0,8,6,1,0,1,24,19,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,11,19,4,17,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,3,9,62,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.14440913314056728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132058624275962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747343197307012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460974481403006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140318943499702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433056395920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410160868490478,0.24824064345297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918924810583504,0.15635115952920334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841784407423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541005319249484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904819509213315,0.07229655427125505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426765091462445,0.0,0.0,0.1258090461575089,0.1335595768124244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611958337671023,0.0,0.1490763458495913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528226714800908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831976709296553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599062935822831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084906311968205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951293713129406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126408424226457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628952280231572,0.1700835962675655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210068834518152,0.08728364657307276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529558776323127 socialanxiety,OldArtAuditorium,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else here have a relationship? If so, do you get scared that any null in a conversation means the end of the relationship? I may be weird but honestly any sort of null recently between me and my boyfriend scares me so bad. We also did have some problems because he brought up some things about me that upset him and I understand. He told me that I am just too emotional and it hurts him when he constantly sees me crying over the smallest things. Since then though I feel like our relationship has been having a huge toll on me. I'm more anxious and I'm always trying to have conversation but it's so hard and scary even with him. He understands me more than anyone and is also the only person in my life who isn't a direct family member. I am really scared of losing him but my anxiety is getting worse and worse because of it. He's literally the only friend I have. God I'm just rambling at this point. Does anyone else have problems like this with anyone close to you, whether or not you're dating them? If so, does anyone have any tips on how to handle this?",3.348779342723007,5.245871413145544,4.425938967136151,84.40726525821599,74.30516431924883,7.550234741784037,23.570422535211268,8.344100000000001,1.3940028169014091,853,25,169,15,18,278,120,213,0.234,0.6779999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,1,1,15,14,0,4,9,0,18,1,0,1,0,32,30,24,0,4,10,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,3,25,4,19,24,4,17,0,2,1,0,23,10,0,7,8,117,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502389050843352,0.08585291904893569,0.0,0.0,0.21049510158044926,0.0,0.07893140026444867,0.11656252864659795,0.0,0.3607246260177409,0.2114374813521159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614987981256664,0.12579351932663918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149948755519364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333692428010322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708770487128148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238507865160135,0.11606211646726422,0.0913856767151485,0.0,0.0,0.06814853854334088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726766756589103,0.0,0.05217023580802265,0.07371086258256825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971558462439092,0.0,0.10781319323820032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924278221124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045490040457448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287814609394025,0.10081577297420602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543053983390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239181967427067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569440561401727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009163500200076,0.0,0.0,0.09753719360022006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197456105529913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609889814909976,0.0,0.10187648922127708,0.3323258346562889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098995455017236,0.0,0.08222004153473661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535046218016269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709464752633627,0.0,0.10137251957124194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859164096825658,0.0,0.07005154421683626,0.0,0.0,0.21482526886781408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102957593988323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jimbobsherwin2,2019/01/14,Asking a girl on a date I introduced myself to this girl at the end of the fall semester and got her number. We only talked and texted a couple of times and most were very brief conversations. I was going to text her and ask to call her then ask her in a date but I don’t know if she’ll be weirder out because we haven’t talked. I also have no clue what to say. What do you think?,2.283775100401609,3.029463662650606,3.8796987951807225,91.88573293172692,75.02409638554218,6.979116465863456,19.8574297188755,7.1686216300943375,0.12142730923694732,296,5,71,3,6,99,57,83,0.061,0.924,0.015,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,13,0,10,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,2,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863329506547952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6534809345812883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203687452263652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379227983625107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781412896817113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637209239771992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242135518840928,0.0,0.18635432012703165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805272341678856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720979052324365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529387040457512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745590477224674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492993434102459,0.0,0.0,0.13586631369745394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225242980410004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curricularguidelines,2019/01/14,"Getting a job is impossible when you have social anxiety and an unimpressive resume. Recently graduated college and already dreading those job interviews. My grades are below average (even accumulated 15 units of failure - 18 units gets the boot), I never joined any orgs/extracurrics, my ojt experience was just making coffee, and my social skills are shit. Interviews are about selling yourself to a company and I literally have nothing good to say about myself. People say you can get away with poor grades if you impress the interviewer with ""people skills"" but I don't even have that. 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I mean how do you personally deal with it, not like ""hey solve my problem in one sentence!"". I got a dog 2 years ago to help me get out of the house, and while it has helped (along with meds and therapy) I still struggle a lot with stuff like that. I feel like if I make eye contact it's weird, if I look away it's weird, if I look ahead to where I'm walking it looks like I'm trying not to look which is still weird. Usually I just look down as if I'm watching where my dog is walking.",0.5894466403162042,2.332055391304351,2.1342292490118595,98.38189723320158,82.04347826086956,5.225296442687747,20.88932806324111,6.11248444174946,-0.14073913043478248,410,12,101,3,11,133,69,115,0.184,0.792,0.024,-0.914,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,20,19,10,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,9,13,4,15,18,1,19,0,0,8,0,8,8,0,5,12,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237614837691048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117417098316514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393834197408004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705942292410926,0.0997419591864736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294378835739634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166396143796703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716381319674996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109854017412856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283801494202203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034555008633686,0.0,0.0,0.11869684095377316,0.0,0.0,0.0931950079013637,0.0,0.0,0.1520831516289389,0.15508230746657545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460766235084342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679240828106046,0.12190762482729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133594005882263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299561917677255,0.0,0.0,0.14595733885661732,0.1598273352167399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966348127855196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479034730326837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376770140230625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990836167827887 socialanxiety,bobwonderland,2019/01/14,"When do i look people into the eyes? Whenever im in public, walking down the streets or taking the bus, I never make eye contact with people because my SA prevents me to do it. If its an attractive girl then my brain tells me dont look at her because she and all the people looking at you will think that you are a perv or if its a random stranger then my brain tells me dont look at him because the way you look at him will scare him. On the otherhand the fact that im not looking at anyone makes me feel like dumb and weird because im not doing what is considered as a normal thing in society that is looking at people. Also i think my face becomes pretty weird bcoz of nervousness when im in public so it doesn't help to make eye contact with people. 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Do I have social anxiety? thanks everyone for not making me feel so alone for the passed 3 years. I think i may have just defeated or overcame my social anxiety. for years everything ive ever known felt so impossible. i would once be in a class with a girl i like and i would not talk to her for the entire year. if you were to ask me a question i wouldnt make eye contact and severely stutter people always thought there was something wrong with me. now i just reflected my entire life when a classmate told me ""damn i wish i could be like you. no shame on doing anything. if you love it then you do it"" i didnt even realise that i had just already did all the things i thought would be impossible in highschool. ive become known as to what some people call a chad. ive flirted with so many girls and gone on so many dates. ive gotten wasted with friends and already have trouble hanging out with all of them. i go home late at night drunk all the time. its been the most fun i had in my life suddenley i just forgot about my old boring self but honestly i dont want to forget my old boring self i miss it even. i miss going home directly after school and playing minecraft and admiring my hotwheels collection. ive become that cool kid that people want to hang out and finally being wanted and appreciated. i dont know wgat phase this is im in but i have a feeling theres a terrible ending coming. thanks for reading ",2.1954081632653057,4.320778506802725,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857144,78.5578231292517,6.648979591836735,24.105442176870746,7.7094869923839395,1.2495115646258492,1147,40,232,18,28,378,159,294,0.138,0.735,0.127,0.7416,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,1,17,23,1,1,12,1,34,5,1,2,5,59,60,20,0,11,11,0,3,2,1,5,2,0,2,5,10,16,1,1,11,3,0,7,7,11,0,0,16,5,43,12,28,34,5,33,0,3,1,1,22,9,1,7,19,160,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993112414556753,0.21295094934842912,0.0,0.08028466524396342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143618822756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940033433990737,0.0,0.09020204138830072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312396301394654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852371034604024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311475004060373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703678015246157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616339170951066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545857897955438,0.0,0.0,0.12745711303534968,0.1745554914003842,0.0,0.09219717836824833,0.08671602603385267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757315101093596,0.0,0.09264236481474794,0.10569646553366753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454538642591912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967123228211577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935680577987398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422219509042377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053026567936186535,0.0,0.10884120223815334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630282179264322,0.09427705748632766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708301542111616,0.0,0.12881124529838964,0.19564474277429825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054623340331537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249312535135292,0.1027551883777458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006751905527408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808718797829676,0.0,0.0965128124211188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764969334948087,0.0,0.0,0.20131334578459065,0.10900250912898952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29506812472971644,0.0,0.07428017692038014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755235601480681,0.0,0.17766398314714488,0.0,0.0,0.0641014773016475,0.061824782518709764,0.0,0.1531993270395918,0.05626217171553505,0.0,0.0,0.09219717836824833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073106972798685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095494524779607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056241537520264,0.10549306162669582,0.0,0.18640281745736595 socialanxiety,Trent7530,2019/01/14,"Anyone else try to be themselves when with friends, but then feel like you were being annoying and that you shouldn't have been that way? I can really only be myself when I'm with my friends, but a lot of the time I feel like I'm being annoying to them. I might think I took a joke too far, overuse a joke, say something weird, etc. and now that is all I'm thinking about for the next hour. Nobody ever seems annoyed, and I know they probably aren't, but I still can't stop myself from obsessing over it afterwards.",7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,7.0971428571428605,81.58285714285716,64.71428571428572,10.685714285714287,32.42857142857143,9.3871,2.514771428571428,405,12,87,6,5,129,72,105,0.13699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.181,0.6101,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,0,7,11,3,1,5,0,13,0,0,0,2,20,23,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,3,13,6,9,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,13,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403911573059158,0.20572446794505556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772725611599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392454893799327,0.0,0.1816184446359688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030424111286102,0.2868768184258964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102467193405728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977294234312844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034431189407466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618348764804264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069732922712094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129975395187136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353350056723552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270344803628566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164765148983643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862582893552693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966958048548668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278402023460266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457147857491388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034443847434687,0.16786240104749614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573054734840702,0.0,0.0,0.11707736075033365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230757360673,0.1363175210996615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937108186031307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,acc4randomlifestuff,2019/01/14,"Now I have to go to some hangouts with people I’m not really fond with only because I have to keep my reputation Being who I am, with a lot of bad memories based on people thinking “he has good grades so that makes him uncool and unapproachable”, I have to make sure that I get known as *that one chill dude* way earlier than being known as *that one smart guy*, because the latter is unfortunately inevitable. I’m a freshman on a college (overseas) and in a dorm with a lot of casual hangouts every night. I usually go to the hangouts time to time, get to know the regulars, build my image on being the chill dude and all that. But, I don’t really have anyone that “clicks” with me, we don’t share anything in common and some of their personalities I don’t agree with. Now I’m less inclined to go. I’d rather stay in my room watching The Office or do a group video chat with hometown friends, not because I’m antisocial, but because I really value my free time so that I don’t want it to waste to something I don’t enjoy. But thing is, people talk behind me, most especially regulars. You know how it is, if the regulars started to think I’m holing myself up in the room not interacting with people because they think I’m always studying, *everyone* in the dorm would start to think that. Now I have no choice other than going to hangouts just so that I can maintain my rep. God I hate these things.",4.9289128697042335,5.549070316546763,6.053477218225421,79.1703996802558,68.85611510791368,8.767705835331737,28.75379696243006,8.841846274778883,2.1574549960031977,1100,37,215,18,18,368,140,278,0.063,0.83,0.107,0.845,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,2,0,9,11,1,0,14,0,21,0,0,3,2,44,46,15,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,16,13,0,1,8,7,1,4,9,2,0,2,0,2,27,10,38,42,7,28,0,0,2,0,15,11,0,7,11,147,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364254627373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709411201920868,0.0,0.10250092967277856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400104042893968,0.3796481468590525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494580320790813,0.1190208652711256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623349164705987,0.0,0.13015322009890454,0.0,0.2831575801470164,0.10447365542916788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333237442114395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122975608043417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071320692951332,0.0,0.0,0.13690805097993272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179015257622866,0.0,0.0,0.16628736522532722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168895972462356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880795717190916,0.09473225710371187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454123758196745,0.10875956872531373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239385853828323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589112254872044,0.0,0.0,0.17632611803462572,0.13276265487222053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739479447468228,0.0,0.0,0.10011530374421433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550209949216815,0.31924790935294656,0.0,0.0,0.2178929706352636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718345273390015,0.0,0.07346775684944408,0.09886864046514768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848269593984874,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jamestemp0,2019/01/14,"How to ask for beta blockers I'm looking to ease physical symptoms whilst presenting in university this month with beta blockers. But what do I actually need to say to my doctor to get a prescription?",8.569459459459459,8.503010945945952,9.484459459459464,60.01425675675677,61.16216216216216,12.80540540540541,42.82432432432432,12.161744961471696,5.778470270270269,163,9,25,5,2,56,30,37,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,8,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.3755602850147368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597849069402351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939125903060828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010694189072171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231789664589967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071853980236025,0.0,0.0,0.28536307043968073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060499598025224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000088499646101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,irfankamil,2019/01/14,How do you refuse someone if they want to meet/hang with you? What excuse do you give? I just don't want to you know and bad at socializing with people.,1.4186458333333327,3.2910844062500004,2.5825,95.54583333333336,79.9375,5.516666666666668,16.916666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.5374708333333338,119,2,28,1,3,38,24,32,0.17800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.115,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35446254373008684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072452473870671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330908905970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943137608622067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327520968614098,0.359700584109589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007943741253388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xoslr,2019/01/14,"can’t even go to my boyfriends house My anxiety has got to the point where I’ve shut myself off and I feel so comfortable just being in my house. I used to go to my boyfriends a lot a few months ago so I dunno where all this has come from. It doesn’t help he has a super pretty sister who I feel intimidated by, I feel like it’s slowly ruining our relationship because I keep making up excuses why I can’t go round. Why can’t I just bite the bullet and do it! Damn you anxiety ",1.4402804746494056,3.021124203883496,3.7665372168284783,88.44218985976269,78.80582524271844,7.2962243797195265,21.153182308522112,8.167268648758528,0.8824916936353828,375,10,86,7,9,130,65,103,0.106,0.732,0.162,0.8331,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,14,20,4,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,4,15,3,9,18,3,13,0,1,1,0,8,7,1,2,3,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146220369772794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959436991011489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791188078429785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666210485316387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277573343262821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934089446584825,0.13818496354768858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32978867844171944,0.0,0.15470199870495965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965067517716605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463797599950645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192764622615986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449912418178157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644455229695076,0.0,0.0,0.12911465620602075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439234139594646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828519307733306,0.0,0.0,0.1967857600776682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766922603161692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670596411913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490772716438104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,javachip22,2019/01/14,It’s so frustrating when my anxiety gets in the way of something I’m actually good at Yesterday we went bowling and I can’t help but feel shitty that I played so horribly even though it’s something I’m usually good at. There was a lot more people that day in our group and everyone watching me makes me so anxious so I got almost all gutters even though I usually am good at it. This happens to me at work too I’m good at my job but because of my anxiety I end up performing some things poorly. It’s sooooooo frustrating and I don’t know what to do it makes me frustrated and angry with myself and I feel stuck !!! It affects me in every aspect of my life and it’s starting to drain me now ,1.2941666666666656,3.493287305555558,3.4776111111111128,87.22850000000004,82.19444444444444,7.173333333333334,25.572222222222226,8.238735603445708,1.8254672222222217,548,23,114,12,15,187,83,144,0.219,0.6709999999999999,0.11,-0.9645,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,12,8,3,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,1,20,19,15,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,20,5,16,15,4,19,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,8,79,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.14753279171588535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138792808095794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231309150042338,0.1707937483542537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215974865133912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750052273862753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339032573614797,0.0,0.0,0.1997098806593406,0.0,0.1273781911708427,0.1444618275948564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288532652191325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898687343606778,0.0,0.0,0.5072204832130154,0.12091484947636842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369062047508504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133477269065164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002579157317186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308621858846871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678501821310872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285303733847831,0.0,0.0,0.20183164213822855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481125089101713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277610664238946,0.0,0.0,0.10700809982335087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043926209476403,0.0,0.2970730439484625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330134132795554,0.0,0.0,0.1200020220057919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014814815761925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006301870651164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,birdlady96,2019/01/14,"Just need someone to talk to? Guy, I've been feeling so discouraged the past few days. And I feel like I'm becoming depressed after my bird's death. My family is caring but doesn't care about my social anxiety. My mom gets mad at me because I can't drive and I'm 22. I feel like no one in my family understands me. I have no friends and ones I do live in different states or countries. I've been holding everything in for the past 2 years that I don't even know which direction it's taking me to. 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First of all I have a cyst and I'm taking many medicines that take away my appetite and make me very weak (I just took breakfast in a whole day) the problem is that my father has pre-diabetes symptoms and he invited me to exercise with him and I just could not say no. When we were running we met some athletes (All of them with my age, 15-17 years) so we start to train, but I started to feel strange and I vomited, about 5 and 6 times in a row, it was so shameful and now I dont know what to do. I never go out from home and I think this was the last time, but at the same time I need to meet people, because Im tired to be always alone. PD: I'm sorry for my English, I'm just beginning to learn, I know this is not a grammar forum, but if someone can help me, I'd really appreciate it.",0.8788147668393798,2.066885829015547,3.1154112694300515,94.21125161917101,79.31088082901555,6.275777202072541,22.943329015544037,6.9077264865688965,0.4593111398963723,667,21,165,7,16,229,119,193,0.133,0.805,0.062,-0.9251,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,14,7,0,1,3,41,33,17,0,4,9,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,8,15,1,1,7,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,6,3,23,0,21,25,5,27,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,18,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640924850350954,0.0,0.0,0.1256591904127112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418865138806493,0.0,0.25218767798050074,0.09205925653349803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057569644893305,0.0,0.0,0.1947884139507155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769921355270697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527186184907625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845595286080838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582708925955987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012242760143081,0.0,0.15148350783326844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262510124019733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165991240717712,0.12309994034191593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080578122274628,0.15310869087400192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197803737459176,0.11647449965386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469696342029647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445039646747068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674608761821823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289686665358596,0.0,0.12009568646866395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795718007359008,0.0,0.0,0.16905244385656745,0.2137828337633358,0.0,0.0,0.12625792730700916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696567142514198,0.2270936939011975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353265272105366,0.0,0.0,0.26417967592509783,0.17357313643232858,0.1431475387710717,0.0,0.16778671038056642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460578151980756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168606360304665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972507309300148 socialanxiety,BobWarren2045,2019/01/15,I've been doxxed and now someone claims to be sending a hitman after me. My address and street I live in is online on a server and someone is threatening to send a hitman to my place. 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Ever since my five y/o was 18 months he has had severe distress around social situations (playgroups, birthday parties, play dates ). Preschool was a nightmare with crying almost everyday at the door. I have spoken to a counsellor about this and they thought it would go away on its own. I eventually stopped putting him in scheduled activities because I couldn’t handle the stress of having a crying/screaming child in public. Now he’s in kindergarten and seems to be thriving. No issues getting him into the school. I registered him for an after school activity and when I talked to him about it he agreed to go try it out. Today when I picked him up from school and let him know we would be going to the activity (he would know about half the kids in the class) , he had a level 10 freak out on the street in front of about 20 people. We pulled up and I told him I would go in with him and hold his hand and sit with him. He agreed to this but was still very apprehensive. The second I opened the door he let out scream so loud my ear is still ringing. You would have thought I was throwing him into a vat of boiling oil. Needless to say we had to leave and I have cancelled yet another activity. I have tried every bribe/threat of taking away toys etc. that I can think of and he still refuses to give anything a chance. Aside from this, he is normal with no other serious issues. I am introverted so I empathize with him but I have a fear he is missing out on so many things. Just wondering if there is anything I can do to help him (and me)? He seems so young for this type of thing and it did start around 18 months. 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I'm like at odds with myself. Theoretically, I think I'm pretty damn cool. I make people laugh a lot, I'm open-minded, I'm well-read, I'm adventurous, I always see the good in people/situations, etc. I'm that person who always has a crazy idea for a way to spend the weekend. I can say these things about myself and not feel like I'm lying or trying to ""fake it til [I] make it"". And yet...I can't strike up conversations with people because I tell myself there's no way they'd want to talk to me. I have avoided sitting next to people who I *just spoke to* because I don't want to take up a seat that they probably want someone else to sit in. I would never ask someone to hang out, and if someone asks me to hang out, they have to practically demand that I come before I believe they actually want me around and accept their invitation. Even then, the whole time I'm pretty much on edge, waiting for the inevitable fuckup that makes them realize I'm lame and weird and not at all worth spending 2 hours with. I envy people who can just...walk up to people and strike up a conversation for no reason. On the first day of class, a guy I have two classes with approached me and was like ""hey you were in my math class earlier right? what's your major? blablabla"" and I was **shook** /s (but not really). It was so effortless, chatting with someone just to chat with someone and pass a few minutes while waiting for your professor to arrive. How do people do it?? How do people not flounder?? Why am I way cooler in my head than I let myself be in reality?",2.5382945575405103,4.3903323433734975,4.300128791026175,84.62343373493978,76.4698795180723,6.747985043622768,22.894058994599085,7.6298220110432995,1.0020734108849192,1286,38,261,18,29,434,173,332,0.112,0.731,0.157,0.927,0,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,6,1,10,15,1,2,13,2,21,1,1,6,2,53,48,20,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,3,14,20,0,3,7,3,3,6,10,6,0,2,5,6,36,9,46,39,7,41,0,1,1,0,26,19,1,3,14,169,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.18111886476551547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443410041133376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261169202367166,0.1735109821375948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314006099030875,0.0,0.07896598147555013,0.10455384334399002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993899964849527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059848335366933625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752250838064867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349655222209968,0.06129353760405672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692247814350239,0.06629635241053279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893564910526793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783625341601423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918866092165353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523959272336184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913893259808166,0.0,0.0,0.10475992625940414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948943072428472,0.0,0.13601220592456173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889525794431634,0.0,0.0,0.18583420068519427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370156529468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821869197519348,0.0,0.07157309591056367,0.0,0.0986938734383443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503509419388779,0.16205879497457454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832329458548069,0.1000541165999657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282513241558278,0.0,0.05945006871588219,0.0954138757773456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925070952749037,0.0,0.07379830015677698,0.0,0.0,0.07394960061265941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931457765033672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411021537740743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977406549320443,0.07458914040142121,0.08111130729285737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061652209372958684,0.1189250106778168,0.0,0.0,0.05411243759735269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300512162775433,0.0,0.090652134595695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189434232600964,0.22098100777261168,0.0,0.0,0.08343836228603632,0.0,0.08373758340001547,0.10360790759418337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592247122793198,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dankmemesrgr8,2019/01/15,"Moving Schools Hey guys idk how many people are going to see this, but I need to get something off my chest. I’m moving schools in about a week or so, for the new school year. To explain a few things, I live in Australia, and school starts for us in February rather than August/September. I’m nervous for a couple of reasons. I am very very shy and don’t open up well to people. I even get shaky talking to people I don’t know too well. I also have very low body esteem. I feel as though people are going to pick on me or make comments about my appearance behind my back. I have a pretty big nose, and it makes me stick out quite a lot. I feel as though it’ll be a reason to why people won’t want to be my friend. I’m going into year 10 and everyone already has their own friendship groups, so why would people want to be friends with the shy big-nosed new girl? I am also going to be seeing people I haven’t seen in ages, from primary school. They sure are going to be shocked to see me. And I’m going to feel really awkward because of it. The bus that I’m going to be catching is literally on the opposite side of the road where people from my old school are going to catch. I have a feeling that year 10 is not going to be a good year. I feel like this might be the year where my anxiety is the worst and I finally get depression. I am so unhappy with my life rn. 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I've had anxiety for probably most of my life and my social anxiety started getting bad about 10 years ago. I am pretty friendly, I have a few close friends and a decent number of casual friends but I often find myself feeling like everyone else has someone to talk to and I'm alone. I joined a service sorority last year and a have a couple of friends in it but I still feel kinda like a loner so as a way to step outside my comfort zone I ran for and was elected to a position on our executive board. However, even though I'm on the board and have put myself out there I'm still having trouble speaking up and getting comfortable with others. I'm really trying and I want to be friendly and not feel so alone but it's just so hard. If anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it. Thank you!!",3.1963825757575783,5.096732085227277,4.942818181818184,80.52339393939396,74.73863636363636,7.875151515151515,28.77878787878788,8.648137234880735,2.421472424242424,701,30,130,14,15,238,108,176,0.094,0.664,0.242,0.9813,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,12,14,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,0,0,27,25,18,0,3,6,0,4,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,5,16,12,19,20,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,10,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547869987900297,0.11556282051124753,0.0,0.0,0.2700425873551991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865429200170273,0.0,0.19946138474314912,0.0,0.0,0.09115590649018336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885132067402348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424903140918074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108905221438191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861064279902243,0.0,0.0,0.24914324547318614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977530002340224,0.0931344855917446,0.0,0.0,0.11915342770073445,0.11089043072453557,0.0,0.0,0.503607589676585,0.0,0.1362231554541291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678356981866628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626681833477301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920823391496207,0.1273818379885202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485591755293005,0.13263049803743038,0.14055809018225518,0.0,0.0,0.13105522921494894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703336961771947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328931310262418,0.1104598618954814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227470580213523,0.0,0.208223123454124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478436549569664,0.0,0.12002477230967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808529343732614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851089658914528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689406112705321,0.1034795617764018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260924958180043,0.0,0.0,0.16790464281232206 socialanxiety,Whoamireally25,2019/01/15,"My first thoughts about visiting a doctor about my social anxiety occurred nearly 4 years ago.... Today I finally knocked up some description of courage to book the appointment. I've run this moment over in my head what must be close to 1000 times over these 4 years and always failed to execute. I'm still able to cancel it for one week so I still need to overcome that last hurdle but i'm so happy. Right now I am so very ready to start improving my life that i'm sitting here in tears, please someone else read this and find the courage yourself... if I somehow managed to after all this time then i'm sure you can too. I'm gonna fall asleep with my thoughts with all you other people who seriously are suffering with any form of anxiety or mental health problem and hope your lives improve.",6.44653046594982,6.531712219354841,6.200215053763441,81.28476702508962,65.51612903225806,9.469534050179213,32.70609318996416,9.150863307647796,2.6662974910394257,634,24,123,10,9,198,110,155,0.108,0.698,0.194,0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,0,4,22,16,10,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,4,0,2,2,0,12,5,22,11,4,29,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,5,17,74,22,5,0.16702134564278384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805434542099236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897513937583114,0.0,0.0,0.11358024244307988,0.0,0.2555417445184063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095342456578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952490257357714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296372021279186,0.15265448407070328,0.14206827128085794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777973281860458,0.0,0.0,0.17141208628888074,0.17753588014804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588988231693608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614468874091762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797211583550797,0.0,0.0,0.147482908175481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683182325681842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384421147433805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131779863539503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579157112005513,0.0,0.0,0.1833392819470078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981687105471035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670665439909391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426353165898092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702572283887916,0.14151664415837795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821856810011062,0.0,0.26676692476118946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741564165188962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26519258395004225,0.1947829795887787,0.0,0.1583167063760144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137810102045651,0.0,0.0,0.13397444890237742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151125411680687 socialanxiety,life180degrees,2019/01/15,"Do I have social anxiety? I cannot hold a job because I bail. I bail either on the interview, the first week, or after a month. If it's after a month it's because I probably have come up with some excuse as to why it's bad. I've bailed on telephone interviews, job interviews, walked out on first jobs. Not only does this burn bridges, it's terrible to the psyche. I've been excited about jobs and have told my family about them only to bail the morning of. It's horrible, ridiculous, and I'm so not in a position to be doing this. I need money, severely. In the past, I'd get full-blown anxiety attacks. When I speak to people, I feel insecure. It doesn't matter how much school I've been through or the amount of knowledge I have, I always feel others have their lives' together and are smarter than I am, and it makes me look for faults in myself. I compare myself to them in many ways, their clothes, style of talking, etc. When I talk to somebody, I have no problem seeming to be an extrovert, although I'm usually dying inside and waiting to end the conversation. Because of how good I ""put on,"" nobody would ever guess my real feelings. I'm so introverted it's crazy. I'd much rather stay at home. This, paired with the fact that I hate the idea of a 9-5. I cannot fathom how society has accepted this as a norm. It literally depresses me. I have a family to support, yet, I'm here dealing with these issues. I'm worried and am posting this because tomorrow is my first day of a new job and I'm already stressing. I do not have adequate experience for this job, and it's full-time. I got it despite a horrible background check (I have deferred adjudication for a violent felony on my record). I should literally be taking this opportunity and running with it but my mind is racing to think of every possible reason why I should bail tomorrow. Please help me figure out what to do. This is getting ridiculous.",3.3737739382075063,5.112362817941957,5.087827049110565,80.36089879989787,73.85488126649076,8.373172184866798,29.11234998723296,9.023248300946321,2.5506851817175944,1504,64,289,33,31,511,194,379,0.126,0.821,0.053,-0.9496,6,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,4,4,13,17,5,2,20,0,31,0,0,5,2,53,55,23,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,24,16,0,2,10,0,2,4,7,12,0,3,4,5,37,5,47,45,6,39,0,1,1,0,17,13,0,6,19,196,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100680926396266,0.0,0.07591545843686998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959020852218731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379384462959598,0.0,0.0,0.07617804604319185,0.22246588220549185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859152595361557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883951541742355,0.094060059155748,0.07858122367918885,0.0,0.09468831133393274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984102563959207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080780035492685,0.0,0.10175198596228603,0.0,0.08252796540949428,0.07687006010554469,0.0,0.0,0.08924607696090328,0.17201790355295385,0.0,0.13839461996166386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328152644866978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533383466618764,0.0,0.0,0.0765242241881373,0.07296956929177154,0.0,0.1005064721719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007642128466777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115340464416304,0.0,0.09151690302171857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299406422043954,0.0,0.09522642634954613,0.5432244645463986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056284480828195,0.0,0.07661505743498599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609005761494822,0.0924987374197908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212210602000699,0.0,0.14564702134322435,0.0,0.13413755799960264,0.06765015765447091,0.0,0.08811606248425667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877780863842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709485344702395,0.06325138614131967,0.0,0.0,0.10014946342924233,0.0,0.1028546074153008,0.08737863516231882,0.0,0.09836757697880824,0.08730029763995631,0.0,0.09171713511161778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384626533564464,0.0,0.09380555332770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092335456768975,0.0,0.0830576064538222,0.0,0.10307043600606576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930033645109175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724517749014902,0.0,0.0,0.10451025120938257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353325567198174,0.0,0.0,0.0685979347153573,0.14666369080155273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058460189046133385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717967548525975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048329647112958,0.0,0.0,0.07241869710647651,0.07318382088285758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465215947193165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265433976235918,0.0,0.06481126397900848,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friends_aint_friends,2019/01/15,"Jealous/worried/scared? So I have a date with a girl that i've really liked for around a year, however, im getting really anxious as one of my friends is basically in a fwb relationship with her and they are basically best friends. I don't know if im a bad person but im just getting really anxious as they are still hanging out (and probably fucking) everyday and this just worries me for some reason. 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I finally cracked and went to get help. Doc gave me Clonazepam (.5 mg, 10 day supply). I've played around with plenty of stuff but I've never experimented with Benzos (watched some friends have some nasty experiences). I'm just trying to get my anxiety under control and intend to use the stuff sparingly. Just wondering if I could get any advice from the community?",5.8923858615611255,7.5231801237113425,6.236966126656848,75.0277319587629,67.35051546391753,8.841826215022092,31.382916053019148,9.23628265651192,2.91737820324006,420,17,71,8,7,135,70,97,0.099,0.7979999999999999,0.104,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,2,21,14,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,2,5,2,14,8,3,13,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,4,7,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215560049651705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188687057998636,0.0,0.2517318635857241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464676670881677,0.0,0.18717801351505486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400039486267533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453575189499855,0.13136478992648154,0.0,0.0,0.2122180491786385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218862054713852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023590761870864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711641125769907,0.0,0.25788231263525463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315906456285982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028180757563796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411490274764482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621326537623405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816478527411044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379323743409304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111490611741157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766977628131711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593947661872433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170589723279327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421021462352035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252208789556398,0.0,0.1836932296805901,0.0,0.0,0.17842708800600218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Masyn,2019/01/15,"I am really insecure inwriting text messages lately... Is there anyone else here who tries to be someone who he really is when writing text messages? I met this girl a month ago and we had three aweaome dates. Two days ago we didn't write for a few days and I wanted to connect with her again - so I started to write her a WhatsApp message and was like ' hey little islander' or something along those lines. I don't know if that makes sense translating it from German. I kind of tried to transfer a funny vibe in that message or something like that or wanted to compensate for my nervousness . Since then she didn't wrote me back and I feel like I should do something but... Damn I just don't know what to do. 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I just got home from my 2nd therapy session and I'm feeling very open about my mental struggle. I experience strong feelings of anxiety at virtually all times of the day and the only way I can escape it is when I distract myself. Because of this, I get sad very often and distance myself from others and hide in my room which then makes me wallow in my anxious thoughts, creating a vicious cycle that I've struggled to escape. My goal with therapy is crack away at this terrible feeling so maybe one day I can be who i want to me. If anyone out there is reading this that feels similar, I want you to know to just keep going and to crack away at the terrible grip that is anxiety one day at a time. One day, we will all be where we want to be. Just believe it :)",4.620990675990676,5.27116511616162,5.844949494949492,80.28486013986014,69.55555555555556,8.92059052059052,30.88733488733489,9.057496981413335,2.5601199689199685,775,31,152,14,13,260,110,198,0.156,0.7120000000000001,0.132,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,2,15,10,1,3,7,0,13,0,0,1,3,35,32,11,0,5,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,14,11,0,1,8,1,0,1,1,7,0,3,5,6,26,3,26,21,2,27,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,2,11,114,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208350601564527,0.13444658155634642,0.0,0.08321403698836498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362622198179927,0.09151076976074812,0.0,0.07254693618858128,0.0,0.10126810908589017,0.13408267478302105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501920486389696,0.0,0.0,0.3070044918734596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641388578197065,0.0,0.0,0.3008732714028103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621774229070523,0.0,0.06763570120185901,0.0,0.28554771462323914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937598444979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578089245000988,0.0,0.0,0.06540437323556622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814190975745575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943960067878225,0.0,0.11956079083914654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199333360196429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917872728084818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419312499954439,0.0905118998731047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082506031553999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397796743521656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904145886268737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488286223910009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082923586157064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896010726534734,0.13879050525595862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639019520772336,0.2105842230037374,0.09446400581983806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Renardt,2019/01/15,"Feeling rejected, what to do? I have no friends. For 2 years I've been going to therapy and I've been doing a lot of exposure; going to social groups, meeting new people. Most of it didn't work out. 2 months ago I found a group that was better. It's a round table discussion about news/politics in one big group of 15-20 people. I can participate despite the anxiety but it’s very stressful. I feel awful when people criticise or disagree with my opinion even a little bit, the topics are inherently sensitive too. The extroverts of the group steal the show. They’re funny, they're charismatic, things I'm not. Even newbies get a lot more attention than me because they're not shy and they have more social skills. I feel so inadequate and alienated when I watch the extroverts and normal people chatting and making jokes to the group, it's bringing up all those horrible emotions of being socially isolated and looking from the outside in, feeling worthless. I've been trying to get to know people and make friends but I never get any chance to talk 2 minutes with anyone. I know that if I had a chance to talk with people one-on-one, I'd be OK, they could get to know me. It's the ""big group"" dynamic that's screwing me over. I've arrived early several times, but people were already chatting and I never got a chance to talk to people I liked or be noticeable in any way. I feel invisible, I feel rejected. I feel angry because I feel like they think I'm not good enough for them (a lot of them have PhDs, they’re a little elitist). I feel frustrated because my attempts aren’t working and there’s no opportunity for me to talk to people individually. I have a little hindsight now. But when I come back home I just feel completed defeated and so depressed. This was the best group I had found, I felt like this was my best shot… What should I do? What do you think?",3.5319962982548923,5.485681385245904,4.844570773841003,81.35800898995244,73.94535519125681,7.891979552265116,27.653446148422354,8.654491914285503,2.1948857042129384,1481,58,279,29,31,491,179,366,0.194,0.672,0.134,-0.9808,2,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,5,9,13,22,2,1,20,2,26,1,0,2,3,58,58,22,0,4,11,0,12,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,15,15,0,0,19,4,0,4,9,9,0,1,14,14,35,13,34,39,11,29,0,5,3,1,26,11,1,8,16,177,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902335955023757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592687892775397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590286816181868,0.0,0.05956714631318075,0.0,0.0,0.054445598341790066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987401638786444,0.0,0.1423988605144794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634307678944917,0.06886599834736586,0.08500931856090943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707451726044322,0.08164084059842196,0.0,0.0,0.06216952872385392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706572470837767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758857754784878,0.0,0.08045621655133152,0.0,0.10285929181137347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937130291820413,0.0556273640353018,0.07476340715431877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707517255965773,0.1203178931794668,0.0,0.16272672813594272,0.0,0.08850589045972204,0.06531016332700572,0.062276416898135976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810577561473309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837907030558066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114123933174459,0.23412605124325175,0.0,0.0,0.06538768563121916,0.0,0.0,0.198596230776805,0.0,0.0,0.10395209143846526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062151762091907925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010985571863678,0.07520330318450401,0.0,0.0,0.07629198026740105,0.0,0.0886507627892182,0.0,0.0,0.1055278022818904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485841256548214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879662235214841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812322139597716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919504442214607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250342416457343,0.0,0.0,0.0890463619189674,0.0,0.051730597079204466,0.09978655870705244,0.0,0.0,0.04540419126569106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286578687123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424746397077513,0.0,0.06180627097015545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133745022669638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050143041160288865 socialanxiety,Josfredo,2019/01/15,"Need some advice on social interaction I don't have social anxiety. At first. I can easily talk to any girl in the room. The problem is, while talking to them, I realize we have nothing in common, and I don't want to talk to them anymore. I would just wish to delete past interaction. And now I feel obliged to ""aknowledge"" them everytime we see each other. And it's awkward, painful, it's like a punishment. Why would I salute someone I don't care about at all? I don't want a ""hi"" to be the only interaction with that person, every day of my life. It makes me so anxious. I want nothing. Is the answer not to engage people anymore? ​ pd: this happens with boys and girls. pd2: im hetero.",0.7002745995423361,3.218912826086964,2.7194431731502675,88.50202517162474,91.02898550724638,5.2241037376048824,22.480549199084678,6.8360192770164,0.9230956521739132,542,21,106,8,19,181,88,138,0.16,0.773,0.067,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,3,1,4,7,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,1,1,25,22,6,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,17,3,17,19,3,12,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,1,7,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528480231507152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109075624578445,0.1806580309909419,0.10110501202194018,0.0,0.11373699595943758,0.16796194930385908,0.2948939647827398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158544112636133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588394197753583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526623189672215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517522658181648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264640219709493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147399969267345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059596414793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105014498413139,0.07263575158300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924261388778016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024162495722456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531792314136845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307505897062176,0.1582021121222531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192839310813787,0.1030734566005128,0.12981844857523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226318170955649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847579671069257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303113618228058,0.12597298351522562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585012398367686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307947869632303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341572750326193,0.0,0.17097045781459386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112308176152589,0.0,0.1806580309909419,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway_10_09,2019/01/15,"List of everything cringey Every month or so, I find myself humiliated for liking and enjoying something extremely cringey. I discover something, give it a try, enjoy it. I only realize later that popular opinion dictates that it's one of the cringiest things ever, and that makes me one of the cringiest people ever for liking it. I'm sick of humiliating myself by trial-and-error and finding out afterward that the thing I like is cringey. Can people help list for me every game, movie, and band that's super cringey, so I know to avoid it and not allow myself to like it?",9.474579439252334,8.039525056074769,9.739177570093462,63.35325233644861,60.12149532710282,11.924485981308413,40.09158878504672,10.793553405168565,4.5240145794392514,459,20,73,9,5,154,63,107,0.102,0.679,0.219,0.9338,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,18,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,10,8,11,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,9,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563801759697166,0.3319476666035087,0.0,0.17704325638460505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600933208771474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897219501325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203924875704542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826137556922884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849603821379473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149335462905234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572367343548735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669730745511973,0.14982091106284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313820244475284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033073587037949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617447961952763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337442963313201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnxietyIsTrash,2019/01/15,"Bad anxiety about giving best man speech at wedding. I am a (24M). Public speaking has always been the most terrifying thing I've had to face throughout my life. I know most people have some degree of stage fright, but for me it truly feels paralyzing. Over the years I have had to do presentations in front of people and it has always gone poorly at least in my eyes and I became a totally different person in a bad way. Always have been a total wreck leading up to and during the speech. One of my good friends is getting married in a few months and I was asked to be his best man which would involve me giving a short speech or toast in front of the whole crowd. I agreed to do it since he is my good friend and I am honored that he chose me for it, but I am a nervous wreck about it even months in advance to the point I don't know how I am going to muster it up since my anxiety is so bad. If I end up going through with it I'll probably have to get really drunk and I don't want to make a fool of myself. I was hoping to get some advice or words of comfort on how I could deal with this situation and if I should even go through with it or if I should back out. Feel free to share any stage fright anxiety stories of your own because I think it helps to know that I am not alone with this crippling anxiety.",4.73804347826087,4.384305956521743,5.5882246376811615,85.72190217391307,69.14492753623188,8.63913043478261,27.39492753623189,8.07648339933343,1.4413014492753629,1028,28,230,12,16,338,141,276,0.145,0.6679999999999999,0.187,0.9527,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,8,18,0,3,13,0,29,4,2,4,2,44,48,18,0,9,9,0,2,0,2,3,1,4,0,3,15,12,1,0,6,1,2,8,3,7,0,1,7,7,29,12,43,36,12,33,0,0,1,0,20,16,0,11,6,164,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480825782631747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168250005060605,0.0,0.0,0.2932791620070488,0.0,0.0,0.0798961082149174,0.0,0.3595130708354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983574936881677,0.0,0.0,0.09034129057349234,0.29429359931298377,0.07161980889860725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465935539610436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938048889667796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112533202738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275032173073715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405980749157406,0.0,0.0,0.15519989688880084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881128181377147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154241864288467,0.0,0.1841484443189436,0.22541106580767264,0.2003140139044033,0.1970873109398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874996580497749,0.0,0.0,0.11669244319491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370557703862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298549756891091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842438727952182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875561633422564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961314794527972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290326024298574,0.1025862972392404,0.0,0.0,0.11106446824204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667231478728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526604675960467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437515774969047,0.13206183022963938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805404053735562,0.07528179199708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929767403447902,0.09325678519389492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117154926963634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346035436330268,0.0,0.0,0.07565864668832209 socialanxiety,KopiteJB,2019/01/15,"Last day at work tomorrow It’s my final day at work tomorrow I decided to hand in my notice a month ago. I hate being the centre of attention and I just know that when we close and the shifts over it’s gonna be all eyes on me. It’s awkward saying bye, what the hell do you say? I know for a fact I’ll blush and I don’t want everyone remembering me as being mega awkward but I can’t control it. I get on well with everyone but I’m dreading it, I’ve worked there for almost 4 years. The last time someone left who worked here for that long we had a little get together in the kitchen(i work catering) and our manager said a few things as well as other colleagues chipping in. This will 100% make me blush and it will make me uncomfortable af. ",0.5054487179487168,2.7593376217948773,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,86.24358974358975,6.030769230769232,20.846153846153847,7.3871296695380915,0.690092307692308,583,19,129,10,18,195,97,156,0.106,0.843,0.05,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,1,0,6,6,7,2,3,9,0,9,2,2,3,2,24,20,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,5,17,2,17,12,2,24,1,0,1,0,9,11,1,1,14,80,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121007616254213,0.0,0.1482198320287322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601610183183255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909202574633917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828773481756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214778158546778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466782935172882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613830026510727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269494561679498,0.2413107825781999,0.0,0.0,0.1608232771431306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483541089829811,0.0,0.13099232046011872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760791018827809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814750094538636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685208227074879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767688151219545,0.0,0.14080014058662058,0.2354215932641805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541617475318872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983373690722192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631117686663586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730555010939571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661740466515167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387986463666496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095319501869137 socialanxiety,the_sameshit,2019/01/15,"Any student here who's afraid of teaming up with new people in college class? Every time I take a class that has teamwork/groups/labs, I always get anxious. I don't know what kind of people I will team up with. In the past I had some great groups, but also with some people I wasn't compatible with (aka social and talkative ones who prefer to talk to other teammates but ignore me). Class starts next week and I can't stop thinking about it. :(",4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,69.68181818181819,6.775757575757575,24.89393939393939,6.42735559955562,0.7795393939393942,350,9,69,2,6,110,64,88,0.103,0.8390000000000001,0.058,-0.5744,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,8,2,13,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,44,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822221798071985,0.18960049970593207,0.0,0.0,0.15495484171231524,0.0,0.0,0.257420643621738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919846380241029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904915720572935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512200666519354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728453781820746,0.12522769756641006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007177224685195,0.2423351794970642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440605323222262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752128058480724,0.4739151155673982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232277914784202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128279983721147,0.0,0.0,0.1905039021071288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132482591332035,0.18314787025764312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600558679715392,0.0,0.0,0.13286890889301528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277817582196407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway20934238-5,2019/01/15,"I made myself look like a jerk. So what happened is that my sports team had recently created a group chat for everybody except for coaches, but almost immediatly, confusion arose as android users (such as myself), when texting in chat, would instead text every contact individually automaticly because it bugged out. I was one of those people, and soon enough I had dozens of contacts saying ""who dis"". To fix this I copy and pasted this text "" I put this in group chat-OP."" I did not realize my mistake in which the text was supposed to say "" I *meant to* put this in group chat-OP."" I've made myself look like an impatient dick, when in truth I made a heckin grammar mistake. How do I go on about this?",6.289116541353383,6.646264481203012,6.6862312030075195,76.73656484962409,65.84210526315789,9.356766917293234,32.41447368421053,9.188382445141503,2.729587218045113,548,21,103,9,8,178,88,133,0.085,0.807,0.109,0.3017,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,5,0,8,1,1,4,1,18,16,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,1,4,0,2,9,4,14,3,18,6,1,15,0,0,2,1,11,7,1,2,7,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640886127459492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956693983078034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026681302501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652589198902561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147257542336006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344858908805105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165110453584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294214059843685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567856895087911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291155919710068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872406680688563,0.13598084535024366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943557391047584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936675294895261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119615399611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933434509075707,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SockCurtainDoor,2019/01/15,"I’m missing college courses because I’m so anxious about seeing people I’m in graduate school with a cohort of about 130 people. It’s small, so pretty much everyone knows each other. I go through bouts of anxiety where I seclude myself from practically everyone. People who used to see me all the time hardly saw me last semester because I would just avoid school altogether. Every time I see someone, they ask “do you even go here anymore?” Now we’re starting a new semester and I want to go to my classes but I know people are going to judge me and it’s making me want to skip all of them. Is there anything I can do to ease this anxiety?",3.2198138869005,5.202220244094491,4.893829634931997,80.53998568360775,74.90551181102363,7.452827487473158,28.86828919112384,8.296473431620573,2.2788645669291343,509,22,93,9,11,172,85,127,0.07,0.857,0.073,0.3313,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,16,26,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,5,16,0,15,24,4,13,0,1,4,0,5,3,0,0,6,60,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256922081062019,0.16664631809745115,0.14629204312013158,0.0,0.0,0.12138962193791507,0.0,0.13790359692037998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984361766775053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743013611520047,0.0,0.12428503249724203,0.2819076448205607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353373643793357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214157605914684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621372274550642,0.12024178469070465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846525520399843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084381274854681,0.0,0.0,0.1424677914177266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090643650480241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007250652971849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298579582985183,0.3526433585820275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498624819235132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440959352433933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720306044233422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740281148211496,0.0,0.0,0.17401253348727666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478813258059858,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moniboni69,2019/01/15,"Am I really shy or do I have anxiety ? Hello, I'm new here and I want to talk about something I've been holding to myself over past few years. Years ago I had some problems with my mental health ( depression ), I got help, but I feel that I need help again . It's hard for me to socialize with other people. Whenever I have to somehow interact with others I'm shaking, sweating , my heart is beating so fast and I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I'm scared that I'm gonna do or say something wrong and people either going to make fun of me or reject me . I constantly feel that people watch me , laugh at me or criticize me . Every single day I keep overthinking about how people dislike/hate me, think that I'm a loser . Constantly thinking about what and how I said something. I have less and less enery and all I want is to stay in bed. The thought of me , going outside is scaring me. With all this fear , I can't even do regular stuff. I can't order food, go to market, call taxi , make an appointment , talk in public, make friends , find job, go to library and etc. I have dreams : I want to study photography in college , get driving license, maybe even become a social influencer but this fear is controlling me and I feel that if I wont do anything with it, I'm not gonna reach anything in life. ​",2.464767730203341,4.303915866920153,3.9448503884939647,87.14656637460737,76.6425855513308,6.855281864771037,25.122995536452308,7.7425588080867325,1.354576260538932,1015,36,206,15,23,336,145,263,0.17800000000000002,0.716,0.106,-0.9631,1,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,0,5,4,0,18,5,2,7,2,48,50,18,0,6,9,0,5,1,1,4,2,2,1,0,13,13,1,3,8,1,0,7,4,10,0,0,5,8,33,4,27,41,9,26,0,3,1,0,13,7,0,7,11,128,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917656482003121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216560538197323,0.12579006943326432,0.0,0.0,0.07919373714189268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703789048309782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433146885788187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057071233276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237401358475296,0.11610827187856095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676286491517258,0.0,0.08916299843980548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545394358633725,0.13675007487321375,0.0,0.08722140898747052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329811511185755,0.2093745164722227,0.07395584844952144,0.0,0.0,0.09461686275805907,0.0,0.125178724094053,0.0,0.079980527821698,0.0,0.054085760908385655,0.0,0.2353348333232284,0.0,0.08279567673159786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273501577882723,0.0,0.0,0.11003861503877596,0.0,0.12267358900457424,0.1387766865310435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272920980579864,0.0920147505354066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312036433935512,0.050575422442315686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730440639489367,0.0,0.10400135684314664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432541963986336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675995128331971,0.0,0.0999818019363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988230765369044,0.2870753587069738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905618591591683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631858484520332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984727434470836,0.08232452772710593,0.2072863529987695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110544594886409,0.0,0.2390879452755293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034024672650997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185074594261936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641347413349347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266491664704325,0.0,0.08218458328559404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317915738457646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318461349469107,0.12579006943326432,0.1333290267176802 socialanxiety,kirstersj,2019/01/15,"I don’t know if I’ll survive college life I’m sure there’s been many posts like this before, but I just moved into college 5 days ago and besides going to class, I have been terrified to leave my dorm. I have an unlimited meal plan. I went to the dining hall once and there was no where to sit. Every table was taken by people with their friends. I moved far away for my college so I don’t have any friends with me. Now I’m terrified to go back to the dining hall because I’m scared of not having anywhere to sit or eating alone. I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am and I fear that my social anxiety will make it so I fuck up and don’t finish college. I’m really hungry but I can’t bring myself to go back. I just feel like everyone is laughing at me or judging me. I always feel like I’m being stared at, and that I’m doing everything wrong. Is anyone else in the same boat? Any other freshman on here who have toughed it out and actually gone to eat at your dining hall?? 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I haven't had a job in a long time because of severe social anxiety and was wondering what jobs might be good.. Also, what do I tell my interviewers if they ask why I haven't been working for so long? I'm turning 25 soon and my last job was like five years ago which lasted a week.. Do I tell them because of ""medical issues""? I have social anxiety, OCD, and bipolar but haven't got treatment for a long time because broke.. 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Anyway, usually i have to take antianxiety meds and shit when I am going to be in a social situation and then i'll STILL be completely nervous the whole time anyway. I'm in my 20s but going in a classroom setting freaks me the hell out because I was bullied so much in school. I already feel like a target just being in a classroom. My case of social anxiety is pretty bad. Last time I had to take a class which was a few weeks ago I was nervous the whole time and quiet which made me feel like a freak. Today, idk what happened but my anxiety was almost not there. I was relaxed! Victory for me!",2.941496212121212,4.192659298611115,4.9210101010101015,83.0977272727273,74.06944444444444,7.736363636363637,26.97979797979798,8.296473431620573,1.8039388888888888,545,20,111,9,11,188,84,144,0.257,0.674,0.069,-0.9811,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,2,12,0,14,1,1,1,0,12,25,9,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,8,3,15,3,14,14,5,24,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,17,79,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987206303570115,0.0,0.1354119863940866,0.0,0.14922820787637725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103487035796937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291029688987128,0.08243414642536012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178469512743358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675136463833296,0.1932147879094836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537071471071585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958227257795664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317300722089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419359591475738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022942058418783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321318019533558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795664398389472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020857515766176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940863729446522,0.0,0.0,0.13060469902605285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643947938294874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757618021837653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368586407603007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881029377572712,0.0,0.15200269894273405,0.0,0.41354581972596177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957155536839616,0.0,0.10799379623031098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050254073339501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365587873272629,0.0,0.12818097403589862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893528288445995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847228791787976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019559774207891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FunPage1,2019/01/15,"How do I get over this? I'm in University. A prestigious one at that. First year is pretty simple to take big lectures where I dont have to speak. But lately im forced into small social groups in class. I stutter like a moron everytime I speak.. ​ I never used to be like this... But i've been sexually assaulted and hurt by every person ive ever spoken too so I'm at the point where my body trembles when I sit too close to people and when I speak to others I stutter every other word.. I've attempted suicide twice and have been self-harming on and off for a year. Its embarrassing. I'm studying to be a lawyer. How the fuck can I do that if I can't speak or get over my fears of social situations... ​ I havent spoken to anyone besides forced introductions in classes since August. It's embarrassing and incredibly lonely. How do you get over this? 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So I am warming up for our schools basketball game. Friend says there's a girl in the stands and points to her. Says she thinks I'm cute and wants to talk to me. I didn't thought much of it, and continued ballin'. She has added me on Facebook. She's a solid 9. Yet I can't even accept her FRIEND REQUEST. I know I can't talk like a normal human being, so I would rather not waste her time. She would get annoyed by my inability to speak like 15 minutes in and in the end she would be fed up with me. I can't imagine going out anywhere without it being awkward as fuck. Even tho I have been hoping for something like this for like a year to happen, the golden opportunity knocks, and so does my fucking anxiety.",2.6552000000000007,4.097249386666668,3.759666666666668,90.3715,75.13333333333333,6.333333333333334,24.5,6.816661863887847,0.7131999999999992,568,18,124,5,12,184,95,150,0.17,0.687,0.142,-0.5468,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,9,17,5,1,7,0,14,4,1,0,0,21,27,10,0,7,3,0,1,4,2,3,0,3,0,2,4,7,1,0,5,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,4,22,11,20,17,1,15,0,0,0,2,20,8,4,1,9,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126385046743386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015724328624627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519754592343832,0.0,0.0,0.2266636482554927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26513591663147235,0.31725947395638954,0.08964730657394555,0.0,0.09751704328516184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173412389201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042495148922368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429991827565007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33531564128111363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613644281882386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811916819101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220550443622436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729062900014742,0.0,0.1736555553355801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613194547312228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209632238545405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758308191124594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994624328582273,0.0,0.13622118668045413,0.10005396165126768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120666267922224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540407898045986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656721837560863,0.0,0.0,0.1104966254760824 socialanxiety,dologo,2019/01/15,"Any tips to call a therapist? I wanted to seek help months ago, but my social anxiety hinders me. I suffer from depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, social anxiety and have been dependent on benzodiazepines in high doses for about a year. Even with Xanax, I find it difficult to talk about my feelings and problems. Tomorrow I want to start a trial, but I'm already extremely excited. Was someone in a similar situation and has tips for me?",6.497383966244726,8.597461544303801,7.767784810126585,62.822732067510564,66.46835443037975,12.861603375527427,38.4831223628692,12.161744961471696,6.090264135021098,358,20,53,15,6,122,58,79,0.272,0.652,0.076,-0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,1,13,7,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848767909929109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301523098805012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182866894831514,0.0,0.3190972717278626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296415520587456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963333066502649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390290373815443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775260953539512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545473573232288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906210254445424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979407857765874,0.22035620491459024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664714439427374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956476240604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443136366498285,0.0,0.4252034607746664,0.17671310470281515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762058785899335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676334754843339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421554591590821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460294271927833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343064811789177 socialanxiety,utatm,2019/01/15,"If you use CBD for your social anxiety or any other mental aliments, please help me out with a research project (super quick google form). If you use CBD products (containing trace amounts/no THC) for a mental disorder or ailment please feel free to fill out my form. It shouldn't take more than a few minutes. 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socialanxiety,achu3p,2019/01/15,the awful feeling knowing you're going to be the dead weight in the group project becauee you're too shy to speak up there's so much about group projects that are nerve-wracking but BOY this Quite 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socialanxiety,Scilex,2019/01/15,First day of internship as a teacher I was really anxious helping students and Im gonna shit myself when I have to teach real lessons and not just help out my 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socialanxiety,willnotuse,2019/01/15,"I gained confidence by shaving my head I’m 16 years old and I have poor confidence, but then I shaved my head and it helped 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socialanxiety,Milosk345,2019/01/15,"HELP needed! SOCIAL ANXIETY! AT THE VERGE OF MENTAL BREAKDOWN! I have been a socially anxious introvert all my life and at this moment, it had grown inside me to an extent that it is eating my life. I am feeling like throwing away my life. I think too much what others think of me and dying every day. I cannot function normally in my daily life. At my workplace, I am too afraid to take up new tasks thinking that others might think that I am not good enough if I cannot complete that job well. So, I tend to stay in my comfort zone, and the more I stay, I feel extremely anxious to come out of it. Because of this, I am feeling low in confidence. Most of the times, I avoid asking questions, thinking about what if my question is too silly and others might come to know my level of knowledge. I have been worrying about this for a long time and thinking maybe I am not fit for this job. But, the more I think of it, I have come to realize, that the crux of this whole issue lies on my fear of others' opinions. ​ (Note: I have read about this and even though I completely understand that others' opinion does not matter in our life, I could not come out of this trap no matter how I try. Hope you people can understand my situation) ​ The reason I am posting here is, I would like to hear from someone who did come over this trap and made their life happy...what exact thing helped them to get over this.any book, or any particular situation, etc...I think if I don't do something about it, I might throw away my whole life. I would really appreciate if someone could give me a hand here out of this drowning pit!",4.920801068090789,5.6181279158878485,5.369559412550071,83.7910280373832,68.90654205607476,8.1080551846907,28.369826435247003,8.11559375814309,1.754790120160214,1275,42,254,16,21,408,160,321,0.106,0.8029999999999999,0.091,-0.4384,2,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,2,0,14,11,0,3,10,0,29,9,1,3,2,64,57,16,2,11,10,0,4,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,29,15,1,1,19,2,0,8,8,4,1,0,5,5,43,7,42,45,9,37,0,1,0,0,14,20,0,14,8,189,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580390068923202,0.17723559358904936,0.09918964976118336,0.0,0.05579116489129938,0.1647800301041467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817960069997457,0.0,0.13704006142690225,0.0,0.0,0.04445738296480228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141132053570984,0.15293120055620238,0.0,0.0,0.11645716281289813,0.0,0.0,0.04703374458038513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756897098562677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382143667105318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462548264354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535606994743975,0.08133610354105551,0.04816950336918186,0.0,0.06144657628863516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206639999405471,0.11062662838737213,0.0521011267359492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810285653907987,0.0699609942502292,0.0,0.061170130126720575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219728443753259,0.0,0.0977667335921934,0.0,0.0,0.07243583466634583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611985555035912,0.1447433216381541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008035929936486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605877580346685,0.07125971913336382,0.0,0.0,0.06454065612911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900802363051849,0.0,0.0,0.07326787518763872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349617406049481,0.23210125924712385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361185928225447,0.05407658804411168,0.0,0.07043614052413724,0.0,0.0,0.07145580600090774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050560401781371576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698466732577846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339633125197045,0.0,0.07294962411080072,0.0,0.046720753887735264,0.07498407157395592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639525000649912,0.0,0.1486856735814528,0.12358651529100305,0.05614499100473618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554671144824382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054834199725388014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845137714667794,0.3738442208723772,0.07165324491770103,0.0,0.0850520086472479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951460687632032,0.0,0.0,0.15184517135217016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557272806179543,0.0,0.0,0.16284723150329591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406384161614915,0.0,0.1036146003003258,0.0,0.17723559358904936,0.0 socialanxiety,LittleRedWhippet,2019/01/15,"Anyone else’s school decide the best way to combat social anxiety was to isolate the child from their few friends forcing them to ‘make new friends’? Which obviously just meant you were more alone, isolated and anxious and shut yourself away even more completely ruining your time spent at school and making the social anxiety even harder to overcome. I hope schools have gotten better at understanding these things.",13.248380952380948,11.658441742857145,10.367142857142856,62.29452380952381,53.0,13.333333333333332,44.76190476190475,11.855464076750405,5.451619047619047,342,15,49,7,3,100,56,70,0.198,0.65,0.152,0.0148,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,2,3,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,5,8,5,4,7,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633904352492413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604983913852033,0.19234646228559807,0.0,0.11905044696511558,0.17445251061754316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599658101179238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867841072799204,0.1505820145916182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851541464996107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223121450114432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249115637922964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630864458683366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910758581570964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730107346820955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443913061924012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169396523749615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471192873052395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311384008291005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928055580061787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724770110965882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351452533968448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sarothisx,2019/01/15,"New Job, how to handle the anxiety So it is my second day in my new job as a recruiter. The company, a advanced startUp for consulting in terms of human resources is just perfect in terms of the organisation itself. Good pay, good benefits, cool flat hierachy. A lot of autonomy....but...my social anxiety is killing me. ​ It is so immensly hard to keep it together, especially when i am talking to the two women who own the company. And already i start thinking they dont like me....i am very tense a lot of the time...and today i had to leave a bit early and couldnt finish up the work i started. I discussed me leaving early with one of the boss girls and it was fine...but when the other one asked me about the task i was doing...i could only answer that i have to leave. Nothing more, no explaination why, no explaination that i already discussed it with the other owner. Must have made a bad impression. ​ So the anxiety is, that they will just fire me for being weird or so anxious. The anxiety is crippling and its veryyy hard to go through the day like this. There is so much pressure. ​ Any tips on how to handle this? Kind words are appreciated aswell, it is so hard and i am thinking, why can't i just live a normal life with not so intense high levels of anxiety. \*sigh\*...man.",3.0827723785166263,5.211351047058828,4.467246376811595,82.7817391304348,75.78431372549021,7.258312020460358,28.341858482523442,8.18289091462,2.094817561807332,1027,44,194,18,23,340,138,255,0.159,0.73,0.111,-0.5801,2,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,2,3,16,13,1,1,21,1,24,1,0,4,2,31,34,18,1,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,4,0,4,4,5,18,9,26,25,8,24,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,3,17,138,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147252680524472,0.0,0.0,0.2967247117366109,0.33276708991856724,0.062077544043068686,0.0,0.34916732785048044,0.10312708635262664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533999616858841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621991559255926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966056271436656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288436516364866,0.0,0.0,0.11774371046693237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698639789580157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187988208864442,0.1531325680130695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453227148478881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644856796007777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117434521779824,0.08113910449689034,0.1009943260107556,0.0950602200252403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899757703862796,0.0,0.0,0.0644779325973251,0.089195361888035,0.0,0.08060712436365369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521601982169686,0.0,0.08637692816867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710564184545313,0.0,0.0,0.17632898699162575,0.0,0.0,0.08944080264088637,0.08759128546585626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371538009551482,0.06942704236955255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305448171809184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922526330441478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337215059998653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698464074793816,0.0,0.0,0.05322954386332738,0.0,0.08652836181200979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917306240519228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532042981512332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474265682750247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645722424707531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33276708991856724,0.0 socialanxiety,hermitcait,2019/01/15,"i fucking hate my neighbours i would move if i could but i cant afford to right now. i'm a compassionate person. i try not to judge, condemn or hurt others but these people have pushed me too far countless times now. my caring nature can only go so far. my neighbours are intolerable. they have no consideration for anyone in the world other than themselves. fuck them. i fucking hate them. rant over. sorry.",1.5358658008657995,4.253020844155849,3.003409090909092,84.958446969697,93.80519480519482,4.125108225108225,19.403679653679653,5.985473137389443,0.2155290043290048,323,10,57,3,12,105,60,77,0.266,0.614,0.12,-0.9288,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,5,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,6,13,0,12,0,1,0,3,7,6,3,2,3,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092115190274874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006443932964015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233159656642635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986250004928599,0.0,0.0,0.1226675006352826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426196903362654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106241714617395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294049859165008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641569221267944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963707772998794,0.18846416837972196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432716431027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161649827664106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585871136934818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465419738941154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332736146109882,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ace80four,2019/01/15,"Need to Help Someone Hey all, my apologies if there’s another sub for folks whose relatives suffer, but I was seeking advice and had nowhere else to turn. Here’s the scoop; my brother has suffered from severe social anxiety for as long as I can remember and I feel it’s only getting worse as the years progress. He virtually never leaves the house and unfortunately it’s not something anyone in the family feels comfortable talking about. The one time my mom and him finally spoke and ultimately decided to seek help, he unfortunately bailed. We’re used to this as he often does this when he says he’s going to leave the house. I know he really wants to and it pains me to see how frustrated his SA makes him. He is vocal about not taking medication because of the potential side effects, but I believe he’s still open to therapy if he can manage to bring himself into an office and speak with someone he’s never met for a prolonged period of time. That’s pretty unlikely though. I wouldn’t know where to begin and how to help. Of course I don’t want to try and play shrink with him, but I truly believe it’s getting worse and I can’t keep acting like nothing is wrong like the rest of my family. For reference, he’s in his 20’s and has never held a job (he tried but couldn’t do the interviews). He’s also never taken any classes since graduating high school. So you see it’s tough to search for a finish line when there’s nowhere to start. One more quick note. I’m going to be attending a local junior college and, with everything in mind, do you think I should make an attempt to invite him to join the classes I’m in or is that out of the question considering his SA? Thanks in advance. 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Just want to say that too many memes from here get upvoted to the front page instead of actual posts that need help/attention. Can we tone down the memes maybe?,2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.4090909090909,7.127272727272729,17.81818181818182,8.07648339933343,0.2694272727272731,171,3,39,3,4,52,37,44,0.0,0.969,0.031,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3209865651068316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185145687202175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047370102298103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6669633227310657,0.3304526808901879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389616113210086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150223801384375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261576980495264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401042921722814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FrostIvanov,2019/01/15,"Brief query. I don't believe social anxiety and social apathy fall in to congruent categories, but is anyone else here merely lacking interest in social activity, save the notion of feeling anxious? Merely curious.",8.087904761904763,11.230394171428578,9.525714285714287,47.547619047619065,64.42857142857143,12.666666666666664,40.23809523809524,11.855464076750405,7.063095238095237,176,10,17,7,3,61,31,35,0.092,0.586,0.321,0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768486895218526,0.2919325911238983,0.0,0.18068804096526747,0.264774162453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291142416721287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587050000621189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306611335205051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.790257058289189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ayonogo,2019/01/15,"The dreaded first week of the semester. Here I am, up at 7am a few hours from my class. I couldnt sleep all night cause of anxiousness and negative thoughts about school. The first week is always the worst for me, not only because getting adjusted to be around people all day is hard, but also because I dread picking the syllabus seeing presentation assignments on it. It always makes my heart rate jump, its awful. I wish everyone luck who is also starting back in school, we'll get through this.",5.176519756838907,6.828875648936172,5.213100303951368,81.60500000000002,69.1063829787234,8.350151975683891,30.44984802431611,8.841846274778883,2.5141933130699083,397,16,72,7,7,124,74,94,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,6,1,7,2,2,3,2,14,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,2,8,1,12,10,4,16,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,10,51,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820028286813558,0.2934213458155507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918911555967905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696037202355198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557763300355485,0.0,0.21496359206294527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811271209134037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371050215861077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847937320908166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29995194496036304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423772078496925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157946265866441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893763958501202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736376807391906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176936119643109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165462467726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409775893628073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222366776703239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568863911185689,0.14050259156815453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644530151775795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479876439812468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997677072388873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828632752475497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275696025242493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,S_Espoire,2019/01/15,"The dreaded question... ""How are you?"" English is not my first language so this might just be because of being unfamiliar to the small talk phrases. Small talk has never been my Forte in any language. For my work, if I contact people around me I expect them to be busy, so try to keep the whole thing short and to the point. Me: ""Hi"" (just as a knock on the door) Them: ""Hi"" (as in, 'yeah what do you want') Me: ""so, I needed information about.... Blah blah blah"". But How it often goes is... Me: ""Hi"" Them: ""Hi. How are you?"" Me thinking 'what? Why are you asking? Why do you want to know? What do I answer to that? Do I ask it back? Or should I ignore it and say what I was going to? This wasn't in the script!' The one time I tried starting with 'How are you?' I think it came off creepy because I think you are not supposed to sound like you actually care to hear the answer. Suggestions? Also, any recommendations for something to watch with normal unscripted random conversations.",0.0372919299512553,2.3951073455497403,1.6822856111211415,94.7321989528796,95.96335078534031,4.100451345008124,17.0574110850334,5.935793293072707,-0.3944144791478608,737,20,157,7,29,238,107,191,0.047,0.898,0.055,0.35100000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,8,3,2,14,4,0,1,9,1,20,0,0,4,1,37,35,15,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,12,6,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,4,4,29,2,24,26,1,17,0,0,1,0,26,10,0,6,6,117,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.1559091193418086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776526308402045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172934835755336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222611396579007,0.2987203398853823,0.0,0.0,0.12285062550617727,0.0,0.1947844283820409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273038631028704,0.16289265933984173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358973572698709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907990198412834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006852850961574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200786244133914,0.0,0.0,0.08780352502591716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805387279007363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948707613984784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184648824174242,0.12322182304344265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653731054619582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826195819769724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076201862295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103104359513678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789751153809241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705278383078988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299610604644375,0.0,0.0,0.11308359593728615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568286237328989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614180561764333,0.3071158883393771,0.0,0.0,0.09316116796739267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169420184854648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846891708577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883289468628203,0.17837366252013054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631196101595614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheWorldFuckedMe,2019/01/15,"Too socially anxious for help, suicide is logical I'm 21 years old, had SA as long as I can remember and hid it completely from everyone. I've been seriously thinking of suicide as what I consider a logical option for about 6 months now, almost daily. As a kid I thought it would go away with time but I'm realizing now that it's not going to happen. I need a job now but my SA makes it literally impossible, I don't think I could even force myself to the interview. I've tried everything I can do by myself to fix it and there's no way in hell I would visit a doctor for it so I told my parents and told them I'm considering suicide. They made the typical suggestions like seeing a therapist but I would never go, even if they tried to make me. If I go to a therapist I'll be suffering every session (leading up to and during) like I do every social interaction, they will likely suggest some techniques, or that I need to face my fear gradually exposing myself which is just further suffering and there's no guarantee anything will work even after many years, suffering through it all. Nothing will convince me to see a therapist.",4.589960762331838,5.859416278026906,6.460871636771305,73.56556754484308,70.0762331838565,10.238677130044843,32.77158071748879,10.411451182825502,3.734677354260089,902,42,165,26,16,314,130,223,0.211,0.742,0.047,-0.9902,2,0,0,0,0,3,18.0,0,0,4,2,12,10,1,1,9,0,17,2,1,4,2,36,37,16,3,8,8,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,6,5,6,0,0,6,2,25,4,25,23,2,22,1,3,2,0,16,4,1,6,14,115,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962766357935988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368040056684748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009210186786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285936760827262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478692006552807,0.0,0.0,0.08741027985293075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205666055557567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169300540135026,0.0,0.1844819949125256,0.10461212354501097,0.09839289866933633,0.0,0.0,0.12319460335003775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488783432179621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681214711731037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338163954183215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864127156833453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045810771715036,0.0,0.0,0.09688569904800497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359192190406356,0.14615651092184145,0.11099478511310557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738529999057176,0.0,0.0,0.16235496659047688,0.08443715367455293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504830162213018,0.0,0.11488006586092225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156376105290365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240186586697239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448159009093114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232006348764812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592576202234352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813415732175046,0.0,0.14029977709639055,0.0,0.08691430264419928,0.06383823629512664,0.0,0.0,0.20922424709002194,0.0,0.14865846082204756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689953990425636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970220439792085,0.0,0.0,0.2333127733066653,0.0,0.0,0.14100210667404164 socialanxiety,NoTeach9,2019/01/15,"How does something like Zoloft work for anxiety? In my mind, I can kind of see how 'depression' can be helped with pills. Like, in raising serotonin in the brain or whatever, it makes sense that someone can go from sad to feeling happier and up-beat. But anxiety just feels like a different animal to me?! It's been part of the reason I've never even tried meds. It just doesn't make sense in my brain. I can't image being way too anxious to go on a date for example, start taking an SSRI, and then at some point you have no fear and anxiety about going on a date. Like, how does that even work? What effect is taking place? Other reason I've not had pills is because i'm too nervous to ring the doctor and have an appointment with him where I have to talk about this stuff lol (kind of ironic. There should be a separate procedure for nervous/anxious people to get help when you think about it! It's like have a hospital with no wheelchair access!! lol) ps - this might seem like a bad idea, but what about self medicating Zoloft for a few months. If it doesn't work, tapere off. If it does work, i'd now theoretically have the confidence to see my GP and get an actual script for it!!?",3.626275894538608,5.03839446186441,4.573333333333334,85.62637476459513,72.60169491525423,8.125800376647835,24.128060263653484,8.680891452615391,1.4795930320150656,927,26,192,17,18,301,133,236,0.076,0.82,0.103,0.8529,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,5,17,13,0,2,14,2,20,8,2,8,1,34,37,15,0,3,8,0,2,6,0,2,6,1,0,1,16,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,5,10,8,31,30,3,23,0,2,2,0,7,11,0,6,14,122,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.1067227154473971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509876649784466,0.1235492963551285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131371080831603,0.06666679669399543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441710180467269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941943710388242,0.0,0.0,0.1142612758787286,0.0,0.11193787778900416,0.2871134416506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446673527798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306401409510152,0.11059464820473336,0.0781290978459884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427552505114533,0.0,0.18646089462244747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660770646322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345775041100393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776990431637456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205760364952002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600158149030515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147787022696553,0.11017192674757714,0.0,0.11601708145903045,0.11042566441510536,0.0,0.0872926694620597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434764825233923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842969719880778,0.0,0.07581867850822592,0.0,0.1142612758787286,0.0,0.10338358113607077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488718505390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742966353913708,0.0995601574219304,0.11408967746398435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266309147737864,0.08419314073575487,0.0,0.0,0.07740784170889167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519470856058434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644550444125154,0.0879020042095853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007552797208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425043963159507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680742429316783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184708725451938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hereverycentcounts,2019/01/15,"I Dislike Myself so It's Hard to Expect Others to Like Me: How to Fix? I'm 35 and have a pretty good corporate job where I must interact with other people on a daily basis. I hate every word that comes out of my mouth, especially how I say things, and I know it rubs people the wrong way. I overthink everything and can't make a clear point without babbling. I'm sad because I cannot connect with anyone at work and when they're all sitting and having lunch together I'm hiding at my desk. I could go sit with them but then I'd say something I regret that just pops out of my mouth. In order to move up in my profession I need to get better at being a people person, but it will never happen, but then I'm not smart enough to be one of those introverted genius types. My boss is clearly starting ot get annoyed at me but I can't stop myself from being so crazy. I feel like everyone hates me and I just want to quit my job and hide forever, but I can't because I need the money and I also wouldn't be happy hiding forever. Just thought I'd share, maybe someone else can relate?",2.5924000000000014,4.018851373333334,4.441444444444446,85.48350000000002,75.26666666666667,6.777777777777778,23.166666666666664,7.3871296695380915,0.9442,849,24,173,10,18,289,134,225,0.16399999999999998,0.727,0.109,-0.9143,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,10,13,3,0,6,0,16,3,2,4,5,45,35,21,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,9,14,1,1,3,0,1,3,8,6,0,1,1,5,28,7,25,26,2,25,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,8,114,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615548984056027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156140545117567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708475798426332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846084519174858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251190628885241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596942463180665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213368148714017,0.0,0.0,0.15008093728608138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237845960984048,0.13879154485534614,0.13054034223133776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344220617642898,0.10376584049096678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517731067092755,0.0,0.08254829499134894,0.12182788287304645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284431192470078,0.15462015093229384,0.13011448123404418,0.2868064281164667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882742344778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982499478286496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419225477886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969547661117002,0.0,0.14592203904463358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437658998388976,0.0,0.21540043222939656,0.1120249030853209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842441115847053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30209188831908745,0.12682573367956768,0.0,0.0,0.13730715553246672,0.0,0.0,0.14777034538975742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544900801838465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101550429661316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230689184277486,0.11181969653919964,0.0,0.0,0.10280791634569324,0.0,0.0,0.12143458106584205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649691259173612,0.0,0.0,0.11531139914986276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856715622673682,0.11529181305014942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001475274967592,0.0,0.10574292636363898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588068664770736,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pawneepark,2019/01/15,"I’m so tired of being scared all the time Sorry for the wall of text in advance :/ I’m a college student and every day I’m terrified of just *existing*. I was a social butterfly until about the age of 15 and then it’s like a flip switched. I duck and cover when I see someone I know in fear of fucking up our inevitable interaction. I’ve developed an awful resting bitch face that discourages people from interacting with me, even though I’d love for someone to initiate a conversation because I’m too scared to do so myself. I’m not a *terrible* looking guy (I work out pretty obsessively, one of my few redeeming qualities) but the idea of a girl being remotely interested in me is a joke when I’m surrounded by bigger, better-looking, more socially-adept guys. I feel genuinely subhuman at times, and like I’m constantly on a different page than everyone else. Even when I push myself to go out and attend events, it seems like I choose the wrong ones and miss the things that everyone else goes to. It’s like the rest of the world is in a group chat that I’m not a part of. The loneliness has pushed some pretty dark thoughts into my head and I’m trying my best to put myself out there, but it feels like I’m constantly in a war with my own mind. Just needed to get that off my chest. Hope y’all are doing better than I am. 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In a lot of cases, taking control over breath (read: paying attention to breath) can be so helpful in taking control of social anxiety. It’s so simple, yet such an underrated technique. If you get social anxiety then this technique is a must try. What’s there to lose anyway - the breath is yours. It’s not like you are paying for it :-) I am sharing with you what works best for me. Here is some good content on the same subject. It’s probably explained in a little more detail here.",4.329775739041793,6.354485321100924,5.263608562691132,78.89635066258921,71.93577981651377,7.780224260958207,28.624872579001018,8.515128840125781,2.371996126401632,456,18,78,8,9,149,71,109,0.096,0.742,0.162,0.9002,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,7,8,6,0,0,7,0,9,5,4,4,1,14,14,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,15,12,5,9,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,3,3,61,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39307556973222596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480720115445508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762996767978867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711323411020856,0.0,0.0,0.10774324123273872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610170307091779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073264474254687,0.0627573710637686,0.12874718794616505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437099970914413,0.0,0.10920914658341872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384978637594694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849129030991313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237810141437268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897499676677602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721355050525237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351788240238658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Raydeniro,2019/01/15,ARHH! Social anxiety or intrusive thoughts I'm 25 years old male and since I had my first panick attack in 2014 I can not make eye contact to save my life for example I can't sit on the train or be directly opposite anyone on a bus restraunt or talking with close family members without feeling like Ima about to have heart attack. I was never the shy type before and before the anxiety Attack in 2014 I noticed that year or two before that I noticed my eye contact got weaker and I started to be conscious when making it but never bad enough to effect my life. its not like I don't want to or I'm intimidated by the person I'm infront of its like my brain will not allow me to hold the eye contact making me shift my gaze all over the place impacting the flow of conversation. I've done therapy 3 times CBT currently doing it now find it pointless but going just beacuse I promised my self I will keep trying until I overcome this! It's impacted my life so bad I don't chill with friends or socialise while in university I can't do otherthings I've always wanted to do I.e boxing and army or simply held down a part time job as everytime I have which I've had many I have had panic attacks start to finish of my shift and the time I've gotten home my soul is exhausted. How the hell am I gonna get graduate job if I can't even sit on a godamm train! I always constantlyno matter what I'm doing think about how my life was before the panic attack and how free I felt now to be honest I feel like I can't wait to leave this place...I've tried propanlol magnesium supplements healthy diet I go gym regularly (another place we're my anxiety at it worst) and nothing seems to work. Accept when I'm piss drunk. I asked my first therapist what is this called she said social anxiety my new therapist said that's wrong it's intrusive thoughts ??? Anyway has anyone ever experienced this or similar please reach out,3.2788198051948063,5.076129423376628,4.825304383116883,81.8965280032468,74.24675324675326,7.825487012987013,26.057224025974026,8.567472430010655,1.9247288961038973,1528,54,293,29,32,513,207,385,0.18,0.727,0.093,-0.988,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,14,24,7,2,13,0,29,13,6,8,4,57,60,27,0,3,16,0,3,4,1,3,5,2,1,3,18,11,2,4,11,2,1,3,12,14,0,3,14,9,40,11,33,40,4,40,2,0,3,0,16,13,2,10,26,176,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283289288733354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086004567470961,0.23596593249521594,0.0,0.0,0.1078388606651926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209055003451767,0.43863770236064414,0.0,0.0,0.12877281193679238,0.0,0.0,0.2624710421648637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608397443553129,0.07874132736877018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891370540841433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967867918229897,0.0,0.050932624379174,0.06975341795441534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269558059885912,0.0,0.07798162898219907,0.11017955063541736,0.07404088569618396,0.0,0.07048018270205758,0.1311851109647423,0.0,0.0,0.05957756418001859,0.0,0.04028852996479358,0.0,0.08765056019238304,0.0,0.06167457103185844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137966228988162,0.0,0.0,0.07735095315500458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304615403418648,0.06854186706235219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816518776750088,0.0,0.0,0.21786968993282574,0.15069470325106665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442123118174525,0.07818080888682752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894910139518727,0.07447653052470178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399231580687894,0.1755880649207909,0.0809174635080982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095174552692406,0.0,0.08350621713932395,0.0,0.0,0.06733238163785868,0.2417010379954267,0.08464727496707082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670486310818084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020107558110593,0.08044601653983473,0.0,0.0,0.06378893992050105,0.0,0.0,0.15721464896675005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916241771990612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198077023016565,0.0,0.0,0.08818580847839866,0.17906902938992025,0.0,0.04941110543553946,0.0,0.1224387339933814,0.13489620110644646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047097726536898,0.0,0.07532851424498739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096687491944454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743344942193733,0.0,0.05613941955509922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843113162456671,0.0,0.0993169070356776 socialanxiety,yeegy,2019/01/16,"I don't know what to do anymore. I've had social anxiety my whole life. But the past year I got into a relationship and she meant everything to me. She was my comfort and even though I knew I still had a lot of trouble dealing with people (especially large groups) and I had pretty much no other close friends, when she was by my side I didn't care anymore. But at the start of this year she told me that she cheated on me and she was leaving me for another guy. Now she hangs out with him and all his friends and I'm so fucking alone. I went to this volunteering event today to try and make some friends and she was there too. She came to talk to me and even though I knew it was probably bad for me, I still talked to her cause I had no one else. It was the first time I was socializing with a large group of people since the breakup and I realized I was even worse now. When people say something to me, I get nervous thinking up an answer and I just laugh or say something stupid. I can't participate in group discussions cause I can't think of anything to say and so I just sit there. I'm a second year uni student and I can't do simple adult things. This has been going on forever and I don't know how to fix it and I'm reaching my limit.",1.5380279898218807,3.347593534351148,3.0346755725190846,92.749239821883,79.30534351145039,6.198727735368958,22.748727735368966,7.1686216300943375,0.6003811704834607,974,31,222,12,24,319,134,262,0.113,0.8079999999999999,0.079,-0.7905,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,19,12,3,1,9,0,22,2,0,4,1,44,42,25,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,10,22,0,1,9,0,0,4,8,6,0,3,21,3,43,6,27,21,5,29,0,0,0,1,31,9,1,3,15,158,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738098947818593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884174024950528,0.08670104568744871,0.0,0.22479594170659728,0.0,0.0,0.09326513525596623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463007929129293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962516816210848,0.11555269370166785,0.2328527463953119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684351750116365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467693801156794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457030537846606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185828515891104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964027830542678,0.0,0.0,0.2626872646892835,0.10477647900894548,0.05921291502074834,0.0,0.06441095240665175,0.0,0.09064443742776933,0.0,0.0,0.1122195732131222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457202030300392,0.0,0.0,0.1200055126925653,0.0,0.0,0.08005193690898234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635345400749792,0.0,0.0,0.07565206315010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331434323115744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767988007922557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819118257355187,0.2357168763206496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530254725444836,0.12219441286166854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167948909694787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703858750930085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375197064963456,0.0,0.0,0.2310617353728172,0.0,0.17450180291833867,0.0,0.0,0.08021917118292342,0.0,0.18101912370684425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821889298897943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752948082693474,0.1452411189880864,0.22270233193257355,0.0,0.06608661158000229,0.0,0.10742842832556894,0.10829655041403644,0.0,0.0769470972929873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506277848672227,0.0,0.12653459814067852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549815524891373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895227679811688 socialanxiety,whyyyshouldicare,2019/01/16,"Does anyone else have voices in their head that criticize them after a social interaction? I used to have pretty severe SA but when I started to go to work, it became manageable for me. At least that's what I thought. Even if it scares, I still do it because I thought with time, it would become easier. But truth is, it still isn't. Not to mention, the voices in my head became more frequent. I realized that they come out after an awkward or cringey social interaction. I'm so upset. Do I have to be a slave to my anxiety forever? I've been trying my best for so long but this is all I am. There are days where I come home and just cry. I hate the whole being social and interacting with others thing. I don't understand why I have to do something which I'm so fucking uncomfortable with just because it's the norm. It doesn't help that I'm still suicidal. Sorry for the rant. I'll probably delete this. Ugh. 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Social anxiety is incurable. You will have social anxiety for the rest of your life. No therapist or prescription pills will get rid of your social anxiety. A therapist is only going to ask you how do you feel at the moment, your mental state, and for you to describe your childhood. Prescription pills have a possibility to make you more anxious and dangerous case it could cause suicidal thoughts. The sad part is the health industry never speaks about social anxiety and how many people suffer from social anxiety everyday. 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I’m not a native English speaker but I can speak English fluently when I talk to myself (kinda rehearsing of what I’m going to say). But then when I’m about to talk to a person after I practiced, I just stutter and blurt out some random words that don’t even make any sense. There was one scenario were I asked a teacher about an application about this kind of language exam that they’re offering, and I said something like, “I.. uh ask about exam... thing the language...” and it was so embarrassing. Thankfully, the teacher was very understanding and understood what I said. Any tips on how I can work this out? I’m really having a hard time on this stuff.",4.272185554171855,5.771332034246581,5.26581569115816,80.94948318804484,71.12328767123287,8.048816936488171,29.02615193026152,8.575989854853784,2.2266657534246566,591,23,111,10,11,194,86,146,0.076,0.87,0.053,-0.2845,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,23,23,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,7,7,11,3,19,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,7,75,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491877512996108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34256641542413563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101313246579055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412647080874428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412648781457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907923616445063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895105951671269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229880246898613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415261364797875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997805959731887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173735327056608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485627385017514,0.14570155063184267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679391965537507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523921049457992,0.1410494349853239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973968605168689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417887699457518,0.0,0.1686816421224179,0.0,0.0,0.12172126575322212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683533427807672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907354088156019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023465058400035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338419329422327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zenmindfulness,2019/01/16,"Travis Rudolph lunch with lonely boy Old news but I just saw it, brought tears to my eyes! So heartwarming 😭😭 https://youtu.be/lk4N7VlzzKE",5.953333333333332,9.739240565217392,2.2782608695652202,92.38376811594203,78.13043478260869,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.5016492753623192,115,4,20,2,3,29,22,23,0.152,0.667,0.181,0.4179,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AyuTsukasa,2019/01/16,"Don't you hate it when... I can't stand it when people say ""why are you so quiet?"" and after I scramble for some kind of normal answer that doesn't make me sound crazy they immediately go ""oh we're gonna break you out of that"" they're the same people that push me further into my shell because they don't actually listen to me on the rare occasion I do have something to say",2.741308016877636,3.9084664430379767,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,74.44303797468355,6.785654008438819,22.02742616033755,7.1686216300943375,0.5614033755274255,295,7,64,3,6,100,56,79,0.033,0.925,0.041,0.1526,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,12,1,9,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2946252715898089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404444639222334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715851259616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980783376574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143977813808211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153045871628408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29581237985508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41861938488768624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801894988621072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324287463196832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724311272980237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MirrorWanker,2019/01/16,"I'm working on fixing my stupid SA So, I'm working on making myself not care about others, thing is where am I supposed to draw the line? I'm thinking a second time every time I'm going to do something to feed that attention or social acceptance, but where should I say it's okay to care what others think? Wouldn't not caring at all what others think make life boring in a way? For example you get your degree, you wouldn't get the pleasure from sharing that happiness with others because you simply don't care. In a way that's a good thing, that means you're doing it for yourself and not for anyone else, but also that feels kind of lonely and sad to not be able to be proud of it in front of others. Am I confusing thing? Is the problem mine? I hope you get me, it's 2 am and it's hard to think straight ",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.072899408284023,89.0163313609468,74.38461538461539,6.383431952662723,22.467455621301774,6.67199483983844,0.5062331360946746,637,16,134,5,13,209,95,169,0.17800000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.156,-0.4918,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,3,5,19,1,1,7,1,13,2,0,2,1,28,34,8,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,20,4,1,0,8,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,0,3,13,13,22,29,1,15,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,3,2,91,33,2,0.13798093464871106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103433035874356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647947772290726,0.1413777733800729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411189706912123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627230352863852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526536557217765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625488851045268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976730642159419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162680302026747,0.0,0.07841774493274926,0.11573186152223512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688327067860713,0.12360381522765032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704620162629175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368591035834205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974600147234096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420669063506304,0.0,0.0,0.150301688329528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320291197265552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097279773818513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065418652552633,0.0,0.106224464631127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500520559060343,0.3536504459877743,0.0,0.0,0.16091558521389318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190456868805908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090352753852386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TylerJoseph-JoshDun-,2019/01/16,"Interview So I’m going in to tenth grade next year which, where I am is going to be my first year of high school. I really like playing music and band but there is an interview for it next Thursday and I’m absolutely terrified. I have to play a couple of scales a piece that I’m confident in and they will get us to sight read (play a piece I’ve never seen before). I’m just really scared and anxious and idk what to do. I know there’s nothing you guys can do, I just wanted to tell someone. 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I started a new job 1.5yrs ago and the SA hit me HARD. It made me a bit of a social pariah around the office. I got along with some folks pretty well but the “core group”, for lack of a better term, didn’t know how to react to me and I couldn’t muster the strength to save myself. I’ve been fully aware of what was happening the whole time and it’s of course caused me a lot of anguish because I’m not an unfriendly person, but I was being treated like I was a weirdo. I guess I was being a weirdo. The problem remained in group meetings as well, that still hasn’t improved much. BUT, there has been some progress lately on breaking the ice with a few of the people from the “core group”. This is a nice thing and has me trusting them more to be myself. It also cranks up the SA because now I’m in overdrive ruminating and analyzing etc. Has anyone ever been in this boat before? How did you deal with the self-doubt that people really were warming up to you? Just stay strong and plow through? Any techniques I could use to maintain my calm?",3.6213181818181823,4.738273359090911,4.20068181818182,89.43602272727274,72.22727272727272,6.590909090909091,24.65909090909091,6.6274283507984215,0.7060454545454546,849,24,179,6,16,269,132,220,0.085,0.713,0.202,0.9809,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,3,1,5,12,14,0,1,21,0,21,0,0,7,1,34,31,14,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,13,2,20,12,28,12,11,19,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,10,129,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478595907573388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061834204503345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110728921019836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142071064743056,0.0,0.0,0.14540211285365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913408760188914,0.0,0.13898541803038533,0.0,0.0,0.14445587238004776,0.17831869961730212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778926894972132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040910932505595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839044148314095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821608660654201,0.0,0.14774518169289164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063332192392282,0.0,0.17993109267476504,0.0,0.14443593932723722,0.0,0.14631540737479526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208404188850112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976423315508593,0.0,0.18424815021675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979686503152894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886093987701548,0.0,0.1545508181819044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006946845324833,0.0,0.0,0.15774923805768487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264708088078332,0.14261716845763325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661696536661858,0.0,0.15628882007037842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046361040288008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703932463627025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649870040458978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560882400488848,0.1740925799606188,0.13043894436669642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851201912624373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952415156448077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410683512232073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371421580281715,0.0,0.0,0.18235685898097412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890928051327962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kilav1,2019/01/16,"I don't want to be so boring I just come across as so bland to people and I hate it. My two friends in college have said that I've really opened up in the past while, and so they know me quite well now. That's good and all but it took about three years to get to that stage with them. Before now we got on but they really wouldn't have known my personality at all. When I meet people I'm nice and all but just so boring and forgettable. I find it really hard to form relationships with people because when we talk I just end up laughing politely and agreeing with them or whatever but I can't say anything of interest. I can't get past that stage with them and so that's the end of the relationship. They don't want to keep trying with me because I don't bring anything to the conversation even though with people I'm close to I love to talk and debate. I just hate how bland, boring and uptight I come across. It really holds me back and stops me from forming organic relationships outside the confines of family or educational settings etc. ",2.672442005487653,4.692076857819907,4.008351209778002,86.10439012222501,76.6303317535545,7.4752806186081315,22.479670740833125,8.371475516178862,1.2432691943127958,831,24,173,16,19,273,104,211,0.121,0.76,0.119,0.3493,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,6,1,19,13,2,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,3,47,26,27,0,3,10,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,9,22,0,5,3,0,0,4,6,6,1,2,3,3,26,7,29,21,6,29,0,0,0,1,20,10,0,2,12,121,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277206269761885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473593189007794,0.0,0.15020749193923247,0.0,0.10483715425059104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122579136025069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182435688584008,0.0,0.13740453556031768,0.08137478869113403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614535049229285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260582081133805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518676398430097,0.0,0.12873754896879194,0.0,0.0,0.10333729984967464,0.09853714090935302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036618912666048,0.2432760149987193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950898400937972,0.0,0.0,0.0677094539184563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119602209277596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522347548121306,0.34165533985806,0.1075765954461976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104215031295166,0.0,0.0,0.3157094185477801,0.0,0.0,0.3968235438322947,0.0,0.0,0.11719479784229772,0.0979764150637823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300369192820354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980527075473372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104687107782044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688368718157418,0.08364712919716309,0.0,0.12035197486523745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533730226336844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077479560114524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933905254242013 socialanxiety,millieisabellaa,2019/01/16,"Do I have social anxiety, or am I just extremely shy? I’m 17, I’ve recently started college and I have this problem thats been ongoing for like 4 years. Ever since I’ve started secondary school I’ve developed this mind set that everyone is judging me and secretly hates me. Now don’t get me wrong, I used to be a shy kid and all, but I didn’t feel crippling anxiety every time I interacted with someone. It’s really becoming a problem lately, I don’t want to go out anymore, I don’t want to make friends at college and i genuinely just don’t want to live my life anymore in fear of humiliating myself in front of people. I get so flustered and panicky in almost every social situation so I’m beginning to think it might be SA. And I don’t want to get help for it because I feel too embarrassed about it. I can’t make phone calls anymore if my life depended on it, i cant make appointments and I can’t even keep a conversation going with someone I’m not comfortable with. I literally just feel so depressed and anxious all the time and I don’t feel happy anymore, any advice? 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I feel like I always have to force a smile when I'm talking to people or they'll think I'm. a bitch. But truthfully I just dont like smiling because instead of smiling I just sit there and squint nervously. Its become a bad habit for me and has left fine lines under my eyes. I'm 26 years old and I'm tired of living my life feeling like a puppet that's being manipulated by those around me. I'm tired of being a damn people pleaser. My parents are the biggest people pleasers I've ever met in my entire life, and I feel like their shitty outlook on people is the reason why I'm so fucked up. Please someone help me learn to not give a fuck about other people while not looking like a bitch.",4.314805194805197,4.804645935064933,5.357558441558441,84.08062337662338,70.16883116883116,7.1989610389610394,27.08831168831169,6.742157984588678,1.1703994805194808,590,18,120,4,10,195,95,154,0.223,0.55,0.227,-0.6443,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,9,15,5,1,9,0,8,8,1,2,2,22,25,10,0,0,6,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,6,14,8,16,21,0,13,0,0,2,2,7,7,5,1,10,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604298062414798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345149851310142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640977775641436,0.07768821305303976,0.1407510401379476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936252204617936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527970214586752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577565150367923,0.2731364172315613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356384339723863,0.0,0.12225516358030787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542251390307268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846744751173454,0.0,0.1800338513768761,0.3113116356014211,0.0,0.11253471120292584,0.0,0.10702021983905152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373023667039102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415106303632229,0.0,0.0,0.4417654620772789,0.0,0.0,0.13989440133299724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310328710224335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798223928308663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243404467397384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166047893207913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394317522605361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499769688623948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820692648251583 socialanxiety,somnolenta,2019/01/16,"Jobs for people with social anxiety/phobia? Just wondering what chances an scardy sensitive socially inept introverted person like me has of making it. I really hate facing the world, working in team, having to speak to people on a daily basis. I'm thinking an online job, but does anyone have any reliable sources/links for online work? If you have any other ideas, please do share.",6.703529411764709,8.655927000000002,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,65.76470588235293,9.55764705882353,28.30588235294117,9.888512548439397,3.1823023529411767,308,10,44,7,5,100,60,68,0.036000000000000004,0.831,0.133,0.6969,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,8,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,26,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890476242288142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486019323514838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859814475507586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982374771006335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399140667270492,0.0,0.0,0.4217951504338129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382863821126194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186162086749682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29467518133487564,0.18556802175939413,0.0,0.23328786210839825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361485089013172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332835211038168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617699041054598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047353822149755,0.3094404438444193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KovAJSJ,2019/01/16,"If you think your social anxiety is bad, wait til you hear this I didn’t realize I had social anxiety until a few months ago but a year and a half ago was an instance where it really showed. There was a girl that I was friends with that I wanted to date and she told a lot of my friends that she wanted to date me too. I shit you not when I was around her I still tried to act like I didn’t like her and was still too pussy to ask her out even though there was a 100% of the answer being yes We ending up dating though... for a month",1.6556410256410246,2.6283677264957284,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,76.86324786324786,6.567521367521367,18.128205128205128,6.937597516519254,-0.253451282051282,412,6,103,4,9,135,73,117,0.083,0.763,0.154,0.8885,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,4,0,0,12,6,1,0,9,1,11,1,1,0,0,17,18,10,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,10,1,20,4,13,7,2,19,0,0,0,0,18,4,1,2,16,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106214420874214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680662461143409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597166419132946,0.16379519639737006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629079686400828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551816844980161,0.0,0.0,0.11572278487576802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27072948732033764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747138747589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711948965796027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895500112566645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796976283834959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224229799394586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984779996801015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572036042410908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798415900422408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226577845709583,0.3442806118929961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674181061280201,0.0,0.11895427187282545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668363795186984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282777205680247 socialanxiety,toofacedsugar17,2019/01/16,"my social anxiety is backwards when I got my new job i instantly got along with everyone and was able to be social and outgoing and not afraid to ask for help. after I met everybody and got to know them I instantly felt awkward around them and didnt know what to say. my outgoingness turned into me just sitting there dissociating bc of my anxiety. this happens w literally anybody, i get too awkward to deal with other people and it prevents me from having close relationships with people. i do have a boyfriend of 2 years who im very close with but i do have trouble talking to him about most things or opening up to him. my friends are not very close with me but i do try to hang out w them as much as possible. ​ in conclusion i feel like its strange that i seem to be comfortable with everyone before i get to know them and then after im too awkward to the point that some of them dont even like me anymore. im 17 so i feel like i should fix it now before it affects my life any further. does anybody have any reccomendations on how i can solve this? im not afraid to talk to people ive never met or call restaurants on the phone or thank my customers for coming in, its the relationship part im scared of and it completely shuts down the part of my personality where i can talk and feel open. any suggestions on how i can fix this issue?",3.616703296703296,5.076510816849815,4.8243223443223435,83.62901098901101,72.69963369963371,8.13040293040293,28.01831501831502,8.704169506293173,2.0288930402930405,1075,41,220,20,21,355,142,273,0.062,0.833,0.106,0.932,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,1,13,14,0,6,5,0,19,1,0,3,1,51,39,21,0,1,9,0,4,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,15,25,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,8,5,36,7,43,28,5,31,0,0,0,0,26,20,0,6,11,152,51,1,0.0932390242401136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102444380931022,0.11329561997150685,0.1902172013569665,0.0,0.14265519667450974,0.0,0.0924680579729981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300249939477312,0.08716590132142239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867908449941728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520746849701794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031716343543427,0.09775934296908816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612533987974156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159409843921989,0.0,0.1092754420013952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158349615241434,0.0,0.0,0.1781877666640624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414333565250543,0.1332199550943502,0.08952408510205738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203623883851193,0.0,0.09742708373330174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237152956953436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245096120892619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062496152553868665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035707303810639,0.09731731704767824,0.09252534454085584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537251879336789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585748022632852,0.13665563267606634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854141103611244,0.0,0.07191168349749248,0.09005083062023679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193755435092045,0.0,0.19392059856027355,0.08141271956964903,0.0,0.0,0.0881410154228962,0.10511299040990436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002076366063002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414741441614553,0.0933485289436443,0.0,0.0,0.0848813058553512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900908866912001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482598755821187,0.0,0.08584196646232145,0.0,0.0,0.06194386467352726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330317708874422,0.10141728411343327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386391955730405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329561997150685,0.06004287464914384 socialanxiety,blackkat23,2019/01/16,"This dude in my cooking class is making me uncomfortable So there is this guy in my cooking class who's been kinda weird. He's never been inappropriate or anything, its just that he keeps messing with me (I think?). Like I once accidentally bumped into him and he told me to make sure it doesn't happen again. Another time he just randomly told me to get out of the class while i was walking in. He's also been doing other annoying stuff like picking up my pencil and putting it on the counter behind me while walking by. My usual response to him is that I just ignore him. I don't know him nor have ever had a conversation with him. With my anxiety I never know how to respond and just end up saying nothing. Also, he's always so serious when he says things that I can't even tell if he's actually just joking or not. But I am so confused, kind of annoyed, and a little uncomfortable with his behavior. (I'm a female, if it makes any difference). ​ I don't understand - is he intentionally messing with me because I am so quiet, is he just being sarcastic when he says things, or did I actually somehow piss him off or something? And how do I be more assertive and respond to him?",5.782814589665652,5.9309328893617055,7.074726443768999,74.23750000000003,66.91489361702128,9.60790273556231,32.955927051671736,9.424239791934726,2.9656990881458967,939,38,177,17,14,321,127,235,0.122,0.838,0.04,-0.9458,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,21,14,3,1,5,0,22,3,1,7,4,48,35,26,0,2,14,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,14,13,2,2,4,3,0,3,8,9,0,0,8,4,31,5,23,25,1,24,0,0,0,0,30,10,1,10,13,136,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.2712876056120413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231625993901505,0.11565901039541295,0.1506062795962678,0.1689000322602,0.09452466463021407,0.14575346253370056,0.1063345049282112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438503314316435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473301851962893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522525882784396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311260991795288,0.0,0.0,0.091808090104936,0.12573332237921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726216847116875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763170520329668,0.12291710845992485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354945349711875,0.0,0.14474695408900426,0.15278136499736125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581661128841765,0.13931436645102122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783504380395868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441050705519574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337410509418932,0.0,0.0,0.14803030397710867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973324144691107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33161477972529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700887558665292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912157303305668,0.0,0.0,0.13100571379878578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149199572352537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846906481347016,0.08906549142724672,0.0,0.0,0.08105193044701464,0.0,0.0,0.26564062710899217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470374613015508,0.0,0.0,0.153088697222111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689000322602,0.0 socialanxiety,shutuplynds,2019/01/16,"Is this as bad as I think it is Hi! So I was talking with a group of coworkers on my way back from lunch. We're all just minor acquaintances, not good friends. They were covering me. When the convo came to an end, as they were leaving, I was thinking of something to say so it wasn't an awkwardly silent departure. Well, my dumb brain made me say ""thanks again, you two!!"" and i can't stop thinking about it lmao. It sounded so bad and awkward yikes. ""YOU TWO""? wtf self ",0.7366028708133996,3.054841052631581,1.9381818181818176,96.5490909090909,85.84210526315789,5.559808612440191,22.320574162679424,6.980632752743323,0.5741578947368424,360,13,81,5,11,114,68,95,0.199,0.685,0.116,-0.8764,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,0,9,9,1,2,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,7,3,12,4,11,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,0,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260367121995108,0.33141201464359005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154725805172445,0.0,0.22698563950728556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757768629255669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332988598672026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645903002584878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014073446644255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778787381587012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156470904630186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703730865646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278438551785758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592164370844162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595148201098785,0.0,0.18271552128158705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814959171551707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877336262299452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752849772697905,0.0,0.0,0.1784395862278412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WF1LK,2019/01/16,Immediately closing the message app after sending a question in fear of someone from the group chat making fun of you for asking God why am I like this,5.796896551724139,7.097372310344831,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,67.27586206896552,7.179310344827586,35.1896551724138,7.1686216300943375,2.6449172413793103,123,6,20,1,2,41,27,29,0.094,0.674,0.232,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39464684110781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750283836548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623780988367013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281783817049877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728969172242418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576805038631929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809185143636809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_trap_detective,2019/01/16,"How to avoid the backlash of self-criticism after reaching out to others? I have been forcing myself to reach out to others occasionally at work for 1 on 1 chats over coffee. I want to connect with people despite my social anxiety. The problem is, even when I feel like the interaction went well, I ALWAYS experience some backlash of self-criticism about what I said, what they said, how I was interpreted, the list goes on. Pretty standard social anxiety stuff. I know overall I am improving because I keep doing it, and sometimes it isn't so bad. But I want to figure out how to prevent the backlash more effectively, because I don't want to feel like I am constantly punishing myself. Do you have any specific things you do or say to yourself, before or after social interactions, that help you move on to the next thing, without going into 'self-analysis paralysis' mode? ​ A little more background on me: my social anxiety seems to stem from various causes including adverse childhood experiences and difficulties with sensory processing (i.e. sensory overload). So I have learned that the environment is important, and so is feeling physically comfortable/safe, and having a buffer around social activities where I can take a break and be alone. So those things tend to help, but I guess I am also looking for some more precise tools for this problem. 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So whenever I go out by myself I worry about what everyone in the room is thinking about me and I have thoughts racing in my head that my every mood makes me feel like an idiot, when I am meeting a new person I feel like I am being judged and I look like a loser. However, if I ever go out with my girlfriend or any of my friends I feel perfectly fine out in public and may actually start cracking jokes with ticket tellers or anything like that. I just feel like the entire world's eyes are constantly judging me whenever I'm alone, and my heart is racing and I feel trapped inside. But when I go out with any of my friends or girlfriend I feel like my outgoing self and I love it. Do you think I have social anxiety?",3.290978494623655,4.707215941935488,4.749435483870967,84.01748655913978,73.45161290322581,7.747311827956989,27.755376344086017,8.344100000000001,1.926021505376344,601,23,120,10,12,201,86,155,0.109,0.679,0.212,0.9482,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,7,15,1,0,5,0,12,4,3,1,2,33,29,15,0,1,7,0,6,6,4,1,0,0,1,2,4,13,0,0,9,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,8,28,12,15,26,0,18,0,1,2,1,12,9,0,6,12,81,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.1278973883003664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574047463513655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825300509247893,0.0,0.20052380109070508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785267514641096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416312202071978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948529706405276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855288057373775,0.11042519962984902,0.12523514429294524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976126339951047,0.3745222382273786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251600733669425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234562842820029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450719435414404,0.0,0.0,0.1553088365849043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38418098384713695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005888378771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828837058514705,0.0,0.08748475374737373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658028076289282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443808824214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672601674820534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720195296490745,0.0,0.10089775890509227,0.0,0.0,0.0927662002136292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795818910390978,0.0,0.10404841106283144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330995962639084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yyy3456g,2019/01/16,"Not sure if this is the right subreddit to post this, but back in September last year I tried to kill myself because of social anxiety around girls which left me in coma for two weeks in a half and hospitalized for in total of a month and a half. And I'm already feeling suicidal again. Pretty much the title. I tried to kill myself using antidepressants, because of my social anxiety around girls which led to me commiting many faults and the fact that I commited many wrongdoing when I was in middle and high school which led to people who hated me to make contact with people from my university which led to many girs to be turned off by me as well. And since I feel so sorry and don't want to be remembered as *that* guy and I don't think there is a way for myself or my life to get better I think that the only way for me is suicide...",6.4644510190664075,5.725441822485209,7.024457593688362,78.14596975673902,65.68639053254438,10.351347797501646,29.428665351742268,9.725611199111238,2.4272479947403025,664,18,134,12,9,219,96,169,0.2,0.735,0.065,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,3,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,8,0,8,2,0,5,5,31,19,15,4,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,1,3,1,2,18,3,30,16,2,25,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,7,97,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396626837098216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363690660821464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253313948348571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973172296906742,0.0,0.15430023965216685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119324973229382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798560579238416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612264941536132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531481509587356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495231406670652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371814068024002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800409332982978,0.0,0.0,0.10316371764860773,0.0,0.0,0.1375083780115888,0.0,0.08939343988382427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448013152992287,0.3849375160784337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010194016048048,0.0,0.09303654628073202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625498039978704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548226169660172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120999599903785,0.12875755071562542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336840049754088,0.10808199470339223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280860055177793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046921720555869,0.0,0.0,0.2580250291006311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141674143280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768733400305184,0.0,0.11928179467767387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162189745061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718525742585404,0.1376615057153447,0.12363124052314554,0.0,0.0,0.109307656279288,0.0,0.0,0.07464867524287534,0.20091570371236292,0.10151921713960158,0.0,0.11379310903873845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150082704279417 socialanxiety,Possant,2019/01/16,"Today I went to the supermarket, bought everything I needed and talked a little to the cashier I had some little thoughts about people judging me, but that doesn't matter at all. I'm feeling fucking excited",8.893157894736841,8.637101473684211,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,60.57894736842106,10.757894736842106,40.05263157894737,10.125756701596842,4.322589473684212,168,8,26,3,2,54,32,38,0.031,0.8190000000000001,0.149,0.6344,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,1,4,5,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419469042860057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598883892284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923367399096744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338633206607397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447027221338385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922446658849654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541625673786361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104030542687666,0.0,0.0,0.2997359408082005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931355437706437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,newtemps_,2019/01/16,"""Can tell you are not social person"" I am 17 and work in a gas station. I don't get paid, because its part of our college to work for about 5 weeks a year to gain experience. ​ The boss is cocky and yesterday when my teacher came in, my boss said she rated me low (they have to rate how I do my work), because I don't interact with customers that much. ​ I should say ""hi"" ""bye bye"" to everyone leaving & coming in, and I don't feel good doing that and i would not care less honestly. But then she says ""I can tell you are not social person"" and ""shy"". ​ The way she said it, like so confidently ""I CAN TELL you are not social person"". She said I don't talk much so that means I don't care about the job. ​ Man.. Why does she have to say stuff like this. My anxiety has improved, but this is my first ever job and its stressful enough to work on a gas station",3.3674779319041623,4.267297366120221,4.279234972677596,89.45511979823458,72.60655737704919,7.160823875577973,25.55233291298865,7.321109707123232,0.9911205548549812,690,21,152,7,13,223,98,183,0.08800000000000001,0.855,0.058,-0.5134,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,1,6,7,8,0,1,6,0,21,0,0,3,1,23,32,13,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,0,4,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,9,2,0,1,5,7,27,6,15,25,5,15,0,1,0,0,31,5,0,0,11,102,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371650451015176,0.39221307594139865,0.0,0.0,0.06173146135394075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983818575480946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229359340997743,0.1645478803405229,0.0,0.0,0.06951160541295005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061674655992899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337951589303859,0.0,0.0,0.07299325592003528,0.0,0.07710753963394221,0.0,0.0789352033961199,0.0,0.0,0.040801821389446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863913381137428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215981187164232,0.0,0.0,0.06768314537418922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015469086110032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544436356334946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884701110551537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790052183891507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864023365862802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738483155833478,0.0,0.0,0.2113793090888931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302782988620133,0.192515731115015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467751999029196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243586067997292,0.0,0.09237647970336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648595919197535,0.21159298509594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405194245441112,0.06472866912933603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281469471885539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349877117973229,0.0,0.0,0.05732341945723631,0.0,0.39221307594139865,0.05196494039316594 socialanxiety,ainefade,2019/01/16,"I wanna go to a psychiatrist because I have social anxiety, but I will never do that because I have social anxiety Guess I will stay isolated in my room for the rest of my days",2.8866666666666667,4.599676555555559,5.806666666666668,74.80500000000002,75.1111111111111,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.0814,140,6,26,4,3,51,26,36,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479271092523219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35693226831069164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888084725265297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663844506541925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225124026802525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579754023258336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968717814400825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120473255469629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,utter_piece_of_shit,2019/01/16,"I desperately crave a deep connection with somebody No matter how hard I try to make it work, I never connect with somebody on a deep, emotional level. Ever since I was a little kid, I'd always been so distant and just... not all there. I try to put in effort in all my connections but it's always null and void, I never stop feeling like I annoy them. I never feel comfortable with silence, I never stop feeling anxious around them. I just so badly want someone to actually end this loneliness, you know? It's the one thing I want most.",2.7048571428571435,4.956762390476193,4.575476190476191,80.96035714285716,77.47619047619048,6.866666666666667,25.73809523809524,7.908726449838941,1.780123809523809,421,16,76,7,10,143,69,105,0.248,0.637,0.115,-0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,2,8,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,7,29,9,6,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,4,15,2,10,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,9,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.16649744319154747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28393379003741903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274848718952245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518851779186696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424579510948697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919210026483264,0.1511158958385358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433271750759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588070320301131,0.1218887185889775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283919363490178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376656401970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335477941001114,0.17100291597631162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388807864451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263609612765712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561439966387588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715170685906575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411360293669561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445631114662975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852866686854105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133502602392856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316752961669593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012684886447647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421110582566515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jaypp_,2019/01/16,"Thinking people are purposefully excluding me every time I'm alone So. I guess this falls under social anxiety? I only recently learnt in therapy that I also have that on top of GAD, so sorry if I'm not categorising this symptom under the right disorder lol. My flatmate and I are a part of a bigger friend group and every time she's out of the house and I'm alone I think she and the rest of my friends are purposefully excluding me. Yesterday for example I cried for two hours when I couldn't make it to class (where most of my friends are) due to having therapy at the same time and when I came home my flatmate wasn't there yet, and she didn't get back for several hours. I just thought she was out there having so much fun with other people and I felt so terribly alone and abandoned that I just cried and stared at her chat on messenger to see when she would be online to respond to my messages (I was convinced she was ignoring them and I sent one every hour) and she never responded. She explained later that she literally just hadn't seen them but I still can't believe it. I think she was ignoring me on purpose. I think that everyone I know hates me and they don't want anything to do with me. Anyone else relate? Can y'all offer suggestions on how to be more of a functional, independent human being instead of my mood depending 100% on what other people are doing? :(",3.996263736263735,5.550344963369962,5.256556776556779,80.53010989010991,71.89377289377289,8.716483516483517,27.652014652014646,9.23628265651192,2.384680586080586,1097,40,210,24,21,365,146,273,0.121,0.828,0.051,-0.9414,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,1,19,11,1,0,7,1,25,1,0,4,1,45,45,23,0,4,6,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,12,17,0,3,8,1,0,3,8,5,0,2,12,4,43,5,31,28,6,36,0,1,3,0,29,16,0,4,17,161,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398898101829205,0.0,0.0874803431395635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368419818907769,0.0,0.0,0.0764890803766622,0.11208451918240828,0.0900198838550027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411531127301007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232467605198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251147339315281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403228525484185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537213639507913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913825615559103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765011706529364,0.10452826625312124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503299501202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535468049514776,0.0,0.057152543855265824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050707031052495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080014589956123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972859387774044,0.0,0.3231857771934462,0.12622310397712702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011870764183599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301967578209084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041533934991901,0.0,0.08436946867971598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741265115688565,0.08319716522593787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846033452729912,0.0,0.2275148775671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801090929892852,0.0,0.0,0.09341974341420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717086264597966,0.0,0.0,0.12358125810515265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115108583958536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245482839223587,0.0,0.0,0.08736019331823172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369965390234806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501974279467645,0.0,0.0,0.2803746250170537,0.0,0.08684463196168903,0.19136119030359455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685960042972037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452194101836438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770858310369103,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BoardReborn,2019/01/16,Broken walls Does anyone else put up a wall to protect themselves and avoid emotional investment and find a good group of people who you feel like you are more comfortable with and you let them in but then some big drama thing happens and you get scared so you put up a proxy wall that they can't tell as much is there so they still feel the accomplishment of getting through to me but in reality I'm always exhausted and apethetic and complacent? ,4.593438538205981,6.609369872093022,4.706079734219268,83.20453488372095,71.20930232558139,8.635215946843855,27.40199335548173,9.23628265651192,2.316148172757476,363,13,69,8,7,113,65,86,0.132,0.769,0.099,-0.6253,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,3,1,4,6,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,10,12,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,3,11,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,3,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039730613367706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599968826003649,0.2344540366891084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024269778163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115048711505533,0.2573926963035992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139742872445396,0.16346968541059326,0.0,0.0,0.20913814274139772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909893554722855,0.0,0.0,0.1919241013542332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023455522271948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339848572088244,0.0,0.11179032584280632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682096783734262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863558988506846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600563787959522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290896232347754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827366537217118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999953850098695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520184279318572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,savoryrocks42,2019/01/16,Going to ask my professor tomorrow if I can use them as a reference I got this... I think ,0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,84.78947368421052,10.115789473684213,25.28947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.2349789473684223,68,3,15,3,2,26,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403623671052863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32849703713581435,0.0,0.4622882912811877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703661836628074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992160199279773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,neuroso,2019/01/16,College problems So Iast year I finished highschool and during that time I took college class while I’m high school I’ve done all my classes online since then and the last 2 classes I need to get my associates degree are only available in class but I can barely leave my house I’ve been a shut in since graduation ( that I didn’t go to) ,1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,84.58823529411767,4.576470588235295,23.20588235294117,5.985473137389443,0.473994117647059,270,10,53,2,8,86,50,68,0.032,0.948,0.02,-0.1804,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,4,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,28,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677427415894923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130408121410862,0.0,0.1537085354902458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857556250020837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120742933271465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046083249625,0.0,0.2863778739099253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054251263103795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569686314647528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587934995151821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737197539134049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44745427817619604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770728272022633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004907861820588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416724201611564 socialanxiety,reddit-account7,2019/01/16,"I have been skipping a discussion based class and now I have to go back Hi. I am in a class that is very discussion based and has about 20 people. I have skipped every class so far (3) but now I have to go or I get an F. I am really nervous about going because of the discussion and I am nervous that the professor will be mad that I haven't been to class. I would like to drop the class, but my advisor told me to take it and I do not know if it is required. I also do not know if they are even any other classes left available. Of couse I waited until the last minute and it is an early class so I cannot talk to an advisor before.",1.0097826086956516,2.4615132391304364,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,79.65217391304348,6.6289855072463775,21.644927536231886,7.492282038375204,0.6201188405797105,489,14,115,7,12,168,76,138,0.1,0.875,0.025,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,4,1,2,9,0,21,0,0,0,0,17,30,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,17,1,12,24,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,7,85,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923705627904995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792726972301415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118851260885012,0.0,0.15949609236453338,0.0,0.22264024545928446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281376109357094,0.0,0.2204468224091312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669848112114746,0.0,0.4460958909962749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28758600990419825,0.21327523373707105,0.0,0.0,0.284277574807066,0.0,0.0,0.1278263135030248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139139046700348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676162018650212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967241434580168,0.21029998256541968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001258504282736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588415969019265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858647850785437,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daButtplugs,2019/01/16,"Does anyone else ever feel embarrassed after sharing something during class? It seems that most of the time after I contribute to a discuss during class, I feel embarrassed. I find myself asking why I ever said something. Does anyone else feel this way? 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I don’t consider myself shy, but I have social anxiety and it got incredibly bad after my divorce last year. I want a way to go out and have fun but not be petrified to go out Any ideas?",2.520162601626016,3.402512073170733,5.2814634146341515,81.5389430894309,74.60975609756099,9.369105691056909,25.861788617886177,9.725611199111238,2.2476276422764228,149,5,33,4,3,54,33,41,0.177,0.589,0.234,0.4187,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333007272297577,0.0,0.26244914410876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645079329810097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899514520573648,0.0,0.27438602190449285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995393270218745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38728653376345257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964947255366857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497187041059017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235275670856864,0.2723145881689236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209271225842911 socialanxiety,WorriedCandy,2019/01/16,"Who here has been prescribed medication for SA? Which medications would you recommend? I'm really happy to say that for the first time ever I'm going to start therapy and psychiatry for social anxiety. I have long waited to be financially stable enough to afford it, that day has come and I already feel a sense of relief. My first appointment is with the therapist on the 31st, then on March 6th I'll be meeting a psychiatrist to discuss potential medication... Which scares me a little. I know the most commonly prescribed meds for SA are usually SSRI'S or benzos. I have heard many horror stories from people about the side effects of antidepressants. A lot of people say it made things a lot worse for them. **Does anyone have any experience taking SSRI'S for SA and if so what specifically helped you?** I would prefer not to take a drug that's going to turn me into a zombie (benzos) or worsen my mood. I have heard a lot of good things about **Wellbutrin**, more so than any other antidepressant. Has anyone here taken it? **And on a side note:** Those of you who have experience going through therapy/psychiatry for SA, what can I expect? Although I'm happy to be going, I'm also quite nervous as you can imagine. **How big of a say will I have in the medication I will potentially be taking? For example, will I even be able to choose?** Sorry if these are dumb questions but I'd really like to learn a bit about the process before I go in. Thank you guys. 🙏",1.7880122057541428,4.553529304659499,3.8877283735348236,80.62006102877072,87.49462365591398,6.743814782524461,21.160612225128354,7.917944638633933,1.5293984500629658,1152,38,207,26,37,391,152,279,0.055,0.868,0.076,0.8246,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,5,1,4,11,10,1,2,18,0,25,5,0,3,1,32,48,16,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,5,5,5,0,1,17,7,0,1,8,0,0,6,1,3,0,2,5,6,21,6,38,33,7,27,0,0,0,0,19,10,1,9,12,147,38,1,0.10190925296286638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245939477863122,0.08149679277560526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860357326387776,0.0,0.07796029957870114,0.0,0.0,0.14251463835958056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671726830025148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125850997034027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877857977655685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572303741890084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918147402214115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118182379390429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529950037110863,0.0,0.06731010045291798,0.0921827537197527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937360850033967,0.0,0.0,0.05152838032846644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336791701969628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958688479226546,0.08547664633349443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090618258316457,0.0,0.21696858954766007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830762410615215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600666027118136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978771336245673,0.10213984399016164,0.0,0.09018648197496612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599188076789682,0.0,0.09642899921611606,0.0,0.10331998721460907,0.0,0.0,0.11319820624519633,0.4106514038516471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130208886568454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416168634660342,0.10839303478390676,0.0,0.0,0.13057135396714514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243126984881934,0.10202894042874973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388364966079723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407906525850127,0.07213189377116322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298692263951769,0.0,0.0,0.09382434818826617,0.11654211224250025,0.11832449734487376,0.13540795875888634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942410493515059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108480032449358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223864450778534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385423512021323,0.14478681877102215,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fishintrovert,2019/01/17,"I hope it is relateable Before this sub i didn't know i could relate to some people in how awkward and odd I am. Now that I know i am not the clumsiest person around in the wholewide world. I want to see if any of you could relate to this. I always found it nerve-wrecking, horrifying even to check my work in that I might find mistakes in it. For example I would never go through my exams again. I would always hate to see if I remember what I just tried to memorize because I am certain that I would have forgotten it. I couldn't ever see my emails and texts after I have hit the sent button. 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Hi reddit, I'm 17, and I feel socially anxious even w/ my girlfriend. I need some guidance. What is the reason to impprove?",0.375,2.7936541666666663,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.678666666666667,115,5,23,1,4,38,26,30,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609448796480586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694924369073232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630646353468327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819560342667105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254062160343576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857094598691604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195110757697177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159235792776359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SociallyStpid,2019/01/17,"My social skills might actually cause me to be homeless **TLDR: European interning as a tech consultant in the US after graduating from college in the states. The work is unpaid now but if I pass the one month internship period I will get hired full time (with good pay) and will be able to get a Visa. Social anxiety has made me doubt I'll get the job. If I don't get it, I'll be in extreme financial difficulty and will likely end up homeless.** I have terrible social anxiety, like most people in this sub. I graduated from college last year in the US and recently was offered an internship role with a small company/startup for a position that's basically a tech consultant. The internship period is unpaid but if they're satisfied with my technical and social skills, then I'll be offered a full time job that pays well. This is the end of the second week of a five week period as an intern. A couple times a week I have to give a mock presentation to my boss who plays the role of the client. So far it's been a disaster. My voice shakes, my hands shake, and I can barely speak coherently because I'm so nervous (I'm from an English speaking country so it's not like I have to deal with a language barrier). One time my boss literally put his hands over his face as I was done presenting and said something like 'I barely understood anything you said. Speak more clearly next time'. I know I still have three weeks left but I just feel like there's no way I can drastically improve socially (i.e when giving presentation). What's making me even more nervous is the situation I'll be in if I don't get the job. My apartment lease ends at the end of February and at that point I'll literally have no money unless I get a job. My student visa also expires at the end of the year. I haven't talked to my parents in years and since I have no friends in the US, I'll have no place to go at the end of February. I could conceivably ask a friend from back home to let me stay with them but they are also struggling financially after just graduating from college. I don't even know if any of them would be able to pay the $1k plane ticket for me to fly back home and stay with them. I've thought about looking for another job right now but I feel like that's pretty much giving up. I already told my friends at home that I was hired and it would be so embarrassing to tell them I didn't get the job (tbh they'd probably also know it's because of my social skills because I told them about the position). The way I see it, there are 3 possible scenarios: 1. Get this job and be able to get a Visa and pay rent 2. Assume I don't get this job and look for a retail type of job while I'm interning that at least allows me to pay rent from March onward. I'm not sure if I have the time since I work M-F 9-5 and I'd have to be hired almost immediately. Also I'd have to look for another job during my time in retail that can give me a work Visa since it expires at the end of the year 3. End up homeless at the end of February and just try to find freelance programming work until I get back on my feet I'd pretty much feel like a failure unless I get the job which seems increasingly unlikely. \\rant",3.6374286178333617,4.6709254763358805,5.1941140165665125,82.64520708137081,72.09923664122137,8.872178008770504,27.21861296085756,9.252503621752664,2.1271734611011848,2517,87,530,54,47,852,254,655,0.097,0.7979999999999999,0.105,0.8712,15,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,3,1,7,7,25,23,1,7,48,0,49,4,4,6,2,66,90,43,0,9,18,1,5,7,3,6,0,6,5,0,21,21,0,1,11,2,14,6,12,9,1,5,13,15,64,14,76,59,9,89,0,0,4,0,45,31,0,12,54,327,85,36,0.1375567504891904,0.0,0.04474518189254601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045914405194494606,0.0,0.0505990982433699,0.14667211155776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118110245153868,0.0961601644546248,0.07015369174323173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773249501929047,0.0,0.042865664303673265,0.0,0.0,0.10577265025470936,0.0,0.08385331834261246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710289150107225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036609290723653175,0.05073464268169327,0.0,0.0,0.04727165655257012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692277147804238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655033557803146,0.0,0.0,0.06056995757966584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955282616523263,0.09827057003461596,0.0,0.0,0.04190812596548906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627600420367543,0.0,0.2874708987403903,0.1759426258348655,0.026058890433188632,0.03845869199150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798063643254174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005141148543157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755975926490498,0.037375703701203376,0.0,0.0,0.04981860396404175,0.04688703237672659,0.0,0.15680765340139113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551302585803558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338650776531844,0.0306067330324025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864199145200119,0.0,0.0,0.03659882862417385,0.0,0.06741335939474771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876438823085468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062141342752106164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091349755811636,0.0,0.0,0.0317881769263563,0.0,0.04790584226642994,0.0,0.043345197161108205,0.051691522631669616,0.0,0.09329644519465084,0.04943648086751777,0.0,0.0,0.046094175890353084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527356537934885,0.0,0.0,0.03915757110681771,0.08723197992941617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036538306869120574,0.04174216645837267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137883654768958,0.051539850317255546,0.0,0.2804435683873317,0.0,0.03529930231378832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774479567562824,0.03661766620998861,0.0,0.0,0.047934727461287394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043215203139596085,0.0,0.0,0.03685430182870378,0.040076887662252106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036401564883428134,0.18715771062877334,0.0,0.0,0.0876275799716393,0.0,0.031130668039971224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546383392252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279076386574354,0.1471196372628622,0.0,0.04122667953046587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352393686549588,0.0,0.0,0.06514424590102806,0.0,0.0,0.1181093831197584 socialanxiety,DolceGaCrazy,2019/01/17,"Just went to a ""networking"" event and actually managed to socialize. Now I'm spiraling. Like I got home and my slinger was messed up. Everyone probably saw and judged me. I talked about stupid shit. They only talked to me and exchanged numbers because that was the point of the event, but they don't actually want to talk or meet up. I just feel like I really embarrassed myself and I wish I hadn't gone at all. I've been freaking out for the last hour now, did anyone have some advice? I keep trying to distract myself but I can't stop coming back to it and ruminating. :(",2.6270698051948043,4.970202437500003,3.9737662337662334,84.70759740259741,78.19642857142857,7.6441558441558435,24.467532467532468,8.575989854853784,1.8094535714285724,451,16,89,10,11,148,77,112,0.172,0.736,0.092,-0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,2,2,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,20,18,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,9,2,15,2,13,9,2,16,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,2,10,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.36685645544480106,0.0,0.0,0.18367872662567156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143057462146193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453466613318008,0.0,0.11458265763052622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191652979283572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961008329791078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504152996264197,0.134283333134485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033401243760902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885457646338326,0.0,0.18510917809813507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707329654754965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532178169764326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366191295538395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429570231289907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768913566232694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265972081950054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041617814518728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929449512975584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916082154907333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571484433235102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532411523962344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761694164299628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108675348425696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742468649589076,0.0,0.0,0.21615224360418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,water_lilies16,2019/01/17,"Losing Desire to Even Try. Becoming too comfortable with isolation Title says all. Already have depression. Anhedonia makes nothing pleasurable, even most social interactions. ​ Where to go from here?",8.387999999999998,12.384875800000005,7.2066666666666706,52.30000000000004,91.0,11.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,7.0553333333333335,174,10,16,7,6,53,28,30,0.282,0.574,0.14400000000000002,-0.6981,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936255405905396,0.0,0.0,0.28829721938368136,0.32331593201135306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938640989591336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291740363239612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35148623503791043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512192125209909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976750985555513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761025086108292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553106267515458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115972391890984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123472298790785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065063508081225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32331593201135306,0.0 socialanxiety,VuxTheMighty,2019/01/17,"Friend made fun of me while playing a game So i met a friend online, and we play a game all the time togeher. When we play alone, everyhing is fine, but when her friends join, she makes fun of me. I just wanna be clear, it's not bullying or anything like that. She just jokes at my expense because i have the worst rank (even though frankly we are the same skill level, but whatever). And it made me feel anxious, because i constantly feel like i'm not good enough. Also my ping was bad so i played worse than usual. I don't want to feel anxious when i play a fucking game that is supposed to be fun. I'm probably overreacting and taking things too personally, but i feel like as soon as she has an audience i become the laughing stock. 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It seems my brain deletes every memory about pleasant interactions and instead repeats unpleasant interactions over and over Unpleasant interactions include the ones that only happened in my head (""they are talking to each other and laughing, must be about me"")",15.619999999999996,12.502625814814815,13.514074074074076,46.26333333333335,50.111111111111114,16.725925925925928,54.77777777777778,14.554592549557764,8.049955555555554,270,15,34,8,2,85,41,54,0.098,0.7559999999999999,0.146,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,1,9,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907489001237071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949151137384259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095301022942732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592314494749281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474378358805619,0.26621335512665595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426665168775493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31865388709906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813406090397825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crocosmia_mix,2019/01/17,"Downvotes make me feel sad So, I quit Facebook and never log on anymore because only pictures of my baby would get likes. People rarely replied to my posts. I have a feeling it’s because I either don’t live in the same area as a lot of people, or because I have a reputation from K- grade 12 as shy. Or, I’m hideous/ unpopular/ have a shitty personality, I don’t care. I’ve never figured out how to get people to like me. Plus, wanting people to like you is always a good way to get disliked. Anyways, I read that Facebook and other social networks get you addicted to them — but mostly for those who are popular. Basically, when you get “likes” and positive feedback, your brain releases dopamine. Other studies show that people who don’t get likes or attention, but see others get positive feedback can get depressed. I’ve been having that problem with Reddit, lately. It’s really triggering my social anxiety. I’m also forgetting that not everywhere on Reddit is monitored well. It’s not safe to spill out your heart in some places. Some days, random comments get mass downvotes. Other days, people fight me, being sexist, judgmental, or just having a bad day. I want to quit Reddit because I’ve had a couple incidents where I shared personal stories and got rejected, massively. Like, sharing stories about bad things that have happened to me and being told I’m whiny or mentally ill. It’s really toxic because I’m torn between wanting to express myself and becoming more afraid of being myself. And, not modulating my own emotions and sharing personal stories — but, I see other people talk about serious topics and not get downvoted. I’m a stay at home mom and my company all day is a baby who can’t talk, yet. I need to participate in society. On the other hand, my social anxiety doesn’t mean that I’m antisocial at all. And, I would go out and do things, but I only ever felt comfortable at bars and now can’t go to them. Would you quit Reddit if it was making you feel bad? Or, are the downvotes or inevitable troll part of the deal? I take it so much more personally than everyone else. 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I've been talking to this girl who I was really into. I think she was into me too. She asked me if I was going to some university event thing that she was really excited about. I wasn't sure if this was an invitation or not, and boy oh boy was I nervous! So I said I'd probably go, but made it seem like I was going for the event separately, because I still wasn't sure if she was inviting me and the idea of expressing anything beyond indifference is goddamn horrifying. So I go to the event, and it was pretty fun. And as I left, I met up with her. I talked to her as we walked back to our respective places. I was getting more anxious as things went on, and I suddenly couldn't do it anymore and said I was gonna take a turn here (There were soooo many other paths I could've taken). Mind you, we'd only been talking for like two or three minutes. She sounded disappointed as I left, but I just felt like I needed to go right then. I ducked behind a wall like thirty feet later and started hyperventilating! What fun, right? Well, I messed that one up! Don't worry, though! We haven't been texting nearly as much since! 😎😎😎",2.390294117647059,4.021716390756307,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,76.26890756302521,7.281008403361344,23.24453781512605,8.07648339933343,1.1401421848739504,903,27,194,15,20,306,133,238,0.112,0.721,0.16699999999999998,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,0,0,12,15,0,1,6,0,24,1,1,1,2,32,45,23,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,13,12,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,3,1,3,25,4,36,12,24,17,3,29,0,1,0,0,24,13,0,7,13,134,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392831577955736,0.1222710346004926,0.0,0.0,0.10145756630060374,0.0,0.11525996295463455,0.0,0.0,0.0948027747305638,0.0,0.07515673692681253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843742214540052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837820266851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644141911667391,0.0,0.3503441267922705,0.1034102115581709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917995358027482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679109511364791,0.0,0.0,0.2409340184789977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666044044797512,0.0,0.12499720326373552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448824635310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063269440362147,0.09141833437988543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354482521043352,0.09376797153536633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881231854526792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543074966428394,0.2658559966798097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796608683614574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105788056002912,0.23455497397394476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223902948416316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198716542781266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726564172703846,0.0,0.0984599426932663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232399651042852,0.0,0.092699103017739,0.2972886714225944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638174432731522,0.07899956623053837,0.12113227813017476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341046468018466,0.12043689161960484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108529549842272,0.11429151724047253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520747486510955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadringz,2019/01/17,"Nearly cried from anxiety teaching a class. Y'know I'm very reluctant to call what I experienced anxiety since it's undiagnosed, but I swear these feelings are really. I asked for the classes attention and everyone looked at me at the same time and my mind went into like a shut down and I forgot everything. I got really nervous and started fighting a single tear that was about to escape. I saw a familiar face and quickly got it together. 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And I just realized, “If I had broken my hand or something, I’d be too fucking scared to ask for help. I’d force myself to go through the school day in excruciating pain just to prevent a situation that would only be embarrassing to me.” i hate social anxiety so much",8.933947368421055,6.5756452017543925,9.035333333333334,70.89300000000001,61.894736842105246,11.927017543859654,37.71228070175439,10.355215969177356,3.647598596491228,459,17,90,8,5,152,72,114,0.266,0.596,0.138,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,3,5,0,7,6,3,0,0,14,13,7,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,2,4,14,1,17,5,1,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,2,2,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528414847569579,0.0,0.0,0.13970026439219915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677995738973616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885028246590105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847058762943128,0.0,0.0,0.11354725335068905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897573737681458,0.19725472318573964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391737518998392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138830797370372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687121498979028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353852499421637,0.15195196388177815,0.4251887524280181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744519825032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279928355516285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002815314436898,0.2022016939109147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457627106703776,0.0,0.20366431814566446,0.0,0.15381080146917986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462832995748614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861372612074026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257827215990856,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sammiix3,2019/01/17,"I hate when people ask what I like to do for fun what am I supposed to say? I don’t do anything interesting. I just like listening to music and going on the internet. I feel too embarrassed to say that as my answer though, and idk what else I could say.",2.7019811320754705,3.8214889622641515,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,74.47169811320755,8.318867924528304,24.57075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.6160603773584907,197,6,43,4,4,68,36,53,0.134,0.6709999999999999,0.194,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,4,7,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324563411349325,0.0,0.2640799522866416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553668313782946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359751534121108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282998847278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053945865594746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27888976213069483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760101707181929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958355336924556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6739164752850867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775344135897321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,littlebunsenburner,2019/01/17,"Waiting For Your Crush To Respond On Facebook Messenger After They've ""Seen"" What You Wrote FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, TELL ME WHAT TO DO? TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I THINK MY HEAD MIGHT EXPLODE. 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I got help for my social anxiety for about a year know. But I still hide things for my therpast does anyone have some tips to stop doing this. Thanks ",0.03999999999999915,2.2363544285714285,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,88.04761904761904,5.2647619047619045,15.542857142857144,6.742157984588678,-0.4255199999999997,154,3,36,2,5,50,33,42,0.13,0.741,0.13,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247357554086555,0.0,0.0,0.22608989804207144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829608326694684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586080266495639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673091195993446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35540321348433845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296088602601993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582232274592887,0.2703303674263998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976920484789327,0.0,0.3754277293688752,0.21481562836119406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082231697093397 socialanxiety,iluvmymom19,2019/01/17,"family thinks i can just get over it I have terrible social anxiety its so bad that I don't know how to do basic things. For starters I learned how to cross the street alone at fifteen. (Hopefully that gives you enough info) When I told my family about my sa they were really supportive of me, but when I come to my family about simple problems that are really difficult for me they just look at me and confuse it with just being nervous, when its far more than that. I had an argument with my sister who told me to basically get over it and if it's so easy for her than why isnt it for me. I honestly don't know what to do at this point, I sat down and explained my situation and they just dont understand at all. sorry about the grammar and format :(",3.6453896103896097,4.650701590909094,5.194675324675323,82.75487012987013,72.05194805194805,9.496103896103897,25.688311688311693,9.800150414767053,2.2122935064935056,591,18,125,15,11,200,89,154,0.16899999999999998,0.765,0.065,-0.9221,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,14,9,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,2,1,27,27,14,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,1,24,3,24,21,3,16,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,3,4,99,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989729664471915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287742593395765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502940826668276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962424341214994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357112519456386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794750230188616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912370963692461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814986121013356,0.16662560908816254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251991914122586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909182209973292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458613999867351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641994336220694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620419091675673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254898338802606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524225947351131,0.0,0.17706181271939345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443912640688413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971088467866082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115396304966021,0.1112977696974792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33194909571032843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082428955452468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567341675087495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kmlj09,2019/01/17,"My classes start in a month and I'm already planning how I'm gonna enter the fucking room without being noticed And if my friend is not there, I'm just not gonna do it",1.512280701754385,2.597569526315791,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,77.42105263157895,5.066666666666666,28.456140350877188,3.1291,0.709182456140351,134,6,30,0,3,46,29,38,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492833387350397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455131055491314,0.3763895310255329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32497108622316123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635256299816949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28817208314682585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924633861412961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,katmarie07,2019/01/17,"Need advice and support I have an impacted wisdom tooth for which I need to call and set up an appointment with a DDS. Only problem is, every time I try to pick up the phone I start to have a panic attack. It’s the same for when I try to find a therapist or call about a job: I panic, cry and just want to curl up and die. Does anyone have a loophole or some way to help get me through this?",2.33227450980392,2.932272129411768,4.0950000000000015,90.93583333333336,74.76470588235293,7.0784313725490176,22.401960784313715,7.1686216300943375,0.513313725490196,301,7,71,3,6,102,56,85,0.21,0.6809999999999999,0.109,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,9,0,4,1,1,1,0,16,10,7,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,14,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823776494461408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049959407475392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232435784597614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811505869089189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050098821296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936977570417934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332562455111835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724811242648054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058109064206295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750913119524718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250975664067912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852065280824147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677510806972977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194439567961908,0.0,0.4379521295518239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858457505177455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321012769681883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179128786206092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166977238316415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882842157907233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534259494708634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008221134765847,0.1481422469130743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quietlily_girl,2019/01/17,How to get a job if I’m socially anxious? I’m a 19 year old girl and in college. I’ve never really had a job before. I volunteered at my library in high school but I graduated high school last year so I don’t do that. I’ve been applying to places but I get so anxious at the thought of interviews and being a new person at a job that I chickened out. I wasn’t really social in high school or had a lot of friends because I’m socially anxious...any advice that you can give me? 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When i mention it i also feel like a horrible person for not wanting them to have their fun..",4.9781707317073165,5.1257370609756085,4.908439024390244,89.0816829268293,68.63414634146342,8.511219512195122,27.37560975609756,8.238735603445708,1.4031775609756094,317,9,71,4,5,98,57,82,0.159,0.762,0.08,-0.8242,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,1,1,16,15,7,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,14,4,8,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,47,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489141647023326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528973053501534,0.15623673792430995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896428107177602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915626387038226,0.14658757392496025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752285146128632,0.0,0.0,0.10684400472972293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459815321866463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909572439369188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159362920123744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133241270498916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644324610330068,0.0,0.19115027598711426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529215753244518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899279144467807,0.17359100735952526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,therapystudystw2019,2019/01/17,"Your Relationship With Your Therapist (Academic Survey, Raffle to win $25) Hello - I have received permission from your moderators to invite you to participate in a study which has been approved by the Institutional Review Board at the University at Albany. The purpose of the study is to learn more about how people experience their relationships with their therapists/counselors. Participation will take about 10-15 minutes. If you choose to participate in this study, you will have the option to enter your email address for a chance to win a $25 Amazon gift card. 40 gift cards will be given out, with odds of roughly one-in-ten. Link: [https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716](https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716) To be eligible to participate, you must be At least of 18 years of age, live in the United States, and be currently seeing a counselor/therapist for outpatient counseling or psychotherapy. Your confidentiality will be protected by storing your data securely on a password-protected, encrypted website and computer. Only the researchers will have access to the data. The data will be anonymous as you will not be asked for any identifying information. IP addresses will be not tracked or recorded as a part of this research. Your individual identity will be kept private when information is presented or published about this study. Dissemination of research results will be based on all participants’ combined results, not your individual responses. If you agree to participate in the survey, there will be no direct benefit to you. However, possible benefits of participation include helping to provide information that could benefit scholars’ and therapists’ understanding of counseling/psychotherapy. There is no anticipated risk in participating in the study, other than potential discomfort in answering questions about your relationship with your therapist. You may access the study at the following link: [https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716](https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716) Thank you for your time.",11.766784127924195,14.81074387947883,10.262044714243412,46.34344906721944,54.83061889250814,13.269114598756293,41.96757477050637,12.484440550625713,6.679926384364817,1709,86,200,59,22,531,163,307,0.029,0.8290000000000001,0.142,0.9873,2,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,20,2,3,8,9,0,2,19,0,33,0,0,3,2,35,41,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,13,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,3,10,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,3,2,23,7,53,13,4,24,0,0,1,0,34,14,0,8,6,155,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114167614790474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904271484964698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874900934407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454867321853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969075736055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133154336689395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078347251829324,0.11311606384389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610603766002103,0.0,0.1031108345516235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767101964178388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661192835172078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790419115507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851876007568787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182664489304583,0.0,0.0,0.1369308397436388,0.0,0.6907491753064501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672580995134377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483344464368107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095777410340874 socialanxiety,throwawaytime1433,2019/01/17,"How’s college going for you so far? I’m having such a difficult time talking with people. I never know what to say and, it’s just awkward. It’s a community college and everyone seems buddy buddy with everyone else. But I just sit there awkwardly (part of this group music thing). How’s it going for you?",1.16,3.7736293333333366,3.658333333333335,82.19250000000002,89.0,6.333333333333334,22.5,7.6454224807358475,1.5935,240,9,43,5,8,83,42,60,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,12,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25095375557054456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574108681850624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414595094815988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509731403770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169447934234205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253144290290039,0.0,0.20826626000092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889785000414776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734817071378874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145793653379544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957885528414648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517131116879847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doug_on_a_rug,2019/01/17,"Anyone else avoid their house mates? I live in a house of 4 and 2 of them I'm not very close with. I get anxious just going down the stairs to get food or going to the toilet, so bad I avoid going down as much as I can. The longer they don't see me the more anxious I get going down. This is so dumb but I can't get over it. I really wish I lived alone tbh, or I was just more comfortable around them",0.26133333333333303,1.6260406333333357,2.1708333333333343,99.53625000000004,81.55555555555556,5.3888888888888875,14.583333333333336,5.985473137389443,-1.0383333333333336,307,3,80,2,8,102,58,90,0.162,0.7390000000000001,0.099,-0.1488,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,2,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,16,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,1,14,1,13,15,3,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,2,0,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047014197022426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937051337271872,0.0,0.12183944426565023,0.17853941321713093,0.0,0.15511917928790356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549122409235582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556326812553508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070343325989166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641531129621698,0.0,0.3961204885711429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021215254864237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077313613655486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809358157504044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162882204585127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885445358529955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377425437656155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037855965674525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Josie4212,2019/01/17,"I started volunteering with little kids and it’s helped my anxiety I have severe social anxiety and generalized anxiety, as well as BPD and depression. I’m trying to get out of my shell a little bit. I tend to think that everyone thinks I’m hideous and hates me. Not an exaggeration, just normally how I feel. I saw an opportunity pop up to volunteer with homeless children, and after a few months of stalling I signed up. My family was homeless for much of my childhood so I know what the kids are going through. I had my orientation and started a couple weeks ago and it’s been amazing. I was so nervous, thinking the kids (infants-6) would hate me, but they actually love me! They’re so excited to play, and are such sweethearts. We basically get to just play and have fun for 2 hours a week. Not to mention the parents are also super kind, and seem so happy to see their child having fun. It’s really started to help with my self esteem. Seeing them so excited to see me and making them so happy is awesome. And getting to teach them things and read to them is great as well. It’s so cool to see them ask a question about something and be able to help them. I still struggle a lot in everyday life but I’m hoping that doing more things like this, along with therapy, will help. Good luck to all you guys as well, I hope you find something that works for you. 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I’m working on a project which will aim to help introverts and socially anxious people adjust to college life by teaching them how to navigate the inherent social pressures and new responsibilities that come with being a college student. I have a created a survey to evaluate the feasibility of an online course related to this topic and would really appreciate your feedback. 😊 Here’s a link to the brief survey which should only take a couple of minutes to complete. 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This illness can ruin your life. Take it from me, 21 year old high school drop out with a GED and nothing accomplished. I'm so afraid of people I barely leave my room. I get panic attacks in public and try to find the quickest way to leave. I'm extremely lazy and will probably end up homeless.",1.76301098901099,4.170440553846156,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,81.92307692307692,5.560439560439562,21.59340659340659,6.868970318607317,0.5509560439560439,256,8,52,3,7,81,55,65,0.263,0.643,0.094,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504405863885915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856234679183027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049020382105884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342559735178885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026722033171988,0.23686492827353706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747614298917676,0.0,0.0,0.1583492757115173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511261378027646,0.0,0.2352456047074945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303409025604035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554224173272023,0.0,0.0,0.2460890211230764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171053843006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688830666859525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856005041997954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220764912036766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779484948966561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436850118854594 socialanxiety,TheQuoteBox,2019/01/17,"Just a rant Hi I'm in 8th grade and for around 2 months I have been on hospital homebound. The only thing that has been keeping me going this year is a trip to Savannah GA that my class is taking. I'm not allowed to go. I'm fucking crushed rn to be honest. Apparently the principal thinks that I cant handle it and it would not be safe for me to go on the trip. Pretty much I will be a burden on the teachers. Fucking wonderful. 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Does anyone have any tips of how to get over social anxiety, even a little bit as a college student? Primarily in situations such as discussions and presentations. My major is very heavily discussion and reading based, so as someone who is shy and socially anxious, my discussion course is almost terrifying. Today was our first discussion and I did everything i was supposed to, but I was super shy and afraid to talk. I did make a few points but I still just felt like everyone was thinking I was an idiot. This is an upper level theory class so I know it’s hard, but I just don’t want to be THAT student that everyone thinks shouldn’t be there. I’m always afraid I’ll say the wrong thing which I know is really stupid, especially because there’s only like 5 other students in this class. I’m even worried my professor thinks I’m an idiot which realistically, i know is false. I’m a transfer student so instead of taking all of the offered courses for my major, I’m taking the classes I still need to graduate. I’ve had to go from an intro ish class to a really difficult one, and I feel totally unprepared but there’s not much I can do about that. I really want to enjoy my classes, but I’m afraid my fear of being or seeming dumb and like I don’t belong will really inhibit that for me. Any tips? 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Help My anxiety begins as fearful thoughts that end up as a self fulfilling prophecies. Falling victim to these irrational ideas and beginning to believe them. I can’t leave the house without assuming someone I know or a stranger will harm me physically or mentally, I cringe and brace myself at every person that stares at me for what my anxiety considers a fraction too long, or every person I interact with, anticipating them to shout abuse or hurt me even though I know it’s completely irrational and 99% of people won’t do that. Entering any room, evaluating the number of people and each individual’s reaction for some kind of threat or red flag, scouting the nearest bathroom and keeping close to the exit. How do people do everyday errands without this intense fear? Confined to my room I’m not living my life! I’m just living through everyone else’s eyes! My fear of judgement and scrutiny is stealing opportunities, family, friends and life from me. Help!",7.179915254237287,8.702437457627124,7.5625000000000036,67.11459745762714,64.2542372881356,10.871751412429381,38.478813559322035,10.864195022040775,4.801538983050847,798,42,123,22,12,261,113,177,0.19,0.72,0.09,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,5,11,2,3,7,0,7,4,1,1,0,29,15,16,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,7,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,1,4,18,3,21,12,2,15,0,1,3,0,9,8,0,7,5,81,25,0,0.0,0.14965374861812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589343992005763,0.0,0.19324980302677414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423053139634483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324310239879179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055137194531108,0.0,0.11187096621561668,0.0,0.0,0.08342492091829065,0.0,0.21283905413310755,0.1206922411953178,0.0,0.0,0.11907148191344386,0.4263932021727904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758487100960654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693225266587766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574191130979558,0.13521480472290634,0.14258580765973475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226792078687416,0.0,0.13152983777613073,0.13883061153025875,0.0,0.0,0.13374141860737984,0.0,0.0,0.2676441947772051,0.0,0.0,0.3345955433830261,0.11177817409324974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728826497963214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626971771670707,0.2205736964017648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176628241389773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701994564589344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409648995099548,0.10027405641510674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351186993961535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meinnaom,2019/01/17,"Scared to meet boyfriend’s friends I’ve been dating this guy for around a month now, and tonight I’m meeting a few of his friends at his place. I’m excited because I want to meet his friends, but I also have very bad social anxiety and I’m really nervous I’ll make a fool of myself or embarrass my boyfriend. I know I won’t say anything weird, but I’m worried I’ll clam up and get really shy or not know what to talk about. His friends follow me on social media and they all seem really nice, but I’m still super anxious. Any tips? 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I feel like I have so much to say, but the thought of raising my hand makes my heart beat out of my chest. Even something as reading a definition from the book makes my palms sweat and my heart race. Also, Im a COMMUNICATIONS major. Even though I really do enjoy my major classes I am starting to think that my social anxiety is going to keep me from having a good job. Right now I work as a bartender and I really don't have an issue with speaking to customers at work so I am not really sure why it is such a problem for me at school. I have a prescription for beta blockers that I use during presentations and they are truly a god send for that, but I don't want to be dependent on them. I've been on two different anti-depressants and Buspirone (which I hated) and nothing really seems to help with the social anxiety. Any tips? 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Hey guys I was just wondering if anyone else opinion on does Social Anxiety make you lazy or just afraid to do things? There are several occasions in my life where I felt my anxiety taking over and making me feel like I cannot accomplish the task at hand. I've talked to my family and they all say I am just lazy and do not care. I do care, it's just very hard to do even the easiest things, without fear of being rejected or failing. School is super easy for me when I Wasn't having an episode. For me I choke up in the middle of the semester, stop doing my work and consider giving up. For example, I had one bad score grade in my Mathematics class which made me think, ""well what's the fucking point I failed now I can't do this anymore."" It really sucks... but I Am slowly learning without failure there can be no success. 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My girlfriend has a social anxiety disorder and she is a wonderful person which i love deeply but its not always easy :) One problem i cant overcome is that she told me if i am about to meet with other friends of mine and we are going out to party that she is not only envious but also that she feels incredible inferior to me. Simply because of the thought that my actions (going to a party and having fun) are more respected by the society than hers if shes staying home, wachting TV. This problem doesnt seem to occur if she too can go out with her freinds on her own. I have already told her, that by no means her actions make her in any way inferior to me and that no one thinks this way beside herself. &#x200B; In general its not easy for her if i am having fun without her even if we are on the same party because that feeling of deficiency always comes up and makes her unhappy. &#x200B; We are living in different cities right now because of my studies so always going together to parties is not always an option. &#x200B; I really do not expect this to be solved here, i just hoped to get some hints how to talk to her and how to approach this problem",8.390537190082643,6.349426731404964,8.885867768595045,70.53971074380166,62.67768595041322,11.444628099173555,39.355371900826455,10.018931242160765,3.915011570247936,967,42,179,16,11,326,129,242,0.125,0.711,0.16399999999999998,0.9199,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,0,11,13,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,5,0,51,41,18,0,10,15,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,15,14,0,0,8,1,0,8,11,7,0,2,3,3,37,6,33,37,4,21,0,3,0,1,30,9,0,10,1,149,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120446294666404,0.08058737191611498,0.3354016728687954,0.32755942197092186,0.3673472121237645,0.0685284495690122,0.0,0.0770903423664683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428911890357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868061980422417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052853439328633,0.11549349969363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655898857082446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286012890834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785623579524112,0.0,0.052649236872201854,0.0,0.2290843130579637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108258252428624,0.1000893834159812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889835663122454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909507094597296,0.0,0.13453225166384158,0.0,0.0,0.10977030470574807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365714980590197,0.07664168492952457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799026703428837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892757266433529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455715559699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605878002578929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917390895171106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272441437381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740959707087193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099675655133395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457066059412839,0.0,0.08000175129228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258402438701272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599763253533497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714066006754477,0.10928298949449904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673472121237645,0.0 socialanxiety,its_whit,2019/01/17,"How do I stop “mind black-out” when talking to people? Do you know that feeling you get when you have to speak to or in front of people? When your heart is beating in your throat, your hands are sweating, and you literally can’t think! I am typically a very extroverted person. Well more like an extroverted introvert, I enjoy not socializing but as I’ve grown (F/26), I’ve learned the value in socializing with others so I’ve forced myself to become as sociable as possible without exhausting myself. Anyway, I’ve taken several public speaking classes and feel that other than general nerves, I don’t have much of a problem speaking in front of a large group of people. But when it comes to one on one speak, or even a small group of people, my voice trembles and I completely lose train of thought because I’m so focused on what I’m saying. It’s like my mouth doesn’t coordinate with my mind. And I rush to get all the words out at once. I’ve half-committed to Toastmasters just to get myself used to the nervous feeling, but this is annoying. I’m in a position where I have to be able to articulate to my co-workers, and I don’t want to feel like I’m going to black out every time I do. Other notes: I meditate a lot, and typically the only thing that remotely helps me is deep breathing, but during a conversation that is not always practical. I WANT to speak to and in front of people! That is another story but basically I’ve went through some rough stuff in the last year and what has helped me is listening to motivational speakers, podcasts, etc. and talking to my friends about my story. I know this is something I want to do in the future and so I need to get ahold of it now. I also think that I may have narrowed the root cause down to being afraid of saying the wrong thing or something stupid. Idk...please help guys. 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When I first started feeling anxious about 2 years ago, I used to be able to acknowledge it, then still push through whatever I had to do and as soon as I started doing that it would dissipate. Now it's like no matter what I do, it will always be there even if I end up doing something really brave or something worked out well. Example: I talk to this girl I really like at least once a week in class for 3 months then I end up asking her if she wants to study together and we do and everything goes well. Then I missed some sleep for a couple of days working on a speech I bombed due to me being tired, and now for the past 2 months I've felt more anxious than ever because of it. Why is it that I work really hard at it everyday then if I mess up once, I feel worse than I did if I started?",6.8082262569832395,4.162577050279332,7.507199720670393,81.09197276536315,66.20670391061452,11.184636871508381,32.43086592178771,9.516144504307137,2.511127932960893,648,18,150,10,8,218,110,179,0.111,0.799,0.09,-0.5362,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,4,13,7,0,0,5,0,14,2,1,1,2,22,25,16,0,6,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,3,5,21,5,27,17,3,37,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,6,29,108,33,4,0.12752208569255255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304063472408192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610859087749704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812731822801585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921593590633935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773627982097334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110076230997484,0.0,0.16448239126552766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258934347265181,0.0,0.0,0.08422713491049713,0.23070205457220205,0.0,0.0,0.11460862794891333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289579962722222,0.0,0.12244120039836676,0.0,0.0,0.10847022094539753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423474089022705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246016993600553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035738243362634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716137187838415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173426021830472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508174045282344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761418061774935,0.0,0.0,0.19634546346309492,0.0,0.0,0.27078236581728504,0.0,0.1018393023610659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588073812142034,0.1024974220289206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656787824696088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013813814231728,0.0,0.0,0.07521583012478013,0.0,0.10229052512893357,0.0,0.2293153396488501,0.0,0.23013769509186585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278512791494666,0.0,0.12995589983728034,0.09058803088860874,0.0,0.0,0.08212004221019273 socialanxiety,ttalgi_chuu,2019/01/17,"Sitting in my school bathroom and crying *again # In desperate need for help I have had social anxiety for about 6 years now (I'm 18 in three moths) and on top of that, I also struggle with an eating disorder. I used to be very extroverted and loved attention. My family and I moved from Norway to Sweden for two years before returning. So I started third grade here and wasn't shy at all. Like, I danced multiple times in front of class and the school by myself with no problems. I can't remember where everything went wrong. So I'm in 12th grade now, with more or less no social life, struggling to to go school, struggling to even talk to my siblings (who are twice my age) and a thriving eating disorder, which I want to say that I have control over, but I don't. Social anxiety and an ed, definitely go hand in hand and just makes everything a hundred times harder. As I'm writing this, I'm sitting in one of the school bathrooms and bawling my eyes out, because of foreign languages class (which I'm ditching again for the fourth time in three weeks). I've been learning German for like five years now, and Korean for two (self-taught). BUT my classmates act like they are perfect in everything and have this totally fake personality when speaking to others. Also the teacher is pretty strict and doesn't teach well. Everything about German class gives me anxiety. Like, I understand it, but do not dare to speak. I guess this is where my social anxiety kicks in. I have talked to the school and they said that they would not put me under an oral pressure (except from presentations). But you can't learn a language properly without speaking it tho. My anxiety is so bad I'm like cold sweating, rapid heart beat, dizziness and headaches (the ed makes it even worse). I can sit in class and hold back my tears, but it's hard considering we have double classes. So two hours of every class. I don't raise my hand in other classes either. I'm going to change school after summer vacation. I currently go to what is considered the ""best"" and ""most prestigious"" school in my city and considering how hard it is to get in, I shouldn't complain. Maybe changing to a more ""normal"" school could help relive som of my stress... I go to a psychiatrist, but I don't feel like it's doing anything good. My mom is also aware of this, but she doens't understand it... Does anyone have tips on how to deal w all of this? I feel very overwhelmed and on the verge of giving up, been that for years now. I'm moving to S.Korea (alone) after graduating and I can't continue struggling w getting out of the house, ordering food at restaurants etc. &#x200B; Thanks in advance! 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Whenever I talk to people I don't really let anything influence what I say, besides the question ""What would be the best thing to say right now, that doesn't cause the other person to think less of me ?"" My personality, opinions, humor or intelligence don't even come in to play. It's like I'm not myself anymore, and I don't know how to revert this, which kinda fucks me up because back in the day, when I didn't have social anxiety, I was well-liked. And there are certain persons I can be honest to (Close family, my 2 close friends and also my ex-girlfriend back when we were together) and they all love / loved me.",10.745413533834586,6.6505056466165415,10.221593984962409,69.15630075187971,60.20300751879699,13.046015037593989,40.13383458646617,10.355215969177356,3.959362105263157,533,18,103,8,5,174,92,133,0.02,0.732,0.248,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,1,9,11,1,0,4,0,15,3,0,3,2,23,23,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,3,17,10,10,16,3,13,0,0,0,3,14,6,1,4,8,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627062216012844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207912016697087,0.0,0.31318390353790776,0.11040564566840587,0.1617847102988874,0.12993623862470838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282695532391674,0.0,0.0962528873858729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570374833795504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220428961477565,0.0,0.13601476724614853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183086404379524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817721932861013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190315090376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042898496049138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885176760490856,0.0,0.07983775092713591,0.11280204883771015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199126363301688,0.14597375044167074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677636992446046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614609535942989,0.0,0.15428154478465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285017426336709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946628735883553,0.4136101785533097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688140441951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115322051456847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484365400958126,0.0,0.25113295545660164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095667851680392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691207815208844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049001231557398,0.1011743812045155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196886970862507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216589674357867,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mysterious_Secrets,2019/01/17,"English Class is Impossible I am literally only two classes away from a bachelor's degree, but the one English class I need triggers my SA like nothing else. I have tried it with different teachers, offline and online and it's always like this. This time, I have to submit two papers every week for everyone in the class to see and also comment on others' papers. Not to mention the topic is always so broad I don't even know where to start. I'm sitting here staring at the assignment screen ready to just give up because it just seems so far beyond me. I don't think I'm ever going to graduate and my life is going to suck because all of my goals hinge on getting a diploma. I want to die (but I'm not going to do anything, so I don't need r/SW).",5.2019607843137265,5.094272594771244,6.619084967320262,77.88588235294121,68.15032679738562,8.630065359477124,32.03267973856209,8.167268648758528,2.387334640522876,589,23,113,7,9,202,95,153,0.073,0.851,0.075,-0.1901,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,2,20,27,10,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,3,12,2,20,27,1,18,0,0,3,0,3,10,1,1,6,76,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455272351421231,0.3028394955319181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497518680777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709737272111685,0.0,0.0,0.22186342850118998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886377707238208,0.1901276172585199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201873982387368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019433504607598,0.16460894741662113,0.15332378084254106,0.17388717323328418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507566374455892,0.17456927298213631,0.3102657950720266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001000212672087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285359964628011,0.17780989957817528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698678245323574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461219219176038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123312573913163,0.1384019882921271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501240130694001,0.16566536089274236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880451743648086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660374924926517,0.0,0.0,0.10611246648464974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355068730840983,0.0,0.35553089164544466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733496629552157,0.0,0.14597126760219184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ProperQuiet,2019/01/17,"I got into an anxiety support group! So, I just signed up for an anxiety support group. It's a pretty small group and we only meet for a couple sessions so I think I'll be okay. I'm just so nervous about it! This is for all types of anxiety but I did also ask about one specifically for social anxiety (I have yet to go through the screening process for it). Now I need some words of encouragement to stick with it. I just tend to be a huge cry baby which makes it really hard for me to show emotion especially to a room full of strangers. Like the second the counselor said ""can you describe what anxiety is like for you"" my throat closed up and the tears started and gosh that was embarrassing. I barely even got any words out. Just my throat closes and I get shaky and I cry and feel like I'm burning up and I'm just afraid, i have no idea what I'm afraid of, I'm just really *really* scared. This was just a private meeting so I can't imagine doing that in a room filled with 6-10 other strangers who I'll probably end up seeing around a lot. I thought I was awkward before, lets see how things go in this group. 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So this dude pushed me into a friendship and I can tell it’s not working out. He needs a lot of social attention and not only do I have zero social skills, but I’m also naturally not a social person. He kept complaining to me that I wasn’t social enough, even when I told him that’s just who I am. I started not sitting with him in classes and avoiding him. Eventually, he started complaining to other people that “she tries to escape from me whenever possible.” How do I politely tell him that what he’s been doing is rude? How do I tell him this friendship won’t work out? Or am I the jerk in this situation?",4.725603517186247,5.295263798561155,6.308153477218223,77.34450039968026,69.28776978417267,9.055475619504397,29.83293365307754,9.150863307647796,2.5189657873701035,544,20,104,10,9,187,79,139,0.115,0.813,0.07200000000000001,-0.7757,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,9,5,2,1,5,0,13,0,0,3,0,24,21,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,18,0,14,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,2,3,81,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714661821502795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024280058230707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136154378703212,0.0,0.09675412210986364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325266081634919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050612330661902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453909040695264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861919756167164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141093189068366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155652322976563,0.1279079088176954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514351644282374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465895537605385,0.0,0.5973053825126678,0.12411903751584527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737030582304788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121488259332829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997582153853316,0.0,0.09945592096343753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199356201070956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Diamonds_child,2019/01/18,"A place where I can complain without worrying if it's annoying yay Basically, every time I have to get in a social situation my brain goes numb and it can get kinda overwhelming Ok just that Hope u can relate or smtg",4.7957364341085285,5.927852604651164,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,69.46511627906978,10.38449612403101,30.6124031007752,10.504223727775694,3.44944031007752,174,7,32,5,3,61,37,43,0.159,0.627,0.214,0.3935,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,2,2,4,2,1,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578943206577108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011834006363145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499931100058844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184269751546084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349575394756727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603665154492005,0.0,0.326810131376622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694375490470896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090458297786997,0.0,0.0,0.3255836722637729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hellomello1754,2019/01/18,"bicycle fightig So I went into the grocery store tonight on my bike and this girl employee says nice bike. I fumble for the words to say with this unexpected remark, emitting something that sounds alien. Then after grading a few items I make my way to the checker...same girl. She says something real fast that I don't comprehend until a few minutes later...""I took your bike"" Then she notices my knuckle that got a cut early and says ""what happened to your knuckle"" I fumble for the words to say and spit out ""bicycle fighting"", she repeats what I said with the most perplexed look and I turn red and scurry out the door. What was going through my head with all this talk about my bicycle, just say bicycle, then I though that sounds stupid. So I say fighting thinking it will make me sound tougher. What a day, what a day.",4.048461538461538,6.0177234394904495,4.151847133757961,86.80622243998043,72.56687898089172,6.61420872121509,29.274375306222442,7.321109707123232,1.6964908378245958,648,27,122,7,13,200,90,157,0.073,0.897,0.03,-0.7485,1,0,2,0,5,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,4,0,11,0,3,2,2,2,1,20,14,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,2,13,11,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,4,0,0,5,13,20,1,17,8,5,19,0,0,2,0,18,4,0,1,11,81,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289910518111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058845753446611,0.0,0.1134107651485212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539366030657134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552816030820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907665578861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930578886882388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614407401660614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613999441663127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488468989523592,0.7893578063504142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832981206966345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113973821928437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085999595172098,0.13931821180400186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754550574888485,0.0,0.15423815910539232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255458857190558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314504280122376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anathemabones,2019/01/18,"it can lift me but not my spirits :') *this is just a long story time so skip if you hate long shit* so today in my health class we had to learn how to use the hoyer lift (this thing that lifts you up if you can't move and stuff like that) and at first i was all calm because these two girls offered to let me in their group. of course i said sure because i would've been screwed if i had no group. but right before we had to go up in front of the class one of them turns to me and says ""you're going on the lift"" and i kinda just kept refusing because i just really didn't want to be the one being lifted, i wanted to maneuver it for the following reasons: 1. your butt hangs out when being lifted and i was wearing ugly ass sweatpants 2. we had to take our shoes off and my socks were dirty from stepping in rabbit hay that morning. i suggested a rock paper scissors between us to which they agreed but i still went on the lift despite having won 2 out of 3. so there i was, feeling completely idiotic removing my dumb shoes so i could lay on the bed next to the lift and be touched against my will. it was super embarrassing because everyone else has friends to laugh with and fall back on when embarrassing shit happens. unlike me, they can easily turn to their friends and be like ""dude that was so embarrassing, right? haha!"" but i just sit there and wallow in shame. when everyone else went it was fun and laughter but when i went it was awkward silence. so that's how my day went. how's yours? 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I had to look down because I couldn’t look up or I’d have a anxiety attack right there. So I looked up and three people where quietly laughing at me!,3.508125,5.375490229166669,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,73.79166666666666,8.966666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.7880666666666665,193,8,37,5,4,66,34,48,0.149,0.725,0.125,0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,6,2,5,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,1,5,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312368314290629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438774110029841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426186996522945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767456185068598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7614956654301109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955696348129105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581381661948625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865179903476633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amac109,2019/01/18,Started a paid internship 2 weeks ago. It's been hard. I feel like I ask too many questions. I feel like I'm not doing my job right. I feel like I'm just annoying people. I dont know the office in jokes. I will mess up writing something and get an angry Skype message. Its hard,-0.908832391713748,1.2121162711864422,1.3666666666666671,96.94043314500942,98.15254237288136,3.9781544256120527,18.419962335216574,5.82211442006289,-0.2445043314500941,216,7,48,2,9,72,46,59,0.192,0.6459999999999999,0.162,-0.2023,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,7,4,2,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866776167545368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897450008480627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944417615320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228513786155573,0.4561538439522349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119890339383197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813215118959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120855628285293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169700228944508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119452192116621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157840016067837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475548487414229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384269121024961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176221603188006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385284458607124,0.0,0.0,0.15064760557012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072554894785316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nottawayout,2019/01/18,"I feel like I literally cannot speak I’m a 20 year old college student, and social anxiety is destroying me. I’ve dealt with this illness for pretty much as long as I can remember. In my past three semesters at school, I’ve made zero friends, built zero relationships with professors, and of course made no progress at all in a dating capacity. I can’t even bring myself to speak up in class even when I know an answer to a question thanks to my SA. For me it feels like some kind of mental block, this insurmountable thing in my head that just stops any words from leaving my mouth. I feel like it’s destroying my life and at this point I’ve accepted it. Social Anxiety has defeated me",5.069452614379081,5.890320830882356,5.747450980392159,80.77075163398695,68.63235294117646,9.573856209150328,29.816993464052292,9.725611199111238,2.6214307189542483,547,20,110,12,9,178,89,136,0.159,0.695,0.146,-0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,2,0,4,0,5,4,2,2,1,21,14,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,2,5,15,7,20,12,3,17,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,10,66,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836159486120814,0.0,0.24380042156986104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049471275780465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171227371074094,0.34151312364343794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311129076642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353625110510436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593564079541814,0.0875730818033209,0.0,0.0,0.16872573077506825,0.0,0.0,0.1125516757678457,0.2335470535457488,0.0,0.0,0.14101730267982726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015564433114582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058455003253475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171385641402521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672081347254494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211498150011488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063465768252265,0.0,0.0,0.16211344053479387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850538933814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107931342133587,0.18050937237815964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126792505323664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248689104375562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332214368489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670553964922192,0.0,0.0,0.10586323297797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261440517394944 socialanxiety,comeatmeyabrobro,2019/01/18,"new job, new awkwardness UGH. FUCK AH. &#x200B; First night at my new job. I am working at the front desk of a high rise condo so I am trying to get to know the tenants and their names and what not because I will be seeing them a lot. Well, I was speaking to one guy..got nervous..was talking about how I am slowly putting faces to names and to bear with me if I reintroduce myself again. Then he lingered a bit so I was like alright..conversation initiated. So then I proceeded to keep the convo going by asking him if he had seen Bird Box the new movie craze. He said no so I thought internally 'OH FUCK. NOW I AM GOING TO HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF.' So I quickly explained how the main two characters are called boy and girl so maybe it'll just be easier if I call everyone boy and girl. &#x200B; He kind of looks at me then says ""alright well see you later"" and gets in the elevator. &#x200B; LIKE WTF I WAS TRYING TO MAKE CONVO. What did I do wrong? Should I just sit here and be quiet and be considered rude or start word vomiting and be considered weird. those are my two choices in life. &#x200B; is my problem that I care too much about his reaction? or is my problem that I cannot seem to keep a conversation flowing without it coming off as oversharing and relating two completely unrelated things which to me are related. &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.192248536109304,4.747004120754717,3.5141704619388427,86.1433962264151,81.37735849056604,6.674040338321404,25.74170461938843,7.873277556716777,1.7124469746258957,1072,44,207,20,29,349,154,265,0.13,0.8029999999999999,0.067,-0.9544,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,2,2,19,16,3,1,10,2,25,5,1,3,0,38,48,27,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,2,4,9,12,0,2,5,0,0,7,4,9,3,5,8,8,31,7,25,32,4,30,0,0,4,2,25,7,2,7,17,144,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324595369863719,0.4849892709921204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218911632517881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055121080684393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726248254737769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585285630337882,0.0,0.06782364096191132,0.0,0.0,0.0573028368212038,0.06974708067733279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635646484508489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658360299658958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299708584730965,0.06951002802312753,0.0,0.07561200297627423,0.0,0.053203742659326064,0.0,0.0,0.06586726625478803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028417484829849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202569645807996,0.11825566989971938,0.0,0.06927245543072476,0.03655876686329866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698647563541853,0.06499860540377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586174948219321,0.0,0.0,0.056554649317969566,0.0,0.0,0.04440397021265025,0.0,0.06683031825008104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890134467030525,0.0,0.0,0.2569895564996377,0.0,0.06242641691095827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507704774660845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730519351558153,0.0,0.06687301160320007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327768197728895,0.05290098662931682,0.0,0.0,0.10601888728989567,0.060559155858509975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047084633774263744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053467886261408255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419427949936629,0.0,0.0,0.052811059614444565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032818072306874,0.0,0.1949470658529324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962258421369235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412486110549159,0.0,0.04842882862550547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273139476700081,0.4849892709921204,0.0 socialanxiety,Gintama4ever,2019/01/18,"I need a systematic approach to overcoming social anxiety I need to improve my social anxiety as soon as possible as it's interfering in many aspects of my life. Does anyone know any books or programs that will give me step by step instructions and daily exercises to overcomes social anxiety? I realize that exposure and changing your thinking is key to overcoming social anxiety. I am trying to do the exposure but I am not consistent and I am also lacking clear strategy on how much exposure and how often. Please if anyone can give any tips or advice it would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!",7.517903871829105,8.860288747663553,8.898531375166893,58.490093457943935,63.39252336448598,12.843257676902535,40.51935914552737,12.28987398476788,6.100023765020027,484,27,69,18,7,168,72,107,0.048,0.7929999999999999,0.159,0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,2,1,20,16,14,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,12,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,1,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187684217985236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610745314132308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746676329050314,0.0,0.4442762234897202,0.0,0.0,0.20303880842094546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359052846738752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705572162343262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855670676205124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600711952179017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979198274640195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255116282325476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471986831078486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673049407817976,0.21531135227465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937373354447515,0.0,0.16367858832922522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920069035527054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367036590972636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930311383902798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857368363543673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313797760253544,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oksipps,2019/01/18,"How many friends do you have? I’m just wondering what’s typical for someone with social anxiety. How many close friends do you have? I’m talking about friends that you can be yourself around, that you see or talk to regularly, and feel safe sharing things with. Approximately how many friends are in your outer social circle? Like, friends that might invite you to a large party. A step above an acquaintance, but definitely not someone you’re close to or knows you very well.",5.519113300492613,7.703471551724143,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,69.11494252873563,8.189819376026273,31.968801313628894,8.841846274778883,2.700873234811166,383,17,69,7,7,116,59,87,0.014,0.7120000000000001,0.274,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,3,0,19,14,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,9,9,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,4,1,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972544804217405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932210897768396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913333395397368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045746086553169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601073277744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646015114780269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760127331922263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602645065550092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471375495445555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190730812248735,0.2652113635557704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158463875987097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039745782051418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913253169847455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071626326214987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972236053148174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,indiana_jona5,2019/01/18,"The Social Anxiety Challenge: Week 1 For the new year I made a promise to myself to tackle my social anxiety more & getting out of my pathetic comfort zone more often. I wondered if some people want to join me on that journey and exchange their experiences Top of the list: I’m desperately anxious to initiate conversations with strangers of any kind: therefore my goal for the coming week: doing exactly that at least once a day - no matter if it’s asking a random question in a shop, asking a random question at Uni to a fellow student, or e.g. for direction on the street, all counts as success! It sounds weird, but I guess my brain just has to learn again, that unknown people are not to be feared and that I can handle a short conversation with them without freaking out 🙄 I guess it could be horrifying, but fun if more people wanna join🙈 Maybe you guys got suggestions for further challenges as well. Just keep it simple for the beginning, haha 😅",6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,6.583333333333336,74.58000000000003,66.55555555555556,8.888888888888891,32.77777777777778,9.075114841892004,2.9927777777777784,764,32,129,13,12,249,120,180,0.087,0.736,0.17800000000000002,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,5,5,12,0,1,13,1,7,1,1,2,2,36,20,10,0,6,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,1,2,2,3,3,1,0,2,1,14,9,28,15,6,20,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,13,7,91,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913314235400633,0.0,0.09987635942463932,0.0,0.22470967286682986,0.16592083500959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746064865168573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395503816956256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126515149408455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726341890186336,0.0,0.0,0.0947187370881424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366664374847551,0.0,0.16526912399079813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767333003789247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746503009329065,0.0,0.32358682921756715,0.14542398760033906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054444226244535,0.0,0.15294207991925682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897155979278136,0.0,0.0,0.14755024650533485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184756785432578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641132294512788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30546264896359865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290551130703888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994301081145104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662749104801659,0.0,0.23561985649040285,0.0,0.13205340218706865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157704633142568,0.1592738082708238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457920240492737 socialanxiety,Danpannine,2019/01/18,"I’m a very lazy person but for whatever reason I always have the energy to overanalyze and plan my conversations with people that I won’t even dare to start in the first place It’s like SA literally sucks everything out from me. Be it to replace or remove it completely. Daily life, social skills, friends, work, education, happiness, future and now energy. 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I’ve been shy my entire life and been fine with it defining me as a person because Ive still had friends even if not that many. I’m going to college in two years (I’m very excited), and have been going through high school like I don’t care about the people or talking, but I’ve realized if I’m going to be able to talk to people in college and get close to people I’m going to have get that down before high school is over. When I talk with my best friends (even though I call them my best friends, I’m not very close with them; i wish I was close and be able to have sleepover every weekend and hang out after school because all the other girls at school are very close to each other, even the new kids). At least its not awkward when I talk in group settings with my friends, but when I talk one on one with my friends it’s boring and bland and we don’t have much to talk about (I think it’s because we’ve been friends for too long and have all the same classes together). With my family, easy peasy. THE PROBLEM: I know everyone in my grade, so it’s not like their strangers. even if I have a class with someone every day when I open my mouth, I’m very quiet and awkward and can’t keep a conversation going after, “how are you” because most people say like “nothing much” and even when they go into detail, I’m like “oh cool” because I don’t what to say. I overthink every conversation! With my friends my mind goes blank and I talk and talk (in group settings), but with other people it’s very difficult and different. And I never know what to talk about! So I have tried to get out of my bubble, but I keep falling back with my friends as a safety net. I can sort of talk to people, but not enough to make a new friend. My friends and family advice is to get think of random stuff but, if I’m trying to do that then it becomes an awkward silence or if I do the other person gives a one word comment and that’s it. I would like a boyfriend before the end of high school too lol! If I could accomplish that, get someone to like me enough to want to talk to me everyday and talking to the same person every day without it getting boring would be an amazing accomplishment. And I have crushes now and then, but it’s usually from far away, I never get close enough to talk them a lot and get them to know me and at least have a chance of asking them out or (I wish the other way around). If you could help that’d be amazing! 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I think the reason I have social anxiety is that people pretty much usually are pretty mean when you try to talk to them. I think I'm just overly sensitive, but I don't know how to fix that. I just don't have any self-confidence. I feel like life for me is like being a teacup in a bumper cars ride. I don't know how to get more of a backbone and to handle other people being rude or being angry with me. I think my social anxiety is just a natural reaction to people being mean whenever I try to talk to someone.",3.872134146341464,4.264506731707319,5.851778455284556,80.49278963414636,71.11382113821138,9.076829268292682,24.318089430894307,9.188382445141503,1.7724479674796756,460,11,94,9,8,161,68,123,0.129,0.743,0.128,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,14,1,0,3,0,19,25,6,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,15,3,14,21,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672076507608152,0.0,0.0,0.09539240510946116,0.0,0.3219319807451701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185539420601626,0.20042622593068216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328835489498807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418390448693756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908099880171288,0.20559512041597405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560310181640804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311890830620933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190510259353576,0.0,0.2917488875606356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854219894602091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422696217925018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979483060066595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633833041839792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289807669168395,0.1188552934816344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549686917157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964934938638513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047622203945191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449405803470426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisconditionallove,2019/01/18,"Dealing with annoying phone calls So I don't know if phone anxiety is a social anxiety trait but I absolutely hate answering calls and listening to voicemails. I put it off for as long as I can and will have 30 voicemails saved up, most of which are just spam anyways. Other thing that drives me crazy is persistent reps or even Drs offices. I've been going to this dentist, fairly regularly last year and really liked them. Since I was changing jobs and also going out of town for few weeks, I rescheduled my appointment letting them know that when I need to schedule it, I will call them on my own. Guess what? They have been calling me, leaving voicemails and sending emails telling me to call them to schedule a future appointment. I wash beyond frustrated, even after calling them back and specifically telling them not to call me. It went on for like a month. I ended up blocking their number because I couldn't deal with it. I think they've equated being persistent to getting my business back, I just found it plain disrespectful and annoying. Makes me wonder if people without SA wouldn't think twice about it. Anyone else have phone phobia?",6.165157232704402,7.7330314905660416,5.840867924528303,78.35947798742139,66.64150943396226,8.672201257861634,32.52955974842767,9.029198982220553,2.897385786163522,924,39,158,16,15,286,131,212,0.14300000000000002,0.8,0.057,-0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,8,2,12,7,4,0,3,0,17,3,0,1,0,33,32,16,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,13,10,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,5,1,29,3,26,21,3,27,0,0,0,0,26,8,0,6,15,114,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288861014609923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858344012247716,0.0,0.0,0.07247426491754884,0.10620134398766344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594004091251237,0.0,0.06318388174128478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7408653706349779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964761599559762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371653380217315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865860060342415,0.0,0.09180284996119746,0.0,0.0,0.13691926971159898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364652215160205,0.0,0.0,0.05415267883573832,0.0,0.11781300136834087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418180601877677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233259848575732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285631212780216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392630484454047,0.08448832160721001,0.0,0.1097500432985182,0.0,0.10598881835969284,0.0,0.10127599436530738,0.0,0.0,0.0917267034722969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918696499898629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273218420090389,0.0,0.0,0.07685492298672741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185763609781644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419655474521723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640063790627276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574008482825515,0.0,0.0,0.10565779393303032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118877444522136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688602405198212,0.13282905709926826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314151973679478,0.0,0.0,0.09608429004024206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991459096165592,0.11240365452342548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674699442200763 socialanxiety,i-am-indecisive,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else have an issue initiating physical touch, or do you have any advice for those who do? It’s not that I don’t enjoy it most of the time,, I just find it impossible to touch people. Even trivial things like going for hugs or high fives, which should be easy in theory, feel ridiculously complicated in the moment. I overthink every move I make and where my body is constantly. 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I dont know why I agreed. I hate dances and crowds. My only way out of this is someone asking me which is not going to happen, and ill have to go anyway. 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Why am I the way that I am... 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They don't even have to say anything but just their presence is enough. These people you see for the very first time and you instantly determine they are a likeable person. Then there is me. If I'm in a group at work and try and talk everyone will just direct the answer at someone else, almost like I've disappeared. If I raise a point it will be pushed away as quickly as possible. I'm not agressive or rude; I have had low hearing since a child therefore I naturally take a back seat in social situations hence I have no social skills at all. I have no friends or a partner. I'm the awkard one everywhere I go. If I catch a reflection of myself I just seem so werid, strange and out of place so I totaly get the reaction of other people. I'm joining a new team at work and I want to be that kind of person everyone wants to chat to and when they hear my name they go ""Oh cool"". Surely you can train to be a people's person?",2.4456376573617966,4.34201297536946,3.8635057471264393,87.45012452107281,76.88177339901478,7.072687465790915,23.59304871373837,7.984000788550335,1.2375409961685824,786,25,162,13,18,259,124,203,0.064,0.818,0.118,0.898,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,6,5,13,8,1,0,13,1,16,0,0,1,2,29,30,18,0,5,11,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,5,5,7,0,0,3,2,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,5,23,6,20,24,3,23,0,1,1,0,27,11,0,8,8,110,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363694948255801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120685602370896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795018648431436,0.10471777372479914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376500019533133,0.0,0.0,0.14071539522248308,0.0,0.08994883503071338,0.0,0.0,0.2602609957136809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583879731787736,0.0,0.0,0.1052161076968078,0.0,0.07115098386555868,0.0,0.1547940220083773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069805358456125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181560557101802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653305797587651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315282147637673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922824055216558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377653820016656,0.35673417747418673,0.14228422390300952,0.0,0.1287387392896958,0.15352800059557473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724352733615978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829969007874099,0.0,0.0,0.10852172490130507,0.1239776085248318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265354777279765,0.15307752156164064,0.0,0.2776466890660357,0.11538901481640887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283526465380014,0.0,0.10239408837865888,0.1094602554740796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941050415455059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246060046320148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236679615579367,0.16065075234439258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828844281373414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Imakebeermoney,2019/01/18,My Life is headed Downhill Social anxiety has been taking over my life for a couple years now. I find that it is hard and scary to even hold a conversation with relatives. I am about to get kicked out on my 18th in February and I can’t handle it mentally. I know that I’m going to struggle. I know that it is going to be a test. I feel broken ,1.0112720156555781,2.8678159589041097,3.671663405088065,87.31301369863014,81.1917808219178,6.911154598825831,20.01761252446184,7.957251820313856,0.8396160469667322,267,7,58,5,7,94,50,73,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,8,3,1,0,0,9,16,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,11,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038087358158348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947860085501943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759663130475443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347087441958909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435008610722508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919220072447422,0.0,0.30282252488666345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386578410598361,0.0,0.2734213204651206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928322925597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763572614762716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684862800723846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715791938168293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785175223940829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031288013574294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156420042533574 socialanxiety,radiowave7,2019/01/18,"I feel like the amount of time it takes for me to respond to what someone says to me has gotten longer I’m in my early 20’s, and like the title says, I respond slower to what people have to say to me now. I remember as a kid being quick and witty with my responses and my delivery was perfect, conversations flowed naturally, almost instinctually. Now I find myself over analyzing what people say to me(which isn’t necessarily a bad thing), and find myself trying to “figure out the perfect response” which only leads to awkward and unnatural feeling conversations at times. Unexciting too. Do you guys have any tips on how to become more witty?",7.394428571428571,7.756630633333337,8.402380952380955,65.35500000000002,63.5,10.523809523809526,33.8095238095238,10.290406445055957,3.6104523809523816,516,20,85,11,7,176,82,120,0.041,0.846,0.113,0.8316,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,18,12,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,6,13,4,19,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,8,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904668980775812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934868343445186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881662017013054,0.0,0.2100709629458065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235083188822452,0.13588539056186594,0.0,0.0,0.3476952700608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883368741537391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585307789677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446625613767694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637340254788013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546978608610934,0.0,0.0,0.6050475161895781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611635193957386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430135414075506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126366447700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182486516415506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913946617710245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Randz55,2019/01/18,die of embarrassment for something petty... :( I feel like I have trapped myself in a web of awful. I cannot do anything and I want to kill myself but I will not. ,-0.5745454545454507,1.6320830606060603,2.002181818181821,92.46327272727272,97.1818181818182,3.852121212121212,18.72121212121212,5.6839178017228535,-0.18935878787878746,123,4,26,1,5,42,26,33,0.38,0.5379999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8591,0,1,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708633130758411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677246900767058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278724790770653,0.32195900078749035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498599989574261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017477745586653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694806687616203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658170593809849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nooca4,2019/01/18,"I've been trying to talk to my mom I've been trying to tell her that I have social anxiety and depression, that I'm not in a healthy place mentally and that I am reaching out for help. I've been like this for years but always thought that it was nothing and it would pass, well it only got worse and it's only recently that I've come in terms with that I have social anxiety. I told her couple of days ago, I was scared she would think I was crazy or stupid, I was scared she would think my feelings were irrational, but she reacted properly and told me she would call a psychotherapist for an appointment. Today I asked her if she called the therapist and she said: ""no, do you even need it ? You don't have anything, you're fine."" I didn't know how to react, I don't know what to do. I was so afraid to speak to her about it, I was putting it off for weeks, she just doesn't care. Everything I experience, anxiety, fear of judgment, loneliness, having no one to talk to, blushing, sweating,cold feet and hands, trembling, she just doesn't care, how do I react? What should I do? 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I'm tired of feeling inadequate and unable to communicate with other people. It sucks. I don't know how to give or receive compliments. I don't know how to have conversations about things that I actually care about or be able to listen to others talk about what they care about. I'm tired of being so self-absorbed and insulated. I don't know why I can't just let things be. I'm tired of this distorted thinking and view of the world that makes it hard to even go to the movie theater. I spiraled going to the *movie theater.* Where it's *dark* and nobody can see you! I'm tired of not knowing my own wants or needs because everything gets filtered through these thoughts of how will it affect how people think of me. I'm tired of judging everything and everyone, the hyper-criticism is unreal. I'm tired of being absolutely paralyzed in life in every direction. I'm tired of not being able to sleep. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of being so cared. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of not being able to even enjoy the things in life because I'm too caught up thinking about how to utilize my time and instead I just waste all of it. &#x200B; I'm tired.",2.069272151898737,4.375086776371308,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,79.97046413502109,6.481645569620253,23.377109704641352,7.6454224807358475,1.1856780590717295,934,32,186,15,24,309,109,237,0.219,0.713,0.068,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,0,19,6,1,0,5,0,18,17,1,7,1,34,55,16,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,16,1,0,0,15,7,0,0,9,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,5,12,5,37,42,2,11,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,3,1,115,27,0,0.16824644008159026,0.0,0.054728085226291315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060764982511927614,0.06814594672989584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837431217782612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153845870061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740834579359486,0.0,0.04725162739273305,0.053588894513583764,0.1008060345015004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028356818448382032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02930060694230022,0.053799105369331815,0.06374555275940062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023858778146804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328512459241638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734779467616472,0.0792249575119892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743526840315988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158420115919925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776059823343205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469020993499942,0.0,0.05850591006341665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056122648549495696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507670515856736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177545883983013,0.10780552531078533,0.0,0.044522960038352224,0.03270195073786862,0.9024144865055476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033078703158357946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050605414371306015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814594672989584,0.0 socialanxiety,isolove,2019/01/18,Exposure help My therapist wants me to go to HR at work and introduce myself to the manager of Human Resources as an exposure. I’m pretty terrified to do this. I don’t know what to say. I am planning to do this on Tuesday as I have a dentist appointment I’m scared to go to and already planned to take beta blockers for that. Any tips? ,3.5591304347826096,4.637226652173915,5.69634782608696,78.80191304347828,72.33333333333334,9.577971014492757,34.08985507246377,9.888512548439397,3.562649855072465,265,14,52,7,5,93,49,69,0.097,0.8190000000000001,0.083,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,15,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641267826708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438887075018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750556931971092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116992045546466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134123034207209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33569505784425924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624029972767041,0.33035452387736497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480941143454856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831171118619184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946230820202554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402199012842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moop_96,2019/01/18,"I feel like an outcast I enjoy being alone and I see nothing wrong with it, but I feel ashamed of it because I'm expected to be social etc... But I find it incredibly difficult in social situations and awkward. What can I do about these feelings and how do I snap out of it? I mean I'm still in my 20s and forced aka have to be in social situations... ",3.4195890410958896,4.081155890410962,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,72.2876712328767,8.579726027397259,29.668493150684927,8.841846274778883,2.247763835616438,272,11,58,5,5,96,46,73,0.201,0.725,0.07400000000000001,-0.8913,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,2,10,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487857047176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058729939395656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061804845796626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000663887222887,0.14132037806734005,0.0,0.0,0.18080099271176786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664330773436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154805125262561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981057707354376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157634396713046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447087951033356,0.0,0.6049480189810298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797677059112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628164243688028,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quitestatic,2019/01/18,"Couldn't bring myself to help a random person I was jogging on a rather remote road when I saw some random person with their car badly stuck in the snow. I probably could've helped them get the car out of the snow, being a somewhat strong guy, but I just kept jogging instead... Now I can't stop thinking about what happened :/ I really wanted to help. Damn, this sucks ",6.540833333333335,6.23819141666667,6.343888888888888,81.64,65.3888888888889,8.311111111111114,27.722222222222214,7.1686216300943375,1.4351555555555555,290,7,55,2,4,91,54,72,0.179,0.6920000000000001,0.129,-0.5739,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,2,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,4,1,9,1,8,7,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,4,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227302594296152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173553349741928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223013761431025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695527713089072,0.24073411847735096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474147046688222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754054771728111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29351245671531395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439897840943805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275983874958169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443546170369628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605696602661168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gopnik-,2019/01/18,How to ask someone out Dumbass question I know but does anyone have experience with asking someone out? It seems really out of my reach but I need to learn to get out of my comfort zone soon ,1.2100000000000009,3.825536842105265,3.2108421052631577,85.57889473684213,88.47368421052632,6.197894736842105,23.389473684210525,7.554174236665415,1.47572,152,6,29,3,5,51,28,38,0.058,0.831,0.111,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020349881893604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353461733428908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505629363351985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800785551110474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959180042277048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573554755149155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123046642957672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207469674798287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342566216806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606574451083085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852006124894028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrowawayAccount2741,2019/01/18,"That moment you actually want to leave your comfort zone but it just makes things worse I went to a place alone (!) where an event should have taken place where I know some people at least a bit. Turns out not enough people showed up so it did not even take place. The relief shortly after knowing I did not have to socialize was strong, but now I feel sad because I tried to leave my bubble and could not do that, which is not even ""my fault"" :( First post btw, not even sure if I have social anxiety but I get anxious around other people (excluding close family/friends), as you can tell.",3.8672807017543844,5.5374950263157965,3.8412280701754398,90.08359649122808,72.42105263157895,6.821052631578947,21.438596491228076,7.3871296695380915,0.5329543859649126,459,10,94,5,9,140,82,114,0.18600000000000005,0.7040000000000001,0.11,-0.838,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,21,7,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,1,12,4,10,14,4,18,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,5,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14445856903260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331724115857265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324461643623585,0.16723482420426738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317804948761399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902393648065416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616133770001634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819207180647708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295735900059687,0.0,0.2933226225117411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484978504972135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591654580178413,0.0,0.0,0.11436970298936212,0.0,0.07734098010500469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270980985345695,0.0,0.0,0.3134905270714802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881298208244582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078817220118479,0.0,0.46398801811082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177441424347165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30180140721386606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395190753943388,0.0,0.11130217351776273,0.0,0.1293871115972373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983463534320041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050449160946542,0.16101707764120576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731352657328527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372278033917238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085797623948974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,baseballboy1234,2019/01/18,"How do I get people to Snapchat me? I am a 16 year old boy and I have a hard time being in large groups of kids at school. That leads to me being quiet and alone in and I don’t talk to many people. I really want to Snapchat people but I get left on read a lot. How do I get people to Snapchat me? Do I post something on my story? Please help, comment what I should do, I would greatly appreciate it.",-0.9633855799373059,1.0715462873563233,1.4646603970741907,98.64865203761757,91.87356321839079,4.083176593521421,15.955067920585165,5.565023196281405,-0.8455885057471266,305,7,74,2,11,103,53,87,0.033,0.8170000000000001,0.15,0.8916,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,3,0,11,15,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,11,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066352717375483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127118839279813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996375885713806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787244369142388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372934133229222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677143068768828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961879636728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227484146130767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093553051650434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532687022906752,0.0,0.0,0.21900533350686288,0.0,0.0,0.19107827920234824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956696566069287,0.0,0.1278131203608885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191778180104897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359483518165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036097157941848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633761993960168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176779216316184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172829286052485,0.0,0.0,0.1284798143630739 socialanxiety,waxmonk21,2019/01/18,"It took me almost a month at the gym to ask for help I just used do some cardio and come back. I was too afraid to ""look weird"" during strength training exercises and afraid of doing things wrong, not using the correct technique. The trainer always seemed nice but even then, I was afraid they'd judge me. IDK how but I did it today. I asked for his help, got a good overview on how to use each and every equipment and a fair idea what exercise regime I should follow. It wasn't that bad. tfw I wasted a whole month for no good reason:( ",2.799444444444444,4.49079042592593,3.2937037037037062,92.82166666666667,75.2962962962963,5.540740740740741,20.333333333333336,5.82211442006289,-0.12415555555555535,418,9,89,2,9,130,78,108,0.111,0.6890000000000001,0.2,0.8916,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,3,7,0,8,3,0,6,1,22,19,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,6,0,0,6,1,11,4,9,11,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,5,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776788556962779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764290411281158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317617706196787,0.0,0.0,0.13643912247590098,0.14815359320801916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528474090701628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719634292047353,0.0,0.14949944513273142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765370391622925,0.14191364109402302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378663435341929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030627570447265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490035074724311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832591628801985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243615464337573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153319070975386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788214147717725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819078868284995,0.0,0.19714051245085976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597492371098385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981035577701261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400095815294285,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doobadedo,2019/01/18,"I'm not scared of people, I'm scared of being lonely. I'm not scared of people disliking me, I'm scared of NO ONE liking me or caring about me. And I know it's a ""self-fulfilling prophecy."" They can't reject me if I don't put myself out there in the first place. At least I don't have to be lonely because other people deemed me not interesting, or fun, or worthy. I can be alone and lonely because it's my choice. That is the only place where I feel any power. &#x200B; I'm a 19yo girl, in my second year of college, just as interesting and as boring as the average person... and I'm still so scared. Have been my whole life.",1.9827272727272744,3.471220303030308,4.01878787878788,87.62318181818182,77.03030303030303,6.315151515151516,19.575757575757574,6.980632752743323,0.2705666666666664,488,10,104,5,11,167,76,132,0.172,0.665,0.163,-0.042,1,7,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,6,15,0,5,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,20,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,10,0,3,1,1,15,5,14,16,2,11,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,4,4,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624282607843353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529924527663971,0.17157604767266266,0.09602229287825746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721510201084581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396498583825598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139604139963016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010646271049075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760099987399102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973524280776036,0.06898423008369127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568222007006796,0.10739058541773484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367534130318984,0.12329225664289765,0.29505235254821754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194714456310015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7068398432452934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730462039012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276420629445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764713955006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157604767266266,0.09092954454723033 socialanxiety,JimmySaulGene,2019/01/18,"Just had an oral exam... I'm pretty used to it since a few years. But typically, the supervisor in the exam hall isn't the teacher and to go do your oral exam, you have to go to a room next door where he is sitting alone. However, today that was not the case. Today, the supervisor was the teacher himself and you had to go up front to talk to him, hushing. But even hushing you could hear a bit what the student was saying. So I felt so uncomfortable knowing if I screwed up the students behind me would mock me. Felt pretty bad.",2.606126687435101,4.2957683457943965,4.3756386292834915,84.86684319833853,75.82242990654207,6.6247144340602295,25.907580477673932,7.3871296695380915,1.2681493250259606,411,15,84,5,9,139,68,107,0.133,0.812,0.056,-0.8314,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,2,0,12,0,11,1,0,1,0,13,20,7,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,7,6,10,0,11,11,2,15,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,1,4,59,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841347923046225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801855353773482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969092279681346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606656936721639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291044510653474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864245046829243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34309075305876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680071200672736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059068543182493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140102718938215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094462850289775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002608603380236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645944521905462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174096386648384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814848147919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737980162717849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294794093998042,0.0,0.0,0.1295854521695699 socialanxiety,Nodnarb415,2019/01/18,"What helps anxiety? Hi guys, So I have suffered for a few years from social anxiety, however lately it seems to have gotten much worse. I have a variety of symptoms that come with it, like butt sweat, hot face, shaking, blushing, etc. I have come to find that my anxiety is only present when I attend class or am around the opposite sex. Do any of you have the same issues? I am planning to go to the doctor to see if any medications can help, although I'm nervous to take any medication. I want to know what works the best with the least side effects? Is there anything natural that works? If you can help let me know. 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I’m a worthless failure. My family doesn’t expect anything of me anymore. But I want to become successful and prove them and everyone who doubted me wrong. I watch a lot of movies and my dream is to become a famous hollywood actor. Then I’d earn so much money and I’d be able to prove my family, friends and enemies how wrong they were about me. But problem is I have social anxiety, autism and selective mutism. If I want to become an actor, I have to start taking acting classes and act in short movies first. How am I gonna take acting classes if I have social anxiety, selective mutism (too scared to speak) and autism (no social skills)? And even if I somehow cured my diagnoses, I’d still have no social skills because autism isn’t curable. And I live in sweden, so becoming a hollywood actor is impossible for a random guy like me. Maybe If i worked my hardest, id become a hollywood actor when I’m 50.. that would be too late. Time is running out and I still haven’t acted upon my problems. I turned 18. 19 this year. And the time will keep running. Eventually I’ll be 25 and still haven’t tried to worl toward my goals. I can’t keep ignoring my problems anymore. I have to act. Or maybe I’ll commit suicide.",3.064228055783428,5.017518694339625,4.5329122231337164,83.08534044298607,75.26415094339623,7.4766201804758,26.238720262510252,8.321376580360154,1.8796611977030355,1054,39,200,19,23,351,131,265,0.166,0.773,0.061,-0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,2,33.0,0,0,2,8,13,12,0,2,10,0,24,1,0,2,3,43,36,27,1,11,7,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,16,0,4,2,5,1,8,7,9,0,1,1,2,29,3,19,29,2,30,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,9,15,124,32,8,0.08962448465219873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568745633778976,0.0,0.1777668119150942,0.0,0.0,0.1475066287355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463425397958918,0.4949160093010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096696534140078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059196126844131315,0.0,0.0,0.08564003585808748,0.0,0.0,0.16897997551044805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623454086047105,0.0,0.0,0.06924365451914201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874233054708112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469318876070944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593247199103934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011003224554528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437859960934804,0.0,0.07914006194456813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619553184939849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800796823652661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588430854473966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404582018140313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572755832833423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972974425461218,0.09070476329089933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568043771271227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343667153151718,0.0,0.2147226876477372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803463956701684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477291710743375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678227322513147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060849141973159965,0.0974857029829531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572568627638808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524769224926112,0.0,0.0,0.06366666244483464,0.1959806089597427,0.0,0.1154304593237242 socialanxiety,Gking97,2019/01/18,"Student Jobs when you have social anxiety/generalized anxiety? Has anyone found a good job that is tolerable with social anxiety? I'm a student so I'm looking for a part time minimum wage job on the weekends. My last job had me answering phones for a takeaway which I was unable to deal with and had to quit. I'm always really bad under pressure and panic especially when having to work with numbers under pressure e.g. with money or working a computer while also talking to customer on phone. Thanks",5.774792626728113,7.641223376344088,7.101105990783412,67.81451612903228,67.92473118279571,9.61536098310292,34.79109062980031,9.957137785484203,4.071425192012288,406,20,61,10,7,138,65,93,0.163,0.777,0.06,-0.8394,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,3,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,4,2,14,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,42,6,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119676951931167,0.13650903027822767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510071649971721,0.0,0.0,0.11471285878373072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698120788526785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913613811528858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988064400060108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760369563470712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6512072455818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337288058930767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776702941019436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248619563726124,0.0,0.1776583475600227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449540672353572,0.0,0.0,0.105099472315552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344720393819526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318632503878959,0.0,0.1510421571858499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566328113714463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388717116594439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mhr_kambli,2019/01/18,Have any books ever helped anyone overcome social anxiety? Well there has to be something!,5.556000000000001,9.26149026666667,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,79.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,2.301,74,3,9,1,2,22,15,15,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.14,0.1759,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969529410694289,0.0,0.3340540175320639,0.0,0.0,0.305332250891924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949961633506237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269302945270115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451336220180916,0.0,0.33617257940349293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926219015548163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Doogleyboogley,2019/01/18,"How to reply to a friend iv not spoken to for ages. Got a txt from a good friend I lost contact with which was probly my fault. I feel bad because I should of took more of an interest in his life he’s had a baby …etc I just at the time wanted to be left alone so I shut myself away now it’s years later and I’m scared to reply to him incase he says why didn’t you care about me and all that, I did, I was just to scared to talk to anyone thought everyone was better off without me.how would you reply any opinions anyone? Your all very understanding and give good advise.",-0.10620218579235187,2.10480417213115,1.8000327868852466,96.64360109289619,89.24590163934425,4.2369398907103815,14.69071038251366,5.6839178017228535,-0.8959263387978145,447,8,101,3,15,147,87,122,0.124,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.7402,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,6,12,0,2,6,0,9,2,0,1,2,18,19,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,10,2,15,7,20,6,3,12,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,5,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431010559944205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101707423788698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488637798321717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719675215300575,0.0,0.14858692182266073,0.10848112535183252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738878047637306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143933930981485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984694432160468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700458373336148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998056371456112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497875484915746,0.0,0.0,0.17071286883905545,0.0,0.2985242995215606,0.1423287187182806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335113964345493,0.0,0.12569651193710854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426142733492752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151879679020554,0.3563326274358566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303534608250046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127822730833878,0.10376833943185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771712097786398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525983727569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683341918685466,0.10496383303908728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057879414179765,0.0,0.0,0.17154449786687126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641576824662354,0.0,0.0,0.11459867404792093 socialanxiety,Bluethatshitup,2019/01/18,"Any ideas on how to battle loneliness? I’m unable to attend education, or keeping a job which seems to be where most social relations start. I’ve really been batteling with my loneliness as of late, and i have no idea how to handle it, it comes crushing down every now and again, and lately it’s manifested itself into a massive panick attack that hits me a few times a week at night. I really don’t know where to begin, i have weeks where i haven’t spoken a single word, or had any interactions with people. I’m feel like i’m at the brink of insanity, and there’s no cure in sight. How do you cope? And where did you pick up friends and social relations? 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Seriously asking right now. It’s 5:22am right now and I can’t sleep. I have the biggest job interview I’ve ever had tomorrow and I’m seriously thinking about just not going anymore because I can’t stand the anxiety I have right now. And I’m upset at myself because I had been preparing for this interview and it’s all I’ve been talking about for weeks, but I just feel so unprepared still and I know that I will mess up and probably not get the job anyways. The worst part is, this isn’t even the first job interview I’ve walked out on. I’m starting to think my anxiety has become a little debilitating since it’s making me scared to go to any job interview. I don’t know what to do anymore. Do I need to see a therapist about it? Is it worth it to go on anxiety medication? I just feel like such a coward and I know that my boyfriend would be disappointed in me too and possibly not understand any of this since he’s such a confident person. I feel so alone in this. 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All because I was asked to speak up in front of them. So, time to turn in my notice. 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But 3 of my classmates saw me and I'm just so scared to go!I think I will still leave,but I'm not sure it's a good idea. Any tips?",-0.6288157894736841,1.122658750000003,1.3123684210526356,102.57407894736843,86.5,4.326315789473685,16.07894736842105,5.148860815047168,-1.1044947368421054,259,5,68,1,8,85,53,76,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,14,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,1,8,2,5,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477361588966759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243242635964408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871400031350482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704013080062196,0.1822174004221167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179175593117036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524666326596126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604069813378414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969266273633492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750324901861096,0.4397333544438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349461463179805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475376480694135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392038114621391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118515964761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742633229635454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543268182803378,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnnonPls,2019/01/18,"Having a breakdown. Why does it feel like everyone hates me. I’m so depressed lately I feel like everything I do is stupid and everyone just judges me but doesn’t say anything. Im sick of constantly hearing peoples bad “thoughts” about me in my head. Theres one person in my life who says they love me but I just cant fucking believe them. I don’t trust anything anyone says. Im really lonely I don’t have any friends feeling almost suicidal at this point, but its not the first time. 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I’m not a virgin but I just don’t really pursue sex. Even when I’m really close with someone taking that next step and letting myself be that vulnerable seems impossible to me. It’s gotten to a point where I question if I really even want to have a relationship with anyone ever because it seems too much to handle and I don’t want to put that burden onto a person. But then I think how lonely it would be and I just get depressed. What would life be like to never have road trip buddy. Never have a little spoon to cuddle. Never have someone to just do nothing with. ,3.00090909090909,5.072583089430896,4.983917220990391,79.24643015521066,75.82926829268294,7.074353288987436,20.937915742793788,8.00094639256281,1.1789902439024391,492,12,88,8,11,169,75,123,0.126,0.8079999999999999,0.066,-0.8487,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,15,5,0,1,4,28,25,9,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,13,18,1,16,0,2,0,4,5,6,0,4,8,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725787918760706,0.0,0.0,0.11631632208211665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140588176201144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327766933296135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974622154692955,0.15047378985770524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691140834933762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010492686547893,0.11749846423561612,0.08127058062046874,0.16672716750683342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228695215195445,0.0,0.3848998933385452,0.0,0.17691592479132445,0.0,0.0,0.15961804462521675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452510707334109,0.0,0.0,0.15725524136008107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722846427459145,0.18635092691355695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197056773442571,0.0,0.0,0.17859846557018838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30287897581390305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957365491849846,0.2818969251271628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250750719688015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659085266335178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962359812903506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363416199102767,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatbookishot98,2019/01/18,"I’m a guy who is quite afraid of men. And I feel stupid because of it. My father was always very physically rough with me as a kid, as a toddler. He’s still physically and emotionally abusive. I took shelter with my mom, who passed away three years ago. I had a male babysitter who would hit me and insult me when I was 4. And in my early childhood experience, most of the mean I knew, I associated with extreme aggression, abuse, and bullying. Because I constantly sought shelter with my mom and my twin sister, I never really developed male friends of my own. And socializing a bit with boys from a young age ended up never working out. I would get bullied by them for being different in some way. Then I was teased, and called “gay”, and bullied badly for that in 6th grade. So I openly hated men. I was pretty misandristic in high school. The problem is, I am gay. And I began to fetishize the athletic guys I went to high school with. But I would never make friends with them. I even just decided to dislike some of them on principle because I thought we were too different. That they couldn’t ever like me. But that meant I could never really make the friends I wanted to make. And I still feel that way. What do I do? 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I'm planning on applying to College soon but I have a few questions that can only be answered by a councilor at the school. The problem is I have severe anxiety over talking on the phone so I'm not sure how I can schedule an appointment or even if I do how I can push through my anxiety of talking to strangers. My parents are extremely judgmental so I don't want to bring up the anxiety even though they know I have SA because I was diagnosed a few years ago. 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We’re going to our dorm rooms and when I see one of them going to bed and they say hi with a slight change of tone and my mind unravels into incredibly high levels of overthinking. I know my friends care about me and don’t have anything bad to say, so why do I think that they secretly do with *no evidence* whatsoever?",3.8746428571428595,5.071206583333336,4.6314880952380975,86.28375000000004,71.70833333333334,8.402380952380952,27.255952380952376,8.841846274778883,1.8603202380952384,376,13,80,7,7,121,66,96,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.122,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,4,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,19,16,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,4,15,4,13,14,1,10,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,3,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858297611887486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119655478785288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212589290002292,0.0,0.2295706806389472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732669967275872,0.0,0.0,0.1399552500070555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972815065384067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353269749943913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466666572425356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928585124665546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449809435878853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926451436432255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43824196333842297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705343395686835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451544469938239,0.0,0.0,0.17293103940506346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686881122246105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905298701675792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582022370184235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hypnotized00,2019/01/18,"a really close friend of mine pushed me away and I'm scared to be alone yesterday a friend (she called me ""her best friend"") said that I am ""annoying her"" because I always talk to her in school. and that she would prefer to see me with other people. she also disn't like that I talk really little with her friends (since they always make inside jokes it is impossible to talk to them). she also said that a lot of people annoy her if they talk to her too often. strangely enough her other best friend doesn't annoy her, or do her friends, even if they spend the same amount of time with her. yesterday she even lied to me about something very important, but I forgave her. now I just don't want to talk to her anymore, the problem is that I'd be alone. I mean, two girls in class talk to me often but they aren't my type of person (?). obviously I prefer talking to them than being alone. also, my """"""best friend"""""" doesn't understand that it's her fault, in her opinion she did nothing wrong. so, what should I do? now I can't even talk to her and I don't even want to, but to have a social life I need her. 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I didn’t have enough money on me and the cashier put in the difference after I repeatedly declined. She told me to pay her back the next time I came in. I couldn’t go back. I still can’t.,1.3643421052631588,2.751312842105264,3.2012500000000017,93.26187500000002,78.47368421052632,6.434210526315789,22.40131578947368,7.1686216300943375,0.5023947368421053,340,10,81,4,8,114,60,95,0.045,0.908,0.047,0.2732,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,15,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,1,0,1,6,0,21,1,12,8,2,23,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,10,55,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516761998653908,0.0,0.2787981228589841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154497623744416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474774134863272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389182532399314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628393583142104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451209946836787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599242300779261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063894538722066,0.0,0.15264332798521238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432000337585946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391876974257234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988302610378086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826213345745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334309610066505,0.0,0.0,0.4370203581022781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348793143713779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472601574839268 socialanxiety,Drizeah,2019/01/18,"Do you ever worry about your facial expressions? I know I can't be the only one. Sometimes I worry that my facial expressions aren't appropriate for the situation. For example, earlier today, a friend was talking to me about something difficult going on in their life, and I spent way too much time worrying if my face looked empathetic enough. Or what if I looked too apathetic? I never know, and sometimes it really stresses me out. Anyone else?",5.172751322751324,7.629760172839513,6.695696649029983,67.6677777777778,70.72839506172839,10.060670194003528,30.08994708994709,10.290406445055957,3.8690021164021164,358,15,55,11,7,122,61,81,0.193,0.7390000000000001,0.068,-0.87,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,5,4,3,0,2,10,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,13,1,8,8,2,9,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,4,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552154676891827,0.1839350420654164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996232688010638,0.0,0.0,0.18548769884574176,0.0,0.0,0.162382222142358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869337940834184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202290549663837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731426069685315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267972431540158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014959405366892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196468998506952,0.0,0.13845356953697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164447974649588,0.1365297741131594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500234995029343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017831607876651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819995111803482,0.3550912219422965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563462026271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428791441655986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467704444505828,0.0,0.17015988711851504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249120164849186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469207016224605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hammerfan12,2019/01/18,"Sometimes, I get anxious before sending a message to a girl. How could i get over this? Ok, so one problem i have is actually sending the message and starting to converse. I don't know why i do, i just can't work up the nerve to do it. Take Christmas. There is this girl i've never made the effort to talk to, but have always wanted to. I figured i had an excuse, so i just sent ""Merry Christmas"", she said it back, i sent her a ""How are you"", she replied and i was too anxious to read it and it's been since Christmas. It's probably too late",0.4660526315789468,2.489466219298251,2.606228070175437,93.29776315789472,84.17543859649123,4.5017543859649125,24.41228070175439,5.46131890053228,0.3767333333333336,415,17,91,2,12,140,67,114,0.058,0.861,0.081,0.5198,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,7,1,13,0,0,3,1,15,23,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,7,1,15,1,9,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,0,4,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.20633207430582348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593257512229768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777273983165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625820509888554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991736839273378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688152908175941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093427839935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620028082028044,0.0,0.2385102177480262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006686229596413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307329844227256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432752266040867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279649162734624,0.20231671505366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149428187744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011250664693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490292427535634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091166627327785,0.0,0.14965624216341095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158974358464556,0.16994510295366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247110584956437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078906333308376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539287007989966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KGorah,2019/01/19,"Helping a 47 year old overcome social anxiety This is my second post today, but this one should be shorter I promise. My father has strong social anxiety. Too the point where it's hard to be around his own brothers and sisters. This is also why he abused alcohol, it made him more social without the stress. When he is put in a social situation without my mom he sweats profusely. He currently takes medication for anxiety. Although I have not told him, I have felt the exact same way as him. I have worked very hard to overcome it/ at least mask it by several means, but I don't see any attempt from him. We could go to a family member's house and he'll still just be silent and obviously a bit nervous when he does actually speak. Is there anyone (who also helped an older person/who is themselves older) who may know how I can help my dad? I want him to not have a war in his head every time he has to have a conversation. I know how that feels and it is terrible.",4.034411547002222,5.237251393782387,5.377102146558106,81.06529792746116,71.33160621761658,8.415840118430793,27.257216876387854,8.841846274778883,2.0394014803849,761,26,150,14,14,255,122,193,0.099,0.795,0.106,0.5134,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,0,3,12,6,1,2,10,0,21,4,2,3,2,28,33,14,1,3,7,5,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,6,1,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,3,6,20,2,15,23,5,20,0,0,1,0,32,6,0,1,10,103,31,1,0.0,0.14079059558210394,0.1159580367924524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269899536488909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005186021240394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808064527257421,0.0,0.2727070499285376,0.0,0.0,0.08308661974684424,0.0,0.0,0.10578124631655238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972833693311206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487371156236486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398633159135524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100116894736116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201954518503236,0.0,0.06008251491639487,0.0,0.11409257994032256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675321374908872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212891351351928,0.0,0.12195081071661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389417531523365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711043447992338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060845226302348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243700552673186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943746712031726,0.0,0.11970572789246345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916877720831491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468897538244393,0.0,0.0805202683775604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375517610786268,0.0,0.0,0.11232994826692604,0.0,0.11380344449737655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945398180852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468975547888467,0.0,0.0,0.1342407170991732,0.0,0.0,0.13356655636618192,0.0,0.4845167568262394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948954168032771,0.0,0.13611595730260231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934313567054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928899469380738,0.0,0.11263412697749565,0.11354431597558926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804474137887416,0.0700872588913598,0.09431936263846898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722290899273362,0.0,0.0,0.2290900262551668,0.0,0.0865074904651442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765207091247535 socialanxiety,WhovianSushi,2019/01/19,"My Husband, My Anchor I suffer from severe anxiety that makes my brain run 600 miles per hour in 50 different directions. One night while cuddling with my husband I had clarity, beautiful words out if nowhere. The way my fingers drift across the strings on your back The music of your breath catching and sighing in my ear Knowing that I am the angel playing you like the world's most beautiful Harp. I love you. My fingertips spell it out as they lazily drink in your skin The flaws, the perfection, the beauty of you. Every breath you gift to me carries life, Purpose.",4.676341719077571,6.926051518867926,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,71.54716981132076,7.7299790356394125,30.645702306079663,8.515128840125781,2.5338670859538777,455,20,80,8,9,140,77,106,0.062,0.7040000000000001,0.235,0.9715,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,1,1,1,6,0,0,8,0,2,10,6,1,1,10,5,4,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,20,4,13,4,1,17,1,1,0,2,11,9,0,2,5,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365365349469168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480584253847014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263690683864384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054526819726824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864002856231339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463248671804795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791449039367834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606727303175712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065016404019256,0.1428317240035604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386519808025377,0.0,0.19515174452366305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743588941752848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810986413149506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302821856073578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320607779107161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cotyyy,2019/01/19,"Discussion How do you tell your parents you want to see a help for social anxiety? I need help, but I’m afraid of my parents thinking less of me",3.968,4.570144466666669,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,71.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.468666666666667,114,5,24,2,2,38,25,30,0.046,0.7879999999999999,0.166,0.3612,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300241134343421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030872318534957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229550009689936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677528635563013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960796460215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30651170586416043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628129845955444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926675702959994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735250621961834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,catifie,2019/01/19,"I got over my fear and I told someone I liked them over text I know this isn't a big deal but i've been wanting to say something to him for the longest time and I finally managed to do it. i'm usually so awkward and nervous around everyone, especially him. success!",1.1369696969696967,3.421832909090913,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,83.54545454545455,6.575757575757575,30.984848484848484,7.793537801064563,2.3382121212121203,210,12,43,4,6,72,43,55,0.14400000000000002,0.726,0.13,0.2119,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,2,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,28,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663348346340997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30844283832047825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588060428503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366621999142476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277385487532869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928265903074786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644222475465621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461648970251385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792102046403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534953898344456,0.23032442250652485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445505310567092,0.0,0.0,0.28588060428503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295059927193263,0.0,0.17646491374215106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,knowitallgenius,2019/01/19,"Speech Issues I feel as though I have extreme trouble projecting my thoughts into words when I'm around other people. I can feel my shoulders tense up when I have something I'd like to say, and when I say it, it often comes after a mixing of stuttering and awkward pauses. For example, I forgot my bus pass at home, and I need to take one. I hop on the bus and ask the bus driver if he would do me a favor and let me board because I don't currently have mine on me. However, I don't ask properly. I want to say, ""Hey, I forgot my bus pass at home, is it fine if I board this one time?"", but instead I say, ""Heyyy, uhh, is it uh fine if I um. Is it fine if I \*pause\* board? I forgot my pass"". I have trouble speaking things to out spontaneously, and it's like I dwell on the thought too long, creating pressure when I actually say it verbally. It's gotten so bad that now I even get anxious because I know I'm probably going to mess up when I try to say something I want to, like a learned impulse. I've tried to care less about it, I've tried to speak spontaneously, I've tried to stop pausing. None of it works. It's been affecting my relationships, from the smallest gesture, to biggest job interview. If any of you have any tips on how to alleviate this pattern in anxiety, or have a way to destroy it entirely, I'd be very interested to hear it. Thank you.",4.984417259786478,4.5273339786476905,6.4188056049822055,80.32365324733097,68.644128113879,9.729626334519573,32.864991103202854,9.354420925462401,2.7245816725978655,1052,43,226,19,16,361,145,281,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.5501,3,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,1,15,19,1,3,8,0,17,1,1,2,0,35,40,22,0,9,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,10,2,0,18,10,0,4,6,0,0,5,3,9,2,2,7,12,36,10,34,30,2,30,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,7,14,143,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.113111653916389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764584789038288,0.0,0.0886710006059822,0.1309455554269774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318466968889703,0.21672081688066247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678019165341037,0.14131558785312734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817819372306315,0.0,0.0,0.09984639064924744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655760676014645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721537931542288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055830563583192,0.0,0.0658744488557987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306392413990837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253480166573684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098015466756767,0.11502300754693673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370122528623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852605252782122,0.0,0.169883635090814,0.0,0.0,0.10257689671626652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859459590164725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708752893564318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035755169711223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497082095139248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244441974823033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530587527317905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846669956089095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969061335620014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715005980878324,0.0,0.0,0.10671455702474664,0.0,0.0,0.07700559937589238,0.0,0.1138812020845418,0.18403953386521893,0.06758818107664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147817217933636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563807013237494,0.1367337011035677,0.09200413700925388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438402023123596,0.0,0.0,0.08233929425850363,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caananball,2019/01/19,"Colleague told me I hate fun and don't emote at a group outing This is mostly just to vent, but please feel free to chime in with wise words. I'm always quiet around new people, especially in groups. I started a new job a few months ago and recently went out to a bar with some people on my team in hopes of finally breaking the ice and gaining comfort with them. I wasn't too talkative throughout the night and felt a bit like the odd one out of an already-established friend group. One of my newest coworkers (who I had only just met in person) later asked, in front of our whole group of \~7 colleagues, if I hated fun and that's why I wasn't engaging as much. I tried to laugh it off. He followed up with ""Yeah, you seem that way. You've made no facial expressions since we got here."" This was pretty much my nightmare situation since it was still pretty early in the night and it was hard to come back from being called out publicly like that. Certainly didn't make me want to engage further.",5.4886515912897815,5.668519502512562,5.701620603015076,83.72150963149079,67.5427135678392,8.643383584589614,27.638609715242875,8.344100000000001,1.6748187604690117,787,22,160,10,12,250,133,199,0.083,0.665,0.253,0.9922,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,2,7,15,2,0,10,1,10,2,1,2,1,31,28,9,0,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,16,1,0,3,2,1,4,5,2,0,2,13,4,16,14,31,14,7,35,0,0,0,0,19,15,0,5,16,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144969807743752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400198129592568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219665416358552,0.12808437830506572,0.0,0.0,0.10535101826935997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957771021673807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990091569721036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180206226276429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411603213077507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927557400116101,0.0,0.13154956938199766,0.15008602763926485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585236574383264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957814975839164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273263349004125,0.2705349004257955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608027555155353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595971650975106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338707872983173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296406801159154,0.09145418451075908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093588140338058,0.0,0.20143390678287712,0.0,0.0,0.26464717236883817,0.0,0.2571462426976345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568090294971734,0.104201077556841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996877548517915,0.119630468039919,0.0,0.15039410275249618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787736379441921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135279286334791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472732026385686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666956233638144,0.15400320496738756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697526514388738,0.0,0.109415101519537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091741706756962,0.0,0.09301972398872653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081111612293777,0.10875090690354312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700817834767486,0.1236287891224572,0.15296500853376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,midwestmetal98,2019/01/19,"How to make friends as an adult.... My ex-boyfriend (22M) and I (20F) just recently separated after 3.5 years. I had to move back home, 800 miles away. Although the break was completely mutual, I have found that I lost a lot of friends along the way of forming this now broken relationship. Which essentially makes it harder to ""surround myself with good people"" to help with the transition. Any advise? 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Went to my aunt's funeral today.... We were very close... But a lot of family that I'm not close with at all was there and i felt so awkward talking to everyone. I kept seeing people stare at me and i was saying the weirdest things and basically walking off from people. Why can't i just be normal??? ☹️,0.09240000000000136,2.4408631066666686,2.753666666666668,88.6785,91.26666666666668,6.2,19.5,7.554174236665415,0.9109999999999996,283,9,59,6,10,98,60,75,0.14300000000000002,0.823,0.034,-0.795,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,15,5,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,5,9,1,9,8,2,8,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497985546271399,0.0,0.0,0.221879136270677,0.0,0.11900652241177828,0.16814325801024962,0.2259852336504077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498639367919634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000970676360891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306056083130902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634191290765996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716997501068208,0.0,0.0,0.18755370881601988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891757332532574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636461088095047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309644952662888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941989899806628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818370819646166,0.21237835233521324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524095716878925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573323147339455,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waiting_for_my_death,2019/01/19,"I really hate myself You're really fucking pathetic, you know that? You can't even do the simplest things that even the stupidest of people can do. Pussy. You've always been worthless and you will always stay that way, because you will never have the courage to do anything worthwhile of existence. Not that you have any redeeming trait/talent to make up for your boring personality. I hate you. You've probably noticed how much of a burden you are to those forced to be around you? Not to mention you're incredibly fucking annoying. You're not funny no matter how hard you try to be with your retarded attempts to get a reaction. No one loves you and you'll never connect with anybody past arms length. You're a lonely cunt and you will die like that. No one will show up at your waste of a funeral. I hate you. Fuck you.cry like the little atetntion seeking bitc hyou are",3.53126497005988,6.010568574850304,4.3081699101796405,82.76548839820359,75.82634730538922,7.288772455089822,26.605164670658684,8.278499904357787,2.0061979041916174,700,27,126,13,16,224,96,167,0.335,0.602,0.064,-0.9947,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,16,0,1,5,16,8,0,8,0,17,5,1,3,2,16,27,5,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,2,1,1,20,4,18,19,1,10,0,2,0,4,19,5,4,0,5,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513305080434148,0.0,0.0,0.10270246953923146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428105857965432,0.13444464966826555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206369879780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589434043098794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567405498388738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995017409338329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188617222205014,0.07890455249079749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352891185657872,0.4473190281074515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299962526282363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756679051270347,0.15136715409450832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630634468758215,0.0,0.10081064554536273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110210663740449,0.0,0.2329602401222245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171943450125968,0.0,0.0,0.20467747639917688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441708593712195,0.10470201550958007,0.13186957791504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283095436776313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350151208550098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097301107452086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033458324575778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253635165979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987695464388574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nihilistatari,2019/01/19,"Want to wear something nice, but too scared to change I've never posted here before, but, I feel like this is the best place to get any possible advice. I'm currently 16 and, when I go to school, I wear the exact same things every single day. I have worn the same jacket every single day since I got into high school, a different shirt most days, and the same 3 pairs of shorts. This isn't because I want to, but because I am too scared of any possible reactions I may receive if I change it up. I am not popular, nor do I have any friends, but I just feel like I will get weird looks or maybe even a comment if I am seen wearing something different. What do I do? It's a debilitating fear, honestly, even if it's not that big of a deal.",4.647843137254903,4.402525418300655,5.770718954248366,83.96823529411769,69.32679738562092,9.15294117647059,28.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8538052287581688,571,17,126,9,9,191,87,153,0.133,0.718,0.14800000000000002,0.5137,3,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,3,8,0,12,4,4,0,2,25,24,12,0,5,11,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,4,15,7,10,19,7,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,6,8,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281886023449185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676228340742465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993349915319588,0.0,0.11162541031803906,0.0,0.13766641715508354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775443106168563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538027718019584,0.13524190084518062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411255040306515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328769064981275,0.0,0.2210513822778485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761515004545386,0.13265815932470645,0.1874315344945438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135015264909324,0.0,0.13707336706823128,0.0,0.07455321292118146,0.0,0.10491746808847544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859998006133864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817686815591334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015904193418742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178899513221487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011749116449942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705627520153255,0.0,0.0,0.29577384369909865,0.12563518265539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626702285002888,0.2655244489728999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851431889246138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019791600963415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715085964455457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474796235776214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_amjustHuman,2019/01/19,"I hate nightclubs! You know that feeling when your on the dance floor with your pals and all the time there you realize yoi dont like the music and the atmosphere? Noz tryna brag but im considered good looking and tbh im not even turned on by women in night clubs probably because ots such an uncomfortable set up for me. Does anyone else know what im zalking about? No alcohol can help",2.3448376623376603,4.797320285714289,3.4884253246753225,87.19549512987015,79.9090909090909,7.486363636363637,23.910714285714285,8.472884824447931,1.7132610389610392,310,11,62,7,8,100,63,77,0.127,0.77,0.102,-0.2748,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140464012191317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004566058387388,0.2052181886986785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220933867598152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527292052290067,0.0,0.2347354309611329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731448640672544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228798936586028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127136615551824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679916328323428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774241753960956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424847371432055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490345328307288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014551838483248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785034417605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819103668929744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879562289827542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159437753175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678923829917084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178552605897532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Blebonick,2019/01/19,"Anyone else genuinely feel like they're cognitively impaired when they make social mistakes? When I'm joining new friend groups (which recently I've done a lot of in university) things start off all right. It's always going to be a little awkward at first so they don't notice you speaking up at the wrong time. Or saying something, and it's just a little stupid and unfunny. &#x200B; But there's always a moment where I think *it's happening again.* The moment where they *notice* there's something wrong with me, that I'm awkward constantly, that I never engage properly with what they say. The moment when they notice how truly dumb I am in social situations. &#x200B; Because the thing is when I'm afraid I am dumb. No way to sugarcoat it, when my social anxiety kicks in I say some stupid shit, and the more they notice it the more anxious I feel. It's a cycle until I end up where I always do - on the outside of the group, with almost every comment I make ignored or mocked for being silly. &#x200B; **That's the narrative social anxiety gives me, and maybe whoever's reading this can empathise. Now here's the truth.** I had shitty friends for a while. They normalized ignoring me and mocking my comments, and so my social anxiety got worse and worse, and I just blamed myself and my stupidity. Now I'm making better friends. They make teasing comments because they think I'm just awkward and funny and don't know about my anxiety. But they like me. &#x200B; You're not dumb. You've had some pretty unique experiences, which the right people would love to hear about. You're a good listener. You're kind. I hope you find people who show you the empathy you deserve.",2.9271310900806182,5.749662287066247,3.813251840168245,83.40714029092186,80.70347003154575,6.298247458815283,24.578426218016123,7.594959193182576,1.5927463021380999,1343,50,232,22,36,429,157,317,0.21,0.672,0.118,-0.9749,0,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,4,10,2,22,32,10,4,19,0,13,2,1,5,3,46,36,25,0,4,8,0,2,2,3,1,0,6,0,0,16,14,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,19,0,1,4,8,36,13,22,29,6,39,0,0,0,1,37,16,4,7,23,152,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994549131487111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436439626183406,0.30273327228912783,0.3395054946775055,0.0,0.0,0.21374269864747056,0.07891152744859696,0.0,0.04884130699272478,0.07157040434480433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516080483545192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061777360688173265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754839052899438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148162523252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835138454737623,0.0,0.06186708044383631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885231588267467,0.0,0.0,0.06832749064305363,0.0,0.0,0.07063733161531258,0.04990142907399822,0.0,0.0,0.06384237034814333,0.05941505907964149,0.0,0.0,0.16189967609334746,0.0,0.0,0.06700725706408481,0.039697822213938326,0.05858754121452834,0.055866069779127135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176883620680186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872693387654935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937761028351135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273886451268248,0.03838817569097976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825115007950519,0.14001771422036205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384656552501525,0.06304307870177653,0.0,0.18650381904554714,0.0,0.07017452224417615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387324700868505,0.06746234277091341,0.0,0.0,0.06843895820432129,0.0,0.3181024180023785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685150634967364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106338053850324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986970765505908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896924310835235,0.0,0.0,0.11930441168349384,0.0,0.16664449131005105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170084758559324,0.0,0.07851523149357083,0.0,0.3560204960704361,0.0,0.10754912463533954,0.0,0.0,0.049440759324035584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281154215631338,0.08951515082933448,0.0,0.0,0.040730566141319764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055444317749592506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423678757041862,0.049620007779503386,0.15274177988582802,0.3395054946775055,0.0 socialanxiety,DWJM3,2019/01/19,"Feeling Down :( Im 17 , coming up to 18 and i have social anxiety. My anxiety is so bad that i literally can not get a job due to it. I just feel pretty shitty every single day, no day is easy. Im on medication that isn't working, so i guess the next step is seeing a therapist, but i can't bring myself to do it. I just want to know if anyone has been to therapy and could tell me what it's like? That would be really much appreciated. Thanks :)",-0.25497607655502463,1.816977684210528,3.428708133971295,85.86277511961724,87.94736842105263,6.822966507177035,18.110047846889948,8.00094639256281,0.8112105263157896,340,9,76,8,11,126,69,95,0.105,0.6729999999999999,0.222,0.9345,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,0,0,15,23,6,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,8,19,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,5,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209036906482433,0.0,0.0,0.13348830603699496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940139225350036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644515619267848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242563823741986,0.0,0.0,0.2462415660212865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084942105874825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193059078900286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099742292983199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103082505635818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41242986982900576,0.0,0.1894481425478816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491882507572416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932686998993184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232115698024074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034039076362104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030343350668344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942235143453505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230146361564513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213009142081102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460811293183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668632486381745,0.17576374537857975,0.21832156084868404,0.22166055213772065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260332280564682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898433221724835,0.0,0.0,0.13561657522832174,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stressedoptimist,2019/01/19,"Really Helpful Book: ""How to be Yourself"" Hey guys, I just finished up a book that explains the root causes of social anxiety and different methods can help with social anxiety. It's called ""How to be Yourself"" by Dr. Ellen Hendriksen. I really enjoyed it because it made me understand where my social anxiety comes from and helped me to be less hard on myself about having SA. The book really funny too, so it doesn't feel judgmental or out of touch while you are reading. It helped me, so I just thought I'd share with everyone:) ",6.732433333333333,7.178131910000005,7.194000000000003,73.17033333333336,64.9,11.066666666666668,34.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.987666666666666,421,18,73,11,6,138,70,100,0.059,0.8,0.141,0.8903,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,5,0,18,13,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,9,2,13,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,2,51,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805702242129611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108623373014164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932729395681778,0.0,0.0,0.17034939083227274,0.0,0.14284475952887588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325329268177758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845423064882558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384680989729774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419420627196754,0.0,0.0,0.1485478819455432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44459975931365103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690894831782082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587127405202118,0.0,0.31869791242209483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071173925333571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164763787574005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263112961745095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,martini0072,2019/01/19,"Idk what to do anymore im looking for advice, i have really bad social anxiety and recently ive been trying to talk to more people in real life on reddit and tinder. And its been going awful. Platonic or sexual or somewhere in between it ends within 10 messages. Idk how to improve myself im down to 1 good friend left and im struggling to meet new people. Ive been going to a party college for 2 years and havent even been close to a party. 2019 is the year i dig myself out of this 20 year slump ive had but its very discouraging and how badly its going ",2.1328205128205155,3.7826288205128265,4.706333333333337,82.15950000000005,77.03418803418803,6.731282051282051,21.956410256410265,7.554174236665415,1.0281630769230763,440,12,85,6,10,156,76,117,0.156,0.763,0.081,-0.8367,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,1,12,1,0,2,0,15,16,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,5,1,7,2,18,11,1,17,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,6,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105404322091066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260820317829455,0.0,0.16345090674628046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752251156886487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597602167834564,0.0,0.0,0.10885789652527976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273346582036434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810022768738383,0.13823791465603275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340812446761258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907057069401588,0.0,0.11641279264415826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384020012411503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917810150648484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285221395458451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759407647862109,0.10558387852402157,0.0,0.16273364857201653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800681486656788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229906740763795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324710115473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118976857727136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598856577328572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184038635672975 socialanxiety,NotJustADreamer,2019/01/19,"Do I have Social Anxiety? Lately, I've been thinking I might have social anxiety, at least a mild case. I'm 19 yo guy at college. It's like there are two different versions of me. The first one is when I'm at home with my family. I can talk all day about school, things I read, and other things I like. I spend all day singing. I love to sing. I also dance, get angry, shout, and that kind of stuff you do when you feel confident. But when I'm with other people (friends, classmates, strangers) I feel like something stops me of being myself. I can't sing, I never talk about the music I like, somehow I can't show when I get angry (people often tell me that I'm always smiling), and I barely talk. I find it so difficult to make new friends because I can't talk to strangers. I think I am extremely boring. Most times when I go to parties I don't have anyone to talk to. I have met lots of people I find super cool and friendly that they like me but I mess it up every single time cause I don't know how to talk to others, so they eventually will distance from me. I do have a small group of friends for 4 years but as I said I can't be myself when I'm with them. I've never had a girlfriend or even a date cause I find it so hard to talk to girls I find cute and cool, so guess I avoid having conversations with them. When I have to do something like talking in front others about myself, I would be shaking and my heart will start racing so fast, I could feel my palpitations, or feel a lump in my throat, never so intense like panic attacks. But these symptoms won't happen every time, just sometimes, particularly when talking about myself. I started going to the psychologist at school, after lots of appointments I skipped and I feel like it is not helping, I can't talk to her, it is really hard for me. I felt she didn't believe I have social anxiety Sometimes I feel like I'm exaggerating and I don't have social anxiety cause every now and then I act so normal, but maybe I do have it. 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I’m 16 now but every adult seems to have memories of going out and having fun at parties and I always tell people I can’t go. Do any of you adults look back and regret this or are you happy with your past?",1.6335593220338964,3.1183750677966136,3.4120000000000026,91.61732203389832,77.98305084745763,6.07593220338983,16.884745762711866,6.742157984588678,-0.2469552542372879,215,3,48,2,5,72,43,59,0.103,0.6829999999999999,0.214,0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,9,11,1,9,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,2,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401179831022001,0.0,0.0,0.1962412763763285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189679281921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431373553363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280082817794969,0.24204348822837365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071940495021932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423307906629637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509560497661231,0.20006195814917002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627083515483589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522277587925049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,456415647,2019/01/19,"idk what to say me and my girlfriend were going to go to some local skating center with me and she was gonna bring a friend of hers but she said her friend was justing going to meet up with some other people so i was fine with that, anyways turns out she got the time the place opened wrong and asked if we wanted to meet up at like mcdonalds or something until it opened, i'm really scared to do that because her friend who i haven't met will be there she knows i am free so what do i say? i'm such a fucking pussy i just cried over this tiny shit but idk what to do",2.4818699186991857,3.3547084065040664,3.362764227642277,95.29504065040652,74.6910569105691,6.1170731707317065,20.170731707317074,5.82211442006289,-0.2497707317073173,446,8,106,2,9,142,81,123,0.141,0.7090000000000001,0.149,0.2692,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,4,0,11,2,1,0,0,20,26,10,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,7,3,16,7,17,16,2,16,0,0,0,1,20,10,2,4,3,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123334510243836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469615503134605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469645108044636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741210971096063,0.1891098117670927,0.0,0.0,0.34876366911473883,0.0,0.1636030592155703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241927355153934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993630294859204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418141887472007,0.0,0.21371870972670606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104456406214618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458071620718506,0.32534415119990145,0.2047974171053244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997500020549453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574781067995609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927893353957995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249946594024086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065312149811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365115854891596,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thewhowhatwherewhen,2019/01/19,Does anyone else do this/feel this way? I’m posting this under social anxiety because ultimately that’s what it all comes down to. My boyfriend and I went to a party the other night and I barely knew anyone. I saw some people that I knew from social media but I’m always too chicken to say hi so I just sat in the corner of the party and smoked while my boyfriend caught up with his friends. He saw me in the corner and told me to come sit with him. I know he hates how I’m so antisocial. I noticed a beer pong table in the center of the party and told him I could beat him. He asked if I wanted to play and I got in my head and thought about how many people would be watching and judging and talking about me. I said no. He just shook his head like why did I even bring it up. Then I said do you want to play? And he said “I don’t know why you do that. I don’t understand you.” And I don’t know why I do that either I know there’s something wrong with me and I don’t know if this is making sense but I get so nervous and I always fuck it up and I can’t even... I don’t know. I worry so much about being judged that I can’t have a decent time with my boyfriend and he’s not very understanding about it but I don’t blame him because I’m a walking contradiction. Help. ,-0.2307057179457281,1.7752526931407964,1.9100011645510653,97.2838954233143,87.05054151624546,4.440619541166881,16.877722138115757,5.642373280135919,-0.7059329451496451,984,22,235,6,31,329,127,277,0.118,0.7809999999999999,0.101,-0.6566,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,16,9,2,2,10,0,19,4,2,3,1,50,55,28,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,14,21,1,0,11,3,0,7,10,5,0,0,15,7,43,4,26,36,4,26,0,0,3,1,28,12,1,3,5,152,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876084715293229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624167659833333,0.0,0.0,0.1576533366130524,0.11550994171167885,0.0,0.0,0.1053916527039155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744395735521397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422178780065136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000942167489756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865482665848296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417531016579324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892030806530654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700201174108367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870984886368507,0.1042213406557523,0.05889918659197016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016417502349937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130209884789732,0.2313964904423899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556364020146365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717359970571128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550764414397989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525123500479626,0.11429521143015985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828729179443355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579380508042027,0.0,0.0,0.12834911335968402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631198336175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796860431761143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32170932199719143,0.08965109556113962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298374984784864,0.0,0.08678861906326511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061181815496057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949869660003268,0.06573646417031974,0.0,0.0,0.21544552325680866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472143279830654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301786895916173,0.13298760079483646,0.0894834948904988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045061232299061,0.3051763824710926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448748002905078,0.0,0.08008344033841658,0.12325761083136096,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,winnawinnaToFudinna,2019/01/19,I hate Instagram It’s where my social anxiety goes to party. It’s addicting. But I hate it. Every time I post something I’m worried what people think about it or me or if they’re judging it or loving it. People I don’t even talk to or interact with. I would say about 80% of what I post online I end up deleting because I’m worried about what people think about me. ,0.036623376623378334,2.3488620779220817,2.58442857142857,90.24807142857144,90.55844155844156,5.157922077922079,20.687012987012988,6.742157984588678,0.5964659740259739,288,10,59,4,10,99,46,77,0.175,0.7390000000000001,0.086,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,2,38,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254630476223046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915167501301194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885202879012285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268573354324754,0.0,0.0,0.1287759831875966,0.0,0.16427080874043587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849854300246416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596822433416734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055033783421767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734551279143401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504813446488575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987475732790272,0.0,0.15009759104801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670966737731534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498580727149557,0.0,0.0,0.11368869585062676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960034194112985,0.0,0.13850124137672756,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,btbtbts1234,2019/01/19,"Almost lost it at a meeting yesterday Yesterday at work we had a meeting and we all had to put our input on how to solve problems that we are having at work. Everyone was calmly giving suggestions and I was quiet the whole time. I was in my head the whole time but decided to suck it up and give a suggestion. Felt my heart pumping like crazy, my voice cracked and till this point I don't remember wtf I said. Yep..social anxiety sucks :/",2.630948275862071,4.727592597701153,4.113318965517242,84.9417025862069,77.04597701149423,8.02816091954023,25.81752873563219,8.841846274778883,2.104794252873563,344,13,68,8,8,114,61,87,0.191,0.685,0.124,-0.7647,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,5,0,8,2,2,1,1,15,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,8,4,11,2,10,7,3,13,0,1,0,0,11,7,2,1,6,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244656320482826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546614154031461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931844954983946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941173127558408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878845840495878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074873201840803,0.0,0.0,0.2395753956406588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877127537908284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069517503606292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111836817945355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934517863545635,0.0,0.20323921116329194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902204061644646,0.0,0.19231235233752275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577683072029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451436770819448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436798766631234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GGffat20,2019/01/19,"I can talk to strangers fine, but have trouble keeping/maintaining relationships? Does anyone else have this struggle? If I need to make a phone call to make an appointment, no problem. Job interview? I’ll be a bit nervous but can still kill it. I have a lot of CLOSE friends that I have built on over the last couple years whom I can talk to as well. But when it comes to making newer friends and especially friends of the opposite sex, I’ll talk to them in the beginning, form a relationship and then I hit a plateau. Suddenly I don’t want to talk to them anymore cuz of a fear. This fear stems from me primarily thinking I don’t know what I can contribute or I just don’t know what to say. I don’t know why this occurs, but it happens everytime.. 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My heart keeps racing every time I think about it. I decided Im not going to stay long but I can't shake this feeling. How do you work your self up to go to theses types of things? Most of the people there are at least 20 years older then me(25) wich make it hard to talk to them and Im just a cleaner so some of the office staff look down on me. I just whant to get through the rest of the day without another panic attack. 3 hours tell the party starts",0.5974523076923042,2.618854136000003,2.3200000000000003,95.55538461538464,83.64,4.806153846153847,16.815384615384616,5.873414542411696,-0.5897076923076923,457,9,104,3,13,150,89,125,0.028,0.813,0.159,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,8,4,1,2,7,0,6,1,1,3,0,18,17,6,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,11,0,20,13,4,20,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,9,65,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478779447587106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963263235840586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183993525781738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750051927566276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044254646683332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428289166609593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708804498516133,0.0,0.2841993466507443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932046975406427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975270913876551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415494163633185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401576901226267,0.0,0.0,0.14816070994174482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751438802440242,0.13997665344736732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126610261507576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955734519026024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311221228407276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585592689665247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389282541260018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179832269058674,0.17766813684786745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397818462814373,0.14569340316067628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074066607618188,0.10680748532391528,0.0,0.0,0.09719760967990572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068210436526326,0.0,0.12135146901432435,0.0,0.0,0.11841097743970083,0.0,0.0,0.10734215514028984 socialanxiety,eyesonthepie,2019/01/19,"Too socially anxious to get my first job I know that I need to find a way to support myself, maybe find hobbies to make myself interesting with the money. Eat healthier when I can actually afford it, etc. I want to get a job on campus but they said I needed a resume. I was so anxious in highschool I was never able to get the courage to get a job. The only things Ive ever done was a paid sowing class and was an election poll judge for one day because my parents wouldnt pay the internet. I'm 19 and never really had any real job. I feel ashamed of it. How the hell can I even make a resume? Ive seen a center to help build a resume at my college but I feel so bad to walk in with absolutely nothing, and just feel akward and embarrased to say I have no experience with anything. This could fuck me up, because I have loan money and Im using it to pay for things that I could easily be paying if I had a job. 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Once I find something I like, I stick with it. I thought I’d switch it up and do buffet style at a place I regular. They don’t have my usual and I’m too afraid to try anything else So here I am, sipping water like a dumb fuck awkwardly trying to leave",0.18904929577464813,2.3144519014084537,2.1642077464788763,95.3536355633803,86.32394366197184,5.240140845070423,21.551056338028168,6.6274283507984215,0.3532661971830988,259,9,59,3,8,86,51,71,0.254,0.643,0.103,-0.8768,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,3,2,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,3,8,8,0,9,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024470369250249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024823345579745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551158278999074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248506471797448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548685348835357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26049134430139753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36056732815023695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199490957674554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257030334550581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893921712649444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953061663777208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33405220083997816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094762564380803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curious_girly1246,2019/01/19,"I don't like any body Seriously. There comes a point wherein I see something in someone that annoyes me. Like not being sincere, not holding your promises. I just hate people. In the past I was very emotionally dependent on others. I try to be more in control of my own feelings now and it is working. So sometimes it feels good to be left alone because everyone sucks. Other times I put up with other people because it is better than being lonely and you need others. Anyone that can relate?",3.02225806451613,5.738431924731184,4.277860215053764,80.95679032258064,79.21505376344086,5.440430107526883,27.57956989247312,6.742157984588678,1.6327556989247318,391,17,64,4,10,128,72,93,0.187,0.731,0.08199999999999999,-0.8249,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,4,11,3,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,13,16,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,3,10,6,10,11,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,1,5,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081232233867779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665264578581135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050866032124332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449940703079587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772362622831622,0.0,0.22320974874383628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310032121963315,0.0,0.0,0.2253821079078095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604129746968504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920159921468937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321235128726986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854702370670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839616637413915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833237139778772,0.0,0.0,0.19634768710190054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900161154090702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182916892534446,0.2786263563608996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899623620870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020098904624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013084572488614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026397752816008,0.15470085007640105,0.19874433183490686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717535084585493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643161460867273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580449782001894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462937309285808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cyberporygon,2019/01/19,"My voice went away and never came back. I used to be able to talk like a normal human, but at some point or another everything just stopped working. Chainsmokers have a better voice. So on top of being anxious and ashamed, I'm physically having trouble actually saying anything. Just sounds raspy and always too quiet.",5.423684210526313,8.011572421052634,5.62442105263158,75.04294736842105,70.40350877192982,7.3670175438596495,30.69824561403509,8.238735603445708,2.6545887719298253,256,11,39,4,5,81,50,57,0.188,0.6890000000000001,0.123,-0.6522,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,2,6,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,26,2,1,0.2434718147444249,0.0,0.2375933699590481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025880539877862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530142645812554,0.0,0.2750538491644053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003565583915902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287497845544298,0.1872147969202367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533103461428416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784668944360941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881676793904706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894803044773143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877804730921739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385506844885579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015956197873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936185593278565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355333907253115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569342214314106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102814757181172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570081150781465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725038086925973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kjenxq,2019/01/19,"Hate university group projects I am very scared of modules that have class participation, group project and presentation that takes up majority of my grade. I get so anxious in that kind of class and I find it really very difficult to speak up. I feel like my heart is bursting. I just can’t get over it, I can’t get myself to open my mouth to talk to my group mates at all. I am so conscious of being judged by what I say, how I say it, that I will keep repeating and rehearsing it in my head, yet I still can get myself to say anything. Can anyone relate to this? Is there any way that can make me feel less anxious? 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Ill even do multiple drafts sometimes, then just abandon entirely. It happens in live conversations as well. Ill hold a thought for a long time. sometimes i try to start making my point but get steamrolled while someone changes the topic. then im suddenly totally disconnected from the conversation since im still clinging to my previous idea. this also happens while im texting someone. ill bring up a topic. they seem interested. then i exapnd and type a few paragraphs, then worry that fuck i just wrote an essay, no one wants to read all this. now its been like 15 minutes and their excitement is probably gone. here i either change topic, come up with a 2 word response, or ghost i have an urge to retype this whole thing more concisely but for now ill just force myself to post this much",4.495892857142857,6.931831565476196,4.792285714285715,80.6527142857143,72.63095238095238,7.337142857142857,29.65238095238095,8.238735603445708,2.3594852380952376,725,31,124,12,15,228,118,168,0.154,0.775,0.071,-0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,11,6,1,0,11,0,7,5,0,1,2,23,20,14,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,3,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,5,0,11,4,14,15,9,27,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,3,16,86,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320449581744047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730441952510533,0.11116865694669673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523899829766131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930841124556145,0.067425426805388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824418167927185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568634027574004,0.4182016349653522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455786159179721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304930145685025,0.0,0.11395711113215562,0.11420879380373798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097171581293105,0.0,0.0,0.08614459607023961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486959305082332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745038003525686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199781326139998,0.0,0.4943925136439478,0.0,0.13914211853182418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290889971968002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748598142919657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106754863068012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186941950753732,0.0,0.25527555685840386,0.0,0.09134513734187608,0.0,0.1030627496686706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573779186536737,0.0,0.0,0.10245451874552414,0.07525246798510406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876192444603923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611943612680433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603511069637425,0.0,0.0,0.14408426408823136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106067590217754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maffajew,2019/01/19,"Had an awful experience with someone I know. While I was at work I saw someone that I knew from a while back and initiated a conversation with him and then my anxiety took over. He didn’t remember my name so he asked who I was and I told him it, and then my anxiety took over mid conversation. There was a awkward silence after I told him my name, so me being my anxious self sat there and said “uh” about 20 times and I finally broke down after that. I told him that I’m sorry and that I had social anxiety and that it can be tough for me to talk to people I know sometimes. He was extremely generous towards the situation and was very understanding, and basically helped me through the conversation. I just dont understand why it has to be so hard for me to do the basics of talking to people. I just wish I could live a normal life like others do.",3.505093917710198,4.832833668604653,5.417674418604651,79.78600178890878,72.77906976744184,9.013237924865832,27.76565295169946,9.466822959209583,2.4177660107334527,669,25,137,16,13,231,93,172,0.115,0.8320000000000001,0.053,-0.6568,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,8,1,17,1,0,0,0,25,33,17,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,17,3,27,1,20,12,0,17,0,1,1,0,23,6,0,0,10,104,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138243430395894,0.15448080591921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783636047068694,0.0,0.0,0.10514702046926504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091782563398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026192103231096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337610126461194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497954066280363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249497857561213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916560325172007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030088784870718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658571131914603,0.06680578243820667,0.0,0.12074668232115965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397922662898387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960092700186765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549033011901007,0.0,0.1300740232535366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265289922039867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370499887942554,0.0,0.13939239280989651,0.2317240077069361,0.0,0.13524244455702605,0.15307273019210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198178840805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973601432510022,0.0,0.0,0.3919917403263656,0.30385328081618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28470882582796503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282739687065127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233893989255357,0.0,0.15724784227047756,0.0,0.0,0.09955062170318496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LieutenantSauron,2019/01/19,"Feeling shit because I got told to fuck off for no reason. I usually don’t let it get to me but when someone is hostile to me without any instigation or reasoning I get so bummed. I know they’re just words and the person who told me to fuck off was just a teenager but it’s just been in my head for the past hour. I feel so shitty and pathetic for letting it get to me so much. I didn’t want to talk about it with my friends cause I was afraid I’d come off whiny... 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However, it's been few years since I realised that I am afraid of taking risks and trying something new. When my hair grows and needs to be cut, I end up walking around the block 3-4 times and then going home. However, the pressure is much worse then because I find out how bad my hair looks like. Although I'm very confident in other fields, I really struggle with trying new things. What would you advise me to do? Need help! 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I had a great first date (extreme anxiety aside) 🙄 I made myself just do it but now I find myself liking him, I have crippling anxiety around him liking me back, where to from here, seeing him again, what to say etc etc and it’s freaking ruining my life!!! I told him I was anxious before I got there which helped a little, but it has just lasted ever since and is making me retreat inside myself and analyse everything I’m saying thinking feeling and it’s driving me nuts. Making me feel like I can’t relax and be myself at all. Has anyone else dealt with this? How do you get through it? I feel like I’ll never find another relationship again if I can’t get past this. HELP.",2.639355362946916,4.72005354225352,4.292535211267609,83.74244312026002,76.95774647887325,6.904442036836404,23.599133261105088,7.882392219407189,1.380845503791983,561,18,106,9,13,188,91,142,0.116,0.684,0.2,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,4,3,25,24,9,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,6,25,6,7,18,3,16,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,1,15,78,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472468137510077,0.322271939965399,0.1586391563152973,0.0,0.09818772979282953,0.14388098836130586,0.0,0.1250071366740477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797739251201684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949048611770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730623793152575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321977148739466,0.0,0.12702155256440098,0.0,0.0,0.12620404171381727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300778962458736,0.20063787543292516,0.0,0.0,0.25668999439392504,0.1194445874965186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467314943623214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123099053200475,0.1548179620034574,0.0,0.13904184305479286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824650199378368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446430677228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983712560872468,0.2744163043406897,0.14074174440219614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287258948566075,0.18746822840452146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830365004644656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405060272983824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076282988417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334161104864386,0.0,0.0,0.11189975177035598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616018860085772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997803276747174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418115516663867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jonas_cool05,2019/01/19,Serious question Is it normal that you only have anxiety when you can see the person you are speaking with but not when you can't see the person you are talking with ,14.195454545454545,7.178370363636365,13.013333333333335,60.54000000000002,57.48484848484848,15.624242424242425,48.15151515151516,11.20814326018867,5.40229696969697,134,5,24,2,1,44,23,33,0.077,0.923,0.0,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467189687121571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159909422824982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528309105550336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56320590291864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612845727130798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139968070237713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922100787123864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toxiciron,2019/01/19,"(My opinion): Connection between realistic video game addiction and anxiety? This is a transcription of something I posted elsewhere, and wanted to share it. This is all my opinion, subject to change, and I would absolutely love to dialogue about these ideas and go in-depth on anything brushed over quickly. Here goes: We like realistic games because we want to believe that we could overcome if a situation like that came up in real life. That's why I'm a big fan of games like TerraFirmaCraft, Project Zomboid, and Neo Scavenger. But I find myself getting into a loop where I want to play as many realistic games as possible getting more and more realistic, but never actually taking action in the real world to learn the skills I'm trying to replicate. It's like I'm trying to get closer and closer to the real thing, but the real world is 1000x more realistic than the most realistic game (obvious but true). I'm tricking myself thinking I'll 'get there', but it won't happen. That's why lately I've been abandoning video games and deciding to learn real skills -- like actual fighting techniques and survival skills. I want to be prepared for the worst case scenario. I want to be someone people can't beat in a fight, someone who could survive if society crumbled, someone with solid first aid skills, and someone who can hold ground in an invasion if, God forbid, it ever happens for some reason. I also want to have skills applicable right now -- to be able to start a business with nothing to my name, learn to own property, and be financially fruitful. All the realistic video games (probably even unrealistic ones to some extent!) are trying to scratch that same itch. It must be an innate human instinct. But the sad truth is that games can't do it. They trick you into thinking you are becoming more skilled and adept, but the transferable application to real life is only 1/1000th of what it feels like. They screw with the reward centers in our heads. I honestly think video games are a bit of an epidemic issue, and a huge problem for some people (like me). I have found that the best way to combat the coincidence of video game addiction, feeling helpless, being anxious, and having a generally low-testosterone existence is to start exercising. I've been a pretty bad case of anxiety and shit for 25 years, but just by starting a rigorous exercise routine in the last few months, I've absolutely blasted through many of my issues with social anxiety, I've made ridiculous progress in my romantic pursuits, and I finally feel like I'm becoming a real ""man's man"". It's insane how much difference exercise has made for me. I haven't even changed my diet at all. I still eat unhealthy (not recommended), but feel like everything in my life is at least ten times better now. Huge rabbit trail-ing rant, I know. If anyone has read all of this, thank you. I hope it's helped you somehow. Again, I will be very receptive to dialoguing about this stuff -- let me know what you think.",7.856676832844576,8.018030734545455,7.870809384164225,70.23311730205279,62.56363636363636,10.878592375366573,37.19648093841642,10.527976200630613,4.048142521994135,2384,107,403,52,31,771,276,550,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.155,0.9576,0,0,1,0,3,0,80.0,4,5,2,14,17,34,7,0,28,0,36,16,3,4,10,103,75,33,0,16,15,0,5,9,0,4,9,0,0,3,27,26,3,3,18,20,0,3,6,14,0,3,6,7,38,20,63,55,21,48,0,3,0,2,33,26,2,12,26,260,65,7,0.06493058280601975,0.0,0.12672576493900314,0.14156783874509615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192496361120055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901515437135385,0.07335307681519977,0.0,0.04540097320921639,0.0,0.05343233720515146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054214324490770814,0.03958108061466885,0.14342145474488066,0.0,0.07315453192704936,0.06814064075630036,0.057425823964081,0.07088737955066611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426328902545787,0.0,0.0,0.13737589424146554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368357384199517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783863926220735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644019614832619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577207513693015,0.058733429494064814,0.0,0.0,0.05835542107790216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132341444978302,0.1391592639910932,0.0,0.07112827968218076,0.059345376368013174,0.0552299205649968,0.0,0.0711930326357287,0.0,0.0,0.13569419842067754,0.0,0.036901546534528984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483579987764105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663751043256931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352160097693089,0.0,0.0,0.06449071942874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329872461029374,0.0,0.13554131790893248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136830045749896,0.052927091156350456,0.07324452558230728,0.0,0.0,0.06639592010073282,0.13758717258406467,0.2854962268973933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860238604163932,0.12287777481373717,0.0,0.13165883941470086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051826971721871035,0.0,0.04773144937103551,0.0,0.050078468303461625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623026453898782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043998643326049885,0.0493826341080973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900293811897533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319947611444823,0.062185549857300335,0.06605774567960515,0.07000615025851792,0.062129798678610924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649481539438662,0.5173365284282105,0.0,0.0667594532978837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545036294166383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665031017283223,0.0,0.07298469555874113,0.0,0.06618855226963308,0.2200618884153408,0.049986734865336974,0.0,0.0,0.13787460211792926,0.0,0.05185364730314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432998280706023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048819717559393405,0.0,0.0,0.05977935694886185,0.0,0.0,0.043136994056818576,0.1664195827202965,0.0,0.0,0.03786154499210526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225081070967987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357453089570277,0.2297864401942936,0.05153887436156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717950335266206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461248230759654,0.0,0.0,0.041813166494297366 socialanxiety,0674788emanekaf,2019/01/19,"Changed with age. I'm 41 years old now. Before I was ~30 years old, my social anxiety was crippling. I thought about it all the time, in every situation. I rarely even spoke to anyone. But in the last 5-6 years, it's largely gone away. Has anyone else here had that happen?",0.5678441558441527,2.9907887454545445,2.063376623376626,94.2636363636364,88.81818181818181,4.5974025974025965,18.766233766233768,6.18269132825596,-0.1181948051948054,211,6,45,2,7,68,44,55,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,6,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668705738309401,0.0,0.0,0.30504628138793416,0.2235022673130498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494242890150435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561447814482146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075499669131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182221504357632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407429355575824,0.0,0.18378582818997996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289362786045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780689708483438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577862041611201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451897878469368,0.0,0.22235835834686246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317264051261824,0.12719466886999595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214100508384275 socialanxiety,Flaggstaff,2019/01/19,"Anyone tried Toastmasters? I'm pretty ok in social situations in general, not the life or the party but I can hang. But when I get in front of a crowd for a presentation (a big part of my new job) my heart starts pounding, my breath gets short, and my mind goes blank. I read about this club called Toastmasters where you practice public speaking in a supportive environment to hone your skills. Has anyone tried the club and what was your experience?",4.699642857142859,6.862952535714285,4.963809523809527,80.84785714285717,71.26190476190476,8.609523809523811,25.095238095238088,9.23628265651192,2.0644952380952377,359,11,67,8,7,113,62,84,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.7724,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,1,3,3,2,0,0,8,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,9,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205675883750625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340706983025958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242321125684252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239527695495377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716400913928617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747660818273666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191278508270546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314581788975202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139293417582892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482350655186197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321055397228255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292932464603092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766548809139056,0.0,0.23367235412924814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225103257677762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601288642702529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112658933138076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,padawangenin,2019/01/19,"Standing at the gym lobby counter, the cutest girl I’ve seen all day is standing4 feet from me and she’s looking at me dead in the eyes and she gave me what I think was a genuine flirty smile and I all I could do was stare blankly and then look down and back away and let her talk to the lady It kills me",2.071343283582088,2.9655838955223888,2.668835820895524,99.79519402985076,75.71641791044777,5.36,22.35522388059701,3.1291,-0.4013856716417914,239,6,60,0,5,74,49,67,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,2,10,11,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,10,0,7,5,2,9,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,0,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190020511436037,0.26107960861391866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108915028832736,0.0,0.0,0.21897043591315574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756425120905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471950839609094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702437351848928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729034398024495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175587781133676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,faceofcontusionss,2019/01/20,"My life story (a long one) So I don’t know if anyone will read this but That’s okay, I think I’m posting this for myself just to sort my feelings out and such. Ever since I was a kid, I’ve been super shy. I don’t know why. Nothing happened to me as a child, I have a great family and have great friends so I don’t know why I have this debilitating issue. I looked it up, and i learned that sometimes people with an overactive amygdala have a heightened fight or Flight response therefore causing more severe anxiety. So maybe it’s a biological thing for me, but I have thought of anything at all that could have affected me to be like this but nothing comes to mind. Throughout middle school, I haven’t even realized but In seventh grade I was depressed. I don’t think I knew it. I knew I was sad but didn’t know if it went further than that. I don’t remember being suicidal then, but seventh grade was the first time I started to self harm. I was always getting in trouble with my parents, I’ve always felt like they’re out to get me and I never show or receive any affection. Because of this, me and my parents relationships is not the best. and I know it’s my fault. They try to understand why I act certain ways but I don’t even know myself. I wish I had an answer. So anyway, an incident happened in seventh grade where I had to share something with the class. Presentations always scared me and being in front of the class always did. Even if it was a simple yes or no question. I can’t stand being the center of attention and I always cry when I feel this social anxiety coming on. We had to share poems we had written and I just remember being so scared, I just started crying and couldn’t get through it. I remember my classmates faces and they were so confused and I was confused to. I knew it was just a presentation but my body had another idea. To this day I’m not sure if that was my first anxiety attack? and I’m not sure if I’ve ever had an anxiety attack because I never feel like the world is ending I just get so embarrassed I think, that all I can do is cry and my heart starts beating rapidly, and I’m shaking and I just wanna disappear. But do people have anxiety attacks differently? If you know, please help. Anyway, after that happened I was SO mortified I didn’t even want to go back to school. I always assumed people labeled me as the super shy freak girl and wouldn’t want to talk to me anyway so I decided to do virtual school in eighth grade. No one knows that’s the reason I decided to be homeschooled. I just tell everyone “I don’t know just felt like it” when they ask because I don’t want to tell them my embarrassing story. So virtual school actually turned out to be awful and so I ended up starting high school for 9th grade as a freshman. Because I skipped out on 8th grade, I already didn’t have many friends. And the ones I did have, lets call her Lauren. She was my absolute best friend and we ended up having a class together so that was the class I looked forward to. I remember always being isolated in my other classes while everyone else talked and I would be so scared around people and scared that someone would talk to me. I didn’t have many friends that year. I also repeatedly cut and I was developing an addiction. Come sophomore year, I was deeply depressed. My best friend, still Lauren, she glew up. She became popular and gorgeous and it was hard being friends with her sometimes because she had so many friends and guys all over her. I know it wasn’t her fault of course, and through it all she stuck by me and I couldn’t be more grateful to have someone like her to this day. But I can’t Help but feel inferior when I’m with her sometimes. I would always think “people are probably wondering why she’s friends with you” “they just think you’re a charity case” I was so quiet all the time. I honestly don’t remember much of sophomore year. I just remember being sad all the time. I remember drawing sad sketches. I discovered and became obsessed with twenty One pilots, (still my favorite band today and I’m seeing them this year FLOOR TICKETS! can’t wait haha.) so come junior year, I told myself if I wasn’t happier by the end of the year I would kill myself before senior year. I met my other best friend junior year and we are so similar it’s crazy. So greatful for her friendship. Still struggled with self harm. I started to maybe get a little better, or so I thought I was. I got my first job at Burger King, which was not the wisest decision. Smoked weed and got high for the first time. Developed a huge crush on a boy who did nothing but lead me on. It really wrecked me and I don’t think he has any idea of how much to this day. Pierced my nose. I think I kept trying new experiences to feel something, convince myself to stay. I thought it was working but deep down, I was the same. Didn’t self harm as much because it wasn’t as easy to hide anymore. And my mom found out a little later and everything just got a bit crazy. Forced into therapy and parents found a pipe and new I was smoking. They were absolutely furious. I also was caught with a boy over at like 2 am by my mom. Not my finest moment. I think this was definitely my most impulsive year. I started to do things that scared me and that I knew was wrong but I think I was just trying to fill the void I had. One night I decided I had enough and tried to overdose on vistaril. I remember feeling the effects of it and becoming super tired so I thought that was it. I went to bed peacefully. Well, spoiler, I woke up. I was so mad I hadn’t taken enough but I think I was also relieved. I read about liver damage and all that and I decided that if I was going to do it again, I would take enough so I wouldn’t end up in the hospital impaired all my life. So summer before senior year, my best friend, Lauren, invited me to a church camp. I’ve always been a Christian and such but never had a relationship with God. That camp was a turning point for me. I met so many people and developed so many friendships and it opened my eyes to a life I wanted to live. And for the first time, I felt like I had support. People who were there for me and like I had God. But my depression still didn’t go away. I was still sad. So so sad. One of the hardest things I’ve ever done, is opened up and told my feelings of depression and suicidal ideation to. One night at the camp, it was the last night and we were all in this big room sharing stories or just venting things we needed to get off of our chest. Telling people things we needed prayer for. I told everyone In that room, maybe 60 people, my plans of killing myself. How I was going to before senior year but that this camp changed my mind. And I could barely get through it without crying. After that, a lot of people came to hug me and tell me to stay strong and that they were there for me. It was an amazing and cool experience. But I started attending church with her and becoming stronger in my faith and I connecting with amazing people. I went to Guatemala in 2017 on a mission trip and it was an amazing experience. Everything was as good as could be. I just wanted to be done with High school and done with my past there. I was ready for college and what life had for me. I can’t believe it, but I was dare I say hopeful. I felt guilty for being anxious and depressed as a Christian though. It of course, was no where as near as bad as it was but I still woke up and felt that same emotionless i felt for so long and tiredness. Soon enough, I just accepted it. People think that because I have Jesus now that I’m okay. But inside I am still hurting and depressed. I think about suicide almost everyday but I would never act on it. I know God is there for me and would never want me to do this, his plans are always greater. And I believe that, I do. I went to Montreal on a mission trip this past November and it was awesome. I love helping people and showing gods love and although it’s hard to connect with people sometimes due to social anxiety, i know I’ll get through it. But still depression lingers. I worked at chick fil a for a bit but quit due to anxiety and the amount of people there and all. I try daily to get back up. I need a job but I’m scared to get one just to become over whelmed and quit again. I keep letting people down. I still want to die. I wish I could just go peacefully. I feel like a ghost among the living and I’ve always felt like something Is wrong with me. I’m on meds and I always dream of overdosing but I could never. I have a tattoo dedicated basically saying “this may suck but God’s still got you”. It’s “And if not, he is still good”. I got that tattoo and wrote my testimony about having social anxiety and living through it. I feel like a hypocrite for feeling like I want to die still. I always encourage others and tell them that it does get better and to hold on and I hope they believe me when I say it and can’t see behind my mask. I think I believe it when I say it to them. But for some reason my mind makes me believe that I will never succeed and I’m bound to live a purposeless life. Everyday I wake up and I say just another day to exist. Just doing my classes and occasionally meeting up with friends. I feel like I’m lying to them. No one knows how I feel am I’m ashamed to tell them. I don’t want them to take pity on me and I don’t want to treated like I’m going to break if they touch me. I am in a new relationship. My first boyfriend, and he is the sweetest most amazing thing. But I’m scared to tell him how I feel. I warned him of my depression and anxiety but I didn’t tell him the extent of it. He doesn’t know I self harm. Which I did for the first time in about 6 months yesterday. He saw and I told him it was the cat. Lame excuse and I don’t think he bought it. I’m torn between scared of telling him and him not wanting to deal with this or just tell him because he was going to leave anyway. either way I lose. it’s best to be honest right? Anyway. I know this is super long so thanks for reading if you did. Any comments / suggestions / advice is welcome. Thanks. By the way I’m 19 ",1.8209417303019784,3.9342220702519417,3.2848342589378703,89.80155761888237,79.75096899224806,6.200485942381118,23.592300127270626,7.316638228829732,0.9525540929075552,7939,275,1660,108,201,2601,563,2064,0.17800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.159,-0.9947,6,0,4,0,1,5,196.0,8,4,15,32,107,134,10,16,73,6,181,18,8,13,23,379,352,193,8,46,77,5,23,14,11,12,7,6,3,11,102,128,0,5,86,8,1,29,54,56,1,16,125,37,289,78,211,190,37,219,6,19,6,3,137,78,1,31,120,1165,391,35,0.0,0.0,0.021043297216254052,0.02350788025157861,0.0,0.02107203501162683,0.0,0.0,0.02159317348034347,0.0,0.023796346738888755,0.05173403101127567,0.23325805864199825,0.0,0.0,0.04399266101949873,0.045223347752657884,0.14846721270950944,0.02436111706079563,0.021385636527705542,0.015078009962829325,0.0,0.01774528728721133,0.0191964806210817,0.02015937529275384,0.07359629290001693,0.020260033793715014,0.033162681395968445,0.01800499123736764,0.10516143345162944,0.07144704080113629,0.05504798035194833,0.12147589393505033,0.1357801634069602,0.038143109481993454,0.047084480333863546,0.02395267884317988,0.0,0.0,0.02201919625688215,0.02466340548777091,0.0,0.0221521089797414,0.022811791858295682,0.07430170814955757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608526694830823,0.0,0.09474791296160544,0.05562783581511144,0.02223147781875773,0.14858393642317574,0.0,0.04475993555628785,0.02252973023170138,0.0,0.0,0.01887075137380444,0.0662021999683035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0180139069104207,0.0,0.0954962625633952,0.08912526791363351,0.0,0.05697112251261805,0.0585174615738988,0.0,0.06181581340240769,0.038760562085003634,0.06328102060032205,0.020328565820559568,0.0,0.14174390408948456,0.07702642405221086,0.14493336515393582,0.0,0.0,0.12839594915321573,0.0,0.04728749978194919,0.18326273308136148,0.0,0.12392896914799813,0.0,0.0857869981353047,0.036173623701835717,0.08623327349115271,0.07132296810726961,0.0,0.02135169332516149,0.05720676933505865,0.0,0.03863411372932268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025553375655266684,0.04336156827108945,0.06835046749175551,0.0,0.04283572096905162,0.0,0.0,0.023084646411991653,0.04868613255683853,0.0,0.022507153452285808,0.04279777106445292,0.019167022872129555,0.047714614762050994,0.0,0.17776468254923655,0.01757749121547524,0.0,0.022833101490006457,0.0,0.044101184358173284,0.07615625144642321,0.14749074276792792,0.04322547081513775,0.07616542508890785,0.057250231529201424,0.036216561317028564,0.024124535782937308,0.0,0.018332892755535627,0.03892459998641773,0.0,0.014394099046598803,0.10931226535835688,0.06499163581097975,0.0,0.02395267884317988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532030412217361,0.05051085760030445,0.01721213314887733,0.0,0.04755593668710116,0.047968170321066386,0.1164200926632739,0.06247977003771565,0.0,0.06070889768441987,0.0,0.06207355315294263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315105694822052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183261858275834,0.0,0.041170446200323146,0.23919556090060104,0.0,0.0,0.02367073330350579,0.020384895717907008,0.0,0.020652296063601885,0.0,0.023249577188424297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02415655070834716,0.04587181435353745,0.06470933394226394,0.0,0.013814413723657878,0.04434264866085249,0.0,0.06945481240316896,0.195421945448378,0.01841548904742828,0.0,0.08574256283374547,0.17271414619459002,0.13094316615165896,0.0343673405137588,0.0,0.08998357967623244,0.02436111706079563,0.0,0.017837916048200276,0.0,0.0,0.06594517121568122,0.036542116957219435,0.04980292930081009,0.0853091619722609,0.0,0.10684148629316742,0.04596858700192073,0.2066519077578912,0.0,0.0,0.02254331470526536,0.0,0.07076235928356069,0.02447050637257417,0.04064752116154919,0.0,0.03242680214588961,0.051996840393321336,0.18847836189480047,0.039706362041750015,0.02466024753257864,0.0,0.08595675116803682,0.1934422507081856,0.021186463992302028,0.06847744642703907,0.07544464960718324,0.024784579687102192,0.02044009605753358,0.08242108453654358,0.0,0.07320250721952991,0.04691075433443771,0.0,0.02244882460628765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399086916950434,0.05134936144533294,0.0,0.0,0.01938857400741448,0.07995996284454078,0.07783241609596879,0.0,0.049594939258822315,0.020786871031610556,0.02338517575432837,0.03139761388938556,0.0,0.0,0.10722884222498916,0.047153571856745166,0.0,0.15275119145144694 socialanxiety,AltCoinKid42,2019/01/20,"Bruh I think I have social anxiety I was one of the most popular people in high school, and I still know everyone in my hometown But in college, I feel like it’s different. I have friends, but not like I did in high school. Often times I find myself alone and I’m complaining, but it’s just weird. Sometimes I’m really social and like to converse But other times I just don’t like talking to anyone. It’s so weird. I lowkey think I’ve developed social awkwardness the past 3 years and I have no clue why ",0.7770724421209891,3.242165990291266,2.622330097087381,90.3736594473488,88.12621359223301,6.2760268857356225,20.54443614637789,7.61054688173877,0.986340403286034,399,13,82,8,13,132,61,103,0.14800000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.154,0.3811,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,12,9,0,0,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,13,6,7,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699471173341621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125527931311038,0.0,0.0,0.11473511409970458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143848393404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679444041080928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829685239974105,0.11722549028829925,0.0,0.0,0.14997472625744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677505273724132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467388913067217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017923534765647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206631424902096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119121475620172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566418862295089,0.11375891961094844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511986254895624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33213443829842604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018053949034511,0.0,0.0,0.1622885987071079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104199578267905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188883303254306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210283706076617,0.0,0.0,0.19136368133088635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806514857466913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056681848313171 socialanxiety,lalechuganormal,2019/01/20,"Is it appropriate to tell my new roommate I have anxiety? So I guess the first aspect of this is that I’m still not entirely convinced that I do have anxiety, at least in the clinical sense. And my hesitancy isn’t due to stigma or whatever. I just don’t care for people who claim they have anxiety when really they’re just stressed, and I don’t wanna go around being one of those people doing that, you know? Even typing the title to this post made me inwardly cringe. But here’s the bulk of the issue: My last living situation kind of escalated into this bad situation where I was experiencing guilt and shame to the point that I was scared of “participating” as a member of the apartment (by participate I mean basic stuff like do certain chores when people are around or engage in friendly conversation). Shit ultimately blew up and it got to the point that I was essentially living out of my car for 1 1/2 months(only entering the apartment to pick up supplies I had forgotten and to shower) while I waited for my chance to move to where I live today. I’ve been here a couple of weeks and while I definitely feel a lot more psychologically safe (I think that’s what it’s called), I still have lingering anxiety that makes it near impossible to leave my room. My roommate’s been absolutely great so far but I’m also worried that she’s perceiving me as withdrawn and awkward and unfriendly and lazy and all this stuff that my former apartment-mates definitely thought. This also kinda matters cuz the people in the house where I’m currently at are a very social bunch. They regularly have outings and activities and all this stuff and I’m trying my best to be involved but it’s so fucking difficult. I want to get better and I want to be more involved (I genuinely am interested in the people I live with and the stuff they do), and I’m also worried that if my housemates gain this perception of me that it’ll just be a repeat of what happened in my last place. I’m kind of tempted to just clear the air right now and tell my roommate that the reason that I’m acting so withdrawn is because of anxiety, not because I don’t want to be here or be involved, and to let her know that I *am* working to overcome this but it might take time. That said, I also feel like telling her this might be the kind of over sharing that will just make her uncomfortable around me, and the last thing I want to do is force her (who’s been so helpful and kind to me so far) to be in an uncomfortable situation. So, I return to the original question - is it appropriate to tell her about the anxiety, or is that the kind of thing I should just share with a therapist? Feel free to ask any follow up questions if it helps, thanks!",7.5449152542372895,6.590649668549907,8.05777777777778,72.32079096045199,63.61393596986817,11.331826741996233,34.73258003766478,10.585719281625627,3.4817789077212806,2158,80,416,46,27,719,230,531,0.096,0.76,0.145,0.9888,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,3,5,33,30,2,5,27,0,45,3,1,7,4,82,80,48,0,8,18,0,3,2,1,5,1,1,3,0,46,27,0,2,13,0,1,6,6,9,0,2,11,5,52,22,65,55,8,59,0,0,0,1,31,31,2,13,23,308,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625914741644675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597464753222095,0.0,0.31031211189455554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805519986663124,0.06320282647667047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644849209679401,0.08242442702168341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094871064670924,0.05979233718461521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903365902810013,0.0,0.06892919636158466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480515862417557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446533674538069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255143071949373,0.048298001726672514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575059407970769,0.0,0.0,0.052232511042979525,0.06250099642271527,0.035321536139560177,0.0,0.03842225606386448,0.0,0.054070987238732826,0.07453625772330967,0.07447603469453527,0.0,0.059784086610961615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063024475032712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800866992143121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056348192693894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35200813574097656,0.0743093819240073,0.16532463596521335,0.0,0.07158538052098287,0.0,0.06913209020438163,0.0,0.0660581114721012,0.0,0.23879064085613816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057476515160666285,0.0,0.06397077862351372,0.0902555492041656,0.0,0.0,0.07364315258977201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343934219431073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718548683682546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529465003503729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045811823598078616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343487104332631,0.0,0.07063426369726082,0.0,0.12781973727797022,0.0,0.06474821096871143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514692058184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331036953149624,0.06951060457302946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773546758495021,0.06430913623124282,0.0,0.06768576687943466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939696366926912,0.0,0.2279771655811665,0.0,0.06891617676296345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079810632143745,0.0,0.0774428643927397,0.0,0.3095724597843841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083157388207001,0.0,0.23636377672329964,0.06224285905939319,0.0,0.0784962022515983,0.0898293316745208,0.04331942981940883,0.0,0.053671903286225724,0.03942181597454186,0.0,0.06408293042469061,0.0,0.0,0.04590028504619557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578233266321248,0.15950394629825368,0.0,0.05422974924267406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049218239990443086,0.13731509371725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2chainss,2019/01/20,Would it be weird if I went to a punk show by myself? So I’m a freshman in college in Philadelphia and one of the reasons I wanted to live here was because they have a really cool diy punk scene. I don’t have a lot of friends and those ones keep declining to go with me. It’s gotten really annoying and I’ve missed so many shows so far. So does anyone think it would be weird if I went to a house show and saw some bands by myself and maybe tried to force myself to socialize or should I just go for it?,3.3808519003931856,3.5528687889908253,4.772765399737878,88.57862385321104,72.11926605504587,8.43040629095675,23.82830930537353,8.418075326091056,1.0745979030144168,394,9,93,6,7,132,69,109,0.086,0.8590000000000001,0.055,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,19,20,12,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,4,0,4,1,4,0,2,5,2,10,2,14,10,2,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,5,0,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510578444004526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316939328401594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905512277622086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690937504624562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455572064000322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927728123316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920232952342981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076431439125466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366662895852293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902724845348448,0.2170378459285674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927840417318743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767972118198832,0.22212165060998826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202221521499853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842755812692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667470007714212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742400979030544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40053626623848304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069324666279702,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,feellikeshitmosttime,2019/01/20,"I got to ask her out. Any help appreciated So I've made a previous post about a girl from a friend group that I don't really hang out with them but that girl just felt special. We met at December, at new year we went with the group of friends to a club and I saw her for second time there. After one or two days we talked a bit through texting and she asked me to go over to her house. I was really happy and thought this meant something. Well we were just talking about our lives for a solid 3 hours and then I left. Some days later (about a week ago) I asked her to go for a coffee and she agreed and I went to her house to watch a movie after it (she invited me again). I thought to myself ""cool, I hope this is going somewhere"" We don't talk through texts much. I don't know why, she never texts me first and when I do the conversation is over really soon. I text her like once or twice a week cause I feel I'm annoying her. I feel I need to tell her about the feelings I have that are killing me day by day cause I keep them inside. I'm planning on asking her to go out again so I can ask her on person. Here comes the problem. Anxiety. Too much anxiety even when I think of it. I don't know how, what words to find, how should I act during rejection (I know I'm being pessimistic here but 99% she will say no) and how others will react if they learn that I asked her cause nobody knows except 2-3 close friends of mine that don't even know her. I just need some support right now and advice on how to tell her about my feelings. Sorry for long post and not good syntax as I mentioned before I get anxious only by thinking of it. 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I thought things were going so well for me, I applied to new jobs and got the job for a call center agent. This was entirely new to me, and I knew going in that a lot of people will say no to me and possibly be rude but how bad could it be? I've always been afraid of the word no but what's better than exposure to your fears? I start making some sales, and I really think I'm doing good. My supervisors are proud of us for making any type of sales too, they even want me to train others! So far so good! Day 1 of being pulled aside with a small group of others to talk about our performance. We need to be doing better. Day 2 everyone is pulled aside to talk about our performances. The high earners got to leave since they were already doing well, the new trainees got to leave because of course they just started, then the last of us were told we're not doing good enough. Day 3 my supervisor pulls the people in her group aside and tells us she could get fired because we're not doing good enough. They just kept telling us we're not doing good enough and of course consistently I was in that group of people they tell that to. I'm supposed to be making triple the amount of sales I'm already making, and they said they were in the wrong for allowing us to believe what we were doing before was a good job. I had one of my worst days recently, and when I asked my co-worker for tips on what I could do better here's the gist of what he said: ""I can see that you're trying. You're not just sitting there doing nothing you are trying. I don't want to say it like this but maybe your best just isn't good enough."" An old high school friend was in town and I told her my job and she said I wouldn't be good at that. I should get a new job and I'm annoying people. I know that, one if the worst things about this job is that I know I'm annoying people and I don't want to but I guess it's my job to. And supposedly making conversation with the people is a part of it and that's the hardest part for me. It's only been a month and a half since I've started, and I'm on my last week of employment there since I put in my 2 weeks notice a week ago. But I've already called out these last 3 days... I don't even want to go back but I know I need the money until I start my next job... I'm avoiding my roommates since they know I should be at work and I don't want them to judge me. TL;DR: New sales job, got hired for a job talking to people and lo' and behold I'm bad at it. 1 week left at work and I don't even want to go back...",1.8232441286902696,3.145917607266437,3.2518449532503872,93.65231355370686,77.0795847750865,6.5108444379003165,19.564308326584694,7.125416948008024,0.08189629684163968,2099,42,497,23,47,688,213,578,0.094,0.773,0.132,0.9671,12,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,9,3,9,10,23,30,3,3,26,0,49,1,0,8,0,79,103,37,0,15,15,0,2,2,1,4,1,5,0,0,26,27,0,2,8,0,5,10,13,12,2,3,28,8,69,18,67,61,14,69,0,1,1,0,47,21,0,5,38,309,95,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039184403220625934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634147743610204,0.0,0.036781479688830034,0.0,0.0,0.03006040792069217,0.0,0.0338161326114365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041325009491326864,0.0,0.0,0.06798068410080366,0.07381740981258691,0.05389300477322076,0.0,0.03761456357132791,0.0498030558678847,0.04638963641847427,0.1172852088778771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902749694465103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588049744718894,0.0,0.0,0.14254043153979515,0.0,0.038073058401972865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826992398803063,0.0,0.08758947677107842,0.0,0.0,0.04223905814658852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049742074225357015,0.0,0.0,0.04244301510636297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415209627379112,0.0,0.04618979553879167,0.0,0.10048918284396548,0.29661144179430426,0.14141671728373376,0.0,0.04869596839571903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340844071521416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48252490385703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971740057998117,0.1441294644828256,0.049864322872436584,0.0936118428362321,0.04802805030790715,0.0,0.0,0.04319193042056999,0.0,0.0,0.03911937294629868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516175041379426,0.0,0.0,0.17704009308272706,0.0,0.04440911367114608,0.0,0.0,0.04453113445164887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035283413072775466,0.0,0.0,0.0655537870928693,0.0,0.2561564584546025,0.047011724633557836,0.0,0.0,0.0424151730225453,0.050326835111821656,0.046384927648424834,0.0,0.059907891799883414,0.03361932638488385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957377968184468,0.0,0.2145196427427715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983365353308737,0.042335455263477824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887496727773797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663675287125365,0.0,0.04364636707257268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614510204457913,0.07030599255104585,0.0,0.04473706406622241,0.03522506655831833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626485975730266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515199138337352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658911258750038,0.1159093967114948,0.0,0.05055141583224485,0.0,0.058734683098696124,0.02832430048214268,0.0,0.035093239280043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447811629317703,0.0,0.06002357239161767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586136862668003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643688254462376,0.0,0.1418319418352595,0.0,0.0794898644669505,0.040977785465709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654366813020156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483304114396436,0.0,0.02846608968813136 socialanxiety,Utandki,2019/01/20,"Im going to psychologist tomorrow I have finally decided to go to psychologist for my horrible anxiety, it been stopping me from doing a lot of things. I’m also wondering if someone went to a psychologist before, did it work? Are medications really effective? 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I’m going to try to explain this as clearly as possible. I have really bad social anxiety along with low self esteem (about my accomplishments and where I’m at in life— basically I feel like a bum and no where near where I should be at my age). I get a lot of anxiety when I’m out with people and it’s happened more times than I can count where someone has been talking, and I’ve felt like they were underhandedly disrespecting me. I always feel like people are trying to secretly diss me about being a girl that cares about her looks, which I know is not true, but I know that it is probably one of the first things people assume about me since I love to dress up and have my makeup done. I get it, first impressions. For example I was dating this guy and met his friends for the first time and someone was like “we should go to this place, I hear the lighting is greeeeeat for the complexion” and they were laughing. I automatically took is as them taking a jab at me, if I am making any sense. I ended things with him soon after and h The problem is that I experience this ALL the time when I go out, and I don’t know if it’s just me automatically assuming that people are out to get me or if they really are disrespecting me. because I have been treated certain ways before, and it has really gotten to me and I’ve let it shape how I see myself. Anyway, I ended things with the guy I was dating soon after that incident because I “didn’t want to date someone who made me the punchline of their joke”. Much like other people I have confronted when I feel this way, he denies it and tells me that he would never intentionally try to make me feel less then. Every single time I try to ask someone if they were disrespecting me they always say that they are shocked that I would think they’d do something like that. And I have ended friendships because of it. I’m worried that I am going crazy sometimes because what I feel in my gut and what they explain are two completely different things.. Anyway, if any of you can relate, I would greatly greatly appreciate any insight on what you came to realize the problem was, and how you may cope with feelings like this. Thank you so much. 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I have never been and I want to skip my college one too The only graduation i can recall going to was in kindergarten and that wasn't too bad because it was in my home town and i knew everyone there. When we moved out of the *country* the societal change really hit me. Anyway I've never been to any of my graduations so far, managed to skip them all one way or the other and my college one is coming up. It's worse this time because there's going to be 5,000 people graduating with their families there and I'm getting the feeling that I might have to attend it no questions asked :( It gives me real anxiety just thinking about the dreaded days. Yes. Days. 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First, sorry for my bad english. I don't know how to explain that, but i'm always telling lies to everybody. Nobody knows my true self because my true self is boring af. I'm home alone 24/7. I have only 2 -3 real friends which also don't know me for real, because i told them so many lies about my self. I lied about having a girlfriend for almost 4 years. They obviously never saw her..but i hope they still believe it... Its hard to keep the lies up. I lied about my mum beeing russian, just because one time i was asked why i speek a little bit russian so i told everyone my family have a russian Background. When im home im talking to myself like to an imaginary gf..i think its my coping mechanism.. I've never seen a therapist..do u think i should see one? And do u guys also lie sometimes? 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Does anyone on this sub have any general ways of easing/stopping their anxiety? I’d love to hear about anything that helps anyone out as I am currently searching for ways of dealing with my anxiety now. If there are any videos that help that would be greatly appreciated as well. Thanks in advance",5.385593220338984,7.802324169491527,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,70.01694915254237,8.787796610169492,33.83389830508475,9.3871,3.5403328813559316,262,13,43,6,5,83,48,59,0.071,0.639,0.29,0.9503,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,12,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758926434550783,0.0,0.4655436933296549,0.0,0.0,0.2836776814780449,0.0,0.1669299187096882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091315133430372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751715944830718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364505526791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286289561753694,0.0,0.4079022756556939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830818573510103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959336204034872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675887520467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202896439031103,0.0,0.0,0.1823883169976615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410024657928175,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,animelover445,2019/01/20,"My sister is an asshole Today I was in the car telling my mom about how these two girls aren't at my bus stop anymore and now I'm the only one there and my sister says ""Yay... you won't have to be social anymore! Because we all know you're not good at that."" In a sarcastic voice, and... it just ruined the rest of my day. 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My anxiety stems from the fear of blushing which then makes me blush immediately when someone starts talking. Even if it’s someone I’ve known forever. I’ve tried talking about it which doesn’t seem to help at all. As a kid I would get normal anxiety if I had to give a speech and would always blush. It seemed to fade after my school years then show back up in my life full force about 6 months ago. I can’t do anything in public anymore. I’m so terrified and feel like it’s leading to depression. 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I am looking for some real support and solutions to curtail my social anxiety. I am a 25 yr old male. Growing up, I was the youngest child in my family. I was really quiet in comparison to everyone else in my family but a lot of my family was over the top loud and funny so my quiet maybe someone else's extrovert. People do describe me personable, but lately, I have been noticed a few quirks. 1. I cannot talk on the phone. I can do it with friends and family but not anyone else. I have a huge fear and I do not know why. I am afraid I'll say something wrong or people won't understand me. 2. I don't pick up on social cues like flirting. My parents say this. My GF says other girls do it to me and don't notice. 3. I don't have a ""best friend,"" someone to hang out with (besides my GF). I do hang around people but I do not have someone I talk to or contact on a regular basis. 4. I have a hard time asking people to hang out or asking to join a group. 5. I am not a fan of alcohol or drugs so parties become a real challenge to show people I can be fun. Usually, it isn't bad but I don't feel like I connect with people. 6. I am a yes man. Oh my gosh, I have inconvenienced myself so much because I have said yes to other people's request. 7. My personal relationship and parental relationship has been affected by my anxiety. I always apologize to my girlfriend even when she's in the wrong. My parents have repeatedly mentioned that I should find more friends and that I need to speak up more. So, in conclusion, where do I start? How do I curtail this social anxiety? TL;DR Have social anxiety and I listed anecdotes above; what is your best advice?",1.2415393637296577,3.4730665515320363,3.805894297023898,84.60302411669845,82.64902506963789,6.8987245271954265,24.489151150857644,8.032893268588372,1.6780540389972147,1368,54,273,28,38,478,172,359,0.099,0.747,0.154,0.9662,3,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,6,10,16,0,2,16,2,41,3,0,3,0,47,53,23,0,3,14,3,2,2,6,2,3,8,0,6,10,14,1,2,6,1,0,4,11,5,0,1,6,11,50,11,35,44,9,34,0,0,1,0,39,19,0,7,11,192,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276139724185045,0.0,0.07957503731529503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061956639744602825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848082735506079,0.0,0.0,0.05206412536409807,0.07629301371321062,0.0,0.06628513816275093,0.1392199958868959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217094452601716,0.04539009183068037,0.08223516008488296,0.0,0.0,0.15628223854927467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634989762786083,0.0,0.1866051906040816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918009193425665,0.0,0.0,0.07114966909648977,0.0,0.0,0.28077684043533563,0.08378814009121142,0.03764918585361377,0.053194200137668124,0.0,0.0,0.06805504148040152,0.0633355918361998,0.0,0.0,0.17258270819383456,0.0,0.03890224844519853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670148598830207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092123890075061,0.0,0.08399406207832152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052593261741317184,0.07275473677460223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252760123234784,0.0,0.0,0.06330318318291303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480502362540582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473662761394768,0.11042221262350983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954628355835702,0.07813318757716183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480368741195867,0.0,0.0,0.3613480571199272,0.13003110518908811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131204541995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950343929157324,0.04770094791773696,0.0,0.0,0.15988423180570072,0.0,0.0,0.07082845958565036,0.1776406124450196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795126887648729,0.18926901126412352,0.0573229040394783,0.0,0.0,0.05270313286100668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449626407234412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969616783862334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683638634192313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751542952018939,0.0,0.0,0.08200711064649642,0.0,0.0,0.0591028391290114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718851955597811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162820523568212,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SomeoneSaidGodIsDead,2019/01/20,"I'm hating myself Sorry for my bad english. I'm the classic guy who doesn't speak with anybody in the class and when someone tries to tell my something I always reply with short sentences for end the ""conversation"" as soon as possible for no reason. I'm in my bed, it's night and I've just seen an Instagram story of a friend of mine who's not in my class (I met him when I was around 10 years old) with 2 people of my class, who are pretty cool, after they landed in Spain for a school project. I like those 2 people and when I saw the friend of mine be happy with them I instantly thought about how much happy could I be in my class if I were more open to people and less afraid of their judgments. I started hating myself in that moment and also told to myself that I have to visit a psychologist becouse I'm tired to be afraid of people and be always alone. It's so frustating be in class and sitting there in complete silence while everebody is talking and having a good time, or in weekends be there sitting in my room playing Siege with people who I enjoy but I'm too scared to ask to meet. I'm pretty young (17) and I'm still in time to change my life founding some friend who I won't afraid to contact every time I'll want, going more outside and living my life as it should be lived, with happiness and good people around me. Will I be able to contact that psychologist and change myself? I hope. P.s. Now let's see how much time I'm able to leave this post online...",5.064279970760231,4.9802992072368415,5.669035087719301,84.49935672514621,68.44078947368422,7.939766081871345,27.08625730994153,7.1686216300943375,1.2411906432748538,1165,31,242,9,18,378,156,304,0.059,0.7979999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9769,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,0,17,20,2,4,9,1,20,3,0,3,0,36,42,26,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,3,3,1,2,1,13,21,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,7,0,0,8,5,34,13,45,21,6,42,0,0,3,0,24,17,0,4,21,159,47,7,0.19964131383324848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338409623061533,0.0,0.07982654327201437,0.16611756604146652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777230957280525,0.09331883941885646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334607901375632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119403854204205,0.0,0.10466005960960774,0.0,0.0,0.07969867206714602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841147368745747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410320868188655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944819803660004,0.2313635757538148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567303796936589,0.16744966212534948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988381441287822,0.0,0.3187828363359588,0.0,0.19710446554146765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914443549098233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056956627096601,0.0,0.1020733847536694,0.14101256405550078,0.048767330833324116,0.0,0.17628693771318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675933669141894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367492447950536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474498779212864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41521844947887226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253279234418864,0.09560059634797728,0.2031069885163007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263226041722248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993789142793512,0.10102383397015546,0.0795441397385314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845777186751804,0.0768468184904766,0.0,0.11174105298061003,0.07065357473968817,0.0,0.07971690555721524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023206289030176,0.08724765391868126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924645151622255,0.2328249111381692,0.11472916091382493,0.0,0.09538291540410908,0.0,0.06777167364637947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058876809713466365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428123030551311 socialanxiety,Phileas--Fogg,2019/01/20,"How important are you in your friendship group/s? This evening I went out for dinner with some friends whom I see once every 4-6 weeks. Since they live together and have more similar interests, they tend to meet up without me, but I noticed that I'm not really as important as the other members of the group. I know it's because I'm quite shy and quiet and tend to listen more than I talk, but even when I talked, I noticed they paid me less attention and tended to interrupt me more, whereas one girl talks the most, around 60% of the time and everyone listens to her, all the time. I just wondered if anyone else had this in their social groups? This isn't my main friendship group and two of the people in the group live with each other and are best friends, so I obviously understand that I wouldn't be as valued, but it just hurts a bit knowing that whether you were there or not doesn't really make a difference. 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I never got diagnosed or treated by a therapist. Recently someone invited me to join their Social club, I said sure I'll think about it, but I am not sure if I should go. I already feel anxious just thinking about it. Should I force myself to go or this is a bad idea? I never feel comfortable going there alone without knowing anyone.",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,72.51351351351352,8.176576576576577,29.900900900900893,8.841846274778883,2.64834954954955,302,13,54,6,6,100,51,74,0.203,0.693,0.104,-0.8578,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,4,22,15,5,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,3,11,4,6,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054314377792708,0.21888485732124568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240797585674877,0.0,0.13869137542901416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561449458210126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132171863103493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058408100795466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33818170950304594,0.0,0.1586391219758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391372287434785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900832132902767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059604742999411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958473222352604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867687511804535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021934928493364,0.1680618488241688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738862510087752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303003743699859,0.0,0.25419015490525976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120293336764868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ryaly,2019/01/20,I got invited to hang out outside of school A friend invited me to hang out outside of school and its really scary to think about. I'm currently mentally preparing myself for this though! I've never really done this besides birthday parties and such,5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,70.73913043478261,10.686956521739132,33.23913043478261,10.686352973137794,4.537147826086957,204,10,32,7,4,67,33,46,0.07200000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.127,0.4017,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,9,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842843488745664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328545438254229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105054143970145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037320290482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245192317806904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861585873927677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100491496460964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311968480848404,0.2961158964388095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Crimsonmoon99000,2019/01/20,"How do I even make new friends? My friends hardly talk to me anymore and I’m so lonely. Two of them are in different countries for uni and I feel like I always make the effort to message. However they have always been like this anyway so it’s not recent. My other friend hardly even replies when I message her now. Trying to get them to hang out is almost impossible, I just feeling like I have to put all the effort in and they don’t really care. The thing is I have no idea how to make new friends, I’m in college but everyone in my class is already in a group. It’s only a 7 person class and everyone but me is friends. Even if I knew how to become their friend I’d feel like I’m butting in now. Tbh I have nothing in common with any of them. People have suggested clubs before but there isn’t any clubs at college and other clubs cost, plus there is no way I could just turn up to a club and talk to someone. I just want someone to talk to, share stuff with and do stuff together. 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I went out to meet new people! I was worried sick for four days, stressing over this. It was a party and I only know one person there. Was going to skip today, but took my meds and a whiskey and thought, ah what the heck just go. Result? Lots of fun. One of the greatest day I ever had. Met a ton of new people. Befriended them enoguh they gave me their contact numbers! Super happy. Super satisfied. And now I want to crash for three days and recoup my energy.",-0.13914285714285768,2.1823990631578987,1.8374812030075205,93.97486842105265,95.21052631578951,3.9774436090225564,16.2593984962406,5.773587663045528,-0.4477969924812029,361,9,74,3,14,119,69,95,0.076,0.616,0.308,0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,1,5,1,5,2,0,1,1,14,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,4,10,0,12,4,10,4,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39175645067101306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831584470660557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301527431931458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554807336562865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112799575483679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721447279334914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491417135969746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911207815704924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441691227742565,0.15399827071539124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280753938448282,0.17680129260631536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194483492975745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074974557961494,0.0,0.0,0.19193123647636506,0.0,0.2249672684847571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943035935232575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770477514097295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563241684923536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awkieturtle,2019/01/20,"I wish I didn't decide to go to my friend's bachelorette I was invited to my friends bachelorette trip and it turns out only her friends from college are going. I wish I knew who was going before I bought my tickets...because I'm introverted and I also have social anxiety which makes everything worse. I hate how I am still timid towards new people. How can I have fun if I barely know anyone? 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I had exposure therapy but I finished that. Now that I’m on my own I’m starting to only do the things I’m at least kind of comfortable with. Does anyone know any exposure challenges I could try, to keep myself from falling back into old habits?? 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I felt fairly confident when I first got there. I introduced myself to his family and had a few decent conversations. As the night went on, I started feeling worse and worse. By a few hours into the night, I couldn’t stop shaking, I felt extremely tense, and extremely out of place and unwanted, even though everyone seemed excited about me being there. I stayed there until the next day and I couldn’t wait to leave. I just felt so uncomfortable. This also happens at jobs I’ve had. When I first start, I feel pretty confident around my coworkers and have no problem talking to them. But a few days in, I start to feel very inferior to everyone and uncomfortable. It’s a very miserable feeling. It’s like I can handle being around strangers, but the more I am around them, I start to feel awful. It makes it feel impossible to build relationships with people. Does anyone else have this problem?",4.53135,6.439390034999999,5.274000000000001,79.51450000000001,71.15,9.0,26.5,9.516144504307137,2.4315500000000005,837,28,155,20,16,271,113,200,0.17600000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.073,-0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,15,8,0,2,10,1,12,0,0,1,1,38,34,17,0,5,3,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,2,10,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,9,9,26,3,26,21,5,35,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,1,21,110,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169625410501656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815110543087851,0.0,0.0,0.07143171965777009,0.10467363331847032,0.0,0.3637715124267281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692950661085237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176778576580395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939974341362868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534046280235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747484021336615,0.0,0.0,0.19523398044628265,0.0,0.0,0.09630610526976048,0.0,0.3099269683796265,0.07298217659627536,0.2942650408751905,0.0,0.0,0.17379223059116689,0.0,0.0,0.07892753755276875,0.0,0.053373690339770165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170562338633684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903385773883615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060571487318924,0.11787739286742295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137671987848224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817128444485404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990956752576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819170768274815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879106670817415,0.0986654832350431,0.10864690798740444,0.19173798889094226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164792213756985,0.0,0.10673407020180103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393209742147004,0.0,0.19550410697818746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109680183275663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300141933346774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892337389929268,0.10888755306170587,0.0,0.08540922521620707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211127187256895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037037779974904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858320873886107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940422721027228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123252471649205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578683618213713 socialanxiety,Alexvergy,2019/01/20,"Anyone else get super anxious eating in front of people??? So my best friend is getting married next year...but has a bunch of bridal parties and what not, which will likely be at restaurants. I get anxiety eating in front of others, especially at restaurants .... does anyone else get this?? Suggestions on how I could fix this issue?? 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So I have always been a quiet person. But ever since like 9th grade I got worse. I would purposely avoid people that i know would try to talk to me in school just so i didn’t have to speak in front of others. And if i do have to interact I’m usually in a panick for words and my brain is just struggling to get them out. all the while im overthinking about everything they might notice about me and how weird they might think i am. I can picture me having a perfect conversation with someone but when the time comes that immediately goes away. Is this social anxiety?or is this something else? just curious as to what’s wrong with me. I am to embarrassed to tell anyone how i feel in real life. 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Amidst this rising action towards discussing mental illness and removing the stigma, I can't help but notice that social anxiety disorder is often left in the corner. I couldn't be happier that mental illnesses are getting the attention they deserve, but it seems like most of that attention is directed towards the less taboo ones: depression, general anxiety, OCD, and so on. This isn't to say any illness is ""better"" than another, but in the eyes of the healthy community, it seems as though certain ones are easier to understand. &#x200B; Even aside from that, I'm sure many of us have tried to research solutions to our problems. Ever noticed how limited the results are? There are a few books, a few articles, and a few forums such as this one. Only one documentary I've ever seen. Practically zero movies or shows with a truly socially anxious protagonist, or if they are, one that isn't romanticized. Unlike depression or general anxiety, there isn't a lot of help for us to find out there, because socially anxious people don't feel comfortable putting themselves into the world. I know I don't, at least. &#x200B; I wish SAD had as much traction as other mental illnesses right now. It still feels very under the radar and not talked about as much as it could be. And that's ironic, considering the fact that [it's currently the most common anxiety disorder in America](https://adaa.org/about-adaa/press-room/facts-statistics), affecting roughly 15 million people, whereas GAD and panic disorder affect about 6 million people. &#x200B; I wish this stigma wasn't so strong. Maybe one day we'll get the notice, respect, and sympathy we deserve.",9.840424757281555,9.649785766990293,9.47003033980583,61.5648513349515,58.644012944983814,13.161893203883496,41.64259708737864,12.38480682065935,5.679195631067962,1418,69,208,42,16,459,173,309,0.25,0.65,0.101,-0.994,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,5,0,2,3,17,14,0,1,17,0,23,6,1,5,5,51,36,27,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,20,11,0,2,9,2,0,4,10,6,0,9,3,6,14,8,33,28,10,25,0,4,2,0,16,14,0,10,8,155,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354627206948675,0.2640637643267508,0.0492609709817874,0.07595855659955064,0.2770779976910391,0.1636707922829061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044158112412498285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406636581433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783660827273621,0.0,0.0,0.04671713092076776,0.0,0.12478312537046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320852564314136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784524420419868,0.13105035747858168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325462073813993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620788922699475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756927245862443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710860433653618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981055324097496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870513263730727,0.0,0.0,0.035390012615738424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615850060292364,0.0,0.0,0.048353562549617056,0.07344172696511486,0.0727746631267555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920057007063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650192840649864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474166788344329,0.0,0.0,0.2945190491745825,0.055093086755253484,0.0,0.0849915016106235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066014393495786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931429338488622,0.0,0.07282115391824573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186246868622303,0.0,0.057606361630888385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189140145500955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536955395399617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057849840152204526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827285440405075,0.0,0.0,0.05822368518750764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117090194672877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918129297525863,0.0,0.0,0.07541150309244271,0.1742702786954809,0.0,0.0,0.05976972131636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666024382514285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640637643267508,0.0 socialanxiety,noah_camaro,2019/01/20,"Social anxiety controlling everything How do i overcome my anxiety its to the point right now where i cant even be around people who arent close friends or my gf/family at all, they are the only people who see the real me and everyone else just sees someone who is dead silent and never says a word in social situations that im forced into ill just run off and hide somewhere for hours until its safe to leave idk how to handle people i just feel unwanted everytime im around new people. does anyone else have these problems Tl;dr how do i overcome social anxiety that controls everything",6.565145385587861,7.238645716814162,7.100404551201012,72.90840707964604,65.28318584070797,10.350948166877373,31.18710493046776,10.290406445055957,3.3149706700379262,478,17,81,11,7,157,78,113,0.223,0.753,0.024,-0.9569,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,5,2,24,11,8,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,11,10,1,16,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,1,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968260155738245,0.0,0.0,0.09043503016667856,0.13252044374913796,0.0,0.23027366454078466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012357930211885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318317032320516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160879610611352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542548379659262,0.0,0.0,0.12358648927822467,0.2324784643382053,0.0,0.12192686354231888,0.0,0.06539637868900619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992499513890496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737031815959446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794110497535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369485911693943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975221832481014,0.12491391773179085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836617344513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35866234700581084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222647195311702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375748404902585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472131581822334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045259365419664,0.0,0.1028535101854128,0.0,0.0,0.20612875862081514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537955197887106,0.0,0.3955265690193139,0.10958632662822324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IntrovertRook,2019/01/20,"Does this seem like social anxiety? Or is it me just being weird? I had various episodes were a potential interaction or the possibility of being the center of attention lead to me feeling a gut-wrenching sensation that caused me to renounce what I wanted to do and leave. I overthink during conversations and can't take compliments, because I can't look past the flaws and I don't believe they are sincere. My mind jumps to worst-case scenarios and I get randomly hit with feelings of others hating me. I feel observed and judged when doing things which makes my heart go faster and making me nervous. One friend heard of my experiencs and said that while I never had something diagnosed officialy, it doesn't mean that the problem isn't there. I was always a reserved and quiet kid and I sometimes thought of it being caused by SA. So I want to hear the opinions of those that actually have it. Are these signs of me suffering from SA? Or am I just mistaken and my mind is playing tricks on me?",4.806507936507939,6.739257375661374,5.494370370370373,78.1126666666667,70.48148148148148,8.637883597883599,31.11851851851852,9.21078282632365,2.9172226455026458,800,35,142,17,15,259,119,189,0.123,0.8059999999999999,0.071,-0.8283,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,2,1,8,0,20,2,1,5,1,37,39,16,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,15,11,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,6,0,1,7,9,24,5,16,28,1,10,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,6,6,105,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.15900302867952076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355766541966234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246463751897448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932489575691048,0.0,0.0,0.18357422649817534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347624075467667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653776466542879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425872852081142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715756078610365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258847383458501,0.0,0.08512786856529386,0.0,0.0926008639959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608665754147593,0.0,0.0,0.1836418647207106,0.1930811545556931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252677913296044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960279825953492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682606101569378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752345366812506,0.0,0.0,0.1774861826401318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290398864448752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566707544775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104103423640687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554182338123032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368700959199052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590872410046994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499041930142352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833174455441475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609377390383126,0.0,0.12543687925205113,0.1611488801909806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250836213075762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824811681296284,0.0,0.0,0.12935379453901294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220895323569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inSystem,2019/01/20,"What non-traditional ways do you cope with social anxiety? Guys, what non-traditional means do you cope with social anxiety? I mean something other than psychotherapy and medication. Some life hacking how to make friends, communicate, feel comfortable or even just accepting. Share your strange and unexpected finds, please. Because well-known things do not help me.",7.6841954022988475,11.45008856896552,6.490344827586206,65.74747126436785,68.48275862068965,10.763218390804601,35.5287356321839,10.504223727775694,5.063852873563219,299,15,42,10,6,90,47,58,0.112,0.679,0.209,0.8127,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,15,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354264472523173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364286308659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480182850199755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108511745057846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003756816541702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937945641162172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707588678194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694776570890064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548512857033151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463402348180684,0.0,0.0,0.4776196627357151,0.0,0.2208549450770168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406528299365437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469624119151718,0.0,0.16877685651862862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564916624752872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401755139011849,0.0,0.0,0.19711747597728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LeMasterofSwords,2019/01/20,"What harder for you guys? Meeting new people, or talking to people you kind of know? For me I’d rather meet a stranger then talk to someone I vaguely know anyway of the week ",2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.57142857142857,4.666666666666667,25.952380952380953,3.1291,0.4059523809523813,137,5,27,0,3,43,28,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311967555826978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32809557517176513,0.3463070441780339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042953213821256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368579423797245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695669374506376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064805855972161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272911280505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,srfnzk,2019/01/20,"I fundamentally disagree with the whole ""Just stop caring about what people think"" thing... Is it just me that doesn't understand this at all? Even if I could ""just stop caring"", I actually think it's a bad thing to do. Of course it matters what other people think of you. It's not like you are the only person in the world. And people think things for a reason, if you ignore it then you are just losing opportunities to improve yourself.",4.914642857142859,6.235206892857146,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,69.35714285714286,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.092109523809524,345,8,65,4,6,112,55,84,0.191,0.703,0.106,-0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,21,13,4,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,4,9,12,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1759434500363574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505401099277331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676487506419182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395214503254866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908418799944055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808379987880449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017057504133435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371236704871151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749848329293061,0.1574280157590198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185374908431989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30147202128590145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593431010122198,0.4621070632560548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876950940673173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012946882895824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,damurphy72,2019/01/20,"What has improved your ability cope and reduce your social anxiety? If you, in your opinion, have improved over time with either your social skills or just dealing with any debilitating feelings, then what aspects of your life would you credit with the improvement? Was it introspection, a change in environment, or an improvement in a chronic health problem? I'm interested, even if it is more than one thing...",9.658857142857146,10.395787600000002,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,58.71428571428571,11.571428571428573,40.35714285714286,11.20814326018867,4.9380000000000015,332,16,49,8,4,104,53,70,0.053,0.701,0.246,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,7,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,2,9,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,2,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933697585419874,0.0,0.2175292303134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080771983265026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29315540807631607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781244329448712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377739660730707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302253891507333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008468996289718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926849196901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208737278644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797240512154677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889114665176756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580849327754638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019961789333724,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SaItMime,2019/01/20,"Anyone know how to stand up for themselves? I’d like to be more assertive,, but it’s pretty difficult due to my social anxiety... Any tips?",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,82.33333333333334,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.5623925925925919,108,4,20,2,3,36,25,27,0.103,0.695,0.202,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33375794646119955,0.0,0.375457412535098,0.0,0.0,0.34317580650678925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972851392037145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977801696665266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49931573151865793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003044692891541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Brace31,2019/01/20,"How do I stop doubting everyone? First of all, I'd like to apologize if this is the wrong sub for this. Lately, I've been doubting everyone. Oh, my gf is being nice? It's actually because she secretly hates me and just doesn't want to hurt my feelings. Oh, my friend congratulated me for my grade? He actually feels really jealous and hates you for it. I'm not sure if it's the result of my social anxiety or not, but I'm sick of it. I'm literally going insane; I overthink every single fucking social interaction. What can I do? I don't wanna stay this way. I don't wanna doubt everyone around me and go absolutely paranoid.",2.3545733333333345,4.548949464000002,5.1813,76.46848333333334,78.36,8.326666666666666,26.416666666666664,9.075114841892004,2.521386666666667,493,20,93,13,12,177,78,125,0.188,0.6970000000000001,0.115,-0.753,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,13,4,3,2,0,10,2,0,2,2,25,21,8,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,1,2,15,4,11,19,2,8,0,1,0,1,10,1,1,6,4,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.3299213687759337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931672766575358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504832892180041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304648230221876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424252421936717,0.484580851568433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094550847042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437871059524509,0.0,0.0,0.13060149082686112,0.15627667803016845,0.0,0.0,0.19214101802392924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337881120372022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809630416679656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068682794765532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258542110261967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082926843096114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446342229238952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801763643372258,0.0,0.14132674715901467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932015882720893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970539786120164,0.13417773396532176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482097660098806,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,No_Recover,2019/01/20,"How do I make a friend from work? I noticed this new guy working at my job. I thought he was extremely attractive, he just stood out. He rides his bike to work. I always looked at him whenever I saw him around. I wanted to be his friend but we didn't work in the same section and I'm not good with talking or approaching people because I have anxiety. I always just kept to myself at work and I didn't care for making friends, being alone or talking, just getting the work done. Then one day out of all the people who could of been sent to be my partner, IT WAS HIM. So we had to work together now. I was so scared and surprised. I honestly thought this was like destiny or something. He introduced himself and tried talking to me. That didn't go so well since I didn't say much. Throughout a few weeks of working together, I started to force myself to talk to him and make conversations. I've never done that before but I just really wanted to be his friend. I was comfortable with talking to him. We just sort of hit it off. We had a lot of similarities we were the same age, did some college, liked the same video games, anime and movies. My feelings/crush on him kind of died as I got to know the real him but he was really cool so I liked him in a friendly way. I'm pretty sure he was straight anyways. We only really had brief interactions so I wouldn't consider him my friend. I'm sure he'd say the same thing. Yesterday he told me he wanted to quit and that he applied to another job. I wanted to ask for some contact info like if he had a Kik or Telegram. I don't have any social media. I would ask for his phone number but I don't know how and if I did, would he just kindly reject me? He never asked me for any contact info. So i'm not sure if he would want to stay in contact with some shy dude he was forced to work with. He always complained about money problems, sometimes about riding his bike and being hungry. I had fantasies about buying him food or giving him a ride home but I could never really offer because i'm scared of rejection or something negative coming out of that. I'm openly gay, just not at work. What if he found out I was gay? Would he react negatively? How do I just casually ask for his contact info without is being weird or awkward? If he did give me his number, whats next? I've never done this before.",1.9259174205520748,3.93243010020877,3.613107863604732,88.11731895151941,78.89561586638831,6.2619531431222475,22.961772210623984,7.3011,0.8981540338668519,1834,59,377,24,45,611,201,479,0.105,0.7290000000000001,0.166,0.9798,2,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,6,0,0,11,24,32,0,3,13,1,47,3,0,7,8,102,85,37,1,18,29,0,0,4,7,5,0,2,1,2,13,26,1,1,8,6,2,8,17,8,1,1,35,5,64,24,54,35,12,40,0,2,2,2,79,17,0,17,17,259,77,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719326263317862,0.0,0.0,0.16194920181112787,0.0,0.0,0.08823750630404753,0.06802945093466779,0.04963091689161996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057754505202610815,0.2426058751515315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790971360230236,0.0,0.1104115186661984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661466778426701,0.0,0.0,0.05588600424462446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359840631150133,0.0,0.0,0.04184045758712618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733234028624993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991758478007005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844982540702065,0.07113455341328992,0.30074400369471355,0.0,0.03389568419854421,0.12447233529012475,0.03687123494829316,0.054415957266421934,0.05188826161201107,0.0,0.0,0.06423867518082088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507716918163944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876131518022033,0.0,0.0,0.13511933973937293,0.07130967726695607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678298454312092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054480548291438224,0.0,0.0,0.05515631593770889,0.0,0.0,0.12991819980179914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769224191011196,0.0,0.2001493318378781,0.06265885007654842,0.06899768891463183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386317647714527,0.0,0.0,0.04396250205836105,0.049342070334681486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995542945580261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660034846731501,0.0,0.06207876415764041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900493879657016,0.0,0.07384451128689712,0.1662481045401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318598266035074,0.12990688569243913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366712969658216,0.0,0.0,0.06613418381631993,0.0,0.09989134974564297,0.06416525685372844,0.0,0.04592044982302523,0.06915051382500494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834381144182076,0.0,0.0,0.2607293708581692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043101560563155006,0.0,0.0,0.10301057558406447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061992990403185684,0.0,0.04404739251435001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913314079399522,0.051496539414075726,0.052040614746570624,0.0,0.058332437100615066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625393516050393,0.0,0.4723140898891246,0.0,0.0,0.18434774130575146,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HopelessNugget,2019/01/20,"Why I dont like to hang out So I have a circle of friends I used to be toght with, but the last couple years I've drifted apart from them. The last time I hung out w them was at a Halloween party and I just did again last night to watch some MMA fights and drink. It's just sad to see everyone be able to laugh and keep conversations about stuff that I've missed since I've isolated myself and I dont have much to contribute to the convo. It also hurts to see my friend and his gf get along so well while me and my gf have our issues sometimes. I just dont like talking. And i suck at it when I do do it. This is why I go months between hanging out. I was dreading this night for days. But It ended up being alright. It just sucks that I am the sort of weirdo while everyone else laughs and gets along",1.7916928158546668,3.081073491329484,2.9391123038810925,96.00001445086708,77.09248554913296,6.0989265070189935,20.44962840627581,6.5431188927421005,-0.05420363336085776,626,14,151,5,14,201,101,173,0.192,0.679,0.129,-0.909,1,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,11,15,3,1,6,1,16,1,0,1,0,24,26,16,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,14,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,7,1,0,3,3,20,8,23,20,2,25,0,3,3,0,11,7,2,2,16,100,31,0,0.13877683528400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097978503793243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153553928664163,0.0,0.08949957803705039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879362521907629,0.13594846568534574,0.0,0.0,0.11593023842523027,0.0,0.12291508491462773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652144265289869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443727737920235,0.0,0.14501033726649498,0.0,0.07887007360532647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485634724223091,0.0,0.0,0.1448469606827674,0.0,0.1233512276108419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393649291618071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559870366210516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077034591545792,0.0,0.10201694180106907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604653178268012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117434044784265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147976322271782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725383861037482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886627433324516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154356342819598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092188866785224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985862819334707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477704134823295,0.0,0.2504490169758145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936773194563072 socialanxiety,benstillerfaggot75,2019/01/20,"Is there medication that can help me with my crippling social anxiety? I have had crippling social anxiety my whole life, and it has been an unbearable issue during adulthood - making meaningful relationships with people and working productively in my office job are things that have become just impossible. I have been going to the doctors mainly for my depression for 6 years now and have complained consistently about how much my social anxiety is contributing towards how dark my life is becoming. So far I have been on the regular antidepressant classes such as SSRI's and SNRI's, which were entirely unsuccessful in addressing my social anxiety. I have persisted in mentioning how troubling this social anxiety is for me but my doctor has not mentioned any further options for me to pursue. I have tried implementing strategies to tackle this problem that were developed with my psychologist but this has been to no avail either - no matter how much I expose myself to social situations it never becomes easier for me. I have a new job starting in a week and it makes me sick to my stomach to think about, to the point that I can't see myself going - I just can't! The most insignificant social interactions which fill my professional life are so taxing on me, I just can't do it. Socially, all of my friendships have fallen away, I am entirely alone. Is there medication I can seek to remedy my issue once and for all? Is there something that has helped you? TLDR social anxiety is unbeatable for me, is there medication that can help a lost cause like me? ",9.165619047619048,9.15749051428572,9.34785714285715,61.29047619047623,59.92857142857143,12.752380952380953,37.95238095238096,12.10132525352546,5.050423809523808,1264,54,193,37,15,419,142,280,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.06,-0.9749,2,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,17,6,0,0,8,0,38,10,1,7,3,32,46,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,1,0,16,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,8,1,36,1,31,38,8,21,0,2,1,0,18,11,0,2,7,164,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931927669446559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208063206849305,0.0,0.35152528172512715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195441293524166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25374734954296163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867420228140258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659628090073416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567766050529679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870503848844574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540005421839688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987031709739935,0.15199819127818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228339261337102,0.03741571043374353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360190482082598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224256851447457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231454905910224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259801902756945,0.0,0.05906730678836681,0.0739665625958855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156084791814955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053094605914039035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239786562365655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732817916277065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822239538670413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102857073170795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608508905065135,0.0,0.7026216435350162,0.0,0.05895910764977444,0.0,0.0,0.0542074714444411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087987209277189,0.04907276960112345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051996393352542636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143211028415055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550475546305306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055755012503458073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931842400101924 socialanxiety,Piterer,2019/01/20,"I don't know what to do I don't know where to start but I need help, I don't know what to do anymore, so I'll guess i start about telling some things about me, I am 16 years old from Germany and suffering from social anxiety my whole life (already as kid not wanting to play with other kids, hated kindergarten) and so it continued with 1-4 class, but I managed it to finish it. But as the 5 class started it all went downhill, I started to get bullied, beaten up and spit on, I changed the school and the same happend all over again, I got through it, but since then I never attended any class anymore, yes, I don't go to school since 6th grade and that's the problem, I tried to go to school many times but because of my social anxiety I was always the quiet weirdo, I always felt alone and uncomfortable so I never gone longer then 1 week to school again,it was always an other school because we had to move many times because they wanted to take me away from my mother. Once my mother left me at a psychiatry for 8 month's and because I never opened up on them they released my saying I'm just lazy and pretending to have social anxiety, after that I was on a cared living(a House of People with psychic problems and therapist) I ended up running away from there 1 month later because I got beat by one guy there, and since then my life just goes on and im sitting since 2 years in my room all day long gaming and going once a month out of the house Added to this I have depressions and tried to kill myself, cutted myself on daily basis(but I'm over this, I just wanted attention) and feeling just alone, everybody gave up on me and don't believe in me, it's to the point i see my mother like once a day and not talking to each other for like a week because I'm just in my room with my door locked, my rooms looks like a bomb has been going of but I just don't have motivation to do anything, sometimes too i don't eat for 2 days just because I don't want to confront with my mother, every word from her is aimed to make myself feel even more bad, and my father is someone I never met, he gone in another country when my mom was pregnant( I was an accident my mom was 16) And I could write so much more but I guess nobody even caring about it, I don't know what to do in my life anymore, every help would be appreciated, and I'm sorry for misspellings (And I'm sitting here atm over 30 minutes trying to post this )",5.405991428571426,4.8975018220000015,6.053485714285718,83.46760000000002,67.78,8.502857142857144,29.857142857142854,7.5804360353943165,1.7090142857142854,1901,60,400,17,28,622,220,500,0.155,0.772,0.073,-0.9924,0,2,0,0,0,2,42.0,1,0,3,3,23,16,5,0,15,1,31,5,1,2,7,77,73,37,1,9,16,7,3,3,0,1,3,2,4,3,19,29,1,0,9,3,1,10,15,10,0,1,16,7,60,6,70,54,10,74,0,2,2,0,28,29,0,3,35,262,79,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538708489990814,0.07212669852726412,0.0,0.16315497622710326,0.0,0.0,0.04444723432525907,0.06853595649661269,0.15000131476458795,0.0,0.19445951627440808,0.0,0.0,0.053785944560671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281627643317032,0.0,0.05457310692323069,0.2789011567270084,0.0,0.0,0.07363865786898044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332783308621549,0.0,0.06914251386079884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218486824847497,0.0,0.0,0.12645592790732044,0.0,0.05629471671629917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687988760277319,0.0,0.0,0.05788981154098038,0.0,0.0,0.08633970212562386,0.0,0.1101377162379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609624675404538,0.0,0.06275612236800236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034148050671249965,0.0,0.1485830221866362,0.0,0.10454917955874328,0.0,0.14400344291336525,0.06471695695178951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645297487315832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876192410730326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083398427229422,0.0,0.0,0.07060032245113028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231147016072835,0.0,0.14368121076411736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101413965681562,0.0,0.13849770427321986,0.09579519965738154,0.0,0.0,0.05784179444898569,0.05488617703528803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043628497008280434,0.13253013826613436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309834902249608,0.15650986501361322,0.06946763799627055,0.0480473290886384,0.048463822305938535,0.20163952098982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858462312916792,0.20881970754985724,0.044289819881798406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453125912021379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061786594559592324,0.0,0.06259708468783126,0.0,0.0,0.1250819291120683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051977121096138126,0.0,0.3307404834328225,0.05208368401290715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216266808898124,0.0,0.0,0.19987973514561294,0.055379556413466376,0.0,0.06464299199686882,0.07316548665737146,0.18504938129800075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914279927594131,0.052534120364092114,0.05712776896582442,0.0,0.0,0.07588832720630483,0.04342246834432626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622421426590363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331260271401509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420475539161874,0.0,0.1048561544838334,0.0,0.0,0.060589637956006186,0.0,0.07297242278074106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643007037684792,0.0,0.0,0.08417975977107647 socialanxiety,Fushigibama,2019/01/20,"Nothing to say Saying anything to anyone is near impossible, and when I actually try to talk to someone (which never really happens) it’s like, my mind is just blank. There’s no words at all. So I just say some thing and that’s that. Awkward silence time ^wohoo And it’s annoying as hell because my family just says; just say something. Yeah, I would if I could.",1.9138380281690144,4.4676367746478896,3.4937852112676078,85.8212411971831,82.66197183098592,6.366901408450705,24.367957746478872,7.6454224807358475,1.4479140845070422,285,11,55,5,8,94,51,71,0.152,0.78,0.068,-0.73,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,15,5,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,7,3,2,5,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1861017766720285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133346234381638,0.0,0.15693498303843562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625275142011075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522634115721326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978086692033418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864089471520713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931694339862128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925589341658896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470844059023659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829877768582346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217129812097152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7582862664434473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158477493353046,0.14681497756909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328244870698646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266967492858098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111202339855202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947701598662853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547223845524756,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dmx679,2019/01/20,"Why patience is key to managing social anxiety Hey guys, So it's been a while since I last posted here. Last year I found out that I had social anxiety. Kinda explained why I was so freaking out at social events and why not so many people wanted to have some social connection with me. After almost a year of trying to overcome this, I kinda want to sum up some points which were live savers for me and still are. Your situation maybe a slight different, but if this can help even one of you, that's fine for me. So, without further ado, here we go: - Have empathy. Let me explain what do I mean by that. I was always angry at people for distancing themselves from me. Fuck, I said, what is wrong with me? I'm not deformed, I'm not a handicap, what's people fucking problem with me? I was very frustrated. Then I learned I had social anxiety. The more I started analyzing my past, the more I saw it. There were really moments in which because of my anxiety, I acted weird, which in turns made people distance themselves from me. So, instead of being self-absorbed, I started putting myself in the shoes of everyone that in my opinion treated me wrong. And the more I did, the more I saw that I was the one pushing people away from me. Thanks to this, I was able to finally deal with my anger and be able to forgive every single one of those people. - Have patience. This one is very key. If you are going through therapy, medication or just self-help books, this point is for you. Things may not go that fast or smooth as you want them to go. Some days, old thoughts may appear, your anxiety may hit the roof and you may find yourself asking yourself questions like: ""why is this still happening; why the fuck am I not making any progress?"" The reality maybe that you are making progress, but it's just slow progress. Or you maybe doing a great job, but you still feel like a phony. That's what's called imposter syndrome. Google it for more details. Or you are maybe like me right now. Some time may have passed, but you still find it hard to socialize with people. The answer for all of this is patience. Give yourself time to change and grow. It's easier said than done, but it is what it is. There no easy ways fighting anxiety. And whether we like it or not, time has to pass before we start seeing more results. - Don't envy other people. Another easier said than done. If you're a young person like me, I'm sure that you envy your friends, schoolmates, co-workers, etc, for having things you don't have like: anxiety free life, more confidence, having girlfriends/boyfriends, having better results/grades, etc. I think that this is normal reaction but it's not a healthy one. You have your journey and other people have theirs. Nobody can win the comparison game. There will always be people better looking than us, having better soulmates or cars or whatever. But we too are far better than other people, who are in even worsen situations than us. Envying people in our case also is connected to the feeling that everyone's life is progressing, only ours is stuck in a loop. Or maybe we are just crazy and that's why we don't have the things that we want to have? Sound familiar? - Don't self-diagnose yourself. If you have health anxiety, I'm sure that you've been afraid of getting or having some awful desase that will kill you like cancer or something. Most of the times, these thoughts are just worries which bare no truth value in them. But if you have real concerns about having something, the best way to know if you have or don't have something is to consult a professional. Don't stamp desases on yourself without knowing if you even have them or not. - Have a positive mindset. This one all depends on you. I know that most people are skeptical when they hear the words ""positive mindset"" because they imagine some slimy snake oil salesman saying them just to make a buck of of naive people. While this is true in some casses, it's not true in others. Having a positive mindset is all about having hope that no matter what happens, you will succeed. Are you feeling uncertain just by reading this? Me too. You may ask: ""yeah dude, good fucking advice, but what if my life is already fucked up and I cannot fix it?"" Or ""what if I have a positive mindset and still end up in ruin and misery?"" Well two things I can certainly say here is: we don't know the future. I cannot guarantee for you or even for me that the future will be happy or sad or whatever. Shit happens you know? But that doesn't mean that you have to stop fighting and pushing forward. And the second thing is: feeling depressed will not help you. No cosmic force will hear you or heal you or magically rearrange your life so it will become better. I'm sorry if this sounds a bit harsh, but it is what it is. I want to be upfront about this. Develop a positive mindset. - Listen to music. Music can really help you and motivate you. Spend more time on listening some music that you really like. - Read self-help books and therapy. This is very key also. There are plenty self-help books out there, who can help you along the way. Therapy is also important, because you can share all of your troubles to a professional, who's job is to help you out and get your life back on track. Overall, no matter where you are right now, this is your journey. It is a hard and bumpy road, filled with a lot of moments with doubt or even despair. But I know that you can do it. Just keep pushing forward. 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I had made a lot of progress over the last few years with my social anxiety. It helped loving myself and acting as my true self which took away a lot of shame in dealing with people. The other day all of that went away when I was over at a relative's house when two people who I know who I haven't seen a while come up to me. So one of the people I was nervous around was attractive. It's not that I was attracted to them but their attractiveness itself as sort of a social hierarchy thing(which I don't believe in but apparently my body has due to society thinking attractive people are gods). Anyways I felt myself shaking and getting red around them and I could barely look them in the eye. I felt as if I was a kid again going through this dumb shit all over again. I was fucking raging(in my head). I know nobody really cared but the fact my body decides to still act like I'm a child is beyond frustrating it's like all my work doesn't even matter because of my crappy genetics. I'm so over this dumb bullshit.",3.0172090777402225,4.978061348623854,4.09482858522453,86.1405866731048,75.42201834862385,6.974794785127957,24.776436504104296,7.85451343220497,1.3576660550458717,866,29,171,13,19,281,129,218,0.182,0.7070000000000001,0.112,-0.9478,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,2,13,17,5,3,12,0,17,8,6,1,5,31,35,15,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,8,0,0,7,0,0,7,4,8,0,2,14,6,28,9,32,19,6,32,0,0,4,2,15,15,4,4,12,128,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970859867184674,0.14337244835565985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259540414003144,0.0,0.0,0.2384726974156629,0.0,0.0,0.07736330475386298,0.0,0.0,0.14298438192465876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229060024447855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939344845326714,0.0,0.0,0.10932193490783457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132750036813312,0.0,0.0,0.08184660618841418,0.1308388854864663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382301702155126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370746638925156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732647246425144,0.066305362705658,0.0,0.07212601440147684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130246520498559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850652591457171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643737839967166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949309852880942,0.10344878460308513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240038661824462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657263897396337,0.0,0.0,0.2157890964723305,0.11454144708122692,0.12008553825168512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599766351826761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35193432547181885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130194987430397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239505907910415,0.0,0.1302715382644045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873801629129434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135068210910546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431352468296302,0.08131895778907551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100194698071036,0.0,0.0,0.1239728643228446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764706452950915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923921666771848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172603405434849 socialanxiety,thisMIGHTbeouryear,2019/01/20,"How the fuck do I find a girlfriend I got a fuck ton of social anxiety and I really want a girl friend. Im 19 and haven't had a relationship before and really crave having a relationship. Only problem im fucking terrified of talking to people and my life right now has limited communication to females. Right now I work (no females there), gym and uni. People who have social anxiety and relationship where did you find your SO and what tips would you give to actually find one. 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Buddhism is all about suffering. Suffering is the one eternal truth that exists in our lives, such as the anxiety that comes with talking to people, maybe out of fear that we may feel too low to talk to them. But in this suffering comes lessons to be learned. Imagine your last suffering, then look deeply on what caused that feeling of insecurity or doubt when it came to talking to someone. Was it a parent that neglected their child or an abusive parent, leaving the child without any love to be received while having so much to give? Identifying this suffering and then forgiving its existence, yourself, and anyone else involved is the first step towards happiness and loving the self enough to love others. If you want more insight, I’d highly recommend “The Heart of Buddha’s Teaching” by Thich Nhat Hanh. 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The only job I’ve really had has been an at home job where I work for the same company as my mom and she talks to the boss, so I’ve been able to handle it pretty well. But I’m 25 and I need more money and I’m trying to be an adult so I can pay for myself and grow. The job is at a pet store that’s opening up and I would love to work there because I love animals and have quite a bit of knowledge about their care. But I don’t know if I can handle it. I’m horrible on the spot and don’t know what to say to any of the questions, like a weakness is obviously SA but I can’t just say I’m shit at talking to people! Ahh And even if I get the job I’m scared I won’t be able to handle helping the customers and the idea of handling a register. Or what if someone asks a question and I don’t know the answer. It’s just all so scary and overwhelming! I don’t know what I’m going to do and the day of my interview is fast approaching!",0.07293154761904573,1.6111269776785733,2.8458928571428608,93.65744047619049,82.79464285714286,6.230952380952381,20.93452380952381,7.2636822038024595,0.4313684523809518,769,23,189,11,21,271,112,224,0.109,0.818,0.073,-0.8917,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,1,2,19,0,21,4,1,1,3,40,39,24,0,5,9,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,1,7,15,0,0,9,0,3,3,6,5,1,0,3,2,18,5,23,32,5,14,0,1,0,2,16,8,1,6,4,121,25,11,0.2435690203741127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281764309599919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385207732446108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423870704707332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295714321266586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241674246478338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785409340894975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043752040148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362738010244444,0.0,0.06921294366444272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162959007108514,0.0,0.1221597934196323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747988833965866,0.0,0.0,0.6042616735122873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677183274348612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949776010417542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198305504571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263254643862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030167117777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262260781746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443004526382747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389862918196405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27285304620799183,0.12953281733560218,0.0,0.0,0.07801827569643617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936958611461325,0.12192754017682032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250100496165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318762027581968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577155234620028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268368827180908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949890038986657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773211477253859,0.0,0.0,0.0865122218685876,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CharlieWhiterun,2019/01/20,How do you handle being stuck somewhere with people you have nothing in common with? How do you handle being stuck in a place where no one is like you and people don't understand you? I'm always searching for a better job. 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I graduate in May, and I'm panicking about finding my first full-time job. As an undergraduate, I studied biology and was going to go to med school. My family and friends had high hopes for me because I was always a good student. They thought I'd be a successful doctor. But I developed this terrible social anxiety disorder. It got so bad that for a time I was afraid to go to class. I decided not to go to medical school, even though I had the grades to go. I thought I'd have a breakdown or become very depressed because the medical profession is known for causing a degradation in mental health. I decided to get my masters in accounting, so I could quickly get a job. When I switched from the medical path, my family turned on me. They started telling me I was too old to be in school, and pressuring me because I've never worked full-time in my life. I thought that accountants didn't need to speak to people very often. I was wrong. The interview process for accounting is all about your personality, being a good fit for the office. Unfortunately, interviews nearly bring me to full-blown panic attacks. I practice interview questions, but it hasn't helped. I've gotten some interviews with top public firms due to my grades, but I've blown all of them because of my anxiety. I don't have a job lined up yet. My family now tells me I'll never work, and they're afraid for my future, like there's something defective about me. They get angry with me for not getting hired. The need for a job and my past failures to reach any potential I may have had have caused me to dread my future. I fear working. Just the thought of being stuck in a place with people I don't know and having to complete tasks that I don't understand, of having deadlines and expectations, of having to continually talk to people, eat with people, keep up appearances, causes me to panic. I know it's a normal part of life, but I'm mentally weak. I don't believe in myself. I've failed repeatedly to beat this disorder and get out on my own. I tried therapy and I seemed to get better, but it was a false hope. I do alright after getting used to a routine, but when something changes, the anxiety comes back. For example, I had a class last semester where every class the professor randomly called on people to answer questions. Something so simple as answering homework problems caused my fear of going to class to return after a few years. It's been a decade of being stuck in my body, knowing the fear is irrational, yet failing to cope. A decade of panic attacks, derealization/depersonalization, few close friendships, working hard in school for seemingly no reason if I can't get a job. I'm 26. My parents tell me they were married with a house and kids at my age. I have student loan debt. No job aside from a part-time substitute teaching position, where I only sub a couple times per month. I thought I might be able to become a CPA and have a good career, even if accounting isn't my true passion, but I've failed to get a public accounting job. I supposedly had so much potential, and I've accomplished nothing. 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Everyday I’m on reddit and everyday I see social anxiety posts right I’m my home page. I’m taking the steps to be more social whether it’s working out, going out more, calling friends and relatives, exposing myself to social situations, and not gaming as much or smoking weed. I would find myself waking up feeling more confident and not feeling that dread of social anxiety that I’m sure you are all familiar with. It’s such a breakthrough, when you wake up, and social anxiety is still on your mind but it’s not as bad; you understand you control your life. I hear that a lot, that you control your life but I never really internalized it until this week. This illness prevented me, it stole 20 years of my life. I’m not even concerned about reading over this post to fix grammatical errors I don’t fret over that anymore. Idk this is just my two cents, maybe some of you guys should unsubscribe if your serious about getting better.",3.823674242424248,6.583366476851858,4.627979797979798,79.36954545454545,76.3611111111111,7.816161616161617,28.33670033670034,8.710501217029153,2.6577574074074075,933,40,158,21,22,300,130,216,0.086,0.774,0.14,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,1,4,11,8,0,1,6,0,9,7,2,2,3,41,25,18,0,4,14,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,1,1,15,10,0,3,4,2,1,3,6,4,0,1,0,4,24,4,22,21,8,26,0,0,1,1,25,11,0,6,8,111,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31640303322438035,0.0,0.1025450691634434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633472608267267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144894506348987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558301597243457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906999087082862,0.0,0.0,0.2319439057345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682947604903746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045643482719535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450577612338867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988662524010857,0.0,0.05402226054504911,0.0,0.05876463355414323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238231001208503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653937576636945,0.0,0.06930687662930035,0.0,0.10371868490607897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910354816939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879070283059791,0.0933225857597334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387925217389332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440457851710727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601093706662028,0.07666982987771644,0.07974849607053906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774647289895894,0.0,0.2970860080057457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342803554203656,0.0,0.06624072231423572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883030811638776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239645580297153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622599300972282,0.0,0.6324200015787587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102106997692314,0.08257541670681988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745332722347537,0.0,0.07774397232674529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100682816102352,0.1076431028324767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294128633888169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527647081448764,0.0,0.0,0.07345243168257347,0.0,0.0,0.06658624468426029 socialanxiety,SociallyAnxiousAunt,2019/01/20,"Anyone else with social anxiety suffer from paranoia? Does anyone else suffer from paranoia, I have no clue where it came from. But it popped up a couple years after my anxiety.",4.803958333333334,7.517227312500001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,72.75,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5931541666666669,142,4,21,2,3,45,24,32,0.419,0.581,0.0,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820292072795096,0.0,0.0,0.3491825622301157,0.51168035230275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855824854463796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762807607650441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850818948112866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41717323348784746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453075824287297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607942250945988 socialanxiety,PreviousDecision,2019/01/20,"I don't know what's wrong with me Ever since I was a kid I've had trouble socializing and being open with other people. I have always had good friends but it usually takes very long for me to open up to other people, longer than most. However, for the past three or four years it has been a serious problem. I'm now a sophomore in college and I have not been able to make any new friends in college. All of my friends who I talk to on a regular basis are people who I have met in high school and have known for years. Recently I've been very sad because they told me that my social skills are terrible and on a scale from 1 to 10, I am a 2 with social skills. They have even called me a brick and that I need to talk more. (They aren't being rude, I agree with them and respect their honesty.) When I am with this group of friends I am usually very open and confident, however outside of this group I am the complete opposite and I am very quiet. I absolutely abhor this part of me and I feel as if it is holding me back from meeting great people and living out my college experience. Whenever trying to talk to new people, I often get nervous and quiet and I act as if I am a different person than who my current friends see. Something inside me is preventing me from being myself in front of other people and I don't know what to do. I sometimes just don't know what to say in social interactions and just become too quiet. I find it really difficult to connect with other people and speak beyond small talk. I really want to open up to people, be nicer, and a better person but this anxiety I feel around people who I don't know is killing me. I would appreciate any kind of advice or to hear if any other people relate. &#x200B;",4.848011363636363,5.167821869318182,6.070454545454545,80.03818181818181,68.94318181818181,8.9,28.78409090909091,8.841846274778883,2.1501431818181818,1366,45,271,22,22,460,163,352,0.08900000000000001,0.755,0.156,0.982,4,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,3,11,20,2,1,11,0,34,0,0,1,2,57,50,26,1,7,10,0,2,0,5,1,0,6,0,3,22,28,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,10,0,2,8,9,44,10,48,37,4,34,0,1,1,0,35,18,0,7,14,198,66,4,0.07781644875499512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604133310964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474951910989417,0.08431408971466832,0.09455550267207967,0.15875356077938016,0.0,0.059529370304584675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927313743713635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983604576986878,0.0,0.047436184894880634,0.08594215392201253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882232523716061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945929457940007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158906599971916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813016265621251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139703049826716,0.07038943297466116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611941868820453,0.0,0.0,0.07869266922639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112282439823188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006039763803101,0.0,0.04065588271900526,0.0,0.0,0.06526874523928533,0.0,0.08579290946857901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770479327410922,0.0,0.0,0.08221735052915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609237108133319,0.08103385666056727,0.17106354063919427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871334991409116,0.06886510840733426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194308379858671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769991074318698,0.0,0.1503112222251172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426763084408646,0.07428460545135347,0.5394812756206195,0.13589264306502286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445983211757129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997024193530002,0.0,0.07683435529923059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061882763373525676,0.0,0.07875440056197935,0.06200963472814752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437057054312532,0.0,0.0,0.3172962793969998,0.0,0.05990690401930904,0.07696245758013266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850828508721882,0.2501836554983014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435695153604789,0.0,0.052832260698791766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140764895711064,0.2568268792826452,0.045898157630362514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527857253256189,0.0850800708828088,0.09455550267207967,0.10022248337145416 socialanxiety,justkidding1908,2019/01/20,"Thinking everyone’s mad at you Do you all struggle with this like I do? I’m constantly thinking everyone’s mad or upset with me, even though they’re living there life and there attitude has nothing to do with me, everyone’s got shit going on. I still do assume it’s my fault, even though, it has nothing to do with me. How can I get better at dealing with this? ",2.0592277992277985,4.125228783783786,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,78.72972972972974,6.93127413127413,25.43629343629344,7.957251820313856,1.5649752895752895,286,11,58,5,7,95,44,74,0.223,0.7090000000000001,0.067,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,3,2,0,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,10,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680453784381125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053296108660665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588843982713489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250995106919548,0.0,0.0,0.5446782864711769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927059531493136,0.0,0.10798511757054212,0.0,0.15196561868789385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420726593655158,0.09282761691486892,0.0,0.16777929037232112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36463287418518303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503902291444314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517394994611306,0.0,0.0,0.19863613126161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434970874361101,0.3733609983771852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,impendingpeace,2019/01/20,I feel like the only way I can stay sane (somewhat) and not mentally and emotionally unstable is by simply not talking to people. Or at least keeping conversations very surfaced and short. I just end up hands down always obsessing and ruminating on what I said and wishing I said less or said things differently. And now my mind is totally derailed from all the rest of the things I would rather be thinking about and enjoying. It’s just... never ending. Until the next conversation i will be trying to calm down and by the time it occurs and ends I’ll repeat this cycle. MY MIND SUCKS. THE FUCKING END,4.8548574237954805,6.819045203539826,5.701356932153393,76.54951819075715,70.4159292035398,8.56204523107178,28.484759095378564,9.150863307647796,2.5718995083579155,480,18,84,10,9,157,78,113,0.093,0.821,0.086,-0.1842,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,6,0,7,2,1,0,3,27,16,12,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,5,9,3,13,9,6,19,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,3,11,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813466495613166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089010116423486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322160472092638,0.5455690125578823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786358064462613,0.1100127611882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236421689642534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368762172116452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523329104849732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518890956322556,0.0,0.3109784339837155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876903663046301,0.0,0.16377349785523174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171187553850951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067594840116606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394483452836131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641362443547874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377388788157252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461245724275492,0.0986726141280912,0.0,0.0,0.08979466378252703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455126333873012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706050400450766,0.0,0.1222326214102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708456143337115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939233940396466,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PM_ME_ANYTHING_IM_ME,2019/01/21,"Assistance Please! (X Post from r/Relationship_Advice) So I’ve been going out with this girl for a few weeks now, and we’ve been on 4 dates so far. I really struggled with self confidence issues in the past, but I thought that I had overcome them. Anyways, I really like this girl and I enjoy spending time with her, and she told me that she likes me as well. However, I just noticed now how I probably have appeared like I am not attracted to her. I haven’t really had any physical contact with her, partly because I don’t want her to think I’m a fuckboy who is trying to use her, and partly because I am too scared to make the first move. On our last date, when I was dropping her off, I apologized to not being very flirty, saying that I didn’t have a ton of experience. She said not to worry about it, and then I asked what I could be doing better. She told me “You are a really nice guy, and I really appreciate the level of respect that you are treating me with, a lot of guys aren’t like that. But, this is kind of hard to explain, you should stop overthinking things. If you think something, don’t try to think it over and over, just do it” and then we share an akward silence for a while. I realize now that I probably should have kissed her. But I was way too scared, and I don’t know why. NOTE: I know this sounds like I’m just begging for some r/theredpill people to come and lecture me, but I’m not - I’m asking for REAL advice EDIT: I feel like this might come across as 1 of 3 things: A) that I am lacking the ability to read a situation - this isn’t true, as I knew in the back of my mind that I thought she wanted me to kiss her even during the situation B) that I didn’t want to kiss her - yes I did. Really badly. C) that I wasn’t comfortable in control of a situation - yup, I think this is it. If she went to kiss me, I would have been more than thrilled. I am looking for advice targeting this specifically ",2.863996641477752,4.031336025188921,4.491906801007559,86.42785180520573,74.13853904282117,7.912980688497063,24.56834592779177,8.447377352677275,1.3898299580184723,1490,45,326,26,30,502,187,397,0.058,0.7190000000000001,0.224,0.997,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,2,4,1,3,17,26,0,3,16,2,39,4,0,4,1,64,70,26,0,10,13,0,2,6,0,4,0,3,0,5,26,19,0,2,12,1,1,6,13,4,1,1,18,6,62,22,46,45,8,37,0,0,1,4,38,12,0,6,22,237,88,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783587184713025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062060725168458265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063374944155524,0.0,0.0,0.07017420661546715,0.07619926507838495,0.11126392451351168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071308872120311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722683450449398,0.0,0.0,0.1023571623975588,0.07286461836119949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027714216742395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927093603443223,0.0,0.0,0.0461443897099609,0.06519699817696341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762670469327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051865826100362285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072581298231508,0.0,0.0,0.08175208291741252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525295122117224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503446504498632,0.10030950483724208,0.07439003412349354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675135876796622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663639819763972,0.0,0.0,0.07758698331568302,0.0,0.0,0.06091753971754042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096813679626654,0.09214776619785656,0.0,0.0,0.09699618109508472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390144706995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765390783314807,0.08711911330739608,0.06326900451640617,0.0,0.0,0.10017735958961206,0.0,0.0,0.0874029740687484,0.0,0.19678995360623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128586670046786,0.10387519122273786,0.3507854547732791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681027139296701,0.0725745454439206,0.18273670388345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520530376905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077441367636601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025730738478864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629842463483193,0.0,0.09540598994610296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125973257786507,0.2339058914235268,0.0,0.14490235022596226,0.05321512220671051,0.0,0.0,0.1744079179448206,0.0,0.12392068795783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882034949799116,0.0,0.07530002300160983,0.16148460791726893,0.07243886899276603,0.07320420589076389,0.0,0.0820547519743674,0.08460001901866745,0.08234901127692759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268014819140573,0.0,0.0648293168507046,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RhapsodicTiger3,2019/01/21,Going to try to get treatment. I have an appointment tomorrow and I am going to try to get help for my anxiety. I'm just hoping that it works for me because I've heard that treatment only works for some people.,4.028992248062018,4.970667558139539,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,71.09302325581395,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.2478124031007747,167,6,32,3,3,57,29,43,0.039,0.833,0.127,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443783886260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473376533068476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337988981305717,0.0,0.3631016127705805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412061267262264,0.0,0.0,0.317285946422357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429561328917685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214664192742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337711845759498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651268340035598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,carrollr992,2019/01/21,"Anyone else’s social anxiety get worse when there’s really loud dance/party music playing Like if I’m ever going anywhere with my friends and walk in to blaring loud rap music, I immediately feel awkward and out of place. 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At the time I was in my final year of high school and I started taking medication for my problems right away. However, it never helped me and eventually stopped taking it. Six years later, I finished school and started working full-time. I have been struggling mentally the past few months as I moved far away from all the friends and family I had. I've been pretty lonely lately and wanting to start finding a relationship. Nothing really worked out with online dating, never even got a date out of it. But recently I was able to start hooking up with a coworker. This was my first real ""relationship"" sadly (was virgin boye). Unfunfortunely, it only lasted a week before splitting up. I was told that I was too distant, lacked communication and experience. I was pretty shaken up about this considering it was only a week. I wasn't as mad so much about her not wanting to continue a relationship, but more that it was because of these disorders that ruined it for me. So this weekend I've decided to start going to therapy and try to improve my life before I'm alone forever. 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I have mad anxiety, I take meds for it even. How do you even handle dating? I am so frustrated because I meet great guys, and just assume they are all ass holes who are screwing me and screwing other women. It freaks them out when I start asking them questions. And tbh, I think it would freak me out too if I was on their side. After 4 dates, we had sex, and I am already being asking the guy if he found someone else, only because he stopped texting as much. He could be with another girl, but that is besides the problem. The problem is, I have absolutely no trust at all when dating. &#x200B; I don't even know what to do. My last bf cheated on my for 4 months before I actually found proof, and it has ruined me. &#x200B; How do you do it? 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I know this sounds like I’m putting myself down but it’s absolutely true and it kills me. Today a guy I really really like just showed up at my house and said his entire afternoon was free. My response was to say “sounds like fun” and shut the door on him. I’m a fucking idiot. I can’t fucking believe myself. I have such bad social anxiety. It kills me. I usually need warning for stuff like this. So when things happen impromptu I’m not prepared. I don’t know if this happens to anybody else. But I have to rehearse social interactions in my head cause I wasn’t born with the mechanism to just improv my life. This sucks. I’m so upset. I’m gonna see him again Thursday for an event but it’s really pissing me off that this isn’t the first time I’ve fucked something up with him and it won’t be the last,0.5872772277227725,2.979805509900995,2.5740712871287137,90.99914653465349,87.96039603960396,5.806257425742575,20.95128712871287,7.24861992348623,0.7358274851485151,771,26,164,13,25,257,114,202,0.239,0.635,0.125,-0.9836,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,9,23,11,2,9,0,11,8,2,2,1,24,34,14,2,2,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,1,1,14,7,0,1,4,1,1,1,7,15,0,1,4,5,26,9,18,27,0,25,0,1,1,5,11,11,7,1,17,99,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192867700047115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314731492130046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166587642494523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371836626699316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508273646988852,0.12880766124916646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171621911619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042240933082849,0.0,0.10258942618503752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357038166317792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562833332009289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056315865092095,0.21534681745425924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496256228474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049657487231626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822733280246327,0.2694224098257191,0.0,0.2007510252075252,0.09925198108756944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600384134006485,0.23794633118886535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127683460810649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028470701818657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162352550073736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240407057724847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340108573223282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582319481394668,0.09682973662683243,0.0,0.0,0.09702825587813622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824129928746336,0.0,0.09373805276446777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938793700209856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808930176354165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100018658500767,0.0,0.11541578957208287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410323488755316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SushiLeader,2019/01/21,"Social anxiety just killed a fun time Be me 20 minutes ago. I’m going to an indoor go kart place in my city that is shutting down today and literally having demolition starting tonight at midnight. My barber/friend is the one I’m meeting with because we chilled yesterday and decided to go because we’d never been. Last night was only our second time hanging out outside of his work, but we’re decent friends so it should be lit. Already nervous-ish today because I have to drive and haven’t driven in over a month because of winter break. Going alone, so there’s that too for the drive. Already mentally hating today because I have to drive, go do something essentially alone (i.e. no one is directly coming along with me), and in an hour or so, my friend that I’ve never hung out with is meeting me at my house to go get some food and form a “real” friendship. Anyways, get to the karting place. Alright, this should be fun I suppose. Go inside and see on the sign “No more races being sold today. Sorry.” Then get told by the two girls at the register “Yeah, we are all sold out” followed by the owner going “Yeah, demo starts TONIGHT at midnight.” Kinda happy because I’m now getting out of this. Go back to the parking lot with my friend and BS a second about what we’re going to do today. He’s pretty bummed. See some guy talking to the assumed owner/manager. Whatever. He walks to his car with his daughter right near my friends car. Make an inappropriate joke to my friend accidentally loud enough for them to hear. Lit! Say our goodbyes and go to my car. As I’m walking, the guy asks “Have you guys raced today?” to which I replied “Nah, they’re sold out and shit.” Get in my car and the guy walks over while I’m calling my mom to say they’re sold out and I’m coming home. Roll my window down and he shows me a receipt and says “Hey, I have a ticket for a race for 2 people if you want it. We have to go home so I can’t use it. Do you want it?” I should say yes, right? Do the friendship thing and have the fun that was meant to be had. My reply because “Fuck that, I just got out of this. The answer was already no so it’s going to stay NO!” is “Nah I’m good. Thanks though.” Instantly regret it and do nothing to fix it by telling my friend in his car or going to get the guys receipt. Immediately feel like a dick for allowing that shitty social anxiety to kill a small day with a friend that I’m still “building bonds” with. Now, further social anxiety as I wait to drive with another friend that I’ve never hung out with to go eat and have a beer. This shit sucks :/",2.113858765195136,4.089852360844532,3.5007065738963554,89.2967156509917,78.17466410748558,5.8003998720409475,23.714051503518878,6.7232907121075245,0.7149798144593738,2004,67,414,19,48,656,232,521,0.13,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.9661,1,2,2,0,0,0,60.0,6,3,1,2,16,25,7,0,29,4,35,7,3,3,4,70,91,30,2,7,6,2,1,1,8,3,0,6,3,6,22,39,3,1,5,4,4,32,9,8,0,5,13,11,40,17,71,69,7,93,0,1,4,2,50,30,5,8,30,252,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049436387910570034,0.0,0.0,0.11552097847565335,0.18462943036807355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058479291145878576,0.12799078041343828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213705024722305,0.0,0.0,0.04288338207820696,0.0,0.2379764254981563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056946999843848226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608114921697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035966780082704555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706622653058777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057624907816222926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028198786849722362,0.039841815362379115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743682504105905,0.0,0.38778711082051054,0.051558099101714085,0.1748238938520049,0.0,0.4754272569802253,0.04677689683282631,0.044604045985559865,0.0,0.0,0.27610337413515484,0.0,0.05936777918050906,0.0,0.05506093671912423,0.0,0.0,0.06285639553337133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188291750810893,0.0,0.05492182479773187,0.06435063382670025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234016050224598,0.0,0.0,0.04545966972750207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027246210882110503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047413321935421145,0.0,0.0,0.037226642907222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056202642441877775,0.0,0.0,0.06531668473090017,0.04451476485818845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290388672301743,0.0,0.0,0.05233599426340405,0.0,0.05351243797258474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558185233160697,0.04241529598134405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038663620513050896,0.0,0.11653472988012778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673773555148168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634780174724434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525387209176732,0.0,0.17740090620349785,0.0,0.0,0.08888230578619777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449339162592467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705502603778369,0.0,0.042934164868831635,0.0,0.06242950437669587,0.0789480237707438,0.059442976171351226,0.0445376768128756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044825494191741665,0.04874509096596686,0.05134515734843384,0.0,0.0,0.03705084598485255,0.0,0.05479335156405737,0.0,0.06503940772522694,0.0,0.31717837474638866,0.05329024540082092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447879826633426,0.0,0.0,0.048167030680973257,0.0,0.0,0.06578871330898516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060093502952459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ooChivalryoo,2019/01/21,"Dining hall but anxiety We have a meal plan, in which students have three free card swipes a day in the dining hall. Sometimes I don’t even go for dinner because I get anxious. I mean it’s fine eating dinner alone right? I don’t always need my friend or roommate to come with me. But I always feel that others stare at someone who eats alone. Yup this is part of my social anxiety. Does anyone else feel like this way/ what things have helped you? 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And it's not like these are just random humans I'll never talk to again, I'm talking my best friends here. Whenever I text them I have to hit send as fast a possible so I can actually have a conversation. Another thing is that I (probably irrationally) feel like they are judging everything I say. Lastly if they don't respond kinda quickly I feel like they don't want to talk to me, and won't ever want to talk to me again. Is this a common thing, or am I just crazy? 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My school is big and I have a few friends. I know a good few girls in my school. Basically my parents are gone away this weekend and I’m throwing a party. I want to invite this girl that I kinda know (she’s very popular) and then she’d invite all her friends (that’s how it works in my school) the word would get around. Basically I’ve always had social anxiety but I’ve got so so anxious and feeling like I’m gonna throw up when I try ask her like today I was going to but pussyed out. Tomorrow I want to invite her and make sure I have the party cause I really want it to happen. Any tips with being able to do it? Thanks guys ",0.2147066942719107,2.329018962732917,2.5567184265010354,92.66322118702554,86.08074534161491,5.565355417529331,19.503450655624565,6.937597516519254,0.2705111111111109,587,17,132,8,18,200,94,161,0.051,0.7120000000000001,0.237,0.9722,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,3,2,26,28,14,0,4,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,19,8,16,20,4,19,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,10,76,26,4,0.14580609855842813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132235428363768,0.0,0.0,0.09915314692389664,0.0,0.3346237989250676,0.16471938931509789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979834040501986,0.13630901977562407,0.0,0.1369896292389061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978302735783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737239444142151,0.1041639059435771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252988601171517,0.0,0.07617766857198889,0.0,0.08286496591361457,0.12229523774731875,0.11661445665776528,0.0,0.0,0.14437096117500395,0.1289358514231828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160262437217626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246698961026225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395913091894913,0.0,0.0,0.09732670299066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408204385630384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299897321129502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190041746071268,0.0,0.0,0.10108359004048917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508273344431464,0.0,0.0,0.09340712031506143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426906678716609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863095568535498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374205223470206,0.0,0.0,0.11719341898441354,0.0,0.13423866588545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820713277377555,0.0,0.0,0.0989927699574972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030530136064302,0.2580006439065362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614857629278833,0.0,0.0,0.10357646903456977,0.0,0.0,0.0938943470309074 socialanxiety,KReynoo,2019/01/21,"I recently developed social anxiety. Recently I have developed a feeling that whenever my roommate has friends over I do not want to leave my room. Normally I am okay at talking to people in public and giving presentations, yes I am an introvert but most of the time I normally just suck it up and do these things. However, I have this feeling that I can go out of my room when people are over. Sometimes I don't even like to go out if my roommate is in the living room. I feel like I can't even cook since we live in a college apartment where the kitchen is right next to the living room and he's always in there. I honestly love being alone and when my roommate moved back this semester I kinda got sad. I don't know but if they're any tips for this I would love to hear some. 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Im have been on paxil for 5 weeks now. 4,5 weeks on 20mg and half a week now on 30mg. I felt like there was a difference about 4 weeks in but felt that may be placebo. Does an increased dose reset the kick in time? Or is it just a week or so? Please also let me know how quickly any of you guys on paxil noticed a difference in anxiety. Also, I am doing it in combination with cognitive behavioral therapy, so dont you worry about me!",2.0903217821782185,3.3374809405940584,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,76.22772277227722,8.218316831683168,24.506188118811878,8.841846274778883,1.6870881188118814,369,12,81,8,8,130,72,101,0.021,0.8490000000000001,0.13,0.8927,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,13,1,0,0,6,0,11,2,1,1,0,11,14,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,7,1,13,6,1,19,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,3,11,56,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511532280884834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678559751937117,0.0,0.24025461904799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281252803065676,0.0,0.0,0.1374177702184037,0.0,0.18403766775667066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30154632236622725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548411555057948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961904902415492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629942996832089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057353251189418,0.0,0.07671679157089542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877938226431753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237148248996814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795771753776044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156529522471757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297988660104541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947130775444324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Therealrobettaja,2019/01/21,"Why cant i actually act normal around pretty girls??? (This is a post where I ""let it all out"", sorry if you get tired of some teenage nuthead ranting about himself...) WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN? is it just because I make it that hard or is it the awkward ""small talks"" that make me (and probably her) SO uncomfortable? Like why can't I behave normally around ""pretty girls""? INFO: 15 yr old boy in 9th grade in highschool who has had a VERY internet heavy childhood. (Very little social interaction in ""Everyday"" life apart from talking to friends and parents) IM TIRED OF THIS! I NEED SOME KIND OF ADVICE/SYMPATHY WITH THIS PROBLEM! I'm sicking tired of it! It *ALWAYS* happens! Even a simple question can just shut my brain down. It's always either I try to avoid eye contact or my words mumble EVEN more than usual. Internet is just not the same thing (No shit?!?!) When you can't see the person's facial expressions while you talk to them. *So... What do I even do?* I try my best and I don't succeed. 15 minutes after a ""small talk"" I always want to just want to explode into thin air.",1.4484615384615367,4.055412952380955,2.8438095238095267,89.05978021978025,86.14285714285714,5.135531135531137,21.886446886446887,6.67199483983844,0.6809853479853483,840,29,161,10,26,272,134,210,0.127,0.7829999999999999,0.09,-0.789,1,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,2,14,9,1,2,7,0,14,9,4,2,1,33,24,10,0,7,9,1,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,4,20,5,22,22,7,25,0,0,2,0,22,16,1,6,8,106,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.10215360952119223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484120952414381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637666572826095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381259967906126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098563091995284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685867778650895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916070969012467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074225492087824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087632363015304,0.0,0.054691530828119665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851382229241345,0.0,0.09377366406853192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307350305246112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900921031044533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704347137356317,0.07393932512483432,0.051141875961298065,0.10491791808197692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397508345108447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761967607496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513041654704012,0.0,0.0,0.10984515825853301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623592371129493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140345972651903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025551443372112,0.2129965334595577,0.11286388274764365,0.10016563240947886,0.0,0.0,0.11726673928899865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341724794944749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745359892897888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670915305312348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718187101218615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365546679172387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954544166956518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609464214877166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214313016878566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529139315343218,0.17274566737190045,0.12348719718346755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833751108577661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Snoopyjam,2019/01/21,I have to do a presentation in college and I can't I am studying a language and the only option was to go for a teacher specialization since this college doesn't have the translator option which I wanted. I don't want to be a teacher at all but I have to go along with the program. So I am on my last year and I even managed to teach one class in elementary school for 45 minutes which we were required to do so. This was pure hell tbh. The week prior to that was filled with diarrhea from anxiety and not sleeping at all. Now I have to hold a class to my class in college and I absolutely can't. I really don't want to do it and I don't know what the fuck I should do. I don't want this anxiety anymore I fucking can't handle it and I am sick of it. Currently I have decided not to do it but I feel guilty because I won't get the professor's signature.,1.4961413043478269,3.068671766304352,3.9656521739130426,87.11358695652176,78.6195652173913,7.42608695652174,26.17391304347826,8.278499904357787,1.652365217391305,671,27,150,13,16,235,89,184,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,11,0,28,4,1,0,3,30,39,11,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,3,0,0,3,11,3,0,1,4,1,22,1,24,32,2,16,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,7,114,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33291898388634306,0.0,0.21579565708043133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326438226529678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437193697893078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002251218226963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40232593102272796,0.11368434685736255,0.0,0.24732837598841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958445855846442,0.17736887381186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744792592016434,0.16549071574218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939685558648746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021764112002504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999673797784987,0.0,0.2177520300797512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133724049951413,0.0,0.17454149215178275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401239722336721 socialanxiety,qetuowr,2019/01/21,"I'm stuck in a weird place. I shouldn't still have anxiety. I have spent the last 4-5 years completely overhauling myself to be the person I knew I could be. I succeeded, and now have no concern about any physical part of myself at all. But I can't fucking talk to people for the life of me. I'm in my second year of college, never had anything going for me romantically, even though I've had chances with multiple girls. I can't open myself up. I'm still terrified that I'll get hurt like I was when I was open during middle and early high school. I was basically trained to believe that everything I said was worthless and stupid, and I still believe it to a degree. I did way too many drugs to cope, and I've kicked the shit out of that in the past few months. I'm still a huge introvert, and kind of freeze up when talking to more than one person. I can't hold an interesting conversation to save my life. What do I do? I've made so much progress on myself these past years, but it seems like I've made zero progress on my personality. I really thought that confidence about myself as a person would destroy my social anxiety. I need to open up and I don't know how.",3.78907703667241,4.802203167364016,5.050263352202808,83.89500123061778,71.71966527196653,8.468717696283536,26.61112478464189,8.841846274778883,1.8120369677578143,923,30,195,17,17,307,132,239,0.091,0.7829999999999999,0.127,0.8054,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,14,13,4,0,10,0,21,5,1,3,2,29,38,15,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,5,8,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,7,0,3,14,2,29,6,30,19,5,35,0,2,0,1,10,17,2,1,18,129,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800934520847889,0.0,0.18020053514593767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969217104034096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653921849200668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348856774379745,0.0,0.0,0.09403658760911866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365857245679042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777916207857697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585176539191636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088843706463644,0.06153443069622892,0.0,0.06693626357622143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443950345712045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260843726052615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264823448039078,0.06472801032797,0.0960052370880773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638094449829402,0.11508129958569778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228898215660348,0.0,0.11940896256144287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400971409928507,0.0,0.08658078525205319,0.08733130168012511,0.09083807776775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980979290157611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127542691077443,0.2248659037874586,0.08165281613986912,0.4113587440522122,0.12305351576683655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754519543497155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203437106812736,0.0,0.0,0.11919817943440635,0.0,0.10722116751147696,0.0,0.0,0.12089798797432855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006039845249047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762324053300803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933187254833406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571682634938385,0.09350301187501192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348713001660433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366650194268907,0.0,0.0,0.2275365720078846 socialanxiety,Regular_Gay,2019/01/21,"I hate class participation! It brings all of my grades down! I could get an A+ on my exam and the teacher will give me a C+ overall, because I don't participate much. It's so infuriating to see people who always talk about off-topic stuff in the classroom get good grades for participation. Ugh... I wish I could just mindlessly rumble like the rest of students. Or at least not be afraid to raise my hand in class when the teacher asks something and I know the answer. Does anyone know how to boost my class participation? I'm always too slow with raising my hand and it hurts my grades so much. Everytime I try, the topic has already changed after I built up the courage to say something or someone else was faster and said what I was thinking. 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After transferring to uni from community college last year, I made it my goal to finally make friends and combat my anxiety. My social anxiety has changed over the years to the point where I can put myself into more uncomfortable situations, so I decided to join a club and put myself out there. Big mistake. Over the course of the year, I went to every meet up, event, and party that this club hosted. I got to know all the people and they knew me (well kinda). The problem was that my social anxiety made it almost impossible for me to form any meaningful relationships with anyone. It terrified me to start conversations with people, my mind often going blank, so I often relied on other people talking to me. Well, turns out people don't like talking to the seemingly mute person with a seemingly uninteresting personality. I would often go for entire events saying only a few sentences to people, heading back home later feeling like an absolute piece of shit that nobody liked. Over time I found that not only was my anxiety not getting better, but that this inability to form connections with people brought on major depression. I still kept putting myself out there, heck I even joined a fraternity for a week before I became to anxious about it, but all of these failures just reinforced my lack of self-worth and a sense of dread that I would forever be lonely even when surrounded with groups of people that I knew. Whatever optimism I had going in had been shattered and I came out with more anxiety and depression that I had going in. This year I decided to become a recluse. I stopped going to club events and parties and instead just focus on the things I enjoy doing, things that don't make feel like shit. I don't know that i'm necessarily more happy now, I certainly miss being social some times, but I definitely don't miss those night where I would come back home and cry because I felt like I had once again failed to make any progress on my social anxiety. It's pretty fucked up, I can talk to people fine if it's just a one on one, but as soon as you add another person to that equation I stop talking. It's hard to find these scenarios where I can flourish, as most people who want to meet other people are in clubs, an environment which is simply incompatible with me. Add the depression to this and now I barely have the motivation to socialize, go to lecture, or do anything really. I survived two years of community college not talking to anyone and not putting myself out there, but I wasn't depressed. Putting myself out there in uni was the biggest mistake of my life - I should have lived in ignorance thinking I could make friends if I tried, rather than conforming that I couldn't and only making it worse in the end.",9.685086970271977,7.988967504743832,9.431055502846302,66.55677933270084,59.910815939278926,12.350695762175839,38.087365591397855,11.123543617288195,4.218976027830487,2253,85,386,47,24,735,243,527,0.196,0.698,0.105,-0.9934,0,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,1,6,31,31,3,1,22,0,31,5,3,9,3,98,69,27,0,14,16,0,4,5,2,4,1,1,2,3,33,32,0,4,16,4,0,16,10,17,2,3,20,5,58,14,74,41,14,75,0,9,0,1,24,31,4,12,33,289,91,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656871779171115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683318459832833,0.059236934277986125,0.2592979941780069,0.06382003818741458,0.0,0.07900123538805877,0.0,0.046488217658089685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687793699303567,0.0,0.03443708411429397,0.12478226021483227,0.048070650173579664,0.0,0.0,0.04996270691636449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461195831591406,0.0,0.05803298910680955,0.05976119337576204,0.048662976328845184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045104376866660634,0.0,0.06205396296377803,0.0,0.0,0.2432829863902225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003526815573869,0.0,0.0,0.07462505116783856,0.0,0.047597064313534124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057128246618757726,0.08071599199961375,0.05424131341098805,0.06188437789675993,0.051632792385721514,0.0,0.0,0.06194071549223105,0.0872913742337417,0.05222607299338612,0.029514811446954118,0.0,0.19263470964754092,0.0,0.04518192489693156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013693334231974,0.050605861122646,0.0,0.05797723347358717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333244472345633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209320533402165,0.046048633886985504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990206905037827,0.1379960300238248,0.0,0.04988359447561401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690845730648688,0.18854471010808427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057040957154347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301404637106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016228524118111,0.0765610719871285,0.17185927197103404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39164536751434376,0.1479802725529355,0.0,0.0,0.05340333203590788,0.0,0.0,0.057472815523034036,0.0,0.05405534841073907,0.0,0.3407412227257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036190311354786266,0.0,0.0,0.06065141661071255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492481704086285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285664485451933,0.058933622346276124,0.0,0.11597673949381684,0.0,0.06349953212447262,0.0,0.2879331117943212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399854273525512,0.0,0.04511469586177492,0.09445991693808167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270312106546103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506173503620442,0.03619788216621244,0.0,0.0,0.06588204209397193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835445471983878,0.06144722603550554,0.05518461200899742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033320527747131234,0.0,0.04531458703803301,0.0,0.10158643632512417,0.052368779615767115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757031677039096,0.12039118594215045,0.0,0.0,0.18189542949409235 socialanxiety,inreehd,2019/01/21,"I feel so stupid! So the other night while I was at a get together I asked what a Swastika was. Of course people thought it was stupid that I had even asked such a question. It wasn’t until I saw what the Swastika was that it finally came to mind. So it wasn’t that I didn’t know what it was but rather I didn’t know the name of it. So of course the whole night after that I felt completely awful. It also wouldn’t be the first time something like this has happened in a social event. Does this make me stupid? After all, I did just graduate recently so shouldn’t I know this stuff? 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Almost 30 with 2 children and ZERO friends... what has my life turned into... this is depressing ,2.511842105263156,4.893823210526322,2.409868421052632,86.24532894736844,106.36842105263158,4.0052631578947375,25.802631578947373,5.985473137389443,1.4307789473684216,87,4,13,1,4,26,19,19,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992149889901142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293910773069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851701446326095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521329763034888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422674839782693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iloveh900,2019/01/21,"Hiding my face...literally I'm scared of being seen. It scares me that people have the ability to see me and think about me. I know that seems like the most basic, weird fear ever....but it's true. It’s just this uncomfortable feeling that someone can see me. I always hide my face from people in intimate situations. With my boyfriend, whenever I'm feeling an emotion while cuddling him or being intimate with him, I always hide my face in his neck or something. The other day we were cuddling and I had my eyes closed and he was stroking my hair, and I had to physically force myself not to hide my face, and to allow him to look at my face. Does anyone else do this? It's so weird. It's like I'm just so uncomfortable with him seeing me and seeing my emotions. &#x200B;",2.781932773109244,4.895975993464057,4.096979458450047,85.15426470588234,76.6470588235294,6.7243697478991615,24.00046685340803,7.7094869923839395,1.221211391223156,609,20,120,9,14,200,85,153,0.161,0.747,0.093,-0.8756,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,9,10,7,1,1,24,23,11,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,11,26,3,14,16,1,6,0,0,7,2,7,4,0,4,4,79,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619818680659056,0.1705708631614366,0.1912896618112246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007582785581996,0.1613014063977365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152666191147376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776443873254313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150911300433654,0.3541658270983801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424007112045386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771478694886415,0.1591984988493412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651714049521016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382065529557645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219808114236453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827855143416927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152215158308125,0.0,0.5017921420108935,0.14331459852771658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695327250832027,0.0,0.0,0.13338642783716995,0.121194124997179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008721402013803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912896618112246,0.0 socialanxiety,goldbuttercheese,2019/01/21,"My social anxiety is getting on my nerves. I focus on stupid things. I need help Whenever I am walking somewhere and I notice people are watching me, I get nervous and my heart beats unbelievably fast . But the worst problem is my body gets really stiff (especially my legs). Here's the actual problem : I can't walk properly in public. I can't even walk properly in front of my family. It's like I forgot how to walk like a normal human being. Does anyone know how to get rid of this problem? Or do you even have the same problem? My siblings told me that I don't need to pay attention to my walk because it's automatically. Is that true? I'm sorry but this sounds ridiculous. However, it's a real problem for me. And it's ruining my damn life. Please tell me how to fix this :(",1.4116845878136175,3.90331258064516,3.83155913978495,82.92956093189966,84.48387096774194,6.799283154121864,23.44982078853047,7.984000788550335,1.6439390681003585,610,23,117,13,18,211,92,155,0.219,0.711,0.07,-0.9683,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,6,14,3,1,5,0,11,5,3,3,1,24,21,9,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,6,3,11,0,0,2,2,23,3,12,18,2,11,0,1,1,0,7,4,1,1,3,75,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1377931388053378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801942215025792,0.0,0.0,0.09873197619010067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607565064337946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568439948682858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356714048610153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652565972915802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311302231012467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950896295959901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732548147879528,0.09464496832717936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776011266215251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973540570767284,0.1379686855145061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093995278199844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383483368475553,0.0,0.16075982756206006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789194032333873,0.0,0.0,0.1549977936534947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755579638750038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071920362860878,0.09045785022073664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393802830235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580644863508383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341709008563854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380857653654327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492491011886346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mpan0519,2019/01/21,"Posting on media Idk if it’s just me, but even posting on medias, specifically reddit and twitter get me anxious. Idk if I’m saying the right stuff and like yes I could avoid that if I just stay off the media platform in general but I see great communities on reddit that I want to be a part of. I just don’t have the courage to get into a community. Like rn I’m posting cause I don’t think anyone will even see this ",1.0678661616161629,3.1558489431818195,3.375606060606064,88.27646464646465,82.29545454545455,5.729292929292932,22.277777777777786,6.937597516519254,0.6595035353535352,329,11,70,4,9,113,55,88,0.086,0.687,0.227,0.9464,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,17,14,7,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,9,11,1,12,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,3,2,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259451225088301,0.0,0.1398459192055443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545695686965992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968517484892045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641986248712407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898538696024013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050270692258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542156849172146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165824754303227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746393590081238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080045707663075,0.0,0.15904947064080946,0.0,0.0,0.3187511042004041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317532352450294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895422796962225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815308722610458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179662522572588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jukiel19,2019/01/21,"""Since when do you talk?"" I was in a convo with a good friend of me. And an other friend of hers joined us and said to me :""Since when do you talk?"" Lol",-1.8032352941176484,-0.0856763235294089,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,91.64705882352942,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.5314470588235296,111,0,32,0,4,36,24,34,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470970756260485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556492322196427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899317103514775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042623962375571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899685079555289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36663321875982624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TakeTheWater,2019/01/21,"Embarrassed about overstating my internet friends importance. Okay so my internet friend doesn’t care half as much as, I guess, I did for him. Like I’m feeling anxious in embarrassment over the fact I brought him up in a conversation with my real life boyfriend and had to show because I thought it was funny. Oof, I don’t really have friends. I have about 3 friends irl and the only one I see outside of school and feel comfortable around is my boyfriend. I actually feel embarrassed about most things I have done in my past, some days I wake up feeling so embarrassed I barley know how to cope with this. I’m extremely awkward and shy and I question wether I have any good qualities about myself. That’s dramatic I know, I don’t mean to fish. 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I work in a bar and we had our staff Christmas party last night (it’s late I know). Anyway my boss let us have free range of the bar to drink anything we wanted. I’m new to this job so I was so anxious going to this event so I start to drink heavily. I had already organised for two of my friends to pick me up and take me home and chill out. I get drunk really fast and you know drunk people do dumb shit. Like, I don’t even remember most of what happened and I’m scared that I really embarrassed myself. Like I remember that my friends turned up and hung out with my work mates for a while and I was sitting on their laps because my coordination was gone and they were holding me up (I’m a girl btw). One of my female work mates is one of those very judgmental girls and was like giving me that ‘look’ for like most of the night and I don’t know what the rest were doing. I’m scared to go back to work on Wednesday because I’m worried that they’ll tease me or have a super low opinion of me now and will like ignore me or something. I’m pretty sure I’m being unreasonable but I was talking to one of my mates who picked me up and he said that I was pretty bad. So I’m so worried that I over shared and maybe said some things that I don’t remember but they were probably not good and I’m know I’m rambling but I feel so sick and it’s not just hangover sickness and my anxiety is through the roof. I’m so tempted to quit my job and never show my face again but I need the money. 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At this point I literally have no in person friends. I’ve never really had any, not real friends anyway. The loneliness hurts but I haven’t really known anything else. As stupid as it sounds, I just want someone to hang out with. To physically watch shows with, listen to music with, play games with, go out with. Everybody seems to have somebody except me. I feel totally unlikeable. For whatever reason, everyone avoids me like the plague. Even when I was happy and talkative, I was torn down and ignored and I ended up being terrified of people. I was emotionally neglected growing up, and having no friends, I just have no idea how to connect with others. I feel like I’m not a real person, just a shell that’s doing everything that I do out of instinct to survive and nothing more. I can’t connect with people because there’s very little to me besides my plethora of emotional issues. 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Is be kind to others. Shift your focus from how others perceive you, to how you can make their day. Be inclusive, compliment them, listen to their stories, laugh at their jokes, lift them up. Show kindness to others and it will be return to you in ways you don't expect. I don't mean to sound cheesy and I know everyone has different levels of severity with their anxiety. Personally, when I was younger a huge part of my anxiety came from putting up an act and trying to be ""cool"". Or impress someone. I would ultimately always be shy and not match up with this image of myself because all of my actions came from a place of selfishness. Other people were just tools to validate me. And of course, I never got the validation because I was to anxietious. It makes life so much more simple, and stress free if you just stop giving a shit and make your social interactions focused on being kind to others. Be inclusive, befriend the person nobody wants to be friends with. It'll help you so much in the long run. 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It’s a horrible feeling when you miss all the opportunities life gives you because of who you are. I would give anything in the world to express myself naturally. It really hurts when the people you love don’t seem to want to put up with you anymore. I’ll probably go my entire life not knowing what it’s like to feel normal. If you read this - thank you, it really means a lot to me. 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Like, I hang out with a new possible friend, but following that and more hang sessions I’m still asking myself, Do they like me? Does it take more time than a few meetups to finally get it? Should I automatically feel a connection with someone to know they’ll be my friend or do certain friendships just take time to fully grow? These are questions running through my mind as I desperately, earnestly try and expand my circle of friends... Am I even putting too much pressure on what a friend is? Like, yes some friendships immediately make me super excited and others just take time to grow in comfortably? ACH! I’m dying. I’d love to hear your thoughts and experiences. <3",4.082522796352585,6.82420836170213,4.6570060790273535,79.61250000000003,75.31205673758865,7.432826747720362,29.929584599797373,8.418075326091056,2.54986484295846,613,28,107,12,14,195,99,141,0.047,0.638,0.315,0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,1,5,14,0,1,6,1,10,1,0,1,1,21,24,7,1,2,4,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,1,2,15,12,16,20,5,17,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,3,10,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183639662665224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685614566278441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213073811199975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072737848826194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887334475527318,0.0,0.0,0.08212206414061406,0.0,0.0,0.17791804060974098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019266830704326,0.0,0.0848552995130451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305386586835207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925921051220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380437594255661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465861644084745,0.0,0.10841348505021756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399317043044925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193939454954258,0.0,0.0,0.15686172491000674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309886619126045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540952338181474,0.0,0.16327225266089207,0.18194232515740807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761397075355386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297050816899565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663483158920372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289396194659552,0.2841170317721253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026933879488883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pip_Squeak24,2019/01/22,"I just flunked out of a community college as a result of my severe social anxiety and intense, irrational fear of people and public places. I must’ve written and deleted this five times at this point so I’m just going to say it. I’ve never felt like more of a failure than I do right now. 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It's like I have a hearing problem when some people talk to me but I know I don't have a hearing problem. It's a bigger problem with people that speak quietly or have thick accents but even with people I can understand clearly, I still have to ask them to repeat themselves because I'm not sure I heard them right the first time. I feel so rude making people repeat themselves, sometimes I just reply with an empty ""yeah"" because I don't want them to repeat themselves even though I have no idea what they just told me.",5.8237792207792225,6.530664572727275,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,66.9090909090909,7.376623376623378,31.168831168831172,6.868970318607317,1.9064285714285707,453,17,80,3,7,143,65,110,0.224,0.7290000000000001,0.048,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,8,7,1,0,5,1,9,0,0,1,2,21,21,6,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,8,16,2,8,19,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073208844471928,0.15726440522305726,0.0,0.0,0.1434885632556813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712711550771693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821774403529962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275193049601367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760706429369528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055499704090953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597944623822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326685746972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435181654913232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498544001045734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245300568906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320388602130448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44059572780442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107608875241375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180144357382233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257400881565544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465860986952395,0.0,0.0,0.12336612309863995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079908154774807,0.0,0.08949884127737298,0.0,0.0,0.1466623200171119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978419681947303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052993894345787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AuryllTreat,2019/01/22,"Said something stupid I don't speak a whole lot and get very nervous. Also, this is what happens when I'm caught off guard: So my boss walked up and asked me a question and I said something really stupid without thinking. Long story short, I don't know how long I'm staying at this job (because of future getting married plans), but I don't have a time frame to leave either. Anyway my boss knows that I'll leave eventually (I don't remember telling him. I think he guessed it). I think he was actually hinting at giving me more responsibilities, but I said I didn't want to get into a job position where it would harder to find a replacement since I didn't know when I was leaving. In my thinking, I didn't want them to have trouble replacing me in the future. (My coworkers are really nice and I've already seen then get dumped on with extra work because of others leaving) But I realize that it probably just sounded like I wanted to be able to leave asap.. also I probably ruined any chances of progressing if I do stay longer than I'm currently guessing that I will. Wtf is wrong with me, I feel sick to my stomach TLDR; I'm not good at ""long story short""",4.486022727272727,5.491087285714286,5.569629329004332,80.84587256493508,70.08225108225108,8.372402597402598,30.454816017316016,8.660442795831766,2.353149134199134,917,37,178,15,16,304,131,231,0.177,0.768,0.055,-0.9754,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,9,10,3,1,6,0,18,2,1,3,0,38,47,15,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,10,7,0,1,12,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,10,7,29,3,23,34,5,26,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,5,11,110,39,5,0.0978564337956189,0.0,0.0954937634242444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079870080478408,0.15651150950360135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654573062111954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148255595134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930474754245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049479153183915374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943900767042193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450379113140416,0.09387280807162117,0.0,0.08207733390071023,0.0,0.0,0.2155997885155414,0.0,0.08653412122963029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421482209342467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133801054171987,0.0,0.0,0.5180791701797239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047807710633143104,0.0,0.0,0.2597995936402012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831940406338472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110115730371572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962160134804692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537867449333606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085226351872876,0.0,0.2792516323124769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094785325622066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066932713733494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086038764266256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553083633428403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080980602646624,0.0,0.0,0.057060873486820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074180623619218,0.17315478007629356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925321367808943,0.0,0.09433011016399326,0.0,0.0712406492677121,0.0,0.0,0.06951440293016105,0.1069906485951752,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iwillpickthe3hardest,2019/01/22,I check to see if my roommate's phone is connected to the wifi before coming home just so I'm prepared to talk. I get along with my roommate but I wouldn't say we're friends. The extent I go to avoid social interaction with him is excessive .,1.7505999999999986,3.936692860000001,3.414000000000001,88.397,80.4,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.1578000000000004,193,7,40,3,5,64,38,50,0.131,0.835,0.034,-0.6749,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077924337630943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348551024870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003306031648499,0.0,0.20309454861885246,0.0,0.22092331209425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899262874565431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913243186719225,0.0,0.0,0.30976621174789665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39625965747664654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31244516898343955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cytronuss,2019/01/22,"What. The. Fuck. My crush just asked me out. That one girl I always thought didn't really like me. That girl that didn't really talk to me, but we still had some laughs. That made me realize that you don't have to assume people hate you, it's just him/her waiting for you to talk to them. In my case it was her who asked me out, but she was probably as stressed as me. Don't assume anything, go talk to that person. What could be the worst, a no? Is that worth not doing anything?",-0.33756283320639824,1.8727641089108893,1.2261386138613872,100.10962680883476,91.07920792079209,4.691850723533891,14.6999238385377,6.297961479604792,-0.7598460015232296,369,7,88,4,13,118,62,101,0.197,0.745,0.059,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,1,0,3,6,2,1,3,0,12,1,0,1,0,16,20,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,7,0,16,2,11,11,2,5,0,0,0,1,16,3,1,3,2,64,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084118866968653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379187658858737,0.0,0.3838895989509839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392987443541002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898133658595914,0.0,0.0,0.1166870636441667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270921364692976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030810065846056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427704360205825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912892483353767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234178671758185,0.17927593124893465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136774411487545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630641905865107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396737836941594,0.0,0.2351913024358023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950809713951136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299971517168302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sunriseslut,2019/01/22,"Ever feel extra anxious when you’re interacting with someone after being alone for a while (several hours)? I had today off so I decided to stay in bed until like 2pm. I noticed I was much more anxious when I finally did leave the house. It’s almost like I forgot how to be a human around other humans. Has this ever happened to anyone? I feel like I’m much more social if I get to be social often (a few hours a day, at least) but my introversion prevents me from doing that for too long. ",3.7521571428571434,4.647915730000005,5.9114285714285675,78.12500000000001,71.7,7.7142857142857135,25.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.5533714285714284,383,11,72,5,7,135,74,100,0.062,0.8590000000000001,0.079,0.3527,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,14,14,8,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,3,14,7,7,18,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,16,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496826291090574,0.17062607632189594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722297852834887,0.0,0.11519349455445207,0.0,0.0,0.14665792709651965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624685913195883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980424652754101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665999862776315,0.11769382009271866,0.0,0.1804700322277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607243304461781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456834088875417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244811667397919,0.19009354497444825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444110719082986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145817247037474,0.0,0.0,0.14579409020505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422129775879923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756320936176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861148926417444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33587344484022097,0.1395878554629145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559618907056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615894270533748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Semiunique_username,2019/01/22,I just set up my first private hangout in 4 years! It’s been 4 years since the last time I hung out with someone independent of a large group gathering. Today I asked a girl I’ve been talking to for a few months if she wanted to do something together. And next week we’re going to watch the second Harry Potter movie at her house! We’re just friends but I’m hoping this might start to change that. I know it’s not much but I’m really proud I did it cause it’s been 4 years since the last time and I wanted to brag about it.,0.9207884151247008,2.8090931946902664,2.513708769107001,95.33738535800482,81.65486725663717,5.525020112630734,18.237329042638773,6.574015621080383,-0.2174884955752208,413,9,96,4,11,135,75,113,0.0,0.892,0.108,0.8984,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,15,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,9,3,13,10,2,19,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,13,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798006180994425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757372581854585,0.2034574095930284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635940079914139,0.0,0.0,0.14859205345634752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930437409485012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910249944535516,0.0,0.2219205667038645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569838047872622,0.31354580578853275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402950171725576,0.0,0.0,0.1535142897057151,0.0,0.14138313128039903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454289668846945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321017343666935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819124199004395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629588000658886,0.14806340873514345,0.0,0.0,0.13613067295138426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545858755735303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429588276218826,0.0,0.18230435476229875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687994930347224,0.0,0.15427383515529494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715585731595086 socialanxiety,bosmer_14,2019/01/22,"I started college And somehow It felt really good. Previous to going to college I had been locked away in my house doing nothing, going nowhere, for a whole year. Sometimes I would be inside for weeks at a time. I couldn't open my front door to get the mail without having some sort of anxiety. Today was different. It felt so good to just be anxious but to push through it. Even though as I write this I've been awake for more than 24 hours because I just couldn't fall asleep last night. So many thoughts running through my head it really was impossible to stop them. So, I got up on no sleep but somehow I had the most energy I've had in a while. While I was getting ready I was anxious but not negatively anxious. My motto for today was ""Anxiety, give me all you got"" It sounds crazy but it worked for me and clicked in my brain. My anxiety was still there when I got to school, but it was a healthy anxiety/excitement feeling. I don't know, I thought this could help someone who is struggling. I know we all have different methods that work. For me instead of fighting the anxiety I just let it happen, but I didn't let it stop me. I have a long way to go so I hope I can build on this. Today It just felt right to push myself. I hope sonetime soon you might feel the same. 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I have social anxiety - i think. I think the ""constantly wondering what is wrong with me"" is social anxiety itself. For years now I've been insanely self conscious about my image as soon as I wake up to until I fall asleep. It's eating me alive. I'm always thinking about myself from a 3rd person view. ""How does my hair look? What does my facial expression look like rn? How do I look when I'm walking?"" The walking bit seems to be a common symptom just by skimming through this sub. I'm so conscious about walking normally that I walk like an idiot. I end up kind of lunging and I have no balance. I've been told I walk like I've ""shat myself"" Another thing. I posted a story on Instagram yesterday. For the 24 hours, I was looking at it at every option I had to see who had seen it. I was making insane assumptions on what people thought of me by shit like the time of day in which they viewed my story (Instagram prioritizes stories based on who's profile you look at the most) and whether or not they looked at the 2nd story that I posted or just swiped past. Just making crazy reasoning in my head as to what someone thinks of me purely from a little counter telling me how many and who viewed my story. Nobody said anything to me about my stories but for some reason I've already made these really unrealistic assumptions about what they think of me all in my head. This goes for real life too. I have this constant voice in my head thinking that everyone thinks I'm an idiot or whatever else that's negative despite no one saying anything to prove that. I think it stems from being bullied in primary school and to an extent at high school as well. Constantly getting words thrown at me seems to have stuck inside my head even after I stopped getting bullied. My dad also left me at a young age and never told me why so I think that from a kid I was judging and blaming myself for things because I had no answer as to why he left so I blamed myself",3.6111312645687614,5.244323800480772,4.700402097902099,83.81581002331005,73.01442307692308,7.542424242424243,27.02913752913753,8.199878495009871,1.805257371794872,1655,60,319,26,33,542,198,416,0.14300000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,0,21,11,3,0,15,0,21,13,10,8,4,57,57,26,0,1,9,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,3,28,10,1,1,22,0,0,6,6,5,1,1,16,15,54,6,59,39,5,53,0,0,11,0,21,22,1,10,27,215,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761337900349081,0.05624466926674127,0.058522060322471016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374948910114948,0.16141192001801016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157548864840987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287388249439355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678459339648229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040166745133188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535847825337057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123096439510372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196744298871205,0.05875356413794521,0.0,0.062293491526891225,0.0,0.0,0.046453783141006386,0.0,0.05925794807956819,0.06720547214879169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704553432510401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349138815708561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887246884256198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430987617150972,0.0,0.0,0.06926309194192465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732402080022172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528323754818152,0.0,0.049677743158254316,0.13744312512170004,0.07049138436651227,0.0,0.0,0.35436822263663553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655006882990826,0.09389463659913276,0.07130585525654097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424456159860679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891066512958259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476589480271717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714008414296889,0.048759521597573005,0.06141140169190892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471769421287955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005349015035856,0.04505663578573963,0.1446265191164421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690206895509067,0.055931022513390036,0.0,0.14235996942389442,0.056045691674959736,0.1280556649518943,0.07337186827599128,0.0,0.07219503667380606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150845935795845,0.05959228120414847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058800904365077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310213014686195,0.0,0.0,0.06147348034642638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345123405589796,0.4506606138281967,0.0,0.0558359447045653,0.04101129645374379,0.0,0.0,0.13441094429758338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323713296358542,0.0,0.12692781954092336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525446345860978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537945334232764,0.0,0.09058331703711203 socialanxiety,MeronMochi,2019/01/22,"Started working in retail this Monday... It's exhausting, the people and customers are friendly (so far), but I feel sorry for the people that have to train me. Every time I ask a question I feel like a right pain in the ass, I know it's not a problem because I am learning but I am distracting others from their work ;-;",4.98595238095238,5.466718666666669,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,68.68253968253968,7.56984126984127,31.62301587301588,7.1686216300943375,2.043796825396826,248,10,46,2,4,82,47,63,0.222,0.6579999999999999,0.12,-0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,1,6,0,4,3,1,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,4,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430495924654317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584836036107623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904741553222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291106302891154,0.1857323523481267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086270235285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428802001414822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701486600648035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664090527358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36047981864626655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487692158295517,0.0,0.0,0.2912411580107195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202459367071226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910303809790811,0.18401774661630876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159854141011192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785423481324404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AlexJay7,2019/01/22,"New Years Resolutions(or nah) New Years Resolutions aren’t usually something I’m into, I normally aim by birthdays(mines in May), but this year I’m kinda of going for it. I’m going to do a couple constructive things that are just going to be different. 1. I’ve purchased a 49 key keyboard using a reward from my life insurance, I’ve been wanting to learn an instrument for a long time. I’m a half decent singer, and I’d like to see myself do something to accompany it. 2. Attend singing lessons at least 5 times. Not cheap, but I want to hone what I can already do. 3. Post a video on social media of the combined skills by the year end. This is a big one and where the anxiety really comes into play, it’s a big step but you can’t get far taking small steps every time. A couple other things to help me; I want to do things that give me nervous anxiety. 1. The thought of getting tattooed gets me anxious but I want one so bad, taking the step to get one will hopefully inspire me to do more. I have all the ideas for tattoos I want written on the notes in my phone. I’ll do it. 2. I get the same feeling about getting a piercing. I’m going to get my ear(s) pierced. It’ll be a few moments pain for not much, but pushing through the anxiety of it is the toughest part. 3. Make more phone calls to people I wouldn’t normally. Just simple things like phoning to make appointments and get taxi’s. It’s baby steps those kind of things, the big things to overcome will arise to be done when I’m ready. Keep my head up, and push through the fear. I can do this. So can you.",1.2502144035184202,3.4857072274143306,2.9063890415979508,91.04099092908191,82.64485981308411,5.77024005864028,23.148341579622503,7.048011613610866,0.8074587868792373,1224,44,259,16,34,403,166,321,0.099,0.802,0.099,0.733,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,3,9,11,0,2,24,0,26,3,1,3,1,39,62,12,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,21,7,0,1,6,3,2,12,5,4,0,4,4,2,21,7,38,50,8,41,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,3,16,158,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379061440831636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158525059286723,0.10625392776281974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853092424009647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603935987973512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101894825548035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813729566452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982661149150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624960622860873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330367576090834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924431224000525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583657899821593,0.04755638481146402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39311347752046255,0.09022489466206053,0.21381157710367246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965262471216366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304222327272375,0.0,0.0,0.09341656193669763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061751971150463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359926429486371,0.0,0.09794247184626652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643292111508049,0.0918997896093323,0.0,0.0,0.08323457896898538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556317154844218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914030322493273,0.0,0.0,0.18167533001209613,0.0,0.0,0.1843053443856228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119969628838168,0.0,0.10007978511224136,0.0,0.0,0.101851008968635,0.0,0.06520500421248321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900774610869446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025321885758018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494863448248403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587591900611207,0.0,0.14481429126310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143337861683727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749106581008713,0.0,0.0,0.07466814460809597,0.16453043449213411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812322125237991,0.10358688037358324,0.0,0.27737659274551263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422700377470309 socialanxiety,Unknown-girl7,2019/01/22,"I hate eye contact and because of that some people think I’m sexually attracted to them. I usually always look down. When I walk, when I talk to someone, when I’m sitting. Ect. When I try to force myself to make eye contact I break and look down and then try to force myself to look into their eyes again. As a result I look like I’m looking up and down at the person and some people seem to perceive that as sexual. (I can tell because they start to cover themselves up or look uncomfortable) Once I’m aware of this I become more nervous and want to avoid eye contact even more! Which makes it freaking worse! I hate it. I don’t want everyone to think I’m checking them out. I just want to be able to interact with people normally. This problem makes me not want to interact with people at all. What’s the point if everyone I interact with just thinks I’m being creepy? I just want to be normal.",2.597852209944751,4.518413270718233,4.0119302486187856,86.44784012430941,76.51381215469613,6.955939226519338,24.572168508287287,7.8658589789855275,1.346781491712707,706,24,142,11,16,233,93,181,0.118,0.809,0.073,-0.9013,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,9,8,2,2,3,0,5,4,4,4,1,38,32,15,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,10,21,2,30,29,5,21,0,0,10,0,13,10,0,5,9,91,29,0,0.1138110674832968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946999253606281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875634076336205,0.12569538235385208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517113669497617,0.0,0.0,0.2175027044928762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472973352335412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560233875326627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734357958170202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279093139075694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230213635119388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120507247828965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156090561724181,0.09937543422889812,0.0,0.0,0.10758824575971687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089018210611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360932139203564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643174814772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055605934702703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914770249564598,0.09947588940626023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877660966142348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454048813296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534681172634932,0.0,0.3356435817236432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598320091699264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alem117,2019/01/22,"Severe stuttering and very socially anxious Greetings everyone, glad to have find this community. I'm 22 years old, male, university student. I suffer from a severe levels of stuttering, I can't finish a sentence without stuttering. I talk extremely fast and I'm very self conscious and shy. I used to slightly stutter when I was younger, but the stuttering started to fully manifest when I entered uni, I tried reading, talking a lot more, joining some students clubs ( I even have a managerial position in one of them), but really nothing helped. Everytime I talk I stutter, this depresses me deeply inside, knowing what I need and have to say but I don't even try to speak it because I'm afraid of the inevitable (which is I will stutter and feel deeply embarrassed) If anyone has solved their stuttering problems, or have advice. Please do share it with me. I would undeniably appreciate it",5.488005390835582,8.108826484276731,6.056895777178799,71.86599056603775,70.32075471698113,9.32273135669362,36.51437556154538,9.784248007369934,4.336807367475292,717,40,110,19,14,232,104,159,0.213,0.691,0.097,-0.9204,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,4,15,0,2,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,22,20,12,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,13,0,1,1,3,18,2,12,17,3,10,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,4,7,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073449360605208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185823144859251,0.0,0.1150129208984867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026956190638246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167214845288675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172838200530079,0.0,0.0,0.1571740849677451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316941472064078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033785831973415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025196370722576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903975852825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984070507519444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196479934205486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782941905170245,0.0,0.17260111563413394,0.0,0.11146044075267628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805569955025041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739155167298047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453120636040106,0.0,0.10537438805086813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308064210216323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159549497875515,0.371646289718502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767347015872594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164245285684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966245217950583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335133596982612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206369131823615,0.0,0.27143749785655075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855930322233674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684662801051585,0.0,0.0,0.10592403797960086 socialanxiety,shadaras99,2019/01/22,Rhythm to a conversation I always feel like everyone else can sync up and speak to each other in a sort of rhythm without speaking over each other. I also seem to feel like my natural rhythm is completely different making my anxiety even worse,6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,7.304444444444448,69.41000000000001,65.0,11.333333333333336,32.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,4.193444444444445,198,8,32,6,3,65,34,45,0.099,0.745,0.155,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,8,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833037794735236,0.2271707472910372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088560922731382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625153281025273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852430645971015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280693980643048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803241473811568,0.0,0.0,0.2608779876505101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760896562667325,0.3900846219755079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676314258132205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822399505871048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854303609336945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631771767998459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782260949539673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cory667,2019/01/22,I hate this Hey guys so I need some help or some tips that may be able to help me . I need a job really bad I just turned 20 on January 8th and I’ve applied to so many places but I’m too scared to answer the phone or call them back . Can someone help me with how to get over this . my heart pounds and I start shaking really bad when I have to make a phone call or answer the phone . I just can’t get myself to follow up on my application because of the anxiety ,0.221584158415844,1.9947817029702968,2.3688019801980182,96.06864851485149,83.45544554455445,6.02019801980198,17.030693069306928,7.1686216300943375,-0.17855722772277272,356,7,88,5,10,120,65,101,0.16899999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.075,-0.8743,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,2,5,0,5,1,1,2,0,18,15,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,0,12,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,6,3,54,16,1,0.18634850807248604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255609861715546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329050010080652,0.3111864409162872,0.11359632089666867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805653235084926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471880843368025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451432066246498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839805718707916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082387929898026,0.374716430709069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492214021544132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438907615826418,0.18892813863061397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763501150447526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946945286776003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387592519949879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656736534063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789248616605192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189843314421293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269366546170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lexloooser,2019/01/22,"First therapy appt next Friday and I’m so nervous. Hi everyone, it’s my first time posing here bc I’m always too scared to lol. Anyway I have my first therapy appointment in years next Friday and I signed up for an appointment on a whim because I just had a panic attack and felt really alone and I wanted help. And I desperately need help. But I’m already terrified that I’m going to cancel. I need help so badly. I have so many issues that I need to talk about but that’s what scares me; I’ve never shared these issues with anyone really except my boyfriend, and I’m scared I’m just gonna cry so much she won’t be able to understand me. A lot of the time in the past when I had therapy I would lie about my situation just so they wouldn’t worry about me! I know it’s stupid. How do I get over my social anxiety just for ONE HOUR so I can get some real help finally? And how do I keep myself from feeling like my therapist is judging me or something? I need this so badly but I don’t know how I’m gonna do it.",0.757348135735235,2.740953534562216,3.265113112693758,89.22156577293677,82.77880184331795,6.7104315039798905,19.08022622538752,7.84624498591911,0.6700525345622124,795,20,175,15,22,276,115,217,0.219,0.71,0.07200000000000001,-0.9857,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,21,11,2,5,6,1,14,0,0,3,1,38,37,22,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,9,0,4,3,2,29,2,18,28,3,19,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,14,113,38,0,0.10569598015597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946915920180386,0.11663814239916387,0.0,0.0879475226182051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085713551670153,0.0,0.0,0.0739050868790049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024443619454518,0.0,0.0,0.17650345701239806,0.06443128846846337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610207110046708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099703854075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053443063375723916,0.07550922934248434,0.1014847162928374,0.11578477988217685,0.0,0.2697148401775689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104435743815875,0.0,0.06006946128745942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283383150091639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408924961977536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206382852101723,0.0,0.09394744359956646,0.0,0.0,0.11617549301008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637716994031135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985894260459157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107159134238087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769870694998894,0.31348892006701695,0.08151925584677801,0.0,0.22481774798126253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162233158715565,0.0,0.0,0.12401145924190413,0.0,0.0,0.10089877280832256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030516521240008,0.13542310277633948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31746034484685576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880671018328562,0.0,0.10774374116037187,0.0,0.08136992936245199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495442515680351,0.0,0.0,0.3626176944131034,0.1227211794780464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232643520270119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003324291131536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234222758441189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733939845336353,0.0,0.07508339173698496,0.0,0.0,0.06806474584161629 socialanxiety,boredomstrikes318,2019/01/22,"College x Social Anxiety Has anyone else started to experience social anxiety when they started college? For me, that's when everything went downhill. 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I used to have a recurring dream where I was in a foreign country, I couldn't understand the language, didn't know how to get home, and couldn't talk to anyone. I felt totally lost and alone. Sometimes it was funny as I could explore those places/cities in my dreams before they got too vivid and I woke up. I don't have those dreams now So what's your story?",2.4397883597883587,4.217994777777779,3.053721340388009,93.77888888888893,76.53086419753086,6.110052910052911,21.447971781305114,6.868970318607317,0.312211992945326,311,8,68,3,7,97,56,81,0.063,0.764,0.173,0.8178,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,15,18,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,2,11,0,8,8,1,9,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057138798831555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639430336019216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511734988930853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567445233387094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583109835635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834157729258724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421756172492196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607964781229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960861417154609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222130951959632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222200674729588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919371505078023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372517256668725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072891931555973,0.0,0.2549377615431948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tothedmond,2019/01/22,"I need help with this situation This might be a bit long, but im not sure what to do. So basically yesterday i was going home on the bus and i saw this girl who i used to be friends in elementary school, when we were like 12 or something. And i not so secretly had a childish crush on him. So back to yesterday she sits in a seat close to me and as she about to get off she looks at me(and look back) and smiles cutely, then she gets of the bus. Im now 19 and she is 18 and i havent seen her in years and we havent talked in ages. And i dont know what to do, i was think writing her on FB something along the line like"" hey i think i saw u on the bus the other day, was that you? "" or something like this. But my anxiety kicks in and i think this would be super creepy and i should just forget this and not see her for years again. What do think i should do? 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My family has noticed it and is constantly trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I wish that I knew. Man, conversation is just so hard for me. I sometimes think of things to say, but end up backing out of saying it because I'm afraid of how I'd say it or how I'd come across. I don't know how I became like this but it's so frustrating. Does anyone have some really practical tips on how to overcome this and become a better conversationalist? Any good books to recommend?",2.3837127578304056,4.440125705882359,4.593796791443854,81.3957219251337,77.65546218487395,8.024751718869366,23.423223834988537,8.841846274778883,1.8017831932773103,465,15,93,11,11,161,80,119,0.09,0.7659999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.7567,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,4,0,23,16,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,6,9,3,16,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253470597314592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288840573616094,0.0,0.15168345360305238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173425212741902,0.0,0.11236257515598562,0.20357205687027288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302014398937692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877933558242896,0.0,0.19918942752118726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130371372043453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325689945001745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376484362029265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846935982439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460274279092684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511865101164244,0.18198239758906906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129998852202614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005169684702592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098547971637623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808306899691362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863293319921489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823017585246465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245708458288725,0.11810777131680344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514431496933634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196421185678005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153003197940347,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tehehewllett,2019/01/22,"Worried About Failure Hi, I’m a female w S/A about to be a senior in high school next year, but I’m really scared of failing. In freshman and sophomore year I was so anxious I couldn’t leave the house to go to school, which effected my performance dramatically. I’m still taking some freshman level classes, and the fact that everyone my age is so far ahead brings tears to my eyes. I have straight As this year but I still worry everyday that I won’t have enough credits to pass. How do I stop worrying so much? ",3.5731310679611634,5.078043242718451,4.668143203883496,84.52609830097089,72.88349514563106,7.868446601941748,28.408980582524272,8.472884824447931,2.004204854368932,406,16,82,7,8,133,70,103,0.27,0.68,0.05,-0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,10,14,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,12,10,3,20,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,11,50,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238227814937276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510414276180606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118023379654232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181193999139172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927598556659864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670868487388394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189688144645877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169181011204598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052219360627629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476454522650407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935488286648044,0.3626075685518267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861300364537425,0.1497728121659084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469435894516765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457897653725473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460895272221804 socialanxiety,eaglessoar,2019/01/22,Is anyone else hyper judgmental of others? I think a lot of my anxiety comes from projecting my hyper judgmentality on others. Like I judge every thing every person every tiny thing they do and almost entirely in negative lights. I just realized I do this and wonder/assume it's tied to anxiety. Is it a symptom or a cause? Anyone else with similar experiences?,4.051103896103896,6.985948742424245,6.502294372294376,65.23772727272731,76.72727272727272,9.832034632034633,26.095238095238088,9.957137785484203,3.7140329004329016,291,11,42,10,7,103,47,66,0.121,0.8390000000000001,0.04,-0.6315,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064146148436373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912855402525584,0.0,0.0,0.2662409819664781,0.3901405573634005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955761821995802,0.0,0.1639984303987424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180817811306961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812186447202972,0.0,0.0,0.1862314844156576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301170636268832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185714764589682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662354302968946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788123582569625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252964525756864,0.12198998719070635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646266223592424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wh0even-am-I,2019/01/22,"I’ve struggled with social anxiety my entire life but I’m starting to conquer it. I wrote a poem about it called “Inside Out” What a thrill it is to feel Inside out Like stepping from a mountain side Snapping terror’s gripping ties A hot wind’s memory shocks my bones A soft landing’s place unknown I must create my own. A safe home If I burn in my mind’s lies One jump ignites a thousand fires They scald the parts that did not hide As I tumble down Toward my demise Yet I know my home survives For once, I let my trembling insides shine ",0.9103896103896076,3.418414272727276,2.1706493506493523,93.49454545454547,88.0909090909091,3.8701298701298703,21.493506493506494,5.288315135182226,0.0323506493506498,430,15,85,2,14,137,82,110,0.123,0.742,0.135,0.335,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,3,8,0,4,2,1,1,1,13,9,3,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,2,6,14,3,12,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942867894295648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593323456166427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841515018059765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095063745477647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957558231001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597021128893943,0.17938692303356835,0.12407719101266593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564378748853622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704703662974848,0.1720970297377638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750253759743268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534518875870233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588910108849309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976167526301354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655051806744933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bllenahs,2019/01/22,I don’t want to go to college I’m terrified of talking in front of the whole class. I really want to make my mom proud by going to college but my anxiety doesn’t let me. The last time I spoke in front of people alone was in school and that was 4 years ago. I’ve been avoiding it so much that I’d rather get a bad grade. I don’t know what to do because I do want to go to college.,1.7365517241379322,2.0285352413793127,3.7638505747126447,93.90370689655177,75.89655172413794,7.179310344827586,23.69540229885057,7.1686216300943375,0.5527333333333329,294,8,76,3,6,101,55,87,0.174,0.758,0.068,-0.9022,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,20,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,4,1,8,1,14,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,44,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046837144150484,0.0,0.0,0.2391483678988809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664200705287933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279637288165874,0.1407577950831753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063854674166564,0.0,0.3936865980941292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268995749386916,0.18821872813076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361164266049441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541311545503046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043362610112603,0.0,0.0,0.1697420450694126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008073797100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479239186676348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368860292552185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855930224565241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346428017823273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40858198108130783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577976447685991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869551386128171 socialanxiety,fucklilbitch,2019/01/22,"""clamped mouth"" when a school. I always get this thing, especially around girls, where it just feels like there is a clamp holding my mouth shut. I wanna talk but my mouth won't open. Unless I'm talked to first then I'll just reply with one or two word answers.",3.638269230769229,5.103433211538466,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,72.65384615384616,5.9692307692307685,20.69230769230769,5.985473137389443,-0.1614,205,4,45,1,4,61,44,52,0.0,0.962,0.038,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,13,5,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781460776844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975782945095169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902100269417694,0.23880827276695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28433669933811045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746464602138086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331134766376146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651542661483695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383071861819509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373599945931559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207945229703935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265410373014068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Darby_Dabb,2019/01/22,"I want to better understand my boyfriend and whether he has anxiety based on his sexual kinks (that are important part of him overall). He wants to be totally dominated by me and is into ""smol femme"" and stag roleplays. He is often antsy, insecure, reserved idk what exactly Please just ask me specific question about him so you might understand whether he has anxiety. So, he is into stag/vixen relationship. He is into being dominated. Sorry that I can't express myself but maybe with quick questions I can describe him so you can understand whether he actually has anxiety and what should I do. 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The last time I was in an official school was May of 2015, when I graduated high school. So, it’s been awhile. I was trying to find my classes and I wasn’t nervous. The first class was cancelled. I went to my second class and as soon as I entered the room, the teacher said she’s cancelling the class. So, I sat down in this commons area until 10:40am for my next class at 11am. There was only a few people who were there, so, it wasn’t bad. I get in the next class at 10:40am. Only 3 people are in the room. But, slowly, more people started entering the room. I was getting a little more nervous. Twenty minutes later, the last student came in and the teacher was right behind them. She introduced herself then said the dreaded “Tell me about yourself” and told us to ask her a question for her to answer. My mind was racing trying to find something to say. When it was my turn, I said “I know how to ride a RipStik, which is like a two-wheeled skateboard.” As soon as I said that, I heard someone, behind me, mock me. I wish I could have said something in that moment but the teacher was still talking as the person mocked me. I didn’t even get to ask her a question. By the end of class, I was thinking I should say something to him, but, then I hesitated because I didn’t know if it was that person or a different person, so, I just let it go. I just stared at the guy, who, *I thought*, mocked me for about 3 seconds while simultaneously putting on my stuff. Then, I drove home. 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(Sorry if this doesn't fit the sub but I couldn't post in r/foreveralone so this was my 2nd choice) STD rates are ramping up exponentially, and as not only a gay man, but a furry (two groups in which HIV is common) I'm comfortable being a virgin over having AIDs.",0.9856416464891034,3.410976813559323,3.297142857142859,86.43593220338984,85.94915254237291,5.405326876513318,16.90314769975787,6.868970318607317,0.12324019370460038,228,5,45,3,7,78,49,59,0.028,0.85,0.122,0.7347,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952280733777307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976946958365197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817215739241967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076364547404735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,someotherasianchick,2019/01/22,"Wanting to be alone, but also surrounded by people at the same time I live in my sorority house and usually sit at an empty table for meals because I feel like some girls wouldn’t want me to sit with them. Then I get lonely when no one sits with me because they think I want to be by myself. The struggles of being an extroverted introvert ",8.604803921568633,6.240342029411767,8.867647058823529,71.85774509803925,62.529411764705884,12.007843137254904,35.90196078431373,10.504223727775694,3.553690196078432,270,9,52,5,3,90,53,68,0.175,0.742,0.083,-0.7814,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,10,1,12,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796660288777901,0.0,0.21594010268393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292113086981228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365335169680054,0.1929069928718967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410777066690873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157433836789994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192131333916282,0.0,0.23843835566012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297695168209596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720238269452827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822903375476593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302208457151128,0.0,0.0,0.1574546296187335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973960519753389,0.0,0.4778058956619976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,psychphotog,2019/01/22,searching for youtubes I am searching for youtube channels of individuals who suffer from social anxiety disorder. Do you guys have any recommendations? ,10.53217391304348,14.349038086956526,9.41673913043478,48.03206521739133,59.43478260869566,11.556521739130435,50.6304347826087,11.20814326018867,7.497800000000002,128,9,14,4,2,40,21,23,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249063670741759,0.0,0.3654999234962946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475765706380304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730767097324723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870359171106953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billbillbills,2019/01/22,"I faced my fear and went to a club alone. I've done it three times now. The first time was hilarious because I literally spent less than 3 minutes there. I showed my ID, walked to the bathroom while being terrified, got back and ordered a drink. The bartender places the drink on the counter and I never pick it up. I left the place. It was a shitty thing to do but I got overwhelmed. The second time I promised myself to do better. I order my drink, drink it really fast and ordered a second one. I proceed to the dancefloor and awkwardly start dancing on my own. I kept repeating ""be calm, nobody gives a fuck,"" but I was still super anxious. I danced my ass off the whole night but never got the courage to approach anyone. The third time I repeated the same process with the intention to talk to someone. While on the dancefloor, a guy was repeatedly making eye contact (it's a gay club, btw) and my heart was racing I had no idea how to talk to him. Since he was with another guy, that made the approaching even more terrifying. After much debating, I walked up to him and said ""is that your boyfriend"" he answers no. ""I just wanted to make sure."" After that, he introduced himself to me and we kept talking, we kissed and the rest is history. I just wanted to share my experience because I never thought I could do it but, but I'm so glad I faced it.",3.0332477933965336,4.961359026315789,4.047502451781629,86.64292088917948,75.2781954887218,7.032101994115722,26.60281137626676,7.893859768569023,1.5668246485779669,1055,40,212,16,23,341,145,266,0.115,0.777,0.108,0.0562,1,1,4,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,0,3,9,13,1,3,23,0,16,12,5,6,4,39,34,18,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,11,13,4,2,3,9,1,7,5,4,0,6,18,2,35,9,25,13,7,41,0,1,1,4,18,9,2,0,22,153,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774034078152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920556350946775,0.0,0.1284283818542195,0.0,0.07948914724539836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741449538217845,0.0,0.13859907057995416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054255347642024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076588325624728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633622814997187,0.0,0.4454606012434716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508593569882739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120287926453924,0.0,0.12792393531153196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669791147233557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509724274128726,0.0,0.10905420127415286,0.0,0.0,0.2727658115715175,0.0,0.0,0.225126246612968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471380142909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283332206690401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351590271231035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756872424678847,0.15176733022468986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356940257219665,0.0,0.2630358641732682,0.0,0.0,0.10668292254833596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703391338827445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375471362867789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282764564393747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813768240214904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403898384481367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632244980046192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046475493413731,0.0,0.09078664870676297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714400649475828,0.0,0.0,0.27412002727876056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552531652802226,0.0,0.0,0.09025086592074368,0.26515571910293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410526168994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538441869907107,0.0,0.12692197239064262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LaF1ame1234,2019/01/22,"Have to get a haircut in about 30 mins, am freaking out I swear getting a haircut triggers my social anxiety more than anything else. The forced small talk is what I'm nervous about, I hate making small talk with strangers. I've put off getting a haircut for a month so I really need one now... Ugh, this is the worst",2.4357142857142877,4.620770904761905,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,78.04761904761905,5.469841269841268,27.96031746031746,6.42735559955562,1.1642507936507935,249,11,50,2,6,78,48,63,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613572156069694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324992408704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360187025431684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428329328295879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789412311376053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859188060369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551384072315125,0.0,0.0,0.2094934278433996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145056547609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840220583763738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099682759913446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880051474805933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541760195610006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tropicalislands231,2019/01/22,"My partner wants me to hang out with him and his friends and I am not sure if I can do it because of bad anxiety. Feeling pretty sad about it, any advice or just general support and comfort appreciated. I need advice for social anxiety. My partner invited me to go to an obstacle course run type thing, and I really want to go with him and I am not sure I can. I have anxiety, although it’s not always predicable the way I respond. My partner when we first started dating invited me to a small gathering with his friends. His friends lived about 2 hours away from me on a farm. I went to the party with his friends, but I was nervous to begin with because one, I hadn’t met his friends before and two, because I knew the party was fairly far away from me, but I took my own car so I also knew I could drive myself home if I really needed to which should have made me feel better. When I got there though, I couldn’t seem to calm down. His friends were all really nice people, who seemed to like me a lot too, but my anxiety was bad. My chest was tight and sore, I felt extremely nauseous and sick, my heart was pounding, I was sweating and shaking, it was bad. Without anxiety I am normally a pretty bubbly friendly person and my partner is used to seeing me like that when we are alone, and he kept commenting on how quiet I was. I tried drinking to calm my nerves and when my anxiety is very bad I can’t eat or barley keep down water. I took a swig of a beer and I dry retched it back up, luckily no one saw me do that. I spent about 4 hours in this state at the party, and eventually I couldn’t take it anymore, I told him and his friends that I was very sick and I needed to go home. His friends were begging me to stay, kept telling me I’ll feel better have another drink and party with them, and eventually when I persisted I felt very ill, they told me not to drive two hours home it’s not safe and that they’d put up a bed for me. I persisted that I needed to go home and I left and I am pretty sure they thought I was a weirdo for not just staying. I cried all the way home that night. I really wanted to be there, but I couldn’t stand to keep feeling like that. The second I got in the car, my anxiety felt better, still not great but definitely manageable, but the thought of going back made me feel just as anxious. The thing is I don’t think it’s his friends that make me anxious. I think It’s him or more really the thought of letting him down, although I haven’t quiet worked it out yet. When I am alone with him I feel fine strangely enough, but when we are around other people out doing stuff, I don’t seem to cope. I think I worry about ruining his time when we are out, but when we are alone at his or mine, I don’t worry about that, so I don’t really get anxiety. He came to a party with me with my own friends not long after this, who I never get anxious around and I was anxious the whole night. He knew something was up. He’s a party person, and kept telling me I wasn’t being livley and wasn’t drinking etc, I eventually lied to him again and told him I was sick. I managed to get through that night though, and I think it’s cos I was around my friends. I felt nervous for a lot of the night, but I ended up being able to shot alcohol which I was very surprised because most times I have bad anxiety I throw up anything that goes to my mouth, but I got through it somehow. I know his friends really like me, and I know he wants me to go to this course, but I am not sure if I can do it. I can’t lie again like I did last time, there’s only so many times I can lie about being sick to him and his friends, and before you ask, yes I have kind of told him the truth. I told him I had bad anxiety, because I couldn’t really hide it anymore, but it didn’t really go well. I didn’t tell him the specific times I had it. I told him I have bad anxiety and a lot of the times I hide it from him. He didn’t really say anything. He didn’t really show me any comfort or that he understood either, because I really just don’t think he does understand at all. He’s a fun laid back guy who very much looks forward to having a great time with his mates on the weekend, I think the last thing he understands is how I could possibly be anxious at fun things like parties or outings, and I think the last thing he wants to do is see me like that and feel like he has to deal with it, and at the end of the day, when I feel like that, he couldn’t help me feel better anyway, which is why I didn’t tell him the specifics. I love him though, we haven’t been dating long, but I really do. He is so happy and fun all the time to be around. I wish I could be like that too. So that brings me to the course, it’s the same nice friends I have met before, it’s also a lot closer to home for me, but I don’t know if I can do it. If I do panic, I’ll need to run around this obstacle course and pretend like I am having a fun time with his friends and be social, when I panic, my legs don’t Fucking work and I can barley talk, I really feel like I can’t function, I really can’t ignore it. Apart from the fact I feel terrible, it’s very noticeable and I don’t want his friends to think I am weird because its very hard to hide when I feel like that. Also I am going to want to take my own car to reduce my anxiety for an easy escape, and they are all going together so they are gonna think it’s weird I want to drive separately, it’s also a huge place and it would be chock o block full of people so if I bailed I’d probably have problems even getting back to my own car. It’s also somewhere I’ve never been before and when I don’t know the area well and where to park and stuff like that, that generally boosts my anxiety (and I won’t have time to check it out before hand). I also just generally feel a bit awkward about it all, as a obstacle course is something you like do all together as friends to get through it and I just don’t know his friends very well, even though they are very nice. I also don’t have any excuses this time as to leaving, and i could say I have really bad anxiety and I need to leave, but tbh I don’t think there’s any point because telling them that is not going to make me feel better, it would actually make me feel worse because I don’t want every man and there dog knowing I have anxiety, I’d rather say I was sick, but I think if I left this time, the relationship would go south, he wants a fun person to date because he is fun, not someone like the person I am with anxiety who can never go anywhere with him or do fun things with him,. To top it all off, him and his friends are all taking drugs for the day so they can have a fun time. There’s no Fucking way I could even dream of taking drugs. 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Thought people don't take me serious when I use emotes. Why the heck did I comment there anyway, I knew it never ends well. Shit. Now I apologized but they never answered. Should I continue to watch their videos and just don't comment anymore? Or should I not let it stop me. I'm so embarrassed, why did I think it was funny... Ugh I hate it so much. *Alternatively a Reddit post or social media",0.1826086956521742,2.445163239130437,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,101.3913043478261,4.4739130434782615,18.793478260869566,6.322622252153567,0.30618260869565184,366,12,71,5,16,120,67,92,0.184,0.741,0.076,-0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,9,7,3,1,4,0,8,2,2,1,2,16,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,5,1,13,1,3,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,8,2,3,2,9,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133609504931388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420034072190658,0.1905500761941024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240170738300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240609029941268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999510279581425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815256562516194,0.0,0.3318582757965385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915090369584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120890685004612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208379944972446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930801378115605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798665724526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175841477378408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378529477121594,0.0,0.17079703283659514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858117801458303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343658878562034,0.0,0.3882605564697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Toffy-y,2019/01/22,"Currently on break at work I'm at apprenticeship, working in a warehouse, and even though people here tell me I'm really good at what I'm doing and ask me if I'd like to work here, I'm not sure. The atmosphere isn't that nice, I feel restless and anxious a lot - even when I'm visiting my brother who is my co-worker and kind of boss at the moment I feel stressed. I don't have to be here everyday, only at last twice a week, and I made myself come yesterday and today and planned doing more, but now I'm not so sure about it. I feel awful bc everybody praises me, and it's a pretty good place to work, but I just... don't want to. I had to vent bc I'm afraid of telling my family that, although my brother told me he's not going to pressure me into working here. Anyone having an experience like this? 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Sorry it got long, but it has a good ending so maybe it’s worth it? Backstory- I’ve had social anxiety for most of my life, but it really intensified a couple years back and has remained really bad since then. I’d say a little over half of my anxiety has to do with my appearance. I think I’m really nice looking some days, but usually I just feel really gross and ugly. As I said, this intensified a couple of years ago, mainly due to the group of people I was hanging around. We all basically hated ourselves and constantly self-deprecated, but they also were really deprecating towards me, for whatever reason. The socially anxious part of me chalks it up to me being ugly and weird, of course. While hanging around them, I got arrested (wrong place, wrong time basically- I have no prior record and am usually pretty much a goody-two-shoes). My mugshot ended up getting passed around this group of friends and they tore me to shreds. They made fun of my appearance relentlessly, and even showed it to others who also apparently agreed that I was very unattractive. This, compiled with everything else that group said about my appearance in general, really completely shattered my self-esteem. I dropped that “friend” group completely and have basically been a recluse for the past two years because of how much anxiety that group caused me to feel about myself. The mugshot is still on the internet despite the charges being dropped, and I dread people looking it up, which is usually inevitable when they find out I’ve been arrested before. The last few months, I’ve been working really hard on myself and trying to love myself more, the biggest part of which includes trying to make new, good friends. I haven’t had any friends at all, really, since the falling out with the asshole group, so it was really scary and hard to put myself back out there, especially considering how much I’ve hated my appearance and my personality in general since then. So I was super surprised when, after forcing myself to chat (very fucking awkwardly I might add. I suck at small-talk) as much as possible with people around my job (my only source of social interaction), a group of really nice and really pretty girls started inviting me to go places with them. They’re some of the best people I’ve ever met, honestly. I’ve had so much fun with them. We’ve been hanging out for a little over a month now and I haven’t felt this good in years. Aside from the fact that I freaking finally have friends again, they’re so kind and fun. Completely opposite of what that old group was. Anyway, we were swapping stories tonight and I told them about how I got arrested once, and of course the dreaded mugshot was looked up and passed around the room. I cringed, thinking about how they were probably realizing how ugly I was and how they probably only hang out with me because they feel bad for me. And you know what the first comment was? “Oh my god I feel like you’re just modeling a mugshot. It’s art. You just look so pretty.” Excuse me, WHAT? I can’t express how much that fucking meant to me. I’ve stared at that picture and hated myself in it for so long. It’s what made me think I was hideous for so long. Made me feel gross and ugly for so long. And she *CALLED ME ART AND A MODEL AND PRETTY!!!!!!!* and in such a genuine way that even the most socially anxious part of me can’t whisk it under the “she’s just saying that to be nice” rug. I played it off really casually but I could have cried. Like that little compliment made me feel so good. I guess the moral of the story is to tell haters where they can shove it because just because you’re not *their* cup of tea doesn’t mean you’re not a good cup of tea. And also don’t let that fucking bullshit social anxiety paranoia turn one person’s (or even 10 people’s in my case!) negative opinions into an Absolute Truth you believe about yourself. Lastly, if you hate yourself because you believe what other people are saying about you, fucking leave those assholes and find nice people to hang around. They still exist, I promise, and they’ll help you remember how to like yourself. 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What do we all have in common that makes us like this? I'd like to find the root of the problem so we could possibly help ourselves heal and get better. I was personally raised my an alcoholic mother and a controling father. I got extreamly shy with the boys around the age of twelve and developed a blushing problem. I am almost through with the blushing problem, I just needed to get more comfortable around men, especially intimidating ones (like teachers) or ones I'm attracted to. When I was fifteen I moved with my grandma. She was controling if not more controling than my dad. It was to the point where I felt like I was walking on egg shells. I devoloped an eating disroder dor four years. My bourdaries were destroyed. I wouldn't make hardly any noise or do anything because I didn't want to burden anybody. A couple common things I notice are: •Being raised by narcissists (check out this sub if need be; r/raisedbynarcissists •fear of being a burrden •fear of taking up space •attraction to the opposite sex especially during puberty •lack of boundaries •coedependency What other things could I add to this list? What do you think made you the way you are? Why do you think you developed social anxiety? 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I've walked past the hair salon for the fourth time already. I'm trying to go in and just get my hair cut but the potential conversations I'm having in my head is messing with my mind. I'm in the toilet now facing a mirror. My heart is racing. Ugh. I'm gonna take a few more deep breaths and I'll walk in. Here's me wishing you good vibes today.,-0.7672420837589371,1.2869840224719131,2.0171399387129725,95.01149131767107,90.79775280898878,4.58467824310521,17.079673135852914,6.11248444174946,-0.3862449438202242,314,8,73,3,11,109,59,89,0.121,0.8079999999999999,0.071,-0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,7,0,3,6,6,0,0,8,15,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972869007734993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281498206872034,0.0,0.1531048386913484,0.22595788752924614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764796124743718,0.0,0.0,0.3192373995980011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805360973654593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720147337900469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257170449074733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025534343091597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570878806718147,0.0,0.2553573821701904,0.0,0.0,0.3658065120488324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097938929047928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TrashyGal12,2019/01/22,Humiliated by learning new things Every time I learn something new I get humiliated that I didn't know it before. I try to use the humiliation to motivate me to focus on learning but most of the time it is like an emotional block preventing me from learning more about something. ,12.13096153846154,8.72903478846154,12.250000000000005,53.54500000000003,56.884615384615394,15.015384615384615,47.153846153846146,13.023866798666859,6.058930769230769,227,11,38,6,2,78,38,52,0.19,0.688,0.123,-0.4215,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,26,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395021914105528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166052271445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371426466385893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470515167797737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546833535172069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750740411173987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436726923381366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433364153596479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698987809956755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282438119545318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109323303488326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309153964083674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yrtsky,2019/01/22,"My anxiety depends on my location I live in a small and dull town somewhere in Russia and when I'm here (95% of the time) I'm really really anxious. There's just nothing to do and I start overthinking too much, I can't make any friends here because I think that I don't deserve one and I don't know what would we do there, I'm also getting panic attacks here on a regular basis. But when I come to my brother in Moscow my anxiety just disappears in like one day. I can't really explain why, maybe this big city affects my anxiety. I feel like I'm not afraid of anything, I can visit any event, I can easily get acquainted on the Internet (can't do this in my hometown) So the question is how can I get this confidence when I'm at home? Knowing that I can be confident ,but I'm not able somehow, kills me. Sorry for my crappy english and thanks for help",2.298813559322035,3.9488624971751456,4.478666666666669,83.96986440677969,76.57062146892656,8.109830508474579,28.18418079096045,8.841846274778883,2.331801807909605,670,29,137,15,15,232,100,177,0.125,0.755,0.121,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,15,9,2,2,5,0,15,0,0,4,0,25,33,13,1,1,6,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,0,1,22,4,15,31,1,22,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,3,9,90,28,0,0.1606976236795102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128509831598052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855978931677547,0.0,0.36879972679826095,0.18154257399781626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224045196332454,0.0,0.0,0.1828167459976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795977985361187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842677365986775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363667309057108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125354695570003,0.11480241446554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415458542709865,0.0,0.25187362746816283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771222979184847,0.0,0.16119281903390376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778811126762906,0.0,0.17663042273666632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701748355860695,0.0,0.1418989458259533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072669116435712,0.0,0.16144236221473954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813124351000184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419370395936768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778573738485069,0.0,0.0,0.1885440371506482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001811589993186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30884103788076056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988783320098334,0.11374260514648725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479487814774504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296854856817927,0.0,0.0,0.09370407666357958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500461045432206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415498122185795,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tearosie,2019/01/22,"Taking a leadership position with social anxiety I’m young, tiny and slow, soft spoken. This is my first time being offered a lead position, I usually assist and follow instructions. I have yet to start, but I am already feeling the imposters syndrome as I am lacking so much in terms of soft skills plus very indecisive bcs of my social anxiety and I feel like people will look down on me because of how weak and shy I am. My age, size, the way I speak and how I carry myself is not what one normally see in a leader and I’m really worried I won’t do very well just like in my previous job. Am much more worried now that I will responsible for leading, guiding, and even confronting others. I will also have to be confident in my opinions and decisions.. At the moment I had been reading self help books but I hope someone would kindly share their experience or advise in this situation too, thank you!",4.643687002652523,6.183901034482763,5.97367816091954,76.07375331564987,70.26436781609196,9.032007073386383,30.625994694960212,9.466822959209583,2.9917007957559685,716,30,127,16,13,241,119,174,0.109,0.7020000000000001,0.189,0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,10,10,1,1,6,0,18,1,0,4,0,28,29,17,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,3,1,2,2,7,22,7,17,20,5,23,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,4,13,96,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675912182209927,0.12809335805771904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450696825755532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976423126542658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579528966196948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668368135180175,0.0,0.0,0.1619804423401632,0.11443036380298782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624633506542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073631569378829,0.0,0.0,0.15909174009328686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895079426064068,0.0,0.0,0.1667995262512348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565086226686763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345082008607747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354968096146761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693929073663873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853996963421793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104645009290272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022018235030513,0.0,0.10261338284714164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764020030531664,0.0,0.16709937345116296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004547506168755,0.0,0.3265602259706672,0.13571731353877936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337398910471842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043304658692484,0.0,0.0,0.14746931035805325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340040130997884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641215548733002,0.26432532991962626,0.0,0.12714091697626784,0.0,0.0,0.14401821222972325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253347047074533,0.0,0.11378502875530418,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theflowerchild16,2019/01/23,"I messed up my introduction speech today. I’m a freshman in college and I was put into a Public Speaking class because I’m a Speech Pathologist major and it’s a required course. We had our firs speech today, an introductory speech. I felt ready to go and confident after watching other people go, so when my professor called my name, I felt ready. Until I got up there. Then my nerves kicked in. We were supposed to start with a fun fact about ourselves, so I did. We were then supposed to introduce ourselves and then tell the audience about three items that describe us. I went STRAIGHT into the speech without introducing myself and didn’t even realize it until my teacher asked at the end of my speech and I just froze up while walking back to my seat. I tried to laugh it off all day but it’s been eating me alive. I’m probably the class joke now. Who does an introductory speech and forgets their name? I feel incredibly dumb and I’m afraid to go back to class. I know in reality that people probably have forgotten all about my speech from this morning, but I just feel like maybe there’s somebody in class that finds me dumb. Ugh, I hate having to speak to people my age or older. It’s so nerve-wracking and I hate it. Have any of you messed up a speech before? Thanks for taking the time to read my post :) ",2.9493023255813964,5.1714059651162785,3.8327325581395364,86.73072674418606,76.55813953488372,6.625581395348838,23.92829457364341,7.6454224807358475,1.1456945736434108,1041,34,206,15,24,333,139,258,0.119,0.773,0.108,-0.7977,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,1,1,1,15,13,4,1,13,0,10,1,0,0,3,35,30,22,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,12,15,1,1,7,2,0,6,2,8,0,1,11,17,34,5,34,19,4,39,0,0,1,0,16,13,2,1,20,135,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966833071918414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701725950697444,0.0,0.0,0.22539685167782875,0.0,0.0893438611571618,0.0,0.1247148998036139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965790774025955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452145099989982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282588671785649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499712379689489,0.0,0.0,0.12981192124835414,0.0,0.0,0.09680393073143552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482140043308667,0.10470512483637907,0.2814482409886677,0.0,0.13395655156969846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988655682459965,0.0,0.11722036660848476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894025887298129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054756752566168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716036125809539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472429196569503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30482641232266705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036749492820502,0.0,0.3160408797190067,0.0,0.0,0.14733698316177565,0.0,0.0,0.14660334579708895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037385295990632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019764997880896,0.0,0.12810311950723932,0.13493614839116266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546246253106721,0.0,0.2778504695896245,0.0,0.0,0.0995071204598758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629806543975018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586600303999133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128216083659825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The-Real-Illuminati,2019/01/23,"Not sure if this belongs here but, I’m in seventh grade and I have trouble talking/ hanging out with girls. I want advice from people to tell me how to help improve myself. I feel like I’m the only one who doesn’t talk to girls in our class. I want to but I get nervous and can’t act myself. I’m just asking if you guys have any advice that I could do to change that.",-0.5328750000000007,1.5947514625000032,1.3949999999999996,99.31,90.625,3.2,16.75,3.1291,-1.100275,287,7,66,0,10,94,55,80,0.093,0.742,0.165,0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,14,7,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,11,2,10,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,1,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773008443694559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607899394529413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831413396672445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583539631919065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949909943654054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348572786488875,0.17447188759222568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759565329020192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418176803330601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369652272593485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931428824466593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549080813802675,0.1857414549347016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931243696368242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301758724445443,0.0,0.0,0.3925919796954004,0.2134603545128005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880963351916153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SolomanderPondu,2019/01/23,"How do you shut down/challenge/let go of self-hate-filled intrusive thoughts? I must have thousands of self-hate filled instructive thoughts per day. Most are about social interactions that my brain feels I fucked up. They become a continuous stream if I don’t have other distractions. Sometimes I even have a visceral reaction (e.g. wincing) when I remember awkward interactions. Sometimes I think of interactions that happened *years* ago. If you experience similar thoughts, what ways have you found helpful in managing 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socialanxiety,hewilltellitat4am,2019/01/23,"got subtlely rejected by my crush i asked them over snapchat if they did streaks on and they said ""not really, i talk to who i want to talk to"" they were obviously lieing since their snapchat score is like 500k i took the hint and i'm gonna leave them alone, but it still hurts 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socialanxiety,Dudegamer010901,2019/01/23,I'm Dumb I'm super clumsy so I bump into everything and then I feel like people are watching so then I pretend to do it on purpose which I feel makes them judge me 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socialanxiety,jaddyyyy,2019/01/23,"not sure where to start I feel so disconnected with everyone. Im constantly overthinking, making up hundreds of scenarios on how things can go bad, that I tense up and freeze. Id rather be in my room and Literally just Netflix because I know its easy, but I know that's just doing more damage. just making this post makes me anxious. if anyone can give me any kind of advice, please do, im all ears. 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Seems like I always fall flat or so awkward. I stop trying. 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I am a 15 year old boy, not in the greatest shape ever, and I have a presentation tomorrow. In the class with the presentation, I am friends with no one. Any advice? I am seriously anxious! 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I received a laptop from my dad for my birthday which I really liked because I really wanted one for years since I’m a computer nerd but I’ve never had a pc at my dad’s house (parents split up). Despite being extremely happy and excited inside I couldn’t even say thank you, let alone hug him or anything. A similar situation happened with my mum - She gave me £200 for my birthday which I was ecstatic about because I could finally buy something I’d been saving up for for a whole year. But when she handed me the money I simply nodded and smiled awkwardly at the floor before returning to my room. As another example I find it really hard to reply to texts (from family especially) that either praise me or do something else that I should thank them for. I often find myself staring at the phone for 10 minutes, typing ‘thanks’ down, waiting another minute then deleting it all. A similar thing happens when I’m emailing teachers - I will spend 30 mins on a small email wondering if my formality is correct, and one time when I did do this a teacher called me rude because my email seemed like I was demanding something (along those lines anyway, this was 2 years ago) which seriously made me feel like shit. I find it extremely awkward for some reason and I get a horrible crushing feeling inside whenever I try to thank someone for anything bigger than a waiter getting me a drink. I just can’t do it, and I hate the fact that I can’t. I know that it makes me look rude and ungrateful but I still continue to act like this. What can I do? Does this make me a rude person? 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Ever since I started elementary school until today, I never had a best friend or anyone to look up to, which really fucking sucks. And I have to admit that my past was very rough. People probably will have good childhood memories such as hanging out with friends after a soccer game, or going to the movies. My memories include being bullied, being hated and rejected by nearly everyone every single day, and my ultimate suicidal attempt, that's me. I have a tendency to freeze or make stuff up if I have nothing else to say if I am in an argument or EVEN a regular conversation, so that is my social anxiety. Here is my life story, which is really dark and gloomy. Here it goes... In my private school that I went to, I was rejected by nearly all of the students in my class because I was somewhat ""socially awkward"" and a weird kid. In 7th grade, I was so depressed and confused because I had no friends that I spent nearly all of my lunches either outside or in the bathroom. High School was no better, in 8th grade, I was instantly bullied on the first few days of school and of course I didn't know how to deal with them because I had no social abilities or the urge to tell any adults. I ended up being ""prone to bullying"" and I was tricked into doing lots of stupid things. Some ""friends"" tricked me into taking pictures of popular girls during dance in 9th grade, and a whole rumor began spreading because of what I did. I finally told an adult about my social anxiety and problems at school, my dad. I wanted to transfer to another school for a fresh start, but he said that I should suck it up and deal with the problem. So I did. It eventually got worse. In 10th grade, I made a whole ton of new friends (mostly transfer students or immigrants, and some new people) and it felt so good, but it didn't last long. Apparently, the rumors still float around and these enemies begin spreading, and before you know it, they are my worst enemies. One of my worst enemies got elected student council, and it was so bad because my only school friends were turning on me faster than ever. These people are leeching away my only friends, until I had nothing left, which is still happening today. In fact, I was scared to even go to the lunch tables because it meant more teasing and bullying. I told the counselor, they did NOTHING. I wanted to suicide so bad, my fear of death stopped me. I'm in the 11th year now, but even today, it is still hard for me to make any friends because of what I done in the past. I tried joining some school groups, I feel even more rejected because there would be at least one hater picking on me. The only friends I have are the people in my class that AT LEAST talk to me. Nearly all classes, I feel rejected and suffer from social anxiety and I usually shut up and do my work without any social activity (even when required) so I won't ""cause any trouble for other people"". At lunch, I sit by myself outside and I play Brawl Stars trophy pushing my Leon to 500 trophies with nobody to talk to. My desk partners in each class never talk to me, but if they are with their friends, they talk like hell. That's my life. Everyday for years became so miserable. Everyone in my grade seems like a big community or a family, I am a rejected person with haters constantly leeching my friends away and longs for at least a glimpse of change. There are many people to meet, but who wants to be friends with the weird shitty guy? &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",7.381525345087574,6.808584288984271,7.342358581757725,76.07003015891429,63.76394849785408,10.074639446313268,35.63008931678459,9.358847034038227,3.2120075861268997,2874,117,526,44,37,922,300,699,0.217,0.6890000000000001,0.094,-0.9984,1,5,0,0,0,1,101.0,0,1,6,6,29,57,12,5,31,0,49,7,0,6,8,95,88,53,3,10,18,1,7,3,15,4,3,2,0,8,28,37,3,2,9,4,1,6,11,34,0,4,31,10,76,23,101,47,25,92,1,9,1,1,58,46,4,20,42,386,104,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845563941202814,0.20697397880290105,0.1158326950665444,0.044652410158254635,0.09772855846079677,0.0,0.0,0.02977530495587581,0.0,0.0,0.037908256194374684,0.0,0.0,0.0800170163186465,0.0,0.07111072431204253,0.20766757405907352,0.0,0.03623533888590067,0.0,0.044688653458110364,0.037661558773058414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374488423297385,0.04504759320660807,0.0,0.0,0.046017529784846085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549255432087382,0.08780323574598413,0.03667702194662127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043577605127501036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03557296838421027,0.0,0.03771625495647201,0.0,0.0,0.1406296778117275,0.07703825053403056,0.035878352989759166,0.08138053141361308,0.0,0.0,0.040143841801068496,0.047918166404497385,0.06459434297372157,0.030421591064989893,0.04088674411447305,0.046648035687786346,0.0,0.03622142018704009,0.0,0.0,0.460597633072964,0.039367669186118864,0.0,0.0,0.048402257649666235,0.07143387487715562,0.06811567366972905,0.0,0.0,0.042164263165251625,0.03765636196224289,0.0,0.03814636416962264,0.08408458727541579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998340490382188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680544843195621,0.03471115635221364,0.0,0.0,0.04626699112528514,0.0,0.09023374901742442,0.062412298083338265,0.0,0.0,0.0753699419122637,0.035759332973187376,0.0,0.0,0.03620288578301285,0.0,0.04029344481800383,0.056849503314313765,0.04317288613665229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568588997365535,0.08225463046437237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257976877452705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771123084260234,0.0971597888431086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813013516907156,0.1771318161547376,0.07436436862578104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045912109926117016,0.08149312984891148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456003576368049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040506567026129835,0.033864030629597135,0.04263341437145336,0.3878700883271557,0.0,0.03876633007367434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035225430373227465,0.0,0.0,0.3038589114674149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028150255448735,0.0,0.1020214800954098,0.035601631026686564,0.0,0.0,0.04874780756893436,0.09315866095766508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032017418910649666,0.1369077027423697,0.037219770492501664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028290520271509058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210922585157095,0.08138053141361308,0.0,0.028911334869382282,0.04631851349950813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468996014236987,0.035135766538231736,0.07535038180768881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039475240496358366,0.0,0.09508569570801152,0.0,0.04104888016193648,0.0,0.031001223992687708,0.0,0.043396124878924726,0.030250027169987887,0.0,0.20697397880290105,0.05484462977484273 socialanxiety,throwawayingmyself,2019/01/23,is it normal for people to ignore u sometimes sometimes when i talk to people they don't answer?? like today i wished someone good luck on a test and they did not answer. is it my fault or are they juts rude?,1.7991860465116292,3.73562839534884,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,79.0,4.3,17.726744186046513,3.1291,-0.6822511627906978,163,3,33,0,4,53,34,43,0.223,0.6559999999999999,0.121,-0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926924660955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519224060161431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911835382861781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120688719873521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25180850109252123,0.0,0.5878579019065321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388704237052973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817017939305685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417543469405214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OG_L0c,2019/01/23,"I just had an interview that lasted 6 hours... was scary as fuck So, I'm glad I was able to go through this without getting an anxiety attack (happened my 1st interview), but shit that was intense. Half the time was ""tell me about yourself"" and behavioral questions with extroverts. I hate that I'm so incompetent at talking to people. it feels like I'm improving a bit, but ""normal"" social skills still seem way out of reach. Perhaps I'll just be a part-time job warrior for the rest of my life, I can't handle real conversations.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,65.76470588235293,9.937254901960783,34.64705882352941,9.725611199111238,3.2732823529411768,417,18,78,8,6,136,77,102,0.195,0.6890000000000001,0.116,-0.9168,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,0,13,17,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,1,7,2,12,11,2,8,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,2,5,47,12,3,0.20657595559903025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580300406100032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350099717671286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552744081071746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445101006384444,0.14757790395577486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097614223070206,0.10792741069235057,0.0,0.1174018761116938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267443530865235,0.0,0.0,0.203950988601858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343570470759725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499476073918124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838697513872353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591070661639388,0.10092257735112363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024005762587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370162923383288,0.0,0.14321375727385605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314123473993038,0.0,0.0,0.2351286627038837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880589915270586,0.0,0.0,0.21204724984615586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057817200969564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497182498642576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660379281523775,0.1805564903973643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204561009496238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397037823524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913184951729884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Leviwar94,2019/01/23,Cant handle it anymore Hey guys so its gotten to the point were every waking moment im just a nervous wreck. I just came back from the grocery store i cant even buy my items without going all red and extremely nervous. Im tired of this shit. There is a beautiful forest behind my house i might go and end my suffering :(,2.125,4.0488721060606085,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,77.93939393939394,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.93859393939394,253,8,50,3,6,85,52,66,0.269,0.6779999999999999,0.053,-0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,4,0,5,3,2,0,1,8,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,5,5,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311525832038289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922401937189644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665812580194169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643956750356535,0.0,0.0,0.15394704431351308,0.0,0.19637982833911136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649293029471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307856986857973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26894285582506383,0.0,0.0,0.50353247469483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726089014375244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203357986296248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925311909047114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678910029576512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468066028601588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Frds2,2019/01/23,My brain is a broken mess. I hate thinkin about pointless stuff every second and getting fixated on stupid things. Like...i have to attend a group meeting tomorrow and i am worried about what i will say to everyone because my life is EMPTY and i never worked in my life. Problem is that these kind of repetitive thoughts applies to stupid stuff too: I read a spoiler about a videogame i want to play and i still think about it after 24 hours. I am still thinking about the argument i had with my neighbour and what he might think of me now.,5.268857142857144,6.194103314285716,5.094285714285718,85.25571428571429,68.23809523809524,7.904761904761906,32.14285714285714,7.957251820313856,2.193,428,18,83,5,7,132,69,105,0.255,0.7120000000000001,0.033,-0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,5,0,9,3,1,0,1,14,16,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,1,14,2,15,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621330152404745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281898599347035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062370345787408,0.18216614275403695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960232610654088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821903301635887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774349604067894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985238070603621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693114879642325,0.09313781731957796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224052659114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703449341036465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241818857239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906931109635124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516057890196171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044931293224061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364778611442377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665375526175593,0.36646616601617854,0.0,0.15134807253997148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244530823707173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387892975704297,0.19360571819041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SugarTales,2019/01/23,"Help talking to classmates?? urgent I'm homeschooled, always have been and recently I've been going to theatre school with a bunch of kids my age. Problem is, I have NO idea on how to talk to them. I've been going there a few weeks now, we've talked a bit but never beyond small talk. I don't really have many friends who live in my area, and I want to socialize with them and maybe ask for their numbers but everytime I do I feel super anxious and just avoid speaking all together. I really just want help on how to start a convo with them, maybe work up the courage to ask for a number or social media. I'm going to class in a few minutes, hence the ""urgent"" thing.",2.8299064171122987,4.3743588088235335,3.981818181818184,88.5359090909091,74.88235294117645,6.7101604278074864,23.39304812834225,7.348242739294969,0.8796264705882351,522,15,108,6,11,170,82,136,0.065,0.7490000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9515,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,7,5,0,1,8,0,9,0,0,2,2,22,20,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,2,12,3,20,17,5,17,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,1,6,70,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765971844847365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733236301515284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868584473041409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749751324820705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775749699418661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853375752203245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615804386644949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567158731001964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319520307157393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135474780728432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555462223240004,0.30826682318201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832880494776532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680450657427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657262259559755,0.0,0.15148610058435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552716489717422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31278961025039986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859315692592428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49326042046917207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192701831156777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098500069015624,0.0,0.12306618653509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169332678430596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,animezaddy624,2019/01/23,"Welp. I think I’ve turned into a socially awkward person. As a person who has never had trouble talking to people I feel like in the past year or two I’ve reverted into a socially awkward person and I’m not sure how to deal with it. Of course this is not without some cause behind it... I’ve had some major events this past year that have hurt my confidence, and trust in people. I can’t push past these issues within myself in order to move forward externally with other people. I started noticing it when id actively not replying on any social device/application, or in person , but then when I do interact then I feel silly about something I said. It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even want to talk to people out of fear that I’m going to be rejected or liked, won’t find common interests, or that they’re out to get me or hurt me. I’ve tried motivational self talks, watching self help YouTube videos, putting my self out there, and yet j still feel stupid. I hate this because Its gotten to a point where I’m so worried about what other people think I can barely function at work.... I’ve been making mistakes because I want this job so badly I can’t stand it. (Im currently a temporary worker with a chance at a full time position it’s very competitive). I worry so much about my past mistakes or maybe something stupid I said to a coworker, or that maybe they all think that I’m horrible and weird....even if what I messed up on was months ago and wasn’t very major, it is to me! it’s the fact that I messed up at the best thing that has ever happened to me. it eats me alive, I hate myself, and prevents me from focusing on the work I’m currently doing. So how do I reply to conversations that I do not know how to move forward with. Or maybe is there some type of medication that you can take for this? Because I’m really not sure I can overcome this on my own. TL;DR 1. I think I’ve reverted into a socially anxious person because of past experiences, is this possible? 2. It’s affecting my job that I absolutely love... I need to change quickly, how do you communicate with other people/don’t let social anxiety affect your job? Is there any medication I could take? 3. How to reply to conversations, especially ones with subjects that you’re not well versed in. 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Today, I had a meeting with college about classes. Have returned after a while of not studying. When I walked in and saw a line of about 20 students waiting to go to the office, I walked past and swear I could feel all their eyes look at me or notice my presence. I felt so judged, and self conscious. When I went out with my mother a few days ago to go to an open house that looked fun and quirky, we went just for the fun. The auctioneer had this really intense glare at me, and her eyes followed me around the room, when I would walk in to a room, people looked at me not my mother. I am not paranoid, but when I am around people I do notice people looking at me, and it makes me very uncomfortable, maybe it is because I am on edge in social situations small things seem huge? I then asked my mother later on, saying I really feel like people stare at me when I walk in somewhere, she said that I have a very scary presence, and maybe that is what people pick up on, I had no idea what she meant and she explained it that I give off a very strong vibe of ""stay the hell away from me"". Could this be it? It makes me not want to go out when I feel that I give off this very strange vibe, or scare people with my vibe. I was kind of hoping my mother said people look at me because I have a striking or familiar face or something, but that doesn't seem to be the case. Another thing that was strange to me was I went to one class out of many for a module I was taking in college. I go to a lecture months later to get exam tips and the tutor who gave the tutorial classes I went to one, was there to give out assignments, I went up and said. Hi, and my name, he says ""oh yes, I remember you"", I remember thinking what the heck how could you remember me out of hundreds of people and you saw me once. People just freak me out so much, I feel observed and exposed in public. I hate it. Maybe everything I have mentioned is normal? I have become socially awkward so I don't know. ",4.028341811691206,4.461822761445788,4.877215528781797,87.47166443551987,70.78313253012048,7.593931280678269,25.972780008924587,7.3871296695380915,1.0904199018295402,1566,44,340,15,27,509,179,415,0.107,0.833,0.061,-0.965,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,3,1,1,17,11,2,2,20,1,28,3,3,5,1,69,73,31,0,7,12,4,5,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,22,26,0,1,16,0,1,14,7,5,0,2,21,21,65,6,58,46,3,66,1,0,11,0,34,34,2,7,18,237,87,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060830783827524076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719579497700556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217931284951886,0.06415391105699042,0.0,0.06447424025489541,0.0,0.0,0.08366476081610583,0.07578950296951599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643713600918223,0.0,0.0,0.044256619802825546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167457117121297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879285114090045,0.0490247965120206,0.0658895291166377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035853059336358184,0.19749036470623524,0.15600175723406515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775171246250965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815883412067777,0.0,0.07918255481281228,0.0,0.07746782259872294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146104024319032,0.03771379971758373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033526081381330584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881331911061046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742059015781125,0.0695736772335289,0.2068252395085178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477479550326442,0.0,0.05044632729852468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723667160886597,0.0,0.15625711128856482,0.0,0.07308201803828808,0.09300241208530513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550910197751812,0.4757504423004082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792421952187893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332118789300788,0.0,0.1958306061258468,0.10914466683522124,0.0687043113461117,0.0,0.0,0.12494490766900593,0.07158950219570573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771359321465239,0.0,0.13990647320404134,0.0,0.05282988932516169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314375071425877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051596494199842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118109546387633,0.04397130638927553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650472589268524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310876330413354,0.040476045750241454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180743618015771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048748319025247636,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aimless_shameless,2019/01/23,Anxiety is getting worse My anxiety hits me when I sit alone in my lectures. Its difficult to lift my arms to look though my papers- I cant describe it but it just feels really unpleasant being in class. I show up 10 minutes early because walking into a full room of people sitting triggers my anxiety as well. This is also why I don’t get up during class. I feel pathetic about this and its probably why I don’t have a lot of friends.,2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.95454545454545,8.49090909090909,30.318181818181817,9.188382445141503,3.033404545454545,346,17,65,9,8,120,64,88,0.211,0.7170000000000001,0.073,-0.8717,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,8,13,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,12,2,11,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,2,47,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386424937237585,0.0,0.18057491725475627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182170058277641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764767194378802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834599245406526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174455165892823,0.0,0.2359459395603589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896180068101264,0.0,0.0,0.19196999698223613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565436634733612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434542830864707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465545597222812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185071842731374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302439682190102,0.0,0.4075049388632812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301129808264314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kankiremt,2019/01/23,I joined a dnd group today! It's a small thing but I hope I'm able to meet people that way,-2.7769696969696973,-1.1268162727272717,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,98.0909090909091,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.62159393939394,70,0,20,0,3,24,19,22,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,5,0,0.4747382699171812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715222202576573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32912374123781485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153950117642126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499963701925946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768251414126934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ljthescribe31,2019/01/23,"Has your social anxiety ever gotten you fired from a job? I mean in a direct sense? It's caused me to lose most of the jobs I've had, although the official reasons given for me getting the boot would usually seem unrelated. But I always knew.",3.41,5.2529933333333325,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,74.0,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.250983333333333,192,7,35,4,4,66,42,48,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.8105,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893936914574724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012883332462892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27029974576487964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380097684408017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374708791188897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222178461023531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943672719733894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866180249806247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705342112241119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395372475406648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26822070726721664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979275093713386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691499124519614,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gamerGmr9,2019/01/23,"My anxiety came back after a stupid thought Hi, i was anxiety free for some months and I thought that it had gone for good, but in some day my cat was playing besides me and he ran close to me and i called him to come to me and he didn't and I thought ""why isnt he coming at me, why is he ignoring me"" or something like that, I know, a stupid thought and I knew if I think this way my anxiety may come back, and it had and I can't get rid of it, I can't find the way I was thinking when I hadn't anxiety, I cant reprogram my way of thinking, have this ever happened to you? and how did you fix it?",0.6156969696969696,1.64921063703704,2.8319191919191944,96.61818181818182,79.66666666666666,6.686868686868688,24.124579124579125,7.348242739294969,0.6675185185185186,456,16,120,6,11,156,68,135,0.134,0.794,0.073,-0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,15,0,0,1,1,33,32,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,10,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,16,0,24,5,11,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,5,8,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43686188261565945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195562246799749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577987657042107,0.16328607846845136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36894036855325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207215086781356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129139868472584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048538395660467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458925473741414,0.0,0.0,0.11974520633808923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624735367820766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846036757588477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974817409691528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395432497554216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990811232189107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744357413940877,0.0,0.4533604937951031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399626165342389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576479150119215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,onechamp27,2019/01/23,"socially stupid (21 M) As a long time subscriber of this sub Reddit. I need some advice..... &#x200B; I've posted quite a while back that I've suffered from great social anxiety and depression, receiving medication, therapy etc. For a long time I suffered from self esteem issues, feeling worthless , spending most of my time alone. I've had some self reflection and realized I was always chasing something that i thought I wanted, but It was just me finding something to be miserable about. &#x200B; I've gone to the gym for four years now, consistently....and aspiring towards being a lecturing physicist. Everyone I know (friends, multiple therapists, family) has said that I'm extremely focused on my goals and I'm very smart. I'm not here to boast, if anything I felt everyone lied, but now that I'm better I don't think about it much and just take people's word. I've learnt to be more confident in myself, with goals and to appreciate what I have. &#x200B; Because of my dedication, I often go days without speaking to anyone, and I'm happy with that...but because of that I literally cannot speak to girls or new people. I've noticed that my friends have said I've gotten more attractive, like an ""8/10"" or holy fuck you look like an Olympian etc. I've also noticed that a lot of girls, even dudes staring/ making eye contact with me and are always smiling. Honestly, It's probably because of all my gym time on top of my laid back attitude/developed confidence. &#x200B; Embarrassingly, my laid back attitude might also be related to the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute. I was so worried that I would lack sexual experience for the future, but fucking a prostitute made me realize that sex isn't all that great unless it's someone you love. What I really need was some emotional connection. &#x200B; I can tell that some girls actually want me to go up to them in coffee shops etc, but I'm literally so fucking clueless socially. My rough childhood experiences do not help. I really don't see girls as sexual objects or anything like that. I don't think of girls as some divine entity either. I get extremely anxious, I don't know what to say etc. &#x200B; Often I sometimes think that maybe I'm not just cut for relationships, but then I get depressed that I'll never have kids or fall in love. &#x200B; A question for girls by the way: How often do girls approach dudes they like? 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It doesn’t matter if it’s a text message, sending a message to a “friend” on steam or saying thank you to the cashier after they hand you change. I will constantly be overthinking every situation to the point of where I stay up for three quarters of the night thinking about how they respond or worried that they thought I was weird. It’s even getting scared to send someone I’ve been talking to online for 4 months almost every day or scared that I’ll say something stupid out in public and everyone will judge me so I just don’t say anything at all. 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Sometimes I hate catching sight of myself in mirrors or reflections because I'm not used to seeing myself (that's tied to worrying about looking weird too but anyway). I've tried to walk slower and think that it's helping me improve how I walk. It's worse if I have to hurry somewhere though. Tips? Thanks &#x200B;",4.325939849624056,6.850250842105265,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,73.47368421052632,5.9218045112781965,27.962406015037594,6.868970318607317,1.6422879699248116,328,13,53,3,7,102,57,76,0.119,0.746,0.135,0.5122,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,10,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,10,9,0,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251804639974893,0.2823906939938872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624990557557286,0.2381206368580345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416685099686231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033742706898257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413986796873514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214190883820878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294462820131226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557724111141566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951569547720428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488809989811249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851922235125471,0.0,0.2424432462731365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984893732626965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396213277434206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891214405631298,0.2283312189101247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778392946350606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071845420535195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360128596102713,0.2368348309692577,0.0,0.0,0.2823906939938872,0.0 socialanxiety,Bob_11,2019/01/23,"Fear of being judged all the time. So, I'm an introvert person crippled with social anxiety and the fear of public perception and I hate myself for that. Throughout my entire life I've struggled to build an actual friendship and remained a loner, until now. Coming to college I decided to change myself, and push my limits like never before. I actually started initiating conversations, joined a couple of societies, tried to socialize, made some friends, and for the first time in my life - had a ""group"". The problem is, I don't feel comfortable anymore. Though I've tried my best to break the shell, it's all fake inside. The conversations I force myself to slip in, the social activities I have to drag myself in the name of changing myself and trying not to look the silent and sad faced person I really am in front of my ""friends"". I'm tired of all of this. I feel they'll judge me. I feel everyone judges me all the time because I'm uninteresting or I'm quiet. Everyday feels like another show where I need to wear a mask and perform with no room for mistake. I want to go back. Back to being a loner I originally was and I originally am. I wish to step outside without wearing a mask.",5.1753947368421045,6.4417530745614044,6.373640350877197,74.74756578947371,68.69298245614036,9.208771929824564,30.03947368421053,9.516144504307137,2.8433894736842102,943,36,168,20,16,317,129,228,0.16899999999999998,0.75,0.081,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,1,4,7,14,1,3,18,0,10,6,3,3,5,37,27,13,0,5,3,0,4,2,2,1,3,1,1,2,3,12,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,8,0,1,3,6,27,6,30,21,6,25,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,2,15,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.24100394741317724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294830987228903,0.09446445360490653,0.0,0.12246233962659255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899022059399648,0.0,0.07527432701318376,0.0,0.10507526795511853,0.0,0.12958819707607278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612581017565314,0.10637000454088573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663201980325448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799366871579885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779062831853171,0.2497476443358476,0.08821655684911082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050349064997733,0.0,0.0,0.1908059180531345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701784549081491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191428051329307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443993714636793,0.12065549169098087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369494558573032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684296714923068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156136733042602,0.09523800110695048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156418623342186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118156925237251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910662013623773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776272894045581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740217738262335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290916479464528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213218014600865,0.0,0.21601246919245687,0.14192598902595768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515113437663379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283370141226146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199980176895285,0.11903357923199435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,finallyfree99,2019/01/23,"Glossophobia instead of Social Anxiety I think what I have, to be very specific, is not general social anxiety, but rather glossophobia (fear of public speaking). I am someone who regularly goes to the movie theater alone, and is not shy about it. I am someone who is able to eat alone at restaurants. Just the other day I was eating alone in a crowded restaurant. I got a few stares, since everyone else was eating with someone, but I didn't care. I can walk through crowded airports or train stations, no problem. My social anxiety, or rather glossophobia, only really kicks in when I have to SPEAK to groups of people. So when I am at the cinema or in a restaurant alone, I don't have to say anything except to a waiter. That's not a problem for me. What truly gets me are things like having to give a presentation. Whether in college or at work, sometimes they force you to present or read out loud to a group of people, and THAT is my big fear and problem. Taking 40mg of Propranolol does help a bit, but it's still a really uncomfortable feeling. So yeah, I do just fine in society and crowded places, but having to speak or read aloud to people is where I really struggle. Any tips, besides the propranolol? I do try my best to not have to give presentations and such, but sometimes you just have to. For example last year one of my best friends got married, and I had to give a toast at his wedding. If I declined to say anything, people would think I was a bad friend and selfish. Has anyone here actually found a solution that really works for them when it comes to public speaking? Propranolol stops the shaking and racing heart but it still feels so uncomfortable to be in that situation, to the point where it drives me almost crazy when I have to do it.",6.042885319808395,6.610969414201183,6.571758241758242,76.61371794871796,66.39644970414201,9.633361510284589,32.959143420681876,9.606745405546679,3.0530468864468867,1394,57,258,27,21,455,165,338,0.158,0.718,0.123,-0.9017,0,4,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,2,4,20,16,0,4,18,1,31,4,1,0,0,47,45,29,0,7,24,0,2,1,2,1,0,7,0,0,16,11,3,1,5,3,0,4,7,9,0,1,8,10,30,7,45,34,4,33,0,0,1,0,30,16,0,8,14,190,46,5,0.08519273483749558,0.0,0.08313582000165239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853082178747009,0.352935922028464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793398107285471,0.0,0.195516626903744,0.0,0.0,0.05956874102812493,0.0,0.1402127237596301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113237508639735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880903847579036,0.0,0.09300840171767126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868596709649689,0.0,0.0,0.07338599758223302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494226615107682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455273636000141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615203083849781,0.0711675982637595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140530899167261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917310233646365,0.08615201297821763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340943650132308,0.13163939121146614,0.0,0.04450968775213096,0.24517390230671104,0.0,0.0,0.13627282510796396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009538009694578,0.05710289437579508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944344941540996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162086699034625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772880193119411,0.06479291377557388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362476622825381,0.0,0.0890082755558747,0.0,0.08053467114684654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455382512798726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043157840288653,0.0,0.21830658968619915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549736425754952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047231061500682,0.09576020339301068,0.0,0.2605297937782467,0.21655058330080806,0.0,0.16851558625374466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607005617833165,0.0712249410022934,0.0,0.08906194377798964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405433423112962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056598267527462574,0.10917612910400716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784027475667456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029292834589611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240426512045433,0.0,0.0,0.06051847452958348,0.0,0.0,0.05486132808181845 socialanxiety,RedCupPaper33,2019/01/23,"A friend invited me to his place, and when i got there his other friend was there So I was pretty pumped to go hang out with my friend Bob last Saturday. We had been talking about it all week last week - how we would drinks some beers and watch sports at his house on Saturday. So then on Saturday, I get to Bob's house... and his other friend Michael is there. When Bob is with me alone, it's better for me...we have inside jokes and stuff. When someone else like Michael is there, it's a whole different situation. **Should I just tell Bob that I'd rather just hang out with him alone?** &#x200B; *\*Bob and Michael are not their real names of course*",1.7250498338870417,4.142935441860467,1.8159745293466256,98.45459302325584,82.17829457364341,5.546179401993357,18.516611295681066,6.868970318607317,-0.11762724252491676,508,12,114,6,14,151,77,129,0.015,0.809,0.17600000000000002,0.9669,1,2,2,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,1,14,7,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,1,1,23,14,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,15,7,14,7,3,20,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,1,12,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440447129241905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445767807424444,0.18443392404778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342404317769065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858175986142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869033404982185,0.0,0.0,0.12679588394781774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690711328812716,0.0,0.07930076805256897,0.0,0.08626222835094594,0.0,0.12139536628447332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502762402567388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744810188420524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415389516387369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858175986142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544186864046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276318799810647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061134466332895,0.0,0.0,0.12860591663862914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375613090429404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219980646610103,0.13266572665401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435036092003797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946118620005338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782285282008154,0.0,0.18443392404778464,0.0 socialanxiety,rjtiger126,2019/01/23,"I don't have social anxiety but this is the closest I've got My problem isn't necessarily dealing with other people. I'm not caught up in my head thinking about what other people think. My problem is that I am uncomfortable™ with things I don't know or don't understand immediately. Yes, that can include other people but not exclusively. I get anxiety when I don't know where to sit. I get anxiety from open-ended questions in my English class. I get anxiety from asking for a haircut. I get anxiety from ordering at Subway. I get anxiety from picking Nukem teams at PE. I get anxiety from parking when there's another car behind me. I get anxiety thinking about the future. I've gotten a lot better than I was a few years ago (no more curling up into a ball on the floor), but I'm still so far behind everyone else I know. I feel guilty looking at the posts here because what the majority of r/socialanxiety feels is not what I feel yet I'm still clumped up with people with SAD.",3.958307692307692,5.502961548717948,5.878974358974363,76.06769230769233,71.97435897435899,8.892307692307693,30.43589743589743,9.3871,2.9146512820512815,782,34,145,18,15,271,107,195,0.103,0.802,0.095,-0.812,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0,9,1,12,1,1,1,0,27,37,7,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,11,2,0,2,9,3,0,0,4,4,20,1,27,33,4,27,0,1,1,0,5,14,0,3,8,98,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939146758446038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109354675188823,0.6483867807586251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904514428358677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458365647514208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370056678856084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922560328482424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850423106588202,0.0,0.09383664887209617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123587774153334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070833882484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874666350857591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473463974895316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873109109964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746753396464995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889678992778564,0.0,0.0,0.09007144228126061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937982762033942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146691619665643,0.0,0.0,0.2027518962300426,0.0,0.0,0.11868369012218477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799853505729587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921711547047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703857692178151,0.2036576249479825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029345105380807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682257062988025 socialanxiety,TheLemming479,2019/01/23,"I made some progress! I managed to say ""thank you"" out loud to the bus driver every time I got off the bus for a whole month! It used to tear me apart because I desperately wanted to be polite but I also couldn't bear to say it out loud. I started off just mumbling it but then I decided that wasn't enough and set myself the challenge of saying it loud enough that they could hear it. At first I found it really difficult but I was motivated by the fact that good manners and small acts like that are very important to my SO. Now it almost comes naturally although I still cringe at the sound of my own voice sometimes. I feel like I've made some good progress. Now on to the next challenge! 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So this just happened to me. I was sitting at my desk at work, just a normal day like any other one. I’m assisting a customer and running through a disclaimer that I’ve given about 5 million times to everybody that comes through the office, and then suddenly my boss walks up behind me. This for some reason caused me to seize up and say the COMPLETE wrong thing to the customer. I NEVER do this. This is usually such an automatic process that I am completely baffled that it happened. Had he not been standing there everything would have been fine, but he watches me for 2 seconds and my brain completely vaporizes in catastrophic shut down. Just unreal. Have you guys ever experienced this? 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But I feel it almost all the time. When I'm alone, when I'm around other people, even people close to me. I've just started being able to walk through stores or college alone without becoming completely overwhelmed, thinking everyone hates me, wants me to leave, that I'm upsetting them for just existing. I still think that, but I try to tell myself that it doesn't matter. I've been in college for 5 years now and have no friends, not one. Everyone in my major seems to know each other (there's only about 150 of us, so it's a small group), and almost all of them hang out together, work together on everything. I can go a full week without talking to anyone. Sometimes I feel invisible, sometimes I feel like they wish I would disappear because I ruin everything just by being there. I don't know which is worse I've felt a little more ok with it for the last month, but got an email about some club meeting in my department. It's not even that I wanted to go so badly, but the thought that everyone was invited and I really want to try to make friends, but I know I would get ignored if I went. It just feels like I'm not included in anything, like it's just some unspoken thing that everyone really means everyone except for me. I've always felt like an outsider. I can't read people at all, so I end up projecting my own negative thoughts about myself onto every interaction I have. It's ruining my life. It goes so far beyond not making friends. I haven't met with my advisor once in 5 years because everyone else is with his time except me. Haven't applied to any internships/research work despite being one of the top students in my major, because other people are worth it but not me. There wasn't any point to this I guess. I woke up, checked my email, remembered all the things I'm missing out on and spent the morning crying because I'm pathetic. I wish I could change and just do the things I want to without feeling awkward at best, and like I'm the worst thing to ever happen to anyone and not worthy of being alive, that maybe I shouldn't even be here at worst. I can tell myself that this is (probably) all in my head. But I can't stop feeling like everyone hates me and wants me to disappear. 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That sounds so crazy, really. I got an adrenaline rush for speaking up. 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For example: You walk past a group who are laughing and assume the joke is at your expense."" I was once passing a guy with two girls on my way home and he said to one of the girls ""Was that your boyfriend?"" and they laughed.. The moment I realised it was about me, I slowed down and felt like turning around and smashing his head in, but I was too depressed to fight back at the time, and kept walking. I had never let people talk shit about me in primary/middle school, I fought back, but with time, I felt that there's more too lose than win in defending myself. I recently started working out in order to feel stronger but I'm not sure if it's the right way to handle social anxiety. There were other situations were people called me dumb, or one time I went to a shop on my bike, which I seldom do, and two younger guy stopped me and wanted to steal my bike. I got off it and punched each of them in the face, the younger one started crying, I got back on the bike and sped around a corner (I felt like someone else started chasing me, maybe their older brother/friend) and then headed home. I later heard from my brother that their older brother was asking about me. It's weird cause no one knows me in my town. I think I've been more scared of going to town from that moment on. So yeah, my fears are not imagined. I've experienced situations that have left a mark on my mind and effectively prevent me from taking risks in the future. Aso, I've been wondering if I could turn fear into anger- that is, I'll work out, become strong, and if I feel endangered, I'll focus on the fact that I can fight back now. I know that some of my thoughts are irrational, I'm aware of them, but the feelings deep inside me are so strong, I feel so weak, so dumb and so hopeless.",5.418214285714285,6.04165080102041,5.245097959183678,85.38561632653064,67.77551020408163,7.90465306122449,27.924897959183674,7.699297019823105,1.4469255918367343,1582,48,321,16,25,489,202,392,0.201,0.7090000000000001,0.09,-0.994,1,0,0,0,2,1,64.0,0,3,6,7,22,29,8,5,17,1,24,6,5,2,3,63,56,30,0,5,13,2,7,2,0,0,1,2,2,4,20,23,0,3,15,6,2,5,5,20,0,6,21,10,50,9,47,33,5,63,0,3,0,0,29,30,3,9,27,215,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493685400232223,0.09589597903376942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511314360969036,0.07935609133125167,0.0,0.0,0.2610855480818006,0.0,0.0,0.09374890198442136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866771575917817,0.0,0.0,0.08720036002346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777382936742718,0.0,0.09324227468905298,0.0,0.0,0.07311139518167907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091059228059712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286557944002054,0.1716817882151861,0.0,0.24450896621290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558200238587893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048242147247674665,0.0,0.13578070605028006,0.0,0.0,0.16809914999671927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742331632360405,0.0,0.0,0.10058922872724196,0.0,0.0,0.17029331306776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093301240268219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222788799349543,0.08680074563127738,0.0,0.08294112493663623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496469196656862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527847237801695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570973297252163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546860683936485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039984004976166,0.2300813087112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103241398545656,0.176545879719803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490805129516313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381377607221945,0.0,0.0,0.07249139467544255,0.08074514974554432,0.0,0.08498477358908753,0.08590823294732207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713331498050729,0.0,0.190828773351108,0.0,0.17305929884072851,0.07192285297989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024628997226388,0.0,0.0,0.07096772793855989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000318350252437,0.0,0.12764603244400075,0.06822741206456738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278775089623334,0.05439093187447351,0.0,0.0673892719129578,0.14849151865419907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769917756369887,0.16584077811614675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006741959084488,0.13475565115426255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868931976051421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920542485076358,0.12359469870502605,0.08620491934967701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,guitar_strummer,2019/01/23,"I can't ask strangers for help I went to a gym yesterday for the first time and when I entered I sat down in the waiting area cos no one was at the reception. It was just so awkward waiting outside and all these people walking past you. Eventually I go inside and I don't know how to use the treadmill. The guys next to me know how it works but I just didn't have it in me to ask. So I use the cross workout machine and it goes well. After I finished I wanted to use the bike machine but there's a mirror in front of it and everyone can see you so I just leave. I really don't know how I can ask people for help and get rid of this social anxiety ",0.4748632218844975,2.3204927021276625,2.7321833839918948,93.41250000000002,82.97163120567376,5.730699088145897,22.128166160081054,6.868970318607317,0.4827017223910839,505,17,117,6,14,172,79,141,0.054000000000000006,0.884,0.062,0.4809,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,12,2,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,7,1,25,26,15,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,3,3,0,6,5,1,1,2,5,1,17,1,16,21,1,20,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,8,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323528950998833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852256207758221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531936683092574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716301668280107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090391075080585,0.0,0.09832610390759418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130803076092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319311715501347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28524686302481617,0.0,0.0,0.18319360403176915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183999096833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172366901051774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515851826643638,0.2398880025615458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083523798685237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378673189110571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636286495113535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088407008937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482777075472957,0.0,0.0,0.1020463346252031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555761231164816,0.16038287415913413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259540244436773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheWorldIsEnding210,2019/01/23,There was a point in my life where I developed a stutter so badly i was unable to speak or even read for the rest of the day. I'm a little worried!! I don't remember hitting my head or anything that would cause brain damage. But ever since the stutter came suddenly I have been struggling to speak in my native language which is Spanish. English I do just fine unless I'm nervous. Could it just be my social anxiety? 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Whenever it's break time, I would usually eat with my friend and another coworker would always join us. My friend knows I have social anxiety. My coworker also knows; the only reason I told him that was so that he would excuse my awkward behaviors and not to take it to heart. He was understandable and assured me that it was okay (this happened months ago) During another one of our breaks this night, my friend got up to get something. When it was just us two, I told him that my friend wouldn't be here tomorrow and that he shouldn't come on that day for break. It was the usual agreement between us because he knows I get anxiety when it's just us two alone; plus, it's so damn awkward. However, it was different this time. He would usually respond with an okay and was understanding. But instead, he told me that the only reason he was here was for my friend and that he would've never talked to me if she wasn't here. He said it with such a tone, it hurt me. I never really attended to be friends with him; at times, he shown me that he can be a liar and now, he's a fake. My friend is also quitting soon, so I'm planning on trying to act like normal and then after she leaves, I'll have minimum contact with my coworker from then on. Does this sound like a good plan? &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.12728881026095,5.695055390977442,5.595059708093762,82.81789694825301,68.3984962406015,9.115966386554623,29.55683325961964,9.168548406835145,2.308970190181336,1058,37,213,19,17,340,126,266,0.077,0.7709999999999999,0.153,0.9669,2,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,5,0,0,3,16,20,2,2,8,2,25,2,1,2,3,37,41,20,0,8,5,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,0,0,24,15,1,0,7,0,0,3,6,6,0,3,15,2,31,14,23,17,0,31,0,1,0,0,38,5,1,1,22,145,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686657673903516,0.0,0.0,0.06644177361155451,0.0,0.10260412016256537,0.053379320989610415,0.3475414891643855,0.3897564489938925,0.0,0.13453721997680382,0.09815169006598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910625707858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055260975528850564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137251417577397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702483170371465,0.0,0.0,0.056139550804393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564316462762812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694389878346216,0.0,0.06703319016440751,0.0,0.0,0.05380736954669583,0.05130794362439586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672910191057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602002709939724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867567985906849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576822543540132,0.0,0.0,0.06792734617337443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268252222546354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120524372467426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895543149224743,0.0,0.0,0.060201988045272076,0.06285500703992007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043470825715148737,0.09758045786821236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823318800026547,0.0,0.0,0.041097196699267056,0.13191718379337844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102292014233116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539453952544284,0.0,0.04938708276293338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048234065258795936,0.051562675046791434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122220481750818,0.0,0.0,0.18389898357925089,0.0,0.04355476675681822,0.0,0.1253337022869554,0.13356828294956574,0.3086661973301837,0.0,0.2119619737613915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785749667538385,0.0,0.3897564489938925,0.0 socialanxiety,spudalt,2019/01/23,"Social anxiety is robbing me I'm 16 and a half. I'm supposed to do stupid shit with other kids my age, but I'm so damn inept I can't make any friends. I'm being robbed of my high school experience. My last few years before adulthood and I spend it thinking about how stupid I looked when I crossed the street or how I offend someone every time I open my mouth. I'm sorry for this rant but this isn't fucking fair. I don't know who to be mad at or how to express my anger so I came here. I'm filled to the brim with anger right now. Fuck me and fuck social anxiety. I'm socially crippled",0.20264341957255289,2.281002228346459,2.163605174353208,95.70781496062992,85.77165354330708,4.888413948256468,20.095050618672666,6.18269132825596,-0.04833588301462344,461,14,106,4,14,153,80,127,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,11,0,3,0,7,5,2,4,0,17,22,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,11,0,1,1,1,15,1,10,19,1,14,0,0,1,3,7,5,5,2,6,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780830359643565,0.0,0.2650543683675805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741343286323547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813900051220992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596113469100958,0.0,0.0,0.1694607580903271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384384326694254,0.4804693514933369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303627101934256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520749691046122,0.14121271868450275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547693474251366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563822359329053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794496224822726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532688310256855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177827106969995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297853258650929,0.1467846468747761,0.0,0.0,0.1939266187370892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100440816240592,0.0,0.0,0.1010169194096982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156008744227072 socialanxiety,Atari260O,2019/01/23,"My tips for dealing with SA Hi all.. I'm now 44 and still at times struggle with SA - every day - but I try not to let it rule my life. A lot of young people here, so I'm going to share some advice with you all.. if you have anything that you do to help yourself, I'd love to hear them. - Challenge yourself professionally and personally. Maybe not everyday, but set yourself small challenges that you'd like to achieve. It's about baby steps. The small steps accumulate in a huge stride. - Live in the moment - don't stress about events in the future. When you're in bed and worrying... focus instead on anything else. Be conscious when your brain starts worrying again and 'snap out of it' - distract and think of things that you like, or your breathing. Listen to music. - When in stressful situations, like meetings or social events.. focus on two things. Your breathing and what the person is saying. I hate talking about myself, so I ask lots of questions of other people! Once you relax, you'll find yourself engaged in the conversation before you know it. Also (normal? haha extroverted people love to talk about themselves and in turn makes you more attractive in a way for attentively listening to them). - Focus on your breathing - I know I've mentioned this a couple of times, but specifically this time really do it! Are you breathing rapidly and your heart is beating fast..?? Concentrate on your breathing and bring your heart rate back to a normal pace. This also helps with distraction in many situations. - Fight or flight syndrome... urghhh I still struggle with this, and sometimes you just need to retreat and recharge.. I get it. But do it less. Don't feed the irrational brain that there's a potential danger, because really... is there? Ask yourself that! - Social events - go along to some, but give yourself a time limit to attend and try to stick with it. Try and last a little longer each time. - Develop meaningful relationships with fewer people.. just a personal preference here. Good luck everyone, I hope this is a little bit helpful. 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I was working amongst people younger than me; in their final years of highschool and just starting university. At first I was pleased to start my job because all my coworkers and my boss at my job were so nice. But nope, it seems that a really friendly, relaxed work environment doing menial tasks is too much for me to handle. I was anxious, awkward, never knew what to say. I speak so fast when I'm nervous so it came out in a rushed gabble to customers. I kept making mistake after mistake and being forgetful. My boss sat down with me last week and said I was too scared of customers, not meshing well with my coworkers and I couldn't keep up with them. He said I was making too many mistakes. He said he had seen me physically shaking from being nervous. He said he'd give me a week to prove I could be better. This week I fucked up 100x more, was on even more edge with my boss and coworkers. So now I've been sent a message saying I've been fired. I feel so useless and incompetent. I've had similar experiences at my previous job but that was only my shifts being drastically reduced, not outright being fired. Having real fucking social anxiety has fucked up so much of my life. I don't feel normal, I feel like a mistake. This incident is just one piece of straw in my disastrous haystack caused by social anxiety. I'm only posting this to rant. I was too ashamed to tell my two friends what a failure I was and I lied about the reason I was fired so I had no one to tell. Thanks for reading. &#x200B;",3.6724047124047132,5.231909939939944,4.783978978978984,83.57573284823289,72.72372372372372,7.405359205359206,29.023908523908524,8.012643519586192,1.9402299376299383,1322,54,258,19,26,434,171,333,0.214,0.7240000000000001,0.062,-0.9938,6,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,5,21,22,3,6,9,0,31,4,0,7,3,49,60,21,0,7,7,0,7,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,9,16,0,2,7,2,2,4,7,14,1,4,28,15,39,8,40,24,6,35,0,1,1,3,23,14,3,1,17,173,48,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267855849118954,0.11515065565713975,0.0,0.0,0.14499094875953078,0.10705822753465292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155365396652208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381252968842852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838667495828494,0.0,0.0973504424122712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566267239169304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251836560211753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926990045263148,0.0,0.0,0.1437491029198293,0.06770061004823995,0.0,0.10381115395537754,0.0,0.08060762628218776,0.0,0.0,0.14643143548559265,0.262827990921036,0.0,0.09090786105886382,0.0,0.0,0.07579275935035687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761611999285343,0.08423207731753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544933304444498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693579177991223,0.04629771714578138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265136345793477,0.09607751030347143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564104972734237,0.0,0.13932733538081699,0.0,0.07308912300605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285023109514152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843133438787738,0.14414711715295608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569858003706401,0.0,0.0,0.10402424263200204,0.0,0.0,0.09075931147050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947913099868401,0.1078640736735906,0.06070931164586321,0.09743488687270556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605753943336457,0.1507229209293016,0.09487696272100787,0.0,0.0,0.08627110231389389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320332279786046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341512509600452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656587364424675,0.0872474922112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257228476613237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280459009838037,0.0,0.08520571378061613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069715984344872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515065565713975,0.06102598127912792 socialanxiety,AmericanLion24,2019/01/23,"I'm just a burden on everyone. I'm a 23 year old male who's never had a job, doesn't have any friends, doesn't drive, has never had a girlfriend and who still lives with his parents. I'm in bed and as usual I started to think about how pathetic my life is. I think to myself that not a single person is better off because I'm in their life. If anything, I'm just a burden to my whole family. I cant take care of myself and have no money or a job. Can't drive myself anywhere. My parents and my brothers spend so much money on me. I know I'm lucky to have them because they do love me and care about me. But they'd be better off without me. I'm useless and in dysfunctional and tbh, I'm starting to realize I always will 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socialanxiety,jean0_,2019/01/23,"I don’t know what to do so i’m in college and i’ve been having a really hard time making friends. i’m not very involved on campus and no one ever invites me out even though i really want to be more social. after spending nearly every night last year bored and lonely i decided i would try to join a club this semester and finally meet some new people yesterday my college had a fair for all the clubs on campus, and i was really excited because i could go and try to find a few clubs i might want to join. but as it got closer i started to get kind of nervous. then finally when i showed up i don’t know what happened. there were just so many people around talking and i felt like all eyes were on me. i was too scared to talk to anybody so i literally just walked right out everytime i try to put myself out there my anxiety gets the better of me and i just run away. i don’t know what i’m doing at this point or if i’ll ever be able to have a normal social life. i wanted the new year to be different but it looks like i’ll just be lonely all the time jistvlike last year. sorry i don’t know what the point of this post is, i guess i just needed to 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socialanxiety,Costycr77,2019/01/23,"I just realizile that fap ruin your social interaction When i'm fapping i feel more anxious and i feel like i can't approach people,and i try one week of no fap and for real i feel more alive,i didn't feel anxious at all,so if that can help you,try no fap for one week and see if there's any difference.",3.816641791044777,3.4949440597014965,5.38429104477612,86.29345149253733,71.08955223880595,8.491044776119404,27.19776119402985,8.07648339933343,1.4139582089552245,240,7,56,3,4,82,42,67,0.2,0.7190000000000001,0.081,-0.764,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,5,7,1,4,8,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779213092252128,0.0,0.0,0.4910430038054104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706402133143586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395551400240788,0.1552608878508941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567199224630392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617666021623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453741983607584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473695855006747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318419837403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154098324937133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951061639863179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486586903946018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pm_me_your_gynoecium,2019/01/23,"Social apps suppose to be simple After all my acquaintances telling me I should use Instagram I started feeling left out in a bad way. So there I went and created an account and posted some pictures (that's what's expected, right?) My hell why would I do that. I keep looking over and over, each time I find something ugly and unpleasant about them (mostly are my face's pictures in random places). I don't know if they are ok, if I'm being ridiculous, or if I'm at any form acting innapropriate. Anxiety triggered as fuck, I open my profile to self judgement all the time... I guess that's just not for me. I guess I don't know how to be normal and enjoy things like everyone else. I feel like I'm constantly worried when comes to any social interaction (even online) to the point I don't enjoy moments of my life that I suppose to. I hate it, and I hate the fact that it makes me hate myself.",4.4999534450651755,5.275218581005589,5.455432960893855,82.5180470204842,69.89385474860336,8.201303538175045,29.441806331471128,8.344100000000001,2.044709124767225,702,26,139,10,12,231,110,179,0.19,0.718,0.092,-0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,7,12,6,0,5,1,11,3,1,4,3,38,31,14,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,1,3,27,5,17,25,6,23,1,0,1,1,7,11,2,9,9,92,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196712566675402,0.0,0.11064484318678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076359865004135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458964216771172,0.0,0.1562982954137162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082339811053988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552959069867917,0.0,0.0,0.13820427127749454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626289513822507,0.10332677241612534,0.0,0.0,0.13219312941291794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337120792222037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186619740869297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283892808836033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855761088303794,0.0,0.0,0.15897445691225345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714558953107852,0.0,0.10215948303579503,0.14132202588719991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145638444680755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965445179770352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171090467746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111205906883132,0.0,0.1367261629037139,0.0,0.13851967824624614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351690144965614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088511788000306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948729080956444,0.0,0.11134654989810346,0.0,0.0,0.10237290156920432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641675272155636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608860178888108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867484623830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491759654689236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480397471952546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407744460588392,0.13050995881449248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688315179286635,0.0,0.10274405655830494,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,torchwolf,2019/01/23,"I don’t know how to handle roommate troubles Sorry if I do something wrong, I don’t post very often. I live in a shared student apartment with three other guys. Two of them are fine, but one of them is very inconsiderate of everyone else. He’s messy, he’s noisy, and he acts like he’s the only one who lives here. The main thing I have a problem with is that he constantly vapes and smokes weed in the apartment. He vapes in his room, and in the common areas. I think he thinks he’s being sneaky about the weed, and only does it in his room, but the smell is so strong. The smell of the vape makes me feel physically sick, it’s so gross. I’ve had respiratory problems my whole life, and constantly being around that makes me feel awful. I know I’m not in the wrong for being upset about it, but my anxiety is completely preventing me from doing anything about it. My other roommates don’t seem to care that much. I don’t know what to do.",3.0861954624781833,4.5330239371727785,4.141445026178012,88.0499336823735,74.0261780104712,6.978150087260035,22.680977312390922,7.554174236665415,0.7680971029668409,736,19,157,9,15,239,103,191,0.227,0.696,0.077,-0.9833,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,9,12,0,1,11,1,17,2,0,3,0,28,29,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,12,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,1,4,18,5,21,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,3,4,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361592770986954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221772852996927,0.13221258237780134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151424084798437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571838534676974,0.3209905734679891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996917611034162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240678017159292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191539381687793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501904114284638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705625309038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448649645664091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490271489542877,0.07255843387977441,0.0,0.2622883782105486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827394859687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917788041300136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012793947254723,0.2259093906502879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422392702337876,0.0,0.0,0.2842234970695623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520528567893553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433647696178832,0.0,0.1662538356273889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866881564609646,0.19032878259552366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450805874975005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508594666153505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581513684361388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247624200798012,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxiouscharlie,2019/01/23,"A tip that has really helped me - look at the situation at hand objectively and use the logical truth as the rational for making yourself look as ridiculous as you think you look. I have god awful social anxiety. I’m on meds, I’ve been to therapy, I still suffer. But I’m running for a small election in my city now. Crazy huh? I’m terrified of getting on stage in front of 800 people and giving a 1 minute speech. But even if I were to mess everything up and do cartwheels into the audience, the situation at hand is worse. We really got people out here sleeping on the streets peeing in the river and getting attacked for being “illegal.” Until that ridiculousness ends, I’ll be as ridiculous (worst case scenario) as need me. This kind of goes along the line with being afraid to ask questions. You have a question, you are scared to ask in class. I can guarantee you there’s a least 1 person in class with the same damn question, and even if there isn’t it is good to hear reassurance/repetition of instruction on assignments. What’s more ridiculous, your “stupid” question, or you, as a student trying to receive an education, not having clear direction to succeed. You didn’t get this far to only get this far. Everyone is in the same damn boat, some of us are scared (for psychological and psychological reasons) and some of us really don’t give a sh*t. So ok, you “look” stupid and crazy. But has anyone reached shore?",5.712444444444443,6.74786705925926,6.342962962962968,76.30333333333336,67.2962962962963,9.703703703703702,31.296296296296298,9.861636050157227,3.0312962962962966,1126,44,207,25,18,368,154,270,0.2,0.7170000000000001,0.084,-0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,9,0,1,8,20,9,3,18,3,20,4,4,3,2,37,41,22,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,14,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,15,0,0,4,8,19,5,44,34,7,28,0,1,4,0,25,20,2,9,4,138,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277727696611084,0.0,0.0,0.0756601357034746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023159653173249,0.12309992105092266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583837923615927,0.0,0.0,0.1429380558545248,0.0,0.0,0.10339544900546482,0.09724855582812042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613262978685544,0.207602067788294,0.0,0.09075804051444426,0.08654220537829084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195600133111616,0.0,0.07252818614202343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267987486014615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634630764556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222833052104992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019244822124205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023336158388389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822955221861898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003280142756542,0.09448128625496233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848618376634775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795856075952007,0.11125376702238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166661212455579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325610575811016,0.10828412302254344,0.1103023678294273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641343377369047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374296604099508,0.0,0.0,0.06933402151045308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346475620745557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603169368688505,0.09345522294109217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027113583588813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,homeshakey,2019/01/23,"Somewhat functional socially anxious 20 year old gets a job! So I’ve had about 3 jobs in the past 2 years. All warehouse jobs, none of which require interaction with any customers, let alone other coworkers. I’ve been working at a bakery for about a month now, making this my first ever job using a register, working with customers, and handling food. And so far.. I’VE BEEN DYING EVERY SECOND OF IT. I ABSOLUTELY DREAD EVERY CUSTOMER THAT COMES UP TO ME AND IT FEELS LIKE I AM A SOLDIER GOING TO BATTLE. My coworkers have been trying to help by assuring me that everything’s okay and to just relax and that it’s just a quick courteous exchange between the customer and that stuff. I’m just really surprised and a little overwhelmed that my coworkers are so nice about it. I just feel like a burden for not being able to do simple things like answer questions about cake and give people back $1.50 for change without wanting to cry. Anyways, my coworkers have been telling me that I’m improving with customers lately and that it doesn’t seem like I’m that anxious anymore. But it seems like the only thing thats improving is how much better I am at hiding it. Any advice for me on how to not shit myself every day?",4.3501626383555445,6.3153198283261816,5.094777501694151,80.37759430765756,71.74678111587983,7.480370454032077,28.572170770273324,8.20500826718156,2.164584549356224,972,38,169,15,19,314,138,233,0.079,0.735,0.18600000000000005,0.9775,4,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,18,16,2,2,11,1,15,2,1,4,3,37,29,15,1,1,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,22,13,1,1,6,1,1,2,5,5,0,2,5,2,13,11,28,22,4,21,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,4,17,121,35,8,0.11247584131189492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991009038351532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649105066019448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529748581060645,0.0,0.0,0.254131371414111,0.11154581142126037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648697924949998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947574138807773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898452634364948,0.09688797799858256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354943022249087,0.07253761275198051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673216563652887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174083783004867,0.2842972420455885,0.0,0.10108603368701656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374232977638235,0.16070552701390695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567189316158764,0.13600623377469626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587639848163119,0.10789707589608012,0.06392261262433008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539018554238297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464596687801212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687764810262644,0.0,0.0,0.115014168212809,0.0,0.27475007345399177,0.11273034145825025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507849746491126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977714345303542,0.0,0.08268268500041259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802447498381236,0.0,0.0,0.08554294567321788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737091743892804,0.07797658633650822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599868357486316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205490405291852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047875632663585,0.0,0.0,0.11545483478538934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465495580078355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875792869285158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830884287997922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944790231444102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636371314264734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714301393994773,0.0,0.0,0.06634116535431861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842269731490953,0.0,0.16376750411172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486150827909766 socialanxiety,MrZubar,2019/01/23,Class mates have begun to shun me My college class mates have begun to shun me due to my awkward social behaviour. I don't know what to do. I'm very sad. Haven't been able to sleep in 2 days. Can't sleep right now because I'm agonizing about class tomorrow. Any advice would be welcomed. ,0.9856416464891034,3.410976813559323,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,85.94915254237291,5.405326876513318,20.292978208232448,6.868970318607317,0.3966300242130752,228,7,48,3,7,74,39,59,0.147,0.812,0.041,-0.7425,0,0,0,2,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,2,0,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,23,6,4,0.30909974870298346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020486970465002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019842860005572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842433784919616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993437667292232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987313823037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639694965000143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186459536896852,0.3150882679534661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550396642244012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957559297355772,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,muddiestblunts,2019/01/23,Pulling out of plans Been talking to a girl for a while and had a panic attack today because.of how scared i get that she will think im weird or fucken whatever and it does my head in and im scared shes going to hate me now. Should she be mad at me?? I need help on how to deal woth anxiety before meeting people someone please give me some tips ,0.5074324324324309,2.6129964324324355,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,84.67567567567569,4.781081081081081,18.70945945945946,5.985473137389443,-0.2740756756756757,272,7,61,2,8,89,58,74,0.273,0.6679999999999999,0.06,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,3,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,11,12,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818714535934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352436057177598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759556748743488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318246326444104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809557283737632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080347061707162,0.19836348619906385,0.1175185905809618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041537454246596,0.21221729280457227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860116138628967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467186232675511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332573016063825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426133278648109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433561324915757,0.0,0.0,0.2269837963115211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140483532690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520514311613686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620299390178878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249712168608618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960045149688699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theseasnail,2019/01/23,"I may be making friends!! How do i not mess up?? Halp Hey everyone first of all i wanna thank you for all the posts and comments, i just found this sub reddit and i spent like an hour reading and learning so much. May i ask for your advice/experience on something related to groups of people? I recently got into the situation of being in newly formed groups, where no one knew each other before. One is about music, the other one is from college. The groups are between 7 and 15 people. We started with group chats and that was doable for me even if thinking of what to say and saying it in the right exact moment was a great challenge. But soon I'm gonna be meeting them all!! and I'm afraid I'll mess up!! Do i try to be memorable and fun or do i just maybe focus on 1 or 2 guys in the group so that it's easier to deal with the situation? I know i should just let go and be myself, but myself would listen nod and smile and i dont wanna be that now that i finally get to find people i may become good friends with. Thank you all again and wish you the best xx",1.9055510974746284,3.4838527578475365,3.6447675241916464,89.8360066084494,77.47533632286995,6.309086617890017,20.70545197073401,7.0608816371341465,0.37744484304932735,827,20,181,9,19,277,134,223,0.006999999999999999,0.805,0.188,0.9898,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,4,1,3,12,13,0,1,10,0,21,0,0,2,5,49,39,20,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,0,1,10,18,0,0,7,2,1,1,3,3,0,4,6,3,23,10,28,20,8,21,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,6,10,134,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314972683719009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553469219187921,0.11969053175097095,0.0,0.14761304461588295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450133529726954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485141443474116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929040071641378,0.0,0.0,0.1344057952616804,0.0,0.13759158750187678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408516570496086,0.12855986665707894,0.1196445562883666,0.0,0.1542254400040428,0.21734573927298148,0.0,0.0734885728372606,0.0,0.07993980647287732,0.11797817727055822,0.11249792954575856,0.15507715131849525,0.0,0.1392746206963314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852087720069153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730256131043549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438334569114816,0.0,0.0687189299642651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389103966841053,0.0,0.14131096908274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340062094200314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859427338035125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925459222602327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471253342595188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069716162668627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888388932143253,0.0,0.0,0.12012210052659235,0.0,0.2237155195954173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162134374497487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828624506582817,0.0,0.0,0.09955923302129707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899999725450895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012866996989743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549829394567122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617510201308081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999201869991611,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eckzotic,2019/01/24,"Does anyone else find that they are outgoing and sociable only when they're around friends? It's like I'm a completely different person when I'm around friends I'm comfortable with, I can easily talk to strangers and etc. When I'm by myself I feel like everyone is watching and I just have a habit of walking around with an angry face. How can I be that same person I am when I'm around friends?",2.2922499999999992,4.612875725000002,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,79.25,7.5,25.0,8.472884824447931,1.77875,318,12,65,7,8,102,50,80,0.039,0.6609999999999999,0.3,0.9646,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,13,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,9,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316033418821624,0.1804750007694278,0.0,0.627203450417776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467816531994705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840275415221988,0.0,0.0,0.1541402380891107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714135357332794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964413059154027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830815771942784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906106228076194,0.12583358348986562,0.0,0.0,0.16098765884001462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082531660258552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172105026873545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339614834206468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075951868576756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157368369256432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shizuku2,2019/01/24,"Social anxiety in university/college classes I'm wondering if anyone else experiences the most anxiety in just their classes. Outside of my classes, I can actually go up to people and talk to them or talk to people I've never met before. I really try to socialise in my classes that are for my major/faculty, but I feel so anxious that I just end up sitting alone. I've even recently started a retail job and I'm actually okay with interacting with the customers.",5.9208333333333325,7.171248204545456,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,66.95454545454545,10.866666666666667,38.53030303030303,10.864195022040775,4.93590303030303,374,21,58,11,6,134,59,88,0.104,0.868,0.028,-0.6456,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,13,9,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,13,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,40,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.39140388686586586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770302694702367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068311096849617,0.2265575543604642,0.0,0.1402249762716652,0.20548095186106688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706481106742946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752871733742608,0.0,0.177622394268163,0.0,0.0,0.13245737206362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961704414575106,0.0,0.0,0.10140103489784152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113973734953806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990089025935008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467183924041364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806381556867404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847357452225733,0.0,0.19801293359704736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442927795171287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419460233547535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223792232675102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615616202920766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174813336337716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,deepdiccpizza,2019/01/24,"I have to give a presentation tomorrow, help pls ;-; Hey y’all, I’ve been lurking this sub for a while and although I’ve never been properly diagnosed with social anxiety I relate to pretty much everything being said here, so I figured it’d be a good idea to ask for help on my upcoming presentations/speeches I’ll have to give this semester as I’m taking a public speaking course. For background I’m always scared shitless when presenting, I can’t look anyone in the eye, I’m way too quiet, I fidget and generally am in full panic mode when all eyes are on me.. my voice shakes so much it sounds like I’m crying, and once I actually did end up tearing up in front of my class which was very humiliating for me and I really don’t want anything like that happening to me again. :( I truly do want to get better at speaking publicly, I want to have charisma and captivate people. I’m extremely shy and introverted but I still want to contribute to the world around me. What are your best tips/tricks? I need all the help I can get! Thanks :’)",3.462387374461983,5.2937028829268336,5.1148923959827854,79.86944045911049,73.82926829268294,8.530846484935438,26.692969870875178,9.168548406835145,2.3124060258249637,821,30,158,19,17,278,129,205,0.069,0.7559999999999999,0.174,0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,9,9,0,3,7,0,17,3,2,0,3,20,37,14,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,9,21,6,25,29,6,24,0,0,3,0,15,11,0,0,12,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14774141341124716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597424516327402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581811868652395,0.0,0.0,0.105860145415644,0.0,0.12458664620182235,0.13477522796615646,0.14153554781038305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588815752018461,0.1338981445934452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630224858370898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536645400168861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409260594114342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606565948775354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819713280899625,0.29046716451564497,0.0,0.12698443212092675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387966837130594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044342014592064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090853119535726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479296340959422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713516097040092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225880995119963,0.11225879051741956,0.1167665263995046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612326246009956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763149551595436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495946133697674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540249485676901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698865097074644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440130027896974,0.0,0.1515745834212467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432994653718007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090566029381172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383153343811885,0.0,0.0,0.13938580986575788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491819514659022,0.3571909624259345,0.12017171326552152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,getyashinebox,2019/01/24,"CBT vs. SSRI Which works best, typically, for situational (public speaking, etc.) anxiety? Anyone have any anecdotes?",7.169803921568626,11.144154999999998,8.137647058823532,46.812745098039244,87.23529411764706,9.325490196078432,35.07843137254902,8.841846274778883,5.570701960784314,93,5,9,3,3,31,17,17,0.08,0.706,0.214,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854570072092351,0.0,0.3211217903668756,0.0,0.0,0.2935119289614637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405211936071853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681528919759576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718374357174054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30559650246217035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StayClassy_US,2019/01/24,"It feels like everyone has social anxiety when it comes to me, but with everyone else they're fine Obviously this can't be true, but it really feels like it. I have social anxiety but not to the extent to some of the people in this sub. I have some social skills but it definitely feels like im missing something. I struggle to fit into a group, or make more friends. I don't understand why if all of these people that have a lot of friends aren't socially awkward, why are they awkward around me? How do they make friends themselves? It feels like I ALWAYS have to carry the conversation when making more friends, or initiate it. When is there going to be a time when the other person is carrying the conversation, or when someone initiates it with me? Usually if anyone does, it will be a girl and it's because luckily im fairly attractive. But man I can not make guy friends for the life of me. I'm not sure if this made any sense but I needed to rant.",4.618534412955461,5.570420821052629,5.760526315789478,79.79406882591097,69.73684210526315,9.425101214574902,29.878542510121456,9.661875296680813,2.715271255060729,756,29,149,17,13,252,99,190,0.08,0.669,0.251,0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,8,17,0,3,10,0,17,1,0,6,4,40,32,19,0,4,15,0,4,4,5,1,1,0,0,4,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,4,13,13,17,27,7,13,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,9,11,102,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937402712134095,0.0,0.0,0.07304273062180255,0.0,0.16433726857765368,0.0,0.0,0.0751038237632173,0.0,0.0,0.09561799607467576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547636080713641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092524517624129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399553316064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972757633284982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527041110418032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172396289694134,0.3069359413550917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149249030282207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104378500319953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063531471654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204324916476116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586711643246813,0.20990111292359928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131645024615352,0.0,0.10163428327296097,0.286789007486024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964342374355238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892964402388956,0.09378658663295134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880982943050705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379653574291138,0.09100845266237303,0.0826897456256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228863350248734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012329967036245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263184688545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118179767143246,0.0,0.0,0.11829734087057632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384229337782424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,badmonkingpin,2019/01/24,"Has anyone taken medicine in conjunction with therapy and then gotten off the medicine? I've been doing CBT for a couple of months now and having an incredibly difficult time with it. I never planned on/wanted to take medicine for my anxiety and am still extremely hesitant to do so. My therapist suggested that I might benefit from medication. I hate the idea of being on medicine for the rest of my life. Has anyone taken it for a short amount of time and then gotten off of it? How did you feel after you had stopped taking it? Why do you think the medicine helped you for the time you took it but you no longer needed it? Do you think you could have overcome your anxiety without it?",4.723636363636366,6.368025909090914,5.201939393939393,81.27790909090913,70.21212121212122,8.916363636363636,29.10909090909091,9.3871,2.6029490909090907,548,21,103,12,10,175,79,132,0.109,0.8759999999999999,0.015,-0.8592,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,9,0,1,4,3,1,0,8,0,15,2,0,1,1,18,27,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,1,15,1,21,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,11,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010010338297626,0.0,0.0,0.2651574682570672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138702981705665,0.2097982974428078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587179975722768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719922696366767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270906405062994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404501787411054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392615388412302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910107056981372,0.0,0.20114474945419816,0.0,0.0,0.151343766860181,0.0,0.0,0.1405923663071059,0.14623783292427422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142166419468406,0.1585212706107915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851241238689137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168339462054631,0.22015018604331066,0.0,0.2429870556913169,0.0,0.0,0.3316868793146169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066211911159494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183605844920924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109225994689128,0.0,0.0,0.18277591370863375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,woodenstick69,2019/01/24,How do you bring up anxiety/depression with a doctor? I have an appointment tomorrow and I have no idea how to bring up my mental health. It’s not something I talk about so I have no idea what to do. ,0.2642857142857125,2.5163473333333357,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,87.57142857142857,7.1695238095238105,20.304761904761907,8.238735603445708,1.1913847619047626,156,5,35,4,5,53,30,42,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268748004515002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193723887496383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33166962449373233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7044799747363467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144493662057765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402132772589857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079511613765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,123kingme,2019/01/24,"How do I get better? TL;DR- Title I’ve been lurking in this sub for a while, and finally decided to make this post because this sub seems to mostly lack actual resources, strategies, etc. for self-improvement. At the beginning of this school year I made it my goal to try and become more confident and to “conquer” my social anxiety. Although it wasn’t easy, I tried to put myself out of my comfort zone and raise my hand in class more, start conversations with people on my own, do things with friends *outside* of school, and I’ve even started dressing better. I feel like I’ve made almost no improvement. I don’t really have any best-friends (the kind that invite you to their house and stuff), I still stutter sometimes when I’m speaking in front of a large group such as a classroom (I started stuttering a little last Spring due to extremely high anxiety, but it disappeared over the summer, and came back again late last fall.), and I don’t feel like I’m any closer to getting better than I was last Summer. And the worst part is, I’ve done everything I thought would increase my social skills, and have no idea what my next course of action should be. I’m trying to remain hopeful I can still get better, but it isn’t easy after several failures and an entire semester of trying and accomplishing nothing.",8.692951807228916,7.426172240963857,8.188443775100401,73.3135090361446,61.53012048192771,11.191566265060242,36.41265060240964,10.125756701596842,3.5688578313253005,1044,39,187,18,12,331,148,249,0.094,0.741,0.165,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,8,8,13,0,0,9,0,16,1,1,4,0,34,35,19,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,0,6,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,8,4,21,10,29,24,9,40,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,24,121,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.1022228991610818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489405593453968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246998478135514,0.0,0.16027007721340036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054786760395864,0.0,0.06385588304489538,0.11569041948950436,0.0,0.0,0.1099308234936362,0.3705787352807256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198084495141714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719772575016537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682623601927172,0.06918774719394574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414439640147552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593157720729178,0.14966978411626528,0.0,0.11475076066737505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186236225454256,0.0,0.16418588242782312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106763018839986,0.0,0.10404243071112873,0.0,0.12086981209296913,0.0,0.11825232442795627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090831500269415,0.0,0.25616072807779056,0.11816488551172395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235312983660713,0.1049890827211506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982378625209912,0.0699228129619613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140500339780526,0.0,0.0,0.10051242602833968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343627215330986,0.0,0.07262188836914463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032351661714486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530475225842524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710685148486073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202935281160545,0.0,0.09536234052833632,0.1092792433722287,0.11834001046345136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135630653335054,0.0,0.0,0.10360246510075163,0.0,0.22243214007757914,0.0,0.16731025966044324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199160461298192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695926135573901,0.0,0.0,0.08316143412536077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844790884979924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441285740727824,0.0,0.0,0.06745689172536325 socialanxiety,golightlys,2019/01/24,"I survived a speech class and got an A! I just finished my last day today! I really never thought I would be able to get through this class (I think if you scroll through my post history you'll even find a post I made from about a year ago where I was asking for advice on taking a speech class.) I'm going to community college and public speaking is a required class to transfer to my local university. I've been taking classes for almost 3 years now. I really did NOT want to take this class, and I actually considered just settling for an AA degree or even dropping out entirely. I finished almost all of the 60 units I would need to transfer, and it was getting to the point where, as my dad would say, I needed to either shit or get off the pot. I saw a 4-week intersession class and decided to just bite the bullet. I got really lucky because my professor was probably the most caring I've ever had! He really wanted everyone to succeed and designed the class so it was basically impossible to fail. He truly helped everyone become a better speaker and gave us a lot of advice about life in general. At the end of class today he shook all of our hands on our way out, and he told me I was a good speaker and I should consider doing something communications-related. As soon as I got in my car I had a reaction that surprised even me - I actually burst into tears! I don't know if it was because of what he said to me, or because I was so relieved that I made it through something I thought I'd never be able to do, or what. Needless to say, a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Anyways, now that I've finished the class, here's what helped me get through it: * I always forced myself to volunteer to go towards the beginning of class, otherwise the anxiety would become unbearable. * I prepared, prepared, and prepared until I was absolutely confident I knew everything I wanted to say. * I tried to remember that the class really wasn't judging me while I was speaking, and that they were probably just thinking about how nervous they were for their own speeches. * I chose topics that I was genuinely interested in. This really did make it a lot easier for me to do the speeches. So, if I of all people can get through a speech class, so can you!",5.498605442176872,6.106702448979597,6.660436507936506,75.36303571428572,67.59410430839003,9.837414965986396,32.98356009070295,9.871247098662263,3.250463492063492,1784,76,331,39,28,602,202,441,0.044,0.848,0.108,0.9804,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,3,3,3,5,23,12,1,2,28,0,35,5,3,4,6,64,70,28,0,13,13,1,2,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,18,14,1,1,9,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,31,16,56,8,56,31,8,45,0,1,1,0,27,17,1,13,20,242,74,20,0.1713376235160911,0.0,0.16720080480237556,0.0,0.0,0.16742914271278925,0.07594023266318743,0.0,0.17156988028292605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128331416811702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553640650905558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008877455425642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666873749562538,0.18922894386010533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576710219784777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734506311433313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055249296379970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587713936714029,0.0,0.0,0.16975032661314812,0.07749234486718629,0.0,0.1637204417821727,0.07699360405126075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829974192546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379209146884035,0.0,0.09737511992127797,0.07185493477340475,0.2055515242734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484399740073788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470813385092416,0.06983151564679836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605104152724633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456651204219816,0.0,0.16212380214134806,0.05718459707772086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704467682603704,0.13214613788505106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059391967363669286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098471771842605,0.0,0.16409408123475885,0.0,0.18473093723244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32928980692500226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970460635850844,0.0,0.08149065794239613,0.2043818328129736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793780417572886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319040733816075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323685448063832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978623083909697,0.0,0.13602293447351005,0.0,0.0,0.16240803311078494,0.08186022089108635,0.0,0.0581634997352182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304903242234964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158905433181538,0.06799991521857843,0.06871835332923835,0.104321533409039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342666365851215,0.0,0.0,0.11033581201971536 socialanxiety,2_Z_Zach,2019/01/24,After being unemployed for six months I'm going to my first hiring event and I feel like death I haven't had human interaction outside of my few friends in like six months (because I tend to avoid it) but having a job kind of shoved it down my throat. Now I'm being thrust into it and I don't know how to cope with it. 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I've had social anxiety and shy bladder since i can remember actually. Last year however i'd decided to work on my anxieties and try to cope with them, rather than let anxieties rule me. With the help of psychotherapy and yoga/meditation there has been a lot of progress in a short period of time. This really let me enjoy life more and i can surely say that i have never been happier until this point. I've had one major wish that I've wanted to do for a long time and that is going to music festivals alone. Last year i wanted to go but the lack of having any friends who were going held me back. Half a year ago i made my first attempt to go to a festival alone but i wasn't ready and i decided to cancel my plans and to work on myself more before embracing this new adventure. Now however, i am ready. As the ticket sale went online i bought myself a ticket, my heart was pounding and i still have a resting heart-rate of 75 but i finally did it. I took my first step into this amazing journey that was kept from me thanks to anxiety. My point of posting this story is not to brag about my success, but rather to inspire others that life can get better. And everyday that you're fighting your social anxiety, is a day that you are closer into coping with them and being the boss of your anxieties! 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I’ve read books about anxiety, researched natural or over the counter medications to help alíviate the feelings but nothing has ever helped, I think my only shot is to simply get some profesional help, Is it too much to wish for? To be a normal and productive human being, to live a normal life like everyone else not always in constant fear of humans or even my own close relatives. Any tips on how to go about it? 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Oh my goodness!! I (26F) swear I’m not a perv. And I’ve never ever had this issue in my life. Lately as my anxiety has been worsening, I’ve felt that my self control of thoughts and motor skills were horrendously getting bad. One big thing was eye and face control. Like I can’t control my expression or where my eyes wander off to. Difficulties in controlling my facial expressions sucked but I was trying to work through it. But recently, I had an instance where someone was wearing a really low cut shirt and my eyes glanced down. Not because I was trying to get a look, but because it was just so in your face. And in that instance I remember thinking how awkward it would be if the person I was talking to caught me looking. Now ever since then, every time I talk to people I feel my eyes trying to dart down to that area. I think it’s because I’m so aware and worried about that now, that I keep thinking about not doing it, that I end up doing it. It’s giving me soooo much anxiety. Like what the hell is the use of me mustering up my courage to talk to people if I end up just making them feel uncomfortable and coming off as a potential perv? Sorry I just needed to vent and tell someone that I’m not trying to be weird !!",4.249979114452799,5.031207439849627,5.344761904761906,83.06412698412701,70.46616541353384,8.01637426900585,29.063492063492063,8.167268648758528,1.922423391812866,1033,38,207,14,18,342,138,266,0.152,0.795,0.053,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,6,15,11,3,1,8,0,19,12,11,7,3,45,42,22,0,4,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,17,10,0,6,8,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,13,11,31,4,31,26,1,33,1,1,8,1,15,18,2,3,15,142,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604587308342338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756654721652286,0.191793143071372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034083867593393,0.0,0.0,0.4705065480521353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577688540950585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973153959912856,0.08836201632098321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060562690770919,0.0,0.10069679485527533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958609689064062,0.10060600425860236,0.0,0.08796447846376837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094626311952183,0.0,0.0932180411090214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830397718681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740765702154442,0.10247360952241644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642066734255741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000511897986238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709545870618346,0.07776375257901315,0.08088634508344253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106625996842184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454147429277465,0.09157312148757843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718584283955066,0.0,0.10355176841868613,0.0,0.1188033417209817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940787577387567,0.0,0.0,0.08675398378630192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772110898254914,0.0,0.0,0.11739938228210575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768049923394261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371793757545836,0.09166568957779124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967453089816346,0.20159969323022292,0.0,0.083259323300522,0.06115366738187598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481394832354223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057864073674038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635051311285722,0.10650602160386452,0.0,0.07450044864845391,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ItzDsrkOutsid,2019/01/24,"Is it okay to go shopping for just a notebook and some pens? I was just about to leave, but there were people outside the gate which I have to unlock and I'm awkward doing it. Now I'm writing this and thinking, don't people usually go shopping for large amount of products? I'm dumb for going there for just some paper?",3.4027692307692305,4.809440661538467,4.1846153846153875,88.21538461538464,73.15384615384616,5.815384615384616,26.84615384615385,5.6839178017228535,0.8767538461538464,253,9,50,1,5,81,44,65,0.126,0.851,0.023,-0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,9,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,35,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195107710353981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847415432668548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038106041121758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282385538586675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001853033322822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zwadderaar,2019/01/24,"Anyone with experience on getting help? I've made my first visit to a psychologist this week. She's sending me to someone else who has more experience with social anxiety, which is fine. However, I'm kinda scared to start something as therapy. I may not have had anxiety my entire life, but it does feel like it. I'm almost 25 and anxiety has been a huge part of me and I cannot imagine myself being any other way. So when she talked about trying to change the way I think, I freaked out. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone, but let's say therapy does work and it does change me. Will it change me as a person? I'm so scared of suddenly becoming selfish and arrogant and that the little amount of friends I have will abandon me. My boyfriend says that it's just my anxiety talking and that being arrogant is simply not my nature and therapy won't change that, but I'm still scared. I do think it's time to get help but will it be worth it if I come out as a totally different person?",3.5837293729372948,4.822928594059409,5.083782178217824,82.59999669966999,72.46534653465345,8.753003300330034,27.32805280528053,9.21078282632365,2.2128147854785483,784,28,160,17,15,264,109,202,0.166,0.745,0.08900000000000001,-0.9456,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,3,6,0,20,1,0,2,1,33,34,19,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,5,1,2,0,2,17,12,0,1,5,0,1,3,5,6,0,1,3,3,21,3,18,22,4,17,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,5,8,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031069120205076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002131844144477,0.0,0.3150789165989466,0.0,0.0,0.14399430895111315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137193313543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357031481832956,0.0886972414235891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757894919708924,0.0,0.0,0.2703222252297829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601599559458628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144362228012666,0.0,0.0,0.05206337820572985,0.07355988442583743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758396222624554,0.0,0.0,0.07955230730531428,0.0,0.10759236503709044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803366787404206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056588154278303125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529107589853977,0.07272887354742925,0.050304638613996186,0.10320031977788137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743018166272903,0.06873149541280528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150358929913756,0.0,0.0,0.17981420990857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376751459084224,0.3092647942518769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496223066211388,0.08724388848125887,0.07926928471872008,0.0,0.0,0.07288080941346692,0.0,0.08222984643526031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552248646727655,0.0,0.0,0.3532563624879118,0.0,0.0,0.1319546207705363,0.0,0.0,0.06004108085785431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990806125311219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346135497167855,0.08259418493768149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496144593784951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daylilies7,2019/01/24,"Introduced myself to a professor and now I feel dumb I'm 39 I started going to a university this semester. I went to a community college before that, but there were a lot of older students there so I didn't feel weird. Here I don't think I've seen a single student over the age of 22 lol...so in my classes the professors assume everyone is that traditional age and they kind of talk down to the class. So I thought I'd introduce myself to one of my professors after class and let her know she has an older student. (The class has about 50 people so I thought she just didn't notice me.) Well she didn't seem to care and I just felt awkward. 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I can do it with my homies but walking the half mile in town to uni is horrible. It's like I don't remember how to do the whole eye on thing. I pass people not looking at them so I have no situational awareness. In lectures and seminars it's even worse because of the close proximity. Im sure my teachers notice how fuckin weird I'm being lol but I can't help it.,1.1348104575163376,3.3406842588235293,3.3639215686274504,87.76653594771244,82.88235294117645,6.130718954248366,25.91503267973856,7.3871296695380915,1.3625816993464048,322,14,68,5,9,110,62,85,0.202,0.693,0.106,-0.8404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,9,3,2,2,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,3,8,2,9,10,1,9,1,0,3,1,3,7,1,0,1,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812943823815165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643217347845612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993432631660732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212467600867381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452963029694272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497439945594913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33859579836779835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061821052573478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369001328814536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342939378901463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802992314749015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758163682948504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320403304137807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307952287005857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SCMLonk,2019/01/24,"Need help approaching a girl that takes the same bus as me! Ever since the start of this semester a girl who goes to the same university as me has also been taking the same bus route as me and I think she is really cute. But of course I am shy and have social anxiety, really bad crippling social anxiety. It's straight up terrifying for me to even imagine just casually approaching another human being and talking to them little more than a girl I think is cute. She seems to be at the very least shy like me as she always sits by herself with headphones on, ignoring all bus riders around her (same with me) but that also seems like it might be an issue as the last thing I want is anyone interrupting my music and I can imagine she is the same way. She also seems to never take them off as she has them on when I get on the bus and when she gets off and heads inside. So how do I approach her? I really don't want to be rude and interrupt her music and I have no idea where to find her around the school. I've had butterflies in my stomach all morning contemplating different approaches but I can't imagine doing any of them. 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I think I just made a decision that is going to change the rest of my life.. Little bit of background. I'm 30 years old, and I take classes online full time. I haven't worked since 2013. I've had social anxiety since middle school, and I've missed out on several opportunities to advance careers and make new friends because of the anxiety. A few months ago I finally got up the courage to go see the career counselor at a branch of my university that is about an hour from me. I mentioned my social anxiety and she said that they have free counseling available for students, but there is a waiting list. I was put on that list back in November. Jump to now. A few moments ago, I received a call. I hurried and googled the number while it was calling and saw it was the counseling center. I didn't answer and let them leave a voice mail. I listened to the voice mail and instantly became terrified. The lady said they had available sessions on Tuesday evenings and that if I wanted it, I had to call back in a few hours or she would move on to the next person on the waiting list. This is where my social anxiety kicked in. I started making excuses and trying to convince myself that I didn't need the counseling. That I would be fine without it. But somehow, I got the courage to call her back and now have my first session with a counselor on Tuesday evening. This will be the first time in my life to legitimately talk to a professional about my social anxiety. I'm super excited and feel like this huge weight has already been lifted off me. There are so many things I've been wanting to do lately but haven't due to social anxiety (go to the dentist for the first time, do some volunteer work to help build up my resume, get a part time job at the community college I went to.) I really hope that things go well. I know I have a lot of potential, and I'm tired of allowing my anxiety to dictate my choices in life and hinder me. Obviously I still have anxiety about all of this, it is overwhelming and I feel like a lot of things are about to happen all at once. But I know I will look back at this moment and know that I took action to make myself a better person and give myself a better life. If you are reading this, I know that you can to. There is always a way, and once you take that first step you will feel unstoppable. &#x200B; TLDR: I've had social anxiety since I can remember, but am finally seeing a counselor about it at my university ",4.736377918529559,5.6334786946721325,5.628502235469451,81.04784401390961,69.43032786885246,8.784003974167907,30.15673124689518,9.0124134603493,2.4256685792349724,1945,75,381,35,33,639,215,488,0.064,0.826,0.11,0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,3,11,23,17,0,1,34,0,40,7,0,5,3,61,83,28,0,8,10,0,4,2,1,5,6,5,0,2,26,20,1,2,11,1,1,13,5,2,1,4,19,13,55,16,58,56,12,75,0,2,4,0,34,26,0,8,37,273,81,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088006553219926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901705472298991,0.0,0.052040257641616613,0.06776462608352009,0.07599581878185221,0.0,0.0,0.4306026406732592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236487195122426,0.0,0.038125245058194285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062727835115886,0.06828006398341703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554509882870293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616152909053513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826172841408836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486989642574237,0.08936055575690299,0.0,0.13702420708776353,0.0,0.21279401404768586,0.0,0.0,0.04832007586766874,0.0,0.032675804244252406,0.059996335196263,0.14217706872145214,0.0,0.10004168489871937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530600660465889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192082875967535,0.0,0.0,0.062118680036468074,0.123183262169897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062063646575425485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748659218367085,0.0,0.07055051159875991,0.06622333387233828,0.0,0.06395380533816447,0.1767020872993388,0.061110080566112675,0.06268387995456398,0.0,0.0,0.05251983469821898,0.0,0.0,0.10634256395934448,0.0,0.059179097743521016,0.12524254237274215,0.06340814145057311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049920718859508835,0.06647263594427713,0.0,0.04637437099536537,0.0,0.12080761121554175,0.06651451444597672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562769105357208,0.133211154606958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677272863221125,0.0,0.0,0.10921916106745877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287235089713226,0.0,0.0,0.06255928960841849,0.0,0.04006624035165837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084830736351136,0.0,0.11898422188130894,0.0,0.0,0.06329621211086674,0.09967633464700824,0.0,0.0,0.07065507019825054,0.0,0.15520707126411154,0.0,0.0,0.38252438833996827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044267807678289375,0.0,0.049946413283642105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940481496068056,0.050269183728437784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465110431173396,0.04007462198582791,0.0,0.0,0.1458758233670765,0.07188324793383458,0.0,0.0,0.06948686847628076,0.04246216028087923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377821430011544,0.04964321803608959,0.0,0.07615975126200154,0.056233096951963206,0.05797739871422401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028860779557605,0.0,0.09106317283710184,0.0,0.0,0.08885660298952648,0.0,0.07599581878185221,0.04027523237107818 socialanxiety,moth-flame,2019/01/24,"Going to a gig in London alone? 24F I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this, as I’m not overly socially anxious in general (though I used to be very much so) just not good at going to events alone, especially since I am rather on the more extroverted side of socially anxious. But it’s worth a try. This band I really enjoy are playing in London in May, they aren’t too well known and no one I know has heard of them. I would feel really bummed out if I missed the gig because I don’t have anyone to go with. I am also worried that being a lone female and going to London alone in the evening (couple hours on the train) could be unsafe, especially if I was to have a few drinks at the venue. Has anyone else here gone to a gig alone regardless of male or female, and how do you overcome the awkwardness of it all? 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I’m kind of forcing myself to go since I haven’t really associated with anyone for weeks since I work from home usually. The guy I’m closest to and feel comfortable with isn’t going since he can’t make it, and it’s really making me have second thoughts about going. I don’t know a lot of those people and I’m honestly very anxious without having a crutch, aka someone I am comfortable with. My biggest fear is not really having anyone to talk to and kinda just standing in the corner on my phone or something and looking creepy as hell. Does anyone have some advice? Should I still go? How do I deal with the anxiety about my fear? Thanks",4.117837445573295,6.03911811320755,5.432830188679247,77.89624092888249,72.27044025157231,7.911175616835995,26.69617803580068,8.617729084823388,2.1825632317368164,656,23,113,12,13,219,95,159,0.107,0.777,0.116,0.3285,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,2,7,0,16,0,0,3,0,27,32,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,2,13,6,24,30,3,20,1,0,1,0,8,8,1,4,5,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266916292729694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918122953745087,0.14646661367251845,0.0,0.27196105843563234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336625600920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134568272989897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917826315683165,0.06555449561724022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44209552985551337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837302204599238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300486482719307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500961788499952,0.07125177119636994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887261618033237,0.0,0.0,0.11022305397669856,0.0,0.0,0.17308360195148606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797647647025914,0.0,0.13545574637474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491696574823552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217413001260671,0.0,0.0,0.1321609608720711,0.21970257413861968,0.09981023430982827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035379626432568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042070596225698,0.0,0.11936349993714555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292692722258673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279019993581807,0.10697411015431764,0.0,0.0,0.10399671172146267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499542694408721,0.0,0.09438611070869632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BrokenTyrone,2019/01/24,"Thoughts on Yubo? I’ve been getting a lot of ads for an app called Yubo, and from the looks of it Yubo is targeted for people with social anxiety. Has anyone used this app know if it’s any good or not?",0.06697674418604649,2.2271077906976764,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,87.3720930232558,5.300465116279072,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,-0.14428930232558113,157,4,37,2,5,51,37,43,0.04,0.885,0.076,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774430875380104,0.0,0.26744790335658625,0.0,0.0,0.2444528909769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35698717504856986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265489012692968,0.0,0.0,0.2932332221833977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213450877533972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935812861583991,0.0,0.0,0.2972228195305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423730258301747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637965021879986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775483931082174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019476400939136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SocialAnxGuy,2019/01/24,"Afraid to work and unwillingness to be an adult Hello to everyone! I am a 30yrs old man who lives with his parents. I have never worked (except of few jobs for a while in the past). So I am dependent on my parents about anything. I use their car, I live in their home, I pay no bills, I eat their food etc. I have spent my fucking last ten years of my life doing almost nothing except of getting a Master degree in Contemporary History, with many absences and a lot of excuses to my proffesors due to my bad mental health. As you have may assume already I suffer from social anxiety, depression , depersonalization and who knows what other mental condition. The last year I have experienced an AWFUL break up after 12 yrs long relationship that cause me more anxiety, suicidal thoughts and EXTREME isolation. I literally Lost my self identity. Who the fuck am I? What I am doing with my life? How the hell I will stand in my own feet? These are some of the most crucial question that I had to answer even now. So in the last year I understand that I am alone in the life. I was living for too long in a dream. A dream that someone or something will come and save me. That I will find a job, then marry that woman etc. A year now I struggle to make some positive changes. I have a new girlfriend, I still have my old friends, I have my parents, I am going to the gym, I have started to love myself day by day, eating better, stop drinkin alcohol etc. But guess what, I am still stuck in my head. After all these years of being almost isolated in my room I have a HUGE problem to become a piece of community again. I feel like a stranger, or better like an alien. I feel almost dead inside, pathetic and looser. I dont know how to act and what to say in front of people, I lack social skills, I lack a strong identity of my self, everyday I am waking up just to do nothing but goind to the gym, drink a coffee with some friends, talk with my new gf in phone, and sitting alone in my room. The world seems like a movie, my face seems unfamiliar etc. People say to me that I am great, kind, intelligent person, but deep inside me I know they are wrong. I feel like a shit. Perhaps one of the greatest solution is to find a job. But guess what: I am terrified even to send some CVs, or visualise myself in work. Somehow, I have found a way to cope with the anxiety that going to gym or going out with my friends cause. But even the thought of working make me feel paralysed. Also, one of my proffesor suggest me to do a phd with him. It is a big opportunity for me, but I am terrified again, so I dont want even to give a try. I feel sick amd tired of my life. I cant stand anymore this life. Just to be here and wait for something magical to happen. What can I do? Is anybody of you guys have the same problem? Are you afraid to work? Did you had this problem and now you succed?then how? Do any of you have come to a point that your mind is in total denial to do a specific thing? What the hell is going wrong with me?? I hope for some good replies guys. Thank you all and please forgive my english, I am a foreigner who also suffer from anxiety!",3.3111258584257786,4.629256053882727,4.572057250396195,85.69736743924989,73.2472266244057,7.603816693079767,26.14107897517169,8.144726394080802,1.510511067089276,2434,82,508,37,48,804,278,631,0.154,0.7290000000000001,0.117,-0.9646,6,3,5,0,0,0,82.0,0,8,4,12,25,37,5,3,42,1,54,21,5,9,4,96,93,32,2,7,14,3,5,4,5,4,9,2,3,8,27,23,5,2,20,6,3,10,5,18,0,3,10,8,89,19,82,76,22,73,2,4,0,3,49,25,5,24,37,368,116,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291481420962186,0.17685133689476554,0.1219444644449881,0.06496521902805445,0.09415766469618557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400340563493312,0.0,0.18014352460610691,0.0,0.05838385935124558,0.0,0.0,0.04844552350741503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915452830506253,0.0,0.06501800052872198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413260023057146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095273510621535,0.06227733486815774,0.10142369324712568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593338963832329,0.0,0.050705198993881866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799191150348744,0.05767081835483141,0.0,0.12047873077244622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262531707592995,0.15553401927270755,0.0,0.0,0.056253422722823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883383112585422,0.08411439897741815,0.0,0.0,0.1076134032787842,0.0,0.07118661581658492,0.06454862198664671,0.13644993942995587,0.10884992259800176,0.03075748143941844,0.056474085608980124,0.1338301735321537,0.04937790268007168,0.0,0.06490509230488277,0.12970530192955396,0.11658238541482442,0.05205911563539753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060418264425562286,0.06257674113908444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059052055462569364,0.05847183236810191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526008939247914,0.0,0.0,0.06130471596025092,0.09706129822348536,0.1439622954700287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791038262554384,0.1150448909978515,0.0,0.1559515703469124,0.10419733391605704,0.0,0.0,0.06426426169534033,0.05004971588075045,0.053133054234003,0.0,0.07859322336614005,0.05968559240946824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865552427626598,0.0,0.05944256781428828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540466953739744,0.1137152687024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297594040181687,0.0,0.12354967451778555,0.0,0.079784543257487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610664825123125,0.0,0.05619869058546981,0.08162698341343984,0.05140357516911172,0.0,0.06462228805499108,0.0556517867935438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899376556405366,0.0,0.0,0.06594859391443555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320503940982965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936325972325468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071872456552729,0.12282984078899452,0.0,0.060429869572374686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002241461341626,0.049880905206237634,0.09064299507168604,0.0,0.0,0.04166894448415074,0.0,0.09402834391183272,0.04921849402991666,0.0,0.061544378787040485,0.0,0.06439492891130337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731799327553217,0.0,0.05420017902651338,0.0,0.0,0.03911103966115388,0.0,0.0,0.09347343006950573,0.0,0.06766314449686213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996930257490085,0.0,0.0,0.061286416081948535,0.0,0.050845334222428776,0.0,0.0,0.03472343082983778,0.04672877661784273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429264811778734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873161402638084,0.0,0.1895538213630346 socialanxiety,tryllebukser,2019/01/24,"The doorbell anxiety Someone has knocked on my door 2 times. I live with my boyfriend but he is at work right nor. So when I heard the knocking i just freezed.... Its stupid because I know someone is ordered to fix our door and it's probably the guy but I'm to scared to open... Now im just sitting in my couch afriad to move because... what if he is standing outside my door - hear me puzzle and then force me to open...? I also have too pee but that make noises as well... One hour and my bf will be home. I can hold me pee for that long I guess..... 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I want to start promoting my instagram page, but i feel uncomfortable when recording myself with a selfie camera. When i talk i look around if people are looking at me, plus i don't know where to look, in the camera or at myself on the screen. It gives me a lot of anxiety and i back up from it. So i basically never posted anything like that, and fact that people will see me talking scares me as well... How can i overcome it?",4.095420168067225,4.9387076176470615,5.594817927170869,80.90382352941178,70.86274509803921,8.181512605042016,26.336134453781508,8.418075326091056,1.7248722689075635,395,12,78,6,7,134,68,102,0.132,0.809,0.058,-0.8134,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,15,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,19,2,16,14,2,15,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,3,6,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085771029020441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659696547536544,0.17954250103700814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508339461939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197804783280287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347472815762087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084085786672454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853315362131816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080940714735865,0.0,0.0,0.1714654619012472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555519846157138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796461112374459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931585773771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192197195115866,0.0,0.16071691451229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559256329472536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275375368634766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421369154463936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379181979861769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133912864264226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,always-incorrect,2019/01/24,"Breaking off a friendship. I'm in school at the moment, and I've had a friendship with a few people that I really don't feel connected to or enjoy being with. Most of the friendship is fake, they're not really there for me when I need them. They still reach out to me a bit, and I don't have the confidence to say anything to them. Anyone got any tips at all? 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I’ve been deep cleaning my apartment because in a week I’ll be moving out. I’ve put in garbage bags a bunch of weird things that I’ve been holding on to for way too long (think: my 5th grade P.E shirt, etc, etc.) In total I’ve put together around 7 bags full of junk that I don’t want. The problem is I don’t know how people will perceive me if they see me taking out 7 garbage bags. It’s like a constant fear of “I need to take these out but I don’t want to run into anybody.” So I thought I solved it by telling myself “ just wake up super early and take them out.” But now I feel weird like I’m being watched and I don’t want to disturb the neighbors by going up and down the stairs. Help. I don’t know what to do. My mind has managed to trap itself. 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What can i do in return? I just turned 20. I don't have friends. Not even one. I am not close with this classmate. I usually bring a novel or a sketchbook to school to keep myself busy during class (when lecturer is not teaching) and lumch breaks. She must've noticed because she gave me a brand new sketchbook, bookmarks, snacks and a card (unopened) all in a cute paper bag that says ""best wishes"". I froze when she gave me the bag. All i said was thank you. I didnt know what to say. I kept quiet. I couldnt focus on class. This is the nicest thing someone has ever done to me. Not even my past ""friends"" did this for me. I really really appreciate what she did for me but i think i came across as ungrateful because i am always numb and emotionless these days. I was thinking of texting her tonight. What do i say to her to express my appreciation? I dont want to say the wrong things. 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I literally just have to call up 2 places to follow up on some stuff and text 2 people but it corresponds to me calling the places first. I've been delaying/stalling this for like a whole week now and it just freaking sucks. I can't do nothing forever. Aahhhh why must it have to do with talking to people, I can deal with any other problem as long as it doesn't involve social interactions. The worst part is if I don't do this it doesn't just involve me, it has to do with my dad and some financial stuff. I'm like already being such a burden for making this choice without my dad's full approval, now I can't even be independent enough to commit to it. This sucks sooo much. I'll probably get it done eventually but it will probably be at the last minute and cause more problems. Thx, just needed to get this out of my system.",3.4984940778341773,4.868822233502534,4.746213197969542,84.4264940778342,72.85786802030456,7.689881556683588,26.83891708967851,8.238735603445708,1.6711471404399325,768,27,157,12,15,254,110,197,0.157,0.762,0.081,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,0,6,0,24,0,0,3,3,33,33,12,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,0,11,2,25,25,12,20,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,3,10,119,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372401661577662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457264714183367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023420192408873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539816877030501,0.0,0.0,0.1277573885808416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821513080379174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726884821654372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850256713284974,0.0,0.08214208682554347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578503372281144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995143944692428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946626607951796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343358310005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137429251298384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151717636270146,0.0,0.0,0.11005934893916547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301478233287896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284556377050987,0.0922152706517309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933182912751868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467546631144706,0.0,0.17243843604652578,0.0,0.2598704712463553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681735874374946,0.4760030636418298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212414519293864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535494587817577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28473695625208684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996009182362292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975831666956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222031090191167,0.13884938076817782,0.0,0.11988368070028844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ekkkoe,2019/01/24,"Social boulimia Hey all, First post here, but I had this thought that I would like to share with you. TL;DR: My social anxiety is a bit like boulimia, where I can eat just fine, but the starving happens after the meal. I'm better now, but I sometimes crave to go back in time and try again, this time savoring my food. A while back I went through a depression after a break-down of sorts. It had a lot to do with mounting responsibilities and expectations that I had gotten myself into, without the confidence that I could do it. I felt ashamed and like a failure before I had even started, and had to back out. What followed was a long period of anxiety and sadness. I'm happy to say I worked through most of it, first with some schema therapy based on a rather wonky diagnosis, and then with a cognitive behavioral therapist who saw I had social anxiety. Latest thing we've been doing is keeping a 'white book', i.e. a positive diary. I can recommend that. I was never the type of which anyone would suspect that I had social anxiety. I'm quite charming, crack jokes and some people describe me as 'flirty.' I'm also quite successful in most of the things I do. I have a teacher's degree and taught at university level for a while and I currently work as a consultant. None of that is to brag, it is to illustrate that I could be outwardly quite sociable, but I would always walk away from a social encounter with a very hollow and anxious feeling. I knew I'd say something stupid or wrong: I *knew* I'd blown my chances with that group, or that girl I liked, or that professor that might forward my career. Prior to the depression, I even walked away from psychologists with that feeling. I've come to realize that walking away from every social encounter feeling like I'd messed it up was exactly why I would feel isolated, or why I belonged *nowhere*. It's a little like boulimia: If you throw up after every wholesome meal, you're still going to starve. I began craving to be alone in my safe space, because I would feel exhausted after every social encounter, but when I was alone I felt deeply lonely and troubled, because I felt like I didn't belong anywhere. Even in my close circle of friends I would feel on my guard and quickly offended, because I mistrusted their unconditional affection. Although I'm doing quite well now, I still get this deep longing to go back to university. Prior to the depression, I thought I might do a phd. Part of me says I just want to pick that up again out of interest, but it feels more compulsive than that. It feels like I have to go back in time, like I have to fix something or missed out on something. I feel like I belonged there, but never realized it. The few times I did go back, I felt like my social anxiety was at my worst there. If you're in a depression right now, my story is a hopeful one. I'm doing much, much better, probably better than before the depression. I engage with people more easily, I'm comfortable being alone, I'm more aware of my good qualities and I accept my flaws -- always a work in progress, of course. Yet occasionally, I still get this craving. It feels almost like an addiction, where I know it's not healthy, but I'm compelled to do it anyway. I still haven't decided if I'll ever go back. Thanks for reading, if anyone got this far! I'm curious if anyone has similar feelings or experiences. Feel free to share, or if you have any other questions, feel free to ask. Cheers!",4.165208965810752,5.961763951879702,5.131366151227127,80.62112640090795,71.88721804511276,8.206837849340332,28.78777131508016,8.841846274778883,2.39315746914456,2728,108,504,53,53,892,287,665,0.147,0.636,0.217,0.9952,2,5,3,0,0,0,91.0,0,3,1,14,34,51,2,1,31,0,49,6,0,3,5,112,105,42,0,18,26,0,17,12,1,8,2,3,0,1,38,27,4,3,28,3,2,14,7,16,1,3,29,23,67,37,77,63,16,91,0,8,2,0,25,33,0,24,57,355,105,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053337934489980914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899358258590802,0.15202165460336464,0.0,0.03912711152531873,0.08142279831247096,0.0,0.0,0.03327221406022475,0.0,0.1871460969367236,0.05527387633362723,0.0,0.10263323179672876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045740382680894316,0.0,0.1379063118863817,0.26335429571197616,0.0,0.08947680929151675,0.0,0.083266987875149,0.0,0.0,0.12981655425895644,0.05341589502468566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042146501506751664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812887048772586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107048833834838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006480089085432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694797982246743,0.04425750710748712,0.12366997833740564,0.0,0.0,0.0478602479270393,0.0,0.0,0.3216082007296839,0.1048609312994545,0.18791136669947686,0.0,0.0,0.08323500340460463,0.059163036066215716,0.0,0.03780107910793837,0.0,0.05112494709384181,0.0,0.16683893368027009,0.041037863699858027,0.039131598792441886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326621374793254,0.05208397724372505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859580818064082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043488796070966895,0.0,0.0,0.02688914211170166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868406493522621,0.04903796739566885,0.0,0.0865981695261735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159620613776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380818025417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193433034598253,0.0,0.07547143716838431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03315437709829666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052983453814094465,0.0,0.06784000206033973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685878959393271,0.0,0.05275186072604973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480972786132853,0.2081606510447699,0.048940499636230116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041783612044166786,0.0,0.11672676099638407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990014337989355,0.0,0.1129997835631044,0.04839031044032634,0.0,0.034630965906692235,0.0,0.15629348967608142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504564670981144,0.05595258497673628,0.05680831902842661,0.06501019393932042,0.0,0.0,0.07768555719355677,0.11411951326682684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03321839734414545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037011293775137,0.028858565152493486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399148197090951,0.045356059482830495,0.08829848260446498,0.0,0.0,0.04716413191960479,0.0,0.1068588823099843,0.0,0.0,0.2085391269708585,0.05349427723273323,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lilac0996,2019/01/24,"Just need to talk about this thing that happened that I'm cringing to death about So my apartment complex has a free shuttle that goes to the university I go to and I take it everyday when I go to class. Yesterday I had to go to training for this new job at 9:30 but I woke up late so I got out of bed, got dressed, and sprinted to the bus stop. I made it but when I got there the bus was completely full. All seats taken and people cuddling each other standing up. I convinced the driver to let me squeeze in front of the girl in the first seat because she had a bit of room. When we started driving I suddenly started lightheaded and my blood felt cold and I knew I was about to faint if I didn't sit down but my anxious ass didn't want to make a scene so I tried to bend over a bit to get blood into my head but I guess that didn't work because next thing I know I'm sitting in this girls lap with my eyes closed and I hear two girls say ""is she okay???"" and I was really confused and didn't realize I had fainted, I thought I was napping in my room or on the bus or something so I didn't even open my eyes or move when I responded with ""who me? Yeah I'm good why?"" WHILE STILL IN THIS RANDOM GIRLS LAP WITH MY EYES CLOSED LIKE I TOTALLY MEANT TO FALL INTO HER LAP AND TAKE A NAP RIGHT THERE OH MY GOD and then she told me i passed out and I apologized and stood up but felt like I was about to faint so I asked if I could take her seat and she said yes. She was super nice about it but I want to die. For anyone concerned I'm pretty sure it was just because I didn't have time to eat or drink or anything and I got out of bed so fast. Anyway, TLDR: I'm too anxious for my own good.",-0.2871921629687293,1.7531455831062672,1.5470124562086447,99.5347706630336,87.71934604904631,4.694148176981964,19.092318671337747,6.052691113681939,-0.3333910211496045,1307,38,319,11,42,427,174,367,0.071,0.792,0.13699999999999998,0.9816,1,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,0,3,23,11,0,1,12,3,21,13,7,2,3,63,59,39,2,6,15,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,4,4,16,27,2,1,8,3,1,8,6,1,0,2,31,10,53,11,49,26,7,56,0,0,3,2,21,26,1,10,21,205,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638217377613914,0.0,0.07934227648184478,0.0,0.09337780606741887,0.0,0.10608102343227313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075144751043617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477641191286479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897325668654304,0.0,0.0,0.09059817665678778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776604442401326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115938279132308,0.0,0.11611020733005738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749472006753634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179018727620309,0.0,0.0,0.09651924436387943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059284448366682514,0.0,0.1934662960367492,0.19034989764409874,0.3630157690112423,0.0,0.12500222572308575,0.0,0.10034293474193624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164550317553421,0.0,0.12789121624307734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260347330229965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623612560114544,0.0,0.12800138386357907,0.0,0.0,0.1160328309620776,0.0,0.11087339699198898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107369971319979,0.07574345613762931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206028021216634,0.0,0.0841380668785133,0.0,0.10959198641101273,0.1206787832315123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866721293539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544184080209678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269308322511428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690448720696196,0.1079378782209029,0.09023750671856468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735630665523103,0.0,0.0,0.16063216311325546,0.0,0.090618903739329,0.0948676917435421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694603831181254,0.0,0.255950517438026,0.09120451343467864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077153933594575,0.0,0.0,0.09008411091017313,0.06616644883250224,0.0,0.0,0.10842738022711912,0.0,0.07704005477240478,0.0,0.11084567784424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385747764817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239085085432507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260898381892247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aperfectopportunity,2019/01/24,"What type of mental health professional should I look for? I've posted here once or twice and have received good information, so I'd thought I'd ask. Lately I seem to be on a downhill slope of hating myself. I'm 33 and don't know who I am anymore, and everyday is like hitting the repeat button. I don't feel I have anything to offer to society and my life has been a waste. I know rationally this isn't true; I'm married, have a decent career in my field, family situation is good, etc. On the outside, I probably seem confident and that I have it all together. Yesterday, I realized it's hard for me to interact with people not because I feel judged or anything, but because I don't feel like I have anything to offer them, or that I'm so difficult to be around I would be a burden. The self-loathing is getting unbearable. I want to go out and contribute to society, help people and all that. But I can't, and I'm hating myself even more for it. I'm also pushing my wife away. I even told her she should leave me so I don't make her miserable as well. Lately, I have no tolerance for the least bit of chaos. My reactions and nitpicking make me hate who I am even more. I have no idea where to begin when it comes to getting help. It seems overwhelming with all the different types of mental health professionals. I've never done anything like this. If anyone has any suggestions I would greatly appreciate it.",3.907158054711246,5.244234953900712,5.464164133738604,79.80500000000002,71.80141843971631,9.05937183383992,28.676798378926037,9.48565724429506,2.6041223910840934,1115,43,218,26,21,378,144,282,0.127,0.752,0.121,-0.5854,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,13,15,3,2,9,0,29,3,0,2,5,45,58,21,0,6,7,1,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,12,0,0,4,10,7,1,1,4,5,34,8,27,46,8,20,0,2,1,0,17,7,0,7,11,151,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435464814472146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173199862274396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461070649524597,0.0737561060065002,0.0,0.3472138016881278,0.09390215705724,0.0986122853601144,0.0,0.09910466990460337,0.0,0.0,0.1286028105263047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151600221556613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086419023884354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020719414323876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794564381645752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764133215983133,0.2090114094155376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943990349638693,0.0,0.16000599204106133,0.07535701477452074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102209377435866,0.0,0.05994837083034185,0.17694812717123318,0.0,0.1162952849743066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449197190848692,0.31242761787606177,0.0,0.22424680976798386,0.0,0.0,0.1414059474203294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907737038114034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594130173796564,0.0,0.2379786428079396,0.11169117530136473,0.0,0.0,0.07450570159573064,0.15460087076742365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857908113453836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082132824772195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212603934752374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135492602355664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233586072535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625714193684064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101023473356216,0.0,0.11372842198294696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880830494902448,0.11004168417791624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856721479683817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374165108953482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100793444612954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062216555592785425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948418075947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149864071179486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ValtronW,2019/01/24,"Having an anxiety attack over announcing my engagement I recently got engaged and one of my first thoughts afterwards was ""shit, now I have to tell all my friends and relatives"" 😱 I can't stand being the center of attention, even if it's positive attention WHO ELSE CAN RELATE",5.6320588235294125,7.703852941176471,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,68.60784313725489,12.158823529411766,36.27941176470589,11.698219412168324,5.415035294117646,224,12,36,9,4,75,44,51,0.085,0.6940000000000001,0.221,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,6,3,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570693915589154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822935830380941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28071798507521684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219510015060076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858351313741346,0.0,0.0,0.25962337888974923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687615840500773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277091450925553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317985872609432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449398436479432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371344175637404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667779244070378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SAgoAway,2019/01/24,"Almost feel like there's something wrong with my brain I can't tell if it's anxiety/low self esteeem or if I really do have some underdevelopment in my brain or something. Sometimes around certain people I feel normal, so I feel like that means it might not be the latter. It's when I'm put in uncomfortable positions, or feel like random people are watching me, or thrown into group activity for school that my mind completely shuts down and I can't even speak. It really sucks. It deeply affects my ability to make friends or get a partner and sometimes I feel hopeless.",5.3459862385321095,6.949589779816519,5.8540252293578,77.35975344036699,68.63302752293578,8.752752293577982,30.13876146788991,9.188382445141503,2.65264128440367,462,18,83,9,8,149,73,109,0.104,0.7659999999999999,0.13,0.2348,0,0,2,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,7,2,2,2,1,28,17,11,0,3,8,0,5,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,7,11,5,8,15,1,8,0,1,1,0,6,6,1,11,4,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453945285412607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738664280205712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34456719913176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618123313272622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101933674890354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39017005863053256,0.3307606852464158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923516865485545,0.0,0.08063118610712662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261938945243152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030166405607044,0.0,0.0,0.16811088618909004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372000710636853,0.15582955833232873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121087801342736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398632732449285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551445279903386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977358205636628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619045274104246,0.0,0.0,0.16100010938271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376219333604407,0.30527312779287497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348914412630428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873590168422078,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,simplelife6,2019/01/24,"I bought tickets for a movie theater and reserved seats I bought tickets for Friday for me and my husband to see Mr Glass. I reserved our seats at AMC. I paid a surcharge too. I don’t think I could approach people. Should I ask people to move myself? Or should I get a theater worker? Is there an etiquette? I paid $5 more to reserve our seats. If people are in our seats, should I just ask them to move? This is 2 days away and I’m freaking out. My husband could ask easily if needed. Could I ask politely for people to move out of our reserved seats? I’m terrified people will say no. And have a confrontation. I have anxiety and are probably over thinking things. 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Honestly she showed some interest (maybe she was just being nice), and so I decided maybe I could approach her. Few months ago, last November, I met with her at a bus stop, and we happened to be going in the same direction, we talked a lot in the sense of getting to know each other, and I asked her number before she got down at her destination. She seemed to be more friendly from then on but I noticed, it was just that and nothing more. I slowly decided to gradually reducing contact with her, coz that is not what I wanted. Last week she happened to catch me by the staff canteen (which I think was intentional). I was done with my shift and heading home when she found me passing by the canteen. This time she talked a lot like we were old pals, and she even began telling me of some trouble in her department, even tearing up a bit. Honestly I saw this as a development, but I said bye after talking enough and I left. I thought about sending an SMS or sending her a msg on fb for the first couple of days, but I didn't. But the old feeling of crushing on her again began growing. Yesterday something good happened in her department, I saw this as an opening for me to begin contact on phone. And so I messaged her a casual message about the event yesterday around noon time. She hasn't even read the message I sent even though she has come online a couple of times including today and right now, which is killing me. I'm thinking I shouldn't have messaged her in the first place, and honestly I don't even want to see her on my messenger list anymore cause it is unsettling my mind. I really would not want to cross paths with her again and wish I turn invisible if she does. Honestly I feel embarrassed and hurt. What I understood: 1) she has no actual interest in me What I'm not sure about: 1) does she know I am/was interested .. how should I proceed from now, if I see her or cross paths (honestly I want to ask why she didn't respond, which is a shameful question to ask, so I wouldnt ask) 2) should I intentionally ignore her when she sees me at workplace in the future? 3) Am I making any sense??.. have I done something wrong? Is my thinking about this situation and what I'm inferring all wrong? I hate that I asked her number. I hate that I messaged her yesterday. This is affecting my work as I am visibly sad that this happened. Tl;Dr : a girl I'm crushing on at the workplace is troubling my mind. I reduced my contact with her. When she restarted contact, i began pursuing with zero response right at the bud. I need help seeing through this clearly and advice, on how to approach when I see her around in future (inevitable).",3.856937647987377,5.408424195211786,4.924702709813207,82.7821132596685,72.2412523020258,8.191686398316234,30.05564325177585,8.77342768361299,2.4157179163378064,2170,93,424,41,42,712,239,543,0.127,0.772,0.101,-0.9621,1,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,3,0,0,3,27,27,3,2,26,0,34,1,1,9,3,89,86,36,1,14,13,0,3,2,3,5,0,1,1,2,23,28,0,2,15,3,0,16,10,12,0,3,22,11,95,15,66,55,12,84,0,2,7,0,71,31,0,11,40,306,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.07370573311960649,0.0,0.0,0.07380638941193672,0.06695219593385822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051362535997447216,0.0791990904747081,0.0,0.0,0.07490480233708173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447423784902582,0.35304865010365594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426989881699884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245846898181282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758942981787638,0.0,0.06506183198054277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060304025990006574,0.16714353927069064,0.0,0.0487101709688696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219245541518518,0.1545854604010008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804199056293447,0.0,0.2494320583584689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637979965992002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849042299614755,0.0,0.08281401443424155,0.05835377480168566,0.0,0.0394609587856399,0.0,0.04292506013885778,0.06335042049582354,0.060407706802331214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671613565696589,0.0,0.06765944629738208,0.14913915758527216,0.07751488518632385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062571937265761,0.0,0.07576207861510235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085571239703371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356201562462663,0.0,0.0830178915748068,0.12313297323380867,0.0,0.0,0.08206284057539448,0.0,0.0,0.07379963328770021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842467478966793,0.0,0.0,0.05041641582699893,0.0,0.15175873232105125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525261893274566,0.0,0.06028679247615148,0.0,0.0,0.056004042896051306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247243141064706,0.08599064546589859,0.15851065776397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891207668881238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461013791243792,0.0,0.07554977164275739,0.0,0.04838602433145731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290032742538438,0.07184569109153059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30093549526796304,0.06875906747241392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489813409700167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629234011815742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314590380981883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118550187070008,0.0,0.0,0.18212284898645453,0.06601596554891836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518843925419356,0.07420718553357684,0.05996185316392575,0.1321252832221114,0.0,0.07159297563843818,0.0,0.0,0.051279458778363325,0.08215422478428927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819662842955514,0.0,0.060585074538250086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815347459418761,0.0,0.08685500469646837,0.0,0.0,0.05498625348826045,0.0,0.0,0.053653870646786485,0.16515893622530525,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Einiahs,2019/01/25,Just realized that I'm too anxious and awkward to have lived this long haha I can't even order over the counter without stuttering and shaking. 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I probably see friends maybe 1-2 times every two weeks and I don't mind it. I see the same co-workers every single day but if it weren't for them I wouldn't see anyone for weeks, and I love it. I walk around downtown for miles with nothing but a pair of headphones and honestly I prefer that to being around someone. Now keep in mind I love what I do and I like the people I work with. But whenever I'm at work I don't really talk to people, I'm not rude or anti social. Like if someone asks me about something I'll talk to them but I don't really care to talk to people, especially coworkers. I have plenty of genuine friends and family but I have just spent so much time by myself at this point I almost always prefer it.i don't find it too hard to be in social places with people but I never ask people to hangout. I want to make new friends (I use the term VERY lightly) but I never care to hang with people. Even people that I went to Barber school with or co-workers from the bar will ask to hangout I will just outright tell them no, unless I have a friend with me I don't hang with coworkers. Is anyone else like this? 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I did make some strides the last couple years. I feel like I’m in a rut again. The last few months I’ve been boggled down creating a business proposal. It’s now complete and I’m supposed to be ready to go sell in 10 days. I want to lock the door and hide. I do understand this is between natural anxiety as it’s a huge change in my life, but my SA just terrifies me to start. I am wondering if there are any others here that are entrepreneurs, and how did make the fear manageable? Tia. 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I just want to understand how the SSRIS help the anxiety? My doctor suggested me to try Zoloft, I am debating whether to take it or not. I don't have depression and i'm usually happy and in a good mood, but my mood changes immediately when I step my foot outside. When I'm at home I'm motivated and excited to go to class and talk to every person I see, then I come back home without a single word spoken, I just lose the motivation and happiness and get anxiety and fear. Will the SSRIs keep my positive emotions or some of it at least? If lets say Zoloft helps me be more social and makes therapy easier, lets say after a few months of taking it with therapy I feel like a confident person, if I withdraw will the symptoms come back? Will my brain change it's way of thinking after a continuous exposure? &#x200B; You probably will tell me that I have to try out to know and that's fair, I just want to see if someone had a similar experience. &#x200B; Thanks",2.739465709728865,5.027897651515153,4.80350345560872,79.18490430622012,77.53535353535355,8.814885699096227,27.08771929824561,9.414487439383343,2.7830060606060605,797,33,151,23,19,274,112,198,0.065,0.693,0.242,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,9,11,0,1,11,0,13,6,2,5,0,39,33,21,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,2,2,6,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,5,21,6,20,25,5,19,0,2,2,0,14,4,0,6,11,103,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223722230279486,0.2508971871081628,0.0,0.0,0.23693626184091002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877125230246705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525062052521368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184296690221878,0.17786522009875566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892095220022556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567109871319312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613174615326408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698463348164752,0.0,0.0,0.1009890883844792,0.0,0.11617434454133177,0.05220153454053263,0.07375508428360755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393893705463727,0.0,0.058673995466601125,0.08659329242533552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980301436383046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759993481820024,0.0,0.20711742011882384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917649627900111,0.0,0.0,0.0567383176418377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111409564553598,0.0,0.05043812792517815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549979061519065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891388256897914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240563850112198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029136819223635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131079666428154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642020910696529,0.0,0.0,0.16453873637425895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048152072301285,0.08747540046303777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730648298881866,0.1552481213263144,0.08298085998581481,0.09023680923941514,0.09505004662424836,0.2361291800314022,0.0,0.0,0.0661523889855648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018714113193606,0.0,0.0,0.1074770749958725,0.0,0.0,0.1137049028265099,0.0,0.12178792685225046,0.08194755950985573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952022593504466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508971871081628,0.0 socialanxiety,Jxe7,2019/01/25,"Nervousness (A lot) Hey guys, I get really nervous in situations where I talk to people I don’t know. How do I overcome this, any techniques/remedies? Please, I really need some advice. Thanks. 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Feel free to comment when you accomplish any of these or to add more ideas! * make eye contact with someone as you speak to them for a full sentence * compliment someone * use a public bathroom, wash your hands while someone else is at the sinks * raise your hand in class to answer/ask a question * wear an article of clothing that you like but that you're afraid will call attention to you * each time you walk into a new room, take note of 3 sights, 2 sounds, and 1 feel (helps me stay present) * exercise in public (go to a gym, run around your neighborhood, etc) * message/text someone new * make small talk with a cashier &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.764382352941176,6.632899350000002,3.346838235294122,87.83080882352941,77.375,6.014705882352942,28.161764705882355,7.285733465282438,1.7255845588235297,696,30,122,9,17,207,115,160,0.0,0.888,0.112,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,8,1,4,3,7,0,1,9,0,6,6,4,5,0,29,16,8,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,9,0,0,10,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,8,13,7,21,12,5,24,0,0,2,0,20,9,0,3,11,66,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444209445787913,0.2741101203422161,0.07670267095384425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040911159464032,0.1054456284671984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151736080077882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005551951199292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422354154008324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579329398980948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406241002443045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309017140170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410249610082384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151204679419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093153701978513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510464854054502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258693235499129,0.11435374710275108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787112356538996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819601884809473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802389985268578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635325420808002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136884571662056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497760425334125,0.3822743941337193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983501121827269,0.1202216456555802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480581570114085,0.09065822450614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577013074388682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948327647026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904752257024943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741101203422161,0.0 socialanxiety,rainrunnerr,2019/01/25,"social anxiety at work I have bad social anxiety when interacting or being around people at work. My heart rate goes up, headache, jittery, voice quivers, dizzy, etc. I started a new job and just interacting with people I get really nervous. I am normally an outgoing guy but when around people I can't stand its hard for me to adjust. What medication as worked best fir you guys thats not sedating? 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(I’m 17 and F for background) I guess I’m just asking for reassurance here. I got invited to go to a party with some people I work with, there will probably be around 15-20 people there. I know there’s going to be food and drinking and I guess it’s more of a kick back than a party. I’m already nervous going to parties but since I’m not close with anyone I’m wondering if it’s a bad idea. Everyone there is older than me- some are above 22 and everyone else is at least 10. Being the youngest one there and also one of the newest person to get hired the place I work already makes me feel weird about it. I talk to a few people I work with but feel left out most of the time. These girls I know kinda well offered to drive me but I don’t want to burden them if I’m quite the whole time. I’m pretty positive i’m going to go but I don’t want to talk myself out of it. Does anyone else have advice on how to manage and break out of my shell a little? I overthink things like this and convince myself that no one likes me. I just don’t want to embarrass myself. 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Even less to those who have social anxiety. I just want to know how mine is compared to yours. If you're reading this please don't skip, but leave a comment so we can all talk about how we are doing and support each other. - what are your symptoms? - when was your low point, and how was it? - what are you doing to cope with it, and how has it been so far? - do you do therapy/meds, which? - any other 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socialanxiety,jennydaman,2019/01/25,I'm venmoing a friend every time I sit alone at the dining hall. $0.50 for every time I chicken out of talking to 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socialanxiety,lift666,2019/01/25,"my crush approached me today and i fucked it up this really cute guy approached me today while i was sitting alone. i had only exchanged a couple hellos with this dude before because he was a mutual friend, but we’d never had a one on one conversation. he sits down at my table and i freak out and my face turns super red and i just start stuttering and acting kind of spastically, not really knowing what to say or where to look while talking. anyway my brain basically froze and i couldn’t think of things to say, so i said super awkward shit. after about a minute of us talking he looked really uncomfortable and said “alright, well i have to go.” then our mutual friend texts me later saying that the guy said he talked to me and how it was really awkward and that he left to sit with his friends. this happens to me with everyone i don’t know super well, girls and guys alike. i just get this mental block of anxiousness that prevents me from being able to think of replies. but yeah i don’t even know what to do at this point i’m just really unconfident and sad 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socialanxiety,Amirito,2019/01/25,"I signed up for my college trip, and I'm going alone. The choice was easier when I made it a week ago, but now that the trip starts in a few hours, I'm so afraid it feels like I'm about to throw up. I'm going anyway, and damn it I'm going to have a great time and get to know new people, and who cares what happens. I have nothing to lose. 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I end up in one place for about three months and then move on to the next place. My employer is required to provide me with housing, just every employer is different. The last few places I have lived, I have had my own apartment which is perfect for me. At the end of the day, I love going home to be alone. But this current job, my employer was unable to provide me with my own place. I was placed with what I (and my employer) thought was a couple in their 40s. Turns out that the woman doesn’t actually live here, just is on the lease. So it is just me (25yo female) and a 40s make who is a stranger to me. I have no issue with the opposite sex, but as someone who already is uncomfortable by strangers (and has a history of abuse from a male ex), it is very uncomfortable for me to be in this living environment. I am gripped with anxiety, and have basically made myself a schedule where I cook and leave the house before my housemate gets up, and then I return to the house when I expect him to be at work. Side note, I don’t have a car so I have to get creative. Today, he got up earlier than I anticipated and I didn’t get to leave the house when I normally do. Because today is his day off, I planned to spend my entire afternoon before work in a coffee shop to get work done (eat lunch there, and I packed myself dinner yesterday so that I wouldn’t have to cook in front of him). Well, didn’t happen. I had just gotten out of the shower and back into my bedroom when his alarm went off. I’ve been essentially stuck in my dark room for four and a half hours now. I’m starving, and I cannot bring myself to leave my room. I hate feeling this way and I don’t know how to make this better. I haven’t seen him in a week and I know it will be such an awkward interaction when I do have to leave my room (I have to go to work in a little over two hours). Gah, does anyone else ever get themselves into situations like this? I went for an 8 mile run this morning and didn’t even have time to eat anything afterwards except a protein shake. I’m so hungry! Why do I do this to myself.....",3.9848642862604144,4.316795155210645,5.205549353926144,85.4406873614191,70.84035476718405,8.171909167367536,26.63819863903968,8.104835398774808,1.4171108035782551,1689,50,371,22,29,563,211,451,0.098,0.853,0.048,-0.9479,8,1,0,0,1,0,55.0,0,0,1,10,24,9,1,3,27,0,46,8,0,4,2,46,73,29,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,2,16,25,6,1,4,4,2,11,10,4,1,5,18,3,59,5,66,49,3,79,0,0,1,2,14,39,0,0,29,265,75,13,0.0,0.09079107055966024,0.07477739728889568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936299196459662,0.08456036408323657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861983633639292,0.0,0.0,0.05357973751592157,0.07851394065425388,0.06305791263816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892182618596398,0.0,0.04671141960234408,0.0,0.13040873631246522,0.0,0.0,0.06777080659597791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478688367453349,0.0,0.09883681098832388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005943987933065,0.0,0.0,0.06705725144294382,0.0784165484707562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681814809251765,0.06401245298789249,0.0,0.13573846136226114,0.0,0.0,0.05061174846247244,0.06931397089662067,0.06456198311129377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874517206651856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017355961483496,0.0,0.08709836100386772,0.0,0.061286020770444566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776145509614179,0.0,0.0,0.07565380307653778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686364156829789,0.0,0.15092532620893648,0.3536714389157603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799792132500856,0.07604098105628262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422495235617483,0.06246164897326122,0.0,0.3245498809258989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743633137176665,0.07680089700121871,0.2706539851155863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915932060417468,0.0725068038819491,0.10229891750916743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116334837816284,0.08144291754525053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149422749125143,0.0,0.07507869142398002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192478473099886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002971993966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613253316611648,0.0,0.0,0.06492624158196701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083368452412241,0.04468211800826435,0.0,0.14526784161341244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833487280519548,0.0748539440386265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322572182984995,0.0,0.060823351680883986,0.061465967391876514,0.0,0.06889733517130231,0.14206894117840926,0.06914441021946156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347144447377444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Saving_Is_Golden,2019/01/25,"Speaking of presentations or group projects, Group projects - is it worse to see your only friend and/or the person you know team up with someone *you* don't know, or know absolutely *no one* at all? On one hand, it's nerve-wracking to feel lonely because you're a stranger to everyone in your group, but then it's also nerve-wracking when your friend knows someone, and it's even worse when they get along better than your friend does with you, but then at least you know them, but *oh god what if your friend ditches you because you did something wrong and then you'll truly not know anybody and oh god now I'm overthinking a simple project why me why this anxiety why isn't the ground opening up and swallowing me whole-* I'm out of high school BUT I STILL HAVE *THE DREAMS.*",2.287865212310092,4.932733470198676,2.174779898714455,95.29093494351385,81.84768211920529,5.142345149980524,22.789637709388394,6.522977012572876,0.43251351772497104,618,21,127,6,17,183,90,151,0.087,0.7440000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9258,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,12,2,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,25,17,17,0,1,8,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,4,17,5,16,15,3,18,0,1,1,0,24,10,0,3,8,76,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248882305910184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076074535729232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714947441115245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440573669511873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309587542970668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290714053970854,0.0,0.0,0.13441032836900585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112386463171362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347061393953845,0.0,0.07349105138803452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861907130359125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638310109741144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063491853374934,0.10698118985643114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282224055707057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423593170694755,0.11209086969914007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383680325070596,0.10828989723848782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233432535702023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807817137096959,0.15704615540482098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286696943045174,0.0,0.15379382867078248,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,butteer,2019/01/25,"i want to go out tonight but i don't know if i can face it... what should i do? I've been socially awkward since i started high school, it never went away but the last few years i found coping mechanisms to push through it and ride waves of confidence i found to take me to the next wave. the last week i felt more anxious than usual, not only socially but in general. then yesterday i was at a celebration, hanging out in a big circle and it as paralysing (i could actually feel it coming in the morning and then before we met, that i was quite uncomfortable; i felt like dropping out, but i tried to ignore this feeling and push through it which normally works.) i was silent and said awkward things, then got more socially awkward as a result , my throat was tight, everyone noticed and i felt like crying. I've been feeling the most depressed and the lowest self esteem I've ever felt since a few months, and decided the best measure for me was to isolate myself because i dont feel like being around people, or risking rejection, even though i need people around me a lot or i get lonely. i didnt want to burden my close friends with it who are all grieving (i normally reach out to people when I'm sad but i decided i want to be stronger and be able to face things alone, especially at a time like this) . i moved into a new flat to get away from intense relationships with flatmates and hardly talk to my new flatmates. i feel like i meet and talk less with close friends outside the flat and my sister who i am close to. i understand why i did it but i don't know if it actually helped, actually i think I've noticed I've forgotten how to socialise as a result of this and feel weak today. after feeling so humiliated at that party yesterday i don't know if i can face going out tonight, I'm quite sure when i get there I'm not going to be able to function and maybe even feel worse but maybe the longer i isolate myself the worse it will get. &#x200B; so basically, get out of my comfort zone even though i feel vulnerable or go easy on myself and stay at home again? 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However, now I’m back and I’m sooo nervous to follow up and plan it. I’ve never been on a date and I’m in my 20s and I just keep talking myself out of texting him. However, I’ve wanted a boyfriend for so long and I feel like I’ll hate myself if I don’t go out with him but also the thought of meeting him is giving me the most anxiety. Has anyone gone through something similar to this? Any advice? 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My only option is waitressing and I'M TERRIFIED!!! Basically I gotta get a job immediately. My dad is super sick and he let's me live with him, and I need a job rn. I've applied places for weeks, with nothing back. I think my absolute only option right now is being a waitress. It's an older restaurant.. And I'm scared to death. I don't wanna mess with a register and I don't know how to interact with people as much as I'd need to. I'm positive I have no other option unless a miracle happens. Anyone have advice??? 😭",0.25354679802955715,2.525693517241379,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,87.9655172413793,6.762561576354681,21.216748768472904,7.957251820313856,1.4313197044334984,432,15,86,10,14,160,73,116,0.159,0.725,0.116,-0.7218,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,19,21,9,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,13,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194541206851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920317869012852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308222622173406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802487716422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604808047535478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926762670648551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941058725343876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357544071768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757935779456026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634861339461933,0.2952344419059288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910251183187052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30282256762475035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801880390721288,0.0,0.20799893825613447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001544758591172,0.0,0.0,0.19931640692561806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127564087691447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969204850379215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cherioke_rat,2019/01/25,"I'm scared So today I went to the city with my boyfriend because he had a short meeting and I wanted to spend the day with him. I was feeling pretty good, we took the bus and made it to the city, when we walked out of the station I was looking around at the buildings because it was all so overwhelming and as we were walking someone came up to us not speaking English asking for donations. We tried to keep walking but he grabbed my arm and got in my face and I froze. We got away shortly after but I was holding in my emotions the whole time and I was absolutely terrified of everyone at that point. Now I'm home and every time I think of leaving my room I start crying and I'm so scared... I don't know what to do, do you all have any suggestions on how to handle this. I'm scared I'm going to get stuck.",2.151546218487397,3.6218072470588254,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,76.52941176470588,6.26890756302521,26.26050420168067,6.868970318607317,0.9955798319327732,632,24,139,6,14,208,100,170,0.109,0.86,0.031,-0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,6,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,8,0,11,2,2,2,2,31,33,16,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,18,0,2,3,0,2,7,2,4,0,0,14,5,23,1,25,19,3,28,0,1,1,0,14,13,0,0,8,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794945058098863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131331145546447,0.14840158129631115,0.0,0.14914257056292424,0.0,0.0,0.19353430834260685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815576287154552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436973993288316,0.10237493324038437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785624693188332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374629644144104,0.15168400681761846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026431375179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829357183710824,0.0,0.09021627472552947,0.13314457617393824,0.2539196569458021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923035345802336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109646066210188,0.0,0.0,0.08724000489712863,0.0,0.0,0.16808399654299214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333026170333194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020474927636196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006173133674308,0.0,0.0,0.16149685559666432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767828622286045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450089255283973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235782914685673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171494289781184,0.0,0.0,0.1851265253256878,0.0,0.15046808409171267,0.0,0.17636729952717087,0.10777484588163448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094610259233608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362966489481324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715467064583798,0.0,0.17722886623494544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChaotixEDM,2019/01/25,"I can’t be comfortable around confident ppl I usually can warm up to most people if I’m around them enough, but some people I can just never seem to warm up and connect with. Like my boss, he’s just a super blunt and confident guy and it’s been a year and I just can’t get to a place of feeling confident around him. I always encounter these ppl in life from time to time. Anybody else find certain people you just never get over the anxious feeling when they’re around? 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And was wondering what's the difference like when you have social anxiety talking to people sober and the difference talking to people when you're buzzed. Like for example say you get extremely nervous talking to a random girl in public or your crush. Does a drink or two dissolve your nervousness enough to give you confidence to approach her? I know it's is not good to be dependent on alcohol for social situations. But I just want to know what it is like when you drink and you have anxiety in social situations and how that can help.",7.538424908424907,8.159646871794873,7.771306471306469,69.11615384615386,63.188034188034194,12.155799755799755,35.51770451770452,11.765960540728905,4.600996092796093,512,22,86,16,7,167,70,117,0.128,0.755,0.118,0.1781,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,8,5,0,2,1,19,14,11,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,4,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,11,4,13,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,6,7,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250395371130645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688582089162605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447935597462908,0.0,0.0,0.10251872428949073,0.0,0.0,0.2295247335111349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104723054573742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061206021799626274,0.11238092175087253,0.0,0.0982598329388258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852315247525725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876511463111526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717006670446828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035327547817976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243407107572316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316235463977644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444259269987215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336293927960197,0.0,0.5970981840419699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824821141784181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953713666490292,0.0,0.11443849376090727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909808491683353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704414032751588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SarahZachary,2019/01/25,"Embarrassed about my audition tape Hi guys! I’m actually very nervous to even post online but I’ll just do it.. Met a person yesterday that told me (21/F) about an interview for a Filipino television series. They need actors living in Dubai and I am half Filipino, half Emirati (that’s Dubai for those who don’t know), so I asked if I could apply. She said they need fluent Tagalog speakers and I’m not fluent in Tagalog. So, I just told my friends about it and we decided to go but I wouldn’t audition, just drive my friends there. We reach, they gave us the forms to fill out but I didn’t want to, but because my friends were filling.. I did. I thought to myself why not? This would be a new experience for me. I’ve done many interviews before so I thought I would nail this. I was nervous the whole time, kept telling my friends I’ll back out. I heard they would ask you to cry in the interview so I googled “How to cry fast” and tried doing all the tips they gave. Friend 1 goes in, comes back and tells me how there’s no script and you have to improvise and do expressions. I was confused but tried to keep myself calm. Friend 2 goes in, comes back so happy. Didn’t have time to talk to her as I went into the room immediately. They ask me to stand in front of the camera, and start giving me instructions. I was too nervous to comprehend whatever was going on. I introduced myself but they wanted it longer so I started saying dumb things and spoke broken Tagalog mid way. They ask me to do different expressions and I honestly think I did most of them with the same face. They gave me a scene where I have to convince two friends to come to the concert with me and that I should speak in Tagalog and Arabic. I spoke in English because I was too nervous and spoke formally to the friends I was supposed to convince, the look on their faces made me even more nervous because I fked up. Second scene, I was supposed to convince my parents to let me go to the concert (again in Arabic and Tagalog). I’m a beginner in Arabic but didn’t let them know, they don’t understand Arabic so i was pretty confident even though I spoke broken Arabic. Spoke in Tagalog once again and that was it. Left the room shaking. Actually, I was awkwardly smiling and shaking the whole time. Looking all around the room instead of the camera. I didn’t know this was a casting call!! I didn’t do my best, didn’t act properly, didn’t know I was supposed to act! And they didn’t tell me anything about my role so I just acted as myself (shy person). They were probably looking for a “spoiled brat” which I could do but didn’t realize that’s what they wanted until I kept overthinking about what happened today. I wanted to cry but my friends were happy (they told Friend 2 “You did great!”) and were being supportive to me so I didn’t want to ruin their mood. I’m proud that I did this. I have social anxiety and I’m trying to get better. I don’t mind if I get rejected, I’m just embarrassed that other people will watch the tape. I wish I could explain myself that I never watched audition tapes and didn’t know anything about these things. I feel so bad and embarrassed that I failed. I feel worse about myself that I don’t even speak Tagalog or Arabic fluently. TL;DR: Went for an audition thinking it was a normal interview and now I’m embarrassed about myself. 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Do you just ignore this and go through your day without thinking of all the possible outcomes from each action you did?",15.889137931034483,11.665809293103447,13.420000000000005,50.50000000000002,50.89655172413793,16.427586206896553,49.68965517241379,13.816669648895859,6.850179310344826,281,12,38,7,2,87,53,58,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174074451097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304193138730085,0.0,0.0,0.19472471226484733,0.2853430272616729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325251639089395,0.169763200852675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592023864461337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326403052222948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165413656641768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304927173451574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930679466580046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139524533678936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388261054533376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501450876342146,0.17844334091205827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268451704866583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrsanonymous999,2019/01/25,"Please read in need of help/advice/someone who can relate I’m a freshman transfer and don’t really like it at my new school , I have 0 friends everyone’s already in their cliques, i try to talk and meet new people but they end up staying to themselves or just sticking to their own group of people. I cried twice already today. I had to run to the bathroom after I checked in for orientation because I felt my tears coming down like a waterfall. I don’t know where anything is and just feel anxiety whenever I try to figure out where everything is in this huge school. I wonder why they don’t have indoor maps......anyways......is it too late to leave. Oh also.... when we had to give name introductions in front of the class my voice just keeps shaking and my heart beated so fast that I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. How can I control this.... Also sry for the rant I just don’t really have anyone I can talk 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socialanxiety,greytickIes,2019/01/25,Always thought my social anxiety was pretty well hidden Then yesterday someone called me an insecure socially awkward freak😋can I get an 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socialanxiety,43158,2019/01/25,"i have a crush on someone but im extremely nervous and i rarely talk to people, im really afraid of getting rejected. im classified as that quiet kid who has no friends. please help.",-0.3290347490347472,1.6442618108108142,2.4173745173745163,87.14567567567568,106.56756756756758,6.4386100386100376,24.204633204633204,7.447530270364453,2.0798525096525102,145,7,28,4,7,50,31,37,0.251,0.518,0.23,0.0027,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764763851890352,0.0,0.13365656881974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147226407086588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8289957995462119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773549396044606,0.0,0.0,0.2808160124463925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388628634448665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675736528103787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056202370503019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Resident_Pineapple,2019/01/25,"Im no longer suffering from social anxiety but I miss an important part of it. Anyone else have experience with this? Title basically, I'm no longer socially anxious (or anxious in general for that matter), its been actually a few weeks now actually, but here's the thing, I no longer remember conversations I have with people in great detail. Let me explain, before, no matter what kind of social interaction it was, I would always remember what I said, how I said, what the other(s) said etc, you know, business as usual and would probably replay the whole thing in my head later. Now that doesn't happen anymore unless its like a new situation or I meet somebody new where I have to be on 'high alert', for example, I remember in great detail everything that transpired between my doctor and I the other day, or I met somebody today so I also remember everything, but when I'm with my friends, talking, drinking coffee and whatnot, I don't really remember what was said unless I deemed it important I guess? and honestly I miss this, I didnt realize this type of memory came with this (btw as Im typing this I hope these things are related and its not like dementia or sthg), being able to recall everything that was said, especially since Im the kinda guy that thinks before opening his mouth and Im very cautious about what I say and I would take notice what other would say (maybe this is universal for all the anxious ppl). Right now if I want to remember I have to like backtrack kinda and it would never be in order of how it happened nor in great detail. Does anyone else have any experience with this? Tldr. no longer anxious, dont remember as much as before when it comes to social interactions, miss it.",5.733080808080808,6.907334586419758,6.906722783389447,71.77570707070709,67.33333333333333,10.211896745230078,31.08529741863075,10.33465798735191,3.447739506172838,1362,53,233,35,22,460,163,324,0.098,0.765,0.138,0.9706,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,0,9,0,24,4,2,2,2,55,46,29,0,8,11,0,0,3,1,5,1,7,0,1,34,16,1,0,11,1,0,2,12,4,0,0,12,7,28,10,33,25,6,27,0,4,0,0,22,11,0,9,16,169,62,3,0.0635972375138974,0.0,0.12412345960352172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085868786281469,0.05291799628003771,0.0,0.0,0.043248302351650274,0.0,0.04865171262483757,0.2873871046269999,0.0630713705262863,0.08893733435828445,0.1303257708136194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234969489935333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273829721850869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478338883396711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101495692827458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509446744116873,0.055654371122632315,0.0,0.07453548871877794,0.06230108104242895,0.0,0.0,0.1062546626471699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092773099850765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147128891182994,0.1244206032833847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913506794346844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034853663113007,0.07005952713751362,0.06297126388219687,0.11247765420087434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526911349272567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719397316406679,0.0,0.06316640670245068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747837194230363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622673626414237,0.034951378526190874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503248420263033,0.0,0.09321119348622132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389197313242273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046751287164649984,0.0,0.04905011021604694,0.12284521658078572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240587642922428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886961072199764,0.0,0.044090316853148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685685785190856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074201885174007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043029079390542,0.05431169334746624,0.3024776824828328,0.10115015175451048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052608292067214686,0.0714859595854178,0.0,0.2593174986257853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478172078365864,0.05111705049312987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267535360738852,0.04075054185500534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060282744933377035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004337217151893,0.05247438139048647,0.037511298433303183,0.0,0.05101386780741777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100404449597993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588826417993504,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,qcassidyy,2019/01/25,"I did it! Hey guys! So my team has our staff meetings every Friday and there’s a part of the meeting where people can provide political updates for the countries they are working on (I work in the foreign policy field). It’s really only a matter of time before you’re called on to provide an update since our team is only about 20 people. The first time I got called on to do this was a disaster. I had enough time to prepare my comments, but found myself overthinking the situation and by the time my boss got around the table for me for speak, my heart was going a million miles an hour and my throat had closed up. I made my way through what I’d written in my notebook, but every few seconds I would have to stop, take a deep breath and swallow hard. It was awful and overwhelming and I felt like I wanted to die after finishing up. Plus, I could tell that everyone in the room was wondering what the heck was wrong with me. So humiliating. Well, this morning my manager messaged me and asked if I could do another update. My stomach dropped and the memories of that first attempt came rushing back. I wanted so badly to say no, but something inside me decided to accept, so I nonchalantly messsged back that I would. I spent all morning preparing my comments and felt just as nervous as before, but about 10 seconds into my spiel, I started feeling a lot more relaxed. I began focusing on the message I was trying to get across instead of my nervousness, and by the minute mark I was almost completely relaxed. I looked over at my manager halfway through, who was present at my first attempt and is well aware of my public speaking dread, and found him barely able to suppress a big smile. Afterwards, he commented multiple times on how well I’d done and how helpful my analysis was. Feeling like a million bucks right now! It really is all about putting yourself out there and getting more practice. Here’s to much more of that.",5.850589430894308,6.734362842818428,6.267496612466125,77.5123018292683,66.91327913279133,8.96842818428184,34.34518970189702,9.075114841892004,3.1002799457994583,1535,70,273,26,24,496,203,369,0.107,0.7929999999999999,0.1,-0.7111,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,1,9,22,14,0,4,22,1,26,5,4,4,2,53,49,28,1,7,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,13,21,1,2,9,4,2,4,1,6,3,7,24,9,44,8,48,21,10,52,0,1,1,0,26,24,1,4,24,208,57,8,0.1025977591907226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273683561389893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758269617489072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133375766784682,0.09591505516388796,0.0,0.0,0.1577826876718781,0.08566484341298901,0.0,0.0,0.17460627277855456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952756650177173,0.11734450415927232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757179850741803,0.0,0.0,0.16383192451628972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648027594279093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049931288332624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060109113538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288607424650673,0.0980365556371135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375301952913596,0.07329585966585384,0.19701987660053288,0.0,0.0,0.2618088046666172,0.0,0.2249862946784013,0.0,0.0,0.1072061892216074,0.0,0.058308670914376026,0.0,0.1641136010169826,0.0,0.0,0.10158791199553716,0.0,0.0,0.09190743998123442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157883862995675,0.06876911531759577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103812605808897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024816545518876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615627781426664,0.0,0.0,0.08722494593336373,0.0,0.09708048045629776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542115805465482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606043819327645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110337512490656,0.0,0.14225673592043794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313908567791202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145350340669368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876179257642449,0.0,0.08158985608098576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486992661855515,0.11532418000797155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078984767498019,0.0,0.0,0.07261922202296196,0.0,0.0,0.08577632070699168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714074646274957,0.0,0.08967496371198083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29912789226716985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965714379671134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102963317393688,0.0814373257129956,0.0,0.0,0.2767431210240021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126289331494567,0.14938478124852106,0.0,0.0,0.14576500891114286,0.11217454360899116,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,culaterjobin,2019/01/25,What meds do you take for your anxiety? Has it helped you? I take Paxil & Lamictal. Curious what others are taking and if it's been helping.,0.91,3.4918457142857164,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,91.85714285714286,7.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7689714285714282,112,4,21,3,4,38,24,28,0.058,0.778,0.16399999999999998,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447427443441849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340319106017014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265323189116724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534209690222321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176845591086547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IgneelSysyphus,2019/01/25,"I'm sick of jealousy. I'm sick from jealousy. I really don't know how I managed to get a girlfriend instead (more than one year ago), considering my very low social life and inexistent social skills. I can't stand a second more by her side, being how shit I am. Didn't you ever feel hate from those around you who trats you so condensendig? I know I'm a piece of shit, I know I'm not worth any fucking one. I've NEVER treat her bad or anything, because I know It's my problem. I'm the one who's broken, and that's what I hate the most. Leave me, fucking leave me. Every second I'm standing next to you, hearing all your success while I'm telling you I'm very happy for you and laughing makes me fucking ill. I want to throw up If I hear one more word coming out from you. Please, please, tell me you felt the same once.",1.3733020231213864,3.1808625260115626,2.8141582369942206,94.14470556358386,79.8092485549133,5.018641618497111,21.795158959537574,5.602791699666715,-0.010097976878612693,639,19,143,3,16,208,100,173,0.237,0.6559999999999999,0.107,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,9,0,2,6,14,7,0,6,0,5,9,2,3,3,26,30,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,10,0,6,2,4,27,4,14,27,7,15,0,1,0,3,20,5,5,3,6,84,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842554244784426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317891219761847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065544972582463,0.10888696017114216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212855170921124,0.07456255290886855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053641979437064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064160897485764,0.10305630448867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061846524185448525,0.0,0.1174423127007609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33923685157554645,0.06390493698028693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020740255568375,0.0,0.24152298271698844,0.0,0.0,0.275717505670145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688861747198569,0.0,0.0,0.25902946082685485,0.0,0.0,0.08639523964536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816467205902955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433745578659447,0.0,0.1300841999839131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026229402947748,0.33153730216261085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685319507587249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703966463903065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835860888290548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511107428841925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493710304986941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381873365082302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018466263398692,0.07214500521737427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876734011812075 socialanxiety,apuward,2019/01/25,"Giving up driving There are a couple of things that trigger my anxiety. People rarely get mad at me but when it happens (even when unjustified) it saddens me and entirely ruins my day. Also, i'm living in my parent's home for 20 years and although i know very few neighbors i feel stalked outside, and it's like everyone knows who i am (the building complex is in a dead-end street and all the windows make me anxious). I took my license 3 months ago and i usually drive as safely as i can. My problem comes from some drivers. The other day i was honked at while stopping at the stop sign. Today i was leaving school's parking lot when i gave way to 2 other students - one looked at me in complete disgust while passing by, the other laughed at me (i even considered if i made some mistake). An hour later i parked in my street and went home. I occasionally heard some honks outside and it made me realize i was missing something. I found someone pulling my windshield wipers up. So i parked a bit more inclined to the road side than to the sidewalk (these are small streets and people usually park in the sidewalk) and other car couldn't pass to the end of the street. I could barely handle the looks while closing the wipers and parking again. This is probably the stupidest reason to stop driving but i can't picture myself inside that car ever again. I've made some other minor mistakes but my impression of being stalked has risen even more. Most people in my country are not rude but the looks i get while walking outside are somewhat the opposite to the anger i feel from some drivers. The truth is that i can't deal with mistakes that require to be solved socially and i found it through a terribly expensive experience.",6.045121565242411,6.782948105740186,6.100345274061287,79.39980866062439,66.43202416918429,8.359142569414473,35.39936699755431,8.269060116576782,2.861024917278089,1377,65,247,17,21,436,180,331,0.14300000000000002,0.782,0.075,-0.9788,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,12,16,4,0,22,0,19,0,0,6,3,57,43,28,0,7,6,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,18,14,0,5,9,0,1,12,4,11,0,1,12,6,38,5,32,27,13,58,0,2,3,0,8,21,0,9,25,176,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749506507205533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879549635791917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413822282488723,0.12425174234134387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007513251792185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474233748683276,0.11531717839505028,0.0,0.0,0.08781407175667225,0.12169630891321355,0.0,0.14186245042574552,0.1133897040480528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482812682155015,0.0,0.0,0.21793216268580334,0.09948772792047132,0.0,0.10509537938850848,0.0,0.10758643301818677,0.0,0.0,0.11122343986134478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118574793635555,0.0,0.0,0.11492524452558164,0.10550763252112022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725937095935247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206478422864754,0.0,0.10831306875043792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088975765972615,0.0,0.0,0.11645823285155132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053733114719539295,0.0,0.09711876871089613,0.0,0.2770790949788621,0.0,0.0,0.09350531264012188,0.0,0.31221139477418186,0.07341584055897009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778897649980595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452868143063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221253250083574,0.0,0.0,0.2287492487108987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858243064765825,0.10524078978422208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308289645321043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131069032010099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121158552526986,0.09318993233037304,0.08467182524081837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585715069244005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730691458850608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042529183877266,0.0,0.12219738022757587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226587461034696,0.09074914233906904,0.0,0.0873009724441274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195719551969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082673304643984 socialanxiety,discoodeaky,2019/01/25,"tried to order from mcdonalds i got hungry, so i decided to buy myself some food from mcdonalds. i placed my order online, etc, then the number called just to verify my order. i panicked and didn’t answer the call. right now i’m on the toilet , mortified. the order is still not verified, but it’s still there. what’ll happen? Skshdjdhfhd im never doing this again ",1.8371746031746028,4.586504114285717,3.9633333333333347,80.50055555555558,86.42857142857142,7.1111111111111125,17.777777777777782,8.167268648758528,1.3684444444444437,288,7,49,7,9,98,53,70,0.032,0.949,0.019,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529193839493215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889943164082545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133365450731939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072469701367439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914452731943202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27990086541908704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985417370723846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707318265609713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212924405019526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138771886024063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592974513738247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JCatherine,2019/01/25,"Tips for Adults with Social Anxiety? Hi All, I've suffered from SA most of my life, with the worst of it being in my teen years and a brief respite during college which I surprisingly rocked - I'm inclined to give alcohol the credit for that one. As an adult now, however, most of my close friends have left the city I live in and I have very few contacts. I want to meet new people and make new circles of friends, but have no idea how to do it and get extreme anxiety over trying to insert myself into pre-existing groups or reaching out to acquaintances. Does anyone have any tips of how they have overcome SA as an adult to meet new friends? 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However, when I took up a new job a two months ago, I began to have bouts of an intense feeling of isolation. Mostly, I am at ease with isolation and tend to prefer individual activities to group activities. However, lately I feel like nobody really wants to interact with me. I have a few friends who I see here and there-or speak to over the phone- but I cannot seem to penetrate a space for a meaningful conversation with my colleagues, which makes me feel lonely in a city that is isolating in itself. Work friends a requisite to a rich social life in a very atomized society. In my previous workplace, I was able to connect well with a few very interesting people, given that the though my team was larger, the overall capacity of the office was much smaller. Here, as the place is so large, people tend to stick to small cliques that are permeated by a shared nationality, religion etc. I work in a foreign team that focuses on the country my parents are from. I can speak the language and understand the culture, but a Londoner like myself cannot form cordial bonds with folk who so culturally different to me- in fact. &#x200B; A few Londoners work here (I think) but they do not know that I am a Londoner also, as I work in a foreign market. So they never really speak to me either. This feeling also induced a return of some forms of anxiety I felt were in the past. I am not complaining or feel like in any way shape or form I will be my old self- but lately, I am having trouble contriving a smile in the midst of loneliness. As for romantic or sexual relationships: I see myself as plain looking and sloppy dressed over a belly that is the lovechild of my anti-depressants. So I do not pretend that I can be attractive in anyway to anyone. Anyway, I am in no way hysterical and do not want anyone to feel sorry for me. I am looking for solutions... what sha'll I do? Meditation and anti-anxiety techniques only go so far as to motivate me to go out, but cannot resolve an issue placating a facet of life fundamental to human health. &#x200B; I have thought of attending meetups (through [meetup.com](https://meetup.com)), going to bars by myself (I dislike drinking though). I do not know what else to do. &#x200B; Looking for ideas... Thank you.",6.468389355742296,6.989762623093682,7.48774587612823,70.57664215686276,65.47058823529412,11.001587301587305,34.25778089013383,10.839040174865172,3.9249924680983512,1920,82,338,51,28,649,223,459,0.063,0.7929999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9871,5,4,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,1,2,8,18,19,0,0,35,0,38,5,0,3,2,58,69,33,0,4,17,1,8,6,2,2,3,3,0,2,14,13,2,0,20,5,1,5,11,3,2,1,10,16,48,16,68,55,11,49,0,1,5,0,25,24,0,8,24,258,62,9,0.07943279224349663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041237762342673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704475051769373,0.0,0.25819619162747565,0.2895586107846602,0.0540170225920877,0.0,0.1215317372983233,0.0,0.0,0.11108251048212978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841534756531299,0.0,0.0,0.08299036148643422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781389601878691,0.0,0.0,0.0663559053261639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858856046185848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114524512670713,0.17024040795052905,0.07626793727900741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273915649152975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354304590841842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443334371001396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966995385020549,0.0,0.08290719781489317,0.07882478962075838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730837054008989,0.06474832743200366,0.1792072989991242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221146053666098,0.2328410999091413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011061947381567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302200562827434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340249693571652,0.0,0.05839224195318535,0.0,0.06126346625449676,0.07671668572582714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670270685133298,0.0,0.0,0.06041221787988382,0.0,0.0,0.08820071554921112,0.0,0.0758275882042061,0.11013739324072784,0.0,0.08299036148643422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081170631592341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266004211222384,0.0,0.0,0.08528109197687128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659530243957262,0.07231263077144137,0.0828657259582502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097172848484199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891850765810927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313104296560448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508973259140574,0.15608463015384166,0.06306076431234242,0.04631789993877701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825275489398822,0.0,0.0,0.0775942959857599,0.08269233807335652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310807449517183,0.09370303779579288,0.12610010638149075,0.0,0.0,0.14283923944350738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313120751730209,0.0,0.0,0.05642677657163313,0.0,0.2895586107846602,0.10230422779683827 socialanxiety,bootyeater99,2019/01/25,"A party where I don't know anyone... Hey guys, &#x200B; Tonight I (19M) have a party where I don't know anyone, my roommate invited me to go with her as her friend told her that she can bring someone along if she wants to. I am very introverted and shit at small talk and approaching people. I am good when someone approaches me or when I am already friends with someone, but when it comes to strangers I have no idea how to approach the situation. I am also quiet complexed about my looks, even though no one has ever made me feel like like I am ugly, I just always thought I am below average when it comes to looks. All my friends really like my personality and think I am interesting, empathetic, funny and easy to talk to. And even though I know that at some level, I fail to be self confident. When I am in a strange place, I feel everyone is looking and judging me, my looks and think I am a loser to be seen alone. I would like any tips as to how I can meet new people in the party tonight, any things I can keep in mind or be sure of, I really wanna start improving myself in this and even though I really wanted to tell her no, I said yes because this is the only way I will get over this fear. So any tips or advise would be greatly appreciated. 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Last Wednesday, our teacher grouped our class to perform a role play that has something to do with communication. My group mates all agreed to this scenario where there’s a funeral and all the family members are grieving when I suddenly thought of a fun idea... and that is to be “the SEXY mistress” of the man who died. It was supposed to be a joke because I thought they wouldn’t take me seriously but... I ended up with the role. And here I actually thought it was okay because I really love dressing up and putting on makeup... but now I’m too anxious about it. It’s days before the performance but I can’t stop thinking about it lmaooo I hope I wing it though, wish me luck haha :/",3.366538461538461,4.764211038461539,4.381282051282053,86.80538461538465,73.23076923076924,7.507692307692308,30.30769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.9766769230769228,606,27,128,9,12,197,92,156,0.13699999999999998,0.624,0.239,0.9676,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,1,2,11,11,0,0,10,2,12,1,0,0,2,23,23,10,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,17,9,17,14,3,14,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,2,9,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.18050736597918973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179346067077695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551614844235615,0.0,0.15739874845800111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192925473479585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197319663439225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383153874632286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743764692716248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837203334268988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088124654904484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077801768522414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694572488181125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030817811796225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859493676197386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849870332478928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240156843851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546460537959647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907698452221978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370469851861279,0.1817354367218389,0.4405446787817922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127102934371215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Msndjie,2019/01/25,"I’m taking an online course and we have group works ALL THE TIME So i’ve been studying at an online school for almost 2 years now, and the first year we had maybe 3 group works, prefect amount in my opinion. Especially since most of us have jobs or other things we have to do during the day, and having to set a time to meet when everyone works different hours is really hard. But this year since late October we have not done anything except group works all the time, we have done almost 20 now... and i think that’s really insane for an online course that should be mostly individual work. Before this, everything went great for me at this school. The few group works we had last year was really hard for me but i managed to do it. However, now it has completely taken over my studying and i have only done one of the group works so far and i completely stopped doing any work because i got so incredibly anxious and stressed about all the group assignments we were having almost everyday, and the worst part for me is that our teachers has to partake in every single group discussion... which for me makes it a million times worse. My anxiety and even my depression got worse from all the stress caused by thig. And it’s not stopping either, the group assignments are just rolling in and only 1 assignment for the past 2 months has been individual.. Yesterday i messaged all my teachers (i didn’t mention my anxiety, i just told them i’ve been having some person issues lately) and all of them said that i had to do the assignments otherwise i couldn’t pass the whole course... so i have totally fucked everything up and i have no idea what to do. I worked so hard for this course but doing all these crazy many group meetings and especially with the teacher also listening... it makes my anxiety go crazy. And honestly, it’s really weird in my opinion that we have so many group works, this is not normal for online school at all and i have no idea what’s going on with them. 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I'm on wellbutrin right now 300mg Along with anafranil 150mg I recently changed from Zoloft to anfranil My thoughts have calmed down a bit I'm hoping it works My doctor recommended I should try seroqual or abilify as well Have you guys ever used an antipsychotic for OCD? What are you guys on ? Thanks",1.849836065573772,4.603264229508199,2.2644098360655747,89.69268032786889,95.22950819672131,5.718688524590164,24.1327868852459,7.1686216300943375,1.389510163934426,262,11,50,5,10,80,50,61,0.0,0.792,0.208,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,8,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,9,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397878753148864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323479440800829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248088608530548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986751994164544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524286313254593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815015151314895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126223794232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168660865133618,0.0,0.0,0.18756970280891053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022132159676239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743680855060772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911982504153834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896967636405132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974809930430366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598991232590536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scrake1,2019/01/25,"My anxiety is terrible, my backstory So I'm a 20 year old male, I have very very bad social anxiety (I was sheltered by an emotionally abusive father that I had to care for due to his drug/alcohol abuse, he passed away very recently) and basically I lost all my old childhood friends because they think I'm weird. I used to be relatively normal and social up until I was about 11 or 12, and then my dad went into a downward spiral with drugs and basically depended emotionally on me and my brother. Also he had borderline personality disorder. First he was binge drinking for awhile, where he would suddenly start indulging in liquor for like a week, and then finally sober up for the next week or two before he relapsed. After about a year, he injured his arm while CHASING me while he was drunk. He was overweight so when he fell he completely landed on and twisted his arm. It was a really bad break, and he was put in some sort of metal cast structure that had metal rods penetrating through his elbow. This lead to him abusing the opiates he was given. Basically I was a mess this whole time, I couldn't focus in school because I had borderline schizophrenic thoughts and beliefs of people laughing and talking about how I looked in the middle of class, so I would put my head down in my hands and just shut down my brain the whole period. Computer games became an escape during this time. I basically had nobody to talk except for a couple of other outcasts, and I couldn't even maintain a stable personality and relationship with them either because I felt just completely depersonalized and like an impostor. After several years of this I moved into my moms house because my dad could no longer support us financially. I have still been a mess since, I work a minimum wage job and I can't even talk to my boss. I can't even think in front of people, it's like my brain turns off. My dad passed away 6 months ago, I had found him in his apartment on the floor, completely cold and lifeless, after I went over there to check on him after he didn't respond to texts. So all of this trauma has me in this persisting state of depression and negativity. I do have my mania highs though occasionally, which typically happen only when I'm alone and in my little mental fantasy world. I feel seriously mentally disturbed and can't make connections with anybody. I am seen as a weirdo, a freak, a pariah, by my coworkers. I couldn't even build up the courage to ask my boss for more work hours the past 3 days I've worked even though I'm in debt and can't pay off my braces. Am I at a dead end? I feel like I have a very dependent personality and can't survive in the world by myself. I have no motivation to keep going. I don't like the way I look, I have embarrassed myself in front of all my old friends and have done awkward things, and I feel like if I'm not handsome, and if I'm not socially competent, there's no purpose for me to live. 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Each week I go to rehearsal. Oftentimes, I am anxious of people there who might judge or reject me or my limited musical abilities. I usually drive myself there, but I recently agreed to a car share with someone who lives near me. This is an extra worry since I don't like the feeling of being trapped in a car with someone for an hour. Anyhow, yesterday evening was my turn to drive and, just for once, it was okay. I had no awkward silences and I think I managed to act 'normal' the entire journey. The person I was giving a lift to is a good talker and has a nice sense of humor, which helps. I got very lost on the way because it is so difficult for me to follow the route and have a conversation at the same time, but we got there eventually. Today, I feel calm and okay and more accepting of myself.",4.651949152542374,5.546585225988704,6.029166666666669,78.10781779661018,69.62146892655367,9.063841807909602,30.00423728813559,9.2995712137729,2.6430644067796605,703,27,133,14,12,238,112,177,0.15,0.6679999999999999,0.182,0.7366,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,6,13,0,1,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,24,25,11,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,4,0,0,8,2,4,0,1,8,2,21,9,20,15,5,21,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,4,9,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128382846010414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032161289380708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111834510694717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562781664299953,0.0,0.0,0.17122693807168451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242753220279216,0.09622867102093716,0.14201789707947646,0.2708419429678842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349187814648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674646224218212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272138245275479,0.0,0.14951299309201027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483319071834128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962216024656394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658980172405267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803206732037236,0.11473586804900698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738542850258216,0.14784402033402527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718344320929576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400635637903807,0.0,0.0,0.34520159829869984,0.2869292083023034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849365935143364,0.0,0.0,0.09873207221763976,0.0,0.16049591725288515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417194627506145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186482471502868,0.2794140838427829,0.0,0.13439863234695412,0.1358185914629067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195305967410765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LargeMcNards,2019/01/25,"Cant talk to people unless I... I cant talk to anyone that i dont know unless i have a friend with me that knows them. The other way I can talk to people is if they talk to me first thus making me understand “ok this person isnt socially ‘out of my league’” Help?",0.6925862068965536,2.025293431034484,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,80.20689655172414,6.019310344827588,15.048275862068966,6.742157984588678,-0.5272041379310348,201,2,48,2,5,70,38,58,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,11,2,9,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523645790686004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553836011895528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853502910631377,0.0,0.0,0.1683532343021318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605745085428126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951030758611164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545360082088934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302136447727044,0.19026666125099445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212719668475053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7005766869727315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684729086623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729632283779944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StealthyTanto,2019/01/25,"I Can't Apply For A Job I really want to apply for a job but I just cant. I really want to earn my own money but I am so scared of dealing with customers. I am horrible with maths and I'm afraid that I am going to stuff up giving people change and that the manager is going to yell at me as well as the customer. I really want to work at the back but I'm afraid that they are going to put me on the register. I just want to know if there is anyone else out there that feels the same way about this and to the people who can/have applied and do work at places, I truly envy you.",2.0573643410852718,2.5093345813953505,4.36124031007752,89.3238759689923,75.27906976744184,7.593798449612403,19.75968992248062,7.793537801064563,0.4130062015503873,447,7,107,6,9,157,72,129,0.095,0.778,0.126,0.0137,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,3,8,4,0,3,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,20,21,11,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,3,1,0,0,2,15,1,22,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,78,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267156050997967,0.17975876830272294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490234744397786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855920053232861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808706907074008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655740890412275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870761485561855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829780560067828,0.2991193786372427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481937852387611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641710484621573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432556815776123,0.0,0.18329721045449335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636541722638874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371736110778375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564580710642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008365534721853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41391566758962345,0.13925591673389895,0.0,0.0,0.15774141517455684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554444718895785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zikuhan,2019/01/26,Anxiety in talking to a cashier/receptionist Ok I'll be honest I need some kinship here on this one but does anybody else get really anxious before approaching a person at the checkout or front desk? The hardest part is initiating the transaction/bringing up item of business. Anybody else struggle with this? What helps you cope the best? ,5.314500000000002,8.38578011666667,5.4200000000000035,74.015,72.83333333333334,8.0,36.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.9561666666666673,277,16,41,6,6,87,52,60,0.107,0.6940000000000001,0.199,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,3,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211686501477136,0.3126096054277203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354643997436549,0.0,0.2903957099725249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215548598890685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623203704021264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457236038641846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854764803289322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518094141216836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875094968976319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996557811695453,0.0,0.0,0.2416171886224403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727095241940974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892829872069819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241333348657008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Neil1398,2019/01/26,"Can’t shut my mouth when listening to others? No not figuratively lol literally. For some reason my mouth wants to crack open when listening to other people y’all. I’ve tried consciously closing it but it just seems to open back up when I’m not paying attention. It’s a very annoying issue because I think this makes me look unconfident and kinda stupid. Like it losses me off. I’ll give an example. So I go do martial arts and was paired up with a higher rank. While he’s instructing and explaining concepts to me, my mouth is open. I only realized I did this when I had an internship last year and whenever someone gives instruction my mouth stays open. Another example most of you guys could probably relate to us when i ask a teacher a question in class. While she’s giving me the answer I’ll open up my mouth and become hyper aware of my tongue and shit. Idk it’s annoying and needs to be nipped in the bud. I think it might be because I know I have a straight face and it looks like I’m mad so instead of you know smiling I open up my mouth and look like a fucking idiot. Not wide or anything but just enough for me and possibly the other person to know it’s open. One guy told me it looks like I have a deer in headlights look and thought I was unconfident in myself. This is also another thing I’m pretty confident when I’m a bit prepared for a situation but when something unexpected comes like a random question I get caught off guard and can’t talk. People would say meditate but I already do and still have these issues. I’m trying to be more calm but I think I’m learning that may never happen in my day to day activities unless maybe I experience them more. That’s the only answer I have for myself at this point. Anyway anybody deal with this or any other hyper awareness issues during socializing? If so how do you deal with it?",3.3454838709677404,5.2261932608695725,4.815764375876579,81.67944600280504,74.27173913043478,7.900561009817673,25.72966339410939,8.654491914285503,1.9174616760168304,1472,51,283,29,31,492,187,368,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.6723,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,1,2,18,14,7,0,16,1,22,9,8,3,1,72,58,36,0,5,14,0,0,5,1,3,0,3,0,3,23,25,0,1,19,1,1,3,7,8,0,1,7,8,40,6,33,44,6,44,0,1,5,1,27,24,2,12,21,186,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409426675214284,0.07543477273132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414687432975473,0.19782411460230384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762463241677596,0.0,0.0881847710619832,0.0,0.0,0.07253308756437855,0.0,0.11500402168730987,0.10417883895388806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298270800848344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125597925941437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531393654221971,0.0,0.0,0.12166865031260304,0.1944978704296844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746695064537457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922717467376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720553127030549,0.04928294748296467,0.2714665764195721,0.05360927736242088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186800846784358,0.08341471868957398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536453569970034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552205964581886,0.07689062861178378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304216346678918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39606251706897055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296526110727661,0.0,0.09476604047671243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006803696790237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994367065110936,0.0727522488699333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391969158878898,0.14348273053059052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079153911483096,0.08236434119242568,0.0,0.0,0.08917128313257708,0.10634164110524442,0.0,0.09596638468148187,0.10170248888545948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133987169021887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698580098969592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501411292719351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587347128660625,0.0,0.0,0.09682724167138627,0.0,0.10602961541894472,0.0,0.0961564159247274,0.07992455547843548,0.07261898173644794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054203718962276,0.07533116689096203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581798211243332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266791763887805,0.18132641595880064,0.0,0.07488659554654234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013528897827504,0.0,0.12808623772459365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134660304505911,0.0,0.0,0.07783120644176482,0.05563761848920777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700853123481651,0.0,0.0,0.06074470721427401 socialanxiety,VapeTrash,2019/01/26,"Overnight jobs Have any of you guys ever worked an overnight job or currently are working one. If so, how is it. I'm thinking I'll try and get one.",1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,80.93548387096773,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,0.7207978494623659,115,5,27,1,3,36,28,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,15,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022865239089017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907428683411777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541327989054646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453729705516896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903765859382745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031402108341706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060367716234045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019593320843911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331163897930101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,simmanin,2019/01/26,"I was smiled and waved at by a stranger. I'm happy and ? I glanced at them while walking past in an arcade, as I normally glance at people I'm walking past. She looks back at me, smiles and does an upright wave bending only her fingers. I'm pretty sure I'm overthinking this, but is this normal? (That type of wave) I am confusion, but it was nice to get a smile and wave, it made me feel good as I've been working a bit more at my ""fashion"" instead of just black and any pants.",2.152799999999999,3.470065280000004,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,76.2,6.2,25.5,6.6274283507984215,0.7675000000000001,368,13,83,3,8,120,67,100,0.027000000000000003,0.764,0.209,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,13,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,10,4,12,9,2,13,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,4,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039831813334834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136792128854595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575067504686881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640966325696208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192619403121194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232312871284354,0.0,0.0,0.19783487523037274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510858560980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806970262323725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318399056134486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622010917874496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938823129540898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503253616145936,0.1635211623269996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399625369292171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230278458419786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171470233497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CloneNoodle,2019/01/26,"Where the hell did this even come from? Growing up I was such a social person, made tons of friends with random people I met, never afraid to approach someone or strike up a conversation..hell, I used to do magic tricks for strangers in the park. Now 10 years later I can barely go to the grocery store or a restaurant. I can't breathe, I'm tense, every action I make is sudden, awkward and clumsy because I'm so locked into the feeling that someone around me is judging what I'm doing. I miss things with my hand when I try to pick them up, my neck is shift and my head shakes when I turn to look at something, my eyes get bugged out when I have to talk to someone, and I end up putting the attention I'm afraid of on myself because I act so nervous about absolutely nothing. I have no idea where this came from, what could have caused it, or how the hell I'm going to get past it. It's ruining my 20's and I'm becoming a loner shut-in.",4.39976923076923,4.480649451282055,5.210064102564104,86.65201923076923,69.87179487179486,7.525641025641026,28.55769230769231,6.816661863887847,1.2849230769230768,733,24,158,5,12,239,121,195,0.119,0.8079999999999999,0.073,-0.8296,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,3,5,10,0,13,5,5,6,1,26,33,13,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,3,0,1,10,3,10,0,0,5,4,21,1,26,27,1,32,2,2,2,0,6,12,2,4,10,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392518264692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108067771766237,0.19096380254930684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776120786595006,0.0,0.17762461192895698,0.0,0.14894532263038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380533307097555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314556816239422,0.0,0.0,0.11420440302902235,0.0,0.14568282984853306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874277095839606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358864252603495,0.0,0.18067506120605475,0.0,0.19653571799892466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745395773956565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519259790656646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519955312655675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636101597837563,0.11541773560058255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335765907667058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591032483522986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506068419856093,0.1198729506944288,0.15097699251127147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738207537539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625839382435698,0.4395143155122133,0.13311337531596873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897726554827616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487269363276295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739349015470098,0.18807474587565004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493373878933133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134737525263187 socialanxiety,clemthenerd,2019/01/26,"Why did I avoid them? So a few days ago at my job, this girl came by who worked at this organization that was putting on a stage play soon. She was pretty nice and gave everyone in the room tickets to go. Fast forward to tonight, and I actually decide to go(by myself, or course). Right before it started, I noticed a friend of mine from way back in high school was there. That’s great right? Except for the fact that the second I noticed her, I just wanted to sink into my chair and hope that she never sees me. I even went so far as to putting the hood of my coat up so it’ll be harder to see my face. At the end of the show, I see the girl that came to my job. I easily could have gone up to her and told her that I enjoyed the show. What do I do instead? Quickly blend in with the crowd and sneak out of the theater, hoping she didn’t see me being so weird. I was also leaving quickly so my high school friend wouldn’t see me. Why am I like this? I would have enjoyed talking to them. Why do I suddenly become so anxious when I notice people in public that I know? I even had the nerve to feel lonely on my drive back home. Social anxiety sucks. On the plus side, the play actually was really good. 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Please help me find some ways to calm me down! I have a senior seminar coming up on February 14th. I am prepared for it and could say the speech in my sleep. The problem is that I have HORRIBLE social anxiety. I have always had social anxiety. When I was younger I wouldn’t even talk, not even a single word, to anyone I didn’t have a relationship with. It is hard enough for me to have just an everyday conversation with someone I don’t know very well. I feel awkward and I always stumble over my words because I’m so focused on thinking ahead of what I’m going to say...even while I’m talking. That just results in me blushing and sweating. It’s embarrassing, but it has gotten somewhat better. Now, with that said, I am sure you can only imagine how my anxiety is knowing I am about to go up in front of a bunch of professors and give a 30-minute (MINIMUM) presentation. I can’t stop thinking about this day. I wake up in the middle of the night and my first thought is “I am going to blow this presentation.” Of course I can’t fall right back to sleep after that. So, does anyone have any solution or tricks to help me survive the days leading up to the presentation as well as how to survive giving the actual presentation? 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But she was actually just nervous and not much of a talker but I didn’t know that coz I expected her to be some super confident talkative person. When she started to talk, my view of her changed straight away. I also liked when she occasionally smiled. 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HELP Basically I matched with this guy on Tinder yesterday. We started talking and really hit it off. Today he asked if I wanted to go to a movie later, and I boldly and impulsively said ""Yes I'd love that.."" WHEN I WOULDN'T REALLY LOVE THAT. First, I'm not even sure he's fully my type. Second, we've only been talking for 1 day. Third, I can't meet someone in a movie theater!!! I already said I can't today but that tomorrow would work. What do I do??? I'm thinking about just blocking him on everything. I'd rather just meet at a private place like our house. 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I genuinely want to be friends with people, but i'm so shy and over think about what others think of me that I never create a relationship. I always just end up staying quiet. I wish I was social.",1.345052083333332,3.1992117343750017,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,80.09375,6.141666666666668,21.604166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7304979166666672,237,7,49,3,6,83,44,64,0.115,0.746,0.139,0.1334,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,12,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,1,11,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,37,14,0,0.2166640798319836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028187101776635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190006542515967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739413061970249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408845836711072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710469528326394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450622777211058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326161374712137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086174423775026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309350810277696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277659187688462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255549481742657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779408785764568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550563210653615,0.0,0.4983059982167774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheLoveGuardian,2019/01/26,"All Girls Poop - How To Never Be Nervous https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Gsnwym2r408 Hey guys! I know I come on here to give you guys advice but lately I’ve just seen so many people struggle within our new world of social media and social anxiety that I needed to start shifting my help onto YouTube. That being said my video doesn’t have any traffic yet but it is super high quality and I really think it would help a lot of you guys for when you go out! For those of you that know me or remember my posts I cant wait for you to check it out and for those that don’t give it a try! No pressure though just scroll past this post if this bugs you more than helps you. If you guys do enjoy it and want specific videos on certain subjects in the future let me know! I just want to help! I love you all! 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Then proceed to talk about it and all the little intimate parts about yours specifically, knowing full well, you don't want to talk about it + everyone around you can hear it, (People eavesdrop, anyone that tells you they don't is in denial.) Sending us into all sorts of overthinking and maybe even panic attacks, or symptoms of like sweating (then question why they can smell sweat). I am just shocked quite a lot of the time that the people that do this to us, are oblivious as to the negatives that come with doing it. How can someone that is so okay with being around people ie a normal or extroverted person, be so out of touch with how people react to these situations or be unable to detect people feeling uncomfortable or any symptoms of social anxiety.",14.336446886446884,8.940062571428571,12.8378021978022,57.0488644688645,55.153846153846146,15.430036630036636,47.915750915750934,12.161744961471696,5.754205860805861,796,32,129,15,6,256,113,182,0.085,0.8690000000000001,0.046,-0.7295,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,5,2,1,16,7,1,1,9,1,17,4,2,3,4,31,23,15,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,3,4,11,4,31,17,6,21,0,0,0,0,23,12,0,8,7,106,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219771472195594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516699024765451,0.0,0.16911659461996484,0.0,0.0,0.07728802497268962,0.0,0.0,0.1967975982622992,0.0,0.12574851583147378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952153548302027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233707170777396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300674210874353,0.09998443743817127,0.0,0.10562008606640437,0.0,0.10812357670789133,0.0,0.0,0.05588937096525337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457998374982834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074666023786762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054001386495915515,0.11078422404722116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397215392511922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104637778146144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829996649328716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968797093060153,0.0,0.11969767773561235,0.0,0.4597826370111998,0.0965141278644312,0.11548462675567522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382350847382265,0.11756663982975366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424497922046845,0.0,0.3380268385755514,0.09365519902516893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041770975863662,0.22977454159252936,0.0,0.26652940996371904,0.09661169064649908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644533327814307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988768007842041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519588631680401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938344620835517,0.0,0.09973984852343903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluesun89,2019/01/26,"I need someone to understand... I’m 28 years old and I feel like my social anxiety is getting worse and worse. Every time I have a social interaction with someone I HATE myself. I feel like a total a**hole who can’t even have a normal conversation. I talk to my husband about it and he says I act and speak fine, but I have these haunting inner thoughts that tell me different. What can I do to stop or handle this. It’s really making me hate myself and everything about me. ",2.0097872340425518,4.4459138085106416,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,81.12765957446808,6.7387234042553175,23.229787234042554,7.908726449838941,1.461467234042554,374,13,71,7,10,126,63,94,0.205,0.742,0.053,-0.9344,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,17,7,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,16,3,6,16,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,6,48,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591354159719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856225245980807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734631841151112,0.0,0.14969075871927262,0.0,0.15967420193374607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966592486318408,0.25384838870756377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282283650621197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508155926066766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359667645418342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859303137970707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317366398942847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407436607906432,0.0,0.0,0.18642994649527056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138170020171654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128665381278727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622149944456757,0.3010706268561109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853622632982744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280071540538358,0.15528738696478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410464789535223,0.10359812111581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495594287299855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36211243367033663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144106899920565 socialanxiety,claude0507,2019/01/26,"Has anyone come across the ""sam schaeffer"" website? I came across the 'I overcame social anxiety' website while browsing related websites on the Internet (iovercameanxiety.com for reference). It's run by a dude called Sam Schaeffer and he markets his site and program very heavily. Anyone come across it before? Is the program helpful or is it snake oil, like I think it is?",5.981458333333332,8.987190062500002,6.085625,70.43020833333338,70.25,9.266666666666666,37.22916666666666,9.725611199111238,4.575341666666667,300,17,43,8,6,95,45,64,0.026,0.883,0.09,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265496599112191,0.0,0.0,0.4141421085759156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199707733318105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30239654932755217,0.33871030655068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102043664865029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849935280161454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446811978786107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018819274447681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897573774974624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443501495977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Unf0und,2019/01/26,"Cold Sweaty and Shaky Hands! Please Help Hi guys! Im 18 and before 2 Years I started practicing card magic and whenever i want to perform for someone i started to shake and my hands become sweaty. Even at school in class or whenever im around lots of people my hands are cold and sweaty most of the time and i have a hard time focusing on presence. Only time that my hands aren't cold and sweaty in school is when i force myself to be present by focusing on my breathing and my body, but in few minutes my mind will again drift somewhere else. Also most of the times i have positive thoughts but still i feel stress in my body when im at school. And this anxiety is really annoying because i really like socializing and approaching strangers and its really hard for me to make a first impression when introducing because i cant even handshake with them because my hand are super cold and sweaty. I went to psychologist and she said that the root of my anxiety is the lack of socializing in my early age and that i just have to force myself to have more physical contact with people like handshakes and hugs, but that still is very uncomfortable and awkward for me. And that the reason that my hands are always cold is because of not being present and being afraid that something bad could happend instantaneously. Im also doing Mediation and Wim Hof Breathing Methods but i dont see a lot of results from them in terms of my anxiety. So i was hoping if someone has any advice to share with me and help me with my anxiety. Thanks ",6.800105325914147,6.873498084459463,6.86748012718601,76.8384101748808,64.77702702702703,10.207949125596183,33.290143084260734,9.916854025145753,3.1126659777424486,1227,47,231,24,17,393,145,296,0.111,0.743,0.147,0.9498,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,13,15,1,5,8,0,23,11,10,4,0,49,34,32,0,5,8,0,9,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,25,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,4,16,35,8,36,25,8,34,0,0,1,1,12,11,0,8,21,158,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462085515448357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486934072178335,0.08057006128739776,0.0,0.0,0.0658475115461399,0.0,0.29629779987710697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619895569274641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084874892190975,0.2361059279982727,0.1069407881920382,0.08239493674206255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151119200525105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731063060930315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348367882975716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088878343248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791019776401258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896000209421518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236328724332981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958766194298898,0.0,0.0,0.1734807709453337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980580402371072,0.0,0.0,0.09617373326814703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41837073719748497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461219370582198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464228433818412,0.0,0.0,0.06463457184918403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777038670099536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364334469919964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425903400575198,0.0,0.0,0.10628992530031467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860947420506531,0.09955705117682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210721164401016,0.0,0.0,0.29399045585937106,0.07716072859130398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741135554914968,0.16408696899656094,0.07454422820008916,0.0,0.0,0.1370731099089046,0.0,0.15465663552482492,0.0,0.11091808596668823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914777166493175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687196011380325,0.22584869025774976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989463739851879,0.057112661593371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976209533508017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235514748695144 socialanxiety,parislh43,2019/01/26,"Teachers making you speak in front of people because they think your awkwardness/shyness is funny Does this happen to anyone else as often as it does to me? I love the teacher I have for my American history class but he thinks my shyness is funny and often makes me stand up in front of everyone to speak when I'm not expecting it. It happened again yesterday and I had to go through a list of about eight things in front of everyone and elaborate on them. It was horrible. My vision was swimming and I felt like I couldn't breathe. My brain just doesn't work when I'm in front of people, so I couldn't think of anything to say. Suffice to say there were a lot of and stuffs, ums, and likes. I looked like an idiot and every time I looked out and saw all of those eyes on me I thought my legs were going to give out. After I sat back down I was shaking and jittery and I had to take deep breaths to keep from crying in front of everyone. I can handle it when I know I'll have to present so I have a prepared slides presentation to read off of or something, but this was just horrible. My teacher seemed less amused when it was over, probably because my awkwardness wasn't really that funny, just odd. I feel so dramatic. 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And why can’t I talk to people? I’m currently a junior in high school and I only have 2 good friends and haven’t made any since I started attending high school. Everyone I see is always talking to someone else or hanging out with people and I have never been able to do something like that. If I try to talk to people, either no one acknowledges me or we actually start talking but stop a sentence later because I said something awkward or something I didn’t mean to say. Even with my 2 friends I can barely hold a conversation. Please help. Is it because my mind is messed up or because I’m just not good with people in general? 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I don’t have a problem working with other people or giving presentations at all, but only if the groups are preassigned by the instructor. Yesterday one of my professors told us all to get into teams, and immediately everyone in the class got together with their buddies. I don’t have friends or know anyone else in this class that well. I’m a little older than most of the students and feel really self-conscious about it, as there’s clearly a generational gap when I try to socialize. I was absolutely paralyzed with fear from going up to any of the groups and asking if I could join up with them, and ended up leaving early. I know I’ll have to email the professor and explain, but I don’t know what to say. I’m under a lot of stress and haven’t been able to keep a therapist for longer than a few weeks because they keep switching me to different counselors or cancelling my appointments at school. My insurance sucks and I can’t afford a therapist outside of school because of it. I tried to get into a social anxiety group but it didn’t work out with my class schedule, so I was really upset about this. I don’t know what to do. This is a key class for my major and I really love the material, so I don’t know what to do right now or what to tell my professor. 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I’m 19 and it’s always scared me. I have my permit but not my license, I never drive anywhere and it makes me feel really pathetic and useless when all my friends and peers my age either have their licenses or their very own cars and I still have my mom driving me around. Tomorrow I plan on practicing a little since I have the day off work and I’m nervous. Does anyone have any tips for someone with severe anxiety around driving? 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It was the most ridiculous thing ever but I’m so proud of myself for getting out of the car. ,4.712599999999998,3.5534772933333367,6.0398333333333305,85.15575000000003,69.4,9.1,29.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.7142666666666655,267,8,62,3,4,91,47,75,0.024,0.802,0.174,0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,4,16,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345544020216877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475317458762189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830118462346453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30040746922852346,0.3427374482598943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346340554763186,0.0,0.5334393838541003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285410892960682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145335873388985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078591431523138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124204587142737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,raider1995,2019/01/26,Help I am about to walk down the aisle of a wedding and im shitless scared and nervous sweat anxious. Any quick advice ?,0.213750000000001,2.5423928750000044,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,99.41666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2988833333333334,95,4,19,0,4,29,22,24,0.262,0.637,0.101,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239839993874976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950543117525811,0.0,0.0,0.490162617672384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908216367513709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686664955999401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343910923528179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,phallicgod27,2019/01/26,I'm so ready to leave this world. I can't stand this life any longer. Every fucking day is the same. I don't belong here. Each breath I take I feel like is a waste of time. Treatment doesn't help. Nothing will change my mind. I need to find a way out soon. ,-1.3608928571428578,0.6569175535714287,-0.006428571428569896,107.57642857142858,96.67857142857142,2.8000000000000003,12.357142857142858,3.1291,-1.987814285714285,197,3,51,0,8,61,45,56,0.126,0.772,0.102,-0.0589,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055892802374103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119912559533059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902020506513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484868028236632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491228036639684,0.2106942841748044,0.0,0.0,0.2695558578207882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726531581165533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976818280218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122827025350846,0.0,0.0,0.2083140569146024,0.14408532457842413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778990107284864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868294838062335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829882300927641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221746691160659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197298026183175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340975209845793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,carolyn_o,2019/01/26,"Not sure if it’s social anxiety. Whenever I find myself in a group of people, a party for instance, I get this empty feeling like I’m missing something or possibly homesick. The more people who show up, the lonelier I feel. As if I can’t have a good time or relate to the people I’m with. And what makes it harder is that my boyfriend is a social butterfly and I feel like I put such a damper on his fun when I’m not enjoying myself. This happened a couple weeks ago at a party my friend had and I was wondering if it means I have social anxiety. I suffer from general anxiety on a day to day basis, which gives me horrible stomach aches and prevents me from leaving my home sometimes. Any advice on what it could be or how I can avoid it would be greatly appreciated. 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Anyone else, can you not remember your first bedroom? I can't for some reason. I can remember other areas of the house most rooms, just not my bedroom! It is bugging me. Any idea how I can get memory of it? No photos I dont think either. Moved house at about age 6 to 7. so had 7 years in it. &#x200B;",-0.4584260515603802,1.7201202537313485,2.1078426051560406,90.79899592944368,100.19402985074629,4.8244233378561745,18.031207598371786,6.574015621080383,0.3093701492537315,255,8,52,4,11,87,52,67,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.4646,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,8,0,7,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899770156282901,0.2130530290923532,0.11923482697967178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259935185454306,0.1796529561739123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549306257080507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647114022540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29828226073673514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160608022726104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40462954085629055,0.0,0.19793355722961514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635494250459225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802751158387656,0.0,0.0,0.5958661962649997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234854417872958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130530290923532,0.1129109520970868 socialanxiety,risingm_o_o_n,2019/01/26,"How many of you are lurkers? I've been personally trying to slowly fight my anxiety and I noticed how it even affects how I use reddit (rarely commenting, and incredibly hesitant on posting), so I was wondering if I was alone. 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I have a lot of anxiety about changing any daily habits, most habits usually being the result of getting over it once then never straying from it again. For example I only go to 7-eleven on certain days, at certain times when I know one cashier that is friendly is working there. If I can’t see him through the window I’ll turn around and go back home. I’m finding myself extremely lonely and isolated now that I live by myself and it’s kind of making me break down. Anyone else have this kind of problem and how did you deal with it? I’m all for just facing your fears and forcing yourself to do stuff, but I’m finding myself in a state where it feels physically impossible to even make the move to force myself. 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So at the start I was just sitting there awkwardly, sometimes talk a bit, but it was fine in general. Then we went to take bday photos, but I of course didn’t. We went back to the living room, they wanted to start dancing, and Im just sitting awkwardly, now they’re playing Just Dance and Im writing this post. They don’t want to open any hard alcohol yet. Btw, I keep switching from reddit when anyone sits besides me, cuz Im to anxious they will se what Im writing, wish me luck. 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I've always been socially awkward since I was a kid. I was even accessed for autism growing up. Anyways people tell me I'm so quiet and never talk. The other day I was smoking weed with a ""friend"" and they brought someone else. I thought I was acting normal but their friend kept glancing at me and said ""I feel like you're stuck in one place"" and would even look at my friend and say ""what the fuck"" under their breath. I said I was cold and then my friend said ""finally you say something"". TL:DR I have no social skills and am practically frozen and mute while hanging out with people :(",3.0405813953488376,5.285356565891476,3.2381589147286824,90.99351744186049,76.3643410852713,5.54031007751938,23.1531007751938,6.42735559955562,0.4948031007751941,523,16,104,4,12,160,86,129,0.13699999999999998,0.736,0.126,0.1154,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,1,5,8,1,1,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,22,22,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,1,2,13,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,13,10,20,5,10,8,0,16,0,0,2,1,19,7,1,0,6,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073549767347365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357801853618837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121310779554675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916754330056099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336732930925516,0.10366004763070116,0.0,0.1589508448438604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484181033598557,0.13414336068829547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088892642333279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184813579683612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685591737713777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191068982532801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216798594555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832406406999564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017838951994143,0.0,0.15159946327911994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140722940803426,0.230779976006671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002888943250994,0.0,0.0,0.2958240055645792,0.12294344541246086,0.22341138498874386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662653472796453,0.12682450348550725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297474011093228,0.0,0.11519383519355905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307545225271372,0.1586449573887364,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,absolutedragon,2019/01/26,"Ruminating days afterwards Hi, just a quick vent/question regarding bad social situations and lingering feelings afterwards. How many days after do you begin to feel better about yourself (confidence) and stop replaying events in your head? Intentionally vague but it's a universal anxiety regarding crowds and sudden interactions with people (who manage to burst comfort bubble) compounded with alienation etc etc &#x200B;",12.769375000000005,15.0566621875,11.115625000000005,43.86687500000002,52.125,15.15,47.25,13.816669648895859,8.246762499999999,356,20,36,14,4,111,55,64,0.14300000000000002,0.78,0.077,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,12,4,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,10,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589172098961135,0.2757595481343439,0.0,0.0,0.1736101209555681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948721300341445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007118863803386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29271782016035197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062009657381932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294975363053529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232908115188322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008371664026486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573331097482594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550924812441929,0.0,0.23133893892634716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973379632642245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757595481343439,0.0 socialanxiety,account258,2019/01/26,I was too scared to help a girl at gas station because her car battery died So this happened yesterday night when I was filling up my gas. I was about to leave and her car wouldn't start. I wanted to help her because I love working on cars. I even the had jumper cables in my trunk but I was just too scared. I feel really bad for not helping. ,2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,3.184444444444445,93.605,76.77777777777777,5.911111111111111,24.5,6.42735559955562,0.56515,268,9,60,2,6,86,51,72,0.22,0.6970000000000001,0.083,-0.8865,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,11,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,1,13,1,9,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002054825200983,0.2923341540288191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488527869154701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837179427055773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212394869947214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120358128689624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821565078312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389138161588193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164099448715397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250163856221447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536085926849663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801212969375222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971683839133472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142789003887046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456199661064642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,undecided9,2019/01/26,hate it I have such fear of the world. I fear social interaction. I fear every damn thing. I can't even talk to anyone without feeling anxiety all over my body. I sometimes want to kill myself because of this. It makes me feel weak as fuck and even ashamed of how much of a pussy I can be. 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I almost never really initiates conversations to people/classmates unless they talk to me first.. I’m not sure why but it might be that I’m afraid of getting “rejected”, or disturbing them.. it might be because I was excluded and bullied ever since I was little (not anymore tho) I got rejected a lot of times.. when the whole class plays a game, I asked them if I could join and they rejected me.. When everyone have this “gangs” in primary school I asked one of them if I could join and they rejected me.. When there are group works i was always the one left out and even then everyone still rejected me... everyone is really nice to me now probably because I’ve improved myself in a lot of ways.. but I still cant initiate conversations.. I’ve been trying to be more confident lately, and I want to hear some of your stories... have anyone has had similar experiences or worse? 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Lately I'm using this trick to get less involved in the feeling of anxiety. Hopefully you can learn something from it. And if you have tricks yourself that can be of help, please share! The trick is: write down every bad thought that has past your consciousness during the day. Don't make up big stories around thoughts. Just write them down as they come in mind, like a thought-list or a thought-diary. Why this helps? - it helps me to distance myself from the thought. It give me the sense of: ""this is what I think, but it is not who I am"". - it helps me to stop fighting negative thoughts. What I tend to do is to come up with arguments why a negative thought is not true. However, you can never win this battle, and it can even make things worse. By writing down the thought, I can let it go more easily, without proving it is not true. - if you can accept every thought that comes in mind, you can more easily accept yourself - when you apply this trick more often you'll start to experience social interactions as a little experiments. Social interactions become a way to discover thoughts that enter your awareness, so you can add them to the thoughts-list. It is truly helpful to read this list the next day, when you are feeling comfortable. - after doing this a couple of times I started to see patterns: If I'm in situation X, it is likely thoughts Y and Z tend to come in mind. It gets you prepared for the next negative-thought-invasion ;-). By the way: I'm using Google Keep. What's your opinion? Please share! I'm happy to learn from all of you!",4.228507751937984,6.043184933554818,4.551083887043191,84.77165351605761,71.75747508305649,7.541583610188261,28.820736434108525,8.212053250817874,1.9800729789590257,1239,49,237,19,24,389,146,301,0.133,0.6890000000000001,0.177,0.9233,1,0,1,0,2,0,54.0,0,14,3,1,7,20,7,0,16,0,26,0,0,4,5,57,61,13,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,2,18,1,0,6,8,8,0,0,9,3,26,12,39,49,5,35,0,0,1,0,36,13,0,7,16,158,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137229481197328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480085582733698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077878879859915,0.0,0.0803937187173741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508175520588231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054363842471353,0.0,0.09389042293208344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807883237992307,0.0,0.12266182688491448,0.0,0.0,0.14241028076868195,0.0,0.0,0.07361226157593301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606226863907115,0.069829304444138,0.04136971776796046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748908691546941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439567603949482,0.0,0.0,0.07229948638937382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470141638421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211323470014803,0.0,0.0,0.07443537557270648,0.0,0.07112558469609123,0.07295731852234348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717926483448283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204993557709884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614214835216812,0.0,0.15483153309308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948878289816286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598088531335584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281230871160531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800628567705631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182194352804183,0.0,0.22260869670888744,0.0,0.05603930750126908,0.0,0.0,0.1030459680355396,0.0,0.0,0.060857881395259425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048360175577436715,0.04664256524965922,0.0,0.6934704158953343,0.04244595627223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573888659535382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555877119790288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136801671315868,0.0,0.0,0.07016947842728792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418188843415087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway_skdjnsnjkj,2019/01/26,"Piercing anxiety Long story short, I'm wanting to get my nose pierced in a few days and have no idea what to say when I get to the store. I may just be over thinking things, but what am I supposed to say say? Do I need an appointment? Because I'm terrified of phonecalls and have been considered just bailing.. pls help :(",5.042031250000001,5.410031640625,5.215624999999998,86.166875,68.53125,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.73348125,251,12,53,4,4,79,48,64,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,10,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713343419151648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302352903228865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305046154751112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965847409336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024899960343555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204158099953127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511855477044069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104604787201532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771523128736899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856774063893394,0.181870372506172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674135731379747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PupperinoSuprimo,2019/01/26,"One of the biggest things that will help you overcome social anxiety is being willing to feel discomfort and being willing to experience any emotion. Quick background : early 30s, suffered from intense generalized & social anxiety all my life but didnt realize what it was til my early 20s, have now been on a hardcore mission for the last 8yrs to overcome it and have made immense progress. If theres one thing I've learned in my battle, it's that to overcome your anxiety, you will need to face your fears at some point as part of the process. And yes, that will cause extreme discomfort at times. A big part of overcoming S.A. is to rewire your beliefs about the world and build your social confidence. Some of that can be done through books and introspection, but it's early impossible to really solidify those brain changes without real life practice. If you can learn to be in that discomfort and still do the things anyway, you can give yourself a huge boost of confidence by being proud of yourself for facing something that is difficult - even if it didnt go perfect. Secondly, if you repeat the scary activity, over time you will help your brain realize that, although uncomfortable, you are not going to die (unless your scary activity is actually potentially life threatening?). Anyone who has ever improved an area of their life or a skill has had to face discomfort. Whether it's an athlete training hard for an event, a new guitarist getting blisters on their fingers while they build calluses or a doctor staying up studying all night so they can ace their test. I think we anxiety sufferers often see discomfort as a thing to avoid and a sign that something is wrong when in reality it is a sign of growth. 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Personally I'm listening to the audiobook which has been fantastic, if you end up reading it I recommend taking notes from each chapter since it's a lot of actionable information! Of course nothing will replace having a personalised CBT plan by a professional, but I feel like I fully understand why CBT works because of this read and it's made me push myself a lot more than I otherwise would have. For example I went to dinner with some old friends last night after dodging their invitations for a long time after realising avoidance is never going to help me, something I learn't from Ellen! 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So basically, I was commuting to college for a few years and unfortunately due to lack of social interaction with new people my social skills have seriously fallen off the deep end. Now that I am dorming at college I am now realizing how much more of an issue it is then I previously thought. I’m having trouble making friends due to the fact I get very nervous when I don’t know people yet. It’s been a week and I’ve made one friend so far which isn’t too horrible. Now to the point, there is a girl I think is nice in one of my math courses and she always smiles at me when we see each other but I haven’t gotten the guts to talk to her. Now I know nothing will likely come out of this but I would like some advice as to how I could potentially start a conversation with her to get to know her as well as how to stay calm and not get all anxious and shit. Sorry if this post sounds weird but I would appreciate some advice. 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I need to put more effort into making friends and letting go of harmful thoughts but it's so hard to do alone. I don't want to self pity or be weak I want to take responsibility. Drunk at train station right now. I'm so sad and tired I need to be hugged maybe and should go to therapy. 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I hate dealing with the 'public' it’s not that I can’t, it’s just that I -hate- it. I don’t want to talk to any body except my few select friends. I want to get a coffee from Starbucks but don’t -want- to talk to any body to get it. I have to go to the bank to get a new debit card and the whole process seems painful having to talk to a stranger about that. I never want to leave my house, I’ll starve before I go outside to get food. ... as you can tell I’m doing, great. 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What if this whole obligation / advice of ""calming yourself down, relax"" is NOT actually the way? For alot of us, it can feel so taxing and even more stressful due to our Inability to calm down. So going in there with whatever anxiety you have, is probably a lot better than a false sense of ""calm"". 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Throughout my entire childhood and life, I've always been horribly picked on by people, this isn't the problem though. Whenever I converse with them, they always find a way to destroy any jokes I make and turn it into something serious that attacks me. For example, I make a joke about intelligence, and my friend randomly says ""a famous philosopher said people who talk about intelligence are stupid"". This was suddenly said in front of a group of friends. It's so unexpected that I'm left stuttering and looking like an absolute fucking idiot, because I don't know how to respond to such a rude unnecessary comment. Yes there are thousands of ways I could responded to that to make THEM seem like the idiot, but it's impossible when I'm left speechless and unable to think clearly, just purely offended and hurt. It makes it worse that I have social anxiety, so even talking to people in the first place is already hard, yet everytime I do, people always make me regret it and try to hurt me. What the hell do I do?",9.861987716359579,8.123754216080401,9.45845896147404,66.63242322724739,59.6030150753769,12.462534896705751,41.20658849804578,11.20814326018867,4.682681295365716,855,38,144,18,9,277,125,199,0.211,0.684,0.105,-0.981,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,12,22,9,0,10,1,13,2,0,7,2,28,29,13,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,14,9,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,15,0,2,4,5,17,7,21,24,0,15,1,3,1,1,17,7,2,2,7,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309427406791786,0.0,0.2962004386565327,0.0,0.0,0.08069193234955971,0.0,0.09077352151058046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499131332915704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233319499103946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473925481081287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837290113507382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845183137959244,0.10093096377179236,0.0,0.0,0.18335071495975547,0.10969798455958236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629481892615994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540530193112417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652116757931339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25784588130350683,0.0,0.0838120942989167,0.11594121865340518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964335805120096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960277599437131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41131474200502505,0.0,0.12397300542273446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354027663682545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257430452987481,0.0943620993045894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802235351421502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095752271401275,0.0,0.09134920481781447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921651695184828,0.19074661228376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603165414067449,0.1165814942475624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805614157928531,0.12906650771398578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837138304061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707095073372064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092327372514462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hypercafspazz,2019/01/26,"My shrink and I are working on something that seems to be working We got to this idea of finding my happy place. Seriously, just like happy Gilmore. When I get all irritated I work on going to my happy place. Then the anxiety passes. So far so great. Any thoughts or insights y’all? 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I believe it was food poisoning but Anyways in the middle of class I went to the restroom to relieve myself. I figured that since class was in session, no one was going to be in there. I went to a stall and there were two other people in the stalls next to me. I didn’t want to shit when people were there because I didn’t want them to hear the sound of my cascading feces hit the toilet water so I just held it in until they left. When the last person left, another person came in. I eventually stayed in the stall, nervously holding my shit in, for about 45 minutes. I was sweating and wanted to just scream so badly but for some reason I couldn’t let people know I shit. At this point the bell had rung and more people were going into the bathroom since it was break. I couldn’t hold it in anymore so I completely let go and dropped a mudslide, letting about 10 people hear it. Someone walked in and said “damn it smells who died in here?” I was mortified and felt super hot. I waited until the people who had been in the bathroom while I shit left to leave the bathroom myself. I realized if I just shit like a normal person I would have been less embarrassed and wouldn’t have missed my lesson in class. TL;DR: I held my diarrhea in the bathroom for 45 min so people wouldn’t hear me then shit when a bunch of people came in",3.0158486770849464,4.669123238434167,3.9982701531796403,88.15747949868485,74.62277580071174,6.4527928206715135,23.249419774098715,7.079830092131019,0.7842958687915824,1094,31,221,11,23,353,133,281,0.213,0.7390000000000001,0.048,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,18,16,8,2,17,0,27,11,8,1,0,38,49,22,1,10,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,6,0,3,11,10,2,6,6,0,0,8,7,13,0,3,25,9,32,3,38,14,4,45,0,1,0,0,11,23,7,2,12,161,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639456378986375,0.0,0.0,0.08171012678162946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879337516100957,0.0502250309964964,0.0,0.0,0.09282689043635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846761812880328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638581238967484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313563511602541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550926235708918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910866199693062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996280045232092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047478919727913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785832779656466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528015717333319,0.06715998534150512,0.0,0.0872405932434694,0.2685554823561678,0.25275235743798835,0.0,0.04025227491582672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762418561944614,0.0,0.08072607589422433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166108608139796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569585661261594,0.2158229701206382,0.0,0.0,0.07788650159571309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471207857707487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837308616588581,0.0,0.0,0.08338449262100721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074415113036607,0.13631003032621786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698099634671918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781826687817318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048442311441466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578974224690353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527553012747007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852848463767635,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkRain117,2019/01/27,"Advice for asking out a girl. I have fairly bad social anxiety and so it is tough for me to talk to this girl I'm interested in. I've had a crush on her for a while now and don't really know how to approach her. We've only talked a few times and she is very outgoing and extroverted while I'm the complete opposite. I don't have many chances to talk to be though because we only have one class together and she is always surrounded by friends. I've been trying to build up the confidence to ask for her number but I'm scared it would weird her out and she would reject me. I also wouldn't want everyone to see me get rejected if she said no. I gotten much better with my anxiety and have several friends but this a challenge for me. Some additional details: My phone went off in class last week and she got everyone to start fake coughing so the teacher wouldn't hear it. Not sure why she did or if it really means anything but thought it was very nice of her. She asked me about it and made a small joke. Another time I was talking to one of my friends about girls I like and one of my crushes best friends overheard us. She cut into the conversation and immediately assumed I was going to say my crushes name when asked who I liked even though I had never told anyone I liked her before and hadn't mentioned up until that point. Again, not sure if it means anything, but I thought it was worth mentioning. I have never caught her staring at me but it does seem like she tries to talk to me from time to time. I'm also 16 and in highschool if you're wondering. Sorry for the long post and if anyone can offer any advice it would be greatly appreciated. I'm just not sure where to go from here and I don't want to miss another opportunity because of my social anxiety.",3.3544880952380964,4.81304909166667,4.66595238095238,84.50999999999998,73.3611111111111,7.920634920634923,26.468253968253972,8.527137837955566,1.7496587301587296,1403,49,290,25,28,465,177,360,0.134,0.7020000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9579,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,16,28,1,1,11,0,28,1,0,2,5,60,60,37,0,12,15,0,0,4,4,5,1,3,0,3,14,21,0,0,8,1,1,5,12,9,0,3,18,5,44,19,44,35,4,37,0,3,2,0,47,15,0,10,20,196,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989479924958136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085277079875973,0.0680755513889714,0.0,0.0,0.055636120718655487,0.17157759339132242,0.18776176702308264,0.0,0.0,0.1144120809764948,0.0,0.13465140632355793,0.0,0.3059390574904886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831102116622549,0.09974574288428173,0.0,0.0696174318444097,0.0,0.08585842942258193,0.07235756809929593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857801066570908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159571918275476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540371764767387,0.0,0.0,0.15635299057058147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528362430871544,0.0,0.04274428090507189,0.0,0.09299322089001737,0.0,0.06543388878147849,0.09019989179263524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220998462486488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496266926630886,0.06668908407894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988016272370453,0.0,0.0,0.07240254894146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741410000957248,0.0,0.0829462494502663,0.0,0.17823820507663146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060142482248109426,0.0,0.1261995363912458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631723905603535,0.12444600926002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734038992294633,0.0,0.07835490808814867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482390086558643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782356274001531,0.06506153707452439,0.08190978504837453,0.0,0.0651949255157063,0.07448011871118537,0.0,0.0924261923393308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679752583922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158373765891158,0.05790815712777238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132532877815,0.0,0.0,0.3287937603762223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076308742788495,0.12990187639131656,0.19082490287466305,0.0,0.0,0.07817649528529072,0.0,0.11109226223261788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984118062427168,0.0,0.0,0.13500973952409825,0.0965116785847264,0.0,0.06562601427870215,0.0,0.0,0.07584211847584607,0.0738241378912151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872346644715062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435431290675188,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mustangparts,2019/01/27,"Parents fighting and anxiety Anyone else here remember vividly feeling distressed and scared over parents fighting harshly/ threats of divorce by mother? I have social anxiety and I feel like this type of stuff while I was growing up has something to do with it, the unpredictability of my angry father yellling like a maniac combined with threats of abandonment by mom. I remember throwing up over it because of the stress many times as well. Can anyone else relate? 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Probably one of the most frustrating things about having anxiety of any sort is trying to explain to people why you can't just, you know, stop having all the problems you have. I like to think of it as your brain having allergies. When you're allergic to peanuts, your body completely overreacts, freaking the heck out, and causing all sort of unsafe things to happen. Are peanuts actually going to kill you? Well, no, but your body sure thinks so (which then makes it so peanut CAN actually kill you). And yet millions of people suffer from allergies and no one says ""hey but like, maybe could you stop overreacting to peanuts?"" So I say, well you see, anxiety is the same way. Your brain reacts in the same way your body reacts when it comes into contact with an allergen. Except instead of a peanut, it's a social situation, or the idea of failure, or talking on the phone. You brain sees these things as harmful, dangerous. And if your brain is freaked out, of course your body is going to play along: heartbeat elevating, adrenaline coming out of nowhere, that frozen 'headlights' feeling. It's no different, and for the person crippled with anxiety, it's as uncontrollable as an allergic reaction. Luckily, we don't die, but we sure as hell avoid our allergens. Of course I don't want to go through massive panic that I have to choke down when I'm in a room with strangers and it's loud and I lost the person I came with and someone is walking towards me with that ""I will save this friendless person"" look. People would be amazed at what is happening inside an anxious person's brain when we look fairly normal but on the inside are on the verge of bursting into hysteric sobs. Sure we can work through the panic. Sure we can pretend that we don't feel like we are about to die and force a smile and resort to ""yes, no, grunt"" interactions. But that doesn't change the mental hell we go through when our brains totally screw us over and react as if a stranger were a zombie bent on throwing themselves upon our necks and tearing out our throats. But luckily, friends, even though our allergies are something we cannot control at the beginning, there is hope to reduce our allergic reactions. That's the hope for us. Luckily if the brain can be predisposed to freaking out, it can be trained to act normally. But this takes work. Time. Oh so much effort on our part. Tiny steps of progress. So next time when someone doesn't get you, just say: it's like allergies. I have brain allergies. Mental allergies. My brain reacts like death is upon me when the reality is just a new person or situation. Just like your body reacts if you have a peanut allergy. It's instantaneous. It's illogical. It's hell to live through. Please, give me time. Good luck to you all. 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So I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder a few months ago and have been in therapy since then. But after I got the diagnoses I realized that I carried this disorder around with me for years and years without really knowing about it. And especially in the last few months I started to hate it so much. So damn much! I hate being the quiet person in a group. I hate thinking 30 minutes about a one line WhatsApp text. I hate me being in my room 24/7. I hate the feeling of wasting my life and my youth while others have fun. I hate counting my money at least 5 times before paying. I hate that I am not able to make or answer a call. I hate the disgusted feeling I have when I look in the mirror. I hate myself for having social anxiety disorder. I hate watching those confident people and imaging myself in their position. I hate that I can’t talk with anyone about my disorder because I am afraid they will say I am just overreacting. And I hate that it took me days to upload this text because I am afraid if someone will answer and what they will say. But since I hate this disorder so much, I decided to throw myself out there and face my anxiety. I decided to leave my home and my country to study abroad. I am excited for this new chapter but my anxiety keeps interrupting like “What if you won’t make friends and end up alone in the back of the classroom again?” and “Maybe this is a bit too much for you. You can’t handle this.” and “It will make it worse. Just wait until your suicidal thoughts return.” and “You have to take tests again and maybe even make presentations.” But since I want to do this and already paid the tuition anyway there is no way of cancelling. So I need tips and I want to hear your stories. Maybe someone already did what I am planning to do. Tell me your experiences and opinions please! :) ",3.1657905405405407,5.127917129729736,4.291266891891894,84.89041385135134,75.0,7.543918918918918,26.427364864864863,8.376592526197632,1.835277027027028,1478,55,290,27,32,482,172,370,0.2,0.731,0.069,-0.9908,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,7,3,1,21,22,16,2,14,0,27,5,2,4,0,55,63,34,1,6,11,0,2,1,1,5,3,4,2,1,22,23,0,2,10,0,4,2,6,18,0,1,7,8,60,4,38,49,8,38,0,0,2,0,22,12,1,4,24,215,82,3,0.054535051939429716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834203308755902,0.0,0.0,0.05648186689811936,0.12036157183026774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085958273233124,0.0,0.0,0.03813217631916476,0.0,0.0,0.048547758328524114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193408869356071,0.0,0.06648812297244926,0.0,0.04640531250408512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953815226323887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556863854144959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517059692865036,0.0,0.0,0.11070385952939234,0.0,0.0,0.3125094710895613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048301869157345086,0.0,0.0,0.036019887473668966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334574525278578,0.0,0.0,0.05514912171108837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213364584835798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361666290776695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.753789027089153,0.0,0.0,0.061464967022585526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470310361159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048473259898043033,0.0,0.0,0.029971038331090532,0.04445334602705745,0.0,0.0577447457639782,0.0,0.0,0.038519719977910566,0.026643071705729902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579570862531891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561028256475095,0.0,0.1643633690470241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705871632661691,0.0,0.16035815223592,0.04043705000195311,0.0,0.052670292992519394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695436257239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780773841138792,0.047617903838497184,0.0,0.05986311046075445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03493655072221247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673692435788599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353358755419197,0.0,0.0,0.16677485307364825,0.0924147450706924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860019045310025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965249542463477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100357208749676,0.043833208997861285,0.04766603912477619,0.0,0.0623655846696419,0.0,0.0,0.03494385925390222,0.0,0.043294739615492885,0.03179982734515188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059044930949724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649855976505008,0.04328738583179567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256984398174351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557587698610947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023757089416184 socialanxiety,TheBenignRevolution,2019/01/27,"Are we all just narcissists? *the following is a random thought which might not make sense to you. It’s the pressure to be seen as that cool “perfect” person that has us all fucked up. We place how other people view us higher than our sanity which is why we’re so scared of social interactions and people in general. I turn super red when I talk to my crush which makes me avoid him even though I want to talk to him so bad, because I don’t want him to see my flaws. This feeling of needing to be “flawless” in front of other people is definitely not it, chief. You’re not perfect but neither am I. We’re all just imperfect people. I think once we all truly understand and believe that, maybe we can finally beat our social anxiety! 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I was at brunch today with a group of girls in my grad school cohort. We’re in a small program and there are about 40 guys. The topic of “who’s the hottest guy in the program” came up and I way too enthusiastically brought up the name of a guy I’d never even spoken to before, but have had my eye on all fall. Obviously a couple of us had mimosas and idk...the way I said it was along the lines of “[name of guy]...holy *fuck*” and “he is sooo hot.” It just seems a bit cringe in retrospect. Was this a bad idea, especially if it gets around to him? 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It may sound like the ramblings of a crazy person but please hear me out. I’m a 16 year old male in my junior year in high school. I don’t have that many friends and I tend to get bullied a lot which is why I have poor social skills and a lack of confidence. I’ve struggled with depression and I’m seeing a therapist regularly who I plan on discussing this issue with soon. I don’t know where this idea came from but I always have this thought that people think I’m some sort of perv or creep. It started when I began high school. These thoughts got so abstract that I was afraid to tell too many people that I got my drivers license in fear that some girl will hear about it and think I’m out to get them. I hate skipping school when I’m sick because that people will think I’m planning something malicious. I avoid eye contact because I’m afraid people will think I’m going to hurt them. I don’t have anything to prove that people think this, which is why I know it’s in my head but I have no way shaking the feeling that people say/think this stuff behind my back. I’ve never hurt anyone before, never been in a relationship, never been in any drama, but I still believe I’m on some sort of radar. Does anyone have thoughts?",4.1551449275362335,4.638589152173914,4.626956521739132,89.1999275362319,70.52173913043478,7.0028985507246375,25.84057971014493,6.42735559955562,0.7827188405797103,1050,29,227,6,18,333,133,276,0.182,0.748,0.07,-0.9897,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,9,13,1,6,9,0,18,3,2,0,4,43,56,12,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,0,3,24,9,0,1,15,1,1,3,9,10,0,0,10,7,23,3,26,42,5,30,0,3,2,0,15,13,0,8,15,128,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226595461634061,0.0,0.0,0.05906081247745816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214547379009248,0.0,0.07146994934205632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678210166607806,0.0,0.10588561063959964,0.0,0.07390274580999341,0.09784993441132857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933298414863748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748035678243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760028069933992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773012148785136,0.04391384631986011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709990626408073,0.0,0.09075082613269783,0.0,0.049358717949026035,0.0,0.13892336795142193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574615376884451,0.08913290610161284,0.0,0.19577197475784225,0.0,0.0,0.18352307179090335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594892074058966,0.09804280345479567,0.0,0.09064858128434078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095460709471536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486080793842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383655701509856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761040425253082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095165848918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113420951744032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214747992172427,0.07583385723501758,0.0,0.09533495190636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324413563395163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813282418036052,0.0,0.2636897701366609,0.06920801128166852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853238928277038,0.0,0.06686118548181348,0.0,0.0,0.061472704510322586,0.0,0.06935832755597686,0.0,0.0,0.09079422237071848,0.09942219232185008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591051504927226,0.0,0.0,0.10083926098889913,0.0,0.4451985358933179,0.0,0.20684701583026455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893729401401379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673679285986114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185679113023292 socialanxiety,realthrowaway_,2019/01/27,"My social anxiety has ruined me the last4 years To afraid to get a job now because i cant hold a conversation. I speak to fast and cant slow down and sometimes just freeze up when talking. I really have no friends at this point and the only getaway for me is video games, reading or taking a walk. &#x200B; I envy people who can easily hold a convo and make friends with ease. This fucking sucks and I feel it will never end. &#x200B;",3.6242857142857146,5.338014252873566,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,73.13793103448276,6.810509031198686,26.221674876847292,7.447530270364453,1.3634019704433502,348,12,67,4,7,112,66,87,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.16699999999999998,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,13,13,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,3,8,2,8,12,0,12,0,1,0,1,8,4,2,1,7,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888774886738978,0.4361134247413849,0.0,0.0,0.13728210851073208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939372361499038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894331463908346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073752586717107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772920156423763,0.16590268141092082,0.09375750615995057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780807805863872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119787191262637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384062798583795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364831415188635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441107077115213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964239264470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950294159493071,0.0,0.11496307018173642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829311398531448,0.0,0.0,0.177484969162435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492735940299078,0.1442386319811461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361134247413849,0.11556273623438088 socialanxiety,ParticularIdea,2019/01/27,"So many missed opportunities I can say, with confidence, that I would be more successful if I didn’t have the roadblock of social anxiety. All of what I see as being proud of myself for has happened when I have fought to suppress my social anxiety. I have passed up a number of incredible opportunities (meetings with high-ranking government officials, interviews with companies I could never even dream of interning with, etc), because I’m too afraid to respond to that email. I’m too nervous to get rejected. What if they don’t like me? That’s what plays through my head until I decide that not responding is just easier. I regret it, but I still continue to do it. This also applies to relationships. I’ve only ever gone on first dates, if I can even get that far. When they’ve asked me out again, I’ve said no, or again, just immediately deleted their message. What if its a joke and I’m the punchline? What if I do something wrong? Why would they like me? I can’t imagine anyone ever liking me. If a guy approaches me on the street and asks for my number, I’m terrified he was put up to it. If a guy sits next to me in classes (happens a lot as a female in engineering) I’ll do anything to avoid making eye contact. I want so badly to become more confident and overcome my social anxiety, but I have no idea how to get there. 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Don't really know how to start conversations with people. Most of the time get freeze on the spot, hart beat increases etc. Over the years i improved but still whenever i try to talk with someone; there is always a thought of being judged goes on my mind and get really hurt if someone even said a minor thing . I really i want to get rid of this but how? It seems impossible to me often.",4.1242857142857146,5.51529191489362,5.58969604863222,78.90500000000003,71.34042553191489,9.626747720364742,25.130699088145896,9.957137785484203,2.4070656534954407,376,11,73,10,7,127,64,94,0.08199999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,14,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,16,11,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547861606682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375003438314384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498977421250535,0.11547836910019013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653810335114685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661985400078185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716691554188225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608599219649593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765358040233192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424203004135022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33601569985495183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631028282263938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916528582611325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564491616646912,0.2962781060705616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375072086883193,0.0,0.13962527111309073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810551527236744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615411457898163,0.0,0.0,0.13880126430348486,0.10194901919585923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374060618765995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031235527903972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258947077980162 socialanxiety,concinnity1410,2019/01/27,"I just have to rant. I don't have social anxiety (I think) but I just have to rant and I didn't know where else to post this. My birthday is coming up and my parents want me to have a party. I will not have a party, no matter how much they want me to, because it causes me to feel so bad. Last year I had a party and by the end of the night, I felt sick. My ""friends"" spent the night talking to each other about things I don't care about and basically ignoring me. The thing is, they don't even realize they're doing it - they're good people. But I felt so embarrassed and hurt because it was happening right in front of my family; I'm pretty sure they could see what was happening and felt sorry for me, and my friends probably left a bad impression on them because of that. I felt disgusted and humiliated. I was furious with myself for letting this happen and with my friends for doing this to me. Now I never invite anyone over. I haven't hung out with anyone at my house for a year. I'm terrified of doing it. I never want to feel that way again. And my parents are noticing, telling me I should invite someone over or have a party or whatever. I don't want to tell them the real reason I keep saying no, and I don't know how to get over this fear because I can see it happening all over again. I don't know what to do.",3.3561884856545703,4.012222566787006,4.962937488124645,85.44747672430174,72.42960288808662,8.142048261447844,25.409272278168345,8.371475516178862,1.4406505415162458,1029,30,224,16,19,349,125,277,0.208,0.639,0.153,-0.9786,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,0,13,15,2,2,11,0,30,1,0,4,4,53,57,19,0,6,7,2,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,16,17,0,2,12,0,1,2,13,8,0,0,10,9,42,7,35,43,3,27,0,1,2,0,15,12,0,2,11,168,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556686859837716,0.0,0.0,0.1381393479560958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495530614561765,0.24086288381140145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071337839015868,0.10147485967503768,0.0,0.0850907177166205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886825034723817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251849418065979,0.0,0.08749026877732713,0.0,0.0,0.0652436373866736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312153375204868,0.111155608182322,0.09989285229561196,0.0,0.37937936692107416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895287889377625,0.0,0.05160877280338868,0.0,0.0,0.08285245870807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494053408065223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397951965516682,0.10574664730328813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878007127048853,0.0,0.0,0.16286166010972722,0.08051935173128515,0.0,0.0,0.10732538248405264,0.1010098293201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261508759657763,0.0,0.15237133631919342,0.0,0.0,0.18539775390194446,0.0,0.0,0.11246233800789644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193682746698309,0.0,0.0,0.06848201225298124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460448424743163,0.1004953558327892,0.1065021657692682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243391882753098,0.0,0.10156288176883176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435807031483795,0.0,0.07855427706399805,0.0,0.0,0.15743065634189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069435527902958,0.08369645964304807,0.0,0.0,0.11057676510737804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309952180576714,0.0,0.0,0.07939608349530022,0.17267715089833513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125084795726888,0.06329460311943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305336702303986,0.07840742164148229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272229017841709 socialanxiety,ktlene,2019/01/27,"How to mix friend groups? Hi everyone! I'm a PhD student in grad school, and next week I will be go through my candidacy exam, which is an extremely stressful process (the day of and the months leading up to it). I'm planning on going to a Korean spa with friends afterwards to relax/commiserate, but I have different friends from different parts of my life: 4 girls are from my person life and 2 from my grad school cohorts. They've met each other once or twice at my Christmas party, but the mixing didn't really happen all that much. I'm a bit anxious about getting everyone together and having it be complete and awkward silence while we're at the spa. Is there some ways to do ice breakers or some sort of games to make sure this event goes smoothly? &#x200B; Thanks in advance!",7.533725165562912,7.007729019867552,7.3222433774834474,76.18415976821194,63.43708609271523,10.463907284768213,37.41804635761589,9.827888789773867,3.5834827814569525,626,28,116,11,8,199,108,151,0.043,0.83,0.127,0.9312,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,8,0,10,2,0,3,2,19,20,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,0,1,2,1,7,5,21,15,7,18,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,7,71,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026413531987145,0.1909456765373414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752661128009334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155921497144186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476121394430868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134409231375796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283615156979169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003133189518201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642243635813406,0.0,0.08210061616324674,0.0,0.17861572524827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896084043806756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198918404830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489402517116148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542986691440985,0.0,0.11551802359531604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167123128140738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735193097768236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701703161319477,0.0,0.0,0.13721101328437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066968805502316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180737634646468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800065223372208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810520943554056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467595804291478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473262352238115,0.12605045855339586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909456765373414,0.0 socialanxiety,lostzelda1,2019/01/27,"I feel retarded and incapable of anything. I’m an adult (20yrs) but I don’t feel like one and my social anxiety just makes everything worse. I’m afraid to go anywhere by myself because I get lost all the time and I’m scared to talk to people who are more educated then me in fear of sounding stupid. I don’t go to the doctors by myself because I don’t know how to answer any of the questions they ask (like who’s my pcp or do I have Medicaid or healthcare because I do not know what these mean or if I have them, my mother always answers these for me) I’ve never been inside of a bank other than the first time I took out my first debit card because I wouldn’t know who to talk to or where to go. I know that when I get a job I’m eventually going to have to go and get checks, which I have no idea how checks work or how to cash them. I bought these shoes that were too big for me and I want to sell them but I know that would mean going to the post office but I wouldn’t know who to go to at the office or what to say? I don’t have much friends and spend most of my time on my phone. Whenever friends ask me questions about phone bills and stuff I’m just like ??? Because my mom pays for everything for me. I only feel this way when it comes to basic things that adults should know but I think I’m decent in school and schoolwork. I spend all day in bed, mainly on reddit. I’m scared to get a job because I’m so awkward and stupid. This is all making me really sad. I wish I was a normal adult that knew how to socialize and knew basic things and could travel by myself without my mom. My mom does everything for me. I have no mental illness but I feel like I do. I don’t know what the goal of this was... just wanted to rant and get this off my chest. 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Or she would see me as a creep? 2 years ago, I used to be in the same classroom as one girl. Let's call her ""J"". She was my classmate but we didn't text to each other until last year. I texted her about homework. Then she replied and we started texting each other since then. She seemed cool and we had things in common, but in real life I'm super shy. That means that I didn't talk to her in class even if our seats were very close. But I still texted her. I kept thinking about what she would be thinking about me. Maybe she would think that I'm weird since I text her but completely ignore her in class? I tried to talk to her several times but I couldn't start a conversation to her no matter what since I got very anxious. I kept thinking that if I approached her I could look like a creep or my classmates would start gossiping about me suddenly talking to her (I've been with almost the same classmates for 10+ years. We know each other very well) Each time we crossed paths I couldn't even say ""hi"" to her. I just awkwardly stared at the ground or at the opposite direction. Whenever I tried to say something, my mouth sealed itself. But we still texted each other. &#x200B; Our finals happened last June and we congratulated each other because of passing our exams. Last thing I remember texting her was about how worried I was about starting a new school year. She has left me in ""seen"" since then. She's now studying at a new university that it is kind of far from where I am now so obviously we are not classmates anymore. She was a pretty cool girl and it was entertaining and comfortable to chat with her... But anxiety takes over everytime I try to text her again. Maybe if I text her she will think I'm a creep? Maybe she's simply not interested anymore? Maybe it would be a good idea to text her since my classmates aren't around anymore? This may sound stupid and ridiculous but it is so, so hard for me to meet new people... I'm 19 years old btw and she should be around the same age. I know I should just text her and see the results by myself but I really need some encouragement,advice or tips...",2.735042149631191,4.721659595890412,3.2571232876712344,91.71385142255006,76.32876712328766,6.318791710572532,22.874604847207586,7.2200825789825185,0.6566202318229712,1725,51,367,20,39,537,198,438,0.091,0.835,0.07400000000000001,-0.6805,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,11,0,0,1,23,16,2,1,16,2,35,2,1,3,1,85,63,34,0,15,20,0,1,1,0,10,1,3,1,2,21,27,0,3,11,2,0,3,9,6,1,1,14,11,75,10,44,31,10,55,0,0,5,0,53,18,0,11,35,247,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751064085638805,0.06813148593398156,0.0,0.07696388643577041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327745202297221,0.09339294729896394,0.0,0.0,0.05879745955005355,0.08682958290602133,0.2286725065085911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684285506549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046852959275310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848234636119186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058593234398241,0.0,0.0,0.061366215718442786,0.08504379532246299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153021294371026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419604365316584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446626914503198,0.061471722755336675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796677821146795,0.0,0.06885119374224871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867652450556282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003754927704307,0.08448016130322931,0.1879527396422423,0.0,0.0,0.0835082881208026,0.07859424988446476,0.054288278589824615,0.03754976671893751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454278975795931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308863594159181,0.08372274467340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134867865501367,0.0,0.0,0.056990493106273514,0.0,0.22269472942887275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065132516714968,0.0,0.05208212135472517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053284837919529836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819394569531703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748316447318989,0.049238291442997364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706705634443786,0.0,0.0,0.12224383552802967,0.0,0.07778611898192833,0.1224944584828256,0.06997018354645773,0.0,0.08682958290602133,0.0,0.3178956873185496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059170351505851336,0.0,0.0,0.21760676288819306,0.0,0.12276051020547395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057788928526492526,0.18533074458432075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212433791180646,0.2462429590956707,0.0,0.0,0.08963501744103651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654807175757335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638210257713281,0.0,0.19025190383407464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910610010226446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805475544437372,0.0,0.272994625664442,0.0,0.09339294729896394,0.2474756318556737 socialanxiety,microagent99,2019/01/27,Black Mirror episode: Nosedive. Has anyone seen this episode. I just kept thinking through the whole episode that there is no way I would survive in the society. It was a social anxiety suffers nightmare.,5.149285714285714,8.537090142857146,3.6682142857142885,84.34803571428574,76.14285714285714,5.7857142857142865,40.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,3.434285714285714,165,11,25,2,4,47,31,35,0.194,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454145327008546,0.0,0.0,0.31571599569285513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602717344181016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931827088379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583986396275404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041102877214793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32074960984821016,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonelyASFlmao,2019/01/27,"Just had a text convo with a ""popular kid"" because of school stuff Oh God oh fuck how much weird shit did I write did I reply too fast did I seem like a smart-ass oh fuck better keep thinking about this for at least 4 hours",-1.6895833333333314,-0.03395912499999909,0.01083333333333414,104.48416666666668,109.0,2.966666666666667,11.583333333333332,5.033348758259628,-1.6307666666666667,174,3,42,1,9,55,39,48,0.225,0.586,0.189,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,3,3,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,3,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791794858573548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581305168244543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396482314723785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28742783517736864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594226630791384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259029883789473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455406025401114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953825528156847,0.0,0.265702566311817,0.0,0.0,0.2995948133401536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341151341518468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701504798681573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oxidus999,2019/01/27,"Any tips on getting into part-time jobs? I will be turning 18 in the 2 weeks, and I want start getting some money of my own. Partly because of the fact, that my two year younger brother has already started working even though I didn't work yet in my life. However I have a general anxiety disorder, and I'm really nervous to go and get a job. I know it's not as serious as getting a real job, but still. I'm afraid of speaking to the boss, I'm afraid that I will seriously fuck something up, but I can't afford to be such a wuss if I'm supposed to be an adult.. Do you have any tips how I should do it?",4.739252747252749,3.6830391230769273,6.44824175824176,81.9096153846154,69.30769230769229,9.582417582417582,33.956043956043956,8.841846274778883,2.626296703296703,466,20,105,7,7,163,85,130,0.104,0.877,0.019,-0.8688,5,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,1,3,8,0,13,2,0,2,1,17,28,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,1,1,12,0,14,21,3,12,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,6,68,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808264889719756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286441752253985,0.0,0.12535446486947116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988913947052272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780077251667704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822972292542413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514883627173497,0.3424458478872493,0.0,0.09312690990805048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878251331388712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005461709819122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574102288414323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548945240385001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865115491646214,0.10497459791897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261494596180686,0.0,0.0,0.2319656284690832,0.0,0.13086090948206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099420383710822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823548913624934,0.1600699811661868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665042581183857,0.0,0.13144071924522815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385878951930441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552216247742284 socialanxiety,the-quintessential-,2019/01/27,Learning? Does social anxiety disorder affect your logical thinking like doing bad in school and not understanding school work properly?,10.652499999999996,15.049611249999998,9.55,44.405,61.5,14.0,45.0,12.161744961471696,8.539,115,7,10,5,2,36,19,20,0.309,0.598,0.093,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320439186346756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545315332489972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493769846318984,0.0,0.26677054253525423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489311031346578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170356580510937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107494901202553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195331362837816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173527646499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219296499028376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MeganCr6,2019/01/27,"Failing to understand jokes at work I work at a fancy resteraunt/bar as a hostess and last weekend I was the pre closing hostess so when my coworker (also the shift leader) told me I was cut at 7:30 I totally believed him since it had been so dead and I wasn’t closing that night. Initially, I did think it was weird that I was cut that early but hey he’s my shift leader so I didn’t question it. The next day I worked again and he called me over saying “hey you know I was joking about yesterday”. I obviously didn’t, just laughed it off and apologized. This weekend rolls around and I’m working with him again. A server needs me to get lemon water to a table. I notice that we don’t have any cut lemons in a small bowl where we usually have them. So I walk over to the bar and take 3 lemon slices. The shift leader looks at me and says “hey I need those for tonight”. I smiled and laughed because I thought he was joking around like he always does. Then he looked at me as if I had just stolen $1000 from him and said no I actually need those, go cut your own in a very condescending tone. I don’t mind going to cut my own lemon slices but he looks at me with sheer incredulity as if I’m a giant idiot. But now I’m even more confused because on that same night he’s talking to me in a nice,friendly manner so I don’t know what to think anymore. I honest to god can never tell when he’s joking and normally I’m okay at picking up on things like that. Also, I remember when I first started working there I asked where do we pick up our Cheques from? And he again, looks at me with disbelief as if I just asked the dumbest question in the world and says very condescendingly “what kind of question is that? We get them from the manager.”But all I wanted to know was the location of the box of cheques... If you got this far, thank you. I need some advice on how to handle this",2.0100633484162884,3.722001246153848,3.3158371040724006,91.72004524886879,77.56410256410257,6.331825037707393,23.26546003016591,7.1686216300943375,0.6911387631975874,1466,46,325,17,34,477,180,390,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.112,0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,4,2,7,25,21,6,1,18,1,22,2,0,3,4,61,54,35,1,10,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,19,23,2,0,11,7,2,3,8,9,0,1,18,8,52,12,47,36,7,55,0,1,4,0,40,30,0,9,24,210,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.09639639730685226,0.0,0.0,0.09652804112255324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799090026620466,0.08219403826459754,0.0,0.0,0.06717473956419223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796460574592432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758727782843611,0.18469454954779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043244953708244,0.0,0.0,0.11129281133684084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086685413141767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370583121370252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644426908075084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652441832701692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402340863473033,0.0,0.0,0.07631826483578577,0.0,0.103218409212132,0.0,0.1122794924202486,0.0,0.07900450967449045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286562752353798,0.1628630227482293,0.08052002542433702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651920509299904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318059900905325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974105489358827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298062667864183,0.07618630559338359,0.0,0.10505513987216886,0.18539930509648286,0.09678479901919868,0.0,0.11246327896300952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319733265725561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190007025948157,0.0,0.09396373240065176,0.23566480294671574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171299510898045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991798355912468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427131953046417,0.07939674779013925,0.08633929783077073,0.09094464169877838,0.0,0.0,0.06562597305647982,0.1265902653913186,0.0,0.07842139785062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094389861172866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028349214280004,0.0,0.0,0.10879375670199076,0.16301000094925194,0.05826382923619386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595701795047789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RunnerGirl001,2019/01/27,"Social anxiety and necessary confrontation. UGH I have [another post](https://www.reddit.com/r/legaladvice/comments/ak9b43/fl_can_i_get_in_legal_trouble_for_harassment) in my history about what I'm going through. Basically I'm trying to get a horrible shitty person to give me money back which he owes me. I don't care so much about the money, as I hate that he gets to keep it. I hate that I put myself in this position. He said that I'm harassing him. I didn't message him again, and I'm not going to. God, this hurts my body. My heart feels like it's going to explode. I HATE confrontation, but I feel responsible for making this guy see his ways and quit what he's doing. He's neglectful of animals and thinks of them as property. He didn't even care when I sent him [this picture](https://imgur.com/a/42Y1OeJ) of the dog he sold me not 24 hours before. He wanted to talk to the vet, who didn't want to talk to him. I guess he thought I was scamming him somehow? What a moron. I'm conflicted between wanting to run away from situation and wanting him to pay. This definitely not the end either. I'm reporting him to every animal welfare organization that is relevant. I feel guilty for causing him stress, but I know he deserves it. My mind isn't happy with that explanation though. It still hurts. Ugh. How do I feel....",3.746829268292686,6.480498268292685,4.5565430894309005,79.92057073170736,76.47967479674797,8.163642276422763,25.693658536585367,8.954980946260402,2.3326870243902427,1058,39,191,26,25,340,137,246,0.242,0.725,0.033,-0.9932,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,1,1,11,17,7,1,6,0,10,2,2,3,0,32,46,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,19,6,0,3,7,0,5,6,8,13,0,0,8,6,32,4,28,38,2,16,0,3,1,0,30,3,0,2,7,116,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002496217691836,0.0948597703344109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650221660452185,0.0953484562394558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551498903214444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377362055394182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528528208431874,0.1273823047326506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982732190243703,0.0,0.0,0.08190092527420613,0.0,0.10447546893728316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079279325898857,0.08858572725565958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129569914068806,0.11895223661083193,0.21141641731779606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660013790776926,0.12277963728831268,0.0,0.13200045847370634,0.0,0.36727340947776094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469407670233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211516336951544,0.0,0.26548943638612765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021702495902916,0.0,0.0,0.06814723595512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058020659951921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277105862844167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252047964150886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115437307365692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827214235030598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875786061762895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465439323468483,0.0,0.13188941603631674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795253216618776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881205997537257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938135663791246,0.0,0.12640253053896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902667473509713,0.0,0.14204174536694464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993332365231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945428501514155,0.12182951135455512,0.09844226294728936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418795781801063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925539893542909,0.09842554213744482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TinyCar5,2019/01/27,"Does anyone else get tongue-tied when they speak? Over the past year or so I've really tried to come out of my shell and put myself out there because I want to become more confident as a person but one big thing that puts me off is the way I talk as it completely baits me out that I'm nervous. It makes me look uncomfortable and nervous. I get tongue tied - almost every sentence I have to stop and be like ""sorry I can't seem to talk today"" it seems like my mouth and brain aren't connecting and I can't say anything smoothly. I don't even do it when I'm nervous it happens with anyone. It makes me look stupid and which makes me nervous but then that just makes it worse. I also can't ever seem to express myself properly - I get lost for words when I talk and it honestly comes out like someone who isn't a native speaker of English even though I am. I can't get stories out fluidly because not only will I fuck up the speech, I'll also just flat out not know the next word I want to say. I can't explain things eloquently, even this post is a struggle to explain properly. As I said it makes me look more nervous than I am, which ultimately causes me to feel nervous which just exacerbates the situation causing just a big mess and the other person having to awkwardly stand there while I'm completely fucking up what could have otherwise been a normal social interaction. With me leaving thinking they think I'm a freak. Does anyone else get the same thing, would be nice to know I'm not alone",5.5493524650478285,5.643604450331129,6.074525386313463,81.39429727740989,67.41059602649007,8.962766740250185,30.02281089036056,8.680891452615391,2.1495159676232523,1192,40,239,17,18,387,150,302,0.154,0.753,0.093,-0.964,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,17,19,3,8,13,0,22,4,2,7,1,56,59,23,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,6,0,2,22,18,0,1,10,0,0,4,11,14,0,1,3,11,31,5,29,51,3,30,0,1,3,2,17,12,2,5,14,154,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029572093305843,0.09339253684077033,0.0,0.14422340872957642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915419464427727,0.1847867857183988,0.07420509589392217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993784049983107,0.09958953097754092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066343280267503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526601959033684,0.0,0.1553529477737352,0.18909036939383675,0.0,0.0,0.0719961912767316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578228509484537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065675388364155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786762116390158,0.08156708083070352,0.07597505130507765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045594424051433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667278699794509,0.2355596239266813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974011607669347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911397959070334,0.0,0.0,0.09548070190121168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321626316097308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271690529982299,0.0,0.09843501228601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009575113583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590052560873737,0.0,0.08835087086810943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611038879822243,0.0685809996560012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608079595567497,0.0,0.15747202005694258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863612735609919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129851950401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057767444307374835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577563493177058,0.14341915110845418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462716655720784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135877665113543,0.0,0.09192051340352893,0.07640370226442013,0.0,0.0,0.10094183523004696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753890721953988,0.0,0.09426890657761602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174340975785762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972177231954378,0.11555905786950604,0.08859499239186246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547392124349308,0.0,0.0,0.061221878011695874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063733169938686,0.07157551614447831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189448621175388,0.06405665741891263,0.0,0.0,0.05806876868262335 socialanxiety,sabubbles,2019/01/27,"I used to purposely try to look uglier to avoid attention and the disappointment of trying hard to look good and still looking ugly So this was more so when I was younger, though I still don’t like attention. I would never wear heels or makeup or wear nice clothes because I hated when people would look at me. I hated being complimented because I felt like they were all lying and that I didn’t deserve the praise. I also didn’t like to try to look good because I was afraid that after all that effort I would still look ugly. I’ve kind of gotten away from this mindset now that I’m in college and no one really pays attention to anyone anymore but I was just wondering if anyone else has ever done this or felt this way? 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More friends, and I’m actually able to joke around and be the guy people actually seek out sometimes during the school day. I’ve developed some pretty good friendships during this time, but very little social activity outside of school. Today, I was invited to a party for the first time in my four years at high school. I fucked up, undeniably. My jokes were meh and I was confused and uncertain with how I should interact. Uncharted waters, I guess. I took some hits off a dab pen got myself somewhat stoned. Once intoxicated, I sort of dragged myself over to the corner of the room where I sat without coherent thoughts and added nothing to the conversations. We played jack box.tv, and my “contributions,” were last place every time despite me usually doing very well in school with the game. They called my name numerous times, which I acknowledged, but my mind was blank and I literally couldn’t formulate any response. I added absolutely nothing to anybody’s night, and am definitely not invited to any other parties. The nickname retard will resurface, and my reputation will revert to what it was. These are dudes I’ve known for most of high school, am finally accepted into the group, and then fuck up the whole dynamic. Even before the weed, they kept telling me to shutup and nobody laughed at my stuff. It was my first party and I failed miserably. Any way to salvage this somehow?",5.8158794466403165,8.02316961956522,6.06214756258235,73.94484189723323,68.3840579710145,9.221080368906458,31.38603425559947,9.688023934748609,3.2942666666666667,1229,52,203,29,22,392,171,276,0.113,0.731,0.155,0.7977,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,3,6,17,2,3,13,0,16,4,0,1,0,45,26,18,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,1,11,21,1,1,5,4,0,1,3,6,1,3,12,1,28,11,32,8,7,34,0,2,0,2,15,18,2,9,15,133,39,8,0.09875404781436084,0.0,0.1927394104483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146841680308095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791203962875037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109066087099468,0.0840324211107133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083892418292546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368819112172411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522611720977856,0.0,0.08320454451075629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818023232091016,0.0,0.16800028524473326,0.0,0.0,0.07629713237136787,0.1825930518057007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283020995262233,0.07898263339109822,0.0,0.10878871729731424,0.0977820334254973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086781469786668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049772949588699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048246239502465024,0.09897749952922504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099713436677974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267398409111333,0.0,0.18951434457855465,0.0,0.0,0.10516983793883457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846362246024651,0.0,0.10317696123836582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046836934825452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853318251922478,0.0,0.599666211690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013346307124992,0.0,0.0,0.09767027842286703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304975804850645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631539055060389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839968303041829,0.2303371177582774,0.0,0.09360729032028693,0.0,0.10971938075440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876363180073227,0.1629648636147982,0.0,0.07838636653247752,0.0,0.0,0.08879174886947247,0.0,0.0,0.1102553676743702,0.0,0.09519537804662953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359436901380856 socialanxiety,srd6,2019/01/27,"Apartment complex This might be super silly, but my apartment complex has these trash chute type things, where instead of having to walk downstairs to take out the trash to the dumpster, you can just walk down the hallway and there is this little room that has a trash chute and you can just put your trash through there. Anyway, every time I need to take out the trash, I make sure I don’t hear anyone walking in the hallway of my floor, and look through the door peephole just to make sure if someones walking past my door but is just really quiet. If for some reason while taking out the trash and someone is out there, I take out the trash quickly and try to walk back to my place as fast as I can and not make eye contact with the person lol.",15.913163265306125,7.073499891156466,12.870391156462588,68.24395408163267,56.89115646258503,14.972108843537415,48.99489795918368,5.985473137389443,4.342253061224491,592,18,119,1,4,176,81,147,0.013,0.899,0.08800000000000001,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,12,4,0,0,10,1,12,1,1,4,2,32,22,13,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,5,12,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,4,12,4,22,20,1,26,0,0,2,0,6,14,0,4,6,86,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282030809744315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506592569016648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479948022282623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797312704439135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176049944795767,0.0,0.0,0.14750385595158194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35174821161014297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633953825654068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302440987952607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676801812473419,0.0,0.1533729827389707,0.18351947075452169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657927225697082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125274856501574,0.1806000189616742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976595767135517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311007941211109,0.0,0.5282752617873535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669571213906307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242438195205013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925651345730895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,91lightning,2019/01/27,"I hate myself for making people uncomfortable. It’s not something I mean to do but it keeps happening. I fucking hate myself for being socially awkward! I just want to physically beat or harm myself in some way as punishment for making people uncomfortable! I don’t mean to and I have had some issues socially in the past. I don’t know if it’s because of me having Aspergers or something else, but I tend to have trouble in social situations sometimes.",4.10779411764706,6.663282764705888,5.906691176470589,71.63886029411766,74.29411764705883,8.485294117647058,29.448529411764717,9.188382445141503,3.160441176470588,365,16,58,9,8,125,52,85,0.297,0.687,0.016,-0.9803,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,17,20,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,12,0,12,18,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,5,1,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596974881089212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521895548547198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071000140779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372395950985726,0.0,0.0,0.3432571553961977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144122380256314,0.0,0.15451478988417852,0.0,0.0,0.09553656387211698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207581110484266,0.0,0.0,0.37872007915941497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594759881386886,0.2410341193853743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540067464790054,0.0,0.5316164300655971,0.0,0.2676572572196683,0.1719297687136676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253388306312038,0.13798414508336598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elevatedcortisol,2019/01/27,"I hate being seen as better than others - how do I think about this differently? So, this is as a result of a poster presentation I have to do this week as part of my undergrad course. All my other course mates will be in the same hall presenting a theirs too. Igot my poster professionally printed and worked really hard on not just the aesthetic but also the content. Now, I know pretty much everyone else on my course hasn't really worried at all about designing it and some people I've shown it to have reacted all like ""wow that's so good, nobody would be even close to how amazing yours looks!"" .. I know I should be happy about these compliments but now it makes me think everyone is just going to think I'm some show off. I hate being seen as someone who wants to try and be the best student or something. Is this fear weird? It just happens so often. Any other ways to think about this? 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I have all my make up work done and everything, but I’m super stressed about going back tomorrow. I feel like I’m going to throw up. Any advice?",2.531578947368424,4.401137596491228,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,76.54385964912281,7.3670175438596495,23.68070175438596,8.238735603445708,1.285465964912281,221,7,47,4,5,71,43,57,0.075,0.782,0.14300000000000002,0.7243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,2,1,4,2,9,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,30,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486062110893434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300731776753486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912507058224688,0.0,0.155085789701306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603494487807792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286470308712265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863718675652233,0.18175033808377125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164007579618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891737869019167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429172702811322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982044800348828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214073403077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157553997888416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574761952436369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914254478934901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044848772582304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040721128553655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521328912891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inmyownworld7,2019/01/27,"Face always turns red whenever I talk in class I am already a very timid and shy person. Whenever I answer a question, I am already stepping out of my comfort zone because I am speaking in front of other people (I.e; classmates) to answer a question or introduce myself (class ice breaker). My face always turns red and my voice starts to shake whenever they all turn to look at me, and I can’t get rid of it. Everyone probably wonders why I always turn red and why do I sound so nervous all the same. I know this is probably a part of my undiagnosed social anxiety (or just anxiety in general) and I have no idea as to what to do. I had bad anxiety and a fear of school for a very long time which is why I took only online classes. However, the time came when I would have to begin upper div and I’d be forced to attend class as of this semester. I have since been alright with this, but the issue is presentations, public speaking in front of crowds, being nervous in a room full of people I don’t know, along with the fear of being called on and saying something stupid. I feel so helpless and crippled. Any advice is appreciated. Thank you!",5.4038476190476175,5.825348346666673,6.516079365079367,76.97050000000002,67.75555555555556,9.273015873015874,31.62698412698413,9.23628265651192,2.764098412698412,898,35,168,16,14,302,126,225,0.158,0.794,0.048,-0.9628,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,4,12,1,6,11,1,20,2,2,0,2,32,35,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,7,14,0,0,9,0,0,7,3,9,0,0,4,10,24,3,30,27,5,25,0,1,4,0,13,11,0,5,7,114,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531037799528754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378509971719937,0.0,0.26901670658418125,0.0,0.0,0.07328644747134762,0.0,0.247328402813148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998240710794261,0.06569483145082326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004394590675352,0.12325874331240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297766165602584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425396168575055,0.0544911195187772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563047253616244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165780428564092,0.0,0.1124825787519024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845377631629207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537195496829977,0.09049861012193083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196299277202719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670305732491365,0.0,0.14942656771960006,0.0940995181352266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232385885899736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145133441119604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570203777019368,0.0,0.10906773136151204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914742599125687,0.0,0.0,0.10985667186954162,0.0,0.08296565103223312,0.0,0.0,0.07627927793470342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662044131570494,0.0,0.09921898841586076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256816528552439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197350497190744,0.0,0.4688858260037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778410150806118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917336112113896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687061533524025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655582997275738,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlyingTalkingDonkeh,2019/01/27,"Did propranolol help you and did you experience any side effects? Hi, I am thinking about taking propranolol to help with my anxiety during presentations & public speaking, but I'd like some advice first. How did propranolol help with the brain fog you experience during anxiety? If you're someone who experiences brain fog and can't think clearly when you're very anxious, did propranolol alleviate this symptom? Were you able to think clearly as you would if you were at home alone? I have also heard of propranolol worsening brain fog, causing you to feel ""dissociated"" and in a kind of trance. Have any of you experienced something like this? Have you experienced any other symptoms? Thank you for reading! I appreciate any advice or thoughts.",7.2555813953488375,9.663974751937983,7.095263565891473,67.1694069767442,65.04651162790697,10.431317829457363,36.15581395348837,10.577609850970193,4.516066046511629,609,30,92,17,10,193,78,129,0.126,0.726,0.14800000000000002,0.6356,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,10,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,12,5,3,3,2,21,20,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,14,4,13,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,4,5,57,18,1,0.12779729941171908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976408382954235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235946054161413,0.0,0.1021994541676592,0.0,0.1384683205194499,0.0,0.34762618382439203,0.0,0.19552916850674865,0.14437457228019546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279921537438943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128302988212756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750308436113785,0.0,0.0,0.06461815446176873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870431759432758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569795078326581,0.0,0.12819111126483607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330812213590264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124870610403261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783188317590732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828223707363786,0.09838460469828766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566065360154034,0.09608766458746362,0.0,0.0,0.1176585831896376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566204770274275,0.0,0.1014567806360362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054461560305872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907835348184373,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,0G10NTH3S1L3NT,2019/01/27,"Socially anxious people, do you feel that your social ability is due to lack of experience (or something like poor teaching etc) or because you are in some way fundamentally incapable of socialising properly? For me this has been the main question of my social experience that I haven't been able to answer yet. Also to clarify, I'm strictly speaking about your beliefs here and not necessarily facts. Thanks.",9.535563380281689,10.109636323943663,9.780387323943664,56.55677816901414,59.0,12.73380281690141,43.102112676056336,12.161744961471696,5.8956169014084505,333,18,48,10,4,111,59,71,0.159,0.78,0.061,-0.7654,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,9,8,4,4,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,38,10,1,0.21314762210779045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704540763914852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079614292327575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299328120722068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771594167953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169985484868741,0.0,0.0,0.1077738421071588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413316165960668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776972338104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877411788564945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651831475277696,0.0,0.16409145294921593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623769315068307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918666122400305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,qwtelx,2019/01/27,"Emotionally blocked from responding reaching out For some reason I have a hard time replying to people, even when I already know what I want to say. I just can't get myself to type the response and send it. Even (or especially) with people I like. I have no idea what's going on here and how to overcome this. Anybody having the same issue? Any ideas? 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I've been recently working on a very bad stutter that developed in my teen years, and I feel as though it's social-anxiety-related (or at least it started off as such). I think I'm just hyper-aware of how everyone else perceives me, and I'm constantly doubting whether people actually enjoy having me around, what they don't like about me, whether they felt like our last interaction was normal, etc. So I'm trying to get rid of these thoughts. I guess maybe the biggest barrier for that is that I'm afraid I will go too far and lose my self awareness. The one good thing that comes from my social anxiety is I never miss subtle social cues (because if anything I find more than there are), and one of my worst fears is just one day realizing that I'm an asshole. I'm afraid that if I stop caring about what others think, I'll get too self-involved and not realize how my actions are affecting others and I honestly feel like that's worse. Anyone else dealing with trying to strike this balance? 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I just dont know how to even start. I'm angry beacuse of it but I don't know what to do, everything seems meaningless and boring. It's hard to explain I'm still angry I want to beat myself cuz I want to do something but I can't. Now I can't even feel happiness from playing video games or watching series its just boring to me. Maybe it's caused by routine idk, I don't think it's depression beacuse sometimes I'm happy about something. My thoughts are telling me that I'm a boring piece of shit and it's true(I don't listen to music, read books, watch movies etc). I don't know what to do beacuse I don't have nobody and nothing interests me. Sorry, I'm too stupid to explain this correctly. 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I've had any type of social anxiety since I was a little kid. I've always been shy. But my real social anxiety started when I was about 12. I'm 14 now. I've never been able to order food at restaurants, have small talk, talk to customer service or sit next to classmates. But, over all my social anxiety has been getting slightly better! I have a lot of really nice favorite waitresses at my favorite restaurant and they make me more comfortable about ordering my food. I have friends that I sit next to in class that make me more comfortable. And I'm getting better at small talk. I've seen the school counselor a lot and she's helped a whole lot as well. I'm so happy that my social anxiety is getting a bit better! 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I'm seventeen and for about two years now am dealing with really bad communication skills, low self-esteem and recently it got worse when I started having panic attacks It usually happens in public, right before dates, meeting new people, stuff where I'm bringing attention to myself At first I didn't make a big deal out of it but then it started affecting my life and people in it At some point I even thought about taking drugs and actually did take some meds without rescription Then I finally talked to my parents and decided to go see a therapist where I got diagnosed with social anxiety But I'm feeling like it's not much of a help, I'm feeling like I'm gonna be like this for the rest of my life and that makes depressed and suicidal I just don't know what to do anymore, I know seeing a therapist is a huge step but it's not enough cuz I'm wasting my best years overthinking and isolating from other people",5.694290780141841,6.393014670212764,6.650851063829787,75.28333333333335,67.19148936170212,10.309219858156029,33.21985815602837,10.317481424215053,3.5242007092198566,770,33,141,19,12,257,115,188,0.154,0.735,0.111,-0.7673,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,9,9,1,1,6,0,9,4,0,5,0,33,34,16,1,0,7,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,5,4,13,4,21,27,6,29,0,2,2,0,11,12,0,2,17,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.11036331670887674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303302328166373,0.0,0.1121587436072069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286606197126759,0.0,0.0,0.09442866913153257,0.0,0.0,0.09623456545066347,0.0,0.11868505382710574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34978448513136834,0.09740759649500412,0.1147879115627604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115300040569194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685621398150325,0.0,0.07469744370981625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436733159344925,0.1615885865274043,0.0,0.12388882183982855,0.0,0.09619759988120366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427386047656253,0.0,0.18090302057410002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100008548044776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580444646921326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430688187451693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976310958057394,0.16575587725948882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098209139884114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562180983472535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313701742411822,0.0,0.0,0.10922677781445876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269130533176748,0.1255773743250571,0.0,0.0,0.23521517776905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069102754702847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245083796820051,0.0,0.11166656661492924,0.0,0.0,0.09658155892605727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024236632613366,0.0,0.11798158577943485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305699447985677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600968662473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946543960416326,0.12370635311920515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700650519880816,0.09090057996799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262143186351017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978391111642241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047629139761778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455693534510122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901846832616224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525232958676775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456575066209242 socialanxiety,4nsw3rmyqu3stions,2019/01/27,"How do I get rid of social anxiety? I'm a 13 year old girl. I'm unsocial, and I blush WAY too easily. If blush even when I laugh, so you can imagine what it's like to be actually nervous. I can't go alone to places where other kids hang out, like the mall. I can't take a walk alone. And if I have to call someone I don't know... I think my problem is pretty severe. My parents tell me that it will pass as I get older. Is that true? Also, I'm going to start 8th grade soon. People tell me there are lots of presentations etc, and I feel nervous ALREADY. This isn't normal anymore, and I get really sad when I look at other kids who talk to teachers like they were best buddies, and who can perform at school plays etc. I get a little jealous. Is this going to go away when I get older? If not, what should I do? This social anxiety is making my life so hard and I'm getting tired of it. Please give me hope. 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I’ve had a lot of jobs but most of them I quit because I was having panic attacks and thought everyone always hated me (I’m starting to realize now that they didn’t. It was just something I kept telling myself). I’ve been taking 20 mg of Lexapro and I it’s been helping a lot. But I’m now realizing that the work environment I’m in is really draining and isn’t a positive workplace. Ex: my manager makes everyone do her job. She brings feelings and drama into it and if I can’t cover a shift for her, tries to make me feel bad. And it’s like this is my first time opening up to people outside of my family and few friends. I usually distance myself from most people. And I’m not sure if I a necessarily opened up to the right people? I’ve also noticed that I really take on the emotions of people. Like when they tell my something sad my heart hurts and it gives me anxiety. 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DAE when you send off an email or a long text, after you have hemmed and hawed over it, and the response is positive, do you read it over and over? I did, and am still doing it. 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It was suggested as a way of improving my social skills and I went because I’ve been very lonely and was hoping to make friends or at the very least, get a rush out of doing something scary like improv. They say practice makes perfect and the best way to lose the fear/anxiety that comes with communicating with another person is through repeated exposure. This should over time make it easier to stay relaxed and to be able to talk with less and less effort. This has never, ever worked for me. I often stay quiet and say nothing because I either don’t know what to say or because whatever I want to say or ask is usually inappropriate. Now there was an exercise they had us do in improv class where we had to stand at the front of the class and talk about whatever for about a minute until the teacher says “next”, and then you switch topics and talk about something else. Everyone in the class seemed very outgoing and bright, just the complete opposite of me, and I was dreading when it would be my turn. Also, I seemed to be the youngest in the room. I could only think of two good things to talk about and one of them was a bit risqué but in my panicked mind is seemed like a good idea at the time and was hoping it would get a few laughs. So I get called up and I’ve been quiet the whole time so I guess nobody really knew what to expect from me. I sort of meekly mention to the teacher I’m sort of nervous which drew a sympathetic “aww” from some woman in the room. I’m told to relax and he asks me what I wanna talk about first. I tell him my cat, and he says good, go. So I talk about my cat for like a full minute, sort of staring at the ceiling as I ramble on because otherwise I’d lose my focus and just go blank on all my words. Then I hear “next” and go into my risqué story which I thought would be okay to talk about. Turns out it wasn’t okay and I get cut off midsentence and told to sit down. I go and sit as a I try to ignore the feeling of eyes on me. The rest of the class was about another hour or so and that entire time I was considering just up and walking out, I was just so on the verge of tears the rest of the class. Every other exercise we did I restricted myself to one word answers which the teacher seemed perfectly fine with because I guess he was wary of me now, and it just made me feel even more alienated. I wish I could say I stayed strong and came back for the rest of the ten classes I’d paid for, but I left quickly after class ended, cried on the train ride home, got my refund and never went back. I guess writing it down it doesn’t seem as big a deal, but try and understand it was my one attempt at doing something extremely outside my comfort zone. I see on social media friends I used to have getting engaged/married, going to bars, going to concerts or parties, and it sucks because I’d love to do those things as well but honestly I’d probably have an actual panic attack if I tried to. I actually have gotten panic attacks at parties before because it was all just too overwhelming for me. And it all sucks because I feel like I’ve lost friends because I can’t act normal in public. I like go zombie or something and am not really there, I’m just disengaged entirely. When I was working at my old job which involves dealing with people, I’d always be so on edge and I’d weep during my break because I just hated it all so much. Even now, I actually still have nightmares about my old job. I’ve gone from actively trying to work on my social anxiety issues to sort of just passively working on them. The potential benefits do not outweigh the probable emotional pain that would come from trying to be a better people person. 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I’ve been living in my apartment complex for about half a year now. After my ex and I broke up and she left, it kind of left a void and I feel pretty alone from time to time. My neighbors, a couple, seem pretty interesting. Whenever I pass by their window, I see them playing video games, having fun. I see manga on their bookshelves. I guess, I just wish I had more friends to do stuff with at the moment where I live. I’ve been here for 5-6 years and people and friends have come and gone. I have one close friend who I’ve been friends with pretty much since I moved to this town, but he’s pretty busy and hangs out with his graduate colleagues and girlfriend most of the time. My brother lives here as well and we hang out on occasion. I run into acquaintances I’ve made over the years every once and a while but I usually just say hi and leave. I’ve switched jobs and to and from places within the town quite a bit it seems over the years so it can also feel like I meet a lot of people, get to know them, and then a change of scenery happens. It is a college town so a lot of people come and go, but there are people who stay here who seem interesting like I could be friends with but idk I’ve just been isolating myself lately. People have actually tried to reach out to me but idk I might be depressed. I’m looking for a job right now too so my schedule is pretty out of wack and my circadian rhythm is upside down. I also still miss my ex so there’s that. But idk, I think it would be cool to introduce myself to my neighbors in some way but I’m not sure how to do so. 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I (M/20) just got accepted as an RA for the rest of the spring semester, but I have crippling social anxiety. I honestly don’t know how I’m going to cope with living in a building with 694 people and overseeing over 100 of them when I can barely even make eye contact with people that I pass on the street.",8.189215686274508,5.721531647058827,8.694117647058825,73.10186274509806,63.411764705882355,12.007843137254904,34.431372549019606,10.504223727775694,3.3629549019607854,264,8,52,5,3,89,54,68,0.032,0.882,0.086,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,3,1,1,2,0,11,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,12,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674465040874724,0.0,0.0,0.24445161201620946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861107299235032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309104910216076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868830773049567,0.0,0.2796106749672341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921335035407484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308707199902089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333637346132778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847435155022055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637778566487704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Unique_Example,2019/01/28,I still don't know anyone in college. I feel people are looking at me while I commute ? is this my mind speaking or is it natural that people give others 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socialanxiety,DrTrapXan,2019/01/28,"Just went on a date im doing good &#x200B; tip: don't think just 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socialanxiety,jaykoix,2019/01/28,"kinda long vent so i’m a girl with social anxiety, not saying my age btw for privacy reasons, and i’ve been struggling with social anxiety and depression for two years now. i feel like it’s getting worse lately. i finally got medicine for it about a month ago and it’s not doing anything for me. i can’t speak to anyone at school and i get bullied constantly for it and get called “autistic” and “weird”. people at school. once in my algebra class someone called me mute and said “oh i bet she speaks another language” and the whole class laughed at me since i didn’t respond, because i couldn’t. this guy’s girlfriend “cyberbullied” me and then these three girls were calling me weird and shit for a month and now they’ve stopped since i got them in trouble for it. i can’t go out in public with my family because i’m always afraid i’m gonna get laughed at because i don’t go out with friends. whenever i get called on in class my voice is usually very shaky and i stutter so i get laughed at for that too and the teachers don’t give a fuck. i’ve also had people giving me threats to beat me up since i’m “not fit for society” as well. i have a friend who’s a guy who i’ve been talking to for 2 months now. he even bought me a christmas present and everything. he’s much more social than me however he’s very depressed and whenever i mention him being depressed he cuts me off by showing me memes or whatever. i only have him and these two girls who aren’t in any of my classes as friends and i sit all alone at lunch. i’ve been going to a therapist since april of 2018 but no progress has really been made, does anyone have any advice for 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socialanxiety,NdN124,2019/01/28,Creatine... Had anybody used creatine powder and expected reduced anxiety and depressing. I don't know if it's just a placebo effect but I feel I have had less anxiety and depression. 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When I am not socially anxious I am fierce in my confrontations. I am focused, attentive and strike back with facts on shut off the emotions. This is however only with the few people I do feel comfortable with. I recently had an incident where I was ridiculed in a threatening way by a colleague and had to stand up for myself (as the high road was not possible) and I started shaking, uncontrollably. My whole mouth was quivering and my body too. It sucks because a situation like this will automatically condition my brain to some form of trauma-response where I will avoid any type of confrontation at any cost, which can result in that a person can make a complete fool out of me. So, people with SA - how do you deal with these types of situations?",8.604068627450982,8.20836381045752,8.450449346405232,68.54077205882353,61.22222222222222,12.617320261437907,38.732843137254896,11.93303328291395,4.78956274509804,665,30,116,19,8,215,99,153,0.19,0.757,0.052000000000000005,-0.9536,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,11,5,3,10,0,16,3,3,4,1,22,20,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,5,1,16,2,24,13,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,13,1,1,6,91,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219324960137962,0.0,0.0,0.3643562974679162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123999155882187,0.0,0.0983027339048953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791237519190772,0.0,0.18001973849522498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690782735224752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325044136961313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139604349402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153801302076517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703802771943705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878359836937147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764244966511227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264566466768027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359506525041214,0.2816124096079138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179666928521387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922501357291025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625264896876918,0.0,0.3287689744832617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414081436354355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800085731476596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004127771411405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kitty_throwaway_,2019/01/28,"Crush invited me to a get-together and I'm freaking out. I have to respond soon. Need advice? I am posting on a throwaway purposely for this sub. My crush whom I've kept in contact with through social media over the winter break has invited me to a get-together next weekend. So far, it looks pretty big like 40-50 people might show up/or are at least entertaining the idea of going. My stomach feels sick and I've been having a panic attack over the last few days just thinking about it. I do know that this might be my only chance to get to know this person better but I'm also extremely intimidated by the fact that most of these people will be their friends and I won't know anybody. We do have a friend in common and I'm tempted to ask her to come with me but there's always the off chance she will say no since it's sort of last notice and I have to accept she just may not want to go. I'm gonna have to respond soon because this person needs to know how many people will show up to arrange accordingly. I keep going back and forth between going and not going. I feel like I should go just to get experience with putting myself in situations like this. I just need advice on how to tackle this. I do want to get better from this anxiety and I want to be sociable but this seems like a drastic step that could backfire. My biggest fear is that I will show up and my crush will ignore me and just talk to other people and I'll sink into the background like a wallflower and I'll have to awkwardly leave. I was thinking of taking some shots before I go into the party so I'm more relaxed but that can also backfire and I don't want people to smell alcohol on me and know I got wasted before I arrived. How do I deal with the not knowing anybody aspect of this? This would be the first big social gathering I've gone to where I pretty much won't know anyone other than the host? Any advice is appreciated.",3.3123188405797066,4.68153912787724,4.703230179028137,84.55655029838023,73.32225063938618,6.952463768115942,24.54228473998295,7.42949916751922,1.1041477578857628,1513,45,303,17,30,504,188,391,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.9798,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,3,18,18,1,3,17,0,36,3,1,3,1,72,79,25,0,10,12,0,2,5,2,13,2,1,0,2,22,23,1,3,14,6,0,11,7,6,0,1,5,5,35,12,51,56,6,44,0,0,1,0,20,20,0,7,16,207,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504295391206963,0.0,0.09129355526320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662899705553452,0.0710806064976793,0.0,0.0,0.05809206276220935,0.0,0.06535004126429465,0.0,0.0,0.059731283408953416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798610268813604,0.09718349304486876,0.0,0.0656867028854158,0.0,0.05207440670781655,0.0,0.14538110018490924,0.0,0.0,0.15110328804559095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735862424516161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820506804413781,0.0,0.0,0.05509218449069881,0.08806962626140234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835622336812318,0.0,0.09612709532903034,0.08638709186457574,0.06102777722501911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266262823749606,0.0,0.0,0.13199858933600306,0.0,0.2231556960647624,0.0,0.33984375332391115,0.0,0.0683223331312258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643464850492467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759298394220077,0.0,0.0,0.3286321763388749,0.13926587288352302,0.0,0.0904529483378224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086721793190952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717356499119611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660774091927352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812452670459741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279734834676777,0.19002510166261505,0.0,0.0,0.09085066527299013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725715205370992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496971110726374,0.0,0.1002280618391418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29611537500512264,0.14917997261478447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181372424223678,0.17381627086989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587591676581571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793354472451109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776789026299212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066460504581308,0.0960214996900194,0.0,0.1741604593287976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064229116236064,0.06866153684648882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947403279725164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154397600730453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068360840289301,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emma9797,2019/01/28,"How to fight the “others think I’m weird” mentality? (20F) I’ve been socially anxious since I was 12. A lot has improved since then. Physical symptoms (blushing, shaking, etc) have decreased, I can keep conversations going, even go to parties, but the mental aspect of the anxiety has been much harder to deal with. In pretty much every social situation (even simple things like grocery shopping or walking in the street) I find myself assuming that others think I’m weird and ridiculous. I manage to act composed and like I don’t care, but it is extremely exhausting to have these negative thoughts. Any advice is appreciated. 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Alright, so, I really am trying to get a job, obviously. But I can't seem to overcome my severe anxiety to even do it. I get anxious even stepping outside of my house alone if I see other people around. I can't walk anywhere by myself, my anxiety is so bad I refuse, I can't talk myself into doing it. For additional information, I'm 17 and I'm just now getting diagnosed with ADHD. I'm also going to likely be medicated for ADHD and anxiety next month (which I'm anxious about to, it's a vicious cycle.) But, my main point is that I really want to get a job. I'm only willing to work 3 days as of right now, it's the only days I have transportation and I want to ease myself into it. But I just have the anxiety of getting a phone call, getting an interview, working around lots of people, etc etc. Part of my anxiety stems from not wanting to see people who don't like me, a fear of getting harmed, I also get sensory overloads and meltdown fairly easy some days (not a every day problem). I would hate to get a job and then get fired or quit because I panic and can't handle it or I have too many meltdowns. My main question is this: how do I start the process of getting out of my comfort zone and shell to hopefully ease this constant anxiety? My counselors agree that medicine would help me unwrap some of it, but I want non-medicinal ideas as well, if that makes sense. I know I could ask them about it but I can never get what I want to ask out when I see them. And I figure people who experience social anxiety as well might be able to give some form of insight on coping mechanisms and actually being a functioning human and being able to get a job.. I don't feel much like a functioning human being neurodivergent with anxiety on top of it, lol. I just want to be able to work and get a job. I want to be more independent instead of (always) depending on people. I want to be able to walk to the store by myself without panicking the second I step off my property. I want to be able to talk to people. I want to be able to do things without being scared for what feels like virtually no reason. I have the mindset that I want to get better, I just don't know where to start with baby steps.",4.5952310119450095,4.939731718954254,6.316091954022991,77.97000000000001,69.50108932461873,9.119705506723763,29.335211479227706,9.130062681391069,2.3931153331830823,1765,62,348,32,29,612,194,459,0.103,0.774,0.123,0.9048,6,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,6,23,18,2,3,19,2,36,2,0,5,2,78,85,31,0,18,17,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,22,22,0,1,11,0,1,7,13,8,2,1,0,6,50,10,67,69,12,36,0,0,3,0,20,15,0,13,18,252,72,10,0.31452360602694346,0.0,0.05115494481777903,0.0,0.12599875108152825,0.05122480460835137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429193341455943,0.0,0.08384147136849923,0.04361813936252805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609145465824667,0.11844071640844238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333089741359506,0.0980123713564404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043769012228782884,0.031955111821909764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046361761673516313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352729460013601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056648046926171335,0.0,0.04185358439896037,0.0,0.0,0.13522780399910414,0.0,0.0,0.053205806574575465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692565376016928,0.06924662514600677,0.0,0.044166617228265766,0.0,0.0,0.0512774065070914,0.0,0.05898774992463743,0.053010861861393935,0.037449287831739404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382016071092493,0.050286617100427033,0.0297918355840762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051754490821387694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513642387446473,0.0,0.0,0.052065484792684136,0.0,0.06048633543456744,0.0,0.05917647787658568,0.0,0.0,0.3121161471931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761798278983427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244023113584327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044566120395586384,0.0,0.0,0.03499115822313527,0.05314626167988497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280824058509427,0.0,0.055609973706878965,0.0,0.0,0.04184162360007865,0.0,0.03853517332995697,0.0,0.040429999122207336,0.0,0.05574990386702805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973645845332901,0.0,0.06150428062932326,0.0,0.05676640253758694,0.0,0.2180510662038156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955441178487243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015943560449364,0.0,0.0,0.05872307014315665,0.05575576174759575,0.0,0.0,0.06716395861935978,0.05389710847138488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447669068365372,0.0,0.0,0.05248216645327858,0.0,0.1253172962474633,0.04772174637440279,0.0,0.11844071640844238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687240248426144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420714239666218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426738686067019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034825918022961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118029420685466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34010931507727066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426483152826637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106317746963953,0.0,0.11448846557284162,0.0,0.0,0.0744761818661433,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tisht0sh,2019/01/28,"First Week of Spring Semester at My Uni and I Already Missed The First Day of Class... I’ve been struggling with a lot of personal stuff the past few years. Really struggling. I’m trying to work on myself and turn things around, as my struggles have wreaked havoc on a lot of areas of my life. School is one of those things. I somehow got back last semester, without failing any of my classes, but it was really tough and I was prepared to fail multiple classes due to late assignments and absences. I had a higher (400+) level statistics course today at noon. I had fully intended to go and I woke up early to get ready for class. I left myself 4 hours to get there. Somehow each hour slipped away and my anxiety increased immensely. I felt short of breath and foggy headed and my heart was pounding so fast, and I wasn’t even at the school yet. Eventually I left myself so little time to get to my class on time, I resorted to going late. More time slipped by. It got so late that I felt it would be rude to go so late so I decided to skip it. Immediately after skipping, I felt the heaviness. I felt like I had failed before I had even begun. I felt ashamed. I left my house around the same time my class would have ended. I smoked a cigarette and I noticed my hands were shaking. I could hardly hold the cigarette to my mouth, because I had no control over my body. People walked by every couple seconds and I found myself becoming more unsteady and more nervous. My jaw felt very tight and I knew it looked tense and I looked like I was in distress. I didn’t want to give off this energy so I became hyper aware of my facial movements and then i got more and more anxious. I slowly made my way to the train because I still had to go to my uni to get my school ID sticker for the new semester. I got on the train and the feeling worsened. I was hyper aware of the fact that I probably looked timid and afraid. I was afraid but I didn’t want this to be obvious. I was at war with my anxiety and with my natural response to my anxiety. My brain goes on autopilot in these moments and I disassociate. I block everything out and stop feeling anything. I still feel the anxiety but it’s anxiety mixed with brain fog and distance... By the time I got to the school, I card hardly speak. My jaw felt tight, my tongue felt thick in my mouth, it was hard to swallow, it was hard to stay still, my heart was racing and my whole body was visibly shaking. I had to speak to a few people and other students asked me questions about where to get The I’d sticker and I could hardly respond. It felt hard to move my mouth normally to say the words. It felt like the world was my audience and I was a terrible performer. I wanted to hide and it felt like there was no where to go. No where I didn’t get the fight or flight response. I’m still at my uni. I’m hiding in a random hallway, while putting off dealing with my new school ID. I feel so drained. I feel so deflated. I don’t know what to do to overcome this. This extreme anxiety and this extreme fear of leaving my house, is keeping me from living my life. It’s not only school or the train that causes this. I don’t want to turn to depressants in order to avoid this but sometimes I get desperate and I need that Xanax. I’m afraid of getting hooked again and it’s just a bad option, pertaining to dealing with this extreme fear and social anxiety I feel on the daily. I’m tired of hiding from the world and feeling so lonely. I’m tired of isolating from my friends and falling off the face of the earth for months. I’m tired of feeling drained before I even go out. And then feeling depressed because I didn’t accomplish anything and I let the fear overcome me once again. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, have you overcome it? What did you do to overcome it? I feel so hopeless about this and I need to find that glimmer of hope, so I can hold on a bit longer and somehow get through this. 😔 ",2.085352971965065,4.249470918136023,3.322742320651642,89.60641973895123,79.11335012594458,6.341300009813862,24.92126010010141,7.447530270364453,1.196973227779777,3095,116,636,44,77,1002,307,794,0.201,0.735,0.064,-0.9989,0,3,3,1,1,1,79.0,0,2,0,9,36,36,3,16,33,0,47,23,16,4,2,120,116,60,1,13,10,0,31,4,1,2,6,3,0,1,39,48,1,9,27,0,0,14,12,30,0,4,49,38,103,6,102,60,14,100,0,8,3,0,15,40,0,12,47,423,142,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048922418842242216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030147868382158844,0.0,0.23740164221890564,0.05008351850771491,0.0,0.03099856994029849,0.04542425912288407,0.07296434084330453,0.07893129777830768,0.04144524420037545,0.0,0.041652185938033326,0.034089236616602715,0.03701609042054723,0.08107470891157019,0.048962166244335366,0.07544800554886343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840000637783103,0.0984876375872208,0.0,0.0989802780117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045542064319260785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049723077704242065,0.07079237047607476,0.049053471805903685,0.0,0.028591030304946825,0.0914104741593686,0.07636766318256237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037034419969034164,0.0,0.03926575962486016,0.0,0.0,0.08784431749307507,0.0,0.0373523507532134,0.0,0.03984352038761375,0.0,0.0,0.14966039490462532,0.22416028555495945,0.0,0.4682315290593907,0.0,0.04051943537641503,0.07541902450159979,0.0,0.048608698127479616,0.034251461462315516,0.0,0.2084588293276942,0.04252812368264417,0.15117233270103986,0.0,0.17728520979135814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828123462026096,0.0,0.04549830943650433,0.0,0.0,0.10506931676172836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440325379700536,0.08731788353498082,0.1023083477392772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940508731017705,0.0,0.0,0.02436418315370957,0.03613720193587456,0.2000376105194351,0.04694210278655927,0.14450336234503916,0.04533335802095157,0.06262722713866484,0.08663519383543505,0.04443317730816604,0.039146731937296717,0.0,0.11168532303838152,0.0,0.0,0.0753804327880713,0.0,0.04194882870813271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538606981641,0.047118819402917116,0.0,0.06574451519227356,0.0,0.08563391438448004,0.0,0.0,0.04343679486001125,0.0,0.05047326054405963,0.0,0.04721305426823316,0.030041096611205124,0.03371714148465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232073593133955,0.06146965301012167,0.038709747647059936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779832659180058,0.0,0.0,0.04456677406086616,0.04966295475961829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680153694721037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03525527357276735,0.0,0.26920335668717543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045191772813381416,0.0,0.0,0.04384633699116418,0.0,0.0,0.04725293532596752,0.14161713275870216,0.037064260164753116,0.0,0.1390390083240532,0.050750523784765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890557108203499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925425024229234,0.15286231978202772,0.04202237223531979,0.0,0.0,0.030099105192844724,0.09644285305375673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03657925646959472,0.10459468941147496,0.03518936464597245,0.035561150119091216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949606046175986,0.0,0.042735299757848975,0.0,0.03227485366132407,0.0,0.0,0.06298559052976238,0.0,0.0,0.028548911496366437 socialanxiety,bosayn,2019/01/28,Travelling Alone I like discovering new cities but I don't have any friends. I want to travel alone but I'm nervous. Have you ever travelled alone? What are your advices? Thank you.,1.0853361344537829,3.1835323235294126,1.5748739495798318,92.42264705882354,108.11764705882356,4.295798319327732,22.504201680672264,6.18269132825596,0.7674084033613449,145,6,27,2,7,44,26,34,0.319,0.521,0.16,-0.75,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355019537884804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8061951878590087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644788128871186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347046501354307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004651781498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676349289047756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505968675473972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888428070459386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530415940752496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,My_name_is_something,2019/01/28,"I don't know how to initiate plans with schoolfriends For the last 2-3 years I've been hanging out with the same guys in high school. While I know some of my friends hang out in their freetime, I have never really spent much time with them after school. Its not like I'm not included because I am sometimes invited to their parties and stuff. But i am never able to initiate hanging out myself. I never dare to ask a friend to hang out, or invite people over to hang out. Though I really want to. I'm just so scared of making a fool of myself. Even though I know they will think its fun to hang out outside of school, i'm just anxious of the slim chance that they will laugh at me or reject me or something. J ",4.68234398782344,4.84762982191781,5.122968036529682,87.22697869101982,69.27397260273972,8.132724505327245,26.496194824961947,7.793537801064563,1.2774240487062405,558,15,120,6,9,178,87,146,0.08900000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.14,0.7678,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,1,7,8,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,3,30,18,10,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,18,5,28,14,3,25,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,4,9,83,22,3,0.16012420707232866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808947764482492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496945184335468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761023041213453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576052860390953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474231303576231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854813969357925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691800162009295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640002297914979,0.13052260025717433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822859938942615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688415160562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770971632556294,0.0,0.3704929795152759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110099636660366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515933453037652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031226517317693,0.4861627385418567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327143756523842,0.1583669351599061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330390771691787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260112635984513,0.3146424409071155,0.0,0.0933697128286378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444540600641042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311473947623184 socialanxiety,richard_patrick69,2019/01/28,"(20m) Social anxiety+dating Hey, my name's Luke. I suffer from pretty bad social anxiety. I was wondering if you guys were aware of any subreddits, apps, websites, or forums dedicated to dating like minded introverts. I'm tired of this anxiety holding me back. I also just want to find someone that gets it. And if any ladies reading this happen to be introverted like yours truly... Sup TL;DR Dating sites/apps/subreddits for introverts",3.829090909090912,7.083287558441558,5.342870129870132,70.47144805194809,82.50649350649351,8.274805194805195,25.881818181818186,8.841846274778883,3.117764675324676,350,14,51,10,10,117,61,77,0.157,0.696,0.147,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,7,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569029645888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988007508963019,0.0,0.3361326913248849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893216743228331,0.18343644520238045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079757485494248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478175568300647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217532942448221,0.19427587735703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466410696049476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221829680998718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350915849947528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197548082324247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44790349618762976,0.18614716181839072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525074927113291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958201281325638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382502415165881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waymentsis,2019/01/28,"Lying about how I'm feeling So as the title says I'm so fucking terrified to tell my friend that I have an eating disorder and depression. She even suspected that I have depression and wants me to talk to her but all I can do is nervously laugh and say ""I don't know"" when in fact I do know. Its gotten to the point where I asked her to text me when shes right next to me because I can't carry a conversation without crying. I had a panic attack while texting and I couldn't move for about 40 minutes no matter how much my body ached. She's so sweet and I just lie and lie constantly about how I'm feeling.",4.121569767441861,4.197261031007752,5.517354651162794,84.22626453488374,70.47286821705426,8.93062015503876,27.752906976744185,8.841846274778883,1.8676116279069768,479,15,105,8,8,162,80,129,0.174,0.664,0.162,0.1123,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,14,9,2,2,5,0,11,3,1,3,2,22,22,17,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,5,20,3,13,19,2,10,0,2,0,1,12,4,1,0,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122211542897196,0.2205305752019888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181682043397537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532190691008649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094812880620273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293339910133585,0.0,0.0,0.3339227392508836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221670962383571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835533929104204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803506048883892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960311824779364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976681697724192,0.17920975088549165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130680562752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603020427214605,0.14250090131745438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616000559771724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227439366874388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832494247044429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554550095773982,0.0,0.3083121057747876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580802604016109,0.1694320729642868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143368270804644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868629700470788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anonymous_Llama42315,2019/01/28,"I've been invited to eat lunch with someone but I have extreme anxiety when eating in front of people and I don't know how to respond. Pretty much the title. I was talking with a family member whom I don't know all that well about how we should hang out sometime. I received a text yesterday from them asking if I wanted to eat lunch with them this week. I never responded. I don't know what to do. I get way more anxious when faced with having to eat in front of people than doing other things. They sent the text again today. I know I'm being really rude by not responding, but I don't know what I'm supposed to tell them. I need advice. 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Leaving the house is a huge deal for me so I always want to be early to avoid attention but I'm always late to everything -___- So I feel pretty disappointed in myself bc I left the house to go the gym class for the first time by myself (I've been twice before). And I had 10 minutes to get there bc I left it slightly late and I was a nervous wreck driving there I didn't feel safe on the road and then I decided to not go because the thought of a class starting and me walking in and everyone looking at me or me disrupting the class OR not being able to find a place where I feel comfortable (e.g. right at the back in the corner) is just too much. So I drove around for a bit (more relaxed with the knowledge that I'm not going) feeling like shit. This is also why I missed so much school. Anyway I'm home now about to go in and sound like an idiot to my mum saying 'there was too much traffic'. However I'm going to try again tomorrow and leave EARLIER and prepare beforehand and try to be proud of myself for leaving the house and the meantime I'll be safe in my room watching Netflix. Tl;DR - social anxiety is fun :)",2.7290740740740738,4.339753131687246,4.104878600823048,87.27312037037039,75.2962962962963,6.999917695473252,25.730246913580245,7.7348632917899725,1.3693195061728392,933,33,192,13,20,308,135,243,0.161,0.732,0.107,-0.8883,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,20,14,2,2,18,0,14,1,1,0,0,33,34,20,0,1,7,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,13,0,3,9,3,0,8,4,6,0,3,7,8,21,8,31,22,5,41,0,2,2,0,5,19,1,2,16,129,24,4,0.10772997783478784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615162435271087,0.17927994325426752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824131381736965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959025203546039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656754063605487,0.0,0.13134238914916693,0.0,0.0916702764496124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761323397595395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106487674021363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294061048791606,0.0968207576088363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788605486769425,0.07696231769063984,0.0,0.0,0.09846324804789026,0.09163506411238588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056284467027814915,0.0,0.3061271452091169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806195153378356,0.0,0.0,0.3729177909529473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645723221555608,0.3422114746386295,0.23409787226231596,0.0,0.0,0.10526285103741524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046604889298657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758178783606546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300062105459257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255489768039192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960011708412007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200081244431038,0.0,0.08567120233891945,0.0,0.10902848899782808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058327412602967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981714564655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625183279461575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552556884552469,0.06281821641699747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628316673670408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354193211443811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972095486697478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aminoacid4,2019/01/28,"my anxiety is pretty much gone now. bye I always came here to lurk and let out my frustrations with social anxiety but honestly I think it's to the point where I'm get actually excited to go out and see people because it's more practice for me. At this rate I feel like it's gonna be almost non-existent and I suppose this post is just going to be some kind of closure for me. I realized how toxic it is to wallow around in self pity and post/read memes about others with anxiety. But When you're down that path it doesnt feel wrong to do because youre relating with other people. I truly believe everybody can get better because I was in a reeeeally bad place for years and all it just took a couple weeks to a month to get get rid of my anxiety. yall are always going to have a special place in my heart because of how terrifying it is to have sa. bye yall ✌ ",4.4922877122877125,4.444241615384616,6.163826173826179,80.34026473526477,69.65934065934066,9.475324675324677,29.182817182817182,9.339509955726095,2.3433230769230766,682,23,143,13,11,236,109,182,0.119,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.8037,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,10,10,1,0,5,0,14,1,1,2,1,25,30,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,4,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,4,3,16,6,28,22,4,24,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,2,8,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.12660335973501918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991159521526927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159010437156051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969899192202229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154923069679362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832391707558167,0.31634279202318194,0.0,0.0,0.14616774301997806,0.0,0.11474071200759915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838311530605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355011973988852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119656834756113,0.09268323279539854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711262611021055,0.0,0.2211954186082788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373746696068866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509980050681036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266357573768364,0.0,0.06338232540386872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355382345553696,0.0,0.09537069053485248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798848425018182,0.0,0.2710924539956458,0.0,0.12264220094470747,0.0,0.2485019377927835,0.1319878801849787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977084023660862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103382581386498,0.0,0.13534266268875567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224924067123792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312941850550573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441411717431685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406617859552443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184565658178916,0.0,0.08354555779380443 socialanxiety,SoloWhoa,2019/01/28,"How far have you gone to avoid social interaction? I just realized I get to work early to avoid running into coworkers in the elevator, and at the end of the day I stay a little bit late AND use the stairs to further avoid interaction (if I wasn't on the 19th floor, I would use them in the mornings too). I can't be the only one who does weird things like this. Tell me your stories! 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Why am I taking it so hard? Hi all, today in US History we had a 15 question quiz on the north and south during ~1830-1860 (industrialization and slavery). I nearly freaked out during the quiz because I couldn't fail it. It was the first grade of the quarter and if I didn't do well I would be struggling for the rest of the quarter. It went into the gradebook and now I have a 67 in the class. I feel like less of a person to be honest like academics is what I'm good at so if I don't even have those what's the point. I've lost pretty much all of my motivation. Why am I taking a bad grade as a personal attack?",2.3241428571428564,3.001288842857144,4.451428571428573,88.08357142857143,74.85714285714286,7.028571428571429,24.0,7.1686216300943375,0.744442857142857,498,14,116,5,10,173,84,140,0.126,0.731,0.14300000000000002,0.5314,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,4,5,11,1,1,16,0,14,0,0,1,2,16,21,9,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,3,6,2,13,5,15,11,5,15,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,3,5,84,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106551083962855,0.0,0.0,0.16224795144066825,0.11845484207095873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283456320123572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825334526808656,0.1388212784389954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652873397219407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298525959922985,0.15541437133193453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740713373772471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986854855236146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212175501320188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428465622782562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393430902705177,0.0,0.0,0.18369392836458887,0.0,0.0,0.19769192024386706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768135372194525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314403830536631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922068747816646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841913538787237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337414034787005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471579811325147,0.18013533022267955,0.3506847046123552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803838976012014,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,happysisyphos,2019/01/28,"Just got fired for not being ""open enough"" (again) I can't even keep a job in fucking retail, it's not my life goal and just a crap job for the time being but still. If I'm too stupid to keep a minimum wage job, how am I supposed to thrive in future jobs that are actually demanding? It's not even the first time I got fired for being ""too shy"" ""too reserved"" ""not open enough"" ""not fitting into the team"" ""not excited enough"" yada yada yada. The worst thing is I used to be much more socially anxious to the point I couldn't properly talk with people, now I can actually feel more at ease in social settings and hold conversations. And *still* I'm shy enough to get freaking sacked for it. I've already been on antidepressants against depression and social anxiety for years, which is why it's not as bad as it used to be. I have forced myself to become more open and social and less panicky around people and still I'm failing at it terribly. I have stopped making progress, like I don't know what else I can do other than put on a smiley, bubbly fake persona and hope someday I might actually care to connect with people. The truth is, even if I try not to and pretend to care for their company, all I want is to be left fucking alone and everyone around me is sensing that. No wonder people don't want me to be around at their job. I used to be so much more outgoing as a child until years of bullying turned me into a socially inept moron, I don't know what more I can do if even years of meds and therapy can't seem to reverse that damage. 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Whenever I’m about to go somewhere that I know I’ll be nervous at, I grab a piece of chewing gum. Having something to do with my mouth helps me to not feel so awkward, and keeps me from biting my nails or fidgeting. It makes me feel less self conscious for some reason, and it keeps the small part of my mind that needs constant nervous moment satisfied. I wanted to share this here in case it can help someone, and to see if anyone else has the same experience. Do you have something like this that you do to help when you get nervous? 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The class is centered around doing cases with our groups and there’s 5 in total that we have to type up and then present. There’s also a 3 week long business simulation we have to do in class that involves working on a project with our groups and doing 2 presentations. The first day of class he also told us we could make our own groups and get in to them and I didn’t know anyone in the class. I had to have him put me in to a group and now next class we have to submit our groups and I’m worried I’ll somehow end up in a new group again.",4.140275862068965,5.029286786206903,4.794655172413794,86.51336206896553,70.79310344827587,8.006896551724138,26.224137931034484,8.238735603445708,1.408848275862069,564,17,121,8,10,181,84,145,0.051,0.949,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,9,0,1,4,10,0,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,1,26,19,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,17,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,16,0,22,14,2,28,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,2,15,84,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437082496663352,0.0,0.0,0.3104557186608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572461861607005,0.0,0.0,0.17279700819206745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497920552944489,0.0,0.0,0.12518340979771156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192180994214953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510791234224767,0.0,0.2128290765503721,0.0,0.0,0.1014132629062296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667651678119536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177920824516454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956839849805812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747042835878044,0.20643574340718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153240256621554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513185363096716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228273061745874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854782277671697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348766591100475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570149031900773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239381570674968,0.39425158761838397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vvunjo,2019/01/28,"Is this a social anxiety symptom? I’ve been pretty much isolated the last two weeks (only seen my family) due to having been home from school (because of stress). I’ve met two other people during these two weeks: a doctor and a psychiatrist. At the doctor’s I bawled my eyes out. At the psychiatrist I tried so hard not to that I barely could speak. Today I had my first day of school and while talking to the teachers about what would happen next I also tried painfully hard to hold my tears in. At the train on my way home I couldn’t stop the tears (or snot for that matter) from getting all over my face and my entire head felt like it was gonna explode. I’m not even sad, or especially anxious so I don’t know why this is happening. The way I see it, there are two prominent options. The first one is that it’s just my social anxiety playing out more extreme since I’ve been isolated from people. The second one is that I’m still in a state of severe stress and am not ready to go back to school yet. But obviously it could be something else, I have no clue. Does anybody have any experience of this? What do you think? 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I'll be interviewed by two people and I'm nervous as shit because now my anxiety is going to spazz out over what two people think about me instead of just worrying about one. Pray for me please 😂😂😫,1.0054761904761909,3.556553462962963,3.5889417989418,83.07166666666667,88.44444444444444,8.27089947089947,26.232804232804238,8.841846274778883,2.8422359788359786,213,10,41,7,7,74,44,54,0.171,0.716,0.113,-0.5106,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,9,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,24,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271420524495492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356498187526788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316904027739386,0.0,0.2014793544906164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499973324600036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070405254163767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492921384648184,0.0,0.0,0.2765269062178873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585870197257522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141689291487393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921684957314872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558318042337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MemeReligion,2019/01/28,"Even if I had my dream life I wouldn't be able to enjoy it. Social anxiety robs you of any and all ability to enjoy your life. My circumstances aren't even bad, I have a place to live, money in the bank and an opportunity to advance in my career. But when I really think about it, I don't even enjoy being alive. The experience of life is dulled down to the point that everything just becomes one long continuous blur. I hate complaining, I hate being ungrateful, but the reality is, I'm never present in the moment. I'm always nervous and jumpy, I'm always worried about what's gonna happen in the coming moment's. I'm always thinking that people are judging me. Being like this just makes me feel like there's no point in pursuing a better lifestyle. More money and success will never make me feel better inside. 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The most embarrassing thing that's happened to me in a long time. This was 2 years and it's burned into my mind. Couldn't sleep yesterday after remembering it.,1.1826538461538476,3.7152516307692345,2.82798076923077,89.25889423076927,86.53846153846153,6.3269230769230775,21.971153846153847,7.6454224807358475,1.1015,256,9,53,5,8,84,49,65,0.14300000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.058,-0.6387,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,5,3,2,3,0,14,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,6,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982710660165915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27245316299486444,0.19395023541015974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481156170141025,0.0,0.0,0.2398312073503179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497476234894372,0.2039899172701065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298548600197665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527790508694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503574198530317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309340593752216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524826551572436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138390763721824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416474238320847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043276855107445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564312105439502 socialanxiety,boehan_,2019/01/28,Does therapy really work? How does therapy work? Do they give you comfort... prescribe you medicine...? I just don't see how having a chat with another person will help the situation at all,2.472352941176471,5.442770941176473,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,89.58823529411768,8.60235294117647,27.388235294117646,8.841846274778883,3.373430588235294,148,7,25,5,5,49,28,34,0.0,0.903,0.097,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625182604578334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381733834724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016260962379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780717688141475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859967493911636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038334356909026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994999241891316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814086670146561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572603808114285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36452175216434657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ihavewavyhair,2019/01/28,"Can’t communicate anymore. I can’t communicate normally anymore. I don’t know what has happened to me. Somewhere around my freshman year of high school, (i’m a senior now, about to graduate soon), i lost most of my ability to charm others, and come up with anything interesting to say. Before freshman year, i was a talkative kid. Really talkative actually. I was outgoing, and had a good sense of humor. I had the ability to make friends and be the center of attention in any group of people. I hung out regularly with friends on weekends, and generally had a good time. The past three years have been miserable though, as i have lost my ability to do this. I partially blame it on my love for soccer, which i was very passionate about starting freshman year and until sophmore year. I was so passionate about it that i often avoided hangouts to practice on my own. I don’t know if that’s what caused me to lose my social skills, but one thing is for sure is that i’m depressed without them. Life feels close to worthless, as any conversation i have that isn’t with my parents or my girlfriend feels dull and pointless. 95% of them come to an akward silence which is almost impossible to get out of, as i never have anything to say. I am not shy, i know this for sure, because whenever there is a task at hand, (for example a group project), i become very assertive and talkative, but only because i am focused on the task. I am also very talkative around my girlfriend, in an inexplainable way. I just always have things to say around her for some reason, and i have a lot of fun. Other than that, regular small talk is horrible with most any other person. Random one on ones with friends i used to be close with before freshman year is close to impossible for me. I never have anything to say. As a result, i am never invited out to parties or hangouts anymore, and have lost touch with so many friends. Everyone wonders what has happened to me, and i am now seen as the “quiet one” to most people. This is really fucking ruining my life, and i’m afraid for my future if i don’t figure this out. Things i used to enjoy like watching TV, reading, and playing video games have all become dull to me. Even getting my homework done is difficult at this point, because all i do is worry about my social skills, which distracts me from anything i am focused on, or want to be focused on. I am constantly thinking about new strategies when it comes to talking, and none of them work. I’ve even tried not using ANY conversational strategies, and clearing my mind like everyone says, but that doesn’t work either. That just makes me even more quiet. I’ve heard it all, “ask more questions”, or, “be a good listener”. Nothing works. I don’t know what to do anymore, but i don’t plan on giving up yet. Please help me, i want to be happy again. Anyone out there, please.",5.6732396565183425,6.357138978142081,6.260761904761907,78.11400000000002,67.23315118397085,9.115815768930524,32.98990372105126,9.159459690764724,2.8828244704657817,2245,95,417,39,35,732,231,549,0.08,0.747,0.173,0.9932,1,1,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,3,10,26,36,1,4,16,0,53,7,1,8,9,93,89,35,0,5,16,1,4,2,6,0,2,9,1,2,29,35,0,1,12,9,0,3,16,15,0,5,14,15,60,21,84,70,13,57,0,10,2,4,34,29,1,16,26,307,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.06449609355207689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661814221679453,0.0,0.0,0.05285361366519478,0.054993698202864684,0.0,0.0,0.17977884685782006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218134924145475,0.04621294520283825,0.0,0.21755178330141872,0.17650722659350127,0.06178694058593586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086690087582724,0.14598647034489226,0.11247856119841018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067894516645882,0.0,0.1707967816537607,0.0,0.07142179015356845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692479751036185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763489008130942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309590938713192,0.0,0.0,0.12630715434714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683603155213272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042495398624665,0.061100833108429925,0.06906050809814859,0.06340130699934599,0.0,0.1663040773326966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168895764109353,0.07035598346188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429996140872182,0.06982964853168556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528936827250982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336523012315948,0.06457826075630375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393985366299577,0.21644112379491245,0.056188911561251005,0.05965045820533401,0.0,0.08823362129678235,0.06700674348216099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673390901656061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292228434522726,0.06383190257770342,0.0,0.0,0.064755962114338,0.06341689470237677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914214161499145,0.05026581596594592,0.0,0.0,0.07338715729120185,0.0,0.06309213148559685,0.09163950826329252,0.05770883786815272,0.0,0.14509796767114574,0.06247814340881613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403797695627425,0.0,0.06610971675435581,0.0,0.08468023910244775,0.0679534102233794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627943851711891,0.0,0.06688846181702689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474459787442702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678013841375511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458153779581398,0.0,0.0,0.106244221076081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317254280019424,0.042348976868248345,0.06493488875069278,0.0,0.038538678366034855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487201511586905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124636599736048,0.0,0.1635980477208107,0.07796534904012792,0.05246061941692783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371016694447308,0.0716737718278262,0.14434692115342446,0.06711946292617225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536583496397713 socialanxiety,intrusivethoughtsx,2019/01/29,"I just ran away from a party.. I just ran away using the back entrance from a party where I knew no one. This was a mixer for a new photography club that I joined and I just did not have the courage to start a conversation with anyone. I just felt so much fear in that moment that I just froze. I am a photographer and event planner and I am damn good at my job, but as soon as I take my work hat off I am the complete opposite. I go from being a confident, helpful, talkative professional to someone who is paralyzed with fear at the thought of making a friend. Does anyone else suffer with this duality? I am writing this from the comfort of my stranger-free house, phew. 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I get shaky and uncomfortable in crowds and when talkimg people close to my (18m) age. But when i see visibly older people i feel more relaxed and less anxious. Anybody feel similar? Anybody have odd reliefs in their SA? Any ideas?,3.6080272108843525,6.7356008571428605,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,81.24489795918367,5.715646258503401,30.615646258503407,7.1686216300943375,2.317813605442177,218,11,34,3,6,68,35,49,0.151,0.675,0.174,0.5137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,4,5,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214384080078708,0.0,0.0,0.3561481994771977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064361713936425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31880460667872423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470762558732854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558843054354567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655673969032466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512172659047021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KralHeroin,2019/01/29,"I had a norminal conversation with a cute cashier I was going from my therapy late at night and I saw this little bakery still opened. With worries mounting I have decided to try venturing in to explore the dungeon. I have entered the store and a really pretty girl greeted me politely. Likely because I was so tired that evening, my brain lapsed and forgot to flip on the anxiety engagement switch. So I had a quick glance over their selection of cakes and I went on to ask about whether they had any with cherries. She said no, but we have a tasty forest fruit mix cake. I was like ""that's the next best thing, gimme 2 pieces of that"". She smiled, got me my cake and said they have a special discount so late at night. I paid and wished her great evening. It all went so fucking smooth. I did eye contact, smiled, asked a question...no anxiety. I felt high as a kite walking home. 🙂 It was so rare. I wish everyone such an experience! TL;DR: walked in like a boss, didn't melt in front of a pretty cashier, got a tasty cake",2.341268656716416,4.657580079601988,3.06482338308458,90.98947388059703,79.04975124378109,6.408059701492538,25.472885572139305,7.554174236665415,1.276603781094528,800,31,165,12,20,251,124,201,0.044,0.7290000000000001,0.227,0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,1,11,9,1,0,16,0,13,5,2,1,1,21,29,14,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,11,1,1,3,0,3,8,2,1,0,0,19,8,25,8,21,10,3,26,0,0,3,1,14,11,1,0,10,104,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901695781494312,0.0,0.20287059445520936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791803775152385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082906789600716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391509375852475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802057976871172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515633169082842,0.0,0.0,0.1267008107326936,0.0,0.12970397334836012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273126025976617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258252719405015,0.0,0.0,0.0753571545795975,0.0,0.212097683012048,0.14618715480173775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009456753062374,0.1330042322829884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914730165851383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943385876078642,0.13289565958458352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101696122916507,0.2488640408314857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979485793094743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853745623286413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494415856943792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25225762442491706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058910447474708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163466352405505,0.0,0.08809064753416708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523991758993462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002373181117809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583496263186214,0.0,0.0,0.304956871056237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465730286846778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hamburger_2,2019/01/29,"Irony at its finest Just went to visit the doctors to see my councillor about my anxiety. I go to the front desk and I give her my details and say I have an appointment etc. She tells me that my doctor only has one patient today which was me and he lives an hour away so they asked if they could push me back to tomorrow which is fine for me, I’m already anxious at this point anyway. So I say no problem and begin to walk to my car. Just as I’m about to start my car I see the lady from the front desk waving me down saying that I’m still booked in to see the doctor, just that my councillor won’t be able to make it. I begin to walk back in to the waiting room and everyone’s eyes are stuck on me. So now I’m sitting here waiting, making no eye contact with anyone and using this post as a distraction. Fucking ironic.",3.1982758620689684,3.853316586206901,4.57764367816092,88.06922413793106,72.79310344827587,7.409195402298851,24.84482758620689,7.492282038375204,1.0197448275862069,642,18,141,7,12,214,104,174,0.112,0.878,0.01,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,15,4,1,1,9,0,8,6,2,3,0,18,29,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,9,7,0,2,0,1,0,10,3,3,0,1,3,8,23,1,25,23,1,31,0,0,5,1,13,9,1,1,10,97,32,6,0.1472500759795981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249412044858244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264590508321087,0.16635067278918791,0.0,0.1029606768597342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765894374179438,0.0,0.1383462935589253,0.2264524384471171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756720382197627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521500768552565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422275851696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070375786188152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613032248702533,0.0,0.1412556904519374,0.0836856115585382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501166357086626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002451483643612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658113826392132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099780462345695,0.11199031812503413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919891723144634,0.0,0.14102486910793027,0.0,0.0,0.1408984361553339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512975118127923,0.0,0.0,0.35201773807240433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042243616703413,0.0,0.11759410088798446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287030567159883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957585452919652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717678762569706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650229566847089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StevenM111,2019/01/29,"Messing up my attendance due to Social Anxiety There is one class which i keep not going to on a Monday because everytime i do it's horrible. It feels like someone just turned my SA from a 80 right up to 100 every single time I'm in that class. I aren't worried about failing as i passed it last year and still have my notes but it's ruining my attendance and i keep getting letters home every month because of it. Then on the other days i have it I'll go into the class and not have the stuff that was given out on Monday. Instead of telling the teacher I'll just sit there like an idiot and hope someone else wasn't in so they can say they need the stuff and then the teacher will ask everyone who doesn't have it to put there hand up. If that doesn't happen ill spend an hour n 40 minutes just drawing in my jotter. (Don't really have a point to any of this. Just wanted to write this somewhere)",4.241205673758863,4.579018085106384,5.144468085106382,86.08333333333334,70.27659574468085,7.9687943262411345,27.90070921985816,7.793537801064563,1.5281900709219858,712,23,151,8,12,233,110,188,0.056,0.84,0.104,0.8357,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,11,7,1,0,11,0,15,2,1,0,0,22,29,11,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,17,7,0,2,1,0,1,6,7,4,0,1,3,3,13,3,23,25,1,32,0,2,0,0,9,13,0,2,14,102,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985017979593158,0.0,0.12357477839854375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101457487428224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694198028517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417750866286736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349427973038378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272202491667331,0.15435479598464202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167757454418198,0.1154015192773548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439601614954982,0.0,0.1836095310495985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284596001626867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203401557111852,0.16044193080476765,0.15908065346660166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871616574032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167359229705658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783689080170438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893668243239398,0.0,0.0,0.1197770721783688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946113410660724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270395614901922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238853379126486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348424915555336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795106292797668,0.0,0.12846009845973472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646658498676699,0.27373825712170485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290030467372446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698406860362568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118979026485634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419307825363013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570503847391986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527825725441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640478888170301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402403981270862 socialanxiety,ktfan67,2019/01/29,"Just joined reddit Hi I feel like I don't actually fit in anywhere but I decided to quit caring. Easier said than done for a socially anxious person I know. I just joined reddit and wanted to say hello. Do you think my plan is good - try to just join things I want to, thumbs up and down as I feel fit, say what I want etc. I'm beginning to realise I don't fit in anywhere but maybe if I subscribe to a SA reddit, that will help me to quit caring so much. 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When I went in there was no one and in a matter of about two minutes TEN people showed up! I was like WTF?! Then he tells everyone to move over to where to the actual line starts which is directly perpendicular to me, and about four feet to my left, when before everyone was behind me. I’m pretty sure I started sweating lol. Que the small talk started by the cashier for about three minutes while the ENTIRE line remains silent and then I’m OUT! Fuckin hell I was not expecting that 😧😂",5.098095238095237,5.606715119047622,5.162023809523814,86.10589285714286,68.44444444444444,8.204761904761906,30.829365079365076,8.07648339933343,1.936574603174604,499,19,104,6,8,156,77,126,0.053,0.847,0.1,0.6093,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,7,1,5,3,2,0,1,10,15,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,5,5,0,8,2,25,10,0,23,1,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,10,67,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2053974066856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910235725546358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022439270342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868634400658264,0.0,0.0,0.102829540186859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237061553785251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262620140757346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591982483430993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141330874684376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203722605213766,0.0,0.0,0.5959132459285994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837422218071807,0.0,0.0,0.16917526537284394,0.1839681602731808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560766412250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195116393098648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jucumberbatch,2019/01/29,"my first job A company reached out to me (17F) for a job (which would not only be my first job in graphic design, but my first job period) and asked me to come in tomorrow to discuss the project. I'm really quiet, I don't know what I'll say, or what they'll say, or if I'm qualified enough, what if they think I'm not a nice person to be around? That could ruin my chances of being recommended for other jobs like this. I also have absolutely no clue how to ask how much I'm receiving. I don't wanna be played and only given part of what I deserve, but I don't wanna ask ""hey, where's my money?"" and come off as rude. Help?",3.816641791044777,3.4949440597014965,5.736529850746268,83.76807835820897,71.08955223880595,9.088059701492536,25.70522388059701,8.841846274778883,1.557988059701492,480,12,110,8,8,168,80,134,0.135,0.774,0.091,-0.8455,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,5,5,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,23,23,13,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,1,1,3,6,2,0,3,1,3,14,3,17,15,3,14,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,6,75,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809138538860594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203254885241398,0.3790830301120156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232865323278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791823777229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966155585018514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34491378791176003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059823670077287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6706519299974182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428313794347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603478160786785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993618123212016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559811557504706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463705012247779,0.0,0.0,0.11802084666999435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659014705790642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214977233878005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660826123405463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601732346731956,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,i_yamwhati_yam,2019/01/29,Interview anxiety Any advice for how to get through weekend grad school interviews as a general ball of social anxiety who gets anxious about thinking how they are anxious?,9.045172413793104,11.152441965517244,8.375344827586208,60.8416379310345,60.3793103448276,12.696551724137931,48.98275862068966,12.161744961471696,7.32836551724138,143,10,18,5,2,45,26,29,0.236,0.764,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771783185509923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289090656946214,0.0,0.4339811018734137,0.6408847993285408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963895752593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28706772269213604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891442246249483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817506938814872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadnpoor,2019/01/29,"Partner projects suck when you don’t know anyone in the class Well tomorrow we have to grade each other’s article reviews, this is fine, cause you just turn it in and the professor hands them out (we use numbers assigned to us in place of our name so we don’t know who’s paper we’re grading). I’d be fine with this, except last time we did this he made everyone choose a partner. I freaked out, and everyone already had their partners so I had to ask to join a group of three. That was a fucking train wreck, the other two in my group barely talked to me except for the last 5 minutes. I’m freaking out, I don’t want to go at all but the points I’d miss are a lot and can’t be made up. Idk what to do. I know no one in that class. I wish it was just one person per paper. It would make more sense that way anyways honestly. 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I've always had an extreme fear of social situations and generally avoid going to places with a lot of people. Needless to say, just the thought of going to a place like the gym had me sweating buckets. These past few weeks though I've gotten sick of sitting in my room all day doing nothing so I bought a membership. I put off actually going for a while but today I finally built enough courage to go. As soon as I walked through the door I felt like everyone was judging me and I almost immediately walked out. But I put in my headphones, played my favorite tunes, and got on with my workout (half of which was spent running on the treadmill because I wasn't sure how to use any of the other equipment lmao). It may not seem like much but I'm really proud of myself for beating my social anxiety for once. In fact, I'm nervous just making this post! Thanks for reading and I hope you all have a great day :)",3.424500000000002,5.057625050000002,4.565999999999999,84.59050000000002,73.5,7.0,27.5,7.6454224807358475,1.5774,790,30,156,10,16,259,123,200,0.105,0.695,0.2,0.9776,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,8,15,0,3,12,0,8,2,1,3,5,35,28,15,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,7,0,1,3,5,2,10,3,3,0,1,12,2,19,12,30,15,6,32,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,13,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1261748060592377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294718431283368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758510823022174,0.0,0.0,0.08792610484820745,0.0,0.09891152606440044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881799210404797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677118902368082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359792524926029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354841840752227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549459359450204,0.0,0.0,0.1241449885231695,0.28327615614855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939288931194834,0.0,0.10341028258817933,0.14254993052376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842067310399902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895033267400221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992332447539692,0.0,0.0,0.08630646789511827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504785976577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406355097290728,0.0,0.0,0.13769663271614402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342821116183338,0.0896379652292329,0.0,0.2701748032486228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383037808781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995753989300696,0.0,0.0,0.12933156460672762,0.0,0.08283069684812841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282182611775764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770674594698595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533476774591414,0.0,0.263603151260753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243720983771772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903891482523835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703322857812066,0.10264703807549906,0.0,0.0,0.245116069918874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167072726464072,0.0,0.0,0.07626246996289697,0.0,0.10371391350986643,0.0,0.0,0.11985922050063745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kukiseyda,2019/01/29,"SA triggering questions Hi guys, I'm currently working on creating a game that helps people work through their social anxiety! The game is set up like a classroom where a teacher has you stand up and introduce yourself to the rest of the class. I was planning on having the game work by asking questions to the player that would increase their anxiety and then try to help them manage their feelings. My question to you guys is that what are some questions that would trigger your anxiety? 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Every evening the last thing I do is to write down 5 things I did well on this day. It can be ANYTHING! It doesn't have to be something big or special or even something related to social anxiety, it is just something I think I did well today. I have very simple things written down like: ""Doing this exercise while extremely tired"" up to more challenging stuff ""Sending WhatsApp messages without overthinking them"" and stuff I'm really proud of like: ""Be very open and vulnerable in my coaching sessions"" I open this thread for anyone who wants to join me by writing down his five achievements of a day here. I want to show people that they are not alone with their problems, that we are all just human beings with small and big troubles and that change starts in small steps. 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I have problems socializing and this is going to be pretty awkward. Basically, today I'm planning on going to this repair shop I took my PC to. My mom knows this guy who owns the place and fixes the electronics, so she decided to take my PC there. I was kind of uneasy really to take it anywhere at all because I'm not up for getting my parts stolen but it had nothing to do with the guy fixing it, just a fear in general. So whatever, she takes it there, his diagnosis was that my motherboard was shocked/burned out because I was stupid and powered it on carpet. Okay, it's like 2 weeks which is the average time to fix a PC (In my opinion at least) and he says he didn't do it because to fix it would be 800? I'm kind of shocked, because the motherboard I had was like 80-130 at most dollars. The highest I would pay is 200. He noticed we were shocked so he suggested finding a cheaper part and price to fix it, we agreed and I don't know why I didn't just take it somewhere else at that moment. Anyways, not even kidding, 10 months later, we go back because what the fuck. He then says oh yeah, I got a cheaper part but you guys didn't call me so I don't know. First of all, he said he would call us to notify when he got the part, but whatever. So then he says it'll be 80-100 bucks for it which is pretty cheap. I said okay and not it's been another 2 months of him postponing and saying either the part he got didn't fit or he forgot oops so he is doing it that day and will call then never does. Yesterday was the last straw when I called him giving him 14x longer than he said he would take (Which was a day longer and I gave him two weeks). He says he forgot to do it so he'll do it today, somehow doing it in 3 hours compared to literally the whole year I've been waiting to just use my PC. I am saying honestly just fuck it, I'm going there, asking if it's finished yet, if he says no I am asking to take it back. Here is where the problem starts, how the hell will I ask him for it? I'm so anxious and scared of confrontation and I am really pissed at this guy and just want my PC back which is probably being stripped of its parts. What do I say? How do I say it where I don't sound aggressive or offended, just like a casual I want my PC back? It's really difficult even mustering up the courage to even go to the store and see his face knowing I will ask him, I am already getting that stomach stirring anxiety feeling thinking about it. &#x200B; **TL;DR - What is the nicest and politest-unoffending way to ask for my computer back from a guy who was been taking way too long?**",1.934826407558184,3.4997224350180502,3.661172901144482,89.808141562332,77.35740072202165,7.025362931100699,24.24210768876257,7.8428983058341695,1.1314573008679614,2055,69,457,32,47,688,229,554,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,4,1,0,3,39,26,8,3,24,3,54,5,3,4,3,68,105,38,0,11,17,1,1,3,0,9,0,13,1,7,42,20,0,3,8,2,7,6,12,16,0,2,28,15,51,10,45,64,13,57,1,0,1,2,69,17,4,7,35,298,93,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010837834819554,0.0,0.0,0.05901761238002257,0.06618632809752252,0.0,0.057115954115058376,0.04166897031981585,0.06153495985507585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460785444427825,0.0,0.0,0.2513018097603947,0.0,0.1660203165560654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247754145704635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025656161753688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047666571500980616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550222536181223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792964854496488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061293260183203135,0.027541384039545824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049784078745465137,0.04633167540235853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007122338472693,0.056916065521145726,0.05225204740996962,0.15478118186597506,0.0,0.13069255426688273,0.0,0.0,0.32359983862549346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053641423546626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344307358915028,0.11973991260492517,0.04439986120496446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983304688166536,0.0,0.0,0.04820373781234359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379394645416714,0.08695397010680392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201018785375142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226489398106295,0.06201381520060462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539105544638704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690896857864181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082999936736176,0.05872726588714367,0.10423979016242327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046835485973729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554387242764725,0.3898465438847308,0.05453340884351001,0.0,0.04340508921578165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552473166242836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855374795768308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866796654495132,0.0,0.04760868889469645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034901815937426105,0.0,0.0,0.031761566825750084,0.0,0.10326131492207888,0.0,0.060517548848868674,0.0,0.0,0.053208725363333424,0.0,0.0655200262299903,0.04704410502121768,0.0,0.0,0.09638245583221852,0.08647060771027835,0.0873841938497801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915019483647375,0.06081318134686629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477410134833638,0.0,0.06618632809752252,0.03507653166509079 socialanxiety,casualaccount_anon,2019/01/29,"Had a smoke session with a girl I liked And I absolutely bombed it, I smoked too much and just went mute and dumb. She was really into me before and now I doubt she wants to hang out again, how the hell does someone become funny? I'm so serious all the time.",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,16.407407407407412,7.1686216300943375,-0.05945925925925932,201,4,45,3,6,67,44,54,0.204,0.6990000000000001,0.097,-0.7425,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,4,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448296034097908,0.34272897790999474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524681535664396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967738657784853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960834797228984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580258094301272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412670814263226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485936707696514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375651333393543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733733212947113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jlkpgo,2019/01/29,"Idk if I have work or not today Yesterday, my employer asked if I could work today during the day. I said no but added that I'd happily work in the evening. I never really got a response, so I asked her again about it. She seemed really confused (she was just about to go home) but then quickly added ""be here at 16 tomorrow"". As far as I understand, they didn't really need people for the evening, and I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing today. Idk if I'm supposed to be there or if she just said something ""stupid"". I'm afraid to go there. What if I'm not on today's list and everyone will wonder why I'm there? :( Sure, I can say that she told me to be there, but it'll still be awkward ...",2.3869348894348903,3.3344656418918923,4.168083538083536,89.14350122850125,75.01351351351352,7.8142506142506125,23.58968058968059,8.296473431620573,1.148181081081081,537,15,123,9,11,182,84,148,0.107,0.8390000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.598,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,15,5,1,3,4,0,14,0,0,0,2,25,31,16,0,7,14,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,3,16,1,13,17,0,18,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,10,12,83,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725240157422166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637415497406972,0.0,0.0,0.09400044013784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254067726569374,0.0,0.0,0.13927592381670487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567277288247775,0.0,0.11657423725254484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620496282242687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454056937117315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807608712956536,0.11241586714771627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010487271085209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801247148106458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772943083664259,0.11591087126534493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132690616298707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122099444359685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164007790939452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737312709404526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526378649003029,0.13927592381670487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517369397998463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152194872958678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580659597050567,0.3183358994611765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mere-mortifer,2019/01/29,"Love my friend who tricked me into going to lunch with a guy I've never met before I was hoping for a relaxing lunch with two of my closest friends and instead I arrive at the restaurant to see not only this random guy (my friend is trying to make us date for some reason) but ALSO the only guy that I've ever liked together with his girlfriend. You better believe it that I immediately started crying while hiding behind a wall AHAHAH FUCK MY LIFE. And my friend had the audacity to be shocked by my reaction! Like, bitch...I thought you knew me. What other reaction did except after throwing me blind into a social situation like this?? I'm sitting here avoiding eye contact with anyone, I don't even know if this new guy looks good because If I lift my eyes from this phone I'm gonna start hyperventilating! Gotta love being this shitty at living like a normal person!! Has something similar ever happened to you guys? Has one of your friends ever tried help you ""loosen up"" but only made things worse?",5.010577350111029,6.455873362694305,5.866221317542562,77.55856217616581,69.25906735751295,7.37957068837898,27.77535159141377,7.7094869923839395,1.791681273131014,801,27,139,9,14,263,130,193,0.138,0.634,0.228,0.9647,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,5,0,1,7,19,2,1,8,0,9,9,2,3,4,29,29,8,0,4,6,0,0,4,6,2,2,0,0,6,12,8,2,1,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,7,5,22,15,23,18,1,20,0,0,5,3,27,7,1,5,14,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458767011744478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739598504793897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447903199307002,0.0,0.09000613931721864,0.1191714155174978,0.0,0.093548773381294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618810262676788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986292808307648,0.2870367322417439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40860481198524623,0.09778663664544104,0.0,0.0,0.06011397270219685,0.08871846506538092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236659379134682,0.09353586485352394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089828418532762,0.0,0.0,0.10505774720463944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058130789470976274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471151675763121,0.20670392197647366,0.0,0.0934006454625286,0.0,0.0888237727156422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093087231422048,0.10008620091231056,0.07060516712062237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157966153925987,0.10215747881336,0.0,0.0,0.10363635675250832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167540366800021,0.24133836634399705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235803953490032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087535978853194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428842307565745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889474584462192,0.0,0.10782357917198984,0.0,0.08143022440414838,0.0,0.0,0.14973518901686403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027174540665954,0.0,0.0,0.08397297971415921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436276140424291,0.0,0.10332612225366553,0.0,0.12723346019050785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779304904471933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,finitedeferral,2019/01/29,"I feel more confident when I have a cold? Whenever I have a cold and am stuffed up (I lose my sense of smell and taste), my social anxiety goes away completely. I feel like a different person. I can walk into any social setting and be completely calm and fine. &#x200B; Does anyone else have this? I wonder if *that's* really how I'm supposed to feel all the time. It almost makes me wish the cold was permanent.",1.4600000000000009,4.065849382716054,3.156654320987656,86.85794444444447,86.03703703703705,7.190617283950617,21.680246913580245,8.238735603445708,1.6084558024691358,324,11,63,8,10,107,59,81,0.054000000000000006,0.777,0.16899999999999998,0.8528,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,1,15,14,7,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,3,5,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768236258691395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030784783579432,0.2277458923887987,0.12745766718265358,0.0,0.1433821319778586,0.0,0.0,0.1310542211643372,0.1920424365634232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760950520754427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930300007967996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958226752626579,0.0,0.0,0.16401976322979708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657228945278287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843081312714689,0.133898810759802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156799713173318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968431880454655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251098417208075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636551569676903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007136458054135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821190848803615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929094555205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155332883543852,0.0,0.20325798980302334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277458923887987,0.0 socialanxiety,Enderhans,2019/01/29,"Possibly what started my SA So i'm reminding of a time back in primary school (in the Uk (22m)) and for the new students they are personally introduced by the headmaster to the entire school at assembly where every one is literally just sitting on the floor facing you so this would be about 100 to 150 people just staring at you while you were introduced by the headmaster where you literally say your name and say hello and then everyone else in sync says hello as well and i'm pretty sure i've never recovered from that , or was the start of my SA",6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555535,7.709629629629627,71.84833333333333,64.83333333333333,12.014814814814816,33.74074074074074,11.538034831475384,3.9922851851851853,441,17,83,13,6,149,76,108,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,1,0,9,2,0,0,8,0,6,1,1,0,2,11,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,8,2,16,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,1,8,58,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110071387244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501921682686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652171090935853,0.20019635020515208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158748541304424,0.2023466364792784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196980014563218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524826549795924,0.18293656880325496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619171431543715,0.0,0.21314759372710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998336986145642,0.0,0.4240718111596976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965853524586889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974612546579841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216731174871474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883751845194845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883031427404125,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kaycko,2019/01/29,"Strategies that Help Me W Social Anxiety 1. Not everyone makes me feel anxious. Some people I feel totally calm around, particularly in 1 on 1 situations or small groups. I’ve found that life is much easier to navigate when I am really selective about hanging out with people who make me feel at ease. No more forcing myself to go to gatherings or work events that I know will trigger a downward spiral into self-consciousness and sadness. 2. I’ve also straight up cut out a lot of the people who, for whatever reason, I am socially anxious around. I’ve ended a good number of acquaintanceships and consciously avoid certain people, really at no fault of their own. But my life is better this way so, pretty liberally I will cut totally good, normal people out of my life if they make me uncomfortable. 3. Accepting love from the people who care about me improves my self esteem x1000, even if briefly. For a long time I figured that friends and family members who reached out about my well-being did it out of pity or obligation. Eventually I allowed myself the relief of leaning on their support, and forced myself to believe they do care about and love me. Calling and keeping in touch with these people has been absolutely paramount to the improvement of my mental state. My social anxiety is still really bad sometimes, but these strategies have helped me make big strides in the last year. I would SO love to hear anyone else’s thoughts and other methods you use to work on self confidence and love!",6.465005720823799,7.918694329710146,6.706422578184598,72.85383295194512,65.84782608695653,9.868497330282226,33.004576659038904,10.064110947511567,3.5557565217391307,1209,51,199,28,19,389,161,276,0.085,0.7190000000000001,0.196,0.9861,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,4,3,12,22,2,1,9,0,13,7,0,8,3,52,34,19,0,4,8,0,4,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,13,18,0,2,10,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,5,29,15,40,27,7,33,0,2,0,4,25,21,0,7,8,135,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180248099526383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737333061186074,0.20286708117524405,0.0,0.06278102649104329,0.09199719925216457,0.0,0.15985859690741094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496823749492143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115899026410384,0.0,0.07940913863113165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916823736635468,0.0,0.18308727731144625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500536010642718,0.0,0.07952446515910297,0.0,0.0,0.05930334242560072,0.0,0.0,0.08579514644945713,0.0,0.0,0.08464301538808541,0.0,0.13619672958561868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984466048180234,0.06936906810746486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102791431075398,0.1506178357422861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011962624587111,0.0,0.1203644147130596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798066438247531,0.0,0.0,0.049344483663330635,0.07318823534175188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902572415578621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945850305873113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633353662586158,0.3241444128137451,0.0,0.23973357645657095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048398825862976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600363771080038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797201206521595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357280908473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134546659030686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725591923764299,0.0923157965514974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810016795985918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092413843639593,0.0,0.27457904267568184,0.0,0.0,0.08880145275988767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170386392366641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188901006254182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128069932260865,0.05235541203461825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775469773169019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126859201236126,0.0,0.0,0.08072912681340562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073173676131342,0.0,0.0,0.06378197502689281,0.0,0.0,0.057819763053449214 socialanxiety,LILLIAN_ityttmom,2019/01/29,"i need help to bring myself to talk to someone Since Christmas time I have been texting this boy (X) on snapchat yet every time i do, i end up leaving his reply for a long time before i can bring myself to read it as I’m anxious of a bad response. I felt - to my surprise- that we were getting along well, and that perhaps i could manage to build a more of a relationship with them, than just texting. However, every time I see X at school or on the bus I start to feel sick and i begin over thinking what to say to them. The most I have managed to say is “hi” when walking past him, and even then I began to overthink what he must think of me. I also think that he is a shy person by character which makes these interactions just as difficult. Also he saved one of my text messages and didn’t respond- and although it is minimal- i cant stop thinking about it. Im not sure if this is the right post for this subreddit but i would really appreciate the advice as to how to speak to him. Thank u ",4.212737117251681,4.452836218446606,5.368640776699031,84.79581404032861,70.3106796116505,8.08603435399552,28.9529499626587,7.882392219407189,1.6847681852128458,775,27,166,9,13,258,130,206,0.055,0.865,0.08,0.7098,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,15,1,0,2,2,30,32,17,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,13,8,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,5,6,26,5,33,24,2,24,0,0,1,0,21,6,0,3,14,119,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453029698483427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365579107462147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708967509480607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349384999171845,0.0,0.0,0.12585560189594894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808948866298576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099924313540376,0.0,0.0,0.09768934575807216,0.0,0.2492313774009413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478482023336189,0.0,0.1420112505721567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727385309099596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913708439472464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976194359635135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566092186926714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089058493560266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872721874684434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096691088212019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022373071661744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119131856623318,0.0,0.12914426442209415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416513631381187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794425008003664,0.0,0.0947512339007593,0.0,0.0,0.15879378614226794,0.0,0.12630940009719965,0.0,0.2352387524748197,0.0,0.14968697202707648,0.11786051817709575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234790339966732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531876995665944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468737178195996,0.0,0.0,0.1236545548932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939798177856402,0.0,0.0,0.11887981361985482,0.0,0.13617033890924676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37908422132315456,0.0,0.0,0.3449765722714639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298366094484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050669179288125,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Behlaky,2019/01/29,"Keys To Keep/Start Conversations? So In all honesty I don’t enjoy talking, I’ve had some pretty bad anxiety issues since I was like 7 so growing up I either didn’t speak with anybody other than the friends I had or just stood by myself. I see people talking among each other and it just reminds me how lonely I actually am lmao, I see them laughing/smiling and going through all these different emotional kinda things. My problem I think is just that I think nobody actually cares how your day went or how the weather is etc. and that I’m pretty down on myself so I’m just instantly thinking how they feel about me So I’m just here to ask for help on what I should be doing and how I should be socialising with other people?",4.627517241379311,5.637547234482764,5.771206896551725,79.5119827586207,69.75862068965517,8.006896551724138,28.98275862068965,8.238735603445708,2.037262068965517,579,21,109,8,10,193,93,145,0.066,0.721,0.213,0.9695,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,16,7,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,5,2,31,27,15,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,4,19,4,15,17,6,10,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,4,2,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.3395020160139944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307197987734154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262063124276327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524175466853834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735455909578468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218395465575057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174169084125216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956713750840403,0.0,0.0,0.19400126085921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795481324772927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439405151190956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886031817236994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165956368772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155956961642888,0.0,0.15461557281641358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498363431786689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119133492013675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539412501058538,0.0,0.16644754060932115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772327280643126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389400096422755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231233585337986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796303253315757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556526373403796,0.3343821826501306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612542482479729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brightsparktees,2019/01/29,"Have to add someone to my friend group but dont have any friends. Next week school starts back for me, and I'm going into year 11 (10th grade I think is the equivalent). My dean has asked me to be a buddy for an international student who is coming to my school. I have been asked to get to know them and stuff which is fine but I just got an email reminding me I need to set up a place where I can meet them at lunch time. The thing is I dont have a friend group, or hang out with people at lunch so I have no idea what to do. I dont know if I should talk to the teacher in charge, or just tell the person and see what they're thoughts are. Very anxious, very confused, please help.",2.1373283858998136,3.0646476802721097,2.9469882498453934,97.7362152133581,75.5986394557823,6.161781076066791,20.166357452071733,6.11248444174946,-0.3219605442176872,527,10,133,3,11,166,92,147,0.08800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.106,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,9,0,19,2,0,0,0,23,33,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,1,17,4,18,28,0,18,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,4,6,83,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981904397238412,0.0,0.0,0.1631200800949468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699711104553675,0.0,0.0,0.11102732341816722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243795651313962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076735049265311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33466705037354244,0.0,0.07543803707976827,0.0,0.08206040547562246,0.0,0.11548221244224732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678185763226528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299921350826027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870640186227553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706366988089244,0.0,0.0,0.15356085406837325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010213959783074,0.12607614889658622,0.15085726121430354,0.15849732599445435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922616355842776,0.11506047368977985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234153774691214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220028532770546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529249044985225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160555534526014,0.1262035948996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592658183010844,0.09251955351202558,0.0,0.11462986814192533,0.08419521743021004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827444328675745,0.0,0.0,0.11582128869003155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929826990728195 socialanxiety,449_user,2019/01/29,"Intense fear of making low risk mistakes Anyone else feel like they have a really hard time dealing with making mistakes? At the moment it is primarily causing problems when I am studying. When I study at home I am anxious about making a mistake even if I know I can correct it and no one else is watching me studying. I enjoy learning new things but the fear of making mistakes keeps me at bay from starting at all, and when I start, I try to learn it in a ""perfect"" structure and take notes in a manner that I will perceive as good enough (""perfect""), I even judge my note taking and study methods! At school I am afraid of asking questions because I don't want to ask something that is perceived as something I should know by now. I am afraid of exposing that I make mistakes, and a lot of them. How do you deal with these feelings/thoughts and do you know any good ways of exercising this behavior away? 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I’ve been suffering from social anxiety ever since college, but it has increased exponentially ever since moving across the country with my now (ex) girlfriend. I have no friends or support system out here, and I’m starting to feel that moving here was a mistake. It’s been over half a year now that I’ve been on my own, living in complete social isolation. I want to go out to meet people and make friends so badly, but I don’t even know where to start. Everything costs too much money, especially now that I’m paying completely for my rent and barely making it by every month. I’ve lost almost 15 pounds over the past few months. Approaching groups of people who look like they are already out having fun together is so daunting. Who am I to just barge uninvited into their friend group? Why don’t I try tinder you say? Sometimes I think having a girlfriend will motivate me to be more social. Motivate me to eat more. Motivate me to be more active and inspire me do new and old things I used to be interested or passionate about. I feel like I’m stuck in a loop and I can’t break out of my comfort zone. That being said, my social anxiety has now spread to my social media. I deleted my Facebook. I can’t bring myself to be on any kind of social media anymore. Tinder included. I don’t want to have to burden anyone with my problems. I want to get better and be cured from this before I start dating anyone. As of right now, I feel like I would offer next to nothing in a relationship. My biggest fear is that my social anxiety has turned me into this weird hermit that people tolerate but nobody actually wants to be around.",4.591210010319919,6.0844843993808055,5.7330534055727576,77.93020962332301,70.3312693498452,8.1077915376677,27.39022187822497,8.59863814320734,2.1210537667698657,1323,45,235,22,24,440,175,323,0.117,0.685,0.198,0.9876,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,5,17,22,0,1,7,0,30,2,0,6,2,44,57,15,0,7,6,1,3,3,5,2,0,2,1,0,14,16,1,0,9,0,4,6,6,8,0,1,7,6,35,14,43,41,7,45,0,2,1,1,26,18,0,3,21,164,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.07706171659645954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907539384441703,0.0,0.08714353599524761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370118476791647,0.0,0.2416422811419124,0.0,0.07831538206189449,0.16564951566097558,0.0,0.0,0.0702985722279581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593527230058066,0.0,0.0,0.06719624808943406,0.0,0.0,0.06984108675561324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559362146395654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808043347563915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215784926825109,0.14286278407830658,0.06653423929969737,0.0,0.07097165952222709,0.0,0.0,0.08886134631847686,0.11978630886560007,0.1128300075743895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830322499663835,0.0,0.041257702675975866,0.0,0.0448795321517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223338275290883,0.043398939011920414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573983836733374,0.0,0.06973049829516108,0.0,0.06631352386534338,0.0,0.08620328055597744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054239713473782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606356438427238,0.16786171378534764,0.05805082219767154,0.0,0.0,0.07626812284815343,0.08398373426819981,0.0,0.0,0.07577225995921892,0.0,0.08286399760995468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753842238845652,0.16424012895733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562984878102531,0.0,0.0,0.07556204439201017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478245296938056,0.0,0.06743853795221658,0.07511698278053662,0.06279880010671086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064686746106272,0.0,0.0,0.6439862907925609,0.0,0.0,0.07810171566067547,0.0,0.16768261007342172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961234580665446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246306167383962,0.05059972897328886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053614324861072114,0.08589488659254155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820329830781008,0.0,0.0,0.18631031125080952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125665157849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560968489028691,0.0,0.0,0.050853027210923656 socialanxiety,Benelovee,2019/01/29,"Feel pathetic having it I feel kind of pathetic for having it. The thought of telling someone I know about it makes me feel even more pathetic. Right now, I feel like telling my sister so that I can tell her to force me into something I think I want to do. But I feel nervous thinking about telling her, and about doing something new. I know I’ll be scared to do it even more later. Usually after thinking I want to tell her, I end up thinking ‘No, what’s the point?’ And continue without saying anything But I see people my age, and people even younger than me accomplish so many great things, and I’m here with nothing. It makes me want to do something but I’m kind of scared to, too. I’m such an indecisive person that I’ll end up not even knowing what I want. 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I am graduating from university soon. Most people would be eagerly planning their grad trips with their friends but the thought of going on a grad trip never crossed my mind because I couldn't think of anyone to go with. I didn't make any close friends during these four years. I do have friends whom I made during my classes, though our relationships are but superficial and functional. I have drifted away from my high school friends. I am not sure what the reason is. I know my interests definitely changed. I suppose they changed too. Though we still hang out occasionally, it is no longer the same. I can tell that I am no longer part of their core group of friends. A casual friend in one of my university classes broached the topic of grad trips which was why I started considering the idea. I asked my high school friends but they have all made plans with other people already. I think it is not so much that I want to travel, but rather that I want to be a part of a group of friends and have the experience of participating in a group trip for once. Does anyone else feel the same?",4.362580392156861,5.901239360000003,4.570875816993468,85.86517647058824,70.95555555555556,7.783006535947712,27.901960784313715,8.313332769828598,1.6828745098039213,916,33,190,14,17,286,116,225,0.031,0.762,0.208,0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,5,2,7,12,0,0,13,0,21,0,0,4,3,39,38,10,0,6,8,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,2,0,13,8,0,0,2,5,1,31,12,27,29,7,27,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,1,5,130,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101834880762178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789928574710552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094457291090153,0.10230490298479966,0.0,0.0,0.093343331712474,0.0,0.09380940765522787,0.0,0.0,0.060865716468673565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124946814697987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737665624895617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340923583983398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766938395032088,0.0,0.0,0.0504855702868073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171314640505797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698107618555685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098736996672968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271494664529512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054873220652891734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889550180533144,0.06664855148025466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081686108311336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339892744059183,0.0,0.07700805045262793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633364263489614,0.06765881345587044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162488293613405,0.0,0.1384424756537563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265919709445102,0.0,0.107198156342126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210069700538236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067211834897895,0.0,0.07973782791190102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941044798257237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727055277994578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795566694223362,0.1961980574823344,0.07926725039639261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667678724299912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009625705317273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709283415185235,0.0,0.0,0.06429810144082236 socialanxiety,sillylion17,2019/01/30,"A Late Night Hero Who Cared After a long day as a senior in high school, I took an Uber to get home. I was missing assignments in every class and my personal hygiene was at an all-time low. I felt that I had nothing left to lose. I starting laughing hysterically with tears coming out my eyes. The Uber driver asked me how was I doing back there, and I said that I was having a rough day and felt lost. He told me that I am young and still have things to learn about the beauty of life. As a socially anxious person, I was surprised by how comfortable I felt talking to this man about my struggles with depression, but he listened to me the entire ride and was completely supportive. When I arrived at my destination, he looked at me and said: “I hope you have a great evening and an even better tomorrow.” I do not know why he went above and beyond to help me, but I felt blessed to have met him. Although I continued to struggle to get out of bed and to manage my grades, I indeed came out of my depressive episode and today, I do believe in a brighter tomorrow. A five-star rating and compliment of “Late Night Hero” was not enough to thank this man for all that his sincerity meant to me. If you see someone having a bad day, compliment them on their hard work. Tell that stranger hello or smile at them. 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I found a group of random people to live with online in hopes to make friends. Nope, I just feel like the “weird” roommate. They love going out, and I’ve tried going with them, but just feel like I’m intruding in their good time. I don’t add anything fun to the mix or the conversation so I’ve just given up and I’m the freak who hides in her room the whole time. I decided I’m just going to commute next year. I’ve been back for over a year and have made absolutely no friends. Despite being super friendly to people in my classes, trying to find “clubs,” etc. people seem to have their own group and don’t care about me. My only friends are my boyfriend and my mom. I feel like they are the only ones who care about me, but I can feel them even getting sick of my venting. 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I don't know why but I feel as if I've been socially awkward my whole life. I can remember ever since I was little whenever someone would ask me a question I would tend to just unload an answer without thinking what of what I wanted to say to calmly get my point across. I've constantly been in and out of social groups ever few years it seems like. I was apart of the ""popular group"" for a good part of elementary school and middle school, but then by the time 8th grade rolled around I noticed them beginning to just treat me poorly so I took it upon myself to leave the group and then for the remainder of middle school I would literally sit at an empty lunch table eating by myself (really healthy for the mental am I right). Once high school rolled around I finally found a group that I felt comfortable with but then as a year or two went by I felt that I've outgrown them and started drinking a lot I turned out to be one of the schools ""heavy drinkers"". It wasn't until late junior year into senior year that girls started to notice me and I would only seem to know how to talk to them if I was blacked out. There was on night I had a party at my house and managed to pull the girl I've had a crush on since middle school and couldn't get hard since I was so fucked up, BLEW my one opportunity. Once college came around I decided to go to one of the top party schools in the country and my freshman year was overall bad. I had an okay social group my first semester but them my roommate transferred and the rest of my group joined fraternities and never really associated with me after that. I've finally decided to join a fraternity myself even though I was previously against the idea. Through pledging I took up a xanax addiction which made me more easy-going and more personable in a way. Without those pills I don't think I would have followed through the whole process of that. Now that I am off those pills and now that the majority of my pledge class, who have become my only friends at this school have left, I really have no one left. I even live in the fraternity house of 20+ people and only a few talk to me at all. At this point I really don't know what to do with my life, it's not even like I can focus on my future because I am a marketing major that lacks social skills. Even though I've explained this life story horribly, I hope some see where I am coming from. 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So I’ll just state that I’m a bit nervous to make this first post. I don’t know exactly how to explain this or whatever so I’m sorry for the rant in advance. Anyway, I found this page not too long ago. Seeing posts from all of you is awesome and finally I feel a bit more understood. I was wondering if any of you are extroverted but suffer from social anxiety? Or if that even exists? You get your energy and happiness from the company of people, but at the same time being with company is painful bc of SA. People actually think I’m confident and outgoing but really I’m just tearing myself apart on the inside. People don’t even believe me when I share with them I have SA which is embarrassing so naturally I just don’t talk to them anymore and feel more isolated bc of not being understood. I get really excited to meet new people and become friends/hangout. I end up making plans with the FULL intention of following through, just to flake last minute. This blows bc then people just think I’m an asshole and I push away people I genuinely would like to be friends with. Some interactions are easier than others. Seems to be when there are no plans and hanging out naturally happens and I’m able to leave without being noticed. But also seems completely random. On bad days I literally drive myself crazy and lethargic because I’m in my room bored, anxious not doing anything. Conversely, hanging out with people or leaving the safety of my room is too overwhelming. A never ending trap I suppose. Does anyone relate to this? Has it gotten better for you? If so, what helps? Thanks in advance to everyone. PSA- If it’s any consolation to you, regardless of what form of anxiety you battle with, you’re appreciated and understood! You’ve got a friend in this random and awkward, fellow redditor. Thanks guys.",3.4374847902657706,6.1571148674351575,5.002019692603267,76.36853065962215,77.55907780979827,8.466506564201088,27.50632404739033,9.150863307647796,2.9380919628562285,1477,62,249,40,36,495,190,347,0.127,0.703,0.16899999999999998,0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,7,2,6,20,18,1,4,11,0,20,1,0,4,3,66,51,31,0,6,20,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,14,20,0,0,13,0,0,7,9,9,0,1,7,3,27,9,46,38,10,39,0,2,1,0,22,15,0,13,15,173,41,0,0.09869543456017496,0.0,0.09631250714313584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748754779583118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892670336009353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423255982315954,0.0,0.22650521189175,0.11149774851444652,0.09787935082930872,0.0690101426276286,0.0,0.08121793324700169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272760962432022,0.0,0.08240656534669043,0.06016382084997837,0.10900135336522916,0.0,0.11119595738353603,0.0,0.08728809146905779,0.21549970529253973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034802853771219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365039042172774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636903988040585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482972132666633,0.0,0.0,0.13037480741636706,0.0,0.0,0.09430771722217708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980675435925447,0.0,0.0,0.10811602436594273,0.0,0.0839502862182987,0.0,0.1082144498014353,0.1525036958331606,0.0,0.10312858210770408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893575501730309,0.0,0.0,0.09772399708869056,0.08727604683488463,0.10506312532345463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615346937521252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542404297256744,0.08044995187071866,0.0,0.20900842940692527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821760402713962,0.0,0.0,0.08734235382155146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175993790305213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612000351335009,0.09532066570839684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236540639569498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501890091755428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789609118692367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904588874137376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645364524057004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864748320347094,0.17969723376459054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012151330498964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048145867587626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932765178285316,0.0,0.18173099198637555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648009863835605,0.0,0.0,0.05755010157969825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951388769612132,0.10703098871514063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011040500119374,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iliterallydunno,2019/01/30,"I need an alternative I’ve already posted this in /r/mentalhealth but I need all the help I can get so I’m posting it here too. I’ve been struggling with anxiety and Social Anxiety my entire life. At this point it has ruined a lot for me. I’ve taken a couple different medications so far (Zoloft, Xanax, Lexapro, Celexa, Ativan and Klonopin). Klonopin was the only thing that truly worked and it still does. It’s the only thing that makes me feel like a functioning adult. The only is issue is it has ruined my focus as well as my memory. I have stopped taking it for those reasons alone and am working on natural ways to improve my memory and focus. I know you guys are going to recommend therapy and I know that works but things are BAD. I have horrible fatigue (which somehow Klonopin completely demolishes) and feel like I’m ruining my life by being afraid all the time. I have tried every supplement ( Passion flower, you name it) and it doesn’t help. Do you guys have any recommendations that work? I just want to feel better.",3.59948110547095,5.910602487309649,4.731125211505923,80.63603355893966,74.88832487309645,8.032600112803157,26.17287084038353,8.841846274778883,2.224809588268472,818,30,149,18,18,268,119,197,0.159,0.669,0.173,0.494,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,5,8,12,0,2,9,0,17,7,0,2,2,28,32,14,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,19,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,3,3,19,5,12,28,3,12,0,4,0,1,10,5,0,2,5,97,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052877715400193,0.1390769254819154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570452859137355,0.0,0.19282477549158986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522954855627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146304206448687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213975936137795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394494835788506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316742291135531,0.0,0.0,0.1102894537300271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618547130775796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117323346579934,0.180071308517973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584532490091566,0.0,0.07162559193222098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495784663150245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895012402224202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154227990711168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385252718522739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803703103866975,0.123143506415901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714595763822864,0.0,0.0,0.08412581403563024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696167982439546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689887492532287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755383429703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913881798010655,0.0,0.24140326010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957953821957394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847142411804424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064749395954976,0.10536648577410042,0.0,0.1317536230994577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947586618052302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412596379128853,0.0,0.2511856296270891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348894087651474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556590432448337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433559178661968,0.1000365223233422,0.0,0.0,0.11331585020246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670045368827857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kaylah365,2019/01/30,"Anyone else who gets anxious when a friend gets mad at you? My so called ""friend"" got angry at me because we were playing Super Smash Bros. with a time limit and he said he needed to go so he wanted to end it quick, so I was beating him at first and he got angry and said I was running the time down. The time eventually ran out and he called me an asshole so the game went to sudden death round where you had to knock the player off stage and at first I thought it was my character who won and I cheered, but it was really his character and he called me a dumbass. I can't stop thinking about it and my anxiety has been high for 7 hours now.",2.7993333333333332,3.8283260074074046,4.009814814814813,90.3591666666667,74.1111111111111,7.177777777777778,23.87037037037037,7.554174236665415,0.8501259259259251,501,14,113,6,10,164,82,135,0.136,0.775,0.08900000000000001,-0.7689,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,6,9,7,1,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,23,14,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,2,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,15,3,16,6,14,8,0,26,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,0,12,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265084806092679,0.18682233364225706,0.0,0.11563135634983793,0.16944229052119322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080872090947476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065873152743542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814637968449806,0.0,0.14646975819445054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132923920353176,0.0,0.0,0.2555306876078174,0.0,0.17279920564568216,0.0,0.093984238124835,0.0,0.2645248385125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472370431511386,0.0,0.0,0.16285727577421574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226206157072147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594099619129274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146116752287176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825769005498845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596315845722634,0.0,0.1312862245954851,0.2892877503371767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754019158732216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330071707390527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TimidNarcissist,2019/01/30,"Can I Please be Ugly in Peace?! My looks play a large role in my social anxiety. Because I was bullied for my appearance, I now obbess over them. Won't even leave the house if I feel ugly. It fucks up my ability to socially function. People wouldn't be so obsessed with their looks if we didn't treat them like shit for simply being ugly. Stop with the dirty looks. Stop with the shady comments. Let me be ugly in peace! I already have to deal with rejection. I don't need your bullshit. The only reason I want to be conventionally attractive is to avoid the negative energy. It makes me so uncomfortable. I feel like I'm getting ready to be attacked. I don't know why people care so much about how I look anyway!",2.0431914893617,4.487614879432627,3.5582695035461,86.29400000000004,81.05673758865248,6.596879432624114,22.16595744680852,7.793537801064563,1.1737012765957444,562,18,110,10,15,185,89,141,0.328,0.522,0.15,-0.9857,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,3,0,8,12,3,2,6,0,16,2,1,3,0,20,31,6,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,6,21,6,17,20,1,9,1,1,4,1,10,5,2,3,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410678979978078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069616343032273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948993653783452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617715583567288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086042207734907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265737249505607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420779459134268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595498695370208,0.1127132964453796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585889863088675,0.08243005158546382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204923648649288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670809447638207,0.0,0.0,0.16705917278894294,0.0,0.16133391648772932,0.0,0.154160156420406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529959434335358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531492100709043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598154909189864,0.1169869229481566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199937248411131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876031907191384,0.0,0.0,0.17318773477716634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221725742766474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195205306276475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216600763454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638111322499483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305879612300054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236588768775355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,starspade94,2019/01/30,"Encountered a situation with a rude person and felt discriminated against. My SA stopped me from saying anything. I am feeling so shitty and terrible over it. I know this may be a little silly but went into my program office with another classmate of mine to pick up our vouchers for a metrocard. There was a student worker in the front and she went by his side to ask for her stuff. He seemed nice and easy going with her, then with me he got uncomfortable and fidgety. When I stood in the same spot she stood in when she walked off, he was like ""can you go to the front"" to me, as if to keep some distance between us. And I'm thinking ""what the fuck"" why he made me walk around to the front like an idiot and not her? Even when i was standing in the front, he seemed nervous and not as easygoing with me. I am guessing he wanted some distance since the front was basically a bit outside the room. I think my presence made him uncomfortable. Either way that really hurt and made me angry even my friend asked me why he told me to go to the front. Situations like this make me feel I am indeed repulsive and should stay away from people. Part of me wants to go to the office tomorrow and report his behavior to me to the supervisor there, or by any chance I see him tomorrow, I will pretend I have a question, then confront him about it. Am I overreacting? I felt discriminated against, as he treated me drastically different from her and no doubt blew a huge hole to my self esteem. My sa made me freeze and just did what he said, which now makes me angry. I want to be more assertive and daring, rather than regret and feel like shit moments later like now. I am so angry with myself for not speaking up and being direct with him, and letting him make me move for his comfort. Should I go back to that office tomorrow and report that behavior by him? someone suggested that. am I overreacting, I cant shake off this sadness, anger, of this situation",5.195921052631583,6.004167802631577,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,68.34210526315789,8.71157894736842,29.673684210526318,8.841846274778883,2.2437294736842093,1535,55,299,25,25,500,189,380,0.182,0.713,0.105,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,0,1,16,23,6,3,20,0,22,2,1,8,0,69,61,31,0,8,9,0,6,5,1,4,0,3,1,2,14,27,0,2,11,1,0,17,5,13,0,0,18,10,59,10,55,35,7,50,0,3,1,1,39,16,2,10,19,217,73,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742741508741683,0.10397052723894784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159444034744316,0.08826715891190554,0.185389271883106,0.0,0.09315747285814993,0.07624250836656478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824935544043067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359374292910836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097919414166906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040415224685752,0.0708348967337869,0.19040478789832352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660533342174658,0.09166531676437614,0.0,0.0,0.2817545698852317,0.0,0.07930168248005122,0.0,0.10922816758723057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614529785395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881317095105663,0.0,0.0,0.05449187550995219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139062270797572,0.0,0.2422056470905285,0.09937731756131417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752837248563929,0.1985561186477918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053839082098983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737299677807476,0.0,0.06874018017217037,0.08657654297283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107401102447677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351992719341536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943171738192937,0.0788504160585431,0.0,0.0,0.0790120743063731,0.18053026757543994,0.10343816509289616,0.0,0.10177909187568594,0.08202035579139412,0.3343562550059963,0.0,0.0,0.08401198397007457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568386606757234,0.0,0.08289631702504656,0.0,0.0,0.1135064207446353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706643041630286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474490546055038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926880636746275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754489600099036,0.07870300701095696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383158054602408,0.17894025409260958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jeff007oo7,2019/01/30,"Going red Me and my new classmates were stood in a circle around a bench. I catch a glimpse of people looking in my general direction, which is pretty normal it’s a damn circle but I still turn red. Someone points out that I was red and my face turns even reder. I just find it funny how my body decides the only way to fix my problem is to add more of the problem ",2.6278070175438586,3.990165815789478,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,75.05263157894737,6.119298245614036,24.508771929824558,6.42735559955562,0.7494456140350882,286,9,59,2,6,95,55,76,0.116,0.8059999999999999,0.077,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,4,2,2,1,0,14,9,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,10,0,8,6,1,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114452219203272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509809082316643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492386735196593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651535443320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841330577219354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897421476713807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182251309319468,0.0,0.0,0.2213842567801152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184611185945234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664615091922365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135969707181551,0.0,0.0,0.2298736581850203,0.0,0.43240967301009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144776587780346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044496482853567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491540165748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934958976185972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alexz1993,2019/01/30,"am I suffering from SA? For the past few months (maybe 3), I have a neck pain. The neck pain gets worse when I'm in stressfull situations or just around a lot of people I guess. I used to have that few years back, and it stopped and now the neck pain is back. Before the neck pain, I didn't use to care talking a lot to people and etc... It was just normal. But with that neck pain, I get nervous more easily since my body is tense because of that neck pain. And since there is tension on the neck, I gets a bit shaky. So I get awkward like someone that drank too much coffee when I'm in stressfull situations and I feel like I can't really act normal because of that. Anyone experienced something similar? I drink 1 coffee per day, (used to drink 4-5, but I started drinking only 1) maybe quitting coffee would help? But at the same time I don't want to stop drinking coffee, because it gives me so much energy.",3.1769806949806965,4.430724308108112,4.233841698841701,88.24412162162163,73.48648648648648,7.015444015444014,24.56563706563707,7.447530270364453,0.9744285714285712,707,21,151,8,14,230,102,185,0.163,0.758,0.079,-0.8109,0,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,4,10,0,11,19,8,3,0,28,27,13,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,7,5,2,1,4,0,1,3,11,0,0,3,2,15,3,16,23,10,19,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,15,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421896097320462,0.0,0.0,0.08175999637002489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124363543893648,0.0,0.167960443902204,0.0,0.07815187173440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026908101460813,0.10201718606274443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364035102254564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592313214084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35988582036286515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242954146931507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643872493963743,0.0656128618074774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193730479105253,0.08810444869874043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011757339368934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156061857417504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973998062715549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561637546726716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845378505527424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733084345797807,0.0,0.13503076554009966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799738400376864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985095755388282,0.5863663898680176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767480868847538,0.12734514060797422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768663978210873,0.0,0.0,0.05883716073767724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194743037929653,0.20647140289832192,0.0,0.0,0.07781851811144469,0.07070544855288155,0.0,0.0,0.065007150484093,0.0,0.0,0.15357019898693194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382015425511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355455860007115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379693318943064,0.0,0.0,0.054171549609034086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359615473688128,0.06524283520006323,0.0,0.0,0.05914406492762792 socialanxiety,That-One-Person42,2019/01/30,"Social media anxiety Straight to the point, I would like to be able to add people in my classes on Instagram, snapchat etc but I keep getting all these thoughts in my head that prevent me from doing so. The main thought that is causing me problems is that if I request to follow them they will think I’m weird for doing it or they will be curious about why me of all people chose to add them. My anxiety is stopping me from following the people on social media that I want to and I would like to change that. Any help at all would be appreciated. Thanks. :)",3.4782929292929303,5.244369354545455,4.3021212121212145,85.98762626262628,73.63636363636364,7.070707070707071,27.676767676767675,7.793537801064563,1.6421919191919183,439,17,87,6,9,141,66,110,0.085,0.6990000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,1,3,21,23,5,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,16,3,17,13,5,10,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,66,23,1,0.1789852720445142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171612265677405,0.0,0.2738464864196405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386717815201287,0.1893426852229604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961589094956952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351241729858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369052636990654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997005500382757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909033366965195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488632605128984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37225755386458653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691989352346699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126473285761276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36490588940515417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496397018591676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647855910689006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146865352175973,0.0,0.2841886263088956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557015080034853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615063686419955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38143800576627657,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Unknown833790,2019/01/30,"[FREE] Non-fiction Self-Help Kindle Book Hi, I just published my new Amazon Kindle book on How to Influence People. 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(I'm in highschool) I used to think that i wasn't confident enough to talk to people, i realised i just have nothing to talk about. I don't really fit in, and i can't talk to any groups of friends because 'why would they want to talk to me?'. Im afraid that people are going to like me initially and then hate me when they get to know me. Not just girls. 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I work as a consultant for an IT company and manage a department, am considered well paid and colleagues say I am well respected in my industry, however I have this crippling condition when it comes to public speaking. Today for the first time since the condition arose, I was able to present to a room complelty free of symptoms. The secret? 120mg of propranolol. I took 80 about 2 hours before and 40 about 30 mins before the ""big moment"" (about 10 people - whoppie doo) and it went flawlessly, I can't believe I've never used this in all the years of suffering. I strongly recommend getting propranolol, I'm in the UK and my doctor prescribed it to me right away after reading another reddit post. This is frankly life changing for me,and I hope other sufferers try it too. 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Do you sleep well? Do you wake up on time? Do you stay up late? Do you wake up in the middle of the night? Etc I personally have a difficult time going to sleep early. I always end up staying up late. Even if I get in bed earlier, I still end up falling asleep late. I always have a lot on my mind. I also wake up feeling exhausted and groggy. I am often late to work. 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You really want to say hello to your co-workers but you end up avoiding eye contact and continue on your merry way without even a nod of acknowledgment. #FML.,4.195,6.232968500000003,5.806666666666668,74.80500000000002,72.33333333333334,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.4416777777777767,150,7,26,4,3,51,32,36,0.077,0.772,0.151,0.4491,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169298451727941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36693696393712816,0.0,0.0,0.27363388584177023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045499819703587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540405321964045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294591310892077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443583044315687,0.32884321478641537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993596786590637,0.0,0.30160722540824997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-Regolith-,2019/01/30,"How likely am I to get medication if I go to the doctors? (16yo male) I'm a 16yo male from the UK. I've had social anxiety for a loooong time. Things like ordering food at a restaurant, talking to strangers (especially girls), going to the barbers, walking alone in public all make me very anxious. It's not like I CAN'T do it, but I have that constant level of stress in the back of my mind where I can't concentrate on anything. I'll fumble my words, be awkward, not know what to say, and my voice will come out really monotonous as if I'm disinterested. I'm at the age now where work experience, volunteering and getting a part-time job are becoming increasingly important, and my anxiety has really hindered me in that. If I go to the doctors what are they likely to do/say for someone my age? Is medication on the cards? Will it affect my libido/erections like some people have said? I'm scared I won't be taken seriously and that I'll be wasting NHS time. Sorry for the long read.",3.0728325791855187,5.048736856410258,4.979939668174963,79.78927601809957,75.30769230769229,8.075414781297134,27.880844645550518,8.841846274778883,2.3260618401206634,777,32,151,17,17,266,116,195,0.116,0.828,0.057,-0.8815,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,3,12,0,17,5,0,3,1,20,31,10,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,3,4,3,0,3,9,6,1,0,1,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,3,3,16,5,22,22,3,26,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,4,13,93,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651316976923046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643785901695226,0.15981310389367914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641212649555187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877643734687167,0.0,0.0,0.15623494502807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185798555900924,0.0,0.15287141927724665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958707528874583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837811425011098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105781350390686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781732390453506,0.0,0.2411903200059675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038035728148845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774445265918414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34555876977619515,0.0,0.0,0.12519044421595224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442775717752218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28501850022469183,0.0,0.0,0.14283746407566847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319081581919824,0.0,0.09807274264588396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150144103816198,0.0,0.18124984417911572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456385903992085,0.2249943640607776,0.1416293007049952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420387582497726,0.11986127563865402,0.0,0.0,0.15835642485108414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204557079293458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137027287539542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398183705683176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497661137357292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672192147659068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029868646416274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ayhayhay,2019/01/30,"Dance in front of people or be left out. One of my childhood best friends is getting married next month and all of our friends are doing a choreographed dance at the wedding, I am not a part of it because of me being socially anxious, but now I feel left out because I'm the only one not involved which is also making me anxious.",13.69590909090909,6.554749803030305,12.29818181818182,65.66727272727273,58.54545454545455,13.806060606060607,52.6969696969697,7.1686216300943375,5.062751515151515,261,13,49,1,2,84,48,66,0.06,0.84,0.1,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,9,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570118086907526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468163696354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526196011241865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744809920403804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476870534288707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201710119724812,0.0,0.10825567969458708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502560939999629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831046003633496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538847247896302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203640931705975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808139533945128,0.15758818527842205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243820338702102,0.0,0.14364935224370892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121866070459688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway203012,2019/01/30,"If I still get anxiety towards my family, the people who fucking raised me If at the smallest change of tone or expression around my family and I think they hate me now, then what hope do I have to ever be comfortable with say, a friend or SO...not that I have those so I guess it doesn't matter. Fuck this disease",1.2454910714285743,3.5637645312500013,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,83.375,6.7821428571428575,20.080357142857142,7.957251820313856,0.9271232142857142,246,7,52,5,7,81,52,64,0.096,0.7240000000000001,0.181,0.7767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,12,12,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,11,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,6,4,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836046665605785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919130720896124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26047204046909395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272344516537526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642356069162411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902318300360084,0.4552597105195161,0.12864172763937348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27124317959955624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430949409347844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445557042402199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070052027793614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580697943492256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663457542374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777021334244656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,M3nriq,2019/01/30,Alone I have been playing floorball with some of the people from my major in university and the only thing it does (beside that it keeps me somewhat in shape) is show how alone I really am.,6.914594594594593,6.437117351351353,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,64.67567567567568,9.562162162162162,29.31081081081081,8.841846274778883,2.191713513513513,150,4,28,2,2,49,32,37,0.106,0.847,0.048,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7437141194135424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314198239460458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191311635042396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306602590003426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489130620484073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300101562027329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853015840719186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stoner_sandwich,2019/01/30,"About having unexpected ""good"" phases. I don't know how many of you experience this, but every once in a while I'll have a period where I am smooth as all fuck. Like I'll walk into a party or social setting and the usual weight that's on my chest just isn't there, so I handle myself much better than usual. I've been on a self improvement routine for a while now, trying to make this happen more often, but it seems to be completely random. The problem with this is that they don't last long enough, so I'll make a good impression, meet some cool people and then embarrass myself later on. Like all that good social energy disappears and all of a sudden I'm stumbling over my words again and have this overpowering urge to just leave and go home. This has killed so many potentially good nights and I still can't explain how or why it happens to me. 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It makes me feel so sad, empty, envious, jealous, depressed and the list goes on. I find myself comparing my life to others. My life is so boring, tis the reason I am on social media. Yet I can't even be social on social media. But when I do and I try to use it and post something I usually get ignored because, guess what, Bing Bing Bing I have no friends!!! I'm basically posting to a wall and hoping to get some kind of feedback from this wall that can't even respond and isn't even alive. No one likes me because no one knows me and no one knows me because I don't want to know them and I don't want to know them because I don't care to yet I get sad and feel left out. It's all on me. I'm the problem and it hurts my soul so much. If I got off social media then what the heck would happen to me?!? I would be even more bored and just stare at the wall instead of posting to the wall?? Maybe I literally should just have a wall in my house that I actually just stick pictures and notes and my thoughts to just for myself since I'm my only friend, and my wall ... Sad, sad, sad. 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Thanks ",0.665416666666669,2.905966375000002,1.9775000000000027,90.38416666666667,104.0,4.633333333333333,20.95833333333333,6.42735559955562,0.8001708333333329,132,5,24,2,6,42,26,32,0.098,0.685,0.218,0.6387,0,0,4,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613007772121728,0.0,0.1814535746462689,0.2679629073077493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183552913050987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6970825845319382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645351959235609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379259887874913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25115532439854404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158815270323785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417904969595856,0.0,0.1826043484867398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183773466702823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NGBSG,2019/01/30,Always face your fears HEAD FIRST No matter how hard if feels force your self to engage and interact with people! I know your pain and suffering but some of my best day are after group interactions. You won't feel better then and there but a day after you get a sense of accomplishment!,2.1949350649350627,5.022010000000002,2.9215584415584424,88.1109090909091,85.36363636363636,6.051948051948052,15.129870129870133,7.447530270364453,0.17325974025973995,230,4,44,4,7,72,45,55,0.199,0.665,0.135,-0.26,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,4,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,13,6,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,7,3,6,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364487049513621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821446954032765,0.2513215526195538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665268578200032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197655214439881,0.2873655277063536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417112795130575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846489904037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455673589269073,0.0,0.29163608684292125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617008900052004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023724403729791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700478199615284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964468977702516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,andreib95,2019/01/30,"Does anyone else's anxiety impact their language/cognitive skills? It happens very often to me during social interactions that I can't explain simple stuff or just can't find the right words, does this also happen to others? 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We tend to imagine the worst-case scenarios, and even predict that things will go wrong. This can lead us to “withdraw” from social situations. If we engage in the situations that scare us, we might be out of our comfort zone. However we may find relief after the “worst-case scenarios” we’ve feared do not happen. Do you think that engaging these uncomfortable situations frequently will help us make progress and be less fearful overall?",8.599722222222223,11.7317180462963,7.336296296296298,63.83833333333334,62.98148148148147,10.725925925925926,35.14814814814815,10.746095033038511,4.7295481481481465,551,25,75,16,9,167,79,108,0.193,0.6759999999999999,0.131,-0.8453,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,11,1,0,2,2,9,0,4,5,0,11,1,0,2,0,18,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,4,10,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,5,3,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244610584149012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343750868698313,0.12167037838193875,0.13644936246290126,0.0,0.0,0.08590451529879102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416905252247863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790855233552618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102634577274213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381920313134043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993011123840514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526822461895903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495704076846957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912606721100286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254892678584827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242576954354737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631115163016811,0.0,0.2289389502042979,0.0,0.08644931949554986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746030680207823,0.07195338781209078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40522715481942817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288741263935824,0.0,0.1227757359666139,0.13644936246290126,0.0 socialanxiety,kmark10,2019/01/30,"Help with social anxiety and the gym Newbie to this sub but it seems pretty awesome so far. I need help! My situation: I'm ok with going to the gym but I mainly stick to cardio machines and really want to start going to the free weight section. The other day, I wanted to just walk through the free weight section but made eye contact with some dudes and chickened out. Background info: I used to do the machine weights but they feel awkward so I'm not a huge fan. One day as I was doing the machine weights, had a guy with a huge attitude (literally, not just subjective) said I shouldn't do it this way I should do it this way and he started adjusting the arm rests and moving my arms. I internally freaked out and out loud I said that it had felt better as it was because I had a recent surgery. He kept insisting his way was better and overall it was a terrible experience. Also I have no friends to go to the gym with. None are interested in the least. Tl;dr scared to go to free weight section because someone clearly gave a fuck and confronted me in a negative way about what I was doing in the machine weight section. Scared of feeling stupid (again). 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Is this social anxiety?",3.5584615384615397,6.78508061538462,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,89.0,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,120,4,20,2,4,35,23,26,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002343380157737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7998241928491323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,austingarcia_,2019/01/30,"Joining a friend group that has my ex’s friend in it... Joining a group at my University, and just found out my ex’s friend is in there already. Is it a bad idea that I should just avoid doing? If not, are there any tips/anything I can do to make everything less awkward? Also what should I do if her friend was already bad mouthing me to the group?",2.2979166666666693,3.8646951805555614,3.0205555555555565,94.78000000000002,76.3611111111111,5.911111111111111,24.5,6.42735559955562,0.4743166666666663,271,9,62,2,6,85,46,72,0.133,0.698,0.16899999999999998,0.5904,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,0,11,1,1,1,0,13,13,4,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,4,6,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,0,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630367716562079,0.16777616446110186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426704972724863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726466803443037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35034676153144445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855379075992373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003374718591246,0.6483606704386212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368375058880724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004244488807727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AverageRedditer23,2019/01/30,I have to do something :( I’m going to a uni open day today. Probably gonna have to interact with people. 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And have 0 friends, life is on a steady downward trajectory and the only things occupying my mind are anxiety, hatred and suicidal ideation. How did my life come to this :')",4.877549019607844,7.356135970588234,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,71.64705882352942,9.239215686274509,31.92156862745098,9.725611199111238,3.4661098039215688,149,7,26,4,3,48,30,34,0.224,0.625,0.15,-0.5307,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517042109686697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342701452207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420489516927863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648019976327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322227576564217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502393197424211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990135770783577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859044669188976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118784505179976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578861208204192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,onedaythrowaway99,2019/01/30,"Had someone who cared about me, but the attraction wasn't there Cutting a long story short, I am 30 and last year I had my first relationship. It lasted for a few months because I realised I didn't have a strong attraction to her and didn't want to string her along, but she is perhaps the only person who has really wanted to spend time with me. She wanted to remain friends afterwards (once her anger had calmed down...) and I was happy with that, but in the end she said she had to cut me loose. That was a few weeks ago. &#x200B; Now I'm back to being completely alone. I haven't had any friends for around 10 years. One by one they stopped talking to me once they got partners and careers. Some of them have children of their own now. &#x200B; I worry that this is it now for the rest of my life. I'm an introvert with social anxiety. I go to my running club twice a week but cold approaching people and being reciprocated is hard.",4.400810366104487,5.410185839572197,4.8488770053475925,85.91910736322502,70.28342245989305,7.892883587001232,27.218839983545863,8.139509932561175,1.5714980666392442,740,24,152,10,13,235,111,187,0.13699999999999998,0.726,0.13699999999999998,0.4366,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,2,7,11,3,0,10,0,20,1,0,0,0,19,29,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,8,10,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,4,12,3,26,8,23,15,5,25,0,0,0,0,22,4,0,1,18,110,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722825906872618,0.0,0.0,0.13696715885791014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865773610102118,0.3213871669190828,0.08993193714338772,0.0,0.10116796553352113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772713779401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168914915671574,0.0,0.0806160437097286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348337939989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865760337693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713086251099747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248853293567083,0.0,0.0,0.20434614084497008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515855156520619,0.0,0.1057693508629218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077851744948405,0.11846660125728607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559657431423745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340938774019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703370753241152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105557638972717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816757307664782,0.179226867910578,0.1005791789394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916828496903544,0.11547226318302335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847202891035466,0.0,0.0,0.1419829052982062,0.0,0.0,0.12579640101080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480832609898255,0.11205175894542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056372786128163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062944698852004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711381090667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400666958724836,0.0,0.21215981685453253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430241491643882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213871669190828,0.17032440779280816 socialanxiety,Uncreativitype,2019/01/30,"I can’t tell why people stare at me? I’m at university and haven’t made a lot of friends so always feel self conscious walking around there. I’m also a ginger, which is pretty rare there. People almost *always* look at me when they’re passing or when I come in and I can’t tell what it is. Part of me wonders if I look good (I’m a trans guy who passes now but not very used to getting/interpreting attention) or if they think I’m really ugly/weird looking. I literally have no clue. I know most of them don’t care less but I just wish I knew what the average person thought looking at me",0.887779156327543,3.0044905322580675,3.0703225806451613,90.0389454094293,83.19354838709677,5.750868486352358,20.828784119106697,7.010146845296331,0.483379156327544,462,14,100,6,13,157,81,124,0.025,0.8540000000000001,0.121,0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,26,26,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,6,14,3,10,23,4,13,0,0,5,0,9,6,0,8,3,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254288695072233,0.0,0.0,0.12980952462940445,0.2701312294953934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445017510874267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549896399163733,0.0,0.0,0.13982676236766606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207531029814451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254102313763888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614870536092985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072514202312668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892083933400974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452412483284546,0.0,0.0,0.13800108248819318,0.0,0.1535938056261782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577982847982745,0.0,0.22506845189970304,0.14173405167778266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514069473338971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103988174328293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933813401779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837546514227013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400992807477703,0.0,0.12886621139079682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019482505929332,0.0,0.13393335120824987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464711245675062,0.0,0.1866632668100639,0.0,0.17603220677214276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mut8ed_Sandwich,2019/01/30,"An anime that kinda reflects how i feel I watched this anime a couple yrs back: *NHK ni Youkoso (Welcome to the NHK)*, and felt i could relate quite strongly to the protagonist. Found it on youtube, incase any of you guys wanna check it out: https://youtu.be/ktq3CtCOgKo",2.7268557919621728,5.430737382978727,2.263687943262415,88.13444444444447,100.70212765957449,3.791016548463357,22.243498817966906,5.82211442006289,0.5941130023640664,215,8,35,2,9,63,40,47,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986822588361074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825346378438445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336674475168045,0.4065595556608694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857860468116136,0.0,0.3527949758285918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028732316880171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638181646982689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390812078820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anon_acc34,2019/01/30,"How to get over fear of loneliness? So, I just moved to a new public school, which is actually considered to be one of the worst in the area. So far, I haven't had any bad experiences, but judging by the people I have interacted with so far, there is basically nobody that I would consider being friends with. Due to this, I have decided to try and go it solo considering that I really only have 2 years left and I'm just here for my academics. But I also have a fear of loneliness out in the schoolyard and in the classroom. How can I get over this? I should note that I'm not a super awkward person, I actually have many friends outside of school from JROTC.",5.30318181818182,5.479988257575759,6.667727272727273,76.64659090909092,67.93939393939394,10.236363636363636,30.893939393939394,10.125756701596842,2.908648484848485,518,19,105,12,8,177,80,132,0.141,0.772,0.087,-0.8041,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,3,8,0,14,0,0,2,0,16,19,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,11,3,20,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,78,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.3696864847372296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147635744611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288097585928133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581549186390274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528574535242345,0.0,0.4262925898928722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29268553427961985,0.0,0.19792467316145995,0.0,0.10764979817863883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580165053537186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203866534651287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013198304945467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293969741738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835356560872774,0.14405983202606432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131317595404249,0.16539123716479026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134510090605292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833993495846508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286014130287374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455609212765687,0.0,0.0,0.12197805666787315 socialanxiety,vospit,2019/01/30,"People who talk without thinking, how do you prepare for a meeting? Surely I can't be the only one. I get nervous in social situations, and notice I say things to make the meeting go faster. Now that's not very productive. Especially in a meeting with a potential client who I can do development work for. Do you guys have tips tricks, books? Even on how to prepare for a meeting, going home with what you like.",3.5298191681736,5.692370227848103,4.793707052441231,80.79518987341773,74.56962025316456,7.0459312839059685,29.00723327305606,7.957251820313856,2.0929840867992766,324,14,59,5,7,107,57,79,0.048,0.8740000000000001,0.077,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,10,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,3,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083587923192142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351339445668035,0.0,0.2939935002006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561041553279157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259447029339914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263633203633624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726508770005323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944747283201107,0.0,0.0,0.17526792736721628,0.1967149728667977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793153362292289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568885376702126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290733426149398,0.0,0.2636610925879822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377455489641825,0.0,0.0,0.20789306474597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183556059134714,0.16573246997955796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341333004695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493293607391523,0.0,0.18830027347239228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DCBEWI,2019/01/30,"People who obsess about the opinions of others, do you only care about them only in the moment or all the time? Much of my social anxiety comes from the fact that I just can't stop to obsess about the thought what people might think about me. I have ADHD though, and me obsessing about this thought isn't really much different than me obsessing about any other thought which hinders me to concentrate about the task at hand. It's not like I actively care about what people might think, but when I once start to obsess about this thought, there is almost always this thought in the back of my head which says ""what do you think they think about you"". Thus there are also moments where I simply don't care about other people's opinions, however it's usually enough to just remember that I did care in the past to start obsessing about it again. There are times, that I can seem to be one of the most confident people in the room, but then there are times that I can't even open my mouth. As a side note, this got especially worse after I got interested into psychology and how people react to certain behaviors. Before that, I had similar issues, but I was too socially oblivious to care about it, which made me in a way much more confident than now. _____ Is that similar to most people who have social anxiety? Or do people with social anxiety usually care about the opinions all the time?",8.420209790209789,7.3307144242424265,8.018636363636364,73.74314685314688,61.95454545454545,11.759440559440561,33.18648018648018,10.891193690592663,3.423097668997669,1104,34,204,24,13,351,124,264,0.083,0.7759999999999999,0.141,0.9732,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,0,30,15,0,6,14,0,21,3,3,4,4,42,43,13,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,25,6,0,1,11,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,11,2,24,9,40,29,9,31,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,11,19,159,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498192751872657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913981655252299,0.0,0.0,0.06320240866064936,0.06576152407657825,0.0,0.0,0.05374493511278424,0.0,0.18137936029629695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077125542606821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725099285978575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834745301614412,0.0,0.0,0.06807965903955628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257233329495381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166188910699228,0.0,0.052200342257985095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641931397486866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111033448233462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248958852457898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861137719710582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478263631766753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768237610632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429434857394194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841672288719488,0.053554591907452334,0.12021583471908473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544563939721716,0.4383304942898626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050630360973395495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952862421542837,0.0,0.0,0.0628499622770396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194838704818059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32225547314970016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187948070899403,0.0,0.0,0.06607486248470097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025638102508769,0.07764921053747523,0.3137156144020669,0.18433837389139168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408667104803655,0.0,0.0,0.06273246571147673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805410567171627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eclipseOD,2019/01/30,"Almost broke down when I heard this Joy Division song Don't know if there are any Joy Division fans around. Today when I listened to Closer as usual these lines from the song ""Isolation"" hit me like a truck: ""Mother I tried please believe me, I am doing the best that I can. I am ashamed of the things I've been put through, I am ashamed of the person I am."" They are so on point when it comes to social anxiety. This incurable feeling of shame has been eating me from inside. I lost majority of my friends, alienated my own family and was on the verge of dropping out of college. Things are better nowadays but I am still struggling a lot. Knowing Ian Curtis I just sympathize with him so much more. Really, the worst type of hatred is when you hate yourself.",4.296394348894348,5.718189020270271,4.885651105651106,83.99890663390666,70.95945945945945,8.084520884520883,27.64373464373465,8.575989854853784,1.959397297297298,597,21,116,10,11,191,102,148,0.195,0.703,0.102,-0.9594,0,1,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,10,14,1,4,8,0,16,1,0,0,0,13,25,10,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,5,19,6,19,19,7,18,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,3,8,87,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717191808419665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390215450481133,0.0,0.1506317886849054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528719935355164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184451053449625,0.2066396530451851,0.17414647423423868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961622530978046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014829759151444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856245131540904,0.0,0.0995610860766052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212831721982406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440292553596905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642768076844865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619783862871567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494507135574945,0.16740159254179884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474783371423805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192985403061878,0.0,0.21614256432294784,0.1861388735798792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979439139919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614238724946086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071985418328303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572485901060098,0.0,0.0,0.20584786226346508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616298698215286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664291977081898,0.0,0.0,0.13368557215719998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168630427684487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AoiSnowstorm,2019/01/30,"When I say that I don't have friends, I don't have friends University - isn't it fun? Meeting new people, failing miserably, losing contact infos, avoiding them in the hallways, never seeing them again. No matter how much I try, nobody stays. I can't connect with people, even though I try my best to be nice and caring. I don't think I'm mean or arrogant. But none of the friendships I made here really lasted. I try my best to stay in touch with them, but I feel like a desperate fool no matter how hard I try to play it 'cool'. I find it extremely difficult to express my feelings, especially shock or happiness. So I hide behind this persona of a friendly university nerd. The only time I feel like myself is when I'm drawing, singing or learning something new. I've gotten used to loneliness now - I know I'm only running away from that feeling and distracting myself. I don't know if that's healthy or not, but before University, I've felt so lonely that I started feeling extremely depressed and considered suicide. I do not want to go back to those awful times in my life, so I decided to distract myself instead. And there's really nothing I can do about it. I've been actively searching for friends, but I just suck at being a decent human being. I had friends in highschool, but we all drifted apart. I have one friend I still talk to, but she's depressed and I feel like talking to her about my problems will make her feel worse. I know there's probably nothing I can do about this, but typing things out might make me feel a little bit better. So thank you for taking your time to read about a University student whining about their issues.",5.822125,6.383881962500002,6.395624999999999,77.70687500000003,66.875,8.9,33.5,8.841846274778883,2.8472625000000003,1308,56,238,20,20,427,173,320,0.263,0.589,0.14800000000000002,-0.9913,0,3,1,0,0,1,38.0,1,2,4,5,24,35,1,4,8,2,22,1,0,6,2,56,52,26,1,3,15,0,11,3,6,2,1,1,0,1,12,9,0,1,18,3,0,3,12,16,0,1,5,14,46,19,31,42,6,28,0,7,1,0,23,9,1,6,17,166,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615147151749343,0.07050861392478959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802659758079313,0.0,0.19245872603996894,0.08109771789092445,0.10010835390751377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349024949000083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795537284208858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060564386126394636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709142849803213,0.19652306147348048,0.08804260226334441,0.0,0.08380854219582788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250649141430188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211298687621615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761216627402952,0.08214166329741912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570686847452203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511812777943902,0.07474453148586427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647676424843962,0.13439419683573067,0.09190354655074187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025844417900831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867650338212128,0.12241567083838985,0.0,0.0,0.09988389640772108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097275034356134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674071584595526,0.0,0.07072165821119056,0.17712126194292946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596969484833078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135626756896864,0.13947797883106294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714101171953393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886386702689798,0.08774075038103903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172087925757087,0.0,0.1174856945020279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292039129865452,0.0,0.0,0.07306989187554007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059211070150484,0.0,0.0,0.06490294676414236,0.1954716094809244,0.07322859595773283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030061223654817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894402916399943,0.14740364732377753,0.0,0.08442141689724827,0.0,0.0,0.06091879111513489,0.05875513592725145,0.090090918296268,0.0,0.16040613870537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902243618917616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791959590312761,0.0,0.0,0.0540847149001949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344612404911802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vodkaroses,2019/01/30,Do you hide in your bedroom whenever there is someone in your home? I always do and now my sister's boyfriend basically lives in my house. I know I sound stupid but whenever he is in my home I just hide in my bedroom even more than I do when I'm just in my bedroom in general. I'm skipping dinner to avoid him... I need to toughen up ,0.8893158953722349,2.8139889577464783,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,81.95774647887325,6.310663983903421,25.635814889336014,7.447530270364453,1.2491955734406432,260,11,58,4,7,89,42,71,0.11,0.872,0.018000000000000002,-0.6187,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,0,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799511626788005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222031366452225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749682853327829,0.0,0.0,0.3882150907526848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490267476973754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970891902279105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947146050000374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507076336438497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,puncakeking89,2019/01/30,"I can have conversations online but not in real life. As the title says I can easily have conversations online by text. But the second I speak it all goes down the drain. I stutter, can’t make eye contact, tear up for some reason. This is usually with my family and meeting people. It’s that “hi nice to see you, oh you’re so much taller” then there’s me “ huh? Oh yea I guess so” while staring at the ground and giving a reluctant hug. It’s this stuff that’s so awkward. It feels unnatural. Then there’s the basic questions like “what’s up?” How am I supposed to answer that? I know you don’t really care aunt Peggy so I can’t tell what’s actually happening and a short response like nothing much, is considered rude! I don’t understand. If somebody can try to help me get better at these boring and awkward interactions with people thank you ",1.3015796977473642,3.892417766467069,3.2683147989734813,85.79447105788425,86.90419161676647,6.294724836042201,20.527231251782148,7.62386473244151,1.0659554605075563,665,21,129,13,21,223,107,167,0.095,0.703,0.202,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,7,12,1,2,7,2,12,3,1,3,1,22,23,16,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,13,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,6,15,7,14,23,4,13,0,0,3,1,16,9,0,4,6,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.19239180191880856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436482240907672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100948797633847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585725271330691,0.0,0.09968591766751342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300372365733323,0.18912605439835897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171850303016124,0.0,0.17434076230576548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321467538724013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834952096371354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925420805102734,0.19263690663150052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160041528253985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898586426244109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917255250558848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336058900207066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085523343424476,0.0,0.0,0.22440200910690156,0.12630054698336726,0.20270497512919453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678309340210386,0.0,0.0,0.15710452836003655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569174209723844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723194387980087,0.18151096908312184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338531896803859,0.0,0.0,0.20524206699066885,0.0,0.0,0.2171349497926163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,prodiggaawesome,2019/01/30,Why do some mean people call me ugly when they are ugly AF as well. I'm not the best looking guy. I'm actually really grateful for how i look besides some asymetry problems but what i don't get is how can people be so cruel. To randomly just call somebody ugly and not even as a joke. Since i know everybody struggles with body image i would NEVER call somebody that unless i was REALLY mad or they pissed me off. So far in middle school the pretty kids were nicer than the ugly ones. They were relatable and gave me advise. Good thing in high school was when my looks improved and i wasnt the ugly duckling anymore. ,2.9243237250554337,4.976975756097564,4.120502586844052,85.43667405764968,75.99186991869921,6.423946784922395,23.376940133037692,7.348242739294969,1.0477707317073168,490,15,93,6,11,160,85,123,0.28600000000000003,0.589,0.124,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,9,9,3,1,5,0,12,2,2,2,1,20,21,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,6,3,13,4,10,13,3,9,0,0,3,0,10,6,1,4,3,64,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.154274777194361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678457023944778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659075749216294,0.0,0.0,0.17560433394845454,0.0,0.0,0.4842881647708971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441813302620084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259643269067535,0.0,0.0,0.13259988868576142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653572235425509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703265074632445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688311060596447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982718490247911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722083001140386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193013067974125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071270849972413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920187628270701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083618041821407,0.0,0.15127248753064193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025552913487217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199946531757984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077515826855246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652718591405361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502915725390784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214350081981636,0.0,0.14265324640320154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230386822441316,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wppf,2019/01/31,"Tips on how not to be too sensitive? A lot of my anxiety comes from me being way too sensitive and taking everything personally/assuming someone's bad attitude is my problem or my fault. Does anyone have any experience with this and/or any tips on how to manage it so it doesn't get in the way of my life? 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First post ever but just wanted to share a huge accomplishment in my life. Finally went to the gym after years living in fear and letting it rule something that I wanted to do for myself. Going to go again this week. I can barely believe it, I’m so excited!",3.336190476190473,4.903748333333336,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,73.60317460317461,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.5137834920634925,247,7,46,4,5,85,46,63,0.062,0.763,0.175,0.7819,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,11,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530512860335026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316676868976885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527414359089037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920844183618159,0.0,0.1910476638745728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829421183297156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967234600889616,0.15864412883688736,0.0,0.0,0.19832904852239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252530856570195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510811359961424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291078500650095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649539847247021,0.0,0.18016341897398186,0.0,0.0,0.20820973994869968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463732151367314 socialanxiety,-CheezyGorditaCrunch,2019/01/31,"Work on Yourself I had crippling social anxiety for years. Basically from 14-22 I was so fearful that it almost made life not worth it. It sucks having a panic attack every time you even think about being forced to socialize. Yes not everyone is the same there are other with more complicated underlying issues. But for most of you are more normal than you think. No you don’t always need a pill from a psychiatrist to fix you. The advice no one want to hear is the only advice that truly works. You have to face your fear. Exposure Therapy. Gradually work your way up. You don’t have to have a friend just go in public and passively say hi how are you to a stranger at the grocery store. It’s going to be scary as fuck but that’s okay. Then work your way up. Take a part time job in customer service eventually. I became a server. I was horrified in the beginning everyday at work. But now I can talk to hundred of people a day and not even notice it. Yes I still have a little social and general anxiety. But I control it. It doesn’t control me anymore. There’s no self help book and no psychiatrist that can truly fix you. Take some responsibility for yourself.",1.9805364372469607,4.576711311403511,3.9256140350877216,82.53686234817816,82.81578947368422,6.8410256410256425,22.365721997300945,8.012643519586192,1.4716539811066127,921,31,174,19,26,311,133,228,0.154,0.76,0.086,-0.8818,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,12,0,7,10,8,3,3,14,3,20,4,1,4,0,27,33,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,12,5,0,2,2,1,2,2,10,6,0,1,4,2,20,2,28,27,6,23,0,0,0,1,23,10,2,3,9,126,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252454570984224,0.0,0.0,0.11540803316105533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095898733178316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633462850661366,0.0,0.11429882003247165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111556482218364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585293954693351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432787874223579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522454585506851,0.0,0.09710461525557357,0.11012803729408402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938064179196896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904325752384194,0.1065484352338558,0.0,0.0,0.1310005118661254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129897158840334,0.0,0.07725085451197045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029293954160575,0.11436963137266175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140575724407766,0.0,0.11551258488653372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090540431856153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545775197777497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292229719849164,0.0,0.1312149422189602,0.0,0.0,0.07809760482171604,0.08765419004058693,0.0,0.1352231590708983,0.0,0.12480647203217644,0.0,0.07990108902219446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165286004707604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023276658105088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524540991345637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204023918727662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331002600273104,0.0926350340281568,0.0,0.0,0.1318004816471469,0.0,0.0,0.14769740409461213,0.0,0.0,0.13440850695423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797849980167392,0.182963034247116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195234281129139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421838280370051 socialanxiety,mermaidshowers,2019/01/31,"Meeting best friends boyfriend tomorrow for dinner. So I've had social anxiety from about 16 forward. I'm 25 now. It was very bad and was borderline agoraphobic but with therapy and medication I was able to overcome a lot. However I still have extreme anxiety meeting new people. Usually it goes well and I end up feeling stupid but this situation is a bit different. So I'm in the process of buying a car but currently don't have transportation. My friend offered to pick me and take me out to dinner with her and her boyfriend. I've been dreading it all week. It's the fact of meeting her new boyfriend. Driving together to the restaurant and then having to drop me back home that freaks me out. I have no escape plan. If I could have my boyfriend and it would be a double date I would be way more relaxed. But my boyfriend can't attend as he lives in another country. I'm so nervous tomorrow. I want to cancel so bad until I have my car next week but I don't want to make a bad impression. He is in residency so it's hard for him to get off. Anyways sorry for the ramble, I guess I'm looking for advice on how to handle this. Or reassurance? It's just driving me mad. 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I’ve tried guided meditation and breathing exercises but I’m not sure it’s working. I also have adhd and my heart feels like it’s sinking once I get anxious and running thoughts.",4.746949152542372,7.005056237288137,5.812000000000001,74.41054237288138,71.37288135593221,8.109830508474579,35.52881355932203,8.841846274778883,3.543044745762712,254,14,41,5,5,84,46,59,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.1388,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,13,8,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30666919921732205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406231542043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904143635861593,0.28827364830148605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099862126057744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630728797022391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290234896561371,0.18229614201790592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663545232480873,0.0,0.1450210939927668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302382062701747,0.17103755204637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466498032880895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717516621613372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404981920658475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025794143452899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324619202253086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576949245115976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whereisit96,2019/01/31,"I have such bad SA that I can’t even leave my room because it faces the living room couch where my roommate sits ALL DAY watching TV She’s nice. But after interacting with her once I just don’t want to do it again. I feel paralyzed by the eye contact and awkward interaction we would have to have because no, I don’t want to watch tv with her. I should have made my lunch and gone to sleep an hour ago but I can’t freaking leave my room",2.685437788018433,3.7845469139784953,3.5484178187404005,93.28548387096777,74.48387096774194,6.604608294930878,24.038402457757297,6.868970318607317,0.5171241167434713,345,10,81,3,7,110,60,93,0.129,0.823,0.048,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,11,4,3,1,1,15,16,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,4,15,1,8,12,1,11,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270791379393277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138911455506473,0.3123175564511648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520837708467925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919778655931889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952718593343462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227572555836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424938196066229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262026930316949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423941298217128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728125565840883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563548779980325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30219125902496924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819757294535444,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wuthowell,2019/01/31,"I have no friends ive never talked abt this but im tired of living in a world where i can barely talk to people. I get so anxious because i feel like i cant express myself or being myself, its hard to explain since my main language isnt english. Anyways i need friends, i literally have no one, i talk to no one but myself. I would sit in silence until someone talk to me because im so shy to start a converstation, plus im so socially awkward so i avoid conversations. I think my only friend is reddit even though i never post just look at memes or read people s problems. The thing is i want to be able to make friends and keep conversations alive but i cant and i people get bored of me so easily it really sucks. I want a change or friends. In school break times(thats how you say it?) im alone and im tired of that. I need to sleep for three years",0.5493333333333332,2.7325008222222245,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,85.22222222222223,5.155555555555557,21.222222222222214,6.508806274219699,0.2970222222222221,668,22,147,7,20,224,103,180,0.209,0.629,0.162,-0.809,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,11,11,1,2,4,0,12,3,1,2,2,26,26,18,0,6,7,0,2,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,0,4,26,6,18,23,1,14,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,3,6,94,32,2,0.10205440606741499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569758668733813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529243022440035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442283740789112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796002968799012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740597270950081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051601774099489024,0.0729076880859958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942349048539244,0.0,0.10663843005989726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914207023081808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511813558840741,0.0,0.0,0.09071064522943148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049858627837372674,0.0,0.0901159102809211,0.0,0.08569999803766923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812210851544999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134409794460876,0.15742129882751724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830941348013778,0.07761697456193334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212255025957168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773991056913847,0.0,0.0,0.0976522838579213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208202343906568,0.0,0.0653786657792041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811577598687341,0.0,0.10328450736493136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442045930009888,0.0,0.10212810853896524,0.10403161497132307,0.08647036708185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223463388566168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32810986337917364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780041265229625,0.0653923426316925,0.1002679358027138,0.0,0.0,0.2345930539297688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038866567409527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249652198633641,0.0,0.0,0.06571969152227969 socialanxiety,jsn913,2019/01/31,"i wanna cry when i talk to someone since its extremely rare for me to have a conversation especially about something im interested in, the very few moments that opportunity came my way and i communicated i had to stop cause i would cry, would blush, stutter because of being nervous but most of all desperate to have an interesting conversation. since its so rare and i always keep to myself.. the chance i get to talk i get overwhelmed and need to let others continue the conversation. im just tired of talking to myself its time consuming ",5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,69.4,9.8,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.7112,436,20,74,12,8,148,65,100,0.153,0.74,0.107,-0.5921,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,15,12,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,3,15,6,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720847042745436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784648777757858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234502868116894,0.0,0.1817416953663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886683283702057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848628496772328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821997607446365,0.0,0.0,0.15725126826936842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090882498470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118113803886566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269385658643604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990054206921044,0.13619875220631916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790988464243224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42659567698117146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316127265403828,0.20333917350238045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597441256547294,0.0,0.14042786345364347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135241842091355,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OruenMercury,2019/01/31,How is the realization that nobody is interested in having you in their group? It's like realizing that you're a triangle trying to fit into a square shaped hole. ,6.3754838709677415,7.32712412903226,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,65.7741935483871,11.361290322580645,28.403225806451612,11.20814326018867,3.4607935483870964,132,4,23,4,2,46,26,31,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840816813173879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8116948869799867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DjFortune98,2019/01/31,"Is it too late to be friends with my roommates? So, I just moved into a dorm for the first time this semester. This is my first time living away from home, but I’m not far from home at all. Even so, nobody I know goes to this school and I am not familiar with this area. I’ve been living here for 3 weeks now. At the beginning I was definitely extremely anxious and stressed about living away from home. We are all first-time-dormers, which is a small comfort to me. However, for the first time in my life I experienced a loss of appetite due to stress for the first week living here. I had a few crying fits, thinking about the relative permanence of my move, those have stopped now though. Anyway, when I get so stressed or whenever I’m not comfortable in a social situation, and living with roommates puts you constantly in a social situation, I stay quiet, listen, and am careful with what I say; I don’t want to say something that might give someone a negative impression of me. Through experience, I know that this can result in people thinking that I don’t like them, or that I’m distant. It certainly didn’t seem to me that my roommates had any issues with me, we chat and laugh, and play games and all that. However, my two roommates will go out together without me, I don’t even get invited. They didn’t know each other beforehand, so that’s not why. I really don’t know what I could’ve done differently, or what I can do to be friends with them, get to hang out with them. Is it too late at this point, should I ‘wait out’ this semester and just try again next time with different roommates? I know that whenever they do hangout they go smoke. I also seem to have given them the impression that I don’t do drugs or smoke, I don’t know where that comes from because I’ve talked to them about drugs and my experiences. I think my quietness and ‘standoffishness’ maybe gave them that impression. And I do like to smoke, and I definitely want to hang out with them and make friends with the people I’m living with. What do I do? Seems like this standoffishness I get when I’m uncomfortable is the source of my difficulty making friends. How can I fix that?",4.820321242680546,5.8197498561320735,5.335182173064414,82.85301886792453,69.3066037735849,9.150162654521797,29.00748210800261,9.40505699530331,2.3489661027976583,1705,61,348,35,29,547,176,424,0.087,0.779,0.134,0.954,4,0,6,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,10,5,25,20,0,3,15,0,37,3,0,4,4,71,72,27,0,3,12,0,0,3,4,3,3,5,4,0,30,33,0,2,12,4,0,8,14,4,0,5,9,6,54,16,54,58,5,51,0,1,0,0,27,20,0,8,25,245,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826286605000412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954453511661685,0.0,0.0,0.08230647056087234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690110111479611,0.0,0.0,0.04441230263027904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428148279556225,0.0,0.0,0.06275893813871722,0.0,0.07873138474747518,0.0,0.058169536906895525,0.0,0.08002882512957905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223789397113655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455691802032928,0.0,0.0,0.16897951208593912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624131779759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425341715955028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098561115926005,0.0,0.0,0.2251532630704184,0.0,0.15225687909083585,0.06989005293938155,0.08281141529064022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192413336818328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760426690782092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402383039248645,0.0,0.1643693393740792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051460302514524416,0.10678119134920544,0.0,0.3859987599619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726380662040726,0.0,0.07319358065874391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728863523608116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548686608929786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748311493792917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101826582102597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688724090568271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324033906820439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667337846718689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587592976262205,0.0,0.07373409727143375,0.0,0.1989759247757249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378625020825305,0.0,0.14853490447502174,0.061730598520286124,0.05608805929154241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765473445565634,0.0,0.06091082513783142,0.25036868711707577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058558841977715485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004942683347454,0.07158058764380967,0.0,0.21241441215429194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946439845439096,0.0,0.07116966352156474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594463789063703,0.0,0.11688127522178295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574115062229416,0.0,0.0,0.07023052285928412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,njsm0n0,2019/01/31,"i’m the dumbest person in my class i’m really bad at history because my teacher sucks & we basically have to study everything on her own. as a result, i’m basically failing her class despite me reading the textbook every night and using all the possible resources available. for some fucking reason i got assigned the seat next to 3 of the smartest kids in my class. it’s so embarrassing getting papers handed back with whole ass 50s marked on them while they get frickin 110 percents on everything. i cant shake the feeling that they’re constantly judging me and thinking i must be stupid or something. 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I just started my student teaching about a month ago, and I have a lot of trouble doing certain things. For example routine hellos to students. I often can't get myself to say hello to all of them as they enter the class. My actually teaching is fine, I'm able to slip into the role with very minimal anxiety, but it's the smaller interactions that I have trouble with. 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So I'm an 18m struggling with sa accompanied with blushing. I'm also looking for my first job I applied to some fast food places, but thought maybe I should put myself out there. When I see ""strong communication skills"" on retail or cashier applications or something similair I think oh Shit abort mission. I have no experience so if I somehow landed a job in retail or as a cashier etc. I'm afraid I'd be trapped or in mental torment. Some may say it's good practice or whatever I just don't know. If I said something corny or the wrong way in an uncomfortable situation I wouldn't bounce back too easy. One side of me thinks cool experience, finally be able to relax after a few hundred social interactions a day. The other side thinks It's a death wish that would change nothing and cause stress in my head beyond the unimaginable. Has anyone had experinces in this kinda circumstance, or took a job for someone socially equipped while your really struggling with sa?",4.810078947368421,7.052888047368422,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,71.15789473684211,8.539473684210527,30.822368421052627,9.188382445141503,2.9228157894736837,819,36,144,18,16,264,131,190,0.149,0.7120000000000001,0.139,-0.6202,3,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,10,11,1,4,11,1,11,3,2,1,0,31,24,17,1,6,11,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,1,3,2,3,6,0,2,4,5,14,5,19,14,4,23,0,0,2,0,6,12,1,14,8,88,19,3,0.1280323694677028,0.0,0.1249411237091459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023874396065009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952320963268423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844898915414013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315245115826499,0.13544127041047244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257028645301231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278993578490512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504804496499044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025320257909,0.0,0.10890426806386176,0.1548172493706089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147749541097668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139814841334874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811571129339905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036324192372252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075149445766423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862572385040036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902651488876665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285051155636058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675804705508103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376657579300058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870789409277433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202081433719857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178810248138172,0.10181647904374563,0.0,0.0,0.10202522205900394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314233873840096,0.0,0.14391374762769304,0.0,0.2610257543516879,0.10848141116924173,0.1971311462237356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666064664903147,0.2676944627507525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461139179032273,0.0,0.1016434000029072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224867340043448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016261354672036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723090629775207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095052184171874,0.13998329715485616,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dtb419,2019/01/31,"I have social anxiety, particularly when I go out new places and meet new people. I’ve never seen a mental health professional about these issues. Where can I start to get a good viewpoint? What tips would you have?",3.823,6.5238273000000016,4.535,80.36,76.0,7.0,20.0,8.07648339933343,1.0109999999999992,172,4,31,3,4,55,34,40,0.046,0.866,0.08800000000000001,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166424660667396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445571613107555,0.0,0.15724718896148135,0.23207132407668524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410457683153723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878859059973233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883469257716914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339751603222334,0.534450666049755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918194282559908,0.0,0.2890782725589159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820468181757935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958399728309545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965499945443901,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sepher40,2019/01/31,"A very short survey to design an app to help with anxiety Hey everyone! I’m a UX design student and am lucky enough to to be working with a client whose background is in sonic therapy. My team and I will be designing a non-intrusive app that uses scientifically backed soundscapes designed to help with anxiety and chronic pain. If can fill out this short 11 question survey, it would help us greatly and hopefully allow us to help others in the same situation. Thanks for your time =) https://goo.gl/forms/5IPFcEacWufmbI0z2",7.104363354037268,9.365990771739133,6.850931677018633,69.35369565217391,65.19565217391305,9.604968944099381,32.70807453416149,9.957137785484203,3.6174857142857135,429,18,66,10,7,135,67,92,0.064,0.6859999999999999,0.25,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,2,0,16,11,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,13,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,2,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285602235451208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353678146599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287876560507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783700337444765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580300618602546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004806356184838,0.0,0.0,0.1854042333386441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986287596840164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091117722716991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982354740937756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185954727681768,0.21347203615516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884807588529874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490791544519671,0.16122190512194726,0.0,0.15402130593642427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589710643670705,0.0,0.0,0.13260415662951774,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oliver_deadite,2019/01/31,"Messaging a girl from class? Ok so I am in this acting class in college and there is this pretty girl that seems really interesting. I don't think she has a bf and she is maybe, very Christian, I'm not sure. Either way, right behind me she is prolly the most shy in the class. I feel like we might connect. I wanted to talk to her today but she left before I could find her. I'm wondering if I should message her through the schools website. (We use it a lot in class) I feel like it might break the ice for me so when I see her next I can approach her. I don't think I make good decisions when it comes to social interactions and wanted to see if anyone had any thoughts on my idea to message her. I will answer any question to give more context.",1.7910046082949298,3.604688658064518,3.2685023041474643,91.34846774193552,78.54838709677419,6.235023041474656,22.03917050691244,7.1686216300943375,0.5721428571428571,582,17,128,7,14,191,94,155,0.043,0.8809999999999999,0.076,0.5768,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,1,14,0,0,2,1,34,31,10,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,12,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,27,6,15,24,4,16,1,0,2,0,23,7,0,9,6,85,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167405923867828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114282496997272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560366200499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727456921065032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723602974969522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115445531639686,0.22769369787990976,0.0,0.0,0.14565219529516327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287267748471256,0.0,0.13366364607560471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989809493531606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314515661899094,0.0,0.0,0.15571053810016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548221262077087,0.0,0.0,0.10637406837646432,0.0,0.16009858598476642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381116513941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948121717250164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212645808865392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851972314977432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209012632634196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609260883751134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128087471301408,0.2539786490208737,0.14507540103427194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244749854980953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501949577175551,0.0,0.0,0.12808756878896654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042229660235258,0.0,0.1265140760962862,0.0,0.0,0.1510546904399232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376359138243716,0.0,0.13148872775661707,0.18798936840399,0.126492587177343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281917240067585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,codywinters327,2019/01/31,"23 year old socially awkward/shy male that has a hard time talking to woman Incoming.Wall.Of.Text Like the title says I'm a 23 year old socially awkward/shy male that has a hard time talking to woman. I been this way for as long as I can remember. Everytime I see a girl I find attractive and can see myself with I turn into a mute and shake profusely especially when they are really close to me like face-to-face or if they decide to take the seat right next to me. My social anxiety/shyness has held me back from doing so much because of this I have so many regrets. I can still remember during my sophomore year of high school their was this girl I really liked and wanted to be with I found out from someone people I knew that she liked me to and I know what you're thinking ""what was the problem then?"" ""if you liked her and she liked you it should of been easy right?"" well the thing is I was the shy one not her she was outgoing and had friends and was also on the volleyball team at my high school. Everytime we got face-to-face I would become a mute no words would come out at all my brain knew what I wanted to say but my mouth just wouldn't produce sound and this went on for a few weeks until she just became uninterested and moved on. We would see each other during passing periods going to are respective classes and would lock eyes and I would die inside knowing that I couldn't tell her how I felt no matter how hard I tried and she would give me that look like I wish you would just come over and talk to me and it didn't help that we had the same gym period but not the same gym class because she was a freshman and I was a sophomore at the time so we would see each other from time to time when all the gym classes would have gym together or was downstairs by the lockers were we put are stuff at and changed into are gym clothes. I hate being this shy shell of a man and would like to get out of this situation... anyone have any tips and advice on how to become less socially awkward when it comes to talking to the opposite sex? I want to one day get married and have kids but how is that going to ever happen when I can even get the words hi out my mouth.",3.997198817442719,4.590162884700668,4.794064301552108,87.4675192165558,70.9290465631929,8.053244641537324,25.454619364375464,8.131152278815165,1.2653139098300072,1715,47,374,23,30,555,199,451,0.073,0.8420000000000001,0.085,0.5295,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,3,3,2,20,17,1,2,23,0,47,5,4,5,3,94,80,42,1,21,12,0,4,8,1,12,0,3,0,8,23,38,0,1,11,6,0,10,7,5,1,2,21,13,56,12,48,44,9,56,0,1,6,1,44,20,0,4,33,259,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811922937425133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557465905716154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740478973067728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048742440803581484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360223394253909,0.0,0.08498841951743184,0.15397713471143773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781875665560031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374331340924221,0.1801454545400704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044956803002082484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234736263614637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046042408338875344,0.06305615294001299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693196619158745,0.0,0.06371313851036436,0.0,0.0,0.07643277078849088,0.05385731780460936,0.0,0.1092608698622565,0.06687161875793017,0.07923492913824835,0.0,0.05575298383279284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616438016854183,0.0,0.18733781905828367,0.06882361110724318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672474859777928,0.1473036394867792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662093815195338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724519753758575,0.0,0.0,0.061690634864562874,0.058538348245437015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067440115068471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740900715711926,0.05124443775061096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413674914225835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629660034205064,0.0,0.09447380160223212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048327728163477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670249160244593,0.0,0.07007721164724938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893152670440638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579343466283084,0.11906291174712055,0.0,0.11087144267908357,0.0,0.14109929052341874,0.2221975001605691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835629836492566,0.0,0.2842398620849328,0.05906455749186261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567002545245086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980059744994386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052412801422134364,0.22411913518143173,0.06092909754046509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631183498137212,0.04466697565006223,0.0,0.0,0.2032405899104382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047328114036504464,0.07582382130780288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334924966280685,0.05533208552766673,0.05591668447690938,0.0,0.06267713200561681,0.06462132213094891,0.0,0.0,0.08016238206964135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951956531847034,0.0,0.0,0.13467172498263918 socialanxiety,sherrifkati,2019/01/31,I know this sounds really stupid.. I know this sounds really dumb.. but can anyone tell me if this will ever stop.. i can't take it anymore man everyday i wake up feeling empty and knowing that damn well i will fuck up every social interaction at school.. and when i finally comeback from school ..rather than feeling happy that im home i just think about the next time i go to school again and how shit i will feel. 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socialanxiety,CrazFight,2019/01/31,"I called over the phone to set up a hair appointment I feel like a badass 😎 Anyways that’s 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socialanxiety,flyingkun,2019/01/31,code red presentation in a few 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socialanxiety,AdrianusSs,2019/01/31,"I always laugh when parents punish their kids in movies They're like ''go to your room, you're not allowed to go out for 1 month''. And I'm like ''dude that's my freaking dream''.",2.0490990990990987,3.4126526486486526,2.614594594594596,98.28423423423423,76.56756756756756,4.933333333333334,20.44144144144144,3.1291,-0.5893531531531528,136,3,32,0,3,42,32,37,0.152,0.637,0.211,0.34,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379431392096262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51831452757841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455604947230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363977595609789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063378562079968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChoosingMyself,2019/01/31,"Mo' friends, mo' problems More people in my life seems like more people I am supposed to do things with. More people I'm supposed to impress, or be there for. I really like being left alone. I don't want to have other people's problems added to mine. What's wrong with me tho?",1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428569,2.589285714285716,93.12238095238096,82.57142857142857,4.447619047619049,20.047619047619047,5.46131890053228,-0.1485738095238096,216,6,44,1,6,69,38,56,0.187,0.638,0.175,0.0716,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,8,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383598038549827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780870413198593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500521584025982,0.0,0.1625575322261406,0.22487349284424848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382115611153059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44043350384561947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743615667904725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951447830313347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289746499977744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574490977416995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516263645825918,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dementedflapjack,2019/01/31,"Coach journey anxiety Hi, I haven't been formally diagnosed with SAD but I suffer from a lot of symptoms of it and I've been lurking here for a while. I've got a trip tomorrow with my film school group which involves a coach journey to London and I'm worried it's gonna go horribly. I like all of them and get along with them pretty well and I've been out for drinks with a few of them on more than one occasion, but I'm worried that either I'll end up sat on my own because no one'll want to be stuck next to me for two hours and I'll feel like shit or I'll sit with someone and not be able to hold a conversation with them for long and it'll be awkward and I'll feel like I'm burdening them. I know it's probably pretty inconsequential but I can't help but feel like it'll define how I feel for the whole day even though it should be a really good experience. Anyone been in a similar situation and has any advice/suggestions? 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I might have some anxiety, am severely introverted and maybe a bit asocial so most of my interactions are online (even those are draining). &#x200B; You know when someone embarrasses you so much you'd rather disappear? I actually do. Online that is, I just delete my existence. It makes toxic groups people who latch onto you easier to cut off but also destroys buds of new possible (and old but maybe dysfunctional) friendships. I'm kind of bummed out about that. I scheduled my discord account for deletion a while ago because it got to that point again (it even had 9 months of nitro left so you can imagine). Someone i got really close to is just not the person I thought they were and I'm now afraid of them doxxing me or just having any kind of way to identify contact me (they already sent their friends after me which isn't very nice considering we talked about parting ways before in a peaceful manner). Most of my recent discord activity relied on that one person and some common discord servers with their friends but i also started to make some acquaintances in other places. It probably is not a big deal and they probably don't worry about me since they don't even know me that well and i don't want to be able to be traced back in case the mean people were desperate enough. So i didn't tell them. I told it in one server but even that might not be that important. Kind of hard to trust people right now to begin with since the person who made me want to disappear used to be the closest anyone ever got to me and yet they used me and gaslighted me and treated me like garbage with a bright smile. &#x200B; I probably will just use a new discord acc eventually, a new identity. It's a bad idea to try to go back to the same places i was before, right (not the toxic ones, I'll never set foot in there ever again)? My original acc isn't deleted yet but it's locked so i can't check dms if anyone missed me after all (probably not) or i have to wait 2 weeks again before deletion (there are only a couple days left). &#x200B; I wish i could cut toxic people in a more healthy(?) way because every time i do this i start with zero friends, zero people i could trust or turn to. It's like all the effort i ever put into making friends is lost so it makes me want to try less and hella depressed. Not my first time it happened and yet it still feels terrible. Missing some old friends but i know things can't be the same ever again. Cut them off multiple times already and they weren't that great to begin with either but you know, nostalgia. They must be sick of it too. I don't even want to have mutual friends with the people that hurt me so i end up cutting everyone off (which might be the right choice since they are always \*their\* friends first and they barely know me so of course i shouldn't trust they would not talk behind my back with their good old buddies). &#x200B; I want to make friends but i hate the fact they always start off having more/better friends while i have none, it's like i should be humbled they if even talk to me, they could ""get over me"" in a whim with people supporting them while i suffer on my own. And it's hard to make one-on-one friendships knowing that. And i can't really find a group where i feel like i belong. Everywhere people are talking about each other's back so why would I be an exception? I tried so much, given up so much, I'm nostalgic about things that actually hurt me and it keeps getting worse.",4.005284119038453,5.5869840787172045,4.508944936465152,85.78928956488257,71.91545189504373,7.3931019307992765,26.06292975411189,7.966352962830772,1.4647189394356124,2762,90,545,38,53,875,283,686,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.136,0.7658,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,6,21,4,53,43,6,2,24,0,56,2,1,11,9,115,108,46,0,17,27,0,4,4,10,9,1,0,0,3,36,29,0,2,13,0,2,6,21,17,1,7,15,5,87,26,70,71,22,91,0,7,1,0,55,31,0,14,54,388,123,0,0.04672554386797065,0.0,0.09119478114880802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141937538096435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312559912511723,0.07473280109948419,0.07775879120685666,0.20250842903688068,0.2271066006608876,0.03177497211739273,0.0,0.035744913165559875,0.0,0.0,0.0653431733909872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371623615509352,0.039013877402484264,0.05696691570219292,0.0,0.11927998899816528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101219209406287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191963405939814,0.05170092555586134,0.0,0.0301341102870425,0.048171984016131535,0.04024464246587298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138496299083395,0.048279977340805726,0.0,0.18517068627417024,0.16906371806580214,0.039368285964947534,0.04464825954503802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725167785030369,0.03338073787548335,0.0,0.0,0.04270630059072481,0.07948944748868136,0.0,0.0,0.3249003535620397,0.0,0.048824336290622834,0.0,0.026555203370748712,0.0391911693180404,0.11211205767264544,0.05151507707009823,0.0,0.0,0.041319244128968084,0.0,0.08371381894711735,0.046131800950394986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004132222269416,0.05274745157419184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041531810298909136,0.0,0.145972390854233,0.15407482158778102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015348802592926,0.0,0.0,0.09131096214201853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100645075023436,0.0,0.0,0.04421283938426004,0.1871379801699888,0.0,0.09388417831066476,0.05089781533478703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870525420234362,0.0,0.0,0.03729588332772284,0.0,0.10304595315882653,0.0,0.03603761996938731,0.1353834642989377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709179462080044,0.0,0.12664975116606764,0.03553688164523792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050599210638002406,0.0,0.2591488705872553,0.12239682785180316,0.0976364966339354,0.0,0.04417074198571638,0.05267603006916216,0.0,0.0,0.20151215674157547,0.0,0.0,0.046972077269124606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986715975550571,0.0,0.04613583755800714,0.0,0.0,0.11971007747763815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052786564673518915,0.0,0.1159555582080979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918080337842101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921774133441222,0.0,0.03731507969080696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023593458626735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022488891572228,0.04084018485231915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062084750237214825,0.0,0.0,0.037094862537271005,0.08173812115885143,0.0,0.0,0.04464825954503802,0.0,0.09517073142329666,0.05082397415066402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106760277696757,0.0,0.0385534671858979,0.13779968195213158,0.11126568548205316,0.037480412849527855,0.0,0.04201187544953517,0.0,0.04216253564740996,0.0,0.053732069472260176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745205790979807,0.04761732107635275,0.0663849714849193,0.0,0.2271066006608876,0.0 socialanxiety,armsofasquid,2019/01/31,"You ever feel like everyone hates you? Like everyone. Your best friend. Your roommate. Your parents, siblings, everyone is pretending to like you and then shitting on you behind your back. I *know* they don't. I guess. But like. What if they do? I wouldn't know. There are people I don't like that I don't tell them I don't like them. Also my therapist just repeats what I say back to him but I don't wanna ask for a new therapist and then have him judge me for not liking his style.",-0.7800322234156845,1.0223149387755122,0.9909667024704624,97.14463480128893,108.79591836734691,4.512137486573577,16.382384532760472,6.339386263674448,-0.07484489795918359,376,11,81,6,19,121,56,98,0.071,0.7509999999999999,0.177,0.7204,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,4,1,6,11,2,0,1,0,10,1,1,0,1,14,16,8,0,3,5,1,1,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,25,9,7,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,20,1,1,2,14,61,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495434918641846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607415489207431,0.0,0.0,0.2402956732797384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397641571023505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133851903815667,0.0,0.4479153034552877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900550450251692,0.11162617525980137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071959964180565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721287549020095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542661075122953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717435875926917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343564790912312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090877029625335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349891222295208,0.0,0.0,0.10832518649849378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242575449123357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603900234399532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365707866906058,0.0,0.0,0.3628403046301105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vikingcpu,2019/01/31,"Having a tough day First time poster long time lurker. I work in the healthcare field. I work around some really great nurses and doctors. I have a few coworkers who you could call veterans in this field. Management tends to turn a blind eye to them and lets them get away with more it seems. I’m already a shy person, I have trouble talking with woman who I find attractive and stubble on my words from time to time, I’ve tried to break the mold of not talking more in groups and talking more to the nursing staff but it doesn’t seem to help or matter. The very act of keeping to myself and not interacting is causing people to spread rumors about me, I’ll randomly get nurses that come up to me and ask me if I’m married, have kids, and all types of personal stuff. This one nursing aid I work with asks me the same questions every two weeks to compare her answers from last week. keeping to myself seems to be causing more issues every time I come to work. It’s really challenging for me to get though the day, during report I was vibrating from head to toe and I swore I thought the anxiety would kill me. Im extremely self aware of my surroundings and even more so come to my own conclusions that people are always talking about me behind my back or coming to some conclusions about me. I’m not sure what to do anymore.",6.857028353326067,6.24981120229008,6.796357688113414,79.66824427480918,64.83969465648855,9.92846237731734,32.07306434023991,9.23628265651192,2.5972728462377317,1053,35,206,16,14,335,148,262,0.068,0.887,0.045,-0.701,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,2,8,8,7,1,0,11,0,13,5,3,2,2,47,33,15,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,11,17,0,2,9,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,2,2,28,4,40,27,11,27,0,0,2,0,23,8,0,10,13,137,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086212646857296,0.0,0.08190263438930355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529959015150177,0.0,0.09761729021843912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762462681590454,0.1840397489245384,0.0,0.09247934220308443,0.07568750853073643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005092492150126,0.0,0.0,0.20223189040218045,0.0,0.3391590144518046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785892949815921,0.0,0.0,0.1269599477656984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074849280738236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650128719944765,0.0,0.16586504403562938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996432349615552,0.0837255190625846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427870093325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852073334280446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101879729193823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597635113271577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632257497496972,0.10273658806911616,0.0,0.1749803268103027,0.10889952681216457,0.0,0.0,0.08023455645428973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065255964888917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710850479820452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669952107187617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364795855921004,0.1718926350983502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026545869318416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611508027014826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688241728907565,0.10268519715053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126801619261838,0.0,0.0,0.09277023072814768,0.0,0.0,0.31646104477902964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967081434101672,0.07814336917942415,0.28698008928374763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682831612431701,0.1070648683825269,0.0961529690220704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121603945633794,0.0,0.0,0.15791112504353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866363115482617,0.0,0.0,0.06992269252244049,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MonkeyBoof,2019/01/31,How to not overtalk when shy? Whenever Im really nervous talking to someone I always over answer questions and say stuff that I dont need to say. Anyone have tips for this?,3.35372549019608,5.453831235294118,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.88235294117645,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.0425803921568635,138,6,25,2,3,45,29,34,0.085,0.862,0.054000000000000006,-0.253,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492914809121016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948752172344787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35112936372121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236197756950262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221498537039663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356209442594681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193164762231252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765084262058111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538503933465975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342970707174986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408074022654952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roses4me_,2019/01/31,"I feel lost I’m so scared of being judged. To start, I have horrific social anxiety. I’m so afraid of people and the judgment they may cast, so I stay quiet and give short and simple answers. I used to be generally outgoing, but now I push away everyone. I even hide away from my favorite people. My mother’s birthday was about a month ago and she asked me to play the piano for her. I was so scared. I started shaking, sweating, and turning red. I almost started crying. I played so soft and I messed up a lot. It was awful. I’m normally like that around most people, but not as bad around my own mother! She was hurt because I was anxious around her, she wants me to feel safe with her. I feel hurt. I’m going to college next year and I need help on how to fix this. ANY advice helps. I feel lost in this world and I don’t know what to do.",-0.3167952380952386,1.947359308571432,1.7508928571428548,95.49681547619049,93.05714285714285,4.288095238095238,17.577380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.31171904761904745,649,18,142,6,24,215,106,175,0.214,0.64,0.146,-0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,13,14,0,4,4,1,11,1,1,2,0,32,32,17,0,3,3,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,6,2,0,3,2,10,0,0,7,7,28,4,22,22,3,22,0,4,1,0,14,10,0,4,9,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725914929841586,0.11544094713330695,0.0,0.13040643137909602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856079655059332,0.0,0.09962551566932808,0.14712271650105962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477966592236286,0.12174737507449185,0.0,0.24471055253303495,0.0,0.10873652529186556,0.07938693719349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305142804956092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601561953474407,0.0,0.0,0.12444024861132268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339259800541964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492838503189126,0.07401265229715888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458071127220806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788275990072952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157094624553867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362375009506198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843226354988232,0.1107168023857814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394826227882613,0.0,0.0,0.09656381937944823,0.0,0.0,0.13850097416339938,0.0,0.1275976498120777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708550418188038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260765693778487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275298097874716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653217671012914,0.1388077438436027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165273278669036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247681874471506,0.0,0.0,0.07681296809962741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386378468690774 socialanxiety,Cyan37,2019/01/31,"Public Speaking at Uno Well, just did my first speech for the public speaking class. Only got to a third of the required time, was stuttering like crazy, eyes were darting all over the room, could barely talk, everything sucked. So I guess my GPA is gonna bomb, and judging by how everyone reacted all my classmates think I'm an idiot. Yay.",3.700052083333333,6.139137234375003,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,75.09375,6.7666666666666675,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.6408104166666668,269,10,49,4,6,83,56,64,0.188,0.703,0.108,-0.7128,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,5,1,5,1,1,2,2,10,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,4,4,3,6,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,29,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304276010676405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387439582464274,0.3186055194095154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015410942723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835293959956405,0.0,0.3905263471491745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319284705866295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696164212201758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849370502735365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715197925541644,0.0,0.0,0.20671425182165934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187418530564657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nicekicksbro,2019/01/31,"So alone. I have spent six years with the same people in university and I have nothing to show for it. Todays was a friend's birthday and I could've gone but I had a mini-anxiety attack when it came time to ask about the plans after classes. I knew if I went the anxiety would've just amped and amped. Now I'm home, feeling energised and hating my life. 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Every morning it is customary for everyone to have breakfast together, and so we usually end up about 10 people crowded around this big round table. Now, I like to think that I have come very far from where I used to be in social situations. People usually find me very friendly, social and outspoken, whereas people used to think I was really aloof, unfriendly and arrogant (since I would be too shy to talk with anyone and have a resting bitchface). But sitting at this round table I completely shut down and I feel like I have an audience observing and judging me whenever I say something since everyone can see everyone easily and will look at the person speaking. So I end up sitting there not saying anything. I usually try not to be on my phone since I know that that will look bad, but today there were even more people than usual, they brought another table and somehow I ended up in the middle. Also I was just superstressed from school and really tired and I felt soo awkward just sitting there kind of looking at people and fake-smiling/laughing. So I escaped into my phone. Now, since I was on my phone I didn't notice someone started taking pictures of everyone since apparantly it was a record amount of people. And no one told me. Then at lunch they posted these in a work chat group, I was in 3 of them since I was in the middle. I look exactly the same in every photo (since I'm on my phone and have no idea what's happening) and someone @myname and commented ""is SingingPotatoes doing the mannequin challenge? loll"" then someone else underneath went ""I heard she's still down there"". This made me feel sooo uncomfortable and no one commented about anyone else or anything else. I don't really speak with these 2 guys either. The whole rest of the day I felt super uncomfortable and am really apprehensive about tomorrow. I know I am probably overreacting but it just made me feel so bad. This became a lot but I guess I needed to get this off my chest, thanks if u read this far. TL;DR: coworker commented about me on work chat group, made me feel uncomfortable. 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I am taking an EMT course and have to give a 5 min presentation in front of the class. I am a bit older and have struggled with this sort of thing my whole life. How do you guys handle having to speak in front of a large group? I am getting better, in the past I probably would have dropped out but I still will probably feel uncomfortable through this ordeal. 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My social anxiety is really bad at the moment. I'm that person who always gets silently pushed out of group conversations and end up just slinking away, hating myself a little more every time it happens. I have no real friends, and haven't for quite a while now (like years). But you know what gets me? I don't understand why people don't try harder to make shy people feel welcome. Why is it so hard to me to connect with people? Why do people toss me aside as soon as I show some sort of shyness or hesitance? I'm pretty much always panicking about talking to people, but you know the people I ALWAYS talk to? Shy people. I always try to make sure they feel heard and that they at least know I want them around. I don't let them stand there silently for ages as I talk to other people. If they say something, I make sure to acknowledge it and not let them get talked over. I know I probably have a unique perspective here, having had social anxiety pretty much my whole life. But still, I think *everyone* can relate to the feeling of not fitting in or feel like you're not a part of a group. I can manage it to make people welcome, despite my social anxiety, why can't other people do this? It makes me so sad.",3.7612218045112766,5.137821884920637,4.847710944026733,83.93003759398499,72.21428571428572,7.2100250626566424,23.580618212197162,7.669130373188453,1.1237507936507938,993,26,191,12,19,326,129,252,0.117,0.779,0.104,0.5495,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,6,1,11,10,1,0,8,0,18,1,0,5,2,39,42,16,0,2,10,0,5,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,12,7,0,0,11,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,2,7,29,7,30,38,7,21,0,1,0,0,25,10,0,5,11,127,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421959134729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700243975849086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477913284672103,0.0,0.0,0.06836812676802881,0.0,0.060758414122461364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445103351044297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061310353679366776,0.06953314112561956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717516955272308,0.05198562231148044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622053696604641,0.0,0.11405515579737348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434868598462003,0.0,0.06518602120585212,0.07184354011889567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996601618272122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882084568660187,0.051398337298747536,0.07110174149714074,0.07293286127720654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286671936221366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069860113462954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880087801828281,0.0,0.6053797563904527,0.06353839239625653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806285629108715,0.0784564357940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739794638879187,0.0,0.08282615165472589,0.04661717736018915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057868199677452575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253407231786956,0.0,0.05602052162606667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811278488106208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371663496652714,0.0,0.0,0.23395331661294985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662692941386877,0.0,0.0,0.04243172725205024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821450973714295,0.0,0.0,0.07575427080245213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292057441826045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283099465980344,0.0812431054927581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468603401314062 socialanxiety,smashingyngman,2019/01/31,"Those who have had a Social Security Disability hearing, how'd it go and what should I expect? After six years of trying to apply for and continuously being denied for benefits, I finally have an upcoming hearing in March 2019. I've had to send medical records and sign HIPPA documents, fill out ridiculous amounts of paperwork, and hire Premier Disability Services LLC just to get this far. So, what should I expect? Would I have to speak on my behalf or could the appointed lawyer take care of everything? Should I remain optimistic? 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I also ran around my answers a couple times without giving a super straight to the point answer like a nervous Nellie. &#x200B; They liked me enough and asked me to come in for a second interview. I've heard the woman that conducts the in person interview really grills you about your answers at a very fast pace too. &#x200B; Please, for the love of god, give me any advice on controlling my nerves. I try to meditate once a day, but it has only gotten me so far. I still get pretty nervous just going to places alone, and for some reason having one-on-one conversations. &#x200B; I'm a full-time performer as my main income, believe it on not. But I NEED alcohol to get me through the shows. (I'm talking thousands of people in attendance type of shows.) I have used it as a crutch and adapted to being able to perform and play my instrument proficiently while drunk, that I can almost no longer convince people that I'm confident during one-on-one conversations. &#x200B; Please. Help. &#x200B; &#x200B;",6.4717833333333346,8.149484742222223,6.361930555555558,74.49756250000002,66.02222222222223,8.647222222222224,33.173611111111114,9.017664075816787,3.1497611111111112,997,43,156,17,16,314,137,225,0.08,0.774,0.145,0.9402,1,1,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,1,5,8,9,0,2,15,0,5,3,0,3,0,27,23,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,8,2,1,6,4,1,4,4,3,0,2,5,1,22,6,30,17,4,24,0,0,0,1,21,15,0,2,7,101,28,6,0.05641337446507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512649662341359,0.0,0.0602887409004635,0.0564898456317171,0.05842724256225582,0.0,0.04511375517813177,0.0,0.4889909413092218,0.5483873978128587,0.038363029133292134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021986360385158,0.052738889879071264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355855476836267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859512692011495,0.0,0.0,0.06327239638918017,0.0,0.062420325846077325,0.0,0.036381959567947736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058290096067973876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053181508783920736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589473195636751,0.10823369845856406,0.032061020755228334,0.0,0.09023785803911163,0.0,0.0,0.05585811001852571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037812695761043874,0.05960382743153804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055121450428051916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050915272979923744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182980235458274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060078402671938126,0.07645432505428625,0.042904913364703874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821986149562031,0.049257982617615714,0.05893996934131041,0.1238498890884952,0.053328873283562464,0.0,0.0,0.0573926828051964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613985222933961,0.05800234458434918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505179371993755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045342933494384376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032895092314926815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830097819063255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048723042727585014,0.0,0.046546942020208565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876095973674496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483873978128587,0.0 socialanxiety,Azzeeyyamm,2019/01/31,"I did something really stupid. I am taking up a major that I thought I liked but actually hate now in uni. The people in my class were just terrible people and the teachers were no better. The environment was just really toxic tbh. I felt really anxious inside the classroom today and in the middle of the lecture, I literally just got up and left the classroom. I accidentally banged the door on my way out and ran outside while everyone else stared at me. I really want to drop the class but I don't think I can since it's already the middle of the term. Can anyone relate?",3.3884821428571428,5.549366598214284,5.31907142857143,76.87592857142859,74.98214285714286,8.051428571428572,24.59285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.0682650000000007,457,15,82,10,10,157,73,112,0.195,0.741,0.064,-0.9501,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,16,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,2,13,2,11,8,2,18,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,5,58,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.20116560466269887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274836700398009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328826511088983,0.0,0.14413981611873555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231652587062191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220583061352698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697824843416686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792938433669816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487120269814454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352330507208574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397472009265634,0.0,0.0,0.10071094354433932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582687842780197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282413418813107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052342752574778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869877367305044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499370640255544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208796175646045,0.0,0.1636543310524158,0.0,0.0,0.19539923998228567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158834526723562,0.16362653371346975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cumbercube,2019/01/31,"SA getting so bad I can't even speak in online games Hello, I just wanted to see if I was alone really. I watched some videos on VR Chat and thought it looked like alot of fun, then I tried to play it and instantly froze up, I couldn't get any words out and my mind went blank. Some guy played a song next to me and then I said something, but I was lowkey freaking out so I mumbled (this happens irl too) when he asked ""what?"" I just freaked said sorry and ran off. Probably sounds very pathetic I'm aware. Has anyone else experienced this before, how did you get past it or work on it?",0.2755647382920117,2.592941074380164,1.5014545454545465,98.66551515151517,88.6694214876033,4.8795592286501375,17.984022038567495,6.42735559955562,-0.2779888705234161,454,12,105,5,15,143,91,121,0.147,0.7929999999999999,0.06,-0.9143,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,21,20,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,10,13,4,11,11,3,14,0,0,3,0,10,7,0,5,6,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034689673512629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359668503780905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736646758705268,0.20129218962316595,0.0,0.0,0.18365965930212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403239229249908,0.0,0.0,0.1671694215038992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411361750169307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975720723955292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307920151125547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452213497072915,0.1737252207021303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597838359006182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497339862934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836436110368671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089329787381348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875392965471939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181258661717176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585462005152448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737489194285885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654984239878394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512412776488238,0.0,0.21991619107441285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596396587237213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338059677705186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209661471050055,0.11587472454770335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211650064272605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430221667607177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway295635,2019/01/31,"I just need to rant here You guys ever get all your worst suspicions come true? Last year (i'm in 10th grade), my friend told me that he had been talking with a girl and that she said she hated me. I kinda shrugged it off as if it didn't hurt me or anything and I really tried to get that thought out of my head but I just can't. But the thing is i'd been getting into a few fights with this ""friend"" before this happened, and he'd just been an all around asshole to me the previous term so i was ready to just call our friendship quits. But then I thought, what if he had been lying about this whole thing, it's just such a mindfuck. To top it all off, this other girl that was the first girl's friend said she hated me on snapchat (which I don't have so this is really behind my back), sent it to a bunch of people and one of my good friends showed me it. Was it because I didn't make eye contact in the hall? Was it because of my general awkwardness when I said hi to them? All these thoughts swirling in my head and I just wish I had the courage to just go ask them why they hate me but that's a lot easier said than done and would be really damn awkward. I just don't understand why i'm being targeted by these girls, I haven't wronged them in any way since I've known them (like, 4 years or something). This wouldn't be as awkward if they weren't in the same class as me. Sorry if this is all jumbled up nonsense, just needed to get this off of my chest.",3.929757085020242,3.8060947692307714,4.429595141700407,92.55224696356278,70.85897435897436,7.850472334682863,26.036437246963573,7.273561745256523,0.8661769230769236,1136,30,274,10,19,360,157,312,0.128,0.745,0.127,0.3674,1,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,1,2,6,3,18,19,5,3,12,0,29,4,4,1,7,53,56,23,0,9,19,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,5,28,12,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,11,0,2,24,5,41,8,36,26,12,28,0,1,1,0,36,15,1,8,10,191,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240178790138423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761396764667298,0.09477895763781373,0.09953306622143948,0.0,0.0,0.08186720360952536,0.0,0.1298036244635622,0.0,0.09059629732502007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871557711249584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171262415401137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895357383781984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630626434538644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056149752407656,0.0,0.0,0.3290271825088052,0.0,0.22250022612007814,0.0,0.06050813184111875,0.08930017996833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541990884196972,0.094149166791355,0.0,0.0,0.3153448747882114,0.21853345702164334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139760338133677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678550658191922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052014812866342616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051515744752088,0.0,0.0,0.07106811559374307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788912119064605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214536953652825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381140058055108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132416622401329,0.0,0.0,0.2046180899952937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051012191684541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807130446726566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196415130484352,0.0,0.1191820397171065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557482367413008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146501535794515,0.0,0.0,0.2535707373462401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173459179768576,0.0,0.0722846803816962,0.0,0.0,0.11083678505326752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845092224493692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921413464691852,0.11886755063675288,0.12243277139820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563170484514263,0.11640587870502647,0.0,0.13712360746529825 socialanxiety,401not0k,2019/01/31,"I only get social anxiety when out with friends Hey everyone first time on this subreddit Im a m/23 and I only get social anxiety when I’m out w my friends , strangers and new people I can talk my ass off with no issue at my job I interact w hundreds of people a day and I’m totally fine with friends in smaller settings and lowkey actives. But for the past 2 years on and off I’d say half the time I go out drinking or out to parties or really anything with my friends that I get the worst panic attacks: Its usually once people all show up for at the same time it’s like so overwhelming to me witch is fucked up there my friends I should be happy they’re there and I just to feel shitty and like unwelcomed. It’s really starting to become a problem me and my SO argue so much over either me bailing on plans or not wanting to go out or just me not having a good time with my friends and like the other night I locked my self in my car for like 45 min I was dissociating and I thought I was about to die like it really freaked me the fuck out . So long story short lol any ideas on why this is happing and and any advice on how get over this shit and have friends again lmao",2.3945161290322585,3.8151481290322593,3.8532580645161296,89.5223870967742,75.7741935483871,7.056774193548387,25.706451612903226,7.7348632917899725,1.2486025806451615,928,33,204,13,20,307,132,248,0.18,0.637,0.183,-0.2458,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,13,27,5,2,10,1,9,5,2,1,2,44,23,25,1,3,10,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,1,9,24,1,0,3,2,0,3,3,12,0,2,3,2,26,15,37,18,6,43,0,1,0,3,15,22,4,4,22,132,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867420141649412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733654396740785,0.0,0.1544952681763643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309601094558262,0.0,0.0,0.11487666671517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152189289001366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651222375123631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479886954519313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989196649411846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964884821522621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105733931604236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589154665220533,0.0,0.0,0.5461056314840024,0.18670444046796103,0.21102664017716946,0.0,0.11477586327429133,0.08469527098711464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749259754374756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399148794724615,0.10907320146703307,0.1053944430064485,0.10020474718888576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666292232675574,0.0,0.0,0.0893620521849037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423019929215627,0.0,0.0,0.09752485398706666,0.0,0.09476069420253716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753791314781673,0.0,0.15359612246093302,0.0,0.1184755280414479,0.0,0.0,0.09639460304939923,0.21001558707916246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662198400984327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406662547782472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030148877747352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534172257509236,0.0,0.10365211767517786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058680174424201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147250801027867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116201874761053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016498332387666,0.23552354410409926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121262730318776,0.0,0.059559240553211226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111663275934684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650263028424035 socialanxiety,SouthernFeature,2019/01/31,"Went for my first interview...went horrible How my interview process went: 1. Get contacted by employer and a date arranged for an interview. 2. Think about it day and night, not being able to sleep properly and trying to think of what questions would be asked and how to answer them. 3. The day arrives, chest pain, sweating profusely. The drive felt like an eternity. 4. Meet and greet the interviewer with a shaky, unenthusiastic voice. 5. Failure completely at small talk, answering ice breaker questions with very little detail or saying ""yeah"". 6. When asked a question about the job, fail completely at thinking of an answer, despite rehearsing for fucking weeks. 7. Heart pounding fast, shaky voice, sweating some more and am a complete mess. Can't think of answers to the questions, feels like a massive brain fog. Constantly going ""uhm"" or ""ahh"". 8. Leave interview with my head down and crushed hope. Still didn't hear back from them.",4.06603658536585,7.301289871951222,3.940926829268296,81.41321951219514,80.15853658536584,7.426341463414634,30.151219512195123,8.395991825355821,2.9163448780487813,745,36,122,17,20,227,114,164,0.135,0.807,0.058,-0.9136,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,1,2,13,1,6,9,7,2,0,34,21,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,10,0,0,14,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,4,6,5,3,20,14,2,21,0,1,0,1,17,5,1,10,14,64,7,7,0.1203808889747094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507976193170506,0.0,0.0,0.09256547295273257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438488444606858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37865121524317663,0.13008897488736124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527142905243882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060868194506616326,0.08600013113677134,0.11558453166004595,0.0,0.0,0.10239592266528218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112901920653169,0.06289404595132228,0.0,0.06841523338300241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354552197536185,0.0,0.13567801089101555,0.1426519330464127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956538506122072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945945723150918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746597979602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762404335893745,0.12065327594692585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296930947770185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280937533528369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394165844494488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573171464777767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046782661304115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613633343753653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967575986108422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854085155096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173072160474168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932684071071993,0.0,0.0,0.09656228787222552,0.0,0.0,0.22318858024814714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855151296311963,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TrissMerigold69,2019/01/31,"Anyone else handle anger from others better than kindness? I think it’s really weird, I feel like I’m in my element when someone is yelling or angry at me. I know how to respond (or just choose not to) and how to feel like I’m in control of the situation even though it still hurts a bit. However, when someone is nice to me or does/say something nice, I get really uncomfortable because I don’t know how to respond. I also feel the instant need to give something in return. Anyone know why this is happening? What caused this and how can I fix this? Is there a name for this sort of thing? 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Thing is, i won’t be finished on time and will submit late. I’ve sent two emails the past 4 days to ask if i can do this. Still no reply today. All these past few days i’ve been riddled with anxiety and overthinking why i haven’t gotten a reply yet. it’s driving me nuts. A lot is hanging onto this project for me. I’m tempted to ask the person via facebook messenger, but i don’t even know if it’s a proper thing to do. I’m so stressed out over it. Any advice?",0.7699717514124309,2.7663834830508485,2.745000000000001,92.89653954802263,82.81355932203391,5.289265536723164,23.39265536723164,6.42735559955562,0.5233706214689269,433,16,96,4,12,145,76,118,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.8164,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,6,0,12,0,0,0,1,12,20,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,7,0,13,14,3,20,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,11,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.18077658214697653,0.0,0.0,0.1810234598283846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597586802307528,0.0,0.14171519794901855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463661541431174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894093039567724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235540731887624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180816376650118,0.0,0.20896926528112936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749231972320898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536828127776295,0.0,0.16175253251664135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479403203575605,0.0,0.4244048660615105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614279040855144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802034932314224,0.0,0.3511893279901673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096163619128006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715866835738238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486368766652682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EvenEvna,2019/01/31,"I don’t understand. When I went to art classes over the last summer break I wore a skirt that were knee length cause I didn’t feel like wearing pants. When we had to draw something on the floor I realized couldn’t criss cross my legs cause my underwear would show, so the only thing I thought of to do was to sit on my knees. When I did this I started to hear snickering and see the others looking at me grinning so I didn’t know what else to do but smile back and when the teacher said time’s up I didn’t know if my skirt would fail to stay down if I got up like a normally would, so I got up one leg at a time. I went to the restroom with more reasons to give up trying to make friends and focus on my goal of getting better at drawing. 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When I first enter the chat group, immediately I get this horrible, tense, anxious feeling, I can nearly feel my brain locking up. Then there are the people of the chat, there’s so many people going back and forth with a current conversation that I feel like if I tried interjecting, I’ll be messing up some kind of flow. Even if I wanted to interject, I don’t have the balls to do it, I try but I’m so damn anxious. Now let’s say I somehow someway was able to start talking in this conversation, what do I say after hey? Now of course I can just say something else like “how are you”, ask some other question, or try participating in the current conversation, but what if I say the wrong thing, what if people ignore me, what if I come off as boring, DAMNIT WHY IM I OVER THINKING. THESE THINGS! Other people talk so effortlessly, people have no problem interjecting, giving there opinions, or whatever else. Why doesn’t have to be so hard for me. Why do I get so hung up on this shit...? All I want is friends, people to talk similar interest with... Sorry for getting ranty towards the end, it’s just so frustrating dealing with this crap. I just want to be normal, a normal person with friends to talk to without any problem. And it’s kind of funny, for most people with social anxiety talking over the internet is usually the easier option, but for me talking to people over the internet is just as hard as talking to people irl. Can’t win either way lol. Despite everything, I can’t give up. The fear I have for chat rooms will melt away eventually if I keep at it, right?",4.438181818181818,6.011671303030305,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,70.81818181818181,8.067878787878788,28.04848484848485,8.608573733854374,2.1193430303030296,1350,49,251,23,25,445,165,330,0.174,0.716,0.11,-0.9709,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,2,20,20,4,2,14,1,25,3,3,1,1,49,43,26,0,13,17,0,5,2,2,1,0,4,1,1,19,9,0,2,5,6,0,4,6,12,0,1,1,9,25,8,50,37,6,36,0,0,0,0,33,19,3,16,14,176,44,0,0.07685933191904229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226698132374399,0.0,0.05879717854482474,0.1736583358589461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185310009715229,0.0,0.07221187239243232,0.05910008200231751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580043332885233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620750885790788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792385963265933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284122188885972,0.0,0.06807455502193037,0.0,0.0,0.050764863854904176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907621161050377,0.0,0.0,0.08648811657513786,0.116587162748392,0.05490832208018448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537650846672946,0.0,0.0,0.1187626583656716,0.0,0.1204674860272815,0.14746094934990986,0.04368092955359088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770172937628666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830212676001415,0.0,0.0,0.06831610568262808,0.0,0.16007433352205858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785938742662775,0.0,0.07509917452166097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792329901674795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061165299866106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479561249342347,0.06711060402907475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708800113403314,0.0,0.0,0.08610004183377143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563744950660726,0.0,0.2444865025988765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889499971661898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834840976756134,0.0,0.05917006871849469,0.0,0.0860377295171826,0.0544014307251085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324363373174449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318577475768755,0.049248356449920594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091220596989473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464969550420133,0.0,0.13600087596742616,0.06100736016991173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806077705779807,0.0,0.0,0.07408965323830119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403361387341245,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DVP9889,2019/02/01,"I’ve began to have respiratory problems when I’m surrounded by a bunch of people. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety pretty much all my life. But lately something different has been happening, whenever I’m surrounded by a large group of people, I start to have a very hard time breathing. I don’t think it’s a full blown panic attack, since although I do get anxious when it happens, I’m well aware of the situation in a rational way. I talked about it with my psychiatrist but he said it was nothing to worry about, but I’m a little skeptical about that statement. I don’t it’s a sign of health, whether it’s physical or mental. So does this happen to you too? Should I be more concerned about it? 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I feel like a complete weirdo and I’m pretty sure I make others uncomfortable as well. It’s just so frustrating. ,3.426289308176102,6.366027132075473,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,79.56603773584905,8.061635220125785,25.81446540880504,8.841846274778883,2.588725786163523,230,9,39,6,6,75,43,53,0.285,0.521,0.193,-0.7917,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,12,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,6,4,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087005496109285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256021434522768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265711484318283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627877570243873,0.3620940048679316,0.0,0.2776149022799042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476214882792553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916327852360682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578245206212767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153387844583476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601373100577262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583350609980499,0.2147263364196796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937564995187427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238850237214746,0.0,0.0,0.2036935637149482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278596759945746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DBe62512,2019/02/01,"Am I addicted to weed Is thc commonly known for helping with confidence/social anxiety and loneliness and cbd for depression and anxiety and helping to not feel guilty over little things? If I rely on them for those things am I addicted? I can go for long periods of not smoking but I don’t feel as happy as I could but i feel like I could stop smoking but still be generally happy even though I’m still slightly depressed? I used to be extremely depressed and anxious, but feel like I’ve improved on my own Over time because I’ve matured as a human and improved as a person, the weed didn’t help. But I feel like my real self when I’m high ",5.326453488372092,5.701408961240313,6.432083333333335,77.66812500000002,67.91472868217055,9.860852713178298,33.954457364341074,9.827888789773867,3.299394573643412,512,23,98,11,8,172,72,129,0.139,0.612,0.249,0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,1,0,27,19,18,0,3,8,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,5,13,5,17,14,1,15,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,1,11,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793257882025365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907041042984786,0.15437313682031226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329924031159322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182043238766041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35308369105436993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025459370868354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546620787360943,0.2928636811518112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766010288031361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909282821657305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747764519480364,0.14437592008479194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027766164259786,0.1369570102966727,0.0,0.12092901709988772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931560217517136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553513061683832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255347386445766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825424473813504,0.1142436928562777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156547413346874,0.0,0.13425578541657568,0.0,0.0796804403995164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801983909851405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,likerealizingthingss,2019/02/01,"Is it weird to not hang out with people and to almost always be by yourself? I am 20F. I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. After graduating high school, I lost touch with pretty much everyone and I enrolled in community college; haven’t made any friends. I don’t hang out with anyone unless you count class or work as “hanging out” or “going out”. I don’t really talk to anyone through social media, texting or Snapchat either. I want friends but I hate to burden people with my depression and my emotions and I’m also insecure about so many things. Depression and anxiety also leave me with constant fatigue so when I have the time between work and school I’d much rather stay in. Is this weird? 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I always imagine myself looking so bad dancing that someone takes a video and it becomes a meme and it makes me have so much worry and fear. Granted maybe I shouldn't care about that, but come on...like everyone laughing at you is not enjoyable. How the hell do you get over that... I know you can ""learn"" to dance, but that just feels like I'm reciting pages from a dancing bible. Like I wanna do my own thing and just allow my body to do what is natural...not feel like I'm worried my form isn't matching up exactly to the script. Everyone else just seems to let loose and go, but for me I just CANNOT let loose. Just endless anxiety of every single little movement I do. I've been made fun of the dancing I do because it's not full body, and in a car its mostly arm movements. I want to have creativity when I do it but I'm so self conscious I just repeat the same motions over and over. That's why I hate ""learning"" to dance. Feels fake and ingenuine.",1.9552707489878536,3.8569066778846164,3.37274291497976,90.38015182186236,78.375,6.109716599190284,25.370445344129557,7.0608816371341465,1.0379000000000005,791,30,167,9,19,259,119,208,0.207,0.7,0.092,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,0,12,13,2,1,8,0,18,3,3,4,1,40,36,17,0,3,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,9,7,0,12,6,5,0,1,2,4,21,8,19,31,9,23,1,0,1,0,4,9,1,2,6,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253595610416487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531405350426814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295980157733045,0.08977114193176966,0.1626421963476158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715557580393634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014608880910504,0.0,0.0,0.12685542539955758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302068854889738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407678890130802,0.28143529943432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571363293085445,0.22338424117898564,0.21041173956285372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693968277628258,0.0,0.08369387394201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539331819667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093278064046766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011760909248329,0.0,0.2877842074241716,0.1475978311915326,0.0,0.0,0.12366518635435103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934533862847545,0.09830027348088796,0.0,0.14794709863412564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825643589195766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340641738600055,0.15362910978879588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477682968681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072466254165404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783606601557568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686048492670162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288340873477328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991087281498061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Galaxygirl181,2019/02/01,"Don't let opinions bring you down Everybody has there opinions on what they think of you but you shouldn't let get in the way of things. Remember, its an opinion not a fact. What they say might not be true. It is sad when someone says something negative about us but don't let it defy who you are. Same thing goes for Reddit. Sometimes when we get down votes it leads to anxiety and over thinking. I was upset about some down votes I got about a comment I made earlier today. I was a little angry but I realized that's just an opinion and I shouldn't let someone else's words overpower me. I don't get down votes much but I used to delete my comments or posts immediately after getting them. But not this time; I kept my comment up. Keep in mind that comment I made wasn't hurtful or wrong, it was my opinion ironically. I hope I was able to give some advice to y'all. 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Why the fuck am I like this. I’m gonna graduate highschool school soon and I’m scared it’s going to be even harder to make friends in college and I’m gonna end up alone and depressed. 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For two years I've had social anxiety and it was ruining my life. I felt like I was **very limited**, and that **my life was on some sort of free trial.** Since the beginning of this school year, I've noticed myself becoming more confident and outgoing. I even caught myself getting excited to present last week, despite usually getting extremely nauseous before. I have made so much more friends, and I am finally getting some sort of reputation. I decided to post this because I want others to know that **there is hope** and all I needed to do was to be patient. My anxiety was extreme to the point where I had faked a sickness for a week and missed a lot of work so I don't have to do a presentation. &#x200B; Last night, I started tearing up with joy and happiness. I am so grateful that although some anxiety still exists, I can feel it slowly fading away. I am here for all of you and I owe it to this sub for helping me get through it. I think to be in a community with people like me that share memes and experiences that I can relate to really helps. I urge you all to have hope, no matter how long you've had anxiety or how extreme it is. I can finally have the confidence to go to teachers during lunches and ask for help which has improved my grades in school. &#x200B; I wish you all good luck, and I will definitely stay in the sub, and in the community, and if you need anyone to talk to, please message me. 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I have a bit of an accent and when i panic that thing just goes off. I dont understand how that's even possible but it does. I was trying to ask a staff member at the front office of my school where weekend academy was and he just couldn't understand me. I eventually just said ""make up grade"" and he said ""oh go to student resources office"" and I started walking torwards it but I freaked out because there was a lot of people in there and also thought that the guy just didn't understand me. I then walked out and was going to give up and go home but I remembered I payed for this and if i dont do it im gonna have to do summer school and thats gonna be much worse. I walked all the way around to another door that lead to the same room and walked in there and tried my best to not look like im about to puke out of embarrassment. Then I walked into the student relations office and asked where i had to go (it still took me 2 tries but at least i could talk without simplifying my question so much), they told me to go to the room number and i left but i didnt really hear the number, I just really wanted to leave. I then went to the freshman office and asked there because im an idiot and should of done that first to begin with because IM A FRESHMAN (god im getting dumber by the second) the freshman office is much smaller and not many people are there at a time. Well they told me the room number and i went there but i was 2 hours earlie... I didnt know the time and one of the teachers laughed at something i said while i was walking out. T.T Im not crying, you're crying.",1.5828120003761867,3.3474311107871735,3.2085432145208337,91.7660321640177,79.0,5.941841437035644,20.977052572180945,6.828538100315305,0.3151037148499949,1273,34,281,13,31,421,159,343,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.7991,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,22,8,1,2,20,0,24,0,0,3,1,59,55,33,0,6,16,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,5,1,13,25,0,0,7,1,1,16,10,4,1,3,20,5,35,4,41,29,9,54,0,0,1,0,17,21,0,3,17,196,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439016893181819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443008241967452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167803895766903,0.2258202192556153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472489698615418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449861231051656,0.0,0.08790473843330192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642870246874917,0.0,0.1768903563750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046179343137443,0.08239780964850739,0.18873285614302235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318134114694127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848852012491223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206730131193763,0.07724014660655673,0.22880100918271334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972542135105637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090749572224598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076606061280057,0.0,0.07929395352525967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218391642669317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044250555062920215,0.0,0.0,0.08525687444644063,0.08748297931004366,0.0,0.0,0.03933699922357125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761479211308953,0.0,0.0,0.06845347473197433,0.0,0.0,0.05374635135409098,0.08163255514974546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756985511099385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456104115447187,0.0,0.0,0.09447045609077953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164200531832087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907718812866576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019852216318636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316371053705267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912111319746888,0.0,0.22977300309882476,0.0,0.0,0.2444653671140024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061986645314369926,0.0,0.0,0.056991013598359,0.0,0.06430173229548335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471727161792241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349254272621656,0.0,0.0,0.06392225181277032,0.0939013186919372,0.0,0.0,0.1538766877365984,0.08945839593003603,0.163999191347133,0.0,0.0,0.2514660509566928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749156819553396,0.06391139436409539,0.0,0.0,0.07239529945457232,0.14928187736481574,0.07265491866995663,0.0,0.0,0.07761642256318259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205466148941505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Planet_Panda771,2019/02/01,Help i need CBD I have severe social anxiety and i use CBD as medicine to help. I had a disposable vape pen with CBD and it really helped because i usually can't go anywhere without shitting myself and feeling embarrassed. But when i took a hit off of my pen i felt at ease and felt fine. No anxiety. Worked like magic. The problem is that the vape wasn't that potent in CBD and i had to use it all in one sitting to feel its effects. So i was wondering if you guys know of any company that sells good CBD cartridges that dont have pesticides and is potent in CBD so I can use it multiple times. Im having a hard time looking for quality CBD products. A lot of companies lie about whats in their products. Any recommendations?,2.243469387755102,4.3807769863945625,4.077789115646262,84.5285204081633,78.45578231292518,7.737414965986395,27.506802721088434,8.634040054169528,2.2394435374149646,575,25,115,13,14,194,94,147,0.101,0.77,0.129,0.6288,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,4,6,1,1,6,0,12,1,1,4,1,24,26,12,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,7,6,14,3,17,18,2,13,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,3,5,73,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164173119843836,0.0,0.2434563276979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699950894340216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649021162497434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609140846659829,0.0,0.3055648235401643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904328996963986,0.1334642794649776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157556145797759,0.0,0.0,0.1425423727009794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199690754497842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187944584238515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874494833263473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777391436744436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336226998079571,0.0,0.0,0.13528013351905918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179872078787536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078254239279426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522586010535609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193785334066667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976296553978166,0.16333680782060822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220519925496302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855710463201291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767907880965956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122918670799187,0.17525079024406476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338826916721252,0.17256140318919244,0.115842967494953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Staytoon,2019/02/01,I get so nervous I can’t even make posts on Reddit often. including this one too I guess. Weird how even when I’m mostly anonymous I still get an anxious sense about posting stuff. ,1.91,4.431124444444446,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,82.33333333333334,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.4253555555555559,144,5,28,1,4,45,30,36,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281980530936843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837634260477614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035630792282341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200338503293566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392030633660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685975974467612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564640852119551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320048023830249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325689487466628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SCUBARANGERS,2019/02/01,"dropping out of college because of SA I can’t handle my social anxiety anymore. Everyday I wake up with an overwhelming sense of dread and I have to force myself to get out of bed. Just walking into my school I feel like i’m going to have a heart attack and I can’t breathe and if someone talks to me I have a panic attack and start crying. This has lead me to become extremely depressed and I recently tried to commit suicide. I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist for over a year and when I tell them i’m thinking about suicide and I need help with my anxiety they just say I need more therapy... I feel so hopeless. I have no friends and I never leave my house. When I ask my family or boyfriend for help they just say to “get over it” or “stop acting like a baby”. My goal was to become a psychiatrist to help others like myself, but now I can’t even do that. I feel so worthless and pathetic. 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TL;DR: I take online language video lessons to practice talking to people. \---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I just tried this and I think it kind of works. Slowly, but I'm optimistic on this one. My experience is that desensitization is one of the more promising attempts to fight SA. (Besides PMR=""progressive muscle relaxation"" as the #1 method, but I think everybody knows that.) But desensitization is hard to do in practice. It really takes a lot of courage, stuff like talking to people in everyday situations, you know what I mean. So I thought of a different way to do this. I decided to take online language lessons where you have a 1-1 conversation with a language trainer over a video based tool. Verbling is one of the providers to do this, but I am sure there are other platforms for this. So I just picked a language that sounds interesting and I scheduled a couple of lessons with a personal teacher. Now of course for me, this is not about learning the language, but about getting a direct conversation with the teacher for 1 hour. It's not too expensive (depending on the language you choose). And you can talk to a person who is usually based far away from your country, from the security of your home, where you can decide to stop it any second if it feels awkward. Of course it's just over Skype/video, so it's not the real thing, but for me it gets pretty close... So I think it's definitely a great way to take a step towards desensitizing. I'm really motivated to continue this, so I wanted to share it. Hope it helps. Good luck!",5.092002457002455,6.711407094594594,5.84240786240786,77.13944717444718,69.27027027027027,8.895331695331697,32.035626535626534,9.339509955726095,2.9543972972972985,1244,55,229,26,22,406,148,296,0.035,0.759,0.206,0.9959,1,0,1,0,1,0,209.0,0,7,0,6,15,16,1,1,21,0,14,0,0,3,1,46,33,16,0,3,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,26,8,0,2,16,3,1,1,3,3,0,5,1,3,22,13,45,32,3,25,0,0,0,0,19,14,0,5,8,162,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257007246327883,0.0,0.09288631503340772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140785135307499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434942299223454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685853149359475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877250285457655,0.0,0.0,0.06139382986233164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903115274465432,0.0,0.0,0.10184171613292838,0.0,0.1338664792816954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876887745336064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138557094053374,0.0,0.12179461546697272,0.12059790778047208,0.11957468898680425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264407182477078,0.13345901229295054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059319900682393026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322732802740636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226247012552195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291105682989508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835530920461378,0.21203931420534455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352825324667922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382030590702407,0.15557010407184613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648167771028674,0.0,0.1237728621023564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151293646394556,0.0,0.0,0.13899737033936774,0.0,0.0,0.114437341024024,0.0,0.36517228204292224,0.29277948500786144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806663544347436,0.23340397270580546,0.0,0.0963942777479661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243651807647548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337274760232072,0.0,0.07161692971542348,0.28913371438965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839553668525127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,misterchief10,2019/02/01,"Afraid to go into a guitar center Title pretty much. It’s a fear of “specialty” type stores I have in general. I want to buy my first electric guitar with no experience and I feel like they’ll judge me. I can order the stuff online, yeah, but I’d rather pick it up today. I’m just like deathly afraid of going in because social anxiety disorder. 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I just got hired at a great part time job and my social anxiety is making things very hard. I had meet 2 new clients and I was so anxious that I broke out in hives on my neck and chest. I already think the clients think i'm weird, because the conversations were awkward. I don't want to lose these clients, but I have no idea how to not be socially anxious around them. I have to work with them 4-8 hours on weekends and my anxiety is getting to me. I wanted to find a job where I didn't have to socialize with many people, but this is the only job I could get.",5.704359243697482,4.423123154411768,6.563613445378152,82.60911764705884,67.45588235294117,10.124369747899161,33.399159663865554,9.23628265651192,2.60669243697479,503,19,113,8,7,168,86,136,0.168,0.799,0.033,-0.8818,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,5,6,0,1,6,0,14,2,2,2,0,23,24,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,1,18,1,16,16,1,14,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,74,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319508224178914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770047411624352,0.2727125323915205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074482920901198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357739578132151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963688614626544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322205837776147,0.1103173075876701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612118703408084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306909721335067,0.13307180729624754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081231924374807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886485739926775,0.0,0.0,0.13625523071037549,0.0,0.0,0.4791031748902202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503205189064135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805679639545258,0.12237051623263195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165724890454373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179753453090662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307059756156482,0.0,0.08367795053694192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921524355482757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080187494511173,0.1546789439982559,0.0,0.0,0.07038094558095599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995898647105378,0.14238357983831545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757415879874653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772662727356285 socialanxiety,kushtrim10,2019/02/01,"HOW TO CRUSH YOU SOCIAL ANXIETY. The question you want to start with is why do we have social anxiety in the first place? I believe the reason is a deep seeded root that dates back to our caveman days. If you didn't have some sort of anxiety when it came to meeting new people that could potentially mean the end of your life. Or if you spoke out of turn in your own tribe, the members mite kick you out of the tribe and you'd be left for dead. Today we don't have those problems, but we still have those instincts. The trick then is to slowly but surely suppress those insticst. Step 1) Start saying just hi to random people you cross on the street. Step 2) Once that becomes comfortable enough, say Hi, and add a compliment. The compliment should be genuine about the person and not something canned that you say to everybody. Step 3) Start having small talk with people in close proximity to you. If you take an uber, Create a bit of small talk, for minimum of 15 seconds then as you become more comfortable extend the period of time till you can hold a fluid conversation for minutes if not forever. Step 4) Start going to social venues, with just the goal of being their, and not actually being social. And step 5) Repeat steps 1 through 3 in these social settings. &#x200B; Good luck to everybody! 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Just learns to live with and continue to have hope that things will get better. 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My anxiety has been ramping up and the one thing that used to help (weed) makes it significantly worse now. I was functioning well over Christmas but now I'm back at uni I can feel myself crumbling. I’m really good friends with the all 6 people I live with, we have lived together for about 1 year but they have never seen me like this. I used to be very active in our house but now I find myself trapped in my room. When I go down to make food and talk to my friends I over think everything. I start perceiving myself from the outside and I fundamentally hate who I am. Every time I have an interaction with them that feeling grows stronger. 2 of my housemates (the 2 I'm closest with) aren't helping they keep saying snide comments and I feel like I'm being constantly undermined. ” let's not talk to her about this, she’ll just bring us down.”, ”that's a stupid idea.” or they will mutter things under their breath. 95% of the time they are nice people and I don't think they realise the weight their words carry as I'm normally very resilient and laugh things off. I'm at a loss and I don't know what to do. I can feel myself spiralling out of control and I'm to ashamed to talk to my counsellor about this. 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Yesterday and today was emotionally exhausting for me. I started overthinking and I cried my eyes out. I talked to my advisor today that I was thinking college wasn't for me, and she got a bit snappy with me. I told her that I had anxiety then she asked me how often do I see the doctor, and when I answered, she said ""then it can't be that bad if you see the doctor every 3 months"". I was on the verge of crying when I was on the phone with her and my voice was getting shaky. Ugh. At this point, I'm considering online jobs because of how bad my social anxiety is. I feel terrible. 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I feel like recently I've been rude and blunt in my encounters with strangers. I raise my voice more, I lose my patience quicker, and several people have said that I look angry all the time. I don't know what's worse, being considered a dick head or a socially awkward retard. 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Seems like everybody I see that plays a sport has more of a personality and they’re naturally good at talking and tend to even be successful at talking to a girl even if the girl didn’t know he played a sport . And it seems they have so much energy when they talk overall how does that correlate .,3.923708920187796,5.963599704225353,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,73.08450704225352,9.240375586854462,24.509389671361504,9.725611199111238,2.21057558685446,293,9,59,8,6,96,50,71,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,5,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,2,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398671661890969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079197005259383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551258402430552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281052467766189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388051485053408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135476287048676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616016637712688,0.4070665323522029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857499156090132,0.4244095888051599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620690207977002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033580872636726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boinibba,2019/02/01,How do y’all deal with Uber? So I missed my gym workout because I pussied out of getting an Uber. My gym is pretty far so I would’ve had to spend 20 minutes in a car with a stranger (also $20 eww). I know Uber drivers like to talk during a ride so 20 minutes of awkward conversation would’ve been excruciating. How do u guys deal with getting Uber rides?,3.6643243243243258,4.289225432432435,4.852270270270271,86.63462162162165,71.70270270270271,7.0010810810810815,31.016216216216225,6.742157984588678,1.5302356756756756,278,12,61,2,5,92,49,74,0.125,0.792,0.083,-0.4684,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,9,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505188871048555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917408330495296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060479821089532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071275876537701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910321742849933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153361167665806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359701359836513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29902761227162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362459545973523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175920800492973,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WhyMe996,2019/02/01,"I've defeated social anxiety. Here's how; I'm a 22 years old male. At the beginning months of last year, while searching on the web for ways to cure my severe social anxiety and episodic depression, I discovered Mindfulness meditation. I was already kinda familiar with meditation even before that because I used to lucid dream a lot when I was younger and would regularly meditate to induce lucid dreams. However, I had no idea what it could do. I was completely oblivious to its life-changing capabilities. Mindfulness meditation was a whole new thing to me. I did the research needed and read countless of success stories of people overcoming anxiety and depression through mindfulness. I was so fucking hyped to get started and see if it really did work. I downloaded a meditation app from the Playstore the very next day and started meditating. I was doing 10 minutes in the morning right after I woke and 10 minutes in the evening, right before I crawled into bed. Now within the first month, I started noticing some major changes already. I felt a sense of undisturbed inner peace and calmness, I had much more clarity, I no longer identified with my thoughts. I no longer identified with negative feelings. I was no longer overthinking everything. I no longer had a foggy brain... everything was just so clear. As a result, my anxiety dropped significantly. I went cold turkey and quit weed and alcohol shortly after that. I was so happy and proud of myself at that time. It was at this point that I realized that nothing was going to be the same anymore. My life was permanently changed. Reality was for once enjoyable to me. Months went by in this wonderful state and I honestly had a hard time recalling what anxiety even felt like. I could do everything I was previously too anxious to even think about doing. I finally overcame SAD and boy am I happy about it. This isn't some mumbo jumbo nonsense either. There's a great deal of peer reviewed scientific paper outlining the physical and mental benefits of consistent meditation. It can literally reshape our brain. Neuroplasticity backs this up. I highly recommend daily meditation for anyone suffering from SAD. It has the potential to change your life forever. And trust me, I'm not the only one to have defeated social anxiety with meditation, countless of others have also done the same and so can YOU! It really works!",5.916300684570827,8.496757836492893,6.877401263823064,66.63362690889943,68.97630331753554,10.755239599789364,35.65587151132175,10.746095033038511,4.8843394418114805,1925,101,289,64,36,640,232,422,0.13,0.738,0.132,0.8687,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,2,0,8,19,19,1,0,22,0,36,6,2,4,1,51,57,26,0,5,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,21,21,1,0,9,3,0,3,8,8,0,2,27,6,39,11,45,26,10,46,0,7,1,1,9,16,1,6,25,216,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283861185943046,0.0,0.0,0.1710766734682609,0.06198770780256745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557867817295286,0.08756845986617258,0.07687279894905504,0.05419940748187708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059603279431527975,0.0,0.04725165486919503,0.0,0.13191696276032774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306193256534685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279970249038172,0.0,0.0812716789147764,0.0,0.0,0.12377682394479625,0.0,0.0,0.0499899480785399,0.07991325965386625,0.13352493690005954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932346556617463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204788370041766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899304721087011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391932746621736,0.0,0.1488506873834892,0.0849125104921065,0.0,0.06593314544381393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166020119666751,0.04049772853567383,0.0,0.04405284327540311,0.0,0.0,0.08545916914306671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502962967202064,0.06943708347052391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189751937413067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750357453237885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631840416106138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425073526065445,0.03786929672886173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589940762927954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811561588459394,0.0,0.23480033430708094,0.0,0.18561217703160493,0.0,0.056981515841959415,0.05747545411719372,0.0,0.07486325061013308,0.08243673911068719,0.0,0.0,0.07437652160283242,0.08824990379992009,0.08133762819864265,0.08254960056790621,0.052525314540928285,0.05895269020378348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053738265630990184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327553650741142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824454010910424,0.07753471372910341,0.0,0.09931457007623194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323926164421129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617684129790862,0.0,0.0,0.08756845986617258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704648126589886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459386690138966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149668284983385,0.04966767306537755,0.0,0.06153724913577825,0.09039776726653803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694698155638262,0.0,0.06395695125929933,0.0,0.06152679678929261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437120223136462,0.0,0.08654131964413825,0.0,0.0,0.08406034170747569,0.1128618480386074,0.0,0.0,0.05506353507894075,0.0,0.0,0.0998326110098426 socialanxiety,boovthe2nd,2019/02/01,Only I would make a 4-way stop intersection awkward Just happened. =/,3.942499999999999,7.197274916666673,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,91.5,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8032,57,3,8,1,2,18,12,12,0.47,0.53,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635216771175001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498874525633819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986547994032282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382294746941954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41606163768221854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723552301930226,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anaisthevet,2019/02/01,"Anyone feeling the same? I emailed a professor a few days ago to work in his lab since I heard he was looking for undergrad students to work this summer. Next week I have to go meet him in his office and I am so fucking anxious. I can barely read the emails he sends me, my heart starts racing when I just see a notification on my phone. The thing is, I feel so stupid compared to professors, who have multiple phDs while I am here, 19 years old girl who just entered in vet school, has social anxiety and is scared to death about meeting strangers. I feel sorry he has to waste his precious time just to meet the piece of shit that I am. I feel like I'm less stressed out when I go to an interview for a fast-food/cashier/etc job because I feel less ""inferior"" to the person interviewing me, but this professor surely has better things to do than engaging a conversation with my stupid, unexperienced self. I wish I could just dissociate with myself for an hour. Fuck. Just needed to vent. 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I have no idea if a haircut actually looks good on me because I have nobody except my mother to tell me, and she says I look good no matter what because she's my mom. I've been putting off going to a hairdresser for a good 5 months now because of how nervous and shaky I get there. I can calm myself down mentally but physically I still start shaking and sweating and stuttering like a madman. I wish there was an easier way, I just want to look decent for once. 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I just pressed send on an RSVP for a Bridal Shower. I REALLY wanted to say no for the following reasons: - I’ll only know the bride at the shower, I’ve never really met any of her friends. Being at a social event by myself is one of my worst fears. I would so much rather climb a 30-foot telephone pole or get up and give a speech in front of a big crowd. - I live in Los Angeles and the shower is in San Diego, about a 3 hour drive away. - The shower is in the middle of a four-day weekend for me and I’m kind of bummed I’ll be using up one of those days on what will probably a very tiring situation. I wasn’t even going to accept the invite except the bride texted me to make sure I got it. I talked to my boyfriend about it (he’s the one who introduced the bride and I) and he brought up the following points: - It would probably my last chance to see the bride before the wedding - That she wouldn’t have sent me an invite if she didn’t want me to come - There’s every chance that she only invited a small number of people, especially since it’s a shower and not a big engagement party, so every person counts - He also offered to come down to San Diego with me for the day so we could go out to dinner afterward. I still really don’t want to go and am already feeling anxious about it. How do I get through this?",2.983077570250714,4.068697349823321,4.384442200908634,87.63087161366312,73.73498233215548,7.369274777048628,23.016826518593305,7.793537801064563,0.9268409557462562,1062,27,229,14,21,353,155,283,0.059,0.855,0.086,0.3532,6,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,1,27,0,16,2,0,4,2,35,41,14,0,10,6,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,6,1,12,12,1,0,4,1,0,13,7,2,0,3,6,5,25,5,43,28,2,41,1,0,1,0,23,19,0,2,9,150,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384202700484171,0.10031005489834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852998723611619,0.0,0.0,0.1417054659371593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784999519834065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067356597428769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610171132513756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014937190927277,0.0,0.0,0.24268494257418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284841208703853,0.0,0.2113682275144852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411488690904197,0.06342353463900333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691050968790102,0.0,0.1966033033005681,0.12032835873849215,0.21386222933706486,0.0,0.10032155889120126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840762107403405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352787643169535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306208993891784,0.06893561053309122,0.10224599210615563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076110573655472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372861174853231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220891020043703,0.09300821343750712,0.09674294511516418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499332231809685,0.190797427437758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696060181407793,0.10952470972644447,0.0,0.0,0.1185763008558883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047956463618866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106997168573516,0.12896772495474051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975067881066403,0.0,0.0,0.0999551865452131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376084966259737,0.14099381702132036,0.0,0.12786484284365918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017228411760426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822068567326507,0.0,0.0,0.10081963095544874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416869324393636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833527538376077,0.0,0.10349673377800522,0.2219538428892888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821037178073318,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NeonReaper86,2019/02/01,"Told to make some friends but to afraid too My mrs F29 is a very social person and when she’s gaming she’s talking away to friends and people she’s never met and on the other side of the room is me M32 Playing single player games and getting jealous and or mad at her but when I think about it it’s myself I’m getting mad at because I’m to scared to make a effort or to try and put myself out there to make some new friends. I was in a toxic relationship for 7 years and had no time for friend or to hang out with the very few I had and in time just faded away, and I guess in time I became scared. Didn’t really notice it before I met her as I was a single dad to 3 kids and it would just be me and them day in day out. But then I met her and she’s been great to me and my kids only problem is when she’s playing with her friends I don’t really have anyone that I can talk to or game with and it gets really lonely. She keeps telling me to make some new friends but I just wish it was that easy to do. The fear of putting yourself out there. The fear of making a post and just waiting to delete it after the first negative comment just so you won’t feel any more embarrassed for trying. You want friends but your to scared to try and having only yourself to blame just ends up pushing you further away from trying too. But it’s affecting our relationship so here I am explaining my situation and I guess asking for advice or something I’m to nervous to know what I even want to ask for lol Thank you for taking the time to read this and hope I don’t get nervous and have to remove this post lol ",2.440731105629066,3.5215962274052512,3.7631632653061264,91.57950156985872,75.06413994169097,6.443103834940572,22.521753756447634,6.67199483983844,0.37833402108095937,1258,32,286,10,26,413,157,343,0.152,0.691,0.157,0.0054,0,2,1,0,1,0,9.0,1,5,1,2,19,26,3,9,12,2,21,0,0,6,1,67,53,37,0,6,17,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,4,14,26,0,2,4,6,0,5,7,14,0,1,11,1,41,12,53,39,7,43,0,1,0,0,46,18,0,11,18,200,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242344691036042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735922448852896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897776617205808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770714107787975,0.0,0.2377418914039839,0.0,0.0,0.05141748188022182,0.0,0.07177355016665261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087943800756599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470689113024746,0.0,0.0,0.05571075941705979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982888120113212,0.042648654218514125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174598054921175,0.0,0.0,0.45616694007058295,0.0,0.17627244835656905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299346854785198,0.1858366653084356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377614623389569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497197547645246,0.0,0.0,0.046355206055639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815132135873884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505402825278682,0.16292677335415398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603024152540143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830022096515015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847596887357559,0.0736490247680662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156326878121652,0.0,0.0,0.08070921127391847,0.0,0.1695851637457439,0.0,0.0,0.08437037283224101,0.0,0.16210559571319208,0.0,0.0,0.18111539898331105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333982785152065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481017706308707,0.0,0.08598170222115463,0.0,0.06493486267369357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341885830366581,0.13559072680294584,0.07372347401101073,0.07765588900042042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046502433436096,0.0,0.0,0.19673493228149075,0.0,0.0,0.08059769597292983,0.0,0.2290657912891683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139191120039825,0.09950073740223657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699551658789933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599180774730531,0.0,0.0,0.054317054946156886 socialanxiety,jazzie_94,2019/02/01,"Looking for people who can relate Anybody else feel like they've wasted a huge chunk of the best years of their life because fear got in the way of all of it? I'm turning 25 this year, I live in a new city where I have no friends and can't make any because I'm too anxious and self-conscious. I live alone because I was too scared to live with people. I work completely alone in my job so I don't have any chance of meeting people there...I feel hopeless. I've tried meet-up chats etc. but they never go further than online small talk. It makes me so anxious to think I'm mid-way through my twenties and I haven't done any of the things I dreamed I'd do as a child because I'm so scared of everything. Every time I think about it I get this overwhelming sense of urgency, like I've gotta sort this out now before I waste any more time. But no matter how many times I tell myself that I still avoid everything.",3.0160491071428592,3.999358744791672,3.7096130952380975,92.89312500000004,73.53125,6.527380952380952,25.17261904761905,6.5431188927421005,0.6490181547619049,717,22,162,5,14,227,115,192,0.166,0.7659999999999999,0.068,-0.9303,1,3,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,2,10,10,0,5,6,0,9,1,0,3,2,19,25,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,3,19,4,20,21,4,19,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,1,11,84,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396746936257243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147383600819216,0.0,0.0,0.2614314929737991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821351590930125,0.0,0.09845796242079352,0.0,0.12142714538062548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131637571134705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840822633236504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665818209668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290436648662473,0.0,0.0,0.09748796724404822,0.0,0.2079796174596104,0.0,0.0,0.13020231553465889,0.11700966678097705,0.08266095921688721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893947846859875,0.0,0.06045202604516005,0.0,0.06575883945446849,0.0,0.09254129593708252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482114261641092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172713289476809,0.11305699331499325,0.0,0.3065136659828353,0.0,0.09716456835558064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447037155044818,0.11730853171332364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924021529047972,0.11175034599094974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064957352001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168537892096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070742445418438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240359790734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930007408939288,0.10113284095397802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687045484872662,0.14828048753923725,0.0,0.0,0.2024086922458112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855732027422056,0.12585576958122696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836853402138447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423592660418909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902276792159155 socialanxiety,annabananner,2019/02/01,"how do i handle a weekend of social obligations? I have something going on every day this weekend - starting right after work Friday - and I'm dreading every second of it. I made these plans weeks ago when I was feeling good, but now I have to see people and I just want to crawl into a small hidey hole and be safe. My husband is a social butterfly and as much as he tries to understand, he gets frustrated that it drains me to be around people. So I don't feel like I can ask him to change plans. Any advice for handling a few consecutive days of birthday dinners, superbowl parties, and general social hell? 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I’m a new member who also deals with Social Anxiety. I’m currently in the middle of a UX/UI Design school project and need some help. I am trying to create an app to help others cope with social anxiety. If you deal with social anxiety, please help me by taking this anonymous, 2 minute survey. I appreciate your time and input 🤗 https://haley255.typeform.com/to/Xjxefv",5.795388788426763,8.52065298734177,6.586112115732369,67.94455696202532,69.75949367088607,8.05858951175407,23.943942133815554,8.841846274778883,2.1331106690777584,362,10,54,7,7,119,53,79,0.08199999999999999,0.701,0.21600000000000005,0.9022,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,3,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217451905757036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658485914007149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139027194576364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40816942269003337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288302734486715,0.0,0.14703303341488955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671123174109823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540736378559519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207525128247334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144645158083136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877157902447025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336004774248383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,totoro1606,2019/02/01,"Overthinking everything and not saying anything I can hardly bring myself to comment or make any posts at all on reddit or any other websites because I'll type something out initially, then read it over & criticise my own writing to the point where I just erase it and give up. I know it's the internet, it's the one place where people can speak freely & like noone will judge/care but there's this annoying voice in my head that convinces me that none of my opinions are good enough for people to hear. And if I do end up saying something I feel like making 353498573 edits so I sound less boring. Even bringing myself to make this post is difficult lmao. I really envy those people who can express themselves freely without overthinking about how other people will react.",7.089693486590036,7.909682965517246,6.3995402298850586,77.87670498084293,64.17241379310343,8.9272030651341,31.28352490421456,8.841846274778883,2.5971915708812263,630,22,106,9,9,193,103,145,0.097,0.764,0.139,0.7695,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,5,1,21,17,10,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,8,13,4,15,15,5,18,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,4,5,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323358037541869,0.0,0.2085831379587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620404019337075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348818618230152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135833407076515,0.15846417011973826,0.0,0.10129430027071998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783207496501956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775445467223228,0.10956200099440036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711901645543568,0.0,0.12863295436463384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738242619054622,0.0,0.1573938832720073,0.0,0.172850368571168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842838656382262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985006865817566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071114192555503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392220968090524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252882144620279,0.0,0.16023087897577076,0.0,0.1449768694573048,0.0,0.2937572280810113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340372253128146,0.0,0.09824776553968947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439195865586499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613145993816434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478357078534544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,helpmeplsad,2019/02/01,"My mom told everyone I had social anxiety How can she do that? She was the last person I could talk to about these things. When I told her about it, she literally didn't believe me and said I should just ""grow up"" and now she told it everyone. &#x200B; I will never talk about my feelings ever again. &#x200B; thanks for listening. &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.6229220779220768,6.4514168333333375,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,77.63636363636364,6.8017316017316025,26.095238095238088,7.957251820313856,1.80221471861472,285,11,51,5,7,87,47,66,0.027000000000000003,0.927,0.046,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,9,15,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,13,1,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,0,6,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551337662467478,0.5104176798461132,0.0,0.0,0.08033599900299151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831566585456316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384573555558818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499185676482808,0.0,0.20069219458904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530986147188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560104024933704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299201010737898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099385186702103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169483216375274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989307873187812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704931639150543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688137619786682,0.0,0.0966834758619646,0.0,0.0,0.06976713595661277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010382918835634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104176798461132,0.0 socialanxiety,B4DGUY01,2019/02/01,"Unsure I don’t know if it’s social anxiety or not but I legitimately can’t talk to girls regardless if I think they’re attractive or not, I don’t think it’s social anxiety but I don’t know what to call it. I find myself staring at everything except them, be it the ground or someone behind them. I can talk to almost any guy because I’m not necessarily anti-social, just introverted but make me talk to a girl and I just can’t, I’ll stutter every other word and look around or just sometimes flat out avoid speaking more than 2 words ",3.771181818181816,4.925359527272732,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,71.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,26.47727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.9551818181818188,428,14,85,8,8,148,68,110,0.105,0.855,0.04,-0.5187,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,31,14,11,0,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,3,12,1,10,13,1,4,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,7,0,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021422081806708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596822402768918,0.0,0.3059119827510293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799182753279408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188351145904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416434970176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684607591752417,0.0,0.1796960447565458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827444513455633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797519091554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197670940646459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679019207482254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334636304208038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076338009843911,0.16941121415739194,0.0,0.1977489252386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821202818486613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623104274194314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rogal2098,2019/02/01,"How do you find new friends after finishing school? Last year failed high school, and it was the second time when I failed the year (the first was a few years ago). But now, since I'm 20, I was just kicked out. Meanwhile all of my two friends are well into their second year at universities in different cities, so we rarely have a chance to meet. I'm mostly sitting at home doing... not much. I attend part-time high school (I have classes every other weekend) but I don't really connect with people there. So how can I find friends when I'm out of school? I'm very low on cash right now, and hobbies can get pretty expensive where I live. I'm also really anxious about writing on forums or groups. This is actually my first post ever on Reddit, and third post ever on the Internet. I definitely ""shine"" in small groups, preferably up to 4-5 people, but I dont really know how to find one. Maybe some people here have similar experiences, and/or can give me some advice?",3.809682539682541,5.49484446560847,4.620296296296296,84.37933333333334,72.5978835978836,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.3234660317460318,760,21,149,12,15,245,119,189,0.062,0.8420000000000001,0.096,0.8172,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,4,18,7,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,3,3,29,23,15,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,1,2,1,3,3,1,7,3,1,15,4,20,20,6,41,0,3,1,0,11,18,0,4,19,97,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.108922664805387,0.0,0.0,0.10907141512813666,0.0989422570949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926054475468381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609610369653784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661662281174788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081498178916062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019289970506664,0.094042631872222,0.0,0.0,0.10918341874782576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060493597806559,0.18988372657525088,0.0,0.0,0.2587064147047581,0.0,0.058315582856119534,0.10707376106332908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358602197931054,0.11196154145242468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134210728342405,0.09098323157760647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856037508597867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213486951599952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205177002512554,0.0,0.0,0.1078009619721754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563496627859154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087097069177727,0.0,0.23214474455185846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213797590603794,0.11355521418903868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145152549110998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532081023837637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518518319228862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923312221738709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508511313660888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903416475410363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209619959551672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035761629754618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875122684453226 socialanxiety,xStaticNoise,2019/02/01,"Does anyone have tips for dating with social anxiety? I honestly don't know how people do it, so I just had to find somewhere to ask. I'm an eighteen year old male, and I'm a bit worried about my future. I understand I'm young bad have plenty of time, but that doesn't stop me from being worried about my future. I'd like to start by mentioning, I used to be so much worse. I have been to therapy, taken medication, and developed methods at feeling better. My anxiety used to be so bad that I would nearly hyperventilate just shopping and once threw trying to talk to a girl. I can manage a lot better now. I keep myself composed in public and can speak simple sentences to strangers, which may seem like nothing, but I can tell I've made a lot of progress. But dating just seems way out of my wheelhouse. Honestly, since I am so socially anxious, I would absolutely love to have someone I care so deeply about in my life that could help me through things and that I could try my best make feel better too, but I don't even understand how that's possible? Whenever I go out, I try my best to meet new people. Occasionally, I'll see a girl I find attractive or that seems kind, but I don't know how I'm suppose to approach them? I physically and emotionally can't do it, no matter how much I'd like to. Plus, I'm definitely not the type of guy a girl would be interested in. I've never had a girl say they like something about me or had a girl approach me romantically, so I don't think that's an option. I wouldn't say I have a bad personality other than my anxiety. I always try my best to be kind, attention, caring, and such, but that hasn't seemed to get me anywhere. I'm clean and spend plenty of self care time on my skin, nails, and hair so my assumption is I'm just not pleasant to look at, which I understand. My point is, I don't expect women to want to approach me first, but if my anxiety is so bad, does anyone know how I can approach dating? I don't want to be hidden away in my shell, so if anyone has any ideas, please share! (Sorry if this comes off as whiny. That's not my intention. I just wanted to explain my situation as best as possible.)",4.2337884119164935,4.799642532879818,5.726177183517084,81.0938775510204,70.38321995464851,8.894550003909611,27.90530925013684,9.035553425615538,2.057298318867777,1691,56,353,31,29,575,200,441,0.079,0.6659999999999999,0.254,0.9982,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,9,27,27,0,0,12,0,42,5,2,10,1,80,84,39,0,13,20,0,4,4,0,5,2,3,1,10,16,14,0,2,18,1,2,7,15,4,0,1,7,9,53,23,51,64,9,37,0,0,2,1,27,13,0,13,20,232,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155854510025361,0.0,0.0,0.0503099655688923,0.0,0.2263826188710339,0.08357805134850749,0.0,0.15518878150312934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916272760263092,0.0,0.06950806650236209,0.0,0.24708589157232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105561331202499,0.1962919078128888,0.08076865082255211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262872484152713,0.0,0.0,0.06372852241861361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813643591794633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948344062948605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321924414600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886409140084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748145514318151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352355246359491,0.06292863690754948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865228691043784,0.0,0.04204539857097202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325332892799821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958824849819325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351612277550455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575816773126833,0.0,0.1540807217863883,0.12197491378555028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225533031194365,0.14457452061501053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062125837946327006,0.0,0.0,0.1257928729840269,0.06677120364115775,0.07000309611310541,0.04938323420185752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745285907934739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876984851014328,0.0,0.05705910340837994,0.07145180597183161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098725672627959,0.0,0.07763115254671765,0.07878789652812472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257893152741457,0.0645978032880293,0.0,0.08120948471123271,0.06993644243789693,0.16680607928117594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176661365960755,0.0,0.0,0.05895368720166488,0.26939996243629544,0.07717885251253176,0.0,0.0,0.06119827180774433,0.08315831997656116,0.0,0.15082967096830702,0.06268429563003597,0.056954582884704126,0.0,0.08281624650989243,0.05236449546848703,0.0,0.0,0.06185185728848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946353753685691,0.06466310296532739,0.0,0.08460430732306692,0.0,0.0491500297033754,0.04740436609440216,0.0,0.0,0.08627842999568068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091436339195667,0.0,0.0,0.2310520914507691,0.0,0.12779254701288578,0.0,0.0,0.13090863895275526,0.058723081223804124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502636345860569,0.07539348185683843,0.15766303196235032,0.0,0.0,0.04764166859841844 socialanxiety,Nowheremannnn,2019/02/01,"Who cares I am a prisoner in my own skin Unwillingly frozen in place Engaged in mindless trivialities Insatiably joyless, eternally anxious Constantly seeking escape And see chained to my ankles Shackles of instant gratification My own mind forever dulled By a vicious lack of motivation Take my air of superiority With it pummel my head inwards For all the laughs and smiles There is only loneliness and despair A fabricated suffering Yet one which became real All too real, horrifyingly so It comes and goes like a tidal rip Dragging me out as I flounder The waves drain my energy But I've learned not to resist Far from the shoreline, I submit The fire within me flickers weakly As gentle breeze thwarts a candle The current has subsided now But I know not which way to swim",5.500830105146651,8.37783230935252,6.4922302158273375,67.56072495849477,71.23021582733813,8.881239623685667,34.433314886552296,9.466822959209583,3.98440852241284,637,33,95,16,13,211,104,139,0.234,0.599,0.166,-0.8934,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,10,0,3,3,2,1,2,20,8,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,3,12,5,17,8,5,16,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,0,6,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825982803745505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550445810475191,0.0,0.0,0.21548206204538176,0.0,0.27032326607527635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567260525980157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747588961642745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221064697180985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258017482533895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695081035807132,0.1902503355717747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613534923251747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694508948316739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993371507964352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808165696189347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855741434965207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tilrpayj,2019/02/01,"Realistically, you could just never leave your house. Do you ever feel like real life social interaction/leaving your house at all has become obsolete? I mean, i never learned how to go to a store to buy something until i was 16, and now i just buy everything online. Literally everything you need to survive, you can just order and have delivered to your doorstep. and anything you could ever want, entertainment, a college degree, a job, friends, etc. you can just log onto your computer and go get it. i've never been great at face-to-face conversation, i wonder if other people besides myself have considered this a viable option from time to time. 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Any books that you read that improved your relationship with anxiety? Thanks,7.4811904761904735,11.03822378571429,4.772857142857145,69.15547619047621,96.85714285714286,10.438095238095238,33.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,5.421695238095238,79,4,10,3,3,22,13,14,0.08900000000000001,0.5770000000000001,0.334,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379740886651858,0.0,0.3802003163657719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971301499032855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335873389192847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45756682640733204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,--interesting--,2019/02/01,Cognitive Behavioral Therapy question I've seen CBT mentioned quite a bit on here but I don't really know where to start or how to get into it. Whenever I look it up it gives me the description of what it is but doesn't really tell how to get started or where I need to go. My SA has been getting worse and I want to try anything at this point to hopefully make some kind of improvement. Does anyone have any recommendations? ,4.493333333333332,5.6300861176470605,5.760882352941178,78.99230392156866,70.17647058823529,10.372549019607844,29.46078431372549,10.504223727775694,3.13778431372549,340,13,68,10,6,114,64,85,0.048,0.852,0.1,0.5284,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,20,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,12,18,2,10,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,5,2,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431571658716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838796486052733,0.0,0.17463757305546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316874120152954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857136584105557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326258974819306,0.20357912428729275,0.12060854654439927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107806492236278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209926952386912,0.11662962390300816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820991766581706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165735855004427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735717532957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061488199910268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377330567162685,0.22572027718384916,0.0,0.0,0.2719049454468297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004184002834152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854881420742035,0.0,0.24269011317389635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408229064408742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517184766006553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162685709906116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MacedoniaStarGawd,2019/02/01,"I failed today Today was the first time I went to a job fair. For the past year or so I've had decent improvement in my social interactions, but today I couldn't do it. I made it there, but I couldn't go up to the company recruiters. There were so many people and i don't know it just made my brain melt. What really hit me though is realizing even if I do go up to the recruiters I would've failed anyway. I'm way too awkward and don't look confident enough. With all that competition I was fucked. I ended up just leaving with nothing but shame and a feeling of defeat. I don't think I've ever been this disappointed in myself. 19 and a half and I feel like a child. I'm not sure where to go from here in terms of networking. I'm so discouraged now. 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I’m 17, currently homeless but staying with my grandma. My social anxiety has got a lot worse as there’s been a lot of recent trauma and I can’t even go outside anymore, a social worker cane to visit and agreed that she’d help me get counselling at home, I’m hoping soon I’ll start getting better. As I’m not in education, I need to start earning money but I find it impossible to even go outside. I was wondering if anybody here can give me some ideas of what temporary at home job I could look for? I’m in the UK if that’s any help, I know these jobs are hard to come by so realistically I’m not expecting some miracle. I would actually love to start my own business but I just can’t think at the moment. I’d like to know what jobs do people here have? Also, does anybody have any general advice for me that could help my situation right now? I don’t have anybody to talk to, nobody to support me. I feel really embarrassed posting on here but hopefully it’s for the greater good :/ ?",1.8796376811594195,3.979368207729472,4.122828502415459,83.93844565217394,79.48309178743959,7.038550724637682,25.32584541062802,8.07648339933343,1.6567277294685994,797,31,161,15,20,275,119,207,0.098,0.705,0.197,0.9768,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,1,7,0,16,1,0,0,0,32,43,12,0,9,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,3,3,19,7,25,36,6,22,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,9,9,101,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.1102022822511824,0.0,0.0,0.22070556016900408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030917270088187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153591001664469,0.0,0.08639027277859798,0.0,0.11199508938775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987640420308283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727821796526567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803290195146444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988248109512791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491769008150673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710022737818887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321493691449928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700201330093962,0.1083316576901548,0.1283601530804946,0.09471937425658307,0.09031952974912244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116208173010338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270815137170385,0.0,0.22655371890621134,0.2243276880116527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748294306281455,0.0,0.0,0.4482578940075345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241255019386172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517133927972195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948318049070664,0.0,0.0,0.1920161656383082,0.10192270988085134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373532262982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829065605994147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815463644062807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234512275639254,0.0,0.11150363054582887,0.0,0.0,0.09644063384851582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693677601949974,0.0,0.2302335132094448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397948960920911,0.12036714464026092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281503379620953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076794417889417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236025695285253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246653708723106,0.0,0.0,0.1150841614223226,0.08022142575110937,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heil3,2019/02/01,"How do you be normal like everyone else? Hi I hate social interactions bc i suck at them. I'm a freshmen in college who is very lonely bc i avoid talking way too much. I sat next to a pretty girl for a whole semester and never spoke to her once. the only thing i say to my roommate is ""sup"" like twice a day. Im on the track team and i sit with the guys on the team but only talk when they go out of their way to ask me a small talk question. I can tell they dont enjoy when i sit next to them and they would rather have someone else sit in that seat, but i sit there to feel included and to not look weird sitting by myself. There is one guy that tries to include me in most conversations (bless him) but i feel like it has become a 'job' for him at this point to make me feel included. He doesnt enjoy it, i know he doesnt so that makes me not enjoy it, it's just a drag. I have come to the conclusion that i am a shitty person bc well i am. I was really daring one day and got a tinder to see if i could meet someone. I matched with a girl and snapchatted her for about a week but then one day after a really bad social interaction with the track team i got sad and excepted the fact that i just suck and i'm boring and i'm awkward so i just stopped talking to her, no explanation, no warning just stopped. Obviously she wasn't happy about it and i feel really shitty about it bc i know that was a shitty thing to do but i just didn't want to talk to anyone ever again. Anyways i hate college, myself, and everything i do/say. I'm not going to reread this bc i know if i do i'll just delete the whole thing. Also i dont know why i put the help flair on this bc i dont want pity or anything like that i just needed to get this out of me and say it to someone but i would never have the balls to say it to somebody i know bc i can't talk about feelings or anything about myself to anyone. So sorry if this just sounds like a big mess of words that makes no sense but i needed to do something about it",0.6159959814701104,2.292034491990848,2.770032929619916,94.1868370821008,81.65446224256293,5.636412345816822,18.89652285538874,6.584502450881947,-0.11392243121058288,1551,36,368,15,41,526,182,437,0.195,0.743,0.063,-0.9958,1,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,6,4,29,24,4,2,24,0,28,0,0,4,5,77,64,32,0,12,25,0,5,5,0,2,0,5,0,5,26,18,0,3,12,4,0,4,16,13,1,4,8,12,57,11,50,52,4,40,1,3,2,0,45,13,2,7,21,249,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061903471563544074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825150981551056,0.0,0.12740103937364378,0.0,0.07236640703109759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646327827898036,0.0,0.08549149896261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668048460050018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061804310668309125,0.0,0.0,0.149766047449238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216621389191936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932957502590645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002033183381942,0.0,0.07396704591411526,0.06956968090191087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957000709930708,0.05530057825865072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044269542569499,0.0,0.08798595810891495,0.0,0.12382114184515995,0.0,0.0,0.15329297734014594,0.0,0.08240268393277328,0.0,0.15284954324173253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051885220539552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361435811768997,0.0,0.0768158952323084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127081682227832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890891772166327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500356234939594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501212939269754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056904082609492326,0.114794699325795,0.11940426426800547,0.0,0.1646494286119856,0.0,0.0758437991526513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243742239369674,0.15736181076770947,0.11774515661226567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759003133760846,0.0,0.0,0.07317596102984313,0.0,0.0,0.07875217423064684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781682492106988,0.0867151266168427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487694145137834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462330746586812,0.0,0.0,0.06168447474384167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781623628799485,0.19676366487814498,0.05959277012614665,0.0,0.08665236915113529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943378132464825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733076508166037,0.06765835575438829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428010917413704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255522411996049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387003897903493,0.09131496282960087,0.12288637378148633,0.062092351333975435,0.0,0.06959945028045805,0.0,0.06984904320719673,0.17284743409855854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997741645179013,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pitypartythrowaway5,2019/02/02,"I’ve become quite the creep So I have bad social anxiety. Really bad. And a really bad stutter that makes my really bad social anxiety get really bad. It’s bad. I’m bad. So I have this crush. We will call her Beth. Beth is very pretty. She’s smarter than me and she likes some similar stuff. She has a Deadman wonderland backpack and I saw her drawing a picture of Daryl from the walking dead). I’ve stalked her in all the classes I’m in with her, overheard her talking about how her favorite artist is Kurt Cobain. I fucking love Nirvana. I fucking like her. I would love to get to know her so she’s a unique and detailed and complicated person in my life and not just the angel I assume she is. But that will never happen. Really bad social anxiety remembers So I watch her. I don’t follow her home or anything I’m not that creepy. But when she isn’t looking I’m looking at her. Listening. I’ll notice how creepy I’m being then I’ll stop. Then start again. I think I need help mentally. Not just for the anxiety but for my weird obsessions. I often fantasize about her. Creepy? Yup. I know people like to say just go for it but that’s scary. Too scary. Fuck that. I’m content with watching. College won’t last forever but that’s okay. And when she leaves I’ll get a new obsession. I always do. It’ll be a missed opportunity, I get a lot of those. Any advice on how to pay attention on my school work and not the nice girl who sits in front of me? 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Been working as a student aid for special need kids for almost 3 months. My crippling social anxiety makes me hate my job. Constantly having to make a good impression. Forcing myself to get through these agonizing conversations. Putting up a front. Plastering on a fake smile everyday. I feel like there’s so much pressure on me and everyone is judging my every move. It’s quite overwhelming for me. My confidence is so low that whenever I speak, my voice is soft and difficult to hear. A lot of the workers like me there cause I seem so nice to them. I feel as if I constantly have to meet their expectations. I also fear quitting cause that might make them think negatively of me. My co-worker said the previous employees who worked in my position always quit after a couple of months. It seemed like she thought negatively of them. If I quit, I’d be no different than them. I don’t want to disappoint anyone. Plus, they are unable to hire people for a few years. If I quit, it’ll be more work for my co-workers since they can’t get a replacement. I feel imprisoned by this constant cycle. Wake up early in the morning, get ready, and force myself to go to work. I feel as if I’m wasting time. I mean, I spend most of my day there. I got big dreams that I want to pursue and it is hard to do the things I love if I work most of the time. I get that I seem irrational. Cause it is. “It’s all trivial. You’re overthinking things.” I constantly remind myself of that all the time. Yet, I still get these negative thoughts. They never disappear. If I force myself to get out of my comfort zone, it feels terrible. I can’t stand it. Should I get a different job with less hours? I don’t mind dealing with customers. It would make me less anxious to interact with different people for short periods of times, rather than the same exact people everyday, the entire time at work. 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For the life of me I spend days looking at a message that I want to send but I just am genuinely convinced that I'm not allowed. I keep thinking it's stupid, they probably don't want to hear it, they're going to get annoyed when they see the message, I'm wasting their time, etc. I just feel like no matter what other people are allowed to text people but if I just should'nt. Does anyone else feel that way? How do you combat it? 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Some days I'm more anxious than others, and I keep overthinking ""Omg I bet I looked nervous, now it's going to be awkward seeing them, wow, they see me as awkward now and weird/nervous."" How can I stop feeling this way? It's awful. When I'm nervous I suck at forming sentences, unlike when I'm confident and articulate. 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(im F17) I've never had a serious job before, but on Tuesday im going in for an interview (which already took me a lot of guts to apply & call to set up). I have chronic anxiety that makes me irritable & i just want it to go away. im so scared for my interview & any advice will help me. any mindset to walk in with, calming techniques, things to tell myself, anything will help. im trying to do things this year that scare me so i can succeed but all it's doing so far is just scaring me. anyways, any advice or support would be awesome. hearing similar experiences & how you coped would help immensely. i posted this to r/anxiety as well but im reaching out to everything possible",2.1478240302743608,4.15768085430464,4.55815042573321,81.5934602649007,78.20529801324504,7.757994323557239,29.328760643330174,8.634040054169528,2.5522124881740766,583,28,113,13,14,204,93,151,0.126,0.6709999999999999,0.204,0.9112,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,3,4,0,12,2,1,2,2,16,19,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,2,1,13,4,20,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,4,73,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796223132196695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004850969692108,0.0,0.0,0.4933081432129416,0.0,0.18576829699886885,0.0,0.13931869859934626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493322119432201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555226912347516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748390546835468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298070394313857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183732743580344,0.08907248888673924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350105922814977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262932059716873,0.0,0.18310337465947304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901515299395866,0.0,0.18072262194976166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741450931438924,0.0,0.0,0.06078212148918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022977355544813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026545500701702,0.0872086793556613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27349572686648066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103331878322119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958896665699478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099017510340546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116912037105516,0.061822607621722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053708543836867066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187234623060229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937040567138286,0.0,0.0,0.05863855892588812 socialanxiety,kevinjameshot,2019/02/02,"Finding my days getting progressively more and more depressing, what’s the point of such a dysfunctional life? The sad part about society is that it’s all about socialization, we can’t avoid it. It’s constantly shoved down our damn throats and there’s really nothing we can do about it because we know that as human beings it’s what we’re *supposed* to be like. So then, I just can’t help but think about how the future will be so disappointing. I’m not motivated by anything at all, not anymore. The feeling that I get before doing something that would be so easy for a human who is only fulfilling a simple human task is so devastating to me. Asking a teacher to use the damn bathroom is life or death to me, walking down the hallways, even taking out the trash are hard things among thousands of others in my life. I’m a senior in high school, I’ve been dealing with this since I’ve hit puberty at the very beginning of middle school and it’s been downhill ever since. There’s not a day I don’t regret not having been able to have been a teenager. I’m sure you know what I mean. I never went to a party, I never had more than one friend or two (and it was rare enough), I was never preppy nor did I like to attend school activities that connected everyone and made them enjoy their time in high school. I still get asked what I do after school and on the weekends, I still reply that I’m home, and people are always so damn shocked. It just worsens the weight of inadequacy I carry on my shoulders, like, I know I’m not normal and as much as I’d love to go out on the weekends and experience a normal teenage life I didn’t get to and won’t be able to, stop rubbing it in my face? (Can’t imagine how much worse college is going to feel, another time in my life that I’ll let slip away that I should’ve enjoyed.) Overall, in compliance to the title, everyday is just further depressing to me. I can’t consider the future because it only seems like deeper disappointment. I feel like I’ve already let my life slip through my fingers and I know it’s only further downhill from here. I missed out on so much and I rue it with all my might, if only I could pause life; rewind it. Anything to get my life together and start off the right damn way. 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I felt it creep up a few hours ago and now it's gotten bad. What can I do to distract myself? I'm not sleepy so I can't take a nap. Talking to people I know would make me feel better but they're all busy and I have nothing to say. I've tried studying for my tests but I can't concentrate. I feel like crying but nothing is coming out. ,-0.04053113553113264,2.2662507252747277,2.0202472527472537,94.08516941391943,91.1978021978022,4.352014652014652,20.770146520146522,5.985473137389443,0.15392234432234408,340,12,72,3,12,113,66,91,0.212,0.752,0.037000000000000005,-0.92,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,19,18,9,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,6,11,2,8,15,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932410120944848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462743363143464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201822421617306,0.13288882732949428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192800456341976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778494245449145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945925102240315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409029333238893,0.15573695914505892,0.2093111167041546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468293818692347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980534145373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650222617646113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551455833069712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183476224910291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113153438100546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616807807873956,0.0,0.17335980696676773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390646531819525,0.17521757214376799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800551909869678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485867374408774,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KnowThat205,2019/02/02,"Not sure if it’s a good reason or I just don’t want to It was my 21st birthday the other night and only one of my friends came out with me after envisioning all of them would come out to celebrate. I’m sure each of them had a valid reason not to go out, all being the type-A boozebags they are. On that night, I was kinda pissed. I went with one of my friends and two other guys I don’t even know while everyone else just stayed in. Now, they want to go out into the city and I’m sitting here saying to myself, “well where the fuck were you guys the other night?” I feel like my SA is getting in the way of going out into the city, but then again, I still feel mad about them not even making an effort to celebrate my 21st. What do you think?",1.688780841799712,3.0067421257861646,3.132201257861638,94.39058055152395,77.42767295597484,5.898597000483793,18.52007740686986,6.297961479604792,-0.3039147556845667,574,10,135,4,13,188,92,159,0.07400000000000001,0.807,0.12,0.6646,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,5,1,11,10,3,0,10,0,11,2,1,3,4,38,28,8,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,15,0,0,6,0,0,6,5,3,1,3,6,3,20,7,25,20,3,29,0,0,0,1,12,11,2,3,10,100,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703833724242212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832550251098812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444632641892568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967881521736001,0.0,0.0,0.142348370637231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064863491669034,0.1064250587965335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018956727436676,0.13772147876370686,0.07783130618343198,0.0,0.2539913069592307,0.1249499790728324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950098288342701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187067847187089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277980605897298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943943628481576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193981536230797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189348816514016,0.11329931449231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063344202326241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846788168124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878348354705168,0.11896859694668925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080719589286496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545473313064366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552322116661945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757341531347065,0.11824640868869794,0.0,0.0,0.13394300424237346,0.13809779974549255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582487001699382,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThisNameTagPasses,2019/02/02,"For my first time I've managed to hold an actual conversation WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER So, I don't really have much of a problem when talking to people in real life, because most of them are people I know and if they aren't, the conversation usually doesn't last too long, but for the first time I managed to talk to someone online that I didn't know at all, and for a long time too! It was on the nintendo switch voice chat and we were playing mario kart, AND we talked about things unrelated to the game, wich is harder than just talking about what's happening in the race. I feel like I'm actually making progress socially! (and as a bonus, that was my first real conversation in english [my native language is portuguese])",7.94908814589666,6.833542936170215,7.999047619047619,73.59000000000002,62.90070921985816,11.177710233029382,36.45491388044579,10.290406445055957,3.5670701114488326,578,23,110,11,7,188,91,141,0.014,0.88,0.106,0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,2,5,7,4,0,0,10,0,11,1,0,1,1,21,17,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,12,3,20,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,12,76,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.2899555940127735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056371249222983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576734790292046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751188179114573,0.10613471031282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791073843368015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137534653462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632946383302296,0.12110012642649688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049356994724072,0.07258124843943692,0.0,0.0,0.26295031492809323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916814595270468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921220923093916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599222828950545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215643275400042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381984949426809,0.09517440389730107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514430865690534,0.1258784581133828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776429786040504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869984009716327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598879582311778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362311886506836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justmeh123-,2019/02/02,"How to deal with my RBF (resting bitch face)? Yeah so this semester I’m turning things around at school. I’m on meds to help with the anxiety and it’s helped a bit....the anxiety still lurks around. So for my classes i usually sit in the middle or the back but this semester I switched it up and sit in the front row of all my classes! It helps me be less distracted. I do notice really small things about the lecturers. I’m very observant and my brain picks up on the most dumbest small things ever. So I noticed a couple of my professors don’t look in my direction. Like they would talk and make eye contact around the room. You might think “hey OP is really a weirdo.” And I agree that I am hah. I had professors that wouldn’t even call my name the whole semester (esp when they called everyone else in the front of the class), I would look at the lecturer if they somehow land a glance on me they quickly look else where like they made a mistake or something. I think the problem is my RBF. From my past experience I’ve actually had a guy taller/older than me get so nervous while talking to me (his hands/voice were shaky). It’s either that or my “aura” is freaking malicious. Should I smile more?(god damn I hate smiling idk how people do it all the time, the longest I can go is 3 min and my checks get sore :| I do nod and say “hmm” “ really?” “Oh ok” during lecture towards the professor. How can I seem more inviting to people in general?",2.6740344827586213,4.4988859206896565,3.867103448275864,87.99824137931036,76.0,7.67448275862069,25.73793103448276,8.488131031819089,1.6937613793103443,1127,41,237,22,25,367,165,290,0.152,0.748,0.1,-0.9355,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,5,0,19,12,3,3,21,3,20,4,3,6,3,42,36,21,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,13,12,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,9,0,0,4,6,36,3,29,26,8,37,0,0,5,0,20,22,2,9,12,155,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.11152181394018086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484937208644613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052030750880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787506887328564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476530177997368,0.0,0.0,0.12757544038322982,0.2333874471131445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264498017922218,0.0,0.0,0.11781873854843075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093429647973106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548155191083734,0.10337374722904318,0.0,0.1092004351786246,0.0,0.11178879008059002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941425767930205,0.0,0.06494855104973317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315620103855273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282887151010293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298005250407097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166389131505898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879018842373543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813548726067634,0.07628348443757238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269404773342609,0.0,0.0,0.12123412825579825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021945263557805,0.11991873178985901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909418789751774,0.15845617350230162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935152534627812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219634089822075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088087328551646,0.0,0.11565851794543534,0.0,0.1040371705809556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797913112321692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126498955352967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370954894344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277697433095195,0.14645335736634646,0.0,0.0,0.06663819592061188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430495950600785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586442472690068,0.09429382997780836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759070468345735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236394989061606,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,negroyverde12,2019/02/02,another weekend alone sigh...i seriously get more depressed having no friends as time goes by. will this lonely hell ever end?!,3.859848484848485,7.1584283181818185,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,84.0,6.56969696969697,30.06060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.8284060606060613,101,5,15,2,3,32,22,22,0.506,0.404,0.09,-0.9249,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432796870371096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438182822261855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35991878001146377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701169765170985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779956996887539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228524668525188,0.0,0.218324657344042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436687473193488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,earthmilitary,2019/02/02,"I did something weird today with my boyfriend and I feel bad about it We were hugging and wearing winter clothes and I wanted to touch his skin so I used one of my hands to pat him on his head a couple of times, and he asked ""what are you doing?"" and I felt so embarrassed I can't focus on anything else ever since. I can't stop thinking about what I did and I feel so bad and hate myself.",0.9518373493975892,2.8124082048192807,2.388780120481929,96.415218373494,81.40963855421687,4.631927710843375,20.01355421686747,5.148860815047168,-0.3754807228915662,303,8,69,1,8,98,55,83,0.188,0.757,0.055,-0.9046,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,7,5,4,1,1,17,15,10,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,6,17,1,9,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426128566284696,0.0,0.2320492110840793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145013376191963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27464717974546193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073532947525256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245263158484712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251011755017909,0.0,0.23832706374884755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450627119608424,0.2547420582047025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819813474926051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532751071193894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108942755918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752036805632126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904730966290656,0.0,0.0,0.14473721835479691,0.0,0.23528051319816184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437962862844945,0.0,0.0,0.1464047059547619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imk0ala,2019/02/02,"Apparently, my tone of voice sounds mean. Just as the title says. I have had a ridiculous number of interactions, mostly with my coworkers, that go something like this: I will say something that I think sounds completely neutral, because I am not even irritated or anything, and the response I get is “Woah, so sassy!”, or something similar. Just had one today, in fact, and it’s only one of many that have occurred in the last couple of weeks. I’ve even had multiple people tell me “I thought you were a bitch until I got to know you”, and one time, someone from a different department that I said ONE little innocent sentence to later asked my coworker if I was always mean and horrible to work with. My coworker told me about it..I guess he thought it was funny, plus, he told the other guy that I was great. But that didn’t help me feel any better. My feelings were very hurt, and now whenever I run into that other guy I’m mentally freaking out, thinking that everything I say sounds bitchy. It makes me feel really horrible about myself. I hate talking in the first place, and these comments discourage me even more. I don’t want to come off this way, and I’m pretty convinced that 90% of the people I interact with think I’m a bitch. The problem is, I literally have NO IDEA that I sound mean until people tell me. So how am I supposed to change that? I guess I’m wondering if anyone else has this experience? Thanks for reading.",4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,5.5680869565217375,79.72147826086956,69.86956521739131,8.853333333333332,29.74202898550725,9.255337874911486,2.612649855072464,1128,44,211,23,20,369,155,276,0.136,0.752,0.111,-0.906,2,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,3,11,13,4,0,11,0,19,0,0,2,1,45,50,19,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,0,2,20,14,0,1,14,1,0,4,4,8,0,5,15,12,33,5,27,34,2,22,0,2,0,0,20,8,2,8,10,140,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339410834491343,0.0,0.0,0.06815552110025068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700787087452556,0.10269097675061843,0.08247552710649753,0.0,0.0936955866928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610954088458787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863967680803403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602333607258883,0.08633380296080471,0.10508259371305764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089556615837973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471238624386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372400196389293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198590333437288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007455718140624,0.09803796439726684,0.0,0.0,0.15202827156782125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525018834865669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236272230180521,0.0,0.056959411859431076,0.0,0.08015801119689002,0.11049693164987154,0.2208153069810469,0.19847434793327806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895010832586054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717780222320069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729149379667942,0.11314030537831575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508029881163076,0.08169565416114337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048964214539373635,0.10045043036508816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690006686715819,0.1016110537825236,0.0,0.3275188202391457,0.0,0.0,0.10100186973193702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716565653008259,0.07622460463099412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844738571479213,0.0,0.10471238624386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196348652080177,0.0,0.09590050076538637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025077530387112,0.0,0.06420583871566983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533564533095244,0.2391056155040628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491917625379786,0.23147119452341305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805559761661755,0.17519978114578885,0.09227247454130658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926578106578201,0.0,0.15913277135409318,0.05844121825142987,0.0,0.09500030454099503,0.1915359915513908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269501029201512,0.059114507456990165,0.07955287101002156,0.08039336932773708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868827681399654,0.07296401330396007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sgsin,2019/02/02,To medicate or not? I keep going back and forth on whether to take medication for my social anxiety. My Dr recommends anti depressants but after some adverse side effects I discontinued. As my anxiety is situation based I'm not sure I want to be medicated full time. Anyone have any suggestions?,4.226100628930819,7.364492396226421,6.556886792452833,63.78614779874215,77.86792452830191,11.080503144654088,33.361635220125784,10.504223727775694,5.213065408805033,239,13,36,10,6,84,44,53,0.251,0.723,0.026,-0.8685,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547288363244922,0.0,0.34812108084272475,0.0,0.0,0.1590949182139924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495724228379098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959720585759784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931107227210148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223994703310114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6876404304384249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575430106493674,0.0,0.23193913182244724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144452109641903,0.0,0.17107494450725144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267511637287094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420363898709833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Burry01,2019/02/02,Frequent Blushing from SA Why does this constantly happen when you can be in such a simple conversation? This happens to me almost daily at work and what makes it worse is that I feel my head just shutting down as it’s happening. The worst part is that it just makes others feel uncomfortable.,5.740818181818181,7.384206309090914,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,67.72727272727272,8.40909090909091,28.29545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.2207272727272724,237,8,42,4,4,74,47,55,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401410621702147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259155877703143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098645797932688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425163298461865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6362054361279061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612038192737345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201580570989356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596973359531949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163966205520288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458888930501487,0.0,0.2443929712110807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ancientnucleus,2019/02/02,"Do you ever feel that you know nothing while trying to converse with people because of anxiety ? Even though I read a lot and know a lot of things, when I am in a social situation, I always feel inferior to everyone around me. I suddenly start feeling like I don't know anything about any topic and my knowledge is limited compared to others. Even when I want to say something, I find myself stumbling for words and very often I just decide not to speak out in fear of making myself look like a complete fool. Because of this, I know people around me must be thinking I am dumb and boring. Social anxiety + inferiority complex is a really bad combination to have. And I don't seem to have a clue how to get out of this mess. 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I feel lightheaded whenever engaging in social interactions and sometimes get surges of adrenaline within my brain. I often feel like I am floating with anxiety and have dizziness often. I have been prescribed medication for anxiety and low mood but have yet to take it due to thinking its never going to help me. &#x200B; My requires me to be very sociable and Its killing me. 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Like, seriously. 40mg completely stops the stupid fight or flight reaction I get in social situations. Do you know how weird it was to NOT feel like I was getting mugged during a simple conversation with a friend? It’s weird, let me tell you. Can you take propranolol long term for anxiety? It’s honestly giving me my life back ",2.9622727272727296,5.914036060606063,3.8971969696969713,81.81579545454547,82.33333333333334,8.148484848484847,24.91666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4351575757575765,284,11,52,8,8,91,54,66,0.225,0.5820000000000001,0.193,0.2944,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,9,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,8,4,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769778874702216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087677784962261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466399875174603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727923968704098,0.19396061787504607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976126864202368,0.0,0.2836964979502004,0.2604488332987255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921004096048993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776285239898493,0.1917694319495239,0.26528368998155955,0.0,0.0,0.2402701500930496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051788915806916,0.0,0.2767614341930085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698728467369295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413522558393046,0.0,0.23730414581113324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fishtalko,2019/02/02,"Resources for Improvement Hello everybody! I have made a lot of improvement on my social anxiety since I identified it 4 years ago. Here are some resources that can be helpful for you: The Shyness and Social Anxiety System Manual by Sean Cooper No More Mr. Nice Guy by Robert A. Glover 6 Pillars of Self Esteem by Nathaniel Branden Charisma on Command (youtube channel) A counselor recommended by your doctor (cost prohibitive, but any person, your mom for example, who cares for you and you can be open with is a tremendous help) I wish I started out doing more to improve my self acceptance and self esteem. It is possible to physically go to social situations once you lower your social anxiety. Your self esteem greatly effects HOW you interact once you are there. Working to improve self esteem is crucial. The first book (Social Anxiety System Manual) will tell you what you have and how to improve using cognitive behavioral therapy. This book saved me hundreds of dollars because it uses the same strategies that therapists use. Before trying to improve I had no close friends, constant anxiety and depressive spats, fear, hiding during school lunch, never dated anybody, always alone except for at school, negative thoughts, constant tiredness, hopelessness, and more. Months after starting to work on it I was easier on myself, had less overall anxiety, formed deeper friendships, slowly started dating, and now have many other positive benefits that are worth everything. PM me if you have questions or want help!",8.744154268711377,10.474497066147864,8.166582742046241,63.43844815747315,60.82879377431907,10.871961547264819,40.40947585259785,10.843485225782073,5.231269810025177,1234,65,160,31,17,389,163,257,0.135,0.652,0.213,0.9814,1,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,13,0,4,5,10,0,1,7,0,19,3,1,7,1,32,31,12,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,11,11,1,0,4,3,3,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,24,7,28,23,8,25,0,2,0,0,36,8,0,5,14,117,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632731345996402,0.0,0.0,0.08917931009910712,0.0,0.0,0.07164665782769536,0.0,0.0,0.05855467965604519,0.0,0.3952227429833388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248910191976185,0.0,0.07326942222912915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779027634899297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860988705177723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416252447854632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813260824451889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738605406830305,0.0,0.0,0.0968926046970934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324127801811714,0.0,0.0,0.06652488090548196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893572906470612,0.0,0.0,0.09493159660854464,0.0,0.08525796351906118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314406635043142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732038006516514,0.0,0.0814750879171488,0.0,0.08729744278526197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084569848913097,0.06872857331474004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640985506069798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833990538379752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518398462895351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970709920643381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645784470928076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742866871308449,0.0,0.0,0.4491339771346177,0.0,0.0,0.07122734354288186,0.0967861681458442,0.0,0.4388684710031282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283770756962564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525998550954635,0.0,0.09846912151112522,0.09997509983817013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835813371386093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584599693802439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231024679153157,0.0,0.0,0.05078724351733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901705353448233,0.0,0.0,0.12537163113017674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055449106583860465 socialanxiety,thebronxgirl,2019/02/02,"Speech Class Guys this Monday I start my speech course and I have to give a speech that day. I suffer from major depressive disorder and anxiety. I have an accommodation letter for some learning disabilities I have, but I hope to get it updated to put my depression on there. I could not get the additional medication to help treat my anxiety last week so this Monday I'm going to be a wreck. Any tips that you can give if you also went through this course? And it's not like I don't want to do it..it's just my mental illness prevents it and I get these panic attacks. I was actually crying earlier and shaking because of this class lol. 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I always feel gross when people see me eat. I feel like I need to hide. My anxiety kicks up badly when friends ask me to go out to eat or when I’m eating around new people (especially at social events, like family reunions and holiday parties). I know, in reality, that probably no one cares about how or what I eat (because why would they anyway?), but I just can’t shake off the feeling that I’m being watched and judged. 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Just me? 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Whenever I'm on outings with people, I end up getting depressed because I do something weird or say something awkward and as much as I try to hide that I'm upset-well everyone sees right through it. And it's always when I'm hanging out in large groups and it's so awful. Can anyone give tips on how to take mishaps with a grain of salt and power through it? 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Does anyone else have an issue talking or communicating how they’re feeling in person but have no problem doing it through text messages? I feel like texting is not the best way to communicate or have meaningful conversations, but in person I just freeze up and can’t find words or just physically find it almost impossible to speak. I’ve ruined a lot of relationships because of it and I need to find a way to get past it. 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I want to be friendly and sociable but for so long I’ve been scared of saying something wrong or stupid, I’ve gotten into the habit of holding back my opinions so I don’t oppose anyone. I’m so tired of being this way that recently, I’ve placed myself in social situations where I have many opportunities to talk to and befriend people, but It doesn’t seem to make a difference since I freeze up. People will talk to me but I never say anything interesting or express myself since I’m not thinking clearly. I don’t ever know what to say, or how to have a good time. I don’t talk because I’ve forgotten how to think of things to say. I want to be myself, but I don’t know how to be myself. Sometimes it feels like my “talking” function is broken. I don’t know what to do. Has anyone had this problem and overcome it?",3.800423728813559,4.483561316384186,5.295833333333333,83.36544491525427,71.42937853107344,7.481920903954803,27.17937853107345,7.492282038375204,1.419053107344633,671,22,138,7,12,227,92,177,0.183,0.708,0.108,-0.9637,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,3,0,19,1,0,5,3,34,33,17,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,10,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,6,18,6,21,25,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,8,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764849615746736,0.0,0.10385244315183392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704056712903243,0.0,0.07693079021867577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185289650397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415578031380855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381087814522894,0.09015782270074912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750236658812396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585118004254904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27742647070249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233105985575179,0.0,0.0,0.1116836697557174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423996347673031,0.12794772651675634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733377865632188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174983384239876,0.0,0.13185289650397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075704943491135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246079903392531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014395253573133,0.1263489409813463,0.0,0.0,0.11488839969199716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878908663011306,0.14185490178665267,0.0,0.12864574565571393,0.0,0.09715548322388767,0.12481574333879235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071768092209714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384215359748177,0.16172865681931312,0.0,0.0,0.07358865725518225,0.14504916777830154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887291395418265,0.10017226083884667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379806807689082,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dcristo,2019/02/02,I feel like a big reason for my SA is I'm nothing like the rest of my family I feel so different to the rest of my family. I have nothing in common with them so it basically reduces conversations to awkward small talk which I am absolutely terrible at. It got to the point where I was basically just ignored at family gatherings and stopped going to them because fck that what's the point of just attending them and being a statue. ,3.813899159663869,5.697048776470589,6.082184873949583,73.08411764705886,73.0,10.033613445378153,29.789915966386555,10.290406445055957,3.524579831932773,346,15,63,11,7,122,54,85,0.109,0.831,0.059,-0.4927,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,11,2,12,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128309713112622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991204399959266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952796258815095,0.0,0.21285509858941212,0.15037053867130915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962348616380993,0.0,0.16834409679288198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566469523693875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039321025091005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979527529127401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641365438194746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759748996567425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917988416221946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dell0101,2019/02/02,"What if you stop identifying with the body and everything that makes you YOU? What if we somehow abandon our thoughts and body by not identifying with them. Stop trying to protect anything. Treat your mind, body and thoughts as simply clothes we wear. Like ""I am not my body, I am not my thoughts"" Therefore when we percieve a threat we don't give a shit about it. Hence ending anxiety. It can potentially be done by meditation maybe? What are your thoughts? Can this cure social anxiety?",3.5534831460674137,6.508290247191013,3.3933595505618013,86.58576966292135,79.1123595505618,6.706067415730338,29.1247191011236,7.908726449838941,2.112742921348315,388,18,72,7,10,117,59,89,0.149,0.7440000000000001,0.106,-0.5165,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,8,6,6,2,0,25,14,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,15,2,7,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,13,0,1,3,5,50,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294443189666994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340771251643701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6663054267502281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346538547414645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328237196284881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477810264049375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385927154641953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326490564486646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001022304302709,0.0,0.1506591389274483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142103519516528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393603849593987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528695591025455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075347821584604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762191158560709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181580968757373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_dimethyltryptamine-,2019/02/02,"Oh Boy... I love Dreams... Don't you love it when your life is absolutely perfect in a dream, and then you wake up and realise you were dreaming and immediatly get that weird feeling in your gut.",6.786052631578947,6.006641815789473,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,65.05263157894737,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.6144315789473684,151,6,32,2,2,49,31,38,0.036000000000000004,0.619,0.345,0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,5,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442391275644402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523680394442949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411848642202337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8719234540145279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,embarassingqanda,2019/02/02,"Taking a class where most supposed ""popular kids"" go. How do I handle it? I get way too intimidated either if its the girls or the guys",1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,83.44444444444446,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9609111111111108,105,3,21,2,3,37,25,27,0.104,0.7859999999999999,0.11,0.046,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381721821238306,0.0,0.3413658304034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947424524258424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451617479205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767716341652624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tieredlayers,2019/02/02,"should i get help recently i cried during a presentation in front of a group of 60-70 people sitting on the floor not more than 2m away from me we were gathered in a small room for a talk about something, and they gave us a few questions and told us to present the answers in turns. before the whole presentation started, one of the superiors said that whoever doesnt put effort into presenting would be punished. and the thing was although we were already in groups, we didnt know who would be going up to present, it was the superiors that chose the person to go up to present. (im a very quiet guy unless only with close people that i know, very bad in presenting) after the 1st group finished, they suddenly wanted me to go present (the order of which group presenting was random) because they knew that i was a quiet person, but luckily they let me take another guy with me, but i was to do the presentation. so i went up reluctantly, stood in front of the crowd and started saying the first answer. all eyes were on me, then someone from the crowd told me speak louder, although i already knew this was going to happen, something inside me was triggered and i tried to speak louder but right after that, tears just started welling up in my eyes and i couldnt stop it. so i asked my partner to help me present the second part for me, however he didnt know why, so he just told me to continue, mumbling could be heard from the crowd, luckily for me one of the superiors saw this and told me to go to one side and let my partner continue the presentation. once i got to the side and sat down, i couldnt hold back my tears and started crying silently. i felt that i was a burden to my group and that i was guilty for not better preparing my mind for the presentation, every time i think about this or when people ask me about it, i just start crying i dont know why, but i just cant seem to stop it. it took me around 2 days for me to not cry when asked about that day. had negative thoughts for the day after that and now i keep tearing up when i think about sad things &#x200B; (i know my english and writing skills arent good, but i tried to put everything together)",7.0131755341432775,5.8936309124424024,7.139120234604107,79.01504398826981,64.76036866359448,10.19505655634688,33.32174277335568,9.218907990703514,2.6716718894009213,1712,59,349,25,22,553,185,434,0.1,0.83,0.071,-0.9321,2,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,5,0,4,4,19,10,1,0,28,0,31,2,2,1,1,66,75,29,0,7,14,0,1,0,2,3,0,7,1,6,21,21,0,4,15,0,0,11,12,4,1,5,32,11,54,6,63,32,5,77,0,1,3,0,45,25,0,4,39,246,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715034349205848,0.0,0.0,0.08419561067969952,0.09442263229720532,0.0,0.08148267004272862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691757941045974,0.217936947202294,0.0,0.07300837866744568,0.059751963536600824,0.0648821828998904,0.04736952707496029,0.0,0.06612301893362585,0.0,0.0,0.06872561539060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062042796483389125,0.0,0.3414304032205987,0.1503439533834847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107214278722567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547158345943499,0.0,0.06983813114227988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461100236232596,0.0,0.0,0.06609761979519947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059875265015609,0.0,0.22081367922879053,0.06517702892027218,0.062149466766719064,0.0,0.0,0.15388449272558893,0.06871613213943767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041708626347262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393700289978462,0.0,0.0,0.06906964114789031,0.0,0.0,0.21352895046797365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892154969174668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846201947112516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275552570493933,0.15796902666086635,0.05909975137337325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414921709360534,0.0,0.1616169572779217,0.135701685310937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562341972381891,0.08704973641068006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672638686478375,0.0,0.0,0.06636143904843451,0.07391724710617102,0.06179580507141377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074162561361243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584097389191876,0.1196454444305854,0.0,0.0,0.2750074276460507,0.0,0.0,0.12993323064305834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842606863705881,0.062458023706488626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325028908632612,0.099583144359014,0.0,0.061690757649129575,0.04531163507291127,0.0,0.0,0.2970098575004464,0.08633544761790135,0.10551604051416304,0.08452301094104292,0.0,0.0,0.1869441476101224,0.0,0.0,0.12823299174160366,0.045833661062335815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986801539266091,0.07203526046684187,0.140237142859541,0.08675720237384432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040178901608676,0.0,0.09442263229720532,0.0 socialanxiety,Shinsekainoeru,2019/02/02,"Sometimes I want to share my passion on the internet but every time, I'm too scared that I might offend someone. I mean, so offended that they might go to my house and kill me because they think I am a political threat. Is there a high chance that this will happen to anyone? I kinda want to share anime weeaboo things just for fun and make people laugh like video of me hugging a body pillow or licking my anime figurines while wearing a Hatsune Miku outfit. I understand that people will judge me as disgusting, creepy, and degenerate and that's totally okay if you think like that because that's the joke but I'm scared that people might take this so seriously to the point they will do something about it.",6.7758088235294105,7.059026727941178,6.5708823529411795,78.23147058823531,64.80882352941177,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.5124,569,20,104,8,8,179,86,136,0.192,0.597,0.211,-0.4398,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,3,0,6,18,5,2,7,1,9,4,2,1,1,21,21,12,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,10,10,15,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,6,4,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284723380474525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676298293364705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926726115248498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597754563267886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172132567178844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271612965464406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051678138605925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186221720223656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855347957822104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769343542776065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772868996137716,0.0,0.0,0.17580038951789528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136260061492682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356613055935848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256516601560505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323157924770176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674473044378788,0.12424545902331888,0.15961826146990027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134475744207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721995829321852,0.2068236453256591,0.0,0.0,0.09410746770216047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801207621115674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038332080292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jimtimur123,2019/02/02,"How do you talk to people. I have a group of friends of about 7 people and we always game together, but outside of my pc I can't talk to people anymore. I used to be so social, had girlfriends who actually liked me, but now I can't even look at a girl I like without my heart rate going through the roof and my mouth to stop working... Suggestions?",3.432500000000001,4.193965027777779,4.776,86.46900000000002,72.33333333333333,7.426666666666668,28.288888888888888,7.554174236665415,1.5061522222222226,270,10,58,3,5,90,53,72,0.04,0.831,0.129,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,2,0,9,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,11,3,11,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,4,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.23064318710080456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666186160138455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343953666690367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610673001937111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826031711506468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343229659062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800755006094033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093702359251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984741992224288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915653123967153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092872751495026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759890975405325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37993782895151335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413023206938194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783265071601244,0.0,0.17206537693187296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ClandestineProphecy,2019/02/02,"It isn't always you! Dear others, I've had a life long struggle with social interaction. I realise it's very visible. I also realise when someone is humouring me, treating me with kid gloves, feigning interest in me as a person. That is also very visible. I observed and learned social skills as an adult, but I have a hard time putting them into action. There is a disconnect between my cognitive understanding and my behaviour. It appears that someone like me is a magnet for cold, sadistic types who come off all sweet and friendly and wax lyrical about things we have in common, then they ghost and blank me when I approach them thinking I'm making a friend. I end up feeling so painfully low, that despite my efforts to connect with people, i'm too far gone, it's not possible to learn what I should have been taught as a child. I end up feeling that the problem is always me. I end up feeling rejected a hundred times a day. I have to say now, after years of pain and loneliness, sometimes it really isn't me, sometimes it's you. 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So I'm a bored freshman in college typing this in my dorm and something a bit tragic happened the other day where my only close friend at our university texted me saying that he has decided to temporarily withdraw his admission to take a break from school. We hung out very often and he was probably one of the funniest guys on the whole campus, literally everyone loved being around him because he's such a character and I was so so glad to have him as my friend. I feel really lonely now even though I've always been meeting tons of new people ever since the first day. The thing is, all of these people I have met are pretty much people that I just ""know"", meaning I never really hang out with them. Usually when I see them while walking to my classes we say whats-up to each other but that's really the only connection I have with all these people that I'm familiar with. Now I know you're all probably thinking, ""Dude just try harder to get closer to them then..."" , and I wish I could just commit to this obvious solution without being so insecure, but one of my biggest fears is annoying someone or invading their privacy so it's really hard for me to find out how to get closer to them without crossing a line of any sort. If anyone cares about my situation at all, even though it's not too big of a deal, I'd really appreciate any advice. I'm very bored now and the college doesn't feel the same without him..",9.016807561039641,6.8272765563139926,9.38976109215017,67.88610658965611,61.5938566552901,12.837910212654245,37.214229456550285,11.51311941424646,4.224215752165923,1193,43,217,28,13,402,167,293,0.066,0.813,0.121,0.926,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,5,1,25,14,2,2,14,0,16,1,0,2,8,53,34,23,0,3,13,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,13,17,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,8,0,3,4,6,31,6,38,26,10,33,0,2,1,1,25,16,0,5,13,161,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997650315911705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495034943952205,0.0,0.0,0.1388547811975535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138646739356938,0.0,0.0,0.09088526544991027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062235527588375826,0.11275475258540632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146015715544053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409159169956854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815137158978104,0.0,0.0,0.13168431037583453,0.10525438505028092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348641892944772,0.09234982761645803,0.0,0.09755514949113572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488408359422182,0.10324354282485476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331202561521906,0.08684106627833718,0.0,0.0,0.2366326099788596,0.0,0.1066797558106951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010890669996692,0.09028134755837727,0.0,0.09145613071011084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221633576148722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921437807306214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121024726056074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505080427398275,0.0,0.07874115226982076,0.09860297827875428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836301273465856,0.15529410716907846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831163752877833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386625604520214,0.2201491029608378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270200103582274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237842211436482,0.0,0.1033245333650351,0.08135566427655996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445317488735306,0.11475788339876394,0.0,0.0,0.08650387707294792,0.07859691469897821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676194868460298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782668744793686,0.06541768422434505,0.20061358557262815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931509406926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244206810864513,0.16847641063938645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398425517914505,0.11740301017885887,0.3936597189604061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,selvmordsbrev,2019/02/02,"Thought I was improving socially, only to find out I was oblivious to the fact that I was being (gently) ostracized by my coworkers I'm no social butterfly, and have extreme social anxiety but I worked to make improvements. I will even strategically medicate myself with various substances as to not be a social burden on anyone. (Otherwise, I avoid drugs entirely). Everyone is friendly as they can be to my face, and just when I think things are going well and think that I'm improving, I find out I'm nowhere near where I thought I was. For example, I'll find out that they all hang out on their lunch breaks and outside of work. Some of them are kind enough not to mention it to or near me. But even when I find out, it's no longer a kick in the gut because this is such a recurring pattern. I'm no longer surprised but am ready for it. I even go out of my way to set my boundaries early so they don't feel like they have to invite me and do things like leave the scene so as to not make them uncomfortable and feel they have to be sneaky to talk about these things. But while it's not a kick in the gut anymore, I still feel some bit of resentment, not at anyone or myself, but the circumstances...like the fact that I am severely defective in some area that does not allow me to have even the most casual of acquaintances. Every time I find a new job, new class, new school, or new group, I die each time from the eventual realization that this is a trend that will not budge. Sure, there are little improvements here or there, but the data all point in one direction. I'm tired of being a disappointment to anyone who has to encounter me, and myself. I'm going to work at my job for the next few months and quietly leave, and I'll decide what to do from there. I think I see [TTG](http://www.reddit.com/r/timetogo) on the horizon, and maybe it is a lot closer than I expected a few months ago. And when it happens, I'll make sure no one ever knows. (But that shouldn't be too hard, anyway.)",6.636374458874457,5.897159729797982,6.812265512265513,79.80863636363638,65.33838383838383,10.876190476190477,30.97835497835498,10.290406445055957,2.7870809523809528,1567,48,324,33,21,505,182,396,0.131,0.767,0.103,-0.8923,2,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,8,4,22,14,1,1,20,0,31,7,3,4,7,72,54,31,1,2,19,0,4,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,22,19,1,1,15,1,0,4,13,5,1,2,6,6,39,9,52,39,13,47,0,1,1,0,17,22,0,9,20,233,61,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637915905452798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591519990224977,0.0,0.08545150359674325,0.18074355012551171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252475532578125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406873710276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942459555092068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540266930109027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999228479693002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903041232623607,0.0,0.22764195370058485,0.07794024230042078,0.07259685950751438,0.08233336417877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307012739180629,0.061555556164200366,0.0,0.0,0.3937615301350674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657006816345677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690690648936558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619451259976598,0.0,0.07718599126150033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100888642284734,0.0,0.0,0.08972651370747288,0.047353463590856765,0.0,0.0,0.18247040265276834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419072519466901,0.08635893231528137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732535245892182,0.0,0.0,0.1725453537273247,0.0,0.08656328737383019,0.0,0.0,0.08680113314500361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755051487697914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328707899924498,0.0916363577874806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677386971141053,0.0655315805832021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145280069177614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872025359862563,0.06866152704216566,0.0,0.0,0.09734075857150117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513332591573305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881065638054952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241704081311614,0.0,0.0,0.0692553338800229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173053563507654,0.1656311751989414,0.0,0.13680913243043247,0.1004858056467201,0.0990328063199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839294742761487,0.0,0.0,0.07747175537112977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881851853735196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oviraptor97,2019/02/02,"If a girl extends conversation with me is she attracted to me? We are forced to do this school assignemtn together. She suggested we exchange numbers, ok cool. So after we talked about the assignment a little bit, she would extend the convo and ask where I work, and after she asked where I worked she said ""oh my friend wanted me to ask you that"" so just weird. I'm not sure, she's really pretty and I'm just anxious and nervous. 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He’s usually pretty scary, but he said to talk to him privately if we‘re really scared. I couldn’t find him at lunch or after school tho. I cried for the next few classes and when i came home, but I don’t know if he’ll believe me if I email him about it. I’m not even diagnosed with anxiety, but i’ve cried in the middle of speeches so i think this is gonna go badly.",4.3045393858477965,4.848801616822431,5.590120160213621,82.20971962616825,70.21495327102804,9.478771695594123,27.435246995994657,9.606745405546679,2.2864723631508665,411,13,85,9,7,138,80,107,0.211,0.77,0.019,-0.9633,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,17,12,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,2,12,0,11,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,5,7,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618074091586782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863481989907704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005615818311872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360136722336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910815282607321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806811503184124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175770154852524,0.0,0.0,0.17010065284773254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627021900790111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116984348095752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856323579948427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783221117888688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378641257762604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062735242019748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110492428433006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280815212579268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933272309923875,0.0,0.1782237469267504,0.3603207144319284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308145456804447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406461732047275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141297384683396,0.0,0.19605801736347764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427926364806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mariocova3,2019/02/02,"I just went to a $40 rave, only to decide two hours in that I wasn’t going to have any fun, and left before the main headliner Whenever I go sober, usually my night goes something like this. Not sure if this should go under a depression sub Reddit or social anxiety. I just wanted to vent and start a discussion",7.461428571428572,5.7496960952380975,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000001,64.23809523809524,12.20952380952381,32.111111111111114,11.20814326018867,3.428739682539682,246,7,48,6,3,84,51,63,0.118,0.7879999999999999,0.093,-0.1436,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,9,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,5,3,6,6,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182161863787104,0.0,0.19328888206371772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150002493057933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176209497349543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307879178835565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882522198306026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27452246708353023,0.0,0.0,0.12343989836292538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371100275392429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921639617202047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756127947358703,0.0,0.1945147151153201,0.0,0.0,0.17883837265263716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813481786765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468180749986805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782760230334444,0.0,0.1490290176389421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342240147069688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ourdecembersun,2019/02/02,"Abandoned Friendship My best friend of 23 years just wrote me an email saying that my mental illnesses (anxiety, depression) make her uncomfortable, and due to her “own pursuit of spiritual growth”, she no longer wishes to be in touch. She then blocked me. She was supposed to come visit me for my birthday (I am turning 30 soon) and told me she cancelled her train tickets. I feel incredibly hurt and let down. I have had to hide my mental illnesses from her for a while, for a fear that this would happen. I think maybe in a sense I was prepared for this, so the last time we got together I was honest with her about what a bad place I am at. I feel incredibly hurt. Any words of comfort or encouragement from my fellow strangers on the interwebz would be awesome. 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I recently learned that someone I know did something that I had encouraged them to do and I want to congratulate them. My initial reaction was to say that I'm proud of them but that feels like I'm taking credit for something that they did entirely in their own as well as being a bit patronizing. Just saying ""congratulations"" seems a bit impersonal and I'd really like to express how happy I am for them to have accomplished what they did. I think ""impressed"" is what I'm going for but it doesn't feel entirely accurate. 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This girl likes me, I like her. I'm basing this on the fact that I keep catching her looking at me and when we do talk she flirts so fucking much lol. How do I approach her if we have nothing in common. I don't wanna say something like ""it's cold out there"" cuz all she'll say is ""yeah, its cold..."" or if I say something like hi all I'll get back is a hi, and it'll just be awkward so what do I say ? ty &#x200B; P.S: sub to PewDiePie ",-0.03063636363636135,1.7130401181818191,2.040909090909093,98.24136363636364,84.18181818181819,4.363636363636363,20.909090909090907,4.851557810540192,-0.4065454545454541,383,12,94,1,11,128,74,110,0.015,0.7929999999999999,0.192,0.9534,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,2,2,10,1,0,2,3,16,16,11,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,7,15,6,7,13,3,12,0,0,1,1,16,6,1,3,8,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728860822300466,0.2324674157670718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710863500013885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920166085360805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176866683887545,0.09995365393162932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004864824218946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738653713910424,0.0,0.0,0.1693068445047709,0.1606555524305279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406377819425052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835709154497193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085621957659596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945656840780978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377092347165644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324674157670718,0.0 socialanxiety,Isaacwiddo,2019/02/03,"Anxiety blocking my passion, anyone experienced this?? Hey guys, so I have a pretty personal question to ask that I feel would be helped a lot by the opinions and experiences of others?? So I’ve always been an actor since I was 8, with weekly classes and shows etc. I’ve always really given it my all and it was my biggest passion for as long as I can remember. I always really gave it my all and i honestly felt a deep love for performing to crowds. I was never afraid of performing until I got to the age of about 18 or so when I began to develop severe anxiety. Slowly my confidence dropped and I couldn’t seem to really find my skill any more and also my passion faded due to every performance causing me to hyperventilate and shake with fear. I was wondering if anyone who has dealt with anxiety has had this experience and knows how to really push past that and find yourself again through your passion?",6.037402597402598,6.698806828571434,7.404259740259737,70.31355844155846,66.42857142857143,10.935064935064936,32.48051948051948,10.832165505486646,3.791342857142858,725,29,126,20,11,249,108,175,0.08199999999999999,0.772,0.146,0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,9,9,0,3,6,0,13,5,0,2,3,33,24,20,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,1,9,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,11,3,20,6,22,10,5,16,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,7,11,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127961705953244,0.35209012973750364,0.0,0.0,0.09591759235262612,0.0,0.32370439196868617,0.0,0.0,0.19724832000444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186099885321267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489532410381076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730599395774855,0.0,0.0,0.11883916658861556,0.0,0.0,0.275944350577454,0.0,0.1587184049833747,0.07131819277887272,0.0,0.1354283625135429,0.0,0.2578309441667561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280910655017,0.0,0.0,0.13965986386866194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454161518789424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751638550754776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248231919291609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991411020968848,0.1273014803195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878504405328752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346464382048189,0.0,0.12315782156860555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349669662959674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800623079802864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614362778052578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978008092048554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840495657561585,0.0,0.15934428434254047,0.0,0.11667650378138936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314033408518155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296072366052182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019657310329808,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teozzz,2019/02/03,"I hate feeling like I can't be my own honest self when I step outside of my home. It's like some insecure fake version of myself takes over and it feels like there's nothing I can do to control it. Holy fuck it's so frustrating and it makes me feel crap about myself, like I'm incompatible with nearly everyone. Fuck.",1.5456263736263731,3.8990628153846174,3.2806593406593407,88.08076923076923,82.38461538461539,6.175824175824177,23.131868131868128,7.447530270364453,1.0481868131868128,253,9,52,4,7,84,47,65,0.279,0.536,0.185,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,5,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,3,9,5,7,12,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,5,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259006451091596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066250573511229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502938437315329,0.3299513727051755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269801819508309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799452644999904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164056330198346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512808766267135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541468657580507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158255347128536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090925614511766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362982918081332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pickinstrings94,2019/02/03,"Bored with life How are we supposed to move on? How are we supposed to make friends and have a life? How are we suppose to enjoy life? What if I end up 40 years old with no life? I mean I don't even have friends, so how the fuck am I suppose to 'put myself out there' ?? I'm suppose to drive up to the bar alone? Lol.. I just don't wanna have a miserable time in my twenties. Any help?!",-1.6692857142857136,0.27192730952381083,0.4852380952380954,104.05142857142859,97.33333333333331,3.276190476190476,17.714285714285715,4.7782277997778095,-0.9653142857142858,290,9,74,1,12,95,52,84,0.111,0.742,0.147,0.6389,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,4,1,9,6,0,5,0,16,13,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,14,13,0,12,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,1,4,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125426769398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184037136939116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197762821834141,0.0,0.0,0.14747658244314085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450164079567313,0.20642190896908924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966215902518848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308466858106359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490434059304557,0.0,0.0,0.2432210846251058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373149221010989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342983720866617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446149221423287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019834841441946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378719148069158 socialanxiety,sushi_ghost,2019/02/03,"So i just got a job as a cashier at walmart... But i have really bad social anxiety when it comes to one on one conversations with strangers, does anyone have any advice that could help me be more confident and not be so awkward",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,69.0,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.7545555555555548,180,7,36,4,3,59,39,45,0.157,0.7190000000000001,0.124,-0.1729,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988208433411993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795213592195605,0.0,0.233933518923665,0.0,0.0,0.21382005347436134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553273408540017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634166453156001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441536572481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676046161128217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445734310376807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496897732333427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30345588443515153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144313041670904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590109625814375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172106642882624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,howaymann,2019/02/03,"Does therapy help with physical symptoms of anxiety? I have really bad anxiety, had it for as long as I can remember. However, there are times where I get a glimmer of confidence HOWEVER my body gives me away. Mentally I'll feel fine but I start sweating, stuttering, red face, shaking etc even though I don't mentally feel anxious. Does anyone know how to combat this? Would therapy help? CBT?",3.045416666666668,6.061804930555558,4.738333333333333,75.34,83.02777777777777,10.422222222222224,31.61111111111111,9.994966539143718,4.6570444444444465,313,17,52,13,9,105,58,72,0.181,0.6779999999999999,0.141,-0.476,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,6,4,3,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,8,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741783740827348,0.20244747005768607,0.0,0.12530233990754808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836635916919945,0.0,0.1496263457590741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905323802699454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136420931913983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985781500136185,0.11836135828913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122002626879954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362574947258202,0.17190707247386044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023090491042776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848483865467234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858830151862052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611873231983849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480151348172113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030011511327796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268402344562641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625969367765444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098666503270594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606524462756828,0.0,0.10449423976362336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273000962469872,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skinny__dick,2019/02/03,The approach (21M) I’m having trouble making moves on girls. I never really did it as the only girl I’ve ever been with knew how big of a puss I was and made the first move lol. Im a very clever and fun guy (not trying to be boastful) but whenever I talk to girls I’m overtaken with the full 100% anxiety and I can’t think of anything to say. Any tips on how to overcome this aside from alcohol? ,-0.316395348837208,1.7485152674418636,2.445395348837213,92.84786046511627,88.18604651162791,5.765581395348837,19.06511627906977,7.1686216300943375,0.38361767441860506,307,9,70,5,10,107,63,86,0.049,0.871,0.08,0.34600000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,1,6,2,0,4,2,15,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,4,2,12,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605044124627029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657645891321142,0.0,0.1864750918603897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005930208376446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049411765640314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734141881571572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135989430725016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633017244237315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306508130933772,0.16271113356808675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181548253897172,0.0,0.0,0.18800209313967867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853898270373304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561583610949261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938470695324025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592438111772215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561910285537075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654964703404649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011268373132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lily12313,2019/02/03,"How do you manage to work with SAD? I went off sick back in May 2018 due to anxiety, since then I've tried 2 jobs and really struggled with them. I've been at my new job for about 3 weeks now, I find everything very awkward. My managers and team leaders are all quite bitchy and whisper a lot and they can make bitchy comments which make me feel uncomfortable and upset. I just want to call in sick tomorrow but I know I need the money. Why can I find a job that suits me and that I can cope with! Do many of you have serious trouble with holding down a job?",3.5231034482758616,4.2588235517241415,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,72.10344827586206,7.8689655172413815,25.70689655172414,8.07648339933343,1.2130206896551727,436,13,99,6,8,140,81,116,0.218,0.772,0.01,-0.9587,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,3,5,6,0,3,4,0,9,2,0,3,1,25,16,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,15,0,15,13,2,13,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,60,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866085512602904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932367294868938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173540952959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511535872065448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503925090266051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30743558546763816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6675895573082394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242992705497302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298463978901965,0.0,0.0,0.2245292212974896,0.17051291463063745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470684334354945,0.0,0.16243385649447015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888515847639075,0.0,0.0,0.10774344215684584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912414340440354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582319254060907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418638908774645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877001276338755,0.09919970897083244,0.0,0.1349076425325631,0.0,0.0,0.15590892606702564,0.15176055584614204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244048367252205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aspiringloser345,2019/02/03,Trouble meeting new people Hey. I’m a 22 year old guy and I’ve not made a new friend outside of work in years. I have the sane core of friends and my work buds. I want to get out and meet people but I just can’t seem to find the space for it. I live right outside a large city but not being in college seems to isolate me from a majority of people my age and my work friends are all mid 30s+. It’s not that I don’t like them it’s just I would like to be around people my age. As I become more isolated from my old friends I can tell I’m getting more awkward in social situations so I really need to get out. Any advice?,0.03380604796663178,1.8624533868613151,2.265844629822734,96.24702554744526,84.47445255474453,5.082168925964547,20.00469238790407,6.18269132825596,-0.14109134515119906,482,14,117,4,14,163,82,137,0.126,0.789,0.086,-0.5304,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,18,8,0,3,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,16,6,18,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,10,67,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675294107766545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516761238184046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458099950122754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545586042585235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790748158220422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324856094815912,0.0,0.21934695145003405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385678629327014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367404229221644,0.0,0.12357427609141272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324196397490681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376767701680996,0.0,0.27032011243968185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936981312064221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880818396019936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965255158941714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195125334230795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548019155937601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730439630330045,0.0,0.1426566237929192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231837268869765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254337199674887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056455657812813,0.0,0.0,0.0994131357679178,0.0,0.0,0.1802403877295364 socialanxiety,helloimokayiguess,2019/02/03,"Does this happen to anyone else? Do you guys sometimes have really bad panic attacks one day feel decent the next, and question whether or not you're panic attack was just a cry for attention? Or is it just me? ( I use decent loosely but I mean it as not having another bad panic attack.)",3.178214285714283,5.286873250000003,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,75.42857142857143,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,1.3781757142857145,226,7,39,3,5,76,45,56,0.322,0.652,0.026,-0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,9,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429393523668076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955516189911067,0.1605384400615611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347425690600063,0.0,0.0,0.2616445717789859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210697846898995,0.10104643407594137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711280381241198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088706618922585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922273970257862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551390551422138,0.1385526978621565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067179660676676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663226996948166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617125916472878,0.0,0.0,0.5514950080568001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551884037092455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003740106133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496174684836775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532228014704234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hour_blueberry,2019/02/03,"Cloznazepam for public speaking anxiety? I've had a fear of public speaking as long as I can remember... I have a huge public speaking event coming up which I am confident I know the information extremely well however my delivery and execution is so poor because of my nerves/anxiety that it takes away from what im trying to say I was recently given .5mg of clonazepam for this. ive never taken it before but am wondering what anyone who's tried it for this type of problem would recommend. is it smart to take the day of the presentation? does it really work? 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I'm 26 yo and I want to get rid of this crippling thing that's been looming over my head for the majority of my short life. I'm single, always have been, never had a gf, but I feel like girls were always interested in me, but because I was too shy and to anxious every time to make a move, they just moved on. I'm an average looking guy I think when I feel good about myself, and I think I'm ugly when I feel bad, which is most of the time, even though people tell me I am pretty handsome. I've had sometimes when girls for almost throwing themselves at me, but I would say something so stupid that would ruin my chances completely. And it wasn't like I said the first thing that came to my mind, I would think for a few seconds because I thought if I flirted or showed interest in this girl overtly then what would people think? So I would try to play it cool, and it was usually a very casual, bland attitude that got me nowhere. And I feel like that's been the story of my life really. Interact with people, but because I have this filter brought on by social anxiety and shyness and lack of confidence, I would sometimes be very quiet and try to say things that are ok. Unless I would get drunk. That's when the anxiety would go away, where the shy guy would be shy no more and the filter would be thrown away in the garbage somewhere. All of my friends told me they love me when I'm drunk. I'm fun, sarcastic, smart and more. And this social anxiety I've heard it be called the illness of missed opportunities and I think that's what it's done to my life. I've missed so many opportunities I can't even count. And since I'm edging closer and closer to the end of the decade of my life in which I should make the most of, I really want to start making a change. However, I can't move past that fear and anxiety of being more open. It's not only about girls. I've tried talking to people in grocery stores, subways, shops, etc, but I feel very anxious even when I need to ask a store clerk for help or give a lady my seat on the subway because then I would think everybody from the train car would look at me and think something about me. If people from this community can help with some tips, information or even personal examples of how they've changed their lives I would really appreciate it. Don't even know what to ask, I just know I need help.",7.065954545454545,5.4644496181818205,7.0905176767676785,80.96244318181822,64.93939393939394,10.431818181818182,32.14015151515152,9.188382445141503,2.4007727272727277,1911,57,412,27,24,614,213,495,0.136,0.698,0.166,0.966,2,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,3,3,24,24,1,1,24,2,38,10,1,5,2,83,87,41,0,22,14,0,5,3,2,14,6,5,0,7,29,21,2,0,16,6,3,8,7,6,0,2,17,13,54,18,52,51,13,43,0,3,2,1,31,18,0,9,20,263,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058327846916969024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693548144174832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824095838009885,0.13160932624766264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089096938055786,0.0,0.10945349471009133,0.0,0.04863538810497455,0.14203192498590764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718539790265918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059478626876001486,0.06662120975647133,0.0,0.0,0.18485879872502187,0.0,0.06107285043802607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059608835617004724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159122524543157,0.0,0.06496290709428061,0.1923642045730821,0.0,0.04907720007370826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554619272713026,0.1472619388193914,0.0832260339087024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954647405304863,0.0,0.0,0.04500294608253951,0.0,0.06086527929446535,0.0558776407011808,0.03310418518054431,0.048856403335836934,0.046586956566803575,0.0,0.0,0.11535111324157984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059780163502526386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712900461334028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402413059179196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571455975106254,0.08537239267839845,0.0,0.05143483493748397,0.0,0.09782879048703234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052571895265390016,0.0,0.15552633918529524,0.05905522952217693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058814771604805076,0.0,0.0,0.18572804766845508,0.0,0.08638162420239598,0.04492513306250169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044300903830354434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055605154232233785,0.20191222228360248,0.05086068190538403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926005956256498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194718687200247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055408030987595024,0.0926437067490416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818408176659642,0.0,0.0,0.1187548109462474,0.0,0.08968567894597634,0.11521927855260768,0.0,0.04122886246276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046818249440246665,0.05091209520346126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609391801935133,0.2612647463989513,0.05722923634081845,0.04624311030633362,0.06793078959264608,0.0,0.0,0.05565930832207635,0.0,0.11864151340957445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415292037248795,0.14418429781033362,0.10307010928460893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379184007985155,0.0,0.0,0.037510373862433 socialanxiety,dishlix,2019/02/03,"No personality I think I have a decent personality when I’m with my close friends and myself but when I talk to anyone else I don’t seem to have any personality at all. The things I would normally say and do don’t pop into my head. I can never think of anything at all to say and make everything weird and awkward because everything I do say sounds so forced. I just don’t really feel the need to talk to anyone but I do feel the awkwardness when I don’t. I don’t know how to be myself more and I’ve tried so hard. 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I try because I care, my poor decisions seems to show insincerity. I tend to self destruct after getting emotional, which doesn’t help either. I get that some of my actions reflect entitlement to a certain extent, but everything does make sense in my head. Emotional me tends to break what’s already weak. I try to build tangible relationship, it rarely works. The self destructive me destroys everything just because of one persons mistake. 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How do I recover from this ??? HELP ",0.7438095238095244,3.2298950740740766,3.151904761904764,86.205,89.0,5.307936507936508,24.38095238095239,6.868970318607317,1.2292730158730159,210,9,40,3,7,72,46,54,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.136,0.3865,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,2,6,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.24348140471970345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908710467747659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589473472814535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807630868152868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6619107459270879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723829675226748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437915969376382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297571814759022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984168110965272,0.0,0.2525129158341949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576038682260258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716482548221746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513993183940284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Klaybae11,2019/02/03,"Am I a loner because I’m naturally shy or is it because of my situation? So I’ve been a single mom since I had my kid at 17. I’m now in my mid 20s and my kid just turned 8. I do have social anxiety because I never got the chance to socialize and try new things when people typically do from high school age to early 20s. I feel like I’m behind because I never lived that drinking, clubbing, going to festival life that most young people go through. I have time constraints from being a single mom and my daughter also has separation anxiety so it’s been hard to go out and meet people. Ever since I’ve had her, my social life only consisted of a 1.5 year relationship and a few casual relationships that lasted a few months. I’ve never had a time where I went out for fun or had a friend group and it’s been eating me up inside for the longest time. She’s older now and understands a bit more why I need my own time. It’s still a struggle but I managed to go out last night to a meetup mixer event at a downtown bar with about 40 attending. My anxiety kicked in when I got to the event parking structure. I was on time but I stayed in my car not wanting to get out in fear that I was too early. When I did get into the venue, there were about 5 people already there. I talked to two of them in depth. It was great. One was a girl who was new to the area and seemed like she needed a mall and club buddy. That’s exactly what I’m looking for. For the rest of the night, an endless stream of people kept on coming up to me to talk. I had so much fun getting to know them, cracking jokes, and just talking about life. I wish I got out of my seat and walked around to get to know even more people but my anxiety kept me in my seat. Luckily, people came up to me and we all had a good time talking. I think it went well for my first night out in years and I exchanged my contact with a few people. I know it was only one night but it really raised my confidence. I didn’t want the night to end. The organizer of the meetup actually planned an after party at a nearby club and I was dying to go but it was already 12 am and I had promised my daughter I would be home by then. Plus I didn’t really dress up for the club so I gave them a rain check. I’m really excited for the next one. This got me to think if I never had my daughter how my social life would be right now. Am I a recluse because of my situation since I don’t often get the opportunity to go out? 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I’ve tried to be “normal” but it’s not happening. I can’t do it and it’s painful. Should I just get on SA medication and see how I do socially after that? For those on it, how has it made you feel in social situations? 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But's not true. **Socialanxiety yes or no decides in that very moment**. Do you negatively visualize, or assess historic experiences and think about it all the time, **\_or\_** do you just engage with your activities, which make you truely happy? *So it's much more about your reaction after such a situation than the situation itself.*",5.064087719298247,8.0708959,6.579590643274855,56.327105263157904,101.11111111111113,9.894736842105264,29.181286549707604,8.6894789155246,4.959111111111112,461,22,55,18,19,155,59,90,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.064,-0.2709,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,2,19,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,10,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,7,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514613521711456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607701530511849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495832879414225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970784690902224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081940441458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788531164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7389649855583494,0.0,0.3350772528241337,0.0,0.1265280567558961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159350145261424,0.0,0.0,0.09583637992224588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560960330982988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SoupOrFishAll,2019/02/03,"Getting Therapy at University For the past year I've been trying to muster the courage to get therapy with my University's mental health program. However, in order to get an appointment I need to have a 10-15 minute phone assessment where they call me and talk about my concerns. I feel wayy too anxious to ever do a call like that. In addition to my massive fears of sharing my feelings, interacting with strangers, and talking on the phone, I would be afraid of my roommates/others hearing the conversation, so I'm not sure where I could go to make the call. I get this feeling that everywhere I go people are watching. Anyways, I'm not sure what to do. I wish my school made it easier for people with SA to get help.",7.880729701952722,6.905410474820143,8.029105858170606,72.86561151079138,62.9568345323741,11.396094552929089,38.56217882836589,10.608840637214634,4.024466803699896,572,26,107,12,7,187,90,139,0.066,0.804,0.13,0.8432,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,8,0,8,1,0,2,3,20,25,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,15,5,21,20,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,4,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353326594257964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434366948361471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557602074209546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094024084866188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289093292064086,0.21957920300134465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37814561434653504,0.0,0.16453653166660756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386903682898298,0.1631507212031103,0.0,0.09702700767055604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072055146891651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697178563942272,0.09662586578098388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588016971231954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733486391883472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818614127278905,0.20071139992997594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650096955873665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728619492870316,0.0,0.0,0.232699048159252,0.0,0.0,0.3310825860645749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827993561149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664624485605216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028306280544906,0.0,0.0,0.0932182257799498 socialanxiety,AstroBeans9,2019/02/03,"Trying to be more social When a boy is used as a sex tool I don't think of it as being terribly bad. When a girl is used as a sex tool it becomes a big problem. When I look at girls in the public I think of a romantic future with the girl. I don't think of a friendship with her. I think of hugs and kisses on the cheek. I don't know her as a person but I'd fall in love with the idea of falling in love with her. I want an emotional connection but when I first see a girl that's all I imagine... But I want to imagine a friendship first but thats all I can think of. I'm not a social person so I have troubles talking to people...especially girls. I'm trying to change that. But I don't want to approach girls coz I think they cute(Not that it ever happen before lol). I wanna approach them coz I want to get to know them better. I don't approach boys or girls, I'm socially awkward.",0.6235463442717304,2.27819622797928,2.95954231433506,92.94158175014392,81.53886010362694,5.532412204951067,21.08491652274036,6.42735559955562,0.18635659182498496,684,20,158,6,18,235,87,193,0.106,0.7340000000000001,0.16,0.8696,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,6,10,0,1,16,1,11,7,1,4,3,36,34,16,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,0,11,0,0,5,6,5,0,2,0,2,23,5,27,32,3,19,0,0,2,6,24,6,0,1,8,103,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079360538012058,0.0,0.14654964540554408,0.11291247209697007,0.0,0.0,0.11735669749030572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037222411505984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926242914595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002894938023845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573820043798026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932692426496828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734050377515795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979491205726456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458498541079138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142919621243996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395222921033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172584983700756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696984536469114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573961166232458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40579321478541663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665408163033008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101481688269223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018047530917372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920931558120244,0.0,0.0,0.3130644703925465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somehwerebuthere,2019/02/03,"""he's so short and just a waste of everyone's time"" what I literally heard as a couple was approaching me and walking past, like perfectly timed for just that phrase. Am I being schizo thinking this was directed at me, are people really this assholish? This is why I spend most of my life isolated. 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It's been a year of increasingly stressful situations where I've had to work outside of my comfort zone, but I managed to pull through with the help of my therapist, medication, and friends. Now it's all culminated in a cross-country move from the East Coast to Portland, OR. We leave in a month and honestly I'm not sure I can do it. All the phone calls and strangers I have to talk to to get through this... it's terrifying. I've been missing work, sleep, meals.. I lay awake thinking about it, can't focus on anything productive. Instead, I feel absolutely paralyzed. My husband is already in Portland, and he's as supportive as he can be, but with the time difference and his work hours, he can't really do much to help. I have friends who want to help me with packing and getting ready, but I'm so scared of having them in my house or asking them to help me with such tiny, basic things like phone calls. It's embarrassing. I feel like a child. I'm renting an SUV to drive my four cats and two small dogs. I've rented cars before and the whole process is unendingly stressful for me. I'm a complete doormat when talking to a salesperson of any kind, just nodding and accepting anything they throw at me to make the transaction over with as soon as possible. Meaning I've gotten hosed renting before, paying way more than I want to for services I don't need and feeling ashamed afterward. I managed to set up the car reservation online, at least, so that's done. I'm flying my best friend here to accompany me on the drive, thank god, and hopefully that will make things easier. If it were me alone, I just know I would end up sleeping on the side of the road in the car to avoid calling a hotel or going inside to the front desk for a reservation. I'm already freaking out because not all hotels are pet friendly, and even those chains that are usually have a 2-pet limit per room. From what I've read online, places will waive that if you call ahead of time and explain, but that is, obviously, a nightmare for me. Before we leave I have to update my pets' vaccinations and get certificates of health from the vet, since we'll be staying overnight in hotels along the way. This is my biggest hurdle. I love my animals and I honestly, really do know and understand how important regular veterinary care and vaccinations are, but the past few years I just haven't been able to go through with regular vet appointments. I've made them and cancelled. Then once vaccination updates were overdue, I felt too ashamed to go in and more and more terrified of being berated and fussed at by a vet for letting these important things lapse. Now everyone is behind on vaccinations and I have to get it all done at once, which will be expensive but more importantly, absolutely terrifying. I've decided to work with a mobile vet who can come to my house to see everyone, hoping that this will make my cats less demonic (they're absolutely vicious at the vet, another anxiety point). I've sent an email and communicated a bit, even going as far as to mention my anxiety issues as an excuse for why I've been such a bad pet parent, and the person said we could set something up over the phone and asked when the last time my pets had been to the vet was. That was three days ago. I've been freaking out over the phone call since then as the most immediate source of anxiety. I don't know how I'm going to get through the call, let alone having a stranger in my house. I'm tearing up just at the thought. Honestly, that's just the tip of the iceberg. I really thought I was getting better at handling my anxiety, even pushing myself over the last year by doing things like taking a night class with heavy group discussion, going to the doctor and optometrist, and getting my hair cut. Now I have so much to do, and I don't know if I can handle it. I'm so scared. I feel like I'm unraveling and no one understands. When I try to explain my fear, I just get hit with questions about what's so scary, and no one understands. 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Granted, I am a minority student so that may have made them uncomfortable. Between the screaming matches and name-calling I have confined myself to my room to avoid the chaos. On the weekends I seldom leave the apartment, in fact, walking through the kitchen to the front door causes so much anxiety that I only come/go in the early mornings when everyone's sleeping. If I see someone who resembles my old roommates I freeze in fear even though I know that person has graduated and moved across the country. Similar names and laughs, slamming doors, or just the mention of cleaning may cause me to have a panic attack. I have no idea how to get over this. Years have gone by and at this point, I just feel pathetic. Has anyone dealt with this and overcome it?",7.337192982456143,7.707604385964918,6.950345029239768,75.68902631578948,63.619883040935676,8.945263157894738,36.39824561403509,8.548686976883017,3.1151726315789467,734,33,125,9,10,230,116,171,0.161,0.7809999999999999,0.058,-0.9597,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,3,12,0,12,2,1,6,1,30,19,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,5,2,8,8,1,3,3,1,1,4,2,5,0,0,3,4,15,2,22,14,2,23,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,6,8,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260879111817767,0.0,0.0,0.11206695985225693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233424751306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493935110892379,0.0,0.13806143126112008,0.0,0.0,0.1797603619632748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058591371656306,0.0,0.0,0.15314820050037758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803522495774425,0.08103909880404049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373629028015675,0.0,0.0910871252674327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092927634546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808212574252426,0.0,0.0,0.1697064980253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830153784551253,0.0,0.14152443950844568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165466380344392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703453692374304,0.1178194660212262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818008050850006,0.0,0.0,0.12189522124312965,0.0,0.18804642293209076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798892815900197,0.0,0.0,0.15151026532300138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771723122212153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015413258476728,0.1603892506215388,0.0,0.13579921899695932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746790295866542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096326435042758 socialanxiety,That_Occult_Guy,2019/02/03,"Anyone else have literally no friends? A few years ago my family moved a few hundred miles away, and as a result I lost contact with my friends. I couldn’t make new ones in the new town I live in, so I’m literally all alone. It’s honestly hell, it makes me want to die sometimes lol. 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Its like an ongoing pressure that I can physically feel and I'm just waiting for my head to pop .Being awkward 24/7 breaks you down,strips you of any self confidence you have. Leaving you with all your insecurities to fester in your pity. I can't do it anymore. I think tonight is the night I can finally come to terms with the fact that some things don't change. Soon I'll be relieved of this pain. Very soon. 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How am I supposed to gain confidence if no one has ever showed intrest in me. I have not ever been hit on, complimented, or shown that people actually want to talk to me. So how do I gain confidence to talk to people if I think they do not want to talk to me? ",3.79258064516129,4.1026897096774215,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,71.25806451612904,9.425806451612903,28.403225806451612,9.516144504307137,2.313535483870968,230,8,50,5,4,81,33,62,0.029,0.629,0.341,0.9694,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,13,11,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,10,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2587527031987782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796951482451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967566269059992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676497160837757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393638255118624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699004023168303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127901816825577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,poop_in_my_coffee,2019/02/03,":( no girlfriend no friends diagnosed with SA way too late in life massive student debt my life feels empty what's the solution?",2.5376086956521746,5.385088739130438,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,96.3913043478261,5.778260869565218,31.83695652173913,7.1686216300943375,2.7355304347826093,103,6,17,2,4,31,21,23,0.35200000000000004,0.485,0.16399999999999998,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221433209499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029829931458852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133364198441344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691684031701186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875438338884768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301326780829124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JuicyGames,2019/02/03,"Afraid of being ""out of character"" when trying something new? I always talk myself out of trying to express myself more with people who already know me such as my family and friends. I fear that they'll think I'm faking it or trying too hard because it's inconsistent with how I usually act even though they'll probably welcome the change. I'm new to this sub and I noticed that we all usually experience social anxiety in very similar ways so I'm sure someone here has felt this before.",6.145248226950352,6.955979127659575,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.23404255319149,10.09645390070922,32.687943262411345,10.125756701596842,3.474041134751773,394,16,67,9,6,132,70,94,0.096,0.812,0.092,0.1477,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,8,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,14,10,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,3,11,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174162730086788,0.0,0.14457707193402125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292117333112027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059186973139189,0.0,0.14785167723608975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380847028969446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476273920940325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699645468035417,0.16379960898606893,0.19552131954090013,0.0,0.0,0.16683088608838334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424174670093528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564926660950693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954905386181546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356249851253442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978198409017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045899995038177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733597274746167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771201069961596,0.1472210219341234,0.13376415594754068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637608902488589,0.0,0.0,0.13965671426958584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133441239807372,0.17071221592163338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539022525799265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827305026196997,0.14336507325103545,0.0,0.13791767047864034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scaredbutterfly7,2019/02/03,"Anyone else just have nothing interesting worth saying? People strike up conversation with me all the time. Not sure why, guess I have a sociable face or some shit like that. All they get in reply is an awkward smile or a ""Y-Y-Yeah"" (I have a stutter). Nothing more, nothing less. "" Hey did you catch the game? ""Y-Y-Yeah."" Who were you rooting for? ""Y-Y-Yeah"" Um. Okay. Well looks like my bus is coming. Bye. ""Y-Y-Yeah"" They get *bored* quick, leave, and I feel like shit for *boring* them so much. Then the situation lives on in my head and haunts me in the shower. I guess I'm pretty *boring*. Anyways thanks for coming to my pity party, where everyone's invited. Woe is me and all that shit.",-1.0155907001892397,0.6858088467153323,1.031224655312247,96.7067126250338,110.16788321167884,3.7814544471478784,14.563125168964586,5.82211442006289,-0.6455929170045961,520,13,113,6,27,170,88,137,0.18600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.168,-0.2086,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,3,0,6,18,3,1,8,1,8,5,5,1,4,19,18,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,2,0,2,3,15,8,10,16,7,12,0,2,1,0,11,6,3,5,7,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534353545544677,0.154366864686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595569523481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585537786399864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396011911645062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617718183303575,0.10763006329288498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574251121947898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33193341510645485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461851248358366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952500643652326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081158012457594,0.0,0.13303372225698806,0.0,0.12651472643207012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107509217035202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433681073532435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444724682101593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327328870328588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980924180557638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639446348729136,0.0,0.1693458382239365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199332661318226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387055907199776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878498570701162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545958242604594,0.0,0.13594535858514314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkizzOnline,2019/02/03,"Do you ever feel anxious when someone doesn't read/respond to your message in a chatroom? Recently I've started trying to chat more in different discord servers and chatrooms, and I can't help but feel the social anxiety kick in when I'm trying to join in a conversation hoping someone notices to feel ""included"". I was curious if I'm just crazy or if anyone else out there is like me as well lol. Although it is interesting that this kind of feeling persists for me outside of the irl social situations like work, stores, events, etc. Food for thought!",9.078076923076921,7.879171423076925,9.087384615384616,66.95761538461541,60.73076923076921,12.166153846153849,43.87692307692308,11.20814326018867,5.0982407692307685,444,24,75,10,5,146,77,104,0.087,0.68,0.233,0.9595,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,1,6,1,0,0,1,15,15,10,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,6,6,14,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,8,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134905056320973,0.1992220388755339,0.0,0.12330599945330935,0.180688453737082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424519618185003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473153818789159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196673642690794,0.0,0.15951605688522946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35666558942979865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132396251718569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820175046774538,0.0,0.0,0.1751524703662175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183638377842165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723085804326404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077235333884655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639483184184462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741214962629978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982215400800967,0.0,0.3595273410710915,0.2988366677471117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481939197673025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999990702539766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945622366463756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158557230155198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283827962252295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xelixirx,2019/02/03,"Extremely low self esteem and social anxiety despite being a somewhat pretty female I'm constantly horribly bullied and teased by less attractive people (not trying to be offensive at ALL!). I've had females say humiliating things about me out loud (in a room full of people) not even knowing I was right in front of them. I ran out the room, almost crying. I've also had a guy push his friend harshly on me in public till i almost fell. This shit makes me extremely angry. My parents believe in ""discipline"" so they would often beat me (i've gotten bruised twice by them. And its extremely hard for me to get bruised). Usually this would cause the child to be violent, but instead, I became extremely sensitive to violence and a severe people-pleaser. I hate crying or being sad about it, because it makes me feel like they've won. I have no idea what to do to regain my confidence. I can't talk to anyone even semi-popular because of fear of what they might think of me and what the bullies have told them about me. My personality is loud and clownish akin to a well liked-person, but my social anxiety and fears have fucking destroyed me and ruined my chances of meeting people like me (they are usually very confident). I basically fit in with no one. A guy I had a crush on started avoiding me and later revealed that it was because he thought I was a ""bimbo"". Being this way is honestly really pathetic and disgusting. Life is too short to let it be fucked by skanks and brain delusions. Please don't give me any ""mental advice"" like ""just stop caring about them"". Physical advice like ""Do this when you ruin into the girls...etc"" is much more helpful imo. 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I like going to shows/concerts by myself but sometimes there’s soooo much time between sets and the only thing I can think to do is get on my phone or practice mindfulness by paying attention to my bodily sensations and the input from the environment. I wouldn’t mind just meditating but I still end up worrying if people think I look lame and sad and weird. As for the phone, I just don’t really have the desire to be on my phone except to avoid feeling embarrassed; it actually ends up overstimulating me in that loud crowded environment and amplified the feeling that I need to escape. I also don’t have the desire to strike up conversations with people, or go outside for a smoke. Wish I smoked just so I could take a moment to be outside and do nothing. What do you all think?",5.430293619424057,6.5736083478260925,6.388989271597969,75.32567476002262,68.00621118012423,9.581253529079618,29.54319593450028,9.800150414767053,2.8305229813664607,668,24,122,15,11,222,96,161,0.125,0.765,0.11,-0.5297,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,0,14,0,0,0,1,32,26,14,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,1,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,4,16,1,28,22,2,17,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,3,6,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1881157500404021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415813004156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539111898006253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414740736407489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494064698665084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071438876034176,0.0,0.2191113103901166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417770355864873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187828185914424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892855723933685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417081586095724,0.1429365408738206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496805085626228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661030073382236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672849451938283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234934227411404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065449706871948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394640165645654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493907832975073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280678478507139,0.3705577706306356,0.0,0.0,0.1124057595912956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167603063828026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957673312488438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,qewos,2019/02/03,"I always think that something is wrong. It always happens without fail, Let's say I go out to a social event and I have a great time and people enjoyed my company. After a few hours my brain decides to go through everything I did at said social event to find something for me to be stressful about. It then turns into terrible thoughts like my friends are only being friends with me out of social obligation but I know it's not true The feeling never really goes away. It gets worse when I talk to my GF after talking to her I still feel like I did something wrong even if the interaction goes perfectly. It fucking sucks.",3.9660330578512415,5.9050897768595085,4.6347851239669415,83.38490495867771,72.71900826446281,7.1540495867768605,29.45537190082645,7.908726449838941,2.059277024793389,497,21,91,7,10,159,82,121,0.16699999999999998,0.675,0.158,-0.311,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,15,2,1,5,0,8,2,1,0,3,20,21,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,4,15,8,19,14,1,17,0,1,0,1,12,5,2,1,12,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336651739363095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192006424778294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674429013165994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273965456642468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619169080853368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199129580476408,0.10030912004595803,0.0,0.0,0.12833243676797404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696124200594452,0.12980702573655056,0.07335856727327353,0.0,0.15959677660197266,0.0,0.0,0.15480281080893987,0.0,0.0,0.12416433198695105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382758257039869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716580857878205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357900715196056,0.0,0.13719472435243524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829305095543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678833225041634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734279716373342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899504099808431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356231387745307,0.11165987690806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293917429842803,0.0,0.3242840411810556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213181752278584,0.0,0.16083948203563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571290173913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996922710526611,0.0,0.11147006495839927,0.08187435358917118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527260464795164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535048311968353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309005372894654,0.0,0.3070331615529669,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JohnBob89,2019/02/04,"what can I do about this? I've been thru a lot of tough times in my life since childhood and continuing on well into adult hood, and i expect people to treat me bad, and they usually do. I admit i'm not very attractive, short and I'm a bit overweight. but I'm working on that. It's a slow process. &#x200B; In the mean time, what can I really do at work with customers especially, and when I'm out in town doing my business...when people just wanna give me awkward stares and such? Wanna say hello and smile to someone? Forget that, they are like fuck off. But what can I do to change it? Just ignore them? I'm not sure what I'm doing so wrong that's so noticeable to everyone else. Well not everyone, just every other one. lol. Teach me to not give no fucks please! :) ",0.8711111111111123,3.2028893630573267,2.6180360934182616,91.82780431705594,85.30573248407643,5.527105449398444,18.913305024769983,6.937597516519254,0.2459670205237084,598,16,127,8,18,197,96,157,0.153,0.669,0.177,0.6455,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,2,10,13,2,1,4,1,11,4,0,0,1,28,23,12,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,10,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,1,2,13,6,20,22,2,18,0,0,1,2,9,11,2,1,8,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140063189336927,0.19222022039063866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208345491986231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270435607588358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734583437636788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214885972257834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133283323030904,0.30231788120048914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924913398675198,0.0,0.30350377057350064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117354701502202,0.0772844700063482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344889193170462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723171277731995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801022895175651,0.0,0.0,0.10719478434672247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193404017025836,0.0,0.0,0.17364697344172614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134164844946963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580038261013055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308578021036135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403530704802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909379733001665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844856951786756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742257992823611,0.13052471284816924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844666578402794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230330871261019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295778155461808,0.19222022039063866,0.0 socialanxiety,MyComicBox,2019/02/04,"I'm gonna get points taken off of a 300-point project because of my social anxiety. Fun! So my project in Engineering class is to make a ""puzzle cube."" A part of the final assignment is that I have to get ten people to try it out and record their times. #TEN. I've only gotten three down (two siblings and a classmate) and the assignment is due February 13th. I could just make up some elapsed times, but now my overthinking kicks in and I'm worried my teacher is gonna find out! URGHHH!!!",3.181159793814434,4.914709835051546,4.223286082474228,86.37967139175258,74.36082474226805,7.32422680412371,27.5889175257732,8.07648339933343,1.7591041237113396,382,15,77,6,8,124,65,97,0.059,0.917,0.024,-0.4885,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,1,13,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,5,48,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469474845667094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717464995979246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276373269506805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644768536356634,0.22066438960379425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227641393318384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32231534609412443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361984503925435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26144722852191005,0.0,0.16737848559127216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564623806699698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461094255223171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815617736866401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391641722790246,0.0,0.2358438922597401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518582151280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ImmediateMiddle4,2019/02/04,"How do I approach classmates? [Serious] I posted this on /r/TooAfraidToAsk figured I'd try here as well. &#x200B; Throwaway for privacy's sake. I had a rough time growing up, and 3 years into college i still feel the effects of it. After therapy and mental readjustment I finally feel comfortable surrounding myself with more people. However this left me with crippling social ineptitude. I don't know how to introduce myself to others. I'd like to talk to people but I just don't know how to start. It's been roughly 4 weeks into the semester and I've yet to have a meaningful conversation with a classmate. Probably doesn't help that I'm a big guy and don't look all that approachable. P.S: I go to school in the states, not originally from here though ",3.395337995337993,6.136399209790213,4.714013986013988,78.24537995337997,77.88111888111888,8.28885780885781,29.113752913752908,9.029198982220553,3.0454068997668995,609,28,104,16,15,201,97,143,0.023,0.899,0.078,0.5944,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,5,1,24,16,10,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,2,5,11,3,20,14,2,23,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,10,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156616110290616,0.2418574654240239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128293952972906,0.0,0.0,0.2180404656413608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311999144681625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970825874750272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334134634616341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187762382742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162594017098816,0.0,0.0,0.0972417261534088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671449075515883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005872298749414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759809218461268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062693920947804,0.0,0.21460062957139592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144083816005076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289795875119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088274771645626,0.0,0.15895496775260953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599821879726608,0.0,0.0,0.2276215435226374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555747075707855,0.0,0.11606282250698262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351362565280306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965925478966475,0.0,0.17896240240249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418574654240239,0.1281763362349441 socialanxiety,Howie_Dewit,2019/02/04,"Things at work..(ended up being more like life in general) So i just realized, well not really *just* realized, but you know, that my problems with social interactions in general, like even with my friends who i barely see or any person is because i actively try to be nice so i'm not disliked. I'm 25, managed to get a degree in marketing over 2 years ago and i work as a delivery driver and taking orders in person and over the phone. It's kind of a nightmare right? It's so exhausting having to be THAT social all day. It's the most laid-back work environment possible. The part owner and manager as well as every employee range from best friends to at least having gone to the same high school. I grew up a few towns over so i never really have any reference to who they are talking about and all of that. I'm the oldest person there besides the main cook who is like 34 and kind of a man child. So basically i'm doing a job that's already stressful enough fro me, but now with 18-22 yr old bullshit. It's honestly a different generation now. It sucks, all they want to talk about is girls on tinder/instagram, while i've never used the former and recently deleted the latter in attempts to reduce my anxiety. I rarely go out, and haven't as much as touched a woman romantically in over 3 years probably. What the fuck do i have to say? So i end up having no confidence, and not going back at people, even jokingly. I'm pretty funny among a good handful of my friends who i've been through alot with and we have each others back. I'm ten times more quick witted even in general, than i appear with my Co-workers. It's a fuck around environment, but I am always so tense. I don't know what the fuck i'm scared of. What are they gonna say i'm weird? kinda ugly? Don't even talk to girls? I know all this already. And to be frank, I'm not exactly scared of confrontation when i am being attacked to a certain level. I'm not the most physically imposing person, 5'11 190. Played Football and wrestled a couple years in high school. I can hold my own, and i'm not afraid to get hit. Sorry if the last bit seems unnecessary, but it just adds to my own criticism of myself..What the fuck am i so afraid of? I go to therapy weekly as well as working with a job counselor in attempts to land any type of office job That could at least give me relevant experience and rent a room. Although my job sucks, i get 7/hr cash and average like 5/hr in tips. I'm also in the middle of trying to find a place like immediately. I've been staying with my Grandmother, but she has a ton of issues herself and more or less it's borderline personality type of stuff, so despite me giving her rent and being respectful and grateful, and everything i'm doing to try to become stable and independent, she just wants me out. This Turned into an actual essay. Sorry and thank you. Any comments, advice, constructive criticism, anything at all is welcome. Peace&Love",3.744285172544558,5.225793989761094,5.336106939704212,79.99935570724308,72.41296928327645,8.553598786499808,27.015396283655672,9.090341537353329,2.2297216989002657,2322,82,449,49,45,787,280,586,0.135,0.7070000000000001,0.158,0.9393,8,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,1,2,3,6,31,39,8,5,32,0,32,8,1,2,9,86,74,49,0,5,18,0,2,5,3,1,2,3,3,10,25,35,1,1,8,3,3,6,12,16,3,1,3,6,41,23,79,62,26,68,0,0,1,4,41,38,6,9,27,302,66,14,0.0,0.0,0.0669508992782021,0.0,0.0,0.06704233082639095,0.060816296598640025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141988418753313,0.054865291370402886,0.0570868303262884,0.07433605994026966,0.0,0.18662146504439936,0.0,0.052484452529151314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645802222054696,0.06107510754375892,0.0,0.07805079122600879,0.0,0.15826450478171475,0.0,0.04182241776690966,0.07577145322878537,0.0,0.0,0.07199920518488218,0.0,0.07490148212049391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477740467726274,0.07591275324915983,0.0,0.04424607981401765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168010241012095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153153739401945,0.07088975617636895,0.0,0.18125809115893796,0.0,0.05780467073206218,0.0,0.06165988298913371,0.06711117547937476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270589595974073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901765848705535,0.2537056431148766,0.10753356212296633,0.1316288874330713,0.11697345333519064,0.05754460938560808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449749126806327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160827261704505,0.2723289254931508,0.0,0.0,0.14288804270546926,0.11311445382601605,0.05592416586796914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845941648399665,0.1675904846843835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050434313192443035,0.0,0.10582847107706933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071991896921073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429509917795794,0.0,0.04756371393785055,0.2995265588025967,0.07168010241012095,0.0,0.0,0.0773445045672357,0.0,0.06979836309797104,0.07397035191807594,0.06564799029635078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790327982305347,0.0,0.06774150394464766,0.0,0.0,0.05859032164507349,0.0,0.10911867335510436,0.13737589797552027,0.13886864842037944,0.0546711936240458,0.06245757563171316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139873153608729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360067412479586,0.0,0.07312633107585596,0.0,0.0,0.07858951392764305,0.0,0.07853902787110892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158420617437123,0.1654320227568266,0.0,0.0631644513319822,0.07845851017367825,0.0,0.045579690059911214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000551089991308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973970820450268,0.0746251206793653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925474226533325,0.0,0.0,0.08093281225723767,0.0,0.055032696257026316,0.0,0.18505880312079448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973492313035076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254269641898847 socialanxiety,Qudao,2019/02/04,"How did your social anxiety show up? I was just wondering because it all of sudden just came up for me. It was the beginning of middle school and that was the start of struggling with so much through that,high school and now college. Its just weird how it just suddenly came out of nowhere and I suddenly suck at being around others.",4.545937500000001,6.325820468750003,4.52075,85.44925000000002,70.875,8.245000000000001,28.425,8.841846274778883,2.1976600000000004,266,10,51,5,5,82,44,64,0.095,0.8690000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.4203,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,12,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,6,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807545027633846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885963934916167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986857391315658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623764206286596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259755229094163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807288769522387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976289610036965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061427793232377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740147032990988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570169930372901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666150755825716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ColorMeDark,2019/02/04,"I can't smile or take pictures in public? Whether that be selfies or rlly good shots I want to take of my surroundings. I'm constantly taking photos of things, but I live in a city and there are so many people. It's incredibly daunting and I just feel like they're staring or judging me. Like *""who does she think she is""* or *""is she trying to be cool?""* since nowadays photography is a widespread hobby. I dunno. I think if I lived in the burbs or somewhere less populated this wouldn't be a big issue. I wish I could stop caring about what others think with the snap of a finger. 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I can make conversation just fine with almost anyone but I cannot initiate it. I always need the other person to take the first step, even if it's just 'hi, how are you?'. This means I really struggle if I need to, for example, ask a question in class. I'm currently struggling with talking to one of my lecturers about needing an extension for one of our assignments - I didn't manage to go and ask after our lecture and I'm now just thinking of emailing. Anyone else have this problem? I also find it hard because I'm in charge of a group project and although I really like the people I'm working with they are all quite loud and it's hard for me to actually get their attention because I don't want to be rude and interrupt their conversations! Thankfully they know a bit about my anxiety so if they notice that I want to speak they'll be quiet. This became a bit waffly sorry but I haven't really talked to anyone else about this and will probably delete soon.",5.236891986062716,6.3290136682926885,6.237787456445992,76.42128048780486,68.41463414634147,9.7595818815331,30.25261324041812,9.957137785484203,3.0291881533101046,842,32,154,20,14,280,119,205,0.142,0.8140000000000001,0.044,-0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,6,3,12,7,1,2,8,0,13,0,0,2,1,35,32,16,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,10,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,1,6,23,3,27,27,3,10,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,5,6,105,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.11915362098478115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226718951382462,0.0,0.0,0.09764466502538853,0.1015983745887594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340744682556222,0.0,0.0,0.34150531940935713,0.2502151897744053,0.0,0.0,0.2282971663839234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886409500067746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666068091094164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400056268762667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064700447350355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159871848249664,0.10385962199855338,0.0,0.0,0.09433545087284044,0.0,0.06379308539283016,0.0,0.06939319548229064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875823437169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710388709931198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059652710592463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150381589873026,0.0,0.0,0.13300451891997034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161053360758497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901356576229212,0.0,0.0,0.16547850938568448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846499270999992,0.10661447253796703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164625675800162,0.1168348123552498,0.0,0.0,0.1367818197795916,0.12987016067861767,0.0,0.0,0.23466437793088915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710015240638747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668282805001547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529436271584355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918052635224722,0.19628140175188946,0.0,0.112414817050457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823782280361127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403746239254864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889147329803082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GabiGang,2019/02/04,Whenever I hear people laughing in public I always feel worried that they're laughing about me Is this normal (for people with Social Anxiety) or am I just self centered?,4.703763440860218,7.51073141935484,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,73.51612903225806,6.713978494623658,29.68817204301075,7.793537801064563,2.6072494623655924,138,6,19,2,3,45,27,31,0.067,0.736,0.196,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797828966919118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572266155953139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001564835726604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37897271598803217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294488505135197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662200926867434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507770185950188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427595809962297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414732664934988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GANGST1ER,2019/02/04,"Hey there. Social Anxiety killing me. Hi everyone. I have a very strong social anxiety. I live like this for almost 6 years and now I'm almost alone. Everyone died. I practically do not leave the house, I have no more money for existence, food and other human needs. Because of social anxiety, I can't do anything in front of people, talk to them, much less see a doctor. I have a doctor in town who can help cure social anxiety, cognitive behavioral therapy, and medication, but he only takes for money. Not only do I need to overpower myself to go and make an appointment with him, I still need somewhere to find the money for all this. I don't work as you understand. I have an expired passport for almost 3 years. To do it you need a minimum of 4000 rubles, or even more. As the fine in my town of 3000 rubles, plus photos, a receipt for a passport, etc. I don't Have people who could help me in this situation. After Mom's death in 2015, I just lasted those three years as one day and didn't notice. I want to get out of this vicious circle of hell. I need money for my passport because I can't get a job without it. And I can't find a part-time job with social anxiety. After that, I will be able to satisfy at least some of their needs with money. Food, clothing, etc. I now Have a phone that I think will buy for 1000 rubles I don't know whether to go try to sell it. I still don't have enough money. So even without access to the network will remain. I don't have anything. I don't know how to be in this situation?!! I'm just stumped on all sides. The only way that sees my sick social anxiety and shyness of the brain is to self destruct... So everything is all fucked up.",2.292218963831868,4.115521530791792,4.0342023460410585,86.38463685239496,77.09384164222874,7.1273118279569925,23.68338220918866,8.021203637495839,1.29181165200391,1306,42,269,22,30,439,163,341,0.147,0.802,0.051,-0.9853,5,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,2,2,12,8,5,0,17,0,31,8,1,2,3,44,53,17,3,8,9,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,15,12,2,0,6,0,8,3,15,5,0,2,1,2,34,3,49,46,12,28,1,0,2,1,23,13,2,5,12,185,49,5,0.07518935965623541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587384784566006,0.07787350067943702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451179260081554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374887289688435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166947152807227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393619199057321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060032585471625065,0.0,0.0,0.04849091671774493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803468445421619,0.0,0.0,0.15391899130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769070790765309,0.1677120228526319,0.0993237258504075,0.0,0.0,0.14369331064150592,0.06757534822112607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744342511139476,0.0,0.1818385443042548,0.0,0.0,0.06951135141698958,0.07856667418801445,0.0,0.08546369166422366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079568570779072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675842592662743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922767510058255,0.0,0.08318588622918774,0.0,0.08264421139087116,0.06128936350998292,0.0,0.07961467538947092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673372316678029,0.0,0.06639358210938287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018948142548342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574536953182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806086928777743,0.0,0.0,0.055272830745937064,0.3345117447850905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560358432034436,0.0,0.0,0.050950256018987714,0.17155468854262776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142274935809347,0.0,0.10425366952469578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983236969361648,0.0,0.07843890031147728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903198112856824,0.0,0.4598765001011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009263949504992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533041030223864,0.06043435916935869,0.0,0.0,0.08598558558457556,0.0,0.0,0.0481783056544385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510486396473914,0.0,0.0,0.07827477509732969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203909618315689,0.044348632414382506,0.05968181391850619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495971914010908,0.0,0.05473874933069088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452584473158758 socialanxiety,iwantobethere,2019/02/04,"School issues So, recently I started High School and this year there are a lot of new people in my class. I haver always felt nervous about school, but this time I'm feeling REALLY ANXIOUS. I can't feel confident nor comfortable with all that people, I Just want to run away from everything and everyone. Do you guys have any tips for me? Because I don't think I will be able to spend the next years like this. (I'm not an English speaker, Sorry for any mistakes)",3.2010164835164825,5.246747934065934,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,75.15384615384616,7.187362637362638,25.660714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.5683285714285715,366,13,72,6,8,116,72,91,0.162,0.769,0.069,-0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,15,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,10,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,43,13,4,0.17411217411752514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448752767012417,0.0,0.0,0.2368044979215464,0.0,0.0,0.196697197692798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358411900570613,0.0,0.0,0.10613716529127014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637164378259678,0.15648079527903486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760726934386049,0.0,0.16717499158786306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239842625336982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395907137686215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172787401571705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506241352820214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802394412445236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815862272433546,0.18517027243353726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141491753174454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154071713670792,0.0,0.17191476689186092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286324468368316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490432415092074,0.12323749299082637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156405083305286,0.0,0.0,0.10152620890094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269587138539668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242450632796483 socialanxiety,HoopersHoop,2019/02/04,"Nofap Check out r/nofap and see if your source of social anxiety comes from fapping/pornography. The community is 400,000 members strong and is very helpful. 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I am 30 and my SA has gotten so much worse because I live like a hermit practically. Anyone out there like me? Don't want to feel so alone. PSA: Don't use avoidance to solve your problems kids! It'll only get worse. 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So i have a crush on a girl in hs, and i talked to her during lunch time, it was a 2min conversation and i asked like 3 things and she though it was kinda weird cuz people don't do that in school too much :p, it was pretty good though, and i was nervous as hell, my mind just blanked lol. I talked to her a bit on IG but got ignored later, life goes on ¬\_¬, its gonna be pretty awkward since i have a class w/ her, good luck to you guys o/ (sry for any grammar mistakes, im not american)",0.459402035623409,2.001062770992366,2.269026717557253,98.23855279898224,81.59541984732823,5.282697201017811,18.550254452926207,5.985473137389443,-0.5120997455470744,457,10,116,3,12,151,87,131,0.154,0.633,0.213,0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,1,2,5,1,11,2,0,1,0,15,14,14,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,15,6,12,7,2,10,1,0,0,0,15,6,1,3,5,68,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939602933023866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641375612172744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168083487093426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452551423777945,0.14042220059971458,0.0,0.0,0.3476908207082067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896495540850577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311587033469295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401278514179473,0.08577636412868173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772792271732421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906675522545594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217205873510339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572428243735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768979807232316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523624838724442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736467225828352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233580876998381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664325987284738,0.0,0.34500022743899394,0.0,0.10237834434834857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083450507395354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,omg_a_wolf,2019/02/04,"Low blood pressure and hyperventilation has something to do with social anxiety. Sorry for my English it is not my native language. for the last few months I suffer from low blood pressure and hyperventialion. I am particularly troubled by social situations such as in class, gym, restaurant, ... Do other people suffer from this? or do you think it is another cause? &#x200B; Thanks",5.955491071428567,9.443615531250003,6.228839285714287,66.68937500000001,73.375,7.4071428571428575,31.017857142857146,8.418075326091056,3.1589982142857127,310,14,42,6,7,99,50,64,0.285,0.6779999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9464,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,7,2,2,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,9,1,5,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261459406324954,0.2932181996753329,0.0,0.2530346934140197,0.18460157574383745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789195770378966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669994910688596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261142974854148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729404839041606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712426772062161,0.0,0.4919705420589004,0.0,0.1857723141252104,0.0,0.2701269148516304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221659307659238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546217765622655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932181996753329,0.0 socialanxiety,amenteco,2019/02/04,"DAE find it physicaly draining talking to people? I can interact ok with some people but I'm not a natural, I have to will myself to sound intrested or to force a laugh. Recently, I have found I just don't have that sort of energy.",2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,75.80851063829788,9.806382978723407,26.643617021276608,10.125756701596842,2.9868340425531907,182,7,36,6,4,64,36,47,0.057,0.755,0.188,0.7223,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868837019522649,0.0,0.0,0.4641208078034009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869185168389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179524655663275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402282587414345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisisathrowawayy110,2019/02/04,"anyone else just have literally no friends? can't remember the last time I had a friend, no one seems to want to be with me even when I've tried making friends in the past. I've kinda given up now",2.9521428571428565,3.78526897619048,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.52380952380952,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,0.8196095238095245,155,4,36,2,3,51,35,42,0.095,0.672,0.232,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831771420326807,0.2759544283453517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249857760807795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788606708741994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242375319049127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195351359553808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797759675947503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250102043020944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710038460933066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050917707535513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451825994172769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704508307037934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285342518693154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885436703777878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Idkredfloorsky,2019/02/04,Do people really party and have lots of sex in college? It feels like people this age are still young.,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.03949999999999987,81,1,15,1,2,26,19,20,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.234,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332751609740393,0.3295924020308855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253949527449096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922278772396272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396915120559463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955560937596286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684390319094733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedditJunkCrap,2019/02/04,"Is anybody else an extrovert with social anxiety? I'm an extrovert, I like socializing, meeting new people, interacting with friends, but I always speak too much, am too annoying or just screw up doing basic things, it sucks so much. Does anybody else feel this way?",7.648439716312055,8.832527319148937,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,63.04255319148936,11.373049645390072,36.94326241134753,11.20814326018867,4.6782964539007095,212,10,33,6,3,69,38,47,0.195,0.732,0.073,-0.7438,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,1,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681021369816794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933083171087465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280214094366019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353357597488994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174904359133058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131118579249804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729846302735912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830892049348377,0.0,0.0,0.2516544420704481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806423464782053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312245950810859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310721729867876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682366304163008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SplinterCeII,2019/02/04,"Ate an apple at my desk today I didn't even try to bite down slowly to reduce the noise I would make from biting the apple. No one even glanced at me for making noise! Wow I feel so alive. What a world we live in, right?",1.1531249999999993,2.435564729166668,2.610833333333336,97.7175,78.79166666666666,4.800000000000002,14.083333333333336,3.1291,-1.3915166666666674,169,1,41,0,4,55,40,48,0.045,0.813,0.142,0.6989,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,6,1,8,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786922143633758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322832915132356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199848834439057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837779452111765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455555373833177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30946735264854586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434903302603444,0.0,0.0,0.24602969878367234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574217035101928,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bahhimbig,2019/02/04,"It’s so much harder for me to make friends in college than in high school I’m in my second semester and it’s still been tough connecting with people. In high school, I had a really great group of friends, which luckily I’m still in contact with a lot. I was the type of kid who would be talkative with people and friendly in class, but outside of school I’d mostly keep to myself, sometimes doing stuff with my big friend group. College has been nothing like that. My usual tactics haven’t really worked. I made some slight friends in classes, but the connection wasn’t truly made and we parted ways after the first semester. Even some of the people I would talk to a lot last semester have drifted. I’m in a few clubs with some really cool people and frequent some of the theater and arts parties, so people know me, and I treat some of the groups I’m in like family. That being said, none of us really hang out like friends. We are together at practices and events, but not outside of those. I just feel like everyone has really great friends now, and I’ve missed my shot. I didn’t end up befriending any people on my floor, and it’s hard to make friends at this point",3.874746168582377,5.448379357758622,4.440977011494251,86.17950191570883,72.23275862068967,7.914176245210728,26.250957854406128,8.515128840125781,1.7400222222222217,929,31,185,16,18,295,123,232,0.064,0.731,0.205,0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,2,7,18,0,0,10,1,16,0,0,4,0,39,29,14,0,2,5,0,2,4,8,2,0,1,0,1,10,17,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,9,4,18,16,34,16,12,32,0,1,0,0,19,19,0,8,14,122,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062162899273248626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096338452546302,0.0,0.0,0.060376379857985274,0.0,0.0,0.08734752781434693,0.0,0.0,0.08617455004003631,0.0,0.04622035984561297,0.06530433570654705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775450595628312,0.0,0.0,0.5649938819829782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015628234153063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188667602543957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931623651538716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125066894499612,0.0,0.0,0.05023732504269924,0.07451250667149008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786360070185789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554294383662563,0.0,0.1729913890135992,0.12203566346208912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719791059729223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771172151802206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898965835675222,0.0,0.3802390072816265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641333735049221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928024773639323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695319208463005,0.0,0.0,0.2775397075116025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040823037079604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600255393603867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464420429684393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347303566075689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995668137432107,0.0,0.10067676307046199,0.0,0.0,0.0725581292265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654860143926568,0.0,0.0,0.12987209809117944,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lilac_skies00,2019/02/04,I said hi to my crush today I sat at her lunch table and acknowledged her but quickly left because I was overwhelmed and she was talking with her friend and I was sitting there on my phone panicking. I don’t know how to start a conversation. Lol,3.535,5.3033118367346965,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,73.48979591836735,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.8727918367346943,196,8,39,3,4,63,37,49,0.1,0.7190000000000001,0.181,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,11,1,5,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622928466132538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324309188977971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23646896944508805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674971857870927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409291929949232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045522532784609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458403290767227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40785225564235655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notrealaccounttt123,2019/02/04,People always think i don't like them I struggle with severe social anxiety to the point where i struggle just to say hello to someone. This has impacted my life very negatively. I can't form relationships with people as they always think i don't like them because i barely say anything to them and can't maintain eye contact and i also have a really bad resting bitch face that is a lot worse when i'm anxious. I find it very hard to control my facial expressions when i'm very anxious. I want to be social and i want to form relationships with people but this anxiety is too much to handle. What can i do to overcome this? I can just about handle the anxiety but i can't handle the fact that i come across as an asshole to everyone i meet because of my facial expressions and lack of eye contact. Is it even possible to change my facial expressions to be more pleasant?,4.32660554561717,5.8583890755814005,5.623488372093027,78.31042039355995,71.03488372093024,8.315563506261181,29.509838998211087,8.841846274778883,2.515614847942756,699,28,126,13,13,234,85,172,0.151,0.7859999999999999,0.063,-0.8613,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,9,7,1,2,6,0,15,7,6,1,1,21,22,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,5,23,3,21,20,7,6,0,0,2,0,17,3,1,1,4,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304562529656013,0.21443604800919228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957221092312396,0.2911398734699701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603702372501636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758888555055307,0.15709812460888511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363119387890374,0.11099752658755097,0.0,0.0,0.14452229977732667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510778343195599,0.0,0.0,0.123126866798341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777151086885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154291381087851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101438720862476,0.12590448975449642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954826217256504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472355307897604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679963518864949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181001275924558,0.14526511456171504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825480755568484,0.0,0.0,0.2766849763699999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049419887611043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556993673498506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627037279089081,0.1091787712433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694153053205812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513068830833472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31895762570703484,0.15200451939192752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131467181935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yayeetbigboi,2019/02/04,I just want somebody to understand I finally got the courage to open up to a friend about my social anxiety. They tried their best to console me but I found myself feeling worse than I had before. They had no experience with social anxiety and thus could not relate to what I was experience and ended up giving me generic advice like seeing a therapist. It seems all of my friends are happy with their lives and don't struggle in social situations like me. I just want to find someone like me :(,5.126413373860185,6.766324042553197,5.966291793313069,76.20500000000001,69.21276595744679,8.77568389057751,30.44984802431611,9.23628265651192,2.8244060790273555,396,16,69,8,7,130,64,94,0.12,0.5770000000000001,0.302,0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,3,9,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,20,15,4,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,17,8,14,9,2,6,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,5,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245241590651173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869640231690856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275410737181895,0.0,0.16372421182980554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245623112621562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381796862979699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052179335068415,0.0,0.0,0.07888399010836139,0.0,0.0,0.17090273000842404,0.14259148231883548,0.0,0.0,0.171058314490249,0.2410678537905209,0.0,0.0,0.14966023439894074,0.0,0.0,0.12477647145137535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607690715874784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286576909675703,0.0,0.13776081732190976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432079024909914,0.14202680872440854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753632138378204,0.0,0.4771015549116153,0.1321878501386449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630968621427497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114111910040792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059214173654661,0.0,0.0,0.16241324312539096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403898854105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898882137788622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ruari999,2019/02/04,"Anyone have ""flashbacks"" of prior terrible experiences? Man, lately this has been ruining my fucking mind. I sit down to study or anything, my mind wanders off and I think about every single time I've fucked up in my life. It fucks with my head and I end up sitting there sweating profusely not paying attention worrying about past events. What makes it worse is I realize it's probably never going to improve and I'm really only going to make it worse in the future. Like I'm sitting here worrying about a past time I stuttered and some people laughed at me during some event - and then my mind wanders off to the time I nearly killed myself overdosing. I just feel like I'm fucked in the head and fucked for life, ya know? Medication (Lexapro) didn't do shit for me and alcohol clearly doesn't help the issue either.",4.285576923076924,6.346042557692312,5.125897435897438,79.68576923076925,72.14102564102564,8.133333333333335,28.025641025641022,8.841846274778883,2.4118487179487174,653,25,115,13,13,212,100,156,0.218,0.6829999999999999,0.099,-0.973,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,13,7,0,5,0,7,13,4,2,2,26,22,9,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,5,0,1,2,4,10,0,0,2,1,16,3,21,20,4,28,0,1,0,5,3,10,6,3,15,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653414920875344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827883973354767,0.0,0.09743354052607113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486771860001938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975754563926012,0.0,0.0,0.11581842896087514,0.0,0.0,0.05986686102971628,0.08458535596522122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472968696008012,0.0,0.0,0.13457948941825768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430261864967516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936137354920843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357938265672412,0.0,0.0,0.13099263415291704,0.0,0.06506982998146052,0.0,0.13356094501792734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167259579211576,0.11568902798254335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806653452196254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927606868938878,0.0,0.0,0.3586523224929573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131778106944713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004893166439212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605338946676495,0.0820840133476627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276557873951641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758504056656191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153643349656372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586627314772676,0.0,0.0,0.20712088809839455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048295304643216,0.2413204925773503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SeptembersVeryOwn32,2019/02/04,"Social Mood How do you guys get into a ""social mood""... and also how do you keep yourself in that mood. I can only socialize for so long before I pretty much die inside lol.",0.7084285714285734,2.993230628571432,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,85.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.4537142857142862,132,2,25,1,4,46,28,35,0.1,0.74,0.16,0.3321,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526220948069584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777020581730074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340932483192985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275684524101337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417661295666232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702901332181146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160822669943658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949262970487567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570185851500315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840809656208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466999720174631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,real_scrip,2019/02/04,"How do you stop thinking about something you’ve done or said? Is the feeling of anxiety about something you’ve done ever goes away? Or you just live with this thought at the back of your mind? Or maybe it supposed to feel more normal to me after sometime?",4.0368,5.82200568,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,72.2,5.8000000000000025,28.5,5.985473137389443,1.0612,204,8,40,1,4,61,38,50,0.095,0.8759999999999999,0.029,-0.5204,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,9,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,10,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106235092706355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237208831799885,0.18199512378241006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844191149297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409391951578507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934873857988395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899600670832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377805474173452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389830241665334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189973263903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251403592536715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644212872738105,0.23408619025002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978781365054794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165733150475302,0.0,0.18790038703425524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Edenios,2019/02/04,"Cashier Troubles I think I’m legitimately going to relapse into a panic attack, I’ve been doing good for a months without any major attacks even starting a job as a cashier. This guy comes in and starts threatening to kill me because of the way I gave him change, saying “I don’t want you to fucking touch me.” It also doesn’t help that I have to work by myself today. I don’t know what to do.",4.695925925925927,4.875954148148152,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,69.24691358024691,7.467654320987655,29.78024691358025,6.742157984588678,1.5698128395061723,310,11,62,2,5,104,62,81,0.206,0.684,0.11,-0.8805,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,4,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,17,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,2,10,1,12,15,1,9,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,4,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661511035823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412886070354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727296538032858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266527652161675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978981636591888,0.17897277525709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722806863432546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920771380945175,0.0,0.0,0.11807870924117972,0.17426500645158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057218820945912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926176407422652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061765752896345,0.0,0.2298632760124016,0.0,0.11418324691179152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583754610586446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437696747158313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522456681208872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941169424067899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312863121929838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693871427961968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254629235245075,0.16491568326715578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027986381956508,0.0,0.15125676741975272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cs399,2019/02/04,"Monday panicattack or something else? So, went to work as usual, same ole same ole things to do. Late afternoon I get a discomfort in my belly, making it hard to inhale properly. I keep going hoping it would go away, it didnt.. Got gradually worse to the point I hid myself in the bathroom for a few mins till I realised it's not getting any better. My lower left abdomen muscle is completely tight, even small gasps of air is almost impossible. I thought it could be panic attack but I didn't feel very stressed until it worsenj First time this kind of thing happened to me. Is it stress, sone ",4.16749758454106,5.863235991304354,5.195072463768118,80.57512077294687,71.69565217391305,7.545893719806764,26.690821256038646,8.167268648758528,1.7984009661835751,469,16,86,7,9,154,90,115,0.152,0.8059999999999999,0.041,-0.8305,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,8,1,4,4,0,9,1,1,1,0,14,21,6,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,5,4,10,3,14,13,3,19,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,9,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709400782806703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160877522286346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420576107765827,0.16038641869011572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097794973618733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898479691117564,0.0,0.0,0.136296985566775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260519234058605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275146924223295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631543483984354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520471097134474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837647293892986,0.0,0.1940353469325045,0.0,0.13653132120107087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095711672056994,0.0,0.15292144138068794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695522314569522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173371311779546,0.0,0.17776681470248565,0.0,0.0,0.19256681991595426,0.0,0.1854754738817377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394936552726588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028984780185224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613748749313942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141987738295996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39109241880318624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268225154088929,0.0,0.0,0.13552361888068656,0.09954160066258516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880114869663794,0.14085253417992769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824865113513498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427794786541164,0.0,0.1739667229441004,0.12126654419986052,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lampisx,2019/02/04,"Why is talking so hard? So let me explain. You really want to talk to someone that you even know but something prevents from doing it. In my experience after making the effort (which requires me a lot of will power) I find myself speaking without hesitation (kinda I get a bit akward and nervous sometimes). I think that has costed me losing some friendships that could have been made. What's your experience and what do you think about it?",4.0425,6.7563498395061785,4.8204783950617305,78.53590277777779,75.2962962962963,6.0253086419753075,27.40895061728395,7.1686216300943375,1.7544432098765437,351,14,56,4,8,113,65,81,0.08900000000000001,0.807,0.104,-0.1219,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,4,4,2,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,18,17,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,12,0,8,12,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,3,1,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445133395846335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146036678829515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184032164615304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201333316568602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627757073179908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219798937346004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923737808279096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802096050573938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195963814107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402502716535441,0.0,0.18257273442865196,0.0,0.20320160232709325,0.1433472642652578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757432183174442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819569421927882,0.1653250091016541,0.21239319921824015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452157626858016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752062032261829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266650889777755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377843452363647,0.0,0.0,0.20701129576569055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JaineLaine,2019/02/04,"My calculus class is bringing my social anxiety back out I've always been an anxious person by nature but for years now I've been really proud that I've managed to control my *social* anxiety. As in I went from being afraid to answer the door or walk down the street to comfortably having conversations with strangers at university. It's one of my biggest personal accomplishments. Til calculus. So, look - I haven't taken algebra in 10 years so my math skills are rusty and I know I need to put in extra work. But I also believe I'm capable, at least til the professor decides to freaking LOOM over me and watch me work all the example problems!!! First of all, there's the personal space issue. Next, there's the social anxiety stemmed from feeling like I'm being judged for a prolonged amount of time. It's so exhausting. For an entire hour 3x a week, my flight-or-fight mode is elevated and I can't concentrate or think through the problems. And then the professor doesn't give me constructive criticism except to tell me I'm wrong and he likes to distinguish ""[his] smart students"" making me feel like I'm wearing a dunce cap announcing that I'm the stupid one in the class. Today I go in there and he makes a point to ask me 2x if I'm still confused. *still* confused - that ""still"" in there hit me like a ton of bricks. And then he just kept walking down the aisles. So I felt not only called out in front of everyone but I felt so damned defeated. And then once that happened, I could feel it getting worse. A couple of times I could feel my eyes wanting to cry and in the middle of class I had to talk myself into not literally running away and just leaving class. I mean my whole body was tensed and ready to go. I can't tell anyone cause I feel like they'd all think I was just being a drama queen. But I just left that class and I planned to work on some homework til the next one but I can't because I need to sit here and calm myself down first. I still have bouts of anxiety but I have not felt this anxious over something this trivial in years. I feel like I'm regressing back to my old self.",3.60542207792208,5.183890464285717,4.460779220779223,85.74967532467534,72.92857142857143,7.852813852813853,26.774891774891767,8.484438967287268,1.7872619047619045,1665,59,337,29,33,537,206,420,0.158,0.745,0.097,-0.9787,0,0,1,0,2,0,44.0,0,0,1,12,22,21,2,3,22,0,22,4,3,4,3,68,59,35,0,8,17,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,10,17,0,2,16,1,0,9,8,11,0,5,11,12,43,10,56,41,9,63,0,1,3,0,19,27,1,6,32,215,53,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519209608257698,0.06783177551279326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494525326784395,0.1841904355483317,0.0,0.05700118790375605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621087543498169,0.0,0.07659140669484578,0.12536881447246925,0.0,0.049694278648028035,0.0,0.0,0.09184594350366423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905511503775542,0.0,0.0,0.08324177702643612,0.0,0.0,0.08374424274367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143242739362553,0.13017533452126054,0.09020113408860664,0.08954669090163819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789654832568674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473159745514664,0.23295369517745498,0.23481804678362705,0.0,0.0,0.1386829778087587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259121531373058,0.07820210977143016,0.09266021581787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208850982928655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802814951838356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508645943829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480165971336269,0.0,0.0,0.08631867943222707,0.08857250862021332,0.0,0.0,0.2389614572092939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845687932124413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883143683856468,0.0,0.0,0.08879997053185787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208931725345277,0.0,0.0,0.17339643640172342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554228992534564,0.0868169139104446,0.16572166355429974,0.062000186493946535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354226374829294,0.0,0.0,0.0770634370238108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600865261553987,0.0,0.08195084700359602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222426529652521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504389747092098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493003456740692,0.0,0.06275863853455675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604102321596394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552327256642741,0.14250541747409334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447038064349924,0.0,0.0,0.09507078319560787,0.0,0.07727211740929682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808303702687743,0.0,0.06539101009872189,0.0,0.0,0.07557053082792507,0.0,0.0910149806365318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804418090820295,0.0,0.08307658551891027,0.0,0.08913011784597727,0.0,0.15749002664828235 socialanxiety,lucymgomez,2019/02/04,Medication recommendations for social anxiety?? i’ve tried prozac but it didnt really help. i’m mainly looking for something to help with my social anxiety and to be more social. i also have problems with anger that i’d like to have controlled. i’m thinking of trying lexapro but i feel like i need more input on other choices. so what all worked for you guys??,3.2942236024844718,5.910005130434783,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,77.40579710144928,6.8414078674948255,25.799171842650104,7.957251820313856,1.8734041407867503,290,11,50,5,7,96,49,69,0.246,0.672,0.08199999999999999,-0.9167,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,10,8,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974327413715028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30562266521836945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404119811801054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100167018004992,0.14270436228518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778795505362248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26778191267700324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951795174619795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774312680689993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123123115071592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811512715460987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911376873890087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279675854770326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108724194272748,0.0,0.15378045809727145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799435558267802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712398307198776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542335706523676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ItzDomos,2019/02/04,Why do you guys have social anxiety? what causes people to have this strange fear of socializing. I believe the reason I have it is because I was severely bullied in elementary school and didn’t have any friends throughout those years. Why do you guys have it?,5.17625,7.457937458333337,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,70.25,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.9934833333333333,210,10,36,4,4,66,37,48,0.259,0.685,0.056,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,2,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771116049190205,0.0,0.1661660814637516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241001749627546,0.0,0.0,0.2447227994276297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313588100231516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444231471670805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678169433742232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301467553593427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058699451091048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233294352236199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982947362712046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538698877530624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44283921651332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919989006914752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987698216184524 socialanxiety,sayskate,2019/02/04,"Help me insta esteem Hi, I'm new here..I have social anxiety and fear what people will think of me, I am dying to share my pictures ( the pictures that I take of things and practicing photography) but I'm so scared of people's judgement because they all do the gram about their life so well and I'm here all ordinary and boring posts person not ""doing things"" in life. Oof! I really want to post without feeling the urge to check it a 10000 times and worry about it. Ugh, how do people socialize on Instagram so easily. I only want to express my paintings and pictures and it's taking my life !! :'(",2.7281818181818243,4.936889914529917,4.392369852369853,82.51601398601402,77.2051282051282,7.331468531468532,23.45687645687645,8.296473431620573,1.6231435897435902,468,15,87,9,11,157,75,117,0.191,0.6970000000000001,0.111,-0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,2,4,0,6,3,0,1,2,17,15,12,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,11,2,12,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262628792964795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568371686048103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992894165711115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508755581940795,0.08766023018026806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620512839804086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673655080962999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744020082764402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185441730892855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605752855793453,0.1513785272248592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320778483999578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106418318165144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735719296050158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534543326680508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26070279677222763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303564124736673,0.11108741718974896,0.0,0.0,0.10109245979916744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451425029960413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587893762749574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712087086797128,0.0,0.0,0.17606394135160108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,citizenofthelioncity,2019/02/04,"I was unable to confront the driver who scrapped my car while reversing into a parking lot. Sorry guys, just needed somewhere to vent. This happened a few hours ago and I’m still fucking pissed thinking about it. I was sitting in my car at a parking lot when this car pulled up next to me and scrapped the side of my car. I’m not sure if the driver knew what happened because they just go out of their car and left. The scratches were fairly superficial because I didn’t notice them at first, but I’m still angry that the driver was so goddamn clueless about it. If it wasn’t for social fucking anxiety I would’ve been able to confront the driver about what happened. Once again, fuck you social anxiety! ",6.488193430656935,6.6346549270073005,6.247874087591241,80.76991332116789,65.42335766423358,8.017883211678834,33.91332116788321,7.1686216300943375,2.272241605839416,563,23,103,4,8,176,83,137,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.984,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,10,7,6,0,9,0,7,4,1,0,1,17,20,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,6,0,1,8,1,12,1,16,12,3,25,0,0,0,3,8,8,4,4,9,72,21,0,0.15563072035631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379572433755409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381141501851353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974208523417802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237941123109198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316342795081898,0.0,0.0,0.08844852488985237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409888137975156,0.4128711960982297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326491012967994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909323303647927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462334607942617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539820715451105,0.0,0.0,0.16551503669096967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771866066391349,0.0,0.16574163794223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31729184072900873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742158497641524,0.0,0.0,0.2485737886259019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668011212190676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972188151126547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055559847761913,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GraveSoil,2019/02/04,i did it! i’ve had a crush on this girl for 2 years now and i finally talked with her a bit. sure it was just 2 random things but i finally talked to her. i was extremely nervous the whole way through. she probably thinks i’m weird though cuz she didn’t really initiate any talk. yes i’m now realizing all the opportunities i’ve missed like the one time she asked what my name was and i answered. i’ll most likely delete this post later ,0.6147152847152846,2.9790681538461565,2.5484515484515486,91.5260939060939,87.24175824175825,6.825574425574428,19.261738261738266,8.00094639256281,0.8317164835164839,346,10,78,8,11,115,64,91,0.103,0.7609999999999999,0.136,0.5997,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,1,6,0,0,1,2,14,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,11,4,5,5,4,10,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,2,9,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373666442977606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759941506726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075778980268816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630839711093045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652627287410252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322760627622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024309564508462,0.0,0.2278891476684397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135406977232731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921069697887492,0.0,0.0,0.5096658551100722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042270246664254,0.1354353036176677,0.20766679678448893,0.0,0.1232496742900288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777311859993504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359834713023393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611328202616862 socialanxiety,CrimsonCub2013,2019/02/04,"I need help & I don't know where to turn to for advice I'm 30 years old and I feel like I'm at the crossroads of my life but I have no idea what direction to go. I've worked in retail/customer service for over a decade but I'm now completely sit and tired of it all and want/need a change. I just recently started streaming on Twitch but I'm not in a position with that yet as to where I can make any reasonable income off of it, even though it has been the 1st thing in years I have felt a true passion for. I've basically been applying to any and all jobs around me but nothing is sounding too exciting. I'm not sure what I should do.",1.8983976455199496,3.092901913669067,3.515160235448008,92.36736429038591,76.62589928057554,7.356703727926749,24.14715500327011,8.00094639256281,1.021397122302158,502,16,120,8,11,167,88,139,0.071,0.813,0.116,0.7279,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,2,4,25,23,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,10,5,21,19,2,19,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,8,75,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138259356684495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220365956174364,0.0,0.2663697663490389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434824147697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718359130187364,0.0,0.20534525657522412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935724028153012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902776894724634,0.1399154547736643,0.18804694944356412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130620809177212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127429145259742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210910885997909,0.0,0.0,0.19435114882534352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763417319712468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833482062936292,0.095682537348168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307315599122788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522047569423144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792359301106415,0.0,0.20551188747047944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136667155438054,0.1933784902350365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862381205395552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458653892868407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011420083570413,0.0,0.1924218721694453,0.0,0.0,0.22510104687869725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130288276796262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551754931193005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258131154977358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522422742599876 socialanxiety,ABirdInFlight,2019/02/04,Laryngitis So I'm supposed to have a phone interview in a few hours and I have laryngitis. I was planning on doing it anyway but I just woke up and can't even get a word out. I want to email the guy but we live in Massachusetts & I'm paranoid that he'll think it's because I was screaming during the super bowl last night and I'm unprofessional (even though I'm actually sick.) This is how my irrational anxious brain works 😂 Please tell me I'm being stupid ,1.1332344497607636,3.5499864000000048,3.1802870813397126,87.64382775119617,85.0,6.401913875598087,22.320574162679424,7.686295010490155,1.1192105263157899,368,13,77,7,11,124,69,95,0.207,0.695,0.098,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,3,7,3,1,0,5,0,8,2,1,1,0,12,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.24758031505602335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748901857697292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866153994332117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465673319950934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321963755389523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514064634971963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255083688954752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120868208523484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984916009032054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680413189528293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240269163394505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808575657055275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849284019818105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175009809353696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256446643354172,0.24926471247508056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496422854139367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847008826339528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gtageri,2019/02/04,"Work with social anxiety Hello! This is my first post here and I was wondering what other people with social anxiety have for a career or their plans for the future. I’m currently studying for a graphic design degree, and my plans are saving up enough money from a full/part time job until I have enough for a house in a different country where I would earn my living from freelance jobs. This is the most ideal for me and it sounds too good to be true. Are any of you in the same position or perhaps already doing something similar?",5.407337031900141,6.507017029126214,6.072843273231622,77.73106796116505,68.02912621359225,8.604160887656034,28.30651872399445,8.841846274778883,2.3138693481276005,426,14,74,7,7,139,74,103,0.033,0.851,0.116,0.8585,5,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,6,3,4,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,4,15,9,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,5,60,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344020617821247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153003051773635,0.0,0.2959265866324043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207934934547053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997024368468816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645201987179927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222880314050764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317697440144366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838725826362431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079054416428932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945150462451206,0.0,0.13409082914002365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852397924032989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943280620670547,0.0,0.14890167266546622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278286917941252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097522274862713,0.14080970611977456,0.0,0.0,0.13739771813286736,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,light7777777,2019/02/04,"Work environment anxiety off the roof Today i start my new job, haven't sleep at all because i am nervous that i ama be put in a hard position were i am working at. Feeling anxious thinking i could mess up and my boss scold me or ppl start talking abiut me. Any advice?",2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,77.72727272727272,6.581818181818183,29.181818181818183,7.554174236665415,1.8807454545454552,212,10,42,3,5,72,46,55,0.226,0.747,0.027000000000000003,-0.836,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,5,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,26,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937833663084386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354464693694482,0.0,0.19522718421878035,0.2883031870314582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556745787374401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037563117956672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903671039290396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286089362918517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324646987516913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464736022013068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256546332611983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255384148985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612635300123866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051199699853583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352175725219512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189961494416015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715770556375873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BigDaddyTravis_,2019/02/04,"The story of my life So today my mom was sick and I were at home with her. So this guy from her workplace came by with some papers for her and I had to open the door and take these papers to my mom... simple right? Well I took the papers and he then said ""I hope your mom gets better"". Me being me I expected him to say ""have a nice day"" so I just said ""you too""... at this point I just closed the Doors and heard my mom laughing from the bedroom... my social anxiety just jumped 2 levels",-0.3103721682847897,1.7597572427184502,1.5050728155339819,99.55980987055015,88.2233009708738,4.210032362459548,13.437702265372168,5.46131890053228,-1.2283132686084142,368,5,88,2,12,120,66,103,0.048,0.848,0.105,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,13,9,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,4,20,5,12,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,2,3,61,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217887107395567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125185533019655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826674244035189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030007139375648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344267422463644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813950868605545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602036706407099,0.15862957014926946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280896558135613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482087797514805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097900407025014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363927603222878,0.303844446799203,0.12700900629771664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628057755958919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200831821981999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138784071167766,0.0,0.17744536862245214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359983168372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,problembarnet2,2019/02/04,"Today I slipped and fell in front of everyone on the train station during a busy hour And in 10 years time I’m still going to be laying awake at night, thinking about it",5.487142857142856,5.187919571428573,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285717,67.57142857142857,8.142857142857144,28.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.4701428571428568,135,4,28,1,2,43,32,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971764468835354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362264829253755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093367381863691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900643370903994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319428555063973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663351296072315,0.0,0.0,0.24237194512259905,0.0,0.3939926183567688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676683821822672 socialanxiety,ssteel678,2019/02/04,"32 years old and I have no friends Most of my life I have been a very shy and isolated person they would not speak to people unless they speak to me first because I was scared to say hello. I used to have friends back in high school but all of them moved on with there lives and started families. I even went to a 4 year university in hopes of making new friends but that was a complete failure. It seem like the people that I was trying to be friends with was not interested because they already have friends. I also still live with my mother i still feel very depressed that I don't have a social life. Life is too short, I even went to Las Vegas by myself three times last year but every time I go there I wish I had a friend to go with me. I am so tired of being alone, every time I see someone in social groups walking, I get very depressed. I also have not been in a relationship since 2014 and I am very scared to approach women and I get this real nervous feeling in my stomach. A lot of times I wish that I would not wake up the next morning because this shit is so depressing. I just graduated college and getting ready to start my career so I can get my own place. But I know that this problem will come up again. What should I do I don't want to die being lonely and antisocial?",3.5483257199602747,4.5544063509433945,4.41022840119166,88.28521350546178,72.28301886792453,6.786494538232375,26.02284011916584,6.8360192770164,0.9419811320754716,1013,32,216,8,19,327,139,265,0.189,0.664,0.147,-0.9113,0,3,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,4,1,15,18,1,3,9,0,28,7,3,2,1,40,50,17,1,8,10,1,2,1,6,4,4,3,0,2,10,12,0,0,4,0,0,8,7,9,0,2,9,6,38,9,30,34,4,37,0,4,1,0,21,11,1,4,19,152,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145425051485216,0.09744346236272508,0.14123016890041906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789879412822,0.0,0.16148425473133046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606436169596363,0.09258297609997357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816317209464726,0.0,0.09164354393545056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664528789303852,0.0,0.1487965015187397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324327511948076,0.0,0.0892962975486896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510964348628532,0.0,0.0,0.4093314772477635,0.0,0.1845366200471004,0.0,0.1003681329231403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329592030224056,0.0,0.08770381878001866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852847468136814,0.07197792259797428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871109604243137,0.043139901141301035,0.0,0.15594458288975438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507121008219657,0.0,0.0,0.058942276479792416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385106079627688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528263024161684,0.0939101880108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265810412800908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243498913773325,0.07710190802462769,0.0922568049610485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449309687370213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050701766406014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480331123345608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070221301496835,0.17681143022595588,0.08936634701790283,0.0703652684297665,0.0803868323237957,0.0,0.0,0.09064074299075636,0.0730443340797203,0.0,0.0,0.18002555545938034,0.07481800541584713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500123248356634,0.0,0.1410361964152749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059584455024025,0.10149016924388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059951267607361115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626458412283431,0.0,0.2914336196291031,0.052082812554065744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371369343920467,0.0,0.0,0.2030859043229073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254544269360909,0.0,0.0,0.1705907955121942 socialanxiety,loud_love,2019/02/04,Waiters putting parmesan on your food is the most awkward thing in the world Especially if you want a lot of parmesan but don’t wanna sit there in silence as they keep sprinkling it on. Am I the only one here,7.797857142857143,6.1696854523809534,7.4904761904761905,78.76285714285717,63.523809523809526,9.352380952380953,40.04761904761904,7.1686216300943375,2.9981047619047616,167,8,33,1,2,53,37,42,0.036000000000000004,0.931,0.032,-0.0425,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015566261735241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686777299476368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526332351964997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810673458626321,0.3154607699517562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169709601837584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755630517558196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446494557495973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rdhm3y3,2019/02/04,"What are you doing to fight your social anxiety? So, I subbed this post a whole back and occasionally a post or two would show up on the main page... But, today I actually opened it and sent thought the posts and realized how familiar I am with all this . . Almost all the post seemed so relatable, it's unreal. So I assumed since most of us have that similar issues what are you doing to fight them ? The only step I have taken is book an appointment with a therapist.. I believe it's the step in the right direction and will help me. Also I did meetup with a group on NYCmeetup and spent sometime with them( really kind and welcoming people ) , but it didn't help me outside the group( plus even there I would rarely speak what's on my mind). What's yours ? If you haven't taken any, do you have any in mind that you think would help you out ? 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I think that I’m making progress on battling my anxiety. I had a blocked list of people on Facebook that was at least 75+. People that I blocked for mostly perceived notions, like I had quit jobs and was afraid of them reaching out, or stopped hanging out with them for whatever reason. I’m no longer afraid of these people seeing my online presence. It’s a small step, but a really big one for me. Anyone else do things like this on social media?",4.508663594470047,6.0606182688172066,4.690353302611367,85.09838709677422,70.61290322580646,6.604608294930878,28.3394777265745,6.868970318607317,1.46174777265745,381,14,70,3,7,119,62,93,0.1,0.787,0.113,0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,0,5,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,9,2,14,6,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,3,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581299694605146,0.0,0.0,0.16069669956428614,0.2354795248703043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919865681147024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280626082526797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224558580319666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534077915913398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573315433615256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779883579039062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444437027104834,0.0,0.0,0.14722968729162725,0.2362950186166543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831381663421684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685486299888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921412597980809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526833476038303,0.1472604869216136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatOneGuy3411,2019/02/04,"Hurts to talk I don’t know if anyone else experiences this but whenever I talk, it brings a sort of physical pain in my gut. The amount of pain varies a lot but it makes it a lot harder to try and talk to people. I’ve looked online and couldn’t find anything about it. I’m curious if any of you experience this. And if so, do you know of any way to help with or cure it.",1.0442328042328022,2.475816703703704,3.1994003527336865,92.73444444444445,79.49382716049381,7.097707231040566,18.978835978835978,7.957251820313856,0.34863174603174585,287,6,71,5,7,98,51,81,0.139,0.785,0.076,-0.7453,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,1,0,18,9,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,11,8,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,7,0,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561767710634559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170273689382678,0.19299274964555366,0.1550007533125688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573470801585702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36849617984702776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215376537512034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625090515679224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163875207541365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070308152734816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817141181410654,0.0,0.0,0.3202666873197877,0.0,0.0,0.12572894196457726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008476478901257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058217770914576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541797098233833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788120676494255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950804641489254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amezaing,2019/02/05,"turning 23 tomorrow and im feeling worse for it haven't really had a party for my birthday since I turned six. so every year its just a reminder that I'm alone. (i work and play video games) and I would have worked for my birthday even if the weather wasn't bad. I try to make things happen but it always feels like something is against me (probably my psyche) so when someone tells me happy birthday I feign happiness then continue to mope because of 1. I don't like to let people know how down I feel, especially someone who is just being kind and 2. this is how my birthdays have mostly gone to this point and I don't expect that to change until I do something which I don't feel I'm in the position to do so at this time. so im just looking for some kind words to help me get through another uneventful, lonesome birthday. peace to anyone and everyone who took the time to read this",3.888243589743592,5.026421627777778,4.822222222222227,85.15115384615386,71.6111111111111,7.7606837606837615,28.84615384615385,8.139509932561175,1.8809102564102558,703,27,142,10,13,229,108,180,0.063,0.738,0.199,0.9825,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,3,0,24,31,17,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,5,17,7,20,24,2,14,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,10,94,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414107141087791,0.0,0.0,0.11360936786416323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317050341218762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954695476610478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400233673476552,0.08323142864811563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443759192481664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901811198797148,0.0,0.11503795295570153,0.13046654826855328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761479785257115,0.09754175624424027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133472493944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073884208485915,0.29069144530272256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151758795136901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949658609314269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843636634637334,0.07503693071310681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396178982627901,0.0,0.13340974733553365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465633512973612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113922383357048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465726933629913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290711956089614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472095205508791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657352343236312,0.0,0.08746882596917391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294446551870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137399332426306,0.21022505154923374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933898437758685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070883329051124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923114940676786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516971583195504,0.09269937172254956,0.2970251716100422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988005050431337,0.0,0.13914243426130588,0.09699166523845272,0.0,0.0,0.08792507757688986 socialanxiety,Throowaawaay9966,2019/02/05,"Kinda lost job bc I ""don't seem to interact well with customers"" I was told to not come in anymore and that'd be called if they wanted to have me back in after working there just three days. I was paid for the little bit of hours I worked and then left, as soon as I walked out I started bawling my eyes out bc I never rlly thought my anxiety would actually affect me in such a way that'd lose a job opportunity. I had decided to try out retail because I thought it'd be a fast paced work environment. It wasn't my first job, either. I had previously worked at a call center for a year and a half and sitting dealing with customers all day was just too boring for me. I had wanted to work retail before, but I had always kept in the mind of my mind doubts abt how I would deal with customers, bc I get extremely nervous when something's expected from me and handling cash. I saw the job posting while at the mall, it was a bridal/prom store, so I decided to apply there, since I know not a lot of people go there except probably prom season, etc. So I'd have to deal with few customers. I was scheduled to come in to training the same day I applied. I went the next week, my first day as a trainee. I was being told abt the dresses and the prices and how I'd have to memorize this and that. Then came in the next day. Some customers came in and I was told to approach them. I thought I did pretty good but after they left the assistant manager told me to approach customers more confidently. That same day I was told by the actual store manager and owner that training would last for two weeks, that'd be paid for the training and then after the two weeks they would tell me if I was hired or not, blah blah blah. Anyways I came in the following day, my third time there. 3 customers came in I helped them search for their dresses, zip up, even gave suggestions and advice. I had to close that day. And as the end of the day was approaching I was feeling like it might not be so bad after all. I noticed the manager was putting in the mannequins which I was told earlier I had to put in myself before closing. I looked at the time and it was quite early still, and not the time they'd told me to put them in so I asked them about it and they said that it was fine bc not many ppl came in around that time. An hour passed, while I finished the tasks I was assigned, as soon as did so, the manager asked me to go to their office. They told me that I could go now and that I didn't have to come in anymore, that my training was done. They told me to not take it personally, that I was pretty fast and efficient at everything, putting things in place, organization, labeling, putting missing prices etc. but lacked when it came to interacting with actual customers. I was handed my check for the hours I worked I said thank you have a nice night and left when really I wanted to say that I only dealt with about five customers during my three days there, and if that was really enough time to determine my ability. That I could improve, and that I of course I was never, since it was my first time working retail. Of I held it in and I wonder if I should've just said it. They said they'd call me if they needed me but it's been right over a month now and obviously they haven't. 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When I go to the gym to do bent over row I got up to 45 plates on each side and felt like I could do more but the idiot inside of me felt like ppl were looking at me and thinking that I was carrying too much weight. I was afraid that I'd end up on the internet for fail gym vids. Even though I was doing the exercise perfectly. I'm so disappointed because my training got ruined a little bit. ,2.16390476190476,3.3267534222222217,3.846507936507937,90.385,75.8888888888889,7.365079365079365,22.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,0.8853809523809519,328,9,76,5,7,110,62,90,0.17800000000000002,0.718,0.105,-0.8603,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,10,16,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,8,4,10,3,11,7,4,12,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,0,4,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213873681927811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724714993574537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926550397645668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104956587971566,0.0,0.0,0.1648420781223527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792626970609866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183934822538494,0.0,0.3992162029786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385969060819035,0.25013993485581315,0.0,0.0,0.20958032654604447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346650220487984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599177227091296,0.2452063851669384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039153803676592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,just-an-anxious-bum,2019/02/05,"SAD is affecting my grades I can never focus in class. I feel like i can never stay calm in class bcuz im worried about a bunch of things regarding my classmates. Worried what they think of me, thinking that they all hate me, wanting to go curl up in a ball in my room and disappear. It inhibits my learning. It gets worse when the teacher calls on me, or i raise my hand to speak (which never really happens anyway) i freeze up and forget what i was going to say, i start panicking and cant focus at all any more. This just makes me even more embarrassed because now i look like an idiot. When i get home from school, i'm exhausted by all the social trauma i went through in the day. I really really dont like school for that. It puts me through so much emotional trauma and stress that i come home from school VERY depressed and tired so i don't do any work. Then i stay up late doing homework. Repeat cycle. I don't want to live like this anymore but i don't know what to do about it. Maybe i should talk to my teachers about letting me work outside of the classrooms so i can focus better? But i'm not sure how much that would help. I was thinking maybe i should stop eating lunch with people, and just find a quiet place in the library to read. Any advice would help. Thanks <3",2.692163009404389,4.413639095785445,3.5494618599791004,90.74513322884016,75.66666666666667,6.278021595262975,22.59160571229537,6.980632752743323,0.5978337164750953,1008,28,211,10,22,321,144,261,0.153,0.745,0.101,-0.6962,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,14,17,2,2,9,0,19,5,1,3,7,39,40,16,0,6,6,0,3,4,0,4,2,3,4,0,15,8,2,1,7,2,0,6,9,9,0,0,3,7,34,8,31,32,8,33,0,2,1,0,9,13,0,1,16,141,49,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017308824609152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123863321624196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324487761867594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346186675839678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207302914183328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630355658847036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967784001684209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671395622651029,0.0,0.08966608447823103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201110181696798,0.0,0.0,0.10652611828400176,0.0,0.11710489714207815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876083117743093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263896854663711,0.07437313090374474,0.0,0.0,0.09515072123619607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878185999890412,0.0,0.11833133370720375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206032424779144,0.0,0.0,0.10278282294739546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955970880120486,0.0,0.2088530051665441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124520176377497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057213768599441765,0.0,0.11743576100253615,0.0,0.0,0.10645512879636464,0.0,0.20344314034241195,0.0,0.09192723796052488,0.0,0.08742256598492422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949136129625592,0.0,0.2091763312523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305933204093547,0.0,0.2408781948536096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217378233083943,0.0,0.10876829583913987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046549799045397,0.0,0.0,0.10413386971203498,0.0,0.20007832627638492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278902893550175,0.0,0.3160815706096837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612264798829006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368654832979557,0.2219256430907817,0.0,0.0870370244303808,0.11925272444266392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811838760071136,0.0,0.0,0.08367621598124833,0.0,0.09584653896956397,0.0,0.0,0.0691631993538102,0.20012018154709124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196541844012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589810304690555,0.12280847502592092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650702432428618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515803749553321,0.21144877789951405,0.10609259947780428,0.14790740075028294,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,livelife512,2019/02/05,"It has gotten so bad now, I do not believe people's compliments I'm thinking they're just being nice but really they mean the opposite of what they are saying. I feel with recent betrayals of friendship I'm second guessing everyone and everything. It has gotten to the point where if a friend compliments me I do not believe them, ""they just want to act like a friend but really they're talking crap about you.""",3.947160940325496,6.2133696835443075,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,73.68354430379749,8.564918625678121,26.475587703435806,9.23628265651192,2.5408321880651,331,12,58,8,7,108,54,79,0.124,0.662,0.214,0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,15,5,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,9,6,6,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,2,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254239716634491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196172440814539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203493601371536,0.20724951878545456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165989120944184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563238808571839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403325613978844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266011422688092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511923455848513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598698594190608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799270189956568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29545810922478594,0.0,0.2276908974479461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338335597667266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534853590352976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775995870723954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360145817761444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,12berney,2019/02/05,I’m not sure wether I’m feeling social anxiety I am very social and I like to talk a lot. Sometimes I can come off as annoying or weird to people. This week I started thinking and I feel like the whole school talks about me behind my back calling my weird. Every time I meet someone they say “oh I’ve heard about you”. And it don’t know if it’s a good thing or not. It my first time dealing with an internal conflict like this and feeling like this. Is this social anxiety? How do I solve this?,0.558462783171521,2.8443899514563142,2.192451456310682,94.63165453074436,86.37864077669903,4.986731391585762,21.204692556634306,6.42735559955562,0.2817838187702266,387,13,84,4,12,126,67,103,0.129,0.6920000000000001,0.179,0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,4,9,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,20,15,9,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,5,13,6,8,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,4,10,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485599031928465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230587033661508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341584132977427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785784921309582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499129256913792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483821603471838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275880152573934,0.2286611689957901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612753299067215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423158325623588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795224196985006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127443051649733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605787689539334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094962144310168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726797908318901,0.0,0.16196615757012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894132151839259,0.13559897275243646,0.0,0.15828085087889787,0.0,0.11327513092169332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083313648444938,0.0,0.0,0.25726362640534034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632158296656316,0.10254535496928054,0.0,0.0,0.18663791880436234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204742370364092,0.0,0.0,0.1283721625415654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867578234914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,etregoning,2019/02/05,"Well, now I feel like a hypocrite. Me: it sucks being a male with social anxiety because I'm the one expected to approach woman, and that doesn't seem to be a skill I posess. Woman: * approaches me, tries to talk to me * Me: * forgets English * ( my native language haha 🤣)",0.3882692307692288,2.8274885961538487,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,95.73076923076924,4.907692307692308,23.80769230769231,6.6274283507984215,1.2462230769230764,205,9,37,3,8,70,41,52,0.081,0.772,0.147,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,7,3,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713138142669805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447387049759353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030005364074546,0.2868176540044791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614302748607484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205348669345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654926470591637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092586739710852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226947107386781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725788149495288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609790652834564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cosmoquerlenker,2019/02/05,"Need an advice Hi, first of all, english is not my first lenguage and i'm scared to post even here for that, sorry for misspells. When i hang out with my friends they sometimes brings other people and i feel really unconfortable with that, so i end remaining in silence and desiring to back home.. What to do? 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Does anyone feel like it's harder to make friends when you have no friends? I feel like when I'm talking to new people I have to make it seem like I have some friends so I don't seem like a loser.",2.122647058823528,3.3227874901960766,2.5707352941176502,99.34080882352943,76.05882352941177,5.1000000000000005,24.514705882352942,3.1291,-0.10261176470588262,186,6,45,0,4,57,27,51,0.069,0.484,0.447,0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,12,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,5,12,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227558085866294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363395761372287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753707451217876,0.2508405549638321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781870672063381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430794804989573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515634898167368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955718316926685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171137206215847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196469155350141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411086786246414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CaLushexo,2019/02/05,"Anyone scared to be too happy? Honestly I’ve noticed this since the beginning of high school and maybe into a little of 8th grade. Every time I’m extremely happy at school, something bad happens when I get home. If I’m moody in the beginning of the day but in the middle I start getting cheerful, something bad will happen when I get home. But if I’m moderate or depressed the whole day everything is fine when I get home? I swear to god this is happening to me. I’m not sure if a higher power is just fucking with me or what. But I have been noticing this for the past 3-4 years and I know this isn’t just a coincidence.",3.7115798611111117,4.627644984375003,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,71.8125,8.188888888888886,27.503472222222214,8.515128840125781,1.8546743055555552,490,17,101,8,9,164,76,128,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.4503,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,1,1,9,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,24,13,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,6,12,21,1,18,0,1,0,1,0,7,1,5,11,61,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504499793405674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269907446907141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532643741307108,0.0,0.11707579419622555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452638321731386,0.0,0.12216458114744347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566454120312592,0.2840700076873833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606057620779314,0.289398750650182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361687555941233,0.4090448176547378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470324411639641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362369700793221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365593538009669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30951304872285745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975999431292462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608904381874132,0.2751356221642027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244220544545504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092901881249429,0.0,0.0,0.09621152989438056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811185210607962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926152703758202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176032227913205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753407784351451 socialanxiety,UrAverageThrowaway_,2019/02/05,"Phone calls are so scary... WARNING: Really Lengthy (Sorry For The Long Post) So a few weeks ago I (kinda got forced to) apply at a fast food place, and just the thought of that is scary because working is a new thing to me (if anyone is wondering I’m 16 so first time trying to work) and things I’m unfamiliar with that has to do with interacting with people and the possibility of messing up makes me very uncomfortable and very nervous. Anyways I got a phone call during school so I couldn’t answer it. Phone said the number’s location is based on my city. It’s kinda strange to me because I get robocalls but it’s never from anywhere else than the cities around my old town in a different state, so I looked up the number and it was actually the restaurant’s number that was calling me. I assumed they were gonna talk to me about my application and stuff and the time they were gonna interview me. I told my mom about it after school and my mom said I should call back. One problem, though; I’m really bad at talking on the phone because for some reason I’m just even more awkward than talking to people face-to-face. It’s even worse when it’s bad signal so you have to keep asking the person you’re with on the phone “Huh?” or “What?” because their voice just keeps breaking up or something. She told me to try my best anyways and I was so scared. Moving on I called them and told them that one of them called me and was wondering if it’s about the application. Normal, right? But the thing is I didn’t word a lot of things right and even forgot to say my last name because I was so nervous (yeah, I’m fucking stupid). Guy on the phone said the hiring manager isn’t here but the hiring manager will call me back to let me know about the application. Call ends. Mom was so confused and disappointed that o talked like that. She said something like, “You’re supposed to say your first AND last name! How can you just do that? How are you going to get a big and important job just saying things like that?? You know better than this! You didn’t even try!” Yeah, mom. I do know better than what I said on the phone, but I literally just told you that I’m bad talking to others on the phone and it just hurts me that you said I didn’t even try but really I did. It’s just so hard for me, but you can’t understand that. Just hearing what she said to me, however, made me so sad. I’ve disappointed my mom and now the guy who is as talking with might think I’m a huge awkward idiot. I’m a really overemotional person, so tears started up and I tried to hold them back, because my mom is going to ask, “Why are you crying???” not in a caring way, but in a frustrating way. She always asks me that question when I cry over some problem I’m facing that are small (I get really overwhelmed by things easily), even though I constantly tell her that I can’t control what I feel and I can’t control my tears. It just...happens. Unfortunately my tears started dropping, and she asks the question unsurprisingly. Then she asks, frustrated, “You’re crying over a simple phone call??? Just how??” Well, yeah. It was overwhelming to me and just because it’s simple to you doesn’t mean it’s going to be simple for me or everybody in the world. And just because you told me to relax or it’s not big deal doesn’t mean I’m going to be comfortable and not so nervous with the snap of my finger. It makes me so depressed that I’m the only person with these kinds of issues in my family so I have no one to turn to since they can’t really understand and aren’t really helpful. It’s been four hours since I made that call. I’m still crying about it. I wish I wasn’t an awkward person. Maybe my family would like me more and I can land a job easily in the future. TLDR: Fast food restaurant I applied to called me during a time I was busy. Told my mom about it and she told me to call them back right now and ask about them calling me earlier. Called them back, but horrible talking-on-the-phone skills, nervousness, and awkwardness decided to team up and fuck up me talking on the phone. Mom becomes frustrated asking why I did that. Cried (and still am) because I disappointed my mom and now I think the guy I was talking with the on the phone thinks I’m an awkward idiot.",2.535414728682173,4.379402952325584,3.8103720930232576,88.16749612403103,76.45348837209302,6.865736434108528,22.86201550387597,7.746657839377867,0.9610755038759692,3329,98,700,49,75,1088,283,860,0.185,0.747,0.068,-0.9989,5,0,2,0,0,0,102.0,0,12,11,11,62,45,8,13,45,4,54,6,2,10,1,120,129,69,0,9,29,9,3,4,0,6,0,12,0,7,51,40,2,6,20,2,0,5,18,33,1,6,38,16,106,12,86,81,7,83,0,8,1,2,116,37,2,18,39,460,157,12,0.0,0.0,0.0338371206261158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03073667995840967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028851800121258937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02424508082887081,0.0,0.0,0.030867483536311694,0.22691056661064185,0.0,0.0,0.13331200419177733,0.08685479097359124,0.19023421479029007,0.03829504652752669,0.0,0.0,0.03638854469604584,0.06133321139428855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956888024953803,0.0,0.0353527656782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037470606290411566,0.077780364727881,0.0,0.0,0.19044048367324176,0.0,0.035747686729866564,0.029864928771539595,0.0,0.0,0.03622726950485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028965933181075456,0.0,0.030711143054187595,0.0,0.0,0.1374123117342804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537569913662566,0.0,0.017532370855719612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058987893589850786,0.08385661640360725,0.0,0.0,0.06411167394430628,0.05434768094437523,0.0,0.07882482820948626,0.0,0.05546441980301763,0.0,0.0,0.10299904266769612,0.030662374099904167,0.0,0.03106136726359645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390804626815254,0.0,0.02324145627066316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03414720659999505,0.0,0.03711956150343442,0.0,0.0,0.036190966581379824,0.06881779633460737,0.06164023235549002,0.0,0.0361079536584261,0.05716827495869437,0.05652837427996967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035456826930369216,0.0,0.06776045737627298,0.0,0.0,0.030685669490843018,0.029117683919819694,0.0,0.0,0.02947885482107588,0.0,0.06561933306368134,0.046290736735668594,0.0,0.03483500071345092,0.07554096826127275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03678395891223419,0.0,0.36549115083707295,0.0,0.0368532995936551,0.0,0.0,0.026742962231413096,0.033488660605037066,0.0,0.0,0.03397345762582981,0.0,0.0,0.03638485108465683,0.0,0.07048862095212884,0.02637137204033156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048077595470479656,0.12110506547569112,0.03622726950485152,0.0,0.0,0.03909006987245652,0.0332084000871585,0.0,0.0,0.06635725555498029,0.0,0.0,0.07768631615371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549273724547216,0.03565096135361792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883500307244181,0.23088243602299405,0.08272319907614421,0.0347150290812605,0.07018449727255448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365888134228826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338794926692925,0.0,0.03881504650905857,0.04908530421720875,0.0,0.05538189079529195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969378437905202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229591484623057,0.030306871595773388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382164081993436,0.06665368519690892,0.06813465878290692,0.02752752564282521,0.06065659965543487,0.0,0.0,0.23192949584570105,0.0,0.11770788776428608,0.03771568772621782,0.0,0.07219435037307237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721986733409803,0.0,0.05504569996624789,0.02781363658599385,0.0,0.03117636512544786,0.0,0.06257633547149384,0.0,0.039873740433828894,0.0,0.07520561105328395,0.05048661517391561,0.0,0.03533607991281624,0.0246316319815614,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LordKvlt,2019/02/05,"Why do I start crying when I get into a confrontation? I'm a 24 year old male. I've had this continuing issue well into adulthood where I get extremely nervous and cannot control my breathing whenever I have to respond to somebody who is confronting me. Particularly a supervisor/coworker on the job. The last job I had before this one I have now (which I've been in for 15 months) was at Home Depot, and I had to quit due to a foot injury that was making my job too difficult. When I went into HR's office and talked to my boss I IMMEDIATELY stiffened up and couldn't get the words out to tell my boss that I had to quit, I was completely frozen, and started tearing up. I don't understand why this happens because I'm not \*sad\* in these situations, in fact it's anger/frustration that I'm feeling. Today at work I was confronted by the general manager who was upset at me for not doing something he wanted me to do (it's a long, long story so I won't go into detail), anyway, the same thing happened, I had so much to say in my defense and I couldn't get a word out. I was completely stiff and my voice started to crack so bad he couldn't understand me.",3.6850186150409527,4.727973227848099,5.530603127326881,80.24166790766941,71.9957805907173,8.6144452717796,28.709108960039714,9.007467420416297,2.302251625713577,913,35,184,18,17,315,126,237,0.11,0.866,0.024,-0.9551,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,4,2,11,0,24,3,2,4,1,33,43,12,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,13,13,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,13,3,27,1,29,26,2,34,0,1,0,0,9,17,0,0,15,126,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082517732113146,0.07903302683200092,0.0,0.11032202878708047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186970691859325,0.0,0.1454127453724923,0.0,0.0,0.14241369866482406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555459563446857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094569067307883,0.0,0.07368270072760265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292969447034341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004884668861025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532021421329568,0.3859708577033662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568150617771102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294711504564051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654193301353827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348485647958744,0.0,0.0953071735356638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360451601043397,0.0,0.08785373983121184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757960378167147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031023491660696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573127647964454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981038659142087,0.0,0.0,0.27529938443872165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420721861244807,0.11331922697485855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613325244791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228924032045854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699390450240195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764705326024507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657031590137427,0.12018622572095547,0.2339767052544622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438625471464282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348991634781251 socialanxiety,Noxious3,2019/02/05,"I hate my voice when I'm around people, and it's holding me back massively. Any tips? I am 22, male. I have pretty severe SAD but I'm at a point in my life where it's getting better. My SAD largely stems from my physical appearence. I've been improving my appearence over many years, and can feel SAD slowly fading away, as I fix each problem one by one, but there's one thing I'm really struggling with: my voice. &#x200B; Whenever I'm around people, my voice becomes trembley, mumbley, soft, higher pitched, too quiet, etc. I'd even say it probably sounds feminine. I absolutely hate it. The only time I have my 'real voice' is when I'm alone or drunk (people always remark after I've been drinking that I sound really different). I feel like I'm physically quite masculine but when I speak I feel like a loser who just feels sorry for himself. I've basically conditioned myself to have a voice that says ""yes, you may step all over me"". I imagine this comes from wanting to avoid confrontation as a teen. This really gets me down and I feel like shit every day after university. I pretty much go about my say trying to speak to as least people as possible. It's definitely the main reason I have SAD right now. Do you guys have any tips to help my voice sound more natural? Thanks!",3.3555781818181813,5.444191016000005,4.701018181818182,81.59850909090909,74.84,8.065454545454546,24.56363636363637,8.841846274778883,1.94156,1014,33,191,22,22,336,145,250,0.201,0.6609999999999999,0.138,-0.9587,1,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,3,13,17,4,2,6,1,12,4,1,1,1,29,33,14,0,2,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,15,0,2,11,8,2,2,7,2,0,5,0,12,0,3,2,21,31,5,25,30,7,27,0,5,0,0,12,11,1,4,14,112,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311094623692335,0.0,0.0,0.0908733343260617,0.11833141880227226,0.13270482815641044,0.148536139495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444409980731986,0.0,0.0,0.10260849660011308,0.08397747298734654,0.0,0.0,0.12061634114690285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965893531928607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940766763480369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704328613197722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410354846486655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106986419827453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218005190126175,0.0721336559721587,0.0,0.09201602434429866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761049556014304,0.2340637429617306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411777796758245,0.0,0.0620678340430225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813729010862412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564895779701454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320266385570533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713983646011277,0.16006675505587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072407205809416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028356414336872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220151252623588,0.08306083149010246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30285607056891045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324086940138216,0.12312039364682292,0.0,0.2222162256674782,0.1177492686430046,0.1045013663560712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616066278714947,0.0,0.12430744123354638,0.20989247669017636,0.11228837426146228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932666581187364,0.0,0.2605498753829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337874766443074,0.11210479720280722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225416381213318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417234807417108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054795949618922,0.0,0.0,0.0725557609280193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368253669215533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414794357830716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441621004497727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270482815641044,0.07032910331692807 socialanxiety,WillJ22,2019/02/05,"Looking for feedback on something I'm working on regarding my social anxiety. Let me know what you think! Warning: Long post ahead! Long-time lurker, first-time poster here and I'm in the process of writing an autobiography of sorts as a therapeutical project to be truer to myself. I've been thinking an awful lot about what has happened throughout my life to get me where I am today and I want this to hopefully be a means of helping others to not be in my position if possible. I call it an autobiography but I really don't know what it is yet, or what it will end up being, but this is a sort of an introduction. I'm mostly looking for any constructive criticisms you might have or even an encouraging comment if you think I should continue writing it. Thank you in advance for reading, and without further ado, here it is! &#x200B; ***Hello World:*** Hello, my name is William, and consider this your invitation into my brain. Unfortunately, 99.99999999999 percent of this information is unknown to anyone else, which pertains to what I actually think **\[And yes, that many decimal places.\]**. You see, over my development I have acquired a pretty severe problem that we can seal into a nice little envelope called ""Social Anxiety.” This envelope has more or less trapped me in my own personal living hell, and I am attempting to escape from it by use of this autobiography. I just need a place where I can record my thoughts as I go through the grueling process of finally kicking its ass. Thank you to anyone who shows any interest whatsoever in what I have to say, or even cares, or is moved by it **\[It could happen, right? A guy can dream, can’t he?\]**, it means a lot to me. I would also like to acknowledge and thank those of you that disagree with or hate what I have to say, because I believe everyone should have a say, a response should always be welcomed **\[Ah, the absolute beauty of free speech, and press, for situations such as these; it truly is wonderful.\]**. And if you haven’t already noticed, a pair of these **\[  \]** will be thoughts within my thoughts **\[And maybe even thoughts of thoughts within thoughts, \[\[""Thoughtception”\]\]\]** so I would probably buckle up for this ride. I will try my very best to do good with grammar **\[And yes, I know the proper word to use there is “well”, I ain’t dumb \[\[And yes, that was an attempt to make a joke, as awful as it might’ve been.\].\].\]** and spelling, of course, will aim to be perfect **\[Although, there are some things that even autocorrect can’t fix.\]**, but I will not be surprised for a second to have already lost you in the labyrinth that is my mind, requiring you to go back and retrace your steps **\[Something I have to do every. Ten. Seconds.\]** or have already jumped ship **\[May those that remain be blessed with good fortune.\]**. But yeah, the main goals here are to just put a little bit more of myself out there, give myself a space to vent, and to start saying **\[A better word might be “writing”.\]** what I actually think. Now that the introduction is out of the way, let’s begin! ***Glossophobia:*** The first order of business will be to unpack what I believe to be the root of my social anxiety problem, a fear of speaking; this also includes not liking the sound of my own voice and being terrified of misspeaking. When you combine all those up into one gigantic mixing bowl, you get a quiet guy. Now, I’m not one of those psychopathic maniacs who sits there and premeditates the murder of everyone around me, I just have extremely strong emotions for a tremendously limited amount of things and therefore will not have very much to say about anything else. I don’t know if this is a strange wiring in my brain or what, but for the most part I can’t focus long enough on something I don’t care about, and rarely in complete thought **\[And you can forget about complete sentences too\].** Unfortunately, the majority of the people I surround myself with don’t share those same things I’m passionate about so I don’t get to air out what I’m actually thinking most of the time. I also care WAY too much about what others think about me and what I have to say; this leads to a predominant habit of questioning myself and being unsure as to what an appropriate response to something that has been said to me would be. I believe this all started in middle school, about 7 years ago.",2.183255131324813,5.075106737361288,3.0830092860338496,85.74196927206663,88.28483353884094,5.978071429350853,24.809543554881444,7.394659347690824,1.5829460646203202,3448,143,628,63,113,1091,351,811,0.108,0.745,0.146,0.9901,0,1,4,0,0,0,215.0,1,15,0,16,39,36,5,1,44,7,83,5,3,6,3,127,139,52,1,16,26,0,1,2,0,16,1,12,0,3,61,34,0,2,24,4,1,9,16,9,2,6,13,16,74,28,114,92,24,71,2,1,3,2,49,38,3,26,21,477,135,8,0.0,0.0,0.16243310475193198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918320730830339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368388008917175,0.1331115745493127,0.04616712242511934,0.060116877399708474,0.06741911797710241,0.07546202841018801,0.0,0.12733529597698892,0.0,0.0,0.07759138841452302,0.056849902105705015,0.045658594264880885,0.04939251226568097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266376165364375,0.0,0.033822523866249135,0.0,0.0,0.1875343621449745,0.0582270219117604,0.049071078186893546,0.06057414424859621,0.0,0.0,0.12387695966912413,0.11331070967290713,0.0,0.1697088695617691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634781077422995,0.0,0.0,0.04429944933728318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269950420481324,0.06241201812612185,0.04914234450672346,0.0573297910109081,0.0,0.14658660215059446,0.0,0.04674765257026201,0.1060346557600557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243491153344835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077999639616283,0.0,0.09438930304234076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696428053484014,0.05322529667588183,0.06306565758101408,0.09307467278272227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987574183758596,0.098128614018231,0.0,0.0,0.054778950884213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037189747345960186,0.0,0.0,0.05510811890825509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197019424592552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134722729826812,0.03918998130881122,0.054213347488280966,0.11121906351322748,0.048993377577674725,0.14730474917958256,0.09318515119420476,0.0,0.060567326721746785,0.09434100428791856,0.0,0.0,0.037035992573126994,0.05625205488523319,0.05574112311390966,0.1208766564017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765792283924475,0.056023010784058185,0.0,0.0,0.0589706980832791,0.0815742299326821,0.0411406737813458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631688876448834,0.0,0.0,0.07519477188939586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060083751711743974,0.0,0.03846561092656955,0.04844647786810573,0.11593791578542888,0.0,0.0,0.06254985941339672,0.05313832294424243,0.05644716225789567,0.05982112289843445,0.10618136574238923,0.0,0.05577673233311837,0.06215476423570336,0.0,0.055499002369862833,0.0,0.035544463214763726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738302226371121,0.052777977927025786,0.2647385634930861,0.0,0.05615275761493962,0.04421355459293075,0.0,0.0,0.0626811131155788,0.0,0.0,0.06236632676702635,0.0,0.1696768143300127,0.0,0.17085713747311473,0.0,0.0,0.07854370401659436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324660386072858,0.0,0.0,0.1105832879002513,0.24886329242851074,0.0,0.3083366198123477,0.032353159368619225,0.0,0.052592332686476326,0.0,0.0,0.037669985525872834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584070177996147,0.0,0.09156020107098682,0.0327258934357796,0.08808121360322474,0.0,0.0,0.04988676822477475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534845841099856,0.06017001777983634,0.040393003794702995,0.0,0.0,0.11824269866461384,0.0,0.06741911797710241,0.035729868909963665 socialanxiety,amanda673,2019/02/05,"Failure. I’ve been working at this job for a year. Applied for supervisor. Got to the second interview, don’t know how, I was a rambling nervous wreck the first time. But got the call today that I didn’t bring enough to the table even though I thought I did pretty good at an interview for once. Never have I walked away confident from such a big event. But apparently they thought the interview was awful. I am just so scared that this anxiety of interaction and contact with anyone is going to hold me back forever and the failure will continue. How can I go far if I think my good job, was bad in their opinion? I put myself out there for the first time and failed. 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Hi guys, &#x200B; To be short, I've been very timid my entire life. I have always had trouble talking to people, from a young age I was self conscious about blushing, acne, any little thing I felt people judged me for. &#x200B; Based of my appearance, I don't look like a shy guy but I just break down when I start talking to people. I get so nervous in social situations which sucks because I want to meet new people/socialize/etc. My brother has a lot of friends and he tries to invite me to places, I often don't accept because they intimidate me. I usually go along with him to sporting events, whether it be soccer/basketball/etc. &#x200B; I have been working out regularly for over 2 years, lifting weights, dressing nicely, etc. I have had several occasions where girls would even approach me. My issue is that I don't know what to say, I get nervous and break eye contact. I start nervously smiling and my mind just stops thinking. I honestly feel that if I were to approach a girl that is into me, I could make it work and say the right things. I just wouldn't be able to socialize and make small talk. &#x200B; When I am with my brother and some select people where I am comfortable and can let lose, I can talk for hours. It's so frustrating. The other day I was with a guy a didn't know who seemed friendly, I asked him where he was from. We talked for like 30 seconds and I just ran out of things to say(with another guy... alone.) &#x200B; I am 21, I work full-time, and I don't let me awkwardness prevent me from doing anything I have to. It's just my social life that suffers. I have been thinking of possibly signing up for a class and make friends there. I think that would be perfect, when I was in community college I was able to talk to guys. 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My social anxiety is pretty severe and I struggle with it on a daily basis. For some, this probably isn't much of a victory, but this is the first time I've face timed someone before and I was extremely anxious but I actually did pretty well! Think I'm finally starting to get better at facing the anxiety. Hope you all are having a great day! :)",2.5318421052631557,5.068348236842108,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.78947368421052,7.484210526315789,26.605263157894736,8.472884824447931,2.47682105263158,310,13,52,7,8,108,56,76,0.108,0.605,0.28800000000000003,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,6,0,7,2,2,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,6,4,7,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.1756599062353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540822033701073,0.20335556232999255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317186224348545,0.0,0.0,0.15920069384272975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608898932212013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718779280077375,0.0,0.3062260519004832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404571431363797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984572690201621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878659060939736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323251341198163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662616648725006,0.1940769313364228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335556232999255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834934654548844,0.3050370278185027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740918519046915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818137227577145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115340587253308,0.0,0.0,0.31488886793184123,0.0,0.17062465639344745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184702697396253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dekraasbaas,2019/02/05,Akwardness with girls after some time I'm very good with girls on the first few interactions but after that it becomea akward. What could I do to change this? I think it has to something with confidence.,5.2307017543859615,7.23955715789474,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,69.52631578947367,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.8954982456140352,164,5,30,3,3,50,30,38,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.7612,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635653931620961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498730031051404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37273904541101294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675476305764441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373535150207614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807856491838593,0.0,0.0,0.25552229649751723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615670509774928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thedirtyjersey,2019/02/05,"IS this aggressive? Passive Aggressive Loops - Anxiety - Accidental ""Jerk"" behavior Does anyone else wind up in continuous loops with certain others you have to see often; where they get the wrong impression thinking some bad days/flare up with anxiety is you purposely being an asshole to them etc? For Example: Just now - I'm on my way out the corporate lobby to the elevators, certain person I know is on other side of the glass just fumbling on his phone and would never use that entrance - it's not a direct way to his office. Assumed he was waiting for something/somebody. Suddenly he see's it's me, then stands right next to the door making it extremely awkward to push open so I don't and just wait with a straight face for a few seconds, but he's not opening the door..so I try to pull just to be courteous if he was intended suddenly to go in despite that not being very likely. *Guy proceeds to say in that fake yelling ""your a moron tone"" - ""It's push open bro, you want me to get them to put a sign on for you?"" ...then after 2 seconds gives this bizarre smile I could not remotely tell if it was genuine or some kind of sarcastic play...* Mind you this person is an executive...I've never spoken anything about this person nor have any real business with this person. I'm so flustered I just laugh coldly and say ""sorry was trying to open for you"" and he just walks past. Honestly it's pretty damn bizarre sometimes. Does anyone have a take on this? I'm guessing at worst maybe he was going to open the door and my lack of expression and kind of being overwhelmed looked like I was blowing off and trying to ""barge through"" some how...I don't know. Just think it was quite over the top even as a ""joke"" to say something like that in that tone. &#x200B; I know in the grand scheme of things it's not a huge deal, however people do talk and pissing off the wrong person somehow at work can be a real problem. &#x200B; Maybe I'm overthinking, I can't tell today. &#x200B;",3.7289062499999983,5.6511082447916685,4.485312500000003,84.27843750000002,73.32291666666666,7.3000000000000025,27.885416666666664,8.07648339933343,1.8890041666666664,1562,61,295,24,32,501,199,384,0.149,0.741,0.11,-0.9455,1,0,2,0,1,0,69.0,0,7,3,3,17,27,6,2,21,0,26,2,2,3,4,64,50,18,0,7,16,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,6,22,18,0,2,6,2,0,7,11,14,0,2,7,8,24,13,52,36,7,52,0,1,3,0,35,29,2,10,16,190,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757951808635405,0.30929530342248784,0.057698893316710985,0.0,0.12981549904969475,0.0,0.0,0.11865403930278196,0.0869358140979864,0.06982188035445602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084373014713094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774345336722648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747356744586017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850042417403092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708788103939094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462687230596248,0.056040666394308186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865814769196476,0.08139300730054007,0.09644105056216286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346857477221572,0.0840119042642304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767102606409195,0.13988913445369391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435592650909147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125014011325073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663605469865294,0.0,0.1704805017125096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567131816122535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087852806414796,0.0,0.0902357842722112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099609553264872,0.058822250818654324,0.370425791218838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631993763660037,0.0,0.08118715363561115,0.0,0.08529470506543789,0.0,0.09024526573155972,0.0,0.19314900237936092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245890427848897,0.0,0.2024213031854392,0.0,0.0,0.13522420339634927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531939278038887,0.08391588713047776,0.09497930913352302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379441096283671,0.06819683277014192,0.14832009671781096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056368599904622674,0.1087331080869767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042506825974173,0.0,0.0,0.1728167017418213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732805961342821,0.0,0.07000768976067223,0.05004497954338503,0.13469525412896954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769651990362225,0.0,0.0,0.060272899271005785,0.18553382648471614,0.30929530342248784,0.0 socialanxiety,Skizzy4325,2019/02/05,"Just realized how different I really am I am a very calm, easy going person, so I get along with almost everybody and therefor have friends who would be considered cool. I have no problem hanging out with them, but I know I don't really fit in at all. I am always quiet in a group, while they banter so effortlessly and naturally in every situation, I never know what to say and when someone asks me something I always give very straightforward answers, I am just completely unable to banter like a normal person... I can't even laugh at their jokes even when I find them funny, it just feels awkward... So yeah I can looksmax and all that, but I will never really be considered cool, I am just too different and socially awkward. 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Just came to vent and say that I’m about to do my first career fair in college and I am so incredibly nervous that I am waiting outside and stalling while trying to fight off a panic attack. I know the organizations and companies are here because they WANT to talk to students but I just feel inadequate and I know I’m going to fuck up or say something stupid or have to endure an awkward interaction. All I want to do is turn around and go to my dorm. But I know I have to push myself to do this. Honestly though? Oh my God, I can barely breathe. How do normal people do this stuff like it’s no problem??? 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I am currently in secondary school, and I have trouble socialising with people, even with my closest friends and family. Whenever I am with them, I will start to feel tense and feel like I am forced to start a conversation to feel less awkward. Some of my friends and family say at times that I am expressionless/do not smile at all and my voice tone is monotonous. This is makes me unapproachable towards people unless I approach them first. I tend to get really jealous easily if someone else gets more attention than me and I constantly compare myself to others, especially the students whom I consider 'popular' in school. Furthermore, I am extremely self-conscious and if I screw something up, I will constantly blame myself and think that others will be talking behind my back. I wish to stop feeling miserable and hope I could be myself and comfortable around others. I also hope that they will feel comfortable around me too. My family has told me that this is due to social anxiety and low self esteem. Any tips or advice will be appreciated. Thanks!",7.2852331002331,8.59714143939394,7.513636363636363,68.32122377622379,63.898989898989896,11.344832944832945,33.91763791763792,11.20814326018867,4.291029059829061,887,37,142,26,13,288,115,198,0.135,0.695,0.17,0.8924,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,7,15,2,2,2,0,19,1,0,2,1,38,36,18,0,6,5,0,5,1,2,5,0,2,0,1,10,17,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,7,31,9,23,26,4,21,0,2,0,1,12,10,1,6,11,111,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146295765913205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994013853715225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452717420308598,0.0,0.19017587117664986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130385713541798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557779692467452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864482462639977,0.0,0.0992421579467582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383536336802304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820979207481052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515324070272904,0.0,0.3142450283107004,0.0887988016167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105728155328656,0.0,0.0,0.1920652706211735,0.0,0.12988156728321826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691271438622325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072591956268807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297014702536816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723457195157668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796287377216562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884707645288464,0.0,0.2515932330417376,0.0,0.0,0.3890110182358064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670656527754934,0.105317630743798,0.0956909807971765,0.0,0.0,0.17595809420542854,0.0,0.0,0.1039190279040963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990634537856856,0.0,0.11443726647222645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964539560977117,0.0,0.0,0.07247939647491028,0.0,0.0,0.11877244765109478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293702539830044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sphere_RMX,2019/02/05,"Anyone else feel really anxious about posting and commenting? Everytime i start to write something i always try for an hour then just delete it, and if i do post it i feel like an idiot if i get downvoted.",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,70.75,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.7823333333333333,163,6,30,4,3,54,31,40,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.062,-0.4754,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320875981804301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151053873428182,0.0,0.19503055454473614,0.28579119822566124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300569922142134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820653009663915,0.1992637786357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572658302133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746845302912063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626846278197138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342652994441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786862308671567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472977188709988,0.0,0.0,0.1974242562656196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893714835350992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeepThots101,2019/02/05,"Weird worry So I have a question for you, redditors. If you’ve had a generally good rapport with an individual or a group and have one negative interaction with either, will they eventually forget it or will it tarnish their image of you forever? I’m basically completely socially inept and this makes this worry even worse lol. Tbh I was thinking of the bush administration and how people hated it less over time, slightly. Hoping that’s true. 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If I don’t speak in a discussion today I get an automatic C. If you really want me to show I understand material give me a test or something. I’m tempted to skip class altogether because I’m too anxious to speak. My hands get super sweaty and I shake and I can’t breathe whenever I speak to the class. ,3.7190476190476174,5.814991345679015,5.530264550264549,76.02333333333334,73.81481481481481,10.554497354497355,31.32451499118166,10.608840637214634,3.9450514991181658,333,16,63,12,7,114,54,81,0.05,0.833,0.117,0.6115,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,1,3,2,2,0,0,8,11,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,10,2,8,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,1,32,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738605381531981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173392503446974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162210392805776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579807861112954,0.3174614659748782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120044058779701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547686942206586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204875601805825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136861619646512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451333357450525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519308964543425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986159141921156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dynamics5,2019/02/05,Career Fair went bad I went to a career fair and it went bad. I couldn’t stop thinking about how awkward I must have looked and I just basically made a fool of myself. Kinda tired of living with SA tbh. I feel like it’s one of the worst things you can have especially when you want to network with your business major but can’t. ,3.378823529411765,4.50544394117647,4.290470588235299,88.52511764705883,72.82352941176471,6.616470588235294,22.423529411764704,6.742157984588678,0.4195082352941175,260,6,56,2,5,84,49,68,0.204,0.701,0.094,-0.7485,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,15,14,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,4,2,9,1,8,8,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982012796754107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057042160082168,0.17035287727746484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649746319187144,0.0,0.21056084766705854,0.0,0.20024282255624404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256326516750509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158382716174588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993597332963405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841944353378332,0.15279285369854412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740698736675471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406474140627441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6631527705511988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Budgiepro456,2019/02/05,"Trying too adapt for musical theatre Before the post begins, I just want everyone too know that I am posting this too complain and open up a bit. I know people may complain about this but I can’t find another sub reddit to open up too. Ok, hi. I’m a 15 year old male who was born in Australia but lived in 2 other countries when I was 8 - 11. I have a rare condition with me being born with my optic nerve in my left eye damaged, meaning that I can track light but not process images with my left eye. I’m slightly overweight at 68kg, am a very average height and white. But I’m not very self conscious of my looks, and apart from all the pimples am happy with my appearance In terms of how I act, my friends describe me as very energetic and caring, but self conscious at times. Which raises my problem. In my spare time I like to read fantasty novels, watch classic movies (#1 Shawshank Redemption), go scuba diving, play Warframe with 3 of my mates and most of all, do musical theatre. I could spend all day doing it (but I’m not quite “ready” too send some auditions for agents). I love the dancing, the teamwork, being another person and the singing of a chorus ( Want to do the Lion King). My main problem is that musical theatre is very, very social. I have some close friends, like a group at school (geeks tbh), my mates from a small drama club and a group of very, very old friends who I trust with my life. I’m told I am very compassionate, but recently I have noticed. I turn almost completely quiet when meeting someone else within my very close groups. I don’t know why, but while everyone is cracking around as usual, I seem to not fully appreciate jokes, chip into conversations nearly as regularly and avoid eye contact almost completely. It’s almost as if I ignore my mates when a new guy says hi. Now I’m not sure whether I’m just being judgy or whether I’m “guessing them”, but I am not happy with how I act. But I just can’t break the mold For example, during a musical I met another guy my age. I was very enthusiastic for about three minutes and quickly dialed down. However, as I spent time alone with him, I talked more and cracked jokes. After about an hour I was confident. However, when we joined another group of about 10, I immediately switched off. No jokes were funny. I didn’t really speak unless I really really could or was spoken too. I would pretend to do shit on my phone when really I’m not super intrested in the phone but intrested in socialising. Once we leave, I’m very quiet. It takes a while to slowly ease back in, but not like before. (When I talk to new people or personally to a crowd, I trip over my words) I feel that I need to get better at this too be able too be better at musical theatre, but I just don’t know HOW. it’s like as if I am being tested or something. I know that I am a good person to talk too (listen too me brag) and I really want to show who I truly am too everyone ",4.696753036437251,5.284088818803422,5.804374718848404,80.86780364372474,69.35897435897435,8.89293747188484,28.89901034637877,8.99025400887824,2.2134786324786315,2289,79,458,40,38,763,270,585,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.165,0.9948,2,2,1,0,0,0,75.0,2,0,1,5,32,32,1,1,22,1,40,7,4,3,4,100,76,50,0,11,34,0,1,4,6,2,2,5,0,8,17,27,1,2,11,13,3,7,14,9,0,1,10,13,65,23,67,56,10,71,0,1,6,1,47,32,1,16,33,290,82,4,0.06370772920199735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138226470015046,0.06598199420741717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672124353901271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671338581272045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898731131289799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842117050985364,0.0,0.0,0.11268861865093452,0.06955234013138034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495427581901425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359268395604704,0.0,0.0,0.1017308756453782,0.0,0.0,0.041086214926349764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053219632951008726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826263961617948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032212542087612366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822771032779765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766130064282396,0.0,0.03328465906848891,0.0,0.03620657065069069,0.053435020661896114,0.0,0.0,0.07018124618889879,0.1261613360497886,0.0,0.13563612475187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273928031917546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750605093418167,0.0,0.0,0.06745728655499612,0.13843726836854,0.0,0.04499865319675638,0.12449751394558135,0.0,0.05625509206506942,0.0,0.05349844732807458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057498712920616826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939639366176757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723847396557545,0.0,0.1230586437025542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253167194846008,0.13370109000787614,0.06784665240477246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833383575495107,0.16688139545254746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220287882652088,0.0,0.0,0.12191938585909615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776101194571629,0.0637249694182917,0.0,0.20406401328219145,0.0,0.06290369682925452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066294330244397,0.0,0.0644756231457574,0.0,0.05799712397052473,0.13292211139429885,0.0,0.06539506852118172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494200701791786,0.05397935221345696,0.04904532241773883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060043780822876675,0.0,0.04790028383517732,0.1536175785800216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144546766501487,0.0,0.0,0.060875465387264925,0.0,0.04325336624298082,0.06929571523680676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016506315581295,0.5782210346527409,0.1127294078810564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748631650141164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525614296105181,0.0,0.0,0.04102568886613723 socialanxiety,purplesunset88,2019/02/05,"When Your Friend Leaves You to Go to the Bathroom at a Restaurant I just finished watching a video where Simon Sinek talks about phone addiction. He mentioned how if our friend leaves us to go to the bathroom, we immediately go to our phones. And I have definitely done that before. But! I have also (consciously) NOT looked at my phone and tried gazing around the restaurant to try to be in the present moment. And lemme tell ya, it’s weird. First of all, I would hate if someone were to look up after taking a giant bite of their burger and see me staring at them. Secondly, I don’t want people to think I’m scanning the room to try to see how many people are looking at me. Thirdly, I don’t want to seem like I need something by staring at the servers as they walk past. I’ve tried looking at the restaurant setup... the decorations on the walls, etc., but I’m just not sure what to do with myself if I don’t look at my phone! Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this. 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I would sometimes start trembling mid-speak, especially hands and mouth. It is very noticeable and there have been times where people notice and point it out to me, which only makes my anxiety go worst and makes me feel like people think I'm a weirdo. This happens especially when I'm talking with someone I just met. 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To be fair, I've never defended myself when someone has said something about me. i've been semi-silent my whole life. I'm fearing that everyone thinks im weird if I just start defending myself out of the sudden",3.9006250000000016,5.8654778125,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,72.95833333333334,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.387233333333333,197,7,33,4,4,67,37,48,0.118,0.8320000000000001,0.05,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771827215882393,0.0,0.2828082816833342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330441339439349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31969416449016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904960163641245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565345876122554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153152648581325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507711070256694,0.2278491551453093,0.0,0.0,0.20948632134235895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896431194426188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304355691556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hi-im-jem,2019/02/05,"Anxiety at a new high school I'm a 16 year old male going into year 11 at a new high school. I left my old school in May 2018 because my reputation was ruined due to a rumor which circulated around the school. Therefore, my confidence and social skills are lacking. I was given a buddy on my first day, but I really don't fit in with the group which he/I hang out with. Lunch times are a nightmare because I simply cannot create conversation with any of them. My anxiety is through the roof at the moment and I find it hard to eat in the mornings due to it. It seems like all my problems would be fixed if I was able to become friends with a certain group of boys who are more my type. I spotted a group, but I'm not sure how to approach sitting with them at lunch because only a few are in my classes. If anyone has any advice I would greatly appreciate it, thanks!",4.654167517875386,4.8331207191011245,5.702931562819206,82.99697139938716,69.33707865168539,8.270480081716038,29.10316649642493,8.00094639256281,1.7675101123595511,680,23,142,8,11,226,103,178,0.101,0.784,0.114,0.7492,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,2,8,0,0,14,0,15,3,0,2,3,27,21,7,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,10,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,1,18,6,25,13,4,32,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,4,13,92,25,6,0.13143760532043527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843930671745132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876415761086742,0.0,0.2010988166191736,0.0,0.0,0.09190422971659204,0.0,0.0,0.11700733512573885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403694327307742,0.14516250854822615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476638186989137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449348367694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013159006988675,0.11180075994063043,0.0,0.0,0.10154836782549116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469902008440661,0.0,0.0,0.1449104238812887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774227739037625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777420928926539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280734276189572,0.0,0.0,0.06421377478967527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538865165160727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758433131974866,0.0,0.0,0.09996422165152352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257680372553236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420229562050638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320874948125127,0.0,0.11965585943250333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398408629624192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387838751434505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210100877798601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664232465556843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673900738102064,0.0,0.0,0.16928301695039108 socialanxiety,StormyTroopers,2019/02/05,"Sexist incident when I was 5 years old. Lots of people are going to think this is stupid, but here goes. I'm a guy. When I was 5 years old, I had gotten into the habit of lifting up girls' skirts as a form of a prank. I know its not a nice thing to do. I don't know where I picked up the habit from, but I used to do it at school for a very short time. Eventually a teacher had called me into her office during recess. One of my friends had come to the playground to tell me that she wanted to see me. I was shitting bricks because I had no idea what I had done wrong. The teacher told me to take a seat and then talked about my skirt pulling habit. She asked me where I picked up that habit from and then told me that it was a very '' dirty '' thing to do. Now you might say that I was just 5 years old and I must have imagined this but......that was the first time in my life where I felt like I was being attacked because of my gender. There was a lot of in-between-the-lines stuff and judgemental overtones in the way she was talking to me and looking at me. She didn't simply say that it was a rude thing to do to pull people's clothes.....she implied that I was '' dirty '' for engaging in that behavior and treating girls specifically like that. I think its messed up to gender police little children like that and treat them like they're something that they're not. But I think its because we are living in an increasingly gynocentric society that doesn't care about boys or their feelings. Anyways just wanted to share this here. I think incidents like this can have a detrimental effect on the self esteem of boys and make them feel out of place. 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I looked it up on google maps and was confused a bit on which way she should go. I told her she should probably go to the left, but when I came home I saw and realized she should have gone forward instead. I get so much anxiety, she seemed so grateful and I just gave her the wrong directions... (fortunately she didn’t have to walk far)",3.3151932773109247,5.074476317647061,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,74.05882352941177,7.680672268907562,26.26050420168067,8.418075326091056,1.6208151260504202,337,12,71,6,7,106,57,85,0.118,0.802,0.08,-0.3222,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,18,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,7,1,3,0,0,7,2,15,0,7,8,2,17,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,2,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923424729015633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578833581863625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796988734310984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240893024357385,0.22475612704165468,0.26630932719003114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501595708006656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545610861142712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967479280363587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223302763085335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526085289821865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132924326437503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220832901821078,0.22387793069478795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597164948786554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123273565989309,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skakat456,2019/02/05,Is there a cure? Are there people here who made it through their social anxiety and don't have any problems with it anymore. Could you please share what methods and things you used to cure yourself. I really need help with this I want to end my social anxiety asap.,4.523823529411764,6.320358588235294,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,70.9607843137255,7.452941176470588,26.47549019607843,8.07648339933343,1.6105254901960782,212,7,40,3,4,65,41,51,0.062,0.735,0.203,0.7675,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,9,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104609821968425,0.0,0.38483293741893104,0.0,0.2494459031055495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082280113742268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277710955640712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859237185422749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379996948526605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865031162474825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437624731905305,0.0,0.0,0.276099682065302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067612144150785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113380131132582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127975426570287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710249575964964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723744292945005,0.0,0.0,0.14835637209528146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jelenfellin9,2019/02/05,Relief using psyllium husk? I know it’s not a typical supplement but I’ve found a lot of anxiety relief after supplementing with psyllium husk. It doesn’t make sense to me. I was only trying to curb constipation caused from quitting nicotine but I’ve experienced a lot anxiety relief as a side effect. Anybody else experience this or know why this may occur?,4.122467532467532,7.075037393939392,6.323506493506496,66.5195454545455,76.57575757575758,9.832034632034633,29.12554112554113,9.957137785484203,4.007972294372294,292,13,44,10,7,102,48,66,0.062,0.775,0.163,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,0,16,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,7,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013987384824257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695088563066117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916231332561495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566316297243591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876565837475637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883647561765889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460863716276151,0.0,0.0,0.1751227016425694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953132066553086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790447680272161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781205032672452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265888053342589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367328260346269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,noicesmorttoit,2019/02/05,"Had a dream I dreamt of a girl id had a crush on and we were just walking down a street together. I remember talking and trying to hype myself up in my head to ask her out but ended up not doing anything before waking up. Feels bad that i cant even do it in my own dreams. Tldr; TIL social anxiety follows you in the dream world",0.6239637826961797,2.4827297464788742,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,82.52112676056338,5.74728370221328,20.00201207243461,6.868970318607317,0.3380688128772631,256,7,56,3,7,89,56,71,0.113,0.782,0.105,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,13,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798110189087905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667556178290074,0.0,0.3030453395443716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706596114108136,0.0,0.0,0.2758358274951825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28710906854484475,0.0,0.0,0.21410426805569294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390476436799614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326811289908008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672094804080577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33043975011056176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605470973744651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008299695492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Petty_Hardaway,2019/02/05,"Terrible in Group Discussions Does anybody else feel immense pressure when you speak in a group setting and everyone’s head turns to you? Like the instant people’s gazes turn to me I lose my train of thought and find myself stumbling over words. I feel like it’s something people get over with the more they talk but for me it seems the opposite, like I’m burdening the flow of the discussion with my attempts at providing input.",5.6137037037037025,7.341718456790128,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,68.1358024691358,8.85679012345679,33.25308641975309,9.2995712137729,3.113434567901234,349,16,62,7,6,107,58,81,0.104,0.8140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.2144,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,2,1,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,3,12,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017009310883048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254250794770486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220240428733087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308254104756354,0.16466012552420511,0.0,0.0,0.2106611556093818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042006639036207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365463969358809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378132594939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785625771352544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31958165304438746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982692070271253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744033278298355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525690742661888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298111756769347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014078475139828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ds3_is_easy,2019/02/06,"I need advice Ok so im depressed, have extreme social anxiety, introvert etc... I've only had one friend for the last year or 2, and all of a sudden she stopped talking to me, I feel like shit and my overthinking ass thinks she hates me but im not sure, oh and I've been in love with her for the last 2 months or so, so im super depressed, I know we're never gonna talk again and I want to tell her how I feel about her but I'm scared. Should I tell her? I dont want to screw this up evenmore because I'm so shy, I would prefer knowing I screwed up than wondering my whole life if I had a chance with her. Sorry for my bad english, it's not my first language",0.20476516634050768,1.8609921575342483,2.2976908023483382,97.163698630137,82.90410958904108,5.267318982387477,20.70254403131116,6.18269132825596,-0.06832915851272015,509,15,125,4,14,171,93,146,0.228,0.621,0.151,-0.9084,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,14,4,1,4,1,7,6,2,1,3,30,21,14,0,7,7,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,3,2,23,6,14,15,3,12,0,2,0,4,14,3,4,4,10,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181586403580645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102131880143258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117450392786172,0.0884677223863167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499943564310166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008709064115202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185432763218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676056327857046,0.10367834786270476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234444639733174,0.0,0.0,0.1121243168672538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328230023881253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702843322919432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595153768923972,0.23659481421030246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102507086711307,0.07090144121403265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098226574405727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115838528792333,0.0,0.0,0.10760940612436162,0.1119304466326448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834142228297303,0.1103751867593309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529687011884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897019095397812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793811529167875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245715243625944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133219062011275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677993917669054,0.0,0.0,0.23329424814901445,0.2536937863800651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299115394975828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119865251745947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202847206975604,0.0,0.0,0.157383418516503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309364927975756,0.0,0.0,0.0934566603050104 socialanxiety,sociallyawkwardape,2019/02/06,"Birthdays remind me how behind I am I’m gonna apologize ahead of time for the poor writing and sounding too whiny for my age. I’m turning 20(f) this weekend. I haven’t had a friend since I was 13. I don’t know how to communicate with people in a way that can lead to a friendship. Even if I can get comfortable talking with someone, I never act like my true self and I put an act on. Then I feel tired from having to pretend I have that type of personality. I’m terrified of people knowing how I truly act in fear that they’ll reject me (duh). Also, the relateable (here) never had romantic relationships and what not. I’ve never even held hands with someone I liked. I’ve been asked out a few times a year, but I just about always get a creepy vibe (in the sense of someone who only goes for weird hermits, like myself). I always say no. Their looks were nice but I just (honestly) didn’t like their personalities very much (and I don’t think looking past someone’s personality for their looks or for the fact they asked me out is a good thing for me). I think I have been on one date with a guy that was nice, but I wasn’t really aware of it because I can’t read people whatsoever. I wasn’t attracted to them. I thought they were just trying to be friends... but now I get it (oops). Recently I met a guy that was super easy to talk to. But he’s in a relationship so I’m not gonna mess with that. Still gonna try and be his friend though since I never meet people I can’t talk to like that. (I can turn off my “like” level at the drop of a hat, so don’t worry about that). Not gonna lie I was a bit disappointed though. I’ve managed to shove my anxiety out of the way enough to be in school, talk to professors to get in a lab, and I’m working on internship stuff (that requires communication so that sucks). But I can’t deal with it well enough to where I can even put myself in situations to meet people to either make friends or find a date. When I go to class, I avoid looking at anyone and I assume that’s a good 95% of the of the reason no one sitting by me ever talks to me (even during class discussions). But I can’t seem to find a way to start a conversation with them or seem open to one, as it just makes me uncomfortable. I’m afraid I’ll never make a friend. I’m afraid I’ll never have a relationship. And I’m simply embarrassed that I’ve never kissed anyone before. If the opproutinity ever presents itself, I’m afraid I will shy away from it because I will obviously be bad. I know most of this stuff is stupid to worry about it but I can’t be the only one, right? I don’t think anxiety will ruin with my career, but it will ruin my ability to make actual connections with people (and that is what worries me the most). And I kinda want kids? Idk, I’m off and on with that one. The older I get, the weirder I’ll feel about not reaching certain life “milestones(?)”. This is a mess. I’m sorry about that. It was just a thought stream and I’m on mobile. I’ll fix it up if it’s terrible whenever I get on my computer. I’m just embarrassed to even post this.",2.3835568993952703,3.719652242990655,4.2256422943009015,87.18784771852668,75.6355140186916,7.340590067802823,23.024372365768727,7.994972329748466,0.998974124977094,2388,67,530,37,51,811,252,642,0.162,0.738,0.1,-0.9871,0,1,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,0,8,5,34,41,2,7,35,1,47,4,1,9,13,97,100,39,0,4,26,0,3,6,5,9,2,2,0,7,36,26,0,3,16,3,1,7,26,18,1,5,18,9,67,23,82,68,8,65,0,4,4,1,42,26,1,12,32,348,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.05882354516693915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820504249858433,0.10031380544067263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222644048683533,0.0,0.0,0.0842968657393639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127053342338978,0.0,0.05663404364349212,0.0,0.05033039282758245,0.0734909585091528,0.0,0.051292933886179136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580898485436859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214493509075154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456850674959068,0.0,0.19906834014013716,0.10905149538663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783056035634817,0.0609576813766459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018770899234584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328567780567433,0.0,0.18895953352972,0.0,0.03425790785873077,0.10111822143695298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937124527549195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938317864887368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257679441264768,0.17669545684965668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202476494869627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609466286017177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044311952968869764,0.0,0.32543581496476137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423283175443427,0.09168969259939484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575430641101512,0.2507389419972845,0.1578997227852819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773055704216967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119395754968253,0.0,0.0,0.060295247282432914,0.0,0.038616229257110085,0.061976784567501664,0.05951817615483083,0.1941510521128482,0.0,0.051477881085856936,0.0,0.047936228488795515,0.0,0.061005500304665575,0.0,0.10975135691376058,0.06288407549648684,0.0,0.0,0.09972671578624054,0.06775604846830262,0.0,0.0,0.20429658387072974,0.0,0.0,0.06747733256358185,0.04266574040915035,0.0,0.04813883531379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800991780995633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422496229228548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004664591274888,0.11587292267112115,0.11844749506425087,0.09570948225039216,0.07029826343538573,0.06928176833152119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818508800310093,0.13113234337989346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973643425167458,0.035554077604832375,0.143539838421325,0.0,0.0,0.054198001726019934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043883782559745635,0.1836485533420924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388176577830708 socialanxiety,_Shadow_Moses_,2019/02/06,"Another story to add to the pile So I'm in my first year of college right now, fresh out of high school, during which I had a close group of 2 friends that I was in a band with. Was always ""the quiet one"" *except* when I was with that group, just cause it felt natural to be more open and we were all super comfortable with each other. I was lucky enough to get into a ""music industry arts"" program (far from home), so I assumed I would meet new like-minded people and didn't think long term separation from the only people I really talk to would be a big deal. I wasn't exactly right. It hit me *hard* that I really don't know how to make friends, and given that whatever I do I always default to being super quiet and awkward around people I'm not that close to I didn't really make any in the first months, passed the grace period where everyone's trying to get to know each other. I've made one real friend through shared interests and all that, but because she's far more outgoing than me I feel like while she's one of the only friends I've made, she's made a ton more and the friendship means a lot more to me than it does to her. And despite having a massive crush, I'm really hesitant to try and do anything to advance that friendship cause of that fear that it's lopsided, and that my one friendship will be ""weird"". I'm a music guy, I've tried going to local shows as I'm living in a town with a solid music scene, but every time I try to go do something on my own without one of my friends from home as an ""anchor"" I just get this biting feeling of being really alone, awkward and just end up feeling worse. I'm writing this after doing exactly that. There isn't a point to this post, just wanted to get shit off my chest. 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So at work, we use walkies to communicate with each other throughout the building. We've been having lots of walkies end up broken or missing, so today we started having to ""check them out"" at the beginning and end of the day. While my boss is explaining this to us in a meeting, I decide to, for once, speak up and ask a stupid question. ""So, when were doing a shift change, instead of handing off the walkies to the next person, we come see you - correct?"" ""Uh yeah, you have to,"" says my boss. The assistant manager even has something to say, which I'm still replaying over and over in my head: ""Hah yeah, nice try lawlycat..."" I get that it was a joke, but I wasn't trying to be funny and I genuinely don't get the joke. Nice try?? For what??? So now I feel like they think I was trying to be some lazy sleazeball or something, I don't even really know. This is exactly my fear every time I think about opening my mouth, particularly in front of a group. 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Does anyone else feel the same? Trying to socialise is very difficult at the moment so I struggle to talk, especially at university with group projects. I try to be friendly, I smile and laugh but ultimately I always think that I'm making things awkward by just being there. When everyone else is chatting around me and sharing stories to get to know eachother I find myself just silent, in my own world. 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I've never had a problem making friends but romantically I've never had much success. I'm terribly bad at small talk, most of it seems pretty meaningless to me. I have a few good friends but hobby wise I don't have much in common with them and I find it hard to relate generally with people my age (26). I do go out and do things but its mainly by myself, sometimes with a family member. I really want to meet new people I'm just not quite sure how. Getting past the whole small talk stage is extremely hard for me, but I'm also not really wanting to make anything other than good friends. So I feel I'm kind of at an impasse. I want to make new friends I'm just not really sure how. Note: Going to bars or parties isn't my thing, obviously I'm not an extrovert but I also don't drink so that poses a problem normally.",2.9478887993553577,4.29422784474886,5.113569701853347,81.34571313456892,74.2054794520548,8.075315605694335,25.21112006446414,8.671277953709913,1.7682444802578563,834,27,169,16,17,291,116,219,0.181,0.6459999999999999,0.173,0.2047,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,12,18,0,0,10,0,15,2,0,7,7,54,33,21,0,8,20,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,2,0,2,13,5,0,0,2,3,17,13,23,31,7,21,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,9,9,114,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662356528754473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951098968099604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553072397380962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678247417183181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099508303923606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181801101387243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798189929755376,0.0,0.05255331930118006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499590081126023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321203729073552,0.0,0.05430243012487659,0.0,0.11813879594049258,0.1743536846655574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621303019066274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848250006924268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823366865436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208134874202951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281028809760952,0.0,0.1603241734700536,0.2007646642007022,0.0,0.0,0.10183551221156638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921896481146787,0.21616904354685296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574058908113243,0.0,0.2983590241013997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054905531109098,0.0,0.0,0.19975277738834588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461970949958726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682876281790976,0.0,0.10594997506218501,0.0,0.0,0.1027956643782395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39183495385770095,0.0,0.0,0.250620197419768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381013268264037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121219184211615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056592928418401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391297870540835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604117398216035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boundless_pain,2019/02/06,"Dropped Class due to Anxiety I have really been trying to stretch my comfort zone lately, do things that I normally wouldn't. One of those things included signing up for a social dance class this semester. Just now, I withdrew from that course because I realized that I was not having fun--only anxiety before, during, and after the class. I tried something new, really gave it a shot...and I think I realized that it just wasn't for me. Being stuck in my own head always made me fuck up the maneuvers. Switching partners constantly made it impossible for me to become very coordinated with any specific person. Guess I'm just looking for random people on the internet to tell me that I didn't make the wrong decision. I gave in to my fears this time, but I think I am still happier than having a horrible time forcing myself to do something that should be fun. I was legit losing sleep about this class on occasion--and it got worse, not better with time.",7.482833333333333,7.414161616666671,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.38888888888889,11.422222222222226,34.111111111111114,11.00357731598739,3.868711111111111,761,29,132,19,10,250,110,180,0.124,0.799,0.077,-0.8212,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,7,0,15,3,2,3,0,23,28,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,16,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,11,1,21,3,23,13,1,19,0,1,1,1,6,7,1,2,10,93,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790541036436134,0.0,0.0,0.104533282601566,0.0,0.235187184158606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370486110949808,0.16976908270678406,0.13080241007074306,0.0,0.0,0.1359507819162081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661141853899473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297510785301376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421095032290625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294205813347055,0.0,0.16933733698146747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577586706274133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173400220260222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908412282671095,0.17197074636005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909027404900668,0.10260773423772693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484614775936963,0.0,0.0,0.15061067319422405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041630672495055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656847323457637,0.13422033488178778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695094321891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382867687941895,0.1566958001436215,0.0,0.23667873514993445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275912489263725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435601355983107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424637094306108,0.19699214425852127,0.0,0.0,0.2689020178161641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872840688397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683317126839244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665143190099892,0.0,0.16806613438510828,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Doctor_Steve_Gates,2019/02/06,"Talking to other people with SA never goes well. Have you ever seen a depression forum try to ban any discussion of suicide? Or try to suppress anything ""negative""? I've seen that type of shit and I hate it. These people are the enemy of anyone with depression or SA. No, I'm not an insane anti-PC conservative. &#x200B; So many SA communities on the internet are some of the least inviting and supportive communities I've used. The only way I can comfortably talk about this shit is if I feel like I'm in an honest environment. &#x200B; 'm so fucking tired of being afraid of saying the wrong thing every time I talk, and I want to be somewhere where people have some fucking semblance of understanding about that. Instead everyone is interested solely in pretending to be a good person and doing everything they can to act superior to do to make up for some insecurity, no doubt. The least mature way you can cope with anxiety is by being a smug asshole online because you lack the confidence to be so hostile in real life. &#x200B; When there's a risk of being \*blamed\* or treated like a \*bad person\* because of what gives me anxiety, it's a helpless situation. A lot of the things that I need to vent about are situations where I'm not an obvious clear cut victim. People on the internet have no empathy for anyone who doesn't fit their specific idea of what a helpless, innocent victim looks like. Being male doesn't help. &#x200B; If I talk about how I'm worried about accidentally being rude to people, they'll tell you to stop being rude, then start berating you for being rude. Because it's the perfect opportunity to be above someone else. When someone has a certain insecurity, they don't care because they don't have it. Can we just say what ails us? Isn't talking about problems we're afraid of being criticized for the purpose of these communities? What's the point of a SA support community if you're being criticized for having SA? The whole point is so we don't have to worry about that happening. &#x200B; I'm not gonna act all cute and innocent just because that's the only type of person anyone feels empathy for. And I'm not gonna sacrifice honesty for pretending to be a perfect person, tip toeing around people's feelings, and contributing to this fake ""we're victims and we've never done anything wrong"" atmosphere. &#x200B; Guilty is not a pleasant feeling, and sometimes I want to vent about it without being called out as an asshole for whatever I did. Saying that I shouldn't have done something in hindsight isn't gonna fix that. It's not practical to make someone even more guilty instead of proposing an actual solution.",6.9251961290322575,7.695182748000001,7.4799225806451615,70.16283225806453,64.52000000000001,10.291612903225808,35.72903225806452,10.237710317436264,3.893254193548386,2154,98,356,48,31,711,223,500,0.234,0.648,0.118,-0.9961,0,0,1,0,0,1,75.0,3,5,5,3,26,48,13,6,31,0,49,7,3,4,9,66,81,24,1,9,15,0,4,3,0,5,2,3,0,5,25,16,0,4,6,2,0,2,21,29,1,0,5,10,24,19,65,56,10,27,1,4,3,2,32,14,4,11,12,248,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.05488063715488562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656061720235034,0.4100154018466852,0.03824409014230155,0.0,0.08604455583356048,0.0,0.0,0.11796974380259535,0.0,0.09255894290809334,0.05006416422245048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695677587596065,0.17141225578377678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742576877556825,0.0,0.057338871325578626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968762287830347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510296692824698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046980027831810926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037144981021635,0.05087091854568502,0.047383339051530825,0.05373827100237341,0.05054351325854549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374344691197087,0.04017677635121325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039831241554934,0.0,0.053949067810860785,0.0,0.04717016293968427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973149594724752,0.0,0.0,0.055523849004667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037695462998614565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634863906513352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972289665213771,0.0824258315846364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722615330220868,0.0,0.0,0.04781193864138572,0.0,0.0,0.07507923485847103,0.05701698464893393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170011513754618,0.08674915474552705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554378584476305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393205658211286,0.19642106163313364,0.0,0.0,0.1063270697398612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381262349338572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401169444746092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416927294000605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545596874057612,0.0,0.12642879991285128,0.0,0.0,0.14295202702727014,0.0432951240818702,0.0556212878152328,0.0,0.039805880650238976,0.0,0.0,0.047017881623676865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151576159311992,0.12763750541832822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260117716265969,0.04915490421675031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472468506855602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032793105866596964,0.06463785170479731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636446315912575,0.0,0.0,0.05854623375369744,0.06764795856356623,0.0485719840215617,0.0,0.0,0.06634181693299603,0.08927896437064915,0.0,0.0,0.050565141199910055,0.0,0.0,0.06278824671758773,0.0,0.05421188110150622,0.0,0.0,0.1142257984325142,0.0,0.0,0.12297588353349875,0.4100154018466852,0.0 socialanxiety,ProfessionalMacaron0,2019/02/06,"Getting piercings - help pls I was wondering if someone could explain the step-by-step process of what will happen when I go to a piercing/tattoo place, from when I walk in to when I leave. I'm super nervous so I want to be as prepared as possible. The place accepts walk-ins only so I won't be making an appointment or anything. I'm planning on getting a lobe piercing redone (it got infected so i took it out and it healed over) along with double helix and maybe rook or conch. I know pretty much nothing about piercings and I feel like I'll be super intimidated by the people in there and I'll look like a Piercing Noob lol... My previous lobe piercings were also done at Claire's (bad idea) so I feel kinda embarrassed about that... will they say anything/be able to tell? Any help is appreciated.",2.763333333333332,5.0415949299363065,4.0499617834394925,84.66865817409767,77.40764331210191,6.224883227176223,27.027176220806798,7.3011,1.530376985138005,632,26,119,8,15,207,102,157,0.08199999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.199,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,11,8,0,2,7,1,11,2,0,1,0,21,27,17,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,4,12,5,19,15,2,14,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,5,5,72,17,0,0.1790144588885677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143157798097045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173597071158995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473136466448732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946959573301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292847888342713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183193943935607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103017839343571,0.12788796519877293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705533243991976,0.0,0.101738042376197,0.0,0.14317421605522748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830189479083098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997923666032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208553437036714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838166497260696,0.0,0.0,0.18955046431564046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491484448673006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032705952284287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949354137817347,0.0,0.17984408513222286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159622495073015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176920135023574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614856268521874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410608577089585,0.0,0.3740640165064068,0.0,0.0,0.20181190498015564,0.0,0.18212206154935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423594828224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516783700924071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646652745027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889165062136116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558736595717633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413354441909186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Benster7703,2019/02/06,"How has sitting in a corner and never approaching anyone worked for you? I’m my 15 years of living I can remember two times people came up to me first, so if Putin, Trump, and Kim decide to let me survive till age 30 I would have had four pleasant social interactions. 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Just a little about me: I'm 25/Female. 5'4 and pretty skinny. I feel sort of like an asshole saying this but I've never had an issue getting a boyfriend or a date with a guy. Relationships with men have always come easy to me, and I'm relatively happy with how I look. I'm an artist and I sell paintings frequently (locally and on social media--I have a big following). I have played piano my entire life, I've worked as a graphic designer for a huge brand, and all over I think I present myself as a pretty happy, welcoming person to others. &#x200B; But deep down I'm miserable that I don't have many female friends. I have one female best friend who is awesome, who I have known for years. We hike together, chill out and make crafts, get tea, explore outside, etc. It's a very genuine friendship and I love that. I also find it very easy to befriend coworkers in any workplace, and I usually end up becoming pretty tight with the females in those environments. But what kills me is that other than these circumstances, I feel like most of my other interactions with females SUCK. I feel like girls judge me the second they interact with me. I feel like their tone of voice becomes snotty and judgmental, fake and just straight up weird. And you could be thinking ""well maybe you present yourself as standoffish"" but truly I always make a point to be welcoming and friendly to other girls because I know exactly how shitty it feels to feel bullied and isolated. I just feel like they hate me before they even get to know me. This is random but lately I stopped wearing makeup (I only ever wear a little eye makeup anyway) as an experiment to see if girls would treat me nicer. Oddly enough it seems like it works. It's bizarre but I've had way more warmer interactions since I've just been going out everywhere barefaced. There are still some females who are totally standoffish to me either way, but for the most part it seems like interactions have been smoother. &#x200B; Example of my experiences: I have a male friend who dated a girl last year, and this girl befriended me. I'll call her Bell. While dating my friend, Bell wanted to become friends with me from the beginning, but I always felt a the vibe that she didn't genuinely like me. I went to her house one time to play music with her boyfriend and our circle of friends, and the second I started playing piano she went upstairs for the entire night and wouldn't come back down. My male friend had to go upstairs and console her the entire night. One day Bell's friend mysteriously blocked me on social media for no reason, someone I've never spoken a fucking word to. I asked Bell about it a year later when we got coffee one day, and she said ""oh she just doesn't like you because you're friends with my ex."" This is just one example of petty shit I've experienced. Why would someone dislike me to the extent of blocking me online, when I've done absolutely nothing to them? &#x200B; Would love to hear your experiences and thoughts on this. It sucks because I dearly love a deep female friendship, but it feels like so many girls these days are more interested in competing against each other.",6.0649110936270585,7.12766461935484,6.066270653029116,78.50428402832418,66.51612903225806,8.758457907159716,30.92840283241543,8.9110942124816,2.535422501966955,2624,98,470,42,41,828,287,620,0.097,0.659,0.244,0.9989,0,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,3,4,5,4,22,45,7,1,30,0,32,11,5,5,6,101,81,42,1,7,18,1,10,10,10,4,1,4,0,14,36,37,2,4,20,4,1,8,7,10,1,7,13,18,68,35,63,61,14,65,0,1,3,4,67,24,4,9,41,304,104,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044470311942650685,0.13881284992847245,0.18075623175755115,0.2027122206120756,0.07563173874071401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198669175666981,0.0,0.0,0.04275971032139443,0.0,0.10169576709622452,0.18424654698451712,0.047318966069558654,0.0,0.05835797157402596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056782769898014014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580405995897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439907658488754,0.0,0.0,0.10758916552278956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690707695363099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925286318353034,0.05745872284571859,0.062018476202061565,0.0367290670232168,0.050301314616604566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758418365135895,0.0,0.0,0.22493971299369872,0.19863457603074447,0.053393138216247915,0.0,0.05082540681589006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296319646828674,0.0514094102533813,0.08715985885554599,0.0,0.0632074890930791,0.0,0.044475411991209295,0.0,0.0,0.05506142344485737,0.0,0.1183931358563788,0.0,0.10980429201412574,0.0,0.0,0.06267512343015105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416505247673036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058041106524993585,0.0,0.0,0.061522863032730024,0.0,0.061122249558537886,0.04532856819243506,0.0627291128237606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039278117618175616,0.2716763529867983,0.11146918962866954,0.0,0.0,0.04669735997106142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150567253587436,0.0,0.07423856933894964,0.11275712589071818,0.055866482114016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577782061592833,0.0,0.0,0.1043701240729606,0.0,0.053358112989463725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884097029334081,0.042292974142078436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060218877066535836,0.0,0.0,0.04855543157561972,0.0,0.0,0.05256826041428021,0.0,0.0,0.16972232731425546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057175075470583786,0.0,0.05970300618588985,0.0,0.0,0.05289667296169676,0.04422232454858887,0.0,0.0,0.04431298866754782,0.10124826833681268,0.0,0.0,0.057081601571328376,0.04600014780777785,0.0,0.0,0.11337227267033105,0.09423425789756397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936017244077306,0.0,0.04440923422115669,0.04649142031974278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126370672449504,0.0,0.04414715049436503,0.03242592000712422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612452019679424,0.09176611538728796,0.0327994923345735,0.08827930385058037,0.0,0.0,0.049998961073319435,0.10309977072474233,0.05017826402726371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096769128302934,0.0,0.0,0.11850862058449092,0.0,0.2027122206120756,0.10743067079840764 socialanxiety,Technical_Cabinet,2019/02/06,"DAE feel like they're being watched even when alone?? I'm homeschooled (left school cause of social anxiety) and I spend 90% of my time at home cause of it. I constantly feel like in each room in my house I'm being watched by cameras from specific spots?? This really bugs me because I want to learn how to dance but I'm scared that I'll be judged by the people watching me :( Or I can only like workout and stuff if I'm hidden behind my bookshelf. I used to see someone at CAMHS (doing cbt) but they basically told me unless I'm planning on going back to school there's nothing they can help me with and kicked me out so I don't see anyone anymore. Is this normal?? Does anyone else feel this way??",1.818048289738428,3.9733961971830993,2.9910663983903447,91.683661971831,79.98591549295773,5.465593561368209,21.410462776659962,6.5431188927421005,0.3384209255533195,548,16,114,5,14,176,95,142,0.093,0.851,0.056,-0.7991,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,4,0,21,22,11,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,8,16,3,19,18,1,15,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,2,7,64,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603595718905545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118446288710886,0.0,0.15355204081621399,0.21652469387480547,0.15864399261022175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905648449350105,0.0,0.09438433537351358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31811085331182504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731871536335471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354947925645837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934252228522142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022652764867414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486359516981575,0.22122445772739532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879947664345859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378082959858698,0.0,0.15530942509500847,0.0,0.0,0.17865569055079153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682257512518571,0.0,0.0,0.22692972845356416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170278383939045,0.14856577147002056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775694414868522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734122433906501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918953860452466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550141469465454,0.31339711535630194,0.2467626000505865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783203536361176,0.13118890866906174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772459446943214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902839615492932,0.0,0.0,0.14794890159659205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372539812529302,0.0,0.0,0.09132410442387937,0.12289867600816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,softjeon,2019/02/06,"I would do anything to avoid people and it’s fucking ridiculous... I was walking home and I saw my neighbors outside. They go to my school and I’ve never talked to them but they’re really intimidating and they scare the shit out of me. They always stare at me whenever I go outside and I feel so self conscious and awkward. I really didn’t want them to see me so I literally walked around my neighborhood for a good 15-30 mins, hoping they would be gone by the time I got to my house. Well, when I came back, they were still there, so I ran off again and now I’m chilling at a park waiting. It’s hot out and I’m sweaty and I just want to go home and rest but I’d really rather suffer than have to face them. I hate this. I wish I didn’t live like this.",-0.2617701863354043,1.924954298136651,1.7681335403726737,96.72387732919258,89.86956521739133,4.959130434782608,17.366770186335405,6.508806274219699,-0.2822077018633537,586,15,138,7,20,194,96,161,0.135,0.7070000000000001,0.158,0.6143,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,8,0,13,12,4,3,4,0,9,3,2,0,1,29,28,16,0,7,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,14,0,2,2,0,0,8,3,8,1,0,9,5,29,4,17,16,1,22,0,1,3,1,11,6,2,1,9,89,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167308881957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011256801107544,0.151570845434156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092232256704295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473638396829185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609047348937555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740610358641782,0.0,0.0,0.29029445756873484,0.14280916474040933,0.13617548367959442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810021431700778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415768697773138,0.16911033251924554,0.0,0.19646152031311934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831822733414989,0.0,0.15034602046923434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131790902425233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803945377227665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272259757300312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046372766112078,0.17231601622882742,0.13567817351044253,0.0,0.17762223602252347,0.0,0.17477330406108252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597285959041158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136851561733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928216834953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085195541251025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308756912656002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579492254585285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419009816252976,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cigkiddy,2019/02/06,"How little of an ""attack"" can be defined as an anxiety attack (for you)? For instance - in public, I'll get shaky hands, my heart will pound, my chest will tighten up. I feel like I breathe weird when I walk by people. For presentations, I can get extreme tunnel vision; for other situations, I can be totally silent and not say anything. I don't really know what defines these things, and although I know I have some form of anxiety I just wanted to ask what an anxiety attack really means - I don't really know. 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In a couple weeks, I'm starting a graduate program in finance, and this evening (i.e., in a couple hours), I'm going to a welcome social event for all graduate students in the business school. I'm really nervous for this event. I really want to go because I want to make new friends and have a good time, but I'm afraid I'm going to be awkward or embarrass myself something. &#x200B; Does anyone have some kind of advice to help me feel more comfortable and/or socially confident for this event?",8.942211538461544,7.709560336538459,8.63353846153846,70.21146153846156,61.019230769230774,11.396923076923079,40.99230769230768,10.355215969177356,4.383433076923079,441,21,74,8,5,142,62,104,0.059,0.723,0.218,0.9446,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,16,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,5,15,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,43,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173606062935517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594359236411833,0.19731500244171413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354305317126312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898811464013034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593508325203177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421038142234724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145069279242908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210650772171463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545790071926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768606462000673,0.1362004564760245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088429411204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991607213024586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909852068887185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083929482358372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683201052414075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805540198234296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32868366832279905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310611988447104,0.0,0.12501156018216442,0.0,0.0,0.1149366204633464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468773711908232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155722996498492,0.0,0.13025509133420252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731500244171413,0.0 socialanxiety,CharlieTries,2019/02/06,"Advice; overthinking? I'm doing stage crew for a theatre show within my school. the cast is lovely but 1-2 year older than me. after the last show everyone is invited out for drinks. i have never like 'been' out before, my anxiety gets too bad. i would like to go, but i'm not sure whether i should. they said i am invited, but i'm worried about the ID aspect of getting into a bar underage as well as talking to all these people all night that i admire quite a lot. any advice appericiated",3.1024489795918377,4.763325520408166,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,74.40816326530611,7.757142857142857,24.494897959183675,8.472884824447931,1.6743224489795927,383,12,74,7,8,131,72,98,0.168,0.743,0.08900000000000001,-0.8005,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,0,4,15,16,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,9,6,14,12,3,12,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,8,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162729065502733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448440461442791,0.0,0.1629407520122297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784210283097354,0.0,0.0,0.1812432351549036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086542168516752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352605005948568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225624114638264,0.0,0.12105008584092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361952355552004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811740078188126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108091004524407,0.192236492153136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427503604066854,0.0,0.0,0.1998815751034699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766405943214014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265466230378972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260721932122844,0.0,0.0,0.21556252293925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074546393651216,0.0,0.0,0.1711974810059527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150827272919385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163069739332871,0.0,0.15130568545463904,0.0,0.0,0.13716193137541252 socialanxiety,LonerInTheTrap,2019/02/06,"Social anxiety keeping me from possibly getting a gf I’m 20 and haven’t really had a girlfriend before, I’m working at a family run business and can’t really go to college yet for some personal reasons, I downloaded tinder in hopes to get into a relationship or at least go on some dates. At first I was nervous about just simply swiping right, I got over that. It has boosted my confidence a good amount because I got 10 matches within a couple weeks I wasn’t expecting to get any honestly. But now I’m too nervous to message them, I thought it wouldn’t be so bad seeing how they had to swipe right on me but unfortunately I’m still really nervous.",4.759224806201551,5.8822723643410875,6.556589147286823,73.58434108527133,69.54263565891473,9.76434108527132,33.713178294573645,9.994966539143718,3.6276573643410863,521,25,93,13,9,181,87,129,0.107,0.812,0.081,-0.4932,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,24,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,7,1,11,3,17,15,4,20,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,4,6,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534494221021267,0.0,0.14100544474101054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390075529708985,0.1123606769850934,0.0,0.1568440225278854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039482364318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376190816453438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567837756864105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890113206977075,0.0,0.20950831488314545,0.15460013104563872,0.2948374869405205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307284141162014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383342029599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094242618705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779479901631248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35424322256458857,0.18951320305603275,0.0,0.1978923130618929,0.0,0.3148191116785965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688037313904956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789255942959385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719938982585226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633068390593254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785159103467593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341882489249492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fawnyo,2019/02/06,Parenting wirh SA Anyone else struggling with social situations that arise as a parent?Every day I dread the inevitable small talk that is expected from other parents as we wait for our kids to come out of the school in the afternoon. Not to mention birthday parties and arranging playdates. I've just begun seeing a therapist and a new medication but I feel so dysfunctional when it comes to this. ,7.296197183098592,9.11321045070423,7.3987042253521125,67.30932394366197,64.2112676056338,10.75042253521127,36.735211267605635,10.793553405168565,4.572056901408453,326,16,50,9,5,105,60,71,0.058,0.915,0.027000000000000003,-0.2617,3,0,0,1,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,6,7,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,11,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,5,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353721642672592,0.1983698047859816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333544780304431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485832922182148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617309957603316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631194139494423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978918158379067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503529580773296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698359871488665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449217812234319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959372163132061,0.1542770324773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761859928958854,0.0,0.19735452650248356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023965569019333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556112695785824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247887441709152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AndromedaDelRey,2019/02/06,"Social anxiety and choice of profession requiring broad social skills Hello there :) I'm 22 and currently a senior college student. During my childhood and the early teenage years, I was a severe *growing-up-shy* case. Being in a toxic environment full of bullies in primary school added even more to my introversion, so I've always loathed any kind of group work and public speaking. Anyway, since high school (where I was surrounded with far more decent human beings) I've been trying to change that and I really am much better at making friend. So when time has come for university, I chose English language and literature, and I ended up in the teaching sub-department. Having had practice as a teacher this semester, I realized that my social anxiety and public speaking fear was still there, and I've underrated it so badly. Two months ago we all had a task to hold one class in a primary school, and it went terribly for me, I got the least points and probably am gonna fail the whole subject. These two years have been an extremely harsh period of my life in many aspects, including financial problems... so the issue of finishing university and finding a proper job afterwards is a great struggle for me. I live with my (recently widowed) mother who has always put me down for my introversion and social anxiety, even considering me ""abnormal"" - and she puts pressure on me every day, discouraging me from my idea to try freelancing (which according to her isn't even a proper job and is for freaks). If anyone has experience with such kind of job (doesn't have to be a teacher), please share it. I'd also be very thankful for any kind of advice :)",7.514451802796175,8.096787317880796,7.9890949227373085,67.66780721118471,63.238410596026476,11.346872700515089,35.32082413539367,11.095144083064902,4.2715027225901405,1318,56,213,35,18,436,183,302,0.114,0.802,0.084,-0.8220000000000001,5,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,0,5,15,17,0,3,16,0,23,1,0,1,1,30,30,23,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,9,20,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,9,0,3,9,2,24,8,33,16,7,37,0,2,0,0,18,16,0,1,17,146,33,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954103828945373,0.0865498868130023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808079451810862,0.16248469504352606,0.0,0.0,0.13279390212680775,0.0,0.22407760813613986,0.0,0.0,0.0682705160202811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152336055925195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635256818948046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032876888496802,0.08410619121926162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296820776666509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647797871580487,0.0,0.0,0.1934662436445251,0.0,0.0822639323492566,0.0,0.0,0.09550835822774036,0.0,0.1098695026643266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923904448901973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543460724106342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808974916281745,0.10764585531700704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315953934224137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022102389112204,0.0,0.10190834096297888,0.2906709097179613,0.0,0.0,0.30502376701855155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896436064487092,0.0,0.0,0.08621583495671191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517389045244658,0.09898925364498908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793344179904907,0.0,0.07177490808269743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661617994446857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717682115827143,0.09229913981433567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526990205073722,0.0934260460999082,0.0,0.19630561463670626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254917961699,0.0,0.0964054016252432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644354740914675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030275458571916,0.0,0.08076687416570524,0.0,0.0,0.3981171590538413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797355450081896,0.0,0.0,0.10207207260972403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989163134130566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056933299689958985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257911234110595,0.0,0.1907555961487012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056128781511751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905110810016828,0.0,0.10900895090332803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710813730498316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257508926010478 socialanxiety,Linkmaster79,2019/02/06,"I somehow found the courage to ask a girl out today I'm 27 years old and I have pretty bad social anxiety. However I want to try and get back into dating again after 5 years. I tried and am still trying online dating, but when I do find someone I like they usually never respond, the conversations just flare out. I've now decided to just go out around where I live and ask girls I find attractive out. Which leads me to today. I just went to the grocery store and I spotted a woman on her phone just sitting alone at a table. She looked very pretty. I decided that was my chance. I gave myself a minute to figure out what I was going to say even with a huge amount of anxiety holding me back saying ""don't do this"". I just ignored that saying and I went up to her saying hi and complimented her on her coat. To my surprise she was smiling. I honestly thought she was going to look more confused. I then asked her if she would like to go out for a drink sometime. She said ""the thing is I have a boyfriend. I'm flattered though."" I said ""Oh. Okay. Thanks"". and waved goodbye to her. I walked away feeling really proud of myself though. It's given me a lot more motivation to just ask women out in person rather than online. I'm going to help my dad next week by volunteering at the hospital he works at. My reason? He told me there's a nice girl there around my age who he talks to occasionally and is really friendly. I'm looking forward to meeting her and seeing where it goes. If it doesn't, well at least I tried. 😋",1.3732251082251103,3.670374720779221,3.1448051948051976,89.13958874458878,82.63636363636364,5.811255411255412,21.021645021645018,7.106945922332613,0.6161826839826839,1186,36,244,16,33,394,168,308,0.052000000000000005,0.742,0.206,0.9941,1,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,24,17,0,1,14,1,14,1,0,3,1,50,44,17,0,5,10,1,1,2,1,1,0,6,0,6,10,21,1,2,10,1,1,10,3,3,1,0,13,11,45,14,42,30,5,53,0,0,4,0,46,23,0,5,23,166,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097194150734784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916168201846478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357646563286006,0.36456610789790056,0.0,0.09159660900689612,0.14993011326511696,0.081401450724794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550469591396442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439231156528315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929470463182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821119327927995,0.0,0.0,0.10689455586654913,0.07532180251346055,0.0,0.050935360304367405,0.0,0.27703374063164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534659410892196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525898578032337,0.0,0.08608690800748994,0.0,0.24560528183022284,0.0,0.0,0.08288390961199084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519156621920739,0.0,0.1036834696845084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230108078656973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512594333604337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983681021736144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491128745282973,0.10023764750526366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547375809809774,0.3101170741607809,0.0,0.0,0.07768821818604674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938045390640604,0.0826043538054964,0.0,0.09642172902375894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785695303767902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836009073486858,0.0,0.08975720761513938,0.0,0.0,0.06476911644872779,0.0,0.19157009097818775,0.07739747561667372,0.0,0.0,0.18482135871126745,0.09315744399893457,0.0,0.2647617077200256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073732726318797,0.08044081666189362,0.057503097703405726,0.0,0.07820191641658011,0.0,0.08765669646164824,0.18075146190401176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097507813801611,0.0,0.0,0.06925526690731358,0.0,0.0,0.12556284502309265 socialanxiety,madeofcum,2019/02/06,"You are constantly lying about who you are (another theory on social anxiety) I feel like every interaction with people comes with a new persona. You're not going to act the same way given who is in the room. It could be your mom, your girlfriend, your teacher, your best friends, your enemies, a shop clerk, etc, you're going to have a different way of acting. You are a different person based on who is in the room. ""You"" are not defined by who you think you are, but by the people around you. Your ego, though, has a different idea. Your ego likes to think it's a unique individual with a consistent personality and stereotypical actions. The clash between these two, is where I believe some anxiety comes from. Your ego knows it has to shapeshift, and essentially lie and betray its true identity, to fit the given situation. You're lying when a pretty girl is in the room, you're lying when you enter a room full of people, you are lying when you walk on the street. Some aspect of you is ""lying"" - the way you walk, the intonation in your voice, your posture, what you say - whether you realize it or not. And lying is stressful. Keeping a secret is stressful. Cause if they find out that you're manipulating yourself to manipulate the situation, then it makes you look like a manipulative bitch. So you're secretly undercover in every interaction, slyly manipulating your way through every encounter. In summation, people with constant social anxiety are more narcissistic/egotistic than others, because their ego is stressed out by having to be an undercover shapeshifter for various situations, while less stressed out people are more relaxed with being whoever they are in that moment. 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I'm so mad at myself bc I met this cute guy on tinder but I was so nervous talking to him that I ended up making him like once ever 5 hours lmao. Another time I met this rly cute girl in tinder and just ghosted her because I was too nervous,0.7534408602150542,2.579243483870968,3.285161290322584,89.91440860215056,81.90322580645163,4.778494623655916,21.623655913978496,5.46131890053228,0.15031397849462413,224,7,47,1,6,78,49,62,0.133,0.654,0.213,0.7794,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,9,3,7,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360640937280242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536911564660045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066910031904708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838610277886355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899036105369708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173377391751091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31562033182818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657633648085725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139310816874385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413138122797495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218898918507893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221832561245508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759954996513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688162241281106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Poes_Ting,2019/02/06,"What am I supposed to do when my project group agrees to meet outside of class at one of their homes? I've never actually been inside someone else's home before since elementary school, so I'm not sure what to do when I'm in another person's home. What are some basic expectations/mannerisms? 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And when I just want to get away I tend to look away, or at my phone alot. One of my colleagues noticed this and pointed it out to the rest of us while smirking like a jackass. Which made me even more awkward than before. Ended the conversation pretty quick after that, but now I'm probably going to be thinking about it for the rest of the day. Which is annoying.",4.24218181818182,5.51334462727273,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,70.9090909090909,7.6818181818181825,28.29545454545455,8.07648339933343,1.8689090909090909,439,16,84,6,8,144,73,110,0.097,0.867,0.036000000000000004,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,4,1,10,1,24,9,4,21,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,9,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964782099158477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954333913133114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607593766890674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868811652551841,0.0,0.0,0.1393618644759267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023748965081173,0.0,0.1199147465859292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308272481391292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718476615692308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965094435872333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402220620413113,0.0,0.0,0.14297737249659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627910541033226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39892169212788864,0.0,0.0,0.21466032123601134,0.2274910012200065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517040691935772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508538849112732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519868381510344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000009668767901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538040234269543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890359467724324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360869924059872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HersheleOstropoler,2019/02/06,"All my co-workers seem to know my name and I barely know any of theirs I'm officially seasonal but I'm likely to come back as long as I want to. The faces are mostly the same year to year. I know the names of people I've directly worked with, but basically no one else, while people I don't even remember being introduced to know who I am. I'm not looking to socialize at work, particularly, but how do I get over this, or at least ask people I've been working with for over a year at this point what their names are?",2.9261697247706415,3.9287488990825694,4.77145642201835,85.12122133027525,73.77064220183486,8.385779816513761,23.716743119266056,8.841846274778883,1.4021825688073393,406,11,91,8,8,139,69,109,0.029,0.956,0.015,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,23,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,10,1,18,18,4,14,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,8,59,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016528494417135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651950816484973,0.0,0.0,0.13587504030591802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522154898917043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761413881436164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671181644281076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923209351828402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884492228750853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863290119011317,0.0,0.0,0.15637813729378855,0.1483874801900439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973970725098225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675144595174033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670430984895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017202768838294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608653617829303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012823289576024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422503589188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145726308185136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413761836810643 socialanxiety,Hacksawdecap,2019/02/06,"I was told I'm paranoid by my therapist scared the living shit out of me, I feel like I'm not in control of my mind anymore. 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We would sometimes walk from class together and also studied together/hung out once, texted a few times over break, and met up this morning. We just kind of sat down for an hour and chatted before her club started, I felt like some of the conversation was good but I'm afraid that I was really awkward and she doesn't want to be friends with me. When I walked with her to her club she said we should hang out again next week so logically I feel like I shouldn't be worried, but I constantly feel like I'm doing something wrong and no one likes me. How do I overcome this fear?",5.301646682653875,6.014382266187052,5.119664268585133,85.86536370903279,68.06474820143886,8.479936051159072,29.83293365307754,8.515128840125781,1.9817715427657872,561,20,115,8,9,173,89,139,0.118,0.7140000000000001,0.168,0.6843,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,28,25,12,0,4,3,0,4,5,2,3,0,1,0,1,4,13,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,5,0,2,7,5,18,9,16,13,2,21,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,16,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119589607755224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272502113081416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232060507251863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682776258743253,0.2268405386961881,0.32050098139328725,0.14358488117501947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107334260119355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542970415290294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726988539955368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572618456262186,0.0,0.1218976313282888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652961613127423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982121779360736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904084284365952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925858048678215,0.20266862530797464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580117494926436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224978631145213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302512548788983,0.14790200500661688,0.0,0.10584741544966683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719981680711181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015299865944083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882044278870943,0.0,0.11995449936934935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186833382724882,0.0,0.10623116735789026,0.3270039306260629,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,codystheme,2019/02/06,"Jobs for a teen with social anxiety? I know there really won’t be a perfect job for me, but I’m in high school and I’d like to find a summer job that won’t give me a panic attack or leave me crying at the end of the day. I’ve considered working at a library, but I live in a small town and I don’t think there’s one that’s hiring. I know I’ll have to deal with some social interaction, but I don’t think I could handle being a cashier or a waiter. Any suggestions?",2.4382829670329684,2.7306859326923067,4.7273626373626385,87.63192307692306,74.28846153846155,7.865934065934066,22.54945054945055,7.957251820313856,0.8330565934065932,363,8,86,5,7,128,64,104,0.16699999999999998,0.773,0.061,-0.8758,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,17,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,4,51,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188088750113008,0.0,0.13710859364954636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038972248455587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309862363335246,0.0,0.19687305995519225,0.11558694976261835,0.1847757456052214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874242154765889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381074383503422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193140796866271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893637585441796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335670972806531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699756071454366,0.0,0.0,0.1897761087540418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756153320398642,0.0,0.15826122002410362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144923382535615,0.0,0.0,0.21028492617789352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481776500409553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138786030354545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653998556995125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296835684811789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047979904739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iwanttobeabetterpers,2019/02/06,"I worry people will mistaken my intention when I look at children First of all let me 100% crystal clear. I have NO interest in childen in any weird form, I dont even like to be around childen, the post is not about that. &#x200B; Sometimes when I'm in a pool environment my mind tend to drift on how children behave, how easy it is for them to just make a new friend, and specialy how they can hold long conversations having absolutly no clue on what they are talking about. &#x200B; That fascinates me, apart from that I dont feel confortable around children, I dont know how to play with them or interact like some of my friends do. &#x200B; That being said, I'm constatly plagued by the fear that some parent would think I'm some sort of pedophile looking at their childen. &#x200B; I just thought that this interest of mine was just weird, fruit of a stoner/esoteric mind, but recently as I discovered what social anxiety meant, I wondered if I was just overreacting and not acting different from everybody else. And maybe pedophile wouldnt be the first thing in a parents mind as seeing someone acting like this. &#x200B; Its just something I cannot ask a friend about. ""Hey, did you noticed me staring at those kids playing? Whas that weird?"" &#x200B; Can someone offer me some advice or help? &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; PS: I have a fairly normal appearace, nothing that would stand out as creepy just by looking.",7.6403409090909085,8.397641594696971,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,62.97727272727274,9.47878787878788,37.33333333333333,9.354420925462401,3.501224242424243,1167,55,200,19,16,352,147,264,0.076,0.826,0.098,0.8175,3,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,5,2,18,14,0,1,9,0,24,1,0,6,2,46,41,16,0,5,12,2,1,3,3,4,0,1,0,4,16,7,1,1,6,3,0,3,9,4,0,2,6,8,26,10,33,27,6,25,0,0,5,0,24,13,0,9,10,140,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416231989940983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896686643614739,0.5491474421197476,0.030732959078978675,0.0,0.034572711804127236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046314631342115,0.042249587197421834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047217326337528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158898453823712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775316048863997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029849714752781076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050854969623320284,0.022851064611817254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688270906595282,0.0,0.0,0.10474857626811547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03029208218809666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02483702775811569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462131590635141,0.0,0.06623741602207638,0.0,0.0,0.03999460323778,0.1138528409090561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03016684465496292,0.0,0.04540269303030864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689689510189654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043647921524502316,0.0,0.0,0.04427978860836209,0.04336414130735687,0.051452813552854415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036350956180236,0.0,0.0,0.031331308512628726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328263999726978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462288125718061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298912897187737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601316828258698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606882606008965,0.07658418648108463,0.03479197104118492,0.044697278873288726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363246216757801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03002438651117686,0.028958009151272463,0.0,0.035878391590287675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049010150751777865,0.0,0.04589593811655603,0.0,0.06420797489821993,0.0,0.5491474421197476,0.0 socialanxiety,mjoey-,2019/02/06,"Propranolol for blushing Hi guys, Have anyone tried propranolol for blushing issues? I have been going through a rough patch recently and my blushing issues have been pretty bad, and so my self-esteem. I am really tempted to go see a doc and get a prescription for propranolol, as Ive seen on this subreddit that it really helps with social anxiety symptoms. I just dont know to what extend it helps blushing though... Can anyone share their experience? Thank you in advance for your replies!",7.098333333333333,8.641210954545457,6.8913636363636375,71.7778787878788,64.45454545454545,10.412121212121212,33.984848484848484,10.504223727775694,3.9778348484848487,396,17,62,10,6,125,63,88,0.056,0.77,0.174,0.8701,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,2,11,13,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,1,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550642094062299,0.0,0.0,0.2834637609843226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692452301469465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756176313891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827855424903074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590188136173563,0.0,0.2303970692128721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070391610878136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717297851772797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231302660207981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139809035324301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621779346225114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597083885443131,0.0,0.2001408464217365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152488990713804,0.0,0.2114593038532437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662614294630272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068191275841966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661804089376646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915077586571428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761934141895393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Noodlekip,2019/02/06,"I didn’t think going out was sad but guess I was wrong I like going out with my friends and my girlfriend and her friends during the week sometimes and I really needed to unwind. Ended up spending most of the night in the bathroom after a certain point because nobody wanted to talk to me so just stayed there and told everyone I fell asleep in there. Oh well, we’ll get em next time.",3.704329004329004,5.26037425974026,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,72.63636363636364,6.172294372294372,24.52164502164502,6.42735559955562,0.7412528138528138,306,9,60,2,6,96,59,77,0.073,0.7290000000000001,0.198,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,15,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,4,0,10,5,11,7,1,16,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,7,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407469056432511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044978356058733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062294564699236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567662921741553,0.0,0.12062921378638235,0.0,0.26243742755525284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434866353581514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112799992893967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120019055056396,0.0,0.0,0.2455515256189134,0.21667232212780213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826336138527147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791247483516545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835368778302986,0.0,0.0,0.24609540455870105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557866443061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794341730050034,0.0,0.0,0.13463238541639624,0.0,0.0,0.22062294564699236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618345732303766,0.0,0.1852040632980776,0.0,0.20759563325153388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524392873330785,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PawneeCityCouncil,2019/02/06,"How do you prepare for a first date? So I’m going on a first date with someone tomorrow night who does seem really cool and I am excited about it, but am also feeling pretty anxious, and am getting really nervous. I haven’t been on a date in over a year because of my social anxiety, and am just really worried about running out of things to talk about, or me not saying the right thing or doing something that makes her think I’m weird or strange. My anxiety sometimes causes my stomach to hurt and not want to eat, so I’m hoping that doesn’t happen during our dinner tomorrow, haha. Do you have any tips on how to get ready for first dates? Is there anything you do mentally or physically to prepare and hopefully boost your confidence? 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It's great but kinda depressing at the same time. Oh, anxiety... 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I have always had a lot of anxiety/despression, and now feel as though I am always comparing myself to others socially. I have never had a lot of friends, and always hype of expectations of different things in my life (like going to college) as \*the\* time I will finally make those significant, amazing friendships that I will have with me for the rest of my life. but every time, the event/era comes and goes, and I don't have those relationships. I see others on social media which I know is fake, but I can't help but mentally compare myself to those people and ask what I am doing wrong. I feel like I move through life trying to make friends and am just inherently unlikeable, and it makes me really depressed and lonely. any advice? 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If so, what do you think?",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,85.25,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.3836499999999998,66,1,13,0,2,19,13,16,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631171687948345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621485746511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229293662047903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,houseoftherisingsun9,2019/02/06,Too scared to go to the gym I'm such a fucking coward. I tried going to the gym at 3 in the morning but there was still a few people there and I couldn't go. Plus the fact that I'm skinny and pretty much can only lift the bar makes it even harder for me to get out and go because I feel self-conscious. I don't have any friends that go to that same gym either. I feel like you could tell me anything in the world for me to get over it but I still couldn't because I feel like there's a physical barrier that stops me. There's a part of me that says everything's going to be okay and nothing bad is actually going to happen but there's another part of me that tells me the complete opposite and that part takes over. 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I've been in college for a couple of years and haven't made any meaningful interactions with anyone. There are times when i want to talk to someone but i literally cannot force words out of my mouth. Its almost like I've developed a physical problem with my speech. I've looked into this and i have discovered that a form of studdering called ""Blocks"" almost perfectly describes this feeling of not being able to say anything. Sometimes I'm glad i can't say anything because i feel the conversation will just be awkward anyway. When i am able to talk its like i say nothing right. Every time i talk to someone ill either not know what to say, or ill say something ""wrong"" and get an uncomfortable reaction from whoever I'm talking to. Sometimes I think this might be deeper than just a problem with social anxiety. At times its like i am impaired from having normal social interaction with anyone. Even while reading this post back it makes me a little concerned on how i describe the simple act of talking to someone as some complicated puzzle. 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Please help Hi I’m just wondering if I have social anxiety or not I’m only 15 but I’m too embarrassed to ask my parents to take me to my GP to see if it is. So , I hate going out in public, when I’m at school I feel like everyone is staring at me or judging me, and when I’m at school I’ll always think in my head “you’re fat no one likes you” which will then make me feel sad, i have no friends only acquaintances because I’m too scared to try and start conversations because I feel like I will be rejected. If I try to start a conversation it fails and I start to think about it and feel embarrassed. I can’t go onto a bus because it’s too crowded and I’ll be too worried and feel like there’s too many people on it. I will only go on a bus if someone will come with me so I feel some type of comfort. I can’t even go to a supermarket by myself or I hate going into stores because I get that feeling everyone’s watching me and I get sweaty. I don’t get panic attacks though. My self esteem and confidence is very low right now and it’s affecting everything i do. I have no friends, school makes me very sad I honestly want to do online school to help me focus on my mental health and physical health. What’s wrong with me??? Thank you for reading ",0.3382417582417574,2.442686468864469,2.784641025641026,91.30619230769231,85.41025641025641,6.130842490842491,21.55421245421245,7.42949916751922,0.7956775091575095,998,34,223,17,30,343,127,273,0.217,0.631,0.152,-0.9733,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,15,22,3,4,4,0,19,4,2,3,0,40,56,24,0,5,10,1,7,4,2,4,3,0,0,1,9,15,1,0,10,1,1,6,7,13,0,1,0,10,37,9,27,50,1,26,0,5,3,0,16,13,0,9,11,135,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651371210347246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069025264745136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596527126266973,0.10461179461500064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421903014747613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921086843713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073524017751172,0.0,0.0,0.17573339419139114,0.08264299328582313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546556518329123,0.19707745925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420880119086937,0.0,0.14412767299761314,0.0,0.2612999963121165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157254154547475,0.09437209475210546,0.1954871825665056,0.0,0.0,0.12327065115418323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969776949437494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276100932228542,0.09322767603067343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266875245693812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231091332758808,0.20980717593916093,0.0,0.10788907757138383,0.10210485943967253,0.0,0.0,0.0637498402698448,0.0,0.0,0.10093869377755983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919796267624242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852884766552902,0.0,0.0,0.09206273888020194,0.3722524345704403,0.07327602435437952,0.0,0.09592885101496476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747255969639498,0.07791295491851656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525812009661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691385224534785,0.0,0.0,0.0846595723876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784177205252873,0.09034506762963453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486246818365175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517445856896165,0.05423728959359518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972099571798937,0.0,0.09338450460138943,0.0,0.0,0.10053807562990104,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Def_LeppardRules89,2019/02/06,"Fear of people talking bad behind my back I always have this fear of whenever I hang out with someone and leave that they talk shit behind my back. This anxiety is even worse with my roommates. I get along with them well but I can’t sleep sometimes in fear they’re saying things about me when I’m asleep and their awake. I can’t stand it it drives me insane. I hate having these negative thoughts. I try to be as chill as possible so they don’t have anything bad to say but that doesn’t help either. Girls are even worse, when I try to talk to a girl and converse I’m so scared of them saying bad stuff about me. I sometimes ask questions in class that I think can be stupid but I’m curious and I hear people whisper. This anxiety makes me paranoid everywhere I go please help.",1.6397170513775166,4.0141590253164585,2.3739463886820573,94.59640729709606,82.16455696202532,5.4897989575577055,20.686522710349962,6.794906146795322,0.30264735666418474,618,18,131,7,17,192,91,158,0.319,0.604,0.077,-0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,0,11,11,3,4,1,0,12,3,3,1,0,17,23,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,10,1,0,1,5,24,1,20,20,1,11,0,0,0,0,19,3,1,1,4,86,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016423982250124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689584249462735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052281313812672,0.0,0.11419804496460892,0.0,0.0,0.18785866755330755,0.30598192191769424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136389932476572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123735988648055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382072760264068,0.0,0.06942326427826018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060236046014018,0.0,0.0,0.1376770923824081,0.0,0.16375528345985765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293440651196411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153913235294402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937321359407487,0.0,0.0,0.1340890492331204,0.0,0.13771093768572856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684108876991133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914266807480413,0.12229804710418883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538992350976289,0.0,0.0,0.1222428010610662,0.0,0.10350118133081526,0.0,0.24162801111954865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398377717146522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454967879825417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811540767207165,0.07827172406892456,0.0,0.09697709369183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586988613645756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983163982736233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489719110152084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babyfacedbitch31,2019/02/06,"Do I have social anxiety? Hi I’m just wondering if I have social anxiety or not I’m only 15 but I’m too embarrassed to ask my parents to take me to my GP to see if it is. So , I hate going out in public, when I’m at school I feel like everyone is staring at me or judging me, and when I’m at school I’ll always think in my head “you’re fat no one likes you”, i have no friends only acquaintances because I’m too scared to try and start conversations because I feel like I will be rejected. If I try to start a conversation it fails and I start to think about it and feel embarrassed. I can’t go onto a bus because it’s too crowded and I’ll be too worried and feel like there’s too many people on it. I will only go on a bus if someone will come with me so I feel some type of comfort. I can’t even go to a supermarket by myself or I hate going into stores because I get that feeling everyone’s watching me and I get sweaty. My self esteem and confidence is very low right now and it’s affecting everything i do. I have no friends, school makes me very sad I honestly want to do online school to help me focus on my mental health and physical health. What’s wrong with me??? Thank you for reading ",0.2948888271261829,2.367354929961092,2.9118218454697065,90.53431420233466,85.30350194552528,6.3173429683157325,22.01903835464147,7.5804360353943165,0.9457660922734852,935,33,209,17,28,325,120,257,0.194,0.653,0.153,-0.917,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,14,19,2,3,4,0,17,4,2,2,0,38,51,22,0,5,10,1,6,4,2,3,3,0,0,1,8,15,1,0,9,1,1,6,6,10,0,1,0,9,35,9,27,46,1,25,0,4,3,0,15,13,0,9,10,128,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079980078854919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857133544157006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078081041688307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367791663854663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364804443617943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413746206106398,0.0,0.0,0.18557749783931315,0.08727242752297293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459764726069304,0.2081171989933919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500473933500662,0.0,0.10146754044622013,0.0,0.27593730676033257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174373824269214,0.09965856114334504,0.2064378393604504,0.0,0.0,0.06508796778061897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897639465937397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481887249456643,0.09845003521814426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785980227593953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580140010738256,0.22155999955886246,0.0,0.0,0.1078244941391876,0.0,0.0,0.06732093179768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713207364659666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292781872807746,0.0,0.0,0.09721984147768133,0.3931049968621112,0.07738074663537389,0.0,0.10130252263021226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797425925830425,0.08227742535546967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619594543808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301147320497299,0.0,0.0,0.08940196986540233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244429455146226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185692182287614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024490195797858,0.05727551407448254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530709289797524,0.0,0.09861564889605168,0.0,0.0,0.10616994338968197,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ToeHead042,2019/02/06,"Stressing out over PD I wasn't quite sure which sub to post this to, but this feels the most appropriate. So for PD, we have to dress down into a required short sleeve shirt and either shorts or other athletic leg wear. But we have to change in the locker rooms, and I hate my body. Being very underweight has usually led to me getting bullied, mostly physical but some just insult me. I'm just so stressed because I feel so vulnerable.",4.970714285714287,6.3052051190476215,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,69.23809523809524,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,346,12,66,6,6,110,65,84,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,5,5,2,2,3,0,5,4,4,1,1,21,10,9,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,8,1,11,8,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,1,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700824472093056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860948496493566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724679024279484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604635658415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345662345620026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542905124406465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667451920153516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739503567960049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900759589759187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242750435796112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283669672783928,0.21251676121657426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BloodOatg,2019/02/06,"I have stopped attending classes The same thing happened two years ago when I was in 12th grade but there wasn't so much at stake back then. I missed a day or two a couple weeks back because my friends weren't back yet and I couldn't face my class without them. But when they were back, I started feeling like they would be happier without me. I know it sounds stupid, I feel stupid writing this, but that's what I felt like. And then I just started missing more classes because I couldn't face the questions of why I was missing classes. I couldn't face the teachers asking me about it. Every night I go to bed thinking I'll go the next day, but I can't make myself get out of bed. I just lie there for hours not doing anything. I eat like crap and avoid all the work I need to be doing. The more classes I'm missing, the more anxious I feel about going back. I'm lying in bed right now when I should be in class. My friends joke about how I'm so lazy and I joke along with them but I know that's not it. I just feel so tired all the time. There's a minimum attendance requirement for the semester and I'm already toeing that line in the first month. I feel kinda dumb writing all of this, Maybe I am just lazy and just finding excuses for not working but I needed to get it off my chest. There's no one I can talk to about this",2.276615240766713,3.783199064516129,3.0555649057191836,94.76131837307156,76.27598566308244,5.855758142434159,24.675237649992212,6.280692351149826,0.4997319931432132,1045,35,236,7,23,329,133,279,0.19,0.7090000000000001,0.101,-0.9803,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,4,27,16,4,1,13,0,19,8,6,2,3,56,48,22,0,7,17,0,6,3,2,2,1,1,3,0,12,9,1,3,11,2,0,5,12,9,0,4,6,7,37,7,25,34,8,39,0,4,0,0,12,8,2,3,29,160,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318567699915432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845539875716094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150409348760872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579108842005203,0.0,0.10882261131680253,0.0,0.0,0.4475398586723086,0.0,0.1419183584788205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287995039977405,0.0,0.15014270698851212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911099227148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980759174233312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942883809499889,0.08315948767291304,0.1117666951051102,0.0,0.10639171880434876,0.0990137149337348,0.0,0.0,0.17986784972121056,0.0,0.12163322473707952,0.0,0.19846629354919554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293622584420632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463510813198405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794587579549144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706082604953741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770099137777417,0.0,0.11694409209931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291306146111547,0.0,0.08557079338609365,0.17262510961186694,0.0,0.0,0.12379763973687485,0.1092378555096368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887878677337057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039982094256622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940891410149276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478358603517146,0.0,0.0,0.09731947912173812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356162859964076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733406075812803,0.07458738376903319,0.0,0.0,0.06787647319512857,0.13378999313085388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742080960207586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337276910901332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503706887811794,0.0,0.0,0.2244198100303781,0.0,0.16948790738509553,0.0,0.0,0.08269050610054696,0.0,0.0,0.07496076230765064 socialanxiety,ninetysevens,2019/02/06,"I feel like an idiot Yesterday, after dreading it for weeks, I finally applied for an internship that I really wanted. Today the company contacted me by calling and, like an idiot, I just stared at my phone's screen for 5 seconds before panicking and turning off my phone out of fear. I don't understand why I'm like this—I *need* to earn money and yet I'm pushing away the opportunity to do so. &#x200B; Has anyone else done this? And what did you do to get over the fear? Please help me, I don't want to be like this again in the future.",2.990234454638127,4.682234119266057,4.8305810397553515,82.0009378185525,74.77981651376147,8.147196738022426,25.87257900101937,8.841846274778883,2.0125465851172266,425,15,84,9,9,145,73,109,0.173,0.679,0.147,-0.6227,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,3,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,17,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,2,3,11,5,16,14,0,15,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,12,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844124941830765,0.2225453913233585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280616419803752,0.18765721193661486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207398062457455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584582600649602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870150261669766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742443358582392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299701373835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41218580830943424,0.09260535015081238,0.13084127632651898,0.0,0.2006301548947929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956874964820976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276053328277693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579082905186129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358022415701994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104197975723376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732957524295826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736032984337652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992129014842096,0.0,0.19066397665857468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160513806646248,0.0,0.14691062470727595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526297285121333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225453913233585,0.0 socialanxiety,psycheguru,2019/02/06,"It just took me an hour to answer a text... It’s not that I even got busy, that entire hour I was staring at my phone thinking of what to say. I hate how much social anxiety has held me back from keeping up with friendships and just interacting like a normal person to people in general.. Anyways guess I’m just ranting ",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,77.90625,6.141666666666668,24.729166666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.1358104166666672,251,9,49,3,6,83,52,64,0.085,0.835,0.08,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,6,1,9,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948845439556482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588852414036176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682612599138801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037484059178356,0.0,0.2806379931828409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251514808510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017587084480747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264352377152747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445893442779618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727199489727686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960282138941095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766129254080799,0.22243957591984664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025889751068984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596875306790617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323476270193854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303878925265363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,siflyx,2019/02/06,"Strategies to cope with large crowds? I always close myself off in large crowds. Whether it’s people I know or don’t know, I always get nervous and weird. My anxiety in that situation isn’t crippling, but definitely annoying. I can never be myself. What are some strategies/coping methods to deal with this? 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Hello all :) I have a problem. I am an introvert wanting to be an extrovert. I am researching on how to do that. I am terrible in groups. One on one Im okay with. Its even getting in the way with my boyfriend. Whenever Im in a group or one by one I enter 'the blank mind state' where I freeze up and its hard to think let alone talking. So its hard for me to do conversation. Most if it just seems so random. Does anyone else go through this? Any help???? 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A fellow co-worker tends to throw his trash in my waste bin when he stops by my cubicle to talk to me. Like if he's chewing gum, he'll throw the wrapper in or his coffee cup or something. I find it rude and inconsiderate but I worry I'm being oversensitive and if I call him out on it, I'll be looked at as a weirdo. Is it okay to feel this way? I worry all the time that I'm being nitpicky about things. But, I wouldn't do it unless I asked first. 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Have had social anxiety my entire life. Maybe it’s the only child syndrome, I dunno. I’m mid-30’s with a great family and a good (small) core of friends. When I’m with them I’m in my comfort zone. I can be myself and have a great time. This starts to become an issue in settings with people I’m not as close with, the biggest being at work. I’ve been at the same company for a long time and done quite well there but in social work outings I’m just lost. There’s the “in” crowd that everyone swoons over and there then are those that go out of their way to take on a bit of that spotlight. Then there is me. It’s not that people don’t like me, I believe most are at the very least indifferent. I try my hardest to make conversation with as many people as possible. It’s easier with a few of my closest coworkers... but beyond that very small circle I simply don’t exists. People may say hi if they catch me solo but in a group setting I see people from all over the company embracing in these close connections and there’s either nothing or a token quick acknowledgement sent my way. As mentioned I’m more than happy with my great family and small core of friends but it’s just so awkward at these work events knowing that I always seem to be the odd one out. It’s probably all on me for not putting myself out there but it’s a catch 22 I guess. No one is going to give a damn if I don’t make the effort and it’s hard to make the effort when no one gives a damn. 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I know many people with social anxiety really desire a relationship but I feel like my social anxiety makes me extremely terrified about the concept of relationships. Even though I’m becoming relatively better about being social and somewhat outgoing, most of my friendships haven’t been really meaningful. I feel like it always took me the extra mile to make and keep my friends because if I didn’t put effort in, they wouldn’t have much incentive to keep it so I don’t really have close friends who genuinely care about me really. I’m not really pretty, smart or anything special except some people think I’m funny and so most guys have never approached me or shown interest in me (im a cis/heterosexual woman) and even in the one or two cases where a guy is nice to me I just don’t always feel attracted because I feel it takes a really specific personality to feel comfortable around. I guess I’ve never experienced the level of vulnerability and commitment of a relationship even as far as friendships go and I have an intense fear of them. I’ve tried dating apps and such incase you’re wondering but they just haven’t worked for me thus far even though I’m friendly and produce a jovial conversation, the guys I talk to never respond or unmatch with me instantly (even tho they matched first ?) and that makes me even more exhausted by the concept of a relationship. Wondering if anybody else with social anxiety has this? Would especially love to hear from women ",7.107427536231885,8.32414793115942,7.833478260869569,66.2107971014493,64.2536231884058,11.495652173913046,33.811594202898554,11.319583603955671,4.345363768115942,1223,51,197,37,18,408,147,276,0.094,0.648,0.258,0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,5,19,17,0,2,14,0,15,2,0,5,4,55,40,24,0,5,12,0,5,2,3,2,1,1,0,6,6,14,0,2,10,0,0,4,10,3,0,3,3,7,26,14,28,34,7,19,0,0,0,1,28,10,0,13,7,135,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131961768667172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819843861628533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525410874181102,0.07059052996064437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667659225278943,0.08757654721239554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013114450061826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084787546303862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939273747759245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624189405175758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142467994525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784607946032487,0.20047299105479405,0.11329860305430302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674494029432503,0.0,0.0,0.183792403110538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506592180424026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873538282149545,0.2355474491076853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937270732001165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565362486543768,0.0,0.0,0.14096441207306853,0.0,0.0,0.043579179597658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748034579721859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156801800768021,0.0,0.15879271311162246,0.08039401487344287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291913672110715,0.0,0.18347461409468532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373323358599804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099481575652978,0.06923848151397656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067285739842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971469589740965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047954898913107,0.0,0.0,0.4256728192903312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233304184829312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962095848687717,0.06373537233369475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508098752348328,0.15581644893452729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810112092854272,0.05383699107220348,0.0,0.07746097515276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719869368042352,0.05772865994815163,0.0,0.0,0.05632982531046124,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nothisisnotok,2019/02/07,"Problems walking? I hate walking anywhere outside of my house. I feel like I’m forcing myself to swing my arms to look more natural because if I don’t, I feel like I look weird. I start feeling like I’m walking funny so I’m always trying to make sure I’m walking in a straight line. It gets worse when I have to walk near people so I start looking through my bag or doing something that involves my hands so I can feel more at ease. Does anyone else have this problem? I remember walking from the lockeroom to the gymnasium and having so much anxiety, my heart would be racing and I’d get really nervous. It felt like I was walking down a runway and everyone would stare... it was hell so I stopped going. People have commented on it too... 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Yikes I just got back from my school's auditorium for auditions. I feel so stupid. Auditions were held in groups and I was in the last group with 2 other people. The first person did amazing. I had everything memorized, the song and the monologue, but when my name was called I just... froze. I started crying. It sucks. I've been pushing out of my comfort zone so much lately, I was feeling more confident, I believed in myself. I thought I could get a part for sure. I feel like such an embarrassment. I don't understand how drama kids can act so confident. I just don't get it. Other freshman have gotten roles. I feel so useless. I love acting but I have no idea how to overcome my anxiety?",1.601674603174601,4.292511564285714,3.2890476190476186,85.33484126984128,86.92857142857142,6.5396825396825395,24.20634920634921,7.793537801064563,1.6922301587301585,569,23,108,12,18,188,93,140,0.153,0.6579999999999999,0.189,0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,2,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,1,23,27,11,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,8,2,3,3,3,4,0,1,11,6,21,5,11,15,3,13,0,1,0,1,8,4,1,0,7,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529827678676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377088407443756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253069392198924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420009073457712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966631221846345,0.0,0.2196666512932384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972750236528562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404459925833325,0.14286445878337087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010134612393146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896070079805332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599408267749946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257510349069797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300891545777585,0.2255841085829004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769924227011603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804881240056464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700697932209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655689187066307,0.0,0.13863969723674793,0.17461324185498878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238860444996454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154559205495132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884770772850016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587603449569949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357720639921589,0.0,0.0,0.20818434823913204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fenrir-2003,2019/02/07,"Something someone said to me :) I'm at a new school and I've been hanging out with this group of friends that have known each other since primary school. They often talk about people I don't know, books I haven't read and movies I haven't seen. Needless to say I feel a bit left out sometimes. Well today one of the girls said this to me: ""You know, you're actually really fun to talk to. I don't get why you don't ever say anything."" Idk, I just felt like that was a nicer way of saying ""why are you so quiet?"" :)",0.2963888888888881,2.4167310462962988,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,85.75925925925927,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.5374222222222222,395,9,92,3,12,128,71,108,0.013,0.797,0.189,0.9571,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,14,18,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,9,12,4,13,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,1,4,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.16228938203031884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685458501092487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815616425998866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504321079726924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408864522311232,0.0,0.1596785768795017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848658646857403,0.0,0.08688733351655416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827934103751757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069052597335386,0.0,0.0,0.0812480683211537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061810030076493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269235800618745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529472830477445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634968859936994,0.0,0.10653903916691823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163876761083069,0.396756479547402,0.0,0.3366184379672189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375689533071403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090941923507308,0.1280294708012002,0.16447958506365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673388112848662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763739511578226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320049174641338,0.0,0.0,0.1495278834764527,0.0,0.3001282208851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wesley2000,2019/02/07,"I hate going out drinking and clubbing but everyone wants me to go. I hate drinking and going out clubbing. I'm 18 and at uni and that's all everyone there wants to do. I hate clubs and bars because they just drive my anxiety through the roof. But the thing is everyone wants me to go, like really wants me to go with them. They invite me out everytime and I turn them down and I feel like an ass hole. Hell it doesn't even need to be a club, today my friends went to a music gig and I stayed at home doing uni work because it was way out of my comfort zone. My friends want me to meet their uni and work friends and I just don't know if I'd be able to handle that. I have no clue what my next steps should be and tbh I don't know why I even wrote this. I guess I just needed to vent but any advice on what to do would be more than appreciated. 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What am I gonna say? Tell everyone I just laid in my bed all day? What am I gonna tell my teachers? Obviously I can't act like nothing happened. I can't just show up. Every day is worse than the last. To make matters worse, it's my last semester of high school at a new school, I have no real friends there, I almost never talk, and I have PE which fucking sucks. I can't fail now. Please, help me out. 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(i was evidently very uncomfortable). my tutor: ""well you're the director!"" &#x200B; i know it seems absolutely ridiculous that i'm so upset about this but i just don't want to do it at all. i've been doubting if this is the course i want to do for a while but because of bloody anxiety, i haven't been able to convey that. i've never felt so unsettled in my life and it doesn't help that i don't like anyone in my class except for two people who don't make me want to disappear. i expressed my frustrations about some of my lessons a while ago and i guess my tutor pushed me into the directorial role because of it. none of my tutors know that i have anxiety but i think it's pretty obvious by the way i behave? i've had a tension headache all day because of it and i can't stop thinking about the whole situation AND how i'm going to get out of it. i know i can't live my entire life like this but it's so difficult. 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I’m talking about the cyclical thinking that you know deep down is a result of your SA and is not rational. Do you find it works better for you to talk it out with someone (friend, family, therapist, significant other)? Try to work through it in your own head? Or ignore it completely, since you know it’s irrational and shouldn’t be giving credence to your SA? Been debating this for years. Wondering what works for everyone else.",4.560140449438201,7.041041460674162,5.056615168539327,78.62402387640451,72.59550561797751,8.944382022471911,30.22612359550562,9.516144504307137,3.2117292134831463,386,17,66,10,8,123,65,89,0.053,0.8590000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,16,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,13,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,1,46,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852477582749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961175423981488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497450618202126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014520777591185,0.0,0.0,0.19745748568199165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914399685938281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182601375672326,0.0,0.0,0.2009303087895142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496338358817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022425729433302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326505390369545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747229685461416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33670731974245544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319580375841465,0.0,0.2684232676510884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422076023343229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714725905607686,0.4574617277286164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348834866399346 socialanxiety,limenitisarthemis,2019/02/07,"Can living with social anxiety improve? Do you sometimes think you are improving or getting better at living with social anxiety, only to be crushed when somethings happens and triggers it? I was just now asked to read a three pages story in College (it has never happened in this class, i was not expecting it at all) and I almost died. Also, do you think about it for long when something happens?",6.323013698630137,7.705721575342466,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,66.12328767123286,8.031780821917808,35.14794520547945,8.238735603445708,3.096530958904109,317,15,49,4,5,101,53,73,0.125,0.769,0.107,0.1613,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,14,15,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,10,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514853718031335,0.0,0.0,0.14786278285122634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828927729551731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285457597606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352716590102848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918948273183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660152073231258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905138037648574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32653646421553506,0.16362882202122855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426046581317106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406231838393065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849479347756036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769602461260356,0.0,0.2846868715471116,0.18286874971875705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369502153743923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Owl-Hoot,2019/02/07,"I can’t even get a haircut because of my anxiety. I haven’t had even a trim in years. I’m a girl with waist length hair and I ALWAYS wear it in a braid. I haven’t worn anything else since the fifth grade. The problem isn’t only going in for a haircut, it’s the aftermath also. I’m afraid of the attention it will bring to me but I also want a change. I’m afraid people will talk to me more or ask me questions. It’s a lot and friends and family beg me to take it out of the braid but I just can’t do it. I hope one day I can brave it all but it most probably won’t be soon.",-0.9086688311688284,0.7942874621212148,1.8538095238095242,98.565,87.25757575757574,5.286580086580087,17.761904761904766,6.5431188927421005,-0.33361861471861465,443,11,115,5,14,154,76,132,0.041,0.84,0.119,0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,12,0,12,3,3,0,1,18,23,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,2,1,13,3,12,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,4,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487146107646811,0.18141717030741855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667911987502308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794188707599055,0.0,0.20382720728661927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290814437097093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306452338010365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061033956826388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821348273223507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880115238963961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553785715950432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168448271208058,0.0,0.11391088768881932,0.0,0.12391061583360745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165514866020924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536002617050687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774174803954934,0.16582049205158472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115350322651894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507158927759936,0.20862382037785773,0.0,0.0,0.24424180794579595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803554206972234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639302911585798,0.17524304219400896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859885284231926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404031997795423 socialanxiety,husksa,2019/02/07,"I just wanna see if anyone can releate to this spesific thing.. So, (this is regarding school) It’s the start of the day and the teacher starts talking. While he’s talking you just know he/her is gonna ask a question very soon and it’s probably gonna be a easy question, but since you’re nervous you just for some reason CAN’T answer the simplest of questions. So anyways, you start sweating and you start freaking out, you can’t find the right position to sit in because you think that this position will cause him/her to ask you spesifically, a question. he/her raises her voice a little bit so you think the teacher is about to ask a question so you start REALLY freaking out, but turns out not. BUT NOW, the teacher actually asks a question, he/she waits a bit and then she chooses you to volunteer, and for some reason you just don’t know, 13 seconds later you remember the answer and BAM, you look like a fool :/ AND NOW OVER TO READING! The teacher starts talking, and then he says «alright go fetch your books» This can only mean one thing... «Turn to page 119!» You turn the pages one by one until you get to page 119... To your horror you see a bunch of text, snd then you hear it.. «Ummmm EMILY you can start reading from the top!» You sit and listen she reads, waiting for your execution.. And then, you get called upon to read. you think, oh god.. «uUuUhh umm ok, *clears throat* Napoleon got *swallows* defeated so they sent *swallows* him to a island *swallows* all by himself it is *swallows* believed that he commited sui*swallows*cide but they couldn’t find *swallows* his body so noone knows fo *about to swallow*r s..s..sure!» And then after school you get home and think about how everyone thinks you’re retarded and dumb and all that. Umm yeeaaa, please don’t tell me i’m the only one..",0.8140961639516533,3.338301644508676,1.835130846032584,93.11042091434578,96.1387283236994,4.5972884918549655,21.03079348397268,6.397233912912272,0.4962619653179194,1403,51,275,18,55,439,169,346,0.104,0.8640000000000001,0.031,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,25,2,1,18,8,1,1,22,1,14,8,3,4,4,62,52,33,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,13,17,5,2,23,4,0,2,6,6,2,5,2,7,35,2,33,45,10,33,0,1,3,0,55,8,1,9,22,168,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0718285446470206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146681628232495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752455707660012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044869351034913976,0.0,0.0,0.08292841736142836,0.0,0.0,0.16071671958472278,0.08175933856858568,0.0,0.0,0.07515964847026535,0.0,0.0,0.07561332867778901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047469586721616164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033339986658753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454855113625344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153678195703852,0.0,0.04183181508630589,0.0,0.05886920164045095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295897247177791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383251771643212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135530193708145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03596002665041821,0.07377224748637326,0.0,0.0,0.061810249239658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801781846538999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995085067712747,0.11196090204792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079695431974912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935939296685761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947313712032636,0.0,0.294502471698255,0.0,0.04715369567444664,0.15135783553173465,0.0,0.0,0.0833809085940452,0.06285886492247088,0.0,0.05853420630201017,0.0,0.14898579437576293,0.11730842496418033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088739497954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646894490676648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937250038667614,0.0,0.0,0.1774844185924839,0.06433462538323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978007117981048,0.2358177998238364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018559288802285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060732410433464966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedditAS1075,2019/02/07,"My story + has anyone else experienced people arbitrarily laughing, etcetera at one? I am sharing this for several reasons: I wish to help others who experience(d) these things to let them know that they are not alone in this. You're not 'crazy' or 'mad' or 'insane' or 'deluded'. These things sometimes happen. The other reason for my sharing these things is because I want advice myself --- which I earnestly hope others can benefit from too. I'm a young male who suffers from great amount of anxiety. I consider myself to be moderately attractive --- I could certainly be more attractive if I inserted more effort into this domain of my life (some say I'm very, very attractive, though I detect bias on their part) --- I am far from a conventional dresser, my hair is the negation of 'normal' for a man in the society wherein I live, and one recurring thing which I have noticed throughout the course of, essepecially, my adolescence and the commencement of my adulthood is that many a person, some who I have never had any contact with whatsoever (as far as I can recollect), will arbitrarily commence laughing at me, pointing at me, they will ridicule and mock me, and --- honestly --- sometimes stare at me for uncomfortably long periods of time as if they were staring at or admiring a great masterwork of art by which they are taken very aback because of it's brillannce. I have, sadly, been threatened with physical violence on many an occasion; on many of these occasions they were not just empty words --- I did NOTHING to provoke these things: I'll be walking down the street and all of a sudden I'll be called a number of pretty names with which all people are familiar, and then I'll be halted and interrogated: 'why are you dressed like that' 'what are you, a freak; 'what a weirdo'; etcetera. Even some people who are 'nice' to me think I'm some kind of weirdo. These types of people sometimes conceal their suprise behind a self-drawn on smile which I potently sense and know is false. I wish to say, since I know that some people may believe me just to be supremely paranoid, that I am NOT paranoid. It is not only I who notice these things. Others who accompany me see the EXACT same things as well. We've talked about it. This is not a phenomenon, however, which has recently arose. It's been like this for years! When I was a school student --- especially a high school student --- this happened. People whom I didn't even know would unobjectively decide that they wanted nothing to do with me despite their meeting me for the very first time. Some people don't even wish to speak to me. A great example thus: once when I was shopping, I had to communicate with a store clerk in order to complete a transaction --- with which I had no quarrel as I love talking with people as I am a people-person --- yet they decided not to speak to me. They neither greeted me nor bade me farewell. Not one single utterance was made on the clerk's part. It was not as if this transaction was a short one wherein there was little time for the clerk to communicate with me; it was a transaction of a five-minute duration or a little longer. One could say that that was just the clerk's 'way'; their disposition; therefore I should not take it personally. The thing which annoys me, though, is the fact that there were several other persons ahead of me and all of those people were greeted, bade farewell and, to be very candid, treated in the most proper fashion with regard to the customer-worker relationship. Their transactions were long too. I am very aware of my behaviour and I don't feel that I send any 'vibes' to others that say, 'don't speak to me; don't talk with me; leave me alone'. I am very nice to others. I am not nasty in ANY way. I am going to be starting work soon and I wanted to get some advice from folks like yourselves who have experienced, quite frankly, this type of treatment which one would only expect if one were some kind of entity whereon one wipes one's feet. I am not changing for anyone. This is who I am. If you're a sufferer in this way or in a way akin to what I've described, don't you ever change either. What are you experiences? Anything similar to mine? How do you cope? What advice would you give to me?",7.1047274501603255,7.095653001254711,7.114823923044753,75.59824731632511,64.1568381430364,10.196113202286352,33.520395929178875,9.834651829143768,3.1228598856824203,3330,126,614,62,45,1067,323,797,0.061,0.82,0.118,0.9929,1,2,0,0,0,0,120.0,0,6,14,5,20,34,4,0,39,0,79,4,2,7,8,103,106,37,0,20,27,0,2,3,0,7,1,7,1,5,74,23,0,1,11,2,2,7,23,8,1,10,23,14,87,26,96,65,21,60,1,3,3,1,59,27,0,22,24,464,161,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712784415808098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102400510621632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934669228604027,0.0,0.041002795179650775,0.0,0.0,0.07495479825421726,0.05491811694798263,0.044107094764330064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534643868722521,0.0,0.0,0.06038728681768187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473018048215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340045939556485,0.0,0.056197130004377815,0.0,0.0,0.08558826838127513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477476674871055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620414277423032,0.048483017513953265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242973204146521,0.0,0.0,0.027101071134473645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559095610648069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028003065099562983,0.051416677235470866,0.030461329132948443,0.0,0.0,0.1772779928701285,0.0,0.0,0.09479415972566567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03592602306005396,0.056629881463754125,0.0,0.0532355203243732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162942293090328,0.11782559236973075,0.0,0.0,0.0567531962082732,0.0,0.05480821714019216,0.03785828817620015,0.07855673045752501,0.10743978987875144,0.04732856064526803,0.09486617851332817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837484433125711,0.05071630721795368,0.0,0.16302175453218032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041338557559865215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052515264443044385,0.10285863684865623,0.12204476105184175,0.0,0.057080777669041585,0.3268782892482657,0.08152832671179096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608415778953385,0.0,0.33442679001835257,0.1872009793319582,0.0,0.0,0.05066801752140058,0.0,0.0,0.05452906238073851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057008726597550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021660990493733,0.052922167947948816,0.05754485576785801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049508562062193,0.0,0.1084893234790464,0.04271115818820236,0.0,0.055915046792079065,0.12110236158755455,0.0,0.04433732972602529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903120771484314,0.0,0.037937376872617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029948943637809,0.12924161381860513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848683152162775,0.03434382945622253,0.1053207378280078,0.0,0.09376135353085756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095713053817959,0.09484155872027457,0.17017634896144196,0.0,0.0,0.048191593477698365,0.0,0.0483644149699922,0.0,0.184907292593951,0.0,0.0,0.07804086283748214,0.0,0.0,0.11422475875920075,0.0,0.0,0.034515751947733965 socialanxiety,anna_r04,2019/02/07,"I used to be popular As a younger teenager I was super popular and I was really happy. Unfortunately I had to change schools and leave all my friends and as I'm a shy person when I first meet people it was very hard. I ended up making friends with a small group of people but it was such a huge change. I don't understand how I could go from having 40+ friends to having 3. You would think that it would be easy if I was used to talking to lots of people. But it wasn't for some reason. Idk just felt like sharing from a different perspective than most here. Honestly my biggest problem is not letting lose. I consider myself quite crazy and funny, but that side is often hidden until I know someone well. Which is a shame because I think people would like me if I was just myself. Any tips on how to overcome being scared of what others think and how to let lose?",3.656312087912085,4.915903097142858,4.763999999999999,84.88353846153849,72.31428571428572,7.441758241758242,26.032967032967033,7.882392219407189,1.4414835164835154,682,22,137,9,13,224,106,175,0.113,0.631,0.256,0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,10,17,0,2,6,0,23,0,0,7,1,37,34,17,0,7,8,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,9,2,19,12,20,16,4,11,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,6,6,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854318831135036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937115296121891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754771457902709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395730322644307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360354727547819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153221018673974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501626355101209,0.0,0.0,0.11075146017048697,0.0,0.0,0.3017858739218357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399793661550949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860458449647528,0.11663721384100947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155671603992378,0.0,0.0,0.13786724136094453,0.0,0.26628483348496995,0.0,0.12722220000636675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29132995348552804,0.0,0.11069478894393628,0.0,0.0,0.08691218441346392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361068251520529,0.11368911499649592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458764838629005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848798648557575,0.0,0.0,0.08341201969137074,0.13387140262537295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303569233152624,0.13177340435842186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032143094064203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046530472094079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502884070629621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554696113531334,0.0,0.2249089107297151,0.0,0.10743194022278588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170690374014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774795683305453,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,username104_,2019/02/07,"What kind of fucking bullshit is this One bad thing. ONE FUCKING THING out of a generally good day. Even if it's something completely out of my control and there wasn't much I could have done to change it, my fucking anxiety won't let me forget. I really hope this is just a teenage thing because if I'm gonna be like this when I'm older as well I'm really not looking forward to it (as if I was anyways) ",4.695581395348839,4.357520651162794,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465117,69.23255813953489,9.205581395348837,33.47906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.6136306976744192,320,14,69,5,5,109,57,86,0.109,0.75,0.141,0.1957,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,0,13,19,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,3,1,6,5,9,11,1,6,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,4,5,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081102129212925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368855132379464,0.11220574998650687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947188530992013,0.0,0.19299111767702656,0.0,0.2064471880445677,0.146962803737992,0.0,0.0,0.11870821522477325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883648090214096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157475072915952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105019057035008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438696274755914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282041390224896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167782318597287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822133946959305,0.0,0.08992601111402918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457021804019686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531068357530313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945760429585725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358365193947109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170404111865434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668585113248541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549865601986055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nadeemo14,2019/02/07,"Depression is taking over my life. I'm increasingly feeling depressed, I'm falling behind in all aspects of my life, especially my work, my coworkers all have great social skills and know how to work their way to the top, it really kills me to stand there and watch them knowing that I'll never be able to do that because of SA, even though I'm better than them at practical skills. I don't have many friends and I'm usually the disposable guy in the group, I also know that I'll never get in a successful relationship with a girl, I can't imagine it. I'm losing interest in almost everything, I don't enjoy the things I used to enjoy before, I procrastinate my tasks most of the time and can't help but feel tired all day. 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I want to meet people who normally wouldn’t hang out with me. Admittedly I want to be better so I can find my ideal person to marry, although I know that will come eventually. The problem is, I don’t have a car and moved somewhere where paying for Lyft is more expensive than owning a car. I don’t make much money and all I do when I’m not working is staying at home. I want to meet a Hispanic woman and be around them more like I used to be in my hometown, but I don’t know how. I grew up in the Mexican neighborhood and they were always around. Now, being aware of my social anxiety makes me so anxious that I choose to stay home because they aren’t into me, they don’t want me, I’m too nerdy and I never know what to talk about. I don’t want to settle but if I don’t act now I’m afraid it’ll be too late. On dating apps I reach out o Hispanic women but none really message me back and I try to put thought into every message besides “Sup sexy wanna chill?” Wtf do I do?",1.4993134171907767,2.9599256084905683,3.753333333333334,89.13055555555556,78.29245283018868,6.5979035639413,21.68343815513627,7.3871296695380915,0.6541501048218028,767,21,171,10,18,265,123,212,0.071,0.825,0.104,0.1361,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,3,13,5,0,1,5,0,24,0,0,4,2,43,42,15,0,12,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,14,0,0,7,0,3,8,11,2,0,0,2,0,31,3,26,32,6,29,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,1,8,119,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419107380494315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417870777558815,0.1686142504926267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657349565655928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476691840428213,0.0,0.09098369872533682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200281006642964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285688870372183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575271893927756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641522061446645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004164034525903,0.0,0.29942735489166555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460778677537401,0.0,0.16836472742462602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291784158792226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925606992503184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586331123380732,0.1097186772533066,0.1106697620639283,0.11511369073283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462369822917807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347375523094407,0.13032261471929746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281567852762525,0.0,0.15004123969424454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561577205990217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214539889380144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181692704891432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996450804540505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849080315292294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133349680311424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890731588889984,0.0,0.0,0.4401686344657535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086585052730486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jegralbuttler,2019/02/07,"Getting bullied for telling about a 14 taking drugs in class. So this boy, took drugs in class as a bet so i recorded the thing and told the teacher. Now they're threatening me, already told my parents but i think it just made the situation worst. Im really scared.",1.9244871794871798,4.530831192307693,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,83.23076923076924,5.7743589743589725,25.974358974358967,7.1686216300943375,1.2940666666666665,210,9,42,3,6,66,42,52,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.9402,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473169236811177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198054384285095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709104969677875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420830970505089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212063416193222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885363627145976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435740679895987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243786188157318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519151065922235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850689392652946,0.0,0.19588674327097672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488923173920135,0.14360410288440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283037496828641,0.2490004625199355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shrewdilus,2019/02/07,"I’m feeling really great right now! I just got over my anxiety and introduced my self to someone, AND asked the principal if I could talk to him later about clubs! It feels great!",3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.14285714285714,9.23809523809524,25.952380952380953,9.725611199111238,2.5239523809523816,142,5,28,4,3,46,29,35,0.042,0.685,0.273,0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890155247597945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675086721973841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284649709892227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289368884199507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288577711943668,0.6309558114931627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833129955038515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436784133453476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985135646466283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424512923776207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299939941934679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LethalNuggetSpin,2019/02/07,"I stayed home from school because my only friend is sick and now I feel so disappointed in myself So my only friend is sick and wont go to school tomorrow. I panicked when I realised what this meant and I convinced my mom to let me stay home tomorrow. And now I hate myself even more for it. My mom started with saying that not facing tasks that you find hard wont make you grow as a person, which i agree with. But she then started saying some hurtful things. She said, that in the future, she doesnt want a 25 year old who still lives at home and can do nothing for herself. This one hit close to home because I’m scared of moving out. My mom also wants me to get a summerjob, which I dont, and she said that i should be able to get a summerjob even though I’m scared to talk to new people. Now that I’m reading what I wrote, it doesnt sound hurtful but I suppose it hurt in the moment. And she also said that she doesnt want someone with a nervous breakdown, that can do nothing for herself and live at home with her parents for ever. I love my mom so much, she does so much for me but it sounds like she thinks all my anixety would be solved if I just went out more! (Sorry for bad english..)",3.0921644444444496,4.012515772000004,3.939466666666668,91.5561777777778,73.28,6.5155555555555535,24.288888888888888,6.42735559955562,0.5398622222222218,933,26,208,6,18,299,125,250,0.14,0.7879999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9243,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,16,14,1,3,7,0,17,4,1,1,2,35,40,22,0,6,6,5,2,1,2,4,2,7,5,1,19,15,0,0,4,1,0,4,7,9,0,1,6,9,38,5,27,26,6,30,0,4,0,1,30,8,0,2,17,145,57,3,0.08745038813235076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398680875889718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730174212853603,0.10661788984064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652842397238628,0.0,0.1024912035946093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552031319432868,0.07910388269491768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421754382987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992807045560725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512790588197413,0.0,0.09137843683497876,0.0,0.049700070870600285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833837075982122,0.08633915337092045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438599347827818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808523475628879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942394681039771,0.0,0.04272384235173972,0.0,0.1544405897724953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789273895805551,0.0,0.05837381314173685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096833506068943,0.0,0.09294592291415593,0.12857219489579935,0.0,0.0,0.08446012979608471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782201192600227,0.0,0.09176447160622198,0.0,0.0592586462323145,0.13301992168013002,0.0,0.0,0.09710330696528016,0.0,0.0,0.060627088100226975,0.07635830579845376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747405344934306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495560351537349,0.13908811728882345,0.17510618872807987,0.17700892308667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409643007730499,0.0,0.0,0.09789354984543798,0.1237956696495108,0.18642095620940224,0.06983799292676683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028930941895614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580981520588162,0.0560346776233022,0.08591956233016224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474151404566766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106738592663686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212224665501113,0.0,0.0,0.056315182783634364 socialanxiety,hamacule55,2019/02/07,"How do i stop seeking for approval?? And stop pleasing others? And have a personality? How to not be a brainless guy?? No one seems to care for me or give two fucks about me. I try very very hard to get friends but i just end up being friendless and all alone and a loser. I try to be funny i even lower my self or even do some disrespectful or say disrespectful stuff to mu friends.. but isnt it okay when you say it jokingly?? I dont know. I always try to be funny. Always trying to make others laugh. I dont know what to say in a conversation, i get stuck. My friends troll me and i cant say shit about them my brain just goes dull... i dont have comebacks, So this makes me feel like shit. I feel worthelss when i dont get likes or rts. It makes me feel not so important. I spent 3 years talking to girls online whenever they replied with 1 words or even ignored my boring conversations i would beat my self up. I felt pointless, worthless, felt like i have a fucking piece of shit personalityn, I still do. I get jealous of others having fun or two friends talking. And think why i can never do it. Its like i base my self on how others react to me.. and i want others to chase me, So it makes me feel great.. its like i want to be popular and get attention from others... I always please others, I always chase others, I really hate my self for doing it. But if i dont do it i would be friendless and left on the corner and people would see me as a worthless or shy loser guy or some pathetic nice guy... I dont know how to be a man. I dont even know my self. I dont know how to find out who i want to be... i feel really brainless. Absent minded. Close minded and simple minded. I dont feel as clever or as smart or as intelligent as others. How do i not be a brainless shit headed absent minded nice guy?????",0.5816424802110802,2.641152965699209,2.7696299472295536,92.08172724274412,83.9868073878628,5.37311345646438,18.973680738786282,6.6274283507984215,0.02373187335092375,1390,36,311,15,40,471,153,379,0.16899999999999998,0.626,0.205,0.9583,1,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,2,4,20,35,8,0,9,1,35,8,6,11,2,79,70,41,0,7,19,0,9,5,4,3,0,4,0,12,22,14,0,3,17,1,1,0,16,15,0,3,4,14,55,20,35,54,4,17,0,5,1,2,29,9,6,14,13,211,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057784970232075336,0.0,0.0,0.18569778058162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062283707721512135,0.0,0.0,0.05688492655812795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885033553026956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941625028870493,0.0,0.0,0.1474036351654636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926443112168713,0.039858701771507785,0.10714051980944762,0.0,0.050994010538642685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242287515090882,0.10315990259527927,0.1457483254758311,0.05352195969946241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151224401727076,0.0,0.22097631742256066,0.0,0.0,0.04997978409006085,0.055084273544918703,0.057259960543428565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331252779855625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061951845937584,0.0,0.0,0.136288794081797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896968364493582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253410699567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043031186197046975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780694333356513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038680007560389,0.048716505082678205,0.0,0.12248844614905295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148515636481756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747609515396867,0.0,0.0,0.04445998866860453,0.050792070207026564,0.2910225866301845,0.0,0.22908383617154895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455655349872595,0.09329129371573383,0.0,0.0,0.06386991133218857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968898573011183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03575005533055076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515197902585816,0.0,0.10900377672139723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207053220647626,0.09872489543448906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034472097559484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890175063224838,0.0,0.0,0.0359290172774686 socialanxiety,sniperbullet1997,2019/02/07,"has anyone taken olanzapine/zyprexa or valproate/valproic acid for anxiety? how that work out for social situations does it make you calm/relaxed around people and confident? ",7.627738095238098,11.478358678571427,7.014285714285716,61.39738095238097,69.35714285714286,9.447619047619048,37.904761904761905,9.725611199111238,5.170176190476192,145,8,17,4,3,45,27,28,0.06,0.8140000000000001,0.126,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025995016792675,0.0,0.0,0.2765821756885081,0.0,0.0,0.35212898710306817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346154000740848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640369147651851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742289467078783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446218762002707,0.0,0.4032198540777409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879697115986141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wojaskutas,2019/02/07,"school snitch. So theres this snittching cunt at my high school, complete cunt. Wanna bully him until suicide, im popular at school from grade 9 to grade 12. So besically what happened he snitched on my buddy, he got in shit loads of trouble so as usual he got threats from the biggest guys in school and as again he told his parents about it and every one got in deep shit. Fag needs to die.. any cyberbullying/ normal bullying tips? spreading some emberresing shit about him isn't a problem the whole school has our back even all the street thugs like us, tbh i wouldn't even be hard to getting him killed but that would cause a lot of bad shit for us dude needs to do it to him self.",4.1753676470588275,5.499830507352943,4.030176470588239,90.39129411764708,71.13235294117645,6.910588235294116,26.1,7.1686216300943375,0.9905376470588232,543,17,114,5,10,165,94,136,0.239,0.7190000000000001,0.042,-0.9821,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,3,0,0,0,10,13,8,0,5,0,6,4,4,1,1,14,14,9,3,7,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,4,1,11,2,22,7,4,14,0,0,0,0,16,10,6,2,5,65,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570792858686043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560557113476214,0.09295554480335973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436614056671494,0.0,0.0,0.11672694115049438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554252207473742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706426849651758,0.0,0.09379996845976488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581651079273179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712129359700204,0.0,0.0,0.1102337823633854,0.09844837541389002,0.0,0.09972943175475817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762580830131635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120255045144664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316967977978685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054390006822865884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464842339804046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509893827518374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907934589663856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543980118534767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236183179612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652736779329418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633573670136308,0.0,0.0,0.11614102670043305,0.0,0.4571128351499223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177648542112708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063801797425687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678315419151531,0.0,0.12261379823020725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429549456927498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908533580852485,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,neongrinch,2019/02/07,"My Point of View I wrote this a while back because I was in a really bad place with my anxiety (hahahaha still am) and no one was listening. I'd love to know if anyone else relates to this or whatever I should not have to use so many words to explain my anxiety for it to be valid in others minds. I should not have to hear people say to me ""don't worry I believe in your anxieties"". I should not have to be told ""well, what are you going to do to fix it?"" ""It's just people"" ""It's just school"" ""It's just a crowded store"" ""It's just outside"" ""It's just..."" It's just my mental disorder. To me, it's not ""just"" anything. To me, walking into a store is something I have to prepare myself hours, if not days ahead of. To me, school is the most terrifying thing, I have to calm myself down for minutes after every. time. I walk through the halls. To me, eye contact with anyone. ANYONE. A friend, family, someone I have never met, stays in my mind for days, if not weeks. Wondering what I should have done. Said. Looked like. Been wearing. Walking from my front door to the car, a whole 15 feet, for me involves the mental preparation someone needs for taking an exam. And when someone tells me ""get over it"", you don't think I wish I could? Ask me about my therapy. My medication. All the little things I have to do throughout the day to keep from having an anxiety attack. Don't ask me why. Why I can't hang out with you for more than once every so often. Why I don't text back for days at a time. Because the answer is always my anxiety. The part of my brain that makes every day a struggle for me. Something I never stop trying to fix, no matter how hard it is. And stop romanticizing anxiety, because it's not ""cute"". Not ""normal"". Not going to be solved by crying into someones arms. It is the worst part of me, But it is a part of me that I am living with. It is valid, It is terrible, It needs to be recognized. It is not an excuse, It is not a joke, It is not an exaggeration. It is anxiety. 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I mind my own business and don't even socialize anyway. If anything I really wanna be a woman. But it's fucking weird. Since I was a child, female family members have been calling me a pervert, incest, and rapist for no reason at all. And people in school are concerned of that too. I don't understand. I don't do anything sexual to anyone. I've watched porn before but I was only curious and got caught in the act. It makes me hide from people because I don't fucking know what they're thinking.",1.531771019677997,3.6885905968992283,3.6474418604651184,86.58633273703043,81.01550387596897,5.829695885509841,23.87656529516995,7.010146845296331,1.0604175313059034,493,18,96,6,13,168,85,129,0.17,0.792,0.038,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,6,0,13,5,0,2,1,21,28,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,5,3,14,0,11,21,2,6,0,0,1,5,7,4,2,2,0,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888636898173698,0.0,0.32691031826272804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108270326303995,0.0,0.16901907987653902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282293376603952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131192915412865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872502207110872,0.0,0.20086609279458809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36725955530173576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886216112232773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183231638067071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258673765794882,0.20137914297997275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055917818236046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510666899236209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754093793870315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724714776155352,0.20422421389563306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102366442487346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430837996811545,0.0,0.0,0.20247776739334586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545475343112885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485639621068582,0.0,0.0,0.2067803208222655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SilverDecision,2019/02/07,"I have a job interview tomorrow and... I literally can't force myself to ""study"" for it, the same way I procrastinate on schoolwork. It's my first interview ever (I'm 22 and never had a job lol) and I'm supposed to be practicing basic interview questions, but I can't even make myself do that. I'm probably gonna scramble to do it last minute, like I do with everything else... why am I like this.",1.2068194444444489,3.5815514875000005,3.954166666666669,82.5452777777778,84.125,8.055555555555555,25.13888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.361472222222222,309,13,62,9,9,109,54,80,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.7579,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,2,10,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,9,2,6,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,41,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371218744897756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687909821700942,0.2422400537125283,0.0,0.0,0.2406809964631252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779018762314016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314995259152095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829240204435574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616666973479915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875830046668412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654354694029176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873324348520124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999968206264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125668431278935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164746917277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_LOVE_2_SMELL_FARTS,2019/02/07,"Women think I'm a pervert. I don't know but I have the feeling that every girl I approach feels as if I'm trying to hit on them. I mind my own business and don't even socialize anyway. If anything I really wanna be a woman. But it's fucking weird. Since I was a child, female family members have been calling me a pervert, incest, and rapist for no reason at all. And people in school are concerned of that too. I don't understand. I don't do anything sexual to anyone. I've watched porn before but I was only curious and got caught in the act. It makes me hide from people because I don't fucking know what they're thinking.",1.531771019677997,3.6885905968992283,3.738914728682172,85.93051878354206,81.01550387596897,5.829695885509841,23.87656529516995,7.010146845296331,1.0857663685152064,493,18,95,6,13,169,85,129,0.17,0.792,0.038,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,6,0,13,5,0,2,1,21,28,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,3,14,0,11,21,2,7,0,0,1,5,7,4,2,2,0,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397659034804716,0.0,0.3289805639247929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218494913611138,0.0,0.17008943770060558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410736339502103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320237290912783,0.0,0.16841373844654445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843603203453488,0.0,0.20213813021290444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695853231308327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986819758418525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970575272345053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342637808270624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201829271983088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202335951165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771534817940707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280529738274404,0.20551751749997588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229669970702535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653489060447397,0.0,0.0,0.20376001116539397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615952359170563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571040984580302,0.0,0.0,0.2080898116467143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tr3vlr327,2019/02/07,"Social anxiety and gym Okay so I’ve been really messed up after a recent breakup and I confess I let myself go a little, since I’ve been doing basically nothing for a whole month, isolating myself from the world and people. Every time I get depressed, I tend to isolate myself like that. But it still catches up with me and I feel like crap bc I’ve gained weight and my body feels achy so I need to go back to the gym but I’m getting extremely anxious and stressed at the mere thought of other people seeing me out of shape and judging me in their heads for that. What to do? Enlisting a gym buddy isn’t an option rn, sadly. 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I’ve dealt with social anxiety my entire life. I’m extremely shy and awkward when I’m uncomfortable and nervous. However, when I’m not, I can be very bubbly and outgoing. So, over the years, I’ve learned that to compensate for the nervousness I get in interviews, I need to be high energy and bubbly so my “true” personality cuts through the anxiety. Well, today I had an interview. Not just any interview, but a *final round* interview for my dream job. This role was with an incredible global company for a role that would propel my career. I could go anywhere I wanted after landing this job. Well, I fucked it up. Anxiety kicked in, I couldn’t remember anything about my prior experience, fumbled over my answers and couldn’t give any specifics. I started getting nervous, sweating, shaking, my mouth got super dry and I could think straight to formulate coherent answers. So what was supposed to be a 45 minute interview was barely a half hour. You may be asking yourself “Hey! You made it though the first round, what happened this time?” Well I have more than just social anxiety, I’m also a hypochondriac. Last week I thought I was dying, had anxiety all morning before meeting the doctor. When the doctor told me I wasn’t, all my anxiety slipped away, and the interview I had later that day didn’t seem so bad after that. I had essentially “used up” all my anxiety in the morning. Fast forward to today, I had no such doctors appointment, and proceeded to suicide bomb my career. The worst part of this is, I’m not even phased. I’ve done this countless times over the last 18 months, I’ve come to accept that’s just how I am. Well, time to go back to my dead-end job...",3.72422018348624,6.083042385321107,4.935617737003059,79.09076605504588,74.6880733944954,8.396697247706422,29.86024464831805,9.120678840339163,2.939376024464832,1368,62,242,33,30,451,170,327,0.175,0.742,0.083,-0.9832,5,0,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,2,0,2,21,16,2,5,18,0,26,7,2,3,4,41,50,19,2,7,7,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,8,1,0,5,8,9,4,2,16,2,34,7,30,24,6,44,0,0,2,1,20,14,1,2,27,163,48,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978329222790372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186821386153992,0.0,0.5340407819635226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180909031590879,0.0,0.08157807634666674,0.0,0.08198540677020938,0.06709899774902547,0.07286002311346416,0.05319403083094024,0.0,0.07425343094990329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751683811141098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934301787529166,0.0,0.0,0.05627669224894289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056405238398477,0.0,0.0,0.2679486888918399,0.0,0.08929919776619251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728812311974963,0.0,0.0,0.05763564736502784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535886082547467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955911219099827,0.0,0.07422490876199135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067219999721145,0.09118145920066402,0.08370954466789711,0.09918587232000124,0.0,0.06979129527900445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716539043811585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921969650084183,0.0,0.0,0.08593537216245299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597818472543184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422601543485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163564499942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256929877069695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965159841102889,0.0,0.0,0.06470357676986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449611015523272,0.0,0.0,0.07619370593269306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885069697157377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943993631109067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685748610774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176440631037839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545033124413536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591388787661656,0.08573435198168892,0.06927618380438755,0.15264930823066125,0.0,0.2481421709502133,0.0833824638568294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536624507240823,0.0,0.07200018806871618,0.0514693164613318,0.0,0.06999621489416201,0.0,0.3138356318409098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198833439290361,0.0,0.0,0.05619378837303885 socialanxiety,BeautifulBurnout,2019/02/07,"Does anyone else get extreme anxiety / embarrassment over your music tastes? For some reason I am so self conscious over what music I listen to. If it’s bands I know that my family and friends like too it’s completely fine, but other music just gives me such great anxiety. I’m obsessed with a particular band and I love them to bits but I know they aren’t really a style they my family would like. They would find the music weird or boring. But my sister knows I like them and she made a little playlist with all different bands for us to listen to while we cleaned recently. Unbeknownst to me she had added some random songs from the band I love (she doesn’t know them at all) and when a song came on I was MORTIFIED yet happy to be hearing the song...? I had to grab her phone and shuffle the playlist so no other ‘embarrassing’ songs came on. And I’m usually really open with my sister. It’s so frustrating because I want to be able to talk about something I love but the cringe is so overwhelming! I’ll tell myself things like ‘I can’t believe you listen to this shit’ even though I know millions of other people like these songs and the music isn’t shit at all! My social anxiety has gotten better in the last couple of years but this hasn’t really changed at all and I think it’s related :/",2.7458398184176405,4.93270672762646,3.9216585603112857,86.01895995460444,77.0544747081712,7.396173800259402,21.992380025940342,8.344100000000001,1.3018924773022054,1027,29,203,20,24,334,137,257,0.109,0.7070000000000001,0.184,0.9793,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,6,1,12,22,3,4,11,0,15,6,2,2,4,43,37,22,0,4,8,2,1,5,1,2,0,9,1,1,13,15,1,0,9,9,0,2,6,9,0,1,7,11,35,13,27,26,7,19,0,1,0,3,34,10,2,5,12,136,48,0,0.11314839779053913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967464382693584,0.0,0.0,0.07911599056643255,0.11593390479543772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897421308765367,0.0,0.0,0.12747949765661248,0.0,0.10007056293871602,0.12352874520916955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882324799053746,0.0,0.0,0.11969600192024844,0.0,0.11863394234502615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251965500383103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821599328225176,0.0,0.0,0.09901692540009804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945209674687075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473344961269646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133324789747918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034155857244928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741817145623422,0.0,0.059115367817658526,0.10854225335440598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474650801300367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044857343393656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752646768500728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109170016972015,0.0922310459147713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639295907061984,0.11340441973677833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063625398430616,0.10706374980321316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844285231604202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174572828647927,0.116335397767715,0.11172039249373872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803845564416182,0.0,0.23229040869164266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534054243372682,0.0,0.08710716454972273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090944396158903,0.09889668688644103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517076779690512,0.07250092457211818,0.11116772634341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361035909472522,0.0,0.12461697468104575,0.0,0.06673785659076048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075475080854254,0.0,0.0,0.07286385846116537 socialanxiety,bulletThroughHead,2019/02/07,"AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAaaaa I AM TAKING TWO COMMUNICATION THIS SEMESTER, WTF DO I DO LADS?",7.906153846153843,12.212635384615385,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,79.76923076923076,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.6664153846153855,72,3,10,2,2,20,11,13,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.6739,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099394989058907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7924479842074373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpiritualPirate5,2019/02/07,When getting to class late turns into not going at all Currently back at home! I’m missing a quiz but some days just be like that. RIP my morning lol ,0.37338709677419146,2.762850774193552,1.89701612903226,95.26552419354843,89.64516129032259,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,0.08144516129032286,118,4,25,1,4,38,30,31,0.046,0.746,0.208,0.7678,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,15,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338922777321707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28003924929720503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268646784660422,0.0,0.24678011549180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43556315238820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898247954304831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214043692748094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472312188144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,memednak,2019/02/07,"Are there any active subs or forums for social anxiety help instead of memes? While the memes are fun and all, I came here originally to seek advice. I don't really want to go to a therapist ",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,72.94736842105263,9.27719298245614,23.192982456140356,9.725611199111238,2.149445614035088,151,4,29,4,3,52,33,38,0.077,0.71,0.213,0.7623,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36345861069419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293414464661096,0.0,0.2845355458879984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42540395783448426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138390383734065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493057007013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827635141955475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791492737304458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318547469146038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193817483670376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rhivamped,2019/02/07,"The joys of making friends in your late 20s Just got bumble bff. Everyone I match with unmatches me instantly. They don't even have to talk to me to know I'm awkward. Love discovering a new thing to be anxious about 🙃 Anyone have success with anything like bumble bff??",3.2440384615384623,5.665187634615389,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,76.5,7.236923076923077,27.707692307692305,8.238735603445708,2.081764615384616,215,9,40,4,5,69,43,52,0.054000000000000006,0.5720000000000001,0.374,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,9,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509205330388305,0.0,0.2197798033676296,0.0,0.25865852060715666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760534935186487,0.0,0.0,0.30034616301230405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284279822390925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513903617036242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172742013358944,0.0,0.35456657186738416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356084089152858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836860087063255,0.0,0.20981099401807574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035721470582171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263845351728353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088201948444934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rtc19961979,2019/02/07,"A realization-it’s not my/our fault The title says it all. Almost daily I am so hard on myself blaming myself for having depression ocd social anxiety, ptsd, and agoraphobia. Put simply I didn’t ask for any of this it was forced upon me. As a kid/teen I was severely bullied and this changed and shaped the world view I have today. Before these traumatic events in my life I truly was a happy joyful non anxious person who saw the best in people. I read an article today that kids that are bullied have a skyrocketed rate of having social anxiety and depression that affects them later in life. So now knowing this, I promise myself this. Even if the world will treat me/ has treated me like shit, I refuse to do the same to myself. No matter what, I will be the one to give myself that break that the world just doesn’t want to give me. And I’m asking all of you who probably have similar circumstances to really give yourself a break, even when the world and ourselves try to tear us down. 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I feel like it's pretty severe but I feel like I'm being overdramatic. I've been professionally diagnosed with SA. I can't present in front of my class at all. My autism doesn't help. I literally start crying, and hide behind something, not presenting. It's gotten worse to the point where my teachers specifically tell me I don't have to present because they know I'll freak out. Once I had to do a group work with others I didn't know, and I freaked out. I curled under a table crying, not moving or talking to anyone, unresponsive. I just laid there in a ball, crying silently. They had to call down the nurse and I had to be picked up and placed in a wheelchair, and then be rolled down to the nurses office. I don't know if this is bad social anxiety or what. I also sit on the ground in a corner during lunch because I'm too anxious to sit next to someone I don't know. I've had several small panic attacks this year alone from social anxiety and one larger one over minor social related things. (normally I have bad panic attacks but these were just small ones). I'm deathly afraid of being judged 24/7. I often don't even try to do things, because I'm afraid I'm going to mess up in front of others and be judged. So would you guys say my SA is really bad or am I just overdramatic?",3.5827611940298496,4.852401753731343,4.958388059701496,83.38026865671642,72.50746268656717,7.598805970149255,24.59402985074627,8.07648339933343,1.3380546268656708,1042,30,210,15,20,348,142,268,0.259,0.708,0.033,-0.9966,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,11,15,2,4,9,0,27,2,0,2,1,34,41,17,1,3,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,11,1,0,6,1,0,4,9,13,0,3,8,3,26,2,33,27,1,35,0,0,0,0,14,22,0,5,9,136,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035096274845426,0.0,0.07992347042463233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293657511712131,0.11290585602126052,0.0,0.0698816732295912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273965907537751,0.0,0.0,0.333789118657746,0.182770893181662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205181462242106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293443253996016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014388855246043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601065685664792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010672160449521,0.1427969714552563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056799262974147516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895815558722408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698892298813422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970173320028294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765309040788396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062223820911872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628930337610012,0.0,0.09792180447014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643482060294863,0.2031695753274418,0.0,0.0,0.2345204812668829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441797358430488,0.0,0.09447736305320516,0.0,0.0,0.10167680275471527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402531554727077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947777952908516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258117120425211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40751256674006864,0.08468041480995067,0.07694012759542744,0.0,0.0,0.07073936387123635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032948243380025,0.08735359194781675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279386364226542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678539635099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275886537467173,0.0,0.10184929500179987,0.07099583084075821,0.0,0.0,0.06435928199565158 socialanxiety,chumblechumble123,2019/02/07,"When your anxiety actually helps. I’ve been having problems with my car since I drove it off the lot. The dealer has tried to fix it for over a year now on 4 different occasions. I hate dealing with things and I let things go but when I bought this car brand new I promised myself I wouldn’t let it go this way. I was told in December the next time I bring my car in for the same repair that they would give me a loaner. This was from the GM himself. I booked for Tuesday after stressing all weekend I called on Monday to confirm. They said can we reschedule for Thursday so we can make sure we have a loaner for you. I confirm that I will have a car to drive off the lot, they say yes. Thursday’s the big day I get to the dealer and told we don’t do that here. I said check with the manager the service manager has no record of this and he says we will be happy to give you a ride anywhere you want to go with the shuttle. I said I talked to the GM well he isn’t here to confirm until 9. I said ok and sat with everyone else waiting for a shuttle. I hate taking shuttle. I hate having to tell them where I need to go. I hate being in a minivan with 6 other people all trying to get somewhere. I hate putting people out even if it’s a service we all signed up for. I watch the shuttle people organize and leave. I didn’t say anything and I didn’t want to take the shuttle. I say to myself well I guess I’m waiting for the GM to get in at 9. The advisor comes over “why aren’t you on the shuttle?” I say I think I’m going to wait till 9 to talk to the gm. These nerves haven’t even set in yet, this just comes out. Two minutes later the service manager is over shaking my hand playing all buddy buddy. Here take my car please I say no I can’t drive manual. Oh let me see what can we do. Here, we are taking you to get a rental and you can keep it as long as you need it. 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I read an article about it but I can't find it again.. It was invented by a man with social anxiety\ introversion\shyness himself. the cards have sort of ""dares"", stuff that are supposed to make you leave your comfort zone and do something social, and so confront your fears and mind-walls. I hope someone knows what I'm talking about..",5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,5.0975,82.26416666666668,68.75,8.333333333333334,32.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.6623333333333337,342,15,63,6,6,105,63,80,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.0919,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,10,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,3,1,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239608746039186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826624492846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352642467459125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062535397278443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192478586620538,0.0,0.0,0.210305488305316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163667067927315,0.0,0.0,0.22420197208073087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778081806541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413380216430645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379692997487573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225496073812937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423594382282698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316843083342041,0.17940652279321606,0.16300771301299727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423915172358321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701885040781985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iron_on_reddit,2019/02/07,"I want to take a mini retirement, but I'm scared I will never find another job I'm 37, I work in IT, have very decent income, especially considering that I have SA, I would never have thought that I would earn this much in any job. But I'm tired as hell, maybe even burned out, so recently I've been thinking about taking a mini retirement, ie: quitting my job, and not working for some time, and use this free time to decompress, take care of my health better, etc. I'm thinking about a period of maybe 1 year. Then I would look for another job. I have enough money saved that I could live for 5-10 years without any income. But I'm so scared I will never find another job as ""good"" as my current one, especially pay-wise. I've been working at this place for 12 years now, it's basically my first workplace, never switched jobs, ever, as you can probably relate, job interviews scare the hell out of me. Part of the problem is that I'm specialized in a very niche area of IT, so finding a new job would basically mean starting over. I like to learn new things, but it's also very scary. &#x200B; Has any of you done something like this? Do you regret it, or are you glad that you did it?",5.37420800956366,5.271999167364021,6.126434548714883,81.54515690376572,67.7866108786611,9.506395696353856,29.623729826658696,9.23628265651192,2.2484641960549903,927,30,194,16,14,305,128,239,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.945,12,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,5,0,7,9,16,2,3,7,0,20,2,0,1,5,35,38,16,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,4,0,0,8,0,2,0,6,7,0,2,5,1,21,10,27,26,5,28,2,1,1,0,6,9,2,2,21,118,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608563348588218,0.0,0.08245322393842014,0.0924686023749422,0.155249768363289,0.2393892788197357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730337259106008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758799210009389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758851333376475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787568783850729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786305992764048,0.08487048977874932,0.050262665229322434,0.06883589326053584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086592948018313,0.06472976207160143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382822237192741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808896678867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041320429583866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435624527171956,0.0,0.06719680242292785,0.0,0.06390398563173345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290332783360866,0.08289410936097387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559415137576343,0.0,0.2347689299591512,0.14699375760951933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515666451233946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240779044476591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950724777045738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820475822421257,0.07281645609629557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094064314084119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513857203571803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285650938848248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858472041004779,0.0,0.0,0.05386325684527861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165090967151025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505567875748784,0.09752232017845026,0.0,0.060414097769599315,0.08874786615410908,0.08746459446266831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572509408411845,0.0,0.18836890959649533,0.0448851559954492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335671082103302,0.0,0.16620291329933176,0.0,0.0,0.2162341566135928,0.0,0.0924686023749422,0.1470157637897165 socialanxiety,Flo127,2019/02/07,"Any tips so I can go back to the hairdresser ? I (40M) use to cut my hair myself with a hair clipper and I think that a good haircut could boost my self confidence. Do you have any tips to share that helped you to go to the hairdresser ? How to deal with all the ""What if the haircut goes wrong ? What if he/she wants to talk ? ..."" &#x200B; It creeps me out.",-0.8175798525798506,1.334054662162167,0.5876904176904212,102.83114250614253,96.97297297297294,4.312530712530713,16.186732186732186,6.11248444174946,-0.6553351351351351,271,7,66,3,11,85,50,74,0.066,0.782,0.152,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,6,0,4,2,2,2,1,12,9,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,10,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839537985317764,0.3122113418135161,0.3494572734386143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757170773459345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514641742851655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648948066455005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920508924843456,0.2155098535123004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222208283014548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680454166602218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206519379030279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463736694225303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221914458397642,0.0,0.0,0.15155041193361546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092456114406866,0.3122113418135161,0.0 socialanxiety,cgstudent21,2019/02/07,"I bailed out of a job interview when I was in the room Today, I went to a job interview at a photographic printing store as I love retro film cameras and I'm a hobbyist photographer. I landed the interview by emailing the store hoping they had a vacancy. They asked when I could attend and away I went. When I turned up to the store however, I saw a sign in the window for the vacancy with the words ""industry experience is essential"". I panicked as I had zero experience and realised they'd assumed I had emailed because I had seen the sign in the window. I stepped in the store for about 10 seconds pretending to browse the shelves as I made up my mind as to whether I wanted to continue. I then got so anxious I left the store and walked away. I then thought it would be a bright idea to send them an apology email explaining I had recieved a job offer elsewhere so I wouldn't attend. However, I forgot that I had included an image of myself on my resume and they quickly responded by saying they'd seen me in the store. I now feel completely stupid and want to dig a hole and lie in it.",4.979659239842725,5.548781513761469,6.234233289646134,78.10064220183487,68.72477064220182,10.081782437745742,33.002621231979035,10.125756701596842,3.3033593709043254,862,38,170,21,14,291,114,218,0.048,0.88,0.07200000000000001,0.4126,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,0,8,4,1,0,24,0,14,1,0,1,0,27,32,19,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,9,0,1,5,2,6,7,1,1,0,2,16,6,34,3,32,10,0,32,0,0,4,1,20,16,0,2,9,124,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770367723059495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532903781374927,0.0,0.3122092336247103,0.0,0.0,0.1012842910305088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420647811234022,0.0,0.0,0.1326582941270684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250557089518933,0.0,0.0,0.08401109015782253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288637375311152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502573183834318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875645950111517,0.0,0.0,0.4946385865243612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805238748696058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995803628271615,0.1572163785341868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677654497664531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213018351255965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190557384580487,0.0,0.0,0.15749200594417792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072490412201667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960006845196147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804784156009996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802911723500185,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vongikking,2019/02/07,"Do you find hard to end conversations because you need to do something else? Yesterday I was talking to a friend and I told him that in half an hour I would have to go to sleep. He kept talking to me and I was afraid to tell him that I was going to sleep because that might upset him. &#x200B; Fortunatly I gathered some strenght and told him I had to go and did, but afterwards (and proud of myself) I started to wonder how many other situations I felt bad withouth knowing how to explain and stuck on waiting someone just stops awnsering. &#x200B; How do you people deal with it? any advices?",3.774347826086956,5.912730130434787,4.183695652173913,85.55032608695655,73.78260869565217,6.339130434782609,30.630434782608692,7.1686216300943375,1.8680608695652168,475,22,88,5,10,149,73,115,0.109,0.838,0.053,-0.6641,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,11,2,2,3,0,24,25,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,10,2,18,2,15,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,3,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138704165121822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075883849909957,0.3449503452784941,0.09652548689657543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851571413139912,0.17305315815337796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633605954876547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857440048924928,0.0,0.12571855887484518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362866634847069,0.0,0.12973249647054189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966410469424197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200687813627195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715223012610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978436412407055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800765917967532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439069980259623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505781239076036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524825933413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984047712918378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159548853482062,0.28408919274136424,0.0,0.12026707011303005,0.10927395361480208,0.0,0.0,0.10046734009920563,0.0,0.0,0.11866994088979603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817534651174196,0.1240636408193241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712634947874877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393013904169536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083158643732748,0.0,0.3449503452784941,0.0 socialanxiety,PROPER_SOUND_FELLA,2019/02/07,"A friend I haven't seen in a while texted me 5 weeks ago asking how I am and to give him a call when I'm free. I replied back like two days later saying ""sorry I missed this, I'm good. You? I'll call later"". Anyway that was 5 weeks ago and I still haven't replied to his call and now I just feel too awkward to call again like ""what's up this is about that text you sent ages ago."" Now I'm worried he thinks I don't want to communicate with him which is actually the complete opposite because I DO want to maintain a healthy friendship bit I'm just so anxious to call idk why 😓 How do I fix this lmao",0.3460139860139861,2.132041666666666,2.047272727272727,98.46975524475526,83.0909090909091,4.9706293706293705,20.002331002331,5.873414542411696,-0.3337920745920746,468,13,116,3,13,153,80,132,0.106,0.703,0.19,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,22,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,3,3,15,6,10,19,1,19,0,1,1,0,16,2,0,0,18,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.13399201651733994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651436338968583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551180485665375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836369317254598,0.0,0.0,0.10558075827431776,0.0,0.08370119225632809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990389580517635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7010299950218319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396398265143245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855178229394803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942664392887435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060831990421744,0.0,0.0,0.1317175739925685,0.0,0.11516676152833495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416272064497922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919219338482948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537041644420828,0.0,0.0,0.1096537041109356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798090698998702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412917899859958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197468344233684,0.0,0.2202791008145886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389838764264707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394421226113012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,senshoku,2019/02/07,"Speech Class Urgent Help I hope this is the right place for asking help. A little context first: I grew up not speaking a lot and berated for opinions of mine from my parents. I subsequently got shamed for my acne (which is now a lot better but I still feel bad about it) which might or might not have caused me to be unable to step out of home for awhile. I can't really pick up calls or call the other party as well. I'm in college now and have a speech module. It's our 2nd time going up to speak with a topic thrown to you then give a speech immediately. I have 2 more tries to the actual test and the past 2 times were really horrible. (1 try per week) The 1st time I was shaking uncontrollably and my head was pounding real hard. This 2nd time I couldn't register what the topic was until half an hour later, after my incoherent bull. My head started hurting again. Most of the time when I have to do things like these, I don't actually realise what I'm doing. I don't feel like I'm there if you somehow know what I am saying. I just want to be able to form a full coherent sentence then hopefully I'll be able to join sentences together. Does anyone have any tips? If you do, thank you so much.",2.394717563138613,4.084244222672069,3.95017929438982,87.69099865047234,76.4089068825911,6.9719683824946985,21.478503952188163,7.793537801064563,0.7875823790244847,941,24,201,14,21,313,151,247,0.09,0.769,0.141,0.7789,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,0,2,11,12,0,3,15,0,24,2,2,2,0,31,39,15,0,6,8,1,3,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,5,1,2,5,9,25,7,27,28,7,33,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,13,22,135,37,3,0.24356508553873504,0.0,0.2376843887998209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281630518450518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515318548949946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138502380545039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168333635221208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077067625261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870718454415205,0.0,0.0,0.12510421796946242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657272385554699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315382556035954,0.08700147288773878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035881686669832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682491196991335,0.06921182553563099,0.0,0.09740062449966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909323779217453,0.0,0.2499680462916213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325654270495946,0.0,0.122157819939277,0.2419150870868398,0.11993127340269065,0.0,0.13037073080106734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692850061740592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899359784654155,0.1220581012768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707032575514914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583840654852944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952418141444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522510175311184,0.0,0.11625521705530588,0.0,0.0,0.1272368371010452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386151952631913,0.15603403063657226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400162611653108,0.0,0.09684636600355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619831058346601,0.0,0.0972556959685405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212100338140066,0.0,0.0,0.08090691006672163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550619001904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536470504868608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183049900225615,0.0,0.09768660999984673,0.0,0.10949713144508694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zealousredditor,2019/02/07,Planning on going to a therapist. What should I expect? I was going to post a pretty depressing post but instead I've decided to seeing a psychiatrist soon. I hate being unprepared and want to be able to communicate everything efficiently and clearly. So those of you have been to a therapist: What will the appointment be like? How do they usually proceed? 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So, I can heavily relate to most of the stuff posted here. I took a few online tests and according to the results, I have moderate diagnosable social anxiety. But I don't actually want to go talk to a professional because I'll have to talk to my parents about it first, and tbh, I'm scared or nervous of that. I don't want to claim I actually have social anxiety without knowing for certain because I feel that'd be disrespectful to the ones who actually have it. So, ask me some questions that you think a person with social anxiety would answer affirmatively to. Alternatively, you could link me to a trusted online test or something. Thanks.",6.682618110236219,7.521563748031497,8.347706692913388,63.4888041338583,65.06299212598425,11.389370078740154,37.13484251968504,11.20814326018867,4.657174015748033,544,27,90,16,8,191,75,127,0.133,0.818,0.05,-0.6197,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,1,1,21,23,7,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,1,13,3,16,18,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,5,1,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.4945687739839286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877045957620351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844861359366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447187493386302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116067956265568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859915410009573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406398504585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777206243027117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200726954174362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696317218435635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585608103132998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068680135785785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063068947518656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134482347470855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193445476643052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685010613967745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166240845106728,0.0,0.09754085205052336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504267733096174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036754137599346,0.0,0.11664953567246865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118507810202437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407698080422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946342082280836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213553341256905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000496943098299,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,puttuputtu,2019/02/07,"Car alarm went off and wouldn't stop. People stared but i didnt have an anxious meltdown I don't drive so I don't know how to turn off the car alarm. I told my SO I'd lock the car and join him in the restaurant because I needed a few minutes. He gave me the fob and I clicked the lock button, sitting inside. When I opened the door to let myself out, the car alarm started screeching. In my panic, I clicked the red alarm button on the fob because in my panic stricken mind, alarm button equals alarm off. This went on for two whole minutes at least. Passers by were staring and I was at this point randomly jabbing buttons. But somewhere deep inside, past the panic I began to feel a calmness and acceptance. If the alarm goes off for two more minutes, it's ok. People are staring but it's ok. And if they think I am an incompetent idiot or a failure, it's their problem not mine. I called my SO to ask him how to turn it off but at that very moment I must've hit the right combination because it finally shut up. But I have been so happy with myself all day for not bursting into tears because it wouldn't stop and I was attracting so much attention for such a stupid thing. TL;DR: car alarm wouldn't shut up and people stared at me but I didn't have a meltdown like I was expecting to. 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Any recommendations about anti-anxiety supplements? I've been taking Ashwagandha for a month by now, and it slightly relieves my anxiety and stress and I feel like I have more energy during the day than before. I don't see any great difference though, but it definitely helps me get through the day. So I am just wondering if you guys have any recommendations about anti anxiety that helped you guys? I prefer over the counter medication or some supplements that I can get it online.",6.042760834670948,8.232337449438205,6.737110754414124,69.40640449438204,67.76404494382022,10.928410914927769,30.69181380417336,10.914260884657429,3.947233065810594,399,16,67,13,7,131,62,89,0.108,0.754,0.138,0.5835,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,12,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,3,7,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35434803754986033,0.0,0.398620014073064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779846878058825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403298638259067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147039776913476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782351958922395,0.12408507041793525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149302838450693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914952266685309,0.0,0.5159449635099819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328431798375736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485677585667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749756705945971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863870613892396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840944585576012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896275079705586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059421092214382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065078047826046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836076164231208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sqzr2,2019/02/08,"Looking for fellow SA person for Deserted Island experience Hey, I have a bit of a crazy post here but hear me out....Does anyone want to do a Deserted Island experience with me? Its where you go to a picturesque tropical island for 9 days and just...live - you fish, catch crabs, explore the island, etc. Just like those survival shows except not as hard. The island is deserted with no other people (except for some local fisherman that occasionally visit the island). So I am looking for a fellow social anxiety/introvert like myself who would be interested in joining. I am doing it with a company that specialises in deserted island experiences and the reason I am looking for another person is because its actually cheaper if 2 people go instead of 1. This sort of experience has been on my bucket list for a while plus I sortof want to see what its like to live like this as a trial run for doing it longer term. If you are interested PM me to chat more, I believe it would be good to at some point chat over skype just to make sure we gel a bit atleast. Having a fellow introvert to do this with is better than finding some very adventurous person IMO, we could go off and do our own things at points on the island, etc. No pressure to talk or interact too much, just experience the island. Info: - The tropical island is in Indonesia - You don't need to have survival experience (I don't) but you do need to be of average fitness. - The company has been operating for a while (since 2013) and offering these experiences on this island the whole time. They require that people doing it take enough water, dried food and place a guard on the island with you. - The island has 2 shacks to sleep in, and you get provided with a cooking equipment, fishing equipment, first-aid kit. But you'd need to catch fish, crabs, gather fruit and coconuts to eat or eat the dried food you bring (rice, etc.). - The cost is a bit expensive, 1050 Euros plus the cost of the flight to and from Indonesia. They are quoting me 2100 euros for the package. The package is for 2 people so people usually split the cost between them whereas a single person needs to pay the full cost. Note, the package includes all things except the plane to Indonesia. So it includes round trip local flights between Jakarta and the local town in Indonesia, permission using the island for our activity, round trip land/sea transfer between the local airport and the pier, survival kit (machetes, fishing lines & hooks), a guard option during your stay. - I am planning the trip for sometime in August 2019 I can provide more details about me and the experience in PM.",6.5260292173453225,7.3933850389344276,7.016158117398202,72.79832892649394,65.4139344262295,9.575462718138553,32.750132205182446,9.618343705623,3.1970925965097834,2081,83,351,40,31,681,229,488,0.024,0.885,0.091,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,4,10,3,6,11,11,0,1,43,0,37,8,1,3,2,61,56,27,0,11,14,0,3,4,3,2,0,1,0,4,22,21,7,3,4,4,8,12,5,1,0,0,2,9,33,10,69,47,19,47,0,0,6,0,35,26,0,10,11,251,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.07324033540714985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131926563447871,0.0,0.0,0.0786990062346428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247839706873406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045751258576203886,0.0,0.0,0.08455837623026452,0.0,0.06637776635533671,0.2458134124622737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992325024082393,0.0,0.0,0.04840260192121497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359472488526493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754921256119324,0.2511098622899523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873253449520497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685965521241701,0.0638395500494728,0.1815073681762593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921179173753008,0.0,0.1279620594848568,0.06295040899693405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723222645707758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845895319016122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666728532893486,0.0,0.06627266181973325,0.0,0.18907539091145506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050098073092953097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517216428855957,0.22260167356083707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601594899825407,0.2621315126943362,0.07841380473055669,0.0,0.14189759183423747,0.0,0.07187947188512023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716638764798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059807061612360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208413733403195,0.0,0.07510662188722081,0.07650649054160254,0.0,0.0,0.07422876239334282,0.0,0.0,0.07999589360009864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073601757241706,0.0,0.05643007939629836,0.06032429220229087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997229857621556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043763669615084315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482119351293301,0.0826596372237166,0.06192610656515874,0.08853572362834368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379334657220935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663017151421976,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ConsciousDress,2019/02/08,"How can I make my first encounter with this girl I like the least stressful it could be for her? I used to chat with this girl a lot like, 6 months ago, then I asked her out and she said yes, but then she ghosted me, and I knew it might have been because she had some anxiety issues (I had suffered from social anxiety as well). A couple of days ago I hit her up and told her I missed talking and sharing stuff with her because I felt we had a lot in common, she told me she felt the same way and that she was glad I texted her. We've been just texting and sending pictures for a week now. I like her a lot, we have plenty in common, so my instincts say it's time to ask her out, but, what if I do and the same thing as last time happens? I don't wanna spoil it. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable around me if she ends up accepting my offer to go for a drink. What can I do to make our first encounter as less stressful as possible?",4.624871099050203,3.7006504378109497,5.3323835368611485,89.3777340569878,69.49751243781094,8.304115784712799,28.22297602894617,6.980632752743323,1.1376129353233837,722,20,173,5,11,235,106,201,0.079,0.795,0.127,0.8661,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,6,11,0,2,9,1,17,1,0,4,0,39,34,19,1,5,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,11,15,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,4,1,2,12,5,40,7,25,18,8,26,0,2,0,0,33,7,0,7,19,130,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351198168924967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290835776792335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806019854470436,0.2479641864130004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168822761853593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058865310605925,0.14674185738027054,0.0,0.08552913253447972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991742077987914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746223634482393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705681665791444,0.0,0.2546726023613567,0.0,0.0,0.2256135463961378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537118192447352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727570761731215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842115425755894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081032582888034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437476273159734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382471508199842,0.0,0.0,0.17705018173459727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068919765778615,0.0,0.0,0.10585627110746096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495094799302198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615229043901285,0.1054649984202508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518971108064745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30383224822589666,0.0,0.15181853289947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659518658142643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810704515294936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466394574392225,0.0,0.0,0.2534487908676327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145413723839671,0.0,0.0,0.07822289855998095,0.10526783402026513,0.10638001810966703,0.0,0.11924159131024425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IloveOWgames,2019/02/08,has anyone used small doses of alcohol to overcome social anxiety ? I would love to read experiences if any of you guys successfully became more sociable by using small doses of alcohol before social interactions how was your experience and how are you faring now.,8.782666666666664,10.580658822222226,9.92666666666667,50.61000000000002,60.77777777777778,13.111111111111116,35.0,12.45797560212912,5.705000000000003,217,9,27,8,3,75,36,45,0.033,0.765,0.203,0.8718,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,0,7,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653441539679479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805427239849947,0.0,0.16655206151314655,0.0,0.0,0.15223201387667215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526018861196564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259358376826777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557296238558168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649709278227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777480907479274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438678686976777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37607325610341136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465912314703453,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rome617man,2019/02/08,Acquaintances Would it be appropriate to add a classmate on social media? I don't know them really. They also didn't give me their social media I just found it on instagram,2.6768181818181813,5.55768145454546,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,82.93939393939394,8.148484848484847,20.37121212121212,8.841846274778883,2.142884848484849,140,4,23,4,4,48,27,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803718813814316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844109482827504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363240939030474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267865857442848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460108502114887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714777927037287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490536829457604,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LuC1el,2019/02/08,Getting into senior high next june im a 4th year junior high and ive been going to my school since 1st year and i got accustom to it. i was told that i have to transfer to a new school when i go to senior high and i thought it was exciting at first but then slowly i realize that its going to be hard for me because i dont how to make friends. i get bully alot when i was in 1st and 2nd year of my junior high and midly at 3rd and 4th but eventually my bully became my friends and im scared that if go to the new school i wont get any friends and get bully alot. is there any advice can you give me reddit?,-0.2263865546218504,1.5599882941176482,2.3412184873949577,95.57941176470592,85.17647058823529,5.0621848739495805,17.802521008403357,6.18269132825596,-0.3736390756302521,472,11,114,4,14,163,73,136,0.128,0.77,0.102,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,24,15,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,1,18,4,14,15,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,13,70,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197770551651343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670787872445245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471944931297816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365480884041784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426065145595607,0.0,0.0,0.2840991149630029,0.0,0.2561576294408061,0.11758332621387592,0.27864456382076586,0.0,0.09803293844491856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980145887333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180210144744293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648000527313273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181852367868513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367638075260459,0.13035792643791336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271709759601998,0.3721516888850724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139376919967294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730938271663593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712388936161905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367992530245305 socialanxiety,sinhalite,2019/02/08,"SA in online multiplayer games I started playing this game and really enjoyed it at first until I had the bad experience of someone bashing me for my performance since I had just started playing and the gameplay revolves around teamwork. I feel dumb for this but I wanna play, I just dread it now, and I've gotten worse at the game because I'm shaking and worried I'm gonna disappoint my team etc. same thing happens when people talk to me in mmo's, I get super anxious and just logout and log back in later just to avoid responding.",6.665416666666665,6.74662291346154,7.168076923076924,74.54358974358976,65.05769230769229,9.241025641025642,36.56410256410256,8.841846274778883,3.275537179487179,429,20,75,6,6,141,71,104,0.223,0.662,0.115,-0.9136,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,11,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,6,0,1,3,1,11,5,13,7,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,8,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771001426418097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267145508775412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582918783365827,0.21264280586155973,0.1552473837863383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840297030556385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912080583352306,0.0,0.0,0.12877122230249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166262401452824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133057062696687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252080693497816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765594278448316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315118717939026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066961206512705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578511701182232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605202441333082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046979435018052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919460933681574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586346041370952,0.2595353611441267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bestfreakofthecircus,2019/02/08,"Is anyone else afraid of wearing nice clothes in public and attracting attention? I've never worn things that expressed my actual personality. I want to wear colorful things, dye my hair green or blue etc. but can't stop thinking of what other people will think about me. I'm worried that everyone will look at me at the mall, subway, hospital and wherever you can think of. I know it's stupid and people don't care that much but this is still an issue. I'm also a boy and social norms in my country makes it seem like it's only normal for girls to wear remarkable things. Boys can just wear a basic jean and a basic top then go out. Nothing else is needed.",2.9353589743589765,5.123155330769233,4.156538461538464,84.55762820512822,76.46153846153845,7.102564102564102,22.371794871794872,8.07648339933343,1.2571025641025644,523,15,100,9,12,171,92,130,0.079,0.7809999999999999,0.14,0.6579999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,1,5,0,9,5,5,1,1,22,23,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,8,4,12,20,2,11,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,2,5,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.17441970330351336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293441829245385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497575817599277,0.18313526186526166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223237635052555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986205314085275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933691562042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078907553177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157929291003047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655303810099175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822815271278557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732095589538777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500924929841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930708668078514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139088553223408,0.13252983360025844,0.13785155035502733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751224776117107,0.17150117703621004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593611991414892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782486755197644,0.15606462073282612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271374885455755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219795563301966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273810510707227,0.14943057128904652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562310336063329,0.34357876146109784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542261010392676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151419977120686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,s-e-c,2019/02/08,"Sweat Proof Undershirts! Just wanted to share this post so it can help others too. My social anxiety gives me pretty gnarly armpit sweat in social situations. When I was working at an office was when I was most disappointingly aware of this. Even though the office was cold, there I was, sitting at my desk with my shirt drenched in cold underarm sweat for 8 hours (which made me even more anxious and sweaty because I was worried that people would see it). Don't know why I never thought of this before, but it has recently come to my attention that sweat-proof undershirts are a thing. So excited to have a solution to this problem that doesn't involve using clinical strength antiperspirants :). 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It was difficult making friends right away, all i wanted to do was stay inside, which just made me feel worse about myself, although I did eventually make a friend group. I started smoking weed everyday with those friends, and I have been doing that for about 3 years now. I transferred universities last semester, but haven't made any friends. I haven't smoked in 5 days now, but I am incredibly socially anxious to the point of holding back breakdowns in any public place like classes and walking down the sidewalk. Every little giggle and glance at me makes my heart pump, I feel hot, and I feel like crying. Just today a girl was laughing as she walked past me and I just spiraled from there. It's gotten to the point where I'm terrified to go out in public. I went to a walk-in counselor today as well, which slightly made me feel better. I want to smoke weed, but I know as soon as I do I will start beating myself up, and I also don't want to go through this withdrawal stage again (or at least I'm hoping this is all part of the withdrawals). So I'm just posting this to see if anyone has experienced something similar to this and if it gets better cause it's hard seeing the positives. 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Not advertising or promoting this book because i couldn't even if i wanted to Hope it helps you as much as it helped me. 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It’s the second week of my first semester in college and today she came a little late and there was a spare seat beside me and she sat there. Typical me, my heart started racing. I couldn’t focus in the class. I started having this imaginary conversations in my head about what I would say to her. And then like always I started panicking. And decided I’d let go and give it a try next class. After the class finished I literally wanted to cry, because of how much of a pussy I was. I couldn’t even look at her the whole class. I felt so embarrassed about my self. I’ve never felt so bad about my social anxiety before, never. And I just try to convince my self saying there’s always another chance, when I’m gonna repeat the same thing again and feel bad.",3.4679120879120866,4.680709057142857,4.696571428571428,85.36696703296704,72.71428571428572,7.670329670329671,23.74725274725275,8.139509932561175,1.2182263736263732,675,18,139,10,13,223,98,175,0.118,0.843,0.039,-0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,1,9,0,8,2,2,1,2,26,26,14,0,6,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,6,7,25,2,18,14,3,25,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,1,17,95,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764527638566695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343926663913484,0.1046461822600712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843268950873075,0.08338767275436489,0.0,0.11640066947770955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645461788182433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502605603761667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070082023810272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916659259339397,0.0,0.2626852423085965,0.0,0.0,0.11635595771523005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312241995604399,0.07774254868147476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069278449498633,0.0,0.12096549603971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038896429364592,0.0,0.0,0.1621002268205743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154308332047979,0.0,0.0,0.1398799924510648,0.0,0.0668300937143042,0.13710240709657068,0.0,0.0,0.22974314170275115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055850973326803,0.0,0.21100621115338036,0.0,0.1454807845974611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175663845126912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854096240047677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944311906178394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904681232550107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994893897672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908791141665768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966365977864933,0.0,0.0,0.18574677857365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136797497481614,0.0,0.10972700076422112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272437044148818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717374040278612,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ProofWatch,2019/02/08,"Who else has a tv show playing constantly to mitigate their loneliness Right now for me its King of the Hill, before that it was seinfeld which ive seen over 20 times from having it playing constantly to fill the silence",19.643571428571427,8.554101928571434,16.804285714285715,49.390714285714296,53.523809523809526,21.561904761904763,61.04761904761904,15.903189008614273,8.430019047619048,179,8,32,5,1,57,37,42,0.065,0.853,0.083,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179524808717463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8075755993204979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214041036974605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31909892379307203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788095909911545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kingzuldk,2019/02/08,"Got out of the house first time in 3 months So today i got of the house to go to a party with friends but it was so hard not to analyz everything evey look every thing said to me and i know i sound crazy but i really think it is more scary now for me to go out to social gatherings than to think about diying alone i mean am i so pathitc ?! :For everyone sake i'm not sucidal or not working to solve my problems but it is draining my well to live i cant lie",-0.28414041404140633,1.643621990099014,2.1275427542754284,96.16297929792982,86.52475247524751,6.0489648964896485,18.09270927092709,7.348242739294969,0.14871485148514907,355,9,87,6,11,121,67,101,0.172,0.767,0.061,-0.9156,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,16,8,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,4,4,11,2,19,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017881672719887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415515500328795,0.18617122352668614,0.17510328354749458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657247992108208,0.0,0.0,0.15052744611935415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145609942736047,0.0,0.311651400848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453204512658732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496221079158321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707508848774708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204105550134002,0.0,0.1636105996477394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223018886445516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551379387200215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642881079114068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481497032943965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853307422089124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860764641207476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294383480094191,0.24968216185113504,0.0,0.0,0.11360865410342035,0.0,0.18467884587695824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517821153142665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418407007496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,morristheairfilter,2019/02/08,"Talking in groups is hard In the past few years, I've gotten a whole lot better at talking to people one-on-one. I'm definitely not as anxious as I used to be. However, lately I've somehow found myself talking to a single person when two or three more people come up and join the conversation. Whenever this happens, I completely shut down and end up just standing there silently and awkwardly while they continue the conversation. Any advice?",5.9090650406504075,7.633136573170731,6.7204878048780525,71.22186991869921,67.41463414634146,9.369105691056909,33.178861788617894,9.725611199111238,3.5555544715447147,357,16,57,8,6,118,62,82,0.046,0.835,0.119,0.7041,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,8,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,4,1,11,5,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,7,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899330836883425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384812486531464,0.0,0.0,0.2300536837952945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010181605878364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175416644785113,0.21351122483079324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803633793685668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232792423918368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007696432412154,0.0,0.18242021007116266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297132398481325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312627752289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379908030941055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439611057743075,0.2823547653589606,0.17780939339596494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910310413248703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892534761891545,0.0,0.0,0.1758783898855685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735525342191076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311365985014257 socialanxiety,throwaway122502009,2019/02/08,"[M16] terminated social life So hey, I'm a 16 year old guy from europe. My social life is kind of non existent so i figured i post here and see where it takes me. I'm looking for someone who is roughly around my age (i don't care about anything else really). About what i like to do: - watching youtube and netflix - gaming (i have a ps4 and switch but i don't play too often) - i do some programming, not a lot though - music (obviously), mostly rap but i'm always open for new suggestions - memes If you've made it this far and are interested in talking and potentially becoming friends, feel free to pm me. I have discord too in case you do as well, it's ok if you don't too.",0.9178260869565236,3.1391475942029,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,83.92753623188406,6.288695652173913,22.96811594202899,7.554174236665415,1.057008115942029,520,19,112,9,15,177,94,138,0.057,0.804,0.139,0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,1,11,2,0,1,1,20,20,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,14,10,12,19,3,11,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,6,5,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686792118133972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502988076418368,0.1785258731918183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214840938428152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044670520364316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752802371738965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014006150665992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493909862802954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856919454351427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088347742522349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28329903916986365,0.09797522696291013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840569270877173,0.0,0.0,0.17049456887006895,0.0,0.18975872652005374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368577193879868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043624444478412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206485089362813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847304260243572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980688324091402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088568631041795,0.1699195145932314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078345041944116,0.1611889442595516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703257376870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031232770951627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914317886625365 socialanxiety,Forever_Young09,2019/02/08,"Tired of being confined to my SA I guess this is just a venting post. I’m really tired of feeling like a social outcast. Normal every day things being difficult to deal with. I don’t know why I can’t just be normal like everyone else? Holding down a job is hard, being like-able and friendly is even harder... this is such a curse. I’m really starting to hate myself. I feel so depressed... I’ve been struggling with social anxiety since I was like 7 years old. I’m almost 26 now, and it’s like it doesn’t get better, it gets worse. I don’t want medication, but I’m at a point to where I’m desperate. I’m sick of feeling judged all the time, questioning everything I do, avoiding people left and right. I hope someone who can relate will comment on this. I need a friend. 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I couldn't do any of the things I was being asked to do, like forcing myself to have random conversations with people. I've been for social skills lessons. I don't apply anything I learnt there and even forgot half the things I learnt. I see all the self help books on confidence and facing your fears, but I just don't want to do it. I don't want to face my fear, I don't want to talk to people. I just don't have the motivation and the willpower. But at the same time, I want my anxiety to go away. Whenever I see something like a book that can help me be more confident, I get depressed. I don't understand why? I just see it as being so much of hard work, all just to be normal. I avoid committing to any plan to help build my self confidence, because I just don't want to. It just seems so overwhelmingly difficult. When I do try, I get easily distracted by everyday life and I eventually forget about it. Having a working life is so time consuming and exhausting on its own, how do I find the strength, time, and motivation to work on beating my anxiety? What's wrong with me? Why can't I just focus, put my mind to a plan, and beat this thing? 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I feel like writing and want to share a little good news. I've had SA and GAD since about 2009. In January of 2018, I reached a dangerously low place and decided that it was finally time to go on medication. For as long as I could remember before the meds, I was terrified of the gym, specifically the free weight area and larger machines. Being the short and skinn(ier) woman I am also made it harder to enmesh myself within the groups of men that crowded my gym. I was scared of being scared, ridiculed, watched, and disregarded, so I only stuck to the treadmill and a few easy machines. My self-esteem was at an all-time low, and I truly looked my worst, weighing 95 lbs/43 kg. Today, I've been on Lexapro (r/lexapro if you want to investigate) and hydroxyzine since June '18 and am a healthier 113lbs/51 kg, aiming for a goal weight of 120 lbs/54 kg. I've put on noticeable muscle; my self-esteem has shot up; my body looks shapelier; and most importantly, I can now use ANY machine and ANY equipment in my large gym without a care in the world about how I look. I'm there to do my thing, and that's all I need to care about. I sincerely hope those of you who struggle with gym anxiety will get to a better place because I KNOW you will. I'm not necessarily pushing for anyone to take up medication, but I just want y'all to know the grass is greener if you step to the other side. Take care and enjoy your weekend. &#x200B; **TL;DR:** I've been taking medication for my SA/GAD for less than a year and now see a real difference in my mental and physical behaviors when I go to the gym.",5.924582043343651,5.9963756377709005,6.785510835913314,76.69269349845203,66.61609907120743,9.895975232198143,31.551083591331267,9.682069395223575,2.811269969040248,1293,47,251,25,19,431,180,323,0.094,0.816,0.09,-0.2753,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,0,2,13,19,2,3,21,0,18,7,1,3,1,43,45,25,0,8,6,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,17,3,1,5,7,1,6,2,8,0,0,9,8,31,12,44,31,5,36,0,2,5,0,14,20,0,4,11,156,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075525514810145,0.0,0.1094139361559898,0.1227041621106488,0.13734242222490814,0.0,0.07725094042946135,0.0,0.0,0.07060895031020356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155767942388456,0.0,0.08592822967420352,0.0,0.0,0.0893103575581321,0.0,0.11216821811391033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088735846321028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806258962738226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055046790892282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649261203734237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051059524664377985,0.07214154867761692,0.0,0.11062082617889428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275891812669081,0.0,0.17217116383954226,0.08469889610099578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029789411407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099411366151636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493346959909966,0.10121047566772202,0.0,0.08936587704563141,0.2543982977274137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555159375185232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216821811391033,0.3051861714326173,0.10176608742984028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487686069583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496865670297908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680134832919781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110093581784564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151478410811704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493960417704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439290123252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220116243103128,0.0,0.08046956609698683,0.0,0.3160386941855972,0.0,0.0,0.16706667935489453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556829394432077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777765107089945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708794227501583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888340623659592,0.0,0.09571911216534014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721601053873779,0.0,0.0,0.17868536939582355,0.0,0.0,0.2459377006512611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734302785274088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227041621106488,0.06502908608815411 socialanxiety,DudeWhereIsMyPie,2019/02/08,"DAE get more anxious when your around family? It’s so weird like my anxiety seems so much worse when my families around? For example, I can talk on the phone if I’m completely alone but if any of my family is around I’ll literally have a mini panic attack and dissociate...? I’m also way better at talking one on one lol I shake like crazy if I’m talking with more than one person at a time? Lol idk.",1.5760542168674725,3.591665566265064,4.094804216867471,84.1838930722892,80.08433734939759,8.005421686746987,21.218373493975907,8.841846274778883,1.5309048192771089,314,9,66,8,8,110,58,83,0.246,0.5870000000000001,0.16699999999999998,-0.6067,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,1,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,6,3,11,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,5,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577259928425886,0.0,0.12799892877682725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884544224498223,0.0,0.12244450969586235,0.18082083456298467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274586799012888,0.0,0.18208994097317874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155896201617146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781855967506468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526674488655933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362409345690146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639324590819426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766160173369936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253798648105325,0.0,0.0,0.18779446274604814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975713136419712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571147942849696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859474937497634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333154736731984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704718982644495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311354584131754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moneyshotmingus,2019/02/08,"2-3 years ago I ran into a former classmate that told me he recognised me by the way I walked. Today Im finally able to not think about it every time I take a step. We werent even close at all and that remark stuck with me and probably even made me start walking in a funny way. That 10 minute conversation in the middle of the night(or just that one sentence tbh) stuck with me for so long and I only think it went away because I got bigger problems to worry about but its some sort of progress I guess.",6.878285714285713,5.0217145428571435,6.984761904761907,82.38857142857145,65.47619047619048,9.542857142857144,31.47619047619048,7.554174236665415,1.869533333333334,397,11,86,3,5,128,76,105,0.069,0.867,0.064,0.1432,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,19,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,7,0,12,0,15,5,2,23,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,8,52,19,0,0.19969871100475314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770208581749746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876235126685465,0.0,0.0,0.12173448069207506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637982304304804,0.0,0.1682547769562855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876017670982906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597173020149318,0.0,0.21999064440348834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157088763559932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672707508725094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895974886552733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740371231627684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532101482008335,0.15187986848767526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530898638006665,0.1910846965315262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141347775492789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501485778643453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559177410626213,0.0,0.0,0.11644592432136484,0.0,0.18929102787511887,0.19082067626529267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31702308317139216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512270579717854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028037346314389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859942250763504 socialanxiety,mr_shooty_shoot,2019/02/08,"I have to make a phone call to replace a £500 computer and I've put it off for 3 days now The phones stay open until 8:00pm and somehow I always find an excuse. I started by emailing the company wanting it to be sorted through that but no they need me to call in and arrange stuff. This is going to be hard but I hope by writing something about it will relive my anxiety about making a phone call. A PHONE CALL not more than 30 minutes to get a working computer I figured when I was an adult this would go away it didn't and now it's worse and now my biggest fear of making a phone call so i don't lose money is here and has been hanging on me for the past week I think I'll call in 10/20 minutes I just need to calm down a bit",0.8141509433962284,2.560614691823901,2.6446289308176105,94.98166037735851,81.32704402515724,5.2462893081761015,22.549685534591195,6.079149491110277,0.21926968553459106,572,19,132,4,15,190,100,159,0.097,0.8290000000000001,0.073,-0.564,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,1,12,0,12,0,0,3,0,25,24,11,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,3,1,14,2,23,17,2,22,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,3,9,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470123960636196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626015682522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822210407322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737455699582105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7709234065436318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115040505439244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159454366834928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500699898885555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657413580284068,0.0,0.14302499654450715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271960996190045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497829751957272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077239007042072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519789492239545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866037698205846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011966083061977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649462885502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687063623060252,0.0,0.0,0.08906363166938668,0.13411880582169194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440460703210032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062724492196051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421821915605283,0.0,0.10093381405233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160626321446448,0.0,0.1282322542840315,0.08938653363596975,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mwute2,2019/02/08,"Kanye though process. I swear, sometimes when conversing with people, my brain adopts the ""Kanye thought process"". You know what you're trying to say in your head, but when everything comes out, you sound fucking insane.",7.140990990990992,9.76924832432433,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,65.75675675675676,7.095495495495496,31.25225225225225,7.793537801064563,2.035511711711712,176,7,30,2,3,46,32,37,0.132,0.8320000000000001,0.035,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689742960318567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847173146461804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297053820857132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055642786152035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392131651312441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164744549335368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291438496872281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262846094377988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268968657163073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247383289005663,0.2623992791833325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440422219053704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,proudretard,2019/02/08,do any of you guys turn into an asshole when communicating with people irl? when I communicate to strangers or people that I don't know very well I turn into a different person. I become a sarcastic asshole. does anyone else have this problem?,3.5846666666666667,6.521738133333336,5.22666666666667,73.62000000000003,78.77777777777777,7.1555555555555586,26.777777777777786,8.238735603445708,2.402911111111112,196,8,31,4,5,66,35,45,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.7591,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551364635934104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018405008627888,0.24938196841304264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688052954864294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429090096334883,0.0,0.0,0.2129923580686258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332123691721848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409945115591565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337608597470111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374721649033593,0.21251888861589946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328915003968401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294771780173972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082236139053333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883697239315192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlueWashout,2019/02/08,"Everyone on earth with you right now is going to be dead in 100 years. ...give or take. I have a lot of issues with taking what other people think of me too seriously. I fear their negative opinions, their judgments, their disappointments. But last night I was thinking about it and I came up with a strangely comforting thought - every one of these people is going to be dead in about 100 years. Suckers. But really, what I mean is, while I’m going to be dead too, we’re all in this together. They are not going to outlive me, telling tales of the time that person walked in on me in the bathroom for years to come. Nope, they’ll be worm food, and someday everyone will forget me. I feel like most people find this to be a scary thought, but it’s comforting to me because I feel less pressure to make a good impression on every person I meet. There is no way they will actually remember my embarrassments for years to come. Eventually they will forget, or decide that they only have 100 years, so why waste their time worrying about me. And on that note- why waste my 100 years worrying about them and their opinion of me? That’s not much time. Why wait, tiptoeing around people, trying to make people like you when it’s putting your real life happiness on hold. So shut up that voice in your head that says you have no confidence compared to others, and remember that everyone really has it the same in the end.",5.062981161390558,6.2951210701107065,5.430196154593123,81.53501650805984,68.92619926199262,8.952495630219461,27.54729073606525,9.276330184999452,2.22138671586716,1114,36,214,22,19,355,137,271,0.17,0.7440000000000001,0.086,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,3,35.0,0,5,11,0,12,13,1,3,8,0,19,3,1,2,1,43,40,14,3,0,7,0,2,2,0,4,1,2,0,2,18,12,1,2,11,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,4,4,33,7,40,27,6,42,0,1,0,0,22,17,0,6,17,148,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.09528069892670052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691860746502914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951927813661208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167197272546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821315146538146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647837407248024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645286168806358,0.2798921597302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987000496146558,0.09873751182515067,0.06975267653255639,0.0,0.0,0.08923945246862869,0.0,0.118064375347547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366336022950444,0.22195992405985898,0.08189420397389392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393757061442807,0.0,0.0,0.10020485687037034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101908806863587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958808123922666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896467593346517,0.09540208532727792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300841912485349,0.0,0.0,0.13034837682383188,0.0,0.0,0.10635651202511892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177523622044366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162674054034267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616210192063914,0.07425817307042162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33844981594022794,0.17050764173447125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815325604955792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113353092500523,0.12509893115381593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212098626534958,0.08338240198216956,0.0,0.07764573422700617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468233965745501,0.0,0.08534000099578018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512510115296555,0.0,0.15502748664416344,0.17080067992624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628985923057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775005773045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643095897199589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831245543659815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772544025123315 socialanxiety,sophiaanna98,2019/02/08,"How to know when to push yourself and when to listen to your body Hello! I found myself in a little bit of a dilemma today, and was wondering if anyone could shed some light; I had a 'networking evening' tonight for my field of study, to which I was terrified of going to but still decided to give it a go, because I know that it's important for gaining future opportunities and I've been wanting to try and combat my SA. However, right before it was about to start, I found myself in a bathroom stall experiencing a full-blown panic attack at the thought of having to ""mingle"" and ""sell myself"". Despite this, I told myself that it was just anxiety talking and that the only way to combat it was to face it head on. So, still rather shaky I walked to the venue, walked in, seem to have dissociated (?) out of sheer terror and only really came to my senses when I was on the tram home. Of course, I've been kicking myself ever since because I feel like I've passed up an incredibly important opportunity, and let my anxiety gain more traction and control over me. Should I have pushed through, despite my really negative reaction, and tried to face (and conquer) my fear? Or did I do the right thing in listening to my body in this case? Has anyone else been in a similar situation? How did you cope? Thank you so much in advance !! 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They approach me and tries starting a convo (like saying hi, hello etc), but my awkward self always kicks in and after I reply, convos end there and they leave. Here was my latest exchange with them: Person: *sits beside me* hi Me: *small nod, waves mah hand a lil, and replies with a 'hello' but I doubt they heard it bc it was in a very small voice* Person: *looks to the front, then leaves* Me: *dying inside* This has happened before too. Them appraoching me. But I feel like they might be misinterpreting or think that I don't like them or I hate them bc of my actions. I don't like that :( What should I do ",-0.029336384439361037,2.313179842105264,1.3492334096109853,97.16006864988562,95.97368421052632,3.1697940503432496,15.16132723112128,4.813696971540001,-1.0522629290617846,584,13,123,2,23,185,89,152,0.071,0.7829999999999999,0.145,0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,8,0,6,9,1,2,6,0,13,1,1,1,0,24,21,13,1,3,6,0,2,4,2,2,0,4,0,3,6,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,3,7,27,6,14,13,2,14,0,0,1,0,24,4,0,5,10,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443223693270363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759120573023224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001131417329655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362316776401214,0.0,0.19344001867577906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770036154358757,0.12391106150965188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680105038414436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533792158787847,0.0,0.0,0.17124368090478104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532231215732588,0.0,0.0,0.367312111135595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33895111272525513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565237229436193,0.0,0.0,0.1474590200592224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400058509799305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289565839046423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111502901080206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27586512311894035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809437639958872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939233229177115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122767164856139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941067989683514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113827365556364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775959336488966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311250583201693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dotzwebacademy,2019/02/08,"Getting to know the Instagram Marketing techniques I hope the article helped you to understand more about Instagram marketing techniques and its relevance. 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We are one of the[ **best Digital marketing Institute in Kochi**](https://dotzwebacademy.com/)**.** ",9.920426356589145,14.734511081395357,8.472441860465112,47.08408914728682,71.90697674418605,13.564341085271318,43.21317829457364,11.038039088145766,8.234313178294576,507,31,51,23,12,155,60,86,0.026,0.802,0.172,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,3,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,11,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,0,35,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795879624960835,0.0,0.0,0.18630393508758672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750680412739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431341299903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916382389808643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672626576006589,0.2894564857794392,0.0,0.2721066375813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056265800261331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287213587056567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712882411498112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007286210009422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582064701858829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852046863263437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xxyyxyz,2019/02/08,"Out of body experiences Does anyone else feel like they almost have an out of body experience when they’re talking amongst a crowd or doing something that makes you really nervous? Sometimes I’ll feel myself “coming back” and having to center myself and be like yes, this is really happening... super weird experience. Just makes me feel more awkward, like they noticed how uncomfortable I was. 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And sometimes I have to restock the pool towels while guests are in there. Every now and then someone approaches me with typical customer service related questions. To my credit and despite being socially awkward, I can usually provide a good enough answer. That is, except when the customer is wearing a swimsuit. On numerous occasions, I've found myself awkwardly stuttering, blushing, and averting my eyes, when attractive females approach me wearing swimsuits. This is highly embarrassing and borderline inappropriate. It probably doesn't help that I'm still a virgin in my 30's. Is this normal?",7.635775862068964,10.69300481896552,7.549517241379312,61.59720689655174,65.46551724137932,9.812413793103447,43.49655172413792,10.125756701596842,5.81495103448276,573,37,67,15,10,183,85,116,0.104,0.812,0.084,-0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,4,7,0,9,5,4,0,0,14,11,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,3,10,9,1,16,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,8,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227455154905969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640067471152584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527543486074932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801499347804189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430691763300008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126077122760022,0.26995688216862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611541038719374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503423402780515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27547946341183793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622600630903505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604569283686093,0.21649001807051105,0.0,0.252702683297966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404799981524135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814045587366949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860119381217488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UnablePitch,2019/02/09,"Hate my own skin I'm a 21 year old community college student and I live at home with my parents. I started college at a big 4 year party school but left after one year and now here i am. Friendless in this area, i hate my job, i see exes and people from my child hood i don't want to every fucking day because i live where i grew up now. all i wanna do these days is listen to my music, raise my dog, study my major and smoke weed. i may not be sounding like such a bad case but i hate every day of my life. it sucks being me. I've been through so many phases in my life that whenever people see me their shocked cuz I'm like a totally different person than i was before. bc of this i have behaved, spoken and dressed like a person i now hate. most people can just see this as childhood and move on but i beat myself up so so hard for every little detail in the past. i have been more suicidal these days but i dk if i could ever go through with it. i just want the 24/7 pain to stop so much. i.e. been on over 25 different anti depressants/anxieties in my life starting from age 13. i finally put my foot down and told my doctors that meds and therapy are not working and i am going to start getting ketamine infusions to hopefully manage. i am going to a different college next year and living with friends i know so this does sound like a fresh start, but right now all i do is walk to class, come home, walk dog, browse online shopping. i work as a coach but basically a babysitter for local rec sports and i hate it so much. i used to love it but now that i am 21 i find it so frustrating dealing with kids and i cannot go to work sober anymore i have to be high to get through it. its just pain every second and i don't really know how to move on. no will to go out and make friends cuz this is the first time in my life i haven't had many friends and its most likely I'm just sitting waiting for things to happen when i need to make them happen, but again just 0 motivation. 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I have this deep fear about the people that used to bully me when I was a bit younger. I am writing this at 4 in the morning because I am scared af, even if I am 1300km away from them. Whenever I come back to my country to see my family, I refuse to visit or go out in my little town because I can’t stand the idea of casually meet them. (they never left the hometown for college and they always hang out there ) I just can’t get over it. I was scared all my life and still I am now. I just hope the trauma could become easier one day. 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Mine is every time I’m hungry or less sleep stress and when I’m just super tired. 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A lot of the time I don't feel nervous until AFTER the fact. Usually it starts with someone striking a conversation with me. Words just flutter from their mouth and sometimes I'm just so distracted by **literally nothing** and it's like their words are just sounds without meanings. Then when they're done, I feel like I don't have time to formulate a response. If I take too long they may think I'm slow or something. So I end up blurting something out that doesn't continue the conversation and/or is totally stupid. That's when I start to feel nervous and overthinking about how they think about me. &#x200B; This is really repressing. As much as I want to express myself, to be witty like others even if just in minor ways, I just can't bring myself to do it no matter how hard I try. Recently I began motivating myself with the philosophy of Fake It Til You Make It. Hopefully I get better at this and move on from being trapped in this prison of a closed mouth.",2.595998125585755,5.333213773195876,3.6635238987816297,84.50310215557641,81.37113402061857,6.8262417994376765,25.313027179006557,8.00094639256281,1.8231628865979368,808,32,149,16,22,260,117,194,0.126,0.7609999999999999,0.113,-0.6882,0,1,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,2,15,11,1,4,8,0,14,2,2,4,2,39,31,19,0,4,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,5,21,5,28,26,3,27,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,7,20,109,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717082641795573,0.19256521996967824,0.0,0.0,0.1212334127936867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401588043382255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217557715542932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238604237111662,0.0,0.1403623580922087,0.0,0.0,0.10467165002560497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403900999627919,0.11321501203464847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279696873906428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196302452806456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574020449702035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226954380919895,0.0,0.0,0.14024593359398185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473030193774854,0.0,0.0,0.10578370454300164,0.0,0.0,0.17262640499919715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684345003153092,0.1164978125060838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206162806502674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015235378780802,0.0,0.15647555257292922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154593363418662,0.1342758755189929,0.3660068158123279,0.15673643684939564,0.0,0.2243397139417581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915394101326855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308955207271134,0.0,0.0,0.18481681272211686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759454093582116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453850221906622,0.0,0.09347302452555753,0.12579056788062545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527648390123419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256521996967824,0.0 socialanxiety,joebos617,2019/02/09,"SA's crippled me my entire life. It got better the past couple of years. But what the hell do I do about dating? I met a good friend in grad school. It's an incredible accomplishment for me because the only other real friend I've ever had is my childhood best friend across the street. She sees me as one of her close friends, and I'm content with that. I was thinking about dating earlier. Thanks in part to SA and high functioning autism, I'm 28 and never had a girlfriend. It's my worst insecurity. I'm stuck living with mom and dad for now. A lot of people my age are getting married and buying a house together. Meeting people, doing fun things, etc... that part of life left me in the dust years ago. I already established I'm too ugly for dating apps, but how else is a busy late 20-something guy with a full time job supposed to meet people? I know I am whining and feeling sorry for myself, but this time of year is particularly cruel and in your face about it. When people say the past doesn't matter, I feel like I'm being lied to by someone trying to make me feel better. I know my inexperience with relationships is completely disqualifying for a lot of people. Society leads me to believe I'm a broken person who is this way because it's my fault. With all the other major life problems, I at least have some vague idea of a solution in mind. This one though... I have no fucking clue how to begin to solve it. That's the worst part. 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socialanxiety,Brendaniscool35,2019/02/09,This might not help anyone but This probably won’t help anyone and I don’t know much about SA but I recommend watching the YouTube videos by Mat Best called “I choose 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socialanxiety,Going_Bush,2019/02/09,"I relate so much Let me share my experience... *spends an hour drafting and redrafting post* To self: Nobody wants to hear about your baggage *delete*",2.365000000000002,4.968663961538464,2.3226153846153856,87.67238461538462,101.69230769230772,5.156923076923079,20.584615384615386,6.742157984588678,0.9629015384615388,117,4,20,2,5,35,25,26,0.0,0.916,0.084,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661700918996626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219011753724548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686431943661325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38278147008664304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751782689642927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585081155048401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39051158617856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079165720349075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xLucidus,2019/02/09,"I was told that I have SA I went for the psychological counseling center at my university for the first time last week. I’ve never been to therapy before, and the decision to go to counseling came as I felt helpless. I’ve always enjoyed doing my own research on anything, so I tried to figure out why I am who I am by reading a lot about psychology and trying to change what I don’t like in me or what doesn’t seem to be normal. I did that for the past 3 years, however, I don’t see improvements. The counselor told me that I have Anxiety, Social anxiety and depression. What should I do? I told him that I might start looking for a therapist outside campus, but I honestly have no idea what to do now. 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But now I'm 18 and no longer in high school so I don't really know where to start. I also don't have a job just yet but I hope I get one soon. I hate being a home body tbh. So, does anyone have any tips on how I can get out there more? 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I hate it when people pitty you and treat you too nicely. I had a girl friend who told me this. We were (and still are) 17. She was way more social than me and had drank and partied a few times and I never have. She asked me if I ever drank and I said no, she said “aw your so good”. I’m sure she thought it was so cute and nice and that it musTVE BEEN A CHOICE that I live this life but ...no, it’s not. I’ve always been the quiet and cooperative kid that parents, teachers, and coaches love. But when your relationships with your closest friends start falling through your fingertips and you feel so distanced from everyone around you it’s really not a fun life to live. And exactly that happened to the girlfriend I mentioned. I get really frustrated with myself sometimes.",1.6527564102564083,4.191609019230775,2.691282051282055,91.203717948718,83.80769230769229,5.51794871794872,21.48717948717949,6.937597516519254,0.5880410256410262,621,20,126,8,18,197,95,156,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.8722,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,8,0,0,10,12,2,0,6,1,10,5,0,0,4,28,24,20,0,2,5,1,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,12,16,2,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,13,4,25,10,8,10,2,11,0,0,0,1,28,2,0,1,7,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479375973897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827301356020496,0.16621198135512702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608234893331291,0.0,0.16988834682766046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989722686417022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747240791457885,0.0,0.09288923982584993,0.0,0.0,0.14912390837919595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157221314979993,0.0,0.0,0.17553327900138255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511601924497954,0.0,0.0,0.3139880584328745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604646670158412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371245316746754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419889487183346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741752389286488,0.0,0.0,0.12325892894524093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779684815867884,0.0,0.0,0.19088260121381945,0.0,0.0,0.3382427510952276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123705735566265,0.0,0.0,0.17584132237782735,0.0,0.1258424421096388,0.0,0.14198531510548273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675673211923384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411473803564344,0.10367223282592314,0.0,0.0,0.16988834682766046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112340591256922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Matt321089,2019/02/09,"Anyone else not comfortable with people of their own race or ethnicity? I’m Mexican, and I find it hard to relate to most of my Mexican and Hispanic peers. I usually don’t have much in common with them, can’t relate to them and they don’t understand me. Me not knowing Spanish definitely makes it worse, and I often feel I'll be judged for “not being Mexican enough”.",4.871666666666666,5.990586166666668,6.5787777777777805,73.54400000000003,69.27777777777777,10.76,29.677777777777766,10.793553405168565,3.4804577777777777,292,11,54,9,5,101,50,72,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,11,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,10,1,9,9,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178526369223546,0.3192339081842602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027155648414113,0.0,0.0,0.3219286676302377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575360069689256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28476364749592553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279099946605678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712273036052104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079712403131137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290352248989912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159990932605617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32434887948366337,0.0,0.0,0.3431434826914822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175101061465339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ISpeakWhaleDoYou,2019/02/09,"Well, I have crippling social anxiety I was bullied severely at my all girls school. Like, beyond severely. Imagine people acting like they can't hear you speak and refusing to eat lunch with you (in a much worse way I won't post here bc I'm afraid of someone finding it). Imagine girls you thought were your friends. taking a freaking Google Poll to decide whether or not to include you in something. Imagine girls laughing every. single. time. you. speak. Imagine also being bullied in college. That's me. I'm afraid to eat alone. I'm afraid when I'm eating with others that my manners are wrong. I get anxious about leaving my dorm room. I mean, I do manage to force myself to be out of my dorm most of the time, but it's hard. A lot of people think I'm super confident, but I'm not. Most of the time when I introduce myself to others and talk, it's a positive experience, but yet the social anxiety from my trauma continues. What can I do or tell myself to help heal my social anxiety? Therapy isn't an option for me at this point. 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WARNING: don't read this. It's very long. I'm 17 and my fear of approaching strangers (customer service people in particular) makes my life so difficult. I only have coffee with my mum and she just orders it cos I'm too scared to. When I go to the shop at college I can't buy certain things because I don't want to inconvenience the cashier by never having the correct change (like my mum always gives me a £5 note for college but if I want to buy something that's just £1 then I can't buy it cos the cashier will look at me like I'm stupid for giving them a fiver to buy a £1 item). Like I'll go to my friends 18th just for the alcohol but no matter how drunk I get, I'm still too scared to even dance to the music. Barely just drunk enough to have a conversation with some girl I've never met. Also, my anxiety has just gotten so much worse in the last few months after I joined college. IDK why, it doesn't make sense because now I actually have friends which should make me more confident, but it hasn't. Also, whenever someone complements me I can't take it, for example there's this really nice jumper that I can't wear to college anymore because every time I wear it to college, several people tell me it's a really nice jumper. TL;DR my anxiety is making the simplest things impossible. HOW CAN I MAKE MY LIFE EASYER? 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Im generally very quiet around people. I don’t say a lot even around the 2 friends I do have. It’s hard to have a conversation with anybody new. The moment somebody new tries to talk to me. I can start to feel my face and neck turn all red all over I get so overwhelmed over everything. It sucks cuz I know they can see it in my face no matter who it is. It makes me start to shake and you can tell. Making eye contact with someone is extremely uncomfortable for me. 99% of the time Im looking down at the ground. I tend to overthink what I’m saying and i get antsy and nervous to talk in a way which cause me to choke on my own words. Sometimes even my own breath. I often mix 2 words together and what comes out is complete gibberish. I just get so nervous around anybody that it cause me to just not speak. I enjoy being apart of groups but I don’t really have a conversation with anybody. Which in turns cause me to think that people talk about me badly because I don’t talk or they just want to talk badly. It’s not true most likely but I get paranoid easily and it works me up. All through school I had really bad Adhd. I was put on multiple different types of meds nothing was working. So I was ballsy. I felt confident I didn’t care what anybody thought about me. I didn’t have a filter and I said whatever I wanted. I had friends because of it. I don’t know what changed. I’m probably just really insecure. But it has really caused me to have no friends. Pity party!!",1.091662911221274,3.3946053406940098,2.7946516448850858,91.15808832807572,83.9211356466877,6.020333483551147,22.306354213609733,7.33818517376401,0.8561681658404687,1211,42,258,19,35,399,155,317,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.109,-0.8322,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,15,20,1,5,9,0,26,5,5,9,4,55,56,15,0,3,10,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,19,15,0,0,6,0,0,3,10,11,0,0,10,12,41,9,37,45,8,26,0,2,4,0,24,16,1,5,7,166,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481864135152982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292654361348414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846923191251064,0.1063341144783723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892418572575295,0.35838612158479705,0.0922646870549758,0.07513026478426385,0.09144602483761193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112385919412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521284304296887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838558130511998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409985392307228,0.0,0.08374260158843189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369206198592022,0.0,0.1822704459408808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812986448028678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846013838803485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884200123255009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586505614707884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261012809741231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324084221178392,0.0,0.0,0.07414930941897091,0.0,0.0,0.2328737790038713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687912424076646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467076692565188,0.0,0.16847065954912616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368766749558547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093144473549812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403535578334613,0.0,0.0,0.08767780702281859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349538641748487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296393801098881,0.13871791880777185,0.0,0.08826889708342525,0.06950115837262973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389921419430469,0.0,0.08626046543369782,0.0,0.12346617371730367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35051113305337017,0.07623205219862762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588553510166402,0.0,0.06924105528581072,0.05085730097558944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921504511530418,0.1897354708067688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719636782639722,0.10288643487305528,0.06922929441721419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699094563777746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,j34j3,2019/02/09,"apartment living I feel very exposed. I used to work full-time and have some kind of a social life. I would always be coming and going, up until a few months ago. Anxiety was there, only more tolerable. Now I'm isolated and more paranoid about what my neighbors may think of me. I leave the apartment at least once every two days for therapy, shopping, or just for a drive. A few weeks ago one neighbor asked me if I was okay, which I completely ignored. Every day I feel like someone is listening to and tracking my movements inside my apartment. When I'm making something to eat, when I shower, use the toilet, what I'm watching on tv, etc. I practically tip toe around my own apartment. When I leave I feel like someone is definitely noticing, and when I return. Taking notice of what I'm wearing or what I'm carrying with me, wondering at where I've been. Walking to and from my car is painful. I take out the trash in the middle of the night and sometimes let it pile up before I get the nerve to get rid of it. I wish I lived somewhere private where I'd be free to be my neurotic self without the worry of someone taking notice... &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.3769551697330895,5.865446493392072,5.212360715211194,81.4755973050013,70.85022026431719,7.279502461777664,30.53355791655869,7.724431198458867,2.1035148484063217,922,39,168,11,17,300,134,227,0.083,0.835,0.08199999999999999,0.4266,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,11,1,13,5,2,3,0,29,36,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,2,1,3,1,7,11,1,1,5,2,2,6,1,2,0,2,3,5,25,6,27,27,8,35,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,6,16,112,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590835303487436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786713865463835,0.3041858999698026,0.3411345692604893,0.0,0.0,0.07158943873641971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330719782959839,0.08748588341709941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963079413392311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061200412296568,0.0981182131116673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070439406462352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957570330050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436788715303467,0.0,0.0,0.15769256359312905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419525520032567,0.13370899954603205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778473416719936,0.0,0.053184409653988435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745052378843518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817817030506094,0.0,0.09569322008460188,0.06609924006841543,0.09143819289688276,0.0,0.16526800565435004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062466244752016974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746957012384968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781971114466762,0.0,0.0,0.3196287926033128,0.0,0.09966103086535602,0.06341311111941532,0.07117279596237369,0.09957710170037663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762570574096356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539435088496148,0.23787339668326116,0.07204345709076994,0.0925542990585418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110844749101191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701837280877753,0.0,0.0,0.059963118710757865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141533269013533,0.0,0.0,0.16164839440366774,0.0,0.07721437353611138,0.0,0.0,0.07506527452113801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761387719278763,0.09020903422197966,0.10148492847726928,0.06812830130924802,0.09503635319846274,0.0,0.06647747089392267,0.0,0.3411345692604893,0.0 socialanxiety,axgxp,2019/02/09,"I feel like I’m constantly trying to get my real personality across to people but always failing. Anybody else? I think I have an interesting personality, and interests that I could talk about with other people. But every time I attempt to my brain and my mouth just goes to mush. And then I feel pathetic for even trying, and then I start feeling bad about myself. Which only emphasises why I should try and get my personality across. And then I feel like I’m starting all over again you know. Has anyone experience this at all? Or knows how to get over the hurdle and start becoming a more confident, outgoing person that they know they can be if they just knocked down the barriers in their brain ....",5.9821289228159475,7.301723022900767,6.660712468193385,73.2336301950806,66.86259541984735,9.791687871077183,29.05937234944869,9.994966539143718,2.8638797285835453,560,19,100,13,9,184,83,131,0.098,0.757,0.145,0.595,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,6,3,3,1,2,29,22,15,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,19,4,16,19,3,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,11,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559551013411808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097138565873787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599534896711305,0.0,0.15343012984820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016921988243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012698795120513,0.0,0.11091913846502922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605278729593152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175768471333946,0.0,0.11704907004322535,0.0,0.0,0.13589387466247552,0.0,0.0,0.2809756541234517,0.19849400246486976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774543969415294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229046225177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574204390040773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056576085764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926241742655383,0.4852106892690284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812539717426966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949923795341876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166147518200416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901659180447934,0.0,0.0,0.08100743050927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829598834541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535688225257618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sdfghjkl1234,2019/02/09,"Anyone else feel terrible after doing something for a new friend? Anyone else feel like this? I recently brought a sick friend some food (I offered to do so). It was no big deal, I was only 5 minutes away. This is a newish friend/acquaintance that I also have business relationship with. &#x200B; But afterwards I feel absolutely terrible about it and almost wish I didn't do it. I feel embarrassed about the whole thing and want to hide, like so bad that I want to avoid them. Does anyone else ever feel this way? &#x200B; I feel that I 'offered too hard', considering that I have no idea if they would do the same for me, and that even a small act like this makes me seem 'weak' and easily used. When are ""little things"" for friends appropriate? How do you do them without seeming weak or a suckup? ",4.456030701754383,6.272476401315793,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,71.17105263157895,7.9614035087719275,26.48245614035088,8.59863814320734,1.832011403508772,631,21,121,11,12,198,92,152,0.145,0.688,0.166,0.3434,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,0,10,13,0,2,7,0,14,4,0,3,1,30,28,12,0,5,4,0,7,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,14,5,1,1,9,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,7,17,6,12,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,6,9,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834066678069597,0.0,0.0,0.08652270620183145,0.0,0.2344563170545121,0.2629351154564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269552904651959,0.3325726297456807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165182863040677,0.0,0.09033747437877622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154326771824524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468130232695132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711466224883942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146111948158602,0.09786767117242194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282368368403333,0.07729381833703881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308286195430788,0.0,0.3343616775444245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969205764434372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213786150939902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857437632847446,0.10843881595923358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222033805431591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449444361590572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228641572867255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682852668918424,0.11615987021295378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699151618382088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832930304415171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375857790310226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344488160058094,0.0,0.0,0.12763125396976335,0.08587936464911937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207947420436544,0.12441776548361845,0.10429515929648332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685791646375575,0.0,0.2629351154564747,0.0 socialanxiety,SethChalk,2019/02/09,"[Advice request] - How to deal with someone who answers messages sporadically Hello so I have a situation where this person actually does want to talk but they don't answer messages frequently. So inevitably I panic, send several follow-ups. Then think it was because I said something weird, then I reread the entire conversation 15 times trying to figure out what went wrong, etc. Eventually it consumes all my thinking. Then 2 days later they'll respond like it was 5 minutes with a nice thought out reply and nothing was wrong at all. I know I am completely being annoying and overreacting but I seriously need some sort of advice on how not to have a melt down every time this happens. FYI I do have obsessive tendencies and I'm seeing a therapist about it but gotta cope in the meantime",4.870923076923077,7.417887710344829,5.931034482758622,72.40625994694963,71.89655172413794,8.323607427055705,31.84350132625995,9.057496981413335,3.263923076923076,638,30,101,14,13,211,106,145,0.157,0.767,0.076,-0.9214,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,1,2,6,0,11,0,0,2,2,26,23,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,6,2,11,2,14,14,4,17,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,2,9,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1702880930146286,0.0,0.0,0.3410412941652289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637437052480203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829612890804652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253889994208384,0.17990317409617312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270726028220655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461507264091335,0.0,0.0,0.14702486826052566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431091996474036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590134880978804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525251894142256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939050006330027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743870006727704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473967273177365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523678010471017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599069311801395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905494034347332,0.0,0.0,0.1971367949308224,0.0,0.0,0.1961467682903067,0.0,0.0,0.14785438202516935,0.13433962320674456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025753192526375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260945461967686,0.0,0.22362676915282428,0.0,0.13853453722980358,0.20350621827838966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847492558033958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292538569443142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176444986720154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38157954752980333,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gabeoobla,2019/02/09,"I'm having troubles inviting my friends to a movie. So i'm in High School and last week i realized the last time i went out with friends was at least a 2 months ago, and my mom was wondering why i haven't had any friends over yet. I have friends but for some reason we just don't go out or anything and one of my biggest anxiety's is somebody thinking i don't have friends especially my parents. I have this good friend group at lunch, there are four of us all together and i just want to ask them if they want to see a movie this weekend but i'm scared they won't want to go. Got any advice?",3.8269488188976415,3.9566147165354337,4.445344488188977,91.4667568897638,71.1259842519685,7.9248031496063,30.04822834645669,7.6454224807358475,1.5213472440944882,467,18,111,5,8,149,80,127,0.046,0.742,0.212,0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,3,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,1,1,23,27,9,0,4,6,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,5,1,16,7,14,21,3,19,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,4,8,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838093486894645,0.12552988350569225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926010960622102,0.0,0.10833226586164288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653404348310036,0.0,0.13238746034001794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564512889354198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096194377339934,0.11877684957090072,0.1132595024251906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962012583691825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230864239330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585345677115804,0.1130327979673636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959594897537252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724260310061586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560001378291826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177762732877874,0.1433182077317824,0.11284588096567988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073881053857727,0.0,0.0,0.08257469467425757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703409718630286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505780620321336,0.0,0.1135920524023349,0.0,0.0,0.13127510471115533,0.12778218260037758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357142683053782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1230x,2019/02/09,"I went to social event and now I want to die I’m so sad I don’t know what to do, 3 weeks ago a friend of mine invited me to a big party from another school, and today was the day. But I became so sad cause I was just standing around doing nothing while everyone else’s was having fun, dancing, talking to girls and just enjoying themselves while I was just doing nothing and being weird, I saw my friend (i don’t have many friends either, he’s probably my only friend) with his girlfriend also, and in this situation I felt awful and just wanted to die. I left early listening to rap music crying in the way home, walked into the forest and now I’m at home writing this, completely frustrated, drunk ( it thought getting drunk would help me, didn’t work out) and wanting to die. 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Hi im at a party rn and i haven't really been able to talk to anyone. Been hovering around everyone. Music is too loud for people to hear me. Im just standing alone and drinking. Feeling like it wasn't even worth it to leave my room to go out. I haven't been out for like 3 months before this.,-0.31596825396825423,1.8985722285714284,2.2776190476190514,92.58626984126984,91.0,5.396825396825397,17.777777777777782,6.937597516519254,0.21215873015873046,256,7,56,4,9,88,48,70,0.119,0.6890000000000001,0.192,0.6449,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,4,2,12,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,33,7,0,0.22864859805240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681099077307435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987641610294648,0.0,0.0,0.2035457285844842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091202871543547,0.0,0.0,0.19456311617759992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239885786609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102024257732555,0.0,0.0,0.21848353395947628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122320259393814,0.16334660413478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994626748219051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577035876789949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939594443860287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210585108620555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234123110432117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825051295305594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851614834615366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647814679433646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837790820595626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lunajars,2019/02/09,Kids Birthday parties So my niece is having a birthday party soon and so is another little girl in my family. Even though I'm an adult I find birthday parties for children very nerve-wracking. I feel anxiety already knowing there's a possibility family members want me to go. I really hate having anxiety all the time and being worried about who's going to be at what Gathering and how I'm going to come off to people. There's a part of me that just wants to hide under the covers and not deal with any of it. And I low-key don't like dealing with children that much even though I love my nieces and nephews. Does anyone else get anxiety during situations like this?,3.7600416377515593,5.727899854961834,5.268285912560722,78.50299791811244,73.35114503816793,7.81707147814018,27.93962526023595,8.575989854853784,2.3010854961832057,535,21,95,10,11,180,89,131,0.135,0.763,0.102,-0.3408,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,18,20,11,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,15,18,3,11,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,4,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006031004977404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479767692890173,0.1615940594725275,0.3536730589033822,0.0,0.0,0.10775481956740383,0.15790027911598034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274906925620433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177539857026949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485960112763276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873617232125475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357172604453155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905557096007451,0.0,0.07792085625457014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085051201935025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051426452789892,0.0,0.2627467567884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214822390045848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469287985514969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057726369157906,0.1544551575401414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908709632802124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328597937681467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688227796732774,0.0,0.10683801513639764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737318780545364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872454401422204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322211717517916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281762784210536,0.0,0.08986071576851692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271539683405477,0.18179196503175213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565025900280978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CheeseyCrackers,2019/02/09,"What's your way of coping with awkward moments? So, I do a bit of private tutoring sometimes and today I was teaching through a WhatsApp call. When the lesson ended my student just gave me an awkward silence, so, like a pro socializer, my brain decided this the the moment to throw half assed compliments (note: I couldn't properly compliment someone to save my own life) so it went like this: Me: ""So... that's it for today..."" Student: ... Me: ""um..."" Student: ... Me: ""So... that's it for today... um... I already said that..."" Student: ... Me: ""Well, uh you... went well today... um... your reading was clearer"" Student: ... Me: ""I'll call you back tomorrow for the next lesson... today was good... uh... bye"" Student: ... Me: ""Well... bye bye"" (As I hang up I can hear a very faint ""bye""): I'd love to hear what kind of awkward ways you guys try to fill in awkward moments in with aswell. :)",0.7997253870873493,3.2935058466257665,2.5672042068361094,90.48182004089979,88.69325153374233,4.82255331580485,25.553315804849554,6.42735559955562,1.0536493718959976,635,29,125,7,21,209,90,163,0.052000000000000005,0.826,0.122,0.9304,0,0,0,0,0,0,99.0,0,5,0,2,11,15,0,4,9,0,6,5,2,0,0,9,13,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,4,8,1,7,3,21,11,17,5,2,23,0,0,0,2,18,3,1,0,19,77,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022841436473907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771143191151976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387310012510297,0.0,0.0,0.14185569486794095,0.2595118494926396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254912045082303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658295471139292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582242693986725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286441419250082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232716276188236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975554526478544,0.12416307438620584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468850651257564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351437688906899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710756813345775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087569395568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953510463959625,0.1076686933223141,0.0,0.12567862459539747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022525833611926,0.0,0.0,0.08627434813884716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484868194913023,0.0,0.2017295515464813,0.0,0.0,0.3427621499660613,0.2355962225081658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goldensurrender,2019/02/09,"Not even sure anymore if I have such of a problem... I met my fiancé last year, and ever since meeting him and being so incredibly welcomed from the very first meeting by ALL of his friends and ALL of his family, and feeling NO social anxiety with them, EVER, I'm just not so sure anymore if I even have a social anxiety problem. I am really now noticing the difference that I feel around my family members and most of my old friends/aquaintances (massive anxiety) vs. his family members and friends. I am really starting to think that I am a sensitive, good-hearted, genuine/authentic person, who was raised in a family up uptight, judgmental, competitive (silent/passive aggressive type competitive) WASPS, and then sent to an uptight WASPy prep school, and subsequent WASPy college, and just really thought there was something wrong with me, so much so that it created a social anxiety problem around JUDGEMENTAL people. I can feel it. I can sense when people are not authentic and are judgmental, and my body reacts to this, with what I thought was the feeling of social anxiety. I have not been consciously aware of this until now. I don't think I have a problem. I have a gift. Hallelujah. Anyone else relate?",8.49212328767123,8.540604936073063,8.500102739726028,66.62631849315069,61.28310502283105,12.231506849315071,40.624429223744286,11.698219412168324,5.1794593607305925,967,49,153,27,12,315,115,219,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.103,-0.6829999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,17,13,1,2,11,0,18,1,1,1,6,48,30,20,0,6,9,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,2,9,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,8,4,24,5,19,21,4,17,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,3,12,120,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665205860769951,0.0,0.19006077642719726,0.06700147261924455,0.09818169869555217,0.0,0.17060506975257572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643743833736856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001143457896383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004758543067657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658000341314715,0.1733542692993226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613325232102847,0.0,0.1938033820767673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150675522848676,0.0,0.0,0.1480647889084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037154982561796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355038254493567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810830469617773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704407234482164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909479988463763,0.10054982373170604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286281531710145,0.08366870155841062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667576010603299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415946105719985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697770664271932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926554277615068,0.0,0.0,0.3907167762387092,0.0,0.07376901001596654,0.0,0.0,0.06782381320420977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062355595065935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279865746001818,0.0,0.15214506964538804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906377795814779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476709995045168,0.0,0.06170668890910176 socialanxiety,curethevoid679,2019/02/09,"Can I stop being a loner in college? So right now I’m your typical lonely socially awkward loser in high school. I don’t have any siblings, any friends and never have had a girlfriend at all. I don’t really get bullied (thankfully) since people consider me that smart quiet kid that people respect and that they expect that I get into a Harvard type college since I have a 4.75 GPA right now, despite all of this I’m still not happy with my life and I’m actually feeling pretty lonely, and get some episodes of depression. People don’t even turn to look at me nor do they seem to really want to speak to me when I try to speak with them. I wasn’t too introverted like I am now, and to put things into perspective, I was born and raised in Los Angeles where I was normal and had your usual amount of friends, around 3 years ago, My parents decided to move to a small rural town in the south, I never have really fit in here and being a minority I was pretty intimidated when I realized the level of diversity here, I also wasn’t too excited about everyone knowing each other since elementary school and everyone from every school in the area knowing each other too. The question is how can I change how I am in college? I envy all the people with social lives and it seems real nice to have a group of friends to hang out with and I really don’t want to be a 20 year old virgin or never having a girlfriend lmao. What’s worse is it seems to be a lost cause having a social life here since everyone already has established their own cliques and have their own friends so I have to wait 2 more years till college since I’m just a sophomore for a whole new clean slate...",7.703096846846847,6.155731267267273,8.189337462462465,73.41842060810814,63.65465465465466,11.207882882882883,34.326013513513516,10.125756701596842,3.2480932432432432,1324,45,255,24,16,442,168,333,0.123,0.76,0.117,-0.4807,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,5,2,22,17,0,1,18,0,32,3,0,3,6,51,52,22,0,4,3,1,1,1,6,0,2,3,1,1,11,22,0,2,9,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,8,5,31,11,39,40,11,45,1,5,1,1,22,23,0,6,20,179,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.08533864523359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751920311460793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650331748568093,0.06993378261345028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893808126624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784909525446249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983530242294731,0.09251056963801753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753206098569164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775994088166015,0.0,0.07368044853214496,0.2506868441557569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421737869165363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270254802445897,0.0,0.13706714334910594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309221662962733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239579135162126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612053360417827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353712933326888,0.042723682792006216,0.0,0.07722000649342071,0.0,0.07343602682728534,0.0,0.09546207250821667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294557579119428,0.0,0.0,0.20234063573961195,0.0844598143648159,0.0,0.0,0.08568249289662352,0.0,0.0,0.09176412889559887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710294431583363,0.0,0.0,0.2425074467106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793630288825465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791146571017053,0.09796408280422622,0.0,0.0,0.09953731528000367,0.22409099482048625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936374946106884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551239302339885,0.0,0.2388337548762725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616979729222883,0.0,0.0,0.26743297466221305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983773210445014,0.07311216719649659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805122673736794,0.0,0.0,0.05809793508100827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937285140840098,0.0951205550310541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631388792744416,0.0,0.10316062409077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763487068033844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911908377033928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689449173939201 socialanxiety,dflkgjfdgj1010,2019/02/09,"Getting a haircut My SA is horrible when I have to get a haircut. I just started going to a new hairdresser, and got a haircut I am happy with so and I am going back there but not looking forward to it. The whole time I am there I am shaking, sweating, my nose is running so I keep having to grab a tissue, and am dying inside. I kind of wish people were more direct like how kids are. I kept thinking the hairdresser was muttering she hated me, and thought the hairdresser's assistant said I was gross. But I was so nervous the whole time that I'm not sure if I just imagined these things. Does anyone else feel like dying when they have to get a haircut, or what are your experiences? 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Ok it is like the worst thing ever to think you recognize someone but it’s not someone you really know so you’re not sure if it’s them, so you want to go over and say hi but don’t want to do the whole “oops wait thought you were someone else” thing so you just keep awkwardly glancing over hoping they’ll notice you but it never happens",0.7706493506493537,3.2652024935064965,2.1246883116883133,93.54417532467535,89.0,5.157922077922079,19.388311688311685,6.742157984588678,0.2581542857142858,300,9,63,4,10,96,49,77,0.1,0.77,0.13,0.1145,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,2,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,21,17,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,10,4,5,14,2,5,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,2,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311978675136735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745758521053854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177774712541884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325885212405826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583294108213265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842016242663128,0.0,0.0,0.22778389376521715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012454514914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598338258139354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594051450893255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367193045943008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327612255257825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480305207647009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267733029710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953182680040492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753578944321552,0.2655779968684169,0.0,0.16452290141276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446731366901814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313725296450517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Superstarella61,2019/02/09,"being the quiet/boring friend, ""just there"" I've always been quiet and shy. Part of it is definitely pretty bad social anxiety but I think I'm just also naturally a soft-spoken and calm person. I do have a handful of close friends who seem to care about me and like to be around me. Some of my friends have said that I'm a calming presence to the group, and have admired by listening skills and empathy. So it's not all bad I guess. But I still feel like the friend who is ""just there"", and who is no one's first choice. Last night my friends were pregaming and going to a party (I'm a junior in college). This is always a bit tough for me because I can't drink a lot for physical reasons, and since I'm already quiet I just feel like a wallflower when my friends start getting really crazy and loud/fun. I also don't always enjoy the parties when I go, and often feel anxious and leave early. Anyway, I had a bit to drink but not enough to really be uninhibited, like my friends were. One of my friends was telling me that he really loves spending time with me one on one (which was of course nice to hear) because something in me comes out one on one that isn't there in a group setting. Like even when it's just a group of three I'm too quiet. He said that sometimes in a group it's more like I'm ""just there"", which has always been my fear and how I feel. I know he didn't mean to hurt me and that he was trying to say how great my ""real"" personality is but it's just tough to know that the majority of the time, I'm not that fun person. He also told me that one of my other friends, who has been pulling away from me a bit recently, is doing so because he just doesn't understand quiet people and depression. He likes being around fun people, and when I get sad or down about myself he doesn't understand because he sees it as a choice. I know that that's kind of his problem, and every time it comes up my friends are just like ""he's just weird, don't worry about it"", but it's still hurts! Especially because he still likes all of them, and they like him. &#x200B; I want to be able to dance at a party like a normal person, but I can't. I want to be a friend who people want to be around not just because they're used to me being there and they care about me as a person, but because I'm fun to be around. 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I realized I have developed social anxiety throughout university and I don’t know why. I was always a shy girl but never to the point of being scared of people and not being able to have a conversation. I worked so hard in school to get this interview so I’m really scared I blow it. I tend to shake and sweat when I get anxious and I can see the other person can see it. Any advice on how to approach this? I am so scared I ruin this. 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I've been avoiding the idea of trying it due to my mom and some fears and maybe prejudice i have towards medication. Therapy alone does help me but I'm having a backlash atm in the form of erytrophobia. I'm dealing with it and I'm trying to just let myself blush in front of others but I'm still scared to let them see it. The looks on their faces. Confused. Guys will think I'm into them even tho I didn't even look at their face and therefor don't even know what they look like. But rn, every time I go out at him I'm like a 5/10. I'm ok, cause I'm used to going out now. I'm not that scared like I used to so I'm just fine. I can talk to people and all now, I can go to stores if I wanted to. I run 2x a week outside. But I'm feeling so nauseous, I can't eat properly without feeling like I'm going to vomit. My heart races at certain situations. Every time (and I feel embarrassed by this), I see a good looking dude it's like my heart skips a beat. And tbh I don't care about dating them. And when it's a women I just feel like she's going to think I'm weak and a pussy. Idk what happened, I was doing progress, and out of nowhere I have like social anxiety 2.0 - I'm scared it's going to mess up my brains - will It make me lack empathy? - when I get off of them, will my anxiety come back? - taking medication feel like I've failed. I should be confronting my fears and not avoid. Sometimes I avoid bc It's tiring. The anxiety I feel everyday makes me wanna stay in beds ",0.3091515151515161,2.388404551515155,2.466818181818184,93.7035606060606,85.30303030303031,5.484848484848484,19.166666666666664,6.816661863887847,0.09930303030303024,1202,33,276,15,36,405,166,330,0.161,0.687,0.153,-0.4161,0,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,7,3,17,29,2,10,11,1,20,12,5,6,2,56,67,21,0,5,11,1,7,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,15,17,1,3,11,0,2,10,7,15,0,0,6,13,38,14,35,54,4,37,0,1,6,0,18,14,0,3,21,157,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862177935864063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104898231059525,0.0,0.0,0.05820756797604481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401106765357031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293011374000207,0.0,0.0,0.08487488764758706,0.08551661608062074,0.0,0.07170909388098158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582301374872231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284917214258485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851814831330616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649496764410479,0.0,0.14027676113576235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873498815485208,0.2525501999111436,0.17841296663247738,0.07992925482674831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349262097383366,0.0,0.2838638636795226,0.06982283025927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242666928141411,0.0736141998174651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729392063516585,0.11159613410122876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397464842108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045749847487535404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024943561390016,0.0,0.3660282998220152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796228361589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113475860200367,0.0,0.08363183799161622,0.0,0.0,0.2515848874819752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974967580120348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771232371269981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250031430618904,0.0,0.13267263478682034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357203882766027,0.0,0.08485885616849663,0.0,0.0,0.08233246391137171,0.0,0.0,0.08872920429397779,0.06648039649490799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625906633171652,0.06691001507482477,0.0,0.0,0.09519910373433084,0.0,0.0,0.10668140448331002,0.0,0.0,0.09708287281201584,0.09567907903305252,0.0,0.0,0.0924894154312698,0.11303719590322253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379570407802553,0.0,0.0,0.04910067226953744,0.0,0.06677495338816923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024621362928888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GodlyCode,2019/02/09,"My progress from daily social exposure and psychologist So, I am a 21 year old guy with a very minimal social life. I have had social anxiety for around 10 years. Around Christmas I was feeling really bad with my anxiety messing up basic interactions with my family. So I decided to do something about it. Ever since Christmas I have done something almost every day to push myself beyond my comfort zone. Things like: \- Asking about the time at the grocery store. \- Asking for help in a store. \- Driving with my friends. \- Doing presentations One of those things I did was going to a session with a psychologist that specialized in treatment of anxiety by use of CBT and hypnosis. I am currently two sessions in, and I am starting to feel somewhat better and notice being less anxious in social situation. I believe it to be because of a mixture of the daily exposure together with the sessions. All though I am not at all at a state where social anxiety isn’t a big part of my daily life. I thought I would share this with you guys, since some of you might find this useful. If any one finds this interesting I will keep you updated, I plan on increasing the challenge of my daily exposure as I get more comfortable. Also I am studying software engineering, and can’t help but think of creating an app for planning exposure plans, and keeping track of the progress. I could also see sharing of exposure plans as something useful, but idk anyone will even use it :D",5.677666666666667,7.421568285185188,6.5446296296296325,72.18583333333336,68.0,9.548148148148153,34.24074074074074,9.888512548439397,3.7899407407407413,1167,56,189,28,20,386,153,270,0.039,0.8029999999999999,0.158,0.9849,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,8,14,12,0,0,15,0,23,2,0,4,3,41,39,16,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,10,15,0,2,7,0,2,4,3,2,0,3,6,3,28,10,44,26,8,29,0,0,1,0,18,14,0,5,11,148,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556322061694536,0.0,0.0,0.15263683908975206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489829411997387,0.0,0.29202655213555906,0.10781309223840008,0.0,0.06672957052162949,0.0,0.0,0.16991272860668624,0.1784355440255176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968328283885781,0.058175592360709086,0.0,0.0,0.10752127437241543,0.0,0.08440348959735358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619616787443104,0.0,0.0,0.0615469415748675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976619678229512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303316131860373,0.08632538574317923,0.0804071390562733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996654531139944,0.0,0.09650844933748086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444962949287973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373195981364196,0.0,0.049860250468433016,0.0,0.054237259198954176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898904152603616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793460299722306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965199089117122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481550852095214,0.04662416111316453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012402391076282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086520767060577,0.10014177735722048,0.0,0.1293369002973557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334556524838394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061137371381257334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604842675217965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578877424582798,0.10727165179573764,0.0,0.4864139856702944,0.0,0.2204089326877276,0.0,0.0,0.0675485739242722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680402570847313,0.06115016097859684,0.09376327821532993,0.0757638209843172,0.05564824844097528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093225009474213,0.0,0.0,0.32969683873172456,0.0,0.07874292520324852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779347262143062,0.0,0.0,0.1229125476873014 socialanxiety,thatlongdarkguy,2019/02/09,"How do you get the courage to do the things you need to? Time and money are running out for me. I need to move into my first place, get my first ""real"" job, get my driving licence and a car and generally just be more of an adult. I haven't even had a real relationship yet and I'm at a embarrassing age. Everything just feels insurmountable. I try hard at everything else - my hobbies, learning, eating healthy, working out etc. I hate the perception that I'm lazy. Every time I think about the things that I have to do it feels like staring up at a massive barbed wired fence I need to climb. It's going to be painful and I won't be any happier on the other side. 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Has anyone else done this to avoid random stranger conversation? Not looking forward to day when person knows sign language when I pull this.",5.00436781609195,8.104656103448278,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,74.17241379310346,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.2767839080459782,133,5,21,1,3,39,25,29,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989832616926977,0.4381199900089128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757623823354174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43757652649013656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571994352824778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349941614017637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35907078110946306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733580817795548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ekmul,2019/02/09,"Experience with exams Hi. What's your experience with exams? I'm diagnosed with social anxiety(obviously) and not receiving treatment anymore, as of now. I also have a depression, but that's unrelated. My exams always go really bad. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's a lack of confidence? It's certainly not lack of studying, it makes me even more anxious to go to an exam without having studied. I just don't get it. I can have everything prepared. I studied and prepared for an oral exam in social studies/religion/history(yes, they're combined) for around a week, wrote 10 pages of everything on the subject, wrote notes to it etc. And yet I still managed to get an E. I was so confident. I was more prepared for this exam than any other to be honest. And then my friend, who has not studied at all or even been to school that much, gets a grade higher than me. He even asked me on the day, what to bring to the exam.(We literally went to pick up a subject, as a group two weeks earlier, obviously that paper????) But his persona is way more extroverted. Pretty sure he has 0 anxiety. I'm not complaining, if that's what they gave him, that's fair. But I just don't see how I'm ever going to do good. I'm even more anxious about exams now, because I know, that even with a lot of studying and preparing, I just don't do good. I know some people get anxiety medication, to take around an hour before the exam. But I'm beginning to doubt my skill level in anything. I know I'm smart, and I do good in written exams. Just not oral ones, where I have to interact with other people, apparently. Can anyone relate, or am I just failing, without knowing why? lol",2.780925925925928,4.942741660493827,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,76.83950617283949,7.776790123456791,26.849382716049384,8.648137234880735,2.2320871604938266,1294,52,243,28,30,444,164,324,0.112,0.731,0.157,0.962,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,2,22,14,0,1,15,1,20,2,0,3,6,53,49,19,0,3,20,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,18,13,0,0,4,0,0,6,11,5,0,2,8,1,25,9,42,40,12,29,0,2,1,0,19,11,0,6,11,172,43,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844981599987246,0.08791955719628104,0.0,0.0,0.07185403566919148,0.0,0.1616628493709621,0.2387368075032216,0.1047886798110964,0.07388158664982986,0.0,0.08695112840277068,0.18812382401584452,0.09878005361249616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822366635334092,0.06441080070356119,0.0,0.08991089540986616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814348813352065,0.0,0.09100684540502987,0.10724508249717628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784147436962035,0.34894499794986866,0.09557766395030803,0.0,0.0,0.18992505200215068,0.20671614792217408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163448580967038,0.0,0.22081691139742698,0.0,0.18015108146955436,0.2658737512994738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405615147560122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322771034005687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983036939219427,0.0,0.0,0.07053045319502955,0.0,0.1061520537639542,0.0,0.0,0.1064437226440892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767400043116814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159955722509984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650596798332652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749661772293116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769002057016224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069359606040646,0.08419922961819773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154189619328687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438210605492019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991710686092603,0.0,0.07944495322739796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321678322757602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838698720054193,0.16951196129055665,0.0,0.0,0.0979500766012822,0.19068771038538612,0.0,0.0,0.2037095103514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jealous-98,2019/02/09,"Girl said i was ugly at party So i was at my frats party and most of the girls were being cold but my friend and I ended up dancing with these two pretty cute girls. Firstly, one of the girls led me by the arm to dance with her friend (this never happens) three times and we grinded for about 25 min total or more. One friend however (she was also attractive) said ""im ugly and her friend is hot"" and that i shouldent dance with her friend. The girl i was dancing with (her friend) scoffed and continued dancing. It didnt affect me at the time but when i went to sleep i had the most vivid, intricate and humiliating dream ive ever had of these girls and my frat bros calling me 'ugly' and 'freak' so i guess deep down that girl did affect me. Is it normal for jealous girls to call a dude ugly if they dont want their friend hooking up with him?????",2.6629066886870376,4.168675988439311,3.5529851362510314,91.59885838150291,75.242774566474,6.0989265070189935,21.60569777043765,6.5431188927421005,0.24695243600330397,658,16,143,5,14,210,96,173,0.094,0.693,0.213,0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,1,6,11,1,0,7,0,14,2,2,3,3,30,20,17,0,3,4,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,7,15,0,0,0,6,0,7,3,2,0,5,12,5,25,9,21,7,4,23,0,0,1,0,29,7,0,5,9,101,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934329892038423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27923417269898554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024708000996424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110260320878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236805284232024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630285885043673,0.0,0.0,0.7394632958828177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062401607138046,0.0,0.12091029361909655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769235913229287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545495939450668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396681951016493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530419569726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391040326178244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601239555505515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682920442442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945726077567585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356579104472446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064716747211445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675050563527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dontahtme,2019/02/09,"F/22 - extensive self reservation/ also why don't black parents believe in SA and or depression This is the second time in my life where I've felt trapped within my thoughts, the first time was in middle school when I was completely mute. Being around other students gave me so much anxiety and I felt ugly in my changing body and all I wanted was to be invisible. I couldn't talk for shit, especially on command. Didnt help that my mother was especially abusive during that time, and because I thought no one would believe me if I said anything about it (literal thought process was ""no one cares about a sad black girl"") I emotionally and verbally internalized everything. At the time I was 5 5 and 115-120 lbs, and my mother told me that how much I weighed then was how much she weighed when she was 20. I was fucking 12. I starved myself for the last bit of middle school into high school, and even though I'm basically the exact same size and weight now, I still struggle with food everyday. Fast forward to now, I'm a senior in college and I'm feeling the same intense anxiety around peers as I did when I was younger. I force myself to be around people so I don't put them off by ""rudeness"" (I'm intj I thrive in isolation), but because I'm forcing myself, I'm never my genuine true self. I have a personality and I think there are some interesting things about me and what I like, but I can't express that if I'm at a place I dont want to be at. I either carry on awkwardly, struggling real hard to sound like a socially competent 22 year old, or I sit in silence and cause other people to be noticably uncomfortable. With that said, I don't feel comfortable around anyone. Not friends classmates professors or roommates. I have an extensive history of abuse so I definitely don't feel comfortable around my parents, in fact I want nothing to do with them. Discomfort is a weak way to describe what I feel around people, I feel like im in constant danger. The one time I tried to explain my woes to my mom she told me black people don't have these problems and to pray about it, so I have absolutely 0 support system to help me through this. Have any of you experienced the same, and will this anxiety ever fucking end?? Black parents fucking suck, I can't wait to have kids and actually love and care for them. 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Hello all, Throaway. I am a male/21. I belive have some social problems and I want to know what exactly are they and how best to fix them. I think we as humans have a large capacity for self-deceit, and I want to know the truth here, what exactlt is my problem? Do I have one and am ignoring it or what? Here is a little description of my social life and lifr in general: I have one really close friend who I go out with the most. But I go out with my cousins as well from time to time. We go drinking and stuff. I am single and have only been in a very short relationship once, never kissed a girl, and a virgin. I have other friends who I dont go out with but mostly just hang out with in college, although we can go somewhere if I asked them but I just am not interested in going out that much although they are fine folk. (**First** example here of possible self-deceit, am I REALLY uninterested or actually shy/anxious/low self-esteem about going out with them?) **Problems that I know and have observed:** I sometimes do weird/awkward shit. Like I would drop eye contact suddenly for no reason. Be very cold to someone although I am happy they came to talk to me. I am content not to be a part of a conversation just stand there and listen and look disinterested(although I am not). I have problem speaking my views and think I am being pretentious when I do. I dont feel anxiety about my looks, it could be better if I workout more seriously, but I believe its fine. My post is like this because, I have read people's accounts with social anxieties and just think their cases are nothing like mine. I dont grt sweaty/cover face/shake/fidget/ etc.. those types of things, if I have a problem then it isnt that obvious. What do you people suggest I do? If you arent sure what to answer, refer to readings after the bolds. Thanks for reading ",1.9856372688477961,4.31440212702703,3.579260312944527,86.74345661450926,80.43243243243244,6.165007112375535,23.790896159317214,7.3759095455046575,1.1199189189189185,1457,52,289,21,38,482,184,370,0.094,0.782,0.124,0.8646,1,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,3,2,7,3,13,25,1,0,12,0,45,6,2,2,6,78,67,31,0,13,17,1,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,22,30,1,1,10,5,1,9,10,8,1,3,2,8,52,17,39,59,10,33,0,0,4,2,31,13,1,9,11,226,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.08302699170715397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017379159569026,0.09611755436412246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953944992802929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186471833152628,0.0,0.0,0.09585739282885936,0.08928748495172448,0.0752474196914442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731024287019266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793042622146304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914364730937915,0.08334719891919147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488804376273216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301961817995496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237003712613507,0.0,0.0,0.1314670696966959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384753021147266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057053433355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027523037064854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060095377566650024,0.12469915056049315,0.08527372801953728,0.0,0.0,0.14289358294136353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254448182667374,0.0,0.06561987729235305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163771944259314,0.0,0.0,0.09060871611135164,0.11530646498969813,0.06470809711890728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213466360919874,0.0,0.11796920206462715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591628504665337,0.08148428434883828,0.0,0.0,0.40705615642873344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553127144186291,0.0,0.10901040857678958,0.0874776582016365,0.0,0.0913453830319209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627478503420504,0.0,0.08733464347463281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601887492907761,0.07208903648486775,0.0,0.08414749612223564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739763447606983,0.0,0.0,0.08018803725752514,0.0,0.0,0.06838505695770743,0.0,0.07833135078791804,0.0,0.0,0.05652417800833043,0.16354981942002994,0.0,0.0,0.09922308012400273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040182387640576,0.10036620873748436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764982291883297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043925329415729,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Abade89,2019/02/09,"... My dream is to make 5000$ to buy a taxi.. I'm 30 and never got a constant job because of my SA, i'm so desperate :(",-2.4651190476190483,-1.1213220357142841,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,90.78571428571428,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,-0.0366095238095232,85,3,24,1,3,33,23,28,0.204,0.7290000000000001,0.066,-0.6333,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29730044874860034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270358578540564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900622509908664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839719705324944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255468827631747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37614817150151375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeWithMe,2019/02/09,"I didn’t know I wasn’t ugly All high school, all of college and for a few years after, any time a girl would give me attention, be nice to me, or even hit on me (in a super obvious way too), I would always chalk it up to “they just feel bad for me,” “she’s just trying to be nice,” or “this is pity.” I was so certain in my head that I was repulsive, I could interpret every interaction to make it seem like others thought I was too. I didn’t wake up until I was 26. Can anyone else relate?",3.7994654088050335,2.992982216981133,5.6603773584905674,85.94672955974843,71.16981132075472,8.953459119496856,25.213836477987428,8.344100000000001,1.2249044025157234,369,8,89,5,6,129,72,106,0.085,0.778,0.13699999999999998,0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,14,2,2,1,4,19,21,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,1,16,5,14,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,64,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045256394932303,0.0,0.0,0.16715271395875958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718693682976162,0.2518515768912319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523308299962287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625163382450897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205334709878724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623488587285098,0.0,0.20709745451967002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428407745887507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357941597401497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522621435931367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597016383376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350854821941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200856689963032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407368853389712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487631469587785,0.0,0.22376747008478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513807672668207,0.14332820115062947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688234992068507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510493174832946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492191309809286,0.0,0.0,0.15828741112622452 socialanxiety,skyesdow,2019/02/09,"When someone pronounces a word wrong and it's obvious they've been doing it for a long time and you know the correct pronunciation but feel it would be awkward to start pronouncing it correctly in front of them, do you also just use the wrong pronunciation in front of them? I'm not a native English speaker so it happens often that when I talk to someone about something and they need to use an English word they pronounce is wrong. And I hate this situation because it puts me into an awkward position. If I start pronouncing it correctly they will get either confused or embarrassed. Then I will have to explain and sound like a smartass. Or I can 'adopt' their pronunciation and risk that someone else is going to call me out and I'll be laughed at. I started a new job in the IT field and my boss pronounces Teamviewer as 'Teamweaver'. He's my superior and pronounces it like that in front of others too. I haven't been able to tell what my colleagues think of this and I don't know them well enough yet to ask. But I did hear them mispronounce Archer as well (hard to explain unless you know the letter 'ch'). So English might not be their strongest suit. But I'm still not sure if they keep pronouncing things incorrectly because they're used to it or because the boss does it.",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,70.53846153846153,7.629149797570848,30.813765182186238,8.20500826718156,2.202567611336032,1026,44,195,15,19,323,130,247,0.16,0.782,0.058,-0.9749,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,10,0,13,16,1,5,12,0,18,0,0,5,5,51,41,27,0,4,14,0,2,2,0,4,0,3,0,0,19,12,0,1,7,0,0,5,5,9,2,0,3,5,27,7,25,31,2,23,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,8,13,137,46,3,0.1268701758471334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145803378802053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860648820223285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201664489004276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954863447595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110249458468542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598375229488928,0.0,0.0,0.13109080618583002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414937293056798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628443050672535,0.0,0.07210324465827564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219087750642996,0.0,0.1136507577168747,0.12525803263541038,0.0,0.0,0.14299190882324164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258990731389992,0.11276804162539188,0.0,0.0,0.20917359211153952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396471891758812,0.0,0.0,0.11227611325310664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458920744616826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940726278244884,0.0,0.12253200641126685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275395685040701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260739330416916,0.0,0.0,0.32249006485798226,0.0976708596831104,0.0,0.0,0.2693980903854373,0.0,0.10131868631640788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957363928906553,0.0,0.0,0.10197344158907874,0.11089012571975436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428690741703823,0.08129328588966983,0.0,0.0,0.07397901979939124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287252920395353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281430491643364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901249328386302,0.4161378626249237,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blkmeout,2019/02/09,"I tried to ask to play with queer people online. On RDR2 Online. I got vilified on two different subs. I have no queer friends here. I just wanted community. But, I’ll just play by myself. There’s just no point in putting yourself out there. 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I'll probably just go and be nervous there lol. I also would feel really guilty for canceling plans. Not only that, but I have a FOMO, so if I ever cancelled, I would have wished I was there.",0.7469871794871779,3.0608684423076937,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,85.73076923076924,6.543589743589743,18.28205128205128,7.793537801064563,0.8571435897435893,197,5,39,4,6,69,40,52,0.16,0.774,0.067,-0.5532,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,0,2,13,11,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182477398242896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877704017045806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468646552203629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799257811849105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551022584721574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048666693211235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493232914224145,0.415123960850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942454458345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174834505252192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138354924711481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816068622503519,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sailorstella,2019/02/09,I got weird reactions after sharing my hobby... So I went to a volunteer event recently and the event organizer asked us to introduce ourselves and say a fun fact. For my fun fact I decided to say that I recently got into bullet journaling (for reference r/bujo). Then the organizer proceeded to ask me what bullet journaling was (which kinda got me off guard) so I explained it. Then I heard some chuckles from some of the other volunteers and the organizer had a blank face and was like “okay... moving on...”. I was really confused because I don’t think I said anything out of pocket? I just explained my hobby. I have been working on improving my social skills in the past year and this just punched me in the gut. I guess my question is why they would react in such a way? ,4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,5.644324324324322,76.56261261261263,72.24324324324324,9.257657657657658,29.900900900900893,9.725611199111238,3.149227927927928,608,26,109,16,12,206,92,148,0.03,0.85,0.12,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,10,1,9,2,2,1,2,25,21,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,4,22,6,18,9,2,21,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,6,11,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165535678498934,0.0,0.3445734299030933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234176187176603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44218177974937134,0.0,0.20301673319744934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003501627915597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958716075619178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592610946363602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644750671403705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806119608706672,0.0,0.3639292184110015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753024419998374,0.2931103621541765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786092906610427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808589383126572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167874803671195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628119952136195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083911487928607,0.16629348741198724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416565929658705,0.0,0.0,0.13091466452932254,0.0,0.0,0.1186770224678001 socialanxiety,fma008,2019/02/09,"Can you get social anxiety after an event? Or... I’m a university student, female. I’m a pretty extroverted person - if you were to speak to anyone, they’d automatically categorize me as a social butterfly. I love social events where you dress up all fancy, I love drinking and going to parties (but preferably with friends, ofc), and overall, I love good people to chat with, whether they’re friends or strangers. But recently, I’ve started to feel very different. After these social events, I return home and feel horrendous. Not just like my energy has been drained from me, but the feeling that I made a fool of myself, that I am worthless, that nobody actually likes me. It’s gotten so bad, I’ve wanted to skip these events even though my friends insist on my being there. I’m currently back from one such event, and I almost started crying at the end because of this overwhelming sense of not being pretty enough, interesting enough, etc. I’m not sure what’s going on...is this just insecurity? Can this be delayed social anxiety? I just don’t know and having a direction could help. Thanks :)",5.5656600660066005,7.2971233217821805,6.252099009900991,74.22375907590761,68.25742574257426,8.753003300330034,29.803300330033,9.21078282632365,2.7442999339934,869,33,147,17,15,284,126,202,0.151,0.639,0.209,0.9095,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,1,0,10,17,0,2,8,0,13,4,0,1,2,33,33,15,0,4,13,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,10,7,1,1,6,2,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,4,19,12,19,24,4,21,0,2,0,3,19,4,0,4,17,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.11158310422077078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449884978354424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494546599576774,0.0,0.0,0.07995187920572933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792336334983522,0.09547233939087478,0.06970295023309829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091294260733498,0.0,0.12560135108638312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946498738648212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201344276463908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127471288173216,0.2362955281225977,0.12752361923248748,0.07552303514476734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344706005401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650253267872241,0.0,0.05973994274888105,0.0,0.12996849109103856,0.09590619716303654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664227302160928,0.0,0.11469620552274795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628403901277807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172525967868813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095993692719479,0.10819491648014268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748235264054212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927162900979973,0.09984064019477797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326576075292786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129007582604402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827957818742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618663324428904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776772630911197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527245536669128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234225299524958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943456520841125,0.06744296583272075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrs87crosby,2019/02/09,"Such bad FaceTime anxiety.. When it comes to my very best friends, boyfriend, and family I’m fine. But I seem to have a lot of friends (from working abroad, etc) who constantly want my attention and to FaceTime to catch up etc. I can text them updates all the time and send audio messages and stuff but when I see them calling my phone I just can’t pick up. It makes me nervous, I feel like I don’t have the energy, like I don’t want to try to make conversation. But then I’m always told that I’m bad at keeping in touch and people get annoyed/offended that I don’t call or don’t pick up and always have an excuse. How do I tell them - no, I just hate talking on the phone with you?! 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Honestly, It feels inevitable :-( My social anxiety has ruined my entire life. For the past 5, now going on 6 years all I have done is live at home with my parents, work 12-18ish hours per week, and avoid going out as much as possible. I just turned 24 and feel like a failure/loser. I have one friend (bless his heart) who is ""doing"" life by the book. Just got the job his degree prepared him for as a recruiter and will be making at least 80K within 2-3 years. We sometimes hang out and have a few drinks. He never wants to go places though, so even when we chill I am stuck inside another building the entire time. I failed out of the state college I went to after high school because I couldn't figure out what I want to do in life. I promptly went to a community college after and I failed out there, too. I have gone back a few times and when I force myself to stay I get As in the classes (gen eds), another wise I have all Fs and a few Ds because I didn't complete the classes. If I applied myself I would have around a 3.3-3.5 GPA, I know it. Right now I am at around 1.89 after my last semester thanks to all the times that I dropped out. I retook one class last semester and got an A to help slowly repair my GPA. I feel so fucking LOST in life. How can I find myself? I am still stuck in my parent's house, in the same city I was born. I am so boring and that makes it hard for me to be social. Some days are too much to handle. The confusion of life + insane boredom + no friends or social contact just make me want to end it. I used to cope by getting high on weed but I quit 315 days ago. I thought that the daily weed use was my main problem but I am still an unmotivated, anxious, piece of shit. I used to smoke every day which fucked up my brain. Just thinking and especially talking is somewhat difficult, especially when combined with anxiety. My good days consist of me binging my latest Netflix or Amazon Prime show, and thinking to myself how I will study IT and everything will be ok. Then I get a sigh of relief, but not for long. I hate IT, I just know it pays well. To tell the truth, I fucking hate sitting at a computer all day, but how ironic is it that I do just that. I fuck around on Reddit, and YouTube all day. I have goals of my owning my own E-commerce business for years now. I have taken so much action towards it (created an LLC, own multiple websites, have set up stores, yada yada, but my lack of deep interest in anything and procreation features keeps me from succeeding). It is hard to stay motivated for me since I have to use my computer to work on it. At this point, after putting so much mental energy and money into it (without really ""going for it"") the thought of my Ecom business makes me sick. I used to have huge goals of beating the status goal, and not working in a cubical for 30 years. I was going to make it by 29ish. Nope. Now, I just want to stop being a delivery driver for fucks sake. I want to go back to college to get my BA so that I don't regret it in the future. I have constant FOMO and ""The grass is always greener on the other side"" feelings whenever I do decide on doing anything (which is rare because I am extremely indecisive. When I decide that I will go back to school I think about my business and how much more potential there is there and no need for (scary) student loans, on the other hand, the idea of not having a degree terrifies me because then in the future I will most likely be fucked. I am not interested in any of the trades. I wanted to become a mechanical engineer but I am not smart enough. I have not even taken calc. I take prescription drugs too. 1mg/day of Klonopin has literally kept me alive for the past 3 years. I also take Trileptal for my mood (when I started it it helped so much). Now my doc has lowered the Trileptal and put me on 1500mg of Gabapentin/day so I can try to get off the addictive Klonopin. I have tried multiple SSRIs but none have really worked. I am really scared and skeptical of them so the longest I went was around 2 months on Celexa @ 20mg/day. I told myself it helped but it felt like a placebo. I sure as fuck didn't start becoming a better person, all I noticed was I tricked myself into being a little happier and I couldn't get my dick up as a side effect. I've tried other anti-depressants but was too much of a bitch to get past the starting side effects. At this point, I might try one again. I CANT LEAVE MY HOUSE. Even going to try and work on my computer at a coffee shop makes me feel worse than if I was about to give a huge public speech. Please help me. I could end my life easier if I prove to myself that I really am fucked. I don't know what to do. I know this post is terribly written, I just needed to put my thoughts down, and might as well see if anyone can help push me in the right direction. &#x200B; PS: Gonna post this other places. Advice as to where I could get good/better answers would be great. 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I was making a phone call in the stairwell to get away from the noise in my apartment. Normally nobody comes through there while I’m there, but being the dumbass I am, I was standing too close to the door, which has a small window but not big enough to see me through. So of course some totally unsuspecting guy throws the door open straight at my face. Guy: o.o Me: o.o I wasn’t hurt or anything so I just kept saying “mmhm” to my parents who were still talking on the phone Guy, before he leaves: you should probably move over a little He’s probably forgotten about it already but this is gonna be one of those things that keeps me up at night arrghhhh",2.7603643724696383,4.569177263157896,3.4094736842105284,91.4436234817814,75.71052631578948,6.7821862348178135,24.8502024291498,7.61054688173877,1.0512696356275295,592,20,128,8,13,186,103,152,0.106,0.878,0.016,-0.9261,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,12,0,10,2,2,1,1,18,22,8,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,2,12,0,21,11,4,27,0,1,1,0,13,17,0,2,6,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450387682450436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055812930623327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346448642616385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372585723404528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392280989388293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707374995810448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094366642650788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906262781614267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548440833354791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308614193292968,0.0,0.0,0.486026932614562,0.1446881373309172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113219745834118,0.0,0.17515800293132333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454324830670672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324937044044164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398967107013418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092172519345246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390157902746578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354576787801294,0.1603123191490747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087277233609534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168003372936636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352818876810399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011675209693307,0.0,0.0,0.13038351601789586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613334047431149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151111434974982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870149076831834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Seffuski,2019/02/10,"How do I solve this? (Long text, be warned) So I'm a 15yr on the second grade of highschool. I study in the same school since I was in 2th grade. I used to be a timid but normal kid until about 6th grade. That's probably the time I developed my selective mutism (I know there's a subreddit about that but it's pretty empty). The friendship I had with my old friends started fading away that year, but I made new friends who I could speak with pretty ok. They were about 2 guys and 3-4 gals (one of them being my crush). In 7th grade a new guy joined our group, and we boys kinda went away from the girls (we still talked, but not the same as before). Ff to 9th grade. We boys basically don't speak with those girls anymore. By the end of 8th grade I started using a spine corrector for my scoliosis, and it looked pretty ugly, and I think that's where my social anxiety started and it was torture having to live with that thing. When I started highschool all the boys went to other schools so I stood there alone, only surrounded by aquaintances (the girls were still there but we didn't speak anymore, only my crush would rarely say something to me, wich I wouldn't awnser because selective mutism). I started hanging around with the other guys from my class, but thanks to my sm and anxiety I didn't make friends, I was only with them to not be alone on the intervals (It took all of my courage to join their group the first day, I stopped using the spine corrector the day after). In class I just stood there quiet, sometimes a few of the guys would come and ""high-five"" me for some reason but that was about it. Ff to today, second year in highschool. I didn't have the courage to join them at the first day so I sat by the corridor near my class like I always did when I was alone. This same day as I was walking to class some girls (mostly aquantances) said hi to me, including my crush (who used to be my friend in 6th-7th grade). The day after that I went to the same place, but this time one of the class groups (consisted by my crush, a guy who used to be my friend until 6th grade and a few other girls who sometimes greet me and ""high-five"" me and stuff (the ones that greeted me the first day)) sat on the other side of the corridor and started playing uno (like the usually do). Only that this time, they probably took pity and invited me to play too. This resulted in my routine being always playing uno with them since then. They kinda talk with me while doing so, but the thing is: they don't talk with me while in class (maybe I'm the one who doesn't talk with them but I would change that if I could). They sit literally on the seats next to me so there's no excuse (my crush sits behind me). So this is my situation right now. I really hope I could turn things out but I just can't speak with them because of my selective mutism. I really wanted this ""interval-relationship"" to turn into actual mutual friendship (I even remeber my crush saying ""give space for suffuski, he's my friend"" as I was sitting down and didn't ask for space like always), but things have stayed the same for almost 2 weeks. After finally reading through this whole story of mine (thanks for wasting your time with me btw) what could I possibly do? Any tips? Before you ask on how my selective mutism works, I have a 40/100 chance of being able to awnser someone when they greet me, and I'm able to ask something when that's extremely necesary. During small talk I simply froze and can't awnser at all. Starting conversations is off-limits too. Please help. Tomorrow I'll have to go through this again.",4.181854058078926,5.348210675105483,4.418648134359233,88.21381980640359,70.94092827004219,7.714304624803507,24.911640605609325,8.060288974870295,1.208707321916108,2814,78,588,38,51,878,271,711,0.061,0.787,0.152,0.9973,0,3,2,0,0,0,101.0,5,2,13,4,32,21,1,1,39,1,48,2,2,11,3,91,90,48,0,12,17,0,1,3,6,4,0,8,0,14,41,35,0,1,3,4,0,9,13,3,0,9,26,10,91,18,92,48,14,94,0,1,1,0,70,30,0,8,54,395,132,21,0.11226572208521424,0.0,0.05477757511503241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056208951959192816,0.17441014576499472,0.0,0.0,0.140121111291577,0.0,0.0,0.03817227038679705,0.0,0.08588297011039472,0.0,0.1113374296091136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049970147185553655,0.15742994308676966,0.0,0.10547734146064354,0.0,0.0,0.06843614217038732,0.0,0.0955298607333758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938112403131826,0.048353489445012485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927008788019164,0.0,0.0,0.2172063097005042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497170537678926,0.0,0.0,0.037075225317021114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061490805519604674,0.0,0.1432397487820688,0.0,0.0,0.26020865518761593,0.0,0.0,0.0538477551937883,0.03190159851280398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790178814011224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037624673526931066,0.11861489919888467,0.0,0.05575259663149134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030849152427878838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227104157526142,0.0,0.049566344702309854,0.049675815624583265,0.04713746585348229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053114270354314534,0.037469120624749684,0.0,0.05639300368662329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842693396189372,0.05969793453223692,0.0,0.05499828568687192,0.0,0.0,0.05890199510063469,0.0,0.15214831748933064,0.1707662810659845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864689251906726,0.061617025042974775,0.0,0.06328136670818582,0.0,0.17132189942444434,0.1210414364007508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614805139199983,0.0,0.0719202962958966,0.05771393006660496,0.0,0.060265685622948026,0.0,0.04793715662564449,0.05339520514735698,0.08927820821830235,0.0,0.11361890433108815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286736543085053,0.06309568768657317,0.0,0.05722038285506039,0.047561191003381895,0.08642763766813037,0.11103366976935757,0.0,0.2781178957214528,0.05983016115660453,0.08965555067679727,0.0469295852947542,0.0,0.0,0.06425869622444337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558733715531085,0.0,0.10335919352061552,0.0,0.0,0.1491687145591231,0.035967670810514434,0.0,0.0,0.13092609072982028,0.0,0.0532073888252259,0.0,0.12473134802829733,0.0,0.12211286771507768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424038459792546,0.06182241604755737,0.0,0.03310861579521045,0.0,0.045026395246396685,0.0,0.0,0.15610717367270036,0.0,0.0626703347340359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086539137816639,0.0,0.0,0.11962552186261753,0.0,0.0,0.07229544424659592 socialanxiety,Aakash23,2019/02/10,"Why do I feel insecure about my friends making fun of me when I am not around? I feel bad when friends make fun of me when I am not around. It's very difficult to avoid the idea that there are friends who are talking around my back. When I have the knowledge that my friends are hanging around, I always get the idea that they are making fun of me. I do not know how to get around this feeling.",4.461219512195123,4.480387560975611,4.1889268292682935,94.24021951219515,69.73170731707317,7.5356097560975615,28.59512195121951,6.742157984588678,1.0096409756097555,308,10,73,2,5,93,42,82,0.083,0.64,0.277,0.9566,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,4,0,20,18,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,14,7,11,18,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230299628756547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6542374667233222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130221163686851,0.12272603596489087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295955316486496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542398771471409,0.0,0.1535868170638009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318555380777611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077891489906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29434016834323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181406870284489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127772258100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263077680931915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IluquinBoy,2019/02/10,"Haven't gone to college classes for months and I need to find a job I just want to get this out of myself. I found out college isn't really my thing, so I stopped going. My parents still don't know about this and I'm living with them. I don't know what's going to happen when they find out. But anyway. I think I'd need to get a job now. I'm thinking of making some phone calls and see who would have a spot to hire me. Though I'm terrified of making phone calls I never know what to say and it could get awkward and cringy so fast. I know I have to do this but I'm just so bad at this, I've been procrastinating for months as well. I don't know what it's going to take for me to finally make this move. /Rant over",0.7483827493261472,2.1919952893081778,2.5688454627133868,96.87353773584907,80.38364779874216,5.549146451033244,17.64645103324349,6.18269132825596,-0.5322492362982931,557,10,139,4,14,185,81,159,0.083,0.8909999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.8394,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,34,39,13,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,10,0,0,5,6,2,1,0,3,2,17,1,24,34,1,19,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,9,87,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847375882919985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897748643761153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328908768380215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543557412464126,0.2593731407148305,0.0,0.0,0.1555770777931675,0.0,0.0,0.2223978886929092,0.0,0.24192120619157734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547448471831427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816115120897224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899002199082547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252930935114693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841417132385703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651342449798398,0.1508085695392382,0.0,0.21042200158740956,0.10943573367459453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755409556251895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089954548085148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283808558018305,0.0,0.0,0.1130694249708318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113315006000904,0.1186279309903621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668500435204804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426663300718904,0.18183712231826207,0.1394080114995096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369148299675401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757780388302742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007958914266598,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kodakbby98,2019/02/10,how does one not care if someone is mad at them? My roommate is mad at me and I know she is bc she doesn’t acknowledge me or talk to me and this has been happening today. I genuinely don’t think what I did was even that big a deal it was a small issue but now I can’t help but feel at fault and it doesn’t help that she isn’t a confronting person and now I’m scared to go home so I’ve been studying in a library but it’s dark and cold and idk what to do someone help me this is gnawing at me and I can’t stop crying and thinking about it like fuck what did I do ,-1.1913589743589732,0.641083607692309,1.2238461538461536,101.72448717948721,89.84615384615385,4.38974358974359,17.128205128205128,5.6839178017228535,-0.7746256410256414,439,11,115,3,15,148,71,130,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,1,4,0,19,1,0,1,0,21,28,15,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,2,16,2,9,22,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,2,5,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154831191836244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321555819097457,0.0,0.21789025249849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849518423919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959319720665375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686377391402699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953875915018954,0.0,0.0,0.12011379821232993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186894119480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249858302872897,0.0,0.2119990279217633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059214365871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615119750994445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325383624609462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321470676402073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454070535211853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159597008800712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35814852955568544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669618455075273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987331768628813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708462118077051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033295705207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,geo_metro,2019/02/10,"My anxiety makes me think I'm an inherently boring person First, a little information about me. I'm a 16 year old Male whose main interests are music, football, and film. Everyone I know just seems to be such an interesting person. They all seem like the kind of people you would really want to know and hang out with. My older brother always does work on his car and wants to be a mechanic, my friends are all much more funny and talented than me, and the people I look up to (internet content creators, famous athletes, film makers, etc) seem to be far more smart, creative, and active than me. In other words: they're all interesting people. I am not. My life is pretty boring, and I have a hard time understanding my interests enough to be considered unique or passionate. I have a hard time analyzing songs, football strategy, and films, which makes me feel like an uninteresting casual fan of these. TL;DR: My anxiety makes me feel less interesting as a person than everyone and I don't know what to do. Advice would be appreciated.",6.1193028846153865,7.369002677083337,7.132500000000004,70.2317307692308,66.5,10.699358974358978,29.87339743589744,10.727762888450028,3.452957051282052,822,29,142,23,13,276,116,192,0.051,0.708,0.241,0.9903,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,3,15,0,0,11,0,15,2,0,4,3,37,33,11,0,4,3,1,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,4,5,11,0,0,11,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,6,21,13,19,26,10,14,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,4,8,95,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977447719602353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050352022450692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031893075295332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621762646466613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372219750259703,0.1481115028504702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537997196226522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342993289358772,0.09487516422727456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296296704038572,0.0,0.0,0.10260399780616404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237932497188248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829487139762367,0.21895672372426672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380335322350504,0.129762597838455,0.1331044408736818,0.0,0.0,0.11152186554743804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265942991853817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762617955868204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935539934426835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762085998666966,0.347877844601694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351093550675262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507760725378875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626991689262397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509540501504019,0.0,0.0,0.1548780956151468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825358942972318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666241416762428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668285301940197,0.0,0.0,0.1886802231678786,0.0,0.0,0.085521385876173 socialanxiety,Blitzkriegs03,2019/02/10,"Why cant social interact normal? sorry if this isn't the correct sub but I needed somewhere to talk. Just tell me and I'll delete this post. why can I just be normal for once instead of running through interactions in my head after regretting not doing them! I keep second guessing everything I'm doing and I'm not sure what to do. somehow I managed to get a girlfriend (don't ask me how that happened. I don't know either) and I keep thinking I'm going to screw things up and I don't want to. everything I say sounds so wrong to my self and when I listen to what I have to say and it sounds stupid. I don't understand why anyone would find me interesting with my awkward jokes and things. I'm worried that I'm quietly screwing everything up and everyone is to polite to tell me. I don't know why anyone chooses to remain my friend because all I do is tell jokes which I find online or make shit puns. I'm not funny or amusing. &#x200B; I know what I said above isn't the truth and my friends tell me that this isn't true but at times it feels real. &#x200B; again sorry for possible posting in the wrong sub but it helps to know that somebody has read this as I'm not as open about my feelings as I'd like to be.",2.8972529644268765,4.333861284584984,4.175120553359687,87.66007213438732,74.49407114624506,6.799130434782609,26.088735177865612,7.365786028017652,1.2264831620553365,967,34,201,11,20,318,128,253,0.189,0.723,0.08800000000000001,-0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,9,18,4,1,4,0,21,4,2,2,5,53,48,21,0,7,13,0,2,1,3,1,0,7,0,1,17,11,0,2,11,4,0,2,13,8,0,1,1,9,28,10,28,44,2,14,0,1,0,2,19,6,3,5,5,128,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721619210254946,0.2323862034490076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337244443045981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939512791134592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291239548777136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137241714757607,0.257820891410512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967002983645004,0.06831349613473403,0.0,0.0,0.17479641769548668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775706297064087,0.0,0.04995936759864273,0.0,0.05434507737940323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534014092400366,0.0,0.08455960544142171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813736823848797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409446201810821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998924187393838,0.0,0.0,0.2102088489527197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467168452253492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638294742149972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709036640810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738158780275316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183597917745618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078012052922823,0.1831618908282626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564944516420536,0.10884055512538272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909599108100359,0.15208739875435362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975623622088363,0.0,0.0981562184748696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747618548610508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140855112720501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012408124625612,0.0,0.0,0.07685860185719791,0.3343168530854808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270560992742732,0.0612717213079397,0.0,0.0,0.0557588715251926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954750670571584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056401257968107237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514158754954977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711037505216408,0.0,0.06792823918176792,0.20909872088773204,0.2323862034490076,0.0 socialanxiety,wnderingsatellite,2019/02/10,"To get my anxiety medication, I need to call a doctor. To call a doctor, I need to get my anxiety medication. This isn’t a joke, just my life.",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,4.830000000000002,78.245,83.0,9.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.490333333333333,108,4,24,4,3,42,16,30,0.128,0.789,0.083,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552227840427297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741483354207773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752769574328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260118615848195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399036292671978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467778907134581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443060598212536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teufelKommRaus,2019/02/10,"Just happend in online Just happend to me: Yesterday I started playing an online game with my girlfriend - me never really played online before. So I installed TeamSpeak and chatted with some mutual friends. Half an hour ago I went online in TeamSpeak, there seamed to be some people on our channel which I didn't know yet. Took me some time to join, because unknown people, you know. So I join, say hello and immediately get shouted at, mocked for my nickname, etc. I have no clue what happened. Now I lie in bed crying thinking of what I could have done wrong. 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Hey guys, i've been struggling with social anxiety for the last 6 years. I recently started therapy (4 weeks ago) to fight my SA and the last few months have been harder than previous months of my life, if that makes sense. &#x200B; There's only one thing besides fighting my SA, which is Love and I don't know why. I never had a single relationship, only one online when I was 16 (?), which I still think about all the time, because it was a great feeling telling someone you love them. My thoughts these last few months have only been to find the love of my life, but because of my SA I just can't talk to females in real life, and I'm too scared to create those dating sites accounts. I dream almost every night because of the medicine I have to take, and I dream so often about having a girlfriend, the dreams are so nice but then I wake up.. &#x200B; I just want your experiences on that subject. Thank YOU for reading this I really appreciate it, because it took me several throwaway accounts and courage to ask this question (I'm pretty much anxious about anything). &#x200B; If you have any questions towards me please ask away I'll try to answer. &#x200B; Not native english speaker btw so excuse me if I made any grammatically errors. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.170791595925298,6.992922560483872,4.964235993208828,82.71964346349749,69.36290322580646,6.8339558573854005,31.197792869269943,7.273561745256523,1.9885693548387096,1057,45,186,10,19,325,148,248,0.061,0.745,0.195,0.9882,0,0,0,0,3,0,62.0,0,5,1,0,14,12,2,2,9,0,15,8,1,3,2,32,34,16,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,12,7,0,0,8,4,2,1,4,4,0,2,9,2,28,8,25,25,5,25,0,0,0,4,26,6,0,7,18,120,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686601586757858,0.0,0.052941612434880034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582765027848613,0.51394215640908,0.07190675058465468,0.0,0.04044536288135942,0.05972798852782946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350745956634635,0.0,0.09885252250206007,0.0,0.04967305329162629,0.0,0.0,0.1289161099446703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545065913357624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454520855861455,0.0,0.0,0.051716950732224654,0.0,0.0,0.026732632536508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832217151324628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828930053098608,0.0,0.1046991146417756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02905593886480913,0.12928818383564386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203081619031234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086875660398625,0.05002681988984623,0.03529109853945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660085603094787,0.0,0.038865492549579536,0.0,0.04077656057776479,0.0,0.0,0.04961486146664379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165208544527804,0.12062992575948445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058035322586760314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378774071148672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845287553763495,0.0,0.0528842519235555,0.0601775716196669,0.033869840301090845,0.0,0.052202691980992616,0.056762534439154015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529320377466684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972798852782946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538942504156159,0.04479653246106363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037421618883714536,0.0,0.04222200602506047,0.0,0.0,0.055271145355736136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975161856762235,0.042494858764004564,0.04621066188755907,0.04867554165502689,0.060461389272236724,0.0,0.03512444191866297,0.03387692568290589,0.0,0.04197283035505092,0.030828889845091963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874045375003896,0.03589522188580329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031184063117880464,0.0,0.042409080464710563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770690157671945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51394215640908,0.034046510891089406 socialanxiety,sunshine_gem,2019/02/10,"Extreme anxiety at work I have to deal with an extremely rude colleague, whenever he talks to me and my manager is beside me he is not as rude, but when I go over to his desk to give him or ask him something he is extremely rude and condescending. It’s almost like he’s trying to make me cry or kill myself. I’m worried he’s going to try and get me fired next, someone was fired for saying he was rude. A lot of other people who are “below him” says that he is rude to them as well, it’s kind of a given with him, I wouldn’t expect him to be anything else, I just don’t know how to deal with this situation, I just start crying when I go back to my desk. 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My friends ask me to go somewhere and I decline out of anxiety. I drink a pint of vodka alone and then FaceTime my friends and get super fucking depressed that I’m not there. I could’ve been there but I said no so why do I even get upset about being alone on a Saturday night? Why am I like this??,0.3855769230769255,2.720199923076926,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,88.23076923076924,4.480769230769232,23.509615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.4079615384615383,245,10,53,2,8,79,48,65,0.228,0.631,0.141,-0.6232,0,3,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,4,6,8,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012474142178561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803299853266946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090374614048071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450029628695824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666680534795214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37912810632813343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781012971251907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900741611569776,0.17889491689988754,0.2021997610958561,0.0,0.10997498758520792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453817569914877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159403678079733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407030672251048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492215269187045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wukong-the-great,2019/02/10,"Someone teach me how to laugh in public and around people I can't laugh from my heart at all when I'm around people that I'm not 100% comfortable with, people would tell me jokes and I panic about how I'm supposed to be laughing but I put on a fake laugh that's obviously fake, and that fake laugh kills the mood of the guy telling me the joke and that's the last thing I want to do I need help!!! Why can't I find anything funny in public?? But when I'm with people that I'm 100% comfortable with I don't stop laughing???",2.7699107142857144,3.5577747410714338,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,73.91071428571428,6.671428571428571,22.035714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.22347857142857208,409,9,96,3,8,132,59,112,0.203,0.547,0.25,0.6603,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,16,1,1,5,0,6,1,1,2,2,21,13,10,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,11,10,15,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951827621497236,0.3451270693460041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717121568549926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193745687933253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297077736768701,0.12993050892197433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144612531178686,0.0,0.0,0.1580099016428529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373393376612553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743585151406184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375520685516828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948682025352356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424460793211548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206346339404315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388589083587064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878229351299628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433505986157322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491535426173613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770223525032724,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crimsonghost99,2019/02/10,"Contacting old friends to confront social anxiety Lately, I've been thinking a lot about how to confront my social anxiety. One of my anxieties is talking to people I haven't seen or talked to in a long time. For example, I had a group of three other friends in seventh grade (I'm now in my second year of college, for reference) whom I had several classes with, but in eighth grade, I didn't talk to them anymore since I didn't have classes with them. I think about these people a lot, and I wonder how they would react if I messaged them. I think that I should try it, although I still inexplicably anxious even though I know that nothing bad can come of it. I would like to hear what Reddit thinks about this idea.",6.322712765957447,6.164992290780145,6.514955673758867,79.74562500000002,65.80851063829788,9.319503546099293,33.93705673758865,8.841846274778883,2.7343822695035453,567,23,110,8,8,182,87,141,0.071,0.843,0.086,0.7118,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,9,6,2,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,23,22,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,6,2,20,3,21,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,5,8,82,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32873186193636456,0.16181906881852873,0.1420543967819102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959841204512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233875400128594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460787421540634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133187781732394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144053400993452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169916623818728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872029657521061,0.0,0.16157960157068554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997924073167558,0.0,0.0,0.1267618274999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435530051472801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744148847798587,0.0,0.15030502163823584,0.0,0.09706231560316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986074921865508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181906881852873,0.0,0.1184886127093133,0.0,0.0,0.2920278292266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439068796770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538975667473426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671265484447444,0.14073139036423285,0.0,0.08352369417425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724974042761801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533636471920728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035054627190632,0.0,0.0,0.0922410887208928 socialanxiety,fixationed,2019/02/10,"I always feel like no one wants to be my friend but actually no one would even know I want them to be my friend I'm in college and every semester I meet people who I really like and want to hang out with, but there's no way I could have the confidence to just ask. So instead I basically avoid them for some reason. There have been so many people I could have become close with but never pursued a friendship with them and it kind of makes me sad.",4.197741935483869,4.608483344086022,5.1732795698924745,85.57991935483875,70.39784946236558,8.350537634408601,24.10215053763441,8.344100000000001,1.1652021505376342,353,8,77,5,6,116,61,93,0.166,0.6579999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.0246,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,25,17,8,0,6,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,13,5,11,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.19719303127327545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681400136396533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889099546378668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317254446543472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226759487936905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346658829000904,0.0,0.1702542963021874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217362737945952,0.1443602101980862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224050700939304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104267946925878,0.11105343503596148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744425269119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348845665333359,0.20486919649372504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558503114348598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385830666878425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801824331304653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945243748812832,0.20776357464944575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575617374195225,0.16039527350512728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354608447100034,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Viprblade,2019/02/10,"Worst school year of my life I’m a senior in high school this year and I’m not professionally diagnosed with social anxiety but I know I have it to some degree (I don’t normally try to self diagnose anything). For background I have been like this since I was in elementary school and have always had trouble making friends due to being too shy or afraid to talk to anyone whether it’s because I always feel as if I’m everyone’s burden or just feeling like no one ever wants me around. Anyway, for as long as I can remember I’ve had the same core group of friends all through school and had very few friends outside of them. They were the only people I really hung out with outside of school and I played almost every video game with them and they were the only people I played with. Over the years my relationship with them would constantly be on and off bickering but I never stopped being friends with them because no matter how toxic it was I knew I had no one else. Earlier this school year they started excluding me from almost everything and even became better friends with my brother who’s 3 years younger than all of us. I finally got fed up and walked out on them. I thought it would be good for me but I’ve been more upset and lonely than I’ve been in a long time and my favorite pastime (gaming) has been ruined for me cause I have no one to play anything with. The only person I feel comfortable with in my life is my 2 year girlfriend but she’s a freshman in college so I don’t see her very often and the few new friends I made also graduated from high school. Two days ago I committed to a very large university thinking that maybe a new environment and clean slate with a lot of social opportunity would be good for me because I consider my self an extrovert despite my anxiety. But all day I’ve been stressing out about what will happen when I get to college. I don’t know what I hope to gain from posting this, it just feels nice to voice my concerns in a secure environment where hopefully I may be able to get feedback from people with similar issues.",5.8052926829268285,6.158296260975611,6.261121951219515,79.38363414634149,66.87804878048779,9.29170731707317,31.5219512195122,9.174902378510234,2.5896897560975605,1657,62,321,28,25,537,202,410,0.092,0.703,0.206,0.9952,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,8,3,14,28,0,3,14,0,34,5,0,4,6,75,58,28,0,8,12,1,4,2,7,5,4,1,1,3,13,27,1,2,10,6,0,1,9,8,0,4,18,6,50,20,59,29,10,43,0,2,1,0,30,18,0,11,25,223,63,13,0.07046872896657401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246627638906348,0.0,0.14112850574642888,0.0,0.0,0.056353817094918685,0.11727125526473588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781676955607196,0.0,0.0,0.04927337377298797,0.0,0.11597951922930601,0.0627321090183833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288712493327855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232386419041721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239079615344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761516615382599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089300090189296,0.0,0.0,0.14304855309196224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886758070177151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654393087601075,0.06374299976113752,0.05937294344569724,0.06733589039859758,0.06333274974528243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252442685558128,0.05034287405403829,0.0,0.07719504809862224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266637911660091,0.0,0.07363400479101137,0.0,0.0,0.1182116529819237,0.0563602799954717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231526429859008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489081623097592,0.0,0.1399826963469815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355104469054055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745554104711118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995482945539885,0.06885492292015631,0.0,0.0,0.12472521522767807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990999338178614,0.0,0.06667921521075716,0.04703842378383637,0.0,0.07079530988786195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054349828038362094,0.13611827510872282,0.0,0.0,0.0690443924593938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432543034783719,0.16078393146486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656243147491638,0.06153057602802627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748956299411503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514407223091939,0.0,0.0,0.07565704272448807,0.07982733286140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992268110204166,0.05615445336926383,0.0,0.1470285059417238,0.0,0.0,0.05829246080490216,0.0,0.0,0.14366798969025324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987812906309856,0.0,0.0,0.05891501279686335,0.08072169094222817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664009503532126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515351611921642,0.0,0.05594429936605039,0.04109088255491612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784364127944802,0.0,0.06883770869354415,0.0,0.08476520436104064,0.0,0.0,0.17443224443923874,0.041564282126296426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017688963374165,0.0,0.0,0.27227730627864016 socialanxiety,ImAGeneralWHEEEE,2019/02/10,so i heard that fantasizing about imaginary situations is a common symptome of anxiety so what's your favorite fantasy?,7.120000000000001,10.639723,8.959999999999997,48.63499999999999,69.0,14.0,45.0,12.161744961471696,8.212,100,7,12,5,2,35,19,20,0.085,0.7509999999999999,0.163,0.3744,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469918628080472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6567835028975686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073168076918268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ukriva13,2019/02/10,"Wanna Chat? Hi everyone, I understand that you all have social anxiety, so do I. But if you ever want to chat, feel free. You can pm me if you want. I am 22, male btw, but I don't care if you are male or female or trans. I would to get to know you all. We can work on our conversation skills if you want (I so badly need it). Feel free to message me if you want.",-0.5337499999999977,1.084965125,2.3225000000000016,96.2225,85.25,6.0,16.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.2861250000000002,270,5,70,4,8,95,48,80,0.108,0.757,0.135,-0.1485,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,8,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,24,19,11,0,12,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,18,5,6,18,2,2,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,7,1,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802079921562105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161303105691622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263916502700666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414613160964864,0.0,0.2473438387651047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176633774037145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523930032590906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225809403286385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919352141904972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386665318672925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694736903842533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107096251806959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844707980084704,0.0,0.0,0.18388078114028947,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeswayjoze,2019/02/10,"Free Guide (PDF) on how to overcome (social) fears. Hey all, My name is Joze Piranian and I have always had severe stutter. Growing up ""different"", I was terrified of speaking and people, so I avoided it almost entirely. Over the past few years, through a mixture of self-acceptance, repeated exposure to fear and humour, I have gone from a place of despair to having delivered a TEDx talk, performing stand-up comedy and gaining a lot of social confidence. Still feels surreal to me. I wrote a short e-book about it, and the feedback from readers has been very positive - I wanted to share it with you all. All you need to do is go to www.jozepiranian.com and click on Free E-book. If you do read it, let me know what you think!",5.708702351987027,6.633282481751827,6.453236009732361,75.90853203568535,67.24817518248176,10.176480129764801,32.74047039740471,10.25414643259724,3.4373088402270886,568,24,104,14,9,187,94,137,0.131,0.696,0.173,0.7483,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,2,4,9,0,3,7,0,12,0,0,1,3,22,20,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,5,3,13,6,20,14,5,13,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,3,4,72,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035821711115608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916736012686864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241210326508145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575528475268941,0.10279791492947303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554381394410257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173197879189277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789475128334206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284398299883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074925210509166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940791341004911,0.14094718306667745,0.0,0.21241210326508145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336159646537147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120931012242547,0.2296785651471908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144909082071137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623608964657083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341012693741522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302706465465931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774921951207242,0.11991548767856185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092277109064385 socialanxiety,LifeisVacum,2019/02/10,"Listening music as loud as possible after some social interactions? After the long,rough day - when you had to socialise for quite some time, do you ever want to put the music as loud as possible (when you're finally home) so you would stop thinking, remembering the interactions you just had?? it's like putting music on loud helps not to hear these (inner) thoughts about how awkward, dumb i could have looked or sounded to others... anyone relate? 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I have pretend conversations with my therapist ALL the time. It’s like I’m always excited to meet with her and I’m always preparing what I’m going to talk about. Meeting with her is one of the only opportunities for social interaction I have each week. I guess I wanted to get this off my chest because I thought the behavior was a little odd. Any experiences with this?",5.297455357142859,6.84741157291667,7.08982142857143,68.65875000000004,68.6875,10.485714285714286,33.50595238095238,10.608840637214634,4.053445238095239,405,19,69,12,7,141,64,96,0.038,0.862,0.1,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,14,16,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,14,3,14,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634305208349272,0.0,0.0,0.14851047048068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312652834925856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362413466387264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409805690212445,0.0,0.12411421579631768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057761278690215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066927289318699,0.21888088349531035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479845054029054,0.16609295495374338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990413632441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261777706124936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106197494615754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071276694035116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337467575025334,0.12734306301051956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288101561391928,0.0,0.1751766681503001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105170220567552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sebboi_,2019/02/10,"Anyone got tips for making friends? Please share any tips/advice on how to approach people or join friend groups This is my situation: Ive had the same group of three other friends for a while now, I'm friendly with everyone else in my year (year 13) but don't really have conversations with them. I've always been the quiet one in my group but i figured they still liked me. Recently ive felt them distancing themselves from me and on friday it was one of my mates birthdays, and they met up/seshed for it without me. So fuck it this is a good chance to improve my SA and make better friends/better myself",5.0277499999999975,5.8931109416666665,5.305,83.74500000000002,68.75,8.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,1.633,483,15,95,6,8,153,84,120,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,4,9,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,3,0,15,16,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,2,16,8,15,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,15,4,1,1,7,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812103204858269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430135992340205,0.0,0.0,0.12610590604987565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966431652876467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640070617229008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491175117344164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719635449798235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805197087136596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730835131008883,0.17143676365072055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553870189866595,0.14831371642322774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059686638483493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756596122773156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513185780743144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856110072445812,0.0,0.0,0.2035579936012865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879793939249846,0.0,0.18310013224017152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844290326276624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809303109212746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787580344972524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883521749203 socialanxiety,AdmirableAra,2019/02/10,"Why I do I feel like none of these self help books are helping?? I have been reading overcoming social anxiety by Gillian Butler, I don't know...I just find it so hard to think rationally and replace all these shitty thoughts and feelings I have.",5.944822695035462,6.7057727021276605,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,66.65957446808511,8.819858156028369,34.815602836879435,8.841846274778883,2.8889347517730486,195,9,37,3,3,61,38,47,0.146,0.695,0.159,0.1515,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,10,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985335710608196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038462209289096,0.21465081276937026,0.0,0.0,0.2746177201464688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691558129130549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027880036784482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512659588532247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467910349349465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300544289300352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344841642116783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628416966075683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252454526098306,0.0,0.23853404388167646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711211051982489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisisfats,2019/02/10,Getting your haircut. 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I’m 27 now. And I have found that I have only felt real happiness on several occasions since then. And I’ve discovered recently that there’s something in common with every single one of these occasions. I was with someone FUN. I was with someone who was willing to do something kind of crazy or out of societal norms, who liked to make jokes/be sarcastic, who liked to interact with strangers, and who genuinely didn’t give a fuck. For example, I had a best friend in high school/college who would longboard with me in the middle of the night or make up crazy dance routine to do in public. Then while traveling in South America I met a couple guys (at different times) who made me feel like I could do anything because they had the attitude like they could do anything because they simply didn’t care what others thought. For example, I met a guy who I would dare to climb statues and he would dare me to do similar challenges. I met another guy who would play fun tricks on me in public or go up to a stranger and joke around with them and in turn it made me be a more fun person as well. The way they treated life was like it was all one big game and everyone is playing it. They would go up to people they didn’t know all the time and become best friends with them. The problem is that with each of these people I’ve met so far, although I have felt so fucking free and happy and have had so much fun with them, when they are not around, I just cannot recreate that feeling. I can try to be fun and crazy but it’s hard when I know the people I’m around may judge me (which is the case with the vast majority of people). My question is, how do I meet more of people like this? I’ve met maybe only 3 people who’ve made me feel this way in my whole life. The feeling I get when I’m around people like that is straight intoxicating. I feel alive, I feel powerful, and I feel excited when I’m with these people. I feel fucking HAPPINESS when I’m with these people. And most importantly, I feel so much like myself. It it’s so, so rare for me to find this kind of connection with someone. Any tips on how to find more people who I can connect to like this?? I really wish I could create this feeling on my own but something about having someone else with me who loves fun as much as I do makes all the difference. It makes me sad because the only times I’ve ever felt truly happy and like myself was when I was with these people and it’s so rare to find them. Are there any particular places I should be looking for them? Sorry for the rambling, I’m a little bit drunk. 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And the whole day was hell for me. We had to go there by riding trains and we had to get on multiple ones. I’ve never been on trains before so I had no clue what was happening. All I knew was that people were everywhere and that I was on a train lol. But then we got to time square. It was cool to see it in person and all but my god it was hell. My anxiety was insane. I was there for a few hours and the more I was there the more pissed I got. I was super pissed at everything that would happen and just wanted to leave by the last hour I was there. One of the first things that happened when I got there was I saw someone get robbed. So that didn’t help at all. But I don’t really regret going. For a few reasons. I’m now able to say that I’ve been to time square which is cool. I always see time square in movies and stuff so it’s really cool to see that now that I’ve actually been there. So yeah. I don’t know what you guys would do with that but I just felt like sharing it. 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I have been socially anxious my whole life. Never one to initiate conversations. I would always ask myself ""what are people talking about"" and ""how do they always have something to say"" Then I met my roommate. He is extremely outgoing and extraverted. He once said ""don't you wish you could just be friends with everybody?"". Anyways, spending time with him taught me the greatest social skills I have ever learned. When you face someone you know but don't know what to say just say ""so what you up to?"". You can include a ""what have you..."" Or ""..up to recently"". It's amazing what it's done. It always makes them say something first. It's like a easy command that will always start a conversation. I don't know if this is helpful to anyone else but it really changed my life. 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Please tell me if this does not belong here. So a few months back a friend of mine from college asked me if I wanted to do a D&D campaign with him and a few of his friends over discord (he often talked about D&D in our drives to University and I told him I never had done that, but was interested). So I accepted. Fast forward to last month, his friends and him talk with me to make my character and the sorts and tell me that the sessions will be on mostly Saturdays. Cool, I think. Comes the night before and Im a wreck, can't sleep because Im too nervous seeing has not only was this my first campaign, but I knew one of the 10 people I would have to talk with the next day for hours. The day comes and we settle in chat, pull up the program to see the map and start the campaign. There was no character introduction, so I wasnt even given a reason to talk and so began my four hours of hell, listening to the other players interacting with the npc's and each other and me just sitting there. I only talked VERY rarely to comment on a rash action of a character. Since then I get anxious before every Saturday. PS: I think one of the dungeon masters forgot I was a new player after we finished the session, because after people started leaving, he said to the player what he thought of playing (he played really well, interacting with a bunch of people and being really helpfull in combat, i didnt even realize he was a new player) and didnt ask me and I didnt want to pull atention towards me because I thought that would be selfish and attention seeking for some reason.",6.061721623335448,5.9190896807228945,6.72112238427394,77.99800570703871,66.34939759036143,9.037666455294863,33.136334812935964,8.532816995589336,2.5966602409638546,1322,52,251,17,19,436,170,332,0.103,0.8240000000000001,0.073,-0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,0,2,16,14,1,1,26,1,22,2,2,3,1,54,46,27,0,6,7,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,9,26,0,1,10,3,0,8,9,3,2,4,21,5,36,11,42,19,6,43,1,0,2,0,35,11,1,6,25,185,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476330690074266,0.0,0.06375929222786006,0.0,0.0,0.1059209112848119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038989642513,0.0,0.0,0.0720948350878729,0.0,0.17146373309897442,0.0,0.15956389927209566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153004432388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209335156436801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204907751784357,0.09594794486369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385378713126388,0.0,0.07899594813413212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975130383651519,0.0,0.0,0.21731376622628196,0.0,0.04898517477661549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466733310802733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255148194832148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642604741800403,0.0,0.09927717646298656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258481843565318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967497785383269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231267219797231,0.18110593102783845,0.09971369307278792,0.08798641088286431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270669642973972,0.14261579291491253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500192450108075,0.0,0.0,0.10291915744380868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201287516351243,0.19279960533904766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918621957928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942746740915985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775583614877813,0.0,0.09382664849016233,0.09557542883557976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272611623507533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767994098031204,0.16389888689869314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201538819004203,0.0,0.1488682458589191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959068216582933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773609421786828,0.11060290039635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860108855051711,0.08691547384359606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320731740715794,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mothirix,2019/02/11,"I just left two stuttery voicemails, one filled with cuss words, because I was too anxious to even leave a message. A girl called my family to help us find our dog. And she told us to leave a voicemail when we found him. We did so as I called her and tried to leave a voicemail. Unfortunately I'm a complete fuck-up when it comes to any social activity. So when I tried to leave a voice mail the first time I got so nervous I just immediately hung up. Then the second time I just let it go and didn't know what to do, cursing while at it. This is a voicemail to a little girl. Eventually I finally blurted out a sentence in the third one and hung up. And my mom thought it was sooo hilarious just how awkward I am and Its so quirky and funny right :) :) I feel like I am having a heart attack.",1.7452965235173818,3.6250813619631934,3.4160981595092035,89.92557873210637,78.93865030674847,6.064458077709613,23.750102249488755,7.03164865440522,0.7155262985685074,614,21,136,7,15,204,98,163,0.104,0.7809999999999999,0.115,0.693,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,0,1,15,4,1,2,13,0,10,1,1,1,0,23,19,18,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,6,8,2,21,1,15,10,0,20,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0,10,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982444952795796,0.0,0.0,0.14922197560876568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502693027392073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051969055000599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697534730094007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378221751401073,0.1384918783228369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724295598561768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245209218225256,0.0,0.06678772111105473,0.09436377767460273,0.0,0.14469607651997626,0.12072614659628934,0.11235408543512196,0.0,0.14482780328692932,0.0,0.12211333637054338,0.0,0.0,0.07506872125860423,0.0,0.1056429342008223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565250554494604,0.0885358809937239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259217508311258,0.0,0.0,0.5594489784866928,0.14351412636151265,0.13506904958811616,0.0,0.06453158227781339,0.13238699472517612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547000070234936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790126540365686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280253079532165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464720174235545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486321106484242,0.15404328730629074,0.0,0.0,0.12621585697062485,0.0,0.17935832284788386,0.0,0.12903089783499566,0.0,0.31777148401506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lenguini-memes,2019/02/11,"Talking to someone very quiet Hey guys. So, I want to talk to this guy in my class, and he is very shy and quiet. I’d love to talk to him, but I believe he has social anxiety l, which would explain why he’s quiet. I have social anxiety, but not to the extent of where I don’t talk to anyone, I personally feel I’m quite talkative now. I am asking for some advice on how to strike up a conversation with him. I have a swim class with him, which is the only time I get to see him. There’s also limited time I can talk to him as well. The only times would be after changing while drying my swim suit, and when we have free time at the end of class. Not looking for him to start liking me or anything, simply just want to start talking. How do I start a conversation? What excuses should I have to talk to him? What are some good conversation starters for someone with social anxiety to the point where they’d rather not talk to people? Thanks y’all.",3.871384615384617,4.449532138461542,5.146153846153847,84.88384615384619,71.2051282051282,8.051282051282051,25.256410256410252,8.139509932561175,1.3060256410256414,737,20,158,10,13,246,105,195,0.061,0.8140000000000001,0.126,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,2,12,6,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,2,0,27,31,13,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,2,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,24,7,30,26,3,22,0,0,2,1,35,7,0,3,14,107,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905220802819448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106114729843744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326306758468313,0.0,0.0,0.07087640935796143,0.0,0.08341433975992762,0.0,0.09476211643130404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420307065574245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723019164485202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977885296911554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125293260750289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529587631879884,0.0,0.0,0.08501972633565856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007335663433702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952157047012718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512064363173291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148541118932113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418452701843938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027337548519308,0.08850756424120337,0.0,0.0,0.09582220844683806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781361400240287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077437608817402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30998500211804003,0.17177160955930232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523892659183533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651783509737751,0.0,0.09332280510240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642580077914094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167272642611712,0.11957480680034802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113885132085282,0.0,0.09146568741724596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440128530650982,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Moldydrpepper,2019/02/11,"Negative reinforcement after every social interaction Had this since I was 15, people leave the convo thinking I'm awkward or weird. People are uncomfortable around me! Ugh",6.124642857142856,10.001680750000002,6.9471428571428575,57.72285714285718,80.78571428571428,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.9704,143,6,16,4,4,47,26,28,0.41,0.59,0.0,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444328342880592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32598921845642703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096829005809024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364707639406985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200567908018898,0.0,0.0,0.3944070561295857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479169563780447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Purplepimpp,2019/02/11,"How do you motivate/discipline yourself to keep going when you know you'll be alone? I can sit here and rant about my life's story, but instead ill just get to the point and explain myself. Ive been in a very lone place for a long time now. Im 2 years into college, and the whole time i havent kept in contact with a friend nor made a friend. I have no one like that present today either. I tell myself its not a big deal, but i find myself procrastinating heavily by using videogames, and TV as an escape. Im guessing i just want to fill that empty void, since working out and going out doesnt appeal to me anymore because i have no one to do it with or for. Its led to a videogames addiction. This is heavily impacting making my grades, and ive recently gotten fired but im too lazy to get applying. I know what youre thinking, ""You need to get in gear and stop slacking around"" Now, i am completely aware of all this and yet i still cant get over it. I tell myself i should get busy on my responsibilities, but then I get home something takes over me and im just wanting numb to all out without thinking about it (hence the games, tv). I know that motivation isn't something i can rely on, but how can I train myself to discipline myself into getting my responsibilities done? How can I fill up my free time with work when the only thing that buzzes on my mind at all times is to put it off? 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With debates, primaries, and the 2020 election coming, I really want to be an active volunteer for the candidate I end up supporting. However my social anxiety gets in the way of doing a lot, and I DEFINITELY can’t see myself going door to door or making calls. I’m also not super active on social media so it’s hard for me to at the very least share articles or videos on my personal accounts even. For those of you who have volunteered for campaigns in the past or were active in the process, how’s you do it? What’s a good job to do for someone with social anxiety?",6.403187721369541,6.444283462809921,7.729940968122786,70.43049586776863,65.61157024793388,11.211806375442741,33.814639905548994,10.914260884657429,3.886741676505313,493,20,87,13,7,170,79,121,0.064,0.7659999999999999,0.17,0.929,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,3,0,14,16,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,10,4,21,14,2,12,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,2,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402537639384886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946831176399624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667025312315825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659113209535204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059000620686493,0.0,0.0,0.12721314795680894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062765832010197,0.0,0.1094613110767771,0.16154712567218082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070827481067007,0.0,0.0,0.17253538316504052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911297844425672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374506211070208,0.0,0.0,0.12856468828146245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838623440417401,0.0,0.1681744133939354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338707608052032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534804785596605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589006672356826,0.16319277297385834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185647753079009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891849916587192,0.11360284944425145,0.1528801171993996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fakefunfood,2019/02/11,"Wanted to join a club but anxiety prevented me from going to the meeting today...I just stood outside the door So I am learning German and my university has a small German club that meets at an on-campus cafe once a week. Today, my class ended at 4 and I usually go home right away, but I stuck around on campus specifically to wait for the meeting to start (at 5). They have a facebook page and they seem like a really small tight-knit group of people but they post on there about the meeting and how they would like to see everyone come out and join them to practice their German skills. I walked into the building where the cafe was and the cafe is in a corner and you have to walk through a door to get in. I've never been in that cafe and I didn't really know who I was looking for and I didn't want to walk around in there looking lost, so I hesitated. I stood near the entrance for a while pretending to be busy on my phone and then decided I couldn't do it and just walked away. I spent an hour and a half after class waiting for the meeting to start and I couldn't even make myself go in and find the group. I feel pretty terrible about this. &#x200B; I sort of remedied this by posting on their facebook page and asking where specifically they meet and whether they would have a meeting there again next week. I haven't checked my facebook because I'm too nervous lol. I think that since I've shown interest now, they'll be expecting me and I'll know where to find them so I don't just show up unannounced. It just kind of sucks that I am like this. I have similar hardships with going to my professors office hours. It always takes a lot of energy to walk through that door and face them one on one. I'm not shy at all in a group setting, but having to be the ""new person"" somewhere all alone really gets to me and I freeze up. Hopefully next week I will be able to attend the meeting. Just wanted to vent somewhere because I've been waiting for the German club meeting for a week now and I feel bad that I couldn't just walk in and join. 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I'm a 25 year old female, and I get really distracted by other women's breasts in conversation. I feel an immense amount of shame about this in my day-to-day life. This has been going on for at least a couple of years. I'm bi, which I repressed as long as possible, and I've never experimented with a woman. So I'm wondering if I'm going through some sort of male-puberty-like fascination with breasts? Because it doesn't matter if I have any attraction to the woman or not. If I can see the outline of their breasts, it is distracting to me. It could also be partially caused by my insecurity with the size my own breasts. They are smallish, and I don't know how to stop comparing mine to everyone else's. I've Googled this problem before and found the suggestion of focusing on the other person's eye color or eyebrows. But then I get nervous that I can only look at one eyebrow or eye at a time, lol. And, I still feel like I might accidentally be glancing, even though I'm trying not to. I know that there's a difference between ogling and glancing, but I feel like I might be glancing a lot? I just feel so awful about all of this. I never want to make anyone feel uncomfortable in any way or treat them like a piece of meat. I find myself getting really depressed about this and avoiding social interaction with other women as much as possible. I know I definitely need therapy, haha. But I'm also reaching out to see if any other women actually have the same problem. Or to learn how men cope with it. I'd appreciate any help I can get. Thank you",4.1427045908183615,5.3108983952095805,5.877020958083833,77.71437375249505,71.03592814371258,8.800199600798404,29.784930139720558,9.188382445141503,2.577645109780439,1320,53,255,27,24,454,169,334,0.124,0.762,0.114,0.32,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,0,15,17,0,7,16,3,19,9,7,5,4,67,51,33,0,9,15,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,9,18,14,0,4,13,0,1,2,7,10,0,1,2,15,30,7,43,43,9,24,0,1,10,6,18,10,0,15,14,172,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.10477315243595164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172015904693588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920486418512309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507239098662179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544895735790555,0.0,0.0913600560063537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029385115178318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572254341869955,0.11879778395443523,0.0,0.1384836145601014,0.0,0.09247367024055624,0.0,0.0,0.11217400180441467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969002316018823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091384066527437,0.0,0.0,0.10259225022271673,0.0,0.10502397270929166,0.0,0.0,0.2714358861274079,0.15340374059983256,0.0,0.0,0.09813003957904816,0.0,0.0,0.11772063028084585,0.0,0.0,0.22437598135859796,0.0,0.12203647338946512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196477110408378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360208857773309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583536419932901,0.1573599481526498,0.0,0.0,0.09501500918733416,0.18031980732772687,0.0,0.0,0.09127823209112146,0.0,0.0,0.07166724482808708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277954662214825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892592991405542,0.07961009103397257,0.16561364599670905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112661936905763,0.0,0.07275358040086262,0.08165623231529738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374733466577342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420767354724547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054683945574074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375620616871902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171112662120508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944551456918228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574215505216336,0.17952458039691258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884764445716253,0.12278170323248876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548597012305116,0.0,0.06260563393447037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289406568550043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332690051303468,0.08522166494651565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164332071571586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827960775128875 socialanxiety,coolzam123,2019/02/11,"I’m scared it will happen again Hi reddit, I need help I’m a (20 yr fm).. I’m really worried of tomorrow I got hired at Dave and busters as an assistant server I have trouble approaching people and I can’t really express myself.Im afraid that I will mess up everything like my last jobs I got fired from due to me not being able to control my anxiety.Ill give you some examples of what people have told me.Ive been told I’m not very attentive,careless,compulsive,nervous,unapproachable.At my former job at a Salvadorian restaurant I thought I had everything in control but I didn’t I kept forgetting to charge people for there drinks I tried my best but it wasn’t enough I got fired .I don’t know what to do I’ve been fired at least 2 times I don’t want it to happen again .I really want to turn my life around.",1.5130206254158338,3.8605867724550933,3.3612674650698615,87.48871423819028,82.47305389221556,7.303925482368598,22.45143047238856,8.344100000000001,1.4990588157019298,649,22,134,15,18,217,102,167,0.127,0.792,0.081,-0.7962,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,3,0,14,2,0,2,0,17,33,5,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,3,2,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,12,3,22,2,17,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,75,28,3,0.14258126875687746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269275581780186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963024499510824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31983403368440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967536212580686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473245650014592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562857013307982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677694513757996,0.0,0.0,0.3421057970149692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252168290159671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556921896358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540122373259879,0.0,0.2829798171810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835893648646595,0.116222764105295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070936675205013,0.06965800585653863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572220414252824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965436973000997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740236353031049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427487235290772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319360091069115,0.08314028442032535,0.0,0.0,0.2724850249664678,0.0,0.09680332220563198,0.15508747716547758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764447904286547,0.16819625293219673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479819948209574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KNVM,2019/02/11,"Having people signal a you how to park Hello everybody This will be a quick rant. Do you guys like it when someone sees you minding your own business trying to park your car and automatically they decide to jump in and signal at you what to do with the steering wheel. You didn't ask for the help, but now you got somebody just WATCHING how you park and making hand movements at you and I just can't stand it. It paralyzes me, I can't park like the decent human I am and social anxiety just overcomes me and what will often happen is that I'll wait for the person to leave. Does anybody relate? 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I can't even remember the last time someone (specially a girl) talked to me about anything other than school stuff or to get something out of me, or use me. I felt a combination of shame, embarrassment, gratitude, happiness, amazement, but mainly incredulity. Why is this girl talking to me? Out of every other person in the room, why me? I guess because I was sitting the closest to her. Despite being something so normal and trivial it felt so unreal, like one of those conversations I always have in my head. Damn, I can't even believe I made a post about something so stupid, I'm pathetic, I'm sorry. I'll probably delete this. 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So last year around this time I asked this girl to the Freshman dance. I had a slight crush on her but her friend said she would definitely say yes if I asked her. So I asked her, and she said yes!! I was super excited. Later that night she texts me via snapchat and says you asked me to the dance as a friend right?? And im a little taken aback but I reply “yea” so the next day she texts me again and says she is super sorry but she can’t go. Im bummed but I think nothing of it. One of my friends said that she had told him why she couldn’t go but he wont tell me. At this point I dont want to ask her so i just move on. Now a week or so later her best friend and her walk up to me at lunch and her friend says, “stop telling people that [her name] said yes when you asked her to the dance.” My anxiety skyrockets and I just say okay and back away. At this point I avoid all interaction with any of her friends and most of all, her. A month or so later i hear two rumors: That she rejected me when I asked her to the dance. And that she had told her friend that I kept staring at her. I confronted her over text about the latter and she denied it. Over time I buried the whole ordeal deep in my memories until today in class my friend says he talked to her about me in class. He says that she said to him that she thinks im a really amazing sweet and nice guy but im not cute. He asks why she said no later to going to the dance with me and she dodges the question. So now I hit up my friend that had talked to her about why she couldn’t go and he finally says the reason is that her friends didn’t think I was cute enough I guess and bullied her into saying she couldn’t go. I assumer then she spread the rumors to make herself look good so if was cuter I guess she would’ve gone with me. Man, if thats not fucked up. TL;DR asked girl to dance said yes then no Turns out she said no cause her friends didnt think i was cute enough. 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This is the one piece of social anxiety that I absolutly cant get over. 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Son What would you expect your father to say? If you did everything he asked of you. 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With social anxiety, I guess you automatically miss the phase in your life, as child, where it's supposed to happen naturally. I've learned some stuff from observing others and evolved here and there but I still struggle. When I'm in an unknown envoirment, lets say a new class, I tend to sit in the corner and even if I try small talk with others for some reason they don't really reciprocate. It's funny cause when I rejected ppl, when I avoided them, they were looking for me, and now that I want friends and socialize, it seems harder to attain. The thing is, at the first day of class, most people already made friends and I'm so confused at how it went so fast and I still don't have my ""friend"" group. What am I doing wrong and why it's so easy for others and not me? What's the appropriate amount I can approach someone without seeming like a creep? Let's say, I'm starting smalltalk with someone and comment on their band shirt or whatever. They respond, I guess? And after that I just leave? And when I left, how should I approach again? And when's a group, which is the scariest to me - they all look at you, I feel exposed, what should I say? How to act? How should I approach people and groups? What's appropriate to say? I just really need so broad steps I can follow. Any instructions welcome, really. I'm starting university soon and I really don't want my worst nightmare to happen again and again: no friends. Not talking to anymore. Don't know anyone to form a group with. Fear of participating in class (I really wanna overcome that!!!). Everyone has already their friends and groups and they are ""locked"" now. I fee terrible and miserably uncomfortable. Growing back to my depressed mood swings. 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I feel like it's a common situation for us to be called out with something along the lines of ""Why don't you ever talk?"" or \*sarcasm\* ""Everybody watch out, <your name here> is really talking up a storm! HAHAHA"" I never know how to react and usually say something dumb. Has anyone ever had a good comeback to that? I'm just in a mood right now and I want to hear your savage burns. 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Just seeking some advice. New to reddit. So apologies if I come across as a reddit-noob. I didn’t know if this page was the best to help but thought I had nothing to lose so I’d give it a shot. So basically, I’m having problems but unsure what the problem is, I want to know what I have but feel to nervous to go seek help and advice in person. So... I’m finding speaking what I’m thinking extremely difficult… For the past few years it’s been getting harder and harder for me to string full sentences together out loud. I know what it is I want to say, and I often spend the time mentally planning out my sentence structure in my head – however, when I do eventually speak, it’s a mess and not what I had originally planned in my head. Ive always had a slight problem with social situations, at school although I was captain of the football team and hung around with all the ‘cool kids’, I was still the awkward member of the group and (for example) couldn’t really speak to girls very well, a few of my mates used to say I was autistic (as a joke). But at school I kind of just thought I was young and a bit shy. The problem has become so much worse post school and college. I can literally feel it getting worse each day that passes. I’m now 24. I pronounce words incorrectly, jump between the beginning and the end of my train of thought. Nothing makes sense, and I often lose track about half way through because I’m wondering if what I’ve just said made any sense or not. At this point I usually apologise for not making sense and start over. I also often overthink social interaction with cashiers, waiting staff, etc. I plan the entire social exchange in my head, do things because I think it’ll make their lives easier which usually results in awkwardness. It’s really horrible, due to struggling to speak so much, I try not to speak unless I really need to, therefore I feel like people may think I’m rude or unsociable (colleagues, family and friends). Thanks and apologies for the essay I seem to have just written 😅. 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I'm okay talking to people I know well one on one but when I get in front of several people I get really anxious. I've tried techniques to calm down and prepare but I still end up being anxious. I usually shake during speaking and my voice shakes while my hearts racing. I don't know what to do, and I have to give a presentation in a week at school. I get anxious just thinking about it.",1.3710679611650465,3.3618143106796134,3.205640776699031,90.42516019417478,80.6504854368932,6.061747572815534,22.921359223300968,7.1686216300943375,0.78842213592233,386,13,83,5,10,129,64,103,0.131,0.805,0.064,-0.7531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,5,1,1,0,1,11,14,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,1,2,0,3,13,3,16,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707814437699561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147410423965375,0.0,0.0,0.0980434613200391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102158569201563,0.14239752444847192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590254761778173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315788545890053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201174066416608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581971785696387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018939811473665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150229574557651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769536094248902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854466749352235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862148564770375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951145923383941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156252834283292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634860909041419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906990727563252,0.0,0.13346571539471688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crescentbanana,2019/02/11,"I have a toxic relationship with my friend Hey, my first post on reddit, sorry if wrong subreddit So, I am, engineering student in my twenties. I met a nice guy in the first day at schools, we had good moments, well I’m not being honest here, we do still share good moments but fewer, will come back to this later. We used to hangout together during the first month at school (September), we even met on weekends. To be honest I’m not the most confident person on earth and my social skills are near absolute zero, I’m also suffering from social anxiety to some level, so needless to say that I was kinda happy to met such a cool and popular guy, we shared a lot of common interests. But over time I felt that our friendship faded, we spent fewer and fewer time together, when we met I felt he was being distant, he had new friends (who in fact were also my friend and rejected me.. it’s another story) And here we are now, during parties or at school we barely stay together, I always feel like I’m running after him, and when I manage to, he won’t stay for long with me. He left me when we were supposed to find and appartement together to go with other guys, and I can’t get over it. So here we are now, I’m keeping as a friend because I have someone to stay with sometimes, so I’m not « that » lonely weirdo, I honestly don’t consider him a friend after he dumped me for the flatshare. I’m probably not his friend either, since the only times he needs me or stay with me is when he has no one else, when he needs a ride somewhere, needs some cash/weed or that I help him with school. He did not helped me when I was going through hard times either. So what should I do ? Keep him as a friend, I’m still attached but is it worth it ?",3.6785470085470067,4.67314798860399,4.946568660968662,84.60491282051285,71.96296296296295,7.8952022792022785,26.00581196581196,8.238735603445708,1.5557358632478628,1348,42,276,20,25,448,176,351,0.079,0.718,0.203,0.9937,0,3,0,0,0,0,45.0,12,0,0,4,24,26,1,0,13,1,27,0,0,1,1,57,53,30,0,5,14,0,4,1,7,3,0,1,0,4,12,26,0,2,4,2,2,5,9,5,1,5,15,6,43,21,37,32,6,54,0,3,0,0,51,14,0,9,31,188,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637787730851972,0.07094996260578204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941112915522093,0.06522992996886426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556597281664338,0.0,0.05197869560607218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345099328060221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054990926809460224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123062919476547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631883359181684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311415756992743,0.06091561011329396,0.16374166347568606,0.0,0.0779335785167409,0.2175872299200136,0.0,0.0,0.4611459304583882,0.0,0.044549108599907836,0.0,0.09691975180691448,0.1430378201325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532867341029367,0.0,0.09076957103884513,0.07638354752821115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430693727095716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158056558874092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264413509741054,0.0,0.0,0.0416577292993138,0.0,0.0,0.07545966261233407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249196370508296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680602536737534,0.0,0.0,0.1896758415751932,0.0,0.08235254672703693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057779930537756014,0.06485029884655419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445289228712555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166335322161297,0.0,0.09193352779489038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154612253529157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780868503196644,0.0,0.3451838315852072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053472575134097,0.0,0.0,0.17384035794893568,0.07224745847514376,0.0,0.08433241763682997,0.09545075478081573,0.0,0.3635381698843986,0.13619056920015893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888226311748575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364433659937597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666634076689338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322737729352744,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1206549,2019/02/11,"Stopping Sertraline after just one dose? So my friend was put on sertraline (50 mg) and on her first dose, she had bad side effects. We don't know how soon she can see her doctor but would it be okay for her to not take her next dose? Is it just one of those things that quickly get better as she adjusts to the meds?",2.7254545454545465,3.8735436666666665,3.3246666666666687,94.73700000000001,74.45454545454545,6.492121212121212,22.29090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.2734036363636365,246,6,57,2,5,77,53,66,0.049,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,2,0,12,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,9,3,8,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635231527547634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503531414990338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28973498446462226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407798994201217,0.0,0.0,0.21869981746352524,0.0,0.14789282291821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556832266052914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144278731936317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104903410847944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836322343502439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845643641446734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255707984858519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665988504959196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283403205036236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880596782329949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108539261670588,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dolphin201,2019/02/11,"Feeling kinda sad This one kid used to talk to me during class and he really helped me become more open, but as of recently he just stopped talking to me and kinda ignores me during class. I’m not sure why, I think he just got bored of me or something. I’m used to not having anyone to talk anyway, I thought I would finally be able to make a friend, but I couldn’t. Oh well I’m just posting this cause I don’t really have anyone to talk to",7.606702127659575,4.520467010638299,8.13670212765958,78.58250000000002,65.06382978723404,11.102127659574473,33.074468085106375,8.841846274778883,2.4755829787234047,345,9,76,4,4,116,56,94,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.3307,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,25,16,6,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,1,10,3,11,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,3,3,44,12,2,0.17823346348817254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492499636107427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684485733063808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309486366945205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012019445599194,0.0,0.0,0.1952460472684246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770273176373973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425495826882439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946613357595601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897222088388106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077560757787625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069838974178303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283618412783805,0.0,0.17598404294932093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721282789237513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901115624230726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798293003120415,0.0,0.0,0.5730292263527599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420480665139256,0.0,0.14149746113854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078729730091051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025328865432828,0.0,0.16082797835623766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661193869410836,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idomind,2019/02/11,Seeking to chat with someone to give each other motivation to face our anxieties. Shall we support each other on this journey? I'll speak with anyone.,4.352222222222224,7.479936074074079,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,77.14814814814815,6.562962962962962,31.222222222222214,7.793537801064563,2.7653555555555562,122,6,18,2,3,39,22,27,0.054000000000000006,0.774,0.172,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38249722782254,0.0,0.0,0.34961034264396273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796438003859376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236468228182541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673919926221878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bipolarapparently,2019/02/11,Anyone else too much of a people pleaser? It’s like I have no back bone and people could easily take advantage of me. Not saying people often do because I try so hard to get people to like me. I can count on one hand the amount of times I acted assertive when people were starting to cross boundaries. How do I stop being this way?,3.6179104477611936,4.896281238805972,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,72.43283582089552,6.554029850746268,22.35522388059701,6.742157984588678,0.6642859701492534,261,6,50,2,5,86,52,67,0.086,0.6990000000000001,0.215,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,1,0,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,7,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467225864231922,0.21500233067856994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135134540764484,0.0,0.12791440602930024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753740116532778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529150199523968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096309305042719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187972322093834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503106658292555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425399964827882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219066886872547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273711733760038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687043736585458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485233817315658,0.0,0.0,0.1754327417589995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777096221606665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235737286116265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424652353777385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655847690360262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cheekske,2019/02/11,"Anxiety about someone small I have to do for a job interview. I know this may seem small but I have been thinking about this since I learned about it. I have a job interview with an airline this week. The interview is taking place at the major local airport. I was specifically told not to wait in the passenger line and to by-pass the line and walk right up to the ticket person and tell them I am there for a scheduled interview. The idea of walking by everyone, who for all they know is some douche who is cutting the line, is making my stomach turn.",5.2389252948885945,5.872443036697247,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,68.1743119266055,9.164351245085193,31.16775884665793,9.23628265651192,2.5615703800786367,437,17,87,8,7,140,69,109,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.6542,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,11,0,12,1,1,1,1,17,21,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,16,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,2,63,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820439869078299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273875205243343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686356052767088,0.0,0.0,0.4722907542911183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615607119073639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884471847426845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778347232991126,0.2486247068587069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322238744049206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166360804521903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684863524080926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016285375601493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892145389612746,0.0,0.20799351343038827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524795471260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273875205243343,0.0,0.0,0.2588395960575961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908826510356033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gemtem79,2019/02/11,"Bad anxiety in class Hello everyone! I need some advice on how to not be so nervous when speaking in front of people. I'm in college and I've started getting anxiety before I go to certain classes where I know the professor calls on people. I get so nervous when he starts talking to students when he's teaching because I fear he'll start talking to me and if that happened my voice would start shaking and my face would turn tomato red. I only feel this way in class. When I'm out and about I'm very confident and happy and enjoy talking to people so I just don't understand why I can't act normal in class. I guess I feel this way because I'm put on the spot in front of a bunch of people, but I know I'm smart and competent I just have these social issues holding me back. And I really don't know how to not feel this way. Any advice is appreciated!",3.960084745762714,4.682878299435032,5.495833333333334,81.93154661016949,71.09039548022601,7.933898305084746,29.43926553672317,8.07648339933343,1.9862282485875704,677,26,135,9,12,230,96,177,0.071,0.812,0.117,0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,4,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,32,32,19,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,0,6,17,4,20,28,2,29,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,3,9,80,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918201632451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670401292733132,0.0,0.1950734938015324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980392236964226,0.10645673324757192,0.15544498913248497,0.0,0.10849265967210617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019121594349342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183120911872786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434723526721962,0.1934026915287972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322642327649314,0.0,0.07246088801711381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045504254069086,0.0,0.11274736178744345,0.13572555851175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330763230953098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021112580946905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453924275630372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492241160549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696909360556744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535683200993536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817218469049485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167942640809933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996965505326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609791293389546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074377373747431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868281285966738,0.0,0.1327314465931665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520041701153256,0.0,0.3036094381692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504844197238788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114393317306407,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SamoF82M4,2019/02/11,"I NEED TO END IT ALL... Im in 11th grade and today, our student council started to sell prom tickets and there was one golden ticket which can give the person who finds it a free entry to prom this year. Well.. I was the person who found it. Since I dont have a date and was thinking of even not going to prom. My anxiety kicked in real hard. A ton of people gathered around me after finding the ticket and started teasing me and trying to take it from me. Until a group of 12th graders came and stole it from me and ran. I asked to get it back and ofc they'd say no.. they made me look like a god damn fucking idiot. I backed out immediately and said congratulations. But the student council approached me and asked me if I was the one to find it. I answered yes, and told me that you are guaranteed the free entry dont worry about the 12th graders. I got a lot of pressure put on me from couple of friends (who are not really my friends (and they're just a group of people i hang out with during recess and just keep silent) since i dont have any friends because how they find me weird and really awkward because i keep quite and barely speak due to MY FUCKING ANXIETY) asking me if im going to prom and with who. Same with my teachers. Im a fucking depressed kid, you cant imagine how much i hate my life and want to fuckin commit suicide so bad! I've been life this for more than 6 years... Thanks for reading, if you even read all of this. I seriously dont want motivational comments and dont want people willing to help me. I just wanted to put this shit out there so you can say... its a goodbye message. I just hate this god damn life and NEED TO END IT. love you all Stay strong Stay positive Dont let this shitty anxiety put you down. 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You know how horrible it is that every single occurance is incredibily anxious/panic attack. I cant do anything anymore. No girl, no rising point in my job. I'm doing myself right now. Fuck it. Not worth living. 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So I don't tell him the bad things about my day, I don't tell him my opinion, I'm scared to take up too much talking-space so I usually answer things very shortly. I don't know if I'm doing anything right in our communication. Almost every fight we have stems from this, and yesterday it was especially bad. He specifically said that he would be communicating like I do, and has only spoken to me in one-word utterances since then - not the most mature way to handle it maybe, but I also understand how fucking frustrated he must be to do that. &#x200B; I don't know if this counts as social anxiety, but it's the same feeling I have when trying to talk to new people, only difference is I should not be feeling like this with him. I don't know how to stop this behaviour.",7.549346733668344,6.468177929648242,7.884567839195981,73.97820854271356,63.67336683417086,10.975075376884424,33.4678391959799,10.125756701596842,3.1235865326633165,804,27,155,15,10,265,115,199,0.124,0.81,0.066,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,4,0,0,0,12,11,3,2,3,0,22,2,0,2,2,33,37,15,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,3,25,3,21,28,3,19,0,1,0,2,22,7,1,6,12,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578829377141465,0.0,0.0,0.10213844925216592,0.0,0.13838566598611035,0.15519501253241585,0.0,0.0,0.195412453202363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051035125015622,0.11369878144480156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132834246049083,0.07785754505247636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647389766758524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344127625203264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435852559496622,0.0,0.21522092676937285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291591651641235,0.09124391836875603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807601995282475,0.0,0.0,0.07258679594395354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105763883362416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479607261734732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527320226140113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831292606308198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019456953450019,0.0,0.09388964151848188,0.0,0.0,0.12335375180591132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654706495648888,0.1942751739049916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885456699662472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712457145304618,0.0,0.1090730486349274,0.12149193272748253,0.0,0.12787101675188245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565214313126307,0.0,0.0,0.26039098024935303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199816726436924,0.10678048719588362,0.0,0.1335217356925562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603030792244184,0.20531462714083476,0.2232675926296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970433379034494,0.0,0.12548524839513886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173428370207077,0.0,0.0,0.13296208054928135,0.0,0.0,0.14066665332162434,0.10538321309326797,0.0,0.10137899648631957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072934429545568,0.0,0.15519501253241585,0.0 socialanxiety,teeohwa,2019/02/11,"The compulsion to be 'nice' Posting with a throwaway because I'm too embarrassed to post under my own account name. I bought a 'painting' Craigslist for $15. I made a point of asking the seller if it was really a painting on canvas as opposed to a print, and she said it was a painting. All good. So I agree to buy and make arrangements to pick up. I get there and it is not a painting and it is not on canvas. It is something that has been printed onto a plastic, 'canvas-looking' material. It is also framed weirdly; a 3-inch deep 'canvas' in a 1-1/2 inch deep frame, meaning that the picture sticks out 1-1/2 inches. Not what I expected or wanted. So what do I do? I not only buy it and thank the lady, I tell her I only have a $20 bill and tell her to just take it, even though she tells me she probably has the $5 in change. Of course, not looking her in the eye even once in the entire exchange. **sigh** I have better days and worse days, but I really hate when am just a doormat because I'm afraid of someone not liking me or getting upset with me. Really upset me, just wanted to vent. Rant *finie*. 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I feel anxious to the point where I even sometimes (rarely) vomit when I meet someone for the first time, but after that it's all fine. Also when I'm meeting a group of people for the first time I'm not anxious.",4.172419354838709,4.5768712419354864,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,70.45161290322581,6.845161290322581,26.79032258064516,5.985473137389443,0.908696774193548,235,7,49,1,4,76,40,62,0.135,0.826,0.039,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,8,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,6,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,8,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229996932236904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6878311291241966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806695605385914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269648909500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404732709756667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523640898528245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34526030602522384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140156081028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185444580579292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195985926087495,0.0,0.20072388668104985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004290851500647,0.0,0.0,0.23668490696412076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Henry_Myth,2019/02/11,"Social anxiety ruined the one time I could've been happy When I finally met up with my boyfriend I was completely frozen the entire time and only gave one word responses, didn't make eye contact and I was incredibly reserved. It was a constant battle on my mind whether I should do anything or not. I really was in love with him, but I just couldn't do anything about it. It was so incredibly awkward. When it was finally late and we got into bed together I was even more terrified and just slept on the other side of the bed and I felt helpless. I wanted to do all the things we said we would do, but I just couldn't. He was nervous, but it was nothing compared to what I was going through. When we woke up he got a call out of nowhere that he had work. He thought he had the whole week off and that's how long I was supposed to stay. I had hoped that after a day or two I would be more comfortable, but I knew going up there how difficult it was going to be to overcome. He called an uber and I went home. It was embarrassing and I really hate myself for it even though I didn't have any control over my anxiety. He's usually really busy and just couldn't make time for the relationship and considering how poorly it all went he came back online a week later and he broke up with me. He ghosted me shortly after. I not only lost my boyfriend, but I lost my best friend too. The one chance we finally had to be together and I completely blew it. The last three months I've just been laying in bed incredibly depressed, hating myself and crying a lot. 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I joined clubs, got a job at a retail store, built friendships. the way I started acting was the way I always wanted to act but I never thought it was possible for me. believe me I was the quietest kid ever in school. im in my early 20s now. forward to now and I feel myself slowly slipping back into my old habits and ways of being extremely hostile and shy around people. I hate it. I feel it at work, I dread going in and have trouble talking to people, I want to hide away and sleep more, I avoid my roommates and family more, etc. so now that ive noticed this change back to my old ways ive decided to make a change again. this is what im doing now and im pretty sure its what I did before to become less shy, although I forget because it was almost a year ago.. 1) state out loud what it is that you want to change \-for me its ""im not happy with my hostility towards people due to my self consciousness/shyness"" &#x200B; 2) state that you have the power and ability to make that change \-""but I have the power to change this if I want to which I do"" &#x200B; 3) set an ultimate goal for yourself \-for me this is ""I want to be able to be completely comfortable/open/friendly around anybody and everybody"" &#x200B; 4) take very, very, small, manageable steps \-the key is tiny baby steps that are a little uncomfortable for you but not too scary. just enough to push you out of your comfort zone a little. \-they can be the tiniest step in the world, you'll see one of my steps is just to keep my door open, totally doable but still uncomfortable for me cause usually I would keep it shut. \-we slowly become used to these things so they're not scary anymore \-practice makes perfect. the first time you went to go ride a bike chances are you were scared and bad at it but now you're probably a natural at it. \-I have a bunch of small steps I am going to take such as: \-making eye contact, smiling, and saying hi to more people even if its just one person a day instead of ignoring them like I usually do \-joining a sports team \-going to the grocery store/gym when I know its going to be busy instead of going when I know its going to be dead such as in the morning \-keeping my bedroom door wide open all the time instead of closed which I usually do so that it doesn't give my roommates/friends the chance to start a conversation with me or see what im doing. this is a metaphor too for being a more open person. &#x200B; 5) keep changing the steps once you become comfortable with the first steps \-as you become comfortable with the first baby steps, keep modifying them to other steps that bring you closer and closer to your goal. \-its not a race. give yourself a few months depending on your current comfort zone level. \-you will notice the changes every day though as you make these tiny, completely doable steps. \-soon you will be doing the things that you once thought were impossible. &#x200B; it is based on this video [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6egPDcH11OI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6egPDcH11OI) thanks!",5.1540641381436965,6.899558921095013,5.106295953678012,81.98636139377123,69.28985507246377,7.797183677664714,27.86655017644842,8.332992426153591,1.917185740226813,2634,91,481,39,47,818,281,621,0.104,0.799,0.097,-0.8179,4,1,0,0,0,1,134.0,1,17,3,11,32,20,4,4,35,0,47,3,3,8,6,80,90,32,1,8,15,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,3,5,44,28,0,7,8,5,2,24,6,11,0,5,12,7,69,9,70,66,11,106,0,0,3,0,36,36,0,5,42,332,113,8,0.048970097690157734,0.0,0.0477877513240772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868180738314103,0.0,0.04903647912073733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074704419094575,0.26529540193897594,0.29752014368918894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856517825085477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078130762357104,0.0,0.0,0.04600901877694435,0.0753099647599925,0.04088798608893468,0.02985171702790633,0.2163345020544064,0.0416699463162024,0.05517253072635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030577976202637,0.3626270910706778,0.0,0.1026884314660659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316332363009683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050599201446181935,0.054614603585244524,0.03234428767635834,0.04429625695175021,0.041259419366952696,0.046793026910378656,0.0,0.0,0.046164649875195085,0.05510497439898936,0.049521505557891976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496182023658647,0.0,0.0,0.07566835199967265,0.0,0.0,0.0939531598161004,0.1948158452356253,0.0,0.03916586062637868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212957958643937,0.0,0.048347833158391626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282362423635569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264480544081622,0.0,0.04859526574744956,0.21763436433543765,0.0,0.0,0.053825370023634495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023924316156232386,0.0981618055836056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343960233610375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781749295486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037768758249411935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150556158373336,0.10277175973745103,0.10430311165784628,0.06636681110188075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579879931211492,0.08551760087664925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520642725326913,0.0,0.049820194418799424,0.05279804783692243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038942987199013526,0.04902761069046134,0.04956035325118048,0.07804565535826916,0.0,0.10217298374459664,0.05532227160574555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049005463309055516,0.04991884764529703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398386157840964,0.0,0.039107583272613926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615373753567258,0.0,0.07363883811829146,0.03936030956901688,0.0,0.04508508661297852,0.0,0.0,0.06506711388477834,0.0,0.04811287234581356,0.0777535751059853,0.08566457331067437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229444142910807,0.16180093248725566,0.08081091831578963,0.14441916194568258,0.15548073670408982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045395771169190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130162869896686,0.0,0.0,0.0347869523783461,0.0,0.29752014368918894,0.09460541209422528 socialanxiety,mightiestcactusmage,2019/02/12,"I made a group just to get booted out of it. I literally started a meetup group to find other new dnd players in my area.126 joined of the first day. I was so pleased I felt like I did something right for once. I happily greeted everyone who left a message and tried to figure out logistics all day but everyone was just using my discussion board to make their own plans. They started their own discord and everything. How do I manage to get left out of my own discussion?? You cant fix this level of loser.",3.7071000000000014,5.41041611,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.9,8.200000000000001,29.5,8.841846274778883,2.45,401,17,77,8,8,132,68,100,0.085,0.833,0.081,-0.5279,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,3,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,16,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,14,1,14,8,4,14,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643762727048192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917135873213468,0.18421304337698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968025144683574,0.0,0.18733807740861544,0.17434664277660306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141758280375025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445399133022096,0.0,0.0,0.10013756669040423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939467528784753,0.13681849020809905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796046925051985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828544087629811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249945607724216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504252261681327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779525514398465,0.0,0.0,0.2901564195338893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916058913864587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702752386246995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ashenAttitude,2019/02/12,"Can someone inform me of the symptoms of social anxiety? I'm worried that I may have it, but I've got next to no information. Can someone please explain the differences? Even the tiny almost indistinguishable things could help me figure it out. The only knowledge of symptoms I have comes from Google, so I'd like some more credible information about anxiety.",6.459375000000001,8.7145099375,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,66.8125,9.495,34.675,9.888512548439397,3.9195350000000015,292,14,45,7,5,94,47,64,0.111,0.7390000000000001,0.15,0.6934,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,13,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281125148451425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404385135199909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167234259603516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765583257682374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324752030128196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696551108003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779612765456697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491435136758627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870696508524463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664151421689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922859913529115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442487536957631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268205449483377,0.37706337229881065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625454028345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782551006014075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259693286070283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,olaftheossman,2019/02/12,"(Black Culture) I've been getting a lot of negativity and laughter from people assuming who I am truly am and its causing depression and anxiety because they would take advantage of me without knowing anything! So, this situation started appearing back in July 31st 2016 when my girlfriend decided and who I love dearly from the heart that she left me and apologizes for not telling anything about her coming back and she confessed to me saying that she was a lesbian and she had sex and stuff with her. I didn't take it as a champ at all because I loved her a lot. This happened before with another girl where she was invited to a carnival at my high-school during the two years before and she didn't speak to me at all when we were talking in social and wanted to meet each other in person. She only care about another guy who was in my class and eventually she became a lesbian and obsessed with my old classmate. Another incident was prior three years when out of now here a girl started to like me and she wanted me to do things for her which I thought was nice but, I didn't realize she was using me and was getting paid to use me because my so called friends set the whole thing up for me behind my back. I didn't know what was going on until my close friend told me and I just burst out crying. So, with this new girlfriend who I broke up with, I didn't take it as a champ and I cried so much and it caused me to have depression and I did something foolish out of anger. I had a short sleeve hoodie in my room and put it on and went on Grindr and said ""Hai"" to a gay person online because I was so upset with anger. After that, the next day, a collegue quickly jumped into conclusion calling me a homosexual and acting as if I want to be a woman. I know I went on the wrong application and I regret doing it and now people keeps calling me a ""Sissy"" and never wants to speak to me again. They basically laugh at me while I walk near them or make jokes and I have so much anger inside of me but, I try to calm down without doing anything rational. Now, this all happened inside of my home and on my cell-phone. But, how did she even know?! She was on it too! She just caught me doing it and laugh in public and started sharing it to the local and public and people who I thought care for me never cared. So, I find this a life lesson in all of this is to not care what people say because I've been bullied all my life through my voice and the school I was in forced the children to like me over my voice problem because I knew they were faking it the whole time. I never had once a close bestfriend who we could talk to. Women always want to abuse me and I never did anything to them and they always want something out of me (Sex or money). I'm getting sick of it! I don't want to be like others who are prostituting and so forth for someone to love them! I know time is waiting for me but, people need to stop assuming. This is the only place I can speak out without trying to harm or act as if I'm crazy by shouting so people won't start filming. And, they've filmed me behind my back and I know what they be posting even though I never really saw what they did. Just today a car pulled back just to walk in the back of me near my mother's work. It was excruciating. My rage went up high. How could I talk to someone or rationalize with them to talk about this? I've went to two psychiatrist and they want nothing of me. 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Last semester I was miserable and failed a course and felt like I was falling behind in life, I decided to make a grater effort to pick myself up. I started going to the gym, which required me to manage my time ( Im using google calendar) and manage how much I eat (Im underweight). I started including CBT in my journaling where I evaluate what I'm afraid of and alter my thinking away from negative statements to conscious positive statements. I got a job at a grocery store, where Im forced to have simple interactions with people warming me up to be social again. I work 20-30 hrs a week. Hopefully in about 3 months I can move out. All of these have been great and have helped me overcome a lot of fear and boosted my mood and social interaction time... but ... shit man its still so hard. I still wince after and dwell on so many interactions. When I go home Im so tired and stressed I just want to sleep. I take long naps and sleep for 9 - 10 hours a night. I listen to sad music all the time. I feel like recently I have ""relapsed"" into isolation and grief. When I get this low I have to sit down and really unpack it all, and take and speculate wheat I can do to make sure this doesn't happen again. Its so painful and uncool and slow and boring, but im determined. I have to fiercely evaluate how and why I waste my time and trying to change my behavior feels impossible. I have to re-orient my interests toward things I dont always find fun and exciting but I will enjoy in the future. I have to push myself to communicate with others in my program, and establish myself as an individual with goals, and not be defeated by a small setback or anothers opinion. What does anyone think? If you want to talk baout anything hit me up. 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I’ve got a group of really good friends but it always seems like we hang out by accident. I’ll run into them at the dinning hall or I tag along with my roommate and we all hang out as a big group. But I’m having a lot of trouble agonizing over initiating the hang out. How often should I ask them to hang out? How often is creepy and how little is not enough? How do you even initiate things like that? Can I just say “Hey! could I come up and do homework / hang out with you guys?” I’m so fucking stressed about this. 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It may be my only option, as there's a possible perfect opportunity and I need a job asap... But I'm terrified. So, I've got general anxiety but also social anxiety (I'm going to post this in that sub as well.) I've been caring for my dad and siblings for about two years almost. My dad can't work, so I have to get a job and contribute until he can possibly get disability and also start saving to finally move out on my own. It's way way past time. I've been applying to ideal jobs, things I feel I could handle, with no luck. I have to be close to home which really limits me. I saw that a restaurant insanely close to me is hiring for servers, with ""immediate openings"". Even the hours are super ideal because they don't interfere with my siblings school dropoffs and pick ups. But, I'm scared to death. I worked at a Mexican restaurant for one night back in May, and I wanted to cry the entire time. Greeting people, checking on them, talking, etc seemed too much for me. There was a horrible language barrier though, that I feel really made it worse. Does anyone here have positive experiences with being a server and also having anxiety? Any tips? Anything? I can't not get a job rn, I absolutely have to do it. I'm just wondering if there are any stories that will make me feel this isn't completely impossible 😭😭",3.2182692307692307,5.268285849816851,5.227934981684982,77.84102335164836,75.11721611721613,8.652564102564103,27.125915750915752,9.2995712137729,2.6228706959706964,1099,43,203,28,24,379,155,273,0.121,0.746,0.133,0.759,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,9,17,10,0,1,12,0,25,0,0,3,1,45,46,21,1,6,6,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,3,5,0,1,2,6,1,1,2,7,4,22,9,32,32,3,26,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,8,10,137,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752290684846036,0.0,0.0,0.2576088874747592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460405622212481,0.0,0.24643013985796675,0.0,0.0,0.15016148155983486,0.0,0.0883624110980672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256655525483159,0.0,0.06545623680189516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947836612613113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258311005317433,0.0,0.0,0.08573207775627578,0.0,0.11794897851317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939666438549706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975413078502314,0.0709217279311996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100713076280903,0.0,0.0,0.16287964566092608,0.0,0.0,0.117626639947339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683007028838327,0.0,0.061025023339689115,0.0,0.08587947706035415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077082385160057,0.0,0.10574506165554078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262218108583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160304621543267,0.07167521589005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141251313289486,0.07893470831037111,0.07961894552489318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076637039227147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276167228857101,0.08166531438464633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250383195727658,0.07444193542432775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421036600272253,0.10283782084532064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757736178307514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075034609294312,0.10867161226813916,0.0,0.09775230794658528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945768745207274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600224202278479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630584771177449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713367410403301,0.0,0.10549770261264607,0.0,0.12522519426972872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489206982487577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333394393502227,0.1704622871495476,0.0,0.0,0.09654513445286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644615723374112,0.2345159721357431,0.0,0.10942669462884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914749382747988 socialanxiety,CorrectPitch,2019/02/12,"Fear of online social interaction Most people rely on the internet for their dose of social interaction. Somehow screen to screen interaction being more comforting than face to face. Face to face interaction can trigger a lot of social anxiety to people, I'm no stranger. I'm also no stranger to social anxiety online. I don't play multiplayer games. I only allow people I know in real life to follow me on my Instagram. I've stopped contributing to my old wattpad and sharing my writing for the fear of interaction or judgement from other users. It's a relentless cycle of false confidence, getting the app or account, making a post or contributing somehow, immediately doubting your entire being and burning everything to the ground. &#x200B; Multiplayer games follow the same pattern of social anxiety in real life but transferred to online. Shakiness, sweating, trouble catching your breath, fear of looking like an idiot, fear of SOUNDING like an idiot (for those even brave enough to turn on the microphone). &#x200B; Strangers on the other side of the screen are probably the main cause for the anxiety. You don't know them. They don't know you. What are they thinking? You can't see their face to get a read on how well the interaction is going, the same goes for voice. Who are they as people? Friends probably cause the most internal doubt though. I am scared to text first, and always incredibly cautious in my words. It's confusing. &#x200B; I haven't seen many people express anxiety online. There are not many resources to help people who have fears and cautions such as me. So, I am trying to achieve three things by writing this (an arguably amateur post for a reason to come). 1. Spread the word and maybe reach someone who feels the same way 2. Work on myself and this anxiety by sticking through with my choice of creating a Reddit account and making posts 3. Try to explain my anxiety so it doesn't feel like such an inexplicable thing Thank you for listening to my TEDtalk :)",5.75797951582868,8.21199282402235,5.907016759776536,73.96680074487897,69.08379888268156,8.683947858473001,32.883054003724396,9.2995712137729,3.41827009310987,1613,75,253,35,30,511,185,358,0.162,0.728,0.11,-0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,6,6,3,12,23,2,10,25,0,17,10,7,8,0,48,40,18,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,14,9,0,1,8,4,2,5,9,13,1,2,1,11,28,10,51,37,9,23,0,0,6,0,36,11,0,12,6,172,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056109181071038516,0.058381086102775724,0.2280641554860772,0.2557665146649588,0.0,0.0,0.3757205518774951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415308487120804,0.0,0.06043905599887911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724969478158528,0.0,0.046341880282595185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630578176665381,0.0,0.0,0.3947633894624321,0.0709528589697508,0.05012433197163532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968045806876648,0.0,0.0,0.05420761997663684,0.0,0.07331435421394213,0.0,0.03987514698730799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702865866215755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567895135428595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911614815789398,0.10283402802827546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058919097071653576,0.0,0.0,0.059649919737672176,0.0,0.0,0.09366845312139466,0.14226817211921458,0.07048798229209041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362407597038817,0.0,0.0,0.053361985569853936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918523865734467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158975765903395,0.0,0.15129477183087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018180613765512,0.15972129742333224,0.0,0.07213906361768734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702452219041991,0.0,0.055910682797835065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576107912115756,0.059448728921533585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058659258435926315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459649713900653,0.0,0.0,0.09322611869379352,0.044957501417514686,0.06893461351233299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527189709704384,0.07631699940092493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569197997717259,0.0,0.0,0.06308480057087427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051079367927103526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557665146649588,0.0 socialanxiety,MarleyDoo222,2019/02/12,"5th day without Facebook and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I've been a Facebook addict for years. The last year or I found myself getting more and more worked up at all the negative content. When I found Reddit a couple months ago, it became my evening go-to instead. However I kept compulsively checking Facebook so I didn't ""miss anything"". Ultimately all I'd missed was more bashing and cruelty and arguing. I also felt I could never post any of my opinions for fear of offending SOMEONE. Finally Friday I was in a terrible mood and I made a slightly controversial post which lead to a back-and-forth between a couple of real life acquaintances. For some reason my social anxiety kicked in hardcore worrying about what these people now think of me. I panicked and deleted the app. So it's been 5 days without it and one hand I do feel less anxious since getting rid of it. But I miss interacting with my family on it... Should I keep it deleted? Go back but delete everything except my family? Suck it up and deal because I can't just isolate myself from conflict simply because it worsens my anxiety? 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I have that all the time when I'm abruptly talked to and it makes me very embarrassed to have to ask the person to speak again after lagging for a couple seconds.",17.393076923076926,7.563013435897439,15.050769230769234,56.61923076923078,55.66666666666666,18.164102564102567,53.10256410256411,12.161744961471696,6.24182564102564,320,11,59,5,2,102,59,78,0.111,0.8540000000000001,0.035,-0.5956,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,0,9,1,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,11,10,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,8,0,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,1,8,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920041957776846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673446307123025,0.0,0.0,0.1678802784308441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445677814795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656609811560673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010909282083115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858073999012906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213994426987484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026553647738218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649773658795728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192840653934734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093348999488624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859591579293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358925005860191,0.0,0.1400015520769994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499477672875587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981038406847772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Willbrr94,2019/02/12,"I really hate what I have become, don't be like me I figured I'd write on here for people who were once like I was. I have just turned 25 and my life feels all but over, I am unhappy and difficult to be around, even going so far as to slam doors on people and be a general pain in the ass to my mum, dad and sister. I always wanted to be a good person, but I really am not much of anything anymore. I just wish I was normal. I developed terrible social anxiety after being bullied around age 15 and held it in for a long time. I wasn't able to ask for help from those around me cause I was too frightened. Didn't mean harm by it, but I didn't have the courage or insight to talk. I began using drugs to deal with it through university and at 23 I tried to jump off a bridge and have been in and out of institutions ever since. I live at home now being more of a burden every day, I imagine I'll have to go to another hospital sometime soon. Seems like this will be my life and as I said, whatever I used to be, I'm not gonna be that anymore and that is why it breaks my heart. Please, please just say you need help and please don't take drugs like benzodiazepine without guidance, it isn't worth it for the short term benefits. I really hope you guys can find a way to deal with this particular anxiety problem. I know how lonely it can be, and I really hope you make it through these forests intact or better than you were before you went in. Take care ✌️",5.027945966660283,4.318176377850165,6.17411381490707,82.96197164207702,68.60912052117263,9.699099444337996,28.156543399118604,9.168548406835145,1.9461942517723687,1136,31,254,19,17,383,172,307,0.18600000000000005,0.6709999999999999,0.142,-0.923,0,2,2,0,0,1,25.0,0,5,0,1,14,19,1,0,9,0,33,7,2,5,2,54,59,21,0,7,11,3,1,4,0,2,5,2,2,2,16,18,0,1,8,0,1,4,9,8,0,0,13,3,34,11,44,34,4,32,0,1,0,1,21,16,1,5,14,169,50,0,0.09986878033606952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830988255607985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047211239017373,0.15279868720844145,0.0,0.19808598910316175,0.0,0.0,0.08218349684502357,0.26671316373026993,0.09336382831985372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029722158960892,0.08498097638275763,0.0,0.0,0.08832582045690343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182287745792436,0.10259274752678817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440710137870558,0.2059206546061177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316321579010584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596238752707433,0.09033702940955243,0.08414375473831527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049665605901541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127825595166236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135154586838686,0.08376519470370529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888579387998628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859974468441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834498554767195,0.13387987663145445,0.0,0.10017652947970343,0.1983844658097724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488526987846306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108054604416634,0.19516336602102916,0.0,0.0881859627176234,0.08838072791017987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666318636811495,0.0,0.0,0.10878637932216846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341504459615336,0.07405143518647478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785020057954097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635699169352046,0.0,0.0,0.10626742355013433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384728752657703,0.08720156687102416,0.0,0.3288777923313813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556093520822616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559139918782352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499807982018177,0.07941966256257478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091678680888426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261248710949677,0.0,0.0,0.10180364478055492,0.0,0.0,0.09877277739047367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017778797931872,0.08027074267196915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823428893741915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780434628927863,0.10862855496344563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250912208693808,0.0,0.0,0.05890519415309,0.07927118932168194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257935991403174,0.0901160406582072,0.0,0.11484416871188015,0.09626994041823388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EsnesNommoc,2019/02/12,"Overthinking interactions with online strangers... Not sure if this is the place to post this but I kinda need some input. Basically I worked up the courage and talked through the internet for the first time with someone whom I added to play apex legends with. We play a few games and lost miserably but doesn't matter 'cause we're new and just chilling. Then he said he needed to take off but that he had fun and I agreed, then I noticed he unfriended me after. I can't help but feeling like I disappointed him and that he just lied to me about having fun. &#x200B; Afterwards I joined a discord voice channel, they're also chill and not good at the game but after a few games lost they said they need to take off but then one guy immediately joined another channel. &#x200B; Am I overthinking it? I'm feeling rather down right now and really self-conscious 'cause I think I have a weird, non-conventional voice.",4.786490503715938,6.819707075144514,4.6443146160198205,83.77458092485551,70.73410404624278,7.948637489677952,27.964079273327823,8.634040054169528,2.042039141205616,736,27,139,13,14,226,105,173,0.188,0.679,0.132,-0.6954,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,4,6,13,0,1,9,0,7,0,0,2,1,35,20,18,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,11,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,6,17,8,18,15,3,18,0,4,0,0,19,7,0,3,11,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969247111915728,0.0,0.2972409661715097,0.3333460524355528,0.0,0.14383165211470275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181676861318955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871160271448554,0.09799219543419173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667425540925072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504924598831395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358169829974145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194020806577316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701291086555408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946816088762485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051229742624679,0.0,0.1324768288189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616563939859374,0.0,0.0,0.09294796908213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331041295958566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136815430101595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787274925938927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713994411376374,0.2609546242281013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430951883395988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622122896500214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927835760874992,0.0,0.2062651597997089,0.1102497099421596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789113174876936,0.0,0.0,0.07998323237490579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998592740826988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333460524355528,0.0 socialanxiety,Dukeyb,2019/02/12,"What do you talk to others about when its one on one? Hey guys, I'm here today to talk about one on one conversation. Now normally in a group of 3 or more I can really shine, I can make jokes, fun observations, and a conversation really works when everyone is bouncing off each other. But one on one... I have absolutely no clue, it feels awkward, like a game of conversation chess. Small talk is bloody awful and I can't be arsed with it, but it's like my brain falls out of my arse and I can't think of anything and sieze up, which makes me anxious as if I'm not doing enough to be interesting. So I ask you, people of Reddit. How do you survive a one to one conversation? What do you talk about? ",3.5389510489510485,4.374906426573428,5.33525174825175,82.28133916083918,72.14685314685316,8.796923076923079,24.09020979020979,9.120678840339163,1.5758900699300695,541,14,118,11,10,186,87,143,0.061,0.846,0.092,0.7386,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,9,6,0,1,4,1,13,1,1,3,0,18,20,13,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,0,8,0,2,13,5,21,18,3,13,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,2,6,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527863456513816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129364841442904,0.0,0.12643415627895738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509761636120738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974240134125918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923069454836006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838303675656643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391205290295813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321460139514383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055180202003768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250964291671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7331544599653648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376062157482236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328054250440422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348135163800928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665839591405239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819476108587655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984586765122586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayydotcom,2019/02/12,"Boyfriend keeps posting ugly photos/videos of me to his snapchat And he has a lot of friends and it’s kind of eating me up alive. I’m the least photogenic person in the world which makes it even worse. It’s not even funny how ridiculously bad I look in photos. The last photo he posted, I was wearing no makeup and looked like I’ve been awake for a week straight. I literally had bags under my eyes. But he’s my boyfriend so he’ll always think I’m attractive. Last night he was in a ps4 party chat with his friends and said “isn’t she adorable” and looked at me and rather than feeling heart warmed by it, I was just filled up with dread. Fuuuuuuucckkkk. I know I should be grateful or something, but I just can’t feel anything other than remorse.",2.959430769230772,4.879976020000001,3.6206666666666685,89.65546153846157,75.46666666666667,5.948717948717951,24.205128205128197,6.67199483983844,0.6170974358974357,593,19,125,5,13,187,100,150,0.11,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.1771,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,6,0,10,4,3,2,0,24,23,11,0,2,7,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,1,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,8,15,7,17,14,2,16,0,0,4,0,13,9,0,2,5,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490542688811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741244480489885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495698398134103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329933257341266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663331894651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811515890634024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679776800253403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122752659561372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922299005259175,0.0,0.18654103420695375,0.09844764614747382,0.2920370813581837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751607690703689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512836360235136,0.0,0.0,0.15229376102505596,0.0,0.0,0.1195736815572539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810560994261536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564133513023415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431227011764621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039794771049452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379065034348372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478216579792815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369090485959748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255337741129765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Creambones,2019/02/12,"A trick I found that helps me with my social anxiety Look at other people, strangers on the street, acquaintances and everyone else, and pretend that I already know them, that they're a dear friend of mine. When I go for a walk, try thinking of everyone I encounter as my friends, kind people who wish me everything well. If I can, look them in the eyes and greet them with a smile as if I just met someone I knew. People can sense it, and unless they're having a bad day, they give back huge smiles. After all, what's the difference between strangers and friends, other than whether I perceive us to be friends? It sounds simple, but I find that it helps make the world a warmer and more welcoming place, to think of it as full of friends rather than strangers I don't know. Sharing just in case it might help you out too, whoever reads this ♥",9.309896103896108,6.6059239030303045,7.834372294372297,80.87727272727273,61.48484848484848,11.367965367965365,38.116883116883116,9.23628265651192,3.1361428571428576,664,24,139,8,7,199,105,165,0.052000000000000005,0.706,0.242,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,4,0,7,12,1,0,10,0,6,1,1,1,1,29,19,15,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,4,21,10,22,14,3,16,0,0,3,0,20,10,0,3,4,93,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223766659290922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553581688846858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607950222535037,0.11518733875747132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897008451581233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413445883425174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524437697752232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636453764433224,0.12398578639819605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608911086876431,0.0,0.0,0.15126142480626892,0.5329215821517712,0.0,0.0,0.13233978342113506,0.07840346589711694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774066139577546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436597466853669,0.15163381041005844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316962703318265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920865742799204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463493132124189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869235647581022,0.0,0.14413445883425174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799314259238032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406285748971512,0.11688950995240148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679302500525598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366293919091076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594385312774568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403884082883172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864237293284533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cantmakeeyecontact,2019/02/12,"Feeling icky and uncomfortable after every social interaction This is ruining my life. I have social anxiety and autism but I've learned o feel more comfortable while in social situations, which I'm happy about cause I used to be very lonely. The problem is after I've been hanging out with people and am alone again I start feeling so uncomfortable, awful, and icky. Even if the interactions went well and I didn't feel bad in the moment. This is so dreadful that spending time with people almost isn't worth it. I just don't understand what it is. I feel like no therapist or doctor really understand what I mean. At first I thought I only felt this way when people were trying to make romantic or sexual advances towards me (I dislike everything romantic and sexual) but it's after every situation where I've spent time with people. It's driving me crazy and it's so hard to explain. It's not that I feel like I acted weird or did things wrong (I get that too a lot) this is different. Just venting cause I feel like this is a problem that I'll never be able to solve Thanks :)",3.846560340244552,5.958144440191388,5.198620414673044,78.47173179160023,73.49760765550239,8.28080808080808,26.443646996278574,8.998388855275968,2.324128973950028,864,31,155,19,18,288,118,209,0.205,0.61,0.18600000000000005,-0.4169,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,0,1,5,1,16,2,0,4,1,43,37,18,0,3,9,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,19,11,0,0,14,0,3,5,6,8,1,1,8,9,17,7,16,27,2,24,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,6,15,104,36,2,0.10978756175288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993638431507148,0.1137068037797506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398718423918232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091668028234137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255641365918817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470463494038535,0.0,0.11237222155139183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251364910662235,0.0,0.185001511751026,0.0,0.0986699813606408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885832297857327,0.23529676815854925,0.10541327627154344,0.0,0.0,0.09338524394199804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057359469701373775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168709009773565,0.0983480908557828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754620166999213,0.16090997126552806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333745896193743,0.0,0.0,0.07328404998443608,0.0,0.0,0.11959084007548695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467493581231536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349838793007082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30445148710500336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101037389268476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033272333008149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468116386575105,0.0,0.33574378000018745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770820128216786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010776364379434,0.0,0.12747182107067684,0.07293797767063212,0.0,0.0,0.0871590606421361,0.1280360202925774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453854778538117,0.0,0.0,0.2285854473021366,0.0,0.0948212035348877,0.0,0.0905862363297354,0.0,0.0871442563290739,0.0,0.0,0.09871220297195607,0.10177416965943402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003546403659557,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Beltranmeister,2019/02/12,"Too shy to confirm Hey! A guy ask me last week to play a footbal/soccer match today and later he told me that the match may not happen due to we don't have enough players. Today I didn't really know if there was or wasn't match and i was too afraid to ask that guy. So, now I'm sitting in the street, there's no match, and I don't want to go back to home and that my parents think that I'm stupid for not ask. How is your day?",0.6076546391752586,1.7020077422680444,2.3985438144329905,99.4621456185567,79.82474226804123,5.2623711340206185,17.27963917525773,5.148860815047168,-0.8788340206185565,329,5,86,1,8,109,62,97,0.101,0.873,0.027000000000000003,-0.6921,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,20,8,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,8,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,9,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667053882444613,0.0,0.0,0.15537411223323694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031403435127445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087852790654266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483716131976955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001486315852135,0.17868380209341495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026858440197653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110486389112012,0.16470846010805404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436724800027025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944684675569834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294739263145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830645346172102,0.19308002700775065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918209840246242,0.0,0.16208289413719676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,o7heaven,2019/02/12,"I’m scared of going to the kitchen. It’s been so long and I still can’t get myself to go to the kitchen while my housemates are there. I would rather starve. It makes no sense, and I know that there’s nothing to be afraid of, but I still can’t make myself do it. Something deep inside of me is keeping me from doing it.",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,79.0,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.6678521739130439,249,6,60,0,6,78,47,69,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,9,17,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,8,14,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590245239641693,0.0,0.3459691535523092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705444400858218,0.0,0.0,0.1672777486212135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693642432488105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063482882116751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205813189207264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047346755991305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343244385980188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861520491907066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622082942255552,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadadhd,2019/02/12,"How do I connect w people and make friends?? I literally feel like I can’t connect with people to the point of feeling safe and comfortable. Even my friends, best friends, family. No matter who I’m with I still feel like I’m scrambling to do and say the right things which I can’t do. Why can’t I be comfortable and just connect with people??",2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,75.95652173913044,6.918840579710146,27.44202898550725,7.793537801064563,1.583307246376811,270,11,56,4,6,87,39,69,0.028,0.5710000000000001,0.401,0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,13,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,9,6,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236621292126264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076742410392876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091581278943896,0.0,0.3232880645673435,0.3045138891020487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939808430980984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082447690583995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226296802473995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443263290418947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147254498637834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820080660160028,0.0,0.16948600166342007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020234964826947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159115370056713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231267074276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThisIsToday7,2019/02/12,"Recording yourself/talking to yourself through your phone, to talk out the anxieties, self criticisms, and stress. So I've dome been doing this off and on for sometime. I started doing it as a way to talk out ideas and brainstorm things better because I am more of an external processer than I am internal. Which is weird for an introvert. Then I'd do it when I was really anxious, afraid, sad, stressed, or mad. Basically any negative emotion that was overwhelming me at the time. Before I would write, i still do, but it takes longer than talking it out and I get frustrated with how slow it is.. I've found that it helps tremendously. More than I ever anticipated. It's like self talk therapy. In a way I don't necessarily feel like I need a therapist because I know more about myself than anyone. Of course there are things I'm blinded to so talking to a therapist is still a good thing to consider but when going to one isn't an option I've resorted to this. It helps me to release those emotions and find a different and more helpful perspective about things. Then you can watch it later at a different time and get more insight into what was going on or watch it when you're feeling down or any of those negative emotions. Am I the only one who does this? For a while I felt like I was crazy for talking to myself. Then even crazier for recording myself, talking to myself. I've come to accept it though because It benefits me greatly in the end. We all talk to ourselves. Whether it's in our head, writing it down, or out loud. Theres always some sort of dialogue going on.",4.467463532077608,5.980778615635183,5.336173346551483,80.57881319926359,70.66123778501628,8.596459425010622,31.263135533210594,9.085049710711278,2.753010593400368,1253,55,235,25,23,409,155,307,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.112,0.8796,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,0,1,15,16,2,4,15,0,20,2,1,1,2,41,35,26,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,28,15,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,7,7,25,8,47,27,7,38,0,2,3,0,21,16,0,7,19,177,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101442304392032,0.0,0.0,0.11607594599306616,0.0,0.06528919356409524,0.09641629908542057,0.0,0.05967566735799034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560777600215376,0.0,0.07262286761339593,0.0,0.0,0.0754812975670606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351772598960822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833609213506382,0.0,0.0,0.07468655907209525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288007128801798,0.07559091965999898,0.0,0.0,0.05637000115491954,0.07720003236781464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863066564774638,0.06097095400317281,0.08194521415455958,0.0,0.07800438380588229,0.0,0.0,0.09357710712936552,0.0,0.0,0.08917916594040842,0.0,0.14551171001393348,0.0715838874123809,0.0,0.09409388750563626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875892657149332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161618347815208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963448577952703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046903740789660565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508673026148284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328272282854673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566485111359726,0.06490921753408438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054674612906541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806826569546985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440903648750274,0.0,0.060408094889579614,0.0,0.13631430293360314,0.0,0.19552632216484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416931223390585,0.6173784521885484,0.0,0.0,0.09760019607015318,0.1981857702515628,0.22679944734186835,0.0,0.08385167411438772,0.0,0.09953147718647573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548681911433086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060627105638094675,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alternative_Bat,2019/02/12,"If someone comes up to you it probably means trouble. Back in the day in school or university afterwards. You just mind your own business when somehow you end up in a conversation. Like someone actually comes up to you and starts talking about a homework or shit. Or this new class or whatever. Even tho you sure as hell didnt send out any ""yes i am popular so you should try to chat me up"". Despite everything i love acting so i have no problem acting like i'm good at smalltalk. So somehow you like meet this person again. Maybe you do some work together or whatever. You exchange numbers and do your work together regulary. Over the time you start to notice how they get weirder and weirder. They dont show up for a while and when they are back they say they got detained by the police. Or they start talking to you about weird conspiracy shit. Or they tell you some shit about jews. Honestly this shit happened more than once to me. My takeaway: If some random person starts befriending you, the social anxiety ridden person, they prolly more weird than you. At least thats my life experience. Don't wanna risk it anymore.",2.8204577464788727,5.599439079812207,3.6045833333333337,85.02687500000002,80.73708920187792,6.930281690140845,26.245892018779344,8.07648339933343,1.96401737089202,896,37,165,18,24,284,124,213,0.183,0.723,0.094,-0.967,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,16,8,2,17,18,5,1,7,1,9,6,4,1,1,30,21,22,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,6,7,0,0,1,2,1,6,4,10,0,0,2,1,31,8,27,18,7,33,2,0,0,1,37,12,5,15,18,116,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.1149508144010856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010456029289617,0.0,0.09011276363221804,0.0,0.11682087222750165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181153989083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029397241176215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759679550761868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805472643727953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433130360809756,0.0,0.0,0.07780240975153656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105866446035688,0.1152259993508404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154296494271407,0.0,0.0,0.09880075972962553,0.09421132928373002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416562665602136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320200998480744,0.17264589041851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631448158274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834079341204395,0.1283131611319472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893925301735685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376703272971303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411025586218112,0.0,0.12544770675991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856184672927744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700280782167372,0.1127137951800001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367521947998042,0.0,0.11921471110021305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836590215503365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007704969996127,0.1996144454457237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350329995504024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111020283867311,0.0,0.0,0.1893581310974022,0.10295792039688068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686871439824521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997499379124601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151215656679214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,neptune-pizza,2019/02/12,"The drive-thru workers at Taco Bell have started to recognize me, so you know what that means... Time to find a new Taco Bell. 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Going to the bookstore to buy 4 copybooks but it's really crowded, so I end up buying 3 because I feared that everyone was judging me and looking at me like a savage for buying too many copybooks.",5.813787878787878,7.0376152272727275,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,67.18181818181819,8.593939393939394,37.39393939393939,8.841846274778883,3.763403030303032,186,10,28,3,3,63,38,44,0.206,0.725,0.069,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,6,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642497714516197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056834555569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30594470774651056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300691297204358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870002955733396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631342756576306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375151698550498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007065225108275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35020751786982274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128859580070828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521180758510773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ihavenostrings91,2019/02/12,"Do you ever get over social anxiety? I've just turned 28 and I still feel like it's something I struggle with on a daily basis. I'm a lot better than what I was 10 years ago; each year I get better and better and even my partner and close friends say I'm different from before but I still struggle at times. A year ago I would never have posted this on Reddit! So there is progress. Are there others my age + who still struggle and have any advice? 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I'm in my senior year of high school and looking back, my anxiety really stopped me from doing what I wanted. When I joined the track team my freshman year, I clearly remember working hard, and getting excited over doing some of the harder exercises. I also remember gaining awareness of the more experienced members of the team, and just moved to the shadows. Even now as one of the best jumpers on the team, I still do these easier exercises because I'm scared of how people would think of me. I pretend that I don't care about the sport but really I just don't want people to look at me. I think that I could've been way better at jumps if I wasn't so scared. I became president of a club my sophomore year and I thought public speaking every other week would help me with my anxiety, nah lol. It got way worse and I was so stressed about the club because I felt like people were judging me. I couldn't look at my members in the eye. The club nearly broke me down and I had to give up my position eventually. It wasn't even a big club. I'm too scared to ask my friends if they want to play games with me, because i feel like I matter less compared to their other friends they always play with. I don't want them to see me playing by myself either. So I always gloom alone, make a separate acc with no friends, and play alone from there. I remember making an online friend, but that relationship only lasted a week because I was so nervous over text and I just felt like shit that whole time, constantly worrying about whether or not I said the right things. So I just left him on seen and ended it from there. I usually hang out with my friends after school, and one of them is really social. She's friends with everyone. So one day she invited these guys I don't really know well, and to sum it up I was silent and so noticeably uncomfortable that one of the guys pointed it out. I cried when I got home and ditched school the next day. I would love to try makeup and new clothes but yeah.. I worry about what others would say or think of me. Sorry for writing so much. I've been feeling like utter shit these past few months, and I could never pinpoint exactly why. Writing all of this out really cleared my head since I'm too embarrassed to talk about these things with any of my friends/family. Everyone sees me as that easygoing and funny person and I don't want to break that view of me. As stupid as it sounds I'm not even 100% sure if I have anxiety or not (these things felt like such a norm to me) ",3.4194328588267315,4.77527454832714,4.354326774866261,87.21584776498324,73.03345724907065,7.776661528697071,25.761356423973158,8.331364938255728,1.5068341100734428,2089,68,440,34,41,676,238,538,0.157,0.677,0.166,0.5710000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,5,7,35,37,3,8,23,2,29,7,4,4,7,90,69,45,0,15,18,0,7,6,6,4,2,4,1,3,29,29,0,1,14,16,0,4,13,14,1,4,17,20,71,23,69,46,10,55,0,2,8,1,34,22,2,8,32,298,100,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638923931835229,0.13216734132198552,0.0,0.05102555603742,0.10618324215750267,0.0,0.0,0.04339020072873119,0.0,0.14643401903434686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596499043418206,0.0,0.0,0.04906279942362166,0.0,0.19447742535247275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696035666717956,0.056431134369484125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505436858658183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689515116006842,0.0,0.10188764015028606,0.0,0.07008778623683813,0.08229905532604982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056513089757850014,0.0,0.0,0.12642958767720275,0.0,0.053759223581824785,0.12193854563839356,0.0,0.0,0.06015052495394747,0.0,0.0967865422093524,0.136748845431487,0.18379101340105045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295777685360025,0.0,0.03333594982035551,0.06120843436805856,0.03626236398861745,0.0,0.10206281573969653,0.0,0.0,0.1263557472278984,0.0,0.0,0.057157554607197125,0.0,0.06548326250608633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276775052005233,0.0674144376730335,0.0640025211936301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03506605456247275,0.05201032543648143,0.0,0.0,0.06932529821177844,0.0,0.0,0.18703404182880792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074266092910222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057587316869090265,0.0,0.08518186885730836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092926149443995,0.06781557508733574,0.046904678891362565,0.0,0.04921104441824301,0.06162413685818765,0.06785829965566689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726434412768081,0.0,0.0,0.17294611951308456,0.04852726297172783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090995236449798,0.1327049336801391,0.055712851710552194,0.0,0.0,0.06031720040591782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043784703613108,0.0,0.0,0.06850365906290905,0.2168389431035265,0.054489890888721366,0.06069402332686349,0.05074101351636475,0.19164251401721835,0.1937249349678287,0.10169008435818697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099168107656356,0.052780900721414316,0.0,0.0,0.06504208087959754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142548238765241,0.0,0.0,0.05095547502011684,0.05334459033801151,0.07308944410403308,0.0,0.07304249130304641,0.0,0.0,0.06013630665157696,0.0,0.0,0.05128476635968947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695592219582999,0.12265273511891547,0.0,0.05065475826541654,0.07441146806085545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043320018500731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027318560455499,0.0,0.22580624164836266,0.10129230870656496,0.10236249025984497,0.0,0.057369167847293824,0.0,0.05757490134734116,0.0712370099103964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046451455907377655,0.12959597950806706,0.06502366428628427,0.18130352577241526,0.0,0.0,0.12326672500141285 socialanxiety,kattenz,2019/02/12,"For advice - Does anyone feel so overwhelmed at times that death would be a welcome end? More in comments. Background: I originally posted this on r/INFJ but it was removed because it discusses mental health issues. I was looking for responses from INFJ identifiers but happy to open the field to more. Looking for some help or guidance. Original post (with a few changes): I don’t suffer from depression, however sometimes when things really get on top of me and I feel overwhelmed and incredibly upset, I think that if only I could die and then it would all go away. Death would be the ultimate peace and escape from my feelings. I certainly don’t want to take my own life - I am very blessed with a wonderful, supportive husband (my best friend and soul mate), our first baby on the way, a great group of friends and a beautiful home. It is work that gets me down. I am so sick of the tension and general unhappiness there and I am actively looking to move on but I am just at this point where I honestly feel like death would be the best option. Do any other INFJs feel the same?",3.9085907859078617,6.12456948780488,4.680934959349597,81.78747289972901,73.6341463414634,8.067750677506776,28.462059620596207,8.841846274778883,2.454246612466125,855,35,156,18,18,275,129,205,0.16,0.535,0.304,0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,5,6,18,0,4,11,0,18,3,0,2,2,38,34,17,4,7,6,1,5,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,2,8,18,12,24,24,9,26,2,4,3,0,10,13,0,5,8,112,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575085113148027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751115817224467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998051612711055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090509967862492,0.0,0.0,0.07844602903476272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27009685436607656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613313761257784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027456112583091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083739930297784,0.0,0.13355615605440416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126143272558683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397794556241245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253385273624257,0.0919335828631203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094605777545072,0.0,0.0,0.19884557167783398,0.0,0.134466655076774,0.0,0.07313544112291101,0.0,0.0,0.1418771994852234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369890552689125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678761512303042,0.0,0.0,0.0862557747503843,0.0,0.12908294180555607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431515758255505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089500309852977,0.06286967004525022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241924717872928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968561394759087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677326719716956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978717985688647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165023384494507,0.0,0.24649197919273536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243979675782931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727413039848712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603179058271432,0.0,0.0,0.09675615020257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549351952254396,0.08245704270382702,0.0,0.0,0.07503806898720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617974903420292,0.07590256708233101,0.10214526667287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395549007650883,0.09368522470443164,0.0,0.0,0.3656604775868117,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sheepbutt,2019/02/12,"Social anxiety killed my relationship I don’t know if these kinds of posts are allowed but today I was made to feel horrible about my social anxiety by my boyfriend. On a phone call where we were having a disagreement, he stated “You’ve known my mom for over 2 years yet you can’t hold a conversation with her. You should be embarrassed, that’s embarrassing”. I think that was one of the worst and most hurtful things I've ever heard. I can’t stop replaying it in my head. I wish I could easily hold conversations with people like everyone else, I really do, but it takes me a while to become comfortable around people and it usually requires regular contact with that person. It took me a while to open up to him and I realize our relationship is over 2 years old but I don’t see his mom that often and when I do I always thought I did an okay job at small talk. I feel like such a pathetic freak (why can’t I just TALK!?)— I feel like one of my biggest insecurities (my lack of social skills) was used against me even though it’s something I can’t easily fix and it's something he has known about from the beginning. I don’t know, I just feel really bad and I won’t ever be able to forget what he said, even if he does apologize. 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I have grown up with social anxiety and ADHD. The two do not mix and sometimes it leads to me being mistaken as ""autistic"". Has this happened to anybody here? 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I automatically assume that everyone who encounters me is disgusted by me/making fun of me, and once in a while since it's so ingrained in my thinking, i casually reference it as a joke to my friend or acquaintance, and they give me this bewildered facial expression, as if I'm paranoid. (Which is true) social anxiety is like a fucking demon I can't escape lmaoooo",7.978200000000001,7.6301739866666685,9.029166666666667,63.72375000000001,62.46666666666667,12.833333333333336,40.08333333333333,12.161744961471696,5.252533333333334,319,16,54,10,4,110,60,75,0.114,0.72,0.166,0.6147,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,2,8,2,0,3,0,5,3,2,0,1,8,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,8,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,2,1,3,2,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700803792233403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735202583187235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727636308646977,0.3263867345549088,0.0,0.3386753421398899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248118052728634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759840764921536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204454900426075,0.0,0.0,0.3598874766658533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837662157634937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621858931514205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigawgie,2019/02/13,"Things i have noticed that probably influence social anxiety I have been hanging out a lot with some friends that are very introverted just like me. I really enjoy my time with them i feel comfortable, able to be myself. But I’ve noticed we mostly just talk to each other and sometimes cringe at people’s behavior. I don’t want to stop hanging out with them but also i feel like im missing out on relationships and life itself.",5.219796747967479,6.7726705731707355,6.1448780487804875,75.34869918699188,68.87804878048779,9.369105691056909,30.739837398373986,9.725611199111238,3.119578861788618,345,14,60,8,6,114,59,82,0.071,0.767,0.162,0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,22,10,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,12,5,11,8,4,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,46,17,0,0.21687356109417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343370845275308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590768062800404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931557762123124,0.15493451537906586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755597532323166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342606616716424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318420991398987,0.2119069344878138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437814617033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493823973468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503528203347395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382637963402325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893475660184285,0.0,0.0,0.2328410419506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107528400395807,0.0,0.0,0.2144934973647382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131600802996428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743147533830123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440811573176457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646071752499308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789434007394097,0.12791764533355912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,33yor3,2019/02/13,"Oof Today was my third day at my first job (fast food) and everything went so horribly. Everything was so fast paced, things kept getting mixed up, customers were pissed, and the girl who was training me kept getting annoyed and wanted to work by herself. I've definitely made a new record of how many social interactions I can fuck up in a day. 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I still cringe to this day. 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I’ve got to present in a couple weeks, I’m stressing about it a lot. Any tips?",-2.3550000000000004,-0.5846014074074048,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,100.11111111111113,2.7,17.86111111111111,3.1291,-1.2119555555555557,90,3,24,0,4,30,16,27,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213560921522854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252461082871716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519430874027588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020380467785735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236464601287737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532700724253673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fathrowawayyyy2,2019/02/13,"My social anxiety is keeping me from solving my own body dysmorphia For a few years, my biggest source of anxiety and lack of self confidence has been my thinning hair. I started taking finasteride with good results - stopped the thinning, no side effects. But that of course won't fix the hair already lost, so I need a hair transplant. I'm anxious to even go to the doctor in the first place - I normally wear concealer but I would have to go in with my bald patch completely visible. I have never, ever done that. I also look very awkward in a hat and it would be weird to wear one indoors. How am I going to hide it from my coworkers? Getting a HT is embarrassing and the kind of people at work WILL give me shit for it. I can't believe it. I've got the money to get a procedure that has LONG been a HUGE blow to my confidence and my own mind is stopping me. 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I had to leave the room twice just to get some air and stop myself from having a panic attack. It was sooo tiring and yet I still can't wind down. Ugh, I feel like I have to go to an isolated sanctuary in another country for about a year just to recover from today.",5.380243902439023,5.627675560975611,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,67.78048780487805,9.974634146341463,28.59512195121951,9.888512548439397,2.5484214634146345,324,10,64,7,5,108,61,82,0.14300000000000002,0.77,0.087,-0.5815,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,11,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,3,5,2,16,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,46,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998175993885675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206217516625515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979549006193303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507270553277965,0.35425002848381165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953595113875155,0.0,0.14090733382784648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625276634848657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225730914303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908986315401733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718871058391664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800143562813105,0.2072849966711308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928098719642773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496513268498425,0.2350136560177392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966219204656673 socialanxiety,MissPoppyMcKorn,2019/02/13,"Going to the gym is hard I got to the locker room, started changing into gym clothes, and then just left. It's a small facility, and I could hear through the wall that there were only two people there (a boyfriend and girlfriend). I didn't want to be the invader in that situation, especially since they were kind of bickering. Now I'm parked in front of my home, frustrated. I've had a good streak going to the gym the past few days, but I guess not today.",6.199450549450552,5.705242791208796,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,66.14285714285714,9.917362637362636,31.386813186813182,9.3871,2.4591389010989007,358,12,75,6,5,116,66,91,0.054000000000000006,0.923,0.023,-0.1434,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,2,6,2,10,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494479002280285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826920054520568,0.0,0.0,0.1520731791315077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680241202150208,0.19778004577883093,0.18859289209527685,0.0,0.25976316490794943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123282657529927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576668457746744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365292488908133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555213710950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620023101208034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933851428609238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510027752131412,0.16347584283701871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950583597425412,0.2650520188630681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690230447873966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235133072265325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303448912739742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908249168904185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thoughtzoos,2019/02/13,"I don't click with anyone Just wondering if anyone else feels this way, although I know my feelings aren't special or unique it just seems like nobody else I know can relate to my situation. I am on the ""lower"" end of the autism spectrum and also have anxiety/ depression and don't seem to have much in common with anyone. I don't have any particular interests or anything interesting enough to keep someone around long enough to become close to. People have said I'm too closed up to become close to but I don't feel comfortable sharing every single thing about myself to someone I just met. I tend to feel almost violated in some way by telling someone my thoughts and feelings. I just feel I'm missing out on celebrating being young and carefree with other folks my age (early twenties). (Also, apologies but I have only recently started using Reddit despite having an account for a while. ) ",7.298915662650603,7.919797927710848,7.446650602409639,71.2402168674699,63.6987951807229,9.290602409638556,34.672289156626505,9.120678840339163,3.2613633734939764,720,30,115,11,10,233,105,166,0.104,0.815,0.081,-0.5846,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,0,37,35,13,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,1,12,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,8,15,6,23,31,5,21,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,8,10,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011553325241684,0.0,0.0,0.20782497266113234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836324364203399,0.0,0.09940328064938947,0.0,0.0,0.2725699363020519,0.13313826454508573,0.10692904959961952,0.11567360929394994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870157034153913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191660953659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709538023602296,0.0,0.11508773491177765,0.2685242577105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947954357403754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942075706901253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549610362453952,0.0,0.0,0.14282258532244613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634818243516824,0.0,0.0,0.11499227461906608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095520405511386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882476433008264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008361481269868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829947543953968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360211939042028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365838879904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460573229550092,0.0,0.0,0.3302916802656903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197177177428112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357275755140135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632595949097548,0.0,0.0,0.10315736436018612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222591627371227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062796853432314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091372980658914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scythentic,2019/02/13,"I have a valentines day formal at my college and I'm scared to death My college has a formal tonight, and since its valentines day, they are pairing us up randomly with another girl. Problem is I have never talked to any girl, not romantically nor in a friendly manner. I literally don't know any girl in my college as I was too scared to talk to them previously. Its essentially going to be a blind date. But now I'm pretty much going to be assigned someone quite soon and I'm freaking out a LOT. I need to also get her a small gift. Any advice on how to survive this night will be appreciated.",3.1621008403361337,4.985221386554624,5.015705882352943,80.29767647058827,74.63025210084034,7.1129411764705885,28.70672268907564,7.908726449838941,1.9321589915966395,471,20,91,7,10,161,78,119,0.183,0.742,0.075,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,2,5,5,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,19,8,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,12,1,16,14,2,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,2,8,62,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887726380459804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544854670398079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39410577434648064,0.2025654060424064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491694160011872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924989688594226,0.0,0.10092824414174902,0.0,0.21957656797079486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616632599464952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642341865209971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420090595302947,0.14324005012251734,0.14899183410943584,0.0,0.0,0.1812857461311182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653286171411732,0.0,0.1848465612383032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054700317908261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868124861578659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979996558488668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636802476360945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105405094378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323709885061339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,masterpuppet660,2019/02/13,"Speed Dating Fail Went to a speed dating event tonight at the request of my friend who wants to help me get out of my shell and I noped out before it even began. I just couldn't face speaking to people I didn't know even though I knew it would probably be fun and good for me. The anxiety was overwhelming. Really hate myself right now. I'm considering seeing a psychologist to try and discover what's going on. Is this a good plan? Has anyone managed to fix it through counselling/therapy? What should I expect and what are the best ways for me to approach getting better?",3.4305357142857105,5.601865267857144,4.265499999999999,84.42950000000002,74.89285714285714,7.337142857142857,24.59285714285714,8.238735603445708,1.576747142857143,458,15,87,8,10,147,80,112,0.076,0.737,0.187,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,9,1,1,6,0,9,1,1,0,0,14,20,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,2,11,6,15,11,1,17,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,8,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907395258867838,0.0,0.0,0.15453707425069527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880653536280407,0.0,0.2319389765395756,0.1954675901097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919533350747916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707537042318705,0.0,0.2309398117975581,0.0,0.12560649329020007,0.370749587359891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182040809720698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814001564873472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146268645082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322223492381815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828884880180834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158626268357682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887434618561078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761183427344373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527470477455187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714365272071293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005297544449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303588949017649,0.17542943005444564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488079570267995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700093422322645,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ayylml,2019/02/13,"Forgetting how to walk in public and its ruining my life Whenever I'm in public, I completly forget how to walk. I don't know how to swing my arms, my legs start to feel stiff and awkward, I feel dizzy, a burning sensation in my chest, my eyes widen, I apparently always look either scared ot angry. I've heard people talk behind my back of how funny I walk. I've had people think I was glaring at them, and it's frustating. My walk is so bad that I actively avoid meeting with friends, because I'm nervous that they'll see my awkward gait. It's been like this for 2 years, and I want it to change. Does anybody know how I can fix this?",3.752968617472433,4.518892778625954,5.0393384223918565,84.85805767599663,71.59541984732823,8.264970313825277,27.53265479219677,8.515128840125781,1.80250568278202,498,17,105,8,9,166,84,131,0.18,0.727,0.093,-0.8634,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,5,1,0,7,6,4,5,0,21,19,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,4,6,19,2,13,14,1,11,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,0,4,59,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114367166733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539198483963985,0.2121680652347533,0.154900782639922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881066918086977,0.0,0.2664255189624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223700503778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696746224861017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196321821871505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793002471097437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794827257831125,0.12414345524114875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338521198894986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233049200057404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544046380922869,0.0,0.2024897443142052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985767815141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424094036167872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282099433403027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987842201957824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363606334233516 socialanxiety,Wolfendoom34,2019/02/13,"How do I open up? I don't know how to start this but I really want to tell my parents about how anxious I feel all the time but I don't know if this is just something we all experience and it's driving me mad. In short, I really need some advice.",-0.4901212121212133,1.390611654545456,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,87.0,5.848484848484849,18.25757575757576,7.1686216300943375,0.09784848484848484,191,5,47,3,6,67,39,55,0.132,0.8320000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.7105,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,18,10,7,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983465217014343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34663510460045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001425473809264,0.0,0.0,0.15514449931995672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372559048418258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751353718359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340702866703794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931314589674873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621581835393546,0.0,0.0,0.2171786978902017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681864568331646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891738395292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097865418148604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TakahashiDarkrider,2019/02/13,"Too scared of making the call for an appointment with a psychiatrist. I probably should arrange a call with a psychiatrist, and my therapist encouraged me to do so. Lately I've been even more depressed than usual. But I'm so freaking scared that I might be making up having a disorder after all and that I'm going to suffer even more if I try medication and it does not work and I get side effects (also I am not sure how I would explain it to my mother - I'm an adult but she will know due to how insurance works here). Even though I see what is happening to my life and I do suffer a alot. I guess I might be too used to this because it's the only life I've ever known. I kind of don't believe it can actually get better long term, like even if I get treatment now the effects will fade again. Today I had a ""good day"" where I woke up without the heavy feeling or sadness and I just watched as I didn't find anything worth doing hid in my bed and sunk into a low again. But this makes me feel like it really is all my fault by not even trying to go outside, and that I might not have it that bad. I really don't know. Still I probably should schedule an appointment even if just to be told I don't have an actual disorder. But I've been procrastinating making the call for a few days now and I'm not sure if I'll ever make it. Actually, I'm considering, if at all, whether I should try getting an appointment by email. I know some psychiatrists really don't like this because they say it shows a lack of initative or it uses up more of their time and it also says on the website to call for an appointment, but I'm not sure what to do, I fear I will just end up not making the call at all if I try to do it that way.",3.5711776859504134,4.0130390413223145,5.3594387052341625,83.57733987603307,71.80991735537191,8.804820936639118,26.419765840220386,8.959647251330699,1.7760212121212118,1344,41,297,25,24,463,163,363,0.151,0.7959999999999999,0.053,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,27,21,0,3,23,0,33,3,0,12,9,78,64,32,0,11,25,1,2,3,0,10,3,2,1,1,21,13,0,0,10,1,1,2,13,11,0,0,6,6,35,10,35,45,12,35,0,5,2,0,16,12,0,14,23,215,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.2283101546624316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473124128699467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417608488247639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511530792687067,0.09507945645403024,0.0,0.0,0.0878638610260066,0.0,0.06897255006860714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981636885202676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058943130415993,0.0,0.06716949098746257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875812593021626,0.0,0.06824634182362106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690727194554291,0.0,0.0,0.3090553171986127,0.14108615695315854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775627560838875,0.07886443896724553,0.055713432509270334,0.0,0.0,0.07127807074119406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629785042430339,0.0,0.08864282966331723,0.06541121334419912,0.0,0.0,0.08591070819024407,0.0,0.06896303274362517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121073672697518,0.1285777025949641,0.0,0.08797194988681276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110168068356473,0.11430050945021746,0.0,0.0,0.0690154266255489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123387885256827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856299860734378,0.0,0.248193439422471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931209982587065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681648558264038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988007351732824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403568116758855,0.1561557940312489,0.0,0.06214498887221336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227996462171416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050351111016964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054811193075324,0.0,0.0,0.07662114957752121,0.0,0.045474442112945546,0.0,0.07392189928306253,0.0745192573063468,0.0,0.211790330171382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471025798439482,0.0858908981140689,0.0,0.0,0.061901899650685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517601592886748,0.0,0.11354991899875187,0.0,0.0,0.055399234166889015,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MechatronicKeystroke,2019/02/13,"I just really want to talk I really want to talk and make people feel comfortable good around me. I would love to talk I'm just absolutely terrified that you won't like it, or me, or just flat out stop talking to me for no reason. It's also kinda hard to do it though when you're uncomfortable with yourself too. Man I just really want to talk to people.",3.9357534246575336,4.725523123287672,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,71.1917808219178,9.675616438356164,22.819178082191787,9.888512548439397,1.8447501369863013,280,6,59,7,5,96,46,73,0.175,0.6409999999999999,0.184,0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,19,10,6,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,11,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959852711956985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539870187178895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826465132826829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464157487047512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156374786608294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528300583787812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755055387926428,0.0,0.11652262467313484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420409787030621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354899268491999,0.17948055624023573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459430689108425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7015384449934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150794807885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088865775945687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240050433789152,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kansed,2019/02/13,"I feel like I do not fit in, why ? I am currently 20 and since I was a kid I have had trouble fitting in with my peers at school and now at uni. I am extremely interested in some topics such as art, business and philosophy and most of them find it boring, so I find it difficult to talk to them. However, when I talk to friends of my parents I stop being shy and engage in conversation. In some way, I had difficult moments in my childhood which distracted meand took time to overcome and now I feel like I am behind in every other skill those my age have: having girlfriends, being able to make friends easily etc.. Sometimes I feel very sad, there is this girl I like very much which I have made an effort to approach but she rejected me three times, as she might have seen I lacked experience in this area, lacked confidence or thought I was unsocial in some way as I was so nervous around her and my heart was beating so fast when I approached her. Additionally, my friends told me I can’t put all my eggs in one basket, but I can’t manage to do that as I cannot be as cold as them in these matters unfortunately for me. Is there something wrong? I have felt like an outsider always observing, but not able to take part. Thanks ",6.563934065934068,5.81267120816327,6.979591836734697,78.58941915227629,65.48979591836735,10.150706436420725,33.540031397174246,9.466822959209583,2.802852433281005,966,36,198,16,13,316,137,245,0.138,0.74,0.122,-0.5981,3,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,11,19,0,2,3,0,26,2,1,2,1,35,38,22,0,2,6,1,4,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,10,1,1,7,1,0,4,5,9,0,2,12,6,40,10,33,22,10,35,0,2,1,0,18,17,0,6,16,147,50,2,0.27255769573754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339491849770406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131706739678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198693906021646,0.0,0.0,0.11482080698795348,0.0,0.0,0.1333068630763406,0.0,0.0,0.20672004061101526,0.19471527229450467,0.13084906533122512,0.0,0.2491127961051262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315866099427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149109088156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631584543274417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289503409381231,0.09096718917500203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457032162101666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018063362875433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234607424018423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132153304395402,0.1475767119651032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699788257846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379214696236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273127122380472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491411507149387,0.13478326518333292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393521898115852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024647334854385,0.21907155153182054,0.0,0.1254672534769194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819018271278036,0.1589305842354901,0.0,0.0,0.13022027924033586,0.15141081433131365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488864353453603,0.0,0.21634361235999675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297046338274382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899952673255856,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Danamanoo,2019/02/13,"Do you guys have any tips fof surviving a presentation? In fact, 3 presentations. I have just started my second term at university and we are expected to give presentations in 3 of my seminars. The only thing that helps me is when I know that the people around me are friendly and they won't judge. But I don't know anyone in any of the three groups and it usually takes me about 2 months to be able to even look up during a class instead of staring at the desk, so I doubt I could just suddenly become friends with the whole group especially because I haven't had any friends for about 4 years...lol. Do you have any tips that might help me be able to breathe during a presentation and be a tiny bit more calm so that I can get my thoughts through? What helps you?",4.844509803921569,5.515778058823532,5.261967320261436,84.58785294117645,69.06535947712419,8.995816993464052,29.02549019607843,9.120678840339163,2.076101176470589,605,21,130,11,10,193,94,153,0.021,0.8290000000000001,0.15,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,1,1,10,5,0,1,9,0,18,1,1,0,1,18,26,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,19,4,19,18,4,17,1,0,2,0,15,7,0,2,10,88,26,2,0.32677726246288946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444394882891367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424512993192525,0.0,0.0,0.1454505221974026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996001930802421,0.1804499064023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837806802025888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045252698438306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079166499734882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787009535591712,0.0,0.08536381620136596,0.1567372632105972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178043284313934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285478662897165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795882374858981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720529975611812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332951764527146,0.0,0.0,0.13041524663047122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426441662521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327310434863384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564731414228635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228479167200006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854814649421443,0.0,0.0,0.12971232251055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994949392948584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241757182549995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,There_I_Go_9,2019/02/13,"I don’t really care about what I say Nothing really matters when I say anything. I sort of just say things to keep the conversation going and make empty friendships. I don’t have anything pushing in me to do it but I still do it anyway because some of my friends like me a lot. Summing up, I don’t really have a reason to talk to people. I don’t really care about anyone’s opinion or experiences. Any advice?",2.8845955249569712,4.656554602409642,5.099345955249572,79.62168674698798,75.26506024096383,7.634423407917385,26.314974182444054,8.418075326091056,1.9782371772805518,324,12,61,6,7,113,52,83,0.032,0.765,0.203,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,11,4,10,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942843131846842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486587321218867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128389292896578,0.0,0.3022023320939872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193123391390612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744195879901683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961268338633785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186205771074148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043537865262452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632072481416165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970600335686303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561046280931324,0.0,0.0,0.12256578971840325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761854872654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729692530602485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705190709207902,0.18878888264310287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43805888338726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663679301939034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475844090701666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198699219765945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tumshy,2019/02/13,Today I hid in the cupboard under the stairs so that the window cleaner couldn’t see me. And I’ll probably think about it for the next 7 years. 🤦🏻‍♀️,-2.111666666666668,-0.4426102058823531,0.8494117647058843,99.06568627450982,106.94117647058823,3.443137254901962,14.490196078431374,5.46131890053228,-0.9069450980392156,119,3,28,1,6,41,30,34,0.05,0.89,0.06,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930719449132168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998676832695044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694502214711259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970730820002149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394636246190551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29856020633163405 socialanxiety,Ash_t0nnW,2019/02/13,"Advice for an introvert going to a dance? I have some homeschool dance tonight, and I don’t know anybody. I am very introverted and have a hard time starting conversations. How do I meet and make friends when I have no one to go with? Do I just go up to a table and ask to sit there? Do I just go up to someone and say hi? Idk what to do",0.4951076320939372,2.2234487260273994,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,82.2876712328767,5.815264187866927,22.757338551859107,6.868970318607317,0.4408489236790607,259,9,63,3,7,88,45,73,0.08900000000000001,0.865,0.046,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,17,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,10,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666751328978423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646846509435029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874249498029733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436282680161302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536253420172447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559868057201054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898884645322603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918535485532221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515321020695286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398917955318505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039808557784372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509308495296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360865443615456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MikeH2387,2019/02/13,"Gabapentin good for anxiety? I was recently prescribed Gabapentin at 100 mg 3x per day. It’s the first medication I have taken. Who else has taken this for anxiety, and did it work good for you?",2.7987837837837866,5.473464486486488,3.644527027027028,85.4084121621622,79.81081081081079,8.024324324324324,28.16891891891892,8.841846274778883,2.565924324324325,154,7,30,4,4,49,29,37,0.086,0.758,0.156,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960837587087548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910727391196404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086000462514426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757974519704613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543912430096966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266365910640493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201468080359545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604978879894895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,agz2007,2019/02/13,Neighbor invited me over for dinner My neighbor in my apartment invited me over for dinner tonight. Don’t really know what to do. Should I bring something? When should I leave? How can I tell if there are “romantic” undertones? I don’t want to miss a cue and end up taking this somewhere I dont want it to go ,0.9051612903225816,3.42670491935484,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,88.51612903225808,6.325806451612903,23.87903225806452,7.6454224807358475,1.488864516129032,243,10,49,5,8,80,43,62,0.049,0.847,0.103,0.466,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,8,15,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,9,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243412078293719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32068493799512565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577168930373613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898320161371547,0.0,0.0,0.38337792176412494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319501459792384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787377723151473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223020975903595,0.0,0.31646354619130995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42711438424970666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,feliimena,2019/02/13,"I just ordered food and I wish I was dead Why do I even do this for myself I am so naive. I thought I was fine but now I've been sitting here for the past 20 minutes almost breaking out into tears. I am so sorry delivery person I am a garbage human being and you are driving through the night for me right now I am so sorry that I exist. I don't even want food anymore I would rather starve to death. But I can't run from this situation if I could I would trust me. Fuck. And I fucking paying online like an idiot and now I don't know how to tip. Do I just awkwardly hand them 3 euros? I can't do that but I have to. I'm actually close to just opening the door sobbing and throwing 50 Euros at them while apologizing the entire time. Fuck I am such a mess",-0.2271373555840839,1.8528183658536608,2.3104621309371005,93.87150834403084,87.90243902439026,4.672143774069321,19.607188703465983,6.05967700443912,-0.0901536585365852,588,18,134,5,19,202,96,164,0.264,0.6459999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,15,10,4,1,7,0,22,6,1,1,0,26,30,14,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,9,2,0,2,0,3,3,4,7,0,0,4,1,28,3,12,22,0,19,0,1,0,3,6,6,4,2,8,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.166296839081769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064229329763825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690022110015192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605955034419553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511010264757095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121240219609396,0.0,0.0,0.4726274810577608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365358956351633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325434957157761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991945377044706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267686086312197,0.0,0.14879656729608326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553031244394546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154943240793745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815229797234228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528753089620255,0.09936819490448308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051299535537994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376968544714426,0.0,0.1959645759986711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211058530775906,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MeinShpider,2019/02/13,"I want a new haircut but... My social anxiety is keeping me from going to a hair salon to get this haircut. I got dumped recently and want a new look. A fresh start so to speak. But I have yet to go after 2 weeks, holding it off because I'm afraid of having to talk to a hairstylist and stuff. I feel like I'm going to look stupid for wanting that haircut. Any advice?",1.4419480519480532,3.1961664415584434,3.564935064935068,89.09597402597406,79.38961038961041,5.9584415584415575,23.98701298701299,6.868970318607317,0.85445974025974,284,10,60,3,7,97,53,77,0.107,0.792,0.101,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,18,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,1,12,17,0,11,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,8,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471099124259035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246023603845515,0.0,0.16025911046991606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277030272022642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592432866499166,0.1496595427152608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094497651592868,0.0,0.3571736138369702,0.0,0.1675481165889008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620414445771746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234612615545058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518373124625228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046530753507391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684588751371108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354845192970626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482779465285078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398156813544909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837995211072235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706875048273469,0.0,0.1680400675612178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MysteryDrawer,2019/02/13,Valentine's Day So tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm planning to give out chocolate to random strangers in my school's cafeteria. Wish me luck! I probably gonna write a update.,1.7174285714285702,4.499820171428574,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,90.14285714285714,6.2285714285714295,29.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,2.4893999999999994,146,8,26,3,5,47,29,35,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225386519606399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886286744920012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367886165146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100037599387051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46586879256832203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheThrowawayLover1,2019/02/13,"I went on my first tinder date! I was nervous of course but it went well! We had some drinks at the bar, just talked all night. Got a bit more drunk than I wanted to but didn't go on a downward spiral like I often do when like that. In the end, we made out on the empty bus and she punched me in the balls (in a good way). All in all I'd call it a success",-0.7837962962962948,0.7313173333333367,1.3241820987654336,103.60256944444448,85.54320987654322,4.05,15.063271604938276,3.1291,-1.4886432098765432,268,4,73,0,8,89,59,81,0.08199999999999999,0.708,0.21,0.9238,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,0,4,3,0,1,3,14,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,7,0,9,5,12,3,6,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,7,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28217925488108475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639239235004863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531994698781225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289252341577761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985207989009167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689287389485986,0.2167900359132024,0.20671984218281456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254804980933715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445679270285585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425539709584661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774615576540725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245065926358636,0.2051592435344691,0.0,0.0,0.2323930657331333,0.4792033930459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Adam358,2019/02/13,"I hate when people (probably) stare at me Whether I’m at the gym, grocery shopping or at work, I get this feeling I’m being judged and it makes me dislike being around certain people. I feel like they’re saying bad things about me in their head and it makes me like them less. My mind will tell me things like “ they know you’re anxious”, “ they know you’re a virgin”, “ what the hells wrong with this guy”. It’s driving me mad.",0.5523467230443977,2.976995418604652,1.3172304439746334,99.54373150105712,89.0,3.592389006342496,18.28329809725159,4.851557810540192,-0.7231488372093025,330,9,72,1,11,101,57,86,0.192,0.6890000000000001,0.119,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,3,9,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,2,1,14,13,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,14,4,7,10,1,7,1,0,1,1,7,5,1,1,4,41,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424564728863541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910549081802535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919648999951462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703392180196535,0.1533226497630707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212868692305908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250487983988564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189016211807407,0.2202592780410881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589612264544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145535320456197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865174430635241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167023034535257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29757724102563554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313937602753052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067229970633838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758498933512635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851644098388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624395838807648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346503382387649,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rogi_o,2019/02/13,"How about sharing your stories with anonymized videos? I wouldn't have the courage to post a video on facebook talking about my personal issues because I don't want my friends to see this side of me. But I think that videos would help me express my emotions much better. Let's assume it would be possible to have some sort of Reddit for videos where I can post a video talking freely about my problems, my emotions and my current situation. And the video would be anonymized it so no one who knows me would ever recognize my face or voice without losing the actual emotions. I'm thinking about some sort of face swapping. So you would still see a random face but not mine. After posting the video others could give feedback also in a completely anonymous form. &#x200B; Do you feel the same way? If there are many feeling the same way I would try to think about how to build it.",6.100849210669569,7.142876101796412,5.169232444202503,85.04222101252044,66.4251497005988,7.509853021230267,32.547087642896024,7.348242739294969,2.045795209580838,707,29,131,6,11,210,101,167,0.052000000000000005,0.878,0.07,0.4342,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,14,6,0,0,10,0,17,3,3,2,1,36,28,11,0,11,6,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,19,4,19,17,6,13,0,1,2,0,12,4,0,8,4,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.11354066439294212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304492846948333,0.0,0.12606500771408966,0.1413777959781682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092578517941048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290198223435056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219905981247944,0.0,0.0,0.09289588321933714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926337438091691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524509534492768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765995442327724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989160110608893,0.0,0.0,0.1116133725878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798684810060097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143900883520076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394283162891032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189755987639368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016571466045193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796048031388112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553052296246144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884166567126014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159219624059912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116696758942642,0.3342929663831239,0.0,0.0,0.11133108762791284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543152412144973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078209988702338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291713597198932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703519522695813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365684672513392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899390689130892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862615270253604,0.18470618156908386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215709797400268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959095470039037,0.0,0.1413777959781682,0.0 socialanxiety,QuebeC_AUS,2019/02/13,"Fucking sick to death of this stupid fucking illness Every day its the same shit over and over complete loneliness and isolation that justs rots me from the inside out, i dont know what it is but this pulsing/pit in my gut just wont leave me the fuck alone (ironic huh) only to be renforced by the endless feeling of loneliness pretty much whenever im awake, No sense of companionship or having a shoulder to cry on No one i can talk too when i wanna swollow the entire fucking box of roaccutane on my desk. Everytime i try to move out of my comfort zone to try and meet new people i end up in the same terrified wreck of sweat ALL BECAUSE MY SHITFUCKED BRAIN IS PRE WIRED AGAINST IT FOR SOME STUPID REASON",6.328214285714285,6.237892964285713,6.4907142857142865,79.69678571428574,65.78571428571429,9.285714285714286,33.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.7649285714285714,565,23,108,8,8,181,100,140,0.292,0.6459999999999999,0.062,-0.99,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,7,1,7,11,5,1,1,17,13,6,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,0,1,11,1,25,11,5,14,0,0,0,4,3,9,5,2,4,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618280749470294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369756537499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989918041810186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835725035939518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685800632414876,0.10970697054563043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993678228109536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066709694162414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332513379847786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601280045729284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290563510588365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837481474494748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348808682665384,0.0,0.0,0.18012208139501645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080016275196356,0.1250505295644188,0.0,0.0,0.16429343788740144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527103661296502,0.1293764305898245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793295555118125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730631729795955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490156067620646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746156191059032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672809074592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309872440147721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Idea_Now,2019/02/13,"Weather I just asked a stranger woman in elevator about the weather, she anwered me very nicely and we had a little talk, this is the first time when I did something like this, I feel amazing now. :) Just jump! 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To the point where I need to take medication. I have been dating this girl for only like a week and a half, and I have never dated anyone before. Just to give a little bit of background, I’m not sure if other people experience this but every time after I have an interaction of any time with any person, I get really anxious worrying if I did something embarrassing and I just want to be pretty much invisible because I feel so bad about myself. Well, every time after I hang out with this girl for an extended amount of time, and it’s not like we’re just friends, I get like more anxious than I have ever been. It’s starting to get to the point where I’m having suicidal thoughts more than I did before. The thing is is I really like this girl, but I get crippling anxiety because of her. And the best part, tomorrow is Valentine’s Day. I don’t know what to do. I keep thinking maybe I don’t like her, but then I see her and I know that it’s not true. If someone could give me any advice as to what I should do, that would be really helpful. I’ve been lying awake because I can’t stop worrying. 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Unless it's my bathroom mirror, I'm terrified of looking at myself. On the rare occasion that I do (accidentally flipping my phone camera, seeing pictures of myself, etc.), it absolutely wrecks the rest of my day. I think ""so this is what I look like to everyone else? I'm really that ugly?"" My bathroom mirror is literally the only place I feel comfortable looking at myself. The only place I look like me. Can anyone else relate to this sentiment? 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I am literally living outside myself in my current state of mind. Everything I was able to do socially (as calm in text but actually as terrible as it seems) in the past literally feels like an out of body experience. My life have been ups and downs my whole life. Although, every year it seems that I am not functioning as well as the previous measures of my life. By that, I mean actually being able to enjoy life. I am cornered. No there are no demons or actual fear. I an aware that yes naturally I should be nervous and such in certain situations but instead my mind decided that I should always be in freak out mode. Thing is I don’t intend to freak out! It’s like I’m being controlled by a third person.. no not ant conspiracy stuff, literally. If anyone can relate and has fixed themselves in a similar position - please help me heal",2.886338757396448,5.160981520710064,4.93765902366864,78.47500924556215,76.98816568047337,8.485355029585799,26.538831360946745,9.188382445141503,2.5087423076923083,683,27,130,18,16,235,104,169,0.16699999999999998,0.685,0.14800000000000002,-0.5498,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,2,6,1,19,6,1,2,1,26,26,13,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,2,3,18,6,24,18,1,16,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,4,5,96,28,0,0.28020920603668825,0.0,0.4101656466418387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657825325700287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796439602470376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562462963152893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713922562127658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804417070493428,0.0,0.12591698319593406,0.13704918571747904,0.0,0.1576566297938613,0.2125232908751268,0.1000907563905284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390916212491428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958400979888661,0.1368960641558197,0.0,0.12371493130051554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261498575877433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829314194315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337456967472847,0.0,0.1223339352691574,0.0,0.1537927814914811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509193725402163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748344394537173,0.0,0.14281899898850325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038625072341153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307927276412684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597086399989466,0.0,0.0,0.1564217858461581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022277083396736 socialanxiety,Justamegagaydude,2019/02/13,"Social Anxiety causes me to isolate myself So a major I have that comes from my social anxiety is I tend to overthink things, like for example if someone says something that could be unclear if ment as an insult or compliment, especially over text it can be hard to tell, not so much so IRL. But because of this i'll overthink and kinda make problems out of nowhere cause I think some little thing I did caused someone to dislike me or hate me and as a result I get super anxious and sad, I try to avoid this but as of right now to be honest I have zero friends IRL and a lot of the groups i've been in online i've distanced myself from because of this issue, and also because of it i'll talk to someone about it then they will tell said person I talked about it. Then they actually legitimately start to dislike me. So I have no idea how to really cope with this kinda issue, it can just be hard to not overthink things and because of that I lose a lot of friends in the process.",4.043776022972004,5.046143015075376,5.133470926058866,83.57533919597991,71.1105527638191,7.293754486719313,28.78715003589375,7.447530270364453,1.6390657573582188,776,29,154,8,14,256,108,199,0.15,0.76,0.091,-0.5152,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,10,12,2,1,7,0,14,0,0,6,0,35,22,23,0,4,9,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,15,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,4,19,6,31,13,5,11,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,10,5,116,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.11883828398453568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738625092513208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632049282907434,0.13757508235045954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29694025998674345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37530030452036384,0.0,0.10490142541437038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723025147015163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817158904583692,0.0,0.06362425862938041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817929631815489,0.12023109202083478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747314376259756,0.0,0.2542103042274468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949484122467363,0.12205408504440195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623903159783154,0.0,0.2070635122577244,0.0,0.0,0.08128811814148504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952123568682124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633232007230953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165256120225377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801444822553143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399820401918744,0.1158392743634394,0.09684317934480408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827576223130154,0.3095476740929095,0.09375106626889752,0.0,0.0,0.08619547429118203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576194805907787,0.21287961544822556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427127436522898,0.07803076841328117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267963192208416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paradoxParonym,2019/02/13,"Having some severe anxiety about going to a convention This requires a bit of backstory. I am currently sixteen years old, and from the time that I was 13-14 I attended an art school. I left at the beginning of my second year there due to the extremely toxic environment and the daily panic attacks I was having (bad ones — I’d go to the bathroom between classes and vomit almost every day). I stopped talking to almost everyone I knew there. I’ve been homeschooled ever since. Fast forward to about March of last year. I get a text from one of the friends I had while I was there. I haven’t talked to her in about seven or eight months, but she’s very angry. Apparently, someone had started a rumor that I was planning on raping and killing her (or something along those lines, I’m not really sure). I try to tell her that I have no idea what she’s talking about, but she isn’t having it. After about an hour of us texting, I finally block her number. I usually tell my mother everything, but I couldn’t tell her this, because it would result in me outing myself as a lesbian to her. Anyways, I attend an anime convention close to my hometown every year (it’s at the end of this month this time around). So does the group of students who started this rumor, as well as the girl the rumor involved. Here’s where the anxiety factor comes in. A friend who currently attends the school has confirmed that they are still talking about this stupid rumor. It sounds dumb, but I am genuinely worried that they are going to try to do something stupid. I usually have such a fun time at this con, but I am getting anxious just thinking about what they might do if they see me there. What do I do? I really don’t want to dip out because I’ve let myself be intimidated by them...",5.0542535813018326,5.904759592485551,5.828401608444334,80.06991580799198,68.68208092485548,8.445136969087711,30.361397336014072,8.587818076936951,2.334749334003519,1393,53,261,21,23,456,183,346,0.16699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.047,-0.9927,3,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,5,2,21,13,6,1,22,0,30,3,0,1,2,35,44,17,1,4,10,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,22,9,0,3,3,1,0,8,6,8,1,5,8,2,45,5,44,31,2,50,2,0,1,2,34,13,1,7,31,197,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027229522109212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548725660110275,0.11435460318549195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011105354912197,0.0,0.11515721069633912,0.0,0.0,0.08451803023519443,0.12341074059501525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051067673409498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719573829724646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528127461098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858203340093489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965465076073112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156313974992132,0.17057161220696015,0.09672411975990994,0.09097383928281264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088623070050996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641122671694527,0.0,0.1057709975415414,0.0,0.17258424162022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968550752980347,0.0,0.0,0.11426987020503435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198964775806453,0.0,0.0,0.0825112833670893,0.0,0.0,0.1099804563277694,0.10350866556536348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738294514322104,0.0,0.0,0.16159247963085274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621783471948368,0.0,0.13718435863096184,0.0,0.0,0.118764860916935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969370785967696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048887135423756,0.0806626308880602,0.0,0.0,0.11435460318549195,0.0,0.08373375515816514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857669883070663,0.1558547637876187,0.0,0.0,0.14329410661509182,0.0,0.0808378260125329,0.08462801515934393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540266854969567,0.0,0.0,0.32544090843555223,0.2654233986447688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486041953025208,0.0,0.0,0.17707404276181715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744925808421124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217603232029333,0.0,0.22296844643307664,0.08352061682240812,0.05970469207907453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101276765828296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102798151123711,0.0,0.07190681112315768,0.0,0.0,0.2607404226236075 socialanxiety,wumpasaurus,2019/02/13,"Am i annoying my friends? My social anxiety has never been particularly bad but as of the past 6 months, due to some stuff that happened, it's been worse. I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety. A good portion of my friends know and thankfully they've all been supportive of it. I talk to them about my issues but they never talk to me about theirs and everyone I talk to them I just feel like I am annoying them and pushing them away as I so stubbornly hold onto my viewpoint. It's not unfounded completely, one of my friends talked to me about it. I just don't want to push all these wonderful people away and I feel like I am pushing them away by talking to them about my problems, but talking to them about my problems is one of my only coping mechanisms. 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I’m sorry. I’m not trying to be nosy in your business. I just don’t have many friends and I’m just trying to be supportive and love you. I just like seeing you happy. I’m just awkward and anxious.,-1.7843803418803397,-0.0029787115384607428,1.1864102564102588,96.84747863247864,105.34615384615385,3.8495726495726497,17.316239316239315,5.82211442006289,-0.30934017094017063,185,6,42,2,9,64,30,52,0.125,0.525,0.35100000000000003,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,7,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088459584007422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823109935245684,0.19530549193798002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224314008739387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910222140395542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671231002591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467396170333511,0.0,0.0,0.2771683357155164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785154991389855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060308611150289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102327768602869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712194057954185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toocoolforforest345,2019/02/13,"What Happened? What to do after this humiliating event that placed me down a peg? Ok so I was taking this first aid course which was 4 days in length. So in the middle of the second day we are practicing doing the moves on the ground and one group member was teasing me when I read the scenario wrong. He said ""In the workplace, just say don't help if your nervous"". Instead of helping me I was belittled. After that, it was a blow to my confidence and I withdrew from the scenario and slowly packed up my things and left the room. Took a long time wanted to seem normal, I was drinking some water. The other group members weren't strong in first aid either but that guy who was a rich guy irritated me with that comment. The course also sucked because the instructor just sat there and watched us practice and wouldn't give us an indication on how we were doing. She was just sitting there making smug remarks. Should I avoid taking this level of first aid in the future? I have the standard ticket but this is a more intensive one. 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If so, how do you deal with this? My brain immediately asks ""what is funny?"" followed by ""are they laughing at me? do i look stupid doing this? i'm a joke."" I've struggled with this thought process for so long. But it's gotten some better when I remember to tell myself they are not laughing at me. I think it is because when I am really focused and other people being light-hearted around me, the dissonance is frustrating because I can't participate.",4.048855555555555,6.408110530000003,4.9093333333333335,79.65522222222225,73.7,6.844444444444445,29.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,2.1239777777777773,423,18,72,6,9,137,71,100,0.083,0.762,0.156,0.825,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,8,8,2,1,2,0,12,1,1,1,0,13,20,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,5,9,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,4,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149276498800446,0.2219923894976631,0.0,0.3857442639307839,0.2025465901043264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414620302950026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161696851615112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418627056694161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336555373260444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959944383021085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809905002598945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131952018784387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567415423080875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173608656896224,0.1819386983361806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004076547818603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138797078450296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543201430670186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649866163469176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936920889588799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882611402551248,0.0,0.17200276634854222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway777777770,2019/02/13,"Really need help So normally when I happen to meet new people, we message a few times and things just eventually die and we never talk again. If we happen to move past this stage (usually because we're in a situation where we see each other in person a lot) I get horribly stuck in the 'casual friend' stage and stay there. To get to the point, i was recently approached by a guy I'd kind of noticed before, and ended up getting his number. Usually I don't feel much drive to make relationships work/develop, but this time I really want to further get to know him. But like, I have absolutely no idea how to do this shit??? We've messaged the past couple of days and I'm starting to feel that panic right before I start ghosting like a complete dick. I would greatly appreciate any advice on what to do ❤️",6.151701388888887,5.87057015625,7.347083333333337,74.05180555555556,66.1875,10.611111111111112,31.527777777777786,10.25414643259724,3.080569444444445,635,22,122,14,9,217,109,160,0.146,0.741,0.113,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,8,0,6,2,2,2,1,26,23,11,2,5,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,3,14,6,18,20,4,30,0,0,1,1,15,9,2,2,17,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801900899463556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089089589806991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986095367334407,0.0,0.22295546009752407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735886717058005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495730266564927,0.0,0.08448899702422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596509756694206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160337564863749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248265275648824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121606653203584,0.0,0.2737840383720901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443622698061906,0.0,0.12971801813808392,0.2316989923380451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781156313656452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789151684374366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364241472429283,0.07199829373113882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800729032994684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113778883374877,0.0,0.0,0.08744852095677795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924023548145056,0.09630558357138796,0.09714039839057632,0.10104105737155196,0.12652785612191272,0.0,0.0,0.1283595306824047,0.0,0.14915290265605366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370906956686065,0.0,0.0,0.2501229577268731,0.09082410243456256,0.11439069242618714,0.0,0.0,0.12384442920797765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785351331931372,0.0,0.12935409756646188,0.14065302265705815,0.0,0.1118796858823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439601281805484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447731214932873,0.0,0.14725791464924384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545556010565414,0.13963655977276318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052988629136888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703555917324288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278304905577414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885724967755142,0.0,0.07727161550476641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537501747452314,0.0,0.0,0.09306396646219213,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awkwardavacodo1,2019/02/14,"Why do I have to be awkard even online? I joined this anime discord thingey (I have no idea how discord works btw) to meet some new people online bc I'm pretty lonely and literally have no friends. anyways it was going good in the group chat thing until they suggested I join the voice chat thing. Immediately my heart started to race, my mind was blank, I was hyperaware of everything I said. then I just logged off. and they were super nice too. god why must my social anxiety ruin everything ? 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Theres this girl I've been interested in for a few months now. I went into it expecting to get rejected and really just to bit the bullet and get it over with. She said no but I'm just happy that after all this time I got over the approach anxiety and just did it. 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They say anxiety eases with exposure but it just doesn't work for relationships. For this reason, I start to feel uneasy once I perceive that I've become *too* close to someone who knows me well. The result: ghosting people. It really hasn't gotten worse over time, but do you think this is something that's worthy of bringing up to my psych? I'm already treated for ADHD, but I feel that disclosing this issue is ""too late"" and would just complicate things. Any tips?",3.7345920745920793,6.193268333333336,4.594079254079253,81.06986013986017,75.06837606837607,6.98958818958819,24.31157731157731,8.00094639256281,1.6524598290598291,493,16,84,8,11,159,82,117,0.057,0.816,0.128,0.8596,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,8,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,21,17,8,1,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,8,2,13,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127033377775904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530896566162345,0.14153601246987665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035686562451947,0.0,0.270788323258514,0.0,0.0,0.1237530517767774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546764595941465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784948146890778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897934955068434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694557747866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453426562108525,0.0,0.199648442005484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010541642299608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884848094815112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540026092535536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338206175908795,0.18197156352774468,0.0,0.19001722854817352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074674103540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804154130861464,0.14996005782553753,0.27250565574600205,0.0,0.0,0.1252719311836177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175819433298916,0.113405780654465,0.0,0.0,0.10320223128621478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913208765165246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884825473982145,0.0,0.18036432866133525,0.12572610705965884,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Louisesand,2019/02/14,"Haven’t left my house in soon 6 months I don’t know why I’m posting, actually it’s more of a “is there anyone else like me” since I’ve never felt more alone as I do at this moment. I know it’s only myself who is the master of my own life and my isolation, so I don’t blame anyone or anything that has happened in my life for this. Well for a start I’m 24 years of age I’m a female currently just spending all the time on the internet inside my house. I’ve been isolating myself throughout my entire life but mainly in periods where I felt really bad so maybe it would be around 1 week or a few days and then I would go out in the world seeing friends and going to school/work/education. This was not easy at all I’ve always suffered from severe social anxiety, but I dealt with it better when I was younger. It seems like the older I get the worse my anxiety becomes and staying at home actually makes me feel better for most of the time. But of course it’s far from normal and all I want is to be accepted also by my family who does not understand me what so ever. Due to my severe isolation i am becoming more and more anxious about ever leaving the house again I’m afraid of people and my worst fear is to be looked at which makes it so much more difficult to enter society. I truly hate myself as a person because of this and I have made myself think that I’m not worth being human. I’m sorry there is not much point to this post, and I’m sorry for the bad writing English is not my first language. I don’t hope for anyone that they feel like me. 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I've tried to overcome this for two years now. I say hi to strangers, answer questions in class and my voice still shakes uncontrollably, no improvement. Any advice how to bring this up to the doctor? I have a big fear that I'm going to get way too nervous and not bring it up. Also, what should I say, Stories? Like skipping lunch the last two years of high school, or strictly the symptoms of it? I'm embarrassed to get personal, I just want to try medication before it gets any worse. Therapy sounds extremely intimidating, and i need relief fast (grades are falling due to incompetent class discussions, everything i say is 3 words or my mind goes blank)",4.930763358778627,6.671906694656492,5.282358778625955,80.5232328244275,69.83969465648855,8.5987786259542,29.130534351145037,9.120678840339163,2.44822076335878,551,21,103,11,10,175,91,131,0.172,0.758,0.071,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,5,4,0,5,5,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,0,5,10,2,15,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,8,56,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513825274868098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269601658360152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592423514749184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509290843579932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499479355936706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268308386224512,0.0,0.0,0.17864892851914216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488363506155385,0.0,0.09022686087388304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677384599284576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294104377374793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756202581490547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599338101480594,0.0,0.0,0.1603021547267909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771839038573002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862294586621965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784732548423013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787565285521319,0.0,0.16067340747219291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678579247745264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501223471323104,0.0,0.0,0.1387630749909023,0.0,0.18155568327611946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215574984771892,0.0,0.31017053899944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364065157682698,0.12601615063113947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617898136180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044722300431158 socialanxiety,Manicrose,2019/02/14,"When people think you’re trying to be funny and force a laugh Maybe this is just me but does this happen to anyone else? I’ll say something that’s just meant to be an observation but the person I’m talking to takes it as I’m trying to make a joke, and they laugh awkwardly and unconvincingly. It makes me so uncomfortable because I didn’t mean to be funny?? I was just making a statement, are the things I say so ridiculous that people assume they’re jokes? 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A classmate of mine knew her, and knew I liked her. For months he kept going on about how she talked about me and how she wanted me. I was a shy person, so the best I did was ask for her email and chat a couple of times on MSN, and not very interesting conversations. Turns out he was talking shit to everyone he could about me, saying how dumb I was, thinking a girl like her would like someone like me. It's been 9 years, and I'm still not over it. My self esteem is low, and the one or two times a conversation has gotten intimate with a girl, I literally start shaking, to the point where I can't even hold my phone. Flirting is something I've never experienced, but just the thought of it immediately puts me on edge. I have friends, male and female, but I'm known as the quiet one, never raises a fuss, and none of them know this story. I feel that this shouldn't affect me as much as it does, but I seem to have a weak personality in general. Sorry for the long post, just needed to let off some steam.",6.6907368842611135,4.989733788546257,7.065230276331601,81.16398077693232,65.74008810572687,10.016659991990393,29.88746495794954,8.575989854853784,1.861875770925109,858,21,192,10,11,281,135,227,0.077,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.527,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,13,14,2,1,14,0,19,2,1,5,2,45,39,20,0,6,8,0,1,5,1,3,1,2,0,6,8,10,0,2,10,1,0,3,7,5,0,3,13,4,29,9,27,20,4,26,0,1,0,0,26,12,2,3,15,130,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866593592519793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443471545397565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988675274333401,0.15228552713485355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044137538304575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909036452313818,0.0,0.0,0.13151183789008658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695901146069908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633298055979973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821858312997343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541417649835975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563812179194697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073650791385547,0.0,0.3361965441983151,0.0,0.0,0.12179865884843324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918694254526992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985534961817273,0.0,0.10117425124849484,0.10205126960122536,0.2122982478444816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865239733182696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034728261497745,0.0,0.0,0.13010530575443124,0.0,0.13181197152387694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383566632635798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944929528242267,0.0,0.1392894106856557,0.0,0.12529363541093394,0.14357862444655764,0.0,0.14127572734693067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332277469271923,0.1059546805931777,0.0,0.15406607339473807,0.09741557414296333,0.0,0.10991189267305823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212443602444561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637613037820551,0.0,0.2185264822533846,0.16050689916874594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970245912250565,0.13444499705641275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355957384045574,0.08117803300222143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553751248592585,0.0,0.0,0.08862952766224394 socialanxiety,LilxDDDD,2019/02/14,"Ever feel like your irrational fears reach a schizophrenic level of delusion? I’ve been stressed recently, and I’m starting to notice the first place my mind goes when I notice something is getting pretty ridiculous. Like I’d see a car behind me and think they’re following me. 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In the past few years add my cheeks change color as well. It's more than a bit embarrassing but I love my job (teacher) even though when I feel on stage, I get anxious and turn into a lobster. My question is, is there anyway I can hide at least the cheeks flushing? Makeup is fine if i have to (i normally dont because i just dont but if it's a solution i would). My hair can cover my ears if needed.",0.4841428571428565,2.713237723809524,2.544404761904765,92.40517857142858,86.04761904761904,5.404761904761906,21.13095238095238,6.816661863887847,0.4369523809523814,391,13,86,5,12,131,69,105,0.09,0.7709999999999999,0.139,0.7974,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,11,7,6,0,0,15,17,11,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,15,4,8,14,4,13,0,0,3,1,2,6,0,4,6,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329739578923631,0.3927405500003857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596075887435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189769465996318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838814627950555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074380285358176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480831284289128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789002496254035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081523303695184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365332022407968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724922968915662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688185366315285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888739562169946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030942725147094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33186704132089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947213050130678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078000775035707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781385601543169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628756268425506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695744432320035,0.0,0.0,0.11193617718040452 socialanxiety,gotlembas,2019/02/14,"Tip-toeing around seeing a counselor? Hey all! I've dealt with some social anxiety stuff since I was a junior in high school (though I've always been more soft-spoken and introverted, it didn't really manifest until then), and I've gone years just dealing with it and hoping I'd grow out of it. It's getting to the point where it's really interfering with my daily life and relationships with people, and I really want to be brave and put my foot down and seek out a counselor and actually follow through this time. My parents have encouraged me numerous times to seek out a counselor, and I've been told by multiple people that the best way to tackle it head-on is through cognitive behavioral therapy. The thing is--and I hope some people can relate--I'm terrified of making phone calls. It sounds ridiculous, I know. It's just a phone call. And one that will end up in me receiving help, at that. But every time I do some research on reputable, affordable counselors who take my insurance and find some that I like, I get petrified of calling. I think it's the uncertainty, and generally the fear that I'll say something stupid or embarrassing, or they'll ask questions I don't know the answers to. It's getting to the point where I really, really think I need to seek out counseling (I mean seriously, I can't even make basic phone calls), but every time I get close to finding a good person in my area, I freeze up and continue to put it off. For anyone who has been to counseling, how did you start? Were you scared of making the call to inquire as well? What is the best way to tackle this problem so that I can get the help I need?",8.356322916666663,6.680812403125002,8.475625,72.29354166666668,62.46875,12.158333333333333,35.08333333333333,11.072351349416056,3.6742145833333337,1299,44,250,29,15,427,168,320,0.08,0.812,0.108,0.8645,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,2,10,16,2,3,16,0,19,2,1,4,1,55,44,23,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,24,23,0,0,10,0,0,6,3,7,1,1,9,4,27,9,40,32,8,39,0,0,1,0,27,21,0,9,11,161,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.08903176560657299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591445897855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979418537976344,0.0,0.0,0.06379332264467055,0.0,0.0,0.08121809740952303,0.08529199380661018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149007493517045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658034099507993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405882081628003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080673648691104,0.0,0.0,0.06025956357695829,0.0,0.15373809615900627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266423986297003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677346208717594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383314488923495,0.0,0.0,0.07652321671516822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936329753036998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122305199068744,0.09639431720686284,0.0,0.181232999263984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002802516304386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444166480731922,0.04457259547272411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269932310484768,0.0,0.0,0.09938117746845704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529853402449465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182289610163461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130517720747426,0.0,0.0,0.1897516602322112,0.07966249494407783,0.0,0.0,0.1724922894753661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729914829553632,0.0,0.18343185523542205,0.10220358237717786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29223596283355474,0.0,0.0,0.09795176922735437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255338056836882,0.09134170623852338,0.09233424113460864,0.07270212870392867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075470167255272,0.0,0.0,0.09300214008327028,0.0,0.07023681828412247,0.0,0.0,0.06457628809617058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444173858416393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859703159525785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433466559721208,0.0,0.060612184833721536,0.11691883878727267,0.08963748773826946,0.0,0.21279841243727116,0.0,0.0,0.08717852772888017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381250474938102,0.1448354873689291,0.0,0.0,0.08203082239129739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875206261932196 socialanxiety,GetUpStandUp420,2019/02/14,"Anyone else on this sub never had a gf/bf? Because they can't approach a crush? &#x200B;",0.41000000000000014,2.78738666666667,1.8277777777777795,92.645,99.0,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.07180000000000009,72,3,13,0,3,23,17,18,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.2033,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001996991592114,0.4488109146558335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582639987634173,0.3784513551604411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251574676123114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085515690403625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848719875761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488109146558335,0.0 socialanxiety,DiSyndra,2019/02/14,"Cures for Social Anxiety? Other than therapy, are there any medicinal treatments for severe social anxiety? I've heard some people say they're all placebo, others telling me taking a shot of alcohol will probably fix my anxiety better than medication can. &#x200B; I'm also scared of getting hooked onto medication.",8.478396226415093,11.032626981132076,8.947311320754721,54.51455188679248,62.20754716981133,12.09245283018868,39.66509433962264,11.698219412168324,6.201343396226416,262,14,30,9,4,87,45,53,0.193,0.7559999999999999,0.051,-0.7236,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,7,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016041274179824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508593331257614,0.0,0.20439677161425346,0.2292243152946436,0.12828506447492485,0.0,0.4329387109911365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684116665514456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855922305529784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800799689307597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078268585518546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339120931851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500180704663043,0.18886654785286927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311514696327644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845996284454818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418375579334918,0.0,0.1648840391611178,0.0,0.21573199061195386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292243152946436,0.0 socialanxiety,zestycitrusfruits,2019/02/14,"Going to a party alone I have a birthday party coming up. My friend and I don’t really have many mutual friends and I am the only one going to the party so I won’t know anyone else there. I’d rather not go but feel I have to because I’ve bailed on her parties in previous years for the reason that I would only know her (I’ve not told her this and have used the usual excuses). I’ve decided that I probably won’t be trying to engage strangers in conversation when I get there - it’s just not me and it would be actual torture for all involved. So my question is: how long should I stay in order to not seem rude and are there any surefire excuses I can use to leave almost immediately after arriving and saying happy birthday? If not I was planning on just waiting until she’s busy with someone else and then slipping out and hoping she doesn’t notice till much later. 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Aaaah why must you do this to me brain do this to me",-0.6907894736842088,1.0452922894736858,0.8465789473684211,105.91355263157897,86.63157894736842,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.6158105263157898,129,2,35,0,4,41,30,38,0.0,0.759,0.241,0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,1,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,7,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882630039867835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636283464817161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999549531744666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216984690265957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33216495375552063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691506194882603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950592055586973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747567476933712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HeckSnek,2019/02/14,"I finally visited a therapist today and I’m excited to see where it goes! Hey guys, I finally went to an initial consultation for a local therapist I was recommended after years of feeling constantly anxious in social spaces along with pretty shitty depression bringing me down all the time. She seems like a very understanding person and I felt really comfortable answering her questions even if it was the first time meeting her. I was nervous at first about going to see her since I wasn’t sure how it was gonna go, but after about an hour of talking she thinks I’m very insightful and self-aware of my surroundings and looks forward to talking to me more in the future. I don’t really have anyone to tell so I’m just putting it on here because I’m really glad I managed to take that next step towards helping myself be the best person I can be. Thanks for listening",8.834625748502994,7.533549371257486,9.22669910179641,66.09238398203595,61.2754491017964,12.900898203592815,39.43787425149701,11.93303328291395,4.874701197604791,703,31,120,19,8,236,108,167,0.046,0.7809999999999999,0.174,0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,1,9,0,10,0,0,1,2,20,30,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,8,0,0,8,2,2,0,2,7,6,18,7,24,20,3,32,0,1,3,0,19,11,0,3,16,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200211417502169,0.0,0.09407981523106906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201984423801224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120091352530806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453997097918621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588688858358992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886837010830498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803203595446634,0.0,0.1291881758185163,0.2947837870948964,0.0,0.2288946846155593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293463704890056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322470059733982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018538346307498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250369880224064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573386324145941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129873042069331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309442748758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496605896921205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688474208426488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525894507928116,0.15072571465755946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858667566566645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144363250514096,0.12248839015830795,0.1403639898540959,0.0,0.0,0.1113003539630968,0.0,0.0,0.13715579926544294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268108752384038,0.0,0.10116413113999816,0.2162908389485781,0.11760178900153788,0.12387467622036286,0.0,0.3124436051103097,0.0,0.08621359018565486,0.0,0.0,0.15691325121184782,0.0,0.1275367548594735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007029285169104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203409360994675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247283054733762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664516859323335 socialanxiety,ComfortablyAnxious,2019/02/14,"Do you often think you have the wrong answer and decide that its best not to say anything even though you know it is correct? Its kinda confusing but at school I often think of an answer and think to myself that it is wrong and its better for me to stay quiet and not say anything because I will get it wrong, even though you are almost 100% certain it is correct.",15.401917808219176,6.585805972602742,13.354589041095894,64.32722602739729,57.767123287671225,15.147945205479452,46.08904109589041,7.1686216300943375,4.228073972602741,288,7,56,1,2,91,44,73,0.138,0.759,0.103,-0.4536,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,6,7,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,3,22,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,8,3,6,11,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,0,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900923138991634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29421985989865035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897464533857502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760483655944285,0.15810479912572056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361477080172631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933983289349317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824561520296783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843252342550299,0.0,0.1809216506157092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054173382122616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436398411066288,0.3512751507863863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863606382162183,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,calestinee,2019/02/14,Can't come up with an original idea? Social Anxiety? Depression? Learning Disability? Anyone else? Why can't I come up with any original ideas about anything? I suck at writing. I don't even know how to write a simple essay in any language. I don't even know how to text or talk. I don't know what's my problem but It's like I can't produce ideas or think. even in the simplest topics. ,-0.013776371308015456,2.3311876962025337,2.2129430379746857,90.92253691983123,96.08860759493672,5.164978902953587,21.77320675105485,6.816661863887847,0.854214345991561,304,12,62,5,12,102,50,79,0.117,0.792,0.091,0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,5,0,23,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,10,13,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,2,3,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433479177978912,0.0,0.13687581154389328,0.0,0.0,0.12510731030901104,0.1833280339250663,0.1472386056672369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082531077002942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410634996639572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946743285589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453139640491443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059477784418867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949946492474263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874128717851002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712054049348763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238974106440972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381174664764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464680658353014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614504211202824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quiltmeknot,2019/02/14,Been trying to make a success at a tiny business for a year and half And it has not been going well... Feel like my social anxiety and general anti-social personality is getting in the way. I keep on trying but it's so frustrating!! Can anyone else relate? Just needed to vent,1.3543650793650777,3.9920979814814856,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,87.70370370370371,6.048677248677249,20.67724867724868,7.447530270364453,1.22834708994709,217,7,38,4,7,76,45,54,0.128,0.7979999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.6054,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,1,2,3,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358784423876985,0.0,0.0,0.2043638937733889,0.2994679588123794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441563686030444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778187791757574,0.2087997021033433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270044225659413,0.0,0.16610533217656567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597854382540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427896962998684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509432184847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216716531517637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552012809421322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979352491567253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968680070178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319924948896953,0.0,0.0,0.2627882916005998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821406044298086 socialanxiety,subsidebud,2019/02/14,"Is this what social anxiety feels like? Hey all introverted dude here 22 years old. I'm posting because I guess I need input from someone i dont know. Last year I was depressed and overall disgusted with myself so I changed what a look like, how i dress, how i act, have a girlfriend now and generally I'm a lot happier with how I look and feel (usually). However despite changing all this, I still feel really shitty about myself as a person like I'm just not good enough. I always feel like people will judge me for anything I say so I just prefer not to talk to anyone unless we have common interests or it's necessary like work. small talk absolutely kills me because I just dont want to talk to others. I've thought about trying antidepressants because my best friend has been on them for over a year with great results but I'm also hesitant. This is something I dont feel comfortable talking about with my gf or anyone because I dont want to disappoint them? I'm just tired ",4.571302738712063,5.907493476683942,5.5605218356772745,79.75027202072539,70.19170984455957,8.623094004441155,29.8478904515174,9.04235418022936,2.526499925980755,783,31,147,15,14,258,113,193,0.133,0.747,0.12,-0.5213,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,2,16,15,2,0,5,0,12,1,0,4,2,38,30,14,1,4,10,0,5,5,3,1,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,8,24,11,19,26,5,14,0,2,2,0,14,3,0,4,14,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374839662945076,0.08713943531635437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011419674446663,0.0,0.0,0.14645205108505266,0.0,0.08617959951984104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553571005391723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099022322167327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156993627200214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019932960777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909468123934176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820872848633532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476006517850026,0.14963085736118642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091013220089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783820609239447,0.0,0.11545947812447477,0.11536619037854072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586249140075927,0.0,0.057554019471620414,0.08536470156811052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558162734963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588493777368272,0.0,0.0,0.08903329262247972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776521232757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989107661433134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260300055903253,0.09144166893529493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029742404954303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708939804903673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328137614477826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675376047082412,0.08873299580925685,0.0806222788918897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836333724476663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366953572041588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313980514528761,0.0,0.12036576907049415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110127499117824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533958818810858,0.0,0.1235388182940081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624091250458047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023180417487468 socialanxiety,70x1cNature,2019/02/14,"Glances Why is it that when I’m in my please-no-one-look-at-me mood, everyone I pass by is glancing at me? Maybe it’s my loud boots... ugh",-2.9224999999999994,-1.3143007499999992,-0.18774999999999945,107.80775,103.375,3.8100000000000014,15.775,5.6839178017228535,-1.0499199999999995,104,3,30,1,5,35,26,32,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838001440042461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251722160425677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086556502902676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34308822156011154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568653073077752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bingoradar,2019/02/14,"Do interactions repeat in your head regardless if they were positive or negative? It’s a common scenario, it seems, that negative or “cringy” interactions with others “replay” over and over again in the minds of those with social anxiety - however, for me at least, social interactions PERIOD repeat themselves over and over again - regardless of whether they happen to be cringe-inducing or nothing bad even happened.",18.98147058823529,12.555300088235295,16.23764705882353,39.20441176470592,48.117647058823536,20.658823529411766,57.529411764705884,17.122413403193686,9.160388235294116,338,16,44,12,2,107,50,68,0.12,0.794,0.085,-0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,6,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,13,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,6,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136123595271111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331477591691492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844306583665674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938493592856016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657345415433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819455696767238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679314424628313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542030917369842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692854347725784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,w33dwick,2019/02/14,"When I remember to make eye contact, I forget to actually listen to what they are saying So someone will be talking to me, then I'll remember I'm suppose to make eye contact. So then I look at them, but I'm like ""I dont want to stare, so I should look away"". So I become hyper aware of trying to focus on looking/not looking at them, but not looking away/at them for too long. So I'm doing all this micromanagement, that I don't actually hear what they are saying.",5.847525773195876,4.617439938144329,7.547134020618558,75.50688659793816,67.14432989690721,9.821855670103092,32.802061855670104,8.841846274778883,2.575999587628866,362,13,75,5,5,128,54,97,0.032,0.93,0.038,0.3542,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,2,1,11,20,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,13,1,13,17,1,8,0,0,7,0,12,4,0,0,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.32930710203874924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170497924945941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634609802888671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774719353960254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901679822906361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243165877631774,0.0,0.0,0.1493183921558213,0.5667539041318721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252536280214153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822703844188469,0.0,0.0,0.2683575163909827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429621331899465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561664987771105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455479275279262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951976056934904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roommaate,2019/02/14,"I don’t have anybody to room with at college next year I don’t know if this post technically fits this sub, but here I go. I’m a college freshman, and I have had some major social anxiety issues this year. I barely made any legitimate friends, but I did get involved in a lot of groups where I’d say I’m friends with people. Even so, I mostly make friends with girls easier (I’m a guy). Now housing selection is coming up and I have nobody to room with. I was going to room with one friend in a group, but I waited too long and was indecisive (I was considering a different option) so he picked someone else. My school is small, so the only people searching for roommates right now are transfers and commuters. That means I’ll have to go random, and that scares the shit out of me and to me solidifies the fact that I have almost no real friends at school. I’m embarrassed and scared and everything, and I don’t know what to do.",5.456631016042781,5.412196802139043,6.247486631016043,80.55005347593584,67.6096256684492,9.15294117647059,30.368983957219246,8.841846274778883,2.23408449197861,730,25,149,11,11,241,107,187,0.08800000000000001,0.758,0.154,0.9516,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,4,8,0,17,1,1,3,1,36,32,16,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,7,16,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,6,1,16,5,20,26,4,24,0,0,0,0,13,13,1,8,6,95,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377904806725172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357540572499214,0.0,0.10526664633140632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853362001232084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376684190835745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495044460400294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088611225455732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366955893934314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315623583037208,0.0,0.0718923853145992,0.0,0.2346104903268177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362495461412549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877648508015174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362277483593106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124706628450074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177516701752365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698595888198188,0.0,0.13020418612331175,0.0918517062016918,0.0,0.0,0.14989104326739625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634336360381262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324399881886132,0.10465400585934567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907945081649824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178654838230727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156623422253677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751302280669942,0.0,0.10942818532635043,0.2755311214995785,0.27852509067650305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124847889009345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402698997766095,0.11659138164453163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772248666085016 socialanxiety,DCT1997,2019/02/14,"I used to be a lot more social when I was a kid. I miss who I was then. Before I got to high school, I was a lot more social. I had friends, I was more confident, etc. I had a good childhood. I was always shy and quiet, but I still managed to have friends and be normal. When I got to high school, it all went downhill from there. My adolescence was the worst years of my life. My social anxiety became very debilitating. I began developing issues that were not a problem previously. I started to become very self-conscious, anxious, struggling to make eye contact, etc. Situations that always made me a little nervous, like public speaking, became so overwhelming for me to do. I didn't have any friends, I lost my confidence, etc. I don't know what could've contributed to this shift. Before high school I was a different person, then all of a sudden I began having this terrible anxiety. Can anyone else relate? 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I currently just get angry at myself and call myself names. Is this a case where you're meant to go easy on yourself? I find it hard to do that when simple things like talking to a stranger at age 24 feel impssoble. I feel pathetic ",3.7586666666666666,4.308817755555555,4.026666666666667,92.91,71.44444444444444,6.8888888888888875,26.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.7064444444444447,338,10,77,2,6,105,56,90,0.206,0.71,0.084,-0.9072,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,15,8,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,8,1,14,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929278832661334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708056550582806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052365403727424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519575938799207,0.0,0.2552362528863357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023091287337585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234079550473148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970480765667434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785728332774592,0.4496316271311465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902622555048811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773560038590567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609729249837968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918242943477006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244663947530988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kylecat22,2019/02/14,"New internet friends vs. Anxiety Lately I've noticed that I want to try and branch out online and make new friends, but then I get this crippling feeling that either I'll end up saying the wrong/awkward thing, or become a disappointing new chat-mate. Does anyone else have this feeling?",8.020691823899371,8.26266,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,62.20754716981133,9.330817610062894,36.53459119496856,8.841846274778883,3.215093081761008,232,10,39,3,3,71,43,53,0.106,0.73,0.16399999999999998,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,6,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693319482804,0.0,0.0,0.1434401716539962,0.2101923907583768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265634041881655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952129113665008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136995570103686,0.0,0.18169506888743464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074520850473954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698465580941343,0.0,0.10717831435143232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314092976339308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693398818137706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943827442219332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335557146771743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313728351746185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362873391201093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927806424001002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209981640457405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429075381647345,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,josnuijten,2019/02/14,"Living with flatmates Hey Guys, it is my first time living with flatmates and I am having a hard time adjusting to this. They hang out together quite a lot in the evenings but I just really need my alone time in the evenings. I rather see them as flatmates and just talk to them when I see them in the kitchen or hallway then hanging out together. Does this make me a bad or rude person? I talk to many people about this but I just can get rid of this feeling that I think they except me to be more social.. 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I ask nearly no questions, especially no follow up questions out of fear of overstepping a personal boundary, asking a too personal question. It is so hard for me to decide whether a question would be totally okay for Smalltalk or not. For example: I noticed that the father of a good friend of mine is not there at the moment. When I asked she told me that he is back in his hometown for a few days. That's were the conversation ended because I could not device if it was too personal when I ask if there is a special reason he's doing so. Anybody got any advice how to handle such a situation or anybody at least has made similar experiences?",6.819121621621622,6.3179311824324325,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,64.87837837837839,10.643243243243244,36.06756756756757,10.125756701596842,3.635227027027028,597,26,110,12,8,202,91,148,0.107,0.818,0.07400000000000001,-0.5958,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,11,1,13,0,0,3,1,22,23,10,0,4,8,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,1,12,4,21,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,9,6,88,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037258657414091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218377101844604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961667570059311,0.0,0.0,0.08162068438585472,0.0,0.06470637933972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474994310579606,0.0,0.0,0.0684561959257813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940149587260234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383238010545924,0.0,0.35833550615866433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200910326071509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903127850268289,0.08489565382413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508708797026323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854275643640962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043909597773806,0.0,0.10761665263173688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084934946255968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735891390598578,0.2780510573667081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945460735441596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800064741757425,0.10913705342355932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193139581709104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142824772478896,0.0,0.07206701613392284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540396200867981,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoblePieceFries,2019/02/14,"Ice/cooling patches to reduce anxiety I have a really important interview coming up for a medical program I’m hoping to get in. I know that I will be nervous but I can’t let that lose me the position. I came up with this crazy idea of using those cooling patches during the interview. I noticed that whenever I feel anxious it can be reduced when I step outside in cold weather. This might not be for everyone but have any of you thought or even tried anything like this. I will try it and report back with any news.",3.9235294117647035,5.570965813725493,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,72.23529411764707,8.629411764705884,33.338235294117645,9.188382445141503,3.230035294117648,411,21,75,9,8,138,71,102,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.067,-0.7076,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,1,11,1,0,1,0,17,20,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,3,11,3,12,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,55,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296273590312276,0.0,0.16664489460187668,0.24609407961547994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926149000311575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750339352984728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491477734189801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764749616459275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387944448949652,0.0,0.0,0.20815282083854394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014505530695357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138109685351922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636153424813406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591173203822536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971765178342104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275333983027948,0.0,0.10642427351602643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437041542404037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194481046211449,0.0,0.23109089022463794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480091449020161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395521158683685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293843823771413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957943774873414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814143624692006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thepalebloodskies,2019/02/14,"I don't know how to text/interact with classmates. I was hoping this girl would send me pictures of her notes, but she wants to meet instead. How do I respond? We were put in groups and we met, but I was overthinking our interactions. I'm trying to be more confident. I also missed the first week of school. I sent her a text asking if she could send a picture of her notes, but I also said I could meet up before class to take pictures of them. She said ""can we meet up later?"" and immediately followed up with ""just text me before class."" What do I even say to that? Should I tell her when I'm on campus? Do I even respond to it until I'm on campus? The notes aren't urgent. What do. 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Just one of the worst. I just got off a PRIVATE ISLAND in Vietnam at some party hostel and completely shut down interaction with people. The stay was ok; granted I had some unmet expectations but this day, coming back was just the worst. I'm a little fucked up and sitting in the bathroom so the people in the hostel don't see me anxiously sitting in the corner by myself or worse, in bed and it's not even 8pm on Valentine's day. THIS DAY SUCKS; and I just want it to be over. Silver lining: I realize this day is a Mulligan. I had a fantastic first few days in Hanoi and even some good ones on the island. I know that tomorrow could be better and I really hope it is.",1.3708137583892608,3.673276496644295,3.7224119127516784,84.96133598993289,82.69127516778524,6.678020134228189,20.72189597315436,7.8658589789855275,1.1104392617449657,574,17,113,11,16,198,89,149,0.161,0.687,0.152,-0.6566,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,0,14,1,11,1,0,0,0,25,21,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,5,1,9,4,18,13,6,30,0,0,1,1,1,16,2,5,10,85,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908301245441222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218924581872593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401984755741482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655135038270633,0.16620569905567334,0.0,0.0,0.1265656980718255,0.0,0.0,0.7156281331906799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940255360637813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483743261806874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654962212423112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295945107423354,0.12678330268732324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744659681758982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871187058170691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588791579018488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483514892189254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979627157952786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155227359855018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632029257712296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896173147627902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349948158921376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154590388868653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Esmeraud,2019/02/14,"crying while tik tok plays in the background So there's a party happening right now. I managed to get past my anxiety and ask people I didn't know if I could go get costumes with them, but fast forward to the actual party and I didn't have anyone to go with since I haven't made any friends yet. I tried really hard to gather the courage to go but I also spent two hours taking off and on the costume, and running through scenarios of everything that could go wrong especially being negatively judged. When I FINALLY got the courage to leave my room, I walked down the stairs, opened a door to the other floor (a large part of the anxiety was also that I had no idea where the party really was in the building since I only arrived recently and haven't had anyone who can show me around), I realised it was the wrong floor (people were in there facing me too to make it worse), started panicking, and went straight back up to my room. Even worse from my dorm the music is REALLY loud and I can hear everyone having a REALLY good time. It's like a constant booming reminder that i'll forever be left out of all that. So yeah, anyway now i'm crying while tik tok blasts through my walls and windows. gr8",5.343333333333334,5.853855462184875,5.868588235294119,81.24798039215686,67.90756302521008,9.203809523809523,29.31204481792717,9.21078282632365,2.334629355742297,952,32,187,17,15,308,139,238,0.134,0.718,0.14800000000000002,0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,0,17,1,19,1,1,2,1,23,37,18,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,9,13,0,0,2,2,1,8,6,2,0,1,12,4,21,6,26,21,2,43,0,0,0,0,6,21,0,1,17,125,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.11823607891147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937855051958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239392788391167,0.0,0.1853763261663241,0.0,0.0,0.1694377794004719,0.0,0.0,0.10785936130691932,0.11326958239600457,0.0,0.0,0.0931656615917876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093246352630095,0.0,0.19347508731956253,0.0,0.2661802853065494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002598247619541,0.0,0.0,0.1157749395815328,0.10889208165048817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272642533880633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936090210382734,0.0,0.12660369388986634,0.0,0.2754353336189943,0.10162445985937672,0.0969038646797178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071426532933583,0.0,0.10853684364745862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365577384839157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931960342533883,0.0,0.0,0.13677650778126624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665871538335743,0.0,0.0,0.12829246110162199,0.13164224929730975,0.0,0.0,0.059193355087335586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464587557499968,0.08087619602781126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921487280202559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131206022679982,0.1156622955931574,0.16799616121988525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310476460862714,0.0,0.11963229609059425,0.0,0.0,0.10347120006095463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045197554518346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575868447772693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109831738741946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065020477172386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226065840519407,0.0,0.1183571126445254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231786040335123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469476986034885,0.0,0.26494200912135074,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aplasticwaterbottle,2019/02/14,"Handing in my notice today I currently work at Chickfila and I’m handing in my notice today. I have worked there for two years and I really like the management and the people I work with. I was looking for a second job and wasn’t planning on quitting, but I got offered a good position at a warehouse that will pay more and will give me more hours. Plus not working fast food will be better for my health. I’m going to start in March so I need to hand in my two weeks today but I’m feeling anxious and a bit guilty, could use some advice and encouragement. 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Need your help. I am a 16M and I think I might have social anxiety but I am not sure. Psychiatrists and mental health is a very big taboo where I live and what I am trying to day is... Please help, i don't know what's wrong with me.",-2.2019642857142863,-0.3930558392857115,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,98.46428571428572,4.228571428571429,10.571428571428571,5.985473137389443,-1.52835,187,2,51,2,8,64,38,56,0.1,0.68,0.221,0.813,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,2,14,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979838883721226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000614003544875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372226640621405,0.0,0.0,0.3325969004918387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635111641525105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907980948855574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500298290878068,0.2631984540803293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396549533574386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723429816892955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529101278304403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676689551386013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897461304116256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844589331202747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471125281742286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126207270613906,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toastmuffin_,2019/02/14,SELF CHECKOUT APPRECIATION POST Those normally social hooligans don’t understand how much of a blessing self checkout is,8.853157894736842,12.95972721052632,7.988684210526317,54.70828947368422,66.36842105263158,10.115789473684213,46.342105263157904,10.125756701596842,6.653926315789473,103,7,11,3,2,32,17,19,0.09,0.6,0.31,0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464982995600523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285417612581641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32114323991873456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996224106926482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418158425900789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490792619003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KungFuKittyA,2019/02/14,"Fainted in an escape room? A fairly small casino themed room, 8 people counting myself.. And though I'd felt fine up until then whenever the door locked my body basically shut down n i fainted. I was overheating and suddenly showing signs of severe dehydration when i came to approximately a minute later (I've fainted a handful of times for various reasons before, none in this environment, but it was the longest I'd been out) Is there any basis for this? 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I'm in high school and I feel my anxiety is getting worse and worse. I pretty much have no friends but once in a while will get talked to by a couple people I used to know but I dont think they really understand what I'm going through. They always point out how little I talk and how I always mumble when I do talk and how I never do anything in gym class. Is there anything I could do to make these people understand and possibly make my high school/ out of school experience any better? Any help would be highly appreciated, thanks.",3.687777777777778,5.3620909734513305,4.865958702064899,82.53889872173059,72.89380530973452,7.854080629301867,24.059980334316613,8.515128840125781,1.5397756145526065,452,13,88,8,9,149,70,113,0.07200000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.179,0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,6,1,23,25,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,14,3,12,21,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,3,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179527619900674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087455872263385,0.0,0.0,0.2462531915725987,0.0,0.18467991971761927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866193717682248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675487943637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637412805742386,0.13355918276761508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146683980935587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807388571693656,0.0,0.0,0.061032712763202275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325735841092414,0.0,0.12612807960470868,0.0,0.06860015023508463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090686287891037,0.3825983783491471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633700472182097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097938495625442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114473404852672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873299103406175,0.0,0.09309611037428683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285482293481493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736504713724767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410643307492292,0.13607817368526812,0.0,0.12280166289431015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732752214391557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664835433025428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304483296630858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910573627921973,0.0,0.11113010843086116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734369863055768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513189508541718,0.0,0.1042514546414658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601998591569904,0.08574626512244399,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mandapanda98,2019/02/15,"Finally built up the courage to ask out my crush- instead she gushes to me abt her own crush I’ve been friends with this girl for a few years at this point, and this semester it feels like we’ve gotten really close. I finally decided to ask her out, which was obviously a huge thing for me if I’m on this sub, because I really thought we might be heading that direction. Fast forward to now, I was talking w her and brought up the topic of relationships, and she immediately started gushing about a girl I’ve never heard her mention before, talking about how pretty she is and how she wishes they could talk more so they can get together. I’m a little crushed honestly. It’s taken me years to get to a point where I would even consider asking anyone out, and this was a bit of a harsh shutdown for my first go at it. Idk, I’m not sure what the point of this post is, I think I just needed to vent to people who would understand.",4.164758592471358,5.078430803191495,5.30212765957447,82.80653846153848,70.75531914893618,8.763338788870701,28.82324058919804,9.057496981413335,2.2202032733224235,733,27,151,14,13,243,114,188,0.065,0.8340000000000001,0.101,0.8249,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,1,10,5,0,0,10,0,12,1,1,2,3,30,32,9,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,14,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,2,22,5,25,18,4,28,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,2,11,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638921178544686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866185854789549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403320220654825,0.0,0.11730176262397185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049850603284992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100634771822393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104984024849626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970203231909212,0.09848138208354136,0.0,0.30201990528381234,0.0,0.11725670473407825,0.0,0.0,0.10650398967470598,0.0,0.14404379361378986,0.0,0.0783443775034581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414757581592095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734744588831006,0.13816375871873166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623901775887166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221539269076624,0.10631983735126772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556910873278653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909436395296463,0.0,0.132023957010089,0.14024487997292748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766228372821132,0.0,0.0,0.14800128661433568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757224191456693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992372784779635,0.0,0.0,0.3324002619179501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158263715558827,0.08832989289762637,0.0,0.10943896280832388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350862710955384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585228128741723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585198403337184,0.0,0.0,0.17754413069809796 socialanxiety,screenprintloser,2019/02/15,Im at a party and im frozen Im visiting my best friends at their school for the weekend and they threw a party. Im just sitting here texting my other friend who isnt here. Theres a lot of people i dont know. I dont know what to do with myself. ,-2.375689655172416,-0.6202272758620673,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,97.6206896551724,3.589655172413793,15.870689655172415,5.148860815047168,-0.9736620689655172,190,5,49,1,8,68,38,58,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,6,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821974886021414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204004043802436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771351310329686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7749274120842303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713526963640626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247937771230907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434068222354568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151465744047832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alnaris,2019/02/15,"I went to a valentine's day party and left realizing how much approach anxiety I really have So it is the start of the second semester break at my university. And I find myself sitting here studying (gettng ahead) because I don't really know what else to do? I have hobbies for sure but unfortunately they aren't the most social kinds. What do normal individuals not crippled by social anxiety do on a regular Friday night? I went to a Valentine's day social last night and it was kind of embarrassing. This guy thought I was gay because I approached him only because he was alone. (I just thought he was similar to me?) I attempted at talking to a few woman and they don't seem to be interested in me. Granted I don't really know what to say besides the standard ""what are you studying?, etc."" Frankly I'm not so concerned with fitting in at parties but I am worried that if I don't deal with this now (my struggle to meet people) I will have issues finding meaningful relationships. For context most of the friends I have now I met through student residence where it is extremely easy to meet people. Also I am an open book and once the initial getting to know someone phase i generally have almost no issues with this anxiety. tldr; I (single) went to a Valentine's day party and have self realized my poor social skills (approach anxiety)",5.416862745098037,6.782998078431376,6.64009803921569,72.68877450980393,68.21568627450979,9.274509803921571,35.34313725490196,9.586721724236666,3.6516666666666655,1070,54,182,23,18,361,138,255,0.104,0.7829999999999999,0.113,0.6422,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,3,9,7,0,2,12,0,25,1,0,1,1,35,38,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,11,10,0,0,11,1,1,6,8,2,0,1,10,1,29,5,28,26,6,28,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,5,10,133,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648308155630394,0.11013506525451497,0.0,0.08503920692689833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253959731254916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446968109506846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057394452682012,0.10963077140314287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883253406156971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859602059548024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438371797050352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215719645545283,0.0,0.05555770392387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529226302831506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198043829376732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214712713175309,0.17532329101094918,0.08668042390140121,0.0,0.0,0.11553756269852199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817135184488982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958377151643414,0.10418957721367532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324749395131245,0.0,0.08087555095768892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744405472909344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043703318358263,0.0,0.0,0.1141682186476957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456498827635048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968069715048094,0.1109346995951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43359660565539787,0.09010063351127448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526724465494701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116854224764072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002231866206909,0.0,0.0,0.08547120692738623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884247049873313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957317709425047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799234907110504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,One-of-the-Nobodies,2019/02/15,"I'm a socially anxious, shy, quiet-voiced, introvert... I have social anxiety, though it isn't as severe as I know it is for some people. I'm an introvert and I'm shy. I'm a quiet speaker, like my volume settings are a bit lower than everyone else's (my dad has called me a ""low-talker"" when I'm being too quiet for as long as I can remember). My family is loud... My brother never got the hang of ""using his inside voice."" My mom can be pretty loud, my paternal grandmother is loud, my dad... Well, he isn't loud, but he commands attention without even trying. And pretty much all the rest of my family are, at the very least, not quiet. My in-laws are definitely loud. Even most of my closest friends are sort of loud people. So, throughout my life, I've often had that experience of beginning to chime in on a conversation, no one hears, usually trying a couple more times to no avail, and just deciding it's not worth saying anymore. I'd say at least half the time, one person notices I was trying to talk too, and tells the rest of the group that I was going to say something. I hate that moment... 1, I hate being the center of attention like that and 2, I don't even want to say whatever it was anymore. Does anyone else get that? When no one heard what you said, so you just don't even want to say it anymore? Then I get irritated if they realize I had said something, and try to get me to repeat myself when I don't want to. To be fair, for the most part, my closest family and friends are pretty good about trying to pay attention when I'm around so this just doesn't happen, and they genuinely feel bad when it does happen. But no one else I know seems to have social anxiety, except my husband (very mild for him, but he understands), so no one else I know really understands how drawing attention to this makes it like 10x worse. 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I'm been seriously losing my mind over the last several months because my thoughts and feelings have been spiraling downwards and I have had very little support through it. I have a girlfriend and she has tried her best to help, but I know my issues are too much for her to handle on her own, especially when she has her own problems to worry about. She's not a therapist and I don't expect her to be that for me. The last counselor I saw was awful and judged me the entire time I spoke to her, which made things much worse for me since I was already going through a tough mental health experience after a string of bad social incidents. I won't go into detail, but basically I was trying to put myself in uncomfortable situations more and ended up being disrespected or treated as if I was a moron. Since then I've mostly been alone with my self-depreciating thoughts. All of this alone time has been spent reflecting on these bad experiences and it has made me extremely bitter towards people. I've become even more closed off and isolated than I used to be. I've had these feelings for years, but this is the worst it has ever been. I'm fed up with my life and I want to do something about it. I can't deal with ""normal"" people anymore since the majority of them just don't get it and I don't get along with them because of it. These are also the kinds of people who have made me feel bad about feeling this way. I've started thinking that if there is a social anxiety self-help group in my area, maybe I should try it out and see if I can find people who actually understand my feelings. I can't deal with this on my own anymore and it has been a huge challenge finding people who understand me. Anybody have any experience or tips to share with me?",6.466932773109241,6.225751008403362,6.972620448179272,76.86514915966389,65.5266106442577,9.717030812324928,31.85560224089636,9.255337874911486,2.6262987114845946,1438,50,278,23,20,472,176,357,0.182,0.77,0.049,-0.995,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,10,16,2,0,14,1,41,3,0,4,2,61,71,24,0,9,10,0,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,22,23,1,0,14,0,2,3,7,10,0,0,21,10,44,6,46,43,12,34,0,1,3,0,25,18,0,6,12,207,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0834824690832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720377448921806,0.09440430178348423,0.068412673167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058175546758138276,0.0,0.13088791137540426,0.0,0.16968117894282256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428692122774373,0.10429848548272397,0.09448100129734947,0.0,0.0,0.08977730673768723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763923819167587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577010109284198,0.0,0.0,0.056503621140252834,0.07738302805668057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510469624380107,0.0,0.0,0.21627809648620916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563785722740505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939055708110122,0.0,0.0972377549008924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093348169225768,0.0,0.0,0.11468198940468237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928984478631788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908503646794569,0.04701492186164897,0.13946601161181085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060425054510554514,0.0,0.08574153075557374,0.0,0.0,0.07183874108174315,0.09570628556680844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428426462883829,0.0,0.0,0.08594442482880812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621222316834551,0.0,0.08637905320232939,0.0,0.0682835659588312,0.0,0.1257751885998116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838188378153352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965409218627477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185784476945464,0.0,0.08599932888693483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817064864949429,0.0,0.17849036040121882,0.09664484519515508,0.0,0.21229847105699806,0.0961594920095902,0.0,0.2616161175040697,0.0,0.0658589995487512,0.0,0.0,0.06055128681059758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707881187560156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932777584044987,0.05683426372568585,0.05481567886363227,0.0,0.13583104979925278,0.09976740754392437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424434915213122,0.0,0.0,0.1781168879467632,0.0,0.0738859708014446,0.0,0.07058602678470545,0.05045840362059525,0.06790398917763729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687810656457805,0.08718068039651658,0.06077081670426796,0.0,0.0,0.055090081812672616 socialanxiety,bbts95,2019/02/15,"Looking for advice I'm looking for advice on how to open up and actually achieve my dreams. I'm not very smart and my social anxiety gets in the way of me trying new things. I want to become a successful person with a good job where I can actually afford a home of my own and be able to travel when I want to take a vacation but again my social anxiety has left me with crippling self doubt and low self confidence. I have a friend, well a hold friend from second grade, that is a year younger (23) than me (24) but has already completed college and is working her dream job as a journalist for new York times magazine. Her life is so successful that I find myself envious and proud of her at the same time. I want to be able to do what she did but I have no idea how to handle my social anxiety. If anyone has any tips as to how I can get started I'd be truly grateful. 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I feel sooo overwhelmed & embarrassed even though I had so much fun but I always feel like this every time I go out with friends. Anyone can relate ? What should I do to stop this feeling ( I know no one will remember EVERY word I said but I can’t help but feel this way!) 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Here are two recent accomplishments: Yesterday, I took my own flowery bags into the store even though I felt awkward about it and embarassed, I pushed through and realized it was no big deal at all. Today, I went on some play equipment in front of a ton of people even though I would usually have not done it out of fear of looking stupid. I also went out with wet hair in the afternoon which usually makes me really self conscious. I questioned my thinking. I realized I judge myself for taking showers in the middle of the day and it's stupid. What makes taking a shower in the middle of the day worse than in the morning or evening? And I realized there is nothing wrong with me even if others think I am inferior in some way! Anyway, these may seem like small accomplishments but that is how progress is made. Thanks for reading.",7.483677069199455,7.2695152238806,6.976164631388514,77.59265943012214,63.42786069651741,10.095160560832204,33.695612844866574,9.573946990214177,2.957861691542288,844,31,158,14,11,263,129,201,0.123,0.738,0.139,0.6961,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,5,14,12,2,2,9,0,15,1,1,4,1,38,31,14,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,12,0,1,10,2,1,6,3,6,0,1,10,4,21,6,30,17,7,35,0,1,1,0,8,17,0,7,10,119,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436886519453653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833641175145744,0.13455016356847627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355712572576595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34480271240829263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468601258905535,0.0,0.0,0.1253101451591184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438878258305335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160033572032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376063360650308,0.0,0.0,0.11549731540395375,0.10959559883559368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349179491936325,0.17423298594271674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522794328076506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047925790856087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499851639262285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620116015480988,0.0,0.13054539959541153,0.0,0.08360810024750008,0.0,0.12886296083880944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881147677637813,0.13615047841869735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625467853741926,0.0,0.0,0.12015614865960213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672511811921524,0.256450985295872,0.10361042676316927,0.0,0.0,0.1237082973213784,0.0,0.14500150287271138,0.08860777857691414,0.0,0.12748938597781515,0.0,0.15698755901918302,0.0,0.2874768333645891,0.10768448553535452,0.0,0.10359282812014796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196830654651064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300092305457892,0.18542123506462588,0.14269228653818494,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,harrisbeast,2019/02/15,"My friend has social anxiety/is self conscious... Okay so I have a friend with whom i speak daily online (I live in the UK and he lives in Germany). Some days he comes online and seems genuinely depressed or just sad but I know he is usually very happy and always laughing and making jokes. A lot of the time he won't want to talk about his day or what happened. Tonight I managed to finally get a proper conversation out of him about his life with work. He's 17 and doesn't feel like he has any real life friends. He has people he speaks to but he feels like they're all fake and from what he's told me everybody is a big dickhead to him. He told me that he hates his apprenticeship but doesn't want to quit because he doesn't have anything to fall back on (his parents are low income). He struggles with the maths in his physics but he doesn't want to be 'that guy' apparently. He tells me that he has very low motivation to go out and do things he wants to and says that he has nobody to even do anything with. This all seems so strange to me. We met 3 years ago on an online game and last summer he came to the UK and stayed for a week with me and he just seemed like a normal, slightly introverted, guy. I am pretty sure he's very self conscious and doesn't want his peers to think badly of him which might also have ties with social anxiety (I don't know I'm not a therapist). I try to help him as much as possible by telling him to be a bit selfish and do things for himself, I tell him that I care about him and I always try to be there for him when he feels like shit which is a bit hard to do considering i'm half way across the continent. I'm just wondering if any of you have any tips I can give him to help him out. I'm going over to visit him for 2 weeks in July but until then what can I do? 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I don't really think I have social anxiety but I decided to post this here, as I sometimes get really nervous when talking to some people. Whenever I have to talk to my classmates or to somone who I don't know that much about (which isn't usually a problem), when the smallest feeling of discomfort comes to my mind my eyes start crying. At first I thought it was because I was sick but some time has passed already and I feel a lor better but the issue persist. I sleep enough, I don't look that much to screens, I am not stressed or anything and yes I have bad eyesight by nature but I wear glasses and everything used to be ok. Maybe it isn't related directly to talking to someone but it mostly happens at those moments. Can any of you guys help me with this?",3.186616541353384,4.883628467836259,4.2168462823725985,86.58486842105263,74.26315789473685,7.224895572263994,29.758145363408524,7.957251820313856,2.011789974937343,672,30,134,10,14,218,104,171,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.6636,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,0,3,4,2,15,5,4,1,0,26,27,14,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,3,7,22,3,21,23,6,16,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,5,9,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632967445111705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006297087769292,0.0,0.11320230868552092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177279463160105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355495094586888,0.09020565172886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087398818583434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746943034551336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250924586372121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290021472285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299254867471672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964364291903265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586950386726828,0.0,0.0,0.11432697491066235,0.0,0.07731208581396197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652089449099112,0.13085592925839132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991861343712912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444996357215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132451104889664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426374992248344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486631913831353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941499397186675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175608362183862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258889953042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172144787063798,0.0,0.0,0.14159439041464558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895962277871155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808427106339025,0.15084432768769007,0.2507615476500252,0.0,0.14635343588560526,0.0,0.2094783357396243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950761580566595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681589507267425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481794513062028,0.0,0.11747752918412625,0.08628681401408463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278049651232535,0.16297620392272033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,funnycorn,2019/02/15,"How to stop caring about opinions of others You might wanna watch this video if you struggle with opinions of other people : [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sigdyFycg54&t](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sigdyFycg54&t) https://i.redd.it/0zzd2kszpsg21.png",28.885,38.319320833333336,12.113333333333333,22.465000000000003,28.16666666666667,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.8696833333333336,236,5,14,2,3,50,21,24,0.16699999999999998,0.723,0.11,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7170431026073167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373666420980293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102432477955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939898241127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664068851083945,0.0,0.345920363009685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hedonistsoup,2019/02/15,I'm gonna be alone forever I'm 22 and in school with no friends. We're two weeks in and everyone's already made their friend groups. I just awkwardly sit alone at lunch and feel like shit. How is it so easy for everyone else? The worst part is that I am an extrovert. All I want is to talk to people all day but I just sit alone and scream internally because I can't get myself to talk to anyone.,1.1709705882352957,2.997022729411768,2.8525735294117682,93.53533088235297,80.52941176470588,7.0735294117647065,21.213235294117645,8.07648339933343,0.7938529411764703,312,9,74,6,8,103,62,85,0.196,0.6970000000000001,0.108,-0.7737,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,2,2,14,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,7,3,9,10,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573816794029502,0.2037984196372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291321998043433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257890853686957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910299878546192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542760239678731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529383513706892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337950375849803,0.13193507107960195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853658458219768,0.0,0.09648741593050296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902250747533814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474820744084313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999899006726176,0.0,0.1280335113796261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869055126880556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957085194183607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968767717321488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040503566981306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089287534680524,0.0,0.14813875450689631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeepIntoMyMind,2019/02/15,"The worst thing for me about having SAD Its one of the things that I hate the most about my condition, it makes me feel like I am unable to do something about it. Knowing that a person likes you by how they act, how they look at you an talk to you. Knowing that they would never say bad things about you or judge you, but when trying to approach them you practically block out, start to overthink and get extremely nervous and uncomfortable without an apparent reason. You get those classical thoughts like: What if she is judging me in her mind? What if she thinks this or that about me? What if she thinks I’m weird? and consecutively taking for granted that you will never have a chance with her. And the worst thing about this whole issue, is that those thoughts don’t come from you, you KNOW that she would never come close to thinking that shit about you. But someone else is controlling you, feels almost like another you that doesn’t want you to succeed. This other me comes at the worst times, and even though I have made great progress in getting over this it seems that he will always be there at least once in a while. Can this unintentional and almost “automatic” thoughts be eliminated at all? Or is it an unfixable condition that we have. It really pisses me off sometimes that it will be extremely hard for me to get a girlfriend, or even have a strong friendship with a new person I met.",7.156741573033706,7.1134451235955085,6.334022471910112,81.3545168539326,64.0561797752809,9.517003745318354,30.908614232209736,9.029198982220553,2.278762996254682,1116,35,219,16,15,339,139,267,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.8392,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,14,4,4,14,17,3,1,14,0,22,2,2,6,4,54,50,20,0,6,10,0,3,4,1,5,0,1,0,2,34,14,0,2,13,0,0,5,6,10,0,1,5,5,37,7,33,37,7,24,0,1,1,0,32,11,2,11,12,174,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265956032152307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414522844259808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864179867718384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447087187138573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239172035199185,0.0,0.0,0.1269010975897374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451765175567108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946165605702988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441844546371055,0.08083040243024645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364531764086167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474213201438725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135518423393007,0.11170669892204887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809338765839765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186543657000099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110661075749166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501282390802776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705999410032037,0.0755247847004273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424361907896535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617918755079361,0.10927559423145897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049512387065045,0.07666959304966824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975867018149029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724832182177056,0.11633131682350435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997699094215465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300243842949383,0.0,0.0,0.11614113007342992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586690722209376,0.08710410890642158,0.11190273302397652,0.0,0.08008420894505176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507052934203442,0.09094120590886634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006725234879337,0.2174951439088992,0.11116382667660303,0.2694721139628677,0.06597542622542096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681764005358613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673551548500323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632171395998415,0.0,0.10906719164398797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074911167219855,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jahooone,2019/02/15,My school calls up a couple people from every grade to do challenges in front of the whole school. Yes it is hell. 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I’ve taken adderall a few times, and it really helps with fatigue, motivation and my social anxiety. It’s like a dream come true. I also don’t get any crashes, unless I take to much. Is this something that is even possible to get it prescribed for anything else than ADHD? 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I notice my calfs are sore after school from how much I tap my feet. Any tips on posture and the social anxiety? Like I cant even go to the front of the class to turn in a paper before thinking if people will see me.",1.4264285714285734,3.3608028333333344,3.9573809523809516,85.39178571428572,80.19047619047619,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.3153619047619052,314,10,64,6,8,110,59,84,0.17600000000000002,0.754,0.07,-0.8168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,10,11,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,37,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484088102611365,0.0,0.0,0.12129010070329432,0.0,0.4093319831844762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892214858571445,0.0,0.0,0.15177020270361574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780430576259834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273083350852414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789084196538384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538622785454927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713710080219013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111424078805842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030626768237942,0.0,0.1899463018119371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365153498226078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426121490742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610172569898316,0.14212887201699353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454430083759296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428511771673755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940031582121018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485721996892186 socialanxiety,jujusaphrodisiac,2019/02/15,"S.A introverted with an underdeveloped extroverted energetic side to me, wants to go to nightclubs but has no one to go with.. Female(22) despite having social anxiety and prefering isolating and staying home, i always had this energetic side to me which made me want to go clubbing, parties and trying new experiences. I have a bf(25) and couple-few friends, but most of them aren't the clubber types. My bf used to hardcore party when younger but he doesn't want to do it with me. I wonder can i do? LOL",5.427051671732524,7.1416336808510685,6.342887537993921,73.50500000000002,68.57446808510636,8.77568389057751,33.641337386018236,9.23628265651192,3.203555015197569,402,19,70,8,7,133,67,94,0.027000000000000003,0.722,0.252,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,0,18,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,10,1,12,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034862221688515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870810291395591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921803830331376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893968129322197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169523159225287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453048330857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314002961730189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361891113682265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571424917634078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928919199054655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606590831308129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660342391113489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112137524582297,0.0,0.0,0.4327279721504102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520538778890274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PizzaXprezz,2019/02/15,"I am done. Asking for everything makes me nervous. I am 17y old. Everyone in my school is talking about upcoming parties, interesting topics and anything else. But no one is talking with me. And thats what makes me feel bad. Am I really a bad person? Nobody calls me out to go to a party, I never get invited to a birthday party of somebody I know. I always have to ask others what is planned for weekend. Not only this, everyone takes anything I say very seriously (it does not matter how ironic I tell a joke). Its like (maybe I sound paranoid) nobody likes me... just hanging up with my father amd sister (my family is broke up too) sucks while watching other young people in my age growing up in good social conditions. I never get any motivation by anyone, I feel like shit and always ask myself if I am really such a bad person. I do not find any harmony in the society. People who know me sonetimes do not even say ""Hello"" to me.... its like such a cold move wow. What can I do? Even 15-16y old people do not recognize me although I even directly talk to people and discuss. Its like I am a ghost to everyone... and for me its enough!. I want to change something !",1.702052401746727,4.12908072489083,3.9561991266375536,83.01358253275109,82.36244541484716,6.6334323144104825,23.133799126637555,7.839951260653429,1.5064646637554584,902,32,168,17,25,310,129,229,0.136,0.718,0.145,0.3078,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,2,1,8,0,16,1,1,4,2,29,31,10,1,2,8,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,2,13,8,0,0,6,2,0,4,8,8,0,1,1,7,31,9,24,30,1,20,0,1,1,0,18,8,2,1,13,119,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737512173795583,0.0,0.0,0.14200169529157186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300432367785094,0.0,0.1718373578563331,0.0,0.2928214457962813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615283206504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661198225935567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044955140633723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136792220814796,0.10684537386092696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721927456163167,0.0,0.0,0.10788111167657632,0.0,0.20688099482897,0.0,0.0,0.29929822709788123,0.09383494994912653,0.0,0.09842633097664756,0.0,0.10558338706521746,0.07458891467929264,0.0,0.0,0.09542678843445647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909747613844877,0.0,0.0593373281891049,0.08757226384117785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475953352206344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550417545404739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938596252946908,0.0,0.10489161431768186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109689108121367,0.0,0.0,0.16105138065960026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911673252841085,0.0,0.07074939085467022,0.0794067957063214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895327399527705,0.18232963340931985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377255133639968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605846064605315,0.0,0.10566621312211663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717305099748073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643054877686504,0.0,0.08037818385283381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850163136687381,0.2517569742729685,0.09125697205373903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861473250006223,0.061582393764340215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,your_godammn_right,2019/02/15,"TFW when you wait for someone to come over and your heart feels like a pin is about to drop. i used to deal with this severely but since being on meds it has declined. i just remember when i went to my brothers and as i heard footsteps my heart would start pumping so hard. i had SOB. and would literally hide in the room. i will never forget one night in feb 2014 where my brother had air conditioning in the living room and i was literally in the other room with no AC, sweating from the heatwave, and was torturing myself pretty much, i needed water. it was like, ''if you go to the living room you will have to see those people'' and this scared me. one time i actually did do it, and i was like Charlie day in the horrible bosses 2 scene, i literally said ''hey'' in a very stuttery voice and did a ''haha'' sound, i felt like some school shooter.",3.380473372781065,4.781607047337284,4.5616568047337305,85.51218934911245,73.20118343195266,7.3301775147929,24.834319526627226,7.882392219407189,1.2325053254437868,657,20,136,9,13,216,107,169,0.16,0.7440000000000001,0.096,-0.9179,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,6,8,1,1,9,1,17,4,3,2,1,26,29,14,0,4,3,2,3,4,0,4,0,4,4,0,7,11,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,12,8,21,5,20,12,2,25,0,1,1,0,10,14,1,2,11,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15754610926551474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390697582993647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411805965419596,0.16644173190038486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163096514739702,0.1153356652748137,0.15501161077636058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175237703546207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446221625923432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826239654095455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154936420164601,0.0,0.28511611702283196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932795034204976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186799565444343,0.1197087212618038,0.12451560806098605,0.0,0.0,0.15150430926117556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879733998265485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192498015580828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642466442981334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288464287519474,0.0,0.15357026678772326,0.0,0.1616336633729584,0.16339000292348999,0.1286500097419055,0.0,0.0,0.18238582912404025,0.0,0.13354819075729918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679102404371532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427093320060525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413932687103556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394358283470214,0.0,0.13320825330832647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966025658567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293704494796713,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zggzy,2019/02/15,"lost hope of any treatment I’ve had severe social anxiety my whole life and honestly I feel like there’s no end to it. I feel like I’m in a position where even IF I could cure the anxiety, I will never be able to interact with people due to how socially stunted I am because of this. But even the idea of living without the anxiety is a pipe dream. I’ve tried everything and nothing has made a dent in it. I feel like I’m just waiting to die instead of actually living DAE feel this way lol",0.60419093851133,2.9014758834951446,3.223519417475728,87.2394215210356,86.28155339805824,6.928478964401295,24.11731391585761,8.07648339933343,1.6941139158576046,388,16,81,9,12,135,69,103,0.147,0.6859999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,1,7,1,0,2,1,18,17,5,1,3,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,7,5,12,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,50,11,0,0.15321576709540136,0.0,0.14951648704499831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419197561739924,0.0,0.3516289273739572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339890952402123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122330322745241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901377659503454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570369279750474,0.0,0.0,0.20239513830839645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770045205565304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098819818485505,0.3283721238807376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217782777846608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296195156344016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822082742802903,0.2245604537264448,0.0,0.2705846587764365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725310893316267,0.0,0.0,0.14497646342793405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816944503640378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470146607801273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622052123975012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309020568358074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123683592744745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402344851068514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216155443133981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105993231152986,0.0,0.14769453196256785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,A_Sad_Organism,2019/02/15,"Trying to meet people with SA Hello people, Im a 17 year old guy who has social anxiety. I would like to chat with people that suffer from the same problem as me. Feel free to share your story here because i know how you feel. Love from Portugal <3",3.138529411764708,4.590990647058824,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,73.90196078431373,6.6686274509803924,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.532290196078431,197,4,39,2,4,65,42,51,0.131,0.6659999999999999,0.203,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,5,8,5,1,2,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269764926913295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152032382152942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679487282544892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26235720125320416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286207879329841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561794197472394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944861058246224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391414338155268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780364006697431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510805128637034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535359077037576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700986488960921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989397493079706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822367261695375,0.0,0.0,0.17062889863748454 socialanxiety,626BEATDOWN,2019/02/15,"Social anxiety/social awkwardness So tomorrow I am meeting a girl for the first time in person after a week of texting, playing video games together, and talking. I am overwhelmed with anxiety and have had thoughts of just coming up with some excuse to call off the whole thing. But I know I don't want to do that. I have ALWAYS felt this way with people, and not just new ones I've never met before (although I will admit with this girl it's been bumped up a bit more than usual haha). I have some new friends I've made this last year (separate from my friends I've known all my life since high school/middle/elementary school who I can 100% be myself with and be comfortable around) and we go to metal and punk shows often but I am still the quiet one in the group with not much to say or the know-how to contribute to the conversation that's happening. I have always been the quiet, awkward guy on the sidelines and have always felt people silently judging in their mind when I speak to them. Whether its them thinking I'm boring, stupid, abnormally anxious etc. (i begin to slur my words, speak a little faster while running out of breath, and more). Which I know is silly. Anyway, I'm afraid I'm going to bore her this weekend (we're getting a hotel and hanging out around town until monday) and I'm trying to tell myself I'm not going to and that I'm overthinking everything, but the anxiety doesnt seem to go away. Any tips? Thank you if you've read this far. 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I am hoping that before I go meet this doctor I can get a little more transparency around what is going on in my head. I have difficulties properly conveying my thoughts. More often than not when I am talking with people, I know what I am trying to say in my head and everything is clear and concise, but the second I try and articulate my thoughts my mind completely blanks and I am stuck. The more I think about what I was trying to say, the more difficulties I have getting the thoughts out. This occasionally leads to stuttering. I also have extreme difficulty trying to share stories, I often find myself leaving out key details (or what I think to be key details) and attempting to go back in my story to add these details, then continuing on from where I left off. I have only recently started noticing how negative the effects of this are on my life. I have just started my fourth semester of university and I find myself more anxious than ever. I am often too scared to go out and try to have a conversation with anyone that isn’t in my close group of friends. I hate hiding in my room, I want to be social but I just can’t out of the constant fear. Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated. 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I finally agreed to meet up this weekend and my nerves are terrible. I'm racking my brain trying to figure out how to rationalize any fears I have but it's nothing specific. I don't want to cancel but I'm worried if I cant relax it'll go terribly. But I also realize this is probably the last chance I have to rekindle these relationships Any tips or advice? Similar situations you've been through? 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It was the last class, Art, and we had to make groups of 3 for something. I was too scared to ask anyone and eventually everyone grouped up without me. After about 10 minutes of me doing nothing and sitting like an idiot I'm already freaking out a bit, and the guy in front of me says really loudly ""Hey, why isn't (My name) in a group?"". He repeated this a couple times and I really tense up. The girl that sits next to me, also the one that I have a slight crush on says that it's my fault and I shouldn't expect people to come up to me, I have to go ask people like a normal person. This really hurt, but no one knows I have social anxiety. So yea... at this point I'm freaking out inside, really trying not to cry, and I accidentally do. And I'm in the middle of the fucking classroom. So I put my face in my hands. I'm breathing a bit hard and trembling slightly. When I cry my nose also gets really snotty and red so that's a plus, it made it harder to go unnoticed. I really didn't want people to know that I'm crying for ""no reason"" and get more attention to me. I managed to put my head down on the desk without anyone noticing after some minutes. It was harder to breathe in the position I was sitting in but I didn't dare to move. My friends behind me poked me and asked me for supplies, I didn't really respond and they thought I was sleepy. When my face wasn't wet anymore I stood up and went to the teacher, asked to leave the room and left. I was in the bathroom for a bit and trying to calm down. When I got back it was already almost the end of class, and after the bell rang the teacher asked very loudly where my work was. I kind of ran away. I'm so exhausted after this, it was horrible.",2.6503416149068286,3.805696891304352,4.446040372670809,86.59554347826088,74.65217391304348,7.213664596273293,24.284161490683232,7.7094869923839395,1.1193063664596274,1368,41,292,18,28,465,169,368,0.155,0.8079999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9875,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,1,13,15,2,2,24,1,22,9,7,3,0,43,49,30,0,4,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,5,1,3,16,24,0,0,5,1,0,9,11,10,0,2,21,10,39,5,56,27,5,53,0,1,1,1,22,26,1,2,17,196,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740617901354088,0.0,0.19264863914708996,0.13960813370886108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667749708723758,0.0,0.08656609814026357,0.12206739682601295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080118115208065,0.0,0.0820098139907907,0.06711897325568407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588719397134393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519075889243487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965823523497553,0.2876448330656541,0.05629344593347554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731113194953551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340728698411684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743838096795601,0.0806962162734938,0.09120860410455987,0.0,0.09921540015379064,0.0,0.06981207228805568,0.0,0.0,0.08642870075212332,0.0,0.0,0.07819277383495005,0.0,0.08958252273564439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934434551080512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089686973841417,0.09594224569370208,0.07115125274139804,0.0,0.09242523606299052,0.09483851087344268,0.0,0.0,0.0852888746591867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259387981710185,0.05826532163745859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277317690955617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283162504526933,0.0,0.08552356584898729,0.08375505193545929,0.0993778025212208,0.0,0.0,0.11829702041710567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815432262164444,0.07621638895227996,0.0,0.0,0.08251523778631735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549680856311872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391431849513657,0.08974645367234302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388296130339231,0.08739037127982566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897897670612567,0.0,0.06719845599703063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929680746371616,0.05089825074563668,0.0,0.08273868112462056,0.0,0.0,0.11852544890809585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202162266959604,0.0514846389804182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091671695070869,0.07876371322322694,0.0,0.0,0.16828475649253566,0.0,0.06354659871352128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alotie,2019/02/15,"How do I know if I have social anxiety? It's bugging me. I don't spend a majority of my day feeling nervous or anxious. I can hang out with my friends normally and do normal everyday things. But some things in my life make me think I'm not normal. I'm horrible with people I consider to be better than me, which is basically most people. I used to be president of a club at my school, and that experience went poorly to sum it up. I used to be able to do public speaking but now it's way harder to do so. I'm scared to look at my club members in the eye, even now because it feels like they look down on me for being a failure. At church, everyone was working on room renovation but I froze for 2 hours looking at my phone because it felt like I just wasn't competent enough to help out. Everyone else is better than me and even if I went to go help I just thought I'd be made fun of. I basically thought of different (worst case) scenarios if I went to go help out. I also ran away and hid when they gathered to eat BBQ and I have no clue why.. I just felt out of place. When I talk to people I don't know or speak publicly, my voice goes higher and my entire body trembles, even my voice (even when I don't feel nervous while speaking to an audience it happens). I'm also in my schools track team, and I put on the mask that I'm a lazy ass to avoid getting attention from people and having them think poorly of me. When my coach praises me for something, the first thing I worry about is whether or not my teammates think I'm stuck up or annoying or undeserving of it. There's a lot of other things I have in mind, like I'm scared to go shopping at a mall for clothes because maybe my taste in fashion isn't up to par u know? It's the same thing with music, which is exactly why I don't listen to any songs in my free time. Feels like People around me would think judge me, even though I know they don't care. Yeah but it would just be a wall of text and I think this information is enough. 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My title is, The Best Co-workers I Could Ever Have"" Lately I've been having it rough mentally, not just from work but general stress/depression outside of work that builds up. I had to train someone tonight, and me training people is rare, so I was like ugh, now's not that rare time. But after we greeted, the trainee first told me that our FoH manager assigned her to me saying, ""He's one of the greatest servers we've ever had, and I put trust in him training you more than anyone else."" Since I've been doing it there for 5 years. I was baffled. That immediately sparked me into a mood where I put all of my sadness aside and gave me extreme motivation to train her well. And it did go well. I have extreme social anxiety and we have a lot of bar regulars that come in and I will say hi to them from time to time. Then a bartender later told me, ""A lot of regulars ask how you're doing. They watch you work your ass off and even though you don't really associate with them, they love you being here."" Simple shit like that has really uplifted my recent down mood. Sometimes that's all you need when you're down is people saying they care about you, even if they barely know you. I wasn't expecting any of that!",3.5633529411764715,5.121330149019613,4.4217156862745135,86.07022058823532,73.0,7.452941176470588,25.299019607843128,8.07648339933343,1.3938196078431364,1008,32,205,15,20,325,147,255,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.152,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,8,6,6,16,13,1,0,7,0,23,4,2,2,4,31,34,15,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,13,12,1,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,2,2,12,5,39,8,28,19,7,27,0,1,1,2,32,8,2,3,17,147,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419862807649378,0.0,0.09471834115650192,0.0,0.0,0.08657451426486132,0.12686337392269445,0.0,0.0,0.2315011235774133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993648501736454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623791762608225,0.0,0.0,0.10665589006698033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885641659321763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664190893815803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034317688227246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635576336271467,0.2239959970076555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053172037473159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703670701534762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680456332680814,0.0,0.13966901536730092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097977163124375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105266264305436,0.11174811348067976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477666852669053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180745239719068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390042999105563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167583413138607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489370847817992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863846236046591,0.0,0.12225264000838787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538861218909623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270945933741337,0.1024212691978173,0.0,0.0,0.12621407334666188,0.1049082748180976,0.0,0.1224564660438948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418299712164783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164787220894907,0.0,0.21659303547770456,0.0,0.0,0.23662158920590656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264959117526012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605559590755375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973297317742781 socialanxiety,Jaiimy,2019/02/15,"Can't think of any topics to talk about in large groups Some context: At work I have coffee break at 10 am where me and my colleagues (usually between 10-15 people) come together. I feel super awkward because I find it very hard to come up with something interesting to talk about. I usually just blend in with the crowd and end up staring at my phone, while I'm also mentally preparing myself for when someone speaks to me. I don't want to trip over my words when someone talks to me so I'm busy trying to prepare myself to questions instead of actually listening to conversations. It feels super tense being so quiet because the others probably think I'm weird for barely saying anything. Sometimes I even skip coffee break and continue working because it feels like a waste of time being a weirdo. Has anyone ran into the same problem and, if so, how do you deal with it? 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Is this what an anxiety feels like. I just don’t want the people around me seeing me go tomato red It happened like five minutes ago. Help? Doesn’t help that I also grew up with an anxiety disorder ughhh",1.9655555555555533,4.4712156097561015,3.6486991869918697,85.13112466124663,81.92682926829268,6.571273712737128,21.30623306233063,7.793537801064563,1.1336216802168022,328,10,63,6,9,109,61,82,0.122,0.6679999999999999,0.21,0.8081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,5,8,12,1,12,0,0,5,2,3,4,0,2,8,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961482523248185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981250429495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790551057615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054942210304845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394218651301184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053900203925217,0.17699216483174499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816032976663498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190839068590103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321222958326401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631134126514128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804703285711384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175818502737303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742413307791729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712952631218234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612896882514198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,galaxikk,2019/02/15,"How do you start undoing the damage of being “off” all the time and start being “on” without putting people off not sure if this makes sense, but i went through a period of 100% being my uncompromising self, which felt good lmao, but made people dislike me obviously lol now i’ve come to the understanding you just can’t be yourself completely if you want any sort of social validation, which seems obvious but in the headspace i was in i couldn’t stand pretending to be something i wasn’t anymore basically what i’m asking is how do you start putting in effort in social interactions without people clearly seeing the difference and being put off by that? how do i stop second guessing they’re now doubly put off by disliking my real personality, but also dislike my attempts to be social? like it’s clear i’m doing something different and i don’t want to seem fake god i’m a mess this probably makes 0 sense,,,,,",6.3477115987460815,7.132245160919544,7.1940334378265405,71.65885579937304,65.7816091954023,10.00543364681296,33.05956112852665,10.018931242160765,3.3798000000000004,734,30,128,16,11,245,104,174,0.138,0.716,0.146,0.34700000000000003,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,7,6,0,0,7,1,17,0,0,6,6,38,37,13,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,4,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,5,2,14,3,21,24,1,24,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,6,9,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635173023319614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193386295120376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194886445906505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263711633762838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378707206188154,0.12632612432349266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176215118885026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568439763476572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105701694838264,0.0,0.0,0.13272769988143002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058862835744170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400572467570083,0.16084921138105554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058717559463684,0.10520276652351417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299030993045959,0.0,0.0,0.4844824067549933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713819261009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960108653033152,0.21936985398140535,0.12569202647999694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684575446539463,0.0,0.18551032328289735,0.0,0.0,0.2558394950210505,0.0,0.0,0.10073077055503522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355559146605385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025571354477449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254290290299976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213023022110327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169070849767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322862863240001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Venomations,2019/02/15,"Why can't people just leave me alone when I don't want to talk? So I was early at school (as always) and the door to our classroom was locked so I sat down on the ground and waited and scrolled through Reddit. (I could always ask for someone to open the door but I'm always super scared and don't know who to ask, so I'll always sit down and browse Reddit) People started to arrive aswell and I just minded my own business and said hi to the people who I know. Then someone arrived and started to talk to some of the other people and tried to get me to talk aswell, I really don't like talking to people if I don't know them that well and I really don't like small talk because it seems so useless to me. So I thought he wouldn't try to talk to me because I was busy browsing through Reddit but he did keep on saying with a sarcastic tone: ""Wow I really like social interactions in the morning, it makes me happy to talk with people, we really love being anti-social don't we?"" He then kinda gave up and said: ""Well I tried"" &#x200B; I kinda got annoyed and embarrassed that he said that but it didn't end there. &#x200B; When someone finally openend the door. He commented again on my anti-socialness: &#x200B; ""See that's how you get stuff done when you have social interactions, you don't get a door open without being anti-social"" &#x200B; And he kept saying that kind of stuff the whole time and it made me feel super shit about myself, but I really don't want to talk to people that I know or that I don't know their interests because I really don't know what to talk about.",5.461200196753566,5.472761068535829,6.033838334153143,81.89431874077721,67.5981308411215,8.502443023446466,27.486637153631744,8.032893268588372,1.630952647975077,1257,34,249,14,19,409,136,321,0.114,0.785,0.101,0.2993,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,3,2,2,17,17,2,2,10,0,22,2,1,3,0,52,54,32,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,17,20,0,3,9,0,0,0,14,5,2,0,15,7,35,12,37,35,3,25,0,1,1,1,40,12,1,6,15,161,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065656215702927,0.0,0.0,0.21099281505996165,0.2747459345284566,0.3081186078668998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852813098765297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593168170510355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506142955760328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487323239239433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614754105011355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03205349636743997,0.0,0.0,0.06944412963879656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936095968224466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050701316818717854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674832184961234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634677078628793,0.0,0.06601424136818758,0.20903540186335026,0.0,0.0,0.06712422396428737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291211634639854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057214819641391225,0.05998415933873458,0.042315439651985726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400904005136544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30764194161620445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366776483553595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809042921300326,0.1008256016983646,0.06346763182851257,0.06415728217506064,0.05051615661394365,0.057710769844087524,0.0,0.0,0.06507218789473547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924272666102918,0.16113850611835262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974003763488199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514004795749766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585773283832085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032710353084146,0.036965072830456434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911942317170594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478187960021647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399616338511552,0.0,0.05720248442807953,0.07077622114398255,0.0,0.06110876296210909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081186078668998,0.0 socialanxiety,yeezydrew,2019/02/15,"Paranoia Friend: *doesn’t talk to me as much as they did yesterday* My brain: “Did i do something wrong?” “Are they not my friend anymore?” “Was I rude to them?”",-0.24967741935483545,1.9980950000000028,0.5312258064516122,102.29683870967743,99.0,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,-0.3886825806451609,119,4,27,1,5,36,24,31,0.301,0.614,0.085,-0.7946,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599318655041185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051530911296353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608020412111865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26679740528038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27940344021071073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917116782073482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968100987219416,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,auralov,2019/02/15,"How do you learn to take what people say at face value, instead of worrying they secretly are thinking negatively of you? Hi everyone. I have a problem with often worrying that, when people appear to be nice to me, there is a subtext of disapproval or dislike of me that's on a level I can't comprehend. I was bullied by some former friends when I was 12-13, in a very subtle way, so I sometimes think this might be part of why I have this paranoia. Anyways, I just got an email from someone I respect very much, thanking me for the feedback I shared on his project. Even though the message was super nice and even complimentary, I'm terrified that he actually thinks I'm an idiot, and that my opinion is totally uninformed. I'm so anxious about responding and probably won't be able to for a few days. Do any of you have tips on how to stop reading negativity into what people say, and take it at face value?",8.676438547486033,6.494808452513968,9.287087988826816,68.33107891061454,62.24022346368715,12.30195530726257,41.36941340782123,10.9516,4.503250837988828,719,34,134,15,8,245,113,179,0.142,0.7070000000000001,0.151,0.3995,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,1,15,9,1,0,9,0,17,2,2,2,1,23,28,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,18,7,24,19,5,15,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,6,5,103,27,4,0.1596558517334342,0.0,0.15580108065834078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085714540111738,0.0,0.0,0.18036566822734548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296481636899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090236863946826,0.0,0.0,0.15255800823251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334971500578736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769136947084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936962848413495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736542126181955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289172907813552,0.0,0.33205579513645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213601146155488,0.15276908811514306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596990568743334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539294828301864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527588507091715,0.0,0.15790371975392448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334794409649573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240082662175274,0.0,0.0,0.14698965783597873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30690306951012386,0.1568610637110639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634655963870268,0.0,0.12672738373780304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440645733102491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427653462954065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sociallyanxiousnerd,2019/02/16,Do you seek comfort with friends / people more “extroverted” than yourself? As I reflect on my life I realized all my close friends through the years have been significantly extroverted. I think I like the weight of initiating and carrying conversations being taken off me when I’m around them. Whenever I think like this I feel like the friendship is disingenuous because it feels like I’m using them (even though I do enjoy spending time with them). If one or two of these extroverted friends are not with me then I will carry on with my day without talking to anyone. Does anyone else feel like this?,7.313053735255567,8.461735220183487,7.046159895150722,72.27954128440369,63.77064220183486,9.89829619921363,35.75491480996068,9.957137785484203,3.631570380078637,485,22,83,10,7,153,74,109,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,1,20,17,7,0,1,4,0,4,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,17,10,15,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,10,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388565309889385,0.1750061531504678,0.0,0.15204940106988646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041189091349051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015273170974953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946940018654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426825995203602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281267159472926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25908686253720725,0.3660615258038004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958820656217288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064203484715452,0.41722452642453706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573940568025633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841214052268345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137283644076725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188851989692998,0.1678114454625859,0.0,0.09959563259824633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668480869152587,0.0,0.0,0.1475175146525808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799001316008545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646463928915351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999046047391067 socialanxiety,rotded,2019/02/16,"Social anxiety because of weight (super fat): never ending cycle When I was smaller, I had more confidence (not a lot but more). I gained 60+ pounds and I don’t even want to walk out the house because I’m very ugly now. I eat food to cope with having no friends or social life. The more food I eat, the bigger I get, the less confidence I have and the more social anxiety. If I was skinny, my life would be better. Don’t lie and say it won’t. At least I won’t feel disgusting walking down the sidewalk taking up lots of space. I know when people look at me they think: ew she is fat with no self control. If I was skinny, I would be at least an 8/10 (cute face; not trying to be a conceded but my face is the only think that makes me feel good about how I look now). I’m just posting this to rant and see if anyone struggles with weight too. Thanks for reading.",2.86774358974359,3.7524539111111146,4.166666666666668,89.85115384615385,73.7777777777778,6.871794871794872,22.73504273504273,7.010146845296331,0.5674658119658118,664,16,147,6,13,219,107,180,0.128,0.728,0.14300000000000002,0.5989,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,1,1,10,0,17,14,6,3,1,31,32,13,0,6,9,0,4,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,3,8,10,1,5,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,4,8,20,6,17,21,9,17,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,6,6,99,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994189018986414,0.0,0.0,0.09113649139283823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890764262408927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152748001086174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461869644937062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667399368955037,0.0,0.0,0.11544221462397775,0.0,0.0,0.08608808837027164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180725416973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31521436670152897,0.0,0.1007000654792913,0.0,0.06809707079095018,0.0,0.0,0.10932268758534176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039441934117748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163124533028717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412545346681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890490435305554,0.0,0.0,0.2216201643240169,0.0,0.0,0.08700270706160579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052594851817996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912915275205328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903610797734717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482932476386413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037488966611646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365129561475928,0.0,0.0,0.10386380035058657,0.0,0.13597264749918114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985944792259192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625926840924696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799917170606497,0.0,0.0,0.11999920849567593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703272855293286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849204484667955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754383504846098,0.07687768362898945,0.0,0.0,0.3174370818445533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851790498801716,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Make_That_Money,2019/02/16,Outgoing at Work but Not at School So normally I’m really quiet and reserved. Don’t have a lot of friends and almost none at college but that’s beyond the point. I work at a car wash and do landscaping. When I’m at work I feel so much more confident and I’m a lot more outgoing to everyone including managers and customers. I find this extremely weird because I would never do that at school and I’m not sure why. Am I the only one like this? ,1.139673913043481,3.4160970978260887,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,83.45652173913044,7.5930434782608724,24.417391304347824,8.548686976883017,1.935196521739131,351,14,73,9,10,120,55,92,0.053,0.7609999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,19,11,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,9,10,6,11,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,3,50,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105616071445935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818264333263313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092827066865868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632215021816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218897246586836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245915380470236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273050900102854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575392348631893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457747124290505,0.0,0.16217825136406774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602638940559864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248884358383698,0.15992480438642312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877932290706388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470855305551238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256222232239836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818317557655107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974189500251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592515347782921,0.0,0.0,0.14937443984124393,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Elizabeth1285,2019/02/16,"Online dating I'm a 22 year old female and I have never dated anyone before, I haven't even had my first kiss because of how bad my social anxiety is. I really want to start dating, but I feel like at this point in my life online dating is the only way I will be able to meet anyone because I rarely leave my house unless I'm going to work, Target, or makeup stores. Is online dating worth it or do most people just want to hook up? Will guys run when they hear that I've never dated or kissed anyone? Where can you meet someone organically? ",3.5837162162162173,4.6326940720720735,5.2356644144144155,82.2383614864865,72.24324324324324,6.631081081081081,18.379504504504503,6.6274283507984215,0.1364315315315312,426,5,82,3,8,145,78,111,0.059,0.835,0.106,0.4891,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,1,2,14,19,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,12,3,9,15,1,21,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,4,14,51,15,1,0.19017236267736667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548133692353882,0.0,0.0,0.3989188131350659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587859793307054,0.2318546143441373,0.0,0.1618226737820853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560705199013228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615686060983156,0.13585917389494553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176051454377158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807933623336516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883005379068614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433807404371846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194333734995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013650733538557,0.0,0.0,0.13432436382394722,0.09290861042708193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334529970213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955390419519076,0.0,0.0,0.14463465131100153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184157134694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977435186996507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182928517277365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385677477922672,0.16113242576389009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460497711481909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433717340625745,0.15094996969843236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844774497103102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246476651839674 socialanxiety,vapingsmurf,2019/02/16,"Anxiety and Group Voice Calls Been a while since I posted in here. &#x200B; I'm doing exposure therapy for Social Anxiety and my therapist suggested chatting to people through voice chat, with a view to eventually going on webcam. I'm part of the vaping community and regularly chat to people on forums and chatrooms on youtube live streams. &#x200B; I joined discord group with some people I chat to on forums. Despite having a few drinks I tried to join a group call with them tonight but felt really anxious about joining in and ended up just sitting in silence and listened to them chatting amongst themselves for over an hour. &#x200B; I know my biggest hurdle is introducing myself to conversations in real life, I just didn't imagine attempting it online would be so difficult.",9.181025179856114,9.865133820143887,8.843803956834536,62.60369154676261,59.719424460431654,11.842086330935249,41.835431654676256,11.45678717892309,5.404848201438849,647,34,92,17,8,208,93,139,0.08900000000000001,0.899,0.012,-0.8501,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,0,18,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,9,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,11,0,25,8,3,18,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,1,4,65,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065147499637433,0.4558930382397207,0.0,0.0,0.19134458757535724,0.1412847668728726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554051197338665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251341231795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107680502485075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007939101580033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710757697664708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123161143492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873095260648616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833517941453838,0.0,0.0,0.11043227513545856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354302505411549,0.0,0.26010729240060104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197750836898708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234824220304618,0.08011809218606786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345280161325812,0.0,0.0,0.12748523419988708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301960435446112,0.14520693395784365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849090716259895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884064797660822,0.0,0.4558930382397207,0.0 socialanxiety,nibawaajige,2019/02/16,"How does Instagram work + need advice When it comes to using social media that involves people I know in real life, I never post anything (I have one person I talk to that follows me on Instagram). It's private, atm. I have my Instagram connected to my Facebook acc so I have follow requests from people I know. If I make it public, will they all automatically follow me? Will they get a notification that they followed me? Some of these people I haven't spoken to in years and I don't know when they requested to follow me. Should I start posting? What should be my first post? Should I post before or after I make my account public? Maybe I should only post stories?",2.809677996422181,5.283899007751942,4.470697674418606,80.68400715563509,78.30232558139534,6.139773404889684,23.10137149672033,7.321109707123232,1.1859214072748956,528,17,93,7,13,177,76,129,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,4,2,20,27,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,26,0,11,20,2,21,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,7,70,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369992776015195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101330032189153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513252430773067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667440624097326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286883591309168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508445846987587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682989199205685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245187545044325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386892224976517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632000345741932,0.0,0.14773598224532802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090390274143048,0.11341747416362055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964791579541334,0.11184155222454158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30584716428966063,0.12840229249677804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7041876711915501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167380183068327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990351484950765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408591192507102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819681399468795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270078482954974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705740677766462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946982583778092 socialanxiety,TomAte_La,2019/02/16,"I feel so depresed rigth now. Mi social anxiety is killing me. Well, I started to feel like shit when I have to go to the university. Its mi first year but I feel like all my classmates (I dont know if I say correctly.) I cant see them in the eyes. Mi classmates close to me, move to another seats and I feel alone. I honestly wanna kill miself. This remeber so much my high school days and I dont wanna life in another hell. Also im gay and I live in a small city. Im scared to come out of the closet.",-1.1604281345565752,0.8958330183486254,1.9669357798165168,93.90337003058107,94.96330275229357,6.209418960244648,18.275840978593273,7.554174236665415,0.6055829969418962,385,12,92,9,15,136,70,109,0.217,0.6940000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9524,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,4,1,4,0,5,4,2,0,2,17,14,9,2,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,0,7,16,4,13,14,2,16,1,0,2,1,3,7,2,1,8,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882760615145336,0.0,0.12263645219626045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216082808402215,0.11731473383025436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210015295731095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890008995579412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35945748045413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101598252241538,0.21911103047204636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044210418496024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715412458322203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202601412052692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312954176308241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339325060774051,0.0,0.08427887627345862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831785933618912,0.14984119796095122,0.0,0.13541363388377564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629901206027205,0.11273220435703027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195257360695895,0.15353324774359556,0.1552015667664184,0.12220259941979705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741479644702802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563242159808394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854414316216997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788289156681238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098754395522505 socialanxiety,Rubmynippleplease,2019/02/16,"I think Reddit is unhealthy for a lot of people with social anxiety My argument is mostly based around the “voting system” that the site uses. Reddit enforces the idea that people pass negative judgment on others a lot more than they do. When you post a comment on Reddit, it can get absolutely wrecked by the hivemind at seemingly any time. This gives a lot of people on this site/sub the idea that in normal conversation, things you say will be scrutinized and judged a lot more than they are. In any normal conversation, if you say something “controversial” or “weird” (or what you might think is weird) people, in the vast majority of cases, let it slide, people don’t pass judgment that easily when they aren’t anonymous and in real life. How often do you pass judgment on people in real life? Probably not nearly as often as Reddit makes it seem. Giving people complete anonymity when judging other people’s comments makes empathy much harder, judgment easier to cast and constructs a hostile and makes commenting and interacting with people on Reddit a lot more stressful than a normal conversation would be. Not to mention the hivemind mentality demonstrates time and time again on Reddit where a slightly downvoted comment will get absolutely railed by the community despite the fact that most of them wouldn’t downvote the comment if it wasn’t negative already. Which, I think goes without saying, is nothing like a normal conversation. I’m not saying don’t stop using Reddit necessarily, but learning to treat conversation in a different way than Reddit communication is really important and is a trap I feel myself falling into occasionally. A lot people are much more focused on how they’ve coming off as opposed to analyzing everything you say and assigning a mental downvote to every verbal comment you make. 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I’ve recently deleted all my social medias except for fb messenger. I feel so much better! Even posting this is giving me anxiety but I’m forcing myself to do it 🙃,1.6004651162790715,4.141477883720935,4.777953488372091,76.12460465116278,84.11627906976744,7.1609302325581385,24.879069767441862,8.238735603445708,2.3450130232558144,171,7,28,4,5,62,39,43,0.064,0.8029999999999999,0.133,0.4462,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217476068713491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437926927463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206621791922845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393784477928342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443149158887536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794688936883235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263668446668764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399939266180866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721740991644406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619870738602517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784516679271554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nockeyboy,2019/02/16,"Going on the bus for the first time in 4+ years tomorrow I'm currently getting cbt and started sertraline about 4+ weeks ago ( haven't noticed a change yet). I started cbt around 7 months ago and i can now go into shops and in shopping centres ( i'm still anxious but i push through it). Yesterday i was up all night worrying about getting a job and getting on a bus which was my main goal. Today my sister suggested to get on a bus with her and get off after a few stops and get her friend to pick us up so i know what to do if i get off the wrong stop or get lost. &#x200B; I'm feelings quite sick and nervous about tomorrow.",4.411136363636366,4.366380113636364,5.416212121212124,85.61931818181819,69.83333333333333,8.721212121212123,31.65151515151515,8.472884824447931,2.1996333333333333,493,20,108,7,8,163,84,132,0.182,0.7859999999999999,0.032,-0.9586,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,1,1,19,23,11,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,2,2,2,3,1,3,0,1,3,1,11,1,21,20,3,35,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,21,66,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542377229868574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537801273689628,0.17425137540173252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620055334424683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765983084746013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170225977564625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250929591209372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197924247484873,0.0,0.0,0.11079345961949157,0.0,0.5993807473290549,0.0,0.16299942662908606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230619462445296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881100622151174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654224354069607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446358578335213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457479979980652,0.0,0.0,0.16326623493438233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252764755763618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300396778679974,0.0,0.11452250071863597,0.2397840814125829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361993879077509,0.0,0.13593008305621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249717600455247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502991935328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456335717652084,0.0,0.0,0.1567895992475533,0.17425137540173252,0.09234737841867498 socialanxiety,maman12345,2019/02/16,"Starting my 2nd semester in my 2nd year tmw and i still dont have friends. I am starting tomorrow . I dont like talking to people but when i go to uni i always feel left out. Its my 2nd year too everyone has formed their social circles and groups are arleady established . I set a goal that this year i want to break out of my shell and get a girlfriend i am 19. And i dont know how thats possible with my personality . I am not bad looking ive been told. Like the other day i was talking to someone and he was shocked that i was not in a relationship he told me there is no way you dont have a girlfriend . you are probably hooking up with girls. If anyone has any advice or how to deal with this i guess let me know!",1.2119327731092433,2.9360256601307206,3.2486134453781514,91.23661764705885,79.98039215686275,6.462931839402429,24.65406162464986,7.447530270364453,1.008531652661064,558,21,128,8,14,189,90,153,0.067,0.873,0.06,0.1742,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,20,0,0,2,0,22,32,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,2,24,3,14,25,1,19,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,3,11,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105669896762356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111595337525811,0.0,0.0,0.0912035458185209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377709422175036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119813399706484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649378819628542,0.13826780823450205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6287322730215343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815367925701954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781312899190949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361776478625788,0.0,0.07007012587594481,0.0,0.07622126931839303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774400255889614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741340027245164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571753312157235,0.13714279706150148,0.0,0.13104470223743112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262374449238947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297921570592577,0.11710500385630253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511957494156512,0.0,0.0,0.1445998375110241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399049792695107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367144724847135,0.11363613478858454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985612920700867,0.0,0.1071052892738627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559487902442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563073585140391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910514955145824,0.10645511616711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590991102311529 socialanxiety,wtfplstellmeimnormal,2019/02/16,"being myself feels like a crime Hey, long time lurker here who is going a bit insane. DAE have this thing where they feel like they should be ashamed of who they are despite having 0 reason for it??? Like I know what my interests are and what I want to do in life but whenever I see someone who I consider to be more socially successful than me I always think that my tastes, how I spend my time etc. are outright wrong. And most of the time it’s to do with really inane stuff. I know how dumb it sounds but I honestly can’t stop feeling this way. Here’s an example - I thought I listened to some pretty solid music but this morning I just saw someone else's (someone of “high value” in SA terms) playlist full of songs that I don’t know and don’t really like and for some reason I thought “well if you want to be cool/liked/interesting you have to listen to this too, the fact you don’t know or like these songs means that you’re uncultured and dumb.” I also always feel like my personality/core values are shifting based on whoever I am around at the time. In other words I constantly feel that being me is “wrong” and everybody else is doing it right and I just kind of missed out on the “normal person” gene. I am really trying hard to just be myself and I'm trying to convince myself that my social anxiety is creating these irrational feelings, but I honestly can’t help but feel that my subconscious is right and I really am flawed in terms of my personality/interests/values (which I know objectively are not weird at all). Hopefully this makes sense but my inability to believe that I am fundamentally ok as a human being makes it really hard for me to open up to people and is honestly the root cause of all my social struggles. If someone else out there has the same sort of experience maybe I could convince myself that it really is just a SA thing and I’m actually doing ok, lmao. And if anyone has someone advice to help me get over this I'd really appreciate it!",4.941276805036393,5.766197368286445,6.118989769820974,77.97761115482983,68.923273657289,9.595947275231163,27.314676372221125,9.757249324022393,2.421348927798544,1565,48,304,35,26,525,184,391,0.104,0.691,0.205,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,3,1,14,26,2,2,11,2,39,2,0,8,3,72,69,26,0,9,15,0,9,6,0,1,1,5,0,2,33,17,1,1,18,2,1,1,6,8,1,0,3,17,46,18,40,57,12,30,0,1,2,0,19,19,2,9,15,214,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.07983181218222771,0.0,0.0,0.07994083455924184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542101276048495,0.1361399224153734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258211617716708,0.0,0.0,0.0572013428819793,0.0,0.0,0.07282555674394303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216845297228986,0.0,0.0,0.08931203489839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403830375712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840428347267787,0.0,0.06531621724532799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501770492934676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123640797108072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002292447089361,0.0,0.0,0.28954847160603275,0.17532876967365316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427407708596258,0.0,0.04649279226834749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656597202285493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966698924192853,0.08643356642726435,0.0,0.08125279028160727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518938140733126,0.2247948852638692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778268965642276,0.2398005506917785,0.0,0.0,0.07239660343877485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921358946856263,0.0,0.08218610753119537,0.08911178431717827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801534716364975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671465982850438,0.07143069994192917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322710932246333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668535255301937,0.1682224018021943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972542874532168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518957188367484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501757433121622,0.34657394557641463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839429878327202,0.0,0.08552241823232484,0.09364942053918723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869784559777154,0.05241860989186437,0.0,0.12989120919841934,0.1908092328465996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108313963467284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650375330511617,0.06493457332999432,0.0,0.0,0.07355430010490842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888618183281813,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,P30xy,2019/02/16,"I can't let go my social anxiety As the title says, I can't let go my social anxiety. Everytime I get an advice, I don't want the advice. It feels like my mind doesn't allow it. I don't want social anxiety, but I can't accept advices. It feels like my anxiety is controlling my entire mind. I don't know, why it's be like that. Does anyone feel the same?",0.8914285714285732,2.508911129870132,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,80.55844155844156,7.5168831168831165,20.090909090909093,8.418075326091056,1.1030311688311685,275,7,60,6,7,100,38,77,0.173,0.711,0.115,0.2069,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,13,20,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,12,4,1,17,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,35,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176086925749656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359029751510132,0.0,0.0,0.09960607385942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977254950358394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466110977216115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608473554430715,0.20353613513151467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442553206900035,0.0,0.16191803434289126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828814785349349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913345884037363,0.0,0.20878523265632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876727566813215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328391568341735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356370377108436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804430621941535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854119020720234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lady_in_space,2019/02/16,"may be unpopular, but klonopin has changed the game I know some people are against using potentially addicting medicine as solutions to their problems, but I recently started using a VERY small dose of Klonopin, and it has changed my life completely. I have been back at university for a year and a half now, and going to school/the prospect of interacting with people has been very difficult and a source of anxiety. I would mostly just walk around with headphones on/put my nose in a book so that no one would talk to me. Then, before this semester started, my doctor suggested that I try klonopin. Again, a very small dose, but holy shit. I didn't even know what ""not anxious"" felt like, and it's amazing. I've struck up conversations with people multiple times, and even have a classmate that I talk to regularly. My normal level of anxiety is not extremely debilitating, but it definitely stops me from doing things I wish I could do. It's even hard for me to talk to my brothers and extended family. I now feel like anything is possible, I can do the things I've always wished I could do and talk to people like a normal person. My brain no longer freaks out trying to figure out how to sound like a normal human making normal conversation. Everything's just.... easy. I hope this post doesn't offend anyone... I know using medication can be a touchy subject for some. Just wanted to share my experience with anxiety as of late. Thanks for reading :)",5.841040935672518,7.291601318518518,6.253586744639383,75.53798245614036,67.29629629629629,9.68421052631579,30.877192982456144,9.93914555978268,3.1027777777777783,1156,45,206,27,19,373,149,270,0.147,0.7170000000000001,0.136,0.24,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,0,13,13,2,0,12,0,25,9,3,5,0,53,42,17,0,13,9,1,3,4,0,3,6,1,0,2,12,15,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,5,0,2,4,5,25,8,33,31,3,24,0,0,0,0,14,9,1,5,16,141,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234776157115368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781192712824892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546373279808634,0.106062553231606,0.0,0.06564609620807925,0.0,0.07725879206659512,0.08357694528751937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219124336714257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988863745178132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480594533196386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986343140374682,0.0,0.09843591841507647,0.0,0.0,0.149917972732959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609457497437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860291145233372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084377168936222,0.0918368753948101,0.08850577701689709,0.0,0.047470730746328384,0.06707097364123131,0.0901436657576247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053356619975292674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410190578999621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324830885537964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478909327947024,0.0,0.10590559702176598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631326841702742,0.18346853678992006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626685095162477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457857057887203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679467820409322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361844182275156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603502524891533,0.0819761628721411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584045917356237,0.08991522207845433,0.0,0.0,0.08983461043114242,0.0,0.0943796679433264,0.0,0.0,0.0939097217737763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269943511470148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501593937322356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637090054747716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329036032418044,0.0,0.0,0.07849149148953398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30184262559766484,0.0,0.0864360638138362,0.0,0.0,0.1247451348204318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474469927516256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748257478148406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432577142228159,0.0,0.23239317756087724,0.05537540164904247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592465862833107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333854478965571,0.0,0.0,0.06045842096380155 socialanxiety,thstephens8789,2019/02/16,"I'm going on my first date ever this weekend! How do I not fuck it up? I'm 20[m] and never been on a date. I met a guy on tinder, and we're planning on going on a hike this weekend. As you can imagine, I'm crazy nervous. I have social anxiety, so I'm pretty worried I'm going to screw up the date. What do I talk about? How do I keep the conversation going? My mind goes completely blank around new people. Help me!",-0.6970909090909103,1.358446422222226,2.4164646464646458,92.31045454545456,90.33333333333331,4.606060606060606,18.18181818181818,6.11248444174946,-0.14466666666666672,318,9,71,3,11,113,57,90,0.127,0.7709999999999999,0.102,0.4747,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,2,1,5,0,6,2,0,2,2,11,18,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,11,16,0,21,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,9,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753165348386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040123446752136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028327964167265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729988265005386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493423337475305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186652463982453,0.0,0.0,0.520976645301217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269170638116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360967089742214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369927976757732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313991587296093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767521612823766,0.22133648057279975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887953688775136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331510869613539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361276936260686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420038432625632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273606303573816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,free-floating,2019/02/16,"Possible correlation between lateness and social anxiety Hi guys, I'm new around here, and only beginning to understand how social anxiety seems to hinder my daily doings in the most sinister ways... Can anyone relate to the following? I think that there might be a correlation between the fact that it takes me forever to leave home and how anxious I feel around people outside. Like... I'm always late. It might even include mundane tasks that need to be fulfilled, such as dropping something at the post office, or making it on time for a class. I believe it has to do with the fact that I feel anxious around people, so the forethought of having to face the outside world makes me want to delay ""my getting ready"" process the longest as it is possible. It's just so bad... for a year I had a job within a cultural institution where I had the choice to begin work between 9 and 10am, and I always arrived so late. It drove me nuts, and always had to apologize to an overly empathetic team. They were so nice to me, and I always arrived late. I asked myself a million times why the heck I cannot make it on time like everyone else, and it made me feel so frustrated. Anyhow, the examples that I could mention are limitless... What are your thoughts? Thanks for listening :)))",5.773500000000002,6.824087349999999,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,67.16666666666666,9.333333333333334,32.91666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.171291666666667,1004,43,176,20,16,328,140,240,0.091,0.828,0.081,-0.3406,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,2,16,6,1,0,18,0,18,1,1,6,2,37,42,18,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,15,12,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,4,21,4,31,30,1,28,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,6,14,127,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433728305941789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578449436070855,0.2330986869519469,0.0,0.07213676440642458,0.0,0.0,0.2755215051739398,0.09644721748155677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614013482094887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623387918505165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823704538731982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861827895086788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814082980435816,0.0,0.0,0.0985804886054569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564930034465899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539004988818388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215154883651388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348491165311373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237732751229783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655074737401146,0.1092389557317619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080436902489454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761910886444236,0.20659431867872255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188877650453288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649702248480518,0.0,0.09963933044412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846315157185517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304601424762098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261058034190946,0.09880546698565956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391936114744928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210331526572104,0.0,0.07942299606245509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756874390646866,0.0,0.0,0.09498231169441568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610524721567261,0.0,0.08190307328749696,0.1804725201752486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074004842692814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060850568935681575,0.08188916172478881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309216993719502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510680393652848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643616485017183 socialanxiety,tulolas1,2019/02/16,"Mild social anxiety but only around friends? As weird as it sounds i'm experiencing difficulties speaking my mind out when hanging out with rather close group of friends, but with strangers i can be more ""free"" with what i say , thus extending the duration of conversations. I must mention though there's 1 dude in the group who i've been friends with since we were in elementary school (now im 20) and 2 other dudes from the same neighbourhood who hang out with him, threfore i'm hanging out with 3 of them almost every day. We can joke around for hours but i feel slight sense of judgement or unwantedness if i say something stupid or goofy. Also yesterday the oldest friend from elementary told me that i am a quiet dude, which got me thinking for the rest of the evening. I guess my problem is i'm afraid to be myself or i'm suffering from fear of unacceptance, threfore i sit out some of the conversations instead of participating. Is there any way to help dismiss the shyness and just start being myself fully?",6.6506369982548,7.460510429319378,6.494986910994768,76.84607547993022,65.12565445026178,9.50802792321117,33.19415357766143,9.516144504307137,2.9616069808027916,816,33,151,15,12,257,122,191,0.126,0.763,0.111,-0.2523,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,0,12,12,1,2,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,38,21,14,0,4,9,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,7,18,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,4,7,18,7,32,13,4,22,0,1,0,0,21,10,0,7,7,100,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989995612611772,0.0,0.0,0.13568500568083458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538139100439927,0.0,0.1297970549631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208447297166546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942308772934453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206540835881247,0.0,0.1429542590726067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909258760129831,0.08579022976821983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243463607256925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570056662671998,0.0,0.18691058965759214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372619767267565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709073315094486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832726722693122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131829209209007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904165017164151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235123725417516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698567244292345,0.0,0.17171505772749385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035274420082097,0.0,0.0,0.17295715713846285,0.0,0.13062022450231628,0.0,0.0,0.12009327094696765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871765937037056,0.16669987420035454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621269177892403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467611673056493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daddycorn420,2019/02/16,"memory I keep forgetting words when talking in public, does anyone have any advice?",8.447142857142854,10.645095142857144,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,61.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.214371428571429,68,2,8,2,1,22,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821200531540864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355117190059023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449790663657356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317555305112295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385341083961719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965559004377217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xrhea123,2019/02/16,"So I get really sweaty, and I start get really stressed/angry/nervous in public. It’s always so f*cking awkward when I go shopping and I’m standing there at the cash register sweating and looking like I’m about to have a nervous breakdown. It’s such a horrible feeling and I get even more worked up and my anxiety is getting even high and ugh! It’s just horrible! It’s to the point I don’t even wanna go anywhere. I have no idea how to control it. I just wanna be confident and feel great walking into a store and actually not feel nervous and not feel my anxiety is gonna give me a heart attack. Any advice???",1.0875268817204289,3.5704757096774244,3.4307741935483875,85.18949462365593,86.25806451612901,6.2098924731182805,26.815053763440858,7.554174236665415,1.8912189247311824,484,23,92,9,15,166,75,124,0.204,0.706,0.09,-0.9082,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,1,3,6,0,6,2,2,2,0,23,22,13,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,5,1,3,3,4,5,0,0,0,5,10,2,10,20,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.17231477984543328,0.0,0.0,0.17255010165988155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692714669705256,0.0,0.0,0.12007918119939205,0.0,0.2701635670430286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088311063583295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198047383707318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34988456178315513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571328255206341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690191325878536,0.16938982899303404,0.20070683716492835,0.0,0.0,0.1946780079348988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092459301930991,0.0,0.18656448554834848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993352117504001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626715334346889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482811539933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669234047167323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624093886267715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498290683910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855097918881367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CorporalAIDS,2019/02/16,Anyone else terrified of not knowing how to do things that they’re “supposed to know” how to do? Sometimes I even go so far as to avoid doing said thing just to prevent people finding out I don’t know how to do [thing] and that just makes it worse... I feel like I lack so much life experience ,3.968,4.570144466666669,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,71.0,7.333333333333332,26.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.0661666666666676,228,7,50,2,4,73,42,60,0.139,0.802,0.059,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,17,12,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677686825581706,0.24584257028322254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043556394624565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847532584479987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347032418562909,0.0,0.0,0.12131874425771247,0.1714101757097065,0.0,0.0,0.21929696447914984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636103829598514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955873045604569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947374362044418,0.11722050695351145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015900238910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763804123904784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634126546285274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823388022385235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730263061091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782080306350991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445150674310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Slipryfrog,2019/02/16,"How to deal with pushing the limits big time? Hi, what do you do when you really want to do something but your social anxiety causes you to become physically sick to the point you cannot function? I got into a leadership course for a week where I will be with strangers for 4 days, taught how to speak in front of people and drive conversation etc but I can't eat in front of people and vomit and/or faint from public speaking and engaging with groups of strangers??? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated! :)",5.640892857142859,7.27615070833334,5.737738095238093,78.35250000000002,67.95833333333334,8.81904761904762,28.29761904761905,9.23628265651192,2.4013619047619046,412,14,74,8,7,130,69,96,0.062,0.795,0.14300000000000002,0.8575,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,3,0,15,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,17,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719439408645884,0.0,0.19342648713717228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792485263170468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597424771429731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306474347356165,0.2606731090242499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587245666366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199011108701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222403283789703,0.2787635920702263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505831406771676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390211837126925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197961305364927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577446409706509,0.0,0.19465319287656352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474365277069447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913511349246514,0.0,0.20281779844747747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796145338716501,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dananddarcie,2019/02/16,"Blushing Ive been a chronic blusher most of my life which I self medicated wkth drugs and alchohol Im 4weeks without alchohol and plan to stay away from It for good as it effects me mentally and makes my blushing worse the days after and causes anxiety I feel so much better im also doing a keto diet which has took a bit of weight off me in thise 4 weeks I do need a small bit of assistance when out with 2.5mcg of xanax I was wondering if going to the doctors to get propranolol for the blushing which hasnt totally gone but has reduced since I changed my lifestyle My job makes me speak to people in public and I need to talk in meetings which triggers blushing but it also happens with friends and family for no apparent reason it stops me from going for a meal with my lovely partner and children Has anybody found anything to work that reduced it ",7.133326758711372,6.560450248520709,7.443392504930966,75.14241946088102,64.26627218934911,9.641288625904009,37.12097304404997,8.841846274778883,3.2942894148586466,688,31,123,9,9,225,104,169,0.049,0.871,0.08,0.8068,2,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,8,0,9,10,0,6,1,29,23,15,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,10,11,3,1,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,3,16,4,28,18,5,17,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,3,5,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318865652437431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109120094115506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930909803059908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621680612292072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822615702758206,0.31656894526138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893803064846406,0.15337335862893936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350238755050036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839679419196775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813487436638566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136677576026315,0.0,0.073308032868491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896696558901194,0.11201392148733932,0.0,0.07574791441087912,0.0,0.16479497110765967,0.1216053126250219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820846346679005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321419977340864,0.0,0.14387378972161974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240616026557604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085330320147165,0.0,0.1935552743009652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460556610704188,0.1461093053889937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657958214117597,0.21500691207214448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051332982835412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490672236066532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124944943090549,0.0,0.0,0.11993188050497737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453316038711956,0.0,0.12121272935021513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653227562826532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108204488791314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629704857475835,0.1765508899803952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975895647782358,0.1572284619222083,0.10554974210407074,0.0,0.14775061108448329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jt_hiki,2019/02/16,Is alcohol a solution? Do people do this or hell nah?,-1.1245454545454552,0.7354988181818172,3.7186363636363637,78.19795454545455,106.27272727272728,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.542781818181819,41,2,8,2,2,16,10,11,0.406,0.447,0.147,-0.6199,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8389376498850443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442275439605745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whutttttt,2019/02/16,"Anyone who's isolated themselves for a long time, how long did it take to sharpen your social skills? What I mean by this is, when I spent like a year avoiding talking to people when I had no job, I noticed it became almost impossible to start a conversation (who saw that coming?!). I'm also less articulate and more awkward than ever now I've tried to talk to people at my recent job. So anyone who's put themselves out there after being isolated, how long did it take for your social skills to improve?",10.044489795918366,6.990943755102041,9.979285714285718,67.1532142857143,60.42857142857143,11.840816326530616,37.765306122448976,9.516144504307137,3.5600734693877567,400,13,71,5,4,133,66,98,0.123,0.8220000000000001,0.055,-0.6731,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,9,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,13,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,1,13,7,2,16,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,13,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302426693981512,0.0,0.0,0.13818013363831647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241637628957564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884332074505235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562984848154209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34293490819336536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441648624030006,0.0,0.0,0.4587412476212462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821901016387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672260731887325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958171675043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737017164839487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706093202848003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522753743816492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230168061126084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598332142147793,0.27776418012945353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075526265046283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731309583878935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127112148378836 socialanxiety,Bebeq114,2019/02/16,Having trouble making new friends I have a solid group of friends. 3 or 4 people but since I left my high school I've been having trouble making any other freinds. I love the friends I have but I don't see them often and I feel so lonely somtimes especially at school. I don't remember making friends being this hard in highschool middle school or elementary school either. 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She didn't know I like her. But at the end of the day, I couldn't hold back from revealing myself. There was an awkward silence, and that was all.. The next day I found a box of subway cookies on my desk... What should I do now...? 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To give you some context I've struggled with social anxiety all of my life. Middle school was a very rough time for me, I was the painfully shy fat kid who had very few friends. This really messed me up because I had absolutely zero confidence in myself going into high school so I didn't really change much other than joining the football team because I thought I would make some friends and be ""cool"". This didn't work at all because I was still treated like an outcast on the team until I was an upperclassman. Basically my first two years of high school I was a ghost, no one knew me or cared to know me except the same few friends from middle school I mentioned earlier. Junior year I completely turned myself around, I lost a lot of weight, I hit the end puberty and actually became pretty handsome, and I got a nice looking haircut. For once I had a bit of confidence in myself, and one thing led to another and I got into a friend group outside of my school that had no connections to my past hermit self. I actually figured that I can be pretty charismatic and sociable when I have some confidence. This new friend group even led to an attractive girlfriend for a couple of months. I could go in further detail about my past but I don’t want this to be a TLDR post so I’ll get into the meat of my problem. This senior year I’ve been slowly transferring my new social skills to my social life at school. I’ve never had any counseling or even told anyone about my social anxiety so this has been a slow “learn as I go” process that I’ve been doing solo, but to clarify my social anxiety is nowhere near gone, just way less of a factor in my life now. I was late to the party when it comes to making friends and forming friend groups, but I’ve made a ton of new friends this year and to my knowledge, I’m liked by everyone who knows me. I’ve made friends with people in multiple friend groups (the school is kind of cliquey) I’m even friends with most so-called “popular” guys (I hate using the term popular but like it or not there is a social hierarchy in high school to an extent). But my main problem is that while I now have friends in school, I don’t do anything with my new friends outside of school. I think explaining this with an example would be best. As I am writing this, I am at home on a Friday night, Mostly everyone goes to the basketball games and this night was no different. So I show up to the game as usual, and my friends are there. We have a fun time and I’m fitting in with everyone, life is great. What sucks is when the game ends because then everyone makes plans on what they want to do after, and I am not included or invited to any of them, so I go home to solitude while everyone else has fun with there friends. From my understanding, they don’t deliberately exclude me out of ill will, they just don’t think to invite me or don’t consider me close enough to hang out. This is agonizing because all these new people I’ve become friends with are fun and interesting people that I want to spend time with. I also feel like I have come so close to finally having a normal healthy social life, but I just can’t get over this last hump. I’m not confident enough to just flat out ask if I can hang out with them, also I think that would be awkward and give off some bad vibes, but that's probably just the social anxiety speaking as all signs point to them more than welcoming me. I don’t know what to do to finally make that plunge into these friend groups and become a regular, and I need your advice. I could see this being read as just some dumb high school kid venting about is minuscule problems, but I needed to get this off my chest, and I actually want some advice because every week I feel like I get closer to these people and when the week ends I think “Ok I’m closer with them now, this weekend is the weekend I’ll be finally included and my problems are over.” but that thought never becomes a reality. I know this doesn’t matter in the big picture at all, and when I go to college and beyond, I feel like my social skills have developed enough that if I was given a fresh start I wouldn’t have any problems. But I’m in the present and I want to solve this problem now. Thanks for your time, Nick",6.158228158679202,5.673423221348315,6.515471222196744,80.7006340288925,66.2247191011236,9.827103875257967,31.75877092409997,9.290569792184328,2.530133914239853,3497,121,717,57,49,1133,328,890,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.185,0.9984,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,3,7,9,38,58,3,2,42,2,76,12,2,10,7,149,142,65,1,24,28,0,5,6,19,5,9,1,2,4,41,49,2,0,20,9,1,12,21,16,0,5,29,9,99,42,111,98,30,119,0,1,2,1,66,50,2,16,61,488,140,23,0.0,0.0,0.1008224230531522,0.0,0.0,0.06730674084959345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508167604536038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025905739264462,0.03611227090619989,0.10538289470156073,0.0,0.0,0.024080533952600708,0.0,0.028340344254432506,0.030657991638550288,0.03219579522742843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02875510786082225,0.12596208692222569,0.11410543540334478,0.0,0.0,0.03614158237803949,0.0,0.03759844402926118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03511283300071952,0.0,0.036431871959068,0.0593322597027887,0.0361086128874477,0.0,0.0,0.054993442733564726,0.03810607378308081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035981401731718765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02876934675363329,0.0,0.09150813663102793,0.10675401024337984,0.0,0.06823985990350695,0.0,0.029016324051545743,0.16453959520232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052240145698916975,0.07380963764618569,0.0,0.1131786501128879,0.0,0.02929377683681157,0.0,0.0,0.4789344373190058,0.0,0.08996472215425833,0.0660740110432626,0.09786232336180543,0.0,0.05508799305125147,0.03796909449238492,0.0,0.03410000240944192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034001360553261036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819333538454236,0.06909020522752342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038877413894339116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035862895659859874,0.07570704594311824,0.02807236333304336,0.038848666899696266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216263421485544,0.10095086953989894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02892006758819992,0.0,0.03759421238216412,0.029278787289395317,0.0,0.06517398679510142,0.09195314014600338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02748886343158045,0.0,0.025316611207636727,0.05107213117682202,0.05312292539275107,0.1663068963182078,0.0,0.06463729521860216,0.03374288605678113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366763872817941,0.046673485151910034,0.0,0.03664550039920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657518021287054,0.09550260345658808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03255596558600318,0.0,0.0329830208220268,0.0700736427098035,0.0371310427735257,0.230674154000597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034448297374526746,0.0,0.04412498194760375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453103092516206,0.02744340639588177,0.0,0.03592736460102898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31595580684401503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024376085671133658,0.0,0.027503012076313317,0.0,0.0,0.03600309699373889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317067836417983,0.0,0.0,0.02287972650303202,0.08826842529578696,0.0,0.0546814028422451,0.08032657938664893,0.039582538685642994,0.0,0.03290791904046438,0.0,0.0,0.037459718334095296,0.033641877031827326,0.035852190339463776,0.0,0.029744219305933513,0.037929668432294235,0.056831526684839234,0.10156500664730728,0.027336057494258298,0.055249741164547485,0.0419373969216295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025071985930433856,0.0,0.0,0.07339338496248432,0.0,0.0,0.08871029004526071 socialanxiety,oversleepandchill,2019/02/17,Ubereats/DoorDash I want to start working for them but I'm so scared. God I hate being anxious. Why am I like this!? I signed up for some a.m. hours but I'm so nervous. Does anyone else do these jobs with SA?,-1.7512373737373752,-0.337838295454544,-0.0060606060606041,103.8136868686869,113.77272727272728,2.8646464646464653,16.252525252525253,5.033348758259628,-0.9680323232323232,161,5,38,1,9,51,35,44,0.316,0.5479999999999999,0.136,-0.9162,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463017050952185,0.0,0.2143391268364092,0.3140853289794056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682542578350462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560739174208248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026437016131367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187906974638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041925593335415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975942306172238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068989158624503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696981174605634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080458585152626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766036789122738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316397065620486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idg_redin,2019/02/17,"I thought I was better but I still can't cope. Do you have any advice? I was always the quiet kid as long as I can remember. I had very few friends and I was happy with that. I used to skip class a lot when I was in high school. Classes were getting smaller and smaller and we had to give more speeches and stuff like that. I was terrified of saying anything in class and I couldn't even really talk to anyone during recess. The few friends I had were obviously better at this whole social thing and they had other friends besides me. But I never really learned how to make friends so I just clung to them every day. Some days I wouldn't even talk at all. In middle school I used to hide in the school library or in the rest room just to avoid talking to anybody. Now I'm in college. I've been exposed to more social settings and I said to myself at the beginning that I didn't want to isolate myself anymore, so I tried to be as social as physically possible for me. I found myself being nervous all day, so having sweaty hands, elevated heartbeat and being jumpy. I always slouch especially when talking to people and I can't really hold eye contact, which often makes me seem rude. I tell myself that they'll see that as part of how I just normally act and brush it off but in my subconcious I constantly worry about what people might think of me. Even when something has happened days, weeks, or months ago I still think about it and often avoid talking to that person because of it.but that was still a lot more than I could do in highschool A couple of months ago I had to give a presentation. I was poorly prepared for it, but until then I held a few presentations by just winging it even though I was dying inside. But this time a team mate said everything I was supposed to say and I was just standing there. On top I couldn't read my notes on the phone and I was just frozen. I had a derealisation moment that lastet longer than usual and an unnerving loud tone in my ears like after an explosion in the movies. I was lightheaded and I felt like I was going to faint. Luckily I was allowed to go outside but even writing about this now takes me back there. People were pretty nice about it, which helped me not spiraling in total solitude again. But that definitely set me back a lot of steps. Now I am facing another presentation, the first one since then and I am terrified. I practiced in the mirror and even when I'm alone in my room I get nervous, my voice is shaky and I sound like I'm about to cry. I can't imagine how thats going to be with a room full of people. But then again I don't want to have to skip classes anymore but I can't bring myself to face it, considering that I was on the edge of breaking down during simple conversations anyway. I still hide in the bathroom sometimes or Im on my phone just to avoid talking to people. Before that anxiety attack I went to a therapist but I didn't talk about my social anxiety but my derealisation moments. I'm even worried about going back to him and talking to him. I had made an appointment last year for this month but I canceled it because I was worried about talking to him. I can only truly feel at ease when I'm in my room with no one around. But then again when I do that for too long, I get lonely. I only have one best friend but she lives far away and I feel like I care much more for her than she does for me. Even though that's the case, I'm really scared of loosing her so I adapt to her anytime we argue. Whenever we don't talk I sometimes don't talk to anyone. I'm happy that I still have my family around me but I'm going to have to change, because I can't live like this forever. 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I'm 25 years old and I have SA. I don't want to have this disorder for the rest of my life, need some advice on how to deal with it 😔",-1.0965384615384617,0.4625756923076949,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,86.94871794871796,4.925641025641027,14.878205128205128,5.985473137389443,-0.9342871794871797,128,2,34,1,4,45,33,39,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.5183,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36210059223764535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820243882495695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246864150269229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173289609791617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747607254864974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888335651535905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777326290386855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856205541013052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386243053629911 socialanxiety,SOLODOLOGUY,2019/02/17,"I want to fix these issue. I am 24 and wasted most of my life.... Hi guys. I have had since social anxiety since high school. I am 24 now. I wasted majority of my life just hopping from job to job and being sheltered away in my room. When I apply to jobs, I go to the interview, I pass it, and get the job offer. Now, when I start work, I have to meet all the workers and socialize with them. Also, I feel like a lot people just talk about me at work. When I talk with people or co-workers, I always mess up my speech. I stumble on words and I feel even more isolated with them. I CAN NEVER hold on to a job. I AM TIRED AND I WANT TO FIX MY ISSUE. I live with my parents and because of this, I am very depressed. I have no money to get help so it is like a ongoing sad cycle. Where do I get help? I want to fix this issue. I see so many people living a happy life, going out, meeting new people, having fun, and it really saddens me. How do I fix this issue? 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They all know it was me because I immediately confessed and apologized. I made myself eat the extremely burned food but it is not even close to making me feel better about what I have done. I have had actual nightmares about this exact scenario. I don't know how to cope with inconveniencing that many people so greatly. I cannot describe the amount of distress I am currently experiencing. I have never done something this terrible before.",5.770210280373834,7.594638299065423,6.388866822429907,73.07993574766357,67.87850467289722,8.714485981308412,32.06658878504673,9.188382445141503,3.059991588785047,466,20,77,9,8,152,78,107,0.118,0.8109999999999999,0.071,-0.7301,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,4,0,12,2,0,4,4,18,18,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,4,15,2,13,13,3,9,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.2016206327685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259469615043717,0.0,0.17580908728532407,0.0,0.0,0.18272891815592604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224441130848096,0.0,0.17797540540992668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42286559028304144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114126420170288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646333144094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446774549530477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498324879344984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277872111792299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383991081919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270938653206413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195498482278338,0.13791314773935334,0.2094691519529692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934963931420568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864734067610582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334094218349192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590577435998712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584122481464347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MuffledDolphinSounds,2019/02/17,"It can get better! I am a 20 year old college student diagnosed with social anxiety and generalized anxiety disorder. As a kid, I would have anxiety attacks in public or when I was overstimulated. I couldn't make eye contact with anyone because it made me so uncomfortable. I tried my absolute hardest to avoid speaking in public, over the phone (absolutely dreaded phone calls), in class, to strangers. Small changes to my routine or surroundings would have me on the verge of tears.I was depressed as a result of my anxiety, and it held me back from so much as a kid. A combination of the right medication, working on my self confidence, and cannabis has changed my life in the best way possible. My senior year of high school, I joined the drama department and performed in front of hundreds of people. I can make direct eye contact without wanting to crawl out of my skin. I can ask a question in a full lecture hall without stuttering (I still blush quite a bit) and I've even gotten pretty good at public speaking. Sometimes I struggle, but I'm very proud of where I am now compared to how I was. Anxiety is manageable! You don't need to silently suffer through life. It may take some time to find the right medication or coping methods, but I promise that everyday life doesn't need to be so stressful. 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I'm trying to find a viable solution to the problems people face when public speaking by making an app. It would be great if you could fill out this survey to help me gain insight into the problems people face and potential solutions. If this post is against the rules, just let me know and I'll take it down. Here is the link and thank you for your time. 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There’s a guy I like, and the more I get to know him, the more I realize I don’t show him a huge part of me. I want to open up that I have anxiety, just to put it out there but idk how. I’m afraid of him seeing me differently. 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I'm 15 and I'm not allowed to leave the house my parents don't let me go to a friend's house to do homework and I can't go back home from school by myself they always go pick me up because they tell me they will let me do it when I'm mature, I think this is making my SA worse I just wanna go out and have fun I'm an extrovert but I have overprotective parents and social anxiety",0.3079883040935698,1.9447224421052667,2.6866666666666674,94.60111111111117,82.47368421052632,5.485380116959064,20.029239766081872,6.42735559955562,-0.024005847953216808,332,9,80,3,9,114,55,95,0.048,0.8809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.0253,4,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,13,22,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,16,2,8,18,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684942883133165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074289510470918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798238917987872,0.0,0.08560513169984689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849625889838907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192395661724973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086324533484684,0.0,0.0,0.4861138405436949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739125396262833,0.0,0.4307991138409674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373845176056897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677943669872345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421231670926032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431512138141139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274245006367054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998219651262379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311068070614036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plsskinme,2019/02/17,"Is it cringy to ask friends / girls random questions as a way to further the conversation? I'm going to be honest, I didn't always have social anxiety or at least noticeably until I was rejected for the first time in my life which led to a domino effect and then it started that I couldn't have normal conversations without feeling like I'm cringing or weirding out the person I'm talking to, so I just want to feel some sort of affirmation as I'm trying to rebuild myself back to the way I used to be - IS it cringy to girls to ask random questions (i.e: Do you like sports?) just totally out of the blue over text, as a way to further the conversation? 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Or ""What do people think of me?"" I then listen to a little music then I shower and during my shower I get terrible stomach pain because of how anxious I am knowing I'm going out. This pain has made me miss a lot of morning appointments, school days during high school and would lead to arguments with parents. I never eat breakfast or don't even drink water every morning because of my anxiety. Once I'm ready to go out I always start walking back and forth around my house, look out the windows and watch outside and start having thoughts of people looking at me or saying negative things about me. I never go out unless it's mandatory. Anyone every go through this??",5.436870629370631,6.8007493653846165,6.0524475524475525,76.92891608391609,68.16666666666666,7.9804195804195786,31.48951048951049,8.296473431620573,2.593507692307692,655,27,108,9,11,213,95,156,0.172,0.789,0.039,-0.966,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,9,2,3,2,31,28,13,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,0,6,15,4,0,4,1,0,7,5,4,0,0,3,5,18,1,22,24,1,26,0,1,3,0,5,10,0,4,10,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884006814744394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013062057584796,0.1477721864541702,0.0,0.0914617541562062,0.0,0.0,0.11644399994150775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058081339898213,0.0,0.15947477811691185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435827168350038,0.13485400021627425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281389013755107,0.0,0.13384596092699513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639533357017386,0.0,0.3306260445233196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683401067152459,0.0,0.3716968975061257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820244779436947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093117145531332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188689459265771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239129519641144,0.06390461572189167,0.13110076842788285,0.0,0.0,0.21968616785153455,0.0,0.0,0.11120555924239864,0.0,0.12377065993151727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176944381274975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393028378651452,0.0,0.0,0.27837104900087034,0.0,0.14524324534889205,0.0,0.0,0.18136715024296093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402122325102303,0.0,0.26476287212354377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333901605464882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851686145608132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690089367206685,0.08381443108829832,0.0,0.20768879267869214,0.07627332797657094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291997352638397,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,foolishflower,2019/02/17,friends i have one amazing online friend that im becoming too attached too. i love her so much but i won’t be able to see her until i move out in the next couple years. i need physical touch. im so out of tune with society and people think im a ditsy idiot so they’re embarrassed to be my friend. therefore i cannot make a friend. ive tried for years. i have a therapist and i do what she suggests but nothing helps. am i just that unlikable?,-0.267771929824562,1.9387848105263144,2.154342105263158,93.71747807017546,90.36842105263158,5.692982456140351,20.54824561403509,7.1686216300943375,0.6242456140350878,347,12,78,6,12,118,65,95,0.114,0.701,0.18600000000000005,0.7056,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,12,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,14,6,9,11,1,8,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,4,50,17,0,0.16920086751242494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868690647304493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872175416505638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228966820768011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341177489236395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482979157841799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271038897288508,0.0,0.11294289293081228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983374487734727,0.12438210612296938,0.12546029932405564,0.0,0.0,0.1799470421414546,0.0,0.0,0.16235279575080375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465488677928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730257715706804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348311848972375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964552483376496,0.0,0.10841708387037363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148762824042949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791962241930365 socialanxiety,TapiocaTuesday,2019/02/17,"We all know by now that good conversation is being interested in the other person, but what are some tips for when they do ask about you, and it's your turn to talk? I get so wrapped up in remembering the rule about asking, listening, being interested, that sometimes I feel like I don't know how to ""shine"" when it is my turn to talk. Anyone else understand or have some tips? Thanks",5.035600000000001,5.902910693333332,5.678666666666667,81.06600000000002,68.73333333333333,9.2,25.666666666666664,9.3871,1.861266666666666,302,8,62,6,5,98,56,75,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,19,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,5,10,17,3,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,3,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188445305162565,0.22256635597842447,0.0,0.0,0.406140558037915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145845540340408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983236463160337,0.15518117200523907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134878707028442,0.0,0.0,0.18219284455949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875557094910135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061221457639758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896670994972853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606658448199736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483497222762876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491845269157501,0.0,0.1999859098199382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47254341135799793,0.0,0.22613245749163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ambelina77,2019/02/17,"Social Anxiety/Wedding Guest Next month my boyfriend and I will be attending a wedding in Colombia and I am thrilled to be visiting a new country- not so thrilled about the many social events leading up to this wedding. To most people, I may not fit some textbook definition of having social anxiety but I have actually quietly suffered from the struggles for years. It becomes most difficult to handle during big events such as weddings when socializing with other people you don't know is required. To make things a bit harder, my boyfriend is an absolute socialite, which I truly appreciate (it brings me out of my shell). I understand that I'll need to find confidence on my own someday but I'm just so used to hiding behind him and others at events. It never fails that during larger events, that are intended to be fun, I get anxious and think ""what if I don't live up to other's expectations?"" ""What if no one finds me interesting and I'll be left alone?"" These thoughts replay in my end constantly like a broken record. As I previously mentioned too, there will be many events leading up to the big day and my boyfriend rsvp'd us to attend all of these events including a wedding party soccer match (I'm not competitive no coordinated enough to play any sport). When my boyfriend asked me how excited I felt about this wedding I couldn't help but ask if it would be okay for me to go off on my own and do my own thing during these events so, not excited at all. I've tried in the past to be more adventurous and say yes to things that typically would make me feel uncomfortable but at this time, all I can think about are the opportunities I'll have to be alone and explore when I get there. Is there something wrong with me? Shouldn't I feel excited for all of these fun festivities? Any thoughts on how to manage this anxiety would be much appreciated as I am becoming increasingly paranoid as the days go on leading up to this destination wedding.",6.554327903433727,7.231483814016173,6.858281964139228,74.62217742880584,65.30727762803234,10.11794210711356,33.920192195007616,10.074871250255047,3.364218938239774,1569,66,288,34,23,508,184,371,0.116,0.7120000000000001,0.172,0.9817,0,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,6,17,19,0,1,12,2,31,0,0,9,5,62,53,28,0,10,12,0,3,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,26,12,0,1,12,3,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,5,33,14,52,33,15,52,0,2,0,0,20,20,0,7,22,205,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.1049477642436856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227670090788474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626768069915602,0.0,0.16454225439453116,0.12149449507534535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107888452858388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754855261354335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174105676224058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621722777436833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871440721754913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525236607802233,0.11112205360491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875530122848634,0.0,0.10325943343592536,0.0,0.19658716034646426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237495983507126,0.0,0.1222398557324851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208470544301973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910355778472714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684724215276401,0.0,0.0,0.05254073318136318,0.0,0.09496362420781453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357336663722892,0.2180661658841351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584086767752544,0.0,0.07905746551243116,0.0797427668348444,0.0829448263772763,0.1038669955652687,0.11437462768235705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287482934582186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266324324644018,0.14911541116607058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552357719848955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385116527845962,0.0,0.08279288854139577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124286965415276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143430462448724,0.137820143687977,0.0,0.17075638930964535,0.06270997061482665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730155487590407,0.0,0.0,0.111957452680408,0.1293626017289004,0.09288378182557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291892446790799,0.11758285528198935,0.0,0.06925503020853989 socialanxiety,LyricalCriminal,2019/02/17,"The fastest and most effective way of getting rid of social anxiety? If you were to design a schedule for someone who wants to get rid of social anxiety in the shortest amount of time, how would it look like? What would their job be, what other tasks would they be doing every day and how much time would they spend doing them?",8.508095238095237,7.05632965079365,7.584126984126986,78.09142857142858,62.01587301587301,10.304761904761904,33.698412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.6612793650793654,260,8,49,3,3,80,45,63,0.05,0.855,0.095,0.6166,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,0,12,13,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,8,6,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,6,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32389286304550513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652604513253025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836253784310055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212042591098388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007505822579306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342369842470872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777708520370121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562050577321904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315936815800063,0.1793688586239869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468826259695489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486345485723285,0.16803398599489658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015294645662053,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sweaty_Condition,2019/02/17,"I wanna be able to replicate the good interaction I had but I can't A couple of weeks ago I stayed after school for an extra credit thing my teacher was doing. I got put into a group with a bunch of people I didn't know, and it was actually pretty fun. That surprised me because I just assumed that social interaction would always feel uncomfortable and totally enjoyable, like it has for my entire life. Anyways, it was just an incredible feeling to feel like you're connecting with another person, even if it was just in the way of being able to talk to them. Now, the problem I have is that I have no clue what led me to feel so comfortable. I thought it was the group I was with so I started trying to be around them more (like asking them to be partners group assignments, etc) and a few of us became friends that way but it's gone back to feeling unnatural to talk to them. I fear it was just a one-off thing or it's gonna happen randomly and I have no control over it. I have been diagnosed with SA which is why I post here but I feel like it's not really that, because for me I'm not too abnormally scared of being the center of attention or even going up and talking to people, that being said when I do talk to people it feels so unnatural to me.",4.272403295948728,4.892070435797667,5.870862897688259,79.89759212634472,70.32295719844359,8.848615243762875,27.95811398489357,9.007467420416297,2.1158612497138933,990,33,201,18,17,339,135,257,0.062,0.76,0.17800000000000002,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,4,1,16,14,0,2,12,0,27,2,0,2,1,41,45,15,0,4,12,0,7,4,2,2,2,1,0,2,21,11,0,1,11,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,14,8,29,11,33,23,6,21,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,5,11,158,50,3,0.22965513351882885,0.0,0.11205514108154714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178770963329813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955457341884172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040671574722972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222087927375713,0.10734827433794653,0.0,0.0,0.08829531095529386,0.0,0.13999563781119434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878888010686773,0.0,0.12705451856406658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654756315951413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806309023320678,0.15168504976003774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292129365681768,0.40642187555130294,0.16406567327311675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871549323622857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525915239168961,0.0963119150407922,0.09183809483535736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154163806148736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310622769067185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081106106256763,0.22439579581686256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781013099696467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388209299559084,0.10026300218859918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997306768433994,0.1168209166497432,0.0,0.10987447358713308,0.0,0.11543342017996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356147959397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922731123640574,0.0,0.11496242615715715,0.11621162791173835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705224373476066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127554276655614,0.12239090787162632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691761942811797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257266609350606,0.0,0.0,0.09116026164330196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796038035020039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381234244661872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822895554206756,0.09210774776234816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361401871488644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157020886204898,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,seriouspuppy,2019/02/17,"How tf do I accept myself/feel worthy Ok so self-hatred has never gotten me anywhere with my Social phobia, if anything it's just made it worse. I think the right thing would be to accept myself and that I'm worthy despite not being popular and socially awkward (and then obviously exposing myself to social situations). Thing is, I've got no clue how to do that? I always feel like I need to change something, like my hair or whatever and THEN I'll feel okay but it never works. 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Anyways, we decided to go to a skatepark afterwards and I was very anxious around them so I was quiet most of the night. When I walked past them and listened from a distance they were bagging on me and basically compared me to be a “pussy” version of a different person we all know... that turned the night terrible for me, like all I’m trying to do is grow out of my anxiousness, so I left shortly after and I’m now feeling pretty down... like do I continue contact with those people or should I just not let that type of negativity be in my life SAD is a bitch, I just want friends and love",3.9061852704257727,4.802798398734176,4.948527042577677,85.16730149597241,71.34177215189874,8.023935558112774,30.186421173762945,8.296473431620573,2.0319164556962024,609,25,128,9,11,200,98,158,0.149,0.68,0.171,0.1919,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,3,0,10,11,1,1,10,0,14,2,0,0,2,29,26,13,0,3,5,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,4,14,0,0,4,0,1,5,3,4,1,0,6,3,22,7,21,16,4,24,0,1,0,1,13,8,1,2,13,94,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35901863413071256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414527551322467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660144104831677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034351613484901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682922030314332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806105948018296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465218135997973,0.12952293755404695,0.0,0.0,0.17264295494874174,0.16248379469119684,0.11223423501712362,0.15525890495121758,0.15925736751909944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434114934706491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473445423674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516859564003636,0.2203194935354156,0.13874345435266533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165621578079156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657650888346518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265460127452688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078811948208787,0.1728352081019184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110734914928115,0.0937220557997772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286823014955868,0.1472998783981664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,walrusami,2019/02/17,"I only feel happy when I am by myself living vicariously through film, tv, books, music, YouTube and Reddit. And I'm content with that. Does anyone else feel the same way? Is it bad that I don't even want social interaction, because I'm happy without it? Is it possible that I am really happy being alone, or is this something I just tell myself? 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I have been trying to break a bubble between me and this girl during lunch as she sits alone. The first attempt ended with her leaving early for class early (like 3 more minutes until the bell) but I may have tried to use friend to relieve some of the tension I was feeling so maybe she got scared. The second try had my friends stationed at more distance, but I asked “would you like us to sit with you?” Of course she said no, but during this interactions she spoke in a low, barely audible voice and covered her face with her hair. I think my mistake was making it seem out of pity and her want when in reality I’m the one who wants to be her friend. Should I try to do this a 3rd time to try and convey that it’s out of my own efforts and apologize if me and my group intimidated her? I’ll have to not do with my friends and that’s hard for me to do. 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So last week one of my teachers said in front of the class ""talking to her (me) must be like talking to a wall"" after she said something about class participation. Of course everyone started laughing and I felt completely humiliated. Maybe she didn't mean to offend me with that comment but I felt so embarrassed and hurt afterwards and even after days I still feel bad when thinking about this... This was actually not the first time that teacher has made such a comment. Just a few weeks ago she was handing back tests and when she gave me mine, she told me ""Girl you are way too quiet! I never hear anything from you!"" which on its own was embarrassing enough. But then she turned to the class and asked them ""Does she ever talk to anyone of you?"" and well they were all like ""she's so shy"" and ""no she doesn't talk much"". I was shaking badly after this happened and my face must have been completely red. :| Her comments make it only more difficult for me and made me even more uncomfortable being in class. Now I'm really dreading that she will continue with this behavior and will keep embarrassing me... :|",4.228050847457624,6.3572760423728845,4.5120000000000005,83.73088135593221,72.47457627118644,7.601355932203388,27.0542372881356,8.395991825355821,1.8792311864406783,990,36,187,17,20,310,140,236,0.212,0.722,0.066,-0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,2,1,20,15,1,6,6,0,20,2,2,3,5,35,40,19,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,13,13,0,2,6,0,0,2,6,11,1,2,15,9,35,4,25,18,7,31,0,1,1,0,31,5,0,0,24,141,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.12157824866361455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043823026103723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711363175526368,0.0,0.10252390242083488,0.0,0.11647136458978595,0.0,0.0,0.09579916786987702,0.20804869877065332,0.07594664689790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612527124574633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034785121654353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902630321742177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873094307964966,0.0,0.1645761409988133,0.11269543331355418,0.0,0.11904754050578005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299457235478348,0.0,0.23924475505712806,0.0,0.0,0.1059730358598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101712460739852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041780511656424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337220174892078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107380202323528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155445584007043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739792398399513,0.0,0.12173313780863575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357731226752016,0.08316231696924196,0.0,0.12516367529417904,0.13571099510859136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915852592959244,0.0,0.09608862846512307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442289540301366,0.09475348871870501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931922837433273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981316851522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370201862794247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591261389134713,0.0,0.13946415324493866,0.08818281832826882,0.0,0.09949477328420167,0.10415971825448997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005509672808351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965972997047542,0.0,0.0,0.0726472684391281,0.0,0.0,0.11904754050578005,0.0,0.0,0.13551410924008372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889079913605267,0.1998712161389684,0.0,0.11201803822290662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fitterhappier1,2019/02/17,"I keep trying to go to things and then failing to do it I have this recurring pattern of making plans to go to an event (like a night out with work, or a writing group, or this weekend a sci-fi con where I could have met Peter Capaldi), getting to the point where I'm literally standing outside the place, feeling massively overwhelmed, and then not going in. I'm so sick of it. I feel shit and useless every single time. I feel like an absolute failure. I don't see why I can't just go in and have a good time and enjoy myself like a normal person. I don't even know WHY I get so overwhelmed. It's like a flip gets switched in my brain and I just can't do it. I hate it so much. 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I’ve been a ball of anxiety as long as I can remember. In elementary I would get so anxious in the mornings I would make myself sick. In high school I wouldn’t get sick, but I’d just have a panic attack while getting ready every morning. My parents were never really supportive over it and don’t believe in anxiety or any mental illness. They’d always say it was all in my head and I’m fine or whatever else. My social anxiety sucks. I was popular in high school and I kind of am now, but it wasn’t because I was outgoing. I was only popular because I was pretty and people would invite me to do stuff or sit with them and I would. The entire time I wouldn’t talk. I’d just listen or do my own thing and I don’t know if it comes off as “cool, quiet mysterious” type or what, but I got nominated homecoming court two years in a row and was prom queen my senior year.. now that I’m an adult I get invited out, 99.9% of the time I do not go, but when I do I’m the same way. My friends now think it’s because I’m a “bad bitch” and I’m just a huge bitch and don’t talk because of that. I intimidate a lot of people and I hate that in itself. I don’t want people to like me because they fear me or because I’m pretty. I want to actually go out and feel comfortable and have conversations and be a normal person my age. My anxiety has gotten so much worse since I graduated and have became an adult. I don’t go out and run errands and when I do I try to get it done as quickly as possible, so I can go home. I go out to the bar or to a party with my friends and I just hate it the whole time. I stand there at the edge of the group and I’m just silent and I want to leave so bad, but nobody wants me to leave. Before I go out I get panic attacks so bad. I’m not afraid of people not liking me I don’t think, like strangers, but I am afraid that none of my “friends” like me and they’re just pretending. Or that I’ll run into someone I went to school with and they’ll want to talk and catch up and I have literally nothing new going on in my life when I should. I have no close friends. I have nobody to talk to about personal things or to come over just the two of us and hang out or go out to eat. I don’t have a single person I can think of that I would call if I was having a bad day or whatever. Drinking doesn’t help. I am not prescribed anything for my anxiety, but I think I might ask my doctor for something to help. It’s getting so bad that I’m afraid it will turn into agoraphobia and the isolation I put myself through is lonely and I’m tired of it. I want to be like normal girls my age and go out and dance and be pretty and young and wild. I want to not feel lonely constantly and have pictures on my social media of me with all my friends having the greatest time, but I can’t. And I’m afraid I never will. My anxiety is so bad that I’m afraid to tell my doctor how bad it is. I don’t know why, but she really has no idea. She only kind of knows how bad it is. Posting this is making me anxious as we speak because I’m afraid everyone here will think I’m dumb for it. I’m tired of skating through life on my looks. I want to show people the real me and be fun and have fun, but I’m wasting away my 20’s laying on the couch eating food and playing video games. I’m going to be 27 this year and I want to fix this before it’s too late. 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If it's in a group setting or even just three people, I feel like I can be myself and I talk ""normally."" But as soon as the third person leaves the conversation, I tense up and have to think hard about what to say to keep the convo interesting. It's like when two people are on their first date and are nervous talking to each other about things, but I feel that way with all of my friends. Ironically, I feel the most comfortable talking to my boyfriend, my sister, and even random people I meet at work or grocery store. With my friend and acquaintances, I feel like I have this pressure to come up with conversation topics. It's like I'm scared people (even my friends) will judge me for saying something awkward. It's gotten to the point where I avoid making plans with just one other person since I'm scared the convo will die and we'll just have awkward silence and I'll have to think too hard for things to say. Any tips for this issue? Has anyone actually had this problem and overcame it? I know it's kinda specific but I am SO tired of feeling this way and it's time to take some action. Thank you!!!!",4.346212892281596,5.259484698473287,4.949262086513997,85.50385920271421,70.33587786259542,7.654283290924512,26.387616624257845,7.793537801064563,1.3460934690415605,1029,31,211,12,18,330,137,262,0.145,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.6829999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,3,13,19,0,7,9,0,17,1,0,1,1,44,35,19,1,3,10,1,8,4,4,3,1,3,0,2,18,15,0,2,9,0,1,2,2,8,0,7,3,11,25,11,35,28,4,22,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,7,12,141,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.09453387048585947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587682016443246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773570825724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344733221824874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053866338886308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195069557167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449089705501502,0.13841188328065254,0.09301307157157776,0.0,0.0,0.08239994700602175,0.0,0.0,0.2993747137966472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355798694905733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023514229592418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011100260381393,0.0,0.08610498816667601,0.0,0.0,0.053238752794212835,0.0,0.0,0.10257429892590723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893086108729726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466334059002707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949147676790872,0.0,0.0,0.10165169897551854,0.0,0.2625740425707653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357969811983666,0.16917117004962348,0.0,0.0,0.0915761000693318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269417855829644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311113960921524,0.1939731278758893,0.09804043684139624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602683484540335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457740771255562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283628327889483,0.3893134018639272,0.0,0.08918745119039916,0.0,0.0,0.12871595642068193,0.12414434654834162,0.0,0.0,0.05648730378389896,0.1113410233248637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463064117844204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378622575221448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052454599870353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238290165978744 socialanxiety,Needhelpthanks13,2019/02/17,"Do I have OCD? So confused as to what is going on with me :( ## I know this section is about social anxiety (which i have been diagnosed with) however the below has got me a bit confused with the idea of maybe having OCD too... A bit of context: Roughly two years ago, me and a friend had a disagreement. I lied to him about a few things after the disagreement as I was upset, confused and angry and being defensive...I feel bad for the lies I told him, and even although, we have agreed to move on from it, I'm still thinking over the aftermath of the events at the lies I told him and feel very bad...and feel like I'm forever trapped in the guilt unless I apologise to EVERYTHING that has happened between us... I'm so confused. I am sorry, but am what I'm experiencing obsessing? Thanks in advance",3.605801687763712,4.987679601265825,4.929810126582279,83.16956751054853,72.60759493670886,8.30464135021097,28.989451476793253,8.841846274778883,2.2819729957805905,619,25,124,12,12,206,93,158,0.211,0.72,0.069,-0.9337,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,1,7,11,0,7,13,0,15,1,0,0,0,21,30,12,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,1,6,5,17,3,26,23,4,17,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,7,93,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564900603381236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135050892646494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948032881995031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854669919744206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791820963139857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660151640534785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866074307502226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677883665504268,0.12611860116717807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363926248019455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003304694857727,0.0,0.14119336267511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611174594968816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928962722410198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097020528456748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086247425532784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735589435497925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763168581882286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799580003396911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976195535252575,0.0,0.0,0.14098327216735332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253223811703466,0.0,0.0,0.1172838342120947,0.11311825949035972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33737876372738895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245172611052134,0.0,0.21235317217267385,0.0,0.0,0.14566212915267196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368452054263432 socialanxiety,_Program_,2019/02/17,"Weird Thought Experiment that might help you I was just lying in bed unable to sleep, thinking about shit like I normally do and this weird thought came into my mind, and after I thought about it for 20 minutes or so, it really helped. Basically: &#x200B; Social Anxiety is a product that you're trying to sell to me. How would you sell it to me? 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For as long as i can remember I've had pretty crippling social anxiety, to the point that even though I love people and want to be social, I cant. If I don't know you personally, it's like trying to breathe underwater just to ask you how your day's going. I force myself to do what needs done, go to work, deal with co-workers and everything, but its exhausting. On top of exhaustion I never feel like I'm being honest with myself and who I really am. I'm filtered in almost every aspect of my life. I have a very small friendship circle, about 3 people who I feel actually know me and accept me as I am, and I'm okay with this for now. I just want to know that maybe some day I can be truely comfortable in my own skin, because living like this makes me feel like I'm wasting so much potential and time.. I would really appreciate any type of advice on how to deal with SA or maybe just some encouragement, I've come a long ways i think from where i started, but not far enough. TL;DR Social anxiety is hell and i just needed some self expression. Seeking advice or just encouragement ",5.5838221153846135,5.450245040178577,6.828214285714285,76.79755494505496,67.34821428571428,9.928021978021981,27.94505494505494,9.661875296680813,2.338663186813187,875,24,173,17,13,298,133,224,0.08199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.214,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,14,15,1,0,3,1,15,6,2,3,2,46,38,19,0,6,11,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,4,26,12,26,32,6,22,1,0,0,1,17,9,1,7,13,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.1131454820672672,0.0,0.0,0.2265999985674551,0.0,0.0,0.1161020536700143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884649741151041,0.0,0.17739503864680267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839281564258693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067892545838123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254382822077887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987625157560276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954971730375974,0.2390681696904597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146414980592698,0.11865187209574735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980205975840763,0.0,0.07658050274108817,0.10487878604273487,0.0976885658927696,0.0,0.10420378606158986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587565214294182,0.1656620973746156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057641672720977,0.0,0.13178829967802186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116082897914305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818953008531944,0.22657925594944445,0.0,0.10238145726381642,0.20521514850283026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464478509425253,0.0,0.07739411076195059,0.0,0.23296444115844625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523283093149428,0.17194332551870473,0.08942384273810164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076316824499612,0.101238600983821,0.0,0.0,0.10960539259560652,0.0,0.0,0.11795763052278098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485545239585967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134295208738175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095580122231958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545736255363758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206638604745951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429280036851485,0.11391526038316023,0.0,0.06760839458345706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871896578535048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566667248194832,0.13677459386846785,0.092031652563314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881851369434958,0.0,0.0,0.08236391936098371,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cosmic_her0,2019/02/17,"I'm angry at myself. I was supposed to go on a date with someone last night, but I cancelled because I was freaking out so badly. I'm such an asshole. I'm angry at myself because all the time I complain about being lonely and shit, but once the opportunity presents itself, I can't even take it. Goddammit. I really hate being like this. Social situations that I'm unfamiliar with really drive me crazy with negative thoughts and anxiety. Now I'm all alone and I'm really mad at myself for doing that. I probably will be for a while too.",2.843301886792453,5.093758047169813,5.130792452830188,77.15713207547172,77.01886792452831,7.636226415094339,26.63773584905661,8.548686976883017,2.275810566037737,427,17,76,9,10,149,69,106,0.39,0.5539999999999999,0.055,-0.9931,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,2,12,18,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,11,2,12,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,8,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786104608754266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569115336119162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175856117448284,0.28000020805173736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168988889649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305224686471768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267441321808248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872055576201123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122014773049461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552266104028106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445830246325437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761497580262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413829583465475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357452149523885,0.0,0.2581502276300498,0.0,0.23411195599435264,0.19459225715820302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726775881478997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823263397720978,0.13391802737973812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fettuccine801,2019/02/17,"Lack off interaction in the past years is holding me back I try to get out off my confort zone almost any chance I have, but every time I do I feel like I don't connect with people, as if skipped something in life that was crucial for interacting. Every time feels too weird to a point where it makes me not wanting to keep trying. Anyway, I'll still keep trying, I guess. 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I am very attractive and well-educated with many skills/talents. I've also lived a pretty interesting life. I used to also have a ton of friends and was that one guy who talked to everyone about everything. I was a complete social butterfly. I had absolutely zero anxiety about it. &#x200B; I recently decided to spend some time alone as a hermit to hone in on a creative pursuit of mine. What was supposed to be a couple of months turned into a year of isolation off-grid. I knew I would experience a change in who I was, but I was not prepared for this. &#x200B; I am now absolutely terrified of ""real"" life. I feel like a wild animal. A feral child entering the world for the first time. People look different to me. They all look like wild animals. Something in my brain has switched completely. Humans scare the SHIT out of me now. I have somewhat assimilated back into society, but I am now agoraphobic and have multiple panic attacks every day. If I interact with the outside world (aside from nature), I experience psychosomatic pain and panic. I'm fine around animals and nature though. I volunteer at a local animal shelter and explained my situation to them. They set me up with the kittens and other anxious animals and made sure I do not interact with any other people (as per request). I have zero anxiety in this situation. I also can go on hikes in nature n such and be perfectly fine. Any form of interaction with the world outside of nature and animals is impossible. &#x200B; Luckily, my normal, human-self prior to all of this had acquired a lot of money. I can live a comfortable life for at least the next ten years off my savings. At this time, however, I cannot hold any type of job or continue my businesses. I believe I am forced to sell them off (if I can even manage to do that), or risk their entire collapse. I do not do drugs and there is no history of this type of illness in my family. I am just so terrified, I can't even go to the doctor. I've purchased anti-anxiety drugs illegally through the deep web as I was too scared to get a prescription from a doctor. Unfortunately, none have worked so far. I've thought about doing heroin as it seems like it may help in the sense that it just incapacitates me, but, jesus christ, what kind of a life is that? &#x200B; I've never heard of any cases like this and worry I may have developed a rare form of anxiety that does not seem to be treatable/curable. I feel I may have to kill myself as I experience severe psychosomatic pain and suffering on a daily basis. &#x200B; Has anyone ever heard of a case like this? Does anyone have any advice? Anything? &#x200B; ",4.3950064350064375,6.341227084942088,6.031583011583012,73.78616473616474,71.5868725868726,9.412097812097812,30.09395109395109,9.842372674337009,3.2647588159588166,2162,92,379,58,42,738,245,518,0.196,0.7090000000000001,0.095,-0.9959,3,2,3,0,0,1,89.0,0,0,5,4,22,27,3,5,30,0,44,13,2,2,6,63,63,31,1,4,13,0,3,6,1,4,11,2,0,3,22,22,0,1,9,0,4,3,9,11,0,5,13,7,51,16,72,43,10,48,2,1,2,0,22,26,1,12,24,278,73,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433048246787961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758356638116111,0.0,0.13338696824013366,0.0,0.3614475169523413,0.4053516057715065,0.1890453783032384,0.0,0.25519747832354583,0.06281079367224045,0.0,0.0777519167450138,0.0,0.04575305704045,0.04949470012047737,0.0,0.06325163657107714,0.0,0.042752028439052035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264078359842024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062066623961947176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881613507827825,0.0,0.1165885220206902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061518990444592414,0.0,0.035856612292208635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808888950137561,0.0,0.11381541058241335,0.09730973075020947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895386226792532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344493712020106,0.05029227786734579,0.04684436849163947,0.05312701509281744,0.04996859671224197,0.16315882060647227,0.05241357981332341,0.0,0.08433723826732069,0.07943955634513755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729229223583723,0.0,0.0,0.04295547802918035,0.0,0.02904806679409505,0.0,0.06319613371927696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505153153087272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372666889779481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517320821644908,0.0,0.06151181030595448,0.05789757160429145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570842448485431,0.16297652741531635,0.0,0.09818947933050226,0.0,0.09337794136143078,0.0,0.0,0.04726809289613307,0.0,0.052608908145557055,0.0,0.056368434404171025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437841422358633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042881205214540884,0.0,0.059129931247013975,0.0,0.05447499778425773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376751709375927,0.0,0.11832203977398333,0.13046637331189384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770903843692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656394543323715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328358158149294,0.0,0.0,0.054897085871657834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132815229523862,0.0,0.0,0.10123007884771447,0.05800165118484156,0.06281079367224045,0.0570713467276007,0.0,0.12499071212842315,0.0,0.11335190507539185,0.0,0.042802655679810266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240119035992001,0.0,0.0,0.04468819177985946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546255171773873,0.044139219355138384,0.09726028384341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604755049646581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801949299946077,0.0,0.04587481469461376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049989978642584525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047657262360488,0.05646325797349605,0.0,0.039495776744196937,0.0,0.4053516057715065,0.0716075804174622 socialanxiety,veininmybrain,2019/02/17,"Please help me Ok so i didn’t think I’d be posting on Reddit about this but i am pretty sure i am insane. I struggle with being present. When I’m with people, i am unconsciously becoming one with them and i lose my own perception and thought process. I read somewhere about that being an “empath” trait and that is probably what I am, but in the end that is just a word and this is still an issue. Unless i am feeling EXTREMELY elevated and aligned with everything (which takes a lot of prepping) I can’t seem to be normal. I care so much about what people think and I feel I am wasting so many people’s time and that they think I’m not interesting and boring and all that crap even though my whole life I’ve felt not boring. I don’t know. my mom put my on pedestal my whole life about how “special and unique” I am so i guess I am always worried of losing that identity (it’s so dumb and trivial I know) I start to think in terms of how people think instead of thinking in my own head. For me not to feel like this I have to spend at least a week alone not seeing anybody, and if I don’t, my mind is always a mess when I’m with people. I always feel like I don’t know how to communicate but I’m pretty sure I do, it’s just when u overthink something u can’t do it properly. I have days where I feel amazing about myself, and on those days I don’t feel judged and I don’t even care about what ppl think but days when I feel bad it’s like I forget all my truth and just resort to somebody else’s thought patterns instead of my own. It’s so heavy. I don’t know how to fight it. Help",1.2590981103263983,3.0044327071005945,2.8711338041611008,93.89781160526822,79.91715976331359,5.66306547050964,21.258255392250426,6.532088108194933,0.17322645543042547,1237,35,284,11,31,407,145,338,0.163,0.695,0.142,-0.825,0,1,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,30,22,3,1,7,1,29,4,2,4,5,71,61,36,0,2,13,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,20,20,0,0,23,1,1,1,13,10,0,1,4,9,45,12,32,53,11,24,0,2,1,0,6,8,2,4,17,192,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363408785545314,0.0,0.0,0.2256768788455289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754858277947646,0.0,0.09984710993484484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435133529023387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491454923149655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552320670552802,0.0,0.08007351223746541,0.0,0.0,0.11942556057279882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125172281962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199864481934595,0.12917314549055628,0.08680462068619497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995931852377665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278336831515943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211954260264308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943611183838588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987406571581241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277138679245471,0.13250445782891693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022839700093833,0.0,0.0768605531255218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165821554604577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912850065381636,0.10588324782600406,0.0,0.0,0.06645933526719268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857938208783021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126192744278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133831523675928,0.0,0.0,0.0992394205788834,0.0,0.0,0.08658463887436296,0.18395225474883106,0.0974737258579788,0.0,0.0,0.0908837155384545,0.0,0.0,0.09043117681986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204244405300017,0.08230287469258186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959950336944122,0.0,0.0,0.06399033570618673,0.0,0.07219891657087155,0.0,0.0,0.0945127242402167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704145113004423,0.0,0.0679745957787368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055027917726617,0.08882413500894927,0.1435456607745736,0.05271688049538133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251881070031728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187172951477927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181240395393586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PaloPintoTourismBrd,2019/02/17,"I think I just had a panic attack because a guy likes me I really don't understand what just happened. It makes no sense. I've never reacted this oddly to anything before. So for a school assignment, I had to work with this guy. I didn't know him at all prior to this. We met up, I was very much in ""let's get this thing done because I have stuff to do"" mode, not really talking about anything but the project. So I was very focused on that one thing, and didn't make small talk or anything. But apparently I made some sort of impression, because later he emailed me and asked me to have lunch with him. So I wasn't attracted to him at all, in fact I found him somewhat unattractive. But from prior crushes I know it takes me awhile to develop feelings for someone, so I agreed so I could give it a chance. But as it got closer to time, I got more and more nervous and freaked out. (I'd never been on a date before by the way) I was afraid he'd try to touch me or kiss me or something, or think I was more interested than I really was. But the date was uneventful, just somewhat awkward conversation. He asked if I was going to a event the school was putting on, and I said I was. I asked if he was going, and he didn't seem like he was going to, he said he doesn't normally go to big school events. BUT when I was at the event today, he showed up. I guess he likes me so much he showed up just for me? Objectively, this is really sweet, but when I saw him walk in, I had a really bizarre reaction. I started feeling dizzy, and shaking all over. I was breathing too fast. My eye started twitching repeatedly. I felt like I was going to throw up. I had to go to the bathroom to calm myself down before talking to him. This was not the slightly butterflies feeling I get around a crush. I felt *terrified* and I didn't even understand why. I am literally still shaking right now, hours later. This guy isn't inherently intimidating. He's done nothing scary. I haven't been sexually assaulted or had any thing traumatizing in the past. Just apparently the idea of someone liking me scares me that much? I guess maybe some of it has to do with me not really liking him back, and then knowing he likes me enough to come to this event to see me? Like it just seemed like a lot. I would've thought it was sweet if I liked him, and I felt bad for letting it get to me, but it just really felt like too much and I didn't know what to do with that. I felt stifled by him liking me. But this isn't normal for it to upset me this much, right? I don't understand! I think I need to tell him I don't feel the same way back, but it's really hard for me to build up the nerve to tell him this.",2.670109562589204,3.946844893501808,4.1314020653177765,88.38979220888254,74.7942238267148,7.536159852237429,24.616572915792126,8.133680483312611,1.2206563344807324,2077,65,463,33,43,690,212,554,0.117,0.754,0.128,0.9079,5,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,1,0,0,1,24,31,2,8,20,0,50,5,2,4,6,94,104,39,0,7,28,0,11,12,0,0,1,2,0,3,31,19,1,0,24,2,0,12,19,12,0,1,45,18,78,19,65,55,18,65,0,0,3,1,42,24,0,18,39,320,109,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041905991477164034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213230037148606,0.05485784683100037,0.17282854245752266,0.0701054574000879,0.0,0.0947691054644365,0.051452923636862005,0.1126950674453795,0.0,0.1573107974378762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308305992914395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920123101595867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612416541075358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367339399973927,0.0,0.04070164180452847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463447029699574,0.0,0.2958404014351506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675668230876207,0.0,0.0,0.09658697163827358,0.059114732955360114,0.21013182111083434,0.0,0.0985716455487841,0.0,0.13577013605051985,0.1830504161363616,0.054493325310067176,0.0,0.05520241796527825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606865871383853,0.0,0.0,0.06956526186533694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354663273230469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602810193913844,0.0,0.3612726759121752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052389968901271435,0.0,0.05830950420893876,0.08226812990933242,0.0,0.06190893829256476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650126536047865,0.04569293354995749,0.09505545368946422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075559917703255,0.05912926677091791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175757710614216,0.0,0.0,0.07230172428884854,0.0,0.0,0.05882646085504197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194848771014885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158199701585886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525200920134706,0.11723583581240148,0.0,0.06169572410505171,0.18709836178057654,0.04910583192583085,0.11219916772099943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044265297628648,0.0474406658395253,0.0,0.0,0.08723464927852173,0.0,0.04921248729079807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054399303549377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633309043598352,0.14859154458032442,0.10772304894708563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228194475524876,0.11845726422603782,0.0,0.04892205688144606,0.03593307122334505,0.0,0.058411730820267814,0.0,0.0,0.0418382099089983,0.0,0.0,0.19245624332336506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169143572107273,0.0,0.09782749455106528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560548890391803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486253307575677,0.0,0.0,0.04377546011654965,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LastBlankSpace,2019/02/18,"Listening to music is my go to when I feel nervous. I hadn’t given it much thought before, but over the weekend I started to think about all the social situations I had been in at school or when I was with large friend groups where I didn’t know too many people. In those instances I noticed how I always had one of my headphones in to help calm my nerves. I didn’t want to come off as rude to others so I always lowered the volume and kept one headphone out so I could hear what the others were saying, even if I didn’t talk. The idea of meeting new people always makes me anxious so having music play, specifically movie soundtracks like from Star Wars, Indiana Jones or something like Pink Floyd, winds up being a coping mechanism so I can calm down. Fortunately I think I’m getting past that initial nervousness so I don’t have to resort to music anymore. Anybody else listen to music to help get them through social situations?",6.20975891511803,6.635156033149174,6.408488196885988,78.42424409844303,66.01657458563535,8.349773982923152,30.819186338523348,8.00094639256281,2.155592265193369,746,26,135,8,11,239,120,181,0.102,0.748,0.15,0.8814,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,2,2,6,0,16,0,0,2,1,20,34,14,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,12,6,20,6,26,20,2,18,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,3,8,94,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774603903696779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082602064407054,0.14996123444797002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286698991751023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025536861230744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073012540568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263178542297678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987380839483673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645710746519069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682567513601899,0.0,0.15800359676179274,0.0,0.08593701346688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704264163483622,0.0,0.20270784075434015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069944421019148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310191812403082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774865915575947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093488959273432,0.15330478690411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115789425125172,0.0,0.0,0.1460410656274316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215536177524987,0.0,0.0,0.2049297310885112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443485427000428,0.20966211094920129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024950064612967,0.0,0.15303417017919993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399362549338964,0.0,0.30828228309764844,0.0,0.11641004539657332,0.0,0.0,0.10702831951197253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153812307113547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378052228794948,0.0,0.1200450870931508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918849506306377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KevinMalonesChair,2019/02/18,"Appreciation Post to people who initiate conversation and make sure there are no dreaded awkward silences that would’ve lived on forever in my head. You’re the best Thank you ",8.350645161290323,9.792868096774193,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,61.58064516129032,11.361290322580645,38.08064516129032,11.20814326018867,4.715954838709678,145,7,23,4,2,46,30,31,0.179,0.526,0.294,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396133586579026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873951831882388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333147006535261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519654979562634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616915637448697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615138429129544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35576290245750164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34752551206896204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681452858764876,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ExcellentSherbet,2019/02/18,"Has anyone tried extended release Propanolol? I feel like extended release may work better for me. If I have a presentation in the afternoon I'm usually nervous all morning and will be for hours before the presentation. On certain days I may have multiple as well and stress from other things which is why I'm hoping this one will work well for as needed So has anyone tried extended release Propanolol or beta blockers for social anxiety? I know people use the immediate release one a lot I'd appreciate any insight. Thanks!",5.727289473684207,8.197911663157901,6.430723684210527,70.10819078947371,69.21052631578948,9.381578947368425,35.03289473684211,9.827888789773867,4.117236842105264,428,22,65,11,8,140,64,95,0.064,0.733,0.203,0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,16,18,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,7,9,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,7,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495981432603502,0.0,0.15182159172638934,0.0,0.0,0.27753612232107777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887510405495404,0.0,0.0,0.17552201392952194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279904798718427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034749433784668,0.14178008305081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971158648237729,0.19544342571492115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090685946000767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695768143469903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687238560938312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715580303772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268963680576371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758738846427454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023052903988288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733561126260926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827155868000946,0.0,0.0,0.13184820955210794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26948304249663396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140598509745608,0.2185759900163308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568793004261503,0.0,0.17907955863711358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896293444812604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NICK2936,2019/02/18,"I’m good at making friends but can’t keep them. Anyone have tips?? The first time I’ll meet someone they seem very engaged and interested in the conversation. I have no problem making friends but after about 2 weeks, the friendship ends. These new “friends” I make won’t contact me, respond to texts, and if I run into them again, it’s a very awkward conversation which seems like they don’t want to talk. This cycle keeps repeating. I’m not sure why this keeps happening but it’s a common trend. I’m always respectful, positive, nice, etc. Am I just boring? Has anyone else had this experience? 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Do you have any tips for relating to coworkers who you might not have a lot in common with? I'm looking for work, may end up working in a supermarket. I've had difficulties in the past relating to my coworkers, but I don't want people to think I hate them just because I'd rather not talk to anyone. Do you guys have any tips for relating to people you may not have a lot in common with? Because if I don't talk to my coworkers they're going to think I'm mentally challenged or something (very extroverted area).",5.2636466165413545,5.540793710526319,6.701779448621553,76.02078947368422,68.03508771929825,10.373934837092731,33.829573934837086,10.290406445055957,3.4663047619047624,449,20,88,11,7,154,63,114,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.8378,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,3,2,2,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,19,22,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,18,17,2,13,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,8,4,58,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678471710819168,0.20650511042684574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770259244941244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010134705582264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442730117074065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028912024460696,0.0,0.11192356163338238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499811522261656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443403971885628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195429106399322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537707546461022,0.0,0.0,0.33485677032416544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846569026954528,0.20891852407172312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799819034672344,0.27306197004448257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516113530720752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165802268332018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523779376857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249325228345138,0.11615826081768052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867442613416857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeetyeetya0000,2019/02/18,"I need to be with people I have social anxiety. It's not good. Everywhere I go whether it's walking to class, getting lunch, or being with other people, I am always worried about the idea of every person walking by staring at and judging me. However, if I'm with friends or engaged in conversation with other people in general, it's distracting. It gives me an excuse to ignore my brain for a while. However, this type of interaction is rare for me. I get too anxious to be the person to start making plans; I always need to be approached about it. I feel as if I were to ask, no one would want to get together, but that's just my anxiety talking. And then whenever I'm alone I'm also alone with my thoughts telling me how no one actually likes me and how people are always judging me. When I'm with other people and talking with them, that all goes away (for the most part) and I can live my life. Yes, I do have bad social anxiety but I need to be with other people sometimes. Can anyone else relate to this?",4.251216407355024,5.20226566336634,5.751004243281474,79.52960396039605,70.5841584158416,8.345685997171145,29.28005657708628,8.634040054169528,2.26458585572843,792,30,151,13,14,269,108,202,0.136,0.7979999999999999,0.066,-0.8835,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,1,5,1,15,3,1,3,1,37,33,19,0,7,9,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,13,13,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,2,2,22,4,31,25,3,12,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,5,5,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.11374532938318023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414411303183521,0.0,0.09321264846195236,0.29096070652868017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750326305331074,0.13167914019111462,0.0,0.08150116362659031,0.11942905697007658,0.0,0.0,0.10896746642262252,0.0,0.10951155579366477,0.0,0.09732237480606283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011903209697032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737056669147276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820646747377423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058936022360978765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005363700539629,0.0,0.18269269831011511,0.1118145634997534,0.06624349148476749,0.09776463974881217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158157030147594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232947352633277,0.05694511974424949,0.0,0.10292423847979508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780442011553512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259282339502566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796756657790909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622265897336882,0.0,0.4848463904331402,0.2035506465622893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376356120771182,0.0,0.0,0.11528039817404175,0.0,0.08250146573864844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737233925029087,0.1018782044230549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253528117668676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874985614348418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837190437580808,0.0,0.08280057644223941,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EveryVillanIsLimon,2019/02/18,You know what really fucking sucks? When you go get lunch and your so called friends leave the table before you make it back there. ,4.602,6.527587799999999,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,71.0,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.2798000000000003,105,2,21,1,2,30,23,25,0.152,0.735,0.113,-0.0404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974061633089271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32911710684465195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949406020408061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988214683654601,0.357567330239438,0.20207401641981165,0.0,0.21981319193079235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125614696332526,0.0,0.0,0.4095389651701509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817537011696884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777802101459398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ehhru48rj,2019/02/18,"Can social anxiety be a fear you dont know how to communicate? I have a really bad fear I dont know how to communicate, so I dont try. That being said I could walk up to someone and say something stupid, I just could never attempt a normal conversation. Even with friends and family I can't. I legitimately think I dont know how to communicate. I've been diagnosed with social anxiety but I think iit's wrong- I dont get that nervous when talking to people. I'm fine being the center of attention or presenting something with a script, but when it comes to putting my own words together I feel uncomfortable doing it around everybody.",3.5781378299120234,5.757776080645166,5.5547507331378325,75.31576246334312,74.48387096774194,9.347800586510266,28.20821114369501,9.800150414767053,3.0681870967741935,510,21,94,15,11,176,76,124,0.166,0.777,0.057,-0.8904,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,1,3,5,0,15,1,0,3,1,26,25,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,2,3,13,2,12,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843112983113057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723968550153468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058352027468627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377021668017053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236353029656608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226977607700205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7059223588879522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956621556730817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356399375101775,0.271113979428632,0.06091089137382597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307121657883384,0.0,0.06293816388105597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861378787239467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291029039352787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803044802495215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835154931217355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110093128150035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717317628973165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459011689579125,0.0957988670307455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455984705775725,0.1020698847722352,0.18548019576076816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968254706148157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437864097616266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178805279052093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170992943982734,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ProudLutheran,2019/02/18,"I messed up by over texting this girl and I ruined it I think. So I met this girl at a kinda house party but was too scared to talk to her so I asked my friend for her number as I’m trying to be outgoing and be normal so to my surprise I got it and I text her and we exchanged a few texts but she didn’t reply (she was probably busy) but my head started messing with me so bad and I started thinking the worst so I randomly said sorry then I just sent a massive paragraph explaining how I’m messed up and how stupid I was to even think anything could happen now I feel I have ruined it and feel even worse. What can I do? ",-0.2901388888888903,1.8164645555555587,1.948032407407407,96.12427083333334,88.62962962962963,4.560185185185184,18.80787037037037,5.985473137389443,-0.2345462962962963,485,14,111,4,16,163,81,135,0.247,0.662,0.091,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,12,11,1,1,4,0,10,1,1,2,0,25,26,19,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,9,0,0,8,3,24,2,13,15,2,9,0,2,0,0,15,4,0,2,4,82,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090732672917652,0.0,0.1941577436335893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340857154667855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581983268882858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743483971772342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210023881365948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045716708832367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661049270033535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836554472111145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131450609055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964098095190794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034875229573017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239199073277827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755630375632185,0.0,0.20792924155490192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324867181489264,0.2940014842990665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669295974409806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992291113278605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100470300956375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116490894648705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,troubledyung,2019/02/18,Tongue tied when all eyes are on me I’ve been struggling with social anxiety for almost two years now. It all started with me feeling like I need acceptance from my boyfriends friends. Now I feel like I don’t know how to talk to anyone. Whenever I’m given the chance to talk and people are focusing on me I get nervous and tongue tied. This even affects me during interviews. How can I fix this? ,2.466153846153848,4.9101552948718,3.1894230769230774,89.56182692307692,79.38461538461539,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.6454224807358475,1.3917384615384618,315,12,62,5,8,99,55,78,0.08,0.742,0.17800000000000002,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,3,2,15,13,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,4,9,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,7,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558314682711472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544543686547025,0.0,0.0,0.17864115392344151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687455289367991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258361931872787,0.3650372777098565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738718950508505,0.0,0.13348044366186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040795434638814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496342738866701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943899800385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712123117534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604349316364215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083370082238934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267088545645994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106985643832686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495718635203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452405716752225 socialanxiety,Rebel_Redcoat,2019/02/18,"Does anyone ever wish they could just leave it all behind? A lot of the time I get the feeling that I just want to walk out of my front door and disappear forever. Like, I'd rather spend ten years living off on my own than fifty more living in this hell. Anyone else get that feeling?",3.9291379310344814,4.765707258620693,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,71.24137931034483,7.179310344827586,21.396551724137925,7.1686216300943375,0.4049172413793101,223,4,48,2,4,70,47,58,0.133,0.7140000000000001,0.153,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,7,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,9,6,4,10,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533204347334296,0.25887192557029953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172213718720894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109754853510968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110584034805568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285382820606103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549697839217594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640005807577353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752208562832736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343305033145062,0.0,0.4461928525450398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479577392094173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732346677509495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490207500089701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053743734589355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269966389561238 socialanxiety,CarefulMission,2019/02/18,Currently having a horrible anxiety attack in the gym bathroom - wish me luck I guess I have gym anxiety. I'm literally shaking and panicking because people keep staring at me as I walk by. I can't help but think that they're secretly laughing at me for being ugly. Fuckkk,3.6063461538461534,6.1174838653846155,6.166000000000004,69.37899999999999,75.73076923076924,9.544615384615383,33.47692307692308,9.888512548439397,4.3236876923076935,219,12,34,7,5,78,43,52,0.285,0.574,0.142,-0.6404,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,6,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195181551710807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862934746709736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698992059592392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37405873634197534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275969374894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018125875347418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354050745251882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175734952023692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904721418186123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Loserwhowantstodie,2019/02/18,So humiliated after breaking down in public I just had a horrible day. Somehow after 20 years of living in complete isolation I managed to get a boyfriend. It hasn’t been the best relationship but I was so desperate to feel normal and loved by a single person that I just dealt with it. Today we had a trip planned but the whole way there I was getting really anxious and he kept yelling at me because I was quiet the whole time. Then when we got there we had to go through the lines and detectors and I just did everything wrong because I was so anxious that my brain just completely shut down and my body was going numb and I got yelled at by everyone and just broke down right there in public. My boyfriend made the whole situation so much worse and I have never been so embarrassed in my life and that’s saying something because every day is an embarrassment with this disorder. I just broke up with him and now I just want to die. Just needed to vent or have some support or something. ,4.33141623488774,6.028381450777204,4.9575336787564765,82.43647322970642,71.279792746114,8.048221070811746,28.92884283246977,8.648137234880735,2.2048040759930916,792,31,151,14,15,254,110,193,0.236,0.706,0.059,-0.9907,0,1,2,0,1,1,8.0,3,0,0,2,19,9,0,2,10,0,15,5,2,1,1,37,28,21,1,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,16,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,15,5,21,3,24,13,7,28,0,2,0,1,11,12,0,4,11,118,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955657068686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392294347782869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728147152134387,0.0,0.0,0.14530512775777096,0.0,0.14603195176922432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743124780720947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687287222219108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357645254841268,0.0,0.1499244492385427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021663695491027,0.12499860972676262,0.11756740159625426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614360894165283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669007973319824,0.0,0.1486894914238119,0.0,0.2092481914634862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923979644901078,0.0,0.0,0.1155113682244762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806495655405555,0.12377959435418467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616351614504612,0.0969970994676957,0.10089200430065713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817017812885334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422194632998185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380295014836547,0.0,0.0,0.1404455350722778,0.0,0.111714643956006,0.0,0.10402873205460718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470406837040913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141438186362326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844644634713414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627883378990966,0.0,0.12399660131821533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715762648007088,0.1038342527217096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381482731291893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331088365164395,0.0,0.14302483299963925,0.0,0.08424007995218846 socialanxiety,BongRipz4Satan,2019/02/18,"Alternative to adderall? There is nothing that has helped my social anxiety & depression as well as Adderall has, but I ended up abusing it (200+mgs daily). It was bad. I've tried kratom, phenibut, weed, vistaril, etc. Nothing comes close to what Adderall gave me. Most 'anti-anxiety' medications and supplements are too sedating for me, I already struggle with extreme fatigue. I'm a single mom and need to be able to be alert, but less anxious. Any suggestions? What has worked for you? 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If you do you understand stand that it's hard to be in a simple conversation without your stupid face getting all red and hot.. I hate it. What makes it worst is when someone points it out. I just wanted to know how many other people have this problem.,4.6080357142857125,7.071828017857142,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,72.39285714285714,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.7217471428571427,243,8,43,4,5,76,48,56,0.198,0.757,0.045,-0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,1,12,11,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002140565055812,0.29338692721209125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505761497154957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391985006602609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959968911284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565024379316104,0.2826993095949198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736377362065387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113271359862466,0.29030159984195114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985105862117145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706817858050791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739866162339143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261309971748515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29808776153400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688894608391983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601943370225474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,egalcarol,2019/02/18,"Just venting I feel like I'm wasting my life because I just wanna stay home and watch movies and listen to music. Watching movies has probably become an escape from reality for me and I don't feel like it's healthy. This might be me over exaggerating, but instead of doing drugs to escape the reality I don't wanna get in I just watch movies and keep myself inside this bubble. The thing is, leaving doesn't sound good to me, like interacting with people and actually doing stuff. Kinda makes me hate myself.",4.492190721649481,6.551369391752582,5.68307989690722,75.91369201030929,71.57731958762886,7.32422680412371,25.527061855670105,8.07648339933343,1.727660824742268,409,13,70,6,8,136,65,97,0.11,0.77,0.12,-0.2414,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,18,17,6,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,4,11,15,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,3,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.21516234657658964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440610422337534,0.24350925612632895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569354174347114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296850231731252,0.31503021560092503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519473629958113,0.0,0.0,0.18493303781913253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768409155112867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211652462623591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597791998437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346263875494286,0.0,0.0,0.15573564921216376,0.32315469101105976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717599128571182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339006029320552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528570999508222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377209965418818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500853850278985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240350341483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648097598768373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,post-june,2019/02/18,"Walking through my crowded college campus gives me so much anxiety Every day i walk to and from my classes and i go up and down stair cases, wait in a crowded elevators ect. It makes me so nervous cause i’m constantly either almost running into someone or they almost run into me. I used to say “excuse me” or “sorry.” But it happens so much that i don’t even react to it anymore. I worry that not even looking at the person and just getting around them quickly makes me appear rude. It’s no one’s fault, there’re just way to many of us on these thin sidewalks and narrow hall ways. Every time i go around a corner or walk through a door i’m nervous cause i know there might be someone else power walking the opposite way as me and i’ll have to dodge them. I just wish i could have some personal space and not have to constantly be on the lookout for someone about to bump into cause they’re looking at their phone.",2.4692845786963424,4.52302418918919,3.770874403815583,87.40995230524645,77.37837837837839,5.650238473767886,26.017488076311608,6.522977012572876,1.0605294117647055,725,28,140,6,17,237,109,185,0.11,0.868,0.022,-0.9268,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,4,1,13,4,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,7,0,38,24,15,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,7,12,0,1,1,0,0,9,4,4,0,1,0,4,22,0,26,20,4,35,0,0,2,0,13,18,0,8,5,98,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500390176531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551011329620432,0.0,0.12381791759653595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228641664280702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847668505012296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269837571693551,0.0,0.09968277984592698,0.0,0.0,0.08051809426043867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429637848452873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492484905723592,0.0,0.21038347108994104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522911202960152,0.11976775355333268,0.14191056896944235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040467967547388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861444218082463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096855615670958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667704674763445,0.12657857573607467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244640443264635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355862488423594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460177275281501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802887665118464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928594424309654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173556807872168,0.0,0.0,0.13975965339339544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280119529494919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017950000604452,0.10783054551166296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973009943302875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435716466610336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679150753874474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway7777666432,2019/02/18,"My worst social anxiety experiences/fears. When you are walking down a hall and somebody waves frantically. You assume it is at you and wave or say hi back. Until you realize that it is actually someone behind you. You're at the grocery store(or any store), then once the cashier gives me the bag and says ""enjoy"", then your response is ""you too"" fml. You are sitting in the 'comfort' of your home, and your family member passes you the phone to speak to some fucking relative you don't know or speak the same language as. Then your family gets pissed and calls you rude because you are speaking sign language with them. When you're presenting and you are shaking so much that your voice is shaky and you're losing balance. Then your presentation is 2 minutes too short, and was too fast for anyone to understand. When you are already late for something and have to confront everyone who was there on time. When you muster up the courage to tell a personal story, or anything really, then once you finish they either do not understand what you said, or they didn't have the reaction you hoped for. When you sound perfectly loud in your head but then everyone you speak to tells you that you're too quiet. 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I don’t know why, but I find it much less daunting to converse with my coworkers than my own friends. Maybe it’s because I have to see them for 10 hours a day 5 days a week, so I just accept it. 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""Everybody gets nervous when taking to people"" is what my parents said. I had a few friends and I felt pretty normal around them so I didn't think much more about it. Now it's been 6 months since I started University. I have no friends. I've even lost the few old ones I had. It's getting more and more painful going to lectures. I have noone to sit with and it hurts to watch everyone else talking with their friends. Being normal. I stay at home several days of the week. When I'm in uni I cry. It's pathetic. Noone even cares. I feel so worthless and lonely, and I can't fix it cause everytime I get the chance to talk to someone I either screw cause of anxiety, or get overwhelmed with anxiety afterwards and then ignore them next time I see them. I don't know what the point of this post is. Noone cares anyways. Mods can delete if they want.",1.696103896103896,4.046023242424243,2.7477489177489183,92.15590909090912,81.72727272727272,5.993650793650794,23.569985569985572,7.2636822038024595,0.9351440115440116,774,28,162,11,21,246,120,198,0.196,0.693,0.111,-0.9414,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,1,10,15,1,3,5,0,16,2,0,2,0,27,37,16,0,4,3,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,11,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,10,5,23,5,20,26,7,24,0,5,2,1,13,4,1,2,16,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051180741012528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772254382219562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753389900794848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631879885011795,0.2481811845473945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268854724909798,0.07790331723622815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090941588097263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595690130802767,0.0,0.0,0.1154255922690432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107800121610193,0.0,0.11598294022878365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799796761057825,0.0,0.31555417786237033,0.0,0.06865105399688996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116806669802872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931443449978758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073688840417498,0.0,0.0,0.13277245829763615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690050843107636,0.0,0.0,0.13186291800352798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964180791405108,0.0,0.08879883408286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284677357289949,0.0,0.2367085322643264,0.0,0.0,0.12675490366275072,0.0,0.081854380708413,0.0,0.12853527998451147,0.0,0.1341294741230117,0.0,0.0,0.0837446189901704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141911041240357,0.0,0.11568901420121228,0.12289278611453415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683812778359264,0.0,0.1149044964086983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962586371149648,0.0,0.0,0.13646490486696275,0.0,0.09992355894303216,0.0,0.0,0.12313613662741175,0.10234991486144747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549991029003806,0.12875228250885748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628202922561574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082343102197067,0.194182225167784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774010904175835,0.0,0.0,0.07043701995596795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124851031546309,0.0,0.09689512862827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310127076642198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Purplejacket25,2019/02/18,"I (awkward bastard 24/M) met my co-workers for the first time, I applied for a job in a retail store as allround employee. I am almost graduated from college. This new job is bellow my level, but I won't like to get a job in my field because I made the wrong study choice years ago. So I am going to work parttime at my new job at that retail store and I am going to do self study to get eventually a job in a field that I do like. So today I attended a course at the retail store about some products of the store, I was free to come if I would like. I thought it was a good idea to show my best side by attending. I was sincerely interessted in attending the course. I already didn't had a good start on my way to my new workplace, because my chain of my bike felt of. But I was still on time, I was there 5 min before the course should start but they already started. The group consistent of approximately 20 people. I introduced myself in general to all of them and I felt pretty OK and confident. When the presenter was asking someone to volunteer tot test a bed that most of the group already had tested, I participated. So that the co-workers could see if the bed was right for me or not. Things went pretty OK and not that awkward at all till then. But when the course ended, I had in my mind to introduce myself to my new co-workers I did not met before (met a few at my job interview). Most of them began to talk to eachother and some of them walked away, so it was harder for me to approach them I guess. But I approached a few of them and had some small talk about the work with them, I already began to feel awkward and my body language was showing that I think. Then most of them went to the canteen and started talking with eachother again (standing) I looked for people who I didn't introduced myself into. Then I asked two people who I already introduced myself into if I had introduced myself, I felt so stupid. It was due to nervousness that I forgot that I introduced myself to them, so I was kind of ashamed. Then I introduced myself to another co-worker and after that I was standing there alone in the middle, I began to talk to another co-worker from another district, that went OK, she already said before that she was from another district when I introduced myself in that other room before the canteen, but I asked the stupid question in which district she worked. After talking to her, I saw two persons whom didn't met me, but they were talking and I was kind of discouraged to meet them. So most of them went out and walking towards home and I walked with them and said ""have a nice day, guys, yo"" and left. Felt also really awkward about that. Most of the people didn't seemed to be my kind of people. I was pretty self-aware and I was awkward when I was in that group. What do you think about how I handled it and what do you advice me? I start my job there over two weeks. TL;DR: I met my co-workers for the first time at a course I was free to attend. I participated to test some products. After the presentation I wanted to introduce myself to others, but they were talking to eachother. I re-introduced myself to two others, felt stupid about it. Due to nervousness, I didn't made a good first impression. What do you think about this situation? And any advice? &#x200B;",4.469132791327913,5.402162756097564,5.402955284552848,82.29068970189705,70.0670731707317,8.14818428184282,28.449728997289967,8.378751543991594,1.940255054200542,2592,91,510,38,45,851,219,656,0.07400000000000001,0.816,0.11,0.973,8,1,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,3,14,7,24,32,4,8,34,3,46,1,1,3,2,76,92,48,0,7,15,0,6,3,0,3,0,2,4,3,32,24,0,2,13,3,9,16,9,14,0,7,55,11,104,20,94,32,14,93,0,1,3,0,50,31,1,17,46,385,136,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989908708508056,0.044898932420846055,0.0,0.050719521063634934,0.052459016778806614,0.33536690957241305,0.04050547546074737,0.0,0.054880187028105966,0.06154634046031245,0.03444432255800637,0.21244737750076512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420551537810763,0.0,0.04758815149082661,0.0,0.0,0.061752589816028325,0.0,0.17240060932607887,0.0,0.053154953996704606,0.0,0.0,0.056261688455522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363123205333964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040440591228778536,0.0,0.0,0.032665615280187306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486162911618023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025610597347967282,0.0,0.2431638496914051,0.0,0.0,0.12925079017264507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052925968956374365,0.0,0.0575721034225461,0.12745061796706858,0.0,0.0,0.055797634121327266,0.050152315977807636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080694367609343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717865713373173,0.0,0.0,0.3518421498047292,0.0,0.0,0.15823523295538747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055032308976052616,0.0,0.0,0.0742363570331828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042533966724335286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585413924710877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114293094873253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567566977367276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557464834415454,0.04422637836920538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545904056853516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056740556620457024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03244823872121684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043255558775945176,0.09636113600319733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040362178645845286,0.04611064179006388,0.10567978970123454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056933690259284415,0.0,0.0,0.04291631038875955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925470153959622,0.0,0.04044984324138349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497870569767125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336501815832177,0.09736508013571428,0.0,0.040211126095034015,0.08860477359600277,0.0,0.048011094037498835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979141264247631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02987519029766105,0.04020429607535608,0.04062906570072908,0.0,0.0,0.1878154233991105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318698723034374,0.0,0.0,0.03598091860447302,0.05537876549713547,0.06154634046031245,0.03261749400640065 socialanxiety,jdkdjfjdn,2019/02/18,"How to post on social media and not feel anxiety from it? So before anyone says don’t post at all. That would be great but I’m a graphic designer and I’ve built a following which is great for business so I need to stay active. I really appreciate that I am able to do this as a job so I want to try be a little more comfortable, so I come to reddit for any advice.. Once I post something with some text I just think everyone will think this is cringey. How to not think this way? Most people probably don’t even care ",0.7324999999999982,2.9611616944444457,2.88851851851852,90.38333333333335,84.83333333333334,6.562962962962962,19.185185185185183,7.793537801064563,0.719707407407407,405,11,88,8,12,137,72,108,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.9822,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,20,20,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,13,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,58,14,1,0.1678719782111902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404255423071154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141587017590299,0.0,0.12842160384575027,0.0,0.0,0.1173799903831728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428466891022954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171156669867168,0.0,0.0,0.14460684482814568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087785837015768,0.0,0.0,0.16040886917637312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488111617215154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37015889723596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658703530343266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825182371868214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447494474548525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877817804623733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638129263835925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823248530765281,0.0,0.18099438543400367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754308784976142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349853496137473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711243411695966,0.0,0.1292360503097844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892919269569846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269675579302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397405379934117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901524216193937,0.1332489625066373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925143683887593,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pm-me-your-axolotls,2019/02/18,"How do you survive PE in highschool? Seriously, it’s worse than presenting in front of the whole class, at least for me.",3.774347826086956,5.912730130434787,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,73.78260869565217,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.284756521739131,95,4,19,2,2,30,22,23,0.194,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7385826620757109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741629263621339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,issyvk11,2019/02/18,"Í just ruined a group chat with my awkardness So for the first time in a long time i got dragged into the group chat of my large ''sort of'' friend group. I'm normally just left out of most things they do, the way i like it to be. But screw my life.. we got onto a topic of something i care about. and then I made the conversation turn serious. And asked them not to disrespect the ''thing'' i like. and then it got awkward and the convo died. feeling socially inept rn. like everyday. kms",0.9994434137291248,3.3176061428571444,2.4539332096474986,93.33717068645643,84.51020408163265,6.012615955473097,20.133580705009283,7.348242739294969,0.5189877551020396,374,11,82,6,11,121,66,98,0.116,0.715,0.16899999999999998,0.7602,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,4,9,1,1,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,17,11,8,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,11,5,13,6,1,13,0,1,0,1,12,5,1,2,10,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342417818384314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094900184620075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147302092651824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046151852919493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598958716615454,0.0,0.0,0.15985092892477004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964320515365626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479816157160046,0.0,0.14614004785040438,0.30324361985419024,0.0,0.0,0.183100564436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957743976466152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202718707799573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090915702748014,0.0,0.15928222859531085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749111966117782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412908656926937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250484941461517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422810551076805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,missunderst0od-,2019/02/18,"Can’t accept a good deed without thinking too much into it? This morning I woke up to about 5 inches of snow outside. Snow is normal where I live, but I do not have a snow brush for my car (it broke and I’ve just been to lazy to buy a new one). I have a small shovel for emergencies if I were to get stuck, so I’ve just been using that to remove snow. I know, I’ve been told many times not to do that because it’s not good for the car, but I’m a lazy, broke college student so a shovel works better than my hands or a folder. Anyways, as I am cleaning off my car in my parking lot near my apartment, a man who I have never seen before offered me his snow brush to keep because “I can’t watch you clean off your car with a snow shovel.” I took the brush willingly because I figured it would be an easier way to end the conversation (I have social anxiety), thanked him, and he left. I am now sitting here waiting for class to start and can’t stop thinking if I should have not accepted it? I just worry about all of the horrible things you hear about in the world today with people getting sexually assaulted or stalked, and I worry that he will think that I owe him something? Crazy to think, I know. I keep beating myself up thinking “why can’t you just accept a good deed without over thinking it?” I drive myself mad sometimes because of how my anxiety makes me feel like I didn’t react properly to a situation or makes me think the worst in people. I wish I could just be normal. I guess the only thing I can do now is pass along a good deed to someone else, maybe it will make me feel a little bit better. Thanks for listening.",4.7588278931750745,4.619210899109792,5.687731454005934,84.29604821958459,69.08902077151335,8.283026706231455,29.01617210682493,7.7348632917899725,1.6468303857566764,1271,41,270,13,20,420,170,337,0.16,0.708,0.133,-0.8998,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,4,17,17,2,0,21,0,30,1,1,6,2,61,64,15,0,8,18,0,3,1,0,5,0,2,2,1,15,8,0,4,15,0,2,8,12,5,0,1,10,10,44,12,40,46,5,36,0,2,2,0,17,17,0,7,10,185,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159125952005914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415920403071204,0.0,0.08430944977644372,0.0,0.0,0.17525572523982907,0.10816927173107417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910700567614849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082768299775846,0.0,0.08775512526655331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019525472879162,0.07078249252999977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353001277756103,0.0,0.0,0.3324131012135073,0.0,0.0,0.1091473597450868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166992032960148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613301798214592,0.0,0.0,0.10890312399902516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765028517788174,0.0,0.0,0.04840529229636548,0.09930379745411512,0.08748911004789689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423394052685104,0.0,0.0,0.19840922529741528,0.10045117245635872,0.09953878453418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283491292611949,0.0,0.07641630259334681,0.09569170386197652,0.0,0.0,0.194153960628054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713890731893167,0.07535450741012467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373786513117535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113696318885723,0.0,0.10099918407652678,0.08394983125536007,0.0762763236682091,0.09799226684775557,0.0,0.07012905727292178,0.0,0.0,0.08283498968935624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824383845671314,0.0,0.0,0.13164817944663024,0.4444034899133256,0.0,0.0,0.05777411683672318,0.0,0.0939158843414672,0.09467481244760782,0.1100810913091367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557297046729431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864478191840743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940393635517956,0.0,0.1139366607241786,0.19101841499479705,0.0,0.07213113544901291,0.20124030493647466,0.0,0.07038331156374279,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Syignis,2019/02/18,"How do you talk to someone on IG you’ve never talked to IRL How do I (15/M) start a conversation with a (15/F) on Instagram I’ve never talked to IRL? She pretty and I’m not attractive, I don’t give off a friendly vibe and I think sees seen me look at her so she most definitely thinks I’m creepy. I don’t know what to do.",-1.4378691019786909,0.4462874657534249,1.7979908675799088,96.61866057838662,92.15068493150685,5.4362252663622534,16.330289193302892,6.937597516519254,-0.2593701674277016,247,6,64,4,9,88,46,73,0.036000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.146,0.8048,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,12,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,9,14,1,7,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,1,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784682150928487,0.0,0.0,0.2456553307841269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073490560205804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504275758367092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950094629802992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605254866070487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040626554852079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697580644495665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125478669196515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174823637141064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281715287366615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TwoBals,2019/02/18,"Go outside = panic attack How the hell am I supposed to live as a 24 year old man with a partner and a baby on the way... when I panic *every* time I go outside Every time I need to take trash out, go to the shop.. I start panicking and stressing over it I go and the entire time I’m in a state of anxiety-panic and can’t just be present or calm enough to function a little bit Had to go to the shop for my partner this morning to get her something to eat and I put a big jacket on because it was the only one with a hood, put the hood up and power walked there and back, trying to hold back tears the entire time... it makes me sweat profusely and that makes my anxiety worse... I can’t get a job, can’t even go outside ffs... What is the point in living if its just like this ",1.6847527472527446,2.699177273809525,3.63809523809524,91.99664835164837,76.85714285714286,6.121611721611723,22.446886446886445,6.297961479604792,0.2956194139194146,594,16,138,4,13,202,96,168,0.142,0.8290000000000001,0.029,-0.9552,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,3,17,0,8,2,1,3,0,20,22,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,11,1,1,0,2,2,9,3,5,0,1,2,0,12,2,21,19,2,32,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,12,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302719408530912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321402107962465,0.0,0.20711591166805707,0.0,0.08209757642027474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703191447827835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780773531088922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391568801100935,0.0,0.08895259280351743,0.0,0.2269416081740296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407258802896468,0.0,0.45923873066599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364569748652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579616080719823,0.13498128646869031,0.2378437266051716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797952892337017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986095724559522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413203868809964,0.0,0.09126031747375052,0.10242758698259212,0.0,0.3160278334984791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273128734815108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707742664799078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368058986459656,0.0,0.0,0.09532475708101104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427153593716472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126000682414822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412392336019984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143653878967473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689997874755316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372469128022019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672728430681248 socialanxiety,inlovewithumiv,2019/02/18,"Social anxiety at small party I’ve been married to my husband for two years and he’s a social butterfly . I told him I get nervous around a lot of people so he stopped going to hangout with his friends for me not be alone at home . Currently in my 2nd trimester and I decided i wanted to get out of my “comfort zone” and go to a small party for his friends birthday party . I talked to the three girls at the party but immediately started sweating, my voice was shakey while I was talking with a slight stutter. I stopped talking to the girls because i immediately felt embarrassed... i wanted to cry so bad because I didn’t want to be there . I wanted to be at home and Not in a corner by myself . I can’t sleep all i can think about is how I probably made everyone uncomfortable. I asked my husband how did I do... he said he felt uncomfortable because I was just on my phone for the last hour. I feel crushed and regret going ... I know no one is going to read this but at least I tired maybe I’ll do better next time .",2.14513030148186,4.13338713592233,3.8753142565150753,86.58948645886562,78.126213592233,6.472764435360245,26.376085845682173,7.475848149327749,1.3983825242718448,794,32,163,11,19,266,113,206,0.191,0.7170000000000001,0.093,-0.9778,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,9,0,15,3,2,3,1,32,35,12,0,5,5,2,3,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,1,9,0,2,6,2,0,4,5,5,0,3,11,5,31,4,30,21,3,27,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,1,10,109,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285339918186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812942183743237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419124527590795,0.1199190734022274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710360983142377,0.2345843089263963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344811729866693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090319967943954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257150758512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485929629794758,0.0,0.24632672111158255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982086775203882,0.0,0.13403596393154482,0.0,0.29160476529653256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257338988943374,0.0,0.1263242609252578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049615280029024,0.10456060412017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090541487571028,0.0,0.12137616187438124,0.0,0.0,0.1288686881772096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642108075692336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692192648655883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892918805945235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383012971851146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830892581644693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201815105523604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836685109520854,0.26151881238695074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907931481799632,0.0,0.0,0.2144859716018283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093058603880392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219293619999493,0.0,0.0,0.07479772514992161,0.1474323379360511,0.0,0.12257150758512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530526712169804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30263781717334465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260438753200658 socialanxiety,Milan_Kladivko,2019/02/18,"I want to help some of you... I want to share some things that helped me, in hopes that it'll help someone else. I've been fighting with my social anxiety for as long as I remember. I find that the worst thing is ignoring the problem and trying to fight the anxiety directly. In my opinion, it doesn't help at all. What helped me was targetting other things that are not directly connected to improve my situation, such as improving my diet, having a very good topic that is always great to talk about (I am a diet and health fanatic) and taking control of the mind through meditation. A [video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7kh8pNRWOo) by a respected game developer summed up my thoughts about it very well. As a software dev, you cannot escape the chemistry fallout from sitting in front of a screen the whole day, so I trust every word he says. In essence, he talks about meditation techniques and philosophy of asian countries in a scientific way to explain how you can take control of the mind. Basically you want to train focusing on your body and concrete feelings (the easy part) so you can then use the same process for dissecting your anxious feelings until they disappear. Contrary to what most people think, meditation is not about sitting in a quiet room, playing relaxing music and doing ""ooohmm."" It's more about *observation*. Meditation is simple conscious spectating a thing and every time you start to stray from observing, you come back *and that is what makes a change*. You shouldn't get frustrated when you get distracted, because *it's about the coming back*, not the observation itself. Think of it as flexing a muscle. The most mind bending concept is that *you are not defined by your thoughts*. As you get more into it, you notice that what you hear most of the time is a ""[monkey mind](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAVPDYhW_nw)"", constantly blabbering counter-productive thoughts. What you want to achieve is to 'gain distance' from your thoughts and watch them happening as a spectator. You are the spectator, not the thoughts themselves. If you can truly understand this, take it into practice and through mindful observation of your body change your brain, you can also control what the monkey mind is doing. This takes a huge amount of effort, I'm not gonna lie. In neurological terms, you are literally rewiring your brain and that takes *a lot* of time. After two years of experimenting with this I still get panic attacks, but if I have a good day (and I don't neglect my [diet](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlfZvnV4v50)) I can control what goes on in my head. Watch the video, take notes, take it *really* slow and don't get discouraged. With time, it'll get better. Sorry for the long post. A big 'thank you' to anyone who took the time to read all this. 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That’s what it feels like... In my case, I get extreme social anxiety with people I know. Put me in a room full of random people? I don’t care. I won’t feel anxious. Now put me in a room with friends, acquaintances, people I know of, etc. My body starts to shake and I can’t breathe. I do have trouble starting and continuing conversations, but it gets worse at I start to know the person. It takes A LOT of time and trust to truly be myself with someone. And I honestly have no clue what version is me being myself... I don’t know what to do or how to fix it. I feel like I’m the only one who is backwards about the whole topic",0.7645952380952394,2.910575792857145,2.8000000000000007,91.6116666666667,83.92857142857143,5.447619047619049,20.761904761904766,6.742157984588678,0.3577476190476192,521,16,113,6,15,175,82,140,0.102,0.755,0.14300000000000002,0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,0,13,2,2,1,0,20,28,7,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,3,19,6,16,25,5,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,8,79,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208441747915276,0.17136618931253986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849306568903175,0.0,0.0,0.15489214820691796,0.0,0.15465776331334866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917411786551315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300966170628383,0.21673431038909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719508940407558,0.0,0.15850321966557746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334587782302744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821585493883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896116227968255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278886952079992,0.11536685566223638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154876247288618,0.13244959901339362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049800999738919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092571019791377,0.12852619436013907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32210026073557035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405177975757624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845148654266011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935613790808826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458476808625946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,druggedhawk,2019/02/18,"Erasmus with no friends Hey guys. Just wanted to share my pain. I'm currently abroad for a semester. It's been 2 months and I still haven't made any friends... I have joined some societies though but still can't find anyone to talk to. I do everything alone. The worst thing is that I live in a house with 5 people but I'm too nervous to talk to them. So I sit in my bedroom all day and try and hide from them even if I dont want to. Thank you anxiety. I'm afraid it's too late now to make friends. Everyone has found their best friend . Do you have any advice for me ? Thank you :) ",0.15627177700348227,2.2953844471544755,1.4591927990708484,100.24920731707321,86.64227642276423,5.465505226480834,18.541811846689885,6.868970318607317,-0.121150522648084,449,12,110,6,14,142,82,123,0.184,0.6559999999999999,0.16,0.1499,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,1,9,12,0,2,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,17,20,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,15,8,14,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,2,7,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200585795109434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611073381655872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115645112311438,0.0,0.11899861083956592,0.0,0.0,0.10876718073647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324463694834304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031965237782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823084766651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027421455876135,0.0,0.0,0.14863879617374628,0.13980217124607855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217380864390156,0.0,0.0,0.17055725682762232,0.480723453570301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402320947212858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948877272145072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547202160748449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373572934515001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718923623149294,0.10383370062758646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241619551704408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552073857434474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784176288837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484517238023161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500573020236494,0.0,0.2864269931661911,0.0,0.0,0.10334336242937486,0.0,0.152831306246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561115628306622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834999083700342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SonneeD,2019/02/18,"Scared to reconnect with a friend. A friend from high school messaged me a couple months ago after not talking for a few years. I didn't see the message until recently and I'm scared to message him back. My life is a bit of a mess right now due to anxiety and depression and I'm worried he'll judge me for it. But even if I wasn't worried about that, I wouldn't know what to say to him seeing as though his message went ignored for months (unintentionally, but he wouldn't know that). Any advice would be appreciated.",3.68355769230769,5.1599702403846175,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,72.55769230769229,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.4883115384615393,411,14,85,6,8,134,69,104,0.142,0.7709999999999999,0.087,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,15,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,9,2,15,7,2,13,0,1,2,0,13,2,0,1,10,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231675464679172,0.15631417837562844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991679289595088,0.0,0.13489910654593232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355940617597152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251687938268255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511611715994534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188080851564487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647046588692532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724786614094945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631218627392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382297071798404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245536853756352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150474532967523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741138169086373,0.0,0.0,0.15059282628068252,0.0,0.14023211478585118,0.353092868550924,0.17846481859313873,0.28103923422225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173487568588033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325249865901507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634683277083447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35816230332685084,0.0,0.1252664022418327,0.0,0.0,0.11355674848775008 socialanxiety,rainbowfawn,2019/02/18,"Help, I’m feeling so anxious about an upcoming trip, where I’ll be staying with other people as a house guest Next weekend my boyfriend and I are going to New Mexico to see my sister dance in an opera. I’m super stoked to see her dance, but everything else about this trip is making me sick to my stomach, so much so that I already want to be home and i haven’t even left, like I just wish it were over with. The main thing that is stressing me out is that we will be staying with other people during this trip, a few nights at my aunts house and a night at a friend of my boyfriends house ... I HATE being a guest .. the pressure to be polite is crippling, and I am constantly plagued with the fear that I am somehow being rude / doing something wrong. And I feel totally out of control, because as a house guest I have to pretty much humbly accept whatever the hosts want to do, and also somehow navigate a way of repaying them, like I’d probably have to take them out to dinner or something. I just hate planning and navigating situations with people I don’t know well, when I’d rather just be alone. And then the whole time, to know that there is no escape, that I can’t go home, and have alone time at the end of the day, makes me feel so cagey and trapped. And then I also have such anxiety and deep sadness about leaving my cat.. someone is coming to check on her every day, but she and I are so bonded, like she sleeps right next to me every night, and I feel so sad and guilty about leaving her. And I feel so sad that I’m leaving her for an experience that just sounds awful in every way. And then there’s the money aspect where I realize I’ve spent a bunch of money on plane tickets for a trip that I already wish was over. tldr; feeling extremely anxious about a trip, and having to be a good houseguest, and leaving my cat. If anyone has any advice or tips or experience with this, I would so deeply appreciate it. Thank you <3 <3",6.2026445578231275,5.458584247448982,6.500204081632652,81.70670068027214,66.21938775510205,9.201360544217687,30.91156462585034,8.269060116576782,2.054051360544217,1523,48,314,17,21,492,182,392,0.172,0.7020000000000001,0.126,-0.9812,0,3,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,2,3,30,19,3,3,22,1,33,4,2,3,1,62,60,41,0,7,11,2,6,3,4,2,1,1,2,0,17,30,1,1,10,5,4,10,4,10,1,0,3,9,40,9,46,47,7,48,0,3,2,0,17,17,0,6,20,219,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794464411677414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522329214388112,0.17604353607220455,0.12757478916725734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424238499070308,0.0,0.061019387655866925,0.18022166331283015,0.0,0.0557729768336776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862351038161706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870978759040325,0.0,0.08619675353238702,0.0894623224954854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288260870871764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663274631570762,0.0,0.07064739780357078,0.0,0.0,0.05268349576499119,0.0,0.20161431291068566,0.0,0.0716869114875415,0.15604936834741132,0.0,0.08975689044161901,0.2419870291571313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061625615966687065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066365562310742,0.06690241887643895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750124961375614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346425575208109,0.0,0.160019973941339,0.0,0.0,0.3681486674607283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767262652570203,0.0,0.0,0.33783504416896626,0.08666402671671959,0.0,0.0,0.1169062637745272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648643350769793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117271716081549,0.0,0.0,0.07703675253957128,0.16966024369183924,0.2245598691404433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589534000651568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114885781183398,0.08599928857451608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681181831392246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712346596362809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896582924743198,0.07982179556828445,0.0,0.06758394004025793,0.1228127420435859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700360289093436,0.0,0.0,0.09136961109337016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997274472332235,0.0,0.0,0.07343615025336504,0.0,0.0,0.05299178409939983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302228223175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409397273337126,0.12662620391660276,0.0,0.0,0.0717175868446408,0.0,0.0,0.08905387051108128,0.1834497659285872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056662192614652475,0.08720962107316156,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jzirk,2019/02/19,"Mumbling Alright, so I have this huge issue with my anxiety. Usually when I speak I tend to mumble like crazy and people usually don't understand what I'm saying. It gets worse when I'm really nervous, but it's bad even around close friends and family. I don't even realize I'm doing. It sounds like normal speech to me. I know it happens it just doesn't register with my brain. Anyone else experience this?",2.76325,5.200860825000003,4.535,80.36,78.25,8.5,25.0,9.188382445141503,2.4668749999999995,326,12,60,9,8,110,55,80,0.141,0.706,0.154,0.2688,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,8,4,5,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090458485575418,0.0,0.0,0.14707010391851486,0.21551157109797228,0.0,0.18724144676732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561972295147113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480179571368154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570668595027866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778466431890107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057465651126432,0.1982837453426815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250317373754444,0.0,0.10989059513606107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859972576330368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953357275249488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155938146568348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551668972016165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060822143167405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458187954064469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474505368548542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672656757395124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189646363037497,0.0,0.0,0.4633053643172944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143478498393964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KevinTheKoop,2019/02/19,"Speaking in front of class tomorrow....HELP!!! So, every day in one of my college classes, we have to pick an article and stand in front of the class and summarize it. That’s it, literally. No big thing. Nothing but telling the class what it’s about and summing it up for them. But I tend to blush a lot when the attention is on me. Honestly, I enjoy being in the spotlight at times, but my issue is I automatically blush. When I see a friend and don’t expect to, I blush. When I answer a question in class, I blush. When I am presenting to the class, you can only imagine. Is there any way to prevent blushing? This is a natural response for me in ALL social situations, but is there any way at all to prevent it? It definitely just makes matters worse because I’ll notice it, get embarrassed that it’s happening, and try to stop it, and it gets worse. It’s so annoying! Any tips?",2.045687394957984,4.206023262857148,4.068134453781513,84.23104201680674,79.22857142857143,7.317647058823531,26.865546218487395,8.313332769828598,1.9648621848739496,681,29,138,14,17,232,98,175,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.132,0.5601,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,0,10,5,1,1,10,0,10,0,0,2,2,26,16,16,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,15,3,23,15,3,24,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,2,8,98,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878792254529828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158998296802966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261637151266927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019043972805386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689187058741654,0.0,0.1986673208680975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812893231225612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743831300984612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844349138949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616394207019665,0.0,0.0,0.12691144067901802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243225998844328,0.21646117682073776,0.0,0.0,0.12883517045169904,0.1446003695051156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298607452312196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515068321673846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371103701983069,0.0,0.19381082617519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895492557388793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617962935681313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263121215102042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108647502259357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908394783822136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30182838202782786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875118977079418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stauce52,2019/02/19,"What are people's experiences with CBD oil and mood/anxiety symptomatology? Hey everyone, &#x200B; I have had issues with depression and anxiety on and off for a long time and have improved things with practices like journaling and meditating etc. But I recently heard about CBD oil and some of people's experiences with mood improvement, depression/anxiety/stress reduction, relaxation, etc. It seemed really interesting and promising. &#x200B; Has anyone here tried it, and had positive experiences with it? I tend to dislike weed and get paranoid and exceptionally neurotic on it, but I hear this is different?",10.830133333333334,12.293602280000002,10.262,51.17433333333335,56.2,15.466666666666667,44.66666666666667,14.06817628641468,7.609366666666666,508,28,67,22,6,164,65,100,0.087,0.767,0.146,0.716,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,12,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,15,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,4,13,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194487128730125,0.3582513163087805,0.0,0.0,0.225544517960112,0.0,0.0,0.10307616692334036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126968534563234,0.0,0.0,0.15401755535548894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288139314112441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086158399940035,0.0,0.4326011893186312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701838120564396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614769499986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386321616289206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201964250621865,0.0,0.0,0.13045785299367466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439833923287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944379807705504,0.0,0.14555477019220456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420130257610755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886366515573886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793613849381437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595901487833242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008527480706644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582513163087805,0.0 socialanxiety,fierdracas,2019/02/19,DAE have an embarrassing interaction and cringe afterward for like 10 minutes or more and can't think of anything else? It drives me crazy. I try to think of other things. 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If I’m completely relaxed i can speak just fine like anyone else. But as soon as I get even just a little anxious it’s like I’m trying to speak a foreign language. Like I’m not completely fluent in the language I’m speaking. I stutter a lot and forget what was the word I was about to say. So I end up avoiding topics that would make me talk for more than half a minute. Preferably only one sentence long answers. I feel like people must think that I’m very stupid and illiterate. I don’t know how to explain it. (It’s even harder trying to explain it in English). Does this happen to you? How can I fix this? I thought about practicing reading books out loud ",2.006644591611483,4.2343144768211936,3.2618278145695387,89.60673730684326,79.72847682119206,5.351169977924945,24.63620309050773,6.42735559955562,0.783179779249449,590,22,118,5,15,191,92,151,0.084,0.79,0.127,0.6357,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,1,7,0,9,0,0,3,3,27,24,10,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,6,0,0,10,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,7,13,6,15,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,10,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110924225095133,0.0,0.11828468503547745,0.1733303889072412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473431867140576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803816207416892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413163481394658,0.0,0.1498307186057444,0.0,0.0,0.2234648769676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553532896968133,0.1208521062247028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838216665184373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918557817537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929691187701116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305835280643045,0.1695486079888282,0.0,0.2994128810249195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381874337021647,0.0,0.0,0.11291950836308637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463114774715087,0.12865824031527034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727828992669195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921161353709474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345274616998742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193818034458545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839463636106496,0.0,0.13429877687148373,0.0986419587022995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297049950653988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957953023868744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017055547941755,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spoopydoopy23,2019/02/19,"Handling Co-Worker Conflict When Anxious (Advice Please!) Aside from being socially anxious and awkward, I'm petrified when it comes to making sure that none of my co-workers are mad at me. I hate the idea of potentially having a negative social situation happening at work. I am absolutely NOT a confrontational person or someone who handles conflict well because I turn red and usually shut down and can't even talk. Unfortunately today, I pissed off a co-worker and I don't really know how to address or handle it. &#x200B; I won't go fully into the situation, but it can basically be boiled down to miscommunication due to me being hard of hearing, and just misunderstanding and awkwardness because y'know.. social anxiety. I know that shit happens and co-workers don't always get along.. but I'm taking it really personally since I was trying really hard to correct the situation and mend the conflict without actually needing to directly confront each other. I accidentally caught him saying ""Man.. OP is really getting on my nerves today"" when I walked into the staff area. He knows that I heard him (because he literally made eye-contact when he said it), but I just chose to not address it because I hate confrontation. He pretty much has just given me the cold shoulder and refused to talk to me throughout the day. It just feels really passive agressive awkward now, and I absolutely hate it. &#x200B; I know I shouldn't take it too personally because shit happens and you can't please everyone.. but I honestly just can't stop thinking about it. Should I say something to him the next time I see him? Am I just over-thinking it? &#x200B; I apologize for talking about something so small and trivial, but I would love the input or advice of any other socially anxious people that might understand what I'm feeling today. 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I think of myself as a very boring person, and it is hard for me to make any meaningful connections with anyone because I have absolutely no interests or passions. I never open up to anybody about my personal life, not even my parents or other family members. In school, I don't really have any friends. I only have acquaintances in each of my classes. I never talk to these people outside of school, and in school, almost everything that I talk to them about is school related. They're not real friends. Just people who I talk to to not be lonely, and in exchange we help each other with schoolwork. I don't talk to them during the summer, and I won't talk to them unless I have a class with them the next year. I don't have social media and I would never give them my phone number because it seems weird, because I doubt that they actually consider me a friend. &#x200B; The reason why I'm such a boring person is that I have no interests or passions. I don't listen to music, watch movies, watch or play sports, etc. I literally come home, do my homework, and go on Reddit and YouTube. That's it. That's the reason I have no true friends - if I did, I would quickly run out of things to talk about. My only accomplishments are my good grades -- that's it. People who know me usually consider me extremely smart and a nice person, but my boring personality and social anxiety prevent me from making any meaningful connections with anybody. &#x200B; I feel like my boring personality and SA are keeping me from being a normal person. People around me are doing all sorts of normal things, like hanging out with friends, dating, learning how to drive, playing sports, etc. Meanwhile, I'm at home rotting away with my only friends -- my 2 dogs and cat. How am I ever going to get a job, get married, etc. if everyday social interactions, like asking for help with something, or asking for somebody's phone number, absolutely terrify me? &#x200B; I feel like this post might be disorganized. However, I can feel myself spiraling into a depression. I've been depressed before- when my parents split up in 6th grade - and it sucked. That was probably the lowest point of my life. My boring personality and social anxiety are joining forces and it's killing me. How can I stop being such a boring person? The common sense answer is to get involved with my school and community and to make friends. However, my crippling social anxiety prevents that from happening. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.991601973684212,6.956483622916667,5.831732456140351,75.75019736842106,70.0625,8.302631578947368,29.923245614035093,8.916525866297963,2.7220416666666667,2049,83,342,39,38,671,210,480,0.13699999999999998,0.725,0.138,-0.7841,6,2,1,0,0,0,86.0,1,0,6,1,14,36,3,1,17,0,37,4,0,8,6,86,62,31,2,6,13,2,4,4,7,4,2,1,3,11,23,36,0,4,12,4,1,6,14,15,0,0,3,7,62,21,55,51,6,39,0,3,2,2,50,16,1,12,20,244,85,13,0.0,0.0,0.04840951706787499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967449204390177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687471565903736,0.3013911739911009,0.10120388704293397,0.0,0.11384822435097193,0.0,0.0,0.034686540476241444,0.0,0.0,0.04416096711078105,0.09275215877846983,0.0,0.046607641457205085,0.0,0.0,0.0907203518638703,0.0,0.04221211338720776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273225070047463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545329817341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597558021628728,0.0327651187371948,0.044872594912586335,0.0,0.0,0.044583794842879367,0.0,0.046765297469432345,0.0,0.07524874372956061,0.07087885423112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828505142973497,0.0,0.07775321716486626,0.047587791512244015,0.056385883254414876,0.04160820512120837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043867524625758,0.0,0.0444383493889271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650138387653291,0.0,0.09952022678789048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049227538049772576,0.04409320038268588,0.10976613759589172,0.0,0.027262845568661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007813112810797,0.0969423803558502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933966758804086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262544961971314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478050105610348,0.0,0.052757869887200035,0.0,0.09720913874231893,0.0,0.0,0.05205446081116431,0.0,0.0,0.11318564002497312,0.0,0.0,0.11016595417775844,0.0,0.0,0.13756567553293853,0.4331513457462121,0.0,0.0,0.046894882823811435,0.0,0.0475100298450146,0.0,0.05348500247644436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564639074096846,0.031779672646620884,0.102009023829415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510259114655322,0.0,0.045160574483066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528417052630925,0.0,0.03819008227404442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041473879695182896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923455593753576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591370116583672,0.031786320777012315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463537402936618,0.040931174004706236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476282443657925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704791298288367,0.0,0.3013911739911009,0.06389088116506922 socialanxiety,Youknowh0,2019/02/19,"Am I the only person who absolutely hates haircuts? I don’t understood why I’m expected to know the terminology of the barbers. They are like “how much do you want off” and expect a reply in fourths of an inch. Also, when they show you the mirror I’m not sure what I’m supposed to be looking for so l just say that it looks good. I have literally no way of telling them what I want partially because I don’t even know what I want and just hope it turns out ok and if they ever mess up it not like I’m going to say anything like they can add hair back.",2.368945386064027,3.468773220338985,4.323333333333334,87.41874764595106,75.27118644067797,7.278342749529191,24.975517890772128,7.793537801064563,1.1241269303201509,432,14,98,6,9,148,78,118,0.08199999999999999,0.757,0.161,0.7611,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,5,0,9,9,1,0,6,1,8,1,1,1,2,22,24,8,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,5,13,7,11,22,1,10,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,2,6,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614968784573938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618510764740255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528471555479695,0.0,0.12310496764335985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338403563598555,0.1826725502479285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477108814557142,0.16938349465941255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199380773676314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057885750675386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219694910331972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598319221127856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391691012760706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484542220460333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535897322562793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633226053657305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211925916749568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903325815609739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651050869864968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196602577549622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573405759230055,0.16029606473917085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222568389591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gandalfsgonewild,2019/02/19,"Anyone else who only uses a few set phrases when interacting with people? I’m so awful at small talk. I realized recently that I have like 5 phrases/answers I use during every single shorter conversation I have and I’m scared people are onto me or find me creepy lol. I’ll rotate between them but if the conversation lacks substance I seriously can’t bring myself to say anything outside of these stupid set phrases. It’s like I practiced these neutral, fit-all answers and all I do is change the pitch/emotion & I am honestly weirded out by it.",2.7718571428571437,5.569165352380956,4.5672619047619065,77.90232142857144,81.19047619047619,6.166666666666668,28.75,7.492282038375204,2.2297142857142864,442,21,72,7,12,149,80,105,0.109,0.7829999999999999,0.108,-0.0344,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,3,2,7,0,0,2,1,14,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,3,8,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574472193698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614042560419331,0.2434565774474708,0.19553041745123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513568314037873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984902628576073,0.2672760332343707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001942497156444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171686065403821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321656773819284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807109246396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945372423671737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460836961892856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889547217001532,0.2378861818251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909796057153484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104325314778619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,edreddit98,2019/02/19,"Most of the time i leave parties without telling anyone i guess im the sad drunk type and most of the times i dont feel like i belong in any context and i jsut want to be alone, so i just leave. maybe lie later, say i felt sick, maybe never talk to that cute girl i was trying to please by going to parties. i dont want to hang out with your friends, I dont know how to act...thats all there is. edit: this post got me banned from r confessions, so i guess this is the place to vent",1.635566037735849,2.490201943396229,2.8246698113207565,98.4107783018868,76.73584905660377,5.677358490566037,19.85377358490566,5.148860815047168,-0.5203547169811324,370,7,94,1,8,119,71,106,0.168,0.6809999999999999,0.151,-0.2287,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,2,20,16,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,3,13,3,15,12,3,10,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,5,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847785867770328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040557528101109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069919601043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379989017815876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736920888693508,0.1093142677248528,0.14691882758461966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821935674287715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696220621563791,0.0,0.12238043322396393,0.0,0.3371275375638506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528294308548325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409328936711799,0.0,0.0,0.3240425347508599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475561953603144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074491714731521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801494778800073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986857709034624,0.16796501391711374,0.0,0.0,0.1465465032817333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168402706413893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298802221752678,0.13374224732634818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844907828810258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388744603932423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805049532638201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750143298689472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mmira1,2019/02/19,"I presented today I was so nervous, I didn’t say a lot at first, but my professor made it clear he was going to ask me questions, since I barely talk in the class. I’m an international student and I’m so much anxious when presenting in english and it’s like my brain can’t function correctly. When I started talking my heat starting pounding so fast and my hand was shaking, I tried to calm myself down, but it wasn’t working, then my professor asked me a question I gave a stupid answer and I had rough time understanding him, because I was really nervous... I could feel my voice shaking and some of my classmates starting laughing, after I felt my lips kind of quivering and I spend the rest of class holding my tears, I was honestly convinced I would start crying any moment... I think people noticed. I feel so embarrassed and I hate myself so much, I don’t want to go back to the class. I‘ve been crying the whole day and I know I’m going to have trouble sleeping. 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So I was at a drag queen bingo night and I thought I had a full line on my bingo card. Nope! Turns out that the hosts said ""26"" instead of ""36"". I had gone onto the stage (a miracle in itself) to claim a prize that I had now not won. Got called our by the hosts and effectively boo'd by the crowd back to my seat. And you know what? I'm ok with it. Was I embarrassed to the point of turning bright red at the time? Absolutely. Did it feel like the crowd was judging me for the rest of the evening? Absolutely not. Social anxiety is something that you can recover from and improve. I would have practically killed myself had this happened a few years ago. Progress is progress and sometimes you need to be in a bad situation to remind yourself just how far you've come.",1.7013762486126502,4.074437591194972,2.7519866814650378,91.99082130965591,81.8930817610063,6.005327413984463,23.81834998150204,7.285733465282438,0.9044092489826115,623,23,134,9,17,198,105,159,0.128,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.5792,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,6,7,10,1,2,15,1,14,0,0,2,0,18,28,7,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,13,4,16,5,20,13,4,20,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,0,8,92,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328155655765914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495419507265966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031234099082955,0.16321794670904466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996073174294544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683890328140826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291129431226876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996976704341886,0.09884075040427437,0.13965121793616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634351221470744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457252975255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627007052666689,0.0,0.10743090105983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550183643050672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494622007822844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834450883903748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479213786283516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594659981877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197281301975896,0.0,0.1992676234291708,0.0,0.15049034188000665,0.19333508787946307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551895812437783,0.11398617783931875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252530256803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886364877715365,0.0,0.0,0.12588295150231815 socialanxiety,throwhb78,2019/02/19,"Sharing my thoughts after recovering from a though few months Hello everyone. I want to share my last few months with you. I've been going through a very tough past few months ( since September '18) psychologically. One symptom has been a deep(er ?) depression and a spiked anxiety. You can look up my posts from those times, they are not pretty. I've been going to a psychiatrist once a month since then and a psychologist once a week ( I'm french it's cheaper than the USA I guess, which most of you are likely from). I'm taking meds to treat depression and anxiety. I go to support groups once a month too, and it's been helpful. But I feel other so called social phobics are a bit negative ( twisted view of women for some ...) and don't look to far.Anyways, one was apparently sceptic about meds and another about psychologists. The leader said we had a different sensibility but no illness. Now, what I want to say is that I'm happier than ever. I feel free of my chains, anxiety,depression,defiance(paranoia ?).Recovering from such darkness, such terrifying times has been exilarating. I'm not a religious man ( but I don't reject the presence of a higher being...) but I pray to anything that YOU will be able to overcome depression. What helps me is that I know, deeply in me, that I have an axis to better my life quality . I know people here seem to have depression without feeling any reason for it and I feel sorry, and I kinda want to say to them to search deep even if they may get angry at me :) I found some for me. They were evident. I'm a loner ( likely autistic, that'll be to confirm) which over the years made me very socially anxious,inept and helpless, emotionally unaware and fearful that people would discover this flaw. Negative thoughts, I now know, are to be fought, overcome. I tried to reasonate with them. It never really worked. Those past few months, I felt like I was in a mental prison, with suicide,escaping from society, creeping up my thoughts insidiously. Now I've been able to integrate myself more, be confident in myself and others more, try to get a positive outlook on life. I feel more and more like life is to be savoured even if it's not been pink all the way ( french expression :) ) I still don't know what to think about society, ecology,toxic people, my genetical flaws... My therapist helps me straigthen things out when I'm out of touch and I'm advancing ! I could not fights negativity and other mental problems I have without those meds. I have my deepest problems in mind : autism (?) first > anxiety, depression > defiance ( paranoia ?) Please respond if you have anything to say ! Good luck to all ! ( ps: i first posted this on r/depression )",4.22294633077766,6.544908236947794,5.220878057685287,77.79041894852136,73.05622489959839,8.54333698430084,29.390470974808327,9.218907990703514,2.8352313253012054,2114,90,376,50,44,692,244,498,0.166,0.69,0.14400000000000002,-0.9019,2,0,0,0,1,1,102.0,1,5,5,5,17,26,3,1,22,0,40,5,0,3,4,71,79,25,0,10,13,0,7,4,0,4,5,4,0,2,25,20,0,0,18,0,1,4,14,14,0,4,19,16,52,13,59,49,14,44,1,7,4,0,31,13,0,11,28,259,77,1,0.13831121313785094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702818391366593,0.072515683275934,0.15871154921402675,0.07812615106208202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381834353333525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116251413945688,0.07550001122819844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061560636721564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521512460236527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573817356186753,0.0,0.0,0.07225288984397546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779074929987022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135325183343238,0.0625552053747884,0.0,0.06608114567502033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781928379312049,0.1748357628736539,0.049404779150783916,0.06640022735348758,0.0,0.0,0.11764744723874004,0.0,0.07582555311591435,0.0,0.0,0.07226190027972525,0.0,0.1179081747140974,0.05800444172448445,0.0,0.0,0.07618269730769531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906063603658395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202445117970168,0.056371049429528426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653995028167668,0.13514374473984558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614658446663688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543670704813083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304488666476639,0.0,0.13938517169844344,0.0,0.06982744858722288,0.0,0.3311960722820668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333706709386754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094539200320376,0.09372325754453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203370318005922,0.14383137027591522,0.0,0.0,0.07591208897378661,0.0,0.0,0.13246390943544906,0.07035611376994116,0.0,0.13234515163557786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044302852398565074,0.14220696280572964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578281832160429,0.16498594213923487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629566669174116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441246477626972,0.0,0.0,0.1409908638522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774140397010108,0.0,0.0,0.055227756737882654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847696280340158,0.0,0.0718791544339434,0.05199640961840354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029498939443312,0.045943912107975896,0.044312120308361784,0.06794503233177643,0.16470548057853787,0.08065038064999333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390423473412528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412123596076745,0.12236930554300544,0.05489250156588822,0.055472456187708366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333270738177376,0.0,0.0503461052214768,0.0,0.0,0.04912615873527985,0.0,0.0,0.044533943274763316 socialanxiety,leiamercier,2019/02/19,"I have to have dinner with strangers tomorrow; feeling very nervous Hey, first time poster, I thought people here might be able to help me in some way or at least know they aren’t alone. So, I’m a 17 year old girl, and I have pretty obvious social anxiety of some kind. Tomorrow, the people who were our dog’s foster parents before we adopted her are coming up from England for a few days and my parents and I are going to dinner with them at their hotel while they’re here. It’s a couple, I’m assuming, and their son and daughter - my mum said they’re teenagers, but I have no idea if she means my age or like 12 lmao. Anyway, I have absolutely no idea how I’m supposed to talk to them or strangers in general because I get so in my head and self conscious and, well, socially anxious as everyone here does. My mum gets annoyed with me if I don’t talk because she thinks I’m being rude, when she knows that I’m a very tense person in situations like that. I don’t even know if I’m looking for advice, I just needed someplace to get my thoughts out. It would be cool if someone could provide some guidance or something, I guess. :)",5.64179711118576,5.320039004366817,6.06864628820961,82.92831037957677,67.25327510917029,8.792878736983543,32.46254618743702,8.139509932561175,2.227803224722876,888,34,183,10,13,287,136,229,0.101,0.7809999999999999,0.118,0.6327,3,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,5,1,11,8,2,1,5,1,17,3,1,1,1,46,40,22,0,7,10,6,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,13,2,0,12,1,0,2,5,3,1,1,4,4,30,5,22,30,5,21,0,0,1,0,28,8,0,14,12,115,35,0,0.12746939381288006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456161635862242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201984923237128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751373736777952,0.14400413228812525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540831868038665,0.0,0.10846706557028443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980359585831227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177393868060894,0.1410424597473328,0.0,0.0822072137294655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115493255267377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419233242092239,0.0,0.0,0.12180246836907092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445235553853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842540125946573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979249148605546,0.0,0.07244379403719288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404219083114165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082037297302024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544004773327092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877948599736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273975813730854,0.2101615356807517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245502141783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704218681563298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885153879551815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352248830141955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451694035342627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375768614658895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307935368697024,0.0,0.0,0.17674245555274165,0.1113013579536846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968219958198202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125258371351748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297837778864174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328093940391695,0.0,0.2598779887858962,0.1080044037238354,0.09813216694828324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049101405839455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167724056675929,0.0,0.2023929204359376,0.07432842861400134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103511991409852,0.0,0.101179271596765,0.0,0.0,0.11461029349655913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055060008909327,0.0,0.0,0.08208611036725476 socialanxiety,HollyBallsJingle,2019/02/19,Got hair dyed! My friend and I wanted to get our hair dyed so we ended up at this walkin place. When I sat down with one of the hair dressers I really dreaded having a conversation because of obvious reasons. BUT we ended have a really lovely conversation and I'm really starting to feel confident in my small talk skills!,3.3363440860215086,5.803677903225813,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,76.41935483870971,8.649462365591399,24.849462365591396,9.2995712137729,2.4940236559139795,258,9,46,7,6,87,46,62,0.037000000000000005,0.775,0.188,0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,4,3,1,1,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,8,2,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358933335805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753733582566298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569052114371982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073337230209824,0.0,0.14020665375649227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146314406060576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422047381442764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184720120299086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803783423919325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157535018558091,0.2759180469747414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899460878549192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569703334461346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828526315412866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Curiouscurious123,2019/02/19,"How could workplaces change to be kinder to people with social anxiety and/or panic when speaking in meetings, presentations etc? I'm asking because I struggle with being the centre of attention in any way at work. Especially when I have to speak. I feel it holds me back. I'm working on it, but I'm also struck by how common it is (it's all over Reddit, and other blogs and articles) and how it's not generally a recognised thing you can raise easily with your employers and ask for reasonable adjustments around. E.g. Imagine if you had the safety net of bring able to take a timeouy when presenting, if you felt breathless. That would actually remove some of the original fear. I'm sure people would perform better with kind approaches like these. Thoughts? 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Now don't know how to adult Idk what to do. I'm about to be 24. I have no job, no real experience, no developed social skills. I feel like such a loser. My self esteem has been terrible since I was 11. The only real connection I felt to people was online conversations, because I was honestly hideously ugly. Superficial, but it's a wound I've always carried. Social anxiety began as I feared people looking directly at a sight that brought me to tears. I started using fake pictures online like maybe 12 yrs old, and it became so addictive to have actual attention that I just began lying and lying fearing the person would find me boring. My every thought was consumed with this fantasy character I built in my head, and I spent a good few years just living out these stories, imagining encounters and scenes that never happened. I became a chronic daydreamer to the point I never really paid attention at school and didn't really go through the whole adolescent experience as I should have. I'm just realising now how important these experiences of being out in the real world matter... Making small talk, learning social cues, building a personality and character. Everything that you need to just be able to interact with people normally :( I never developed this. All my ups, downs, falling for people etc, it's all been online. It's not real. A fake life in my head. I didn't realise how bad it was till I went into further education, the anxiety was so bad I couldn't focus on my studies. I got all the way to uni and dropped out from pure fear of everything and just not being able to fit in with people :( it was honestly horrible. It's even worse in jobs. Sitting in the toilets during breaks, getting laughed at, making a fool of myself constantly... I go this wild crimson colour and get ready bad sweats if someone even watches me do something... 😭 I've quit a few jobs and had massive gaps inbetween trying to like recoup from the embarrassment. I never returned to education. My resume is absolute garbage and I've not developed any proper experience or anything. I've no references, no confidence left and my head just feels empty constantly. :( I'm in this rut of blankness idk what to do ",4.841273804485824,6.927749508393288,6.171652560304698,72.65970482437581,70.70263788968825,9.414275638312878,30.969741853575965,9.845776108104099,3.4850113415150235,1783,78,293,47,34,600,220,417,0.194,0.7070000000000001,0.099,-0.9906,3,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,3,17,20,0,4,19,0,28,8,4,6,9,67,55,23,0,6,12,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,4,19,19,0,0,11,1,3,5,16,13,0,0,22,7,34,7,47,26,8,48,0,1,4,0,11,24,0,2,18,198,53,5,0.15659512541884082,0.0,0.07640712664518827,0.08535590050759287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514984446121133,0.0,0.0,0.0532450275802364,0.0,0.11979484232570645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443222272514976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961255831129604,0.04772946749596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922369914027252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732247944698855,0.10342960345534258,0.0,0.06596907352887595,0.0,0.14073760141447786,0.306360161816649,0.0,0.26431957819882257,0.07917920056882513,0.05593579444420271,0.0751779388985301,0.0,0.07156255383646239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181448980589259,0.0,0.08899661851160866,0.06567228079796031,0.06262171351719897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923827612226867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106766456176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330947484309354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303029280693381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507053097936185,0.0,0.055303884075686566,0.11475670253149775,0.0,0.06913818235026492,0.0,0.06575023293084534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452846219815333,0.0,0.07866042564932632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805665064422054,0.2415516290125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671498730859039,0.0,0.0,0.08216012099581585,0.0,0.0,0.05954882466381686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714083570008207,0.1367328233601705,0.0,0.0,0.0740165047692245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327909577896506,0.0,0.3564790715251261,0.10031884719066364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792413135693059,0.0,0.0,0.08168143396984696,0.0,0.0,0.06476855297792035,0.0,0.0,0.2394435148130327,0.06634127079849725,0.06027728904652676,0.0,0.0,0.05541941788107139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629326150468697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215951886865539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315890549269713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762395494916627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214896082718101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258262506134644,0.0,0.08741643259790341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979190554881949,0.0556203420819519,0.0,0.0,0.05042106329843635 socialanxiety,Caartje,2019/02/19,Extreme blushing? Has anyone coped with blushing in situations where one would not normally blush? Like if I just make eye contact for longer than a few seconds it is already triggered.. Right now I am still in school and I kinda cope but I wonder how it will affect me at a job:/,2.520555555555553,5.1933273518518535,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.03703703703705,5.0814814814814815,25.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0253555555555556,223,9,41,2,6,70,47,54,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.2299,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,4,0,14,7,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,6,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,3,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34671356681031346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968710878088854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117824769513472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349607489179642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972250388801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078369065373905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290148777293733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683142905190448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179743840797449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531597589035457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509104332031886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407227918316961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231896875402629,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Suspicious_Plant4231,2019/02/19,"My anxiety has just suddenly disappeared? I've noticed that in the past couple of weeks or so, my anxiety has been almost non-existent. In situations that would normally make me more anxious, it hasn't really been that bad. For example, I entered a crowded restaurant the other day, a situation that would make me very anxious and maybe even cause an anxiety attack, but I wasn't really anxious. My heart rate went up for a few minutes, but I don't think it was really anxiety, I was just uncomfortable. It was kind of like being anxious without really being anxious. I immediately had the thoughts along the lines of ""Oh no I need to get out of here"" but I didn't *feel* anxious. I retreated to the bathroom for a couple of minutes, but I honestly think I did that because I was so used to doing it whenever a situation like that arose. My therapist even said that there has been some kind of drastic change in my composure and that I looked more relaxed than usual. It really feels strange to not be anxious. Has this happened to anyone else? If so, did it come back? After how long?",4.992608695652173,6.42674652173913,6.380405797101452,73.8975652173913,69.28985507246377,10.157681159420287,33.12367149758454,10.355215969177356,3.7651619323671497,858,40,153,24,15,291,111,207,0.183,0.7509999999999999,0.066,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,11,0,24,1,1,5,0,31,39,12,0,5,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,15,4,19,6,23,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,10,118,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521433464182541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604019431045148,0.6729633642548826,0.0,0.05950318455390274,0.0871939602058702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681237355390472,0.0,0.065435861770591,0.07105409262426653,0.051875547552787636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742009271310884,0.09002343573824502,0.0733052349678864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832080263688744,0.0,0.05488180119592625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108927703788652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241414568196778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605720113360722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446070403772977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525274581699054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084269949011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723498185600087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315012495062521,0.0,0.0,0.0753099182370816,0.07146170937900442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360845816767275,0.0,0.08549336218007329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630998144176816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337893089788047,0.0,0.09688575127738548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123660431527738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725829241820372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094861620972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869644526845024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880647326901752,0.0,0.10905597880420637,0.0,0.06755908343629168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349819461048833,0.09372450234025614,0.07021556971004825,0.0,0.0,0.0682612676184942,0.0,0.0,0.07888760582117828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203237869860124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090374571301625,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arithepisces,2019/02/19,"I think i want to be alone forever. I dont even mean this in a sad/bitter way. Being in a relationship is a lot of energy and work that I am not up for. When i think of success, I picture myself with 3 dogs in a house full of house plants and my daughter who accepts me for me. That kind of love is enough. Im excited. 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Last week: ""They're 90 minute IT training sessions every day next week on our new software. You won't have to present or anything, just provide 1 to 1 support if people are struggling. Otherwise you can lurk quietly at the back"" &#x200B; Yesterday afternoon: &#x200B; ""I'm not in the office tomorrow, and the other trainer is off too. You don't mind doing the entire thing on your own do you?"" &#x200B; This morning, by instant message: &#x200B; ""This morning's session will be for managers, so there are those extra bits you'll need to go through. We haven't prepared any training for this, so you'll just have to wing it"" &#x200B; I'm not a trainer, I just have the most experience with the software. Helping out I was ok with, doing it solo... not so much! It was training for 4 of my superiors, all of whom I've worked with for a number of years, so know reasonably well. They're all quite nice, but one is super hot which generally makes me tongue tied. The software isn't too complicated, and the basic training was basically reading out from 9 powerpoint slides, with some practical testing afterwards. I tried not to think too much about the public speaking bit beforehand, which is the worst bit imo. It was probably dead obvious that I was nervous, and I'm sure I stumbled over my words a little bit, as well as probably sweating enough to leave a puddle on the carpet. But I think it actually went all right. I survived it, little shaky afterwards perhaps, but I think it was a success too (not gonna win awards or anything lol!). Glad that I've done it, but also glad that it's behind me. &#x200B; tl;dr: Got dumped in at the deep end being ""volunteered"" to run a training course. 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I’m a 20 year old man, and i’ve always kept to myself, because of anxiety and other things, always worrying about the outcome of events and social interactions. Now that things have changed in my life recently, i’m being put in situations that should provoke a stern, assertive side of me to come out (in the defense of others), but instead i freeze up, forget almost everything and just say what first comes to mind, not realizing how bad it is for my current situation. I need to learn how to keep a level head in stressful situations, and when i’m around certain people. I’m not sure if this is an anxiety problem or not but if i don’t work on this somehow, my life is going to get a lot worse. I’ve never been assertive or stern with people, and it’s so hard for me to do so, but i gotta fight for what i believe in, what/who i love, and not being able to do this is going to eventually kill what little i have. 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Since the beginning of the month, I’ve been forcing myself to go at the busier times and I’m noticing a mental shift from *”Holy crap there are too many people!”* to *”Everyone here is in their own little world anyway.”* I am generally hypersensitive to being made the centre of attention, to the point that even if someone glances in my direction I get flustered... That’s still a bit of a fear, but I’m starting to conceptualize that no one really cares about what I’m doing. Starting to see the gym as a safe place is a major accomplishment for me!",4.236328011611029,6.187038893081763,5.35861635220126,78.42831640058058,72.0188679245283,8.665892597968071,28.58297048863087,9.265573868473778,2.607280212868893,660,26,122,15,13,218,111,159,0.075,0.8390000000000001,0.087,0.6025,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,1,3,15,0,10,2,2,1,1,17,25,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,2,1,2,2,4,0,1,4,3,8,3,25,20,3,23,0,0,2,0,2,12,1,1,9,80,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990463271908576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588749153076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042070563027175,0.0,0.0,0.17421466737827765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516079894115893,0.09218651996336374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905094530785877,0.0,0.20723342721705929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954857154396786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980913206014518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827326360159655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251568562058536,0.0,0.1848439637197794,0.0,0.19860003635497528,0.0,0.0,0.18373577725429605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552616327550405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757264067725348,0.0,0.0,0.12354481729954812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639780013505722,0.0,0.19048569819281735,0.0,0.17235142425050046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679892374266965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452855135296325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508170696143171,0.0,0.18245176800502924,0.0,0.1544792279013871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809420838547337,0.0,0.1456010662626227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084989221149768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189369470371039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,des-u,2019/02/19,"Starting to Develop symptoms of social anxiety? After a whole 2 semesters (11 months) of isolation & loneliness in school, I realized I started to get very very nervous and anxious around people, especially my classmates and coursemates. I don't feel comfortable in their company. Though I do meet up with groupmates to do projects at times, I get very twitchy, nervous and lose my focus around them. & sometimes some of my classmates occasionally say hi to me, but i'm not sure how to proceed from there. Worse is I end up avoiding them completely after that, as I start getting very fidgety, nervous and stressed from there. What am I experiencing? Is this a side effect from prolonged isolation and loneliness?",7.293484444444445,9.257342864000002,6.724266666666669,71.59057777777778,64.36,9.715555555555557,41.08888888888889,9.994966539143718,4.659222222222223,578,34,89,13,9,179,83,125,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.9889,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,6,8,0,5,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,17,14,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,15,2,22,14,2,17,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,9,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33185859850574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715321523403928,0.1730068763636185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726577062242164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605664793849363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563836214293346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743319951186414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400311319104945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132673223121947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223648793323046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616938441334224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217846696459585,0.0,0.15498788568497154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610898923910566,0.0,0.0,0.15146135952208278,0.0,0.3251840996716985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542365017887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443345280623604,0.15917318100558792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046124310929854,0.0,0.08929833509079774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054327723028024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170977580408509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560647871513421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pockettfoxes,2019/02/19,Neck quivers when attempting to make eye contact When I try to make eye contact with someone who appears to have a higher social status according to the situation my head does this “shakey-shakey” and forces me to look away. Im not sure if this is a common occurrence with SA but I notice it happening when Im around peers as well. its very embarrassing and i always worry that someone will notice. Does anyone know of a way to break the habit or has experienced it before?,5.769706959706959,6.73699653846154,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,67.13186813186813,9.143589743589745,29.452380952380953,9.2995712137729,2.5586688644688644,379,13,68,7,6,124,65,91,0.102,0.868,0.03,-0.7594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,0,4,4,4,2,1,14,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,12,9,0,9,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499439060440382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600261011636618,0.0,0.0,0.16041948965861125,0.0,0.0,0.1693072988641832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334006771183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31539492729054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935352809183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494097488764466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38930181699965294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903523538773422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132571428970987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405747249956871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103261912974347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025564979977764,0.0,0.1836949685497996,0.3053720038080661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983984536890315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234647674940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868691685331745,0.0,0.14303730147128235,0.0,0.0,0.16202475906244446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300559467019129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mullettown,2019/02/19,"My Social Anxiety Feels Untreatable I can't help but worry that my social anxiety is untreatable. When I'm around people, it's like I forget about who I am outside of that moment. I forget about everything: my hobbies, my interests, basically anything I've ever learned. If I'm in a situation where I am expected to speak, I find now that my “personality” just turns into a combination of all the different personalities in the room because that's all i have to hold onto. It's not something I have any control over. THIS IS WHAT NO THERAPIST (or anyone for that matter) HAS EVER UNDERSTOOD ABOUT ME: I don't coax myself out of speaking. I don't think things like, “No.. that's stupid. Don't say that,” or “You're going to embarrass yourself.” I don't think those things because I CAN'T THINK. I can't think unless I'm alone. This must immediately rule out most, if not all, types of therapy from benefiting me much, and it has led to me feeling isolated even amongst others with social anxiety. I do not want to have a defeatist attitude, but I have been in therapy for 5 years. I've been giving this everything I've got. I've done plain old talk therapy, CBT, DBT, group therapy, art therapy, trauma-based therapy. I'm in an intensive outpatient program right now, but the only thing it is really helping me with is giving me a reason to leave the house. I guess I'm posting about this because I'm hoping it isn't as uncommon as I've come to believe, and that someone might have an idea of where I should even go at this point. Also: I am not against medication. The only thing I would prefer to stay away from, for now at least, are benzos. I was on Prozac, but that only made me feel worse. I was just prescribed Zoloft and Vistaril, and I am planning on even giving microdosing psychedelics a try. Still, I firmly believe that all of this can only help me very minimally, and that I HAVE to get to the root of the problem somehow. I just don't know where to even start when it's ingrained so deeply within me. How can you change thoughts that you aren't consciously having? I am desperate. I am sincerely afraid for my future, and I know that if something doesn't change, I will not be able to function, and I will have to live with my parents until they die. This is not the life I want to lead.",4.742003996574366,5.741417973451334,5.890699400513848,78.79891949757352,69.48672566371681,9.283585498144447,29.84613188695404,9.536714749202195,2.6730829860119902,1812,69,351,39,31,605,213,452,0.123,0.8,0.077,-0.9492,2,1,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,1,3,27,10,1,2,15,0,48,4,0,7,7,79,80,25,1,12,19,1,3,2,0,6,4,3,1,2,34,15,0,2,17,1,0,5,19,4,0,0,9,6,50,6,55,64,7,43,0,0,0,0,21,22,0,10,16,255,84,4,0.07449687158458071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715629188067807,0.0,0.059575121291210814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066042728409331,0.0,0.17096970856589974,0.0,0.0,0.05208994475047919,0.0,0.061304577769278,0.06631800996423767,0.0,0.0,0.06999226314076701,0.0,0.0,0.13623780438899202,0.0,0.0,0.16786492698150413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761562440764965,0.0641724584663032,0.0,0.0,0.08355457607967356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731599116560535,0.07783337495502687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623616439239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681792433954548,0.13477337074928336,0.0,0.0,0.1339059691884229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300356996110872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808879100368417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892154065795878,0.2143925623572636,0.08467657780519318,0.0,0.059581953624922836,0.0,0.08206670290198198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980104808946187,0.0,0.0,0.0739922026887342,0.0,0.08595938766716613,0.0,0.08409790022861692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188306472276356,0.0,0.0,0.07888143050897277,0.0,0.0,0.052619343534422235,0.07279081694778679,0.0,0.06578210245514217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070490741152329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504776065307614,0.0,0.07902940810824326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054763772334572115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817193500535995,0.0,0.0,0.2266329111906996,0.0,0.0,0.08271995978431278,0.0,0.0,0.05164675072584223,0.13009558957873188,0.0,0.0,0.07042362316431343,0.0,0.07134741014070109,0.0,0.0,0.07128344508417415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772460353850117,0.07659519142539056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361992128924104,0.0,0.05924290236954063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373760495763141,0.0,0.227820536904669,0.06312095754212944,0.11470266266731405,0.0,0.0,0.05272926914085999,0.07940375298499701,0.05949329787897821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987776348834459,0.0,0.0,0.5111619907422271,0.08649660975557398,0.19796964499124767,0.1909383490382599,0.0,0.05914219465685103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057848570284871,0.0810312039688305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061467721000824004,0.08788037001594659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756551892583427,0.07591867659048106,0.05292044015402141,0.0,0.0,0.0479735428245929 socialanxiety,jacklesclarke,2019/02/19,"An effective way to help prevent social anxiety is by telling yourself you don’t have it I have chronic social anxiety, but I don’t, at least I’d like to believe I don’t because it got ten fold worse when I realised social anxiety is what I have. So I like to tell myself I don’t have it and try to ignore any thoughts of what people are thinking about me because the reality is I don’t know what anyone is thinking about me as telepathic as it seems and that letting what I think someone thinks about me define me is a horrible idea because then I continue to be defined as the same person if that makes sense. Never let what you think someone is thinking about you define you because you can change how they think about you and also why does it matter what they think of you? Remind yourself that what anyone thinks about you doesn’t concern you and judge people as you get judged, it’s an ego boost you need to help focus on other thoughts then the fact your being judged. Train your thoughts to be as positive as possible because what I’ve learnt is that our brains are like a garden, every thought you start having is a seed and the more of that thought you have the more the seed grows until it’s a tree, the trees are harder to cut down but if you fill your garden with positive trees and cut down the negative trees (by letting negative thoughts pass and ignore them) they will eventually be dead. Take care of your garden and kill your weeds things will look a lot better ;)",9.843384527872587,6.787782778156995,8.873796928327646,74.9305816268487,60.808873720136525,11.677929465301485,38.40984072810011,9.2995712137729,3.368900113765643,1186,41,231,14,12,371,134,293,0.14400000000000002,0.726,0.13,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,19,4,2,10,10,3,0,15,0,33,2,1,3,2,43,58,25,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,22,9,0,3,19,3,0,3,9,5,0,1,7,1,39,5,32,42,5,15,0,0,1,0,32,4,0,4,10,168,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150008189094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080096222946725,0.0,0.2051921657629252,0.0,0.0,0.12503324322743534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725134798814169,0.0,0.0,0.10073295501259387,0.0,0.07907470377506423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980964605142777,0.0,0.0,0.09115809885330907,0.0,0.09458251874429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824213050070851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753306614762829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671234038723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715082818309403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119857495025929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093150669068927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891744745749297,0.0,0.049136667339213035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427927114057044,0.0,0.131041681322852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508076548524256,0.0,0.0,0.0760120547942405,0.0,0.0,0.05968098215778968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629539664843491,0.06895747893982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396942973051532,0.07806820285821359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079484264536337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139429611753228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342264173494196,0.1515113535811744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328391751301865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672241935406266,0.0,0.15629423858981922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593991481763186,0.5156051958778827,0.0,0.4258829863396825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070261866520282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709684414034685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067741894236119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111507413871177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rounak19967,2019/02/19,"Benzodiazepines Is it alright if am dependent on benzos whenever i go out coz without them am very reserved, shy and awkward person but on them am fully extrovert and can easily go through social situations and talk to people easily?",21.011707317073167,10.869056024390247,19.39512195121951,29.03463414634152,49.73170731707317,23.229268292682928,65.39024390243902,18.243605946275586,10.453370731707317,191,10,25,7,1,66,33,41,0.064,0.767,0.16899999999999998,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267663688637804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602974381131488,0.3278381330988499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42203398544675663,0.0,0.38273528842525495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017813941228724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30979471270324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619310830381256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheRealGirlLoner,2019/02/19,"Going to try and make sitting in a coffee shop every weekend a “tradition” of mine. Wish me luck! I feel like it will satisfy my urge of wanting to be around other people without having to talk to them and without them noticing me. Also, it will save me from wasting away in my room every weekend, I’m excited! Idk what I plan to do, idk what people actually do when they sit in coffee shops. I plan to play roblox and maybe read a little for about two hours which should be enough to boost my social skills. I got this!",3.457115384615385,4.877285096153846,4.570384615384615,85.4496153846154,73.03846153846153,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.0239846153846155,406,12,80,4,8,133,70,104,0.049,0.75,0.201,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,14,5,19,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.19409668569054792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590594201011514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706223635889193,0.0,0.0,0.1868721128122998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551578651795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335161891101875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056928640571987,0.14209345109264393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303885808312313,0.0,0.15907766172642412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958754026349984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971719812017584,0.1993490025924094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276659497487436,0.0,0.19982073117918364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226447775212238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578297928780343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895277693990115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275243368820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986744350640694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503933237776514,0.0,0.19429537501328184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731575521838924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287239789049329,0.3834629841179123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bayfarm,2019/02/19,"When you feel self-conscious is it all in your head or is there some underlying truth to it? I'm very self-conscious about my hair. Sometimes I really like it and sometimes I think it's hideous. I have a love hate relationship with it. I have the typical problem of believing every laugh and stare (in public) is a jab at my hair. I get complimented a lot but I tend to think they are all back handed. I dunno why I'm like this. I feel I need to accept that maybe I might actually be attractive. Or be in total denial of having a weird hairstyle. I'm just sick and tired of letting my self-consciousness control my life. I don't want to think about the way I look all the time!",1.9090315439955712,3.8939171582733856,3.6058992805755374,88.25425013835087,78.85611510791368,6.8668511344770335,22.922523519645814,7.882392219407189,1.070020033204206,531,17,114,9,13,177,85,139,0.116,0.738,0.146,0.4758,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,6,11,1,0,7,0,12,8,4,1,5,27,27,7,0,3,4,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,19,8,15,23,6,9,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,6,5,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1551797180372203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227588422810462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916008860626648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835345980929956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339804633267452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608096856689816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308092462626962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569984548205703,0.16319948961611333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626078195702793,0.11231990409848258,0.15537741502755872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335360071118795,0.0,0.0,0.13519236550121969,0.14352096034499515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975607523671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686941520635067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791065928956646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215981762346026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187171736712948,0.0,0.0,0.17072701890599745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976748550371605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454794286281434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056790850878404,0.0,0.0,0.0927253251011174,0.1827690807191944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120742419464776,0.0937935944209672,0.12622197222849688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349001798300484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Erica2393,2019/02/19,Can't sleep I can't sleep and my mind is stuck on how does everyone figure out their last names? Do parents say their full names or something.,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,3.8994827586206933,92.9312931034483,70.3793103448276,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.7393999999999994,114,3,25,1,2,34,24,29,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.25,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279163389575666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048229092200331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600316188130292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221040707503293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35421725555481515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536855475166727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384706816317821,0.0,0.0,0.2455856028024257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GurlWithIssues,2019/02/19,"Do I have social anxiety? I feel that people who have SA feel afraid to interact because of the fear of the worst. In my situations I don’t fear interaction, I’ve done it, but was met with the worst: not fitting in, people ignoring me, looked annoyed at me, etc. So I began to experience something familiar to social anxiety. I started to fear speaking and being myself but I continued to do so and the more I did, the more I got unsure about myself. Is social anxiety still the problem? Or the problem the people? I can’t tell anymore... ",2.363715034965036,4.871861298076926,4.776118881118883,77.65979020979023,80.25,7.627972027972027,27.72377622377623,8.575989854853784,2.6091653846153857,421,19,74,10,11,147,61,104,0.334,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.9896,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,4,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,18,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,6,4,14,0,12,11,5,8,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,62,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431376029112954,0.0,0.14827952759927646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114346242201472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300660522956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674967355852907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462551719150312,0.0,0.5047406310369232,0.15119939254006393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195814680572354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555564096495445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31096635288569563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861329141707513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806205777451738,0.0,0.4572376801900003,0.0,0.11510459088147285,0.0,0.0,0.10582807427132736,0.0,0.1194035352502901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068342589775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabzipolomahi,2019/02/19,"Im wondering if the strip club has helped anyone with anxiety around women? I have never felt comfortable around women. In fact, the discomfort leads to severe anger that I know one day might get me in trouble. I always avoid going out to places where Women are going to be and Im tired of being the kissless virgin of my friends, but the other day I was thinking of a way to change this. Maybe at first it will be torture, but eventually I will get comfortable enough around them?",5.717096774193551,6.505209473118281,5.934569892473121,80.12185483870971,67.17204301075269,8.780645161290323,27.32795698924731,8.841846274778883,2.0026215053763434,383,11,71,6,6,122,66,93,0.239,0.74,0.021,-0.9575,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,2,2,5,0,10,2,0,1,2,18,18,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,5,0,2,2,1,8,3,15,10,1,17,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,4,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735062281162528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547111871328246,0.0,0.0,0.12382339213628325,0.0,0.0,0.4729350929148873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733463206115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284130115581518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297827474127631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003135172468464,0.0,0.0,0.1506301655751094,0.0,0.0,0.13681702581949004,0.0,0.18504136314693967,0.0,0.20128531808885206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186977256926157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825688333058936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732241876100416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779077572005039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878613893211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658046028548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999877713898832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501829008482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000579756965997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347023969823598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353552870004515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056346812052165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204336611678116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cerealburial,2019/02/19,"playing group games group games have stressed me out my whole life. stuff like charades, mafia, card games, etc. especially with people i dont know well. i get anxious, and my negative thinking kicks in and i start thinking about how im horrible at this kind of stuff, which clouds my judgement even more. i havent had to experience it that much recently because im at university now and i commute. but it happened the other day during a lab i have when we had some free time in between. a couple people wanted to play mafia (in a group of about 12 people), and i was feeling pretty okay until someone called me out when we were guessing who was part of the mafia and said 'she's really quiet, maybe she's a part of the mafia'... and then i just started feeling alienated and it pretty much killed my mood for the rest of the day. do group games bring out anyone else's crippling insecurities or have any stories?",5.827996918335898,6.34491544632769,5.952121212121212,81.04848998459168,66.85310734463278,8.470261941448383,30.780174627632256,8.296473431620573,2.136529943502824,722,26,139,9,11,229,107,177,0.103,0.762,0.135,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,9,11,1,2,9,1,11,1,0,1,0,25,24,14,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,13,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,3,1,0,6,4,18,8,21,18,9,20,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,12,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097677646204023,0.0,0.0,0.15113629295281386,0.0,0.09354392597024827,0.1370761148281386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155264993503247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660702371572422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480279362574663,0.0,0.17255745845115056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679224679205084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175822131816243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920299704584186,0.08836216582792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086508367596944,0.0,0.0,0.13528903557685168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989590285412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473766504775327,0.0,0.11830353848348385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890163966910443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801065929799512,0.1393140228239148,0.0735234351018656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944946284693799,0.06535943572694057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440263412247674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669125354830092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897471040013587,0.0,0.27824409392127114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722100622442197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570457891153617,0.0,0.13209420813641992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127257917687706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335358883132285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938406913678013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324755143583413,0.0,0.306298209821722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144501566352788,0.0,0.0,0.07800972779900127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890846176155822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028665162640136,0.0,0.0,0.14936352949736148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mediicxharbor52,2019/02/20,"Music for some of you. Hey guys, this is my first post and I thought I would link an artist that might be very relatable and enjoyable for some of you. I just recently found this song and I thought I would share it with all of you to see if it would help you guys out. I know it’s definitely helped me to experience my social anxiety with a little less stress knowing there’s other people out there dealing with the same problems as me, thanks for reading and I hope you all have a good day. [Laying in the Dirt](https://youtu.be/LqRp4xaZO4w)",3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,73.57142857142857,7.7142857142857135,25.0,8.515128840125781,1.5698571428571424,432,14,87,8,9,134,69,105,0.061,0.7609999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,1,3,7,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,28,15,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,16,5,15,7,6,8,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,5,3,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617381125725025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114798898171239,0.18351597691445184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412365191205234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141148852609415,0.0,0.19517397334252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930266773756698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35250709748487113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862682834029536,0.0,0.0,0.17679974414111269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565446582764007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840839392004018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888358316880918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340668316715765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048017763536014,0.0,0.0,0.17032733713032064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805378977668035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757590739336971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418474318205826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145431172109652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039048350640184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388365809992375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263315601678085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687327787225918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37935025336760025,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,basicallyISIS,2019/02/20,"OK DOES ANYONE HAVE A SUCCESS STORY has anyone actually overcome this crippling disease , i’m starting to accept that i’m gonna have to live like this for the rest of my life not achieving things in life because anxiety has gotten in the way and people just think your lazy when really you’re suffering inside because you have a disease that no one can relate to and nobody can cure . am i really not gonna achieve anything in life because of this shitty fucking feeling that never goes away. EVER. fuck life man. why. i’d fucking end it in a heart beat if i had no family. ffs why am i so diseased. fuck off. 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My social anxiety has gotten to the point where I get panic attacks as to asking the teacher for help, or introducing myself to girls. I'm halfway through my 10th grade year, and I was told, ""it gets better""...... nope. I can't remember the time I had a new friend, or even talked to any girls in the past year. I can't even TALK to other classmates over anxiety over my appearance, or my voice, or my outfit (im not overweight or god ugly or anything). I haven't gone to the barber shop in 6 months because I don't know if my haircut will be adequate, or other kids will notice that I got a haircut. Honestly, I need help, because if I keep going on like this, I'll just be another nobody with no friends, no girlfriend, no life, and no one to keep me from going insane.",5.5087037037037065,4.94970554938272,6.58061728395062,79.94277777777778,67.58024691358024,9.175308641975311,32.19753086419753,8.515128840125781,2.408427160493828,617,23,125,8,9,208,100,162,0.156,0.718,0.126,-0.4596,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,1,7,0,13,2,0,0,0,20,28,12,0,3,11,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,3,5,3,1,2,2,1,1,4,11,2,0,1,6,1,19,5,17,18,0,17,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,10,7,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591114838437443,0.16331099039952396,0.238287214747355,0.0,0.15445603455832466,0.0,0.0,0.2563278117001625,0.0,0.14559946171618088,0.17718109605642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987999232995612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774276553985815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573466813193747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065460093780686,0.0,0.16273945124295694,0.0,0.1770256209312062,0.0,0.12456257220281075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878361912697335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823006741854807,0.0,0.0,0.27686455283035416,0.0,0.0,0.0855927385825952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000647644976347,0.0760885707846913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431324309759573,0.0,0.0,0.11548208012126507,0.0,0.15041836620324298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773153882444505,0.0,0.0,0.10553605317918788,0.0,0.0,0.18273183331732468,0.0,0.0,0.14867511315037332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147228264793234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642740444343086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876122635003476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503619899680457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081548256210216,0.0,0.0,0.14881990845839949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005878467675279 socialanxiety,jailrightaway,2019/02/20,"I pushed my limits last night and was really proud of myself I was meeting a friend for a couple beers last night, which was a big step any way bc I usually cancel plans or don’t make them in the first place but I was determined to go bc I always cancel on her and don’t want to lose the friendship She was a little late meeting me and I planned to just sit in the car and wait for her to get there and then go into the bar together, which is what I normally would have done But instead, I went in by myself, sat at the bar, ordered a drink and even chatted a bit with the bartender until my friend got there. This would seem minor to most people but I was really proud of myself and even boasted to my SO about it when I got home bc I knew he’d be proud me. 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I went to the doctor after seeing a therapist a couple of times, and he prescribed me paxil for my social anxiety. I don't know much about it but seems like there are some serious side effects relating to suicide and depression, as well as loss of libido (which I'm not really ok with). Also the withdrawal effects are long-lasting. I'm a bit scared to take the pill after reading about it, especially since it'll be one I'll have to take daily. I heard good things about klonopin and was hoping the doc would prescribe that to me. Should I give paxil a try, or ask the doctor for klonopin?",6.091782762691853,6.055532983471077,6.75473435655254,77.42223140495871,66.27272727272728,9.558913813459268,30.508854781582052,9.23628265651192,2.5502953955135768,485,16,91,8,7,160,83,121,0.18,0.7090000000000001,0.11,-0.8838,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,9,1,9,3,0,2,0,15,22,8,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,2,7,5,18,15,3,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,4,4,60,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205118047083265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588697429488514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606069555643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939266827619692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654495478814407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299303346849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636250296932632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039952196459848,0.0,0.1489881761088797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642733258056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097621169309765,0.144792701906202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678137157561171,0.0,0.0,0.15719755085736578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057897891866446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203671372863963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776787366902932,0.0,0.11379475397134828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778392858967881,0.0,0.14154864392526667,0.16170828817683566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693792358269075,0.0,0.0,0.1810720957641399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429911941213565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006684662212397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624289562826165,0.11800992242607165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035778705758778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059956311959305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971130249636134,0.16466540820096712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261837295835073,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TigerWoods_2487,2019/02/20,Gabapentin for social and generalized anxiety My psych prescribed me Gabapentin at 200 mg 2x per day for my anxiety. It was his first choice for me and it’s the only med I’ve ever taken. How well does/did it work for you?,1.4913333333333334,3.9084710222222254,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,83.22222222222223,6.2666666666666675,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.9604666666666666,176,6,37,3,5,57,35,45,0.076,0.8759999999999999,0.047,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,22,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251442411942755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135673413805707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104736802896008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291953608832763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812542181368636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610439793147969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498825727224086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086074702700847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987753589342698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheSuppernaut,2019/02/20,"I got a job at a hotel, i'm scared, help me. I've been unemployed for a couple of months now, it is hard to get a job here in my town, i suffer from social anxiety since i was a kid but now during the adulthood it got insanely worst, i already failed people and broke promises at past jobs and i did an interview today to work as a receptionist at a luxurious beautiful hotel and they seemed to have liked my profile a lot, i would have to work 6 days a week including saturday and sunday, i wouldn't have much time for myself anymore, the money is good and all but i will have to deal with people all the time, greet them and look them in the eyes, smile all the time. I don't even know how to smile anymore, i smile awkwardly, i start trembling and feeling a big chest pain just thinkimg about it. I feel like crying. I just don't know what to do. My face gets all red and i feel like dying when too many people are staring at me. And people notice that. Should i accept it and face my fears or just try to look for help and work on myself first? I'm just afraid, afraid of messing everything again and go home feeling like dying. God. I'm fucking 26, i should be conquering the world, i feel so pathetic. What should i do? Help me, please. 😔",3.47240017361111,4.3290588007812545,4.522291666666668,87.97131944444445,72.3203125,7.720138888888887,24.378472222222214,7.984000788550335,1.1076430555555552,967,26,211,13,18,316,138,256,0.156,0.638,0.207,0.9169,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,6,14,20,1,6,17,0,21,6,4,1,4,40,41,19,2,5,7,0,6,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,7,13,0,0,9,2,1,1,3,13,0,1,5,11,30,7,24,29,7,27,0,3,5,1,10,10,1,3,20,135,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911799229919012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257624348004076,0.0,0.21410127488665656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943708457397224,0.11857052355940642,0.0696144264385779,0.1112846872115322,0.0,0.0,0.2240559745329683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129545773557634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701237729084612,0.0,0.0,0.12146609665962198,0.27289659628873875,0.23134390554389456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918164206962406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979173806985096,0.11279172123351028,0.0,0.061346601376492636,0.09053762488901873,0.17266405672037646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669589437807967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705613101339613,0.0,0.10827581886246034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213508749904065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864550649624506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094235723311225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129018371609135,0.0,0.0,0.09176943847884736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943745042918164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615922294198125,0.0,0.07935066339149928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289403514960705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148591627505517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304398711399278,0.2993368613888419,0.0,0.0,0.11848920585592612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806996217799013,0.0,0.0,0.0982674244276966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929172069049894,0.0,0.0,0.11003448671109077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640274415199018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882762319640028,0.0,0.1023175208989954,0.0,0.0,0.07328633917581391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658551449992266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575177970764175,0.0,0.0,0.07667974381926852,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friendly_potato1,2019/02/20,"How do you overcome anxiety with going to the gym? So I joined a crossfit gym with my boyfriend about 6 weeks ago. I didn't go to the classes that taught the foundational movements since I had work during those hours, but I went to the regular classes and the instructor kept a closer look out on me since I was new and taught me the workout anyway. I always went with my boyfriend to the classes and it's nice having someone I know there since I get anxious talking to people and I know that my bf will join in on the conversation if someone starts talking to me, which helps relax me. Well it's been six weeks since we've been going about 3 times per week and I sort of got the hang of it, but I still need work on my form and exercises which makes me feel nervous because I feel like people are judging me and looking at me while I workout. To me, it feels like I'm doing something wrong even if I'm not...if that makes any sense. I haven't gone to any classes the past week because my bf is sick and can't go and I can't get the confidence to go by myself, even though I know the people there are friendly. I would really like to be able to go 5 times a week, but I'm scared of going by myself. Has anyone had a similar experience and what have you done to overcome it or help you get past it? I really want to live a healthier lifestyle, but I feel like my anxiety just gets in the way of the things I want to do. 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I got really nervous and didn’t respond cause I couldn’t get anything out. Man I regret that. 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Thrift stores, clothes stores etc. These are public places right, I belong in them? I am a very spoiled 19 year old college student with a very easy life. My parents pay for tuition and car, I live with them, I dont work, I do good in classes. They also give me some spending cash every week. Every day I drive to class and come home. Would it be socially acceptable for me to park at a thrift store on the route home from college, and buy stuff in there? Or would that be strange? I dont know if normal people spend time going to stores, maybe only i have time because I'm a spoiled weirdo?",1.840892307692308,4.171134800000004,2.131200000000004,96.90898461538464,81.0,4.486153846153846,21.615384615384613,5.369823440869387,-0.12194769230769208,490,15,104,2,13,148,87,125,0.094,0.8390000000000001,0.067,-0.2899,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,13,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,14,2,15,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,6,57,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983139397274931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896717327774372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398503193407291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470244623875864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805464437817099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106338511327044,0.0,0.0,0.2735740863422413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557411025774368,0.1845347167578844,0.1361716426823013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881991492704413,0.0,0.3257009698530501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922342250678429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146727454839927,0.0,0.0,0.1433581984409543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310259434587004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590687229563542,0.0,0.0,0.17035922162344566,0.0,0.0,0.12347464068164556,0.0,0.0,0.1802706810393271,0.0,0.0,0.11255318487934744,0.0,0.16962140150112706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386461812648855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549558071045042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585213374573212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933541104019808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679118306064575,0.0,0.0,0.13022753530810535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181928770770428,0.0,0.0,0.23065784394338126,0.0,0.0,0.10454820407805322 socialanxiety,funkydunk-,2019/02/20,"How to cope with (almost) no friends? How do you guys manage with few or no friends? I want friends I just can’t maintain friendships easily, when I do reach out nothing comes of it. Maybe I’m a dick and don’t realise it. Fact is I have one friend that I talk to on a regular basis, and it’s taken a lot for me to admit it to myself. 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She became rude so now I'm feeling bad, I dont want to subscribe anymore and Im depressed...",1.290448717948717,3.739312788461543,3.9015384615384616,82.5267948717949,84.57692307692307,7.3128205128205135,33.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,3.2875282051282047,203,13,38,5,6,71,37,52,0.149,0.753,0.098,-0.3936,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620976777543032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470688886142379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206652294490738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276265230500345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097376565700583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362940354689073,0.0,0.0,0.5790181212737695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003961889981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547094404525397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960573951123423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558809349928406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924011398204832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BigTeyered,2019/02/20,"Why am I so awkward during conversation? (20F) My ability to have a long lasting conversation with anyone is actually non existent. I can have a short conversation with cashiers and people just doing their jobs but w someone is trying to have a real conversation with me it’s like my mind is just blank? I end up just staring uncomfortably with an awkward fake smile not understanding what to do or say and i can tell it makes other people uncomfortable & it makes me feel really dumb and uncomfortable afterwards. My boyfriend has commented on it before saying that I’m so awkward because he sometimes has to jump into the conversation to make it less weird, but I’m not sure how to help it. Also, if I’m ordering food or talking to someone in general and I didn’t hear what they said I feel so anxious about asking them to repeat themselves that we end up just staring at each other, I really hate it and I don’t know what I can do to improve on it.",4.6281698841698855,6.242354075675678,6.1473552123552135,74.5252027027027,70.4054054054054,9.177606177606178,30.511583011583014,9.606745405546679,3.0213474903474915,764,32,138,18,14,260,107,185,0.194,0.73,0.076,-0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,3,0,10,9,2,3,5,0,17,1,0,4,1,35,31,15,0,1,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,15,12,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,8,18,2,21,29,2,16,0,0,2,0,19,8,1,3,7,99,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15503164503235076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704618560817654,0.0,0.1721327387982609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179474918495359,0.0,0.11108376526403106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851955386754265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684407969924336,0.0,0.13518443841394434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814186869576496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606562405302076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210306532205626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684864637099194,0.0,0.0,0.17905508228930414,0.0,0.10648545537906674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765136004245406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730935677061986,0.1294981176510662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761457668978057,0.0,0.0,0.14059263117124454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813562737152323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041076481512667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220277274693274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808258578246957,0.2035490220688338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111925771542428,0.25267543253892283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692156294055688,0.0,0.15712390008295926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973062461178374,0.0,0.0,0.12769158147001589,0.13885709163003102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786052202855738,0.0,0.0,0.1653865443228776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335309932894189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zenasthiel,2019/02/20,"Dealing with shame and how to not spreading anxiety Hello everyone, I'm fairly new on this subreddit. I felt like sharing with you an experience I had last week. &#x200B; I was at a bar enjoying the happy hour with my co-workers. I came from the bathroom and try to sit again, but the chair got stuck. So I feel to the ground. You know when you are falling and it takes forever, because you trying to balance yourself or grab something to avoid falling? Well, it was something like that. &#x200B; My boyfriend was there and he helped me to stand up because I couldn't do it by myself, so I guess everybody in the bar thought I was drunk. Wich I kinda was, but not in \_that\_ way &#x200B; So, the thing is, a friend in that group threw a party the next day and I couldn't go, because I was too embarrassed to face them. Nobody was rude or laugh at me, they were almost worried because it looked like a painful thing I guess, but anyway I'm always thinking people are mocking at me for my clumsiness. So I was wondering, do you feel that too? How do you tell yourself to stop thinking people are judging you for such nonsense? As I say I'm a clumsy person, so these things have happened to me, but this one hit me so hard I was almost in tears when remembering it the next day. &#x200B; Also, another thing about that situation was that my boyfriend didn't go to the party either, because I think he has some social anxiety too, although is milder than mine. How do you manage to avoid that ""contagious"" anxiety with your partner or friends with social anxiety? &#x200B; Thank you for reading! Sorry if my English sucks :)",4.781358695652172,6.2724677852564135,5.017742474916388,83.24899665551841,69.86538461538461,7.605574136008919,31.513935340022297,8.04050195162591,2.2704761426978823,1287,56,239,17,23,405,163,312,0.14,0.7090000000000001,0.151,0.6757,0,2,2,0,1,0,60.0,0,10,2,0,21,19,3,4,15,0,26,5,1,3,0,46,52,27,0,3,11,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,19,11,3,3,10,4,0,6,5,8,1,1,19,7,40,11,33,30,2,31,0,0,1,0,27,10,1,11,15,172,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430988722130601,0.0,0.0,0.05714060124517395,0.05945426929392055,0.38709419499006537,0.4341135190167622,0.0,0.07492425866669591,0.2186441080422152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177841434026558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172271466827667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921620040708938,0.07366447100491896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827600083015375,0.0,0.06989433248923779,0.0,0.0,0.07225714124151186,0.0,0.06860568066123683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040816987199703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121629402181871,0.0,0.0571471543775512,0.0,0.15742614179856096,0.0,0.06318527922919392,0.0760625985135805,0.06400747565717747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789315724119162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036639683828018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926846852048689,0.058243388160596335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472436199985284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060002170183781275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900934560535503,0.15198125578313804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841811642753162,0.0,0.07603058135037366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907244248513622,0.06238963552870545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147191462482037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094184264068928,0.0,0.0,0.056821958353345574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031569202723263,0.0,0.14567381117696698,0.0,0.11001537163802028,0.0,0.07998531176934143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597375550960404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372344668069411,0.0,0.06245270304585621,0.06578393436506938,0.0,0.0,0.18987967288893154,0.13735178160371614,0.0,0.05672536603211501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702322111957118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671573100311032,0.057314948553538074,0.0,0.06424444921924306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748727346619178,0.05201832817489965,0.07256356190040864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341135190167622,0.0 socialanxiety,Firifia,2019/02/20,"I can't even chat anonymously without being anxious So. To try and build my confidence, I tried to talk to people using these websites like Omegle and such. I soon learned that friendly conversations is not what they are usually used for (any suggestions about that ?). Anyhow, there were a few people that I chatted a bit with, and boy did it not go well. Even knowing that this was anonymous, even knowing that anyone I talk to would soon forget about it, that there is nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about... I just felt incredibly nervous. Freezing, turning red, my heart beating out of my chest... It wasn't a pleasant thing, honestly. Strangely, I don't have any problem posting this, but I would and will hesitate a lot to comment on a similar story or reply to a comment on this one. How come, I wonder... With that said. Should I keep going until it's not uncomfortable ? Is it never going to not be ? What do you think ?",4.4943428571428585,6.393191205714286,4.995857142857143,81.50864285714287,71.22857142857143,7.514285714285713,30.785714285714285,8.192908349453996,2.355114285714285,731,32,131,11,14,233,109,175,0.108,0.813,0.079,-0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,1,15,9,0,3,6,0,19,2,2,3,1,35,33,10,0,4,9,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,19,8,0,1,6,2,0,4,9,4,1,1,6,4,15,5,21,20,3,13,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,5,6,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137364260217979,0.0,0.0,0.17753613809012206,0.0,0.1098837812816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715684215463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537185389992307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113906799195977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088980798857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141463645421476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793796575697304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622494271016085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396832177650471,0.0,0.0,0.17273239236032106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677614410149221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360434054463147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120470265294828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079082617329742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648972826308224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789772624452866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050742035660822,0.0,0.0,0.1503724860172699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494867897462568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526243826252861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440428222197212,0.10069615107340944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133907143557754,0.17093539139946407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714563800819371,0.17307985771011264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412978125658441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514881602809818,0.17042378564255467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327142403657715,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brendan_jb,2019/02/20,"Group job interview today I have a group interview today for a supermarket and i am super nervous. I really need a job but im freaking out about this interview - i have no idea what i am going to say or what other people will think of me, im just dreading it. What can i do to make this easier?",-0.15838709677419516,2.0989966290322606,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,90.77419354838707,6.970967741935485,19.04032258064516,8.07648339933343,1.2788645161290328,229,7,47,6,8,84,41,62,0.196,0.698,0.106,-0.7027,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,35,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895990041847592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760205039947852,0.5282225994837106,0.0,0.4852742133613753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321142242114675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130006571202045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951151130155226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663850210098218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444309222586387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667127000258596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635312208391687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rijat,2019/02/20,"Please click this. Sorry for saying please click this, but i had to grab attention somehow ,okay so i am here to tell people how i cured MY social anxiety. So i suggest this book (The book of now from Eckhart Tolle). This book is eye opening. It will also cure depression or any negative feeling your having. It really helped me. 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I moved to a new country with my husband and we've been here for almost 3 months. So it's a new challenge for my social anxiety. In the three months we've been here, I've always gone to the grocery with my husband and he's usually the one to transact with the cashier. I've never bought anything alone (for fear of my transaction messing up). Sooo I finally went today as I really had to buy food to cook. I was nervous the whole time leading up to it. But my shopping went smoothly! And when it came to transact with the cashier, it was also a breeze! Woohoo! Except, when I left the grocery and checked my receipt, the cashier seemed to have missed to input a piece of lime! Oh the horror! So the second challenge came: to return to the grocery and ask about the lime. In other circumstances, I would've balked, but in this case it may get the cashier in trouble. So I once again put on my big human pants and returned to the cashier. Lo and behold, the cashier said it was fine! I got to swallow my fears and got free lime in the process! Tl;dr: Went to grocery, had good time and free lime.",2.4118250562027406,4.370579154506442,3.0186879215205416,93.18191702432048,77.19742489270386,5.4681381565501725,26.116697322705907,6.18269132825596,0.7601667279787452,905,35,190,6,21,282,112,233,0.081,0.8220000000000001,0.097,0.7771,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,11,13,0,3,22,0,9,3,0,1,1,24,25,19,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,16,3,0,1,2,7,13,1,6,0,4,19,2,17,10,36,5,2,40,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,3,17,121,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437310540331745,0.25727730413696137,0.0,0.09932648540924482,0.1033482932075146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950162858546516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220991778691432,0.0,0.11611466514790512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841142672361375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27952972611666416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606022118642105,0.0,0.10564848808039576,0.15018886417912572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489185009579525,0.0,0.0,0.10417704274880847,0.2980136298062375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494881302761252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827807638279613,0.13200998190969218,0.0,0.0,0.09579435218300587,0.2399154230093353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227399410319088,0.0841643460181217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486006890877338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956873665196003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181471499885862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307133015658688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266110905824618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727434752127275,0.0,0.11773157029149756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679397319047645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605561519691561,0.0,0.13867015619142256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823148342603046,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dsrshc,2019/02/20,I need some opinions Do you think is a good idea to tell people at work about your social anxiety?,1.939,4.171886900000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.4455,78,2,16,1,2,25,20,20,0.083,0.777,0.141,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038869120704982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331854065312515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44843472144488095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454784441319803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539565449691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049353540280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472045828080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453484906089696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289194879508721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dustyboombox,2019/02/20,anyone else feel like this? I never want to be in a romantic relationship. I mean technically I do. I long for love. But I know I'll never have it if I'm like this. And I don't see myself changing anytime soon. So I guess I'll be alone forever.,-0.8482479784366603,1.259212584905658,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,92.96226415094341,6.047439353099732,18.892183288409704,7.447530270364453,0.666603234501348,189,6,43,4,7,69,38,53,0.064,0.698,0.237,0.865,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,10,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,3,11,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,6,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773816779223536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807560476008908,0.26487381708461377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734690682102437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159517484737768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071031123060692,0.18467943723118796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284777665387375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207021350889906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525896396348325,0.0,0.0,0.2287730189188382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333151677620429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28159293324756346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987573552102913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775427572517307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059988238877424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247576496652174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheNeonbones,2019/02/20,"(help??/vent) school hallways and detention hey!! So i just wanna vent real quick because im so upset and idk what to do.. So in my school we have this thing called a ""tardy sweep"" they do it about once or twice a month, it this announcement they do where if the bell rings and you're late to class, all the teachers have to lock there doors and you can't go to class unless you go to the cafeteria where the assistant principles gives you a pass saying you can go back to class and that you will stay after school for after school detention The problem is im late to almost all my classes everyday because i have terrible anxiety, in the school hallways i try my best to get past everyone, being unnoticeable, but i start to hardcore panic and sweat and shake, i hold my breath so no one looks at me for breathing weird because im so worked up, i always end up hiding in the restroom until the hallways are empty so i can comfortably go to class, but today i was caught in a tardy sweep because i was hiding in the restroom and now i have to go to detention, it's like im being punished for being fearful and worried of the hallways and i cant just ""talk to my school principal about it"" , i already had a meeting about it with my mom, school principles and my teachers, but its like the school doesn't care, idk what to do..",5.4246462264150965,5.5993764339622665,5.786356132075476,83.07689268867927,67.67924528301887,8.889150943396226,30.524764150943398,8.660442795831766,2.196778301886793,1045,37,211,15,16,335,129,265,0.189,0.764,0.047,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,5,2,2,17,13,1,4,16,0,22,4,3,0,2,28,33,24,0,3,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,12,13,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,8,0,2,4,3,28,5,35,25,3,33,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,3,16,149,40,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740596026422487,0.0,0.09632407850501573,0.0,0.07263030685113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677480375628209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711880527866397,0.0,0.2128389345357088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160299031715054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913043721114944,0.0,0.08899556382808023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731093846484799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340707824273058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982228595739924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456041879195036,0.08373425560759308,0.2480378796245611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058507063459160014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771425084535919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196928514121142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528866120879676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329963153087933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102230226056006,0.06967215946478793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295848515707666,0.05914836217901653,0.0,0.0,0.10241323541195524,0.0,0.0,0.08332592677777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352248061649006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935244114931296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941463279421542,0.0,0.7067179935635628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178263907613703,0.09303700756514596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015849661037714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057990027757882125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273847405653788,0.0,0.0,0.05926257613867041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354643967699597,0.08864483290482401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hopeful-98,2019/02/20,"I really really need some hope I have never been truly outgoing my entire life. I wasted my prime college/youthful years (18,19,20) smoking weed and staying inside. Now im almost a 21 year old virgin. I have finally found my bravery and confidence but i feel stunted. They say any type of social awkwardness can be cured no matter how bad. I feel that even if i become normal i will just be seen as a functioning retard or some kind of buffoon. A half man. How can i GENUINELY change this and gain respect and reputation. I want to date and live life to the fullest. Im feeling old now that im almost 21",1.6995798319327733,4.287154042016809,3.590546218487397,84.45960084033617,84.21008403361343,6.425210084033616,23.62605042016807,7.7094869923839395,1.5533428571428578,477,18,88,9,14,160,82,119,0.154,0.691,0.154,-0.2535,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,2,1,25,16,11,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,5,14,3,5,10,2,10,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,9,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129207082841041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625437292373596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046101388883372,0.0,0.17256424916457153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529024953246246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320069456567747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370118869512813,0.0,0.0,0.17116265065860087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131847176402845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551900668711095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063257436016867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270882207850587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072594530461784,0.0,0.0,0.1379703334671781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585632102374575,0.12050851523533455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309040563540344,0.0,0.0,0.3279131416579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019364596277545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425511940824348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927572127916825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654016623071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215944385927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123788854649574 socialanxiety,_wUmBoLoGy__,2019/02/20,Weird looks? Does anyone else ever feel like people look at you in a weird/disgusted way even before you attempt to talk to them? Is this just an anxiety thing or am I actually just that repulsive?,4.3630701754385965,6.1564267105263175,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,71.36842105263158,9.27719298245614,25.824561403508767,9.725611199111238,2.490761403508772,157,5,29,4,3,52,34,38,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.065,0.163,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2755514911172945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601157431489654,0.0,0.0,0.19743902705179955,0.2893204926241413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402752907191519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710308589564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588313461544905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650211511117545,0.2554189999691368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277429174591974,0.2017245280993848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795127010904012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742378236401023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575916738908244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269575715967287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759347067891893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413143353557205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reaperte,2019/02/20,"I don’t know what to do (summer job) So I’m a teenager and I suffer from socially anxiety and just anxiety in general(why i am here obviously) and this summer I want to get a job. Because I need the experience plus sitting around just makes me go into a spiral of more anxiety. And that’s the problem, I need a job but I’m terrified and I just want to cry thinking about it. I really do not know how to cope and I have no idea if this is even the right thread. So, is anybody else having same dilemma/any “tips” that i can implement?",0.8044594594594621,2.9837978468468522,3.5382207207207235,86.17057432432436,84.04504504504506,7.303603603603604,23.664414414414416,8.344100000000001,1.6919603603603608,415,16,88,10,12,146,70,111,0.196,0.779,0.025,-0.9517,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,1,28,21,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,11,21,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315937875041733,0.0,0.4156404558934224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612241614417658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104015122545002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989381949368421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512921609564782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196198620309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715798506422847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462124629470747,0.0,0.10292762296216797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444843641544128,0.0,0.0,0.5391640442570573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990640016690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208907296241078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685779818555771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329551451519112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160221663735809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466490122939766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846163912411076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604643756412852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364391016337025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342143992110664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Spectacle-Phua,2019/02/20,"I have society anxiety and i could never get out of my house to get anything done. I have social anxiety for ages and i can not go out of my house for anything, and i spend my days at home doing nothing since i was a teen at sixteen? And now i am a youth at 21. While my peers have gone on to higher education while working part time, studying at university. What should i do? As my dad said days passed by fast everyday and soon i will be a middle age, my parents will cannot support me forever and my younger brothers is joining the national service soon, i cannot afford to wait for them since it will be too late. ",2.2555619183965625,3.9984712204724415,3.9646957766642816,87.20140300644239,76.95275590551181,7.137866857551898,27.29348604151754,8.00094639256281,1.6905181102362197,483,20,102,8,11,162,79,127,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.6147,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,19,0,0,0,1,13,26,9,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,1,19,1,17,15,1,27,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,15,76,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28823150529567104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100533576416031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041191291409733,0.0,0.0,0.2429884198781206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278559288457914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684915555575186,0.0,0.10706483193192128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896780080212566,0.0,0.0,0.4347472527635183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125090560653147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145295883122439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076267484724115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918177898256007,0.20400506474045768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919944239715033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116718075372834,0.0,0.0,0.19203710657315154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137796514986484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098501372420696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714818265233722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lilimilow,2019/02/20,"Master's student with SA looking for people willing to chat with me about their SA - I can offer $20 Starbucks cards for 30-45 min of your time! More details below. Feel like it’s hard to connect with other people, even though you really want to? I’m someone who also personally works through social anxiety on a daily basis, and would love to talk to others about their experiences. I'm a Master's student at Pratt Institute in Manhattan and am working on a research project about how people experience and manage social anxiety. Everything we talk about is 100% confidential and for academic purposes only - your personal information will not be shared with anyone. &#x200B; All you need to do is go to this Google Form link ([https://goo.gl/forms/liiii51jRUFU54GM32](https://goo.gl/forms/liiii51jRUFU54GM32)) and answer a few questions. I'll get back to you to set up some time together and am happy to answer any questions you might have about the project. &#x200B; My goal is to help you feel as comfortable talking to me as possible, so while I'd love to talk with you in person or over video chat, I can also make other options work for you. I'm really hoping this research will help people like us, and appreciate your time in reading this and considering talking with me! Thanks so much.",9.83114264919942,9.76284358078603,9.269093886462883,62.59729439592431,58.60698689956333,11.301455604075693,36.9872634643377,10.686352973137794,4.070493158660844,1056,41,164,21,12,338,138,229,0.028,0.8190000000000001,0.152,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,10,2,6,13,9,0,0,5,0,15,2,0,2,1,35,30,18,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,8,15,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,20,9,41,24,6,17,0,0,1,2,36,9,0,7,8,114,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035817046355624,0.0,0.21726658646565325,0.243657393048183,0.06818125803277003,0.0,0.15339954596315614,0.0,0.0,0.07010517191315314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709490463585159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622177508302537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010857119468743,0.19614997111519367,0.0,0.0,0.10139045372220556,0.07162683554856067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523824955472981,0.0,0.05698092090984552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673023097890448,0.08981461052829308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344063398977546,0.0,0.0,0.09958229202535034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796540887627857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419440839648817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097983622677505,0.0,0.06692532971422772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636160718085932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370373864895759,0.07434263175330315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625338861612158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780347996708235,0.26263342329066625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302977654924835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246316515789994,0.0,0.10028863206730504,0.0,0.1284601683330802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440794580162866,0.08495124348875639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40293197883329546,0.0,0.09230731853358083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850641457816467,0.0,0.17538986058763398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060223948460425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059136830316015736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189746980673648,0.0,0.0,0.0712228928728759,0.0,0.243657393048183,0.0 socialanxiety,tealeave22,2019/02/20,"Something that helped me Hey guys, just a quick note out there to everyone, who is suffering from social anxiety. I have recently come across something called CBD oil. It's the first time, something actually seems to work for me. Of course I can only talk about my experiences here. Maybe it doesn't work for everyone. But if someone reads this and my post could actually help them with their situation, then thats all I want. 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I’m just gonna hang out in the room alone reading. It’s not that I hate anyone it’s just I’d rather not talk.,-0.5497826086956508,1.307020108695653,1.080608695652174,103.701347826087,87.04347826086956,4.549565217391304,15.72173913043478,5.6839178017228535,-1.0558904347826088,159,3,42,1,5,51,34,46,0.048,0.8809999999999999,0.071,0.2495,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932353087190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981289357286683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654819847588434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578162585882288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748566664654831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438101229629816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797840353770273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051734374062682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imhidinglalala,2019/02/20,"Need advice on how I can attend classes again My attendance is absolute shit. Everyday I get ready to go and chicken out and at this point I'll get kicked out. Even if I manage to reach uni I just hide in the toilet for hours and then go home. The thought of someone sitting next or talking to me kills me. And entering the classroom and the walking down streets are dreadful. Arriving early or late doesn't help either. Even the structure of the class affects my attendance. I prefer to sit at the back because then I wouldn't see people looking at me all the time. But now almost all the classes have a seating structure where it will seem like someone is watching me. I don't know what to do. I went to therapy and it didn't help and I don't think it will help. I tried medication and it kinda works but also has bad side effects so I prefer to stay away from them as much as possible. I would prefer advice on how can I can manage to attend. I usually wake up 4-8 hours before going to uni so I can emotionally prepare myself. But it doesn't work. Please give me some idea on how to attend my class. 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It's not because I feel shy but I don't see how I could contribute to the conversation. Things are different when I'm alone with another person. I feel like I should talk with him/her about something or they'll feel bored. So I constantly struggle to find a topic that is interesting. Even though it can be effective it is really hard for me since I can't feel any freedom in the conversation at all. I believe the society sees me as a silent person and I don't like that. I need to show others that I have friends and I enjoy their company. Is it okay to be silent? Plz help, and thanks for reading those long paragraphs. 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Here's a rant for everyone, (M20)The other day I was browsing around for a nice single bedroom apartment and found one in a decent spot, I set up a meeting with the landlord and thought it went well. I meet her and start discussing terms and usage when out of nowhere she mentions how I dont talk much. This puts me off for the rest of the meeting because literally everyone I talk to mentions it when they first meet me. Now I'm in an awkard place as I have no idea how to respond, but lately its been getting on my nerves and I'm about ready to yell. Same goes with my emotionless facial expression but ive learned to play it off as just being tired all the time whenever someone mentions it. It just pisses me off when people use it as a conversation starter and I cant follow it up because I'm worried that I might overstep a boundary being as I just met them.",3.981206969825757,5.106266270718233,4.6388950276243115,86.60252443688911,71.37569060773481,7.11619209519762,30.49766255843604,7.321109707123232,1.7494577985550364,709,30,144,7,13,227,113,181,0.084,0.853,0.063,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,13,4,1,0,11,0,10,3,2,3,1,26,22,17,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,12,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,1,1,2,6,1,20,3,27,13,6,27,0,0,0,0,18,12,1,1,11,106,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674310595574304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836144273791886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079763869869625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195226256662183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579600840159036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932339575702664,0.0,0.2053726602850452,0.0,0.0,0.09786027327102384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144701259940726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112906630501557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870332322876627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769233271390294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692419601000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597104356175007,0.0,0.19569614187786497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882954553771178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870476989811513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257698950955507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011008402427635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870098236422327,0.10922032577705207,0.2152820549979628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177326844409867,0.0,0.0,0.11047863059296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841165387881954,0.17363563691672732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021953833367924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nhthrownh,2019/02/20,"Butt sweating caused by anxiety This is ruining my life. My butt sweats all the time, while waiting in bank, office, at work, when on a date, in car, when standing, when sitting. All the fucking time, except when at home. Even then, if I'm nervous. No matter winter or summer. This made me absolutely unstable and afraid of my future. It gets worse when I'm nervous. I avoid any social gatherings, visiting friends, dinners, parties because of this. It's a nightmare when I need to stand up after sitting on the chair, especially if it's a leather or plastic chair. Not to mention after driving a car or a bike, after a job interview, and some similar situations. I always think of it, is it visible, are people noticing it. Once when I feel the sweat, it just gets worse. I need to go to bathroom, and if there is no way to get out... Well imagine a worst nightmare. I bath often, I use baby powder, doesn't help. I do not know what to do, this is seriously ruining my life. Please help me. 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Why is it so hard to tell me: ""Actually I don't wanna hang out with you/invite you to a party.""? Why do they have to lower my already non-existent self confidence and make me even more insecure by making false promises? When people ask me why are you anti-social, I wanna tell them that it's THEM who made me this way. Almost every attempt at connecting with people resulted in disappointment, and it's not like I tried it a few times and gave up completely. This has been going on for a good couple of years. Example: person: ""Hey man, you're really good at playing that musical instrument, wanna come play with us!"" me: Wow, sure! Thanks! * first message a couple of months later* Person: ""Hey where did you buy that instrument?"" *I tell them where I bought it* Me( trying not to sound clingy ): ""Hey when are we gonna play?"" Person: ""Oh we just had a jam this Wednesday."" Me: ""Oh, ook, let me know when the next jam's gonna be, I'm kinda lonely in this hobby xD."" Person: *no reply* Either the people I'm close with lie when they say I'm a cool person to hang out with, or I'm surrounded by assholes.",0.8440000000000012,3.2534829111111137,3.0262222222222235,88.20866666666667,86.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,17.22222222222222,7.2427474758485975,0.3609555555555559,865,20,173,14,27,293,133,225,0.091,0.7829999999999999,0.125,0.8370000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,3,3,5,2,9,14,0,1,8,1,14,0,0,4,1,30,30,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,7,13,14,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,3,0,1,6,4,25,11,26,19,3,28,0,2,0,0,29,12,0,3,12,106,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.11061980099817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351037476530568,0.0,0.12509195273382567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597322559363488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764677185403337,0.11885235796675693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508540960070371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487104052924687,0.0,0.09550792061172134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642116305213506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442323289410609,0.1901564671238498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154535024999728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229788550092107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591492025586372,0.0,0.055380364610010405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726086367312138,0.15133297369890542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048024765873043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055615138294085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143490902893544,0.4948935516270163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261921367708317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901458088081031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182557749220012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683736145889457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972362934050222,0.1043636323310422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609921154591003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392353580288407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363541697432436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997728328237324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091472116400604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299800729439906 socialanxiety,NuclearPop,2019/02/20,"It will get better No matter what people say it will always get better if you actively notice what you think you did wrong and also actively try to change. These past few months have been the best ever for me, but it took a long time to get here. At the start of last year I just started 9th grade and was really awkward and I was that kid people were just nice to because they felt bad. But I kept trying to get out there and talk more. It really has done magic for me. People actually come up and talk to me and I can even hold a conversation for longer than ever before. I feel more confident and I feel like I speak more fluently just because I was able to gain that practice I once did not have. I know many of you think that there is no hope for you and I was there at one point. But if I can change I know you can, I believe in you.",2.330884740259741,3.661245903409093,3.6605844155844167,91.20909090909092,75.76136363636364,6.846753246753247,19.38961038961039,7.447530270364453,0.2410337662337656,653,12,148,8,14,214,97,176,0.07200000000000001,0.764,0.16399999999999998,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,1,4,11,9,0,1,4,0,18,0,0,0,2,32,35,14,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,10,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,12,5,25,6,18,21,5,18,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,11,108,35,1,0.13293563815965825,0.0,0.1297260066474822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630858180795548,0.11061310020077524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099570513799914,0.1620726623162872,0.0,0.11311843690147283,0.14977294158973428,0.1395077507714439,0.23514153810433855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28125655707266883,0.11451228134870935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603931210508388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780273525859117,0.24049579084865186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443250584506292,0.0949692464630563,0.12763905972518194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778135368891789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203508381017098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611590033053382,0.10836028778339488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494563796635812,0.0,0.0,0.11764385653072325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477587202043864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610795809907228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513481051362481,0.0,0.1415721160901489,0.09008062881834117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690210860438692,0.2764825000262299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566714665641066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032394763327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571575511038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818505781076145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369726088051466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035957845380378,0.0,0.0,0.0775158396509803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769638533184953,0.1805091443718827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534425174149485,0.0,0.0856061925087192 socialanxiety,Bloppitt,2019/02/20,"It’s not getting better. It’s getitng worse. People keep telling me to put myself out there and do things that scare me. I’ve been doing that for a year and thus far only feel pain and deep sadness after. I lose sleep over it. Career, friends, socially, I keep failing and it’s been years. Why can’t we just admit some people are hopeless and don’t get better with experience? I’m confident I’m one of those people. I fuck everything up by getting in my own head. My dream job, my family, my friends— everything is down to my own bullshit. I hate myself and I can’t change the truth. No amount of reframing or schema adjustments or self talk can change the truth: I fundamentally cannot succeed when I put myself out there. All my successes (very few) have fallen in my lap.",3.233046757164402,5.1277873071895455,4.270588235294117,85.40687782805429,74.62091503267973,7.322071392659629,24.841126194067375,8.139509932561175,1.466867672197084,610,20,121,10,13,198,98,153,0.254,0.642,0.104,-0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,1,0,0,6,4,15,2,1,3,0,12,4,2,1,3,24,23,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,3,1,0,3,6,8,0,1,2,1,20,7,15,21,6,16,0,4,0,1,7,9,1,3,4,78,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373318913960364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154554884738643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800244632251097,0.145848145764576,0.1405579557435264,0.0,0.07538930334549149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519408140546002,0.13784029766281616,0.233695364908554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720511499046413,0.15301933807425835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795847538627205,0.2650533811756905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668044594410981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103383566122746,0.11339706322358464,0.15865262484711767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310100937763079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997728201930625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927484021369036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554353565100407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920740786742778,0.15198839798556674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984071503650699,0.13031973570426966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905523532075763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302289209310813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453931518824402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194536263866235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203067516216774 socialanxiety,decrepit_plant,2019/02/20,I just went to a game night with people I do not know!! And it went well! They explained all the rules and how to play like it was not big deal. It was awesome to play with them. It was awesome! I’m so happy and excited for next game night. ,-0.5210897435897444,1.477831634615388,1.1784615384615411,102.04987179487179,88.42307692307692,4.235897435897436,16.358974358974358,5.46131890053228,-0.9488179487179492,183,4,46,1,6,59,34,52,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,0,4,6,6,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961723358942539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30581414851196925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578811860052042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035015114437244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30552478639552266,0.5391843098434385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916328939369266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582985845677549,0.5326215640442905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nocturnalonerr,2019/02/20,"I just got a questionnaire to jury duty AGAIN. I received a jury duty questionnaire sometime on 2017 but wasn't summoned until January of last year. When I got there, I was very nervous, my heart racing and I was sweating like crazy (even though it was cold in the courtoom) I was also shaking the entire time and was praying that I don't get picked to the jury box but I of course got picked. I was excused though because I told the judge that I suffer from severe social anxiety and he was really nice about it. But I can't believe I have to go through that again... I haven't seen a doctor in years and I'm not seeing any therapist at the moment either so there's no one to write me an excuse letter. Is there a possibility that I can be excused anyway if I send them the questionnaire with my own written letter explaining my situation?",4.340129740518962,5.557359215568862,5.59438622754491,79.74072105788423,70.61676646706587,7.961876247504987,27.689121756487022,8.344100000000001,1.9688127744510973,667,23,124,10,12,223,102,167,0.132,0.794,0.07400000000000001,-0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,2,11,0,15,3,2,2,0,18,26,14,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,14,3,21,2,15,11,2,17,1,1,2,0,13,4,0,1,10,94,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697084419093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497844072564206,0.0,0.1405931528374134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120321407538242,0.0,0.0,0.2070600067092152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810923431201249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138664540309364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960188005283309,0.0,0.1044478622409822,0.0,0.4409630983374152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177832145631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980731283827647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978687398612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245358167471186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071872188381046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177358118407367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645090327883398,0.0,0.0,0.20762197744143854,0.0,0.0,0.20657929391350704,0.0,0.1873431722684012,0.0,0.0,0.1817656478800885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338571336330303,0.0,0.0,0.3611308576775025,0.0,0.10716508674957186,0.0,0.0,0.17561210875141067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163985654052844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366998819287491 socialanxiety,bluebird1308,2019/02/20,"Met my boyfriends friends for the first time last night It was awful. We went to a dessert place and I was sat in silence and I had no idea what to say... I was panicking before it and even though he was telling me it'd be okay, I was still worried. They're all girls so they were chatty, but some of them didn't even acknowledge or look at me. How do I deal with this sort of thing?",0.12750677506775074,2.1766396097561014,1.0584552845528457,103.70185636856371,85.82926829268294,4.620054200542006,18.86720867208672,5.82211442006289,-0.6051588075880767,296,8,75,2,9,91,65,82,0.092,0.863,0.045,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,11,1,0,1,1,13,15,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,2,11,2,8,2,2,9,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868951558150432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649574653108783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339494394837812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186055126825407,0.0,0.0,0.19855887403945247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901236342274387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094906850972804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581669844591767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411786834178195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685120739608587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043780652181348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524188767975127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246308115039349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074050813230754,0.0,0.2525028630154383,0.0,0.14985975661891182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382431484577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609976990641452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bored_blue_jay,2019/02/21,"I gave away too much personal information tonight. It all just came flooding out, and I couldn't prevent it at all. They weren't forcing me or anything, it just spilled.",3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,74.9375,6.7666666666666675,35.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.703466666666667,135,8,26,2,3,41,26,32,0.038,0.962,0.0,-0.0191,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029424088160701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600447818851529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600321852220427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599510369910053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275458061100225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sovietstar92,2019/02/21,"How do people with social anxiety find meeting people romantically/dates? I'm an attractive guy and girls seem to approach me from time to time but for the love of God I can't bring myself to say anything let alone something witty/charming/humourous. I feel like I'm missing out big time, my soul mate could have come and gone because I seemed boring.",6.909776119402987,7.356338746268655,6.617126865671643,77.45464552238808,64.52238805970148,8.491044776119404,33.167910447761194,8.07648339933343,2.4811223880597013,284,11,50,3,4,89,56,67,0.131,0.6829999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.7227,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,12,0,9,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557604491902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400338439972798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717708710848724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865519948368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959333916876348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160528200581252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150086982508092,0.16249476777833188,0.0,0.0,0.2078908627798265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521741670069714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232589393808977,0.0,0.11112361898821947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052881174702496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153790046760858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088231419057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141351969055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186297028690214,0.0,0.17510690932785886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978946500790134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bby_suoh,2019/02/21,"How will I deal w/ University? I'm 17 on my final year of secondary school. &#x200B; its been tough for me these past 6 years especially dealing with my anxiety. i've only gotten actual friends only last year and that is only due to my cousin that ive known for years introducing me to her friends. secondary school is easy enough since i've gotten used to it. But i feel like university is a completely different ball game due to not having friends for a long time and being anti-social i barely know my way around the city or can travel any where besides my school by myself. My university of choice is very far away from home due to the specific course i want to do. This makes me upset because my home is the only place where I feel relaxed and happy. the thought of having to meet new people, a new environment and starting all over again scares me. A part of me wants to push myself out of my shell but another part of me is screaming NOO! and making me re-think about my future. &#x200B; Does anybody else feel this way and if you do how did/will you manage dealing with social anxiety and university.",5.572396313364052,6.324568889400923,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935487,67.47926267281106,8.780645161290323,28.86405529953917,8.841846274778883,2.1666921658986165,887,29,168,14,14,287,126,217,0.051,0.875,0.07400000000000001,0.5983,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,5,1,30,29,13,0,3,5,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,4,27,6,27,23,4,30,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,18,104,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.09663860333086917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459705805882484,0.2406636039761634,0.06734352311875208,0.10384116899198137,0.15151474419862915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815733851140575,0.0,0.0,0.09304156801760738,0.0,0.0,0.06036752432734184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383065032522658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628550425925893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034648534703562,0.0,0.0,0.08666146934235862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272652267681263,0.0,0.0,0.10232404793972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021702212462187,0.0707467652381711,0.0,0.10848208506173816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953006735993825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054188494724316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198669524144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442407770535241,0.08072234040452958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838085984220753,0.0,0.0,0.08763807874299429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220605248069792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912868074120041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012658896193935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144788104802606,0.09453495757867178,0.06865465488496282,0.0,0.1034648534703562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914590434784946,0.3006697230613666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819183075502002,0.0,0.0,0.10094820498275678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009365980095797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345416833244807,0.0,0.07861843980968437,0.057744955491048675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552977771751599,0.0,0.08170979030758639,0.11682044639429268,0.1572101723100694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406636039761634,0.2550872595036965 socialanxiety,ReesesPuff5,2019/02/21,"Lol my boss thinks I'm trash Okay. So I'm currently working my second job ever as a barista at a cafe. I have a problem with talking to customers, along with my boss. I have no idea how to talk to new people and get constant anxiety thinking about it, along with requiring validation from authority. My boss has been in the business forever, and he's Australian, so he's an expert at being friendly, hospitable, making small talk, all the skills that I don't have. He tries to tell me to talk to them more, not just stick to the script of greeting them, asking ""how are you,"" taking their order, thanking them. But I'm too afraid of going off script, since 1. I have trouble opening up to anyone I've known for less than 3 months, 2. If I do open up and joke around, they may take it the wrong way/react badly and I'll be screwed. I'm an introvert with anxiety and depression, I can't just be friends with people who just walked through the door. However, I'm worried that if I don't fix this soon, my boss will see it as a problem and become angry with me, or even fire me. I am in dire need of acceptance from authority figures, so this is something I fear every day. The first few months working there were dreadful; I was terrified of making any slight mistake and him having any negative thoughts about me. It's been a daily struggle for a while now, and it's causing me to have anxiety dreams most nights of the week. Please help me out. Thanks. 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The inner circle has to talk to each other based around prompts given by the teacher, and are **graded** on how **much they talk**. Yeah. See the problem? The outer circle then waits for the inner to finish, then trade places.) I hate socratic seminars. The last one I did a few weeks ago, I talked once out of the mandatory three times, and was mostly just trying not to cry throughout the whole thing. When I learned we were going to do another one (in a different class) I freaked out. Told my counselor about it, and she said she'd email the teacher about possibly getting me out of it. I was thinking, great! Like, maybe I'd just have to do an essay or something instead, and I was happy. The teacher eventually replied, and...ugh. She said I'd still have to do the seminar in some way. She said I'd either do it one on one with her, or get in a small group of 5 during free period. Me, thinking it would be really awkward to do it one on one with the teacher, agreed to the small group. Now I can't stop panicking about it. I'm supposed to do it Monday on my free period class, but i'm terrified. I didn't think it through. Tomorrow, the rest of the class is going to be doing the socratic seminar while I'll just be...there. Not doing it. And I feel like everyone is going to know and ask me why I'm not doing the seminar. I know my friends will ask why I'm not going in the inner circle and talking, and I don't really want to tell them about all of this. Not to mention, I have to go to her classroom in free period, where all of her other students in her free period will be, and I feel like they'll just judge the 5 of us. This was probably a very long and confusing post sorry but I just really wanted to talk about it...or something. I'm honestly contemplating faking sick Monday so I don't have to go. At this point, I'd take the 0 as long as I don't have to do the stupid seminar!!! Seriously, why do teachers have us do them? Ugh. But yeah. Thanks for reading if you somehow made it this far into my super long post. Advice is welcome! (if you understood anything of what I just said :P) &#x200B;",1.9850586510263923,4.03380453763441,3.9350317693059615,85.67345674486806,78.89247311827957,7.324046920821114,23.68646138807429,8.296473431620573,1.5317634408602152,1790,61,364,36,44,607,196,465,0.081,0.7929999999999999,0.126,0.969,1,0,2,0,0,0,85.0,3,2,4,1,21,23,2,2,33,2,44,1,0,2,2,63,82,26,0,6,19,0,2,3,1,4,1,4,0,0,20,20,0,2,10,1,5,6,10,9,0,9,15,7,42,18,61,59,10,62,7,0,1,0,36,31,0,9,25,258,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814740249328033,0.07390775953523178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903378197972167,0.10131091956436687,0.0,0.08742696565167732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058298411091799486,0.0,0.06861131248502013,0.07422228274967821,0.15589053874723616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158457902506288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711013443239607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966930451679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431478292648201,0.11912760756617602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441606127865684,0.0,0.08712099766943966,0.0,0.28430688301057283,0.0,0.0,0.09192229224889643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875526172646721,0.0,0.08231650091797177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164249629234213,0.06796253692420176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221998503873714,0.0,0.0,0.22135530756499114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889235101994037,0.0,0.0,0.08376236013854006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612909252983846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879267824063987,0.33898625709408514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711013443239607,0.0,0.078817233411816,0.0939938694829162,0.15970224835685018,0.0,0.0898933885826234,0.07977953529157215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833985245387726,0.0,0.16023832831508786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172385303735857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643984684789947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283737775790511,0.0,0.0933325631662909,0.0,0.0,0.06658415081009753,0.06970603740945924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268834702171755,0.33507219942568106,0.07287426557443517,0.07676138372956079,0.0,0.0,0.05539128426168655,0.1602718492802717,0.0,0.0,0.04861719382861907,0.0,0.0,0.07966930451679008,0.0,0.056606805133504225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005820325146644,0.0,0.0,0.06879390033810909,0.09835460495553652,0.06617995766066563,0.06687916741103739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570151172220754,0.09308628384411377,0.0,0.0,0.09041767401273136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059227891103296515,0.0,0.10131091956436687,0.0 socialanxiety,teapsycho,2019/02/21,Counselling for social anxiety? Does counselling for social anxiety work? What should I expect? It’s a terrible loop where I’m scared of talking to people but I need to talk to someone to get over my fear. I just keep avoiding it.,1.9330303030303035,4.7530347272727305,3.0927272727272737,85.95075757575759,88.0909090909091,5.660606060606061,25.51515151515152,7.1686216300943375,1.6504515151515151,184,8,32,3,6,59,33,44,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.9125,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891556512666629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225842819457873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862155988230435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288790420916866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260788634496929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885980502431412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633496380537347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546497318196885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518557644829139,0.2155107844564292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40887541264743416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517056379856864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,okthisisawesome,2019/02/21,"I’m done I’m done with being a nervous wreck I’m done with not knowing how to act and fucking up with my family, friends and girls I’m done with constantly thinking about how I’m coming across and wether what I’m doing is good or not I’m done with not making a significant impact I’m done with accepting mediocrity in any form I’m gonna try really fucking hard to make a change my dudes ",17.081807228915665,5.659663506024097,15.522710843373499,57.688403614457854,58.51807228915662,19.009638554216867,53.548192771084345,12.161744961471696,6.152474698795179,313,10,67,5,2,105,47,83,0.123,0.7709999999999999,0.107,0.1869,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,9,2,0,4,0,21,26,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,1,2,3,12,18,1,6,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,1,37,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095253305396799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817689083845353,0.12065904517693367,0.0,0.15136734289689371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8600495935527687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204678077053186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821875953549602,0.25898736888345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748518318496247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547639589803686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697953796485481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869973964688902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973327860622615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897520503079758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509923629629144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayjob5699,2019/02/21,"Am I an awful employee?(21F) I got an internship working on a T.V set as a production assistant. My dad used to work in production and knows the owner of the company from college. I understood that the days were long and I was going to be on my feet all day. I was prepared, eager , and understood that I would get a lot of stress. On the first day they had one production assistant, not even my supervisor show me around and explain things for ten minutes. One of my supervisors Meg is a woman, as soon as she meets me she takes a condescending tone with me and replies to me with “yeah girl” passive aggressively. She also implies that I’m useless a lot. I try to always keep a positive attitude, don’t complain, am punctual,and try to be a team player. I respect my coworkers boundaries, I try to make conversation about where they’re from or where they went to school. I try ask if they need any help or what needs to be done during down time. I walk around set checking trash/areas during down time. I ask other departments if they need help sometimes. I feel like I’m doing the same amount of work as my coworkers, but my supervisor nitpicks me a lot. On my third day in I had only done one run. Usually what they mean by “runs” is going out to buy stuff needed on set or get coffee/lunch for the higher ups. When asked to get lunch by my other supervisor Matt Meg rolled her eyes and gave three names of other people she’d rather go on the run. Finally she lets me go but is passive aggressive. It takes 30 minutes to get to the restaurant as soon as I get there at 30 minutes she texts me asking if I have gotten the food. I say no she says hurry up. I get the food, get back as fast as I can while she’s constantly calling and texting me checking where I am. When I get back she grabs the food quickly in a condescending tone says “thanks girl”.she told me to ask questions, that they want me to learn. But whenever I ask questions I get a “just figure it OUT” or her rolling her eyes at me, then explaining to me like I’m five. I ask for feedback from my other supervisors and coworkers, they say I’m doing a good job. I always take criticism seriously and want to do the best job. She constantly whispers about me to my supervisor Matt. Sometimes I get confused about names of places on set or where stuff is. If I don’t know where stuff is immediately she’ll whisper to him “OH “MY GOD SHES SO SLOW SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE STUFF IS”. I’ve never worked on a set before and I explained this to them. My supervisor Matt has a dog in the office that I have to walk sometimes. The dog is huge,it yanked me forward, and I got scraped up bad. When Meg saw she was annoyed and told me to go to the medic then get back to work. Every time I enter a room I feel like Matt and Meg give me dirty looks and ignore me. I’m a reserved person, I like to keep to myself. I do try to take interest in my coworkers and learn a little bit about them but I feel guarded. On my last day of shooting I felt so uncomfortable. They said bye and thank you to me in a condescending tone. I sent an email to the owner of the company thanking them for the opportunity and educational experience. Only a couple of paragraphs.The owner responded right away saying that I was a good team player and thanks for the help on set. My supervisors ignored my email. What did I do wrong? Am I a bad employee? What could I improve on in my next job? Did I mess up? Tl;dr: I feel like one of my supervisors nitpicks everything I do, but I don’t know if it’s maybe because I’m not good enough.",2.6122674862039617,4.42308150069541,4.212018708780119,85.51962885279734,76.13490959666204,7.475983669074433,25.087733859751445,8.310345600021478,1.543911104132083,2785,97,581,51,62,931,283,719,0.079,0.807,0.113,0.9704,5,0,0,1,0,0,71.0,0,1,11,10,28,31,3,2,43,2,45,9,3,2,2,87,119,50,0,14,19,1,6,5,0,2,2,8,1,3,23,24,4,5,20,3,3,15,8,14,0,9,24,18,113,17,93,87,9,93,0,1,4,0,75,42,0,16,38,392,136,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431951308261466,0.08988827153934617,0.0,0.0,0.03673150363468479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616816733053166,0.3534718551515162,0.0,0.05074811259561033,0.12460074153309418,0.0901991903765097,0.03292655086275458,0.0,0.04596210012127805,0.0,0.056684563403544726,0.0,0.05896950947411433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055154530455706466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674030801615992,0.0,0.04312593813413232,0.059765677463244724,0.0,0.17417343081327574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055054604139863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581110052982855,0.0,0.035675865220737436,0.0,0.04550928742503127,0.0,0.048544474036590984,0.0528362455082463,0.0,0.0,0.1092447962057126,0.11576325134812285,0.0518620960753235,0.05916990851097693,0.0,0.04594444518412947,0.19594253063877806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042205280681834,0.0518153359907135,0.15348755390386895,0.13591362783275374,0.08640016926279041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861372549270512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080225681759008,0.09602059352331516,0.0,0.0,0.11873915206505545,0.04402877667598015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523317217029092,0.0,0.1319430322949929,0.0541364116728515,0.0,0.04780086129750941,0.04535831850666862,0.0,0.0,0.13776280660249193,0.0,0.0,0.03605489342055135,0.0,0.05426451711927641,0.058837291251119736,0.0,0.054413617116667326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020335953003512,0.04165907570274071,0.0,0.05744470729759042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464056609743473,0.08216045587671326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037446640577419386,0.047163110120155546,0.056433335609824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210165163346436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612782590580041,0.05137986690525092,0.21477127221144832,0.0,0.05466524724777379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026425478674916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618730758714074,0.0,0.2473333139487171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244780469474596,0.0,0.0,0.198916048430471,0.0,0.0,0.035884629899462436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448833136175268,0.0,0.0,0.1032257527529489,0.0,0.18336045815531168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665092046884491,0.05948900279563354,0.0,0.0637179412750774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500716982865346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661487995473206,0.0,0.0,0.03837013314092,0.05905604102727704,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Adventurer1080,2019/02/21,Has anyone read up on geography and spatial distribution in the United States and how it contributes to social phobia? This documentary blew my mind. It really made me think about how I developed social phobia and how that was impacted by geography. I firmly believe we are a product of our society and the spaces we inhabit. We obviously have “free will” but the environment impacts us in more ways than are obvious. https://youtu.be/DH60aM7BzKM,6.8491428571428585,10.052991400000003,7.783238095238103,58.34400000000002,68.33333333333334,11.752380952380953,33.38095238095238,11.20814326018867,5.331895238095238,365,17,49,14,7,122,59,75,0.048,0.899,0.054000000000000006,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,2,16,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,9,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041747364760592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289865001220435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762995539296761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948389943049278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29208123259797153,0.0,0.18706409456900489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953189661864277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710322733497373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512427085364825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177776481911455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WorryingWitch,2019/02/21,"An independent college research project, the impact of social media on social anxiety :) Hi guys. At the moment I am conducting an independent research study for my college, it is based on social media and specifically the impact it has on social anxiety. I was just wondering if anyone would like to take my short survey, it will only take 4 minutes or so. It will be anonymous, so no names or personal information will be shared; it is only a small research study and will not be shared outside of my institution. I also have social anxiety and have found that in the past platforms such as Facebook have only worsened my anxiety. It would be interesting to know some of your opinions and personal experiences. Here's the link: https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/K92PJPX & lastly, thankyou, this means a lot to me, sometimes opening up can be quite difficult, so I appreciate all who decide to take my survey. Let me know if you would like to know anymore information :) ",7.8269377990430655,9.116293660818721,8.207230196703883,63.90899521531102,62.68421052631579,10.662626262626262,37.18288144603935,10.637119530657019,4.443205847953218,780,37,117,19,11,257,100,171,0.083,0.797,0.12,0.8386,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,9,0,22,0,0,2,1,31,31,13,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,5,16,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,8,5,89,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481261688516164,0.0,0.12846001899975776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627931732999625,0.0,0.11757994437963284,0.08290010776570664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597470842688955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999523271169205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739332193040035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547289564866505,0.0966424561070012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123592386862404,0.0,0.1158451328414941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079571434411376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914690723835792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705113172652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131792071759772,0.0,0.20704453513210536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261034567125053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042863983028915,0.0,0.0,0.11725915320285897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674277373823014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857357137533262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526654738909075,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Space-Tanuki,2019/02/21,"Medical school anxiety I'm a 20 year old medical student and i suffer from social anxiety. In my country people enter medical school right away without the pre-med years bc we're taught almost everything we need in highschool biology. My social anxiety has started to cripple me ever since I started university. I was afraid of doing presentations, afraid of meeting new people, afraid to sit next to people during lectures bc they would notice my nervous fidgeting. I've had panic attacks during exams which significantly lowers my grades. And now I'm afraid I'll never overcome these obstacles and never actually be able to talk to patients. My parents really wanted me to become a doctor and convinced me this would be the only career choice that would give me a stable future. I think I'd be so much happier if I could work as a translator or something related to languages. But in my country there aren't many career oportunities in that area, according to my parents. I really feel inadequate here, detached from all the brilliant social butterflies that ace the exams and somehow have time to pursue classical music, theater, sports and all kinds of hobbies. Meanwhile I'm struggling with my anxiety, overwhelmed by people, thinking that maybe I should be the patient instead of the doctor.",9.138303661404102,9.68499389519651,9.263406113537119,60.023506886127,59.82969432314411,11.412966073228086,40.75948941887806,11.051253699011982,5.15684252603292,1058,53,142,25,13,349,143,229,0.117,0.816,0.067,-0.8232,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,2,7,12,1,8,10,0,15,5,0,0,5,29,27,11,0,8,4,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,1,21,2,24,15,3,23,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,4,14,98,28,15,0.10603697462958372,0.0,0.10347679122099193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618071308227747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244719814226755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063236663583507,0.09962522818825063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710950757638175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846618959345682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170666734094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591651428382376,0.0,0.0,0.09529919549347568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361548042731777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172032825851787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042119166742786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750484911312676,0.10652839335350513,0.0,0.0,0.3204632888513567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794937712341797,0.07862507309820946,0.1635645036129343,0.10241117085546364,0.11277152548181155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072379842411682,0.11126796753468628,0.0,0.0,0.08064589741487523,0.0,0.12441154278531966,0.2354830233924843,0.0,0.0,0.2940507476316673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586000235925136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905549969574784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463015873806826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877148811694528,0.0,0.0,0.3242740262513065,0.0,0.08163244356771827,0.0,0.0,0.1501070328242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085286897834873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852285035980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358884235145196,0.0,0.0,0.06183101263327182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254335495980819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221585960465493,0.0,0.0771961804246096,0.0,0.0,0.2259768732822805,0.0,0.0,0.136568670205354 socialanxiety,throwawayacob,2019/02/21,"Does anyone suffer social anxiety towards older people? I feel like I work a bit better with people my age, but when it comes to older people I just feel like I'm being judged or gonna disappoint them by my presence or something. It's weird. 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I have to battle daily to keep My composure in social settings as well when I Have a feeling the sweat is emerging. It controls my life and it’s frustrating. I take steps every day to be uncomfortable, medication, self help books etc. But my body still fails me. I had to defer years out of university because I would sweat profusely in lectures. I feel hopeless ",4.125216572504705,5.661260033898305,4.723333333333333,84.55095103578157,71.54237288135593,7.617325800376648,30.060263653484,8.167268648758528,2.058448964218456,476,20,94,7,9,152,81,118,0.202,0.736,0.062,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,2,0,4,0,11,9,7,2,0,13,19,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,2,15,1,20,13,1,17,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,7,63,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550745124798901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323938606759955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465560298667745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492820167174188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185881179642907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333320108129385,0.0,0.0,0.1762750576523021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115736571474427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093076887082147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733062282128858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294357360259103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140234311180236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596243334960344,0.0,0.0,0.11498065592838015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777675101910726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396545359411531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107649677027268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825984073969174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327124524828525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670816410359818,0.17491548632503956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730578173316992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811196843931524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486223541224241,0.0,0.0,0.13472943251100533 socialanxiety,SideRetired,2019/02/21,"Does addy help out anyone else? Been dealing with some SA for a few years now and lately when I take addy for studying purposes, I also feel like a new man. My concentration goes through the roof and I can and want to actually talk to people, especially females. I just feel much more complete and normal and even tend to laugh at funny things that I normally wouldn’t. Is this normal? 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I think I’ve been feeling this way for as long as I can remember, where I get upset or anxious over negative side remarks and/or jokes and kind of just. I don’t like telling anyone because I know it just makes me sound like I’m overly sensitive/have no backbone. It’s not that every remark or joke gets to me, but it definitely does a lot of the time. It’s not the only thing I get anxious over, but it’s one of the main things and it makes me feel like an idiot and I just want to know what others think.",4.274553571428573,4.451930919642859,5.400000000000002,84.845,70.16071428571428,8.542857142857143,27.607142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.6853785714285716,421,13,91,6,7,140,71,112,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.142,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,24,16,10,0,1,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,3,10,6,12,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,5,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573219661576994,0.4304221966377142,0.0,0.1332022286361112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612720558662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670808317711425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050470633671568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926453359953944,0.13609344167987775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985856089361717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983767318715013,0.20938794926494345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27920645015464,0.0,0.0,0.1685867575456452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195652996676596,0.0,0.0,0.2543208390155628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908792331362362,0.14488405102701393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579968711305286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650564574477802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531198491518015,0.2441297811489993,0.0,0.0,0.11108224815610426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236200379519967,0.15121025918807834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nbv2024,2019/02/21,People can’t understand/hear what I say (please help me with this) I have been made fun of in class for not talking but the reason I don’t talk is because people aren’t able to understand what I say. I don’t know if I’m not talking loud enough or not speaking correctly and I’m not sure how to fix this. Please help me with this I have a presentation coming up and I don’t want to have an anxiety attack again. ,3.298219696969696,3.8972402613636383,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,72.52272727272728,8.139393939393939,24.89393939393939,8.344100000000001,1.25340303030303,325,9,74,5,6,108,54,88,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.4204,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,2,20,17,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,4,9,2,9,15,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,48,14,1,0.1794894421997929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373089319986341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419515243945946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094150980042227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546142613737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546057434464755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022976462544818,0.0,0.2406159792629203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986427033785696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983725008259662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488707587858461,0.0,0.0,0.3940510157349551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845450405057716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854744172319457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916667510300884,0.0,0.0,0.4328004441028872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37370967873028893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058675234205302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpellingMiskate,2019/02/21,"Just did a phone interview First time doing an interview over the phone. I want to get a job that pays slightly better than my previous ones so I applied for this one. It was for a restaurant shift leader position. The whole interview went well. I could feel my heart pounding out of my chest and I was stumbling a lot on my words. But I feel confident in the answers I gave. He told me they’ll call me back in a few days. But then I thought that’s how interviews are designed. They are designed to make you think you’re doing good, interviewers are supposed to be extremely no matter what. And he didn’t give me the job right away, he just said he’d contact me back in a few days. Which is what jobs say when they don’t want to hire you. And on top of that after I hung up my roommate kept saying how cringey I was. I’ve never felt so pointless and humiliated. Is it possible to live without a job? I want to die. I hate my life. 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My parents are okay with taking me to work but I still feel like a burden on them. I practiced a little bit in a parking lot which was fine but I stuggle with the written tests. My mom took me to the DMV to get my test done and I failed twice. When I sat at the computer to take the test I was so nervous that people were looking at me, that my mind went blank and I forgot the things I learned. I had an anxiety attack after the second fail and I'm terrified to take it again. How am I supposed to start driving if I can't get the test done? What if I forget the things I learned on the road? 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I just used the app to have someone get your groceries and bring them to your car. I may never step foot in a grocery store again! ,3.108761904761902,5.014551685714288,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,75.0,4.666666666666667,25.952380952380953,3.1291,0.3125238095238094,139,5,28,0,3,42,30,35,0.115,0.807,0.078,-0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998891282444778,0.0,0.0,0.4814404657427421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427009666775946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48634480062379504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957480990534441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1337Anarchy,2019/02/21,"Anyone else experienced this? I litterally want to go outside for a run but I can't because I'm afraid people will look weird at me for running instead of walking. 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I don't live in a close neighborhood. So no one ever comes here unless it's the mail carrier or someone delivering a package. The only thing that came to mind is that this morning I usually drive my daughter to the bus stop during winter cold months. But this morning I had to turn around due to snow, first time I EVER done that. So I drove to the neighborhood next to me and randomly turned around. Partial turn around in someones driveway. I don't think I hit anything or did anything wrong. But thats the only thing I can think of. People here are not friendly. I assume they had a camera or something and came over to yell at me. If she comes back again, I will answer it and face whatever it is. but I need some love right now. I feel so stupid being upset over this.",2.321249999999999,4.293865897727276,3.3829545454545484,90.40068181818184,77.52272727272728,5.990909090909091,22.93181818181818,6.9077264865688965,0.661643181818182,682,21,141,7,16,219,105,176,0.127,0.8390000000000001,0.034,-0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,13,6,1,1,9,0,14,2,1,0,2,38,29,16,0,2,9,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,12,15,0,1,6,0,0,8,5,4,0,2,10,3,20,2,20,16,2,34,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,8,13,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080993940473156,0.3420746746177609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849126055880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394933932801133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220671809071875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310778230664454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172467012133904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476480931455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089510286901,0.0,0.0,0.09895996361977434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310347071205087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560382809924713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293317030321053,0.0,0.10223809531548074,0.0,0.0,0.09497514199190116,0.0,0.0,0.1362223426094629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679529867692863,0.19483239267643992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887996360723838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938589123306708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705598046371888,0.09860789457461837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708675428443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019107864036045,0.164146395161075,0.0,0.0,0.07468875986942337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179667445761802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107011248818754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004340229815526,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosavioleta,2019/02/21,"People with SA, how did you meet your significant other? I’ve noticed that my social anxiety has really gotten in the way of me encountering or pursuing any romantic relationships. So, just out of curiosity — if you deal with social anxiety, how did you and your partner meet? 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Is it common for others with social anxiety to often be running late because of anxiety?,4.788333333333334,8.024366722222227,6.9311111111111146,61.40000000000003,76.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,36.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.747577777777779,83,5,9,2,2,29,15,18,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145481265212688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500972832478906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7587382687749038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34282280595390713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blttt,2019/02/21,"Research Social Anxiety Hi all, &#x200B; I’m a student at the Amsterdam Fashion Institute and I’ve been working on my Graduation Project, which is about Social Anxiety (I’ve been dealing with it myself). Therefore I need to so some research and it would really help me if you can fill this in for me (: [https://www.survio.com/survey/d/B1K3P4L4C9P6K5D5K](https://www.survio.com/survey/d/B1K3P4L4C9P6K5D5K) Many thanks! 🙏🏽 &#x200B; ps. It’s all confidential",7.572541806020068,11.517860434782607,4.9495652173913065,69.03030100334449,89.57971014492755,6.7607580824972136,29.945373467112603,7.61054688173877,3.129257748049053,386,17,49,8,13,108,55,69,0.049,0.8170000000000001,0.134,0.7897,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,8,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,32,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067184384651166,0.4561214682530324,0.0,0.0,0.2871606941974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934974678336912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580290778321845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028556466147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916782874881048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023735430126972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826473360616972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279734110801773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136638662376506,0.0,0.0,0.13332774377989204,0.0,0.4561214682530324,0.0 socialanxiety,PandaYetii,2019/02/21,"Stuck on repeat I have social anxiety and social phobia, some days I can’t even go out without help other days I feel really motivated and push my self to go out which is great, I just want to know if there’s people out there who feel the same as me? To know I’m not the only one? Some days I feel so irritated with myself for it 😕",1.5129166666666691,2.8847200138888915,4.003888888888889,87.73,78.02777777777777,7.022222222222222,17.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,0.24737222222222144,259,4,59,4,6,91,52,72,0.16699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.114,-0.4751,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,20,13,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,11,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172438784073303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43611430635968346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888182755423982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419236956678519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562125110704245,0.0,0.0,0.2485164031666796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510882296175671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477599611432889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527443149260832,0.17143520904020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562715928664368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440404689677874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515281428943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595562184704298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295323724220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728814261190152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beta14x,2019/02/21,"Driving fear I am 19 and I only have my learners licence. I get way to nervous and scared when I get behind the wheel and I try to avoid it at all costs. I feel like a loser because my parents, friends and family all expected me to get my licence like 2 years ago. I do drive occasionally but I always feel anxious and nervous and then I stop practicing and learning. Its a cycle I can't seem to break. I really need to get my licence because of all the benefits and trust me I understand that (constant nagging from family). I just get way too tense and nervous behind the wheel and I completely lost faith and hope that I will ever get my licence.",2.500589743589746,4.580399853846156,4.338076923076926,83.25608974358975,77.38461538461539,7.102564102564102,28.525641025641036,8.07648339933343,2.1055641025641023,511,23,98,9,12,173,74,130,0.197,0.652,0.151,-0.3339,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,16,1,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,4,27,18,14,0,3,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,1,2,22,7,10,16,3,13,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456945992793097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367601010532516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185679221782138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003838029682999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172327595082586,0.17761400956841533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486723932321028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309886633859079,0.18494990291877927,0.16620999728641356,0.11741831410261575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698358459467993,0.0,0.5152256917575175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324586664398522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059530010686351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941758740597932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187033560216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500265113410428,0.0,0.0,0.18250154790704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529277385695987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645523282868422,0.0,0.0,0.14962653042939664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741173121177452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158917334622198,0.0,0.0,0.17110382386886594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092151818229586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584199807279696 socialanxiety,NiMeNiX2,2019/02/21,"I feel like a ghost There's a substitute, my greek teacher, and I already think he secretly hates me. ""What's that smell?. Maybe it's the pipes."", I immediatly think he's refering to me. I feel he's uncomfortable when I come to his class. And even my previous greek teacher. My classmates may be talking behind my back, like my old classmates (they thought that I had anorexia). Also all the people I see in my HC. They may be laughing inside about my looks, how I dress, my ugly face, my way of walking, why I'm always alone, etc. I care about it but at the same time I'm indifferent, it's strange. Anyway I feel like everyone is uncomfortable when I'm around. And me too, I hate being surrounded of strangers, so I avoid groups of people, I'm not constantly changing of sidewalks. I sometimes hate them, but like I said, I feel indifferent. I isolate myself from now on, it feels lonely but I can't be near anyone. I want to be left alone. And because I don't want anybody to be my friend, they don't deserve it. I'm really terrible maintining friendships. PD: I'll remove this post If I regret writing this. 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This was a way I was able to hide the outline of the penis on my pants while standing. After discovering this I began to do exercises to strengthen the muscle that were needed to allign my spine. I found this really helps, it makes me more confident in my body and increases my self esteem. I hope this helps someone.",6.380415584415588,7.225556054545457,7.916753246753249,66.29227272727276,65.72727272727272,11.376623376623378,34.8051948051948,11.20814326018867,4.313064935064936,466,21,80,14,7,162,71,110,0.139,0.721,0.139,0.455,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,8,0,9,3,2,3,0,9,15,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,1,14,2,16,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,59,22,1,0.22557762072924475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176987872743182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505658837957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317303547043578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010537473424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405882288983607,0.1611526973215123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733421787457394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023998484052868,0.0,0.0,0.22404947590437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366253970164894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020583112256704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505748134757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726294748708131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528572338008467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445108000842527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353266550716541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113118601684131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905301556090164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NikolisVodka,2019/02/21,"Im very scared. I don't know if vent posts are allowed but since I've finished school last year I've done nothing, I'm pretty much just a leech on my parents. I'm too scared to get a job not because I hate work but because Im too scared of interviews and even if I get the job I wouldn't fit in and I'd just be the one weirdo there. Lunch breaks seem like the worst part of a job, what the hell am I supposed to do? I'm going to have to do something soon so I'm just really scared. Sorry for venting.",0.5174336283185852,1.9261777787610617,2.287796460176992,98.78673893805308,80.94690265486727,5.227964601769912,20.14955752212389,5.6839178017228535,-0.3602417699115041,391,10,99,2,10,129,70,113,0.302,0.6409999999999999,0.057,-0.9866,5,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,4,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,14,19,7,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,6,1,9,16,3,10,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,5,52,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447318895316816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464479713404701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452071065187714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953482290807865,0.0,0.08133090862098571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412883657954186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091598643980979,0.0,0.4260343370730477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864777046014383,0.11665116556521213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991476787414838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519998514182724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731486170392665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697289072830408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890319766647326,0.15497074977126613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705678346725694,0.14559109257247982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916778988941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57309960267429,0.14483175070458304,0.0,0.13027908208801164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837944748594235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017062826323776,0.0,0.16019637834707706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807812099727205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418347565262301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215610571008737 socialanxiety,BRIIgzz,2019/02/21,"I reacted to my crush's post with a heart eyes emoji on accident. help So I was using messenger which is a facebook app that's basically for chats and stuff and there's this feature where people can post about stuff and it's called as ""My day"". And so I was checking my friend's posts out of curiosity and then i suddenly swipe up on accident trying to swipe right to the next post opening the reactions menu, I tapped it away since that's how you make it go away I think ( don't usually react to people's posts since I only lurk) but instead I tap a heart eyes emoji. I checked who's post I reacted to since if it was my friend's it would've been kinda alright and I'll say ""Oh it was just an accident no homo"" when I get to school but I think you've guessed it by now, it wasn't my friend's post I reacted to. It was my crush's post while she posed for a class newscaster competition and she was on the representing team. I need help, what do I do? Do I avoid her for a few weeks until she probably forgets it? What do I do when someone asks? It's already speculated that I like her after I made mistakes and told someone. If she confronts me what do I do? I'm literally scared to the point I want to ruin my perfect attendance for a few days and that's a big no from strict parents. help pls ",0.9792440041710117,3.04271544890511,3.0840928050052163,90.38060218978106,82.46715328467154,6.6880083420229415,22.559436913451513,7.83500028581142,1.038689676746611,1019,35,228,19,28,345,137,274,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.084,-0.9011,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,11,11,1,2,12,1,18,5,4,8,1,35,31,22,0,5,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,23,12,0,1,2,2,2,2,4,5,0,0,10,3,36,6,28,21,2,35,0,1,2,1,21,12,1,4,14,146,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019964910582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640761392284076,0.0,0.1736781177678937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943792246250716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921670415558587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422870938002636,0.0,0.04828976531667235,0.0,0.052528908168947216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181975729779907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905502387658368,0.1858574284096964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451556054590392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745751811723851,0.06169634401482181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853412008882374,0.0,0.0,0.09829812508176004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029558638627054,0.0,0.0,0.10263024991977616,0.0,0.0,0.12815574254045448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737424515745816,0.0,0.7081630651621823,0.0,0.09965291386230374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789329254851685,0.0,0.0735023794983989,0.09253645665274833,0.09354197391501727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293719533513953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662772720430776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161567510012386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184481383463046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831882372733257,0.0,0.06275248007593448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982803344561751,0.10179627876769848,0.0,0.05451637283973524,0.0,0.0741400898806812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565813152029322,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jabba_banana,2019/02/21,"am i okay? and help please My parents sent me to Canada to study for six months, so i can get better at english and be more independent, i'm from Mexico btw and i met a lot of mexicans in the same school here, but right now i'm having a real hard time through my social anxiety because ive been unable to make friends right now and its been 4 weeks and everybody else already maked some friends. Im a really quiet person, I really suck at talking. When i try to have a conversation with someone i see they get bored and prefer to chit chat (i hate chit chat)with other people. The fact that i suck at talks depresses me so much, because this has been a barrier for my whole life, i cannot understand how to talk like everybody else and say something funny. I haven't gone out so much cause i have no one to go with, so prefer to stay in my house, but when i go out (to eat, go to the mall) i go by myself and actually enjoy it , but then i feel this feel of loneliness and get a little sad when i think about it. Today i suddenly felt really depressed, i went to take a bath and i burst in tears, from all of sudden many thoughts went to my head. I covered my mouth and was shouting in my head while moving my mouth: ""why everybody make friends so easily and i cant? Why am i like this?i hate being an introvert, i hate being so boring,i hate myself, i hate everybody"" Felt better after, but i know i will keep doing this to release all this emotion around my head. I really want to meet someone who can understands me but i know that will be the hardest thing. I just want some tips to be more good socially, how to get out of my comfort zone, what can i do to make friends easily?",2.3545634841538785,3.9642070953757234,4.0347797488539,87.38569364161854,76.3121387283237,7.546980267091889,23.491728124377122,8.326086129247049,1.3152446880605941,1309,40,280,24,29,439,177,346,0.16399999999999998,0.677,0.158,-0.7502,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,17,23,7,0,12,1,26,7,5,8,3,56,67,30,0,4,6,1,5,2,4,2,1,3,1,1,13,18,1,2,12,3,0,9,4,11,0,2,12,9,46,12,42,48,11,38,0,3,1,0,20,14,2,3,16,186,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.08062689111084878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117513465857524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320539805591736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355085739852464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073088067938507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614441374037287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848752769221782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232395165667408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845426573327523,0.1380397088936807,0.09293832677424016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355205937990533,0.0,0.15865963712146847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553333776197636,0.0,0.17266577740846792,0.0,0.18782333494335365,0.06929918798656565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401284239839158,0.4078592705766324,0.25438119707373896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537960468616318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533438454775124,0.0,0.0,0.0892456474212171,0.0,0.0,0.0734379907363886,0.0,0.0,0.09081348520599226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583581720077441,0.08072960874633986,0.08280867995190716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024204110018087,0.0,0.0,0.22060258799604315,0.08376546722270123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594787741286295,0.0878138245344608,0.12147295770055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598662318088198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174165463331267,0.0,0.0,0.057279505217089875,0.0721421086251098,0.0,0.09069384977852044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404161805685056,0.21171838607065013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111701364301085,0.0,0.06570411667066807,0.0,0.08361760271789248,0.06583882252140591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844489987326822,0.14001024908748128,0.06360624504281796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880637720561361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212125929747915,0.19922465312433515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489020680747134,0.05294066909424718,0.0,0.0655924254631219,0.04817739576220049,0.0,0.07831574026588857,0.0,0.0,0.05609473190419345,0.0,0.0,0.17202427152905014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746487517731668,0.0,0.06627416892809852,0.0,0.0,0.15318234474478248,0.1491065224468905,0.09224421204973897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BigChungusPS42019,2019/02/21,"Class laughed at me Today in college, our teacher discussed our MLA papers, after we turned in our drafts. They told us to use Purdue OWL. I wish I had known about this before the assignment, but i’m kind of stupid. Anyways, I cited the Declaration of Independence, with “Jefferson et. al” next to it. I asked the teacher if this was correct, because I didn’t want to wait until the end of class to find out, and he facepalmed and everyone laughed.",4.090957983193277,6.042922364705883,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,72.41176470588233,7.2100840336134455,29.789915966386555,7.957251820313856,2.043285714285715,351,15,66,5,7,111,64,85,0.058,0.836,0.106,0.3095,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,15,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,12,3,15,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,42,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537266996603641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544574827937333,0.0,0.23094535709957945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403839521636284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593387624640571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805892228440676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826261656766985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886419116036236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725986237693405,0.2593387624640571,0.0,0.0,0.2952103104140655,0.0,0.0,0.32646636242390914,0.23440646659471845,0.0,0.0,0.16008148738410605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121019395506838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JarodIsBad,2019/02/21,"Just a quick social anxiety story So today was a weird day. I got my phone taken away by a dean (overglorified hall monitors) and ended up having to come get it after school. When I finally went and picked it up there was like 20+ people and i was standing next to a girl about a foot shorter than me. (I'm like 5'11 so its not uncommon) While I was just standing there silently she came out of nowhere and said ""You're attractive"" which REALLY caught me off guard. For context I'm a freshman at my high school and I've never had someone be that direct about my looks. I wouldn't say I'm great looking but I wouldn't say I look terrible either. I normally wear a hoodie and sweats to school, so I don't look amazing. I wasn't really interested (I'm asexual and can't really make opinions on people based on their looks alone) and I think she was a grade or two ahead of me and I just really don't like the idea of an age gap in high school dating. Needless to say I had NO idea how to respond and I think I said something along the lines of ""I know"" or ""okay"" because I was panicking. I ended up with her snapchat but I don't think I'm ever going to end up talking to her again due to the fact I just don't use snapchat and don't have any classes with her. So uh, thats about it!",2.4372149007204382,3.6467156383763815,4.0731154454401715,88.84515375153755,75.2730627306273,7.375926902126165,23.97487260586892,7.957251820313856,1.0986909506237916,1002,30,223,15,21,336,146,271,0.084,0.867,0.049,-0.8659,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,18,10,0,0,12,1,20,3,3,4,3,45,46,22,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,0,1,7,17,0,1,6,0,0,5,12,2,1,1,16,10,32,8,34,27,1,39,0,0,5,0,16,14,0,3,21,141,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655189561311287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996143059905392,0.0,0.07870235896549148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665845952568597,0.0,0.0,0.06271424731100833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766647604728167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862138043534848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634861732442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336148766054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306018849190707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269921016612383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537501717125277,0.0,0.05846865925806648,0.0,0.08228194938250988,0.1134247569417008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173951916988099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322763437180056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056539755554313925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078484216831747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319633745264879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867271073042297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934683433013343,0.0,0.10941326940638398,0.0,0.10079983999274736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264706242251415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636283756236361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957234873056504,0.2454411712343292,0.0,0.4164772495612069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487245855175094,0.08716927051691277,0.07920148727452256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269045918670559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776264390784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975175173740894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049809658123142,0.0,0.0,0.0888546564067465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537011279174168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rlschlesinger,2019/02/21,"Working in an office again. I spent the last two years working remotely before taking a new job last month. It’s been an unexpectedly rough transition. I’ve always been anxious and I knew my social muscles had atrophied in my time working from home, but I didn’t realize how bad it had gotten. In my first week on the job in the new office, I wasn’t even sure how to respond to small talk. Someone would make a joke or observation, and I would be at a loss for words. I knew what the expected kind of response might be, but I had trouble responding in a way that felt natural. It felt like everyone was speaking from a script that I hadn’t read. This has slowly gotten better, but each day I come home from work, I ruminate for hours on some interaction that just felt off somehow. Maybe my eye contact was weird, or maybe I paused a bit too long before responding to a question in a meeting. I used to click with coworkers effortlessly, but now it always feels like something isn’t quite right, like each exchange with a coworker is a little unexplainably strange. Part of it’s learning new people with different modes of communication. Some people I work with talk over people, and others take things very literally and dissect every nuance of what I say. It’s like navigating through a field of land mines, and I risk stepping on a trap with each conversation. I constantly wonder if I found an office with a bunch of socially awkward folks and they’re the off ones or if it’s all just me or if that’s just what it’s like being around people at work and this is all in my head. It’s only been a month, so I’m hoping it’ll get better. Thankfully, I can work from home occasionally, and when I do, I can really focus on the job and produce good work, which sometimes feels like the only thing that’s going to keep me employed there. They’re definitely not going to keep me around for my riveting water cooler talk.",6.2752139037433174,6.4340960401069545,6.846951871657756,76.252192513369,65.87165775401071,9.901604278074867,31.17112299465241,9.688023934748609,2.770234224598929,1525,53,290,29,22,501,191,374,0.064,0.7979999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9839,5,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,14,15,20,0,2,24,0,25,3,2,5,3,67,50,24,0,7,15,0,6,6,0,4,0,2,3,0,24,21,1,2,12,2,2,4,5,6,0,3,20,10,30,14,44,23,10,45,0,1,2,0,15,22,0,14,24,192,54,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286748523463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873509388432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376645086145075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645599659704983,0.0,0.0,0.13158927956564515,0.0,0.0,0.136768622528167,0.08441471612005202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660536079198129,0.0,0.08355674015973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049865772494554136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807841891122076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106991836633418,0.0,0.06514643945777146,0.07388371289355834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819183626876076,0.1104765506426748,0.22272141094429806,0.0,0.0,0.0657693667812188,0.0,0.08477869654322925,0.0,0.0,0.04039713173002976,0.0,0.08788683105084202,0.06485334773096951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935385059750717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326783811752381,0.07679739055757659,0.07614579937519719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018805789251384,0.13745325705155526,0.0,0.08051812340994915,0.0,0.12605418350469852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266513738613995,0.07749614782073219,0.0,0.06842682214432383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161249635577516,0.0,0.1553590609406785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202556620127421,0.0,0.0,0.1234340762204856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403186840257608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052394841078605266,0.11761250213843633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373131650625172,0.0,0.21441911673897004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866174313075377,0.08224060580277093,0.07734211664255806,0.0,0.04953393579280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603187585921169,0.0,0.06148891566557881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576384367895794,0.06551399542899664,0.05952563150412121,0.07647263641082043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287430880633933,0.0,0.1162718279321298,0.1864435368010234,0.0,0.07118696555951354,0.0,0.0,0.1027375290400192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508660910636117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553156979520907,0.0,0.0,0.06678068451366942,0.0,0.063798081484918,0.0,0.06137396354549567,0.062022396624737075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838515348888495,0.4503259918386791,0.0,0.0,0.10985351329745004,0.0,0.0,0.04979231284990301 socialanxiety,sknikixel,2019/02/21,"It really hurts my feelings when someone makes a joke about how quiet I am Every day at work, someone makes a joke about how little I talk and how boring I am. I laugh along but inside it really hurts. I’m an interesting person but I have crippling social anxiety and low self esteem. It makes me want to quit and work remotely but the isolation wouldn’t be good for me. Thanks for letting me get that out. 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When people talk to me, I sit there trying not to breathe for some reason, and eventually they stop trying to talk to me. Because of this, i still have no friends halfway through freshman year. 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Really hard. I'm turning 25 next week and I've had a lot of my mind, so I'm warning you now this is gonna be a doozy! Let me preface this with the fact that I'm a diagnosed with agoraphobia AND social phobia -- because one wasn't bad enough, and they had to come in pairs. I've been dealing with the onset of this awful duo since I was about 16, to the point where I eventually went full NEET and dropped out of society to hide in my room. It's progressively gotten worse. Like, to the point that I just got out of the loony bin 2 weeks ago worse. I've lost all of my friends because despite my years of isolation, I've managed to periodically run off with junkies I met online and make several poor decisions that shined a new light on my bipolar disorder and alcoholism. Yep, it quadrupled! This isn't about my poor decision making skills though, it's about how rejuvenated I feel after I got out of the hospital -- and how terrified I am that I am going to crash. It's been two weeks and I'm alone. I have watched people cringe at me or be confused by my personality and essence, and I've had several people walk away because my anxiety is ""too much"". I was given a hard reset and now I don't know what to do with it because despite my natural empathy and knack for conversing, I am absolutely terrified of the vulnerability that comes with socializing. And the rejection. I've watched too many shake their heads at me. I had someone describe me the other day in the words of, ""watching you in public is like watching an alien trying to be human."" And while the side of me that has an interest in cryptozoology might find that slightly flattering, it's really quite embarrassing when your strange aura is noticeable! Sure, I laugh through the tears, but swallowing my pride is harder. I feel stuck. I feel chatty. I feel social. But there's no one to share it with, because it feels as if this part of my phobia scares them off or creates a disinterest in me. It feels as if me being afraid means I'm constantly disappointing the new people I'm trying to gather into my life. Is life really this hard? Am I just looking for love in the wrong places? Why the hell has it been so weird? Weird alien girl signing off. Thanks for reading, if any of you earthlings out there actually did. PM me your experience with peopleing if you wish! It'd be nice to know I'm not the only one functioning on an entirely different plane.. 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I've been feeling kinda down about my anxiety lately. It's tiring to try to not appear super nervous and scared all the time in simple situations. I wanna hear other people's improvements. I was diagnosed 6 years ago and when I look back, I'm still proud of where I am now. A few examples of improvements I made are being able to make eye contact and addressing people by their name. It's not natural to me, but can do it now. I think in my first 21 years of living I never even called my closest friends by their names. Weird anxiety thing that would never make sense to anyone else lol ",4.006046511627903,5.607333364341084,4.9913875968992265,82.25312790697677,71.94573643410854,8.26077519379845,25.3031007751938,8.841846274778883,1.881027286821705,520,16,99,10,10,170,92,129,0.086,0.778,0.136,0.7564,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,8,6,0,2,2,1,9,3,1,3,3,22,19,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,5,13,3,16,13,3,22,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,4,13,67,20,0,0.1823076200736598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616047053829424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789296607169004,0.0,0.0,0.127473726818803,0.18679570088326747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018330665883955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615646330908164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503839682950995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229462336868127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041246367453795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218021044032272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507076850276416,0.0,0.0,0.14085041503530482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547393753725893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565093620408356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098096855547467,0.0,0.153092485514482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250387812753978,0.2433835040820763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121375101816826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527782981779517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825217315151968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049214033526452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559110088717794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111708202472975,0.11681536168414007,0.0,0.0,0.10630503934399577,0.20953579074036333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237749070435395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295061026391755,0.0,0.0,0.2348002602746491 socialanxiety,dv0r4k3,2019/02/22,"How can I stop this? So when I’m put in pressuring social situations wether it be with presenting shit in front of the class, or other nerve wracking things, I have an issue When I smile in these situations, I like get nervous, and my smile starts twitching... Like the left side of my face, my smile moves up and down super fast because I’m nervous... this just happened as I was saying goodbye to my girlfriend in front of her dad... I just want to get rid of it and it sucks cuz I’m already awkward enough...",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,73.55445544554456,6.6341584158415845,26.48638613861386,7.1686216300943375,1.1452069306930697,396,14,82,4,8,126,66,101,0.13,0.711,0.159,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,4,3,0,4,3,2,2,0,11,13,10,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,3,14,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,8,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488551142266191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746837288196245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330113837482373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235638597743332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994171244522255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353731144004244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501650840599296,0.0,0.0,0.22034490084683594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396806916384873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266991271505264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933404234024214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314820502435141,0.0,0.506963791181954,0.0,0.2298783267818901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961663940250895,0.0,0.0,0.18853586791707436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981835492919998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330112246949838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,annoyedandunemployed,2019/02/22,"What can I do to get us some representation? Sooo I think I know the answer on why social anxiety isn’t often talked about and disregarded.. But I mean I know there are a lot of support groups for depression and anxiety, but is there any for social anxiety as a whole? I always want to like start something at my school or even try to volunteer for an organization but it comes in spurts and then I always end up thinking that I can’t and that I would definitely be too scared to even join an organization like that but I just feel like we need at least some representation on campus or even in daily life because even though I don’t want to draw attention on myself and put myself out there I would at least like to know that we are recognized?",5.727695195195192,6.0385596824324335,6.609819819819819,76.9628078078078,67.04054054054055,10.091291291291293,27.93093093093093,9.994966539143718,2.390524624624624,595,17,121,13,9,198,85,148,0.07200000000000001,0.767,0.161,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,35,25,14,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,18,5,22,22,6,15,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,6,7,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807669849064614,0.0,0.0,0.097286497628504,0.0,0.32832419777408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720875802643083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323452570558027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321837134431472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670972893347293,0.0,0.0,0.3779621996105508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233602327238806,0.10220292449551313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474355381339533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358680238905238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104833129945492,0.2795698346820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162548613241565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583554794540286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060780407467444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381598406965224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432291828748576,0.14478553613335535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916656821573992,0.0,0.11013547375932342,0.0,0.0,0.10125942855668978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234411410998034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498714495521092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833356352951021,0.1405568677486854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712913990617916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208496622300504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876236280448612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909044921012627,0.15972268114262195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325309325451085,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toomuchsweg4u,2019/02/22,"what the fuck is wrong with me? never had an actual friend my entire life. currently a sophomore in college and every day i think to myself ""im going to initiate a conversation with someone"" but when the time comes i never have the balls to do it. seriously i don't know why i cant do it and im so fucking lonely. ive been lonely since i was born. im sitting here in my one bedroom apt alone every day just wondering why im like this...",1.6525,3.2135073010752677,4.4233198924731205,84.05497983870971,78.13978494623656,7.230645161290322,23.45295698924731,8.07648339933343,1.3195602150537629,341,11,72,6,8,122,64,93,0.183,0.76,0.057,-0.8937,1,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,6,0,10,3,0,0,2,12,17,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,10,2,7,14,0,13,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,1,9,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1506919696300978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599328942765789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301944358901485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917667984948628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602115813332996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930476623775735,0.2855182191682585,0.0,0.0,0.08776063387522565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6672018333102706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486537658912259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907164796629128,0.07544197464297504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381969610785737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463921408635328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773809521272966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308398470578897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098946314181695,0.0,0.0,0.09004373800142537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786806640147505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746226403359502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688343928512018,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cole_A,2019/02/22,"I don't know what's up with me Hey guys, I have had trouble most of my life talking to people... Everytime I have a conversation with someone I never know what to say. Every conversation I have with someone I think about whether what I'm saying is embarrassing or how stupid I most sound. For example, today I went to the doctors and even before I left my house to go, I started to get worried about what to say to the doctor/nurses. Then once I started talking to them I began to start sweating and blushing... Am I just a shy person or do I have some form of Social anxiety.",5.167869458128081,5.274211870689657,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,68.22413793103448,8.697536945812809,32.08866995073892,8.418075326091056,2.4285014778325134,451,18,88,6,7,153,71,116,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,9,3,1,1,1,17,20,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,4,18,0,18,17,4,11,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,5,7,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874198437853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432030566992634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445054843212953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111544715432921,0.0,0.14179223861123713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792498545046197,0.0,0.09564352728151974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663432865217728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418496241928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497642058051564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828484224828532,0.0,0.11886875330385685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979622263032045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922418593134154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667163553570048,0.14694501588980996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014947435915435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155125460125248,0.2851844597973847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573512361265367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705315048952129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783393512514597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595199796223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600723704606126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709074538762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rsinsigalli,2019/02/22,Going to a basement concert full of strangers So my coworker told me about a basement party that's happening tonight. I'm thinking about going in a few minutes but I barely know this coworker and she won't be there for about another half hour. And I'm already getting that fluttery heart beat. How do I talk to people? Do I not talk? Do I just stand on a corner and listen to the bands play?,1.5007876230661026,3.9757547468354444,3.0687763713080187,88.69517580872015,83.81012658227849,5.536427566807316,26.499296765119553,6.937597516519254,1.387327988748242,311,14,60,4,9,102,57,79,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,10,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222234182811042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061819080649561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255518191737602,0.0,0.3318946401616969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820995362895843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460151317599135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755596693247376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047265374860145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024323631395387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693885672227182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870984169699027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790134541366279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,janelanee,2019/02/22,How to recover from public humilation? Like the title says,3.677999999999997,6.505024800000001,6.420000000000003,57.94000000000002,101.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,4.463000000000001,48,2,6,2,2,17,10,10,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234529807405461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8520545621929606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustALivingHuman,2019/02/22,"Stop being so scared, mentally push through So I think I have pretty bad social anxiety, but I’ve been trying to get over it. I always start assuming people hate me or are talking behind my back, and I feel like I don’t belong. I’ve began to start pushing through it, with my core tense from the anxiety talking to people, and honestly it’s been going super well. So there’s this really hot girl I’ve had a crush on for a while, I decided to try to talk to her today. It was my goal, and it went SUPER well. I had so much anxiety “what should I ask? No that sounds like I’m making up something”, etc. etc. my mind was pounding. I told her some garbage that wasn’t true as an excuse to talk to her, and she really seemed to open up! Idk it went better than I thought, she smiled and was touching her hair, as well as laughing mid sentence over nothing. Great signs! I’ve been approached by girls in the past, but I’ve never directly tried to talk to someone I like. Talk to people and don’t be scared of getting rejected guys! It goes way better than you think!",2.880740037950666,4.262666811059908,4.124640824071567,88.2262889671998,74.4377880184332,7.13353212252643,24.285443209541878,7.724431198458867,1.1123463811330991,826,25,174,11,17,271,125,217,0.147,0.621,0.231,0.9795,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,5,11,19,1,2,5,0,16,1,1,1,2,26,34,17,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,11,8,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,5,3,0,14,5,23,14,31,17,4,24,0,1,0,0,20,8,0,4,12,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825016546057941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340613728238175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915150113923038,0.0,0.0,0.08155336151200572,0.08855541817436068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760236903854166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656919900132345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362697032527421,0.07576906983728611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082363008159768,0.0,0.06027617083381984,0.0,0.0,0.11693119207721915,0.0,0.10501577624854322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047119947128984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544623429062404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079567235052335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688323063310262,0.0,0.10709006131607908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796608182104968,0.0,0.08179977789632806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176714120654214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124598317293228,0.22058532244355664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790084257729413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588911741242313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236852102914028,0.0,0.0,0.09655276623804986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811450626099188,0.08986403840638782,0.08164993755339281,0.0,0.0,0.1501392010427713,0.0,0.0,0.08867065702841148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114806093567709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359175446583982,0.0,0.08419955366700584,0.0,0.0,0.10053219299225964,0.10134458705497612,0.0,0.2160227201260736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418525203797265,0.0,0.0,0.28608121876800513,0.19663680624872906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kip57,2019/02/22,"Good ‘self-help’ resources for treatment I was wondering if anyone had any recommendations for websites, videos, PDFs, etc. that are particularly helpful for trying to treat social anxiety disorder. My anxiety isn’t crippling or extremely severe but has nonetheless significantly affected my life and my ability to create real friendships. I always thought that I’d eventually grow out of feeling uneasy around others, but unfortunately it has never stopped. In fact, it has only gotten worse over time. I’m going into a field where sociability is fairly important (medicine) so I want to start facing this issue that I’ve had head-on. I would like to do some CBT/cognitive restructuring just by myself. Any recommendations? I don’t want to spend any money so I would prefer free resources. Thanks. 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Before I started school, I worked for two years in a restaurant kitchen. I worked mostly mornings meaning I was only there with one or two other people before we opened in the afternoon which was great for my social anxiety. I would have my list of tasks to do meaning I was constantly moving around and doing different things which worked perfectly with my ADHD. However, after two years, I got very burnt out and I left that job to focus completely on my education. &#x200B; With only a few months left of school, I need to find a summer job. My question is, what jobs are great to apply for that would work around my issues? I would really prefer to stay out of the restaurant business and try something a little less stressful. 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I have never realized that it is an illness untin that day. I thought that inner fear/anxiety can be 'cured' by doing these things frequently that make them happen, but it can't. Everytime i tried to do anything social i always had that anxiety. I even had those bad thoughts not to live anymore. And it was worsened, i even feared to do any basic normal things(phone calls, shopping, everything that required personal interaction). For 20 years everyone i have met never given me an indication that something was wrong with me. I thought i have to live my life this way, but then in the company i am working a new coworker came and changed my thoughts. She was so friendly and talked with me about things with calmness no one has ever did and i felt something i have never before. (And she looks like the girl someone with social anxiety would never could make themselves to talk with). Then i realized i need to change, i searched the internet and found out that it is actually an illness that can be cured. From that point i knew i had to seek help. Even this realization changed my views in a good way! Today i was the happiest i have ever been because i realized i need to get help, and i am going to take it! I wish i had met her sooner, but i am still happy, and i want to ask everyone to tell that somebody that they need help if you recognize that they have social anxiety, because you can save lives! She saved my life without knowing about it, and i am so grateful for her, you can be that one for somebody! I love you all! Life starts now for me and it can start for everyone in this situation <3",5.309636363636365,6.2450111151515175,5.671515151515153,81.11727272727275,68.15151515151516,9.151515151515152,31.96969696969697,9.339509955726095,2.782151515151515,1348,56,260,26,22,431,158,330,0.094,0.735,0.172,0.9879,0,0,2,0,0,1,38.0,0,4,3,2,12,11,0,1,10,0,39,7,0,2,7,55,68,19,0,9,7,0,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,28,17,0,1,11,1,1,2,8,3,0,2,21,3,49,8,31,42,2,33,0,0,2,1,31,7,0,1,23,194,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.07363695418374586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688971910071433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627878094925129,0.0,0.0,0.05131460674663473,0.0,0.2886290750321857,0.0,0.07483490448276918,0.0,0.0,0.06209620543383635,0.0,0.0705438401382664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300498924668041,0.09199803121862138,0.0,0.06420992498509448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705192438562017,0.08630482387120063,0.0,0.0,0.3193018384250123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060247752935521474,0.0,0.0,0.0973294335759869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951957962478288,0.13651370291717538,0.0,0.21631249953681794,0.1356351005765878,0.0,0.0,0.1698243739320046,0.0,0.0,0.07245233115500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273673605241079,0.05829932163550119,0.0,0.039424135561198025,0.0,0.042885004367981545,0.06329130468049131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672801334688222,0.08032735078058614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173543305976145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147021147191507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319527414114497,0.03686538336417432,0.0,0.2665261940664557,0.0,0.0633664306260649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810455976467714,0.0,0.10073873890751203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785534718780448,0.23279407327020746,0.07287862918054694,0.0,0.0,0.07393365322951932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226574159743393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588775871616395,0.0,0.0,0.07133300530776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481891090672057,0.0,0.3076831861816515,0.06393604016763614,0.11618382124094755,0.0,0.0,0.16023049084212548,0.0,0.060261536437509026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673566550440338,0.12130193332329678,0.06595436236463285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026301617561036,0.0,0.0,0.23962359764005675,0.0,0.0,0.07152616823457562,0.0,0.0,0.051231607051543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450758580092934,0.11979144830953398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867739554409444,0.07273964027822723,0.0,0.054934942744281436,0.0,0.0,0.05360380322364722,0.08250240859909337,0.0,0.09718605295142384 socialanxiety,Brolveth,2019/02/22,"If you are male always go to the hairdresser for male So, TL:DR, I am 17 years old high schooler who just cried over 30 min because of a bad haircut from someone who pretend to be male and female hairdresser and in reality is only feamale hairdresser, and because of that I am too afraid to go to school on monday because I fear my classmates will laugh at me. That's how bad my social anxiety is. And I ask for some advices. Long Story: maby let's start on thing I cried about I can remember, its only 3 things: \- 8 years ago I hardly cried when my grampa who in this time was 1 of my few friends, and I cried only because I kinda forced myslef \- When Phyra from RWBY died i lost 1 tear \- When I was around 6 and cut half of my hand (between thumb and forefinger) So, ever 10 years of constantly bullying on me by my half of my classmates I didn't even cry becasue I learned to hold my feelings and let them go only when I let them, I can't control myself only when I am too angry. Because of that I never truly open to anyone, I hardly made any friends and to be honest I don't know if I want to. I have only 3 hobby in my life, ( I like to read, I like to watch anime/serials/ and play videogames). But almost nobody know it. Because of bullying I always had problems with going to school, often got ache of literally everything. Unfortunetly because of my anxiety and having problems with bullying in primal school I started skpping days in school, and it get it me again in highschool because after getting happy about not having in my class any person who bulled me in primal school I got excited but didn't get any friends but hardly 2 mates who sometimes talk with me. Anyone other was just there cold and in their close groups, unfortunetly I didn't menage to have that group even after trying to get one, get noone. I didn't passed a year, and in my new class everyone is friendly open. There is no groups only one, and this is a whole class. Everyone is nice and I find out I can call almost half of them my friends, what's pretty good. But the problem start here. Year ago I decide I will have a longer hair, because why not, I will do a cosplay and maby longer hair will cover my slightly below avarage face. So after 5 or 6 months of getting angry because my hairs didn't manage to get a style finally from 2 cm I had long hairs and I was happy about it. My hair wasn't gorgeous, their were kinda wild because I didn't even cut my hair for 1 hear and 2 months. 2/3 months I get style I was happy about, it looked nice and cover my face. And I get even some words about looking better in longer hair than short. But my mother and sister wasn't so happy about it, I started to get comments to go to cut my hair, or from my sister I get know I look like a moron and other stuff. But I didn't care much about them, I was just happy about my hair and how it look because it wasn't like in the picture, but it was close enough to make me feel happy and good. In this week my mom decide I will go to hairdresser, I asked in 4 days 6 times if I could get money to go to male hairdresser in city (3 min from my school) but didn't get answear. Today I was taken to my local hairdresser in my village (sligtly about 2k people, smal city basicly but its still vilage to have lower taxes) I went to her usually, and when I last get my haircut (friend of my mom), I didn't cared about it much 1 year ago, but asked if she is male hairdresser, my mother answear was ""Yes"" but after 30 minuts I get to know its easy to call himself a male hairdress when only mens what want haircut want it to be 2 cm longs. I didn't get haircut from her but from heir employee but when I look at the mirror instead of my long and ""lion's mane"" ( I like to call it because it kinda looked like it) I saw angry typical feminist from TV who is trigerred because someone didn't said her gender right. Basicly, it look like a female hair and I lost half length of my hairs in awful way. I uncontrolly cried for 1 hour,because I am too afraid to go to school and listen to laugh about my hair from my classmates. It remind me of 11 years of bullying having bad days, and using everything what's possible to laugh of me, even my owns hobby. Its 11:30 Pm when I ended writing it, I started crying aroun 10 PM, after 1 hour and writing it, In the process I calmed myself enough to stop myself from crying, but its still want to come back and I feel rly bad becasue I lost only thing what I was happy about in my body and 6 months of growing hair while getting angry about growing them ( because when they were in the middle I could not get them together and it looked bad but still better than short) 22D.02M.2019Y - Day when I broke for first time in my whole time becasue I am to affraid to get back to bad memories. What I should do ? Below picture what describe the best how my hair looked vs how I see myself in the mirror but with brown hairs https://i.redd.it/r4yh86zc77i21.jpg &#x200B; https://i.redd.it/3cry7aoe77i21.jpg",5.923930703624734,5.496596937313439,6.2618434612651015,82.1328078358209,66.69154228855722,8.770611229566454,29.68772210376688,7.957251820313856,1.841682658137884,3922,118,792,40,56,1265,335,1005,0.131,0.7440000000000001,0.125,0.8267,2,0,0,0,0,0,120.0,0,1,9,8,56,57,4,3,17,2,69,20,19,8,2,119,142,76,1,14,29,6,22,7,7,6,1,3,0,8,49,45,0,3,12,4,2,13,21,20,0,7,38,39,134,37,129,90,11,128,0,4,13,0,59,42,0,14,79,520,183,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03391329455197918,0.09229158449686484,0.0,0.06950402769801943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057754629590896514,0.03760281997229683,0.04217033661160047,0.07080170806741891,0.0,0.053098413377949516,0.0,0.0,0.0485330432343117,0.0,0.0,0.030894780751118508,0.09733338501618273,0.0,0.0,0.0533719586975995,0.17386319951587206,0.3384932367648083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364207243818277,0.06138745053705029,0.0,0.03854939745826693,0.0,0.0,0.10631296237579152,0.0,0.0707680587755007,0.0,0.0,0.029895258251051555,0.0,0.0375037428817909,0.03892457433698928,0.05541818838081638,0.0,0.3049742351585188,0.08952733707238489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360182791507901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030738302011539164,0.07171902146877085,0.0,0.11461152527871968,0.031392631825304045,0.0,0.06632417124494855,0.06238117762540299,0.0,0.0,0.03905273926270033,0.0526436260666566,0.0,0.0,0.03801759774057799,0.031719713405180934,0.029520029342283514,0.0,0.0,0.1608778401575108,0.0,0.3445063693808755,0.0,0.1577890716236628,0.05821776372979269,0.05551346896440188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586085977113743,0.09326650781006107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039115022926234436,0.0,0.0,0.03666770572996223,0.0,0.0,0.06835480838137999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629177453315054,0.028289182167091358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646454799486407,0.02451314631787665,0.11868566563265145,0.0,0.0,0.12285122368406187,0.262290903520676,0.0,0.11365372162188378,0.0,0.0,0.03283868128822681,0.023165836641231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129208170577884,0.11080470225560746,0.0,0.05102429160021986,0.0,0.026766611985165858,0.033518275820059465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641702750404662,0.0,0.04703397103304288,0.23755223865282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024060056100039938,0.03030304074933667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912463861314658,0.0,0.035307430660744404,0.0,0.09962390645833087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034714361174822884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931396513349847,0.029637854342952036,0.03301237336890407,0.0,0.0,0.24586297372906854,0.027655367437653292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035377345922911835,0.05881081610007161,0.0,0.034324102256277834,0.0,0.12282178024883934,0.0,0.08314630046000401,0.029014908502040707,0.0,0.0,0.03972888700597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02789453989704016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691693189453314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094698726179125,0.0,0.032896253156726694,0.0,0.0,0.02356239620814525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029973950834877833,0.0382226208420273,0.0,0.08187956078398433,0.027547189419385446,0.027838233175202468,0.0,0.0,0.032171854436650216,0.03131583697657083,0.07749371816006961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217033661160047,0.15644203765366413 socialanxiety,bzzitsqueenb,2019/02/22,"Im stating to get worried Quick background info: Im 19F. I lost all my friends after hs and I go to university fully online and my job majority has middle aged women so I have zero friends and ZERO social life whatsoever. Story: So yesterday I went to a store to shop with my gma. This guy I’ve been in school with since 6th grade works there as LP and I’ve always thought he was really cute but we were NEVER friends and I always got the feeling that he didn’t like me in general as a person. A few months ago, I went to the store and I saw him and he didn’t say hi or anything and I know he saw me which I wasn’t surprised by. Yesterday, I saw him and I guess he couldn’t just ignore straight out, so he said hi and asked what I was doing there and he seemed happy and was nice to me which I did not expect at all. Anyways thats all we talked but I was so incredibly awkward. 1. Because I think he is really cute 2. I was 100% sure he was going to ignore me 3. Because I haven’t had interaction with a boy my age for like 2 years 3. Because I haven’t had daily or weekly social interactions with people my age, even someone I went to school with or still do (we go to the same university, but he actually goes on campus). Anyways, the main point of this post was to say that I’m getting worried about my social skills. In grade school I was always very social and happy and outgoing but ever since I lost all my friends and haven’t had frequent social interactions with people my own age I don’t know how to act around them or just feel really left out and awkward. Like I will go on social media and see friend groups hanging out and when I try to imagine myself as part of that group or what I would do if I was there I cant. I feel like if I was there I would be all awkward and feel really shy and embarrassed to even say anything because I wouldn’t want to come off as annoying or stupid. I guess not only do I have social anxiety but I’m a little insecure as well. 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I’m worried my social anxiety is going to ruin my job or at least severely impede it. Regardless it makes me miserable everyday. I really really want to change it and I’m hoping someone can give me concrete solutions. I’ve been in therapy off and on for years and it’s done nothing for my social anxiety. I feel like I could be further in my job. But I’m held back because everything thinks I’m weird or is uncomfortable around me/embarrassed of me because I get so nervous/act awkward. People get uncomfortable around people who are uncomfortable. I’ve tried in therapy to fix my “self esteem” and believe in myself more. That’s not what I need. I need to improve my social skills first so then the confidence and self esteem will naturally follow. Believing I’m worthwhile hasn’t done anything to improve my social anxiety. I tried to break down my social anxiety into concrete areas that I can work on/need help with. What do I do with my hands?! When I’m talking to someone I’m comfortable with I don’t even pay attention to what I’m doing woth my hands or arms. With everyone else I’m like “holy shit what do I do woth these flailing meat appendages “?? They suddenly feel so heavy and awkward. So what do I do? How do I know if I look visibly uncomfortable and how do I change that? A LOT of my anxiety stems from not knowing how I look. I assume I look super uncomfortable or ugly and then I just want to gtfo out of there because I’m embarrassed they are seeing me that way. I feel very “frumpy” when that happens. How much eye contact do I make? Where do I look? This one is similar to the arms. When I’m not nervous this isn’t even a question, it just comes natural. When I get anxious all the sudden I’m painfully aware of my eyes and don’t want to look too shy/not make any eye contact but also don’t want to make too much. Most of my problems with social anxiety are about my body language not whether I can hold a conversation. I have conversation skills I just get so fucking nervous that it’s like I’m about to pass out and can’t breath and suddenly I’m painfully aware of every little thing. Oh yeah one more thing that really holds me back in relationships. I know how to encourage people, congratulate them in accomplishments, celebrate with them, talk about deep topics, but I do not know how to comfort them. I just assume I’m super awkward and would make it worse. I don’t know what to say or to do when someone comes to me upset. And so usually they leave to talk to someone else but I wish I knew how to be there for them. If you can help me in even one of these areas I would greatly greatly appreciate it!",2.9091344018733096,4.945999673624293,4.478993903669913,82.92159473535469,75.98292220113852,7.824764827001494,26.772538253461992,8.656518465578396,2.0956188703621472,2096,82,409,44,47,701,205,527,0.114,0.742,0.14400000000000002,0.9739,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,7,7,38,26,2,8,6,1,40,13,10,12,1,92,96,46,0,15,21,0,5,3,0,3,2,1,0,2,28,26,0,3,14,0,1,5,12,15,0,4,5,15,63,11,57,85,8,45,0,2,9,1,32,22,2,13,19,271,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051673245729862635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394097151787078,0.0,0.2965855401251903,0.0729974813597307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053173311992983335,0.1150435534473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937114997639736,0.0,0.1181676074057434,0.0,0.0,0.14559979792471556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177360639937479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367099338509242,0.11132161021409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159047225727947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322488304100662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795644802557444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803441371179305,0.0,0.054441612911636926,0.0617431824563942,0.05807253011492915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801509610713237,0.04616155277219736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054962181165212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059736281865441526,0.13503639042697235,0.06198537978736315,0.03672265802954483,0.0,0.0,0.1424783333193901,0.0,0.0,0.05713955381937608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993186082962668,0.0,0.0,0.0641780862340072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824245652277946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775558166239872,0.0,0.0,0.06841882070686743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470407334887,0.06476202409395072,0.0,0.0,0.27130506300836604,0.0,0.0,0.05493405716381574,0.0,0.0,0.2156577989059376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500012097687782,0.0958236195309092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062000619373707724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135605016835122,0.0,0.13751157066916544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438941542528418,0.0,0.0,0.07092876360232833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182861057555453,0.0,0.0,0.0723845033726204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418364138701643,0.0,0.0,0.06937320595892156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138509138617847,0.0,0.0,0.051490440530207175,0.0,0.13481677920813478,0.0729974813597307,0.0663272078786671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952061307014401,0.21899508916383048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558072389662579,0.0,0.0,0.14778763675683124,0.0,0.08585575564909187,0.04140320663754943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773979687233055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116519387464224,0.053314816367798334,0.15244833266785845,0.05128902813426439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430500097856803,0.0,0.0,0.04704108454695776,0.0656204989692964,0.06584903808705561,0.09180244534775872,0.0,0.0,0.04161046781239201 socialanxiety,apofv,2019/02/22,"How I overcame anxiety. My brief story. Hey guys, my name is Anthony. I'm 27 and when I was 19 I was hospitalized for anorexia and anxiety. It took a few years for me to get to this point however when it all went wrong it really happened fast. I think I had my first bout of anxiety when I was around age 8, at least that was the time I had my first therapist. I saw various therapists over those years, with the earlier ones trying to work out why I was misbehaving rather than what my troubles actually were. I guess they figured they had another ADHD kid on their hands they could simply give a star chart too and encourage Mum to make sure they get their s\*\*\* together. When I did finally go to hospital I was relieved. I was terrified of what was to become of me if I did not get urgent help. Although hospital was extremely difficult for me and forced me to overcome challenges I hadn't even imagined, I can now comfortably say it was one of the best things that ever happened to me. Upon gaining my weight back I left hospital medicated and on the real path to recovery. Over the next few years I started to develop a mindset which I constructed from the experiences of others that were just like mine but perhaps they were doing a little bit better. I often say that nobody has all the answers, if they did they would only ever be one self-help book but there's not there's thousands. so it's my belief that's the best thing you can do to overcome your mental health challenges is to open up to others and allow them to open up to you. By doing this we share information with each other that we would otherwise hide for fear of shame or ridicule. but it's my personal promise that if you trust in the natural gift of communication, and not just talk but listen, you can expand your own set of tools to deal with this ever-increasing challenging world. Perhaps the first person you speak to will not understand you and that's okay. Maybe the first 10 won't have a clue where you're coming from, but that's okay too. However, occasionally you will meet someone you are so aligned with that you will probably just burst into laughter at the similarity. This is how we learn. We share information and learn from each other the same way as we do with all the other subjects that we are so far advanced in. Why does Moore's Law work for technology but not mental health? Maybe the reason is that we don't talk about it and we don't work together to get to the next level. I urge you, please, if you are going through something today to talk to somebody, because it might just turn out they're the person who is just like you. Maybe they're waiting for someone like you to talk to them too. I will be documenting more of my thoughts and my journey on my YouTube channel Another Point of View. I would love your support to reach as many people as possible with not only my message but interviews I will be conducting with others to tell their stories about how they overcame their challenges. If you would like to talk to me and perhaps be willing to open up in front of others to help them, get in touch. I would love to speak to you. I truly hope you're all having incredible day. Anthony. Part 1 of my anxiety series on Youtube - [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QIrKFg32Q4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QIrKFg32Q4)",5.905572105619497,6.953726412322276,6.021190476190476,78.73750000000003,66.86729857819904,9.3777025502144,30.395283231776123,9.546486929272694,2.6851482283908834,2661,97,497,53,42,844,279,633,0.058,0.7909999999999999,0.152,0.9963,2,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,8,18,15,16,31,31,1,2,22,2,58,7,1,6,7,101,86,39,0,13,25,1,3,4,0,13,3,5,0,5,38,37,1,1,12,2,0,9,10,6,0,8,24,10,87,25,87,44,17,66,1,0,2,2,75,31,0,10,28,376,125,11,0.0,0.0,0.06901317228007472,0.0,0.08499250215632716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831357735731696,0.2164044757259304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295638989742207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437982985578453,0.0,0.043110663988597336,0.07810542370552331,0.0,0.0,0.14843395996237194,0.06254668550576027,0.07720865507922417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060919595115404325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056464700352099925,0.0,0.0,0.04560898153487413,0.07290990537174495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888134840812375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046710335511438085,0.1919126843806954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917838543184977,0.0,0.07958041519669677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747103711789666,0.0,0.24061986288591575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847431557726316,0.06784171074167131,0.08038437296833653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779067910553891,0.0700245819263774,0.12507610973491382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034553019267122,0.0,0.0,0.14220772299482926,0.0,0.0,0.0702415824050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683821481338035,0.0,0.0,0.1382021883704882,0.07088069026436232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765633147645264,0.0,0.04720659633852836,0.07169965926893318,0.21314525537008264,0.0,0.0,0.07124363477057456,0.14253960323656434,0.07502345490927828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042446957485958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437664686456677,0.10757251256637228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658359386373488,0.0,0.049028807972140216,0.1852516834990299,0.0,0.07763005857317569,0.13370778406386116,0.07972692937902844,0.0,0.0,0.07624884348942562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049560511432315,0.045305472068447136,0.07271262720707303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247983050887626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377708235020501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984278828221337,0.054444226817496534,0.0,0.0,0.050056454179313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025297816763674,0.06665339447168958,0.0,0.0,0.2842129782234622,0.061812982665401986,0.0,0.0,0.1642242971860464,0.09396734133491193,0.04531494972069062,0.0,0.05614431235517769,0.04123779136133286,0.0,0.06703492595020953,0.0,0.07857326645188198,0.04801469266111647,0.0769237809408063,0.0,0.07362271150370117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613477602045075,0.0,0.08611872372491464,0.0,0.06555876955247633,0.1276288094447619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445646998164364,0.0,0.0,0.2511896742435719,0.07732195066029972,0.0,0.1366253783152311 socialanxiety,layna99,2019/02/22,"Does anyone else have this fear? I think I have made a lot of progress in terms of SA. But this is still an issue I have. Whenever I am having a good conversation with someone or even a short conversation (especially with someone older than me) I fear they are going to come out and say to me suddenly something like this: “What the hell is wrong with you?” Like they are going to see and believe everything my inner critic believes, and they are going to confirm my worse fears that theres something “wrong” with me and thats why I cant seem to have any real connections with anyone. I know this is completely irrational, but I still genuinely have this fear when talking to a lot of people and I think it is holding me back. Its mostly with adults I think, but peers as well. This may sound cliche , but I think it has something to do with my dad always criticizing me when I was younger and never giving me much praise. It was always “why are you doing that?” Or “you should be doing x y and z!” Or “what are you thinking? Are you stupid?” Does anyone else have this fear that when talking to someone theyre going to start confirming your “worst fears” about yourself? Or is this just something usual about social anxiety? 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My therapist wants me to start being friendly with coworkers and it horrifies me. I would rather just stay home, be alone and be forgotten about. Does anyone else think being alone is okay?",4.762894736842107,7.8535408157894775,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,75.05263157894737,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3026105263157897,173,6,29,4,4,51,31,38,0.21,0.62,0.17,-0.2406,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721257984797702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187427254295748,0.23353742094122995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989196676894651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040316986183764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521905751610737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862865456032674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900445726037236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132740240344248,0.24293910040614744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646399920942167,0.0,0.1460459644683116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344368322179139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191229810692315,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ceilingeater,2019/02/22,"Just had an interview It went okay I think. I screwed up once when the interviewer asked if I had a rabies vaccine and I said yes. But then I realized I hadn't so I backtracked. I apologized and she said almost everyone she interviews assumes they had it so it's not a big deal. I think I did okay but I have a lot of post anxiety right now. I don't think I acted too nervous, but I don't know really. I hope I get it.",-1.6269963369963352,0.2570259340659362,1.6880879120879122,93.76524542124542,102.84615384615385,5.943150183150184,19.253479853479853,7.3011,0.8197862271062273,324,12,76,8,15,115,56,91,0.142,0.795,0.063,-0.7156,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,5,3,8,1,0,0,0,17,18,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,2,19,3,2,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,5,3,53,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545306466700935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987711752638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981885612006766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424131677202589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468092711075605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228479817032824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335414428213924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922367751665326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990279740177488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504103856404271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519368933945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063307164063516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008034315801628,0.4473331827854069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519937497189748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797187800516687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,datnastaythrowaway,2019/02/22,"It sucks to be forgotten My youth drama club had a reunion a couple of weeks ago. I just found out. No one thought to invite me. It’s not like they couldn’t have got in contact with me, I’m still Facebook friends with a lot of these people. 10 years ago I was friends with these people. I loved them all and still think about them, but they forgot I existed. Either that or they just hated me the whole time and didn’t want me there. 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Please help me I’m at a total loss of how to help myself through this. I don’t have insurance or any of that so please don’t suggest drugs. I need a job as soon as possible, but I have been suffering horrible anxiety attacks everytime I try to go into the store and ask to speak with a manager/ask if they are hiring. I start shaking and crying and can’t breathe and it’s impossible. And don’t get me started on calls, I have worse phone anxiety than anything.... I’m just not sure what to tell myself in these situations. I also have no friends, I only have my dad so there’s not a large support system going on right now. I desperately need a job but I have never had one, I don’t know how to really get one, and I don’t know how to cope with these anxiety attacks... Please if there’s any help you can offer I would seriously appreciate it ",0.8384126984127,3.0933805661375686,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,84.60846560846561,7.197883597883598,23.285714285714285,8.269060116576782,1.6105936507936516,713,27,151,17,21,249,103,189,0.241,0.65,0.109,-0.9757,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,11,10,3,1,8,0,18,2,1,3,3,28,33,19,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,10,7,0,2,2,1,22,3,20,30,1,15,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,3,5,104,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890231388794888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119832273921122,0.0,0.3401778542636763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148313419240303,0.0,0.20785719670722064,0.37941451329941855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703324588370397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211461972446352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892147814358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588938127933397,0.0,0.174244631798353,0.0,0.1263605266063506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354398126853384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330956115563715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219184391596576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486174578526755,0.08574087295425083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066283835671831,0.08454951400572182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660926142567131,0.0,0.12532705560830398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121811239322975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493825760480892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495932326816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737287426838895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261539800401878,0.10477606174599496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716715764873936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095376440618918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329135165689312,0.07897171637576376,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,witeowl,2019/02/22,"Great. Now I can stay up all night replaying fictional events in my head Joined a role-playing game. What fun! Creative, maybe making friends, taking risks in a risk-free world. And now, instead of just occasionally losing sleep over the dumb things I do during the day, I get to lose more sleep over the dumb things my character did during a game (as well as the dumb things I did when creating my character). Not to mention these shitty obsessive thoughts during waking hours. I know no one but me is thinking about this shit outside of the game, but damned if it’s not sticking in my brain like the worst burs in the world. It gets better, right? Because this fun for a few hours isn’t going to be affordable if I end up ruminating over dumb shit three times as much as I currently do. I don’t have enough hours in the day for that. But I did have fun last night while we were playing, so there’s that. 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So, basically, I'm at university and I live in a student accommodation with a lot of other people, pushing 25 just in my flat. This means, that due to my anxiety I rarely leave my room at all. I only leave when i need to go out into town or occasionally very late at night to make food when I know there's no one in the kitchen. I've been here since about October, so coming up on about 6 months. I've barely socialized with anyone here at all besides occasionally saying hi and stuff. They're all pretty good pals and I'm kind of the one left out (my own fault, i don't hold it against them). I just find such a large group of people (who, I'll be honest, I don't fit in with at all, they're nice but I don't think we're really personally compatible) very intimidating and it causes me a lot of anxiety having to interact with them, just because I can feel how out of place I am and how much of a weirdo they think I am. The thing is, there's this girl that lives down the hall from me. She seems really friendly and cool, like the only person here who'd I'd say is ""my type"" of person, and I kinda wanna try getting to be friends with her a little more. She's been more or less the only person who's seemed genuinely friendly to me. Other people have been nice and polite, but she's seemed like basically the only one who actually had some good will behind it. I don't doubt that there's plenty of good will behind the other people here, but it feels like they're just being nice because they should, whereas it feels like she's being nice because she understands I'm a shy person and react well to friendly people. For example, way back in like, November, she found my twitter and she messaged me and said she scrolled really far back through my tweets and thought i was really funny and nice and that i should hang with everyone in our flat more often. We had a little chat about stuff and it was fairly pleasant. I want to stress now, this is not a dating prospect. I'm not a single guy, I'm in a very committed long distance relationship and am very happy in it. I just feel like I'd really get a long well with this person. How exactly do I tackle this? I already have a reputation as the slightly odd quiet guy in my flat. People have kind of given up on getting me to socialize with them.. her included, kind of. She still likes and retweets some of my tweets and she likes pretty much everything I post on Instagram, but we literally only have had one full conversation that last longer than a few exchanged words. The thing is, I really don't have many friends here, and it seems like such a waste to live literally in the same building, even on the same floor as someone I think I'd really get along with and to have barely spoke to them. I just feel like if I just started talking to her out of nowhere after 6 months of hiding from everyone, it'd look weird. &#x200B; The big question, what do? &#x200B; TLDR: There's a person that I live with at university that I want to get to know better but I don't know how to approach the situation because I already have a reputation as the shy quiet guy who barely leaves his room. She seems very friendly but I feel like I may have already squandered my opportunity to make friends due to having lived here for nearly half a year and barely made any moves to make friends with anyone. What do?",5.836452050152488,5.644272005873718,6.554801762114542,79.16880718400544,66.82672540381792,9.510312888286457,29.355811589291765,9.127657967737557,2.196904032531346,2680,81,544,43,39,885,259,681,0.053,0.74,0.207,0.9989,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,3,0,6,2,40,43,0,2,33,1,47,2,0,12,6,119,93,42,0,7,18,0,6,11,10,5,0,6,3,12,36,42,2,1,23,1,1,6,9,4,2,5,14,14,71,39,91,68,20,69,0,0,1,0,66,42,0,17,30,370,107,2,0.0,0.0,0.0468027404905824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877752848311258,0.0,0.0,0.1039308316986134,0.1165550392306499,0.032614931586471864,0.0,0.0733796330742318,0.0,0.0,0.06707049566924646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375766047482878,0.0,0.11694562950079378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241735589826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926886681508817,0.0,0.04131391018234371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0316776006513333,0.0,0.0,0.09165703907695144,0.04310399909982506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550227469028384,0.1713157258002612,0.0,0.0,0.04383522562763724,0.0,0.05799428827474185,0.05258644968986975,0.3334889725377968,0.0,0.12528747326594208,0.0,0.027257180210954118,0.12068151953487274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246594791620634,0.0,0.05105507410720162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983111625198148,0.07907386585136787,0.03909438484753888,0.054101776774984484,0.15235042008623034,0.05210945836652346,0.0,0.0,0.2577430162322157,0.09613847451536707,0.2117509549571442,0.08488744901368799,0.04027492230335679,0.0,0.0,0.08154897146215863,0.0,0.0453815892090744,0.12805660165334615,0.04862463838654638,0.0,0.05224327999130813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656357202748837,0.0509746510692249,0.07051328951858274,0.03556226327514926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500788310554521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299976898316133,0.182381428907936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949953033054732,0.3350195788928393,0.05010874039942174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593310845093402,0.0975865809111058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372697835000331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507403983580445,0.0,0.0,0.05149186028725489,0.0,0.0,0.045621623898195435,0.07628057287915077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218308173264054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039673599964736316,0.053909854364092236,0.0,0.0977798204434292,0.04063695910744019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033946841703283305,0.0,0.038301489825485854,0.0,0.054938838242521416,0.0,0.10980709085205408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385490068761518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372593732164397,0.09219387091123188,0.0,0.038075451314099985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032562178003258016,0.0,0.0,0.0499287968786154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786306814744173,0.056576945942259815,0.03806898404727672,0.0,0.0,0.0862448872366405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165550392306499,0.030885128710236038 socialanxiety,ColdSwordfish1,2019/02/22,"I'm an idiot I don't have any food so I thought I would go get lunch from the shop. Problem is its that time of the year when its too hot to wear a coat but too cold to wear a t shirt, so I thought I would wear my leather jacket out except I can't because I think it would be ""too much"". 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Heya. I’ve never felt better before! I put a note on her table today telling her that she looks really good and that I wish her good luck on the test. I may have been turned down(in a very sweet way), but I’m glad I got over this obstacle. I’ve finally told someone that they look nice, and it may have been a failure in some people’s eyes, but to me it’s a success and a half that I want to share with people! So, thanks for hearing me out!",1.917300000000001,3.1760727300000013,3.3270000000000017,93.47350000000002,76.7,6.6000000000000005,21.5,7.1686216300943375,0.3767999999999998,363,9,85,4,8,119,68,100,0.099,0.615,0.287,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,1,10,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,16,18,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,13,10,10,11,1,12,0,0,3,0,10,6,0,4,4,51,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701933113175247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112530804395125,0.0,0.0,0.16746718660013926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818084070112576,0.4148535297824623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176403325658777,0.15144275229790705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134143961330629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180173674596405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604057229149375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625468149770024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035188927377572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213042687001422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043803461088338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655027155896967,0.1743306414071335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948433817162665,0.18093473934503446,0.0,0.0,0.2059615001600021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623591170650716,0.11168520246880922,0.15029945926883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177464045295161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aariganagarande,2019/02/22,Anyone else hide in the bathroom when you're in social events? I always do it during the school break. All my classmates are so outgoing and when I'm with them I don't even know what to say. 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I am struggling pretty harshly in my life with being so nervous and anxious about interacting that I over-explain and annoy the people around me. It's mostly because I just think that maybe what I'm saying doesn't make sense or I just want to add emphasis but my friends and close people around me are starting to get really really annoyed with me about it and it's shoving me back into a very defensive and sad shell that I don't want to be in. I have done a lot of work on feeling more comfortable in social situations so it's super frustrating to backslide and my friends aren't wrong to be annoyed because the way I have been interacting lately is so annoying, even to me. I just don't really know how to shut up and just relax, even though I hate what I am doing when I'm doing it!! I just end up embarrassing myself further! I really want to improve this behavior and maybe writing to other people will help, so if you comment thank you so much I just obviously need to talk myself in circles.. 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It happens when you don't post often and I find it very annoying.,3.4792708333333318,5.863519218750002,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,75.5625,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.711904166666667,133,7,24,4,3,44,26,32,0.124,0.84,0.036000000000000004,-0.5913,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015371262990674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300845942542374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35759532004718336,0.3193637881189917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917638154600129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979866061242271,0.21301565097591765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whyamiworried99,2019/02/22,"I always freeze up during job interview questions and can’t say anything. It’s happened 3 times and if I don’t freeze up I start repeating myself and get nervous I shouldn’t be like it, because I have 5 years of warehouse experience including forklift and cherry picker experience. I’m in the labor field RIGHT NOW, and the places I’m applying to are just basic retailers which will be easier than what I’m doing now...but I still get super nervous =/ can people give me some advice here? Possibly even a way I can better prepare for interviews with a wide range of questions? I’m really getting upset about it ",3.611856702619416,6.006877889830508,5.193636363636365,76.93325885978432,75.18644067796609,8.019722650231127,27.67642526964561,8.841846274778883,2.6206338983050843,493,20,83,11,11,166,85,118,0.084,0.7829999999999999,0.132,0.6577,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,21,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,9,3,10,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,7,51,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434218667304687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548319992891472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366041213557295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212347485624025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758922500638856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135765625165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890835068558242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31171809431620595,0.19078278975209456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586797919519942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735664848717674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971621984429511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787760746132105,0.0,0.2077861505054829,0.0,0.0,0.2242061091769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455798298121835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740693384290988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984151782948534,0.0,0.158156505936583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076752884064972,0.0,0.1588249687783904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596790224066937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578608359696376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807150911022253 socialanxiety,Master_Vicen,2019/02/22,"Does anyone else here notice they don't have many or at least not your ""typical"" form of nightmares? So I definitely almost never have nightmares where I'm being chased by anyone. No running away dreams at all that I can remember. I guess I do have some nightmares, but they're different. They don't seem like normal 'nightmares' people often tell you about. Like I'lll be in class, or with a groups of people I like, but I'm unable to find the right time to talk. I'm so quiet and it's for some reason extra sad in these dreams. They are bad dreams, so I guess I'll call them nightmares. So I'm wondering, any similar experiences here? My theory is that maybe since we all have a basic fear of almost *all* people, our brains don't see the need to conjure up a man with a knife chasing us. Instead, our brain knows we are afraid of all people, so when it is time to have a nightmare, it instead just imagines normal people as the threat and our inability to socialize as our scary weakness. Like, some people can't run away or see during nightmares. Instead of those, we all get nightmares where we can't socialize. Because our brain knows us all too well...",4.244625195210826,5.727161500000005,4.788511192087455,84.40961218115565,71.16814159292036,7.264549713690788,25.241020301926078,7.724431198458867,1.307024258198855,913,27,175,11,17,291,122,226,0.152,0.7759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.969,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,11,2,4,0,18,11,1,2,8,0,18,4,3,1,7,41,32,15,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,8,3,0,2,8,6,1,0,0,3,24,5,24,30,12,16,0,1,2,0,24,10,0,13,8,120,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140416834304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267932179097372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494603207889969,0.1095070571510919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082697633636265,0.0,0.0892369673708282,0.06515059686697032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35792677207166984,0.1091323107022256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166263704629463,0.0,0.0,0.0935278780426331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928115554147689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454520260626073,0.0,0.12026517500072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768269667296957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055838281075226065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547185163241496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747247169558435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088567938327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083554546449328,0.1073712729205984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924717454449505,0.0824293336484865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094315094640337,0.0,0.12167899562319508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445660271768322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988629318164317,0.0,0.0,0.12106963521681688,0.09127149097593568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033261519636336,0.0972958654363021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840890347412048,0.0,0.0,0.21789317619232135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590285305508355,0.09341430500452977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246404704588658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571172555367271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609432869235256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590242606833845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dap_22,2019/02/22,"Can’t talk to people online ?😢😢 I can talk to people in real life just fine (mostly) but when it comes to talking to people online I just can’t seem to or want to sustain an conversation. I can’t even talk to my close friends properly because I feel like talking online feels so unauthentic and I just can’t think of anything to say which leaves me in a very uncomfortable situation. This has been stressing me out immensely, since nowadays being able to talk to people online is vital in strengthening and building friendships/relationships and I feel like I’m lacking greatly in life simply because I am unable to do this simple thing. Does anyone else have the same problem? Please help !!😭",3.3469683751363126,6.127553167938932,4.27302617230098,81.09322519083972,78.38931297709924,6.185605234460198,26.151035986913854,7.447530270364453,1.7029494002181025,559,22,94,8,14,180,84,131,0.075,0.7290000000000001,0.197,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,0,0,22,20,7,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,4,10,6,17,18,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,3,61,15,0,0.12895162409566174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016597384228783,0.13212617768391904,0.10611619924028376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721542632602595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110804060012901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128464352357736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772253522092906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085171331543453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560544711663844,0.18424613203938714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962770489797418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421696208046912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643355544774611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365411507726519,0.0,0.0,0.18216469130270785,0.12599849987002587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35759527849701644,0.0,0.0,0.14155015981108846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338928896231326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677517932415748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384457854806108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025475072200777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739271549239462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066701160012464,0.14494702834477802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771364971952125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218785850843249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566972914519957,0.08262699388213017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063985947855005,0.07605900891299683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Always_Zed,2019/02/22,"Anxiety has a cool side Which is self-awareness! I think being self-aware is a good trait, I'll choose to be very self-aware over lack of awareness any time! We basically can't be assholes because of this, I can bet most of you are extremely nice. There are SO many people in this world that lack self-awareness, like 60% of people I meet seem like they are laking self-awareness(not completely). This is frustrating when people say ""you're not confident enough"" because you can't really be very confident when ur self-aware. Anxiety is just a fancy word for self-awareness. While this extra isn't that good, nothing in excess is good, I still think anxiety is more of a positive trait than negative, unfortunately, our society hates this, our society is shaped for blindly confident people and it will make us think that we have a problem, that we lack something while the truth is, they lack something. Just imagine a world with more self-aware people, paradise. I'm glad I'm self-aware, I wouldn't give this up for anything. 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Sigh At least I have a few online friends. It's so much easier just to talk/text over the phone. Because if I'm getting tired of talking to them i just pretend my phone died or i have to do something really important. Anyone else not have any real life friends at the moment?",2.2982568807339447,4.302904009174316,3.6004495412844015,88.66324311926607,77.71559633027523,6.194862385321102,20.074311926605503,7.1686216300943375,0.4750029357798167,423,10,85,5,10,138,73,109,0.12,0.611,0.269,0.9551,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,1,4,0,6,6,2,2,0,19,16,8,1,3,5,0,3,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,10,8,11,15,3,7,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237235635063452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105221243546548,0.15424601112572778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176778146202158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805241690493222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623674381627395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257568458986861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939934287161554,0.2283526285334908,0.2150915997918745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489204716468682,0.0,0.07865093216857535,0.0,0.0,0.1262658024183876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025262006615454,0.0,0.0,0.15449746190817498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266169576637986,0.14709247140464585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135868219662228,0.0,0.2009732263695012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106642149917306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130964257373184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342694935097182,0.19287954650434752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158930400556634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585817349873366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419966853786292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778107956361267,0.1730235747233483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879238725176414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-zaogao-,2019/02/22,"Please help- advice for a really stressful situation tomorrow I'm a grad student in a health-related field, and part of the program is doing a semesterly clinical rotation. At my clinical rotation tomorrow, I have to act as the facilitator for an hour-long discussion group. The group is for people with acquired disabilities resulting from stroke, traumatic brain injury, brain cancer, etc. I have never met or seen most of the people that will be in this discussion. I am supposed to somehow, as a young adult student, confidently advise a bunch of middle aged+ adults who have all kinds of different varieties/severities of disabilities and have experienced some really difficult stuff on how to reduce their daily stress. They are taking time out of their day and coming to the clinic just for this discussion group that I feel wholly unqualified to lead; I am an absolute nervous wreck and it's going to show. I apparently seemed so worried about it that my supervisor contacted one of our faculty members to ask if I was okay, then also called me tonight to see how I was feeling. This was super nice of her but I was literally just trying not to cry during the entire conversation because I'm panicking so much. I feel really embarrassed. I have no idea how I'm going to get through this tomorrow; I honestly would not be surprised if I just ran out of the building. I don't feel skilled enough to facilitate a good discussion. I have a couple discussion questions to ask and an outline of some points my supervisor advised me to instruct on, but I have no idea how to find appropriate points in the conversation to transition into the points I'm supposed to make, how to make the conversation flow, how to get people to talk if they're not talking, what happens if the discussion ends too early, etc. Sorry this got kind of long, I'm just asking if anyone has any advice about how to handle this, things to do to keep myself calm, techniques to facilitate discussion, etc. ",9.969683132921674,8.716816400552492,10.023545661358462,61.125890477738075,59.02762430939226,13.821514462138447,40.90737731556711,12.728433800413685,5.455376470588236,1595,71,259,48,17,531,192,362,0.099,0.828,0.07400000000000001,-0.7978,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,3,4,18,14,0,4,22,1,24,7,2,11,2,53,52,26,0,6,15,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,15,10,0,1,9,1,0,7,7,5,0,1,8,8,27,9,54,40,11,33,0,0,2,0,33,13,0,12,13,190,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205049213642109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785839788012427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682483992428599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871047889303196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755987694591401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990257062563398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219396646885756,0.1003414590771454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464820560060843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873042032715877,0.10794154019257614,0.06337400041620014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266796197689612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870352778569772,0.1015359429877048,0.3287806003317423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874672410945093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981413705699252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268076538277997,0.0,0.11169465124004344,0.08242158660117603,0.07859299115331099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689706680181189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445308547088207,0.0,0.0,0.06586621021395464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677307058308687,0.0,0.0,0.22186266567516505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734410732877602,0.0,0.2046596425253834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392617172539426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118779483018092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223745467809907,0.0,0.0757894665276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658817289323855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641344195952636,0.0,0.2043776198635162,0.0,0.0,0.1078675120286186,0.2786818586301849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100813815394832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888568156379358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830597110632098,0.08945846594131589,0.0,0.11101359023789806,0.0,0.0,0.11045607680245144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000171344930658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512873046807325,0.0,0.11249205366697228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388445523999328,0.15796637235980224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528414062824965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730020094612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667167529352224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979477439618276,0.0,0.0698059635814722,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JimmyEatFlatWorld,2019/02/23,"I got a compliment Tonight I was out with a friend and we were on a party bus. I only knew two of the 30 people on the bus. As we. Somehow, I ended up becoming DJ which freaked me out but I went with it. When we reached our destination, a guy on the bus I’ve never met before congratulated me on my DJing. I felt on top of the world. 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We met on the last day of 8th grade and texted each other for like 2 hours that night. Then my social anxiety kicked and I didn't text her ever again and we didn't see either until last year (9th grade) where we would sit with each other for almost every lunch. Then this year (10th grade) we see each other like once a month. She is one of the only girls who I feel comfortable around, even though we aren't that close as we rarely see each other and I really want our friendship to work out. I've been wanting to reconnect with her for like four months, and finally today I texted her (keep in mind this would be a random text after 1.5 years of not texting each other). This is what I sent: ""Hey, I know it's been a while since we last talked and I just wanted to catch up."" It's been like three hours and she hasn't replied. It says she hasn't read it either, and I might be over analyzing this but I think that she saw the text on her lock screen and was like: ""who the fuck is this guy?"" or ""Ew, he actually thought we were friends?"" And then she never opened the text. That's all that I can think about. My mind is racing with all these fucking questions. Did I do something wrong? Did I fuck up? Should I wait longer to see if she'll reply? Did the text make me sound weird or creepy? Jesus Christ I'm freaking out right now! Why does this have to be stressful? 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Now there is this event where we get to pick out which hostel we stay in, and it happens every year, this is a nightmare as all the people look to get the best rooms, I got the best rooms and I has shitty roommates and good ones. I asked my friend if he wants to stay with me and I was discussing it for the past 5 days, but when someone else who was his roommate for 2 years asked him once then he just said ok and completely ignored what I asked, now I hated that and I feel betrayed so I just stopped talking and meeting him in general. Is it ok to feel this way or am I just being a dick?",4.940388888888889,4.83286395555556,5.238657407407409,87.56020833333336,68.7037037037037,8.231481481481481,29.467592592592588,7.6454224807358475,1.5593148148148148,514,17,113,5,8,163,90,135,0.162,0.713,0.124,-0.8938,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,9,9,1,0,6,2,10,1,1,1,1,25,23,14,0,2,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,10,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,16,7,12,18,3,20,0,0,1,1,17,7,1,2,10,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549506628715777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34047172400344783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008056748274175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461600955169903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551079453585702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667411917297995,0.0,0.0,0.15867854066365716,0.0,0.0,0.1640427387513332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506556204014289,0.0,0.1695025067301055,0.0,0.0,0.13605922672558066,0.1297390895192658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434472230070727,0.0,0.0,0.1601548837145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622072723680206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275492640906248,0.10992187467541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485368897887936,0.1124602670463028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391983199696722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430472437231946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744523404943512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458017063870499,0.0,0.13561998130412184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038321244602905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567929967737662,0.1287596448486266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892378944998888 socialanxiety,anxiousandsad03,2019/02/23,"I want to talk to girls but I cant and it eats away at me / rant so this is gonna be super messy I was at a party last night, got drunk and my friends were all talking to girls and some of them had sex and did stuff. im 16 btw. ive had really bad adhd since i was a kid and i have never been the chill cool guy in a situation. i have sometimes been the centre of attention but i cant talk to girls or flirt. im an attractive guy but i have such a weird and awkward personality that being a sexual partner sounds like a joke to others. i say stuff to bring my self worth down but to make others happy. girls flirt with me once in a blue moon but i dont know how to respone and brush it off. i can talk to girls on snapchat but i know its pointless because ill never reach a tenth of the intimacy in real life. I tell them theyre beautiful and great and i get nothing back. i get so sad about this sometimes because i see all my friends making moves and stuff and im here alone and sad texting girls for months and whenever i do have a chance i dont ever get anywhere. im so annoying at school, dont fit in and my friends treat me like a black sheep so i just walk to mcdonalds sit alone in a corner and help others with their problems online or listen to music. i hate myself. my friends like me because im outgoing and ""nick is crazy and funny"". i make people cry tears of laughter yet i feel so empty and unsatisfied with anything when im alone. im not saying im depressed or anything because i do have good moments but everyday or other day i have this incredible weight pulling me down. where to start?",0.9244994840041301,2.885994356725149,2.8931750945992434,92.23582043343654,82.04093567251464,5.777915376676988,21.46233230134159,6.923569853693429,0.4286773993808049,1258,39,283,15,34,422,176,342,0.183,0.601,0.217,0.9519,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,15,26,2,1,15,1,27,6,0,4,5,51,44,36,0,2,13,0,2,3,5,1,2,4,0,12,14,21,3,0,4,2,1,4,8,9,0,1,9,11,39,17,34,32,3,34,0,3,3,1,28,16,0,5,16,178,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711267460978303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521725757828795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929767096241405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810187984253906,0.055736356777086236,0.060521801804375976,0.17674430797873855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962117745633121,0.04674671608588851,0.0,0.06243107420162351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548550278050653,0.0,0.0,0.07417007259432683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556667472147898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665050582229752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400638625864208,0.0,0.11361098925365146,0.0,0.0,0.06079683281613906,0.057972736763598876,0.07991477627843033,0.0,0.14354274707241335,0.0,0.07716144485604153,0.0,0.0715637588439478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858505078271976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6263684021103031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967152917563718,0.059084807403476686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119817605508046,0.10623727352797473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515255211723854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785669636455669,0.07703989850793584,0.0,0.0,0.11180953232553084,0.0,0.0,0.0680220987054805,0.0,0.06955114522945734,0.0,0.0,0.07719397377025887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025185148128546,0.06329095397098762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935818894898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250360064637309,0.04643563545266733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528568552154166,0.0,0.07335851343469665,0.05776102147721195,0.0,0.0756174816057481,0.0,0.0,0.05996019689427581,0.08147598113319307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337869218917293,0.0,0.051305132740081284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893335090824886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304222903163174,0.06335493259966893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042753428241828116,0.0,0.0,0.08826699023238266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ItzEmanMrtnz,2019/02/23,"Personal rant about friendships in highschool I hate the way high school is set up. Different people in different class rooms with different teachers. It doesant work out for people that are scared. My middle was set up us one class for 6th grade or 7th etc. It's the same people. I get how that can cause problems being stuckk with the same people but they were my best friends. Idk. I'd always have someone to talk to at least cause there'd be no one else to talk to. Now that im in highschool shit different. I have to talkk to new people. I've sorta adjusted. I just adjust like during school. But i'm bever truly happy. Like Im faking it. I do beter with personal and intimate friendships. Its like sharing a cake. The more people the more thinner slice you have to make. And its not like they particularly like me. I have nothing to offer. Cause I always panic most of the time. There are some people who I don't panic with and I have a friendship with them. But its just messing and slagging. Theres nothing intimate. I'm in a new country as well so its all still foreign to me. I've left my old friends in America. So I'm 7 hours ahead of them. So I don't get to talk to them, and when I do theyve got other friends to talk to. A whole lot of them. &#x200B; TL;DR: I've left my old friends in America who I've had very close friendships with and uised to that type of friendship. Now that I've moved to a different country I don't get to talk to them very much. If i can theyre with other friends. I'm used things being constant cauuse thats how my old school was but its different in highschool. I'm foreign and have to fake myself and when I get the chance to talk to people I get nervous. I have some friends but nothing intimate like my old friends. &#x200B; Sorry the TL;DR is still pretty long.",1.2533980331262953,3.67072091847826,2.5130124223602515,92.65144927536232,84.38043478260869,5.135196687370601,22.07712215320911,6.5431188927421005,0.4843654761904759,1430,49,295,15,42,458,154,368,0.091,0.6859999999999999,0.222,0.9959,6,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,7,3,17,27,2,4,13,0,25,1,1,7,1,45,39,23,0,2,10,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,2,19,17,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,1,2,5,0,34,17,47,31,14,38,0,0,0,0,28,17,1,7,23,187,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411247528311324,0.13557086912936225,0.15203830963008574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565450759282164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280389618673885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760683137374232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921811483214267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052262163707160726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977268755029448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33834439458072785,0.0,0.16342919001111114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003620234755322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659795420716974,0.0,0.06176659785562595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660997331909285,0.0,0.0,0.061610544024769474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515446165629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594665692844934,0.0,0.0,0.18338653690870224,0.0,0.0,0.055365020431726426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318760928321284,0.0,0.0,0.04176033353182596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664930476940751,0.04598995211029447,0.0,0.0,0.12084470760413528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800885400871913,0.0,0.262591373384698,0.0,0.08478667738553372,0.0,0.0,0.1468050446536734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469785212052425,0.10925269899110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364760761198618,0.0,0.05986297301890552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263504516157005,0.189946945428956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421855219935735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300821493419762,0.0,0.0,0.07003255521844574,0.0,0.0,0.0999235006537491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170771930867085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041563126973868894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036480154362656114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525386527145539,0.05403310933753022,0.0,0.10323969385769396,0.0,0.04965846197716886,0.0,0.0,0.05625036444691122,0.0,0.0,0.06984775829822401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554556780106537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203830963008574,0.0 socialanxiety,Catsandhedgehogs,2019/02/23,"I wish I had the non-anxiety to go to events by myself. I was going to watch a coach-coworker/ high school gymnast compete in her last meet at the State competition with some of my friends / coworkers... but they all bailed because of the weather. I’m not going anymore because I’m terrified to go by myself. I feel like it’s weird (for me) to go alone and watch it by myself in person. I feel so bad! It’s her senior year meet too. Ugh 😕 Dumb anxiety. Meh ",0.5302804642166343,2.817571776595745,2.6810251450677,91.06136363636364,86.55319148936171,5.545841392649903,22.375241779497102,6.980632752743323,0.7677361702127659,353,13,75,5,11,119,63,94,0.268,0.664,0.068,-0.9722,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,12,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,2,4,13,2,15,10,2,14,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,1,5,44,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191812347667018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32378739238470633,0.0,0.2098766260739012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669929106357554,0.2580111049924762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400943801554734,0.15118601663010736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635021119065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013610953421388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235950204109979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250384604490346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339002010987168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847841003405536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141773200885016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336003533251985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362805300271399 socialanxiety,actualanywhere,2019/02/23,"You ever have people who try to be your friend, but then stop once they see how awkward you really are? I've had many people who tried to be my friend, but then once they see how shy and awkward I am they stop. Or they put effort into the friendship and see that I'm not reciprocating. They think I have no interest. Can you guys relate?",2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,18.746376811594203,7.1686216300943375,0.12765507246376814,264,5,57,3,6,86,45,69,0.179,0.652,0.16899999999999998,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,5,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,12,3,3,10,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,1,5,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851846389842895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31633861215088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270901268316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755807089866696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360488990827277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838597813411902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580423217805727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115147937327493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894157262843729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423169733594364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117891553177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27798840566741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GreenBeanKasserole,2019/02/23,"I’m an idiot I had to relocate for work and thought I made a couple new friends. One in particular actually made an effort to hangout so we traded contact information. I feel so stupid because I thought he actually wanted to be my friend.. he just asked if I could come over to have a threesome with him and his friend... I declined. We were supposed to go hiking but go figure, no response after I declined his offer. I feel so stupid because I actually thought someone liked my personality and wanted to be friends. I feel more alone now than when I moved up here. 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I feel like just recently I’ve lost any emotion or motivation in myself. I cant even stand to here my own voice when I talk making every word or emotion that use feel off or awkward. I could always talk to my parents or friends that I knew very well with ease and was even able to joke around and have fun with them, but recently I’ve felt my social anxiety transfer over to them too. I dont know if it’s a phase I’m going through or if I’m depressed along with my social anxiety. Man I would do anything in the world to get rid of this shit.",4.395958188153308,3.787998723577239,5.4612311265969815,87.2048780487805,69.89430894308943,8.654587688734031,28.953542392566785,7.957251820313856,1.5609103368176545,445,14,104,5,7,148,82,123,0.14,0.757,0.103,-0.8199,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,8,10,1,1,3,0,7,1,1,3,1,28,20,11,0,4,9,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,4,4,14,5,17,14,2,14,0,3,0,0,9,8,1,7,5,64,18,2,0.16207904480656365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486274916063076,0.0,0.0,0.11021930839573299,0.0,0.24798005129433395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337724384618127,0.14428471263081308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940692878613275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395984437951424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995543341155413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646342203287172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214103360981716,0.0,0.13655858566141216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390406996919782,0.11578930199473353,0.15562130040267455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522186796309687,0.0,0.08467961134555199,0.0,0.09211325627662342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907440429247819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791836343637054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692842356058522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818902097279023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799695984959156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200670067696462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637181035547893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304383501697712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605459935408332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450959443185887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399842555109861,0.0,0.13373218625615366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572852619187107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151363031556083,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boilerdog193,2019/02/23,"The Reality of Overcoming Social Anxiety Disorder - Handle Anxiety There's no way to predict what will cause someone to develop social anxiety disorder, but you can take steps to reduce the impact of symptoms if you want to. [Check out this new post all about social anxiety disorder...](https://www.handleanxiety.com/the-reality-of-overcoming-social-anxiety-disorder/)",10.980263157894733,13.688411543859653,11.083289473684212,40.981776315789496,56.368421052631575,16.226315789473688,45.82894736842106,14.191785591663535,8.859705263157895,306,18,32,15,4,102,38,57,0.21600000000000005,0.757,0.027000000000000003,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610072982505046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476574511697722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179962686456093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550500471486538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428729975926086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143013934185805,0.1276507795309207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658980844599948,0.11327495274736565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886111819924461,0.11958413218707913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TechnicalRecording,2019/02/23,Getting help with social anxiety Hi. Anybody in the UK got help with social anxiety through the NHS? Do they take it seriously or will I go to the doctors and be dismissed? Thinking of going to my universities mental health services instead idk. ,5.2650000000000015,7.968772772727277,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,71.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.105336363636364,198,12,29,4,4,65,37,44,0.139,0.7509999999999999,0.11,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39948789220117537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725114275581324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641613215370058,0.0,0.2967829904193248,0.0,0.20882882646144965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775414822501365,0.0,0.0,0.3500251913204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631315524374057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323255613616852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631781225139555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730498469031246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Veinte908,2019/02/23,Could anyone give a dare to do on the streets to people? Thanks.,-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,96.69230769230772,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,50,1,11,0,2,15,12,13,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806157459957215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346118377630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221812990871171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773773738854019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011558768880471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,5percentfage,2019/02/23,"don’t wanna be me anymore i’ll keep picking apart every little interaction and word and motion of expression and decide that they are all wrong over and over torturing myself until my mind is so filled with these obsessive thoughts that i lose myself to them and come out again and again feeling defeated. i don’t want to be around anyone because i’ll just keep doing this to myself. people will never understand me because of it so i’ll be alone. i’m the perfect combination of my mom and dad: anxious and clingy. with an uncontrollable sad mood at times that leads to passivity and hopelessness. not able to regulate my emotions",6.421525423728813,7.755681788135598,6.662500000000005,73.5671398305085,65.86440677966101,9.628813559322039,31.69915254237288,9.827888789773867,3.2100983050847454,513,20,86,11,8,165,80,118,0.217,0.733,0.049,-0.9693,0,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,2,4,6,10,1,2,2,0,9,0,0,2,3,31,17,12,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,1,1,12,1,17,12,1,16,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,63,18,1,0.2105685338527329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808549692428453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788250730334604,0.2088274041289988,0.14723441483210567,0.0,0.0,0.18745063825057068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672124762031084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138614690192847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686125883450104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774130715173237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646977759247032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743259758560387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104498925914086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355723280362164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261419284977376,0.24661532190860594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240343444557595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598170832248875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671678951455951,0.1227842054368216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192092698388908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419877690893302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022363616573602,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,16yeets,2019/02/23,"How do I start to develop interests/hobbies while having social anxiety? Hey guys. So recently I was having a conversation with my Dad (I'm not anxious around my family, can speak normally with them) and it gradually came around to him asking me what interests were. I genuinely couldn't think of anything. Nothing. It kind of upset me honestly. For some background context, I'm 18yo M university student and have social anxiety. During social situations, I become panicked internally, my chest tightens, and my heart races a mile a minute. I can't maintain eye contact for more than a couple seconds at a time and can't keep up a conversation. I always think that I'm boring or annoying to whoever I'm speaking to. Because of my SA, I mostly just sit in my room browsing YouTube, Reddit, and doing my uni work. Because of this, I'm a pretty boring person (which may lead to my awkwardness and inability to keep up a conversation) I was just wondering if you guys may have any advice for picking up hobbies/interests. I'm tired of being like this and I'm open to all ideas. 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You're spending the rest of your life with this person, you may as well be best buds. You wouldn't talk to your best friend the way you do to yourself, so why should you be so harsh on you? On a side note, I hope this doesn't sound too skitz (queue my brain questioning whether I am skits or not) ",5.081071428571427,5.047475440476196,4.0262857142857165,96.1187142857143,68.40476190476191,7.672380952380951,22.752380952380953,6.742157984588678,0.16919809523809493,323,5,77,2,5,93,59,84,0.116,0.585,0.299,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,11,0,3,5,8,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,0,0,12,13,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,14,7,8,5,7,5,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,4,1,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845441450471197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272592765218565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359747183532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595895344704896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357859271426658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985316258045012,0.0,0.2386749505275104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435735078970341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747635381540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725873345429047,0.0,0.0,0.19549740528457785,0.0,0.1961984850971076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,javeeeee,2019/02/23,"How do i know if someone actually likes me or hangs out with me out of pity? My friends are always excited and loud when they’re with their other friends, we used to be like that but now i feel like they talk to me out of pity (because i have no one else to talk with) and they always look bored when they sit with me, am I overthinking? 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Since i became a lawyer my social skills got better, but i always hide in the ""power of laws"", let me get this clear, if something happens, if a question is asked or a problem needs a solution, i always have something to say related to laws. But now i have a problem. (another background story) From the age of 12 till 16 i was bullied in my town, that's where my social skills problems begun. Being in a law school made me try some solutions in order to be gentle with people, or just sayin hi!, or even shaking hands (wich sometimes is a formality). Eventually i made some friends, even got a gf, and everything started to be easier. But now, i have problems with 3 guys at the gym ... they make fun of me by no means, and ... whenever i try to ask to stop, memories of my 12-16 years just show on my head and suddenly i feel the need to go away, this makes me angry and it makes my job hard, because now i am in a bad mood all day ... So, i'm here just to tell you guys how i feel ... if someone gets an idea how i feel ... maybe give me an advice &#x200B; (sry my english)",3.625860655737707,4.0193147418032815,5.155860655737708,85.25952868852461,71.6639344262295,8.231147540983606,27.54508196721311,8.278499904357787,1.646890163934426,903,30,198,13,16,306,140,244,0.159,0.736,0.106,-0.9354,2,0,2,1,0,0,53.0,0,1,1,4,14,11,0,1,15,0,12,2,2,8,2,50,37,20,0,10,12,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,7,2,0,2,1,7,0,0,5,7,28,3,27,28,3,28,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,9,15,119,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002296089007777,0.0909215647448206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170691877995882,0.11113387800212143,0.12463302081478812,0.0,0.10755293582066856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917770448048172,0.0,0.09636730682822753,0.0,0.08564114614405076,0.06252534069731641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071427945925276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614876333335737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354922133749139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218274306232499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207448637139142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924484686025145,0.0,0.10717653301963924,0.09839389341657416,0.05829254112062356,0.0,0.16406820264835464,0.0,0.0,0.2031196199293958,0.09070176205519476,0.0,0.09188201583714116,0.0,0.105265772897399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578834275785048,0.0,0.0,0.10178428075998068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048841380968156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410725061179132,0.2053975684536801,0.0,0.10304472626970657,0.1117281216765664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186989879753895,0.0,0.0,0.15210778798578556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076293079831856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110869188310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907252113268673,0.0,0.0,0.11490117725001425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156728606643661,0.0,0.10380568625960697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484644924562455,0.0,0.0,0.20911312761820952,0.08690670096665276,0.157925836246286,0.10144373734448203,0.0,0.0725991335343148,0.0,0.0,0.08575259260034558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930031426534385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927574940192533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463302081478812,0.13210263287863147 socialanxiety,hotnoodles123,2019/02/23,Anyone procrastinate before replying to WhatsApp texts? or does the whole world do it ,5.956428571428575,9.791686071428572,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,81.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.736828571428571,71,3,9,2,2,22,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389342010152512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738134404097853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872775844476648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.621670474216279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MistEchoes,2019/02/23,"I did it and it was incredible. My parents were having family and friends over at 9 this morning and they weren’t here at 8:55 so I thought maybe I’d have time to take a shower first but I’d run the risk of confronting the guests in a towel. So I get out of the shower. It’s 9:10. Silence. Not 5 seconds after I close my door, I hear the doorbell. My were on the other side of the house while I was taking a shower so they all think I’m still asleep. And it’s here I think about the $2 extra I gave the Girl Scouts for thin mints last Thursday and realize karma really does exist. 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When I get into social situations, my mind keeps processing it over and over again afterwards. Sometimes I involuntarily say something to stop the replay. Nowadays, that involuntary action is calling someone's name even though they're not there. It can be a memory from a few minutes ago or from many years ago. They usually consist of how I should've acted in a situation or how others thought about me. I suspect this is an off-shoot of my social anxiety. What is happening to me?",5.452785714285717,7.312284219047619,6.610654761904764,71.04455357142858,68.71428571428571,9.821428571428571,32.17261904761905,10.125756701596842,3.63454761904762,453,20,76,12,8,152,80,105,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.8205,0,0,1,1,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,2,0,14,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,13,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,10,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333462246023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383886457583575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199488678981594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318858701345252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418895868735545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823547567711598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627018040622638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296823626866866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712555460702358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906281752282978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898519856447728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949145520801368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952529104406675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226967029576344,0.0,0.3833362954209399,0.1593132539083647,0.14475108690553956,0.185961861458488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719759703548655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847339343463626,0.1492711112276161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708333953017988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210821493605678 socialanxiety,randomcarrotaf,2019/02/23,Moved to a city and i dont know a single person here... i dont really know what to do I just moved and i will start working in 2 weeks... i would like to do something but i feel anxious around others. I could go out and see some places but i just imagine going into a bar or something and then awkwardly sitting there and having no idea where to even look at and pretending i am not there...,0.4721409214092134,2.6068726097561026,2.3535772357723594,94.41649051490515,85.09756097560975,5.107859078590786,18.86720867208672,6.42735559955562,-0.05015880758807612,302,8,67,3,9,100,54,82,0.112,0.8420000000000001,0.046,-0.7096,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,23,17,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,5,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,9,14,2,15,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,2,4,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337414221500804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601809398066673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786815205509552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634668873884951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059618315657978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997622570546286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247445277400983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320862936025807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173301187651536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659895453251877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604007316206956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203029731103732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264674954275597,0.2065816256406703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266683628679436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575620524361382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30443832781012903,0.0,0.0,0.1399515072326922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860390085827372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394691041130905,0.0,0.0,0.1404589042034272,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,otakulover99,2019/02/23,"Going on a field trip for 5 days Hey everyone! Just wanted to share this with you. During the past year i improved a lot, i still have a long way to go but still it's something. So this is my last year of high school and i decided to go to the field trip which will last 5 days. I'm literally so nervous but i think it could help me. Wish me luck, i'm going monday!",-0.44168055555555696,1.523603637499999,1.8891666666666644,97.3502777777778,87.625,5.055555555555556,16.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,-0.5107777777777778,281,6,69,3,9,95,54,80,0.045,0.7659999999999999,0.189,0.8939,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,8,11,1,20,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,11,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644902811255033,0.0,0.0,0.265731834145484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686102870288189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468343868831573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380909263532304,0.21767154069715425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33586774764266536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232130019788406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515091664945004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966694914711724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850333410984406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586043336637952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905582653909554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320093575678957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215159892925384,0.1635291612448574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369129408050893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653403719233565 socialanxiety,whencanicry,2019/02/23,Im Asking out knowing i will get rejected 😛 Theres this girl at work who gave me a look i cant forget man. We keep exchanging stares but literally everybody stares at me and idk why maybe because I’m really fucking ugly and i don’t know it. Maybe I’m a strange looking guy or my haircut looks fucked up but i try my hardest not to dwell on if its true or not(most likely true) I never had a serious relationship with anybody I’m in my 20s bored as hell and this girl is just so pretty its driving me crazy. We’re same height so the insecurity of not being the “tall muscular” boyfriend instantly kicks in. Holds me back from approaching. But i cant stop thinking about her and its ruining my life i just feel like its something i have to do in my manhood no matter the outcome. I want to know so bad what she thinks lol but I’m pretty sure 100% I’m gonna be rejected because i overthought about this and I’m going to be my awkward self and fuck it up ✌️,0.7884338433843361,2.982597960396042,3.0621962196219634,89.46198919891991,84.24752475247523,6.246984698469848,24.033303330333037,7.520522993642371,1.1930712871287128,756,30,163,13,22,258,129,202,0.244,0.619,0.13699999999999998,-0.9822,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,9,18,4,3,6,1,11,5,1,0,4,37,36,17,0,2,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,11,9,0,3,6,0,1,3,7,13,0,0,2,6,23,5,19,29,1,17,1,3,5,3,12,11,4,3,5,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165061217614952,0.0,0.0,0.11650941690713075,0.12651275121189226,0.18473019636549776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661299212263505,0.10824581577840052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202329974039166,0.07916287128420628,0.0,0.08611222624108646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002847988021045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366744598770694,0.0,0.0,0.13467781039858456,0.0,0.0,0.24981405168293294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070229556399414,0.14804989667158944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817155546964891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444412306975016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686145425692818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083003329205004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706749997923332,0.0,0.0,0.16267562118727671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806825561109036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664738814535555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126677384667112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280567161339622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941756119184328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287203655762643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937033712408095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672310311006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030826014485837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,indusarabhai,2019/02/23,"I suck at hugging and reading such situations unless the other person initiates it very clearly It's not just with girls. I've just not had too many friends and now that I have some, I don't know what to do. I'm not saying I don't like it, but it's just awkward because I keep thinking I'm being awkward. I've figured out how to react to a hug, but can you peeps help me intiate hugs without looking awkward?",4.9146511627906975,4.631002093023259,6.211023255813953,81.16769767441862,68.76744186046511,8.275348837209302,34.64186046511628,7.554174236665415,2.428514418604651,324,15,66,3,5,110,59,86,0.087,0.693,0.22,0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,3,2,0,7,3,0,2,1,22,14,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,7,5,8,12,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,1,2,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912359942739555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237320279100785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027461873118355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788417430927705,0.0,0.0,0.17240797479104392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326389377148808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343916720501176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180548467781645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739213194383597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137970111687688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494764662963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526255626478573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010140569303842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588453504678572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024072851880992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,breentee,2019/02/24,"Angry at self for past arguments Anyone else sometimes suddenly remember a past disagreement with someone that you just backed down from to avoid further confrontation, but the topic and their rebuttal just still boils your blood? And it makes you angry with yourself because you didn't stick up for your side of the argument?",15.19482142857143,11.386791696428572,11.976428571428572,59.06857142857146,51.67857142857143,16.2,49.42857142857143,13.816669648895859,6.668921428571428,269,12,40,7,2,79,46,56,0.266,0.718,0.016,-0.9326,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,1,0,4,2,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,10,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188556104479974,0.2958362936009528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201426301878946,0.0,0.1760061096009662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119547023675386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927284017533389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512477210259997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327072912759809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120661666459697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446385763724689,0.0,0.2855597003432379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305788166648501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lavernara,2019/02/24,Anxiety Around Talking To girls So within the past few months i have been to struggle with social anxiety. Whenever i talk to girls and have to make eye contact (ex. one on one conversation) my mind goes blank and i feel really awkward and nervous. Do you guys have any ideas on how I could fix this issue? (its really affecting my social life),2.9223956043956036,5.617788492307692,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,79.46153846153845,8.021978021978024,24.67032967032967,8.841846274778883,2.291725274725275,272,10,49,7,7,89,48,65,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.7879999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,6,2,1,3,0,12,8,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,7,0,9,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428651787653223,0.0,0.3214292928712511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870204192272203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773598277466528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622541820186138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080174338048914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371606832799461,0.0,0.2192744262526535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838942984832507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402335402634522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212622080949728,0.0,0.1676880476602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847184141354412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055014927320267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691719901135899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283109253274005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196267248237046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377171430812633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jc-1738,2019/02/24,"I have a girlfriend After giving up on ever building up the courage to flirt for real with a girl this year it was almost unexpected that I met a girl who actually likes me for the way I am and not the way I act to attract her. It would be a lie to tell you guys that being yourself all the time is the answer, but it worked this time for me so I wanted to share this even though not many people are going to care. 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The other night, I stayed up all night doing research for this (short, 5-page) paper due in a few days. I got all excited about it though and emailed my prof a question but the question was more of a ramble and the email was really long. Then, ten minutes later, I reread my email and realize I didn't explain something so it made no sense. So I send another email ""explaining"" something that probably didn't need to be explained in the first place. THEN a couple hours later I have this incredible realization about the text that totally changes my whole view of politics and life in general and I ""just know"" he'll appreciate it so guess what I do? I send the poor man A THIRD email in a row! I apologize but still... I justify all this to myself by saying that I am the only person in this undergraduate literature class of 6 people that actually does all of the assigned reading, let alone extra research. He must enjoy the attention. At least I'm always sweet and apologetic. At least he knows about my bipolar and that I'm getting treatment so it's not totally out of the blue. He responds the next day apologizing for not responding earlier because he ""had a lot of family stuff going on."" I'm mortified. Is he trying to hint that I am not a part of his family? I know that!!!! Jesus!!! Does he think I'm hitting on him? Am I annoying him? He's come to resent me, hasn't he? Why do I have to be such a pest? I couldn't resist though and I went to office hours the next day. I still had so many unanswered questions and it felt like time was running out. Like if I didn't talk to him about my thoughts on this text at this exact moment I would never get the chance to again. I wanted to shut up but it felt like I couldn't. I was nervous and giddy and self-deprecating. He laughed but he probably didn't mean it. How embarrassing. At one point I talked for what felt like five minutes straight, my thoughts going all over the place, and not once could I bring myself to look him in the face. I was too afraid to see his expression. When I did see his expression he looked confused or tired or like he was having trouble following me. He answered my questions but he was so serious. He almost sounded sad. WTF why do I ruin everything good. This prof and I used to Ben on such good terms I read all his research and he loved it! How do I get that back? Best case scenario is he was genuinely concerned since he knows about my bipolar disorder and my past delusional episode. Again that's best case. Worst case scenario is I'm boring, clingy, pathetic and annoying. Not to mention dumb and arrogant and probably making him extremely uncomfortable.",2.9143962264150964,5.182510515094343,4.217962264150945,83.70166037735851,76.86792452830188,7.7116981132075475,26.449056603773585,8.608573733854374,2.078074716981132,2143,84,414,46,50,704,252,530,0.142,0.737,0.121,-0.9231,0,1,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,3,25,29,4,4,24,0,38,7,1,5,12,85,80,39,0,8,14,0,3,5,0,3,5,3,0,2,29,21,0,0,21,2,1,10,14,14,0,5,23,13,54,15,50,47,21,64,1,2,6,1,56,26,1,11,32,275,83,11,0.0,0.0,0.07805006489502132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008956838420173,0.08283635025659905,0.0,0.0,0.06655072388353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838672093681854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061500567340962764,0.0,0.04875576662846657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787056477670415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460945148540934,0.0688966786346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638584400797314,0.08849762111239823,0.0,0.15474367505435732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166532704159384,0.0,0.13998408654377553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188190032703838,0.0,0.1507982199949013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038333990565274,0.0,0.0,0.06803192525718411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536054918717018,0.0,0.09091026132319488,0.13416878773330124,0.06396823200212061,0.0,0.08810825378319216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753064337609712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582219321655151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178614467422937,0.056493051506811276,0.19537374921658368,0.0,0.0,0.07078080081255425,0.13432804431832204,0.0,0.0,0.0679971135026213,0.07218611046861077,0.07568009791050978,0.053388038630401945,0.08108833247340606,0.0,0.08712291953226238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059305009222648926,0.06168639349401105,0.0,0.17012172059661532,0.15011378224239638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517731435446194,0.05419729710913993,0.06082926859710471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661179124907765,0.0763510576472345,0.055448858783382085,0.06983645508682969,0.1671265570771271,0.0,0.07560803885961118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586996215027583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35838876979222656,0.0,0.16000558789510727,0.0,0.051237972668339515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720844123743394,0.0,0.0,0.12746924257175235,0.0,0.08343778259938578,0.0,0.0,0.06616123371001885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231467934561742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524926397610956,0.12774609927197322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915592813273494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857163733511245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051248691366643284,0.15716214740510767,0.12699219809877202,0.04663765170534912,0.09192656612196562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054301950690022485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907803373826794,0.0,0.0,0.047174954458532634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414332726574073,0.14434109504793785,0.08929609758577785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568163141265438,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwthisaawayeet,2019/02/24,"Advice on how to ask out this girl So there’s this girl I have a mad crush on I really don’t know her to well, but as far as I know we seem very similar, I don’t think she’s very far out there or anything, only thing is I’m overweight(working on right now, hopefully after spring break do so I’ll be prepared to ask her out). Butttt I have no idea about how to go about asking her out, or taking to her, I’m certain we have quite a bit in common, and she seems like someone I’d like to get to know. But how do I start a convo, should I DM her on Instagram or Snapchat about something we have in common, start a convo and ask her out or see if she wants to hang out or something, or do I take it the non pussy route of doing it in real life? If anyone wants to know a specific rundown of the story PLEASE dm me. ",4.034382022471911,3.2155663707865187,5.339640449438203,88.48373033707865,70.68539325842697,8.468314606741574,25.10337078651685,7.554174236665415,0.9082948314606738,626,13,152,6,10,211,92,178,0.036000000000000004,0.8440000000000001,0.121,0.9417,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,1,12,6,1,0,7,0,13,1,0,3,1,38,36,19,0,6,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,21,5,30,34,1,26,0,0,1,0,18,16,0,11,9,98,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903442559946466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948552445021464,0.0,0.11708436435842995,0.0,0.5320505898410957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533297268763896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433545770331731,0.0,0.08086103557943927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131620075576268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061686664255512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127735948485552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004966124042558,0.13902169860035266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821039518993854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618077734566962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513323548563374,0.0,0.16194585461782884,0.09114824818781712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150639178559113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337878484624744,0.2590528415480457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055343108845805,0.21906827903073972,0.0,0.0,0.20141311416179672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139537926874953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945245481230612,0.0911673158933168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347918965865362,0.1678409286436215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792685893062525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035815764802935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxiousIesbian,2019/02/24,"I tried out for my school's musical....and I made it! So I have always loved theatre and wanted to do it but was always too nervous to try out for things most of the time because of social anxiety ruining it, as usual. Too scared I would mess up notes in songs, forget lines, forget lyrics, you name it. My school has a spring musical so I convinced myself to try out and give it all I had. Even if I was scared to death of auditioning. I didn't get a callback so I was scared I hadn't made it, but I checked the cast list today and my name is there! I'm in the ensemble, so not a huge part, but I'm just so happy I finally came out of my shell for once because it paid off this time. I know it is incredibly hard to do pretty much anything with social anxiety, but I promise you once you start to try to fight it it really does pay off in so many good ways. :) ",2.14407494145199,3.205968907103826,4.016053864168619,89.55110655737705,75.77595628415301,7.414363778298204,22.90749414519907,7.957251820313856,0.9097231850117096,662,18,153,10,14,225,99,183,0.211,0.6509999999999999,0.138,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,11,12,1,4,6,0,13,1,0,2,1,27,25,15,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,7,0,0,10,2,22,5,26,14,4,20,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,2,7,103,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170532953042446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955431591803627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733123295940687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901554775442256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491750275515688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413853036239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614654588837674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287763470383924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814331163360364,0.12511854140123338,0.0,0.10939692239656594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388431634333833,0.11683798052259647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167988602959945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177164742777876,0.2468284893365143,0.0,0.13223364636033555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958796784850135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27780339096170203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124094830069284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326922919933099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355559611819392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917439168614423,0.2640004496817337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659100946912333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231769756634864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665065015787045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210737610627773,0.0,0.12363061111131525,0.0,0.0,0.3542085390188909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364815197835545,0.0,0.07692988688576627,0.10352777400186626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265239721350936,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,12wonton4,2019/02/24,"Getting better is tough but the real challenge is finding the will to get better and continue I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels like anxiety and depression have sucked all the fun and excitement out of everything I used to look forward to and enjoy. I don't consider anything worthwhile and I can't motivate myself to work towards a goal because all goals are meaningless now. I don't want anything in life and would be dead right now if I didn't have the extremely supportive, mentally and financially, family that I do. How did some of you remind yourselves of why you enjoy life? How did you relearn to look forward to the future?",8.579024390243905,7.422606048780493,8.80987804878049,68.41286585365854,61.6829268292683,12.427642276422766,40.012195121951216,11.538034831475384,4.762356097560977,516,24,89,13,6,171,77,123,0.187,0.59,0.223,0.764,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,3,0,7,4,13,1,0,7,0,15,2,0,4,3,24,26,11,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,3,10,10,12,20,3,10,0,1,2,0,4,6,1,2,7,64,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951842912520708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216767780608388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191442780746026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34571862277575105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834047670874178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756575214242485,0.0,0.184252513073372,0.0,0.09882520364484833,0.1396292520579242,0.0,0.0,0.17863741753963394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422872567748826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27610370232925463,0.0954868148521632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282569216363292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696725303456994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244172503469698,0.1486482480736264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246446406070214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691291291351998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179391970508647,0.18420895970546025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880572350089262,0.0,0.0,0.11528125349755987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763628874614317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228965571628946,0.0,0.0,0.13884180677644306,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,im-not-worth-it,2019/02/24,"Is it possible to imagine smells? For these past few years I’ve been paranoid about smelling bad when I’m out in public. Recently I started a new job which makes parts of my body quite sweaty. From what I’ve been reading, sweat in those parts of your body doesn’t produce a smell. I think I smell bad, but not sure if it’s all in my head. I asked my coworkers and they said I don’t smell. I believe my hygiene is pretty good. I wear my clothes once and wash them every week (except my jeans, maybe that’s the problem). Once I start to sweat is when I get paranoid. I really don’t want to lose my job, but the thought of being smelly everyday makes me want to quit and stay home. 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I’ve had anxiety my whole life, I was probably born with it. I didn’t learn this until I was 12 or 13, though. Until then, I was the shy kid and wondered why I wasn’t “normal” (that’s a whole other thing though.) I’m in my late teens now. I’ve come a long way but find myself struggling with something else now. It can be so hard for me to put my thoughts into words. I usually need a moment to figure out how to say something, which is especially hard when I’m answering a question! I’m considering looking into speech therapists or something like that, but I’m not sure yet. I really wanted to ask you guys this question because I haven’t heard it discussed anywhere. I had hoped at least my psychiatrist/therapist/etc. would’ve said it was normal but I got the impression they didn’t know. 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I've been told I look like Steve Buscemi 3 times in the last fucking week Like at first it was kinda funny because I know it's true, but being compared to literally the weirdest mother-F\*\*\*er in the acting industry is quite humiliating, especially since I never used to look like this... I have terrible insomnia, depression, and anxiety, and it's dramatically changed my appearance and ive been slowly adjusting to.. well, being ugly. And lately Ive been trying to go out more and I hear it every time... I just want to kill myself, I can't handle not even being able to exist without being compared to others/being brought down... 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Is going to a school psychologist a good idea or should i just continue trying to get better on my own? Does it help? Thanks for reading.,1.1974137931034503,3.8403493448275854,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,90.0344827586207,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.5327172413793106,117,3,22,2,4,39,27,29,0.0,0.648,0.35200000000000004,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200574170638229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227308602435428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28967266552218346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866227177119306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112031416823728,0.0,0.186142202386751,0.2747156732005257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195356947889148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697402226308665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32761749984523564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314766982047916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015445748137641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222370600374869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirBOBBIN,2019/02/24,"Anybody else? No matter how much I try to prepare for a conversation (or just a simple interaction) my mind goes blank, like completely blank. All I can say at that point are just simple responses like yeah, cool, crazy etc. Anybody else? And how do you deal with it?",2.3302666666666667,5.1089025600000015,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,83.4,6.533333333333335,22.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2661333333333338,208,7,40,4,6,66,41,50,0.084,0.7120000000000001,0.204,0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,10,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,4,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205447214134233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151869617440595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107846302008082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34096193001296105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987216046761951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086930517216858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474156268420067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890070286454589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431231795928129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756583103174453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,user123user11,2019/02/24,"DAE hate having crushes because it makes you feel like a loser? Like you feel all embarrassed in the inside since you’re unattractive and it’s never going to happen but you still manage to spend so much time thinking about someone and it’s pointless. And then you hate yourself for overthinking and overanalyzing every interaction between you two even if it clearly wasn’t flirty whatsoever. Like they could just be nice to you but you’re so unused to the attention from attractive people that you go through this whole process that’s just a waste. Gosh I hate my brain sometimes. 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Now, normally i would not be in THAT much distress but now I found out OTHER kids are coming that go to my school. The kids coming are several grades above me and are Chad level jocks while im just a relative nerd who shares nothing in common with them. I just feel so intimidated and im scared shitless that they will either ostracize me or worse. They is already talk of night time board games which i am already dreading. I know i may be overthinking it but i nevertheless am fantasizing of a conveniently timed sickness. So, what do you think i should do to make this as painless as possible. Thanks in advance! TLDR: I am being forced to go on a trip with kids a barely know and i am afraid they wont like me.",1.2063812154696123,3.5396970828729337,2.999168508287294,89.67908425414366,83.69613259668509,6.271933701657457,21.75718232044199,7.554174236665415,0.8953423204419892,696,23,148,12,20,231,110,181,0.151,0.775,0.07400000000000001,-0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,4,2,8,10,0,4,7,0,20,1,0,1,0,32,35,15,0,3,8,3,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,9,13,0,0,6,2,0,10,2,5,0,0,2,1,25,5,18,25,2,25,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,2,9,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122691968074431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36563597838999984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338150159535406,0.0,0.07154015887081812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513336708749542,0.1093126281716384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123123932345675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584912335442756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332729273509167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912347915964302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444377738668998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314161015128739,0.0,0.0,0.10400934168351378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327761142427663,0.13862737538146347,0.13576074511734554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808938124768717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950551308550556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165332892603316,0.14319255868093386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984021710094634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137220190723101,0.0,0.13026236672980412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090659258570968,0.0,0.0,0.1650046005994213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418750274211214,0.100508418382763,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Imsociallyawkwardtm,2019/02/24,Do you guys constantly think about how people dont like you even though they are friend with you and invite you to do shit with them? At any given moment I just think about how they probally dont actually like me and they will probally push me away in a month or so ,10.47490909090909,5.787447854545455,9.295000000000002,77.40250000000002,61.36363636363636,12.454545454545455,34.77272727272727,8.841846274778883,2.5755454545454555,212,4,47,2,2,66,38,55,0.133,0.785,0.08199999999999999,-0.4624,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,4,0,9,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,10,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,11,3,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2387475251143764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637346694712665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298609803052592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438462702604576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734665637467893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159200674561336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901947956173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224644484163665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390516864298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952809081677311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696126431509664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511343547151353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135294825338978,0.24037182919128955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,REShockwave,2019/02/24,"Is self hatred a cause of social anxiety? Are thoughts like: “How can they see good things in me while I’m nothing but a selfish, paranoid and reckless little prick? How can people believe that I’m a skilled, smart, funny, good looking, and cool guy while I feel that I’m anything but? How can they accept my flaws while I punish myself for them in pretty much a daily basis? And WHY THE FUCK AM I GETTING LOVE, SUPPORT AND PRAISE FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHEN I ONLY DESERVE PUNISHMENT FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS I DO, FOR EVERY MISTAKE AND FOR NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH?!?!?” a normal thing? Is my brain fucking with me or is it a cause of social anxiety? And what do you guys do about it? I feel alone...",1.701630170316303,4.1357678248175205,2.872729927007299,90.73400973236014,82.43065693430657,4.821216545012166,22.272019464720195,6.079149491110277,0.4149400486618005,540,18,105,4,15,173,87,137,0.21600000000000005,0.499,0.285,0.9366,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,2,5,19,5,0,8,1,12,5,2,5,1,24,25,17,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,15,11,11,23,3,7,1,0,2,3,12,3,3,1,5,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703304978696138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172058563113976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682519747396243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853494523801493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599460754576327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584800245038518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916745684797213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668791853589508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961173642977667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383208047924075,0.0,0.14356366040237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968189948293106,0.2624889315230687,0.07417091575884845,0.0,0.0,0.3572208212736025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113557687095336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935698665294299,0.14228634572523302,0.0,0.0,0.11921494589549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281290634073151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043606978500662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909567546302215,0.13621936137431484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107970870885032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842073907013696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442956433057988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312782028241067,0.0,0.14810058150856092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943112331871085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110033571133514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294595254772675,0.0,0.0,0.1127044475509405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810143945711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,internalprocessor,2019/02/24,"Feeling more anxious around certain people for literally no reason? Maybe there is a reason. Something subconscious that I'm obviously unaware of. I don't know, but I'm really tired of it. I try to ignore it. There's just certain people that I feel more anxious around aside from my ""baseline"" levels of social anxiety, and for the life of me cannot figure out why. Like I get along with them just fine. I don't sense that they dislike me. Sometimes I think it's because my initial interactions with them I may have been feeling more anxious for whatever reason, so I just forever battle with feeling extra self-conscious around them. I don't know how to get over it. Any advice?",3.770813953488375,6.1969613720930266,4.7017248062015495,80.50049418604654,74.81395348837209,6.78062015503876,28.579457364341092,7.793537801064563,2.077438759689921,543,23,93,8,12,176,79,129,0.204,0.6859999999999999,0.11,-0.9293,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,10,6,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,4,3,30,19,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,11,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,17,4,19,17,4,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,1,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151410735494854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848095118970301,0.0,0.11078508694617606,0.4908080875614131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867551688220952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827948021431532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928965704715877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132246415015926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917595907758425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228897149224657,0.0707505766847767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548876939276767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079661424156328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927738790134284,0.44668991434848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510763667042453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762333164637714,0.0,0.11148768307976274,0.14322833436640145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279328679183624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644655671142394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832166147787914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067538186300692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FukinSukinCukin,2019/02/24,"Whats the best way to learn how to converse with others? Im 22 and at the age of 18 I totally shut down and secluded myself in my room, afraid to death of social interaction. Recently my grandfather and aunt died, them being in a different country meant I have to travel. So im currently in a different country surrounded by relatives who I havent seen for 6ish years and I find myself unable to start convos, which is kinda uncomfortable. Advice is welcomed!",4.55207792207792,6.434130181818187,6.208311688311692,72.94318181818186,71.04545454545455,10.028571428571428,29.61688311688312,10.290406445055957,3.515465584415584,368,15,63,11,7,126,64,88,0.113,0.8140000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5422,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,2,15,5,2,15,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401174080032996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578708453925975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550213992678064,0.5134559071551258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458612370395803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308454295634716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262155180068826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504833787830837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392381311995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950432657322798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823738187300426 socialanxiety,ist-da_jemand,2019/02/24,Does anybody else feel intimated by people your age? They all seem to be so mature and confident meanwhile I'm like a kid who can't function in life. I feel so insecure because of it so I'm afraid of them.,0.7241860465116297,3.0475521162790757,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,85.97674418604653,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.4387339534883723,163,7,34,3,5,56,36,43,0.077,0.72,0.203,0.7152,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752480919980657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951363643287476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37719482086023176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566135979695561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189285229968973,0.22059442571445664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130335884142393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110553488147663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sapphirekiera,2019/02/24,"My social anxiety makes me come off as a bitch Idk. I feel like no one likes me at work. people stopped trying to really talk to me. I feel like my anxiety has caused this. I never know what to say. I feel like I'm the place conversations go to die. I don't know what to say. Or I talk too much about myself. My teammate (I'm a teacher) seems to purposefully make sure I cant sit next to her at lunch since a few weeks ago. I feel like when I do have conversations the person wants to get out of them. Or they repeat what they are saying over and over in different ways. I don't know how to end a conversation. I don't know how to start them. I don't know how to have them. Every time I interact with a co-worker I walk away feeling stupid for something I said. I don't know what to do. It makes work miserable. 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I don’t know how I’m gonna keep living life like this . 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Like, someone asks me something even simple and I can't keep my head straight and just ramble some stuff. Then I walk away and I think in my mind ""wtf did I just say why didn't I say x or y"" and so on. The thing is like it's interfering so much that I feel like I'm like totally closed off from society. I have 1 good colleague I am om good grounds with and with him I feel comfortable to talk about my life and everything but for everyone else in my life I'm just so tense I have no idea what to say if someone talks to me. It's gotten to the point that at work (I do very low-entry work) everyone must assume that I'm some sort of weirdo cuz I never say anything and even when people say hi or how's it going I just shut down so people kind of figure I guess that I'm weird and avoid talking to me too much. Thing is I have all these emotions and stuff I want to say and thoughts but I can never get them ""out there"" (besides to the 1 colleague I know well and sometimes some ppl in my friend group). Everytime i try talking or someone talks with my I completely freeze up and my mind goes blank. So it's gotten to the point where I feel like I lead this double life with inside my head I'm always thinking of stuff and have emotions and thoughts but I have no way to connect with anyone on the outside world (or that is how it feels like). This has been going on for a while but it just seems to keep getting worse and I am so frustrated all the time. I'm in therapy but the same thing happens there where I keep checking out and am so tense I don't know how to connect with what he is saying most of the time and it's not improving even after I told him numorous times what is going on. I don't know I just feel so alone and don't know anyone who seems to have the same. I read stuff online and people seem to have social anxiety and all that but for me I seem to completely shut down mentally all the time so much that basically I am living 2 different lives and no-one even knows who I am anymore. And I tried telling people around me of course, but then I shut down again and I don't know what to say, and I feel shitty again. It is this cycle and I'm just at a loss to deal with it. Anyway bit of a rant but thought I'd give it a shot and post online to see if anyone recognizes anything. I've been to many therapists and tried like tens of techniques and meditating and whatnot but nothing has had any effect.",2.0699830383480844,3.6751884300884967,3.4738993362831856,91.12158646755164,77.08849557522123,6.761430678466077,22.92127581120944,7.569512494915309,0.7949417404129789,2113,63,473,29,48,693,222,565,0.096,0.84,0.064,-0.9737,2,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,5,36,19,1,1,16,0,35,5,2,6,8,125,84,65,0,5,25,0,7,7,1,1,3,8,0,1,34,42,0,5,28,1,1,5,12,4,1,1,12,17,57,15,63,71,18,56,0,1,2,0,32,36,0,20,20,313,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764050814565669,0.0,0.0,0.0463083843050239,0.0,0.0,0.03784646333246733,0.0,0.04257497191325922,0.0,0.05519357251396181,0.1556576041440739,0.0,0.1373949004602575,0.049543643173767686,0.05202875026026439,0.0,0.05228853688222207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075948864609565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670381109674095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737657990644745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581463309568753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522578892984272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046491572791485004,0.12520597207782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703512694271684,0.0,0.0,0.1063590999536914,0.05001800838027465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884127103735894,0.1192771657530738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299795474376143,0.0,0.058153582207037126,0.0533881551143541,0.09488793824374124,0.09335946209940786,0.0,0.0,0.061308887996125765,0.055105969481499165,0.049214433676757915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423362195630013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282631765996187,0.06011560798932785,0.0,0.0,0.1978704660764472,0.0,0.057954823874241786,0.21410094633047155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792968372451745,0.19032730205513124,0.0,0.09828657443174996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642417458003269,0.05591167946278832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825769200844698,0.0,0.11238885930222488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636476605288124,0.0,0.08584721696824088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340128100633757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314998466110925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522157884225143,0.0,0.05330091526102055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055668817879164084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540648119155143,0.0,0.0,0.08869767791577056,0.2026603613185064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251143097473522,0.0,0.11346399360845015,0.14146574357132471,0.04284498127533473,0.05504298891596368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548409477149377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366190948051165,0.04864383681578228,0.0,0.06364492161074141,0.0646183016013552,0.1109216499707952,0.07132136080410957,0.0,0.1767314664702767,0.1298086134741226,0.0,0.0,0.0531795499768457,0.0,0.11335574375419598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592017820817818,0.03282602792511869,0.04417536198196878,0.0,0.0,0.050039411454233663,0.0,0.050218859468647785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103319612320672,0.0,0.05671593320203301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darstellung,2019/02/24,"People repulsed to talk to me I just recently recognized that. Even if they start to talk to me, they quickly stop. I really ask myself do I come off as so repulsing that they stop. In the rare cases that I want to talk to someone, only in situation where it is appropriate, the same happen to me, people quickly end the conversation. This makes me very insecure. I ask myself why is that? What about me is so disgusting, am I so creepy? 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Then he got a Ps4 and I couldn't play with him anymore because I don't have one and he lives one hour away from me. I still see him sometimes but we don't talk as much as we used to. He recently told me that he managed to fix his old laptop and if I was still playing LoL. Today I asked him if he wanted to play some games but he couldn't and we talked for some time. I know this may seem simple and stupid but I don't know why I struggle so hard to text friends. I guess I'm afraid to be ignored but today I got a small victory. 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I feel like I'm going to puke I don't know what to do. I've struggled with social anxiety and a host of other things for a while. I don't know what to say or do while I'm there and I don't want to be too awkward and ruin the time for everyone.,-0.18924882629108092,0.8290819295774696,2.486971830985919,98.30867370892021,81.8169014084507,5.860093896713615,17.467136150234744,6.42735559955562,-0.522241314553991,231,4,63,2,6,81,41,71,0.205,0.7120000000000001,0.083,-0.7523,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,14,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,4,2,11,13,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285757559190232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855094269975396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510786714329141,0.2134577123654866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541530939403285,0.0,0.0,0.2308466586554898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698108946562105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32841753500605225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459751216811935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885760513459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376121122076156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045817406701057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123632211498893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985047306002157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845709364293603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623579792582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,diss_researcher,2019/02/24,"Survey on flirting behaviors and personality Hey I am a doctoral Student at a University in the South. I am studying flirtation behaviors, specifically trying to catalog specific flirting behaviors taken from several experimental studies. I was wondering if I could post to this community as it seems relevant to my topic. Thank you in advance for taking the time to take the survey there is an opportunity to win a gift card if the entire survey is completed. You can back out at any time. Here is the link to the survey https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ",8.383328267477204,10.832178457446814,9.481185410334348,51.00500000000002,62.29787234042553,13.031003039513678,38.96048632218845,12.28987398476788,6.265044376899698,461,24,61,18,7,158,65,94,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,14,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,15,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,3,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835334838380533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752765264582887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829730329040835,0.0,0.0,0.21548406371438714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624238960687325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356562909887579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584786478904583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456964196490436,0.0,0.3048972656397909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058452362036859,0.0,0.0,0.2484771364305773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147483934470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323662444141448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926826436655934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Overinterpretation,2019/02/24,"Today is the first day of this semester and im already feeling uncomfortable again, yay. When I entered my classroom and sat by my seat, I suddenly had the feeling of fear or unpleasantness or I didnt even know what, but I just DIDNT WANT TO MOVE ever again. Like I just sat there and talked to nobody and read my books quietly until the day was over. Is that weird...?",2.4307240704501005,4.639825849315071,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,78.17808219178082,6.911154598825831,24.127201565557733,7.957251820313856,1.3726297455968686,289,10,58,5,7,95,52,73,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.2272,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,12,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,3,8,2,7,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075043303302442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594207251168469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404996225507814,0.2520607193946647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356598604625513,0.28179415543000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702504058834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099679203017593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314230166918505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613746976260185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961677151158146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278731866118948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397350539955949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641337394779971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435879850550228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,etozhedennis,2019/02/24,"Should I go to the concert and overcome my anxiety? I was at a concert one time and it was awful. That time I couldn't refuse to my friend even though it was an unknown band to me. As a result, all the time I was just walking around, afraid of loud music and crowds. This time I know and like the band and the same friend is asking me to go with him to the concert. I don't want to, but I am struggling to refuse to him because I already did a couple of times before and he knows I like the band. I know that there will be a crowd messing and jumping around and I'm afraid I will just stand by unknowing where to go. At the same time, if it would be a concert with sitting tickets and no one would mess and jump, it would be fine for me. I'd like to go to the classical and jazz concert. What should I do? Go and try to enjoy it and possibly suffer for two hours and a month before the concert? Or refuse and feel guilty and weak for a long time? Need advice",2.076470588235296,3.2651418921568687,3.1491666666666696,95.19375,76.15686274509805,5.8843137254901965,22.553921568627448,5.985473137389443,0.11866274509803887,742,20,174,4,16,238,98,204,0.128,0.755,0.117,-0.6611,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,3,17,1,20,1,0,1,1,45,33,21,0,9,5,0,1,3,2,7,1,7,0,0,9,20,0,3,4,11,0,8,3,7,0,3,5,8,19,7,25,17,3,25,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,13,122,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788639665771068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444202724784197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011655966865132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300727564140264,0.12234745546114817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977822730498016,0.0,0.2227245049852646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480714428829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643958174499553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617270831002901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022224376567635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371887265534373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888234914370486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157711364059524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181203519822929,0.0,0.0,0.11581741415497615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044606126550241,0.0,0.0,0.09703977259022403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736422118174772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753827721165602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681560821185215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858086731532353,0.0,0.5341867445036214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885335345589845,0.0,0.12784272053868678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719157138014365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789026900689999,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrterrencemiller,2019/02/24,"My thought process during one of my “loud moments” as my friends call them. *Brain:* Okay, you’re doing really good, you’ve said like 3 full sentences without stuttering or speaking in a quiet monotonous tone. Okay now say something funny, that’ll end the anecdote off nicely. Wow that was a good reaction, maybe I’ll crack a couple more jokes or a bit of banter. Alright, now this is going far too well, this feels so surreal. Maybe I’m annoying them now, maybe I should shut up. Gosh, now I feel depressed, I don’t want them to think I was weird for having an out of character loud moment, but now I also don’t want them to think I’m quiet. Where do I go from here?",2.5267042606516306,4.5185581052631605,3.637763157894738,88.72225877192983,76.96992481203006,6.5385964912280725,23.865288220551378,7.492282038375204,1.048208521303258,520,17,106,7,12,168,92,133,0.042,0.746,0.212,0.9139,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,11,15,1,0,6,3,10,1,1,0,0,13,22,6,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,1,1,4,9,13,11,13,16,3,18,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,9,62,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523203418446204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826914867454146,0.0,0.0,0.20273484370814646,0.18544230563419029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009460498530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564189005190509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085098568181402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183653153417686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403100663247576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642428208100644,0.30464873032390416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872460673307536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473496239881487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230624352372288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634288109399216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275101253448824,0.14442215199298675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981088636076194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327344387525435,0.0,0.14417664706316075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423447616517188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328760709284762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506385092587587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,soldierchrome,2019/02/24,"A very tough day😞 So after finishing high school (last years 13 November) I’ve become a very social anxious person. I even skipped my school farewell/graduation because of that. 90% of my holidays I had stayed home and did drugs to use as an escape from reality. Today I had to go to my Universty for something and it was a really tough day for me. I kept my head down while walking and my hand on my face while travelling in the train because I was so fucking nervous. It was a straight up sickening experience, although smoking some weed before going to university made me feel better and helped me relax a little. Now im starting my university on teusday and I’m so fucking anxious about it. I can’t stop thinking about it. I have no idea how I’m going to be able to do that, I’ll probably need to stay high all the time to get through my days. I know this sounds simple “just go to your uni, it’s simple and everyone does it” but for me this is a very hard, scary thing to do. Hopefully everything goes fine ",1.4982158920539703,3.960839635467984,3.4304990361961885,86.18785178839155,83.67980295566501,6.683144142214607,25.082244591989717,7.893859768569023,1.6730370100663952,798,33,159,16,23,268,128,203,0.102,0.82,0.079,-0.5445,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,9,10,2,2,9,0,12,6,3,3,1,21,30,15,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,11,6,0,2,4,3,0,6,2,6,0,0,8,4,21,4,26,21,2,30,0,0,0,2,4,9,2,2,13,99,32,2,0.12289872466646518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27768115428384915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983584370391212,0.13573198573169776,0.10457776277237503,0.0,0.0,0.10869393470856352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377785307561565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754950215551423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252350285036902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117344855672276,0.0,0.0,0.1174349981279484,0.11045344917470593,0.12021853514013672,0.0,0.0,0.06214128788486584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723578118096266,0.06420951118042884,0.0,0.2793847097206941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009311753150627,0.0,0.12612954779071794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237642454999967,0.2596985004366559,0.12327744138997505,0.12206616401849285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873770086425868,0.13275171216681916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675419249973724,0.10017886367744364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317680876923495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628974484625546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112784709609813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731042595396266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325056115895996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873207002303782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876014122445844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527977279611635,0.0,0.09461344253668234,0.0,0.0,0.08698834987518843,0.2619873765976231,0.0,0.1027488368617726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164845172214268,0.07874854033326789,0.0,0.0,0.07166323467837922,0.0,0.11649362081311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614503865207928,0.0,0.3042129565365111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914274929223797 socialanxiety,0_1_T_1_0,2019/02/24,"How do I overcome my fear of stuttering? I have a stutter and I'm terrrified of talking to people. I think most of my social anxiety (I'm not medically diagnosed) revolves around my stutter. What I really hate is when I have a really good joke, but I can sense I'll stutter (its weird, I know when I'm going to stutter on words, its usually always the first and second word of the sentence and sometimes I can't escape it) and just won't talk. Or when I'm mid way inti my sentence and just stop because I know I'll stutter a lot and try changing the subject but make it akward. Im usually known as the person who's random, can't stick to one subject, and doesn't make any sense, but I'm just trying to avoid stuttering to avoid those faces you get when someone realizes you stutter. That face I'm talking about isn't annoyed face (sometimes I get that) its that kind of pitty face but not quite. Like that I'm paying attention don't worry face, where they nod. I know some stutterrs dont mind it but I find it like they're pitting me. I also don't want the person to know i stutter because I dont want them to think they should avoid me cause of it. Yeah some people try avoiding stutters because they get annoyed, I don't blame them but that just makes me even more insecure and scared of stuttering. I apologise if there are any grammar mistakes or spelling. I've always sucked at grammar (lol) and passed that class with the help of extra credit. For spelling, I'm typing on my phone and I've got big ass thumbs.",3.9512337662337664,5.032510097402599,4.926493506493507,84.67759740259741,71.40259740259741,7.548051948051947,28.935064935064936,7.84624498591911,1.8078129870129869,1202,46,239,15,22,393,149,308,0.229,0.6679999999999999,0.104,-0.9885,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,5,2,15,30,4,7,9,2,17,8,6,5,0,59,43,26,0,5,15,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,12,0,5,10,1,2,2,12,24,0,3,1,0,32,6,23,40,6,18,0,0,0,1,16,7,2,8,10,141,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091082451349963,0.18918375111828087,0.0,0.0,0.1546142455032679,0.0,0.08696581635468566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120038088504572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789703585109426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678192010336047,0.1202596491668702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538403765222513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664670686439428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508536866119407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792296924931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390256865806,0.096697181224329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818122443702458,0.0,0.06460765281217573,0.09535040742306157,0.0909212505617837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223666178684157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619812039900703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279521722531052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838148901622216,0.2499048853379983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110777962731702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664770153480128,0.0,0.0,0.22764927615113906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145218616595495,0.0,0.0,0.11478561768993158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703333163980818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762447780772534,0.19852409962138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091396272314504,0.0,0.0,0.1456541913211384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381472549669285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588367986625316,0.0963217223878851,0.0,0.22486725184135295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950425839045634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741179571657618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568466136614888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315462430406464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504075894759544,0.0,0.13410424894728334,0.09023485500713192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544878944653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scottydwrx,2019/02/24,"A Small Victory Its taken months of contemplation, stalling, learning skills, anxiety in overdrive and countless excuses...but today, I actually did a thing. I joined a local motorcycle club for a group ride. The agenda was meeting up at a local carpark, heading out for a ride around the countryside with stops for coffee and lunch. I started off weak, I went to the carpark having been told that we're riding out at 9am sharp. I even rode there on a slightly longer route to make sure I turned up with just a few minutes remaining - less time for awkward conversation. That didnt go as planned, I stood around with really awkward conversation happening until 9:25. Then we had a quick briefing where I was named as a new rider. The only new rider. And people clapped, like Id done something special. Id rather have crawled into a hole at this point. From there it got better. Motorcycling is great, you cant have a conversation with anyone, even if theyre on your bike. It gave me some time to calm down a little and prepare for the coffee stop, and then the lunch stop. The idea of doing lunch at a busy cafe somewhere is alarming for me, but fortunately, we ended up at a small bowling club where we were basically the only people there. I sat at the end of a long table so that I wasnt crowded and could manage conversation and it all went well enough. I met some cool people, talked motorbike bullshit and enjoyed my meal well enough. And then the best bit - A guy I was sitting near told me that he and a bunch of mates meet up every sunday for a social ride and morning tea. The club we were riding with only meets twice a month, so every weekend would be ideal for me to try and get on top of my anxiety problem. He said Im more than welcome to join in. Its made my day! Its been a long time since anyone has invited me to do something like this and even longer since I felt like I was in a position to accept it. Now, every week, Ive got something social to actually look forward to. Ill still be anxious, but its a big step in the right direction! Anyone else have a win this week?",5.667439024390244,5.986203060975613,6.146000000000001,80.20900000000003,67.17073170731706,8.803902439024391,30.30243902439024,8.608573733854374,2.195543414634145,1645,57,321,23,25,533,217,410,0.071,0.7859999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.988,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,4,2,0,7,19,22,0,3,36,1,28,8,1,2,2,50,49,24,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,16,27,5,3,4,5,0,12,3,5,2,1,27,5,29,17,57,18,11,77,0,0,1,0,29,37,0,3,32,212,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.17904405930879452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035703079015202,0.1036366412315972,0.0,0.192433824578464,0.09399534589815764,0.0,0.16333066912091562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627226894848577,0.08113387705041847,0.1001529893674227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324448960023769,0.0,0.0,0.05916274332241778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387874989113827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663445001292919,0.0,0.1625034168596169,0.18957758366302,0.0,0.18177417017660147,0.0,0.2318770100130597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808185794871141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047928769894553684,0.0,0.0521362225707976,0.0,0.14674083794640105,0.1011403108603912,0.0,0.09083400302640224,0.08112268161869718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414857646211187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355984990661728,0.09909164777274984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344541193751662,0.09194452372105218,0.0,0.16236862731186935,0.07703593317351032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868037198752478,0.06123512624735587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644711599464086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772002352621169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931025212585053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079655040588145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672106943158593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777987147926056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876903901125236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834285376774099,0.08726284667706194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517715054850038,0.0,0.0,0.187028534944437,0.0,0.2118707571311216,0.0,0.0,0.06493188513706714,0.0,0.07326124650018484,0.23008859287416444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646098939265237,0.0,0.0,0.07373468520307756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060945953066684225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047765922782867,0.0,0.08695590175801267,0.17531717340210373,0.0,0.06228336704783316,0.09978345830219768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717169506002334,0.0,0.16496506981876954,0.17008214281658368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516729697702597,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IsacVladutMarco22,2019/02/24,"Nobody Understands you? Life tips & More I\`ve seen some posts where people complain that other people or just people in general dont understand them or dont want to understand them.Being in a shitty mood myself, why not cope trough it and actually be an useful son of a \*bee\* What these people forget to understand are the following things: \- Most people are dumb and ignorant, we need at least a thousand more years for humanity to be more decent, as long as we dont blow ourselves to pieces with nukes in the future \- Most people are self centered, think about it, if you worked a 12 hour shift, you were horny, hungry, sad, tired and thirsty would you really care about any \*idiot\* complaining about the deeper stuff of life? Now take what i said and apply the effect to dumb people, because frankly they can be fully rested, fed, happy and still wont give a damn about you. \- Being sad wont change much in your life, unless you have a special kind of depression who open your eyes a little. \- When you tell people your struggles, around 80% dont care, 20% are glad you have them, thats facts, google the stats. (I said around 80% because maybe your mom cares) \- Being lonely and doing things alone is so much better, gives you the true power. What I recommend to these types of people: \- Keep it to yourself and only tell to someone you fully trust. Noone around? Use a mirror \- Feeling lonely? the mirror is your friend.God is your friend too.Legend says if you watch horror movies at 3AM you wont feel lonely the whole night! \- Just because you understand the bigger meaning of life genius that doesnt mean you should get mad when people dont understand you, remember, you know something they dont. Be proud actually. \- Find at least 3 hobbies. 1 to make you happy, 1 to make you fit and healthy, 1 to make you some cash. The busier the mind is, the more happy youll be, ignorance is bliss, be careful which one tough. Think about Enstein, he was a genius, i bet almost nobody understood him, did he give a damn, no, he was too busy changing the world and science. &#x200B; You people forget the most important thing in the world: People will never fully understand you, but as long as you understand yourself, its all good. Remember people, when even yourself doesnt understand you, then thats the problem, it means youre either gonna commit suicide or end up in one of those special rooms with matresses where crazy people live in.Never let yourself down, forget the haters, youre your number one supporter. How the hell you gonna drive a car if the driver is suicidal or crazy, you are the driver. Maybe my grammar sucks, who gives a damn. Take care of yourself people, nobody will do it for you better than you. Thats my 2 nickels, I would say cents but you deserve a 10/10. Keep it up",4.577474162877223,6.297790015065916,4.6831978319783225,84.55391897478297,70.6949152542373,7.214386109962795,24.250654540443712,7.765008861874849,1.2334947498966522,2202,60,407,27,41,685,259,531,0.14300000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.113,-0.9591,1,7,1,0,0,2,110.0,2,38,4,6,21,44,10,1,34,0,46,7,1,7,5,86,94,29,2,9,14,2,2,0,1,11,5,4,1,2,26,17,1,4,22,0,4,3,14,23,0,4,9,9,53,20,48,65,18,44,1,6,3,0,67,25,7,14,15,263,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.09404654495545298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825202390054716,0.04990689340765578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442054816820016,0.05855212014238559,0.03276861138380724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868914926905287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881225032463902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523444837979695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564778305129004,0.0,0.10195028785025834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150313789017001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388467520785243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267911752588373,0.0,0.0,0.031826863795892134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487292911851815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404177484491048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445785657272369,0.0,0.02517556421558577,0.18490031071832128,0.0,0.04041672144715741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388692858251804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047454197360560384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856611138302788,0.0,0.05017903746168124,0.026482152546489297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927416999706258,0.13614277746859255,0.0,0.04829573690923857,0.04254974280564687,0.0852874340918769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649499808662876,0.0,0.0968200426041058,0.15746834252082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865483495765127,0.0564356858056479,0.0,0.0,0.07084554433303593,0.03572983074032767,0.037164557048589536,0.0,0.0,0.04521995782156343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795767394737752,0.03664816007148413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010989033750837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046149542778843235,0.0,0.0,0.046108168353244335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0308696367290698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917228529482194,0.0,0.09167318105540737,0.07664000282152593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026924181786936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082843826548778,0.0370964792357102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848196437832733,0.0,0.0,0.050375205893020886,0.055162247968808566,0.10541686718776104,0.05468170111367805,0.0,0.0,0.07246080959735299,0.0,0.08423460711935367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960393157483104,0.06175218897003884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055383528156049834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514765280726574,0.0,0.08323568230389411,0.0,0.0,0.028421766728978344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043481005757661804,0.05379873461503723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508049470333543,0.0,0.0,0.06846090452188701,0.0,0.05855212014238559,0.031030657769779882 socialanxiety,InTheKappaWeTrus,2019/02/24,"Tips to being more social without being awkward? So I'm in high school right now and for the most part I'm probably known as just another person in class as I never really talk unless asked something or talking with my friends. Now I somewhat understand how to speak to people. But the thing is, subconsciously my body does not want to; _ I don't know how to start or maintain a convo with someone who I can't relate to ( can't talk to people ""without purpose"")_ _even if I did I would be to awkward to talk since I never really spoke and I'm unsure of how people would react, _I don't know how to start talking since people always seem to be in their groups like HOW DO I GET TO KNOW PEOPLE AT THIS POINT_. I know this is becoming a rant but just wanted to explain my situation so u guys could relate and gimme tips from there. Thanks for reading/answering!",3.7390283400809694,5.159808777777776,4.928304093567252,83.15753036437248,72.33333333333334,7.366801619433199,25.434547908232126,7.882392219407189,1.4495862348178132,675,21,130,9,13,223,96,171,0.027000000000000003,0.907,0.066,0.7248,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,2,4,0,15,1,1,6,2,39,33,18,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,2,14,3,28,24,4,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,6,7,93,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832704574176608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391172402889893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047315477540713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050966580143053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126041649114814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434926312305963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341150987926996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805028111817773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912979782461023,0.0,0.061739035204242176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700704447302215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485326991427592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597729344774126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577319748154163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228023621035253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796677576081986,0.0,0.4096215755266455,0.10318163219054856,0.0,0.0,0.11170900422367436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740742715984793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140567039036373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091667734032504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195945182740334,0.0,0.10757768229481167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550316732005796,0.13282821936137768,0.0,0.12045960420574615,0.10012519941247833,0.09097316818302187,0.0,0.0,0.1672829054939186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749035219912681,0.0,0.10879521353479876,0.0,0.0,0.07850700842559455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230193118210266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939965290317724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278236490390616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788939299220784,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,__cypher,2019/02/24,"How to comfort sad people? I have a big heart. At least I think I do. You can always rely on me to be that friend that will cry if you cry. However, even though I feel empathetic and I genuinely really do care about my friends, I find it so hard to communicate what I feel. It's really difficult because if my friends are noticeably upset, or if they're talking to me about their problems, I don't know how to react. When do I acknowledge they're troubled? What do I say, how do I find out what they need and how do I give them what they need? When do they need advice and when do they not? (I'm not a touchy person, so giving big hugs out of nowhere is pretty much out of the picture because they'll just be weirded out). It would be really helpful if anyone could share some tips on how I could do a better job at comforting others. Thanks in advance.",3.759666666666668,4.513787742857146,4.9992142857142845,85.19520238095238,71.57142857142857,8.347619047619048,26.583333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.6826476190476192,665,21,142,11,12,221,98,175,0.127,0.6709999999999999,0.202,0.9385,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,7,2,15,16,0,1,4,0,22,2,1,6,0,36,34,19,0,11,8,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,4,26,10,18,26,3,15,0,1,0,1,19,11,0,6,3,105,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061293139863928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973251015426058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061501793070698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543461535107485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726379853590278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467109628432372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297775554977401,0.0,0.31612470694176936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504156263443594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455156879423933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303559969327184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33351971550503834,0.0,0.0,0.27607518250871704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289020253732265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705167562617993,0.09645006159863674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279399316155522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908115534357818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057796847700715,0.32008987451628296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382588049843774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975896068301296,0.12564392361012816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463933655207712,0.0,0.1376884759556358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765492570839023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443140730387548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565768164833776,0.0,0.1324795625763125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220236988237247,0.14137651186919278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221917225106654,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tempsocanx321,2019/02/24,"I feel like I can't even text my friends. I got pulled out of school when I was 16, because I was missing too much. The school tried to set me up with a small group of a few people in a different location, to work, but it was with people I didn't even know, and most of them were girls, so I only ever ended up going once a week, after everyone left, for a bit, then it stopped. It's been over a year since I left school, but I'm just stuck in my house, never going out, I rely on my mum to do everything. I can't even talk to my friends. I barely managed to text \*one\* of them about how I've had anxiety, but that was over a month ago. Another friend tried to get in contact, but I've been avoiding the message. His dad passed away last year, and I really should have been there, but I felt like it would just make a bunch of awkward moments since I'm terrible dealing with that stuff. One of my biggest fears is seeing people I haven't seen in a long time. I don't know why, it just is. So even if I want to get help, I scared I'll run into anyone. What would I say to them? How do you explain why you've been out of school for over a year? Especially since I can barely even tell \*one\* of my close friends! I feel like such a pussy. Like I'm over reacting. But it's horrible. I started going to a psychologists a while ago, probably back in late 2016 or early 2017, but that ended up stopping because I wasn't really tackling any issues. I've always been introverted, but it's gone too far. I just don't know what to do. Am I just being a pussy?",2.014881118881121,3.213717872727276,3.663030303030304,91.40685314685317,76.33333333333333,6.895104895104895,22.389277389277392,7.468242284971852,0.6296689976689973,1198,32,278,15,26,400,160,330,0.099,0.799,0.102,0.4815,1,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,3,1,22,14,0,4,16,0,30,0,0,4,2,46,54,19,0,5,15,2,3,4,4,3,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,3,7,0,0,7,8,6,0,3,18,6,36,8,43,32,5,57,0,1,2,0,21,24,0,3,29,181,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895875449430366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460542612929646,0.0,0.0,0.06097279287066808,0.09401774358064577,0.06859068761954062,0.0,0.0,0.06269330090930271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423979014427416,0.06894404397006562,0.0,0.10931345395860656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978869725184591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243691521532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367702769155263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882668705910005,0.0,0.0,0.2961023815169719,0.08110382461931974,0.0,0.08567526263179015,0.0805818403157779,0.0,0.0,0.1008939465060411,0.09067094553896038,0.1281081732397704,0.08608895713306465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770885475266741,0.0,0.09368870986566454,0.0,0.15286983498659185,0.0,0.07171037261154024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009811317320934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103457160164246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358315503667623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782659995025915,0.07308596749299605,0.1011419085914781,0.0,0.19483463904628345,0.0,0.0,0.1752160272851734,0.0,0.0,0.07934747359975823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984964760411871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156683444657072,0.0,0.06591140908953053,0.0,0.06915236085266477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548641191468714,0.18227055439515366,0.06819149725196773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647967279019945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667010051599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487871391489247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713023045577311,0.08976665326992944,0.3629682934640333,0.07144848775113982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250638668397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346276527669256,0.0,0.0,0.1499218073585219,0.0,0.0,0.10264079488411378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720663971162364,0.0783679722078251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228225443853052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174834275194307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288458749401841,0.0,0.07192092697794962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618108455569357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527453093126839,0.0,0.0,0.12738570158680346,0.0,0.0,0.173216909927315 socialanxiety,DartmouthStudent2,2019/02/24,"How do disprove a specific social anxiety fear? I am a college student with social anxiety. I would go to a medical professional for help, but I already have - multiple. My social anxiety used to be worse; I used to have more than a dozen fears. I did intensive CBT for 12 weeks and with the help of my therapist, I proved to myself that my fears were irrational. That is, I proved that all but one of my fears are irrational. I am no longer particularly nervous from my other fears. Due to this nervousness from my one remaining fear, I still generally dislike talking to anyone except my one close friend and my family. I wish I had more friends to talk to. I would really appreciate if anyone could please free of me of this last fear. My one remaining fear is: &#x200B; \> If I am visibly very nervous during much of a conversation with a friend or acquaintance to the point that it makes my friend or acquaintance very uncomfortable (e.g. because I am consistently maintaining a nervous facial expression) the friend or acquaintance may not want to spend time with me in the future. &#x200B; Let me illustrate my fear of making others uncomfortable because of my anxiety with an example. Let's say I am getting a meal with my friend Sam - Sam is not a close friend (I only have 2 meals with him per college semester). During my meal with Sam the following thoughts will race through my head several times a minute, putting me in a state of constant tenseness: \> What if I am really nervous around Sam during our conversation? Sam will become very uncomfortable if he sees my face contract into a very nervous expression for the remainder of our meal. He might not want to get a meal with me again. Wow I am really getting nervous now. Let me try to hide my nervousness. I'm not doing a good job. Sam just made a joke - but I am so nervous I can't engage my facial muscles to laugh at it, now he is really getting uncomfortable. . . &#x200B; I can't seem to prove that this fear is irrational. I've tried: &#x200B; \- To disprove my fear through logic. With my CBT therapist I have tried to prove to myself that this fear is irrational. I've asked myself: \- Is it really probably true that Sam wouldn't get a meal with you anymore if you were very nervous around him during an entire meal? While I agree that it isn't likely that Sam would no longer get meals with me if I made him uncomfortable, I can't help but think that this scenario is not that farfetched. If someone made me very uncomfortable for a whole meal (e.g. had a very nervous facial expression consistently) I may not want to get a meal with them again. \- Other people aren't afraid of making others uncomfortable if they are nervous, so why should you be? This doesn't quell my fear because I think other people may not get very nervous around people in general or even if other people do get very nervous around others, they are able to control their facial muscles and contain their nervousness so that it does not make others uncomfortable. I do not seem to have much voluntary control over my facial muscles once I become nervous. &#x200B; \- To disprove my fear via exposure: I've tried to set up exposures of increasing anxiety level where I try to make myself visibly nervous in front of friends in order to see how they react (whether they will no longer get meals with me). But I cannot seem to make myself nervous - whenever I try to make myself nervous I feel relatively non-nervous. &#x200B; I feel that all I need to do to overcome my social anxiety is to disprove this one fear. How can I disprove this fear? &#x200B; \- Are there other evidence based methods I can use to disprove this fear? \- Are there any books, websites or tools that could help me disprove the fear? \- Are there any other techniques that might help me disprove this fear? &#x200B; &#x200B; Thank you! I apologize if this question is in the wrong forum - if so could you please point me to other forums on the web where I could post this? 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I just don't know what to do. First off, I want to tell you a little about me. Throughout elementary, middle, and high school I've always been labeled the 'quiet kid.' I have terrible social anxiety, however, I can talk to people if they initiate. I never talked to anyone unless I already knew them or if they approached me first. I played Lacrosse in high school and was a top player so I gained some respect and friendships through that. Other than that, I either played video games or worked out by myself. Now I'm in college and everything has changed. I'm extremely lonely and it's killing me. I literally have 0 friends. All my lacrosse buddies went to different schools, and don't really contact me anymore. 97% of students at my school live in the dorms, I don't. I feel that this puts me at a massive disadvantage for meeting new people. Everyone that I ask for help just says, 'hang out in the dorms.' My school is very strict about strangers in dorm halls. If you don't live in it, you can't enter without a paper signed by someone in that dorm. So right now, here is an average day for me. Wake up at 7 a.m. Leave at 8 and drive to school. Finally get to class at 9. Class ends at 9:50. next class starts at 10 and ends at 10:50. At 10:50, I just go home because I don't know what else to do. I kind of just chill the rest of the day inside which I don't exactly like. I hate myself for doing this. But I've always done this, except when I had lacrosse practice/games. It all I know how to do. I want to change, I need help. I also want to get into dating. I think I look pretty good. I'm tall, fit, and I take very good care of myself. I still never meet anyone though. Lmao, get this, I'm in nursing. So my classes are like 3% men. I guess I just sit there in my classes and hope someone will approach or talk to me at some point, which hasn't happened and probably isn't going to happen. People don't talk a lot in class. I also probably look unapproachable because I never smile and look sad all the time. I have had severe depression for years. I getting help for it though. I'm working on smiling more and looking like I'm a nice person. I recently tried dating apps. But when I started to make a profile, I realized that there are no pictures of me because I never go out and do anything. So I gave up on that. So how can I change? How can I stop isolating my self? How can I socialize more instead of going home for the rest of the day after 2 hrs of classes. I've been a ghost my entire life. I guess you could off the grid. I don't have any social media either. I've just been that guy who is just kinda, there. No one know his name or who he is, he's just, there. And he never talks or interacts with anyone unless forced to. please help.",1.3706852791878177,3.5109878663282608,2.946593062605757,91.48090482233505,81.5042301184433,5.699729272419628,21.86353637901861,6.88968998030894,0.5421061252115056,2243,71,477,26,60,736,259,591,0.078,0.7979999999999999,0.123,0.9751,2,2,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,4,3,6,36,19,2,0,19,0,41,2,1,5,9,84,86,45,2,9,24,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,6,5,23,23,0,1,8,4,0,11,20,6,0,4,11,7,72,13,75,73,12,85,0,3,4,0,44,43,0,15,33,314,95,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956427059747379,0.1008233230603458,0.10490573899664783,0.0,0.0,0.04286816808539884,0.0,0.04822408467009977,0.0,0.06251699988390738,0.1763112256910484,0.0,0.051875104200768865,0.0,0.058932249278808566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528258665056228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427169177423228,0.0,0.20005831303303254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033090894293744,0.0,0.0,0.12196335846807482,0.0,0.054294747809376966,0.0,0.0,0.06586154872944791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451001076308059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266036457547126,0.0,0.1116663481651327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023574427779084,0.05665470962786301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187403061945069,0.0,0.0,0.06905531580937138,0.0,0.10724059751715943,0.0,0.0,0.048703191500133504,0.0,0.13173952424139518,0.0,0.14330434877279932,0.1057469776893662,0.0,0.0,0.1388874671146436,0.06241777313483415,0.11148902324371723,0.0,0.0,0.062237215816193237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112660332444627,0.13320673318004034,0.12646499856365456,0.06261120073232178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974247789340574,0.06564463129291599,0.13857668282972296,0.0,0.0,0.06674839915803668,0.0,0.0,0.044525776510479904,0.0923919065612872,0.06318088195389666,0.11132785000980007,0.0,0.2117449959199432,0.0,0.0,0.053592861394828634,0.0,0.0,0.04207851785282896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046742059707665866,0.24309490257582386,0.060882729569978165,0.06704188841657736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271634606713872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481112654375622,0.05504256379398157,0.0,0.1383941253532605,0.05959151702493594,0.0,0.0,0.0641325575417096,0.13593177949195814,0.0,0.0,0.06337084722699042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403839137562873,0.0,0.062242661673800076,0.0,0.0,0.053834316558623946,0.0,0.05013054237388463,0.0,0.38278841466777797,0.0,0.0,0.06576263737678133,0.07121527341440395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277865570631755,0.10682420037451752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923758814250496,0.0,0.10068484733177613,0.052702795254468734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473969148256063,0.2533387663117944,0.055098204411316166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039236184596252,0.1238695107560832,0.0,0.0367581074383211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279883022809498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402630759164876,0.11154477000730452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843708441169461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076661838830107,0.0,0.0917851858809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059456281179952 socialanxiety,takiverse,2019/02/25,Went on a first date! At first I nearly canceled I was so terrified. Then I took an Ativan and a few deep breathes and decided I needed to go through with it (seeing as how I never do) and I’m so glad I did! She made me feel very comfortable it was great 😄,-1.3608928571428578,0.6569175535714287,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,96.67857142857142,4.942857142857143,17.714285714285715,6.6274283507984215,-0.022814285714285454,197,6,47,3,8,68,43,56,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.7922,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,10,12,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,2,8,3,7,6,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588039721018666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342980641397146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849405426862186,0.0,0.0,0.3462649046149293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718201899055796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328800155343477,0.24223127967505484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027429874274715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34894495952962185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591418551026209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911473993805526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,age-matters,2019/02/25,"How have you overcome your shyness and social anxiety to talk to someone you were attracted to romantically? I am so unbelievably awkward around the guy I am interested in. I know if I just relaxed and talked to him, we would get along great. How have you overcome you own fears to talk to someone you genuinely were interested in? 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I have pretty bad social anxiety and no group of friends. I don’t wanna be embarrased alone and go on a field trip where my classmates can see I’m alone. Please give me a good excuse as to why I haven’t turned in the form to go. My teacher keeps asking me for it in front of the whole class and I don’t want everyone to know I’m not going. What should I say to her privately as to why I took so long to tell her I can’t go?,2.128857142857143,2.274202647619049,3.858095238095242,94.11857142857146,74.90476190476191,7.523809523809526,21.66666666666667,7.447530270364453,0.3385238095238097,358,7,93,4,7,121,67,105,0.11,0.7509999999999999,0.139,0.4696,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,23,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,0,1,2,13,2,18,20,2,14,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,1,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37506888309147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851844542040262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927648520594132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118631349260545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173020633013152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989462775212694,0.0,0.09460186866779442,0.17369933362188622,0.4116261770396871,0.1518733539230772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094379000038772,0.0,0.0,0.09951161752682837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024170441387625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987610467922057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421380586659772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399453810717094,0.0,0.1832530241802492,0.14428975411098013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845785833735134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826360775372486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011760003393243,0.0,0.1969527204284772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680007885332464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267759451987501,0.2021587593017867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vanzam,2019/02/25,"Scared to text not so close friends Why is this? I want to text them as I don't have a chance to see them in real life, but when it's not face-to-face talking, it causes me a bunch of anxiety? Why is this?",0.07819148936169995,1.1972308085106431,2.0478191489361706,101.30875,81.34042553191489,5.5510638297872354,18.132978723404253,5.985473137389443,-0.6625276595744678,156,3,43,1,4,52,34,47,0.181,0.7909999999999999,0.028,-0.6811,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288626688241266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261594704933409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529934470816786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242593034301071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613839678883515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31787241183815823,0.0,0.25300601388524696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551940907826892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726944542802768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729878731703252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StrawbbSA,2019/02/25,"Presentation in 2 days! I used to be pretty good at presenting, i could present without stuttering, look at the audience, and i didn’t even need flashcards because i had already memorized my data. But sometime in middle school i developed social anxiety and became ‘the weird loner’. I’m always alone and being alone is one of my biggest fears. I haven’t had a solo presentation for months, maybe even almost a year and i’ve been trying to weasel my way out of doing it but that didn’t work. I’m the last one to present, and actually presentations were done a week ago but some things happened and yeah, anyways whenever i present, whether it be alone or with my classmates i always cry and i feel super bad for my classmates that have to see me. I know nobody’s really going to pay attention to me since over 90% of the kids in class don’t even know my name but just being in front of like 18 people and talking overwhelms me. I’ve tried the ‘fake it till you make it’ tactic, taking deep breaths to calm down, thinking of other things while presenting, practicing so much that i know everything that i need to say but in the end i just stutter, have a shaky voice, cry, and want to honestly die. It especially sucks when you’re done with your presentation and nobody claps until the teacher does and you know that it’s probably just pity claps. I really just want to present in front of a small group of people instead of my whole class and then work my way up but my teacher believes that i can do it, and that this is a baby step. But it’s really not for me. If you guys have any advice on what i should do i’d highly appreciate it.",5.109748677248677,5.782758237654325,5.796278659611992,80.98611111111113,68.47530864197532,9.01093474426808,29.00881834215168,9.107695989026183,2.255922574955908,1295,44,256,23,21,422,171,324,0.13,0.779,0.092,-0.8923,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,3,11,15,1,3,13,1,25,1,1,2,0,52,45,29,1,7,16,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,21,16,0,0,8,0,1,4,6,10,0,2,8,5,33,5,39,31,3,46,0,2,2,0,11,18,1,5,23,173,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.10600956859920656,0.0,0.0,0.10615434064983402,0.09629608318528254,0.0,0.10877967372769544,0.33753126663684524,0.11987857350026968,0.0,0.18078174664806232,0.0,0.0,0.07387376873946583,0.0,0.08310350168205058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070353063452134,0.06622131312714677,0.0,0.0,0.12239153378787865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673414549207414,0.0,0.2386552182273207,0.07005892204374334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274329802235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506496019714543,0.2223373579668061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621607767211096,0.0,0.0,0.2152520607194897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763181176094804,0.0,0.0,0.1222416707597611,0.054927814085388035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173830602879981,0.09111571736818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756317201634114,0.09606328760874397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477611291761446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880614164924166,0.08854991884872386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307231172175683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122387052537073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251298190692093,0.0,0.10913586408814624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670935885347897,0.0,0.07985732591748594,0.1610991214913393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722427440670685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062407973269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051822217055347,0.11712411902613205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877812410948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863888582020775,0.0,0.1099418056345086,0.08656597168031982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986185793726065,0.0,0.0,0.11073706875136467,0.0,0.0,0.10744023815875507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167805812965431,0.08731462187969513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434110167986636,0.0696072664431351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750856067800322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382352937341808,0.0,0.0,0.12814842825723938,0.17245471241898475,0.08713837232889811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212842141181204,0.0,0.10471777345264552,0.0,0.15817138679613826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699557149086581 socialanxiety,PossibleRow,2019/02/25,"Does anyone else get extremely tense and nervous while waiting? I get anxious in a lot of situations, but I've found these ones especially. Some examples include: * Waiting for the server to prepare your food * Lining up in queues, especially if there's an unexpected delay * Waiting rooms, like the hospital or the bank Also, what do you guys do while waiting in these situations? I just look around awkwardly because... there's actually nothing to do. 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I was just standing at the doorway and I couldn't step in, I couldn't find the courage to get in. Everyone looked at me so I just hid. Mind you, this class is full of total strangers, because all classes were mixed. I don't have any friends, because most of them passed the prep class, and me still here on the prep year, once top scoring student at the first semester-first year, and now failing and failing due to depression and anxiety. I don't know how to enter the classroom today. I'm at home and I'm already anxious, there is that feeling around my chest again. 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Is avoiding them a healthy behavior? I’m very weird around people, vascillating between shy silence and intense weirdness like some kind of roller coaster of awkward. I feel like it really is best for everyone if I just stay away from society. Could this be a healthy behavior, given the circumstances?",6.377068965517242,9.12166532758621,6.023655172413792,72.53686206896553,68.13793103448276,9.467586206896552,39.18620689655173,9.888512548439397,4.722623448275862,271,16,40,7,5,84,45,58,0.149,0.602,0.249,0.8246,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,4,8,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817338829305259,0.0,0.0,0.2542118250840097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839492067760529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603017099174188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854367444266024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368096151953595,0.1932970896038854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817596824841058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643761695265877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751618871151531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333570915592808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839434616136883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232506971227356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hatesocialanxiety,2019/02/25,"Anyone else feel like they can't show their personality to people? 19M, just got a job after almost two years of basically having minimal contact with anyone outside of my family. I did have a girlfriend a couple years ago, but I have no friends to show for all of the years of school I went through. Only talk to one guy online who I was acquaintances with in high school, but it seems like he has gotten tired of talking to me after almost three years and has been doing the ""progressively becoming more distant"" thing. My coworkers at this job are actually really nice, but I just can't break out of my shell. It reminds me of high school a lot, and it honestly makes me want to quit the job, but I know I can't. It's hard to explain. It's like I want to be myself and show that I do actually have a personality, a pretty unique/weird/fun one at that (according to people who have actually gotten to know me), but I'm so fucking sensitive to how people judge me that I physically won't let myself act like *myself*. I feel stuck in my head and like I can barely speak out in public most of the time, usually obsessively thinking about what might go wrong. I guess it stems from my only two ""best friends"" I've had throughout the years always holding the fact that they could easily stop being friends with me/replace me with another friend or make new friends over my head and trying to make me feel lesser or some shit. Unfortunately, it was true at the time, and I went along with it since, like I said, I don't exactly come off as exciting to people because my public personality is so blank. When it's one on one hanging out people think I'm fun to talk to. In a public space? Forget about it. Idk, this probably doesn't even make any sense, tbh. Just feels like I'll never be publicly normal, so I would rather just chill at home. Anyone else relate?",4.974275362318842,5.661171934782607,5.973695652173912,79.5444927536232,68.78260869565217,8.959420289855073,27.018115942028984,9.075114841892004,1.9855811594202903,1464,43,291,26,24,486,189,368,0.073,0.727,0.2,0.9949,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,3,13,22,2,1,14,0,30,5,3,5,5,63,59,19,0,6,12,0,5,7,6,3,1,2,1,4,20,16,0,2,10,3,0,6,8,4,0,7,12,7,37,18,50,39,6,39,0,0,0,1,27,17,2,10,22,190,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.2169485739618927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568997560382868,0.0,0.14841172926246038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061661638428632135,0.0,0.0,0.050394220675842254,0.07770598482338964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554486792636451,0.151859501922858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517397073571333,0.08184360430419339,0.0,0.0,0.07776905692405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383524985146764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059167140686611726,0.0819962277852395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381112381569195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048945925073368604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985998629616445,0.0,0.14987968971897872,0.1058818408780769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862682836348566,0.06850925836851512,0.0,0.0,0.0421158128420472,0.0,0.059268866850140677,0.0,0.08163546495550014,0.07337600774507705,0.0,0.0,0.06638389248702663,0.0,0.15210706223447878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659287082224138,0.0743337694380927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061455735199265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145279174439306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577780356228304,0.0,0.25342912430540904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300177041390112,0.0,0.0,0.19786374917290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861413031031615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154661431641926,0.07157146774233472,0.0,0.0,0.0726075687302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086297747873608,0.11272100879554475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568768062962549,0.1941179595688961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539184438263583,0.07989816685111488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882022643420585,0.0,0.0,0.0474738238763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049121584757684,0.0,0.0,0.22499589675134984,0.0,0.0674627829872375,0.0,0.0,0.07606813948778113,0.061300761779224285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061955441832655576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868936694233012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923234224250009,0.09496751027143724,0.0,0.0,0.08642292221038526,0.08517326862016156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031270967506425,0.0,0.14478043725667242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161664070397863,0.0,0.08741858284817157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739291689018115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526423577998882,0.08102263368712027,0.0,0.23860727527495545 socialanxiety,feeeeeeeelllsssss,2019/02/25,"I get nervous around people I like:/ I change around the people I like. I’m not the same person and I act really weird. I understand that’s a normal thing for some people, but it ruined our friendship and I don’t know if there’s a way to stop or lessen the fact that I get all nervous around anyone i like.",1.5223589743589765,3.359200030769234,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,79.46153846153845,5.564102564102565,16.98717948717949,6.42735559955562,-0.3364358974358974,242,4,53,2,6,79,43,65,0.199,0.6609999999999999,0.139,-0.4208,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,5,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046666239853196,0.0,0.0,0.5746972662784193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276437137731987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485699864974207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826343370890086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31539459290639443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084164722640966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475593654018005,0.18789662045572575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378569672732352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990944524222022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296344467605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402158650943824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080872635098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PhoenixRising519,2019/02/25,"Galvanized Pushed into a movement. To be forced to do something that is going to make you better To grow we need space With unity you forgot about things that aren't important. It helps you to keep sight of the cause Challenge- trying to get to the cause but then something gets in your way. Suddenly you feel discourage Feels out of place Feel defeated Redemption-2 chance You need to reflect on how you lost your way Something spiritual takes place Requires you to get back on track You got to stay on track It's a new beginning ",3.3684545454545467,6.227954500000003,3.2954545454545467,87.62772727272728,79.0,6.836363636363638,24.09090909090909,8.00094639256281,1.5552000000000006,430,15,79,8,11,130,67,100,0.145,0.8029999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8775,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,1,10,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,4,0,19,20,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,4,11,2,20,16,0,21,0,3,1,0,12,9,0,0,5,48,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561785213989755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598517261374933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623617046318438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675343258982548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764385624214935,0.0,0.1002352897801372,0.0,0.14105941789476908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821727529864498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676600108400798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252898575944472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772852580165555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615526431592933,0.0,0.17033950730212105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685387905558328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073353551484609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798724266803046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260849465946947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717257149326835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197438371382704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998902440250845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mental-health--,2019/02/25,"Just had to give an unplanned mini-speech in front of at least 100 people (I didnt die!!!) An art piece I made got put into an exhibit and I was invited to get a ""certificate of excellence"" or whatever. I walk into the place and its jam packed with students and parents, only a handful of which I know. The board up front starts introductions (I honestly dont even know what the whole meeting was for, as we left super early after we got our stuff) and I find where my art is displayed. Not gonna lie, I'm super proud of how it turned out. Then my mom starts pushing me to take a photo with it, and I guess she realized too late just how much I didn't want my picture taken. My sister starts pushing me too, and so now I'm standing here, sweaty and clammy, anxious out of my mind, and she's trying to take my goddamn photo which she KNOWS I'm uncomfortable with. She finally backs off, we go back to waiting, and then the certificates start to be given out. Our teachers first, then students. ""Ella?"" Nothing. ""Michael?"" Nothing. At least 6 names go by with no response before someone actually walks up. A few names later, then me. So I walk down this aisle, passed these people I don't know, super anxious about how much lint is on my pants, whatever. I'm basically drenched in sweat at this point and then the guy giving out the certificates goes for a handshake. Whatever, fine, his fault for shaking the fat sweaty girl's hand. I go up to stand next to kid #1 and the rest of the names are rattled off. No one else comes up. Something something thank you for coming, something something can you explain your art choices, something something. The ""oh no"" kicks in. I have to explain my piece. In front of 100 people. Oh no. Kid #1 starts talking and thankfully takes a while to wrap up his explanation. I feel like I'm shaking as I scramble to figure out what to say. When he's done I just start talking. Something something inspiration, something about color pallets, watercolor, whatever whatever, and then it was done. I walk back to my spot, I get a clap on the back, we leave. Done. When we stepped outside into the snow I felt like magma hitting ice. I have NO IDEA how I didn't lose my shit. Score 1 for me. At least I know I can do it without flipping out! Yay!! Sorry for rambling. This just happened 10 minutes and I really needed to get it out of me.",2.6309563513988654,4.767561866090715,3.7224772715857166,87.55226681400373,77.207343412527,6.2940177809031095,26.318197799989953,7.3071595529392575,1.3397439248581031,1836,72,363,23,43,593,225,463,0.076,0.818,0.106,0.9683,1,0,9,0,0,0,81.0,7,3,0,7,26,18,1,2,22,1,21,5,5,5,0,69,69,32,1,2,7,3,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,4,15,35,1,1,14,3,0,19,12,5,0,2,16,6,55,13,67,50,10,80,0,1,1,0,35,32,1,2,29,242,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.07421335823545012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182861496173765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233909537007928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471253758404423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101984987765536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892739188867871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334751789005619,0.0891294674384676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352961292256462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050229988683033897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845292078511125,0.05432979008030185,0.07301946239632275,0.08330852851061105,0.06950788070818681,0.06468768023895431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919820128187587,0.14590725266605542,0.129662079075741,0.0,0.12164749186684105,0.0,0.08377711678147615,0.07530097823499506,0.06725033665155537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585064781930721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897412815211505,0.0,0.08578716756520245,0.08052545773080531,0.08262802264726862,0.0,0.0,0.07430790511149572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850799567161066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195989170644324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767883328049791,0.08906827507468176,0.0,0.0,0.11181029060585833,0.05638975317338736,0.0,0.0,0.08087952400327288,0.0,0.0,0.1459431250956982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153312083934339,0.05783908453720338,0.0,0.0,0.08444398868182161,0.0,0.0,0.15816947850739754,0.0,0.0794555588627922,0.0,0.0718913748619584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645076951823689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871926789565348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060477628255816415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806373625349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443650889303444,0.5269197020875066,0.0,0.08513120792196342,0.32296943698775266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870585021814681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715393167253392,0.12225144198538294,0.0,0.14003235520309898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051632629964660656,0.08272003623623556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044855975452179925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490656975204855,0.0,0.07330902047381843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pleasemrtrash,2019/02/25,"I'm scared to talk to my best friend: anxiety is killing my ability to maintain friendships. Rambling I opened up to her about my emotions about a falling out I'm having over text. She kind of blew me off saying stuff like ""ok"" and ""sure"" and it really made me feel like she didn't care and just wanted me to stop talking. And it seems like every week I have a conversation with her about ""if I'm annoying you, let me know"". And she responds ""you're not annoying me, I've been dealing with stress"" Which is fine. I get that. But I just wish that she would show that she's still interested in me as a friend. A lot of the time she's on her phone listening to music, saying she's still listening, or teasing me, or whatever. I want more positive feedback, not a lack of negative feedback. Does that make sense? It seems that I can only maintain a friendship if the person is giving me constant reassurance that they still enjoy being with me. If I don't get that reassurance, I assume they're trying to get rid of me. And I let them get rid of me, even if nothing is wrong. I stop talking to them unless they initiate another conversation. And she's really the only friend I have that I see every day. (Making friends is a whole other issue for me.) I'm scared to go up to her in person and ask if she's okay, or if she wants to stop talking, or something. Part of me just wants to cut her off from my life entirely. And I don't know where those urges are coming from.",3.129603151444414,4.487927892617454,4.510023344032682,85.80493580391014,73.76510067114094,7.732944266121973,25.37262912168077,8.321376580360154,1.501867347534287,1144,37,240,19,23,380,143,298,0.106,0.695,0.199,0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,1,11,27,5,3,10,2,18,1,0,3,1,53,47,22,1,13,17,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,0,2,15,15,0,3,6,1,0,3,6,9,0,0,3,6,50,18,38,40,6,24,0,0,1,0,44,11,0,14,13,168,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408309786582733,0.07593387141933793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927949979725382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416757964211876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120250933687187,0.0,0.0,0.08550397466399445,0.0,0.1072651406534284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401469337117056,0.10233302913209187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868633729985612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116544974364395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556050375171925,0.0,0.16726219759528282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050188999111766885,0.07091159085992074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675310118435706,0.0,0.20743767689992645,0.09521954151909837,0.05641192605306524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360198312906974,0.0,0.0,0.10981683499132204,0.1033643463855468,0.10910174954792752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300080005823395,0.07011049792904163,0.1454807323147011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438757259964177,0.0,0.09392251270379208,0.13251406578315544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524295198185022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150983889035919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748925131556937,0.0,0.0,0.17334056168470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717740255963295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578715774427306,0.19875378841372698,0.0,0.07909762199928105,0.18072573071226694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641544205251724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780825401255684,0.2489582107573205,0.11370235865898268,0.0,0.11362931604272974,0.0,0.0,0.0935516748162936,0.0,0.0,0.319126734091539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787948953171719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739124015874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341852287068479,0.0,0.0796206396383666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082060001847034,0.114144466808572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051168183797883,0.10852557535394937,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AcrobaticSuccotash5,2019/02/25,"How do you stop getting self conscious and acting weird when people look at you? Ok so I work a reception job, so whenever people are waiting in front of meuntil I find their info on the computer/get change or something, and they're looking at me expectantly, I tend to tense up, my eyes widen a bit, I feel like I get this stupid hazy expression, and I feel like my limbs start moving manually and unnaturally. It suuuucks. I really wish I could be the same person as when I'm alone and relaxed at home, as I am in any other situtation.",3.9905660377358494,5.430127443396226,5.830330188679247,76.86172169811323,71.73584905660377,9.450943396226416,28.34433962264151,9.827888789773867,2.7765320754716987,423,16,82,11,8,146,79,106,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.4005,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,0,4,1,5,1,1,1,0,18,16,13,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,15,4,11,14,2,14,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,1,6,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048405433015255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449725480340052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159246520439798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922512830452264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791132177842454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000712926642727,0.2825882956546744,0.0,0.0,0.18076743454063607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30999582821470184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838957314018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626623804327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932507398619621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321709550645548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020895338059548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742316464560247,0.17269396053695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670300087509306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632778564711315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522607888883535,0.0,0.0,0.13998977757264405,0.0,0.0,0.165353025304715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274373620919352,0.0,0.0,0.14398627331139768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,borneadi,2019/02/25,"Anyone always leave social situations feeling like you did terrible and the person probably will never speak to you again, then become shocked when they seem cool and still want to talk to you Wish I could remove this self doubt all the damn time... ugh ",5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,70.73913043478261,7.208695652173913,22.369565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.2314956521739129,204,5,35,3,4,61,40,46,0.248,0.5770000000000001,0.175,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,3,7,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,7,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,2,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,2,7,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343928174884744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935978401028566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832983450260134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048046781290102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970062966857732,0.18325286712434036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161012372510834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531924604860686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783856211812334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397717025143765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765642915163425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351971035022265,0.267598898246332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833124724328346,0.0,0.26148259827665904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485153341490064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617535260852154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957473490240453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512979545314181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294977175880458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Egotistical-Giraffe,2019/02/25,"I just invited my work colleagues out for my final day in the office and I’m irrationally nervous. Hi all, for the first time in a year (and because I’m leaving my office, geographically), I’ve just invited my work colleagues out for a few pints. I just wanted to share, because I’m equal parts proud of myself and absolutely terrified. Does anyone have any good tips to try and ease the worrying a bit? I’ve arranged for the event in two days time to ease the length I’m nervous for, but still it’s a horrible feeling. 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I remember two years ago, when I first started to come here and it was filled with text posts and comments of advice and support. Fast-forward me not being here for a long time, and coming back now and it's basically just /r/all. I thought this was the place to talk about social anxiety, not making memes about mild introverted thoughts and mild awkward interactions. Created this ""throwaway"" to post a detailed post about my problems and surroundings and all that just faded away after seeing all these memes, I got the feeling that I am at a comedy cellar and not an internet support group of sorts.",5.5605128205128205,7.5031159914529955,5.4150427350427375,79.39384615384617,68.57264957264958,8.276923076923078,30.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.655523076923077,509,21,88,9,9,158,80,117,0.052000000000000005,0.8490000000000001,0.099,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,26,17,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,5,2,7,2,14,11,2,22,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,11,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974480301332716,0.14490974881687024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250570859811339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358911019436905,0.1257013383868642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816365796031497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265731563409875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905081575023534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074501138060754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455942980693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446692571940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912009758357584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341590863513726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696884232537577,0.0,0.0,0.15642244457860094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851840612623999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026753318872947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664105420156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157076677497378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37101648872226667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139412846399562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595600326287257,0.09532294565806568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596902465224712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527183183778302 socialanxiety,godofworms,2019/02/25,"there's always hope Hey everyone, Just wanted to share my story in the hopes that it helps some of you. I spent 7 years near crippled by social anxiety, literally the only people I could even look at were my close family (parents and siblings). I some how still managed to leave the house for school everyday, but it wasn't without panic attacks (part of my morning routine) or crying. Never expected it to change, I tried therapy but therapy only works if you can actually manage to get a sentence out (which I couldn't). I imagined this would go on until I ended everything. But now, I have a job in retail, I rarely have panic attacks, eye contact just comes naturally to me. Sure there's days that talking to people makes me want to throw up but those are few and far between. My advice is get help! start with medication, Then as it begins to take effect your anxiety should reduce, and then you can begin to take little steps to fight your social phobia, self care (real self care not just a face mask lol) is also VITAL! You will get there, guys, it'll be difficult and sometimes will feel impossible but you WILL get there!! The difference in my life from the right medication and therapy and hard work is enormous, this time two years ago getting a job was way out of the question, along with asking for help, talking to anyone outside of my inner circle.",6.294011627906977,6.909285329457365,6.752238372093025,75.3727761627907,65.86046511627907,9.240697674418604,30.46608527131783,9.188382445141503,2.635673643410853,1077,37,189,18,16,351,162,258,0.11,0.769,0.121,0.6204,3,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,7,0,3,12,13,3,2,10,1,20,5,2,3,2,45,43,19,0,10,12,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,11,13,0,0,4,0,2,4,5,6,0,1,4,4,24,7,35,30,4,36,0,0,2,0,24,15,0,7,16,133,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.09281089300931918,0.0,0.0,0.09293764027825982,0.08430678090498947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605718134037777,0.07913679664911276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551347213708596,0.0,0.0,0.06650115497930084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891237928176493,0.2163963057066301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393622697398466,0.0,0.10061079077834842,0.08192641835795222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593534813780825,0.0,0.1044707766369373,0.06133626618869914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936676560592166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423673644370884,0.0,0.0,0.06281739859729846,0.0,0.0,0.09087899082569376,0.08547620517077702,0.0,0.0896585895269084,0.0,0.04808905029685104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484478933243892,0.0,0.05405160487992431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417106570346284,0.0,0.0,0.08519735664505157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124502363706886,0.0,0.0,0.18892578833914345,0.0,0.1097409219488072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875841131171145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070477633243967,0.0,0.0,0.06717701729294874,0.0,0.0953223847449735,0.0,0.0,0.0798660818933805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348478438766428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162096584845315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335252410621147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466659950108887,0.0,0.22317557880032507,0.10560527356764976,0.10299181303405162,0.0,0.1318706936875742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654181330171324,0.0,0.0,0.1082527979393119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122101618062898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625354856950256,0.0,0.0,0.19843507174996336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389959559038247,0.0,0.0,0.09406343767276328,0.0,0.06731735493056629,0.0,0.07595272065331274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896373961468509,0.0,0.14301753350097185,0.15288710512658754,0.0,0.0,0.32629006354978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545776430106664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645715354941426,0.0,0.09290589995603106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219336349968012,0.07549165643614883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167993226000497,0.0,0.13847832654213724,0.0,0.0,0.06756141533866801,0.0,0.0,0.12249181762685706 socialanxiety,officer_dog,2019/02/25,"The social anxiety lisp? Whenever I'm overly anxious, I develop this weird lisp when speaking/reading out loud. It happens frequently at work and makes certain activities really fucking hard. I've tried drinking water and doing mouth exercises to combat it. When I'm comfortable around people or keeping my anxiety at bay, it doesn't show up. It's definitely noticeable by those who spend time with me. Anyone else have this? Any tips for managing it beyond drinking water? 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Please try and read to the end. I had a terrible experience that turned my life for the worse a can't recommend anyone with severe social anxiety that they try running a cash register. Forcing yourself into negative interaction isn't a solution. And believe me if you work in a large retail place you will have your share of people that outright yell, insult and demean you for no reason every damn day, no matter how cheery, or nice and helpful you try to be. As a cashier you're basically seen as an object and not human and bad people will you use you to vent out their frustrations on you or just to feel superior. Every day for a year and half I had panic attacks to the point I felt nauseous. My life was just work, go home alone, spend the day shaken up, go to sleep. Repeat. I stopped seeing people after work since retail drained me completely and killed whatever social life I had. I'm not left with severe depression on top a now even worse social anxiety. &#x200B; I was placed to work as a cashier. And just as a cashier. I didn't work on the shelves or anything. I just spent 8+ hours each day on the cash register in a heavily populated store. Don't get me wrong most customers are either neutral or nice, but you're dealing with several hundred people (in my case) daily and a large chunk of those will be assholes for no reason. You will be blamed for company prices I have no control over, because the customer literally bought the wrong article, because you don't sell something they want (wtf?) and because you don't know where every single article in the store is located (And our store was HUGE). You will be mocked, demeaned and insulted almost every day. I'm average to above average looking, I'm well-kempt and polite, always try to be as cheerful and positive as I can towards my customers. But it's still not enough, a lot of people view me as utter trash for some reason when I'm behind a cash register. Why? &#x200B; Just a couple bad people were enough to utterly destroy my day to the point I couldn't recover. It broke me in the end. After a year and half I quit and spend the last year more or less unemployed with anxiety worse than I ever had before. I'm currently trying to crawl out of the hole I am with medication and therapy, wish me luck. But yeah, I know everyone is different but I personally wouldn't recommend this to anyone with genuine social anxiety. It's not going to help. &#x200B; I only wish I looked for a different job during that time, but honestly I felt worthless and like I didn't have any options but to do this. I think I just gave up and made peace with this at some point. Until, well I just couldn't manage anymore.",5.808272058823531,6.366588283088237,6.462867647058825,77.22477941176471,66.90441176470588,9.635294117647057,31.808823529411764,9.627879704456738,2.945144852941177,2222,86,411,44,34,729,249,544,0.161,0.7170000000000001,0.122,-0.9293,6,1,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,12,3,9,15,27,8,1,33,1,38,6,1,8,1,86,67,44,1,7,24,0,3,1,0,6,5,1,1,2,11,32,0,2,9,1,14,4,20,18,1,2,18,9,54,9,64,36,11,55,0,4,5,0,31,27,1,13,25,270,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639887168298829,0.05833314853686448,0.0,0.0,0.04686485159605088,0.1830762925927394,0.20531409319640195,0.038301247476670026,0.0,0.2154328822269518,0.0,0.111713618332483,0.07876403622677731,0.0,0.04634863798969839,0.0,0.0,0.0640750016572005,0.0,0.0,0.09405390934074724,0.103001062985889,0.0,0.04792631929258245,0.06345619703241714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905309448627175,0.0,0.06317049949637246,0.0,0.062319801168417926,0.0,0.21794020992292606,0.05806604878920159,0.0485105071060558,0.0,0.0,0.11769009919239133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977007712035878,0.1163924458197104,0.0,0.03720049569311664,0.05094694718410021,0.1898166214472192,0.05381858501462047,0.0,0.05509423559340775,0.0,0.0,0.02847836026961824,0.0,0.1081569105471687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029426193990705382,0.0,0.09602816446277393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550360077520236,0.0,0.05649608349806146,0.0,0.055466340505710816,0.06498863030744513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055891414033681815,0.0,0.06231252756381154,0.0,0.061906772094665836,0.0459103740574715,0.0,0.05963742023523257,0.06119458676403593,0.0,0.1591290564897882,0.02751634010419762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094593469384088,0.0,0.0,0.04788339551102394,0.0,0.10658746743484213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056739017166677126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042835817240524286,0.0,0.06608234616012383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342816774706689,0.049178655206909824,0.11769009919239133,0.061825217652325626,0.21297195966343851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990593679863927,0.056337765343965424,0.0,0.0,0.1737268045049397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044881759262608775,0.0,0.0,0.19088526053154486,0.0,0.04659057360003957,0.0,0.056363199122181476,0.28706860009032964,0.0,0.0433598303900727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044979240156970864,0.04708815174309302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644097143723086,0.0,0.0,0.03608919896337625,0.0,0.0,0.03284211648523172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911964823190788,0.061262732332247626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864457680965865,0.0,0.0,0.033220483726347866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012814256835117,0.0,0.05082231720327559,0.0,0.12953624523649346,0.0,0.0,0.2460208081750613,0.0,0.22958985354679734,0.0,0.12315967594869885,0.20531409319640195,0.10880957590941756 socialanxiety,angelichorus,2019/02/25,Awkward with Roommates Hi. I don't really know how I've been feeling lately. It all started when I got my third roommate. After the honestly traumatic experience with my first roommate I feel more anxious than usual. I cry almost every night and hesitate to open my dorm room door - I'll literally stand outside the door with my hand on the knob frozen. I just end up walking up and down the hall or sitting on the stairwells until I get enough courage to actually open the door (this usually takes an hour). I also want to talk to her more but I get scared that she won't listen to me or even want to be my friend. She's almost never there but I really want to have a connection with her because we have similar interests. I normally talk to a counselor but lately she hasn't been in so I can't ask her if this is social anxiety? Sorry if this is dumb I just need someone to listen :(,4.004810951760103,5.2797669604519815,5.453333333333338,80.21538461538462,71.4858757062147,8.609995654063452,28.869621903520212,9.057496981413335,2.416407561929596,700,27,135,14,13,236,110,177,0.13699999999999998,0.767,0.096,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,9,0,11,1,1,1,2,31,26,14,0,7,9,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,5,25,4,22,21,4,26,0,0,0,0,15,10,1,6,13,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.14615462324684148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999474941869477,0.0,0.0,0.11977159494525545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457419494606134,0.16919828909428836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001541063290704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129884404681647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451610909662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265240834648076,0.15475319551668745,0.0,0.09892215156698203,0.0,0.1261882956589787,0.0,0.0,0.14650450813338328,0.0,0.0,0.1514571576793027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127394902465421,0.0,0.0,0.11571249087681462,0.0,0.15649804486484786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978533087206768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474939954465987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231007380506877,0.0,0.3378958034785872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105309510305876,0.11551241645602647,0.0,0.0,0.14054967998620682,0.14674351149912454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189392350526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994662378154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267239341389438,0.1269002495578292,0.0,0.0,0.16765606511038686,0.10600849026269912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260894626037175,0.2407600716311712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299025890308393,0.0,0.2650159626970489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonerstoic,2019/02/25,"Maladaptive Daydreaming In addition to being afraid of people and avoiding them, I have maladaptive daydreams involving being harassed, controlled, manipulated, and criticized. Anyone else?",12.692266666666667,18.044574760000003,10.788,32.56066666666669,61.4,14.533333333333335,52.33333333333334,11.855464076750405,10.335133333333337,159,11,10,7,3,49,22,25,0.355,0.645,0.0,-0.875,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507012218215217,0.5139057448589982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625402764446443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189875970925702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34771736981920703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kwade26,2019/02/25,"I've been trying to get out of my comfort zone by creating simple casual conversions with people at my university but it's going nowhere I'm usually pretty antisocial and have social anxiety but I've been trying to work on my social skills by just having small talk with people I sit next to in class or am in line with or whatever. However, I feel like 90% of the time the people are really offstandish or kind of have a face like ""why are you talking to me?"" It's really depreciating and it's starting to seem like it's not even worth the effort anymore. It just causes my anxiety to skyrocket, which I was hoping talking to people more would help cope with it. Sorry if this isn't really a discussion or anything, I just needed to vent and don't really have anywhere to go to do so.",6.10222222222222,5.985062605095546,7.8986836518046735,69.50341118188254,66.26114649681529,11.563765038924274,30.82024062278839,11.20814326018867,3.5998002830856333,627,21,115,18,9,222,94,157,0.068,0.7959999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9037,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,0,14,1,1,1,0,25,23,11,0,4,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,10,7,24,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,7,7,78,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254831596298014,0.0,0.14425419516410104,0.0,0.0,0.11969866467411938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942434132929214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607293445540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354739738284119,0.10391446421176567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599524559733349,0.0,0.16533305768130027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749671816557236,0.0,0.0,0.1444715579229831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514710154292181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131887349908817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785447503819448,0.0,0.0,0.15469510171271492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033660990151032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798199672368054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727337516072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241853164275535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965500570551273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628271312264585,0.10295516803259316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507383262732159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481710917218048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975114231323848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020026511031638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125226044892027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058943818627702,0.0,0.0,0.1033284340403282,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anananners,2019/02/25,"Medication might be the answer I recently got on a medication that helps with depression and anxiety, and let me tell you, it has made a huge difference. Of course it didn't completely cure me but it made being around people bearable. Before I got on medication I would wake up with dread knowing I have to go outside and interact with people. Once I got work/school I could feel a knot building up in my throat, my body would get tense, my chest would feel tight, and my breathing became short. I felt like everyone's eyes were on me. The paranoia would creep in, and I literally felt like running. I was isolating myself and never wanted to leave my house which caused me to fall into a bad depression. Now that I'm on medication those symptoms have gone away. I am a shy person, so I still get little nervous when talking to new people. I feel like I can think more clearly when I'm around people and I feel a lot more relaxed. I've come to terms that I'm not gonna be that social butterfly that everyone likes and I'm working on just being myself. There's still some issues I want to work out with a therapist such as my low self-esteem and low-confidence. I feel like I sound like a commercial, but please consider medication if your social anxiety is affecting your life. Also seek help from a therapist. I know it's scary, I've been there, social anxiety kept me from seeing a doctor. But I got tired of being scared of people. 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Many of us have shut down their Facebook account by now and/or refuse to jump on the Instagram bandwagon that has been rolling down Normie Main St. Increasingly, however, these websites dictate our world view (or at least of those around us) and have become the 'business cards' of our everyday social life. I'm not sure what your experience is when people ask you for your Insta-ID and you have to tell them that you don't have one, but I can certainly attest to quite a few furrowed brows in the past. Having no Instagram (or equivalents) is automatically regarded as worthy of suspicion. We have come a long way from the days of anonymous bliss our ancestors used to enjoy. It was a time where you would be 'judged' (yes, a loaded word, but let's face it, that is what everyone does) on the basis of your present physical and emotional appearance and not by the amount of followers and profile picture likes you get. That's already difficult enough, methinks. Sure, many will argue, these are extremely vain and superficial measurements of a man's or woman's worth, but once again, a first impression is difficult to shake, certainly when you have a lot to compensate for. Today, I still have Facebook and LinkedIn. There are upsides, no doubt. I find LinkedIn actually has a few good features to connect with business acquintances, Facebook also has its perks, such as Messenger. But apart from that, I shy away from showing myself on there as much as I can. Much like 'real life' in a way. The thought of one of my profile pictures being pasted on everyone's feed, ready to be judged with the ever-present 'thumbs up', fills me with shame shivers along the way (even though quality posts are far and few between, in light of the amount of shit that others are willing to share with us without restraint). Safe to say, my timeline is about as empty as my testies after a night of the best sex that I've never had. Ultimately, I feel like having a semblance of a shot at improving the situation wherein I have landed, entails me having social media. And not just an account, but one that is about as vain as those of my peers. It's the only way people will not immediately judge you as being unpopular and henceforth not worth hanging out with. Thus, unattractive. I realize I am enlarging the impact of social media here, and that some people honestly do not give that much of a shit whether you have a profile or not, but you would not believe the amount of (largely implicit) grief I have suffered for not living up to modern standards in that regard. It's not that I care much about what I post or do not post on there or what others do with their free time, but more the weight many of my peers seem to give it in this day and age. You also end up in a bit of a vicious circle, seeing as it can be hard to get to know people, make meaningful connections, when they are judging you for the lack of social media presence, which then prevents you from really ever generating such a presence. Unless you create imaginary friends to like your posts (which is a thing btw; you can buy likes and friends at a discounted rate nowadays). End rant. Sorry for the disjointed rave. I'd like to conclude by asking you about your stance on this matter. Is it worth investing in or are you generally indifferent towards social media. Have you had any negative experiences by not having a social media account or by not appearing popular on there?",8.85522482893451,7.675016086510265,8.422492668621704,71.48707233626591,61.15542521994135,11.668426197458455,37.382209188660795,10.702692998642775,3.919997458455523,2889,114,516,58,33,922,315,682,0.128,0.738,0.134,0.5593,4,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,7,25,4,5,26,37,5,3,43,1,62,8,3,5,9,94,82,48,1,3,32,0,3,6,2,5,2,1,0,2,37,24,2,3,9,1,10,9,20,14,0,4,5,7,57,24,106,65,21,78,0,2,2,1,60,34,2,14,33,393,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.06081496056612541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687712516565871,0.0996739570972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237947943875802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055477675384337434,0.11652086656073828,0.0,0.0585513355426758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882712539825264,0.0,0.07021287228399453,0.06540059762179441,0.0,0.06803688569699684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353900718626725,0.0,0.0,0.05368283549714878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038200018535674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453632046619753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701011858448872,0.11039337385814968,0.06439282777209462,0.0,0.04116152204437571,0.11274333046051385,0.0,0.11909813738779325,0.0,0.12192109543936508,0.0,0.0,0.0315106729677923,0.04452114982880734,0.0,0.0,0.05695900475076636,0.05300903794658034,0.0,0.0,0.09629596947879927,0.0,0.06511885984651618,0.11956531853802095,0.0,0.05227074151815371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582613976342929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424923400607039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372603494831887,0.08803638291057901,0.18267731416101132,0.0,0.055029367257455115,0.05515090366733112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052981913363355164,0.0,0.0,0.04159883106282697,0.18954694330014404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832483686429974,0.0,0.04806473374302184,0.0,0.0,0.0584827428380883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636836267288608,0.12668816448453102,0.047396880143211084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898226007227115,0.17281831423887206,0.0,0.06511074008630402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238739881455036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325691764146266,0.0,0.0709333724134187,0.039923545118180234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049559064095194005,0.0,0.0,0.04966066953833809,0.05673344256833755,0.0,0.0,0.12794039118506986,0.0,0.07004986530516379,0.0,0.5717430513565611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976171373751103,0.0,0.0,0.04976852998233032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762065163420052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894019153373556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140238717468883,0.0,0.061228711403280886,0.04947481805409135,0.07267814455176495,0.0,0.05907171404424993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488849323003493,0.05382414356001667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978656582379782,0.0,0.07588850960337366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007389094443269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854014170944684,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mik_e_hun_t,2019/02/25,"...balls Hi! Dont know if this is the best subreddit to post this but kqjajzkajhaja I just wanted to ask if theres anyone here who has a fear of balls or even things that are thrown towards you I genuinely want to disappear and evaporate whenever Im forced to play on our p.e class. My old classmates know that I have that fear, but my new classmates and even my teacher just look at me like Im... lets just say they look at me differently. I can hear their minds saying ""youre such a pussy"" ""she looks stupid"" at me. The first time I ""played"" this school year, I just had a full on mental breakdown while standing in the court. I just couldnt do anything. I couldnt move because of the fear that Ill get hit. The moment when I see something thrown towards me, my mind and body just does not want to work anymore. I literally cant move my feet and it took me a moment to realize that my hands were full of scratches because I kept on scratching them while watching the ball go back and forth and even above me. Tried to act like I was fine, called a sub and before I walked out the court, I immediately tried to catch my breath. My hands were so sore from the scratching and my body felt like it was going to turn to stone. It was like deja vu. This was the exact same thing that happened in 2017 and 2015. Then I cried while trying to catch some air, hooray. Everyone saw it and I dont know if I should explain myself to them or not because I know fears can be overcome, Im not trying to get grades from just sitting in a p.e. class because I have an excuse that icantplaybecauseimscareduwu, I dont know I just want to die lmao My teacher saw me hiding in the bathroom and I felt like he didnt understand when I told him that ""I dont know how to react"" because he kept on telling me that I dont need to be perfect when I play. He thought I was disappointed in myself for not scoring. I mean, yes I am disappointed but the ((main disappointment)) for me is that I literally cant play because Im scared of getting hit which leads to disappointment for not scoring. I dont know if its good that I promised to do better to my p.e. teacher because I am sure that Im going to freak out again.",4.316091182596622,4.799361082774055,4.913996760009258,87.28530201342285,70.16331096196868,7.776255496412867,27.270616369667515,7.6298220110432995,1.2539759160688109,1712,53,378,18,29,549,202,447,0.13699999999999998,0.723,0.14,-0.7346,1,0,1,0,0,1,50.0,1,2,4,6,21,27,1,5,18,1,35,8,6,3,3,69,75,29,1,12,22,0,7,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,25,13,0,2,14,7,0,12,16,11,0,1,18,17,64,16,45,49,6,50,0,4,7,0,23,19,0,7,21,244,89,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660140477373354,0.04695752887297972,0.0,0.055264245228830285,0.0,0.06278245270459355,0.0,0.0,0.05163936000160352,0.0,0.28656672381349396,0.0,0.0571454087364808,0.0,0.07047681755614373,0.059394647212112635,0.0,0.14919191738652673,0.0,0.0,0.06857450330257847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376848585319375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969805602392312,0.07016446205193007,0.0,0.0,0.058769284187683776,0.0,0.472242941234181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330691087670398,0.0,0.0,0.06417110856154395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30227985047527084,0.0,0.0,0.12896193473905118,0.0,0.0,0.057123458072849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525981806940624,0.0,0.1145001074448988,0.056327857045019324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593864515145613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569048615222145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627038220712668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583529773396723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867227979477114,0.0,0.16404686666912024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918415240972134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315333826393287,0.0,0.0,0.06767816215625494,0.0,0.13561825353037602,0.0,0.0,0.142753896507775,0.0,0.049795845039416566,0.0,0.06486036315481679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046966382196279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431755855650965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681141290752594,0.06723557623567397,0.06796616972270654,0.0535151982403761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170051168040934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329439870592643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869791930384335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892318600564895,0.0,0.0,0.053314921459672336,0.0391596141331502,0.0,0.0,0.06417110856154395,0.07461356910404246,0.18237997480089568,0.07304720936459938,0.0,0.06991249722031652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844305583963944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488908803080813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043246715524769816 socialanxiety,BlueEyesAnxiousMind,2019/02/25,"I’m Not Okay, But I Will Be I might delete this in a couple hours but, writing things out makes me feel better. Maybe this can help others who are feeling the same way and struggle with the same things I do right now. A little history about me: I have struggled with SAD since I was a kid. Around the age 8-9. I was diagnosed at around age 15 and I’m currently 20 going on 21. I’m tired. I’m not okay. But, saying that doesn’t help. Talking about my social anxiety doesn’t heal the wound. It’s like a burn. Talking about it is like putting a cold compress on a throbbing burn. It helps relive the pain and the pressure but, it doesn’t help with the scar that’s going to be left behind. I don’t know about you, but every time I say I’m not okay, everybody wants to just give me advice. I know they’re just trying to help, but it doesn’t fix the problem. It’s the same advice and from the same people who don’t know what’s it’s like to suffer from it (SAD) on a constant basis. Everyone has their struggles and people suffer from it in degrees. But it’s doesn’t make me feel any better. Telling me to keep myself distracted isn’t going to help. Telling me that I am loved isn’t going to help. Telling me all my positives isn’t going to help. Telling me to look at different perspectives isn’t going to help. I already try to do a lot of those things on a daily basis. I have a lot of coping mechanism that usually help me for my social anxiety. What I need is to be told I’m going to be okay. I need to be told it’s okay to feel anxious and scared. I need to know that they’re not going anywhere even though I feel so scared for myself right now. What’s worse, is that I have never felt that need met and it goes back to childhood. I have realize so much shame and self doubt of myself because of it. I’m not ever going to be someone’s number #1 priority in someone’s life. I couldn’t ask that of anyone because that’s not reality and that’s asking too much. I just want to feel like #1 in the moment with people even though I’m not. But, even that I feel doesn’t even get met. It’s not anyone’s fault. It’s just hard when you’re the only one who has to constantly tell yourself that. Maybe I’m being selfish. Maybe I’m just too deep in the hole to think straight because that does happen a lot when I’m anxious. Maybe there’s more I’m not seeing. I know that one day it will be better. I know that I’ll get those things I need to here and feel. Right now I won’t. And I’m struggling and I have to keep telling myself that and things will work out because they do. They’re not perfect but they will be better. I’m not okay, but I will be. 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I just had a random burst of energy and decided to go outside and buy my mom a birthday present. It was very awkward and weird but I did it, everything worked out well. It still seems so surreal to me that I went outside for the first time in what seems like an eternity. All alone.",2.4359047619047622,4.1745729714285735,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,27.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.0629523809523813,268,11,58,6,6,88,50,70,0.078,0.816,0.107,0.4627,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,4,0,6,2,10,4,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,9,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549301098604923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121762596479225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41873853993110016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27977769221818016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025312848129055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882799268823861,0.196469144313968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481590277165772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965702678882761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870561447009884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030939082952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131228661528365,0.228177201273688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791951724109888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xvrwltr,2019/02/25,"Is anyone else afraid to hang out with your friends just because you ""don't know what to wear""? Like you're afraid to be the only one wearing something different even though your friends don't care. 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How did it go and what should I expect? I feel like I will be too scared to even speak at an actual session. I haven't made an appointment yet because of this.,2.04007575757576,4.886667704545456,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,87.86363636363636,7.4787878787878785,23.24242424242424,8.344100000000001,2.0865878787878787,185,7,34,5,6,60,38,44,0.076,0.865,0.058,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.35684286851320485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556861822229436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229100980718364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742091475463101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415227348986563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576971276792124,0.0,0.0,0.18489461846123004,0.2612359634294831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078196762007001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864874089828567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460074410453073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661012027221754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrFredBearDiner,2019/02/25,Help with my social skill. I need help with my Social skills please send help i am an autist.,-0.16701754385965015,2.1185266842105257,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,97.94736842105264,2.533333333333333,6.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.741856140350877,73,0,17,0,3,21,13,19,0.0,0.556,0.444,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373273933881102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350117102560695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791192656117104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461738009515153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sawa030,2019/02/25,"Afraid to socialize with people I know I [28F] actively try to engage people in conversation (mostly via “threading” or with what’s going on around us). That being said I struggle to get people to respond or keep their end of the conversation going. I know I’m not funny (I’ve been told when I try), and I am somewhat shy/introverted asa result. I am very friendly otherwise. It really makes me anxious and I feel like I am fundamentally flawed for being afraid of people and unable to connect. I become physically ill sometimes when I have to go to parties with my boyfriend’s [31M] friends. He is extremely social but quite quiet at home around me which I’ve noticed exacerbates my anxiety. Can anyone relate to this? TD;Lr Afraid of spending time/conversing with people I know. Any ideas of how to overcome this or at least make it more manageable?",3.3306215316315217,6.1083483144654105,4.7557602663707,77.62478357380688,78.43396226415095,7.263189049204588,26.334073251942293,8.313332769828598,2.25050987791343,678,27,114,14,17,225,104,159,0.06,0.862,0.078,0.3963,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,5,8,0,4,1,0,9,1,0,4,0,26,23,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,3,3,18,4,24,18,4,12,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,5,4,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968115437673098,0.0,0.1089071050196798,0.16082937216549262,0.0,0.09954333661199044,0.0,0.0,0.2534660392108294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572284594127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609113050023885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719828779295693,0.10170396857873376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997819669503507,0.0,0.07437865487727978,0.0,0.2427240745212022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280143391114666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071020291765226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653854283911706,0.0,0.0,0.2347165133375709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955124283971008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005646635785212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208092095598278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934819874588924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142029579678293,0.0,0.0,0.09120121546420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354195647182614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902417667601415,0.0,0.0,0.14080038823469018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882844417720362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301285746522448,0.0,0.0,0.13603369712203958,0.0,0.19330990853458715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124484533106804,0.0,0.0,0.11746416840460652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OneRepublicfanboi,2019/02/25,"My crush turned out to be the hottest girl in the College, and I had a chance with her in the past but obviously my social anxiety took over. So I had this crush in my class on a girl, she seemed very quite and reserved. We exchanged a few awkward looks mutually. I didn't think that she liked me too but then I noticed her looking at me whenever I laughed or smiled among my group and sometimes my body language and my hairstyles. Sometimes later she started smiling at me whenever we were not in class (I mean whenever we crossed paths outside our class). But still I didn't had the balls to go talk to her and was constantly thinking that I would attract attention form people in our class. (I don't like any kind of attention at all). Turns out she is declared as the hottest girl in college on some Instagram pages of our college. Fuck me and FUCK my social anxiety, I had a chance with her and now I look like a stalker. I don't think I will ever get over this thing. Again FUCK ANXIETY.",4.3261711385061625,5.466715862944167,4.692781000725166,86.48041878172592,70.57360406091371,8.065119651921682,31.837926033357505,8.418075326091056,2.288301232777376,783,35,161,12,14,247,105,197,0.157,0.733,0.109,-0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,6,0,0,1,6,10,3,1,10,0,14,4,1,0,3,31,31,14,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,14,0,0,7,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,9,3,38,6,24,19,5,28,0,0,3,3,21,16,3,3,12,114,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927180516201638,0.0,0.3129065251542946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144655917305064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733856272868887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333023047832722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781412750519707,0.07123369480529469,0.0,0.0774869827679665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198046206869022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998312021351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434818480505057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851771551929138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522763723260574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015501225311762,0.09452320788687707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501777634876692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412172887215807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779694452293325,0.0,0.0,0.2696938227916428,0.0,0.09650441893589856,0.0,0.10888385589137868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958749982267653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058036394260408,0.2620896523896405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148231226430164,0.0,0.29660450000922306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249741927300498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968542976245875,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,needthosepylons,2019/02/25,"I escaped social anxiety and got caught by it again 5 years after. AMA. (Replies in broken English, try at your own risk!) 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It’s been so awful for me lately. Anytime I do something wrong, I’ll berate myself for hours. Anytime I sense that someone doesn’t like me in the slightest bit, it absolutely ruins my mood and makes it feel like my entire world is crumbling. I just have this constant nagging in my stomach that I’m not and will never be enough and it’s almost been unbearable lately. :( please someone who has overcame these deep rooted insecurities tell me how you did it and what I can do to improve this in myself. 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Basically spent the past half year replaying hypotheticals about what could go wrong and worrying about whether I can talk to people or will be socially inept and awkward like my previous role. I know the healthy thing to so is to be easier on myself but all logic has gone out the window and I’m just panicking right now.,5.2555405405405375,6.275661581081081,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,68.32432432432432,10.244324324324324,31.016216216216225,10.355215969177356,3.2317221621621632,303,12,58,8,5,101,59,74,0.142,0.7859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,9,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,40,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830958196166,0.0,0.0,0.1924929603007926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963134665445906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619234779700704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640351428593604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582077621674994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28827092808826016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849300516505756,0.2069263568045253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548977108444924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30425969394266805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112635433389214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990449114636175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829484343255405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031178625290066,0.0,0.0,0.32633772292091584,0.0,0.1922093897522147 socialanxiety,RepulsiveMud,2019/02/25,"I find that putting myself into other's shoes really helps for managing my anxiety Would I think someone is weird for coming up to me? Probably not. If someone double messaged me would I think they were desperate? Probably not. By doing this I find that it's kinda easier to meet new people, but YMMV. I'm honestly still screaming inside when I meet a new person but it helps get me past the initial stage of going up to them and then I **have** to talk to them because **that's** when it becomes weird. I've made like 10 friends in 3 days doing this in the state I just moved to.",-0.2341297208538577,1.855398362068968,2.0263546798029566,90.37316091954024,104.17241379310344,4.968144499178981,18.454844006568145,6.655083550727371,0.5795292282430213,454,15,88,8,21,152,76,116,0.08199999999999999,0.758,0.161,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,17,14,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,1,15,3,15,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,61,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358676896432703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826663904190602,0.19615127518744935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299137625630282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454082781492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246563429933529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721753668618072,0.0,0.09279152168376936,0.0,0.10093727499853336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809039017236866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676905583654858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805457917565242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887664950338797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430649171441012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695445066375912,0.12312926232773007,0.15507823582118646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829774469544663,0.0,0.0,0.1785425407733306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377860457809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009690573116157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183594859951448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275253998631734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760481285603865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233164397167146,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolfoxx2,2019/02/25,"Too scared to get a job. I'm 16, my family is really poor and I want to help out but every time I try to get a job I have an anxious meltdown. My sister is the manager at a local bar, she offered to get me a job in the back (away from the alcohol so it's legal) when I turn 18, I know most of the staff there since most of them are friends of hers that come to our house a lot so I shouldn't be too scared of them, should I keep trying to get a job or just wait a few years?",-0.5582727272727261,0.6991388090909112,2.2163636363636385,98.76454545454548,83.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,16.454545454545453,6.742157984588678,-0.5379818181818186,359,6,98,4,10,126,72,110,0.101,0.8290000000000001,0.07,-0.4964,4,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,12,0,7,2,0,0,0,15,18,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,1,15,15,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,4,66,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694370845896289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911145791416475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895885854193364,0.12191181952681901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657304013366725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358154936536126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494627299863878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249197702156543,0.0,0.33133423661085337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626980816871956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829403950278428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293283802791644,0.14092265974231738,0.0,0.0,0.08713254371049096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347898432175085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156840411295147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174637112299857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115060124583958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244924435144497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152841802507057,0.17245214124881236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351433300199702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209820141108844 socialanxiety,PM_ME_UR_1ITIS_SNAP,2019/02/25,"We could be extremely socially successful and still feel like we're not succeeding. I have plenty of people that I think consider me friends, yet no matter how good they are to me as people, I will still mentally keep a tally of reasons as to why they don't like me. Every single social interaction is examined thoroughly simply because I don't trust that I'm a likable person. I could literally achieve my goals and still feel like I haven't achieved anything. This is deeply saddening to me. I love you guys so much. 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Why am I like this?",-0.8044927536231903,1.302932608695656,2.2782608695652202,92.38376811594203,92.47826086956522,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,0.937736231884058,82,3,20,2,3,29,20,23,0.0,0.884,0.116,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146654888467579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364460183981799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105135669019041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811830071345179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sm12892,2019/02/25,"Anyone else get even slightly uncomfortable when people are really fond of you? Despite growing up eith no friends and reaching social milestones later than most kids. As an adult, Im very well liked, have a fairly active social life, and have tons of friends (despite some awkward moments) When people at work or outside of work say thing positive about me I almost cringe inside. But externally i just nod and be like ""haha thanks""",6.2734199134199145,8.467565714285719,5.9656493506493495,75.14942640692642,67.18181818181819,7.2112554112554115,31.01515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.4257982683982693,348,14,52,4,6,108,64,77,0.079,0.598,0.32299999999999995,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,9,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,8,5,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,6,33,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863564996226556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266818058779694,0.2237148038827423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239478552352786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421129912845929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373773896018896,0.0,0.1140734709239612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358443211849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421977273359655,0.21333947732428252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027384845330741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987398962311026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363247668668436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451396142624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101784206331852,0.0,0.0,0.1450551812696433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015310200511955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631359345171734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790777424258804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samuelitoman,2019/02/25,"I cannot take compliments to save my life. While having social anxiety for over 5 years, I find it amazingly easy to take criticism and I also find it incredibly difficult to accept compliments. I don’t know what to feel or do when someone compliments me. Whenever I hear a compliment, I feel like it’s either said for the sake of pity, or they’re just trying to be nice. Even if at a moment I’m feeling good about myself, I’m afraid of taking the compliment and coming off as cocky or arrogant. Anyone relate?",4.8825571428571415,6.059079970000003,6.383428571428571,74.74100000000001,69.3,10.514285714285714,28.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,3.2315714285714296,407,14,74,12,7,139,72,100,0.18600000000000005,0.5920000000000001,0.222,0.7261,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,17,17,10,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,5,9,11,14,15,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583892506526727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820852464010613,0.0,0.0,0.1537460552847372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940819373833165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452294661737792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335356410500601,0.15708318113479516,0.0,0.0,0.40193488689876333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442592766625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478221053745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208409632228868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155308602050599,0.1074228531080623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915738403429185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241412044092031,0.18630463661239552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959699185488872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492849089462114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159629085125333 socialanxiety,heyKillua,2019/02/26,Realizing if I didn’t have social anxiety my life would be completely different Don’t get me wrong I like alone time and shit but I’d probably be able to actually form healthy relationships and do all the other stuff regular people do lol. I have not 1 friend I can call to come over and smoke or workout with or help me make music or anything. I’ve been thinking about getting a job just to have something to do but the thought of having to go through a hire process and doing the whole new job thing is kinda daunting (lame excuse). ,4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,5.051084905660378,82.44851415094342,71.26415094339623,8.318867924528304,30.23113207547169,8.841846274778883,2.4119094339622653,428,18,84,8,8,139,79,106,0.097,0.7879999999999999,0.115,0.6004,3,1,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,1,16,2,1,1,1,21,23,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,10,17,3,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,5,3,56,10,3,0.18784735766487384,0.0,0.18331192377380495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455321074187235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370271445280036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154582369726022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181315476950495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181386548652027,0.1969543805660809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626050748777166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451304025563635,0.0,0.1962849825322544,0.0,0.10675798230500394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591012419040712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37281903431920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268214402505654,0.09177273041851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538956989994088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814241485837109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022970561671096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025312230084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016777622209538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282261320392846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914867249637756,0.0,0.1446140733219729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504028243971465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479743752473275,0.12036500184779,0.0,0.14912981923244356,0.10953530488282226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097248664169466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344137328113764,0.20538159683430549,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SOULWarrior16,2019/02/26,"power hungry the imaginative part of our brain is often striked by things purposive to us. We think up, try - and succeed or fail. But that never matters. We understand the failures we commit: so learn! The only way through this problem of weakness is to attach yourself to a dream. Don't crush your dream. It's what enlivens you! And to reach your dreams will take FOREVER to do that! What kind of person could you be, if you ran for it? You are stronger than you think. Conquer small things; you'll see yourself bringing down LARGE ones next! 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If I don't then I start stuttering on the phone and I get really flustered without a reference to look at...",2.7908490566037756,3.9324295471698143,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,74.28301886792453,9.073584905660377,24.57075471698113,9.516144504307137,1.9811547169811317,198,6,43,5,4,69,32,53,0.054000000000000006,0.85,0.096,0.1948,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,6,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523700449683981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056882211469528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495222688282867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299410311483306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905478320211666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959425287297916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589645858319452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899984807995704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099227712253868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666634777247259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858951523812358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,derangedseacow,2019/02/26,Has your social anxiety ever made your quesi your sexuality? I apologize if this is a strange question but i dont really have anyone else to talk about this too. I was recently thinking about my past crushes and throughout my life ive been primarily straight. But also i have had social anxiety most my life and as a result i never had any close friends and have been nervous around everyone. I was thinking then that the way i was so self conscious around my crushes was also how i was around legit everyone because of anxiety. So then im thinking i do find people attractive but did i actually like these people or was i just social anxious? 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I usually just say stuff like ""yeah.....yeah.... alright""and I've been told that my thanks is too dry, like I do not care. I do not understand why people are so happy all the time. I like to be real and down to Earth.",0.218,2.597659133333337,2.085000000000001,93.4725,91.0,5.0,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.02700000000000013,228,6,49,3,8,75,46,60,0.118,0.6559999999999999,0.226,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,13,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,6,4,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236738635292846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548409948972901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607674814274546,0.0,0.2467741794311201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663392815493869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328407024049838,0.21824696583729175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844981688848697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987705153020942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861332998516627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009005877104779,0.0,0.2301206595350317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574803325589172,0.0,0.0,0.238838228407818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602070831245299,0.0,0.0,0.2752849489305556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554127354171416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gerard709,2019/02/26,"I am fine until I turn into a strawberry Hello people, I have an issue where I will be feeling completely fine in a social situation until I start feeling this rush in my head/face and my heart drop. Then my face,chest and arms start to get all red and begin sweating and I feel like i'm dissociating. It will happen for 15-30seconds and then I feel completely fine again. This happens only every now and then. I do have bad anxiety and most of the time I am able to manage it with taking deep breaths and moving my focus to something else but this happens so quick I don't even realize it's happening until I'm already a strawberry. Does anyone got any tips for me?",3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,5.4867462686567166,79.59220895522391,71.83582089552239,8.046567164179105,26.832835820895525,8.548686976883017,1.9670471641791043,530,18,100,9,10,180,85,134,0.043,0.885,0.071,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,4,4,0,1,18,26,16,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,15,4,13,22,2,21,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,14,68,21,1,0.153491000490197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938113583644734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437914376401558,0.0,0.11742019525165748,0.0,0.0,0.10732447638626752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281585740859409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218647874509625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432100888657075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822203537455987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013793582156728,0.0,0.12932278792555912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310438646945538,0.1096540014191488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801927126487079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276077476175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429263392866706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752604865765565,0.0,0.0,0.18188757461123686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020472629789118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074987949709603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313664243533446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673682244217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641133342058512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725303155718021,0.0,0.15646474542227276,0.0,0.1181648710691607,0.0,0.0,0.21728344032161076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154061301779262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950183672776255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695413248299856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Crit24,2019/02/26,"Feeling won’t go away Hey all. Had an evaluation earlier today in which I had to perform in front of a class. Already my worst nightmare, it was made worse when I made a small mistake. Since that point, which was many hours ago, I cannot get this feeling out of my chest, and keep getting this adrenaline rush then weakness throughout my body. I know that I shouldn’t be anxious anymore, but I can’t seem to get out of this state of unease. Any advice on getting this feeling to go away? I’ve never been prescribed meds so that’s not an option, looking if anyone else has had this and if anything worked for them. 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My cousin and one of her friends are pretty much the only people I ever hang out with. Today they came over to my apartment to play a game I just got (they showed up at my door and said “let’s play this game”). I was fine with that so we played a round when they got a call from one of their friends. I have a hard time with people I don’t know - especially girls - so I left for my room while this call was going on cause I couldn’t think. When I got back - after the call - my cousin said that they invited her over to play my game and that if I feel like I need to leave if they “could just borrow the game”. I couldn’t deal with it so I just got up and left and am now sitting in my car at Walmart trying to calm myself. This isn’t the first time this has happened, Sunday my cousin did the same thing but I pushed through it and spent all that night freaking out cause of all the anxiety I felt from the day. Part of me feels bad cause it’s not there fault I’m like this and they do try to ask me if I’m ok with this, but I can’t say no - I just leave. At the end of the day logically I know what to do. My cousin wants to hang out - if I don’t want to I should say no. They want to invite someone over - I say they can hang out somewhere else but not here. Even just staying and and meeting a new person would be a logical choice. I can’t even tell my own aunt - literally the sweetest person ever - to move her car when she’s blocking mine (I live in a basement apartment in her house so this happens frequently). Family noticed I have problems and will ask if I want to talk about it all the time but I literally can’t. My mind will go blank and it’s a fight to not pass out. Last semester of college I managed to take 6 classes and not talk to anyone one on one more than just a few pleasantries - including a public speaking class. I’m lost right now. Sometimes I feel like the strongest person in the world - and sometimes I feel so broken I wonder if I’m doing people a disservice just being in the same room as them. Logically I know I need to help. I know this isn’t normal and that I’m not as broken as I think I am. I understand people aren’t analyzing every word I say or what I’m wearing or my hair or anything more than maybe a simple thought. It doesn’t matter though. Same circle over and over. How can I break this cycle when even the thought of meeting another person causes my brain to shut down?",2.5810074626865687,3.6018364291044804,3.769582089552241,91.90340298507464,74.63432835820895,6.628656716417911,22.914925373134327,6.853354925485097,0.4496404477611935,1970,51,453,17,40,642,224,536,0.08800000000000001,0.81,0.102,-0.438,2,0,0,0,1,0,42.0,1,0,10,3,32,20,1,0,28,1,35,3,3,5,5,102,80,44,0,19,26,6,8,3,3,5,0,7,3,5,24,28,0,1,18,11,2,12,18,6,0,5,15,15,72,14,66,53,12,74,0,1,1,0,56,35,0,10,27,308,96,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593428835955543,0.0553978946326741,0.0,0.0,0.05063481645223582,0.0,0.05959203945979712,0.0,0.1353980094530705,0.0,0.0,0.05568328611296877,0.060464174567845426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083999067006098,0.2218339085147624,0.08282439214717223,0.0,0.2975639291880808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057818129871448624,0.0,0.0,0.09340441023308407,0.0746575179078552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049411508849122,0.0,0.06413891141725557,0.0,0.0,0.14348987392645354,0.13100848778451266,0.061013441203613177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826717859974661,0.0,0.14646243277436616,0.10346773489262026,0.069530531648084,0.0,0.0,0.061596848983679425,0.0,0.0,0.16784482003899254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082311144607808,0.0,0.23167014671374486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807411907570426,0.0,0.06487033972989825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853878940037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355811928238799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919133616456896,0.0590285484344756,0.0,0.1533557685439813,0.1573599737700572,0.07405006963144672,0.0,0.1061361172453223,0.0,0.06394448486389791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905040840806042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727514121189771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311932228864347,0.0,0.0,0.07696654318272665,0.05323395088391948,0.1073908075731685,0.0,0.06993963826872701,0.0,0.06795732988739284,0.07095211615393993,0.0,0.08244587696517867,0.0,0.0,0.19628330156673124,0.05507548489035098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841926280356191,0.0,0.2510200150801025,0.2529227600881221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367291032114445,0.0,0.06929214794160414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061842704050032136,0.1377680322346134,0.23035182716732064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061357678813926814,0.0,0.14324217084377522,0.08106356788181159,0.0,0.07718561571284846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444767508569768,0.11641016623557945,0.06329460773197748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048109844833123465,0.09280225102519704,0.07114816332969283,0.11498012468153003,0.12667871935953204,0.0,0.06864171828316472,0.0,0.0,0.09833115977617612,0.0,0.0,0.07538740963230632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085087829627954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853185433242017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051442112035370385,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,senalalal,2019/02/26,"Bad days vs good days (confidence) Idk if I actually have social anxiety or anything, I do relate to the posts on here though. Okay so does anyone else have really good days where you feel really confident and your anxious mind is just absent? Where you feel like you could talk to anyone without hesitation and that not everyone is being critical of you? I'm pretty sure the answer is yes, but why? How do I continually act like the way I'd like to? It makes me feel happy to be confident and not care about what others think, not worrying about the tiniest actions I make. I'd like to be more carefree (even if I appear to be, I'm absolutely not) and overall happier throughout the day. It's like life gives me a sneak peek for maybe 1 day a week of what a normal, happy person feels often times. I don't really understand this problem. I don't really know where I'm going with this either lol. Does anyone relate? 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The girl I have been wanting to ask out hangs out with me almost every oppertunity. She will occasionally try to touch me. But everytime I tell myself I'm going to ask her out she either talks to another guy and I say to myself nope she's not interested at all or I tell myself I've already waited too long she's not interested. 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Probably 2 times a week at least, I get this cringey feeling after social interactions at work. It causes me to rethink things I said and wonder if it came off as judgmental, or flakey or whatever. It's incredibly painful in this way I can't really explain, but just this pang of cringe that washes over me, over and over. I hate it so much. I've been told that this might be anxiety, but Ive never heard or read it described this way by anyone before. Can anyone relate? 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It almost feels like genuine face-to-face communication is dwindling with the rise of social media. I feel so achieved when I find myself engaged with another human being out and about. Even people I once had a great connection with just seem so much more distant (socially). I notice this so often, I'm constantly pushing to interact with people to feel ""normal"". I know I can't be the only person who feels this way..",5.9766619519094775,7.356270485148518,7.3282319660537505,68.22168316831684,66.92079207920793,9.731824611032534,30.270155586987272,9.957137785484203,3.3387442715700137,433,16,67,10,7,148,69,101,0.035,0.871,0.094,0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,15,7,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,3,10,12,4,7,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,4,3,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387525878018325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501348555646738,0.0,0.0,0.14529722866941133,0.21200331860974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497392755341379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152071470408127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28025001677147426,0.09899068959080648,0.0,0.0,0.1266456769505099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276813300277367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615156628376392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676957407544092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018610393493434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357640410954133,0.0,0.157756893454211,0.0,0.14756694320034658,0.0,0.10538474113697337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819006527585195,0.12098940051368155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041817073557228,0.12614415001173826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7062465959083553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998625389635967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ForeverYoung93,2019/02/26,"How do you keep progressing despite setbacks? No matter how far I've come with battling my social anxiety (from crippling to just mildly anxious) I just keep managing to screw up and set myself back. Today I almost majorly screwed myself over because of my anxiety and now I'm elbow-deep in a bag of chips that I don't even like while my supper is cooking. \--- The very long story: Basically today a coworker and I were working at a client site with some out of town managers. The client closes at 4:30 (we close at 5:00) so I assumed that we'd be heading back to the office at 4:30. So I left my purse behind with my keys, phone, and wallet. A few hours later it becomes clear that we are going to be there until 5:00. I'd just stop in during my lunch. At lunch time I had my chance to go but everyone else was opting to work through their lunch. I didn't want to be the only one leaving (even though they explicitly said they didn't want us pressured into working if we wanted to take lunch). I didn't think it was a big deal, I could excuse myself 10 minutes early to run back and grab my bag. They would understand and no one wanted me stranded outside in -25C temperatures. What happened at 4:50? I chickened out. I was running scripts though my head instead of focusing on our work and decided to email a coworker 3 MINUTES before we closed to let her know I needed her to keep the door open for a couple of minutes for me. So at 5:00 my coworker is the first to stand and apologizes that he is leaving early (managers apparently wanted us to stay longer) but couldn't work after 5:00 due to certain circumstances. He was hanging around and chatting so I awkwardly start getting ready but hovered waiting for them to stop. I wanted to apologize and explain I also couldn't stay (in case they were expecting me to) but didn't want to interrupt, I also didn't want to just walk out while they were all talking and leave my coworker behind. I waiting 5 FLIPPING minutes before I silently slipped out the door and he grabbed onto that as a lifeline to get out of the conversation. When we got out I realized that I majorly messed up... there was no way that my coworker was sticking around for 10 minutes when I said 2 minutes. I finally bit the bullet and asked him if he could walk over and make sure I could get in. We of course got there and the doors were locked. Everyone was gone, the person I emailed wasn't even in today! If I hadn't asked him for help at the last second I wouldn't have been able to get in the building, call anyone, pay for a ride home, or even get into my own house. That would have happened to me if he had left immediately and didn't hang around. We are in an extreme cold weather alert with no shelters/warming areas near my workplace - there was no excuse for putting myself in such an extreme risk. I literally could have frozen to death on the streets. Even though it all worked out I am extremely anxious right now. If I had just left at lunchtime (when I was explicitly told I could) this would have been a non-issue. No one would have had to known that I left all my stuff behind, I wouldn't have had to leave so awkwardly, and I wouldn't have had to inconvenience him to let me in. I still feel crazy over just leaving without saying anything to anyone and how that must have looked. One source of comfort is knowing that no one involved probably gave me nothing more than an eye-roll or a quick thought. Sure he didn't want to go back to the office, but he didn't seem to mind helping me out. The managers didn't need me to work even later but they have enough to keep them occupied on their own work. \---- So this is why I am feeling extremely anxious right now. Even though I made some embarrassing blunders during the day that I didn't cause me to blush, this is what has ruined my day. I've been thinking about this non-stop for hours. It is giving me a headache and making me nauseous. Tomorrow we do it all again and I know it'll be in my thoughts all day. Incidents like this have sometimes even thrown me into a depressive period that can last weeks... Does anyone have any advice for how to keep things like this from derailing my progress?",4.432808716707021,5.633696711864411,4.8985714285714295,84.87778450363197,70.38014527845036,7.730750605326878,28.76997578692493,8.062487944422118,1.8191777239709443,3308,122,655,44,59,1052,334,826,0.107,0.831,0.063,-0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,12,1,10,11,53,18,3,5,33,0,84,10,2,8,12,147,142,56,1,32,20,0,4,3,0,9,0,3,4,1,29,51,6,9,16,2,1,13,26,11,0,7,44,9,102,7,113,75,15,120,0,2,1,2,61,60,2,12,45,469,131,13,0.05111277452435358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049946811708176365,0.0,0.0,0.05118206046115705,0.0,0.0,0.0817497346411775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034758439408282785,0.0,0.07820226521862889,0.17322865961902148,0.0,0.1072177211358907,0.0,0.04206145834290796,0.13650361759248067,0.09556708892577936,0.0,0.0,0.15721027442378024,0.0,0.031157872938424768,0.05645004373540165,0.08698641297299449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055801911688055206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219185754014972,0.0,0.0,0.0525068990982436,0.0,0.04402912941837545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404695686690116,0.05655531283068833,0.0,0.09889053334161876,0.05269502618021068,0.04402335780154355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472913342917107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042698164467122206,0.0,0.0,0.05281315938952772,0.0,0.2700760441382256,0.0,0.0,0.09768089289570256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168830913310156,0.0,0.0,0.055991546118748375,0.0,0.04347649989944219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335215754350193,0.049032030770239515,0.08714570296962386,0.0,0.08175911005587799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039771541871154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491290539558812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685196307052559,0.0,0.05127028032882711,0.0,0.10067157404422733,0.05897727926863375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533484570877031,0.0,0.22715691243687236,0.0,0.0,0.08427073249215329,0.08332746633697685,0.0,0.2706052405963111,0.22213671629868006,0.1045325498951512,0.0,0.07491335947989919,0.0,0.0,0.045233197028838934,0.042921857519246695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048364143110129015,0.06823634778440955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160933165545178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579894932438766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904408567526932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317669413351905,0.038873568255602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044629703203046205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055108215864495616,0.0,0.0,0.05138245584002773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730006033668539,0.09723990656050492,0.04064692981831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653115026541352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052103036844103286,0.0,0.0,0.050551840954846126,0.0,0.03617788488434418,0.10895883374382268,0.04081872776021124,0.12819770454269985,0.0,0.0,0.05851189820621972,0.0,0.0,0.09634637018872687,0.0,0.038430445379038836,0.04108251204518757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033957056222204976,0.06550200414365381,0.200872165825786,0.08115566724003849,0.02980426986319505,0.0,0.1453468013676933,0.048840446447851266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321020086866123,0.12296474880572154,0.0,0.0,0.04217339194537766,0.2713287483070897,0.04057094131360989,0.04099958464840454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046121328924719526,0.0,0.0,0.04927089067786447,0.0,0.2976856688314876,0.0,0.0,0.14523619409982869,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nightshadecorvii,2019/02/26,"My S/O took me to a party and it’s the most broken I have ever felt It was a birthday party for a coworker’s kid that he knew. He was really excited since this coworker makes some bomb food, and he promised that we would only stay an hour, maybe two. I was stiff as a board and tried my best to smile when I thought I was supposed to. It was a room full of strangers to me, I only knew him, but I wanted to try after I dipped last minute for their Christmas party, and even though I felt an anxiety attack in the car. At the hour mark I texted him to ask if we were going yet, and was met with some disappointment, so we stayed. Hour two came and I asked again, begging at this point because it was scary, and a lot for me. These were his coworkers and his boss, what if I made a bad impression?? He pretended to get a phone call and we left, where we didn’t talk the whole 35 minute ride, and when we arrived home, too. I went straight to bed, he hung out on the couch, and ended up falling asleep on it. I woke him up when I realized, and invited him back to bed, where we talked about what had happened. He had expected me to get over my anxiety and to eventually feel comfortable. He had made it seem he just wanted to go for the food, but was upset he didn’t get to stay and talk to his coworkers, who we couldn’t hear over the music. I felt like I tried my best, and I have never felt so broken as a person knowing I can’t just socialize and go out to a party and be fine with it. I’m not a normal person, and it hurts a lot :( ",5.163357993504151,3.8850882300613487,6.077780584626492,85.643274990978,68.5398773006135,9.756477805846263,28.072176109707684,8.841846274778883,1.6955696860339216,1177,29,279,17,17,392,160,326,0.128,0.758,0.113,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,8,0,1,2,17,13,1,1,21,0,21,4,1,4,2,67,52,30,0,8,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,5,3,16,31,2,1,11,1,0,9,6,5,0,2,29,6,42,8,37,20,9,44,0,2,0,0,39,18,0,8,15,188,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677518495010214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793666348795575,0.10913631338096094,0.0,0.07376566087982696,0.08009907654339309,0.05847915722650548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134908812094107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795713106172307,0.1097204646168174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496713321135363,0.0,0.0,0.06336207336539065,0.08677583846870487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850601904918868,0.0,0.3684384292939271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320023153826294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036127565754095,0.0,0.16356082058766572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483220634692963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812215203985157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962274539831945,0.0,0.2834206053670584,0.0,0.10269701526395296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052721628599192834,0.07819725073718027,0.0,0.0,0.10423022123398916,0.0,0.0,0.04686744969239258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311563396263604,0.0,0.1815460467825782,0.06403524589969548,0.0,0.09637642404956977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398854644952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399283167842087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592096928228726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752795903244105,0.0,0.0,0.09068659356239928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456391045439214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733274115594485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935580662511373,0.0,0.0,0.09779042650331722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675172125744343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313191294442504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425254245507472,0.0761591626253051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065838003296598,0.19539425990198894,0.0,0.18742292996975046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316616555150374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892977369241027,0.0,0.10710446971790988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814722435103218,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SIAKopathic,2019/02/26,"Charisma It freaks me out that there are people who are naturally charming and charismatic. When they crack a joke, everyone's laughing and they weren't even trying. When I try, I'm basically being a different person, the person my brain convinces me I have to be for people to like me, and the joke isn't even that good and then I go home and for 5 hours think whether those guys actually liked my joke or if they were faking?",3.6903571428571422,5.602984464285715,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,73.40476190476191,7.6571428571428575,25.095238095238088,8.418075326091056,1.6037809523809528,341,11,67,6,7,110,58,84,0.073,0.698,0.228,0.9185,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,5,11,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,10,11,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,11,9,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.22929727969528085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230474919904834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454941258163374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103915531649585,0.0,0.0,0.2245243494822486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335391305941463,0.19708207859044305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265770311725595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356945354890153,0.0,0.23139857758843835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295894015180417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257978708496452,0.41033429495567697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055958677446168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190590447840532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kingknut2009,2019/02/26,"Something that has been haunting me for a VERY long time.. Ok so, i’m posting this because i feel like i can maybe get some of it off my chest. So one time in science class se were talking about fire and oxygen and all that, and suddenly out of nowhere the teacher asks me «what happens, if a flame comes it contact with oxygen?» i think i can explain with words how i felt... I got this sudden boost of adrenaline and my face got really red (i imagine) My mind went blank i couldn’t think of anything, I stressed and panicked and guess what i said.. I said it gets extinguished...-_- I FUCKING KNOW IT GETS BIGGER! And ever since that day ive felt so stupid and worthless and ive been dreading for school every day. It has haunted me way too much. and two people have even told me i LOOK retarded....for fucks sake, and i got school tomorrow as well.",0.8764130741053789,3.346233727810649,1.8621808960270485,96.04536489151876,87.46153846153845,4.639165962242887,22.248802479571705,6.18269132825596,0.30991101718794,656,24,139,6,21,205,107,169,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.06,-0.9509,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,2,3,1,11,4,2,1,2,32,36,17,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,15,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,6,1,2,12,8,23,3,13,23,3,17,0,1,2,2,7,4,2,3,10,84,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163314409321817,0.0,0.13215729551974018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617485931559335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177352545582265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233760298077706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933703223023197,0.12787283583909048,0.11910620270406552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147844746347945,0.10099126325562133,0.27146535036308395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613795336372793,0.2215723069693772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391877786758957,0.0,0.15572960696460655,0.0,0.12500870043429135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769056776634223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906385240948734,0.0,0.0,0.12510367437655315,0.1187110891874644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420202543556378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427384630385235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391962196590383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579265749743457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800476815963538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538869902479814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056210970811364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26894118492212443,0.0,0.0,0.2861380780917261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169386803114716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882976861096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193325656447172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362392108157147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116210959342047,0.0,0.0,0.1648622656328645,0.0,0.0,0.13508042124287375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809317189799636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664102119347156,0.0,0.112209044786556,0.0,0.0,0.12710421169277236,0.1310468737986113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AltruisticPen_,2019/02/26,I want to tell my parents so I can finally get help but how I was extremely motivated to go down the stairs and explain to my parents what I'm going through but as always I ducked out in the last second. If you have any suggestions of how I should approach them I'll try to do it and hopefully keep you updated ,1.8846666666666683,3.8114962615384655,4.0657692307692335,85.20839743589745,78.69230769230771,8.025641025641027,27.756410256410252,8.841846274778883,2.301410256410256,247,11,52,6,6,85,49,65,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.8747,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,13,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,1,10,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803482065724234,0.0,0.0,0.18636606757178092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002126805764632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431818653163337,0.0,0.31150232374658177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369256996857897,0.0,0.0,0.27219738532294824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435917216842549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233905273986746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086089060499777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953521097395905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606462656376235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164410620523387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheLuckDuck,2019/02/26,"I have no clue how to socialize Everyone thinks I am a joke, mainly because I built up that kind of ego. Nowadays I dread talking to people because if I try starting something “normal” I almost immediately see the disinterest in their eyes. I am pretty awkward, pretty absent minded, and pretty scared of a future without at least someone important to talk to. Any uh... tips?",5.941617647058822,7.704774632352944,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,67.38235294117646,8.381176470588235,34.188235294117646,8.841846274778883,3.3761258823529428,297,14,44,5,5,100,53,68,0.132,0.682,0.18600000000000005,0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,2,10,6,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979207945096748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441072675893204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409747052635605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888657837935629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582504440884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957305027046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365784310866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702761054243046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032520669591858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788499979525506,0.0,0.15750374408513024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148220598461347,0.16747063204540352,0.15216283277518974,0.0,0.0,0.1398997159448685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177317736400093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266479757289836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134193321812363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053030966901047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwythrowingthrow,2019/02/26,"Does anybody else have no problem with public speaking? Hey. I’ve been thinking recently that it’s wierd, because despite always heavily identifying with Social Anxiety Disorder I’ve never had a problem public speaking. In fact I kind of love it. I host a pub quiz a lot and I love having the attention of a whole room at my disposal. It seems like my social anxiety is entirely interpersonal. I can do public speaking because a room full of self people just becomes a hommonegnous blob, I can’t focus on an individual so it’s unthreatening. But when I’m talking to somebody one on one or in a small group I’m a wreck. My mind is a continuation of “I’m being boring”, “Their body language towards me is negative”, “Oh god, why me”. Wondering if anybody can relate?",3.4656059113300515,5.956765910344831,5.86445812807882,71.46456896551726,76.10344827586206,8.55665024630542,32.426108374384235,9.23628265651192,3.599059113300493,607,32,100,16,14,214,97,145,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,11,0,12,3,1,0,2,17,20,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,3,11,4,13,17,3,14,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,5,5,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427205717999184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262428690917062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911721122480104,0.18943327329811696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190522979257524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657979847819207,0.0,0.15010061280009768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432851513232004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786144285970696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379729498264403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582240963782014,0.30961174757834115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318896463651773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322888293018008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245635154812805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891219763539344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282479920170352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935790833554815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614776396667232,0.17893551485843548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496914498211823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378633959702073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990477802533163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477249845936858,0.19149889532752126,0.0,0.0,0.18600897980327827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xem3raldx_,2019/02/26,"... ( Rant ) I'm 14 and I have no friends or social life &#x200B; I struggle to talk to people during lessons when doing group activity's - I hear them saying something along the lines of 'Why doesn't he talk?' Which makes me feel really awkward... &#x200B; The people I 'hang out' with constantly make me the laughing stock, excluding me from all social activity's etc. When I was in year 9, they used to do everything to exclude me from going out for lunch, like going alternative ways. Now they do things such as calling me a 'posh twat' even though I live in a 2 bedroom flat. They spread secret pictures around of me, such as mugshots. They also pick on me for the nichest of things such as walking fast and the genre of games I play ( simulator games such as TWS and ETS2 ) I constantly hear them saying secrets, even in front of me and when I ask them to tell me about their group secrets they change the subject, walk of or try to distract me. I might just stay in school or go home for lunch. &#x200B; My stutter isn't helping either... &#x200B; I've never really had an actual friend throughout my life, I've always been the quite and mature one who tends to mind his own business, however I feel as if everyone hates me ( which is probably true ) &#x200B; At the weekends I tend to play on my PC alone or just sit around the house doing nothing &#x200B; I'm also very unlucky in many ways &#x200B; I struggle to make conversation about literally anything other than school and PC parts &#x200B; I made a new account as I'm worried someone I know will find this and show it to me making me feel really awkward &#x200B; s e n d - h e l p",6.743587600139325,6.638926620689659,6.709754440961338,78.52217955416234,64.92476489028213,9.220550330895158,34.02316266109369,8.680891452615391,2.722136746778125,1308,52,245,17,18,416,180,319,0.097,0.8320000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5997,1,1,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,9,2,19,14,1,5,13,0,13,4,0,7,3,42,35,24,0,1,8,0,3,1,2,2,2,4,2,0,8,13,2,0,9,6,1,7,4,7,0,1,4,7,41,7,44,29,5,34,0,0,0,0,34,12,0,6,12,154,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.04706281749154058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049948863451109465,0.0,0.07713459332804372,0.040128916949310964,0.4702876307493225,0.5274122448152023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968689927013476,0.08586491505257426,0.045085947814942066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049245391732034315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101801233186648,0.0,0.0,0.10423300047474772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537861073117743,0.0637072582672201,0.0,0.0,0.04608318291491451,0.04334352265544767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315540635628727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407881251802147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452047316258631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222593490184335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761440295891089,0.0,0.0,0.10871118160367656,0.0,0.03232569422173677,0.0,0.048375841711746456,0.0,0.0,0.055647745793282286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026504423159168875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812863451635275,0.023561387461715284,0.0,0.04258552572925842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045633769049325146,0.1287681962429322,0.04889483944724695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116146743191508,0.0486957520614414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03719581120944313,0.04657815715189959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627532578927947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268001770162469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222538802053919,0.0,0.06686937479287038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199710847257976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051295593193894574,0.0,0.0,0.09268679121164036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670445452406799,0.0,0.09761705856627802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832317072994227,0.04086277362902466,0.03712767614537925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140380801978977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083513954350999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752643781436395,0.042152722816213455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408005442009031,0.0,0.04738300647061339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032743121971730516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041652840377150835,0.0,0.03979251371578575,0.0,0.07656105730243999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351757184255417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048977090857046934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274122448152023,0.03105675352461592 socialanxiety,spamdollcami,2019/02/26,"That Feeling When... ... A guy from your previous marketing class group project says hi to you on your way to class and he initiates a conversation with you. He’s super friendly but I felt like I sounded stupid and now I have major cringe. Lmao. I mean I didn’t sound super stupid but I could have been more “conversational” if that makes sense and I have no intention of giving off mean/antisocial vibes. UghhHhh. I hope he doesn’t think I’m weird now. Anyone relate? *sobs*",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,6.555555555555558,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1760000000000006,372,12,73,8,12,120,64,90,0.134,0.611,0.255,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,3,9,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,15,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,5,12,5,7,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,15,2,1,2,4,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947439230997606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223712896852059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082537838426182,0.0,0.2674177464656741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151797321591977,0.0,0.0,0.2671766363409929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27577329721996474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27662789621722905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606819248851415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591069542543087,0.0,0.0,0.6067682189962785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148603302471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784609454858371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107196995677614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Skrooby_Doo,2019/02/26,"how does one go back to school after missing a ton of days? I’ve missed like 3 weeks max maybe cause i’ve been to anxious to really go, and i NEED to go back but i don’t know how to. all the teachers probably think i’m awful and hate me and the new semester here just started so i have new classes i’ve been missing and i just feel like it’d all be for nothing and i’d have a bad experience and start missing school again i don’t know. has this ever happened to anyone? 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After freshmen year I started hanging with kids who are what you consider popular. Eventually I started getting attention from other popular people. It’s really annoying because people talk to me like I’m special ed and people high give me and are constantly being nice to me because it seems like they feel bad for me and think that by being nice to me they are doing me a favor. It pisses me off cause I’m just normal person and I wish people would just talk to me normally. 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Hello all, So last night I only slept for around 4 hours max and I feel fairly lethargic today. Today I had to do some group work for university and felt a lot more calm and less awkward around the group members. Has anyone else experienced this? 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My boss talks to me like I’m sub-human it makes me feel so gross. She and my other boss give me dirty looks like I’m unattractive. I got an internship working on a T.V set as a production assistant. My dad used to work in production and knows the owner of the company from college. I understood that the days were long and I was going to be on my feet all day. I was prepared, eager , and understood that I would get a lot of stress. On the first day they had one production assistant, not even my supervisor show me around and explain things for ten minutes. One of my supervisors Meg is a woman, as soon as she meets me she takes a condescending tone with me and replies to me with “yeah girl” passive aggressively. She also implies that I’m useless a lot. I try to always keep a positive attitude, don’t complain, am punctual,and try to be a team player. I respect my coworkers boundaries, I try to make conversation about where they’re from or where they went to school. I try ask if they need any help or what needs to be done during down time. I walk around set checking trash/areas during down time. I ask other departments if they need help sometimes. I feel like I’m doing the same amount of work as my coworkers, but my supervisor nitpicks me a lot. On my third day in I had only done one run. Usually what they mean by “runs” is going out to buy stuff needed on set or get coffee/lunch for the higher ups. When asked to get lunch by my other supervisor Matt Meg rolled her eyes and gave three names of other people she’d rather go on the run. Finally she lets me go but is passive aggressive. It takes 30 minutes to get to the restaurant as soon as I get there at 30 minutes she texts me asking if I have gotten the food. I say no she says hurry up. I get the food, get back as fast as I can while she’s constantly calling and texting me checking where I am. When I get back she grabs the food quickly in a condescending tone says “thanks girl”.she told me to ask questions, that they want me to learn. But whenever I ask questions I get a “just figure it OUT” or her rolling her eyes at me, then explaining to me like I’m five. I ask for feedback from my other supervisors and coworkers, they say I’m doing a good job. I always take criticism seriously and want to do the best job. She constantly whispers about me to my supervisor Matt. Sometimes I get confused about names of places on set or where stuff is. If I don’t know where stuff is immediately she’ll whisper to him “OH “MY GOD SHES SO SLOW SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE STUFF IS”. I’ve never worked on a set before and I explained this to them. My supervisor Matt has a dog in the office that I have to walk sometimes. The dog is huge,it yanked me forward, and I got scraped up bad. When Meg saw she was annoyed and told me to go to the medic then get back to work. Every time I enter a room I feel like Matt and Meg give me dirty looks and ignore me. I’m a reserved person, I like to keep to myself. I do try to take interest in my coworkers and learn a little bit about them but I feel guarded. On my last day of shooting I felt so uncomfortable. They said bye and thank you to me in a condescending tone. I sent an email to the owner of the company thanking them for the opportunity and educational experience. Only a couple of paragraphs.The owner responded right away saying that I was a good team player and thanks for the help on set. My supervisors ignored my email. What did I do wrong? Am I a bad employee? What could I improve on in my next job? Did I mess up? 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Lemme tell you what happened last night. I went out to eat with my brother, and we ran into somebody he knew. I'll call her April and my brother, I'll call Jim. April introduced herself to Jim and said, ""Do you remember me? I'm Adam's fiancee."" Adam isn't his real name. I'm concealing his identity, too. Anywho, Joe introduced me to April, telling me that Adam worked for Jim, and April was engaged to Adam. Also, April worked for the state. My brain completely misfired at this point, and somehow I interpreted this to mean that April worked for Adam, and Adam worked for Jim. But I was confused by April working for the State since my brother did not work for the state, and apparently neither did Adam. So they repeated themselves to me about the relationship between April and Adam, and I said, ""I still don't understand how April works for the state, then."" This went on and on until the light finally came on in my brain. At that point, I lowered my head and said, ""I'm so stupid."" I apologized to April and explained how my brain sometimes misfires. At that point the host came to seat my brother and me. I went with the host, and Jim continued to talk to April. A few minutes later, Jim came to the table and said, ""What happened? Geesh!"" That was so humiliating! And there we were sitting just a couple of tables away from April and her friends. I had to sit there the whole time eating while April could see me, knowing what an absolute imbecile I am. This will likely be added to my growing cache of cringeworthy memories. I almost made it worse on the way out. Jim stopped to say goodbye to April, and I came really close to saying, ""I'd like to tell you that I'm not always like this, but that would be a lie."" In my head, I meant it as a joke, but I'm pretty sure it would've come out wrong or been misunderstood or something, so I kind of dodged a bullet there by keeping my mouth shut. 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At uni I’ll always go the long way to a class in order to avoid classmates or will always find some back door to enter a classroom to avoid having to walk in the view of others. Well today I was late to one of my lectures (had a reason for it), and got all the way to outside the room, ended up walking away twice through the building which was embarrassing in itself bc of the other people around the building thinking I was lost lmao, then eventually went fuck it and walked in half way through the lecture. It was actually kind of fine, surprisingly. Didn’t freak out, didn’t get stared at, didn’t trip up the stairs (thankfully) Did not think I would ever do that, and am just relieved I finally forced myself to ",9.304157868275515,6.034786253393669,8.936892911010556,74.72559074912017,62.031674208144786,11.270186023127202,36.772750125691296,8.515128840125781,2.941141377576672,866,27,174,8,9,280,119,221,0.084,0.86,0.055,-0.7501,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,3,23,0,19,1,0,1,2,24,30,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,9,0,2,5,0,0,11,5,6,1,4,13,3,9,6,43,13,3,51,0,1,3,1,2,24,1,3,11,123,17,9,0.1421563032756055,0.0,0.1387240457037131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365708644586503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654924880177246,0.0,0.0,0.13356052642678035,0.10930942243401287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259082904759395,0.0,0.0,0.09389289760551048,0.1285885149147406,0.0,0.13583643975438295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572528169321698,0.2598565716306521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131421211702144,0.07427080117645908,0.0,0.08079070314482116,0.0,0.11369538195494767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803391426021734,0.0,0.0,0.4810755059628542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258038550009268,0.0,0.0,0.1551803977359989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632879013359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855328154346346,0.12412540079602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616035586619944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087842475449374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217603823812345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347475536050206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513482268356482,0.0,0.0,0.12781558893046802,0.13178031733954476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098375918339496,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BryannaW,2019/02/26,"Lowering earphone volume around others Does anyone else feel the need to lower their headphone volume around other people, especially if you're in an inclosed space like on a bus or something? I've felt like this since like four years ago when I was in the library listening to music, and some girl asked me to lower my earphones because they were too loud. Now I'm constantly worried that someone else can hear my music. 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My parents and I have a great relationship. My sister and her boyfriend had moved out when they were about 23-24. It was rough on her but she had someone to go home to every night. I stayed at my parents, for I was single and preferred to save my money while living with people I’ve always loved. I recently got a new job that pays me enough to pay rent on an apartment that my sister lived at when she was starting out (well, same complex at least). I’ve been thinking about moving out for a few months now, but within the span of two weeks, I’ve been from happily living with my parents to now living in a barren apartment waiting for my furniture to arrive. I’ve always been perfectly content living with my parents. It just feels like home. But now, when I go to the apartment, it feels like some alien place. It’s about 15 minutes from my parents’ home, but it feels so far away. It doesn’t feel like home, and it feels wrong. I lived at a house, in a nice neighborhood with a yard with a nice porch to an apartment surrounded by people I don’t know. It just feels like a mistake in some ways. My dad and I really like to watch movies and TV together. Sometimes while downstairs, I would just holler up: “Hey dad, wanna watch a movie?” He would always say yes and we’d watch stuff. I loved being able to do that. I’ve always suffered from anxiety, and knowing if there was something bugging me, being able to just walk up stairs and talk to them about it was always very comforting. I always felt safe there. It just feels like a downgrade on our relationship and on an emotional level to now live across town. I’ve always resented change in my life, but this feels like i’ve been completely uprooted. It’s been hard on my parents too, as they are empty nesters now. I just think I’ve made a mistake. My mom says she thinks this will be good for me, but I sure don’t feel good now. I just feel so alone without them in the same house as me. I always kind of liked when I knew that they were going out of town for the weekend. Maybe it’s because I was still in familiar territory, or because I knew they were coming back. Now, I feel like I’m all alone in the great wide world. Any helpful words are appreciated. 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I have recently discovered I have pretty bad social anxiety. I haven't wanted to go to upcoming events with friends anymore and don't want to hang out with my friends at school. Recently a friend invited me to their party, but it's a dress up type of party and I'm pretty self conscious about how I look and act. There is meant to be 15 or so people there. I don't want to go to the party but I don't know how to tell them I don't want to come because of how I am. Could I get some advice about how I could tell them I don't really want to come because of my social anxiety?",3.646521072796936,3.611309131034485,5.422988505747128,84.87808429118775,71.48275862068967,8.9272030651341,26.45593869731801,8.841846274778883,1.7004329501915714,524,15,118,9,9,181,68,145,0.085,0.723,0.192,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,5,0,28,29,12,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,1,1,21,4,24,25,1,13,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,2,3,78,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945367588310513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280544875336502,0.0,0.12123142795296675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206714189493063,0.22355315552109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060168507600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952009204745507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777761224877863,0.0,0.06386651099415575,0.0,0.20841920036779216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193637869938163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718112342094795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026526715330978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474735884767548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872855522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831149191572777,0.0,0.2413988760919588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371564587819295,0.0,0.0,0.12752528832069818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738316258542366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205352469327817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605081224248921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway700741355,2019/02/26,"Is this something I should investigate? &#x200B; I experienced a lot of death as a kid, developed a morbid curiosity as a teenager and exposed myself to a lot of stuff I shouldn't have as a result. Home issues exacerbated this too I think. I stopped connecting with most people socially by 17-18. Ever since I've been very introverted. To the point of not going out. I was not when I was younger, so it could just be inherit personality, maybe. But I'm wondering if that did something to me. I see us all as ""less"" than we act, having seen how we end. Its been a good empathy boost but its cramping human interaction for me. I'm wired weirdly. Ima be mad if I'm a wuss and everyone is like this. 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Me being a real introverted person, I was really excited as she was one of the popular girls in my high school. Ever since I asked her out to prom, we've been talking a lot and there were also signs of her liking me. Even my friends did say so. She also talked about how she broke up with her boyfriend and how ""she's single"" followed with a playful emoji. Once she even asked me if I liked her because my friends would often tease me with her, to which I replied it was just my friends. I originally never intended on dating her and never liked her more than just friends. Gradually as I was being blinded by my friends support, I felt closer to her and actually felt like she liked me back. As she was a really popular person, this was like a dream to me. But reality hit me when one of my friends(let's call him D) told me that he asked her if she liked me to which she said normal(as in not yes not no). He also asked her if she would kiss me to which she apparently said ""ewww no"". I know prom doesn't mean anything and it's just a hangout but I felt betrayed knowing that she would find it disgusting to kiss me. Although my friend never did show me the chat he had with her, I immediately came to the conclusion that she just didn't like me. My intentions for asking her to prom was never to date her or have anything more than a friendship but I eventually did fall for this love trap and now I'm left devastated. She does still talk to me and the plan for prom is still ongoing, but I feel like cancelling prom with her just because I would feel uncomfortable being with someone who finds me disgusting. Sorry if this is kinda long but I just wanted to express this horrible feeling I have in me right now. My other friends told me that she probably didnt want to tell D about it and I should still have hope. I never did have hope at the start but the little hope I did accumulate now is just destroyed into thousands of pieces. I am heartbroken. Sorry for it being so emotional but I just cant help it.",4.359807881773399,5.31167798571429,5.342085385878492,82.55785714285717,70.33333333333334,8.555008210180624,28.292282430213465,8.841846274778883,2.042112479474548,1654,58,338,29,29,544,181,420,0.126,0.698,0.17600000000000002,0.926,2,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,30,33,4,0,15,1,36,4,0,5,6,79,67,32,0,14,22,0,7,9,7,5,1,3,0,5,20,17,0,0,14,5,0,3,13,5,0,3,25,11,78,28,45,32,5,36,0,1,1,3,66,13,0,11,29,260,98,7,0.0,0.0,0.0708458511805716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741714439676744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948507587824253,0.0,0.3393498859058475,0.0,0.0,0.05582391311549696,0.0,0.08851097795756875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413138184095676,0.08303356345901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353160485047324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166375730110721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590150311619117,0.06566967352320077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468323206588969,0.05186452027260715,0.20911838875972605,0.0,0.13270777902021616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926269869809577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048661373122284336,0.07670450434138128,0.0,0.21632064703067516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979668531740118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887869158597156,0.07423708157086689,0.0,0.3192124855292514,0.07276296202797543,0.0,0.06424755812250155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172081202487805,0.06552315422725187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908125893170519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794758354806029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996293527884397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113130427508489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731523791598928,0.09838950551925232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678075567816238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827366921520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263320569406551,0.09301716254401034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061998886536840665,0.13811596258804218,0.05773339400128163,0.0,0.07347375244921071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005438847036761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061512636379401374,0.0,0.0,0.16253658453582145,0.05138572806105576,0.0,0.17393222830935867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238413566888853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505623660154376,0.06345445697189997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387423232493011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564117935109199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062881121573284,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Manners2,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else have social anxiety disorder but not generalized anxiety disorder? People in my family suffer from GAD, they worry about bills, their future, lots of stuff, and also suffer frequent panic attacks. Me on the other hand I never worry about much of anything, even things that I probably should worry about such as bills being overdue, being low on money, procrastinating important things, having no immediate future, etc. I just don't worry about stuff like that and I've thankfully never had a panic attack. One of my theories as to why this is is that my major depression sort of cancels worry out and makes me apathetic in regard to everything not currently in the present. The second you throw me into an a social interaction however, I'm a nervous wreck who can barely formulate sentences half the time. Walking into a crowded restaurant or bar makes me insanely uncomfortable and I honestly do not understand the proper way to act or enjoy myself in those situations. I just can't do it, I don't enjoy socializing, and this is something that I've finally come to accept about myself recently. Most interactions are probably going to be awkward for me and that's just how they are and how they've always been, It's a part of who I am and although I keep a stash of cringe moments that I've experienced in the back of my brain like I'm sure many of you do as well, It's not something that will ever effect me on a deeper level and make me wonder ""What's wrong with me?"", or have any doubt about myself or value as a person. I've pushed myself, gotten jobs that required A LOT of human interaction, it still never stopped me from being extremely uncomfortable throughout just about every single social interaction. There's just something in my psychological wiring that makes me have this response to interacting with too many people, and especially being in a loud overstimulating environment. Some days are better than others, I do have those rare instances where I actually manage to trick people into thinking I'm outgoing, but these are always very short lived and will never be something I would be able to keep up for long. Anyone else like me? Thanks for reading if you did.",9.931987723651561,8.716459166253106,10.074661094423409,60.6105341517566,59.07444168734492,12.553689434504376,37.33955857385399,11.520995432342351,4.500556327543425,1776,65,275,41,19,594,209,403,0.194,0.6779999999999999,0.128,-0.9835,3,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,3,25,25,3,5,17,0,35,3,2,7,6,64,52,26,0,3,16,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,2,28,18,1,4,5,2,3,6,12,13,1,3,4,3,37,12,51,37,9,45,0,4,0,0,20,19,0,12,22,224,65,5,0.07802706734746426,0.0,0.07614316219134411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398217567364175,0.12984954130226428,0.0,0.0,0.05306108145842501,0.0,0.11938098590267025,0.0,0.0,0.10911667941805443,0.15989590261939185,0.06420962808995835,0.0,0.0,0.17753410692183672,0.0,0.0599979984667677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900860026646119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710401226026422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721340953113225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050321003420887515,0.0,0.06720459877218916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885155825657495,0.0,0.06828201245089394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036320510841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702080561618768,0.05153614209220177,0.07057994954969146,0.06574116952005858,0.0,0.07012569691755435,0.0,0.07355697486402855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547483834622617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434458050803658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742982456835602,0.13870808517122293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436025141968788,0.0,0.06889932998995289,0.06905149923388884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267164476896146,0.0,0.0,0.20833469337816005,0.1582143989156899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735887240982197,0.0,0.2407171382179425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287316019101665,0.0,0.0,0.18309590332283465,0.0,0.08449571025509851,0.0,0.16228243192417827,0.06813022556351762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825275131988068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780481825800229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704231575007753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770569290451682,0.0,0.31815507592178977,0.0,0.2402761940067408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231251677535678,0.0652341221232767,0.0,0.0,0.17864464860107954,0.0,0.0,0.0735395875625731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367368069286784,0.0,0.0,0.10367543290021104,0.04999659416136338,0.0,0.0,0.04549821044736037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122892888103571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438050221721174,0.0,0.06193425419938293,0.0,0.0,0.07015570421944735,0.0,0.07040729194712315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461702612647336,0.0,0.3962013720766557,0.0,0.055428189937709316,0.08531034925021322,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,a-very-picky-pikachu,2019/02/26,"Help Through Gaming Hey all. I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, but as a kid/teen they just called it 'being shy"". I was making it most of my life by avoiding what I could and plastering a smile on with everything else. A few years ago though all my anxieties and depression broke through and I just kinda huddled in on myself. I lost my job (which didn't help) and eventually even the thought of being around people had me tearing up with a stone in my chest. It's taken a while but with the help of a parade of reg doctors, physiologists, therapists, meds, and the seemingly unending amount of support from my husband but I'm FINALLY starting to feel better. I'll be starting a new job soon and, while I'm glad for the work, I still have this weight in my chest thinking of being around people again. As hard as I try I can't shake the random stutters, having my mind just completely blank out, or having my head jumble with things I think I should say but getting stuck because I can't decide which is the good/normal thing to say so I just smile like an idiot. In an effort to try and get used to talking to people again I decided to try streaming my new play through of Dragon Age: Origins since I thought I could work on talking to people while playing one of my favorite games (I'm not too big on big competitive stuff really, aside from Overwatch). I don't have a facecam because (aside from not having a camera) I think that would be a little too much for me right now. I may be quiet or kinda awkward but I guess if you're reading this then you understand. If anyone wants to check it out it's [https://www.twitch.tv/jessicruel](https://www.twitch.tv/jessicruel) . Even if you don't wanna talk (I get it) even just knowing someones there watching is a help. Thanks for reading through this ramble. =)",6.025511363636365,6.637784619318179,6.03693181818182,80.27852272727273,66.44318181818181,8.445454545454545,30.20454545454545,8.296473431620573,2.0773306818181823,1454,50,275,18,22,459,187,352,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9726,2,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,1,5,20,15,1,3,19,0,27,6,3,3,2,63,53,28,0,9,17,1,3,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,16,15,1,1,12,6,1,1,7,8,0,1,9,7,36,7,51,33,6,37,0,3,1,0,18,17,0,12,20,196,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684391353276485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989256209849658,0.0,0.0,0.06850244417895461,0.0,0.0,0.17442697616194938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944240723010058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664592457968212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003765524568446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271899466891699,0.0,0.0,0.15644110086926444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438085360576332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027577629623602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184081689944872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412348592522835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804853051292949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049536244665289456,0.0,0.0,0.10732062914203233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355481825057266,0.0,0.0,0.08217203876686284,0.0,0.0,0.10792427907964244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776129030523934,0.0,0.10054481249985464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266714836815297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944389167107457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538413900920987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919864592804806,0.04786287352186524,0.0981910215248119,0.0,0.08669978773125935,0.0,0.0,0.10694511343602617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539529877462383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882185709097812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892111089620867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201874133958444,0.0,0.0,0.1892388084755543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638656388494822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716784343365113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599171451957675,0.0,0.06276167128836975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098017031443383,0.08366528564508853,0.0,0.15581831126942713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918761254771819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104125487203391,0.0,0.0,0.09986741002758816,0.08300910840401897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868641378759022,0.0,0.07823844575951737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215146148077873,0.0,0.1111744521293224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362321463711999,0.0,0.09019701061412314,0.0,0.11374996095375045,0.13017295967678724,0.18832440204059,0.09625438440218186,0.155553433873225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954426387543292,0.0,0.0,0.10198954359802008,0.0,0.0846140590844846,0.0,0.0,0.057784858193652415,0.0,0.0,0.11930026955753288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264570046791594,0.0,0.0,0.06959461206844937,0.0,0.0,0.06308904636298605 socialanxiety,RockstarFire,2019/02/26,"Will try telling a girl how I feel about her today, requesting support There is a girl I've had feelings for for a few months now and I really just want to tell her how I feel. I'm just really socially inept though and always have been, although I admit I surprise myself sometimes when she brings out the best in me, which is why I've finally decided to tell her my feelings. I'm 75% that she has been giving me signs, I feel I'd have to be a real idiot not to pick up on them, she has literally told me she loves me, but I can never escape the thought that it's a trick or she means it in a non-romantic way or just doesn't give that word as much power as other people. I've got a chance and I don't want to lose it so I'm calling in for support. Give me some advice or just say something like: ""yeah my dude! It's not like she'll be mean to you or anything."" 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Mainly because I hate to interact with people. My social anxiety is just way too much. Sometimes I just want to be able to come to class and not have to worry about seeming weird or “off”. But I can’t do that. So, I just try to grin, bare it, and fake it as much as I can. But I don’t think I’m doing a very good job. I wish I could just interact with people naturally and not feel this crippling fear of going to class simply because I’m afraid of interacting with other people. I want to be able to interact and connect with people, but it’s hard to do with social anxiety. Today I literally didn’t want to go to class, but I forced myself. However, after talking to my seat mate who I really don’t like but my social anxiety doesn’t know how to handle not having to interact with her, I left the class. I didn’t come back until ten minutes until the class ended. By then I just grabbed my stuff and made up some excuse to leave. I’m trying to fight through it because I know I only have about eight more weeks left of this semester. But it’s hard. School is my only real chance for socialization outside of my family. But I think my SAD is acting up too much that I think next semester I’ll be trying more online classes rather than in person. 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Advice? Hey guys. I view myself as a above average looking(6'2), 23 year old male. When I was in high school I loved socializing and making friends, I didn't think in 5 years I would be a shut-in who can barely make it through 4 items at Walmart. It all started when I had to move away from my home city, Chattanooga, where I had spent my entire life. I had to move because I'm not rich and while Chattanooga is amazing- it's obvious that the Scenic City doesn't care about it's broke inhabitants. I didn't move too far away, but he difference is huge now living in Fort Payne. Its been 5 years since I moved and I've met under 25 people, none of which I talk to literally EVER despite my efforts unless I see them in public. Is this normal? Because I have nothing to compare my life to. The people I work with are the same people I've known forever and we never talk either unless we have to. The only place I know people ever frequent is Walmart ffs. I go there and just pray I don't start sweating, but sure as hell.. as soon as I see theres 70 cars there and half of them are women my age I contemplate getting on the highway and getting into a wreck JUST so I don't have to sweat if I make eye contact with one of them. It's like I feel nothing but eyes on me, judging me at all times. I've tried to psyche myself out of it, ""Maybe I'm just attractive."" ""Am I walking funny?"" ""Is the back of my shirt dirty?"" But all it does is get me more worked up where as when I'm home I WANT to talk to people and make friends but as soon as I see anyone my ""confidence"" acts like a turtle. If I sound self-centered I promise you I'm not.. I'm a ""people pleaser"" and I always have been. Theres nothing more that I like other than making others smile/happy, and when I can't do it I view myself as lessor-than. I'm starting to believe that I'm just not made for this town, like I'm at a disadvantage now that I don't know anyone and nobody knows me. Can anyone help me get my mind straight? Five years is a long time away from society. And I miss it so damn much. 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I was diagnosed with OCD ruminating thoughts and social anxiety. I'm prescribed the lowest dose of prozac, zyprexa 10mg at night, 20mg ir adderall twice a day, and klonopin 1mg one in the morning and one at night. I've been on this schedule of medication for a couple years now, but I still find myself struggling with abusing adderall. It's actually pretty odd that the klonopin has no effect to me expect for my anxiety is gone, and I've never felt the urge to abuse it or anything of that nature like I do with adderall. I tried to switch to 30 mg XR and it didn't give me a longer effect, personally i hated it and switched back to the 20mg ir's. I'm in the middle of taking serious exam for my profession, and while the adderall really helps me concentrate because I do have ADD, the burden is I tend to abuse it. I'm thinking about tomorrow taking the adderall dosage with my klonopin which I've been reading works wonders but I've never tried it. Any input would be helpful.",5.008051948051946,5.670078549783554,5.791757575757575,80.96763636363637,68.6969696969697,8.584242424242424,30.984415584415583,8.648137234880735,2.36000987012987,919,36,179,14,15,301,130,231,0.17600000000000002,0.762,0.062,-0.9795,1,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,1,2,13,0,15,5,1,2,2,28,30,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,5,0,4,10,2,16,1,28,18,2,28,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,18,109,27,3,0.0,0.4574511986291847,0.1255887457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751770316175375,0.0,0.19690419795860534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590585447653597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791858272727306,0.0,0.07845189604015708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423996924141778,0.0,0.08299828271765401,0.0,0.0,0.1306237458777836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356835632997536,0.0,0.1176258258993042,0.10946876434862876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345694419598224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706067048549338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725244516986741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072796398059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287437208941785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964769529001832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460637874840463,0.0,0.19851660076897784,0.0,0.0,0.2415449833538111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441550046230822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237239598825637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325520720616502,0.26186022797886543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287308416566064,0.0,0.1648919249169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118937990241122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277680357269801,0.0,0.0,0.1345410174517258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935267732564105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717510876382392,0.0,0.0,0.08246320969430823,0.0,0.10217026017737788,0.07504368111010004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747522922888092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395653381239409,0.09369223145449246,0.0,0.0,0.09142195636480982,0.0,0.0,0.16575202798807367 socialanxiety,doopk,2019/02/27,"Whats the point of this sub? I just ""discovered"" that i have some kind of social anxiety (and that made it worse somehow) But after browsing this sub, i don't really see the point. All I see is people telling their stories and complaining, memes that get upvoted a lot more, but I rarely see anyone helping. I'm just talking about ""normal"" people, that don't have social anxiety, just helping. This is the first time I'm writing in english since it's not my native language, and i'm always scared to post in english",6.073033333333335,6.354952770000002,6.368000000000002,79.09233333333337,66.3,9.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6953666666666667,407,16,75,6,6,131,63,100,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,14,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,7,1,7,13,4,8,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,3,3,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490866672260607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413440417105395,0.0,0.0,0.1252822452051939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240484865823736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361073473646676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019237914519465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865815806522681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232686350397898,0.0,0.16953825464867087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755519430431904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484326262767622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387536564983025,0.0,0.17159864105865896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147831027940602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793838847707597,0.0,0.4283341361269926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821413288686702,0.0,0.0,0.3652895455350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401283556009886,0.1566054964082727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447748205066028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825930571019653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WeakVanilla,2019/02/27,"Resources that walk you through the basics of different anxiety-causing social scenarios? So I'm new to this sub (and to reddit in general), so I am not sure if this has been asked and answered already, but I haven't been able to find anything on my own. Basically what I'm looking for is somewhere where there are tips for how to do things that might be anxiety causing for people with social anxiety. For me, my social anxiety is its worst when I need to do something that I have never done before (or even that I have done but feel like I didn't do it right). It would be extremely helpful for me to have somewhere where I can post a question about how something works and look through other peoples questions so I can get a better idea of the steps to do that thing and prepare mental scripts and feel more prepared. Having someone walk you through the steps for things like filling a prescription at a pharmacy, going to the post office, ordering a pizza on the phone, etc., anything that is considered easy for most people but might be really scary for us, would be SO helpful for me and allow me to actually confront my fears more often. Does anyone know if somewhere or something like this exists? Do other people feel like they would benefit from this too, or is it just me that feels like they need to have a script and a whole plan just to walk into somewhere I haven't been before? I know that the steps couldn't be comprehensive and that everywhere is slightly different, but even just general tips or guidelines for unfamiliar situations from someone who has done it before would be so helpful to me. 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I start work tomorrow but I haven’t been to training and I don’t know what to do when I get there. 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Almost everyone I know and in my high school are against it, at least for guys. I wish I could be myself and it would help with my depression but I'm scared of being judged. People have said nothing but someone ripped off a plushie of a kitten off my book bag. Any tips would be useful, thanks.",2.905357142857145,4.623009297619049,3.4185714285714286,91.92642857142859,75.07142857142857,6.704761904761906,21.523809523809533,7.447530270364453,0.5630666666666668,327,8,70,4,7,102,65,84,0.096,0.7140000000000001,0.189,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,18,17,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,10,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890210663314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836679926075098,0.0,0.14440485033202607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391384340295198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507136407606319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625831777806548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037322422141866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869072113914617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652532492679186,0.19944078254333886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374040938480597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048141051360745,0.0,0.0,0.12600222719206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811252866348237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086601196069814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148561072025348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955891832433682,0.0,0.1889868811660392,0.19104044554735025,0.0,0.0,0.1969232567667886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242233498690187,0.15994012921602488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321819517370776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378962152331184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303251298154658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707064762567946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681867438640745,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Freefromnarcissism,2019/02/27,"Anyone else have a constant internal battle? I just want to write this because I have been dealing with social anxiety for most of my life. I have been tried to ""deal"" with it as best I can, but am coming to realize that maybe it is part of my DNA. As far as I can remember I hated being in social groups, whether that was in a classroom or anything, I found it overwhelming. So many people, opinions, noises, judgements, social pressure, social hierarchy, fitting in, being teased etc... The list goes on. The point is I coped with my social anxiety by becoming a perfectionist from about 7 to 12, could have been earlier. Just going to school as a kid would make me have a knot in my stomach, my adrenaline would start running, I felt so out of control, worried, and to deal with all that social anxiety I tried to do everything as ""normal"" And ""perfectly"" As I could. At 13 I started having full blown panic attacks in the classroom where I could no longer hear the people around me, everything would speed up in my mind, every movement I made felt like I had the whole world on my shoulders seeing if I picked a pen up right? I mean it sounds completely mad, but even when I wasn't having a panic attack, I had this constant negative voice in my head berating every little thing, so I think to myself I need to get a highlighter, that voice would override my thought and say "" How stupid getting a highlighter, you look like a loser, you better not get it or you will look like a loser"" I a lot of times allowed think evil voice to control me, or would argue with it in my head, then the voice would say something like"" You look insane you think it's not obvious but you are making weird movements and everyone knows there is something wrong with you, they are just too polite to say anyth"" I have been in an internal battle with this part of me that hates me for over a decade, sometimes it disappears for a while but it always comes back. It's like an internal bully that won't leave me alone. Anyway it affects me to this day, I avoid so many situations because I know this voice will be there berating me, it happens mostly in public situations or social situations, sometimes when I am alone, but it gets overpowering and loud and strong to the point where I feel paralyzed in public, because my mind is literally shouting at me how everything I do looks stupid or is wrong or telling met of go home and save the embarrassment, and very harsh cruel critical things, that can then lead to a panic attack. I am wondering does anyone else have this internal bully thing that gets way worse in public or social situations with social anxiety? And if you do where do you think it comes from? Because I am tired of it controlling my life. No matter how hard I don't let it win that voice is still there telling me what a loser I am. 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Propranylol is a beta blocking medication that I've used to successfully cope with higher anxiety events, like interviews and social events. On spot occasions where I feel anxiety creeping in, I've found L-theanine and gaba, taken together, to be very effective. Hopefully this info is helpful to some of you!",7.806986301369863,9.558277369863015,8.369753424657535,61.05983561643839,62.97260273972603,12.963287671232875,39.257534246575354,12.340626583579946,6.015161095890411,340,18,49,13,5,113,54,73,0.09,0.63,0.28,0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,13,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,9,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549712098336411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111196009298285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262880122642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210995646304254,0.0,0.0,0.2379041839734977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340414162229573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825961549574699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441674345638477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913097979152593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068742718869465,0.0,0.19763471655153436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FleetFootwork,2019/02/27,"When is something a standard compliment and when is something flirty? When a girl (I'm 17M) posts an incredibly well done picture of her on social media and sometimes asks for opinions, I really like to truly compliment them on how well done they are. However I just never know if I'm crossing the line or not. They'll always respond with ""thank you"", but I feel so bad about saying it afterwards. This gets worse when it's a girl I actually like. I don't want to flirt or make a move, I just want to give my opinion. Why is it always so awkward when I try to compliment people (irl too, not just on social media) and why do I feel so shit afterwards? I feel like I'm making them uneasy by saying it, I just don't know where to draw the line. 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With that being said, I was wondering if anyone here thought that the whole “worrying about everything and what everyone is thinking about you” would just one day go away and you’d function like a normal person? 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I get so anxious I don't know what else to do other than deny it. Compliments are so overwhelming, the idea people might actually think nice things about me sort of overloads my brain... Especially if it's from a stranger!",5.991666666666667,7.813558351851853,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,67.33333333333334,10.585185185185184,32.01851851851852,10.686352973137794,3.809607407407408,237,10,41,7,4,78,45,54,0.17600000000000002,0.69,0.135,-0.3629,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,9,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.3351120590283389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38794795390562137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38335162420513536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686937098588866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941403728294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876604972971321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872545868772053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642966062773888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380725917737969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814187636794556,0.22003895204293653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jlac7979,2019/02/27,"Social anxiety > salesman job I just got hired at a company where I would be entering the home of people who requested a demo on our product and present it to them, basically just small presentations. I have severe social anxiety, the type where I'm insanely nervous and anxious during something simple like when strangers in a class go in a circle and say their name and something about them so having a job where I'm presenting a product to strangers multiple times a day will probably be a nightmare. I kinda got the job without knowing exactly what it was, I would never have applied knowing I was basically going to be a salesman. I was wondering if people have any tips or opinions on how I would be able to do this job or if they would bail if they were me. It's very early, haven't even done papers so leaving now would be harmless. The main reason I'm hesitant to leave is the pay, far better than I've ever had so I'm trying to convince myself I can do it even though it would probably make me miserable. 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So at like 2:00 in the afternoon, my daughters & I stopped by a local restaurant to get a gift card for a friend's birthday. We walked in & the hostess greets us & asks us if we'd like a booth or table. Instead of simply saying 'Oh, we're just here for a gift card', I was too awkward to say it & we ended up eating 2nd lunch. I had a reuben. 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We have chosen to create a social media-like app focused on making meeting people easier. Rather than the typical social media app, where people focus on their best pictures and most appealing traits, we are looking at creating something more casual where people can view what people are really interested in, what they like to do, where they have been, and a variety of other information. We are hoping that our app can make the process of approaching and meeting anyone, male or female, as easy as possible by giving you shared interests, conversation topics, and anything else you would like to see. This survey will take about 2 minutes to complete and will help us figure out how we can best approach this app and take on this huge problem! (Your email may be recorded only so that we can send a link to a finished product, nothing else) [https://goo.gl/forms/QuRRuYfopN5rMAID2](https://goo.gl/forms/QuRRuYfopN5rMAID2) Thank you for your help!!",14.583446601941745,11.935657029126215,12.668033980582528,50.102633495145646,51.52427184466021,14.960194174757286,45.16747572815535,13.023866798666859,6.012633009708737,1012,40,138,24,8,318,127,206,0.056,0.711,0.233,0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,9,5,3,2,7,12,0,0,10,0,19,0,0,3,1,32,29,13,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,19,10,30,23,5,16,0,0,3,0,32,12,0,4,3,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000248567741518,0.0,0.0,0.09141341900988263,0.0,0.10758431558511863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743980361986201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707386083062398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842575040961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541356576748686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752587253031605,0.0,0.0,0.12985001731619614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774168760581164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978503472713597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453414749827928,0.13254544785096942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544439966526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943036689395973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625426048897427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738482257899255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501927565929172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375261677169282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104179401206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330741994802202,0.0,0.1006467046008908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659390456832812,0.0,0.0,0.12036383845177855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361004413097539,0.15725891187020813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287086774924014,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goldnboy2421,2019/02/27,"Social anxiety and exposure Hi everyone, i have really bad social anxiety, especially in groups of more than 2 people. I'm three months into a new job and today at work we held big group interviews and i totally choked. All i had to do was ask one question and talk a little about my experience at the job and i swear when it came closer to my turn my heart pounded so hard, and when i speak its almost like i don't even recognize my own voice and my throat clenches up and i just turn into an awkward mess. Its so embarrassing. This happens to me like 90% of the time in meetings and i started thinking, why am i not getting better? i go to meetings almost every week and i feel like its only getting worse. I thought that having exposure to my anxiety inducing moments would make me get better. Does anyone else feel like that too?",2.621158536585366,4.939594347560977,4.452621951219513,81.39588414634147,78.08536585365854,7.514634146341463,26.103658536585364,8.472884824447931,2.1142878048780487,659,26,122,14,16,223,107,164,0.181,0.767,0.052000000000000005,-0.9571,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,8,10,0,2,5,0,8,2,2,2,2,29,25,14,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,5,21,6,16,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,13,81,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866885008535284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964196317407582,0.0,0.0,0.09031121576944136,0.13233901030643144,0.0,0.0,0.12074655052817099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784265646284848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846188582165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772388001508815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302821149823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789605775882917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530852795806987,0.0,0.10882231712192424,0.12341728729257324,0.0,0.12634262124411355,0.0,0.0,0.13061368930684675,0.1845429209737005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024412776752464,0.0,0.0734042311372613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421518050961875,0.0,0.11570140189824107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305444339999222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563414367400835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240292370803513,0.12945159311955629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621486442897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309375537572127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474289836681696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752171352518383,0.0982315005374028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954282579747183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446880237276102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274278247601663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633233696530688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141964779491044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381338747988823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276009180493787,0.0,0.10253809114827367,0.07531385160819215,0.0,0.12242795501201767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097655241300074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036038342284837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654621765784053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940295400255137,0.0,0.1316244049659949,0.09175109154477784,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,erinthecat531,2019/02/27,"Social anxiety in college Does anyone have some tips for not letting social anxiety ruin your college experience? I'm in my first year of college and living on campus, and after completing my first semester, I still haven't made any connections here. I have a roommate, but we tend to each stay in our own separate rooms, and he shows no interest in being my friend. I've suffered from social anxiety since middle school, and it has caused me to distance myself from people so that by the time I was in high school, I had no friends and I became depressed to the point where I had suicidal thoughts. I was hoping that I would just somehow get over it someday, but I think constantly avoiding social situations has just made it worse because I don't have practice interacting with people. I feel depressed because I feel like I am not getting the most out of college, but when I think about starting conversations with new people or trying to make friends, I feel overwhelmed with anxiety and I end up never doing anything about it. I'd like to know if there is anything in particular that has helped anyone getting through college with severe social anxiety and depression.",11.282258397932816,8.886699386046512,10.301550387596901,63.75428940568476,57.465116279069775,12.904392764857885,44.819121447028415,11.20814326018867,5.15726873385013,948,45,151,18,9,302,127,215,0.202,0.684,0.114,-0.9628,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,2,11,14,0,2,4,0,18,0,0,4,1,41,35,14,1,3,9,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,3,24,7,29,25,4,28,0,6,0,0,15,15,0,6,14,114,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620901828665267,0.0,0.3724056154463051,0.0,0.0,0.13615456044991106,0.0,0.16024009777178064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870108176731195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001686789604884,0.0,0.0,0.10208146392898958,0.1052129701128382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157141845335673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520152410675863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862332077375054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523802727613466,0.0,0.0,0.14768638622124852,0.06955492757805085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563093314229052,0.0,0.0,0.2256632816844581,0.0,0.1526017723488458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525922279004734,0.10286755215960026,0.0,0.09670173276304593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350722072668799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955851910182788,0.0,0.09513162025598687,0.0,0.08597180596134635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425122014159026,0.06498941947888168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509103173231631,0.09403214402373754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249418608795372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203789237210762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706965392261172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999054894042068,0.0,0.08053826814256149,0.10943817324772374,0.0,0.4962378889742856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891282470262945,0.10377418461022772,0.07775285480940533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649745278503137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247703712821505,0.0,0.07729399173026147,0.05677215323776535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610192736891056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921947595289793,0.06916266951809663,0.0,0.0,0.06269748094182173 socialanxiety,muximuyoka,2019/02/27,"Horrible blushing anxiety moment happened to me 3 years ago I mean, hundreds of these instances happen to me every year, but I felt like sharing this one for some reason. I just need to get it out. **March 2016, at the liquor store** *I am paying at the counter, using my debit card* *debit machine wouldn't work* me: ""OP, it didn't work..."" *seconds pass* Cashier: ""We'll get over it - you can stop blushing now."" *blushing gets WAY worse* *Second pass which feels like hours* me: ""You guys don't have 'Tap' ?"" Cashier: ""Don't change the subject!"" (like, teasing me I guess) *my face is burning* *more seconds pass* then the woman beside me must have felt bad for me, and she tried to change the subject by talking about the earl grey tea beer that i was trying to buy. I finally paid and even though I had horrible anxiety and I wanted to die, I said me: ""Thanks man!"" and I left. but, inside, I wanted to say 'fuck you, that was humiliating and my anxiety is horrible and I will think about this for years to come' I didn't go to that store for an entire year, I avoided it and went to the other one. Then I finally tried going in and thank fully I never saw that guy again.",0.014660359049003091,2.3483907947598297,1.5764228529839883,95.09026261523529,97.38427947598257,4.116496846191169,18.58818534691897,5.985473137389443,-0.09251392527899104,888,28,184,9,36,285,132,229,0.172,0.754,0.075,-0.9755,0,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,3,0,2,7,10,2,1,8,0,17,5,1,2,2,30,42,13,1,5,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,2,0,4,13,10,3,2,6,2,7,7,6,4,0,5,11,7,33,6,23,27,2,30,0,0,2,1,14,6,1,2,19,118,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051618987959068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722640966608583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905444950098236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509981210060093,0.10219270174459012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312338056088246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835664988034527,0.0,0.09995427662380503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059984923943519085,0.08475216600701288,0.2278145227363852,0.25991553538842777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967523779552914,0.18594413355632744,0.0,0.13484489245401945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068874550330534,0.2349326584339826,0.2098153402579264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683061051130518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889620743761254,0.0,0.0,0.1738757659564251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922722411766624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796562097850194,0.0914978680679907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077896144196627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219755287467272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284811782653847,0.09434253256034092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918335094467097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535352971572088,0.0,0.21844452917974724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760158883624402,0.11655732013211928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416341321957456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246170118526852,0.0,0.0,0.1399468347774086,0.09416616135563786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997492302644077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727339557379414,0.0,0.12089819930662167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055856715278725 socialanxiety,Number1WienerBoy,2019/02/27,Has anyone here tried CBD as a treatment for their SA? I'm tempted to try it out most of my friends say it calms them down but I'm curious what you guys think? ,-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714336,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,87.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.2731428571428576,125,4,31,1,4,40,32,35,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7304,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31418169689806513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34715092677482884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449069377911156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35732492489267714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879122582636435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101305939476678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobcat734,2019/02/27,"Messed up at work and now want to implode I'm new to a job. Was told that everything is checked before being sent. WRONG. One of my payments was sent out twice to some payees. And now the only way they can get it back is to hope those people are honest and realise the mistake. Already messed up, and I'm terrified of what to do next. They now all know me as the guy who cost them a few thousand dollars. FML. It was meant to be a fresh start and I've already screwed it up. After less than a week. :(",0.25985714285714323,2.433244819047623,1.7577380952380963,98.04517857142858,86.5238095238095,4.261904761904762,20.17857142857143,5.46131890053228,-0.30171428571428605,386,12,88,2,12,124,74,105,0.17600000000000002,0.742,0.083,-0.9015,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,4,7,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,21,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,3,7,0,5,2,16,12,4,17,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,9,61,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081581770860477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770428031492836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591999880525168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692773546366855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029256526683405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279769595910896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228683441629162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284808416822765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653563734760964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237031027984666,0.2448662475260061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601874613806596,0.1751103232307762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962163952104222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296731687321678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000723751378692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580340047067385,0.1827563294547644,0.18468720115692128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761978649445006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517347870740699,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PixlKitty,2019/02/27,"Public Discord Servers They scare me. Like, with Reddit or a forum, I can make the topic. Be it a thread, or a comment pointing something out in the image or whatever the post is. On Discord, however, the topic is ever-flowing and I can't keep up without interrupting the flow, or committing topic-necromancy. Private servers are fine for me, though. Sorry, this has just been on my mind lately. Felt that probably someone could relate, I dunno. Okay, goodbye and goodnight.",3.9608104575163376,6.86859485882353,4.890980392156866,76.8183006535948,76.88235294117645,6.601307189542485,31.79738562091503,7.793537801064563,2.8148169934640515,373,19,56,6,9,121,66,85,0.115,0.7759999999999999,0.109,-0.3637,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,1,9,0,0,1,1,17,12,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,8,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091149871865731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369139083649185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514760727645861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279893786685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29544753254689843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279567086606181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748279319096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445590989325946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759098495968165,0.0,0.2508387776334992,0.0,0.28238484982395323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262219060159482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191672832552475,0.20163223611086167,0.0,0.2931884340879358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573266775683791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25247329906256466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Veterinari4n,2019/02/27,"Meeting people who aren't as proactive as I am... [18,M] For quite awhile I've dealt and struggled with the problem of becoming friends with people who just aren't as proactive as I am and it absolutely killed me. For someone who used to struggle with a severe anxiety, I loved adventuring and had a very ambitious personality. It was always my best nature to hangout with friends, initiate conversations and just text people. Most of my friends at one point in time were just so incredibly lax and never initiated conversations with me, they never asked to hangout or do anything, and it was very detrimental to my emotional and mental health, which made me feel like I was constantly doing wrong and I had no friends when in reality I was surrounded by tons of people, whether they actually cared or not. The way I fixed this problem is actually quite funny. I had the flu for a week and I honestly had no interest to text or talk to people on Instagram/Snapchat so I kinda just sat in my bed for a while and watched YouTube. I looked back on how my interactions were on my phone and I realized that I've had no stress or emotional problems nearly as much as I uses to all because I wasn't so ambitious about doing things... because I literally couldn't. A month later here I am, and I owe that week of sickness to the success god becayse that seriously stopped a bad cycle I was stuck in and I now realize how crazy I dragged myself to do things, whether I was extremely nervous about it or not. Anyone deal with this before or have a success story that can relate with me? 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Someone said this too me and I kept thinking ‘but I can’t help it!’ I am very fortunate to have a support network because after this I might have isolated myself more. I’m sorry if my social phobia disorder is a burden on your neuro-typical brain. Let me just worsen it by overanalyzing this well thought out statement of yours. Putting my passive-aggressive tendencies aside for a moment to say that the person who said it is someone I idolize and I hold no ill will toward him. 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I often find it difficult to toast a lady that i am attracted to. Besides that, i find it difficult to tell a girl i want to be in a r/ship with her. Sometimes, when i come before the girl, i change the subject and start saying things completely different from what i have in mind. Even when the girl in question is not attractive. Around females, i behave awkward. I believe this has prevented me from many would-be r/ships. What are the ways to get out of this?",2.8872087378640785,4.221754262135921,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,74.33980582524272,7.868446601941748,26.46723300970873,8.472884824447931,1.6888650485436898,391,14,84,7,8,129,62,103,0.112,0.818,0.07,-0.6002,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,11,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,14,2,15,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036132743699225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284316538008795,0.21561029806310736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024458138398412,0.16484971752183264,0.20064951729189526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999426261944521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639915941370894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247306195657605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998378021231903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143139487899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402079994958016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932307964586077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143800275793024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218640448254725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892714394243064,0.0,0.13545382755700122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345344863921073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713881014797554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257518960482096,0.15190189548358807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594491810068934,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CostumedGreatness,2019/02/27,"Y'all ever overthink the hell out of something then realize there's an easy way to deal with it like 3 days later? Yeah, I just had that moment (regarding new friendships) So I made a friend at work and long story short we had a rocky beginning (I'm 22f, he's 26m and caught feelings for me despite me having a boyfriend). I don't click with people easily so I told him it's ok if he needs a break from me since he has feelings, but he's recently said he's in a good place to be friends now. But since we had a weird start, I don't really know what kind of 'friendship routine' we have so I'm scared to text him (we never see each other at work anymore). And I pondered this for days until I realized I should just ask him to hangout sometime next week and leave it at that. Wow, what a crazy thought. TLDR: I wasted 3 days being anxiety filled over a new friendship and how to approach it until I realized I should just text them asking to hangout. What a concept. 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So Looking back to childhood. In elementary/middle school I was extroverted, class rep, was the kid that always raised my hand, laughed a lot etc. in high school I became more self conscious about my smile (people use to make fun of my teeth). I didn’t talk as much and barely made new friends in HS. I got braces and people say my smile looks better but I can’t help but see my old smile. Now in University I don’t socialize at all with my classmates/strangers. I feel like people would judge my smile. I’ve been taking Lexapro for a few months and it’s helped but just a little (I don’t worry about the small stuff as much anymore). I have been a bit more outgoing. But all in all I want to stop the medication because I don’t think it’s a good long term solution. I want to start therapy but to be honest (not trying to undermine anyone) I don’t understand how JUST speaking with a therapist will help my problems. I do hear people having good results from attending therapy so I want to give it a shot. Has you anxiety improved from therapy session? Would you recommend therapy for me? Any tips/advice is appreciated :) ",2.9196488294314378,5.338127482905982,4.161586770717207,83.34693979933111,77.58974358974359,7.488368636194725,25.558528428093645,8.456263369488248,1.9459500557413605,957,36,181,20,23,313,140,234,0.062,0.655,0.28300000000000003,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,9,10,0,0,10,0,20,3,2,6,3,35,39,13,0,6,8,0,2,1,1,3,1,3,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,8,27,9,25,28,12,20,0,0,3,0,18,9,0,1,11,113,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206627234260913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839482313952413,0.0,0.0,0.06406975419100039,0.0,0.1441491619023326,0.0,0.09343643533685372,0.1317553023100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244588515840487,0.0,0.057432879446353786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665186364893247,0.10285889775562394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713201835091323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507516002478144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763817531918743,0.06730755459029253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279064273319392,0.0,0.049223697398095824,0.09038006919799207,0.0,0.15804694181243922,0.07535272258090492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618768836789216,0.0,0.2526025892576605,0.09954382275479448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046028922368279546,0.09442865783983756,0.0,0.08337773111356085,0.15823454145205185,0.0,0.0,0.08009862817367643,0.0,0.08914896104299577,0.06288956155489726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465215402757626,0.09491217969133388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520189375195281,0.0,0.13851843026794314,0.0,0.0,0.09099389342355096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886329288819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612685917718315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015148606661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492392772553053,0.0,0.1907021824528792,0.0750775359305609,0.0,0.098287288677432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208162506921125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668619855061424,0.0,0.0,0.07876835628725043,0.0,0.0,0.10785417870136027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083831238691768,0.07572683046456773,0.0,0.0,0.5387180365156529,0.10939142882307597,0.0,0.060369472507182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396612346284006,0.0,0.0,0.09808163278172068,0.0,0.1627438417413674,0.0,0.0,0.16671218563440002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095680388794857,0.0,0.13385594137743487,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thepancakechild,2019/02/27,"worried about coming across as rude? often when ppl I'm not super comfortable with talk to me, I feel like I freeze up, and don't say the things that my brain is yelling at me to say. instead I awkwardly stand there and say as little as possible. I'm so concerned about being seen as some stuck up asshole who thinks I'm too good to talk to them. it's involuntary and I have no idea how to stop it or improve it. I just don't want people to think I'm a dick when rly I'm just so scared of what they think of me :/",1.613650793650795,2.821114571428573,3.1704761904761902,94.49674603174608,77.39285714285714,6.406349206349208,21.373015873015877,6.937597516519254,0.2227646825396823,400,10,97,4,9,132,73,112,0.247,0.675,0.077,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,13,7,1,2,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,19,18,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,7,11,4,19,15,1,10,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,3,4,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166692385393475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876471386055198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493105262556414,0.14825615182551632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406241798214836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342708605832225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138640371850267,0.2079949200145476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387194812211326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395365137314506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950974644015211,0.20776907888845944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350048534452644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33360203153894713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787062154755472,0.3989215951819179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240382849060832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107520669000894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wrathful_Buddha,2019/02/27,"How to handle uncontrollable shivering? So I have social anxiety, but I'm making the attempt to talk to people in my class. I notice I start to shiver uncontrollably, regardless of the temperature. What should I do?",4.762894736842107,7.8535408157894775,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,75.05263157894737,10.115789473684213,27.921052631578952,10.125756701596842,4.006557894736843,173,7,25,6,4,60,30,38,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7042,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423308955572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987050308746254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094737098519597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102352792825982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561627265970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167378258724953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35967789681934564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MaleficentCreme,2019/02/27,"I have enough!!! Some parts of this might seem as if they are too much bragging, I apologize beforehand. So, I have a job, which I love!!! I love talking to people, except the fucking social anxiety keeps me from having a normal, awkwardness/cringe-free end. Sometimes it's good, and the conversation flows, other times when it doesn't happen, and I start blaming it on the age gap, how different me and the person with who I'm speaking is etc. I have a job, which insists social practise as of daily (with clients), and don't get me wrong, I love it. I love the people!! Everyone is smiling, in a good mood, etc etc, until they get to meet me, and somehow I start thinking to myself as if I am a depressant for people. They come to talk to me in a good mood, they want to start a conversation, and I get to be awkward. No wonder even girls who like me start avoiding me. It is in my fucking intonation - the voice level. Sometimes I even stutter on a word, and it goes downhill. I'm handsome, and it kills me how bad I am socially. A girl who likes me sees me, I notice it, she notices I notice it, and that's the best that can happen with my love life. When I get to talk to the girl, my brain automatically thinks I will stutter on a word, I might do something awkward etc, and it kills everything. I'm even awkward with my family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, fuck girls, fuck my job, and anything else, but mostly - I love my family!!!!! This thing didn't happen from birth, I developed it. I hate it so much! Things will get better, I am sure of it. This post is somewhat sympathy seeking, because my confidence is in absolute ruins. My best, and only friend said it very well - ""People who are socially awkward, in turn transform into the most social people you can meet."" So to any poor, tortured soul out there - it will get better!! Just start going to a therapist/psychologist, start having a good diet, exercise, but most importantly do light exercises. Start reading books, etc. Your confidence will rise definitely!!! Needless to say, these are facts. Your brain is a muscle - it reacts however you teach it to react. DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT turn to medication!! I've tired everything - benzos, antidepressants, amphetamines, weed, what-not, and nothing helps when you're sober, but when you're medicated, you know everything you do better is false, and not really you. You can do it by yourself, you just really can. 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Whenever I’m nervous, anxious, excited, embarrassed, etc. my chest and neck turn bright red and get splotchy. If I’m really anxious or whatever it will move to my shoulders and arms too. I can feel myself getting hotter and it almost feels prickly and lasts for awhile. It’s honestly the most embarrassing thing to me and it only makes my anxiety 100000x worse because I sit there and worry about if it’s going to happen or not. Fuck social anxiety & all other forms of anxiety. 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My anxiety is very debilitating and I don’t know how I’m gonna survive this. Even talking in small groups of 4, when all eyes are on me my mind goes blank and I forget how to breathe. It’s so fucking embarrassing and I probably look like an idiot while trying to talk. I can only speak two sentences at most before blanking out. I feel so screwed ",1.4351724137931043,3.912256252873569,3.1294367816091966,88.12174137931036,84.17241379310346,5.778850574712644,25.94137931034483,7.1686216300943375,1.3344675862068969,342,15,69,5,10,113,69,87,0.2,0.759,0.041,-0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,4,2,2,0,5,5,2,3,1,14,13,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,4,8,1,9,12,2,11,0,0,2,3,5,6,3,1,5,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200398339221356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357102310428305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577421430305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690631429432694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640659446726947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379356150075534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261932472349145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107654450992868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342481398342137,0.0,0.20033502752927632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669269871720413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088654101970168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706058944466635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034668785300388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040335642526802,0.0,0.2451773380184517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070901456379981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pocketken,2019/02/27,"Help I applied for a job working overnights at a gym because I have social anxiety and not that many people go to the gym here overnight. How can I make this sound like a positive in the interview because it's perfect for me. 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I was on the verge of a panic attack the other day. I feel really depressed, and feel terrified. I'm worried I don't know my info enough, and keep thinking about what will happen if I mess up. I know nobody can help, but I had to vent about it somewhere. I'm considering making an excuse not to show up for class. 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The dreaded time I have to do it for work has risen ,2.1471212121212133,5.020300681818182,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,87.63636363636363,2.9333333333333336,25.51515151515152,3.1291,0.3311333333333333,93,4,16,0,3,28,20,22,0.146,0.748,0.106,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370159364775406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139763846550246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307467638005792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374727436761437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678481814596906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throawayakjk,2019/02/27,"How do I stop being scared about asking people to hang out? I've got only 1 actual friend. However, the only reason we're friends is because we've got the same classes. If we didn't, I wouldn't have any. I'm in a few clubs however no one in my clubs hang out together (unless if they are, they're doing it without me). Additionally, whenever I hang out with someone, it always just ends up with us on our phones and not actually doing anything.",3.2629047619047635,4.69871865555556,5.419841269841272,79.105,73.55555555555556,8.253968253968255,26.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.0383809523809524,349,12,68,7,7,122,66,90,0.084,0.843,0.073,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,13,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,0,9,2,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,2,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.4187457887042741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852538238714638,0.0,0.0,0.14590347816770707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655893571487544,0.0,0.20057820359608952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307895898496625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900303805742558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33152641482516354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431954579124845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538674602085014,0.3263546300603211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874411786350955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059633996404868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480510107743364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179016136258544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793760144233132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580809847650687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206821550239342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wha6226,2019/02/27,"Requesting Advice for prom I am an 18 year old male and have been suffering from social anxiety since I was about 12. Not coincidentally I started daily use of porn around 12 and am using r/NoFap for it but that is a whole other story. So anyways I am not really good a talking to people, especially girls. The reason I am posting this is because I am in a group for prom and I got paired with this girl that I don’t know at all. She is in one of my classes but I am too shook to say anything to her. I was just wondering if any of y’all had advice on what to talk with her about?",2.627598566308244,3.4847373870967786,4.913978494623656,84.37152329749105,74.32258064516128,7.769175627240144,24.261648745519715,8.167268648758528,1.2436444444444454,452,13,100,7,9,159,84,124,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.7532,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,3,1,18,21,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,15,1,20,16,2,10,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,2,3,77,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985925249186712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869207715326584,0.0,0.15602016065597113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783236316079686,0.1815575400308375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432520536229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106245313773602,0.16311636818122033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208484549873883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400980256610766,0.0,0.13820088492344745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413923158645186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532643213664352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065472896532618,0.20969318200115056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218815408214293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870843259837845,0.0,0.0,0.20789996699851365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435590570345813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278524023068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522923060969556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277013866893344,0.0,0.0,0.22117361338004474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133624525968152 socialanxiety,Crooked_Cricket,2019/02/27,"I spoke up today. I'll keep this short because the story really isn't all that interesting but there's a point, I promise. Skip to the TL;DR if you don't care. I was waiting in line at the bank and was next. All the tellers were busy helping customers except for one who was doing something. There were about 3 people behind me in line when some guy walks in the bank. He sees that we're all waiting and then notices the ""free"" teller. He makes eye contact with me and looks at the line. He makes a sort of hand gesture between the teller and the line basically signing ""so like... Can I go?"". I'm just watching to see what he does next. He goes up to the teller, and I don't know where this came from, but I pipe up and say ""Hey man, there's a line"". And do you know what happened next? Nothing. Nothing bad happened. The guy was not confrontational - he just got in line. Then the teller called me over and I did my thing. The only reason I'm telling this story is because this is something I normally would not have done. I've been taking Prozac for the last few months and feel like a totally new person in all the best ways. The self-doubt is gone for the most part. I feel much less awkward and more confident. My work performance has improved as well as my relationships with my friends. TL;DR - I was socially confident and the experience was successful. I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before, but go see a damn doctor. Be HONEST with them and they will help you. I went through 3 different medications and 2 different doses of the one I'm on now before I got ""better"". My doctor said to me ""I don't prescribe happiness. I prescribe the means for you to make your own happiness"".",2.4240522997032663,4.595068017804159,3.5385524851632053,88.45023228857569,78.02077151335311,6.348998516320474,23.884365727002965,7.413659706084162,1.0410772255192875,1330,45,269,18,32,429,176,337,0.048,0.7929999999999999,0.159,0.9925,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,5,2,5,11,18,2,1,25,0,28,7,2,4,5,50,61,23,0,3,10,0,3,2,1,2,5,5,0,4,11,17,0,3,6,0,3,6,8,4,1,2,20,14,30,15,34,38,14,33,0,0,6,0,32,15,1,4,13,176,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180666501768359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083003913262265,0.1211998715478224,0.0,0.16918263482824522,0.0,0.1043255613363578,0.08792082454407629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150959987238772,0.113699537137809,0.10135599417295243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772637423929968,0.0,0.20350244922724914,0.08699511094313836,0.10173182149876588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724289366598013,0.0,0.0,0.1005302325970131,0.07101913615667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680458157584702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129949619981673,0.0,0.15901588751291798,0.0,0.0,0.19686475571129425,0.17581738520175036,0.21164941178465804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326600401113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883609374200778,0.0,0.0,0.1092672144583847,0.081033116705412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713424665972137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348008267777529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990725571039515,0.0,0.0,0.10828756664464298,0.0,0.10014597994915446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793487976813281,0.0,0.07307841830898547,0.0,0.0,0.09601162523003864,0.3171737228683916,0.0,0.09740153300873286,0.1907747969757127,0.11317991966913107,0.0,0.0,0.134726739052683,0.07560643642933271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765227069351463,0.0,0.06891897130067358,0.08680172594124623,0.0,0.0,0.0939753923633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368514060188922,0.10221091792662833,0.0,0.10673005702246187,0.0,0.0,0.18912497986859167,0.15811100720928828,0.0,0.0,0.23765274696205455,0.0,0.10370720463019352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133684968220484,0.0,0.1530626691007684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747445926856102,0.0,0.08688947079330575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604415616571123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422986869944898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890771115058592,0.0,0.0,0.08938229927323882,0.0921548604620778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237228792724662,0.0,0.0,0.07061862062832683,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,king-f261,2019/02/27,"Wanting to go out with a friend but he thinks it will be boring if its just the 2 of us So i have this friend who i feel like is the only one who understands me....and I haven’t seen him in a long time I really want to hangout with him but he’s always busy and when i got the chance.....i dont know how to explain.....we were supposed to go out with another friend but he canceled because he needed to do something with his dad And now my friend (the one im trying to hangout with) thinks it’ll be boring if it just the 2 of us I have other “friends” but i feel like they don’t understand me and tbh im just friends with them because i have no one else Now im just starring at the ceiling feeling like shit because the only person i can relate to and understands me thinks it’ll be boring if just the 2 of is hangout How do I convince my friend that it wont be boring if its just the 2 of us Im 17 if that helps",0.269494425719472,1.8501153842364568,2.527581021519317,95.97082188229194,82.34975369458128,5.258905885403164,21.029038112522684,6.05967700443912,-0.0248068965517243,705,21,171,5,19,240,90,203,0.08900000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.214,0.9806,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,2,0,12,16,1,0,11,0,20,1,1,2,0,42,37,17,0,8,15,1,3,3,7,4,0,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,5,0,3,3,4,22,11,21,26,0,11,0,0,1,0,24,4,1,5,8,114,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077612217316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179405354181144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753233317428935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377391749913135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109565946182305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725565728392387,0.20805620964611235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525011975345673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034257701370324,0.0,0.0776416156261069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506889356335152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194407356970177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335116634068472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142281251790131,0.0,0.0,0.0859103895542117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198161629064545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734635045012308,0.1476633805066568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476418736040346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621902287254759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996484927312115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473487779680145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866097157241109,0.0,0.0,0.05660657664090081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590914038522698,0.0,0.0,0.3031827983750552,0.35031625549041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451745863875258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sadmovie777,2019/02/27,Slipped in art class It didn’t even hurt but I got up and every eye was on me. 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socialanxiety,Mehdimehdi123,2019/02/27,Maybe it’s a solution of all our worries What I’m seeing these days is that I have become much more relaxed in many situations that used to bather me in the past. Only because I’ve started to meditate to do yoga and also implement the inhale and exhale of the breath whenever I feel anxious or whatever my mind start to get thoughts that has a relation with social anxiety. Definitely it’s always on the back of my mind as long as I have those thoughts but day after day the quit mind and meditative mind start to take the place. I like the feeling that I have now even if it’s a not a total 100% anxiety free. Try it and implement it in your daily life and it will give you a bit of relaxation compared to when all your thoughts it’s about what other people think or gonna think of you ,10.358592132505171,6.0316354285714295,10.339596273291928,68.72587474120085,61.17391304347826,13.963146997929606,41.11904761904762,11.538034831475384,4.447371842650104,628,23,127,13,6,211,99,161,0.042,0.816,0.142,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,4,0,1,6,4,0,0,12,0,7,2,1,1,3,26,24,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,6,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,13,5,20,19,6,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,13,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602751851150044,0.11032065642958748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285306513846346,0.14978238151757628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019490482435732,0.0,0.0808220837476281,0.1464288069778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474758237324514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565174774086486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757059853181091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407708728335374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926976031548032,0.1271868238586162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364812525328498,0.06477393183702441,0.0,0.0,0.11733282453723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441954565215825,0.13319862640395155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354888934118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746462548654644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083624114304662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656659923755256,0.09191717448422487,0.0,0.13852224594755738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101959243613968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565242340344788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903017009994454,0.0,0.13515287181644067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815312888379414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996868008615852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990917432002073,0.0,0.3157710804215429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001595318503562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451015980243165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464566761634822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Simbar456,2019/02/27,"I disclocated my knee at work which resulted in an emotionally painful hospital trip. (Horror Story) So I can't work or walk around much for 2 weeks so I thought I'd share the living nightmare that happened to me last week. Not gonna lie, I've never actually talked to anyone online or irl who has Social Anixety as well so we'll see how this goes. So I work at a place that involves a lot of physical activity such as lifting heavy boxes of food/ice and pulling heavy pallets around with a pallet jack. I drag some pallets outside and I fall backwards and watch my knee pop out. Of course the first thing I worry about is how this LOOKS painful not as much as it FEELS painful. I get some help from my supervisors who are very very much panicking and worrying about me meanwhile I'm just smiling like an ass trying to calm everyone else down. Even chucking in some fake laughs trying to hide the obvious pain I'm in so everyone stops focusing on me which is pretty hard not to. So I get driven in the company car to the hospital. The whole situation feels like an awful dream at this point. I'm taken out of the car and put in a wheelchair. Nothing grabs more 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socialanxiety,noclue13,2019/02/27,"too self conscious to post on reddit my social anxiety has become so bad to the point i can't even comment on a reddit convo without overthinking about it a 100 times and most of the time eventually not even posting it. thinking that someone will make a remark on my english (it is not my native language)/stupidity and just bad personality in general. it kind of sounds stupid thinking about it now but i can't seem to be able to change it. i just want to be myself and i never feel accepted enough to be me. i try to change though, i went to the grocery store yesterday to ask for the keys i had lost there a few days ago and i had to give myself a fricking pep talk in the mirror and talk to myself in order to build the courage to ask it. i don't want to see myself as pathetic, but writing it out now i do feel that way. i just want to know and learn how to be myself fully without seeking validation of others because it is exhausting and i don't want to waste any more time away. any tips/advice would be great i'm a 17 year old female btw if that matters",3.9142465753424673,4.6986744885844764,5.2985205479452055,83.07901369863015,71.23744292237444,7.8491324200913235,26.928767123287678,8.021203637495839,1.538996712328767,839,27,174,11,15,282,121,219,0.102,0.8079999999999999,0.09,-0.5595,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,1,0,12,0,17,1,0,2,1,39,35,14,0,6,10,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,13,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,4,4,21,4,34,24,4,25,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,3,11,126,34,1,0.12957983647359275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662391650132546,0.11486470663389657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623746456794506,0.0,0.0991282202266892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227931022135016,0.0,0.1217445218743182,0.0,0.2163875018041291,0.07899066559774323,0.1431107488143741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741565706318029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356827465306002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389060995090524,0.0,0.17117251978852874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103891751899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124304786588107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286222716914465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349374594047744,0.07121368932040123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145169858246073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649554705004363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993995823196188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597224070433928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314411508145075,0.0,0.0,0.12249482937211605,0.0,0.2482033283330507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325835291146958,0.11796461644725614,0.13518002975420693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209032491123351,0.10979257494161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208302728321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605905401560864,0.1273115314225399,0.0,0.2266771341035797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879762031217109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571817939968804,0.10285444274781884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012180661584974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498206765865911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204979800370557,0.0,0.0,0.08344516624717316 socialanxiety,Randommyman,2019/02/27,"Is this why i cut myself off socially? I was diagnosed with Aspergers and generalized anxiety when I was 16. My problem was always anxiety, psychs said i had ptsd at 12 from living with stress of autistic brother for 12 years. I have two brothers. My dad pursued an autism diagnosis on me for 6 years, even though psychs disagreed with him. I went through 8 psychs or more who disagreed with me having autism. He would complain and get the ones who disagreed replaced. When i was 16 i got diagnosed autistic. 1 out 8 or more psychs disagreed with him. My diagnosis involvdd me being shown pictures of expressions on faces and being asked if i recognisdd them. I just gave vague responses and shrugged cos i wanted to get it ovr with and then i was swiftly diagnosed. When I was 13 my half brother in his 20s pushed me onto a bed and punched me 6 times as hard as he could all over my body. Had bruises all over my body, told my mum but she didn't do anything. Around that time he also forcibly held me and pushed his finger through my boxers into my rear so it went inside. When I was like 6-7 he'd lay behind me and rub my nipples until they were erect. After the stuff when I was 13, I stopped brushing my teeth for a year and began just eating junk food, lost a tooth. Also stopped washing properly and my hair went completely black from dirt I guess. I looked up to him and thought he was cool, he moulded my interests and the films and music I liked. Does this explain why for the next 7 years I shut myself off socially, refusing to be involved in friendships and basically isolating myself from reality? I've rarely left the house or spoken to people since. Stopped going to school when I was 14. Also, i'm gay and had very little self esteem at the time it happened. I was so confused by everything and became disturbed and even more alienated. Does what my brother did explain why I alienated myself? Is it how an aspergers person would react? He would also push me over and drag me about the room and accuse me of faking autism. I remember visiting him once, cos he lives in a diff country and only ever visited us, and he pushed me about his flat. I hid in the bathroom, phoned my mum, but she never told him to stop. I gave up on friendships after this and completely shut myself off. I havent had friends since i was 13. Im in my 20s now.",3.422425607653373,5.343100195227767,4.30112798264642,85.27926191668057,74.16268980477223,7.244474108682351,27.438734078647308,8.055295364500962,1.7978322598587249,1854,72,359,29,39,597,229,461,0.128,0.8270000000000001,0.045,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,1,44.0,1,0,2,1,27,13,1,3,14,1,33,14,7,4,4,66,57,46,0,7,8,7,4,2,1,3,4,1,2,2,12,31,2,6,4,1,0,10,3,8,0,3,32,9,74,5,55,17,5,63,0,1,2,1,51,27,0,6,28,245,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802331592791457,0.07289500527558608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403632403941446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209207104498744,0.0779876945551682,0.08189955407907995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462048677281887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370593259188728,0.0,0.0,0.06994606602099626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667539886589537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533287713739117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964255713871792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572554857007852,0.07924442001376007,0.0,0.0,0.07873440284028381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059332254736801,0.0,0.06768398822210392,0.0,0.09154078133786904,0.0,0.04978836887151345,0.0,0.0700663244088056,0.0,0.09650761478700644,0.0,0.07746947893651839,0.0,0.07847754805699039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108527793809388,0.0,0.0,0.09462924753891078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518390804800077,0.0,0.0,0.08559949253010447,0.08780398036169677,0.1547149715811705,0.0,0.07356676928397797,0.0,0.09563202922319594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756695820539997,0.0,0.09316971324071832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329726886359303,0.059363926162654186,0.06662812358068325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073479922793089,0.07649396527814895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838268751589881,0.10240643832572227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924024155674936,0.0,0.08333313356632419,0.0,0.0,0.08866170009228484,0.0,0.0,0.09139190752319294,0.0,0.0,0.1449367699973108,0.0,0.0,0.17860606749304656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929693322677335,0.10035209521386212,0.0,0.10028762883280078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607220850269667,0.06954918301541374,0.1532508589862331,0.0,0.0,0.16742210441122665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557809204049811,0.0,0.10537893544561104,0.0,0.0,0.07228392186375315,0.051672143493861136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436342349172983,0.2371517003349988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669784232137526,0.0,0.0,0.2256609332246955 socialanxiety,RPGFAN33,2019/02/27,"I have a strange problem which i dont know how to explain Im 16, im really bad at meeting new people, and heres the reason why (its a very unique problem which i dont know how to explain): &#x200B; So whenever im meeting someone new and i shake hands with them and say ""Hi"", then somehow the person always then gives me this ""Umm ok his weird"" look and they then say ""Ok..."". &#x200B; Any advice on how to stop this from happening? &#x200B; P.S: Im not bad at socializing, its just the first small talk that i really suck at.",3.3491822429906537,4.572284981308415,4.403820093457946,87.31171144859816,73.01869158878505,7.219158878504674,27.393691588785053,7.6454224807358475,1.4555056074766348,411,15,86,5,8,134,66,107,0.215,0.765,0.02,-0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,1,1,5,2,3,1,1,4,0,19,11,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,0,4,9,2,9,11,0,13,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,1,7,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357915231225608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881980894832331,0.34454348379316396,0.3863942837158377,0.0720816718120464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770063241378564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484556546285997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016109038949764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016820895996946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373289719413573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579802860629269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650648276636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901087908246245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474534499082075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348505205260343,0.09255259079855063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028498443321582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580892992990626,0.10898268622458752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858631775240313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805070843637056,0.08981101009075948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886183329211127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519646453833568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745871935444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956459079199874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863942837158377,0.0 socialanxiety,laoniang,2019/02/27,"Traumatic email mistake in the past gives me work-email anxiety My current job entails email write to VIPs. Ever since I mistakenly CC-ed something confidential to everyone in my previous workplace (anxiety-goggles), I stumble whenever I have to send any work emails in my current job. Before the incident, I was reasonably competent in workplace communications, but now I’m just a ball of fear whenever I have to type an email. I’m prone to more mistakes than ever. My current boss is not very forgiving about it because we work in an academic institution, and she has high standards because she’s PR/Marcomms trained. I know I can write because I’ve never gotten anything below a Distinction for English in school. Heck, my teachers even used to submit my essays for competitions. Since I’ve got gotten severe anxiety and depression, I just can’t really write or speak as well anymore. Nowadays it’s just getting worse, and I communicate with the proficiency of a kindergartener. I want to do something other than being frustrated and disappointed with myself. Any advice is appreciated.",7.239910246821246,9.30561519371728,7.8322849663425576,63.20844240837698,64.6020942408377,11.111593118922961,39.82086761406133,11.062562989136584,5.362420792819746,886,50,127,27,14,293,120,191,0.204,0.745,0.051,-0.9848,5,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,1,1,8,0,10,0,0,3,4,29,20,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,4,1,21,2,24,15,1,17,0,2,0,0,14,8,1,1,8,83,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821406981086935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628703169586926,0.0,0.23206037783157574,0.0,0.15041984428738467,0.0,0.0,0.12481477215415936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737717365238185,0.0,0.12906339608125553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306365872686669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017924140489624,0.27439561896713416,0.0,0.14493099943416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706754091530676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924340083370562,0.14549951404324202,0.0,0.0,0.12130754727946667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025190028457054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30102606724013364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335605951908005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698033322269187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447899878657291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716624326529093,0.15594612529335974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535021776377221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134843894893326,0.0,0.2509325874781061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335320986986844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099763087714755,0.0,0.12514692818581075,0.08946125036245213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637313434049195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312614183439164,0.0,0.1545687559671093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mylittlejabroni1,2019/02/27,"My parents let me for and now i hate them So. Long story short. I lived in literally the middle of nowhere like I'm talking super flat depressing middle of nowhere surrounded by fields. On the outskirts of a town of 600. And so this sucked and whatever. It Made it hard to have many friends and develop social skills. And being isolated was 100 times worse than being in the city cuz at least you can go outside and have something new happen. Life was horrible as you could imagine. Not a lot of opportunity or new ideas flowing in. Most of my summers were spent shooting hoops by myself and playing videogames. Now that I'm grown up, I realize that while my summers were empty and nothing happened, other people (in cities for instance) were hanging out making new friends making new memories. Learning to SOCIALIZE BETTER. I got fucked! And now I still try to think that I can fix this but the more I think about, the more I realize my parents are stupid as fuck. And i am screwed. 28 and never had a life. I really don't think it's possible at this point. I seriously hate them. And my mom still has the nerve to think it's a chemical imbalance. The last time I freaked out on her she said I was better on this one medication. Because the one hour a week we spent together was enough to gauge that. She's so f****** stupid! No, b**** it's literally the fact that I never had a life and my life sucks! And I even had to fight with her not to post stupid mental health posts on her Facebook because she's basically reminding the world that her son has mental health problems and it isn't fair to my privacy. Not to mention my dad made me work in his shitty loud, dark, steel cutting shop where you stand at a machine for 8-10 hours and feed steel through the machine by yourself and rot your brain. He used his kids and relatives into working the shitty job cuz no one else will do it. So I not only lived in the middle of nowhere which rotted my brain but I also had to work in complete isolation with loud saws buzzing doing shitty repetitive labour. that drove me crazy too. Fuck them! They never tried to make me happy they didn't do shit. I hate them. 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I feel like shit about it and have binged on chocolate which just makes me feel worse. I don't know how to get out of these thoughts and hating myself cause I feel like a failure and can never succeed. I have no friends, I can't talk to people and I constantly overthink everything and I hate it but I don't know how to change it or fix it..",2.0330751173708954,3.6033778239436662,3.4010563380281686,91.75515258215964,77.09859154929578,6.423474178403758,21.6924882629108,7.1686216300943375,0.5055755868544596,529,14,117,6,12,173,86,142,0.172,0.733,0.096,-0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,5,1,5,0,14,2,1,4,1,30,28,17,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,6,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,3,17,5,18,21,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,12,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690693093186754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761547707474646,0.0,0.11906369822079765,0.12928633951865298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904701674804054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590650639509983,0.16380197181654646,0.0,0.0,0.16732885333769007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391617225354522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348778257422593,0.22123786189362932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963030199345175,0.0,0.08089838973606361,0.0,0.1760001962152514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586223219048645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161449036373282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701938816075851,0.1262166399977832,0.0,0.0,0.16823594418421992,0.0,0.0,0.1512956522044661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033580273308574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598670781008533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942345342249212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167335524341846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734772822941052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589427648682634,0.12808664220433244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445588137871985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292700217707656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840932014897785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272659108419955,0.0,0.15779690585827402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fetus_stomper666,2019/02/27,"Night shift Anyone else work a dead end shitty security job at nights, just so you know you can spend 12 hours alone and not have to talk to anyone? The pay is shit but I love the solitude. I just bite my nails all night and mind my business. I really should get another job, but the thought of having to go through another interview process and learning a new job is offputting to put it nicely. Oh well.",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,4.359999999999999,87.55166666666668,71.625,7.833333333333335,27.083333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.6493333333333338,319,11,66,5,6,100,60,80,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.156,0.7935,3,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,14,11,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,4,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,6,37,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149738983249282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472631871062712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156347573160316,0.16966265452384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832604256018888,0.0,0.14666024583530698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651196770085777,0.0,0.0941064670137113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306907579792682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929563307267426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100185823572274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149448032043644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719488287539674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992420693570372,0.0,0.4661743622100852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166459890303892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607877514773552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699718793591566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309193452608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314569656652351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888190144801589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054874316684518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NOTGRUULTHENDIE,2019/02/27,"The socially anxious with highly social jobs, how do your psyche yourself up to deal with your day? I've recently got a promotion and my job has gone from sitting at.my desk with headphones in creating stat reports to constant meetings conference calls and checking with person X about project Y so I can help person Z do their job. I can ""fake it"" for the most part but I'm getting more and more worn down.",4.755384615384617,6.498013256410258,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.28205128205127,7.764102564102564,32.230769230769226,8.344100000000001,2.5597538461538467,326,15,59,5,6,102,62,78,0.095,0.858,0.047,-0.5568,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,12,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,37,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301752589337773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157805814550767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333047714098735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731335639626867,0.20352142176894605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313876978229852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578871055517663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323200088422563,0.20857489300984206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876979897550983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137761916964867,0.0,0.0,0.3447422387815857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491892323061494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402470020632573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwafuckfuck,2019/02/27,"Advice on asking a doctor about medication? I don't like to be on any medications and especially not psychiatric medications due to my mother having had a fairly severe drug and alcohol problem. I would not want anything intense like xanax or valium or whatever-- I have been doing some research into lexapro or zoloft. My current diagnosis is like... complicated but right now what's current is anxiety, depression, PTSD, and ADHD. I realize that's a lot of comorbidities and like I feel like probably there is some simpler diagnosis out there but that's where I'm currently parked. My anxiety can be really out of control. I literally cannot make phone calls or meet new people without about an hour of psyching myself up. I ghost people all the time to prevent them from getting to know me at all so that I can pre-emptively reject them before I am rejected. I just get really, genuinely nervous any time I have to talk to another person in a way that legitimately makes my life very difficult. &#x200B; I realize medications are not a magic fix and I'd like to start at the gentlest possible treatment so that maybe it can help me get a leg up on my existing coping mechanisms and therapies, and eventually I'd like to not take anything again. It's just right now is very difficult and I feel as though I've hit a wall with therapy.",6.661120517928289,7.589485836653387,7.969559262948206,65.86597236055779,65.13545816733067,12.012051792828686,36.00622509960159,11.698219412168324,4.813567529880478,1079,51,180,36,16,371,147,251,0.196,0.772,0.033,-0.9889,3,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,13,15,0,1,10,0,20,11,1,3,2,42,34,18,1,3,13,1,2,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,8,12,1,2,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,2,23,8,28,28,5,28,0,3,0,0,10,15,0,7,19,123,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744183735285866,0.10362298294695604,0.0,0.11332661338701502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489642702729902,0.12885259687387846,0.14422434789677174,0.11119424845280143,0.16224362913312346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745270070913357,0.0,0.0991349246064603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023390362514283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828070459135132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893508301168484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133379086117548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853844668924867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297501571639233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723600952049504,0.07575640247012892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620765323551673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107769526498266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442997704616723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827789187013906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490057738213256,0.3626472411003968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015308831477584,0.0,0.0,0.14156767291051978,0.0,0.1065334089409652,0.0,0.0,0.427304502609334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241599259517213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470322960888353,0.09259175542489936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954638478435008,0.0,0.0,0.11433117585419347,0.10146784121507392,0.12395738483306099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358663989423848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811185209656874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979723915448905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505705009422335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973036215851516,0.08523251634057143,0.0,0.0,0.2425364620100665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418569425161177,0.0,0.12366784754249928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749914569083802,0.0625462996364054,0.08417117762081172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222067214868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532917092095222,0.0,0.12885259687387846,0.0 socialanxiety,eccentric182,2019/02/27,"struggles with socialising + eye contact I have two problems. 1. Socialising: I often struggle to keep conversations going with people as sometimes I'm not sure what to say or talk about next... and then it just becomes awkward. 2. Eye contact: when I look at someone and make eye contact with them while talking, I feel like I end up making them feel uncomfortable and everything becomes awkward and the conversation dies. I'm not sure if this is psychological, but it always seems like people get uncomfortable when I make eye contact to them while talking. I was wondering if anyone had any tips on how to deal with these problems + or if anyone else relates ??",3.6974642857142825,6.76568734166667,4.567857142857143,77.58000000000003,79.75,6.428571428571428,30.23809523809524,7.7094869923839395,2.4760595238095235,531,26,86,9,14,171,74,120,0.162,0.797,0.041,-0.8727,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,4,1,0,4,4,4,4,2,31,17,17,1,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,8,10,4,13,15,0,11,0,0,5,0,14,3,0,8,9,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035036559801675,0.0,0.0,0.09835876951898392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226844283161816,0.14819867783031693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194825162250427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491153809863246,0.0,0.0,0.1501113623172568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082645219982352,0.0,0.12810629766497886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999126800452107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626659226930752,0.10332938423795196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755673619851595,0.0,0.08220108323693905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285608604723383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413255981264479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145945453627675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896408750853446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382410644996938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054749331506544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767979790709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150219074767048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167296237466858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255127024270608,0.0,0.14305063627376738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241399050259793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726391224896443,0.0,0.0,0.3487635292869829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129026570911202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685369278944727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,acaiyu,2019/02/27,"I tried... I really did. My boyfriend invited me to a social outing with some of his friends, and his closest friend was bringing his girlfriend. It has been months since I hanged out with someone outside of my boyfriend and I read everywhere that exposure is key to getting rid of social anxiety. It took all the courage out of me to go to this outing even though I was on the verge of a panic attack. I tried to turn the energy into excitement and I made it my goal to get to know the girlfriend. I looked at it as an opportunity of getting to know someone. Well we show up and I try my best to be friendly with this girl but she doesn't even look me in the eyes when greeting me and mumbles her answers when I try to start up conversation. She doesn't ask a single question back and I know it sounds stupid but that destroyed me. She didn't have a problem talking to the other guys and seemed all happy and making jokes. &#x200B; I was so anxious and nervous to go in the first place and all I did was get shut down. I just feel stupid for even going in the first place and having my hopes up high. I wish someone could outright tell me what's wrong with me so I know and can fix it. Or if it's even something I can't change like my appearance. I know I'm not ugly, I've been told by many people that I'm good looking but I guess that doesn't matter because I have pretty much no friends. I've had plenty of boyfriends so I guess it worked well in that aspect. Sorry I don't want to come off as conceited because I really am not. I'm a very self conscious person. I wish I could change that. I wish I didn't live in my mind so much. My boyfriend likes to tell me that I'm a kind person and easy going person but most of the time he likes to tell me how good I look. Which makes me wonder if he actually loves me for me. Because it sure as hell seems as most people don't. Sorry I am just rambling... I just needed to get things off my chest because I'm a hot mess right now. 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I started my first full time job today. It’s my first job in general. I applied yesterday, no interview or papers or anything and suddenly today I worked a 10 hour shift and I’m supposed to work 40 hours a week. I can do full time, but I haven’t ever had a job and this workplace is 100% of the time so incredibly busy it’s miserable. There’s a million things to do.. the person training me is so pregnant that she snaps.. I can’t keep up, seriously. It’s too much to jump into from never having a job. I almost cried at the end of my shift. I cried when I got home. This is so frustrating because tomorrow I have to work the register and do the orders and clean and take phone calls tomorrow.. I haven’t even trained fully. The store is so understaffed I’m being treated like a long time employee already. My boss is really sweet, but there’s no schedule and I haven’t even signed papers or anything. I don’t know how anything should be because I’ve never done this before. I feel like I might have another breakdown, or even worse have one tomorrow at work, everything is so overwhelming in such a negative way. If I could quit right now without feeling like an asshole, I would. It’s too disorganized and too much is expected of me for never even having a job before. Does anyone have ANY advice? I don’t even want to go in tomorrow..",2.123088672614223,4.352419594890513,3.871427412814274,85.3813449580968,79.32846715328465,7.270938091376048,25.111651797783185,8.285830014693849,1.7741791294944589,1075,41,213,22,27,360,142,274,0.139,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.9555,6,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,9,20,10,2,2,15,0,31,0,0,2,4,36,43,22,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,13,5,0,5,3,3,26,5,19,34,4,43,0,2,0,0,5,10,1,7,32,150,35,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852832021677969,0.0,0.0,0.09071773918890896,0.0,0.09997376157203072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160766120869862,0.09499668657804193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334608373062375,0.0,0.22365573250531207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045166081401968,0.0,0.1541792310423223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250755591805962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233268238346978,0.0,0.1990285602199416,0.05842623718223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928023655188578,0.09271007055267766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024022081448917,0.0,0.0,0.2991854947874975,0.0819483037372963,0.0,0.0,0.08142088436523184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161504059827774,0.12944207675974492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118001169867686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148718829866968,0.0,0.07245704408476615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087410465904563,0.0,0.17843552048499714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495074608678963,0.08052493921398553,0.0,0.0,0.04978860602458739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278032470420092,0.0,0.0,0.08017366502579402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096106907526723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319539977737102,0.0,0.2096171924531673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061389471351684974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910400126085182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635886300905293,0.0,0.0,0.05803743402382677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736757795057715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412356000859043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811611508792399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060187248075465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113065363765205,0.0,0.17174680737239026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343523883519899,0.07191004112719909,0.07266979081098675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733028271716263,0.0,0.3297709517505853,0.0,0.09232397667257113,0.06435604124973207,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GiantArmadildo,2019/02/28,"I don't like it when teachers/educators ask a class, ""Does that make sense?"" For my whole life I've always been perplexed as to why they phrase it that way. I always thought that asking ""is there anyone who *doesn't* get it?"" would be a much more productive and helpful line of questioning. I always felt embarrassed when everyone else would nod and say they got it, and so I'd never try to disrupt the zeitgeist (idk if I'm using that word correctly). 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I need you to read through what happened to understand why I'm venting about a performance when this is a subreddit for social anxiety. It'll make sense when you read my account So I perform a lot. More specifically, I sing. I'm a nervous wreck around people, but on stage, I can forget about most of my troubles. I don't really have stage fright at all. Apparently except on open mic nights in college. I was really excited to sing one of my favorite songs (Frank Ocean - Self Control, give it a listen), but there were a few problems. First, the audience was small. Like, 30, 40 people max. Everyone was really close, something I'm not used to. Then the first two singers came on. It's not like either of them were amazing, but everyone in the small audience knew who they were. People cheered when they heard their name. They weren't amazing singers but they had a confidence that was infectious. People roared when they were done. I get called up. No one claps when they were my name. I walk onstage in awkward silence, and then the music starts. My version of this song is pretty quiet, and I understand if people don't love it. I heard some people talking and they said ""OMG he's so nervous!"" and they were right. I was shaking. I never shake in front of an audience. There was also this part of the song where I don't sing and the awkward tension was fucking killing me. After the song, I get off stage, I barely get any claps. Fucking demoralizing. What I think happened was that I completely misread ""open mic night"" and didn't realize a bunch of people attended and already knew each other. I basically accidentally inserted myself into a group I had little relation with. I really pride myself in my ability to perform, and I really don't want my social anxiety to take that away too. Sorry if this is jumbled, my hands are still shaking and I can barely contain my thoughts. 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I am 18 and have severe social anxiety. I am pretty shit at interacting with other humans, but when I turned 18 on the 21st I downloaded tinder to try and change that. I started chatting to a guy, it actually continues without me overthinking it and ghosting him for once, and tonight we had our first date! I was still pretty awkward and nervous, and I’m not a great conversationalist at the best of times, but he wants to see me again! I never imagined it would happen this fast. I’m hoping this will be the start of a turning point in my life.",5.5423726708074526,5.815376852173916,6.618881987577641,76.8695652173913,67.43478260869566,9.006211180124225,30.341614906832298,8.841846274778883,2.3519440993788816,458,16,88,7,7,154,80,115,0.117,0.745,0.138,0.7668,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,3,4,6,1,2,6,0,8,2,1,0,2,18,19,9,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,1,15,3,13,13,1,23,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,1,16,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16634566797355205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304024502779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788886483850928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180325483946062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541920313721578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899886391037437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793421724323114,0.0,0.16878351581695114,0.15073839046951434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693065621917307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040187796646208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147028569985456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815357523602777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611410540809758,0.0,0.0,0.3468409075357325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358356096833524,0.0,0.0,0.192572782127026,0.1749761048462513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376385843548078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413068123590481,0.0,0.13613063770666753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939737188019987,0.0,0.16157740857776332,0.0,0.0,0.11573205316290353,0.3708259539706457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100542508473008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801935996324892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643186384385852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109083750137872,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kart3l,2019/02/28,"Girl keeps staring at me Hey guys soo I’m a senior in high school and there’s this girl in my class that keeps staring at me and when I catch her looking she doesn’t look away it’s been happening daily for about a month now and idk how to react because I feel uncomfortable when someone looks at me and every time I catch her staring I get confused and I don’t know what to do any advice? (I haven’t had friends for 3 years now and I lost all my social skills)",0.4351515151515173,2.5899589797979843,1.8654545454545468,97.71818181818183,85.46464646464645,4.4080808080808085,19.1010101010101,5.565023196281405,-0.4437353535353532,365,10,84,2,11,117,66,99,0.095,0.871,0.034,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,14,17,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,7,15,1,11,14,1,17,0,1,6,0,9,7,0,1,8,51,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573835830624773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317519009880325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978103248997128,0.0,0.0,0.12834392041117587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773899849879054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645592282048803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626635569674625,0.0,0.1099990521475777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084688227479387,0.1861808284535259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244826636280784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742772653096302,0.0,0.0,0.11570790048621778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304045763557053,0.0,0.2298305174100426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805192355862433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130788666954406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462017086710133,0.17839081862916856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227682276898232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558158669105466 socialanxiety,TheTrippyGuy,2019/02/28,"Overthinking maybe? Yeah so I am a sophomore in college and still cannot muster up the courage to talk to people in my class mostly because i think my accent sounds weird. I definitely try to keep it as neutral as possible since but what do you know, i end up not talking at all anyways. Any tips on how i can be more outgoing and not so insecure about my accent anymore? i don’t really mind talking to random people or anything of that sort. PS. My first time posting on reddit so idrk how to put up a question on here or start a conversation so don’t judge me plis.",2.14579446640316,4.27496267826087,3.775968379446642,86.61146245059288,78.73913043478261,6.616600790513835,26.10671936758893,7.686295010490155,1.5217826086956532,448,18,90,7,11,149,80,115,0.012,0.871,0.117,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,4,1,7,0,0,2,1,18,11,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,12,1,18,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,5,64,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254547583110636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788188285144174,0.0,0.0,0.17249539092400482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777943715259385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856567873603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829852177311006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631555802199146,0.0,0.0,0.11519899307166402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058657141953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165152588521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906414750930176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363095628648032,0.20075335075226766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072110088297594,0.2348169173240089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428481923567545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339580093591314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483666672955674,0.0,0.16739891291014558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054421021925626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431291087141362,0.0,0.0,0.1222282674876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231491319444786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fairy-kale,2019/02/28,"Feedback from colleague stating ""worst presentation ever attended"" after giving a talk on Social Anxiety Disorder I have social anxiety disorder which has substantially impacted my life personally but more so professionally. I work in mental health and was required to give a presentation to a room full of about 100 mental health professionals. I chose to talk about Social Anxiety Disorder for an hour. It was definitely evident to the audience that I was majorly struggling with anxiety throughout the presentation. At the end of the presentation everyone who attended was required to complete a feedback form about the presentation. Someone wrote ""worst presentation I have ever attended"" as a comment. As if that wasn't bad enough then the director sent an email to all the staff who attend about proper etiquette in providing feedback after a seminar stating the example ""WORST PRESENTATION I HAVE EVER ATTENDED"" following my presentation which everyone could conclude was feedback provided to me. Although this was over 2 years ago I still laugh/cry at the ?irony of the whole experience. I'm sure it was a really terrible presentation: lack of eye contact, forced reading of slides from a statue, zero spontaneity or interaction. Were those words really necessary though, confirming my unhealthy beliefs? Especially coming from a mental health professional and colleague.",10.114054054054053,12.340913288288293,10.06127927927928,49.288675675675705,58.009009009009006,14.388468468468465,44.98018018018017,13.241360182570464,7.607307747747747,1138,67,136,47,15,374,127,222,0.209,0.742,0.049,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,1,21,0,14,5,1,1,5,20,21,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,10,4,0,2,2,1,0,9,1,6,0,1,11,1,11,1,31,9,11,39,2,0,1,0,16,8,0,2,20,111,21,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532617389819883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290658805986893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978995041584896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263468394135477,0.11275181357140295,0.0,0.0,0.0858605455445231,0.0,0.11812572267699036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36974446811486267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524697421313236,0.11111576341892174,0.0,0.0,0.2918235229282958,0.0,0.205514820756967,0.0,0.10519304762142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632098492087367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429244066300064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590351849625312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595744925484345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511980102457416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389825565992753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756735562043998,0.0,0.1377835186830796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288651227628355,0.0911168138440758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588018875016151,0.0,0.0,0.11242233239157033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013535319597376,0.0,0.0,0.17287035056544026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056557887908249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200626204482774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828912986230563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925110995142493 socialanxiety,KillerCroc39,2019/02/28,"This is why Im single Talking to a potential date: We started talking about shaving, cuz he has a beard right now, and I was like be glad you dont have to shave half your body... but it feels so good after shaving my legs. So I keep talking...and tell him that I just imagine a cricket rubbing its legs together and making those little chirpy noises. So he asked if thats what I do. So nervous me is like yeah. After putting lotion on my legs, I crawl in bed and become one with my inner cricket, chirping while doing so. 🙈",4.040427236315087,4.5190903457943925,5.038718291054738,86.16299065420563,70.77570093457945,6.861949265687584,29.304405874499327,6.18269132825596,1.3241359145527372,405,15,83,2,7,133,78,107,0.029,0.83,0.141,0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,9,4,4,2,0,13,14,12,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,13,4,8,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275137713878657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687779336927513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032406606433923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852224040928177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230528446531092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412332807079486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628763640200685,0.0,0.0,0.21631432505168585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377920562987062,0.2439160376339396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162448275914547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491067475917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24464941734103035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078326983990587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225526325837245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391215735816631,0.21271206233809506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195993956294432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sociallyanxious2018,2019/02/28,"Paxil 20MG, honest experiences? Dear Reddit. &#x200B; First post on here. I have been prescribed 20 MG of Paxil for severe Social Anxiety and moderate depression and there is no intention to up the dose long-term. I'm terrified to start taking it because of the side effects I read about. &#x200B; Can somebody who has tried this drug on 20 MG on a long-term basis and has no other lifelong 'uncurable' disorder (Autism spectrum, Bipolar, ADHD etc.) answer some specific questions please? &#x200B; I would really appreciate hearing it from other users on the same dose, my physchriatist is a wonderful lady but doesn't have many cases like mine. &#x200B; * When does Paxil 20MG begin to work for the Social Anxiety itself? I understand for depression it can take weeks and i'm prepared for that. However what can I expect in the first couple of days? It will be mixed with a Klonopin prescription. * Although I am very anxious, I otherwise have good social skills and relate well to people and their feelings. Will a low Paxil dose of 20 MG turn me into an obnoxious person who doesn't care about people? * Will I lose social or people skills on Paxil and will such a low dose, completely cut out all my feelings? * I do a difficult Business degree, is it likely that this will affect my study skills? &#x200B; &#x200B; **I am** ***really extremely sorry*** **to put the ""other disorders"" part, I have a lot of respect for people struggling with these disorders and realize we're all human and that it doesn't define who you are, just like my Anxiety/Depression doesn't define me.** &#x200B; **It is only to exclude side effects from specific other disorders which is hard to separate on the internet.** &#x200B; Thank you so much! &#x200B;",3.3029208211143697,6.478007858064522,4.134501466275662,77.96902492668623,86.54838709677419,6.947214076246334,26.40029325513197,8.00094639256281,2.6166774193548386,1396,60,208,32,44,446,167,310,0.158,0.745,0.097,-0.9547,1,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,2,1,9,9,18,1,1,15,0,30,6,0,4,2,34,44,14,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,6,6,1,0,2,23,13,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,8,1,2,1,4,21,10,33,36,8,23,0,5,0,0,14,14,0,5,10,153,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573473958747763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465318918808389,0.5218399963713459,0.0,0.0,0.07300781141671851,0.053907412520081896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029088263687439976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048651369793608366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050031094850292265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527987213952574,0.0,0.030773965387146537,0.0,0.1232975411384957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218754448006116,0.0,0.04175807604934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337376292437734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053217843006734995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667706156057454,0.0,0.0,0.04825500022395248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117729318565406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002333822325516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274568159080833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053781309754634764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993736570431808,0.0,0.0,0.08445731614613311,0.0,0.053383894468417466,0.0,0.04056787749070497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837825266773827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507799594975732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629145693370351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051673613123410636,0.0,0.13232576468334514,0.04166525030857978,0.0,0.05237969924205325,0.0,0.0,0.045700360973147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796946272092121,0.05345473858392177,0.0,0.047730607618415334,0.0,0.061138353997957764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053907412520081896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945687213800288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341605232404461,0.033774829791794365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988489494771461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175553549630442,0.0,0.0,0.04393204205116265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03239718231589657,0.05190314917053648,0.0,0.049675802863310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937209539063364,0.0,0.0,0.0382762562670814,0.0,0.04290393804953433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517478042200264,0.03473904993472581,0.0,0.0,0.03389728110841329,0.0,0.5218399963713459,0.0 socialanxiety,dumbretardedstupid,2019/02/28,"Who else feels weak? I love everybody and I try to be nice to everyone and make friends and be outgoing and what not. But I’m still an anxious loser and people can still tell. So they see me as a target and bully me. I’m a 6’4 male so it’s just pathetic to hear that stuff from me. But I can’t hold my ground and almost always say sorry to anyone I talk to. I’ve never won a fight and I never leave the house. Every girl that is attracted to me end up with some other guy and doesn’t talk to me anymore because I’m just a shitty guy. What did I do wrong growing up? Why am I just weak? What do I do to fix it? I can’t keep living like this but I’m just a loser who can’t stick up for himself. The fact that I even post on this site is further proof ",-0.6267981591058529,1.1576743313609477,2.036163708086786,97.1869345825115,86.75147928994083,4.938987508218278,16.489480604865218,6.139981653823899,-0.5786689020381329,578,12,143,5,18,200,98,169,0.152,0.752,0.096,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,9,12,1,0,8,0,14,3,0,1,4,28,25,15,0,0,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,4,14,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,4,18,6,16,21,1,14,0,2,1,1,16,7,0,2,6,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712370206118818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138872060052979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854662901922734,0.16551743775404865,0.11669858749559925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173914506184267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942141548557788,0.0,0.14782161544832825,0.0,0.0,0.11023420102605018,0.0,0.14061831177810175,0.15947767923256426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843883725838162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894456679809288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305094581882079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810557183945265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925772655509035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834613461507778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672031644734482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815376706689567,0.0,0.14737351855101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063147751076958,0.0,0.11140535330264699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744322651527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570568729366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598416359390056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327235622687329,0.0,0.0,0.13299567064297646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868280470234296,0.0,0.0,0.26656906092678545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910576665875357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268291719446337,0.14587573997384665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113312422723092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059900215878566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824761770492236,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,just-breath-for-now,2019/02/28,"What is happening in my body? (hormone wise) Hey everyone, I'm new to this sub. I try to explore my social anxiety more in order to better deal with it. I want to understand what happens in my body related to social situations. For instance, today I spent a few hours with people I haven't seen in three years. I was nervous but not too much compared to other situations. I prepared myself well (breathing, general self care) and felt ok most of the time during the meeting (kept breathing, manage not to overanalyze, kept myself from talking a lot out of insecurity etc.). So it went pretty well for what I'm coming from. However, now that I'm on my own, I feel tired, exhausted and my mind starts overthinking stuff. I feel that there's a lot of tension in my body and must be realized somehow. It feel as if my body is still producing stress hormones or even more that it did during the social situation itself. Please share any ideas, knowledge and experiences. Would be very much appreciated. &#x200B;",4.9026916221033865,6.917441443850273,5.930823529411764,74.74603921568631,70.3903743315508,8.836934046345812,30.64848484848485,9.3871,3.0345068805704094,798,34,137,18,15,264,121,187,0.1,0.758,0.142,0.8183,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,4,6,1,9,8,6,1,1,34,28,9,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,8,0,2,9,0,1,3,3,5,2,1,8,5,17,7,24,16,10,19,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,6,8,99,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163123611110986,0.1304405207843101,0.0730008533232993,0.0,0.08212152487223706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494127461471566,0.0,0.4769611897282751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944923829504902,0.0,0.0,0.09247147091009694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067188120454872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972226898240115,0.07090285848525944,0.0,0.0,0.1025763621175244,0.0,0.10500770801169028,0.0,0.0,0.16283630987712325,0.0,0.103071665845406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985634787936348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057169271080255,0.0,0.0,0.1211837090310992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252819229718173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839166874089744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782741385925542,0.0,0.0,0.10367812318002677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442212939143568,0.0,0.0,0.11783672707442767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921230450118116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198819216468668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619935881833237,0.0,0.3282856953682855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598202085447696,0.0,0.08572887646264098,0.0,0.12296766778926176,0.0,0.12288867312041075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628288516453797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259593841755344,0.1233816339695279,0.1017540939532254,0.0,0.0,0.07288277683491969,0.0,0.0,0.11175386855805726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857398812953864,0.06331709329606974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930388952788096,0.09951339696347763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625749518107912,0.0,0.1304405207843101,0.06912909643454071 socialanxiety,Speak_Up_App,2019/02/28,"Improve Public Speaking Skills and Overcome Anxiety! 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I'm a girl, for starters. I like girls and I've struggled with social anxiety pretty much my whole life. I don't have really any friends and I'm very single, so I feel lonely often. Today I wrote my email on two slips of paper and folded them into little squares. I gave one to a pretty girl in my History class and told her I thought she was pretty and wanted to be friends. She was really nice and was like ""aw, you're shaking!"" I'm going to give my other slip of paper to someone in my Creative Writing class. I hope this works out for me! Even if they're straight I really just want to make friends.",0.9511202466598156,2.9619405611510814,2.798689619732788,92.68124100719429,82.23741007194245,5.410277492291882,20.000513874614594,6.5431188927421005,0.1526110996916752,514,14,112,5,14,171,87,139,0.046,0.6890000000000001,0.266,0.9851,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,2,4,1,6,1,0,1,0,20,22,8,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,7,2,19,7,17,14,3,13,0,1,1,0,21,7,0,3,6,65,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034971746994372,0.0,0.11642803363742878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981525732034554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479875698293894,0.0,0.0,0.100522736341717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695388589558401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527542424300377,0.0,0.0,0.2919968065819656,0.08649538738500015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511630347120383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749916023826657,0.14870865292771238,0.1525384234805732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159071189214096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188014030610156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313062882988228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464508198619069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249822167034073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551426703392316,0.12895352684845499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910626861065194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082507749456267,0.0,0.0,0.14426216624646918,0.14542793935700182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973429493870091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557603241526635,0.17953599082744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991922452388775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079908288844764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bubbahardy18,2019/02/28,"My anxiety is shooting missiles at my brain. So I started off the school day, fairly well, got up not completely tired, took a ""not as warm as I would like it to be, but hey it's better than cold water"" shower and I didn't feel tired when I was getting ready to go out the door. I went out of my house and saw that there was a lot of fog, said to myself ""Spooky!"" And I went to my bus stop. It was running a little late and I was expecting to not be first in class as I usually am but whatevs. Our bus usually gets there at 6:35 and well little did we know our bus was gonna be an entire hour late. Now it wasn't to cold but I still had to alternate the hand I used to hold my phone so many times. The bus got there I got to school and I got to my class. I was a little hopeful on how the rest of the day would go because a lot of people were like ""Hey Brandon's here!"" And I was a bit happier that I was just acknowledged. Me and my crush are in the same 1st period and I try to talk to her after class usually but I felt like I had to do it then at that moment. So I went up to her and showed her a meme on my phone, and I think she had like a problem getting the joke and I tried to add onto it but it didn't work and I don't think she fully got the joke I was trying to do. She laughed but it was nonetheless really really awkward. After that I had to go to the art room to pick up an easel right after my teacher yelled at the class. I went up to him to get the pass and I asked him a question and he said ""No,"" With the hardest tone possible. I felt like I just wrecked my dad's car and asked him if he was alright. So at this point my anxiety has deployed some ground troops to my brain and the troops are slowly breaking down the left side of my brain. I went to go to the art room and just a quick note, I walk pretty fast so if someone is in front of me I try to go around them but this one lady was walking a little slow but the hallway are too narrow and I couldn't pass her and when I got to the stairway she realized I was behind her and mumbled something. I got outside art room and there was another art teacher. I asked if she was in there, she said yes, then I asked if I could knock on the door (my brain was waving the white flag at this point) and she said yes. I knocked on the door asked if she had the easel while stuttering so damn hard. She showed me where it was and I yeeted out that bitch. I hated myself and I just wanted to go home... And I wasn't even an hour in. I came back to the classroom with the easel, set it down, and just sat and browsed Reddit. At this point the white flag my brain was waving had been eviscerated by a nuke that my anxiety had launched. To be honest all of that happened more than 3 hours ago and not much has got better and especially since I am about to go into a math test that I am not ready for. I still have another day left to go as well. Fuck this entire day. (TL:DR Anxiety started attacking Brain so that he couldn't function and burned Brain out.",1.6131878244454967,2.7796798374233127,3.163190184049082,94.71643699858423,77.3128834355828,6.487777253421425,21.12741859367626,7.010146845296331,0.21903813119395954,2322,56,564,24,52,766,245,652,0.073,0.795,0.132,0.9893,3,0,1,1,0,0,57.0,3,0,1,4,34,25,5,1,41,3,55,12,8,4,1,94,108,61,0,14,23,1,6,5,0,3,2,5,8,0,24,42,1,2,9,8,0,22,13,8,3,2,55,16,89,17,83,43,9,106,0,0,3,1,40,47,3,10,40,387,113,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481317545348056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138720285104423,0.1661507804527024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483365849105122,0.2538057300229674,0.06177162593984095,0.0,0.04175168346733565,0.0,0.03309945620815725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604404508410608,0.059279172743928014,0.0,0.0,0.4243003881950964,0.0,0.06210225806874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056930246880237685,0.0,0.0,0.04335240294849983,0.0,0.0,0.14007044636672844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035863207886060705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027454616815561158,0.0,0.10426887316947507,0.0,0.0,0.046185710666111116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050197473462948825,0.11347351079297445,0.0,0.2468696871464913,0.0,0.34741551045676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801539612046403,0.0,0.04864019492898492,0.05360787069264651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446515562463661,0.053930001667849975,0.16041728986450632,0.0626524113596021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029840670074683863,0.0,0.1225006457302412,0.0,0.1179895130820142,0.0,0.0,0.1326358973225973,0.21768278067159988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232415512248496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055049482251991286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991515627349889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03679361819771032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764328201581955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398701390271186,0.06121265050081307,0.0,0.05524041856303858,0.0,0.0519556949595302,0.0,0.0,0.06082600178163911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956916688251864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046370054364656035,0.20659870044694106,0.0,0.0,0.10990461557469104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044915730164805365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600637934572027,0.0418011260928236,0.0,0.0,0.07686457408691416,0.0,0.08672464225281677,0.04539542131008189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364254296331711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695837203644818,0.0,0.0,0.03166150420802119,0.1248147474700459,0.0,0.0,0.06032689250028313,0.14745866289650367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046895895824770883,0.1794041821545613,0.0,0.03202626985892445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646082357001294,0.2516731849034861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952947052401536,0.0,0.0,0.07714324812779955,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayyyyy193z,2019/02/28,"Advice for dating with social anxiety? First time poster so I hope I’m in the right place. I want to get back into dating, but just the thought of it is giving me so much anxiety. I’ve gone on dates before, but never had a relationship. I tried online dating twice, but never moved past a second date because I would panic due to my lack of experience and I am a little self conscious about it (I’m in my mid twenties, female). I think I’m afraid I’m going to be ridiculed or the guy will loose interest. It takes me a while to open up too. Plus, my mind starts spiraling into worst case scenarios before I go on a date. Have any of you successfully found someone? How did you manage your anxiety while dating?",2.11656941649899,4.346062809859156,3.9051509054325964,85.13014084507046,79.35211267605635,6.592354124748491,20.706237424547282,7.7094869923839395,0.9072941649899388,557,15,109,9,14,187,96,142,0.166,0.736,0.098,-0.8839,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,7,7,1,2,8,0,8,0,0,1,2,23,24,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,3,5,0,15,3,18,16,3,33,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,17,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632756658248862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362501715984995,0.0,0.3834637232859373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847973350646225,0.0,0.10185479864925402,0.0,0.28435778000939305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344333088688298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212427632602945,0.0,0.18320247683320065,0.0,0.0,0.08729615919637056,0.1602852553939216,0.18991899835739096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654425850294453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595527813170094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746525724832986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871042816616513,0.0,0.0,0.1775872375234559,0.12282830810642735,0.0,0.25773587918778496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604081357874414,0.0,0.0,0.15950362677255364,0.0,0.0,0.17457054823639045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793891087344403,0.0,0.14269154517115698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743083769179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032434586464118,0.14157243174541026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826517130142268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256287707385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706272306134768,0.0,0.13264856305043213,0.09742988270743093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344123241751425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985523522638268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869394403026524,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NecessaryCartoonist,2019/02/28,"Working retail with social anxiety, should i tell co-workers ? A few days ago, i got a job at a grocery store as a to-go meal cook. I'm basically the cashier, cook and maintenance so I have to interact with 50+ customers on a slow day. The only reason i got hired is because my CV is 100% BS and i memorized all the answers to interview questions. My co-workers are all social butterflies and after only 2 days they're already starting to suspect something is wrong. I'm asked at least 5 times a day if i'm stressed by different co-workers and i feel like the gig is already up. Should i come clean and say i have social anxiety even if the job requires advanced communication skills ? It sounds stupid and like a weak attention grab to me but what else am i supposed to do ? Fake it ? I'm already doing the best i can, hell, yesterday i was going on break and told someone working to ""have a nice break"". Then they replied ""my name is xxx"" and i just blanked completely, closed my eyes in shame and replied ""good job xxx""... The whole thing was so cringy, i barely had any sleep thinking about it. 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I have pretty severe social anxiety that extends beyond typical social interactions- I also have a lot of difficulty with things like phone calls, reading/returning texts, emails, even getting something in the mail makes me anxious if it's something I have to reply to. Just checking replies to my comments and posts on reddit is hard for me. It's really affecting my life. I have been really wanting to get some professional help, for a long time. Except I freeze up when I try to get the ball rolling. I have to apply for medicaid assistance to help me pay for treatment, which requires a LOT of phone calls and face to face appointments with a case manager. Then I have to make calls to find a therapist who accepts medicaid. And then the appointments with the therapist. For godsake, who the hell is afraid of a therapist?? it's their JOB to talk to you and not judge you. Wtf is wrong with me?? Every time I try to get things going, I freeze up. I recently tried to make the first call to get the assistance I need, and as soon as they started asking me questions on the phone I couldn't even think clearly, and I had to hang up. Then I was too afraid to call back because I had hung up on them. How do you get help for social anxiety when the process of getting help is so full of triggers? Has anyone else related to this, and how did you manage to get through it?",5.021152046783627,6.2680717,5.554327485380116,80.5513157894737,69.03703703703704,9.091617933723198,30.877192982456144,9.414487439383343,2.7555555555555555,1109,45,211,23,19,357,137,270,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.6217,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,3,2,14,6,1,2,15,0,18,3,2,7,1,34,36,19,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,1,2,2,2,4,0,1,5,3,30,2,47,30,4,26,1,0,0,0,32,10,1,5,14,151,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114521205908657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611583614065526,0.10050503346097953,0.0,0.06220633857048796,0.09115507095178256,0.0,0.0,0.08317018810320903,0.0,0.0,0.06840852976979117,0.0,0.05423218771887566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542156361424128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431877250441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628146608027195,0.0,0.07495677967832215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131232248986804,0.07567351303363493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41832447561744657,0.0,0.05056081258265931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969509122694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981565431455396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828395270532184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283855194968266,0.04346376470129375,0.0,0.0,0.0787311520667913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126958219800776,0.0,0.0,0.17815431895533335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596635875589972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520379840293628,0.09050930415109557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996610677246582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398640793647613,0.0,0.087842122824181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050503346097953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720655880878395,0.0,0.13697907922533875,0.0,0.0,0.06296982622006994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150663043015228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098853771545865,0.1182086756090442,0.057005126628852563,0.0,0.0,0.10375231719052896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120401669182312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052473813104413417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726917089720873,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Markc16,2019/02/28,"feeling hopeless I don't know if i'll ever get rid of my anxiety i'm too scared to face my fears if that's the the only way to cure anxiety then i'm pretty much screwed i just keep on avoiding scary situations time and time again i don't have to courage to expose myself to anxiety provoking situations, i'm really hopeless and depressed",3.0917391304347817,5.060577811594207,5.141376811594203,78.6842391304348,75.23188405797102,8.657971014492754,30.34057971014493,9.2995712137729,2.9901188405797106,275,13,52,7,6,95,46,69,0.425,0.519,0.057,-0.9788,0,1,0,0,0,2,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,11,10,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,10,1,7,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090616052151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191048184488969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006435789982224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960256339631395,0.11215588851377224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588872748853772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715858981416687,0.0,0.0,0.1219032444909428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630589072539141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869964061624562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566471305833935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209981106801134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220746391592574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986567498320969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868320508632625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760657311946775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoFaultPros,2019/02/28,"Nofaultpros - Auto injury claims Auto injury claims Services by [nofaultpros](http://nofaultpros.com/services/). 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I think they're crucial for me to have any shot at getting this thing under control, but I just can't bring myself to do them consistently. I don't think I'm trying to do things that are too difficult, e.g I went into a bike store and asked about the bikes one day and it went fine after I pushed myself to do it. But the next day I couldn't bring myself to do something similar. Does anyone have any advice or has been through similar struggles? I'm hoping it will get easier with time if I can manage to build up some momentum. Thanks. 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I don't know how it's called in English... all the kids dress up as something else, like Halloween but not necessarily spooky. It's open to anyone, there are going to be hundreds of people and I am just about done with this shit. I had a nightmare about it last night. I have not a single friend in the world but there might be some people who I sort of know from way back and some people who I used to be almost-friends with but never really and I think I'm just going to puke and return home after 7 minutes of this. I am horrified. Just wanted to get that out somewhere. Send help.",1.6226472148541116,3.362818055172415,3.1641379310344817,92.24350132625996,78.79310344827586,5.564986737400532,18.74005305039788,6.297961479604792,-0.17600795755968154,538,11,119,4,13,177,91,145,0.14400000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.063,-0.9429,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,5,0,13,1,1,2,2,34,26,11,1,2,9,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,23,19,4,20,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,5,8,84,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144838690116607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971841416270045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165476199762516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483097991776012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769548222986895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521371440540912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430292441447227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26456256897790154,0.0,0.0894534472374734,0.0,0.38922466361298985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476267318697705,0.0,0.17174390360894196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819199564040304,0.13956413203487644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364763307333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632668629716182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205256154664186,0.0,0.0,0.16067489397388576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560994616046651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968554256568687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757510659644579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181066845577424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941697633970303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787590561003136,0.0,0.0,0.20197561323471494,0.13590352519237062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,82brighteyes,2019/02/28,"What is the worst thing you have done to get out of a public speaking situation? I haven't done anything too extreme although its crossed my mind to injure myself before i.e. break a leg. I've avoided part of a course by simply not attending and failed a qualification because I couldn't go through with the public speaking part. Turned up to job interviews drunk in order to get through them.",8.123918918918918,7.946808824324329,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,62.10810810810811,9.562162162162162,37.41891891891892,8.841846274778883,3.243335135135135,319,14,56,4,4,99,56,74,0.123,0.84,0.037000000000000005,-0.735,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,13,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998236714719152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802341171941927,0.0,0.20662555571336705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969870382325121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373130153142703,0.0,0.1380026197096689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096560417696755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451832756137177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259100091078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729446359760129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132164489830012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641230601372109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InAliensWeTrust,2019/02/28,"How do I get rid of my social anxiety, in this case, fear of performing? I've had mild to severe social anxiety since I was a little kid. Now I'm almost 20 years old and the anxiety is almost just as bad. There have been some improvements due having the sole responsibility in and for certain anxiety inducing situations. The anxiety level has gone down from maybe a 8 to a 7 in almost 20 years of having it. Now, I'm at a point where I have to decide what I want to do as a job for the rest of my life. I started visiting an academy for nursery teachers and I dropped out because the group activities with the students and children were too much for me. I started to work as an animal caretaker (my dream job) in a shelter but stopped because the phone calls, appointments and the customers were too stressful. It wasn't providing good income and the schedules were too long. Now I've taken on a small job as a mobile caretaker for the elderly while I'm looking for an actual job I can learn that makes me happy and makes enough money. I'm starting to work there very soon and I feel like it's going to be a little better than working retail (which is one my biggest fears). I've been thinking about going back to nursery teaching becaue the money is good and the schedules are nice for the most part. I love children but I'm scared to death of playing guitar and singing and playing in groups. I've never worked outside of social jobs because I graduated in psychology/social work a few years ago. I like computers and repairing them but I don't have the logic to find out complicated errors and all that jazz. The responsibility of having to repair someone's pc software/setting up a network/etc. and not being able to do so successfully is holding me back from pursuing this career. I'm a chronical perfectionist, which comes with anxiety. If I can't do something perfectly I cannot try. I cannot fail. Conclusion and TLDR: How do I get rid of my fear of performing in front of people? How do I get rid of my fear of failing and not being perfect? I'm desperate for help. I won't see a therapist, I'm too scared and I'm probably not ""damaged"" enough. I feel like I can and need to figure this out on my own. 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I made a lame ass joke that nobody else was laughing at and she started laughing loudly and at great length and then started talking to me. She asked me to repeat the joke yet she obviously heard it. As I told her it she smiled the whole time then waited after class to pop out say boo and scare me and looked me in the eyes. She doesn't talk to other guys in class. After that incident she didn’t do anything as explosive. She started laughing at half funny stuff I say in conversation to other people or responding to stuff I say or asking me to repeat jokes. After I have a conversation with her she scares me. I was joking around with her and gave her a picture she was laughing loudly and saying my name a lot and I had a gut feeling from her eye contact because she held good eye contact and when I moved close to her didn’t flinch. Her friend asked me to tell the girl jokes and chase her down the hall as a joke. Early when we were joking around she held good eye contact longer than most people and I got a vibe from it and she was saying my name a lot. The girl gets red while talking to me, hides her face, smiles, makes no eye contact. blushes and smiles when I say hi first. She can’t look me in the eyes and say hi first. She continued butting in my conversations to talk to me. Well her friend asked me to sit across from them. The girl had an attitude but found any excuse to talk to me and when they took turns with selfies next to me she had to be between us and asked me to get closer. She giggles and says my name for no reason. I told her friend I don’t take selfies she said “Me and Tina are going to take care of that”. The next day she comes and gets me when the girl is wearing something that shows cleavage for a selfie next to her. From that she blushed and asked me to get closer. When I talk to her she asks for a selfie with me or scares me. She hovers around me with her friend and approaches me with her friend trying to talk to me. Another friend looks at her and says her name when I enter a room. her friend’s comment nice things on our pictures. When she gets my attention and I talk to her she scares me or asks to take a selfie and to sit with her. She has me get closer every time and sends me the picture for me to post and tag her. She likes it then tells me the next day she likes it. When she sees my in the halls she can't say hi first or look me in the eyes. She can only approach me talk to me and flirt with me with her friend next to her. When I am not looking every opportunity she stares at me. She says my name a lot. When I say something bad she giggles and says my name. She compliments me a lot like new shirts haircut and so on. She has listened to my phone call with my mom and asked why I didn't say I love u at the end. Her friend goes around and finds information to tell her then she tells me what she heard about me. She has talked about me to her parents because she told me something that only they would know. She also has asked me where I live. When I looked at her and she caught me she smiled at me.",1.939894630676541,3.5838217276853257,2.8034333943785334,95.61796533694296,77.56278366111952,5.66734081800568,20.06850333094461,6.24893746202806,-0.1544630358043375,2466,56,569,17,57,777,230,661,0.046,0.8079999999999999,0.146,0.9958,1,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,3,0,3,5,23,41,0,4,32,0,28,13,12,3,1,84,82,61,0,1,8,2,1,3,9,1,0,20,1,6,18,50,0,3,8,8,0,9,10,6,1,4,26,37,149,35,89,54,6,88,0,1,16,2,164,33,1,10,46,390,167,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034858194373204573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029642088560196532,0.045706980937526065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587012231839128,0.15521419221137642,0.4074993241358074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03639508493567108,0.05314303200667013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450935340202927,0.0,0.04444200124647624,0.0,0.0,0.03754815738755049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048230519551962385,0.0,0.05622273797825362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641310697599017,0.0,0.038607012258030426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345140790209262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02203996299795191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039839655547509296,0.1112306204403016,0.0,0.04779320767976075,0.3030915343668722,0.0,0.13664106091478884,0.0,0.02477269491037249,0.07312095239052148,0.03486219206236398,0.0480571460788586,0.0,0.04316007055181807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029216860653892927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023955434115086563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388631002564098,0.0,0.0384899814546865,0.0,0.21962323799562755,0.0,0.0,0.14823160537162647,0.03934087231468748,0.04124506846722351,0.029096068443853176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051051037134673904,0.0,0.04632832410863672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209863267552312,0.2317875573465284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630296253224847,0.0,0.0,0.048400546641113464,0.0,0.0,0.060438399000337574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041746316865262034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044816863363280814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146322405321887,0.4852933214034185,0.17456120743058556,0.0,0.03473487602747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067107603953533,0.0,0.0,0.0925577861881895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979820141410987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832075473404096,0.350352743405563,0.1523952086232798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028958666871053893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083431948019505,0.0,0.0,0.12495378361967732,0.048429103469914365,0.029594143453172583,0.04741243319393789,0.0,0.0,0.05243233062145115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919184344377173,0.0,0.039332390630135966,0.04866568305892498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030964452093806664,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,h3vZa0je,2019/02/28,"I think I've pushed myself too far I've been working in call centers for about 5 years now, but have always been an introverted, socially anxious person. I thought it would help me break out of my shell and become more social. In the past year I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and now migraines. I'm on 3 different medications now, been to therapy, and I'm not improving. I've been off work for the past month, but I don't know how I'm going to go back. Even thinking of walking into the building, talking to people all day, and listening to 300 people talk at once sends me over the edge. I'm having tremors now too, and I don't know whether it's the meds, the anxiety, or what. I've gotten to the point to where I don't want to speak anymore, at all. It's so draining to talk hardly at all now. Having to put on a Customer Service voice for 8 hours is like a nightmare. I don't know what to think. The company has been super understanding and allowed me a lot of time off, like I couldn't work most of last year. I have no energy, I never want to go anywhere, talk on the phone. I spend most of my time just wanting silence. I always tried to push through it, but I'm afraid I can't push anymore. I'm in the process of applying for other jobs I'm better suited for. I don't want to leave a job without having another, but I am considering it, for my own sake. It would put me in a bad place financially. Thanks for reading. Any thoughts you have about my situation I'd like to hear. 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am i an empty shell without soul? my first and only girlfriend called me that after we broke up. i wonder if she knew what type of person i am? i thought i understood her but i guess we were speaking a different language. bodybuilding is the only thing that made me feel a purpose. i can't maintain bonds with anybody. it's just me and always has been me. i can't click with anybody. i don't feel like i'm on the same wavelength as anybody else. is there a point? i feel soulless. i feel like i'm disconnected from this simulation. i feel like a different species. i don't even know what i feel? i just want a friend",0.1269411764705879,2.323909674509804,2.301470588235293,93.70161764705885,87.54901960784315,5.282352941176471,19.480392156862745,6.742157984588678,0.1751803921568622,937,28,211,12,30,315,126,255,0.079,0.809,0.113,0.9138,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,14,0,25,2,1,4,3,48,52,11,1,4,6,3,9,6,4,0,1,1,0,3,13,10,0,0,19,1,0,0,17,1,0,2,10,11,43,9,17,42,5,15,1,1,1,0,19,8,0,5,13,139,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927088346619914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575165239762832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630830175449003,0.0,0.0,0.09772699644133853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124474461956966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932819553885174,0.2999786423389044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995046667423457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642642860566525,0.08657197250786977,0.0,0.091451624087738,0.0,0.0,0.09022353297670478,0.0,0.4355285572027409,0.34186357128665346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140786611563193,0.0,0.0,0.22182772111536084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543145590175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629888378033649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760030318331088,0.2805440526683282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905597666834528,0.06388480532587883,0.09703132887361296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738147221871594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485317430325221,0.21836722693697336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507015683095907,0.0,0.0,0.0904735399076296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262401815771393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686004720026316,0.0,0.08712756684127038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791693728429578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716623891122916,0.0,0.0,0.07598023884722369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497840410777121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290029973584237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225761229580924,0.10378957347314756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TacoMacho714,2019/02/28,"Public Speaking Anxiety!!! Hi I was wondering if you guys had any tips or recomended any vidoes to improve presentation skill. The anxiety kills me leading up to presentations, I get hot and my palms get sweaty. Once I do begin talking I usually talk too fast and stutter along the way. Thanks ",3.781761006289312,6.809789471698117,4.998396226415097,74.95973270440253,78.81132075471697,8.816352201257864,31.474842767295605,9.2995712137729,3.7496691823899377,234,12,38,7,6,77,44,53,0.16699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.099,-0.4545,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,8,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503290416674468,0.0,0.3940988878766706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691518167120667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550465721066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497620186657674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431631063129364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140691388650854,0.0,0.2371468008497181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836900654329177,0.0,0.0,0.204456518070202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793365764214922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blueswizzles,2019/03/01,"Worried about future life Does anyone else feel like they’re gonna have a hard time with life. I know everyone always says that life is struggle yada yada, but I feel like it’s gonna 10x harder for me. That’s because not only do I have Social anxiety, but because of that social anxiety I’m not that knowledgeable about “life”. Like I know things here and there but stuff like bills, taxes, jobs, what to say to people in certain situations, interacting with people and objects ( yes, objects. Like how to hammer a nail, use certain tools and machines, cooking etc. but this is mostly due to my inexperience using said objects. If I had more opportunities to use them then I’ll be better, but Social Anxiety comes to say hello here and there). I never had a job, my only “work” experience is volunteering at a library for two years and a hospital signing people in and discharging patients for about a year and a half. I do have friends so I’m not a total outcast and can talk if pushed but I’ll stutter more frequently. Another issue is that I have hyperhydrosis which is excessive sweating, and I have it on my palms and feet. Seriously they will literally start sweating to the point where the sweat will run down my palms and feet and drip. However, if I become nervous or excited my entire body will sweat. This isn’t specifically associated with my SA. I could be watching a movie and get excited then BOOM my body starts sweating. However with SA, any uncomfortable situation dials the sweat to an 11. My palms, armpits, chest, and back will sweat and I’ll get nervous about that and I’ll sweat more. 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I’ve been sitting outside the door for half an hour now. It shouldn’t be so hard for me to just knock on the fucking door and say hi. But it is. I’ve been curled up on my phone for ages not being able to muster the nerve, slowing shutting down. Please someone just give me the push",1.268636363636361,2.9798082878787886,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,79.75757575757575,4.4,21.60606060606061,3.1291,-0.4842848484848479,241,7,57,0,6,75,50,66,0.029,0.914,0.057,0.1861,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,10,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,36,6,0,0.36636279884731004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386965040428471,0.0,0.35144857999428963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281891067798384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607935586986585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021563364506631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134640236940085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31041801057110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609027089295468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,K0dane,2019/03/01,"Could xanax be a cbt-helper if used responsively in exposure portions of SA therapy? I realize taking any benzo for help with social anxiety is short term and addiction can grow quickly so it's never a good idea to take it daily for any reason. But i've heard of people mentioning using xanax or another form of benzo in CBT therapy occasionally to help with social anxiety by ""normalizing your emotional response to triggers"" while medicated. So say you were having trouble with talking to people you don't know, you would practice this while medicated over the course of the treatment, weaning off the medication until the psychological stigma associated with triggers is gone. Of course this can become habit forming and lead to dependence if not monitored correctly. What is your guys thoughts on this? 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Here in manhattan, we have a large amount of homeless on the streets. On my commute to uni, I always see a young homeless woman sitting outside of a building with a sign asking for any kind of help. My anxiety makes it incredibly hard for me to interact with her, but so far I’ve managed to give a couple dollars. It’s not a lot at all, but man, it feels like every fiber in my body is screaming “avoid the anxiety and just keep walking” every time I pass her every day. Today I thought I would help her out by giving her some granola bars and water that I put in my backpack, but I just kept on walking because of the anxiety. In manhattan with so many people everywhere, it becomes a lot harder to do something so simple as help the homeless when you have social anxiety. I’m just wondering if anyone can give me some tips or share some experience to help me overcome my anxiety and help someone in need. Thanks. 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I was bullied in 6th grade and had no friends. Moved to a new school in 7th grade where a few friends went too. I had ZERO social skills. A random walked up to me and we just made awkward eye contact to which I responded “I love you” ever since I did that I’ve done it till now... (freshman year in high school) never fails to put a smile on peoples faces or make them laugh. Doesn’t matter if they were laughing at me or if I did something to brighten their day. The point was that I met someone and was able to impact them in the smallest way possible. If you’re somebody I know or don’t know, I love you!!!",0.9828571428571422,2.8821085555555612,2.351984126984128,96.52000000000002,81.5,4.947619047619049,22.091269841269842,5.773587663045528,0.03136865079365103,528,17,121,3,14,170,92,144,0.11,0.6679999999999999,0.222,0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,4,2,5,11,0,1,8,0,12,5,2,2,2,19,21,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,13,1,21,7,16,8,1,24,0,1,1,3,19,10,0,7,9,79,25,5,0.15974839244161113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220708296725433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667664699878705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030244974700672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347806892497208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450156673150485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468424234547354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878294740992145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755870774090506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43253748351662746,0.15115779148279065,0.1066332924213722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978725980114398,0.0,0.0,0.12320780842697887,0.15428599287534875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074942112057204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510138661009411,0.1800923098408891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059125720587775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233478034210944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214552102203858,0.0,0.0,0.3256867370095793,0.1353542945126495,0.12298211710187044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180915396940635,0.0,0.12680083824453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480883602440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287272717561644 socialanxiety,ExplosiveTumbleweed,2019/03/01,"Better off not trying to make friends online? It’s just kind of depressing. Online friendships never seem to last. They make me anxious. I worry I’m being too clingy, or the other person is being clingy ect. Often you get ghosted, and for me that’s not good. I already feel lonely enough. I think being bored and lonely all the time I put too much mental energy into meeting people online. It’s too consuming. I just wish I didn’t feel so alone without someone to chat to.",1.8989920948616608,4.564458978260873,3.4479051383399235,85.23938735177866,84.21739130434783,4.649802371541502,19.233201581027668,6.11248444174946,0.2893782608695652,374,10,64,3,11,123,65,92,0.197,0.6709999999999999,0.132,-0.6721,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,19,14,4,1,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,10,4,9,10,3,6,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723157406575871,0.23145776814424426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369510684250409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550156222837172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065223773609654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672166554493946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210578147590814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204772808373266,0.0,0.10958260611161072,0.0,0.0,0.17592335284881672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184161455185576,0.0,0.1709693900055748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28001155608716216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113726640027938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541860057818191,0.0,0.16176753702492205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541011085534267,0.18314040899545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108506958901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094310020092986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771544781623325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439551428690927,0.0,0.0,0.1223034387596829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424024378994785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119529938889325,0.20218577365978915,0.0,0.0,0.21300525787642652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,britishgent60,2019/03/01,"Just got let go from my job on my birthday Got let go from my job. It's also my brithday. I left work, and then realised I'd left a personal notebook on my desk. I'm honestly freaking the fuck out. I need to get it back, without anyone reading it. And I'll probably have no access to the building anymore. I'm screwed. It has work notes and some personal journal in it. Why didn't I fucking put it in my rucksack. I only knew I was let go after I left work. No warning. Just an email. FML. Worst birthday ever. I might cry. I want to hide, I need to find that book. I can't even remember what I wrote in it but it's obviously mine because it's where I sat. Argggggh. What do I do!",-1.1139465101108923,0.9659723150684982,1.6693737769080244,95.47696347031963,96.39726027397259,4.424787997390737,22.7058056099152,6.18269132825596,0.4605887801696023,522,23,119,6,21,180,86,146,0.131,0.845,0.024,-0.8818,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,3,0,4,0,11,3,0,0,2,19,27,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,7,0,20,1,14,16,2,18,0,0,0,3,4,10,3,2,4,77,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521130286362317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047566394878782,0.09199227520667423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116422926798267,0.0,0.0801999032950911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451635371493166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689646700615525,0.11900673989854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024667775142955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432567164891515,0.06873651137135768,0.0,0.22431174825568528,0.0,0.21044673790577528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611129945993629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288324623599267,0.4035978519465127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956810848886927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510537249121784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005998872245306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297523895836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184773112824034,0.0,0.0,0.13225768002771915,0.0,0.0,0.13159912727502318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903582627472864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759957533547733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871561729882958,0.0,0.0,0.12682254258616635,0.0,0.2873394378501197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cwlo,2019/03/01,"Why do my genuine reactions seem and feel so forced? I work in elderly care (we travel to their houses in a car and help them with various everyday tasks like going to the bathroom, brushing teeth, eating, cleaning, grocery shopping, etc - I don't know what it's called in English) and today one of my ""patients"" (we don't really call them patients but I'll use that word because I can't find the right one) showed me a blanket that her daughter had sewn to her (we had talked about it a few days ago). I was so impressed and genuinely amazed because it was so beautiful. So I told myself, ""Okay, she thought about our previous discussion, I have to show her how much I really like it"". But what came out of me felt like a forced reaction, like I wasn't really impressed but had to act like I was in order for her to feel good about it. I hope she didn't notice it, because I **was** impressed. :/ Does anyone else have this problem?",2.8713729508196737,4.810430655737708,3.959149590163936,87.04888831967216,75.77595628415301,7.1979508196721325,26.73804644808743,8.07648339933343,1.7175685792349724,722,28,144,12,16,234,106,183,0.07,0.674,0.255,0.9915,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,3,1,8,14,0,0,6,1,15,2,1,2,0,25,27,12,0,2,3,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,10,1,0,7,4,1,5,5,1,0,2,13,4,29,13,18,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,9,97,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330463657076266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515064388524194,0.15408420788379576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27501455264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711382602272863,0.1719970323560713,0.15332454861375186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698399802628686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160036784996995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387840636508796,0.12562492763893307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771576610936725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520753918971058,0.0,0.14439037572844593,0.0,0.13744649278667542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854655991752894,0.12613335026596345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079793542205094,0.0,0.0,0.1493633328366346,0.0,0.1735207246711563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826460559724084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673454304691958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054812882119797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121098990750222,0.0,0.0,0.2038055728229224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438953368997429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890158253351841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842547097212206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690219375940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087141607401578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938657026310233,0.0,0.0,0.1425446240468292,0.14369651781141382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988182978164267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569643288157554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094799421497928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FunDip500,2019/03/01,"Trial For a Job I have been applying to a lot of places that just have just rejected my application. These are high school level jobs. Sometimes I feel like Im overqualified for the jobs that I am applying to. I feel that If I actually applied to careers with real responsibilities that I wouldnt be able to handle 40 hours and everything else that comes with working as an adult. I had a little taste for the job that I applied for two days ago. I had my interview yesterday, came in to work the lunch rush for today to see how working there would be like. It was the managers idea that I come in to test the waters before hopping aboard. It was hard to do things that most people would consider easy like taking orders. I shadowed a girl and pressed all of the buttons that needed to be pressed while the person who I was shadowing did all of the selling. They were doing a promo for some cups that they were selling. The thing is that I have three years experience doing that very same position. But ever since my depression hit, its like I have to start all over again. Taking a year off of work, not talking to people I believe could have made my anxiety worse. After the lunch was over I sat down and talked to one of the managers and it was there where she would interview me again. They are supposed to get back to me tomorrow. At this point Im questioning whether or not I should be working at all. Working just makes me feel very uncomfortable. I am not completely desperate for money and I dont want to feel triggered all day. I get triggered by everything. Its just when I go out I feel very bad about spending money, especially when it is a lot of money.",5.079152258784163,6.04656674233129,5.6087228109314005,81.2436252091467,68.69325153374233,8.872058003346348,29.54210819854993,9.095868883498916,2.3489190184049087,1322,48,258,24,22,426,167,326,0.071,0.877,0.051,-0.7453,5,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,6,15,7,0,0,19,0,36,4,0,5,6,54,57,14,0,9,11,0,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,3,23,11,4,0,7,0,6,5,5,3,0,3,14,10,33,4,43,32,10,39,0,2,1,0,13,15,0,7,22,194,56,17,0.09230447976016637,0.0,0.09007585716464066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182235197377068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061267436805596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097644732006232,0.07707038503904359,0.0,0.0,0.07854431372972691,0.1039955398490393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557173465164472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902427223236634,0.09677949086231627,0.0,0.0,0.07369761620461596,0.0,0.0,0.1190575065724426,0.0,0.07950171316235215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818016283102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710854858747429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834946864742672,0.0,0.0,0.16591462916244834,0.09029149304644904,0.0,0.0,0.23335959203018505,0.06594233878396998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964505618955588,0.0,0.052458763005273364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268668341758165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752475073421901,0.0,0.0,0.09090131924223682,0.0,0.0,0.10420052230933627,0.19940935533846374,0.0,0.36639181338834825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803812253258064,0.09251333797659944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694793570532115,0.0,0.08734073057802083,0.061613956995942985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844260215634715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254790434420109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279846080956392,0.08059671137682012,0.09643853534231804,0.0,0.08725756881787505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340214220396858,0.0,0.0,0.10506270598942592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934170614182728,0.07355471966757139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635521950578436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129149070224056,0.0,0.06533358586279578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880296269080422,0.14838168879934285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264598969417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749385393310889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016806436019917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848258812783984,0.054443573689152314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031925636386954,0.0,0.09406615066793098,0.19671136223015628,0.0,0.0,0.11888211728860433 socialanxiety,MonstarOfficial,2019/03/01,"I can't believe what I just did today... # Context I'm 20M. I have social anxiety and it's been like that for as long as I can remember. I can talk to a stranger if he is alone and if i'm certain that my question (because it's often a question) can't be seen as a dumb one. Any other social interactions is just terrible. I'm awkward, don't talk loud, have difficulties to move normally etc... I often take public transport and at many occasion I wanted to be nice to compliment others because helping makes me happy and I know it can make someone's day considering how rare random compliments are where I live, but I never could, talking to a stranger in this context is just too much for me. # My story Today I got an idea, I would write a compliment on a piece of paper and give it to someone on the train right before leaving. I decided I would give it to a girl I find is cute and a nice person. The note I made : You're cute ;) I didn't write my name or anything else than the compliment itself on it. Because I want her to focus on the compliment and not the person who gave it, I believe it is more effective to make her day better :) &#x200B; So this morning I took the note but didn't find anyone on my way to the city but on my way back things got interesting... I was with my mom and sister, which isn't ideal for my plan at all... We sat on some sits positioned in square, I wasn't on the window side but on the ''interior'' / ""middle"" side. The moment I sat I saw this one girl a few sits away right in my view, she was probably my age or older, she just looked cute and seemed to be a nice person. I was wondering if I would give her my paper. I kept looking at her from time to time but not too often because she would notice pretty quickly and look at me back, so i'd just look away pretending I wasn't specially looking at her. She would look at me first sometimes but I wasn't sure why, maybe my depressed face intrigued her. Then after a good 5 minutes I noticed something. She had a wheelchair. That motivated even more and just confirmed that I **must** give the paper to her. Now the question was how ? &#x200B; There are exit doors right behind me and this girl is close to an other exit that is much further away, my familly would question why i'm going this way or worse they'd call me in the middle of everyone which would be awkward, get all the attention on me and screw it up. I decided I would prepare myself to leave really slowly so that my familly would leave before me then i'd go the other way praying that my mom don't start calling me ... &#x200B; The train started slowing down, we were close to our station and my familly sat up and left while I stayed here as planed, my mom didn't ask why I wasn't coming, good. But there was a problem... The girl fell asleep ! Here is no way I wake her up if she doesn't by herself. Here is no way I just leave the paper on her it'd be super weird. And here's no way I just leave I would regret it forever. Please wake up!... The train was now completly stopped and she didn't wake up. I had to sit up so I did, and I walked in her direction. I now had exactly 4 steps left before i'd have passed her and everything would be over. Time seemed to have slowed down. 3 steps left, I still have no idea how to give it to her. 2 steps left, I notice she wasn't alone, there was her mother sitting right next to her. 1 step left, I stop at the very last moment before the point of no return. Just like in these over exaggerated animes, except this was reality and I physically couldn't go further. I was in front of her mother who was in a verticaly aligned sit and a step away from the girl, still asleep. Unconsiously looking at her legs, I then turn to her mother while handing her the paper, I asked : ""Excuse me, can you give it to her please ?"" ""To.. who?.."" She answered I then discreetly pointed in her direction with that same hand and as soon as she took the paper I quickly left. While leaving I saw from the corner of the eye that she just woke up suddenly. I then took the exit and walked away, completly shocked by what I just did (in good). I think I really &#x200B; I hope you enjoyed my story and the concept of giving a compliment note with this quite simple method, I tried to tell the story in a detailed and entertaining way because I thought it would be easier to read. However my post was really about giving you new ideas to communicate and make your day and someone's day better without having to rely on complex social interactions, awkwardness, or fear of being rejected. &#x200B; Thank you for reading, you awesome Human :)",3.2105772044154826,4.703610412081988,4.459337382335125,85.70899720707543,73.78964401294499,7.280099303985459,25.751488820912947,7.904047421355793,1.4200664065847994,3600,121,733,51,73,1186,336,927,0.078,0.7709999999999999,0.151,0.9978,2,3,2,0,0,0,142.0,3,6,1,9,43,43,2,4,48,0,80,11,10,10,7,136,139,63,0,26,30,7,2,2,0,13,0,1,2,9,44,35,0,3,23,4,0,19,25,13,0,3,44,16,131,30,106,70,11,153,1,3,13,1,94,73,2,21,48,521,175,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898181580492558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065677689628792,0.23165901803879654,0.025929528485758538,0.0,0.029169144215866014,0.0,0.0,0.02666119846670204,0.0,0.03137752444648263,0.0,0.07129231337156974,0.0,0.17912071395626272,0.058638827840382574,0.0,0.11621766794858016,0.0,0.1297823902024633,0.08591831216736233,0.0,0.06744530707590454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786944867780662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03284539193623475,0.07995660697927225,0.0,0.0,0.03044349211634555,0.0,0.0,0.0983621031287277,0.0,0.03284108635446528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03185250231850228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252473557001586,0.02518433148545764,0.0,0.0,0.036434597438369014,0.03426854873344619,0.0,0.0,0.04290655449420167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696997771451973,0.032433134565156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019921213683032474,0.29262014295579697,0.0650100242136835,0.09594424229244912,0.06099166732609334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058981374513451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025557558774951968,0.0,0.0,0.037871432007127226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913149472715285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020955106115900846,0.031080824525105917,0.0,0.24224331404587346,0.24856842299543505,0.0,0.0,0.0372565266961714,0.0,0.033669256082237226,0.03374361711365317,0.22413562930539307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360792788114807,0.10180758133912934,0.03865756832298944,0.0383064455080341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397126038431895,0.0,0.04052587580773306,0.056059487488086916,0.0,0.029408003572839757,0.03682593731391997,0.04055140756128522,0.0,0.03735904626408812,0.0,0.13023287389241836,0.0,0.0,0.05167539279723285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988024608250164,0.0,0.0837100015204818,0.07208985161807924,0.0,0.03651774773343222,0.03879165011972393,0.04111030522035642,0.036485008496038765,0.0,0.0,0.1708561260521527,0.04055566847091679,0.07628011031234105,0.0,0.07328065710837281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043193558742106015,0.13025034724482512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942376049222969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660539434820805,0.09692160653079814,0.0293541341681333,0.03771128457895793,0.0,0.05397684778906135,0.04064122600772223,0.06090091397823837,0.0637563344487914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593682560029891,0.0,0.028668816700059257,0.0919417141111662,0.033327070518881896,0.035104738668947526,0.0,0.0,0.025331702792052033,0.02443199567113499,0.0,0.030270751813153432,0.06670126831679274,0.0,0.07228506401200144,0.0,0.1270906213723187,0.025887588323013067,0.04147420430867186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146102605308986,0.04497981323546727,0.2421248816446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321847003317207,0.0,0.0,0.036755705523589824,0.04135007295404814,0.0,0.0,0.03885745921989217,0.3250352515404301,0.0,0.23165901803879654,0.0 socialanxiety,Tee_Cup,2019/03/01,"I joined a group but now want out. How can I leave, or should I leave at all? I thought I was doing well in regards to dealing with my social anxiety, but it seems it has reared its ugly head again. My (mostly online, one is my irl friend, and one of which is my SO. The irl friend I have underlying issues with, I can clarify if needed) friends created a Discord to bring our groups together. They decided to create a Dungeons & Dragons group, and with most of us being complete newbies at it, we decided to form a group (about 6 people total) using the site Roll20. I was rather comfortable in this friend group at first. Three of the people were my close friends, the others were acquaintances. I missed the first session due to a family event, which I was actually disappointed about since I wanted to play. When the second session rolled around, everyone had a good grip on the story and mechanics of the site, of which I did not. I struggled with roleplaying and had to ask embarrassing, obvious questions on how the game worked. The game dragged on for 5 hours, when I thought it was only going to be around 2. I'm not very good at looking at a screen for hours on end, it makes me feel nauseous. I was nearly in tears at some point, just overwhelmed by the constant social interaction and my blunders. I went to bed sobbing and with a splitting headache, disappointed in myself and how a simple game could mess me up so much. The DM has just recently added a new player. Knowing that there will be 7 people now is terrifying. I don't know if I should tell the DM if I would be able to just leave, because I would look like an oversensitive party pooper. The DM was very excited for me to join, and I feel that I've already disappointed them by missing the first (and the upcoming one, I have something else going on) session. I apologize for the wall of text. I hate having something to dread every week now, when things were going well. I can't handle my mistakes in-game, I get red-faced and dizzy. Advice and any similar stories would be greatly appreciated.",6.167256507136862,6.537187332493701,6.495506926952142,77.95553578925274,66.10327455919395,9.437825356842989,31.906905961377,9.2995712137729,2.7196835432409747,1629,61,307,28,24,526,212,397,0.139,0.693,0.16699999999999998,0.9238,0,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,3,0,2,4,23,27,1,4,28,0,37,1,1,5,3,64,62,25,0,14,12,0,3,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,14,21,0,0,10,4,0,5,4,13,2,8,15,6,42,14,52,35,7,50,0,7,3,0,26,26,1,9,20,226,56,4,0.09392732593733456,0.0,0.09165952093518137,0.0,0.0,0.09178469583194457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365113982276776,0.0,0.0,0.10177021841067972,0.0,0.06387380254263668,0.0,0.0718541472516643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723046766746752,0.08780937049442471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725722608947905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848101420313653,0.1015020710443994,0.0,0.07499332682488948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683494870635023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846422832942514,0.0,0.08319173167311522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913782315455406,0.08975158510024704,0.0,0.0,0.08854632357578238,0.0,0.09498495638856998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396836063785002,0.0,0.0,0.3628400951118932,0.0,0.04907315109484391,0.0,0.1601431916587886,0.15756356928888204,0.0,0.10355520843850104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273378852876643,0.09639653444589423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499899165855804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803572519318184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324000384674893,0.0,0.0,0.2983664283972304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588814700048928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775059517167167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269721942080984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904739198057816,0.06964592203370812,0.0,0.09071559668849212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094276074031827,0.07143596390275066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953521437550345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879168300553973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522010132819223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927419028860854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855079098696973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769765463356754,0.0,0.0,0.19149416049208035,0.0,0.14461968876103615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819323487859186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209662288370441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240114173680299,0.0,0.0,0.14913561002024986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298300813600322,0.08112305208343037,0.0,0.15499976152728892,0.1108015408218814,0.0,0.0753428352579679,0.0,0.1689038924720632,0.08707157216151996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838021195143236,0.0,0.0,0.20016983231774266,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ImHere4Ubro,2019/03/01,"It’s just getting worse and worse My social anxiety just keeps getting worse and worse. In the past week it’s skyrocketed, all because I have to sit next to someone who hates me in one of my lessons. I just keep messing up and I hate myself. I don’t know how I’m going to live like this, I want to die.",1.0875897435897457,2.8164445538461567,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,80.38461538461539,5.564102564102565,23.14102564102564,6.42735559955562,0.3611025641025636,236,8,55,2,6,78,45,65,0.33,0.618,0.052000000000000005,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,12,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,1,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317887175097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501629597064643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879264234899425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001153431829714,0.0,0.09790697152438266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34016873145049964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062491152126103,0.0,0.0,0.09467698263130704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416410566968416,0.0,0.15212061230690482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832147681868136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673694800851307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445450091379368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561108709195716,0.1459667349071828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016113441015304,0.0,0.13818736999856635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022454520269651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FiqoTorres,2019/03/01,Anyone heard of this anti-depressants called Sevpram? First post here. I'm suffering from social-anxiety and and overall wish to do nothing and just disappear from the surface of the earth. Today I bought some anti-depressants called Sevpram. Anyone had these before? It says the effects should be felt in 4 weeks.,4.9906060606060585,8.232620090909094,4.290454545454549,80.62901515151516,75.36363636363636,7.303030303030304,29.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.692030303030303,255,11,39,5,6,76,43,55,0.058,0.855,0.08800000000000001,0.1596,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,6,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782337014175823,0.0,0.0,0.32581854659721915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825398041695036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758096419449541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013411114301365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370315874533364,0.0,0.0,0.19817782720474986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235564122882204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313624622634176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852798696438156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374999518456153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208435465353501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688736721472546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679224756403911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,leftearpod,2019/03/01,"6 Years of Degraded Social Skills. Help With Getting Started. Hi, I'm a 24 year old male, that has been struggling with socialization for a while. I’ve always been shy, but have really isolated myself over the last 6 years. I used to have some friends in high school, but admittedly haven’t done a good job of nurturing any of those relationships. It is also hard since most of them have moved away. I didn’t make any friends in college. I think I ended up using academics as an excuse for neglecting my social life. After graduating, I was really stressed out about finding a job. That too, was the task I put most of my energy into, putting socialization aside. I have since started a long-term career, and now I’m realizing how out of touch my social skills are. I don’t have to interact with people very often at work due to the nature of my job, but the interactions I do have to engage in are sometimes excruciating. During those interactions I experience very rapid heart rate, pit in stomach, dry mouth, and cold sweat to name a few physical symptoms. I mainly want to find a partner for a long-term relationship, but I realize I should probably smaller and work on friendships first. I do yoga, exercise, and meditation every day, as well as keeping a fairly healthy diet to help the anxiousness, but of course active socialization is the most important thing I should be doing. I sort of just don’t even know where to start. I remember not ever trying to make the friends I used to have in high school; granted it is also 7 hours a day seeing many people consistently, under situations of almost forced socialization. Now that I have a full time job, I go sit in my cubicle for most of the day, seeing my other few coworkers occasionally for meetings and such. My coworkers are also much older than I am and in very different life situations (married with kids). There is someone I knew that started working in the building recently, that I talk with occasionally. He asked if I wanted to go out to lunch one time, and I accepted, but it’s impossible to make it back in the amount of time I have for lunch and I hate eating in front of people for some reason, so I can’t do that again. I have seen many suggestions for platforms like meetup, but there are not many in my area with my interests and very few people have attended the ones I have looked at. Eventually I decided I was going to go to a yoga class. I bought pass online, got changed and went to walk out the door… and just got stuck. I don’t know how else to describe it, other than I just couldn’t. It’s like my body goes on autopilot and just retreats when I try to do something. I have never been in a serious relationship before. I kind of dated one girl over the course of a month, but that was it. I often fantasize about meeting a girl in some ordinary public place, like at a grocery store or coffee shop or something, simulating endless possible conversations in my head ( I do this often for potential conversations of all types), but I know that have to put effort into meeting people. Is anyone in a similar situation? Any tips to get the ball rolling? Starting is always the hardest part. I feel like if I can just find a catalyst of some sort I will build some momentum.",6.9620808451998135,6.885596926045017,7.6559696830500705,71.82593890675243,64.46623794212218,10.967092328892972,33.366283876894805,10.608840637214634,3.4989230500689024,2576,97,473,60,35,860,294,622,0.06,0.8220000000000001,0.118,0.9872,5,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,1,7,29,20,1,2,34,0,52,14,6,9,3,94,92,36,0,7,20,0,3,4,4,3,4,0,0,5,21,24,4,2,16,5,3,13,10,6,1,4,16,8,57,14,91,71,18,85,0,1,4,0,38,38,0,19,37,332,78,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589960164483159,0.0,0.0,0.14134567794109884,0.09804591734208278,0.0,0.0,0.12019501234842345,0.0,0.0,0.06655848266705018,0.0,0.04119554379464933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507864962237875,0.0,0.055353664806403205,0.04530288470307085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013330651693315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544256388713973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232547749003516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398813332324728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061554839844894925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029167940198179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028593258432278,0.049216885575112175,0.0,0.052182223998444376,0.0,0.0,0.03891356316723266,0.053293033076249705,0.04963939963200408,0.0,0.0,0.05763130240523024,0.0,0.0,0.029789777007085738,0.04208971121800023,0.0,0.0,0.1615448884705062,0.05011404933823002,0.0,0.0,0.1365554201454213,0.0,0.061562516159720665,0.0,0.13393362907426687,0.0494160735764798,0.09424125871831318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052777300453684256,0.058167503283217285,0.06046496991905985,0.0,0.0,0.06981592454858232,0.07898051043075227,0.1244962999707427,0.0,0.0,0.0580205425951781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386076233474146,0.052367383500103115,0.0,0.06135210671269763,0.0971363301012816,0.048024527835720934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322844193448865,0.11513382484028332,0.0,0.0,0.10427788220634557,0.04947472980536792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798096813581342,0.17919519456336208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702631094434288,0.06261854633950749,0.04331015116978632,0.0,0.04543976898154732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061822591432028,0.0,0.11976932937258032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380045197192777,0.0,0.20422521002560654,0.0,0.061554839844894925,0.0,0.0,0.06641910978696808,0.0,0.0,0.06352157729262371,0.0,0.0,0.17768101846116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754863920309501,0.06057561738525743,0.05817259303435849,0.1897616975421472,0.06674051592352498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925258370984874,0.09389709150812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974721005730152,0.19867267217207496,0.0,0.4204031869127894,0.0499194649417069,0.09071306537008288,0.05826958144305493,0.0,0.20850578039172968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748825379218712,0.06159195480748031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061236441184875,0.0,0.04735457178781252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039141273902834665,0.03775109168171712,0.0,0.0,0.1030634471865507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000040056942398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265391848874288,0.0,0.1944479845065251,0.06950054658387042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297269676882253,0.054615863752929705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286749824296738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382021197460505 socialanxiety,reginaphalange100,2019/03/01,Are there any others doing this as well? I often prepare conversations I know I am going to have soon because it makes me feel a little bit safer or something. It can be helpful sometimes but I wish I wouldn't have to because it takes up a lot of time.,1.7948076923076923,3.8560027115384656,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,79.57692307692308,4.929230769230768,23.861538461538462,5.6839178017228535,0.4665723076923083,199,7,40,1,5,66,42,52,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.7757,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,14,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,5,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027420347784665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634806778695501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32548622184310944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074602235171428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694370004622164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983361721559795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384720822323665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988096095198915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534637297106415,0.0,0.0,0.19900743864187453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951890134354494,0.2948631547174881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416042912825304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384492572214771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680591845062857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34284055568694005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bak9867,2019/03/01,"Will having a job help me make friends (and possibly a girlfriend) I haven’t had a social job in like 10 years. My social life kind of sucks at the moment. I went back to college recently and will be done in May. I haven’t really connected with many people at school because people don’t hang out there. Will finally having a job, which is more social, help me with my social life? How else do I make friends? I’m just tired of feeling like I don’t belong lol ",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.02127659574468,6.827659574468084,22.388297872340427,7.6454224807358475,0.8895999999999997,362,10,75,5,8,118,59,94,0.059,0.722,0.219,0.9269,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,1,15,3,0,3,0,11,21,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,9,5,10,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,7,47,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941334959724584,0.0,0.08673955330244656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561356609962062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886625637224316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194683754607198,0.10165304744114932,0.0,0.1558733392568712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986805802320125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074993249917827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236069542941552,0.0,0.0,0.1481746591697481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100933248506828,0.13903283985428072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899613088963738,0.14426120689233288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972939643694521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041224144313238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115555284448856,0.0,0.14049565056097038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400655407861984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801928970555612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635431013280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190560895893194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163103501858556 socialanxiety,flightless_bird666,2019/03/01,"i hate social media. but i love it :/.. when you spend 30 minutes writing a reply but then you just choose to reply with with an emoji. :) what a lovely life ",-1.070215053763441,0.664321387096777,1.2701612903225836,95.15857526881722,109.32258064516128,2.066666666666667,11.618279569892476,3.1291,-1.6004881720430104,117,2,23,0,6,39,25,31,0.055,0.59,0.354,0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109770070230055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402135242835065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7513935700203515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243312938573908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joz86,2019/03/01,"My anxiety makes me hate myself. At work I'm the creep. I've started a new job. Every week we have conference meetings where we have to give short updates about what we're working on etc... It's difficult for me to speak with confidence. I'm able to talk but when I talk I start shaking and my heart starts racing. All of my other team members talk with confidence and ease. I hate myself sometimes. I don't know why I'm like this. If I could just be bold and confident I would be great. I can only imagine how my team members view me probably as creepy and weird since I don't talk much and especially since i shake when i start to talk. I work myself up all the time when I have to do meetings and conference calls. I just wish I was different. I'm 32 and so bad at these things. I'm a grown woman and I act like this. I feel at my age I should be confident, clear and articulate. I want to be like others who talk loud and clear, who are self assured. I'm embarased and frustrated with myself. It's like I'm cursed. I'm very articulate but this anxiety blocks my ability to speak. I have things to share at the meeting but I don't share it all because of my nerves. I've started thinking that maybe I'll take the call at my desk instead of the conference room with my other 4 team mates but I guess this would be weird since the conference room is like 4ft away from my desk and they'll wonder why I'm not joining or think I'm not a team player. What's worse is that I plan to attend graduate school to earn a degree that involves working with the public. I can work with the public it's just that speaking publicly is very difficult. I purposely chose an online degree so I could avoid going in to class. Any thoughts? 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So there’s this girl I met at a party a few years ago. She’s a real spiritual person and we have very similar interests Anyhow I got really sick for two years and I didn’t post often or get to see her during that time and yet we still stay friends on Facebook. Eventually I got well again and she invited me over to a meditation and it was really nice and everything seem just fine Then not even two weeks after that she unfriend me?! So I friend requested her. Then I immediately messaged to ask her if I did anything wrong to cause it and she says “No not at all. sorry if I hurt your feelings I just don’t see you post on here a lot. But I still have you on Instagram” But even if I’m not that active why are you going to unfriend me? and I literally liked a LOT of her posts over these years so why the sudden unfriend? I’m wondering if she felt hurt/ ignored because she did invite me to another gathering via facebook and I didn’t respond because my social anxiety make me freeze up so I was waiting to think of whether I should say maybe or yes or no. And then I also recently stopped liking her stuff just because I’ve been busy working on myself and she posts like 10 times a day so I get fatigued liking everything she posts. I told myself not to say anything else but I couldn’t help it and I basically begged her to be my friend by saying “ well I’m definitely still here I just don’t post a lot so is it cool if we are still friends on Facebook since I guess you just thought I wasn’t here anymore?” And she said “Sure. Just send me a request. I’ll be on here later.” I said “Ok cool” And she “reacted” with this emoji 😍 First of all 1) And what does she mean she’ll be on there later when she’s on there at the very moment she’s asking me to send her a request????? 2) yet I get a lovey dovey emoji??? 3) I waited an hour and left and I’m still on “pending request” or whatever it is. 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I'm new to this subreddit and don't know of this belongs here but, the point is, I recently went through a relapse of depression and didn't feel like talking to anyone. My brother and his friends play soccer on the field that we have. It's important to note that this field separated by a gym with huge glass walls and some tall plants. My brother calls me on my phone and asks if I wanted to play. I declined and kept on walking. I then heard someone say my name so I ran. Turns out, even thought the path was hidden by plants, they still saw me running through the huge glass windows/walls all the way to my house. All 8 of them saw me run like a madman as if I feared my life. I have a lot more of these but this is the first one I'm sharing. 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I’ve been fighting social anxiety for most of my life. Although I’ve made significant strides over the years, I still feel panic in small interactions with others around the office. Have any of you found any useful coping mechanisms while at work so that you look sane and can interact with others confidently? Much appreciated! 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I've been telling myself to be good, to not flirt, and to just try to be a good coworker yada yada. Well, needless to say, this way of thinking has driven me kind of crazy. Everytime he's around I get stupidly anxious, and my heart rate goes through the roof. So, today, I noticed him filling out some paperwork by himself and decided to strike up some friendly conversation. He asked me if I work on the weekends, I said sometimes, and proceeded to fall all over myself until I finally shut up and asked him if he works weekends. He replied that he does but he's off for most of if. Then, I, on the edge of sanity, threw my arms in the air and said ""WELL IF YOURE EVER NOT WORKING WE SHOULD HANG OUT, Okay BYE"", and ran out of the room. What comes next is even more mortifying. I went into my office, and almost as though possessed by a hormonal teenage girl who was meeting her boy band crush for the first time, I scrawled my number on a post-it with a smiley, ran over to him, put it on his stuff, and said ""here you go, IM SORRY IF IM CREEPY!"" and ran away again. He politely thanked me and said I was fine. but guys. I'm not fine. I'm a psycho! Who does that?!?!? Why does my social anxiety make me impulsive?? Now I'm sitting in my office, overheated and shaking, feeling like a total dweeb hahha. Dear god, what have I done. 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I would love to have people to chat with who understand social anxiety. Ideally would like people who are in their mid-20s to early 30s. If you’re younger or older, feel absolutely free to make a kik group! PM me your kik names, and I’ll make a group :-) ",1.2090322580645143,3.8060501451612936,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,87.87096774193549,6.325806451612903,20.65322580645161,7.6454224807358475,0.9649935483870968,247,8,51,5,8,80,43,62,0.024,0.713,0.262,0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,11,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,2,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845078405475146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438650370322836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950902034877866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577268848718442,0.0,0.3812238336795922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959393725792713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910900142958167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972755345890136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085557826017646,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jay8800,2019/03/01,"Credible stats to back up the claim that public speaking is our number one fear I'm sure many of you have heard that public speaking is our number one fear. Search for it and this is widely stated, but the source of this information is usually not cited. Is anyone familiar with and can point me towards studies/surveys that actually show this? I found one cited in this [article](https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2014/10/30/clowns-are-twice-as-scary-to-democrats-as-they-are-to-republicans/?noredirect=on&utm_term=.41853c31f0d6), but am looking for more. A bit of related humor: “According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking. Number two is death. Death is number two. Does that sound right? This means to the average person, if you go to a funeral, you're better off in the casket than doing the eulogy.” -Jerry Seinfeld",6.716499215070645,9.661922272108846,5.9982312925170085,72.19850863422293,67.77551020408163,8.332600732600731,26.953950811093673,9.057496981413335,2.5521087388801678,702,23,105,14,13,214,94,147,0.157,0.743,0.101,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,2,0,1,1,6,0,3,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,12,18,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,6,2,6,6,3,16,16,3,12,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,2,2,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.158474785010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595568161978062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355085482507744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487227525671768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362580665632302,0.17729405286523328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211357831500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482209601155307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805851156810826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229322318827582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637149419954842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464375875737874,0.0,0.1768965337943372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401741379237614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258473630466123,0.14179766821025036,0.0,0.0,0.15351643486074826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868504719869196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530560327852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172740191229491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885592911670514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DillonPolok,2019/03/01,"Anyone else only wear a hoodie because they're insecure about their looks? It's literally all I wear and when I try on a nice shirt I get really insecure and take it off immediatly I will only wear hoodies. It's the only article of clothing I can be comfortable with the way I look in. Anyone else? 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I don’t have any handy tip on how to get over phone anxiety but I somehow did it and am proud of myself! I always hated phone calls as many do. But I would practice what I needed to say before the call and that helped. In general practicing speaking (eg. By yourself at home alone) can really help many situations. It’s good to practice using your voice, like it’s an instrument! I would call when booking appointments or asking questions about something (eg. Uni related), and found that I loved how you’d get instant answers. As opposed to emails, where you have to wait ages anxiously. I think I’ve even taken it a step too far and have become too relaxed on the phone sometimes. My brother asked me to call the company who does our wifi one time and I know nothing about tech stuff in general. Our wifi wasn’t working and I just had to ask why. I didn’t know what he was talking about and I’d say things like “umm. I don’t know what that is but I can tell you what colour cables are in...” I was just being shameless and goofy but not in a rude way. The wifi guy was very patient and we even laughed about things. We had nice chats in between the fixing. I know this is a boring story but I always remember it because after that call I was pretty shocked at how relaxed I was talking on the phone. 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I have been able to make some facebook friends who are very kind and I maintain those relationships by commenting on their posts. But when they want to chat...I freeze. It takes so much energy even just to exchange pleasantries because I edit myself and obsess about how they'll judge what I'm saying, or even whether I'm replying ""too quickly"" or ""too slowly"". I end up having to stop EVERYTHING I'm doing and focus entirely on the one conversation, even if it's just about the weather. Meanwhile my heart is pounding. Worse still, when I try to explain why I avoid chatting...people outright don't believe me. It's like they think I'm rejecting them and making excuses. People act like they don't think it's possible to be anxious about chatting online. And naturally, that upsets me, because these people are genuinely awesome and I wish I could give them more of my energy. (And don't get me started on trying to play mmo games. I love WoW but can't do anything in groups...) Does anyone relate? 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It's a side of me I don't know how to change. It's really debilitating in my day to day life. I find it really difficult to make friends unless it's at work etc. It's making me a really lonely adult tbh, I don't have many people to hang out with because of it and I need life to be different than this. I'm never going to have kids so it's not like I can make friends that way. Does anyone have any advice? Please help. Thank you x",0.15627177700348227,2.2953844471544755,2.9941521486643445,89.24432926829269,86.64227642276423,6.766318234610917,18.541811846689885,7.957251820313856,0.7739714285714294,449,12,100,10,14,158,82,123,0.099,0.764,0.136,0.6649,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,4,1,16,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,17,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700927467045098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092641787038814,0.0,0.12291556277207932,0.18151646567438834,0.0,0.11234735546098998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979456918875826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997233022952288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724353741815665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678706684118815,0.0,0.0,0.14060734922149826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919455454847574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685359415224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827346057423366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131502856712763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769673928914918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830251042413459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269783206913959,0.07849745114054499,0.0,0.0,0.14219188800315327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175445555127163,0.1628987374691576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913811559923995,0.12392208980861248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113914766083134,0.0,0.0,0.17637236578481766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117288297124168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201290177128365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291161763991854,0.0,0.0,0.1637874319349448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831487375103506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839338765130009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792750440424096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127535949753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697295919533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bhtag90,2019/03/01,"How to stop obsessing over something? So, I struggle with social anxiety and reading social cues of what is acceptable and what isn’t. Sometimes I take everything too literally and it’s not like there are exact instructions to every situation. When I do misstep or say something awkward, I cannot stop obsessing over it. Even if it’s the tiniest thing, it can ruin my week just going over the same situation constantly. It’s getting to the point where I’m just miserable all the time because I don’t want to talk to people and have this feeling, but then I just get super isolated. If anyone has any advice, I’d really appreciate it. 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So I get really pissed off when people stare at me when I’m out walking or jogging, then when I see people look my way and they smile or laugh I get even more pissed off. People are the reason I get so pissed off and I have this underlying anger inside because of people most the time. In other words, people shit me. I don’t know if I’m posting in the wrong subreddit whether I’m slightly a tad bit of a mysanthrope... but I have no friends. I got rid of my last bunch of friends in September last year and haven’t managed to get myself to hang out with people since then. I find people can be untrustworthy, talk behind your back, the best part about being alone and having no one there to depend on is that I can do whatever I want and no one wastes my time no one tells me what to do. But for along time now, yes people have been the source of my misery and hidden anger and fuck sometimes I really really really hate humans. P.s I’m 22 year old male, from Melbourne Australia. Never been to a therapist, I don’t nor have I ever taken anti depressants or medication. Why do people piss me off so much? Why do I hate people? 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Before I entered the room I already felt very anxious, so when I entered I walked to the back of the room through al those people and the felt the panic attack coming up. I was trying to stay in the room, but the attack got me so hard I was thought that is pass out in front of all those people so I run out of the room and I assume everybody saw it. Now i'm alone outside try to chill with some music. But man that was a sick panic attack. How do you guys deal with this kind of situations?",1.1023397913561863,2.7375104262295125,3.0502086438152034,92.948219076006,79.98360655737704,5.092101341281669,18.46795827123696,5.565023196281405,-0.4001081967213116,440,9,99,2,11,148,70,122,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.9856,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,4,3,11,0,7,1,0,1,2,19,15,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,11,4,12,1,17,4,3,23,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,4,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416064088416732,0.14294663492357162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633925724107028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894654070696368,0.0,0.09960549328458798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022593281500437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158413585072596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354633710963668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717308694543008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875050977043786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072041796879608,0.0,0.0,0.12826139845088044,0.0,0.0,0.11603916793320207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348922236016616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559491541778599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941268202777713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560433729234742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806856355344185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283742965162283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758934207812591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688109345525568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shwin280,2019/03/01,"No friend group in college right now I’ve got people that I know and say hi to and some actual friends. But as of right now, I don’t have a friend group and I really miss the feeling of being in one. Having only two close friends that I actually text to meet up with, the rest I just happen to see at lunch or wave at on the street. I was in a group last term but I kind of stopped enjoying myself with them and I left it, in hopes that I’d somehow just find a new one. So far, no luck. I almost feel like it’s impossible to make a friend group this late into freshman year. Sorry for how poorly written this, kinda just typing my thoughts as they come. 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I also have a an above average iq of 113; I am a very intellectual person. I have scored on iq tests as high as 160 before but I like to keep the lowest score as a more reasonable sample. Anyways ever since I was a little kid I got bullied, when I was 5 years old I was harrased by all the kids at a playground cause I literally shit myself, and called me ""poopy boy"" over and over again. Then from elementary school to high school I vividly remember every time I have been bullied, I have counted up to a total of 70 different individuals that have bullied me. I have always been a social outcast, even many of my teachers disliked me as well and wouldn't do anything about the students that would try to harass me. I tried being a Christian but ended up being cast away by 2 different churches and one time at a youth camp they would cause problems with me even the adults. I was kicked out of a youth group as well and am viewed as a bad kid, and have always been viewed as a bad influence just by my face, even though I am an empath and always try to get along with everyone. I literally would have crippling anxiety due to all the psychological trauma from being bullied, even by my parents. People think I'm selfish because of this and that I am perceived as arrogant for avoiding interactions with groups. I have literally been bullied by over 70 people in my life and I'm only 18. And I also got mugged once and jumped by 3 ppl on different occasions. Also I am an ENTP.",9.910400647511134,6.411912385269126,10.088330635370301,67.64363314447594,61.12464589235128,12.80526102792392,39.66187778227439,10.608840637214634,4.0383923108053414,1404,51,269,24,14,474,176,353,0.215,0.736,0.049,-0.9971,5,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,18,14,2,1,26,0,36,3,2,5,6,46,48,29,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,6,17,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,8,2,2,11,6,38,6,55,26,7,41,2,0,4,0,16,20,1,1,18,201,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326655720985399,0.2420863847689912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837948083343944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980660578782461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911162780322117,0.0,0.16194916595454534,0.05911835159189775,0.0,0.08252317730446926,0.0,0.0,0.08577128261386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902783127688056,0.11091974152294054,0.0,0.1992511701953938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743095789082523,0.0,0.0,0.06254433489681886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30397162976390196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589584893449365,0.0,0.0,0.2562185577537008,0.08772432387157328,0.08171016958029026,0.09266892803354823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903620408492308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249147854604076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066825618854739,0.0,0.0,0.08134255816669812,0.1551281701313858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493023401051505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620063534190585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850012444535936,0.04737972468376515,0.09719983828672443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647351699462589,0.0983229037437513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176461575387638,0.1032809607124632,0.06571642879178842,0.07375796416873455,0.0,0.0,0.10768525714566883,0.0,0.09257876519096847,0.20170199479613246,0.16935908883214806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927971451404669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212812745096636,0.09971200307968617,0.0,0.0,0.10985988779911277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962986843123933,0.07728082256335518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995489867713785,0.0802231889004681,0.0,0.0,0.09885930458868568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214112430895359,0.09528275042862387,0.0,0.11310010206372235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975299765552847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001898646216746,0.0,0.07697852731257394,0.0,0.0,0.17439405263536356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275568374119471,0.0,0.0,0.124904395715984 socialanxiety,mervius,2019/03/02,"Is there a difference between social anxiety and low self esteem? the reason I have social anxiety is not because I hate being around people or I’m a shy person, but my mindset - I think that if only I was more good looking I would be confident around everyone and hence my social anxiety would vanish. If I didn’t have low self esteem, I wouldn’t have social anxiety, is what I’d like to think at least. Its such a shallow way of thinking but I can’t help it. I’m wasting away my life. I’m about to go to a party right now and the anxiety is eating away at me and I can’t calm down. I keep thinking about what other people would think of me, my appearance, how I act. Social anxiety let me live my life!!!! Is this the same for everyone else?",2.3095173453996978,3.9748753464052315,4.424836601307188,84.30099547511313,76.58169934640524,7.5835093011563615,24.18753142282555,8.384062270229773,1.5940572146807441,580,19,117,11,13,200,82,153,0.127,0.713,0.16,0.9055,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,7,0,19,3,0,2,0,26,32,10,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,7,6,1,1,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,1,19,3,16,23,3,15,0,2,1,0,9,10,0,4,2,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748078028476291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841747808104252,0.0,0.0,0.19437871747550625,0.0,0.0,0.06305870701630659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807731398912528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584938051111607,0.08641446893975473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769099188427267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058789799955766935,0.08676420105214297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212986553363816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933655782676636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194607870950336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577884200459546,0.14613158728777725,0.0505376773353113,0.0,0.09134324376936244,0.0,0.08686718901674385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867407881638072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343055528403326,0.09032360405562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635800591356016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883408976305307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583000538660307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272423668819035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314147676606762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210929888335425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204516647366385,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boulderstone,2019/03/02,"College advice I just recently found this sub and decided to ask for advice. I'm a freshman in college and I really want to get rid of my bad habits at the beginning of my adult life. Seeing all of the people on reddit saying that college is the best time of their lives or that there is no better time to make friends or find yourself sexually really make me want to try harder to put myself out there. I've never been to a real party before, but when I get invited to one I get scared and don't go. My biggest fear is not enjoying myself in college, as I didn't in high school either. I've been working out with my roommates and even playing basketball but I haven't seen any opportunities to meet new people. I've been trying to get myself to join clubs but I just keep putting it off (chronic procrastination). Also regarding the clubs, I've never exactly been involved in anything so I don't have all that many interests and I'm not sure what clubs I would even want to join. Any advice for meeting new people, finding myself, and having a decent college experience would be appreciated.",4.917492211838006,6.11181620093458,6.240355140186918,75.73283800623052,69.23364485981308,8.697320872274144,29.21993769470405,9.029198982220553,2.497536199376948,873,32,157,16,15,295,119,214,0.094,0.7809999999999999,0.125,0.4214,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,9,11,0,2,7,0,16,2,0,2,6,38,34,15,0,5,10,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,4,0,3,9,3,0,1,7,3,19,8,28,24,4,23,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,2,9,106,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564257850956619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722914020714102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653599583383633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005168698075456,0.0,0.11366282629708455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015159528395232,0.0,0.0,0.10345738955839294,0.0,0.12759288506212152,0.10752946369922617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060762568444287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893059759945382,0.0,0.13681363445349104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222476249665183,0.0,0.0,0.13330846803747598,0.09393400834581613,0.0,0.2540864610388241,0.0,0.06909789419846839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845813591311064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806773323626677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587701408290456,0.0,0.0,0.10735919833830254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231395624889894,0.12326513941167346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754318067488612,0.2348494483170253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823871595347582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528691033470215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444713001139734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383870172831254,0.15577717907087926,0.0,0.12004762975577317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668694475013737,0.1217248656821056,0.12304754928290555,0.09688517125112042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458966535666673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179096952519815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509249402376522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151367710013329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885131975030725,0.0,0.0,0.17273683322968142,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boredasalwayssadly,2019/03/02,"I've come far :) I had been a mute up until my second year in high school. I saw my preschool teacher recently and she said something along the lines of ""oh yeah, you had selective mutism."" Now I knew that I had anxiety or something more specific as I did not speak a word outside of my house/family really with a few exceptions. However I did not know the exact term of the condition (is that the right word?) I had. But once my teacher said that I had selective mutism I looked into it. Everything had just clicked and I understood why I acted they way I did. Halfway through my second year in high school I started opening up more and can now consider myself no longer a mute but I do still have social anxiety. As of recently I have been stepping out of my shell more and I feel so proud of myself :) For example, I was invited to my friend's house to play games. Now if this was me a year before or so I would find some excuse to back out but not this time. I made myself go through with it and have now gone over a number of times as a group of friends and am just so proud. I have also taken initiative in small things. They weren't anything big or significant but it was a sign to me that I've improved. Life has been improving in small, subtle ways but it's something. :) (I just felt like expressing this here)",2.3798522012578616,4.351165656603777,3.6777594339622652,88.36129323899372,77.33962264150944,7.586477987421384,24.626572327044023,8.472884824447931,1.6011666666666668,1029,36,216,21,24,336,140,265,0.019,0.81,0.172,0.9918,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,14,6,0,0,12,1,26,1,0,1,1,43,41,23,0,2,16,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,12,14,0,0,6,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,25,8,37,6,33,15,6,41,0,0,3,0,14,18,0,5,17,160,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116022178931502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351864396808112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148420128699579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730931041118758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875116973732415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021442067214202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542318695005802,0.0,0.13156019284483314,0.0,0.07056328639744949,0.0,0.13399484700924286,0.0,0.12755089582663418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156399541259508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931241835386442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489539542940346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102792750517064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669587096834805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857194270436982,0.06817960616410695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719119373945702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205047481275525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148621699949202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940261450636428,0.0,0.2755877858225889,0.0,0.0,0.11917935145042555,0.2654978462623355,0.0,0.0,0.2824745621946863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225891977003471,0.0,0.32230916046353003,0.0,0.0,0.09877786660709653,0.0,0.1114489378983667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271425293683096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275148214331303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154479412003056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259268332251081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913598772549773,0.0,0.0,0.2696068592078451 socialanxiety,CartoonPerson,2019/03/02,"Must avoid old friend Ok so I’m gonna hang out with an friend I haven’t seen in a year in 2 days and I scared. I have this tendency to overthink every situation I’m in and it is not fun. Since I used to be comfortable around him, made him laugh, and had a good time with him. I know for a fact that I’m gonna put pressure on myself to live up to those standards from before I was awkward and anxious all the time. The thing is because I’m gonna try to be funny, I fear that im gonna come across as fake and not funny because of it and it’s annoying. I just want to be able to relax and not worry about anything when I talk to people. 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I was at a drama camp thing all week and spent a lot of time around people. Most of the time it's fine bc i gel onto a couple groups and follow them around, and I'm acquainted with most people there anyway. Well, I was invited to hang out at the mcdonalds down the street for a while (and so I stuck with the group for the rest of the evening) it was fun to hang out with them and I'd do it again. But the longer I spent with them the worse I felt. Instead of being happy that I'd been included I was upset bc i didn't fit in. They'd all done so much more as a group and I learned about things from several years ago that all my friends went to but I wasn't invited. The longer I spent with them the lonelier I felt. I got incredibly depressed afterward because i'm just so worthless and i feel like everyone's just tolerating me. I want to be a part of a friend group like that but I know i can't because even 7-10 is too many and I just can't make the effort to be a part of their friend group, it's way too stressful. It even feels like one of my best friends is kind of tolerating me and doesn't really want me around. I hate it and i feel so stuck, like my life will always be like this because i can't talk to people or make friends. This was more of just a vent bc i don't want to burden the one friend who actually still likes me but I'm just feeling really down and anxious right now",1.3053079178885625,3.1574158181818213,2.7573704789833857,94.25379765395896,80.21212121212122,6.3186705767350935,20.948191593352878,7.359569317364363,0.42381036168132935,1220,34,284,17,31,397,148,330,0.125,0.66,0.215,0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,2,27,27,1,2,21,0,23,1,0,2,3,57,49,26,0,4,13,0,7,6,7,1,1,0,0,0,16,23,0,0,10,1,4,4,8,8,1,2,18,7,36,19,40,25,16,32,0,4,0,0,20,15,0,5,18,197,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.09021471115446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194848299695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692311774946907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443853529484937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689167338407605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906407737460274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701718078669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229059177914204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924853373567632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460514174742207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552222518605756,0.0,0.18318065755582352,0.0,0.0,0.08833684971144376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337193211677899,0.13208798080871129,0.17752679208611272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999690120407229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393812652039375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841130487813482,0.0,0.09127204529355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626908405319587,0.05080632667285356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529788707768665,0.2709889306528383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859493726529318,0.0,0.0,0.12341787263401205,0.09372651389751857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795901244020136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252886467328381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022168439233834,0.0,0.1922728489354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776713027964212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894903579552587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443853529484937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382810931951983,0.0,0.10589746179944677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430521127973788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283505128671635,0.059236156880900885,0.0,0.0,0.16171936371274945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358249910204647,0.0733799423659821,0.07415522196720352,0.0,0.08312074794176218,0.08569908125388806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421115578626872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059532688392959214 socialanxiety,igotsosad,2019/03/02,"awkward party situation :( guys idk where else to post this i just can't stop thinking about it everyday and it's been like three weeks now so i just need to tell u how cringey this thing that happened to me is. i was at a party for my boyfriends friends birthday where i didn't know anybody but i vaguely knew this one guy and he wasn't occupied so i tried to engage in smalltalk and i asked him what kind of job he is in and i couldn't hear what he said at all but then he said 'what about you?' and i nodded and laughed really hard and said 'same' because i thought he said 'suffering' and i thought it was funny and relatable and he was acting super confused and then i realized he said 'software' and then i went into a downward spiral and left the party lol. anyway that night i ubered home alone early bc i felt so shit, i don't even know why i went to the party it was stupid to think i could do that and feel ok. My emotions are so all over the place that I almost self-harmed that night but figured I'd wait to see how I felt sober about it. ugh. Sorry for venting, thanks for listening",0.15588839941262478,2.513265418502204,1.500207048458151,97.78390822320118,90.8502202643172,4.436358296622613,19.460939794419968,6.079149491110277,-0.1366374743024963,858,27,191,8,30,272,126,227,0.114,0.7090000000000001,0.177,0.9458,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,16,14,2,2,5,2,15,1,1,2,2,44,40,26,0,3,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,1,2,17,15,0,2,12,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,19,12,25,8,20,19,3,25,0,1,1,0,21,11,1,2,11,120,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924826128393062,0.12333804437326255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133011339993584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259422812867339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508114603991497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948176815944716,0.13395665857862665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786557301223914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021388097013448,0.0,0.2286840701545771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200619183898004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582937513200725,0.10530809321267824,0.0,0.10667841141232016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421951586173922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945380333783713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817530644371385,0.0,0.0,0.12401061108939004,0.13089401815490911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938819259749545,0.0,0.0,0.058179811340314365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830137779370734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235098513864812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069632009439573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124420394240433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405226746070288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629007467117653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663942444028929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489678774982303,0.0,0.1242335387878808,0.0,0.12224092284484747,0.0,0.1338585899377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330795986352392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956192482005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408714108678063,0.10963915609021532,0.0,0.0,0.07911600033944942,0.15261206825917922,0.0,0.1890832866929301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085214260423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552427429911736,0.0,0.0,0.22078937471185256,0.1074573440932692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MentalHealth_Help24,2019/03/02,"Recently prescribed Gabapentin Hello! I have social anxiety disorder and Generalized anxiety disorder. I finally decided to see a psychiatrist for the first time ever! He prescribed me Gabapentin 200 mg morning and 300 mg at bedtime to start. Is this a good medication, and did it work well for you?",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,76.64705882352942,11.243137254901962,39.87254901960785,10.504223727775694,6.22933725490196,243,16,34,10,6,81,40,51,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.4421,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723560888825191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578481884649327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201428792795788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660088508914265,0.0,0.20701113216604292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041279336504094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517054106166164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029936722535736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393506887665146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480859469215289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225914980743304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191150764280913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188196339511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717688716014432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rhaegar_Targaryen991,2019/03/02,"Living my whole life with social anxiety (23M) So now im stuck in the situation that i can barely look people i dont know or feel comfortable around in the eye.. i feel viably awkward... go red and i guess idk if others can notice this but d i myself thought the same ... but during school i would feel constantly on edge... looking at the clock... eyes moving everywhere... scared... wanting to leave... If a teacher would ask me to read out or talk in front of the class my face would go red ... and i would feel everyone starring and laughing at me. At the start it was bearable if i could just get out of school every day and get home to my house, family and dog But as the years have gone by its got gradually worse and worse... i think for everyone it effects them differently.. and for me my brain is a mix of twisted logic and illogical behavior. Having had the feeling that people laughed at me during school ive carried that twisted thought process with me throughout my life. Example; ""I was in a elevator and two asian women who were laughing came, I instantly looked to the ground awkwardly and genuinely believed they were laughing at me"" At the time.. im literally incapable of acting in any other way, By looking down at the ground im trying to deal with situation and not make my embarrassment obvious. However its clear logically that nobody is laughing or looking at me and its all in my head. So now im stuck in the situation that i can barely look people i dont know or feel comfortable around in the eye.. i feel viably awkward... go red and i guess idk if others can notice this but i honestly cant go on much longer like this When im in a prolonged anxiety inducing situation i cant speak... i sweat profoundly, fidget and cant think straight at all. If it last long enough i feel like i cant breath and i could even end up having a panic attack... Feelings like this can happen to me as doing something as tedious as (Waiting in line at a shop, meeting my girlfriends friends etc) Once i was at my ""girlfriends"" house and i really needed to go to the toilet ... but her foreign roommates where in the room between me and the bathroom so i waited for 2 hours until they went to bed rather than awkwardly walk out and everyone look at me I have left 3 schools (or i guess colleges) because i couldnt deal with having to sit in the class or talk to anyone.. i was terrified Honestly the feeling mates me want to die, it makes me feel severely depressed and no amount of logic in these situations can make me feel okay However its strange.... if i feel safe with the person or in the situation im perfectly fine.... ive heard people say that anxiety is the ""*fight or flight*"" reflex but broken and it begins to make more sense.... But i guess i want to know if anyone else out there feels the same... if im just a crazy complicated human or is this normal? Its really destroying my life.... i can maintain a relationship and friendships but not a job or education... &#x200B; TL;DR My experience of a life with social anxiety.",3.6755790960451975,5.460986991525427,5.043749999999998,80.79421257062147,73.15254237288136,8.238700564971749,28.05437853107345,8.901047299222334,2.315387005649717,2375,93,454,49,48,792,255,590,0.109,0.768,0.123,0.8908,4,0,1,0,1,1,105.0,0,0,3,2,14,28,3,7,32,1,39,12,8,6,5,121,99,56,1,21,31,0,14,3,4,4,4,3,3,3,26,34,0,3,26,2,1,12,10,11,0,1,16,30,63,17,74,76,10,71,0,1,13,0,25,42,0,22,18,304,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055093103846733577,0.06178511973054838,0.034577955039526126,0.0,0.15559239463866598,0.0,0.0,0.07110732633552068,0.05209913914127271,0.0,0.09052987863662458,0.047535426796902494,0.05784622361999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030996084632481682,0.0,0.0,0.0572875734479079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056762480841210314,0.0,0.05815584506468631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494794280721321,0.0,0.08119497446498744,0.0,0.0,0.03279234697081382,0.1048428109595612,0.04379476503159697,0.0,0.05277154200395229,0.05312467904538451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918547723844546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247645280825296,0.0,0.04503567727211996,0.05253892527842456,0.05670825813185744,0.033584208146436784,0.0,0.042841102017333925,0.14576052234799852,0.0,0.049738484430469534,0.04793437487105882,0.0,0.3599394109142108,0.07265074217408188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928455171254792,0.0,0.0531313040607756,0.0,0.14448865994702334,0.0,0.04066728655991013,0.0,0.22405644131453106,0.0,0.04496416111649749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218407079821664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100405766927582,0.0,0.0500744167505706,0.11734207551438194,0.0,0.0,0.3844671932428272,0.0,0.05045816856825295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838331538718979,0.04144739282902058,0.0,0.05384002275182509,0.05524581597709313,0.0,0.14366000387161526,0.07452436933456061,0.0,0.04489915902887783,0.044998322127906235,0.2988928902866262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576405649492593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404270703907557,0.037378667316812185,0.0377026803619588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981962640580678,0.0,0.11578013487836555,0.0,0.05415078927211272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965843268742078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100465552895286,0.04439796196415505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086112973937987,0.0,0.06514825412661489,0.0,0.0,0.054591045981306784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043586926453367,0.05090708748408922,0.20584101106857086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744305465410255,0.0,0.0,0.3429274439126239,0.0,0.1036649801365282,0.0,0.0391447893874125,0.0,0.0,0.03599002999708633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173837943200497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516188277826979,0.0,0.08073426370115139,0.029649510186866488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034522026330195375,0.0,0.04967049180367628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997328821057256,0.040360275332699785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047136021147514584,0.0,0.05676927242700941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036356275119783,0.14448205026428926,0.0,0.06178511973054838,0.032744039002537265 socialanxiety,NarrowInterest,2019/03/02,"People dont realize how severe this disorder actually is its not some quirky little thing that makes you a bit awkward, its something that ruins your fucking life. im so fucking lonely because i literally just cant talk with people. I shut down and dont know what to say, my heart starts beating fast, my mind starts racing with a thousand stupid thoughts... And no one gets it. Everyone just thinks im a quiet weirdo, they just thinks its funny, meanwhile it makes me genuinely fucking suicidal cause i want to desperately socialize with people but cant.",6.3676282940360585,7.70582160194175,6.531095700416093,74.44563106796117,65.99029126213593,9.380859916782248,33.16088765603329,9.606745405546679,3.2874615811373085,447,19,75,9,7,143,73,103,0.193,0.76,0.047,-0.8984,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,5,7,4,1,3,0,5,5,1,4,0,22,18,5,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,1,2,9,0,6,17,2,6,0,2,0,3,6,3,3,1,3,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1451994700188899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070218563353943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624422617884981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285030908439126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052845405637385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487660912493109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217707508123334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412667252996952,0.07773764752891398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631916539545067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214416562146177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817721590204296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509614757619612,0.0,0.14912861300146213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863955077830725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023744366268504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082526936124823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094607897890261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183253228197041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809254034408053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516746450967434,0.0,0.11454730478707635,0.0,0.0,0.21063140202756744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627542325341651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959332529466014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885075348762508,0.1906797344911094,0.0,0.11812418019944387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776134132312731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oneSquiggle,2019/03/02,"Returned someone's license today! Was studying in the on-campus starbucks, buried underneath my headphones in the corner table waiting for my next class, when I noticed something on the ground which I figured was a student ID. It turned out to be a license, so I kind of panicked for the person who had lost it. I looked around the Starbucks for the person, hoping that I wouldn't have to take it up to the cashier (why is the cashier the hardest person to talk to in the universe, btw?) Anyway, lo and behold, I see the girl sitting at a table a few feet away. I was absolutely terrified of walking over and asking her, ""hey is this you?"" and it *not* being her, and she's offended I assumed they looked alike? Or I've annoyed her and she's doing something important? Or what if she accused me of stealing it?... So for a solid ten seconds I contemplated what to say and finally wandered over and asked if that was her license. It was! She was so grateful and it honestly made my day. Not a huge accomplishment, but just wanted share about my success with you guys and celebrate the little things :)",3.7367619047619023,5.798531819047625,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,73.66666666666666,6.571428571428571,30.714285714285715,7.3871296695380915,2.0540000000000003,862,40,155,10,18,278,123,210,0.071,0.8029999999999999,0.126,0.9422,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,3,8,9,2,0,18,0,14,1,1,1,0,27,26,18,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,15,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,9,4,25,5,27,14,1,24,0,1,3,0,23,16,0,6,6,124,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201888159105748,0.3192882847716644,0.0,0.16044126728808886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013062176429947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870669591688928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908623009791035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696102145596025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782760701041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115344888655595,0.0,0.0,0.2868026309177918,0.0,0.1864124104413618,0.0,0.0,0.16158391420792634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816126978211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441942129756035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473216107891256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580081436825875,0.0,0.0,0.13607923169060188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469036956455128,0.26292964013251297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283955713835131,0.13725608839258896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345004183922705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186719866075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857455163078802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072283208465294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409070391586546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MyMumsAFish,2019/03/02,"Stressed living in shared accommodation, but cant afford my own place Just need some advice, I'm in my mid twenties, living in shared accommodation, been here just under 6 months but I can see myself turning into a recluse. I share a house with 6 other young professionals who I didn't know prior to moving in. I have an ensuite so there's actually no need for me to leave my room when I get super anxious. I have bought a George foreman grill so that I have no reason to go downstairs to the kitchen. I leave to go to work and things like that. I haven't left my room today. Fuck. I really want to live by myself, not have to think of the off peak times to go down to the kitchen. Just need some advice on how to stop being like this.",2.9378,4.450040446666666,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,74.53333333333333,6.333333333333334,21.833333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.3891333333333336,577,14,123,5,12,188,94,150,0.132,0.732,0.136,0.3815,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,1,7,0,10,3,0,2,0,20,25,7,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,3,0,1,4,6,2,0,0,3,1,17,6,24,21,3,25,0,0,1,1,4,14,1,2,9,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.15161888384757793,0.0,0.0,0.30365188459080045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552407971432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436372283629411,0.08117450669576813,0.0,0.2649013624265484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927632801261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853873879764935,0.0,0.0,0.32902917514458885,0.1688101558288858,0.0,0.0,0.15181204438037352,0.0,0.4115841479503258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240149958369134,0.1651339134978814,0.0,0.3456150606794145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623287698697282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953411617319348,0.1597464225238119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380991809308588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298964279977352,0.17797601693622694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322104419069816,0.0995549381555365,0.0,0.0,0.09059760176174024,0.0,0.14727276425040178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899814082228434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916413580204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131113419267018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,R0peBurn,2019/03/02,"Email Anxiety How common is the email anxiety among us? Sometimes I keep messages unread for several days because I am anxious about the possible content. I do so even though I am aware that being responsive to the emails from lecturers, for example, is crucial. ",6.02695652173913,8.7248327826087,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,69.0,10.686956521739132,39.76086956521739,10.686352973137794,5.5251913043478265,212,13,30,7,4,69,36,46,0.118,0.828,0.054000000000000006,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498328663029881,0.3321470047975308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922543870835533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961177973949025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419047631616732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613291181178568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314514918769486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321470047975308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907828750233472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888628029548997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536571815078841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,E-Tischbein,2019/03/02,"Does anyone feel that social situations mean more to you than to ""normal"" people? It's often that when I have an even slightly positive social interaction, I get really excited about it. For example, meeting people I know on the bus and carrying a conversation with them throughout. To them it's probably just another forgettable bus drive while to me it's one of the highlights of the year. &#x200B; Or when there is some kind of gathering or a party, people might say, ""eh, gotta drive to another party that's taking place in another town tomorrow"". Sure they enjoy the moment but it also seems like a routine for them, or some kind of duty. I find this to be a bit disenchanting. No one shares the feeling that this is something very special.",5.7153956834532345,7.2820621582733835,6.7245251798561165,71.60851438848924,67.70503597122303,10.16431654676259,31.16618705035971,10.355215969177356,3.586849784172662,596,24,99,16,10,199,92,139,0.02,0.815,0.165,0.9472,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,0,10,0,5,0,0,0,1,20,13,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,10,8,17,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,8,7,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705224861691713,0.0,0.1585921217584997,0.1778558938779334,0.0,0.4604459576088032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234549307202334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979842060354388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808960590639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667618005948098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801840856834678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377977115028325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647242263056828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048442153752558,0.08044127012845934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715091183847733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944012928659113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527572123128253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341178305896304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836856029291214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044241375523197,0.0,0.15292577435798907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781190269348053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376854024729599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639951017557182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332499926318993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452631134687956,0.0,0.29841210612568303,0.0,0.1126829815580888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379522432234032,0.0,0.11005222381970327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077079835614578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778558938779334,0.09425765218823008 socialanxiety,TothDave666,2019/03/02,"Never really texting friends,because you think they'd rather speak with someone else Does anyone else feel like this? I rarely text to my friends,so some of them dont even text me,and i feel like thats because they dont care about me which leads to me not texting them either.",4.325892857142858,5.500225517857146,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,70.60714285714286,6.314285714285715,26.5,5.985473137389443,0.6881214285714288,223,7,47,1,4,66,41,56,0.051,0.852,0.097,0.3339,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,26,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751725765135505,0.2308204779014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465064436258396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296824968055163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713934488370935,0.0,0.5280403720394069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763760898303343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879176704402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278112411183177,0.32187247821974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011560816085676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374568069700044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431669505300648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908744610882388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434688530125228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NifflerPotato,2019/03/02,"I just lost my best friend... So I'm in my third year of uni and now the one super close relationship I had fell apart in a giant blazing fire of mean girl bullshit. It's not that I don't have other friends but no one was really as close or reliable and I'm not even sure how to either meet new people or build up my relationships to that point and I'm scared.... Has any one else gone through this? Or have any advice I could possibly use? ",2.584147465437788,3.658098505376344,3.9290629800307215,90.55645161290329,74.6989247311828,7.464823348694317,21.88786482334869,7.957251820313856,0.6894897081413216,343,8,80,5,7,113,69,93,0.141,0.805,0.054000000000000006,-0.7253,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,18,14,10,0,1,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,4,1,7,5,9,9,2,13,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,3,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081379847151966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655781070146211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492190022202536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590574683250108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312150207576745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289727864895438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017274117804351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315827730289225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270428496133087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859121804396856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969563023252738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353743644354526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459153950880572,0.220135525204062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509379159695802,0.0,0.0,0.419289880939769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954975057402557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403794192177267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864900592997178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574630113848898 socialanxiety,frickin-name,2019/03/02,"I need help. I dont know where to get it from or where to start. I’m going to keep this relatively short.. I have always struggled with social anxiety, I don’t know where it rooted from or when it started, but it has been present for as long as I can remember. Since graduating high school (3 years ago), I have managed to avoid people/existing friends so much that I have absolutely nobody to call a friend anymore. I have a relatively busy schedule, work and school full time, but generally have weekends off... plenty of time to have a social life. On the rare occasion somebody reaches out to make plans, I get excited and plan with them.... only to make a sorry excuse to not go when that day comes. I am comfortable on my own, even though it gets lonely sometimes (I hope that makes sense). I feel like I need to see a therapist, but with a lack of health care it won’t happen. I’m hoping somebody here will have advice to help me break this or make it less intense in any way.",5.961119962511718,5.707577108247424,6.433542642924088,80.34955482661671,66.57731958762886,9.528772258669166,30.52296157450797,9.095868883498916,2.3126144329896903,765,25,156,12,11,249,122,194,0.066,0.737,0.197,0.9813,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,9,11,0,2,7,0,15,2,0,5,0,31,40,14,0,5,7,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,2,16,8,26,37,5,29,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,5,14,99,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255428246590617,0.11388401277497125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069002500607218,0.0,0.0,0.08736639066277628,0.0,0.0982818816108395,0.0,0.12741119760567846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118581538451068,0.0,0.13098730323439428,0.0,0.0,0.11066855091287793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285478400693448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056999400109924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485554005919604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496006560272666,0.09178149944763853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985166264463704,0.0,0.2013663154034262,0.0,0.14602891000167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360869841601165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656133080933747,0.0,0.0,0.17222616798031604,0.13573931438749198,0.0,0.2552063625461375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419315649125872,0.0,0.0,0.14121135972890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074463777944902,0.06276566633025384,0.0,0.0,0.11369501133604296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34302825555011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444281038371423,0.1905229558990032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977098917123914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553543961476378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004409698145176,0.10237675197807077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062746130350786,0.0,0.0,0.26192512374731186,0.0,0.0,0.12706358400346307,0.14381557339569748,0.18186841975450568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430840465648405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916764433378446,0.0,0.0,0.12622456884982894,0.0,0.14982787079135734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197629032553067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353024359187737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273272667810314 socialanxiety,healedheart1120,2019/03/02,"Anyone else in the middle of stressing about an interview, speech, or some other similar event that is coming up soon for you? I am just wondering who else is with me in experiencing performance anxiety and anticipation anxiety right now. I have two interviews this week and I have rehearsed, rehearsed, and rehearsed. Sometimes my mind goes blank when practicing and I get nervous thinking ""omg if I'm already doing this when I'm at home by myself, how am I going to be in person with the employers?"" AHHHHH. One thing that helps is knowing that I've done other things like this and it has always turned out okay. :) &#x200B; What is it like for you right now? What helps? I find it encouraging to know I'm not alone. So thanks in advance for any comments!",4.135842880523732,6.617036517730497,4.959148936170212,78.82615384615386,73.8936170212766,8.026404800872887,27.86743044189853,8.841846274778883,2.471881178396072,603,24,106,13,13,195,95,141,0.07,0.779,0.151,0.9056,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,0,2,3,1,12,0,0,1,0,21,24,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,16,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,2,11,5,17,22,1,20,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,9,78,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059288879776754,0.18176478015326586,0.0,0.13705432704007994,0.17846635750650727,0.20014420129767585,0.11201041972685803,0.0,0.25200983415389905,0.0,0.0,0.11517108891187755,0.1687678301377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188557801548418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855848301616452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751929836291265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505446058764618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605569157690059,0.0,0.0936101364463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080716871874645,0.0,0.1652204678031981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104380361193745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609408051941663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663130738594737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161372332604108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382095034068382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813278319440885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290526904290126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867806956870167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164550774111182,0.0,0.0,0.21885586262721152,0.10554137501542583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916033586971336,0.16090056883379786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321227524386579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862411304019668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014420129767585,0.0 socialanxiety,PitifulProgrammer,2019/03/02,"Can't talk to girls because of my anxiety, despite being relatively attractive It's disappointing to say the least. I even sometimes see girls looking at me and occasionally smiling too, sucks to know that I am unable to do anything about it because of my anxiety. Any normal guy who sees a girl smile at them would be making a move if they were interested, but for me, the idea of me going up and starting a conversation with the girl doesn't even cross my mind as a possibility. I don't even want to think about how many opportunities I've missed out on over the years, but considering I'm 25, I'd assume it's a rather large amount. Sometimes I almost wish I wasn't physically attractive, at least then I wouldn't have to worry about any missed opportunities, because there likely be few to none, which would be better for me mentally.",9.758385093167703,7.4913001180124255,9.870683229813668,65.26018633540373,60.24223602484472,12.926708074534162,38.52795031055901,11.491704259439757,4.2282397515527945,673,25,126,15,7,225,101,161,0.111,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,10,11,1,0,9,0,15,0,0,2,0,22,29,8,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,4,15,7,24,20,5,13,0,3,3,0,11,7,1,3,4,86,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160636228518233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949819530010853,0.0,0.2469221342512156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280823815926193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951411367628001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427342112367533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31978494984591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172028844230154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979909067322842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218694865317472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869440061913926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884582607673966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552493185522585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772747171280743,0.16362168880639788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264073526403786,0.0,0.16295546278635542,0.0,0.0,0.1715294708818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812557558855111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194026249713796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283418918037598,0.0,0.0,0.2572100338516979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192329128574945,0.0,0.1142309691843691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297172342289453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341065323150074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951905839277372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558776755692896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389693492092294,0.0,0.2292902316665289,0.0,0.0,0.10392831877532273 socialanxiety,thefinalprophecy,2019/03/02,"Selective social anxiety I have social anxiety and am very shy. For example, my parents dragged me to a Halloween party and my mom introduced me to her old coworker's sons. I have trouble making friends so my mom basically pushed me into one of the boys' rooms and left me there. He was with his two other friends and they didn't even talk to me! I didn't really care, I just got drunk. About 2 hours later, my mom finds on the couch and basically has all the boys around me for their Instagrams. We follow each other now, but I still don't talk to them. That's an example of forced to be social. Which I hate. Now I talk to guys on dating sites and have met up to hookup 3 different times since last summer, I was anxious but I got through it. I told them that I was really shy and they didn't mind at all. I actually scheduled another meetup for next week. I like to social on my own terms, not forced into it! 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A new friend of mine is late every time we hang out. We were supposed to hang out at my house at 3 yesterday, so I rushed out of work, rushed through some errands, went to the store to get us some food, rushed home to clean, dropped my mom's dog off at my sister's, only to find a text from her (sent at 2) that said ""I have a bunch of things to do today and I don't know how long they're going to take! Mind if we hang out tonight instead?"" I said ""haha oh no! I just rushed around all day so I could be home by 3 (laugh face). Since you're busy, let's hang out another day (heart)"" No response :'( Now I'm panicking and kicking myself for not saying ""omg sure!! Take your time!"" Like I normally would have. Ugh. Does anyone else panic/feel guilty/regret after standing up for yourself?",0.5945134638922909,2.7751638430232566,1.7986658506731956,98.29076499388007,84.98837209302326,4.551285189718484,18.35495716034272,5.750287758089431,-0.4805860465116281,639,16,146,4,19,202,113,172,0.114,0.82,0.066,-0.8111,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,1,11,3,2,1,2,26,22,6,0,4,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,11,1,0,3,0,1,11,4,1,0,0,5,4,19,5,31,13,4,40,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,14,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956292235442654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640040830753428,0.1559155705263339,0.0,0.13546306052231133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214949131237255,0.0,0.0,0.1962733961107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316449957206355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711803846845432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282093134955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388287882516105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908010842902108,0.0,0.18400388696595735,0.0,0.11756572937845187,0.0,0.07950225015216618,0.0,0.08648139766431953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032151524364648,0.0,0.0,0.3052767044422574,0.0,0.0,0.17558309937673652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362834287604183,0.0,0.1716537527144265,0.0,0.0,0.1556035588954796,0.0,0.07434230043229459,0.0,0.0,0.13466516305146126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364775251077914,0.17821900522300874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146966190263443,0.0,0.0,0.1490937394072347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573171368354045,0.0,0.1785380473167425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894959616436242,0.12101124375610947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587613057445435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341789330753374,0.0,0.2288249574669245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109461221578944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746244459342553,0.0,0.14423883335587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304109630971974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106259240921007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078116230021584,0.0,0.0,0.10809680192933037,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nicee12,2019/03/02,"I just can't. Its got to the point where I can't even maintain eye contact anymore, even with my family members, and I don't even know why, I truly believe that I am blessed and I don't see myself ugly at all, I go to the gym and I'm fit, but its physically painful for me to interact with people. I tried to go out and attend various events but I just cannot interact with people. I don't even know what to do anymore.",1.994945054945056,3.051946736263737,4.2624175824175845,87.65758241758243,76.14285714285714,7.397802197802199,26.186813186813183,7.957251820313856,1.4129956043956051,327,12,74,5,7,114,52,91,0.048,0.853,0.099,0.2849,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,15,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,2,13,1,11,14,2,9,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221998598539963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398203360866704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562368108833019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066547070866694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419464948761813,0.0,0.17024359286920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339645863460617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264980553801109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29514065480088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122150921457888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696218666400889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451797237368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920730482188597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OrangeLasso,2019/03/02,"Need Help about how to text Crush first I've liked this girl on and off for 5 ish years and have recently started again. We used to he friends since I was slot more outgoing but since I'm alot less now I barely every talk to her and when we do its about school related things. How do I muster the courage and text her and what do I say? If I directly ask to hangout more everyone in my school will assume I like her and that'll ruin any chance I have, and I don't want to come off as clingy and obsessive.",2.633611111111112,3.621442361111111,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,74.46296296296295,7.622222222222224,22.759259259259267,8.07648339933343,0.7514592592592586,397,10,96,6,8,126,74,108,0.091,0.7509999999999999,0.157,0.7516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,20,16,14,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,14,4,13,13,4,12,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,9,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580450716108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726964256801146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001984850399824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958133449036875,0.222075328690362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976857032988872,0.0,0.0,0.1795574602810978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557778502993329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708513318718546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232721862576308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294743713305221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481977451403786,0.0,0.4704176012954273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38449977617547937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449922679538231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868003474456808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440121805510312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072546279456813,0.0,0.0,0.13707996672111222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496628121318957 socialanxiety,Antiversed,2019/03/02,"My anxiety is ruining my life and I’m still not getting prescribed anything. I literally so lost right now, without sounding cocky I’ve always been a popular kid in school. When people hear that they tend to think my anxiety story is fake/overreacted but hey ho. I left school when I was 13 because I was too worried my friends would see me anxious, stupid ? Yep, and tbh I’ve regretted that decision my either since then everything’s got worse. I took home schooling for the next 2 years and got all my qualifications. Ever since then ( so in a span of about 3/4 years) I’ve been out with friends like 4 times it’s terrible. I want to go out with them but the closer I get to the day of going out I have to cancel but the anxiety gets way too much. I’ve finished school and but missed a year of college and I’m too anxious too look for a job or college course. I’m not meeting friends it’s got to the point where I’ve been chating to girls online who seems really nice but I’m way too scared to FaceTime or call them. I’ve done cbt and they’ve said they don’t prescribe anything for social anxiety but my anxiety is starting to branch out into nearly every aspect of my life. Ahh idk just needed to get this off my chest. Have any of you guys got medication for SA if so what medication? And how bad was your situation? 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I’ve been getting bad social anxiety for a few years now but I never used to get I used to be so happy and comfortable in social situations but now It’s so different and it’s to the point where I can’t enjoy a party with my closest friends now without feeling hated and judged. I’d never post something like this but I’m thinking that cutting myself off from this world will ease my judgement because it’s just too demoralising to fight through anymore, just on the off chance if I check this again that someone else has felt the same. 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I was diagnosed three weeks ago with social anxiety disorder but I am not sure it fits. I do believe I have some social anxiety. I feel like a total alien when I am in most social situations. But I am not afraid to approach social situations (it is unpleasant though), it doesn't keep me from engaging people, and it's mostly fear that comes from not relating to people around me. I never know what to do or say because I literally do not feel like I fit in with anyone. When I feel I fit in, I am comfortable, but that is rare. I have a lot of trouble making friends, but not because I am not trying to get out and make connections. I am also perfectly fine with public speaking. I feel like I have something going on that is causing the social anxiety, like I am not normal in some way and of course after a lifetime of trying to fit in when I don't, social situations make me anxious. I am not afraid I will say the wrong thing irrationally, it is because I do say the wrong thing. I have been judged. I understand why people don't like socializing with me. I wouldn't like socializing with me either. I know I'm not talking to doctors here but does anyone else kind of relate to this? Is it irrational to question my diagnosis? 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how should i pursue him..? just slip him my number?? ,0.1361764705882358,2.3354387941176498,2.4750000000000014,92.45750000000002,87.52941176470587,5.1647058823529415,14.382352941176471,6.6274283507984215,-0.4339470588235295,250,4,54,3,8,85,53,68,0.078,0.8109999999999999,0.111,0.3253,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046197112962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916148896277598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547775326024625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166698112158472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106151219284581,0.32918121371806225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559260968501727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668587709156853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444545918585778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mel0kalani89,2019/03/03,"I have more dislikes in common with people than positive interest I've over gone tremendous personal change and independance over the past year. I am comfortable with myself and my darkness like never before. And while I would like to start using this strength in connection with others to help make the world a better place, I am faced with a dilemma. I don't want to be around people who just complain about things. I would rather say nothing than repeat a point about the badness and coruption of the world. It's not that I don't agree, it's just that I want to do something positive to change it and am not seeing any ideas. I don't want to be sad about that, I have enough depression without it. So I want to connect with people with a hopeful outlook. Then I contradict myself because of my own cynicism, and the fact that engaging people's intrests in things they enjoy seem so shallow. Maybe I like cartons, or certain music, but discussions about these can't really build into relationships. I'm lonely, but comfortable with myself, except when it comes to feeling fufilled by positive, if shallow interactions. Introductions build trust, and existential debates come later, but how do I engage with the surface personalities to want to build that trust? 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So my brothers fiance just asked me to be a bridesmaid and of course i said yes! Heres the issue. Im 15 and shy/anxious as hell, and all the other bridesmaids are 19-21 years old (highschool sweethearts) and ive never met them. I have pretty low confidence, and they’re all gorgeous and i feel ugly. Im just so nervous to meet them all because they’re all friends, and im quiet and have a tough time making conversation with people ive just met. Im especially anxious with new people who are older than me. Any tips on bonding with these girls? I want so badly to be able to just hold a fun conversation with them. 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I just want to vent this out, but almost all my class is somehow demanding class participation where a teacher would ask every student some questions. So far, I managed to panic thrice already where I look a fucking stupid shit. I can do well in other things, just not talking in front for some reason. Doesn't help that I have no friends in the class at all. It is seriously affecting my routines each week. I have to take advance notes to every subject instead of focusing on homeworks and projects.",5.965857142857143,7.411445700000002,5.9114285714285675,78.12500000000001,67.0,8.114285714285714,36.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,3.108171428571428,430,22,74,6,7,135,75,100,0.221,0.7090000000000001,0.07,-0.958,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,1,4,0,9,2,1,2,2,18,14,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,1,9,2,13,13,5,12,0,0,1,1,5,9,2,5,1,58,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411722597528239,0.0,0.26577930854414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515829361462408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405845916478507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607685309746969,0.2226580437656029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143385031515756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022497976329312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282580631094657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698023950703283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476295758633719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247224733336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108605382161555,0.19358271583809755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000723514986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205708184020036,0.0,0.19319195807068096,0.0,0.2165492816982007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108993274869222,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OOLLMM,2019/03/03,Tomorrow i read a PowerPoint presentation word for word in front of the class (pls read i mean if you want) Its eight people in that class and i know it doesnt seem like a lot but the thought of having eight pair of eyes looking at me all at once makes me so scared. It will be a bad presentation because i basically know nothing so i will have to read 9 slides. I've struggled with debilitating social anxiety basically my whole life. Its a fear that has taken over my life i almost went completely mute at one point because i felt scared to let my voice be heard. If i were to do a presentation last year it would drive me suicidal. For some reason i preferred death than having a bunch of people look at me all at once. Id like to think im making progress. Im taking small steps like asking random people for a pencil in class or ordering food and talking through the phone. Now im willing to go do a presenation even though i know it will be awful but im still willing to do it. Despite all of this it doesnt change how scared I am. Aa pathetic as this sounds i guess i made this post in hopes that a random online stranger wished me all the good luck and give me hopes for tomorrow. 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Honestly its p silly in hindsight but this situation kind of made me question what my friends think about me. I’ll keep it short - Basically I cooked dinner for everyone (Im a chef) and I get hyper focused when I cook. At one point I was cutting something and I was basically in “work mode” and I guess I looked very serious. My friend pointed at me and said “look” to my other friend and shook their heqda and smirked. Now, Im sure it was likely nothing to be worried about and it it probably the anxiety talking. But, Ingot the feeling they were making fun of me for some reason. I have a weird anxiety that I think im mentally ill or crazy and people hang out with me because they can look past it but secretly poke fun at me. Fun thoughts, I know. Am I overthinking this? And how do you cope in the moment? I usually keep a poker face but sometimes it drains me from keeping it in for so long. 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This makes me want to talk to people, then get to afraid to talk to them, then worry about what they'd think or what they are thinking, then feel like life is pointless if I can't even interact with people without feeling like crap. Moral of the story: mental conditions suck. I just had to get this out considering there is no one I can talk too. I'm 15.",5.8971951219512215,6.273025060975613,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,66.6829268292683,9.974634146341463,29.81463414634146,9.888512548439397,2.7065921951219516,333,11,64,7,5,108,61,82,0.209,0.698,0.093,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,7,2,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,14,17,6,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,2,7,2,12,15,0,6,1,1,0,0,8,2,2,2,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302510611089249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029599888844615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059223560278546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639287695391776,0.0,0.1999464074130142,0.2825025022875683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660114264222146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965552641956175,0.1931920692378653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197967609410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992553173166437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339802304250064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414839015461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891913957785861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155070279934395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767596867863089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338206311122313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662041477668968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905950832268448,0.0,0.0,0.2007943195895942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Andromeda-2,2019/03/03,"Went on a school trip to make friends and made no connections with a single person. For my whole life, socializing has been a real struggle for me. I really don’t know why, but when I try to talk to people it seems like things just go wrong or it ends up awkward. I’ve pretty much just avoided group activities and socializing altogether for the past decade, but I know that’s unhealthy and I’m starting to get very lonely and depressed. I want to have a normal college life with a few friends to go on trips with or just go out to coffee...anything really. So I’m starting to try and get involved with student life, but it seems like no one is interested in interacting with me at all. This weekend I went camping through my college, and although I had a great time because I love the outdoors, I didn’t make any friends which was the whole goal of the trip. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong because I think I’m very friendly and I have a lot common interests with my peers (music, tv shows, books, hiking, etc. ), but whenever I tried to spark up a conversation with someone, they were really quick to end it and go somewhere else. When I asked someone about a book they were reading, they gave me a really short answer and looked back down at their book to read, so I figured I’d leave them alone. Later on the bus I heard that same person get asked about their book and they went on and on over what it was about, the author, the characters and they had a normal conversation... This kind of thing happened with several different people, so it must be a problem with me, right? I was thinking maybe it’s because I’m kind of unsightly, I have a lot of acne and my hair is very long so it gets messy easily, but is that really enough to get a whole group of 20 people to push me away? What am I doing wrong? Why don’t people want to talk to me? :( ",6.22796495956873,5.553046803234501,6.625092991913746,80.6035154986523,66.14285714285714,9.684150943396226,31.218463611859846,8.982922981607832,2.3207378975741246,1448,47,300,21,20,471,174,371,0.128,0.74,0.132,0.5304,1,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,8,1,15,21,0,3,21,0,24,5,1,3,2,57,62,27,0,6,10,0,1,2,4,1,3,1,0,2,19,23,0,1,9,9,0,11,6,9,0,1,15,3,36,12,50,45,12,41,0,2,1,1,29,16,0,6,16,197,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038918808584658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278313042504059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387327737884786,0.0,0.14512533373143394,0.0,0.07292498212431896,0.059683709628009264,0.0,0.14194625239853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685255944009318,0.0,0.0,0.08109464135850701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484016032782207,0.0,0.13749361548518696,0.08020049023120455,0.08656496261069004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987093677024876,0.0,0.2027618860547602,0.0,0.17644915725536994,0.0,0.0,0.08557448994136609,0.0,0.0,0.06863763857497199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616551063406818,0.12797102343688874,0.0,0.0,0.08218661108640514,0.0,0.0,0.16447237942243895,0.07584079706147012,0.0,0.0,0.06868978524236681,0.06517985393163356,0.0,0.0,0.13197666796579854,0.07005357905884516,0.07344434667193211,0.10362168457927497,0.0,0.07797805156699228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057058408163299476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209897955495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259619354975232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740954848293535,0.2152431257087041,0.13554667500036768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896575245463941,0.0,0.07427026538731102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552786821273737,0.08834665968457635,0.24862146927124415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628563521996213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785539003220034,0.0,0.14132163670738426,0.0,0.08768662699556168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824423858498365,0.1315315291683607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987731606255018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114353799421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477335739950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313234759325646,0.09946939179876256,0.0,0.0,0.045259876168009236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809326632304746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921297692371743,0.0915626117075604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585892651280653,0.1400769517534527,0.25997430217237305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545903984980762,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MDuncan1182,2019/03/03,"Only recently has my social anxiety been nearly unmanageable. Help. I have chronic depression. Possibly caused by being bipolar or some trauma from my childhood. Regardless I've never been crippled by social anxiety. But in the last couple years anytime I have to experience being around new people it is absolutely crushing to my energy. Tonight I was at a family event for my girlfriends family and I found it difficult to speak. Stumbling over my words and then I think I'm stumbling so I stumbling more. This has never been an issue for me until recently and I'm getting concerned.",4.460641025641023,7.696904807692309,5.943846153846152,67.8844871794872,77.84615384615384,8.851282051282054,31.743589743589745,9.2995712137729,4.128201282051282,476,24,65,14,12,160,72,104,0.14300000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.045,-0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,2,14,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,12,0,14,9,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,12,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847601582789569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656848500173003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911948823496652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593648774954365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030351934808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205952459139266,0.3509117577882814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406923705747188,0.0,0.0,0.09723919082966537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475125132434392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425927166894444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171135028355648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709199317253103,0.17975432636413835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155144251110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903107545757955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098205497174659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675389654606421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794485742084828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925716611526295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985415804813007 socialanxiety,Danu229,2019/03/03,"Today I just let myself lose an argument I should’ve won, all because I have no back bone. Uugh I really wish I was as abrasive and mean in the situations that call for it but I just get so frazzled and over emotional in the heat of the moment, and I get the shakes, roll over, and search for the easiest way out. This weekend overall has been hard dealing with certain customers but today I felt like I made a big mistake but my actions were so automatic and totally against my better judgment just because a customer got angry at me and yelled at me, humiliating me. I work on an organic farm with a weekend market, this regular lady shows up. She’s been nasty before for no real reason but nothing that’s caused a scene or has even stuck to my memory. We have a bin that we put damaged or old produce in to sell at 79¢/lb, and she comes up to my register and explains that a portion of her basket came from that bin. I look at the produce and none of it is damaged, none of it is even stuff that would normally go in that bin. But I tried inspecting it for any reason to discount, if I can find any blemish or soft spot it should be discounted. I asked “are you sure? None of this seems like it came from over there” and she blows up in front of a line of people behind her “DON’T DO THAT TO ME, I GOT IT FROM OVER THERE” *points in discount bin direction* “AND THAT SHOULD BE THE END OF IT BUT YOU CAN GO LOOK IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE ME” what I should of done was immediately check the bin, catch her in her obvious lie, and either demand she pay the proper charge or ask her to leave. But instead my brain just went into auto pilot and I rung her up how she wanted to be rang up, I throw her change down and rush back to the bin where my co worker happened to be standing so I just briefly told her that I think this woman is lying about something, notice bitch lady glaring and slowly walking towards us, where I make my second mistake. Instead of just baiting her into an argument she would of lost between me and my co worker, I just rush back to my register and start ringing people up trying to look too busy to deal with it, purely just to avoid conflict at any cost. I’m so embarrassed about it all, there were so many opportunities to do something right about this or to defend myself and I just clammed up to avoid this lady raising her voice at me anymore or me raising my voice at her. I’ve already taken what she owed out of my own pay. No one I’ve told about my day has really made me feel any better... I guess I felt like someone would’ve had something constructive to say, to prepare me to face this woman when she comes in next week or if it ever happens again, but when there was a moment to tell my co worker the whole story, all she really said was “I think you handled it well” I don’t even know what that means... I don’t feel like it was handled well, I did the one and only thing I shouldn’t of and haven’t stopped thinking about it for hours, in my head, the poor poor decisions I made out of irrational fear of man to man conflict. I felt so pathetic I was shaking after she was long gone even. My boss asked me if I wanted to work more in the fields a while back, and this weekend was a serious push towards that decision. I don’t want to abandon the only other register person, but then again plants aren’t mean and don’t make me panic.",4.849667014250954,5.011782096350366,5.602539103232537,83.94419099756692,68.91240875912409,8.334028501911716,28.864268335071248,8.037061389416179,1.7399961765728196,2636,86,548,31,42,861,285,685,0.158,0.7809999999999999,0.061,-0.997,2,2,3,0,0,0,53.0,3,4,0,13,46,28,1,7,28,0,47,4,4,12,9,125,101,54,0,17,30,0,7,4,0,6,0,7,0,5,40,36,0,6,19,4,11,19,15,16,2,3,34,17,92,12,96,56,12,91,0,5,3,0,45,42,1,13,32,404,132,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790395505718051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482879416144228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103237813724843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200878056673756,0.0,0.0,0.22029965036689592,0.0,0.08732340859616054,0.0,0.06094727725289952,0.08069642090265668,0.0,0.12669231390636168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799567649624121,0.07313674637511232,0.16383897131048755,0.0,0.07357821589962978,0.07576935216155165,0.1233965382018279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619195532778128,0.14768367889597506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329685504215383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056805845847594,0.06343815508422307,0.0,0.0,0.1892295472233003,0.06478857047757383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059761169894426,0.07243112113260122,0.05116864370857902,0.20631260582602992,0.0,0.06546360620276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484181677714184,0.0,0.08141184565513576,0.0,0.11456950524153528,0.0,0.07890259530153429,0.0,0.1266748319961965,0.0,0.06416159210092827,0.0,0.0735075250721884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053582421733129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936301867510215,0.0,0.0,0.07584013208973776,0.0,0.07324102791076399,0.0,0.13996868810872082,0.0,0.0,0.0633855358815073,0.1804399281009868,0.0801296302730643,0.07818673496713807,0.0,0.0,0.20331884521876292,0.0956199816730647,0.07261612398503738,0.0,0.2340606299470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617359722770976,0.0,0.07017692144548164,0.06872575578426447,0.08154510598015344,0.07515799140892251,0.0,0.09706939399258066,0.10894750392888317,0.0,0.08403606061119928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931098794178404,0.06253985655610687,0.0,0.0,0.06770841817342442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200252717603768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815244995699025,0.13765369921423715,0.1472840793494382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611670351688909,0.06813141665042631,0.056958773593416535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520436512315839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050907520170615,0.0,0.0,0.06068730912633859,0.1654203980253162,0.0,0.0,0.050696275547174166,0.0,0.0,0.05988139047550575,0.0,0.0,0.0819930552527793,0.0,0.0,0.06750535785428749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626030759264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758421573055418,0.13768249560089013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357835321328339,0.13688078995678174,0.0,0.09725683248522296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615560041683905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673817197089798,0.056852290470222284,0.05745295080958925,0.0,0.12879827249027434,0.06639674144437463,0.0,0.07996633172590471,0.08236477961651066,0.0,0.0,0.10428715458194693,0.0,0.0,0.15264022770497973,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlamingCheeks,2019/03/03,"I Need A Bit of Advice So, considering I'm posting this here, I struggle with social anxiety. Yet, I always strive to get to know people. I'm 21 now and have never been in a relationship before, but I'm always on the look out for ""the one."" I'm currently taking a class that meets only one day of the week and there's a girl in this class that, in my opinion, is one of the most beautiful people I have ever seen. She smiled at me the first day without even knowing me. Last week I finally decided to talk to her since she is taking a film class I took a couple semesters back. We talked briefly and had a really good discussion with shared views on many things. I've never had an interaction like this with really anyone, let alone somebody I'm interested in. My mind has now gone a bit crazy this last week, with my anxiety off the charts thinking about doing anything. I'm also overweight which causes some self-image issues with this situation. (I'm currently working on fixing that with exercise.) I just don't know what to do. I'm so nervous to try and ask her out or anything, but I also feel like I may regret not doing so for a very long time. I'd talk to my mom about this, but she would try and find out who she is with even merely a first name, plus I haven't really gotten to know this girl yet, though I would like to. 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I always tell people I don't wanna get married because I want to live life for myself/want to be independent. But the truth is, I really do want to find a partner. I want to get married, find somebody to spend life with, and have a family. But I am not a normal person. I struggle to interact with my own relatives, and making friends. I can't deal with social gatherings. If I were to ever get married, I probably wouldn't be able to interact and fit in with my hypothetical future partner's family and friends. I would end up holding them back from everything. I can't ruin somebody's life like that.",2.7433333333333323,4.944792500000002,5.0715625000000015,77.70052083333336,77.125,8.016666666666666,27.072916666666664,8.841846274778883,2.474560416666667,512,21,93,12,12,179,71,128,0.042,0.797,0.161,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,6,0,13,3,0,3,2,29,21,7,0,9,4,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,16,4,17,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,1,5,64,17,0,0.15797317461656926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144633624815225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214716201780121,0.0,0.09629898099226504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286340645086292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991734378789608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289578057561592,0.0,0.0,0.14197610317627093,0.0,0.29784609955200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887692393483647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440993656787171,0.0,0.24760339090446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33474337516045555,0.07717771358438827,0.0,0.13949320738915574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544832073836442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478017024340593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951870860145756,0.13793608276579156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032180093102972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980805744294184,0.10120166079369487,0.16242273390091205,0.0,0.16960406972797792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610337574906117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514786176272767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807551756440545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727066853306973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221961077580704,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ManlyIndivual,2019/03/03,"I was going to the gym tomorrow, but fuck, i feel so anxious. And i already paid for it. I think i'm going to look like a weirdo. I was thinking to tell my dad to go with me, but that would be worst. My heart is already beating fast af.",-0.10730769230769256,1.4814475000000016,2.308307692307693,97.03669230769232,83.61538461538461,4.929230769230768,21.93846153846154,5.6839178017228535,-0.034389230769230394,178,6,44,1,5,61,39,52,0.332,0.616,0.051,-0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,15,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,1,6,10,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619789412588331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28765833100202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874809027194065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540043877676614,0.0,0.0,0.4341346436329678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017366311289221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243988841403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138242584913032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255699883280802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32631200687040673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088115999854731,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Phaedra1102,2019/03/03,"Constantly Worried About What Other People Think Hi, I'm looking for advice on how to stop caring what other people think. Honestly, it's exhausting. I'm in my 30s and just can't seem to function without constantly overthinking everything I say and being really, really worried about other people's opinion of me. Unfortunately, I am one of those people who seems to talk more when I'm nervous and I'm pretty convinced that I have said some stupid things, or things which have hurt my reputation. I've basically self-diagnosed myself with social anxiety disorder. Yes, I'm going to see a therapist soon (for this among other things). I just really need some good advice right now. ",6.3880017921146965,8.179134556451617,7.293010752688173,67.31507168458782,66.33870967741936,10.672401433691755,30.71326164874552,10.746095033038511,3.906789605734768,551,21,84,16,9,184,83,124,0.188,0.6809999999999999,0.132,-0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,18,20,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,15,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,4,8,4,15,18,3,11,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,6,6,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729230692812386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682965297622657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423795303821165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018178195912088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173887187018774,0.0,0.0,0.16004768061125474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550581333824967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793646678527544,0.11712936603277985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494951139877232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726839704852628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354655878124053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462849233910382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872548771595807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420713096687698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26838453369842524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925786451963412,0.13283637557374542,0.11105298279788037,0.0,0.0,0.11128066239061797,0.25425895894660805,0.14568238625623747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423526372158633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675123263465287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224305313686883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214105202582785,0.2783259939213287,0.17896045216467654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461482575295008,0.0,0.0,0.28363682720571154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,getfucked_zepar,2019/03/03,"I need advice please? First time posting so go easy on me. Alright so it's a little bit of a silly question but I need some backstory fill in before I ask...ok so I used to date this guy in a band and we broke up more than a year ago (whatever, not the point), and a little after we broke up he got kicked out of the band, and I stayed friends with one of his band mates on social media. Now I realize when I get invited to their shows I know he literally just pushes the invite button to every person he has on his friends list, but I still enjoyed their music and want to go to one of their shows... which finally leads me to the question: would it be weird if I went to a show? Or am I overthinking it and they won't even remember me😂 Sorry if it's long and I hope I made at least some sense. Thanks for the read! 😅",0.034476674641148015,2.0189003125000013,2.3033133971291875,95.04766746411484,85.64772727272727,5.523444976076556,17.785885167464112,6.8360192770164,-0.09102954545454534,629,15,148,8,19,213,110,176,0.067,0.765,0.16699999999999998,0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,4,2,9,10,0,0,11,1,5,0,0,3,0,32,18,15,0,7,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,7,0,6,2,3,0,3,3,0,23,7,24,12,5,31,0,2,0,0,22,12,0,8,11,96,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832834312395093,0.13455350370754193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419040322369527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916290419061774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571638550621046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025647977930932,0.0,0.12789040787849776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662795477970953,0.0,0.12911329020541268,0.0,0.0,0.23454659685499615,0.0,0.07930449763756962,0.0,0.1725325706791176,0.0,0.1214010756155222,0.0,0.0,0.15029688836718666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507626461885035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342032719015087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042687838751405,0.0,0.13433019926652426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362825110938413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510210720782048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571492938199384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325379879880871,0.0,0.16662086265045906,0.1434914950038436,0.0,0.14537375508009193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34008116825753226,0.0,0.15183200994453033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719495373988749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473174087600206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991752236845198,0.0,0.1617889383247015,0.12122043529974927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974869750080726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851051379728267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109863028499913,0.0,0.0,0.08953022514658958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071171576973088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782792382386222,0.0,0.0,0.09774838429528647 socialanxiety,WexDs,2019/03/03,"Debating online vs real life I feel like I am able to form arguments that represent my beliefs pretty well on Reddit, but in real life I can't seem to get my thoughts together quick enough. I end up just asking questions and grossly misrepresenting my beliefs by agreeing with the other person. Anyone else face similar issues? How do you resolve this?",5.944218749999997,8.071401234375003,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,67.90625,8.870000000000003,33.1125,9.3871,3.56781625,285,13,42,6,5,94,55,64,0.061,0.76,0.179,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,15,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,3,7,7,2,5,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.2191207190073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321430154042645,0.22451507111160016,0.0,0.0,0.2048482931490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304724377410272,0.0,0.1940759185654,0.2264102773949286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079401937105923,0.15653988544124403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448153180718447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870510129362506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095428880088453,0.10705131509195538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913277599570887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292454655093755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454653534206051,0.0,0.0,0.4988146997215646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947927298563367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395737487001295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701584172805886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yarebai,2019/03/03,"Walked into a small shop any everyone went quiet, gave eachother looks? First post here and can't seem to shake a really awkward encounter off at all :( I feel super awkward and anxious after i went into a tiny corner shop where there were probably 4 people who were talking with one another and suddenly stopped when i walked in and gave funny looks to eachother or smiled. I have no idea why. I do have pretty bad social anxiety and its left me with really bad paranoia about whether i look really weird or was acting really weird. Just freaking out right now. Anyone else ever got this or is it all in my head? :(",5.527628205128206,6.700640854700858,5.947938034188034,78.46754807692311,67.80341880341881,8.926923076923078,28.30021367521368,9.188382445141503,2.428847008547009,488,16,86,9,8,157,85,117,0.247,0.644,0.109,-0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,3,3,0,8,1,1,0,3,22,18,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,2,2,6,2,8,0,2,8,5,8,1,13,10,2,26,0,0,3,0,5,12,0,4,7,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689896510926823,0.16483416647811916,0.12025484117505952,0.17758722539315475,0.0,0.1099154011315174,0.1610663224855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625049113382286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131744897939865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421931735454367,0.0,0.15020792848098347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948323987842518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371120582347187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257243478420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613288916924508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745563913007842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079438468288516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39601623900423705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652037144973804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898021394269597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055072995134844,0.1599252857589323,0.16948434237035792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402816241553317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424489509365747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431057289508586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602419674905619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314232569921105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263485385558789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914453370234323,0.14184533067217636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WhatsTheAskMe,2019/03/03,"Misunderstanding at work unaccepted apology advice There was a misunderstanding at work. Someone said there wasn't much left to be done in their area of kitchen. I pointed out a few things they could do if they were bored but misunderstood the fact they were just complaining about having nothing to do rather than looking for something to do. Anyway it turned into me getting told I'm always complaining or ""moaning"" about things (I think I casually used the phrase ""I didn't realise you were just moaning not looking for something to do"") Anyway I apologise for the misunderstanding when I realised there had been one, did everything I could to undo what I'd said to upset him but he just walked off and then I could hear him and a coworker talking about people they dislike. I can only imagine talking about me. I heard the other co worker use the phrase ""I like most people here but..."" Which gives me the impression I'm not very well liked by some people there. I don't know I feel awful now I'm paranoid nobody likes me, I don't know how to undo the upset I've caused and obviously I don't know when to shut up. Wishing a huge sinkhole would open up underneath me ",4.554892874937714,6.516906076233188,5.116106128550076,80.44861858495267,71.19730941704036,7.646138515196812,28.08395615346288,8.344100000000001,2.0261531639262578,937,35,171,15,18,300,126,223,0.156,0.74,0.104,-0.8843,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,5,3,20,11,0,2,11,1,24,1,0,4,2,39,45,12,0,9,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,6,1,0,7,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,14,7,28,6,27,26,4,20,0,0,2,0,20,15,0,4,7,128,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605723290859495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585331348085805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303101951046754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33349953743115857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248407324650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251339706952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040057286802365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274368659776158,0.1335653308456482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569261215934895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295570485069792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512774585272096,0.0,0.0,0.2040671676557368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384191965989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023525437141882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359816891809442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943481315513382,0.10589324822258454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958065264755745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162053418088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488562858050896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797197838458034,0.21437729349733944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238210095355184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500092195308146,0.08921511833250756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304344702801615,0.0,0.0,0.15144591931621226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050584667798044,0.0,0.11488210787072906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518751644237436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011149844099132,0.0,0.0,0.20272709604768568,0.0,0.0,0.09890738773704087,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yung_villa,2019/03/03,"How do you stop yourself from, or at least cope with, stuttering and stammering at an interview? I’m usually quite articulate and able to get my point across clearly when it comes to casual conversation but when it comes to an interview in an official setting like I had today, I’m pretty much like a deer caught in headlights. No matter how much I prepare myself mentally about how to respond to potential questions or try to think on the spot, I go completely scatterbrained and my range of vocabulary gets drastically reduced the moment I open my mouth. Add to that I also stutter and stammer and it’s absolutely not a good look at all. This problem’s getting to the point where I know it’s affecting my career prospects because of first impressions and all that and it’s really getting me down. I’d like to know if any of you are struggling with a similar problem. Is there a way to treat it? At the very least are there any good coping mechanisms? Thanks in advance.",5.158928571428568,6.937356663043477,5.953105590062113,75.79065217391306,69.32608695652173,9.822360248447207,33.25155279503106,10.125756701596842,3.6865074534161497,782,37,138,21,14,256,112,184,0.131,0.715,0.154,0.7038,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,10,16,0,1,11,0,5,1,1,4,3,33,20,17,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,4,1,0,5,2,7,0,1,2,2,14,9,27,18,6,28,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,4,10,95,23,3,0.15542357916256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429218010330673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138672706433773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474477126799044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677673026086631,0.1629586656946059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220321703750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248096209630976,0.0,0.0883308017758702,0.26072384835957585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083346885999431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277963300918006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051666206787915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663041177990675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285084279014073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938510392980972,0.0,0.0,0.1581216557936473,0.0,0.29743874969142425,0.0,0.0,0.1741099790191573,0.16531210790589632,0.0,0.0,0.09956832465973377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994107158708562,0.0,0.16248247101767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309314987647048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995891537983015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473233798440023,0.0,0.0,0.10552240797969556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117711436968958,0.1282407300831019,0.0,0.12336800276711588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Woyta94,2019/03/03,"Today I finally made the first move and asked a girl out. TL;DR: I'm 25 year old guy with slight social phobia and I absolutely can't communicate my emotions. I kinda accidentally met a girl in 2017 on music festival. We met several times as friends and today I finally gathered enough courage and asked her out on date. First girl I EVER asked out. She haven't responded yet. Wish me luck. --- I don't have a significant problem in standard social interactions but I'm extremely afraid of showing any emotions and I don't really like meeting new people. In summer of 2017 I attended a metal music festival with several friends of mine. I was having a good time as everyone there was on the same ""wave"". One of my friends met two girls when he was waiting in line at gas station and decided to ask one of them out, he needed a wingman though. But... his best friend who he wanted to ask for help was fortunately for me completely drunk, unable of any interaction whatsoever . So he asked me to be his wingman for the night. I was hesitant but I agreed. We met with the girls, had some drinks, food and some good talk. At least me and the ""other"" girl... We had a lot in common and mutual understanding. My friend wasn't having much of a good time though... We then changed phone numbers with the girls and parted for the night. My friend was clearly disappointed and ended up drunk (he was pushing too hard on her). I however was quite happy with how the evening went. After the festival her and I chatted over FB and when she visited my town because of some school business, we met and went to drink some tea and had a walk. Last summer we met again on music festival and talked until 4am. She then invited me to her town for a short vacation during last fall. I happily agreed. At this point I started feeling something more than friendship. I slept at her place for one night but I was too afraid to make any move. We had a good time overall though. While I was there she even invited me to her prom and I agreed once more. I attended it one month ago and we slowdanced for a while. Unfortunately she was very busy so that was pretty much all our interaction that night. I once again slept at her place but again I was petrified by my anxiety. However today I did probably the most ""heroic"" thing I ever did and sent her a message asking her out for a date. My whole body was shaking and my stomach hurt but I eventually pressed the enter and sent the message. There is no way back now... she hasn't answered yet (she is not at FB very often). My only concern is that if she says no, it will kinda ruin the friendship. But I certainly don't regret asking her. Wish me luck guys... 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Does anyone have any experience with this medication? I'm apprehensive about taking it because part of me feels like A. I'm admitting that I'm fundementally flawed needing this and B. I almost see it like a chemical dependency if i start it. I'd just like to hear other stories that might encourage me taking this step.,5.486126126126127,7.703354729729736,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,69.27027027027026,10.33873873873874,32.6036036036036,10.504223727775694,4.0890252252252255,326,15,53,10,6,112,54,74,0.023,0.828,0.149,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,4,6,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617629139367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039055950687936,0.0,0.18042963502746245,0.0,0.0,0.1649164018368843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377597955238866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063996790158837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307129885994712,0.0,0.0,0.1192561714932339,0.16849598497902846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658275026199603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456828282876763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376006868908642,0.0,0.2502065549683708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748846625328505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255409687689179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794715457160213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404260770534445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669404983985761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546695847900341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186414088437536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sepiaalchemist,2019/03/03,"I have social anxiety and I need to get over it I have social anxiety. Just to put it out there and to admit to myself that it exists and that it's not going anywhere. I just simply want it to go away, but recently I've learned and accepted that this is not how it works. I've realized that it's best to put myself slowly in situations that will help prepare me for future interactions. That being said, I hope you can learn from what I have realized and what I am in the process of learning. And as a trans male that hasn’t transitioned, it’s so much harder to deal with this. If any one has any tips or can offer support that would be amazing. As pathetic as this sounds, i’m at a breaking point. 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I heard that NoFap is apparently a great way to suppress it. However, my best friend just chokes the chicken and stays the most confident mofo on earth. NoFap claims that porn addiction causes social anxiety but he is living proof that that's not always the case. Anyone have any idea what the hell could be happening? Im not going to go to him and ask about it because asking your best friend about his porn habits is just strange.",5.526206896551724,6.759449839080464,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,67.85057471264368,8.558620689655173,27.143678160919546,8.841846274778883,2.0054919540229887,364,11,67,6,6,114,66,87,0.135,0.68,0.185,0.7436,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,14,13,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,8,10,3,5,1,0,0,2,10,1,2,1,0,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262006478312667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228713032816233,0.0,0.0,0.13263243836882924,0.0,0.14920343517265328,0.0,0.0,0.1363750121571305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646681567934948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889327405259364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093604191572136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035761608234376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572186721678516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013715459983433,0.0,0.10189923613529173,0.0,0.22168903005989835,0.0,0.0,0.21502993800662792,0.0,0.0,0.17247134254390803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201740128734016,0.21067436609880508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222201069735418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881654472115384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788441666663768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481198134748472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800954480286425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sulkybean,2019/03/03,"what is it really like to get diagnosed with SAD? i never went to a therapist, never talked to someone about it. but for years it’s become way too obvious that i’m not acting normal, i’m not acting the way i am. i tried to “snap out” of it, but it just doesnt work. during conversations, i either completely remain quiet to avoid “embarrassing myself” (thats how my mind thinks all the time) as much as possible, or i pluck up the courage to talk which ends up: 1) stumbling over words, don’t know what the heck am i talking 2) sweats nonstop, my lips literally starts shaking, sometimes even my face starts getting numb 3) mind gets blocked, so i cant continue the convo after the other person speaks. its really obvious my anxiety is out of hand, but im still reluctant to admit i really do have SAD. basing on these symptoms, is it certain that i have SAD?",4.952469069392143,5.618840621301775,6.321344809037117,77.10599784830555,68.82248520710058,9.69575040344271,28.973103819257666,9.800150414767053,2.699717159763313,671,23,128,15,11,228,112,169,0.17600000000000002,0.741,0.084,-0.9507,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,3,7,0,11,7,4,1,6,27,22,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,15,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,1,3,14,3,21,21,3,22,0,3,0,0,7,6,1,1,11,85,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929746222736093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722289486482224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635053162744027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828084470933698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812094146969833,0.0,0.0,0.1030001707240186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444244047018087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168447309560014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570326787209108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618682696631206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31491989530139336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463748373285462,0.0,0.2405487229553119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279294372016805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616511790800226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580450338085954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997069903280583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213165264128454,0.0,0.15423354604817033,0.0,0.22075728079691204,0.0,0.1245378409315624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208651645358946,0.0,0.3760279384655242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106410992330266,0.0,0.09992322911999896,0.0,0.0,0.09093275618751756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587638661137974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475636901492666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445625338038545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352978310080755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042343689479227 socialanxiety,reallyb00red,2019/03/03,"Always feeling regret after social interactions? For a while, I've felt some slight shyness or nervousness before attending certain social events or meetups but nothing severe. However, a few years ago I've started feeling immense regret and anxiety after social interaction. I freak out and worry that I said something inaccurate/untruthful that someone can disprove or just something plain stupid or embarrassing. I can small talk pretty well and appear confident and composed when speaking about something I care about but can be a bit socially awkward especially when I try to sow in some humor and can notice when others seem disinterested in the conversation. Noticing disinterest in others or awkwardness in my own social mannerisms makes me even more anxious afterwards. I'm at the point where I literally hit myself sometimes when I get home because I'm afraid that I made a fool out of myself and that everyone judge me and will think I'm an idiot. It makes me also want to distance myself as much as I can from the people that I've talked to. Oddly enough, I'm not nearly as anxious prior to social encounters. When I was much younger I was always very open in speaking my mind and enjoying myself in social events but now I struggle and analyze almost every single social interaction that I make. Does anyone else have this problem? How do I fix this other than telling myself to ""stop thinking so hard about it?""",9.18875140607424,9.467561913385827,8.999887514060742,62.852283464566966,59.787401574803155,11.036670416197977,38.61529808773904,10.608840637214634,4.505021147356581,1162,52,166,24,14,377,153,254,0.198,0.6920000000000001,0.11,-0.9752,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,16,18,2,6,8,0,11,0,0,5,1,44,32,29,0,4,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,13,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,13,1,0,5,7,24,5,27,24,10,33,0,2,0,0,18,14,0,10,17,124,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790840852163286,0.0,0.08800826554202454,0.0,0.0,0.0702849034355596,0.14626158931108185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723494190481183,0.19857939465345725,0.0,0.061454121408414074,0.09005279728714151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357639631117651,0.0,0.07478717408500403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595216404626834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960882289682531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691236767004794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734200882637654,0.0,0.0,0.09081296285823166,0.0,0.058049939751583325,0.0,0.07405038046911723,0.08398182764516927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887876718164889,0.0,0.08438734516839069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591844158127506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873139497457794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815996083271885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316281742465212,0.17600002504742346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874296430927106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129217242596541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433198813186912,0.20012470816086228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093125467227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308363367807772,0.0,0.0,0.08941483928667228,0.0,0.08409802524454699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360268657368064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001096070843458,0.0,0.09928969732672864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167351780378979,0.0744681724426995,0.20298403246129296,0.0869245943267309,0.0,0.062208376742990165,0.0,0.0,0.0734792459285898,0.0,0.09188079874338427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128390286085613,0.07681897122562069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263160807260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967094831691115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251773460651276,0.05183928447463609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902288060062335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925567512367093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056597716493204074 socialanxiety,arsames1337,2019/03/03,"Social anxiety is killing me I’m 18 and I have social anxiety, selective mutism and autism. There’s a cute girl at my school and I have a huge crush on her. I wish I could talk to her and get to know her but I’m unable to mainly because of my selective mutism. I’m too scared to speak to anyone except my mom. Even if I somehow cured my selective mutism (which I’ve had since 2011), talking would still be awkward because I have no social skills. Because I never speak, my social skills hasn’t improved. And I also have autism which makes it even harder for me to socialize. It’s making me go crazy because I really wanna talk to her, but I’m unable to. It’s making me feel depressed.",1.7035000000000018,3.8778943499999983,3.312857142857143,89.12214285714286,80.5,6.0,21.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.7008571428571426,539,16,109,7,14,178,75,140,0.163,0.767,0.069,-0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,2,2,0,10,0,0,3,1,20,22,9,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,22,1,14,18,1,6,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,2,2,71,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476038298673288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042876691142295,0.0,0.0,0.09159801010129086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194247141139661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459257118071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282981758643296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304808354210185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623736559498107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844191698461563,0.0,0.07445012723949447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493171763806925,0.0,0.07199398872016803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623298763801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534252217667779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103501579975986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839217384072867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115351550675786,0.1325786524594746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836427475489142,0.0,0.0,0.6676882950774427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046164999057255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158777002617749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506431471527585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930584018664796,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eabw14,2019/03/03,"34 years old and social anxiety has kept me from making friends While I do have one best friend, I would like to have more friends. People I can hang out with. My anxiety has kept me from reaching out and making these connections. I am an only child with no children, with seasonal depression. I get this deep loneliness every fall-winter, with ZERO drive to do anything about it. Combined with the fact that I have anxiety and am an introvert. I would like to attend meetups, but my fear keeps me back. In addition, when I get depressed, I might stop going. I also have a fear of people getting too close to me, and being vulnerable. I am pretty much a hot mess.",4.205039370078737,5.944469385826771,5.065362204724412,81.36654724409449,71.6771653543307,8.229606299212598,27.660629921259844,8.841846274778883,2.2406447244094485,520,19,96,10,10,169,82,127,0.215,0.657,0.127,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,2,5,0,16,0,0,2,1,24,25,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,13,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,2,1,17,6,16,19,3,16,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,9,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703141792329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645569497860658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307191201702042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214500854235084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667021334533497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27363267111855505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383705986557878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574983783429538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36817882723119777,0.0,0.2489760015781505,0.0,0.0902774976395458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119221208284508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521110974282698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120657651308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851359346053005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677222806620673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668521238921155,0.0,0.10764013414164046,0.1208117559505752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202516699467503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160645121158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192646196266053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280480362047078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256834196620256,0.0,0.0,0.1022934915738227 socialanxiety,danoktwentythree,2019/03/03,"Anyone else fine in groups but struggle 1:1? Most thing I see to read about anxiety seem to focus on people struggling in a group but I have the exact opposite problem and really struggle with 1:1 conversation. Dec In a group situation be it a group of friends, a party or networking I feel really comfortable and confident - so much so at work I'm always the one put forward to facilitate workshops etc. I'm also fine giving presentations, talking in front of a group etc (and actually quite enjoy it). My real struggle is being 1:1 with anyone - be it my closest friend or strangers. I feel completely responsible for the success of the conversation- constantly trying to guide it and make sure it doesn't try up and spend the whole time analysing how it's going and trying to work out how the other person thinks its going. I think it all comes down to 1:1 conversation feeling very pressured - I can't retreat from the conversation wheras in a group conversation the responsibility for keeping the conversation going is diffuse. I even feel this pressure when group conversation splits off to 1:1 talk. I just wonder if anyone else is / has been in a similar situation and has any advice? It's starting to really impact my close friendships because I'll actively avoid meeting up unless there's more than two of us. tl;dr - I love hanging out in groups but struggle with 1:1 conversation with anyone at all - anyone else identify? 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Why did he behave this way ? He is 48 years old and is not married.Once in class I was copying something from the blackboard and he told me that I copied something wrong .I did’t understand what i wrote wrong Cause he talked really slowly .Then he came to me and told me :” Babyyyy ,What have you done there ? It is wrong .It is like this .” Then he caressed my head gently .I find all of this weird cause he is kind of a strict professor and really isn’t a touchy person .And he always calls us by our first name or with Ms or mr .And he didn’t touch another student beside me .I realized that in class when he makes a joke he always looks intensely at me .I find his behavior weird and unprofessional.Is he attracted to me ? 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Hey guys. Just thought I'd share this here. . I'll try and keep it short. This was quite a while ago. But once, I was really depressed and I had forced myself to go to a convention. Try and get out and be happy for a bit. When I eventually made it there, nothing that day leading up to this point had gone right. I overslept, fell and hurt my hip, really long walk to the bus station plus it was humid. The only reason I made myself go was to meet two of the voice actors that where attending. I wouldn't go so far as to say i'm fans because I don't really watch anime in English so i'm not really familiar. But I just thought it'd be nice to meet them regardless. Because I had gotten there so late in the day, I only had enough time to get an autograph from one of them and them go home. There was a long line so I had to wait. Because of my anxiety, I spent the entire time in line mentally preparing what to say. What can I say to be nice. What kind of questions should I ask. How can I keep myself from being awkward. I saw the guy ahead of me shake her hand afterwards as well. I thought maybe I could do that too. She looked to be okay with it. These kinds of things. When my time did finally arrive, I overthought everything and my mind just went blank. All I could say was ""I...uh...I..."" and then just silence... Earlier in the post I had mentioned I had overslept, slipped and it was humid. This was why I mentioned that. I walked funny up to her, my eyes where glassy, it was humid so I was sweating and I was breathing a bit harder than usual because of my anxiety. Also I have a resting bitch face. Yeah..... This didn't go well. I won't ever forget the look she gave me.. She looked at me like I had a gun to her head. I just asked for an autograph for one of the cards that had a picture of all the characters she played. I payed the staff. She gave me the card. I said thanks. I thought maybe I could try and salvage the moment. So I awkwardly tried to shake her hand.. She put her hand out and had the weakest grip. And I walked off. &#x200B; I thought to myself, ""I won't let this ruin my day. Fuck it. I'll go home late."" I went back in line to meet the other voice actress. This time I didn't forget what I wanted to say. But the moment was already gone because her table was next to the other voice actors table and she saw everything. Just an awkward silence as I wait for an autograph. I said thanks and left. &#x200B; Since then I decided i'm going to conventions anymore. It's no big deal anyway because this had been my second time going. Just thought I share my experience. Thank you to whoever who reads it.",0.5091971416561591,2.812527721311479,2.2981712204007287,93.62936696090796,86.90528233151184,5.491394143197423,20.103713044696647,6.9449145213752805,0.3850293456634435,2065,64,451,29,65,679,222,549,0.086,0.8290000000000001,0.085,-0.2856,0,0,0,1,0,0,93.0,0,1,3,3,29,26,2,5,31,2,48,10,9,5,3,60,95,35,0,7,11,0,4,1,0,4,0,10,2,2,32,19,0,4,9,5,2,21,8,11,2,4,49,21,79,15,55,32,6,69,3,3,7,1,41,20,2,1,28,304,111,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057584642166681126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716868696017769,0.05194986126475183,0.0,0.14077198550880227,0.15787119207450576,0.0,0.0,0.09939107072405737,0.0,0.06442456709572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146087159699992,0.0,0.0,0.04995155018885642,0.054240319876704905,0.2376003567806983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418427390976371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559993407573894,0.0,0.0,0.12568479910164054,0.06697267731620321,0.05595143128566799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712281857015877,0.0,0.0,0.05876159175895094,0.0,0.0,0.11676680418084165,0.12709004794782452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116238519024591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060056060182578475,0.06787963141552712,0.0,0.2953539245250503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286446253261697,0.0,0.06915295523864935,0.0,0.0,0.06666946264847634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032379673295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954286114999061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548191698208475,0.0,0.1352952624424667,0.0,0.0,0.146559291630689,0.0,0.07058109512022354,0.06642775647578092,0.0,0.03173701336923132,0.0,0.0,0.11497814986304497,0.1636544426575176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293669383945613,0.0,0.0,0.1305255514697393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546613113587689,0.0,0.06559281522405849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908752253848241,0.0,0.0,0.06233251906859389,0.0,0.0,0.13836421603528906,0.08803948072994107,0.09881262546519257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614098196336696,0.0,0.06221536738953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530446769149854,0.07277198973689446,0.06909478185962338,0.06497929612526082,0.0,0.16646455627820547,0.06679146398453394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547695099931085,0.1235869370680785,0.25830082191313336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373700323608966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942406218574036,0.0,0.0,0.04315767794099636,0.0,0.0,0.30943407993728783,0.18939849667846026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641896538660468,0.0,0.06345815777464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154615307105187,0.0,0.03831610352841209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681676955584895,0.12044032415345444,0.05861784504871768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787119207450576,0.0 socialanxiety,A_person_in_a_place,2019/03/03,"I can say that I have made some progress. My social anxiety has been pretty severe in the past. I've had the issue since I was in elementary school. Unfortunately, when I'm anxious, I end up with beet-red blotches that cover my neck. My face and ears get red too. It can happen really easily. I can end up sweaty and I also get bad digestive system issues when anxious. I've had panic attacks when anxious. I ended up dropping out of school when I was a teenager, partly just to avoid the world. I became very isolated and this just made my social anxiety worse. Eventually, I decided I had to do something with myself, so I got my highschool equivalency certificate and went to college. I've had serious social anxiety when I was in school, at work, in crowds, standing in lines, definitely when on dates and when meeting new people. &#x200B; What I've found helpful over the years is mainly approaching the anxiety with acceptance, training attention, being able to look at the anxiety with a sort of detached non-judgemental perspective, having courage, using some self-talk (but cognitive therapy didn't help me as much) and exposure therapy (just putting myself out there). I never really did social skills training just because I don't like small talk and I am not interested in being ""normal,"" but just functional. I don't get nearly as red anymore. I don't take any meds now. I don't get as anxious at work, when dating or when meeting new people. I think the biggest thing is exposure and time. I did at one point take propranolol and that does sometimes help with reducing the redness when I'm anxious. I keep some handy in case I might give a presentation or go on a first date. I wonder if a combination of propranolol and exposure helped most. I seemed to see more of a reduction in my anxiety in social situations after repeatedly using propranolol (thus reducing adrenaline) and then putting myself in social situations. Maybe I stopped associating this high level of adrenaline with social situations, so psychologically I felt more confident that I could be in social situations without the same physical responses? Hard to say. &#x200B; It sucks and it's not fair that some people have to go through social anxiety when some of the best therapy we have is exposure therapy (which isn't fun). But... it's unfortunately the way it seems to be. I am still prone to social anxiety. I just try to see it as something I have to live with. At this point, I can get kind of isolated when not at work. I have a couple friends I do not see much. It's tricky because I do get lonely at times, but I also often don't want to be around people once I'm done with work. I wonder how much of my current isolation is due to social anxiety and how much of it is just me choosing to not interact with that many people. Like I said, I'm not interested in being normal. I just want to meet my own goals. I do face my fear when something is important to me. Courage is essential. Just figured I would share some things about my experience so far as someone who is chronically socially anxious.",6.0071560565870925,7.178797884482763,7.0148275862068985,71.25805923961097,66.70689655172414,10.638373121131742,33.49248452696729,10.672499152188008,3.8935296198054816,2463,108,426,68,39,826,249,580,0.14800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.07,-0.9761,1,4,3,0,0,0,80.0,1,0,0,9,36,20,2,3,18,0,52,6,4,7,1,89,90,46,0,7,23,0,2,2,1,2,2,4,0,0,22,26,1,3,12,0,0,6,15,8,0,2,19,13,58,12,72,62,18,83,0,1,7,0,30,37,1,17,38,304,80,11,0.045865847781063916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335780379928486,0.0,0.09939125381646792,0.11146405064240872,0.031190349298061186,0.0,0.31578523210951104,0.31089211678845985,0.0454865964778672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083032864956413,0.0,0.05217902325973242,0.0,0.0,0.03829606707944668,0.05591879019185742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813337754828965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366201473151783,0.05074968818737996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040137512477702926,0.04693668656224899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187058228745624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044865600096048466,0.0,0.051611830218412,0.0,0.0,0.04403840659524445,0.0,0.0,0.03901346669199378,0.0,0.05028953471275355,0.035435840220495285,0.0,0.14377807453530067,0.043998700532930805,0.05213323654571105,0.0,0.036683108395450366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405590177185064,0.0,0.041086790641210666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297164382827938,0.04845978639047832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574405752414616,0.0,0.04076767291621729,0.0,0.047762222437162466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044815472904737384,0.0,0.04050038389196452,0.0,0.03851576052715131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679874832049428,0.0,0.04650077072052989,0.04607840888502676,0.0,0.05094661716952716,0.0,0.0,0.048656416375885934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486670204466472,0.0,0.03537456934858221,0.08859504319027865,0.0,0.0,0.08987758516776195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884563098749541,0.03107988547391932,0.0,0.0,0.05381369002211029,0.0,0.04966824355265451,0.04378414153587884,0.15898801901289025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671610261051439,0.0,0.0,0.04666205626326381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922156905042617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876567310140798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043628924413249726,0.0729487261516681,0.0,0.1392560598455534,0.10964742723053224,0.08350909043821897,0.04784808220536444,0.051815352798076635,0.0,0.037940703249089165,0.20622053843842372,0.0,0.5610534694846202,0.03886198398459369,0.10592931127333377,0.04536249624216323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662852528528854,0.03834590248168259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897081891235013,0.07373046215796787,0.0,0.0,0.20980637674366626,0.0,0.06094246247730495,0.02938898327634308,0.0,0.0,0.053489489369031404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031139899930022457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922673239683899,0.0,0.03784412787954211,0.05410573072882234,0.036406175089123534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251810040331196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421304053435071,0.09947911082497612,0.13356353377690064,0.0,0.046741217317903344,0.03258178230820685,0.0,0.11146405064240872,0.02953610220011648 socialanxiety,SleepySunsetz,2019/03/03,Hope's for a good long day at work Currently got no sleep after getting off at 12pm and have high Hope's for work today but have just been eaten away by the remembrance of how quiet and awkward I am at work and keep thinking about how much my coworkers I work with think about how weird and anti social I am. They talk to me like I'm mentally slow like a dog or look disgusted when they notice that it's me with a black face with nothing to say. I've decided to reach back out to therapist in order to get me on some medication I have been putting off for personal denial of success with them. I cant keep living like this. In my head 24/8 and living miserably. Besides all the anxiety. Before I enter work I will reassure myself outloud to manifest that I'm perfectly normal and a good person and am just there to get my job done.,9.018320802005016,5.750952736842109,9.32544695071011,71.71368421052634,62.56725146198831,13.046282372598164,37.29406850459482,11.20814326018867,3.8998664995822896,662,22,134,14,7,223,107,171,0.101,0.7340000000000001,0.165,0.9319,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,7,10,14,1,2,6,0,11,5,3,3,2,30,25,13,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,12,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,4,17,10,30,19,3,22,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,4,11,89,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093884435367416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396824351614524,0.10145884762095242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227690112835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509468896768521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350272582717528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681007359079268,0.0,0.0,0.2213412197427677,0.10552980864880727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354153540029985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940890531467368,0.0,0.26210563824076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093671410637542,0.2345605326313708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338743990119325,0.0,0.2330226607978693,0.11676865425185695,0.11080197442858117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329223924260149,0.13297121306817813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699598727049503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927972545733268,0.12660639219604092,0.15022216273327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042149239890966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264285115133978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049292910100628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204196417600694,0.1345030175700811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060537384024344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532002581475961,0.0,0.16909220168049532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250700187054864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802937502592802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aggravating_Paper,2019/03/03,"Interacting with me is talking to a child. I'm unsure if this is the right place to post this, but something that makes me upset is my inability to connect with other people. I'm starting to think it might be due to my social anxiety and large time spent alone. &#x200B; in conversations with other people, I behave with the mentality of a person in 5th grade. For example, we are talking and I talk about small things like the weather and expect people to be sincere back. that's the extent of my social skills. The reason why I say child is because a child can say anything, even if it is stupid, and people act like they said the best thing in the world or people are not bored. This is likely because the child is learning to interact with others, so their social mistakes are excused. but when you have grown up, people expect that magically you will know have good social skills and understanding of social norms and they are not willing to tolerate people who are still in the learning phase at an older age. &#x200B; my point is, I want to be better but I don't know how I can improve if the only person I spend time with is the person in my head. It's really difficult to make friends with social anxiety and lack of social awareness...it turns out what I think is friend is not even a friend to neurotypical people. it makes me with that if I was going to be so incompetent, I should not have been born. why am I here if I cannot even do this basic thing. &#x200B; Idk. This is the part where I fall into an avoidance cycle and rationalize these thoughts. I feel like the reason I can't connect with people is because of my personality (which is childish and immature), my peers don't want to be friends with a child. They want people with strong intellect and artistic, talented minds. &#x200B; I'm not sure where I'm going with this. If anyone has advice, it would be well appreciated. Thank you.",4.877559380032203,6.362664785326087,5.46957729468599,80.12429549114334,69.625,7.734460547504026,26.944847020933977,8.167268648758528,1.7559121175523351,1523,49,279,21,27,491,170,368,0.108,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9878,0,3,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,3,4,5,14,23,1,2,20,0,44,1,1,6,1,68,68,24,0,15,15,0,1,4,4,5,0,3,0,9,25,25,0,1,11,1,2,5,9,6,1,0,5,4,33,17,41,52,4,32,0,0,0,0,39,16,0,8,14,204,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079430522044465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443441602654094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696331742162553,0.3023848138711622,0.0,0.0,0.09518630355044684,0.0,0.0,0.043501120764623404,0.0,0.051196403715538144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783833582286787,0.0,0.11377430346339852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528922252082715,0.0550227787355532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232742759137547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03145701131161556,0.044445331751638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226396111906371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071472344007146,0.05218172613716463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384899229853057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838181733816573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157748040506952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458396879979558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626965680636804,0.06599868443979817,0.06281789274591612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047316164790394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737115013951743,0.0,0.4313100256080798,0.2172896892219198,0.06499985860333805,0.0,0.05881185995930524,0.0,0.05958332879101784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03985555661302586,0.1279316646675733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053129982999524115,0.059179278485148125,0.0989493332261779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439317489019559,0.0,0.04789498630317502,0.0,0.0,0.044035030478810015,0.0,0.04968377578659913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586354807826158,0.0,0.0,0.15001454693987218,0.0,0.057277825606964615,0.0,0.0,0.12399564074813113,0.07972778834666311,0.0,0.049390564040267565,0.07255437602392402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767041521038472,0.0,0.06476644017541976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008539000806816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055937401648467305,0.0,0.11227600128730204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419468035692116,0.0,0.3023848138711622,0.0 socialanxiety,akshatku,2019/03/03,"Can you please help me out? I’ve had social anxiety for years. I’ve always had eclectic taste in books, music, movies and science among other things. I really want to go out and meet people who have similar interests as me. While I’ve tried going out and meeting new people, I’ve failed most of the times because conversations tire me out after a point. Also, many people aren’t really interested in becoming friends. They are there just for that meet-up or that event. And I think it’s difficult to make friends as an adult. How should I start meeting new people and making new friends? Social anxiety sucks and the loneliness which it makes us feel sucks too. I really want to try and not be lonely. Any advice shall be greatly helpful. Thank you.",3.833439869989163,6.210719992957749,4.458732394366198,82.55089382448539,74.4225352112676,7.749512459371616,24.303358613217767,8.617729084823388,1.8349300108342368,597,19,108,12,13,190,94,142,0.107,0.6990000000000001,0.194,0.9156,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,1,5,12,2,0,4,0,10,2,0,4,0,24,23,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,11,7,16,17,1,19,0,2,0,0,17,8,2,2,9,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298376515859275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062549660386598,0.1105573134866588,0.0,0.0,0.09035519968583727,0.0,0.20328822035750632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099546121931034,0.14674292231805508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718235301484457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079618367105593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102456703328807,0.0,0.0,0.14648809315405173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811803464622494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607245325965434,0.13470789903144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38497594602750745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684574114457476,0.0,0.0,0.14584981572725292,0.12560376757046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535706944200914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708855966166103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094045074191599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232754922998353,0.0,0.0,0.08827198941991041,0.08513682957256191,0.0,0.0,0.07747674524011708,0.15271290221101394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041810622166185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982455803254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673867764138094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556301780175041 socialanxiety,Actuallyneedsomehelp,2019/03/03,"Anxiety problems and how it has affected me I have anxiety for couple of years. Most of my symptoms are manageable and doesn't affect me much but my anxiety sweating problems are the most serious. When I'm anxious I start to feel extremely hot and I start sweating all over my body so much that my face and neck, which are the most visible, starts to drip sweat. It looked as if I came out of the shower and I'm not exaggerating, no matter how I wipe, it will always sweat until I calm myself down. This problem occur when doing things that require me to do in public such as ordering food or taking public transport when it is crowded. I can't work or doing anything alone in public such as walking in crowded places as I'm extremely afraid of this problem. My anxiety seem to get way better or almost disappear when I'm with friends or family which I don't know why this is the case. Any advice are appreciated. Thank you for reading my post and sorry for my bad English.",5.076729762384215,6.105005356020946,6.14104712041885,77.20293596455902,68.73821989528795,9.01828433346758,30.922674184454287,9.265573868473778,2.7751664115988723,777,31,142,15,13,259,110,191,0.172,0.721,0.107,-0.7685,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,1,4,0,15,9,7,4,1,34,30,24,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,9,1,1,3,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,1,3,20,4,23,28,6,23,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,10,9,103,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947038404995906,0.0,0.0,0.13267235280384165,0.13722253357022696,0.0,0.0,0.11024458361507246,0.0,0.0,0.09009961487553596,0.0,0.4054263711801719,0.14967909743918542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090302459579452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062591387267087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717907242391358,0.0,0.1471695793567499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153641206080373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660071027228613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249023752343093,0.0,0.06699231648113542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021076189233538,0.0,0.10236357169799687,0.0,0.06922199459509285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281455163196046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112605427073693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479483537738532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842672641872916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268914322414825,0.0,0.0,0.5071106813267737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252860663432678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061642553579124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483147887620994,0.2813371558604096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771070011903072,0.0996180607384118,0.0,0.0,0.1219815252759302,0.0,0.0,0.08802229731863398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516657967742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955410094375254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645630159280093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532098848025363 socialanxiety,TheJoesaurus,2019/03/03,"I need help making friends please! Hey, So I have social and general anxiety and I find it really hard to make friends. I don't feel that I have the tools or confidence to reach out to people or start an interaction. I live in Cornwall, UK and have been there for 2 and a half years and I still don't have a single friend here! If anyone has any tips or advice you have found to help, please let me know! Thanks so much ❤️ Joey ",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.0,6.222222222222222,17.777777777777782,7.3871296695380915,0.04677777777777736,333,7,78,5,9,108,64,90,0.063,0.6809999999999999,0.256,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,18,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,9,4,7,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,3,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838371154744127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310979339699726,0.0,0.14747721095169555,0.0,0.0,0.13479720767262493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747604686958608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619866838152368,0.0,0.0,0.21137480821874044,0.44682719616279787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269423035459064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584345607790431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594759250732178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713199955406796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702294707407252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573661064328712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171647959468725,0.14294493398851948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365031997166024,0.0,0.0,0.42323207913271055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350067417212712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965163166156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364516371989596,0.0,0.15395544126101593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748717315019835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414487375432907 socialanxiety,ayebokuto,2019/03/03,"pls help I feel like I’m socially behind everyone else (20y in college) hi guys I’ve been really struggling with my social skills. recently I just feel like having a simple conversation with someone is so difficult it’s hard for me to have small talk with people, which sucks because i really want to make more friends and get a boyfriend but I suck at talking! I’ve been told I’m very pretty, but I just feel like my social skills ruin everything. My sister is way more socially developed than I am (she’s a freshman and goes to the same school as me) and she’s on the volleyball team and knows all these cute boys and I really want to talk to them but I can’t. I feel like I’m socially still in high school compared to her and it sucks. Is there any advice on how to over come this?? It’s totally ruining my self esteem and I feel like I’m in a rut :( I just feel like I’m not interested in a lot of the things other people are into (music, social media, etc) and I don’t wanna change who I am to fit in but I feel like I have to :(",1.5326958525345624,3.3658964976958536,3.649794930875576,88.22040668202766,79.4147465437788,7.289308755760367,20.988248847926265,8.238735603445708,1.0286130875576034,808,22,176,16,20,276,117,217,0.141,0.684,0.174,0.6906,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,7,17,3,1,8,0,13,0,0,2,2,38,35,15,0,3,8,1,8,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,8,25,10,28,32,7,17,0,2,0,0,24,13,3,1,9,110,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748236831620759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087977379173139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457334358546576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470511871297516,0.07711748527463566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478628610296885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984355417329234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554455787574311,0.08045890600012183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168641680824875,0.4476945673930872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916645646151166,0.0,0.046772889963883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864339389222951,0.0,0.0,0.08019642538022545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060006428491074765,0.09458761763951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920035938248764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061602610980751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611058331368452,0.0,0.0,0.059758341976924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413012166813933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107866676379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205518528875244,0.0,0.08839470712504935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120727753551405,0.0,0.0,0.09339364536106133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475541165134202,0.07585387298714921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149443285752795,0.0,0.0,0.09359051268783684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586936145738755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947614267596595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554455787574311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386714148773876,0.10560781529342436,0.07106043227883245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-NickFlores-,2019/03/03,"It's like a disability, where to seek help? Guys my anxiety has become worse than ever. I am now afraid to speak even with my closest family, I lost all my friends. I completely lost the ability to converse. I have to find a job and I am too scared to pick the phone up and make a call. How do I ever step out of this circle? :( I have an appointment with a clinician on Tuesday, but Im afraid I'll be too shy/afraid to open up even before him and therefore he won't be able to help me ",0.7078846153846143,2.499114019230774,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,81.88461538461539,6.8523076923076935,20.97692307692308,7.908726449838941,0.7711876923076924,374,11,88,7,10,128,70,104,0.106,0.78,0.113,0.4102,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,3,7,0,9,0,0,4,3,16,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,12,2,15,7,1,12,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,59,14,1,0.19829966937940569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169870430518195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190064052157753,0.16873841318109706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248613366855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791343053521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195012283274804,0.3587468076479949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186939280072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812423053113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320583265893056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963478493152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658321768147657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141976713238697,0.0,0.19678182371811734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687920195557967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329350279396844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323665691329215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985325627058063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020843043123225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AllieLovesAvacados,2019/03/03,Someone asked me why I’m so quiet I hate this do you want me to answer back why are you so loud?? Believe me I wanted too but I’m not a rude person. Me and my mom were at CVS and she was asking the sales clerk a question about batteries while I wasn’t saying anything because I HAD NOTHING TO SAY and the dude literally looks at me and asks me in a taunting way “why are you so quiet” and my response was idk I just am and he shut up. Like this is the most ANNOYING question I get asked and this ain’t the first time it happened but every time someone says that to me it pisses me off. ,0.7731627296587931,2.5154534488189,2.8461614173228367,93.50708989501312,81.44094488188976,5.178215223097113,21.606955380577435,5.985473137389443,0.10358845144356987,456,14,104,3,12,154,78,127,0.099,0.841,0.06,-0.72,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,4,0,7,0,11,1,1,0,0,17,23,13,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,7,20,1,9,18,1,12,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,3,6,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798455303841883,0.0,0.5361411951134628,0.0,0.0,0.11024572549125808,0.0,0.08739943542370616,0.0,0.0,0.16153335608376732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079874518475918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195381735201885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490697669232141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678511955552765,0.0,0.0,0.14155210295115586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004527488312502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039801696131355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791784942963514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757118168372376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518861190500155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32122329632028546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420501834173837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429605825194109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672050184174556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913135290164866,0.1138035761435096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881180962170643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CthulhusIntern,2019/03/04,"I was called creepy once, it fucked me up badly ever since. Once, in college, a friend told me that I was described as creepy by girls. I had social anxiety since before then, but that just put me on a downward spiral since then. It's led to me obsessively searching for what I could've done or finding any way I could possibly show attraction without possibly being creepy, but that just made things worse, because I've been finding that there's so many things that COULD be creepy and there seems to be nothing that's definitely not creepy. So it gets worse and worse. I know that I shouldn't let that happen just because of being told that once, but I can't just not be affected by it.",8.93911111111111,6.752045392592598,7.956851851851855,78.09083333333334,61.74074074074074,11.074074074074074,35.092592592592595,9.2995712137729,2.859148148148148,548,17,110,7,6,169,75,135,0.16699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.056,-0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,2,0,15,1,0,3,1,24,23,11,0,3,11,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,16,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,8,0,12,2,11,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,3,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547835057888901,0.0,0.0961579512230389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049518431591619,0.15324759291054318,0.0,0.10695898938911803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835081125987627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010767619699547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128631792822812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370023952821075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297697773162311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711328156280942,0.11620496013605128,0.06567155619858145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115354632765738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907984879002298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285338193968758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893765228222622,0.0,0.12743714871077338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060977479249987,0.0,0.0,0.4015899850844933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340922841542393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636032136850073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442993537500945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31193386478715995,0.0,0.0,0.12813238239124566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670151598173885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240217965764254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977252155037444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116753624137132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842883055463697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Inhumane_Human_Being,2019/03/04,"Correcting people's grammar in a group project (First off, I would like to apologize if I made some grammatical errors myself, which may be extremely hypocritical) So, I have this group project in English class where we share a single document and have to speak in front of the class afterwards. Earlier today, a few of my teammates were typing into the file, which was completely fine, but I couldn't help but notice the vast amount of grammatical errors on the edits they made, so I decided to correct the sentences. (I meant well, and didn't want my teammates to embarrass themselves in front of the class with that kind of error, after all, this is ENGLISH class.) After I finished editing, some of the teammates just started staring at me and making faces, that was when I realized that they had seen the edits and might've not been too happy about it. I am aware that correcting people's grammar is not very polite, but this is an English class, and I wouldn't have allowed my group to be humiliated and/or get lower grades because of the errors. [Sidenote: another one of my teammates was typing in various kinds of profanity into the document (which was actually funny) but the others didn't mind.] Any advice on what I should do next?",10.483289473684213,8.50980671491228,9.863403508771933,64.95615789473685,58.605263157894726,12.628771929824564,40.78245614035088,11.20814326018867,4.614747719298246,993,41,164,20,10,320,129,228,0.125,0.8320000000000001,0.043,-0.9681,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,2,1,8,8,0,1,15,0,24,1,1,4,4,37,32,13,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,13,3,20,7,29,12,7,24,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,4,10,128,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.1884420961786748,0.0,0.0,0.1886994422753415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131765384797342,0.2024868621858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177146857805186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246635113186426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164254554045252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088910965337372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055632872022648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294338482958418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021771563425923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434108450820322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654402160573607,0.1288987257590705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048533147888993,0.1949804555391199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536878270292094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985070628163508,0.0,0.0,0.13085257889537302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677486352871017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668032987298173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830404478723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933140208125418,0.11389801299020405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736240994139672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717586712519084,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,milky-grandeur,2019/03/04,"Has any of you being misdiagnosed because of social anxiety? and I mean by mental specialists, by not being able to talk honestly to you therapist.",6.627307692307693,8.834877115384613,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,66.30769230769229,12.892307692307696,36.07692307692308,12.161744961471696,6.000523076923077,119,6,16,5,2,42,21,26,0.061,0.83,0.108,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.3614403450248625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457918289344593,0.0,0.2765008746382908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033067955916247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937144956000733,0.0,0.0,0.3642468561086462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684429144969016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051205821405085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196600985860244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roomba_cat1,2019/03/04,A folderol perdicament The other day I was having a panic attack about death so I tried listening to music and then I realized the person who made the music is dead so I spent at least half an hour finding someone who wasn’t dead ,3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,74.8695652173913,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.1638869565217385,185,6,34,2,4,60,35,46,0.35700000000000004,0.643,0.0,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,7,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,4,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092204767879585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231982297592094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287671558351913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542405262642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403649872430827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220405540929689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31408368647776225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047799407041448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442185365000344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,howsyourdaygoing1,2019/03/04,"Unethical Tip: You’re allowed to lie when talking to others. And it doesn’t matter. Do it if it makes you seem normal, if that’s your goal. This tip isn’t great when your goal is to find a genuine friend you have interest with but it’s okay you want to make an acquaintance (which could lead you to a genuine friend from meeting new people). Here’s an example: A person you sit next to in class asks you for your Instagram but you don’t have one. (I don’t have social media were it displays followers because of my social anxiety) You can lie and tell him/her that your account was deleted, someone changed your log in information, or that you deleted your account to focus on school because you were on it too much. This will make you seem normal because the average person uses Instagram. It will also make you seem rebellious... which makes you interesting and cool. At the end if the day, it doesn’t matter if you tell a small lie this. It’s not like you will go to jail for it. People lie. Also, you’re lonely anyway. The pros (interacting with others and seeming normal for once, possibility making a friend and getting invited somewhere) outweigh the -1 to your ethics.",3.643539823008851,5.828733752212392,4.532929203539826,82.69027876106196,74.30973451327435,7.174867256637168,26.344247787610627,8.07648339933343,1.761218407079646,932,34,172,15,20,301,115,226,0.035,0.845,0.12,0.9492,2,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,22,0,3,7,10,0,0,12,2,18,0,0,9,0,37,34,16,0,9,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,20,7,0,0,6,0,2,3,6,1,0,1,3,1,24,9,21,27,1,16,0,1,0,0,36,6,0,9,7,117,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181502012835248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681293344717213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608975721431314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075315600281027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004823684888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060563571687733,0.0,0.0,0.07318609220624163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051080614453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371991152379263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630262627869524,0.0,0.05928932932874005,0.0,0.06449407478550298,0.0,0.0,0.12511360529814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544126266803975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544981531410861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342186044900697,0.0,0.0,0.10960100925498306,0.12068871886519582,0.0,0.3335629293378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085394986326738,0.07689790969805907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734737940892154,0.19817510109720704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793318790494218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484919964175233,0.0,0.4132366897473903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313599207029211,0.09615239212005536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121202241522604,0.1983754294286901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980114633729398,0.0,0.0,0.06693424915004692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SiNoQuizas,2019/03/04,"Why aren't things getting better? Isn't socialising and talking supposed to help me improve? Every time I go out with my friends, or try to make new friends, or force myself out of my comfort zone, it literally always backfires. Or I will feel good for a few days, and then boop go down the anxiety hole again. I have been trying FOR MONTHS to do something about this anxiety; I've been to therapy, talked to my closest friends about it, tried to follow generally efficient tips on how to overcome it, but NOTHING works. I'm so lost. So numb, at this point. I don't think I'm even able to feel sad about myself anymore. I just feel absolutely nothing. 10/10 hopeless yay",4.3711627906976736,6.06313576744186,4.899914728682173,82.90894186046512,71.1705426356589,7.640620155038762,31.504651162790694,8.238735603445708,2.334670697674419,530,24,101,8,10,169,89,129,0.146,0.718,0.136,-0.6523,0,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,2,0,17,20,10,0,0,5,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,3,11,7,20,16,1,16,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,3,6,61,17,1,0.16505904541971572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734234839364512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525394359192159,0.0,0.1636942203677807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459813122926886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644942930158544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090199427907898,0.0,0.13906936470436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503764385008255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38257262713382106,0.0,0.08623653867093442,0.0,0.18761371859843767,0.13844369612469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063559884948364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018144625283905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017819452215324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317485552988682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941505461437552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31675721149457936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603414971999027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707051721944518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653364167657026,0.0,0.0,0.18875940347589215,0.0,0.10965789545684336,0.10576317151281173,0.0,0.0,0.09624725675391796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361927712390637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894011519910166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016495090929613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,looshifer,2019/03/04,PLEASE someone call me I’m strugggling HARD at the moment please dm me and call me 😭,-0.6366666666666667,1.4807531111111132,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,101.22222222222223,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-1.3373555555555554,68,2,16,0,3,20,14,18,0.104,0.635,0.261,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299190641299077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763085046332808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771657782537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134668866288424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goingnowhr9,2019/03/04,"What should I do to find parties to socialize at? I was a total recluse for the first 2/3 of my life, to the point where when a cousin invited me to a party in high school, I literally just stood outside by myself because I didn't know what to say. Now I have actual confidence, social skills, and friends, but none of them are social enough to do any gatherings like that and group meetups organized online aren't the same. Work is a dead end too, and I never go to bars because I hate the taste of every alcoholic drink I've tried. How can I find actual big gatherings of strangers in a fun area to practice this?",7.391951219512192,5.940692382113827,7.562723577235773,77.35432926829269,64.20325203252034,11.452032520325206,34.321138211382106,10.504223727775694,3.2864211382113826,485,17,99,10,6,158,86,123,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.127,0.2406,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,0,9,0,10,5,0,1,2,13,14,6,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,12,3,17,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.3448795866834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884522340514606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016629803458015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154369591604922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731048356892413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650927335305193,0.1825847753635758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888262267852587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230125915314568,0.15030623161901252,0.0,0.0,0.1365227973675335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042622447720702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446082159873055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669983713367014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971131244539455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481283827479085,0.08632973972442938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362867405736584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704450679781327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052388904360905,0.0,0.17883614181008106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403892545667557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997193298475445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864424227035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,veggril,2019/03/04,"I’m fucking tired of this I’ve (F 20) had pretty bad social anxiety for around 3-4 years now and I hate myself so much because of it. I feel like I’m trapped and can’t do the things every 20 year old can do. I can’t make phone calls, go through drive-thru’s, hangout with anyone besides my bf, avoid college, can’t go to work without extreme anxiety, talk to my parents without extreme anxiety, etc. Just now my mom wasn’t able to pick me up from somewhere and she said that my dad could pick me up BUT I would need to call his office and speak to one of his employees so they could ask him. I said fuck that, I’d rather pay $30 for an Uber to take me home. I’ve never taken a prescription drug for mental reasons before but I’m considering looking into options because I’m so fucking tired of being in this prison. I don’t want to live life scared of people and social interaction. I’ve tried cbd oil which has helped a little bit but not enough to where social anxiety doesn’t consume my life. I’m also scared about side effects, but then again I’d rather be tired and suicidal than live with this shit. 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But when it comes to anything written it all goes out the window, i can't send simple texts to my freinds without wanting to die even though if they were right in front of me I would do it no problem. Then afterward I feel so pathetic for being scared over a simple text or email but i would rather be naked in front hundreds of people than send a random ""how are you doing"" text. And when i text people my conversations feel so much more awkward than just talking. Am I the only one who feels this way?",4.325736677115987,5.879554689655173,4.768840125391852,84.35062695924766,71.06896551724137,7.2037617554858935,29.043887147335425,7.686295010490155,1.7721034482758613,590,23,113,7,11,187,95,145,0.154,0.8029999999999999,0.043,-0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,3,5,0,14,0,0,1,1,28,22,15,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,3,3,16,1,19,15,6,20,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,6,88,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529249800369894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225626326839708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891113320313173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941048440958784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861964378178175,0.0,0.1141781881532547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222292337053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063358842428626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696684117265751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707843195849486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937468505091385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714034825786004,0.13147448466639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595363039215604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541206055992758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068704925054662,0.0,0.0,0.1476289797818725,0.0,0.0,0.34614357961030146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778907284470179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984268277174608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039052065655665,0.0,0.1019624757890236,0.2744303567177057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663931950710673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456020199719119,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sayswhatyouthonk,2019/03/04,"Finally found a GP who prescribes me the amount of benzos I need for my anxiety. After years, literally years of seeing docs, psychologists, psychiatrists I have an awesome GP who does not want me to suffer. He rather over prescribed me benzos than under and it feels amazing to know they are there for me and the truth is I actually use a lot less now. Just knowing they are there keeps my social anxiety disorder at bay. I have literally had to go on the street and buy clonazepam because my other psychiatrist got me addicted and left me hanging. Did not even wean me off at all. It feels good to have a good doc. If you don't have one, check new clinics in nicer areas looking for new patients and shop around til you find a doc who cares about you. You and your mental health are worth it!",5.507597402597405,6.2936991103896105,5.970545454545455,79.68581818181819,67.63636363636364,9.017142857142858,29.685714285714287,9.120678840339163,2.34436051948052,629,22,122,11,10,203,102,154,0.065,0.7909999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,2,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,1,2,25,25,8,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,1,4,2,3,1,0,1,4,4,21,5,21,21,4,21,0,1,2,0,12,11,0,2,8,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1694730642907574,0.1893216856785144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657081859581237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459965047397542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058652441030622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706416561991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199036399058065,0.0,0.15197637651182466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470482274089465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562159889618514,0.0,0.0,0.19024272643011936,0.15872767135264773,0.0,0.0,0.1904159174377243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869844812197033,0.2913257742952775,0.138896646777202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845989458415821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543624112746844,0.0,0.0,0.19088469621907586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868872838083853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458357870773714,0.0,0.0,0.14764470988864922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501458450029653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877121440286018,0.0,0.3354556077297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768064548974445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383893989743161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703072109294965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999175296715675,0.0,0.0,0.10243276671989583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236705521374916 socialanxiety,shit-life19,2019/03/04,"Social Anxiety is a BITCH!!! It has seriously fucked up my life. I keep running away from everyone and tell them I am busy............ DOING NOTHING BUT JUST CRY AND FEEL USELESS EVERYDAY!!!!! Always feeling anxious when going out and getting a really bad stomachache and DIE when someone calls me😵😵😵 I avoid any social interactions as I can’t handle and say anything at all. Tried interacting with people but FAILED miserably and embarrassing myself is what I do everyday. Anyone tell me what to do?😭😭😭😭 ",3.584243498817965,6.074255840425532,5.55567375886525,73.83388888888891,75.70212765957447,8.433096926713949,29.59338061465721,9.150863307647796,3.117481323877069,395,18,66,10,9,136,70,94,0.326,0.642,0.033,-0.9812,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,3,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,16,13,11,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,3,9,0,8,13,1,10,0,3,0,1,9,4,2,0,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776617878731528,0.0,0.0,0.13711030149703274,0.0,0.1542407591423975,0.22777618090865756,0.0,0.14097922999446336,0.0,0.1659182441150315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943109673896166,0.0,0.16834647323875646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587924673381208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147299023277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092524565537287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926590621361101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389291837488493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639687139259892,0.10533950186435456,0.0,0.1145867863243662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921145644952508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241202538861875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934623500956166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397797441314861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916461883148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033840693636314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110577581859821,0.17083419906527667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524541288412937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368885300767763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theonlyspacemouse,2019/03/04,"Trial day at a job tomorrow, am absolutely panicking about it. It’s a job in a small pet shop, seems perfect for me. I am just worrying about everything. Like am I the person they meant to email and offer the trial to? What do I do when I want to go on break? When’s the best time to go on break? How do I talk to customers? I’ve never had a retail job so I’m completely out of water here. Coworkers; how am I meant to “connect” with them? What do I say when I finish? What happens when my anxiety/autism kicks in and I misunderstand or mishear or anything? I’m overthinking everything, I know. But. They’re all worries. Unless I’m 98% comfortable in a situation I’m usually unable to reply or respond. I can’t even laugh. I find social cues challenging and automatically think everyone thinks and feels the same way I do. It’s so much stress over something rly small that millions of people go through and survive. 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I have never been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and I'm not sure if i have it but every time i walk in public or even if I'm around friends of my friends I just get nervous i cant sit in the room and i go out to smoke. I dont know how to deal with it and its frustrating me. 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Today maybe hasn't been the best day, so that's probably why I'm posting. Sorry for formatting, I'm on mobile. I've grown used to the feeling of self consciousness whenever I interact with anyone, even if they're my family members, or closest friends. I often feel as though I'm a burden to them, and that I annoy them with every word that exits my mouth. No matter how often they say that it's okay, and that I'm not annoying, I never really believe it. I apologise for a lot of things, and most of the time just close myself off if anything happens. After school I went home today, and realised I forgot to ask my teacher something which my parents wanted to find out for tomorrow. My mum had a massive rant about it, and I essentially ended up crying in my room and falling asleep for about five hours after that. I didn't have the energy to change from my school clothes or even eat. When I woke up, my parents refused to talk to me and made comments about how stuck up I am. It made me feel worse then ever, and I'm still sitting in my room with the lights off, waiting for everyone to go to sleep. I texted some friends to pass time, and to calm down. I feel very comfortable in my friend group, so that's why I did it. I got a notification from a friend outside of my friend group, and realised that my phone sent the notification like two days late, so it looked like I was ignoring him. I honestly immediately felt like crap, and apologised for replying so late. I made some joke about it, and then he replied with something along the lines of ""What do you mean?"". I told him I was just making a joke, and he replied with ""Omfg lol whatever"". I always thought that we were good friends and we've never gotten into a fight or anything, but his replies for a few weeks before that seemed really passive agressive. I apologised in an attempt to try and compromise with him, but he ended up screaming at me, and saying how I should ""just stop apologising all the time!"". I'm not gonna lie, I felt hurt, although I feel like I'm overreacting. Am I?? Anyway, he said that I should stop apologising and that it's fine and I shouldn't worry about it, again really passive aggressively, and I just replied with ""oh, sorry"" because I had no idea what else to say, and went offline. I'm just really tired of everything at the moment, and I'm getting a day off school tomorrow to go see a councillor, so I'm really stressed about that as well. It's been a pretty bad day, and I just need to get this off my chest. I still feel like I'm annoying and I anger people a lot, but I don't know how to stop, or what I'm really doing wrong. It's just all a big mess right now, and I don't know how to take it. 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I mean, I'm pretty sure that I have, but not like 100% sure, so how did you know?",1.1944444444444429,1.8248212222222229,3.2231481481481516,95.9991666666667,77.51851851851852,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.3274296296296297,91,1,24,1,2,31,19,27,0.133,0.632,0.235,0.4669,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572110937825962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695607745303339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426248077669625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662474347823785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420615525462972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427388978720861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337758935484669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GreenDub14,2019/03/04,"Don you hate it when bad/awkward/stupid things you did one time, flash in your mind after days/weeks/years and ruin your wholE day? Like damn, how do I stop them? I often remember stuff like this that i did looong time ago and it ruins my whole day, or even week because it keeps flashing after that. Anyone else in this? 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I've finally decided to get help for my anxiety and setup an appointment with my GP. I've identified places where my anxiety is the worst and made a list of my symptoms to talk about. What are some other ""precautions"" to take and what should I expect? What questions should I ask while I'm there?",5.107042253521129,6.380321957746482,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,68.85915492957747,10.187042253521126,29.69295774647888,10.355215969177356,3.063747042253522,293,11,57,8,5,93,45,71,0.115,0.846,0.039,-0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,12,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528671606148928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671318784087434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32424549900627514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464395201094555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983976456252216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626698290642676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007541859080265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092493384876803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33157952846629896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076497148799406,0.2225496490583139,0.2379076939627993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966443758527724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Snickrzz,2019/03/04,"How to have more energy in the morning? Is it good to exercise? Eating a healthy breakfast, etc?",1.1950000000000005,3.767361833333332,3.1388888888888893,83.245,97.33333333333334,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222214,7.793537801064563,2.7987555555555566,75,4,13,2,3,25,17,18,0.0,0.621,0.379,0.8192,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913295486691003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445042590501214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847098358162871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ABirdJustShatOnMyEye,2019/03/04,"What odd things do you do as a result of social anxiety? Ex: Waiting till someone gets up to turn in the test so you can go with them, Constantly checking your phone, etc",2.661078431372548,4.589147264705887,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,76.35294117647058,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4687568627450984,133,5,27,2,3,43,32,34,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896739219380045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409197021033189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223060793550036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783426125303374,0.0,0.21520124759115808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859962620089529,0.32083745385803003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515649291195275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118734280458004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xangsun,2019/03/04,"Does anyone else have severe nervous sweating in social situations? More specifically, ANY social situation? I can talk to my parents and close friends just fine but when it comes to other people my face instantly gets red and drenched with sweat. It's very annoying and embarrassing and it has led to me just staying home all the time, not pursuing the career and social life that I want to have. It started when I was in high school and working as a veterinary assistant. I had photoshopped a picture of my principal and sent it to my friends, who sent it to their friends, etc. Well she comes into the vet clinic with her dog the next day and I got really nervous and started sweating while I was holding her dog. Ever since then (I'm now 26) it has just gotten worse to the point that I just get beet red and start sweating even if I am only walking up to pay for my items at Walmart. It has even started happening when I talk to family members other than those in my immediate household. I am currently still in college and am taking it as slowly as possible (I graduate next semester) in order to stay unemployed. The only reason for this is because I know as soon as I go somewhere for an interview I will end up drenched in sweat and not get the job. Anybody have/had a similar issue and know how to overcome it? I want my life back!!",5.473712669683257,6.304187742307692,6.304705882352946,77.10147058823529,67.73076923076923,9.502262443438914,33.3710407239819,9.627879704456738,3.1989841628959272,1063,47,196,22,17,351,147,260,0.078,0.856,0.066,-0.6552,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,16,9,1,3,11,0,14,9,6,3,2,37,35,26,0,3,8,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,17,19,0,1,3,0,1,7,2,4,1,0,7,2,27,5,33,27,4,43,0,0,2,0,17,13,0,1,20,141,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557017630066262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770258798274049,0.11386275230904133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854498098643748,0.0,0.0677419927705187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914521554565793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166772699727768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724799376961774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283235586595992,0.0,0.09842554504404524,0.0,0.1239359892691526,0.1467966817380163,0.1005207410810352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476065330431436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756935267711795,0.0,0.1741778255987322,0.0,0.06315603969732436,0.0,0.08887842012313789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982692463710162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741178548611304,0.11146944999235442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159877248840279,0.110276408484904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214499499653315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698458465114334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363696679119693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690341946601695,0.0,0.0,0.12339339163937565,0.0,0.0,0.07704147530815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505094219624962,0.12527900463417388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119080703877463,0.11425707263265066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246646511178217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554188824923115,0.0,0.09192540955875143,0.24982282656863306,0.0,0.3398399709945435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146250735576436,0.2368932096983944,0.08874617231730057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355368025858184,0.17863935959041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479905215587611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169141994763076,0.13109117730552136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991652621167936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090178550426895,0.0,0.11324791522745488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shadeslayer1997,2019/03/04,"Just wanted to get it all off of my chest. I have never talked about most of this with anyone before because I was always too ashamed, but I feel like it might be good to talk about everything, even if it's just on Reddit. I always had a rough life at home when I was a kid, and was picked on at school. We moved from Michigan to Alabama when I was I was in fourth grade, and was seen as weird by alot of the kids because I wasn't used to an environment where everyone knew each other and their families.( The whole school only had 300 kids K-12) by my 11th grade year I had a few good friends, but most people still saw me as the weird fat kid. Nobody picked on me anymore by then but I was already pretty messed up by then. I had already given up on the idea of getting a girlfriend by this point, because I knew even if they didn't mind that I was 240 pounds, or how awkward and shy I was, they wouldn't want their friends to know I was with them. I was having to walk 1.5 miles to catch the bus, and 1.5 back home after the bus dropped me off for most of my 11th grade year due to my parents having car trouble. (We lived on a mountainside dirt road and the bus wouldn't go down it.)I started myself alot during this time to try to loose weight since I was already walking, thinking it would help me gain self confidence, and I wound up at about 160 pounds in by my senior year. When girls started to notice me, and check me out it made me feel good for a while, and I convinced myself it was time to try again, and get a girlfriend. I wound up asking a girl a who rode my bus to prom, and we started dating. she was always very shy, and didn't have many friends besides younger kids so I felt more comfortable around her I guess. She didn't really like me so much as she liked the idea of having a bf. She would never go anywhere or hang out at all. One day her friends were picking on a kid for the way he was coughing on the bus, and It was clear he was bullied alot, so I stuck up for him. I guess they didn't like that because after that my girlfriend asked if I could pretend we weren't dating anymore while we were at school. I felt terrible knowing my only gf was ashamed to be with me. By the time I graduated my social anxiety was horrible I could barely do anything without it being there. I have been out of high school, and working for over three years and it has only gotten worse. I don't even have my driver's license because I am too anxious. I worry that someone from work will see me out learning to drive, or what people I pass will think of my driving, or what my family will say about my driving while I'm not there, because I know how they talked about my sister. I worry what my family will think when I get my license but still never have a girlfriend (they think that's why I don't have one) If someone I don't know comes into my work area (especially if it's a pretty girl) I get anxious and that starts a loop of me wondering if they notice, and getting worse untill I'm beet red, and dripping sweat. I'm so lonely but I know nobody would want to be with me. I can't even walk or stand in line, because I'm afraid people think I'm walking weird, or that they will think I am starting at them. If you made it this far thank you for taking the time to read this.",5.280701754385966,4.6650733859649165,5.558947368421055,87.26763157894737,68.06432748538012,8.194152046783628,28.52631578947368,6.950104931194217,1.260564912280702,2572,72,569,17,38,819,264,684,0.113,0.778,0.109,0.7325,1,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,5,2,11,4,31,25,0,4,30,0,66,8,3,8,6,112,121,55,0,17,22,2,6,4,10,11,5,1,2,10,28,35,2,0,21,2,1,16,17,11,0,3,43,11,98,14,88,61,13,94,0,1,4,0,58,38,0,23,41,393,126,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002221080143642,0.0,0.15097152621820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626670083545828,0.13664938474291116,0.11995895206913168,0.04228871729129196,0.0,0.04976952788807038,0.053839634273617286,0.1130804561909644,0.0,0.0,0.04650505145017631,0.0,0.2580744655712459,0.0,0.05146365433941998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052097789064053615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657602099738352,0.0,0.0,0.03900431535910443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978472621008805,0.0,0.0,0.057790815090984514,0.05435513227889895,0.0,0.1710442508744206,0.0,0.061160569419981936,0.04320661252689462,0.11613973159170875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869054441392718,0.0,0.18958845558124385,0.0,0.06874385982075669,0.15218216627058065,0.0,0.0,0.13325011630074493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053817682049668,0.0638999798075057,0.12133186756635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654813206637326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618993318156935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271850456819852,0.1181890399021328,0.0,0.05340456295121563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445445137344128,0.0,0.0613167851408266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415925978030321,0.061067118742538125,0.0,0.0,0.06428020507613834,0.04445943832643615,0.0,0.1399367043547941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771276868760648,0.0,0.0,0.08196503542959307,0.13799230095398318,0.0,0.0,0.06715539842521456,0.0,0.0,0.12578674354068373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057172736598011725,0.0,0.0,0.12305891854220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060495930518201166,0.0,0.038744757295218715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048095776676708175,0.0,0.2448341900230935,0.04819438210422814,0.0,0.0630933752392977,0.0,0.0,0.05002932022778636,0.0,0.0,0.06165129901405311,0.10248827643957906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403873303722026,0.0,0.09659811569324367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045473105270148965,0.14583354758713704,0.0,0.0556814567435851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325171748949893,0.0,0.0,0.14106448027044885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212330779597325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223492484654655,0.0,0.049901974140987036,0.10701724126010832,0.04800586272333645,0.0,0.07364781552777616,0.0,0.0,0.054573399415684606,0.06752327323264581,0.0,0.05830014137100194,0.06558750715246242,0.1320895284585903,0.12283986575492815,0.1232676850337548,0.12888884083046906,0.0,0.0,0.15578742497723494 socialanxiety,AKMatee,2019/03/04,"Making friends with Social Anxiety I’m 27 and from South Jersey, I struggle with Social Anxiety. I’ve been trying to find a group of people like myself that would be interested in just getting together as a group and having some fun while forming friendships at the same time. I feel the group would more likely be non-judge mental, empathetic people that understand, which would make opening up a lot easier for everyone. The problem is, finding a group like this.",8.052857142857142,8.757381428571431,7.819142857142857,68.92585714285715,62.0952380952381,10.529523809523807,34.65714285714286,10.355215969177356,3.835031428571428,376,15,58,8,5,120,63,84,0.09,0.6729999999999999,0.237,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,19,14,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,6,10,8,5,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896410474597686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089243358884893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572009171909217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604917289734105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625931728133704,0.0,0.09890590473142703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27745978774179314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609433607392951,0.0,0.0,0.2527298562497057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077849405584804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624854268677763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811427170980079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859524561128969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790640131102294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038733875311113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852807992231602,0.0,0.0,0.1970768784261815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40343809035333256,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BananaBread38,2019/03/04,"Sometimes I’m too scared to say a word, other times I’m the center of attention Hi ! I’m a university student, and have always (like ALWAYS) struggles with being a normal social human being. Ever since I was a little girl I remember feeling anxious in social interactions. Yay childhood traumas. Any-who, as I grew older I realized my behavior is a little wack. Sometimes I’ll be super outgoing and I guess hide my anxiousness by being the center of attention, making people laugh and being an absolute doofus. Other times I just sit there not saying a word and if someone tries to include me in the situation I lose all personality and stutter and get sweaty it’s a mess. I’m wondering if anyone else encounters this, and if they’ve surpassed it ? I like outgoing me (even though she’s still a mess), and I wish to see her more often, especially around people I admire or want to be friends with. Thank youuuu :) ",4.1565310077519415,6.403165622093028,6.1017674418604635,71.7393565891473,73.01162790697674,8.540155038759691,28.327131782945727,9.21078282632365,2.9361801550387603,725,29,116,17,15,251,110,172,0.119,0.6859999999999999,0.195,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,0,2,12,1,9,0,0,1,2,33,22,14,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,4,16,8,13,15,2,15,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,7,8,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372342142826008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220929492508807,0.0,0.09967770947534793,0.14606435434615286,0.0,0.12690409563426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908633725268765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415617532248273,0.12894907989355125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208004711988701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013757187257804,0.0,0.07447905811037107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704030804118296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929025916519094,0.2857549459423449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948248309474078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515651113530832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967354710024393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765925415572105,0.12447345110625835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148692658656005,0.0,0.0,0.22673077651183915,0.1427223364448276,0.0,0.1135978087166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179228968465618,0.16023769460902446,0.0,0.29063356211875524,0.1207863148603603,0.0,0.2819809074148135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384453736930815,0.0,0.0,0.1490293466672526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124541069005466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005947786483144,0.0,0.16624983189764628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967854281232505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408258093761004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393111422114987,0.0,0.15459472175812888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Harlaylay,2019/03/04,"How do I stop turning red everytime I speak? Everytime I get called on to speak, I turn bright red and I start to ramble. For example, today I rehearsed what I was going to say for 40 minutes and when it finally came for me to speak, my mind went blank and all that came out was ""um uh"". With everyone laughing at me, my face instantly turns the colour of a fire engine. Please help",2.1759740259740283,4.112506857142861,3.564935064935068,89.09597402597406,77.83116883116884,7.5168831168831165,23.98701298701299,8.418075326091056,1.4809532467532471,296,10,63,6,7,97,56,77,0.058,0.8009999999999999,0.141,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,11,12,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,9,11,2,12,7,1,12,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065738072548767,0.4495072651346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777250934497344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152657045845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266769898550246,0.0,0.1116804378020988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171565713116892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841779540054755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570757120839548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627162657703725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908988802508696,0.0,0.0,0.16429009441284015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626729553764407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6412351965160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821655581806046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stronghammer_,2019/03/04,"Going to a job fair for students. How do I get the courage? There's a job fair coming up that is available to students in my city. There's a lot of interesting companies that will be there and there will be presentations. I'm very interested in going but I suck at being social and conversing with people. I also don't really have any relevant job experience so if they ask me I'm afraid I'll look uninteresting. It would be interesting to hear from people that have been to these events and how they coped with it. General tips and suggestions are welcome. Thanks!",2.7294648318042825,5.432269339449544,4.407545871559633,79.64110474006118,80.37614678899081,8.037003058103975,23.762232415902144,8.841846274778883,2.127861773700306,454,16,85,12,12,152,72,109,0.034,0.78,0.18600000000000005,0.9336,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,1,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,14,25,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,6,13,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,2,2,59,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970445657697522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431024387142616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838793317163544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828003360328729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758233995478528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087109456665108,0.0,0.2412079456957529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391763695367199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317577719445642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820315962002248,0.0,0.0,0.18041356192893876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29423972879728305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594731715716699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632162091899626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953746826187341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509567690983302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507480697228139,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShallowFry,2019/03/04,"A strange interaction at uni The background: So I recently moved cities to go to university and haven't really made any friends, but there's this guy who'll sometimes talk to me in seminars (honestly I think he only does it when none of his friends are around but any human contact makes me feel better). Anyway, on Monday he sat with me in a lecture and invited me out on Wednesday night. Now, I don't often drink but if it meant making friends, I was willing, so I said alright if he gave me the details. Here's where it gets strange: he asks if I have Snapchat or Instagram and I mention only having Facebook, after which the conversation just drops. For the rest of the week he didn't sit with me. I'm willing to make an account on those sites if I'll actually have someone to talk to but I don't want to make an account I won't use, especially since I don't really sharing pictures. One family member said I should try intitating conversations with him, while another said that he's not worth it if he's willing to ignore someone for not using the same social media as him. What do you guys think I should: risk an awkward or upsetting converation or just go on with my life?",6.470384615384614,6.150244927350433,7.163333333333334,75.76500000000001,65.53846153846153,10.276923076923078,35.09401709401709,9.851270322608157,3.2968222222222225,939,40,182,18,13,312,137,234,0.096,0.8420000000000001,0.062,-0.6142,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,3,11,1,18,2,0,7,0,42,40,20,0,8,16,0,1,0,3,7,1,3,0,3,10,9,1,1,4,1,3,3,9,4,0,1,9,4,23,7,27,24,3,25,1,0,0,0,32,11,0,9,9,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.12771728038503802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800198529000388,0.1372361689691622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650846693335225,0.1223525268018894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575025905888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453153084883108,0.0,0.0,0.12820984302569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337938841279544,0.0,0.06617545118972637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033462297611853,0.0,0.06837794190730799,0.0,0.14876107215167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591780342292221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924424458686395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383918318843395,0.3494462231716212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910176487309922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228193983060585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868578649241804,0.1990760357081721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768658758823554,0.0,0.1292254584520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37348259973359976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082629828396403,0.0,0.0,0.13341283664879594,0.22178367531126075,0.0,0.12944090993744206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103882921452821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772166668774602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885703645551357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260717813691465,0.0,0.0,0.07719477099520178,0.0,0.10498180568116199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Timberwolf225,2019/03/04,"I don't know what to do I recently began a new semester at school, and one of my courses are a ""stained glass"" course. the weather was pretty bad at the start of the semester and it led to my school bus being cancelled more than a few days. So my first day back after a few days off, my stained glass teacher said that I was behind and that I would have to come in during lunch to catch up. When I showed up I saw almost a full class of students in the room. In hindsight they were probably just there to catch up as well as the weather probably affected a lot of people but at the time my anxiety got the best of me and I was afraid that I had the wrong time or something. So I ended up just leaving and having lunch where I normally do. I haven't been back to school since then as I'm afraid to face my teacher after I said I'd be there and just never showed up. I'm also afraid of her asking me to come in during lunch again and something similar happening. It probably sounds ridiculous but just the thought of dealing with that situation makes me feel sick. And I've been missing a couple of days as staying home is easier for me then simply facing it. Now every day that I stay home I miss more and more and keep digging myself in deeper and I don't know what to do. 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It was a long time ago. (Kindergarten.) I didn’t know how to do this so I asked my teacher how to do this. So she helped me and I said “thanks mom” She said “no problem” I walked away thinking to myself “did I just say mom?” I’m guessing she didn’t hear me saying mom and just thought I said thanks (her last name) I still think about it and feel like I will say it again",-1.6188367729831117,0.3031246585365892,-0.3226829268292661,108.61074108818012,101.1951219512195,2.523076923076923,13.624765478424015,3.1291,-1.8621831144465293,290,6,75,0,13,89,49,82,0.061,0.799,0.14,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,22,7,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,8,16,4,5,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,1,7,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866058594748904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514289966129186,0.0,0.12576775516910954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768464914243816,0.09563103931994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746408438536188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087220243577407,0.0,0.08972487669720743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735670542316745,0.10911539606418882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539821141400227,0.0,0.0,0.11846365732738096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271102246658181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280878552380359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820002473621048,0.3193573049238966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690236586289416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697264331418828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715467285715681,0.0,0.10627147521729854,0.07805600850444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,natkkaa1996,2019/03/04,"Presentation... I just found out that I will have to (as the rest of people in my group) make a presentation in April before my group (I'm at university) and I'm already stressed out 😭 I hate presentations 😞 And the worst thing that everybody is so chilled out about it.. You don't have to write anything. I just wanted to cry here a little. 😟",1.7242236024844717,3.9500547971014512,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,80.73913043478261,6.8414078674948255,22.900621118012424,7.957251820313856,1.1183316770186345,267,9,58,5,7,89,49,69,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,12,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483608226878057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977781152860585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686205006329526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467597491899593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461269182964199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116687275998684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163943764027601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210718907433313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188528224860612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36161046976580064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972382078249094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619629259160614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thecynicalone26,2019/03/04,"I realized this past week that I’ve come so far from where I used to be with my social anxiety. I’ve never been so proud of myself. I’ve always been the type of person who is incredibly shy. I would get into social situations and my mind would go blank. I couldn’t think of a word to say to anyone. I’d get super nervous and start sweating profusely in most social situations. I was terrified of public speaking. I had to drink to have fun being around people I didn’t know extremely well. In January 2018, I started grad school, and it has really helped me to challenge my social anxiety. At the beginning, I would be terrified and dizzy when I had to do presentations, but last week I had to do a presentation in one class and lead a support group for self-esteem in front of another class, and I barely felt nervous. I didn’t stress about it beforehand. I didn’t even practice. I didn’t stutter while speaking. I didn’t sweat as much as I normally would. Challenging my social anxiety has actually worked! I have always wanted to take yoga, but I was too afraid to go to a class. I was scared of how awkward I’d be, that I’d be bad at it, that I would look stupid. This past weekend I decided that even if the worst happened and I collapsed in class and everyone thought I was a complete idiot and I ended up being super embarrassed, I could deal with that. It wouldn’t matter a year from now or even a week from now. So Saturday I went to a Hatha yoga class at the gym, and it was amazing. No one there was in perfect shape. Other people wobbled a little bit doing the moves. Not everyone was super flexible. I wasn’t bad at it. I walked in and approached another person and chatted with her while waiting for the class to start. And now I’ve found a workout I think I can really stick to! I felt so good about it that Sunday I went to another class at my university rec center with a girl from class that I am sort of friends with but had never really spent much time with outside of class. We had a great time. Challenging your fears is scary, but the more you do it, the easier it gets. To the rest of you out there struggling with social anxiety: it can get better. If I can do this, so can you.",3.2648841698841693,4.777095617117123,4.824996138996141,83.06440540540541,73.68468468468468,8.22743886743887,25.523552123552122,8.841846274778883,1.8734838610038609,1730,57,348,35,35,582,196,444,0.157,0.7090000000000001,0.134,-0.7885,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,4,0,11,21,31,2,9,21,0,50,3,2,3,3,64,78,31,0,12,8,0,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,3,22,25,1,1,9,7,1,10,12,15,1,2,27,6,48,16,58,37,7,58,0,0,1,0,25,21,0,5,27,251,70,17,0.0,0.0,0.07591826589802499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946601795377655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472957618304456,0.23805676491743044,0.0,0.0,0.05439719630472032,0.0,0.0,0.06925547385092684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991383414898242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880477660113891,0.08493374543262035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701488813761687,0.08156826204086358,0.0,0.0,0.06211426012684061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802048855274847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621105714296943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890470232921048,0.0,0.0,0.15415177513440378,0.0,0.0,0.14867598331063195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754281134418115,0.0,0.0,0.1493938852449572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852999638128448,0.06010546539654981,0.0,0.16258206437307926,0.0,0.08842720888542781,0.06525210271159029,0.0,0.08577103359419785,0.0,0.0,0.06879528242673802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214542562618955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275498051584431,0.06341461788060015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077972637871032,0.0,0.0,0.06532955609861746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855239550350583,0.0,0.0,0.0826854810929535,0.1143789147153329,0.0,0.12000307827719073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622415683686684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543398825920534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853132803552424,0.10786874323604467,0.13585799252796302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951549515081314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186698421920741,0.07788797509013512,0.07873431939927804,0.0,0.0,0.08115882765557875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489329108668306,0.0,0.4758230605777733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519451603565422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911575019124321,0.08132990483522001,0.0,0.0,0.0882826674147552,0.0,0.0,0.05849336637304125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969784863937567,0.0,0.0617618157986453,0.09072765404585907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671912898484866,0.0,0.0,0.04588645430503099,0.0,0.18721123596108769,0.0,0.06994849247015728,0.1442364677465846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056636856271191624,0.0,0.0,0.2763223867274331,0.0,0.0,0.05009846408866234 socialanxiety,LordChubbyBooks,2019/03/04,"Re-instatment of my insecurities Alright, so today was particularly hard to deal with because one of my only friends, whom I confided in about my anxiety (for the first time) expressed her judgment about me. So what happened is, we have a group in our form class where, today this girl was talking about a controversial event that occurred in school in relation to a girl having an eating disorder and social anxiety. As I was asking someone about the details, my friend (whom I mentioned above) reacted to my curiosity by saying and/or yelling that “I am the kind of person that craves to have a mental disorder.” This really hurt me and affected me because it made me question whether that’s how people really see me. Later, when I confronted her about it, she said that she meant it to some extent because I just wanted to compare my situation to ‘that girl’ so I can boast about how much worse my own anxiety is, and that I spend too much time talking about it. To which i replied by saying that it was mere curiosity and the reason why I talk about my feelings/anxiety issues too much is because I think about it a lot and she was the first person I sought comfort in. And honestly it felt nice to get something this..consuming off my chest. If only I’d know she was judging me the whole time I would’ve shut up about it. Anyway, this just made things awkward between us as I promised that I was over it. Later that day, I noticed how so many other people behave rudely towards me, which I’d always assumed to be banter. For example, this boy who is very rude to me and openly admitted that he doesn’t like me. His hostile behavior towards me was confirmed by some of the other girls when I asked them about it. So yeah, at this point whenever I talk about my feelings/ problems, it feels like I am seeking attention. This makes me question my place in school because I’ve known that I don’t fit in but now that I know everyone hates me and would rather be away from me, I don’t know what I’m doing here, trying to be a part of friendships. I hope you can distinguish between all the girls involved in my pathetic life story. Thank you. 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We bought the costumes and when we arrived to my town it looked that there wasn't too much party, not even a half of what I thought. I told my bf that it wasn't worth to dress up to return home in 30 minutes because there was nothing. He told me that it didn't mind, that we would drink something, dance a little and then go home. I insisted not to dress because people wouldn't be in their costumes and it would be ridiculous. He has always wanted to have someone to dress up with, so since last year we couldn't, I dressed up. My anxiety was already reaching a point where I wanted to cry. Before arriving to the party zone I remembered that none of us took the wallet, so we returned home, went to my bedroom and told him half laughing: ""Sooo... we're tired and there is no party, are you sure you want to go out?"" and he told me ""yeah, come on"". I didn't know how to convince him so I laid on my bed like ""I'm tireeeed"" and he started to get half angry half upset saying ""come on babe I want my carnival and I want you to come have fun with me, don't do this to me"". My anxiety raised up since I was so ashamed to dress up because I've never liked costumes and since there wasn't the party I've thought, it was more shameful for me, but my boyfriend wanted so much his carnival. Anyway, I couldn't more and I started crying. My bf was so confused like he knew I didn't like carnival but he didn't knew why I was crying. I told him that this festive gave me anxiety. He was like ""why didn't you tell me so I could be more adaptable with you?"". The thing is I didn't even know it gave me that much anxiety. I thought I didn't like costumes because I've never had a costume I liked. I've always said ""If I get dressed up I want to prepare it so it looks nice"", but people dress up to look ridiculous and have fun. But this years' costume it wasn't that bad, it was funny. I wanted to go out that night because when I used to go out on carnival when I was a teenager there was a massive party and it was fun to look at people's costumes, so this year I wanted to go with my bf. However this year there wasn't the party I had in mind and the thought of everyone looking at everyone's costume (since there wasn't many people) gave me anxiety to the point I cried. Worst thing is it doesn't only give me anxiety the thought of people looking at my costume and not knowing what they think about it but also looking at my partner/friend's costume. This makes me so upset because it makes it look like I'm ashamed of my partner/friend but I'm not. It's Monday and I'm still on shock. My bf wants to talk about it because I spent like half an hour crying in the bathroom and he is still confused. He knows I have social anxiety but he thought it was only at the moment of socializing, when talking to people. 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Every break and lunch break at school I lock myself in the bathroom and read books, browse reddit or watch anime like the pathetic person I am, because I'm too anxious to sit in the hallway because there are other people there. I've been told countless times that I just have to try to be social and that the worst thing you can do is to just stay in your shell without even making an attempt to socialise. Today I finally decided to make an attempt to be social. I walked to the school library, spotted the group of 2-3 people who I've talked to a tiny bit in the past and walked to them. It was insanely difficult. I was completely pumped with adrenaline and I had to force one foot in front of the other. I kept telling myself that it would pay off and that this was the only thing I could do if I ever wanted to make any friends. When I reached their table, I noticed that they weren't playing chess like they usually were, and this absence of a clear shared activity that was easy to partake in made me even more anxious. When they all looked up at me I kind of panicked and just blurted out something idiotic and embarrassing like ""so no chess today?"". I said that much louder than I meant to, which made me feel really awkward. They didn't respond immediately and just kind of looked at me which caused me to panic even more which in turn caused me to stutter more about something vague relating to chess. They didn't respond immediately to this either which further increased my anxiousness so then I just said something horrible like ""Is the chess board gone?"". Then one of them finally just responded with ""no, it's occupied"". Then I just said ""Oh, okay"" and quickly walked out of there. Why am I like this? This was a fucking disaster. I feel so ashamed of how awkward I was. I'm a complete cripple when I try to be social. That attempt was shameful, embarrassing and an insult to humans as a species. I feel like an embarrassment towards life in itself. I wish I would've just isolated myself like I usually do. I'm never going to attempt to be social again EVER. From now on I'll stay isolated and not feel guilty about it because I know that there's nothing else that I can do and that every attempt to be social leads to nothing but suffering and embarrassment. I'm currently writing this from the school bathroom where I'm almost crying and comfortably separated from everyone else and will never be humiliated like that again. I've finally reached the conclusion that it's best to just give up and not even make an attempt. Attempts lead to nothing but easily avoidable embarrassment. I'll die alone without any friends but I won't have to go through the unnecessary pain of trial and error with no success in the end because you can't fail if you don't try. Fuck, I'm so pathetic and this was awful.",5.745941145408287,6.682752179396098,6.16848062983054,77.93938601123327,67.17051509769094,9.07050069607796,32.978205559022605,9.21561531244674,2.930501262541405,2339,100,428,42,37,755,239,563,0.201,0.66,0.139,-0.9934,1,2,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,8,16,35,41,4,11,25,2,41,6,1,12,6,83,76,40,1,6,21,0,4,8,2,3,2,3,0,2,36,26,1,2,9,7,1,11,15,22,0,2,23,10,51,19,71,42,11,64,0,3,3,2,38,22,2,5,34,306,87,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403262486002563,0.06622871177566235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697086796806884,0.0,0.0,0.2167221420248996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592341311203206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421464388248208,0.0,0.06981240781240605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138019619482294,0.0,0.0,0.13409220905402108,0.0,0.0,0.05105563209126319,0.0,0.07024161562523068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636579298646736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683725988756744,0.0,0.05663712526389735,0.0,0.0,0.16894276883506085,0.11568553268724464,0.10775442974857828,0.06110308880129702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933196039970868,0.04568299439759811,0.0,0.2801986192545394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880895374730064,0.11823398763292535,0.0,0.12268555052873326,0.07268390599022527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317971856449204,0.035143017896832565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516691058916122,0.2499260614030225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073969737076608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101439467439035,0.17073765378450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047007625759198084,0.0,0.09863810664134112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454314274456221,0.0728028798429597,0.0,0.0,0.0866628517104475,0.048633771103659414,0.06804299178891521,0.0750267860911462,0.0,0.0,0.06104363814945896,0.08866413054844763,0.05583513084596787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396324759827449,0.0,0.0409654084626983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248170556570814,0.0,0.0,0.1941501244318216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39110901541432064,0.0,0.14768613292308092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631573374422873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139732668819389,0.0558915726418271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496568613439899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728739355511662,0.0,0.12122655376676185,0.06110308880129702,0.0,0.13024529315809266,0.06955482335498961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085484381874314,0.0,0.037716973915268064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770126732829959,0.0,0.07353467852714657,0.12328321411324862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908507263003804,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,naveen_77,2019/03/04,"18 and struggling to socialise ,feels like my life is gonna get completely ruined. I was normal until my 10 th grade , but after that i went to a boarding school where i had a group of about 20 friends . I always used to hang out with them and did not socialise with others . I spent a couple of years with those guys and realised i didnt like all of them , but i dont have any other choice other than to stay with them .I think thats where my SA started . Now im in college , and i just have a few friends , who are good at some sport ,game or anything. They are always super busy with their stuff , and here i am , not good at anything . I find it really hard to socialise and make some friends . I tried hanging out with friends of friends , but i feel too awkward to actually speak to them or do anything. i just remain silent wherever i go , and talk only to the few friends i have . And it gets super awkward when my friend introduces me to a girl .I literally just say hi and then wont be able to continue the conversation . I feel my life is gonna get ruined if i continue like this. 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I used to get allergy shots once a week but stopped going since last June. I’m planning to return next week but feeling a bit uneasy about it. Since I stopped going, I went from brunette to blonde and now wear a lot more makeup outside. Looking better has helped improve my SA a bit. However with the new hair color, makeup, and clothes, I feel like receiving compliments/comments from the nurses will be inevitable. They might also ask what’s new with me or mention how they didn’t think I would be returning, etc. I already had an issue where I would blush and my chest would get splotchy red spots whenever any of the nurses would compliment me or the spotlight is on me. I’m trying to prevent that from happening because every time it happens, they make me stay in the clinic an extra 30 minutes just to make sure it isn’t an allergic reaction. Any tips on how to prepare and prevent any SA symptoms from happening? 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Just wondering if there was groups on social media or a website that could act like support groups or just for chatting with similar people ,8.835,10.6459905,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,60.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.168333333333335,145,7,19,4,2,46,25,30,0.052000000000000005,0.79,0.158,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636724241360204,0.0,0.2546493949296779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577457293920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262650542899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077445588585596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786507664071598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777439863596053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36099005785431737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roastmytoast1,2019/03/04,Advice on making new friends? I want to be a more social and fun person. I need some wisdom.,-0.6628070175438552,1.4995949999999991,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,99.0,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-1.542908771929825,71,1,14,0,3,24,18,19,0.0,0.514,0.486,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118583201898507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256288223560242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133635174331595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251672402332153,0.0,0.4070610348325517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680137723139031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296384193005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859556412815764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joculardonkey,2019/03/04,"Excessive sweating and anxiety. Hello, I have dealt with anxiety for several years now and excessive sweating has always gone hand in hand with it. I am sick and tired of not doing a lot of things because of my fear of embarrassment from the excessive sweating. It is definitely holding me back more than anything in life. Does anyone have tips/solutions for this? 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I always get told I’m very soft spoken, inaudible and quiet. I believe I’ll get fired soon for “not mixing well with the team” or something like that. I can’t take it anymore!!",-0.09235772357723347,2.2414661463414656,1.7530487804878057,94.66502032520329,94.85365853658536,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.5473447154471547,156,4,32,1,6,51,36,41,0.14800000000000002,0.79,0.062,-0.542,1,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619316726762531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31218849429803325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546621244774307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32893104106749643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123819038683762,0.2798010712879204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379118345545956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182367295438877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423418087167785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366839659813398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007966848045359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597358829976465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830352848333069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SocialAnxietySam,2019/03/05,"Do any of you have children? Part of me wants to have kids and just my owm family in general one day, but having a child means having to go through lots of awkward social situations and I wanted to know if any of you go throught any hardships being a parent with SA. 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I've been put in this situation recently and i really don't want to say no to them (people pleaser), but i also don't want to be accused of cheating. Thank you for taking time to read this :)",6.408200000000001,5.670223653333338,7.455833333333333,75.00375000000003,65.8,10.166666666666668,30.75,9.516144504307137,2.6648,294,9,56,5,4,100,57,75,0.16899999999999998,0.735,0.096,-0.6125,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,2,3,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,10,1,9,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,3,40,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831548845156756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42822350953256383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948124566563956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31756056755849416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934704255047036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230238001549959,0.0,0.0,0.2290915738365425,0.0,0.14672222330733473,0.0,0.2261390948994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213352665834126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574388609410506,0.0,0.0,0.19405603276301134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220175248711864,0.0,0.0,0.21085968014098708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354899875400728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701751783733281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483728262193179,0.16673627301702462,0.0,0.0,0.16269605323251735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SouthbyKanyeWest,2019/03/05,"Started a new job and after a few months the topic of social anxiety got brought up and this girl was like ""sxkw you wouldn't understand you seem like the kind of person who's never anxious"" yes lawd thats a dub ",3.99401515151515,4.765854613636363,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,71.04545454545455,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.329539393939394,169,5,35,2,3,55,37,44,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.418,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217170199549594,0.3274222477157621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318012935441239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760878173560483,0.0,0.0,0.30181043613113123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831898670669405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133731140177585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353260920998352,0.27991692241177624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306593787251425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638478039755377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954423385916488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514118874703866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017203436453399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dankertist2,2019/03/05,"I feel so stupid The other day, I was forced to go onto the campus of a school that I do not attend full-time (I am a homeschool student, and I participate in some of this school's extra-curricular activities.) I was expecting to meet with the visual arts teacher, and fine arts director regarding a FACCS competition that I've been forced to participate in. First, I had to carry an extremely heavy container with two framed drawings in it all the way across the campus to the art room, where I would drop them off for the art teacher to take to the competition. Before doing that, I had to walk a little ways down a corridor to meet with the fine arts director. After destroying my biceps and my shoulders, I finally reached the fine arts director's office, only to find that the door was locked due to a meeting with the principle. Thankfully, someone answered the door for me, and agreed to take my paperwork and drop it off to the director for me. &#x200B; I turned around, grabbed my container, and brought it into the art teacher's office. I was swiftly informed that I had arrived 10 minutes before she was expected to teach class. Great. She seemed pretty irritated with me throughout the majority of our conversation (can't entirely blame her), and I would intermittently apologize throughout our discussion. Once that was taken care of, I left the building and waited outside right across from the choir director's office. I had already texted my mom and told her that the fine arts director was busy, but she told me to wait for her anyway. So, there I waited, some random kid in the freezing cold who didn't have a school uniform on. The choir director stepped outside his office, and seemed highly perplexed as to what I was doing. I simply told him ""Oh, I'm sorry. I'm just waiting for someone."" I realize now how shady I looked. &#x200B; After about 3 minutes, I saw a woman walking past me, but failed to see that there was another woman approaching her from around the art building, which was blocking my view. The woman crossing in front of me said ""Hi, how are you?"" and I responded with ""I'm good."" Only when I saw the other woman did I realize my horrible mistake. &#x200B; I dealt with the fine arts director as quickly as possible, and booked it off of the campus. It's worth mentioning that throughout the entire duration of this experience, I was acting like a complete nervous wreck, and people probably thought that I was high on something. I feel so stupid. Whenever I'm around people, my brain shuts down and I can't even think or function properly. Hopefully I won't make a fool of myself at the competition.",7.237676100849779,7.671568883910389,7.427360067420466,71.96812627291243,63.826883910386975,10.68280075848023,35.8719713463024,10.47874826744603,3.9066021630732495,2106,93,360,48,29,683,232,491,0.099,0.8290000000000001,0.073,-0.9609,0,0,1,0,0,0,77.0,2,1,1,2,18,18,3,1,39,0,30,3,3,3,1,61,62,26,0,6,5,1,4,1,0,3,0,3,3,5,22,25,0,7,11,13,1,10,5,7,0,2,28,13,59,11,65,31,4,52,0,1,5,0,34,28,0,7,11,252,81,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098309711800883,0.0,0.0,0.2974517752643913,0.33358246796008395,0.0,0.09595577355252048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443887822135331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573582525159854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215495537396584,0.0,0.0,0.09330011565753013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594605364263313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059016108735314786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060441214577401425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951392860324764,0.0,0.0,0.09253998645975203,0.0,0.0,0.10024427199479263,0.0836380983323405,0.07783800204513233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200700318304685,0.07675389410558253,0.0,0.10088963506529396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336979110050775,0.0,0.09088966088371236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942542648067147,0.0,0.0,0.04470695848631658,0.09171663964206782,0.0,0.0,0.07684499996760015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108335526870895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717491416927584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745471620651162,0.0,0.1391943184193614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735624868511095,0.12688244135573334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316330194235482,0.0,0.09309814120146807,0.09866280471255784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814868136515145,0.08704656611308963,0.0,0.0,0.2778377414299275,0.07292128751672937,0.16661376964101413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507154043767518,0.07044854547814636,0.0,0.10243748286932686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760763138374674,0.0,0.0,0.08424972661270158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863564390287322,0.0,0.07264838484255771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623239758917529,0.0,0.0,0.09953614545992273,0.0893915628494453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527209045097156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300115602626368,0.0,0.33358246796008395,0.0 socialanxiety,Savvy515,2019/03/05,"Weird question about haircuts So haircuts seem to be a pretty common sticking point for people with social anxiety and they always have been for me too. But while I've gotten a little better at dealing with the parts that seem to more commonly cause anxiety (telling the stylist what you want your hair to look like, smalltalk, etc), apparently I've found an entirely new aspect to worry about. I'm turning 20 in a few months, so I'm pretty much past the point where it's okay to ask my mom to take me to get my hair cut. (The last time the stylist got really weird about it, so there's no chance I'm doing that again.) But I realised, my parents have always dealt with the initial social interaction of walking in the door and up to the counter and asking if someone will please cut my hair. It's definitely something that causes problems regularly as I start having to do stuff for myself--figuring out how to do little details that my parents used to do. I think i would be okay if i could even vaguely remember how that interaction goes, but it's been like a year since I've had my hair cut.. So, here's my question. Could someone explain to me, in as much detail as possible, how that conversation goes? Like how do I walk up to the desk and say pretty please cut my hair? Just like at great clips or something",5.673313953488371,6.134421244186047,5.928982558139534,81.27510174418606,67.17829457364341,8.620542635658914,30.85368217054264,8.472884824447931,2.2085031007751943,1043,38,203,14,16,333,138,258,0.063,0.787,0.15,0.9753,3,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,18,15,4,0,14,2,17,5,5,7,0,35,36,22,0,7,7,3,5,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,6,7,20,8,34,24,6,26,0,0,1,0,19,13,0,7,15,130,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275338044461047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588258893228531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940931998094776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918098659126656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327911465350435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576470923140155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702163642657878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577351901625565,0.06856429889711428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382026985438795,0.0,0.0,0.05423546978586402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302485438603717,0.11444884327033328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846174909958861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286165894374905,0.2080860597599203,0.0,0.0,0.0871726947144648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157884153642252,0.08285866873099967,0.0,0.15262185769639003,0.0,0.0,0.1002585506236685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305333141355287,0.11241410199253488,0.09909661788325537,0.07196749514993038,0.0,0.0,0.22790033431073664,0.1962644963057587,0.1170280828908679,0.0,0.3168306010096221,0.0,0.0993303725068364,0.0,0.0,0.2325777537872564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650215406428016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175943889451233,0.0,0.0,0.08255240124553229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890060678283045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587116796651173,0.0,0.0,0.21163865624738426,0.17591260406239556,0.15983315897283695,0.0,0.0,0.07347593735951008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883548695923615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805080386527186,0.0,0.0907328918276546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651606594425595,0.0,0.0,0.060531362530309815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291344947479713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965690488684026,0.0,0.0,0.0612287318564278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054222073895638,0.0,0.07374232583059771,0.0,0.0,0.06684904010478898 socialanxiety,BigBowlOfCereal,2019/03/05,Need some advice for a big presentation I have tomorrow My biggest problem during presentations is I always run out of breath while talking because I’m usually nervous. I need better pacing. Any advice on how to help this?,4.8827500000000015,7.846793774999997,6.305000000000002,67.67000000000002,73.75,8.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.6065,181,9,25,4,4,61,35,40,0.116,0.7490000000000001,0.135,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750333213209324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448216614903848,0.0,0.0,0.20008545263766345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793589475316298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022117606150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721514483414476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363333723612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153691431097205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364897031624159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240510971102179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway983928,2019/03/05,"I kind of asked for a guy’s number for the first time and now I don’t know what to do?? There’s this guy at my school I’ve been interested in for a while because I think he’s really cute and funny, but I never actually had plans to talk to him. I rarely ever get crushes, but when I do, I literally have no intention of shooting my shot because 1. I’m scared of talking to people in general and 2. I’m terrified of rejection and I can’t get rejected if I never try lmao. I told my friend that I was interested in him and I half jokingly asked her to hook me up with him, but she literally got up and went up to him right then and there. She asked him if he thought I was cute, he said yes, and he gave me his number. I was fucking terrified, I didn’t say anything and I couldn’t even look at him. I’m paranoid that he only did that just to be nice since I was right there. Guys have liked me and asked for my number before, which gave me some confidence and eased my anxiety a bit, but it was never the other way around like this and I don’t how to deal with it. I feel so embarrassed and exposed. I’m too scared to text him, I don’t know what to say and I’m scared he’ll think I’m weird or something. I know I’m overthinking this but I can’t stop, HELP",0.9811303030303052,2.4423965600000024,3.2962045454545468,91.8389734848485,79.76363636363638,7.056060606060608,21.276515151515152,7.9370924344782425,0.7041787878787882,974,27,236,17,24,336,130,275,0.179,0.652,0.16899999999999998,-0.797,0,1,1,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,12,18,1,4,5,1,20,1,0,2,4,43,49,27,0,3,9,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,12,17,0,1,7,1,0,1,11,8,0,2,16,5,42,10,29,30,2,24,0,2,1,1,35,11,1,4,13,150,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.1127840624100744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841419358699537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510798466219693,0.10288582849790052,0.4321863095503618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090631272817195,0.0,0.09834540642181544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617744533918848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915225812817247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763358822883521,0.1045437726227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843795134453302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830763003725848,0.0,0.0,0.08929258960652042,0.1068467839690857,0.12076583598235965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243550380250222,0.0,0.0,0.3433108444648661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746716641451966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035308039091502,0.19055020555860505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292774787347537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970534909496742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26741459073885043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789963256331207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012482190762768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403999874906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974000219350528,0.10993783746527336,0.183818998676146,0.3471307783304617,0.11696758728486605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956044395595918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897491409803843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662547613046774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578884705442128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811097500826895,0.0,0.09175326128958833,0.06739243365998704,0.0,0.0,0.11043640935574714,0.0,0.07846751445818392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173767663327603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713874051068573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Equipoisonous,2019/03/05,"Very bad job interview at work I had the opportunity to interview for a perm position at my job (I'm a temp now) and it went very very poorly. I made a complete fool of myself and now I'm embarrassed to see these people in the halls. I had a lot of anxiety going into it. It's in a different department than I currently work in and I didn't have a lot of confidence that it was a job that would be a good fit for me or that I even wanted it. It was a panel of 5 interviewers. I knew 3 of them but did not know the other 2. I stumbled over my words, didn't say much to answer their questions. I hate job interviews, especially formal panel interviews, and 5 was so many. It was public speaking which I can't do. I forgot to take a beta blocker and felt a panic attack coming on a couple minutes in which thankfully subsided when something funny happened which broke the tension. I just feel so embarrassed and I have to see these people around the office but I don't work directly with them for them to know I'm not an idiot, I'm just bad at interviews. The only good thing is that my boss does really like me but due to some things out of her control I might not be able to keep that position permanently.",3.0546797717184546,4.327470811244982,5.206996406679348,81.07291693088145,73.81927710843374,8.776241809342633,25.555062354681894,9.276330184999452,2.0928666666666667,948,31,194,22,19,331,131,249,0.14300000000000002,0.752,0.104,-0.8955,6,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,5,9,16,3,4,19,0,19,0,0,3,0,40,41,13,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,20,11,0,4,7,0,1,4,7,11,0,0,14,6,26,5,31,23,4,23,0,1,2,0,15,14,0,6,6,140,46,14,0.1206330726962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228397042541243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738901039629976,0.0,0.13723753534783242,0.0,0.0,0.20144715370915808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039147105455996,0.12648148158179373,0.0,0.13530024866724946,0.0,0.13347820046071798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603588552690007,0.0,0.0,0.1055668148484439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796770067982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060995706173514234,0.0,0.11582666758044005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855855520354577,0.20236259596053896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667542778847768,0.0,0.0,0.11910018454539399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788388426503162,0.1072242177673322,0.0,0.0,0.1325935638529503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893522590753515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511584905374464,0.0,0.11414593017089113,0.0,0.12230300160457425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279726266443482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867918865100645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174688771996496,0.0,0.14153691896157067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672635669744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513664959547458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728063535560133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593226126508217,0.0,0.0,0.19225788104472105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286923296029156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907010576964673,0.0,0.0,0.11106272577427427,0.0,0.0,0.1602865064526311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860475607548875,0.07115251177140508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182806696048793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346694096755513,0.0,0.0,0.08569427371149392,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maddison_Dan,2019/03/05,The guy who just delivered my pizza said 'enjoy!' and I said 'you too!' Why can't I human!? 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️,-8.28736559139785,-12.459480838709677,-0.8792741935483868,105.96775537634407,179.96774193548384,2.3236559139784947,5.809139784946238,4.7782277997778095,-2.2485505376344093,78,1,27,1,12,36,21,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255452075102202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8176296311928304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38780544421212004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snormie,2019/03/05,"Witty people are my SA kryptonite. I don't know if this is different than some of the SA sufferers here, but I'm pretty ok in normal situations. I don't have the day to day issues, small talk etc. But put me with witty people. Holy shit. I actually almost melt down with those people who just consistently say witty things. Not hilarious mind you, but with a twist on virtually everything they say. I instantly clam up, feel cloddish, get self loathing and basically am affected for days afterwards. I also have this to a lesser degree with popular cool kids (and get ready, they exist for far longer in your life than you'd ever think), but mostly if they've got that verbal wit thing going.",5.58663273960984,6.807995076335878,6.5706361323155225,73.87943172179816,67.70229007633588,9.791687871077183,26.769296013570823,9.994966539143718,2.616780491942325,549,16,98,13,9,183,97,131,0.118,0.763,0.119,0.0163,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,2,0,4,5,1,0,4,2,8,2,1,1,1,24,16,9,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,4,12,3,16,14,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,7,1,5,5,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.17357619304098548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811186193276524,0.0,0.0,0.14224317386069182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441357550340743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185837075039672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837290335092705,0.0,0.16089427593083264,0.0,0.0,0.1598587601957878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993679520620214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586025020994112,0.0,0.10108804579512837,0.0,0.14225948692579365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565084987819616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775311203037937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563537041269146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959875142647422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742755686658347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699395444077565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180958497610244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880923116197922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28289991792281216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185557983569423,0.0,0.18258176796754064,0.0,0.19993417457672136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296577057105442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633884431372476,0.11397239397198493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Moony009,2019/03/05,"I always feel like the odd man out. Over the course of my life, I've found scant few places where I felt welcome, but even in those places (with those people) I always feel like the odd man out. It's so frustrating. Everywhere I go, people seem to belong to a secret sect of happy people where I don't belong. They can laugh, talk, and have a good time, and I'll always feel like an invader in any social situation. This feeling of being the odd man out is not just in my head. People usually treat me like an outsider or at best, a guest overstaying their welcome. It's not intentional, most of the time, but people do have a tendency to regard people like me as oddities and not human beings.",5.727826086956522,5.619926818840582,6.528804347826089,78.97842391304351,67.04347826086956,9.508695652173913,26.67028985507246,9.188382445141503,1.9575333333333331,543,13,107,9,8,180,81,138,0.077,0.647,0.276,0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,5,13,1,0,11,0,8,2,1,1,0,24,16,8,0,0,7,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,5,11,12,17,12,3,16,1,0,0,0,12,12,0,3,8,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33139904756680844,0.0,0.0,0.0902808572744146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139322665066876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768624688408534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850830699202016,0.2845297507154923,0.12746972027867098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556368902483058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545015355325313,0.11135217839208432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132471338737346,0.0,0.0,0.13624931382860367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937717997691694,0.3242973711462643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522313783284326,0.0,0.2774103651394633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085905487819708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922698380112046,0.0,0.13533135874233568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670687377127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482599791554816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621558170350496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kk183461,2019/03/05,"The whole process of getting a new job just gives me huge amounts of anxiety. Every step of a job search is terrifying. I recently had to start a job searching again and I feel like my anxiety holds me back. From the phone calls to the interview to the training it’s all so daunting. It makes me feel like there is a huge weight on my chest everyday I look for a job. I know that my anxiety plays a big part in me finding a job. I feel like this process would be so much faster if I could put it out of my mind. I have an amazing boyfriend who understands my anxiety, but I feel so guilty that it taking so long. It’s my fault that we haven’t saved money because my anxiety is a struggle. Anyways I have a missed call the I made go to voicemail because I knew it was a potential job. I’m so nervous to call back. Phone calls are the absolute worst. Thanks for listening. 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Today was not a good day ): Im a 18 year old girl and im a senior in High School. I have little to no friends (nobody is close to me) and I have a pretty bad reputation (everyone thinks im weird since im so quiet) I also come off as dumb sometimes. I start blushing and sweating when people speak to me, its so hard for me to really show off my personality and talk like a normal person. It sucks real badly. I know that I have a good personality, but im so self conscious all the time which makes it difficult for me to open up to people ): i really think if i didnt have anxiety, id be much more happy and successful with people. I'd like to have a boyfriend, but I'm so afraid of approaching people and people are afraid of approaching me/don't want to. I have a crush, but its impossible for me to approach him, my anxiety gets soooo bad when im in the same room as him. Hes very out my league socially and he probably thinks im weird. Ugh ",0.6022814498933897,2.638188318407962,3.3478322672352547,88.10805970149254,83.72636815920399,6.813646055437101,19.52167732764748,7.957251820313856,0.7918602700781809,736,20,164,15,21,259,113,201,0.162,0.703,0.135,0.1251,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,18,2,2,10,0,12,1,1,1,1,28,23,20,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,6,12,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,11,0,0,2,3,20,7,23,20,4,24,0,0,0,0,13,11,2,1,11,94,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396640623572721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151337721411028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316827092517151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967430076830051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596501619168929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838077135179831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145965711364513,0.0,0.04832363619630058,0.0,0.0,0.15515703455420735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846023560131316,0.08285532254496662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772365203467627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6993561744476395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083158789979509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037455602100088,0.09270201852276497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173961839041516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799280209098695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906232415871433,0.0,0.0,0.09705556573818268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206140803532508,0.24228326404624295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940983625629364,0.0997228113204483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052769809164935,0.11850642806122458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360758510442534,0.0,0.0,0.09649009383339684,0.0,0.0,0.07651094564035085,0.0,0.0,0.09428469477587276,0.0,0.0,0.0914776792962606,0.0,0.06546683342399245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434215630072241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779682841820654,0.0,0.0,0.05393325720105538,0.0,0.08767229726363061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631619245401428,0.054554611118387324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059562288422137025 socialanxiety,Throaway_0473623,2019/03/05,"Never kept a job past probation period I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle that feels like it will never change. I've never kept a job longer than 6 months and I'm 27. At the moment I've just been temping - I saw on the rota that I hadn't been put on any shifts for the next 3 weeks, but another girl in the same position was put on for pretty much every day. I asked the agency why this was and they told me they get on with the other girl better. Obviously it's never good to compare yourself to others, but this just felt like a familiar punch in the gut. As I have said, I haven't been kept on at other places after max 6 months probation. I feel like I have done the jobs themselves fine/well, but I am shy/awkward even though I make a concerted effort to be as friendly as possible and chat to people (but sometimes experience panic attacks and shaking which I try to hide from others). I'm currently trying CBT for the second time. Every time this happens I feel extremely depressed and defeated, and sometimes feel like 'what's the point?' Not sure what I'm trying to achieve in writing this, guess it's just good to get it out. Or to know if anyone else has experienced something similar and things have eventually worked out for them. 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I’ve been lurking here for a while and this is my first post on reddit so sorry if I mess up any reddiquette. Recently I decided to start seeing a therapist for my social anxiety since I feel like its been getting in the way of me living life for too long. My therapist suggested starting with exposure therapy, and we brainstormed that a good place to start facing my anxiety was making my first real reddit post. So here I am exposing myself to you, hi. And I wanted to thank you all for being such a cool subreddit! Anyone have some good ideas for more social exposures I can do? Wish me luck!",4.464645669291336,6.2685556614173255,6.180322834645673,73.37284645669294,71.1259842519685,10.43433070866142,30.02283464566929,10.577609850970193,3.7680462992125983,527,22,90,17,10,181,83,127,0.1,0.753,0.147,0.8484,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,1,9,2,1,1,1,16,21,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,18,6,15,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,10,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880297796991819,0.0,0.29969386515751056,0.0,0.0,0.09130878802483924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478054722203598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660282201299772,0.09329068548744948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221528197758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822581061587761,0.0,0.0,0.2190587316777068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741573219346185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922367744447753,0.06379773780408164,0.0,0.11530985639698875,0.11556452670610284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716718863394403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643460689140013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501306376831437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863549036423526,0.0,0.0,0.1289379500051504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406015839239544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802211294894036,0.0,0.0,0.399348035625285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146180368664705,0.36971785489507103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022607107454646,0.29867301058206314,0.3032408900747122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702302350067945,0.10365311184922782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016748917968084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ConfusionIn20s,2019/03/05,Have to give a public speech today guys... 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I get just as anxious interacting online as I do if it were in person, so if I game online I usually just do my think and don't interact. But I'm thinking of trying to use it purposely practice socialising, maybe just starting by saying he and such, move up to congratulating others etc... Has anyone else found this to be useful? 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I walk around and see people looking at me, all I can think is that they think I'm a fucking loser. I keep messing around with my jacket sleeves, but fear that someone catches me doing it twice. Every five minutes I adjust my earbuds because I feel like I have to do something. I don't even know why, just to get out of that horrible feeling of feeling judged for a few seconds and have something else to do. I worry about where I'm looking, looking at the ground is weird, looking up is weird, looking anywhere is weird, accidentally looking at somebody is even worse. &#x200B; I find the building and see two classmates in front of the building, I walk towards them. This feels even worse, I feel like I'm a model and they're the judges looking at my every move. When do I even say hello, will they notice that I'm feeling awkward? I adjust my sleeves again because at least I won't have to look at them. We go inside and into the elevator, the elevator fills and I haven't really said anything besides hello and how are you yet. The elevator has a mirror and I see myself: bad posture, shit hair, weird skin tone, looking unhealthy and sick, I worry about accidentally looking in eyes of the person in front of me. To even make it worse, I'm tall, not 'tall', but tall. I can't really be missed, all the ugliness is out on display for everybody to look and laugh at. &#x200B; We have to wait a bit before we can go inside the room we'll have a presentation in. I have no idea what to talk about and worry about just standing there glancing at nothing, so I find the nearest wall and check out my phone. When we go inside I sit down and hear people talking and laughing. It probably isn't, but they're definitely laughing at me. I play around with my phone, opening Whatsapp five times even though I have no messages. I look around, but not too long because I might accidentally look like a creep. I feel like I look like I want to die, which wouldn't a be a lie, and with an angry sneering face. I feel like people are secretely talking about me, the loser who never talks and fails at everything. The presentation begins and I can't even look at anything besides the screen out of fear. &#x200B; When the presentation is over, I want to rush out and go home. I go to the elevator, have to feel the dread of watching my face again. I say 'see you next week' to my classmate, he corrects me 'tomorrow', I say see 'you tomorrow' and do a weird pointing thing I never do. Everybody walking around probably thinks that's the most pathetic thing they've seen all week. Even if it isn't true, it doesn't matter, because this disorder makes you feel like it's true and there's basically no difference between that for the mind. I sit in the bus and look outside, scared of looking into reflections or at other people. I go home and sit with my head in my hands, not crying although I did a few days ago, thinking that the only reason I haven't commited suicide yet is because I'd hate the attention if I failed, and unfortunately the rate of failing is too high. This was a reasonably average day, nothing important has happened. The day started fine, I read a book, I meditated, I ate a healthy breakfast and made sure to not drink more than one small cup of coffee. But once I go outside, the day is ruined. I don't know what to do, I'm scared that every day will be like this, and since every day basically has been like this since I was four, there's a good chance.",5.528048425843977,5.842551143254527,6.078643001643697,80.5866685105576,67.47009735744089,8.706043747629284,32.19626375015805,8.507472789574589,2.3981596662030595,2868,114,564,39,44,932,277,719,0.211,0.6859999999999999,0.103,-0.9983,0,0,3,0,0,2,91.0,5,5,4,5,38,42,4,6,45,0,56,14,8,8,10,116,131,42,2,6,14,0,14,9,0,6,1,5,3,1,28,49,3,2,27,4,1,16,20,24,0,7,8,47,78,18,82,113,9,100,0,7,28,2,32,51,3,5,38,374,106,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594905218315393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182211252613024,0.1478342013225248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667456751060864,0.21661222576628505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386125217266428,0.12360800992623415,0.0,0.034508829981630317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442749302397578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454713322725872,0.1830797507848872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042089091994616606,0.042370744128686036,0.09295777249235876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039727898744086575,0.0,0.0,0.033878019515094976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142865298324411,0.0,0.13667541371622435,0.0,0.036447703578732886,0.0,0.0,0.0912700092410447,0.22556090221958056,0.14486045199385558,0.0,0.0,0.07413202224150389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498382763824259,0.042376028053916805,0.0,0.1613361061218782,0.0340151288611792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586214542586776,0.0,0.0,0.04003910016544551,0.04162054154709426,0.0,0.045707786077772816,0.0,0.0,0.042847978195706134,0.0813587927819166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578101122308278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604663764153493,0.0,0.0,0.044575304435218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178315598766937,0.0,0.0,0.03588939128409385,0.6129990786853388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038373578924626506,0.08121118380834841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043021837759582016,0.040948410003214496,0.0,0.0,0.04310293733761676,0.0,0.0,0.06255614764444628,0.0,0.04313009266866251,0.0,0.03973472745546055,0.07782613198214364,0.04617148336957523,0.0,0.0431891406751835,0.02748072895701417,0.03084346880997024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246133224196564,0.035410560967554405,0.0,0.0,0.038337041396884916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874490618413827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056540110938134,0.0,0.05196040814987731,0.08339340955594388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385765464770672,0.0967515230782787,0.0812041114180577,0.04104324472118475,0.16158313662838888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041628536025248485,0.06709408136665469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034361633974121925,0.0624415576680819,0.0,0.0,0.028704631813164162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435996034737373,0.0,0.03822206703962144,0.0,0.0,0.13038444740337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388511790743837,0.10394255595531453,0.03984451813569979,0.0,0.023647612225484786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039615781907343314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047840102963946314,0.0,0.06506062947501935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659406208379039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355496602549125,0.12398527581242913,0.0,0.0,0.1478342013225248,0.0 socialanxiety,shakesweird,2019/03/05,"How do I become less acutely aware of everything I say and do so that I can begin to relax in one-on-one social interactions? I feel that because of my social anxiety (and low self-esteem), I drive people away or just weird them out. Because of this, dating is a real struggle, as I can never move past awkward silences or nervous giggles to actually make any real conversation. How do I go about this? Any nifty pointers that I can apply right away for a sort of short-term solution?",7.060531914893616,6.4575665425531925,8.061148936170213,70.75300000000001,64.42553191489361,10.073191489361703,34.75744680851064,9.3871,3.24240255319149,381,15,67,6,5,130,66,94,0.108,0.767,0.125,0.3593,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,14,11,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,2,13,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,4,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.184705149962368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742705519151515,0.0,0.1447948986436677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556602885616532,0.0,0.0,0.2307606329028325,0.20903942713800075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010821448186295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957031546473306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756937533238284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263425686408892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116942878409225,0.0,0.0,0.14598059048732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825767542362745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068445646375653,0.1312194908563113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308728992666591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163986238374672,0.0,0.15051912030337136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974551612260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858841642388677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978713830106758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2kfan,2019/03/05,What to talk about with older co worker? I work next to my coworker who is a 40 year old woman and I would consider us friends although there have been times where there is some awkward silences. Sometimes I ask about her family but I was thinking of talking about maybe pop culture or something recreational but I don't know if we like the same things. What would be some conversation topics to talk about on a daily basis?,4.184232804232803,6.395717370370374,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,72.82716049382717,7.097707231040566,27.62081128747796,7.957251820313856,1.8328292768959435,341,13,62,5,7,106,64,81,0.017,0.91,0.07400000000000001,0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,10,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,6,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137486082121444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554252490430265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664758304730946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565519493993038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117025153415904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297007636776131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431624537723229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399204222555033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601912540021966,0.2261319407783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513192796949614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151899018544237,0.14650401490920936,0.0,0.0,0.1333224915323044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750271480675907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645347816037626,0.0,0.0,0.32484022166853993,0.0,0.0,0.1472374024102079 socialanxiety,TheYikesGirl,2019/03/05,"How long does it normally take for you to open up to people and be yourself? I feel like most of the people I've known with social anxiety eventually open up and are pretty normal around certain people and can conversate normally, but I've noticed that I literally can not be myself around anyone no matter how long I've known them unless I drink with them at least once for whatever reason For example an old therapist of mine asked a year into our weekly therapy sessions if I felt more comfortable talking to her. I of course didn't. I have coworkers I've known for 2 and a half years that I know like me, but I still get nervous and stiff talking to them and conversations are one sided because I'm so nervous I can't even think of what to say. 2 and a half fucking years and I still get nervous as fuck around them like day 1. 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IT’S SO EMBARRASSING I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AHH",8.049004796163068,7.835358025179862,8.191956834532371,69.34021342925661,62.273381294964025,11.585995203836932,38.67721822541967,11.072351349416056,4.42010426858513,1193,56,207,29,15,390,143,278,0.184,0.722,0.094,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,2,5,18,15,1,5,17,0,20,0,0,1,1,36,39,21,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,0,1,17,7,0,7,5,1,1,4,7,10,0,1,20,7,40,5,31,15,9,37,0,2,2,0,16,10,0,1,26,158,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.11937344546911853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782480800350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982774636642015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283745743017332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825746696881687,0.0,0.0,0.09766810604006364,0.0,0.13437039719824348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159157751479752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993956405350384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852175290420225,0.0,0.1174530437619795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450948873817316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819931678999777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095351699481975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928828858429913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272381896782644,0.0,0.0,0.1039979881077639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332498966898147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26977312331385106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130096086172813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289189893350392,0.09303514849820496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563849582923942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956673860794063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636093048268635,0.19455858164490825,0.0,0.0,0.09747873174478007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119010708159366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658363622384674,0.0,0.0,0.20454159496134072,0.28025018801623364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253716393732204,0.0783821624293091,0.120185595350286,0.0,0.21398946356332998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590972894361925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714424451550254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645479197761744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339829692852033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anybodyis,2019/03/05,"A serious doubt Am a 21 UG student, social anxieus , don't speak to girls.. But I need a girlfriend, it is ok I like girls. But my doubt is what is the think lovers will speak to each other? Always I see, they will silently speak something. always I courious what is it? I don't have any topic to speak with a girl I like, please explain if you know",-0.298333333333332,1.975963611111112,1.4763333333333364,97.30200000000002,93.44444444444444,3.9911111111111115,18.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.3721322222222221,268,8,59,2,10,87,46,72,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.185,0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,2,5,1,10,1,0,0,0,11,15,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,9,4,4,13,1,0,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,3,2,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571788152126219,0.0,0.0,0.2276828258644771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400326019729848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32714329089087124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482579666051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36752171775454895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668008603350163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412974479504253,0.0,0.2577537120228153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145332422441832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fxhri,2019/03/05,There was a social anxiety test i guess it had 20-25 questions and shared on reddit. any of you guys have the link?,2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,76.5,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.29348333333333354,90,2,20,1,2,29,24,24,0.07400000000000001,0.823,0.104,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903197453114626,0.0,0.32514341140935266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682136028976708,0.4208421544643293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47612593014098803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332600621457027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Trumpghanistan,2019/03/05,"Am I shooting myself in the foot by not having any social media that people can find me at? A few months ago some guy at work asked me if I had a facebook, an instagram, a snapchat. I said no. The reason I ask is because I'm obviously way more comfortable interacting through text, but people feel weird asking directly for a number apparently. The reason I've avoided these things is because I feel like I have nothing to post. I'd have nobody in my posts except for me. I'd probably have no followers. I'm not fugly so I'm not worried about that but the embarrassment of having no friends and can't even pretend is what stops me. I wonder if this has stopped a few relationships from forming. This other guy at work that I know is attracted to me asked for my full name for an unrelated reason and I assume has tried to find me on fb before and of course never found me. So do you guys use social media and has it helped interacting with people irl easier if they ever find you, or if you ever add them?",3.4426980198019805,5.0257549900990135,5.1644430693069285,80.5226051980198,73.35643564356435,7.822277227722773,25.496287128712872,8.472884824447931,1.7534247524752482,796,26,154,14,16,271,120,202,0.095,0.794,0.111,0.6403,2,1,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,3,2,2,6,7,0,2,11,0,17,1,1,4,4,39,32,13,0,4,11,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,10,6,0,3,12,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,3,24,4,21,29,6,18,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,8,8,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020593098325932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687321775629136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227203385647773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782010884226395,0.0,0.0961913938046112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466393380008945,0.20450800028313404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431602543400048,0.08075804825531573,0.0,0.0,0.3099581707968911,0.0,0.0,0.12394597815794207,0.08733685652621437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33579147047978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757704399486161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212555837405979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522717258686169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902299630625302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871858454223091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084679502864784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351096582360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652817751956335,0.0,0.1218796341386541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486815535433309,0.0,0.121366036842479,0.0,0.0,0.10752992134977477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304665091567012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890182686552429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751008451981923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674887784531928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976329856626551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972838997586438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259047302695628,0.16459351766492866,0.1148008050866976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pimpcobradoinkgod,2019/03/05,"Is it harder to have SA being a male? Im just wondering if you guys think that its generally looked down upon being socially anxious and male. By this im meaning that as a male society,the work place,etc will just view you as weak and or stupid ",0.7364705882352958,3.0848315686274503,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,86.25490196078432,6.537254901960785,20.264705882352946,7.793537801064563,0.9609058823529412,194,6,41,4,6,66,40,51,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,3,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986760490108281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29485546315562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617794326153049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711551724374891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201402784473132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287989159391219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762225884014781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695038318766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940510747133775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671065790192857,0.19247301430074293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frissp,2019/03/05,"10 day trip as a teacher with social anxiety... What should I do? So.. in about a month and a half I will be going on a 10 day long trip (to a foreign country) with 20 high school students and one other teacher. Yesterday my social anxiety kicked in for real and I panicked. Most of all I want to cancel, but I know it is not an option. I can not stand the thought of being away from home and safety for such a long time. Have any of you tried this? Do you have any tips and tricks on what to do to make the best out of it? 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Why haven't I met, at least that I can remember, anyone who sometimes stammers or gets flustered in a conversation? Sometimes I'm like this, and people assure me it's fine, that I'm just nervous, and it got me thinking, why hasn't anyone ever gotten flustered around me? Like, it doesn't have to be with someone of authority or of higher rank (wording) like a teacher, counselor, advisor. I get nervous around new people sometimes, but I feel like I have yet to see someone get nervous around me, especially with their words. Anyone else relate? 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Now worried who I am gonna talk to or sit next to and everybody who's gonna be there at least know someone and I will be there looking like I am lost and sad and everybody will know how lonely I am. It's a cultural event where people will be performing and other seated, so i hope there are no breaks.",1.0143434343434343,3.0890324545454533,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,82.4090909090909,6.183838383838387,22.277777777777786,7.3871296695380915,0.805071717171717,328,11,72,5,9,109,55,88,0.142,0.7859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.6198,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,12,22,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,6,11,2,12,0,3,1,0,5,3,0,2,5,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081204778670607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229847910595707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33815243036604803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548481783115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269966507801495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534356664632844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982523420031946,0.0,0.32475660315478844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639482958521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062491745784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520709475176045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239119385469843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021258862913438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VillagerD,2019/03/05,"So how does everyone seem to have a gf/bf? I don't get it lol. Everyone here seems to have a girlfriend/boyfriend even with super bad anxiety. Hell my anxiety isn't even that bad, like I can go to parties and I can, depending on the day, enjoy meeting new people, but a girlfriend? That'd be impossible. Stupid question/post, sorry, but I just don't understand",1.7811619718309863,4.302007169014087,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,82.94366197183099,7.493661971830987,27.184859154929576,8.472884824447931,2.35833661971831,283,13,55,7,8,95,52,71,0.254,0.632,0.114,-0.8371,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,4,1,9,0,0,2,0,10,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,12,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278350506553078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578164091562723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818774054154953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875109075488417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830493252443177,0.0,0.0,0.40949223633089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119482979781734,0.0,0.1217757391364899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468249622178327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694527298081225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854925427210078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521338557981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003372504073206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901304383361451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986000784910036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306475200415565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WingedButt,2019/03/05,"Today I almost choked to death in my University's cafeteria I was sitting alone in the cafeteria drinking some water and eating a small brownie. I choked on the brownie for a second and it was a very mild choke, like 1 cough would've fixed it with no problems. BUT, my anxious ass decided to panic, and not to cough to avoid embarrassment, and not coughing caused me to choke even more, and more, and fucking MORE until I couldn't breathe and was tearing up, and I panicked even more and was stuck in a seemingly never ending cycle of choking and panic. Eventually I allowed myself to cough and it was loud and more embarrassing, but I survived. I was on the verge of PASSING OUT and all I was thinking about was:""don't cough, don't cough, don't draw attention""... Fuck social anxiety. 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Former workplace threatening my family... TL;DR I am posting this the previous employee of Garmin Australasia. Is an absolute unethical company and I do believe that every individual should stay very clear of their Unethical standards. I mean this is an absolute f****** joke. They contacted my youngest sister, impersonating the CEO of Garmin. She was mortified. The girl pulled a Houdini on us, I only just saw her this afternoon and she was very upset. She was contacted last week by somebody from Garmin Australasia impersonating the CEO of Garmin International. The girl was mortified. She works night shift she's a beast of a human, the Team Leader dismissed me on unfair grounds, I told them that their end of the contract has not been met therefore I am free to speak as I please. They didn't speak to me they decided to call my sister, my sister... GARMIN AUSTRALASIA CALLED AN EMERGENCY CONTACT 9 DAYS AFTER THEY UNFAIRLY DISMOSSED ME AND THREATENED HER!! I feel so sorry for my sister. She works like a dog and she doesn't deserve this, it's keeping me up at night that anybody is contacting The Young Lady. As they terminated my employment unexpectedly and so suddenly they had no right to contact my darling sister after that, that file was to be destroyed. Garmin Australasia doesn't play by the rules. I feel they will compromise my bank account.. I mean which company contacts the sister of a former associate and harrases her threatens her and just makes her sad??? She did nothing wrong. She was too afraid to give me a name, although after data mining her phone, the Team Leader of Garmin Australasia staff, BENJAMIN Ramsn, was the one who contacted her, and scared the poor darling. I poured my heart and what was left of my soul into that job, however Ramsn BENJAMIN and George Said (KALOUSSIAN) still had the nerve to harass my sister... George Said KALOUSSIAN has harassed the shit out of me, calling me a faggot, and such abhorrent things. Ramsn BENJAMIN had the audacity to backstab me. I mean, I get it, I memorized and have evidence of all known faults as detected by the Garmin JIRA Page... not only are they unethical but I must warn all of you are a very far away from Garmin. If I was to sit here and list every single thought they had could be the next Roald Dahl.. although this place is not for that. My family is stressing as to why these people are harassing us? Why was the young lady contacted? Why is Garmin Australasia invading my privacy coming to my home unexpected, expecting to be welcomed in with drinks and snacks... ABSOLUTELY DISGRACEFUL. To be that honest with you as an individual who has studied and has a background in medical science as well as the law, I can scientifically prove I can show you evidence each and every one of you that a Garmin device can aggravate or either instigate obsessive compulsive disorder within a human being. The management is so Mortified that the place is going to be moved back overseas. I did not see my sister for four days. FOUR FUCKING DAYS. All because of George Said KALOUSSIAN and Ramsn BENJAMIN of Garmin Australasia. They're petrified of the fact that that I will reveal all of known faults that are known to Garmin devices and let me tell you my friends from a perspective there are so many faults your an idiot if you purchase a Garmin device. A big apology to all if you do have a Garmin device but to be honest with you I can link and scientifically prove that the device will give you obsessive compulsive disorder along with a sleuth of other disorders. You will develop obsessive compulsive disorder if you own a Garmin device you are also risking your health this is due to the fact that there is an obscene amount of lead which is detected within Garmin devices. Directly linked to Garmin devices. You might think hey this guys all angry that he lost his job. I think not. Although as you grow your morals grow and if you are someone who loves animals, you would steer clear of Garmin. The device is that are provided to you or are on sale to you are either defective or they will instigate OCD inside you and you don't want that trust me you don't want to see the it is the worst thing to have. Scientifically proven you will develop OCD see if you use a Garmin device if you'd like to see some proof or any aspects of my research I'll be more than happy to put them on display. Awesome it up for you because I know this is a social anxiety Post, although quite frankly I am so fed up of Ramsn BENJAMIN and George Said KALOUSSIAN, calling me a faggot.. I'm going to be straightforward I'm actually asexual. For the noobs here. Asexual means you don't have an attraction to anything, asexual means that such has occurred in your life that arousal is impossible. I mean even if I wasn't homosexual there's no need to call me a faggot. That is derogatory behaviour. From a company like Garmin I expected much better. The lies, the deception, the deceit. They are Mortified that if I was to tell my sister of all of the known faults that Garmin has and there are so many, I feel sorry for any individual who has purchased the Garmin product absolutely my heart goes out to you you will never be happy. I'm not even sorry if I put this in the right place but to be honest I posted it in anxiety because I've actually lost all trust in humans. Working at Garmin has made me asexual. There is so much going on there is so much betrayal so much favoritism so much to see it's enough to kill someone. I had a bigger posting this actually describing my experience there that would help you understand and paint a picture as to why I am so anxious.. WHY IN GODS NAME WOULD THEY CONTACT MY SISTER?????????? Look I'm just getting anxious at the following of losing trust in a human race... they dismissed for no reason they wouldn't give me a reason but when I went to go ask for a reason I was given for different reasons... I have actually contacted the CEO in America with regard to this issue. This is insane! BENJAMIN and KALOUSSIAN! I was good enough to continue working after one of your employees robbed me of $1,650 to reach you did not help me retrieve. It is none of your business way it was in my bag I was taking it to save my one of my cats and I needed that amount of money after work. Tony CHAMBERS, there was no need to berate me because I wanted to save my cat and have my money at work and go directly from work to rescue my cat. These people are absolutely Mortified that their workplace will be moved back to the Philippines, where it should be.. Ill prepare a proper post but my trust has been broken and to be honest this aggravates my anxiety and my sister did not deserve to be contacted by this bunch of scum. Shame on the dog who contacted my sister! And Annalisa Sparta, I'm still waiting for payment for that PlayStation Portable. The offer of marijuana is absolutely accepted but where is my marijuana? Money wouldn't be a bad idea, either. George Said KALOUSSIAN (Armenian scum, sorry. But there's a reason you scum came and suckled at the Most Generous Teet of Lebanon.. who else was going to take you in.. Syria? Lol. Aha) - do you remind returning my belongings? You have been told over and over again to return my belongings I understand you have a wife and kids to feed but if you're not ready to get married I don't understand why you got married you are only 25 years old you work for peanuts. Bro get a f****** life get an axle job you're not educated to speak like a retard, your memory lapses every 7 Minutes you need help. URGH! This putrid company really aggrevates my anxiety.. I will see to it that all known faults are exposed, I am actually going to help Garmin by making sure it gets moved back to where it belongs, since you want to disrespect me and my sister's there are Reprisals. Anyway, posted in Social Anxiety because I haven't the foggiest clue as to why I was dismissed, 15 minutes before I was dismissed I had MCCARROLL, Nicholas about to suck my knob over how grand my work was ... That place really f***** be over especially the backstabbing and the lies and the deceit. For a company who prides itself on integrity and transparency and respect of privacy you have no right to contact the young lady. This is damn infuriating. Upset me I don't care, you're nothing but dust and to dust you shall return, just as I will, some day. These people were exceptionally blasphemous. They took The Good Lord's name in vain so many times.. I mean.. there was no reason for you to offend my religion. Taking The Lord's name in vain is the ULTIMATE sin, it is a breach of the First Commandment... I fucking hate that. There was this little harlotte, she sat next to me, I treated her as I would like anybody to treat anybody one of my darling sisters, I gave her ""love"" and by love I mean every time I went to the shop I would say: ""Darling sister, would there be anything you require? I intend on visiting the Service Station at lunch, might I bring you a drink?"" She never declined. Ugh. Maybe I'm too nice, maybe I'm just careless, maybe I'm an idiot... Or maybe.. just maybe... **The Human race has hit a brand new low, by having to explain that, kindness doesn't need an explanation** These people ruined what was left of my ""generosity"". As I was growing up a few people told me.. **Your kindness will be your downfall.** I concede. I was bartering with one of my coworkers and they promised me something if I gave them something in return, I delivered the next day as promised. This.... 40 year old virgin, MCCARROLL Nicholas, never met his end of the bargain.. That little s*** went and said that I bribed him.. that big fat f****** tramp. I was so offended I was ready to wreck something, straight out the only thing that can come down now is one of my sister's, I've been through it all. Xanax, Valium, Serepax you name it. As opposed to this company that has such a high tolerance for diversity.. they did not respect the fact that I am medicated to keep my anxiety at ease. I am sure every single one of you who has read this can relate, when anxiety swings into action, you have limited time to act, and if you don't act when prompted, there could be an accident or two. I mean all you Aussies out there I'm sure you know when I say, the stigma around Valium is bad. But for somebody with PTSD and actual anxiety it helps me function it doesn't act as a sedative to me, it keeps me awake and alert. Ramsn BENJAMIN asked my medication needs, I was good enough to tell him and not lie and say that: ""Yes, I am medicated, and yes, it is in my bag in case of emergency"" Ramsn BENJAMIN deliberately used that information.. against me. I was good enough to tell him however unfortunately due to the stigma around to my medication he took it as a different way and he bitched to human resources like there was no tomorrow... Ramsn BENJAMIN is a complete lunactic... FIE! He even instigated contact with me outside work hours, then the slut runs to HR and says that I instigated contact... Bitch please! Be a man, I am appalled.. I prepare a proper post when my train of thought is sound. As I am damn infuriated. Ugh. This may be a TL;DR But does common kindness really need an explanation these days?? And is it normal for an international company such as Garmin need to harass me and my family?",3.6678584160937113,6.0432223370681655,4.770080638315932,80.13185637891523,74.92903828197946,8.099448264154146,27.438163144045497,8.899262252852377,2.430405975723624,8954,356,1627,202,198,2930,658,2142,0.152,0.7440000000000001,0.104,-0.9986,11,0,5,0,0,0,316.0,2,60,23,22,69,103,20,10,118,3,200,28,5,16,26,252,319,128,1,41,52,18,3,6,1,26,11,14,1,11,105,74,7,7,43,9,12,33,38,53,1,12,77,25,267,51,238,189,38,180,5,6,8,8,227,74,8,25,68,1150,372,26,0.0,0.0,0.1739360039500744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023756338947417768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404029821743556,0.0,0.1818036011633809,0.06711995288840095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048891963522704925,0.052890303498587775,0.055543278928156005,0.0,0.027910307034729024,0.06852757225978852,0.04960750201200825,0.09054426826640193,0.0,0.02527810909083521,0.03346913960328336,0.0,0.02627305333597155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516686828968133,0.03397641024168716,0.030287835158909662,0.0,0.0,0.051179171485446866,0.031146780862982094,0.0,0.0,0.04743656908290525,0.0,0.0,0.11494970786467006,0.030626176544176407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620741006238074,0.1361852439015594,0.0,0.02599642578001541,0.0,0.0,0.058202272226398524,0.0,0.0,0.02481603327437869,0.0,0.05262241980347114,0.12277934071332401,0.0,0.05886274194913736,0.0,0.15017443447631487,0.0,0.0,0.029058732616295067,0.08401415112202698,0.0,0.04506161384283057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02526839927718318,0.0,0.0,0.022951227751254785,0.05492650362521311,0.0931227625410726,0.0854917668445596,0.11818052634674495,0.09966586969762957,0.02375906342756899,0.0,0.0,0.029414181757263364,0.0,0.06324640735776607,0.0,0.02932909468155762,0.0,0.031576702279557174,0.0,0.07040487371087306,0.09955846209964572,0.031386629675052735,0.029798118923978413,0.0,0.029254994476276643,0.0,0.0,0.033535109611130445,0.0,0.031005948446439918,0.08843758181549592,0.07921371189451253,0.03286592612855811,0.09280448593066423,0.03265191572332227,0.02421482519325097,0.0,0.0,0.06455256580612448,0.030376987732706633,0.041965267819900204,0.08707879810525111,0.05954758883696772,0.0,0.0,0.024946042943273083,0.03323406108932369,0.06485647612294312,0.0,0.08043403687425826,0.02810908149534013,0.03965874173452763,0.09035341954148064,0.1492212474933817,0.2912325408624786,0.0,0.14963125552059822,0.0,0.06302796755229485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472017040876528,0.1091887611323463,0.17621640387331874,0.0687346307582927,0.028690797244258468,0.09477984517208854,0.05575522039644835,0.029106138221678544,0.0570085237723097,0.0,0.06234411089438504,0.0,0.1610395634603338,0.0903727619549235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297400065527974,0.0,0.1241482012476148,0.06521780180277671,0.0,0.0,0.1991548242136923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03472539888600878,0.05972662992702003,0.0,0.03159660136510948,0.029714616088180244,0.0,0.057092381847606864,0.1832598530869337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610776350252559,0.16954654516784226,0.09449544967202414,0.02974146599787188,0.0,0.1420337747911827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030493374463815438,0.02457358752873524,0.0,0.0,0.06056422856373862,0.05034057269397853,0.0686087230735872,0.0,0.13301632365080124,0.0,0.0316632585670777,0.04744742163777043,0.0,0.034028783661669414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399429196693284,0.0,0.0670069467747098,0.0,0.1038594309061526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059207189416237364,0.03806955017045397,0.0,0.0471674078679415,0.05196643194438424,0.0,0.0,0.08515772230340163,0.06601020033528973,0.0,0.0,0.029019009259532418,0.0927767831549178,0.07146670907336243,0.05131388921253445,0.0,0.07353311161296701,0.07008683529885887,0.04715939629614087,0.023828824249668902,0.0,0.026709780399299,0.0826148836744155,0.1876389566804443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626741908063127,0.0,0.0,0.12661620014839434,0.03247947860566208,0.0,0.038260123324923165 socialanxiety,sensitivebaby,2019/03/05,"Making progress causes a conundrum So maybe it's not progress at all, but anyway. Whenever I actually do have a smooth interaction with someone I get a painful adrenaline rush afterwards. Like pins and needles, physical pain. Like I just want to feel normally for having a couple seconds of being normal. But the anxiety just makes it so that I won't have another smooth interaction for another few weeks and I feel like now my brain associates being a normal person with physical pain.",5.391982758620691,8.1744018045977,6.4190660919540266,68.41066810344829,71.183908045977,10.786781609195405,33.86350574712644,10.686352973137794,4.7835298850574715,395,20,60,14,8,131,60,87,0.156,0.6859999999999999,0.158,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,0,7,4,1,3,1,19,13,6,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,4,6,3,7,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.15933784007155094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424268771980898,0.124908842054278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227460977046395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773365702097529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066634305155452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511866564247013,0.11664734771159982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530712162991537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393112516848432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798149104594525,0.0,0.16403682316539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799395389763822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212246675508927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256989954788785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383467126793217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630684303730604,0.0,0.13097346039328328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisisamansjob,2019/03/06,"How to stave off summer boredom I'm 20 years old and I'm coming home to Long Island from college this summer. I don't have a big social life back at home as I used to. I rarely go out. My friends and fraternity brothers are usually busy with their own lives. I'll have a job, a car, and now i'm working out often. I used to get badly depressed during the summer but I figured out I need a consistent routine and a few more cool hobbies. I want to get out of the house more. Any ideas? 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I'll be visiting this weekend and am incredibly anxious. Hi, My grandma has been in the nursing home for a few years. I feel like the worst person because I haven't visited her much, due to me being incredibly anxious about not knowing what to say/uncomfortable silence/her not remembering exactly who I am/not knowing how long to say/etc etc etc. Unfortunately other family members joining me is not an option this week. Does anybody have any suggestions as to how I can make the visit go smoother? I love her and I want to visit her more, my own problems are just getting in the way and I feel horrible about it. Thanks for your help.",4.6588636363636375,6.812044734848487,5.985454545454547,73.52318181818183,71.34848484848484,9.042424242424243,34.72727272727273,9.573946990214177,3.7779909090909083,563,30,95,14,11,189,87,132,0.139,0.7559999999999999,0.106,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,3,1,20,20,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,5,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,2,16,3,14,17,7,15,0,0,0,1,16,3,0,1,6,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083106078308532,0.0,0.12184285347346305,0.3598646685805878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709089976787323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938024007793626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328920608754351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014772482472136,0.0,0.16106569441150453,0.11378414419306344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321318931513291,0.0,0.09051810360467184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675684778102222,0.0,0.3195261536828501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750637526494037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781238780228993,0.0,0.0,0.14095095026501164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437494454665894,0.0,0.10631547949942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708344731096215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907040602290735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240205579095775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042443788766435,0.0,0.0,0.25331940961830673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623580254605272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663651076668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939429136616866,0.12642291739081438,0.12775861084899615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256612235014864 socialanxiety,Creepy_Voice,2019/03/06,"pregnancy test results - clear blue Strips - negative/Positive test results I recently had Pregnancy test with clear blue strips. Seems the results appear negative can someone confirm? &#x200B; https://i.redd.it/q480eutp9mk21.jpg https://i.redd.it/osm4twtp9mk21.jpg https://i.redd.it/gi9aputp9mk21.jpg https://i.redd.it/hnmkjutp9mk21.jpg",27.02062500000001,35.9918798125,12.236250000000002,21.58375000000001,32.125,15.7,58.0,12.161744961471696,11.4616625,302,16,15,10,4,67,23,32,0.103,0.752,0.145,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202091557878981,0.47125086788457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829312477316604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306209597131594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286035914702028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47125086788457,0.0 socialanxiety,Yvsh,2019/03/06,Anyone else(male) intentionally get bad/ normal haircuts so that you dont grab unwanted attention and hope people don't interact with you because you look ugly. I have been successfully doing this since 2 years and its a heaven for me. Specially since when people don't talk to me so that they don't get to see the social anxiety side of me.,9.475179487179489,7.890840415384615,9.743076923076924,63.800256410256424,60.23076923076921,12.974358974358973,37.05128205128205,11.855464076750405,4.462435897435896,277,10,47,7,3,93,49,65,0.073,0.764,0.163,0.7241,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,5,11,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,2,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983668028625576,0.0,0.0,0.1826548408348827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811225863374706,0.1592405507791489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061541685887153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729589308640025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594557177949166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936350550425426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255945382861633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622015373084378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816278563729335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321766233928973,0.0,0.0,0.2662863508275401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099630439598752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682205629298702 socialanxiety,TrueBeauty3,2019/03/06,No meds Has anyone successfully defeated social anxiety without takings prescription pills? Is it possible?,10.893999999999998,15.925321400000005,10.935000000000002,30.022500000000008,68.33333333333334,16.333333333333336,54.16666666666666,12.161744961471696,11.573666666666668,91,7,6,5,2,30,15,15,0.341,0.51,0.14800000000000002,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094204808370297,0.0,0.0,0.2828166910968629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492779478216245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559821554774422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123089444608949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041131060518375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898972144142411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,6packpanda,2019/03/06,"Is it normal for people to have less friends as you grow up? I'm 20/M. I seem to have less and less friends. No one contacts me and I don't contact anyone. I feel used when they (friends) contact me because they have no one to hangout with. I have problems with socializing, people think it's ego but it's not. It's just a fear of getting rejected when initiating contact. 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I got grouped off at college for an assignment. They're all together but I'm sitting here by myself because I'm too scared to talk to them and they probably don't even want me there. I hate myself so much. 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I had an old package for one in my pocket that still had the security bar in it. When I walked through the door the sensor beeped. Being as anxious as I am, I didn't know whether to go back or not. I sat in my car for five minutes, then drove home. What should I do? I'm afraid I'm going to get arrested and the cops will visit my home. I have a clean record and I'm afraid I'm going to be in trouble. Should I call the auto shop? 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Seem to be a good idea just to get these worries off my chest. The internet seems to be a great place for open communication I should really use it more! I don't actively avoid social situations, and I can challenge myself to do a lot of different things, but I struggle to relate to people at work. Sure this is a very normal problem, but I'm not very charismatic around people. No matter what I seem to do, my confidence remains quite low around groups of people. I'm becoming a little more accepting of the fact that i'll never be the most confident person, but it's frustrating because I'm quite ambitious and I would like to do a lot for mental health. I have done an MSc in psychology, and have a lot of ideas but I assume constantly I'm below everyone and shouldn't be putting myself forward. I have before at times, but it's that constant feeling of guilt or of being a fraud. Additionally, because I have no conversational skills my interactions always feel forced. I'm trying to find things outside work to do to bring my confidence up. I've done some open mic nights. One went well the other two quite badly. I wanted to vent some frustration because I wonder whether there is some light at the end of this tunnel, it feel like a constant slog to change any of these feelings, and actually trying to change them and force things seems to make things worse, and make you act less like yourself. I probably need to read some positive inspirational stories or about people who have found ways to work around these anxieties. Everything is fine but i'm constantly prone to shame, inferiority not really feeling like a man. Underdevelop child like syndrome. Anyway rant over, I probably should be looking at evidence based solutions for social anxiety as opposed to getting too caught up in complaining, but it's nice to know I'm not alone that other people are going through it. For anybody reading this I wish you the best. It's bloody frustrating to feel self-conscious and ashamed of yourself all the time, but there is so much more to you than shame and humiliation. Behind that there is somebody capable of being funny, of being confident, of being interesting. Keep trying things, and always be kind to yourself. You're probably a lot better than you think you are.",6.462565838976673,7.79877653950339,6.763582392776524,72.87211550037624,65.77200902934537,9.879578630549286,32.14815650865312,10.047579312681364,3.363896373212942,1929,77,326,44,30,623,221,443,0.16399999999999998,0.629,0.207,0.9726,1,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,1,11,13,33,3,7,20,0,35,2,1,3,4,84,72,24,0,9,16,0,7,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,26,18,0,3,21,2,0,8,9,15,1,2,5,9,27,18,61,53,17,41,0,2,1,0,17,22,0,17,16,225,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.06477831923285192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875073772486505,0.0,0.0,0.16570302828203928,0.0,0.0,0.04514138334466169,0.0,0.10156262745829174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363727959626368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055425395467874436,0.12139579714696813,0.07331264312964096,0.056485375647436074,0.0,0.06966280585115918,0.058708635276264735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404446765242333,0.0,0.0,0.2869372867684717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935405807279584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586170137353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058793898297436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342992819469043,0.059658998268763225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349497376342353,0.09484525614674276,0.0,0.0,0.06067106775344816,0.0,0.0,0.072783383828093,0.0,0.0,0.06936270700414794,0.0,0.07545174930292158,0.05567726672977393,0.0,0.07318533068918738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055994115535742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498722279388707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900251816978341,0.0,0.06912563792810662,0.03648128344198359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215211497253107,0.06653124077177676,0.0,0.0,0.05574335491252103,0.0,0.0,0.22573914480710386,0.0,0.0,0.08861971900388803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689647509833481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879770212934837,0.04922069987640757,0.051197150129893884,0.0,0.0,0.06229410904672453,0.06503932494277356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498151050118522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612152893390124,0.05796136348880793,0.06935405807279584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357468668294182,0.0,0.21470996455497646,0.06351769010213623,0.0,0.06673127953242118,0.0,0.21181322038889072,0.13279800683894835,0.0,0.1275761815759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172322202688454,0.06924990164420837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461506995506847,0.0,0.13533422096276435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939587563380326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256334439341381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205030660578951,0.04253428993402522,0.0,0.0,0.07741463622107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520510590847346,0.0,0.06484463031039776,0.0,0.0,0.05733190520076905,0.0,0.10954261958592433,0.03915325712823345,0.05269017958427141,0.0,0.0,0.059684526793261014,0.06153588890753546,0.0,0.0,0.0763349197282731,0.0,0.07198740600214233,0.14497856263505013,0.13482633619223736,0.06764795061383846,0.047155186085668696,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flamecookies,2019/03/06,"hello I'm new here so I feel anxious a lot at school, in public transit, and buying things in stores.",1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.95238095238095,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.3755904761904767,79,2,16,0,2,26,19,21,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237184200807005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344022027477924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941228805508831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477327041215906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46917216430161895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079848774630581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oxzr56,2019/03/06,"My parents are starting to notice that I’m anti-social and they’re not even around me I live in the northeast of the U.S. and my parents live in the south. We talk almost every week and my mom has this ability through which she could notice when I’m not being social or hanging out with anyone and she tries to be as nice as possible when she points this out. She suggested joining a book club or any club that I might like in my area and she asked me whether I’m doing alright at work. I lied and I said “yes” even though I haven’t been working for almost a month now. My life is so boring and I haven’t been interacting with many people. I just don’t know what I should do. I thought of moving somewhere else. Somewhere warmer and sunny where I could become more active and social, but I’m still not certain.",1.6681360737065916,3.909319987951811,2.7194401133947568,92.95755846917082,81.04819277108433,4.869737774627924,20.608079376328842,5.900188976854957,0.010369666902906085,642,18,133,4,17,204,102,166,0.039,0.868,0.093,0.6477,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,5,2,16,1,0,0,1,32,25,19,0,3,8,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,15,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,1,23,4,17,15,1,20,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,5,8,94,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908012376304422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874355493857416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152986457007712,0.0,0.0,0.1292621561124642,0.13574594050119504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160366175517744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186681840076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129913254479605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181146475466276,0.0,0.12234045379034207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980020435526151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256172949323594,0.07093923618133689,0.0,0.256435209728038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721385017044686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403827246734558,0.0,0.17006092130592562,0.11590027807885404,0.15432864683415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306309495772337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32246324523376424,0.0,0.0,0.10066602358281547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726451346142218,0.16369545344882258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812205350898124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960339513894444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277598834852693,0.0,0.1159599324862856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670930439362405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266198425124288,0.11527558807464434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985838404737907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647371999744408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142017374119787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coffeebeforebed_,2019/03/06,"I need help with my unusual form of social anxiety and I’m not sure how to get it. Here’s how my social anxiety manifests. My social anxiety has grown exponentially over the past couple of years. I’m scared of reaching out to people and having regular conversations. This has had terrible consequences. Basically, people just cut me out of their lives. Which is fine. It’s my fault for not getting help. An example of this is that, last year a friend of mine (who isn’t that close to me but I still considered her a friend) lost someone very close to her. I did not contact her to offer my condolences. I was thinking about her everyday and actively putting her in my prayers. I told my surrounding friends and family to keep her in their prayers. This does nothing if it’s not outwardly communicated. The obvious consequence, the consequence that occurs most of the time in similar situations, is that she blocked me off of all social media. That’s the thing someone does to signal that the friendship has ended now. This is fine and I am responsible for that. But I feel a tremendous amount of guilt for it. I should be there for people! I should offer my kindness. I’m too scared all the time. I want to change. I don’t know how. I have been struggling with this fear of communication for a long time and have made it a point to contact people that I haven’t contacted in awhile, comment on things, send happy birthday messages (which I had been previously very scared to do), etc. It sounds so silly and idiotic. One of my friends from grad school has had something amazing happen in his life and I want to reach out, congratulate him and wish him well. I just can’t do it. I don’t know why. It’s like a physical block. It’s affecting my work too. I often times have trouble communicating my results or that I want to participate in something. This has led me to be quietly pushed out of a project’s group. The leader of the group thought that I hated her because I would barely talk to her or make eye contact. The truth is, I am just extremely intimidated by her because she’s so successful at such a young age. I made some baklava for work people to show my appreciation of some team members who have been very helpful. I placed a packaged piece on my coworker’s desk while he was away. He got back to his desk, which is right next to mine, and I couldn’t even tell him it was me who put it there. He sat there and ate it quietly, not asking how this thing got there. Each time I do eventually work up the courage to communicate, it takes so much energy from me because I spend a lot of time thinking about it before and after. This is wrong and no way to live. I want to change. I want to do better. This has been the aim for the past couple of years. But I don’t know how any more. People think that you hate them when you don’t communicate. In my case, it’s the exact opposite. I truly love people and wish them the best. I just have this unusual social anxiety. This problem has pushed me into a severe depression because it has isolated me. I know, it’s silly and irrational because it’s totally my fault but it feels like I can’t control it and the fear/anxiety engulfs me. This worst thing about this is that it’s all in my head. It’s not a tangible problem. It can never be recognized by society. I really hope this doesn’t sound like a self-pity post. It’s not. This is just me merely acknowledging and explaining a problem within myself and expressing that it needs to change.",2.9780304502753485,5.155682620991257,4.292526724975705,83.68161159701978,76.28862973760933,7.91240686750891,25.90346614836411,8.750436436589908,2.0014531260123096,2762,103,548,61,63,909,285,686,0.14,0.6940000000000001,0.165,0.9531,0,0,2,0,0,0,76.0,0,2,4,9,33,44,4,6,31,0,57,5,2,12,9,105,99,35,0,18,19,0,2,3,4,3,1,4,0,0,63,28,1,4,12,2,1,7,19,21,1,1,20,7,86,23,76,72,17,62,0,2,1,1,60,28,0,9,28,393,149,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420881645212701,0.0,0.23673314024516645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785995329480426,0.0,0.058148855906108514,0.04759054208864563,0.0,0.18864162268067128,0.0,0.052664885458725635,0.0,0.0649510364201901,0.05473777091545155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964181715441664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941628669702246,0.0,0.1369629564210349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053306833030270506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083228797787847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054817267018512084,0.0,0.0690250911379801,0.040878579319339116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058345551479004026,0.13928970020296708,0.06258813961888758,0.04421511315113676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912680693502017,0.0,0.06467123529958166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900015460200508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054730217806945744,0.06588437424657458,0.0,0.12220956927291395,0.06351826632414546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445317766649795,0.0,0.0,0.06147196474658285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501177650978528,0.0,0.06445020081778143,0.13605522433639536,0.05044961989138602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371561209420284,0.0907107986522464,0.0,0.10930219499180524,0.05477179846915497,0.0,0.0,0.0675615979422636,0.05261771772140298,0.05585925914188916,0.1171259726732321,0.04131288229235721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045497181594963784,0.0917831382540156,0.04773433860533118,0.0,0.06582203428596284,0.0,0.0,0.05938631255706255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193910496571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816438057647488,0.3003531435974591,0.0,0.06466317135429,0.0,0.0585072253990682,0.0,0.059274698164877626,0.0,0.0,0.17766466995162886,0.0,0.1244355783353522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964911219908941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052854779511355914,0.0,0.0,0.1858917802582463,0.06263723757792619,0.0,0.0,0.06456605973347711,0.06991948286480598,0.0,0.0,0.06956834521568504,0.0,0.31545161751851464,0.10488049107344972,0.09529379825987902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049426423014587856,0.0,0.0,0.06470216050918852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058331759833901375,0.0,0.046534508892629854,0.04974583310817116,0.05409567041610777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447115500791004,0.118972219717123,0.0,0.04913473005088723,0.21653567331441806,0.0,0.0,0.05913973067788553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320026061303152,0.18252528007114735,0.04912638432159023,0.0,0.0,0.05564765625079115,0.0,0.0558472161802707,0.0,0.14234373969939235,0.0,0.0,0.1351726762481426,0.0,0.0,0.043965760084298214,0.0676683534507923,0.0,0.11956778523087813 socialanxiety,goodbeargreatbear,2019/03/06,"I decided to message all my friends who have ghosted me I have been living with hurt and sadness because friend after friend for all my life have ghosted me but today I decided I would message them. Nothing bad just the fact I think about them and I miss them, they don't need to respond to me but I am so over having resentment in my heart that I will do it. Even though I feel like I am going to throw up everytime I go to send a message. Wish me luck, I kind of hope none of them reply. 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I had tried it recently with a small group of friends and I feel it helped me a lot to open up to them. It’s kinda sad but I felt “normal” for the first time in awhile. Thoughts?",0.4493548387096773,2.8576870806451637,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,89.48387096774192,7.616129032258066,22.266129032258068,8.472884824447931,1.9038645161290328,237,9,49,7,8,83,47,62,0.106,0.831,0.063,-0.14400000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,6,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,8,1,9,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766866530019325,0.0,0.4447304784786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843354912164897,0.0,0.0,0.14697378898330618,0.0,0.2790931570032243,0.0,0.0,0.2472476282982609,0.0,0.0,0.22457444042191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483302730131424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471211123468157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847993482012767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870060561785978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630610367985777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307631282931291,0.1694946707734137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973489427106782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JVentura1998,2019/03/06,"What is something that people say about you that pisses you off? Just making this post because people always tell me about how i ""look high"" or like like imma commit a mass murder it really pisses me off and i cant do anything about it because my looks is associated with many stereotypes.",7.604303030303029,7.387624945454547,7.650909090909089,72.86303030303033,63.18181818181819,8.787878787878787,29.24242424242424,7.793537801064563,1.9901515151515143,232,6,39,2,3,75,42,55,0.154,0.7290000000000001,0.117,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,4,2,2,2,1,7,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,2,6,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,1,2,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881461460467985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640438438990564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32061181793405924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778454283084582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569506634579277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416622018950974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553652936751388,0.26661336171423256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646247540804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518554556793642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846724706058264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912669629667546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244947445704792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985000590019705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,strykerent,2019/03/06,"I don't talk often because when I do, people treat/percieve me differently. Forgive me if there's anything wrong with this post as it's my first on this subreddit. &nbsp; I'll preface by saying that I'm not an exceptionally outgoing person (I'm heavily introverted) so when a social interaction occurs, it's like instant fight or flight mode for me. &nbsp; Despite this, recently I have been trying to break out of my social shell a bit and I've talked with some new friends. They're nice, and I genuinely feel alright around them. &nbsp; The only caveat being... &nbsp; As I have a hard time putting my thoughts into words, I sometimes misspeak and they don't seem to understand me, makes the whole atmosphere of the interaction awkward as hell. The feeling of rejection and not being understood dwarfs basically anything else for me so it stings hard. What's worse, little by little, these friends don't seem to be talking to me as openly or the same way as they did initially, as if my slip-ups have ultimately changed their view of me. Don't know if I'm making sense but yeah. What can I do?",5.48092503987241,6.97364066507177,6.2172057416267945,75.30510685805423,68.1866028708134,9.783859649122807,33.07208931419458,10.047579312681364,3.5017346730462524,885,40,158,22,15,290,127,209,0.08199999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.075,-0.0906,1,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,4,1,7,11,2,1,9,2,15,0,0,2,0,34,28,20,0,3,9,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,6,22,6,25,21,4,17,1,1,1,0,17,7,1,9,7,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270477116718331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001456052470787,0.10825666472272702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741309453256758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276414832907216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864485692320587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705419811734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158765657316314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297704743500687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343947558187323,0.0,0.0,0.187907665737549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787328518238136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683242974978996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059411395708792586,0.2437657919638349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234821217823472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744950633464835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248816081460187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430749023320802,0.10618318184249642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646659274911728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224935996444874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007296548916838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670735027301164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141422574531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792753877807966,0.0,0.0,0.12027315745660185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932310681427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965429563007934,0.07091044706634904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256366817805907,0.0,0.0,0.12659793879891126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652655809573588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577069105221662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239286691847483,0.0,0.13295896575356309,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reniram,2019/03/06,"First job interview help I have my very first job interview tomorrow. Luckily it is over the phone so that helps me tremendously, but I am absolutely freaking out. This is my 4th time applying but I’ve never gotten pass applied before now. I’ve never had a job other then a quick internship for college a few years ago at my families business and even then I was never interviewed I just asked my parents they said yes and I showed up to work the next day. I did a mock phone interview in college and basically froze and didn’t know what to say so I didn’t say anything unless promoted. I have two responses to social anxiety either freeze and be silent or this scary calmness and I have no clue what it will be tomorrow. Any help or tips/tricks? 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I know there tends to be a stereotype that introverts and those with social anxiety get excited when plans get cancelled on them, but for me it just makes my anxiety worse. I’ve been cancelled on last minute so many times that every time I make plans with friends, I am anxious up until it’s time to leave because I’m afraid that they’re going to cancel on me. It sucks because I have to pretty much hype myself up for hours before hanging out with people, and when they cancel I feel like I just wasted all that energy plus the rest of my day when I could have been getting other things done. It also makes my SA worse when friends cancel on me, all I can think about for the rest of the day is if I did something wrong, if they secretly hate me, if they never wanted to hang out with me in the first place and just said yes to be nice, etc. Please tell me I’m not alone with these feelings! 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I decided to be nice lol and throw her lunch for her as she always does for me. It turns out she left her rings in her tray. Is it my fault that is gone or hers? 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But it has jeopardised people's true feelings, power of connecting with people in the real world and the beauty of self-expression. Simplicity. Realness. Trueness. Emotions. Feelings. Just words that have lost their true meanings. Everything's delusional. A hallucination. An illusive simulation we can't get out of. Thoughts. Willingness. Self-validation. 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I love the idea of being with a lot of people and friends and meeting new people too and just socializing basically . It’s just I’m the worst at it , I always find myself avoiding big groups of people or anything like that since I’m scared they’ll judge me or I don’t know what it is really and I don’t talk much and I’m the worst at starting a conversation and keeping it going it’s really affecting my life as that’s not how I want to be at all. 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The game gives you different challenges that you are supposed to complete in order to gain points. The main goal that we are researching is whether engaging with these situations in a playful manner can help people deal with awkwardness in real life. To introduce ourselves, we are 3 students in the Games programme at ITU in Denmark (https://www.itu.dk) and this is our project in which we have to make a game for good and tie it to a scientific question. Here is the link for the QR code, which you have to scan in order to install the game (Android only). Link: https://imgur.com/G0tdxCn Also, we would like to get your responses after you have played the game, so this is the link for the questionnaire that we need for the scientific evaluation: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSehNB9M-sFhisw5AkphPxgU2AK3fTXNDFy9EDEVKyTMjFPmvw/viewform?usp=sf_link Thanks in advance :)",11.072061960385987,12.798536480446934,8.555246317927885,62.70924327069578,55.703910614525135,10.531437277805994,38.06043676993398,10.436869588844218,4.22434748603352,926,39,131,18,11,270,102,179,0.042,0.7879999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,6,6,0,5,4,13,1,4,17,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,19,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,5,9,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,8,30,18,1,16,0,0,1,0,29,11,0,2,3,94,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562558042645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486596460718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014417229040023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414421890599785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879663035139444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208483855194647,0.18743888127241107,0.0,0.16388647532982634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346990449322987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929036608163672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801193628553074,0.09545920678578823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304264221765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488151969029694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486052694623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092196868122304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847096512481448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188850077254677,0.0,0.0,0.22240014299502028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392600980495096,0.0,0.19917867531771888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989172931165825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880166349778164,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shallowmik3,2019/03/06,"Getting encouraged to be yourself at work, but not being accepted.. To make a long story short: I'm good at my job, but I don't go to the social activities at or after work -- and people treat me like I'm on the spectrum.. Anyone else getting this type of bs? I'm friendly 1-on-1, I suck at small talk, but I really hate ""forced"" social activities.. (invites you can decline but can/will be used against you). I'm a geeky person and most colleagues talk about sports/cars and the usual stuff -- which I don't care about and they know this. It's like telling people you don't go on holiday but you take a couple of weeks off to do nothing specific at all. The feeling of being socially inadequate, or not meeting some sort of social expectations, bugs me to no end and I feel guilty when I decline invites or don't hang around during breaks. I'm considering looking for another job, but maybe I'm overreacting and this is just a standard social anxiety-thing. Seriously, how do most people cope with this? 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I will desperately want the conversation to end and I’m so relieved when I get out of there because I feel like I can’t live up to their standards. I’m scared I will say something wrong and their positive impression of me will falter. Even when I really like the person and their compliments make me happy, I still want to get out of the conversation. 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I just wanted to post this because I dont really have anyone else to tell, I will let you know how it goes.",2.8775000000000013,1.6649739722222243,4.86888888888889,92.215,73.16666666666667,8.311111111111114,20.777777777777786,7.1686216300943375,0.12571111111111088,117,1,32,1,2,41,27,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634028282653302,0.3023640926872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988978630424246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34585416650536016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651758792242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921106621682226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187578691838459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217885058750145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175901448147746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826235439083948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904815966094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158595676210458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740572051943286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yetiiwho92,2019/03/06,"Managed to go to class... For 10 minutes. I haven't been to class in two weeks, I managed to get there today and was in class for 10 minutes but now I'm on the bus.. I'm a failure. I would have been fine but as soon as I got there we were given a group presentation to do. Sure I could have managed that, everyone else does the talking usually, but we weren't even put into groups. Usually the teacher goes around and be like okay, you guys work together, you be a group etc.. But no. Here's a task, go do it and present. There weren't many people in to start with so I was on a table alone. Instead of asking to work with someone I sat there like an idiot panicking hoping someone would say something, but no I ended up walking out. Now Im scared to go back to my next class because people will be like ""where the hell did you go?"" Or maybe they'll not even realise idk. I'm invisible anyways. This sucks so much... On the plus side I did have a conversation with a guy for 10 mins on the way there. I was panicking so much but managed to not end up walking in complete silence. 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Around this time last year I started a YouTube channel where I just posted covers from time to time and people were nice about it. I’m at a point now where I’ve written 4 songs that I plan to release periodically but I have so much anxiety about what people will think about the lyrics. They’re super raw and they go deep into my fears, regrets, and my depression. I’m scared that people will be uncomfortable with how “sad” (that’s the word a couple friends have used when I played them my music) or they’ll try to start offering me help that I don’t want. I know I shouldn’t care what everybody thinks and release it anyway, but I get anxiety attacks while producing and I question the whole process whenever I think of what the response might be. Idk, I have such a great outlet in music rn and I want to put my stuff out there but I’m terrified of what people might think and not tell me when they hear it ",5.539103154909609,5.675129262672813,5.928294930875577,82.29046437433536,67.43317972350229,8.888904643743354,29.595533498759302,8.617729084823388,2.0224515420063813,858,28,175,12,13,276,123,217,0.175,0.6829999999999999,0.142,-0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,3,18,13,1,2,8,0,15,1,0,3,2,38,34,20,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,15,13,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,2,26,7,20,23,3,31,0,3,0,0,11,11,0,4,16,115,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032694761086088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827031163944547,0.0,0.15114326889054586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354558951708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700301555349315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442897276497192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201761675886522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495003211118875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264448033357464,0.0,0.06941195529821335,0.0,0.07550532088479768,0.0,0.0,0.14647458617723935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497387532391638,0.0,0.08905080561077454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301437111861814,0.10829565090232303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384036344629623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818791676856159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976646980820776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104323489476304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682641153242982,0.3684234377240232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255921862389069,0.0,0.1272396508363028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671146379347625,0.1488295087419674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330123754073826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880728054769034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208872609057478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612229886612492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405159180266998,0.0,0.0,0.23240880442353545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020073535911201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474522298327285,0.0,0.0,0.15672422550647416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483293613688936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111025687811007 socialanxiety,Atone81,2019/03/06,Here we go again It's shit that i can't sit in public and be calm about it. 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Do any of you also struggle with having lots of contacts, great acquintances, opportunities AROUND you, but failing to benefit from it all and living a cool life, just because you lack social skills and mostly confidence? I am a creative person, told by other eople, that am talented and interesting,, there are a lot of times where I have to be social and I do it well, it is just my 'default, neutral me' still feels soo painfully shy, awkward and has a damned lump in her throat when it is time to speak. Sometimes for few minutes when I feel confident with people, I get a glimpse in how cool my life would be if I were this all the time.. Guess my subconsious still isn't sure about it so keeps me sending anxiety. Anyone can relate? 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In the past 6mo I’ve been better than I have in 15 years as far as my confidence, comfort with social interaction, and ability to be myself.. However, I notice that I get irritable with others.. Like instead of fearing that they hate me, or feeling like I’m worthless, I’m uptight about the level of respect I expect from others.. It feels as if I’m almost “normal” 75% of the time, but then get mad when my insecurities are triggered by a hair... I sometimes wonder if I’ve spent so much time coaching myself to believe I didn’t deserve past real abuse, that now if I have the slightest sense that others aren’t vibing with me, I’m on guard for any misstep in common courtesy.... I have no idea if that has anything to do with it or not, I just know that I have become an annoying person to be around, and I want to hear any opinions or suggestions for coping with the insecurities and/or preventing the uptight behavior I have as a result. Thanks!",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,7.525294117647058,71.38882352941178,65.47058823529412,9.937254901960783,34.15686274509804,9.725611199111238,3.3699980392156865,840,35,146,16,12,285,125,204,0.195,0.708,0.097,-0.9758,3,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,7,17,4,6,9,0,14,2,1,2,0,38,29,19,0,7,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,11,0,4,5,1,1,0,4,11,0,0,3,4,20,6,31,23,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,10,11,106,31,0,0.0,0.2017206345709332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704826620832926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315542292277193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010278845351434,0.1515602661133388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802982224666792,0.0,0.1918155642647638,0.0,0.15057394992320716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787697530496538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158069457720345,0.17216892911692894,0.12162797501841392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778991577956701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808848128159715,0.0,0.0,0.19188623902161256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219364611657516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356597918310623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635293479347565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515471910079742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681069166211193,0.0,0.19383289050057667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32504936218742525,0.0,0.14865737216298391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378390901954515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173550348379347,0.0,0.0,0.1683834597814579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695688858671202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674505437291725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855047733306816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041896818781186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463089825646867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096366269255639 socialanxiety,unknownwaman,2019/03/06,"concert anxiety so i really want to go to this concert which is just ground floor. that makes me extremely anxious especially with my social anxiety. i really want to go because it’s 3 of my favorite bands. i’m worried the people around me will judge me and question my appearance, from how i dress to the way i look. last time i went to a ground floor concert, i felt like i was about to pass out because i was getting so many hot flashes and my heart was racing so hard! at the end it was worth it because i ended up having an alright time but it took a lot of courage and my friend also persuaded me to go. i would really appreciate some tips or things that i should remember so i can have the courage to go. i know it’s all in my head, but speaking from a person with social anxiety to people with social anxiety, i hope you all understand! 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Coming out or that just came out that are said to be very effective for social anxiety? Btw, overall which medication (legal) is generally thought if to be the most effective medication for reducing social anxiety?",8.786666666666669,11.379405000000002,9.670000000000002,49.481666666666676,61.5,14.333333333333336,43.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,7.555333333333333,200,12,25,9,3,68,31,40,0.069,0.728,0.203,0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,12,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473737048631289,0.0,0.3315729287665314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478643498966846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668087620579227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6549530149303275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093048016661982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061456948920319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44182752189419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720475883758128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881266027594092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YeezySeazon,2019/03/07,"They announced all the new ""office babies"" at work today, and they left my new son out. I guess i'm really succeeding at this whole stay invisible thing.",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,67.9655172413793,9.937931034482759,24.84482758620689,10.125756701596842,2.4121586206896555,121,3,22,3,2,40,25,29,0.0,0.882,0.118,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,13,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353967148974088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307963847293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880982039913675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504469755184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245135598234218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226951440578456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885922220966138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399184128325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221650307693384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,syxthsense,2019/03/07,"2 or 3 tips? Hey everyone, what are two or three things you wish you learned sooner about managing Social Anxiety? 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Ive been dealing with this problem for awhile. Im only 18, but i feel like i shouldnt be talked to like im 5 anymore. Does anyone else experience this?",-0.2368707482993209,1.935722489795917,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,89.40816326530613,4.082993197278912,18.37074829931973,5.46131890053228,-0.4605537414965992,178,5,40,1,6,60,38,49,0.077,0.736,0.18600000000000005,0.7225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308997712022275,0.1643408178522639,0.240819492930326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143274178941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230911478410636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567931191868116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634024660224966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126011659231013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990776425669715,0.0,0.0,0.1188399488397313,0.167907907690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077528071681221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444763412584633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736886105360735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875349146428324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629425658705241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248952215360596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891094375269907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Killercodes480,2019/03/07,Wedding/dancing Sooo I’ve never really danced before and I am going to a wedding with my girlfriend. This is really important to her and she wants me to be there and to dance with her. I already have social anxiety and will be around a lot of people I haven’t ever met before so that makes me nervous but what really makes me nervous is dancing with her. I don’t know how to dance I’ve never tried and she expects me to get out there and dance. Anyone have any advice for me? I want to do this because it means so much to her.,2.4506565656565646,3.961492772727276,4.194848484848485,86.75671717171717,75.81818181818181,6.707070707070707,23.131313131313128,7.3871296695380915,0.9361919191919192,415,12,85,5,9,140,61,110,0.055,0.916,0.03,-0.3723,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,3,3,24,20,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,5,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,17,0,15,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303921089266636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928926709386815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129682892577894,0.0,0.1589503481501517,0.0,0.0,0.1452838913277923,0.0,0.0,0.18496734060427505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666013541513216,0.0,0.3536092103658571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879479796303587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855593935351822,0.0,0.11808558049724042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418989148245474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664625540010712,0.0,0.0,0.27738816021515994,0.0,0.0,0.2263322176801772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274145493277266,0.0,0.3205039113736648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404778035050256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39932559809937934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118045001099932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141068285934578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245106847173715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway03813,2019/03/07,"Walking outside brings tears to my eyes ? First, sorry for my bad english. It's been a long time now since walking outside brings tears to my eyes. I've always been very sensitive to light (i often have to squint my eyes when the sun is out), but it feels very weird to me that just walking outside has this type of reaction. Honestly i don't know if it's related to anxiety, i'm not a very anxious person, but i feel like my eyes are crying a lot more when i'm around some crowd of people, and a lot less when i'm ""confident"". The thing is that it's not 100% regular, there is some situation where i would wait for some tears to show up (walking on the middle of a place for exemple), but they don't, and vice-versa. I don't really know what to think about that, i didn't find anything in google so i'm asking you guys if you have this same unconfortable thing too ?",5.307486033519552,4.751746145251398,6.025636871508382,83.74359497206706,67.99441340782123,9.61810055865922,29.07318435754189,9.120678840339163,2.034192849162011,676,20,149,11,10,222,102,179,0.103,0.841,0.056,-0.6142,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,12,4,0,0,8,0,14,4,4,0,0,27,27,11,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,1,6,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,7,15,2,20,23,8,21,0,0,4,0,7,8,0,8,8,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923346155368006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720216175793218,0.20261430630526064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758966368057247,0.15965941113604326,0.16766792057586075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974965230401446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970074136037988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136936905465614,0.12812758493434892,0.0,0.0,0.1639225345042106,0.15255491014730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775845713775724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197131999327194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762128851772118,0.0,0.0,0.15871899357976132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30495369641397496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243386195156432,0.15660139104549092,0.18738244435790036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489612100494535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836006809613578,0.20159677144545826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007674989625965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830417226903186,0.11492015663307792,0.0,0.0,0.10458035309885223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443947284191354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740500380828035,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ovrcast67,2019/03/07,"Just flaked on a job interview Finally landed an interview after being unemployed for 2 months. Had a faint sense of confidence this morning but in the end couldn't go through with it. I don't know what the point of this post is. I guess this is my verbal declaration that I'm giving up. I'm going to run out of rent money eventually. Until then I'll bury my face in a pillow and wait. ✌️Peace out my brothers and sisters, I'm about to get high as shit and stare at a wall for 12 hours",2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,74.88235294117645,7.845098039215688,23.534313725490197,8.472884824447931,1.32258431372549,384,11,83,7,8,130,76,102,0.051,0.893,0.055,-0.1655,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,0,6,3,2,0,0,12,16,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,20,13,0,22,0,0,1,0,5,11,1,1,7,50,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993780144519925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091268604212741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474333476171295,0.27070368265841105,0.32075172563933857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108656166277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981506834940293,0.0,0.0,0.27790166351147977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800313991215957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550850010193332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524246509420076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667620638577896,0.0,0.2702613345472732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289665393594404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,halfcupofcoffee,2019/03/07,"Im freaking out about my stupid quiz Idk what to do and I just found this subreddit and I don't even know if its the right one for this but I had a quiz in chemistry and everyone kept saying that I would get the highest score and stuff like that and it made me really anxious like I can't mess up so I blanked on the whole thing and I already got some questions wrong. If I go to class tomorrow they'll all ask for my grade. It's going to be bad or not up to their expectations of me. I don't want them to judge me and my mom doesn't care and she just yelled at me and I've had three panic attacks about it and she doesn't care. I don't want them to not like me anymore because they just wanna cheat off of me but no one talks to me anyways because I always freak out. Nobody will talk to me after this and I don't know what to do and my head hurts",-0.1078571428571422,1.7877418518518515,1.706082010582012,99.66229761904764,85.50793650793649,4.838201058201059,17.915608465608464,5.985473137389443,-0.5571293121693128,666,16,166,5,20,218,105,189,0.236,0.7040000000000001,0.06,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,0,8,15,3,1,4,0,15,1,1,1,1,37,29,18,0,7,10,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,13,14,0,1,4,0,0,2,10,10,0,3,6,2,31,5,25,19,3,13,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,5,5,119,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716323295966876,0.0,0.12941425402303147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570576351911138,0.1542449627849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454004928855236,0.17693896936803402,0.0,0.0,0.12986189116950406,0.1896205119747832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714844679855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272676079096696,0.0,0.0,0.14861653872876265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705317172722833,0.0,0.0,0.0812585298865013,0.0,0.1767837067072256,0.0,0.12439235131708268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961968001785526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649915573515314,0.0,0.16800017275134854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095154378511054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279537760231912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716719584626414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215603123859267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078366593633385,0.0,0.0,0.18248212127326585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742303185689649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963714327330288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282262695841016,0.0,0.1236844963323418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804578824116465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500198579862525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033278876054197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834724307583999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364481078305158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048476229789296,0.17004873637498338,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,writer_pjh,2019/03/07,"A job offer called for early interview tomorrow, but I think it’s a mlm scam — worried/anxious it might be rude to cancel last minute Anyways got a phone call from a job that I met at a booth at a job fair, we hit it off well and they seemed legit. Wouldn’t job fair management weed out the posers anyway? I write up all my thank you emails — they call me first and praise my resume and want me to interview RIGHT AWAY. I’m suspicious off the bat... they must be desperate. So i google, Glassdoor. Find out their address used to be the address of another mlm company that did door to door sales. Did they change their name to fool applicants? Now it’s too late to cancel as everyone went home. Might cancel tomorrow but I’m afraid they might be upset, and they’ll talk trash about me to other employers in their network ",3.5535470085470067,5.235425969135807,4.05641975308642,88.17542735042738,73.25925925925925,7.9475783475783475,24.18993352326686,8.617729084823388,1.4784457739791073,645,19,133,12,13,203,103,162,0.2,0.701,0.099,-0.9607,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,9,2,7,7,1,2,9,0,12,0,0,1,2,22,23,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,5,0,20,3,21,7,1,18,1,0,0,0,24,10,0,4,7,82,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734028403432106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201672507915874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43043889387942974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864427596630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342663315468213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842646886310086,0.1195204093031108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238119812701386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409461411143924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577504592681759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453696716412125,0.15850494781188795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471867250132295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999745802629315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791788984692695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293914335785335,0.0,0.1293656253225347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900351496041659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135824225230242,0.0,0.0,0.08287829345449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633819224960002,0.13025709309850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lavagirl5401,2019/03/07,"Uhhg what’s wrong with me Hey guys, I’m really worried about my social skills, I don’t know what it is though at all!! I like people, I like talking to people but it’s difficult for me to have conversation because I always say “oh shit” and “really” and the conversation ends. I don’t wanna say either of those, I wanna talk and have conversation but it’s just hard(in my opinion)to have something back to say without me saying oh shit and really. I’m just trying to make new friends but this thing is holding me back.. if anyone can help I really appreciate it!",2.9599999999999973,5.0530792792792845,4.897558558558562,79.71985135135138,76.02702702702703,8.043603603603604,23.71261261261261,8.841846274778883,1.8854245045045044,444,14,84,10,10,152,65,111,0.14800000000000002,0.726,0.127,-0.5473,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,0,8,2,2,1,1,19,12,9,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,13,3,12,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,14,1,2,1,6,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804535390734215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760056364585052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366574381507031,0.0,0.09380738523432466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629718647520128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889182520797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237118440990954,0.0,0.0,0.13785149444393122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314644081102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457163814843521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036170549502711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271999915150624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862391188878551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337014332411014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943328613701582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895048146058955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159232252013345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686724375480146,0.0,0.11846884474348868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473752326696233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223492023204353,0.0,0.15119206532255422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447839013939532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834046700783546,0.0,0.0,0.15627854945759534,0.0,0.0,0.1682500184775321,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,leomanian,2019/03/07,The definition of a chauvinist pig!! Who are these animals still occupying our planet?!,5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,8.211428571428574,48.658571428571435,81.85714285714286,14.228571428571426,35.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,7.427542857142859,70,4,9,4,2,25,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jcev99,2019/03/07,"Job ideas for someone with mild to severe s.a? To keep it short, I’m 20 with no income and haven’t had any for three years. My last job was bussing at I hop and it was far too stressful, to the point of me having almost hurting myself bad. Ever since then I’ve been nervous about working. I’m just having a hard time finding a job that’s easy on my social anxiety. Any ideas on what I could do?",1.84,3.2930430000000013,3.137619047619048,93.94071428571432,77.33333333333334,5.276190476190476,21.523809523809533,5.288315135182226,-0.08907619047619075,308,8,69,1,7,100,64,84,0.219,0.748,0.033,-0.9246,4,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,6,0,12,7,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798569033261918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428658088781785,0.0,0.13740378101806286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499697101640038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340670721166285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247062895088407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416341948519067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089835207486514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227988983742755,0.4055233958349222,0.0,0.0,0.534715838312713,0.1596486678024262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640891674105286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979274592443022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291204903763266,0.0,0.14857808395520986,0.0,0.0,0.18309327088898228,0.1521858749222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574657525544504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473403444866357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130760714980522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156651589610142 socialanxiety,5509a,2019/03/07,"Neck tensing Hi, so the first time I noticed real social anxiety was during a haircut where I began getting a sudden tense feeling at the back of my head making it shake. Which got worse with eye contact and of course, over thinking if people were seeing my head shake. I believe this to be the main cause of my social anxiety because apart from this factor which has happened in the last year, my social anxiety was no more than getting abit nervous. I have some ideas as to why, this was caused. The first is during a very stressful time of exams and pressure, I had to present to class which had me so nervous to the point of an out of body feeling. Before this I never experience this kind of social anxiety. Maybe this triggered a repeated mind set. Like setting of a belief of failure and ""fake"" low self esteem. Sortof like a pain body but with social anxiety. Of course the other factor out of possible many others is self esteem. But as of now I don't feel I have low self esteem or like I'm lower than anyone else. And I feel confident in myself. I know this is contradicting the main ideas of the cause of social anxiety I've seen dicussed, but I feel my type of social anxiety may of been born moresome out of this event which led to the head tense which has created a loop. In retrospect it seems so silly. Maybe not over thinking is just the way to go Ok so, questions if you guys would answer. Do you guys have any advice on overcoming this head tense problem. Does it pass with time? Or should I start changing my routine, maybe try meditating? Also are there any good books to stop overthinking? Id just like some dialogue as this is currently on my mind. Thanks everyone. 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I said it without thinking, i don know why but it works really well. I dont know if i will get the dog but i felt that like a very big succes :)",-0.11166666666666814,1.7179213965517268,2.624827586206898,93.46126436781613,85.0344827586207,6.625287356321839,18.287356321839077,7.793537801064563,0.3748873563218385,203,5,50,4,6,71,44,58,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,8,2,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419518183452896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033226467220032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484975758613284,0.2835130074102512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521721056051186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844697156584398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644118212838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065791649044309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579990556624832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923739432162126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658345899823953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213544829745676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327006997038414,0.0,0.23353519550027635,0.0,0.0,0.24948299095433746,0.0,0.18841629916406055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatBoi___,2019/03/07,"Anyone else gets anxious on first days? Whatever if its work, school, i always get anxious of first days. I fear that i wont know where room im supposed to go is",-0.5752941176470578,1.6381614705882368,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,96.05882352941177,3.896470588235295,18.564705882352946,5.6839178017228535,-0.3359811764705887,126,4,28,1,5,41,28,34,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453081611744905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282290707765358,0.0,0.16347040186925973,0.2395440146991421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015485696796525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530034859648934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630771349139602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977208712404669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428975393254665,0.0,0.1328674302596686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525317706299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284840822987591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660651113347506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020086115099642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joe_Cola,2019/03/07,"I feel stuck.... I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’m almost half way through college, have no friends what so ever, never had a girlfriend, and pursuing a career that I’m not even sure I want to go into anymore. I’ve had trouble talking to people most of my life. All I do as of right now with my life is go to school, work a part time job that I absolutely hate, study, watch youtube, occasionally play video games, watch movies and tv shows. I don’t really leave the house that much besides for going to school work. I told my a couple months ago mom about the issues I’ve been having as a result of my social anxiety and depression. She ended up talking to one of her friends who was a counselor and was able seek therapy through him. I only did two appointments with that counselor before I just stopped going. That was in November and really haven’t done anything since then to try to get help. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I feel stuck since I would go about finding another therapist but my anxiety is preventing me from doing so and my mom hasn’t really done much to help since told her about my issues originally. 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She said I read something on Internet, that there isn't such thing as social anxiety. I feel awful, I don't know what to do. 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Working from home, no friends or social contact. My adolescent social anxiety turned into a social phobia. It's not that I don't want social contact, but even just walking in the street or going to a store scares me. A few months ago I got an invite for a school reunion. It's a small class of only 30 people, it will be very casual. I really wanted to go.. just to have a good time and enjoy life for once, because otherwise I never get invited to social gatherings. My physical appearance make me very self-conscious, so I wanted to stop biting my nails and work on my posture and my body to get some confidence. But after two weeks I went back to my normal habits. So now I'm more anxious than I was 10 years ago. I know it's way too big of a first step to go and hang out with these people. I would get asked questions that will make me freeze. I wouldn't have anything to talk about and I'd have to be taking pills just to get there. And yet, a few days ago I confirmed that I would be there. Because I'm desperate for some social contact and fun. But I know that I can't and I shouldn't. The event is this weekend, so now what? Let them know that I can't be there? That'll look weird. Confront my fears and go, but probably end up failing miserable? I don't know. I'm scared of the mental backlash if I cancel, it's another lost opportunity to get back out there. 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[https://www.bolde.com/tried-dating-nice-guys-always-get-bored/](https://www.bolde.com/tried-dating-nice-guys-always-get-bored/)",24.863513513513517,28.84411710810811,14.268243243243244,25.71695945945948,26.567567567567572,14.967567567567567,37.41891891891892,13.816669648895859,6.300091891891893,291,7,23,7,2,71,32,37,0.224,0.659,0.118,-0.5451,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25733709149706346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272489810134334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547483026032716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286858931589948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454264239188645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279462706549856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364805902700394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429067923324526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40463522029530025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CrispyPie02,2019/03/07,"I took a nasty fall in front of everyone today and I made myself look like a total dumbass. I was biking to school and when I took a sharp left turn I lost control and fell hands-first and hard onto the pavement. I cut the palms of my hands badly, brusied my forearm, and bent my glasses. And all this happened in the parking lot, too. So *everyone* saw. 5 drivers stopped to ask if I was alright, and one even got out of their car to help me up. Terrible start to my morning. It was bitterly cold and windy, and I could still feel myself being hot and sweaty from the embarrassment. I didn't even care about how bloody my hands were, or the stinging pain. Part of me just wanted to curl up on the ground and stay there. The pain only started to set in on my long walk of shame to the nurse, but I still didn't care about it. My mind was too busy replaying that horrible event over and over again, and I swear people are talking about it now. Who knows? Someone may have recorded it. 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There's a lot I can't see or find so asking for help is almost a requirement yet due to my social anxiety I usually just walk around clueless until someone offers help. I have things I need to arrange with a few specific other people who happen to call me from time to time but rather than simply calling them up and asking my social anxiety is forcing me to wait until they happen to call me. Subconsciously I think if I call I will come across as annoying and an inconvenience to the other people",8.352,7.415206200000004,8.92666666666667,66.68500000000004,62.0,11.666666666666664,34.166666666666664,10.864195022040775,3.7911666666666672,504,17,84,11,6,170,79,120,0.14800000000000002,0.795,0.057,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,19,18,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,15,0,21,16,3,12,0,0,2,0,17,3,0,5,7,68,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297046004066105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972680311133199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530828715090005,0.36327643815400057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290544355369491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157777912820327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838717520390366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908416445939644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046170984201983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519464137480547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012093851413683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604412507798407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959822275480808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321785661641657,0.11791835258792885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39611556351648375,0.10974951602788638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860533235395724,0.08299696413875772,0.0,0.0,0.15105882327462308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426579128435115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadChineseTakeOut,2019/03/07,"This guy at work makes me uncomfortable I work for a rather small call center. I don't really have any friends here but I am familiar with all of the people on my shift. We get 3 breaks every day. All of which I take in the break room. This guy is scheduled to take 2 of his breaks at the same time as mine. He also goes to the breakroom every day during these. He's never talked to me, waved to me, or even glanced at me but he *always* sits next to me or across from me when he can. If he can't sit near me he will face my direction. I have told myself over and over that it's just coincidence. I've made excuse after excuse for this guy in my mind. Today has weirded me out the most and I'm officially super anxious and I just want to hide. So there's 2 tables in the breakroom, each with 5 chairs. I went into the room and sat down on 1 far end. With NO ONE else in the room, he comes in here and sits at the same table and faces me. This is getting just plain creepy and I feel uncomfortable during my breaks that I share with him. My only other option is to go outside but it's freezing right now. How can I cope with this terrible anxiety???",0.4743114909781561,2.544538629629635,2.3315432098765463,94.99309829059831,84.51440329218106,5.21994301994302,16.753561253561255,6.490185161304077,-0.3935576448243112,889,18,205,9,26,294,140,243,0.094,0.846,0.061,-0.8440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,3,13,5,0,0,10,0,12,2,2,3,3,40,26,18,0,3,10,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,12,17,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,4,3,29,3,38,21,6,46,0,0,1,0,20,25,0,5,11,136,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295856919499892,0.13483271890640808,0.0,0.0,0.11019476556332024,0.0,0.12396241645178548,0.1830624145821832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654639737531054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958565680192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900859999321728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536609535805036,0.0,0.14352196054722555,0.0,0.0,0.10702784300274422,0.0,0.2730563555813505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193378650264246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519398447004504,0.0,0.16932151101353532,0.0,0.09209274516795568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813440031220008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332896132331955,0.10816493022998587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361719051451276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497751593031177,0.0,0.17233452015653786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980449948812443,0.1232409686240119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234018134956364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380886582413007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838379752130578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436722701668837,0.1302439885288101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944885497240731,0.0,0.1535977734208898,0.15483898696114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557713279064373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021544200634884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359384011975309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wasteyrself01,2019/03/07,"Tired of feeling so stupid Today in class we did group work on something I was fairly confident in and I was able to suggest things but one person kept laughing everytime I recommend something for this character trait thing we were doing, I realize that I sounded stupid cause I actually put thought into it so when I said things it was thought out and I sounded too serious I think. I felt stupid for actually taking it seriously and being interested in it while the rest of my group Kind of missed the point of it, I feel so weird when I take things seriously in class discussion, everyone else jokes about it and I actually have ideas that are just too serious that itd be embarassing to share and I'd probably sound obnoxious. Either way being in groups was horrible today it went fine at first but I started to shake a bit and tear up cause I was so anxious and embarrassed by what I was saying. When the girl laughed at my answers I almost cried cause it just stressed me out so much and that made me even more anxious.. I'm so sick of feeling weak and I just want to feel confident for once but everything I do feels like I'm doing it wrong and I can't stop overthinking and being filled with anxiety I feel pathetic and so unlikable. ( I know this is a bit long and hard to understand but I just needed to vent a bit I guess)",3.1040716096324448,5.286902250950573,4.387172053231939,83.12674033586822,75.92015209125475,8.48979721166033,27.30814321926489,9.188382445141503,2.4657124207858057,1064,43,209,27,24,350,141,263,0.246,0.628,0.126,-0.9905,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,18,22,3,3,6,0,20,3,0,4,0,53,45,28,0,2,9,0,8,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,21,19,0,2,15,1,0,4,1,14,0,2,15,13,30,8,29,25,7,28,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,2,11,146,51,3,0.10355483278235428,0.0,0.3031637364940861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369520656692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921916363645935,0.2339749706655941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391651707953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191380162769982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137501212510792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650677492374341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839699040385684,0.0,0.0,0.09895108046840533,0.09306840645061608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141626095760448,0.07397959323094785,0.09942887903741443,0.0,0.0,0.08808368786365971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407732318484208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276478993092482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690080147371006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783642289581677,0.05691102790434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050591660540811184,0.0,0.0,0.09164276833183592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097986086629771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612471726680298,0.07678459636959398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028251724907584,0.07017143471346034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042008568944927,0.0,0.0,0.09789278885930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164962442143812,0.0,0.0,0.10410120898300164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850435979411537,0.08235095941517245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944313901448445,0.0,0.0,0.07329664363714962,0.0,0.0,0.08657647708451435,0.11862171107692847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155720693388757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751889179638238,0.06635375548605021,0.0,0.1644219400842408,0.0,0.11902104675202077,0.19631574625778472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780423298375784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061079323388234526,0.08219700618192405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599636746071692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538915159765985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322095333751095,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hawaii_suave,2019/03/07,"I was given the 'quietest student award' at the prom This happened 9 years ago and only now am I realizing the impact it had on my anxiety. I've always been a quiet person, and I'm fine with that. As everyone here points out questions like 'why are you so quiet?' are extremely obnoxious. At the prom, my teachers thought was appropriate to give me the 'quietest student' award at the prom. I had to go up in front of everyone to get the 'trophy' amidst people I didn't know screaming at me to 'say something'. Not sure if anyone else gets anxious about how quiet they are being, which makes them more quiet and more anxious. It's a bad spiral and one in which I've been working hard for years to beat. I think I should have filed a complaint to the school board but it's too late now, and I thought that was acceptable behavior by the teachers when I was 17. 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The reason I made this decision was because someone I’m very close to invited me to this but backed out right at the last second when I bought my ticket. Now I’m in this weird place that I feel like I can’t get out of. A part of me wants to back out but the other part is telling me to stop being a hermit with school work and stuff. What’s funny is that I’m stressing about this more than the math quiz I have today that I barely studied for. ,7.142068126520684,4.319794313868616,7.182153284671532,84.23872871046233,65.71532846715328,10.301216545012164,31.592457420924568,7.793537801064563,1.8272588807785888,499,12,118,4,6,161,87,137,0.097,0.787,0.116,0.5555,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,24,20,6,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,7,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,3,3,19,3,20,15,3,18,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,1,10,80,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763656258750724,0.0,0.1100508827666552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434377747402708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256522388595295,0.2579447825333365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394788937480093,0.0,0.09432073411466516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198431784704556,0.14715801119055247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639803500218193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708241334073439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909980190690745,0.0,0.12515844339020138,0.0,0.18861794626516049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561738725568291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417369350951926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270843919701368,0.14386095882274366,0.0,0.18833467846228932,0.0,0.0,0.1493382768484131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296452691106022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509331802106025,0.20679926808972102,0.0,0.20666641983785872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779328545175525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711236175571127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148958146855053,0.10648269408212063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142974612961353,0.0,0.0,0.12824504581829366,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JoelEmbeeb,2019/03/07,"Tried to date a girl with social anxiety So I actually have social anxiety myself and I met this girl who worked with one of my friends. I actually already knew that she had social anxiety before I met her but I didn't think too much about it because she was just a random girl I hadn't met at that point. Turns out they are more than just coworkers and they've become like best friends, so I ended up meeting this girl together with our mutual friend to just hang out. I quickly realised I was into her and we started texting and stuff. Apparently her social anxiety was much worse than mine because she took a long time to respond and stuff which my friend said was because she ""didn't know how to respond"". All three of us even spoke on the phone and this girl pretended to be somebody else because she was too scared too talk as herself. Our mutual friend assured me that this girl was into me and It really felt like it. Anyway we met a couple more times with our mutual friend and everything went well. She had begun to respond more often to texts and she had really started to open up to me, to the point of actually telling me she had social anxiety etc. We stayed up hours just texting sometimes talking about like really personal stuff. I tried asking her out but after 2 days she wrote back saying we should just be friends. We stayed in touch as friends but just a few weeks after I kinda asked her if she ever liked me or if I had mistaken, she admitted that she was into me but that she was terrified of me (anxiety wise) and that's why she got scared. So I suggested us taking it slow and not rushing anything. She seemed very happy and agreed that it was the best approach. We met once after that, with our mutual friend, and everything went well. But one day later our mutual friend wrote me saying that this girl wasn't ready to talk to a guy in that way and that she had blocked me everywhere and that it was over now. I was confused but since she told me the reason for it was because she got stressed everytime we met I could relate and I could understand why she wanted to break things off, even if I did get hurt. The confusing part was a few days later when I see on our mutual friends mystory that this girl is apparently writing to guys on tinder and adding them to snapchat/instagram. So I ended up being hella confused and I just felt like I got burned. Like obviously this girl can do w/e she wants but idk if she was lying to me or not. This was like a month ago and I feel much better about it now and I've started to move on but I'm still super confused over what the hell actually happened. 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I skip school around 2-3 times a week and I feel like I disappoint all my teachers. I hate it there but not because of the learning and work only because of the social aspects. I don’t have bad grades because I self teach at home and I’m trying to convince my parents to let me do online school but they refuse to allow it. Even my therapist thinks it’s a bad idea because it will fuel my anxiety more than make it better. I disagree though, I know my next year of high school, which is my last, I will probably not go. My parents care about me and want to help my social anxiety but they just don’t understand why I can’t leave my house or even my bed. Education has always been important to me, I had perfect attendance all throughout elementary school. And id like to think I’m smart in the sense I know a lot about different things. But when I’m at school I just feel stupid and like all my teachers hate me for never being there. I never thought I’d be a dropout, but if worse comes to worse I don’t know if I could handle another year of highschool. Does anyone have any advice?",2.6235064935064933,4.365416034749035,3.8083134433134482,88.7273806598807,75.91119691119691,6.716812916812918,24.9001404001404,7.520522993642371,1.1411606177606184,999,34,208,13,22,325,130,259,0.208,0.654,0.138,-0.9709,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,12,15,3,0,8,0,21,0,0,2,6,47,42,19,0,4,14,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,1,11,0,0,4,11,7,0,0,5,2,38,8,24,31,5,19,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,4,12,132,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688992463208495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309441968131891,0.0,0.0,0.053508396132405184,0.08250792575073598,0.1805810843498053,0.0,0.15606845564912464,0.0550182765453875,0.0,0.0,0.07004619854427138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139712595187714,0.1918622166258813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959035545654729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022444851630685,0.0,0.0,0.06778003093320584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282344997942671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220892090113249,0.0,0.0,0.06885764237208418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591180374072078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795708486224254,0.056212472471554295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943682695229356,0.0,0.06293146244161263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553699981504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274079626470895,0.08313486398931202,0.07892731999356116,0.0,0.0,0.181583504647538,0.0,0.08882561795425764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972940711151626,0.06413865457386045,0.0,0.16663178964107106,0.0,0.08046059005726368,0.0,0.11532432936861114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689504556553047,0.0,0.0,0.052522748288386704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213732139790326,0.0,0.08368223050055143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059843374003873614,0.0,0.0,0.1747404281205265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483557647656796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574328819889044,0.0,0.0,0.08208545894610021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406278862874861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135917533732557,0.05227471793210365,0.10083614928781497,0.07730746549584051,0.062466981616482425,0.04588176872799754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342184805486205,0.0,0.0,0.08191370368851203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641036310951213,0.0,0.06311624037148601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100083836527958,0.0,0.0,0.07584938740257015,0.0,0.057283507839895574,0.0,0.32074633702325045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134092706869924 socialanxiety,JustScrollingUp,2019/03/07,"Need some real help Hi I’m a 22 year old guy and I think I have serious social anxiety like it’s so bad we’re every time I’m in a interview,restaurant or at someone new house I get comfortable and I will just get hot for no reason and start sweating hard like I’m a outgoing humorous guy so I like interacting with people idk why I just start sweating and get hot is there medicine u can take for this or is ther nothing u can do about it ",0.6230526315789469,2.685461252631584,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.84210526315789,6.747368421052633,23.184210526315788,7.908726449838941,1.22918947368421,349,13,78,7,10,120,64,95,0.124,0.684,0.192,0.818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,0,14,18,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,5,6,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,9,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076853679749652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455670723063384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605156777606594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089043904744431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902878153136571,0.0,0.0,0.17654833757643754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210108983998264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740819782573396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888555098447132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613511064514767,0.0,0.1903447233119726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910718289704956,0.0,0.20680625284292894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663306387889604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432446576725534,0.0,0.20263492931812105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009020737629532,0.16698843010922473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789937991280336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481824599856619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628331538009874,0.0,0.0,0.11492112523925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783743879274636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691547965997746 socialanxiety,sink_flower432,2019/03/07,"Reflections on courage Courage is surrendering to feeling the fear and allowing it to get bigger and bigger and still doing the right thing. Being willing to feel vulnerable, weak, scared, anxious, overwhelmed, willing to cry, willing to feel humiliated or embarrassed, willing to feel anything unpleasant, willing to look like a fool or weak or uncoordinated and let the fear get as big it wants and doing what you’re gonna do anyway. People should know me by how courageous I am and how much action I take. In another way courage is synonymous to humility. You can’t be courageous without surrendering to the possibility of looking like a fool, so in that way you are humble enough to accept that possibility. What are your thoughts?",11.044418604651165,9.943286426356591,10.449263565891474,58.440406976744214,56.82945736434107,12.94108527131783,45.53100775193799,11.855464076750405,5.6045286821705425,595,31,92,14,6,193,80,129,0.222,0.613,0.165,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,5,17,0,5,6,0,18,2,0,3,0,23,31,13,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,6,6,8,17,20,2,11,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,3,3,70,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824938639447074,0.0,0.19204036780826272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398873249118591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672608494105025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564516015860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825721267218454,0.34380830236077353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776255673623943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934220844221542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382634063511615,0.0,0.16609710125232352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854976534415747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496224413773645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784969511768277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38327647391821257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451705716618587,0.0,0.0,0.17018969244167256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575427143134627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781136011541794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129338340596739,0.0,0.0,0.1349531095557005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026453424132198,0.2698603744667281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386433957569255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rubyjone,2019/03/07,"Birth Certificate Online - Birth Registration Call Us Birth Certificate is a platform which offer Name add in birth certificate, Correction in birth certificate, old to new birth certificate services in Delhi and India.https://birthcertificate.in/ ",16.93545454545454,20.00143845454545,11.584393939393944,41.39659090909095,43.24242424242425,16.296969696969693,46.80303030303031,14.554592549557764,8.52319393939394,211,10,20,8,2,58,22,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,9,2,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801068192969462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541032184411467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933753002220504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655692019521249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sl33p1ng,2019/03/07,"Don’t eat because of social anxiety Hello, Just wanted to share this story. I am sitting here for like the past 4 hours waiting for my flatmates to dissapear. We have a shared kitchen and seperate bedrooms. Still haven’t eaten and I am hungry. She is here with some friends so that even triggers my social anxiety more. Help",3.0025526932084285,5.865594360655737,3.670866510538641,84.2654098360656,80.80327868852459,5.4529274004683845,28.386416861826696,6.868970318607317,1.726454800936768,260,12,44,3,7,82,50,61,0.053,0.743,0.204,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43268030615056224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723914002274513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893735660453821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678580654755653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184894949582423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955393880208998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849965315160075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816111005613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699632606939398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765551130790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584332531274864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680193989657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,readMyFlow,2019/03/07,"Sweating here Meanwhile I’m sweating here deciding on whether to say “see you” like always, or change it up a little and say “see you tomorrow” after work. Or maybe I’ll just leave last and let everyone else do that part. 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I'm an introvert, but only outgoing with people whom I am comfortable with. I love one-to-one conversations but lately I feel that most of those who'd have one-to-one conversations with me LOVE to talk about themselves. Never ask you how you're doing. Or when you tell them something, they'll cut you short and steer it back to themselves or when you express your disappointment they'll say, ""it happen to me before bla bla bla"". I've left my own country and work overseas for 3 years now, don't have a big social circle but these are the type of people who are close to me. Now that I've changed job I don't remember how to social anymore. Thanks for reading.",5.826992063492066,6.614540350000002,6.069523809523813,79.25325396825399,66.92857142857143,9.07936507936508,29.841269841269842,9.150863307647796,2.391603174603175,579,20,110,10,9,185,88,140,0.049,0.787,0.16399999999999998,0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,3,1,8,6,1,0,3,0,12,2,0,2,1,18,19,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,17,4,14,16,2,12,0,1,0,2,25,4,0,3,8,70,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485400619407655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425440109802764,0.0,0.0,0.1433264449304716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860863260203406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971814637365765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823303249802695,0.0,0.0,0.09424704103683017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648287076438125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849685284604867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026196545989292,0.0,0.20251898899301596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364579884105608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375951088486932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526124962856952,0.14176199005463205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584459997194393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644569532890445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111494873414972,0.0,0.0,0.14822898743866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800129765471412,0.0,0.14349617307436213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498174447397145,0.16291766780948347,0.17160770700701228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569796496046618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003243244866355 socialanxiety,needaqc,2019/03/07,Nothing makes me happier than a good social interaction Just when it all flows and no ones uncomfortable. I feel like all of you can relate to how good it feels to feel normal for even a couple of minutes. 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I’ve been accepted into a group of friends who are kind of similar to me but i can’t talk to them. I sit there in silence everyday not saying a word or including myself in the conversations. I can never think of anything to say and when I do I’m to anxious to say it incase they are shocked that I actually talked or if they don’t understand or think im weird. Even when I’m just with 1 person it’s really awkward and I usually just stare off into the distance saying nothing because I’m just to nervous and socially awkward to say anything. What do I do? 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Has this been an issue for anyone else? I feel scared when I go to the barber. I get especially nervous trying not to flinch or tolerating them touching me. 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Like seriously, it's scary how similar these posts are to my every day social interactions. I'm a 17 year old Male who has been slowly overcoming social anxiety over the years, but would like some advice/support from people with the same problem as me. Sorry in advance if this post is all over the place. All my friends know about my social anxiety and it's become something that we can all joke about together. I have always surrounded myself with people more confident and outgoing than me, because those are the kinda people I like and that's the person I want to be. I've always felt alone when it came to my problem with socializing. I overthink everything, struggle to look people in the eyes, I'm not confident, struggle with talking to girls, hate being the center of attention, etc. You know, the usual. I feel like I'm in limbo, torn between putting myself out there and removing myself from social interaction. I know that I'll eventually overcome this problem, but the road is long and arduous. Any advice or support would be much appreciated, thanks ",7.327517776341307,8.371830429864257,7.545614091790561,69.08037330316742,63.70588235294117,10.296186166774405,33.8852617970265,10.290406445055957,3.774280930833872,979,40,153,22,14,318,134,221,0.147,0.6759999999999999,0.177,0.9148,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,6,17,1,2,11,0,15,1,1,1,5,46,31,13,0,8,6,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,3,12,15,0,0,8,1,0,4,2,8,0,0,5,4,18,9,26,21,9,24,0,0,2,0,17,10,0,4,12,107,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774732074106556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300126630845623,0.0,0.0,0.14943443490063618,0.0,0.0,0.061064156587960924,0.0,0.20608039875226644,0.0,0.0,0.06278724269465906,0.09200630826733357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473862648753938,0.09917229797245693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270236124362396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791079917894311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750127866908071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014594415534032,0.0,0.0,0.07565675179451385,0.08580364137426773,0.08070258690013013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540340499174585,0.06415006745307097,0.08621795576952575,0.0,0.082071644844563,0.0,0.0,0.09845635241494932,0.0693759366197542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865466526649184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804810838132065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547857697050628,0.0,0.0,0.07946637056682432,0.07540577405718793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601017299820046,0.0,0.06925598111425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422548398935472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31126516717837216,0.07840614340745154,0.09381739655234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199892138869538,0.0,0.0,0.3436894385702162,0.0,0.09026948225246724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492124597167823,0.0,0.0691291184230907,0.0,0.1005189367101089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774792894167489,0.0,0.0,0.20379819701189664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217438386938396,0.0,0.08267181797144617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889727951523282,0.0,0.052963831567866264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757658067695132,0.0,0.0,0.11565097604457047 socialanxiety,BigBrownToley,2019/03/08,"Haha ok you can come out now. I fell for it! I see whats happened. Its all been a huge prank. My absolute worst nightmare come to life. No hope of love, a decent job or any meaningful social life. Just living in this misery where there is no hope. What a great joke. Oh wait its real. Fuck.",-1.0814999999999984,0.925433850000001,0.91,99.225,102.16666666666666,3.733333333333334,12.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-1.087133333333333,221,4,50,2,10,72,51,60,0.198,0.483,0.319,0.8409,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,0,3,2,3,4,0,0,1,11,12,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,7,5,11,2,8,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,3,1,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130578180454938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40865776852526503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928981803424824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615165089937348,0.0,0.0,0.20975731947685894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711910555043618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353868041075261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508617285299497,0.0,0.0,0.20945408544955946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408444795333748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699882878390325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901962060187485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179799886316425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rlynbook,2019/03/08,"Meeting New People? I am meeting some my boyfriend's friends this Saturday night. They are girls and their boyfriends. I am having a lot of anxiety about meeting them and I don't know what to do about lessening it a little. I can understand that they are good people and everything but the things he has told me just makes it worse too. One of the people he told me that she looks like a model and he wouldn't have even started being friends with her if she wasn't pretty. He promises that there is nothing going on now with them though other than friendship but he admits they did try to do stuff before too. I start having anxiety attacks just thinking of spending time with these people but I do not want to make my BF feel like he has to cancel. I want him to have his friends and I would like to feel comfortable around them but I don't know how to handle this right now. This past week has been really hard on me - I have been crying on and off and I seem more anxious than normal about everything. &#x200B; Does anyone have any tips? We are hanging out either at the one girl's house or a bar (where I will not be able to drink since I am driving). 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Are there any resources online for handling social anxiety when talking to coworkers? Everything I'm finding online seems to be geared toward finding a partner or public speaking, two things which I'm actually perfectly fine with. I just want to be a good conversationalist when it comes to talking to my boss and colleagues. I'm sick of leaving after work get togethers feeling alienated and awkward. &#x200B; Some context: I am not anxious in social situations that involve people my age or people I have things in common with. I am married, but prior to that I didn't struggle with dating or anything like that. All things considered, I have been told I'm personable and charming. However, I am encountering something really strange. I work in an office setting. I am a very casual and somewhat immature person. While at work, I'm fine. I can talk about work issues and having some common ground. Unfortunately when trying to build rapport with my coworkers, I have very little in common with them. I don't have children, I don't own a home, I'm also about 30 years younger than more of my coworkers. As a result, when I am in social situations outside of the office, I have no clue what to talk about or how to interact with them. I also don't drink, I don't play golf, I don't like country music, etc. I'm also vegan which is strange to a lot of them because they usually go to restaurants with a lot of meat and cheese options and I live in a small dairy town that leans very conservative so people like me aren't very common around here. When someone says something, I can't think of *anything* witty or on topic to say. My mind is completely blank. It is like if you have to be friends with your parents friends, but your parents aren't there to lead the conversation. I had a conversation with one of my coworkers who was telling me his grand children live in Washington State and all I could think of is ""That is near British Columbia, right? That place seems really nice."" I want to go to these work functions and build relationships with people, but I have nothing at all to talk to them about. 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Sorry guys hi guys. im a 15 year old girl. was just looking to see if i could get maybe some help? i’ll give some back story. i was a social kid growing up but from 7th-8th grade one of my best friends was mentally and emotionally abusive, and that’s where my social anxiety started. i tried therapy for a while but it didn’t help much so i stopped. i want to get back to the way i was before i was riddled with social anxiety, it honestly is the worst. i also suffer from general anxiety and depression but social anxiety is the most taxing on me specifically. i have no problem becoming friends with people online, but if i try to transfer the friendship to in person it suddenly becomes really hard for me. there is a boy at my school who i’ve been friends with for 7 months but we’ve never talked to each other in person because i can never muster up the courage to when i see him in the hall every day. recently i’ve become interested in a guy and i wanna talk to him in person, but it’s just so hard for me because i became friends with him online first. i make cookies for a bunch of my friends every once in a while, and last night i made cookies for them, including the guy. i walked up to him but i was so nervous that i couldn’t even speak. my heart was racing so much. i just reached out my hand with a bag of cookies for him and when he went “are those for me?” in a real sincere and kind way, i could only nod my head, smile, and go “mmmhmmmm!” and then walk away. this is really a step forward for me, but i’ve still got a long way to go. i need some advice. how do i stop my anxiety from getting me all choked up? i can have normal conversations, but during these situations i can barely breathe. how do i transfer online friendships into in person friendships? what about eye contact???? how do i do that? i need my heart to stop racing, this is ruining my friendships, i want to be able to talk to them in person. sorry this is formatted so poorly",2.544113597246124,4.231505132530123,4.1894664371772805,86.14506024096387,75.98795180722891,7.056110154905339,25.592082616179,7.859703344183488,1.4313697074010334,1590,57,327,24,35,533,193,415,0.136,0.68,0.184,0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,3,21,19,0,1,18,0,31,6,6,5,3,60,51,34,0,13,14,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,16,17,0,3,0,0,2,8,5,6,0,3,12,8,55,13,54,35,12,58,0,3,4,0,41,21,0,8,27,235,71,5,0.07070696506941429,0.08377619151876517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381880558683408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654433442028774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704531737231396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643152121367459,0.10873858331579042,0.0,0.08620461925598476,0.23427086326516136,0.06016641946001808,0.0,0.07420259756726773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112907516259631,0.0,0.0,0.045600143028497415,0.0,0.06089980540635567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953581880577454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670128357507857,0.0,0.11914733527475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202866167347479,0.0,0.0,0.2731401290820953,0.0,0.11082441277922164,0.13565712756610007,0.08036879538319519,0.05930564763098895,0.05655081917019525,0.0,0.0,0.28004404780773023,0.0,0.0,0.1266791048777615,0.0,0.07256574512113545,0.0,0.0,0.16757618809603875,0.09478677649434383,0.0,0.0,0.0702279703783456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637565565109128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363042343886017,0.0,0.05763561366448764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257343906799974,0.05937604265410663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690463997157263,0.047197448232415916,0.0,0.07103465007427365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125599033430101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056437624934611186,0.0,0.10395550994738437,0.10485663734853892,0.1090671408153248,0.0,0.0,0.06635369689647203,0.06927781325786321,0.0,0.0,0.07419506564858952,0.07530061017322427,0.04791286944167402,0.0537758331131626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901930674195877,0.30869297301915777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771772732609467,0.0,0.0,0.0676570163872148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048000597364609,0.09059338475756587,0.0,0.06981459785422207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155922351495239,0.11268859339739065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947759124372608,0.0,0.2883073862007697,0.059909782050540435,0.0,0.0,0.15830131706143374,0.05004675380288341,0.0,0.05646667364034449,0.1773425665390331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049474057168332,0.0,0.0,0.08085957672998381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041229799942326284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601077591009614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340959990447244,0.16837169320134562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655460650021172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045532967285791724 socialanxiety,jrm19,2019/03/08,"Help dealing with physical effects of anxiety? (Medication?) I've dealt with social anxiety since I was little, was always very ""shy"" around people I didn't know well. Now at 21, I'm finally starting to gain confidence to put myself in normal social situations (my anxiety is mostly in classroom environments/the workplace). My problem now is that, though I feel confident and secure in my ability to interact with people, I get intense surges of adrenaline before/while doing things. I assume most people on here know the feeling, like a burning in your core/chest, sometimes shaking a bit, etc.. I don't consciously worry so much anymore, but my body still reacts like I'm scared. I know that if it wasn't for this damn physiological panic, I'd be MUCH better off in these situations. It clouds my head and makes it hard for me to be normal. I've worked through the insecurities I have had, but I can't shake these stupid mini panic attacks. I'm starting to wonder if medication could be the final step in solving this issue for me, perhaps even just something I could take prior to situations I may feel stressed? I've only ever tried Zoloft, and I didn't like the numbing effect it had on my emotions. Does anyone have any recommendations for coping with this kind of physical reaction, medication or otherwise? Thank you for any help.",6.782378048780488,7.897585398373983,7.53064024390244,68.45620426829271,64.9349593495935,10.052439024390246,33.66768292682927,10.125756701596842,3.656431707317073,1072,45,173,24,16,357,147,246,0.141,0.6859999999999999,0.173,0.6737,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,5,11,20,3,7,6,0,20,7,2,4,1,36,36,10,0,7,6,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,11,0,0,4,5,12,1,0,7,4,23,8,30,23,6,25,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,8,12,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301570408906564,0.0,0.0,0.13569252514322458,0.0,0.2289687703205812,0.0,0.09894392456573692,0.0697607236722113,0.0,0.0,0.08881545929387036,0.0,0.1135015090398532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823747056580879,0.10892178178412518,0.11082073921608857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593146717540063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285733891690813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873084230160536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222656635711123,0.0,0.0,0.11126867875196056,0.0658964071634138,0.09024666776140852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151338436924677,0.07127491090683101,0.0,0.2185838722585399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052125124258489884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937332376209453,0.0,0.10239165865605024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374596026974991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413279448041576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038939401899198,0.16449110895359378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622611210167458,0.09999463233443256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659650501463099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151996425889865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668321908883694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550464742546084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758787322982223,0.0,0.23411457873056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075015469806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546534823065976,0.0,0.10029528511185318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998860580463317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252985210875262,0.3364332184496151,0.0,0.20340362678429386,0.0,0.07680696143114793,0.09867397769543068,0.0,0.14123385968610971,0.0,0.07967555991016433,0.0,0.11428491992690565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501378463237192,0.0,0.0,0.09185378432736936,0.0,0.0,0.06628201357226987,0.0,0.09802242230916387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773652346488351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231977822283285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970420878244716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819509921040524,0.07263293604075871,0.1013201449435506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fukbitchesgetpaid,2019/03/08,"I got offered a job Hey everyone, I just wanted to post about how I got offered and accepted a job today. Before, during, and after the interview I was super anxious and I cried for a while after the interview because my anxiety convinced me I didn't do well and I would never get a job. But, my anxiety was wrong and I got it! I'm still pretty nervous about starting the job and interacting with new people, but I'm trying not to let my anxiety get the best of me. Anyways, I just wanted to make this post to let you guys know there's hope. If I can do it, so can you! Good luck and I hope everyone is doing 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socialanxiety,bluefox2003,2019/03/08,how to survive a service trip im going on a service trip this summer and my anxiety makes it really hard to talk to people (new and people i already know) i often feel as if everyone hates me and is judging everything i say any advice on how to survive the week long trip where i know i will be expected to function as a normal 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socialanxiety,danger1954,2019/03/08,DAE do that thing where you tighten up you jaw and neck when in social situations you don’t like I did that to much yesterday and now my neck 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socialanxiety,nekoloff,2019/03/08,"Another missed chance because of anxiety Hey guys, that's my first post here. I wanted to get this off my chest because I don't really have someone to talk to about it right now. I'm a 24 year old gay guy from Bulgaria who's always been very nervous and shy in social situations. Part of it I think has been my bad time at school together with not very good experience with friends there, together with growing up generally in a very homophobic environment and having to hide my sexuality the whole time. So the result is that I have very difficult time making friends and am very socially anxious. I'm planning on seeking therapy as soon as possible. Anyway, today I was walking alone around town where I live (Sofia) and while I was waiting to cross a street I noticed a nice looking guy who was also waiting. I looked at him for a bit longer and he looked back. Then we crossed and I managed to throw him a look which I thought came out pretty weird and long and then kept walking, and after a while suddenly realised he was walking next to me. My anxiety really kicked in then. I know most people would get slightly nervous and tingly in that kind of situation but I guess people here would know that the anxiety is different because it paralizes you. So we walked some more, then stood for a while next to a building sort of looking at our phones but looking at each other from time to time and after a while he started walking back. I did as well and he saw me and even stopped for a while but then got away and eventually I lost him. Throughout the whole time I sort of imagined that I might go and say hi at any moment but never managed, despite really, really wanting to. I kept thinking ""what if you're imagining this whole thing"" but since it was actually pretty obvious it was more ""what if you go and have nothing to say to him, what if he thinks you're boring as hell or the whole thing just crashes in very elaborate ways which will leave you scarred for life"" and even stupid stuff like ""you already told your sister you'll meet, how will you tell her you can't"" as if I couldn't just call her, but they were enough to make me even more anxious. Those things never fucking happen to me, which was why I felt so sad and angry for not doing anything about it. Most of the time I'm in school, studying, and fter that I go home (I live with my dad and sister), watch some youtube and go to bed. So yeah, not in a position to miss chances like that. I read in some blog post someone describing social anxiety as the illness of missed opportunities so yeah, that's another one gone.",6.354053760521317,6.26105255905512,6.4795194135215874,79.80775590551183,65.73228346456693,9.762802063535162,33.06842248167255,9.40505699530331,2.7841780342112417,2052,79,407,35,29,656,247,508,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.9783,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,8,1,4,25,23,3,2,19,2,29,5,1,4,3,83,73,55,0,9,16,3,1,2,2,6,2,2,2,3,30,31,0,5,9,2,0,15,8,14,1,2,22,11,51,9,63,44,16,77,1,5,8,2,46,23,2,14,38,277,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.06246152230708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662918672309777,0.07063322954494594,0.051186312025129334,0.05325888620329687,0.0,0.0,0.04352690153351885,0.13423367618795948,0.19586047911335455,0.14461920497354716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267224267875752,0.056979730420052215,0.0,0.0,0.060136609759564336,0.0984347434952838,0.05344310590942066,0.11705407582782865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987898066704633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535822328836179,0.07320686659565596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687360982351295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613626007254564,0.0,0.12682790402730434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261105122488406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456682297669075,0.0,0.0,0.054444254758287916,0.0,0.0,0.09890317760121284,0.05917336756375825,0.06688194942579008,0.0,0.14550643418987716,0.053685968994322535,0.051192182293752594,0.0,0.07051084027308842,0.19013074641555447,0.05660110932580716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420416110330249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665335912649184,0.07035306029820171,0.0,0.0,0.06777408803390074,0.0,0.0,0.04520998158853546,0.06254109749337887,0.0,0.11303856875016352,0.056644111376627525,0.32249816119721064,0.0,0.06987111589515697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545023429075979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790122881691256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873216757608312,0.0,0.1361441743867498,0.0,0.0,0.061416367487437076,0.07287230440070024,0.06716449702609006,0.0,0.04337274654312449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931325859161219,0.0,0.08874868033636882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215818681213165,0.12260187536321768,0.13023610020608853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402424271530471,0.0,0.16401789170055509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054661561261574634,0.0,0.1018017461060195,0.0,0.12955684351633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294718692163595,0.14389292317666466,0.0,0.1957409877645567,0.10846571380973556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045304428503098515,0.0,0.0,0.05351265244207652,0.0,0.0,0.07327261163383829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051446338989384034,0.05594487063938505,0.0,0.07319749303187174,0.0,0.12757006364904874,0.12303915249700012,0.0,0.05081434605493836,0.2612606547327333,0.0,0.06067107748069123,0.06116135648144596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168744816725316,0.07550588136500692,0.05080571503618361,0.0,0.0,0.05754990938070485,0.0,0.057756291044036887,0.28584576829200586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093736121794704,0.0,0.0,0.0412183589181008 socialanxiety,Whattheeffami,2019/03/08,"Social anxiety and being hyper conscious of yourself Does anyone else find it completely awkward to walk without a bag/coat/pockets to put your hands? Especially when anxious. I end up waking incredibly weirdly because I’m so conscious of what I’m doing I look unnatural. And is a socially anxious trait talking quietly/ really slowly as if there’s NOTHING in my brain. People must think I’m slow. As in thick. Lool Or is doing that something else? ",4.602804878048783,7.413434097560978,6.107500000000003,69.53125000000001,73.87804878048779,8.002439024390245,34.640243902439025,8.841846274778883,3.816360975609756,364,20,52,8,8,123,65,82,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.8403,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,6,3,3,0,1,10,11,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,10,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518329570003925,0.4484408826034032,0.0,0.13877844925501245,0.20336125994756127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098861762783313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215639223964316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809743301926856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736869532776233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316010630335508,0.0,0.17579008451206313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814027039652985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666915028298507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044227250038454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759768817429274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952235875323615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714827213024724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046408697049405,0.0,0.15279587765587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952681849781425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127174870840107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913229752296528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedFaux1971,2019/03/08,"Feeling in need of physical affection Hello everyone. I'm 17M and I'm currently on high school and going through a crisis of loneliness. I haven't ever had too many friends throughout my teen years and currently I only hang out with literally two people. One of these people is a childhood friend and maybe the deepest friendship I have, but he's currently going through severe depression and it's difficult for me to be around him because I feel very bad for him and don't know what to do or say. I also have a friend from my class which I really value and trust. Unfortunately, she is never able to hang out with me because she takes school very seriously and is always studying at home. We've had many meaningful conversations and I feel that we can connect on a deep level, but the fact that we can't advance in our friendship because of not being able to hang out and be around each other as frequently as I'd like is just depressing for me. Important note: I am attracted to women, but I'm not romantically attracted to her. I just see her as a potentially very good friend and that's why I want to be with her more often. These are the two people that I trust the most and I'd do anything for them because I value them a lot. Unfortunately, I have never been one who shows his feelings and I often get misunderstood by others. The thing is, lately I've been feeling really lonely for the last couple of weeks. I've tried hanging out with my childhood friend, but for some reason I cannot open up to him. I think it's because I'm afraid of making him feel sadder because of my own problems, because he has already many of them himself and he even talked to me about suicidal thoughts and all kinds of really dark and worrying stuff. He's currently receiving psychological and psychiatric help and is in heavy meds to treat his depression, so he's very weak and sleepy now. I feel guilty for not being able to be with him throuought that, but I honestly don't know what to do and it's really difficult for me because I'm going through a bad phase too. Specially, I've realized that I'm totally in need of physical affection. Sometimes I feel that I'd kill for a hug or a simple tap on my shoulders from someone whom I trust and feel comfortable with. I've tried opening up to many people, but it's difficult for me because I'm a shy introvert and can only open up with people who I know that enjoy my company and like me. Also, I come off as a cold (and even weird) person because that's just my default attitude towards everyone whom I don't trust. I just can't be myself in those situations. I am in therapy and frequently talk about these kind of things with my psychologist, by the way. I haven't told him yet about my yearn for physical affection and I wanted to know your opinions on this and possible advices, if you have any. I don't receive physical affection from people outside my family. And as much as I love and appreciate my family, that's just not fulfilling for me. I want friends to hug and show them how much I love them, but I don't how to do that with the only two people I currently have. I'm worried because it can come off as weird that all of a sudden I want to hug them like that, out of the blue. Ironically, I'm also usually uncomfortable with physical contact, which I'm pretty sure is one of the reasons why I never receive it (if I don't give it, then the normal thing to expect is that I won't receive it either). And right now, with my childhood friend going though depression and stuff, I can only feel that my other friend is the only person that can give me that. Do you have any advice on this? Thank you for reading.",6.756272893772894,6.149720579670332,7.558406593406595,74.11992673992677,65.04395604395604,11.093040293040293,34.05128205128205,10.560738912317856,3.4758331501831514,2914,112,561,66,39,979,261,728,0.129,0.6679999999999999,0.203,0.9961,5,2,0,0,0,0,59.0,3,4,6,1,27,50,1,1,24,0,52,7,1,9,9,131,100,58,2,12,21,0,10,3,8,1,1,1,1,3,47,58,0,0,20,3,0,15,19,18,0,6,6,14,88,32,99,86,12,72,0,6,2,5,63,32,0,10,27,401,135,4,0.16002808167867674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425172621399087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588649891609187,0.12797439910188435,0.04438539451299943,0.0,0.0,0.07254972209216498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389649198177144,0.09497261374503983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907784254950521,0.3576893219693493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919000150076334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059022676198232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837759363445322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046469245865508,0.04825152055298057,0.0,0.10194245993117024,0.0,0.0,0.10057348884807367,0.0,0.2697166880086415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296994638350013,0.0,0.027869355920537492,0.10234234524199264,0.1212635288887753,0.04474132081038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03575448330067649,0.056359484814962,0.053507071271983286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901578741486908,0.11109641418910618,0.11726299812628148,0.043481415077220885,0.06017288215538559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818163737756903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535005079495175,0.09628772775230518,0.0,0.035606662386312014,0.2163244765620904,0.05358990576078028,0.0,0.059251707665468036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842603540059953,0.07910586323751906,0.12342352200889845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226451428873019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843916970477742,0.20284761209695445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886775231658643,0.093153565567309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060135872477200175,0.0,0.0542686967336911,0.0,0.05104175396732934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335712918342851,0.0,0.13669078250211136,0.109690347070031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555436912500229,0.0,0.042420251202588716,0.0,0.10797130810023556,0.04250722073077519,0.0,0.0,0.06026206070480936,0.0,0.0,0.05995942290687279,0.0,0.0,0.045197091431863116,0.0,0.05275728822922148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212924475932363,0.058348249249264836,0.0,0.0502748577091994,0.0,0.040107067227290384,0.08574967353154908,0.0,0.04911078571962925,0.061002019328392165,0.0,0.10631554669577314,0.034179844362988765,0.05240892591411669,0.04234814051422839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050971229965585126,0.0,0.07243237529377043,0.0,0.15632418281034605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587494411239922,0.17605323584188268,0.12585161167828202,0.04234094751415293,0.04278829145918344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962669686261108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083441899284238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034350945958104964 socialanxiety,Banker-Bloke,2019/03/08,"Advice responding to a text Hey everyone, I need some help replying to my crush who I ghosted for a week since I have S.A. She messages me last night saying ""Bonjour, c'est la terre ici lol"" which roughly translates to ""hello, this is earth lol"". Is there a funny way to respond to that without butchering the convo? Thanks in advance!",4.825483870967741,6.849909935483872,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,70.61290322580646,6.895483870967742,31.754838709677426,7.554174236665415,2.2715058064516143,264,12,45,3,5,82,52,62,0.025,0.794,0.181,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32980121284577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32249582953446826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262192173783772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751076447268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502520637921499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167210013303421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683936430389477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791835883003922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107247674901097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789188726800583,0.270722239934348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253380735990193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skywind,2019/03/08,"Anyone else in college feel like this? I'm a sophmore, and have been in a number of classes so far in my college career. In every class I've been enrolled in, it seems like everyone is already talking to each other and friendly on the first day, while I end up feeling isolated and alone for the rest of the semester. If someone is to occasionally talk to me first, I think I can hold a conversation relatively fine. But to reach out to someone first? It feels impossible to do without dealing with extreme anxiety. 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I've been working on it. &#x200B; Recently started going back to the gym (PF). The elliptical and treadmills are stations facing the rest of the workout equipment. When doing cardio, I'm left facing the other people working out. I feel so awkward and don't want people to think I'm staring at them so I just look forward.. but it never fails as soon as something catches my attention I look and end up making eye contact leaving me feeling like the other person thinks I've been staring at them (especially the females). &#x200B; Oddly enough, I feel I have better cardio sessions when there's a lot of people in the gym. I feel this is because the whole anxiety keeps me on edge. Does anyone else deal with this situation or am I just overthinking!?",4.4341158841158865,6.595483090909095,5.504025974025973,76.70076423576424,71.98701298701299,7.0761238761238765,31.326673326673326,7.882392219407189,2.533599000999001,652,30,105,9,13,215,97,154,0.065,0.8540000000000001,0.081,0.7558,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,9,5,0,1,12,0,9,5,3,1,1,21,24,11,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,7,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,9,13,2,16,22,4,20,0,1,5,0,7,10,0,2,10,75,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776699646603772,0.3113978123259377,0.0,0.0,0.2940703897415058,0.0,0.0,0.08959546391507474,0.13129017167409932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852844744314236,0.10698796105557856,0.07811033617251473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332561782448312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321022849566769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213241853070002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704093912531544,0.0,0.11349020152680248,0.1323984356185378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915704904209946,0.09154017292321937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282247377625997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389290167155824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567720976841946,0.13921981789833987,0.0,0.0,0.06260063285183506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520344001676486,0.0,0.0,0.10893639382032287,0.0,0.0,0.0855315777678103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882615465375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664994912062461,0.11188315477628163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265185498226911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440299005739919,0.0,0.261236428529295,0.0,0.0986451254959124,0.0,0.0,0.09069511118140944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420837114733153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557775841694214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430589381245908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865686379821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113978123259377,0.0 socialanxiety,neonliberal,2019/03/08,"Posting online is harder for me than socializing in person Something I've noticed personally. There are people I'm happy to talk to in real life about a common interest, and then I struggle to say anything at all in a Discord group I'm in with those same people. I think it's because when writing a post or response, I have far more time to think, which ends up being counterproductive; I stress about exact wording and conveying the ""right"" meaning far more than I do in person. Additionally, having tone of voice, body language, and other context cues takes a lot of the anxiety out of interpreting other people's responses, whereas online, even a slightly critical response feels miserable to receive. A lot of the strategies that have helped me get better at socializing in person haven't done much for me online, so I was wondering if other people had the same problem with online posting, and what has helped you in that area. 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I can't focus when a stranger talk to me or when someone i feel anxious about is talking to me . I mean i can hear what he say but i can't process it in my mind its like my mind freezing . And Sometimes i give a stupid response that is not related to conversation . Anyone have this problem ? 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My College sent me to see an in-college counciler yesterday. I was supposed to talk to them about my problem with SAD, but I ended up sitting there crying for half of it and only communicating by typing notes on my phone and handing it to them. Should I still go to the next session or give it up for another student that might not be so pathetic about it?",6.918461538461537,5.899772769230772,7.748333333333335,74.24250000000002,64.8974358974359,10.876923076923077,37.44871794871795,10.125756701596842,3.686425641025641,308,14,60,6,4,104,60,78,0.194,0.7829999999999999,0.023,-0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,9,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,2,9,1,15,4,0,10,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,3,4,47,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029413705363613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173478306497298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588347700645303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771433498916864,0.16419098339234095,0.2423192374309941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32613781278536136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648182934505164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072530228667227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972475460143065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644241775785794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302193392198836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307193638948366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221034966961904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YoRt3m,2019/03/08,"Going to the army again, this time it's not a such a big deal 15 months ago I posted here and said I was worried since I have to go to reserve duty for 3 days. I was really nervous and couldn't think about something else. eventually it wasn't that bad, even though I ran into some social obstacles while I was there. Yesterday I got an order to go back for 1 more day to do some things, and I'm not as nervous. Just sharing... things gets better...",3.893870967741936,4.229138118279572,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,71.04301075268819,7.920430107526883,25.177419354838708,7.793537801064563,1.1317612903225809,347,9,76,4,6,115,68,93,0.112,0.8540000000000001,0.033,-0.6943,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,1,7,2,10,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970599624545522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709388169204986,0.1856153827870944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661070016231136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867366582498025,0.22918668556124305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570729541536124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683035072856954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614518311544075,0.0,0.3790231502344956,0.0,0.17779761019627852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744172384714765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290673173570027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241427043709753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211462954897027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838929867701963,0.0,0.0,0.2266119440027883,0.0,0.17114124382175075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953791175800429,0.14244406270871698,0.21841352611572146,0.0,0.12962782867130948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257615105029701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Frosch_LaFrog,2019/03/08,"I'm struggling to keep my social anxiety under control at my first job I started my first job yesterday at a retail place and my trainer and boss are laid back and fun (the boss even had me prank my trainer) but I feel so awkward with them. They're so nice and I wanted to get into it the prank and be enthusiastic but I was so deadpan and I fake laughed the whole time even though I wanted to enjoy myself. I want to be part of their conversations and stuff and during my whole shift they made an effort to check on me and include me but I hold myself back and I don't know why. I want so badly to be able to relate with people and I try so hard but ""fake it till you make it"" really doesn't work for me because I feel like the fakeness is visible to everyone, customers and coworkers. Quitting isn't an option because I need this job and they're the only people who were willing to hire me without any past experience. I'm so grateful to them because I brought in my papers and was hired on the spot because my boss apparently had a good first impression of me, but I don't know how. I hate when people think I'm a certain way and then I end up not living up to their expectations. I'll be there until I start college in August or September and I just want to be able to make the most of my time there and improve my social skills. Please, any advice is welcome.",3.6081914893617046,4.556834039007093,5.01467375886525,84.22350000000002,72.08510638297872,7.625815602836879,26.86595744680851,7.908726449838941,1.5130519148936163,1077,36,223,14,20,361,143,282,0.075,0.741,0.184,0.9866,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,8,16,16,1,2,12,0,18,0,0,8,1,54,41,35,0,7,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,20,0,3,5,0,2,1,6,7,0,3,7,3,43,9,32,28,4,30,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,3,18,159,49,11,0.214257582721303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046850150555908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570250345606198,0.0,0.08195323216650191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475085578137974,0.08944806601353945,0.2612188675198442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201540488569955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488431163564086,0.0,0.0,0.14151511267603206,0.0,0.0,0.1023661510485984,0.0,0.10479251435409773,0.0,0.0,0.10833507154393557,0.07653282995339407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733710856138052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597037190813532,0.0,0.0,0.08985454750223461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596635482007272,0.10576750252646357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189263855452911,0.09522099203198063,0.0,0.0,0.11775036414376475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233771617454635,0.0,0.09459668546189716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136785265125904,0.14301860020386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943464136993664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147627323799843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601004141907792,0.10226655322915293,0.2228088454700766,0.0,0.11192678577093784,0.11759524274172466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394465635563206,0.0,0.0,0.0686294469351129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184086234907386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165261982786446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199427288448822,0.12263683576917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864380383290065,0.10525349358925727,0.0,0.12493531949863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273341721533004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159366837789401,0.08503384814729771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666707138541404,0.23921093952893924,0.0,0.10326833197183334,0.0,0.07799103600830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hehehehe44,2019/03/08,"I Think I Cured My Social Anxiety So lately I've been feeling really tired & ANGRY with myself for not being able to have a girlfriend and being a forever alone etc for all these years.. And one day I started adopting a ""Not Give a Fuck"" attitude, I think having this attitude comes from all my anger, as if I would intentionally pick a fight with someone but deep down I do not.. maybe I'm feeling suicidal? I began talking really loud & confident and I'm able to maintain eye contact with anyone. In the past, I always had trouble maintaining eye contact with girls. I realized people are actually aren't that scary anymore if you are willing CHALLENGE your ANXIETY. This works for me and I hope my advice can help all social anxiety sufferers out there (:",5.095734265734265,6.9228975944055975,6.231048951048951,73.54349650349653,69.55944055944056,9.395804195804196,31.88111888111888,9.800150414767053,3.46762097902098,608,27,101,15,11,203,95,143,0.192,0.642,0.16699999999999998,-0.4647,0,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,3,0,6,0,13,4,2,2,3,28,25,9,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,5,17,2,14,18,4,11,0,1,2,1,12,4,1,3,6,71,21,2,0.3044749142904105,0.0,0.1485617976565138,0.0,0.0,0.14876468119217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576720931875865,0.0,0.0,0.12667375983323073,0.3298984424253842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34938371407151336,0.0,0.15097865006301034,0.10644796973311474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131139089304904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818056556805924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697850068712872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539516651127869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074107600903968,0.0,0.1460400409210837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204155849656064,0.0,0.0,0.1512061452555949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173048265668142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294298780736035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316004089794943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532787887243406,0.1055422843009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950544266201987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103738316889789,0.1289903034099111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107754455729268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652306897770516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236270140093156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509523091909803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497456195376893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083068194107314,0.0,0.0,0.1081451216499238,0.0,0.0,0.09803593110041783 socialanxiety,lifelongbruxr,2019/03/08,"Going to a festival. I’ve been invited to a festival this weekend and I’m not sure if I want to go. I know it would be good for me, but I’m really anxious thinking about it because it’s in my hometown, and I’m afraid of running into people I know. The fear is irrational and I shouldn’t let thinking about others views on me matters, but in these situations it’s so strong. 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So i'm 23(male), i was always shy when i was younger and it took a really bad breakup when i was around 17 for me to finally start coming out of my shell. I felt like i was doing great the past few years i have more friends than i have ever had things are going well but the past few months i feel like i'm trapped in my own head and i'm really not sure why. When i'm on the bus i keep taking out my earphones to see if they are too loud or if people can hear my music and its annoying to them, or sometimes i will go to walk into a shop to get some lunch and just walk straight past it and have to psych myself up to go in. At first i thought to myself i'm just being conscientious and thinking of other people etc, but now its gotten to the stage where i'm feeling like this more and more in everyday situations. On the flip side i can be very confident in some situations i just don't understand. &#x200B; I never felt like this before so any ideas? Thanks for your time.",4.096759022967554,4.112225099526071,5.2243601895734635,86.5152716004375,70.5165876777251,8.577615749179731,26.183375865840322,8.384062270229773,1.3953248997448044,780,21,177,11,13,259,121,211,0.075,0.782,0.14400000000000002,0.9323,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,14,11,1,0,7,0,19,2,1,0,3,36,45,18,0,2,10,0,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,12,1,1,8,1,1,7,3,2,1,1,10,7,25,9,26,32,9,39,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,6,20,123,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560225473675024,0.1375107970274495,0.15421387551915594,0.08630557774149555,0.0,0.09708853152335578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297998203870123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596752742118744,0.0,0.0,0.10799409805357414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932480043975903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154217550428316,0.0,0.11480058746304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834262579551592,0.1813341555194672,0.2437138544167389,0.13902760937151384,0.0,0.10795261541878326,0.0,0.0,0.09805310718900084,0.0,0.0663071006929499,0.0,0.2163837148767356,0.0,0.0,0.13992265587225675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302499345029201,0.0,0.1430408140212926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326996938607314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280660984547435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801423311037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130119850574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978835669908886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634600813596207,0.1759717751636249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260816190026273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113368149623887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531233398525585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552076312334468,0.0,0.08983007607828908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961453511708288,0.0,0.09542320793926568,0.0,0.0,0.11684496129390776,0.0,0.0,0.08431573469778618,0.0813210893107121,0.0,0.1007551959665804,0.07400432164090577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100564290487072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212149929310413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471698439651483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411053861133655,0.0,0.11451975424722108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421387551915594,0.08172817624621365 socialanxiety,AdventurousKiwach,2019/03/08,"I just dropped a class because I was anxious about sitting alone I was really interested in the subject of this class. I went in and sat alone because I didn't know anyone there. I knew of some people but I didn't feel comfortable enough to come up to them and sit with them. So I sat in an empty row thinking someone would come and sit there eventually. But no one did, people kept comming in and my row was the only one that was empty (except for me sitting there) and every single person sat somewhere else. Then a guy I know kind of well came in, saw me and said hi and then went and sat with another friend. I often sit alone in classes but this was a smaller class and I felt like it was really noticable that I was alone and awkward. My face got really red, my heart started beating and I just wanted to run out and start crying. I sat through the class, met up with my boyfriend after and cried and then went and switched to a class that he is in too but I'm not as interested in. I feel like a failure.",3.0596195652173925,4.409077700483095,4.21987620772947,87.85126358695653,73.92753623188406,6.91413043478261,25.497886473429947,7.413659706084162,1.1046234299516913,792,26,168,9,16,259,104,207,0.173,0.742,0.086,-0.9447,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,0,1,9,0,12,2,2,0,0,42,39,24,0,2,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,22,0,1,7,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,26,6,23,8,27,12,3,30,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,2,8,115,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101844501794881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291333634541288,0.0,0.13912428601110866,0.0,0.08610924389517714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014202046185673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085062973612758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216539598565015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27054867206888883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287590388110897,0.0,0.0,0.12724672305757626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375906653956067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453653660565407,0.08797828296222412,0.11824317588855067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951452745886376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849419117290227,0.0,0.0,0.1219377207366134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593317434256084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824162600549996,0.13535988231264462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032959988556152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020692924685935,0.0,0.0,0.16689906146992614,0.09366101614176917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075321066083698,0.10752970565032936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366788568647672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714371572611013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043444748104162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433220628720214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890945625415899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263697678650298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072651179432333,0.34248345567835137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748212558280426,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maxinprogress,2019/03/08,"Can I dance in the streets? Why not? We only don't do these things because of social pressure and conformity. Is there any real good reason not to dance in the streets? 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I haven't talked to any person, excluding family and therapy, in the last 2 years. I'm suffering from severe social anxiety and therapy hasn't helped even a bit. I feel like a complete failure. Never had a girlfriend, no job, no money, I even quit uni cause of how nauseous I get around people because of my social anxiety. My family is clearly disappointed in me on how I didn't turn out to be the son they wanted and everyday seems like I'm forcing myself to stay alive. I've lost all my motivation and confidence I had when I was young. I had so much hope for myself, on how I will get rich and buy a home for my parents, but everything has just fallen apart. I'm really ugly so it doesn't help the case at all. I tried talking to some people online, even on reddit, but it just led to them ghosting me, so I guess my personality sucks as well hah. I don't even know if this is the right subreddit but oh well. 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Title. Sometimes it's plain unbearable and I don't know how to stop it from reaching the point where it physically hurts in my chest area. 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I believe this was caused by the high stress and anxiety. The result is that people avoid me wherever I go. Their first impression is that Im a crazy or bad person and avoid me. I know people will say it's all in my head and people are not judging me but I can list all the scenarios in great detail how this occurs. For example people will avoid eye contact with me, cashiers will barely look at me or make small talk even though they were very nice to the customers in front of me. If I don't say hi to my neighbors they will not say hi to me. The list goes on and on. Now I do not consider myself a rude person or bad person but unfortunately people judge you by your appearance before even getting to know you. Now how can I overcome social anxiety and live a normal life when people do not feel comfortable around me and therefore do not want to associate themselves with me? To make matters worse when I am in social situations I get a lot of shortness of breath and constantly yawn because I am afraid of taking deep breaths and get people's attention. I have lost many years of my life, I don't have a job because of this issue, I also only take online courses in order to avoid people and all the rejection and discrimination. What can I do? I have tried cbt, medication positive thinking.. I honestly feel helpless as I have done my best to overcome this but it seems like nothing works. I have worked in a job for 4 years doing cleaning, I have tried attending university classes on campus but that also did not go well. I have tried making friends, playing sports, going to events. I have done my best and can say that I have given my all to fix this issue yet no matter how hard I try things do not change. I can not change people's initial perspective of me. Im tired of fighting and struggling. Please if someone knows how I can fix this please tell me... 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Like none. And there’s this guy I work with who I’ve had a few conversations and I really want to be friends with! He’s sweet and interesting, and we have a similar sense of humor. The issue is, he added me on Snapchat, and prompts conversations (thank god I suck at that) but he will just say “Hey!” And I’ll be like “Hey, how are you?” And he will just say “fine.” He prompts the conversations, but only gives one word responses like he isn’t interested in talking. He will respond to my Snapchat stories saying “mood” or “same” or just “lol” And it’s driving me insane. I try to drive the conversation, but I suck at it because of my social anxiety. And I keep freaking out thinking he hates me or something I just don’t get it. I need advice... I can’t just let it go, I don’t have any other friends ",0.9909050249934241,3.376231447513817,2.7007103393843757,91.05130755064457,85.35359116022099,5.878558274138385,22.98368850302552,7.2636822038024595,0.8952207840042088,696,26,150,11,21,229,101,181,0.106,0.7020000000000001,0.191,0.9127,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,9,18,3,0,5,2,16,0,0,1,0,35,27,18,0,2,11,0,0,3,3,3,0,3,0,2,9,15,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,4,18,12,13,20,5,10,0,0,0,0,30,6,2,3,4,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738658886833866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344493652660488,0.0,0.13886805378048614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106574895957876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207431284257404,0.0,0.0948406354548848,0.1741377354462125,0.10316627131700347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797407817243781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792208414578699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894675656069442,0.0,0.1613499979557029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562418518272325,0.0,0.2660555267561066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460035386258806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300774361063688,0.13805985675904422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850282615934733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629117578361735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502350782271962,0.0,0.4330739029291241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850444434663256,0.0,0.13974875135769954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459049421696177,0.0,0.16712614882879184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163155032494342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324526838644285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706963284890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215419448976348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elifreeze,2019/03/09,"Feel like I’m fucking up a relationship before it’s even begun. Well it started out really well after matching on Bumble. We’ve been talking a lot and have the same interests in music, sports, movies, etc. And we plan to meet up this upcoming Monday. But I dunno, I feel like the past 36 hours I’ve been losing points if that at all makes any sense. I’m now worried that she’s getting annoyed. I’ve been messing up obvious banter set ups, and misreading other messages and coming off like a moron. Anyway, Monday can’t come soon enough. Hopefully I’m not as much of a wreck in person as I’ve been online the past little while.",4.241404444444441,5.447199416000004,5.497066666666669,80.3889777777778,70.84,7.795555555555558,25.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.6805022222222217,497,15,92,7,9,166,88,125,0.106,0.763,0.131,0.2944,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,6,12,3,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,2,20,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,2,0,4,2,4,7,15,14,6,26,0,1,0,1,7,12,1,4,14,58,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128067896927586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175841329563022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725675842708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427800379749426,0.19890175811538924,0.11779515480280288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035312669827616,0.2548193300738125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487702873829965,0.0931778733538173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713677245947,0.17563384692812395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139099615118416,0.17874848876166907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952237567146144,0.0,0.15162249538918302,0.0,0.0,0.11904663630704836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311040559213993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405008621617676,0.0,0.15572392773689608,0.0,0.0,0.16859362012381054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425233917255775,0.0,0.0,0.19147572824036446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623347069488972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433469119852513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207070495903466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111794970355208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gregormendeli,2019/03/09,"high school student who's very shy and in need of advice to overcome shyness :( Hi there! &#x200B; I don't have a lot of friends at school partly because I'm shy. Before, in middle school and ninth grade, being shy wasn't really a problem. But there are times in class when I want to raise my and and ask questions and times when I want to be part of the discussion. I remember asking my ap psych teacher for a letter of recommendation but he told me I didn't seem to live up to my potential and it was probably due to me not participating in classroom discussions. Whenever we have discussions in psych, I almost never give any input (even though I want to, I just can't seem to muster up the courage) My shyness is somewhat situational- I'm not shy in my one class and once gave a really confident, bomb ass presentation. But today, I was in this organization to talk about social issues and we were talking about bias. I really wanted to contribute to the conversation but the thought of it just terrified me too much. Shyness has been becoming a problem because I know it affects the friendships I could have gained ( I have few friends) and most definitely affects the impression I give off to teachers and other people (stuck up or just meek). I want to be open and more expressive to others in the academic and social setting. How do I even begin to achieve this? &#x200B; tldr: I'm just really shy and I want to be more open and talk more in academic setting and social situations :( pls help &#x200B; thanks in advance",5.305486042692942,6.812869072413792,6.112266009852218,75.83695402298852,68.6206896551724,9.247947454844008,31.74055829228243,9.606745405546679,3.1030213464696224,1221,52,218,27,21,401,148,290,0.132,0.7390000000000001,0.129,-0.6181,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,3,15,7,0,0,12,0,21,1,1,3,1,54,44,24,0,10,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,10,0,27,5,39,29,10,31,0,0,0,1,27,19,1,8,9,154,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462113911255059,0.0,0.0,0.08671392848167604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814819528981054,0.31567283285000725,0.058888618430512615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191215515055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055768971112124,0.09563907766030656,0.07368727954145422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914029277148061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143923992362003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380854786637952,0.0,0.0,0.1661425886809939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804383706939272,0.09149400164461816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903842918950409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047591195069665616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646633356079252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362128372251038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365842267261483,0.06421023901225477,0.06678859209319131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222249157046283,0.05868005834264368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755123353926995,0.0,0.060035139056651476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933657192807476,0.16572239213198972,0.0,0.0,0.09700794616383908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219038502589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809700167964323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629209725743974,0.0,0.15766847992949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467628407403045,0.0,0.2648228091954136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088090619585886,0.0,0.07972646173315234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508066334392551,0.06874798182730595,0.10099028066003904,0.0,0.08208339683395914,0.08274670738404975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145121669645457,0.3064613064777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567283285000725,0.0 socialanxiety,justneedsomehalpok,2019/03/09,"Screwing up with the same person over and over again I’m not sure if this belongs here but I’m not sure where else to post. I have social anxiety like the rest of you and find it hard to hold conversations, am awkward a lot of the time etc. but when I’m with my good friends, this is hardly an issue cause I’m so comfortable with them. Well, I recently made a friend with whom I am MORE awkward etc. then I usually would be. I’ve hung out with them multiple times, we text a lot etc. and I really like the person/their company/being friends with them .... except I for some reason really struggle being chill when I’m around them. Maybe it’s their confidence which throws me off, and makes me less confident (unfortunately). The thing is, I’ve had soooo many awkward moments now, so many cringe-worthy memories, so many fuck ups that I feel my confidence decreasing more and more as time goes on, to the point I wish I could just start over completely with them, or run away forever lol. When I’m at this point of awkwardness and screw up, how do I rebuild the confidence to continue with them/improve my confidence around them? It seems like I keep going farther down this slippery slope ",4.934594155844156,6.0510730952380944,5.263135822510822,83.04327516233765,69.12987012987013,9.411363636363637,28.29031385281385,9.673873057562805,2.4334521645021656,939,32,188,21,16,298,134,231,0.101,0.662,0.238,0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,7,0,15,19,3,5,11,1,11,3,0,5,2,45,26,19,0,4,8,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,11,18,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,8,1,0,2,3,25,11,32,20,12,36,0,0,0,3,16,18,3,6,17,128,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883484123473162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561856037026088,0.0,0.0,0.10850527927347174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863853712272004,0.0,0.0,0.12108753056002737,0.0,0.0,0.09220819695231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647585093011392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38640073002794506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839447279513053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555442775709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767846448842914,0.10676728865707673,0.0,0.0,0.06563479526441314,0.09686630294068828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691008427555804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054002455557344,0.0,0.1026515153309666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926559237509778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963684432695356,0.0,0.10927804319664196,0.07708949317871933,0.3512617402761833,0.11602375504259604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168026644741205,0.0,0.0,0.21834798750614676,0.0,0.11060609152165883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479698241717418,0.11874144746401692,0.1140309946113075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051364238401728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177260165234624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174337872899322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073369090842236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769315294905608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672545026242307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202687859918844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719430402223275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038380616147592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280611448187102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203974097306517,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jadelalaere,2019/03/09,"going to restaurant and bars later tonight with my coworkers and i'm terrifed I just started a new job in food service a couple months ago. I like it for the most part, and I like most of my coworkers and I think they like me too. Tonight, all the 21 year olds (and older) decided that we should hang out outside of work and get dinner and drinks tonight. I agreed and was originally excited, but now that it's the night of, I'm terrified. &#x200B; I'm terrified of walking into the restaurant alone. I'm terrified that I won't see them and I'll have to do that awkward looking-around-the-restaurant-while-texting-the-group-chat thing because everyone sat down without me. I'm afraid that because I did my makeup and hair, they'll think I tried to hard and that I'm weird. I'm afraid to order food in front of them, and to eat in front of them. I'm afraid we'll have nothing to talk about outside of work. I'm afraid I'll get too buzzed and say or do something stupid in front of them. I'm afraid they don't actually want me there at all, and they only included me in the group chat to be nice, but everyone's talking behind my back about me that they don't want to be around me. &#x200B; Any advice or words to help me breathe and go through with the night out?",4.882846153846156,5.083711092307695,5.134423076923081,87.19432692307693,68.84615384615384,8.346153846153845,30.48076923076923,8.07648339933343,1.851615384615384,1004,37,217,12,16,317,120,260,0.125,0.812,0.062,-0.9588,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,9,2,9,13,1,6,8,0,14,8,2,1,2,40,35,19,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,22,6,0,3,3,0,7,4,8,0,0,3,4,30,5,36,26,5,35,0,0,1,0,17,11,0,4,19,126,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.11949242951377433,0.0,0.0,0.11965561444400047,0.10854353134832063,0.0,0.0,0.12682009627446675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653465897697471,0.2975775491724913,0.08326942766262284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801090237468668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941556194467161,0.0,0.14928738406759987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354873409411412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995327166796375,0.0,0.12529575905825516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401027731586985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613130903159485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279489569308609,0.0,0.13918102448539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096901323064147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207489360298091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151160508999695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946699202752586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773751641379144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182618775715094,0.0,0.22981993119124,0.0,0.11749298915425838,0.0,0.1284894864915582,0.0,0.0,0.09312788016243703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260018905573415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973762527844534,0.0,0.0,0.09757589249711768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426711916704553,0.0,0.0,0.08666993742088794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683952002346736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134958544936036,0.15692057781216334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313474209169891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444702712377375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803633698801115,0.0,0.17828846525439915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975775491724913,0.07885305490122599 socialanxiety,championforever,2019/03/09,"Finally admitted I have SA After like 26 years of having social anxiety I’ve finally admitted I have it. Where do I go from here? I hate having it. It squanders all opportunity for me. I’m extremely creative and people in my life keep pushing me to do something about it but things always fail for me because of my social discomfort. Dang. Has anyone overcome this obstacle ? Thanks guys. 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I had the privilege of hanging out with my friend and he brought along two of his friends along with him. Next thing you know, i'm hanging out with a group outside of school for the first time in my life. It felt good. However, I was shy and couldn't find the right words to say. I was able to add a couple of points every now and then, but not anything that screams exciting or happy to be apart of the group. Although i've come a long way with social anxiety, I still have a fear of raising my voice in public. I just can't do it. What are some tips that can get me out of that way of that shell and speak up and contribute to a group of friends? 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I work retail (part-time) but the anxiety is killing me. I want to quit but I feel awkward around my bosses.",-0.05249999999999844,1.98118652777778,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,86.5,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.8720222222222218,129,5,29,2,4,45,29,36,0.353,0.561,0.087,-0.8873,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726532497587966,0.3208481742572096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282731264199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360296661306782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821241636901885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183409393828673,0.0,0.3142127471737983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075529626235249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041548853637609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751526317735732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067611897127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PM_LADY_PARTS_TO_ME,2019/03/09,"im going to a party in a few hours never been to one before, and i havent left the house in months. fuck im nervous.",-2.958928571428572,-1.3380318928571422,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,100.07142857142857,2.8000000000000003,10.571428571428571,3.1291,-1.9274571428571423,89,1,23,0,4,33,22,28,0.205,0.696,0.099,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483287448150814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269795293099582,0.0,0.0,0.16585565718325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873971321098481,0.3367365829404924,0.0,0.0,0.6304603422468203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707786337229904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329386505984401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507992350481815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775387725783414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,depranxiety-disorder,2019/03/09,"Description of a struggle Trapped in a closet As much a prisoner as my mother's cat Everywhere I turn, faced by windows and doors There are people there. They're watching. They're watching. And judging. You're nothing. Worthless. Run. Hide. Retreat into your computer. Can't go outside. Can't skate. Can't escape: not without xanax.",1.5938571428571393,3.362836766666672,2.4047619047619047,85.45500000000003,114.66666666666666,4.380952380952381,29.285714285714285,6.18269132825596,2.139571428571429,266,15,41,4,14,83,47,60,0.158,0.72,0.122,-0.624,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,6,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299850654944696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31431395163206044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102659971081191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964239609064961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469901439131349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650745710018958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121632774683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tylada1st,2019/03/09,"Become yourself A lot of social anxiety is afraid of what other people think. Id imagine if you’re terrified of small social events it’s tough, but hiding behind the “anxiety” as an excuse to not get better is kinda pathetic. I forced myself into uncomfortable situations and honestly got more confident and assure of myself. Stop feeling bad for yourself and make something out of your life.",7.034142857142857,8.881139842857145,7.9071428571428575,63.30785714285716,64.85714285714286,10.171428571428573,32.57142857142857,10.355215969177356,4.077228571428572,319,13,43,8,5,107,58,70,0.333,0.507,0.16,-0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,7,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,11,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888910132312978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122280482660685,0.0,0.2807196779254155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247998228225173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285200553640487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327975362708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328940000414128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795334681884282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160930820395838,0.0,0.0,0.1696658169357023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621505050529487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857067691466242,0.0,0.5182050093839016,0.0,0.19567867495001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250422467157612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286702622290625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sprinklesquiggle,2019/03/09,"Being ugly and awkward is the worst combo. Ugly people with personality can make it far, so can attractive people with no personality. I feel like I got the worst of everything. Unnattractive, not smart/hard working enough, anxious, bad at talking, pretty much everything. 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I kind of socially awkward (34) and I'm going out with some friends to a restaurant. What are some good conversations and topics besides the obvious. How do I stop being so awkward ,3.8075609756097535,6.978615121951222,4.588487804878049,76.77053658536586,80.70731707317074,7.182439024390242,32.590243902439035,8.238735603445708,3.23433268292683,184,10,29,4,5,59,34,41,0.12,0.687,0.193,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32844384652413794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416034251802873,0.35656743470807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426932720711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335259461563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554163138550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416924284351975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824284208890026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AlxTheGr8-,2019/03/09,"How i got social anxiety (were it started and were its heading) Be me: 6th grade bell rings hed to courtyard for my sandwitch and choccy milk bell rings hed to class *finds letter on desk* Letter: Hey i really like you *no name* Me: yoo who tf pranking me friend: not me friend 2: nah fam 2 days later* sister of a girl i like: you need to come with me me: k leads me to girl i like* Grl i like: you wanna be my bf me : uhhhhh yeah 1 year later i haven't talked to her was to shy were still together although we never spoke school dance: she brakes up with me 3 years later havent talked to a girl since stopped talking to anyone in general contemplating the meaning of life searching the stars for answers stopped believing in god made my own meaning to life love is useless to afraid to kill myself want to change the world be cause the world changed me want to create a space x type company idolize elon musk thank you reddit ",0.3740016366612125,2.813571244680851,1.854468085106383,94.64576923076923,91.87234042553192,4.594435351882161,18.9328968903437,6.297961479604792,0.013931423895253923,726,22,153,8,26,233,122,188,0.083,0.763,0.154,0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,1,4,0,1,2,11,1,1,7,1,12,5,1,4,1,25,24,4,1,4,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,3,3,6,1,3,4,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,3,29,8,24,12,1,21,0,1,0,1,27,7,0,0,15,82,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354398144485177,0.0,0.0,0.10378153714753577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672230623275818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247237046830406,0.3140258999668848,0.1278541648310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957212245401598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565688016619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293440843854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870826054947578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523258814851374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642092052139403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967257238821896,0.2900499476147636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395848753920564,0.14044241180329647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233545748559679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005454217427628,0.1144737667753862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508423820965584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021304862385096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277789652312596,0.0,0.0,0.15129961343467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505529676251442,0.0,0.1185316270430444,0.2481782805169764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35789285430485096,0.0,0.13664891114238706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508868417959395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116042608985812 socialanxiety,TheMalevolent,2019/03/09,"DAE look at pictures of a restaurant you've been invited to in order to familiarize yourself with the surroundings? I don't get invited to many social events but whenever it's somewhere public I always spend at least 30 minutes looking at pictures on google and imagining myself being there. I try to visualize myself standing in the middle of each photo to try to make it more comfortable once I get there, but it rarely helps. I also read google reviews and go over the directions step-by-step which only makes me more anxious. &#x200B; Why can't I just go to a restaurant without all this anxiety beforehand and hectic 'preparations' for such a simple event?",7.113409090909091,8.435075743801653,7.1798243801652895,70.52610020661157,64.2892561983471,10.016942148760329,35.78615702479339,10.125756701596842,4.009602479338843,539,25,83,12,8,173,85,121,0.073,0.885,0.042,-0.3608,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,19,10,5,15,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,0,2,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630207838581462,0.1730357808113541,0.2253198872784654,0.25268890734314725,0.0,0.0,0.15908552238634352,0.2349307208321409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729651455536228,0.0,0.23637200519941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938830561992885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492607845131821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776240560978813,0.21083441479587325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146600722979184,0.0,0.1581596618889363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801195103499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198462246806007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823765058865899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876476515003442,0.0,0.0,0.200461850050382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268890734314725,0.0 socialanxiety,ctrlcutie,2019/03/09,Being friends with another quiet person sucks. I hung out with my only friend last night and it wasn't fun? I can tell she wasn't having fun either. I did most of the talking. There were a few silent moments. We're supposed to be friends but it felt so fucking awkward. ,1.0054761904761909,3.556553462962963,2.0593121693121685,94.03833333333333,88.44444444444444,3.8264550264550254,22.529100529100532,5.288315135182226,0.15131005291005328,213,8,42,1,7,67,46,54,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.2521,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,5,5,5,4,3,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,1,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296062352459372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109456363124185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544149335220689,0.26102252283307115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014808315608146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649607626274317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147353714868393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653193227952316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226937450856845,0.24678114285329056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CoolAsABananaPeel,2019/03/09,"Has this ever happened to anyone here? It takes me many hours to fall asleep at night because I can't stop thinking about past mistakes, things I've said or done that were stupid. This then results in me feeling this weird feeling, like I am trapped in my body and I can't breathe properly, I searched it up and it said something about social anxiety, so I was wondering if any of you people have had similar experiences? Sorry if anything comes out wrong, it is my first time posting here, I thought you might know something about this since, yeah and stuff. Sorry if I offend any people too, if this wasn't actually a symptom and I am just dumb for believing the internet and stuff. 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But I never do it. Anyone relate to this? I usually really believe it every time I say it, but today I just realised how long I've been saying it for. I think this is how I'm going to be forever.",2.1560084033613443,2.517592500000003,4.7850140056022425,86.70970588235296,74.98039215686275,7.397198879551821,21.434173669467786,7.447530270364453,0.5814408963585436,353,7,82,4,7,127,60,102,0.0,0.962,0.038,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,13,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,11,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887249895217062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076520980215772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876509614421874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039333913171409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528751141021996,0.0,0.0,0.18028867383940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629336778310783,0.0,0.10474653252893656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018225162239885,0.0,0.18472512142065287,0.0,0.16310685607598774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703244897082201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214975798479276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628209618798514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777602012599354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807247922741695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862767495810743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610933906773773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809717933198602,0.0,0.0,0.10747152698330588,0.0,0.1747025147383888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298931763384348,0.0,0.1087096842494948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868836446284363 socialanxiety,tfshouldisay,2019/03/09,"Sign of confidence? So I got my first kiss a couple of days ago. Need to admit that I didn’t feel nervous, like at all. It wasn’t even awkward, I neither blushed nor had my palms sweaty. Seriously I’ve read many stories about people’s first kisses and most of them claim it to be awkward 🤷🏼‍♂️ to me it was fine. Was is just that I wasn’t into that guy or I actually got more confident? I’ve always been super shy, and the last time I went out with a boy (a year ago) was unbelievably awkward although we didn’t have anything romantic between us and I didn’t like him either. And this time we were holding hands and the whole vibe was all about romantic, and it didn’t embarrass me. Pretty proud of myself ",2.070580847723704,3.8620692448979623,3.7506122448979617,88.31279434850866,77.63945578231292,6.6999476713762425,24.23286237571952,7.61054688173877,1.097959079016222,557,19,119,8,13,186,94,147,0.08199999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.24,0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,4,5,13,0,5,5,0,16,4,2,0,2,22,22,10,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,16,2,17,7,14,5,7,13,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,2,11,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1941227398483708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526711739629433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655220770993617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369886107625545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010744902657484,0.0,0.12829058808241078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138851626640793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058278611103852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384121139642148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181980303593569,0.0,0.0,0.19696766937649846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215095568640794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943700497540059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167938733485025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750084951906126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790999921618435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023789019652644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989794829448556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319902934434053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392830648894806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844060712782072,0.0,0.2220933851167677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281015971064132 socialanxiety,nochillnoble,2019/03/09,"Coming this summer : going out in public social anxiety disorder is like being stuck in a horror movie where everything seems normal but there’s something slightly off about it , the feeling of danger lingers at every corner while you feel your heart beat in your head . It’s like the creepy music is always playing but you just don’t know where the killer is . 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I really have to force myself to do something I’m absolutely terrified of doing today and I know the only solution is to just do it but every time I even think about doing it my heartbeat goes up to 140bpm, i begin shaking and I’m just frozen in fear too afraid to go through with it. So.. The thing I need to do is to talk to my boyfriend about a problem, which sounds like a small task but my social anxiety has always been extreme when it comes to close relationships and I have gone to extreme lengths to avoid conflicts my whole life. What I have to talk about is this: 3 nights ago I woke up from sleeping in the sofa next to my partner to him masturbating to 2 different videos (I know it’s fucked up to “spy” but I had to see if I was right) of what I at the time was absolutely sure was his ex. I was too upset to even speak so I sat in the shower for a while and when I came out he said “I’m sorry” and then he went to the kitchen and cried so that only confirmed my beliefs. I was too upset to even utter a single word, and for the past 2 days I’ve regretted not saying anything at the time because it’s so much harder to bring up now. Now I’m not completely sure anymore that it was her that I saw. But I do know that the only people he have had sex with is his 2 ex girlfriends and that he still has sex tapes of them because “I might want to watch and remember if I’m old and lonely later in life”. I also saw that the videos were files on his computer so either it is one of his homemade videos or an amateur video that he downloaded, but since he mostly just surfs porn on the internet it doesn’t seem very likely that he downloaded a regular video of a couple fucking (he mostly watches more hardcore stuff). Also the face really looked like his latest ex that I’ve met a couple of times, and thanks to her being artsy on Instagram I know what her nipples looks like and those matched as well. I know it’s really stupid writing about this on reddit instead of just talking to him already, but I’m so afraid and I don’t know how to push myself to do it. Any tips on how to push yourself to do terrifying things are very appreciated. 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I thought that I would live alone forever unable to talk to people and live with my cats. What I realized was that social anxiety was over come-able not only that it gave my the strengths to endure. Social anxiety gave me some many strengths that people don't have. I'm not here to minimize social anxiety it's a really real illness that needs the right kind of support and the right type of treatment. However I am here to tell you that even if it is really hard there is hope at the end of the tunnel that life might seem hard but you could overcome it. Now life feels so much more free. Im not 100 percent cure I still have shyness here and there, but its all a process. Through the process you learn to be ok with yourself you learn to love yourself all of your flaws and you learn that the things that once scared you so much weren't that scary. I think thats the beauty of the process. 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I currently have no friends that are girls that I talk to anymore. My social circle is pretty small at the moment, and I just don't feel like I could vent to my guy friends. They just make it weird somehow. They make me feel like what I'm saying doesn't make sense. Most of the time, they just can't relate and don't know how to help. I don't blame them or anything. I'm a pretty sensitive dude, and I guess I ramble on a bit when I'm venting. Idk. I'd just be thinking about how great it'd be to have a platonic friendship with a girl. With no early on awkwardness of one of us wondering, ""Are they trying to flirt with me?"" I just need somebody at school to vent to. I'm at the point where a simple hug would help me out. 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For the last year or so I've battled worsening social anxiety and depression. I decided to finally get help. I'm on day ten of Citalopram at 20 mg (started at 10mg for first four nights). So far I've only experienced unpleasant (but mostly manageable) side effects. Honestly, the insomnia really, really sucks. I feel physically fatigued constantly but way too mentally alert. I only sleep 3 or 4 hours a night the last week or so. I'd love to read some success stories (especially if it's helped your social anxiety) to help me hang in there and give this medication a proper chance.",4.569822804314331,7.202779788135594,6.293636363636362,69.04681818181821,73.15254237288136,10.731587057010787,32.76117103235748,10.637119530657019,4.6197016949152525,517,26,82,19,11,177,87,118,0.138,0.67,0.193,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,5,10,2,0,5,0,1,5,1,1,0,13,9,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,3,1,2,5,4,11,8,2,20,0,4,0,1,8,6,1,6,12,42,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386880347590133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551769275002494,0.0,0.0,0.11220411344695404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341068849434327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348965175103378,0.0,0.2764245563559211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113827882754288,0.0,0.0,0.17578666267722134,0.0,0.13649540603863455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383877127217854,0.1539371146334743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226782803248793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803028541278194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160837183635005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483012823045574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616562945227571,0.1617156687483055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011798002439649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440888063892676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051307974623874,0.0,0.2056019393107776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058554364405428,0.3271572084381641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135812473020832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065320939795285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737334239828824,0.1287190773623234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333719621565564 socialanxiety,TheDoveChild,2019/03/09,"How do I get over my social Anxiety and talk to girls? I am 15 and I am when I get into social encounters with girls I like or would like to be friends with I get a blast of anxiety. Other guys I can talk to fine. It’s just when I would like to talk to a girl I think that other girls will wonder what I am doing and make fun of me. I am a sophomore and I have been anti-social ever since transferring schools in 6th grade and I would like to talk to girls but I can’t because I think that they will think it is weird that all of a sudden I am taking to them. What do I do I would like to ask this one girl on a date but I just think she would never go out with me. TLDR I am 15, been antisocial since I transferred schools in 6th grade. I feel it would be weird to start talking to girls since I haven’t through the past 4 years. I get nervous around them. I would like to as a certain one out on a date.",1.183936567164178,2.233323696517413,2.929275497512439,96.4363013059702,78.20398009950249,6.020024875621891,20.02518656716418,6.322622252153567,-0.1885798507462688,697,15,176,5,16,232,89,201,0.052000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.121,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,7,13,0,1,8,0,28,0,0,2,4,36,43,12,0,7,5,0,1,6,1,9,0,0,0,8,11,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,1,32,10,29,30,1,20,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,2,16,126,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252896967778727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456585544579846,0.09930927483231232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475588618662237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608972813789583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371230362895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207184842063575,0.0,0.2219999538329396,0.0,0.060372084601821564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518288140237578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311387172668991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709083251550964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192994085809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396631397332632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140708968661458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150177553607428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636198515392261,0.0,0.0,0.2165730844670888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518905416531803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987058526056305,0.4269120808593304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722676437961335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520023871093285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282315750280099,0.0,0.0,0.06840764851689142 socialanxiety,ghippey,2019/03/09,Guys come on Let's get this shit together. I'm going to overcome this shit. I dont want to be uncomfortable. Id rather the rejection im afraid of then being in a constant state of discomfort. 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At school, I talk to people in my grade and am very friendly with most of them and I think I am generally very well-liked among my grade. But, I do not hang out with people from my grade because while they like me and i enjoy talking with them at school, I do not feel as though I can trust them with my feelings and shit and I don't really think of them as 'out of school friends'. I also tend to be walking alone a lot and just have some small talk and short conversations with the people from school. But besides that, my brother is a junior in high school who is very well-liked and everyone in my school knows and loves him-freshman, sophomores, juniors, and seniors- and I have multiple times heard him been described as ""the funniest person I know"". Although me and my brother are very close and I consider him my best friend, we are clearly two complete opposites-I being introverted and not having any close friends, while he is very outgoing and best friends with the whole school. Most weekends, my brother invites many friends over. Not huge parties, but he will have anywhere around 10-20 people over. Currently it is an early Saturday morning at 1:22 am, my brother downstairs having a blast with his friends while I hide in my room. My brother always invites me downstairs with them to hang out and stuff, because we really do love each other, but as much as I may want to, I can never bring myself too. I may be halfway down the stairs and then I hear the chatter and laughter of tons of boys and girls having a great time and that is when the anxiety kicks in. ""They are having so much fun, what if when I come down they stop?"" ""What if I try to make a joke but it's not funny?"" or even worse ""What if I just sit there awkwardly not knowing what to do or say?"" I always compare myself to each other, but I don't really know if it's my fault. Siblings are always compared to each other by others and it really makes you think about it yourself. ""He's so much funnier, more attractive, and nicer than me."" These thoughts circulate my brain time and time again each and every day. Everytime I walk through the halls and see him laughing and making others laugh, everytime I'm halfway down my staircase and I hear endless talking and laughter. Why can't I be more like him??? I constantly feel as though I need to be more like him to be liked. And not in a good way where I feel inspired to be better, but in such a way where I feel as though I hate myself because I am not him. My greatest fear is that every person I become close with in the future, whether it is a best friend or a boyfriend, will like him more than me. I hate that I think this way. I hate it. I don't know why I am posting this on reddit, but I just needed to let this out.",5.8256205116696576,5.659878466786356,5.837216674147217,84.21505301840217,66.84560143626571,8.614205565529621,31.23030745062837,7.972316293177498,1.991357315978456,2194,77,449,23,32,691,227,557,0.078,0.726,0.196,0.9972,1,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,2,1,8,4,20,37,4,2,19,0,47,4,2,3,2,112,81,65,0,7,27,5,5,5,8,4,0,4,1,4,26,53,0,1,16,2,0,6,13,7,0,1,3,10,82,30,64,66,21,69,0,0,1,2,51,37,1,13,26,337,108,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143156260179799,0.0,0.047433497695438524,0.14806235237726068,0.0,0.0,0.040335650331013065,0.0,0.04537515605778456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052802161449712816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084720507563656,0.0655078094426463,0.0,0.0,0.18673959699699133,0.052458538229410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621419851216466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109388104965706,0.06218974908358842,0.06409751545303156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825271446608165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917643119409872,0.0,0.0999494451763346,0.05667720425508095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667448997361144,0.1499550611942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666076699970512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974988792549463,0.0,0.06539405063198434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568130528018644,0.0,0.0,0.13370269705412785,0.0,0.0,0.12533729457678255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298750542349547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065272855396449,0.0,0.1448894678310674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050426762187595,0.10706665734297,0.0,0.11877795051875087,0.06013522997071709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308081567871862,0.08796136902159409,0.0457467226871768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448383005760125,0.1035816413751875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056806551814502726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199263201790142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047168986182681456,0.0,0.4802326243268695,0.04726569151461716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060885114097631324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958927838055405,0.0,0.0,0.0679005014732481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906978413052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520244280293779,0.17482752922556624,0.047088803063381965,0.13834621208989184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040270408738199065,0.0,0.05794129776825557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470189394869005,0.0349850175566547,0.14124241452875996,0.0,0.0,0.10666107347769843,0.0,0.10704357433641376,0.06622212098848441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060446177750822276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LordOfThunder72,2019/03/10,"Feel like I'm only invited to social events due to social norms and they don't want me actually show up. I'm at university and most of my friends graduated last year and are in different countries or cities, so I don't get invited to as many social events anymore. But when I do get invited to events I feel like I'm only invited due to neccesity/pity. For example, everyone on the sports team is invited so they can't deliberately leave me out. However, I went to one or two such social events earlier in the year but didn't enjoy them at all and didn't feel like anyone cared that I was there. So now, I just decline the invite and the host doesn't really seem to care when I tell them. Does anyone else feel like this? Am I over thinking this? Or should I trust my emotions and try and mingle with new social circles? Thanks!",5.449760479041912,5.5596110119760525,6.67988622754491,76.9156377245509,67.62275449101796,10.51233532934132,29.87365269461077,10.355215969177356,2.875503473053892,657,22,133,16,10,223,95,167,0.026,0.784,0.19,0.9801,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,9,10,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,25,28,18,0,2,6,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,4,17,10,19,23,2,22,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,5,17,80,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.11529678697450375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717247319704745,0.1652256378663876,0.1210580391715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092240816833124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234409931306342,0.0,0.0,0.10339335033075484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869867665154024,0.132902190773105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128968303821383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389595793384082,0.3376238662255209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128194589083326,0.0,0.12345638707736625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963075434134662,0.0,0.12510317235015167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308873472341875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978496376497445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410944242283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006110216296558,0.17971591010688895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568954142053276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755879114678517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021922546575965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326779742436483,0.10877610858254824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570537525073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021569808338362,0.0,0.11541481186728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968758683356717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952569252616104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521687007324174 socialanxiety,StinkyCh33se,2019/03/10,"Online gaming anxiety Gaming with teammates gives me social anxiety worse than IRL social anxiety. The less teammates on a team, the worse it is. I feel great pressure to not let my team down. It's so stupid, but I can't control it. Has anyone overcome this issue, how?",3.3411764705882376,5.855507039215688,4.352705882352943,82.02317647058824,76.6470588235294,6.432941176470589,25.88627450980392,7.554174236665415,1.694949803921569,213,8,36,3,5,69,40,51,0.235,0.7170000000000001,0.048,-0.708,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150988510595904,0.0,0.0,0.1569369856086949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517338685339209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134860078253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530785282037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474511257788385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426200315172516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950996026687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575863088719476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45745674381433793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hlove316,2019/03/10,Baby shower So today my friends sister had a baby shower I never go to events bc of my anxiety so today I was like why the hell not I miss seeing people .I went I sat and felt so akward didn’t know anyone there and my friend was busy with her child thank God I had my kids with me sitting next to me I would been a more akward mess without them ,-0.2445333333333295,1.8945840133333365,2.1346666666666683,94.60066666666668,88.86666666666667,3.8666666666666663,13.666666666666668,5.033348758259628,-1.1043333333333334,271,4,59,1,9,92,54,75,0.111,0.7,0.189,0.6478,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,15,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,9,2,15,4,6,5,1,8,1,1,1,0,7,0,1,0,6,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345098021747573,0.0,0.0,0.1768181794771603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280253954688585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907458358151878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371639674020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897513717516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354341895557958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503510542864844,0.0,0.26893862514012323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531376704272894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151102824892306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281609002750106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793975573886919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442044235425205,0.22818306514461964,0.0,0.0,0.24376537102023565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796372779811405,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lyss-reads-lots,2019/03/10,"May have a date soon, will be my fourth ever, how should I handle my anxiety? So how do I make sure I don’t get too nervous. And what if he tries to kiss me? Ive never been kissed, and I don’t know how to deal with it. The other three dates I’ve ever been on have made me super anxious but the first two dates were with the same guy and before I started taking medication for my depression and anxiety. The second date with a different guy was just about a year later and after I had started to take the medication because I had basically a break down a month or so prior that basically caused me so much anxiety that I shook and stuttered just leaving my apartment. So how should I handle the nerves that I have now? I’ve never been kissed and my roommate just asked me what if he tries to kiss me. And I don’t know what I would do, so I’m coming on here to ask. Has there been anyone on here who’s had their first kiss and how did you handle the anxiety of it all? 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Any time I want to post or comment on something I'll type it out multiple times and always end up just not saying anything at all because I feel like what I have to say isn't really important or interesting enough. I dont really know what I'm trying to say here but I've come too far to delete it now so... Hello, I guess. 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I secretly and unintentionally loathe people. Every-time I'm with a new group of people or meet a new person, I look towards them with hostility instead of the potential of becoming an acquaintance. Of course, I'm not so dull as to outwardly express my distaste, but inside I feel as if I've already been rejected, and that there's no point in me introducing myself. I tend to stigmatize relationships and only see the negative side of even good ones. If I'm forced by some circumstance to engage with them, then, I realize that they are just like any other person I know and are likable and well-intentioned. Does anyone else feel this way? Is this a problem of pride? If so, what can I do the get rid of this view? 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I learned that it is much easier to talk to people while on cocaine anyone else?,4.98,7.212943666666668,4.823333333333334,81.855,70.66666666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7022333333333335,104,2,17,1,2,32,21,24,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.4871,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38575121845366783,0.56526682804255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472179625081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413917802656544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608623125290602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027761020516932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912345762421184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811868654008521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217118902175164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throw-away3690,2019/03/10,"Does having sex for the first time help get rid of some tension? So for some background, as a 22 year old male, I use to always be nervous and awkward around females. Recently having sex for the first time has kinda mitigated that a bit. I’m a lot more free I feel like and don’t view every female I see with some weird attitude. Is it possible that I built up a lot of sexual tension and frustration and releasing some of that has helped? Anyone else have similar experiences? 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My brother has had SM since he was very young and is struggling to overcome it. He has had therapy sessions but not many and has refused to go back. I am really worried for him, especially since he’s in high school now. SM hasn’t really ruined his life; he still has many friends and does well in school, but I’m worried for his future career-wise. He says he wants to be able to speak to other people one day but I don’t know how to help him if he refuses to seek help. Any advice on how I can help him or how I can convince him to go see a therapist? Am I going about this wrong? Sorry if I come off as ignorant. I don’t know too much about the condition but I really want to hear from personal experiences so I can really help him. My parents don’t seem to know/care about this either :(",3.2757774269928994,4.682917718232048,4.772584846093135,83.87272099447516,73.47513812154696,8.265351223362273,26.740726124704018,8.841846274778883,1.9912980268350435,701,25,143,14,14,235,105,181,0.162,0.703,0.135,-0.5561,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,2,0,19,1,0,4,0,28,32,17,0,4,10,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,5,0,3,4,0,0,4,6,6,1,1,3,5,20,3,23,28,2,16,0,2,1,0,29,6,0,4,6,93,24,3,0.1239809026999634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211527032173592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431126532228453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533366129186734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679856965664766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799574255573035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084965234452976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127711291058195,0.0,0.0,0.06268846961441428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578733787806518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138361243623935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973548800040486,0.0,0.4155089283725981,0.13099263072641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440998522954734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757137812787617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513943515312295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114022890997278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401266832047671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376661202976808,0.0,0.0,0.08595274728066889,0.10825534207126067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177013639281961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985945900560703,0.0,0.2509505851137145,0.09879672759028632,0.11286755742099032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511656779341425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504861652444272,0.0,0.0,0.13878647010660228,0.0,0.0,0.09901130904885166,0.0,0.0,0.12961175864199018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178296728021889,0.14395138386189826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229722905799184,0.1462542972937268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147372103510672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951316593393448,0.0,0.0,0.2518172497360903,0.0,0.0,0.13555365425424146,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,harley300,2019/03/10,"Tired of feeling so alone. I have always been a very shy child. I went to different schools until I graduated high school and I always had a hard time making friends. I still had friends, but only a few and I always had a hard time keeping up with them. Every since I started college my social anxiety has skyrocketed. I started off college with several friends and that has slowly dwindled down to zero. Some moved away and we lost touch, others just stopped being my friend. I have been depressed for a long time and that led me to isolate and not contact people for months at a time without realizing it. I have slowly started getting help, but I have no friends. I look at my life, especially my college experience, and feel extremely sad. I feel like I have made no social development as a human. I feel I have never had friends and I feel I have completely missed out on college in general. And then I feel like this might be life forever. A life of passing, empty friendships and so much loneliness it causes me physical pain. Any advice, or people who got better?",3.9537843784378417,6.246436633663367,4.967854785478546,79.43355335533556,73.75247524752477,7.459185918591862,30.529152915291533,8.344100000000001,2.5465040704070416,848,39,148,15,18,277,117,202,0.199,0.628,0.173,-0.2982,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,4,14,0,0,8,0,18,5,0,4,1,37,36,18,0,0,6,0,9,2,6,1,5,0,0,2,7,14,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,10,10,27,9,21,23,3,28,0,4,1,0,15,10,0,3,16,107,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858288735155447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448562169884804,0.0,0.0,0.2518312457492202,0.0,0.0,0.068604725697469,0.0,0.07717614837687865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947840409396841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922388993817132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363587868681157,0.0,0.0,0.10577518007174898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689142659082459,0.0,0.0,0.10540253261098093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849993022755911,0.0,0.0,0.0986841204767487,0.0,0.0,0.30606054214828216,0.14414340677096146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676573657360487,0.0,0.05270783851838053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068632271959937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074488200135733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762056279640942,0.10658971212237638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967052568132276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137725137600684,0.0985738632245128,0.0,0.0,0.08927935567336154,0.08471733229864375,0.0,0.11012703802203748,0.0,0.0,0.09545908355347132,0.06734099692103801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702220956201312,0.0,0.0,0.08052481795704508,0.10722395491943663,0.07416150594433746,0.0,0.07780812595697452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672699155825463,0.1073479176734797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988082440925184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420042315264866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397044745025015,0.0,0.08345246519360497,0.0,0.0,0.2056775051783848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142190999703168,0.0,0.08056626445206981,0.08434372107340447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530558832748885,0.11595156452621075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083240042861505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352067806204344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724878324138407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpecificCheesecake,2019/03/10,"Last night, a man ruined my progress with social anxiety Last night, my girlfriend and I (26M) went to a semi-fancy restaurant. It was *super* busy, and our table wasn't ready, so the hostess asked us to wait at the bar. I have ""bar anxiety"", but I agreed, because I've been pushing myself to overcome it. There were only two open stools at the bar, but they weren't near each other. I offered one to my girlfriend, and the bartender told me I could move the other to sit next to her. So I walked over to the open stool, and there was a jacket and purse laying on it. A 50-something uppity-looking couple was sitting there. I tapped the woman on the shoulder and asked her if the jacket/purse was hers. She said, ""Oh,"" and picked them up. Then I carried the stool back over to my girlfriend and sat down. A minute later, the 50-something *man* turns to me – across five other people – and starts to cause a scene: >Young man? Young man in the couple. Yes, you. You just took the seat next to this woman without any regard for her items... Everyone between us goes silent. My girlfriend looks at me like, ""WTF?"" >...you should have offered to find a place for her items... you need to adjust to a different way of acting... so rude and impolite... perhaps you can learn something from this... The worst part of it is, I clammed up. I didn't say anything back. I just sat there and took it – a 50-something affluent guy yelling at a 26-year-old guy in public. I felt a huge range of painful emotions. I wasn't even able to talk – I just looked away. I was shaking so hard I could barely eat. As soon as we left, my girlfriend (who knows about my anxiety) said, ""I'm so sorry about that man. He came across as *super* passive aggressive and confrontational. I think he and that woman were on a date and he was trying to impress her. He was being a dick, and you didn't do anything wrong."" When I got home, I tried to calm down. I drank three big glasses of wine and laid in bed for hours but couldn't fall asleep until the sun was almost up. I kept replaying the scene in my head, asking myself what I should have said. Asking myself if I did something wrong. &#x200B; **Today** It has been almost 24 hours. I can't stop thinking about it. The thought of going out in public again makes me feel sick. I'm already slipping back into old habits. I know it'll get better with time, but I feel so ruined. I wish I could be more confident and not care what other people think.",1.8899380165289232,4.212570068181821,2.667018181818186,93.1825272727273,80.75619834710744,5.111669421487604,20.83702479338843,6.2581,0.15533484297520728,1899,54,390,15,50,594,242,484,0.107,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.9363,1,0,6,0,1,0,113.0,4,5,2,4,24,17,3,1,30,1,35,12,4,3,0,65,74,35,0,10,11,0,4,1,5,3,2,6,2,10,19,26,6,3,12,4,0,11,9,10,0,4,33,12,61,7,62,32,6,69,0,2,2,1,53,31,1,4,25,261,80,1,0.0780820421743789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637577262003338,0.0,0.08616547517240508,0.0,0.0,0.0846018600736069,0.0948782277472794,0.05309846622589411,0.0,0.17919764563035634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285097353767006,0.0,0.2919846765285609,0.0,0.07336064892648142,0.18012081214581455,0.0,0.04759808817818798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905722103338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893050549541086,0.07960984589209784,0.08021176600150068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870264712479316,0.17279258904354486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815791151567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989742234758827,0.0,0.08783178789061961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157245244689895,0.0,0.0,0.07461073743002503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896125325245612,0.0,0.07497100538675708,0.0,0.07136557197191815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079464431866915,0.0,0.04437582396906757,0.0,0.06244934205715073,0.0,0.0,0.15462699558763646,0.0,0.0,0.06994617291215521,0.0,0.08013470194062544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832265472147809,0.0,0.15379016622424058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582369671444783,0.1272945716869251,0.0,0.0,0.08483636728743467,0.0,0.0,0.03814694173010736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967077498849328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212036946839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298885377084958,0.0,0.05789684489833805,0.0,0.0,0.1660822753478142,0.1465494143161136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386793689749207,0.0,0.052910412556493716,0.05938491158519054,0.08308479806684238,0.0,0.0,0.08455524263538931,0.0,0.10826451319546493,0.0,0.0815791151567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282170814672767,0.06209397392075895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959480889334374,0.0,0.3005568540463557,0.0,0.08740645354326892,0.055266871337090906,0.0,0.0,0.06528008354018715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275938780457611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500954594319922,0.0,0.06198841963770981,0.04553026671103015,0.0,0.07401264608775954,0.07461073743002503,0.1735040437333158,0.10602516239308683,0.08493084006287985,0.07627480943989334,0.0,0.1878461654949984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061977890658120226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238283536615513,0.0,0.0,0.08979049503425059,0.07526830229192848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074091118670298,0.0948782277472794,0.050282275139987925 socialanxiety,PostyMaloneski,2019/03/10,"Afraid of meeting people i know in public Hey im a 22 year old guy with social anxiety. My social anxiety has increased a lot since i got my own apartment. It is especially when i am out in public alone. It feels like everyone is staring at me, like they know i have anxiety. One of my biggest fears is meeting someone i know in public, and it is affecting me a lot! im getting anxiety thinking about going grocery shopping, and meeting someone i know. If i meet someone i know, i immediately feel the anxiety, and my lips start twitching, and it is so embarrassing. Like, sometimes i'm considering to not going home and visit my parents in my hometown, because i am afraid i run into my ex girlfriend from 3 years ago at the trainstation. Do any of you guys feel the same? maybe have some tips? Also, what are your experience with seeking medical help for social anxiety? Thanks in advance! 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I often find myself skipping certain parts that I deem ''awkward'' because then I will envision myself in those awkward scenarios despite the chances of those awkward scenarios happening being at 00000000000000000000000000000000000.1% ,10.049444444444449,14.016585796296294,7.4145925925925935,61.1396666666667,61.407407407407405,9.505185185185187,47.83703703703704,9.888512548439397,6.486685925925928,299,20,29,7,5,86,44,54,0.163,0.742,0.096,-0.1749,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,5,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801830246892428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029501599089644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542243663222352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394716288179371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731233925434759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538173385906519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Trajsmen2,2019/03/10,"Could not loving my mother cause my mental problems? Hey guys, Long story incoming, tl;dr at the end, I really need your help. First off, I have pretty bad approach anxiety, specifically when I need to start a conversation with an acquaintance, and especially when I want to chat a girl up with the intention to ask her out. I am very scared of the idea of being in a relationship as well, and especially of being intimate with someone (but the intimacy thing most likely, at least partly, a symptom of Religious Trauma Syndrome). So, I was at the mall with my mother last day and I realised something: My parents divorced when I was 2, my mother took me without permission, and because of this, and other reasons, the judge gave all parental rights to my father. My father had to work long shifts and eventually developed alcohol problems, so really I was raised by my grandparents from my father's side. All the while my mother didn't really care about me. Sure, she visited sometimes, but I always felt like I was more a trophy to her that she couldn't ever get than a son that she loves wholeheartedly. This went on until I became 14 (I am 18 now), after that, like she got struck by lightning, she started buying me a hell load of stuff, I think she spent like 3,5k dollars on me, which here in Hungary is a LOT of money. I think she actually loves me now, but... I don't feel anything when I'm with her. I think she can never make up for the lost years, and quite frankly, I borderline hate her (hate might be a strong word, but I really dislike being with her). I might be a bad person because of this, but I can't love her. When I need to hug her, I am borderline disgusted. I can't handle her attention either, like I get that she just wants to protect me and is just interested in my life, but it feels so wrong. So, I figured this, along with RTS, could be the cause of my anxiety of relationships and intimacy in general. TL;DR - I borderline hate my mother for abandoning me after divorce, and the newfound love she throws at me is disturbing for me. I think this could be the cause of my anxiety of relationships and intimacy. Can this be the cause and if it can, how would I help myself? I can't get a therapist atm, but I really wanna turn my life around.",6.748954062262719,6.342159448747152,7.563795558086561,73.41337746772969,64.99088838268793,11.052429764616557,32.642463933181475,10.595843684498618,3.3416126803340926,1774,63,337,41,24,596,209,439,0.163,0.731,0.107,-0.9817,3,0,2,0,2,0,69.0,0,1,0,5,19,31,5,2,24,0,35,10,0,8,5,78,71,33,0,14,13,11,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,3,16,22,1,2,11,2,5,5,9,15,1,1,13,3,75,16,57,43,8,44,1,2,0,6,51,17,1,5,27,256,91,1,0.0,0.0,0.07568041566289516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288043453479199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453020190241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779832037837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381940549299081,0.06903849799479234,0.07250146619045356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950681700187766,0.09455102156208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907032134692961,0.31867264871431844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857589726024597,0.0,0.0,0.0500151864706725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868882543243615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015101245682227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842612428983148,0.0,0.07446291876595243,0.0,0.0,0.06596643306749045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155452379154953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202611610448267,0.0,0.0,0.07678953584834339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297022150098861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396411033965082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754775240436989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321594129605028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955577361405998,0.18944207887868728,0.0,0.0,0.13726370205205016,0.0,0.0,0.08465812068714376,0.06593267821976788,0.3499724729697573,0.0,0.05176714408130178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781550540640911,0.16454268263335375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251341513547666,0.05981355565367966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722265725638689,0.08398220260104129,0.0,0.0,0.06771617623256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889915130033162,0.0,0.14841524898468708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824870252463425,0.0,0.0,0.24841177739439324,0.07973726854114216,0.0,0.2497882826271237,0.0,0.06622972870755083,0.0,0.0,0.07764395380000373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571029654013485,0.05970398954088797,0.07670177315329528,0.0,0.1097846435323136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877948375788937,0.0,0.0,0.07309266379596313,0.0806071281817524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004486145447882,0.05152268194615718,0.1987709950029468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616409402160878,0.0,0.08435525456409884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398924116312063,0.09148538613265486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972934540213346,0.07189228905380772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475820085780839,0.0,0.056459414262713566,0.0,0.0,0.055091334969597686,0.08479189077252221,0.0,0.0499415067171763 socialanxiety,housezero,2019/03/10,"I know this isn't google but, I just want to know how some of you manage to start and have/had a stable relationship with social anxiety ? For every type of relationship really, how did you manage to start it, how did you push yourself to do it, did you like it, et cetera...",5.891575757575757,5.249497309090909,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,66.81818181818181,10.242424242424242,25.60606060606061,9.725611199111238,1.865424242424242,212,4,45,4,3,71,37,55,0.037000000000000005,0.828,0.135,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,11,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290578639742199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227688901327616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291102276254321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628300989855006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181811510192728,0.0,0.0,0.642936740636246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052241592418064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42386644486809855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660751144134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,new1one2,2019/03/10,"Anyone who's social anxiety got better, did you notice people treat your better? I recall 7 years ago I started a job, I really wanted to get into this field but my social anxiety was overwhelming me and I found it very very hard to interact with people. I can imagine this might have been strange that I was joining a team of people and not interacting very much. I have a lot of bad memories from working there. I found a number of people got quite abusive towards me despite always being respectful as I could (although I understand shyness can be misinterpreted), including other colleagues and managers. I didn't stand up for myself until it got so bad that I either had to make a choice of quitting or standing up for myself. I did eventually break my quietness and tell someone they were out of order. These days I haven't cured my problem but it's certainly significantly less. I feel like I wouldn't go through that shit again and I would be a lot quicker at confronting people. But guess what, since I've felt able to defend myself, I mostly haven't needed to. It feels strange that I've gone from people crossing personal boundaries all the time to not at all. &#x200B;",5.193845950936428,6.992356044843053,5.8236402004748085,76.67395146399369,69.26905829596414,7.937641783170668,30.15800580321815,8.4952907291091,2.498449960432604,950,38,159,15,17,308,136,223,0.172,0.757,0.071,-0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,6,3,12,2,1,7,0,21,1,1,1,3,37,38,13,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,15,5,29,6,26,16,8,21,0,1,0,0,11,7,1,6,8,120,43,4,0.10999258325403333,0.1303232250357136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750178848198916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152264058948703,0.11917691800132922,0.13365302794183448,0.0,0.0,0.1682880502527918,0.0,0.0,0.0769093716661649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183678425247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455900287144945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782012755038797,0.0,0.0,0.07093611673947324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123111000116044,0.07857872345423872,0.10561012906431518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412023804772167,0.0,0.0,0.05746658497377584,0.0,0.06251131984334292,0.0,0.2639133505258654,0.0,0.12116923112780233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985317498504891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915066674560688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537368202379367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702352182115906,0.0,0.0,0.0734209034284738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166847488487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808572046005501,0.08155810677190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522728506065012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575300472232156,0.096041281085708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524804735126872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339813030907111,0.0,0.0,0.07046406535359571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129058060743716,0.09098700149972913,0.0,0.0,0.22424717386970985,0.09319635885171852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785331655592387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613836588337868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641375598323503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145061582642402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722662016193258,0.0648764754127941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007591061428025,0.0,0.0,0.07813557530227998,0.0,0.13365302794183448,0.07083161736709949 socialanxiety,saddx,2019/03/10,"How do I hang out with friends? I have a few friends in my life now, which is a good thing, I guess, but I don't know how to hang out with them. We do hang out together sometimes but that's only when someone else asks me if I want to come along or not. Many times we just meet up somewhere and drink together and talk, which I really enjoy, especially because I feel less anxious when I'm drunk. But most of the days I don't talk to any of them, and it often feels lonely. I just don't know how I'd talk to any of them, especially if I want to hang out with just one of them. What am I going to say? What are we going to do together? I have nothing to talk about; I'm boring. I'm not fun. I'm afraid I'll screw it up. There's also this guy who has a really interesting personality, and I'd like to get to know him better and be able to hang out together with him, but I feel like I have nothing to offer. He's already asked me questions like, ""what do you do for fun?"", but every time it was really awkward and I just have no idea what to say, because I don't really do much and I'm mostly a boring person (at least I think so), so I had to make up some nonsense, and then thought what I said was stupid. Can anyone relate? Does anyone have any tips?",2.38644979607691,2.95380352767528,4.298092833559918,89.65162167411152,74.60885608856087,7.4764808700718595,22.75024276558555,7.669130373188453,0.6921247232472328,960,23,230,12,19,329,129,271,0.122,0.765,0.113,-0.5321,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,1,4,1,16,18,2,2,5,0,24,4,0,4,0,57,48,25,0,4,14,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,14,22,2,0,10,2,0,8,7,7,0,1,5,6,32,11,35,42,7,25,0,1,0,1,29,10,1,9,10,153,46,0,0.11631526578325516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835678815413218,0.09301727602332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729510805909695,0.0,0.0,0.13140314251096602,0.0,0.16266067660057598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174781442012629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418094128444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287140032547563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019530221478318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501372390834625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017882729216706,0.0,0.0,0.11394467878342525,0.0,0.0,0.09716647931299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800062805867008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643747978812532,0.0830956491164465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972977162330184,0.0,0.06076992563619646,0.0,0.1322092920619515,0.09755972639858768,0.0,0.0,0.1281343787592714,0.11517040018545865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130577712648395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177148450245216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215691207378878,0.17047729065205172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764134311316381,0.1179254231013623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550510375670403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321526911819828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881823435747247,0.08846300099478012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203124007185981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302997176763555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29805815073341696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064245368772677,0.1849971358075341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855354724084783,0.0,0.11503877203328425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37395921877048255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727469417299572,0.07453012570932557,0.0,0.09234132849063792,0.1356487337216111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721151476716958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jantoshka,2019/03/10,"I Didn't Show Up to Work and I'm Nervous/Guilty I work at a hardware store where my usual hours are working at 4AM-10AM or 12PM. I work part time there but apparently I'm too reliable because out of all the part time employees I'm the only one getting 30+ hours each week. I'm only working there to make some money while I get through college, but at this point I'm working/stressing about work way more than school. I also deal with depression and not getting any sleep just makes it even worse, I haven't experienced depression as bad as I have in these past three months. This weekend I was sick and I called off of work on Friday, I had Saturday off and now today I was planning on going to work, I had a 5AM-1PM shift but I didn't get any sleep, I got in bed at 9PM, wound up falling asleep at around 12AM, which was technically 1AM because the time skipped ahead an hour last night and in my tired sleepy state I hit a breaking point and said fuck it, I'm done, I turned off my alarm went to sleep and woke up at 10AM feeling great, but then I remembered what I did last night, and now I'm just full of guilt and I feel terrible, I haven't even turned my phone on yet today because I'm worried of seeing the calls and messages that I have. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to play the victim here, I know I'm an asshole for doing this, which is why I feel terrible, but there's no way I can go back, this week I have five 4AM shifts in a row and it's the week back to school after summer break. As much as I'd love to give my two weeks notice, because I do like everyone that I work with and I know that they like me, I can't sit through that torture of always being tired for two more weeks, I need to focus on school and recover my grades that have dropped in the past few weeks. Does anyone have any advice as to what I should do? TL;DR: I didn't show up to work today, I didn't call in, I don't want to go back because of my shitty schedule, but I like everyone that I work with. What should I do?",2.8055856195357234,3.693494235981309,3.7725535122098286,92.60603105215559,73.92990654205606,6.830991860114563,24.086825444678933,6.968188349444268,0.6034387096774196,1575,44,366,14,31,507,196,428,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.994,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,13,20,17,3,2,13,0,31,10,4,2,1,44,69,28,0,4,11,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,19,19,0,0,6,4,2,5,12,11,0,5,15,6,47,6,58,50,10,79,0,2,1,2,10,29,1,2,41,226,66,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281410485149788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140504696611533,0.05348647789470334,0.0,0.0,0.13113871633425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494638027293076,0.0,0.0,0.05722322242949236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828307839374352,0.05367148482860255,0.1959238068226357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691255756679624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627031408882357,0.11072930256361012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056252248763190835,0.06578121078346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491325258904933,0.0,0.0,0.12284543574448342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975063700297744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059426233663110124,0.1679193916984197,0.061663658130545085,0.10959617113649203,0.0,0.05141094232021184,0.07086941523110465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990986385255829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065370068200114,0.10479428072570417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421253241631884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801560939653859,0.0,0.08581538956792946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130803625444685,0.0,0.047253521736692575,0.047663133918476285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206456823767904,0.0,0.0,0.07318371029364239,0.0,0.0,0.043558091702409533,0.09777634683174456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921891116230772,0.12272591247039676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153159163839156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281721108631088,0.0,0.061145421274622774,0.0,0.0,0.19516571996247856,0.051223190577161834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929805964120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363303016511437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244732956013297,0.14776182616505149,0.18279103127308427,0.0,0.0,0.04364220125244647,0.13983732657051698,0.12558530480628158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079582638573323,0.0,0.03791427067338425,0.10204564713706747,0.3093713637642847,0.0,0.0,0.059588614569826184,0.058003101537179774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147662081121167,0.0652799100155455,0.0655072629506296,0.0,0.07028057340209308,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The09,2019/03/10,"Why am I so stupid in social situations? Is it anxiety or learning disability? For good reason...i have no social circle. No friends, I’m socially inept. However, I was offered to go out with a group of co workers for rock climbing, I figured hey ... this is a great time to make a friend for once. I don’t go out unless it’s attending a concert by myself. They had the introductory lesson, everyone was doing fine but me. Started off by me not getting the harness on properly, bad start. Already laughing towards me, it’s downhill from here. The lesson begins... i wasn’t able to tie the knots I couldn’t auto belay, I struggled learning every single demonstration (about 5 things). Even the little kids more than 25 years younger me were doing amazing. I’m just an idiot with no friends, don’t mind me. Everyone was laughing at me. The instructor was frustrated. He said he had to move on without me. They all got tags, I was left behind. More laughs. I have no friends but at least I make others happy. After being trained for another two hours because I struggled I was able to go out and just stick to one wall. As soon as I took the clip off for my harness, went all the to the top of the wall. I fucked up so many times that day. I’ve had so many moments like this, I knew it would be the case before the day. I’m just severely stupid. Just lived my biggest nightmare. I know everyone is talking about me now. I don’t know how to keep putting up with this stuff. I hate being like this. These kind of things happen all the time. I realize it’s the process of learning, but even children learning quicker than me concerns me tbh. I tried to invest myself with other hobbies but It ends up like this (fitness courses, etc), I just panic and overthink. I’ve deleted this and then reposted this a few times already, I’m sorry guys ",1.8319011142061288,4.340075055710308,3.22724164345404,87.9103332172702,82.56545961002786,5.595571030640669,25.966643454039,6.961326702584282,1.3038651253481897,1431,61,274,18,40,466,192,359,0.151,0.7090000000000001,0.14,-0.7198,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,5,16,26,6,3,20,0,27,1,0,3,3,44,51,16,0,2,13,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,20,10,0,1,11,2,1,9,11,10,0,2,16,2,37,16,49,30,9,47,0,0,0,1,19,21,1,1,20,192,57,5,0.19542936605583375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566116510165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102462365054935,0.07475146505950757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815876787832738,0.05956596381892047,0.0,0.08314799823028321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603577363794236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654620590822977,0.0,0.10897770128606643,0.12907925314163013,0.0,0.08232883485074159,0.2801117013117628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019764868624683,0.09033564990588394,0.05105188885727392,0.0,0.16660051860155764,0.0819584400820814,0.07815135842359877,0.10773078300141316,0.0,0.09675289887821882,0.0864087714938905,0.1040190970803653,0.0,0.0964730195567562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622927965851356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685329999369651,0.0,0.1017548056330276,0.10740286866482752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616728901913557,0.0,0.0,0.14321537510445526,0.09793578296228153,0.08628385532963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045061937616667,0.1981347033287091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866397453326048,0.0,0.0,0.10385524398758098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406294836246878,0.06621399809558992,0.0,0.0,0.11464712672866036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823024541960618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046696851017546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294903999680852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103897784428198,0.0,0.0,0.10983539780810686,0.0,0.2988234415402917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938358763082394,0.138325911163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430520566610905,0.11185993403387462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853936085143187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298345869967573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279128698969747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085646082334785,0.0663418556157039,0.0,0.09545304681950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905824901283968,0.08817230288600264,0.0,0.0,0.09419346748231644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941370725181374,0.0,0.0,0.06292505216825174 socialanxiety,thisisfine_student,2019/03/10,Meeting a friend but feeling stressed I’m going to be hanging out with one of my close chill friends today but anytime I hang out I’m slightly stressed and tired... and I also get nausea from just sitting in a cafe with them having a conversation. Please wish me luck that I’ll enjoy this! Pray I don’t start throwing up in the back ,2.7824378109452748,4.805715925373137,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,76.31343283582089,5.063681592039801,27.58457711442786,5.46131890053228,0.8235592039800991,265,11,53,1,6,83,53,67,0.078,0.589,0.333,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,10,9,0,14,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361271032735956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578051358352885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873921561976615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934243991144479,0.0,0.133023990748512,0.0,0.14470157285860644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253132973619187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948694906332194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021531757981074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833131852371557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29263844392767696,0.2413419141871368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292790639071078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChaseDaYetti,2019/03/10,How do I meet new people? So I’ve recently dropped out of college and now Ive realized I have no ways to meet new people. My friend group is small (4 people) and networking isn’t really an option. Because of social anxiety I usually fail to make new connections without putting myself in situations where I need to talk to others and have common ground to work with. I’ve already researched libraries to see if there’s anything that appeals to me. No luck. What are some good ways to meet people for a nerdy socially anxious guy in rural Vermont? Also I’m 19. ,4.69782110091743,6.140435972477071,5.8540252293578,77.35975344036699,70.0091743119266,8.752752293577982,31.973623853211013,9.188382445141503,3.0106229357798164,447,20,79,9,8,149,79,109,0.118,0.8,0.08199999999999999,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,16,11,1,17,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,4,7,48,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780385029808373,0.12902049679414854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342174752275055,0.18226397774566674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276594169040604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834904695922124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246479439890468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353211457610429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974819821839625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076931629100149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196287442550422,0.0,0.4674585072305653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447400813764506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218743725791962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335609771976438,0.0,0.15930002874706384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856405908943375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813486428197951,0.0,0.3289238663644037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967592217606602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768902530641642,0.0,0.0,0.25612232390300993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552233461431314,0.0,0.11745467141183523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ihatemysocialskills,2019/03/10,"why is texting so hard? without getting too much into detail, when it comes to dating or something like that, texting is probably something I will never get used to. I find it unusually hard to think of a good answer and when I finally meet someone I find cute, I sometimes think of a good answer for a whole hour, before sending it. Yesterday, someone I was texting (or trying to text with) noticed or rather was made insecure by me not answering to which I replied that I was going to and that it sometimes takes me time to do that (which is a very stupid response by the way). That someone has read my messages and has not replied since then/yet... So, I feel like I totally blew that before actually having the chance to build something which makes my feel like a failure and a moron. I really thought of that someone as rather cute. &#x200B; I don't know why, but I feel like sharing this experience, probably in the hope of some encouragement or maybe even some tips on how to better handle situations like these or how to handle texting in general. 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I have friends that are gay and they are great people. I just got back from a night of clubbing and my story is about tonight. I can really enjoy a night of clubbing, met some new people and danced like there was no tomorrow. I couldn’t help but notice tho, that a lot of guys came really close. At the end of the night a guy that was standing behind me even pinched my arm and was like feeling my skin sortoff. We didn’t speak before and he was drunk as fuck. There was a girl near me watching and we looked at each other like wott??* I started panicking and started expanding my me bubble in front and behind me being parra when someone that wasnt a girl was dancing too close behind me. i hate to say this but i kinda started throwing stinky eyes around altho I reminded myself I didn’t wanna look like a killjoy. Its not the first time this has happened too. I really dont want to become a homophobe but it seems my anxiety in clubs triggers fear of men. It all started when a girl on tinder asked me what I thought of the date and she answered with: I think u should have a think about ur sexual orientation when I said i had a pretty good time. Im pretty sure im 100% straight. I like girls a lot but have have my fair share of troubles keeping them interested. Most “relationships” ive had ended in the girl breaking it of after 1-2 weeks. I don’t think im ugly but i hate my awkward side. Once i have the attention of a girl i know the right things to do to draw her closer but at talking distance things start to go downhill. I start over analyzing the conversation before its even began. Sometimes when not in a social setting and talking to a girl im not friends with the awkwardness is so thick u could touch it. I am 21 years old and it makes me really sad i can’t seem to connect with people all around especially in school. There i feel like an outcast and i confirmed people i wish liked me find me weird. Supose I am stuck in my current school cause where i live u can only try so many years of college. This is basically my last chance and like the field of study a lot. I feel like crying a lot but tears wont show their faces. I sometimes feel like a loser in how i act and lose my center quite easily. I feel so damn hopeless and sometimes I wish looks were all u needed... all this is eating me alive and i feel like my mind is deteriorating, help!!!",1.8786067708333327,3.865288605468752,3.3430468750000024,90.09309895833336,78.9609375,6.141666666666668,22.190104166666664,7.1686216300943375,0.6404393229166669,1954,59,418,24,48,641,250,512,0.128,0.6729999999999999,0.199,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,2,0,3,5,24,33,5,3,30,0,42,9,4,5,7,84,86,35,0,9,11,0,9,11,2,3,0,3,0,10,21,27,2,1,16,7,0,7,13,14,0,2,19,17,65,19,49,60,12,68,0,4,5,3,34,26,2,9,43,267,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994018224581191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622878221788716,0.061029406556349024,0.0,0.0,0.05019745741180553,0.0,0.0,0.07209830723058022,0.11109952645581353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466466488762144,0.0,0.06706210115008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052121979761828835,0.0,0.07170868164969676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301890476497304,0.0,0.0,0.06679929000696486,0.0,0.0,0.11564009594460332,0.0,0.0,0.08623565332016737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345985659101979,0.19804978059408296,0.1865485167391598,0.0,0.0,0.059666124370393814,0.11105685096553698,0.0,0.0,0.10087267704958236,0.0603517110467644,0.0,0.0,0.03710099083937773,0.05475503966408233,0.05221159316844568,0.07197310356782499,0.0,0.12927793184902395,0.057728230377910875,0.0,0.0,0.1933559499321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751365028288383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820609652940105,0.0,0.0,0.058025212306975375,0.0,0.0,0.0358770147887709,0.05321314981498873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508257717833201,0.0,0.05764477601345759,0.0,0.1644600995263243,0.07303331977798351,0.0,0.2220000469426633,0.0,0.0,0.08715183977382401,0.06618521246091008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591572306127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484054180875472,0.0,0.06304929644900817,0.0,0.1837868458008223,0.0,0.0,0.07432344041876922,0.06850197114018039,0.0695226856372792,0.0,0.049649535798032565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103193825063454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282954496423294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943492958002714,0.0,0.0,0.16728404709678993,0.0,0.0,0.0700879189275863,0.0,0.05575005929938053,0.06209767251141628,0.05191448296758341,0.0,0.1321367619580555,0.0,0.11885968355855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654628605144113,0.055312817977385735,0.0,0.19369527031640968,0.0,0.27723956476315936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152705772007866,0.0,0.0,0.1049416219807246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674027902016472,0.12548928149030486,0.0,0.051826232921991185,0.07613235573215878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443218652281411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700946087886887,0.0,0.05236489566177336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014104689305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407831393292603 socialanxiety,pinklamonade,2019/03/10,I have no friends Ive had bad social anxiety for a long time. When my friends were in school with me it wasn’t bad because i always had someone to talk to. But now i’ve either lost those friends or they’ve gone off to college. I have a few acquaintances and even if we were close last year i feel like they’re avoiding me and being distant. I can’t stop thinking that everyone hates me and that’s why people ignore me. I can’t hold a conversation with anyone and i feel so alone— my only friend stopped talking to me for some reason and I just feel like i’m the reason all this is happening. Ive been severely depressed and I feel like I have no one in my corner and no one to talk to ,1.6704531085352985,3.3926521780821943,3.176301369863016,92.29330347734457,78.58904109589042,6.13614330874605,23.559536354056906,7.010146845296331,0.6869626975763965,542,18,121,6,13,178,87,146,0.227,0.6459999999999999,0.127,-0.9153,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,5,14,1,1,4,0,15,0,0,2,1,30,25,12,0,1,5,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,5,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,8,4,21,7,13,16,4,14,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,3,11,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136875626022478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045219965524146,0.0,0.0,0.09553525717439826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816160388873136,0.08328871494312719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767969225685622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024318948877733,0.0,0.0,0.1305563454196373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763380448843169,0.29282667603456275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222416951108932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082194387752775,0.0,0.0,0.13489438112664492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137213384862664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002523553351644,0.0,0.0,0.12091373697898325,0.0,0.0,0.1491483849680628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516879301721684,0.10391368986135696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947224197769952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095792177163464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382774106614853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435363083033907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392776391365298,0.11576662138475652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845851493395686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945538114632983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754733935313577,0.0,0.0,0.0796703722885516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232878195889895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798559440346362 socialanxiety,IngeniumSE,2019/03/10,"Neighbours must think I'm a massive dick and a weirdo. Constantly try to avoid social interactions with them and when I do interact it's always a single word comment very unconfidently under my breath. Doesn't help that I cringe at myself for hours later. It's just a vicious cycle, isn't.",5.569545454545453,7.170393545454544,6.2925,74.43875,68.0909090909091,8.40909090909091,28.29545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.3396363636363637,235,8,40,4,4,77,46,55,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9013,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434157841818096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460032853724084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766372599689546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40644568737029896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207156752089327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445406611605626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802095287716343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405369080738827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fleexio,2019/03/10,"Does your parents know you have a social anxiety? Do you communicate with parents a lot? This question is probably more for teenagers & young adults. I'm 18 living with my parents and I almost don't communicate with my parents, not because I have some problems with them, but I'm just not talkative even to them and my best friend probably knows more about me than my mum does. I don't take it as a big problem I'm always friendly to my parents, they are too and when we talk like a few sentences everything is always okay. So I'm just asking you guys, how is it between you and your parents?",2.813551617873649,5.010292974576274,3.893636363636365,86.25359784283516,76.88135593220339,6.6637904468412925,28.52388289676425,7.686295010490155,1.8252101694915253,473,21,92,7,11,153,71,118,0.054000000000000006,0.7709999999999999,0.175,0.9523,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,6,3,1,8,7,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,23,17,9,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,19,5,11,17,6,3,0,0,0,0,25,1,0,4,3,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585353028425982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253784133018825,0.1253573235025112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850765698149196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816079434164144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052763299368175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141654620297615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024939194567167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641657759745471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039807316288572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877396312181007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455792042418575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716775853218856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652356237713909,0.0,0.1021623036348031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836119493899192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7708049453639555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948121658424305,0.221412228828966,0.0,0.0,0.12960677973528886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793821316555425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698951795692163,0.09299262301080502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gazzlowee,2019/03/10,"What am i supposed to do in bus? Two weeks ago, in euphoria from having depression-free day, I accidentally signed myself to school excursion just because some friend wanted me to go. Later I realized that I can't undo such a stupid move and will have to spend 10 hours in bus, surrounded by strangers and only friend with no activity at all. Now I have no clue about what shall I do for these 10 hours. I don't wanna embarrass my friend in front of other people by being myself, but I also don't wanna bore him to death by being stressed myself. The more I think about that event, more I smell some disappointment coming from me and it's so horrifying.",6.810435267857143,6.422099976562502,7.305491071428572,75.25468750000002,64.859375,10.439285714285717,29.223214285714285,9.957137785484203,2.5579964285714283,519,14,100,10,7,171,85,128,0.181,0.7140000000000001,0.105,-0.9373,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,2,0,13,0,0,0,1,17,17,6,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,5,0,1,0,1,17,3,22,13,5,18,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120102950816846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151307668144892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836280704095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955202124976564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638110684431274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260845922388727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289960123215414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470523903065429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412401674172237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262590531043714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735697085740585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297124010442707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600008878400188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543741766382287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217231225991463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387665854279976,0.0,0.1820669090819257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nunyabusiness0,2019/03/10,"I don’t say how are you back When people ask me how I am, I say I’m good and then just shut the conversation down. I know it’s rude and the memory of it is so cringe-y. This is why I don’t have friends, I can’t even carry on a simple conversation. But in my defence the discomfort is almost crippling, when I’m talking to someone. I’m hopeless.",-0.5988304093567258,1.429650578947367,2.453333333333333,92.51388888888893,89.26315789473685,5.4830409356725145,20.28654970760234,6.937597516519254,0.3805953216374278,268,9,63,4,9,95,53,76,0.124,0.772,0.104,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,2,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,9,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,9,2,5,14,0,8,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159761153181315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002433593202419,0.0,0.0,0.2469539537262197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212464373315496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248129165347764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693756661926265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650237894115578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265347293865576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51080223921788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721197406313575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581380591249567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979898599665754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Guavajuiceman,2019/03/10,I’m not sure what it means to “put yourself out there” or how to do it. Usually if I go out with friends to a bar or club I just go to the dance floor and start dancing. Except I just close my eyes and imagine I’m back home alone in my room dancing. That’s all I really know what to do.,2.5640769230769247,2.1890152153846145,4.181346153846154,94.02740384615385,73.76923076923076,7.730769230769233,25.48076923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.7167692307692306,219,6,58,2,4,74,45,65,0.065,0.884,0.051,0.0356,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,2,19,9,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,3,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,10,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263630386479242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230319145873916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345627089821745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581730609546156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160850038890302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317839650753125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34325149123965176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167765740670495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018700775975632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303928925341254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969911867116795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470535180623635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway_16454,2019/03/10,"doesn't matter anymore I can't cope with this anymore. I have absolute no social interaction with anyone anymore. Now, normally I can spend days without talking to anyone and I would be okay. However, I've been starting to feel that there is absolutely nobody with whom I can talk to, and I feel like I can't keep this up anymore. At one point, I used to have this one friend that I was very close to and that I can occasionally talk about my issues with them, but we've drifted off - and I haven't been able to contact them since. I feel like I would just be an annoyance at this point, since it has been several months that I last talked to them. I can't stand this, everyday, has become a routine - of just going to college and coming back home. I have made no friends since I've attended college and I don't really see that happening anytime soon because I have zero social skills. I have basically deleted every social media account, any traces of my accounts online. I'm just going to die.",5.10323076923077,5.987339323076924,5.932820512820518,79.24384615384619,68.58974358974359,8.666666666666668,30.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.419769230769232,788,30,149,13,13,259,105,195,0.076,0.8540000000000001,0.07,-0.2586,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,1,0,2,1,25,0,0,2,0,27,38,7,1,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,1,3,0,3,5,9,1,0,3,5,4,24,5,21,29,0,21,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0,10,103,36,2,0.11283859133952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673411151104881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476222478993148,0.1577987333850486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676591162952417,0.0,0.06878535795063465,0.1246213588566258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720045502730283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277155651024053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710864289436493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507137989208778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116374660473838,0.1612238243983458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435763152137684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282575436492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978279366637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318630740991938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777417297206715,0.0,0.10029612460266474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197851230787812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110254472062173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677060344845646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900666870642522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105578616113083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292469955471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333788294356756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228729100936332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991774803593143,0.0,0.0,0.1274754899855866,0.0,0.2800237463936504,0.0,0.0,0.3450742013152911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986773572715772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627815418753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745631349458732,0.0,0.09310365526838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877237539677946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031459558050354,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unananon,2019/03/10,"How should I seek help with my anxiety? I've developed severe social anxiety over the years due to some experiences from my younger childhood that have made interacting with people very difficult for me. This has been a clear problem to me for a while now, but I've recently noticed how much worse it has gotten. My social anxiety has been affecting my daily life for too long now and I would like to do something about it. I feel like speaking to a counselor or any mental health professional would help me, but the counselors at my school do not care in the least about the students. (I go to a public school with 1200+ students.) I realize that I could always pay to speak with a therapist, but the issue with this is that I am currently in high school and would likely need to involve my parents in order to receive the extreme amount of help I would need to overcome my anxiety. I'm not even sure I could afford a therapist anyway, and I worry about asking my parents to help me. I love my parents and they are very supportive of me, but they are not the kind of people that think therapy or anti-anxiety medication is beneficial. I'm not exactly sure how I would bring any of this up in a conversation as I generally just feel guilty sharing my problems with people, which is why I'm in need of advice to begin with. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated and I thank you in advance if you have anything to share. 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Would appreciate your advice. 25 M, here. So, I've been on a date with a girl I met online, which went extremely well. I chatted with her for a week before I met her. She had asked me out, but left it to me to decide what the date would be. I suggested coffee, but she told she'd prefer a walk first. So we took a walk across the park, during which we built up a good rapport. Later, we went to grab a bite and visited another place for ice-cream. My dumbass self forgot that she was not comfy in crowds, and I suggested going for a music fest with a huge crowd for a second date. She then finally told me about her SA, and how it made her avoid crowds, and that she's about to start therapy for it, soon enough. She also told me that she wasn't used to dating, and that having a romantic figure in her life made her feel a bit anxious because of the uncertainty. I'm very glad she was honest with me about it, and I am willing to support her through her SA(obviously I don't want to be her therapist). What dates would be perfect for someone with SA? And how can I make sure that she feels comfortable around me as well as how can I be as supportive as possible? I have battled and defeated my crippling anxiety, so I can understand how hard it can be for someone with SA. Thanks! &#x200B;",3.788575621209159,4.754464832713758,5.021541772647232,84.27737624730975,71.67657992565056,8.637135589904128,26.42555272940716,8.99025400887824,1.8840959107806683,1036,33,217,20,19,344,143,269,0.092,0.738,0.17,0.9794,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,0,3,16,14,1,1,16,0,24,1,0,8,2,44,48,23,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,19,0,2,6,1,0,7,3,3,2,2,16,4,42,11,36,22,2,30,0,1,0,0,41,10,0,0,13,159,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892814441934492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732697558808864,0.0,0.13186668129177553,0.14788418374009374,0.0,0.1276176892665273,0.1862070865740268,0.13749134558785053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834273094114916,0.11377719783103693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418988091313898,0.0,0.10356149202291877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328696984882054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575319289281944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307481665275027,0.0,0.0,0.1333212362378445,0.0,0.10352171203836948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916742293015503,0.10207988790378399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902324940564816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223220148246098,0.0,0.08596342655523072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031931768240174,0.08123864113056523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271552087516109,0.0,0.0,0.1372034399137263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696424613474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406232307051515,0.20623950940091332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614301035770383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762174525892952,0.11470496950868275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204907254241199,0.1391796036003684,0.1413082045604691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488813481784951,0.13521808159956214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669858669786846,0.0,0.10511353735464952,0.0,0.10041888714014656,0.07178441639594349,0.0,0.09762393949562956,0.0,0.21885376788399016,0.2256424214294914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593659706610393,0.0,0.14788418374009374,0.0 socialanxiety,BadWolfEve,2019/03/11,"I start a new job tomorrow after 3 months of hiding in the basement apartment we have and avoiding the world. This sub helped me get the courage to go for it. Wish me luck reddit! After a few weeks of therapy, a new prescription, and getting past the sad stage into the angry stage I am now finally mustered up enough courage to get out there and be a part of society again. Reading people’s posts day in and day out help me realize that I’m not alone and that there is still kindness out there in the world. Thank you for being my inspiration. I wouldn’t be able to do it without all of you! Here’s hoping it don’t freak out or fuck it up!",4.803636363636365,4.8563676969696985,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,69.0,8.721212121212123,29.37878787878788,8.472884824447931,1.904860606060606,504,17,108,7,8,164,85,132,0.116,0.6890000000000001,0.195,0.8937,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,7,11,1,1,10,0,9,1,0,0,1,22,19,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,22,15,4,32,0,1,0,1,5,13,1,3,15,76,17,2,0.1840186133410885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905877863113032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373535642499019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901404188573676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015833961564032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012224279740548,0.288426391147631,0.0,0.10458201867234918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466875951532807,0.0,0.0,0.18277200434349294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261007920318406,0.0,0.0,0.19162706824758446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688190152887892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35545264691476597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992742257654379,0.1756665885741856,0.1275753363864673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623896413775325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840684113912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302493216614274,0.0,0.1469575023207266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941961548405593,0.2104413217367105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760863179057482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161232374675806,0.17738737654127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Godofspeed44,2019/03/11,"Social Anxiety is ruining my life I literally avoid all interactions if I can. I always take the stairs instead of the elevators because i don't wanna bump into anyone that I might know. I'm 24 years old and I'm scared that I will be like this forever! I've never been in a relationship. There have been many times when females initiate the conversation with me first but I always screw it up by acting so awkward. I've missed SO many opportunities in life because of social anxiety! Funny thing is, I'm currently in Nursing school so I will have to be interacting with people 24/7. I just feel so alone, I wish there were people in my area with the same problem so at least I can talk to someone that understands. Social Anxiety just sucks! I just don't know what to do anymore.",3.720956477732795,5.768357401315793,5.427894736842109,76.97257085020246,73.67105263157895,8.624291497975706,27.481781376518217,9.265573868473778,2.563374898785425,623,24,115,15,13,212,93,152,0.182,0.727,0.09,-0.8638,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,3,5,0,17,3,0,0,2,22,28,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,15,2,17,20,3,17,0,2,0,1,8,9,2,2,8,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556685612268012,0.0,0.0,0.2499648247461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447187443240583,0.0,0.1489627838199966,0.1050266769295774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312688351784054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594805159323373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277641119562745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509724143184568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121881610782616,0.07338246999143612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045681494185213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934353843298776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584718872431687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761465292574214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826616841038406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372569203414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126372471024308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038119153543114,0.152015259766257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593445825682014,0.12726802547053606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293530383755675,0.12072891517317574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978938375706199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758561706631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636847668794773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272808798107928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672695579811333 socialanxiety,Fazomanzo,2019/03/11,"New here, wanted to write my story. M/22 So where do I begin, I was the odd one out since first grade because my skin color is a bit tanned and racism was okay for other kids I guess. I did not have the social skills other kids had because my parents did not send me to preschool, instead I was thought the bad impulsive and destructive behaviors of my parents which caused me to be a tantrum throwing kid who always felt entitled to what he wanted. When my parents started to notice the type of kid I have become they did a full 180 and tried to teach me to “be like other kids”. That did not turn out well since by age 10 I was stealing, lying and manipulating others. By the age of 12 I found what I was looking for, weed.. or I would rather call it an escape from reality. I threw away every old friend and relationship I had and constantly hung out with new friends that I smoked weed and occasionally other drugs with all day everyday for the next 4 years. High school was rough for me, not many people liked or respected me. I was known as the junkie who would never show up for class. My parents would force me to go to school and at one point would drive me to the gate of the school because I was skipping so much. That didn’t work since I would walk through the gate and as soon as they left I’d do a 180 and walk straight back out. I couldn’t go home most of the time since my mom was home so I would walk around by myself for hours smoking cigarettes until I could finally go home. I missed 60 percent of my last year of school and did crap in the final exams. My social anxiety was manageable other than in school. Until one certain traumatic event that changed my life. I was pretty experienced with drugs, I have done ecstasy and LSD multiple times without problem. I was at my best friends brothers party, there was a lot of people but as far as I know I only had generalized anxiety rather than SA. We decided to do cocaine that night for the first time and while it was very fun at first, I went into my very first episode. I was told it’s called “the freeze response”. Basically I went into an internal monologue were I thought about all the fucked up shit in my life and how I am so guilty and deserve everything that has happened to me. Sounds simple but it went on for hours and thought everything negative about myself that I could imagine. During those hours I was literally sitting there not able to speak or move. Fight or flight? I didn’t have either option so I chose the third and that was to hide.. but in plain sight. Everybody was looking at me the whole time and talking about me and I couldn’t react one single bit. I heard words like “he lost it”, “that kid is not normal”, “he must have serious mental issues” and “you have to stop hanging out with him he is a fucked up type of person”. These guys were aged from 20 onwards and I was only 17. All I could think about after was that everyone finally knows how fucked up of a person I am. Fast forward 5 years later to now, I am doing the same thing I have been doing ever since that night, which is just sitting at home and playing video games or watching Netflix. I don’t go out other than work a few days a week where I am usually anxious and never feel in the moment. But hey at least I am not abusing drugs anymore, I’m using less harmful but still harmful ways to keep myself from a full blown depression. I’m told to forgive myself for my past, that it wasn’t my fault for how I was brought up. But the thought of forgiving myself makes me feel more guilty like I can just use an excuse for my wrongs in life. I want to go out and explore the world but how can I do that when I can’t even speak without stuttering or walking straight or not constantly thinking about how others judge me, when it’s me doing all the judging. How can I ever go out to a group of people or party again without thinking about that night. I’m sorry, this has turned into a rant but in all honesty I just wanted to get some thoughts out. I hope you all have a wonderful day or night and stay safe, Peace.",5.206360294117649,5.451694837009804,5.481417647058823,84.83122941176472,68.15441176470588,8.390745098039218,28.82,8.109356740369918,1.7191819411764713,3201,102,663,38,50,1017,347,816,0.109,0.7909999999999999,0.1,-0.9324,4,0,6,0,1,0,60.0,1,2,2,9,41,38,8,0,38,1,81,12,3,12,12,152,136,64,0,21,34,6,6,4,3,7,6,4,6,9,39,43,0,3,21,5,0,22,21,20,1,9,52,16,92,18,108,70,24,131,0,3,5,3,50,45,5,16,66,476,131,14,0.051326930342495566,0.06081401941409684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270811775961815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852992244804563,0.05798482165714414,0.05090252294214842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045691849945976665,0.0,0.0,0.04822334063600245,0.039467241211046486,0.042855842908671116,0.09386526101232504,0.05668656201117135,0.0,0.0,0.053864446774492716,0.0,0.11207142875119128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482106914905713,0.0,0.0,0.05272689611541051,0.05429708659426996,0.0,0.0,0.11093235494835098,0.0,0.1229411321044472,0.0,0.0,0.09930487169971708,0.0,0.04420780989390365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252527006996094,0.0,0.0,0.17856883192618148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390095341540935,0.09285629403401116,0.043245152525906105,0.0490450815095319,0.09225867082452227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051904876365731455,0.0,0.049281902266326685,0.16867843004900768,0.0,0.17463464291580882,0.0,0.05627732986598551,0.11896517718196907,0.14235276009150094,0.026816202663027613,0.0,0.17502166405928485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654240042155208,0.050821730647563686,0.045388234992078266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422971995086926,0.20594038430248648,0.050979223053421965,0.15164006209373707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053571980122415014,0.0,0.045621734018404525,0.0,0.0,0.05641587720208688,0.041838298743270434,0.0,0.0,0.05576685999769275,0.0,0.10876118645570647,0.10030298216779612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620338893992982,0.0,0.05602940764205412,0.043636320708791206,0.0,0.0,0.03426112456376173,0.052037451287020135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172547356238128,0.0,0.0,0.060113480477799575,0.0,0.05455240408783312,0.03773119955403143,0.0,0.07917298577003827,0.09914373832625877,0.05458677271057322,0.1926673885792618,0.050289493996467684,0.0,0.05843605038753495,0.05385897927542863,0.0,0.13912182540589182,0.07807288681105959,0.0,0.0,0.2279699280506292,0.0,0.0489973627751374,0.10675089250876182,0.0896333916061456,0.0,0.0,0.0485205395036887,0.0,0.0,0.052217940522860086,0.0,0.049112940484413586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055105914620384035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597279686031825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268635640876343,0.2122908358858773,0.0,0.0,0.10464268346284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745629632074393,0.03632946547467902,0.0547076784797124,0.040989752873215775,0.0429116120341294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125464237973188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0340993318318668,0.09866467341857804,0.0,0.2037392470909348,0.11971658337179646,0.0,0.0,0.0980901630190638,0.0,0.034847616514360434,0.11165792262711756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886599762508906,0.05652936235815958,0.08470018584711289,0.12109581340365524,0.04074092823391817,0.04117136752803821,0.0,0.04614907449443336,0.14274173595001213,0.0,0.05730468473704115,0.0,0.14843198773315544,0.05566186649617518,0.07473323318025357,0.0,0.0,0.2187670720424078,0.05611794089300684,0.0,0.09915858096316058 socialanxiety,F401974,2019/03/11,"How do you guys deal with anxiety attacks? About a week ago i experienced a pretty bad anxiety attack for my first time. It happened before i was going on a night out with some friends, so in response i drank way too much, aiming to get as drunk as possible. Obviously that's a shit coping mechanism so was wondering if anyone had advice on dealing with this? 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There's this girl I've been going out with in the past months, I don't love her or anything, but she kinda makes me sad. The thing is, she has plenty of friends and has done lots of cool stuff, while I'm older than her and got no friends to go out with. I've been planning this surprise trip with her and then she tells me she's already been there Lol, and that we should go elsewhere unless I really want to go there (I don't, anymore). I can't blame her for being cooler than me, but it's just that after knowing her I've been craving this kind of life she has, and it's been taking me away from the things that used to matter to me. It makes me sick. 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I cried for several hours afterwards If I can't even pick up the phone, why would anyone want me as an employee? My social skills are shot. I can't talk normally with anyone. As soon as I open my mouth, people can tell that something is wrong with me. I guess I'm stuck as a 23 year old useless loser who has never had friends.",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,72.09523809523809,8.933333333333335,25.904761904761905,9.2995712137729,1.9752047619047617,322,10,68,7,6,107,64,84,0.22,0.764,0.016,-0.9418,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,14,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,1,10,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378327458389206,0.0,0.0,0.31768298305812753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196442928056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953392143904765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004264648149887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755098133947032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168739528008787,0.0,0.2502517051278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371520500090333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520634551503442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257688971118128,0.0,0.0,0.23837511848868256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749002916435362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566357350068228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315696695797631,0.0,0.1748854035813084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258942887102364,0.19855527485476604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339898623076439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049842302212295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613739789263645,0.2483730844823912,0.0,0.1462890608291853 socialanxiety,-TheFuckingAuthor-,2019/03/11,"Hi my social anxiety is getting out of control I'm so stressed about school tomorrow. I can't even imagine walking down the corridor with all the people around me. I'm so tired of everything. I just want to stay in bed forever. Even with my friends and family, I'm not comfortable anymore. I start to cry at the most inconvenient time an I have trust issues because of my self esteem issues.",3.396334586466168,5.689753934210527,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,75.44736842105263,8.553383458646618,30.59398496240601,9.23628265651192,3.0845248120300766,313,15,57,8,7,104,57,76,0.204,0.7040000000000001,0.092,-0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,13,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614309895243872,0.0,0.20927677989941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785401335035692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863684308538048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667873114435425,0.0,0.0,0.231797380698798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787556276674196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896526579821931,0.0,0.1989324371705496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303480824255134,0.0,0.11025010585087597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405035681864466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462958464161817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356518214574755,0.0,0.0,0.22014160969756144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511000407608571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936221449472348,0.22492100835588655,0.0,0.0,0.2417245943936147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123048424815227,0.2425383514471273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446604030422752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,greatdarkwing,2019/03/11,"does anyone feel like they have to relearn social skills when they make a new friend I’ve noticed that every time I make a new friend, it’s as if I forget all my previously learned social skills. I forget how to have proper conversations, how to make talking last for more than 5 minutes, and how to keep the other person engaged. This might make sense to others as a learning curve for talking to anyone new, getting to know their personality before you’re okay with saying certain things. This learning curve usually takes several months or even years to disappear for me, and even when I know the persons interests I struggle to engage in/ lead coherent conversations with them that don’t make my anxiety skyrocket. For example, I met my boyfriend online and we have been talking for 8 months now. I love him a lot and we have interesting conversations a lot of the time, but he always has to lead them/ come up with a topic because for some reason I still haven’t gotten the hang of having conversations with him. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want my new friends to continually get bored of me because I have shitty social skills. I don’t want to keep avoiding calls and bailing on plans to hang out because I feel like I suck at conversing. I’ve even tried watching videos on YouTube and reading forums on talking to people so I can literally reteach myself, but it’s useless. If anyone else has this problem, even if you have no solution, please leave a comment so I don’t feel like I’m just an idiot. I have pretty bad social anxiety so I think this is an extension of it, but if it’s not and it is a different problem, please don’t be afraid to let me know. 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This was the last night so there was a disco with just over 40 people. I went up to the room to get changed into something warmer. I came downstairs and took 2 steps in, I ran upstairs and cried in the bathroom for 3/4 hours. Now I panic in social situations and I avoid them at ALL COSTS. Is this anxiety?",0.5356410256410236,2.7970289743589767,2.1617948717948714,94.9998717948718,86.17948717948721,4.4923076923076914,18.923076923076927,5.82211442006289,-0.2826,292,8,64,2,9,95,56,78,0.206,0.767,0.028,-0.9213,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,4,0,1,8,0,9,1,12,2,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099411689817206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394179152322401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069939768969575,0.0,0.0,0.2226288078196267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117007902175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790091549794849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995174149453102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725142826346735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154531034080645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974936120681676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938368206669922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589993327201708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655526831746715,0.0,0.2145278626131439,0.0,0.16201513739091955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338183367380281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901795902742324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_dirtylaundry,2019/03/11,"Hives from anxiety I just can’t shake my social anxiety. As an introvert, I believe that I have been anxious my whole life. It was not until around 2010 that it started to manifest as ‘hives’ on my face, neck and chest. These hives causes more anxiety because I look like I’m having an allergic reaction. I am fair skinned, so any bit of redness is extremely red. It becomes a never ending cycle. I get nervous about new situations (meeting new people, work meetings, presentations, my work review @-@). Then on top of that I am nervous about getting hives and how other people will perceive them. Then once I have hives I get more anxious. I currently take cbd (I joke to my bf that I need a horse tranquilizer instead). I do yoga 3-5 times a week. However, these have not helped like I’ve needed. I am looking into finding a therapist so I can talk through my never ending thoughts and figure out how this behavior came about. I think my social anxiety would be much more manageable if I did not get hives. Anyways, thank you for reading! I was wondering if anyone else experienced hives of any sort from their anxiety, and if you have any advice on how to manage it without drugs? 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I've got one friend, and he's the only person, aside from family and one professor, that I've talked to for the past 2-3 years. He's a great friend, puts up with all my bullshit, but I feel like my social skills have severely regressed. I mean, I post on reddit occasionally, but I don't really count that. But I've started using twitter recently just mainly as a vent, and people find me through searches and comments I make, and follow me *voluntarily*. It sounds a bit silly for that to mean something, but people are following an account where I post nearly without filter, and interact with it occasionally. It baffles me, but it's nice.",5.020582437275987,6.4720810403225855,6.1510752688172055,75.50216845878137,69.24193548387098,8.736917562724015,29.90681003584229,9.150863307647796,2.6549347670250905,515,20,92,10,9,172,82,124,0.053,0.809,0.138,0.81,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,22,12,12,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,11,6,13,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942845529390676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776340290196612,0.0,0.08998114695639158,0.12713356295208675,0.0,0.0,0.16265081301840562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749805372242137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423296412737637,0.19619983590845352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694151696856274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878865725604305,0.0,0.0,0.3876978773882264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411785229673303,0.13534543174625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988149126027258,0.24674798513789556,0.15538646745794488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34087003440888697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788974097804621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400474956440745,0.0,0.17571251511597144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104241158414005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814062442271352,0.0,0.13700112061914185,0.0,0.0,0.1259599174725124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303627321824644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536989761033053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715456097950789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145994168610092 socialanxiety,dondadondadonda,2019/03/11,"When Will Loneliness Be Considered As ""Normal"" By the Society? Hi everyone, I initially asked this question on r/loneliness but I also wanted to ask here as well &#x200B; Unlike most of you I actually like loneliness. Sure I'd love to meet with a small group of close friends occasionally but not always and I'm fine with being alone. But still, I have the social anxiety. &#x200B; I've lived abroad as an international student for a year and I was mostly alone which I enjoyed overall. This also includes most of the outdoor activities such as going to shopping, watching a movie, eating out, travelling etc. However, I seriously think that the society is not ready that people can go out alone. By the society I mean one of the most liberal and open-minded countries in the world (at least I think) so I dare to generalize. &#x200B; First, most of the event in the town has been organised for families. I think this is fair enough but I just wanted to mention it anyway. &#x200B; Second, some weird looks by the people. I should first note that I don't think those looks were weird because I'm a foreigner but because I am alone. Whenever I go to a bar or a restaurant or even to a cinema I had some weird looks that lasts few seconds because I'm alone. Initially, this was irritating but I'm now used to it. &#x200B; Third, weird questions by the people. When I was travelling around the country I met a few people and after a while the topic eventually comes to questions of ""why are you travelling alone?"" or ""don't you have any friends to travel with you"". Well, I couldn't answer that because I want to go wherever I want rather than mutually agreeing on everything. While travelling alone may sound extreme(?) to some, I've had similar questions because of going to the cinema alone or even shopping. I've seriously heard the question that ""why are you going shopping alone?"". &#x200B; All these questions, obviously, make my anxiety worse by making me think about myself as weirdo or a freak , if nothing. &#x200B; So my question is, when will doing some activities alone be considered as ""normal"" rather than attracting negative thoughts on people's mind? &#x200B; Thanks",5.344176349965824,7.629366716791981,5.805153793574848,74.97776486671225,69.80200501253132,9.046889952153112,32.1410344041923,9.573946990214177,3.4072516290726806,1756,80,290,42,33,564,190,399,0.155,0.731,0.115,-0.9037,1,10,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,5,0,2,21,18,0,0,26,0,28,3,0,3,3,70,62,31,0,11,17,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,15,12,2,0,15,11,3,12,6,7,2,6,10,6,31,11,49,44,15,38,0,0,4,1,24,13,0,23,14,210,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.04197387842623575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454785399115485,0.0,0.0687939697488447,0.035789745943486065,0.3728311674683204,0.4181179986771803,0.02924989346651677,0.0,0.06580870618547119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829013749701276,0.08042153841113094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310997385968681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705135693186711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401240295669013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444328663978342,0.047970173688192036,0.056818542873208776,0.0,0.0,0.04110017249843338,0.03865675383399154,0.0,0.040548244011533764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317261718330627,0.0,0.0,0.06646251643038999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466695611954774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035060830616729766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02101367630718743,0.0,0.03798071970507337,0.0,0.10835869917023436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882035241030999,0.0,0.057422195507504624,0.0,0.0,0.04685309150613105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686048502168213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428600032857725,0.04127153881432621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029146301965915826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909684319786226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728596737792943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438457048968906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03434974235754722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405386592706792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039600020756281364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780298221535353,0.0,0.0341470253179656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714888634562073,0.0,0.0,0.10147926492406872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773465906870043,0.0,0.07762396589420832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383329003400952,0.0,0.0,0.4181179986771803,0.027698562607096574 socialanxiety,allizer,2019/03/11,"People act different when they’re alone with me and when there’s other people around I’m an 18 year old guy, who doesn’t have trouble socializing. I’ve noticed something kinda weird that makes me ask myself questions. When I’m alone with a friend, we’ll chat and laugh as usual. However as soon as other friends join us, I’m not as noticed anymore, and other funnier friends are the center of attention. I wonder, what could I do to not be too retracted when there’s more people? We’ve all known each other for a while and get along really well (obviously I get along more with some and less with others) and I don’t really mind not being the center of attention, still I’d like to know your advice on how to be more heard.",6.375051724137932,5.964546255172415,6.778060344827588,78.74984913793105,65.75862068965517,9.732758620689657,29.15948275862069,9.188382445141503,2.2393620689655176,577,16,113,9,8,188,91,145,0.056,0.7879999999999999,0.156,0.9402,2,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,31,20,16,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,14,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,1,10,6,18,14,7,15,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,11,78,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467821340588853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787940635878554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698018956536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091080071342574,0.1479788806321482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638091465571555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537835186935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668811482473565,0.0,0.16539897569515893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673103119390838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699151422951258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773320271991589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565916025133903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598268026031068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604262318279237,0.1660977155506202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292130600548602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773199457743033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280801857496733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613557377626924,0.0,0.12185863273889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640982812557075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904022199484985,0.0,0.17433300956572578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423208525564797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165770671254008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101932949075501 socialanxiety,LtJosephus,2019/03/11,What are some things that you all do when you feel painfully alone? There are days where i feel like I'm broken and trapped. Sometimes i want to call up people who's bridges i burnt long ago. I live in a very small town where i feel almost entirely alone. I want to know your suggestions.,2.8851724137931036,4.762465448275865,2.56503448275862,97.33341379310345,75.55172413793103,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206888,6.742157984588678,0.1981406896551725,228,6,51,2,5,67,44,58,0.232,0.6829999999999999,0.085,-0.8689,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,10,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,4,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,5,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115524777494133,0.0,0.23897762759040106,0.4943473878546826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369253957540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391216398998964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620120813667401,0.17049455096098973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311580629672892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659434811096095,0.0,0.2107359602414504,0.21120138612795372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539448099685724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545271740110526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360350269775618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855119279723034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691464282090068,0.281528766495617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,integratethisd,2019/03/11,crush struggles There's a really hot guy (yes homo) in my class at community college and I really want to at least be friends with him. He looks like a jock but he is also soft spoken and innocent\\thoughtful looking. I can tell he is shy but not to the weirdo level like me. Unfortunately I sit on the other side of the room and I can’t switch seats without taking someone else’s seat and everyone noticing. I feel that he is definitely super nice and approachable but I would never be able to go to another class if he rejected me and that would f\*ck my grade lol. Although he probably doesn’t know I exist… maybe it’s better off that way. ,2.8500131233595813,5.1081436535433085,4.518602362204724,81.51653871391078,77.03149606299212,7.697900262467193,23.969160104986877,8.59863814320734,1.7576041994750669,512,17,99,11,12,172,89,127,0.092,0.687,0.221,0.9606,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,5,2,10,1,0,0,1,19,17,12,0,4,6,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,5,12,6,12,13,1,13,0,1,2,1,10,8,1,1,3,60,17,4,0.2009426609047316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069377332693008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070590047197285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777174541381034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786180878683002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200932370302395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160264700484016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524780135517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420034491759673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896482645582786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043283132866523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634086822439065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748245291523904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201873911408135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549793678118334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877455127902602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216650174766934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574580280129429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025806450099762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006889850682656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108387337765392,0.0,0.17563274253703284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952602724532428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852118764643348,0.15949893111519722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370155445658493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548780196025514,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Polkadotstripes1981,2019/03/11,How can I accept the person that I am? I want to joke around with my coworkers and make fast friends like everyone else does but it just doesn’t work for me. I think I’m boring and small talk is incredibly difficult and painful. I don’t think I sound interesting at all and it gets me down. I struggle to continue conversation with people and so I avoid people. Any suggestions? ,1.1555282555282569,3.797235486486489,2.82012285012285,86.8257371007371,92.78378378378378,7.015233415233415,21.592137592137593,8.00094639256281,1.6183135135135136,302,11,60,8,11,99,54,74,0.22,0.635,0.145,-0.8777,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,18,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,11,5,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867348818146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444890058679755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403010488030468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293899505042255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623885062296679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215239920342807,0.0,0.14346521899726808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415386849889355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832951443721604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921897947409827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807409613352575,0.23976687374109604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28706764557834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071008255849695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35190040780347903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619639962443349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990935702766807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Simpulsive,2019/03/11,"Shy? Social anxiety? Family. Family from a different state came over today and i am in my room on youtube. I do not know what to say to anyone. I can't think of anything or even keep a conversation going. Its just awkward for me. Everything feels so awkward to me just sitting or standing by everyone. Everyones laughing i laugh with them but i never talk. What can i say? And if i do speak out then everyone is going to be like what the heck, he is weird he just asked a question and thats it. Well yeah idk. Im in my room trying to see if this is normal or if i have something or if im just a pussy! Thanks for reading.",0.059499999999999886,2.3131333153846185,2.646442307692311,90.56043269230771,88.92307692307692,6.01923076923077,21.201923076923077,7.413659706084162,0.9031923076923074,481,17,104,9,16,166,86,130,0.071,0.7979999999999999,0.131,0.8905,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,27,20,14,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,5,13,5,16,18,0,16,0,0,1,0,11,7,1,9,4,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366750234641885,0.0,0.0,0.11303464371593745,0.0,0.13303030247968484,0.0,0.15112788818748812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489305014418225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889762216861434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677321727446352,0.0,0.0,0.4634118468668847,0.14528728712571193,0.0,0.3047925025182509,0.0,0.08173886105638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374730188606733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492355606116702,0.0,0.0,0.14368856412665792,0.0,0.0,0.08884270363160138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789776616091478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468018684173385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838997220258078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810933345617465,0.0,0.16170119101240926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571129761844291,0.0,0.0,0.12882005317723244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647894063723047,0.0,0.124451798422669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993413018258068,0.0,0.1488324552679578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358356280964606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323235500431395,0.0,0.0,0.10975479314672427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534945662530524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,psykid85,2019/03/11,"Seeking out Therapy (expectations) Decided to seek out treatment for my social anxiety. Couldn't deal with driving to the grocery store just to turn around and go home empty anymore. So I talked to my GP and she referred me out to a psychiatrist. The initial appointment went great, I was prescribed a new a low dose of Zoloft, and given a list of LPC for therapy. Was wondering from others experience did anti-depressants help with Social Anxiety? I've been prescribed Lorazepam in the past but all I did was sleep. Subjectively, what differences between SSRI's and Benzo's has anyone noticed? Did you talk more or less after beginning medication? Lastly, does anyone have issues with talking too much when in a comfortable environment. I drive my girlfriend/friends bonkers talking too much. Its like I'm afraid all day to talk to someone or make any type of infraction. Though when I get home or in a comfortable environment I talk everyone's ear off. Apologies for going off on a tangent. Excited to seek out treatment, and just trying to gauge expectations.",5.5356489262371635,8.261673507936514,6.0400622471210745,71.56011204481796,70.53439153439153,9.314783691254279,34.39807033924681,9.773937934552695,4.074293868658575,859,44,132,23,17,277,121,189,0.031,0.8590000000000001,0.11,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,10,0,10,5,2,1,2,28,20,13,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,13,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,9,1,12,5,32,10,6,25,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,4,9,90,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824069123026328,0.0,0.18540553953072786,0.0,0.12017851839606848,0.16946448101710093,0.0,0.0,0.1078763588108152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815141346364579,0.12493180002157342,0.10437260841908598,0.0,0.0,0.12660785642743186,0.0,0.0,0.10604589384965617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579318449753025,0.0,0.1185378059472352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362377283802918,0.0,0.0633118226519745,0.0,0.13773936966912625,0.0,0.0,0.13360195636663522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122475137924741,0.0,0.24310789360596266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648098417386092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877830143886612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592026833391583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808889412679129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207662987060625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781632578355069,0.0,0.0,0.11703690594903153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796483063272594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568052275764393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126803989835107,0.24705656876469015,0.1026758653941654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844018934531708,0.0,0.0,0.2771609821298662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905925032195845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227362182204337,0.13180961308892908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112335560519935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314151099007935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ifykyk,2019/03/11,Just got prescribed Lexapro Just got prescribed Lexapro 10mg for Anxiety. This is my first ever anti-depressant and I am scared to take it and experience side effects. I have a job interview this Thursday and I am wondering if I should wait to start the medicine till after? Will my anxiety increase the first couple days of taking it? I know everyone is different but I just want to start. ,4.043737769080239,6.653473452054797,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,74.75342465753424,8.554990215264189,32.34637964774951,9.23628265651192,3.3682461839530333,314,16,55,8,7,100,50,73,0.075,0.879,0.046,-0.2287,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,17,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,8,0,7,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259463860359757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357220699011883,0.0,0.13739163806298724,0.0,0.18348898636715708,0.0,0.0,0.22257896582126505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270472017276968,0.0,0.20356657147405124,0.0,0.2083916670177574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624193744285788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077128550852825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140696149076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170799022578638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328781818147605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015782419987626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32035554852615034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256551054444299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103020681636724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,braveontheinternet,2019/03/11,"Anyone try antidepressants for social anxiety after benzo withdrawal? Have antidepressants helped with your social anxiety after benzo withdrawal? If they did, which ones helped you?",10.619871794871797,15.385940730769232,9.12076923076923,45.10756410256415,64.76923076923077,12.6974358974359,31.743589743589745,11.20814326018867,6.3975282051282045,153,6,13,6,3,47,19,26,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911626682429084,0.0,0.0,0.2244663964179027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303492302956369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175331543921652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544840236625826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795320529474016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Toddwurdd,2019/03/11,"I keep going to do things and then staying in my car and not doing the things I’ve been getting bad again. I keep going to do things (gym, shopping, etc.) and I end up just staying in my car and then going home 15 minutes later. Currently I’m sitting in my car at the World Series of Bowling practice session because I’m too nervous to go in by myself to watch professional bowlers. I love bowling!!!!! I was so excited this event was 20 minutes from my house and the worlds greatest bowlers would be here. I told my girlfriend for a month how pumped I am. And here I am. Nervous. Shaky. High blood pressure. All because I think people will look at me weird for being here by myself. *Fuck*.",1.6662745098039196,4.109423470588236,2.7827647058823537,91.26027450980395,82.67647058823529,4.509019607843138,25.978431372549014,5.6839178017228535,0.7366084313725496,536,23,105,3,15,171,84,136,0.105,0.813,0.08199999999999999,0.4912,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,4,4,0,12,3,1,1,1,15,26,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,1,7,1,7,0,0,4,2,17,2,17,18,3,28,0,0,2,2,3,10,1,1,8,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521788605914902,0.2222070939921283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614275978927712,0.0,0.20326724156041628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849573953423305,0.09522293553638957,0.0,0.4143285272617906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256690411867075,0.1828208880391952,0.0,0.0,0.21030270364963893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400079102045165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305186664931195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449608880172414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547759431890284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263556152170255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885282197991133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632548408507452,0.1167843679524093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415652371236404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294717417696389,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lettuceleaf-,2019/03/11,"I went on a first date! And it wasn't even a total disaster! I said some kind of weird shit and was very obviously nervous but we seemed to mostly vibe with each other. I'll overthink every sentence for the next week, but still! I've never been on a first date before; my one other relationship only started after we were friends for years and then fwb for a while after that, so there was never a first impression stage. But I did it! I'm 31 so I really can't brag about it anywhere else, but this is substantial progress for me. We didn't kiss or anything but we might go out again, who knows? 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I have struggled with social anxiety for as long as I can remember. Throughout all these years, I have allowed people to take advantage of my quiet demeanour and label me as weak and voiceless. I've cried numerous times at night to myself whenever I fail spectacularly at maintaining a simple conversation that just comes so easily to other people. I've even chided myself, hated my personality. Because of this, I never truly believed that whenever someone actually spends time with me, they genuinely see me as a friend or enjoy my company. Forwarding to 2019, I've been trying to set small goals for myself. I'm beginning to accept that I'm different from the majority of people who can weave through conversations so easily, but I'm accepting that difference in a positive manner. For instance, I feel happy when I achieve my goal of maintaining a conversation with a friend or acquaintance for at least ten minutes, without shunning away from conversation or casting a spell of silence. It may be something completely effortless for others, but by setting these small goals for myself, I feel like I am heading somewhere other than backwards. Most importantly, I feel happy and fulfilled. Today, someone who I barely knew in class struck a conversation with me. Although I felt rather trippy during this, I think I did a good job of engaging in some meaningful dialogue. She even told me that I was easy to talk to, although we had just met. We even ended up going home together. I doubt this person will ever realise how happy that simple comment made me feel today, and what I can actually be capable of if I just believe and try. I don't know whether they really meant that, but if they did, I am glad. I hope this good feeling continues. I also hope my willpower remains strong as it is today. Thank you, acquaintance, for making me feel good about myself. 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What if someone has found it, read it and now they consider me a weirdo? I hate to not have my personal stuff near, I just feel like my privacy has been invaded and feel triggered. I also suspect my name was written on it now I can add something else to the stuff that makes me cringe internally, god.",3.692651515151514,5.446493555555558,4.969583333333336,81.47437500000005,73.04040404040404,8.586363636363638,29.546717171717173,9.188382445141503,2.6370292929292933,398,17,77,9,8,132,65,99,0.249,0.708,0.043,-0.9643,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,9,8,2,1,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,18,16,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,2,15,1,9,10,0,6,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,58,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592790504743011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844238363852406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354223299760368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393564788285264,0.11581161007153255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774554490198974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600503309271841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919888995784216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135992716969948,0.3539250215171245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820986477223538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902014745374254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424645307543558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215414045077858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735550664305976,0.12480040669108475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567324276322235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001122501048902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jeffersson91,2019/03/11,"i want to work, but i cant And its all because of my looks and low iq, i am ashamed over myself. and another problem is in todays society its accepted to laugh, mock and bully guys like me and i cant accept it. i wont sit there and take it so i rather stay home. what should i do ? ",-1.930952380952384,-0.0547310793650766,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,97.88888888888887,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,214,6,54,3,9,75,46,63,0.278,0.565,0.157,-0.88,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,10,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,10,4,5,8,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535804325649784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055521482639186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338780226177156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382360626641845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473741115331916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831605366000003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226519688515102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594071134546804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535301630509822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196233080850443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888751431389165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454834162485164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ladybrevity,2019/03/11,Small victory. I met someone at my friend’s party and thought we had a good rapport so I went to the event page on Facebook and found their profile. I was going to add them but I went back and forth on it and figured they probably don’t give a shit about seeing me again but I took the plunge and sent the friend request. They accepted like 30 seconds later. It’s not much but it’s something!,1.1540740740740745,3.4874446543209885,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.93827160493828,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.6035037037037041,311,12,66,3,9,99,59,81,0.059,0.769,0.172,0.8122,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,9,1,12,5,6,4,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,4,1,0,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900458541744852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27099115359618753,0.3819004997700608,0.0,0.0,0.2370922435901628,0.14046308036970515,0.20730070445502385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207467594478814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168632588048395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664733712700851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196949411468178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369960756827153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941243404168652,0.19027090775827274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962123424599838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459673150372904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582277065327479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeurodin,2019/03/11,"Social Anxiety which shows off in Eating Situations Hey Guys, &#x200B; i'm looking for some tipps or advices from you people. As you can read in the headline i have social anxiety which most of the time shows off when im in eating situations. It all starts when i was a kid (10-12yo i think). Wasn't a good eater since i was born but at this time i didn't want to eat so my parents sent me to a psychologist. I really don't know the reason why i didn't eat. It wasn't because i feel fat or something like this. I think it hast something to do with the strict education from my father (""you have to eat what is on your plate and you arent allowed the leave the place until you eat it"" and stuff like this). After 2 years my eating disorder disappeared. I didn't eat well especially when i was around strangers but it wasn't this bad. But the last years (im 26 now and it started again when i was 21/22) it started to appear again but more in a social anxiety way. My baddest fear is to eat at strangers houses or in restaurants with strangers. And in this situation strangers are people who aren't my parents or my best friend or friends from the university. If i have an invitation from work colleagues in a restaurant or at their home i think about it the days before and really often im searching and finding an excuse so i don't have to go to the restaurant or their homes. I think the biggest problem is that i am afraid of the fear (i really don't know if this is the right way to describe it in english - it is like to be afraid of being afraid). So i am afraid before i am in the situation because i know that there is the possibility that i am to afraid to eat. And because this fear is like a self-fulfilling prophecy. In some restaurants my ""trick"" is to eat salad. I dont know why but salad works everytime but in some situation you cant just eat salad (e.g. if you are invited to eat at people homes). Now my university master degree in Management and Marketing is coming close which means in the future will be a lot more situations where i have to eat with strangers in public places (like business lunch oder dinner with colleagues or customers) and furthermore i have a new girlfriend and the time will come where i have to meet her parents (and most of the time it goes hand in hand with a dinner invitation) So i think now is the time to fight my anxiety if i want to live a happy social and a successful professional life. &#x200B; If there is anyone with some advices who maybe suffered the same way like me i would be very happy. Thanks in advance &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.460794245647968,5.853159936170214,5.957359163442942,81.12731534090909,67.62669245647969,8.86095261121857,30.27617263056093,8.751876143730069,2.205725386847196,2065,73,413,31,32,668,197,517,0.081,0.7959999999999999,0.123,0.984,5,0,2,0,1,0,65.0,0,8,2,6,22,28,2,8,33,0,50,24,3,2,1,71,74,41,0,9,20,4,3,6,3,3,2,0,3,2,28,22,21,0,13,3,0,7,13,13,1,0,11,4,51,15,61,56,12,67,0,1,1,0,32,31,0,22,32,286,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437296483973403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338803594070376,0.2622891977331253,0.0,0.0,0.13210366684123706,0.0,0.0,0.030186367945597432,0.0,0.0,0.03843159864710472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604622172874932,0.07895044832714301,0.0,0.07347117175552961,0.0,0.045305602689171005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437648292839001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027841908913574256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947803556678913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059642733176599,0.0,0.0,0.6184500665429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573910203519966,0.02182870007095249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945777458689255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670805913738552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024535237522766387,0.036210027638962285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042746361924669934,0.0,0.09191327644810574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299129637577835,0.0,0.0,0.04981386939319909,0.0,0.0,0.13989719592699262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490324215449553,0.035190361241230886,0.0,0.04571215993461045,0.0,0.0,0.030493157030489087,0.1265478622009658,0.0,0.0381210377253787,0.0,0.036253008465149325,0.0,0.0,0.03670268474354637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337136082752144,0.04702618809556841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169509840631718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438098171032126,0.0,0.0,0.08978860477235287,0.0,0.0902096136248436,0.0,0.0,0.0486691399594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130909164999401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318297018220876,0.0,0.08296989655327124,0.04438727363420824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036868043571678215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503706808565865,0.0,0.0,0.03571173507253809,0.2911580151880532,0.0,0.17603076333984485,0.0,0.06647073242640426,0.0,0.0,0.0916705783090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942079545441043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974632120976721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831208898865266,0.0,0.0,0.12586762434075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562083338341668,0.05092708769809567,0.10280207548486288,0.0,0.0,0.03881617205261724,0.0,0.07791074406237107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285842281675652,0.0,0.0,0.030667643937509908,0.0,0.2622891977331253,0.05560178734279479 socialanxiety,throwaway28262632211,2019/03/11,"Got prescribed Lexapro, too afraid to take it Hi, I am 21 years old, my psychiatrist has wanted me long time to start taking this medicine, she prescribed it to me, 5mg, for my OCD, anxiety and social anxiety but I have allways declined to take it. I can live pretty normal life, I go to work and gym and hangout with my friends, moved to my own first apartment month ago but I rarely feel good and always overthinking things with this OCD. I am afraid this drug will cause me to become emotionless zombie and won't hangout with my friends anymore or do anything. I also drink like 7-9 beers once a week when we go out with friends to clubs and I don't want to stop doing that, I love going out at drinking and party till the morning. I also play as a DJ in clubs and bars it is big part of my life and can feel happy there. With this drug I would have to stop drinking, would probably become zombie who would not want to even go out, I have read that you just pass out after couple of beers. I also have bad insomnia, which I use quetiapine 12,5 mg for a night. I don't want to combine too much drugs and Lexapro causes insomnia? I am 50/50 should I start taking it. I want to live my youth to the fullest and it is not possible if I become zombie. Also sexual side effects, I can't bang girls anymore? Or can you get hard but not finish?",3.5000367647058823,4.656763636029414,4.290470588235299,88.52511764705883,72.56617647058823,7.05764705882353,25.364705882352943,7.365786028017652,1.0504641176470595,1047,32,221,11,20,336,145,272,0.062,0.787,0.151,0.9864,0,0,8,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,3,10,11,0,2,5,0,24,14,0,4,0,49,45,24,0,11,10,0,3,1,3,6,7,0,0,1,15,21,6,2,3,14,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,3,34,8,32,38,3,33,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,19,144,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799236985327513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884119719646132,0.07502250009236221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794827361093176,0.0,0.17883412954993888,0.0,0.0,0.07419613163046951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528199900240196,0.0,0.29873250052756395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524363873645572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976319415695334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497504744088696,0.3136799492096076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955154228649982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117783213626113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669225548654833,0.0,0.0,0.20897818691885986,0.0,0.04710623348205782,0.0,0.2049659174392124,0.07562410521431058,0.07211126207561462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597975674042818,0.08076797352706667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736901162201308,0.04404888861704173,0.0,0.1592304428246694,0.07979105749158068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813752603018432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196692147529397,0.09582856738743413,0.0662798800443452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461148568311483,0.08834019774016325,0.0,0.0,0.09461047429924256,0.09602021888158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976373018624872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164477634988033,0.0,0.09172777104692197,0.097210524772303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018699220797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190940904891652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763509468013345,0.0,0.0,0.15075992980603167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116419604043623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990002041074706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257453300576098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778715315190086,0.0,0.0,0.2659011667112869,0.0,0.07232299352455802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563944148422977,0.0,0.0,0.19214675737859171,0.0,0.0,0.05806175375009653 socialanxiety,HairyBenefit,2019/03/11,"Approached a girl for the first time. Was super awkward. It felt very nice though. Hi, I do get anxious when I've to walk up to someone(esp of the opposite sex) and say hello. All the thoughts ranging from what if they don't like it to what if I muck it up cross my mind. As a matter of fact I've never even approached someone unless we were either colleagues or are someway related. But today, I don't know why, I saw this really cute girl walking on the street. I noticed her and I'm sure that she also saw me. I did notice that she was looking at me. I was contemplating on whether I should walk up to her and say hi. Finally after walking up and down the street for multiple times I decided what is the worst thing that can happen and I just walked up to her and introduced myself. It was super awkward and her reaction said it all. I just apologized and walked away. Didn't even look back. So although this was embarrassing for me I don't know I feel a bit more confident. Happy to know this is what it feels like! 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One guy who is pretty honest about most stuff told me that I was ugly and that really destroyed the little self confidence I had. I stopped talking to my friends and am very alone. And I can’t talk to people anymore, my mind is just blank I never have anything to say. I see that a lot of people say that it will get better over time but I really feel like it’s going to be like this my entire life. It just gets worse every day and I don’t know what to do.",0.7192943898207034,2.5719305187969934,2.506766917293234,95.3124233661076,82.15789473684211,4.994563331405437,16.99768652400231,5.873414542411696,-0.5547913244650093,481,9,110,3,13,159,81,133,0.214,0.579,0.207,-0.0586,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,2,21,24,9,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,0,2,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,6,16,8,10,18,2,12,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,2,9,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240413171788186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459343223370271,0.0,0.0,0.12109279382823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014316470941545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490026766606456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398112438163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440400318692426,0.10512475494045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410656586410501,0.0,0.15376072293033358,0.0,0.08362934507790863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570269592484164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528121840692199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087038060856476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393715363266216,0.21567174206192352,0.14748403169888866,0.0,0.0,0.2471396783692089,0.0,0.0,0.12510257888702309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858063424280754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269839559599237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971337440372713,0.11191502081946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403204997447566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970554156420646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885374889481146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340408766673284,0.0,0.0,0.11726035233750755,0.0,0.15351066011641132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302488483149007,0.0,0.0,0.1684527713761306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365489147084098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580497319711998,0.0,0.0,0.14060915491737527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709127961393485,0.0,0.12141504496217975,0.0,0.23360334260663124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995951340995506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476046556150862 socialanxiety,cat2300,2019/03/11,"Does anyone know what this smile/smirk is? A smirk which is pointed downwards. I’ve only seen it when I’ve seen people I know in the street or when I approach someone I know. It looks very awkward, like they’re trying to be friendly but dislike you or are neutral to you. Is anyone familiar with this smirk?",1.7671428571428578,4.3233383606557405,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,83.42622950819671,4.141451990632318,23.46838407494145,5.288315135182226,0.29334004683840753,244,9,47,1,7,76,42,61,0.08900000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.069,-0.2998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,4,8,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256743165458815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663744822278967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351716139929835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018557484488009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487099928954161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556116494198036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315029561847852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102628753350866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877477390574316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579093776176484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666140496614469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511543278841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sunshinemckenna,2019/03/11,"I need help lol I have severe social anxiety, I sweat, stutter and shake when I talk to anyone who appears aggressive towards me. I've fainted multiple times in the past and because of that it's further alienated me from social interaction. I don't work but I school from home (majoring in NetSec, hoping to work from home) and I have a college fund that covers my living expenses. I've worked multiple jobs in the past but it's the same every time- just constantly being uncomfortable, sweating through all my clothes, stuttering, and my hands and legs shake so much it makes a lot of jobs very difficult. I've gone to multiple doctors and been prescribed so many medications I couldn't possibly list or remember them all. I've never noticed a positive effect from any of my prescriptions (I'm still taking what my most recent doctor has prescribed me but it doesn't fix anything, I still can't even bring myself to wash my clothes when my roommate is home). I've gone to 3 separate therapists and they only seem to force me into a deep depression. In the past I've self medicated with xanax and other benzos, but I have an addictive and abusive personality with substances so I've forced myself off them. I've been coping with weed (I can't hold a conversation with anyone without a buzz) and I've smoke multiple times a day for over a year now with the exception of 2-3 intentional multi week tolerance breaks. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 14, but I really don't think it means much. I think depression is a state of mind and through positive psychedelic experiences and healthy living I've been able to overcome it with the exception of brief episodes during stress. The reason I'm bitching about this on a website I never use is I honestly have no idea what the fuck I'm doing. I'm 20 and I have no friends or bank account or drivers license. I honestly don't have any close family, my father won't talk to me because I'm gay, my brother doesn't understand my health problems and thinks I'm a freak and my mother wants nothing to do with me. I'm not exaggerating any of these facts. This is the truth and I really need to crowd source some answers because I feel so trapped. I have no idea what to do about this crippling social anxiety, I'm afraid I'll never be in a relationship or work or live a normal life. I feel like I was just born broken and I'm just trying to make this shit work. Am I just supposed to keep chucking opioids and benzos in my body and live life geeked out of my mind? Do I just submit and become a hermit? I really don't know what to do but I want to get better and I really am trying. Feels really pathetic posting this on reddit but nothing else has worked so fuck it.",4.771484328799527,6.031554490636707,5.866930810171496,78.02888231815496,69.63670411985018,9.291464616597674,30.157500492805053,9.616208734778699,2.8466599250936335,2174,86,407,49,38,723,247,534,0.204,0.74,0.056,-0.9981,2,1,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,8,19,25,5,4,24,1,38,21,6,6,7,97,74,41,0,8,21,3,4,1,1,1,12,0,3,2,21,32,0,2,16,0,4,7,18,18,0,0,8,4,53,7,56,62,9,47,0,3,0,3,20,16,4,11,22,257,74,12,0.0720796289592046,0.08540257376850638,0.0,0.0785774349183649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704985822416786,0.0,0.11028143772634244,0.0,0.0,0.10079950500625144,0.0,0.0593153930510132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181721838380886,0.0796062871766025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374857432549963,0.0,0.08006421858449245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789247214758675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648539767976186,0.0,0.18624623640974391,0.07315930612932273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475531090302834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021328093944212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476079151283836,0.0,0.0607301961670355,0.0,0.0,0.0705077081185092,0.06795025926003898,0.0,0.10933687845689526,0.05149370133064663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568854253263104,0.13327291099423488,0.0376586311542099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661727498822841,0.0,0.0,0.048313455917985394,0.0,0.216905234579398,0.07159133534383354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627382550647018,0.0,0.0,0.14305581934561287,0.06406768607783911,0.0,0.0,0.039613079030831035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182394716352364,0.035214465826775856,0.0,0.2545905317239888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612795229491918,0.0,0.0,0.09622742407552147,0.07307743041951661,0.0,0.07851584680388013,0.0,0.1452252860296635,0.0,0.0,0.14555975531263896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597364174683896,0.10689226311117596,0.1667767602645398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062273242571815,0.13832469596940009,0.0820631353106185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481980585595196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064244854647428,0.0,0.06293715176628202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125895148824121,0.0690323598931684,0.0,0.0,0.06897047034743653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308802800782516,0.07410986341531317,0.07116993784598445,0.07738654645408055,0.0816521685268656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294843265444774,0.0,0.065618587082921,0.07519477298740966,0.08142946407321401,0.07398870331452273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204283135665816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512576959174653,0.0,0.0825669714411236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419491055681703,0.11586975085918108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369000475855322,0.0,0.13855714736760982,0.0,0.0,0.12609063388540082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787467326438304,0.0,0.0,0.07503743577117727,0.0,0.06225365659949743,0.0,0.0594732426807616,0.0850288653578592,0.0,0.057817930574878613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948219014911554,0.0,0.3148489700792316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641691782626325 socialanxiety,Megananderson1337,2019/03/11,"22 [F4M] looking for friendly encounters Hello, my name is Megan Anderson. I am 22 years old. Female looking for a male. I participate in anything, I love to role play. I love to chill out, I love to just hangout and be myself. I love to make friends , I love to help people out. I am a happy person. I hate not being in a good crowd. I don't like drugs or smoke. I am looking for somebody who is the same way. Kik me - megan.anderson143. I've been searching for awhile now trying to find the correct guy for me. I have been heartbroken multiple times and it's not an enjoyable experience. I am just hoping somebody can lift me off of my feet and be my night and shining armour. Anybody who is able to help me out would-be grateful. I am a great girl with good intensions! I am a college student and I am trying to pursue my nursing career. what is your career? 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It's not the sport i'm scared about it's simply asking to join the team and getting permission to come to training, all though they most likely wouldn't mind me just turning up, which I can't convince myself to do. There are a lot of people I used to know who play for the team i'm thinking of joining that I used to know but have since lost contact with them, which is another problem i'm having. What can I do or is there anyone who had the same issue? 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I literally cannot eat or put any food in my mouth without suppressing a gag. What can I do? So much of dating revolves around getting food. And you can only say “oh no thanks, I’m not hungry” so many times. It takes me a while to feel comfortable enough to eat with someone. I can barely eat at work functions and parties.",2.4655555555555537,4.792385494505496,3.784102564102565,85.94145299145298,78.67032967032965,7.121367521367523,27.69352869352869,8.167268648758528,2.033160195360195,364,16,71,7,9,119,67,91,0.108,0.777,0.115,0.3905,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,0,6,6,1,1,0,11,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,2,10,2,12,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084103090224475,0.0,0.2718776363031411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581892834524135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454895914605321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360998751613386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984966913890695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297473114718174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568019851218867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861508674792845,0.1801583245483898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306287976588661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041305998537084,0.1351476689639964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863601012300956,0.0,0.18900416140027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413129296330303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056330927004846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336071100053135,0.0,0.0,0.16360084652674764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361738780190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410487483463603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129495237252065,0.0,0.12936657873170027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,J01002802,2019/03/11,"I can’t stop thinking about the past. Most of the time I think of things that happened to me in the past. Things that made me anxious, depressed, angry. Even the little things like that one time I got made fun of at a printing shop for my looks and they were using code names in front of me. The woman tugged her friend to look at me and when I looked back at her she looked away and started snickering with her co-workers. Am I really that ugly? I tried to shrug it off but things like that kill me inside. It eats away at me. I try to be empathic and kind to others, but some people just make it so difficult to respect them. It’s already bad that I have social anxiety and they’re just making it worse. There have been (and still are) some times where I don’t even want to go out anymore because I don’t want to get made fun of and I don’t want to encounter any bad things again. Has anyone felt this way too? What did you do? What do you do? 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However, after our initial first time meeting, continuing relationships and socializing is very difficult for me. Even saying hello after seeing a person for the second time is hard. I don’t know why I struggle with building relationships with people beyond surface level. Whenever I feel myself getting closer with someone my mind freaks out and tells me to stop talking with them. I get super anxious and awkward. Does anyone else ever feel this way? If so how do I get passed it? 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It didn't matter, it was spontaneous and an inconsequential interaction, and it was good for me. #babysteps",7.9208333333333325,7.603529892857143,8.757857142857144,65.52047619047622,62.57142857142857,12.466666666666667,31.16666666666667,11.855464076750405,3.7751738095238094,238,7,43,7,3,81,40,56,0.187,0.682,0.131,-0.5037,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,3,4,6,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978037731807229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33275670529890106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232943519832227,0.3281221543511029,0.0,0.4313022133285233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415829938164825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44812122099126733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281133639196967,0.0,0.3708142932443369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Betteroffdeaderer,2019/03/12,"My mom has recently been developing social anxiety, how can I help? I'm a bit of a shut in myself but my mom up until recently has always been out going But lately not so much. I think it might be due to extra stress at work, but she no longer can handle large groups or parties like she used to. At a babyshower, she froze up and we left really early. Once in the car, she said it felt like there wasn't air to breath and seeing more guests come in the house was making her panic. Going out for drinks with friends is becoming more of a chore for her and she's been staying in more and more often. We were at the mall today for a haircut, and at first she wanted to shop after. She loves shopping. But there was so many people, she couldn't even browse. We just left early. What should I do? Encourage her to stay in and relax? Encourage her to go out? She used to be so social.",1.6666233344166383,3.6077842486187883,3.1656678583035465,91.3298927526812,79.44198895027623,6.026779330516738,17.829379265518362,7.048011613610866,0.03623795905102378,683,13,147,8,17,224,107,181,0.061,0.768,0.171,0.9764,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,9,9,0,2,8,0,18,3,1,4,0,32,32,16,0,3,7,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,14,1,0,2,5,2,5,4,2,0,1,9,4,22,7,29,18,7,35,0,0,1,1,28,18,0,3,12,109,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411028150977845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049106355836703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145878320660766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971980685242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181327404919494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434359567383874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057873632960672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167453954772945,0.0,0.0,0.11665000303130164,0.0,0.0,0.10595292394217763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338170399890439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192109700595193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823950459159014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469828751876444,0.0,0.2980029290483074,0.0,0.0,0.13399796258709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377291945140305,0.0,0.0915410646476449,0.13903699172216438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548235773428805,0.0,0.32123008644226475,0.0,0.0,0.1008126330232037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604810815047295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090257125222135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507462152088236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785448367784357,0.0,0.27081559935408983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304501905774609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092816900020219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795910167498397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29234295115525344,0.0,0.0,0.15709177592700066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787286234616581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999133523739914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688739704200565,0.0,0.0,0.08088788550061267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983851693410356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Peachezz21,2019/03/12,"Can’t even go grocery shopping Yesterday I went grocery shopping and it gave me so much anxiety. I usually just go in and speed walk to the items I need, pay then get out fast. I started the Keto diet yesterday and you have to count fats, carbs and protein. Just standing there reading food labels made me feel like people around me thought I was weird or something. Eventually I just picked up an item and awkwardly tried to read the label while pushing my basket to the next aisle. And if the label wasn’t good, I’d have to circle back to that food section and get a different item. Then repeat. Has anyone else ever experienced this? 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LSD, shrooms? I've read stories of life changing experiences...But I'm afraid of such intense shock therapy? I'd be genuinely grateful foe any experiences anyone could share. 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I feel that I should go back to school and study something even more practical and technical than business management because I feel like I can't talk about anything about what I learned. The sad thing is I even majored in human resources four years ago and it's as if I didn't learn anything that I can talk about, when I went through all the courses and studied hard- knowledge went away after every exam was done. I have been working for my dad's company occasionally, not regularly, and I went through trauma a few months after I graduated which made me have to focus on my safety first- not my career development. So now I feel terrified about having to explain myself- and I really don't want to lie and say I've been working the whole time at my dad's company and bsing the answers is what makes me freaked out. I've done one interview before with a grocery store- but I memorized my answers word for word- and it just makes me feel so dumb for preparing that hard for an interview that isn't that important. I have terrible social anxiety, even going on dates with online dating- people tell me I am attractive and my photos make me look outgoing. But I see myself as not good enough, to be looked down upon and I am painfully shy, that every time I go on dates, the guys always point out I am shy even though I already warned the person I am, and I'm trying my darnest to keep the conversation going (my technique has been interviewing others with question after question) someone said they can tell from my body language. I know it's just a volunteer interview and I just want to say, screw it I'll do it and wing it, and who cares if I fail miserably and look like an idiot- but then I don't want to put myself through embarrassment. But I know I have to someday and I want it to be soon.",6.417928571428572,6.349890126190478,7.02452380952381,75.86964285714288,65.59523809523809,10.23809523809524,32.976190476190474,9.928628108626363,3.1176904761904765,1703,65,322,34,24,562,203,420,0.21,0.74,0.05,-0.9968,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,22,20,4,4,16,0,33,3,1,4,1,74,70,36,0,10,16,2,6,2,0,1,1,3,0,3,20,25,0,2,16,0,1,10,12,15,0,3,12,13,55,5,55,55,6,42,0,3,4,1,27,12,2,5,22,238,75,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795982065537019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705184033830977,0.0,0.07317905401889455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727931056655996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474598201591815,0.0,0.0,0.1000525521332954,0.08262921979461002,0.06762591113979674,0.0,0.053611751632952204,0.0,0.0748365265011149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768943057818552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966795619032003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000088870416486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087289076948214,0.0,0.23235298874482166,0.0,0.14819849334314994,0.0,0.0,0.17205832965699294,0.0,0.0,0.17787483741572718,0.06282944429221413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480778033485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594874338186865,0.0,0.24991189186328225,0.07376587655430597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708148163598729,0.0,0.0,0.1575667004020728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454790391816186,0.1563428927942674,0.0,0.0,0.09666688072117344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593304663561688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156030703646154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321769696811274,0.17611616831099686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019855680269768,0.0,0.0,0.13042335891312767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959524857714075,0.0,0.09358194265614962,0.10318700293834897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097146350047693,0.0767920380284807,0.0,0.0,0.08313846096780286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415352193614886,0.0,0.08841115265572327,0.1970418172331837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126823616908188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365785638890967,0.1398781688575573,0.08805041549325025,0.08900718665059698,0.07008247276340959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965101937891927,0.07451731434809132,0.06770599420040871,0.0,0.0,0.0622494283501964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275427357663696,0.15373932886888636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842816253756394,0.0,0.08640760463260361,0.0,0.10256535269046367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971032546288699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749397387180224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445836003504106,0.0,0.09818982525782824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128053110153111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663506559870875 socialanxiety,tokillatequila,2019/03/12,"Does anyone ever feel just tolerated? Like, ""You're welcome to be here, but no one asked you to come"" If could be just a voice in my head/anxiety over exaggerating things but it's a depressing thought to have to live with. ",2.802954545454547,4.895214295454547,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.5,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.7421545454545455,175,6,37,4,4,58,36,44,0.179,0.7390000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,8,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480462991156953,0.0,0.0,0.2267194251813996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031250138218917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793080884545124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588829996428184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792714749832513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837487118497189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932978840005018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394785690887725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33276859487507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840957651174015,0.0,0.28631400027961385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971659236631655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541376330298626,0.0,0.0,0.25741406409236706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arzrer,2019/03/12,"Help I've been stuck in a bathroom for about half an hour now. I'm staying in a house in a city next to where I live, with a guy who lives in the second floor. A friend of his (a really annoying one at that) just came after I got into the bathroom and they started to chat right after I got into the bathroom in the first floor (the one on the second floor doesn't work). The thing is I decided to wait it out and let him go away, after all he's just in the living room probably near the entrance. He doesn't. His f****** mouth won't stop running, he won't f****** go. It's WAY past my OK timing window to come out of the bathroom, and I'm stuck and he doesn't show any signs of leaving. Please help me.",-1.0830263157894748,0.9629778026315812,1.2700526315789489,99.49336842105265,93.34210526315788,4.092631578947368,15.494736842105262,5.6839178017228535,-0.8463194736842108,534,12,129,4,20,179,88,152,0.048,0.845,0.107,0.8284,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,0,17,1,8,1,1,0,1,18,20,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,11,0,2,1,2,0,5,5,1,0,6,6,0,10,2,27,11,1,38,0,0,0,0,14,20,0,0,11,82,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578839733043035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997283104526444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947417679194579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667120900695418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483027231922935,0.0,0.0,0.1315489963891941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935349889669665,0.0,0.2723584971503784,0.0,0.0,0.16859255337944998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825473065237625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768014349538254,0.19646695195978867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028972330901524,0.0,0.1741110450767038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45105053142921203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810824478969292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307566416681417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254051945623044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690364774484888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835782072876611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907834089051023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540834176269002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051689836698475,0.18148353247389565,0.0,0.1423520637782339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311880466910418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928491324154916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351511849456166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239574729512363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jamesol1,2019/03/12,"Felt like i had almost a mini panic attack when speaking but mate thinks i was smooth? I'm quite good at hiding my social anxiety, delt with it for quite a while. It only really comes on strong where i get almost an inclination to just leave a siutation. Anyways, when their are too many eyes on me and im being confronted i get a real spike in anxiety sometimes. Like a teacher was joking around with me and i was kind of bantering back but with lots of people looking at me it made me feel uncomfortable and i can't help but think i went a bit red most likely and looked awkward. My friend though (not sure if he's just rubbish at picking up on social ques, although i don't think so given he's a social guy)... was like you was very smooth in how i spoke and was funny. &#x200B; I'd like to think how i appear on the outside isn't as bad as i think when i get real spikes. Urgh i feel so shit.",1.8017647058823558,3.6453529197861023,3.528877005347592,89.35449197860964,78.62566844919786,6.1112299465240625,20.62566844919786,7.048011613610866,0.4349486631016046,704,18,149,8,17,235,113,187,0.14400000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.185,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,15,17,3,2,9,0,12,2,2,4,1,37,32,21,0,1,7,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,12,11,21,11,21,19,3,20,0,0,4,0,13,12,1,6,10,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076056991805155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484525652288743,0.1400098847855158,0.0,0.0,0.17629223138084532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257387161211247,0.0,0.1310840399700373,0.0,0.08860021508546136,0.09620730466243614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579486667428025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925535339956383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652152693918046,0.0,0.11063319873989877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902184835299427,0.0,0.18059949853205634,0.0,0.0,0.09664450235899244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408996748243025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723228065485463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446179289145047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998816159984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200567734119812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814633579991836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351843622238696,0.0,0.0,0.09795940333561913,0.0,0.10902782270910627,0.0,0.11681914506957634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876331148510411,0.0,0.13519064660678126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988187795430049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451100120376791,0.0,0.2623004869811946,0.07381550439672424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827587555268955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523693566146451,0.0,0.0,0.11395957415587095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085973439422156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691547309441405,0.11320708625488543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507194389016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068138885040982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400098847855158,0.0 socialanxiety,Gab6e,2019/03/12,"LF a girl friend (London) Hi, I’m looking for a girl interested in a friendship. I have made some decent progress for the past two years but still anxious around girls. We could text, skype, hangout. I’m 27 male, interested in movies, music, art, science, tech, sports, travelling, philosophy, used to play video games/watch anime. Feel free to pm me. ",2.8427380952380936,5.828104444444449,3.027281746031747,87.38473214285717,83.92063492063491,5.68968253968254,23.74801587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.1337634920634918,272,10,50,4,8,83,53,63,0.036000000000000004,0.6920000000000001,0.272,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,6,7,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803254705770717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969522774412904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687924332875306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702233960963588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600996013608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827062628369554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318552060517073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213762588540043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688539277144252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288640077165287,0.0,0.0,0.2907627050088329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679543536155876 socialanxiety,Davidelee128,2019/03/12,"Why people dislike me I’m M20. I really don’t know if it is my problem or not, I feel like people are really disliking me. Creepy stares on bus, even being rude like yelling at me just because my gym bag is blocking their way (why can’t they just ask nicely?!) classmates seem to be avoiding me... I always be nice, I’d never be rude to anybody, I just have no idea why this would happen and I started to hate socializing because it just makes me feel so much pressure........",1.944093567251464,3.987197000000002,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,79.0,5.906432748538013,24.239766081871338,6.937597516519254,0.9323099415204684,365,13,74,4,9,121,66,95,0.276,0.6970000000000001,0.026,-0.9736,0,2,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,3,2,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,21,4,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,14,4,5,16,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255430400889076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263425541478315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817801665328786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903275013656246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755871939354785,0.13956447955106435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275528251693267,0.0,0.0,0.19287652700822586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053648586371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736417494740784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088503909342094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304036223129959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361131336781688,0.0,0.15067287290196715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708746087689105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186932140236407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503039035459486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784745936788265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991438568618975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827607689223234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506684867303192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288432238496853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387773995569721,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anonymous121620,2019/03/12,"Spotlight effect and very uncomfortable in public settings (school, stores, street, etc) Hello all. I’m posting this to see if anyone feels the same way I do while in public places, especially at school. I can’t relax and focus properly while in public settings. Some people say that sitting in the front of the classroom is the best way to stay focused, but this is the opposite for me. Sitting in the front is hell for me because it feels like everyone behind me is watching every move that I’m making, looking at the way I’m sitting, what I’m trying to take notes on, what I’m looking at, etc. This causes me to constantly generate feelings of embarrassment, tense my muscles, shake my leg, and not sit with good posture. Whenever somebody walks behind me, I will usually tense up more, lean forward, change tabs of what I’m working on to a website article so it just looks like I’m reading. In other words, I’m extremely uncomfortable with others watching what I’m doing. Another thing I dread is walking around in the classroom, standing up to stretch, turning on a computer, taking out and plugging in my headphones, drinking or eating, walking around the campus, etc. The racing thoughts are so strong that my walking posture is shi*ty (unless of course, I’m by myself with absolutely nobody or just a small group of individuals I feel connected with). I’m not afraid to have a conversation with another human being, I absolutely love having deep one on one conversations with others without being in a public setting. <— I constantly think that others would be eavesdropping the conversation, and watching my body language while speaking. Can anyone relate or am I just a lunatic?",7.505627264883523,8.458736767213116,7.654788610871442,68.7730543572045,63.29508196721311,9.699741156169113,37.36410698878343,9.682069395223575,3.939852459016393,1354,65,207,25,19,439,164,305,0.111,0.812,0.077,-0.8944,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,1,4,17,0,19,5,2,3,1,40,45,16,0,2,12,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,18,14,2,0,7,3,1,9,4,5,0,2,1,13,19,7,46,39,8,54,1,0,7,1,13,27,1,5,9,149,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411369279625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607959243579986,0.0,0.0,0.20471639516731227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700918504014816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206663265373727,0.0,0.0,0.127718881501411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811800259641993,0.12163551977878613,0.0,0.0,0.2485089992996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263840980845408,0.0,0.11765510735822884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847053709494775,0.0,0.0,0.09687714268552644,0.10987005668614283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325530525413364,0.08214303536076407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644129554984768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123486188357454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966731029472303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103775581965243,0.0,0.07675125786507085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220747820208484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558293143080443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971391659973437,0.0,0.12013152952788565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012079988832912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501293596311668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143815849481507,0.0,0.2327354813580021,0.09162562399247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255532156807795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290403832721207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638881221144812,0.0736757076535264,0.0,0.0912827216842226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806510834456741,0.1250672025707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266362304957209,0.09487204357628096,0.0,0.27380165085280056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083837158478466,0.0,0.08370813456857436,0.0,0.0,0.08167978611572381,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,t_alia,2019/03/12,"Workplace anxiety - am I in the wrong? I moved my computer screen at work because I sit across someone who sometimes looks through the space and tries to make conversation. It makes me anxious and sometimes frustrated especially because I always feel like I might be under scrutiny. Sometimes conversations are started when I’m trying to get work done, and it’s distracting especially when I am in the middle of doing something important and lose my train of thought.. I feel uneasy and can’t work while someone’s watching. The coworker noticed and pointed it out as a sign of dislike and that he’s used to these things, and I feel bad for doing it even though it saves me much anxiety and helps me concentrate while at work. I sometimes feel pressured to interact and socialize when I do not feel like doing so, and this happens often because I am highly introverted and need my own space - am I in the wrong? 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Simple example: A strange girl walks by, she’s attractive, you want to introduce yourself. How do you open? YOU DONT NEED PICK UP LINES. Just be a normal human being, that is literally the most attractive thing. Just say this: “Hello, miss. My name is. . . And your name is?” That’s all. I swear to god that is all you need to open anyone with. Those words, in that order, every time. Why does this work? It works because of what I outlined above: Intonation, stress, and some extra juice “respect.” “Hello, miss.” Get used to saying this. Get used to saying this in a different manner, a different tone. Try saying this upbeat, downbeat, monotone, rising/falling, whimsical, get creative. If you’re bold, try seductive. Walk up to her, extend your arm, make sure she knows you’re going for a handshake, and just say “hello, miss.” Get used to that. Do it often, try doing it once a day. Introduce yourself FIRST. In some cultures, it’s just proper etiquette to do so. This is HIGHLY important. Do NOT just ask for her name. The more you know about a stranger, the less they become a stranger, the more they become FAMILIAR. You’re knocking down a vulnerability shield, even if it’s just a name. So, display vulnerability by introducing yourself first. Remember the rule “give before you take.” By introducing yourself first, you subconsciously are telling her “I am confident in who I am, I deserve respect, even IF you don’t reciprocate.” Remember, she’s under no obligation to entertain you. The most important thing is to get used to saying and hearing your name spoken as if it were “important.” I’ve noticed many people aren’t confident in their names, and how they pronounce their names is a sure sign of how confident that person is. And finally, ask for her name. Once she’s given it to you, say “Oh, that’s a beautiful/wonderful/unique/fantastic/. . . Name. Nice to meet you, “insert name.” The most important thing, is to add stress to her name and enunciate slowly so that she knows you actually listened. So, the beginning of every interaction with a girl/Woman should go down like this: “Hello, miss. My name is. . . And your name is?” If she’s agreeable, she’ll probably repeat your name first to try and memorize it, then she’ll spit out her name. “Oh your name is. . . Is that right? My name is Anna.” “What a fantastic name. It suits you well. Nice to meet you, Annah.” The best tone to go with is an enthusiastic tone. Not TOO enthusiastic, but there should be an air of enthusiasm here. You’re meeting someone new, and she’ll be flattered if your HAVING fun talking to her. We all want to think we are fun to be around. Any variation of the above is OK. Remember, it’s not what you say, it’s HOW you say it. Depending on the context of your encounter, you may or may not want to ask her for her phone number. However, to start learning how a phone number is no big deal, if everything above went half as smooth as it should be, there’s a high chance she will give it to you, out of sheer respect for your massive balls. All you have to do is say is something along the lines of: “Look, anna. It was a pleasure meeting you. I’m running late, I have to go. If it’s not asking too much, can I have your phone number? IDE love to chat with you sometime.” Or just simply say “look, it was nice meeting you. Might not ever see you again, but just in case, can I have your phone number?” Or say “I’m pretty busy, but I’d love to get to know you better. Can I give you a call later? If that’s alright with you.” You want to convey manners, respect, and confidence. However, by just conveying manners and respect, you automatically convey confidence. You don’t have to do anything outrageous. You want her to know that you ARE a busy man, but that she’s attractive enough to you, that you’ll willingly go out of your own way to make time for her. That shows her you respect your time, and you respect her time. Finally, a woman’s phone number is infinitely more valuable than a mans phone number, which is why you get her phone number. Never give her your phone number, unless she asks for it. Why? Because she wants you to make all the moves. She wont ever call you or text you first, she doesn’t want to seem eager. She’ll respect you for calling, setting up a date, she’ll respect you for putting yourself in the line of fire and facing every potential rejection. Remember, a phone number is no big deal, even though it may seem like it. What you do with that phone number, is up to you.",2.573705003599713,5.0766681825054025,3.7310542656587486,85.4930752789777,79.37796976241901,6.838894888408928,23.792701583873292,7.972316293177498,1.4542736141108707,3771,131,725,69,96,1221,319,926,0.036000000000000004,0.775,0.189,0.9991,5,0,1,0,0,0,181.0,2,62,5,10,37,43,1,3,44,2,76,5,3,15,12,154,141,48,0,23,35,0,2,2,0,16,0,16,0,8,60,31,0,0,14,4,0,11,17,9,1,7,5,21,114,34,98,114,21,70,0,5,3,2,186,28,0,26,28,493,174,5,0.0,0.0,0.09299707434915973,0.0,0.0,0.046562037938396666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324029446336609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033317279111267965,0.0,0.03921105576366885,0.04241769997389047,0.22272685022534824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809275956652036,0.10524912354322087,0.04054577782299741,0.0,0.0500046714072957,0.04214165622373561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596482744835693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03072965425770418,0.09824802521944036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956609821609567,0.0,0.0,0.041697949007218266,0.0,0.055844257066087116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923414021918888,0.0,0.0944151181777852,0.12930370817812106,0.12043897811127298,0.0,0.04282383645717434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439427084327248,0.0,0.20265101700326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426240089665168,0.2285462473820716,0.13540008491258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717998779456405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370387057680581,0.0,0.0,0.10068754026216112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093318369421178,0.0,0.05375013198401563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655777572051115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002629556714863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601014094293558,0.0,0.0954182050561755,0.048308593298554386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050548044551658365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064333162671381,0.03502748748912984,0.07066223915860048,0.03674983569718978,0.046019687882909374,0.0,0.0,0.04668588973094896,0.0,0.05424868671170677,0.0,0.10148923061803793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033033807529756265,0.04160525692532724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048476149181352485,0.10274733261422364,0.0,0.0,0.047900391964352584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590805142792352,0.04069197394591293,0.0,0.5304934094838326,0.0,0.0,0.03797007294170902,0.08675569510358745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037283146057236,0.036682517568396564,0.047126065826740636,0.0,0.033726197747273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374525843388213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981721136005827,0.0,0.03582610770399505,0.07659690054408495,0.0416473142355273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266234769364265,0.030531546435811338,0.04681488710728381,0.0,0.11113802836541208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940213572958992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461370142592274,0.0,0.0,0.2248368532735572,0.11346464232860287,0.0,0.0,0.04284216109201251,0.044171087669819455,0.12898739641536594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406708855737384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snortine,2019/03/12,"Fear of auditoriums and rooms full of people Hi! I have had social anxiety for 5-6 years now, but i wasn’t diagnosed with it until a few months ago. I went to a psychologist and i’m almost anxiety free now! :) However, a part of my social anxiety that I haven’t gotten rid of 100% yet involves a fear of being in rooms full of people, or auditoriums. It isn’t a fear of the rooms themselves, but the fear that they’re gonna be so full and hot that i’ll start sweating and that people will see it. It’s only happened once, and i have been able to stop anxiety attacks in auditoriums before, but the fear is still here. Every time i hear «auditorium» i tense up. I haven’t had an anxiety attack in that situation in a long time, but how can I get rid of the actual fear and anxiety that i associate auditoriums/rooms full of people with? Thanks in advance!",2.9623864574731584,4.54253934682081,5.531019818331959,77.41735549132952,74.60693641618495,8.873492981007432,25.073905862923198,9.424239791934726,2.1712876961189105,669,22,136,17,14,239,90,173,0.263,0.674,0.063,-0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,2,6,11,0,14,2,1,1,0,16,24,14,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,10,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,6,3,11,3,21,14,6,28,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,2,13,91,21,3,0.09818556240119077,0.0,0.09581494546591042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703557689081738,0.0,0.09831865786968856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506701189472514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234005035187339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354868189503467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996562790473568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272557103158568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629163294753349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129790389498011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682516856857357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106622647354595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868911330055916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837077916372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045644195271652,0.0,0.0746745446169973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632539596728192,0.0,0.2722780250149731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782411811061315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036468595273903,0.0,0.20017563213715772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694962464258791,0.0,0.07841111696505239,0.08208752662584899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903960742126801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450558204702255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101900002496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322828304625343 socialanxiety,VerlanderFan_23,2019/03/12,Success with Gabapentin? Have you had good results with Gabapentin for your anxiety? What daily dosage worked best for you? Thanks ,5.193571428571428,8.522764428571431,1.0670238095238105,96.76339285714286,95.1904761904762,4.0047619047619065,29.059523809523807,5.985473137389443,1.3651809523809528,107,5,17,1,4,26,17,21,0.053,0.501,0.446,0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941152344789631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406550371841644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321128663467074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743132746523814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750609296436365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrBlowie,2019/03/12,"I’m tired of appearing mean My flat mates don’t even talk or make eye contact because I always appear angry and say very few words to them. Everyone thinks I’m always angry 24/7 and it doesn’t help I have RBF but that’s just my normal face because if I alter my expression my nerves start twitching because I’m nervous. Nobody ever talks to me ever. I don’t have any friends. People say university is one of the best times of your life but I’d say it’s one of the worst so far",1.9485368536853684,3.743133732673268,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,78.009900990099,6.073047304730473,22.113311331133108,6.937597516519254,0.5901674367436738,381,11,80,4,9,127,68,101,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,6,5,2,1,2,16,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,4,11,2,6,15,3,7,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,4,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30240708261752386,0.0,0.0,0.12357415115561357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231995731627645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070133572220996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002271415950813,0.3287478172129981,0.0,0.17363888639995187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403945122219537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180142932252022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835246483745144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129786174186345,0.0,0.0,0.19794366152185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804459624491828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627300122554274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259800543154015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335272182717772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862060240031947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921153331247985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643725522260726,0.0,0.0,0.10596095255874786,0.2088575679855895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993599251642895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,voglioliberosis,2019/03/12,"Concerts: yay or nay? I personally don't particularly enjoy them the way most people seem to... and if it weren't for my friends who drag me along I wouldn't necessarily want to go...and it makes me feel bad, like there's something wrong with me. I enjoy listening to the music and looking at the performer(s) and light show and images/clips they have in the background. I enjoy scoring close seats to the stage and the possibility of affording meet and greets or getting things signed by the band. Am amused by people in the pit singing, dancing, crowd surfing, catching drumsticks and guitar picks the performer throws etc (and wishing that was me) but actually doing those things makes me feel uncomfortable and awkward. I don't know how to behave in concerts because I feel what I do (just sit in the chair and enjoy the show, [when I'm not forced to stand up because it's something you just have to do]) is wrong and am being judged by others if I just stand there, not dancing or singing but just looking. (I've started to awkwardly sway when I have to stand up to blend in) The people I go with have mentioned how weird my lack of dancing/singing is even though I've mentioned how uncomfortable it makes me, it's like they just don't get it. And I feel like they still judge me silently despite my explanations. I prefer comedy shows, although I don't wooo and scream with the crowd but I do clap and laugh. I dunno, I just want to see if I'm not the only one who feels this way. Thank you for reading, really appreciate it. Hope you have a good day :)",5.280346534653464,6.13434775247525,5.428731023102312,83.12507673267329,68.17491749174917,7.908184818481848,29.671452145214523,7.908726449838941,1.802304422442244,1231,44,244,14,20,388,148,303,0.123,0.728,0.149,0.9244,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,4,1,16,21,0,2,15,1,21,0,0,7,0,61,46,30,0,10,18,0,5,3,1,1,0,4,0,1,16,19,0,0,8,13,0,5,9,7,0,1,2,13,33,14,30,42,3,26,0,0,3,0,18,9,0,10,8,162,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.13346579221189311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141955271822766,0.16674494830257486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820401455863909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253241954012187,0.09033394245691463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457699299338893,0.09770705229061594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566658050633557,0.0,0.14291122014130808,0.0,0.1554567579669546,0.11471446928980472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584143623856929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751640896700153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045373890467366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970126770980745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738810100938277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092677503909111,0.10401819055374653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844530318350143,0.1194205003669199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541853162032644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680496342618928,0.0,0.08761705224344378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898635039811552,0.12450840692493652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105813027713585,0.0,0.0,0.09680506042017152,0.0,0.10922306319825123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591755491770235,0.0,0.0,0.1817251002810417,0.0,0.13437381850583846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133856333973814,0.21712006866752093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727639518313413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990685708045716,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meowczkj,2019/03/12,"Crying because of presentation I have to give presentation next week. Even thinking about it makes me nausaes and Im not sure I'll manage to do it. I have to retake this class because last year I just didnt show up at my presentation, I just broke down on the way. I even tried taking medication. Today I decided to talk to the teacher if there's another way to pass this class. I tried to explain to her that it's too much for me mentally that I already failed this class last year for the exact same reason and I'm working on it with my doctor. Her and other teachers in the room just were looking at me and started patronizingly saying like: ""but how do you plan to get your diploma if you can't do this little presentation, how did you finish high school, how do you imagine working you can't avoid it"". Of course I started ugly crying in the middle of all of this, i hoped someone would have just a bit compassion for me but they were just ice cold and also started commenting on me crying but I couldn't help it. I feel like shit I don't know what to do, just wanted to rant a little. 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Does anyone else refrain from calling people by their names because it feels like an intrusion or is too aggressively intimate?,6.674400000000002,9.11472224,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,66.6,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.4262,116,6,17,3,2,37,23,25,0.08199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.102,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781633405228313,0.4217563507919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509215268986632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203130493385331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36021401329551295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438581524815155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812892902091126,0.2940635143565581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109817918735715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536752209719435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ray-Rey2,2019/03/12,Well sh!t I added 47 people from my past on Facebook and am now completely freaking out about the fact I did... I thought it would help and it made it worse and now I can’t unfriend them otherwise I look like a douche... I just felt the need to share this. ,1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,79.94339622641509,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.1959992452830188,198,6,47,2,5,61,42,53,0.113,0.7090000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.3816,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,8,3,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34505112592736553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159839809055369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058625958297925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077979006774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763579402595335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113988010966013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402067757355736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31415958052697723,0.2281538822496963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612656387108612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958970251402219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33537716421549235,0.2337805128457247,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GaBros13,2019/03/12,"Help me What should i do to calm my social anxiety? I'm going to have a test next monday in a new school with new people. 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What do I talk about? So basically I was always really shy in school but came out of my shell in high school with the help of drugs and alcohol lol. Well this friend of mine, we hung out a while in high school and we messed around a little . Well I haven’t seen him in 6 years! He’s been asking to hangout and I do want to but.... Here’s a little background as to why I’m so nervous. I’ve been sober for 3 years so help from alcohol to come out of my shell is not gonna happen. Since getting sober I have hung out with absolutely NO ONE other than my family. Even then I get a little awkward when driving in the car with my sister or hanging out with my cousin. What am I supposed to talk about with him? I don’t want to have him start every conversation. What can I do when there’s an awkward silence? What do normal people talk about with each other? I just need some help lol",1.380074841681061,3.222628253886011,2.8372625215889467,93.81826568796775,79.93264248704664,5.739666090961427,19.01237766263673,6.691623216298621,-0.06690765687967826,715,16,163,7,18,233,103,193,0.078,0.758,0.16399999999999998,0.953,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,8,2,14,3,0,0,0,32,27,14,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,7,22,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,2,1,5,1,22,4,37,21,2,31,0,0,1,0,18,17,0,2,8,112,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726717340523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615027630008528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113566290224419,0.11926277063127927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590859235263776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989214010686783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794323141903418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842602240664562,0.0,0.10748506677586972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026370100822073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971239050935177,0.0,0.13330240110422112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128116605910891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652683656255626,0.2695740322184823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38358252696757655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459315763387093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499365373025173,0.0,0.0,0.13386554667443232,0.0,0.08644621316097352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844248923093638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172600744837595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873295814898615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552902851911317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029624812025587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076130663438234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049075826675468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940542761213545,0.0,0.11511405306131132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643046071632508 socialanxiety,cliickbait,2019/03/12,"High school graduation? So I’m senior and with my grades so far it looks like I’m on the right track to graduate, but I’m seriously contemplating whether or not to go to my graduation. On one hand, I know my family (more importantly my grandma) would want me to go but I just don’t think I can and want to 😩 I already told my counselor I’m not attending but I have one more month to finalize my decision. I seriously want to go but thinking about the huge crowd, the rest of my graduating class, and all the teachers being there is enough to make me feel anxious. I actually go to an online school so I know there’s probably a good amount of students who are just like me but I just feel like I have it worst. Is graduation really all that and should I attend? I wanna hear your guys’ input and maybe even your experience if you went, thanks in advance :) ",3.142101328903653,4.797555319767444,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,74.29069767441861,8.867774086378738,26.239202657807308,9.424239791934726,2.2207993355481737,673,24,141,17,14,230,99,172,0.067,0.7440000000000001,0.189,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,1,2,35,33,16,0,7,13,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,8,3,3,0,2,2,5,25,5,17,28,8,18,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,6,95,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.15230197451695807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722273157755687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631487079563254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612622079028876,0.0,0.10308287669882348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526665757720546,0.1471290683086358,0.0,0.15782753673365282,0.11149656208886187,0.0,0.1709672448188384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547931016328578,0.13090425560704347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453400763597278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759024267224079,0.0,0.0,0.16489670560610936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154416992990246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874400794788904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105963723540032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417805174069136,0.0,0.15679346506993952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457372232512955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151437540267226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827004228911313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998254861325324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328307416826066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159026925843109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368844572448186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000692881032667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491317376234263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761626933217477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446786130801748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086777234441908,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,laylalovescandies,2019/03/12,"I just can't make friends I've tried to make some friends on a online game and it's very hard. For example I asked a girl her life story and then she said she doesn't even know me. Did I asked something bad? How am I supposed to make friends? Ok, you don't know me but we can start knowing each other. And I'm really fake I don't know how to be natural. I can't stop crying know I hate myself. I guess I'll just keep being a loner.",-1.6992194403534595,0.2355688350515485,0.8585346097201771,101.24786082474228,97.76288659793816,4.008541973490426,15.1759941089838,5.773587663045528,-0.8801511045655377,335,8,84,3,14,113,63,97,0.225,0.667,0.108,-0.8851,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,10,1,0,5,0,22,26,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,16,4,5,22,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,3,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420948836813724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924666122159955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634568938148705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180610102632028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142995281619456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969104772563924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012261287276172,0.17647610866659086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588789537029287,0.0,0.0,0.4911746415910309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262546158416572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794594882212705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114510198744824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002976540276982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760852605091267,0.0,0.0,0.12651837084656106,0.0,0.0,0.14944087874735526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135779075405055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748537287517513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,someaccount6667,2019/03/12,"Did people treat me this way because I’m ugly?(21F) [what I look like ](https://imgur.com/a/ZfVvqAQ). The second pic is me in high school In high school something bad happened to me. It was by some older guys when I was 16. It made me an outcast. I was ridiculed a lot for my looks from this group of guys in my grade. Everyday in class they would pick apart my looks. They said I looked 40, that I was gross, that I have wrinkles, and that no one would ever want me. They would also say that I’m a slut. I had to switch schools my senior year. At 18 I had no confidence. During high school I talked to this one boy who was two years my senior. At first he acted super interested in me, but after what happened to me sophomore he said I was gross. He would only hookup with me drunk. It was like I was filth to him. When I was 15 a random girl at a party took a photo of me squinting my face because of the camera flash. She posted it on Twitter she was a popular senior from our school. Her friends all liked it 35 of them and all laughed calling me trashy, ugly, and old looking. Why else would people treat me this way unless I’m horribly ugly. It’s been a couple years since high school I’m suicidal over my looks. I want a lot of plastic surgery. I barely leave the house. I must be so horribly ugly everyone will treat me this way. . Are most guys like this? Why did he act this way towards me? Am I ugly? Do people treat me this way because I’m ugly? 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I have to a deal with situation specific social anxiety situations that can probably be described as performance related anxiety. Stuff like leading group meetings and giving presentations. I've been relying on beta blockers to calm my nerves during these times and while they help me get through the situations, I almost feel like they've become a crutch. I've tried several times to attempt to get by without them but I just go into panic mode, Chest tightening up, breathing feeling constricted, and really unable to function without them. Relaxing myself and other mindfulness techniques doesn't help either, and also somewhat impractical as I often have to do these meetings in a moments notice. &#x200B; Is it possible to use anxiety medications like beta blockers or benzodiazepines to permanently get rid of the fight or flight response to specific anxiety provoking situations? In a way, can they trick the mind (or more appropriately, the amygdala) into becoming less anxious in certain situations that when in the absence of the medication, no longer responds with anxiety? &#x200B;",10.835512265512264,12.031991608465614,10.715141895141898,48.84307359307362,56.19576719576718,14.280134680134685,47.86964886964887,13.319297830178854,7.606265608465607,950,58,113,35,11,314,121,189,0.14800000000000002,0.755,0.096,-0.8604,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,4,3,4,9,2,1,10,0,10,5,2,4,1,32,19,14,0,0,8,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,28,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,6,9,85,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046603033212282,0.0,0.0,0.07224771635859,0.0,0.19577443004984849,0.21955464034954555,0.0,0.0,0.4146754800548682,0.10206251327311976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955473940687304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314024863045106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913608420551969,0.06454146094853144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416023518919998,0.08666577982479667,0.051344330006326176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121110774632292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324119074130095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303491159542365,0.0,0.0,0.18244249336175086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285674764288352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105998708019239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369759052746936,0.0,0.0,0.0974056433646347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057876401172925175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206251327311976,0.0,0.0,0.507749762015101,0.0,0.09209388737117297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342176751424777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536011865004252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133735038564695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605566671232698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717105168180022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417594564943897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955464034954555,0.0 socialanxiety,StrwbryBeastX11,2019/03/13,"Invited out tonight sort of dont wanna go So I've been in this journalism program for a while and have been really distant from most people in it for well obvious reasons if im a part of this thread. A newer person in the group invited me out tonight to join them but I feel like they're pitying me or see me as weird already so I'm hesitant to go because I don't want to give off more weird vibes n ruin their night. Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated ",3.4159941089838037,4.431712072164949,5.020471281296022,83.74938144329897,72.60824742268042,8.429455081001473,29.32106038291605,8.841846274778883,2.214491605301915,369,15,78,7,7,125,73,97,0.166,0.7290000000000001,0.105,-0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,15,9,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,2,7,2,16,10,3,13,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,5,6,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409027342893269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720480006953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764639837290107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028019865134262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28892709205244244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465114964402987,0.17611850166790505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649057620179334,0.28021325631496663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662908044240493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044034121035925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313483160627848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696405562948233,0.0,0.1709103576702181,0.21525733404070188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793111755921752,0.2534701869595465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644961427429009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957144157211496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540765159986366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216568304760292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512527366534875,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,choochintew,2019/03/13,"Awkward body language when talking to people I'm completely aware that I do this, but I tend to not know how to stand or sit naturally when having a conversation with someone. I find myself going from having my hands by my side, but then that feels awkward and not natural, to crossing my arms, but then that feels like I am acting uninterested. Why can't I just stand there naturally lol ugh.",10.7892,7.632680986666671,10.522666666666666,64.14800000000001,59.13333333333333,13.2,41.0,11.20814326018867,4.4430000000000005,314,12,57,6,3,104,53,75,0.123,0.787,0.09,-0.1568,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,5,3,3,1,0,14,11,10,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873325856960874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656105020515473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263139675772515,0.24911488347835545,0.0,0.0,0.3187100038092249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981770570238573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163911919284127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035962310926073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417481038791924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954565696078446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28027582731532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146519766619885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slayerbizkit,2019/03/13,"Social anxiety/paranoia costing me opportunities left & right, need tips on how to correct course: I'm currently studying computer engineering tech in college. Lately, I've been going to free workshops in my city, to get a feel for what's actually going on in tech in 2019 and beyond and get hands-on experience on what's out there and what I might enjoy. Yesterday, I was doing some coding at school and a guy approached me and noticed me working, and wanted to know if I could build him a website. I mulled over it, we talked for a bit about the project, and yes, it was right up my alley, and I agreed. 4 hrs later, I get home, freak out for no reason about this, and text him that I can't do it (which was a lie)- Strike 1 &#x200B; Today, I went to an intro workshop on how to design apps. At the end, we had to partner with the person next to us and discuss/brainstorm an app idea. We critique theirs and vice-versa, constructive criticism, no biggie. I made the first move, introduced myself, and got to talking about ideas and whatnot, drawing stuff on paper. I was super nervous just talking but rolled with it(I know jack \*\*\*\* about making apps so I just kinda winged it). At the end, when she asked me about my coding experience, I froze, stumbled over my words, and could not put together 1 coherent sentence explaining what I actually know how to do. She mentioned at the end that's she a product manager and has a team of coders working under her. She says maybe we'll see each other in a future workshop/class and we parted ways on decent terms, I think. &#x200B; I went home walking, thinking to myself ""Damn, I gotta learn how to talk to people"". Everyone in that class, they asked good questions, knew how to talk to their neighbors, were exchanging numbers, business cards, and all that jazz, like they were born ready or something. I felt like a social toddler compared to everyone around me that night. Even now, I'm overthinking/analyzing everything that went down these past 2 days. &#x200B; I don't know what I'm doing wrong or right. I just know I need practice. I'm just too wound up on the inside when it counts the most, when I should be speaking clearly, with my thoughts in order. What can I do to work on this? &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; TL;DR Social anxiety costing me business/job opportunites, I suck at talking to people when it comes to conveying what I bring to the table. What can I do to improve? &#x200B; &#x200B;",6.303602930294511,6.949836512875539,6.275179813526712,78.69324034334765,65.84549356223175,8.659345863548912,32.807162942134084,8.53829466247534,2.5992632233239603,1949,78,351,26,29,616,245,466,0.045,0.877,0.078,0.9409,3,0,1,0,0,0,116.0,6,0,4,7,25,12,2,1,20,1,25,1,0,8,3,76,62,31,0,7,9,0,3,2,2,4,1,2,3,3,26,29,0,0,17,2,4,11,5,5,0,1,16,6,55,8,63,39,7,68,0,0,1,0,38,34,2,8,23,236,81,12,0.0,0.0,0.09485569237513697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739352763804269,0.4724470759680924,0.0,0.0,0.03717985222943483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043265450318121394,0.09087128702280403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053060018782873836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186570608893066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760834735892075,0.0,0.0,0.031343810022658465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291389464055845,0.0,0.0,0.032100692299951265,0.0,0.0,0.0928812267355226,0.04367970375125687,0.09508277087889712,0.0,0.0,0.024574271476477276,0.0,0.046664858100673605,0.0,0.0,0.04134023067478198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617650097838011,0.0,0.05524246388145128,0.04076445443284599,0.03887088975989818,0.0,0.0,0.048122916122084684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750210897642396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972987657988087,0.0,0.0,0.048229278956526817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354998403030596,0.0,0.054824369694215724,0.0,0.05280544152798658,0.0,0.0,0.047488268661382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598771375766965,0.03244173708022356,0.0,0.04882652617038121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051558286082793836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516554775432999,0.0,0.07207447833252326,0.0,0.0,0.05168802107002124,0.04560901636918864,0.0,0.0,0.05533288842142307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052630458653892494,0.046395428667762716,0.06738802713851948,0.042436769970635516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885771812304509,0.05444456539504384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049970218512426466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451570298626763,0.0,0.03864969486498281,0.0,0.049187098071598524,0.038728934040415934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862867758263562,0.0,0.03741564588310969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563684690946154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343832454648936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228348572728404,0.0,0.03858399379008064,0.0,0.0,0.04606833814650636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058461365246197876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028666298829785518,0.038577440145295454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516164244541504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614694932780523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053137878779965064,0.4724470759680924,0.0 socialanxiety,Willie2raw,2019/03/13,Anyone had a period in their life when they didn't have anxiety but it came back? I've had anxiety most of my life except my 10th grade year. This year I had moved in with my aunt in Texas. I remember still being nervous at first but it quickly came off because the people there were so friendly. I've made more friends there then I made in my hometown. I was way more confident when talking to girls. long story short things got toxic between me and my aunt and she ended up sending me back. Within a few months my anxiety peaked back to where it was. This is like the story of the ugly duckling except I'm forced to go back with the ducks. I know I should try to forget and make the most of where I'm at but it's hard.,1.3738000000000028,3.466304780000001,2.7059999999999995,93.473,81.2,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.18659999999999988,567,15,123,6,15,183,90,150,0.093,0.765,0.142,0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,1,7,0,11,2,0,3,0,21,21,10,0,1,5,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,12,1,17,3,21,7,5,34,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,17,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548311801686923,0.0,0.0,0.10810766846227757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755455361169905,0.0,0.09424948493396308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536677943834353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693953403719472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315121134986272,0.0,0.0,0.23890428798799146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786904501180012,0.0,0.12365661203276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385011672190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497021120033252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184127694038177,0.07553516848006714,0.0,0.0,0.1368259486233103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925935018998501,0.103204102622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340909633132008,0.16432711948180426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718786190634004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514422444397815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347261556212212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427053694275758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271673760083856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497078063491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272308606080005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912894465468808 socialanxiety,strawberrycigarette,2019/03/13,"Presentations are the worst Long story short, I have a 20 minute presentation tomorrow and I’m really really nervous. I always get shaky and sick feeling before them and I am just so scared people will be able to tell I’m nervous or think I’m stupid. Does anyone have any tips or any pre-presentation rituals that make you feel better? Any suggestions would be seriously appreciated :)",6.563142857142857,8.293154742857148,7.57,65.725,65.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,29.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,3.8858,312,11,51,10,5,105,53,70,0.276,0.599,0.126,-0.915,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,1,4,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,12,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,25,6,0,0.250442913171762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838856632238234,0.0,0.0,0.5109293070306834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511550797746914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310847311701675,0.0,0.0,0.22149640467295906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191642810216184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532629237344313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084608548219803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163409717813548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671725892632431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736255822897256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208802862702623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073704620438164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889814483035347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047370631885055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779074599590061,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RandomRandomAcct6,2019/03/13,"Hi, new here. Sooo I told my bf's family about all of my problems including social anxiety, panic attacks, and PTSD. But...it was in the form of a panic attack inducing argument and I think i just burned fhat bridge. Read below. Basically I got tired of their shit and told them to leave me alone. They called me a pussy, drama queen, ect. I was kinda out of control and told them ALL of my problems (well, at least the ones that were easy to explain). I was not really in control of myself and I'm just tired of them. They tell me that I'm more fun when I'm drunk, make fun of me for this/that, and it's just petty. But with everything in my life I couldn't take it. Basically they said if I couldn't help myself they couldn't help me. I wasn't asking for help, I just wanted to be left alone. 99% sure I just burned that bride. It was a big group chat. And I'm not taking it well. Maybe this is the wrong sub but I'm feeling like hurting myself again, and I just need some kind words.",1.037753623188408,2.928380347826092,2.6407028985507246,94.56453260869569,81.27053140096619,5.879130434782609,17.5963768115942,6.961326702584282,-0.14361043478260838,760,15,176,9,20,249,110,207,0.194,0.721,0.085,-0.8909999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,8,3,13,16,3,2,6,0,11,5,1,4,3,41,30,12,0,8,11,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,8,10,1,2,4,4,0,0,6,9,2,1,11,2,32,7,21,15,6,11,0,1,0,0,24,8,1,3,4,110,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694583411334656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120072228461372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145185516432793,0.27125322611468217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217339444510984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674241332889822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714460366087183,0.0,0.11238723128220587,0.0,0.06027972608504841,0.08516868933313465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534877115895944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972604093464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276243252117938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414621923831134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623364976648405,0.12952968124218708,0.0,0.08420653301807196,0.05824343215833262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957831127530812,0.0,0.11976955760630925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839793716297918,0.0,0.11514057652780182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807845631769564,0.0,0.0,0.2797510592517702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281492458451416,0.1393583598898796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924931881703085,0.0,0.07637349943391533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340272162722248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237459580334514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152677624156867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236066533555487,0.0,0.17927278021879214,0.0,0.10420096251226428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763894763443238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404493894099435,0.0,0.3417510206611733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031730901913694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438090325089892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034513680956414,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xiyeon-ified,2019/03/13,"being alone in school First off, I'm fine with not having any friends in class. I'm here to study anyway, don't need anymore shit or distractions. I want a peaceful year. Thing is, I'm afraid of eating alone in school. It's horrible and on Tuesday I had to do that. I went through it and the lectures on Wednesday and it felt good, I tried not to care but sometimes I find myself shaking whenever I try to eat. I usually don't eat lunch in school unless it's Tuesdays, because I find it more appropriate to do so. We have lecture before lunch on Tuesday and I just quickly eat before I get to the library. Today is Thursday for me and we end really late, around 4:30. I still have training till 6pm. How should I eat alone? I have class in the classroom before and after the lunch break and I really don't wanna eat. If I eat during that break, I won't be able to stomach my dinner. But I get hungry, and it bugs me. How do I do it? I went through Tuesday and Wednesday so it'll pass, but I'm still kinda afraid. Time still goes on, but I'm afraid of what people will think. Help",1.1441187888198776,3.2631562767857183,2.6948680124223614,93.0881754658385,82.21428571428571,5.145652173913044,21.79270186335404,6.280692351149826,0.2791415372670807,842,27,181,7,23,275,116,224,0.075,0.866,0.059,-0.2821,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,1,12,10,1,5,5,0,20,13,2,2,0,34,34,21,0,5,10,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,13,11,0,4,0,0,4,6,6,0,1,4,1,25,4,28,24,1,37,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,3,20,119,37,8,0.0949073131585884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948860616527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454022745828301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941225522975201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448763023000593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785461720364288,0.0,0.2422773997321375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676433100602867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797971249855842,0.0,0.0,0.08405970947552838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112590408643174,0.0,0.17348712967200233,0.08072811208927189,0.0,0.0,0.07332515471855595,0.0,0.09917030794093623,0.0,0.0,0.07960375143044998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361437144990117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070595831144735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037257014089485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579678099899701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160011010007298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881538033283572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742099310255364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386575948755764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737930865566885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305220170133892,0.060812774082679565,0.0,0.0,0.055341217527167766,0.0,0.08996103565349199,0.0,0.0,0.12887167151005582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045269970399776,0.0,0.055978792264629616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596006026738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117198015640875 socialanxiety,thatshruggingemoji,2019/03/13,"Anyone want to talk about anything? Seriously I’m down. If you want to rant, if you want a friend, if you have any questions, feel free to reach out and DM here. New York area btw. 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I later texted him to see what was wrong, telling him he can talk to me about it, and he called me selfish and late to helping. He told me to never talk to me again and has been ignoring me for the past week. Friend B(also my crush) got mad at me for making a joke about her boyfriend's music tastes, with me calling Slipknot not real music. We usually banter like this, but she got mad. started avoiding me, and anytime I was around she would ignore me and insult me. I apologized over text stating that I didn't expect her to take it so seriously and she responded telling me to fuck off, that she doesn't care, and to never ask her for help again.",5.298985434455048,5.498168270718235,5.3002009040683085,86.37010045203421,67.95027624309392,8.349773982923152,29.71421396283275,8.00094639256281,1.7593491712707179,711,24,149,8,11,222,110,181,0.181,0.716,0.103,-0.9565,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,10,19,5,1,4,0,12,2,0,3,3,28,26,14,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,12,1,3,2,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,10,3,29,8,23,15,2,23,0,0,1,1,31,7,1,0,13,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923317634771816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272834038295536,0.13938598843091468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129371489435165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044903316843363,0.0,0.15201478639811336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577510075703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474110017429706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303846389731241,0.13783818936504258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384937010526933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720286345574274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998737548695393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610508305081721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194005890694896,0.0,0.1681884170521863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284148253098367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952370517670883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299862889518623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103229032641327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233038609674914,0.1033653982335993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697055389032612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185682760266609,0.0,0.0,0.11881136339016275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553194202369154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210272647642902,0.2396777640926443,0.260635484870302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246900224883852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420977608865453,0.0,0.0,0.11834661534918213,0.11959698041892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591455017673966,0.1630146551134213,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elixah3,2019/03/13,"DAE feel awkward being yourself specifically around family? Idk how to describe this, but around my family I'm like a watered down version of myself. With select close friends, partners, I am always the one cracking jokes, and I'm forthcoming about my feelings. But when I'm around my family, I constantly try to minimize my reactions and I speak in a more almost monotone way (i'm female and my voice is much higher with strangers...) For example like if my best friend told me their grandparent died or something, I'd produce a genuine ""omg I'm so sorry"" and hug them, ask them what they need, etc. When my mom is upset, I'm just completely stoic and don't touch her even if she's crying. I feel like a piece of shit for acting that way (and she's definitely been hurt by it) but I can't push past the discomfort even though I KNOW what I should be doing. I don't like to tell my parents stuff about my love life, the music I write, anything related to feelings, and I feel weird joking around with them. I feel like I'm more awkward around my parents than I am with coworkers and stuff. They're pretty supportive; it's not like they're abusive or something. I'm 25, but it feels like I'm still a teen hiding my true self whenever I'm around my parents. It's so weird and I can't figure out how to stop it.",4.375289395859738,5.268834946768063,5.228485424588089,83.60091994085343,70.25475285171103,8.429995775242924,28.29932403886777,8.680891452615391,2.0079397549640894,1033,36,208,17,18,337,141,263,0.138,0.628,0.234,0.9875,4,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,2,20,24,1,4,8,0,13,5,1,3,1,49,36,24,1,4,10,4,8,7,3,1,1,2,0,2,11,21,1,1,9,2,0,2,5,8,0,1,2,10,35,16,26,31,7,20,0,1,0,2,22,10,1,5,13,129,46,1,0.0,0.10861230488741176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179286448108516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627562118020251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754354496626312,0.4896269496752178,0.08569776952681875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620054342776826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961127862599085,0.09906119406026284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069365605601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513753738978163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223472393368596,0.1210924955726532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592510020576784,0.0,0.32445280034968504,0.19646420506713005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164587068967685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981331355309434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037866691100081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474824531718418,0.3134925437299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273449325978505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736116001542877,0.0,0.0,0.06738697078753346,0.06797110765423907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211701784825365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053614064135113,0.0,0.08750805415730763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325992478877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956303451906036,0.0,0.09409650374711116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114193834552596,0.0,0.10261549612758468,0.0,0.0,0.07320666483184947,0.07663905682216463,0.0,0.0,0.2098772380080596,0.0,0.10402444445166854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012239954805918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006393709794973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759327861342531,0.0,0.062236964205328885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552454060330586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UnhappyInGeneral,2019/03/13,"Confrontation Catalyst. I moved in with my sister and her mixed family because it was supposed to be a better environment for me than living with my mother, an alcoholic who threatened me daily and her new hobo boyfriend. Which is another long story. I hate confrontation. But I keep my sister updated on everything that's happening when she leaves so she has a run down on all she missed and I have health problems and her kids treat me like another child, not an authority figure so shit goes down often. I Not important but there is one awkward thing. Her new stepson, a 13 year old, has been inappropriate with me. Not letting me go in long hugs, his penis poking into me. I always try to delicately remove myself from the situation and not being attention that I notice because I didn't think it was on purpose. But then one day I got tired of it, struggles out and he ""accidentally"" groped my chest. I, an assaulted person, push him away from me. A few days later, my sister has to address the situation and he says he didn't mean to and I said bull and he's trying to wiggle his way out of it and I'm regretting letting her know the kids were fighting over old fast food they hid in their room and her other kid watching inappropriate shows and her other other kid refusing to do homework and I'm stressed which makes my condition worse and I literally have chest pains. And then her fiance says ""everyone keep their hands to themselves"" and starts talking about tickleing. I've had to physically wrestle the kid away from his much younger step siblings, even with my poor health and smaller stature. When things are going bad I de- escalate by tickling the kids sides, or when I'm being held against my will I've tickled him off and away from me, or i tickle because the kids are happy little gremlins and they started shit. Idk it's tickling. I had an uncle who tickled too hard literally and potentially figuratively and I would never go too far or touch anywhere other than their sides/underarms and never for longer than it takes for them to move away/ say stop which I respect. His son groped me. Was being inappropriate with me. And I asked my sister to do something about it because I can't even look a waitress in the eyes and I felt anxious being around my own nephew who I treated like I would any little kid in the family. And he was low-key trying to imply I'm a pedo? Or interested in flirting? Why would I ask my sister to do something if I wanted it - which is what it felt like he was implying. I'm upset. I feel embarrassed. I feel like he asked me ""what were you wearing tho."" I'm just going to let them get away with murder. It's easier than dealing with this shit. 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But I’m freaking out like how’s this gonna work what am I gonna do between school and the dance starting what if I’m super early cause I’m just gonna be at school. Ugh this horrible. My only good friend says he now can’t go. I tried to help him solve the reason he can’t go and he can’t throwing more problems at me so then I just stopped thinking he didn’t want to go cause of me . Omfg why am I like thissss. Any advice ",-0.23022869022868875,1.8696996846846865,1.9850450450450443,96.03873180873181,88.18918918918921,4.496465696465697,19.349272349272347,5.873414542411696,-0.26196382536382545,399,12,93,3,13,134,71,111,0.149,0.675,0.17600000000000002,0.2774,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,0,16,20,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,2,9,5,8,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.1907123282855877,0.0,0.0,0.19097277472651444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328996865254675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015226546056072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509893977802652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332035846219454,0.16391813335638156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130993186066336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095529337019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863397561125186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870009396686768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093547321873453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108289280553681,0.0,0.3955729280957683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992171507549369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832696870556446,0.0,0.0,0.1633889499169072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522420404477444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268472563696687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527018476735712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634595397780048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227599377419578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cupidsgun,2019/03/13,"Letting go of ""security blanket"" people? Hiya! My first time posting here, I was mostly lurking in this subreddit but I think I might actually die from hyperventilation and sick stomach soon just thinking about my problems so. Here I am. I'm really anxious in public situations (mostly doctors, haidressers, anywhere you have to make an appointment and academic settings) and I could cover myself with my parents for the past few years but I'm definitely way too old for that now. The truth is, I mostly rely on my friends (""security blankets"" for me) and if they (usually one person) don't agree to accompany me, I might just end up not showing up at all. That is of course highly problematic and I feel terrible by not being brave enough or independent enough to get my hair cut alone, you know, like a normal person. Or going shopping. Or visiting an unknown place. Or eating in public... Yeah, I'll stop now. So, uh, do any of you experience something similiar and/or have advice regarding this? I honestly think I'm socially fine if I'm with someone I know but as soon as I'm alone in a problematic situation, my heart starts beating like crazy, I'm sweating and I overthink every little detail. 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Hi, I’ve posted here before for some advice and took it and my social anxiety has definitely improved, but I still struggle with response. If I’m having a full on conversation about something, then I’m fine, but if it’s just a few exchanges then a few exchanges again later, I don’t know why but I struggle with what to say. These exchanges don’t usually have a topic, it’s more like a friendly jokey exchange, so commenting on something that’s recently happened. This I can’t reply to. A conversation on a topic, or just a conversation I can reply to. I don’t know why, I can’t think of anything to say, I just nod my head and it’s awkward. And if I say something, I cant construct a proper sentence and struggle with my words which makes everything so much worse. There is just having these exchanges over and over again and it’ll gradually get better etc but is there something I can work on to improve this? Thanks",4.030781250000004,5.682711765625005,5.135333333333335,81.04300000000002,71.96875,7.411666666666667,29.9875,8.021203637495839,2.13344125,777,33,145,11,15,256,96,192,0.095,0.735,0.17,0.9444,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,4,10,0,17,1,1,1,0,28,27,19,0,3,12,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,12,10,0,0,3,0,5,1,6,4,0,0,1,3,15,5,17,25,7,19,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,5,9,107,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581115826746107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632050230287814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436997038659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826305919603028,0.0,0.0,0.12291788324701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500116193473734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490765198894214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737679770328644,0.0,0.07261212154832149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290092215973987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263516240263752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276124603208865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789936316066053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277126118367328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021674277528741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310590304793524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722750984488172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315711111389004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833483676353054,0.0,0.42797913662813997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109908421884505,0.0,0.0,0.435881064114691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279555348238028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905376286644323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441361143236235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306853778589247,0.0,0.0,0.11031708217925257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081845618887905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011802207712536,0.0,0.14163406892909014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TryndaOP,2019/03/13,"I just get offended by everything It’s actually my first time posting, But i wanted to know if anyone is similar, In High school, Kids are always insulting each other but it’s obviously all a joke, i dont often speak and whenever someone says something bad to me even on joke, I just overthink it for too long, I cant understand a simple joke",4.279264705882351,5.629533102941178,6.3728235294117646,73.59570588235296,70.91176470588233,10.145882352941179,31.24705882352941,10.355215969177356,3.559802352941177,273,12,50,8,5,96,54,68,0.123,0.753,0.124,0.0129,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,8,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,7,3,6,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2580366209005598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200193418479596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488921677674414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207803772616944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098992842706676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464748740412275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376444233486214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491625254040012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381489883021618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793751614001379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531879210461185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340041445304695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532420958239164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102780847849666,0.0,0.2676080319587967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404294068780092,0.20356410017666315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541859326955301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752714455851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596227698196366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rodrigaao,2019/03/13,"Went to a party with strangers Just started uni like 3 weeks ago, and yesterday at around 10 pm I was going back to my dorm when out of no where this girl started to yell at me saying things ""Hey you'r my new neighboor"" and asking me a bunch of questions. She was a bit drunk already so she told me that she and some friends were going to a nightclub and asked me if I wanted to go. I really dont know what went trough my mind but I said yes. It was really weird when she introduced me to her friends, I was feeling very anxious to talk to them but gladly some of them were asking me a bunch of questions, which felt good since I could talk to them for a while. When we got to the club it was pretty weird at first, but one of her friends was really helping me out on not feeling completly lost. After a couple drinks I was feeling a lot more confortable so in the end we danced and talked a lot. Anyways, just wanted to share this story that happened to me. Thanks for reading and sorry for any grammar mistakes",4.647154592979835,4.995152572815536,4.967669902912622,87.67057132188202,69.3883495145631,7.697684839432412,27.98207617625093,7.321109707123232,1.3392342046303212,794,25,168,7,13,251,117,206,0.07,0.726,0.204,0.984,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,3,2,11,12,0,0,11,1,11,2,0,0,0,35,34,16,0,5,7,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,1,1,9,12,2,0,7,5,0,6,3,4,0,2,16,7,29,8,30,17,8,29,0,1,0,0,29,9,0,7,15,122,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411123166284753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960761771674809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986917844045417,0.0,0.0,0.13268365862263418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455428932619028,0.32939618442545543,0.0,0.0,0.09031084014687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822361756752804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314278128559535,0.0,0.0,0.09377327110002907,0.12995480951177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376490619266903,0.1150550631641402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040247331029831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815685294202055,0.0,0.11276921976656065,0.0,0.0,0.0999018479410635,0.0,0.0,0.27222184195937393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024649608236167,0.09851044035501308,0.09393449564121646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385954298146616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872342234916346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454676221855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057379527367850035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820918619641514,0.19970145686426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858975803728418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343273597041695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958631354537744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194876037608464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26313896195218284,0.0,0.11748053469888747,0.0,0.2257220327796156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172065807366684,0.09339996115999853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715482083896336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147426152000985,0.1662616614908977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832025724840764,0.0,0.10813103055057964,0.0,0.0,0.0780277316500446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222731511718344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690752013227376,0.13854863313441942,0.0,0.09421030397261172,0.0,0.0,0.21775233843067987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lululand2020,2019/03/13,Anybody done graphic design work from home ? I’m interested in this field but I don’t think I’d be able to work in a crowded office building. Wonder if I can do the program online and straight to working freelance ? Not sure if there’s even enough jobs online to make a living ? I am married with small kids and I’d like to be home when they’re home from school when older so I need a career that suits that..,1.3477380952380962,3.6385573452380977,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,82.6904761904762,4.2095238095238106,21.238095238095237,5.033348758259628,-0.14827619047619045,323,10,67,1,9,103,60,84,0.031,0.833,0.136,0.8099,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,12,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,9,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,39,7,7,0.2046604939299428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943874189611592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146899942814712,0.0,0.1351763260416387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6158734872252812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309396059319612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998677953331364,0.0,0.18071896569420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661246891301715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175316300535024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712734615940226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289009347151392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113818068175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219455754348521,0.4469858312271505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daisy2689,2019/03/13,"I left a TERRIBLE message for my boss in front of my bf I’m really just looking for reassurance after this shit show. This all happened Monday night/Tuesday morning (sorry for long read but it might make you feel better about embarrassing things you’ve done lol) So my “bf” more like fwb asked me to come over at midnight and I did bc bored and why not.. only thing was I had work the next day at 10am and I was planning on getting an Uber in the morning I don’t sleep at all and I probably kept him up most of the night bc I kept moving around and in the morning I say I’m gonna call work and say I’m sick bc I’m exhausted and don’t feel like getting a damn Uber He’s like “noooo don’t you have to go” and all that and I’m like no I’m tired and we had smoked the night before so I was just out of it and he said he didn’t care as long as I let him sleep lol So I call and I’m super anxious already because he’s next to me and I’m embarrassed and calling sick to work makes me nervous but my boss isn’t there so I’m transferred to her phone to leave a message. this is when it gets HORRIBLE!!!! I HATE leaving messages because I never know what to say or how to end them? So I wait for the tone and pretty much this is what I say: “Hi ____ this is ____ I’m just calling to let you know that I won’t be able to make it in today..soooo uhhhhh yeah *nervous laugh* thanks bye” I don’t even say why!!!????????? And my bf looks at me and says “that was disgusting” IM MORTIFIED!!!! That was so fucking bad and I cover my face and I’m like wtf did I do!!!! So cringe and I want to die in that moment... So pretty much that’s all I could do and now I had to wait for them to call back so we go back to sleep and I get a call back like an hour later and it’s not my boss but someone else and they ask why I’m not there and I say I’m not feeling well and they say it’s okay it’s cool and I say I left a message with the boss It was horrible and I’m not worried about what work is going to say about the message because that’s easy I can just say I hadn’t slept and I wasn’t feeling well and my mind wasn’t in the right place so I couldn’t think clearly What I’m mostly still cringing about is what my bf thought and that he witnessed all of that, later that morning everything seemed fine we cuddled and all that but I feel like I was being so annoying by keeping him up and then embarrassing myself and I’m scared he like thinks differently of me now because of that and he’s annoyed with me or thinks I’m dumb or like he won’t ask me to sleep over again or he won’t want to like see me ever again idk We’ve only been seeing each other for a little bit bc he’s in college and we can only hangout when he visits and it’s not serious idk it was just so bad and literally the most embarrassing moment of my life ahhhhhh",-1.1926593329841104,0.8383774573268958,1.370141823331977,98.56548105465342,94.07246376811594,4.2810158508429845,17.143763459635643,5.9333768541459655,-0.5490458413363593,2175,60,532,20,83,739,227,621,0.168,0.6890000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.96,1,0,1,0,0,1,41.0,4,3,4,7,39,42,8,7,18,5,44,14,7,8,9,110,106,64,1,4,19,0,5,10,4,5,5,12,0,0,35,48,0,5,12,3,0,7,21,21,2,0,24,22,66,21,58,71,14,58,0,0,4,2,61,23,4,9,39,323,101,11,0.05665545415129297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252070248306618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640045368570838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050435365848457134,0.15889560512198114,0.0,0.0,0.13069364132959838,0.09460987543285757,0.13814655597485875,0.0,0.04820961861137837,0.0,0.0,0.050107145140172366,0.06185308229923552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34710931888792784,0.0,0.057764011395327275,0.0,0.0,0.04880365713458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045234770043545286,0.0,0.0,0.03653808093880387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879941666639558,0.059192891089370675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797819995031218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732836207431459,0.0,0.05017991614833573,0.0,0.0,0.03742039313661512,0.05124810186580809,0.0,0.0,0.050918269026409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432334996241005,0.08094933553195742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237705442904479,0.11840054570565793,0.0,0.0965958006588992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501002309984777,0.0,0.0,0.05593553155950007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579420996686101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061197612608140564,0.0,0.0,0.05035797081054368,0.0,0.0,0.062272711866844174,0.0,0.0,0.11997989108886314,0.12311263341400275,0.11586808078831018,0.040017422767892885,0.27678993120793505,0.0567836489814463,0.0,0.1002765881614483,0.09515262489268143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345386674839845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601024836673428,0.05720585803831005,0.0,0.0,0.06021578161829275,0.08329655532260992,0.0,0.04369617893943666,0.0,0.12050743646402776,0.15950191732580904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926707762379724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059192891089370675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152779297505911,0.06108416195999827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056670785921802726,0.0,0.03629493467513379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838344828506197,0.05389231086633496,0.4956016023698263,0.056721993229332426,0.0,0.09029412350440807,0.051576997629290786,0.0,0.0,0.058156009525549286,0.0,0.0,0.22678548017085834,0.0,0.04800398244849268,0.0,0.0,0.06342114247202299,0.0,0.0,0.0452451188700562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052160730282187234,0.0,0.0,0.07527873256003187,0.10890758211952632,0.0,0.04497810212048687,0.0,0.06511711019292041,0.05370274598705177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683370950126788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188011465705156,0.0,0.15336820553809666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649833815413743,0.05753636381182747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jmods0812,2019/03/13,"Social Anxiety Makes Face Tense I’ve always kind of been anti-social. It wasn’t until 7th grade that I began to actually work with others at school. Now, I’m a sophomore in high school. I really don’t have friends but I talk to people daily. Anywho, I can work in groups without a problem except my social anxiety kicks in. Even talking to people that I’m cool with, it still kicks in. It makes my face tense and gives me a ‘depressed look.’ Everyone always asks me if I’m ok and it’s frustrating because no matter how much I try to smile, it still occurs. Even teachers ask me if I’m ok. It’s kind of embarrassing. People really think I’m depressed. I honestly feel that one of the major reasons I haven’t made any friends is because I’m unapproachable. When people see that you look ‘depressed’ they’re less likely to speak to you. So, I read a few articles and apparently I have ‘resting sad face.’ Is there a fix for this? The facial expression and my social anxiety? It’s taking over my life. 🤦‍♂️",1.1986303630363049,3.679332485148514,3.4063613861386166,85.63168729372941,85.53465346534655,6.138943894389437,21.287953795379536,7.492282038375204,1.0659795379537955,790,26,153,14,24,269,114,202,0.142,0.73,0.128,-0.4273,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,9,16,1,1,7,3,9,4,3,5,0,20,27,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,5,18,9,21,23,5,13,0,4,2,0,15,7,0,2,7,90,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.1119153278734503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085304012645848,0.0,0.0,0.0779892528473759,0.0,0.2631995138101561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144286679437109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982096274449926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963322440152701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149578960452334,0.0,0.0,0.10958575793516552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798782509887635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772096026502151,0.0,0.0,0.11001562528291443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117025358134625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388520889335483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100490871417322,0.05602895329004132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261184654624575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851705226051378,0.1531053140283294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430615208841921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771304590178635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318030598401037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973738123695713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471532954489165,0.0,0.14693939123460956,0.11791455523004585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321332571610383,0.09138853436820152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507185866563335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183174051217082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622831671173703,0.1843577832630772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348506506813939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786310778621085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055156723105683,0.0,0.1669830643346343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chocolatewaterfallss,2019/03/13,"Help I’m a senior in high school and sadly in all my years of high school, I haven’t been able to make a single close friendship. I only have one friend who I suppose I’m close with but I don’t think it’s mutual. I’m a shy person and it’s very difficult for me to approach people and keep conversations going. Sometimes she chooses me to skip class with her but she invites her other friends too, who I’m not very close with but I talk to them occasionally. When I’m with these people I can’t get myself to contribute. I’m always getting picked at and I can’t defend myself without sounding dumb. I feel like I get viewed as the socially awkward weirdo. During lunch, I sit with classmates who I’ve known since middle school (although I barely contribute to conversations unless it’s directed at me) and i genuinely like sitting there because I’m not forced to talk and when I do it’s not seen as a joke. That is until my “closest friend” switched to my lunch hour and I had no choice but to skip with her. I told her to come to my table but she says it’s too crowded. I didn’t want her to be alone, because Ik what it feels like, so I have to skip with her. Im just mentally tired of everyone taking an advantage of me yet always insult me (call me short, quiet, etc) and I can’t do anything about it. I wish I could have a good group of close friends but I just can’t. I don’t know what I’m gonna do in college. Sorry for ranting and kudos to you if you read all this. I just needed some place to express my feelings because I don’t have anyone to talk to about it.",2.2936565656565646,3.7654977393939433,3.8372727272727296,89.32035353535353,76.15151515151516,6.464646464646464,23.73737373737373,7.0931098945946705,0.7786161616161618,1234,38,267,13,27,410,160,330,0.094,0.753,0.154,0.9672,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,12,15,2,1,7,0,21,3,0,2,2,53,48,24,0,5,15,0,3,3,4,1,1,3,0,1,17,21,2,1,7,2,0,3,14,5,0,1,5,8,49,10,42,40,5,27,0,1,2,0,34,15,1,2,10,173,66,7,0.11323373747444793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727600251507594,0.0,0.0,0.1884390810886462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917566205766806,0.0,0.0931817178017593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070787061006105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562430625223118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754083843390947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904079254602698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262855492707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819968868204903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176313988062902,0.16178840935383232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499364187373117,0.0,0.17747986284070594,0.0,0.06435334247923287,0.09497508665528054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758981873643768,0.23927532121068584,0.0,0.0,0.1115124222128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231186747931146,0.0,0.0,0.10064734864325292,0.0,0.0,0.06223030079789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659608534190236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558439903857553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411297451495715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396138155782537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673011102484525,0.0861193598569485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700403221519216,0.0988713319338278,0.11830515508831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326438013194536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004801290911374,0.0,0.3437957627546033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366811776401963,0.0,0.0,0.11542753549439205,0.0,0.0,0.11199106174139907,0.1267558985200142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513767846828167,0.2730389668926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255560679570151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014552387118358,0.0,0.10819968868204903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186859384425494,0.06678819214740485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021320984026793,0.109153282170023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291881441963119 socialanxiety,lumimaa,2019/03/13,"Visiting a colleague (nervous rant) I met her a couple months ago while I did a short internship at her workplace. We talked, she was really nice, after that we only met shortly a couple of times. Now she asked if I want to come visit her and drink coffee at her place. I almost got an anxiety attack when she send me a text about it. There is just something about socializing with colleagues for me which gives me anxiety (no matter if it is at workplace or during freetime!) And I don't know what it is! She is nice, we have things to talk about (I work at the kindergarten where her kid goes)... still I am so nervous. Damn.",2.7711529933481147,4.785761089430896,3.7367627494456777,88.18789356984482,76.3170731707317,6.423946784922395,23.376940133037692,7.348242739294969,0.9414292682926828,486,15,97,6,11,156,83,123,0.1,0.83,0.07,-0.5705,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,1,10,6,2,2,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,17,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,0,22,2,13,12,0,20,0,0,0,0,23,8,1,4,8,72,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098564726307212,0.0,0.20444818737634515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238115911348835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087271914871126,0.2322744685139213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587560211994402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518235917255213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001026541583444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585983299684515,0.0,0.0,0.16329453818211415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220727439563843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296768172458087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528156731282966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331568109441806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307974415173288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081270535730799,0.0,0.15718113614088575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630515619416513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282105114497998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356424210106821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190539985046141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042559503306233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863922742691574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chinchillin_96,2019/03/13,"I answered a question out loud in front of my peers at university yesterday and my heart is still racing at the thought of it. After I’d answered the question, my adrenaline just went nuts and my heart was pounding and my hands were shaking so badly that I could hardly write down what the lecturer was saying but I’m so pleased that I actually spoke out loud! Me -1 Anxiety - 0! 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I couldn't get myself to say it in real life or on the phone because I was too anxious. As soon as I sent the text I literally threw my phone on my bed and ran away. I'm literally too scared to check it to see what he's said. It's been like 4 hours now, what should I do :( How can I bring myself to check?",0.4978260869565218,1.8223990000000043,2.105869565217393,100.44728260869567,80.73913043478261,5.469565217391305,18.02173913043478,5.985473137389443,-0.7068739130434785,316,6,85,2,8,103,61,92,0.08800000000000001,0.797,0.116,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,6,17,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,7,3,16,3,12,8,0,14,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,1,7,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28879494156810764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401776265440564,0.0,0.0,0.15583280701522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744311724732446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355880831951186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134684401512146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517491165227456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805626575466864,0.12489041548464727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614413842594266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040455277394481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29096875196985433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316755548698185,0.2032913216719513,0.2559353684078516,0.0,0.20370810728328065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906290435805686,0.0,0.0,0.2442703287508213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigyikes1996,2019/03/13,"Should I get therapy? I am a 22M university student. I don't know if I actually have social anxiety but I suspect I do since I seem to resonate with much of its symptoms. I am grateful I do have a couple of friends (and family) but I still think that my relations/connections to those people don't reach their full potential. It's just that I'm there and I think they wouldn't mind if I was not there. I have a much harder time to feel comfortable and to connect with other people. Right now, I manage to go through life in a slightly below average manner socially/relationally speaking, I've heard stories that are worse than what I'm going through, yet I'm still not 100% convinced that that is enough. I feel like if I don't do anything about it now, it will have serious complications later on when I'm trying to find a job, a significant other,... Because of my doubts about how severe my case is, I am not sure if it's worth to get therapy or not, what do you guys/girls think?",5.958419369575148,5.462635422110555,7.0604294198264075,76.66468707172227,66.63819095477389,10.452444038373686,33.1662859753312,10.018931242160765,3.0810060301507534,775,30,157,16,11,263,113,199,0.12,0.772,0.108,0.3333,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,12,7,0,1,6,0,21,2,0,1,1,32,37,12,0,6,12,0,2,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,15,5,0,0,9,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,2,4,23,5,20,32,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,9,113,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.15812330849210568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395674095162255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334143918422722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877535832585707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928923778339936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742602273686974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275268183559967,0.0,0.16386007048586082,0.11575821875522227,0.0,0.0,0.1480975436926533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251882525837234,0.0,0.16931375879079838,0.0,0.18417705758015895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079526623736162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905049257528802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445049050358636,0.07916237778965325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360969945861048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822952490535398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467007592454186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837746175206328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751106565790126,0.0,0.18305403324537545,0.0,0.13403746918364115,0.0,0.0,0.1651748225661076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588035755128997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271657435657254,0.1684169634178559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706035121790434,0.0,0.0,0.31147748483043336,0.0,0.0,0.09448422365658664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100114921394415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512805349765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,andos4,2019/03/13,"Skipping a highly anxious situation I'm supposed to be in a highly social situation soon and I believe it is going to be too big of a reach for me. I know we're not supposed to avoid situations, but I feel in terms of the ladder to healing, this is too much of a reach. Generally speaking, I believe it is inappropriate to fully immerse oneself in a stressful situation without taking baby steps. The thing is I feel really guilty missing out on this. What do you think I should do?",5.594078014184396,6.2679114574468136,7.592340425531916,68.53333333333335,67.40425531914894,9.245390070921985,35.87943262411348,9.2995712137729,3.5110624113475177,383,19,66,7,6,136,60,94,0.14800000000000002,0.812,0.04,-0.9154,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,17,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,15,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824718116031625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639558297285784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333889715993075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179563202342228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413098448651725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876725858635126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873590604958405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347395368203677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7262217317187809,0.0,0.1646494675398255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502080332866108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144306267424805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730682057813153,0.10349559985642766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569967523383338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Giancarlo456,2019/03/13,"I talked to a girl today So I decided to change things up today and go to the mall for no obvious reason, maybe just to not sit at home all day. So I went in walked around a bit and there was this beauty salon type thing setup in the middle of where I was going and there was a girl giving out flyers. As I approached it the girl gave me the flyer and invited me to sit in a chair, I sort of didn't have a chance to decline, because it happened so quickly, so I said fuck it, let's do it (I didn't actually say it, but in my mind lol). So I sat down all nervous, she started asking me all the questions regarding their company and products if I knew about them, I said no, she said would you like me to try them on for you, I said sure. So as she was doing all that beauty stuff on my face we started talking, she asked if I don't know about her shop and products I must not be a local here, I said I am, but I don't go out often, she said well that's unfortunate, why so? I said well that's my personality I shy away from people, she asked if I had a girlfriend, I said no, she asked what kind of girl am I looking for, I said I don't know (stupid mind couldn't think of a better answer), She asked how old I am, I said 23, she said well that's the best time for a girlfriend. Later the conversation shifted to her trying to sell me their products, which I kindly refused after few attempts. At the end I sincerely thanked her for inviting me to have this kind of conversation with her and that I rarely get a chance to talk to anyone outside my family let alone a girl. I didn't ask her contacts, because of few reasons, first because I was little nervous to do that and second she was a little older than me and not particularly my type. Thank you to whoever was reading that, have a nice day. 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I don't know how I feel about it. I don't like the idea of being in my 20s yet. I'm not good enough for it.,-3.4655882352941165,-2.160917852941175,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,95.1764705882353,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.5314470588235296,99,0,32,0,4,36,26,34,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.5448,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38201987840878665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941943045392423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289924430815744,0.2725456281586006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998639155009184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306701480560162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096639244949487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638296453776554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003229418459087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567525152082914 socialanxiety,NateNoVaa,2019/03/13,"Joined the club Been dealing with the symptoms of social anxiety for years now without even knowing it, with the past couple months being much more strong. I thought I was just developing some weird sort of paranoia. Started looking into it and instantly knew social anxiety (and GAD) was it. Went to psychologist to get an assessment and he said it seems to be high to severe SAD and GAD. Everything I’ve been dealing with makes sense now. Feeling like I’m in hell when walking past anybody, (especially groups) restless nights with thoughts of random insignificant shit that I said or did once and/or imagining each stressful detail of the following day. Plus 1000 more. Anyways, just wanted to say I’ve been enjoying the memes and it’s nice to have the community. Look forward to joining the party. Probably the only time I’ll ever say that. 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My parents didn't allow me to apply to any colleges except the one in my city. While I got in, I'm not excited for it at all-in fact I dread it. I can't stand the school and I've made it clear to my family that I feel horrible stress and anxiety about going to this school due to knowing it's not a good fit for me. My parents excuse for not allowing me to go anywhere is because I could ""never handle it"". My mom treats me like I'm 12 because of my anxiety and my dad doesn't even believe in my diagnoses. I've repeatedly told my family that I think going away would force me to break out of my shell and help me, but they don't believe me. When I got a job last summer, it significantly helped me to get the hang of it better, and just know going away for college to where I actually would want to go would be so much better for my mental health. I very sure it's right thing for me and I know I can handle it since I'm already a duel enrollment student. Knowing I'll still be living at home where my chances of making friends gets cut and I'm still in a smothering household that doesn't take my feelings and opinions into consideration is killing me. I asked to at-least live in the dorms of this college due to this situation and I got called a ""prissy bitch"" for not wanting to live with my parents anymore. How am I ever suppose to keep working on my anxiety when I know I'm being trapped in a position that is just going to make it worse? Any advice? Thoughts?",5.222803901079764,4.740416736677119,6.5248014629049145,79.84819836293977,68.15360501567397,9.34594218042494,32.142284918146984,8.841846274778883,2.4670897248345525,1205,46,252,18,18,411,156,319,0.146,0.778,0.076,-0.9657,5,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,13,15,5,2,11,0,17,2,0,6,5,49,52,15,1,6,8,6,2,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,18,12,0,1,10,0,0,7,10,7,0,1,7,2,43,8,45,38,1,39,0,0,0,0,15,17,1,1,14,164,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.08519237568596011,0.0,0.0,0.0853087187207338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633791180627818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873422263577466,0.0,0.2671375736989485,0.0,0.08657831339969066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161387713556555,0.0,0.16404277263462658,0.0,0.0,0.10643475038889487,0.0,0.0,0.1967147997113136,0.0,0.15441981736164168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914323741862333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970208449293519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860783798168417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766094094556769,0.07896800454416858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645976672518971,0.0,0.088283181131745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674478971334823,0.0,0.09122147446356943,0.0,0.2976882010324296,0.07322324321753604,0.20946577020869087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619084706663284,0.0,0.09279600160168901,0.0,0.0,0.11703093156046918,0.0,0.08756919158043244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663195110479989,0.07759640499886088,0.09658470687235554,0.0,0.23988946003088765,0.071161292826714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265045484541415,0.0,0.2312629566236586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260553456059534,0.11654708680268833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797804120477347,0.0,0.0,0.10224490755140267,0.0,0.0,0.06417567207126189,0.0,0.06733127533362211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059156856598334126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877460435291985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455387077636251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670487170113744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221560527402038,0.0981290522311462,0.0,0.0889915324445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943606192040595,0.0,0.10000205326115158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822793799353593,0.0,0.06563886548570748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799835582638425,0.05593842585772653,0.0,0.06930658587003022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341905650671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203178557198125,0.10298380785730088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355556571337077,0.0,0.08896633459048885,0.18604661449046908,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imthatdudebro,2019/03/14,"How to show my face again Hey y’all. I’ve always had an issue showing my face around people that I’ve embarrassed myself in front of and I figured I’d ask if anyone had any tips, because today I had a VERY embarrassing situation in front of a large group, who I see every day, many of which are friends of mine, and I’ve spent the entire time since then in my room refusing to communicate with anyone who was there or knows anyone who was there. I’m TERRIFIED to wake up in the morning. Any advice? Sorry for the run on sentence, and this is my first time on this sub so sorry if this isn’t the type of thing that goes here",5.681252747252749,4.859009323076926,6.44824175824176,81.9096153846154,67.30769230769229,9.274725274725276,27.802197802197803,8.418075326091056,1.654142857142857,492,12,106,6,7,163,84,130,0.127,0.84,0.034,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,7,0,8,3,3,1,0,12,13,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,6,1,10,1,18,7,0,19,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,7,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070109450588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238279443604178,0.0,0.0,0.26542124359024594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40936620520452544,0.0,0.0,0.17372740046613405,0.18244155966720046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896335859332162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258574358039237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442468273816688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659969041577758,0.0,0.0,0.15077459840396468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368886038745465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725089597951597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785434710272934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352944057121351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551154522128582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143244410038882,0.21935996629564405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369152490878157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965087392579835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275903782234664,0.0,0.1849820716331538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102152926194938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Edgar_OToole,2019/03/14,Workplace Birthdays... Does anybody else dread their birthday at work? ,7.916999999999998,11.796890700000004,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,92.0,2.0,45.0,3.1291,3.187000000000001,57,4,6,0,2,14,10,10,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197771920605191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591635617566259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156001631386179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bingbong8382,2019/03/14,oversharing problem when i meet new people hi guys. i’m on mobile and a little tipsy so i apologize for the errors in advance. i started my new job today and something just clicked with me that i really do overshare. i don’t know if i do it to make myself more relatable or what. i just keep talking and talking and talking but on the inside i’m truly wondered if the person i’m talking to even gives a fuck??? i’m tired of telling ppl my most traumatic events in life on impulse because i don’t know how to talk to new people. i know this sounds so stupid... especially since i seem so self aware. just... any advice would be welcomed. thank you so much. ,2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,77.4090909090909,6.218181818181819,26.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.306851515151516,513,20,101,6,12,170,85,132,0.135,0.78,0.085,-0.8276,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,2,0,5,0,6,3,0,2,0,23,21,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,15,2,12,19,3,14,0,0,1,1,15,6,1,6,7,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385748032496005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964354627960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644588041665632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936639732320451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110078790741375,0.0,0.136036791629725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404139040176942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072425139540756,0.12604698226442862,0.0,0.0,0.2338047169663121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001643890074426,0.0,0.14213057994337058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465907978214284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042464505861178,0.0,0.0,0.41088209255914176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662598896884856,0.12382276523643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356927366174959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908469287711514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909823014692487,0.14793845068177372,0.0,0.0,0.1173064540467184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917203970895624,0.0,0.0,0.10037363964543104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699063492704637,0.12394793337220522,0.13055932435232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298939574982585,0.13441901971085296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378657672718046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007375462706956,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IsraeliImputation,2019/03/14,"Burnt out by high school - but not from work - I’m socially burnt out Been at the same school since 6th grade, and for that reason I’ve gone to school with pretty much the same people this entire time. Now (as a senior) it’s super cliquey and I’m on the outside. My personality, humor, confidence, and character has slowly deteriorated since 10th grade. I’ve noticed it and felt it. Work, although I have a lot of it, isn’t the issue. Social shit and other people and whether or not they like me is always on my mind. I’m shot. Anybody experience anything like this?",3.0812727272727263,5.242660036363642,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,75.9090909090909,6.581818181818183,22.81818181818182,7.554174236665415,0.9959272727272724,444,13,86,6,10,146,75,110,0.085,0.775,0.14,0.8186,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,20,10,11,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,5,4,12,7,4,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,5,53,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418885640295652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032566977420285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668039417266375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637285535403794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016661691491734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798141736363515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666175759345724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497231930830287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217933748536662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253538204134229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941412478937771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364379676356577,0.1488938624698757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734829111194271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532575754298022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177342917921802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175039122465325,0.2821163136247055,0.0,0.0,0.3476528789283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994331698294317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482851433752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway_123n,2019/03/14,"Can someone explain it? I was recently talking to my bf about social Anxiety and how it feels. For me when im around people especially strangers like restaurants, stores, ect. I feel stared at, not because i feel like im pretty or anything, its like i feel like people are always talking badly about me. I have a hard time explaining this, I dont want to come off like I think im better than anyone else(most times o honesty feel like less) . So for everyone, how would you explain this to someone who doesnt have anxiety? Or in general social Anxiety? 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Nobody else offers to present their poem so the teacher says “Raise your hand if you have no siblings”. I was the only one in the class without any siblings, but people actually laughed at my poem so my misfortune wasn’t so bad in the end. Good luck to the people with presentations due soon that are reading this!",5.75346153846154,6.500423833333336,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,67.07692307692308,8.804102564102564,32.266666666666666,8.841846274778883,2.661909743589744,321,13,59,5,5,104,57,78,0.142,0.677,0.18,0.4069,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,5,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,8,3,12,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.2595322444180883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085749482731006,0.0,0.0,0.30045174586217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206005734465695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217001656892585,0.0,0.23555585516772845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306917142293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625740133126248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696350983339881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021696944196006,0.20226961536228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36875733005036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660254632824898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114968918199047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110609328087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636967618820605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marcato53,2019/03/14,"Ever wish you had a squad to hang out with? I don't want to be super self-pitying, but sometime wish I just had that group of people I could just sit around with at the end of the day. Make jokes about things and just talk about random stuff. I'm fine with chatting with coworkers or meeting up with people to do school assignments and stuff, but idk how to just chill with people with no specific goal in mind. 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Social anxiety 2. Being a simpleton 3. Having no confidence/being insecure 4. Enjoying solitude and not speaking. Some of these overlap but you get the gist. I feel so abnormal... I mean aren’t these the basic elements that make humans human? I feel like I’m the only person in the world like this and it makes it hard connecting to people not only IRL but also online. I’m part of an online group where even there I’m basically the outcast because I don’t contribute to the conversation because I have anxiety about being judged/no one liking or responding to my comments. The fact that I have social anxiety even in an online setting is so stressful, I feel like I have no outlet to vent or no community to receive support from. I can freely speak on here is because I don’t know anyone and it’s not cliquey. Anyway, just wanted to vent, see if anyone can relate and see if I can get any advice. Thanks for listening.",2.4779942279942304,5.2389979947089955,4.6800312650312685,76.81046536796538,82.28042328042328,7.669167869167872,26.05122655122655,8.575989854853784,2.5898126984126995,787,33,132,20,22,271,111,189,0.13,0.737,0.133,0.6847,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,2,11,0,15,0,0,2,1,24,33,13,0,3,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,0,9,14,7,15,31,2,8,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,5,4,92,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837266629989682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142342707367385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032538845835095,0.0,0.3484630411137997,0.0,0.0,0.2123349301049475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776739811412645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057287643626165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031897273303245,0.21694375328945886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865639049479938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601549306913638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344525468385597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967181689849681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027038065711514,0.0,0.0,0.16539423325738253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288820035087708,0.23095668265570246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442390683871616,0.0,0.10526416622296833,0.13257759272199965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419877312679723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095559550046653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392795836488356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230202371076733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397904569243745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955697838766323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,getthempeasboi,2019/03/14,"DAE actually quite enjoy being around other people and socialising, but just doesn’t know how to start? Whenever I hang out with close friends, or if I get invited out by someone, I’m excited for it. I genuinely enjoy spending time with other people.I just get really nervous trying to form new friendships or interact with people like teachers, students, cashiers, waiters etc. I especially get nervous when texting people and whenever I want to reach out to ask someone to hang out I feel a paralysing fear that I’ll be seen as clingy. I don’t really subscribe to that whole idea of making plans and then being really happy if they fall through, yet regular social interaction terrifies me. I know this is long and maybe doesn’t fully make sense, but does anyone else feel like this?",7.274374999999999,8.196836020833334,7.448611111111107,70.1575,63.79166666666666,10.566666666666666,34.75,10.504223727775694,3.93145,633,27,102,15,9,205,94,144,0.094,0.706,0.2,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,6,10,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,30,21,14,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,1,3,10,7,19,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,9,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.15882085124669856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379881930066844,0.1667569525222443,0.0,0.14488230441501454,0.15214959479466836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242391608371432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595702234257984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815096461243048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831393756660305,0.1645829203049322,0.11626887279824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574050613433946,0.0,0.2550910003910837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325075936099607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372531968550387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888665712368584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902318699451148,0.0,0.0,0.14402892620387756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727422656410714,0.0,0.16350458798257125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571852889958594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384917731130471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310501602933273,0.0,0.0,0.3127860987541541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590347226247987,0.27579566366715624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519552573074747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490102992166853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049679516020172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599436508740576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170493837073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itfrigures,2019/03/14,"Too nervous to go to hair salon In addition to SA, I've been dealing with some depression over the last couple years that's made life a lot harder. I used to be able to go to the store, get my hair done, generally exist like a more normal person. But it's been over a year and a half since I've been to a salon. Not only that but I've been putting off going to the dentist for a little over a year as well, among other things. And I moved and have struggled to forge new relationships in this city, which has exacerbated the isolation/depression. Today I was looking at photos of my husband and I, and I haven't ""let myself go"" per see, but it's definitely the worst I've looked in our 14 years together. Maybe it seems superfluous but if I could summon the courage to go get my hair done by a professional, Id feel a lot better about my appearance. Several times I've made an appointment and then cancelled the day before. The biggest issue is that I dislike looking at myself in the mirror while talking to the hair stylist, feel uncomfortable with a stranger's touch, and have a hard time sitting still for more than 15 mins. But I have a lot of hair that usually takes at least an hour to process. Sorry if this is tmi. It just feels like the last straw of putting off self care and I wanted to express how sad/disconnected this anxiety makes me feel lately. 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Then you have to either engage in some sort of small talk about whatever the fucks going on in your life or how your not taking enough care of your teeth so instead you just opt for silence which makes the whole ordeal feel even worse, as you lie back in complete silence as this random person just sticks their fingers in your mouth, you get asked questions you don’t know the answer to and half the time don’t even realize the man was talking to you, trying to crack a joke even. But the joke goes right over your head as you answer seriously making the whole situation worse. Then it’s finally over and your mouth is numb as a dope heads shooting arm so you just go home unable to eat or drink anything for a half hour as you think over what an anxious twat you are. Fun times everyone, fun times.",7.070831429876655,6.851343949748745,6.111685701233442,83.46669712197354,64.27638190954774,8.844403837368663,30.653723161260853,8.00094639256281,1.9115085427135683,822,25,161,8,11,247,123,199,0.147,0.7809999999999999,0.071,-0.9426,0,1,1,1,0,0,10.0,0,19,1,0,17,13,2,2,12,0,8,16,9,6,0,32,26,17,0,1,10,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,7,2,2,1,9,3,0,2,3,6,0,2,1,6,20,7,25,23,5,21,0,0,3,2,28,10,2,6,9,104,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136720013251034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959050346485633,0.0,0.1131389028786948,0.0,0.0,0.09305817603892226,0.0,0.07377367250403362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338963441039195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688889395957428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855514027645606,0.0,0.12383535759086504,0.10109805660180897,0.0,0.0,0.12504771209530854,0.0,0.2398009686526161,0.0,0.0,0.2312827392495769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223843616606477,0.08645788853455877,0.0,0.13257329839306647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237651243873216,0.06322881538051317,0.0,0.13755878145084213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484062483789074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139457907296135,0.0,0.11918194397739712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302066399798448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548116805087101,0.05912506350448402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162770308959948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231315554991075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567143381579656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355719413318493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335182497195536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603340142163053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099321693686513,0.1945452306872339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754578452132417,0.0,0.0,0.21170608614276795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433150798604915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702326930630234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36999419125698296,0.08597030548609326,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,exwasadickthrowaway,2019/03/14,"Just ban the memes and make a separate subreddit Idk if this is going to be deleted, but there are way too many memes on this subreddit, I know that some people get comfort from memes, I do too but it's getting ridiculous. The mods made an announcement a month ago but I'm still seeing the same issue, text post of people wanting support get shoved away while memes get all the attention. The BEST thing to do imo is to just make another subreddit for memes and ban them here. 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I’m a college student and have been struggling with making new friends. Does anyone have any recommendations on what to do? I always try to talk to other people but then feel like I’m doing something awkward and freeze up.,4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.15384615384616,5.9692307692307685,30.30769230769231,5.985473137389443,1.463023076923076,218,9,39,1,4,68,41,52,0.069,0.722,0.21,0.7789,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,4,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,24,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628375029801195,0.0,0.0,0.18493496991770034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901533974718222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853941981817941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798481997432197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375058267482094,0.1942807607202928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202149826897316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286077777269886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630567752646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265049952919256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188535525732322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093599936584062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843006399418985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185826883645948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846358436632473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586083665129405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ScrewYouAnxiety,2019/03/14,"Speaking exams Tomorrow I'll have 3 speaking exams and I'm honestly so stressed out. I'll stutter and struggle and black-out and I'm already so nervous. I hope it's going well. I have diagnosed anxiety and they know I black out when getting too stressed but they have to treat me like the other students because they're exams. I'm so gonna die. 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I feel like I know ""more"" than people who don't have social anxiety because I'm constantly thinking about what other people might be thinking of me. So it's hard for me to imagine not being anxious because it's like removing something you know from your brain. do you feel like that? do you think social anxiety can go away?",5.505789473684208,6.391000105263162,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,67.68421052631578,8.185263157894736,30.989473684210523,8.238735603445708,2.2372294736842098,312,12,58,4,5,98,50,76,0.022,0.782,0.196,0.8919,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,0,0,13,21,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,11,4,8,17,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601482686699061,0.1920879391319804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975080816149947,0.0,0.0,0.20730004885938366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981211968030134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837443561617016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792010168488233,0.3644130197635188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663319293965514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231541451764954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689045299040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322764920676427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037724810277467,0.1716840073601663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575777656382815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466527418238756,0.0,0.13089906110427332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268492208903687,0.0,0.13498653949615858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Captainthrowaway25,2019/03/14,"Why do people look at me with a weird look on their face? I wouldn't say I have social anxiety. I used to, but after overcoming my depression, I don't give a single ounce of thought to what people think about me. They think what they want, positive or negative, and, individually, it has no effect on me. I walk around with a slight smile on my face and greet anyone who returns a similar look to me, but I can't help but notice the overwhelming majority that do the opposite. For example, I'm in line to make my order at a restaurant and the person in front of me leaves after simply giving their order to the cashier, who has a great grin on their face. I step up, that grin immediately fades away, even if I have a smile on my face. I say ""thank you,"" and ""have a nice day,"" while they remain completely silent. They reciprocate politeness to every other person I've seen, except for me. I wouldn't say I'm *that* ugly, nor would I say I look like I rolled out of bed in the morning when I go outside. What gives?",3.5635294117647085,4.736026333333335,5.0424313725490215,83.1339411764706,72.43137254901961,8.381176470588235,23.894117647058824,8.841846274778883,1.5120082352941182,788,21,165,15,15,265,111,204,0.103,0.7020000000000001,0.195,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,7,1,4,9,0,1,13,0,12,4,4,3,0,24,30,12,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,2,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,2,9,32,6,31,25,2,27,0,2,5,0,21,14,0,2,8,114,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056102660759375,0.0,0.0,0.09652995792863313,0.0,0.0,0.12289655407437625,0.0,0.0,0.12970545944466386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474607954073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903284757291023,0.0,0.11890495800803685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911827899180218,0.0,0.11631571565034972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972994235968762,0.07845877483869604,0.0,0.0,0.15220406246608054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253410256053866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461783306712279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744578566188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463719436301065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921515358335812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717440276188752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141731474653906,0.2410853351619304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43914155798748616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407277799200968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710077347203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691774187816106,0.0,0.10959876401059808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923357861887054,0.0,0.0,0.08142731251710532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457147643736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806898214430224,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,count__,2019/03/14,"I don't fit in so a year back i belonged to a group of friends while i was studying class 9 we were really happy back then. we would hangout at each others houses to hangout play games/sports sing songs. We were really happy I was the introvert of the group but I had a quirky sense of humour for which they liked me.But as soon as we were done with our olevels things suddenly changed.They started hanging out with new friends,started drinking alcohol as a way of having fun and I quite didn't fit in between that group.I see them getting high,doing wierd stuffs but I can't do it. So as time passed I started to become leftout from the group.I started thinking something is wrong with me thats why they won't hangout with me and thats very depressing.They were like a family to me and I will give anything to live back those old days.But now I find it very difficult to make friends due to my social anxiety",2.4501043643263785,4.4769805,3.2684566729917783,91.11680265654651,77.33333333333333,6.3119544592030365,25.99493991144845,7.285733465282438,1.1884507273877296,727,28,151,9,17,230,110,186,0.077,0.767,0.157,0.9406,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,5,0,3,1,7,11,0,0,8,0,17,2,0,1,0,19,25,13,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,10,13,2,0,2,7,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,2,22,9,26,13,1,25,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,0,18,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522180089605074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108961176263301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721056835323836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856752372840875,0.0,0.0,0.15730652170568912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575884024734415,0.0,0.1395305264010933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427355190530968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018156526682942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008741357911898,0.0,0.07441558310494098,0.13663511491303929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032460477584054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048872811979133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434904293254948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917154861512238,0.0,0.1257713191542788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950754137071954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756308436847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945991416390367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514954743969463,0.0,0.0,0.1824929918360507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350099463619268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519293438756334,0.0,0.10965220520288063,0.0,0.0,0.40326043044363397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305218873454047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946264351311682,0.0912655841764026,0.0,0.0,0.08305407248456491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350449762821918,0.0,0.11305701887999085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852400723724608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011806147870552,0.15572858494090114,0.0,0.09172245246596986 socialanxiety,synthoceps_god,2019/03/14,"I actually had a good time We had group projects in digital imaging today and we had to create funny photoshops but in short limited time, and I actually had fun and laughed together with people I didn't know too well. I didn't experience any anxiety and felt proud of myself after. I wish I could help make more times like this. It's a victory for me. 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My culinary in class has a restaurant system to it call the ""Hatters cafe"" teachers can bring students in to enjoy quality food (not the crap that's given at lunch) It works just like a restaurant/diner. So tomorrow I have to be a waiter, and that makes me *very* nervous I got the basics down I believe, eveything is done on a tablet and that should be easy. Yesterday I was a waiter aswell, not today however, I waited one table and it seemed to have gone alright...ish. They asked for drinks but I wasn't sure where to get them, so after I crossed off the drinks on their bills and fixed the total amount so they didn't have to pay for something they didn't get, they didn't seem to complain. Now comes to actully paying, this part stressed me out the most, it was a table with five people who all had their separate checks and money. I did it one at a time, and gave the correct change back but I was worried I was going too slow and such. People who have done waiter experience, how do you usually do it?? Overall I managed to do it and even got a $5 tip that I kept. It wasn't the best performance, and I have no way to back out. So in asking is for advice on how to stay calm and have a clear head Another question for those who are/have been waiters. Mind giving advice on that? Tell me what I can do to give a better performance? Thanks in advance!",1.7850786402841232,3.694055397260275,3.2161339421613384,91.26686707255202,78.93150684931506,5.9697615423642825,22.11618467782852,6.937597516519254,0.5513534753932015,1104,33,236,12,27,361,158,292,0.067,0.833,0.1,0.8506,3,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,7,6,14,11,1,2,20,0,34,6,2,3,6,38,56,19,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,15,4,2,3,2,5,6,9,4,0,3,20,0,27,7,32,33,7,35,0,0,0,0,21,15,1,4,12,172,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340491699512724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359600375234393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242959068334966,0.0,0.0,0.19940139910180535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608265790435296,0.13607039305387747,0.11467392075430095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239757329313254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371633119243582,0.11169079170477557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653748278007061,0.0,0.25403529112743944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856393471457757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683256714205646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678564297526001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548421844364028,0.2487637801593867,0.07368888647829515,0.0,0.2074022323822688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306878444422593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866775347255446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334543017394899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654919831213323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091985210922735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757222305151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040937425854014,0.0,0.1797801304613417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524911153003786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607557454492464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998187657925343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820053411046526,0.0,0.0,0.14852533472540258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220321530783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332874025924974,0.11937370277498567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560591229436724,0.0,0.12290272016855007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428024052184704,0.10698325398387666,0.0,0.10291824106869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439417855340956,0.13167623910304135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eveeprofen,2019/03/14,"Does anyone here legit have no friends, close friends, or a group of friends? it's hard for me to connect with anyone, I find a group and then I don't become close to them and we all go our separate ways weeks later. usually everyone I meet with s.a have close friends and a support system but I feel isolated and alone but I try to socialize. I'm wondering if someone relates 👀",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578948,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.10526315789474,6.957894736842108,27.921052631578952,8.07648339933343,2.0486631578947367,300,14,60,6,8,98,54,76,0.113,0.75,0.13699999999999998,0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,8,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,7,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771302401000505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804634510266211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214956712692341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550578845649664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163753923314703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140591548406667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833023378369771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.619788790445978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139792206832308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965661401260233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443911744416973,0.16992839663366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275858247388121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616271543262742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208814332305915,0.0,0.0,0.15919009597944975,0.16087198383803933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174918013415444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsjustmeyaboijesus,2019/03/14,"Dating with social anxiety? Ok so I just posted here like 2 minutes ago, but I also wanted to say this I (14F) really like this guy (14M) and we're friends, but I want us to be something more. I know we're too young for it to be very serious but I have the feeling that if I ask him out and he says no, it will be kinda uncomfortable to chat with him, so I really don't want to lose what we have. I don't know if he likes me back, if I feel optimistic I think that maybe he does, but if I feel pesimistic (idk if that's the word, English is my 2nd language) I don't think he does. Our friends also ""ship"" us a lot, so that probably dismotivates him a bit and I haven't dated anyone so I wouldn't know how to carry on with a relationship (like how often we should go on dates or stuff like that) if we had one someday",1.4915248796147689,2.5506836741573053,3.7539646869983976,90.79404494382023,77.42696629213485,7.108186195826645,21.703049759229536,7.7094869923839395,0.6210532905296944,626,16,151,9,14,217,100,178,0.051,0.764,0.184,0.9696,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,6,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,5,1,14,0,0,2,0,41,27,22,0,11,12,0,3,5,2,3,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,5,26,8,13,20,3,11,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,10,11,100,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255548300141781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653804052393844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083537946937754,0.0,0.0,0.0990375995803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324137696522754,0.0,0.0,0.10891199731263382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463359956809522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478992815292704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485149133029208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886058175445616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049696584122308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024532807126222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352401932658334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598941391330995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845831915625636,0.0,0.1204167987915738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422958692688747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597855974852314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356514442557814,0.0,0.15271128760856906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814757223497067,0.0,0.0,0.152067766605528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527475776581765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438358636658344,0.0,0.10904097163527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214328798929836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815136860593545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34074964732589164,0.0,0.0,0.11686738330697402,0.2506278593200485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HypotheticalCheese,2019/03/14,"Mom's anxiety - how to help I'm not sure this is the right place, so I'm sorry if this is not the intended use of this subreddit. I'm also sorry if this comes across as derisive or ill-intended or hyper critical -- it absolutely is not. I'm just frustrated and want to have a better approach. Basically, my mom seems to have very intense social anxiety and I'd like to know how I can help in a more positive way. I've often slipped in the past and been the asshole that says ""why can't you just get over it"" or ""just do it, it's not that big of a deal"" but I'm starting to understand that's not helpful. I get very frustrated because she doesn't seem to acknowledge it as a problem and instead seems to want people to continue enabling and comforting her, saying things like ""this is just how I am"" or ""just let me be"" and thinking it's alright to just continue unloading all her anxiety on other people. It's so bad that she's taught us, her kids, to have a measure of social anxiety as well, though not even close to her level. Here's a specific example: My mom doesn't live in the same state as I do, but she's been visiting for the last week-ish. When she's at her home, she has a routine and part of that routine is to go swimming at a women's only pool. She wanted to continue this routine while visiting, so she found the local YMCA and I took her there, showing her how easy it is to get to and even went in with her to ask about the whens/whats/hows of using it. She seemed like she was okay and would be able to use it no problem. Well, fast forward to last night... Last night, she took my car after I got home from work and went to the pool. Twenty minutes later, she texts me to say that there were some bearded men having a conversation near the door from the women's locker room to the pool and she just couldn't go in and was coming home (mind you, she just saw this from outside and didn't actually go in or give them time to leave). I text her back with ""you got this, I believe in you!"" but she comes home anyway. Now, on her way home, she gets lost and goes to the wrong apartment complex then calls me in a panic because the gate code isn't working and there's a line of people starting to form behind her. I get kind of annoyed and snap back saying that I have no idea why it's not working since I literally just used it, but she's too much in a panic state to hear me and kinda just...panics over me. She eventually realizes she's in the wrong place and gets home, but at no point during our interaction does she seem to hear me and seems to want to continue panicking. Anyway, long story short, she refuses to get counselling or take anti-anxiety medication. I've even bought her some CBD gummies but she's too scared to try them. I'm increasingly annoyed and frustrated by this but I really do want to help her as much as possible without enabling it. I sincerely hope I haven't overstepped or been offensive in any way. Any suggestions and advice is very much welcome. 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At times, I prefer to just chill, eat inside, do my homework, inside my car. I dont know the psychology of the human brain in regards to vehicles but I have growned comfortable to just sitting inside my car over anything. 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What I noticed after. So normally I'm a relatively fast talker in general(I've been told this constantly for as long as I can remember). But today I made a phone call and deliberately slowed myself down. Here's what I noticed: 1. I remembered what I wanted to say. 2. I was focused on my goal. 3. My breathing was controlled and I didn't even notice my heart rate. There were no palpitations. 4. I said Hi______. I achieved one of my small goals. 5. This might have been the calmest call I've ever made. My take away: slowing down my speech will help keep my thoughts organized. I will have to try this out in more situations and see if it holds true for more than just phone calls. 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I really wanna try tackling my anxiety and I’ve been toying with the idea of going to therapy but the irony of having to talk to someone about having trouble talking to someone (among other things) is not lost on me lol I also can’t pop pills so I feel like I won’t be able to take 99% of any prescription I may receive. I was just wondering if there’s anyone who is in or has been to therapy and found it helpful? Is it something worth trying? Thank you!",2.211955555555555,4.114968640000002,4.319333333333333,83.88522222222225,77.6,7.2444444444444445,25.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.7005777777777775,384,14,75,7,9,132,75,100,0.058,0.738,0.204,0.9485,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,13,1,0,0,0,14,21,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,5,1,9,2,16,13,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,1,56,14,0,0.18375350712411795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694761325884353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495868602065265,0.0,0.14057092999448378,0.0,0.0,0.12848472466303176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080393237734836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291129437707928,0.13127354220515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147623607044074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088627053997393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463322049352085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074353429893696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977268183268226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058865955188773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771720194117245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31138750056719205,0.1414624271682577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138159768951215,0.2953882171344525,0.0,0.169175541297613,0.4202762993467377,0.2133519845714252,0.12207766513375218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951313888056384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927284007628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gross-sobbing,2019/03/14,"afraid of making online friends I don't know why, but everytime I see a user that could be a potential friend, I don't take the chance to create a friendship because I get intimidated. I use discord to join fandom servers and find friends. I see a user who has similar taste in characters, ships etc and hey, maybe we can hit off! Time to wait for the right moment to slide into their DMs and hopefully start a private convo! ....it never happens because I have no balls. There's user A. I've managed to have a short DM convo about her abandoned fic because I wanted to hear about it. My last message was ""hey I'm in class so I can't reply as often but I'm always open to talking about (ship) with you!"" Didn't get a reply, got paranoid. Didn't talk to them after that :( There's user B. We met through a fandom collaboration event called the Big Bang. They just seemed really cool and I spent some time talking to them about food, characters etc. Every time they talked on the server id hop in to reply to them, but never got the balls to DM them. I found their twitter after a while and realized they were a really big name fan in the fandom. Got a little intimidated at first but I thought, meh it's nothing! But after a while they stop replying to my comments I left on their art. Again, paranoia but maybe I'm imagining things. Now, looking through at their tweets and seeing them hit off and have fun with other big name fans just.. made me feel that I had no chance. Why would they entertain someone like me when they have so many other more active and popular friends? The big bang is over, I haven't talked to user B in ages, it feels weird sending them a DM rn out of the blue. just.. sigh. I have other similar stories but it'd take forever to write it all down. So many chances at making friends just slip through my fingers like water, and I hate it. It hurts my confidence so bad that sometimes I feel that the only two online friends only tolerate my presence. (I'd scroll through my twitter feed and get bitter at friends having fun with each other. I hate it. I want this feeling to stop, but I don't know how). 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To me, and I’m sure to a lot of other shy people, the thing I hate more than anything is when others bring up in conversation just how shy I am! I know I’m shy. I’ve been shy all my life. But that doesn’t mean you need to announce to everyone that I’m quiet. Why is it quiet people are thought of as so strange, yet people who never shut up are funny and outgoing? This past week we had an all day staff meeting followed by awards for people celebrating 1, 5, 10, 15 and 20 years at the company. You get brought up to the front of the room in front of about 100 people and the person talking has asked for input from other coworkers so they kind of roast you. Well I went up for mine and, of course, the person doing mine just had to say “She’s quiet so many people may not know much about her”. I wanted to strangle him for saying that! I’m 47 years old and do good work for the company and have other aspects you could have brought up but you just had to reaffirm to everyone just how quiet I am. There are some people here who talk nonstop and you can’t get a word in edgewise, but they don’t say “Well this person is known as a very chatty and gossipy person”. Why is it only shyness needs to be brought up to others attention? I have had report cards since kindergarten saying just how quiet I was in class and didn’t volunteer easily. Every year I would dread the report cards, not because of bad grades, but because I just knew there was going to be a note on there about my shyness. That continued right through high school. I’m not sure my parents cared I was quiet because they were fairly quiet as well, but it was such a stigma to have that on there. To the others out there who are shy, is being called out on your shyness one of your pet peeves? And to others out there who aren’t shy but feel the need to mention just how quiet someone is, why do you do that?",3.821802531174392,4.514769620603016,4.6865270798436605,87.71736925367578,71.38693467336684,7.102326447050066,24.790991997022147,6.937597516519254,0.8474407965754702,1511,40,320,12,27,490,182,398,0.08900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.078,-0.5171,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,9,3,2,32,12,1,1,16,0,45,1,0,5,5,60,73,29,0,6,17,1,1,0,0,2,1,12,3,4,23,15,0,0,8,0,0,9,9,3,3,1,18,13,34,9,56,48,6,42,0,0,0,0,37,22,0,3,11,231,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751686997878103,0.0,0.0880623485057946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865133666908654,0.1722665509378726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618661820775902,0.0,0.09604106731617153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520938192902414,0.0,0.0,0.06074987187145477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936581851556229,0.18002031722906542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762930359937522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842906080885856,0.0,0.05353485425408714,0.07900875426168462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300095374446847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952528457824596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980926482392024,0.10353743737485543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653478352754766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008371130119467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550191579007544,0.0,0.10260916053840942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924631689958362,0.2095397139373372,0.07265125052103621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884488144761223,0.0,0.06383095504232125,0.07164177027610982,0.0,0.0,0.10459565338469648,0.0,0.08992258263913347,0.4571348869143584,0.3289999954046235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804445172952451,0.0,0.2996398981771756,0.0,0.09533333386777752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792150088194205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981360017100454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756086795564746,0.0,0.0,0.15142545551540385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258091886827427,0.0,0.0,0.07478263418971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001015861453271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772315722726783,0.0555603795352062,0.0,0.07555989729277363,0.0,0.2540857546143863,0.08732242458248875,0.2549969400746344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685772147307385,0.0,0.0,0.06691550660503724,0.0,0.0,0.18198113502475147 socialanxiety,honest_to_god_people,2019/03/14,"I'm about to meet an old school buddy I'm nervous! I'm 32 f and have a partner. I have social skills but recently my family came completely undone and I'm trying to not self isolate any more. My deepest wounds are from my mother. And so when catching up with women i always get nervous they'll judge me, be mean, etc. Any tips? 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Why are you like this social anxiety? So, I was wearing faux leather jeans, a black turtleneck sweater, black ankle boots, and black eyeshadow with a glitter underline. It looked amazing on me and I was loving it, until someone pointed out that I looked ""too gothic"" (I didn't but alright) and sure enough I started getting really bad social anxiety about my outfit. Does anyone have advice on how to deal with this?",5.086345514950164,7.224703116279072,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,70.16279069767442,7.70498338870432,32.053156146179404,8.418075326091056,2.8116132890365457,372,17,60,6,7,118,62,86,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,1,1,9,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,6,10,5,9,7,1,7,0,0,5,1,6,5,0,0,3,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619188125635746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137983113281459,0.0,0.0,0.12607339250751834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010941540639667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858864555717868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778605072728116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630318111795435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420187899744377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442063158581206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808787646023393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028214440400573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627322300616434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044642929697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550794885647883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513944794535741,0.15277177378050644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276207505474281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993525347479094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269714585123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MySuicidalAlterEgo,2019/03/14,"Does anyone want to talk? Not even really to vent or to be vented at, just to talk about anything and everything. I'm not sure if this is okay on this subreddit, but dm me if you want.",2.2192307692307693,3.3319396410256417,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.66666666666667,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.0178307692307689,142,3,33,3,3,48,31,39,0.037000000000000005,0.86,0.102,0.1454,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405360581081623,0.0,0.2830865256479612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010407978363191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272118348005605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916920856822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037819515675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242203227140097,0.0,0.0,0.5529958331425091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058057248856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FindingNemo24684,2019/03/14,"Always read too much in to things and worry I'm not liked Hi guys, I thought I'd post on here because I feel like I'm overwhelmed at the moment. I'm trying to figure out where this stems from but, I'm always worried that people I meet and start a friendship with will eventually not like me (or maybe already don't) and kick me out the group, and the thought of it makes me physically sick, anxious/depressed etc If I notice they like someone we knows picture on Instagram but don't like mine, I get like this (silly I know) and I will become obsessed with checking my phone every five minutes to see if they've liked. I also check their Instagram obsessively as well. One of my friends has been super busy over the last 2 weeks and hasn't really checked in with me but, when we have spoke he hasn't given me any reason to doubt his friendship. I always feel someone will say something negative about me that will make them not want to have me around but, again I havent done anything to warrant that feeling. Anyone else had this experience or understand what's happening? Sorry for the rant as well lol. I just wanted to be specific. Appreciate you. 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So unexpectedly an old friend that i havent seen in 8 months wants me to go clubbing with her, shes been dozens of times, i have never been once Im an awkward person, i dont like talking to new people so this isnt my scene, but I want to be able to go. Any advice on how i dont make myself look awkward? I dont want to be following her around when shes talking to dozens of new people and im there just standing looking like a lost puppy. 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I think it may be that I'm in an environment where I'm constantly surrounded by people. Ironically, I feel lonelier than ever.",4.849166666666665,7.049614472222222,6.790000000000003,67.75500000000001,70.94444444444444,11.466666666666667,31.44444444444445,11.20814326018867,4.516677777777779,155,7,26,6,3,54,31,36,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30890436322290865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363621839663596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652584070586872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204172400558879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690640547504418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968379901198958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799426889006341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116212074755464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873745246703816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mlv23,2019/03/14,"Need Friends So, I help my family with their business and I don’t get home until 6pm. Usually I’m exhausted but I have become so bored with my life. I don’t have any girlfriends that I can go out with or chill with, and I don’t have opportunities at work to meet new people either. I live in Chicago and I need ideas on how to meet new people and friends for someone who has really bad social anxiety. Every time I think I’m using Bumble (friends), going to a bar alone, or using MeetUp, I freak out and isolate myself even more. Does anyone have any advice? 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I have a small issue I want to solve. So I work in open space and there is a guy I want to talk for like 9 month. Some of my colleagues and friends had already talked to him, but I have no clue how to start a convo. Most of the sites dwell on starting a conversation with a stranger, but not with someone you awkwardly say hi to for over a year. Do you have any practical solutions on breaking the ice?",4.5016129032258085,4.987828569892471,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,69.75268817204301,8.350537634408601,31.62903225806452,8.344100000000001,2.1414387096774194,359,15,77,5,6,115,65,93,0.064,0.8059999999999999,0.13,0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,16,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,5,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687034343746969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558534849809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267046747624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881240859523892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410989127507605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414612994960634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381880626644513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189596440251974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435585389498666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363746341671895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126260401845717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446948584849617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914250576254872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872400110964134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726768683911354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680317425575074 socialanxiety,unemployed_and_broke,2019/03/14,"My friend invited me to hang out with his other friends (that I've never met).... It was very awkward and uncomfortable. hey guys, I want to know what you guys think of this situation...This is kind of long. I have a friend (let's call him Jay) that I've known for a long time (but not that close). Jay lives in the east coast and we text here and there sometimes. We came to know each other because our moms are best friends. Well, recently he came to my state (California) for vacation with 4 of his friends (3 girls, 1 guy) and asked if I was down to hang out. So I agreed to hang out, since I haven't seen him in like years. But I told him that it might be awkward for me since I don't know any of his friends. So I proposed if just me and he could just catch up for just a little bit. But he insisted that it won't be awkward for me. He invited me to dinner with all his friends and I reluctantly agreed. I drive about 1 hour to LA to meet him and his friends to have dinner. We greet and sit down. So I start talking to Jay to catch up, and I noticed all 4 of his friends are not talking and listening to our conversation. I found this weird, cuz I assumed they would just talk amongst themselves while us two catch up. So I try to include them in the conversation but none of them really try to engage me. I ask them questions, they just answer my question and that's it. They didn't try to prolong the conversation or ask me questions. Only one of them kinda tried, which was the guy friend. The 3 girls didn't really try to talk to me. So ok, I decide to go back to talking to Jay but whenever I did that, they would all be silent and be listening in on our conversation again, but not contributing to it. So I would stop talking to Jay and engage them again but they are not engaging back as much. This pattern kept repeating several times. THEN....what's funny is that at one point, one of the girl says to Jay, ""You two aren't really talking much even though you guys have known each other for a long time...."" WTF??? When she said this, I could tell even Jay got kind annoyed so he even had to explain our relationship to them. I dunno, it was such a weird situation. First, I think Jay shouldn't have invited me to hang out with bunch of people I don't know. But I feel like the real problem was his friends, who didn't try to engage me in conversation and instead insinuated that me and Jay's friendship was weird. like BITCH... that's why I tried to engage them instead of just Jay but they weren't even engaging back. They didn't even ask anything about me. None of them even asked me what I do for a living or what I like to do. I had to bring up those myself. And YALL were the ones that invited ME. WTF am I supposed to do? I didn't want to make THEM feel left out so I did what I could but they weren't helping. There were literally several times where I started the topic of conversation and kept everyone going but when the convo would end, they would all be silent again. Felt like they kept looking for me to lead the conversation everytime.... Was I the socially awkward one here? I feel like I tried my best. I actually felt angry and embarrassed by the time I left. How should I have handled this situation? 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So In my class we have to do individual presentations. One people for each week. And I volunteered to be the first one doing the presentation. You know what ? It's better than presenting later. Because no one has gave presentation so they can't judge you but think about their presentation. And you will also worry less about your presentation. I did mine, and got 18 points out of 20. I want to give a advice for all of you. If you have to do a presentation, try to present it as early as you can. It's definitely better than presenting later imo. Good luck for all of you :))",2.277572944297084,4.909667844827587,4.267586206896553,80.35911140583556,81.75862068965517,7.707161803713528,20.9920424403183,8.617729084823388,1.5623694960212204,474,14,93,12,13,161,72,116,0.044,0.7879999999999999,0.168,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,8,2,3,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,18,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,17,5,19,12,4,18,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,15,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248024897727979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397114107079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023652707817874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40692158941921536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568066688832197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068520930159544,0.0,0.3859105524354932,0.18399223968044384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642962804712432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46766410924440704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159487911357952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747189147207815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740694263564968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561890521867643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568962680351418,0.0,0.18453247351328164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362724563747236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,atoktreizer,2019/03/14,"Thought that I got out of depression but then, social anxiety hits me hard I'm a 23 yo guy, currently studying Mechatronics Engineering at a local university. I started first year and had a good GPA at that time, I believe it's 3.57. I entered ROTU (Reserve Officer Training Unit) in hope that I could build my discipline and leadership skill. But the reason were mostly just to make my father proud. I then entered the student council due to the recommendation of my officers in ROTU. But things only went downhill after that. I can't manage my time properly and I failed my classes. It was at my 3rd year studying that my GPA hit 2.2. It was at this time that I was diagnosed as clinically depressed when I went to a clinic psychiatrist at a government hospital. I went to the hospital only when I already attend a series of meetings with the university's counseling center, talking about my problems with my academic adviser, and my parents. I was even close to killing myself at the time. After discussing this problem with my dean, I then got a one year break from studying. ​ It is now again my third year, repeating subjects that I failed while my old friends are close to graduating. I was no longer depressed but the backlash from the event have made me become socially anxious. I was close to fail the first semester but I managed to enter the second semester. I couldn't make any new friends in class. When there's a group work, I couldn't even communicate to find group members which lead me not doing the assignment at all. And then I started not going to class since I don't have any allies in class, couldn't even talk with them still. It's like they all have their own little circle and refuse to let someone new in. Lab work is in group but sometimes my group mates treated me like air, since I didn't follow their trends and can't jump in their little talks about their friends. Plus, they are girls. Unfinished assignments have been piled up, I didn't even attend to tests because I'm afraid of meeting my classmates. Overthinking stuff has been hell for me. I have a lot of fears now and I can't even believe in myself anymore. I wanna get out of this downward spiral but I can't seem to. What do I do?",4.829137323943662,6.448451546948358,5.307508802816901,80.72140404929578,69.91549295774648,8.329694835680753,30.683392018779344,8.841846274778883,2.5549814553990617,1773,74,326,32,32,567,207,426,0.13699999999999998,0.792,0.07,-0.984,2,0,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,7,10,16,21,2,2,20,0,35,3,0,5,2,50,55,25,1,8,10,2,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,19,18,0,2,4,0,0,12,13,12,0,5,19,1,58,9,51,29,5,73,1,6,0,0,29,27,1,4,35,230,77,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280881804045304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267094631932897,0.0,0.07127022397322069,0.1052488299421406,0.09239367868442888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679192480275368,0.10289234586933152,0.0,0.2099279055378761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438389297958045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407261141449773,0.09455952408782904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766979865801153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483542904414836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851502308614147,0.15849054380930264,0.0,0.0,0.21593488337855427,0.0,0.04867435775629801,0.0,0.0529472622613949,0.07814156386762074,0.14902356266134228,0.0,0.0,0.09224703178218156,0.0,0.0,0.08345666694419636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925328978238048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307219004598964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952665274169652,0.0,0.09103047324426206,0.18674965584040465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920472231053975,0.0,0.08815405288057275,0.12437541997315348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995679139323278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977599721550312,0.0,0.06313035431049238,0.14171087798899526,0.0,0.0,0.10344762432483276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782907793203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578813394400494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481302918467439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413248809518218,0.0,0.0,0.1899379817289297,0.07893757588697761,0.0,0.09214160272821016,0.0,0.13188395253647422,0.0,0.07440091055263122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665051910189884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464514243857786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189403838013857,0.0,0.0,0.07396182917110547,0.21729876827171174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590919530886886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564903926967156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997830988263666 socialanxiety,Tylation,2019/03/14,"How can I raise my social value and social skills when I hate people and socializing? Socializing honestly makes me want to claw my eyes out due to prior failures. I would like to increase my social skills and value however, because I am still a very lonely person. I need to want to socialize. How can I make myself want this?",4.521612903225805,6.470564709677419,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,71.25806451612901,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,2.1116670967741933,260,8,44,5,5,87,40,62,0.135,0.625,0.24,0.5215,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,4,0,13,11,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,6,10,1,6,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,5,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842747449942086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321711477163154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086918500679952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936578891493658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075604498373702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056661775935896,0.12666114755982472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8872248701275934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584542421262485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196900233906822,0.2566811499969907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030467474106468,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heart42002,2019/03/14,"Breaking my shell (Tldr at the end cause I realized this is getting pretty long) It's pretty rare for me to break free from my shell that traps me and prevents me from having normal conversations with people. My shell always reforms when I meet new people. But I want to talk about how it started to crack with this group of people last night. So I was playing a game that's out of my comfort zone since it's more tactical and strategic, away from peaceful exploration and survival style I'm used to. Took interest in it from a guy who's tried helping me fix my stream settings (which may I note streaming makes me feel myself and unless I'm confronted, I don't have my social anxiety attacking me). I was always watching his streams on the game and watching him have fun with his friend and his friend's brother (let me shorten it to fb). I've had the game for a while now and it has a huge learning curve that's still taking me time to get over. I've played the game with M (the guy I first mentioned), his friend and fb. Most of the time after playing, I was really hard on myself. I hardly said anything in the calls and frustrated/upset when I wasn't able to do some of the simplest tasks. And I wasn't having fun with them. But last night was so different. Before I played with those guys, I found a couple other people to try and play the game with. And I did decent. Wasn't expecting M to message me in the middle of one of my matches asking if I wanted to play with him and his friend. He told me before that they have fun playing with me but my anxiety says otherwise. So when I switched over to play with them, they were busy joking on fb and laughing up a storm. In the first match M had to run an errand. Let me note M was the only one I was comfortable talking to (he's helped me cope with my anxiety and get through some negative thoughts) so I felt uneasy being left alone with his friend and fb. Literally right as he left I was screaming and yelling at the game cause I was swarmed in a 1v5. Managed to kill one and down another. But I was max volume to his friend so I hurt his ears (oops ^-^""). His friend and fb were shocked I could be that loud (cause either I don't talk or when I do, I'm pretty quiet), and my god I could not stop laughing and I felt my hands and feet start going numb for some reason. I felt bad but we got a good kick from it. A lot of other things happened, some weird things mentioned and something M said at some point triggered my anxiety into trying to convince me I shouldn't be playing with them. I tried to calm myself from that. And when I called it a night, they said they had fun with me today and asked if I wanted to play again tomorrow. So I shouldn't have to worry about my anxiety coming back with them like usual ^-^ Tldr: I'm new to playing this tactical and strategic game and this one group I've played with before has lead to a lot of negativity due to my social anxiety. But last night my anxiety started fading, or as the title says, my shell of social anxiety started cracking so I was being more myself and was having more fun playing with them.",3.274021152042433,4.703504521394613,4.168219541382324,88.1148403894046,73.51664025356577,6.862589346356609,24.76344642452861,7.369714342285796,1.0306621882984572,2447,75,505,27,49,788,250,631,0.095,0.726,0.179,0.9925,1,1,1,0,1,0,64.0,1,0,9,6,19,45,3,0,26,0,45,4,3,9,0,100,79,55,1,11,13,1,7,1,7,3,1,10,0,3,25,49,0,2,10,21,1,6,10,9,0,6,31,19,91,37,82,37,12,69,0,1,2,0,68,24,0,13,37,346,116,3,0.06154658780232593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374370348350201,0.0,0.0,0.10242338289177384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453696365658637,0.3766637696668839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064759765217223,0.0,0.11507550283306707,0.07001812877904759,0.0578250452300649,0.04732552697584808,0.0513888300122522,0.0,0.0,0.15711483929817532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569189493443705,0.0,0.0,0.18967589838259444,0.0,0.053016935684382836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827988453745527,0.06810012876846447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430308472996904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054512008797769296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031119804060904994,0.0,0.1772831282521997,0.0,0.0,0.10470299228713896,0.0,0.06748265678007287,0.3328551874421541,0.0,0.09646665565494728,0.0,0.03497834418973431,0.051622357790510935,0.04922442865331583,0.0,0.0,0.18282239479515824,0.0544254443328692,0.0,0.11026730737806488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250676091501634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588689517919613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809218051765141,0.0,0.0,0.15050605071763018,0.0,0.0,0.1337410954602252,0.12587111187355962,0.0,0.030068553961984525,0.0,0.0,0.054466793446888345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464941604545958,0.0,0.0,0.04108282527513922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888415604109995,0.0,0.2310292134891353,0.060302588468368785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668222429322716,0.04680895341913314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067461817609045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058181419088441926,0.0,0.0,0.18784501857805327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039428320136620516,0.06328014283051446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256044969834388,0.1756346970804097,0.09788863383912194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091197343497336,0.0,0.0,0.1882169865597204,0.0,0.04738157018445588,0.0,0.0,0.17425196650014088,0.0,0.04915118452190601,0.05145570327651665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462753744599901,0.14840644779659767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177763628513914,0.0,0.0,0.04886111589447652,0.0717766205841689,0.0,0.05833896878298445,0.05881040216619881,0.06838052364103693,0.16714437237460458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315649091486521,0.06778487122783203,0.0,0.10890531630874904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625035474557288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jaydenchio,2019/03/14,"Making new friends in a new school.. School is starting in a week’s time for me, and i’m nervous and afraid. Fortunately there are orientation camps where freshmen are put in groups to get to know each other & make friends, but the last time I had an orientation camp people formed cliques within the group and I was left feeling isolated. In the end I just felt as though I alienated myself from people instead of actually making friends. Do you guys have any advice or tips on the Do’s and Don’ts when meeting a new group of people for the first time? 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It’s not because my brain is broken. It’s because people actually are terrifying. I can’t tell you the amount of times in my life I’ve put myself out there only to get punched in the gut. And they’ll tell you, “oh that’s what the anxiety wants you to believe but really people are nice and they don’t care.” And I start believing that... but it’s not true. People care. And all your fears are real. They won’t talk to you anymore. They’ll ignore you. They’ll reject you. They’ll laugh at you. And you’ll be left alone with a sick feeling in your stomach screaming at yourself why did you do it. Why couldn’t you just be happy without them. But now here I am. I’m miserable and alone. And I try and be social and it fails. And I’m even more miserable and even more alone. I just keep thinking why even try. I want to give up. 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Posted this in r/introverts but I'm really proud of myself so here... Went to a fair tonight, was super excited to take my 18 month old son. I got there and instantly went into panic mode because of the amount of people there. My dumbass forgot it was Friday night. I started to cry before we even got the tickets but my husband and mother saw this and started comforting me. My husband even told me we can leave whenever I want even though we spent so much money on tickets. I got better eventually and started to have fun but still my mind was running constantly due to all the people. When I got home I felt the consequences. My head hurts. I feel like my brain is overwhelmed and just stopped working. I can't think straight. My body feels like I just ran a marathon. I desperately need to recharge. Going to take a few shots, watch The 100 peacefully with my husband and go nini. My son went to his first fair and mommy didn't ruin it 💖",2.608111455108361,5.058279363636366,3.7714157050379984,85.55328454826909,78.89304812834224,6.9314945116802695,25.884886011821,8.032893268588372,1.7819368983957218,759,30,144,14,19,246,117,187,0.127,0.654,0.218,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,5,13,13,0,2,8,0,8,4,3,0,1,27,34,14,0,2,5,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,12,0,2,4,3,2,7,2,5,0,1,17,5,27,8,15,17,4,25,0,3,2,0,12,4,0,0,15,89,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768271516986881,0.0,0.10843713169996863,0.0,0.0,0.11270520807214834,0.0,0.14155068580239133,0.0,0.1422587298946162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771111548036932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998050224222902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525072930899745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288691369893575,0.1820780585066082,0.12235683155288996,0.0,0.0,0.10839547888733207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484760316054132,0.0,0.4076831349536805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307842702163111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782690883086195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642096370584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493443451842907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451584180977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286722305794358,0.0,0.1017167752841716,0.0,0.0936788114056948,0.09449085632671908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958837892828092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372077277376188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951659504378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766936795882035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220467526966925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163762180189367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990313487202645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705957815996757,0.0,0.10176912937732832,0.10654071056243533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162934184441188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165469993736157,0.12520347003658527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176885430130635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516400220469636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543983843565328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277362686025134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cxellee,2019/03/15,"Social anxiety but a longing to connect with people I hate who I am at parties and don't find them fun. I would much rather be at home under a doona watching a TV show, or at a yoga class, or exploring a forest, or listening to a podcast. I love my own company which is great, but at the same time I desperately want to share my world and life and thoughts with like minded people. I want someone to see my soul and appreciate me. Most ""friends"" I've had just care about partying and being popular - and they are really unreliable. Has anyone been in this position and ended up developing really good friendships? I'm about ready to give up. 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They asked me beforehand and when I didn't seem sure they actually came to my door (barracks life) to make sure I was getting ready and hung out until I was. It was a pretty good night, and it made me realize that these people actually cared that I was going out with them and as a group made the decision to include me, they actually WANTED me to be there with them. I've struggled with my self worth and and image for a long time, and a lot of times I decide people don't like me, so I don't make effort to get them to, which makes them feel I don't like them. It's kind of a vicious cycle, but what these guys did made me feel like maybe I actually have friends, that just being myself is enough for them and that I was valued as a member of the group. &#x200B; At the end of the day, it all felt pretty surreal, I've believed for a long time that i'm bad at making friends and that only a few people actually cared, but this made me realize that a lot of that stems from my own feelings, and that there are a lot of people willing to be friends with me if I actually make the effort to put myself out there, and it was nice. &#x200B; Not sure where I could have posted this but I feel like I wanted to at least say it somewhere",6.711285714285713,4.5739049666666665,7.241809523809526,81.30900000000003,66.0,10.304761904761904,31.095238095238088,8.634040054169528,2.064223809523809,1110,29,251,13,14,368,123,300,0.103,0.747,0.15,0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,9,3,7,21,1,1,17,0,23,2,0,9,4,65,50,22,0,4,8,0,5,5,4,2,1,1,1,3,24,23,1,0,13,1,1,3,6,4,0,0,15,6,41,17,40,29,10,24,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,8,17,181,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.4385564990499096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231080066155787,0.18202627102539076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002249505363059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253935906002048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438798384054948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566699928414355,0.1527334956471098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059802499745565785,0.0,0.0,0.0483050665216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664260916219127,0.0,0.0,0.06634021616125288,0.07739294423819659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148915432232274,0.16052825999425122,0.0719168816154831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314738722956185,0.0,0.0782655532195838,0.0,0.04256806831533668,0.06282355851681935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483278939486941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799805583966579,0.04116373126234164,0.0610544609551101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290492054212618,0.18296467269208186,0.0,0.0,0.13257037964907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471322868911656,0.0,0.2834932410116392,0.24998560586701835,0.0,0.07524830558179507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945831847413183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055060987639503775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028968616480638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056965724738332925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596352462685358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173462857648563,0.15240286085112512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529637661551053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059564426920209385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637444756029388,0.07813826905950516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830297911112741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117804352672565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102644618756512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835731654205922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452895318773978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202627102539076,0.0 socialanxiety,Nice_Nai,2019/03/15,"My first day of training starts on Sunday for my first job. I have severe social anxiety, and applying and going to an interview was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. In early March I got a call, but I was too scared to answer it. There’s not one person in this world that hates me more than I hate myself. At that point I gave up, how can I get a job if I can’t even answer the phone? A couple of days ago I got a second call from the company. It was now or never, I wouldn’t get a second chance, it took all my courage to answer the phone. “Are you still interested in the position?” My orientation was rescheduled and now I have a job! I know it isn’t a very good achievement, almost every adult has a job, but this is the first time I’ve ever felt proud of myself. I was able to push just hard enough to move myself forward, even if it was just a step.",3.997880462079358,3.8739000386740368,5.3002009040683085,86.37010045203421,70.71270718232044,8.128779507785032,23.63686589653441,7.686295010490155,0.8642110497237567,661,13,149,7,11,222,106,181,0.099,0.7929999999999999,0.108,0.546,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,13,7,2,1,16,0,16,0,0,1,4,23,28,9,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,3,0,6,12,2,21,4,17,15,3,31,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,18,111,31,6,0.12685917795166915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245300700935312,0.0,0.1270311419483078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704692390418747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590748087900929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036726750339412,0.0,0.16362734996176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982098361038827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310794424198927,0.0,0.16757858119935093,0.2295027785645752,0.1068843288157618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180470500930278,0.0,0.0,0.3237190558789461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255736912053334,0.0,0.0720969943008367,0.10640345967292884,0.20292174682880607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364090576274555,0.2504943489810816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035526376990163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971848654811917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483122975971262,0.0,0.0,0.09784161865657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596306212138154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076854100079826,0.0,0.0,0.11992292767434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700816789214697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331476205599628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931695616873906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979157909479699,0.0,0.1013099033828836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427960090397803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739726068381033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094521445880698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467210757801876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Coolfool791,2019/03/15,"I have a crush in seventh grade and cant seem to figure out how to start a conversation. Im known as an introvert; help!! Ok, so basically I'm in seventh grade. I'm already sort of known to be not very talkative, and I have social anxiety. So, I have a crush like most middle schoolers. I looked it up, and it said that you just need to break the ice and talk, and it'll be relatively easy from there. However, I have no idea how to just walk up to a girl and start talking. Would it not be really weird? Especially since I'm not known to socially interact with people a lot? Please help a fellow social-anxietist out. How do I start talking to my crush without coming off as weird, and without her knowing instantly I have a crush on her. Is there still hope??? 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COLLEGE. I’ve mostly gone to the same very small school all my life. I get anxiety in social situations there too but it isn’t at the same level as today. I’m not officially diagnosed with SA, though, I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder NOS very long ago. I’m hoping I can get help here. Anyways, today I took a tour of my future college most likely. The cool thing about being around the same people your whole life is that you learn to be more comfortable around them. This didn’t apply here and ultimately it would never. During the tour I kept having awkward pauses and just spilled my spaghetti everywhere. And it didn’t just happen there, I couldn’t order even food without having to repeat myself 3 times since I’d mumble or something. It was so bad. Everyone was so intimidating. There’s absolutely no way I’m going to be able to handle this every day. But I have to go. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I can’t even manage to talk to anyone. Even if I managed to get by, that wouldn’t be much fun. I want to meet people. I want to enjoy this experience. I just want to be better than this but it seems hopeless",2.03354912851944,4.33223345814978,3.9058264700249015,84.63853667879721,80.05726872246696,6.41478643937943,20.88278107642214,7.586124646067393,0.8904776479601604,893,25,174,14,23,301,136,227,0.115,0.7490000000000001,0.136,0.612,0,0,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,2,1,1,19,10,0,1,6,1,22,5,0,0,2,35,42,12,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,13,7,1,1,3,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,8,1,20,7,24,25,9,21,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,6,10,121,33,7,0.13216942848013874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171602237006588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221850204734368,0.0,0.0,0.09241593748559268,0.0,0.0,0.2353176257867895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035595206020006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689311885600345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523834726568064,0.0,0.0,0.2682983755254557,0.0,0.0,0.15147761566052226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188998297469235,0.0,0.11135844391522473,0.12629355290919736,0.0,0.1292870623784997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598197975500424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715921386665226,0.0,0.15022986410187486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116876989108746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859038189825569,0.0,0.0,0.1312740647136213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263686136351721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671035209978246,0.06457130661969074,0.0,0.0,0.116965785075561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715973754225356,0.0,0.10193721123069342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325928005018727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337625178109219,0.0,0.12032208375174168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933191703995876,0.1485639752936488,0.0,0.13473008784689594,0.0,0.10175048325805726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623278012336636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780749539664186,0.0,0.12985579242089454,0.0,0.07706905662515746,0.0,0.2505623280670749,0.0,0.14684509818539304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810724079686208,0.2338708599281945,0.1049099403470288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756244685567158,0.0,0.12740661257779962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388936986613143,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sugarspiceverything,2019/03/15,Anyone else hide in the bathroom at gatherings? I can’t help it I never fit it with any of the little groups that form at gatherings even family ones I reside to hiding in the bathroom for 10+ mins at a time,1.7324999999999982,3.558884522727276,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,78.77272727272728,7.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.9357909090909092,165,4,34,3,4,57,34,44,0.141,0.7959999999999999,0.063,-0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25941451637866925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667345806196945,0.3908638601857432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186714902642004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195911974289664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596185101425238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556931088455782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823358605806727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942152622906528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584957732365755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243979833967084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tekashi69momshouse,2019/03/15,"How do I get rid of Social anxiety I’m 13 and I cannot stand social situations. My knees get weak I get hot, my mouth gets dry and my mind goes blank. I feel like people are always judging me even when no one is looking at me. I can’t even talk to my own family without these happening! I can’t make any friends and I know it’s my fault. I know my parents hate therapy so that’s not an option. This is my last resort.",-1.0092753623188422,1.0472869130434788,1.893478260869568,95.14246376811596,92.91304347826087,5.240579710144927,17.44927536231884,6.816661863887847,-0.009546376811594206,324,9,77,5,12,113,65,92,0.15,0.7879999999999999,0.062,-0.784,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,7,3,2,2,0,12,19,6,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,17,2,4,19,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612786101510012,0.0,0.0,0.13180820486386455,0.0,0.1482762225553059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560402535370335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272173400085454,0.0,0.09800415892174832,0.13846920526455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974934851391836,0.0,0.4050639664677499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139953340792866,0.0,0.0,0.19136287037307453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304320449835426,0.15799391371860272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469350562973304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276487337594125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938024061267414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570882569911646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134139257447974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522063650270046,0.0,0.0,0.134374419348062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786834380945705,0.0,0.3951620309363215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557898529438549,0.0,0.0,0.22165671842358387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186841174772233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,souththroaway,2019/03/15,"Shaking hands Does anyone here have shaking hands? My hands usually shake even when doing nothing, but it's not that really perceptible. But when I'm handing money to someone or serving myself at a restaurant, I can't control them. Even sometimes when I'm holding a pencil or a piece of paper, they start shaking quite a lot and becomes uncontrollable.",7.6178124999999985,8.625575156250001,7.6125000000000025,68.9825,63.0625,8.9,39.4375,8.841846274778883,3.9034812500000013,286,15,42,4,4,92,49,64,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,5,4,0,3,4,4,1,0,10,6,8,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012401578482309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178583425808996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279811698323685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518603578682429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801853731193192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446817743875793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27615694788842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061163636331228,0.0,0.0,0.18437544511397974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385649706784834,0.0,0.2846468012609113,0.0,0.20371007295090093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31697687756718484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JoeWens,2019/03/15,"Help I don’t know how to get help, I am too nervous to ask my mom for a therapist. I don’t think it is too severe. It comes and goes. But when it comes it’s bad, hard to explain. Writing this I feel like I’m gonna get hate. 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I'm at work today and I get an hour lunch on my usual 8 hour shift. I clocked out and went to my car; drove to the Taco Bell I always go to all the time. It is one of my safe places I know well and go to this location a lot. I walked in and it was kind of crowded. I looked around and I noticed one of the tables I normally sit at that I am comfortable with is open. I hoped to myself while I waited in line that I would be able to get it. It is lunch rush so they are fairly busy. When it was my turn to order it was the same cashier guy that is always there on front register and he recognizes me by now. I told him my order one item at a time like always saying the same words I always do to explain (Beef Gordita supreme baja style no sour cream, etc). He didn't ask me for here or to go like he normally does and this is where I think it all started to go wrong in my head. He said something while he was finishing up the order and I paid but I didn't really hear what he said. This happens a lot I just agreed and pretended like I understood and said yeah or something. He said something about forgetting to ask me something as I was paying I think but I'm not sure. I went straight to the table I wanted after paying and I was able to get it. I however didn't have anything to place on the table like usual. I normally go get my Fire sauce packets and napkins afterwards then place them and my receipt on the middle of the table. This way when they call my name or number I can go grab it and feel like I'm saying I'm already sitting here. So I sat there with my receipt and my phone. I waited for a while; and as I waited I looked around and noticed how busy and loud it was in there. I must have missed the first time they called my name. but after a while I saw that there was a bag on the counter for to go but I wasn't sure if that was mine because I was eating in and should be on a tray. After a few minutes I looked on my receipt and saw that it said to go and also they repeated my name, then a minute or so later, they said my name yet again, then the number of the order. At this point for some reason I was at a panic and couldn't bring myself to leave the table and go claim the order. I don't know exactly why, but I think a part of it was I didn't know how to deal with the social situation of why I didn't pickup the order the first time. I felt like it was too late as they called my name and order number too many times. I was afraid to have to talk to them and explain myself and why they kept calling my name while I just sat at the table. Finally I got up from the table when I felt like nobody was looking at me and quickly and quietly hurried out the back door that was close to my table and left. I want around back to my car and sat there in the drivers seat for a minute trying to decide what to do, wondering if I should try to go back in and ask for my money back at least (I didn't even get my drink as the cashier also didn't hand this to me ether). I decided to leave and drive towards a Jimboy's instead as there was no other Taco Bell around that I was comfortable with. I asked Google to navigate me towards the nearest Jimboy's and started driving that way. About 2 blocks or so down I looked down at the clock and realized I already wasted a lot of my lunch and I didn't want to be late back from lunch and then not get my 8 hours on the clock today. I turned around at the next light and went straight back to work. By the time I got back to work I decided I didn't want to just not eat and give up I was determined to get my lunch somehow. I went back in clocked back in and grabbed my work laptop. I went back out to my car and started driving on attempt #2 at getting myself lunch. I decided to go to the Taco Bell the next town up the freeway as it was only 8 minutes away according to Google. When I got to the second Taco Bell up the freeway it was later in the afternoon and lunch rush seemed to be over (or at least for this location). It was not crowded at all inside and maybe only 3 or so groups of customers (like 2 people per group). The lobby was nice and bigger then the first Taco Bel I normally go to. I waited in line as there was 1 person in front of me. The person that works register was taking out the trash but stopped to come ring up the person in front of me and then myself. When it was my turn the guy (younger guy first guy was older) seemed nice and took my order. I was carefully to speak slowly can clearly this time saying the same items I did the first time and then right after my items said ""for here"". He rang me up, I paid, and he handed me my cup. I immediately felted better and as I went to get my Fire packets and napkins then walk to the table, I could help by start smiling (even though I was worried someone would see me smile and think I was weird; I told myself if they do they will just think I'm thinking of a funny joke or something funny that happened). I put my napkins and Fire packets on the table and then went and got my drink. As I was finishing filling up my drink the lady called my name. I finished up my drink as she got to the counter and I got my food and said thank you; while she said something like have a good day (I don't remember but she was nice). I ate my food feeling better but still a little upset at myself of wasting money and time I was not supposed to spend eating. I went straight back to work afterwards. &#x200B; Sorry it is long but I wanted to get it out of my head and put it down. 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I do this Every time I start a new class. For example if four tables are lined up in a row and someone is seating on the the 1st seat I'll skip the 2nd seat and go to 3rd seat. Or just pick a table with no people on it. Im just curious does anyone here do that too is it a social anxiety thing?,-0.4230694980694985,1.0263883918918921,2.565289575289576,95.49959459459463,84.0,5.850193050193052,17.328185328185327,6.868970318607317,-0.2305652509652507,247,5,63,3,7,88,52,74,0.062,0.904,0.034,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262509220784232,0.0,0.0,0.2399388334081066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002933464911596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911912652865224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950203575075007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706614637914564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314169259606814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378973749701255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349798757470762,0.29075033557454183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288371555632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279739683779373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000938370763853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SociallyAwkwardGorl,2019/03/15,"Bad day Today I was an organizer in a Tedx event. I've been dreading this day for weeks because none of my friends were going and I was getting anxiety just thinking about it. &#x200B; It wasn't as bad as I expected (I mean this isn't really saying much since i was expecting the worst case scenario). I was the photographer and I was able to take pictures comfortably since it was dark and everyone's attention was on the person giving the speech. The problem happened when there were breaks between the talks. &#x200B; Everyone hangs out outside (and there were snacks which I still regret not getting to try). the first break I just stayed in the room alone while everyone was outside eating and having fun and I could hear the talking. I really really wished I was out there but just the thought of it made my heart rate go shooting up. &#x200B; The second break I really had to go to the bathroom so I forced myself to go out and I went quickly before it got crowded. In the bathroom, I realized I'd have to walk out and pass by that crowd to reach the event hall. I started having thoughts in my head about everything that could go wrong. How everyone would be staring at me, how someone I knew would say hi to me or start a convo and how awkward I would be. How I might bump into someone or trip or I don't know anything bad that could happen. &#x200B; I stayed in the bathroom on my phone for like 30 minutes until the break was over. I felt like such a loser. Like I know in my head that walking from the bathroom to the hall isn't and shouldn't be a big deal but it still scared the shit out of me. I don't understand why I'm like this. I'm so tired and I don't want to live the rest of my life in this way. I want to have normal social interactions like everybody else but I don't know what to do. I don't even know if this is considered social anxiety. &#x200B; I tried going to my college student counsellor. It didn't help at all. In fact, it made me feel worse She keeps asking me difficult questions and just trying to answer them gave me anxiety. She would also maintain intense eye contact that I had to keep looking away and then look back and find her still looking and it just made me feel even more uncomfortable. I don't know if I want to try therapy again because that experience was just horrible for me.",3.3614094292803927,5.224441352688173,4.158924731182797,86.48146401985113,74.18279569892474,7.263854425144749,26.97684036393714,8.055295364500962,1.6828825475599667,1859,70,369,29,39,595,217,465,0.14,0.785,0.075,-0.9826,0,1,0,1,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,2,28,21,1,3,25,0,45,9,5,7,2,84,92,36,0,19,15,0,3,5,1,6,2,4,1,1,22,21,2,2,19,0,0,12,13,13,0,2,29,12,53,8,52,51,6,63,0,2,5,0,25,25,1,7,24,257,75,2,0.058933486441977136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103731854431756,0.0,0.04712908781556692,0.0,0.3192720396886584,0.3580531830927094,0.0,0.0,0.13525186746019985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048497237883270684,0.0,0.055094854387361884,0.0,0.0553699504839805,0.04531621332686074,0.14762099857703312,0.07185061266836895,0.0,0.05014805630574432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116078038744612,0.0,0.0,0.07601444661877163,0.06075783676097265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060303669391162024,0.049231365742462216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785002395995559,0.0,0.0,0.2252538873375476,0.052965617560906515,0.05764825818968669,0.0,0.0,0.0595970829964036,0.0,0.05658538898911665,0.0,0.053864138937839416,0.05012879346136025,0.0,0.0,0.0455318654342376,0.0,0.061580628551963,0.05653437027261555,0.20095955080622172,0.0,0.047134492784092714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422937485962508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096551880143737,0.0,0.06642232237543913,0.06983646518741693,0.03950187369747904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476558115952997,0.0,0.0,0.1619415145234546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162646434422169,0.14395962315083088,0.0,0.052039348239789465,0.0,0.1484678575002669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167292869470463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419584367888073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251911593330091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043322893508712615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057742303949179036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051458447190594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639138738377726,0.0,0.0,0.06601899237699567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101720197158655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373254767120563,0.05900270095825351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049437693573295,0.09750077797329694,0.0,0.0,0.12015053551729027,0.09986830363179036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342685006524292,0.12563051039453282,0.14119307520015253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431064744148463,0.09473700808254233,0.0,0.0,0.06739557785067278,0.0,0.0,0.03776219848213349,0.0,0.09357321060122796,0.0,0.06773537319897427,0.05586205423529607,0.0,0.0,0.16004787519381014,0.0,0.0,0.06135183778712677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428149165238276,0.04677865840964378,0.0472728880106514,0.0,0.0,0.05463193236104801,0.05317830499645141,0.0,0.06777060095203018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005825751297749,0.16745863153620033,0.06443451589060864,0.3580531830927094,0.0 socialanxiety,0qnathrowaway0,2019/03/15,"I’m soo sick of being able to function and make it in the world BUT am debilitated and not truly living because of my social anxiety. This is a deeply shameful and dreadful thing that has been apart of me for as long as I can remember. This is my first time talking about it so openly like this. But I want help and want to connect with others who understand. I didn’t know what it was when I was younger but I think I’ve always struggled with anxiety when I think back. Its weird, when I think about it I can trace my disorder back to two things: my father was very religious and though my mom divorced him, we would still visit him in the summers and he would preach and teach the bible in a very doom and gloom and fearful way. That shaped my world view and I grew up feeling very confused, different and anxious because of it. The other thing is hard to put into words but it has to do with our group of friends growing up and our brand of humor. We all were single parent kids and I think the way we dealt with our family hurts and trauma was through being really silly. We’d laugh about stupid foolish things, for example, me and one friend would laugh about how his mom would mess up in her words. She didn’t have like a speech disorder or anything like that but she was just one of those funny moms who would show off and be loud and say nothing. But I noticed how these types of things that made us laugh became things that I started dealing with if that makes sense. Like I developed a great fear of conversation in general and trying not to mess up or stutter. My mind would go blank and I’d flounder. It still happens randomly to this day and I HATE it. So that makes me isolate myself because I don’t want to affect people with my awkwardness and weirdness. I feel like people eventually will realize how socially inept and anxious I become and slowly fade away. Its happened a lot and its this vicious cycle that has been created. I’m a pretty successful guy. I’m making my way in this world and am confident in my ability. But this social anxiety is the bane and secret of my existent and I want to be the real me. I’m so tired. I want to say exactly what’s in my head and have it flow out my mouth like water. I want to enjoy people and our company together instead of the foreboding feeling that my social anxiety will eventually make them uncomfortable and they’ll slowly fade away. Its happened so I have this trauma built up with trying to meet people and make new friends. I want to meet an amazing woman and maybe get married again but how can I make it past the initial formalities and her thinking somethings wrong with me or I’m unconfident. Its such a horrible thing to know you’re a good guy and can offer alot to people but can’t make it past the first couple interactions because social anxiety displays you as super weird or unconfident...and the person never gets to know the true loving, intelligent person behind the bars. Thats how it feels...it feels like my true self is behind bars in a prison cell, trapped. Also, I lucked out in the looks dept. so I’m conventionally good looking which brings a whole other set of issues (that the majority of people have no sympathy for, which is understandable). I remember I read this book, I can’t remember the actual title but it was about this little girl named Adriana or Adrienne and if I remember correctly she had cerebral palsy. She was very gifted and talented in her mind (I think artistically and musically) and knew it, but could not express it because of her body. She finally found a breakthrough and was able to express herself typing through facilitated communication. So her mom and the outside world could finally understand there was an intelligent, gifted person behind this debilitated body. There was a pivotal part in the book where I just balled. It was that moment when she was finally able to express to her mom that she’s always understood everything and every word that people say around her but had no means to express this understanding. And she was able to express to her mom how excruciating it has been all these years to understand everything but not be able to participate. I cried for so long when I read that part because that is the heart of what I feel. If anyone can offer any help or just wants to reach out, I would really appreciate it.",5.900058922558923,6.742890745215313,6.397538543328017,76.76962165514797,66.78708133971291,9.494027999291157,30.553251816409716,9.586721724236666,2.7581209285840864,3477,126,641,69,54,1130,336,836,0.14800000000000002,0.685,0.168,0.9725,2,1,1,0,2,0,63.0,9,1,2,4,39,49,3,7,34,0,65,11,5,16,7,170,123,87,0,20,29,8,6,7,3,10,2,5,0,9,71,59,3,0,29,9,0,7,12,22,0,5,25,14,87,27,90,80,9,74,3,3,3,1,85,34,0,14,36,461,158,9,0.2210185425724015,0.0,0.04313644304852059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534968972866988,0.07356205313861247,0.0,0.0,0.030060037599600218,0.0,0.16907858011353327,0.0998752170719392,0.0,0.0309082607807406,0.0,0.036375885707358266,0.03935067230831638,0.0,0.0,0.08306167849291655,0.06797984663109154,0.0,0.16167702255862942,0.04881952314524481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820071029365617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058612872062868,0.048910562703299285,0.04855569815691205,0.028507735110274726,0.04557208250010175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046183467117864516,0.10132255917460366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724353091376497,0.0,0.07945488588247193,0.0,0.04167132235813986,0.09948292288256527,0.11175361598876472,0.06315827639012662,0.0,0.14526900605223222,0.0,0.07519930376188395,0.0,0.048467084798750254,0.1024550266387425,0.0,0.04618922651605698,0.0,0.025121986223641615,0.07415194694240126,0.0,0.04873474469001423,0.0,0.08753724225297622,0.11726758036309715,0.0,0.03959784033577552,0.043642010636009115,0.045365757706071964,0.0,0.0,0.05238160742221756,0.05925762808614175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732098420759629,0.0,0.0,0.046137187205098434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287960651813194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511698941522927,0.044303728662408656,0.03903268446776816,0.07823778205145827,0.07423996432738475,0.0,0.0,0.03758041223943575,0.03989557276232414,0.041826617797359536,0.2360505494467004,0.0,0.04440856658504165,0.04815079733346903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926628907760639,0.3106250949862306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409262507855742,0.042692217134027516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241465050025517,0.050326215123943176,0.0,0.0,0.05990715378075985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908298714911565,0.09573661740246707,0.08439488306189302,0.2145170000258611,0.11579091977497212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044971063079295534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443693620326839,0.0,0.0,0.08843134133156398,0.050313497712852026,0.0566360551500443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002967389956785,0.0,0.0,0.10545768965298463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611410845121326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530057063118286,0.0,0.03403017441225111,0.0,0.0,0.03128761240178827,0.0,0.07060227743984407,0.0,0.0,0.04621131379342181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035529266497220414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556885836410307,0.1699437092913499,0.043429919180990144,0.0,0.025775537911600883,0.05080566030918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060022832947398234,0.0,0.04318060016858664,0.23008809745541725,0.05317161868384357,0.0,0.0,0.14589075564521856,0.2085799404834936,0.10526053891657207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049351861950978966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219807323836318,0.048329816046168365,0.0,0.028465739007813094 socialanxiety,GoHuskies858,2019/03/15,"Experiences with propranolol? Hi everyone, Just got prescribed propranolol today — have never been on medication before so a bit nervous (also a semi-hypochondriac so always worried about the impact of medication). What should I know about this medication? I’ve had situational social anxiety for years — I can function normally around people and in public, but when I feel like the “spotlight” is on me or people are paying attention to me, I crumble — and feel awful. It has held me back from meeting new people, pursuing career goals and hobbies out of fear of rejection or embarrassment. I started therapy a month or two ago and I’m really hoping this is the start of a new beginning for my life. I’m wary of believing in a “magic pill,” but what are some of your experiences with propranolol in regards to social anxiety? Also, I do like to drink and go out — I don’t need the medicine to go out when I am drinking, but is there a danger (like Xanax) in taking the medicine and then hours later drinking? Any advice or tips on this drug appreciation. And looking for experiences and anecdotes of its impact. 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In social situations, especially recently, I haven't been enjoying interactions as much (not that I was ever a social wiz before). I feel disconnected from many conversations and never seem to have anything pop into mind to contribute besides generic 'remarks'. It's like I have this social skill deficit that my brain just never developed, and it's become very frustrating/anxiety inducing whenever I interact with anyone now, because I just don't feel like I'm really taking part. This is something I really want to focus on improving, as I really do want to confidently socialize and actually enjoy it. &#x200B; Have any of you been able to improve your social abilities, and how did you work on it? How do you get over the anxiety/ practice socializing more often? Is there such thing as groups of some kind that help with this sort of issue? Is this something I should bring up to a GP? &#x200B; Thanks for any input.",7.2055038759689936,8.936148465116283,7.9744186046511665,63.41922480620158,64.34883720930233,11.779844961240313,34.68217054263566,11.538034831475384,4.8614170542635655,784,35,117,26,12,262,110,172,0.031,0.789,0.18,0.9741,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,2,9,6,0,0,3,0,15,1,1,3,3,27,25,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,14,6,23,20,4,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,7,87,26,1,0.09488396667863364,0.0,0.09259306430160334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561347650839398,0.2305888101644616,0.12904870210265776,0.0,0.14517194960063454,0.0,0.0,0.06634507566381255,0.0,0.07808141993860368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057840385406156665,0.10479188654188994,0.08073926710915383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592188682517233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582798007043395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959523689938479,0.06778512475392888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049572956398282166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359872279651019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990342095840307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880705015761704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927110266897954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961974495846808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161151593401474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975063299792746,0.0,0.14636072902712766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102750089537907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235529609147008,0.0,0.09368647020811932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637879967166248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133071080582935,0.0,0.6770557850642973,0.0,0.1460926263208162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134093448698163,0.0,0.0,0.08735640845472421,0.0,0.0,0.06303669133744673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782892095627395,0.11193004381173173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907665780463433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305888101644616,0.0 socialanxiety,CandidMasterpiece,2019/03/15,"High School and Social Anxiety Social anxiety will always be a part of my life, I've always had it, but it seems to have gotten much worse in the past couple months. I'm a sophomore in high school and social anxiety is ruining my life. Freshman year I went to a different school but I transferred because of bullying. The bullying traumatized me and I am currently in a type of therapy called EDMR that helps people overcome their trauma. I'm not bullied at my new school, and I've actually made friends, but people still terrify me. I skip school constantly and I now avoid the friends I made because talking to people is scary as hell. It sucks because I see everyone around me taking advantage of their high school years, going to parties and being a normal teenager and all that. But I'm fucking suffering man. I wish I could have fun in high school. I'm only a teenager for so long and I'm wasting my youth. It makes me so sad. 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I always say I want to, but I just get cold feet. The times I went, I felt so uncomfortable. I work out at home(don’t have much equipment) but I’m afraid to go for a jog or anything. I live in a small town, so it just scares me thinking of people seeing me out running. I’m not embarrassed about my body or anything, just afraid of what they’d think. 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I want your opinion guys, am I exaggerating or the mask is actually weird? 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I like the idea of teaching English in Korea. Is it viable? I want to learn Korean and maybe one day teach English as a foreign language there. But, I have crippling social anxiety. Could it be possible? What are the people like over there? I can't imagine teaching over in the UK. We're brutes. 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However, I was given feedback that I need to work on my ability to clearly communicate without using filler words or unnecessary adjectives and adverbs. I really only talk to my husband and then people at work, so I don’t get a lot of practice. Plus, I’m only ever really unable to talk when I get nervous bc someone has authority over me. When I’m asked a direct question by a superior I just shut completely down. Does anyone have any tips for easing my anxiety about talking to supervisors, some places I could get some practice in public speaking, or just any resources or recommendations? 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It's really bad in groups because I'll try to follow the conversation and I just end up not saying anything and feeling like a creep. Does anyone know how to not be creepy?,0.9892142857142864,3.3847730166666707,3.28952380952381,86.74500000000002,85.5,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.0704761904761908,231,8,46,4,7,79,41,60,0.107,0.823,0.07,-0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,6,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,7,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813143401001614,0.0,0.22438413718029734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766802015356066,0.16621707166367414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861531213454024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830092887743369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787012034373552,0.19479546790425772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498522744634518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321276525994796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029987624235447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467935310737678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683808968190413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916177854096894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471589505445914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702499972198528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mn_19,2019/03/15,"Anxious about watching a movie at a guy’s house I’ve been seeing this guy for about a month now, and we’ve gone out a few times. He invited me over to his place to watch a movie tomorrow. I am feeling really anxious about it...we have been flirting over text about cuddling, and while I really want to cuddle with him while watching the movie, it makes me anxious because I don’t have a ton of experience with it. He is a shy/introverted person too so I’m not sure if he will make the first move or not. I also feel awkward flirting in person, and I sometimes blush if I am flirted with (although I like it...it just makes me feel awkward sometimes). I guess I’m mostly anxious about initiating, and breaking the touch barrier. Any tips on how to feel more confident and not feel as awkward with flirting/initiating would be greatly appreciated! 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Hi. Pretty much as the title says, im wondering if what im feeling is considered social anxiety. I dont really know anyone with any kind of anxiety, so im not really sure what its suppost to feel like. I dont really mind having a one on one conversation with someone all that much, but bigger/louder crowds and having to interact in larger groups (around 8+ people) tend to make me rather uncomfortable and/or nervous. Im already diagnosed with asperger syndrome, (which for those who dont know is like mild autism) but i dont know if that covers it all. There are primarily 3 occasions that make me feel this way. First is in school when i have cant just sit by myself. I already go in a class with only around 10 people in it, but when we have a class where we have to sit together and discuss something, or when i just generally have to say something with everyones attention on me, i get really nervous, and start sweating a little. Usually after these classes, i go take a 10-15 minute break in the bathroom to cool myself down. Second's at my workplace, where btw im the only one below 18 (im only 15). I've worked there for over a year now, and pretty much just recently started having the courage to say 'Hi' when i came in. I also sit in a fairly large room, with usually alot of other people, and by the end of my (only 2 hour) day im usually pretty twitchy and uncomfortable. Third is pretty much any place crowded, for example theres a large store right by the place i live. Whenever im there (usually with my mom, getting groceries) i get really uncomfortable and sweaty, after 30+ minutes of being in there. At which point i usually ask my mom to hurry up so we can get out of there. Finally, i dont know think i've had what would be called an anxiety attack in a long time, latest candidate that comes to mind, would be when i had to give a presentation in my old class a couple years go, (which was even smaller btw). I basicly acted like i was alright, even though i was dying inside, up until it was my turn, and then ran away crying. So, yea. What u think?",5.047460259455509,5.318734985748222,6.5050475059382435,77.26489082769965,68.50118764845605,9.802338753882696,29.25644070893477,9.757249324022393,2.6421638224008768,1643,55,321,35,26,563,205,421,0.077,0.838,0.085,0.7287,0,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,3,0,0,2,27,11,1,2,19,3,32,2,1,2,3,56,61,27,1,5,11,2,3,3,0,2,1,3,1,0,20,23,0,0,11,0,1,7,7,3,0,6,8,7,33,8,55,48,7,73,0,0,0,0,22,31,0,5,33,212,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764832192684453,0.04625193324534276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866178532716178,0.0,0.1769794589011287,0.0,0.0,0.040440717452776664,0.0,0.0,0.10297372807136608,0.054069443000007454,0.06579751779973156,0.05433941907819193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059057667195937774,0.06614969848229532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498211367571462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399513258840336,0.06353082380842193,0.037299842556382,0.0,0.0,0.05870296343287881,0.06002529218042335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33892050635762544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122608861040655,0.0,0.0,0.07640109915632337,0.0,0.0,0.05526537984970803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773181591654956,0.04131850103790092,0.0,0.06335720268095976,0.0,0.04919580913421757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120869011177885,0.055482166982506666,0.09860967143345956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695743163980641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997878939363535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022795147622415,0.12714200026446534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476817000219082,0.057967498904285486,0.051070805154070316,0.05118359878803785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721280115423855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167970207141129,0.13547512739062054,0.0,0.0,0.17006631542723952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068981549955475,0.0,0.11757479480812602,0.1759494576326844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028991373264375,0.0,0.12085393985461307,0.0,0.054674311136846,0.0,0.0,0.2353625871662145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852581353744435,0.0,0.05710669605733944,0.0,0.0,0.04939216721289418,0.0,0.1379820320765642,0.0,0.0585337587405507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117914324374051,0.04900479010944788,0.08905092900808516,0.0,0.0,0.08187413079555311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451034063853066,0.0,0.04348594896514255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741187561375258,0.0568241967108595,0.0,0.0337250048869106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629096467707742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184943920195447,0.0,0.0,0.04590802594220567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272135962210612,0.04210575649977074,0.0,0.0,0.08217096708384082,0.0,0.0,0.07448978876331773 socialanxiety,shneebnee,2019/03/15,"I'm so mentally tired. I've lost everything I have lost everything. My friends, my university, my job, all my money. Everything I was holding onto. And it's all my fault. I have done this to myself because I am a worthless waste. My social anxiety has absolutely ruined my life. I have distanced myself from my friends. I quit university because I became nauseated just being around people because of my anxiety. So I attempted to start working and earning for myself. I have been fired from 5 different jobs. I'm absolutely incompentent even for a minimum wage job. I tried starting an e-commerce with a friend who's experienced in this. That also failed and I lost all my money. I have 0 with me. My mom works tiressly trying to sustain the house. My dad is unable to work because of his sickness. I try applying for jobs, go to interviews and just end up being ignored. Everyone thinks I'm useless. I tried therapy for 6 months until I ran out of money and that hasn't done a slight bit of help either. I don't have any money for more therapy. I have a loan to pay for my university and I don't know where I will get the money from if I never find a job and my social anxiety gets in the way. All my friends are ahead of me and I don't even talk to them any longer. Everyone had so much hope for me, all my relatives and friend; they all just think of me in disappointment. This is not what I wanted. I want to earn enough money to at least make my mom and dad happy before they die and not disappoint them anymore. I'm ugly and never had a girlfriend either. I'm begging to God every night crying to please help me recover from this stage. It's been 2 years of just failures and rejection from everywhere. I need help and guidance. I can't kill myself because my mom and dad will be traumatized for life. They always cared for me in every way and still do, but the problem here is me. I've lost all my motivation and self esteem. I don't know what to do anymore ",2.592684478371499,4.664201391857509,4.460884223918576,82.5240489821883,77.06615776081425,7.623664122137405,25.9293893129771,8.515128840125781,1.9601648854961824,1549,59,302,32,36,526,180,393,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.8708,8,0,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,5,14,14,23,1,0,12,0,33,4,0,2,9,54,58,24,2,6,10,6,1,0,6,2,4,0,0,1,11,21,0,2,6,0,9,2,10,15,0,0,12,2,62,8,46,41,14,26,0,11,0,0,27,10,0,2,11,213,73,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059797712905273616,0.06221896950254715,0.0,0.0,0.10169942152814818,0.0,0.17160850581147322,0.0,0.14831384236440562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656579515643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279113869774491,0.0,0.06362820102658341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163516883165492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623831581808597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213706317052312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760486831588916,0.07812418521581521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530420139323495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622864656784136,0.07726278639697723,0.0,0.09877664937296853,0.0,0.12600268835478684,0.14290184586766427,0.20160942676116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834319239743057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888557304496324,0.0,0.07813392784275944,0.0,0.042496478224904786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959960745299875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036075248216532,0.0,0.0,0.07426866110740933,0.0,0.08628055929770559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710143174238623,0.0,0.08272769719911202,0.0,0.08218900591341519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563189229795343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265039236754147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049913037056651566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535583001331933,0.0,0.0,0.2627274863475709,0.0596848637002352,0.0,0.05496838721762932,0.05544487489917839,0.11534251204367885,0.0,0.0,0.07017147443502594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183971942411763,0.0,0.0,0.0820807321605289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154978272232486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953264606112906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800685774652938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244783129251782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585256494493206,0.0,0.05971558377473105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060101485869977524,0.0,0.0,0.1710239515422316,0.0,0.0,0.09582587774001942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594311046151756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306985209200995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820871904793037,0.11870617129787928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331174259096576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815278724908075 socialanxiety,Fazlyrabbyboi,2019/03/15,I actually have social media anxiety Before posting i thinking about 10x time and i hardly poSt something i am really creative but somehow i can't. The thing i am feeling is totally hard man,2.4491666666666667,5.405876694444443,5.2457777777777785,70.27700000000002,87.61111111111109,7.3244444444444445,32.2,8.238735603445708,3.7230066666666666,155,9,22,4,5,55,30,36,0.105,0.7759999999999999,0.119,0.1172,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2745873975393801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525579770593048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943462074573035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227475615202625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041244552199302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389706918112619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025995992593585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868326314442169,0.0,0.21662094436392595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693712271430848,0.18029766930486074,0.0,0.0,0.1640756023245373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Belminhoo,2019/03/15,"Social anxiety, parents doing/saying contradicting things. Parents always tell me I should be more talkative but whenever I try to discuss my feelings with them or talk to them they shut me down. When they make me feel bad they say I cannot take a joke but when its the opposite, Im being disrespectful according to them. Its really hard. Im really insecure around people, and shy. I dont know if these things might be related or not.",2.8723159303882184,5.572964397590362,4.640401606425705,78.21902275769749,79.72289156626506,8.990093708165999,24.88487282463186,9.444778638647367,2.820208567603748,347,13,62,11,9,117,60,83,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9498,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,12,8,0,2,6,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,14,1,6,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,4,2,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916284273018216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633102969513118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028249214670113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971337869147995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418234065372789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343694143645465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135206441131096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132370931799769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512417617115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768293867207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292111558846984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247944384924545,0.0,0.0,0.1326116002216948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450816733382559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042319594007451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949890072960388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382106779734652,0.1537460909406718,0.16718983970388826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541599524524789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986865255956526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BigBenW3,2019/03/15,"Gabapentin Withdrawal horror Wow, help me out please! About to end it honestly. I have a history of anxiety. I was on Effexor for 2 years, stopped working. Withdrawals lasted 4 months and were awful. Went without medication for a year and then decided to see a new psychiatrist for meds for anxiety. He put me on Gabapentin. I stayed on that for 1.5 years at 900 mg per day. Worked really well, tapered off. Horrendous withdrawals, and now 5 months later I still have depression that I never had before, sleep issues, random hot flashes, memory problems, and intense moments of anxiety much worse than before. I can’t even drink coffee now becuz I get so anxious, and sometime have no appetite and can’t even eat with family. I read online on patient.info on drugs.com that people have the same issues with Gabapentin withdrawal lasting many months. Wtf is going on???? Help!!!!!",4.308629981024666,7.394501722580646,4.790398481973433,76.95736242884253,76.93548387096773,8.034155597722961,29.76280834914611,8.841846274778883,3.1498576850094886,697,32,109,17,17,221,107,155,0.218,0.68,0.102,-0.9685,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,1,10,4,1,0,1,16,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,4,2,10,3,23,10,2,32,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,19,69,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063886686970801,0.15082057690747286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272027218224484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609849733913717,0.0,0.11498608086505956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078227705413306,0.0,0.13660706746059514,0.0,0.0,0.11824417883937847,0.0,0.0,0.17635516349632324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585490300411512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974989386049497,0.0,0.07587292556434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896871548590335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786852392480478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764579670858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535125571841652,0.0,0.0,0.14829192079297135,0.13449039404737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196828591451873,0.0,0.098140187751166,0.0,0.10296587148210283,0.128938189200135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925542853769412,0.0,0.0,0.14654638552691546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774449943606944,0.0,0.13420755520060818,0.0,0.0,0.13353929340370208,0.0,0.08552554639596417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638473823111663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359957994064264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320380443971441,0.0,0.0,0.14229661131607835,0.10661580046217953,0.1116146242767595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003537891607588,0.1237587719768531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869228751969009,0.0,0.19438378907246032,0.0,0.13605113119109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791498462507817 socialanxiety,theunionargus,2019/03/15,"I've been hanging out with this girl, but my nerves are going haywire. Not sure what to do. We have plans to hang out at her place tonight. Wednesday night she came over to mine and we had a really good time. I wasn't nervous while hanging out with her, and things didn't feel awkward or anything. We ended up talking and listening to music for about 6 hours. So I'm not worried about things not going well while hanging out with her, but my nerves are still through the roof on a constant basis. There aren't specific thoughts or worries that I'm having, it's almost entirely physical. I can feel it in nearly every joint, it's almost like everything is itchy or tickle-y. I just need some advice I what to do to calm myself down some. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this.",3.681666666666669,5.120090324840767,4.1685509554140125,88.47898354564757,72.5031847133758,6.7619957537154995,25.82218683651805,7.1686216300943375,1.1007498938428872,619,20,125,6,12,195,102,157,0.121,0.777,0.102,-0.2845,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,14,0,0,0,1,33,24,12,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,14,0,0,3,0,0,7,6,3,1,0,6,3,15,5,25,18,2,31,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,8,11,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743367093465802,0.0,0.0,0.34314904098706583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410000785708892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596989641906745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851601098461056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175838302002498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443632418285265,0.0,0.15399137277918373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732715872461559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475550697992944,0.14371375626666896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873760931406848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370917215598682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704811282573572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607931015694566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580323813793887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409851925788393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097662375886298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918036292126417,0.0,0.0,0.13683414812753286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148804988975166,0.0,0.0,0.13771841620507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276643646700522,0.0,0.0,0.136026613295587,0.09991104821421533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540572668210973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480127591733496,0.0,0.0,0.1873358607581037,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mirrorsthrowaway,2019/03/15,"Anyone else hate group games like ""mafia""? My friends at school love to play a game called mafia, where you basically have to lie to not get caught as a mafia member. I hate this game, it gives me terrible anxiety when I have to lie and I always end up losing for my team. But I do like having my friends' company and glad they even invited me at all.",3.713943661971833,4.64121109859155,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,71.8169014084507,8.496901408450704,24.059154929577463,8.841846274778883,1.3312118309859158,272,7,61,5,5,87,51,71,0.16699999999999998,0.598,0.235,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,3,11,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,7,9,9,1,7,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,4,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003702114022093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390990496580556,0.0,0.0,0.16809744022653275,0.2463243206847759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548136894406156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082833527671715,0.0,0.21292832844229512,0.0,0.0,0.15878587235338082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714741039294235,0.0,0.1256021941588948,0.23061930735702296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747022374564335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349004219438823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895278102099096,0.0,0.0,0.2169757692059106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330367092556215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TalkingIsHardthrow,2019/03/15,"I think I have anxiety/depression I've not said it before, and I don't know what to do about it. Any advice for first steps?",-0.008888888888886727,2.035629592592592,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.40740740740742,6.562962962962962,16.407407407407412,7.793537801064563,0.238318518518518,97,2,23,2,3,33,22,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275311771975481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975228249722319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722900648375964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768280164718039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721470609783645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404448801535285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161736285119743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033970520435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mynameisbenxo,2019/03/15,"I’m not myself when talking to people Hey everyone! When I’m at school or even just talking to my friends I don’t feel like I’m myself. I feel as though I’m putting a mask over my true self and trying to create a fake character. I get really nervous when talking to people and lose my train of thought and just forget everything and stop listening to what the person is saying. Is there anyway I can be my true self around everyone and stop being hidden away? Thanks.",2.481903073286052,4.698120500000002,3.7982269503546138,86.43388888888893,78.04255319148936,6.73096926713948,23.21040189125296,7.793537801064563,1.257481323877068,373,12,72,6,9,122,59,94,0.142,0.696,0.162,0.4587,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,16,11,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,10,5,11,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,6,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157136456062352,0.0,0.0,0.16584237355214096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116586999281726,0.0,0.0,0.3373367593918417,0.15864098949297495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850335090631966,0.12610289914733647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637564364547006,0.0,0.09222220278890254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623668755460735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747599218353792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447476147300235,0.15412675913200682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744709972273334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308052022467018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037242266795358,0.0,0.17864337983615236,0.0,0.0,0.3682888830830568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951501699729019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256300614224705,0.0,0.16251200252605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342584476588166,0.1401338019210596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984261893008905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Travis_N0de,2019/03/15,"Being touched makes me want to kill myself on the spot (i.e pats on the shoulder, hugs, handshakes, etc...) Sure if it's a really close friend or a significant other but anyone else just makes me feel horrid 🤠",7.7632499999999975,6.6802248250000025,7.5500000000000025,76.55500000000005,63.25,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.19925,163,4,31,2,2,52,35,40,0.168,0.642,0.189,-0.4697,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,2,1,10,5,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332579182138601,0.3418082879248091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786764589744663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720474645596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867604426744973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773526365471555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690742921383463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453555325206481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370999186690814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144100643941229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676342775920164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ember2Inferno,2019/03/15,"Wanting to join in.... Hey everybody! I wanna let everybody know that I have not scolled at all on the posts of this sub (I wanted to post on confessions, ask Reddit, etc, but I didn't think it would quite fit (big channels, people thinking ur a karma whore, etc) and just searched keywords and found this sub). So I'm going out on a limb here by just throwing this out there. Also, I was the fat kid growing up (I'll bring that point back later in the story). I have really bad social anxiety, but only with complete strangers (not with coworkers, friends, etc.) I went out to the bar after work. I get done at 10:30pm (not a lot of time to drink, mingle, and go home with last call @ 1am), which is fine with me, but all my friends from school/growing up (I'm 29) live in different cities, so I'm outta my element socially. I was sitting at the bar just sipping my beer, and a guy that I sort of remember from high school (a grade ahead of me) invited me to shoot some pool with him and six of his friends (group of males and females). I was definitely surprised as I know that I never talked to him, and I just gave him the ol' ""thanks man, I might come over in a bit"" line. I was very flattered/excited that I got such an invite out of the blue, but the thought of having to make new connections with six other strangers scared the shit out of me (the idea of making small talk terrifies me). So, I stayed in my seat and continued to drink my beer (arguing with myself in my head the whole time about why it was good for me to take the invite and meet some new people, blah blah blah). About twenty minutes go by and this chick and her friend sit next to me at the bar, and the one chick I know from my day job at a gas station, (she comes in to our deli a couple times a week and gets a sub sandwich on her lunch break), and she says ""Hey you! What are you doing here?"" (I picked up a slight flirty tone). Again, I'm flattered by her acknowledgement, and I give her the ol' ""just getting a beer"" line. From the corner of my eye, she kept glancing at me and it seemed like she wanted the conversation to keep going (I'm married, so it would strictly be from a casual conversation angle). Her and her friend left the bar to throw some darts, and that point I realised that everyone in the bar (roughly thirty people), were interacting with one another, and I was the only one being a loner. At that moment I became extremely self conscious and panicky, so I chugged my beer and got the hell outta there. I just wanna add, and I'm trying not to sound conceded to any degree, that I'm not a terrible looking guy (tall, natural muscular build, healthy weight, my awesome wife reminds me of my positive attributes quite often), but I was the fat kid growing up, and I think that mindset from my early years has seriously fucked my current perception of myself. Is there anybody else out there that was the fat kid growing up that got handsome/hot as they got older but absolutely does not see it the way everyone tells them the way they see you?",5.808990342405617,5.465269021558875,6.159932201736418,82.48740781387184,66.91044776119404,9.349507365135107,30.67061750073164,8.841846274778883,2.207306350599941,2352,78,489,34,34,758,288,603,0.076,0.7859999999999999,0.138,0.9891,3,0,6,1,0,0,103.0,1,3,3,4,24,21,4,1,41,0,25,23,7,4,3,96,72,37,0,7,18,1,2,4,5,3,3,2,1,10,24,40,17,2,15,14,0,13,8,9,0,5,20,10,73,12,85,46,11,82,3,0,6,2,58,40,3,8,22,321,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620824920591447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279260044144643,0.08140419583186155,0.05938846811861315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257568560181953,0.0,0.0,0.05969441770282005,0.06481969626193741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475432377767733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927121954610629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374663976514048,0.08139594993462533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589862157045111,0.0,0.05006638678280771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110919084766967,0.0,0.0,0.0679365158337825,0.07944475760905463,0.0,0.15210012415285573,0.0,0.0,0.0648517935405004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974148065118635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836190684031972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851197685253778,0.2998924661263463,0.07176977548385098,0.1216789585882332,0.07447193986129097,0.17648081465046098,0.06511425832244447,0.24835844779611496,0.0,0.0,0.15373628987306842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967309795820009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202274735504138,0.0778714887664297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763737462846112,0.0,0.0,0.0770380414106593,0.06900312165876323,0.0,0.0,0.12799398319091734,0.0632806551590722,0.0,0.0,0.08434768006397192,0.07938424787887967,0.0,0.037927201969510105,0.0,0.06855070983980878,0.0,0.06519154808999614,0.0,0.0,0.0660001731936543,0.0,0.0,0.1036402757284748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235556210345064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059874786510455164,0.1499554452417692,0.08256279160251583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578168900813685,0.11808566734226028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146130745473264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677516154783574,0.0,0.1487004953577524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514293365548974,0.0,0.0,0.04973321507348643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794221960374535,0.0,0.0,0.06173629085771248,0.07772343755184984,0.15713598793486286,0.12372572383201624,0.07067349587212787,0.08098738047522623,0.0,0.07968840157553493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827262976836862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274566223811666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836979974420154,0.12479574344846273,0.06785401897121196,0.07147335683982937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923085695466462,0.0,0.06163134460434633,0.13580398922873574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527072101399804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640547466495946,0.13736855894092675,0.12324175255074235,0.06227191805661726,0.09453518114532997,0.0,0.0719658848533921,0.07005104173839942,0.08667364837408274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056517211500656826,0.0,0.0,0.11029546342235244,0.0,0.0,0.04999263160369296 socialanxiety,lilyelevenn,2019/03/15,"How common is feeling ""personality-less"" with SAD? When i'm around anyone who makes me anxious (which for me is unfortunately everyone but my family), i feel like I literally lose my personality. For example, I don't consciously hide my genuine responses to things due to insecurity, I simply do not think the same, come up with the same jokes, or have any kind of personal instinctual response to anything; instead my thoughts are consumed by 1) what response would be most normal or amicable 2) hyper self-awareness and 3) general anxiety and self-depreciation. I can (on a good day) be perfectly fine at small talk and superficial conversation, however it feels impossible to act ""natural"" or genuine. Although I get *slightly* more comfortable with people over what feels like a looooong time, I never feel like I'm able to regain my personality. Obviously this is extremely alienating and has prevented me from making any close friends in my 20 years of life. Is this a typical symptom of social anxiety? I haven't been able to find anything on this specifically on my google deep dives, so how common is this? If you have felt this way in the past or do currently, how do you navigate it?",7.775675772825306,8.586407976635519,8.750560747663556,61.64523005032353,62.69158878504673,12.752839683680804,39.35873472322072,12.230961643895464,5.4472757728253045,953,49,156,33,13,325,138,214,0.07,0.764,0.165,0.975,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,7,13,0,1,6,0,19,2,0,5,3,42,33,16,0,3,7,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,3,12,10,0,1,10,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,6,20,10,25,27,4,25,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,6,13,105,32,0,0.2630752997733152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890022508227846,0.0,0.20125188425782564,0.14860010366844129,0.0,0.09197418320344668,0.0,0.21648855624519167,0.11709639600035646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330803823786065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483090233862428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256898613888493,0.0,0.0,0.12400198976209115,0.0,0.3325469402342732,0.2819115700844801,0.12629677174926446,0.0,0.1202230289909538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162566200918323,0.0,0.06872299304949002,0.0,0.0,0.11032753996339964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697622079803634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290893214540276,0.19278795453385575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715698419538825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756048054118694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014499446314859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288789688014471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556757061213747,0.09119164429671732,0.3445608067120657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744449122545465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408606913259627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671798309884947,0.0,0.10572498042127401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738776977191368,0.08428401478985545,0.0,0.104426201111935,0.07670066144666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044084639063964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934405724799358,0.0,0.0,0.08470593389575275 socialanxiety,RetailDriver762,2019/03/15,"Did anything cause your SA? If so, what did? For me, It was constantly being called ugly everytime I opened my mouth in middle school. After so many tries, I just stopped trying. What about you guys?",1.3844144144144117,4.033066945945946,1.804189189189192,93.11096846846847,95.75675675675673,4.628828828828829,16.977477477477482,6.42735559955562,0.041201801801801885,155,4,29,2,6,47,33,37,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667325176986439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309743911292693,0.0,0.0,0.3329722255192472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502708847908818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209410377849483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328618356890618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280382730896942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27098835721995984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44012787702997613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkeetOnMyFeet12,2019/03/15,"Online School If you're thinking of doing online school cause public school is getting to be too much for your anxiety and depression, consider my story first yo (I hate saying ""my story"" but idk what else to call it lol). &#x200B; I went to online school cause i was having panic attacks every day before school, and mini ones during it. I couldnt focus on the work cause I was always worried about how my body was positioned, if i smelled bad even if there wasn't a smell, if I was moving awkwardly, anything you can really think of, I worried about it. I'd be completely exhausted after every day. I wouldnt talk to anyone about it, or show that i was feeling this way. I always had on a mask that I was chill, doin ok, workin hard and havin fun. I was a mess yo. &#x200B; I started skipping a lot, and that started piling on more and more homework, and i just couldnt do it anymore. Going to school started to become a once a week thing, and going seemed scarier and scarier. I started to feel out of place when i went. The school community was growing without me, i started to not understand inside jokes, I didnt know what was going on in class, and I got even more anxious about my body movements cause i was used to the relaxation of an empty house playin video games and watchin yt all day. I felt left out. I started to believe that everyone saw me as a delinquent, a loser, and a failure. That is such an awful feeling man. I knew i had to get out of there. &#x200B; My social life was decent at school tho. I had a few good friends and was in good standing with everyone in my classes. Id have friends over every weekend and it was fun. I had no reason to believe the shit i believed (which is the case with most, if not all social anxiety cases). After I switched everything changed. I had friends over on the weekends in the beginning, but that quickly changed. &#x200B; Now I'm skipping doing school cause it's boring and there's no consequence. I rarely go out cause I get scared to talk to people and every awkward moment feels like the end of my existence, and they wont wanna hang out or talk with me anymore. I feel like my walk is fucked up and awkward to the point where I'll practice walking at home in the mirror. I havent hung out with someone my age in a WHILE yo, like in a month or to. The time I did i felt awkward the whole time, I hardly talked, and I was in a panic attack the whole time basically. Every social interaction is filled with the fear of the conversation ending in a awkward silence, or the fear of not knowing what to say next, or saying something stupid/weird, or making a weird body movement, or not moving enough etc. I cant enjoy hanging out with my bros, or really anyone anymore. &#x200B; This shit is lonely yo. I've become way too self aware and idk how to change it. &#x200B; I wish I was able to stay in public school man. I'm hoping I'll be able to learn from this and NOT do something that'll isolate me like this again. Fuck working from home. &#x200B; I hope I can at least start to sway your decision. This is awful.",4.0443900670654305,5.325999391517133,4.756598151169118,85.22280007250319,71.39804241435561,6.949704549574044,27.8147181439188,7.213258583274324,1.4515751966648542,2429,87,472,23,45,781,265,613,0.184,0.7020000000000001,0.114,-0.991,0,2,2,0,0,0,98.0,0,3,1,4,21,42,7,10,33,4,48,9,5,11,2,93,91,41,0,12,22,1,9,4,3,3,2,3,3,3,25,33,0,0,17,7,0,16,16,25,0,2,30,15,61,17,75,53,14,83,0,3,1,2,27,32,4,18,35,317,86,16,0.080852648509366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727588053042191,0.3066133380800642,0.3438568619579246,0.0,0.0,0.06185205480623422,0.04567023951208109,0.12027615234981227,0.056534051755463284,0.0,0.0332674203155428,0.0,0.0,0.09198155994672247,0.0,0.0,0.0337542921439681,0.0,0.08929539800861536,0.03439982440126118,0.1366398714093297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471359835355454,0.0,0.0,0.04127979699804799,0.0,0.0,0.2491738257185165,0.12829707216645336,0.0,0.04238623183802967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782149042737253,0.0,0.034819133843285256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03377100652216055,0.0,0.0716114482417975,0.04177119959273636,0.04508603776017823,0.053402411800947264,0.0,0.17030460878819262,0.07725817051483126,0.03633257353567328,0.0,0.0,0.09098170794734936,0.10220382109150837,0.057761148250214125,0.07763122195743814,0.0,0.0,0.03438661075923605,0.0,0.0,0.09369983351200473,0.074746970704688,0.06336325766421078,0.0,0.09190084679577756,0.06781536554172997,0.03233262452147268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242809198575892,0.03991262571373807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110179877690264,0.08030492326961335,0.0,0.04664655044771187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443450114131749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392331958854145,0.0,0.028554308369526188,0.07900104007330082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034369015222295525,0.0,0.0,0.026984885355553368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03226790633045727,0.08593356983600238,0.029717999839677583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299385447150472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305271595874285,0.027393923556468257,0.0,0.0,0.09486316234943762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028026523089270658,0.0,0.04223690454163316,0.0,0.038215943363444575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517962769854881,0.04156499432861093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964459069235044,0.040473803008224486,0.40913598404185697,0.0,0.03680260729490845,0.04217347285134868,0.0,0.08299408181108489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362863971177,0.03425309335261217,0.062244318925522825,0.0,0.0,0.20029772266429566,0.04308908276189473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997259245587212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0268574535103604,0.051807112477943264,0.0,0.0,0.07071874431838061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420852292600236,0.0,0.03491536435565388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417706900572331,0.032427558838818225,0.0,0.0,0.07495121519620525,0.0,0.0902690946461683,0.04648827779294685,0.03896953396476921,0.0,0.05886169106521465,0.08210978924221593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438568619579246,0.0 socialanxiety,SometimesSmarmy,2019/03/15,"DAE cry after leaving high-social situations? I constantly find myself crying after leaving situations that involve a ton of socializing or large groups of people. For example, I work at a small gas station/deli type place, and I’m great at the weird small talk that is involved with ringing up customers, but the second I get home, I lose my fake retail voice and smile and just... cry Nothing happens that makes me cry, particularly. Just overwhelmed by having to talk to so many people. The same thing happens if I have to give a presentation in class, or like, answer questions about myself. I’m fine in public, and then I just break down. Or like... I’ll leave a situation where I’m with a ton of friends and then suddenly no one else is around and I realize how alone I am Anyone else experience this?",5.970592105263157,6.9712485592105295,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,66.69736842105263,8.974736842105264,30.989473684210523,9.120678840339163,2.6406505263157896,639,24,115,11,10,208,100,152,0.175,0.72,0.105,-0.8832,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,24,13,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,12,5,20,13,3,19,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,5,9,75,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197187611492585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234595174382482,0.1206669809909298,0.0,0.10483826915964184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726510417436282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174493907218803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967596934635407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519946114684515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763759349606858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909870745058038,0.0,0.061528790713223126,0.1129735606278329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983936440034707,0.0,0.0,0.20828327162969568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244280978639134,0.11813065932913315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740971410868689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507075172547375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317519927577473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861089019101856,0.11939801804612088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300133605387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980247787695383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329066438322262,0.0,0.12304223720733945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192683675303454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971276688820724,0.0,0.120049394229338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931451919783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782396627184052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573632742584539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AcademicTrash__,2019/03/15,"Anyone constantly let down and hurt when they try their best to open up? Or has ""friends"" or merely acquaintances that aren't ""really"" your friends? Losing people that they never really had in the first place? Anyone have people they're somewhat close to, but not really? It feels like I've never really been ""true"" friends with anyone except for maybe one years ago. I feel like in my past, I've tried my best to befriend and talk to people. Of course I can't do that everyday, then I wouldn't struggle with depression and social anxiety but, when it's the first day of school, first day of practice, first day of something new with new people, I've always ""tried"" my best to become friends with people. Like I know I'm not the best socially or I wouldn't have social anxiety, but I tried to do what isn't weird, to not be quiet, to open myself up, to ""act"" friendly to people, to ""try"" to make jokes - I'm not completely out of it; I might not know what is the right thing to say to someone, but I certainly know what I shouldn't act like, and what other people do to make friends and everything. And at first, it works out well, but the friendship never progresses...It's like there's a giant barrier between just talking a bit everyday at work or school, then to actually being friends and spending time together and talking to each other at other times. Sometimes, the first day isn't too bad, I meet a lot of friendly people and I say all the right things, but as time goes on...that's all I get to. I'm like the friend you make on the first week of school, then as the time goes on, they start really meeting their true friends. And from all those experiences where the people who I tried to be friends with and started off well but never really went well, it's like I really tried to ""be myself"",""let myself out"" and ""express myself"", but they it never worked out. I think that's part of why I'm so socially anxious and depressed day to day. I'm always let down when I am myself. I forgot a lot of those instances but, it still shaped how I am today. Every time I tried to really be myself, and talk, I'm let down, and I get my heart broken. I think a part of why I'm quiet in class or in a group is because of this too; I talk out my mind (And try to say the right things), but I'm afraid that they will hate and disapprove what I say. And funnily someone else will say something that's just the same thing on my mind, and they get an applause and treated like some genius. But it's not just all in my head either, cause it never goes right every time. I'm a hs senior now and I've been thinking; I have some guys in my class who sits next to me who I talk to everyday. Not friends but, we just know each other and talk a bit in class everyday. Just friendly talks, but we're not friends. But I remember freshmen year, when I tried to befriend him when I first got to school, and it never really working out at all. I have a lot of people like that. It's like the moment I try to be myself and try to actually become friends, they start to not like me and drifts away. As if I'm just meant to be an acquaintance, or a classmate, or just someone you don't really know that sometimes you small talk with. But not friends, especially real ones. **TLDR;** I don't have anyone. But I do have classmates and people I know little who I talk to sometimes (not out of pity), and yet when I try to ""open up"" it all falls apart. I'm constantly let down when I speak my mind and try my best, so no shit I'm scared out of my mind when I have to talk a lot or speak up. I just wish it gets better, cause I have no one rn.",4.289421506612996,4.599871735135139,5.0612363427257065,86.81901380103508,70.16216216216216,8.243818286371479,25.74468085106383,8.128838120801504,1.300321449108684,2804,74,610,36,47,910,227,740,0.097,0.738,0.16399999999999998,0.9959,0,0,2,0,0,0,113.0,1,4,9,19,29,53,2,3,27,0,43,3,3,6,16,150,82,70,0,5,46,0,2,11,16,6,0,9,0,1,41,49,0,2,13,1,1,5,29,12,3,11,7,11,73,41,93,58,26,114,0,5,0,0,62,47,1,17,72,417,114,12,0.0,0.0,0.06671548341356738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03030122575457452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056886098959489664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229990425713053,0.038617135055007315,0.0,0.0956063789098362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03211611599248036,0.0,0.0285414325025595,0.02083767991860255,0.07550502212227607,0.0,0.0,0.1793650955807981,0.030232144252829343,0.07463811004684115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702308504235704,0.0,0.0,0.03584029461744016,0.07387950174858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227149907343605,0.0,0.05888364976797782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02855556558806363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760141526145576,0.0,0.030721535820978783,0.033437598022055065,0.0,0.0,0.03456797077829677,0.048840778737776674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326087896118197,0.0,0.0,0.4225560352091852,0.0,0.07143696507501425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0273393207736137,0.0,0.0,0.03384660985508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03374870099333855,0.03508168780141414,0.0,0.0,0.04050709810753402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036593679426285566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271671552470534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477250614115844,0.0,0.18370131475381515,0.03426041260995307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824210745936212,0.0,0.11624488215752818,0.0,0.0,0.0684523865006423,0.0,0.034341484578273074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03626283140061922,0.1380606097180748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454861615230386,0.0660284368113034,0.03635407876987882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948999109497833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403385929619888,0.03263160464327382,0.26068057507598136,0.0,0.035714028750784964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890781303368802,0.21898547555964146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03872275048625075,0.1167686072644026,0.0,0.13591873150356507,0.03422321261409003,0.1383803520227061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508842629582858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938132512321227,0.08688960335097587,0.052631588886631865,0.10142377978062732,0.0,0.07258485072217444,0.0,0.02729864087425924,0.0,0.0,0.035735562798216464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022255921434973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083884126938373,0.06570938583017925,0.0,0.0,0.11959452498781045,0.0,0.032401549896961784,0.0,0.0,0.3249128142071472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027419593865970003,0.0,0.09220404537687596,0.03168804489193802,0.061689800934304664,0.0,0.039308839217495936,0.0,0.0,0.09954271743331757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402554787594674 socialanxiety,DefinitelyNotATrap69,2019/03/15,"Anxiety around the opposite sex? I grew up around female friends and even now My social circle has like 99% female friends and literally 1 male friend. When I was young, I mostly hung out with girls and considered boys to be a plague. I get so much anxiety when placed in a group with males, but for some reason I’m less anxious around males my age, but more with older males. Did any females struggler with this? 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I'm 21 year old male, never dated, and a virgin. I'm also dropping out of college due to depression so its gonna be even harder to find women.",0.9229069767441836,2.64170262790698,3.695523255813953,87.71444767441862,80.86046511627906,6.16046511627907,20.05232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.5193767441860468,155,4,33,2,4,55,37,43,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,8,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,7,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36561462371280223,0.0,0.2823040742706461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36394052285959977,0.3040492626673356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316151409473784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226471502851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37449061642860937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226510433704204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704273741678309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732856103438484 socialanxiety,oregano_shmoregano,2019/03/15,"I actually love socializing but my social anxiety has ruined all of my close friendships I actually love talking to people, although I'm most comfortable in group situations. I love socializing. If it weren't for my crippling social anxiety I would probably be one of those super-extroverted people who goes out a lot and likes to have a lot of friends. Recently I've been depressed and beating myself up about loneliness. And then during a talk with my therapist I realized... almost all of my lack of friends is my fault. I get sad because I never hang out with my friend anymore... then realize they were always the one who asked to hang out. Almost all of my text conversations with friends who I've been missing end with them messaging me and me not responding, and I can specifically remember putting off responding because the thought made me start to hyperventilate. I'm so afraid of rejection and people not liking me back that I never put myself out there, even if the other person has. I don't have friends because I'M A SHITTY FUCKING FRIEND. One of my few close friends even called me out on this the other day- she basically said ""The reason you and \[formerly-mutual friend who is still friends with her\] aren't friends anymore is because you never put any effort. I put in all the effort into this relationship."" I fucking hate having social anxiety.",6.665781176470588,8.082124764,7.137294117647059,70.08452941176472,65.36,10.362352941176473,35.10588235294117,10.46071229359064,4.042503529411763,1101,51,180,28,17,360,131,250,0.174,0.609,0.217,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,3,7,26,3,1,10,0,17,5,0,2,7,45,33,14,0,4,5,0,0,2,10,1,0,1,0,1,11,20,0,0,5,0,0,6,8,10,0,3,7,1,34,16,30,24,9,30,0,5,0,5,40,13,2,7,13,138,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.14650426056617746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503325206836597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062459682806252435,0.0,0.0,0.05104643857824944,0.0,0.1722724263281272,0.0,0.14888764027951412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017518073307698,0.0,0.0,0.0577199721410026,0.0,0.18303450606602226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664925398155616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841039684298323,0.0,0.06465294956508562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066484872545911,0.0,0.0,0.09915879735435758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799465161477414,0.1387918536073831,0.039218106539562515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411065964175559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733454525669285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763431840492198,0.2032459438357268,0.07102785115469132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368312527330435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259695712629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612083217785966,0.0655434318140566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093223413285762,0.0,0.0,0.30184224846557023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771788147888977,0.07411714444500819,0.0805911880104451,0.08503345305781106,0.0,0.07140353540171726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437565052874288,0.0,0.3825940570520836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313104414577316,0.0,0.05994661195742245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066801406826835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715567779076107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959283347540462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053323671802199386,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawey4me,2019/03/16,"I get sick with nervousness over posting selfies on Instagram Why post then? Here’s my deal. I don’t have a Facebook. I have a very, very small circle of friends. Instagram has become my go-to social media. I am very shy and have a hard time expressing myself to new people or acquaintances, because I am always afraid that we aren’t going to have anything in common. Instagram has become my place to share my hobbies, interests, passions, and express myself. I’ve become closer with several people who’ve noticed my posts about art, concerts, whatevah on Instagram. I love my feed. It’s a neat little collection of all my best moments and happiest memories. Selfies make me so nervous though. I work in the medical field, so I’m pretty dressed down at work. But I have quite an interesting style and look outside of work. I want to share that, because that’s how I feel most like myself. but unlike my drawings, music, etc, sharing a selfie feels so narcissistic, so attention hungry. I feel sick knowing I’m posting something with the expectation of getting attention for nothing other than my face or body. Music or art feels a lot more humble than just “look at me” I have a very nice photo of me in a bikini top and shorts. I’m in my best shape ever, the colors are really pretty, the light is casting a nice rainbow over the scene. I want to post it, but it’s been in my drafts for weeks because sharing a bikini photo just feels so gross and so memememe to me. And I hate the idea of it sitting at the top of everyone’s feed for several hours. What are your thoughts on this? Any tips to get over it? Or should I just not post selfies at all?",3.645019675925924,5.608038471875003,4.740972222222221,82.18162037037038,73.65625,7.4907407407407405,28.41435185185185,8.285830014693849,2.1428171296296292,1301,53,239,22,27,426,163,320,0.07,0.754,0.17600000000000002,0.9841,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,0,8,14,20,1,3,18,0,17,9,2,2,3,43,38,23,0,4,11,0,6,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,11,11,2,0,10,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,11,35,15,39,35,8,40,0,0,3,2,12,24,0,6,9,157,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579597092372686,0.0,0.0,0.06194578967425514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496108272574903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665867981933239,0.3018123882313093,0.0,0.0,0.1911911952908592,0.0,0.0,0.1011828499142361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093912012858116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159183291822428,0.0,0.08239807010813427,0.0,0.08704245860170473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302946551028121,0.06507625435410783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037757366076566,0.0,0.14277567525488954,0.0,0.10353954280016836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160067933605343,0.08993464505366354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970742441379365,0.0,0.0,0.10283195620112966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006186660009053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450302611522385,0.0912982709490468,0.0,0.0,0.15298893756904489,0.0,0.0,0.0774432934337664,0.08221422714726548,0.0,0.060804721384946525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176576365748466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797737176973029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740538032563172,0.10370902321195244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263036626154254,0.0,0.0951719149063593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234466307511471,0.1853469414805224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688772052210877,0.0,0.0,0.058355967597838565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581641556200855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092856981403074,0.0,0.07012719194827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949758064145913,0.07231699666768253,0.05311656863110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30064227413797545,0.1074570272961916,0.0,0.07306863284422015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219650219356511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894852312559205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bebz0,2019/03/16,"I feel like they judge/hate me because I like to deal with my grief alone rather than go to a group meet up. Never posted in a sub before, might delete cause, yknow, anxiety, and I can't really deal with blunt criticism. Sorry if this is long, but I needed to add some details so I didn't come across as vague. So here goes: A dear friend of mine passed away a few years ago, she died very young and her funeral was huge, everyone from my school year group attended. My old friend group gathers once a year on the anniversary of her death to celebrate her life and have drink, play pool etc. I have never felt like I fitted in with this friend group, always felt like I was on the outer circle, always forgotten when plans were made, just there because my friend was friends with this group. I technically haven't spoken to them since a couple years ago (apart from one who is like a brother to me), and to be fair thats because we're growing up and have lives to be getting on with. I don't go to these meet ups because I am too scared and anxious to even think about talking to them, and I've always delt with grief and stress on my own. But also feel extremely bad for not going. I have this overwhelming sense that they hate me for not going. Its not that they're bad people or anything like that, its that I feel I never really was friends with them... Just a hangabout... First, there was this drama about her sister and others being angry that people didn't book the day off to go to these meet ups. (We're adults now and have jobs and other commitments) And I find that the group's attitude towards my friends passing to be very... Selfish. Like everyone was trying to claim that THEY were the best(est) friend (I know I wasn't but that's beside the point). Plus I get the vibe that nobody wants to move on. And that's unhealthy. I like to move on so I'm not perpetually sad and grieving. So the first year, I went to the meet up, was very anxious and left early because eventually I was sat on my own with nobody to talk to, despite me trying to make conversation. The second year, everyone said to meet at 6pm at this pub. So I showed up around then. Waited an hour. Nobody showed. So I toasted to my dear friend, drank my beer (diluted with tears) and left. A few hours later I got a snarky Facebook message from someone in this friend group asking why I wasn't at the meet up. I tried to explain what happened, and that I was in fact at the pub but nobody showed up. They didn't believe me. Made me feel like I didn't care about my friend and her grieving sister, probably bad mouthed me to the group because I know what they were like. So now I don't go at all. Not because I don't like them, but because I feel I'll get questioned on why I don't go, or don't keep in contact with anyone from school (apart from the previous friend I mentioned). But to be fair, they've never messaged me in the past anyway, not even in school. I think its all caused by my anxiety, and I feel so awful because they think I don't care, or are better than them, which I really am not. I care a great deal about my friend that passed and her family. I go to her resting place on the anniversary of her death and on her birthday. But I like to go alone. I always have done things like that. And every year my anxiety kicks me up the arse and tells me that it's wrong. But that the same time tells me that I can't be around these people because I get so shaky and upset over that fact that they might gang up on me for not going or some other stupid reason. I dunno. Am I a bad person for not going to these meet ups due to my social anxiety? Does anyone else deal with grief on their own? Do you feel like people hate you/think you're being high and mighty for grieving/being alone? Because I get that vibe from that friend group, always felt like and outsider to them. I've always preferred being on my own (or a duo) compared to groups of people. And to be honest, I've felt better since leaving the friend group behind, even if my dear friend loved them all. Sorry this was so long. I needed to get it off my chest, and possibly hear opinions from others with social anxiety. Thanks for reading. c: ",4.070498129472997,4.883688670990567,4.486361418347432,88.93863207547173,70.89858490566039,7.310540013012362,24.05465191932336,7.30559327001526,0.8050981782693567,3275,80,699,31,58,1033,295,848,0.159,0.67,0.172,0.9493,4,3,2,0,0,0,107.0,0,1,15,5,31,64,3,5,33,1,53,7,2,6,10,121,112,58,9,7,27,3,11,15,16,2,1,2,0,2,47,45,3,2,21,12,0,20,28,20,0,4,31,13,104,44,117,70,14,106,0,7,0,1,88,54,0,15,46,454,151,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074187306303972,0.0,0.0,0.1239800894772014,0.0,0.031909814431042835,0.1992112080335333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262555787897905,0.09015636820260203,0.0,0.055801161111737024,0.04088456994272776,0.0328361513664211,0.07104292347305984,0.037303216783783115,0.0,0.037489476815552814,0.0,0.1332668461326892,0.2675644496424772,0.0,0.033953875302148995,0.044956170909639485,0.04187494897496425,0.07058059394954631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204900783466995,0.08198120343404751,0.0,0.034372254673791874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415108001115944,0.0,0.025733649834001518,0.16454986812911293,0.0,0.0,0.0414122351272593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034918727348804635,0.04083385490403648,0.0,0.039089013469629945,0.0,0.0,0.033333209231133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044501555767271515,0.07906517821019296,0.0,0.033619366091668525,0.11438492783279605,0.0,0.0,0.037616289527598164,0.0,0.14123043358511422,0.08551852483837717,0.15324966773956367,0.0,0.036469933063857006,0.06788166591570333,0.0,0.0,0.4932540625073018,0.0,0.12508367044976382,0.0,0.24945104671569646,0.0,0.03191347398718231,0.04399237083377703,0.0,0.0,0.03528542736759342,0.0,0.0,0.0787904205938867,0.0,0.0,0.04497273508398097,0.0,0.0,0.0421589172794514,0.0,0.0,0.07859135593118327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959682551407874,0.03546695266672164,0.0,0.0,0.043858465475485914,0.0,0.0,0.04225072068746037,0.08670782145685006,0.0,0.02818413880282645,0.29241335276524577,0.0,0.035234417265670184,0.07062447014163216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036013337973754035,0.07551294636170021,0.02663506132233785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465996183212941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481955257809874,0.0,0.05917402466505159,0.12310029853999728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041870698467291016,0.04249459334531956,0.02703879687359172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038091212088495724,0.13831597787037062,0.034841105076918184,0.04168935786494319,0.0,0.03772052323234571,0.04498379077838683,0.03821532492727223,0.0,0.04302137369816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469965138978412,0.0,0.03991304751806365,0.0,0.07668720816855484,0.04102615809621528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037956176705125536,0.0,0.03994911265577896,0.12114962002483295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601510608874042,0.0,0.0,0.08135063651456402,0.033809046431202784,0.0,0.0,0.08933460272206563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570789187514945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414383319907177,0.06975264948156668,0.036736630213714434,0.0,0.0,0.026509281465710258,0.1022710009401095,0.0,0.0,0.023267322512096112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127302427594872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877060397650146,0.02353538052933809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036989784959820686,0.07201114737610799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362684576178593,0.0,0.17987018258086254 socialanxiety,anxiousthrowawwwwy,2019/03/16,"How can I accept that people want to be friends with me? I have a group of friends that I know that I go to work with, go to church with and generally am with them a lot. However, I noticed that recently some of them have started to want to get closer to me, but every time they try I shut down and I become mean and start ignoring them. I get these feeling of jealousy that they have the capability to make new friends and talk to me, but I can’t talk to them and get close to them. Any advice to get over my jealousy and weird detachment from my friends?",5.9284637681159404,4.845558208695659,6.352826086956522,83.65387681159422,66.91304347826087,9.753623188405797,32.210144927536234,8.841846274778883,2.244362318840581,434,15,98,6,6,141,61,115,0.095,0.7509999999999999,0.154,0.6261,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,25,21,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,21,5,21,20,2,12,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,5,69,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150358520300735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935090090257225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193833891581574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787236884260468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874170368673498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423856480912976,0.0,0.3667810313555759,0.0,0.1994895500924797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964541563035138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920992837102642,0.0,0.0,0.11715240558858095,0.0,0.0,0.19117877088094967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950592824748092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981608785942293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167458030412795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329216705838926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844977088741801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821320466283934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233964813932517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915785473089112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703736417848773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777131743275416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Butt-Fudge,2019/03/16,"Sometimes I get excited and send people multiple text messages. Then I feel bad if they don't respond. Advice? I'm not a big texter, but occasionally I'll be feeling excited or good about myself and text my friends about things (movies/tv shows/etc). They usually reciprocate, but occasionally they won't. How do I not feel guilty or cringe at myself after this? For example: My friend hasn't watched this one tv show and I was just telling him about what I heard about it online. He said he would watch and I should have left it at that. But I ended up sending four more texts and he didn't respond. Am I just fucking crazy for even feeling bad about this? 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I just always get super anxious in shopping centres because 98℅ of the people there have friends, and by cool I mean I see a lot of people wearing stuff that's shows same interests (anime etc) that I'd like being friends with but I can't make friends with people in a shopping centre. What's wrong with me?",4.968082191780823,6.014257589041103,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,69.0,7.4838356164383555,32.40821917808219,7.554174236665415,2.2073528767123283,296,13,55,3,5,96,52,73,0.102,0.66,0.238,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,11,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,8,9,7,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253548899798706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067447213551133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907522424996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785166203862755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853388258937872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036655093952299,0.0,0.10205517923867607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543147245658946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606797715591434,0.0,0.0,0.1303885286149812,0.0,0.0,0.21277854699056534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062648841735864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113155569856862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236133838136532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356963132731027,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Landpls,2019/03/16,"Had a great time last night, but that might change Basically, on the rare occasions that I go to a social event and have a great time, I end up nitpicking everything that happened and start to view the experience negatively after a while. Is there any way to stop this? I **know** that last night was fun, but I know that I'll view it differently within the next week :(",2.112852112676056,4.716081183098595,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,82.23943661971829,7.493661971830987,20.142605633802816,8.472884824447931,1.2146746478873245,288,8,60,7,8,93,48,71,0.086,0.75,0.16399999999999998,0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,3,7,7,0,19,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,14,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341241816722323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864477241659216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606493632770465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746885653958737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725895241376674,0.19293025033516328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209120524426217,0.0,0.0,0.4348968446160732,0.0,0.0,0.17441116189302794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678654597932007,0.3215399892379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923145063735352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975793515882146,0.3701767991955343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105267377706976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960146909209614,0.0,0.0,0.16489436337151242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300145445993085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565531823636303,0.1582072104928359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlorisRX490,2019/03/16,"I don't know how to approach this.. So, this is a bit complicated.I'm a 19 y/o guy studying at university at the moment. This is my third year in uni, 2nd in my current study programme (I quit my first study on a different uni). I haven't really made any real friendships/connections from uni, although I often work with one person I can get along with very well. Outside of studying we don't really do anything outside of uni.In the first year at the other uni, I didn't have any friends except my cousin with whom I often play games via Discord and formerly Teamspeak. When I was in high school, I didn't have any friends. I tried to connect with other people, but I was too anxious. The 6 years I was in high school was definitely the worst time of my life. Especially in the lunch breaks I felt horrible, I often went home on my bicycle, even though it took up a large part of the break time. I did this because I did't know where to sit (our school was horribly crowded in the breaks, there weren't even enough tables). I also feared sitting with my classmates, this fear grew stronger in the later years. Back to my cousin, he plays an important role in my current social life. He was in a different high school, and I was 2 years ahead of him. Around 2014-15 we started gaming via Teamspeak, which was a big relief for me, as I didn't have any other way to socialize with people. After a while, a few classmates of his also joined, and ever since we still talk via Discord all the time. Currently it's my cousin, my brother (he was 2 grades lower at my high school, I will explain his role in the story below) and two friends of my cousin (classmates) which are in Discord all the time, and we are basically friends. When I quit my first year on uni halfway through, I started working at a supermarket for a while before starting my next study. While working there, I saw my cousin's classmates for the first time, which was a bit awkward, but nothing too bad. It was nice seeing them irl for the first time. Now my brother. He is 1 year younger than me, and was 2 grades below me. He did have some friends, but one best friend which he still is. Since around 2016, when I was in my last year, he went to the disco/club (not sure what to call it, it's basically an empty hall packed with people where dance/big room house is played by a DJ) with my cousin and some other friends, and he quickly made friends with those people (including the Teamspeak/Discord group). I forgot the order in which the connections grew, but it's not that important. Back to today, what it comes down to is that my brother, his friend, and the friend group of my cousin (and kinda me, limited to Discord) became one big friend group. For like 2 years now, they go the the club almost every Saturday or Friday night. And I? I never went to a club even once. I'm too socially anxious. In the beginning I was not interested in night-life, however, after a while I regret never going. It would have been a great way to get to know the friend group better.I feel like I'm too late at this point in time. Every time they go out, they send video's and pictures on our Snapchat group chat, and it makes me feel sick in the stomach to see them having fun, while I'm at home doing nothing. Aside from going to the club, they do a lot more fun things together like going on a vacation to Spain, and this year to Albufeira, or going to birthday parties or other random parties from people I don't even know. I feel horrible to be disconnected from those events, and the fact that they have many more friends than me. The problem I have is that I don't how to get involved in those social activities. I'm extremely anxious to go to the club with them, especially because they have done it a myriad of times, while I have never been to the club. A few times my cousin has asked me to join, but I said no because I was too anxious. I instantly regret it, but didn't do anything about it. After all this time I fear to go with them, I don't how to behave at the club, and them having all this 'experience' makes it even worse.The fact that my brother is involved in all these social events makes it extra hard for me, it makes me feel like an outcast. I've always portrayed myself to my brother as someone who doesn't like parties and that kind of stuff. I feel like I need to break this image of myself from my brother and my cousin. I feel like it would've been a lot easier if my brother wasn't involved in this group of friends. I would greatly appreciate if someone can help me break the status quo and get more connected with my friends. The greatest fear that I need to break is going to the club with them, which feels like a massive threshold.Maybe someone has been through something similar, and can share his or her experience.",6.203401583239093,5.8470958191377544,6.247882467313457,82.22750014880067,66.09779179810725,9.112163958494532,31.29776005396504,8.451235370850725,2.1592788564172767,3768,127,766,46,53,1196,323,951,0.117,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.9636,7,0,1,0,0,0,124.0,6,0,12,13,39,48,0,5,57,0,70,5,1,9,12,112,123,51,0,9,16,16,9,8,15,3,3,1,3,2,55,42,1,2,13,15,0,18,20,10,1,10,38,13,108,38,120,81,22,148,0,2,3,0,95,51,0,16,76,522,163,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040628584520870537,0.0,0.0,0.06489336250830442,0.0337604729901455,0.0,0.0,0.11036571647088786,0.0,0.0,0.18334640888766915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667772066993209,0.07223818547346432,0.03793082493016541,0.0,0.0,0.06239716479198008,0.033877248703199365,0.07419984245046463,0.0,0.03452513243700665,0.0,0.04257947425111835,0.035884038742353026,0.08859169267579163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143016666905151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03495055083435723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478152132518615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152086428809334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192335929304882,0.0,0.13399235112197802,0.036701130501053836,0.06836999054947951,0.0,0.0,0.07937750315294675,0.0,0.1826262529475083,0.14360656567980415,0.14492888610349305,0.03895700437396631,0.0,0.0,0.17255935330863142,0.0,0.0,0.4702057666911859,0.0,0.08479209416804849,0.0,0.2075301302935471,0.0,0.0,0.08946504136792481,0.0,0.04017422810568892,0.0,0.0,0.036345962682826194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02719561876138264,0.17147288072672445,0.08139722781693531,0.0,0.0,0.04681646955958646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422511451310279,0.08919272486868073,0.03307288704751499,0.04576877112472518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731664595758085,0.15857763338419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898842205925601,0.0,0.0767834142832371,0.10833273214775646,0.04113524689942138,0.04076161957851671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016959832158834,0.09387855006920526,0.0,0.04315046792947205,0.07615112195792298,0.0,0.07786289813864405,0.0,0.0,0.04320954383109965,0.08248113371662688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393723867241217,0.0,0.14064307569116816,0.03542728941329805,0.0,0.0,0.03835515235303631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388234412488773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631000386695982,0.0,0.046181622401805816,0.051984954975592634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038594770578778255,0.0,0.0,0.20531317062874704,0.06466378830753403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712577755189418,0.0,0.0,0.20679830170389624,0.10313360067611828,0.031235527967930075,0.0,0.0,0.08615457685171166,0.0,0.0648042347610738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644704766335291,0.0,0.0,0.03824012368027358,0.0,0.0,0.03261151071134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026955286996521586,0.0,0.039863341245009606,0.0,0.2602466205815405,0.0,0.03845901442158035,0.0,0.04507874581480252,0.027546800885156417,0.0,0.03963449695845014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033477456822687726,0.0,0.0644108464332823,0.0,0.0,0.036480525593724035,0.11283635931301582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886141592957463,0.0,0.0,0.08646693198224148,0.0,0.0,0.26128058473489524 socialanxiety,Chekko,2019/03/16,"When you are drunk talking to a person asking if he can talk to you later when you are sober But when you are sober you don't dare talk to him so you are fucked either way &#x200B; I'm drunk how are you guys doing",1.5813829787234042,3.073779000000002,2.5499468085106405,97.70875,78.14893617021276,4.7,16.00531914893617,3.1291,-1.1414638297872342,171,2,40,0,4,54,30,47,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.8578,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,0,4,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,11,1,5,0,0,0,1,15,0,1,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891361764911037,0.3242567950543046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494724492227719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670220503815496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642273955183613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330066028232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643461364074613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181626877094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242567950543046,0.0 socialanxiety,Pengwin8r,2019/03/16,"Anxious talking to family. I just found out my brother got in a car accident and got a DUI last weekend. I want to talk to him but my family does not talk about things like this. I’m not close with him or my dad (our parents divorced young and my brother lived with my dad most of our lives). We are painfully bad at expressing our emotions and reaching out for help when we need it. But I want to reach out to my brother, I want to make sure he’s okay, I just don’t know how when the whole family pretends like mental health doesn’t exist.",4.3586607142857146,4.556928258928573,4.978571428571431,87.86642857142859,69.98214285714286,8.185714285714287,28.5,7.957251820313856,1.5700214285714282,423,14,93,5,7,136,71,112,0.118,0.698,0.185,0.6428,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,1,28,13,9,0,4,7,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,18,4,16,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,7,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259107084032844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495073408568548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414397661776195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180719289304134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570990639584625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721427143509458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585337233842304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180059385372262,0.0,0.0,0.10833432041417301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882527475581496,0.13174654248039927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579243360511379,0.0,0.28543696278963443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788643033655652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628807218434318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984343141732652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719811730057137,0.0,0.17946624690975693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233033849330754,0.0,0.0,0.3897259203687809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073769537644709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859931307678228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044935642247706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ericotres,2019/03/16,"giving up on life The only reason i have social anxiety is because of my looks. I recently stopped hanging out with my friends and i dont talk to anyone anymore. I dont enjoy anything in life anymore and i just want to die. How do i get over this? &#x200B;",0.011556603773584584,2.3650707924528334,2.3560141509433983,89.97100235849057,95.7924528301887,4.159433962264152,25.49292452830189,5.985473137389443,1.0038320754716992,204,10,39,2,8,69,40,53,0.184,0.6920000000000001,0.124,-0.5152,0,0,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,9,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012591355745805,0.2356493611932909,0.0,0.0,0.14835792405613682,0.0,0.3846580970667932,0.13560219758580044,0.0,0.15959002274632345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821952559114444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127144232542066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454575174366307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983186172008986,0.0,0.10132179006766448,0.18603784115441502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739606906081119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285455825061768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749449701827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939503356245106,0.19148506678404406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768988434289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621363546741721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587569452101668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114386484338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356493611932909,0.0 socialanxiety,Mater_Draconis,2019/03/16,"Anyone else have anxiety after a night of drinking? So I’m in my last year of college and I always overthink my actions after a night of drinking. I get so insecure about things I said under the influence and nervous about things I did. I mean the alcohol takes away my anxiety so I’m just being myself to a point until I get legit drunk..but that makes me more nervous. Anyways the other night I blacked out for the first time in my life. Apparently vomited in several public places. Now I’m just nervous about what my friends think of me (I already apologized several times and they said it was fine/funny). I’m just extremely nervous someone on campus saw me & will recognize me. My boyfriend pretty much took care of me and got me home.. but did inform me that people saw. I’ve already vowed to never get that bad again (it was like unsafe I was being dumb and I am now aware). But how do you guys deal with overthinking your drunk actions around people? Does anyone else experience this? TLDR: Had an extremely drunken night and feel a lot of embarrassment/overthinking even though everyone around me told me it was fine. How do you deal with overthinking drunk actions? Anyone else get this way? 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Im alone and i dont know what to do. Hey guys i kept stressing about this. I dont have many friends at school and we have an upcoming event on monday. Everyone would be enjoying the booths inside the school with their friends. I invited my highschool friends to come so i wouldnt be alone but the thing is, they can only come after their class. The event starts at 8am and they might come between 2-3pm. I cant be late nor absent because we have a performance. I dont know what i should do before they come. I dont know where should i stay. Im afraid of what other people would think about me when they see that im alone. Everyone would be with their friends but me. I also thought of not attending the event but the performance is also my project. I really dont know what to do please suggest something. 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I’ve been wanting to cut it for a while now, but I have pretty bad dandruff and am really self. conscious about it, and I dont want to really deal with the hairdresser idk saying things about it. idk i dont know what to do, but just the thought of them noticing and talking to me about it just fills me with so much dread it makes me to just chop it all off myself, but then I know ill look even worse. Idk im just lost and need help on what to do.",2.02716709075488,2.3644435572519136,3.5080407124681936,95.8366836301951,75.2595419847328,6.738252756573367,21.425784563189143,6.42735559955562,-0.0026851569126380426,450,9,116,3,9,149,74,131,0.2,0.708,0.092,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,6,3,1,6,0,8,3,2,1,1,26,20,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,3,15,0,18,17,3,11,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,7,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439610166693531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775438525114487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041429458726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387982101164652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900807809756034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556749959659605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862399773490335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842676687848739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258364429515558,0.14478687933617845,0.0,0.18821355362723968,0.14658279167054933,0.0,0.0,0.11508970515281892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267463542725833,0.2556900834200391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629792935956825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459156279478296,0.11953225801417107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508202054067987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090952648967893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371129411245028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798685631522706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858227621314892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454621225681072,0.0,0.0,0.13687986120896015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033920607878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570768171805073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110309132360158 socialanxiety,SnippitySnapMe,2019/03/16,"Im sick of not being able to connect with anyone I just came back from a party where i tried talking to a few people. Its hard because i feel like i have to put on this fake personality and hide my sense of humor and interests to fit in better. But i haven't been able to make any new friends doing this so it obviously doesn't work, but i think im even more awkward if i dont. I've been so anxious my whole life i feel like i dont even know basic people skills. But I've come a long way from when i was young so im proud of that at least. I don't know if i can't connect anyone new because i do this, or if im just not meeting the right people, or if I'm just so socially inept its off-putting. Im tired of feeling so alone and im tired of not being able to relax because i just can't relate to the other person. Their views, mannerisms, jokes. I guess the only thing to do is to keep trying, it just makes me feel more alone every time",2.508017771701983,2.7826848086124443,4.459894053315106,89.67675837320576,74.11961722488039,6.9283663704716325,23.062542720437456,6.5431188927421005,0.4165595352016398,731,17,174,5,14,252,110,209,0.132,0.7340000000000001,0.134,-0.3627,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,15,11,0,1,6,0,17,4,0,2,1,35,31,18,0,4,17,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,7,2,0,3,10,2,0,0,4,6,19,9,20,25,5,17,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,7,9,107,29,1,0.2769525240241454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122619358529164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277907114771313,0.0,0.0,0.10429250691516022,0.0,0.12910109617640608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709864652384979,0.0,0.16882768806472825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164733373040557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558663549645697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795233587981337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639086368101929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194968674432374,0.0,0.07778148211825257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671402351848496,0.13190329233372022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132427768353823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169814303874697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269835416867533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983125024756187,0.0,0.0,0.08205604285082482,0.0,0.0,0.10147057617962953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520658605914824,0.09020334255056917,0.0,0.0,0.08169808952456357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232453069051406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832164900195435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021162482635446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200400858347494,0.16121617428069562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560918762979034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883864742457934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941060735962852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742013160118178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133165023607776,0.059153331513962265,0.0,0.0,0.053831081317226616,0.2122107900024207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535505611417228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327734083049392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306920084271054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720824532607307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZdCole,2019/03/16,"Going to the toilet is stressful. You can either aim for the bowl, which is quieter but sounds like you're missing the toilet, or you can aim for the water, which ALERTS EVERYONE IN A HUNDRED METRE RADIUS THAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY URINATING. Smh. Need to noiseproof my bathroom.",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,75.0,6.4,28.0,7.554174236665415,2.0690000000000004,220,9,34,3,5,69,37,50,0.14300000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.059,-0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523108288470564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112628189342073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674545526042806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059244082799727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270977533864803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Imnotfat4,2019/03/16,Has anyone had any experience with CBD oil for social anxiety? Would love to hear if someone has tried it and how much it helped with the anxiety,5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.8225857142857147,117,4,22,3,2,38,24,28,0.104,0.767,0.129,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145501021627474,0.0,0.4827116601793376,0.0,0.0,0.22060419872092668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086185086358915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555902418454638,0.0,0.21147229303487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847501166170133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319280270438835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32161144367223565,0.2673212330667908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420307440222694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241213990926579,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,radgyal,2019/03/16,"Social anxiety is basically your mind bullying you 24,7 :) ”Don’t wear that it’s ugly” ”Don’t say that everyone will judge you” ”Why did you say that? You look stupid” LIKE LET ME LIVE MY LIFE IN PEACE!!!!!!! WTF ",-0.7167682926829286,1.0850061951219558,1.3746036585365855,94.33556402439024,109.0,5.9524390243902445,14.88109756097561,7.1686216300943375,0.3436073170731708,158,4,35,4,8,52,33,41,0.32,0.569,0.111,-0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,18,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398958323216349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996491091098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320667476724529,0.22149820548841906,0.1532044515095812,0.0,0.2769061084454158,0.0,0.2633369942822953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166369551683679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987594174068192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196659676099372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829666010119566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caitlesm,2019/03/16,"Feel like a failure (venting) I feel like every time I THINK I’m doing so well in life, something always has to “humble me” and make me realize that for my age (23F) I’m actually doing terrible and I will probably never succeed in life. Just had a ‘catch-up’ double date with my boyfriend, my friend and his gf. My friend and his gf are doing SO well: moving out of state, getting adult jobs, living a fun and spontaneous lifestyle. I’m still in school (practically taking 1 class a semester, 4 years in and barely a sophomore) and moving back into my parents house. I hate comparing myself to others, but at my age I should be getting an adult job! And should have already finished school! And maybe got an internship or joined Peace Corps or something of that nature. I was speaking to my friend and he says “How’re you doing? You’re still in school right?” Me: “Yeah” Him: “And still taking 1 class a semester, right? See I was right!” (He says this, laughing to his girlfriend) I was just frozen in embarrassment. I didn’t realize my failure was so open and noticeable. I’m trying to change my life for the better. Life is really difficult with depression and anxiety. The mixture of the 2 while trying to work + go to school is unbearable sometimes. I recently began taking workout classes (a BIG step for me since I am scared being around strangers), got Invisalign for myself (braces make me nervous too), and bought myself a car (ALL by myself!!), so this year has been a Big-Girl kinda year for me. But when stuff like this happens, it just makes me wanna give up. Am I ever going to get to a place where I can consider myself an adult? Will I ever have an adult career? Or make big steps in life? Or will I always feel this small and powerless?",3.276339285714286,5.4093701458333365,4.230380952380951,84.68128571428572,75.22023809523809,6.98,24.59285714285714,7.908726449838941,1.4526400000000002,1363,45,256,21,30,440,173,336,0.116,0.777,0.107,-0.7278,4,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,3,19,19,1,3,17,1,28,5,0,4,4,48,56,27,0,3,9,1,3,3,6,5,5,3,0,4,9,21,0,0,6,1,1,7,2,7,2,0,11,7,41,12,33,38,2,48,0,1,1,0,22,21,0,5,22,171,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.08703822241711986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842524671345207,0.0,0.14842926050570904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823139796361695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939951295432332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685829033736425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888280084287289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435298057577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682067104972498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135797805869148,0.07514784479621876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529399362028902,0.12743712089896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067278330367725,0.0,0.1397969287682324,0.08556079533234727,0.10137938457436774,0.0,0.14266948303295135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887191603072134,0.0,0.0,0.08805832748413285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291523401117354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701797767640567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31499363829390603,0.13072366201092805,0.0,0.07875789546257872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381445799937124,0.0,0.08960503978750968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895933003449245,0.0,0.0,0.06879012905707645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154532909545994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903681551990832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318633153125254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616372613256728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057138479862990074,0.0,0.08806603273100623,0.0,0.0,0.2285076452361333,0.0,0.14185762198469565,0.08929644031411726,0.3610670039771388,0.07107422845339426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378028682985756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732823942183967,0.08821286105563914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136857941689436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210314499084837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011831502766961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715043291451205,0.0,0.0,0.05200839112180263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111060428197384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038807982093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493261186655568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723095703725178 socialanxiety,AshamedSkill,2019/03/16,"so I'm finally outside for once and these 2 girls my age keep looking at me and laughing hard. they're not even being discreet about it. they've been doing this for the past 5 minutes. Gotta love that blow to the self esteem right where it hurts.",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,79.98039215686275,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,0.04279294117647048,196,6,42,1,5,61,46,51,0.085,0.775,0.14,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,5,0,6,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144395668188454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506886096428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867751067399676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342707586628486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845477480628993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882998559800353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889313417184265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409297932890899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056019140583701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339070719961545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33396716237999674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inedhulp,2019/03/16,Too scared to get a job Most of my friends have jobs and I feel like I'm missing out on activities they are doing on weekends. I am terrified of getting out there and working because I hate talking to people and I'm awkward. Is there anyway I can overcome my fear and awkwardness and just get out there and work?,2.4357142857142877,4.620770904761905,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.04761904761905,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7291714285714284,249,12,49,3,6,81,43,63,0.267,0.6509999999999999,0.081,-0.9088,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,9,14,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,36,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814118441951938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919217648591873,0.13117150909346048,0.18533105959335766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004287190099464,0.0,0.4066117117798671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561254212827304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148724192513867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674043807385593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985048352403482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972658177754504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085134991915013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777244706880515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,punkvindeisel,2019/03/16,"Fellow guys, how do you deal with your anxiety? As I guy I mostly feel like I shouldn’t be feeling how I feel when I go out in public. I mostly feel so anxious or “in my own head” a lot of the times I go out and I’m wondering how do other dudes deal with it. 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See title. I can’t social but would like to. I’m an “adult” in grad school, so don’t have all the same random social opportunities I did in college or as a child. How do y’all get practice as an adult?",1.0701923076923059,2.9514102500000017,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,81.11538461538461,5.6984615384615385,20.015384615384615,6.742157984588678,0.15118769230769225,191,5,43,2,5,66,36,52,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,8,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,6,8,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,1,29,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064746477997348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086996361235896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29181879697283303,0.22977226514284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8817889972832513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048307957360735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moonlikeyou,2019/03/16,"Representation Does anybody else think that social anxiety tends to be underrepresented in mainstream conversations about mental illness? It seems like a lot of the time, I have to explain that I’m just more on the introverted side because that’s what’s socially acceptable. But in reality it’s so much more than just a personality thing - it’s a mental condition that’s caused me more pain than most people will ever understand. Feel free to share your thoughts on this. When’s the last time you felt represented as a socially anxious person?",6.288788659793812,8.794199154639177,6.89957474226804,67.19204252577323,67.76288659793815,10.210824742268043,32.74355670103093,10.411451182825502,3.992609278350516,446,20,72,13,8,146,70,97,0.102,0.789,0.109,0.1697,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,15,12,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,5,12,8,6,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577387466328233,0.2005050727831401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081918822501938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823237502696864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531641542687227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482641254573344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054337550392528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897406486394585,0.0,0.17041134418293044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467218997833442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670914286343293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508895502246776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577218846232267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047029716688208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885423833783796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304424307619545,0.3099423123874634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157369729411986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427641647671207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179117019835228,0.11372382725654988,0.0,0.1409015373309058,0.20698332405195444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476587918143053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MechieNK,2019/03/17,"How to be mean? Okay so not mean mean but just a little mean. I can't say no to people and I'm being to feel like they expect me to always say yes to something they ask. I have friends but it seems all they want to talk about is boys and looks (which is nice but only sometimes). Being an introvert I can't really be outgoing or express myself fully. Most of the time I'm in my room reading stories. It's beginning to seem like my friends only call or talk to me when they need something done. And I know 'Its better to be alone then with bad company' but let's be honest. If I was alone I'd probably drive myself crazy with self doubt, anxiety and be more closed off. I should find new friends I know but I can't really talk to people and if by chance I'm able to speak it's just a one worded answer. Idk what to do. Should I just die.😀 And no I'm not sucidal (not yet anyways). Please don't tell me stuff like I need to be more confident or glo up or something. Have you ever been in a same situation where you think it's better to be alone but it's really not. 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After visiting this subreddit, I feel very relieved that many others experience the same feelings and scenarios that I do. The only way I can navigate professional spaces (i.e. customer service, co-worker banter, job interviews, presentations) is to dissociate from myself in that point in time. It's exhausting sometimes but I feel accomplished at the end of the day. I'm thankful that at least one part of my life is unharmed by my social awkwardness and anxiousness. But when it comes to making connections with people one-on-one or in groups outside of my professional sphere, it is a nightmare. From time to time, I can go out and about, getting into the mindset that I am but a speck of dust in the happenings of the universe and no one cares what I do as so long as it is not too weird... but then are times when I just want to leave the situation immediately. And that has been happening a lot lately as I am avoiding new people more adamantly. To be more specific, I am graduating uni this year and I can already foresee the lonely life I will lead eventually. I have not made any friends that are in my major, nor have I made a new friend in the past 2 or so years. Luckily, I have 2-4 friends who I can depend on and know me for who I am, one of which I see and talk to daily. I am very grateful for them and I would never undermine what their presence does for me in regards to mental health. But I want to meet new people, I want to be successful at socializing. The fact that people are good at small talk and even exchanging numbers blows my mind. Most of the time, I feel like a burden whenever entering a conversation. And this feeling sticks onto me for weeks sometimes, like I am utterly annoying or that I am really awkward. It is just easier to stay at home and not text anyone what I am up to, and I hate that it is becoming a habit. The whole, ""it's all in your head"" logic hasn't helped me either... in fact, it only makes me feel like shit. &#x200B; Does anyone else feel competent in a professional setting, but when it comes to personal social situations, cannot function for the life of them?",6.5325080321285185,6.602597643373497,7.332545180722892,73.29022339357431,65.33734939759036,10.964859437751004,33.677208835341375,10.686352973137794,3.593997991967872,1702,68,318,42,24,569,211,415,0.103,0.7559999999999999,0.141,0.9567,1,4,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,3,4,10,22,3,3,22,0,34,7,2,6,4,61,60,32,0,4,15,0,7,3,3,2,5,0,1,1,29,18,0,1,9,0,1,6,8,11,0,3,3,8,42,11,54,53,11,55,0,1,1,0,21,23,1,6,26,232,71,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903722268182842,0.0,0.0,0.08873227325123956,0.09951035145965212,0.05569082772268272,0.0,0.0,0.0925170750250971,0.0,0.11452458238913632,0.08391023063972547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837819140134922,0.0,0.09044565044128584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349654006473115,0.0,0.0,0.1410891111891602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052814949400172985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433322385236467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841205076792467,0.0,0.07253390611067037,0.0,0.0,0.054090311238705335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021637858214866,0.0,0.0,0.2898569869287147,0.1170103888942208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981364274597448,0.0,0.04278631136149857,0.0,0.046542330567512016,0.06868892443643683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483744614575264,0.0,0.0,0.08085351482839774,0.08404702051841145,0.0870496479251192,0.0,0.0,0.054891919979568056,0.0,0.08214650593334627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126730368306853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500688106427129,0.0,0.0923801640324896,0.08671407630178643,0.0,0.0,0.17353277219058974,0.1200280296798452,0.0,0.0,0.07247374237633201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962347458280117,0.0,0.1549804426063808,0.10932995708607847,0.08302781050707803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253003771530784,0.0,0.08268974231972162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631618142050895,0.237281630300633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197437175560472,0.1245683770355234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868337986683174,0.07817722911528137,0.22710035831161035,0.07150680970455284,0.0,0.0,0.07741643873742744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052463487109800255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525903169361144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840631642792681,0.0,0.18410490323952566,0.0,0.2504423067989146,0.0,0.0,0.16199080934628646,0.0,0.0,0.08728826354392767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316468253277434,0.0,0.07539712704517246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387656762800477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351424946168052,0.14490986779439533,0.06500376143771598,0.0656905443462385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143188968406822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961991382751568,0.0,0.0,0.058175251841026676,0.0,0.09951035145965212,0.105474290365096 socialanxiety,UniqueUser912,2019/03/17,"Mistaking someone who doesn’t work at the grocery store as an employee ! Is it just me or does everyone feel anxious and bad after u mistake someone who doesn’t work at grocery store as an employee ? I said hi and asked her if she can help me with something. She was still nice and told me that she doesn’t work there, but she can help me. I apologized. I still feel super bad!",3.2475438596491237,4.763830421052635,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,73.73684210526315,7.698245614035088,28.456140350877188,8.344100000000001,1.896156140350877,296,12,62,5,6,95,46,76,0.135,0.679,0.18600000000000005,0.7531,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,12,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,12,2,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,3,42,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406333792426956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991295632302432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556981294306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864008395261574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035340173788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540198697017848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28554357547987635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261515067160024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609544285737419,0.1639805370163047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020981582133225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035340173788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465207357579613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway38296,2019/03/17,"Everyone in a group chat forced me to leave because one person in it doesn't like me. Honestly I just need to rant, I got added to the group a few days ago and everything was fine, but one girl in the group doesn't like me, and as soon as she saw I was in the group she asked "" Who the fuck added [my name]"", leading her to say if I don't leave she will. I said she could leave then, and almost the entire group told me to leave, saying ""[my name] < Girl"" and ""Just leave"". I really thought that I was making progress, I'd stopped cutting for over a month and haven't really felt suicidal in over a week, but I just cut myself probably near the worst I've done and tried to kill myself again. What do I even do in this situation? It was a class group chat and I've got that class tomorrow, which I'm dreading going to now, especially because I sit next to the girl. What should I do? 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I'm currently a sophmore in college and I feel that I can't connect with anyone at a deeper level anymore and lack many social skills. Even something like walking from my dorm to a dining hall or class makes me kind of anxious as I don't want to see people I know, as then I will have to talk with them. At the start of college I met a lot of people and made friends, but as the groups and cliques formed, I didn't feel like I was truly a part of any of them. Especially with girls, I'm not good at talking with them. I'm not trying to sound like an asshole, but many people say im good looking and handsome, which helped with making girls interested. But when we socialized more, I think they realized how weak my social skills were and drifted away. Lately its been getting a lot worse, as my roommates basically cut me out of their group. The few genuinely good friends I had either dropped out or just moved on from me. And the ""friends"" that I have don't seem engaged when I'm talking, like they're just waiting to get out of this conversation with me. The only times that I relax and become more free flowing with people is when i drink, which is sad. I just see people making good friends and having experiences while I'm alone most of the time. I'm never feel genuine happiness anymore, just going through the motions and getting by one day at a time. I'm not sure where this is going, I just wanted to get this off my chest and get some feedback, as its been rough lately. I don't think I can keep this facade up, I'm not sure what im gonna do but I know I cant keep this up it just hurts too much. Thanks guys.",4.466418495297809,4.783683985632184,5.0578265412748165,86.97437304075234,69.77586206896552,7.591640543364682,28.17450365726228,7.1686216300943375,1.306035632183908,1329,43,285,11,22,427,169,348,0.14300000000000002,0.733,0.125,-0.16399999999999998,1,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,5,2,15,27,1,0,15,0,20,4,1,6,4,71,61,30,0,3,18,0,4,4,4,2,1,2,1,3,15,24,2,3,9,2,1,7,12,4,0,1,8,9,33,24,46,51,12,40,0,2,3,0,26,17,0,7,19,183,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896454538878737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058413666243851026,0.0,0.06571182564234393,0.0970404241302416,0.1703757043459611,0.06006196178038393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807041100508107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486772336000728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055397180345571104,0.08855718853903202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414745450707138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673489723401716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402484258179098,0.0,0.0,0.13029800919473264,0.0613656331161545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545869351185664,0.0,0.22439110836362275,0.0,0.09763576068646976,0.28818906600986977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505264233169972,0.0,0.09144014455606496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757569826646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195571258599612,0.0,0.18556941663409326,0.0,0.0,0.15270038924600504,0.0,0.08944967219980468,0.09441471914393007,0.0,0.1937936385581203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678619275341302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213278565947193,0.0,0.0,0.14605501743550242,0.0,0.0812788767821293,0.17201298359620884,0.17417442010626785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129610609667917,0.0631450007609858,0.0,0.06624992454241255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582067882479113,0.06532938993944568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301929177123427,0.0,0.2977546993988715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830963163664389,0.0,0.0,0.13689935857049187,0.07819842109765852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268694362992,0.0,0.06612856832766277,0.0,0.0,0.12159826097019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428738807532465,0.0,0.0,0.20712496198791247,0.0,0.07908344686297615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008009201468844,0.0,0.0,0.1502636512514549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831918405262367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132987182896223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753752137072203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ljj47100,2019/03/17,"My social anxiety seemed to get the best of me today Today, I went to the mall with a relative. But then we walked in different parts of the store. I was shopping for new clothes. As I was shopping, I made an effort to get out of my comfort zone. I made an effort to walk with better posture and I tried to maintain good eye contact with others. But I noticed that I felt visibly nervous and I kept worrying about what others would think of me. I’m a 22 yr old male and I still struggle with shyness. I feel comfortable around others sometimes but uncomfortable at other times. It is hard to explain. I’ve been working on this for a while. Please help.",2.2620035778175307,4.6001954031007815,3.555968992248065,87.24214669051882,79.46511627906976,6.139773404889684,26.202146690518784,7.321109707123232,1.4359989266547415,513,21,99,7,13,167,86,129,0.1,0.769,0.131,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,5,3,7,0,2,8,0,5,1,1,2,0,22,17,9,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,5,3,3,3,0,2,0,0,8,4,16,5,23,8,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926543334767108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620603990126967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104706303626254,0.1610057505918112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902003363568734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204841765523453,0.0,0.17479363945273746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022405565604653,0.0,0.0,0.1526923608178629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307832696166194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202224623944412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451448841747445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582209750492572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726168132231312,0.1910276708452925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713912757077248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983290478133053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657287237847106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855739596426728,0.0,0.0,0.18004910771873994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538294496544246,0.0,0.0,0.190315019107822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664834729152915,0.0,0.0,0.10615305187144464,0.0,0.34511848169751475,0.0,0.0,0.1235979423821943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687593645341915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253236193129062,0.18487753425049627,0.0,0.12932094391724153,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alfredo_peppers,2019/03/17,I agreed to tutor someone and now I regret my decision I was asked to tutor this girl that is homeschooled and I said yes because I didn’t want to sound like a bitch. I am supposed to tutor her in math but I don’t know specifically what. I’m scared because I don’t remember a thing except what we are doing now. I’m going to tutor her tomorrow and I wish I didn’t agree because I’m low key freaking out because what if I don’t know what she is learning or what if I tell her something wrong or what if she doesn’t like me. 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Then someone said, “It’s hard to read you. You’re just so shy and timid.” I guess I tried.",0.4594117647058837,2.7389579803921578,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,86.84313725490196,4.968627450980391,22.225490196078432,6.42735559955562,0.5205137254901957,191,7,40,2,6,65,40,51,0.112,0.608,0.279,0.8529,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,6,4,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.2698282558551636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566447254139213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980885375197985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319186411502115,0.0,0.0,0.3046005980486938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247693491589358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743877967918946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765790699013939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630188548084557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23428114858839424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390269677071191,0.0,0.0,0.262093692449309,0.0,0.0,0.18772823141056094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gibby1928,2019/03/17,"How to stop caring so much? I care about everything too much. I try to not hurt others feelings and end up getting anxiety over me saying something wrong and hurting their feelings. It's not only people that I care about too much its also grades, etc. I just want to stop caring too much and just relax and do things without caring.",4.39875,6.1420751250000025,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,71.1875,6.370000000000001,25.3,6.742157984588678,1.0896912499999996,264,8,47,2,5,83,43,64,0.146,0.565,0.289,0.9124,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,10,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,6,8,10,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981665077869883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050512382371894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7000465483866811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162686160268,0.0,0.15315074361726824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234164927979568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886863408978234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174527127374174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401287746043586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037909739129392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443985141688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520204181524804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920426143710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571747045172747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296153027234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123088169018216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323287608924412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099629253938108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323738656492489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014045587608985,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LucasLeArtist,2019/03/17,"Proposal to limit the memes on this sub Don't get me wrong, I like memes. I've posted a few here myself. But that's pretty much all there is here anymore. Or at least, the only things that make it to the front page. A lot of them don't even have anything to do with SA. I miss what this sub used to be- a real supportive community that had serious discussions, and only the occasional meme here and there. Mods: I know there's a stickied post about this, but it doesn't seem to have done anything. I propose limiting the memes on this sub to one day a week. We can have meme fridays or something. Who's with me?",2.1653679653679667,3.922280904761905,3.48679653679654,90.46577922077923,77.25396825396825,6.8040404040404034,22.56565656565657,7.686295010490155,0.8313111111111109,478,14,105,7,11,156,78,126,0.022,0.915,0.064,0.5827,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,8,5,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,2,1,18,19,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,9,2,13,16,6,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085116718948312,0.0,0.0,0.3460359494763666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559396554169945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151589203439361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886825380953194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098470356271601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554799444999901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271761250230224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787471751973847,0.0,0.0,0.1403436205294996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455806602258262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247095593577935,0.3198094557539207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027230870691961,0.21390000832966305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931072211695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914038575535356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186085210851153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858940037853504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968087001974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158864050058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865000360049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987555434521065,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vikkio92,2019/03/17,"Social anxiety is being genuinely shocked when someone tells you they had a good time because you’d been spending your whole week worrying about all the reasons why you were actually horrible company to them. I’m used to it and I can deal with it pretty decently at this point, but it still manages to surprise me how my default is pretty much always ‘they hate me’ for absolutely no reason.",8.08349315068493,8.030480876712327,8.33845890410959,67.78522260273975,62.15068493150685,11.683561643835617,40.16780821917809,11.20814326018867,4.810372602739728,316,16,52,8,4,104,62,73,0.181,0.701,0.118,-0.653,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,3,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,1,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,7,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.2029275077630705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302961318069496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590798519941235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267633310017109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438552814650427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441713694236774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053058580229525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528659001181896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657832332709546,0.0,0.0,0.4231162843849853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42761089613893016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197706655765436,0.17619388839852168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606775142712862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175594752820026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125630441458232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960053263932887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680355331024474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876409630489552,0.23216680934759504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118155509691866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SleepyWaves,2019/03/17,"People are judgemental The worse thing is repeatedly telling yourself that it’s all in your head and that people are never as judgemental as your dumb ass keeps assuming. Then every now and then I’ll hear someone talking shit or judging someone and then I realise yeah it’s not really in my head at all, people are actually just like this. 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The right way??;is IR normal amymors, fading tgroifh sligt claroroty to toyeal unawareness....the tewss go by innmynmind...685369932290311.....don't push me yop...The spiders,,,,: I wajtz the maggots to cpknr soon ...the visions & emotions are toon strong to handlww....theymwwrew to much!!! 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My hands starts shaking - but so does my head! I try calming down and focus on breathing, but head keeps shaking, and others have pointed it out too (which makes it worse!) How can I stop that from happening? 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During high school I never went out and thus now few people to hang out or go out with. So I never had many dating opportunities. Recently I feel like I'm getting over my SA. I can go out and meet new people but I still feel a bit stressy. Also because of my hobbies I rarely get into contact with girls. This is where the meaning of the title comes into place. Whenever I find a girl with whom I can talk very well and with whom I have a good friendly relationship, I think about asking them out. But everytime on the day that I want to ask, I get to know that they already got a boyfriend. That is my curse but my blessing is that I always get to know it before I ask her out.",3.4007142857142867,4.345254785714288,4.734935064935065,86.05097402597404,72.57142857142857,7.15844155844156,25.038961038961038,7.348242739294969,1.039696103896104,583,17,123,6,11,194,93,154,0.031,0.818,0.151,0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,3,33,28,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,17,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,4,2,23,7,22,24,2,27,2,0,0,0,16,13,0,1,10,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925723939629652,0.11541013770030628,0.12008318527558355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047503373907984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594843198235754,0.0,0.12280301512088675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755662914690094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431619286112768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307243316289383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594187738298758,0.10309999084923777,0.0,0.0,0.13190299197497204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114988450462112,0.0,0.3015984034601231,0.0,0.1640371902344712,0.12104613184804815,0.11542337343625493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247868203783527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862553982532004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050592617510322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631464068118796,0.0,0.1572033642526769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33391816887915393,0.13938211893762173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001022736959904,0.0,0.15078039837015755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245307347588284,0.0,0.14249548490496275,0.15494229439905027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460563631044262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711286056586714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152516277204992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599642232529933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247241414356024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907652038428485,0.08512182086140853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975818541110284,0.13378317147355814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JasjotSingh,2019/03/17,"Getting closer This is something I need help with real bad. Getting closer. We all know how important that first ""small talk"" is, and there have been times where I fucked up, and other times where I could make a good first small talk, I could break the ice. What my issue is, how to start getting close so it can progess upto a good friendship?",6.0168181818181825,6.370874772727272,5.148030303030303,87.54204545454546,66.42424242424242,7.206060606060608,27.10606060606061,5.985473137389443,0.9266787878787884,269,7,53,1,4,80,48,66,0.107,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,1,14,16,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,2,3,13,1,14,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034056721604388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448969380930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674377683589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996769927372527,0.3385337123670689,0.0,0.0,0.3623201883658645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477188971830082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543486783708036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870109889445768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441733546218077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015201803344778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584109683358926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627775414646134,0.0,0.0,0.15287708666287092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472051931360127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188813339228794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,post-bacc,2019/03/17,"How the body impacts our ability to speak in public Hi everyone, &#x200B; I'm a grad student in biomedical sciences and am really interested in the link between how our nervous system impacts our public speaking abilities. If this interests you too, let me know, and I can post a link to an article I wrote about this. It is a bit on the science-y side, though it helps explain why we get nervous, why our hearts races, our mouths gets dry, etc. &#x200B; Let me know if you want to learn more about this.",7.789793814432992,7.0421207628866025,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,63.02061855670103,11.058969072164947,38.98762886597938,10.355215969177356,4.010432577319588,402,19,74,8,5,130,66,97,0.042,0.825,0.133,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,7,0,5,3,3,2,0,15,13,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,2,10,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,0,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646049389040614,0.4088925515470359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368911625333628,0.186891577751546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764699706374866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077331715043378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758108957235738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199381068161841,0.11277669554238234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849353174378608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441009658824702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114023073530226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778742509054066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530809386379194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992402041892408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364501481495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088925515470359,0.0 socialanxiety,Little80sbunny,2019/03/17,"My negative experience on Reddit. A few of these 'responses' are exaggerations of responses I've seen other people get. Some are responses I've actually gotten. My mom has a brain tumor. I’m so scared. Response: I bet your mom was a bitch. I’m standing on a bridge about to jump off. Response: Jump already scardy cat. Why do some men violently rape women and punch them in the face. Response: feminist libtard. My husband helped save my life. Response: slides into private message. I’m 6 foot. I’m single ready to mingle. I got a big package. Wanna see my cumshot? I’ve got cancer and I’m scared to die. Response: Well we all gotta kick the bucket sometime. Just put a pillow over your face. I feel so sad and alone Response: I read your whole post history. Maybe if you weren’t such an uptight prude and annoying whiny bitch then you wouldn’t be sad and alone. I’m having a rough day. I’m not feeling well. Response: Maybe if you weren’t such a lazy couch potato and spent all day on Reddit you wouldn’t be complaining so much. Basically if you're depressed, you will feel a hell of a lot worse after you post to Reddit. Are you dying from a disability? Have Cancer? Have a brain tumor? You will get insulted and bullied. Want dick though? 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I am member of Spanish Honors Society (Despite failing Spanish lvl 3 this year lmao but I digress), this club requires 10 service hours through volunteering at study hall before May 12. I am starting my 1st tomorow and must grind. Apparantly when volunteering you must either tutor lvl 1 kids or assisr teacher but I'm very clumsy and bad at directions and panic easily. My stress levels increased by 100%",4.529499999999999,7.40580495,5.4200000000000035,74.01500000000001,74.5,7.0,32.5,8.07648339933343,3.000125,356,18,53,6,8,116,64,80,0.16699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.132,-0.7388,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,8,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,28,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376604609878423,0.0,0.0,0.2688104265411052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117433117058992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111010999820701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342382816220045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314873549604552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370644437552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223597969722806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618661434642188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065329262494635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068627140396626 socialanxiety,octopus7pe,2019/03/17,"How do I connect more with my friend? I’m in high school and I have this friend that I want to connect more with but I don’t know how. He’s hard to read, he regularly talks to me but he hasn’t asked me to sit with him at lunch or meet up after school. Should I ask him? Or would it be weird? 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Hi, I am a 20 year old undergrad student who would appreciate your advice on these 2 problems. 1. I don't have friends. I mean, sure, I have acquaintances with whom I talk, but I can't feel them as friends. I heard talking with people can fix this. I talk to people, but only for any necessary information. I can not get close with anybody, and nobody gets close with me. This has been happening all my life. 2. I am always uptight and nervous in social situations, can not loosen up in front of people. It's like I am always on guard or something. I thought maybe this will get fixed in time, but it never did. Instead, I am getting more withdrawn from people as I am getting older and I do not know what to do. I am sure there are solutions to this, but I tried everything I can think of ever since I was in grade 6. I forced myself to talk to people, joined clubs, even tried to blend in with others' choices. But nothing helped much, and I only got less optimistic. So I need your advice, what is the one small step that can help me get better? And what is wrong with me? Thanks for reading such a long text.",2.5225490196078444,4.416210470588236,3.5552100840336145,89.75939775910366,76.64705882352942,6.382072829131652,23.51820728291317,7.2636822038024595,0.8429165266106442,924,29,193,11,21,297,138,238,0.07200000000000001,0.78,0.14800000000000002,0.9469,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,1,6,12,0,2,4,0,28,1,0,0,5,40,45,14,0,4,9,0,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,16,13,0,2,7,2,0,3,7,4,0,2,6,3,31,8,28,36,4,22,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,1,8,135,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705074281151834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184819632228515,0.0,0.0,0.07552379055360113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822248114194576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335328821674574,0.10045904042214474,0.0,0.0,0.0998124859286253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230932974821407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574112539743104,0.0,0.34814182693616325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882386563991616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820892770260456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888074166415813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103501057472021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844411295380993,0.054257718579451164,0.0,0.0,0.09828354082150599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115734892360527,0.12097558829567713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164099462737769,0.08234869100011905,0.0856553910594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656391131154362,0.0,0.11653752569845086,0.0,0.15051263059167472,0.1689304397427924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38497093231360063,0.09697225809203168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626827022769056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108885141893284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918689848022529,0.1248347413813869,0.0,0.1132104579149466,0.0,0.08549848802742514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934320431541534,0.0,0.0,0.3570594178491431,0.0,0.1022480193625062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116199297209506,0.0,0.08816827969287162,0.06475927783496982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080326659383092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778596638294135,0.12142536057950355,0.0,0.07151822427554587 socialanxiety,Regular_Personality,2019/03/17,"Need some serious help 22 year old male, I’m on my phone so sorry for formatting. I feel like my life is going in a downward spiral.. i use to be the “popular kid” i knew everyone and everyone loved me, but I’m self destructive... Lets start with my fear of going out, clubbing, going to a bar or anything of that sort, it started with only wanting to talk to friends, didn’t want to meet new people because i found them stupid, i still do feel that way, no one my age can have proper conversation, its always about getting fucked up or how well there doing, when there not doing good at all.. People just lie straight out of there ass, to the point it doesn’t even sound believable . All my other mates tolerate it, but i cant, for some reason ill just completely cut that person off and in some cases make it known i don’t like them, so i don’t go anywhere local anymore due to that fact ill have to social with lying idiots.. Obviously this isn’t working well for me because now everyone thinks I’m a “dickhead” but i just feel like society is so stupid. Im a plumber full time but i also trade cryptocurrency, I’m not new to it, I’ve been doing it for 3 years and thats probably more then half my income, because this is the new “trend” i always hear things like, “yeah I’m starting trading now, my dad made 18k in one night” and it just infuriates me because i know its complete shit and i know there parents and its not possible, if anyone was making that sort of money, it would be me, but I’m not ! I go out with work friends once every 2 months, there about 25-27 much more mature and i always have a great time with them, i like the older crowd i feel like i fit in better and can have a drink with a nice conversation... Congratulations if your still reading, i should of also noted, when i was 16-17 i was doing HARD drugs because i was hanging out with older people, i grew out of that by 19-20 and now its the guys my age doing drugs and i cant stand it None of this makes sense, but im so confused, feel lonely and different, anyone have some words ? 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I am a girl and there is another girl in one of my Spanish classes this semester of college. She is super cool funny and kind. I think we could be great friends (I don’t really have any friends at the moment) would it be weird and out of the blue if I asked her to hangout over coffee? ,1.4371505376344125,3.4327702419354864,2.9045161290322596,92.64344086021508,80.45161290322581,6.068817204301076,23.23655913978495,7.1686216300943375,0.7727333333333335,233,8,51,3,6,76,50,62,0.043,0.613,0.344,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,7,8,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211017720920448,0.29622663699199353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410003874518473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555383791689002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547780673369601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114580415151738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29418102787579503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142979929396192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097719530879747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101505472936688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006804064041188,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FeelingThought,2019/03/17,"How do you get outside your house? I am stuck in my house for a year now. Rarely go oustide unless I have to...Unless I must to, like go to barbershop, buy foods and water. even then, I feel scared to go outside, go to public space. I took a leave of absence from uni so many times, in fact I am doing it right now, it's too overwhelming, it makes my chest hurt like hell. I feel like when I am going outside people are watching me, when people laught they're laughing at me, whispering about me. Even a phone notification can trigger chest pain and anxiety. I barely speak to people including my own family. went to a GP and she told me I was lazy, When I gave her a paper with a lst of symptops she did not believe me, she thought I was lying, she thought I wrote them from internet, She did not believe anything I said and told me to pray to god instead. She thought what she was doing was counseling and she told me she was proud of herself and I don't have to pay for talking to her and then she prescribed me headache and stomache meds. Months later I visited psychiatrist but its damn expensive, I had to stop visiting him. I end up stop taking Xanax altogether without weaning off it. And here I am now, with my rebound anxiety and depression, trying to survive.",2.889366171676926,4.844184175298807,4.044406012314378,86.38704364360737,75.77290836653387,7.113437160449113,27.345345889170588,8.00094639256281,1.740448605577689,992,40,199,16,22,323,140,251,0.126,0.818,0.056,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,14,12,2,2,6,0,21,7,3,3,2,30,43,19,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,12,2,2,5,0,3,9,4,7,0,0,20,6,48,5,29,22,1,31,2,3,1,0,29,7,2,0,18,139,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703879624748365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005997014904515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546330403923824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529203760214736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827545761127047,0.0,0.0,0.16148732408732916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152445502953966,0.0,0.12362454071241075,0.08733400751549145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478227869736568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386954309472995,0.0,0.3473818253220369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821155957443846,0.13086903020908675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944299840393322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791726178366196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160150038007033,0.12394030129025732,0.0,0.0,0.13578998764686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757720056968856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300805088333282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542541468367417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043991382606181,0.11628585834085325,0.0,0.12239159099776707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440963163340914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191529456154188,0.0982583251044266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29115380993379897,0.07128380159657086,0.0,0.0,0.35043965617582995,0.13582204457735098,0.08299837872948414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133251361777826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784272561242708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872371465890736 socialanxiety,SomeRAndomGyu,2019/03/17,"Does anybody else feel somewhat confident some days and just not at all on others? I have this problem sometimes, and it mostly occurs when I go out with my friends, where some nights I feel like myself and I can talk to and get to know people, but other nights I have a really hard time making conversation and connecting with people. Does anyone else have this problem?",10.343478260869565,8.221716391304351,9.113333333333337,70.69000000000003,59.0,11.518840579710146,36.04347826086956,9.725611199111238,3.3671217391304338,297,9,51,4,3,92,49,69,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.081,-0.5988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,22,10,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,7,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433086017640381,0.20999959267815127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217837416004732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587132519853113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424255346698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726180050097767,0.14641917808807278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834695148817587,0.0,0.10708000549651037,0.0,0.11648008099792027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835985263503282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263735803315025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013017145649218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680838606065449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38467088885239625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417859406956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922265954733084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129878013131802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270474601829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473426115879106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951032521794865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somnums,2019/03/17,"Dude asked my for my number and hasn't texted me. Next to my house there's a little restaurant where every night after work I pass and two nice bouncers wave at me and wish me a good night. It was wholesome af. Or at least that's what used to happen, today one of them, a very cute and sweet guy, asked me my number to go out and drink a coffee. I inmediately cringed because I don't really feel like hanging out or making friends, I'd rather stay at home and talk with my old friends. Socializing is too stressing and tiring... So I made up a very shitty and fake excuse about not having time after work that came out worse of what I thought but then I thought ""holly shit this guy had the balls to ask me, a stranger, my number"" so I gave it to him and then, got even more anxious and in an attempt to not give him fake expectatives... I told him I just wanted a friendship. He said he was fine with it but, Jesus, it was so cringe. Dude only said I was pretty, not that he wanted to have a formal date. I fucked up and he hasn't texted me. I feel awful, he was so polite and cute and I would have loved to be his friend, but I fucked up and tomorrow night I'll have to pass in front of that restaurant again, and I'm afraid that they won't tell me to have a good night because it'll be too awkward :c I kind of liked it so it hurts. I hate having to socialize I wish strangers just ignored me so my life would be less stressful and far easier, but I also know that when I don't socialize I get too depressed. I hate all this so much :c ",3.2472474747474758,3.8040798919753085,4.13882154882155,91.62015151515152,72.6111111111111,6.878563411896746,23.369248035914698,6.574015621080383,0.4105790123456794,1191,28,275,8,22,384,162,324,0.201,0.644,0.155,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,3,20,28,5,4,11,1,24,7,1,3,1,51,55,33,0,8,12,0,2,2,3,4,2,2,1,2,17,22,1,1,5,2,0,6,8,14,0,2,15,5,42,14,32,33,5,37,1,2,0,3,31,14,3,2,18,178,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548208333871545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663162132908596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472023434925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507614903550514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795477514822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129628253869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246434756676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062342411754948125,0.0,0.07952599657418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545086047672244,0.06743083629023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187719020612424,0.17452044834514555,0.0493138563873755,0.09054561092119943,0.05364289962152178,0.1583364233687984,0.07549073995193707,0.0,0.0,0.18691800311960188,0.08346703409882023,0.0,0.0,0.18637730114075876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467890237359892,0.0,0.0,0.10891112805162216,0.10104435147929718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829062124892317,0.05187319959636336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666906567389103,0.09222645950293044,0.09460161502915683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518889334548195,0.08931224784686924,0.06300475118114934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938607152966819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038275381215347,0.3543071347692329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904437263300622,0.0,0.06395978025511663,0.0717863594694681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602657214920178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046739685164114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956928577360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688796904484988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886501677243941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060509438030396,0.0,0.0,0.21624236713834588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586553305817467,0.08249930930563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986712470467314,0.05503842652304052,0.108485169600401,0.08946882761154792,0.090191819343713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220340222385452,0.0,0.0,0.08152096311109312,0.0,0.1557600400524777,0.11134502573575898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708318094314194,0.0,0.0,0.13743123792454148,0.0,0.09618947891614456,0.1341011142722312,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,204816,2019/03/17,Feeling anxious about getting a job It’s not just that it’s looking for volunteering hours too. Basically I haven’t been doing anything for a long while and I had this delusional thought that I wasn’t socially anxious anymore but now that I’m trying to look for a job and places to volunteer I feel anxious like what the fuck. I mean I’m forcing myself anyway cause I need money and those hours but still I’m just anxious about what to do and say like especially and mainly the first time I go. I mean I just don’t want to feel like a fool in public I just want to look like I know what I’m doing. I know I’m determined to get rid of this problem but I could use some motivation or tips that’d be pretty helpful I’m also 16 don’t know if that matters,1.6732075471698131,3.633040345911951,3.535194968553462,88.59675471698117,79.50314465408805,6.252578616352202,24.436477987421387,7.3011,1.0330432704402521,601,22,128,8,15,202,86,159,0.127,0.674,0.199,0.8662,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,3,0,34,38,12,0,6,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,7,14,4,13,31,2,11,0,0,3,1,4,2,1,3,12,81,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816273871288822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554688027678746,0.12173453003616196,0.0,0.0,0.10101238770549324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609755956831406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800549543066787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619752123530167,0.08769227439374272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441067040797876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134799439364028,0.12826310523933174,0.0,0.06976137523549633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227640903235041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417670824766441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436198960165065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023797613797806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987684086502836,0.0,0.0,0.10862945355308744,0.3092360191670667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742040304976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101720623192652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824711193629995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248803808060979,0.0,0.1174547032837453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761533707111934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512766712515974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980279171621888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974493996013692,0.07157622634375034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333885972758852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601616499624048,0.0,0.0,0.14480168252951572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shortshyguy,2019/03/18,"Anyone else find it hard to get/keep a job? I've had a few jobs but always lost it due to social anxiety I haven't had one in 4 years mainly because I'm helping my elderly grandma. I also can't blame employers for not wanting to hire/put up with someone like me ",1.3747368421052641,2.9569636666666668,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,79.0,6.665263157894738,25.43508771929825,7.554174236665415,1.3456414035087725,207,8,44,3,5,73,48,57,0.113,0.73,0.157,0.5274,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,7,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,25,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937614047188671,0.2016069569428414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853532715117408,0.0,0.0,0.16941670697143946,0.2482575296872641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769939633688334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240448149172488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214511612321229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126587948597617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170466905419704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624037063183447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808762865478711,0.21536090674084715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837198680213072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449113111477723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418382110798213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435711104181152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469869205898851,0.2052938397016296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291052684785516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602857108081478 socialanxiety,Da5Ki,2019/03/18,"I am a completely different (outgoing, fun and all around better) person in my head. When I am by myself I am comfortable and I feel so natural and true to myself, the way I talk online is also my real self. When I daydream (a lot) I will imagine myself confidently talking to people naturally and having fun. As soon as I step out the door though my real self shuts off, even in my head. I start seeing everything like ""how do I respond to this, how should my body language be?"" I am a very boring and 2D person on the outside but on the inside I am fun. The only one person (apart from my mum) I am myself with is my best friend and that is because we have known each other since forever. I want to be that guy that I truly am. **Story,** happend the other day and it's what got me thinking about this **:** This cute Japanese girl hopped on the bus coming from the airport, she didn't know a lot of English and was having trouble buying a ticket, I know a bit of Japanese and I thought to help her but as my Japanese isn't perfect, I thought it might make for a bit of an awkward interaction so I didn't. Later she noticed me looking at her and smiled at me but I got nervous and deflected my gaze. I actually saw her glancing at me multiple times throughout the half an hour or so bus ride and I kept thinking ""go talk to her, go talk to her” but I just hopped off the bus without saying a thing. The guy in my head not caring that my Japanese is kinda scuffed would have helped her, started a conversation with her, asked her about where she was from and how long she was here for, depending on how the vibes I would have complimented her and who knows we might have even kept in touch. But none of that happened as I can’t be that guy for some reason :/",2.5230524344569294,4.201270893258432,4.1526067415730346,86.42628838951313,76.02247191011236,6.993857677902622,24.78801498127341,7.793537801064563,1.2818032958801506,1362,46,282,20,30,456,175,356,0.055,0.8059999999999999,0.138,0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,0,3,20,17,0,2,23,0,34,4,4,7,3,65,59,35,0,4,9,1,2,1,1,6,0,1,1,9,16,22,0,2,11,1,1,5,7,4,0,2,12,7,59,13,42,38,9,34,0,0,4,0,38,18,0,8,11,221,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.0964484391103398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903809763660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879838636164451,0.09239713056582352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024873387701121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372095120651903,0.08741128670443085,0.21580385373328956,0.10978310400670184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076859392308203,0.0,0.0,0.08513736821529956,0.10362633368564776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374022426615737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326125664119867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055881367444944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882628215816013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997380898990154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635946699947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123401090765082,0.0,0.15809432413799746,0.0,0.0,0.2935857635442938,0.0873992250708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042988394907936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249367194835074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733230001863408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295094808218413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048285656598541685,0.0,0.0,0.0874656256408339,0.08299628078895506,0.0,0.0,0.16805150566261146,0.0,0.0,0.0659729495419452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969605898710364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252399484064472,0.0,0.0,0.06697297071061517,0.07516826560369197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851955712400687,0.25889602123394484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499112015925274,0.0,0.10161856303711744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785973439965231,0.0,0.0,0.07875848339882043,0.0,0.20621235627062132,0.0,0.0,0.08175710974140081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991146076868205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31775844777352097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566140274149815,0.1266586080462205,0.09710462012324783,0.15692747087772008,0.0576313256984816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154900281637792,0.05829528429920716,0.07845040806136297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527315250949367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041871255016591,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,0XxSilentWolfxX0,2019/03/18,anybody else do this? A lot of sometimes when I'm in the grocery and someone is in the way of something I want I leave the aisle and pretend to look for something else until I think they're gone,6.626097560975609,4.984619048780491,6.507439024390244,84.92018292682928,65.82926829268294,8.200000000000001,37.57317073170732,3.1291,2.1350390243902444,155,7,33,0,2,49,31,41,0.07200000000000001,0.8909999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.0772,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084903879715785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32226248012116154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557716888776555,0.0,0.0,0.25874730551957603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787458713537564,0.4686066709130597,0.30100972185350394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501505460245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951338998652444,0.24157869485015898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DIVINExGXD,2019/03/18,"Bored on a cruise, how do I start talking to people? Im 16 and so far all I tried doing was going to the teen club but I just sat there n felt like I didnt exist. All my friends are older than me though so I feel like I'd get along with like 18-19 year olds but idk what to do...",-1.6579870129870145,-0.14114337878788066,0.9598701298701292,104.97409090909092,88.84848484848484,3.771428571428572,12.458874458874455,3.1291,-1.8782398268398268,211,2,60,0,7,72,52,66,0.048,0.742,0.21,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,11,12,7,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,4,7,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410553669020444,0.2177343433904468,0.2926358573461733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354716776884123,0.0,0.15923456880084308,0.0,0.17321306051105462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292138696564347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466992115446415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198145333530287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112955433616028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157243082594044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497000089526916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994440468249169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692509148776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626783206385684 socialanxiety,playuhplayuh,2019/03/18,Terrible anxiety around family I struggled with social anxiety all my life. Over the last few years I’ve made incredible progress. I’m so happy about it. But I’ve always had the worst anxiety around my parents. And it hasn’t gone away. They love me and they are like normal parents. They have a normal relationship with my step siblings. So it’s just me. I can’t even get a word out with out stuttering. I’m so monotone and afraid to show emotion. They don’t even know who I am because I’ve never shown them my personality. It breaks my heart. I’ve tried so hard but I’m 25 and it’s just getting worse. Wtf is wrong with me. Would therapy help?,0.3899638408999593,2.8438184503816832,2.3218481317798343,90.69638408999599,93.50381679389312,5.811329851345923,20.63519485737244,7.273561745256523,0.8661206106870232,511,18,107,10,19,169,81,131,0.196,0.7140000000000001,0.09,-0.9125,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,1,11,9,0,2,4,0,9,3,1,1,2,24,18,10,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,1,16,3,12,14,3,12,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300867498886851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879721173064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783500920985912,0.0,0.0,0.14688583766255411,0.0,0.0,0.09530293359585454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758605727526001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065211523842043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738269686191524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336157301167628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664260001212629,0.14004922734241335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852627210026736,0.10479087946761516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591994323708946,0.1274373254990428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042701015057667,0.07637944282508691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110224427311815,0.14793194414631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057843962800152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063584709758707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34719239067595103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365093711360915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678498072183181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593681401265442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343969106313594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878751598688958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614406374065756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932301521380907,0.11105889183581724,0.17093238766235586,0.0,0.10067732785348996 socialanxiety,TBenoit4224,2019/03/18,"How to stop eyes from conveying fear? Basically anytime someone speaks to me or if I have to speak my eyes widen with fear, the rest of my face is still and expressionless but the eyes widen so much is looks like I'm a character from a horror film. Any advice would be much appreciated.",2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,80.42857142857143,7.3047619047619055,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.289997619047619,228,7,47,5,6,74,43,56,0.168,0.713,0.119,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,5,4,4,1,0,8,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,1,7,5,3,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28037728347273233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511709528098956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457350187468486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017580908207072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409425827450768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218420079495137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431084486893385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291366278009599,0.23988000380037666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382146613055166,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,venting-machine-,2019/03/18,"I want to go to a design expo this weekend I feel it would be beneficial to me in the field I’m currently studying. I was thinking about inviting a friend. I’m not very close to her and I’m not even sure what to expect at this expo as I’ve never attended one of these before. I feel like I’ll be boring or she will not find anything interesting there. I don’t know why but, as a female I find it very hard to be friends and social with other females. Sometimes they are intimidating and overwhelming and it suppresses my own outward enthusiasm and energy. I wish I could invite my guy friend but he recently started dating a girl and won’t hang out with me 1:1 anymore. Looking for encouragement. Otherwise I might attend by myself.",3.149336870026524,5.2687007931034495,5.035862068965519,78.82419098143237,75.55172413793103,7.771883289124668,27.015915119363395,8.617729084823388,2.2130265251989387,585,23,108,12,13,200,99,145,0.071,0.7190000000000001,0.21,0.9636,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,31,23,11,0,5,6,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,6,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,4,17,7,17,14,1,15,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,2,7,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185217455136424,0.0,0.0,0.1508965644785643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560329977972776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464047419968391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111309502209296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543313948614248,0.1309984175001117,0.0,0.0,0.3351907807153607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250098996275078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104212484185877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815635394580914,0.0,0.0,0.1642620640363009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100774473989061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895845351414647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539832686705884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452488884581295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142500995843565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425516956384505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105416760664225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692098582456526,0.0,0.0,0.181356030643651,0.0,0.12978909325118507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282254151692028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749506295238335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259625831725145,0.10815542984749887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654614546929867,0.0,0.21086460389606426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025964618807198,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,improvementhrowaway,2019/03/18,Tips on reducing anxiety around women? Over the past couple years I have developed pretty serious anxiety being around or interacting with women. Even things like talking to female store associates has become difficult. Any tips or resources on learning to be more comfortable with women and not putting them on a pedestal as much? Unfortunately I work in a male dominated environment so I don't really have any female friends. I searched Reddit but most of what I found are TRP type stuff which doesn't really seem my style. Thanks in advance.,6.570131578947367,9.25009552631579,6.679144736842108,68.32713815789478,67.42105263157895,10.644736842105264,32.92763157894737,10.686352973137794,4.386394736842105,445,20,67,14,8,142,74,95,0.076,0.794,0.13,0.7968,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,14,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,3,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871330601082567,0.0,0.3230072480508374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758770733325493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331617022645779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335965065592909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944052569586524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314784591782515,0.16310816436817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031409086859424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551949951519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153468663128105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147814838137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223049757678145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270493404637466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219262707867035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416780021011408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696875291480729,0.0,0.19436780433264944,0.0,0.0,0.14025649067297316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369540192444187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595217109217864 socialanxiety,aub00,2019/03/18,"What do you guys do to handle being called on during class? I pay attention during class, and I usually follow the professors lecture and know what's going on. However, when I get called on or asked to answer a question, I just freak out! My heart pounds and my hands shake for minutes afterwards and sometimes I can't even get my brain to process thoughts when I'm *supposed* to have intelligent replies. What do you guys do? I genuinely want to be able to interact in class, not just avoid eye contact and stare at my notes. 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I’m in high school and everyone seems to have their cliques and friends or whatever except for me. I feel like such a loser because of my really unfortunate lack of friends. The thing is that I know it’s only pathetic because I’m making it pathetic but it’s so unfair. All of my classmates are so carefree and nonchalant and have millions of friends while I just sit there, paralyzed. I literally shake in class-is selective Tourettes a thing?- and I just sit there thinking “what the fuck’s wrong with me?” I’m in a constant state of fear in class because I’m scared of being called on, or hearing that there’s something to a group project’s extent going on. Everyone I know tells me that I’m the one in control of my social life, but my social anxiety is ruining me. Lol",2.8795370370370366,5.304534777777782,4.164922839506176,83.23590277777781,77.76543209876544,7.50679012345679,29.260802469135804,8.472884824447931,2.4892580246913587,662,31,123,14,16,217,87,162,0.227,0.66,0.113,-0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,8,13,2,3,8,1,8,2,0,2,1,23,23,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,2,0,2,15,4,20,20,3,15,0,3,0,1,11,8,2,3,3,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292284713003177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739922518616477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529861019345833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190550907125958,0.16803930859050822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863247207882419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859260290056502,0.07575504401026388,0.1070336285142548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472587881572889,0.1385090105950552,0.0,0.0,0.08514790126292403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886148455014055,0.0,0.0,0.15829629542301266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467767807432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582446253547302,0.07319598234799714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000806016301264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152398718908943,0.11394719322142485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598049272272953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999902623041672,0.15162894178644676,0.0,0.13639329261584174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581772453452978,0.0,0.11534111614501208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309519636816395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990715758914039,0.09600057130685308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638080034006921,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grandiosemonkey,2019/03/18,"I don’t feel anxious during a social situation, but I get extreme panic attacks before and afterwards. Advice? Hello everyone. I’m not exactly sure if this is the right sub to be posting this too, but I figured that any advice I can get would help. I’m a high school senior who struggles with extreme anxiety and panic attacks, but they only occur before and after social situations. For example, I volunteered at an elementary career fair today. I felt sick and nauseous all morning just thinking about it, but felt fine during the actual event. It’s now around an hour after the event ended, and I just had a massive panic attack and my hands haven’t stopped shaking since the event. I’ve experienced similar symptoms before and after presentations at school, parties, and even minor things like talking to teachers. It kind of freaks me out, because I am perfectly put-together during the actual social situation, but seem to completely freak out after the fact. Does this happen to anyone else? Or am I just crazy?",6.611542642140468,8.280518440217392,7.437608695652172,66.94819397993312,65.68478260869566,9.57458193979933,33.17558528428093,9.851270322608157,3.736740468227424,819,35,119,18,13,273,119,184,0.245,0.657,0.098,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,8,15,3,5,11,0,9,3,1,0,5,36,19,15,0,2,11,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,3,5,12,5,17,14,1,24,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,16,81,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.20150471738394454,0.0,0.0,0.20177990245952085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021023238106243,0.0,0.07898224585447045,0.11663761524741345,0.0,0.07219139911984461,0.10578684198590453,0.0,0.0919100595920304,0.0,0.3523687388179137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293727614782163,0.0,0.2635620171445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825055996485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903505135940394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624806235596119,0.0,0.09144454503164297,0.0,0.0,0.06819243808952591,0.0,0.0,0.098655151182689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220384254010072,0.0,0.19826304163487016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788264374083884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129933210914616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920303782876698,0.10908415391884124,0.0,0.0,0.10167566105007893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075139205497009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044035795880629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852257774428523,0.0,0.3634077623461899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988802999563024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378987740106524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817078136222152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897917768932447,0.0,0.0939904934947774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540544276575526,0.3481555733910029,0.0,0.31573624019309315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631755606109373,0.0,0.10793423226168854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730731809567993,0.10731122735732374,0.0,0.08298452883943552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859148019659607,0.06615531379776718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786431605862124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334238181778195,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jdor19,2019/03/18,"What am I? I came to this sub because I feel like I have social anxiety. My conundrum is that if it has to do with my job, I can be very social to accomplish what I need to do. A lot of my job involves talking, and convincing and I happen to excel at it. But put me in a social situation just for fun, and I freeze up. I feel insecure and unworthy. This has become very apparent since my divorce. The loneliness is killing me. A lot of people have advised that I should focus on my work or develop professionally for a bit before venturing out again, but that’s the thing. I can somehow turn off the anxiety when I’m working or doing something for work. Am I socially anxious or just f**ed up in some other way. Any insight is greatly appreciated. Thank you.",2.459744560075688,4.5470749602649025,4.8707332071901615,79.3524006622517,77.54304635761589,8.28779564806055,28.66650898770105,9.04235418022936,2.7009542100283825,593,27,114,15,14,208,93,151,0.08800000000000001,0.784,0.128,0.7929,3,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,5,8,1,1,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,24,24,11,1,3,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,20,6,19,21,4,13,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,8,3,91,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932629417623066,0.0,0.20983028671383508,0.15493421327925874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360199533587807,0.15146529104870773,0.11669984189910344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497262399746382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568567367620678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868872845090455,0.09797603601231657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512022611670361,0.0,0.0,0.12127640095561723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721894473651971,0.0,0.15173003523673054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700186008857167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319064631752706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169088596652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507870666280338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786807083953445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344732191763915,0.15415612921470026,0.0,0.5592060602896889,0.0,0.10558051246127252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023152919249198,0.0,0.12626420105792635,0.0,0.0,0.0911126912135246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491738001792868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263170996096804,0.0,0.1088588958936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952842030957777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frnfls,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else feel like it’s so much harder to overcome their social anxiety because they also have very low self esteem? I’m starting to work through exposure therapy and I feel like I may be able to force myself to confront some fears eventually, except I have very low self esteem and am incredibly insecure about my appearance (face/body). Even if I attempted certain “exposures” I’d already feel humiliated that someone would be looking at my disproportionate body or ugly face :/ I just can’t come to terms with this. I am already so negative about the world and this is the icing on the cake. Can anyone else relate? 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I don’t think it’s necessarily a social anxiety thing but I hate my face so much, I think it’s so ugly. So whenever I’m talking to someone I imagine how my face is looking to them. Once I start thinking about this I don’t know what to with myself anymore and I start acting all weird. Does anyone else have this problem or is it just me?",2.642386363636362,4.6947648295454565,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.8409090909091,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.4174954545454548,347,14,67,4,8,116,58,88,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,6,3,3,1,1,15,17,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,0,7,17,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355399110072797,0.0,0.17571196340323175,0.2477725394191465,0.3630775244079515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800544750062332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310097552671832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296017277549107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958600879950546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492559476816796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737183912829367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756809382242777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302454725619968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868770998636367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283221494463052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953444941874918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180609627031021,0.1501214871286427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508135683255132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481630351719106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177085181755187,0.3405835798084173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VladimirIlichUlyanov,2019/03/18,So like how do I have a conversation? I always hate when I end up in situations where someone is sitting with me or something and I can’t think of anything to say. I’m just horrible at having conversations. Even when they start a conversation I always end up giving short responses and the conversation dies. I hate the awkward silence so much it makes me even more anxious than usual and makes it hard to breath. Feels bad man. ,4.128728222996518,6.2684390853658565,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,72.78048780487805,8.10034843205575,28.787456445993037,8.841846274778883,2.4375310104529624,343,14,63,7,7,113,59,82,0.224,0.7170000000000001,0.059,-0.926,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,1,4,0,5,1,1,3,0,11,14,9,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,9,1,9,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331839850428546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526952199268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409232691739048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649383357101896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069496497641077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532251393243952,0.0,0.0,0.2634086422181656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008245464402228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912862829667032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862662682289893,0.3937399151860441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741861836267264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662071532804101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658472760345032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857389540703132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241382119896587,0.0,0.0,0.1689541821709184,0.1535107777068189,0.0,0.0,0.14113902721165367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776989554259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961510052182254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Clobber420,2019/03/18,"Hands shake during minor confrontations My hands tend to shake when I want to do something as minor as return a product I bought. The situation will be harmless, but I still get shakey and tremble. It's annoying and embarrassing. I wish I could stop it.",4.788191489361701,7.077081808510642,5.311648936170212,77.90875,71.34042553191489,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.50896170212766,203,8,35,4,4,65,36,47,0.318,0.5660000000000001,0.117,-0.8641,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,4,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,9,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,6,1,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33228270267226856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174348033994338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677993050457247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203926474241344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332358722425198,0.347941803820641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454714106130783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785819060561191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cgrimner9,2019/03/18,"1st dates, but never any 2nd dates. Anyone else have this problem? Hi. long short: I'm a guy that's always had social anxiety, very few friends, struggle to make new friends or connections, but have made small steps at becoming more social confident over the years. Online dating has been a blessing. I still struggle w/ approach anxiety &/or making charming small talk w/ a girl, getting her no., and setting a date, though I have done it a couple times. However, I've matched and gone on several dates via tinder, etc., but rarely get the 2nd date & no 3rd. SAD aside, I think I have social skills & am at least somewhat capable of making witty conversation. However, all I get is ""ghosted,"" or the ""I'm busy"", ""sick"", or ""you're nice, but I don't think we have a lot in common. Good Luck"" after the first date. I understand it's a numbers game, rejection is to be expected, I do my best to not come across as needy or beneath her and sometimes you meet someone & you really do have nothing in common. However, it's tough not to blame myself & feel like crap when my ""batting average"" is incredibly low. What resources are out there for someone w/ SAD to get better at dating, approaching girls, small talk, charm, assertiveness, confidence, etc.? Any advice is appreciated. 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I had a lot of trouble in the beginning with getting the drinks right and I’m afraid people still have a negative impression of me because I would ask so many questions (I didn’t want to get the drink wrong and then face an angry customer instead). I actually cried my first week during break in the bathroom because I was so sure that everyone hated me and thought I was really annoying. I’ve heard other people complain about some of the new people for the same reason and I don’t see why that couldn’t have happened with me when I was new. I know people complain about it. I only have about five or so coworkers I’m friendly with so whenever I’m not working with any of them, I get really stressed the entire time I’m working. Some people just don’t respond to me when I say something to them and then I feel like a monumental idiot for even trying, and then I hear everyone around me talking with each other instead. Some days I’m ok, some days I’m on the verge of tears like right now because I get so convinced no one likes me and they’re all just putting up with me to be polite. I’m seeking counseling for the first time this week and I’m going to see if I can get an official diagnosis, and then either quit or ask to be scheduled less. I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this until I just break down in the middle of everyone ",4.732974959172561,5.4352547035928165,5.557855198693524,82.25599346761025,69.32934131736526,8.228415895481763,30.45127925966249,8.296473431620573,2.1607353293413176,1317,51,258,18,22,431,158,334,0.12,0.7929999999999999,0.087,-0.9005,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,9,22,18,3,2,19,1,19,3,1,2,2,49,54,26,0,4,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,10,18,2,2,8,3,1,2,9,9,0,4,7,6,34,9,38,43,14,44,0,0,2,0,13,15,0,10,29,174,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.07957218674854402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545062959533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258871673948787,0.15245952752023573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823957013593044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862594936127763,0.0,0.0,0.08811677903292273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956888441408592,0.1051743102425597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975813987716714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385701624204884,0.0,0.06870175164215163,0.23374756329869206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412295450103786,0.058252857774786726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387173494015367,0.0,0.0,0.06299832142592228,0.0,0.2556106274668285,0.0,0.04634159049770145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210637645533523,0.0,0.0,0.08050478841067915,0.0,0.0,0.0919025560441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809167925673651,0.14495465303951105,0.0,0.0,0.08962552697415156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934712140813995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864636810411327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266970621203776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059941966891402826,0.0,0.0,0.1575054795629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525424549787788,0.06201555280058345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660176547366688,0.0,0.339181289755958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819711579399887,0.09134450482791047,0.2601864532485076,0.0,0.0,0.1044744174208106,0.08383765823164409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890652997324072,0.0,0.06484462156278081,0.0,0.08252377596683028,0.12995513057237626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277419281815445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511869324733839,0.0,0.09340486156492517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685136296592092,0.0,0.0,0.06553951204496848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044962728866395,0.0,0.06473439142116695,0.2377358645379111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536094001879969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809495406669248,0.0,0.13081443359389613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357800782159565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745107719479397,0.0,0.0,0.05792433823241664,0.0891522081137467,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kurotokyo,2019/03/18,"Currently completely messing up a job opportunity There’s a position I was nominated for— it’s a pretty rare teaching opportunity with good pay for something that’s entry level and part time. I was scheduled for an assessment today as a part of the application process. I was running ten minutes late, but. they said anyone arriving late wouldn’t be admitted. So instead of being there right now and trying my luck anyway— I panicked and cancelled the appointment. I was so freaked out about arriving late and dealing with that, that I decided not showing up at all would be better. And this panic came from a whole lot of other anxieties. I’ve been so anxious about whether or not I’m capable of doing any kind of meaningful jobs— I am always terrified that ill singlehandedly ruin a company or be so bad that people regret hiring me, and this job opportunity really brought those feelings out. As well as the panic about the career change. So now I have to figure out what to do for the next two hours, and what to tell my family and our family friend who got me the nomination. I don’t even know if this can be rescheduled, it’s a position that gets filled up so quickly.",7.0941372141372145,7.416245558558563,7.972702702702705,68.3181392931393,64.13513513513513,11.335273735273736,35.545391545391546,11.051253699011982,4.168459736659736,942,41,162,25,13,318,134,222,0.207,0.6779999999999999,0.115,-0.9826,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,4,17,16,0,2,14,0,18,1,0,0,1,33,27,22,0,4,7,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,16,14,0,0,6,1,1,4,4,7,1,2,9,2,15,9,27,11,5,25,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,5,12,126,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122884051548727,0.0,0.0,0.09090401872702676,0.0,0.10226149825696916,0.15101542326737094,0.0,0.09346911518399556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161357526630496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182252400163292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288931988034546,0.0,0.0,0.14141110173111154,0.0,0.14015636462856132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378137145468492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829149910069096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520349920037821,0.0,0.06759041978570735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327746740598598,0.0,0.06984000432950832,0.0,0.0,0.11212078413347006,0.106912620332625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316435779049239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653048912358584,0.0,0.0,0.13920260787660116,0.07346463549589524,0.0,0.4523758312427561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364624833431634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216555902214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136791216278177,0.0,0.2895153817549385,0.0,0.09267385702935392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599618253268425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563603756192605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114158265658865,0.12715614448564766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029100380132726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683840083051765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794734032689689,0.0,0.12670887587177582,0.0,0.0,0.09075698445520332,0.0,0.13058167586662164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019045362219595,0.0,0.0,0.14924407756113708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495933889041933,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DammitBobbey,2019/03/18,"Anyone's anxiety kind of feel like this? A couple of years back I was diagnosed with GAD with what my doctor at the time said were symptoms of depression and OCD. Felt like I was given a bag of mental health trail-mix. After taking Prozac (40 --> 20 --> 10 mg) over 2 1/2 years, I stupidly decided to quit cold turkey. While the first month was fine, I got into a severe mental funk and started ""self medicating"" with different recreational substances. I could barely leave my bed most days and I hated/feared every aspect of reality, because for some reason I couldn't even comprehend it. That sort of faded, but now I kind of forget how to even be myself. It's like my whole perception of my life has gotten turned upside down. I struggle to find things to say around my family, as well as friends I've known for over a decade. Like that sense of personal familiarity with everyone got wiped. I forget most of my personality. It seems to somewhat be going away and my brain seems to be balancing itself out, as I've had a lot of different mood swings lately. But it's still a struggle to interact with anyone. It's like my entire social skill-set got permanently deleted along with my sense of identity. Does anyone else get this sort of ""amnesia""? I know I'm not, but it almost feels like I'm going insane some days. 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Recently our professor told us about a French immersion cooking class that one of the lower level classes was taking a trip to, and our professor invited us along as well. Me and another person decided to go, so I wasn’t too nervous. We aren’t best friends, but we get along and know each other. The trip is coming up and the person I would be with is now sick. This means I’ll be going in knowing no one, while probably having to be right around them or possibly partnering with them. I don’t know why this is stressing me out, but I’m really nervous about being alone among a group of people who know each other",8.603465608465607,5.968297388888893,8.9505291005291,72.11166666666666,62.76543209876543,12.467019400352736,35.48853615520282,10.914260884657429,3.6455350970017637,635,20,124,13,7,213,96,162,0.129,0.833,0.038,-0.9309,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,7,0,2,1,8,6,0,3,10,0,14,2,0,0,0,29,30,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,17,1,0,7,1,0,6,4,3,1,2,4,0,15,3,25,21,5,22,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,2,4,91,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821888761039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601878466653581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599359830956462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031786733253728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159386935629944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802617270285905,0.0,0.07981361878443208,0.0,0.17364019991670154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41977935625136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640631040677656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070355836184324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177248899352648,0.2667777178560792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722200403500358,0.0,0.0,0.16470694412378326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573086003630236,0.0,0.15083740736328166,0.0,0.0,0.13046082089858768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499225491764134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148605724282848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459738907869376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36751594463771137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735444519262166,0.0,0.13784701658274112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551406838592011,0.0,0.10852016042930533,0.0,0.0,0.09837591200177047 socialanxiety,scorpiusdiablo,2019/03/18,"I want to but feel like I can't I want to be social. I want to have friends other than my husband. I don't want to be shut in my house all the time. But the thought of having any of these things is terrifying. I don't know how else to phrase it. I have no issue going to the store and having to deal with people in there. I'm wanting to join a certain gym in my area. I know exactly where it is. We have the money for me to go do it. But I'm scared of going there. I'm scared of joining the group fitness classes that I want to join. I'm scared of going there alone. I know that if I could just ""go do it,"" everything would be fine. But how do I ""just do it""? I'm feeling a bit pathetic. Bless you for reading this. Any suggestions would be appreciated. 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I developed SAD at the beginning of uni. It wasn’t too bad at first but it did stop me from forming any deeper friendships. Eventually it got worse and worse and now I’m, well, pretty much an outsider. Usually I can’t make it to classes and I’m awkard and nervous all the time. I’ve had this little group of people whom I’ve been hanging out with: they sometimes invite me to events and so on. For the past year they have been acting colder. It’s pretty obvious that they’re shutting me out and I really can’t blame them since after years of knowing each other I still can’t act normal or open up. I’ve considered switching to another field of studies and I could just let it be, but I feel like it would haunt me if I never spoke with them about the whole situation. I know that my own interpretations can be a bit distorted and I’d just like to hear about how they view me as a person and so on. I’d also like to be able to convey them my viewpoint, so maybe they’d be able to understand at least a little. But I know that the conversation might be doomed to fail and it could get incredibly awkward. I feel like if I don’t face this now it might follow me for the rest of my life. I’ve never been able to confess that I haven’t made any actual friends at the uni. But is it a seriously bad idea to bring all of this up with this group of people that seems to dislike me and probably just wants to get rid of me? How should I bring this up? Ps. I know that due to my SAD it’s possible that I’m imagining them hating me. I’m not saying that it wouldn’t be possible but there’s been a big change in their behaviour. tl;dr: the only people I’ve been hanging out with at the uni are shutting me out since I can’t act normal due to really bad SAD. I’m thinking of switching to another field of studies and I’d like to talk to them about the whole situation before I leave. I want to know their view, but I haven’t opened up to them before. Is it a bad idea and should I just let it go? If not, then how should bring it up?",2.770780964002441,3.7716642639821054,4.343733984136669,88.04609517998779,74.1454138702461,7.655318283506204,23.388854992881843,8.101407402915765,1.0200460850111859,1654,44,373,25,33,555,178,447,0.18,0.741,0.08,-0.994,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,12,2,20,23,1,2,18,0,39,2,1,5,5,82,72,32,0,14,16,0,2,5,1,7,1,3,0,1,33,25,0,1,17,0,0,11,13,16,1,1,11,7,46,7,62,43,11,54,2,6,2,0,23,25,0,8,23,253,79,2,0.24305292387030364,0.0,0.07906153096388024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478977846882635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018954858113668,0.16990812190189414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382317318404852,0.0,0.0,0.13788009101327106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845028090366493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570592192905807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293719882093481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192990748804288,0.11575803825147694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891356429347885,0.0,0.0,0.06259402868778352,0.0,0.08465674738849753,0.0,0.04604419259744072,0.0,0.06479720884207668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998814763989125,0.0,0.0,0.0913127699167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743771665459992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226258842933779,0.0,0.0,0.08578598410230101,0.0,0.16569205466452952,0.05722515601950187,0.1979056358760518,0.16240192134147233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666085111330799,0.05407990467343743,0.0,0.08139311018703063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718938285942173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595572883575082,0.0,0.12497159908416555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876017358058195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616175669958598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734050594859775,0.2246697255926984,0.0707414793784139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267043486059334,0.0,0.16484813511967464,0.08735072017896169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380395117141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442848016390222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751083564140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403726017675194,0.18213444663235426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012851885163375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470079298902849,0.06773437584835802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511891117527556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191283318972188,0.0,0.0,0.047242038162870564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434222182357548,0.0,0.0,0.08922948579489985,0.0,0.09557260785521346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284458934737012,0.0,0.0,0.18090660638725453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512779601069516,0.05755260786280045,0.0,0.0,0.10434540944623083 socialanxiety,Alex_Leo7,2019/03/18,"I’ve been going go high school with the same group of strangers for 3 years So to keep it short, i moved to where i am now about 3 years ago and i haven’t been able to make a SINGLE friend, i want to but i struggle to even try. Everyday i put on a (metaphorical) mask and hide my real personality. When im at school im quiet and never talk unless i need to. I made friends online through my playstation and my best friend is someone who i’ve never met before but he’s always there to talk to me. I’m always worried about people judging me and i tend to freak the hell out in any social interaction ever. I dont want to go through my entire high school life without making a single friend because you only go through high school once. I feel like people probably think i dont want to talk to them because im quiet but in reality im just afraid. I have many insecurities, ESPECIALLY my looks. im too afraid to come out to the teachers with my problem because i dont want to look like im an attention seeker, i hate living like this, i just want to make some friends before its too late. On a side note, i’ve recently started seeing a therapist ",3.031615312791782,4.245643739495797,4.58935574229692,85.70940242763773,73.78991596638657,7.137628384687207,25.40709617180205,7.594959193182576,1.1862177404295045,902,29,191,11,18,303,128,238,0.121,0.7120000000000001,0.166,0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,13,17,2,4,9,0,9,1,0,4,3,38,35,11,0,7,7,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,7,7,8,0,0,4,6,26,9,34,31,5,32,1,0,3,0,17,13,1,1,15,108,30,4,0.07683596855421483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811045010625398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278673620764274,0.0,0.0,0.0522510934344974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051547979491946,0.0,0.13076350000629275,0.0,0.08063460859510017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618738338784272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701535487033181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074943257278079,0.06950253249950453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038850574363550015,0.054891631287683526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968163935256272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746706064598019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585961154758397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435442580948008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497976186941726,0.0,0.0,0.06829533925048765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866743192683739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054271516899390485,0.1126145193027148,0.0,0.06784756793357216,0.0,0.12904572390473404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270405126199546,0.15386581695303694,0.07789961223183801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166447471297905,0.0,0.05697289709792789,0.11852127147244047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182779885550216,0.0,0.05843721644682795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653677208962277,0.0670902040400744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828421697050659,0.07352164498216804,0.0,0.07724137063390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745615374897488,0.0,0.0,0.07586624938697283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31104840901380004,0.06122831895132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832459375933766,0.06510286681384386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438489401523305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032563721021674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527352308735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921248162320236,0.0,0.049233386149110485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216657900287264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265992250228812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406713178833113,0.0,0.0,0.07803065577347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895968916546134 socialanxiety,PaddyBeardy,2019/03/18,"Doing social anxiety the Irish way You know you are an awkward Irishman when the farmer selling potatoes knocks at the door and he starts rambling about the rainy weather whilst you eventually see the expression on his face change when he realises that you aren't a normal man. On a serious note, I notice that people who knock on the door seem to can't get away quick enough when they notice how awkward I am.",8.367692307692309,7.7089576923076955,7.445769230769232,76.4117307692308,61.82051282051282,10.364102564102565,34.884615384615394,9.516144504307137,3.1057846153846165,332,12,60,5,4,102,57,78,0.101,0.899,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,1,0,6,3,0,2,9,0,5,1,1,1,0,5,10,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,6,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097448714880406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682721823224898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791518931340004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714524341039152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725653634882695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438002272624795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574026549332084,0.0,0.5982002727893326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213189916085248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093479987107192,0.23916376424369204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780250110055553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859493926533352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852910336680736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,S0wi,2019/03/18,"Did you experience trauma in your early life? I'm wondering if anyone else that has social anxiety had experienced any type of traumatic event in their early life. I experienced a lot of trauma in my early life. WARNING, kind of sad and fucked up story. The very first one was when I was around 3 or 4 years old. Probably a year before I started preschool. I witnessed a kid get run over by a car and die. We were playing in the middle of a parking lot of an apartment complex. We were playing with a cardboard box pretending to be a tank. I was at first playing with the box, then the other kid wanted to try, so i let him, a car came and ran him over. I watched the whole thing happen. It definitely could have been me. I'm wondering if there is a correlation between traumatic events to anxiety.",3.418461538461536,5.2312465541401325,5.053757961783443,80.33998040176388,73.90445859872611,8.142871141597258,28.63743263106321,8.841846274778883,2.39502586967173,627,26,120,13,13,212,101,157,0.19,0.7509999999999999,0.058,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,1,2,4,8,1,0,15,0,14,4,0,0,0,19,25,9,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,3,4,0,5,0,4,0,3,10,3,16,4,21,12,3,29,0,1,1,1,10,11,1,7,13,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937843884379236,0.0,0.2460881969753664,0.0,0.0,0.11246483975186987,0.16480218387304668,0.0,0.14318395611702558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686515006971653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839610102895209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284196757556953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669291568334175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436329853740248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733486179972742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736251550039438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869633117049808,0.0840335856365629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422325218834181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749274834865405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447238872824493,0.3408235159469783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348514174249045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877718311249534,0.0,0.10899106387348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341545596805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395870833230153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384517362356165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068566328219729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920152280274388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271193558343564,0.09486909401154188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957494551850553,0.0,0.0,0.3488537347121295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715463730829448 socialanxiety,expert__escapist,2019/03/18,"You would never guess it just by looking at me. But I (23F) have major anxiety simply walking somewhere especially on campus This is something I don’t see many people talking about..but I have trouble walking places alone. Not because I’m afraid for my safety but because I’m afraid of being looked at, and suddenly I become so self conscious of everything..whether my face looks bitchy, if I’m walking weird. I’m on antidepressants now but before it would get so bad that I would drive an hour to school just to sit in the car and decide I couldn’t walk to class. And if I was a little late to class? Forget it. Definitely not going. When I’m with another person I’m fine though. Because I’m talking to them etc. But obviously I have to be able to do things alone and this fear of mine is ridiculous. Even right now I’m too scared to go to the busy bookstore to buy a scantron for my exam.",2.7143086592178776,4.712595301675981,3.9351361731843575,86.77577688547487,76.43016759776536,6.262709497206704,25.15398044692737,7.1686216300943375,1.114265083798883,705,25,140,8,16,230,109,179,0.183,0.7759999999999999,0.042,-0.9777,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,10,9,1,4,5,0,14,1,1,0,2,25,30,14,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,8,0,0,1,4,15,1,22,23,2,24,0,0,4,0,6,8,0,3,7,87,22,5,0.14769788622794927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059409335605317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487411172593984,0.11298847869748894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233215656555084,0.27010578168702304,0.16312071130518535,0.1256800227166423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472218531716828,0.09755306088162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662011844630603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716604954865706,0.0,0.16788022488493476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270587328701538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545266646098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660964893222535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803208362734588,0.0,0.0,0.3720870773048759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974247453523168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139137151448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239511741225334,0.12896409728119773,0.15431285521557753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613318783112892,0.0,0.0,0.1478713502187548,0.14947814607649912,0.11769609281388232,0.0,0.15408110704782768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370504868412686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374279325070627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812391272466807,0.0,0.14511242331583205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147610221508731,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InsaneAsura,2019/03/18,"Going out with a college acquaintance tonight... So yeah.. she asked me yesterday if was up to chilling together today and I said yeah because I wanted to step out of my comfort zone. But now that the day has come, I’m really nervous.. we didn’t plan anything specific. Are there any tips or advice you guys could give me? 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The other night, I went out to a concert with my boyfriend. My boyfriend is a social butterfly and a musician so it feels like everywhere we go, people know him and love him. Which is why I love him too, but obviously I’m a very different kind of person. So we’re at this concert. He has a group of about 5 or 6 friends standing in front of us and maybe one or two of them had said hello to me before the show started. I’ve met all of them before and would consider them acquaintances but I didn’t talk to most of them before the show started. So during the show my bf leaves to go to the bar to get a drink. I’m standing alone, behind the group because it’s crowded and I don’t want to shove my way into the group of people I barely know. So it seems like I’m standing alone. Some creepy guy comes up to me and starts hitting on me and I tell him I have a boyfriend who is right over there, and the creepy guy walks away. When my boyfriend comes back, I tell him about the guy hitting on me, in which my bf replies “well that’s because you’re not part of the group. He thought you were alone”. This has stuck with me ever since. I don’t know how to be “part of the group” when everyone is just acquaintances. When my bf walks away I feel isolated but I don’t want to be a clingy girl and follow him everywhere. What would you do in this situation? Any advice on how to “be part of the group” for next time? 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That I'm invisible. I had a double maths lesson today, afterwards one of my classmates asked me if I was in the lesson. Drax ain't got nothing on me.",2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,78.51219512195122,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,2.0763609756097567,163,7,30,3,4,57,34,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,0,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441801045622529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800028907623281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558976808495177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219587118226934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37943746049876653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503653447714315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stanley_Balls,2019/03/18,"I can't say something serious It doesn't happen very often that I try to say something serious in a conversation but every time I do, something in my voice or posture must make it sound like I am trying to make a joke and people laugh. Does anyone else experience this?",6.598805031446545,6.487610641509434,7.552830188679247,72.37880503144656,65.22641509433961,10.085534591194973,32.76100628930818,9.725611199111238,3.0907534591194974,216,8,39,4,3,73,39,53,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9037,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177680394707414,0.2370622734118666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024703427614056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327698374999155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493621597392846,0.0,0.0,0.2263207874351799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459659088474447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303396249427908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088778088351156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040036722444645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679837806625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343515987420991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349116397372236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141652695039335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090155493651734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AsIWeave,2019/03/18,"How can I help? As someone who used to suffer with SA from ages 13-19, and has since overcome it (22 now) and gained enormous insight on the entire experience of SA and overcoming it. What questions would you have for me? How can I help you? :) NO limits. If we sat down at lunch, and I said ""ask me anything""-what would you want to know? &#x200B; Freedom is possible friends and I wish you all good fortune on your journeys. Keep moving and you will arrive.",2.077613636363637,4.69049153409091,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,82.52272727272728,4.883636363636365,24.70909090909091,6.2581,0.7182918181818185,357,14,70,3,10,110,67,88,0.061,0.691,0.248,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,6,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,3,1,22,16,10,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,2,11,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,2,2,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390451784723071,0.2680813739231261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062529389165384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581185406980105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045296089062822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504829865552305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29575820222818744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610006462244914,0.0,0.0,0.12124875789024525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344875791573025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487195435564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714851057283846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098632147689452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825018164332815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869333475667642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054763531358296,0.0,0.0,0.13012929771797455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537058274121247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134488264407306,0.0,0.2680813739231261,0.0 socialanxiety,stevepwn3,2019/03/18,how do i not lose concentration in poublic? i literally need to be alone cuz i can't concentrate around other people. i have to use strong mind over matter techniques when going anyway cuz i always seem to look at other people and wonder things about them is something wrong ,4.264705882352942,7.0084190000000035,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,74.68627450980392,6.432941176470589,21.964705882352945,7.554174236665415,1.1863223529411764,223,6,36,3,5,71,42,51,0.099,0.773,0.129,0.1426,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,12,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389377961167583,0.0,0.0,0.22808026283949176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440147141102701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578219955719813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230182136774762,0.30665734091131114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677148484644026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032480084645189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800646949414427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495381191244492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102214506696348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821055334406937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674176886538376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972590178766484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969465713589205,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AndroT14,2019/03/18,"Afraid of the cashiers on the local store I love electrical engineering, but there is only 1 store where I live that I know got the products, but it doesn't have an online version, so I can't tell them what I want 'cause I'm afraid of them saying something like ""We don't have it"" and thinking ""Wow, this boi is stupid. He actually though we would sell this."", so I say it really quick, sometimes they ask me to slow down, and THERE is the probem. And it really doesn't help that I'm 14, and this interest is uncommon at my age, so I'm ALSO afraid of him thinking ""This kid doesn't like EE, he's just following a trend. He knows nothing about it"". IDK if my age fits the subreddit or not (since SA is REALLY common then), but whatever. Clicking to post without thinking twice",3.8970629370629375,4.878490384615387,4.766550116550119,86.14814685314686,71.43589743589743,8.493240093240093,26.361305361305362,8.841846274778883,1.7362641025641032,604,19,129,11,11,196,98,156,0.051,0.8370000000000001,0.112,0.825,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,3,0,11,9,1,3,7,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,26,15,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,6,0,0,5,0,3,1,7,4,0,1,1,3,15,5,10,24,1,14,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,2,8,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.18968142595560056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544117875644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171387366757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967610474824565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545900542607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028509770129856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136462305881052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899230776837312,0.0,0.17163620190921622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543053149656007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650752866311607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783052932568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615699461657725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735637529018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091487311376322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607885550124461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963894915426873,0.1922413028206071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989183814011416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736419003568357,0.19097191185004825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114647087649709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187370035119094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807803357446802,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,poifan4859,2019/03/18,"I read the ""power of now"" and it has helped me beyond words It will take a lot of time to understand the message and a lot of youtube videos but when you do you will feel free.",4.926842105263155,3.6856480000000014,5.172631578947371,91.81842105263159,69.0,8.65263157894737,26.894736842105264,7.1686216300943375,0.9091684210526316,136,3,34,1,2,43,29,38,0.0,0.884,0.116,0.6652,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703009152832196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611892192986753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625711389913783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897778859854081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298517585505873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272211305639109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056627474656037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Addict_With_A_Sink,2019/03/18,"Scared to ask to open the door Hello everyone! Don't you just hate it when you come super early at school and the door to the classrooms are closed? Well I have that every Friday and also sometimes on other days. I'm too scared to talk to anyone and i usually have to wait like 20 minutes or maybe even more to get someone to open the door for me. I always get a wave of panic and anxiety when I reach to the door handle and push and feel that it's closed. I don't know who I should talk to and where I have to go to ask. 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To me, if I go to bed early, I’ll just wake up “sooner”, or just have to start the day sooner in my memory. What I mean by this, is that you don’t remember anything while you sleep, so why make the next day feel like it comes faster when you can just not sleep as much? TL;DR: Less sleep, more time by myself. Less of my day doing dreadful things (aka being at school)",2.4332512315270947,3.851155379310349,3.2272577996715945,94.06137931034485,75.66666666666667,5.890968801313631,18.175697865353037,6.18269132825596,-0.3505060755336617,326,5,73,2,7,103,66,87,0.062,0.91,0.028,-0.4515,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,6,5,5,1,0,12,12,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,11,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,13,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121503896921776,0.16297076794926335,0.13088881238521513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701190322369775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103095795268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919020842869012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328701442676568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042304835790673,0.11362901037662737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090394690813124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770629804109007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617052849419097,0.0,0.0,0.17325765560958067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692381520974407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33831385170607003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017844639362676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097227421711266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366799556848631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258003344810934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566915499666214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274632026779972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352250745491038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doctor_faggot_md,2019/03/18,"Hit a new social anxiety low. Buckle up. Matched with a girl on Tinder and started chatting her. It's her last night in town before she flies home. She tells me all her friends have left already and she's alone in her hotel hot tub. She invites me over to hang out in said hot tub. I'm not usually one for public pools and such. Still got some body image issues (I'm not super fat, but still about 15-20lbs over where I should be. This is a deep rooted issue for me.) I tell her I need to find some swim trunks, so gimme a few. She makes a joke along the lines of ""don't worry they won't be on long..."". It's about to go down. Hop in the car, set GPS to her hotel, only 7 minutes away. Score. Message her I'm on the way, she tells me to text her when I get there and she'll buzz me into the pool area. Get to the hotel, walk through reception and out back to the pool. My heart sinks. There's about 8-10 randos in the hot tub with her. I fuckin' panicked. Speedwalk back through reception and back out to my car. Unmatched her and drove home with my heart pounding. Reddit, what the fuck is wrong with me?",0.4055603448275882,2.4774365043103472,1.6602344827586215,99.68821379310349,84.81896551724137,4.4016551724137924,17.038620689655172,5.414198509911553,-0.8024357241379314,847,18,200,4,25,268,135,232,0.092,0.873,0.035,-0.8971,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,14,7,2,0,13,0,9,6,4,2,1,27,23,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,4,16,1,0,1,9,0,7,4,4,0,1,3,4,32,3,38,14,4,44,0,1,0,2,28,23,2,2,12,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391058780066682,0.15333509232219406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629658604242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054836468377728,0.3205325718249172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823645651767373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543424401267723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699804121134536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735264383451558,0.1284572974626675,0.14519157563602644,0.0,0.0789686478436498,0.0,0.1111312345302326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293135083496431,0.0,0.0,0.27875692598706425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900559897184617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326302595485352,0.0,0.0,0.15096988885943455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296662779544824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275039275663627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030298740868955,0.0,0.13419904901265206,0.0,0.1303954276870352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415630770818956,0.10567795143288083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217353826732925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164231492495574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834972536129656,0.0,0.22193175071722165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643460150290035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303410579077148,0.0,0.0,0.11029226690832687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111075702259515,0.0,0.0,0.15192032149538415,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,indianmotorcyclez,2019/03/18,"DAE ever feel like their SA goes in waves? For instance, one day you’re feeling like a turtle who wants to stay in their shell and not communicate with people if possible, and then other days they feel pretty confident/want to talk and be with people? Or is this just me... 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Fall in (Mutual) love?? I am a 22 (f) and I have never been in a relationship or in love. But I just hook up with guys avoid emotions. I have terrible SA when I’m around a man I am attracted too. Like totally tense up and don’t act like myself... extreme nervousness and rumination, though I must say I have been able to control my anxiety better the past couple years :). I am just worried my SA along with others things will hold me back from love, plus I want yo get married and have babies. If you had troubles about your romantic life with SA but found love, how did you do it?? Thank you ✨❤️",2.032628205128205,3.904221750000005,3.5619444444444466,89.25442307692309,78.02777777777777,6.930769230769231,23.57692307692308,7.882392219407189,1.1281032051282045,548,18,118,9,13,181,93,144,0.078,0.693,0.229,0.9697,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,2,11,15,0,2,5,0,17,5,0,4,3,31,27,15,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,14,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,1,19,11,18,18,1,17,0,0,0,4,14,9,0,2,9,82,22,0,0.16464787266856265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595517193040512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314302810225124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660405097547242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456176634078929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466658949057466,0.0,0.1821797394551761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520669575432974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052789403284936,0.0,0.0,0.17204343575797282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302727984354282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629566168188064,0.24131590170171244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944045334620495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698658962137904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717502475726575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176770197499805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093459682775632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950560820953126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515856400138804,0.0,0.0,0.10938473055124248,0.0,0.16176569893395293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711358117920342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720790689285595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602783180600407 socialanxiety,canned-peaches,2019/03/19,"Why does everything seem so unnecessarily terrifying? I know that my anxiety is unwarranted and irrational, I know that nothing is REALLY that bad, yet my body reacts and i feel the dread no matter what thoughts go on in my head. It’s unrelenting and becomes exhausting having to deal with on a daily basis to say the least. My newest simple task to tackle is making and going to a doctor’s appointment. I’ve been thinking about it and trying to for months, but putting it off obviously. It’s just so frustrating. “Normal” people can get this shit done as soon as the thought comes. I understand, yet also don’t understand, why I personally find it so difficult. So, I guess I’m putting it out into the universe via this post that I WILL get this done within the next two weeks. I really really hope that I can.",3.7053917050691214,5.994563580645162,5.476244239631338,75.5200806451613,74.48387096774194,9.073732718894009,25.91013824884793,9.606745405546679,2.700594470046082,645,23,116,18,14,220,99,155,0.18,0.784,0.036000000000000004,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,7,0,11,5,3,2,1,28,29,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,10,0,0,5,2,6,0,1,5,2,13,1,17,23,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,7,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307834335296765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817139206856494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806394406589825,0.0,0.15616631554389215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706465489971905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218044568769892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457782411050932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447299340389172,0.12374098411413892,0.2894046704810623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708211777601774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149660354424123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292379691510414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477523920373945,0.0,0.1607229147248507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576916349418135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511823910562416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404431165180597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542060354780932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438627779999403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128649438676954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038158726158293,0.0,0.13854297578405494,0.13567809079167392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802966213185904,0.12346591520293668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354230888057875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842941574942176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717553395618714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244776527811416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872617652927892,0.0,0.0,0.14514611343279973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060406308808673,0.0,0.22451322797531906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600200970843296,0.0,0.13812824863609854,0.29440689392408703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342336780787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551848512260552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nasun_21,2019/03/19,"You’re not the only one of your friends who feels alone Hey everyone, I know the title of the post sounds kind of hostile, but please bear with me! I wanted to talk about how I realized today just exactly how social anxiety affects friendships. One of my friends asked me if I was going to a meeting tonight, and I hadn’t thought about it at all. I didn’t think about going because I had the rest of my night planned out and already scheduled. When he asked if I was going, I said no, and I explained that I had a lot to do that night. He said “Thats too bad man, I wish you could’ve came, there’s only like 3 people here lol” and I immediately felt bad. After feeling like I’ve been ignored by other people and old friends who have either forgotten to or just didn’t care enough to respond, I had almost forgotten what it felt like to make someone else feel that way. I think social anxiety makes its sufferers retreat deep into their own mind and their fears and worries about themselves can take over, and cause them to spend more time and energy being fearful of what others think and their perception. It reinforces a victim mentality for everyone. I’m not trying to blame anyone with social anxiety, or trying to say that they’re “selfish” or “unsympathetic” because that is simply not true. When you have a condition like social anxiety, based off of what my therapist has told me and in my own experiences, it works as a coping mechanism. It makes sufferers focus on themselves because the fears concern the self and the self image of the person, because at some point during childhood/whenever social anxiety appeared, it was developed as a coping mechanism to respond to the threat of the situation. What I’m trying to say is, social anxiety is like being too afraid to answer the phone, and then when people call you pick up but don’t talk for too long, or you don’t pick up at all, because you (your mind in this case, i’m stretching this analogy so bear with me) are too busy taking care of problems, work or chores, which in this case represent worries and fears. And when people stop calling you, it’s not necessarily because they don’t like you, but rather due to the fact that you never pick up the phone or conversations don’t last very long, because you’re afraid of picking up the phone. I guess what I want to say for everyone here in summary is that the feeling of being ignored or unwanted or rejected is a common, human feeling. Everyone feels it at some point, but people with social anxiety feel it more frequently, and it leads us to have this belief that no one else feels rejected, that everyone else is getting along fine without us, and that we’re a burden to our friends and society. Well, this simply doesn’t reflect reality. Most of the time, unless your friends are not nice in general. they want to see you as much as you want to see them. They care about you as much as you care about them. They would feel ignored if you didn’t talk to them. Do you guys agree? Let me know what yall think",7.66723076923077,6.834518312820518,7.627307692307693,75.11019230769233,63.30769230769231,10.808547008547013,35.05555555555556,10.047579312681364,3.337365811965812,2403,91,451,44,30,774,242,585,0.173,0.688,0.139,-0.9754,0,4,0,0,0,0,56.0,3,18,11,4,24,41,3,6,24,1,36,0,0,12,6,116,86,48,0,12,26,0,11,6,5,1,0,6,1,6,38,26,0,4,24,0,1,6,18,21,1,3,18,19,58,20,75,63,15,52,1,4,2,0,76,22,0,18,28,309,96,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334664075063529,0.055176237147811565,0.058789652285832425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852835229415118,0.0,0.0,0.03725071636430725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960879094300372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896383851429232,0.2273291632764716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879828788509703,0.060931749260527586,0.2172673056887641,0.05472750916797568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042535293054487056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133511837156367,0.0,0.0,0.055046721751215034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545299785978237,0.0,0.052112609808095005,0.0,0.23979415533466936,0.2424343481034325,0.03805925957071527,0.1023036043006294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579844142052545,0.0,0.02783368802667309,0.0,0.09083124960962152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058687784895903136,0.05275005613565837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547711511953023,0.05855646101448051,0.04342576648231005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447670859437715,0.0,0.156163157152702,0.0,0.0,0.09429237862479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045292010673640325,0.0,0.0,0.10668327628641193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368808970675867,0.0,0.10758396400602964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832566381272177,0.0,0.041088520506703856,0.0,0.0,0.09998887713551304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590254688275393,0.0,0.10830038656221748,0.08103520107404534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846688906699916,0.04651717266027708,0.0,0.05847932018865696,0.10072310210375354,0.0,0.051022172344590666,0.0,0.0,0.05097642946293999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135235500816588,0.12709788213467835,0.0,0.0,0.0849056378679676,0.0,0.11115368713204504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988268534829731,0.0,0.3801459680299984,0.04513924707174343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453980442675917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011147441312491,0.1284598934545546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061855713073095876,0.0,0.13654440059715914,0.0,0.04229394231224902,0.06212949079818695,0.0,0.05049792529487779,0.05090599571956473,0.0,0.108509511811432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816514654601002,0.0,0.0,0.04395697963455804,0.1256905436600327,0.042286758517953715,0.0,0.0,0.047900105706194386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126295910368172,0.05135464420098186,0.0,0.07756883119143848,0.10820552834334056,0.0,0.0378446227097143,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aliciaa29,2019/03/19,"I fudge up Recently got a new job at a supermarket as a cashier (sadly) & today was the first day & I was so NERVOUS The person who was training me had me practice at first & after 2 hrs she decided i was ready. She helped me bag people’s groceries as they went to the belt & a little while later i turn around & she WASNT THERE I panicked & i realized she left to help with peoples transactions because it got SO busy. My line had 4 people max waiting & I was trying to bag peoples groceries at same time i was scanning them. It was so chaotic & I was trying so hard to not f*ck up. On one transaction I screwed up big time. I forgot to scan a damn cat litter bag that a person had on her cart & she told me about it but my nervousness was through the roof that I forgot about it & I didn’t realize until she already paid. I saw the bag but I didn’t say anything because i was afraid she was going to get mad & yell at me, i was so afraid to speak up 😩 Let’s just hope I don’t get fired when I go back on Friday!",2.671418918918917,3.4938040135135147,4.278907657657658,89.09782094594597,74.18018018018017,6.9914414414414425,25.58671171171171,7.1686216300943375,0.9951252252252254,809,26,181,8,16,272,117,222,0.108,0.848,0.044,-0.9242,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,12,9,3,4,11,0,20,1,0,0,0,14,35,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,5,8,0,3,26,8,36,1,27,8,1,34,0,1,3,1,20,15,2,1,14,118,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142676942744954,0.0,0.0,0.8794406058249701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607211448133019,0.06568686439573695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673833133412296,0.0,0.0899608234856913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758708353814968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552787993451295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771022521529575,0.0,0.08387071455829577,0.0,0.1180298296135214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609945436562263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891693209228282,0.0,0.0,0.07328802216739791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322309333261794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017075637724415,0.07545311491746473,0.0,0.0,0.07395484870173677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126480217832408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050000582657131434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046209235312252,0.12885747560504082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285663771262657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867909028718441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605262193544176,0.0,0.06994229017648909,0.07050748923940567,0.0,0.10019426498160404,0.08026003358354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840211156582242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Qwerty678910,2019/03/19,"Asshole I frequently find myself talking to someone at work I normally don't speak to. In the middle of the convo, I'll get anxious and drop the entire convo. Is this normal?",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.58823529411767,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.3311098039215694,139,6,22,2,3,48,28,34,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964898471291534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207750816404733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833644010723319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6877411438724428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973709770776493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209187133875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555062458785313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Big_Mac666,2019/03/19,"Cannot speak to anyone who I’m not already friends with I’m in high school, which is supposedly where you are supposed to meet new people. But whenever I get the chance to get to talk to someone new, even if they initiate conversation and are friendly, I break into a cold sweat and get kinda jittery. Most of the time I just end up walking away or looking down at my phone. The only people I can manage to speak to are my few close friends that I’ve had for years and am really lucky to have. Any advice on what I can do to help with this?",7.642767857142857,5.190269883928576,7.790642857142861,79.10435714285717,64.44642857142857,10.745714285714287,34.00714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5534942857142857,425,13,92,5,5,139,79,112,0.046,0.856,0.098,0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,11,1,1,0,0,15,17,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,20,16,2,17,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,5,5,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949996918618059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202103536255349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570205469397045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953124579655696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748546804826116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674364876046694,0.0,0.0,0.13180207000477112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625196353309863,0.0,0.3127727097239649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375535311518558,0.21083741385440613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757323849400582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854567091164059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517681223718704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766881594764873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783798137571611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195705696273147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907957733327947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603921634983776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636024884722998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850480505699416 socialanxiety,fixrd,2019/03/19,Going to the comedy club by yourself Has anyone ever done this? I really want to go check out the local comedy club but I am having trouble mustering up the courage to just go and have a good time. I know the whole time I will be anxious about the possibility of being singled out by the comedian!,4.785,5.712682711864411,6.962500000000002,71.41629237288137,69.33898305084746,9.967796610169492,28.309322033898304,10.125756701596842,2.9344203389830508,236,8,43,6,4,84,43,59,0.08800000000000001,0.67,0.242,0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32371720895285205,0.0,0.2003607342614605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932376670412265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919869613578395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885547887907903,0.2403425194592975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747905905852086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32303934795097805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835697206652005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33417640278035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690131900495241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199201458734246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,T-Drop13,2019/03/19,"Cannot go in school Hey, I would like to share with you my problem and find someone who deals with the same thing and maybe find some ways how to make things better. I am not sure if I am dealing with social anxiety but I just cannot find better words for it. When I was younger I was always shy but wild inside and outside. I never had a lot of friends and still do not have many of them nowadays. During my childhood I was always hiding somewhere and driving all the plots possible, then I would run out and do something the most unexpected which would cause sometimes laughter, sometimes shock and sometimes I would just fed up everyone. I have always been a big lover of nature, boys and sugar so these were my main topics of my plots. Filling all my pockets with bugs, stalking and biting boys, secretly getting married to them, scaring teachers with snakes, conspiring against other girls... With that I want to say I was never a bored spaced out kid. I had a lot of energy but I have never wanted to share it with people. It has always been my own world and there were only a few people I let in but after some time I just did not care and I let them away. During elementary school it was all the same, then highschool...at the beginning I was focused only on biology, I didn't care about people and during that time I was feeling kind of okay because I got a lot of support from my teacher. But puberty hit me really hard and I just did not want to be that weird girl. I focused more on people liking me. I started changing, I was trying to make people love me, oh boy...it was hilarious and sad all together. The saddest part was that even though I made some friends I was not happy. Later during highschool when I was 18/19 I slowly started to turn away from people. They made me feel so bad. I just couldn't stand anyone looking at me, I thought everyone hated me and I felt so stupid in other people's eyes for no reason. ( The funny thing is that later I found out that girls in my class really hated me because they were jealous, many boys from my class were into me but because I was just so afraid of people they thought I was bigheaded. So I wasn't far from true, it was not a very friendly environment.) The last year of high school something dark started growing in me. Social contact made me feel physically sick. I was turning red, I was sweating, my heart was beating so fast every time I came to school or when I get on bus. It was kind of ok in a bus but it was just horrible in school. I was coming totally drained from school, I was emotionally so exhausted I couldn't focus on anything. I was sleeping all the time, just couldn't think strait. I would miss school so many days the final year in high school. My mom had cancer the same year so my teacher was kind of nice to me and he wouldn't care that much about absence. After I finished highschool I was so happy. I thought all this would just go away, that it was just a phase but the summer before going to uni had a very bad event for me and my boyfriend. Me and some of his friends went to a cottage in mountains. It was okay but really tiring for me to be around people all the time. And after a few days I knew I need a break but I just couldn't go away. Instead, at night we took a little trip to a nearby forest. It was great, I climbed a nice big rock and it made me so happy so I was calling to my friends to come there and look. One girl told me to stop doing stupid things and come home and everyone just went away. I don't know why but it hit me and disappointed me so much. It was just too much for me. And I don't think it was just this little silly thing. It was a balloon of cumulating stuff that popped. And I just started screaming, sobbing, panting and I was trying to crash my neck on a branch. My boyfriend came to me and he was trying to calm me down but I couldn't stop and I was trying to choke myslef with my hands which gave me huge bruises. It was terrible. I don't know what the flock was that and I feel so stupid about it now. Anyway, after that night I slowly started getting better and started going to college. Now, this is first year and it is so annoying. I am studying molecular biology which is making me reeeeally happy but most of the time I just cannot get myself to go there. Just because people. There is many people I know and it is so frustrating for me to talk to them, be around them. When I leave school I am loosing self-preservation. Sometimes, I notify, that I just walk across a street without caring about passing cars/trams/etc. I walk slowly, I don't hurry up even when I know that the car is close to me. I feel like being around people makes me want to not live. Even though I love life, I love sun, nature, food, art, even people, I think many humans are amazing but I just can't keep pace. I was I was able to go to lectures without this stress and this weird energy that makes me want to be somewhere far away with aliens. Please, tell me, you are like me and that you found the secret potion to make all this go away. (Sorry for such a long story, I realize I could have written it in one sentence but I probably needed to write all my life down and maybe find the cause of my problems while writing it.) 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I just rememberd all the great times we had and im sobbing , ever since my grandmother on my mothers side , cat and bunny died years ago i wasnt the same , i had not mutch time with my grandmother and wasnt thinking about her death , my cat grew up with me and his death hit me realy hard amd my rabbit died when i was on vacation , my gandma on fathers side found her and got me a bit of hair in an bag that i still have in my room, i am scared of death not mine but the death of my family , myfather , mother , sister and grandmother , im scared of things that happend or will happen , i dont want to meet people , What if they are my best friend ? what if they die bevor me ? I do not want to see them die and ive got to change to make those that i matter to and thet matter to me happy and not sad or make them cry and have good times that i can remember but i dont knoe if i can &#x200B; i wanted to get this of my back thank you for reading and sorry for any grammar mistakes englis is not my native laguage ",4.372023121387286,3.901122763005784,5.2760751445086695,88.04891040462431,69.92485549132948,8.538497109826592,25.681502890173412,7.908726449838941,1.1279357225433526,1260,29,292,14,20,414,170,346,0.195,0.647,0.158,-0.9552,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,1,1,4,1,12,24,0,3,11,0,26,1,1,4,2,59,49,32,9,9,15,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,24,0,0,5,2,0,5,10,10,0,1,10,8,66,14,31,36,4,37,0,4,4,0,37,15,1,6,17,193,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465036664818737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875977672419542,0.17907215569106805,0.20082358421045854,0.05619531770748009,0.08665105733079233,0.12643263662632265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763924773480804,0.06354198770514452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672138993417307,0.0,0.09021711588258938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876120252472254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741793707720842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907717721707862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430525102407988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369756689995013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474899831867388,0.06962439901522989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790187192705413,0.09298848079166816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060611516525087,0.06384437315506487,0.0,0.043173902396700686,0.0,0.04696394648885116,0.06931116109302313,0.19827468853403346,0.09110648821293224,0.0,0.0,0.07307474708968582,0.17593512973813333,0.07402562990235811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931367844282253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35704426703887426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541458771314632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564597429799338,0.07296910715345302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548052681110478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671258729817301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057289401633393175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907149739036334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265836835633138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361048573492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546611570642392,0.0,0.06585019776625346,0.07522871616141392,0.08620737637558996,0.0,0.0,0.13671471600097276,0.0,0.0,0.08423700139659344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925042430727082,0.0,0.0,0.1979796631220676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608013171635805,0.0,0.0,0.05489969041483635,0.05294981587194274,0.0,0.0,0.24092859784760765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137097689128191,0.0,0.0,0.1949634291713776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082358421045854,0.10642975691710647 socialanxiety,apexchillin,2019/03/19,"Hello, I've been struggling with social anxiety for years, and have covered it up with alcohol. I've finally sobered up after 7 years of hard daily drinking. Help. Like the title says, I need help. I start this new job soon, really good pay, great benefits. Problem is, I quit every job I've ever gotten within a month because I get alienated from my co workers, and eventually people start talking shit and calling me weird, and for some reason I just can't handle that. I really need this job to help myself, and my family members. We are all close to homelessness. I can't fuck this up. How do you guys deal with your social anxiety at work with no therapy/ medication. My anxeity is crippling and sometimes it completely wipes my mind and I can't think of one thing to say at all. I'm so tired of the cycle. Can't get a job because anxiety/depression/PTSD, can't get help for any of those issues because I don't have a job. I feel like I'm going in circles. Please, whoever is reading this. Help me break the cycle. How do you cope with your co-workers? How do I stop caring what everyone thinks? How do I become a normal, functional adult? I need to hold onto this job long enough to get benefits and get professional help. Thank you...",2.9908754208754225,5.1125069670781915,4.645299289188177,81.43127104377105,76.03703703703705,8.039580995136554,25.86026936026936,8.841846274778883,2.18254074074074,975,36,183,22,22,328,134,243,0.1,0.722,0.17800000000000002,0.9679,6,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,5,0,3,8,13,2,1,7,0,17,6,1,5,3,36,37,13,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,11,15,2,2,4,2,1,1,7,5,0,1,2,4,26,8,27,35,4,23,0,0,0,1,22,9,2,1,14,110,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464475867824287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022450594019488,0.0,0.13549782056882884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195786138345836,0.09780864883872864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904306662774835,0.0,0.09029382537020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285450668001496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130248570517192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675604870712697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150717021596594,0.0,0.0,0.08010848015309598,0.07461644854295525,0.08462381531776908,0.0,0.0,0.08348741389887504,0.0,0.04477909442164588,0.06326798459627071,0.0,0.09701422904003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187320256647716,0.23134729434988094,0.0,0.050331248041263925,0.07428075155117324,0.0,0.09763879740179288,0.0,0.08768929760292045,0.0,0.0,0.07933324642789258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561633643521954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243465832971172,0.5272986680438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653284669472328,0.0,0.0,0.07837368390331596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921587419513606,0.0,0.0,0.08942134784430471,0.0,0.07068853243102588,0.0,0.0,0.1970005422377784,0.0,0.08553275011281168,0.0,0.0,0.08677096094853153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001121466956385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139703537117368,0.0,0.0,0.09721336596214812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474090117390992,0.10352305096990913,0.0,0.0,0.0941955075687853,0.08858494976388526,0.0,0.11346886804487595,0.09105544126425456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085449795600316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090657732182264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055354068469187,0.0,0.0,0.08758907757945647,0.0,0.12536784045613253,0.0,0.0,0.07404094804202073,0.0,0.09258316902747836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118196423151096,0.0,0.08153505543528095,0.10127720326039376,0.0,0.05883598254064276,0.1134926050996442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017878231505165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894690207654036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140607400964047 socialanxiety,Background_Theory,2019/03/19,"Does anyone else get SA exclusively at work? I’ve always been a little introverted but I can actually be social in most situations. Very comfortable holding conversations with close friends and family, but work is an entirely different story. I started a new job that’s generally more stressful than previous roles I had, but even still I find myself straight-up terrified of talking with my coworkers. I never speak up in group meetings and my heart races a mile a minute when put on the spot to talk or voice my opinion. I mostly eat lunch alone at my desk while working on my own stuff. I tell others I’ve got work to-do even when it’s not always true. My best days are the ones where I go from 8-4 without a single damn word uttered out of my mouth. The worst part is my team is generally very nice and open and I feel like there’s no reason I should seem so secluded. There’s a lot of young people around my age in my dept and it’s clear that there are some cliques and friendships that have formed meanwhile I keep my head down and only speak when spoken too. I feel like I should make more of an effort to reach out and be more friendly and social but half the time I’m too busy and the other half I freak out and don’t wanna make a bad impression since I’m already so quiet as is. Does anyone else ever feel this way?",4.538101160862354,5.336479261194028,5.274875621890551,83.76307628524049,69.82089552238807,8.343615257048093,26.45605306799337,8.515128840125781,1.6221834162520734,1054,31,217,16,18,342,164,268,0.113,0.735,0.152,0.8813,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,7,16,14,1,1,14,0,15,5,3,3,4,51,28,23,0,3,7,0,3,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,9,19,2,2,6,1,0,2,5,5,0,3,3,7,26,9,26,21,13,34,0,0,0,0,14,18,1,7,15,141,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.11081538956448823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761095184394862,0.12531312973352626,0.0,0.1889772776709855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880358773791067,0.23270542263541105,0.0,0.10108993169802287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481547010289604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917121438119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323496210137051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864304375648818,0.0,0.0,0.1987492400428104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619730561439676,0.1897248412491933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500068423280529,0.10271893601077824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070515669451566,0.0,0.1722537086857917,0.16225048955754215,0.0,0.0,0.10378917032756453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754679321000352,0.0,0.059328919682852574,0.0,0.06453714060000665,0.0,0.09082201992529966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654238870441502,0.0,0.0,0.13456575976785842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126879410640995,0.10093480525123663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095656696368177,0.11381408859701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654222110114292,0.0,0.0,0.1516005478501357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875822683179241,0.10967419515228738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694925815333638,0.08636532340591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297131848710233,0.0,0.07872622393397563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415629218381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675565466703798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337815697025607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393564114910256,0.12764298522057266,0.0,0.2315144109171262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037632942862195,0.0,0.0906868801147563,0.0,0.13007932224162064,0.0,0.12999575903212354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825458581924052,0.09925394715100122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662160825753631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873930692720493,0.0,0.0901363734965931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946503238168627,0.0,0.3306838067049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dnicky,2019/03/19,"Someone at work made fun of my clothes really loudly He sits next to me. I just sat down after going to the bathroom and he told me I looked like a cartoon character, and started naming the aspects of my outfit that contributed to it. He was pretty clear it wasn't a good thing. He has a loud voice and the office is pretty quiet, so the people around us overheard. He was kind of saying it to everyone at our table. I think one of them said ""yeah,"" but I'm not sure. I didn't know what to say. I thought what I was wearing was really normal. Anyway, I felt so humiliated. I did basically zero work for the rest of the day. I was sure everyone at my table hated me. I wanted to disappear. I didn't want to stand up because then other people would see what I was wearing. I felt pathetic for having such thin skin. It didn't get better for the entire day. And I don't want to go back (but I will). The thing is, if he had just said this to me one-on-one I wouldn't have reacted like that. But the fact he said it in front of everyone makes me want to die. It sucks because I had taken a risk today. We have a pretty casual office, and a lot of people will wear t-shirts - but I never do because I'm afraid people will think I'm unprofessional or whatever. Today I wore a t-shirt because I felt really comfortable in it and it was clean and soft. It was black but had a big brand design on the back. My dad got it for me for christmas. Anyway, that's it. I just feel terrible. I know it's not such a big deal, but it really hit me hard. I keep thinking he wouldn't have said that unless he didn't like me. My office gossips a lot about each other, and sometimes for the tiniest things. I feel like I've somehow done something wrong and now they all hate me. 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I don't feel like I have a bond with anyone. I know that my 4 'friends' have a groupschat since the beginning of the year but I didn't know them yet then. But now I feel left out all the time cause I can see them chatting with eachother in the groupschat during lectures. My psychiatrist told me to just ask them if I can be in the groupschat but I wouldn't dare to ask them that. I also find it very difficult to bring up anything personal with them, like with most people, which doesn't really help. I don't go to any parties but that's the only activity that my friends do outside of uni in group. We don't go out to eat, or go to a Cafe or something. Parties and drinking is the only type of fun for them, which I'm too scared to go to and I don't drink at all. I get very anxious that I'll never find a group of people that I really like at university since I'm very bad at getting to know anyone. I just think I'll always be with this group of people that make me anxious cause it's still less scary than finding other people to be friends with. It doesn't really help that I hear from my friends from high school how much fun they have at uni. Has anyone had similar problems at uni? Is there a way to find new friends? (sorry for the long rant and English is not my first language so sorry for any mistakes) ",2.8097188378631657,3.966335446735396,3.9638253670727903,90.20313261480787,74.25773195876289,6.802936582318026,24.567478912839732,7.1686216300943375,0.8194865979381438,1089,33,242,11,22,355,131,291,0.156,0.74,0.105,-0.8957,0,4,3,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,7,2,11,17,0,1,13,0,22,3,0,4,3,46,45,15,0,4,11,0,3,3,5,1,0,1,0,1,16,13,3,0,11,3,0,5,10,7,0,2,3,5,32,10,41,38,5,34,0,2,1,0,24,15,0,4,16,156,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376176544999362,0.07674843755742451,0.0,0.0,0.12544842457507654,0.0,0.0,0.2084027439129882,0.0,0.1934824237221397,0.0,0.07590305799504103,0.0,0.1724579836013639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701390639502505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895052793891413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807139712109105,0.0,0.09438131149093927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991314900961804,0.06589401498390017,0.0,0.0,0.3372111930574175,0.15691321334535574,0.0,0.0,0.35630975840270523,0.0,0.09637988108933307,0.0,0.2096812809039554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395761918571876,0.0,0.12364881552179355,0.09745328274198146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520728607051497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021559358800512,0.0,0.0,0.13518677889980707,0.0,0.0,0.08162669847038191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061568805116372326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780468830863305,0.0,0.0711387351323648,0.08908291221086277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030054220774096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578163708117474,0.0805376485737913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825819642170116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726783946574387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234516496543096,0.09334860361889334,0.07350081737000426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259852989734174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100842362367436,0.0,0.20650317559173653,0.0,0.0,0.07366045740041506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910164096991509,0.0,0.0,0.05378404156800677,0.0,0.0,0.08813625074557159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283151517415708,0.0,0.07321330816290084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879499821194328 socialanxiety,TheProfessorPotato,2019/03/19,"Face and eyes tension in public This is a complete nightmare for me. Whenever I have to sit at the table with other people, especially them sitting in front of me I feel like my face tightens up really bad. It feels like my mouth pops out, my eyes get all tensed up and angry looking and once I look down on the phone there's simply no getting it back up as I have no idea where to look at when there's someone sitting in front of me. Weird thing is when I look at the reflection on the phone, my face seems pretty normal possibly with the exception of the eyes, as they begin to look all tired because of all the tension I feel and as result look like I am high (I've actually been asked if I am high once). It becomes a vicious cycle where you have no idea where to look. Do you look at the stuff at the table, which may make you seem weird, or do you keep switching between people's faces which may make you appear angry and rude by staring at them with those tensed up angry eyes? After a hour of this torture it feels like my face becomes all numbed and I begin to feel this dizziness. Eventually after this never ending struggle you have to get up, but you feel SO tired from the anxiety that when you attempt to walk away you begin losing your stride which in result probably makes people think you're either drunk or on drugs. Combine that with not being able to focus at all at what's being said at the table during the whole time because you spent a whole hour trying to seem normal at the table. Seriously fuck this condition. Apologies for the bad structure and English I haven't vented in a very long time and just had to let this out.",6.957625603432863,6.028926993920972,6.949744323261221,79.70605042016807,64.77507598784194,9.20014303593778,30.599141784373327,7.928766900206844,1.9807813695691032,1307,37,256,12,17,418,154,329,0.166,0.8029999999999999,0.031,-0.9902,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,3,2,11,18,4,3,19,0,18,16,10,5,6,52,51,19,0,3,8,0,6,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,20,14,1,1,13,1,1,4,6,14,0,0,4,20,32,4,57,42,8,55,0,1,13,1,20,32,1,9,20,182,52,0,0.0824971436554833,0.0,0.08050531185171117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631100890918328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712369302208287,0.0,0.07750878210423233,0.06343521122629066,0.137763338088672,0.1005789861231577,0.1822232273921601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649668554893386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567049553068198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306798282923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027820756418445,0.17680792773355794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626727996823167,0.12930405784785806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743255233590098,0.0,0.0,0.1624861374330819,0.0,0.0,0.1862584672004052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332725179577873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435891874022003,0.0,0.16121574919353984,0.0,0.0,0.0730073761013876,0.5542145858723974,0.0922932017983852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520245197256234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362688297469313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165936996053928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571353115517022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715793961548294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300313404794973,0.0,0.08392925335613244,0.08894587396355344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284978268579568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847367527217207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253069036237715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989956210594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624392659895716,0.09443949221683484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480743652344307,0.05286083856577155,0.0,0.0,0.09620949577993544,0.18963666162378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056010145287340565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806878331558981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421022949700172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QuietBooty,2019/03/19,i feel like high school was stolen from me so many people seem like they're having at least a little fun here,8.090869565217393,5.409613739130439,6.71913043478261,87.85521739130436,63.78260869565217,9.2,23.0,3.1291,0.12712173913043445,88,0,20,0,1,26,22,23,0.118,0.588,0.294,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839652015232505,0.26618376921053866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936697760568843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640646914976464,0.3734406370622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777554413574632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583122316561841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770886197766006,0.0,0.3391988221597614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwitaway6979,2019/03/19,"Struggles with social media? Literally feels like the most vapid, stupid thing to be stressed about and I’m aware that this is just something that is specific to the age group I’m in but I’m driving myself crazy. Social media triggers me in more ways than one, but it’s such a regular thing to take part in that I’m known as “quirky” for not having it among my friend group. People have actually made comments about how I seem popular but have few followers on my instagram (which is partially due to the fact I’ve been mentally unable to log back in after logging out two years ago, I’m sure a lot of people have unfollowed me as well). I see people who genuinely enjoy it and have used it to make new friends and connections and it makes me anxious that I’m not using it just as much as it makes me anxious to think of using it. A big part of this is that I’m about to go into my freshman year of college and I’m watching my friends meet people through Instagram who are going into the same freshman class as them and I want that. I just want to be normal and enjoy these normal things. But my entire self worth is so tied into how many people like me (shameful to admit) and I actually take it personally when people unfollow me. It makes me feel like if I was more attractive, more funny, etc I would be able to match up to these people I’m comparing myself to. I feel vulnerable trying to interact with others because I think they’re above me all because of the internet. Advice on taking it less seriously?",6.231645495407463,6.0084888305647866,6.996357240570648,76.4382802423295,66.00996677740864,10.00594098104358,31.32714481141294,9.627879704456738,2.7677158882157524,1202,41,230,22,17,400,156,301,0.055,0.7879999999999999,0.157,0.9889,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,13,17,1,3,8,0,17,0,0,11,3,54,50,22,0,6,10,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,28,14,0,0,8,0,1,4,2,5,1,2,3,5,25,12,45,43,13,27,0,0,2,0,16,13,0,4,12,163,53,2,0.09617293740304997,0.0,0.18770182758474266,0.0,0.0,0.09397908136651127,0.08525150626480914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729608945433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739510524618001,0.0,0.11725225999193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072582473722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458837804732771,0.13741193139400085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290891861093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931459326473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095571799726406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817627922032858,0.0,0.09100115873511004,0.2567847300465348,0.09750426358728397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691970078598977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069817479124586,0.0,0.0,0.09288442223537084,0.0,0.0,0.18845811841387394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516927135948973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082918384463395,0.0,0.4667194384520696,0.08397449937721893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663737955805021,0.08755223020881632,0.10032934824966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607239667763368,0.0,0.07403862579747575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016577486075643,0.1005408355570799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064185534241152,0.0,0.21693024017207035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167907863584727,0.12324746998972674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529511153926001,0.0,0.09394698536841617,0.0,0.0,0.249187618153931,0.0,0.0,0.11345058047041305,0.07633760122877939,0.0,0.0,0.08647102063080507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831849539475128,0.0,0.0,0.12386443706790665 socialanxiety,Bloom170,2019/03/19,"Feel like life is passing me by Hello, new here - &#x200B; I've been feeling like life is passing me by. I'm 16, in high school, and I have been struggling with ADHD and social anxiety for most of my life. I have done and said many impulsive and inappropriate things in the past because of my ADHD, and was viciously bullied and harassed for it. I seem to have control of my actions and words now but I have very much retreated into my shell. Junior Prom is coming up, and I have told my friends I refuse to go because such an event would make me extremely anxious. One of them tried to set me up with a girl and I said no (although I did not like the girl at all tbf). &#x200B; The friends I have I get along with fine in school. I would say I'm a fairly funny person as people often laugh at my jokes. In one on one conversations I keep good eye contact, manage the convo well, etc. During lunch with them and some other kids who I don't hang out with, I am almost always very quiet. I used to hang out with some of them a couple times freshman year, but not anymore. I'm not sure why they haven't invited me to things, added me to group chats, etc. I feel like if I open up to one of them about this they would see me as needy. &#x200B; I am tall + very skinny and fairly ugly - my facial features are well proportioned, but the way my skull (especially my jaw which is quite long and a bit horsefaceish) looks is what makes it ugly. I hate having pictures taken of me because of how ugly I look, which happens repeatedly and has happened often in the past, where people just randomly send other people snapchats of me. This sinking feeling of ugliness makes me feel like I want to wear a paper bag over my head when I get home from school. I feel like I am a husk of the man I should be - in my head I can be strong willed but I know physically I will never be able to back myself up or be man enough to go on dates, protect myself, get respect from others, etc. Because of my ugliness and weakness as a male, other guys are often extremely condescending and pitying to me and I receive little to no respect from peers - many of whom say very lewd and inappropriate comments to me to try and make me feel awkward. Some girls also do the same thing by giving thinly veiled sarcastic and condescending comments to me. I don't enjoy leaving the house because of how I look and often basic social interactions such as the thought of going to the gym and signing up scare me. &#x200B; I am optimistic, because I know once college comes if I have been working out I will no longer be skinny and maybe testosterone will make me look less like an ugly 12 yr old girl (srs). I have been compared to 11 from Stranger Things (even with an unbiased look at it I definitely do not look like her. I'm not sure why people say that) which has made me depressed and angry at myself and my androgynous features. I also know that when that time comes I will never see anyone from high school again and nobody will judge me for my past actions. I just wish I could enjoy my next year and a half or so in high school. I would like to have a discussion with one of my friends about never being invited to anything and what happened and about how I feel but I have no clue how I would bring it up in normal conversation at school (which would be quite strange as others would overhear) and I wonder if texting them about it would be weird. &#x200B; Thx for the help in advance",6.298643989887379,5.89374794468705,6.47272542710488,80.85692082279938,65.91411935953421,8.861855512142801,31.03382364207461,8.032893268588372,2.0368684133915567,2726,89,542,28,38,874,287,687,0.13699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.133,-0.5014,0,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,7,6,29,35,3,3,24,0,61,14,9,12,6,123,116,54,0,16,17,0,9,9,3,15,4,6,1,10,27,46,3,4,14,3,0,16,15,10,2,6,13,24,91,25,92,79,13,75,1,2,9,0,47,35,0,17,31,390,118,12,0.04617406184027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098449870381308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046236653103622176,0.0,0.0,0.07385076114287879,0.038420518378081976,0.2501478835630971,0.28053269569428274,0.0,0.0,0.035323030923845915,0.05216354695534189,0.045792262005016966,0.03228597763913345,0.0,0.03799731860950418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035505003400429974,0.0,0.16888367715410835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041011655241286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932459723364705,0.0,0.0,0.05178813661404008,0.03686623116185263,0.051090721181572665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039769651803513835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725209655445834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047710148985758455,0.1544888535417847,0.03049753236755338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677594433414696,0.16493379502353372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702189691425276,0.0,0.07237212464226625,0.0442943675432961,0.07872535027650404,0.038728612358097436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571958069753413,0.12249471117952435,0.0,0.0,0.04558732662172305,0.09477581733057254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03094950034408595,0.14635629439848488,0.046316348828678106,0.0,0.0,0.053278667915465566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104162773362528,0.0,0.0,0.07612817049413001,0.0,0.0,0.048891664480640966,0.0,0.0,0.09784231622107506,0.2030248284588546,0.04627854032524724,0.0,0.0408625917156548,0.2326474962671688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369101375537747,0.15410772412925142,0.09362650280092223,0.046388051334290206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033943248308251,0.0,0.10683684909552107,0.0445951966541294,0.04910663860044375,0.0,0.04524077692186745,0.0,0.0,0.04845191058812992,0.049173868901537215,0.15644369648541873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322351001916326,0.12804512249386502,0.0403174097823379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822359688949857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784421312773895,0.11015840179957724,0.046228291032331635,0.2803836941872203,0.07358949822152082,0.04203513172290535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413728241887936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827115489911582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703701367376768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270397985699172,0.0,0.0,0.03665704740842146,0.05384893356206776,0.0,0.0,0.044121294834332365,0.0,0.06269831408905008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987956418637203,0.0,0.15239374702871736,0.027234658002085174,0.036650821063142235,0.0,0.0,0.08303205375261677,0.0,0.08332981778991493,0.0,0.05309789235687894,0.0,0.05007380041217168,0.033615266950143045,0.0,0.0,0.26240582986222005,0.0,0.28053269569428274,0.05946916389810796 socialanxiety,PhoenixWarrior94,2019/03/19,"Can I be an actor if i have social anxiety? My dream is to be in movies and TV shows I'm really interested in a acting career, but I have no experience. What should I do? 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Someone showed up at my house unexpectedly (yes, I know them), & because I wasn't expecting company, I crawled on the floor (below the line of sight of the door) & hid in the closet. My vehicle is here, & they haven't left & it's been 20 minutes so far. I've committed to this now, can't just pop out of the closet & go to the door! I really really wish they'd just leave!!!!",4.428750000000001,4.6444260416666685,5.8916666666666675,81.32000000000002,69.83333333333334,9.733333333333334,26.416666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.1068666666666664,364,10,78,8,6,124,61,96,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,0.4594,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,13,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,0,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.882782106034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933289998255466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260832635674672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880225968702012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955314181900295,0.0,0.0,0.17254068242738949,0.1770458165273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878007941737145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806713467944082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738463253464288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hadilbader812,2019/03/19,"I am not scared of people and I couldn’t care less about what they think of me. Why do I get nervous then? I genuinely don’t care about what people think of me, and I am not scared of people, yet this doesn’t stop me from feeling uncomfortable with them. This feeling impairs my thinking process. Recently, I gave a presentation for my Chinese class, and lord knows how much effort I’ve put into controlling my anxiety, yet I didn’t perform as I planned. I skipped a lot of lines and ended it earlier than expected. When talking to my advisor today, I just couldn’t think properly. I literally felt that my body was getting hotter and my stomach began to hurt me. Because other students (who know me) were sitting near the cafeteria, I decided to not eat. I really messed up in my test today because I felt uncomfortable asking questions in office hours. I am not always like this. Yes, I always avoid unnecessary interactions with people. But sometimes it gets so extreme to the extent that I avoid even necessary interactions (and I usually do because I know I will get nervous if interact and who wants that?). I sometimes say “hi/good morning/good afternoon” to all the people I know and follow the social conventions, but other times, I feel like I don’t have any energy to do any of that. I sometimes lock myself in the bathroom to avoid interactions with my parents and siblings. I have no idea why. Does anyone here have an idea? I sometimes cancel buying food just to avoid talking to the cashier on my way out. I avoid people. No matter how much effort I put into being social, I always return to my extremely introverted self. 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But after school, I could always come home and laugh my ass off with my online friends. I knew some of them for over 6-7 years, and made a lot of great memories with them. I had my energetic drive/spark online that I could never translate to real life. &#x200B; At the end of my sophomore year I transferred to an alternative high-school, and my real life completely changed. For some reason everyone liked me. I met my closest friends there, I was hanging out with my group of friends outside of school almost every day. Since there were only 40 kids in the school, we were all really close. We tried pot together (we were clueless and that period was really fun and stupid), we went to a few parties, I lost 90 pounds working at an express gym with my teacher, and I helped my friend lose 60 lbs too. When graduating I decided I wanted to become a personal trainer, and my best friends dad hooked me up with a job shadow. &#x200B; When I graduated I had my first extremely short fling with a girl, and I realized how awkward I really was. I didn't let that failure get me down though and would still drive around with my friends. Until my mom got sick. She has extremely bad bipolar disorder. When she got sick, I needed to take care of her (My dad left when I was real young). She would do things like open the window and scream for someone to call the police, it was real embarrassing. So I stopped talking to my friends. That laster for about a year... &#x200B; In that time I honestly forgot about talking to my online friends. I was spending so much time managing the house, planning with my moms case manager, that I didn't realize how much time had passed. My mom ended up totaling my car right before she got better, and I didn't have the energy at that point to try reconnecting with my real friends. So I just sat in my house for about 3 more months. &#x200B; Now I've effectively been a hermit for a year and a half. When I try to talk to my real life friends, they say things like ""Don't kill yourself!"" jokingly, or express how I'm a different person now. I don't have any of the spark/drive that I used to. Even when I try to talk to my online friends, I have crazy social anxiety. I can maybe talk to one, but only because he's just as awkward as I am. I had dreams, to be a personal trainer, to travel, to at least experience one real relationship. But now I'm 21 and time is moving so fast... I feel like I'll never be the old me again.",4.770491916064671,5.528415711500976,5.498700263731222,82.51342363261095,69.27290448343079,8.686366242403395,28.73345946565761,8.841846274778883,2.099292902190116,2032,70,408,34,34,661,241,513,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.9756,2,2,0,0,0,0,85.0,4,0,3,9,29,34,2,3,22,0,35,8,1,7,4,72,56,35,1,6,6,5,1,4,11,2,7,2,2,5,11,31,0,2,7,4,1,8,7,11,0,5,29,3,77,23,66,20,11,69,0,4,0,1,49,24,1,5,41,271,88,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965820285178887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126366783110028,0.21492722350958932,0.24103387376461324,0.03372356680048162,0.0,0.07587392759701878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414648590629237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140639670328169,0.030230200989676662,0.05476934100635382,0.04219827124819106,0.0,0.05204267376330565,0.0438591916509878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506379349637037,0.0,0.05056130895564303,0.0,0.052460681082529534,0.04271823799873504,0.051995198795965716,0.0,0.0,0.07918872420602606,0.0,0.0,0.031982079401476564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051812018972586506,0.05683555919381055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784577741252585,0.0,0.0,0.0327543744438613,0.0,0.04178253930969331,0.047386306358649904,0.0,0.04850949399200336,0.0,0.0,0.025074689421164264,0.03542780586665073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218206207096244,0.0,0.0,0.4214525476216724,0.0,0.02590924014508785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898731026717067,0.05467423028372957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332397884164269,0.1047911857516742,0.049743796124995264,0.0,0.0,0.1144426649173713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921139542220772,0.0,0.05486507161640235,0.0,0.0,0.04042326734410706,0.0,0.0,0.053880744636891284,0.050710136721123435,0.1401103024046346,0.09691059114185878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547962149726983,0.10826882508510266,0.042160477622393375,0.0,0.04692418413163353,0.0,0.0,0.04982080467405022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424106849442886,0.03958304693828425,0.05270736337148352,0.07291015230545399,0.03677108314503578,0.076495241593164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052037391182918544,0.0,0.06720826265297314,0.07543234956218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990279220317452,0.0,0.0,0.04687950511738709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39511774289180107,0.09530775449830182,0.05098778658428098,0.0,0.053242153382243314,0.0,0.04235042577528275,0.0,0.03943673756065856,0.0,0.3011323144665972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056023691645065314,0.0,0.041022170936618606,0.0,0.0,0.10110351750149997,0.04201827624242597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960342051502263,0.04146027963675804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728624512421126,0.1992967553884665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589208683427569,0.0,0.04872288585091848,0.0,0.11566759644928445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467608014453408,0.0,0.04844318139806938,0.0,0.0,0.04283068420998353,0.0,0.0,0.029250044734762424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597133509081301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610282390868959,0.0,0.0,0.0704560184080955,0.0,0.24103387376461324,0.1596748253847539 socialanxiety,clarion353,2019/03/19,"Anyone using CBD as anxiety relief? Hello, wondering if anyone has any advice/experience with using CBD oil/capsules as a daily or as needed anti anxiety medication? Background stuff: Going through a period of higher anxiety than usual and I don't like having to take prescription stuff as going to the doctor to ask for that is a panic attack inducing situation for me.. Also don't like the way trad anxiety meds can be addictive. I was given bromazepam before and have use it very sparingly before interviews etc. I'd like CBD if it calms me down so stress doesn't become a full blown panic attack and so I can enjoy life when things aren't fully 'ok' (unemployed right now). 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Sometimes I’ll read relationship subs or any sub and my immediate thought is, “Is this about me?” Even though I know it’s not possibly about me. Does anyone else do this? Or it is just me? 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I have extreme SA and I'm like 99% sure my crush likes me back. Since I can't talk to people and get panic attacks easily, I thought of a cute idea. Maybe liking a few of her Ig pictures on an alt instagram account named '' Love '' ( with a bio that says something like: '' A sign from the universe '' or like '' Someone special is sending you love ''could do the trick? Would that be cute or creepy? Either way there's nothing really negative about this idea.. What do you think?",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,73.55445544554456,6.6341584158415845,25.496287128712872,7.1686216300943375,1.0167910891089114,396,13,82,4,8,124,76,101,0.08199999999999999,0.594,0.324,0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,15,2,1,8,0,8,2,0,1,1,17,15,4,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,12,9,11,2,6,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,2,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393673334078308,0.0,0.13784163535049626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431263513834124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936571474351614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047306097112827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378924985726814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235824301073552,0.0,0.11965897017129648,0.0,0.18009306419511276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052744405310384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200700141329642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032567239701425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427790024514697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484001286511362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255656759507954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828761823992329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188835608343101,0.13800486834584633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689525862807036,0.0,0.0,0.14408423788766125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486403675573607,0.0,0.1423142339943078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845801227114238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273427871058677,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,httpmelo,2019/03/19,"I can't stop daydreaming. It has been part of my entire life, even if I'm not bored and there's ton of stuff happening... I still get caught daydreaming. 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All my childhood up until this year I lived as a coward. Always staying in my comfort zone and always choosing the wrong choices in life. Now i suffer emensly because of it. I picked up my balls this year (3rd year university) and began doing things i should have done years ago like talk to girls etc. I will never stop trying but I cant help but feel that i can never escape my past. That im a loser at a biological level. I feel that no matter how much i try to socialize or how muscular i become that I'am a fraud, a poser, an imposter. I feel like people can see this",2.4921758569299577,4.472548426229512,4.307585692995531,83.93346497764533,77.03278688524591,6.075707898658719,22.566318926974677,6.980632752743323,0.8216950819672135,476,14,91,5,11,161,84,122,0.202,0.708,0.09,-0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,9,2,1,3,3,18,14,9,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,4,15,3,10,10,3,20,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,1,15,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087841867273138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832520613187593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375673315633596,0.18798048686097749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800566555987651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418106672812067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982602727126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818563298386804,0.12159606219210488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408630257119445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838529905108379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022238343714285,0.16630928700345646,0.0,0.15029608150641388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512188092510787,0.0,0.2625485808851137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248203776336126,0.11800024576480905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356331066224641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735048121273222,0.14421601355754773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141823512993205,0.0,0.1423008458437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680610509222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130781047918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111904077100875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860948605178076,0.0,0.4384314415875183 socialanxiety,drowzee_,2019/03/19,"How to show people I've recently met what a great person I am before they quickly get bored and vanish ? Firstly, I am not delusional. I really am cool! some of the people I met literally said that to me, YET for some reason they slowly vanished from my life before we could even become friends.. Yes, I am always a bit reserved and careful at first, although the closest people know me as a playful and spontaneus person. So my guess is that either those new people just don't have time to get to know me, or it's my own fault that I don't ""sell"" my best qualities during the first times we meet. Okay, one more theory... If I really like this new person, I stay cool (maybe even too cool) and don't initiate chats/meetings/dates because I don't want to create the impression that I'm a clingy person. Naturally, they also stay ""cool"" and this way we drift apart. Can this also be the case? Anyone can relate to all this? How do you deal with that?",4.315077741407529,5.266085622340428,5.364893617021278,82.35653846153849,70.43617021276594,8.12504091653028,24.567921440261866,8.384062270229773,1.4638734860883802,739,19,145,11,13,244,114,188,0.06,0.8109999999999999,0.13,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,1,3,4,11,14,0,0,9,6,15,1,0,3,1,25,26,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,12,9,0,0,3,2,1,1,5,2,0,4,3,5,23,12,12,21,8,17,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,5,11,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997232899411389,0.10390512180190917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731476254629722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612199499049703,0.13791345625330828,0.21251705165039275,0.0,0.1310474962721972,0.0,0.13633000077934868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731730458387527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970168027287472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873954928955753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495611975480565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186531295724258,0.0,0.0,0.09647729653998782,0.0,0.13048295968693505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767396006359992,0.13756272369204536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372549037454185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820215702010037,0.061007099621549564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125452657265351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412080594295577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461781373429683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462874685328388,0.4361404323540973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999488751779,0.1283912083902649,0.12329795117687276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878371310364193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661980107823429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562999763848805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365388538209698,0.0991191214348182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,durlean,2019/03/19,"I’m so relieved! Hi guys, so i take a comm class and i decided to take it this semester to get it over with and to face my fears. I had to do a 30 second introduction speech and I was terrified. I wasn’t aware of how bad my anxiety was until i felt like i couldn’t control myself. My heart was beating so fast, i was sweaty, i couldn’t see straight and i don’t remember a single word. I was freaking out and I cried. Afterwards i felt so disappointed in myself. I hated myself even more for being the way that I am. So when I heard i had to give a 3-4 minute speech, i was really scared. I was dreading the moment BUT I came on to here and read a few posts and I felt a little better and I started thinking positive instead of negative. I took some of you guys advices and I was sorta calm about it, just ready to get it over with. I was planning on being one of the firsts to present but I was the 6th because my professor called my name & i’m glad she did. I was a little nervous as i was beginning but as i kept going i felt a little calm. I was proud of myself. I didn’t think that i could ever do it and now i feel like a can do anything. 😊 ",0.05109230769230777,1.9367914200000025,2.744800000000001,92.50978461538463,84.8,5.9261538461538485,20.415384615384614,7.1686216300943375,0.445172307692308,885,27,206,13,26,309,125,250,0.123,0.763,0.114,0.1346,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,6,14,16,1,4,13,0,29,2,2,2,1,38,52,23,0,3,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,14,0,2,9,1,0,3,6,8,0,3,26,9,45,8,26,21,4,26,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,2,13,155,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608736212122887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980477099797636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987081757183261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618131864783356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773529224315098,0.07865595167651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411721874589105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175482911489164,0.14757681150223145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471896536976928,0.10302055991293656,0.0,0.14173422743969602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522359789571632,0.11671570660375502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451954739960427,0.06524182753823819,0.0921795983825545,0.4955590447049028,0.0,0.0,0.109753495750904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482648967654748,0.12377805925607,0.0733311525591083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555214706795627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739115894123362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290206797244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607582027654668,0.3879681474894326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874345800959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235757975425442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906567427556453,0.0,0.08266040677638614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461666943213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918229707453674,0.0,0.1028208074376994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132863372429637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940301419557375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535539774554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335791837351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241860879722264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,harusari03,2019/03/19,Dating with having social anxiety Well I never thought this would never happen but I am dating someone for the first time in 20 years. And because of my social anxiety I feel bad for my boyfriend sometimes. I can’t even hold his hands because it cause too much anxiety. I told him about my anxiety but tbh I don’t think he fully understands it. He probably think I am too shy. I don’t know what to do. ,1.1111111111111107,3.6303048641975337,3.010975308641978,87.90238888888894,86.77777777777777,6.202962962962962,22.91481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.3311718518518512,318,12,62,6,10,106,54,81,0.18600000000000005,0.794,0.02,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,1,2,15,16,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,13,1,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463069006369872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906701791989604,0.21766327289681967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340185689139946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791890410476323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027129803314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518594879841831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578755282759268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098116686163097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124178684447166,0.0,0.27539024057244776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924880214428557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363982405017294,0.15126984321957276,0.0,0.17657301534890313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879258528630386,0.0,0.14173470843550026,0.10410362314435732,0.0,0.0,0.1705952688842086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585842646349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052198364896492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126824227592976,0.0,0.0,0.11496895142821698 socialanxiety,MayaDC,2019/03/19,"Alone for the next 2 years So my only friends are switching schools to a high school way out of reach for me (1,5 hour ride) and I don’t know what to do. I’m going to be so fucking lonely and anxious and my grades are already dropping so I can’t handle the extra stress. I don’t wanna be alone with people that see me as a burden and I haven’t made any new friends in 3 years. Have any of you dealt with this?",1.6929047619047637,2.7387683222222208,2.9287301587301577,96.965,76.8888888888889,5.142857142857143,21.746031746031747,3.1291,-0.3700634920634922,319,8,77,0,7,103,60,90,0.165,0.748,0.086,-0.7358,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,10,16,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,9,2,13,13,1,12,0,1,1,1,3,3,1,0,5,47,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399090242421411,0.21261305405595152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620406153946364,0.0,0.0,0.21765910353145984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29770841261408354,0.17811772840572654,0.0,0.0,0.10949721383692107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356348251032416,0.0,0.0,0.18973838918246844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588485836305267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823063698969244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860791892441077,0.20490376055843332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653209294914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357118236922594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38997899928006896,0.1535308193856044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069963482781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293026110983332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481427291152041 socialanxiety,ieatalot89,2019/03/19,"I spoke to 2 strangers today..INTENTIONALLY! I can't sit still in my seat as I'm typing this, as this is a huge deal for me ! My social anxiety always gets in the way of even making eye contact, and to actually walk up to somone willingly, and to start a convo is my own personal hell! However, a couple of minutes ago i was in class and needed some notes, so i just figured to ask someone via text as oppose to ask irl, but then i just out of the blue went towards a classmate and did it, with no prior rehearsal or anything!! I just went for it, and it felt like an outter body experiment and was so empowering to me that on my way out i saw someone that i spotted earlier, and really like the outfit he had on, so as he was walking past me i stopped him and complimented it, and he told me that i mad his day!! Im so happy! 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For me: * My parents pretty much take me everywhere by car (this includes the entirety of high school and my last school) because I'm too anxious to take public transport. When things are close by I just walk, though. * I'm too afraid to go to instances like the doctor or the dentist alone. I never do groceries or anything either. * On bad days, I can't even make eye contact with people in videos, on TV, anime or games without feeling awkward. * I'm extremely afraid to make phone calls, even to people I know. I'll literally come up with a list of excuses on the spot so I don't have to call anyone. * I pretty much don't see any friends anymore since I'm too anxious to go their homes. * When I make even the slightest fuck-up during a conversation it can ruin my entire day and leave me thinking about it all day. I'm extremely perceptive to any negative response. * I'm 19 and I still haven't had a job, not even a small one like stocking shelves or delivering mail. I'll have to get one soon since I finished my exams a few weeks ago and I'm absolutely dreading it. * Ordering food is a pain as well. I do have to add that it *is* pretty much all in my head, since most of the time people don't seem to notice that I'm anxious or anything at all (have heard this from a lot of people), and I usually deal with it pretty well. It's mostly the buildup to the actual moment that kills me, if I'm actually into it it usually ends up fine. Still doesn't make me less anxious, though.",1.3097058823529435,3.6817316699346425,3.0749019607843167,89.04705882352944,83.6078431372549,5.822222222222222,23.052287581699343,7.1686216300943375,0.95198954248366,1185,43,241,17,34,393,162,306,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9284,2,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,0,20,14,1,4,15,0,18,6,2,5,4,39,43,18,1,1,10,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,14,12,1,0,5,3,0,6,10,8,2,2,2,4,23,6,35,41,12,37,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,10,20,152,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.16373674607998195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436690635265655,0.0,0.0,0.08688880955064003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410149738271605,0.0,0.06417862619890481,0.3791050420869609,0.08320023478048455,0.05866058591731237,0.0,0.13807511098679784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004792661788856,0.051140960556006636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713301632033972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226719151690231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231393185859325,0.08649095721988442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586899141122466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430512022066736,0.0,0.0,0.22164459601736836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241929132657065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014448721783868,0.0,0.06481624158060519,0.07755858568296331,0.043831115405038985,0.0,0.095357706584625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609937474318298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863854228050994,0.08415245126564501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325177967068785,0.0,0.09281620272372934,0.0,0.04610590946440134,0.06838474945951731,0.0,0.08883155768003644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197267230769571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132361851796877,0.0,0.0,0.22399939671266053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850150727310236,0.0,0.06470417008431609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955137944225821,0.0,0.0,0.11369739521570403,0.0,0.08926905561487028,0.0,0.09315428018302258,0.0,0.0,0.2326459490648942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140114557331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981027043710653,0.06685259977698617,0.07637388229459277,0.0,0.09477626052174022,0.0,0.20819377547385076,0.0,0.0,0.08551929579269797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399560043503236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615558803793972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573539876389523,0.05375584233349368,0.16485071894345268,0.0,0.04891922476500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847946211049418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729464958857735,0.0,0.15086143518672787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087075397269954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwmeawaycopy,2019/03/19,"I fucking SUCK at being assertive I have been so shy for so long. My entire life I was being thrown around, never able to speak up, always being forced into things I didn't want to do. So, lately, I have been trying to be more assertive. But I'm AWFUL. I never know which thoughts I'm supposed to share, and which are oversharing. I'm rude. I don't want to be rude. I don't think I'm better than others, but I sound like I do. Up until now I was telling myself that it was just my social anxiety talking, but nope, I sound like an entitle brat. A girl told me so today, though in much nicer words. Idk what to do! Idk how to be assertive! I try to acknowledge and encourage others all the time, but it's not enough when I come off as so rude and arrogant in other times! And that's not how I feel, it's how I word things. When I have the chance to correct myself and explain what I meant, people get me. But I don't get that chance all the time. Sometimes I come off as an idiot and that's it. That person now hates me. I'm so pissed off at myself. This shouldn't be so difficult, but I never manage to get it right. Texting is much easier, I can think before I write. But talking is harder. I feel like there's a ticking clock and I have to answer and react to things as soon as possible or I'll lose my chance to be assertive. Ugh. Existing shouldn't be so difficult. How the fuck am I supposed to live in a society and be a good worker when I can't manage simple socialization tasks?",1.0081234491315136,2.9884989583333343,2.9338792390405284,91.95413151364764,81.8525641025641,5.692473118279572,19.038875103391234,6.828538100315305,0.13685760959470672,1153,28,252,13,31,386,143,312,0.204,0.691,0.104,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,22,20,9,0,10,1,34,4,1,5,6,52,59,38,0,4,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,3,0,2,21,13,0,0,10,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,9,5,36,7,33,38,6,32,0,1,0,2,13,13,4,1,20,184,57,3,0.12986668436031326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080594847909572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934765807489318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560888241664595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105069832573582,0.0,0.0,0.11485652881253383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373729878862844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418700049716098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132899533967707,0.09277678525559828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011931409447446,0.2035499475856016,0.0,0.0,0.10892601335832444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282164644231019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137133341722249,0.0,0.1464952765530471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172867977782433,0.190338906476527,0.0,0.11467466155810944,0.114927928992647,0.0,0.1452876011878374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909339113140951,0.0,0.30048357901743605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003320719493113,0.11339457959189632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640517378836795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090543886419954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647654604162777,0.0,0.0,0.12844147151487048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087638432524952,0.1135092062367326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883296357430186,0.1664266551024096,0.1275933580148365,0.10309964113267812,0.2271789240321287,0.0,0.12309843186074555,0.12409318222077285,0.0,0.1763419080152086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319747033096445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jameslilly02,2019/03/19,Well I’ve accumulated a large amount of tardies because I can’t pee in urinals My school didn’t install panels on our urinals so you have to pee out in the open. Each bathroom has 1 stall and people usually just rush to those to vape. I often try to use the urinals but my bladder just locks up and I just stand there like an idiot. This forces me to wait for people to get out of the stalls to pee which often makes me tardy.,1.9669943820224705,3.8038201235955063,3.0678511235955064,92.88245084269664,78.10112359550561,5.348876404494383,22.360955056179773,5.985473137389443,0.15835842696629188,337,10,74,2,8,108,63,89,0.067,0.878,0.055,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,0,4,7,7,2,0,15,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,9,2,16,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225335003922468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072562249780112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783469210082679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367634717004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061648904774684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694540879960557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478476701486735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152894049463121,0.4020553529015761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282273434181472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlaringK,2019/03/19,"How to talk about yourself So I've got a friend who doesn't have the most relaxing life, when we talk the they don't really want is to talk about themselves, and to be fair, I've kind of asked them to do that a lot. My usual fallback is to ask the person about their life and get them to talk about their interests but now I can't do that. I just need something to say after hi really &#x200B; Also go away Cameron i know you stalk me",3.741935483870968,4.039465505376345,4.41198924731183,91.03798387096776,71.36559139784946,7.920430107526883,24.10215053763441,7.793537801064563,0.8516537634408596,344,8,80,4,6,110,62,93,0.014,0.898,0.08800000000000001,0.6607,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,5,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,11,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,12,4,14,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,2,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326394684565935,0.0,0.1941059105674141,0.21768345014973853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33495688782727645,0.0,0.1683146865482856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840867820063624,0.0,0.0935970151821683,0.0,0.10181347917410996,0.0,0.14328037697744148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865542353255376,0.09845461308135307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253073923200929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230453853579193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283537487467356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642442034785958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953256045082365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246503963567433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791626278946426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759669163709604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973053251931827,0.0,0.10566565695434747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768345014973853,0.0 socialanxiety,WereWolfBoy,2019/03/19,"I (26 male) had my first kiss yesterday I've always had social anxiety. A couple years ago it even got so bad that I developed agoraphobia. Which caused me to not even be able to go outside alone. Luckily I had my mom to support me through that ordeal. From there I had to build myself back up. Now I've traveled trough Europe for 4 months (not that impressive as I'm European). I moved to the other end of the Netherlands. To a city where I knew no one. For a while the goal was to try to get my writing going. Now I'm working at a software development company. Then yesterday I went on a date and finally had my first kiss. The date was awesome. The kiss awkward. I didn't really know what to do. I hope this is inspiring to some. No matter how bad things are or seem now with work they'll get better!",1.6734146341463436,3.756453597560977,3.589207317073172,87.58612804878052,80.09756097560975,7.270731707317072,23.664634146341466,8.278499904357787,1.4805682926829267,626,22,132,13,16,211,109,164,0.106,0.7120000000000001,0.181,0.9203,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,6,10,11,0,1,10,0,13,3,0,2,0,15,26,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,3,0,3,11,0,17,8,20,13,1,26,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,4,17,90,26,3,0.17414822344398256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437189258055484,0.0,0.0,0.18036503913174468,0.0,0.0,0.1449052726287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322291426999774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390923430011425,0.29081298479914514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401995163093504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889819681290747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926916968886185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424363604013658,0.0,0.0,0.23004651830747694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077086648497024,0.0,0.29626077979558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197051809325065,0.0,0.19794489726119885,0.0,0.1392822430311248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296848005651258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570730923531418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396029453520456,0.13900345048202145,0.18509200127693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800734319708975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115638112583323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158538002073548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775221827982289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976213402144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569634146287265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823521232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143714784896315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535639615251003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214574622413913 socialanxiety,CaliforniaBaer,2019/03/19,What's your Worst Everyday Fear? My biggest fear in daily life is that someone sits next to me on the bus and feels like chatting to a stranger (aka me). What's yours? ,2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,76.94117647058823,5.7098039215686285,26.03921568627451,6.42735559955562,0.7072862745098041,131,5,29,1,3,40,29,34,0.269,0.669,0.062,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7757042128236168,0.1742766460995284,0.24623392463213226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434522037036724,0.16838945153065846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665628486373488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920396793522271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2ThePointOh,2019/03/19,"How to deal with memories? I posted in /r/anxiety but haven't received a response so trying here. I've been using CBT to deal with my social anxiety. I've learnt to respond to negative thoughts neutrally, like thinking, ""Thanks Anxiety, what else have you got?"". My problem is that I also have memories of social situations that go wrong, and I beat myself up over them when I revisit them in my mind. My reaction is almost one of physical pain, sometimes I groan. I realise that it's just anxiety looking out for me, but I don't know the proper way to respond when a memory springs up in my mind. Do I do the same thing (""Thanks, Anxiety..."")? Or do I mindfully take a step back and refocus my attention? At the moment I'm trying to reframe the memories from painful ones to awkwardly funny one. ""Yes, I'm an awkward guy. The way I responded in that event was quite funny and endearing."" I've finished my therapy sessions so can't ask my therapist. I just want to know the best way to respond to these memories.",4.13557823129252,5.694261265306125,5.8815102040816365,76.1682517006803,71.55102040816327,10.124625850340136,33.47482993197279,10.355215969177356,3.9069405442176874,792,40,145,24,15,272,112,196,0.156,0.7390000000000001,0.104,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,3,10,10,0,2,10,1,12,2,0,2,0,25,27,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,6,0,3,4,1,24,4,25,23,2,23,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,2,8,101,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721538448108695,0.0,0.0,0.09361020727628433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44774030696996575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094322206964958,0.0,0.0,0.0900093831458071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284379345737635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413606524747834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977858593334418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652602485729198,0.0,0.09362094290151013,0.0,0.0,0.1159045447724182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866261108638552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718799487612342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829815342387643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545817185728609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796196483448664,0.0,0.2491131813264213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210796901696678,0.0,0.0,0.11200746091777793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450421799254237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157664452896284,0.0,0.23864914547348975,0.0,0.0,0.11577207756702132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880120766982818,0.0,0.0,0.2155401797380889,0.13386454744881732,0.1359118603944783,0.07776727558579542,0.0750052120880028,0.0,0.09292995096963334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894764216158672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109941216047022,0.0,0.0,0.06904307934596675,0.2787424993436984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798313457436808,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bratbones,2019/03/19,"waiting to answer a phone call I'm currently panicking because anywhere from 20 minutes to an hour from now my school is going to call to ask why I'm not in, I'm missing school due to depression right now, I'm pacing my kitchen and practising saying I have a doctors appointment today. Wish me luck.",7.642485875706214,6.712454491525422,8.080000000000002,72.16146892655367,63.40677966101695,11.256497175141243,40.00564971751413,10.504223727775694,4.307842937853107,241,12,43,5,3,80,42,59,0.108,0.768,0.124,-0.0031,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,11,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267890341274701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788069802271978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954233133559914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894253256189507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483012882499989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378695673513682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389024223528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717065451688166,0.0,0.1929174165993984,0.0,0.4910283469581155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994708789547585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188998693396622,0.0,0.2789666894132811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwthatshitaway909,2019/03/19,"I’m stuck. These past 6 months of antidepressants, beta blockers, exposure therapy, and cognitive behavioral therapy have done nothing for me. The main goal through this treatment was to gain the courage to go on a job interview and land my first job. I’m as shy, unconfident, boring, and socially awkward as ever, and I think it’s getting worse. I’ll be 21 years old in a few months and have nothing to show for it. No skills, no experience, no job, and just dropped out of college. My life is going nowhere. Sometimes I feel like the only escape from this hole I created for myself is suicide. Anyone been in my place? Advice? 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In middle school it got very bad now I’m currently in highschool and I can’t take it anymore I wanna fucking dropout I already skipped 2 weeks of school and I’m only a freshmen. but my parents want me to graduate what should I do?,0.3926846590909108,2.725158921875,1.9822159090909108,91.21392045454547,100.40625,4.202272727272727,27.69318181818182,6.11248444174946,1.38951875,257,14,48,3,11,83,47,64,0.177,0.799,0.024,-0.8859999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,30,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681279586730809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587451964085167,0.0,0.2409650157655221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40574644497952345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462563803041724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943285819843455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847927500830156,0.0,0.0,0.26979398137699795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918055171476843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009906843880978,0.0,0.0,0.24768149408849305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268628292141115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047907685428756,0.14331241802647934,0.0,0.19489916515055766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xXmeme_machineXx,2019/03/20,"I can’t manage my anxiety at all now I think it’s gonna cost me my grade I have to work on a speech for my communication class and I needed help with it so I emailed my teacher asking if she’d help me after class fluff it up and make a speech instead of a bunch of facts. Well I showed up a few minutes early so I could be prepared and there were a bunch of other people waiting I brushed them off assuming they were there for another class, but when she opened the door and told them to come in my anxiety took over and I just left went to my car and cried. That speech was like 1/10 of my grade and now I’m gonna fail it because of anxiety. 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For example, when you are alone your mind has all of these abstract and in depth thoughts, but in social situations it seems like all of these thoughts and ideas are mute and you can’t seem to collect your thoughts. Then right after the other person leaves, all of those thoughts and ideas come back and you’re like dang why couldn’t I think of this at the time. I am pretty sure that this is actually a symptom of anxiety called ‘brain fog’, but I just wanted to see if anyone else was experiencing this related to social anxiety and some tips to overcome this. 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I used to be okay going to appointments, but the thought of getting new doctors has caused me to avoid evening beginning to seek new providers. I recognize the need to schedule and attend all of these appointments, but I feel seeing a gynecologist is the most pressing. However, this also seems the most daunting. This is probably because I have never been to the gynecologist. My social anxiety is always worse when it is a brand new experience, but it's better if I know as many details and protocols as possible. This whole situation makes me cringe because I am long overdue. Are there any strategies you've used when going to the gynecologist? What should I expect? What was the most challenging aspect for you?",6.856753246753247,8.659690909090912,7.2635064935064975,67.92240259740262,65.23376623376622,10.275324675324676,35.42857142857143,10.436869588844218,4.1498259740259735,696,33,111,18,11,227,99,154,0.059,0.873,0.068,-0.2024,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,11,1,14,5,1,4,2,23,29,11,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,4,4,13,4,15,23,6,17,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,11,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330679751717436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026244109705662,0.1251319622670676,0.0,0.0,0.10226662607070232,0.0,0.11504374119123492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833460071969188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300288130467805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533270340946899,0.1544863206641147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307849843767266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771848488038887,0.0993275528430253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710491070856535,0.0,0.0,0.0760389285642401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785697014010952,0.0,0.2564009538684669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264739571349085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308556210461955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038283050239176,0.15246629288539246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598349383674077,0.0,0.1115082112297319,0.11598580770650295,0.435726900670898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953594325967591,0.0,0.0,0.16213994072170426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983698689449435,0.13690441302433032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243996235808513,0.16903849401497492,0.0,0.15329807312391025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938850558948895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597678704846941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678989387591721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325466694393794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684269613079068 socialanxiety,xgjtdjtwsblodc,2019/03/20,"I have witnessed the impossible At school we were waiting for the bell to ring and since everyone is standing around doing nothing, they naturally form (physical) conversation circles based on their cliques. Meanwhile I naturally wait by myself like the friendless piece of shit that I am. That is when I witnessed what I thought to be impossible for 18 years of my life. This dude walked up to the outside of the human circle, and asked someome in it a question. The dude and him starting talking about something, and he (already part of the circle) started moving to his side as the other one was working his way into the circle. I've never seen anything like it be he somehow worked his way into being part of this circle like it was fucking nothing. Like the years of my standing awkwardly outside and trying to work my way in were worthless. It might not seem like a big deal, but it was the most unbelieveable thing I've seen in my life, including watching kevin ware's leg snap like a fucking wishbone. TL:DR - I saw a dude enter a conversation circle by asking someone in it a question and working his way in.",7.380342902711327,7.5952712727272775,7.29340909090909,73.79344696969697,63.54545454545455,9.071929824561405,37.99082934609249,8.59863814320734,3.345774800637958,892,43,152,11,12,285,118,209,0.046,0.903,0.051,0.2277,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,4,4,11,3,1,17,0,14,6,2,0,1,22,27,9,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,10,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,9,5,19,6,28,14,5,28,0,1,4,2,19,13,3,6,12,108,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365328761488424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966723092542898,0.10781792574278128,0.2264521368513763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486412858317178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157304631459552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239375196374874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109405052677534,0.3550236911812501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128483753651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872595572265946,0.0,0.0,0.09341126602097577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242599781839365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207058074113621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26231123638979803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713527799063352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257472991481347,0.0,0.11025844279863782,0.0,0.0,0.12432268926852585,0.10018748466730416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262024926201048,0.09324015582367992,0.0,0.0,0.17145147834701682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973475570348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046334809541685,0.0,0.0,0.0961516902454716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222905691278687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845414339940384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35269231581007765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598803042097745 socialanxiety,icecreamsandwichcat,2019/03/20,"I agreed to volunteer for an event tomorrow....and now I'm nervous I'll force myself to go, but now I'm dreading it. Being around people I don't know. Introducing myself...gah! Thinking about all of the dumb things I could potentially do. Jesus this sucks lol",1.3582285714285725,4.046768880000002,3.2437142857142867,84.52900000000002,90.2,6.057142857142857,21.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.1978857142857144,204,7,38,4,7,68,40,50,0.268,0.637,0.096,-0.8874,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,8,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836721487224042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43379874530234397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087826546332075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985957953185847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766713583771459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36095927647091375,0.3481390711310722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,danik550,2019/03/20,"Helping people with social anxiety using virtual reality (VR) application First of all sorry if this is not the place to post. I'am suffering from social anxiety since I can remember (I'd say around 13 years now) and I wanna help people like me and I'd image people like you. I am currently developing a VR application in an attempt to help people suffering from social anxiety. And I'm just gathering some information as to what are the ""triggers"" in people. So I can use that to develop as much scenarios as possible. It takes 2 mins. https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScAQYKI-owmBJJ8QJpJbQq0X8Q-kpqSKJ1C8VhCl15NJhn-fg/viewform?usp=sf_link",10.018044554455447,13.234259851485147,9.545631188118817,49.111714108910896,59.396039603960396,12.17871287128713,33.41707920792079,11.698219412168324,5.179563366336635,539,21,68,18,8,173,70,101,0.119,0.763,0.119,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,16,9,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,15,9,3,10,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,2,7,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34293381057798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302173851585333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710255676462082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300473368532964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460049996012443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098460615383291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179694455511558,0.0,0.1561194441247128,0.0,0.0,0.16845652633209976,0.1431097908492372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692716977711608,0.0,0.0,0.1188303731093697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360758469578965,0.0,0.0,0.4569661228528474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727132813190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235053135778336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811395668181336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962261092082431 socialanxiety,Throwaway_Hec,2019/03/20,"Handing Out Flyers To People Hey everyone, One of my New Year Resolutions for 2019 is to beat my social anxiety in a street fight boxing match. 😨 👊 💥 In 2 weeks, I'll be handing out flyers to people to promote my business. Meaning....I have to walk up to people and approach them. Tell them about our service and ask if they would like a flyer. Ughhhhhhh. The scenarios I'm creating inside my head is scary! I've been daydreaming about this day as I look on my calendar and see the date getting close and closer. As silly as this sounds, I've been watching YouTube videos of people handing out flyers 😂😭 I have been coming up with a million excuses to back out. But I can't back out! I don't want to back out! I want to fight! If I can do this, then that means I'm so much closer to getting my freedom back. Is there anything I can do to prepare myself? Or just words of encouragement. Anything! 😓",1.2871428571428574,3.6272718351648368,3.454604395604399,86.50289560439562,83.39560439560441,5.837802197802197,23.935164835164837,7.1686216300943375,1.1184430769230769,702,27,140,10,20,239,107,182,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.095,0.7205,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,1,0,3,2,9,5,2,0,5,0,16,4,4,0,0,23,27,13,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,7,18,3,32,22,1,28,0,0,3,0,12,15,0,3,11,94,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293273980060856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782374115952761,0.0,0.15804456445390852,0.0,0.0,0.5199745985416006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562679810444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090271518244037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154027863253026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766495932608442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735002564713165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259223549210767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196448491698666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415157398632184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242756317555157,0.0,0.0,0.16327536442957954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145567391684639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688086522134455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471576584241968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723313299026514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776241913288354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942724975039056,0.0,0.13560654763860494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009255119865288,0.0,0.0,0.10886653873390717 socialanxiety,thundernoon,2019/03/20,"I’m tired of always getting embarrassed and red in the face I’m feeling so depressed. i’ve had social anxiety all my life and its interfered with a lot at school, through college, and my job. and now i’m just so tired of trying....We have weekly team meeting at my current workplace and everyone is so energetic and talkative and today’s was awful.... It was unexpected and when i walked in my team manager told me “glad to see <my name> on time as usual...” it was just a fun comment about my punctuality, nothing embarrassing about it but i went stupidly red in the face like a tomato. She said “sorry i didn’t mean to embarrass you!” and of course everyone looked at me and it made me get even redder, I could feel my heartbeat and i panicked, and i probably looked so stupid. I don’t know how to come back from this. i’ve spent the past two years at this job being the “quiet one” but still trying to participate in discussions so i don’t come off as a loaf, and i try to be a part of this team even though i’m the outsider and i put on a lot of makeup so that the “red face” doesn’t happen too badly if someone calls on me for something...but then today everything was just laid bare and i don’t know how to come back from this i always try to help my social anxiety, my entire life i try to focus on ME and not others judgement of me, realize i’m making a big deal out of nothing...everything you can think of, medications, therapy, distraction therapy (like snapping a wrist band against me during team meetings) but nothing ever stops the blood red face when i try to talk to people or speak up, or get called on and feel panic instantly before i even have a chance to try and not make it happen! i feel so defeated after today, after two years of trying to make it look like i was a normal, but just quiet, person in my team meetings...not any longer :(",5.024097884212972,5.254478794117652,6.148530574285051,79.9430516159033,68.54545454545455,9.178144617530807,29.362473843292257,9.085049710711278,2.2834965356893746,1455,49,292,25,23,488,180,374,0.13699999999999998,0.804,0.06,-0.9865,3,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,6,27,15,2,5,17,1,18,11,6,6,2,58,51,40,0,3,13,0,4,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,13,23,0,1,9,6,1,6,7,10,0,3,12,16,36,5,50,36,4,45,0,2,8,0,24,18,0,5,24,194,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834454074048227,0.0,0.0,0.05653243647947428,0.0,0.1271911129004728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278463591012839,0.06941153364117922,0.0,0.0,0.07073899101467278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977361017141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483190883688472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637393291690369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570517753472892,0.07160124910371758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647231981979492,0.07519742163130927,0.0,0.15887188742912126,0.14942690188765628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813562993867778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029871496683193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702625295599767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055721455513892494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499085652663034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913740645973148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743681825934288,0.1218419125932401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942918253196724,0.0,0.0,0.14135127148521026,0.0,0.07866126600626487,0.16647325350548708,0.0,0.0,0.09055483988238856,0.0,0.08374648595549736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145145836409212,0.1595343004651908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633222105187826,0.0,0.0,0.09753718959121034,0.0,0.0900235773846251,0.07935865599104537,0.05763308387445577,0.07258743212800207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963008023065527,0.0,0.0,0.08357036364076705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907732531270947,0.0,0.0,0.08413376289750811,0.06624523668964011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694846875130461,0.07043725673222755,0.0,0.0,0.09305918106578537,0.0,0.0,0.06638911796848994,0.06950186019329341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681814667600879,0.0,0.0,0.19013678803185508,0.0,0.0,0.05326746470163681,0.0816765161810935,0.0,0.04847478832598789,0.19109542060352566,0.2363975182917981,0.07943594371456063,0.0,0.3950869798102664,0.0,0.16241526831680786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155787100955363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668327043096288,0.0,0.0,0.07706395934551317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070682348262857 socialanxiety,TheGapingAsshole,2019/03/20,"What happened to this place? coming on here and the first few posts i see are these one after another [https://i.imgur.com/gEsuxuC.png](https://i.imgur.com/gEsuxuC.png) &#x200B; &#x200B; what purpose do these serve again? it's just assholes looking for reddit karma. have none of the mods realized this yet? keep that shit at /r/2meirl4meirl/",10.243066666666667,14.98705224,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,66.6,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.305933333333334,292,10,36,4,6,78,45,50,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,8,2,9,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290728331751868,0.4811911930866154,0.0,0.20762365049477696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170562249928766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842144597984735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509360205292746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599436820086095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662728445080111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341721127663786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068712321322324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896323608449322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778293845670188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032474698402526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811911930866154,0.0 socialanxiety,thescopeoflife,2019/03/20,"how first time drinking alcohol changed my approach to my own anxiety So by drinking alcohol I mean the amoutns that affect your behaviour, but not excessively. I've been anxious about social event all my life and this time I let alcohol do its miracles. Of course I did my research when it comes to how much alcohol should I drink to get the result I desired and not to lose all my control (cause abuse etc). So how it affected me in the long run was by making me realize those feelings of anxiety are not essential, I mean that it's possible to exist without them so they're not really a part of me. From that moment I feel less anxiety towards social events because letting myself go with the flow and not caring a bit about what people would think didn't end with disaster so I'm less anxious about the future. Of course I don't mean that I want to drink every time I feel particularily anxious bc addictions, making anxiety worse, dangers etc., but realizing that there's a reality where anxiety is not a part of the equation was kind of life-changing to me. What is your experience with that matter?",5.8256738544474445,6.8186585754717015,6.791185983827492,73.34424528301888,67.01886792452831,10.396765498652293,34.48247978436657,10.451354775682146,3.827451752021563,886,41,158,23,14,296,118,212,0.173,0.777,0.05,-0.9757,0,0,8,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,13,4,1,0,10,0,14,10,0,10,2,42,29,13,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,14,7,8,1,9,4,0,5,9,2,0,1,5,3,23,2,25,20,11,19,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,11,118,37,1,0.0,0.10678188265192162,0.0,0.09824816822600303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38525943504801796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34472203302384896,0.30544248586620365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493858917771574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839177108205477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188714894585764,0.0925818962114304,0.19067791226134886,0.07763361310795877,0.0,0.0,0.10108142632832127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35314777890167043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982287444783936,0.0,0.20102356368101945,0.0,0.0,0.07593312934706863,0.0,0.0,0.0881583011160141,0.0,0.0,0.13670779708066633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665919851399232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047085929092031034,0.0,0.05121939253804804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384999595617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431523954597406,0.1273141112426337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797566648298839,0.0,0.10082540087029288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031657890523947,0.0,0.0,0.2945134872323936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625131116001992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519043372403672,0.0,0.06248044659592737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160096399150148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773556904920861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837395859304312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057747647008460426,0.0,0.0,0.1576556147775306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053157310851544834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868760594383562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184378013487662,0.06402131186196486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mere_harhar,2019/03/20,"Feeling like I’m coming off rude... Sigh. I feel like being so anxious around other people makes me come off super rude. I’ve definitely made progress (able to hold eye contact, talk to people, do my job, etc.), but I still have moments where I start walking the other way or divert my eyes when someone looks at me or walks toward me. I can tell immediately that they think I specifically dislike them or hate my job or that I have a romantic interest in them. I seriously need to stop this. I feel like I’m making work difficult for other people now, and also being rude. It seems to be the worst with large males and authority figures (bosses), which is very annoying. Whyyyy them. I also can’t seem to approach groups of people without wanting to run and I get tongue tied walking past people, so saying hi/bye or even smiling is a hit or miss, making me come off even more rude. Even when I do say things to people, it sounds so forced. Anyone else run into this? How’d you cope? Think I just need more time (3 months at this job now, has gotten a lot better, still debilitating at times)? TL;DR Fear of walking past people, approaching groups is making me come off super rude and impacting my job, feeling bad about it. 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Someone I know said that I’m a different person online because I hide how shy I actually am in person and my whole life is basically online. It honestly hurt because it’s true. In person, I’m really shy and quiet because I’m anxious that people will judge me if I express myself. It’s really hard for me to make friends irl because I just can’t open up and talk to people, so I barely have any. However, on social media like Instagram and Twitter, I’m WAY more outgoing and funny because I’m not scared to express myself and be who I am. I’m not really sure why but I have way less anxiety online than I do irl? It’s so much easier for me to talk to people online, so I have a lot more online friends than irl friends. People who only know me on social media think I’m fun and popular, even though I’m nothing like that in person. I’m honestly embarrassed of how shy and anxious I really am so I try to hide it online, but I can’t hide it in person. Does anyone else have two different personas online and offline because of social anxiety? 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I've gone the majority of my time in school without asking questions in front of the entire class because I was so scared of what others would think of me. Today, before I could even give myself too much time to overthink, I blatantly said I do not understand this concept and then we spent the next few minutes helping me understand it. It felt so unfamiliar, and definitely uncomfortable, but I am so glad I did it!",6.907411764705883,7.223316682352943,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,64.52941176470588,10.094117647058825,34.64705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.387635294117646,358,15,64,7,5,117,63,85,0.049,0.841,0.111,0.7426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,16,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,11,1,9,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665627925404594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951098482030748,0.0,0.1668251215500675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653092117643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948996099284107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188239885879404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807016437455176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140897906111865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412018147677916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085026631081212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43924439905535095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648957552152065,0.0,0.19628144108180365,0.19841426942222093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562168538241195,0.0,0.0,0.2286380492172795,0.0,0.1858336030218631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081924026628747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188986349598452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926913931774146,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,red-fury99,2019/03/20,"Strange thoughts I have I'm on a track team for my school and it's going okay. The thing is though that I barely talk at all to my teammates. Instead, like any other mandatory social gathering/event, I seek out a ""group"" of people to stand or sit around. I don't really talk to any of them. I sometimes feel insane because I feel like they are my friends even though they are not. Sometimes I get the thought in my mind that they also have made a mental agreement to sit near me, like ""yeah, I'm just going to stand around your area, ok"" I feel crazy sometimes because of all of these thoughts. 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And now I can never go back there So I go to the same coffee shop almost daily... it’s a chain so the staff aren’t always the same and they don’t quite recognize me as a regular (I’m ok with that!) Today a cashier who has served me a few times took me aside and gushed about how much they love my hair and makeup and have been meaning to tell me.... as a verrrry self conscious, shy person I’m now filled with social anxiety at the thought of going back there and interacting with this person again lol.... 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Thanks for helping. I get these random panic attacks when I think about death where my heart beats really quickly and i practically stop breathing. I have no idea why, because its just about the thought of death, not the fear of me dying or a loved one dying. 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I don’t like going out. I love my home. It’s comfortable. It’s peaceful. It’s a place where I won’t feel judged. But when I go out, I start getting itchy and my hands begin to sweat. I feel people are judging and criticizing the way I dress when I go out. I don’t know I just don’t like going out. I isolate myself a lot but I’ve been trying to hang out with my friends lately. It’s a progress but I still feel the same sometimes. Am I weird? I’ve been shy and quiet as a kid. 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The content of the meeting had little to do with my department and much of it was way over my head. I nodded, contributed where I could and basically tried to look as professional and engaged as possible. All was well until the last few mounts when I was asked, out of the blue, if I found the meeting productive and I, caught off guard, sort of laughed and blurted out something I felt was honest but probably wasn't what my new colleagues were expecting. Something along the lines of...""Oh yes, it was all very interesting to learn about systems and the complexity of everyone's purchasing processes blah, blah."" It just sounded trite, stupid and sarcastic. There was an odd silence and then conversation turned elsewhere while I slowly died inside. I ended up yelling to myself in the car on the drive home about how fucking stupid I am and now I'm drinking a large whisky. I have a huge feeling of imposter syndrome going on there already (I've been a freelance creative for years and now in corporate world) and am convinced my new bosses now think I'm a rude, graceless idiot. My rational mind is telling me this is just my social anxiety in overdrive and it wasn't that bad. But the rest of me is just mortified and my post-comment feelings are scarily overwhelming. Have you ever experienced this level of anxiety in work situations and after meetings?",6.165079834417504,7.771285685393263,6.419365267100336,74.0682081608516,66.67790262172285,9.665996451803668,35.77547802089494,9.93914555978268,3.860592509363297,1166,58,195,27,19,374,165,267,0.129,0.755,0.116,-0.684,1,0,4,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,15,14,5,1,16,1,22,3,1,2,3,41,35,24,1,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,8,18,1,1,7,1,1,5,2,8,1,0,15,8,23,6,34,19,5,41,0,1,2,1,9,17,1,2,17,140,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531014132349452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229972516486652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157294521155444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751206032957788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236947521665552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606594854992866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787166553017444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465390757101613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730742981487295,0.0,0.1344831459621357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232479281500726,0.0,0.13513251587697026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431419693442006,0.0,0.13011190537544912,0.0,0.0,0.07998581192980646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444398914810425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117374214306785,0.0,0.13860059613586315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472192243385625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105850059123684,0.0,0.0,0.11818619299252525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210732675097695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346012812650962,0.0,0.0,0.40778284250493335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586632561421819,0.26958012130919584,0.0,0.1517415743881657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819770933592833,0.0,0.14346675386060787,0.0,0.21669712786605175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230130042375958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018053913029864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340510802750175,0.0,0.0,0.0955532533312736,0.15308475635393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612527806772545,0.0,0.11171289820876486,0.0,0.0,0.12654220423807772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246043024772096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063197577026004 socialanxiety,shockedpikachu123,2019/03/20,"Walked in on my roommate I just moved into my new apartment a month ago. I’m pretty quiet and shy and never really talked my roommate unless he passes by in the kitchen. I mainly lock myself in my room. Prior to this I’ve never lived with anyone but my mom so having roommates is a foreign thing to me. I keep to myself and try not to make small talk plus I think he hates me. Well this morning I was in a rush to leave for work and I accidentally opened his room while he was sleeping. He shot up straight from his bed. I let out an F Bomb apologized closed the door and ran out of the house. I’m so embarrassed lol. I have so much anxiety I don’t want to go back home tonight after work so I might stay at my moms house. Help!!! What should I do? Ignore it? Act like it never happened? Confront him and apologize? I hate confrontation so much",0.5242364532019685,2.8636159885057486,2.221888341543515,93.89051724137931,87.39080459770115,4.923481116584567,18.630541871921178,6.42735559955562,-0.038076847290640085,658,18,142,7,21,215,115,174,0.17600000000000002,0.696,0.128,-0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,4,1,7,1,10,2,1,1,3,27,21,15,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,0,6,13,1,2,1,0,0,7,5,6,1,0,3,1,25,2,24,15,3,36,0,0,0,0,14,17,0,1,12,95,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035858214721818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249943188132476,0.0,0.0,0.1028267973370221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130789914405789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835767953572948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004344055179815,0.0,0.0,0.29037985766221713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857028444776056,0.0,0.14751177330385867,0.0,0.0,0.3393717761539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071244688690373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557138312865252,0.0,0.15037738924101365,0.0,0.07184540719077544,0.0,0.12985544426971007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816276213919574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600594260826864,0.0,0.34446652645738673,0.1173807771317682,0.1563000261894291,0.2162099939338508,0.0,0.3402619909132171,0.1420301190756163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961147190030785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420950933141553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471648110240556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674490835224278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364002757424123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976992040494052,0.0942292174356843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984314101105762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673897659921329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222334877275546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412083479377825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GantaiFox,2019/03/20,"Is it social anxiety or disinterest? Hello. I've been in this subreddit for quite some time and I just can't figure out whether I have social anxiety or not. t I'm very quiet and I only talk when necessary and only talk if someone talks to me first, I'm introverted, often quiet and thinks a lot even if I'm with a group of people I end up not following at all it's like I don't live in the present and that makes me look clueless so others often get a wrong impression on me and view me as arrogant.",1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,79.94339622641509,7.636226415094339,22.864150943396226,8.548686976883017,1.57043320754717,396,13,83,9,10,140,74,106,0.122,0.833,0.044,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,24,13,14,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,4,9,2,11,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,8,6,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079068241302366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824511787501882,0.0,0.0,0.13292175231717132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118060417956912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514325673335892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831912386807172,0.0,0.17770479713748996,0.0,0.16899680332243808,0.0,0.0,0.1710930115213269,0.0,0.0,0.13433394210388466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061148397870481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395193376010571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405096747004476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102919667955324,0.17051593878133048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48526417140584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289509582213075,0.0,0.0,0.11734875010897808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604985981413253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003201351084611,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FoxPrime,2019/03/20,"The fear of beeing criticizing stopped me by acting, I [26m] have almost no work experience and I'm scared of getting new job Forgive me if it is not right subbreddit but I found it as the best to write here. I am not shy person. I really love to talk with people but I have a big problem with fear of failure and criticize me. I have been criticized by my family members in bad way since my childhood. Especially by my mother. I always heard ""you are too skiny, eat more"", ""your handwriting is terrible, do it better"", while I was teenager ""you have no experience, you can't do nothing"" etc. I know their intention was to make me better man but it was just pure criticism with no tips how to fix the problem. Right now I \[26m\] have almost no work experience. I've finished my Masters (economics) but I think that field of study was a mistake couse I discovered I don't want to work in finances. I didn't work while study or before and been supported by my father. I have been working after my study in store with notebooks, smartphones etc., but there was a guy (co worker, not the boss - boss was great btw) who strongly criticized me for my lack of knowledge about hardware (calling me idiot etc). I couldn't deal stress becouse of that so I left after 3 months. It was one year ago. I didn't work since that time becouse right after that my father has passed away and I have been in mouring about 3 months. Then I was dealing with complicated matters of succesion. It was like 5 months with no job. Exactly in that time my girlfriend has broked up with me and I had no motivation to searching work by several weeks. My mother doesn't want to work so I have her to support couse my sister doesn't care. &#x200B; I had no motivation to looking for job since now. While I'm happy that I finally want to work, I'm also affraid what to answer if they will ask ""what have you been doing last year?"". It was bad time for me and I don't want to share it while job interview. Another problem is I don't know what kind of job should I seek. I know if it will continue I could have deppression in higher age. I need to act right now. But I feel a big fear ofbeeing criticized that I have no experience, no skills and something like ""what have you beed doing last year?"". My only experience is 3 months job in electronical store. I know I screwed up my life but I want to fix that until it's too late. I have no clue why I am so sensitive. I wish do not care what people are saying about me but I can't. I'm looking for some advices how to move on from this silly situation. &#x200B; TL DR: I'm 26 guy with almost no experience, no job, mother to support. I want to move on but the fear before to criticize me is stopping me. I have a strong need to fix my life before it's to late, before I'm still quite young couse I wish to avoid possible future deppression becouse of lack of experience and no job in higher age. 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I got to the point that i would go to the parties and just leave shortly after because of my anxiety. About 2 years ago i started being obsessive with sport(endurance one) and over time i started punishing myself during training, when i get into some situation that spikes my anxiety and i have to think about it all the day i just go and literally destroy myself to pieces during training. It helps with it but i just loose rest of the day because i get very very tired. And one more note, even tho i'm in excellent physical form i would never compete because of my anxiety around other literally cripples me and makes me think very negatively about myself. So how do u people deal with it? And do you punish yourself in some way or the another?",5.856323422770121,7.376921263959397,6.369938361131258,74.45605329949241,67.32487309644671,9.486439448875997,33.86838288614939,9.784248007369934,3.521397679477884,847,39,144,19,14,275,110,197,0.14300000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.064,-0.8993,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,13,10,4,2,7,0,9,1,0,3,2,33,23,15,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,0,23,3,26,15,11,26,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,5,13,107,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698543010731687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265552031619028,0.2769852181974464,0.1363466559681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744071926217548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942888405355993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553504856742038,0.0,0.1265423836605329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567162567314904,0.12442728509752418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971537206157282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649137966173016,0.0,0.12611229816269012,0.0,0.13718313364583026,0.0,0.0965277449664028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089673962190505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837940278184254,0.0,0.12779451064474906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680787752779372,0.0,0.0,0.13174865679576178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056228562016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308446196996144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356690530530804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367205301442368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140921558095974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731784674244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713238382994729,0.0,0.2460588746147247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085164665579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546680424100899,0.0,0.0,0.07037598521554604,0.1387167325488079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423841045422433,0.0,0.3983313829408677,0.0,0.09579902407182517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714710726960919,0.0,0.0,0.15544229838647233 socialanxiety,O18C,2019/03/20,"Mouth shaking anxiety? Hello everyone... I have this weird kind of anxiety where I'll be speaking to someone I don't know or to group of people and my mouth will starts to shake. This is very embarrassing for me as it severely damages me and my confidence and I'll start to hesitate and change my choice of words and sometimes utter a word incorrectly and in funny way, or maybe mix two words together. Sometimes even my voice changes because of it. Please help me :( ",5.813787878787878,7.0376152272727275,6.086818181818181,77.54606060606064,67.18181818181819,9.957575757575757,33.984848484848484,10.125756701596842,3.53499393939394,372,17,68,9,6,119,61,88,0.219,0.672,0.109,-0.8057,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,12,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,2,9,1,11,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173429821722042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264379271978804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43883398444682575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699529198496893,0.0,0.0,0.19819340121481335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390255377165485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159902380791592,0.11398956063541026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837569940300807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379506784261012,0.0,0.0,0.2276787872448108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431929704980226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757415954440569,0.0,0.41027640102385016,0.0,0.2936180389604776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261378496737295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711386483607286,0.0,0.16463594078765206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gonzaliz,2019/03/20,"To An Old ""Friend"" So, I've only recently been diagnosed with social anxiety about a couple years ago, when I got a psych evaluation in order to get money for college. Most of my life, I thought my behavior was normal and didn't realize how maladaptive it actually was. I still made friends though and it didn't completely hinder my ability to have a social life. I successfully transitioned into college and I also would like to recommend going to a small college if you aren't ready to cross your boundaries yet. But that's a whole other discussion for another time. For now I have a message for somebody who I thought was once one of my friends. Just because somebody has a mental disability does not mean you have to ridicule or humiliate them. I don't know if the person in question will ever see this, but I just want you to know you're wrong. I may have social anxiety, but that doesn't make me ""socially awkward."" And even if I was socially awkward there's nothing wrong with that and you didn't have to be a bitch about it. Plenty of people have gone their whole lives tolerating people like me and there's no reason you shouldn't be able to do the same. I understand there are going to be people you just don't want to be friends with, and I have no problem with one of those people being me. But there are a plethora of ways to civilly end a friendship with somebody. It doesn't come in the form of sitting and watching as your friends openly make fun of me in front of my face, while you do nothing about it. I felt trapped and I had no way of leaving if things got to be too much. Yet you still did nothing to make the experience less unpleasant for me. No apologies afterwards, not anything. I should've said this to you when I had the chance, but for now all I can hope is that you've changed.",5.598989334687662,5.966083921787707,6.050218384966987,80.66901980700864,67.32402234636871,9.302386998476383,32.47384459116303,9.218907990703514,2.7042636871508376,1436,58,284,25,22,464,169,358,0.128,0.762,0.109,-0.8436,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,11,2,1,25,17,2,2,16,0,40,4,1,6,2,59,63,27,0,11,15,0,1,2,5,4,3,1,0,1,15,17,0,0,10,0,1,6,15,7,0,2,19,4,41,10,45,34,8,34,0,0,2,0,30,7,1,9,19,215,56,5,0.08836210765286996,0.0,0.08622867068193281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832767696977389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066314556564991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926553743081291,0.1351935409934424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271448565880298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053864720677758056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347539349938087,0.07611613162723019,0.09264598871458417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977709914437524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968567925990918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732627586876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826260011738055,0.0,0.0,0.05836233874183569,0.07992858519815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643509664361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484148037565357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413417259046108,0.0,0.04616555423712517,0.0,0.1004364441693919,0.0,0.1413424990443072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776351060637233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712300699452887,0.0,0.0,0.09356271352324684,0.0,0.0,0.12482553962640025,0.08633852491346719,0.0,0.07802535992634205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361036276752726,0.17694717900390458,0.0,0.0,0.09625223947347662,0.0,0.0,0.08904822152457184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495631619927385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657610444794388,0.2543574762964523,0.0,0.09272116787527576,0.09410276082308387,0.11975290194980995,0.06720336461907493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450366384782463,0.07715438411710987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455060346049419,0.0,0.0,0.0989857831895544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085096335539812,0.08724692122311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405259909692818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041315951869356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450370205247465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113218662713914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587038579964268,0.0,0.08681532213001952,0.14029928666634958,0.05152465556163497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919880703237356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423652095385938,0.14027545627457033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730627520328772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276990604387701,0.19322018680473332,0.0,0.056902300262950074 socialanxiety,anxietythrowaway1344,2019/03/20,"I never text first Whenever I speak with people frequently, I feel an urge to stop because I don’t want to burn them out from me. I end up burning bridges and am unable to maintain relationships with people as a result :(",4.90527131782946,6.064593325581393,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,69.23255813953489,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.54944031007752,175,7,32,3,3,58,35,43,0.126,0.8420000000000001,0.032,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,9,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328760920808097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338356687681561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316099434915507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494635991174564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463768585390376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296896936197688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101469460245393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31938616291975425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253255316875482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Badatreadingsigns,2019/03/20,"I’m on the autism spectrum and have trouble interpreting a specific social situation I’m kind of having issues understanding how someone feels about me. Not in a romantic way, but they are giving me mixed signals and have weird communication so I don’t really understand if they like me or not. It doesn’t help that I’m awkward and don’t know how to react properly. I’d love to be able to discuss this with someone willing to help as I’m not comfortable posting the details here. If this isn’t the right place to post this please direct me! 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""Hello, so I'm trying to prepare for the career fair and job interviews and stuff and I was just wondering if you happened to remember any of the questions you were asked during your interview. I know it was kind of a long time ago, but I figure it might be worth asking."" Her job interview was like 2 years ago, but I'm still asking. Is that weird? Should I still ask her for help and send this?",1.4156666666666666,3.5185701222222217,2.7322222222222234,93.285,81.1111111111111,6.222222222222222,18.88888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.2998888888888893,341,8,75,5,9,110,61,90,0.023,0.8370000000000001,0.141,0.867,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,16,20,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,7,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,0,0,4,8,48,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975743844532993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141424476091863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276611738945811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842749950551046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250502742812664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331266326000888,0.0,0.0,0.17478794226171104,0.09224491310333137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200209172437622,0.0,0.0,0.14854026561474226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806028409500818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802825924242664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013915036993465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26808738103088114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921458900115629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755026985593144,0.0,0.0,0.09787356306276301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139578259400524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202407877897825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808865799287254 socialanxiety,Absolute-Egg,2019/03/20,"yikes I got invited to go to a trip with friends, and oh boy my SA got worse. Some of them invited their own friends, which i didn’t know and never talked to. The whole trip I went mostly quiet until my friends got concerned. I told them I was super sleepy just so they’ll brush it off. Honestly I wanted to cry for the whole trip. I hate myself why can’t I just socialize and interact like normal human beings fuck. At a certain point they joked that I was anti-social. I know they were only joking but damn that hurt. At least I tried.",1.5536363636363646,3.690808181818184,2.8990909090909125,92.08863636363638,80.81818181818181,5.8181818181818175,19.090909090909093,6.980632752743323,0.20990909090909105,420,10,89,5,11,136,75,110,0.151,0.6970000000000001,0.152,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,6,1,3,13,3,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,15,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,4,0,0,9,2,20,9,11,7,6,11,0,1,0,1,15,4,2,2,3,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966136077939199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148648498260295,0.16547463113890196,0.0,0.0,0.10172491661879657,0.0,0.4294672332004822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671691455856245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161395639597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196737944478049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744613890352063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804917384153487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753735325654079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613099744646942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920469343634667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824591539665459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386647774512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103391813584612,0.0,0.12152338637643273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055737435783912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659267870132784,0.161511865049177,0.3996749299401505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240749085876332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DreamExpedite,2019/03/20,"Self introspection and Tony Robbins - 2 questions that will change your life I recently watched the documentary called 'I am not your Guru' , featuring Tony Robbins and that totally blew my mind. I try to act manly and stuff but at the end of the documentary, I cried my eyes and my pain out at the same time and made space for self acceptance. It's been just 2 weeks and my life has already changed. After I watched it though, I spent about an hour on my journal pondering upon the most important set of questions I've asked myself this year(no I am yet to give my SATs :P). I'd really appreciate it if you guys could answer these questions with me and write them down so we can begin a domino effect of orgasmic-revelations the moans of which could ultimately be heard by the man himself. **Okay, so this point looks long and you might feel as if it just beats around the bush, but I swear that it all makes sense in the end.** \--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Start writing now please - 1. Whose love did you ***crave*** the most a child ? (mom or dad ? Others if you were raised by someone else). Notice the word crave, so it's the the amount of love you got the most or gave the most to, but whose love were you more thirsty for. For me- It was my mom, I didn't really expect much from my dad because he was working his ass off to support our biiig joint family and he's like the manliest man I've ever met and he knew what he was doing when he was raising us. \--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2. - ***Who*** do you think you had to be to get that person's love ? A good explanation would be that when dogs are trained, the trainer gives them treats (or pats) only when the dog does something like sit, handshake and not all the time. So they are rewarded for certain behaviours so that the dog adopts those habits.\[examples -be giddy all the time, be smart in science even if you the arts, be good in sports even if you're just not built for it etc\] Me again- For my mom, I felt like I had to be perfect, from being a good student, to being fun , to being not a pain in the ass. She did not shove this perfectionism down my throat, but I learned it on my own because she was off to work from when I was not even a year old, and she wasn't around in the day, and I was asleep before she came back home. Effectively, we had time together only before I left for school because she would wake up early even after going to bed late just so that we could have some fun , and that's it. Not even on the weekends because most weekends she worked. I thought that for her to around, I should improve myself and become worthy, not realizing that she's my mom and she'll love this kid even if he's ugly and shits his own pants. \--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- **SIDE NOTE -** Perfectionism is a good trait that I caught onto right ? No. Because perfection is a false standard, it makes you aim at stuff that's impossible to reach. It's not hard to reach, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO REACH. Having standards is good, but perfectionism isn't all sweet and rosy like ""Aim for the moon and even if you miss you'll land among the stars"" - No you dumb ogre, if you miss, you'll get sad and depressed. Look. Trying your best is the most you can do. The good thing is that our potentials are so godamn high that it takes a lifetime of work to reach it. It's no use trying to expand your potential if you haven't even scratched the surface, if you haven't even taken the first step yet. Mini tldr- taking the step is your responsibility, doing your best is your responsibility, competing with yourself is your responsibility, doing it in the very best way humanly possible isn't. \--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now, how does it connect to social anxiety and social skills? The answer you got from those two questions, is the root of almost all of your problems, and there could be more than one instance where your parents Pavlov's Dogg-ed you. It's okay, we'll start with one. The trait that you've identified, directly translates to your behaviour in real life. So if you were, like me, trained to be perfect, you'll expect too much of yourself and of every interaction. You just want the conversation to be so good that people are laughing like they've just seen the CGI on Justice League and you want them to have such a good impression of you that they're going to offer their daughter's hand in marriage to you. Realize my friends, that you don't have to be perfect to have fun, and that you don't have to be perfect to deserve love, especially your own. And there isn't a benchmark that once you achieve you'll be set free. There are no benchmarks in real life, there's just you and your big ol' chatterbox brain. Take the step, send the text, walk over the cute guy/girl and don't think of the perfect line to say. Just focus on the thirst within you for fun. Just focus on YOUR experience. Nothing.Else.Matters. There's some more traits that I've identified in myself that I'm currently working on, and one of the big ones is possessiveness, which girls find cute if they're on the same page as you are, but it's really suffocating. I'll work on myself a little more, and I'll keep posting here until I become the man that I'm proud to have chiseled from the boulder I was. Thanks for reading, this was just like a journal entry for me writing this. Lastly, I want to remind you just one thing- YOU'RE GOING TO DIE, IT'LL BE OUT OF THE BLUE AND YOU WON'T EXPECT IT. AT THAT POINT, NOTHING ELSE WILL MATTER. WHY? BECAUSE YOU'VE GOT YOUR FUCKING PRIORITIES RIGHT. YOU WON'T BECOME SELF CONSCIOUS AT THE GYM , BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU DON'T WORK YOUR ASS OFF, YOU'RE GOING TO EVENTUALLY HAVE A HEART ATTACK. WE HAVE ONE LIFE MY FRIENDS. AT THIS LIFE IS A STREAM OF MOMENTS THAT COME AND THEN THEY FUCKING LEAVE. THIS MOMENT IS ALL YOU HAVE, DRINK IT, OR SLOWLY DIE OR THIRST. 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At first, she was really shy and didn't interact with me, and stuck close to her mother. Fair enough, this is understandable. I've seen quite a lot since then, and up until now, she still hasn't really spoken with me. She's been able to muster a few words, but if I ask her a question, she will shake or nod her head rather than say anything. She genuinely seems happy when I spend time with her and her mother, and she likes to mess around with me, but still without saying anything. Anyine experienced something like this, and able to provide an answer as to how I get her to speak? Her mother has spoken to her about it, but she seems a little shy to answer her. She is like this with all strangers, but it's starting to get to me as I'm no longer a stranger, and she interacts with me as I wasn't as well. She's 7 years old. Tldr. Seen partners daughter often in the last two months, she, as of yet, hasn't spoken with me. Has forced a few words, but no sentences. Otherwise seems completely comfortable around me by plays games and messing about. 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socialanxiety,reemydudes,2019/03/20,"Nowhere else to say this I have nowhere else to say this because i’d feel stupid saying it to anybody in my life : this second semester of my freshman year has been a disaster. i ended up missing the first 3 weeks of classes because i couldn’t bring myself to get out of bed to go, and then i went a couple of times to talk to the teachers about what i missed and what i can do at that point. that brings me to today, after missing all those classes, i had another week of not being able to bring myself to go to classes and i’m simply too anxious to go back to classes because i’ve already missed so much and I simply think i’m doomed, a failure to myself and my parents, and i’m worried about what the other kids will think when they see a face that’s been missing for so long.sorry for ranting but i needed to get this off of my chest and had nowhere else to do it, thanks if you actually read this wall of text.",9.992490650710543,5.310513335078536,9.569753178758416,75.05099476439794,62.246073298429316,11.961406133133886,41.421839940164546,7.957251820313856,3.4077473448017948,721,27,153,5,7,235,105,191,0.113,0.866,0.021,-0.8674,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,1,0,7,0,12,3,2,0,1,17,35,13,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,15,8,0,0,3,1,0,7,2,7,0,2,5,5,19,1,33,27,2,25,1,6,1,0,8,7,0,1,11,106,34,5,0.14893629315394294,0.0,0.14534033779967254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435490303091824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617268936653325,0.0,0.16825561823356114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452281614665526,0.0,0.2723705457898478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479517556126788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732514855271991,0.0,0.13191334910053398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530666485353155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668513487260327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556261321082557,0.0,0.25393178291282525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519810842409688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318039326894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094853122976752,0.11043437420873056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653761281254764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079293749475946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897659743005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553203545433143,0.0,0.0,0.11868294279681407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667219865919234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970935083062448,0.0,0.13712052851409884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908647257382158,0.0,0.0,0.08684595025200667,0.0,0.14117419124627634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389354213387579,0.0,0.0,0.13806543588257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151252035237541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591008972295784 socialanxiety,phtzyy,2019/03/20,"I almost never feel like myself anymore I've all ways had good friends and i have the confidence to play sport and all that but two years ago i started to feel weird and not myself and id lose confidence and just feel out of my body. it would normally go away after a few days, its happened a lot and there would just be weeks in between where i just cant stop thinking about weird stuff and i act just not how i want to act. I have good friends but i'm definitely driving them away because when i'm in these weird states i'm a weird quiet awkward person and i feel really trapped, and its not the person they know or that i want to be. I just don't feel myself and i all ways slip in and out. Im falling back into caring what everyone thinks and i'm just struggling to get out of this. But even when i do, it all ways happens again. I've been dealing with it for a long time and I've googled it and searched Reddit a lot over the past 2 years but it doesn't work anymore, it doesn't push me back to feeling good anymore. So I've never actually used Reddit properly before just read through peoples answers and stuff. So sorry if this inst in the right spot or something. I need direct advice because nothing else is working. i''m in high school btw",2.222095014268927,4.0695624131274135,3.2442101729058272,91.86004364613062,77.37837837837837,5.739869061608193,24.38828269263052,6.498293943080001,0.6441494376363948,991,34,211,8,23,317,138,259,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.8694,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,20,15,0,2,9,0,14,1,1,2,6,65,37,27,0,7,17,0,6,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,16,20,0,1,10,3,0,6,9,7,0,1,2,7,20,8,26,31,7,43,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,6,19,138,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.09994110132625217,0.0,0.0,0.10007758596978156,0.09078365975930933,0.0,0.10255263310577824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047009285442602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924422840624977,0.15749979043610568,0.0,0.12486101118323355,0.0,0.0871466058070999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375865097093135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441770078051002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604843241324311,0.10558413705246833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555359349415242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676433530020425,0.0,0.0,0.0978607805187934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31070098514739514,0.07316444349847205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824930499668852,0.0,0.0535069866821203,0.0,0.05820412609981725,0.2576995245495871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181128380909386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820580898976058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106244848209296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628394944736342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003421251015485,0.0,0.0,0.0906329955711797,0.0,0.1145748525221146,0.0,0.17413711108628765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593853949829513,0.1579756816583832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034378540961413,0.09826880901133904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977655662292156,0.07100083800761227,0.17884757029956844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024415206707375,0.0,0.06560890660482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874608307789296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364823932499034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884315137572435,0.0,0.1146438711203753,0.07248901903632655,0.0,0.0,0.08562252763640335,0.0,0.1070651464946412,0.23447861125555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312452632448287,0.0,0.0,0.059718313892139635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004340719337786,0.0,0.0,0.08845264611298073,0.0,0.0,0.12081263250563375,0.2438739367936325,0.08215017770001824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491169410798356,0.0,0.0,0.14550365883084085,0.0,0.0,0.13190226664291765 socialanxiety,DarkClerfable,2019/03/20,"Umm, can someone help me Over the past few years I’ve started getting really bad SA, but In a weird way I think. Through reading the posts here it seems a lot of people are socially anxious in general, in almost every aspect of their life. I’m not like that, if I know what I’m supposed to be doing, done it before or know the people I’m with, I’m absolutely fine. Couldn’t be better. My problems arise when the opposite occurs, usually when I’ve got to do something I’ve never done before and therefore have no idea what to say and am with people who I’ve never met before or are unfamiliar with, which is a large part of my life. I recently moved away to uni back in September 2018, and after 2-3 days I finally spoke to the first person. Now, I have 2-3 pretty close friends that I live with and that aspect is fine. My real problem is with my academic course, I get severe anxiety every time I’m supposed to go into a lecture or a practical and sometimes don’t go because of this. It’s lead to me getting academic warnings for unauthorised absences. I also have several pieces of work that I completed but never handed in because they have to be handed in in person and I can’t handle it. The main reason I’ve written this post is due to the fact I’ve just seen I’ve got an essay worth 40% of my mark due next week that has to be handed in in person and I don’t know if I can do it. I couldn’t go to the dentist on my own last week. I’m useless if I don’t know what I’m doing. It’s destroying my life slowly and I can’t ask for help, how am I supposed to ask for help and explain this situation to someone at my uni when I can’t hand in my work. I can’t talk to them. It’s severely effecting me at the point and I don’t know what to do. I need help but I can’t get it.",3.0045229965856564,3.4993628616188026,5.1283681462141,84.53183319943764,73.12532637075721,8.085519180558345,26.741213094998997,8.263242389622931,1.6111961036352676,1388,46,304,21,26,486,171,383,0.106,0.797,0.097,-0.3884,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,6,9,11,1,0,15,0,37,8,4,5,4,55,69,24,0,8,11,0,4,1,1,0,4,2,0,3,22,17,0,0,11,1,1,5,16,6,1,1,8,7,36,5,47,55,6,50,0,1,1,0,20,18,0,9,25,197,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930075379296187,0.0,0.0,0.0713171066195361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822235339314446,0.1007478645391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667422726239769,0.0,0.08378741972765617,0.06857381220855895,0.07446146306360471,0.10872643715070003,0.0,0.22765649267274576,0.0,0.0,0.07887234435110248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935033927819113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057513635903062715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825239310100661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027576680033888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976921841244018,0.0,0.07585634846112348,0.0,0.0,0.06890014325054111,0.0,0.18637119688481565,0.0,0.15204891899400955,0.0,0.14265057115026866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391015373927133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067321370218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450546104901189,0.07269349346727601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889711301510026,0.0435687778780428,0.0,0.07874745552792935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581753297009221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478408418365608,0.0,0.06612574064421825,0.20634303126814205,0.0,0.09484379921337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657310436232767,0.08513227300813961,0.18547827087399796,0.23360525748740602,0.0,0.0,0.08430379884907317,0.0,0.17081932007019954,0.09072798446145462,0.0,0.1706661755139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920399933718233,0.10150621146411598,0.05713090573988494,0.0916917551325951,0.08805435893473294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091940886006423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118600064388791,0.0,0.30224359361739783,0.0,0.0,0.10024190587269584,0.0,0.09090764270055153,0.15112362212255814,0.06865501778001719,0.08820116779619834,0.0,0.063121968160285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167939821664518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057142857206942586,0.0,0.0,0.052001497029453635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821902316123984,0.0,0.0,0.07078682664885975,0.1430694185154774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298480091485794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057428909826544076 socialanxiety,IWAHGGF,2019/03/20,"how to lower social anxiety Hello everyone, &#x200B; (!!!im not a therapist or anything like that, im just trying to help!!!) &#x200B; So i also have social anxiety and im here to try to help you (dont self diagnose, once you think you have it, you sub subconsciously act like it and we dont want that because it isnt something to brag about). &#x200B; Ok so this treat will be in 2 sections, one about the sweating and one about the social interaction &#x200B; 1: Sweating &#x200B; most people with social anxiety or any anxiety will sweat a lot. i so do too. here's how to sweat less: DONT THINK ABOUT SWEATING, its simple but that's really it, if you start focussing on it, it will happen, so try to ignore the thoughts. like read a book or be on your phone. i do this on my way to school when im in the bus, i just sit on my phone or think about things i wanna do in my life. &#x200B; eating chewing gum also helps, it reduces stress and may help for you, it helps for me. &#x200B; also have always deodrant with you, like those 48 hours protection stuff helps for me aswell. &#x200B; and maybe the most obvious of all and maybe embarrasing, shave your armpit. it really reduces the smell, even though it maybe embarrasing. take care of your hygene when showering aswell, clean your armpit, it may burn a bit (feeling itchy or it feels like its biting a bit), but it really, really helped me. &#x200B; 2: social interaction like most people with social anxiety i avoided it (still low key do it) but dont do it. ive realised the more i avoid, the more i feel sad and the more i have a hard time adapting in social situations and interactions. if you blush a lot, like me, then also dont focus on it, thinking about it makes me blush already (yes even now). if i have to work with a girl or have to look anyone in the eyes i blush and that makes the entire situation even more awkward. i used to blush a lot but the more i have social interaction, the more i know what need to do. because no one can avoid all and every interaction, so take every and learn. &#x200B; if my therapist told me all of the above, then it wouldve saved me alot of time and frustating. &#x200B; thanks everyone for reading, and i genuinly hope this goes viral so this will help people, dont be afraid to speak about it. dont let this ruin or control your life. &#x200B; (im not from an english speaking country so sorry for the mistakes if i made some) bye :)",3.8042894736842072,5.474271183333336,4.602565789473687,84.56269736842106,72.58333333333334,7.552631578947369,25.964912280701753,8.20500826718156,1.5937708333333336,1928,64,379,30,38,621,196,480,0.107,0.764,0.129,0.945,2,3,1,0,0,0,119.0,1,13,0,2,33,24,0,6,26,2,33,13,8,7,4,79,57,47,0,10,20,0,4,7,0,6,3,2,2,2,35,18,2,6,10,3,0,1,11,11,0,3,3,9,42,13,45,44,21,25,0,3,2,0,44,12,0,23,18,261,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036087377713740015,0.1046068422879507,0.0272106139760814,0.42519015050784403,0.476836891064626,0.022238424413955724,0.0,0.12508438192784474,0.0,0.0,0.02286594016597216,0.0,0.026910890650533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986956917724449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140404554143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033341783036563974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667797972109403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319175657526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682848156643496,0.0,0.0,0.033462224317136004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479792169722183,0.0,0.0551055496447949,0.0624961646819835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049605214243353374,0.023362255468972446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02891819649783025,0.0,0.029294493606180395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535524082797405,0.0,0.0,0.032480381531092256,0.032204800159741996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766184058766192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01797211791571264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033439924939314504,0.04619666104828282,0.11183553093147687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02746137342175633,0.0,0.0,0.08340599917045045,0.0,0.030943343809735162,0.04365756599896084,0.0,0.09856041078405396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024248056499423454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034826473480209216,0.06647899425247397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801417341797758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542153161022188,0.0,0.08379873959809274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033096085068564624,0.0,0.0,0.034115230621764144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735166479356037,0.0,0.2666838825494635,0.0,0.025175532763493318,0.0,0.036607117843001066,0.02314658460372537,0.0,0.02611579252182946,0.0,0.03745993452132874,0.0,0.037435870186565835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917554236067078,0.0,0.0,0.030107530797940787,0.0,0.07593889042134963,0.021725700030652155,0.08381626982735847,0.03212946663192131,0.025961668625025625,0.03813750063864255,0.0,0.0,0.03124808234099175,0.0,0.06660736347332243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028243955896981893,0.0,0.0,0.019288437453464983,0.025957258932365897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023807384473112158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476836891064626,0.0 socialanxiety,justathrowawayacc321,2019/03/20,"School swimming Not sure if this is the right sub to post this, but this is what came to mind. I’m usually really socially anxious around people I don’t know, I only really have one friend in my school. A few weeks ago our teacher sent us a message talking about school swimming for the next two weeks. I haven’t been to one for 2 years now. I’m extremely uncomfortable with the idea of me being almost without clothes IN FRONT OF PEOPLE I HATE. (bullying has been a problem for me since 1st grade). (I’m also a guy, but that doesn’t make it any better for me.) I’m uncomfortable with that idea in general, but school swimming? Hell fucking no. I’ve stressed about this a lot: last week I just lied I was ill so I didn’t have to go, but now, today I have to. If I didn’t go today, I’d either be forced to go later or I’ll not pass P.E. I’m in the bus right now, and I’m extremely stressed and don’t know what to do. I guess I just wanted to rant for a bit. Thanks for reading. P.S: Sorry for my poor English, and the formatting might also be a bit off (on mobile).",0.31906666666666794,2.445041440000004,2.3946666666666694,93.92400000000002,85.71111111111111,5.555555555555557,19.666666666666664,6.918507183188421,0.2415333333333333,824,24,187,11,25,276,120,225,0.24,0.7090000000000001,0.051,-0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,0,1,11,10,3,2,12,0,20,2,0,1,1,34,39,13,0,4,13,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,4,1,10,10,6,0,3,7,0,18,4,29,28,5,34,1,0,0,1,8,9,2,7,14,115,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955356416519249,0.0,0.10792065039931696,0.0,0.0,0.1723745478973631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329039421251793,0.0,0.0,0.12175457211272045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594220487743092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531783707698926,0.2353238048112776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326538124307156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326635505724637,0.09963584089003867,0.0,0.0,0.18375229248781366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872582466939402,0.1067137552928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064050619744583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433287119998537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846015548204368,0.08785064808047821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162607393857053,0.0,0.0,0.07194035339155817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143317730455414,0.10882157906005688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461946358459325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606165751436773,0.0819674067766512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943461488257634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321823355201036,0.0,0.0,0.103125695362737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780372189252102,0.0,0.13808628132400794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840777648759339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43629442021871456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915222690368375,0.0,0.0,0.10986258805001783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064479244374715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469107808303527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157624410482466,0.0,0.0,0.08662510614083603,0.0,0.09922433171847632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431535575459567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528008151030796,0.0,0.1296395216188421,0.0,0.1186984477837856,0.0,0.06356822580563773,0.0,0.2593507452508082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389082658647952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940328090145227 socialanxiety,alexandertheweird,2019/03/20,What do you do when 2 of your friends are kissing Hi im a bit awkward naturally so i dont know what to do in these situations do you have to look do you have to not look im so confused!! ,-2.872597402597404,-1.2647225454545428,1.0750649350649368,98.55045454545456,104.0,4.3324675324675335,19.92207792207792,6.18269132825596,-0.07425584415584385,144,6,39,2,7,53,28,44,0.1,0.74,0.161,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,12,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123640763134193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33532529263959826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210521634757752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181077813535106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572416232041107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805300023628258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32160586493295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bpsoooolost,2019/03/20,"Feeling sick when people hit on you This may be weird, but I get a tummy churn feeling when I’m out trying to socialize and make friends and people hit on you. Like the same person consistently throughout the day. Maybe I wasn’t direct enough and too passive in my boundary setting, but it took away from my enjoyment I was trying to feel. And I always feel guilty when I’m blunt, so I avoided directness. I got out of a relationship three months ago but I’m still tender, and am for sure not ready for that type of stuff. This girl was just over the top, maybe it was the drinks or desperateness , who knows. I was just trying to develop a friendship with a new acquaintance I made that is in the same work-field as me. And this annoyingly, overly kind yet persistent person took away from that. Is this weird of me?",4.829914772727271,5.868219843750005,5.127727272727274,84.20636363636369,69.3125,8.318181818181818,26.42045454545455,8.575989854853784,1.6496875000000002,645,19,130,10,11,204,96,160,0.11,0.7140000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9146,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,1,1,9,0,10,3,0,2,1,28,26,15,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,11,9,1,1,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,9,4,14,6,22,13,3,23,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,10,90,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803170401464654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956712110794324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925982105595091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042311245952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254114441262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608949309554938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149361645963428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030480642518117,0.0,0.08135451432563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453928641534302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215291888058306,0.08557673783466453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607434675048358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734103311321356,0.10394078476210827,0.0,0.31287273149444245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429000391983147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039024692114475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159059611089018,0.2719281746602781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717933470096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873154744962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435397655783033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178256100009638,0.0,0.0,0.14675928081668094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460095668734015,0.3171602205453648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336217073244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabertoothsamarai,2019/03/20,"Is it possible to have bipolar social anxiety? ""Bipolar"" may not be the right term to use here. But I'll have periods where I have little to no anxiety then suddenly it can become crippling. Manic high's of self worth and social skills then manic lows of being unable to socialise and feeling worthless. Nothing in particular causes these changes, they seem to occur at random. 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I'm at college, and have three topics I talk about people with: college, college and college. As you can imagine, that gets old fast. And once I run out of things about college to talk about, the awkward silences start. But the people I'm talking to never change the subject, they just say nothing as if they're expecting me to say something else. **WHY?** - Why the fuck is it always up to me? How to these conversations happen where people talk about interesting non-benign things? I get that I've got nothing besides college going on, but the people I'm talking to clearly have to problem talking to other people about other things. I just don't get it. Maybe my anxiety is contagious.",3.709142857142858,6.133090733333336,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,75.0,5.885714285714287,28.04761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.6059619047619047,630,26,107,6,14,202,80,150,0.087,0.853,0.06,-0.6381,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,0,9,6,1,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,3,19,18,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,4,10,3,26,17,0,14,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,1,6,72,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804784510717392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296407983828337,0.0,0.0,0.1516617547506006,0.2222400213974593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472589521970955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490547074411307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717885919975598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054835662287222114,0.07747681996974948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026043054900284,0.16998220622211085,0.0,0.061634728342139476,0.0,0.08673750453672327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590212327263704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298327287978908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895276803221217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728690689351874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812171760924308,0.0,0.11380020550946855,0.11549588692714105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759284483679564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377216195870964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873177365388905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698047173999953,0.0,0.0,0.07676158539740008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230088105113748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161484132677776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957188122088644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,confused_owl0,2019/03/20,"Suddenly I’m back to square one. Hey thank you for coming by. Basically when I was in elementary I didn’t really care whom I talked to, I talked to everyone, I met a lot of friends. But as I got older now I’m in college I’m different? I get shy and pick who I want to talk and who I don’t want to talk... I’m thinking is something wrong with me? How do I change myself, I want to be able to talk to anyone without worries again... I know my self esteem is a big part of it, but for some reason whenever I talk to someone I end up judging them and if my head doesn’t like them I just don’t talk to them... I don’t know how to get rid of this mentality. Any help would be appreciated, thank you so much! 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My last job was basic retail and I was there for about a year. I remember my interview there, and I don't think I normally would have been hired if my manager wasn't desperate at the time. Now, I'm trying to apply for office jobs in the city, but I can't bring myself to go to the interviews. Firstly, I live about an hour out from the city by train; every time I take the train I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack because I'm surrounded by people for an hour, so its just added anxiety to my interview anxiety. Secondly, A lot of the interviews I get end up being group ones, and I just can't handle those. I'm already fighting my own thoughts; I don't want to have to fight to stand out among 10 other candidates for the same position. I feel like I would have a breakdown midway through. I can't do it. I can't do it, but that means I'm left unemployed again... and again, and again. I keep applying for all these jobs and I can't even go to the interviews. I'm stuck, I'm just so stuck, I don't know what to do.",3.620183615819208,3.770138843220337,5.246000000000002,85.47414124293786,71.58474576271186,9.513672316384179,26.75028248587571,9.558583805096642,2.0127319774011307,861,26,197,19,15,294,111,236,0.1,0.862,0.038,-0.9053,8,0,0,0,3,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,15,5,3,0,14,0,24,1,1,0,1,29,49,11,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,7,0,1,5,10,3,0,3,8,2,26,2,31,38,4,28,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,16,132,34,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900099201482012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658410972004015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360790140102926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230863164589375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959010357165507,0.0,0.0,0.0891812708030656,0.0,0.11376251313863353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365431461012508,0.1929205977886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485030517159685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108765628487133,0.0,0.30694622316589465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600026408986463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659404742292251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359570874133631,0.1200144481527006,0.0,0.0,0.07420498710907794,0.11006158453547156,0.0,0.0,0.14670264232245134,0.0,0.0,0.1319306171931341,0.0,0.11922758585597605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479153657699975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470793874771929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777389243882128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322936534466186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149492813747932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360779264461168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529544852660551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152032454019196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651714354478615,0.0,0.10719300277714597,0.15746573422983834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167160248053552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963993221618422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183261362928397,0.0,0.0,0.08695024151645038 socialanxiety,LMS228,2019/03/20,"More nervous in class than speaking on stage Why am I so nervous when I have to read my poetry aloud in class, when I can fairly easily give a 5 Minute speech with a mic in front of way more people in the performing arts center of my high school. I think it may have to do with me being closer to people in class whereas on stage there is distance I usually shake with my hands holding my poetry and can’t seem to catch my breath, which was noticeable today Give me tips please",9.09798969072165,5.952952793814433,8.708737113402062,75.81712628865981,62.29896907216494,12.174226804123714,33.52835051546392,10.125756701596842,2.9504247422680416,379,9,78,6,4,122,66,97,0.069,0.8809999999999999,0.05,-0.1989,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,3,0,10,2,2,0,0,8,14,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,3,12,0,17,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,4,51,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790352785299245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263802646326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28426450933343606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461959969193101,0.0,0.0,0.2740757590304498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974947739865935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526914227279906,0.0,0.22730103340161176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599860861681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366692560721855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749893489910125,0.0,0.0,0.1981858783644604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529908817312644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sayre1919,2019/03/20,"Broke up with a girl today and I'm feeling pretty damn proud of myself. On one hand, I feel like I'm almost certainly going to die old and lonely, but on the other hand I'm happy that I was able to get out of a shitty situation. I don't want to end up in a loveless marriage, if being alone for the rest of my life is the alternative to that then sign me the fuck up. Living with social anxiety is hard enough on its own, it's not worth it being with someone who makes it even more difficult.",6.34,4.3497315714285705,7.659047619047621,77.55428571428574,66.6190476190476,10.304761904761904,29.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.0844857142857136,385,9,83,5,5,134,75,105,0.246,0.5920000000000001,0.161,-0.8631,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,7,0,6,4,2,1,1,16,16,5,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,1,5,6,4,19,13,4,13,0,2,0,1,4,8,2,2,5,58,14,0,0.2194205256190025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971796117817324,0.22725349077310306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678561015181478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277238635591594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943414582360032,0.22672005776811985,0.0,0.1449251877670884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218912212041783,0.15675406734450945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028507402395225,0.11463816838770892,0.0,0.1247017412572763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357722962952304,0.19655769237115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549832062805644,0.10719778545858964,0.0,0.1937523440919617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464649046789889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024493113185696,0.0,0.14868502680727266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232295576574059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663786415539696,0.0,0.2236715935902128,0.1859142993104619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798500211817214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941991099987715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainb5,2019/03/21,"How did you first reach out for help/open up about social anxiety I've been away at college for a semester so far and I really think its time I reach out for help with this. I was always too afraid to get help in high school so i put it off. I thought that going to college would force me to be social and possibly get rid of my social anxiety, but that didn't work at all, i feel like its only gotten worse. I really need to reach out for help, ive been losing weight because i'm too afraid to go to the dining hall and i've just been drinking and smoking to relieve the anxiety. I really need to start taking care of myself and start getting help because its making life miserable. my college has a free therapy service but i have to call them to make an appointment and i am too afraid to see a therapist. i'm afraid they're going to judge me for making a big deal out of my issues because they've definitely heard worse. my mom brought me to a therapist once in high school before but i just couldn't tell her anything, so i would make up dumb problems about how i'm too stressed about school so i wouldn't have to face my problems with anxiety. im very nervous about speaking to a therapist or anybody about these problems because i don't like to open up to people and also i know that everybody has their own problems and i don't want to come across as annoying and make a big deal out of my social anxiety when others have much worse problems. how did you guys first reach out about this or feel okay openly talking to somebody about it? i honestly just need words of encouragement to reach out and attempt therapy because its really the only option i think i have",4.84098977945132,5.4796725502958585,5.553297471759013,82.6125067240452,69.05917159763314,8.867348036578807,29.268961807423345,8.97023862654752,2.230930177514793,1334,47,267,23,22,434,149,338,0.168,0.701,0.131,-0.9503,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,5,23,23,2,7,11,1,22,5,1,8,1,60,55,25,0,13,8,1,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,13,22,3,0,6,1,1,6,5,15,0,2,11,6,35,9,57,39,3,37,0,2,1,0,23,25,1,3,8,173,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846057969359225,0.06082769471164945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961862984019353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015768120293592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868283586489911,0.0,0.0,0.2228150735894996,0.0,0.062205414490801386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464651134281866,0.0,0.07453355523226722,0.0,0.0,0.06297190909549233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073231936400394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161327722614781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392631984839901,0.05222492019810232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124363040360968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145801693785731,0.0,0.12463865077413135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238363287156305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449975739372275,0.15447502828554593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896396959337063,0.07630071805847591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017559114467899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051634931821321,0.07142903384681111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178374964065352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243984672559464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561755072277352,0.0,0.0,0.05373924227929889,0.16261522574179327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778524916269675,0.0,0.1111965118886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050680534445989175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241284171058781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497493107741245,0.0,0.07348887840855159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732705384650256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195293650533165,0.05825376284297809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807790824740965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348560184128057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373943575785145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496448703112717,0.05875756000854115,0.06389539388686237,0.0,0.16719969481919675,0.2546352489887734,0.0,0.09368312081104337,0.0,0.0580357523250376,0.04262704707714137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060317772322895966,0.043118144482716884,0.0,0.0,0.08901996855940775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321997937592578,0.0,0.22349513086285508,0.10386079094733036,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AustinTheWeird,2019/03/21,"Does anyone else get absolutely drained by having conversations?? This post might be long but I have to get this off my chest. I'm a very socially awkward person and most of the time conversations are very difficult for me. Sometimes this thing happens to me when I'm talking to people, where I just shut down. As if all the energy has just been sucked out of me and I can't hardly even respond to what they're saying (and the conversation just gets awkward because there are a lot of silences). Every single reaction from me is like, ""Yeah, okay, yeah, cool, neat..."" because I have no clue how to respond. It probably looks to the other person like I'm severely depressed. In my head I'm telling myself ""come on, come on, wake up"", but no matter how hard I try, the conversation just drains the life out of me. Basically when this happens I just lie and tell them I'm tired, but that's really not the case at all. I may actually be happy and energetic outside of the conversation. It's like my ""social energy"" has been depleted and I just want to go home. But the thing is, other times I feel completely ""energized"" and my interactions with people feel completely natural. Some days I can't hold a conversation, other days I'm completely fine. It seems to depend on several factors, like my mood or the personality of the other person. And maybe you'll say, obviously I'm introverted (which is certainly true). But I never put much weight into the idea of being introverted, mainly because I don't understand the concept of ""mental energy"". Where does this energy come from? Why do I lose it for seemingly no reason at all? Can anyone else here relate to this? I'm sure you can in some way. But what I have seems to be very extreme.",4.108813919659841,6.015692084592147,5.6612017455522015,76.30967662526578,72.26283987915409,9.133310954458992,27.062884636902773,9.633347757342033,2.6611831934653694,1364,49,251,35,27,462,171,331,0.111,0.74,0.149,0.9156,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,1,1,15,20,1,2,16,4,26,6,3,4,8,58,52,21,0,2,15,0,5,4,0,3,2,2,1,4,20,15,1,1,8,0,0,5,8,6,0,0,2,9,28,13,38,43,10,31,0,2,1,0,23,16,1,12,12,173,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.088352072190303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266126131310848,0.1855338539219235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655734566772906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397152837419485,0.2847822546138825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677909871298073,0.0,0.07798028596868274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846090757828699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126583894367526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059799525203558475,0.0,0.0762822082528568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915575123916516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190717594531302,0.0,0.05145485773823219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012498935325567,0.09637943304000347,0.1622086106632066,0.0,0.0929181549648454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081704171135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220643310131837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394969910266764,0.17692926321679306,0.0,0.0,0.08012332124886111,0.07602915567563903,0.10128891423941253,0.0,0.07697220865858682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095763589909718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124105514252738,0.09604655872375033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655588092298945,0.0,0.06982852222445693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553536196769494,0.3162173166490226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671042061305241,0.0,0.09761532620273217,0.0,0.0,0.09101574255742227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800099034083792,0.09308818991937158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399897551068666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472673089026483,0.0,0.20456444169113733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845842714340854,0.0,0.0,0.08954444210441513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533103646058167,0.0,0.0,0.07277105149583236,0.15826848487961234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029890890191652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055869249000472,0.10406016467941016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061469389857549975,0.0,0.0,0.09425329841704552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411010847890728,0.053401685027431665,0.07186488636137194,0.0,0.11025094839289394,0.0,0.0,0.08169650382005174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,away9292,2019/03/21,"How do you ask a new friend (also crush) for their phone number without making it weird? Okay so some back story. I started school and I met this really cool girl. She's super funny and fun to be around in class and I 100% have a crush on her. The thing is, the way our school works (It's more like vocational school or trade) is we have X hour classes and our next module is coming up where we start our next class and I'm not entirely sure if we will be in the same class again so I absolutely want to keep in touch. How do I go about asking for her number? Just be up front and say ""hey we should keep in touch, what's your number?"". I don't think she would say no since she seems super genuine and always seem to have a good time with me in class and never displays any like ""leave me alone"" signs or something. We've known each other for about a month now so it won't really be that weird I guess, since if you get to know a person for a month you usually want to keep in touch right (well, this is assuming it's not one sided and only I feel like I want to and she just views me as someone to get her through class if that makes sense, which I hope not, I don't think she does)",0.9217857142857148,2.7308187976190506,2.2248412698412707,97.8132142857143,81.26190476190476,5.311111111111114,15.658730158730158,6.21433560688645,-0.7675746031746034,915,13,220,7,24,293,137,252,0.036000000000000004,0.78,0.185,0.9877,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,7,4,1,3,16,15,0,0,9,2,19,0,0,4,2,56,45,22,0,9,11,0,4,3,1,4,0,2,0,2,12,18,0,3,8,0,1,3,9,2,1,1,1,8,34,13,27,36,4,31,0,0,1,0,30,13,0,11,17,139,46,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095966293106088,0.0,0.0933972643683586,0.09717899332641118,0.0,0.0,0.07942149705307472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396824336683544,0.21836657228290388,0.0,0.0,0.08980463133139116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006046137824492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220409199340988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905275037340715,0.08343510625320097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023199620980957,0.0,0.12203635825384357,0.0,0.06637469258704028,0.0979582712771457,0.0,0.0,0.12865782529102038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159992487793125,0.1150150475308265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142610011526844,0.0,0.0,0.06418496578312155,0.0,0.0,0.12366420175610693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117371379311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591703732189538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864420133469253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007597922113844,0.11279692468995735,0.24841589370940925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914021766759184,0.08882438450096483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019768983234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496378796032126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973838875963864,0.0,0.18575287450982164,0.0,0.35459444974327065,0.0,0.21264324156049874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322050051401168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895615201401102,0.08991097858221457,0.0,0.0,0.16532973439789836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007359775472236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759037190951333,0.1496691830136083,0.0,0.0,0.06810143871259998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286281581939467,0.0,0.2066580639688796,0.09270280688181584,0.0,0.0,0.1050086221911431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258180647321843,0.0,0.08502482372744499,0.0,0.0,0.08296457031778176,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somedude6942069,2019/03/21,"Embarrassed watching youtube I'm a 25 year old socially anxious guy who's watches random youtube videos in his free time. There's this one about weird things girls love about guys that I casually clicked on (bored, and also the girl who made the video is really attractive), and I don't really take it seriously, but when my parents walk around or my brother, I get really anxious and feel like they're judging me, and then I scroll down so the video doesn't play, or pause the video and alt tab... I'm so embarrassed that they will judge me. Anyone relate...? Also tips on how do i get less insecure in these situations are welcome",4.832883379247015,6.392581801652894,5.159118457300277,82.02029384756659,69.82644628099176,9.014141414141417,29.14692378328742,9.444778638647367,2.547208631772268,502,19,97,11,9,159,85,121,0.14800000000000002,0.747,0.105,-0.528,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,3,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,14,15,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,6,0,1,1,4,11,8,8,12,1,12,0,0,3,1,13,6,0,3,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653875826434224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330395154470549,0.0,0.13401220707397699,0.0,0.0,0.17061686140451768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969083885592426,0.13692100105650648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002675023472589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37954445637395867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363475120407977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297944378969976,0.18135207947244228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111354679859586,0.0,0.12987288341184053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212814285614392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683443790866897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543238928771855,0.0,0.19537189063789048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410347700507853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732951237524945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175771903040847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342190773820134 socialanxiety,catleengreen,2019/03/21,"I feel insane It just hit me how bad my anxiety is today when I was sitting in the parking lot of a restaurant next door to Taco Bell scrolling through the menu on GrubHub to figure out what I wanted before going through the drive through. Is this as bad as it feels? because to me it makes me feel like I'm crazy for going these lengths to order fast food. 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Hi, I am (20/m) My girlfriend is having a very bad and hard time. (Exams /Parents Divorce / Lack of Money ..) It is very stressful and bad situation. She is not alive! I feel her cold and sad. She is not alive with me either like before! It is like all these stuff are destroying her life and destroying me with her. Please help ?",0.8609610389610438,3.4051617714285736,1.894675324675326,92.81305194805195,95.57142857142858,4.259740259740259,19.220779220779214,6.11248444174946,0.11657142857142855,284,9,55,3,11,89,46,70,0.34,0.508,0.152,-0.961,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,2,3,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,11,2,4,9,3,2,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,0,3,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35815681833694313,0.0,0.0,0.18250318517058475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844545407110286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212826974117467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875173357085934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149066364392713,0.2095641721449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381500939122672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708602418028961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522446076437065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410798861199413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568140692086174,0.0,0.24552358070742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506261600660448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35393014133682793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VisceralFerocity,2019/03/21,"I literally CANNOT talk to another person. I will try and keep a very, very long story as short as possible. So here goes. I have never been social, having only a few friends my entire life. I've always had bad social anxiety. A few years ago, my father died. I was a university student at the time and just locked myself in my room, living nocturnally and only operating when everyone else was asleep. I would go months without talking to anyone and ended up failing university and dropping out. So I moved back home with my mother and have lived as a complete shut-in for almost two years. I literally do not leave the house, I will sometimes go in the garden but no further. There is no need. Now I am just incomprehensibly socially anxious. I cannot answer the door to the mailman when he delivers parcels, or even talk to people on the phone. I realised how bad this was and had to ask my mother to book me an appointment at the therapist, which she did. So I prepared to leave the house to go to one session and when we arrived, I could not talk to him. I uttered my name and said hello and then just started crying. I just couldn't think of anything to say. So I just ran outside and back to the car. I'm a 23 year old man. This is pathetic. What do I do, please.? 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I saw her for the first time earlier this week for some questions. She asked me questions such as symptoms, home life, social life, etc. At the end of the session she told me i have social anxiety and handed me a packet with info about panic attacks and breathing/thinking techniques. I had originally decided to reach out since i started to have panic attacks and moments of derealization. Ive also suffered from problems with socializing basically my whole life. She eventually asked me if i wanted to talk to a doc about medication which i agreed to even though im kind of unsure because ive read some stories about medication that doesnt sound very appealing, specifically withdrawals and side effects. Although i know everyone reacts differently i cant help but worry about it. Ive been wanting to try CBD for anxiety (so does my mother, she also has anxiety) but she hasnt gotten around to getting any. What can i expect from taking medication? What can i expect from therapy? any tips or things i should know as i begin my journey into counseling?",5.552904246900551,7.44059580717489,6.723191769981541,70.22462410973361,68.50672645739911,9.551991558955422,34.19388024268003,9.916854025145753,3.846835610656818,967,47,156,24,17,325,134,223,0.092,0.858,0.05,-0.7763,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,2,2,8,0,14,9,1,3,0,35,30,17,0,7,4,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,1,7,13,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,7,3,30,1,32,22,4,19,0,1,1,0,20,6,0,6,12,110,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650328332671046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308446601290214,0.0,0.2994238776192153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710839422686932,0.1829554953359632,0.2226399384385203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059649238468399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931700010808137,0.0,0.10223377199114288,0.0,0.0,0.08563032372826508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666719958479673,0.0,0.10913005473246012,0.06462985452039544,0.0,0.0,0.09350110140150784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719130581384397,0.0,0.08323225771535167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112326062526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652123180311367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117531481630962,0.0,0.09815282268207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139237022016014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189706129764853,0.10755302045735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734578086829994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957246421147357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026784690251731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961481233624936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363046990689368,0.0,0.0,0.2192316793686834,0.0,0.09787777045289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094359867224828,0.0,0.0,0.3989882718610022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925964705656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170495742363228,0.07357199271565433,0.07864916076611224,0.0,0.0,0.11190147851585712,0.11361289016270645,0.06500804943540345,0.06269915589302735,0.09613839610204676,0.0,0.05705787439211884,0.0,0.0,0.09350110140150784,0.0,0.06643460312481744,0.10643410536294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807375624819616,0.11543045275755835,0.0,0.07849040294345694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924747137668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937273532148998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630130229040004 socialanxiety,Alex21AC,2019/03/21,FML I keep doing this shit to myself. There has been several times when there is cute girl in my life but me not doing anything to start a conversation. I think about 3 girls In my life so far I didn’t do anything and now regret it. I just can’t think of what to say and get a conversation going. I think “oh she probably has a BF or she is way out of my league.” Now there is another cute girl at work. I saw her being introduced to everyone( I was nearby) but they didn’t come to me. I was thinking” not now please I will introduce myself later.” It has now been a couple weeks and I have gotten nowhere. We have locked eyes before and it gets awkward when I don’t say anything. I can’t even say hello. Idk I feel I waited to long and she probably doesn’t care anymore. I try to avoid looking at her or going to her area at work. Idk what to do anymore. I want to be friends at the very least but i can’t do it. ,0.15421768707483352,2.1485951020408187,2.4387755102040813,94.20146258503405,85.22448979591837,5.570068027210885,19.027210884353746,6.868970318607317,0.09522721088435347,704,19,164,9,21,239,102,196,0.08900000000000001,0.826,0.085,0.3031,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,13,8,1,2,5,0,27,4,2,0,0,26,45,13,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,3,7,8,0,3,5,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,8,7,32,4,20,34,1,24,0,1,3,0,19,9,1,2,11,116,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845959042447227,0.0,0.0,0.2808197975288729,0.0,0.0,0.3495262797039375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047465189061675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435084460542064,0.0,0.0,0.12195913955832345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665622694333653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351264263434164,0.0,0.0,0.1352863184693897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158739896032099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938481054333182,0.0,0.1479400266836125,0.0,0.16092702097875078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258433312286399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000511169294635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529436448059694,0.11889203535120517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554129690046598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30529563851077485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33777169695255843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994576433876614,0.14533043829731354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021146840330804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628764942770704,0.0,0.0,0.08255677901644634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612392518390832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681881204236555,0.08350789861697314,0.11238008016606536,0.1135674071239122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061447075443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MassiveLoser47,2019/03/21,"I made a discord server for people to chill and make friends i decided to make a discord server for people who either want to make some friends or just wanna come and hang out. i need friends, give it a go, please? [https://discord.gg/RQB47qD](https://discord.gg/RQB47qD)",9.66742424242424,11.848402409090912,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,59.0,7.684848484848485,30.57575757575757,7.793537801064563,1.993403030303031,222,7,34,2,3,60,29,44,0.11,0.629,0.262,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,16,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344032994143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743021016096418,0.0,0.0,0.2376929311014396,0.1408189520629159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344552072485964,0.496184756915412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372555813310013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435585850623124,0.0,0.0,0.2719877780514235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614692673359228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,badbitchincoming,2019/03/21,"I sent back a snap I'm a first time poster here and fairly new to this subreddit so please don't hate me for doing something wrong. I don't really know the term for it but I really struggle with giving back people attention or making people think I'm interested in them etc. I feel like this is from fear of rejection but it also happens with people that I know for a fact like me or are trying to get to know me , and I have absolutely no idea why I do it in that situation. But basically there's this girl who's a grade up from me who I became friends with over a spring break school trip. She's the type of person who easily shows what she's feeling and is super sweet and easy to talk too. When we came back I assumed we wouldn't talk anymore as people in different grades in my skl don't really talk to each other. Even though we went through a lot on the trip and basically were together the entire time we were there (a week). Obviously I thought this because I'm convinced I could never be capable of having a person genuine like me. Anyways she ended up sending me a snap and when I saw the notification a wave anxiety flew over me. Keep in mind I'm a straight girl so this is just me liking this person on a friendship basis, you can imagine what I'm like with guys. I start assuming she sent it to the wrong person or she felt bad or it was a mass send and she would think it's weird if I sent it back. I realized that I actually really liked her and didn't want a perfectly good friendship to end cuz I'm a dumbass. So I snapped back and we've been texting ever since. Even at skl were literally always talking, waving, smiling in passing ect. And it makes me happy to think I overcame those intrusive thoughts and got to keep something rather than have them take it away like always. Really made me think to take more risks. Anyways really long, if anyone does read this till the end I really hope this inspires you to just say ""fuck it"" more and just go for whatever it is you want.",3.0211875511875514,4.626184550368553,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,74.5036855036855,7.881736281736282,24.61834561834562,8.575989854853784,1.5875755937755949,1580,50,326,30,33,528,201,407,0.123,0.6829999999999999,0.194,0.988,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,4,3,2,3,25,27,2,3,22,0,24,1,0,4,5,73,67,31,0,9,13,0,3,7,1,2,0,1,0,7,29,22,0,2,19,2,0,12,7,10,0,1,18,6,46,17,42,45,6,51,0,1,1,1,38,16,1,10,29,218,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.07708664551646273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317138847460849,0.13145849571743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043011267747905,0.0,0.07834071653380438,0.0552343673690326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421736371243817,0.30370714233554424,0.06595660189458878,0.048153944574256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903479704975158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630701965498883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253180621386752,0.0,0.0,0.0691280889507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989543030410868,0.0,0.08809907287846583,0.10434944392680423,0.07145449958900435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889009233519682,0.07988337259257874,0.05643325364170754,0.07584652611582322,0.0,0.0,0.06719216586375404,0.0,0.0,0.0610304865346824,0.07302858209213843,0.04127104925083756,0.07577814110544108,0.04489405036277646,0.06625633042894666,0.06317863324386376,0.0,0.0,0.07821637444067528,0.06985403956352558,0.08409046902521693,0.0,0.07799011614702688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845876061743892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917449113149513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042680503590774,0.0,0.0,0.1302389347847539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701469852340697,0.0,0.0,0.06990711037777461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715778381183135,0.0,0.07474593247456472,0.10545807525609203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976131429004707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092496085503176,0.07629279504619478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905767930243605,0.2758976851407185,0.0,0.08671157416684039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901527084771287,0.0,0.3542385786565707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281911507415902,0.0,0.07994603798859946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534456539909164,0.08879244654584108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162671775370547,0.0,0.0,0.05591228473706649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258156939914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878715472031125,0.25396919897641834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246439051020115,0.07761109975961339,0.125424656230118,0.09212394966143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363166871577088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093185290659051,0.0,0.06336413691102964,0.0,0.0,0.07322813112369135,0.07127970260104291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611499583652818,0.1727348447917338,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bobbiemcthrowaway,2019/03/21,"How to deal with a doting older brother. Greetings friends, just have a quick question for ya. How do you deal with a doting older sibling? My older brother is great, love the guy to pieces but he seriously overestimates my abilites and generally thinks I'm a much better person than I actually am. He is proud of literally everything I do, how do I explain to them I'm just mediocre? Please help, I can't even face the guy because he has some mythologized version of me in his head.",3.8302419354838686,5.932148086021504,5.184610215053766,78.59691532258066,73.51612903225806,7.660752688172043,30.97983870967742,8.472884824447931,2.5741838709677416,384,18,70,7,8,128,64,93,0.021,0.737,0.242,0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,7,6,0,0,6,0,9,3,2,3,0,14,14,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,10,14,4,5,0,0,0,1,19,1,0,2,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.21916360428408171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690558179932907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862812530678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630767466951065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833697901119616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184347546221906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351463811323306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247606931524558,0.0,0.4447510310405404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304900976364132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053530651653793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026976937281033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650966003147741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609989085645602,0.0,0.24652805943531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158779377136914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390568322861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,72744838,2019/03/21,"I isolate myself from everyone but I feel so alone at the same time Why does my mind do this to me? I end up being lonely because I isolate myself, and then I end up feeling alone. The only friends I have all go to different colleges. Sometimes I really wish I had a female friend or maybe a gf I could talk about anything with. If someone talks to me first, I could open up to them quite easily if they gave me the chance to. This almost never happens though. I can never bring myself to start a conversation with someone, especially if they are a girl that I find attractive. Everyone seems like they’re ahead of me socially. Most people I know have had gfs and have already lost their virginity at 19. I have never even made friends with a girl. I feel worthless because of this. I always end up isolating myself. Back in high school I would dodge almost every single social event out of anxiety. I’m pretty much the same person I was the first day of high school, if not worse. 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For so many years I've missed out on so many opportunities because of this damn anxiety. I feel like I'm wearing a mask all the time and I care SO much about everyone's opinion of me. These people are nothing to me and I will never see them again after 6 months. From tomorrow I'm not going to care anymore I love myself and I deserve so much more than this shit I want to live as me not someone else,2.53707142857143,3.67237645714286,4.250654761904766,87.96455357142858,74.90476190476191,7.154761904761906,24.55357142857143,7.6454224807358475,1.0449285714285717,388,12,86,5,8,131,67,105,0.098,0.67,0.232,0.9363,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,3,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,2,13,17,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,13,6,17,15,4,11,0,1,1,1,3,2,3,1,9,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271685357870006,0.0,0.172052192934966,0.12130593708722227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057558844115836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306437705231292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492587972534604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577398012234884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772009015046148,0.12393893588299335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664242545969127,0.09859649179128332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475684034119184,0.0,0.15319193790880872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657852358295096,0.0,0.0,0.3517765757447308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847543184026484,0.0,0.25506537790733425,0.0,0.13380364111249898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664651712905986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202738364250393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824644155610047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616321682849594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699472117256074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116327473048516,0.0,0.0,0.10116149214847696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232695280655067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171974928381348 socialanxiety,lowertank,2019/03/21,"Where am I supposed to look when my teacher is staring me down as I walk to their class?! I hate this! I'm a high school student. I have a few teachers who stand out in front of their door as their students walk into their class. As I walk to their class we just have a stare down and it's very uncomfortable. What's the proper way to establish eye contact in this situation? Where am I supposed to look?",1.7462951807228926,3.804190301204823,2.8152861445783164,93.3573870481928,79.72289156626506,5.595783132530121,23.62801204819277,6.6274283507984215,0.5201819277108437,317,11,70,3,8,101,52,83,0.101,0.899,0.0,-0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,14,0,15,9,1,16,0,0,5,0,8,9,0,0,1,49,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384331479197249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621753756415171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757128157618384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469207463313039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853091735285033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828368065875721,0.0,0.2720899351955235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway058454389,2019/03/21,"Sick of my teacher mentioning how quiet I am Anyone else have a teacher that just has to mention how quiet you are any way they can? I'm getting sick of it. He tries to be funny with it but it just feels like an insult every time. The whole class ends up laughing and I try to laugh it off too, but it just feels like I'm being bullied all over again for it... I'm 26 years old, leave me alone. Am I overreacting? I can feel great and then something like that happens and my eyes tear up and I feel like absolute garbage all day. An example was just today, something fell off the wall beside me. He asks me what it was, I tell him and he makes a comment about it being the only contribution he'll get from me. Another example is him talking about ideas for our assignment and mentions that we could do it on dialect. Then mentions how you couldn't use that idea on me because I don't speak. Please stop.",2.351087837837838,4.1108618216216275,3.5258614864864875,90.37798141891894,76.72972972972974,6.35472972972973,24.53547297297297,7.1686216300943375,0.9085743243243242,707,24,151,8,16,229,110,185,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.9306,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,1,0,11,8,1,0,7,0,17,3,1,5,2,30,31,13,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,14,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,8,21,7,18,23,3,20,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,0,14,99,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542465446052678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205103451096086,0.15735884060850994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493067339513527,0.15376187054496895,0.0,0.0,0.14029283903570114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147974479457248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198166741175301,0.0,0.0,0.09678111179763353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536212585397674,0.0,0.13291524759830314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643832683167416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035145138247138,0.32162471963910666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568081321790299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654499298533696,0.0,0.0,0.13270417966044573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388158441855325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889979652170658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932615680780898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001712102326049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747057939887155,0.0,0.0,0.11413308316343165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472903197548003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310585601799009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546313541141968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206185584247302,0.13116559468251154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750555618035369,0.0,0.1422464270063254,0.0,0.0,0.2037719406126771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961012274593306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119116582983031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675449856126099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663853893199964 socialanxiety,Hope_29,2019/03/21,"It should be easy. There's this girl in my school who I'm mutuals on Instagram but we still haven't talked irl. It's been months and it feels harder every day. During summer I moved schools (again) I was really scared that I wouldn't make friends because of my SA. On a break I saw this cute girl also drawing in her sketchbook. I was excited cause that meant we had a thing in common. I was able to find her Instagram and we became mutuals, liking, commenting on each others art, all that jazz. I texted her once, we talked for a bit and I thought after that I would have the confidence to talk to her in person. It's been 4 months since then and nothing. I even made other friends but when I want to take to her, it's like someone just cut off my tongue. Any advice on how I could start a conversation with her? Thank you in advance!",1.4118692810457532,3.6865578470588254,2.5309803921568634,93.7383006535948,82.29411764705883,5.895424836601308,20.03267973856209,7.1686216300943375,0.3704052287581701,654,18,142,9,18,208,107,170,0.078,0.772,0.15,0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,0,1,8,9,1,1,5,0,13,0,0,4,1,27,24,10,0,5,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,15,10,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,2,26,7,19,9,3,24,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,0,13,95,41,2,0.1636337481828851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599010048984828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085784930260833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127656000468203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974961409874684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786456722464979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809693437425094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064823292476033,0.0,0.0,0.10553023049572814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807854740816154,0.0,0.13786849030976975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827381397252767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955828136385838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528460558700687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988636780455034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548342090291557,0.10922679754895437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612217932851176,0.17391677806784372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701099460807166,0.0,0.0,0.17426460138695704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428786772653978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048279691675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382592806924084,0.3312121782999194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353595274413788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138646343823775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582080918212585,0.0,0.13067812267318155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303221416230276,0.39456782535955975,0.0,0.15065197043939016,0.0,0.0,0.10871099130509652,0.0,0.0,0.12990691799016973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965154242824914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624071982752802,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SsouthSside,2019/03/21,"Anxious even when i drink I had 6 beers and I'm still shaking I'm okay be anxious at this point but when o first started out drinking I was do comfortable and euphoric that I loved drinking. Now when I drink I am shaky as hell and wonder wtf happened to my brain, I'm no longer able to feel that sweet relief alcohol used to give me instead I still have to face this constant battle between me and my brain. Am I a rare case I forget extreme social anxiety? Am I part of the natural selection who dies and no one will remember?",1.2994444444444433,3.66892153703704,2.88851851851852,90.38333333333335,83.62962962962962,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.2928555555555556,418,18,85,6,12,137,73,108,0.238,0.55,0.212,0.2755,0,0,6,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,2,2,1,9,10,3,1,0,13,19,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,2,14,5,9,15,1,13,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,9,58,19,0,0.1504642088892862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080048021475696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510470796165362,0.3399634562211515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359356372439459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259835641982376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561580935921032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895905695556625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938019090962263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607922495805221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279847792165501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433897961387432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305500300511494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579982303750904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195844198771313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293807559697954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223731173066909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704466174269979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337931255799853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064993414868698,0.0,0.2403218231630521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995276648843662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317201616699795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doxtoroxtie,2019/03/21,"How I Became Socially Anxious I don't know if I have ever had the disorder, but, I have definitely been extremely shy since I was about 11.When I was 11, I started playing Skyrim. What a brilliant game. It's so unbelievably immersive. You can do so many things in so many different ways. You can be a thief. You can be a hero. You can be a thief who just kills anyone who gets in his way or one who carefully tip toes around the place, taking great care to not be seen. Although let's be honest, you'll probably just be a stealth archer. You're always constantly working towards something. That next cool set, double-enchantment, having three words of a shout you think is cool, getting Max one-handed, destruction, whatever. I can't put into words how much I loved Skyrim. That's the problem. I really, really loved Skyrim. I loved it so much, that whenever my friends called over I didn't answer. Why would I? Skyrim was better. I loved it so much, I didn't call over to them. We lost contact. I didn't care. The only time I left the house, was when I went to school. I talked to my friends there and all,but...well. In my country, the Summer holidays are absurdly long. About 2 months or so in primary school(I believe you filthy cheese-burger eating,crisp-crunching Americans call it Elementary School. My English ancestors call it primary school aswell, I think?). So anyway, after 2 months not talking to anyone, I went into secondary school looking like a vampire. I was about as pale as you could get. I still am. I had terrible social skills. But... Secondary school,as we Irish call it,forces you to talk to other people. They feck you into a class with people you don't know, and as I realised, it's fortunately easier to make friends then it feels. Because of this, I realised how much I missed talking to people. I realised how fun it was to play football with your friends, or fuck around for 2 hours in the sunshine. But now,I felt afraid about all that. Calling over to someone's house was a mammoth effort and I would always sweat buckets and stammer even more than usual. That makes it sound like I did still go to other people's houses. I didnt. I don't. That's what would happen if I somehow did. So...yeah. I fucked myself over, and now I feel like my house is a prison. I don't feel socially anxious in school anymore, though. I used to hate school soooo much because of how many people there were. I'm somewhat used to that now. Maybe I will be able to leave the house now. The problem is,I just don't know what is or isn't socially acceptable. Would I be seen as weird for asking to come over to someone's house? Would it be weird to ask someone if I could play a tennis match against them?(I do play tennis with the few friends I have,sometimes.My parents force me to do tennis training.)I'm not that awkward. I can make people laugh without too much effort,or I at least when they're people I feel comfortable around. I'm just clueless,alone and afraid for what the future holds.",2.7267584345479072,5.066910449572653,3.2987854251012148,89.69174089068827,77.83760683760684,6.156545209176787,24.45119208277103,7.273561745256523,1.0686752136752138,2363,83,466,30,57,738,259,585,0.116,0.6709999999999999,0.214,0.997,2,1,1,0,0,0,104.0,2,12,2,6,38,48,5,3,22,2,59,8,2,10,2,74,103,37,1,12,18,1,5,3,5,7,0,2,0,0,29,18,0,1,12,6,0,5,15,18,0,2,23,13,68,30,59,61,11,50,0,2,4,6,48,21,2,9,24,301,97,8,0.05055892099636131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236379437945162,0.0,0.0,0.08413814491937698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423437940236313,0.050140864041050726,0.07070394622824416,0.0,0.0,0.1350244764014408,0.09453153235789484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061640497936886536,0.0,0.0,0.05696259051416645,0.0,0.04471525699414712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097578669811972,0.0,0.15464456859371672,0.0,0.0,0.04355203364555301,0.0,0.05463623221132311,0.0,0.08073436879750027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282331152340454,0.05794490368132588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03339369048555633,0.045733438594062266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225643832544552,0.036119303261950605,0.04854449285408921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530848472481294,0.09348181553107388,0.07924484843426778,0.0,0.028733799933023718,0.0,0.0,0.055741388887159016,0.0,0.0,0.044709086863681566,0.0,0.0,0.049916467238162586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979035286233855,0.3500292399547726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593595515512571,0.0,0.08335758224876287,0.0,0.0,0.05353459720325469,0.05493241559595286,0.051699922190478906,0.0,0.07410160490723504,0.0,0.0,0.04474305408531988,0.04245676004730864,0.0,0.05519103471695759,0.0,0.18252560060513245,0.0,0.10124541708458043,0.15377643106162028,0.05079323172170657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071129675810636,0.0,0.2229997458980088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376998605808337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852006668458856,0.03845233768996812,0.0,0.0,0.0561396985215536,0.0,0.0,0.2453583289992759,0.0,0.05282331152340454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054511068085648914,0.0967561185241818,0.0,0.0508256800690246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477867885086243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093466180822922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182286190966361,0.0,0.0,0.20615381168293848,0.12851522907095084,0.03892272746839301,0.0,0.0,0.03578586450656278,0.0,0.08075283923462967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801401645391067,0.16254938223594456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358910054842446,0.06479223018942948,0.04967388317726204,0.0,0.02948131341705067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733334927486923,0.05568350856693584,0.0,0.0,0.08026263632569866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937372525835624,0.04562156226211199,0.0,0.0,0.04873699564118916,0.0,0.03680749663919389,0.0,0.0,0.17957803434752745,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwingitaway2007,2019/03/21,"anxiety made me miss college start date i've been putting off school for the longest. i graduated high school last june and was relieved to finally be out of school since it had a huge impact on my mental health, so the idea of having to go back to school three months later stressed me out. after pushing it off for months, i finally registered for the spring semester and took the placement test in november, but after that i never attended orientation or even signed up for classes. being back in a school setting and interacting with everyone there sent my anxiety skyrocketing. it took a lot out of me and i was so glad to have the testing over with that i began pushing school off again. well now i found out that i missed the starting date for the semester that i registered for. it started in january lmao, so now i have to attend the summer semester that starts in june. for some reason this is causing me more stress. i'm worried i'll have to go through the entire registration and testing process again. i don't even want to go to school or work or do anything, but i'm terrified on disappointing my mom so i have to go to college. it feels like my anxiety is starting to swallow me whole and interfere with everything in my daily life. i cant even set foot in a store without having a panic attack because i begin worrying interacting with the cashier. i just want to know if anyone else can relate to this level of anxiety so i don't feel so alone. i feel really silly for all of this being caused because of my irrational thoughts. 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I know it's opening a can of worms, but quite a lt of people seem to write about being friendless and alone, then go on to mention having a significant other. &#x200B; I figure even if it's a relationship, a one person social group isn't enough, but it's quite a common scenario it seems. I'd guess it's something to do with the other person wanting to initiate close contact and therefore end up being someone you can better trust in that way, but as a guy with no real support structure in place it is something I'm curious about. 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I joined Reddit because I liked to scroll through and just read things I found funny or interesting. Then, I started seeing all of this stuff about how awful “lurkers” were, so I started trying to post stuff. Maybe I just don’t use Reddit correctly, but I feel like my anxiety is way worse because of it. Every time I post anything, there are so many negative people that jump on and criticize anything you do or post. There are always positive people, too, but my anxiety is so bad that the negative always far outweighs the positive in my mind. I get so worked up and defensive. I try to tell myself that people on the internet don’t matter, but it still sucks. Maybe my skin is too thin for the Internet, and maybe I am alone in this. I don’t even know where I am going with this, but I guess I am hoping for advice outside of “get over it” or “delete Reddit if you can’t handle it”. 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Doubt I’ll be able to eat much dinner or breakfast beforehand, let alone sleep tonight, so should be interesting... I hate talking about my self and definitely not “selling” myself to a potential employer. Wish me luck, hope I don’t screw it up by blanking completely!",6.899583333333332,8.522188680555558,7.562111111111111,66.49400000000001,64.97222222222221,11.871111111111116,42.17777777777777,11.602472056035307,5.820874444444442,323,20,50,11,5,107,59,72,0.14400000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.4199,3,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,6,5,1,0,1,11,11,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,7,3,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,4,5,32,8,5,0.2215664730481268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294760451257932,0.2445041126079844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694977454277115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323082315124051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671781605886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004195597920044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203066610076017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846432878745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875102108642755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224923789324744,0.22006550119613635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397410724652432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265667302795367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628768514555069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311421532414443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172648570515532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808673824725255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547905093664707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway37720,2019/03/21,"My worst experience in school/training [Rant] This was about 2-3weeks ago on a friday. It started off with a simple suggestion to take a ""programming"" related course at this job center. At first I was hyped up. Then they did have us do intros. Your name, previous work experience or volunteering, hobbies, and what you want out of the course. After that the instructor (guy leading the training) had us divide into groups. This was my second warning sign. I reintroduced myself to the people sitting beside me and 3 in front. Then through out the time he would give us questions on the material, different scenarios and estimates. BUT he would time us first it was like do this 3 minutes and GO! It skyrocket my anxiety because I was put on the spot and the time was going down. I only answered one out of the 10-12 group questions/scenarios with the group. I felt mentally retarded and embarrassed.",4.5136788617886205,7.0560530914634185,5.294731707317073,76.57547154471547,72.96341463414635,9.007479674796748,30.445528455284553,9.558583805096642,3.3328704065040657,713,32,120,19,15,231,106,164,0.08800000000000001,0.885,0.027000000000000003,-0.8687,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,2,1,4,1,3,0,1,13,0,13,0,0,1,0,23,20,10,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,4,9,1,17,1,23,9,1,31,0,0,0,0,17,15,0,2,11,90,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124259655299352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723605915841616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854514251303145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464565472653765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742426618587595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459320529362412,0.0,0.0,0.23847127712647606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344718528967152,0.15933318100059668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879861190136356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910538910790302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848406438085711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126681321001747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949884823159172,0.10661195691716203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718202240559412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091796596330172,0.15703184078109306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418679807032933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921896233664937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539667879516047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452173811554729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744692134155207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268082665293705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205151316327103,0.0,0.0,0.19915736531276795,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,onogomo,2019/03/21,"Making progress but scared to touch I have a dude in one of my classes that i think is cute. We talk and stuff but its a little friendly. I wish i could reach out and touch him (like on the arm or somethin) but i get so inhibited. He stands close sometimes to let me but i just dont. I only see him once a week so it sucks. Today, we coulda talked after but he wore his headphones and i guess didnt feel like talkin? Idk in class he seems interested but maybe thats his personality. Hes friendly with my friend too",0.21190170940170816,2.4694331388888884,1.8537037037037043,96.56935897435899,87.9814814814815,4.4341880341880335,17.566951566951563,5.873414542411696,-0.5633612535612538,401,10,93,3,13,130,76,108,0.118,0.6679999999999999,0.215,0.9131,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,23,17,12,0,2,8,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,18,7,9,13,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,3,5,57,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185694079060766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229096330081804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616938939099252,0.1358768756985157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408375185316743,0.0,0.09937015619561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952359408110235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448946315913132,0.0,0.1858414319534162,0.1906275020951628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269580686766084,0.0,0.1910785925997264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025537480476912,0.1288825052387382,0.14465349651750134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660728074770603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042051853165307,0.0,0.15156249665411192,0.17314833407152788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810983600563386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773022244198176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057465151634153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187064827677525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028465071886549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256467418069633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187173259003517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mdickey331,2019/03/21,"I have a job interview tomorrow I just woke up to a text from a dude saying he would like to set up an interview. I'm 18 and this is my first job ever. It hasn't completely hit me yet, but I'm sure when the time comes I'll be a nervous wreck. Any advice?? I REALLY don't want to mess this up.",-0.09980099502487504,1.2075981492537302,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,82.43283582089552,7.451741293532338,18.629353233830845,8.344100000000001,0.5732606965174134,224,5,58,5,6,81,50,67,0.146,0.742,0.112,-0.509,2,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,5,2,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,34,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809017394375474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548206894501127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762059111608756,0.30139543352506176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002324462268395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445125930712899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705176709046587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140438013060529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415368245849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859904162595496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709268324536203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676197330903314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955084541661927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042027216386496,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lookingforbutterfly,2019/03/21,"Ruined university I'm about to graduate and realising i have no real friends on my course, no big social group, and i'm going to be humiliated in front of my boyfriend and family on graduation day. I've always had issues with anxiety and I thought I had conquered them in the first term of uni, I had a good relationship with my flatmates and a group of friends I thought were fantastic (most of whom were friends from my course). Turns out they were mocking me behind my back and I was sort of an inside joke for them, absolutely slaughtered my confidence and I have been too terrified to even try building closer friendships with people from my course since then. And now I'm worried I've wasted what was meant to be one of the best experiences of my life. Graduating with only two friends.",5.271782059000599,6.809296370860933,5.939795304033719,76.92698374473211,68.73509933774835,9.19951836243227,31.60806742925948,9.573946990214177,2.9780145695364246,636,27,118,14,11,207,90,151,0.13699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.182,0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,5,9,1,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,19,21,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,3,12,0,19,7,25,7,3,15,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,2,6,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092040089650802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875309894173024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946790863919295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903442326124124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697332056208755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979796227557198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742175296986146,0.1709863280821612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542793952405972,0.0,0.0,0.5605264502354382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308087037876434,0.15213063097513854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931072454191245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811211484635118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290591792108815,0.1379455709449902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574414684785218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644701775849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947312867564655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003713457419224,0.0,0.0,0.18489126385746485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28798655115061195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314324607411757,0.19728636299314306,0.17717921701057726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841974004986731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IdanTs,2019/03/21,"Not sure if this is the right place to disscuss this, but I have somethink to talk about It has happend a few times already in the past year. Just before my job weekend, I might get into a small fight (with words) with a co-worker. Then, the whole weekend I'll just think about this fight, think what I could say differently, but mostly I'll just want the weekend to end as soon as possible so I can go next week and see how are we standing. Are they still mad at me? Will that fight have consequences? I work all week just to get to the weekend, and then I'm not enjoying the weekend. And I know, I just know that the other person already forgot about the fight we had, and I'm pretty sure it won't affect anything in my work for next week, but I just think about that 1% that is still might affect something, and I keep thinking and thinking what could happen. What to do? It's really sad to ruin a 2-3 days weekend for stuff like this. Thank you.",5.329882849109652,4.919555840206192,5.460346766635428,87.32687441424555,67.91752577319589,8.085473289597003,27.94564198687911,6.980632752743323,1.1958618556701035,739,20,161,5,11,233,105,194,0.174,0.764,0.062,-0.9761,2,0,2,0,4,0,25.0,2,1,1,2,15,12,5,0,12,0,16,0,0,3,3,45,34,16,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,16,11,0,2,7,6,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,16,5,21,26,4,30,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,4,22,110,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722637276683104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151554182612428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497107319096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698734376201565,0.0,0.0,0.07955760030799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888592529667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926117655451448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289019982641582,0.0,0.07010886453070006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908767101891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241669712750874,0.10964887074328812,0.0,0.0,0.1355918918975183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060267923630687725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617329235836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623915164127823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177619749290039,0.0,0.1077140137477012,0.12888592529667625,0.0,0.0,0.1390709234862037,0.0,0.12550242409817172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902817640929613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053495679379629,0.0,0.0981015700985706,0.0,0.0,0.09830269684874188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496927777069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970324105954156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121876139563178,0.0,0.0,0.2325324503242785,0.0,0.0,0.09915284999975968,0.0,0.11357417863607745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952235433166591,0.0,0.0,0.07193275561745763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276147803859323,0.0,0.2968581129282653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772808300495287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694246986064979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944040021751676 socialanxiety,Comprehensive_Image,2019/03/21,"Has SA made you a bitter asshole ? I've had SA for the last 2 decades and it has left it's mark on me. After being abused, taken advantage of, humiliated and completely ignored daily I've developed an hatred of society. Now I'm always mad, ready to fight and i don't care about the rules, laws or anyone but myself. If someone complains about something, I'll make sure to make their day miserable by doing the opposite. If you're not happy, fight me. That's pretty much where I'm at mentally nowadays and i don't think i should change. I've been nice most of my life, but it didn't get me anywhere. In fact, human parasites always take advantage of you for it. Who's got a similar story and how far down the rabbit hole are you ? 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For the second time I freaked out and messed up everything. She'll go for a while without talking to me in this case the second girl hasn't talked to me since Saturday night. We talked everyday and then suddenly nothing. I started panicking by the third day because I thought she had ghosted me so I sent her a bunch of text messages asking if she was okay and if something had happened and then another asking why wasn't she talking into me anymore and that she broke my heart. I got a message from her this morning on Facebook that she was on vacation and wasn't able to get cell phone service. So she's going to come back into the city and get 10 messages in order of hey how was your day all the way up to my heart is broken and I dont know why you wont talk to me. This is over a span of 4 days. In my terrible defense, we haven't gone a day without texting and have sent about 90 texts back and forth every day in addition to seeing each other multiple times. This is not the first time this has happened so once again I messed up a potentil relationship. Still waiting to hear back from her when she gets back from vacation on Monday to know whether or not she's still going to ever talk to me again. I know that it's a huge turnoff for women when I act like a psycho. How the hell do I stop panicking if she doesn't message me after four days? The last one didnt message for two before I went batshit. Maybe I can go for six next time.",3.7318395665389232,4.61361885106383,4.765595348222546,86.37322981366462,71.73556231003039,7.788608431346638,28.590062111801252,8.04050195162591,1.7355015461873924,1258,47,265,17,23,412,165,329,0.077,0.8690000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.812,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,0,1,18,11,2,0,18,1,23,2,2,2,2,41,51,26,1,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,12,19,0,4,5,0,0,10,13,8,0,9,15,2,42,3,46,34,3,65,1,1,1,0,42,17,1,4,37,189,54,1,0.0903075188052688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469530752494243,0.06908500470348182,0.0,0.08956079230064064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885067892797515,0.0,0.0,0.2777636304431578,0.0,0.11010125051921378,0.0,0.07684504704023329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779193107654607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34944527204862164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583973946447034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168832096239008,0.07608797952478724,0.0,0.08116257483974794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681552936214428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154585381110793,0.0,0.20529537629848724,0.0,0.07222717253741785,0.0995643582963568,0.0,0.0,0.1597172812686766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178313704408687,0.21402968919598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026947209396901,0.0,0.0,0.19852260235890365,0.07361268101026755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411969207928272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072604079542196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604307076586692,0.08474748879964747,0.0,0.08665249990090637,0.0,0.0,0.09617456020903707,0.06119471191940677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939129571028193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196340033392445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470331276786799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952314000247804,0.0,0.0,0.06392012662061766,0.0,0.14423940234573066,0.07550112942421723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355145769659679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169408248364502,0.263295202245904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821732367703987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168190495862381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371597468479923,0.16297697857151386,0.0,0.0,0.17410645099391078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mindiiwaters007,2019/03/21,"Favorite song?!!? I have a conference coming up and one of the questions we need to submit an answer to prior is what is my favorite song. Is it completely insane that I am freaking out over how to answer this? I don’t have a favorite song...and I don’t know what to pick that won’t make me sound weird. I don’t know what they are going to do with the answer. It could be nothing. But I don’t get out around people much and I’m nervous that I will feel self conscious and stressed out the whole time wondering about this. What are your guys favorite songs? How would you answer this? 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Welcome to the world where everything is messed up.,4.2650000000000015,7.371049944444448,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,77.33333333333334,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5798,81,3,13,2,2,25,18,18,0.387,0.498,0.115,-0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902303238726052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33692074609235856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584511212236069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036248806178133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199896674496151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xjunkz,2019/03/21,"People with an SO, how do they deal with your SA? Do they have the same problem? Are they the complete opposite? Have they been helpful throughout tough times in social gatherings or do they get annoyed at times? Do they understand the extent of our struggles?",4.114255319148935,7.073081276595747,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,76.65957446808511,6.313191489361702,28.54893617021277,7.554174236665415,1.9802970212765958,208,9,35,3,5,62,34,47,0.18600000000000005,0.763,0.051,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,6,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,5,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35231418240660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464254106024112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555837788625406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522942791807676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329563431264257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32152904991859577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425335793671083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512846566826801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918759387177189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498122502325521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joylesseye,2019/03/21,Just for their entertainment? Does anyone else feel like their social anxiety is sometimes only used as the main topic of conversation with their friends and family members the majority of the time that it's perhaps the only reason why they are interested in talking to you? ,12.746249999999995,10.650691125000002,11.961666666666664,52.05000000000004,54.41666666666666,14.6,44.83333333333333,13.023866798666859,6.0786333333333324,226,10,32,6,2,74,41,48,0.031,0.7609999999999999,0.208,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,7,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043643127899402,0.0,0.0,0.18679319017662865,0.2737204422434605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337793819497843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231644061542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518394450394276,0.0,0.1350759565049527,0.19084761864569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639467456337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305129903513194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40634986928007744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466836885839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723195111841236,0.0,0.0,0.2642120968777895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472010608202172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577372629218508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072651231093386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410557715766473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LunarLuxa,2019/03/21,"Planning my wedding is turning into a nightmare Looking for advice but also venting. I don't like big parties, I don't like dancing in front of people. I want my wedding to be small, at the moment the guest list is 20. However that excludes a lot of 2nd cousins and aunties who are expecting an invite. Adding them triples the guest list. I don't want to offend anyone by not inviting them but I don't want a big wedding. I really don't want social anxiety to ruin my wedding day but it will somehow. Either way I'll be worried about the people I didn't invite and what they think of me or I'd be nervous in front of a big crowd. Stupid fucking brain. How have you coped with anxiety over planning/attending a big event, especially when it's your own?",2.9993479368313807,4.898774854304636,4.412847682119207,84.1129342842588,75.29139072847683,6.5004584819154365,29.49617931737137,7.321109707123232,1.8578207845135,597,27,112,7,13,198,94,151,0.16899999999999998,0.73,0.101,-0.9471,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,3,1,5,7,3,1,10,0,14,2,1,1,0,19,22,9,0,5,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,1,16,2,16,17,4,18,0,1,1,1,15,10,1,3,6,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066209609862768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239909681960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298359304067512,0.0,0.0,0.1507384162000968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406583653903523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903114350103968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993000612890065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106428124118831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103274591941493,0.0,0.0,0.18327824594546924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989117935750177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381059470427836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975646851720895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813483803716167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448892886253525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086182315891361,0.17111721940842828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893176237274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PlebeianFelix,2019/03/21,"Good advice has that nauseating quality that it’s just stating the obvious. But, it’s possible that my sa has cost me at least a slightly more lucrative career I’m assuming. Anyone else come off as the stand-offish type at work and totally don’t mean it? 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A couple years ago I moved, so I need to make an appointment with a new doctor, but i’m afraid of the potential for misunderstandings and not liking them. Apparently, i’m a 20 y/o child.",1.0773076923076914,3.1763530769230783,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,82.33333333333333,7.489743589743591,18.724358974358974,8.472884824447931,0.8887897435897436,292,7,66,7,8,102,52,78,0.045,0.9,0.055,-0.0867,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,9,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604585096041942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225933613982523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002379421318605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251122425575197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007427714973649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694498786072487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066774039901578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870965205448908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961307518405802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122899252342317,0.0,0.21786782854628173,0.0,0.2837784250488695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37842787869880345 socialanxiety,tyewcic,2019/03/22,"Depth Hi reddit, An old ""friend"" of mine told me I was ""fake deep"" and that ""what you see is what you get"" with me. I am just curious, how does a person have ""depth""? Is it bad to be considered ""fake deep""? How does a person gain ""depth""? I have always just been confused by the whole concept of depth and having depth and being considered ""deep."" I also was not sure where to post this. Thank youuuuuuu. Edit: I've tried to post this many time I am not sure why it isn't working",0.9489690721649496,3.031705391752581,2.6692886597938137,93.20187113402064,82.71134020618555,5.5294845360824745,16.916494845360827,6.742157984588678,-0.28357237113402123,361,7,82,4,10,119,61,97,0.158,0.759,0.08199999999999999,-0.7838,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,2,2,13,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,10,4,7,11,1,13,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,2,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627295322857919,0.16931857949972745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990424362416431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561479921336144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721456768288547,0.0,0.10631424611210118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630521303459312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352675656531603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355356296147645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38977111352391786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215384163158253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835706581082416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873447012784296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865567310390465,0.0,0.0,0.19444180563944705,0.0,0.13815520881469787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183616554041714,0.2271874371276968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481419171259629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fartwithmypantsdown,2019/03/22,"Does anyone else have a collection of ID cards with your uncomfortable face on them? Seriously, mine are starting to pile up. Drivers license, school ID, work ID, and now a hospital facial recognition thing. I look scared and awkward on them all.",5.4138372093023275,8.248072186046514,5.342034883720931,75.90979651162795,71.32558139534882,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.4535627906976742,196,9,32,5,4,61,37,43,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604666658554893,0.3816790692435239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259847754869383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111831258604633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128133950784051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37294608105018223,0.3769985781519326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366349574579256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474781535019328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711906884843206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UtmostBroken,2019/03/22,"AhhHhHHHHHHHHH!!11!1!! I have never felt as uncomfortable in my life as I am feeling it now. Alone, on my computer, on bumble. I knew I had social anxiety, but not this. I literally want to throw-up and delete my bumble account. My face can't stop burning. It feels so wrong going through a list of women and choosing which I like. I look so fricking ugly in my pics, I thought I was average, but no. I want to meet someone special, but it feels so much like I want attention. I don't even think I'm good enough. Oh god, I haven't been going out to do anything, not even with friends, and I somehow thought this was a good idea. A part of me wants to keep going, to be vulnerable and experience something new so I can finally get over this. I feel like... I. Want. To. Die.",1.1787590132827326,3.4872458967741937,3.800721062618596,84.05284629981027,83.58064516129033,6.227703984819733,24.601518026565465,7.5105763829236425,1.2479222011385196,594,24,126,10,17,208,94,155,0.192,0.648,0.159,-0.7662,0,1,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,0,1,32,33,13,1,5,5,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,12,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,8,6,23,7,18,24,3,14,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,8,85,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434868005470684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140064674928259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263783586998407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466815333722705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398637679618846,0.0,0.19686396334271986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577856254564214,0.0,0.0,0.30141334236125583,0.1064660582573338,0.14309082228949593,0.16325354168742245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513912304486998,0.0,0.0778612901141245,0.0,0.2540891552174421,0.24999623024223536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823514426708833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246346295010322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526330415727424,0.21842353181066204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251464862384583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095531649930737,0.0,0.1149400400143458,0.14393274599357708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138344597580778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191588529151098,0.12627144517888214,0.11472949353786795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459457872686296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549150635523426,0.0,0.2366241160200056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395046335189879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293937405619158,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wellthenscrewme,2019/03/22,"i dont know what to do anymore :-/ For the past four years i haven't trusted anybody. Ever since i became self conscious, and realized that nobody actually liked me, they just tolerate me. it was a self defense mechanism, and a good one for 2 years, but now i cant stand it. every moment, i didn't trust anyone i'd be miserable and tell myself that i'm so dumb for not trusting anyone, and now i can't stop. Until one day. i met this kid, and i actually thought he cared. i love him and his friend group, and i felt pretty good for about 3 months. these were the first kids i trusted in legitimately 4 years, and i thought i made progress. but recently i've been overthinking. i'm sure that's a word you guys are familiar with. i notice every single thing that might mean they don't care, and as much as i tell myself its all in my head, i cant believe it. its the habit of not trusting people coming back, which kind of sucks. instead of i'm so dumb for not trusting anyone, its wow, you are really stupid. why would you trust anyone? School is harder than normal for me, i'm used to getting good grades, but taking advanced courses are killing me. i fill up my day with extracurriculars, but the older i get, the more i understand that i do that so i am not left alone with myself. My brain is constantly working against me, and no matter what i do, i end up regretting it. i never do anything right. i think i need help, but i'm scared of people thinking i'm over dramatic. My facade is quite positive and seems naive, so i don't think people would take me seriously if i asked for help. this is the second week in a row that i've had a mental breakdown, and i don't know how much i can stand. i'm breaking. i don't really want people to see how i really feel, but i'm worried i wont have a choice soon. i wish i never existed. i don't want to kill myself, my family would care, but i wish i was never born. Unfortunately, i cannot wish myself out of existence. I'm stuck here. i fantasize about my death regularly, but i don't tell anyone, because i don't want anyone to think its their fault, or that they weren't good enough. they are, its just that there's something wrong with me. i just don't want to be delusional anymore. i wish people were honest. i wish my friends would just tell me that they hate me and leave, i'm pretty sure they do, but i feel like a rotting tooth in the friend group. i really shouldn't be there, and no one likes me, but no one will pull me out. i just feel pathetic and useless. i don't have a will to live anymore. (sorry about grammar errors, punctuation issues and everything else)",3.3736656639449976,4.4201115921787695,4.72227188081937,85.73073914911906,72.74301675977654,7.8168170749176324,24.756195387480307,8.222332236545338,1.3142917347084944,2043,59,436,31,39,680,233,537,0.201,0.605,0.194,-0.3076,0,1,1,0,0,2,76.0,0,3,7,5,23,41,8,2,15,0,52,4,3,4,7,94,104,37,3,18,21,0,4,3,3,9,0,0,0,5,26,23,0,2,17,0,0,4,29,15,0,7,14,5,84,26,40,78,6,43,0,3,1,1,32,11,3,4,28,288,110,3,0.0,0.0,0.12494795257815693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630508493189836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047097072697586,0.2685843080266026,0.0,0.05268274481091384,0.0,0.059849762187901626,0.0,0.0,0.049227185025303766,0.0,0.03902580494198872,0.0,0.0,0.07212826050407213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146713953061905,0.0,0.0,0.19581700249909487,0.0,0.0,0.05514728877169518,0.0,0.06918253461311982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257479947205401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750305924405557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534802308606856,0.0,0.056702437662410995,0.06614944674750539,0.0,0.0,0.05790946905476744,0.10787868923781893,0.0,0.05753676364888907,0.0,0.06035206013645255,0.0,0.097110826884559,0.04573567478915208,0.06146893592816882,0.0,0.0,0.05445511020566484,0.0,0.0,0.14838434633393405,0.0,0.06689528478111234,0.0,0.0,0.21478669299913267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338955197085162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320618356536588,0.06570266510099793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582208894313588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681991689147743,0.0,0.0,0.1416565893002924,0.06666664890400288,0.07036708774604286,0.0,0.0,0.0677876012695844,0.06955757360152817,0.0,0.0,0.09383035101238306,0.0,0.05653055355527423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778026398674343,0.06057697259798073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973620350495115,0.0,0.0,0.06451678352588062,0.06791476740274723,0.0,0.0,0.05109990070362372,0.0,0.09412366735950604,0.047469784233782036,0.14812778015061345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627256973081797,0.0,0.07288683415171196,0.0,0.0,0.1735255779265614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111403201925664,0.22191593905455176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302620675214396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809281389720473,0.0,0.0,0.16405059464781982,0.0,0.06321171420922671,0.0,0.0,0.0546724600369266,0.0,0.0,0.06409487165475447,0.06479133769854971,0.05101539921027296,0.05828111558106254,0.13357298443604032,0.0,0.0,0.05295774387395232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049285480190214566,0.0,0.07166479447411431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352332214056287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067558839091867,0.0,0.09626966950921426,0.0,0.22382410115701815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042531833130933665,0.16408491311787254,0.0,0.10164895549531716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664674845193062,0.0,0.055292451680408486,0.0,0.0,0.1510418724312282,0.0,0.051352728613832097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057767806866613536,0.0,0.3680973836315825,0.0,0.0,0.04660709216576587,0.06501509633292105,0.0,0.18191098579347625,0.06999547408968387,0.0,0.12367973190266572 socialanxiety,PlentyMortgage,2019/03/22,"How do people with social anxiety literally even find a job? Every job requires you to be social, outgoing, confident ,etc. Even in job interviews if you show any symptoms of it you probably won't get hired. Just wondering how anyone could ever possibly get one with this condition unless they act a certain way around people (Something I could never do). Literally 99%, if not all jobs require communication and being social, making small talk, etc. &#x200B;",6.27235081374322,9.116080936708864,7.183580470162751,63.66101265822786,68.74683544303798,10.083905967450272,32.804701627486445,10.290406445055957,4.427667631103075,370,17,50,11,7,123,62,79,0.021,0.885,0.094,0.7003,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,7,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,4,22,11,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,7,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,38,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707816444541666,0.1649433661477783,0.09231032202574244,0.0,0.10384350402903768,0.0,0.0,0.0949151010364583,0.0,0.0,0.12084060842154305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676048312189725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30278005530904456,0.17931477239954371,0.12278788317945573,0.11436986133613687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406721697483708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184088624938668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388184216261804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060992589239203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469385439978267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198339554341013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882150801591317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303054494453613,0.0,0.0,0.1463545901172852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151206030658713,0.0,0.10450207682470956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108960501039605,0.0,0.1091055864727347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774697372213962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720817435120684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649433661477783,0.0 socialanxiety,bBYc4j2KmaELULCE,2019/03/22,"Why is my brain like this? This evening I smoked some weed with my crush. Of course I'm too retarded too make any moves and she probably sees me as a friend only anyways. She hugged me goodbye, probably the biggest dopamine rush I've had in months. Then I spent around 2 hours with my best friend and his gf talking, we had a good time. When I got home I just started crying uncontrollably because of the inevitable feeling of loneliness. I try so hard to make some social contact, but it feels like I will never connect with anyone on a serious level. I should be happy because I finally didn't spend an evening home alone, but nope, I feel like absolute shit. Why can't my brain just work normally. Sorry for this rambling, I'm drunk, high, and don't have anyone I could talk about this with.",4.111430107526882,5.7314480516129045,4.292661290322581,87.2923252688172,71.70967741935483,7.489247311827956,28.400537634408607,8.07648339933343,1.7793763440860222,628,24,125,9,12,195,106,155,0.146,0.7,0.154,0.5193,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,11,12,1,1,6,0,11,5,3,2,1,24,22,9,0,3,4,0,4,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,0,3,1,2,2,5,3,0,0,5,5,20,9,14,13,3,16,0,0,1,1,11,6,1,2,11,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730377152345405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015295530081888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539371704772714,0.0,0.0,0.1180164658781398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162833395891973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912528497582852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598658406442024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584730784723498,0.0,0.14562322721773188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512404145231406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010959310391676,0.18941776933610946,0.0,0.14522525868248254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484834516706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119442442506962,0.10602929129991186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112449697045187,0.11875774665856074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006874096211516,0.2659594256492288,0.0,0.13055591777675687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430276110198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698459759482418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581705910320234,0.14090219466303638,0.0,0.0,0.10224707452912968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298916187302599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082636392747547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858683304611116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564207442822092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608242149770625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351396331828417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840259350931445,0.093834570664851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131114017260839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730332703343064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000713584947878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392497577997577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651340527915173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabatallica,2019/03/22,"got invited to a party My mates invited me to a party - or more of a get together really. This is like the first time I've properly been invited for drinks. I felt kinda chuffed, then I found out my mates gf is going. Now I just cancelled on them because I felt incredibly anxious putting myself in that situation with someone I don't know. I feel like they just think I am an asshole or attention seeker now. Advice?",4.300772357723574,5.625382573170731,6.1448780487804875,75.34869918699188,70.82926829268294,9.856910569105693,31.959349593495933,10.125756701596842,3.473847154471545,329,15,61,9,6,114,61,82,0.054000000000000006,0.8079999999999999,0.138,0.7673,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,14,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,13,2,8,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23993480785787655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773856411096566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496763857605203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053167353084146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415031206405365,0.17541087270165573,0.4715058756609702,0.0,0.0,0.20885268334350948,0.0,0.26921740515334824,0.0,0.0,0.12828235657587692,0.0,0.1395436917964035,0.0,0.1963774632553449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349400913828323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991284459177634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468313641574182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729656393538666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27599260246108026,0.0,0.0,0.20804174361927472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732946949985846,0.0,0.0,0.1431739388041732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ascendent-Doot,2019/03/22,"Just got exiled from my gaming friends circle It hurts a bit, because I always thought I could rely on getting home from school to play and chat with friends. I’ve lost friends before, but this feels even worse losing the people I’ve been gaming with since middle school. Have any of you guys dealt with this before? Sorry if I did something wrong with this post, I usually don’t post on reddit but I wanted to vent a little today. 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I can't talk to anyone other than my parents. (selective mutism) and never have done so. They and cahms tried to help me in the past, but got nowhere and eventually gave up and cut support. Until people found out I was depressed (no idea how they wouldn't expect it). Now that it's worse and other things are on top of it, there is no chance. I'm told I can't think that nothing will help. But how do you expect me to change that? When they literally told me that they couldn't do it. Or maybe it's that they said the referral won't take longer than 2 weeks 9 weeks ago. This is about as far as I possibly can get in life: no life experience or social skills, unable to say a single word to anyone. I had planned to die today weeks back. This is the end of the road.",2.028377723970941,3.2523153446327697,3.3407142857142884,93.6296186440678,76.34463276836158,6.413075060532688,19.42251815980629,6.868970318607317,-0.05247021791767592,644,12,153,6,14,210,106,177,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.8126,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,5,3,8,3,1,0,5,0,18,2,0,2,1,24,31,17,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,9,3,17,1,22,18,1,20,0,1,0,0,18,8,0,2,12,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274888120517227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112624767236986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058962171347887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214375472800126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387298485863844,0.0,0.1492636943914713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717901655131352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273828907359802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068472622930994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769251738786486,0.0,0.0,0.07514063859792075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502694828121934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192800631317906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162356623635615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904036774511905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317032722451414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448772166636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092377219141103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800031586971295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969641740573276,0.0,0.13729360472106988,0.1994150162323475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213678828688194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680689155203993,0.3431171614372842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660759688467906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632065881867586,0.0,0.0,0.10813564017557736,0.1155980290160856,0.12570606395932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554841160048104,0.09215481476986302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632567667249074,0.2748546310618631,0.0,0.0976451510084486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482946732826101,0.0,0.34609406337816023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656608510565924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,binkybales28,2019/03/22,"Girl I like is making me anxious but I know it isn't her fault There's a girl I matched with on Tinder, we've arranged to meet and were just talking on Snapchat at the moment. I like her but she's busy and we haven't had time to talk. The thing is that she said she'd text me tomorrow because she's just been busy, but it's making me anxious and I feel guilty for feeling this when we haven't even dated yet. I know she's into me and I know it's just in my head. She calls me sweet and says she wants to get to know me and I know we'll re arrange, but I still get anxious. 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I come off as uninteresting because I don't speak much, and when I finally have something to say about my hobbies and knowledge, no one seems to share them with me. People have looked at my work and have had very little to say because even my work lacks color. I feel like I cannot fit in any group because I don't share any common interest with them. I'm always viewed as an outcast. What should I do?",4.591950354609928,5.016879329787237,5.4582978723404265,83.83333333333334,69.53191489361703,7.9687943262411345,27.368794326241137,7.793537801064563,1.476594326241134,363,11,75,4,6,119,60,94,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.6994,0,0,1,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,9,15,5,11,14,3,9,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,1,5,48,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354651068127985,0.0,0.0,0.2836687892073205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38142604678961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966413401441064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775817063930265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091798592756486,0.2980041480760954,0.0,0.22847766418371385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379301967981747,0.20904140630885745,0.0,0.0,0.1751458287582446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533225618435628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133207353399074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459581205991967,0.18211481996618864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33172563448890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987381598421788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056697101678932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209165937208692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036821225267553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Afsurdagi,2019/03/22,First encounter with my crush Sat her down and told her that i am a bore. We then went to the library and studied quietly for about 10 mins till she texted her friend to bail her out. She left saying sorry after another 2 mins :),2.6480434782608704,4.506678804347832,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,76.17391304347827,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.5975826086956529,179,5,38,2,4,56,39,46,0.098,0.778,0.124,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,9,1,9,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38921107225520174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157226617698688,0.0,0.0,0.2867701525935529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032845071984354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951745633777831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155018616453777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546751875199176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440844654670743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AlcatracNYC,2019/03/22,"Cousin said i have social anxiety. My cousin said i have a thing called social anxiety because i barley say stuff to anyone in big group gatherings and usually dont talk unless spoken too. &#x200B; But i go go to the bars and dance by myself or with friends. Have even went on a two week solo trip just for the heck of it. its true about me not speaking unless spoken to, but i only do that because im really not a good conversation starter, usually have to get asked a couple of question first to open up then i can talk just in the flow. &#x200B; I would definitely say im an introvert but labeling myself as having social anxiety, is a bit of stretch. Since im not afraid of doing social things. What do yall think? 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Any advice is appreciated, I'm at my wits end and in tears. Hi my brother is 22, he never has had a girlfriend. He graduated HS but lied about going to college to go to the library to play League of Legends. My mother kicked him out at 18 because he wasn't doing anything so he ran away for a week and took a train to Toronto from BC. When he came back he stayed at my fathers. He worked at McDonalds but got fired because when the burgers need restocking the cooker would need to yell to get more from the freezer and he would never do that even when its busy as hell. He would just freeze and not talk. My dad got him a job at the McD's close to where he lives and on the first day he ran away again without saying nothing to Calgary with nothing but his phone and it was -40C. My dad did not force him to get a job or was aggressive which makes it so confusing. He came back a week later and moved in with me and my mom and I promised to get him better. At home he says the bare minimum and now it has gotten to the point where he doesn't even say anything unless he gets yelled at which makes him snap back in return. He does not think anything is wrong with him. I tried to relate to him today, telling him I went through the same thing and tried to commit suicide and when I was about to tear up he laughed at me and said ""I'm not gonna kill myself are you stupid, leave me alone"". I am literally in tears because he believes its normal to play the computer all day and just eat and sleep. We are going to the doctor to get a psychiatrist referral because a week before he did open up to the family doctor when I told him I have AvPD and SAD and he told the doctor he thinks he has it as well. He is living off his savings and im just waiting for it to run out. I offered him a job and car and he was gonna take it but I got mad at him for not responding to my texts so now he doesn't want it. Im just at my dead end here and any help or advice would be appreciated. My goal is to go the the doctor and also wait till he becomes broke. Thanks for reading, I appreciate it so much!",2.3074675324675344,3.351738707792208,3.7588658008658014,91.624012987013,75.34199134199133,6.578701298701298,23.15670995670996,6.868970318607317,0.4842045021645016,1681,46,391,15,35,556,210,462,0.131,0.774,0.095,-0.9673,3,1,0,0,0,3,30.0,1,1,0,4,28,18,5,1,24,0,32,6,1,2,4,74,70,44,3,8,19,7,2,0,1,6,4,6,1,0,16,33,1,2,3,3,0,13,12,10,1,1,21,8,41,8,64,42,4,66,1,3,0,0,63,27,1,3,25,246,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466329527268846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196194590513048,0.0,0.06328573794232081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763159035716896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536873912887184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870341602712042,0.18255413805365947,0.0,0.1929644410738484,0.08740047145967643,0.06733966000152061,0.08916016911429755,0.0,0.06999014334848275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810230271200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207348734123273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32399981840575537,0.06925322091895293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097678938714517,0.0,0.0,0.14018358118834864,0.0,0.0,0.10453833170744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460321170311005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731379352758239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067287794808368,0.0,0.17990126068354603,0.0,0.1898789874770094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304378554561341,0.0,0.07938074757945765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096283043252772,0.0,0.23559344053038056,0.0,0.08755323759302087,0.0,0.04349156211221528,0.0,0.0,0.08379453422015486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975863773474878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564896982185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268416267344508,0.0,0.08410998422511091,0.058174715713251224,0.1173579942320742,0.12207048791930453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753734445729213,0.15186795002035094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748099351529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791583000636405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527729932256129,0.18879848062622606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919403621035284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434938937819092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656290720558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950108843630358,0.06360723010822802,0.06916912515132928,0.07285861087074637,0.0,0.0,0.05257502965125625,0.10141544035897262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501251327183434,0.1512373689505666,0.08792399050177141,0.10745749978631217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667698484336858,0.0,0.1904365058449483,0.0,0.07115356312217916,0.07336068476890573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628513265053348,0.0,0.05761259443087125,0.0,0.0,0.224866288799232,0.08652376008318279,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ace9224,2019/03/22,Social anxiety around everyone even family and friends Hello everyone. I’ve suffered from social anxiety starting from 12 years old to now as a 24 years old. Now my social anxiety when I was 12 years old wasn’t as bad as it is now it was a different type of social anxiety. Years 12-17 my social anxiety was slowing increasing but reaching various plateaus. 18-24 my social anxiety was accelerating and becoming so bad and spreading to family and friends I’ve lost all my friendships but one friend which I have to force myself to hang out with to keep a relationship. Ive gotten to the point where I hate hanging out with anyone because my anxiety pretty much drains me after hanging out with anyone. The only people that don’t give me that is my parents because they live with me. I can’t even have a romantic relationship with anyone due to this mental illness. I really don’t understand why I feel like this. I believe it is not a mental issue because I can face these situations but more of a serotonin imbalance causing me to feel uncomfortable. Anyone have this problem? ,5.545582922824302,7.241269995073893,6.777655172413797,70.5745287356322,68.26108374384236,10.142397372742204,33.7303776683087,10.355215969177356,4.007625550082102,871,41,142,24,15,294,104,203,0.175,0.703,0.122,-0.7838,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,1,0,8,0,16,2,1,1,1,24,25,12,0,1,4,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,7,2,21,4,25,18,5,25,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,0,16,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482187654557349,0.0,0.0,0.23410353221941396,0.0,0.0,0.07451188735541668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977414979292233,0.1530705752427738,0.0924414907283518,0.0,0.09430268291310344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598427397002711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874500255702529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056781570966512,0.0,0.0,0.15996032522632664,0.0,0.0,0.15781224031817928,0.0,0.08464376700730986,0.05979621312529406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400221028215567,0.0,0.0,0.08029389736321531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263768799159653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873623929214426,0.0,0.07439754595529276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089221883955087,0.0,0.07390976615225964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136983763519232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870241253276771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153007361879194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26349124854388817,0.0,0.05671815540178486,0.06365859726029882,0.0,0.0,0.09294036912170728,0.0,0.0,0.058027930488753425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912476685005054,0.0,0.0,0.08515429571732197,0.0,0.08009082349247586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362118502742072,0.0,0.0,0.17972770669894128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408374876417533,0.0,0.511937502112783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924419874293451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713598723342221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552738878570485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215603527362413 socialanxiety,Jalfredo,2019/03/22,"Getting Help Hey everybody. I have had social anxiety since I was 12. I am now 19 and I just want to say, don’t be afraid to get help. I was so terrified of what my family would think of me when I told them I needed to go back to therapy but they, along with my therapist, were very supportive. They made it clear that they love and support me no matter. So please for your own sake, ask for help. If your too afraid to ask people irl, DM me at anytime.",0.5734736842105264,2.6235680842105293,2.5234210526315834,93.89144736842108,83.94736842105263,6.747368421052633,18.973684210526315,7.908726449838941,0.579821052631579,348,9,81,7,10,116,70,95,0.062,0.674,0.264,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,4,0,7,5,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,22,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,18,3,12,14,1,5,0,0,0,1,16,1,0,1,3,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461140712311304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344477977920485,0.0,0.0,0.14535639687082846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820555858834972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975261749870991,0.0,0.1074330579038702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801189204996093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706116443392243,0.1788696726343241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016720218536688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105320278864335,0.0,0.0,0.20750387842318474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032837475559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563718671292925,0.0,0.0,0.19269757601902074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290297993037972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161782206015546,0.2194844318280688,0.0,0.12112612035106772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063123019772429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597383363066106,0.11149785602173568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428517917776778,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,honeygld,2019/03/22,I literally wanna crawl up in a hole and die So yesterday my “friends” wanted to take a group picture and kept insisting on letting me join in. I looked so bad in it and the worst part is one of them posted it on instagram and now people are whispering about me and looking at me weird since I don’t talk and I just exist. It was just humiliating tbh because I know that the people I talk to aren’t really my friends because I know that they be talking behind my back and would humiliate me by laughing and telling people that I’m a virgin. I’m only around them just so I would be lonely or they just stay with me just to kill time. I just hate how much of an uncomfortable situation I’m in and it makes me not wanna go to school at all. Since I literally don’t have any friends and would always be part of everyone’s joke.. I’m really tired. This is the first time I’ve dealt with stuff like this and I feel like a fucking loser with no friends. I’m sick of people pitying me and treating me like shit. I really wish I can change schools but I can’t. I’m fucking stuck with feeling like shit until school is out and it’s killing me. I miss having actual friends I could talk to and would laugh and joke around without having the feeling that they’re talking behind your back and laughing at you all the time. ,3.1233492063492037,4.524500848148146,4.370952380952383,86.62500000000004,73.85185185185185,7.365079365079365,25.820105820105823,7.957251820313856,1.3665661375661378,1039,35,220,15,21,342,130,270,0.16899999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.15,-0.562,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,2,16,29,7,0,10,0,22,7,2,2,2,52,46,23,3,9,10,0,3,4,5,4,2,1,0,0,12,23,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,14,0,2,3,6,34,15,34,34,6,25,0,4,2,3,18,13,4,1,13,153,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.08781275181886188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487504600554275,0.0,0.0,0.0611931451656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021213512800553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838640784975584,0.07513403487959645,0.10970850672430343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519260201527673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718460049687776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339061916106482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859848882837919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649793796827694,0.1285711490795596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654151955419508,0.0,0.0,0.3476124127304208,0.16638007042531894,0.0,0.0,0.05114076603330805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884193452263403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991109844229272,0.0,0.09890722472773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201614930313473,0.0,0.17584924829930074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113011416330446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060065940914372576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614960926991872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097642335979156,0.06843793754463841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489079835544065,0.0,0.24953813332677155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618112124187162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294081883256188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732100305737753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473740201684105,0.14887367495778214,0.10114733907125767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591244376726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030117330296384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765780808619941,0.3616342054115681,0.07865118971712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741359882754868,0.10342495867602132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307570946295887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347874783716393,0.08674269665210005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569213290814,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jikol1906,2019/03/22,"I attended a meetup event. It was an event where you meet up and then play various board games. It didn't go that bad but not good either. I hate how I am unable to get rid of that anxious/insecure vibe I am emitting. Anxiety is clouding my mind making me unable to joke around and I can't come with funny comebacks when people say something funny/joke around with me. I only managed to come with the same boring default small talk questions (where are you from, what do you do etc.). I really am determined to improve my social skills, but every time I try to put myself out there, it is equivalent to not being able to swim and then being thrown into a stormy sea.",4.600606060606059,5.523108151515154,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.75757575757575,7.987878787878787,26.03030303030303,8.167268648758528,1.5999939393939395,524,15,100,7,9,171,91,132,0.08199999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.13,0.763,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,0,22,19,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,1,4,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,1,16,3,17,15,4,20,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,74,22,1,0.2092627151943792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008540434646076,0.23640730390591005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725763655900069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747256262778535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605225995056854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333832435423131,0.0,0.0,0.1763128629781638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933113168900756,0.0,0.11892882350612978,0.17551963710277022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206603607460708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396844873438622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129568825189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915372464442035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450764180826889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103668275201203,0.23442213303991405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405905383158567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641411031294334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331698506553973,0.0,0.16110066180789262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819744374247433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220227720760201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420756472515943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fijdgjasj,2019/03/22,"Can y'all hold my ass accountable if I don't talk to this girl at work? I'm not taking this shit anymore - I don't care if I can't breathe or I am a nervous wreck, I don't. Who do you think has never gone to a high school party, never gets invited to anything, doesn't have a girlfriend? Me. She seems shy and maybe that's what I need. I just need to get to know somebody else who is in the same boat. It's not necessarily romantic interest, I just need to break this bubble. I want to get to know her - ask her what her hobbies are, what she is planning to do with her life, etc... that's all. It would be such a big win. Today alone, I've thrown away so many opportunities which just culminated in an awkward silence. I've failed at so much this year, depression has gotten the better of me, and I just can't take it. *Can you imagine I have to scrounge for a prom date within a few months of now? God dammit.*",1.3781804327948812,2.9798780829015565,3.08324291374581,93.17808594940568,79.05181347150258,6.199207558671138,21.715635476988727,7.048011613610866,0.3567868942395611,702,20,166,8,17,233,117,193,0.171,0.748,0.081,-0.9483,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,6,8,10,1,2,9,0,20,4,3,0,3,27,38,7,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,15,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,23,5,20,34,5,17,0,2,0,1,15,8,2,4,7,109,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783095935075514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707400541009226,0.0,0.0,0.1416759939564888,0.0,0.16094974884971944,0.0,0.1617533928225123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522647354474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755322896343114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828427780577574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382061700476326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920079511018982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984516457093666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819003220884065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923325149487705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160425971179495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454689344411786,0.17296150152148726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374193628150521,0.0,0.12656007366215882,0.3829714390371648,0.2655664020636334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423877972111546,0.0,0.15673129804598754,0.0,0.0,0.17672348684634925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588912397129908,0.1383786002087766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031549913864228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319098578945934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015465665397069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533716934654954,0.0,0.0,0.12230009947467853,0.0,0.0,0.11086772979446992 socialanxiety,mister1bollock,2019/03/22,"Drank my coffee in the rain today. Starbucks lady asked if it was ""for here or to go"" and I said to go and then I felt too weird to sit in when I said ""to go"" so I stood in the rain drinking my coffee. 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Well I have a little victory and did a metaphorical skydive recently. I want to share it so that maybe some of you feel encouraged. A few months ago a friend got me hooked on an online, multiplayer game which really requires you to use voice chat to communicate with your team. So when I first started playing, I had all my already-friends to play with, and I was comfortable with that. But then most of my friends lost interest and stopped playing, while I was still super into it. Playing this game solo is super tedious, though. There's a huge discord server where you can find other people to play with, and I'd mostly avoided it because I was afraid of people rejecting me from their games or making fun of my voice (apparently my voice is fine, but you know how this anxiety thing works). Well over time I kept trying to build up courage and just go for it. It was super difficult and I backed out more times than I can count. One day I made another attempt. I know this might sound like an overreaction, but I could feel my heart beating fast. Hovering my mouse button over the option to join a voice chat was like stepping at the edge of the plane door for me. I jumped and joined a chat with two people and it didn't go well. I forgot to make sure my sound was on, so after I said hello into the mic I realized I couldn't hear what they were saying (I could see one of them was speaking). Just as I got my sound on the two users that were in the channel left. That was a fucking nightmare, honestly. Bad anxiety. I felt shit because I didn't know why they left and my brain was blaming it on me. Maybe the way I said hello was weird? Maybe they didn't like my voice? Well here's the thing. I worked really hard on calming myself down and collecting my nerves, and I managed to make myself try one more time. That second time was a success. I got in a game with some cool people, and after an hour of playing I was feeling comfortable, enjoying their company, and getting along. What the fuck lol. It was such a relief having that positive experience. I mean, I still get anxious whenever I look for a voice channel to join. I still have those same fears. But every time I join one and things go well, it gets a little bit easier. The next time is a little less scary. Making this leap, even after the first failure, paid off. So yeah, that leap is difficult. I will never downplay that for anyone. Maybe there's a phonecall you need to make or someone you want to ask out. Getting past that mental barrier is a challenge. But the jump is worth it, because it might make the second jump just a little bit less scary. :)",4.3021264418420335,5.698742844765345,4.738600862903937,85.15586202342169,70.91335740072202,7.931953861054858,26.689090428810424,8.407314429234152,1.7009357752927712,2232,73,443,35,41,707,249,554,0.127,0.6709999999999999,0.202,0.9909,1,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,7,6,15,28,50,3,4,35,3,38,5,3,9,4,83,81,34,0,6,10,0,6,3,2,3,0,14,1,0,36,28,0,7,11,16,2,8,5,15,5,11,31,23,64,35,64,44,14,67,0,2,2,2,36,27,3,9,34,310,100,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809686777737583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872394584253914,0.10027517193548573,0.07404105059654631,0.0,0.045826786011782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127064380178319,0.0,0.0,0.05039587809188607,0.10944559429433416,0.11985692705869193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310445543246456,0.0,0.0,0.07316382705022782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465601540077682,0.0,0.0,0.0422675958976378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328826295169308,0.0,0.05521990815386906,0.0,0.0,0.06411026823847557,0.0,0.07375022896155306,0.13255508829280352,0.0,0.06292825803225656,0.0,0.059901972829374914,0.16724375529461666,0.0,0.0,0.15190711036483845,0.12118053899017492,0.13696686556495358,0.0,0.11174293128578268,0.0,0.1572539259935495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871057477058241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386785027398662,0.07766469719276341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454326718080883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805648872389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241785297242374,0.0,0.0,0.0960579592050268,0.26275143817880603,0.0,0.0,0.05503672598869437,0.0,0.07154417462295888,0.0,0.0,0.06201511877337985,0.26248900158590194,0.0,0.263373198824674,0.0713917972075794,0.0,0.0,0.13209692797910785,0.1390542374872075,0.0,0.0,0.05231305355046377,0.0,0.0,0.04859675518850274,0.05054815103114833,0.0,0.06970206831131581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764521506797454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625649284183719,0.18174752191076515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066273343133023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397264402304637,0.0,0.06471241127498685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246862648042889,0.052119690712110235,0.0,0.0,0.05222654592352352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727541913769601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106291734415367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638923970933315,0.0,0.15701993796087366,0.05479400896642897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177026208272238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741662925791274,0.0,0.06439228745139935,0.0,0.2675165218822965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349118254247028,0.0,0.12804525869790867,0.0,0.0,0.056605139068078826,0.0,0.0,0.07731386413728228,0.05202225414357455,0.0,0.0,0.29463968862661283,0.0,0.059139261182394015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954271642303293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarthVader935,2019/03/22,"Do I actually have S.A? I'm mostly fine communicating with friends and most of my family, albeit being a little quiet. But around strangers and people I don't know that well I feel like an alien! I just fail at conveying my personality to outsiders and look like an awkward jerk. Ive had GAD for a long time but is my issue with communicating a type of social anxiety or something else entirely? 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I take after my father. I barely knew anything about him. I'm quiet and it comes with perks: insightful, I'll listen to you, I won't dominate a conversation, I can ask the deeper questions. But, people don't really know me that well. They say I'm calm and they need that in their life and yet I'm colorless, enigmatic. Double edges.. people sometimes think I'm stupid or never have anything real to say because I spend too much time listening. 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I'm traveling alone right now for the first time, and I realized I stink at it. It would be nice to hang out with like minded people, especially since my self-consciousness will probably be at max levels with everyone going out for the weekend. I little about myself, I'm a late 30s male with geeky interests (mainly video games). I'm also pretty laid back despite my anxiety and awkwardness. I arrive in Portland this afternoon and will be there until Sunday. Respond if you're interested!",6.09900432900433,7.645912868686872,6.731774891774894,71.98909090909096,66.77777777777777,10.1015873015873,30.304473304473305,10.290406445055957,3.4237261183261167,430,16,70,11,7,141,72,99,0.078,0.762,0.159,0.8079,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,1,4,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,4,16,5,1,24,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,10,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652595136698836,0.0,0.20481631912754425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959284660655975,0.0,0.0,0.17908265255893455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693782418891767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473034707457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178526136393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455569422813364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889106333966783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512561343061887,0.2566960756348753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586047132433855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755897343217708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605626153398348,0.2761369679447697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872214137764293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671854272363162,0.0,0.0,0.21186226364821065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934362477034407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106418182725756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819378546620809,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sendhelpiamsuffering,2019/03/22,"Had a ""life-changing"" breakthrough at work today! Heya all! Just thought i'd share with everyone my effing amazing day at work today. I don't know if it was because of the 0.25mg of xanax (prescribed for months now) i took or if it was just more of a placebo thing.But holy cow today was fucking fantastic,i got out of my way to make small talks with my colleagues (which i never do) and as time went on i became the most CHATTY person at my workplace! I'm still in shock because what the heck, i've always been a quiet person and i'd keep to myself because of my anxiety and fear, and so this is such a big deal for me i can't stress that enough. I even got dared to shout ""hey there beautiful"" at my workstation for giggles for five bucks and i did it! H e c k Y ea H I personally don't think it was because of the medication because i've been taking it for quite awhile now, and i only use it whenever i deem necessary. So today was just really amazing and gosh i am so fucking happy, first thing i did was share this big piece of news to my lovely girlfriend. &#x200B; Hope this might motivate or inspire others! Thanks for reading :) ",1.6868482925919004,3.8137861416309033,3.3007837283075183,89.44102071281954,80.28755364806868,5.940585930210861,23.43515581265161,7.079830092131019,0.8756327299869384,893,31,184,11,23,295,137,233,0.032,0.777,0.191,0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,12,15,2,2,8,0,18,5,0,3,2,31,35,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,14,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,4,5,0,2,16,2,21,10,27,18,5,25,0,0,0,3,10,10,3,7,12,119,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730597467024994,0.12670773143807074,0.14209858967950528,0.0,0.0,0.08946110301085931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564369488212321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371022676644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541858423444514,0.12056313591654827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208334177857031,0.0,0.07723977284375268,0.0,0.0,0.11174408307872767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159342842012353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947168730168927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622390612276904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706005884450327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448803714542793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615082207710135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039443442531016,0.0,0.0,0.06426883466188231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260032525847631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554565640931347,0.0,0.07806038509446793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780780647347228,0.0,0.12405808161508895,0.0,0.0,0.0933428162157949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901936792352832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088940449087801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063304469068521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438331436468672,0.11697468317600165,0.0,0.0749167038264783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339086019361488,0.0,0.13395785346430333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792660988005263,0.09399438319962856,0.0,0.10766543642798372,0.0,0.0,0.15538351458988506,0.07493237598336526,0.0,0.0928397084992188,0.06819042514793001,0.0,0.4433933001165511,0.0,0.1299280166987644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100123648496816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928239393055274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840736665034717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027184704776502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209858967950528,0.0 socialanxiety,ssbtonic,2019/03/22,"Should I Seek a Diagnosis/Medication? Hi all, I need your help. I recently went through the struggle (finally) of scheduling an appointment with a therapist, only to realize two things and cancel. My insurance wouldn't help me cover the cost until a certain (inhumanely large) deductible was met, and that a therapist can't actually diagnosis me nor prescribe me medication. I can barely even afford to see a therapist, so I'm wondering how I would be expected to do that and see a psychiatrist on top of that. Given my circumstances, and the fact that counseling in the past hasn't been very helpful to me, I believe that medication will be the most helpful to me. I'm scared about how much this might cost me but I'm willing to move forward with a psychiatrist I can learn a little bit more. How many sessions would it take to prescribe me medication? Do I need to be diagnosed to receive medication? If I stop seeing my psychiatrist, can I still keep using medication? Should I even seek a prescription? If I am legally considered disabled, I'm really worried about what this might mean for my future career prospects and other types of discrimination. If anyone has experience with this and can point me in the right direction, please help me. I feel so lost and bitter right now.",7.047163120567375,8.081908042553195,7.943829787234044,66.01333333333335,64.31914893617022,11.88368794326241,36.5177304964539,11.602472056035307,4.772721985815604,1030,49,172,33,15,347,128,235,0.104,0.821,0.075,-0.8215,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,11,5,1,2,16,0,24,6,0,4,3,39,43,18,0,11,4,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,5,0,2,4,4,4,0,1,6,5,27,1,23,25,5,21,0,1,3,0,9,9,0,7,10,128,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.098504960434925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058108620348139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372721682252945,0.0,0.0,0.11020266512235903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245413987261877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334265327735775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874077505467443,0.0,0.0,0.05103937526351336,0.0,0.0,0.1105771723574906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33829691889101443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972200555225146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117053541251332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019026198175064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233947906091263,0.0,0.10995557470763988,0.11212395365187497,0.5084428952081272,0.0,0.2141673020778819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107285512218424,0.07420408208320678,0.1496946247239452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677104054304819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636068750002104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080414934815833,0.09542294277968437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646661149769589,0.0,0.0996681782890165,0.0,0.0,0.1724080595702039,0.0,0.0,0.10106068432748253,0.0,0.2413134322134549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061251756437943,0.08439214282449285,0.0,0.10552663398200693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589592138499959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35160478852749555,0.0670614676485682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860579617977616,0.0,0.0,0.08718159285918219,0.0,0.08328783099065949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357436830640432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946743700719078,0.0,0.10251163560189154,0.0,0.1434127897938614,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yakisan,2019/03/22,"im too fragile to live a normal life, what should I do Im not a native English speaker so please forgive me about the grammar or vocabulary. so im a girl 21 years old and at my last year of college. I have a bad relationship with one of my roommate. my problem is that I concern way too much about how other people think of me, and just a little negative comment will make me fell bad all day. I never fight or quarrel with others since the bad comment will make me uncomfortable for a long long time. and I will be gloomy for all day just because a person who even have nothing to do with me is mad at me, or disliked me. I knew that its impossible to make everyone like me but my heart just too fragile to take that, and that already have a bad influence of my normal college life... How can I change my mind? Is there anyone who like me? I often saw others quarreling, which make me kind of envy that there are people who don't care about the bad words about themselves from others. please help, any advise is ok, I really want to talk to someone..",4.353762575452716,4.945748122065731,5.356716968477532,83.75588028169015,70.12676056338029,7.775855130784709,28.359825620389,7.7094869923839395,1.6122558014755202,822,28,168,9,14,271,114,213,0.151,0.75,0.099,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,18,14,2,0,11,1,17,3,1,7,3,36,27,12,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,15,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,4,25,6,23,20,3,15,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,4,12,120,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439212294302048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766551907900641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881821901540922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470593051143957,0.06871461249029431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492813934897425,0.0,0.1192454979969846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539342252185214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445217278047618,0.0,0.0,0.10771121501616668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335767494480355,0.07555554066855638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652790507320205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738317639507015,0.0,0.09188391278279738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923852340446173,0.11014107578696256,0.11297759565587945,0.09953606561573072,0.19951179669268768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009726758321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381762909797452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286403494287843,0.0,0.08693856989605693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088830660236589,0.1081603146908302,0.0,0.11828334093316765,0.0,0.07638370856220968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629522855680245,0.09842497166654177,0.0,0.2474709920434318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786024469272736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221294382514308,0.0,0.0,0.12102181983702362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324524770387613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550944006275107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475331956288483,0.09060210563448146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222805037050735,0.0,0.0,0.06572941799502517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648667304459333,0.08947390331299418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517923654580545 socialanxiety,bedbugcrisis,2019/03/22,Strangers birthday party at a CLUB ugh I have an event tonight. A friend of my husband's birthday. It's going to be a lot of older people that I don't know. And it's at a CLUB. halp.,-1.81552845528455,0.09030114634146713,0.8896341463414643,100.8552642276423,98.51219512195122,2.7333333333333334,19.028455284552845,3.1291,-0.8624666666666667,141,5,34,0,6,48,30,41,0.076,0.763,0.161,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496097693331173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649296621060079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289049127880384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459045721247829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451628013266005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tanakaop1,2019/03/22,"Does therapy really help? Hey guys, first time posting here so I’m not sure if this is how you do things or how often stuff like this is asked. Also, I don’t mean to be assuming or to offend anyone who is dealing with the struggles of anxiety to the extreme level (or any level really). I’m here for advice. *Does therapy really help?* I have not yet been diagnosed. I also haven’t gone to therapy because I have this fear that doctors would tell me I don’t have what I think I have which is SAD. Brief explanation: I don’t wanna make this too long so I’ll summarise most of it, but I’ve always been shy and timid since I was young but I never considered that I was actually an anxious person, until a series of traumatic events happened. I have small fragments of memories of when I was young of being sexually abused by an older lady who used to clean our home all the time. She lived with us so it happened quite often. All that is settled, but I never went to therapy for it. Also, for the past six years I was heavily involved in volunteering at my community church. I just recently removed myself from the responsibilities I had there because I had/have burnout and it was intense really with all the social expectations. I haven’t really seen any of the people from there since, because I sort of removed myself from the social crowds around there because I have this looming feeling of judgment from them even though everyone was quite supportive of me leaving. I’ve also been in a relationship for about 2 years now. We’re interracial and her family basically isn’t cool with it. When her father found out he like literally came to my home and reprimanded me saying “you’ll never see my daughter” this and that. It was brutal I won’t lie. That put quite a bit of strain on us because we had to hide our relationship as her, her sister and I had similar friend groups and if people found out, GOD the stress. I love her with my all and everything is fine now, but her family wants nothing to do with me still. I’m 22 now and I’ve been happy all my life until I hit a spiral last May. I’ve seen my doctor about my anxiety (not diagnosed) and as things got worse he recommended me to see a therapist. Now I’ve removed myself from all social media platforms, I’ve separated myself from about 70% of my friends, I don’t go out like I used to anymore and always want the approval of people but never want to see anyone’s face. I critique myself unfairly and it’s not a good time quite often really. Advice bit: It’s been about 7 months since my doctor recommended therapy and so many times I’ve seen the number thought about calling it but I just haven’t. I have all I need to go, but I really have this fear that my thoughts will be deemed invalid and that it’s just minimal or occasional triggers for stress. I’m also scared that it won’t work and then I’d be stuck with this problem forever essentially. So to any of you who have experience or had similar to me before going to therapy, how has it helped you? Does it help everyone? What do I need to ensure that I can somehow get better and maybe find ways to handle these feelings and thoughts I get? Just help in general. I appreciate it, thanks. 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How do I (15M) go about telling someone (15F) that I have feelings for them? I occasionally talk to her, and I think she knows ( or hope she remembers) that I am socially anxious. What do I even do after I tell her? I had an experience like this a couple years back, but I had waited too long to tell her then she found a boyfriend and I spent the next year depressed I really don’t want this to happen again. 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We will all be going for meals together and I am sick to my stomach with fear. One of my biggest struggles is eating around large groups of people. I am terrified of taking an anxiety attack and being dripping from head to toe in sweat and her and her family judging me negatively. Just wanted to vent a bit. 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Can people with social anxiety actually fake being sociable? A question to people who found ways to manage their anxiety. Only recently I realized that social anxiety is something me and my mom have in common. She told me recently, that in times when she feels overwhelmed and scared in social situations she just pretends to be someone else. She imagines herself to be someone very sociable and brave, and It helps her get through the day. I find it extremely hard to pretend like I'm sociable or confident. I feel like a liar. But my mom seems OK, she achieved a lot in her life through using this ""technique"", but anxiety remains. It doesn't go anywhere. So is it a right thing to do? Accept that you can never silence your anxiety and just pretend like you don't hear it instead? Is it how people manage? I know the best way to deal with anxiety is to get professional help, but what I'm asking is an advice on how to manage it, cause I don't have a possibility to go to therapy. 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There are many different kinds, some people can't be social with anyone without feeling horrible, some can talk with their friends perfectly well but freeze around strangers, some people suck at crowded places but are great when talking one to one, and some people can talk with everyone relatively well but spend hours awake at night, thinking about everything they might've said wrong (and af course there are many other kinds and in-betweens). So I'm just curious, what kind of social anxiety do you have?",17.551217948717948,10.370416557692307,13.928076923076926,56.950256410256436,51.69230769230769,17.71282051282051,51.97435897435897,13.5591,6.574151282051281,478,18,78,10,3,141,70,104,0.115,0.7090000000000001,0.177,0.8174,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,10,11,1,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,1,20,16,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,1,3,4,9,13,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,4,3,52,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639509332925067,0.0,0.0,0.08041886277617714,0.0,0.0,0.10238480705729903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201627594327112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989861897471913,0.1033651102209676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815337700620194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888577629395941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680081786097747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326336839779752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790679958348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320764714383346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220092506602409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079307000550672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586982436126678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189385574780227,0.0,0.1201627594327112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940247497164687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689598240810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773261712051985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369486070474468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068186818249643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086718560063226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574725159030994,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FallendeBanane,2019/03/22,"I just had a lecture with only me and an other guy attending 50% of the time stressful eye contact with the professor. The other 50% actually being able to listen to him.",5.945454545454545,6.2817861212121215,8.008636363636366,67.03295454545456,66.57575757575758,10.236363636363636,34.68181818181819,10.125756701596842,3.821072727272728,134,6,22,3,2,48,27,33,0.099,0.901,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,5,2,0.4400842373449121,0.0,0.4294587327341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357525849166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33470389345604346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041150069891672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566166578595064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nstbafrnlol,2019/03/22,"I am going to a party alone on Saturday and I can’t sleep out of fear My HS friend I haven’t met in a while is turning 21 and she’s throwing a party. When she hit me up asking for an invite I said because a part of me wants to go. I will even know some of the people there from highschool but no one I am “going with”. I’m scared out of my mind and I can’t sleep, and I hate myself for being like this. For the last two hours I’ve been trying to convince myself that I’m being irrational and to sleep but I can’t. Why am I like this man, I’ve been working full time at a company for 6 months and I haven’t made any friends because I can’t open up and I overthink everything. I can’t sleep and needed a place to vent sorry. 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When I asked what he meant, he said I had this “annoying vibe”. It makes me so sad because i don’t know how to fix it but I know that it drives people away sometimes. He said it wasn’t my voice but he couldn’t put his finger on it. 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Ok so bare with me while I try to explain I'm trying to figure out do I have social anxiety. Iv been to a doctor about this and they just give me ssri medication which didn't do anything. I find it very hard to communicate with people I know most if the time. I can get really awkward all if a sudden like extreme flushing cannot look the person in the eye and feel like physically weak when this happens and embarrassed. this nearly always happens after I laugh at something to. with strangers this isn't really a problem most if the time but it happens sometimes with them aswell. this all started at the age of 16 and that was the worst time I thought I was going to have a heart attack or something because I didn't know what was happening . another weird thing is when I have sunglasses on I feel fine and never get awkward . can someone with that knows more than me explain what this is??",3.9788282504012855,5.655773528089888,4.748346709470308,83.6648314606742,72.14606741573033,7.3329052969502415,27.882825040128413,7.957251820313856,1.7884690208667733,720,27,137,10,14,232,106,178,0.126,0.8,0.07400000000000001,-0.8808,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,13,1,3,10,1,17,6,2,0,3,34,37,14,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,5,16,5,21,30,6,18,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,6,13,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980123641225705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097349495908732,0.11014278195994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848163278207995,0.0,0.0,0.16379576932868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776765726154623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736759195833754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559921370076231,0.10285791761340374,0.0,0.0,0.13159329084095098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044513331140028,0.1381168245978968,0.08182601986523948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092771075725031,0.0,0.12897601491742508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706146325910307,0.09650542377060374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373796433783353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068076410171884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209052648498482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504269570666872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675786852066968,0.11104471565671524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981622215744897,0.1257160430094341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776750890758402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447199725932129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676744747808082,0.12199209886912693,0.22168260922410316,0.14239793132327475,0.0,0.1019083750438236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565259085597316,0.0,0.0,0.11430245577469607,0.2518642027444941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550323280170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879693511600453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jcpenni,2019/03/23,"I feel like it’s too late for me I just turned 25 years old. Two and a half decades. A quarter century. How we spend our days is how we spend our lives, or whatever. My days are spent distracting myself until I fall asleep. And so it is with life. All I have to do is get through these stressful few minutes. All I have to do is survive a few hours until work is over. All I have to do is last these next few days until my day off. Minutes, hours, days; lives. I don’t know how to hang out with people. I don’t know how to hold an adult conversation. I don’t know how to go on dates. I don’t know how to be in a relationship. I don’t know how to get to know my co-workers. I don’t know how to open up to people or even find people who I want to open up to. What am I going to do, learn how to socialize as an almost 30-year-old? Go out and, as a self-supporting grown adult man, try and make small talk with strangers at a middle-school level until I get better at it? Finally learn, as an otherwise physically healthy and untraumatized independent human being, how to order at restaurants without mumbling and fucking up even though I rehearsed it thirty times in my head beforehand? Go out and, as someone who other adults ostensibly no longer see as a kid or student but as their equal, condition myself to be able to get a haircut from someone else instead of buzzing it myself once a year and hating the way I look (even more so than usual) for two months? Learn to finally go to the grocery store without needing the entire rest of the day to recover? Learn to stop driving somewhere only to immediately go back home after trying to a parking spot was too overbearing? Suddenly tell my parents and friends that that there has been a writhing rat king in the pit of my stomach every single day for the past two decades and that I’m not actually as quirkily forgetful, as is the joke, but really that in most conversations I’m not actually listening to the words people are saying to me because I’m too busy focusing on how to stand and how to hold my arms and how long to hold eye contact for before breaking away and when to nod or shake my head and when to say “mm-hmm” and when to smile but not too much or too suddenly so as to not look like I have a tic, and that that’s why I don’t remember things, because I never knew them in the first place? After twenty-five years, am I going to learn to stop people-pleasing and focus on myself? After twenty-five years am I going to finally form an actual identify outside of people-pleasing to focus on? I’d like those answers to be yes but at what point do I stop the delusions? At what point do I just accept that this is just how things are and how they will always be? Even if my social anxiety was to be magically cured tomorrow it doesn’t change that I still don’t know how to do any of those things. Anxiety stopped me from doing those things and from learning how to do those things and now I don’t think I’ll ever know how to do those things. I had 17 years of school—in which I saw the same people every day for years—to do these things and find friends and I didn’t, I couldn't, and then I lost the few friends I had when I moved across the country 6 months ago. Am I going to magically make new friends now that I see no one outside of the same handful of people every day? Anyways, I don’t really have a point to this. This is my first post here but I’m not looking for anything. I know the solutions to all this: therapy and baby steps and all that. Making an effort. This is all more catharsis than anything. Writing was a good distraction; I called off sick to work tonight, and I’m crippled with the anxiety of them thinking I’m only skipping because it’s a Saturday during a festival and our restaurant is going to be slammed. That’s not why—I texted my boss from my bathroom floor in between dry heaves—but that doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter what’s real. It only matters what other people think. That’s all that matters. That’s all my brain will let me care about. What other people think. Because I’m home sick from work but my roommate is having people over, and in order to puke I will have to walk to the bathroom past them in the living room. Do I say hi and introduce myself? Do I say hi and introduce myself and tell them I’m sick and make a joke about them hearing me puke for the rest of the night while they eat Doritos and watch Spider Man? Or do I do what my anxiety wants me to do, which is not come out of my room and puke in a bowl or container or something as quietly as possible? That would be completely ridiculous, right? I’m sick, in my own house, and I shouldn’t ignore my needs based on the imaginary judgement of strangers who I might never see again. But what they think of me is the only thing that matters. That’s all that ever matters. 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I'm wondering if this is just me. For example when I'm in class, I just keep worrying about where I'm looking, especially at other people. Also I often hear the advice that you should look at people when you're starting to feel anxious to avoid turning inward too much. However this just doesn't work for me... Any advice on this would be appreciated.",4.796885964912281,6.697991934210532,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,70.44736842105263,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,2.2812877192982453,321,11,55,6,6,106,55,76,0.116,0.841,0.043,-0.5423,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,12,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,17,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,11,14,1,10,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,3,3,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721437535886174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522752507306737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948910719123413,0.0,0.0,0.21511537778895046,0.0,0.13314298360641988,0.1951032386132612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590677628131546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962798260769283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461216973719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925009456413415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797033270572143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997734259644362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264020340898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477711006279075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711744489863787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649754707467655,0.13862479205348446,0.3867524786757027,0.0,0.13526574715375522,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,likesailors,2019/03/23,"I feel like I’m going backwards?? I was always very shy as a child and displayed signs of social anxiety. I was about 15 when i began forcing myself into extracurricular activities and surprisingly made a lot of friends and became “popular” so to speak. I always assumed I was just what I like to call a “learned extrovert.” Since my 2nd year at college, I feel like i’ve retreated to having really bad social anxiety, and have been attending counseling for it recently. Is it possible that I just forgot how to live in the world/ can anyone explain this?",7.36517799352751,7.707647087378643,8.404029126213594,65.38559061488677,63.56310679611651,11.915210355987055,36.58414239482201,11.538034831475384,4.670121035598704,442,20,72,13,6,151,74,103,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.7687,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,11,6,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33647539944316807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30934853149781383,0.0,0.0,0.14137546395961642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881962513931334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645788764623066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446597654464144,0.28888816135224443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621095633946366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490884211018115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633844595021,0.0,0.17853686156480694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189411768696006,0.0,0.19131641016332745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279380631246075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952764683979218,0.0,0.1996375474726608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725308337134087,0.0,0.0,0.41221307053546336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668273525084092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020328409065854 socialanxiety,samuelevans1999,2019/03/23,"I feel like I’m just cruising At the moment in my life I take every social event as it comes and put myself through emotional pain, because I have to, in order to achieve something (e.g. a presentation for my degree or going to work at my part time job). However, when I have spare time I choose not to socialise with friends and just watch anime alone in my room. My friends now know me as the guy who barely goes out and my relationship with all of them isn’t as close as they are with each other. I feel like I should be doing much more, but the repeated emotional pain of trying to be more social just drains me. Also, doing an engineering degree is enough stress as it is, so I really don’t feel like socialising whenever I’ve got a spare 2/3 hours. Am I just being a bitch who needs to force myself to do more?",8.681896103896108,5.821943769696972,8.692554112554117,74.72454545454545,62.81818181818182,11.852813852813853,33.874458874458874,9.957137785484203,2.9393549783549786,642,17,133,10,7,211,101,165,0.101,0.815,0.084,-0.7876,2,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,8,9,1,1,7,0,15,3,0,0,1,25,25,13,0,2,7,0,3,3,2,1,3,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,21,5,25,20,8,22,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,1,12,95,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589596861389662,0.0,0.12037283042770905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175715058079087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296618503441157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386352223681466,0.0,0.15553003339891014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682174201873708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283261749172653,0.3226000236085166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258670052860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554543507783828,0.0,0.12038663530681827,0.0,0.0,0.14904099157171413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823439323083026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937040681894104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827232580576255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631852993677128,0.2206131471135508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065139504438826,0.11161056502105372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203332158490943,0.0,0.0,0.16300125546735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131673933716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642860114188596,0.0,0.0,0.1616048893227129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068775719619185,0.0,0.11587961437265493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724230747184454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317422631833868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554182104742705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219493222748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958221054873772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anon5753,2019/03/23,"... I’m almost 99.99 percent certain I have social anxiety , actually I’m certain and I was wondering if anyone could help. it’s gotten to the point were I cut off and isolated myself from nearly all the friends I had (except like one). The friend I have is the only person I sit with at lunch and when their not it makes me feel sick. I sit alone and feel as though everyone is gossiping about me and judging me and it makes school miserable for me even when they are there. I missed a lot of school cause of it last year and everyone just assumed I hated the work loads and was lazy , when in fact it was the social aspect I dreaded. It really sucks I’m like this now and literally never leave the house except for school, because my actual personality is outgoing and extroverted, I used to love having loads of friends and hanging out with them, and deep down I think I still crave that but I just know I’m not equipped to handle the distress that follows. And everyone always just passes me off as shy when I actually have the irrational thought pattern that everyone automatically hates me. I dunno what to do at this point, it just keeps getting worse, and I can’t cope with it as it is, I want help I know I can’t keep struggling without anyone knowing ,its unbearable but I also know I don’t have the courage to speak to someone. I want to tell my parents (since I’m under 18) but the fear of them or anyone for that fact belittling me , undermining how I feel, or seeing a lack of importance stops me. I feel so alone I just want to be who I was before and not being taunted and humiliated every time a memory enters my head that I find (embarrassing) and plays on a loop , keeping me up for hours at night. Back to not being lonely and feeling trapped. Anyone got advice or want to talk, it would be greatly appreciated from hearing from anyone who understands in the slightest of how I feel. 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I was contemplating going to this one for young people in my town the past few weeks but this morning I kicked myself out of bed, attended and started talking to some new people which I was very afraid of doing. I thought it went okay, and was a bit relieved when they said for me to come to the next one. The reason I feel achieved is because I've never done this before and most of my friends are from school or people that have approached me. I had always been anxious approaching new people, so this was a new challenge for me. If you're contemplating going to a meetup, then you definitely should. If it's good and you enjoyed it, then that's brilliant. If you didn't enjoy it, you still went against your fears and maybe you can try it again or look for others.",5.675389221556884,5.841280520958088,5.902640718562875,82.48809281437126,67.1437125748503,8.117125748502994,29.274850299401198,7.554174236665415,1.6587370059880238,665,21,132,6,10,212,101,167,0.059,0.765,0.17600000000000002,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,1,3,4,10,0,2,7,1,14,0,0,1,1,21,25,16,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,9,2,2,0,2,12,3,22,8,18,12,4,27,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,7,15,99,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.1413629708461621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205355569248094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365115435356775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830562826248012,0.0,0.12326563278340676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815016896690226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247845108946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824260615144869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630083582844388,0.07324583133200524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191887817828194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698271497274965,0.12150213106368228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164635249396318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455318626160205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172536316052456,0.41972157782832303,0.15406080610787745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963224743370802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382857573632605,0.40171217887856997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407699393493626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894074073724334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377955269600693,0.0,0.0,0.14660657967059948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253302143677104,0.0,0.11568579815650355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164333985160222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500307156485065,0.0,0.0,0.13731083457976415,0.0,0.0,0.09835078398215448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195250997735365,0.0,0.0,0.11619837105161315,0.0,0.0,0.26857430611496985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeadPixelCx,2019/03/23,"Phone Anxiety Send Help Recently ive had to call local businesses and im terrifed of the phone. Only made two calls in the last two weeks and I keep making exucse why I cant. Anyone want to help me out RP some cold calls so Im not dieing of anxiety while on the phone. Hit me up on Discord Deadpixel#4438 &#x200B; &#x200B;",0.9339393939393936,3.5057936060606067,2.4669696969696986,90.43712121212124,90.21212121212122,5.963636363636365,20.96969696969697,7.3871296695380915,1.0093151515151515,262,9,52,5,9,85,47,66,0.084,0.812,0.104,0.3173,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,9,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186963364871072,0.3574075507221671,0.0,0.0,0.22501330790214244,0.0,0.0,0.10283339845748783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505187596996452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263341446710146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715322462999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771745704932425,0.0,0.0,0.13072083816846278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198800877900984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391593426947223,0.09816906384492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118518774193904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521195468681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873282255685264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674454493789964,0.0,0.11796911686074495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270603808189607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574075507221671,0.0 socialanxiety,TooAnxiousToChoose,2019/03/23,"Could this be a sign? It is normal for me to feel extremely nervous every time i have to talk to the teacher when everybody is listening, it gets even worse when i have to say something to the whole class or when and even W O R S E when i have to go to talk in front of the class. It is not less to say that my class is between 15 and 30 people on average. There was this time that i openly answered something that the teacher asked and it was wrong. My teacher started explaining while looking at me and saying why what i said was wrong while everybody was looking at me (or at least thats how i felt). I started feeling anxious, my vision started to turn blurry and i could barely hear what my teacher was saying. It lasted the whole explanation. After that i stood in the class for 5 minutes or so, so people would think anything weird, but then i had to leave the classroom for a while. I went to the restroom, washed my almost-in-tears face,breathed deeply for a while,and then came back drying my hands with my clothes so people would think that i came from peeing and not from calming down. Something similar happened once i had to talk in front of the class. I had the same feeling of anxiety, vision also blurry and extremely hard to focus. I could barely think what i was saying, but i practiced it tons of times before going in front of the class, so i think it was ok. After that, same thing happened, stayed in the class for a couple of minutes, but then the pressure was unbearable, so i had to leave to calm down and rest for a while. It is now usual for me to think at least 10 times before saying something out loud, even though, i still feel nervous for a while. There are more things but those are the most extreme cases, i think the other stuff can perfectly be normal in everybody. So, could this be a sign of SA?",7.84849959709911,5.970051142465756,7.493118452860596,79.58207896857375,63.6027397260274,10.012892828364222,34.07332796132151,8.124751697461798,2.4495124899274767,1437,46,289,13,17,455,151,365,0.083,0.866,0.051,-0.6215,0,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,3,22,1,32,3,2,1,1,50,63,36,0,8,9,0,7,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,26,13,0,0,13,0,0,8,2,6,0,0,18,19,32,4,51,36,11,50,0,0,2,0,14,15,0,4,26,220,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307495933077559,0.0,0.0,0.06634508086843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346608503132209,0.09372401008680588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827106821699844,0.0,0.07755873790871468,0.0,0.0,0.06379304113815061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118995317794605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977399590848887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649552204902089,0.09179642771346357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438784542506354,0.0,0.06989948396338841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779332994488425,0.0,0.07965700976743634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334448183251025,0.0,0.094299000663167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672692862187126,0.0,0.07431810404722848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350476645576834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762550994146156,0.0,0.17569061624077556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933520986396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257126978693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835235435352189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254725358000692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891633523598618,0.3958506567909949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554743411529016,0.0,0.0,0.17616385243348784,0.08842698594428745,0.06625395925955442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497221331167756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004634357873416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023319652374802,0.31895411876479896,0.08151023452507533,0.0,0.19350440247691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023937616342048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137147233433084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690706819272601,0.07486075179818545,0.1852493358373192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454587466468765,0.11786835865426527,0.18141293904139927,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway83947626677,2019/03/23,"Dealing with narcissists Inspired by the top post on r/LPT atm Can we compile a list of useful tips to deal with narcissists? I feel a lot of the typical advice is to distance yourself from them, have self respect, not letting them insult you, which is fine but it doesn't discourage their behaviour. It's just a shield that you put up to deflect it. Most of the friends I've made have tended to be narcissistic, since I'm receptive and tend to listen far more than talk. Ironically, giving a shit about what they're saying and asking specific questions to fuel conversation has worked against me. Conversing with them differs from how all the books tell you to talk to people and make friends. These are some tricks I've learned to inject into interactions with my narcissistic mates: - Interrupt them at times when they've been talking for a long time. Do in a natural, objective orientated manner, e.g. saying you need to take a piss, get some water, asking if they want to grab some food. - *don't* always make eye contact. Maybe check your phone from time to time, or look around a bit. - Take some time to respond to any questions they ask if its related to themselves, like if they ask ""should I do....."", or sometimes just straight up ignore it. - If they ask a question related to you, like ""do you want to..."" then definitely answer, and try to keep your answer long. Learn to ramble a bit, and tell to shut up every now and again if they interrupt you Basically, go against all instinct you have to follow whatever blog you read online about how to make conversation with people. It's useless against a narcissist, since all that blog's advice amplifies their negative attributes",7.510078853046592,7.8594205096774195,7.075698924731183,75.00799283154123,63.25806451612904,10.372759856630825,34.641577060931894,10.125756701596842,3.4492007168458776,1338,54,237,27,18,419,179,310,0.085,0.782,0.133,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,11,11,2,10,14,4,0,15,0,17,5,3,8,3,58,43,18,0,9,11,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,11,14,2,3,9,4,2,3,4,7,0,0,2,7,27,7,49,38,12,27,0,2,2,0,54,12,2,16,13,153,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057692200429155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113853051095476,0.0,0.0,0.06631210451235686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680714008073252,0.4558069131318539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129176259257399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106300183953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188020850325076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215880988770359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049305443737564174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791296556910688,0.0,0.15067642351352115,0.0,0.050946456835410436,0.09354324314440944,0.05541881877227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866739311352895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971352988791857,0.0,0.09527973844186384,0.0,0.0,0.17259166636173126,0.08188626273602291,0.0,0.0,0.08290196629933892,0.0,0.09226904795401183,0.19527182043491145,0.0,0.09796479791064548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230456739562177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520631054491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339038716362527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802738096905296,0.3277102385481922,0.0,0.09753927168448652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509231738271714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172720406549594,0.0,0.10009557342340973,0.16132732949433876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644273499491418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146635105247215,0.23513148565480102,0.17046111614043355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430273218936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620484685602228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421982243075245,0.0,0.0,0.11503125009985472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099054042498402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,opal-vomit,2019/03/23,"Is it possible that medicine and therapy may be my only way out of this? I feel hopeless. I’ve been shy throughout my 17 years of living and I feel like nothing’s changing. All my other shy friends were able to get more out of their shell, but I feel like I’m the only one who’s stuck in place. I asked my parents about anxiety medicine and they think doctors only prescribe those to make more money, and that they’re actually a joke and do nothing. I don’t believe doctors are only in it for the money, but they can’t seem to believe that some doctors actually WANT TO HELP PEOPLE. They’re total narcissists and want to believe everything they say is the correct thing. I think they’re in denial and don’t want to believe that they may have a child who has an actual disorder. I asked my mom if I could go to therapy and she just brushes it off and barely listens to me. She went to my dad’s room to tell him about what I said and I overheard him saying how what I want is “bullshit” and this therapy and medicine is “fucking stupid.” It’s not like we can’t afford these things, we’re above middle-class, but I guess they don’t want to spend money on things they don’t believe in. I’m hoping that even maybe without their support, things like getting a job or going to college will help me. But I’m afraid of getting a job and being anxious for every single day of work, or going to college and missing out on all the fun parties or social gatherings. I wouldn’t say I like to be alone, so I feel like I’m in disguise as an introvert when really I would love to get out and get to know people and party nonstop. Every single day I just think, “If I were to act like that outgoing person over there, would people judge me? Would they think it’s weird how suddenly I just changed? What’s wrong with me?” I want to get diagnosed and I want a doctor to help me out, because I feel like my parents don’t think I know a thing.",3.688508137432187,4.653703405063293,4.699127486437615,86.49852848101267,71.91139240506328,7.364376130198915,27.77802893309223,7.5804360353943165,1.4901699819168177,1515,54,314,17,28,495,170,395,0.099,0.716,0.185,0.9881,6,1,0,0,0,1,30.0,1,0,9,1,11,21,2,1,12,0,29,7,0,3,4,75,75,31,0,15,14,4,5,8,1,7,5,5,1,2,26,24,0,0,13,1,4,5,10,7,0,1,6,11,49,14,45,58,8,27,0,2,0,2,37,16,1,11,13,206,75,9,0.06539661073864712,0.0,0.19145297551922524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773116613936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050028228216670016,0.07387955572949152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227400629420065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986516691688361,0.0,0.0,0.3683979291001873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836188576070774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052213872304162544,0.0,0.0,0.08435080759961068,0.0,0.0,0.06637618331188527,0.0,0.0,0.07495018160313961,0.2677448087306881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319384462275135,0.0,0.11019893016000692,0.0,0.05877425693409308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533245668877386,0.1868774071142008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052525923337181,0.06045811284093298,0.2050021797922416,0.0,0.11149920284477713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204173960770655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150190903017142,0.0,0.0,0.06495359031870766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297920905910627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718805339856763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555958455720069,0.0,0.057746405403675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059022994445780824,0.0,0.04365274548105167,0.0,0.06569968538888336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659172011105278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549962352015406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044314435914095895,0.19894827740353335,0.0,0.0,0.14523039411633284,0.0,0.0,0.1360133270549144,0.05710179803212075,0.06832553926281368,0.0,0.0,0.07372485258650202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189474341509945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220715248562592,0.15601802906138754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059534618291536175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666360905866525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421129888131764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057159520257875275,0.0,0.22436017125234772,0.0,0.21723301153763566,0.2095175378095929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000830766989303,0.05190878564266704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060623313335332586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303999906855948,0.0,0.04760951148760989,0.0,0.0,0.13936762784492787,0.07150092771076752,0.0,0.042113273203583435 socialanxiety,Kranjes-McBasketball,2019/03/23,"Greater Los Angeles Area Hello. My name is Carmelo. I want to create a group for the people in this sub who live near LA. This group will function as support for each other, help eqch other grow and hopefully for meet ups eventually. If you are interested and from the greater LA area please reply or PM me. Thans and i look foward to hearing from you ",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,4.1005882352941185,85.84931372549022,74.58823529411767,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4687568627450984,278,10,54,4,6,88,53,68,0.0,0.723,0.277,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,12,7,3,6,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,0,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112151333047547,0.0,0.2445528502674405,0.0,0.0,0.3623807235505396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221713237089462,0.0,0.3063840971431153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529426914859864,0.0,0.0,0.4004983349150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140301414022329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215199378549631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sleepingbeauty___,2019/03/23,"I feel like a failure when I can't keep commitments It's a vicious cycle. I become sad I have few friends but when I get invited to social events where there's a lot of people I have anxiety the entire way there, am very withdrawn and feel like I don't fit in... And it comes across like I don't want to be there. I do, I just can't handle large groups and lots of noise. I get sensory overload. So when I get invited to a big gathering I decide, I'm going to force myself to go. Then I get overwhelmed and decide staying home and cleaning would be more relaxing than putting myself in that setting. I hate that I do this.",1.6310512820512848,3.494888900000003,3.430384615384618,89.76378205128206,79.23076923076924,6.487179487179486,23.91025641025641,7.492282038375204,1.0583333333333331,487,17,104,7,12,163,76,130,0.171,0.6990000000000001,0.13,-0.4842,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,25,11,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,2,18,5,11,22,4,18,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147013043048282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867641464101475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056022500364254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023038729719492,0.28290373494245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529749879001849,0.0,0.4137891482275509,0.0,0.2250569248578172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548487569643688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986110255733336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599227878530796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901996841059005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336666533378525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372688788155469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904557153604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183696123218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104259208592116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337146144816567,0.11678604841977375,0.15716388151365365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065414347030647,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RazorBlade233,2019/03/23,"Me in a nutshell Someone: How are you doing? Me: Oh yeah I'm sad and alone, I was just about to do nothing also I may have social anxiety, wanna make frieds but can't because my subconscious mind won't let me, still haven't told my parents about it oH F**K, I want to find a job but I can't because I have no interests, Me: yeah okay, bye",-2.3088869863013706,-1.263206315068489,0.5756763698630145,99.06159674657536,119.0,3.4688356164383567,16.89126712328767,5.602791699666715,-0.4055746575342458,261,9,60,3,16,89,51,73,0.07,0.7440000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7982,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,3,12,0,0,2,0,11,16,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,12,2,6,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775558502155131,0.0,0.21431075857360166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501090131657135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267272934540024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449371505100364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593779576396703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27403697592406073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788847819525873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705925607001371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571427357103965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29757014247437696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731811032551935,0.22706626523883536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140164135993139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560750361638509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580668939789877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ToadNips,2019/03/23,"Absolutely bombed an interview for my dream job This was a tough interview with lots of hard technical questions. I absolutely blanked and just rambled my way through them getting almost every question wrong. Looking back I should have been able to think my way through them easily but totally lost my cool. Even the easy questions I completely blanked on. I have never been so discouraged in my life. I have always thought I'd be able to overcome my social anxiety and excel in this competitive field by working my ass off. But it feels like I am forever stuck unable to achieve my ambitions because I can't perform anywhere close to my abilities while under pressure. Sorry for the rant, I just needed to release some of this negativity that has been clouding my thoughts ever since the interview.",7.923535353535358,9.063654951048953,7.522750582750586,69.4280574980575,62.42657342657343,10.831080031080036,41.06371406371406,10.746095033038511,4.879384459984459,650,36,102,16,9,205,99,143,0.205,0.667,0.128,-0.9179,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,5,6,8,0,1,5,1,12,2,1,0,3,24,21,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,4,20,3,18,11,3,12,0,2,1,1,9,6,1,6,5,76,25,7,0.3199171236259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017539368930447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309833744160718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236786196108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299826038140385,0.0,0.0975092545994912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771350872190174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056511214723386,0.14469167696031954,0.13477198728362513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087985506965123,0.11427442852041532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835717465011056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329145232091176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873419058837734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298346274517565,0.07814767348276716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343249053296545,0.0,0.17461366588360175,0.13599104908108248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186072467567376,0.12336990400269908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375705924014474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231937529785429,0.0,0.0,0.16305760971163366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790605139492741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249498756610843,0.0,0.25397846106951144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539353218178831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645173809711624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488957662676385,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LozxMoz,2019/03/23,"Anyone else know how to tackle Internet Anxiety? It's a real thing to me. I get scared easily by people on the internet 'cause I had a bad experience when someone asked where I lived. I had several anxiety attacks for years after that. Still sometimes do. I'm even very, truly scared typing this on Reddit now. But I'm trying though. Any tips, please?",1.8352072968490845,4.621778955223881,3.868557213930348,80.58635157545606,87.80597014925371,7.156882255389718,20.87728026533997,8.167268648758528,1.7909051409618582,278,9,48,7,9,94,54,67,0.219,0.6729999999999999,0.108,-0.7945,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527258669540315,0.0,0.30434688327931797,0.0,0.0,0.1390896592265895,0.20381729654595174,0.0,0.0,0.18596357520670506,0.22630049378839,0.0,0.0,0.1660900942337136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434588495021416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617233837135398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138494462417444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458216772876166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392761698292134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932136349226196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565021920300944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790625029510953,0.0,0.0,0.21835469249221184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226414786034774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983077308782518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247232545089329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854447660956762,0.0,0.1967372069802168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588579632382301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215377070825282,0.0,0.19543812904821428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505378771862567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413003331820655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280981148152099 socialanxiety,ChickenPie34,2019/03/23,"I blame my parents entirely for my social anxiety. And totally resent them for that. My parents live very solitary lives - neither of them have any hobbies or interests and only one or two friends who they see maybe twice a year. They go to work, come home, watch TV then go to bed. They never have any news, unless it's gossip from work or if something bad happens. They have a loveless marriage. They are old and bitter towards each another - no affection, no communication. They merely tolerate one other. When I was growing up it was exactly the same - except they fought more then. Nasty, vicious arguments (which my dad always won by reducing my mother to tears then walking out). My evenings consisted of sitting around the dinner table in silence (or listening to them fight), then I would disappear into my room and not come out until morning. I **hated** being around them. I couldn't stand the toxicity and the anger. So I spent the majority of my childhood years alone in my bedroom. I'm not used to having company (even though I desperately want it). What's more, I wasn't allowed to have friends over as a child and was rarely allowed to go to parties. My mum hates people and is all too quick to judge - ""Oh she looks fat in that"", ""those people are not like us. You're not allowed to go to their house"", ""too many people here. Let's go home"". I was actively discouraged from spending time around other people. They instilled in me a belief that people are ""bad"". ""You can't trust anyone"" mum would tell me. I'm 25 now and have lived alone or with flatmates since 17 (student life). I still find myself feeling like an outcast, like I don't fit in and like people (especially groups) are a threat to me. I'm in counselling and therapy but still struggle immensely with social anxiety. I've learned to hide it quite well in some situations, which I guess is something, but I'm still feeling overwhelmed on the inside. I don't want to turn into my parents and live this utterly meaningless, miserable life. I don't want to be afraid of other human beings just because they're people. What can I do to rid myself of this resentment towards my parents and the way they brought me up? How can I move past it? 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What was your experience? Was it helpful at all? 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It was 1pm and I sounded like Dracula. My mom started laughing at me and I hung up the phone. &#x200B; To this day, I haven't called and I still don't know how to order take out.",1.4424175824175829,3.82111307692308,1.8337252747252784,98.12377472527471,83.06593406593407,4.07956043956044,21.18791208791209,4.935628992294339,-0.3040294505494505,354,11,76,1,10,107,62,91,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,12,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,9,5,12,9,1,21,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,13,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781608196238745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33690655638239697,0.3778297186159951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175075174257955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026623953125338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102687442941341,0.140632850034061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644879143995904,0.1879967246788806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040209692344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544305672155159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519110190204888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820863124682396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478889753204867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173047623097792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200870204036693,0.0,0.1241597207538946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506856015752928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032883396792926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065666733236916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778297186159951,0.10011853255795268 socialanxiety,FEMA_Summer_Camp,2019/03/23,"Story to help with SA around an attractive crush. I walked into the first day of my internship and the auditorium had about 100 people in it, but one girl caught my eye. She was like a perfect 10, but didn't look like she knew it. I immediately formed a desire to talk to her, but of course I knew I never would. She was just too hot. The introduction section in the auditorium ended and we went into the lab for lab training. We had to wear these white suits from head to toe. We all looked like the Michelin man. There was no way to tell who was who. In the lab I bumped arms with someone reaching for the scales and said ""oops sorry"", then a female voice said ""no worries there is way to little space in here"". We started talking about how confusing everything was and how we didn't know what we were doing. It was so natural. I was just talking to a white suit. We kept talking and when the lab session ended we went to take the suits off and it was her. She had the brightest smile on her face and we just kept talking like it was nothing. We ended up dating that entire summer. It was amazing, and it never would've happened if it weren't for those suits. It's amazing how social discourse changes when we remove the variable of looks. Don't fret about how someone looks. Just talk to them as a person. I used subconsciously keep thinking ""she's so hot she's so hot"", but now when I'm talking to a really hot girl I just picture her as the Michelin man. 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I’m a 20 yr old female and had anxiety and panic disorder since about 10 years old. I use to be a loud, outgoing kid but that again flipped when I was about 10. I consider myself an introvert, and very reserved/quiet. I notice at my job particularly I am very self-conscious and I avoid eye contact as much as possible. If someone is talking to me I do look them in the eyes, but if it’s a longer conversation I feel weird making eye contact for so long I tend to break it by looking around and then forcing myself to look back at them. If I’m walking by someone, I avoid eye contact. Even if I am not looking at or talking to the person, just by them being in the same room as I am or near me I get anxious and I worry about how my face looks (I.e. resting bitch face) or just generally self-conscious about the way I am presenting myself. I don’t know why I get so nervous because it’s not even a big deal and I make it out to be one. I have general anxiety but never considered myself to have social anxiety. I have acquaintances that I talk to, though I still get nervous around them and I am so scared of saying hi. I had a good group of friends in high school but they are all at university and I haven’t made any since. I don’t know if this is anxiety or the fact that I had a shitty upbringing (my dad was physically abusive, would constantly make fun of me, he would swear and scream at me for little mistakes, etc) so I figured it could be that too, but I’m not sure. 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Hello fellow redditers, I’m currently at my first year of university and my SAD has never been worse. I was wondering what steps I should take to conquering my anxiety. Also what books on SAD and self esteem would you guys recommend? 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Can I have a swim please? Here for a swim. Hey, how much to swim? All the sound so retarded, so what do you actually say. 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I've always heard that getting out of your comfort zone and having a healthy social life will help with depression/anxiety but I always feel 10x worse afterwards,6.37720720720721,8.815758972972976,6.44162162162162,70.84639639639641,67.37837837837839,9.257657657657658,31.25225225225225,9.725611199111238,3.5233495495495504,170,7,25,4,3,54,31,37,0.16,0.6990000000000001,0.141,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162122250560532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913284609002668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529196463894173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306687342293281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676390760247229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665546890973774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112676585354485,0.0,0.5098979585689786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256794698509441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097535815255747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,actuallyfineKapp,2019/03/23,"I haven't left the house to hang out with a friend for the 3 years I cut out all my friends from highschool and I stopped talking to my BFF. Blocked nearly everyone I knew through video games (I knew a lot of people through videos games since I just sit at my computer all day). Sometimes I miss going out with friends but I remember that I'll have those days where they expect me to want to go out but I'll be in a really bad mood where I just want to be alone, so if i see any of my classmates want me to hangout after lecture I just make up excuses because I know they'll be annoyed when I avoid them later due to my depression and anxiety. I wish I could be normal lol.",4.005297339593117,4.228461204225353,4.773192488262911,88.94309076682319,70.76056338028171,8.282942097026604,29.8622848200313,8.167268648758528,1.7802979655712048,529,20,120,7,9,171,88,142,0.181,0.68,0.139,-0.8033,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,7,10,2,1,5,1,8,0,0,1,2,32,20,7,0,8,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,4,5,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,1,25,3,24,12,3,23,0,2,1,0,10,11,0,2,8,78,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089347160219408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533967874022325,0.0,0.14099952365705096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538942927147744,0.11235595874883372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715954143512627,0.0,0.0,0.23773425755001304,0.0,0.15874917337619265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611969845355013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272010665878803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949951723476432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267333523441956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129402352907707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025744201457105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566969695699474,0.0,0.0,0.12303086754329312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058835351957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277799554996255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807611574169367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879156284527214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687420535579146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524662488058312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229102378794945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409455829200303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481444204413307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261390971971497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195173046317253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869201994576965 socialanxiety,Superwumbo891,2019/03/23,"I feel like shit. My soul, my heart hurts. Basically last night I guess there was a double date or hangout with my friend and her boyfriend and I guess my prom date and myself. Idk it felt l messed up everything, I was super antisocial to no belief I couldn’t even think about a lot of stuff. I try to make jokes and seem interesting but the problem is I’m not interesting. I’m a bland soul and it feels like she knows it. My social anxiety killed me ugh DAMN IT. 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Does anyone else feel like social interactions and society in general is becoming more and more rigid in a way, as each generation passes? &#x200B; What I mean is....if you were to engage in an interaction (whether it be a conversation or socializing at a party), you're expected to behave and speak a certain way. Almost as if you're expected to stay within a certain lane. If you step out of the lane by even an inch, then people will call you weird, awkward, creepy, etc. &#x200B; And I know that's pretty much common sense. Human beings need to have social etiquette and rules to abide by when socializing. But it feels like this '' Lane '' that I'm talking about is getting narrower and narrower with each generation. &#x200B; Just look at movies made today, and compare them to movies made in the 1970's. If you watch 1970's movies today, you'll find the behaviors, interactions and talking patterns of the people in those movies to be awkward, clumsy and weird by today's standards. People seemed less smooth back then and seemed more '' raw ''. It seemed liked back then, you had more freedom in what you could say, and how you could behave and nobody would call you awkward. &#x200B; One of my favorite words to highlight this phenomenon is the word '' cringy ''. People use the word cringy a lot now, to describe anything that they think is weird or should induce embarrassment. But 50 years ago, people did not have such a word. People back then didn't find the need to label other people with words like '' cringy '' or whatever, they just accepted things the way they were. There was no '' script '' back then, as to how exactly a person should behave. People were more free. &#x200B; Anyone else relate?",7.010579514824798,8.29786637421384,6.383009883198564,76.27066037735851,64.50314465408805,8.950224618149146,29.60826594788859,9.107695989026183,2.495502066486972,1409,46,237,23,21,433,157,318,0.055,0.838,0.107,0.9656,2,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,9,4,0,14,18,0,6,18,0,24,0,0,6,3,69,40,33,0,12,12,0,3,4,0,5,0,2,0,2,13,17,0,2,12,0,1,3,3,9,0,1,9,7,16,10,34,21,12,38,0,0,2,0,31,13,0,11,22,158,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056604038553583765,0.0,0.06394204875063704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459369805555235,0.3879570449018119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929848583706076,0.1308549900126387,0.052547626954686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640371920812533,0.0,0.0,0.14104674239302975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040718834487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019668246713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588036910847628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668613531068953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121575014278701,0.04217594852832158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457450818993585,0.09123674880521296,0.0,0.0,0.11672552098549015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336185768530062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035093307021474465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478626666656667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362252869921926,0.0,0.0,0.05428765361338697,0.0,0.1208432161060655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955734785965753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694113203256777,0.0946960725941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327013222597138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35415484967888383,0.055756150342977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496398920586262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050780448160718486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743949179782803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546314977591423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806145548153031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264924719025788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242274978429558,0.04091601925050028,0.0,0.0,0.03723464939470079,0.0,0.18158261263935255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515064058906533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520565458264143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045361107582490096,0.0,0.3879570449018119,0.04112084160385032 socialanxiety,mTORC,2019/03/23,"Happy hour Is it weird to never really want to go to these things? My jobs have always had a component of this to wind back and relax but it's not relaxing for me and I just want to go home. I dream about being in my PJs and watching TV after work, while eating Chipotle. I see the importance of building rapport with coworkers but it's overwhelming to go to these that oftentimes involve a lot more strange faces than just my immediate team. Any advice? I don't feel particularly bad for not going, but I just don't want to be rude or want them to think I hate them or am better than them. I just like being alone and working in a company is already a large dose of socialization already for me.",3.5044935064935068,5.0578936571428565,4.9664935064935065,82.12396103896107,73.14285714285714,8.233766233766234,26.298701298701296,8.841846274778883,1.964285714285714,552,19,110,11,11,185,88,140,0.165,0.698,0.13699999999999998,-0.315,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,4,6,10,2,1,5,0,10,3,1,0,1,24,22,10,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,2,5,0,4,5,5,0,0,1,3,15,5,22,18,2,11,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,3,6,80,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797617557100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803389215557372,0.37938616897273136,0.0,0.14303242914559078,0.0,0.0,0.11689614453737393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217851027442282,0.1435271708486522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202930451748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589398140379184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691650370637302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39077307510803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298800677776875,0.0,0.16971312049444606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242713429654372,0.0,0.16928433886296182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058167145232395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398039964413911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461410447794517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257789234749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012189301011234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697999317252724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522777861865238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420101189205588,0.11014492989635792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055582230988225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502867473542132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thawythawy25,2019/03/23,"Does anyone else experience this? I have always suffered from severe general/social anxiety, and as of the past few years have realized I might be on the spectrum. I was reading a thread on another sub, and someone said this, ""So the combo exists. And to me autism = fear. Fear of just about everything. I cannot go to an address without now using maps to see what the building looks like + the entrance. I loathe google but at least this is a function that helps me even though google helps destroy the world. (They are evil.) I have a radar. It detects All Persons. I see someone, anxiety. He approaches. He is coming closer. Do I look weird. Can I be myself? He looks so confident. He passes, release. There the next one comes. Get your cart out of my way in the lane in the supermarket. But I keep silent. Al-ways-fear."" I can relate to these a lot, and in the past I'd thought it was from my anxiety. However, I do feel like I feel fear a lot more intense than even a lot of people with GAD/SAD. Does anyone here have similarly severe issues from social anxiety alone? Can it be that severe? Or is it quite possibly just an ASD thing?",1.043616823875059,3.6072563677130014,2.7013421988557305,89.39143497757848,88.46188340807173,5.766445028606772,21.591000463893614,7.237678284180719,0.9491408381011291,882,31,175,15,29,289,133,223,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.083,-0.9403,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,1,11,9,2,3,18,0,20,0,0,1,1,25,35,11,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,8,0,1,4,1,0,5,2,7,0,1,4,8,20,2,23,27,7,21,0,1,5,0,11,10,0,5,7,118,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359598321095913,0.0,0.0,0.08322901302096497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488518611386292,0.3060761410629864,0.0,0.0,0.1398799478382347,0.10248767941451524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723257758463105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506552418677032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355825354951671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213145609063054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989623657228275,0.09784387863014683,0.0,0.4502248173174278,0.10115153412309186,0.07145805185930001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052259059815655914,0.0,0.05684664930654242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340896206439411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440036379648733,0.0,0.08890702971337737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977345601587074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251988030270321,0.0,0.0,0.25511364782455764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611097340207808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637797812284984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777969169338846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909708204589027,0.06934490746871701,0.08733818192468902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276342969005546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638915571146708,0.10005230883479607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514690934513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941433286801468,0.0,0.0,0.3390001524218845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196313629996244,0.16950212350554034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645232527021164,0.0,0.09827429101803517,0.07940886809601523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638969246264666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939538018397775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642076251407998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441297547985632 socialanxiety,Belgainster,2019/03/23,"Pro tip: If your girlfriend's new roomates knock on the door, and you are there, answer the door. Girlfriend just moved into a new apartment and I've only met one of her four roomates. I came over, she went to work, and I was in her room alone for a few hours. I heard a small group of people come into the apartment to hang out. Naturally, I sat in the room and pretended I wasn't there. Eventually they knocked on the bedroom door. I said nothing. But my heart spiked through the roof when I realized I had forgotten to lock the door. The knocking stopped but they clearly needed something from my girlfriend's room and were bound to enter sooner or later. Now I had a choice. Do I try and lock the door with the risk of them hearing the lock and being supremely weirded out? Or do I go into her bathroom, which is joined to her room ( and has no lock), and hide in case they come in? So there I am in the bathroom, sitting on the floor when another choice rattled my brain. Do I turn the light on and pretend I had just been in there when they had knocked? Or do I turn the light off and commit fully to espionage? I'm on the floor, in the dark, just waiting. Desperately begging for my girlfriend to come in any moment and save me. I hear the bedroom knob turn and in walk three of her roommates. My heart was in my stomach. They are saying things like ""Hellooo?"" And ""Anybody here?"" I continued to stay quiet, just inches away from them. I stood up and softly put all my weight against the bathroom door to prevent it from opening. A million thoughts are racing through my mind. What happens when they open the bathroom door and can't because there is clearly someone on the other side pushing against it? What happens if they manage to open the door and there is a random stranger, in the dark, in an empty bedroom? Am I an accidental burglar? Am I about to have 9-1-1 called on me? Can I even blame them? After 5 minutes of sifting and searching one roomate expressed that she felt weird being in my girlfriend's room without her there, and they exited, unprovoked, and unsuspecting. It's a god damn Christmas miracle that no one opened the bathroom door, or tried to. Eventually my girlfriend came home and into the room to discover me in the dark, on her bathroom floor. She wasn't surprised. It wasn't the first time my anxiety led me into a situation like this. She didn't call me weird or creepy, even though I deserved it. I love her. (Bet you thought this story didn't have a happy ending) TL;DR: I didn't answer the door, was marooned in a bathroom, and almost got the police called on me.",3.8434448818897664,5.493063501968507,4.252370078740157,87.19528740157482,72.44488188976378,6.4973228346456695,29.038582677165355,6.961326702584282,1.4783809448818903,2041,83,400,18,40,641,227,508,0.084,0.8370000000000001,0.079,0.8542,0,1,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,11,2,23,12,1,1,41,0,35,6,4,1,4,74,62,37,0,3,14,0,3,2,6,0,0,6,20,0,14,39,1,4,6,2,1,14,10,5,0,7,27,11,67,7,66,33,2,86,0,0,0,1,44,54,1,10,18,286,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444374718036542,0.10802578910203056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709291815380867,0.10937011883936422,0.07979101997686278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799550072353573,0.0,0.0,0.06358175060827201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643592871631975,0.31951311404905186,0.23858822694278736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695417429531385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238093245460643,0.0,0.0,0.1377814502742294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014662247582888,0.0,0.0,0.0887195342053619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059277434885100976,0.0,0.08342012556184958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844684651185512,0.11103180180492013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511268056071175,0.24719759779386774,0.0,0.0,0.10462377145981408,0.0,0.10271681457318783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191372924358094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413695221267687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531565042521897,0.0,0.0,0.11085690215058937,0.0,0.07733887839257485,0.0,0.2014717386383525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008092755170436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203393567954668,0.07932664488894622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231012359099838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485268039052344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992154294409012,0.08294542312973502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724022283304605,0.0,0.0,0.08837505122601515,0.08029705254564994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117243797994238,0.0,0.0872014433815302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929385341477234,0.0,0.102476539211443,0.16560884644152185,0.060819544942887535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162891182188278,0.34035304978721753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701217536404624,0.0,0.09668933275936648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054375308347964,0.0,0.07593336037694713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cilantro541,2019/03/23,"How do I talk to my college classmate? I am a 20 year old male, and in college. There’s a very cute girl that sits next to me in my history class but I can’t seem to talk to her. I get really nervous but I want to get to know her. How do I start a conversation? Also I am worried she might have a boyfriend? Need some Advice FYI: first girlfriend cheated on me two years ago, so whenever I try to talk to girls my social anxiety/ insecurities kick in ",-0.16861403508772102,2.0625711473684234,2.4027631578947357,91.9364254385965,90.15789473684212,5.692982456140351,21.600877192982455,7.1686216300943375,0.7263508771929823,349,13,79,6,12,120,64,95,0.152,0.772,0.076,-0.8514,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,16,1,12,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,7,51,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501978970954293,0.1859801738077128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778161439883718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050085502563288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784606977272073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922973163785164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530377524499134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225707877718047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556833478668558,0.0,0.0,0.22313083777545295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201558833891162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440696140748792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909993113894103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387058135800768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850161797034364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059018399085505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244435934240274,0.0,0.20494977077890114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731117493244125,0.12374889077580432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306796387986535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702160999118079 socialanxiety,tabbs51,2019/03/24,"Do I have social anxiety? I’ve never been diagnosed with anything but I find myself feeling lonely a lot. In spite of this, I have difficulty reaching out to people. I’m really reluctant to reach out to even my best friends because for some reason I feel like they don’t like me even tho they have told me straight to me time and time again they love having me around. I especially have a really hard time talking to people I don’t know, like it’s physically difficult for me to get words out. And the longer I go without saying anything, the harder for me it gets to say something. I have zero conversation starters. Not one. I think I already know the answer, but I don’t know.....maybe I’m just introverted or something? 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I do have an ugly personality. I’m a nice person but I tend to run away from people. I even blocked many friends who annoyed me. I don’t want to be like this. I scared away dates with my SA,-1.8466262626262664,-0.009427218181816244,0.9533333333333368,99.11222222222223,103.0,3.8989898989898992,15.202020202020204,5.82211442006289,-0.8243131313131316,193,5,48,2,9,66,43,55,0.211,0.5770000000000001,0.212,-0.2302,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223105956467888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835918762353119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147534497321481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579863420457994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818107561525144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927044784977378,0.4854129716253594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782893574303526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198153379942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560546613877706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293485060228844,0.16394972225849602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KingHarald1066,2019/03/24,"Learning languages has really helped improve my social skills! I have always had trouble speaking to people. I was nervous and did not really know what to say, but ever since I got into learning languages it has helped. The reason it helped was because it pushed me into social situations to improve my skill. And if I ever say anything awkward or wrong in the language I can just use the excuse that I am not fluent in the language. It also has made learn more about other cultures, so it gives me something to talk about. I still have trouble talking to people from time to time, but it has definitely improved since learning languages.",7.538424908424907,8.159646871794873,7.267032967032971,72.73153846153849,63.188034188034194,8.053235653235653,36.372405372405375,7.447530270364453,2.950825152625153,512,23,78,4,7,162,69,117,0.101,0.7759999999999999,0.123,0.5857,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,3,2,21,17,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,3,11,0,13,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,5,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540969863295396,0.1408925442171861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393406210619518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321937320419904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063295738451181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243263758841786,0.0,0.0,0.13542522800543114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404863361929449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930569747651346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602200685281465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347782362698889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169487545291512,0.17409501756525514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693091808168761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801359324735719,0.1903291777809785,0.0,0.34521244859762396,0.0,0.13035519397649808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522372026897586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721951624450397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747035108381328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624303621306395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513106836380736,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slomejelle,2019/03/24,How do you know if you have social anxiety? What are the symptoms and/or variants of social anxiety? 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I’ve had a couple of these incidents, and I never know how to handle it. Once, I was obsessed with subway. I always got either a turkey sub or a pizza sub. I got them so often I knew how they were made. Turkey subs always got 6 slices of turkey, but pizza subs got 12 slices of pepperoni. I even heard an employee training another one once who said, “every foot long gets six pieces of meat unless it’s pepperoni or salami in which case it’s 12.” I go in one day and get a pizza. The sandwich artist only puts 6 slices of pepperoni. I know they’re wrong, but how are you supposed to tell someone they’re doing their job wrong without sounding like an ass? Anyone have similar stories and or advice? 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I could afford a therapist :(,3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,5.806666666666668,74.80500000000002,74.41666666666666,6.466666666666668,32.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.5959833333333333,95,5,15,1,2,34,21,24,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448783096504659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639379640096442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860657880618387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994609430700744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41369035662588266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015292533554825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kkjpv,2019/03/24,"Can you relate? I don't think I know anyone with social anxiety and honestly sometimes I feel like such an idiot for feeling/acting like this: - actually SCRIPTING what I'm gonna say when i HAVE to call customer service, and no I don't even script it in my head I write it on my MacBook and say exactly I write - turning/feeling red when I have to speak, even in a small group (of people I'm not familiar with) - genuinely feel like burying my head somewhere whenever I'm out in public - I feel sick in public sometimes - archiving all your posts + not uploading a single post on Instagram for years - deleting an insta story after 3 minutes of uploading because you're afraid of getting judged (I just uploaded one and I've been holding back every nerve just to not delete it) - whenever I'm talking to someone in my mind I can literally hear ""shut the fuck up you're annoying and you're so boring just shut up and this person probably feels the same"" I CANNOT concentrate holding a proper conversation because I'm juggling holding a normal face and trying to dish out scrambled words to respond to the poor person as I got that in my mind But - somehow totally ok if I have to ask a stranger in real life for something (like ketchup) - be totally chill if the group I'm talking to are a bunch of people who are really quiet to begin with, like I just feel more at ease? I'm honestly really embarrassed like I just want to go back to when I was a child and never gave a thought about what others think of me. I started out with body dysmorphia, leading me into major depression and because I stayed at home all the time hating myself I ended up in this plight - I've got no one to blame but myself. I really want help but I'm afraid to ask :( Also as i was typing all this I was still thinking about that Instagram story that's still up omg ",6.536900826446281,6.153238578512398,7.384367768595045,74.44746074380168,65.41873278236915,10.455592286501377,34.403443526170804,10.008157457239328,3.3903962534435266,1456,59,269,29,20,489,183,363,0.086,0.846,0.068,-0.7468,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,20,18,4,3,15,1,15,8,4,1,7,62,48,21,0,5,13,0,5,6,0,1,2,5,1,3,14,17,1,3,10,0,1,2,9,9,0,2,8,11,34,9,51,38,10,42,0,1,1,1,26,23,1,3,20,178,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.09988450119531712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185390070261048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783019110706762,0.0,0.0,0.07156955911794723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913777223058547,0.0,0.0,0.157410592812279,0.0,0.1871854470574688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369422547977205,0.0,0.0,0.10451672151176226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815890531999249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065686288738113,0.0,0.0,0.13521008842461082,0.0,0.08623918072914387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31052502434440604,0.14624601584529884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462629287347456,0.05347668380960882,0.0,0.058171163073449814,0.0,0.16372657612705482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105516717350196,0.21009317224981625,0.0,0.11536243182623487,0.0,0.06860693887931586,0.0,0.10267121852936133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625207388399673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229693246698564,0.3000352583445797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067003704511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894310726038077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028695722463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871788563307552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192125551406146,0.17874628268354228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605713588054288,0.0,0.11035687024721763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650331523132645,0.19671524997910075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279488963814304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433885376781343,0.08672574186885297,0.07879849974959681,0.2024650178016789,0.0,0.07244796597693096,0.10909766982224227,0.16348295703009005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453943863283202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675640171299005,0.0,0.08125907633679537,0.059684493328421025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949287314367865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074421209873733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591378289473977 socialanxiety,Amyblaze,2019/03/24,"Staring Does anyone else experience people staring at you because you're just so fucking awkward. Like when im watching a movie with someone in my living room and i cant come up with a conversation or small talk, so it's absolute silence throughout the whole movie. I can see the person with my peripherals staring at me and it makes me blush and i feel like crying and i just feel sick. At times like this I always imagine myself getting up and just walking away but i cant' i feel trapped. I just stay completely still with my eyes fixated on the tv screen without actually paying attention to the movie because how freaked out I am at the moment. Ive tried to explain this before but everyone says its all in my head and i know for a fact its not becasue ive experienced many other situations like this one before. And after every situation every time the person behaves differently with me and looks at me with ""caution and fear?"" Thats the best way i can explain this look that they give me. Does anyones else understand what im saying?",4.796204620462046,6.336553603960401,5.84318811881188,77.15544224422446,69.89108910891089,8.356963696369638,31.783498349834986,8.841846274778883,2.760983102310231,836,37,150,15,15,277,120,202,0.044,0.861,0.095,0.9003,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,9,9,1,2,10,0,7,4,2,2,2,39,22,16,0,0,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,12,17,0,0,9,1,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,15,25,5,23,22,3,24,0,0,9,1,11,14,1,1,10,101,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.11583979453473164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877278374047732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600379285976802,0.2432563604310278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152806177721444,0.0,0.0,0.14472397931305653,0.0,0.2020198852549962,0.0,0.12457447510337175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225458630808264,0.12446083434071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303928117499258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402235705473727,0.0,0.0,0.2077605937313887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983270258293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002961134026204,0.1134285349858132,0.0,0.11611710764647193,0.0,0.13357709319551958,0.18006374656469207,0.08480348915151201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974165353854257,0.062018911750788434,0.1138734762301147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218264576351996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564453947797532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523763549795075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197474592411674,0.0,0.10481944799665964,0.0,0.1993660488945901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923708242749421,0.1203491090688708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043816196571862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822956959394156,0.20729875418228905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887993266353812,0.0,0.0,0.09459320045966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668607174483872,0.0,0.0,0.10057908883496633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265246510238271,0.09479865207147796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541127269993788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384366815939607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059348597887693,0.0,0.0,0.12357698526112924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422318530834466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325308519730607,0.0,0.11442821172823665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fartspatula,2019/03/24,"Wearing sunglasses eases my anxiety If I could wear sunglasses all the time and not feel like a douche bag for wearing them inside, I would. I’m seated in an outside patio at a restaurant with nice weather, wearing sun glasses. I feel easily at least 75% less anxious than I normally would at a restaurant. Thank goodness for sunglasses.",7.119754098360659,8.381007491803281,7.187008196721313,70.6972336065574,64.24590163934427,10.034426229508195,39.84016393442623,10.125756701596842,4.569554098360657,271,15,41,6,4,87,45,61,0.085,0.6809999999999999,0.234,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,3,4,4,0,1,11,7,2,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,8,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303466355163523,0.3736708093357397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640892968264153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344898993522167,0.23629890323992786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774303660119185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615952910360068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32407991239254985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30452438619483485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928719935708257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469932570454696,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GhostingLife,2019/03/24,2nd year of college and I still haven't made any friends It sucks. Everything sucks. I'm miserable.,0.7765789473684208,2.727562315789477,1.1677631578947398,95.1505921052632,110.05263157894736,6.110526315789473,25.802631578947373,7.1686216300943375,1.932884210526316,80,4,16,2,4,24,17,19,0.473,0.527,0.0,-0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481693509390423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601417405912333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955606066366295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844553611162397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088742242853285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32970344236968857 socialanxiety,PM_ME_BEANIE_PICS,2019/03/24,"Learning To Drive Hello! I'm 23 years old and I've driven twice in my whole life. The second time I was trying to park in a difficult spot at the request of a family member in the car, several people yelled all at once because a car was coming, and I panicked and bumped a guard rail slightly. Since then I've never been behind the wheel of anything bigger than a go-kart. For work it's borderline essential I get my license, and I need to do it now. I'm struggling to get past the anxiety and just do it, even though I know I could probably handle it if I could get over that hurdle. Do any of you have any tips for handling this stress? Hoe long did it take you to learn? Any advice would be appreciated. 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And thats online. In reality things even worse, I need friends to come with me outside, and to help meet new girls. But those few who are still friends, not helping, they care about other things, like simping or chemtrails Also easier when girls are taking first steps and showing more interest, but they getting just worse at that",10.726779661016947,8.358413033898309,9.014,72.47083050847458,58.49152542372882,11.812881355932205,40.54915254237289,9.888512548439397,3.8953267796610183,510,20,91,7,5,154,80,118,0.131,0.7190000000000001,0.15,0.1502,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,12,12,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,0,27,16,16,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,9,16,13,3,15,0,2,0,0,16,3,0,3,11,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839480819500114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402881248313274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311759233852757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891940293913324,0.0,0.0,0.1598462488890251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747866523766016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451254609196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578399463163024,0.0,0.0,0.4300969582298512,0.0,0.09694910283705686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409290745353766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487581764204808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198067096294793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065679670649583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577591800370798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759274688470235,0.0,0.17921807579219556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819099544060044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952041791701147,0.29829731053554515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465598630786405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026700840327254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782094675390896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarthCalathar,2019/03/24,"Wish I could play board games I’ve just been depressed lately because of my inability to play board games. This will probably sound stupid, but I’ve really wanted to play games like Imperial Assault and Twilight Imperium for literally years now, but despite having a strong interest in these games, I’ve been completely unable to play them. I’ve gone to meet ups before, but besides my aspergers and social anxiety, I also disliked them because they’re always playing light Euro style games when I want to play heavy thematic games. I do play some games like Star Wars Rebellion with my mom, but there are lots of others that need more than 2 people I’d like to play. But i have literally no friends, and no family members who would want to do stuff like that besides my mom. Sorry for the rant, I’m just feeling depressed.",7.40302308802309,7.783973227272727,7.2508658008658,73.55423520923524,63.480519480519476,10.480808080808082,33.994227994228,10.25414643259724,3.4929258297258285,663,26,115,14,9,211,96,154,0.223,0.5489999999999999,0.228,-0.267,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,6,20,3,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,21,18,10,1,7,7,2,1,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,15,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,11,15,15,12,3,7,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,2,8,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826492753497974,0.14386338359124967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226502301181353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079168331907655,0.0,0.14712182417508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181278243609006,0.0,0.0,0.13804344603083038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978302695657157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299103076602273,0.0,0.08742144972167437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335790775207386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195034301762846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337873152831752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699005889169273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049875833750675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820024776306854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986436773867297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641120993311547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076165195923836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624577364618485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354299910494568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792463916676886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059357512494401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882195187617102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228204100038399,0.0,0.0,0.11133940273181063 socialanxiety,gfitX,2019/03/24,"Does anyone else feel a weight lifted off their shoulders when you find out someone you know also suffers from anxiety/ depression - possibly when you least expected it? In the past few months I’ve really realised how mental health can impact us all in different ways. Finding out that your friends or people close to you also are struggling with anxiety and depression can help me feel a sense of relief as I don’t feel so alone and isolated. Sometimes it’s those you may least expect ? Have people had similar stories where they’ve found out someone they didn’t expect to suffer with mental illness actually does? And how did this surprise you? Also it would helpful to know just how many around us are dealing with mental illness to make us feel less alone. Hope this makes sense and others relate, thank you:) ",8.760405405405404,8.74138328378379,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,60.75675675675675,10.372972972972974,35.39189189189189,9.827888789773867,3.5052270270270283,658,25,106,11,8,202,98,148,0.188,0.7020000000000001,0.11,-0.9254,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,8,2,0,12,10,0,1,3,0,11,5,1,5,1,35,22,15,0,5,2,0,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,8,12,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,15,5,17,16,5,14,0,4,0,0,17,9,0,3,4,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.11089329564408272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353872707585099,0.0,0.2726263444761999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386395026146986,0.0,0.0,0.079457615379825,0.11643451027744005,0.0,0.1011610005296718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171547318381327,0.19575072076881853,0.0,0.0,0.11872645287905274,0.0,0.0,0.1988889658893284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094929111355196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298330766530348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077242735873033,0.0,0.0,0.12459707810282633,0.08779564529302794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079079092873285,0.0,0.0,0.1523369384706138,0.0,0.0,0.11286715719339308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490381961487512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517071269488854,0.11521005701089028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435580304558665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070394959158126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084793512958791,0.15756314100348198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810861547623864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279875627209179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256848095400014,0.0,0.11238987434478308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879803990401465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462165932451202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100738689058963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901997416940572,0.0,0.1383792220383888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072444690874045,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WinterSky116,2019/03/24,"Having social anxiety “for” someone else? I have social anxiety but I’m really comfortable with my boyfriend. I noticed that I felt uncomfortable when I go on double dates with him or I’m with him in a larger group of people. I realized that it’s because I started to analyze his interactions the same way I analyze my own social interactions. I have this little negative voice in my head that tells me I’m not talking enough or saying the wrong things etc. So now I think I’m doing the same thing to my bf in my head because I’m worried how he will be perceived by others and how that will effect me since I’m his girlfriend. Does this happen to anyone else? Can anyone give me some advice? I hope I’m making sense. Thanks so much. 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Sorry for the bad English, it isn’t my first language. Recently I have been suspecting I might have mild/moderate social anxiety. It isn’t bad and I usually just dismissed it as shyness but I did some research on the internet and I can relate to some symptoms. I read somewhere that the difference between shyness and social anxiety is that people who are shy get used to the situation and become less nervous, while people who have social anxiety don’t. I definitely feel like I get used to the situation but it takes a while. I also took some online test to see if I have social anxiety and in most cases it said I have mild social anxiety, but I’m not sure how accurate these tests are. I would be very grateful if anyone could help.",4.761981818181823,6.2152492466666684,6.326848484848488,73.99009090909092,69.86666666666667,9.721212121212124,31.63636363636364,10.018931242160765,3.4492,617,27,108,16,11,211,84,150,0.191,0.7140000000000001,0.095,-0.7063,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,20,1,0,4,1,27,31,16,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,3,15,2,9,23,5,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,7,6,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838615724373308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813347682299662,0.0,0.0,0.07332498164117605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751180235567088,0.0,0.11581663115080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372723766758917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956300332024477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302357126362298,0.07491653266495106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919925334662004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957666658553564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028969572793717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763179675348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123239563710205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124661249706236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540222942985326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048947161025948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354285739075414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975190138067463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356489412196094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574831478921435,0.0,0.6413881514383466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738927961374294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883528231767516,0.10899627755939756,0.07884643523551699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651035980908858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114169219267998,0.11549545566258093,0.08652571116172837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449403759831938,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scarrillo3,2019/03/24,"I was inspired by u/3nem to share my own little free write Your walls are wood or brick or stone or straw but my walls are people. The open air closes me in because of the possibilities in a space without barriers. Your barriers are physical and made of materials other than flesh and bone, but my cage is built from words and thoughts and sensory detections. You need the sunshine and fresh scents of grass or of rain or of flowers or of a fire or of life in general. I need the dark because if the fear is based on fiction, if nothing can possibly come out of the structure of this room, then it is just the fear that I have to be afraid of. Fear without a cause is a fear that is limited. I scare easily, compared to you, but if you knew all of the things that scare me then you'd never see fear in the same way and, maybe, fear would start to see you. You swerve into oncoming traffic because of an icy surface and see your life flash before your eyes but this would never even break through the surface that is my anxiety. Your anxious moments are fleeting and sting you like a bee and you might think that mine are more like a rash but my moments are anxious more naturally than it is for you to blink. I can feel my eyelids move against my eyes themselves when I blink, and when I swallow I can feel the saliva swish across my cheeks and down my throat, and when I breathe I can feel the air travel into my lungs and I can feel it stop and I can feel my bones beneath my skin. Your bones make up a being that might look at me for two seconds, when I thought only one was necessary, but it wasn't necessary at all because I am not even worth looking at, so please stop looking at me but please don’t forget to see me. I see you and I can hear you laugh or jostle your belongings or settle into your position or think about your next meal. I see you and I forget how to breathe. You are the thing that haunts me and halts me and holds me in place. You say to go outside and to enjoy the freeness and to soak up the light but when that light touches my skin, I am that much more vulnerable. Without the light, only the fears can see me. I am closed in, in your walls, but my walls never end, my walls appear and appear and appear and they move but they don't stop or quit or rest or disappear. You have a life without walls and with walls, you have a life with choices, a life of choice. My decisions have to decide if they're functional and they aren't and they never are and they won't be no matter how long I toss and turn the ball of thought over and over again. If I am not encased and enclosed and secured in one spot where my walls can't find their way into, where there are only your walls, then I am not safe. You are always safe in your head, whether the world passes you by or strikes you down. I am not safe in dangers that are not rational and that YOU cannot see and that YOU cannot imagine. I am safe in your possible danger and you are safe from the fears that you don’t even know exist. But if you did know… then they would know about you. I keep them to myself, for myself. All of the frightening things are mine. You are mine. You don't acknowledge me, you don’t notice me, I am not here to you. I am yours.",5.0148868778280535,4.8607340180995475,5.189321266968324,88.13656108597286,68.54751131221721,8.368627450980393,28.0105580693816,7.793537801064563,1.3824377073906482,2526,73,562,26,39,795,249,663,0.152,0.7759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9952,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,43,8,2,19,28,2,11,32,0,65,22,15,5,7,151,102,78,0,11,43,0,9,2,0,6,5,2,1,0,23,45,2,16,19,2,2,10,26,13,0,4,9,29,112,16,76,83,10,89,0,0,14,0,55,53,0,25,25,419,135,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008981958888899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605154539813671,0.13601391997876802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678533376206473,0.0,0.05122433135213929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618402508105901,0.0,0.05185551714089602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331783834934227,0.0,0.0,0.11928125585118506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419187145278246,0.15219038143852406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502016836161006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421208908581308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178083732188922,0.0,0.0678478748965664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053507027380047034,0.0,0.0,0.09925025706728942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259924707612,0.058819710918786426,0.060334525237722224,0.0,0.053273613511139684,0.15165426714384378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696110018939773,0.04018284200606788,0.0,0.06047729756140562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772179607062376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796256179116436,0.0442526872565854,0.08927257404077288,0.18571460329186604,0.0,0.06402158981582677,0.0,0.0,0.057761905788037235,0.06853617941848211,0.0,0.0,0.08158387094791435,0.13735059118599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173393121508343,0.0,0.06289442551485734,0.13215934299511328,0.0,0.2035936620314048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402831683777449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787211543271761,0.12053802788007795,0.0,0.3837620984995008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042608676449517054,0.0,0.0,0.15098545788105158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997925470563785,0.07714529774955539,0.0,0.1433722111669888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547847919149842,0.05880500556744659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556523921784188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321161058457727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828946515824702,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShortPurpleGiraffe,2019/03/24,"Getting Invited Does anyone with SA like getting invited to things? For me, I like being included so getting invited to go do things, events, dinner, etc. is fun even though it does get my anxiety up. 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They said yes and the date lasted awhile and we talked the entire time but I'm not sure they feel the same way. I know im going to have to wait it out and see because I dont want to be pushy or needy but I'm miserable. I'm throwing up in the mornings before work and I can barely sleep. I've been taking melatonin to fall asleep but even then I'm having constant stress dreams. I feel like crying out of frustration from chest pains and nausea. I just want to be proud of where I am and I'm considering going back on medication to deal with this. I have some days off from work soon and I'm worried about how I'm going to keep busy. I suppose it would be the perfect time to go see my doctor but I feel ashamed that I cant do it on my own.,1.1984221311475416,2.721958989071041,2.862974726775956,94.90790471311479,79.327868852459,5.6678961748633885,20.727117486338802,6.322622252153567,-0.016639071038251796,657,17,156,5,16,217,106,183,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,5,8,10,1,3,7,1,14,6,3,1,2,33,38,15,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,4,1,0,6,3,5,0,0,3,6,16,5,26,31,3,31,0,1,2,0,7,12,0,2,12,92,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758630125549545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436963555610728,0.0,0.0,0.1181920666695097,0.0,0.09369905139129676,0.0,0.1307943002978501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661038862806489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884116685022274,0.09912903002076726,0.1584663361290063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732678760203994,0.0,0.0,0.1801447874671003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152277238756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331583518247332,0.10980912114060336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494234974348577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603116041020638,0.0,0.0,0.1366228513375975,0.0,0.0,0.08447397024575462,0.12529264378933685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509402983181339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484477338220734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355629105851505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720990284726668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621163357498235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497096315919306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381913947385248,0.0,0.13023640254185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607214736756668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486809657255798,0.0,0.1155693870270668,0.12354477518452225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925689722854204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132207891943286,0.12200636168745498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33570405508846324,0.15609807053471228,0.0,0.10918984779328292,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sammsollo,2019/03/24,"I don't have friends but i met today a middle school friend of an ex-friend of mine on the bus we had a really enjoyable conversation, we clicked immediately but i think i gave the vibe that i don't wanna have friends. So we didn't change numbers and i'm not sure if i feel good or bad about it. So as you can tell I love being alone & commitment free but I low-key feel bad about not changing numbers with her as she seemed to want to, yes I like her and her current friend group it would be very nice to hang out with them but i think about all the time and energy I'd save if I don't have friends, idk I'm not even sure why I'm posting this, but do you think I should try and contact her ""I know her Facebook"" or move on. Does anyone here feel the same as me about having friends or do you think it helped you more to be motivated if you have people around that inspires you? Also I'm posting this here instead of r/introvert because I'm socially awkward and I'm not sure if we met again I'll be this talkative with her as this time was all about catching up and stuff.",2.283497584541063,3.51129559130435,3.5020289855072453,92.71338164251208,75.69565217391305,6.850241545893723,24.082125603864736,7.3871296695380915,0.7396618357487923,846,26,199,10,18,275,118,230,0.124,0.653,0.223,0.984,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,6,1,1,14,20,0,1,7,1,20,1,0,1,6,54,40,25,0,8,16,0,3,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,11,0,1,3,8,3,0,0,6,4,33,18,25,28,4,16,0,0,1,1,34,6,0,8,6,129,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776102701763873,0.0,0.09092748364323967,0.0,0.12319611735385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950311298779046,0.0,0.0,0.10121892554442954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987291508859175,0.06931171078174281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056337275741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950142507762044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509912782469083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247350968939285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149214209287617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953678800927522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621208347084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062487669910424926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554907546931338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262053408751104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084727876338094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882668100489991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779025633350108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284044100246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507253896235099,0.0,0.10351007066213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115904915195137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016163759878635,0.0,0.0,0.3214884930650874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938059822494098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914227152669672,0.0,0.0,0.1326011526461554,0.0,0.1077762430419862,0.0,0.0,0.07719622439315285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381609428152704,0.06706441156978153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025984096416758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077066990726772,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,giveheramicrophone,2019/03/24,"Does anyone else look like they shouldn’t have SA? Sorry for two posts in a row. Ironically, one of the main contributors to my SA is the fact that by all means, I shouldn’t have it. Or at least I look that way. So many people have told me that they’re “shocked” by how shy I am. That or they’ll believe that my shyness is me being rude/stuck-up. This isn’t helped by the fact that I’m a Black woman and we’re kind of expected to be loud, talkative and sassy. Growing up in an area where this stereotype was pretty much true, I was *hated* for my “weird” personality. I’m blessed to say that I had a pretty amazing childhood with no traumas (if we’re not counting school teasing). On top of this, I’ve been told even by strangers that I’m very attractive. Basically, by all means, I “shouldn’t” have this disorder. I should be an effortlessly social butterfly, confident and loud. So why am I not this way? Where did I go wrong? Anxiety runs in my family for sure so I’m comforted by this fact. Other people however do not know this. I feel like people see me as a big fat waste and I hate myself for it. All this potential yet too stupid to live up to it. Man, that was a ramble lol ",1.4064506172839482,3.465569032921813,3.120889917695475,90.72108796296301,80.89300411522633,6.683744855967077,21.23611111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7879,917,27,204,16,24,304,135,243,0.136,0.708,0.156,0.7942,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,9,17,4,0,10,1,24,1,1,1,8,29,40,12,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,5,1,3,0,3,21,5,1,0,4,0,0,3,8,8,0,2,8,8,21,9,27,24,6,20,1,0,4,0,11,12,0,3,4,130,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703433753417048,0.0,0.0,0.09783158856605388,0.1433591110166233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763591754408718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035433038351554,0.0,0.12244026823735488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688075108532285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241231819618123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189909625989818,0.0,0.07074505976081415,0.0999550662874912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795167297709881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762735347048593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937818522279329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456995953614977,0.07689344207272625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671047817644896,0.0,0.12354721459638845,0.0,0.23498616427362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418515121839773,0.0,0.3048161801967631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285337926590173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480979959400652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909976402540335,0.122168090740849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339995753033383,0.28468703378438864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126575921396957,0.0,0.14160111301232708,0.11149387503855383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262538346008413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662301507877965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186791812413867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738892106535045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366762995723379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544425358581865,0.0,0.2221155008489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625122491917204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297472453862607,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dontwannabeshygirl,2019/03/24,"How do I date as an inexperienced mid 20s female?? I am a kissless virgin. Physical intimacy for some reason terrifies me. It just does not come natural for me. Idk if not growing up in an affectionate family is the reason for this or what. I did still feel loved even though affection wasn’t shown that much in my family. The older I get the more I do feel the urge to express my love physically but it’s like something is holding me back and I fear that I will make a mistake and be judged by the guy I am seeing. I’ve made the mistake of telling guys that I’m not in a relationship with that I’m a virgin but I’ve never told anyone that I’ve never kissed a guy before. I really want to at least kiss a guy but I just put too much pressure on the whole thing. I want to kiss a guy I’m attracted to but I’m still so scared to do so. Anything physical makes me feel anxious because I feel like it’s a performance and I’m being judged. Besides therapy, what can I do to overcome this. Do I tell guys about my inexperience and risk them judging me and looking like a big loser. Or do I just force myself to kiss a guy and deal with whatever happens ( for example i might look foolish because I hit their head or something)?",2.4843628834933185,4.077472407114627,4.593156408808586,83.59006587615286,75.91699604743083,7.823000188217581,26.27686805947675,8.563005593585519,1.8401524185958973,961,36,201,19,21,332,134,253,0.152,0.7070000000000001,0.141,-0.4428,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,13,18,0,4,19,0,17,9,1,7,2,43,41,19,0,5,14,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,7,28,11,23,32,6,18,0,1,3,8,17,8,0,6,10,137,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091753594621166,0.0,0.06757272885135521,0.0,0.07952624313183079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430996807529512,0.0,0.11782133460855886,0.0,0.08223327126296136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324654895373966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996312926119028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457005725204801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638296138448117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822066266723488,0.1087465357719618,0.19545575456184125,0.06903942469464816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049025730312474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6698195126509826,0.08545817213875381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918021807680713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163983548195774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230602604966274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744422139933456,0.09144282569763286,0.12901550726298344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251945535673253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208260563790853,0.0,0.14906899657710684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971495957779503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190986974344796,0.1987234245034576,0.0,0.10375487697008194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675320382440564,0.0,0.07700933304870455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879593288252765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435318679281645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893472380058172,0.0,0.110515925114401,0.0,0.06420312598656369,0.0,0.0949480196789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234337970913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140012039346557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789477963771436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Deborah_99,2019/03/24,"I’m in a restaurant with my family and I’m not saying a word and I’m acting weirdly... Yes so... it’s happening right now. I don’t know what to do, I can’t say a word (how can I talk now if I’ve been quiet for all this time). Since I don’t know what to do besides acting weirdly I’m just gonna post this. I hate myself I hate my life I’m horrible. I don’t need replies, just needed to write this. 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(persons name) the following is bad news so if you're not in the right mental headspace I would avoid this text for awhile. I thought a lot about a perfect way to approach this subject and I realize there is no good way to have this conversation.I can only treat you the same way I would want to be treated in this scenario.With clarity and honesty. I dont think we should hangout anymore.You're not a bad person.It just given my personality this is an unhealthy friendship.By avoiding the topic would only prolong or delay the inevitable making it much worse.So for the sake of clossure Im calling it. Best wishes for you own path.",2.7481366459627314,5.2282832753623225,3.389068322981366,88.32130434782611,78.56521739130434,5.392132505175984,28.697722567287784,6.5431188927421005,1.3823896480331266,564,26,107,5,14,177,91,138,0.145,0.674,0.181,0.6579999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,2,4,11,0,2,11,0,12,0,0,1,1,27,20,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,7,12,12,5,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435450275065363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598459351792735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553136463806305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851287177577718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767873578424284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555103734311752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209400632930613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452709881768607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949336546017312,0.0,0.0,0.10167191578363054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349840552126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196956878439493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168591439741784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39898859533147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007677976114213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313063968482855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759775347288124,0.0,0.12092165587559127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796794982490041,0.4836044674058494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751555436465032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246021198681429,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fluffy2418,2019/03/24,"PRODUCT THAT HELPS ANXIETY Hi I am a design student and I have created a product that I think would help with anxiety and reduce panic attacks, please can someone help by messaging me so I can ask what you think about my product??? Would be massively helpful- thank you!!!!!!",2.0422000000000007,4.86618752,3.3675,82.05125000000002,93.8,6.5,30.25,7.6454224807358475,2.9288000000000003,216,12,35,5,8,70,36,50,0.163,0.521,0.316,0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464280019065177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116761935988886,0.257590375327158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070698512436378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566017806684816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854593223340385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184860917614704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846111192934935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901671499274287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216907105302452,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,liliithrising,2019/03/24,"Familly meeting I drank too much. I feel awful. I feel sick. I was feeling pretty good before that. I develloped a routine. And just one evening with my family bring all these emotions. I talked too much last night. I gave too much info about things i needed to keep for myself. I know this is not true but this is what im feeling. This is why i feel sick.",-0.10227272727272664,2.2183459444444438,1.5488383838383832,95.61636363636364,96.5,3.7292929292929298,17.656565656565657,5.565023196281405,-0.4361555555555556,276,8,58,2,11,89,50,72,0.14800000000000002,0.75,0.102,-0.6388,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,16,15,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,12,2,4,12,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,41,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734360305335808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344358997162577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765442535474018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964726635460177,0.0,0.5268978604880429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480643399897722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251211569557978,0.0,0.0,0.1852465180857052,0.0,0.0,0.1145380051996848,0.1698839233443812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596212851814136,0.15453515464557796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558092020666898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122563675337338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203033754841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675139934977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845993859755715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805977553432734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NormieInTheMaking,2019/03/24,"Has anyone found a way to get rid of the trembling voice? Other than medicines. Is there a natural way to stop the trembling voice when speaking from occurring, like controlling your breathing, speaking slowly etc.? Does anyone have a method that they've tested and find to be helpful when talking in front of audience?",7.269642857142857,9.175132392857149,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,64.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,35.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.2915142857142854,258,12,40,4,4,76,44,56,0.117,0.747,0.136,0.2824,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022430040890081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226077878241778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517118552358193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32078973128565785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628937309235541,0.0,0.0,0.31537759318107544,0.0,0.0,0.1502777312687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927960821351956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052422698577294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404762442545001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311906028990488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566235079373211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amberjadej,2019/03/24,"Side effects of medication?? I'm starting to realize I have a mild/moderate case of social anxiety disorder. It explains so much about the way I've been my whole life. It's definitely not severe or crippling, but something is definitely there. Anyway, I'm thinking of going to a psychologist or my primary care doctor, but I've heard some bad things about the side effects of SSRI's and I was wondering how many of you guys have side effects from the medications. 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Seriously it’s all I think about now when I’m in a group of people. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve just got up and left my staff room because my face got red it’s so annoying.,4.87420765027322,2.889802868852464,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,69.49180327868854,10.756284153005463,30.169398907103826,9.725611199111238,2.2281759562841525,209,6,53,4,3,74,46,61,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,6,7,2,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,4,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866797577693892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378932106012095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234013491184938,0.0,0.1758956546812396,0.0,0.495069924254795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33627202900397146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137838373759177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456793050801967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875537634977025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051613770785377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831473341486408,0.0,0.0,0.18047160265757603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,newcianne,2019/03/24,"Going to grocery shopping all by myself but.. I get so self conscious when I shop by myself.Like I always feel like everyone's eyes are on me so I feel nervous when I shop.Then I tend to overthink every single thing--do I look fine? do i look dumb? It's awful and messing with my head--like for god's sake I just want to shop why do i have to overthink!I jus want to step out of my confort zone.How do i calm my nerves other than plugging on my earphones and listening to music? Has some of you have techniques that can help me shift the focus away from overthinking about the people around me? 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I just realised something. So basically I'm a hermit. Haven't had friends in a long time. Even growing up during my high school years I was always quiet and uncomfortable around people. Even people I've known for 10 years. It's really nothing new to me. Without getting too detailed here we go. Last week I went to the DMV for the first time in 10 years. The second I walked in panic set it. I can just breathe and calm myself down so I'm kind of fortunate on that front. But I remained uncomfortable the entire time I was there. Similar situations happen all the time waiting in line at the store so it wasn't a totally new experience. Just 10 people compared to 200-300 at the DMV is the difference there. One of my jobs I work for a d.j. just came home from a sweet 16 that was just off the fucking charts. 14 moving heads, 3 led walls, massive sound system. That's not really important tho. Been doing this for a few years now and I'm just now thinking about this. During the introductions the d.j. has to go emcee. So I'm standing behind the mixer, on a stage, with a giant led screen behind me. I don't know how to mix. I don't listen to dance music. I'm pretty much shitting myself sweating clammy hands heart rate through the roof and I manage to just fake my way through the shit. In front of almost 500 people. Big difference between the store and the DMV. Those places I'm just another asshole waiting in line. This situation I'm the 3rd most important person behind the family being introduced and the emcee introducing them. One fuck up and it's just like oh shit... So if I'm able to deal with that kind of pressure why the fuck can't I just behave like a normal human being would when out among society? What in the actual fuck is wrong with me? I'm gonna stop there. I'm 99.999999999999% sure I just got tinnitus. 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It feels like every time I talk I always stutter, and it’s not because of my social anxiety. Even when I talk to myself, I’m finding it difficult to form words properly or say basic phrases. It doesn’t only happen when I’m talking to strangers or when I’m nervous but when talking to my parents and friends as well. Earlier today my dad and I were driving to the store and found a parking lot. It took me several tries to say the word “there.” And that’s only one of many examples I have. Whenever I talk, I’m always repeating simple words and mispronouncing them. This is honestly making me even more anxious. Do I have some type of speech impediment? I’m healthy physically, but mentally that’s another story. Idk...",3.04333004926108,5.429606855172416,4.969285714285714,77.88250000000002,77.0,8.280788177339902,30.357142857142854,9.04235418022936,3.061955665024632,594,29,106,15,14,203,87,145,0.064,0.82,0.116,0.8852,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,18,15,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,3,5,15,4,10,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,4,8,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826092285291354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564291834847791,0.11412298200690972,0.16853195705191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093929345357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706515814801398,0.0,0.12569134438825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543034663603777,0.10657486647950816,0.0,0.0,0.13634864215009007,0.0,0.0,0.16356915946127046,0.11525679513197727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192017931135114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288225349227798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268282684575873,0.0,0.0,0.09957941075807036,0.15124602016111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503392618925331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108884029567866,0.22691759724226734,0.0,0.0,0.16564773774130942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726928253668497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853195705191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207114319876494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995297923690751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086988583868188,0.0,0.1414060522064075,0.0,0.1657454716392964,0.10128404023531594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134131547160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maverunner,2019/03/24,Can talking to people on skype video chat make you less nervous about talking to people in real life? Can talking to people on Skype video chat make you less nervous about talking to people in real life?,3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,77.42105263157895,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.5239263157894736,164,6,26,0,4,50,16,38,0.099,0.901,0.0,-0.4541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719336574035845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569874386165641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338147105047771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382090848040411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6188894854562593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,asknallthoseqstns,2019/03/25,Social anxiety with roommates Hi I have intense social anxiety around my roommates. I just moved in a week 1/2 ago and I don’t do much but sit in my room and play computer game and talk to my long distance partner... I hang out with them one night and a few times came out and had brief interactions but that’s it. Now when they come home I get scared and don’t want to come out of my room or even use the bathroom when I have to or get food when I’m hungry. I don’t know why I am like this. 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I can’t explain what I feel but it’s like no one likes me at all. Even my pets. Is it in my head? Whenever I post a comment on any other sub reddit, I mostly get either no replies or upvotes or rude replies. I’m totally going to stop trying to communicate my thoughts with humans. Also, it seems like my dog looks at me like she wants me to leave her alone but doesn’t give my boyfriend the same look. I’m 23 weeks pregnant and am already wondering if my kid will hate me too. Is this the right subreddit to post this? I hope I don’t get more rude replies. Humans seriously hate me. 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I have no problem at all talking to people, communication is one of my best skills and I am going into such thing as a career. I LOVE public speaking, because everyone gives me all the attention, and I always just succeed at presenting myself in a energetic way and it just feels awesome. I have absolutely no anxiety when it comes to talking to people in anyway besides the minor stress for a job interview that everyone experiences. &#x200B; The odd thing is however, I find myself stressing out about a lot of other things socially. Because I love attention so much and find that I conquer social situations, I set myself up at extremely high standards and when I fail to meet them I freak out. I always feel like everyone is watching me, and most of the time I don't mind it because I feel like I always present myself in a charming manner. However I find myself as I've gotten older being scared to do things like grocery shopping. Not because I have to talk to people, but because I am scared at what they will judge me for buying. I don't have any weird taste, I just feel like the cashier or customers are just watching every item get scanned and thinking ""Wow he is really going to buy this? Its so expensive for such a stupid thing."" or ""Ew how can he like those?"" &#x200B; There are many other social situations which causes me great anxiety but I just thought it would be interesting to share because I don't have any of the anxious feelings when it comes to communication or talking with someone, I love it. However I still find myself uncomfortable in certain social situations. It goes to show that social anxiety isn't just about talking to people it, and those who may be skilled at socializing can still experience it in some ways. Most of my anxiety comes from not feeling like I am good enough or not succeeding at something, I'm pretty narcissistic, so social anxiety isn't that bad for me, but its part of me. 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I’m struggling right now. I can only go places with drive thrus or I have to bring someone with me to stores. I barely talk at work but I make it through. But I’m exhausted. Always. I’ve tried therapy but I still feel terror with every social interaction. Mentally. I feel trapped. I just want to be able to go out into the world with ease and feel “normal” for a day.",0.12511312217194615,2.5017394117647065,2.0917647058823547,91.71140271493212,96.05882352941177,5.4389140271493215,18.303167420814482,7.010146845296331,0.4939954751131226,330,10,68,6,13,109,63,85,0.196,0.7509999999999999,0.053,-0.91,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,18,15,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,0,13,14,0,13,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.21006054947217775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478720476062026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069574538520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354716765338803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698507276751935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186387762793165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387645022246017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407991584248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837197832068175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021704791957748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169162709943828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058147384050664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976051356447565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946856508953105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939056149789714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282605532762313,0.17798362189552802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775462615475478,0.0,0.0,0.2196008953433744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883871271354356,0.0,0.0,0.24022254527984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261732435500213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389915455986016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152926581824815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BashBeats,2019/03/25,"How does nicotine and weed effect my social anxiety? My social anxiety has recently gotten way out of control, and now I’m basically trying to eliminate anything in my life that worsens it. I smoke weed almost every night before going to sleep and I’ve been vaping for a couple of years now. When I have to do something with my hands while someone is paying attention to me, my hand start to shake out of control. This is something I fear everyday and it has really got a grip on me. I am seeing a therapist and challenging myself a bit everyday, but has anyone noticed any improvement after quitting weed/nicotine?",5.990021739130434,7.398745165217395,7.254510869565216,68.65480978260872,66.91304347826087,10.271739130434783,33.50543478260869,10.411451182825502,4.036065217391305,494,22,76,13,8,168,78,115,0.076,0.857,0.066,0.3736,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,4,0,9,4,3,4,0,15,15,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,12,1,15,12,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,11,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710345135381625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615188450752242,0.0,0.2613276266867235,0.0,0.0,0.11942941603575083,0.0,0.14055630042179668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534075702713015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647261821960398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831401348613767,0.0,0.1889902503111675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947084013641315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390887859054113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220084024911796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707127054580922,0.0,0.13660674745922552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064319708157875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028702763159378,0.0,0.0,0.19446032651851095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816699953856292,0.0,0.0,0.1094207636127026,0.0,0.16864733841142293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610786232329253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092633337600344,0.3482242598363227,0.14472081195295552,0.26298495968316443,0.0,0.0,0.12089522942768935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983154261664944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159640126400446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557545649465907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999152009379903 socialanxiety,StillLost86,2019/03/25,"Just started therapy for anxiety, am now anxious about therapy! Hi, everybody. Today was my second therapy session to deal with my anxiety (of which social anxiety is a major component). My therapist and I are absolutely on the same page, we have a good solid rapport already, and I'm optimistic about the course of treatment. And then the anxiety came around, because it has to attack and distort everything I feel positively about, right? A few hours after the session ended, I began thinking, and that's never a good highway to ride on. I thought of how I had forgotten to thank my therapist as I left the session. Then about how I had forgotten to wish her luck teaching a course and being evaluated on it tomorrow. This spiraled into worrying that she'd call and cancel our next appointment because she naturally she must be put off by my rudeness, right? Of course, it really was only genuine forgetfulness on my part, as I was in my head a bit too much by the end of the session. I've spent most of tonight talking myself down with reminders that nobody would cancel an appointment due to such trivial non-offenses. I can simply explain myself next week and even use this as a perfect case study to show her exactly how my anxiety operates. This method is only half working, hence why I'm getting it out posting here! I'm not freaking out about it quite as much as a couple hours ago, but it's settled deep in my stomach and is making me feel so burdened, with the worst case scenarios still floating in my mind. It attaches itself to everything I deem positive and important, like some kind of parasite. The more I value it, the more intense the anxiety response. I do despise it so much, and am happy treatment is finally underway. Thanks for reading!",6.967752293577982,7.635175217125387,7.71065902140673,68.90213532110096,64.41284403669725,11.188318042813457,39.285779816513774,11.00357731598739,4.8021144954128445,1404,75,228,38,20,469,186,327,0.108,0.763,0.129,0.9245,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,3,18,15,3,0,20,0,21,2,2,5,4,45,39,24,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,20,0,0,5,2,1,3,2,6,0,2,9,2,32,9,46,25,14,42,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,3,22,176,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085430559613801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635213064821153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423593412976386,0.10887623771896256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857941194672002,0.0,0.10964039485572667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174985243777295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521646156270548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840957785564262,0.11022724418360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663702584029322,0.0,0.0,0.09935831997352004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707191629706837,0.0,0.0,0.06365473166029521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323114375895676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746011967379176,0.0,0.0,0.10557402393260304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035192266560935,0.0,0.0,0.16166943590840147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259290398793564,0.0,0.0,0.09890848130521608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898197835962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035965796314132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471164233029637,0.0,0.0,0.04708392221585947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433101346037373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731120486979884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253998553396614,0.0,0.07433028655833313,0.0,0.20499166064832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659495262583574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436465642134687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230054147564924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968834225628679,0.0,0.1025065999989236,0.0964010094084408,0.0,0.06174024732821309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460732553725266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982421033181432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682146707738759,0.0,0.0769651427791521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746251729987122,0.0,0.17745817245670978,0.3306393913544705,0.2237974412947332,0.0,0.06175316304384053,0.0,0.07651092842922297,0.0,0.0,0.09135216385211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323699525650112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730615478482168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696338324673218,0.0,0.11082641208376293,0.0,0.0,0.07016209612017885,0.09787341853357898,0.0,0.06846198441839993,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,78787878420,2019/03/25,"Coworkers are increasingly comfortable with shaming I don’t understand why people are so rude. I’m weird, I know, I smile too much or not enough, I whisper or mumble when I speak sometimes, i trail off, I keep to myself. I’m respectful and considerate and empathetic. I don’t speak negatively about anyone. I don’t know what to do when my flaws are exaggerated and projected back to me. I would never ever do that to somebody. It’s so toxic and demeaning and cruel. All the incremental progress I’ve made to be more open comes to a crashing halt and I just withdraw again. I think I’ve become pretty proficient at bouncing back but sometimes it all adds up and I just don’t know what to do. I’ve never done this before, post a rant and I’m sorry if I’m not providing any substance or contribution. Just know that I get it if this happens to you too.",1.8573684210526336,4.392219408284024,3.938118966054186,82.67074743070695,82.72781065088758,7.108190594830271,24.279352226720647,8.20500826718156,1.7903065088757404,676,26,131,15,19,230,96,169,0.07,0.84,0.09,0.4651,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,14,6,2,1,3,0,13,0,0,1,5,39,28,18,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,2,3,18,2,13,24,6,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,8,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448946815206195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800226657570132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28152908738463706,0.0,0.0,0.202179270456722,0.15577356854639493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576930091742188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873375347969451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915354762060074,0.0,0.0,0.16559143048233796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564313125502416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188246230576128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627152639631575,0.0,0.0,0.4024276826894568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321912479118484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457274755501505,0.0,0.28237973754189233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691319190000175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532424455550807,0.1862414079298685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621089957840158,0.2049246181305538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117299709042669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905755758650524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518634915860012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300430691632896,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emmalion_18,2019/03/25,"Survey for a school research project on social anxiety. I am doing a school research project on finding ways to treat social anxiety disorder (SAD). This is a 10 question survey, and it is totally anonymous. I need 100 responses. I would really appreciate it if you would participate in my survey! Thanks. :) Here is the link: https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JJSZVNN",6.151034482758623,10.024330568965516,6.158189655172419,63.82452586206901,79.51724137931033,9.106896551724141,33.11206896551724,9.188382445141503,4.5516827586206885,295,15,38,9,8,93,42,58,0.095,0.7190000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7773,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,28,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561541705320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667875788493073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275792436441565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260441144738478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076837138284703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912568486370614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711742802651422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745825154177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143137794831574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847709898281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307223652425156,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NitroVinyl,2019/03/25,"How to avoid face going red? Okay so, I used to have really bad social anxiety when I was younger (around 2-4 years ago) and while it still somewhat persists it has mostly calmed down a lot and nowadays I can normally talk to anyone really well. Despite this I still run into a problem where my face will occasionally go red while I am talking to people. This used to be a part of my social anxiety when I was younger but it's still happening now. It's not overly common but it can be really annoying. This will happen in situations where I am not nervous at all. A few Fridays ago I went out and met a few new people I had never talked to before. I wasn't nervous talking to them and actually flowed through the convo well but yet my face still went somewhat red. I wish this would stop as people occasionally point it out to me and it's quite noticeable. Could it be something else causing it?",2.893117977528089,4.9599706011235964,4.52627808988764,82.42627106741574,76.13483146067415,7.371348314606742,25.73174157303371,8.278499904357787,1.7759988764044945,709,26,137,13,16,238,101,178,0.08900000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.091,0.0953,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,15,10,1,3,6,1,17,3,3,4,2,31,27,15,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,6,2,0,7,3,16,4,19,13,8,34,0,0,3,0,8,11,0,4,17,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1152160433726459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931796711366812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806413662603954,0.0,0.0,0.08255496427188594,0.0,0.0,0.10510437224316413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858074188708044,0.0,0.0,0.10046604431216376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212869980771862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426663272902884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862955688801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420002437819795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088119413728252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037606488950508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106029825686204,0.11402953033136624,0.0,0.0,0.11568027346615516,0.0,0.13441969190596506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278547033952925,0.0,0.24555769916947445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161117029545653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297386261955683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255784418626377,0.0,0.0,0.22690960561872975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271188937912948,0.0,0.2407082131322323,0.0,0.09089349454822744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771527963289331,0.09870902688601947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795900839703041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394339817629187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231223993230053,0.2188979809698217,0.0,0.0,0.13577084935849684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387117834536628,0.0,0.0,0.0760310676628933 socialanxiety,emilyy250,2019/03/25,"Can anyone else relate? Anytime I’m in an uncomfortable situation, usually when I’m in a crowded room, such as school assemblies, or in public, my eyes start to water, and my face goes bright red. Does anyone else experience this? Or is it just me :/",2.8114893617021286,5.446739510638301,4.897276595744682,76.69400000000002,79.42553191489361,8.01531914893617,24.293617021276606,8.841846274778883,2.2517863829787244,195,7,35,5,5,67,39,47,0.107,0.836,0.058,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651062617519052,0.5350144046369637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284727728501421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43619749740345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255386231651106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642267890648295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934647373940376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847936913078832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875426159167157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fadeintoyouuu,2019/03/25,"I'm tired of my therapist / parents acting like I can magic up some level of normalcy at 22 I've been lonely all my life and have no idea how to make it stop. I don't think I can make it stop, being so so socially crippled and unaware and awkward all my life....seems like most people figured this out when they were kids. I never had proper friends as a kid. Honestly, I didn't want to. I never even wanted birthday parties or to hang out after school [to be fair maybe it was a bit of me lying to myself cause no one would come]. Honestly I was just exhausted after a day/week of school and too tired to want to socialize anymore. Then once I started college, I didn't even have the vague acquaintances from grade school, or seeing my family every day [not that I even ever feel fully comfy around them either please kill me] to ease the loneliness, which set in more and more as time went on. I tried going to clubs and saying hi to people in class and all that shit. I'm just...me. I'm just moody and not talkative generally. And it feels like pulling teeth trying to fake it. I stopped giving a fuck and started drinking. That helped ease the pain of never being in a relationship or having a group of friends and all that. Ironically enough it never helped me actually make friends cause I'm so bad at it. And now the doctors say I can't drink anymore so I can't even use the thing everyone uses to make friends to make friends. 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Why does it feel like people go out of their way to sit somewhere else, besides next to me at work? I don’t smell and I dont look pissed off-so what gives?",-0.5450000000000017,1.4164835909090918,0.9829090909090932,103.68936363636368,88.0909090909091,3.5200000000000005,15.618181818181819,3.1291,-1.4177309090909092,154,3,39,0,5,49,35,44,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,8,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309360849023954,0.0,0.30928269610796943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204502117209588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343312100294824,0.1885264709633349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315190241329794,0.14997747491009947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128925651052974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160513679365884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613101471952774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295140077562547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946737907646398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812397683126146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38423705994860796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,E_Szczesny,2019/03/25,"The thought of having a relationship makes me anxious. First of all english isn't my first language but I'll write this as best I can. I am a 20 year old male,and I really can't get into relationships and I never even had one and I've had plenty of opportunities to have one, but always seemed to avoid or make up an excuse to not have one, to the point of not telling someone I really loved how I feel. It's not that I'm desperate for a relationship but I feel that I should experience one but the thought of it just makes me feel so vulnerable. I've been through a lot and have also seen how relationships can just hurt someone so badly and have also seen the joy in it but it just scares me. I feel that if I get into a relationship I'll end up hurting someone. I have a feeling I need to fix this but I don't know how.",2.2604571428571423,3.604461874285714,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,75.97142857142856,7.514285714285713,24.5,8.192908349453996,1.2595714285714283,648,21,146,11,14,224,88,175,0.129,0.728,0.14300000000000002,0.5356,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,11,9,0,2,11,0,16,1,0,6,2,42,35,20,0,3,14,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,9,0,0,0,7,5,0,6,7,7,17,4,18,27,3,12,0,2,2,1,9,6,0,4,6,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635506127270106,0.09174790845536114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245661571681418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206525967950432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571454306369824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766056639977012,0.0,0.0,0.07282787754807972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785867684403422,0.0,0.0,0.2787622175246471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757983343536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521605896545445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360783116760096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059783254906246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374192466764307,0.0995169438970054,0.0,0.2208048505728744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175884858331699,0.08504186360368446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570279748393668,0.0,0.298869094941744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104234469934855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127500202822807,0.0,0.0,0.5919076600842857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039281073577986,0.0,0.0,0.10037957789300128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802772388960979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637499459482847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507350612897082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100595769620194 socialanxiety,IllustriousCareer6,2019/03/25,"I want to help people with social anxiety. This is what helped me. I can safely say I don't suffer from social anxiety anymore. It's been 10 years and since last year I'm grown mostly out of it. Now I want to help people who also suffer, and I hope they can use any of my tips. This may not be useful to everyone, so I encourage others to do this too. &#x200B; One and a half year ago I started to do this. &#x200B; **It takes time, but it can be easier.** &#x200B; **Face your fears, but do it slowly. This will make it easier to not back out.** Try going outside at least two hours a day. Build it up as you go. This will make sure you stay in contact with the outside world. Don't wear headphones -- make sure you will see, hear, and smell everything. Once in every while, you'll meet a passerby. Just greet them. This will probably be a bit scary at first, but that's important: you need to feel it to get over it. That's why you should begin slowly. After a while, try to go to some more crowded places, like a record shop, a supermarket, a library, or something else what suits you, as long as it is a little bit more crowded. The best places are places where people **work**. When at a library, ask a staff member for a book you like. When at a supermarket, greet the cashier. When at a record shop, ask if they have your favourite LP in store. After a while, your smile when greeting the cashier will become brighter and it will all be just a little bit easier. **Why this is really important:** You tend to avoid social contact because, well, you know why, but that's why it's best to start slowly and mildly: you won't think too much of it, but you're still making progress. When you greet a passerby, know it's just a friendly thing. It may scare you, but you did do it. It'll be easier the next day. Just don't give up because, progress is key to motivation. &#x200B; **Up your style - It's the best boost ever.** Try to spend some more money on clothes, grooming etc. Don't buy trends, or hype - but do learn about style. I recommend watching some TMF (teaching men's fashion) and AlphaM on YouTube. Buy your clothes at H&M. Make sure your shoes match your outfit and your hair is not messy or greasy, just make sure it's decent. All these things combined with the tips from TMF (Jose Zuniga) and AlphaM (Aaron Marino) should be enough to cover at least the basics. Just don't think too much of it. It's just to make you feel appreciated about your look. &#x200B; **If you play games a whole lot, like I did, play less.** Unless you're gaming with a friend (in person!) though. This is really to make you stay connected to the outside world and **getting used to it**. If you, after seeking contact more and more, keep on playing for too long, you will drift off and get used to the feeling of being outside of contact. Which is not what you want. It may seem harsh, but if you really want to tackle your social anxiety my way, this is really important. Don't worry, I still play every day. &#x200B; If you keep this on, you'll find it to be a lot easier to cope with. You'll start to make progress and that will keep you motivated. Once you are able to do so, keep on greeting the cashier and chatting with elderly strangers. Just make sure that what you do, is something easy. You don't have to go all in and tackle everything at once - begin at 0 and make your way up to 100. Remember, facing your fears is effective but hard and that's why we mostly avoid it. This will however make facing your fears easier.",1.2559091532866729,3.781589536023056,2.203612597776864,93.97913784822286,85.91642651296829,5.206779195828188,19.06882118841773,6.7097532225279775,0.14241353094551945,2734,75,570,33,84,857,261,694,0.048,0.727,0.226,0.9992,2,2,2,0,0,0,163.0,1,41,3,11,30,29,0,6,32,0,61,6,6,19,9,120,116,50,0,13,30,0,5,3,2,19,0,2,0,2,53,26,0,7,14,10,7,6,12,8,1,4,3,11,58,21,79,86,29,80,0,2,3,0,73,35,0,20,38,378,111,7,0.044995815659595866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039886075690068114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598313752643837,0.0,0.3412706322768323,0.32804904638315663,0.030598697620790205,0.0,0.1032650274618824,0.0,0.04462375839797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413002730618166,0.0,0.0,0.034599004816283516,0.0,0.05485806318005594,0.04969434325432719,0.0,0.0,0.14166099754057562,0.0,0.1473713306585875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705573606845539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037588230246634886,0.0,0.0,0.0464927057160589,0.050182228567158295,0.0,0.04070129132316674,0.07582183069365174,0.042995430116062015,0.08087867553580454,0.0,0.0,0.1518984065952976,0.06825370911144027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112536034493891,0.038273417813929164,0.0,0.0,0.0695273111233141,0.0,0.07052536964500382,0.043164086443832725,0.10228863587330847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030741275209978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050713554444637404,0.0,0.09047924029661948,0.0,0.0,0.04469099764343447,0.04431181470785845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997739356438084,0.0,0.0,0.049457047088549394,0.0366775952740868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594804811451804,0.09019525623165606,0.0,0.0796397618459964,0.03778515266830719,0.0,0.0,0.07650766681638688,0.0,0.0,0.3604206762121797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615420358941644,0.03336382717168032,0.0,0.0,0.04785356042037928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375722551872588,0.030490329191804274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935832992304374,0.039288610664442086,0.14103315147929532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851309962026408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530188678098335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097148773227595,0.0,0.0,0.03578247861231028,0.04504866105876303,0.0,0.035855839452805856,0.040962500651846215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722100368754691,0.0,0.0,0.18347027043310776,0.0,0.06927995438282966,0.0,0.0,0.09554480974816253,0.09591910521870856,0.07186743301843568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204011877781948,0.0,0.03383125357766456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597864411132235,0.057663003646527364,0.044208160429318535,0.0,0.02623742195787469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164761568986204,0.0,0.04395437375169476,0.0,0.0,0.15544775115710752,0.0,0.0,0.10615879150965728,0.07143116817552803,0.0,0.0,0.04045664205819947,0.0,0.20300862490681945,0.05023622129072355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03275748969776385,0.04569543495118816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32804904638315663,0.08692749011704391 socialanxiety,raybayne,2019/03/25,"My 30 minute solution to easing social anxiety **My 30 minute solution to easing social anxiety** Have you ever been exposed to an uncomfortable situation, but then after awhile you get used to it and then actually feel good afterwards? Or even if you didn't feel good the entire time, once you leave did the contrast of being out of that discomfort make you feel good? &#x200B; A lot of times we see a situation as uncomfortable, and our mind even lets us believe that the way we look at this and our feelings in the moment are permanent. Trust me. It's not. &#x200B; This is the beauty of getting outside your comfort zone and why I love to go out. Almost every single night I go out, my first few conversations are rough; the other night I had a chick ask me if I was high because of how uncomfortable I was, haha. Unless I've got some momentum, this is typically how the night starts. &#x200B; However, after I talk to a few more groups of people, the discomfort fades. I let go of my self-image, thinking of what to say, thinking altogether, and then I just flow. &#x200B; My confidence rises (or more so gets back to normal) and then I get to enjoy the night. Typically, this process takes around 30 minutes. &#x200B; Everyone has their own process. Staying in uncomfortable conversations is my golden gateway to feeling good, yours might be to say hi to as many people as possible. Everyone has their own blueprint. &#x200B; You can even be exact by setting a timer for doing whatever action you're about to take, and then stop once the alarm goes off. &#x200B; **In the end, if you can survive for 30 minutes, you can thrive for life.** *- Ray Bayne* \-- **Credentials/Background:** I've gone out to clubs (sober) for the past 7+ years. I go out for the love of how much my mind sharpens from getting outside my comfort zone and because it's pretty fun to meet new people. I always have mindsets and concepts buzzing in my head so I'm here to share what I've learned.",2.666933349669197,5.509186150943401,3.6649859103161013,83.80446734868906,82.36927223719675,6.391595197255576,25.952033815241364,7.686295010490155,1.799624797843666,1566,65,280,28,44,502,193,371,0.07,0.75,0.18,0.9943,1,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,5,10,2,2,14,16,0,3,19,1,25,4,1,5,2,49,54,29,0,4,9,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,17,0,1,8,1,0,8,2,3,0,1,8,10,39,13,51,40,10,49,0,0,2,2,32,13,0,9,25,190,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.05398016610617271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539070608801837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602711265584508,0.4195419381308341,0.4705026050358708,0.0,0.0,0.08463275313876277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049242720944867965,0.051712733784845484,0.0,0.0,0.0425343764307465,0.0,0.06743990244667428,0.0,0.0,0.06232187727163704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048993311862829694,0.0,0.0,0.10960653972910324,0.05003623819672074,0.046605882243097016,0.10571308736011653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398464576055454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705152559251465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445009105669587,0.0,0.12574880017286594,0.18558481553727474,0.044241036745286864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676989022371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058444098227940874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857136353126381,0.0,0.11312814872444744,0.039071130924540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645127556763174,0.0,0.0,0.04702744945245922,0.09984919907229188,0.0,0.03692367453157228,0.05608146081716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868124046561238,0.11170622266353236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406634209985166,0.0,0.0,0.05342426981620669,0.0,0.20764023479466145,0.054197663746480176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781887903657168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052805116558494826,0.11504687196162493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062360166165808875,0.0,0.05627597649303166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879785660311733,0.0,0.0,0.0440794693553812,0.0,0.05770636283651408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243543802277492,0.0,0.11277482673114232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915275333699548,0.05895920055990751,0.0,0.04624642117115981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318107890312403,0.044460682699154784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708881632940666,0.0,0.0,0.06451008565444924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665380037352521,0.04777502415270076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043907046058098566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991383605583368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705026050358708,0.03562151191391312 socialanxiety,undeadmaruchan,2019/03/25,"Incident at track practice earlier today has me worried... So I was just waiting for my ride home after track practice, nothing out of the ordinary. I wasn't really paying much attention to anything, just browsing memes on my phone as usual. However, though, I began to listen in on a conversation happening on the other side of the locker room. They were saying things like, ""yeah, I honestly don't know why they're even here, they're just a drag on the team"". Basically, talking mad shit. Someone else brought up that whoever it was had thrown shot put last year, and also always came in last in all their races-a description that fits me to a t (oof). I can't confirm it was me they were talking about, since they never said a name (that I heard). But I'm so anxious about it and this isn't the first time I've had people talk shit about me when I'm right there so I'm just feeling more awful than usual. And since I don't have anyone else to talk to I'll just complain about it on Reddit. Is it possible they were talking about me?",4.515638002773926,5.393841354368933,5.385464632454924,82.65922330097091,69.92233009708738,8.409986130374481,28.30651872399445,8.634040054169528,2.0135780859916768,813,28,161,13,14,266,123,206,0.104,0.8590000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9252,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,2,19,6,3,0,9,2,16,2,2,0,2,18,29,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,11,5,0,1,3,1,1,4,6,4,0,1,14,5,19,2,27,15,3,31,0,0,0,0,19,15,2,0,13,105,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648606027829406,0.1107977649144717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043015182117134,0.0,0.09310686871250848,0.13643566586015896,0.10957733399760276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522967860091764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224721259426952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794931886341611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732846811294886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326376065444226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177507990129708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356789928540078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317991786553052,0.2170823830106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505406244428273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788613494180763,0.0,0.10269932655777084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277682792839295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231469263968473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011515240005496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338601357874491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530414876231693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371583685396397,0.12666334143966662,0.10589224387722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733686632801132,0.2202986351247752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282397658578446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53513505251478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846397243055458,0.0,0.1308266360266685,0.0,0.07764524964229333,0.0,0.12621780624840032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933085010478509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201539952037689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352279755226981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857491090620169 socialanxiety,EasyBakeOven666,2019/03/25,"Going to a concert with all my girlfriend and her friends and im terrified Me, my girlfriend and a couple of her female friends are going to a rock concert. I decided to go because I wanted to face my fears. The problem is that I just don't dance. When I hear awesome music, I never get the feeling/need to dance. I like it, but when I do dance it'll always be forced and fake because it's just not my thing. I also can't dance, literally freezing out there. I'm terribly anxious when it comes to dancing even though I'm just myself in my every day life. I've been told so many times to just dance and don't care: ""nobody will notice and everybody is just paying attention to themselves. Just dance!"" No! It's not that easy. To you it may be, but I've never done it. Tried many many times. One time at a concert I literally tried to force my body to dance to a point I didn't even care about anything anymore, but I still couldn't do it because I'm too stupid. On top of all, I'm going with the most extraverted group I know, without being comfortable with any of them except my girlfriend. Does anyone know how to come over this fear and know how I can ""just dance""? I know it's going to be awkward no matter what, I'm used to it. I just wanna give it a shot one more time.",1.7121929824561413,3.5017417669172985,3.2828759398496254,91.26661967418549,78.69924812030075,5.78671679197995,22.737468671679203,6.6274283507984215,0.5013288220551382,994,31,215,9,24,328,133,266,0.197,0.755,0.049,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,1,22,13,1,3,9,0,20,3,2,3,4,48,44,18,0,4,15,0,1,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,16,13,0,0,6,13,1,16,12,7,0,2,4,5,28,6,30,32,4,34,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,12,145,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149286670894896,0.09519748510252256,0.0,0.0,0.07780206939512797,0.0,0.0,0.1292496482038304,0.11346302351090345,0.07999745982280056,0.0,0.09414889035770102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092280637877753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270826500399904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332952793130568,0.0,0.0,0.19710651230211576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659142494377512,0.0,0.07378436497288407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012012053139052,0.117080168298098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511321817500579,0.0,0.09639454931057284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574839517114392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678427859613724,0.0,0.059774000528152085,0.10975157474018173,0.32510646552571315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289473013222118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358139420926124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515048618962797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081048733034718,0.0558944771600649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479784233211992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647860708326468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302554485666791,0.0,0.0,0.15505305075790285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815352159902963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947399851291978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136720588968723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600828143120529,0.0,0.11240629938497257,0.0,0.2668513214796237,0.0,0.0,0.10932273912502699,0.0,0.15535245419412774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881267556486227,0.0,0.0,0.0674814151103401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028623036411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cacaphoni,2019/03/25,"Does anyone else feel inherently unlikeable? Sometimes I wonder if I really have social anxiety, or if I’m simply self-aware. I feel like my very presence repulses others. Like I can sit there, do nothing and be viciously loathed. When I go out in pubic, I feel like people are either glaring at me for daring to exist or laughing at me for the same reason. Those who do not hate me on the spot definitely will at some point. I feel like a mix between a monstrosity and a nuisance and there’s nothing that I can do to change it. Sadly, I can’t even say that this is in my head because I’ve gotten clear confirmation of people disliking me despite having not done or said a thing to them. If I didn’t love my family so much, I’d off myself right now. I don’t belong here. 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Do you have any advice on how to talk to a boss/HR about such things? Background: I’m a 28 year old woman with social anxiety and ADHD. Over the weekend I hung out with two work friends and had a little too much to drink and said some things I regretted (I’d be up all night regretting everything I said had I had booze or not, let’s be honest). This led me to being anxious for work today. I forced myself to go in and everything was fine until my supervisor sent out an email to everyone in my department (6 people) saying to not do a daily job the way I had just done it. She didn’t use those words, or my name in the email, but the implication remains. Upon reading the email I went to address it with her, and she was helping a customer. I waited 5 minutes and went back and she was still with the same customer. In those 5-7 minutes I started burning up, my hands started shaking, all the tell tale signs I’m not going to be able to keep it together. I interrupted another supervisor (though not my direct supervisor) to tell her I needed to leave and that I shouldn’t have come to work at all today, then I disappeared. At this point I’m about a half hour past the panic attack and am curled up in bed with my cat and filled with anxiety and dread just thinking about work tomorrow. I’m well aware I handled this incorrectly...I don’t feel like I had any control over myself. I know my bosses are going to call me into a meeting to address this tomorrow. Any advice on discussing social anxiety with bosses/HR? 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socialanxiety,kcsoysauce,2019/03/25,"how do i meet new people/friends/get more comfortable hello i’m pretty much a loner who stays home and plays video games all day. i don’t really talk too much and kind of stick to myself most of the time. idk talking i guess its just difficult for me not because I don’t want to, but because i usually have nothing to say. like it’s kinda hard to have a good conversation w/out any awkward moments lol. and so i tend to stay away from any social interaction at all. but since i’ve been on antidepressants it’s helped a little bit but idk. and i have a friend group but i only really consider a couple of them to be close/good friends. it’s come to a point where my friend group would make plans w/out me knowing first you know and then be like “so hey you wanna come with?” which is my fault i guess cuz i usually say some bs to stay home, but whatever lol. so i figured like yo i need to find new people to hangout with but idk how to do that cuz im scared??it’s easier to relate to people online cuz i have a moment to think about what im ganna say, but even ppl i meet online seem to fade. idk what the point of this post is but i feel like im rambling. but yeah i guess im just tired of feeling lonely lmao which sounds depressing as hell, like what should i 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socialanxiety,DonnyRedford,2019/03/25,Social anxiety practically gone when out with friends. Anyone relate? Whenever I'm out with friends like at the store or out and about I feel a lot more outgoing after hanging a while. Talking to clerks at stores or people in public with friends seems to flow so much easier. I'm guessing it's cuz I feel more comfortable with them and am having a good time therefore making me feel better and more outgoing. Just curious if anyone experiences the same thing.,4.495676470588234,7.147505788235293,5.07375,77.610625,73.47058823529412,8.485294117647058,28.27205882352941,9.188382445141503,2.853970588235295,372,15,62,9,8,119,60,85,0.017,0.66,0.32299999999999995,0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,24,11,10,0,1,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,7,14,10,6,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,5,44,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282413265163288,0.0,0.0,0.31592963210449976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998031997537329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209879332743804,0.0,0.0,0.3426877918120633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236234271292932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894865379479942,0.0,0.0,0.24887051982920305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103705145448859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920646052743685,0.0,0.0,0.150799821311909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607330387077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662081265749508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056642646711272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029159387964085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815816841496931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008769305079733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173268252579642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,socialnxiety,2019/03/25,"Promotion has me freaking out Hey guys, this is my first post here. Just wanted to talk about whats eating me today. I recently got a promotion at my job which ive been at for 4 years. Its a great opportunity and I had to overcome a lot of obstacles to get to where I am. However, I am TERRIFIED of the training process. In order to complete my training, I have to work at not one, but THREE different stores out-of-state, during which I will stay in a hotel away from home. Every single step of this scares me. Driving there, meeting all of these new people, and staying away from home is all terrifying me. If I think about it too much I feel like I'm going to vomit. Rationally, I do know it'll be okay and its a great learning experience. But my anxiety just wont stop and it feels like the actual end of the world. Anyone else dealt with something similar? Starting a new job, training, etc? This all starts on Wednesday and I could really use some words of encouragement right now. 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It'll be the first time I talk over the internet, with my voice, to people I've never met in real life. Wish me luck!",1.6153846153846168,2.57811258974359,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,76.94871794871794,6.2256410256410275,20.69230769230769,6.42735559955562,0.10936923076923087,137,3,32,1,3,47,33,39,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,2,5,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418500958916885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090017718060085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946534891121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133506955000167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076286218622485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742884505081866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405571355114053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404870616264863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744669672448189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922766687182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440672872720413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThingsAintGreat,2019/03/25,"I've lived a unique life for better or worse (mostly worse) The last five years of my life were basically put on hold. That's means I skipped high school, I don't have my drivers license and I'm more aimless and lost than I ever was before. After a really bad breakup recently it's made me really rethink a lot. I was shamed for my anxiety and depression and was treated very badly because of it. My relationship failed because of my poor communication and social anxiety. I missed out on those those teenage moments everybody should go through. I never had friends, I never dated until recently and I feel like a fish out of water. I still feel like a teenager sometimes I get up and ask myself where all the time went. Meeting people is really hard. I have a very sporadic personality and I've had four or five best friends at this point who have all left me behind. I have trust issues and whole lot of baggage from those relationships. I have a lot of work to do and I keep putting it all off because there's no urgency to do anything and when ever I think about I get incredibly anxious and discouraged. I have depression issues mostly due to the life I've been living and I'm incredibly unhappy. It's a never ending cycle where I have bursts of energy I get a few done and then go back to doing nothing for months at a time. I've let myself go physically and mentally. Having social anxiety in my situation has made it so much harder to get the ball rolling also. I really don't have anyone to talk to anymore, my father never listens to me anyway. I don't really have any family left that don't hate me and my mother passed away when I was young. This is all your fault and nobody cares are the only two things I've been telling myself over the past few months. I'm moving soon and I really hope this can be my catalyst for turning things around. 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Let's just start this by saying that i am a socially awkward person and i hate posting and stuff on social media especially facebook. I had this one friend with the same personality as i do but overtime she changed and was no longer socially awkward nor shy on social media. She even befriended my former friend from my old school and they often chat about memes and stuff. which is currently making me feel jealous. i wanted to change. I can and i will but i wanted to be far away from them. So i planned to go to another school and probably block them on social media but why can't i do this without forcing them out? Is it because it's easier to change personality without regrets when there is no one around who truly knows you? Is it because i am afraid people might be shocked to my new personality? Is it because im afraid they might tease me and exploit me and tell things i used to do and used to be? What do you guys think?",3.669738249366734,5.4526454306220105,4.561643681396003,84.25503518153675,73.16267942583733,7.022910216718267,26.648184632704755,7.724431198458867,1.4947869969040248,841,30,164,11,17,272,113,209,0.132,0.7759999999999999,0.092,-0.7773,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,5,1,10,12,3,5,2,0,25,0,0,3,0,38,37,17,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,5,15,14,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,10,0,2,3,3,31,2,25,25,1,17,0,1,0,0,29,8,0,5,7,125,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641122451363557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184958854232496,0.0,0.0,0.08638434630814798,0.0,0.0,0.16814449406974047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890579350183928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072809683837525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046489612249213115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207130031171433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052253852733704365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103894343149124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077559299951757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931521914204837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052997790311335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401889505677268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813674823545847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061373285429607925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926139312635304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880001792602797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647968506890388,0.0,0.12460716933318315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748468474062427,0.3211275635059773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805686670522843,0.0,0.09913110450910992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745972981059527,0.07311750134865146,0.0,0.18610432616091785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686262755570776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507838497633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050759873516933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036304505357585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061083459814090135,0.05891395608131185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882006495442166,0.0,0.0,0.1084618210141008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593018685190386,0.0,0.0,0.2658919946739424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HowaitoHasugami,2019/03/25,does anyone else pull out their phone to stare at the black screen everytime someone walks past you so you don't have to make eye contact? I swear walking anywhere takes fucking forever because I have to stop to do this every few steps..,4.186333333333334,6.5259164666666685,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,73.22222222222223,6.277777777777778,29.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.6284444444444448,191,8,35,2,4,57,38,45,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,4,1,5,2,1,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303186981531175,0.35613070702523664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118779257608692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041644091296897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903535340480041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29284614300060224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213266250925515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232008389318326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179877669074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944983798596851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905874841487733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613324429773732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlackQueerGirl,2019/03/25,"How do I get friends and start dating? I am 19 year old college student. I have always been a bit socially awkward, but I don't think that I am that social awkward. I dress pretty nice. I am smart, caring, respectful, ambitious, etc. I take care of myself and I have a pretty nice body. I have been in college since January, and still haven't meet anyone to hang out with. I have set up a couple of online dating profiles, and haven't had much success. For some reason, people just do not find me all that attractive. What are things that I can do meet new people, become more attractive, become more outgoing, etc? I have zero friends and a pretty non-existent social life. I just don't understand why people don't find me all that attractive. Not to be rude, but I see people that are much less attractive than I am, and they have a lot of friends, and they date. 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I find it to be so challanging to even go to classes or go out unless im near people I already know. My chest starts to hurt and I feel like its hard to breath and ill just leave or walk away if it becomes unbearable. Have taken alot of alprozolam to help and I felt better but I couldnt continue taking it cause of addiction that grows from it. I just want to be apart of the community that understands best. Love you guys already!,1.8711006289308187,4.42456689622642,3.3285849056603776,86.93143081761008,82.86792452830191,7.3069182389937115,22.98427672955975,8.344100000000001,1.6406125786163526,425,15,85,10,12,139,71,106,0.055,0.718,0.226,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,1,1,28,18,11,0,4,9,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,4,10,7,16,12,2,11,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,4,5,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940973817270483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929583226779563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728090627386666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663879237140627,0.0,0.0,0.18684921769294774,0.1574679980107079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290319274581585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759828614287215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005170616509006,0.2543934556809306,0.17095292788273833,0.0,0.16273162425511153,0.0,0.0,0.19521921580909785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023762918900678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629440534411603,0.0,0.0,0.1594950340046713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119341071716181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060286928088266,0.0,0.1923211852018436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784990983758797,0.0,0.0,0.18852593974825144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396942577712846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069426212150786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195878779718735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343528955684364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260224992482652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338690968079853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535308297895425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003332768915506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mildly_Dying,2019/03/25,"Apathy is what made my anxiety so much more unbearable this year After a few years in college, I thought I found a group of friends who I can call family. But over time, some of them have become so uncaring and different. It makes me feel like I can't talk to them anymore because they just don't care about what's going on in my life or even my existence. I understand that the other people are increasingly busy so it's not that they hate me, but the anxiety blinds me from that fact some days. I've become much more emotionally unstable and I don't even feel comfortable existing in the same space as the people who I'm supposed to consider as friends I enjoy spending more time with my SO because he cares. He wants to hear about my day, my plans, my fears and it's just so nice every time. Only thing is that I would hate to be that kind person who only hangs out with their partner. I do my best to reach out to my friends and catch up but I realize that it's not a friendship if it's only one-sided",5.329637681159419,5.122837966183576,6.129770531400967,81.83929347826088,67.8888888888889,9.991787439613526,29.810386473429947,9.725611199111238,2.464224154589373,797,26,169,16,12,263,117,207,0.091,0.715,0.194,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,11,14,2,1,7,0,11,2,0,2,1,31,26,16,0,3,9,0,2,1,4,1,2,1,0,2,19,8,0,0,6,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,3,4,27,11,24,21,11,21,0,0,1,0,19,9,0,4,9,118,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970798463605604,0.0,0.12774571893204734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570437581177339,0.2845228566031281,0.0,0.0,0.13517900646898956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153024706546093,0.0,0.262662427433333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614464268176093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457988879896868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489483275993714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015666085766432,0.0,0.10852866970909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143137531775147,0.14494798176113072,0.13026123980053436,0.09202247409906886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123441330161438,0.29855675531566506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320615630174547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543480299289012,0.0,0.0,0.14517915354309532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341366449784059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098289012430802,0.062930459176925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188391048337327,0.08598222123080965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938154474882515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728554391013607,0.29389929452359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860240477887684,0.1124726377910408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353325622136487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557618381538748,0.0,0.0,0.10226140116428184,0.225331871491413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409660426961956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597595781496091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915035093266337,0.0,0.0,0.16589988709488168 socialanxiety,Chopper313,2019/03/25,Medication? At what point do you think you should try medication ?,4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,95.36363636363636,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.245509090909092,53,2,9,2,2,17,9,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8348317587381688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39169641220046186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654999235670717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813176955993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fleedledees,2019/03/25,"I’m 22 By now I should have an established group of friends, right? Well, I don’t. All of my friendships except for two have fell through and the two friends that I do have live too far to visit often or they’re busy with other life events. I work and come home and do nothing for the rest of the day. I’m not in college because I started having frequent panic attacks due to the stress of academics and have left indefinitely. I feel like my options for making friends is so slim because I don’t get out much, but when I do, I’m fidgety and awkward and can’t hold a decent conversation. Any advice to overcome my friendship woes?",4.168862642169728,5.251479307086619,4.686561679790028,86.59568678915136,70.88976377952756,6.589326334208224,30.646544181977248,6.42735559955562,1.4855588801399824,500,21,101,3,9,159,85,127,0.116,0.764,0.12,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,3,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,21,21,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,1,2,0,1,11,5,16,20,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,4,8,68,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999745671768167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222095387458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119534993713044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370488290472517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748661876280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253930543697873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831105271248933,0.13890281277439726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506548372248446,0.0,0.10158309962931564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950319256531259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112517781262968,0.0,0.13733361851372114,0.09499003232024283,0.0,0.1716877018371607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129785386607757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293046079619784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656349077472428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812496770201124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660445268476976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762051835483255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227220859847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798651365122392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481841448909494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154937533787013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RukiMonster,2019/03/25,"What are the DO's and DONT's of texting? There are times when I am having a good text conversation with someone. But they eventually don't reply or leave the message on seen. Like is it something I did wrong or did I bore them that much that they don't reply? What are some general guidelines to texting? Short answers? Long answers? Reply too fast? Reply too late? I feel like I'm responsible for carrying the conversation...",2.3322222222222244,5.1547106790123465,3.5936913580246888,83.72461111111113,84.18518518518519,6.202962962962962,25.38395061728395,7.554174236665415,1.6514187654320982,339,14,62,6,10,110,56,81,0.063,0.7859999999999999,0.151,0.7358,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,7,3,5,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641021272552771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708374188035404,0.22194222303894268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605746845497357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35044852279925337,0.32895395092798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035546727759517,0.0,0.0,0.2749325704659579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837769499031846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322910520086457,0.2391684191254673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811537778133396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396681298296673,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lenaperez7,2019/03/25,Always think people are laughing at me Does anyone else ever think when people are laughing around you there laughing at you?,6.121363636363636,9.037836590909098,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,69.45454545454545,4.4,24.63636363636364,3.1291,0.6519272727272729,103,3,14,0,2,30,15,22,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938076062700545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347724958222673,0.34402769888081475,0.0,0.2988992365388685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938274619125012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804859457776794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037158205173363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655499877029503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43028527834523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alaxoskl4,2019/03/26,"Guys, I’ve discovered something today while walking from school to home. Ok, so, I am 21 years old, I have social anxiety, but not extremely, I mean, I have few friends, but also I am the typical guy at the corner in some classes (other classes I am with friends :D)... I’ve never had girlfriend and I’m virgin... So I was in the subway station waiting for the subway, passing through social anxiety effects, you know, watching just at the floor, checking the cellphone (even if I do not need to check it) and these stuffs... But suddenly I said on my head; “let’s make little goals day by day for defeat soxial anxiety”, and I grabbed my backpack and put it on backwards... The first moments was like hell, but second by second, and I do not know how, I felt more confidable, and I was there, with my backpack in my chest, beating my first goal, a little emotional tho lol.",3.889484108705666,5.485815940119764,4.894251497005988,82.853638876094,72.23353293413173,7.533671119299862,30.81022570244127,8.139509932561175,2.31389488714878,670,30,125,10,13,219,103,167,0.114,0.784,0.103,-0.4469,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,7,8,6,1,0,8,2,12,3,2,3,1,28,21,17,0,2,9,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,5,8,0,1,5,0,2,3,4,2,0,4,6,4,19,4,17,14,3,26,1,1,1,1,10,12,1,2,12,92,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316580272297828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534633407442069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865396871211152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732462335771663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172550687331484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478786282584174,0.0,0.0,0.2620102943797471,0.0,0.0,0.23798333537150135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049982840867585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806390400854967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448968147112158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692853187272426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749085272297625,0.0,0.07524398780836555,0.3087271399670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028062609210944,0.0,0.0,0.16776757167739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420022927382174,0.11878592335503547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161291687985346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482769325656726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650360885941438,0.0,0.0,0.15587148202932696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399795414021964,0.0,0.11856833201250205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631041722756208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598828601499478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918066104429192 socialanxiety,Ladybugsunite,2019/03/26,"My boyfriend (20 m) has social anxiety and I want to help! Hey guys, my boyfriend has social anxiety that hasn't been bad while I've known him because he's on an SSRI but he is currently tapering off and said today that he is starting to feel the effects of it and is experiencing more social anxiety. It is hard for me to understand because I don't really experience it but he says he gets around people he doesn't know well and he just doesn't know what to say. He tries to talk and nothing comes out. I think I am able to help him a lot with self love and lessening insecurities but the best I can do to help him with the anxiety he describes is by telling him to treat people like they are already his best friends. From people who experience this, what advice would you give him? Do you think there is anything he can do to get rid of the anxiety or is it something most people struggle with their whole lives? Thanks everyone!",4.487878411910671,5.555835521505376,5.3426881720430135,82.24172456575684,70.12903225806451,8.948883374689826,29.36145574855252,9.265573868473778,2.3755257237386282,741,28,151,15,13,242,107,186,0.091,0.7020000000000001,0.207,0.9854,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,3,4,11,0,2,6,0,22,1,0,1,0,29,37,11,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,10,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,6,18,8,21,34,6,9,0,0,0,1,38,4,0,3,5,97,28,0,0.1131318591938782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055114346532373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248438198223352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327278131390057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309788065744252,0.10071134002954893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446037690597284,0.13792826262526978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744981308585195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745307931611813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810233961906686,0.0,0.22132933318679696,0.0,0.0,0.0572028672404538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740539377747977,0.0,0.1182134541670172,0.10852638802547558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201832716750446,0.0,0.0,0.10134392447595517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274897015012387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434862231847425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527051189119223,0.0,0.09989750433993742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618066105306568,0.10210591988515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855307007964148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137255461420834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247516590641494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761430502845552,0.17993399042261987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802120228091058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597105025155683,0.0,0.08709443233001042,0.0,0.0,0.08007531222391068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826998278954208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093110306137787,0.09888223142399122,0.10415661620108277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498065461435422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723577435471136,0.0,0.0,0.07680910622236926,0.0,0.0,0.11777425523013105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667281016979496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171912800538978,0.0,0.0,0.12630768061835573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036562685971889,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,traderhoez,2019/03/26,"Why do people not respond? I have a lot of acquaintances that I follow on my Instagram. I respond to people’s stories sometimes to become friendlier with them, including old friends that I try to reconnect with. But there are times where I don’t even get a response back, even when I ask a question. Or worse, when I tell them a compliment. I’m not overbearingly messaging them either - just a simple “that looks so good! where is this?” to a food story for example. And when I check back hours later I see that they’ve read it. Which hurts even more loool Am I thinking too much into this? I feel like I’m being creepy/annoying whenever this happens. If you’re one of these people, can you explain why you do this? Is it on purpose or are people not as conscious to replying as I am?",2.2225,4.644596883116886,3.5650487012987035,86.64614448051952,80.16883116883116,6.707142857142857,25.209415584415584,7.8658589789855275,1.6109233766233777,616,24,119,11,16,201,97,154,0.043,0.8420000000000001,0.115,0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,0,14,5,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,19,23,11,0,1,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,5,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,18,4,15,22,4,15,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,5,10,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435698615065593,0.0,0.0,0.2539211398478241,0.0,0.0,0.1823527056649488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271638124059981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348534737942384,0.11795570545219518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965350973152507,0.0,0.12756475355815294,0.0,0.0862639563552823,0.0,0.0,0.13848771233427815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460075750321721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260159156441314,0.0,0.17675530093382322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806651503267925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865209542595175,0.0,0.0,0.1403719129225612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137596782295255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325676927260644,0.0,0.11188384151261196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578701639443121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849626939817044,0.0,0.16515620512530552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315725072498634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329951873322085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431474921324236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057967974131187,0.0,0.0,0.09627785720409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209988632078037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979749371925204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682627484226497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,parisinsalem,2019/03/26,"applying to jobs. I recently applied to a ""job"" as a library page. It requires almost no talking but I'm still extremely anxious about this. I'm only a freshman in high school. Will I get better? If I'm afraid to go to interviews, how will I ever get my dream job? Or even a job in general? How did you guys get past this?",-0.2737479270315113,1.989009850746271,2.635721393034828,89.42515754560532,92.28358208955223,5.96285240464345,23.862354892205637,7.3871296695380915,1.4052334991708126,248,11,52,5,9,87,46,67,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.113,0.6016,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,32,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836787010631941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722374792425302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622289750633801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211538196406799,0.16592298396517952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875038947495457,0.0,0.10424752592657144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162459070851464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380392137012292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7281040931454257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950682052550933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751047405595888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111504757934885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856410058926963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464874767935095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743412791284274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lemonfruit1,2019/03/26,"Love for language with SA Anyone else love language but have SA hold them back? People say the best way to learn is talking with native speakers, obviously people with SA have a hard time with that:/ especially because I’m mainly learning Spanish and they tend to be pretty outgoing... I try to post on the Duolingo forums for Spanish speakers learning English so I can write in Spanish, but when I mention I’m learning Spanish someone usually offers to talk to me and it stresses me out 😅 any sites or anything yall use for this? I think I’m going to try out italki, you can submit journal entries in your target language and natives correct them for you",7.482626728110597,7.565731225806452,7.495990783410139,72.8711290322581,63.354838709677416,8.376036866359447,40.294930875576036,7.447530270364453,3.424570506912444,528,28,84,4,7,170,81,124,0.043,0.836,0.121,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,3,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,2,22,15,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,13,3,19,14,2,13,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,4,55,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384400185422681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234646851046834,0.20858971505137466,0.16752734507175324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565389131155647,0.0,0.12409925706576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364254746263525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700632934383301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569806681365573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236589798515224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674741799420779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28227069969378216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497144639999545,0.2071120099545711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189339376362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249097571827782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331979070635263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32725656422557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304445599770263,0.0,0.0,0.1187079668345597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643219269651825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582602549987295,0.2242124017572694,0.0,0.0,0.16159073777043634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tunderstruk,2019/03/26,"How do I progress even further I have been depressed and isolated myself for the first 17 years of my life, but last year I started doing some changes. I have progressed quite a bit and have a few really close friends now, and I can even handle situations with alot of people (I don't enjoy them, I handle them). My issue now is that I feel like I'm not enough to get a girl to like me. My best friend went through a similar period like me, but suddenly, without too much effort became like super social and loved by everyone (he just says fake it til you make it when I ask how he did it). I wish to become even more outgoing and have an easier time talking to and getting close to people. 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I lost all confidence in myself after dropping out of grad school some years ago, sunk into depression, and now I'm facing up to it. With that came anxiety attacks and a real struggle to be around people. I've isolated myself and avoided things to the point where posting/commenting anonymously is hard. The rumination kills me. Friendships have mostly faded but I've come to terms with that. Posting this was big for me. Thanks for reading.",4.376632653061222,7.2794244183673475,4.968734693877551,76.8941224489796,75.22448979591837,8.001632653061224,29.18775510204081,8.841846274778883,2.9502946938775514,435,19,69,10,10,139,76,98,0.168,0.7559999999999999,0.077,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,2,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,19,10,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,6,0,1,3,1,6,1,17,6,4,23,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,2,9,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233489877231495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29744997047169497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306829032232307,0.0,0.22117221793038447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235604044040602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674691034687631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043069005084346,0.16744715055919684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536712300018036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415536064222845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150885613685766,0.0,0.0,0.1584720872990173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222414500283676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478110778120148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837825964006424,0.0,0.3723867558340614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446505176900206,0.2212839201595834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023139721422588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967557694783198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324209480115185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789888555389179,0.0,0.0,0.12915898717719584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336345777137362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251952379426692 socialanxiety,Kanye_MidAtlantic,2019/03/26,"Breaking out of my shell in high school? I am a sophomore in high school right now and I am pretty shy and reserved when it comes to people that I am not comfortable with. Even with my own group of friends, I am not the one to initiate things and I hardly ever raise my voice to a yell if I ever had tbh. I do mumble a lot and I don't speak loud so that may be why it is hard for people to understand me but I don't really know. I really have not made any good friends since 7th grade, only people that I spent my time with when I had too. Also, as embarrassing as it is, I really don't have any girl friends (I'm a guy). Outside of school, I am part of a program and the ""officials"" of that program are constantly telling me that they are going to get me to break out of my shell one way or another. School is where I spend most of my time so that is where it really counts for me. Finally, I have an issue with eye contact. It's probably just in my head but whenever I am talking to someone I do not look them in the eyes until they look away. The way that I have kind of addressed it so far is that I am probably not going to see these people ever again after 2.5 years so why not go for it but I am still to nervous and I hold back. So, if anyone has any advice or a similar experience, I'd appreciate some feedback. Thanks in advance",2.476977443609023,3.3928547929824577,4.442506265664161,87.3842105263158,74.75438596491226,7.954887218045112,24.44862155388472,8.418075326091056,1.33070426065163,1036,31,235,18,21,356,138,285,0.05,0.877,0.073,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,20,9,0,2,11,0,29,3,3,1,3,38,43,24,0,2,14,0,2,0,3,1,0,4,1,2,17,13,0,1,2,0,2,5,9,2,0,2,4,11,36,7,36,37,5,39,0,0,5,0,13,14,0,8,16,175,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712778334150576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948625991230245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277631684649974,0.10422447381266507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949939500777662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338500869620638,0.07642872963797183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562011461009884,0.0,0.10741083876516326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656495545052336,0.2697257918520197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722752224462576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088825207132782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037732266498695,0.0,0.05192985981183693,0.0,0.16946565091343413,0.08336793014178383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841681840962603,0.0,0.0,0.17807704978765812,0.0,0.10200809217340354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100328514123683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374270557833833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350474605311204,0.0546249711616591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669337735550362,0.0,0.0,0.08450219613816283,0.0,0.09405008754000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470544246847407,0.07559448513553997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763525383654747,0.0,0.2756323084432116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112059358626614,0.2143295504865005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470029494560475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488290899951367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023727645039708,0.07920506020425434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822206893751647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842171820781053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937708955946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989005088780407,0.08687573596275444,0.09150969347627193,0.0,0.0,0.06603371640487993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591621434568128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347384917630864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779047603249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793773131865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400721326659113 socialanxiety,throwaway57473643,2019/03/26,"Assignment anxiety I'm getting so much anxiety over this assignment that I have to hand in tomorrow. I have no idea exactly what I'm doing because I've been too afraid to ask for help from my tutor :/ What I've wrote is a complete mess and and I don't know how to fix it. I'm way under the words limit too and I've stretched everything out as much as I could. Basically I ramble of about crap. I'm so embarrassed handing in this piece of junk. I hate how stupid I am. I'm also panicking about friday. We have to do a task in pairs and as I'm always sitting alone have no one to ask. Last lesson we were told to sort it out for then but I have no one. Just needed to rant. College is stressful :(",0.4437837837837861,2.533538986486491,2.8472297297297287,91.1246283783784,84.81081081081079,6.402702702702705,21.41216216216216,7.6454224807358475,0.8830189189189181,542,18,121,10,16,186,87,148,0.227,0.747,0.026,-0.9723,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,10,7,3,3,3,0,14,3,3,2,1,22,28,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,2,11,0,24,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,3,81,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835112388221212,0.0,0.16859668048164198,0.17542329315730154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32256110383420544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941858411382413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285169663570063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210460068283672,0.0,0.0,0.16832661165758514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947592059015925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101473637306924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814604538970327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131155697862385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799576915192824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586390930233888,0.17185051766863704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30996127330162543,0.15632406999460674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857209594218241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414993311420573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201452327166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734307602375384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peggyt3,2019/03/26,"Blotchy redness Hello. I’m completely new to this group and have recently realized I have SA. I always just assumed I was Just shy in highschool and college, I’d get super red when I was embarrassed. But recently I find it’s gotten so much worse. If I am brought up in a group setting at work, no matter what it’s about, I get so blotchy red spreading from my neck up. Then people call me out on it and it makes me even more red. If I run into an old friend/acquaintance in public this also happens. It’s causing me to avoid forming any sort of relationships and has become debilitating. Any advice? 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I don't know weather I am just awkward or if it could be SAD. A list of the problems I have and how much they affect me: I have very negative thoughts that sometimes get too loud - I can't sit in lessons where I don't have someone to talk to because the thoughts get more annoying and louder and I can't concentrate. I can't stand crowded places - can't walk in certain parts of my school like our lunch rooms because there's too many people I can't talk on the phone - I can't talk to my nan who has cancer I have really low self esteem - it especially effects me when I have the intrusive thoughts because I start to scratch my hand to the point where it goes numb I can't talk about things with adults - I struggle to talk to my parents about my feelings because I have mental breakdowns and start crying, I also can't ask teachers for help I struggle to text people - I can go on for weeks without texting important people in my life I don't like talking about my feelings - I hide my feelings and once they get too much I cry them all out I hide a away when I get annoyed with myself - always scares my friends because they can't find me but I don't know how to stop it ",3.901701776125567,4.514723806691453,4.5825712515489485,88.82549669558037,71.15613382899629,7.0186699710863305,29.442585708384968,6.691623216298621,1.3454583230070218,1020,39,219,7,18,327,135,269,0.165,0.797,0.038,-0.9653,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,4,2,17,17,2,5,10,0,26,5,1,4,2,37,42,15,0,4,7,1,5,2,1,0,3,1,1,2,7,9,1,1,11,0,0,3,15,13,0,0,3,6,45,4,29,35,6,26,0,3,0,0,21,13,0,4,10,147,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905701746281851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170768853680523,0.08501609734219055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955179361815758,0.0,0.09599487022002286,0.0,0.0,0.31141847599830863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157680399449695,0.0,0.22446442343025227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498517330407086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338424509422566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893858446739516,0.0,0.2135246426714216,0.0,0.058067254381654165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848438920194302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230318636033867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216779150991043,0.09983310601143194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868638067805779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358735659944844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029663241120001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859369926545788,0.15021778071222744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088108802719883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345099369240938,0.11064337164385073,0.0,0.2125016213538641,0.0,0.10674900899500056,0.0,0.09658648345869136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955314702691992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545462194538006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229296886868347,0.1034045020927422,0.0,0.0,0.10658869255727316,0.0,0.0,0.08451853799838409,0.0,0.0,0.10415247767997793,0.08657082733892993,0.0,0.10105168154564637,0.0,0.14463711047015138,0.0,0.0,0.08542117932561584,0.0,0.21362674825669853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927365863482957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787918237555136,0.0,0.0,0.2433417800418989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430340205356035,0.0,0.0,0.08195699490143242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849109864657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579604388815936 socialanxiety,Lderan,2019/03/26,"Think I've massively overreached A friend has known he's retiring but the day has been unknown until today...and his retirement ceremony is tomorrow. It has been complicated as he is stationed abroad but I live in the next country over so not a massive ordeal to get there. He has said he didn't want to cause me hassle by having me attend as it is all last minute but he's one of my best friends and has been through so much. So I've kinda pressed him into letting me be there. He did invite me initially but that was with the thinking that'd there be more than 22 hours notice. Heck even his parents can't be there due to last minute nature of it all. Now I'm sat in a hotel feeling just god awful as now he has to spend precious time picking me up from the train station and having something else to deal with as well as a thousand other things. I got overly excited by the thought of seeing him as the last time I saw him was briefly in November. So I pressed through his objections. I honestly don't care about the expense of the last minute travel or the hassle. I've said sorry to him already, several times. I don't know if I can make it any better. The proverbial milk has been spilt as it were. I just hope I haven't damaged the friendship. I don't have many to begin with and he means so much.",4.209250936329589,4.953184925093634,4.95604868913858,85.9499531835206,70.53558052434455,7.7310861423220985,29.065543071161052,7.793537801064563,1.6998149812734078,1033,38,214,12,18,334,146,267,0.048,0.797,0.155,0.9842,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,16,11,0,0,15,1,33,1,0,3,2,31,52,22,0,3,9,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,9,7,1,0,7,2,2,2,7,1,1,2,15,7,23,10,36,32,6,25,0,1,2,0,21,7,1,4,16,148,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499873780592022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551615920386214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740185526578314,0.12422356025011635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432061461450717,0.14428890994380628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058369791828684,0.14480588299028438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733451628966053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277108979937701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101971274002722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703478365558693,0.0,0.07338343305115533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233697924024752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950634431543088,0.13832269597553362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771919648673726,0.4579676001679478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362767500130702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402686095865174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937567101604774,0.14240222117424362,0.0,0.15299978280658222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065053722338208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937852428330065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599122010403041,0.0,0.0,0.09517787892004184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596182803172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672151728937686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119267268171357,0.0,0.0,0.15867739856869814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813132039924664,0.0,0.1572310713564923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093313958952994,0.1799994465363246,0.0,0.11150784909157896,0.24570631768894366,0.0,0.13313762504443233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284568314303448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628848167247098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OhTheIrony111,2019/03/26,"Don't Let Your Diagnosis Define You Senior year of high school was rough for me. If you browse my (short) post history you can see for yourself. This is one of the only communities I've been active in, so I feel like it's my duty to show you guys what my life is like a year later. This time last year, I was absolutely miserable. I had just been diagnosed with social anxiety, and I let it rule my life. Every interaction, conversation, even a simple ""thank you"" at a restaurant was overrun by one thought -- ""you have social anxiety"". It made me rethink my relationships with lifelong friends, significant others, even my parents. Socializing felt like more of a a chore than a time to let go and be myself. Because of that little bug that was always in the back of my head, I wasn't fully present in conversations, which led to the vicious cycle of having anxiety about having anxiety. But I felt like it was my duty to the people in my life to act like everything was ok, to be talkative even when I didn't want to be. That's where adderall came in. I had a friend who had a prescription, and at first it was just for fun. I felt the anxiety melt away, I would get lost in conversation, feeling connections to people in a way I had never felt before. I felt like myself, but better. More attentive. More empathetic. I would say what I wanted to say without thinking, without caring about the way people reacted. I started doing it more and more until I was doing it just about every day. This went on for about a month, until the friend who sold it to me told me his honest, loving truth -- he was worried about me. He refused to sell it to me. At first I didn't understand -- I thought everyone loved me when I was rolling off an adderall. But this made me take a hard look at myself. Why did I take the adderall? Because of my social anxiety. Why do I have social anxiety? Because my therapist told me I did. It hit me how much worse my anxiety had gotten since that woman with the clipboard and glasses sitting across from me had told me I have diagnosed social anxiety, and there's nothing (but drugs) that I can do about it. I was supposed to see a psychiatrist the next week to discuss perscription drugs, but I decided not to go. A year later, I realize that not going to the psychiatrist was one of the best decisions of my life. My friend refusing to sell to me that day was (whether he realizes it or not) one of the best things someone had ever done for me. It made me realize how much he loves me, and how much the other people in my life love me. I feel closer to my friends now than I ever did on adderall. I know first hand how consuming and torturous social anxiety and depression can be. But however bad it is, your mental illness doesn't define you as a person. Your therapist isn't always right. I'm sure a majority of the people on this sub suffer from real, biological social anxiety, but I guess this post is more directed at the people who are considering, starting, or in the midst of therapy. Don't let your diagnosis rule you the way I did. 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I've been ghosting on Reddit for a while, wishing so badly that I could get myself involved into some communities. Today I finally got the guts to post a couple of comments. I feel so proud of myself and I wanted to share this little win. This post is also me confronting my fears.",5.077541666666669,6.749022337500005,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,69.375,6.833333333333335,30.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,2.060708333333334,337,14,56,3,6,108,58,80,0.172,0.6970000000000001,0.13,-0.4005,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,2,3,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,10,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,9,3,12,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593188450362758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280688896069895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556821029506305,0.21575058431906846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878777743623945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388315642959154,0.09859182400172374,0.0,0.0,0.21359989340370172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187321571555838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118995348990631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542926554356227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432674639312566,0.0,0.5602339975093302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011133808582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482588551769924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500901223917702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242266508901724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tswanzey1231,2019/03/26,"I need some help😔 My friend who is very distant from me when it comes to location randomly blocked me on Instagram. I always go to him for advice because he is such a nice guy and is very helpful when it comes to me dealing with my mental health issues. Idk what to do. I don’t see him, only in the summer. Help",1.4113636363636353,3.1579855909090924,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,79.45454545454545,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7899575757575765,243,8,53,3,6,82,49,66,0.051,0.779,0.17,0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,9,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,3,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008024029463644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873992622422824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729068841116307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880104075100936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321896759262905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400272365006186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799647327679306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300104356822348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393960035636732,0.0,0.0,0.4528762580067911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506888335152304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269665837132317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699615461802705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712882954929901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946943791575676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716565648917767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisisme201,2019/03/26,‘ see you. Have a nice weekend. ‘ It’s Tuesday. ,-2.66,-4.103776999999997,0.002222222222224346,100.39000000000004,152.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,25.222222222222214,3.1291,-0.03451111111111072,33,2,7,0,3,11,9,9,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cairanmac1,2019/03/26,"Relationship advice when your head is poising your own thoughts I was going to post this over on /r/RelationshipAdvice but was worried I'd fuck up somehow and get no help. So here seemed like the next best place. I've been talking with this guy online for about 4 months now. We have plenty in common and it feels good to talk with him. He says he feels the same way. And we've made plans of what we'd do when we met. But he very often just goes what feels like long periods of not replying. I'll send him a message, then when I check it an hour later it just reads ""opened"", and then that gets my brain running off on ideas. He doesn't care about you, he's talking about you behind your back. He's avoiding you. When he does reply he says he's been busy, but my brain just won't take that and keeps filling me with horrible thoughts. When he says he cares about our conversations all I can think is that he's lying in some sick game to get close to me so he can hurt me more. It's not the first time I've done this in a relationship. When I'm paranoid someone is avoiding me I try to not message them first because I worry they only talk because I messaged first. So I try to not message them at all to see if they'll be the one to start. And it usually ends with long stints of nothing. Furthering driving home that point that nobody actually cares. I hate feeling this way. Like I can't trust anyone, or that they all have some secret agenda against me. 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It got kinda better during january because then crying only went to only like 10 hours average of crying every week which made me pull of the mask that i have all the f\*ing time in school so people dont f\*ing ask why im sad and actually could be happy but then it just went down hill and the crying after school started again and everything that was buildt up during january crumbled and right now im just crying thinking of ending it all for everyones better,8.69906204906205,7.175204959595963,8.178520923520924,74.21159090909092,61.69360269360271,10.505916305916307,37.03920153920154,9.04235418022936,3.2795706589706586,1231,47,220,15,14,390,159,297,0.175,0.695,0.13,-0.9648,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,12,20,5,0,12,1,17,6,4,1,3,38,41,25,0,1,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,16,2,0,6,0,0,4,3,8,0,2,8,8,27,12,31,31,4,38,0,3,3,1,4,13,1,4,23,138,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.06792650166406174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418395400741296,0.0,0.0,0.11583738880165108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507325469470555,0.0,0.0,0.05352357356070725,0.0,0.3818866519493637,0.0,0.0592305266383769,0.0,0.0,0.12312367035807766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770455893170003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555756160122931,0.0,0.535221018469625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157901841698385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165124192527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864699511139119,0.06651257973490134,0.12511677033831525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078179183920614,0.04972733567169189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435065464025573,0.0,0.06677348577580762,0.0,0.05838314417476272,0.1113423345229352,0.07674208818191858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409806647966376,0.0,0.2061678408269832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709797069124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556288111368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056739087702271734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201955874699696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586393366320586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587869260947813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644786588330652,0.14477042409198493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997437451117416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944409445770885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817844593488251,0.11093571452262993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575797234473106,0.0,0.0696573827556,0.0,0.058977881241577615,0.0,0.20652964480036068,0.0,0.1478048192441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083968510884255,0.06408487794440054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920285522067098,0.0,0.0,0.04058846754877465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583462767762674,0.08476271177141942,0.0,0.12905298284298206,0.06280959308716515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050674807521550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896493976523768 socialanxiety,chronicthebonghog,2019/03/26,"I got a job that will force me to work on my phone anxiety! Hi! This is my first post on here, but I was feeling quite proud of myself and I wanted to share with people who would understand how hard this was! My therapist consistently tells me that the only way to get less anxious is to do the things that make you anxious. I have almost crippling phone anxiety. I avoid phone calls at all costs. Recently, I’ve had a few successful phone calls with the help of my therapist so I decided to take it a step further. I got a job as a receptionist at the college I go to! I’m so completely and utterly tired of dealing with this heart-crushing, lung-collapsing anxiety every time I need to call someone. I want it to go far far away. So I’m taking control of the situation and it feels really good! I haven’t started the job yet, but just being hired feels amazing. It’s going to be scary going to work KNOWING that I’m going to be anxious, but for some reason I’m strangely calm about it right now. My new boss thinks I can do it, so I must be able to, right? 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I thought that joining guild in the game was good idea, so I at least have something to talk about with those people. Joined guild. Joined VC in discord after 2 hours of pondering. Said ""Hi"". Said 3 more phrases in the next 3 hours. My thoughts never go anywhere. I have no idea what other people are talking about, even though they are talking about the game, so I can't enter the discussion. I leave VC without saying anithing. I said to myself: ""OK. wtf was that? Just be more confident tomorrow and just talk about anything what comes to mind"" Today I join VC. ""Hello guys, i want to try to make new build"". No reaction, everyone talks about something else. I wait for discussion to end. I try to say again: ""I'm tired of my old build so I'm making a new one"". Another guy says sarcastically: ""We are happy for you"". \*Screaming internally for 30 minutes\*. After I relax, I do the following: ✓ Leave VC ✓ Leave Discord ✓ Leave guild ✓ Delete account ✓ Delete the game ✓ Block Steam ✓ Hide under a blanket Why am I like this?",0.7332061177815881,3.2517085613207612,2.1663979416809624,90.97288450543171,95.46226415094335,5.022527158376215,21.518582046883935,6.714681859716394,0.7829540880503139,853,32,166,13,33,274,123,212,0.135,0.775,0.09,-0.6561,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,1,0,13,6,0,0,8,1,11,1,0,2,1,19,25,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,7,4,0,2,5,4,1,4,5,1,0,1,7,7,20,5,30,17,3,23,0,0,0,0,25,5,0,0,15,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071153862867413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903683716108206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273424815217095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023325878414428,0.0,0.08506734696996984,0.0,0.0,0.06343680522094082,0.0,0.0,0.09177509684288544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458457699957151,0.08055797462655642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019926599558065,0.0,0.1022416699840216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891699222508059,0.0,0.0,0.21684618956103788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067910753180491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046922727105115775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282215434456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697805313333822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407581160787231,0.1855216854821562,0.10214492865874426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078305278992693,0.0,0.06508256590981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975649334280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408231775006897,0.22913647550857655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790576458554016,0.0,0.1478802399601911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631839136264045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943637078102134,0.15249797579668098,0.0,0.11038957877267473,0.09103941331062193,0.0,0.0,0.2608329546543912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056649819208825884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666565800351993,0.0,0.0,0.0925839359049342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uhst3v3n,2019/03/26,"Grocery Store Hell ""10 Items or Less"" when it's really busy. I had a lot of items, but the grocery manager told me to just go in the ""10 Items or Less"" lane. I try to pretend like I didn't hear them. The manager then escorts me over there, unloads my groceries and then leaves. Now several customers get in line after me with less than10 items. I'm now the asshole. 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It's a nightmare for several reasons for me, but one of those reasons is that they don't have running water 95% of the time. If they leave the water on, it leaks out to the street after a few minutes etc.. Well, out of frustration I summoned up the courage to go and get a gym membership! Which I wanted anyway. The catalyst was that they have showers. My problem now is, I've been spending more time at work/away from home because I hate going home. I'm too tired to work out, but I feel like if I just go take a shower it'll be too strange. I wind myself up thinking about it, and end up not going. 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I just feel like I need to get this off my chest since I'm feeling so embarrassed and terrible today. I went to the doctor yesterday after developing chest pains and a weird heart flutter over the weekend. Turns out the doctor says it could be acid reflux and/or anxiety induced pain. I have this issue where when I have important conversations where I really have to open up, I get teary-eyed. Of course when I'm talking to the doctor about events leading up to the pain, my anxiety comes up and I basically just start crying and can barely get my thoughts out. Hard to describe, but it's like I involuntarily cry when uncomfortable, and it pisses me off since I have so many thoughts I'm trying to get out, but *tears* as if I'm sad. I guess embarrassment tears? No idea. The whole convo I have tears in my eyes and the crying feeling keeps coming back. I felt so stupid. Long story short she gave me a prescription for a low dose daily anxiety medication, which I think is great since I have dreamed of trying something like this for my anxiety as a whole, but I have been too afraid to speak to a doctor or psychiatrist or anything. I've needed to speak to someone about this since I was probably 12, and I'm 27 now. I just feel so embarrassed today about it. Now I'm struggling with the idea of having to back to get a refill if I want it, and having to discuss the issues with the doctor again. How can I stop feeling so embarrassed by this reaction? If I want to continue down this line of help, I need to be able to just cope with talking to someone about my problem. 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I get stared at so much it’s not even an anxiety thing but it’s got the the point where it’s making me anxious. While I’m out in public no matter if I’m doing the most mundane thing I’ll get stares which range from old to young male to female, Asian, white etc... Sometimes people look away when I catch them staring and other times I’ll just catch them and they’ll just stare until I look away. It’s making me self conscious, I don’t dress weird or anything. Maybe i just look weird lmao There’s a post of my appearance in my history of that helps. Anyone else having issues with this? 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sorry for my bad english sorry if this was roo messy and long •when i was a kid i feel nauseous when i wear certain clothes •i laugh a lot because i think they know what im thinking(when i think i look ridiculous i laugh and they stare at me weirdly because im laughing out of nowhere ) •slouch and have a low voice •im lonely all the time •i pee a lot •i avoid situations that i know people would tease me •when anxiety comes in, my mood changes (my friend thinks i have 2 personalities) •i hate when people observe me i immediately become awkward •i have bad hygiene •i overanalyze things √when talking to someone im not comfortable, i cant hear them properly and i panic so much my mind just shuts down •i daydream a lot to the point that it sometimes annoys people (i cant focus) •im always tired and dead all the time •im monotone and sometimes cant match someones energy •im addicted to my phone •i dont like facing rejection even though i face it almost every time •i have so many cringy moments to the point that •i cry because of them sometimes i stay up all night because i dont want to face the next day •i always think someones mad at me, talking behind my back and hates me •i feel inferior, useless and boring •i feel like im annoying everones thinks im awkward someone said im so quiet its intimidating lmao •im very sensitive to criticisms •sometimes i sound narcissistic because i always think they are paying attention to me •i had sharp pains in my stomach that i dont know the reason why •i have that all or nothing thinking •i always shake and blush when im talking to certain people •im indecisive •i jump to one interest to another •i palpitate •im out of words and feel pressured to entertain them •everything annoys me •didnt have friends in elementary school i was a loner •their facial reactions is also something i cant understand i cant seem differentiate if they're angry or what the list goes on i just forgot them ill delete this later lmao",2.7587750754482485,5.45380935114504,4.068057281495946,82.17516598615303,80.1704834605598,6.607467897508728,27.20569264453518,7.82057824672937,1.9779139475708631,1637,71,294,29,43,536,197,393,0.24,0.674,0.085,-0.9946,1,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,0,13,38,8,7,13,0,24,11,7,1,6,57,48,23,1,4,9,0,5,2,2,1,4,5,0,2,13,13,0,2,18,1,1,3,9,25,0,1,6,12,46,12,26,41,8,31,0,5,2,0,19,14,0,11,15,160,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546983329580482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502431771818052,0.0,0.0,0.0401250591040526,0.16699901768067646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261303244656376,0.07676772353430318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03858160262358284,0.08378832928095599,0.1529315659186398,0.05541452461592283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053078668645632564,0.04322145944489512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511505966074977,0.032358828747928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641474933000126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03314022143680602,0.0,0.04227473821209859,0.0,0.04509420049526276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148027846488276,0.0358451459194643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753041174130673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990751698037859,0.0,0.0,0.056551054448004914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7587689942665162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272487089606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902609963621035,0.0,0.0,0.04440343964941036,0.04213449933201376,0.0,0.0,0.12797138593035906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050869739193676614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066261051696614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688451746400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053361854251766414,0.04708599079005275,0.0,0.048144421387104216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033999988467494316,0.0,0.053389910220044884,0.05886974202914703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914055938060998,0.043811016309196434,0.0,0.0,0.094863492697798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158842342941967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047728069273114036,0.0,0.0,0.0507799428964074,0.0,0.0456775832429143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056398984598499985,0.0,0.05114725918185957,0.17005300851689548,0.03862729121792982,0.19849807366691172,0.11233397242112372,0.0,0.0534800469147621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098668438679792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333414827329123,0.22505152578952825,0.04929684213347203,0.0,0.08777262177519965,0.057668967913827834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052234113399020315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139976360423034,0.02959461067430586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452752796613889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03564299564935775,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MortyDC137,2019/03/26,"Have I cured my social anxiety disorder? Hi so im new to this group. Im not sure if this group is for people who have actually been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder/ social phobia or if this is a place that includes people who are just shy/ introverted/ socially awkward. This is a question for people who have actaully been diagnosed or a psychologist if one is here. I developed my social anxiety (SA) when I started secondary school at age 11. I was diagnosed with SA and depression when i was 16 and was given medication and went to many therapy/ councelling 1-2-1 and group sessions over the course of 2 years. Im now 19. I still take my medication (sertraline, propranolol, quetiapine). I dont feel like i have SA anymore. I thought SA is a life long thing that you only learn to manage and live with. I still feel i have depression and i think i will have depression for the rest of my life. But my SA has seemed to have disappeared... do i still have SA or have i just become good at managing it? What are your guys thoughts? I feel like its wrong to say i have SA but im not sure if i can say I 'HAD' SA. 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How severe should the social anxiety be? What are some general guidelines to social anxiety therapy? Does anyone mind sharing some anecdotes? Thanks in advance guys!",6.587419354838707,10.533362580645164,5.860258064516128,64.09038709677422,84.48387096774194,8.931612903225806,38.45806451612904,8.841846274778883,5.6732529032258086,164,10,17,5,5,50,26,31,0.18600000000000005,0.667,0.146,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623891063932231,0.0,0.0,0.16561555279474402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727469527672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345251463467609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391575170857763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675803954677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828906914530121,0.2006877205639034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806561725399973,0.5417320372159862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bethybee77,2019/03/26,"I need advice regarding a job... So I've been searching for a job for long time. In the end I got desperate and applied for a lot of customer service jobs because I need the money. I have had other jobs before but had to leave because of my anxiety. Once a customer got angry with me because they had to wait for a while and I actually had to go out and cry. I'd say my social.anxiety is very severe. So I've been offered a job with an independent cafe and most people would think, that's great! It is good... but I am absolutely terrified. It can get very very busy and I am very worried about how I'm going to find it. I'm very polite but I'm quite shy and very anxious. Should I accept the job or hold out for something in a stock room? Any advice or tips for working in a busy environment with anxiety would be very much appreciated. Thanks ",1.9722615606936424,3.9285892427745672,4.0419039017341065,85.34239342485552,78.53757225433527,6.868352601156071,24.68533236994219,7.8658589789855275,1.3540638728323695,661,24,138,11,16,226,97,173,0.185,0.7170000000000001,0.099,-0.9229,6,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,12,0,16,0,0,2,0,30,29,15,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,12,4,21,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,4,84,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.09289377745974524,0.0,0.0,0.18604127583980146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473390585468325,0.0,0.2184651336682003,0.10754000020340876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408469837235013,0.0,0.08100148286129019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456407390653977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431196377295262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700387309949986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973395377307906,0.0,0.10819975096142223,0.07984263386907257,0.15226766860708635,0.10494964832170944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667809440951465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079471038835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842420306497834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092893629381799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997716112170659,0.1411675015616368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137650103051833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659942301796715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124853701493262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570059452996718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754000020340876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097036378480374,0.0,0.07328354461707033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764011460127517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099526678573978,0.0,0.0,0.05550729066771297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498042780884815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930099706890858,0.0966722185623084,0.0,0.1352435016589155,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Up_Doot_That_Post,2019/03/26,"Does anybody else get this feeling? That feeling when you are sitting in a public place and people are socializing around you but you are just sitting there thinking yourself ""I must look like a loner over her by myself""",4.529499999999999,7.40580495,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,74.5,5.0,30.0,5.985473137389443,1.5857500000000004,178,8,28,1,4,54,33,40,0.069,0.794,0.13699999999999998,0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,4,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246807143011462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917147504201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046791898201689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688297224573701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055266630198595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818519022144982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30627538531803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528529418485612,0.0,0.3810578120557987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717890745644443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336997128934296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doyouevenexistbro,2019/03/26,"Out of all the YouTube videos I've watched, this one helped me the most I've watched a bunch of self improvement videos over the last few months, and this guys series has helped me the most. This guy goes really into depth and you can tell he really cares about what he's talking about. I have a feeling some people don't give it a chance because of his accent and because people don't search the term ""inferiority complex"" which is a major part of social anxiety. The advice in this video is so much better than the usual ""No one is judging you, everyone is only thinking of themselves"" which never really helps. If you really want to change and take in what he says, it will guaranteed help you gain confidence in yourself. Dont just watch the first video, watch all 4. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXW-waG3A5E](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXW-waG3A5E)",8.946133333333336,9.941661880000003,6.6433333333333335,77.11833333333334,60.2,9.6,29.333333333333336,9.444778638647367,2.401133333333333,702,19,118,11,9,200,96,150,0.064,0.795,0.141,0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,3,4,3,0,0,12,0,11,0,0,0,3,18,17,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,6,8,2,15,16,11,13,0,1,4,0,20,7,0,4,6,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992291887378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736797067869452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705014783006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568993942226448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642470120962856,0.0,0.16230090820606466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981030024422295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660199600612697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757514355632787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305012981694154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717706536171912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038252531793867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113440952149672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250600043160703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224605616068958,0.0,0.11278336167616433,0.0,0.11832906977019192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079264287546936,0.11668490181056487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614186871904618,0.0,0.21272801044182774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931461250587631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200791508424852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600533705967326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639515514015884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153548013937002,0.1233153810991673,0.13409823087436726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830709225922442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897346481214792,0.0,0.09049270286925253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GroundbreakingPlan1,2019/03/26,"Ever feel itchy when social anxiety creeps up on you? For example: i'm at the checkout at the supermarket and just when i'm about to pay a coin falls off my hand and goes underneath something i can't reach so i don't know what to do, and then all of sudden i feel the urge to itch all my body and it's fucking annoying. It also happens after i pay and i try to put my wallet away as fast as possible to not make people wait for too long and at the same time i check if i still have my phone and keys in my pocket because i'm too anxious of losing my stuff due to my childhood when i used to have my head in the clouds, leaving behind and forgetting pretty much about everything, and all this while i'm being watched by the people waiting for their turn. I also hate when during all this people is looking at my sideview because i'm even uglier from the side than the front and my nose is fucking huge and ugly looking. &#x200B; I also get itchy when i ride my bicycle at the gym (which i hate when it's overcrowded due to SA) and when i try to unlock the locker to lock my bike for some reason it won't open, so i try to twist my key even harder and still the damn locker won't open, and people on the treadmills look at me through the big ass window that faces the gym's entrance and they see this ugly guy who looks like he's about the steal the bike because he's taking too long to do a simple task such as opening a locker with a key. &#x200B; I dunno if i'm crazy in the head (which i probably am) but i hate the feeling of itchiness and heat i feel when i get anxious. I can't take this shit anymore. Fuck my life. Sorry for any mistakes. &#x200B; &#x200B;",6.600631932773112,4.903938451428573,7.037697478991599,81.27565546218489,65.91428571428571,9.606722689075633,32.01680672268908,7.928766900206844,2.0970672268907564,1318,40,280,12,17,433,173,350,0.16,0.813,0.027000000000000003,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,1,26,13,9,0,22,0,13,13,9,3,5,45,45,37,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,20,0,2,6,4,4,4,6,12,0,0,0,12,38,1,48,42,7,47,0,1,6,4,9,21,6,4,23,187,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703519499057653,0.0,0.3378811173933969,0.3789226570156334,0.05301588252513394,0.0,0.059639646897412676,0.1761465785900614,0.07731596822766841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324655158414495,0.0,0.0,0.1425721775393874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659665350655492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029844842909796,0.07051982754795874,0.0,0.0,0.07006596186109022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767689065293986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621996003742405,0.08146239334493201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719325261122925,0.06894030259650934,0.0,0.0,0.23090986177642794,0.160020137914983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042845107837286435,0.0,0.0,0.08254902055654982,0.0,0.0,0.05506587853526674,0.038087612038598895,0.0,0.0,0.1379853584189232,0.2618690821267043,0.08721797172996977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203930699518661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731001249637047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216192260197999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788886459820043,0.0,0.07931395925047108,0.08405471442845089,0.0,0.0,0.0783719375507594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015648284659604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212450594558759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002543730025258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947101560237094,0.0,0.06001787998341417,0.0,0.0872705108519449,0.0,0.0,0.12451887441443077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924623701271045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723334029307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045459453781978715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879039321664012,0.08479874767717469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733292880856148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789226570156334,0.0 socialanxiety,Skyentiss,2019/03/26,"ADHD and social anxiety, a weird little mix. I no longer have much of a problem with strangers. I've built my skills and exposed myself lots, and I also found that as I get older, I care less, which is nice. I can usually make myself go to social events and push past the fear and lack of energy. The pre-event anxiety is low. Once I'm there, I can be talkative and engaging. Almost too talkative. If I'm relaxed and in the moment, or when my ADHD is in overdrive, I don't worry about anything I'm saying or doing. AND. THEN. And then I leave. And it starts. Why did I say that? And that? And THAT? Did I talk too much? I know I interrupted people, it's so so hard for me not to. I definitely talked too much. Except when they said X and I didn't say anything. And I didn't say hi to so-and-so, so they probably think I'm rude now. I could have been way more polite. I was too honest and open, oops. Why can't I shut up? Why can't I control myself? I DO THIS ALL THE TIME. When will I learn? Well, I guess I can't go to anything anymore. I can't handle it. I'm staying home next time. I can't see that person for a while, maybe they'll forget how weird or annoying or immature I acted and I'll have a chance to make a better impression. If I drink, ADHD is magnified by 1,000. So I try to never have alcohol while out socially, but that gets a little tricky. Even when I talk myself down off the ledge, lots of these scenarios play and replay and I work up the anxiety more and more so that next time I see that person, I'm either preoccupied or I'm a little weird, which exacerbates the issue. The thing that I find difficult and frustrating is that I can't go out socially and just be myself without constantly watching what I say like a hawk and reminding myself every 5 minutes to be calm, listen to people, smile, ask questions about them, think before you speak, on and on like that. Because if I don't do all that, and I just ""act naturally,"" I always regret it afterward. Which makes me want to stay home, because it's pretty exhausting to redirect yourself constantly and then still sometimes it's not enough to avoid the post-event anxiety. Does this resonate with anyone?",1.997201713909032,3.9534944639639633,3.861793012524721,86.66356295319711,78.45945945945945,7.124500109865965,22.090529553944187,8.096554002634818,1.1621851900681168,1698,50,351,31,41,573,209,444,0.117,0.779,0.104,0.5115,0,1,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,4,4,25,25,3,2,17,0,34,3,0,5,3,72,62,51,0,8,16,0,1,2,0,2,2,8,2,2,26,30,2,2,7,3,0,6,15,13,1,0,8,12,52,12,34,48,14,51,0,2,3,0,25,16,0,13,28,241,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751946718521836,0.0,0.0,0.08157153838685173,0.07643157814529036,0.0,0.0,0.06103956323061499,0.06351110332782478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335631856686387,0.0,0.07569697668302634,0.05337039031333366,0.0,0.1884345966892422,0.0,0.0713564807623563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305781669894128,0.0,0.06494960109870525,0.0,0.0,0.06750601192852031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782159672804564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649671450560935,0.0856084674153218,0.06094178619837722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679524478420194,0.0,0.0,0.07477249090426198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886734302234286,0.0,0.05041399781176138,0.0,0.06430972598603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589034597285031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697625111571307,0.0,0.0,0.0836898346176294,0.0,0.0,0.07975657591736787,0.0,0.13013707432908014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408402018062952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837499558054293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312663859860187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966671779312089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194793395577226,0.0,0.0,0.08082044922305767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458011964380258,0.2295024596649713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978286184284024,0.0,0.0,0.15284882147304454,0.0,0.07668184724829892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832983324481854,0.0,0.058868945106821974,0.0,0.16235162511571652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128694772156139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286381918111694,0.10583260388765496,0.13329352578736056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310123182689089,0.07765312989862905,0.08229461395934409,0.07303569441751928,0.0,0.0,0.08550495344588588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260551304651353,0.3034958894564787,0.0,0.0,0.12164724534419742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31122759000132666,0.0,0.0,0.07549045402853377,0.0,0.05402543021431462,0.16271122226958545,0.06095572848153739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840489344212464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070900571111564,0.09781594377542244,0.0,0.0,0.13352260697911447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051821777434186464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840646313188685,0.0,0.04502029778586114,0.060585702167901025,0.0,0.0,0.0686281389218883,0.0,0.2066227457890029,0.0,0.0,0.07357757575999169,0.0,0.055567774272428434,0.07751490233457647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,barry_diller,2019/03/26,"Shyness program? I don't have anxiety to a point where it would even make sense to call it social anxiety, but are still more shy than I want to, so do any of you know a social skills/confidence exposing program that could actually be fun to use then you get into it? I want to get over initial shyness, and I like that the tasks are already planned ahead. An example could be day 1 compliment 3 strangers etc.",5.509999999999998,5.892224691358027,6.0242962962962965,80.72533333333331,67.51851851851852,9.93679012345679,34.71851851851852,9.888512548439397,3.28364,324,15,65,7,5,105,59,81,0.115,0.677,0.208,0.8036,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,11,17,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.21259463330692446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240407934032832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814857737554102,0.0,0.3333162977657689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245387240595005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34787829249245616,0.0,0.0,0.14049817425518227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296543153220465,0.1438908880959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276400412260783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972717365567595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643273808513667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541961638176953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059429843912924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441505957577543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739789401049395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815640027849864,0.0,0.0,0.2569925382604607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475763516442764,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justgonnatrylive,2019/03/26,Do you ever think that you get a way with it? I don't know why but sometimes I actually feel like I blend in. And that people can't read my awkward fuck ups. While it's true they probably don't care they definitely notice. It really gets to me and sticks in my head when people say that I'm shy or have low confidence. I start to get angry at myself for not hiding it well enough. ,1.7420105820105825,3.3469057407407448,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,78.01234567901234,7.097707231040566,18.978835978835978,7.957251820313856,0.510113227513227,299,6,67,5,7,102,60,81,0.235,0.606,0.158,-0.8177,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,11,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,12,4,8,15,1,10,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,1,5,43,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.21757816067605112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273240036016883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037872419810596,0.0,0.0,0.2016813481562509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273598144558693,0.15928366639985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612421855863636,0.3494643822547801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288227174470532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253375271865652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892767624499423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538430279969586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091467181199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039009615118306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230217332870429,0.0,0.14283478002153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730785172398958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205145225103178,0.0,0.15781322420740876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428646602614182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697637875455374,0.0,0.0,0.2004690722804742,0.0,0.2011879811550336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,averageeverydaymemer,2019/03/26,How do I get friends to go out with me I dont really have any friends that i could ask to go out with me. I feel like if I asked my friends they would say no and when I do they have something to do. So I feel like a loser when im just sitting at home but i dont know anybody else who i could think of to go out with. Is there anything i could do about it?,-0.2346428571428553,0.7031086309523857,1.8733333333333315,103.005,81.73809523809524,5.276190476190476,20.333333333333336,5.288315135182226,-0.5938380952380955,271,7,78,1,7,91,49,84,0.051,0.823,0.126,0.5745,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,1,0,19,23,7,0,5,3,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,15,5,13,19,0,10,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634904698532135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079488827234174,0.0,0.3198975531975767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40981130411847466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401039236569436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429261735665944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730194338496672,0.2444576206160329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965578775068444,0.0,0.08938898476633703,0.0,0.2917081336789093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162014050342575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480970433243066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402818980686213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671747088445337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096065003225976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605995055443898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317156822738752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962942939156553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153949557976615,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pointlessusername-,2019/03/26,"Man today was hard, but only in my head. I slept 10 hours, took a 2 hour nap, and I’m ready to go back to bed. Today was real hard. Overthinking must be put to paper so I can see how stupid it is. A didn't reply to my texts earlier. Because I said something stupid? Because I'm not worth replying to? Why is my self-worth so dependent on other people's responses to me. It seems like every time I'm gone, they (roommates) come out to watch TV together. No one even wants to be around me. They never watch TV in the living room when I’m home! A loves C so much more than me. And of course A loves B the most because they're sisters. Why am I not anyone's best friend? She almost didn't say I was one on her birthday introducing me. I heard the pause. I feel like she doesn't even really like me. She never wants to be around me anymore. I feel so alone. No one likes me. There's nothing to like about me. There's nothing good about me. I have no personality. Why would anyone like me?? I'm such a worthless nobody. What an empty sack of human garbage. 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I'm currently going back to college after taking a semester off and the break put me right back into the habit of panicking about almost every aspect of college. It's like I fell out of practice, like it reset my social anxiety. I see my advisor in a few days to sign up for classes and I'm terrified. I don't want to see him but I know I have to go. I'm also afraid of meeting my new teachers and my new classmates. I'm afraid that they'll talk to me, then realize how incredibly quiet and awkward I am and be put off by it. I'm afraid of asking questions and I'm afraid of participating in campus activities. It's all a cluster of anxiety, so I was wondering if anyone is/was feeling the same way and if anyone had some coping mechanisms to share. Thanks for reading!",2.9938095238095244,4.642932812865499,5.389945697577275,78.17434210526315,74.67251461988305,8.160568086883876,28.003759398496236,8.841846274778883,2.408982957393484,665,27,125,14,14,235,102,171,0.077,0.836,0.087,0.5401,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,5,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,27,26,14,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,6,1,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,4,15,5,26,22,5,23,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,8,10,80,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517641760543052,0.0,0.0,0.15551749889528105,0.0,0.0,0.12419892978319375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35642822656513834,0.0,0.0,0.2171884924531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519105437069516,0.0,0.0,0.2388429506231173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016014902578674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085282265109574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852787173942105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194775922574127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652906302449906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377832008486064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425486657964574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853526504480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175028379326594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29999288360472165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122528068365967,0.17397935285052066,0.0,0.15534900075466404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263130591696307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751909881368755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31663180035485605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677151511544916,0.12482986155767585,0.0,0.14298579411184506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160407623493907,0.12327544581188213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842378670510588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ronsoness,2019/03/26,"How Can I Learn to Love Myself (video) Hey guys, I spent the past couple weeks on and off making this video about ""how can i learn to love myself""... if you type it into Google, it seems to be a popular search, so that's why I made a video about it. It's my first ever video, so I hope you enjoy it! Please comment if it helps you! Take care all. [http://socialshiners.com/how-can-i-learn-love-myself/](http://socialshiners.com/how-can-i-learn-love-myself/) ",7.037542857142856,10.288185440000003,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,67.93333333333334,5.352380952380952,14.714285714285715,6.18269132825596,-0.8827714285714291,368,3,65,2,7,101,49,75,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,4,2,14,12,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,11,6,8,9,1,7,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,4,4,43,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016520289726921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884212801581387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890522961629673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823335033363032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583537089407585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256917028544174,0.0,0.0,0.19644224876543645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7140242564518944,0.1871462019769572,0.13202108528576947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888053907184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171053492213713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005339257147845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870752235996432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586488678629088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846757914715414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghostofchildhoodpast,2019/03/26,"This is a cry for help I always thought of social anxiety as something that would get better as I got older, thats what everyone always told me, ""It gets easier when your older"". I'm almost 21 now and it hasen't gotten any better, in fact I would say its gotten significantly worse. I was a shy kid, but I was fine with being alone, that just meant more times for video games and reading. I'm not happy anymore. I can't remember the last day where I didn't almost break down in tears. I have pretty much no social skills, and hardly any friends. My self confidence has plummeted to the point of being practically not existent, and I can honestly say I hate who I am. For the people who have social anxiety and have felt improvement in their condition, how did you achieve this? I can't keep on living like this, and I want to know what I can do to help myself. I've been letting this anxiety eat away at me for as long as I can remember, and I'm just getting afraid that there isn't much left for it to feast on. I want my life to change, but I don/t even know where to start. 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A few months back, I was diagnosed as having moderate (with mild leaning) social anxiety disorder. It had been worse before but opening up with family and talking with previous doctors, councillors and a psychiatrist has helped me gain more of a grip on my anxiety. With that, my recent psychologist considers my anxiety to be high functioning so I've been able to lead a r e l a t i v e l y normal life (even if the anticipation of various social situations slowly kills me inside). Given that, I've been able to make a strong group of friends who I'm extremely grateful to have. I love hanging out with them and can talk to them for hours on end, in group chats or on the occasional calls. However, other times I find myself feeling.. I guess this disconnect? It's like this feeling where my body just suddenly chains itself. I'll find myself looking at notifications for messages from my group chats but feel completely unable to open them. And it's not just like some feeling of introversion or wanting time to myself. A part of my mind will be screaming to open up the messages yet... I just can't. This may put me in an episode, for lack of a better word, where I will avoid responding to any messages from my friends, (on certain occasions for several days) even though typically, I respond within a few hours at most (usually if I'm busy with something). I'll find myself trapped in my head with a weird spiel of worries, guilt, and self-loathing which can sometimes manifest itself into an anxiety attack where everything around me feels like it's closing in on me, where my blood feels like it's boiling, and it feels like my body is pulsating. Sometimes, after all that, I will just shut down completely. Like. I lose any feel of my senses and kind of go through my day on this auto-pilot where I don't really feel present or like myself. There is kind of more to it.. like weird thoughts that begin to prick in my head at these times.. but I don't want to really talk too much about that. It's usually around this point where I may slowly start to regain some feeling of self-control and peace which I can't really explain why (maybe because I've exhausted my anxiety by then?). These don't happen often. But when they do. It's just... idek. I am lucky though. I have a close friend who goes through similar experiences. Some cases worse. This friend has helped me recover from these moments and I can't thank them enough for it. I feel like the discussions we've had, along with therapy I'm taking, has helped me avoid going through those episodes again. At least to the same extent. Anyways I don't know what I just went on about or how to end this or why I'm even posting about this on Reddit. I just felt like getting this out. Sorry if this seems attention seeking or anything. One thing I was wondering was if anyone else went through similar experiences?",4.731457328935125,6.284218497335707,5.273381121542759,81.13041000592068,70.06571936056838,8.843254673094819,29.74579210014379,9.2995712137729,2.608407629197328,2326,92,441,49,42,746,261,563,0.121,0.723,0.156,0.9809,1,3,1,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,5,5,33,35,3,3,18,1,34,12,6,3,2,97,74,31,1,8,23,0,14,11,4,5,4,1,0,0,39,28,1,2,22,2,0,7,8,11,0,1,13,16,54,24,80,54,17,73,0,1,1,1,33,41,1,21,35,296,93,2,0.12434327383518624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455769012047178,0.0,0.2378056603535261,0.0,0.0,0.0434718540953414,0.06370218912621174,0.051161959816400975,0.11069187601824887,0.0,0.07072921238268409,0.0,0.04780615116350921,0.0,0.03789925280869389,0.0,0.0529034838594415,0.0,0.0,0.05498576052912713,0.0,0.13811734604636078,0.0,0.0,0.06348419249858693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037155688640878,0.0,0.0697307773646709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019112496130618,0.0,0.0,0.06310290276868108,0.0,0.0,0.07125408220558282,0.06363530482298171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193642495444577,0.0,0.1101312335789792,0.0642399204620015,0.0,0.123191339488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587585841124215,0.1216315814143991,0.05860988615191785,0.0,0.3772301720905036,0.22207714918204485,0.0596945212555137,0.0,0.17047124942553085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213460983647573,0.0,0.03248211424975868,0.0,0.07066714801240634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848906735705207,0.0,0.05497817320124357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761207199027105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501701311200564,0.06568774786316729,0.0,0.0,0.12245307768252965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687837047549636,0.1294843852408435,0.034167905721138515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391366578863585,0.3341131352597912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220851668390267,0.06955415882195784,0.0,0.0,0.0561123296608951,0.0,0.041500050413165984,0.0,0.0624597657196914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555126029065716,0.0,0.04962480743560802,0.0,0.045703306694659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609150038908376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421291101899712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732582419996405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877229253609788,0.0,0.05954324233927138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249966702352217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119486227815474,0.0,0.061386991013959315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056598723246394575,0.1297171528704734,0.07023625326400293,0.0,0.0,0.06988352478484827,0.0,0.12675230875726107,0.0,0.04786276353052543,0.18446801590841766,0.06959605746236121,0.044005404605931484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674533360634885,0.14991362020383392,0.0,0.0572392902508688,0.0710986851271519,0.0,0.04130407300099356,0.0,0.1221666352177862,0.04935733507333498,0.10875834437312576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694654904404996,0.0,0.07334088453113019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152674605871708,0.11220046427721532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742248817265792,0.0,0.0631383151728887,0.12671641898112948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Number175OnEarlsList,2019/03/27,"Identifying bracelets Would you be willing to wear a bracelet in public, similar to the Livestrong one from before, that was like a bright neon color that mentions that you have social anxiety? I think it's a good idea because some anxious people come off as bitchy or mean and a LOT of socially anxious people are the exact opposite- just anxious",6.027619047619049,8.26366319047619,5.8065396825396824,75.87457142857146,67.8888888888889,8.214603174603175,34.822222222222216,8.841846274778883,3.3658469841269847,283,14,44,5,5,88,52,63,0.161,0.7170000000000001,0.122,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,7,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,1,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515261544028595,0.6713021048955352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074414091544153,0.0,0.16854648143820045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706233097934094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613516854296667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236015640762337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676900657249396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683955277981443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157607766303933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422014526505785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746393003953745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038232285791526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691789382085175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070616695392035,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tintedvision17,2019/03/27,"A pessimistic and anxious mind has the ability to project a bleak future Ever feel like you’re shackled by your thoughts to the point where no amount of rationalisation helps you get back to normal? The fear of growing apart from the people in my life is a constant black cloud that looms over me. This feeling is further amplified by my imagined scenarios of my friends living happily and enjoying experiences with each other while I am abandoned as an afterthought. The worst part is that these are all assumptions I make, and yet they seem so inevitable. Well, at least these emotions have forced me to use writing as an outlet, so that’s one positive, I guess. 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I’ve always struggle with socializing with others. Mainly with girls. I remember back in highschool I was the quiet one and the awkward one. I had relationships that last a week because I was afraid to show any affection toward them. I’m now 25 years old. And I still struggle with who I am. I’ve always turn red when I talk to girls and get nervous. But now I find myself getting nervous around guys. I feel like with guys I’m being judge or not fitting in. But with girls I’m just completely uncomfortable being around them. I’m still in college, I finally got a job at a grocery store as a bagger. This grocery store is the busiest in my area. The reason why I got a job it’s because I’m really trying to get out of my comfort zone. You see I struggle with walking into a store. I get so nervous especially when it’s crowded inside. I can’t go out to eat at restaurants or go to main event. The gym I wait until midnight to go, because it’s empty. When I do go out with my friends that are outgoing and loud. I always get ask by them, are you okay ? Or by random strangers if I’m okay? Because I look like I’m not having fun. I struggle with expressing myself. If something is funny I try not to laugh. Because I’m not comfortable to do so. My facial expressions are always blank ones. I can’t even talk to a therapist because I get extremely uncomfortable and nervous. It just sucks that I’m still not out of my shell. I hate being lonely. I want a partner to share a life with but I’m too scared to date. I got this dating app, when I text on there I have a completely different personality. It’s more like confident, funny, outgoing. But as soon as we set a date I come up with an excuse. That I can’t make it. And I’ll never message that person again. I also suffer with an addiction that I am embarrassed to say but I will say it. It’s porn. I’m addicted to porn, it’s been 6 years now I’ve been battling with this addiction. I use the gym to get away from my negative or insecurity thoughts. It’s where I feel safe and strong in. For 6 months I suffer from suicidal thoughts and depression. Now that has gone away on its own. Im starting to feel depressed again though. I just don’t know why I’m like this, what is wrong with me? I know this builds character once you overcome it. And that’s what I want. I want to overcome everything I’ve been suffering with for years now. Thanks for reading ! 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For all the other kids they dislike me and find me annoying really putting me down. I try to ignore it but when it becomes many people daily it’s hard to do so. I have a small friend group where I am one of the people on the outer ring and them all being older borderline bully me but I don’t want to do anything for fear of loosing those few friends. Almost al the girls in my school find me ugly or annoying and when I ask some of the people I know they say I don’t have a chance at even being a friend with a girl. The thing that really annoys me is that as my dad is in the navy he goes out on deployment and at the moment he is gone and can only send infrequent emails. I talk to him about everything from school to political topics and he is always there to talk for hours and when he is gone I feel lost with no one to talk to. So I have turned to reddit for help on how to make and keep friends and have a better personality.",2.8853359030837,3.6127636211453766,4.4462087004405335,88.45495181718063,73.58149779735683,7.789537444933922,21.67648678414097,8.07648339933343,0.7543746696035245,830,17,190,12,16,279,120,227,0.14,0.725,0.135,-0.1001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,3,2,11,15,4,1,13,0,20,0,0,2,2,31,33,20,0,1,3,1,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,8,14,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,7,0,4,3,5,28,8,33,28,5,23,0,1,0,0,30,13,0,3,7,134,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296735410705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387064186644987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283666222246896,0.0,0.10546626179549924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245946728708876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977519421864936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322176699744126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745128660293725,0.0,0.0,0.10779902096376713,0.101390333996785,0.0,0.0,0.12694759631219665,0.11408472946229645,0.08059465024376643,0.0,0.0,0.20622068764049356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358007379565999,0.0,0.058940882634245864,0.0,0.0,0.09462339016033387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010595689013842,0.111380892075571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561713338054901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109948731157164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027464753825698,0.0,0.0,0.061999859537547324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511543127588234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315027527927318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530450702530471,0.11437612354870433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293158552346619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305783905579453,0.17160091293581695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346339601294445,0.09850520748881368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340966017137367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454362331895595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971456156274124,0.0,0.3425226734740726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627038570936919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494889342327743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765935916007964,0.1227097027019113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654087283547494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elayyou,2019/03/27,"Help! Phone interview tomorrow and 1mg of klonopin trial has done nada! My psych rxed me five 0.5mg pills that I picked up after work today. I wanted to do a trial run before tomorrow, to see what it would feel like. So, I tried one out. Felt nothing. An hour later, I took another one. NOTHING! I need some kind of anxiety relief before my phone interview tomorrow. Not sure if I should hope for the best on 1mg...? Any tips/suggestions? I can’t even freaking relax enough o go to sleep right now, and I have to be awake for work in 6 hours! Took 0.5mg at 5pm and another 0.5mg at 6pm. It is now 9pm. Doc also rxed me a few .5mg Ativan which did nothing at 1mg either. I only have 1.5mg left of that and 1.5mg of kpin. 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For 45 minutes. Twice. And it was all about me. So I just finished speaking to a room full of high school kids on their career day (must be an American thing lol). One of my grad school friends is a school counselor, and she invited me to speak to a few classes about my career as a freelance journalist. Funny thing is, I had to sit through a lot of these career presentations and I always thought to myself how cool it would be to 1) Be good enough at my job to speak to high school kids about it, 2) Be confident enough to actually speak in front of people, 3) Not sound like a bumbling idiot while doing it, and 4) Not taking five minutes to do a 45-minute presentation. I presented twice, and like others have said in this sub, audiences -- big or small, young or old -- really do want to hear what you have to say, and those who don't want to pay mind won't. So really, that's the best audience you can have. Public speaking does get easier over time -- especially when you're telling anecdotes about yourself lol.",5.342067307692306,5.784589456730767,5.626923076923081,83.21807692307694,67.89423076923077,9.092307692307692,29.461538461538463,9.057496981413335,2.175969230769231,829,28,170,14,13,264,130,208,0.035,0.8220000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,1,9,7,1,0,10,3,19,0,0,1,2,20,27,14,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,10,1,2,13,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,5,11,15,6,32,15,7,26,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,3,12,116,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.13488723935864538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150139136212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450581564715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914341140893779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096125104718546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856458572633729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679195845433696,0.0,0.07221663183788797,0.0,0.0,0.11593620972501913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578913413515946,0.0,0.0,0.4381255358458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716655546566014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505908398881716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751358486455428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956741041357235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450434323745871,0.0,0.09366454464304362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582751144329772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710039556948287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148321739673002,0.10992172450280983,0.0,0.5595625696095747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392767297202728,0.0,0.12081436503777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836605222420312,0.0,0.0,0.1097348672590421,0.08059985724759906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305686311318335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819076734107823,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Luism_23,2019/03/27,Whats the longest conversation you guys have had? For me probably like an hour with a friend although that was him carrying the conversation mainly but i did keep it flowing by adding a few quick things here and there...Also ive had a few 20-30 min conversation with some uber drivers although it was the same thing them carrying the conversation i did add a few things here and there to keep the conversation flowing so im kind of proud of that ,4.2198029556650285,6.081443689655174,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,71.8735632183908,8.649589490968804,28.52052545155993,9.23628265651192,2.4008732348111663,359,14,71,8,7,116,56,87,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,4,7,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394681860328726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669608104552564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649006912518977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263467069160354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889825959190768,0.0,0.0,0.4755929687398365,0.0,0.278595459804457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070358374419944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884468681118699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533213044404011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spicedfiyah,2019/03/27,"Would it be creepy to add a classmate over “quick add” on Snapchat if you’ve never really talked to them? I really want to start talking to this girl in my class, but I have very few opportunities to do so in real life, and that’s without factoring in my anxiety when talking to new people. I see her name in the “quick add” option, but I feel like it would be a bit weird if I added her through that. What should I do? 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socialanxiety,youngJerik0,2019/03/27,"I listen to different type of music when i'm around people, at school, in case someone ask what i'm listening to. like I usually listen to lilpeep, suicideboys, X and sometime indie bands but in public i put on travis scott, 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socialanxiety,madara1152,2019/03/27,What should i di Okay I've been going to therapy for my social anxiety and it's been going good.but now my therapist wants me to try being around a crowd.any tips on how to do 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socialanxiety,DJIMMIA,2019/03/27,"Joined adult volleyball Last night, I went to an adult volleyball league. I've wanted to do this for 10+ years, and have always been too anxious. When I showed up, I was shaking. The entire first game I couldn't stop shaking. I probably fumbled the ball 20 times. I never fully got comfortable... But I can't wait to go back next week. 😁 ",1.2460074626865671,3.7469955970149305,2.470279850746269,92.26870335820898,85.56716417910448,5.738059701492538,20.315298507462693,7.1686216300943375,0.5936582089552247,263,8,54,4,8,84,53,67,0.093,0.875,0.032,-0.3637,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,0,7,1,5,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036259467277474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634035205193457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212284220666664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571227961424336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417121421747466,0.0,0.2310353565434937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354672266108569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227939942798268,0.0,0.3072160285165351,0.271084490824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114502174015338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415078666816673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844214937407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038273658851238,0.0,0.2317137173069874,0.0,0.0,0.2677849537813313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860225101195436 socialanxiety,mexican_lizard,2019/03/27,"Are you born with this? Or is it a possibility that I've developed this? I'm 14 y/o. Ever since I can remember myself, I've always had a ton of friends. I was always good with ppl. In elementry school I was most popular in my class. Same in my school right now. Everyone is a friend of mine. I take a bus everyday from school so I can get home (public transportation, not school bus). Everyone on the bus is a complete stranger to me. Ever since the beginning of the school year, I feel like everyone on the bus hates me, including the driver. Even though they are complete strangers. This never happened to me before. Another thing that happens is that I never ask strangers for something cuz I think that they'll hate me. For example, if I eat at a restaurant and something isn't right I won't ask the waiter or say something (I'll probably make someone do it for me). I think to myself that if I ask them for something, they'll hate me forever. This would never happen before and I would always get well with ppl. I also started being way more akward. I am very greatful I met my friends before this started. So, is it possible that social anxiety developed for me? Cuz I didn't use to have it.",1.7689581304771167,4.224643080168782,3.4991772151898743,86.21073271665045,82.33333333333333,6.852904901006168,24.72719896137617,8.012643519586192,1.6864762739370338,938,37,184,19,26,312,119,237,0.053,0.856,0.091,0.8192,0,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,4,0,9,11,3,0,12,0,23,1,0,4,5,27,45,12,0,4,5,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,16,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,5,2,35,8,22,34,4,22,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,5,13,131,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911156299375824,0.2157298341991999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906208984463798,0.06611251770583132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237843396364675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061601739154904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122343787309464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884311799581545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708085053575888,0.1563471143749798,0.0,0.24773948975905796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369750982523488,0.06173982333108406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030803896498767,0.0,0.09030375266373113,0.0,0.0,0.07248659028629635,0.0,0.09528045093128397,0.0,0.0,0.2292678048830713,0.0,0.0,0.2559712057216663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668821309833527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422213754820863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768728998406801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996169334083386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485541646109292,0.0,0.0,0.0931774261753826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789916687244048,0.1476076624786662,0.0,0.06872616438381676,0.0,0.4373178882059332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429781791069637,0.0,0.0,0.08809624468685577,0.07322499625431407,0.2661272062790881,0.0,0.0,0.12233973265551742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497851420189936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057414870897976214,0.11075132917462248,0.0849090789291001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464077471314842,0.0,0.07130711914568834,0.0,0.06859768239294757,0.0,0.0,0.07770366783793724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278327778752325,0.0,0.0,0.055652870780554406 socialanxiety,cvmden,2019/03/27,"Made a phone call!!! After staring at my phone for a half hour and writing and rewriting what I wanted to say a hundred times, I finally called and made an appointment to get my car looked at. I’m still shaking but I’m proud of myself for finally doing it. I’ve put this off way too long. 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I finally got through 2 interviews, and was supposed to start my training. I had a panic attack and don't go :( I'm 23 years old, and I literally just want to die. I don't wanna do this anymore. I feel so stuck. I finally managed to get through 2 interviews for a job I applied for. In the end, they said they weren't actually hiring for the position I wanted, but had something else I could do. They said it was easy and minimal talking and interacting. They were basically going to stick me with something I didn't apply for, and give me crap hours. Last night, I started panicking. I knew my whole life was about to change, and I'd work 7 days a week full time... And it felt like too much. I originally said I'd start with something small, and part time and work my way up. I was gonna be thrown in the deep end immediately. I cried and cried and was suicidal and felt like an idiot. My dad was sweet about it, and said life is too short and nothing is worth wrecking yourself over. He told me to do what was best for me, and nobody would think less of me. I decided to contact them and I didn't go in this morning. I feel like a failure. I'm a waste to this entire world because I can't do basic things. My 17 year old sister is starting her training today after school, and she's excited. I hate myself :( Basically needed to vent. Nobody in my family has social anxiety and can't understand. I'm scared they just think I'm lazy. I don't know what to do :(",1.8681007025761147,3.7685858885245915,3.7854274004683854,87.32432377049182,78.63934426229507,6.980093676814987,24.33548009367681,7.957251820313856,1.3104824355971894,1156,41,247,20,28,391,157,305,0.171,0.706,0.124,-0.9471,1,0,3,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,6,3,8,13,4,2,10,0,30,3,1,1,0,42,65,21,2,6,3,2,5,4,0,2,2,4,0,0,9,21,0,0,11,0,1,3,8,6,0,0,23,10,42,7,30,38,6,37,0,0,0,0,23,11,1,0,26,153,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.09639596364919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556716089988785,0.0,0.0979641650333832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237759783553818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021595387432147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036645189324986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044971534711214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886855541888067,0.0,0.2170124833533584,0.06370554462081987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025190367384924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251881337187356,0.0,0.17498121439989628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931218939570631,0.0,0.14983985803932098,0.14113826928660947,0.18969041720248067,0.21641941766060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160897243217488,0.0947596939322496,0.16841848096417228,0.0,0.07900415425757272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752574328195307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727934366833267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802485659445664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428743002590998,0.08051966318958145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954382092589834,0.19303754176573912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726153684802532,0.07324482716229527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926992355211006,0.0,0.09478299133790592,0.0,0.2073079929756803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589816822075248,0.0,0.1069701491224578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758532387472225,0.0,0.09889696934836813,0.09997160104989343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069474477660584,0.0,0.2281392175935355,0.0,0.0,0.2796706760787397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805033297349706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939639060866324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562567782547134,0.12658969590076516,0.0,0.0,0.11519993953930772,0.0,0.0936327960537568,0.09438943654199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283445880541142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652713425039872,0.0784077249305853,0.0792361244598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028540960819723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382742476378454,0.0,0.0,0.07017115691819292,0.0,0.0,0.12722339389727647 socialanxiety,im_naughty,2019/03/27,"Not being able to formulate efficient thoughts and conversation in an IRL setting is killing me. I'm socially weird as fuck. It's almost as if when im having a conversation with someone my brain will always blank out. I'm great at texting and writing things out and can keep a convo going for ages. But if it IRL it's entirely different. Topics don't come to my head, I start to get nervous, I don't know what to say. I'll text people on dating apps and get back to back paragraphs for weeks we'll click really well then IRL I just can't keep a convo going so I'm just a dissapintment to them. It's happened 4 times already. What do I do? How do I get passed this fucking obstacle that's been holding my life back??? I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL",2.023051948051947,3.9216026038961047,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,78.15584415584415,6.997402597402598,24.63636363636364,7.957251820313856,1.3988103896103894,587,21,122,10,14,200,98,154,0.105,0.8190000000000001,0.077,-0.6282,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,10,7,3,1,5,0,14,5,2,1,0,25,32,13,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,5,1,0,2,2,12,2,17,26,0,20,0,0,1,2,7,5,2,3,10,75,21,0,0.16476265584712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649859999145668,0.0,0.18181968781028165,0.0,0.13709572852597454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38007693646392826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839296142072411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192843892971954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721419074165458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046408407611997,0.25824506205685005,0.0,0.1872768285496283,0.0,0.0,0.18165140973472546,0.0,0.0,0.14569907242858404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909401892651116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797194172858855,0.0,0.0,0.2928972378073412,0.1822854670764706,0.0,0.09054924673787793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163767364354399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143242030598925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422568001131185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055511763245907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102587701840718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679547785856288,0.13960286362424015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661985583732948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946098739474233,0.0,0.0,0.13080314457536507,0.09607442961063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718128327184808,0.0,0.13216266419036676,0.0,0.14814141480606374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluerthanyouer,2019/03/27,"On Reddit at work (that's a good thing) Hello fellow sufferers of social anxiety! I really, really struggle with the feeling that people are watching (and judging) my every move. My desk is at the middle of my office and I just feel constantly watched even though I rationally know they are busy with their own things. I usually work through lunch so I can maintain the image of “she’s such a hard worker!!” But I keep burning myself out working long hours, without a break, and through lunch. So – right now I’m taking a break, eating pasta and scrolling through Reddit! This seems really small … but it’s a big deal to me. Lmk if you have any strategies to dealing with the feeling of being watched!",3.0952889858233377,5.8133626564885486,3.822644492911672,84.3222328244275,78.92366412213741,6.185605234460198,26.151035986913854,7.447530270364453,1.6530257360959657,552,22,96,8,14,175,91,131,0.064,0.895,0.041,-0.4411,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,4,7,3,0,1,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,19,14,10,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,15,1,17,13,1,16,0,1,3,0,9,8,0,2,5,68,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575259498118502,0.0,0.13021463688479185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839428318286065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509700738467196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741732789360873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242594418595746,0.0,0.14341417023336042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581986999790527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276895451395322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247994149473765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762829595972836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129564232516174,0.0,0.0,0.09354616349286328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063564488271164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091247942309432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800621785793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713383997242523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536338077907682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495809024721596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735135933539086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794653354490628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798111349747185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616765554241616,0.0,0.16723617954122613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874686785197446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408197692667514,0.0,0.3717574340493462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwawayuglyg,2019/03/27,"Have you ever sometimes just got up and left the classroom when being assigned to get into groups for group discussion because of anxiety? I have been doing this for a bit and its a bit embarrassing. So far for on my class psych classes, the professor loves to constantly put us in groups to discuss her questions, I have left the room a few times simply because having to put up with and talk with my classmates (who some seem judgmental/rude or just flat out uncomfortable with me) overwhelms me to the point where I list to my ""flight"" instinct and get the hell out of there! Having all eyes on you while you talk, is so frightening and i tend to lose my track of thought cause i am so nervous. I usually come back when the class ended and everyone has left the room (since she tends to put us in groups 15 minutes before class ends) I know I can't keep doing this forever. but damn the relief when I get out of the room during those uncomfortable situations can be so addicting. Has anyone else also done this? just abruptly leave the group discussion/work due to anxiety being so high?",8.602548076923076,7.285532620192307,8.0095,74.68550000000002,61.740384615384606,11.396923076923079,35.70384615384616,10.355215969177356,3.461702307692308,867,31,163,16,10,273,122,208,0.125,0.8440000000000001,0.031,-0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,0,1,16,8,2,3,13,0,18,3,1,1,2,28,30,18,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,14,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,4,1,22,2,29,23,5,37,1,2,1,1,19,20,2,4,13,116,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321451729998416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969377417955427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546240001546274,0.0,0.0,0.08475822633551218,0.12420184683601207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320892022824133,0.0,0.14778635576301818,0.0,0.10314732491191764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646766417362628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452395716294737,0.0,0.10441830539939563,0.0,0.13099325802658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404778134194815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126182452885063,0.0,0.21472578560426756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964833920142113,0.0,0.11582869614737733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899937176867765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969488590368824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807314334110792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774385126278647,0.0,0.0,0.06661807154972592,0.0,0.0,0.12835202979720925,0.3951101200949601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561158728307895,0.0,0.0,0.10940369663507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458989676645387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655717728433526,0.13579155322690656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035203110264882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027252465639837,0.13625376083216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988739357453235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948603729383948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623330461793556,0.07068300904178841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29161990854166553,0.0,0.13350415851007824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824792101185873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,historymuff,2019/03/27,"My anxiety makes me procrastinate making phone calls I get nervous before making phone calls , especially ones based around small talk or to a family member . It’s bad enough to where I will put things off for months and feel like shit about it . I also do this with writing letters , making appointments, and taking care of something important.anyone have /had this issue and if so, how did you combat it ? 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I don't think I'm necessarily bad at socializing, but it just takes a lot out of me. When I keep to myself too much, I worry that I'll seem anti social and that my career progression will suffer. Does anyone feel this way, and do you have any advice for this? 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So some time ago there was a girl that i knew for quite some time And we got really close friends. But back to the question, she was the only person ever to make me feel comfortable not only when we were alone but also during social gatherings. I cant reallly explain it but somehow her presence made me confident in situations that i cant stand And avoid at any cost otherwise. Sadly we are not friends anymore. Anyone else experienced something similar?",4.880714285714287,6.983269265306124,5.92423469387755,74.4073724489796,70.63265306122447,8.981632653061224,29.5969387755102,9.516144504307137,3.0618734693877547,420,17,70,10,8,139,72,98,0.062,0.787,0.151,0.8847,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,2,24,16,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,8,2,11,3,6,8,2,13,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,4,7,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329019003514126,0.0,0.0,0.16741739898924346,0.0,0.12926893721730218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099254093328269,0.0,0.1236594070570324,0.0,0.16031025139232685,0.22605448890947874,0.3312526255208407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518725480291307,0.12429645908701248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700704224189252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924376824478843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173351042083786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497759293470131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186763688293492,0.0,0.12928376234058392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30590833874696144,0.10790053565798073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458794454221877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822876099453629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810814801705652,0.17193133534535748,0.0,0.0,0.10355511906358987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169784573468054,0.0,0.16477861923819834,0.0,0.12444365179316827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885151704363941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FakeCanadian17,2019/03/27,"Feel like a nuisance to anyone I talk to Ok this is just a rant/ venting I guess, Basically around September of 2018 I had my first real Gf, she seemed great but by November she cheated on me, and I really broke down and fell into the worst social anxiety I’ve had in years. Jump forward to around 2 weeks ago and I get set up by my brother with this crazy beautiful person who I guess is supposed to be interested in me. But I just hid and ignored her the whole night, but freaked out the next few days. Finally I DM her so very weak message, she doesn’t respond so my brother pushes me to say I thought she was cute and to get her snap. She doesn’t respond for 2 days, I feel like a complete annoyance to everyone and go dormant the rest of the week. Turns out she did write back and apologized saying she just saw the message. But I guess my brother knew what I sent her before (the weak message) and thats why he told me to push more. Now I feel like everyone’s watching, judging me for anything I do. So I play it safe and just snap simple photos of me ( first time I’ve ever really taken photos of myself) and for the past 3 days I’ve had her Snapchat she has slowly responded less and less. I feel like an obnoxious failure who can’t do anything right and I’m just some dumb entertainment while this girl just keeps responding to be nice. She probably already would rather date anyone else than me, it’s just pity. I messaged her finally last night just to spark conversation and she just instead ignored ( I think) all of it. Am I just alone in my crazy mind, where are feel like anything anyone does for me is because they feel bad, not because I’m special. Idk but each day I feel like my social anxiety just gets worse and worse about everything. Thanks for letting me vent :)",3.507941176470588,5.052155431372547,4.355609243697483,86.54417016806723,73.11764705882355,7.564985994397758,27.59593837535014,8.192908349453996,1.7459316526610635,1407,53,287,22,28,453,186,357,0.197,0.654,0.149,-0.9706,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,25,28,3,0,12,1,20,2,0,0,2,64,47,23,0,2,18,3,7,6,1,1,2,2,0,2,10,21,0,4,11,2,0,7,4,12,0,2,11,11,53,16,36,32,10,44,0,2,2,0,44,14,1,5,30,184,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551866268922328,0.0,0.0,0.08823449867346198,0.09401285344506884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303451834015872,0.0,0.0,0.17870727256157265,0.08729053707547238,0.2103203207675836,0.15168008258524265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550833916093551,0.07113279282118237,0.10386601081716168,0.0,0.07249316832903094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893234861790446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977035522876406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455317418133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116801620539755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706215859223803,0.0,0.16281157411138708,0.07656618645564638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015338162127171,0.36517238525444623,0.0,0.1866500497749813,0.0,0.1449306445844981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335298474244242,0.0,0.04841727881104048,0.0,0.0,0.0939258425044726,0.2815498598431357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572366178842904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944385723174364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711585495271118,0.0,0.24972666848812525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602088163375515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906039720715081,0.15989616006868826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813265827601531,0.0,0.07438744687121551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185271658960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696855276631394,0.10915393586103413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275455732479352,0.0,0.13549815998470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755672164068393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368754918384374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847509534611633,0.0,0.07843448484820252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054588385128019536,0.0,0.06763391252739,0.049676860518141776,0.0,0.0,0.08140578705569354,0.0,0.0,0.09266577598303792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029334115091318,0.0,0.0,0.1366737489111031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687364375713028,0.09511520461211988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363836974626054,0.06051882993275842,0.0,0.0,0.05486165026261257 socialanxiety,mwagoner4,2019/03/27,Anyone get anxiety when more than 2 people you dont really know look you in the eyes Whenever I'm talking to more than 2 people and they are quite and making eye contact I get crazy nervous and just want to exit the area. I've heard of stage freight but not like this. Anyone else experience anything like this?,2.728602150537636,5.044987451612903,3.8561290322580684,85.82086021505377,77.70967741935483,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2430559139784942,250,8,48,4,6,81,47,62,0.163,0.8190000000000001,0.019,-0.777,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,9,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,6,9,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587218705711665,0.0,0.0,0.3580624247725623,0.2623463017223374,0.21070156506092155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30008047817960704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389106400225896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504591756924178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754378970126264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407145315803568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017934403991177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501162610430585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091068449176405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550159418502559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233323755316,0.0,0.0,0.1640276961912859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205797657180251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102078975391092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WrightyyNinety,2019/03/27,"Soical problems.... Hello to anybody that reads this, So I suffer with anxiety, maybe my whole life, it's got worse as I've got older but I've managed to control it far better now, I have a huge issue and not sure how I'm really ment to over come it because I feel if I do I will be a better person maybe a happier person? The simple fact is I don't like interacting with people, I'm the quiet one so to speak, when I'm at work I just don't talk to people unless they talk to me, I really have no clue how to start a conversation with someone, online is fine I can talk and say whatever, but when I'm actually face to face with someone the most I will say is ""hi, how's you?"" That's literally it! Then that's the conversation over and that's how it's always been because I just don't know how to really interact with people very well, my social skills are horrendous! I currently live in a shared house with a couple, they pretty much have the run of the house because I try to avoid them, I never try to sit and have dinner with them and they have asked alot, I always look for an accuse why I can't do it, I literally wake up play my console games go to work, sleep that's my life, every other weekend I'll see my girlfriend and children, I value my time alone and I'm not sure why, like when my housemates go out I feel a sign of relief and freedom as strange as that may sound. I won't even talk on the microphone to people on the online games either, because I don't know what to say or how to say it, like my brain just won't function! It's like omg human interaction I have no idea what I should do now, then I just feel really awkward... Part of the reason I'm writing this is because yesterday a co-worker ive worked with for over a year sed to me you never talk do you? I replied ""I'm not really a people person, but more of a solitude type of guy"" but it got me thinking a year of working with the same people and I'm still not comfortable with them, surely that isn't right? It's like im scared to say the wrong thing or sound like a idiot but I just chose not to talk and just fully focus on my job. I do like being in my room on my own, I won't lie But I just don't understand why I can't be like everyone else and being able to socialise the way they do and not care or worry about it. I understand this is a very long post and I'm hoping to reach out to people going through the same thing as me or just give me some ideas on what to do or how to over come it. I'm really lost right now. 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We're all quiet people. Nothing has gotten done, we haven't even split it up yet. I keep waiting for someone to just start leading but no one's doing it. I'm going to have to do it and it is not going to go well. I don't even fully understand the assignment. It's going to end in judgement from the other team members and embarrassment in front of the class I hate this!!!!!!!! What the fuck do I do????? 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I was trying so hard not to be nervous and the weird thing was people had feedback for everyone else but me. The whole thing felt wrong. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me or if I don't respond right to situations. I always think about what I should have done instead, like how anyone else would have responded. Idk. I'm never going to fit in anywhere. Sorry for the rant. 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Words can not explain how embarrassed and worried I feel,5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.3905230769230768,113,6,19,2,2,35,24,26,0.084,0.836,0.08,-0.0232,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457132367074024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773649618294409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958628517402117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942350330336172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,weezer1409,2019/03/27,"Got angry when drinking A little while ago I got invited to my first college party by like my only friend/acquaintance here. The thing is, I am one of those people who has a lot of pent up rage and no one sees it because I’m so quiet, and when I drink it can come out. It honestly only started like last year, I think when it really hit me that I was really excluded socially. So eventually I just started ranting to him about how I hated being called quiet (which happened that night of course) and something that happened earlier that day that upset me and some other shit I shouldn’t get into with anyone unless I know them well. I feel like I fucked things up by being so angry at a place where you should be having a good time. I haven’t really heard from him since but we don’t hang out really, he is just in a club I am in. Honestly he probably doesn’t remember it (hopefully) but I’m still kinda worried",5.284442260442262,5.29191377837838,6.596117936117937,77.72670761670761,67.97297297297297,9.97051597051597,28.16953316953317,9.800150414767053,2.485918918918918,719,21,141,15,11,245,118,185,0.121,0.787,0.092,-0.6378,0,0,3,0,1,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,14,13,4,1,6,0,16,4,1,1,0,26,35,15,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,16,10,2,0,4,3,0,2,5,5,1,3,4,5,22,8,19,25,2,27,0,0,1,1,11,11,2,4,17,105,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397426444017258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779085008917494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525516629169715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280902622754546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047390903931285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019581109163873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740120657122528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071560050308763,0.09991344356402763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896178651325133,0.0,0.0,0.10805271145241084,0.12929499266069708,0.07306919916990623,0.0,0.0,0.1173049169396044,0.2237118861563547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473491138384942,0.0,0.0,0.13807924522092388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890896670293146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686142254040612,0.11400163633223795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049803249583244,0.1401728592479307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890091408462612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124576181188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895406388668066,0.21273419610719715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695882155408436,0.0,0.1461201761418946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507888589458971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583823766797866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843004330966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144744738960144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435605897801622,0.11569066332182705,0.0,0.0,0.14256599220444166,0.0,0.10766829321339724,0.0,0.0,0.1979821663688043,0.0,0.11168950556700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582876184916847,0.08961433706887964,0.0,0.0,0.08155139435900703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257477040323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203096790888212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006293934614361 socialanxiety,Abyss-gazing,2019/03/27,"Just a rant It sucks when I feel so hyper aware of being quiet and shy and akward, from being told that my whole life. You're so quiet, you're too sensitive, you're shy, etc etc. So I started internalizing it and feeling like there was something majorly wrong with me being quiet, so I started to force myself to talk even if I didn't really have anything to say, which led me to saying things maybe too bluntly ( because I don't think about it,it just comes out) because now I'd rather just say SOMETHING instead of constantly being told I'm too quiet. It led to me saying things I didn't even really mean at times just to say something...it led me to asking too many questions as a way to keep conversation going which seems to annoy people sometimes. and now I dislike going to social events because I feel so much pressure to have to talk and be friendly the whole time and drains so much of my energy because I'm an introvert ,that I've basically isolated myself and don't go out much anymore because I don't feel like I can just go out and chill and observe like I used to. AND when I do go out and say too much , then after I always think way too much about what I said and if I offended anyone or someone took something the wrong way, because I don't know how to properly deliver what my mind is thinking usually. This causes me tons of anxiety..and I feel like people think I'm weird and don't like me and I always feel weird tension around people. Man it sucks, I wish I could just be around people normally and not feel all these intense emotions..It's depressing and isolating.... 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I am able to say the names of my family members if talking to them but if I'm talking to friends that are not biologically related to me I am unable to say their names when calling them. The other social problem is asking someone I don't know well about something. Besides that, I don't have problems socialising. So do I have social anxiety?",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,73.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.1297333333333337,294,15,51,6,6,103,45,72,0.13,0.775,0.096,-0.1265,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,14,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,11,2,7,14,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,2,1,41,14,1,0.19141640096311768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928660456141116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789484955857643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954575470199749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804503472046029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788783655519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051974479979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663192887441693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044440098752812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853747454383431,0.1621864953663501,0.14736169722064033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077065047395092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210633265144806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,draliyah,2019/03/27,"I don’t know who I am. This is me rambling. It probably wont be sequential, I’m just trying to get everything out because I don’t know how else to do it. Enjoy. I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere. While some might say that’s the typical millennial trying to be different, its not. At least not to me. ( how ironic lol ). I feel lonely yet I’m always around people, I feel socially awkward but I would say i have a decent amount of social interaction. I’m an imposter. I put this facade to try and fit in and hide what I truly like because I don’t want to be outcasted. I want to say I don’t care but i care too much sometimes. I feel like my skin is wrapping paper. I’m just covering up what’s really inside. Even with the people I’m most close with, my boyfriend for example; I want to say he knows me inside out (no pun intended) but I feel like he’s a stranger or like everyone else. I put this act up as being the perfect daughter/girlfriend when in truth, I don’t a fucking clue what I’m doing. I don’t fit in anywhere. Depression comes and goes but seems to always come when I don’t expect it. When i think I’m doing my best I’m just hit with this thought “who do you think you are?”. Am i suppose to be the studious daughter? Devoted girlfriend? Perfect and relatable friend? I try but no one seems to give me back what I give. And from there I’m blank. I don’t belong anywhere. I have so much to say but i seem to choke on my thoughts too frequently. Recently I’ve just been begging for one person, just one person who will understand me, someone who I don’t have to feel like an imposter around. Ive been looking into imposter syndrome also. I’m fooling everyone. Huh. Fooling everyone to what? I don’t know. I just wish i had one person that can be there, but i always seem to invest my time in the wrong person. It feels good to get this out but its also numbing to how much i lack substance in my life.... Thanks for reading. Goodnight. -S ",0.7237777777777765,2.9502730814814804,2.8375308641975323,90.74888888888893,84.85185185185185,5.772839506172839,22.82716049382716,7.123485893559443,0.8744419753086423,1518,56,322,22,45,512,174,405,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.9943,1,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,0,3,24,25,1,1,10,2,38,4,1,4,3,71,84,25,0,7,17,1,8,6,2,4,2,5,0,4,22,17,0,0,20,1,1,5,16,8,0,4,5,14,49,17,43,68,9,34,0,2,1,1,25,20,1,8,15,214,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320039673290152,0.19228331706855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714458252116035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059230675990910676,0.0,0.0939125325413283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083736021145209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707274239594024,0.0,0.0,0.1327076163845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634511011528979,0.0,0.0,0.08047908645160143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869597253631807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050877039436165485,0.0,0.0,0.22081401506922266,0.06922884994340435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726378350780829,0.2201186139950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951254464588113,0.07121222521655587,0.08048912275103857,0.14778679515053975,0.0,0.0646084120676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693328664869814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054407979864424215,0.2257953655514181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468510140240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171577515477407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987590621670193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878783292240985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680465337680743,0.2690355957641181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305047212139118,0.0,0.0,0.15487118025245808,0.0,0.0,0.07705001387066811,0.0,0.049346857903344435,0.0,0.07605701120696262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062834333084585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049784862541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704307392208194,0.06526656465656462,0.0,0.07618381745888289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091810932871669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871436198195924,0.0,0.12230511138637827,0.04491632771160762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091909968351053,0.0,0.0,0.0801900811792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630139833969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857974248081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054719311358054135,0.08421930371409991,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anebasxx,2019/03/27,"I don’t know who I am. This is me rambling. It probably wont be sequential, I’m just trying to get everything out because I don’t know how else to do it. Enjoy. I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere. While some might say that’s the typical millennial trying to be different, its not. At least not to me. ( how ironic lol ). I feel lonely yet I’m always around people, I feel socially awkward but I would say i have a decent amount of social interaction. I’m an imposter. I put this facade to try and fit in and hide what I truly like because I don’t want to be outcasted. I want to say I don’t care but i care too much sometimes. I feel like my skin is wrapping paper. I’m just covering up what’s really inside. Even with the people I’m most close with, my boyfriend for example; I want to say he knows me inside out (no pun intended) but I feel like he’s a stranger or like everyone else. I put this act up as being the perfect daughter/girlfriend when in truth, I don’t a fucking clue what I’m doing. I don’t fit in anywhere. Depression comes and goes but seems to always come when I don’t expect it. When i think I’m doing my best I’m just hit with this thought “who do you think you are?”. Am i suppose to be the studious daughter? Devoted girlfriend? Perfect and relatable friend? I try but no one seems to give me back what I give. And from there I’m blank. I don’t belong anywhere. I have so much to say but i seem to choke on my thoughts too frequently. Recently I’ve just been begging for one person, just one person who will understand me, someone who I don’t have to feel like an imposter around. Ive been looking into imposter syndrome also. I’m fooling everyone. Huh. Fooling everyone to what? I don’t know. I just wish i had one person that can be there, but i always seem to invest my time in the wrong person. It feels good to get this out but its also numbing to how much i lack substance in my life.... Thanks for reading. Goodnight. -S ",0.7237777777777765,2.9502730814814804,2.8375308641975323,90.74888888888893,84.85185185185185,5.772839506172839,22.82716049382716,7.123485893559443,0.8744419753086423,1518,56,322,22,45,512,174,405,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.9943,1,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,0,3,24,25,1,1,10,2,38,4,1,4,3,71,84,25,0,7,17,1,8,6,2,4,2,5,0,4,22,17,0,0,20,1,1,5,16,8,0,4,5,14,49,17,43,68,9,34,0,2,1,1,25,20,1,8,15,214,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320039673290152,0.19228331706855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714458252116035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059230675990910676,0.0,0.0939125325413283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083736021145209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707274239594024,0.0,0.0,0.1327076163845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634511011528979,0.0,0.0,0.08047908645160143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869597253631807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050877039436165485,0.0,0.0,0.22081401506922266,0.06922884994340435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726378350780829,0.2201186139950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951254464588113,0.07121222521655587,0.08048912275103857,0.14778679515053975,0.0,0.0646084120676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693328664869814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054407979864424215,0.2257953655514181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468510140240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171577515477407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987590621670193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878783292240985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680465337680743,0.2690355957641181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305047212139118,0.0,0.0,0.15487118025245808,0.0,0.0,0.07705001387066811,0.0,0.049346857903344435,0.0,0.07605701120696262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062834333084585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049784862541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704307392208194,0.06526656465656462,0.0,0.07618381745888289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091810932871669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871436198195924,0.0,0.12230511138637827,0.04491632771160762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091909968351053,0.0,0.0,0.0801900811792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630139833969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857974248081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054719311358054135,0.08421930371409991,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,schizhoe,2019/03/28,"My social anxiety and first time commuting I'm a 15 year old girl living in the Philippines, somewhere on the northeastern side of Mindanao. Last year, I stopped going to school because my social anxiety worsened. I'm planning to go back this year, 2019, although my school is so far away from me and commuting is somewhat mandatory to get there. I've never been commuting alone to places other than my former school, only because it's walkable. The commute system here in the Philippines is very different from other countries, meaning it's not very easy lol. The streets are just complete Chaos, motorcycles everywhere. When I was a child, I almost got killed by one! And so, since that traumatic childhood experience, I have never gone commuting solo nor without my mom or my friends. We have a car but I reckon my Dad would be unable to take me to school since he leaves the house earlier than the rest of the family would. I have a little brother but he's planning not to go to the same school as I. So, yeah, with nothing else, commuting and becoming independent would be the only option to choose if I need to finish high school. Truth is, I really wanna get my diploma and catwalk on that damn stage! But my social anxiety is slowly becoming severe and is pushing me to become a failure to not only my family but also myself. We can't afford to go to the Psychologist/psychiatrist, but I hope some of your advice might help me, fellow Redditors!:)",6.276043460434607,7.4240519815498205,6.871334563345632,72.61412771627717,66.08487084870849,9.859860598605987,33.136736367363675,9.994966539143718,3.5271228372283714,1161,49,192,26,18,381,156,271,0.113,0.8220000000000001,0.065,-0.8869,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,0,3,10,5,2,0,16,2,19,0,0,1,3,41,33,21,1,7,12,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,4,0,28,3,31,23,4,35,0,0,0,0,16,11,1,8,15,136,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679923033795572,0.0,0.0,0.08894588669834738,0.0919964081849324,0.0,0.07103370369909645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385374560005648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345446175203892,0.06830131070693098,0.0,0.10829437545781773,0.2943022896479313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313182506356882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280372032195464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420229011300337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086888363022011,0.16747351322503504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555490731037046,0.0,0.0,0.06862634496088134,0.0,0.09281529358858948,0.0,0.2019262674654416,0.0,0.07104185015281664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953784640955932,0.09384899573060283,0.0,0.08822374319883168,0.0,0.10249267716734084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827223224840168,0.0,0.0,0.07240462100284062,0.0,0.09405335718488736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902646554259075,0.07843452557421061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675698703196456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422979655610243,0.0,0.1040313278000297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586296739242635,0.1370153710962009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523044301835307,0.0,0.0932073984644154,0.0,0.060190443590617926,0.20266733889586105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280372032195464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056903876541681185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393767632650482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100347508433959,0.0,0.14695470873720015,0.0,0.0,0.27163917024945805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426207803088135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678570596127467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179485129151026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658064594743586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562459229412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892972158873865,0.0,0.0,0.17160208922146808 socialanxiety,oat_cat,2019/03/28,"I take getting downvoted way too personally if i get downvoted i just delete my whole post or comment. most of the time i am not sure why is happens, because i only asked a question. either way it takes so much courage to actually post and when i get downvoted it reminds me of how socially inept i am and i take it too personally. anyone else?",2.267142857142858,4.672850588235296,4.683865546218488,78.78382352941179,79.88235294117645,8.003361344537815,30.302521008403357,8.841846274778883,2.958934453781513,272,14,51,7,7,95,48,68,0.031,0.913,0.056,0.3646,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,3,11,4,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18215140768687932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051570348608407,0.1912533109164551,0.0,0.0,0.17450015318069412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378506265399226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592891493919767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925635043808901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650611666114566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721520162934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196191788474335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32596535618611616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35753378011936204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909982267352084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027445562428968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759230771316454,0.0,0.4210310482923326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088418558109568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963210684133389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842992818398442,0.2083971345580768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrowAwayaccountvvv,2019/03/28,"How do I deal with coworkers sexualizing my social anxiety? (Perceiving my symptoms as sexual and acting repulsed/spreading rumors) I work in a kitchen and all I’m trying to do is my job. I’m not trying to make friends or anything but I still feel uncomfortable in my environment. Basically the way I navigate the kitchen is I look down and avoid eye contact. There’s a lot of foot traffic so I have to do a lot of looking around. As a result I’ve developed a habit of looking at peoples feet/legs to see where I’m going. Which was fine at first until one of my coworkers spread a rumor that I’m doing it to look at peoples asses/bodies and now everyone is uncomfortable around me or laughing at me. Some even make jokes about their butt to try and get my attention. Now I’m paranoid about people watching my eyes/where I’m looking so now I’m looking at the ground when I walk (not at people) and now I’m bumping into people while I’m trying to navigate the kitchen and it’s making things worse and one of my coworkers yells at me when I accidentally bump into her. There is also another rumor being spread about how I have a crush on one of my coworkers and people keep gossiping about it. (The rumor was spread because my boss told me to teach him how to follow a certain recipe) I was nervous the whole time and he followed me a lot as I was helping him (some of my coworkers saw) and spread it around the kitchen. I try to ignore it. I interact with people only when necessary. I’m basically a loner there and I don’t understand why people are picking on me when I haven’t done anything to them. I just want to do my job and now I don’t even want to come to work and at times I want to quit. I’m currently looking for other jobs but I’m not in a place financially where I can leave until I have a place to go. 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I do it all the fucking time and I'm sick of it. Whenever I'm not distracted and start thinking, all I can think about I how I fucked up. It may be about something that happened months ago or just now, it always happen. What do I do?I'm desperate.",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578952,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,81.10526315789474,7.308771929824562,25.28947368421053,8.344100000000001,1.8197157894736842,225,9,46,5,6,73,40,57,0.214,0.7509999999999999,0.035,-0.8891,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,13,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,13,2,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,6,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435742316284045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286374148132153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695286397480876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50805590390782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859707828817356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193252805214371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153762765699444,0.0,0.0,0.19448937352913293,0.0,0.0,0.2297268190598603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521334591982971,0.0,0.0,0.1602253363544335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwawayyyy24,2019/03/28,"Does anyone else sometimes say or do something out of character because you're too socially anxious? This is such a bad trait to have... I'll be joking with a friend and I'm so anxious that I'll say or do something that gives off the wrong impression of me. Or you could be trying so hard to be funny that you say something you shouldn't. The other day out of anxiety I made a joke that kinda made me sound gay. I'm in no way gay, ( obviously there's nothing wrong with being gay, ) and I normally wouldn't even joke about something like that, but I was so anxious and nervous that I did anyway. I feel like most people don't truly know me because I'm never completely calm and anxious free so I'm also thinking/saying/doing stuff that I normally wouldn't out of anxiety",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846153,4.835128205128207,83.55153846153848,72.84615384615384,7.507692307692308,27.743589743589745,8.07648339933343,1.8327666666666669,612,23,119,9,12,203,87,156,0.188,0.6890000000000001,0.123,-0.8177,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,11,13,0,1,5,0,15,3,0,2,2,27,24,13,0,6,4,0,2,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,6,12,10,14,12,1,8,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,5,4,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605699030340806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377733615361816,0.5427890785728278,0.0,0.08398813480116285,0.12307338066896005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029212308956653,0.14644360678883686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259396927262251,0.0,0.0,0.09590312014214768,0.0,0.0,0.07746509958300624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511461486558886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034178552858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793357069195334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607344284478815,0.08581113426104515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280158303993327,0.0,0.0,0.11522653437167077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760064358031952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601279681530611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736554867513553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731396235858836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264112306854866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235377011846628,0.11525486370877848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327354315276345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865639939181929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244347769151495,0.0,0.3698856944579907,0.11879812742470178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750446685359152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155110733171718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534275636409403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626567139313318,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sunstorm9G1,2019/03/28,"So when Someone talks shit about me i just can't think of a good comeback so i just stay silent and this is becoming way to often. Just a few hours ago my friends were saying stuff like i can get knocked out with one punch (since i'm skinny) and that i'm retarded and that kind of things. And whenever i try to make a comeback it just gets worse as they just use that comeback to insult me like after one of them insulted me i didnt reply. Then the same kid did a fortnite dance and i said that it depresses me and he said that my face depresses him, funny insult i know but after he said that i just started to remember all those times where someone has told me that i'm ugly and it started to make me want to leave the class and go back home. Then his friend said that i can get knocked out with one punch and they started laughing at me and i just couldnt think of a reply.this happens waaay to often. Like i fear that everytime i reply to someone i make myself look like the one who is salty over a joke (which is true) or just get roasted harder so i just don't reply to them and by doing this i know they are going to keep making fun of me. 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Especially those who I love the most. I overthink this a lot. And a couple of times when I decide to add someone I always end up changing my mind because I am SCARED of what they will think of me. Or how they'll react when they see my name on their screen.. I keep making execuses and overthink things. I've been trying to push myself into clicking that button for months ... but it's not working with certain people. Eventhough we have a good relationship irl. I'm just scared !. 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I was prepared, but I've been having high anxiety lately due to stressors at home and a new baby coming, so my breathing was hard to control. I used to have panic attacks and I have PTSD. I've been working on my public speaking skills and social anxiety for about two years. In general, they've improved, but they haven't improved enough to keep pace with the amount of work responsibility and leadership roles I'm getting. I don't usually have to speak, but they've been trying to ease me into a management position because of my performance. I feel like I blew it all--all the confidence they had in me--in just a matter of 10 minutes. I was required to speak twice because I've participated on two projects that we had to cover during the meeting. No one else--even the highest higher up--had to speak twice. When I got up there the first time, I couldn't stop my voice from shaking, I couldn't control my breathing, and I forgot everything. The room setup wasn't like I planned (way more formal than our usual meetings), and nothing was right. I know exactly what I did wrong... I just couldn't calm down. At some point during the middle I lost my place and so I said ""sorry... I lost my place,"" but it was really all I could think of to say to give me time to catch my breath. It was genuinely so embarrassing. I can hardly remember what I said. I thought I might pass out while I was speaking. To be fair, I did a lot better the second time I had to come up to speak. I had collected my nerves a bit, made a couple jokes, and came off a little more confident. But the first time was so bad that I'm not sure the second time compensated for it at all. And I'm going on leave for three months in a couple of weeks for a new baby, so it's not like I have much chance to bounce back. It's likely the last time they'll see me in any capacity for the next three months. Will they have my poor performance in mind when I return to work? I almost feel like I should quit my job. I'd been doing so well, people were taking me seriously, and now this? As my last hoorah before I go on leave? How do I get over it? Of course, my boss complimented me on my presentation (naturally), but I'm not an idiot. I know it went poorly. It was my first chance to prove myself to coworkers who might've wondered why I've been getting so many opportunities despite my relative inexperience, and now I feel completely defeated. I could just die.",3.3324705882352967,4.833102158823528,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,73.49019607843138,7.923529411764706,25.10294117647059,8.548686976883017,1.5960352941176463,1991,63,410,36,40,665,238,510,0.135,0.735,0.13,0.3474,2,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,2,0,4,21,19,27,2,4,25,0,44,3,3,6,5,68,79,29,1,6,12,0,6,6,0,4,0,10,2,0,15,18,0,6,11,1,2,9,10,14,1,12,33,17,67,13,57,36,10,73,0,3,1,0,22,30,0,5,39,267,82,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721380375339756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243695339858999,0.0,0.11797677360498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772293586415879,0.0,0.05929227530116678,0.06438302648053539,0.0940102006353044,0.0,0.06561431642250999,0.0,0.0,0.0681968903914941,0.0841833607190521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819247216981654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328456309774181,0.08084761117781701,0.0,0.17296922458071995,0.12313096848420793,0.1706398994794223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002725683661202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967449703973314,0.0,0.05092995104800697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930084725451036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559550718274474,0.16526065136301002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967673380598548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208592459497593,0.07397024596923073,0.08764595962492308,0.0,0.06167133388170248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814953500919655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147018606236295,0.07734689318918916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303812100901726,0.06853826946431561,0.0,0.0,0.08475448548673105,0.12570870682109547,0.08698262450771142,0.16329518392798326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603019047185496,0.07728375413893011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834777202233955,0.06555555091272744,0.0,0.07296266350278771,0.0,0.07817670536387719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636015174862641,0.07785838964635496,0.0,0.12309578046456038,0.0,0.056684191819688964,0.0,0.0,0.14894524286085778,0.08200659220264019,0.0,0.0,0.07398843212787402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225124254478055,0.0,0.0,0.09047112390212862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053457864573714715,0.0,0.1611255677921695,0.0,0.07289319186588178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901366198799474,0.0,0.0,0.08201520898562215,0.0,0.0,0.04939817814170569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873497806997555,0.06585090230601677,0.14669716292214718,0.061320393002769286,0.0,0.0,0.06144611139189885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860319857364508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631752396925728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446680934040885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267458219809597,0.0,0.05797658087455763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049408511965248696,0.0,0.06121615373910162,0.2697782414574585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235213834456301,0.0,0.15064912086426918,0.0,0.0,0.06659765870069698,0.16984995214721466,0.0,0.0,0.06120575593194605,0.06185241185073528,0.0,0.06933050159716098,0.07148107346087425,0.06957913003799157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836217229985734,0.2806823646587733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430689094710453,0.0,0.04965584706484106 socialanxiety,inadequate_thought,2019/03/28,Anybody else work in a office setting surrounded by social people? It's super awkward. I'm basically surrounded by people conversing over me or around me while I'm right in the middle of it not doing anything. This just isn't my dynamic: the constant audience or having people around me at all times. Not shit I can do about it really.,3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,5.716875000000003,73.07395833333338,74.9375,8.641666666666666,27.854166666666664,9.2995712137729,3.057060416666668,270,11,43,7,6,93,48,64,0.059,0.836,0.106,0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,10,1,2,3,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188346363429588,0.4734614647581998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873717923711884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214724980523667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530793127352241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035915815724875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270995551408181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27296946290814605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710783118166806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550637285043021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359746918473475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PowerfulEmu4,2019/03/28,"Hate when we have to work in groups at college It's worse when you have to find your own group. I have no one :/ Today we were told to have a partner ready for tomorrow to do an experiment. Literally everyone has someone and I don't even know what to do. The very few people I do speak to sometimes are already working together or with someone else. Looks like I'm missing tomorrow. I'm such a loser :/",1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,3.361975308641977,86.98888888888894,83.44444444444446,6.562962962962962,26.28395061728395,7.793537801064563,1.7211580246913578,315,14,64,6,9,106,60,81,0.217,0.727,0.056,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,3,4,4,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,18,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,7,1,10,16,2,7,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,1,6,44,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262162901770784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984581145872648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691184616416728,0.0,0.0,0.22700701631107176,0.0,0.2323877157788732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171334330514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345498480235668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056151159345672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116064037453933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949782441847025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098265879629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470018230233238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025822754841648,0.0,0.2349614595854361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251872925586225,0.22700701631107176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960190082099211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459055987139468,0.0,0.2421027402281005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,queerasf0lk,2019/03/28,"Literally sitting in my car outside of work on the verge of having a panic attack bc I'm scared to go inside. I havent been in a couple months because of health issues and I'm so scared theyre gunna judge me, or tell me to leave, or that it's gunna be all new staff and I wont know anyone. Fuck meee",-1.1876285240464348,0.8481432388059709,1.7551243781094534,95.73859038142622,94.22388059701493,3.574792703150912,13.414593698175787,5.033348758259628,-1.2026769485903812,235,4,54,1,9,82,52,67,0.199,0.758,0.042,-0.8608,0,0,0,2,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,2,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724033977208403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805023339043736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030322702523352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27281855987643683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279445983204803,0.0,0.0,0.1401280975715961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208617852366084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573489298497778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550521738526175,0.0,0.0,0.26107585066505856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968051648861712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381332078940048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928992350183463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937074871254069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155079487785691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795016493622671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonimous101,2019/03/28,Imagine having an anxiety disorder... But you want to go into counselling as a profession!,4.928000000000001,8.477510133333336,7.001666666666669,58.2225,81.0,11.0,40.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,6.828333333333335,72,5,8,3,2,25,15,15,0.13,0.785,0.085,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772273645295908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149619107550587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453631291458804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679504199461471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lllcarus,2019/03/28,"If your introversion was result of abuse, does removing the abuser makes it easier to become more extroverted? I’m thinking of the case where the presence of abuse in your development contributed to an introverted personality, creating a tendency in you to avoid people, with an unconscious expectation that they’ll hurt you. If you are willing to become more extroverted, I’m wondering if removing the abuser from your life increases the likelihood of succeeding, or if the damage is done in forming your personality.",16.18689655172414,12.037524011494256,15.522298850574716,35.427586206896564,50.264367816091955,20.335632183908046,54.28735632183909,17.505862848430098,9.337018390804596,427,22,57,19,3,146,56,87,0.231,0.691,0.078,-0.9531,0,1,0,0,4,0,8.0,0,7,1,1,1,4,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,11,5,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,13,7,4,7,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,6,0,46,10,1,0.0,0.7859621146601509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36630936896095373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451256682582035,0.16970952066240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775326626206944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713605530879045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069793680882342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149709639684883,0.2896061249102271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062620868639478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984388599351456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PortlyChief,2019/03/28,"Help. So I got into university, I'm doing Industrial Electronics and I've been here for almost 2 months and nobody said a word to me besides the teachers... wtf am I doing wrong?",0.326666666666668,2.6464948571428586,3.5421428571428564,80.05702380952383,100.42857142857143,5.761904761904763,20.11904761904762,7.1686216300943375,1.276047619047619,140,5,25,3,6,50,30,35,0.194,0.73,0.076,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556798891825852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639554745769124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050191555916194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363226967681064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43286914835368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975399845188233,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Siemathebull,2019/03/28,"Spikey Spikey that's what i call my [anxiety](https://anxiety.So).So spikey and i have been together for let me count here let's say fifteen odd years, Spikey really likes attention and i give it all to him, i try to struggle my attention to somewhere else for example pizza recipies, i'm learning how to cook them in a pizzeria and i could really use that attention spikey... but it doesn't go the way i would like it to go, see spikey is a hog it really likes to take everything away from me, whell i give it really cause hes spikey i just want it to go away and fast so yeah... it really feels like im going no where with spikey.I tried to get into boxing to get rid of it, only thing i got rid of is my teeth well wisdom tooth anyway who needs that it's painfull to live with spikey, agonizing, i don't get into depression anymore, i try to face whatever spikey leaves me with after i give everything away, which is really not much barelly enough to live, i wish spiket would round up and become a wobly circle instead that would mean sooooooooo much to me i'd groove and dance and talk and do whatever's fun i'd enjoy again. How do i round spikey up ?",1.900304005722461,4.2167457596566535,3.1868079399141633,89.50636355507868,80.67381974248926,7.14513590844063,19.579577968526465,8.212053250817874,0.8978041487839771,914,23,193,19,24,296,125,233,0.047,0.794,0.159,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,1,4,1,16,5,3,4,1,34,36,12,0,7,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,17,13,2,0,6,2,0,5,4,2,1,0,2,5,24,8,30,28,4,19,0,1,3,0,10,9,0,0,8,115,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072122888003166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470796481300644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939479039862005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038850422737363,0.0,0.0,0.11105483357464188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631399387675455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311170071002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030884760432488,0.0,0.0,0.11170259008403777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431774083209225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466173652524123,0.0772310818061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944306283426375,0.31111591679565503,0.2457569501975659,0.0,0.08646239367018806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677323339648055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144688430471588,0.0,0.2210918018605157,0.0,0.21126088983700356,0.0,0.19091948796220806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177593303820694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589409730424045,0.0801593680727774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221962689133129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155335508005389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597037920383183,0.0,0.0,0.08614663472107671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301605933338307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128239886691932,0.08689165836036092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182094719373512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019101469605498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336903584958632,0.0,0.0,0.0637638302029611,0.08580965954815307,0.0,0.0,0.0972004454118652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431678018941572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038660121490195,0.0,0.0,0.06961684021919227 socialanxiety,monsieurninja,2019/03/28,"Started a new job a few days ago. Today arrived home exhausted from social anxiety... Help I haven't worked in an office for years. I was a remote worker for 2 years then a co-founder for another 2 years. When I realised I was feeling less and less comfortable around people, one possible solution I thought of was getting back to a normal job, with colleagues. I just did that, and I'm proud of myself for this. But today was the second day of work and to be honest I feel completely exhausted. My job doesn't even involve talking that much. I'm a developer. But the office is pretty small and whenever i open my mouth to ask a question, i feel like the whole office is listening to me. So i try to control the pitch of my voice, the speed of my speech, the volume, i try to control everything which makes me sound weird, non confident, quiet, mumbly, etc... Even when i don't have to talk, I'm sitting here trying to look like I'm relaxed and focused, while all I'm doing is thinking of who's seeing me right now and how i must make them uncomfortable just by being here. So I can't even get shit done. I'm inefficient af. I'm so jealous of those colleagues who can just speak loud, and laugh, and the whole office can hear but they don't give no shits. ""They're confident because they have been there for a long time"" you'll say, but no, i know that even after months, I'll still feel like that. In fact the more they see me like that, the more it feels weird to be loud and shit. It's almost like i have to stick to my reputation of shy and quiet guy.... The only times when I manage to relax, speak in my real voice, not to mumble, is when the office is almost empty, like 2 people max. When people start arriving, I hide in my shell and get tense. I can even feel it on my face, and my whole body is almost afraid to make a move. Sometimes I just want to get up and scream and dance and let it go! Yeah.. it sucks and it is exhausting... Please help... I'm willing to change... I'm tired of living like that... For real.... 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I hate one on one conversation unless I actually know the person. Although I get along with my boss it’s still hard for me to come up with the courage to bring it up. 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I'm a 20 year old woman whose been out of a job for several months now. My previous job was in sales and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was extremely toxic due to my boss and the entitled customers; I was constantly being insulted & belittled and I eventually quit because of it. Because of my previous job I've been hesitant to go back to retail, but I feel as though that's my only option. Working in such environments causes me to have panic attacks, and my depression worsens because of it. Every day I'd wake up dreading the day because I knew I'd have at least one panic attack. It's hard to justify making $10+ an hour at some retail store and being absolutely miserable because of it. But I need to save up enough money before I start school this coming Fall. Any advice would be much appreciated. I should also mention that I am a very small, weak person so I'm unable to do strenuous physical jobs. 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Everytime I come up to a group of people who are all friends with each other I just get side stares and an awkward silence before continuing their own conversations or giving responses. I went to Target to get some snacks when I noticed a group of people who shared a mutual friend with me (he wasn’t there). Asked them what they were doing and everyone turned and the noise they projected left. Just silence. I confirmed they knew who I was and they just nodded. One of them responded and said they were just messing around while everyone else continued talking to each other. This has happened multiple times. How would you approach a group of people?",4.4076509186351736,7.052661307086617,4.518602362204724,81.51653871391078,73.7244094488189,7.697900262467193,27.11876640419948,8.59863814320734,2.269100262467192,554,21,95,11,12,172,80,127,0.013,0.893,0.094,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,8,0,9,5,0,1,7,0,9,1,0,2,1,22,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,7,2,17,3,13,11,5,13,0,0,1,0,26,4,0,2,5,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905661775583875,0.17753649068990354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159603343073373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358721842287666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864210919473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629266754296071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29344183567218,0.0,0.1984361118504353,0.18217515615879587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793326386960208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633344338695284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620925931444615,0.0,0.0,0.12868523208704846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266276838221264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806441104340187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152639263144089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073572583540636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656321386967375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604478056690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349037859762923,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JordanLeigh7,2019/03/28,"What is wrong with me? Do I just hate being approached randomly? If you want to tell me I'm a jerk, go right ahead because now I feel like I am. I'm on my university campus. A little while ago, I was sitting in one of the areas where people just hang out and get some work done. I was sitting and this guy just randomly came up to me and asked me what my name was and shook my hand. Any time this happens, I sort of freeze-up and feel kinda paralyzed. We were talking a little but I had my earbuds on. I wasn't feeling it. I know that was rude to have my earbuds on but I just nervous, I guess. Once I got a good look at him, he wasn't bad looking. Not at all. He said ""Well, I've got a class right now. Nice to meet you."" I said ""See you around"" as he was leaving then he turned around and came back and said ""How about I get your number."" I turned it down. He took it well. But, I feel like I probably should've accepted. I'm 23 y/o and never been in a relationship and I think I'm realizing the reason. I'm kinda crippled by anxiety and shyness. I rarely approach guys I find attractive. I've only been on one real date and I was fine then, not too nervous. But whenever some guy just comes over to me randomly and I'm not expecting it, even if he seems gentle, I really feel terrible anxiety. And this happens kinda often. In general, I feel terrible about this.",0.5686295005807196,2.597611675958192,2.9012787456446003,91.30113995354242,83.80836236933798,6.335377468060393,21.41335656213705,7.554174236665415,0.7857313356562137,1049,34,236,18,30,359,148,287,0.117,0.765,0.118,0.3582,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,0,2,19,19,3,3,8,0,18,1,1,2,2,67,56,24,0,4,14,0,7,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,11,21,0,0,13,0,0,9,6,10,2,2,21,13,39,9,28,34,3,43,0,0,3,0,24,21,0,14,13,150,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921540213950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069617620743214,0.0,0.159057806271909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509238747104254,0.0971883069744244,0.0,0.0,0.0799386095253882,0.08680202585831563,0.06337288189580673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780445462928285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955209568124524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638689012706988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866441622107305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315390955912756,0.14853769300320088,0.0,0.0,0.09501730294444016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862932841799204,0.0,0.05908270602997751,0.08719648286856896,0.1662921739143394,0.0,0.11452335481866704,0.3088094092958512,0.18386247848825008,0.0,0.0,0.10263870308701678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713354468550519,0.0,0.0,0.11007833549220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157893837661053,0.2083899062192497,0.0,0.0,0.17459996789199195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018014687911335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071371154762401,0.14089159688298789,0.07906605353964186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207258180788978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208616398080304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832892384563505,0.06659926025233293,0.10688790916202237,0.0,0.11161383608807496,0.0,0.17756206991879675,0.2966685078052237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284243909448775,0.09464102687862004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355888699359827,0.09086537964523524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661319244638203,0.0,0.0,0.06061975019166702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550307683360925,0.0,0.226156650513665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131813781377673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694455111476194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568391610931742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366363664555565,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,XxPgMkIlLeR123xX,2019/03/28,"While speaking to strangers or authority figures, I blush and can’t speak Hi, I’m 21 and I’ve been trying to get over this thing but I don’t know what to do when it happens. At uni we have a project to make and we are a team of 4, and each week we have a meeting with a tutor/supervisor so he can help us. But when I first tried to speak to him (nothing hard, just telling him what we did last week on the project), I felt I turned red af, and I had to makes pauses after each sentence because my throat tightens, and I have to swallow. I guess these are symptoms of fear, panic, that my brain thinks I’m in danger maybe? I don’t really know. (It may be related to the fact that my parents beat me when I was a kid, but idk for sure, it may be other traumas, but idk how to revert the damage) And so I stopped speaking and now at each meeting he tells me ""I feel you’re a little tense"" and looks at me and smiles. I know he does it so I can express myself and talk because he wants me to improve myself during this project, but it makes things worse.. x) And when I think about it in my bed I’m like ""Ah fuck what’s wrong with me, I’m really fucked up"" and can’t think of anything to do in that situation... So yeah if you’ve been in a situation like that, I’d appreciate any kind of advice. I know this is the moment to improve myself and overcome my anxiety but idk how...",1.4052901023890776,2.866228955631404,3.1569092150170666,93.30370511945395,78.55631399317407,5.916668941979522,22.982798634812287,6.55674776486733,0.3719560136518778,1056,33,248,9,25,352,149,293,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,5,0,0,3,13,12,3,2,11,2,23,6,2,5,2,54,47,33,0,2,9,1,3,2,0,2,1,4,1,1,20,23,1,1,10,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,6,9,36,4,32,37,3,24,0,1,2,2,26,11,2,5,15,161,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386879896996444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620142099819866,0.0,0.09697136151511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431301117481134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454393052718635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150653219087567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109288830928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264069512749694,0.0640938685987981,0.0,0.12170986578988033,0.0,0.0,0.1078223342348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437590039882225,0.06622707884677997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964087525588365,0.0,0.11209380594669062,0.0,0.11355242301656447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496482629276751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200145355125525,0.2786568101846999,0.10332664712091914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385746020916695,0.127047225192727,0.0,0.0,0.10644681329276272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538406604069968,0.0,0.12734786280422428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163002564948815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487260211398416,0.14075242670842045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162411920393975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849680085742222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597737305830242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947017989978645,0.13175259465110606,0.0,0.10188521052032297,0.22158835923396486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684279587404184,0.24366884409376066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212398604824222,0.13787891855190215,0.0,0.0,0.15247715749306456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476657007589692,0.0,0.20335909880845876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917968033911487,0.0,0.13859260175431928,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notalive27,2019/03/28,"Anyone feel as if people are talking shit about you all the time? Long story short, dropped out of school due to rlly bad SA including being extremely paranoid all the damn time. Feel like people judge me for being a loser who dropped out and family is awfully ashamed of me. I do plan on gng back to school but its just so hard when im just too sensitive to what others think about me. Being a big coward who avoids confrontation at all costs too, any advice on how just not to give a shit and how to stand up for myself?",7.551142857142858,5.861693257142861,7.434285714285719,79.16571428571429,64.04761904761904,10.685714285714287,30.523809523809533,9.3871,2.361152380952381,412,10,84,6,5,132,74,105,0.236,0.7490000000000001,0.015,-0.9718,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,12,9,4,2,5,1,6,2,2,2,3,19,10,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,6,1,18,7,3,17,0,1,0,0,5,8,3,1,7,58,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749671499949807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439884647426085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484734404764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327676578084746,0.17729547873696813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017576024763514,0.0,0.21473151102538546,0.15169612189969647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203696391553928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021541301844505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293642175360401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103738860533454,0.0,0.0,0.1879146930788512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944203840656093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297999190730127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359290191680371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067128014315794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605924203032496,0.0,0.0,0.2476349491817166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anthonyybayn,2019/03/28,Anyone of you guys ever get Subway? I really want a subway but I can't order it bc I'm too anxious ahahahaha like bro I just want some meat in bread why you gotta ask so many questions,-2.095304878048782,-0.6359258048780454,1.6624085365853674,92.27214939024392,111.92682926829269,4.001219512195123,12.442073170731707,5.985473137389443,-0.6773682926829268,146,3,32,2,8,53,35,41,0.064,0.77,0.165,0.4471,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599861740644308,0.0,0.2228089584512273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978967001002725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882390690511597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648257119215154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315515678970712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567732108989346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230632165714449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35696328072269845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413669582195867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758985309997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753395850706875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SamuraiY2J,2019/03/28,"Do you ever forget to buy something important and just can't go back to the store to get it? This happens to me sometimes. Most of the time I manage to survive from it but this time I literally forgot to buy food. The only reason I went in there in the first place is because I'm hungry and I forgot to buy food. How? And now I can't go back because the same cashier will be there and it would be awkward. There are no other stores nearby either, so the only solution here is getting some pizza from the nearby pizza place, although I've been there recently too and I feel like they judge me if I go there more than once a week.",3.690222222222221,4.4942796461538475,4.8387179487179495,86.09850427350429,71.76923076923076,7.008547008547009,25.213675213675213,6.937597516519254,0.9665726495726495,494,14,102,4,9,163,79,130,0.049,0.885,0.066,0.4949,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,14,2,0,1,8,0,11,4,0,2,1,20,22,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,2,2,0,5,4,3,1,0,1,4,1,11,1,13,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,10,78,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726632526395888,0.0,0.21615907769032788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603766717819456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964746447602534,0.1266621059407174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081003985797398,0.4287801747970446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852623293947643,0.0,0.3022885229652251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678450538678929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661910653026357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881714906980526,0.0,0.2696870443392908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37047845756012815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822924188511546,0.17506090986466585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649307115225404,0.17535278062694554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676839839464287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221818705018607,0.0,0.0,0.16435751447396238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594778944760815,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Disastrousitem,2019/03/28,"Just massively embarrassed myself in email, feeling incredibly upset To keep it short, my the head admin of my university subject's division just emailed everyone in every year of the subject program about a change to the number of lecture hours per week of a 4th year class (I'm 1st year). In the email she said to reply directly if we had objections. I was an idiot and replied because I thought she was talking about one of my classes, and I remember our lecturer saying that they were cutting the hours, which I think is a bad idea, so I said as such, and suggested the hour be taken away from a non-core class to accommodate the changes they want to make. So like 10 minutes later I get an email basically saying ""uh... this is a 4th year class, don't worry about it"" and I immediately knew what I'd done. The names of my class and this class are similar bar one word, and I assumed they meant the same thing. I'm so beyond embarrassed right now. I know it's such a small thing, but I feel awful and I want to cry. I know this seems like such a small thing, but it's really set me off in a huge way, and it's completely ruined my week. I was doing so well...",9.866538461538463,5.902183346153848,9.82948717948718,70.89884615384616,61.69230769230769,13.476923076923079,39.67521367521368,11.20814326018867,4.093182905982905,909,32,189,18,9,303,131,234,0.105,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.8909,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,3,0,15,10,2,3,19,1,12,2,1,1,0,33,31,16,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,14,9,1,1,12,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,12,6,27,3,24,18,1,25,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,3,13,121,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431248280222724,0.0,0.11047588500290932,0.08065681812601827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799393635712568,0.0,0.13872773436552752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533969218057682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540220661070396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147946634876768,0.12643080656124636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380292541884767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912811697412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579138001953606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909051584261837,0.0,0.0,0.14936534849355634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760593419645,0.0,0.0,0.1454316036998294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292829632009904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832000027260364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931751824004333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476313938715177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988491307616594,0.11299463706784148,0.251720053982548,0.21044132455485684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045284771424535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634823207402716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370876919827035,0.08478087136347824,0.0,0.10504179642511843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560833511596752,0.10502395465826783,0.21226712418808905,0.0,0.11896533823177124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437034311438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408211107762025 socialanxiety,dsfmsdf,2019/03/28,I feel like when I look people in the eyes they can see im weak So I'll look people in the eyes and something in me just kind of flickers from almost confident to do that simple move to like they're thinking about me..,7.6568085106382995,4.583018617021279,7.634574468085108,82.18250000000003,64.95744680851064,10.251063829787237,32.01063829787234,7.1686216300943375,1.8563276595744682,173,4,39,1,2,56,34,47,0.059,0.779,0.162,0.6133,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,3,8,7,0,5,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833878542765233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430954409067585,0.2021782768949663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056931298049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29470535340105963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276523141225312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753045498499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007887066513053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923989960171697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255177288843284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787048090437314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133768197129715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lacklustereded,2019/03/28,"Am I the only one that makes up conversations with people I want to talk to but can’t? Like the other day I was walking home from work and a lady stepped out in front of me that had a cool grocery bag with a pineapple on it. Then I ended up creating scenarios of talking to her about it but as soon as I tried to build up the nerve to act it out, I panicked and slowed down and made up excuses on to why she wouldn’t want to talk about it. Am I the only one to do this? 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For me it was the first time I tried alcohol. It was like my anxiety was almost completely gone. No other drug has come close so far. Second place is currently amphetamine I think, only tried it once, felt a bit more confident but the anxiety wasn't gone. Benzos don't really help I feel, and phenibut was just trash. 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I cant gauge if someones being serious or not so I end up over analysing EVERYTHING. Also because its more casual i cant tell if someone’s ignoring me or just hasnt had time to respond yet.,1.9918965517241392,3.647321293103453,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,77.44827586206897,7.398620689655173,28.84137931034483,8.238735603445708,2.0417613793103446,217,10,46,4,5,74,45,58,0.141,0.821,0.038,-0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,9,6,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287142629914018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434307222575515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533112949098427,0.0,0.0,0.18890044003761747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703854553123523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282365994572856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269811443433633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298761336778113,0.2499767877426785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676902122502885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bhawston,2019/03/28,"Seeing a new doctor feels impossible For starters, I’d like to apologize if this sub isn’t the correct place for this, thank you for understanding! Long story short, I finally have health insurance again for the first time in nearly 3 years. One of my biggest problems I have been dealing with most of my life is chronic insomnia, I’ve never been able to get medication for it, so I’ve been stuck with OTC medicine that doesn’t work for shit. I work a graveyard shift, which makes it even worse because trying to get my body to rest in the middle of the day feels nearly impossible. But I have absolutely no idea how to convey this as my only medical issue to a new doctor. The very thought of it makes my chest clench, which sucks because I’m averaging 1-3 hours of sleep a night, and then working 12 hour shifts. Does anyone have any recommendations on how to actually deal with the anxiety of having to go through with it? I know I NEED to get it done, if not for my health, than my sanity. But anxiety is a fickle bitch that tells me I’d be better off not doing a damn thing.",9.254870197300104,6.419323261682247,9.177725856697824,71.61363966770513,61.71028037383178,12.50176531671859,36.86188992731049,10.746095033038511,3.6161584631360335,854,28,172,16,9,281,129,214,0.122,0.823,0.055,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,5,8,4,0,12,0,15,13,4,4,2,26,32,10,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,6,3,15,3,35,25,2,26,0,0,1,0,5,10,4,3,16,109,28,5,0.12219651253243373,0.0,0.11924616917280685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309781881901822,0.0,0.1869599952414977,0.0,0.0,0.08544264277311175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897971970549573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807288514067648,0.0,0.13573277819169569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880664151816227,0.2519584775801592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501466169730621,0.10693499158489923,0.12504945804365394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070964406491532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357245666157138,0.0,0.0,0.13386030656093612,0.0,0.10394029113597077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915279029694032,0.0,0.06944709409191846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977835731088056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406779004629045,0.0,0.0,0.13794498883849188,0.0,0.12754141143321074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715600757294253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631101058186336,0.0596990436390845,0.0,0.0,0.108140068291205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313424197373996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246200261302592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060716569641143,0.09424548364105703,0.23603630651698085,0.0,0.11467314919291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828035193625781,0.09293595416665887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276693473944767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692555949404787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737479965253897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543296410347346,0.0,0.0,0.12228476139238505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068051379826576,0.11250213112064028,0.0,0.0,0.08118193318275367,0.0,0.0,0.09701038146784892,0.07125376913598509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296341081977608,0.0,0.0,0.12721087903773715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008249202933238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26688154943115583,0.0,0.12452868581067565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869054770085089 socialanxiety,3yearstillfreedom,2019/03/28,"Anyone else cry when you socialise too much? I hope it's not just me but I found that when I interact with new people or go to a new place I end up feeling like to cry by the end of it, even if I had fun. Anyone know why this could be? 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It's my last semester of college and I'm still too nervous to start a conversation with my classmates. Everyone seems to get along and they are all quite outgoing which kind of intimidates me. I always want to talk to them but I get to nervous that I will say something stupid or being creepy. ,3.977512437810944,6.297618417910449,4.615746268656718,81.85904228855723,73.77611940298506,8.048756218905472,29.07711442786069,8.841846274778883,2.461171144278607,282,12,53,6,6,90,48,67,0.153,0.767,0.08,-0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,2,5,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,11,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068586127391057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608947741140297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772594026697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755197032660896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597708713377023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888302189943296,0.0,0.20264560676987725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442117192252657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770004101781485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631993012010634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138766170443114,0.0,0.0,0.3519266698637355,0.0,0.1985356382034102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996372839352007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663320045023734,0.1973304453173617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,benhound1,2019/03/28,"Walking anxiety I always get terribly anxious when I’m walking alone in a public place, I feel like everyone is judging me for walking awkwardly. This is coupled by the fact that my friends have told me I walk weird as well. I’ve tried looking in a mirror and made an effort to fix the way I walk but it looks totally normal to me as is, but it must not be considering everyone brings it up. It’s to the point where I’ve been regularly skipping class and avoiding walking to the bathroom as often as I can because I’m terrified of people judging me for walking oddly. I also have zero clue what normal people do with their eyes when they walk, so some genuine advice on that as opposed to advice on how to get over the anxiety on that second part would be helpful. Like am I supposed to avoid eye contact? Look at everyone I walk past? Stare straight ahead without looking around? I’d watch other people but the thought of getting caught staring is mortifying to me. Does anyone who’s been through this before have any advice?",5.6792230382682645,6.553984351758796,6.330753768844223,76.9388983378431,67.29145728643215,8.535137224584462,34.90568225744105,8.617729084823388,3.0269084654039435,822,39,144,12,13,269,122,199,0.118,0.8109999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8131,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,9,9,0,3,9,0,16,2,2,2,3,24,31,15,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,11,2,5,1,2,6,10,16,4,31,21,3,29,0,0,9,0,8,13,0,2,6,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37178159105897934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134744349512706,0.0,0.10141803975771738,0.10552453624253974,0.0,0.0,0.08624206073079574,0.0,0.1940341574905013,0.14327068799697945,0.0,0.08867560775676986,0.0,0.0,0.11289683387011458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730839519675667,0.0,0.10791461927061377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032409989704833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109811806083332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635463059084617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641240857071799,0.09060035088183196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798094452673203,0.0,0.1987749049767944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500488303174827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391585291319393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42598799093049533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000030606387654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851366954255985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733387965380206,0.12106419704692885,0.2637634018166812,0.0,0.13250007964030458,0.0,0.11988604738291228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006810446889024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211821019694872,0.0,0.08610256702328227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066394361307593,0.0,0.0,0.11402655840412855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225011302113335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008940623555656,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_alien_incognito_,2019/03/28,"tips for managing? I’m new to this group, but not new to anxiety. It’s at its worst when I’m in public, especially when I’m in any of my college classes. I start sweating to the point where my hands are almost dripping, my papers get that wet hand print where I’ve touched it, and I can’t wear form-fitting shirts because I’ll pit them out. In class I can’t keep my focus on my professor, no matter how much I try to redirect my thoughts. I get hyper aware of how I’m sitting, how I’m breathing (too loudly? too shallow?too irregularly?) and feel like everyone is staring at me and thinking or talking negatively about me. These anxiety thoughts divert my attention from the lecture until I catch myself, and then I get anxiety over my anxiety and start an awful string of thoughts that I’m never going to catch up in the class material. Walking to my classes, or anywhere in public, I avoid eye contact like the plague, and mostly just look at nothing on my phone, and I can’t stop thinking that I am the center of negative attention in everyone’s mind. I know it’s egotistical to even fathom that anyone would consciously think of me even in passing for a second, and that I only think this because I am the center of my anxiety’s attention. But even with the ability to recognize and point out the illogical logic of my anxiety thoughts, this doesn’t stop them. It’s like trying to control someone else’s thinking—I can’t. At least not with my current skill set. This has become an increasing debilitating problem: I put off starting college and achieving my goals because of it. But now at age 22 I’ve been at my job for almost four years and I simply can’t continue to live like this; not when I know I am smart enough to be achieving so much more. The last thing I want to have in life is more regrets, and to feel like I haven’t lived up to my potential. Who else has similar anxiety thoughts, and what tools have helped you? I’ve started taking some college classes, but last quarter I dropped them because I was having panic attacks every morning just thinking about going to them. I’m retaking them this quarter because I NEED to get my degree, but I could really use some advice on what to do to help with this anxiety. TLDR: looking for tips to ease anxiety in classroom setting ",7.0902752976190495,6.566681167410718,7.625267857142859,73.64056547619047,64.33482142857143,10.591666666666667,37.63988095238096,10.02789654360092,3.773410416666666,1825,85,335,35,24,605,209,448,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.112,-0.4738,2,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,5,5,19,12,1,2,12,1,24,8,7,5,1,72,62,29,0,6,12,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,23,18,0,5,19,0,0,8,14,6,0,4,7,11,50,6,62,52,11,63,0,1,4,0,15,30,0,7,26,230,73,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547322051194462,0.0,0.0,0.15467954022811947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052522498882204914,0.0,0.5317615824687029,0.0,0.0,0.05400455960603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786604679044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540892146474354,0.08530007127669058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662570301939967,0.061665921982707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290399876216665,0.0,0.0,0.07980447776781302,0.0,0.15303911403794251,0.0,0.06507388103911088,0.14760284625162867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810474822467041,0.1103535047190537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140855379979807,0.0,0.08778894497241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353808422907253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664389346318301,0.06865008258516737,0.0,0.0,0.08489275369225367,0.1259137876166534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054553416939631935,0.18866577952133326,0.0,0.13639997086065356,0.0,0.12971602016398862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798540758244954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355333246985926,0.05726882879289695,0.0595684505266147,0.14918823166945275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410913662724067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058740754188337886,0.0,0.0906187182138836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602421918734398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390353507596277,0.0,0.0776425819273032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947876617676384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654410276360055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866953186001867,0.0,0.0,0.12914396058761068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058071163689305726,0.06207862693793295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051311551319209336,0.24744558429437316,0.0,0.3065801079150134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487509092232217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670630591515025,0.0,0.0,0.04555524778784855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054865580648351765,0.0,0.0,0.04973685546018359 socialanxiety,Htbrd,2019/03/28,"New here. Depressed [F29] need advice/support. Social anxiety disorder + fear of intimacy: is there hope? \*english is not my first language, please be kind **Has anyone overcome social anxiety + crippling fear of intimacy, enough to have a fulfilling social and professional life? Please tell me about it.**  29 years old female, good looking, well-traveled, professional photographer and pastry cook. I have heard my share of « you’re beautiful, talented, you have it all » and « you still not having a boyfriends is unthinkable ».  I have experienced anxiety and depression for as far as I can remember. Most people around me have no idea, except for the few people that actually managed to get close to me and stick there.  My father left my mother for another men when I was 8yo. Still in my life but I carry a lot of resentment, even if he does nothing wrong and everyone in the family gets along. I have a hard time letting people get close to me, especially men. I tend to just let my stress level build to unmanageable extremes, then I crash, need days, sometimes weeks, to get back up and do it all over again. I crave, among other things, meaningfull relationships but can’t seem to get there. I don’t feel like an adult, most of my friends are buying houses and having kids, and I am devastated to think that I will never be able to have a family of my own. I have compulsively read about dating, relationships, and intimacy but I am not going anywhere.  I have managed to avoid a lot of things in my life without much harm-or I thought so- up until now. I can’t take it anymore. Please help/show me there is hope. 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I can't take this anymore. Literally everything scares me now. My social anxiety just keep getting worse. I took meds for depression a while back but never taken anything for social anxiety. Im wondering what you guys take and what's the effect it has on you. Im scared of human interaction starting from my family to neighbors to strangers. It sucks so bad.,2.6031381381381387,5.470923608108108,4.040990990990991,80.7353903903904,83.18918918918921,7.613213213213212,25.78978978978979,8.515128840125781,2.439755555555556,313,13,55,8,9,103,55,74,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,8,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,1,1,1,5,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415697671979174,0.0,0.15658376111420022,0.0,0.0,0.12992944221621774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140712704261468,0.1318309718358298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598982415225688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190072356058847,0.0,0.14884398180605904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249064347065291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126704639050045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34109507944080497,0.0,0.0,0.14033926588024495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507588410722921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177396299789775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161494699227256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218965191237519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117548603584722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561393158205551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542082363213066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122421253094253,0.0,0.0,0.16090268724006912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,leloz00,2019/03/28,Social Anxiety and Gym I would love to restart going to the gym but I have never been able to make a routine of going because I’m always afraid of people watching me and judging in case I’m not doing something right. I overthink and worry what people are thinking off me over any little thing and it ruins the whole experience for me. Does anyone have any advice on how to overcome this ? ,4.177149122807016,5.924327328947372,5.18684210526316,80.43622807017546,71.76315789473685,6.119298245614036,27.14035087719298,6.42735559955562,1.348919298245614,311,11,53,2,6,102,56,76,0.117,0.85,0.033,-0.7543,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,11,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,11,11,1,9,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,39,10,0,0.22510340360512385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996844075403751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730406445715087,0.0,0.0,0.3061560671522115,0.0,0.17220348762280954,0.0,0.0,0.15739753371553222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722094550342934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969895054399117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019432268243164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558629035575273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561274719832905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031646103772753,0.0,0.15025826986299565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361362204491734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121167137960406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922370767346745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294645720353634,0.0,0.17329559765249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954869899278975,0.14423717175310072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131991121913194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286034331402401,0.0,0.15990699938891306,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkQuasar,2019/03/29,"I need my brain to just shut up now... I just got out of a long relationship that was ultimately emotionally abusive. I've had social anxiety for a long time, but it was dulled by the relationship since I had a comfortable environment to stay in and someone to stay in it with. Now, though, I'm on my own in my own place. I feel a lot better. I'm less stressed and my anxiety has gone down a lot (I hadn't realized how bad things had gotten in my relationship until I left). But now that it's been a few weeks my brain is starting to be stupid. Telling me things like no one likes me and I'm just a burden or whatever. I make posts on Facebook (after several attempts) asking people if anyone wants to do things or have dinner, etc. No one responds, which kind of justifies me not wanting to try in the first place. I'm not miserable, but I'm disheartened by the idea that this is going to keep up. I don't really like going places or doing whatever but I don't want to stay in all the time either. I don't want to turn into a recluse or be the guy who inserts himself into everyone's business. I'd like there to be an organic give-and-take with meeting up with people. My anxiety is better than it was, but it's not gone by a long shot and now that I have some down/alone time my brain is telling me stupid crap. PS - it took a very long time to hit that submit button.",3.7366315789473683,4.281309680701753,5.248070175438598,84.15315789473686,71.49122807017544,8.807017543859649,26.929824561403517,8.99025400887824,1.853350877192983,1069,34,234,20,19,362,139,285,0.139,0.7509999999999999,0.11,-0.5513,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,3,2,16,0,23,5,4,2,1,42,47,17,0,6,17,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,10,1,1,3,0,0,5,9,9,0,3,13,1,24,8,38,30,10,46,0,3,0,0,12,20,1,8,21,160,41,0,0.0,0.10762780562376932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408044888372047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208471746572191,0.0,0.0,0.06351582307807263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492097548785227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584567464633105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160677105233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304214702735784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218017185273708,0.0,0.0,0.10130803325590562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867993030285748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593026409237621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726649045730641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713978692796456,0.10325030215513573,0.0,0.07265119675619762,0.0,0.0,0.08994359195951493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254469221930013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074071025823296,0.0,0.09459347289734946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869541309562477,0.0,0.0,0.17751482260581453,0.0,0.0,0.3215539792454254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544539068007593,0.0,0.0,0.060634861673779385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735499417148105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231079356953212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595082975701322,0.0,0.2847181484004529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699739462737224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058192948549723976,0.0,0.0,0.2925770434822427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262073078822696,0.0,0.07514187366847981,0.0,0.0,0.09259758279583226,0.07696647771406105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429538264688077,0.2904626651355963,0.0,0.0,0.10405426395340804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587922851578846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104556944232397,0.0,0.08924756661538255,0.0,0.21187274396953848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092401300024333,0.06167282696972742,0.09880531914060264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495060535775959,0.21431368609455376,0.0,0.07286451354907987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,z7iro,2019/03/29,"I Feel Like my Social Anxiety is Getting Worse I think my social anxiety is getting worse, and I'm not entirely sure why. Is it because I don't get out very often? Is it because almost all of my IRL friends have disappeared? I don't know. I can't debate in my philosophy class, or contribute to class discussions without looking and feeling like an idiot. I don't think I can act anymore, and I used to be such a great actor. I've lost my desire to meet new friends. My job has me wound up like a jack-in-the-box at the end of the night, having to deal not only with co-workers I feel like I'm letting down, but lines of five customers with their arms crossed giving me the stink-eye as if they're *this close* to Speaking With My Manager. And when I do mess up, I *cannot stop apologizing*. Even when I know it was a minor mistake I just keep saying ""I'm sorry, I'm sorry"" like a child who's afraid of getting spanked. I'm slowly regressing back into a little kid. Maybe not slowly anymore, I think the process is accelerating. My friends are worried that I'm going to break. Now I'm worried I'm going to break. Is this all in my head? I don't know if I'm actually worsening, or if I'm just forgetting my achievements.",1.2142383703253259,3.353300446640315,3.3631027667984235,88.28237990270603,82.08300395256917,6.105746427485558,24.750532076619027,7.321109707123232,1.1858186074794772,955,38,200,14,26,325,134,253,0.152,0.742,0.107,-0.7914,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,1,1,10,0,21,3,2,1,3,42,51,13,0,5,12,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,7,10,0,2,9,1,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,6,28,10,24,47,2,25,0,1,1,0,16,10,0,7,13,115,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.11008697099199108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296362153358196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259975490690296,0.0,0.2237558044137983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867444656447356,0.0,0.13753671246114907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630287918246394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991679705535676,0.0,0.0,0.07451040403715069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711214399541529,0.2417759619068481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614718031543805,0.0,0.2357557406342552,0.10821830377766443,0.12822584215172486,0.0,0.0,0.12437419605870095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577632506696263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194721372026982,0.10027133434665078,0.0,0.0,0.18599343296907453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535658488444125,0.0,0.27556805098793136,0.113065958790566,0.0,0.0,0.0947325767004282,0.0,0.12314620625017784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333351189722285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895327794948216,0.0,0.10586520083899953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579762152049995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897115972887236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299926060723701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525646875400829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431479732647016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632275058947173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685362622486595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974322251564658,0.0,0.09308064277952592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017941110290362,0.0,0.0,0.10874549006054124,0.0,0.08212753386357899,0.2291294855613347,0.22992748392016016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ninjaoliver2017,2019/03/29,"I think i have socail anexiety can you help ne out Hi can someone help me put i think i Have social anxiety but i dont know if i do because when im sat in class i worry that people are judgeing me and i get realy self conscious about it also i have pserisis so that does not help also i worrie that peoole are talking behind my back all the time and i phisicaly cant talk to girls becasue i get so scared that ill say something and get humiliated. Also once i walked out of history class because i had to go to another class to get a pen because mine ran out and teacher didnt have one and no one else did . So i walked out because i was scared to go to another lesson to get a pen. So do i have socail anxiety?",0.8476470588235259,2.7426447450980405,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,81.94117647058823,6.171503267973857,23.271895424836607,7.3011,0.9515511111111112,558,20,121,8,15,195,82,153,0.179,0.774,0.047,-0.9691,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,2,3,0,17,1,0,0,1,18,29,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,6,1,22,0,15,23,1,14,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,83,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185214771959726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784358235449352,0.20313298179165906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208972758879943,0.0,0.32373444009957714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618540998809955,0.0,0.15560208732522987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109099006402064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468267277911844,0.0,0.15090923896778227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26697302547777746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341128313566315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296534237655541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141392660184465,0.17993288638285615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204401086126092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346763597426747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055817504977356,0.26584611668164626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850507181437355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533936907011934,0.112493158232196,0.10221062293356532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342637960422536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014363174559832,0.0,0.0,0.07741758107016943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696629299593596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,that_70s_office,2019/03/29,"Anxiety is back I'll start this off by mentioning that recently, my social anxiety has been going really well, and I was almost normal. Then, Model UN comes around the corner and is gonna screw me over so bad. Basically, Model UN is my grade doing a UN meeting representing the security council and the workload us enormous, like 10 pages per person kind of enormous. This stresses me out so much, and as expected, anxiety comes busting through the door and messes up my life. Now I'm back to the levels of anxiety I had a couple years ago, I can't talk or do anything like I used to and a bunch of really bad habits have popped back into my life and I'm freaking out. Anyways that's my vent, have a nice day or smtg.",6.149877622377622,5.816660517482521,7.3071241258741235,74.51145541958044,66.2027972027972,10.506643356643359,32.560314685314694,10.125756701596842,3.172511188811189,566,21,108,12,8,193,93,143,0.153,0.764,0.084,-0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,9,12,1,1,9,0,12,3,0,1,0,19,20,13,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,13,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,3,0,12,6,15,16,3,24,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,3,12,72,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761647256193227,0.0,0.1554567381109357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750519597779983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775447207991628,0.13820211574179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35812445179879115,0.2592483416136229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674618715844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177707142475607,0.0,0.10012101639275067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823004650443589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166512520630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931009719149203,0.1516909948622234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141238889212952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210840616244878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555507574905276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989095024267493,0.0,0.15328698622387174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825404605594678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988412590660153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783410519806184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478109045248288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674217665069665,0.13408295258320532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395850625920681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997352335457252 socialanxiety,Darduk,2019/03/29,"I can't sneeze in public. Everytime I'm pretty much everywhere except home, and feel the need to sneeze I try to suppress it. I heard it's bad to do that and you could pop a blood vessel or something, though I don't know if it's true.. .. But I still do it. For some reason I'm embarrassed by my sneezes, especially in complete silence, I hate that, it's like an annoying disturbance. And the worst part is I feel like I look weird trying to hold in a sneeze, sometimes I try to play it off by pretending I was just sniffing and scratching my nose. I think this was caused by a couple instances when I used to have really bad allergies and when I sneezed, mucus just came shooting out my nostrils. But my allergies are much better now and that won't happen, at least not often. I'm just rambling here and I'm p high from an edible I ate like 2 hours ago. I'll probably delete this later. 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I have a job interview for an on campus job that I have been wanting since I transferred to my current university 3 months ago. I have a horrible time with fighting and trembling my words. 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I think I may be suffering from social anxiety, but I don't know how to start the conversation about it or how to cope with the fear that comes with asking for help. Around november, my what I call 'people fear' got so intense that I started feeling it around my friends and immediate family. I've always been shy, but it had never gotten this overwhelming before. Normally, it would only happen around classmates, teachers, or strangers. But this time, the pain in my chest, the 'deer in headlights' feeling, didn't go away after talking to my friends. It would linger and I'd stay up all night thinking about what I'd said or did. I don't know how to describe what I was feeling in words, but this fear was terrifying. My heart starts racing, it feels like I'm having trouble breathing, I sweat through layers of clothing, I start shaking and I can't stop. I feel incredibly dizzy with no medical answer. I have been diagnosed with chronic migraines, but this dizziness only happens when I'm afraid and it has no other accompanying migraine symptoms. I went into the doctor one time to ask about it assuming I was anemic or something- all my tests were fine. He had no idea what it was. Afterwards, the fear just kept getting worse, and around Christmas break it hit its peak. I locked myself in my room all day and night, and my mom started getting concerned. Eventually, I told her about it, but she's not very good with anything to do with mental health. She has a lot of negative misconceptions about it and around my friend who has bipolar disorder. She seemed freaked out about it all and assumed I was depressed. She made me run a mile everyday and took me to do retail therapy in the mall. During this time, my friend's mental health had been progressively getting worse. I didn't know it at the time, but my friend had attempted suicide. Fortunately, she survived, but with everything that was going on, this hit me really hard. I told my mom about this too because she noticed that I cried on the bus ride home. My mom assumed this was why I was feeling the way I was, and told me I should try to keep away from her. She thought I was saying this because of my friend's struggles. I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is me just being shy, anxiety, or if I'm just overrreacting. This feeling has always been my 'secret'. I've pushed myself so hard to overcome it. I used to not be able to talk to almost anyone at all in school as a kid, but now I can- just with a lot of stress. No one seems to notice how shy I really am. The problem is not me not knowing how to talk to people anymore because I don't have much trouble with the act of talking to people. I can do it, but the fear that comes with it is overwhelming. I'm afraid that my people fear may actually be social anxiety. I'm not sure how to talk to my counselor about it though. How do I start the conversation? What do I say? Is it really worth it to ask what it is? Am I just shy and overrreacting about everything? Sorry for the rant. I just don't know what to do about it at this point. 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Over the past year I have slowly started to get worse and worse and I just cant escape my own mind and enjoy myself or my life. I feel like I'm never good enough. I could literally get millions of compliments and I just wont accept any of them. I'll believe the opposite of whatever compliment is given to me and believe that instead. Basically like everyone is just being nice if that makes sense. Over time from this has made me really dislike my life and I have started to really lose interest in doing anything because I know my mind will just fuck me over with ""what ifs"" and the constant thought that people will talk shit about me/ think I'm annoying/ rejection. I'm a 22 y/o guy and got out of the military a little over a year ago so I'm also too embarrassed about this to actually talk to people/family about what's going on in my head. I put a pretty good face on so it's not evident because like I said its embarrassing to even talk about this. Not sure what I'm going for with this post, but I thought at least putting it out there would help in some sort of way. 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It helps with my depression, but it makes my social anxiety so much worse. It's kinda like a double edged sword.",1.035,3.6375958620689666,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,90.3793103448276,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.4199586206896551,116,3,23,2,4,37,26,29,0.246,0.5760000000000001,0.177,-0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675948694758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012809066811261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061109953346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463554771283402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689250773963363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089386175688914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349319265663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571421212470586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565754854955921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35647452154097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Poys01,2019/03/29,"Hi I. Have been suffering from LSE and Social anxiety since all my life ... Sorry Since I was bullied and my parents not understanding my mental health conditioons, hurtful comments and anxiety where all strange until I remember I cannot feel safe ... I feel a little bit sad that my father used to throw a pan in the floor so I woke up.... And I always woke up agitated because of that shit... I hate him, and hebetter take care because not going to help him much in his old life. I hope anybody can understand and I can get over this and we can talk about it with my psychologist. I really do now... To resove this peacefully and keep going on life Btw he doesn't do that sort of stuff anymore so I think he realized it was harmful",2.484205794205796,4.780825377622378,4.071893106893107,84.06190559440559,78.44055944055944,7.722077922077923,25.5989010989011,8.634040054169528,2.026185214785215,571,22,112,13,14,190,93,143,0.2,0.735,0.065,-0.953,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,3,0,11,5,1,1,2,26,27,11,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,2,21,3,15,22,4,15,0,3,0,0,13,9,1,2,3,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999142237030026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390228568514205,0.0,0.15493287240448675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046619128832515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055685423128056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928144087798565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798375252012833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162093085809548,0.0,0.17757213577629938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542394970130819,0.0,0.16605949586276414,0.0,0.0,0.1047140887529762,0.0,0.0,0.1551663258340321,0.0,0.0,0.16724171723475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885964559316932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103826784486984,0.0,0.15657813939158272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743770116483402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484309201759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639314886886761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346898411533535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008151013029068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697207247002714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036235658129308,0.25846128708653165,0.0,0.0,0.15925135521708286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488070359131952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883984600638603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746149320470273,0.12556745470506453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010244662439856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252707370997133,0.0,0.13492793671028494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ssnewp_2202,2019/03/29,Why is it so hard to initiate a conversation? I was at the gym earlier today and I saw a cute girl wearing a t-shirt from a competition I used to compete in. I had a go to starter topic about it and I just couldn't bring myself to talk to her. Wtf is wrong with me?,0.7554237288135609,2.022131661016953,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,79.84745762711864,7.4318644067796615,23.664406779661018,8.238735603445708,1.1774515254237294,204,7,50,4,5,74,44,59,0.166,0.78,0.054000000000000006,-0.7291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,10,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439910584662589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845842000905007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450691860912099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069428405752826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707925227197141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873923146664601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693913477863082,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LucySkyDiamonds17,2019/03/29,"Ever wish ""normal"" people could experience your own anxiety so that they might better understand where you are coming from? I do. Don't like the idea of bringing pain to others but this sucks! Sick of being alone",3.975769230769232,6.794722923076925,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,76.1794871794872,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,1.226225641025641,170,4,28,3,4,54,37,39,0.329,0.593,0.078,-0.9064,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849359765192794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046207931981087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331669558953145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369870515163786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965679229894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488570994484167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911507801554874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105711373729552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344072012994688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918533411103718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695541048430297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927415586209923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072997150866092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864042233184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163684582169913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Perrizio,2019/03/29,"Revise Your Introversion If you consider yourself to be an introvert, read the following. &#x200B; Introverted - Commonly defined as 'expend energy from social interaction' Extroversion - Commonly defined as 'gain energy from social interaction' &#x200B; The problem here is that you will expend energy from social interaction if your brain is quickly attempting to process behaviour your not used to and from the stressful environment you are perceiving. &#x200B; Your brain may be doing this because of lack of exposure to social situations, rather than because you have a \*stable genetic trait of introversion\* &#x200B; \-- Reconsider whether you believe you are a natural introvert or extrovert... Or if you just lack social skills. &#x200B; \-- Get this right for the sake of your well being.",11.568963414634151,13.87304373170732,10.456656504065043,47.47815548780491,54.77235772357722,14.605284552845529,47.89532520325204,13.427899808715575,8.06309837398374,661,40,73,26,8,209,73,123,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.104,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,12,0,3,5,3,0,1,7,0,11,2,2,1,0,16,14,9,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,12,1,16,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,20,1,0,6,3,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515509083160015,0.5063996214908509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161932577967532,0.0,0.0,0.09390741860392086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609334375803405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354717184822273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975512738032188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337300942668394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118083196396982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368940210497316,0.0,0.4248264544273348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547766299869763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198803034070178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749420677826361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063996214908509,0.0 socialanxiety,MarshmallowYEET,2019/03/29,"I (13F) get really anxious whenever I do anything social online I can't even join discord servers with alot of people, I get really nervous and think that I'll screw up and embarrass myself. I can't even make reddit posts either, I can think of a good idea then not do it cause I might be stupid or something. Anyone can relate?",2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,76.69230769230771,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.3086410256410257,260,8,48,4,6,86,48,65,0.21,0.711,0.08,-0.7518,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,11,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070714016039056,0.0,0.17374018791556445,0.0,0.20447456630525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552532851718675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282320928127823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596368961522016,0.0,0.0,0.2084098695728855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804991454495617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658596512004196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635937565561673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226196378819536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797131105653985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31836016055281874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328997808467224,0.0,0.19128895472721166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184267597240035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mywoolgatherings,2019/03/29,"I’m isolating myself I’m 18, and in my first year of college, commuting to my university from my home. I’ve always been a bit of a loner, but it’s not because I don’t like people or that I don’t find them interesting. I like meeting new people, and enjoy the company of my friends. I had a lot of fulfilling friendships in high school, and a pretty high social self esteem. However, lately, I’ve noticed that I’ve been feeling very isolated and lonely, and I’ve become oddly comfortable with the feeling. I don’t spend time with many people on a regular basis, and I only chat with ten different people at the very most over the phone. Although the loneliness is agonizing at times, so is the thought of going out. I find myself finding excuses not to see people, and spend entire days without leaving my house. I don’t like living life like this, especially not now when I’m supposed to be having fun. Although it’s easy to say I should just get over it and put myself out there or whatever, I feel so trapped inside my head. I’ve just been feeling very disconnected from people lately.",4.797464788732398,5.993852877934277,6.179924882629107,76.04735211267605,69.51643192488262,8.872488262910796,30.16244131455399,9.21078282632365,2.7343573708920195,865,34,155,17,15,293,118,213,0.145,0.6940000000000001,0.161,0.5508,2,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,11,0,13,2,1,0,0,33,24,16,0,1,9,0,4,4,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,13,0,0,8,1,2,2,8,1,0,2,5,6,20,9,24,17,3,23,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,4,14,101,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957871324018803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017466979877053,0.12713843422773255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567869233526055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742413807385236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027347500105988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282783346863184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156464244560589,0.09791904057375876,0.0,0.0,0.08893963470895504,0.0,0.060144236968172275,0.0,0.06542403094888825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181439520649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432563005603761,0.1154724200742484,0.0,0.0,0.13283034777390956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259715516478403,0.12189300240225595,0.0,0.0,0.08131102246069025,0.2249627362949377,0.0,0.10165102129680573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786893566206337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671126000779206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118137356610623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106224271036113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755218373307729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788486316493235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711606703833885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572506503090413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154620034465027,0.0,0.11650523892011905,0.09173388734851116,0.0,0.12009284742196764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734797857587558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913905798724353,0.1342520909804377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849524285476428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109693364127719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413201222431763 socialanxiety,hamburgermp,2019/03/29,"Feel free to pop up if anyone needs advice I've had plenty of personal life experience and followed case studies about anxiety. So if anyone wants to message me direct to get advice or something off their chest, free feel to do so. Should be available for the next hour.",7.1105882352941165,7.476957313725491,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.09803921568627,9.15294117647059,32.68627450980392,8.841846274778883,2.767792156862746,217,8,37,3,3,69,42,51,0.031,0.85,0.119,0.7096,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,10,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,9,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325950973211058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847248117755424,0.0,0.0,0.38109628135729373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657100517827825,0.0,0.0,0.2755825556388927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423773290651106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683714182239631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248471316765803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206569454387796,0.0,0.0,0.2898217543504429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379487329413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979460821894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073583096415256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vojtarin,2019/03/29,"What do i do? I dont know what to do, i have Anxiety at school at home around my family we live in the smalest flat possible i share room with my sister i can't even fucking pee cause i also have shy bladder And the only time when im alone by myself is for few hours on tuesday. I can't Focus on anything i can't learn. What am im supposed to do ? Im not expecting you to solve my problems, but right now im super pissed off and i wanted to share it with someone. Also sorry for my english ",-0.4249388379204895,1.4943874770642225,2.4589220183486242,93.61174694189604,87.07339449541284,5.1012232415902155,20.09250764525994,6.42735559955562,0.14171498470948007,381,12,88,4,12,134,69,109,0.129,0.767,0.104,-0.168,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,0,12,4,3,1,0,14,15,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,16,3,16,15,1,14,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,5,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542588702388036,0.0,0.25546243978118965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221884178392414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143923727945414,0.1421882176629059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408053931744054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719533081293066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105496191310037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505735659949088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766225822721404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021618857305014,0.0,0.15729595964337778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6901172869943739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778012968109687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103921253456214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147729449111355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006480369365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283429057741724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640341772694398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164920867313476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533362136365654,0.0,0.0,0.17879793392076745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931363450727786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420934966883364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Racheleatspizza,2019/03/29,"Nothing like a beautiful day spent inside to get those extra suicidal feels. I’m just crying and sunbathing on my bed with the balcony door open, listening to people having fun outside. It’s so great.",5.35882882882883,7.544439837837842,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,69.54054054054055,8.176576576576577,31.25225225225225,8.841846274778883,3.0003765765765773,162,7,25,3,3,52,36,37,0.26,0.5670000000000001,0.173,-0.513,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410377348571616,0.2589394735570029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301453188255988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977138225481592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426640378533255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961565501836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852577985994378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783551243240541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391846346239764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cupofshytea,2019/03/29,"I have been friendless for a while and I don’t know if I care. There’s this part of me that wants to hang out with people again and have a good time and another one that realizes I have social anxiety and I am awkward in most social scenarios and just doesn’t care. All my life I’ve felt odd with most friendships and like the one that had to put the extra effort in for it to survive. Social anxiety has made me more isolated as of late and I’m trying to fight it but I don’t think I care. I’m tired of being anxious and burning up inside all the time. Anyways, I’m just venting. I’m hopefully getting therapy soon and I’ll see what happens. 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I'm 23 and I'll be going to the dentist next month and I'm terrified. I have a wisdom tooth they'll need to remove, and probably at least one cavity. I feel like I might literally cry in the chair when they tell me they'll be removing my tooth. I'm also really scared of the recovery, in case something goes wrong. :( I looked at the location on Google and it has a few bad reviews, too, so that's made me even more paranoid.",1.687045454545455,3.5364699166666718,3.8078787878787885,87.19227272727277,79.0,7.696969696969697,22.57575757575757,8.575989854853784,1.4314166666666668,450,14,97,10,11,154,77,120,0.189,0.7070000000000001,0.104,-0.8711,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,1,9,0,11,6,3,1,0,9,20,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,2,13,3,12,12,4,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,4,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181843278973083,0.0,0.2463763984085995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986071143988126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497766581107812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018860199894907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497494956519602,0.1624470845603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584613547834669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109101035827694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094988736474447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215161416889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122429622019198,0.0,0.0,0.1815001074958361,0.0,0.1671574260264776,0.1686064125878938,0.0,0.0,0.24183128363902925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408499142501528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313368414832805,0.24516431068899716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567151869838973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276565303471283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880989213972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750555251445624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874842152715208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486146919381141,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,6d0nnies,2019/03/29,"Today we had a guest lecture from a Palestinian ambassador and I was too afraid to ask questions and now I'm super disappointed in myself. As the title says basically. He talked about so many interesting things also in relation to the G77 chairmanship they've assumed recently. Later we talked more about the Palestine question in general and I was wondering if there could be a prospect of support from within Israel for the Palestinian cause by Jews from Middle Eastern descent (Mizrahim), as they have Arab roots they might sympathise more with the cause and pressure Israel from within. Although I do also think since Israel is mainly a Jewish democracy with discrimination and oppression against those of non Jewish-European descent there is less space for other voices except the Ashkenazi Jews, which could mean that even though the Mizrahi would support the Palestinian cause they wouldn't be able to do much. (and considering I guess the extensive Israeli indoctrination of the Mizrahi Jews to lose their Arab identity, they maybe wouldn't be so enthusiastic to help the arabs they were taught to ''hate'' by the Israeli state) &#x200B; So I thought that was really interesting to ask about and then I just walked away at the end of the lecture because I was too nervous. Damn. now I really feel bad and disappointed about myself :( ",10.46705459770115,10.420702400862073,8.988793103448277,65.052183908046,57.31896551724138,12.216091954022989,40.45402298850574,11.538034831475384,4.911585057471265,1095,49,167,26,12,335,133,232,0.091,0.809,0.099,0.4512,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,6,2,18,14,2,3,18,0,20,0,0,4,0,35,33,19,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,8,3,18,5,36,16,5,18,4,3,0,0,18,9,1,7,7,128,24,3,0.13227974713455018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156813198428692,0.0,0.14332505075439053,0.16073437150831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473274142350433,0.0,0.12428117681591185,0.0,0.11044806352862037,0.08063650607699813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076632153215818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122922877190067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716059325213785,0.0,0.0,0.08736952542236287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688461471291658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572105481926498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059886433473167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866432616689025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798720119465555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411090146714616,0.13289278560310874,0.1440914237662157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032790771465556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724083444667304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963671808660029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948358646180392,0.0,0.13061029194776758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519416424167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942317377088942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002189789247266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264290015797185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788078620867601,0.08475952074173149,0.1299641799387354,0.10501534343369474,0.0,0.0,0.12538573321869784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345174309119127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939677370730285,0.0,0.16073437150831296,0.0 socialanxiety,j_r2000,2019/03/29,I just didn't want to embarass myself while talking to them In university I waited in the stairs so I wouldn't go with the rest of the class who were waiting in front of the classroom,3.2475438596491237,4.763830421052635,3.9447368421052635,89.3414912280702,73.73684210526315,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.7910245614035087,148,5,31,1,3,47,28,38,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.0572,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952399789297141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7004029472364321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139776987109616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fridersano,2019/03/29,"What is a genuinely good and useful video on social anxiety out there on the internet? I would like some recommendations from people who are into this topic. It seems to me like mental illnesses are often treated the wrong way on youtube videos and other social media. I don't think I suffer from it but want to get a bit informed effectively in a short time, pls.",7.127173913043477,7.366839072463769,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,64.07246376811594,10.378260869565215,30.29347826086957,10.125756701596842,3.013982608695653,292,9,50,6,4,97,55,69,0.076,0.703,0.221,0.8213,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,14,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,10,9,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018449938915104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880565286010927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785105330502004,0.0,0.0,0.2213053727382613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780816014880625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658993558064863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292079056956168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401996851326505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379249372956493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906481659188566,0.0,0.0,0.15385341208874528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278822110975845,0.0,0.0,0.15562592547394385,0.20943233239406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743190257309086,0.2884792212610928,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Marvelous89,2019/03/29,"Does caffeine give you a boost in mood?? I have a strange experience. I tend to notice, specifically when I drink Dunkin’ Donuts coffee that I get a boost in mood, confidence, I talk more confidently and have better eye contact. I don’t notice this at any other time with other coffee brands although I think I’ve noticed this slightly with pre workouts which I don’t take anymore. It’s more noticeable with Dunkin’ Donuts, I don’t get a surge in energy from caffeine which is not why I drink coffee, I just really love the taste. Just wanted to share this and see what you guys think... 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I have stuck with the same job for the past 3 years, which I hate, just because having a interview makes me more anxious than the job does most days. Currently waiting for my interview for a position at my college which is so nerve racking. Doesn’t help that I have major social/ general anxiety problems AND I haven’t had my anxiety medication in 2 weeks due to other reasons. Basically wish me luck because I’m dying right now!",3.077191011235953,5.9136985730337095,4.586617977528093,78.0307134831461,80.12359550561797,8.503820224719101,31.37191011235955,9.120678840339163,3.531057528089888,379,20,65,11,10,126,64,89,0.225,0.669,0.106,-0.8912,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,1,7,1,0,2,0,12,14,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,8,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,42,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113825045752102,0.2299182073800428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481262271797137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125272805761942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122028435447768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810059025420955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018651732056617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641429798691151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039218225684725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358503159516731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050236840572412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428163256618824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473991490578046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092511247563721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380386208255588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746169005634585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325042911061827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340364668223905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310593734121327 socialanxiety,kickin_monstar,2019/03/29,Managed to talk to someone new today but now I am freaking out and being anxious So I managed to muster my courage to talk to someone new today. The conversation went all right but yet I am still thinking about it. Now all of a sudden for no reason I am starting to freak out and got kind of anxious. I tried to distract myself by watching shows and it did not work. I'm panicking and could not easily go to sleep.,2.155357142857145,4.270779773809527,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.64285714285714,5.628571428571429,27.16666666666667,6.6274283507984215,1.241909523809524,327,14,64,3,8,108,54,84,0.215,0.708,0.077,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,2,15,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,7,2,15,7,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,10,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367903340249285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434929527713798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986750342770513,0.0,0.1546146682775861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131173451042791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734169162066499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198763877204275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509316038720073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345836736741745,0.0,0.32759670732440105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683200970643206,0.0,0.15438460736289336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107645847678814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387085225446375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664871509048989,0.0,0.0,0.13125074478352527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920842254650676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073835596398704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LonelyNaiad,2019/03/29,"Got a job Sorry for the mobile format. I just finished my first week at a fast food restaurant. This is my second job, I had to quit my first job due to my anxiety and agoraphobia. In that job, I had the constant feeling of having something stuck in my throat, I was so anxious because a phone call could come at any moment. I could hear but not understand people on the other line and I would come home crying and cry before going to work each day. The agoraphobia, well, I developed that in high school. I dropped out, got my GED years later, had a few semesters in college. At my worst, (before college) I would hide my shoes so I wouldn't have to go outside. I'm okay when I go out with my family, but I get really anxious when I have to go anywhere alone or some place new. I have to constantly check if someone is following me too. Getting this job was like going in the deep end, stupid maybe... I took a chance, it's just a 15 min bus ride from home. There was a limit of about 150 characters in the online job application, I made them count. I feel the tiniest bit proud that maybe my words counted for something. The job interview was short, they got my information and asked about hours. I have no social life, hours were no problem and I don't ask for much. The area I live in is not the best and they just wanted someone who looked decent enough. Before, I was just so frustrated with myself and my inability to interact with others and not helping my household. I find myself having to relearn social cues, it helps that the restaurant has a standard greeting. Learning the menu was a challenge, but I'm getting it. Having a list of tasks and knowing where things go really helps me feel more organized, efficient and in control of my situation. I try to be the same at home now. Sometimes it gets so busy that I feel like crying. I try to cheer myself up by thinking of something funny. People can also be so mean, but I remind myself that they just got out of work and are grumpy because they're hungry and tired. My managers were so annoyed with me at first because I kept messing up. I try to learn from my mistakes. I'm not fast at cleaning but I'm trying to be. Other coworkers complain about the work, I'm just glad I found something. Any time that I feel like quitting, I remind myself that a few days is not enough to list in a resume. I have some goals, maybe I could do something. I want to go out with my family. We always say we'll do something for the summer and never do. We should. I would also like to go back to school and get my associate's degrees at least. It's not the best story, but I hope someone can relate or that it can bring someone hope.",3.7410112359550602,5.07289702434457,4.620619850187269,85.71283988764046,72.20224719101124,7.062846441947565,26.271348314606733,7.461004344511776,1.3067829213483149,2097,69,418,23,40,679,237,534,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.9659,7,1,6,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,4,15,25,22,3,0,28,1,44,5,2,2,1,87,92,33,0,15,21,0,5,4,0,6,2,2,4,0,22,28,1,3,14,0,1,14,11,8,1,4,20,8,69,14,60,60,15,72,0,0,1,0,23,30,0,7,31,294,91,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060262808887887924,0.0,0.09306212264314508,0.048415140724098665,0.0,0.0,0.07913650522037577,0.0,0.04451188024457528,0.13146649619135534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879149870389264,0.0,0.0,0.04474119060876745,0.0,0.10640833779176598,0.0,0.14853516530503588,0.0,0.12212454715476105,0.0,0.06352368447468937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059414077228434774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002436095918499,0.0,0.125756082389525,0.06526017940033757,0.13936957477542636,0.0,0.19174268734403868,0.0750498904367754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153523546251222,0.1202427075232254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970454738814947,0.0,0.14710212164219594,0.08313571220089998,0.0,0.0,0.05318065059435438,0.1484781100573232,0.07035834621694746,0.06379758668771103,0.0,0.0,0.15199806192864154,0.0,0.2645460688259237,0.0,0.18614559082328835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557948177711062,0.0,0.11700188943996223,0.06147635767110124,0.1750949212319429,0.11558300330764598,0.1146023337140388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041821127107365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197732395028555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041098261281464016,0.11370632215714922,0.0,0.051379014878376206,0.0,0.04886131051140743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505669024371791,0.0,0.0,0.1753659863070144,0.06338125512850333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042773164258358864,0.0,0.044876377708547084,0.05619608513299591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067723818259953,0.0,0.060791643632484085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556758304898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377524995980073,0.0,0.0,0.07455046353805257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627158221886355,0.0,0.11777401402407105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654031338376814,0.0,0.11862593135376095,0.19720212615009908,0.2687650405727926,0.05754711796222771,0.06513409669588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865597539394649,0.03728302953975623,0.0,0.0,0.033928533584510964,0.06687587114554809,0.0,0.0,0.06464642313887592,0.1580170090321742,0.0,0.0,0.060573337159329166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863883442529851,0.0,0.04667303681920396,0.0,0.052315907446698964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270795878275627,0.0,0.0,0.1240002970670242,0.0,0.0,0.037469665434211145 socialanxiety,BoartterCollie,2019/03/29,"My therapist gave me a simple exercise to do and I can't fucking do it So my therapist gave me an exercise to do to try and overcome my social anxiety. He told me to go to a public space with a lot of people, and stand around doing nothing until the anxiety wears off. And he stressed the importance of waiting for the anxiety to wear off, because backing out early just reinforces in my head that running away is an acceptable response to anxiety. I just tried it, and I couldn't fucking do it. Didn't even make it five minutes before leaving. So of course now I feel like shit because I'm too much of a coward to stand in public and literally do nothing. It just feels so shady standing around and doing nothing but looking around. And the longer I stood there the shadier it felt and the worse my anxiety got. It doesn't help that I'm a large/tall person and have been told that my appearance is intimidating. I seriously think if I actually stood there long enough for the anxiety to wear off (which, given how bad five minutes was for me, would probably take at least half an hour) it would start making people feel unsafe. And I'm not okay with making people feel like they may be in danger. And my therapist says I'm supposed to do this every single day. And I have no idea how the fuck I'm going to do that, especially considering that failure will just make my anxiety worse than if I hadn't tried it at all.",5.708229014025543,5.970471679715304,6.603801549089386,77.15729118693744,67.07829181494661,9.885786058195519,32.187774754029725,9.773937934552695,2.9781838392296422,1126,44,217,23,17,375,141,281,0.194,0.774,0.032,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,18,12,5,1,16,1,25,10,5,6,1,49,58,22,0,5,8,0,5,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,16,19,0,1,8,2,0,4,7,8,0,3,13,7,22,4,35,39,6,29,0,0,1,3,13,14,4,5,10,156,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.08823782261690125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842025579399738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414814990024621,0.0,0.0,0.08495347709680268,0.06952814400820337,0.07549773244634699,0.11023956720856204,0.0,0.07694158502185743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058314044833056765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934290322950506,0.0,0.059722197416277864,0.0,0.07618356642663839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828782356175677,0.1291935170137387,0.08681831039186821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507781871725275,0.0,0.0,0.10277664116591784,0.0,0.07231790923059117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927980009118296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606072697032748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904644080464469,0.0,0.0,0.10207426821722164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574275068988168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835023648248898,0.0,0.0,0.08001971241383009,0.07593084107602978,0.0,0.0,0.07687267458106012,0.0,0.0,0.24142679644763115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646981637674483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028407601825204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188059545070914,0.07895210265914776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748909815737164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190638398813938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281582556195347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921727911802072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400042743695893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357691478766463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798531585564181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149571435221079,0.0,0.05793810606359461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280222206838106,0.0,0.18416970821930334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429338511251706,0.12846492451703026,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alpacalmao,2019/03/29,"dear bike-rental guy: FUCK YOU for making me have a panic attack i wanted to rent a bike today at school, and the guy lashed out to me (because my previous bike from him was stolen) he blamed me for everything and talked down to me about how to lock my bike properly next time, and where to park it, like I’m a little child. I’VE RIDDEN BIKES SINCE I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD DONT TREAT ME LIKE IM STUPID. so yeah, after that I got a panic attack. thank you for ruining my completely fine day. fuck you",0.7789273927392735,3.1553853663366347,1.945965346534656,96.10198432343238,86.42574257425743,5.346864686468646,14.357260726072607,6.816661863887847,-0.4912976897689774,386,6,85,5,12,122,70,101,0.28600000000000003,0.613,0.101,-0.9748,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,4,14,5,2,5,1,4,2,0,2,0,7,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,8,0,1,3,0,15,6,14,8,0,13,0,1,0,2,9,5,2,0,9,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39171832784094585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494837590102582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050861356002984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103026712488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177261766242088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472813202772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832204620769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376937031682918,0.0,0.0,0.3409349551315385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596453619627948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821934381811735,0.17255158324529693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491949228279692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830962726743243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065509033957886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40399009704498895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423716625513352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241421078221006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837731881111978,0.0,0.15850366707435692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100389064530807,0.0,0.16318947462699285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154562620982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086670314982283 socialanxiety,Linky1999,2019/03/29,"I'm having trouble with getting accepted for a job because of bad social anxiety. Hey there, I'm a 20 year old woman with bad social anxiety. Yesterday I had a job interview at a store as stock clerk. I had a hard time with applying for it and getting called but still grabbed myself together and just go. As I walked inside the store I already felt my heart beating inside my throat... So I told one of the cashiers there that I had a job interview and she walked with me to another room. We sat down and she asked some questions about me and asked if I would be interested to become a cashier instead because they would have busy days. I said no I can't because I got no experience for that and I applied for something else, that's also not where my interests are... She asked why I was so insecure and didn't want to try. But with social anxiety that's pretty much a no go plus I don't have good money counting abilities and social skills. I already freak out a little inside if I have to pay, let alone being the cashier itself! So I was super stressed and as I was back home again I cried and felt so useless like I can't do anything... Not even a ""simple"" job. I'm afraid social anxiety will take over my life like I can't find a good job and I don't have many friends and barely any support from family as they don't really understand... It's a terrible feeling, I might have depression too as I got no motivation or anything really that interests me... Today I got an email and they pretty much rejected me because I didn't want to become a cashier and there were better people suited for the job. Probably has something to do with my insecurities too. Also I wanted to start college next school year (there's a heavy pressure on me) but same problem... I've been rejected before at several ones so my confidence/self image is non-existent. Also because I've been rejected to what I found interesting I have no idea anymore which education to choose... At times I feel like my life is going nowhere. Does anyone have the same problem? A little backstory about me, I've been bullied alot throughout my whole high school years so when I graduated a few years ago that was like a weight of my shoulders because I got rid of the people there this way... It was hell. Also my home situation isn't exactly positive either so I've been through quite alot. It's so painful when people don't understand why you're acting a certain way... Also I'm a complete introvert so making friends and such is already a huge step for someone like me. Thanks for reading, needed to type my feelings out. :)",3.926889763779528,5.5972340905511775,5.1350472440944905,80.8669409448819,72.26771653543307,8.308346456692915,29.629133858267714,8.912814788092511,2.5147392125984247,2050,86,387,41,40,679,236,508,0.23,0.649,0.121,-0.9956,6,4,2,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,3,6,33,38,1,5,29,0,45,7,3,2,2,66,81,43,0,10,10,0,8,5,2,4,3,1,3,1,14,25,1,0,14,1,4,7,17,19,0,2,25,9,57,19,45,49,10,41,1,5,0,0,26,14,1,8,23,259,71,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054129599051011966,0.0,0.0,0.06324394349137631,0.20215710453845168,0.2441645076891501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152565036898218,0.06403098438826256,0.18685533521147432,0.0,0.06055913269083851,0.04269740603090357,0.0,0.10050102610423244,0.0,0.17125994099871772,0.0,0.0,0.04695448789753479,0.1019718680833782,0.22334448149715486,0.13488089910684814,0.051961011965164665,0.0,0.0,0.05400619302045747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353226014040364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402449832311807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707599544428308,0.0393812628170688,0.0,0.05259437981844127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534375647384416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101118114746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033223144092471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973236161542096,0.05756575509673612,0.0,0.0926274606871548,0.04362417203561349,0.11726213500243644,0.0,0.05581143864835628,0.0,0.0,0.06695358284526833,0.09435587254669654,0.0,0.0638068952763057,0.0,0.10411232651064976,0.10243526185577438,0.19535400762846036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470139775114795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236119743274097,0.0,0.0645175251926932,0.12250444907760966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893388368154571,0.0,0.0,0.36357990468134177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244213194004682,0.08626269375907368,0.14916406042608818,0.12240444745830285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407607298945136,0.06190936588674108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477931091198946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977821091398562,0.04527822194500857,0.0,0.0,0.06494231367473204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407645208943234,0.0,0.08275716603008397,0.0,0.06497645828079822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270023780874444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424819070599605,0.06583737772479296,0.11686010467548448,0.0,0.0,0.0684057151071724,0.06494913744106899,0.06108057831976042,0.0,0.078238392638285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058085898424740524,0.0,0.0,0.1236001644322285,0.0,0.0,0.06370312539621957,0.06898499928540851,0.0,0.0,0.06863855463963611,0.0,0.3112355629284741,0.051739374386856746,0.09402018343832123,0.0,0.0,0.043221451376167584,0.0,0.04876583202044688,0.0,0.0699486669928594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929476429232675,0.0,0.0,0.045912568731550994,0.0,0.0,0.056219576266566235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712138813428376,0.0,0.05788158270426137,0.05834931998055054,0.0,0.04145848399009707,0.0,0.0,0.12713966650693778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805148264288754,0.09693960677233364,0.0,0.07435956643513683,0.0,0.0,0.1102016207910842,0.06817583503161963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675630321414764,0.0,0.0,0.15729299361207252 socialanxiety,vtrainyu,2019/03/29,"Anyone else here appreciate self-checkout options? Whenever I go grocery shopping, I always head to the self-checkout stations (if its available) regardless of how many items I purchase. Just wanted to see if anyone does the same. People tend to complain about self-checkouts, but I honestly prefer them because you know....",7.997777777777778,10.317939333333333,7.1564814814814826,67.7991666666667,63.074074074074076,8.362962962962964,41.27777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.419977777777778,260,15,33,4,4,80,43,54,0.034,0.853,0.113,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,5,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884409202094682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167057391735455,0.2320449554548893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805381809317332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981851476864084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918636204421527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870794110524197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324232335392704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446181630178987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296047149882431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570055645373788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046701798962927,0.0,0.7087718186558826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357768796869868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,haru-haruu,2019/03/29,"Social Anxiety Improvement Podcast/Book Recommendations? Hello! I am a socially anxious individual & I am actively seeking ways to deal with my anxieties. I am attending therapy, but I’d also like to learn ways to cope & just about social anxiety in general. Anyone have any good recommendations? Much appreciated! 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I was nervous but went there anyway. So far so good, right? But when I was in front of the door I just couldn't and I left. I didn't call or email to cancel and now I can never go back. I guess I could send an email and apologise but what would I even say?",-1.3930769230769258,0.6036987948717965,0.8629487179487221,100.45288461538463,99.51282051282051,4.651282051282052,14.192307692307693,6.42735559955562,-0.6489692307692305,278,6,68,4,12,92,54,78,0.111,0.7170000000000001,0.172,0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,2,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,15,13,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,6,1,14,2,6,4,1,13,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,3,4,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207985564662835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949110096252736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305941842146201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907586801042979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413944280807607,0.2422431718954953,0.0,0.0,0.3181607768423798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514366838070343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31379685628209003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275087783436745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938272941721407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466452637217761,0.0,0.2296761923383558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773313041242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025976388781972,0.0,0.0,0.20516491774202245,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,48996,2019/03/29,"Finally broke down hard I dont know what to say Im 23 year old man and crying like a child right know in my bed I cant talk with anyone literally I dont know whatever the fuck it is social anxiety or what even is this I have to find a intern job as a computer engineer student for summer and its mandatory yet the university dont find us or led us to anywhere unlike some of my friends school thanks fucking sake I have to find it myself Im on my 4th year (5th actually I failed so many class I missed classes I couldnt ask anyone any teacher for help or even go to photocopier to ask whether they have notes for some classes I take like fucking idiot oh btw I didnt attended some lab sessions because idiot me forgot the school computers database software password and I cant even ask the teacher or anyone what the password maybe teacher shame me so I skipped all of them brilliant idea fucking retard) I have no motivation, nothing I barely pass the classes, even if somehow I got something like B I tell myself probably everyone got high scores. Last summer I lied to my mom that I told I applied some internships and got no return but in fact social anxiety kicked and too scared to even apply for it them I saw the requirements I realized how fucking Im incapable of doing anything and learned nothing all this years This year I have to do it otherwise I cant literally graduate I feel like Im wasting my parents money thats the only reason I want to graduate (in my country if you are successful you can study in governmenta universities for free but guess what another fail by me to achieve that) I have no passion, no motivation I cant see myself 10 years in the future my country is going backwards every year, I really dissappointed my parents. one side of me says end it all you useless garbage (sorry for long post I vented a little bit if thats the correct word. If not, sorry..)",3.839512411347517,5.5612054867021286,5.428851063829789,78.4636666666667,72.59042553191489,8.311205673758867,31.150354609929074,8.936278230431713,2.7954403546099296,1517,70,280,31,30,514,195,376,0.139,0.7659999999999999,0.096,-0.9354,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,3,7,11,23,7,2,14,0,22,6,0,5,5,50,48,21,0,6,12,3,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,2,17,7,0,2,13,0,2,5,14,14,0,1,7,6,52,10,31,40,8,34,0,5,2,6,25,12,5,14,20,177,69,21,0.0,0.0,0.07283639514688292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050756729623531865,0.0782649599282674,0.11419647427277226,0.0,0.0,0.15656689354266098,0.0,0.06142111398055721,0.0,0.20933072554853752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549892801007426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814858950011401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198687160208297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262427247490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610754430389701,0.0,0.0,0.24649007880317794,0.0,0.06288614319101052,0.07132027148651111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377394609198305,0.053321748976531344,0.0,0.08176281259841611,0.2046546707543637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057665508772168764,0.34501038582251004,0.0,0.0,0.08483754274322186,0.0,0.17908564570269087,0.0,0.08222270662921367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686142254278059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002860353940651,0.07885965790028876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425776513635783,0.3224894896058573,0.0,0.07406717998186475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305807904775908,0.0608403275733955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458583755788762,0.07480737073536135,0.0,0.06605271095841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567170935448599,0.07498439080979552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741569216971358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432352797553842,0.0,0.07832053501967168,0.0,0.05057696945471905,0.05676593158498725,0.0,0.0,0.1657544106249611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148303715527206,0.0,0.08047291133568253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781532505854998,0.0767407941476622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374085882537142,0.0,0.11871103892675687,0.07472614480520218,0.15107626423105364,0.05947720949058598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521690731046388,0.0,0.05746035266792991,0.0,0.1671033476173744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611885224487277,0.059991587413909586,0.06523732617815797,0.06871708947978539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132027148651111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795618161979462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044023712582423095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883884253769813 socialanxiety,Jesslynngarr,2019/03/29,"Needing advice. Did treatment help your SA? I’ve been dealing with depression and probably generalized anxiety but mostly in social situations. I’m so socially anxious that the idea of being referred to a psychiatrist and having to meet and talk to a stranger triggers my anxiety, like literally only THINKING about it because I’ve never had the courage to do it. My heart rate increases so much I worry people will notice me trembling. It’s also so hard for me to talk, I’m always self conscious about coming off as rude. I avoid social situations at all costs. I will never do anything extra if it involves more social contact, every move I make and every single word I try to say are carefully planned. I can’t do anything spontaneously. Even hypothesizing it right now is giving me the feeling of impending doom. Sometimes when I remember a social situation I have planned (like my meeting today) my heart and stomach will “drop” so severely it feels like I might throw up and my heart will stop. I’m a mom with a 3 year old boy and he has pushed me out of my comfort zone. Phone calls, doctors appointments, school, I know I need to do these things for him. He also has a speech delay so we’ve met with speech therapists and had tons of extra appointments and he also is eligible for free preschool provided by our town. My husband works all day so I do these things alone. We have a “play session” at preschool today which is actually a school with pre-k to first grade in it. I am so incredibly anxious about going to a building full of kids and strangers and acting like I know what I’m doing. I literally dreamed about my alarm going off, and have now been awake since 430am worrying about the whole thing. The only thing saving me is that this is not a strange new school (going places I’ve never been before is a huge trigger) I attended this school as a child. This is getting to be enough to push me to go to therapy and try a new SSRI or whatever on earth they think would help. Did medication and treatment help alleviate some of your symptoms? I could really use some encouraging words right now",5.231482243952655,6.695807850746268,6.019191971178589,76.59783582089555,68.75124378109453,8.927912163321325,31.275004288900327,9.314750747691287,2.8811956424772687,1684,70,302,34,29,552,218,402,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.9005,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,1,4,22,17,1,3,18,0,38,7,4,4,5,60,61,30,0,5,4,2,3,4,0,6,3,3,0,4,20,21,0,3,10,2,2,12,5,6,0,1,8,6,37,12,43,44,15,45,1,2,0,0,36,15,0,7,21,207,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.07268599260023867,0.0,0.0,0.07278525628312764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714333549729062,0.0,0.17869535161826144,0.061976955819899586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396066578013905,0.16829225536450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225885665342474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540497560305989,0.0,0.06338070584346163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605686122965112,0.0,0.07594177095857609,0.0,0.0,0.0641616823785139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594697020347285,0.0,0.0,0.04803625141146305,0.07679010639922168,0.06415327165927256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623790045586229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696225664508577,0.0,0.049196218477835466,0.0,0.12551257456993886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532306264262419,0.05321164293927587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335636008086272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038915004802093985,0.07145218690925698,0.1693247171725289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672335793644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647929820173589,0.14977589291723187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408377818346831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186931460137195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555718726371836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497188898695994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503515834241957,0.0,0.07901613718392361,0.0,0.08723518429734449,0.0,0.07916508887258374,0.05475457618980137,0.11045842094590017,0.17234079486308435,0.14387492149972855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480093956709323,0.07815880807124505,0.0,0.0,0.11329742705720976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516380780034134,0.0,0.077820304873227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030673986637303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771658943821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084376262039709,0.12721847597126934,0.0,0.059232954071905076,0.0,0.3015286026120695,0.0,0.0,0.07770343377364873,0.08414612768225424,0.0,0.06161423376568965,0.2511706302439807,0.0,0.37963713399613147,0.0,0.0,0.07366693836195465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622722616381511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741777144358257,0.0,0.11973541716474186,0.0,0.0,0.0851793590734704,0.08648208490983048,0.19793640116165115,0.09545314296555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120493148179047,0.0,0.0,0.10113998473524063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433057366309841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315912993896896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054225502481290364,0.1512849698918439,0.0,0.05291155354873033,0.0,0.0,0.04796548692146254 socialanxiety,JPMXCV,2019/03/29,"Feel anxious to lose weight, (Exercise, Change diet, Gym, etc) So I'm a mid 20's year old male, and I've always been between overweight and fat, feeling self-conscious about myself, can't wear the clothes I want to and have gained weight over the course of 9 months. I've always wanted to become lean and muscular, but I feel so anxious about joining a gym, having a big diet shack up or at times exercising in public, but feel exercising at home won't help, too small, what advice can people give to get I started and to beat the anxiety? Fat to lean and muscular stories are welcome also! &#x200B; Side note: I usually have the problem of feeling hungry quite often and find it hard to control myself at times, overeat sugar regularly, but have changed some habits over time, no soft drinks or fruit juice for example &#x200B; Me: 90Kg 6ft Caucasian Belly fat above all else",8.806445783132531,7.567855397590362,8.14105421686747,73.65326807228917,61.28915662650604,10.468674698795182,37.61746987951807,9.188382445141503,3.3885566265060234,700,28,124,9,8,220,114,166,0.125,0.816,0.06,-0.8698,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,0,9,18,6,1,1,25,20,15,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,7,1,20,18,3,19,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,4,8,66,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200901876195341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827795443947243,0.20451461278222194,0.2663102930666553,0.29865831099977624,0.0,0.0,0.0940132551127416,0.2776695384985999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572630787573456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600102327742851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378356039096987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038892589469286,0.0,0.0,0.10266181977391417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705883121422538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31069344214590305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123225090451651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420682520811373,0.11789072361551585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008851218472296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237297863066949,0.0,0.12327228452476048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748648513580075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809248599105763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895614310793832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519893715314923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759256240582168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071245347507265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282048098348544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698471103266797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149807107196233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534992010858735,0.0,0.1449716393917835,0.0,0.0,0.29930255430716063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865831099977624,0.0791394386419989 socialanxiety,yusuo85,2019/03/29,"I'm a cynical asshole through SA I really want to change who I am, I find that I'm incredibly cynical through my anxiety, I mock radio adverts, I'm sarcastic to people's comments and well I dont really know why I do it and although I catch myself sometimes and stop myself I don't know how to correct the behaviour and think more positive, I so desperately want to be more positive and sometimes hate who I am. Any advice,?",4.382509803921568,5.491736682352943,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,70.41176470588233,10.84313725490196,35.34313725490196,10.864195022040775,4.359196078431372,338,18,62,11,6,121,51,85,0.238,0.615,0.146,-0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,15,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,13,1,6,14,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324522755619123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176564747802558,0.0,0.18197652545248105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516440829839031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787920204276897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741678768203587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485593071482996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261463783321108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491511262727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047823244262984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705361588425159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988772130700119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242304159492126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806139963351968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388148536376653,0.0,0.21464849294345356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slimy_unicorns,2019/03/29,Does anyone feel awkward when it’s silent sometimes? I feel really awkward when it’s silent when I’m with other people and I think it’s because I don’t want people to think I’m awkward or shy for not talking. I’m also very honest about how I feel when trying to start a conversation because I’ll talk about how I only know a few conversation starters and how weird conversation starters are. I’ll also talk about how I don’t like silence and how I’m socially anxious and awkward. To me talking about my SA is like an excuse for me rambling. Does anybody relate?,5.564791403286981,5.989827805309734,6.3694310998735775,78.14911504424781,67.4070796460177,8.227054361567639,32.95701643489254,7.957251820313856,2.4302804045512008,454,19,84,5,7,150,57,113,0.118,0.7759999999999999,0.106,0.3513,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,5,0,19,16,16,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,9,3,10,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,9,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857496066210728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018356045594544,0.0,0.12492363337881107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781966570004285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312694159509825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710084760492765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818718378719217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456907227082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587942377736525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477215049387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445454404207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212196464386385,0.0,0.0,0.1766998844732917,0.0,0.1264568798841902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744024348186553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895697458953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129880795736465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741369144699168,0.10537864051934304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StardudeFlipFlop,2019/03/29,"I’m at a party; I always forget how goddamn stressful these are It’s for one of my best friends and favourite people in the world, so it was important to me to go but goddamn I know almost nobody and I feel too awkward talking people I do know because they’re involved in conversations with people who are just acquaintances to me but with whom they’re friends so I don’t want to intrude. I’m currently hiding in the bathroom but I’ve been here too long, I probably have to go out at some point. What the hell do I do, Reddit? 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I have a good friend whom I have a lot in common, and I reached out first and invited her to hang out, but I rarely ever hang out with anyone, and thinking about the span of time to fill while hanging out when your life is kinda boring and you have nothing to really talk about gives me such a panicky feeling inside. Sometimes sharing my worries with the reddit community makes me feel loads better, I'm glad I've found this subreddit. Go r/socialanxiety! 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I notice that whenever people laugh I immediately assume they are laughing at me. They could be across a room and I still assume they are laughing at me. I’m already aware that I get paranoid over it and they probably aren’t even laughing at me but I still end up assuming they are laughing at me. How do I get over this paranoid feeling? I like to think I have good self confidence but it’s like I’m wired be paranoid over people laughing... 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I feel sad that it actually makes me happy ,6.649000000000001,10.051737900000004,9.55,44.405,70.0,13.333333333333332,40.0,11.855464076750405,7.35,147,9,17,7,3,54,24,30,0.154,0.518,0.328,0.8409,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.5056873308640564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201691094557383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516323164352401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295087961417713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282384737957159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976260186239266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aewilson95,2019/03/30,"How to be social without stims They only way I can feel like a normal person in social situations is by getting drunk or using stims. To be honest, I’m not sure if i seem normal socially to everyone or my brain is convincing me that i do. When I’m sober I’m an anxious, awkward mess around anybody I don’t know really well. My problem is how do I learn to stop relying on drugs like this in social situations out of my comfort zone? Does anyone else here have this problem or cope like this?",1.8919,4.1130883900000015,4.122,83.32100000000001,80.1,6.8000000000000025,24.0,7.908726449838941,1.5147999999999997,389,14,75,7,10,134,67,100,0.16899999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.2877,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,3,1,21,18,7,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,12,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,5,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621717749166768,0.0,0.10037420007387406,0.14708496818366326,0.0,0.12779082858578633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025039619015982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256224514115624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647359079298332,0.0,0.1199184441976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716913654340646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725837011005469,0.10255286629802572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499947500231204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889187789039688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039530927292874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812990112926874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091770075786582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534320010950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747178486407625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196244931658844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306834430986057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227146872198209,0.0,0.5853286851360769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001506755092672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529512288539372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398197753968475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394410562325888,0.0,0.0,0.12906959282855887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837804570896955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gcahoon,2019/03/30,"took myself on a date!! i did it guys! all my friends left town for the weekend so i was nervous about how i could entertain myself, especially since it was such nice weather today. anyway, i got some ice cream from across the street and then laid in my apartment’s courtyard in the sun all by myself!! i was nervous at first to do something all by myself/for myself in public but it was so relaxing and i’m glad i did it :)",0.9432558139534885,3.3210335581395363,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.51162790697674,4.8353488372093025,21.390697674418604,6.2581,0.3112920930232561,330,11,68,3,10,108,57,86,0.036000000000000004,0.743,0.22,0.9588,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,9,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,1,12,5,12,2,4,16,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793604860373637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976181642109491,0.0,0.0,0.2703258799572562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798407909862997,0.0,0.0,0.3464483317812997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801589471414062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943448012487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693641438070372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316569357165245,0.0,0.3887431575597603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yassou1,2019/03/30,How do you get rid of someone annoying? There is that person in my bus who always comes to me and just to talk about things I don’t really care about. Is there a way to tell her to stop talking to me without being rude?,3.5397163120567363,3.703295595744685,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,71.76595744680851,7.9687943262411345,24.177304964539005,7.793537801064563,0.9582964539007084,171,4,39,2,3,57,38,47,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.34700000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,10,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545493651762797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119051158956922,0.0,0.0,0.26352238992752874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983020845667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671169338386833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597973777821706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592044310527761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557622338558454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917726923692497,0.26738695307606736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323919025399367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428245018196972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294895289477834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mitisblau,2019/03/30,"Is there a group chat etiquette? what are you supposed to do when people put you into a group chat that already has other people in it? should you say hello? even if nobody says hello? or do you have to introduce yourself first because you're 'the newbie'? I'm always that person that never writes in gcs because I just can't get myself to do it when I join. and if some time has passed it's kinda weird to suddenly just write something right?",3.6421915584415565,5.298249875000003,4.3310389610389635,86.40227272727276,72.97727272727273,5.9376623376623385,22.798701298701296,6.18269132825596,0.5406928571428566,351,9,66,2,7,112,62,88,0.017,0.945,0.038,0.4124,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,7,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024635834856855,0.0,0.2280636702765371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341637306272987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103293395670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233139621400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319997984065233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113940237673028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800370456950801,0.2393235916423408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755347447213154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340701650570528,0.0,0.4359325084057383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100679346142226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982326562840693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awkextrovert,2019/03/30,"How to stop being so sensitive? :(( Ok. So I’m a pretty sensitive person. For example, if someone were to make a slight joke towards me, id get super thrown off and hurt. I automatically feel like they’re attacking or disrespecting me even if what they said really wasn’t offensive or at least that offensive. Just the fact that they’re taking a whack at me hurts lol. This issue was raised up by my boyfriend and I mean, it’s kinda very true now that I’ve noticed. I’ve been kinda depressed for a large portion of my life and I don’t think I’ve ever really learned how to take a joke. And what’s worse is... I don’t know how. So what are some steps, if any, that I can take to stop being so damn sensitive? It doesn’t help that I’m not that witty nor do I have any (amazing) comebacks lol. Not that I’ve tried to anyways. I giggle while writing this post because it’s a little ridiculous but it’s also brought about much social anxiety in my life. If I were to stop being so paranoid and sensitive, then I’d be fine. Buuuut I’m paranoid and sensitive, so I’m not. Yikes. 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How do people with social anxiety deal with their roommates? Please send help. I developed social anxiety after something really traumatic happened to me my sophomore year of college. Long story short, the fall out of the event involved me losing all my friends, so much so that my freshman/sophomore roommate wouldn’t even talk to me, no less look me in the eye. The result was me actually getting a medical single, where I ultimately spent all my time alone, crying and studying (but I got a 4.0 and into grad school that year, so maybe it was worth it?). After that event, my social abilities have never been the same. Especially with roommates. My old roommate and I were so close, practically inseparable, and I grew up with a twin sister so I wasn’t accustomed to being autonomous and independent. That traumatic year, I had to learn to be alone and now I actually prefer to be alone than surrounded by people who don’t actually care about my well being. I have a support system, such as my long term boyfriend (who supported me through the trauma), my twin sister, and a few close friends from work, but I still struggle with day-to-day interactions. I’m really friendly with strangers, but I have trouble really letting people in. All this to say: when I’m not with my boyfriend or work friends, I hide in my room all day in my apartment. I feel like I can’t even use my own kitchen, living room, or washing machine/dryer, because I don’t want to small-talk with my roommates. To make matters worse, my roommates are 5 years older than me and are “real adults.” So I feel like they are judging me for locking myself in my room, not eating much, and sleeping weird hours (all related to my anxiety and depression). I actually had a conversation with one of them about how burnt out I am from grad school and joked about how I wanted to “sleep all day” from exhaustion and she asked: “What are you, like, depressed or something?”. Does anyone have advice on how to be less scared? The only thing that motivates me to change is the fact is I pay rent too, so I shouldn’t have to feel this way. How do I overcome my fear and leave my room haha?! #roommates",5.6359778085991685,6.792446689320393,6.015561719833567,78.14174757281556,67.54368932038835,8.895423023578363,31.461858529819693,9.140100540675403,2.7211509015256587,1724,69,314,31,28,554,202,412,0.13,0.772,0.098,-0.9094,1,3,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,3,4,24,23,0,3,14,1,32,8,3,10,8,66,50,34,0,5,8,2,3,3,4,2,3,1,6,1,13,28,2,0,6,1,4,3,10,10,1,1,9,6,56,13,50,33,15,46,0,3,2,0,27,20,0,3,24,225,69,10,0.0,0.0,0.3153215338317313,0.0,0.0,0.07893803823302299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250993561521044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471882865238656,0.0,0.0,0.05648379600105046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551911985412009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924321055052282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236138368590434,0.0,0.08545534861157608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873388796734119,0.2083876677297995,0.08328143176799968,0.1391527259673079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069180041744068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265889958389744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670987981459516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090083006528213,0.1225355608198256,0.1154196033450315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496441049637197,0.0,0.042204620740176765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460776508815996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143417239114823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054145650576517934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955279115023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553517671179461,0.0,0.08260381531888683,0.0,0.11839621854822872,0.0,0.07133090413888891,0.14297688738678124,0.06783550569118735,0.09037302410216597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392179446566963,0.0,0.0811551459812827,0.0,0.0,0.08137813206309877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876632849626845,0.0,0.062303113518359286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476583438513836,0.0,0.05473914364124435,0.06143741937210397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800965403723572,0.0,0.0,0.08867303274149099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194620690798888,0.15525069857987786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424011444013862,0.08087564791541166,0.16350891359613928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167822745993596,0.3293833078665273,0.0,0.12437797409678135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451163112041927,0.0,0.0,0.08444960522898835,0.0,0.0,0.1833381319415872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985705375867926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366715733550067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710391941960705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976865292081312,0.0,0.0,0.09529318789365572,0.06412001901693358,0.0,0.0,0.07263161794466479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761873232739405,0.0,0.08232251083673897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808068193061666 socialanxiety,ohsnapt,2019/03/30,"How do you train? By this I mean train away your social anxiety What are you doing to practice being social and overcoming social challenges? I have been doing lots but I'm not trying to be all preachy. How can you practice?",1.7600775193798448,4.547327372093028,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,89.23255813953489,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.6755922480620158,179,6,31,2,6,57,32,43,0.046,0.926,0.028,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210635614407207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258692550991694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408563096562465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999277842800015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8420284359377891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869389115973008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TwitchGIGN,2019/03/30,"Job Ideas? I'm working on my degree at the moment (b.s. in computer science) and need a summer job. Anyone have any ideas for entry level jobs that won't agitate my SA? Sadly, I've already ruined my chances of working in IT for now until I move lol (didn't show up cause it was a lot of answering phones and customer service.)",2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,77.63636363636364,6.218181818181819,26.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.4307151515151522,255,10,48,3,6,87,52,66,0.08800000000000001,0.805,0.108,-0.1032,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,10,3,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,28,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368555969798623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595949121716156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500781229237133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204897690528708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845946782472041,0.0,0.0,0.6389778056758879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824754154756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281235548604521,0.0,0.15914949385711824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125143814348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blackcovenant666,2019/03/30,"I can't make friends for the life of me I'm boring, annoying and socially awkward. I try so damn hard to get over my SA but I then come to terms that my anxiety is a reality. I turn 21 in a week and I have never felt more suicidal. I talk to everyone I meet now but people just ignore me or try to get away. I seriously can't take this anymore. I'm so damn lonely. On top of that I am hideous, have a shriveled annoying voice and stutter, I'm unintelligent and have no motivation in life. I only hang out with my boyfriend and I'm so jealous of how easy it is for him to make friends. His friends think I'm ugly and annoying. It's not just that I'm ugly, I look hideously deformed, have thick body hair that looks horrible when shaved, thick frizzy hair, and a horrible out of shape body. I am embarrassed to go outside no matter how much I dress myself up and wear makeup and try to kid myself. I'm not a confident person unless I get $20,000 for full plastic surgery and laser hair removal and somehow change my voice. I haven't had a friend in 10 years. I try so hard but it's not happening. I'm an embarrassing person to be around and I wouldn't wish my presence on anyone. Anyways, that's my vent. 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I am a 22 year old female and going to the Carribean next month (from Canada) to do a 3 month internship. I feel insane. The most work I have done up to now is volunteering in an office once a week (though even this minimal experience taught me a few things). I have always been told that your 20s are the years that form the foundation for the rest of your life....and it only recently hit me that I have almost no foundation at all. Until now I have always played it safe, avoiding all challenges and discomfort, but I am realizing this is no way to live. I will be graduating from university soon with little to no experience in the real world, so when this opportunity arose I seized it. I have also never felt so prepared for humiliation and challenge. I am being weighed down by thoughts that this sort of experience is not for someone like me though; I feel that my social anxiety will completely ruin my experience and that I am biting off more than I can chew. Mind you, I am still functional despite my anxiety but it takes a lot of effort to get by. Have any of you jumped head first into a deeply challenging circumstance and if so how did you fare and what did you learn? Otherwise, feel free to just share your thoughts. 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I am not saying you will be cured but your anxiety will be reduced by 95%,2.624545454545455,4.672492666666667,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,76.87878787878788,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.4266242424242432,130,5,27,2,3,41,29,33,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136444105963244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6716147037370629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533950474470556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daisywindow69,2019/03/30,I can’t take this any longer I feel like there’s something missing inside me. Like a broken part that needs repaired. I can’t talk to anyone anymore. Sometimes it’s like I don’t even have anything to say for days. My anxiety is crippling me. I’m going to the doctor to get medication again for depression and anxiety but I just don’t even feel like it will help. I don’t have any one I feel close to in my life and it’s incredibly lonely. Me and my ex of 2 years broke up 2 months ago because he cheated on me and I feel so empty. I’m trying to make friends and be around people and socialize but I feel so uncomfortable I just want to hide away. I don’t know how to fix this. What has been a big helper for any of you with your social anxiety/anxiety in general? I haven’t found anything that helps besides getting drunk. I feel emotionally exhausted all the time just from basic tasks. 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Go me? 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I have bad social anxiety and depression which in turn has given me a very low self esteem. But the people around me are constantly clicking pictures and when they ask me to join in, I can't seem to refuse. I oblige. And later on, they put up those pictures on social media and it makes me have very negative thoughts about my face and body. I tried to say no today and they said i was always acting strange and being very pompous . It just makes me angry. I always comply with these people because i get too anxious in situations like these. 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Hi, I'm Jason. I'm a recovering Heroin addict. I have pretty bad social anxiety and severe glossophobia. When I speak in front of people I have a near panic attack. My legal issues have landed me in an intensive outpatient program that i have to attend for 3 hours, 3 days a week. I am having a *incredibly* hard time adjusting to the program. Each time we go around the room elaborating on a subject, I get increasingly nervous as it gets closer to my time to speak. All the symptoms of anxiety/panic set in, racing heart, sweaty hands, uncontrolled shaking and fidgeting, shortness of breath, urge to run out of the room ... Then my turn comes and the freak show begins. I'm so noticeably nervous when speaking that I can see I'm making everyone else uncomfortable; my voice is shaky, I teeter between talking too fast and taking long pauses, i forget words and entire parts of sentences. I end up cutting my speech very short. I had thought in the beginning that my fear would ease through exposure and practice. In the beginning I saw this as a chance to get over my social anxiety and finally live a fulfilling life. This has not been the case, in fact the opposite has been true. These horribly humiliating experiences that have me wanting to curl up in a ball and die after each session have only reinforced my fear of speaking in front of people. My glossophobia has gotten worse, fast. I can make small talk among the group with not too much anxiety when we're talking about a subject that I'm familiar with or confident in, but it's a whole different story when i have to reflect, explain or elaborate on something and all eyes are on me. &#x200B; As part of the program I'm seeing a counselor who I'm going to be doing cognitive behavioral therapy with, but I just have a feeling that this won't work. Besides I'm only seeing her briefly, once a week. I don't know what to do. I'm almost positive my doctor won't prescribe me a benzo for the anxiety due to my drug history. Quitting this group would entail almost certain felony conviction and subsequent loss of my career, probable drug court and possible prison time. &#x200B; Has anybody ever, in any way, been through something similar? Does anybody have any suggestions or advice? I'm at my wit's very, very, very end. 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I know there’s some very smart people on Reddit. When I read most articles regarding SAD, the content usually pertains to being afraid of public speaking or being in line at the grocery store. While I’m hyper self aware in these situations and frankly all of the time, my real fear lies in situations such as going to the beach with a good friend or grabbing food one on one with someone. I’m terrified of the awkwardness that has happened in the past where I’m thinking about what I should say, how I’m coming across, etc. Is this SAD or just low self esteem?",5.252804347826089,6.478420660869568,5.817989130434783,78.9539402173913,68.47826086956522,8.880434782608695,30.02717391304348,9.188382445141503,2.5991086956521743,476,18,87,9,8,154,85,115,0.208,0.722,0.071,-0.949,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,16,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,6,0,2,0,3,5,3,17,13,4,17,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,5,5,57,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136097744587564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591769945096134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117810545934007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060855176729896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793590779519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344427011517096,0.0,0.1427654003656238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501828574533767,0.15498994154454612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340587289559866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155369184312707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504318941158048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639938709339606,0.12810752078391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483625837000936,0.2103272103016764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694944483327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855447236622998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154149802937081,0.0,0.1883663138296507,0.15656879216184225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840356931508644,0.0,0.0,0.10775034989442407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351595081806684,0.15246801076515235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fdgasgasg,2019/03/30,"I went to my first party It honesty wasn't as bad, nor as good as I expected. Goes to show sometimes we need to make a blind leap of faith, because no matter how much we think we know, things won't always turn out how it appears at first sight.",2.2796153846153837,3.4073223461538475,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,75.53846153846153,5.9692307692307685,22.615384615384606,5.985473137389443,0.1509076923076922,190,5,44,1,4,61,41,52,0.124,0.662,0.215,0.6535,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,13,9,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,2,6,2,9,6,1,6,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500976005007366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096267504042263,0.1832241564448326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113279096420806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210313213808544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518493741401874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063223324619456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095289999879625,0.22286820696669293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972705625313232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199684779315934,0.19259256686720505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269329110113969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278630601746027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,i___may,2019/03/30,"I, (22F) have a work placement coming up soon and I could do with some unbiased advice! Hello, (Quick note: I have suffered with depression/social anxiety since 2013) I am a fashion branding university student, in my second year and in 2/3 weeks I will begin a mandatory work placement, which will add up to about 76 hours worth, which is a minimum time required to pass. But I felt I could not push myself further - as this is my kind of first real experience in the ‘real world’ outside of an education setting. I will be completing this in a wedding boutique. It is a beautiful place and something I have always wanted to do. But I am terrified. Back in 2016, I began a Christmas Temp job in a department store (I was in a good place with my mental health and I believed that I could do something like this, as I passed 3 interview stages and completed 2 days worth of training) However, hind-sight is a wonderful thing, as I was wrong and I pushed myself way too hard. My first day was Black Friday, I was left alone on a till in a swamped & busy environment. I won’t go into much detail, but I spent the majority of the time hiding and sobbing in the back rooms but luckily I had an understanding & sweet manager, who I explained everything to) I basically did not continue after my first day (which only lasted a few hours). This experience knocked me back in terms of my mental health and my already somewhat non-existent self confidence. Very much so. That I have been unable to apply for a part time job since, which I worry will be interpreted as ‘lazy’ but those unaware of the situation. I have put all my effort and time into my full time education. I wanted to ask for some advice, from people who have social anxiety themselves, and perhaps have been/are in a similar situation in terms of a working environment. As I have received advice and encouragement from family and my university advisors, but I hope for some advice/tips from people who truly understand/relate my situation. Thank you for reading. 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On my own. Navigated the auto loan. The dealership. The phone calls. Ugh! It was incredibly stressful, especially since they messed up my paperwork and gave me a different interest rate. I could go on and on about it. Shared this with my gf and although she's usually really good about celebrating when I do actual adulting, I don't feel like she understood the victory that it was. Thought I'd share it here. Y'all get me. Thanks.",1.7847745358090172,4.581617574712645,3.7027586206896568,80.43541114058357,91.64367816091958,9.11370468611848,25.08311229000884,9.057496981413335,3.1495860300618923,367,16,69,14,13,123,64,87,0.114,0.703,0.183,0.7771,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,6,1,13,6,8,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2925620650157324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061298550649313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393663236992563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132277386522256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158815310697946,0.214177554495462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663340016024466,0.0,0.1703835468913898,0.2514584558815398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646739268583395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205989272694726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247998091791802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434204877176274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760160433466652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380081282868584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33018792206761305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AMVFucks,2019/03/30,"First time talking to my health insurane Hello So I need to talk to my health insurance because I need to see a Psychiatrist (I need to get a prescription for Ritalin). I am not sure what information I need to have available before I call and I am not sure how to speak to them. Anyone who can explain to me what to expect and the overall process? Thanks!",1.785,4.337196571428573,3.4996428571428595,85.55660714285716,83.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,25.892857142857146,8.07648339933343,1.9007142857142847,280,12,55,6,8,93,44,70,0.064,0.892,0.044,-0.0813,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,14,12,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,11,3,11,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012521493249416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216274313839932,0.0,0.1705267051693659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046320844556208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704612025432027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470138289309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260343192995514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943799562168609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969385177554998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777516166441373,0.0,0.0,0.322149870523875,0.0,0.1845025480485759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685558160277633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nondistress,2019/03/30,"What do you do when you meet someone for the first time, and they're also socially anxious? I went to a social event with a friend and met someone who seemed quite anxious when talking to me or to other people. I noticed that my own anxiety decreased and I tried to include them more in conversations and what was happening (e.g. friend asks to go order a drink at the bar, so I asked the new person if they would also like to come). My social anxiety has decreased in general after therapy and I'm still challenging myself almost daily. But this got me thinking about how I and other socially anxious people might behave around others who might also be socially anxious. Do you have similar experiences? Does this make you more or less anxious? Do you try somehow to be more inclusive, or do you avoid them? And why do you think this happens?",6.456037735849055,7.226031993710697,6.863830188679247,74.17197169811323,65.54088050314465,9.630440251572328,33.51006289308176,9.642632912329526,3.3050523270440246,673,28,114,13,10,219,96,159,0.101,0.835,0.064,-0.4696,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,3,3,11,5,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,2,0,27,28,19,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,10,2,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,20,4,15,19,5,16,0,0,0,0,26,4,0,9,9,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752487781663567,0.0,0.0,0.2336550974283401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901053790554078,0.5501310326139849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670029112601882,0.1820983482650416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389532246671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522914539234808,0.0,0.0,0.09540792191444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526890227253818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828423143262455,0.0,0.0,0.15049095929551504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535060499571809,0.0,0.07789396466998076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224836342420174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758123037827198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501048824888947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663686061136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406262808763073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088241309651993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503988814073628,0.08503968602774381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358929163720533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866279910215599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963987631909778,0.16504130319974394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777806132807502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828068920062403,0.0,0.0,0.11137721973715506,0.0,0.0,0.12481082030104325,0.0,0.0,0.056790558071182926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322467136005706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028415408387357,0.0878819048626956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918509120440937,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShyHyena,2019/03/30,"Im so fucking awkward and i hate myself for it One of my friend back in school asked me out today and i had to reject it since i dont know how to talk with people anymore, more over she used to be my crush but she now has a boyfriend",0.04396226415094517,1.599129622641513,1.9024905660377376,100.30241509433964,82.9622641509434,4.24,18.147169811320754,3.1291,-0.9619252830188684,182,4,46,0,5,60,44,53,0.141,0.818,0.041,-0.4797,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,9,1,9,7,1,6,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,3,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876703031983785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278241361595994,0.0,0.0,0.21614185292592075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294369009297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717043503051128,0.25986437013898606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751945647860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362683101945004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448042298795558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047473425409825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487330927572388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447939439387393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252162157573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593053307348285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266441677806922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427726255904613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Foraschoolworksheet,2019/03/30,"Even if I could introduce myself and have a proper conversation, what next? I’ve talked to strangers a few times, they know my name and who I am, but after that first conversation we walk away and never talk to each other again, am I just too awkward or am I supposed to do something more? I want friends but I’m just not sure how to turn those into friendships, what am I supposed to do? 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I originally had this on r/introvert but someone said this might be a better thread. I just never considered that I might have social anxiety I spent the whole day in my dorm room ruminating about how lonely I am and don't have friends. I didn't even want to leave to get food cuz I didn't want people to see how lonely I was? Ik that doesn't make sense and nobody gives a shit but for some reason I felt like they'd see how lonely I feel and I just didn't leave or eat. Then a friend invited me to hang out with them and some other ppl. All I could've wanted right? I was lonely and somehow I wasn't going to be anymore, that's great right? No because for some reason I thought it was a pity invite. I thought they somehow knew how lonely I was and almost didn't go. Stayed on my bed trying to convince myself to get up and go for fifteen minutes, pushing away thoughts like she might've texted it wrong, didn't mean it, maybe it's a prank even though none of those things have ever happened to me. But I went and it was fun. I'm glad I didn't listen to my irrational self. 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They probably laughed about it when I left.",2.6821739130434783,4.54928642028986,3.431231884057972,90.9451086956522,76.10144927536231,6.339130434782609,23.09420289855073,7.1686216300943375,0.7389594202898548,269,8,56,3,6,85,47,69,0.087,0.8540000000000001,0.059,-0.2329,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,10,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,9,1,12,4,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,8,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541176000861589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749606395775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033923909033056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544593206617629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833790679619541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252896731026982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949192848879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31024676025957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843421524579044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152657288905,0.0,0.0,0.20367328904296972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727565120797871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thunderbirdandspice,2019/03/31,"For those who haven’t always had SA, are you able to pinpoint how/why it started? I [27F] started out very antisocial and anxious, because I never understood basic social cues or where to put my hands or how to even reply to someone up until about 10th grade. Then somehow I started sort of grasping sociability and graduated as class favorite. I had so many friends during college as well, I was always with people, at events, or just existing in popular areas of town. But around like...25? I believe, it started feeling like I was a kid again, and I just can’t function socially without getting hot and my pulse speeding up and wanting to cry. Outside of my job, I spend all of my time in my house. I’m not sure why how I was able to be *normal* for like a decade and now I’m back to how I was as a child. I can’t pinpoint what triggered me falling back into this. Can anyone else tell where theirs came from, whether through therapy or just self reflection? I’m curious about their people’s stories.",4.06348639455782,5.604263545918371,5.03865306122449,82.21110884353743,71.70408163265307,7.26748299319728,31.94421768707483,7.793537801064563,2.2762262585034017,789,37,148,10,15,258,126,196,0.047,0.835,0.118,0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,0,19,6,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,4,3,37,24,21,0,2,11,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,4,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,8,3,21,6,31,15,1,29,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,6,16,105,27,5,0.27485198385524184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286988685009212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552522541248039,0.0,0.09609144886926008,0.14080916898221935,0.0,0.12233826881782214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113442099842136,0.0,0.08377360913713681,0.0,0.0,0.15483203260488096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717872406321567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095599910505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480178213740153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076857157279553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948671070764792,0.09817715609210396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617498046336753,0.0,0.07179940873353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857114351760596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637409180974186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141819400256455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393283859522602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059913970182491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464829378819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054775851302996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815107920092493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433652810756794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801769846139195,0.11644059699607325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890832976562749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952237102197306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201163742405277,0.0,0.1571585985631903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801342010435478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339083575446272,0.08105741062358593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356247094107473,0.0,0.2480111649380205,0.0,0.0,0.13247375216026838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkReise,2019/03/31,"VRChat Hey, I’m new to reddit (well not new I’ve had several accounts in the past but never really posted anything) Do you guys have any tips on overcoming social anxiety on vr chat? I really want to play vr chat but I’m too shy and nervous. I recently just bought the oculus rift too. 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There were four of us in the car, and I felt so akward and stupid the entire time because I didn't know how to engage in the group conversation. I convinced myself that they brought me along to make fun of me so I got out of the car and started walking home. My roommate seemed concerned and offered to take me home. He later apologized if he or his friends did anything to offend me and honestly I don't know what it is but I think I have some kind of PTSD of being stuck in a car with people I barely know. It just makes me feel so small, vulnerable and outnumbered. I hate it. I wish I could just function like a normal fucking human being and not have a literal psychotic reaction to social stress.",4.398113553113554,5.0247322362637385,5.496428571428575,82.66940476190476,70.04395604395604,8.264468864468865,28.353479853479854,8.344100000000001,1.865097435897436,705,24,143,10,12,234,104,182,0.098,0.7829999999999999,0.12,0.0232,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,0,9,14,4,1,9,0,11,2,0,3,1,39,34,19,0,6,7,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,5,15,1,0,8,0,0,7,3,5,0,1,9,4,28,9,23,21,1,16,0,0,0,1,20,6,1,5,4,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349042200760394,0.0,0.15165060287182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888572035474676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951673790988602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659880567839538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202157593759013,0.0,0.1557533539085792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065625165042515,0.14996661250732762,0.0,0.0,0.0921914196025958,0.0,0.259478832506185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601552870472851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254329082813306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892360350564933,0.3565999559202703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792508261716452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656165099502134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893780467291665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224921100530578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896224989828036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543051129720334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476758802509901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653593729321994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481772888571072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581854211243576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288720508144896,0.0,0.12196667861025465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394183321219164,0.0,0.0,0.0945897911867636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951265702239076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956795406353164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654105915413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,isbaldingbad,2019/03/31,Anyone have any tips for preventing/controlling your face getting extremely red when being confronted about something or being put on the spot? I have gotten better at this somewhat as I used to have my face turn red at the slightest interaction but now it only seems to happen when I am called out for something (I am asked a question I don’t know in class or I am put on the spot for something). Anyone have any tips or tricks to dealing with this?,4.273940886699506,6.149028183908047,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,71.75862068965517,7.270279146141214,27.37110016420361,7.957251820313856,1.7724824302134654,360,13,66,5,7,114,55,87,0.043,0.933,0.024,-0.1431,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,4,0,10,2,2,1,0,11,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,15,15,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,6,3,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767618078301658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28457137161657264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902366788500159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997131268931704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077871315963656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282325354128471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979035534342386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063156839916176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799464789624418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183336895414477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476412650255547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091294549217019,0.2279565667334828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525062527410488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699720963374173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213398475234535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575094684807613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cailinme,2019/03/31,Cute stuff I always see these cute stuff and I want it like so bad. But then one of two things happen either 1 i don’t have enough money or 2 I am to scared to wear it. Like literally I got this super cute wire bunny headband and I’ve been trying to talk myself into wearing it but then I would back out last minute and it’s been a week and I still haven’t worn it in public. I always think people would think I’m weird or it looks ugly. 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Whenever I'm walking I always feel like I should be in the ministry of silly walks. I often feel like I need to stop and reset, but I don't want to randomly stop walking. Any advice? 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I'm afraid of being boring and making him uncomfortable. I've been on some excruciating dates in the past that have essentially just been the other person doing the talking. But, I've also got a lot in common with this guy and he seems sweet. Anyways, I've cancelled on him twice out of nervousness and my excuse has been that I've had a lot going on/been stressed out with classes and work. He sent me a text a little while ago saying that I seem too busy too be dating and even though he likes me, he doesn't want to waste his time. Is it acceptable to admit that I've been nervous about meeting him? I'd like to try one more time, which I understand would mean not cancelling on him again no matter what. I'm fully prepared to follow through, despite the anxiety, but I'm not sure how much I should reveal to him about the anxiety right off the bat or if it'll just put him off. Do you guys have any experience with this? 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But as always I get so anxiety around people so do no know. I realized that day I was really weird compared to everyone else. I came out to sing him happy bdayy but I think it was just an excuse to take a leak. When i we sang the song I quickly went to the restroom and went back to my room. Il not social unless I have to be like ordering food or if it’s part of my job. I wanna be normal but idk how. Any tips on how to just be social? 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I was walking down the sidewalk looking at my phone, reading twitter, as I'm sure a lot of y'all do when you don't feel like looking someone in the eye or saying hi to everyone you come across. I pass by this woman coming the opposite direction. She's a bit older than me, maybe in her 20s. ""What you doing looking at that phone?! Huh?! What you looking at huh?! "" in a very aggressive tone, with equally aggressive body language. I think she thought I was rude or racist for not looking her in the eye. It was very strange. I was baffled and did not say anything or react because it happened in a second and I wouldn't have known what to say anyway. She kept on walking. Anyways, I hope people don't think I'm rude for not making eye contact with every person I've come across. I just don't understand what makes someone think it's okay to yell at a stranger, and I can't even order food without rehearsing my order in my head 20 times. To be honest, I am kind of jealous of people like her. Not that I would ever yell at a stranger, but damn, I can't even talk to a stranger in a friendly manner. I felt really anxious after that, but I also knew she was a nutcase so who cares what she thinks.",2.935352941176472,4.337350015686277,4.051519607843137,88.72433823529413,74.33333333333334,6.3549019607843125,28.044117647058826,6.742157984588678,1.2699764705882348,974,39,201,8,20,317,133,255,0.1,0.835,0.066,-0.635,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,0,0,9,15,6,0,14,3,18,6,5,3,2,39,45,12,0,3,11,0,2,2,1,2,0,6,0,2,13,8,1,1,10,1,0,6,11,6,0,1,11,17,32,9,37,31,3,31,0,0,9,0,26,18,1,5,7,138,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808877496716579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444077428933532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064597836365207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714783527495279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025781032812785,0.12235440165204545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230763719364298,0.0,0.0,0.2846594247939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550914434486176,0.09963908482425128,0.09280808512965613,0.10525526756324437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055696325518904466,0.07869284340184315,0.10576350674551836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319662932539292,0.0,0.08510341349630432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809887737054851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974073377242962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304806498892875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940611367138613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470669639212773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762972453630112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550012654765797,0.0,0.0,0.09364756812131547,0.0,0.0,0.14705506533924415,0.0,0.11066281652117138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527315061680022,0.0961807619207682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018213436089863,0.0,0.07056640037626671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627926514688681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666341600754666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381726325730574,0.0,0.0,0.08853626680303753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823246498956744,0.0,0.08744864237414934,0.06423070686561567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467245565629583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177440937195166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618291106153772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824905166544248,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,london_symphonies,2019/03/31,"Everyone already sees me as a jackass. I’ve consistently acted like a crazy person and a bit of a dick in front of everyone who I’ve thought about befriending. All these people have already chosen their tight little friend groups and seem very cautious about letting new people in. I’m trying to join, but they’re ignoring me. In fact, I’ve tried to be dominant and say everything directly, but people seem to be uncomfortable with me. The girl I like definitely sees me as either an insane psycho maniac or a rude, brash guy. Every time I coincidentally bump into her, she happens to catch me in a compromising situation. Either acting cartoonishly clumsy, like an oaf, like a dick, or like a general dingus. It’s actually hopeless. And there’s no way for me to approah someone or get their attention without acting brash and aggressive, but people only seem to like me when I act calm, thoughtful, and reserved. I have to be dominant to approach people because they’ll sure as hell never approach me, but that seems to offend them. I want to be more polite, but I feel that it’s too late. I’m already everyone’s enemy.",5.666,7.173183123809526,6.951904761904764,70.15642857142858,67.76190476190476,9.790476190476193,31.619047619047624,10.047579312681364,3.4735619047619046,896,37,148,22,15,304,122,210,0.21600000000000005,0.638,0.147,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,4,0,5,16,5,0,11,0,8,2,2,0,4,35,22,18,0,1,11,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,2,8,0,0,8,3,7,0,0,2,5,20,9,25,14,5,20,1,1,2,2,13,6,3,7,11,92,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.10945123010968263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713115006534437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683712260791045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224488310614162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449898934769432,0.3215188545594529,0.10080148458554077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056711077106738374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665394350292296,0.0,0.05859856889812095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105527215376336,0.09918203739615973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265204976689993,0.0,0.0,0.11469041252640752,0.0,0.3287720087611577,0.11241301456153643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650411320004052,0.1083240840273509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530214912159657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388785442406876,0.09793311416248024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919352208418571,0.0,0.0,0.17875277130637945,0.4084222053032367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607167472107814,0.0,0.0,0.09503215229717528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570874769103493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808380191532322,0.06540094944755144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152297510793163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254311168539857,0.06615442027882304,0.08902677683668417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811749609199812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blinknoir057,2019/03/31,"Getting ignored in a group chat? My three friends and I have known each other since freshman year of college and we've had a group chat ever since. Lately, I've been noticing that the group chat would fall pretty much silent whenever I text; if someone were to be the last one to text for a few hours, it would pretty much always be me. And I don't think it's about the times I'm texting to the chat / everyone being busy because someone could text and get the chat rolling almost instantly, no matter what the text is about. Whenever I say something and it falls silent, it feels like they're waiting and thinking 'ugh okay, who will be the one to respond?' I don't think of myself as a bad friend to them because even though I'm busy and can't always have the time to hang out, I'm always there when one of them seems to be struggling. I try to be positive and light-hearted. I send them encouragement and advice if they ask. I don't leave them hanging because I know how terrible it could feel. Still, I barely receive that much effort and support whenever I put it out that I'm in a rough spot. If I do, it's usually honestly kinda half-assed. Maybe they think I'm coming off too strong? Okay. I dial it back. Still, nothing happens. No matter what I do, it never seems enough. I've tried almost everything at this point. I'm tired. It hurts and I feel like I'm just an uninteresting, non-important throw-away person, always giving and giving until there's nothing left. Ever since this started to happen, my anxiety, depression, and insecurity have gotten to be the worst they've ever been. I know that it's best to let go of friends who don't treat you well, but I also don't want to lose this group. We've been around for nearly four years and I can't imagine a scenario where I can just say 'hey, I don't want to be part of you guys anymore' or asking them ' did I do something wrong?' I feel like addressing it would just bring more stress and make my friends think 'why are you so negative?' or 'this is a high maintenance person who always needs to be reassured' . I just want to cope. 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Call me InnumerableSpace. I've been suffering from Social Anxiety Disorder since I was a child. I know how to overcome this overpowering feeling sometimes. Other times, I'm lost as hell. I've got no support system, nothing or nobody to hold me back from the edge. I keep trying, I always try to be happy. At the end of the day, however, it's myself, alone with my thoughts. Loneliness hurts like a bitch. It's the worst feeling in the world. I can't overcome this sinking feeling in my chest that all has gone awry, there's no way back from here on out. I'm going over the edge. Yesterday I relapsed, it's been months since I've hurt myself. I don't know what to do know but the thing is, I'm also bipolar a lot of time, I feel good and then I feel the lowest of the lows. My mind is a mess and I find it hard to communicate my truth. I'm lost as hell but I know where I'm going. You know that feeling - everything is alright on the outside but on the inside it's an utter shipwreck. I'm rising concurrently as I'm sinking into the abyss of my own emotions. I've had selective mutism since I was a child that later turned into severe anxiety, it got better over time, but I had terrible memories of those moments where I was all alone. I thought of suicide countless times while growing up. I couldn't bear the fact that I was different from everyone else. I wanted to not feel as alone as I do most of the time. I feel like giving up. I don't want to live. But at the same time, I want to be normal. I feel like a wreck but I'm at a really heightening state due to bringing more of myself into my interactions with strangers who still feel like strangers. I'm beginning to open up but at the same time, I'm afraid to open up because it feels like my entire blood has been drained from my core, I don't wanna make meaningful relationships but I can't help trying to do so, I feel so alone. Just wanted to get my thoughts out there. My situation has gotten to the point where I laid awake in bed for hours yesterday, letting all my blood and tears wash away the pain of being alive. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.6729230769230767,4.67395724367816,3.9508045977011514,86.60350132625997,76.5632183908046,7.036251105216622,25.176834659593286,7.969615865706242,1.4532564102564094,1711,61,346,28,39,560,197,435,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9916,5,4,0,0,0,3,63.0,0,1,0,3,14,26,3,1,26,1,28,6,3,2,5,66,78,23,1,7,11,0,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,18,12,0,2,22,0,0,6,9,15,0,0,18,13,44,11,60,55,10,61,2,7,0,0,12,30,3,3,27,217,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639088900324975,0.0,0.05094336362687537,0.053006100632624606,0.27608922417346143,0.3096250634076935,0.0,0.0,0.1461981418397633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985118007261332,0.09796753727708668,0.0,0.03883283188402261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634023460623225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504800997092575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108324364509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655620394390775,0.1460185935225082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321578420275603,0.07165743801433938,0.056422057980144026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060871062982963166,0.05725225842873272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865225504132119,0.18203809226531414,0.0,0.0,0.05822349940438544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033282251981736746,0.06110983928831686,0.07240790451308349,0.05343115633719109,0.10189841206624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678131578954926,0.057065484719892874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042698859854632884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273474312712594,0.0,0.13639101922380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056622261791665636,0.0,0.0,0.1750478492802551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514075823642912,0.0,0.155610638136271,0.0,0.056251023797866416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907896557638508,0.05415811625663991,0.0,0.0,0.04252232858013638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643219934744444,0.0,0.05084722419598472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062415534080525366,0.06112486361623955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677846131838164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602200409336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408098511478652,0.0,0.0,0.06839331277162357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196639545724745,0.0,0.15808764235904482,0.07160497815435599,0.0,0.1298746210572608,0.0,0.0,0.06300401651636732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873395496685896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696808760038887,0.07228954789933803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232152362130584,0.0,0.0,0.15171948941746782,0.2600206189676457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975071471169994,0.06929070389516181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029500732371007,0.05056457308627857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096250634076935,0.0 socialanxiety,SupermistUnc,2019/03/31,"First post need help Hi I am a 24 year old male, At first I thought I was just shy all the time and I would grow out of it but as I got older I realized it was more. I struggle to make it through days and to meet new people. I am always scared I am going to say something that I am going to regret, I start getting hot and feel a since of regret. I am not always effected if I know a person or am forced to get to know them for work or so on I seem to be fine for the most part but if I try to start a conversation with some one new or in the most recent case some one I believe I have feelings for but everytime I talk to her I find myself trapped and only saying or asking irrelevant questions. When I look at her I get this feeling in my stomach were it drops and I want to make here laugh or make here feel good but I know if my mouth opens I may regret the words that come out of my mouth so I say nothing some times even if I know she is looking at me and waiting for me to start the conversation. I am just here for direction or help for ways to live happier with this burden. I am sure the feeling will never go away, I have never admitted to having social anxiety and to others around me including my family they don't realize the pain I am in they really just don't know me which makes me feel so lonely. I am lost and just trying to find somewhere to release my feelings. Just finally writing this post had lifted my feelings even if nobody See's it I will be happy for putting it out there. I spend my weekends traped in my house wishing I had the courage to go and just be social. Thank you for this subreddit.",2.0416708074534142,3.408492313043478,3.7857919254658414,89.86614130434782,76.59420289855072,6.783643892339546,23.33592132505176,7.447530270364453,0.8287660455486541,1268,38,283,16,28,426,167,345,0.118,0.752,0.13,0.5002,0,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,5,17,16,0,2,12,0,28,4,3,5,4,85,70,29,0,12,22,0,9,0,0,4,1,3,0,2,14,17,0,1,22,1,1,7,5,9,0,4,8,15,55,7,45,55,8,44,0,5,3,0,25,14,0,19,19,209,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281828623864033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024898775983285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174734184164258,0.08584778511749147,0.0,0.08627643477727882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345991666953913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791026133307135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922215379019356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213044703107318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865682753045164,0.0,0.3714522985201446,0.0,0.0,0.10059425841319726,0.1678602140433304,0.156219521300963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393069805104128,0.0,0.2087543083863445,0.0770218677260405,0.07344409660657783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775375334477203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231021808707188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595841841327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523342786726683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108675183954271,0.0,0.15422658333843675,0.0,0.10024227833005583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518647110190336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680900923830101,0.14164848085641416,0.1773781774648564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811247000741533,0.0,0.09635916241684353,0.0,0.12445150976087994,0.06984014626518245,0.09771260568565854,0.0,0.0,0.09944193492099536,0.0,0.06366271528461502,0.08018160254746479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589373171580244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231357944133847,0.1028695752856679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882805412621017,0.0,0.090670129002433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190784883761808,0.09193691950981298,0.0,0.07317588022048761,0.08359773713223106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596195624177814,0.0,0.0,0.18721634659961864,0.0,0.07069450500903099,0.0,0.0,0.19499126670910225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599968295392744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654781240889052,0.0,0.0,0.0738087286279293,0.0,0.08454387070175515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290202475143198,0.10709253922284544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469182241183173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416316512465938,0.07288964205261285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559889943456716,0.0,0.0,0.06685265716906387,0.0,0.0,0.06523273714054223,0.0,0.0,0.059134910814595876 socialanxiety,throwawayacc635,2019/03/31,Anxiety before sex (M) I have no real issue throughout the whole ordeal right up until it’s about to happen. I get anxious and my heart starts racing. This causes me to completely lose focus and subsequently lose my erection. Has anyone had this problem or overcome it in any way. It’s extremely frustrating and leads me to overthink everything making the anxiety only worse in the future.,5.598333333333333,8.122472928571433,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,69.71428571428572,8.666666666666666,30.23809523809524,9.2995712137729,3.363952380952382,315,13,44,7,6,104,54,70,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,6,1,9,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826424978174018,0.0,0.31107776171072304,0.2296931917414464,0.0,0.14216573997114085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300994140792333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088651601099846,0.0,0.0,0.2131766546613916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273047982115406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062260606142158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979478534029056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409346172172075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221276103917705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549250848747925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571736238550833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463366142725304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945493274494321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142213286038285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736337642574959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439106069598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138557596830885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269989897841933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719996703425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Piggybuster,2019/03/31,"Trying to figure this out I'll try to explain it as best I can, but I'm really not sure how to classify this SA. I read a lot about people having issues doing what I find to be basic things here (no judgement, I promise😊). I have no problems with making phone calls, doctor's appointments, tech support, business dealings, etc. Nor do I have problems talkig with people regarding such matters. I do feel the anxiety, but I can force my way through it and it has gotten a little better over time. What I cannot do is have conversations with random people or try to meet new people for personal reasons. Even at jobs over the years it would take months of dealing with coworkers to even be able to have a semi-normal conversation if it was not work related. I suppose I'm trying to figure out if anyone else has dealt with something similar or have any thoughts on all of this. The two sides are contradictory and I really cannot figure out how to bridge the gap or make sense of it.",7.206424870466321,6.368373606217617,7.7110932642487064,74.1532720207254,64.23316062176166,10.414300518134716,32.77150259067358,9.642632912329526,2.945846010362694,778,26,145,13,10,258,118,193,0.094,0.8490000000000001,0.056,-0.802,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,7,0,22,1,0,5,2,39,32,13,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,12,4,28,26,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,4,106,24,4,0.13519486889561458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193714687861357,0.0,0.1034237046605163,0.0,0.0,0.09453139576908684,0.13852311977400722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187867404537025,0.11956887504368433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804907683493378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787599468892129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837767701176593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129379651356146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507780159682445,0.17858987170475554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835858786491926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356566090903175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411083183973675,0.13416004646840704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550077559983748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149378429207887,0.0,0.0,0.18048724958636905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791125451819414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057204683193574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749083978828411,0.11804694481046328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587264621344812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523145454716487,0.0,0.1732185897539972,0.13900284189831005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040796150995359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341753509106335,0.12741956396856358,0.0,0.10164971620047153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981746357468108,0.0,0.0,0.10732962448971936,0.07883321526136876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671537662234214,0.0,0.13206574232824092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731139412617377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842347471912473,0.0,0.0,0.09603855593315933,0.0,0.0,0.08706106303088583 socialanxiety,Throawya933,2019/03/31,"DAE feel angry all the time?? I can’t stop feeling angry and I think it’s because I’m miserable and anxious all the time. It happens the most when I’m around my partner (we’re in a really toxic relationship but we’re stuck living together because of a lease). I can’t control the feelings building up, like a constant angry “annoyance” and hearing my voice makes me feel worse because it sounds so growly and angry. It’s making me hate myself. This started happening around 2 years ago even though I’ve been depressed much longer. Idk what happened but one day a couple years ago, I just feel like something in me burst/snapped and I screamed at my parents which i hadn’t done before. I’m on meds but weening off them now cuz they’ve been not helpful at all, and I didn’t even start to have thoughts about wanting to die again until I started taking it. 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My anxiety and sheer boredom has me leaving the house as soon as I wake up. But my social anxiety leaves me with very little to do. I normally spend my entire day driving around and just sitting in random parking lots avoiding human interaction.. not sure why I’m posting this. Idk if I want advice or not. Just sharing and wondering if anyone else spends their free time this way. As well. Thank you ",2.5373894912427017,4.948502055045875,3.5387656380316947,87.34057547956633,78.90825688073394,5.798498748957464,24.587989991659718,6.980632752743323,1.083267889908257,440,16,83,5,11,141,82,109,0.123,0.7959999999999999,0.081,-0.4007,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,26,11,11,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,12,6,14,11,2,16,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,6,6,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275713082149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391734977666955,0.0,0.0,0.10930475101948177,0.16017149640237427,0.0,0.1391607075410044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024464149370284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305878968501611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324993777185433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904165981924277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803758769903528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310471978093049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667682064132052,0.0,0.0,0.26254407758706505,0.0,0.0,0.13290031529695745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594903625943317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692826911688382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971432468725052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935172122485586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733267822063925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392131413768106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358665880780747,0.0,0.0911532607352758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289829346510918,0.09220341862624656,0.12408200599478154,0.0,0.0,0.14055324673001907,0.0,0.14105728944979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952574110741878,0.11380508360339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NatayG,2019/03/31,"Why the blushing when I am not gay? I have a very weird social anxiety type situation which has started to happen recently. Whenever the topic of a gay person comes up I go so red. I have no idea why because I am not at all embarrassed, I am completely open to people being whatever sexuality they want and identifying exactly how they want to. Today my mum mentioned a family friend who is female has a new female partner. I went bright red and adrenaline pumped through my veins. She noticed my reaction and I could tell she is wondering why I am reacting this way. I couldn’t stop the blushing until I was so red I got up and left the room pretending to get my phone. I am happily married in a straight relationship so why do you think is this happening? Now I’m so self conscious it will happen again and I don’t know how to stop it",3.794615384615384,5.401523855421691,5.668313253012053,77.16700185356815,72.49397590361446,9.686005560704356,30.239110287303056,10.035473477838034,3.238870806302132,664,29,127,19,13,229,102,166,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.113,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,9,4,0,1,9,0,19,3,1,3,2,25,34,13,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,4,23,2,12,27,1,22,0,0,4,2,16,8,0,1,10,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032893789922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879159962664723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423392268180995,0.15121334141250448,0.0,0.0,0.11514901247300895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595905328583055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142505715290016,0.0,0.07534970279028375,0.0,0.08196431671333351,0.0,0.1153469883619415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826033901746918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280834931999189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926028217431537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669691861953933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392898784043913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419696271946652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998492483828038,0.1259285198295421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240118400316312,0.1548397564267175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045432142189738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211083989136774,0.0,0.14701550396943228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208061374107613,0.0,0.0,0.2411510125914716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260558165995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241121759371068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367049763167802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899771772423642,0.1701309775991024,0.11447619457539646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369463622120273,0.5205493442461389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564019018629287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,no69u,2019/03/31,"I can’t get over things I’ve done in my past that makes me cringe, and it’s having an enormous effect on my life. I honestly think I’m going crazy over this. I probably spend at least an hour total a day cringing at things I’ve done or said in the past. And its involuntary. I can’t get the thoughts out of my head. And It’s not like most people I’ve seen on here with similar issues. Like, “I accidentally called my boss ‘mom’”. It’s like, I’ll say things that most people would think “wow what a douche”. Because I would feel that way too if I heard someone say it. My biggest issue is that I can’t help but talk to new people like I’m close friends with them already, and I’ll say something that comes across as douchey/edgy/cringey. I’ve gotten so much more aware of it thru the years. And I’ve gotten so much better at not doing things that make me cringe. But when I do it has such an effect on my that it has a physical effect on me. It gets to the point where I almost throw up. I think I might actually have a mental problem. I don’t know what to do. 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I know that I have social anxiety and I have had it for years. Sometimes I behave in ways that one would describe as odd or unorthodox - I can sometimes be very blunt and direct and honest, I can sometimes be very quiet and reserved, and sometimes I can just make the big leap and introduce myself or simply just jump into someone else's bubble or discussions without going into the formalities first because it is an anxious and awkward thing to do. Then again, I still remind myself that there is no clear why of describing ""good"" social skills because everyone behaves differently and everyone has their own way of expressing themselves. But that being said, the thing that irritates and scares me the most is when I am pushed away or given the silent treatment or not communicated with for a while or worst, being ghosted. I know that you will not connect with everyone and I know that different people have different preferences and will react differently on how you act and have their own priorities on whether they should give that person a chance or just behave on their own instincts or unconscious biases and just avoid that person because he/she is too odd or that there is something off about them But I realised that this happens all the time irregardless of how I approach myself or irregardless of how geniune I try to be or honest or whether I make an effort to fake it until I make it. And this not only pisses me off because I hate it when people just do not have the balls to say it out front that they do not want to talk to you or just did not connect with you (I know that not everyone has the courage but I still find it as a shitty excuse to leave someone in the dark), but makes me so damn self-conscious about myself and how people see me and especially how I see myself (this is especially the case when this happens to me whenever I am suddenly ghosted by someone who I thought I made a connection with, or when I went for an interview and did not even receive a reply for weeks or months) Social anxiety often keeps on the edge over every tiny little detail that pops up in your head, whether the worry is geniune or just an over-exaggarated delusion or a simple problem that you go into it too deeply. And every time this happens, I go into worry overboard and makes me wonder whether I really am as much of a weirdo or whether the approach would have been better if I did a bit differently or whatever ""what-if"" scenario you can think of that puts you in a state of rumination for hours even though it does not get you anyway. It becomes very personal and filled with angst and worry and sheer depression and sorrow which puts me in a constant loop of continous increase in my social anxiety, refusal to interact with others, sheer over-thinking and over-analysing every tiny little detail to the point of a sheer burnout, and wondering why I have not been able to contact with anyone which fills me with shame, regret and embarassement. It is annoying, frustrating and just damn right tormenting. I know that this is all done by myself and the only perpetrator here is me, myself and I alone. But it is really damn hard to convince yourself to get a grip about this especially when this involves on how you think about yourself right in your very core of your soul and how you somehow paradoxically are used to being alone or used to this storm of emotions and anxiety and torment (and I mean this in a somewhat healthy way, not in a learned helplessness kind of way) even though there are those moments where feeling lonely and anxious just feel like you are carrying so much weight. I know that to some extent, this is all in my head even though it actually pretty real and feels very geniune and intense but damn it it hurts ",12.749350078492935,8.175937017687076,11.393095238095244,63.73030219780222,57.05442176870749,14.464154892726322,44.86787022501308,11.661520659325953,5.0755609628466765,3128,122,552,58,26,994,296,735,0.154,0.794,0.052000000000000005,-0.9976,5,5,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,15,6,6,51,30,8,5,34,0,55,4,3,16,5,161,97,94,2,8,54,0,6,1,0,5,0,3,0,3,53,51,1,3,19,1,0,18,14,22,0,2,12,11,73,8,80,74,16,79,1,6,2,0,45,33,5,29,24,439,126,3,0.05521489860083514,0.0,0.053881776189537135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437196601661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119623149907746,0.1247542382458034,0.0,0.03860754091204165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375242959760246,0.0,0.0,0.13463395880363524,0.06098051749035493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883309082129752,0.06028036873875205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047562746083375386,0.0,0.059667689935412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755651125771583,0.0,0.0,0.28843908572880905,0.0,0.0,0.04831892985222642,0.05650401147198949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612496275995792,0.06210932920376321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587567912696278,0.0,0.13956280041075958,0.21104080718237886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375493526397207,0.03944553459289503,0.0,0.0,0.050465417018934505,0.04696576454332635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769501121607595,0.052967161973996604,0.0941396979080766,0.04631163729325992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647905744814682,0.0,0.04946170383500029,0.05451328119255975,0.11333283092617773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437555292747804,0.0,0.059108690933889374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490775388477674,0.0,0.05749782019525303,0.18206798566003665,0.0,0.0,0.05846460521629794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0269752104441113,0.11067966774473098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052245672096506594,0.18428186783385853,0.0,0.0,0.060145211378496335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044072005282326784,0.0,0.08117860715854486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037415044264733265,0.08398683692911335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148371754571862,0.1446345591609847,0.0,0.0,0.05219592621021976,0.0,0.0,0.056173401991411125,0.0,0.05283320102606197,0.0,0.11101244710232842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284664268742153,0.07074415580395492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430644343206558,0.05252201265394783,0.04390910353113954,0.055279745816376485,0.0,0.08799825097569001,0.0,0.05760118116260705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770781448446024,0.14035021321610766,0.04250712649880188,0.21843578623010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818937869323823,0.0,0.0,0.05772260045736479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437964399216514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336465036538213,0.10613843263057736,0.16274507260190427,0.04383446192503981,0.06439250280119885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748729174883377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095375888758193,0.0,0.2277903695883113,0.032567177763466584,0.17530806586944786,0.044290061146248116,0.0672368715155287,0.0,0.051184764177372,0.09964571571831964,0.0,0.0,0.05322519190295366,0.1197564044454448,0.0,0.16822022917232127,0.0,0.0784461595464003,0.0,0.0,0.035556584407377675 socialanxiety,metaldude1000,2019/03/31,"How can I overcome my social anxiety? (any suggestions can really help in the context of my situation) Ok, I've had social anxiety for about a year and a half now. I couldn't even make a post and talk about it on the internet because I felt anxious about that too. However I've been getting a lot better lately. My SAD started when I was really concerned about my appearance, particularly my skin and weight. When they were not right, I would get sad and think about my appearance all the time and think about what others thought about it. 1 and a half years later my skin and weight have gotten a lot worse because of SAD, example: Auto-immune skin diseases and compulsive eating. I realised the only way it would be cured is If I stopped caring about my appearance. Days when I don't think about my appearance the anxiety is gone. Its a cycle where the more I think about my looks the worse it looks, but if I stop caring about it I look better and my social anxiety is gone. I haven't always been like this, I know its super shallow to always think about my appearance. I always feel like people treat me good when I look good and that's mainly my reason why I have that desire. My grades have also declined because of this, I'm in uni and I really need to do well in this part of my education to get anywhere in life. So my question is how do I stop thinking so much about my appearance and any other tips to cure this disorder. Its really fucked my life up and I feel like I've lost a year of my life.",4.016191482935668,5.263058720930236,5.1525536091815205,82.49014723648448,71.42524916943522,8.529205678042889,25.974176985804892,8.97023862654752,1.9216365448504984,1189,37,236,23,22,393,138,301,0.149,0.733,0.118,-0.5870000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,27,18,1,0,15,1,22,10,3,4,1,50,57,25,0,7,4,0,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,13,3,3,13,0,0,8,4,5,1,2,11,12,40,13,29,42,7,34,0,4,4,1,8,8,1,11,19,164,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920524260813174,0.21602225252691826,0.0,0.0,0.11769903559875868,0.0,0.26480852864981097,0.09776448790719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582601948731637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307350465042355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646464675275916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558105244956319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918124236983332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855104700323667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057158222712492636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875134821968856,0.12364702134132755,0.08309105383902324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800039521538414,0.13563923692659038,0.0,0.0,0.14516968939198904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800529735283463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755959565685538,0.0,0.0976198115533718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833752591478597,0.12683581763665366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906840078049551,0.0,0.09446758978164556,0.14714480190950266,0.0,0.0,0.057765484179740416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636161550057925,0.06416760495260948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581684292875055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371335200781296,0.0,0.059995277163303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288048301426705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694353521277517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175651142122915,0.0889765507870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390387114800094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727351184380603,0.0,0.2646469731976606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125278109976842,0.0,0.0,0.2170515484514934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955680591546806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327043524711643,0.0,0.06870233481519684,0.050461612767161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869066545041462,0.0,0.21076248485429674,0.07780899391252075,0.0,0.07808802735946553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763813591331339,0.12294970854985005,0.0,0.0,0.16718492206094873 socialanxiety,pinkxpeach,2019/03/31,"I'm too afraid to get a job even though I need one I am currently unemployed...been working at the same place for almost 7 years. I was told over the phone one day that I was not a good fit. It really devastated me...especially since I had been working there for so long. Now, three months later, I am beginning to actively seek out jobs. It takes a lot for me to even apply, and I get anxious over what kind of job it is. I know I shouldn't be picky, but I guess I feel like I've lost my self esteem ever since getting fired. I also have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, so it makes going out to find jobs even harder. It also really sucks when no one calls back for a job interview, etc. I just feel so inadequate and worthless sometimes. I know I'm trying my best but it's so hard. I'm so afraid of people, other than my family and friends. I get so nervous being around social settings, especially if it's in a professional environment. I feel like getting fired has made it even worse. Sometimes my negative thoughts spiral out of control. I get suicidal sometimes, feeling like there's no hope left. I am in therapy, but even my therapist has told me that she can't see me anymore since she has health issues. I feel really stuck. I feel like I don't have many people who understand me. I know my depression plays tricks on my brain, but when I'm in that headspace, everything feels so real. I know that if I got a job, I'd feel really good, because at least I wouldn't be living off my savings. But at the same time, I am terrified of new situations especially with new people. I'm also terrified of job interviews and have no idea how to pass them. I just need support and advice, I guess. Thanks to anyone who listens.",3.997089337175794,5.146386380403463,5.397839769452452,81.0845521613833,71.36311239193084,9.125487031700287,27.424668587896253,9.490545024520769,2.3396553083573486,1362,47,275,31,25,458,172,347,0.239,0.6579999999999999,0.102,-0.9953,10,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,5,28,23,2,3,9,0,23,3,1,4,1,56,68,27,1,7,10,0,11,4,1,2,2,1,0,1,16,12,0,1,16,1,0,2,9,9,0,4,12,13,43,14,32,51,6,35,0,4,1,0,15,17,1,7,19,178,59,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719753794727548,0.0,0.0,0.0688594192989365,0.0,0.0,0.16497692368713152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052605957266051724,0.07768623615268244,0.06819759559549951,0.048082928207340635,0.0,0.0,0.0612165001755892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052876965616026485,0.0,0.0419192392373153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721658877748962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676582517756897,0.07021798204226272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712714425554784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044348512211186894,0.0,0.11845646019289102,0.06979624878310496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669249415036318,0.2270971434906616,0.062202967780451326,0.0,0.0,0.06180262941210046,0.0,0.06482665639018778,0.0,0.2781620684575956,0.1965063573721452,0.0,0.0,0.06285106396709414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312859805019615,0.0,0.2155650178713433,0.0,0.03908141802562521,0.11535565739395122,0.05499861465247397,0.0,0.15150745130375098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061601011054534326,0.0,0.0,0.07309525840375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830035598670267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762867321995931,0.0,0.07177405017411101,0.4776789214954536,0.0,0.0,0.07160941865801755,0.15116842766186453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471468103999189,0.0,0.0,0.13438277357443,0.0,0.060721817326355086,0.060855925931392565,0.0,0.0,0.07506643409740041,0.05846256690175877,0.0,0.06506824421384105,0.04590197464872142,0.06971813681467241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488852736753061,0.0,0.0,0.1019785367552367,0.0,0.132829655219342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397932770197125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302148058643765,0.0,0.07184604625757746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827099413806919,0.17621356264882096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479776080112803,0.0,0.07173814734301844,0.0,0.0,0.1706523418200288,0.07729609364570122,0.0,0.07009848428276699,0.0,0.0,0.2040346000891076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521906515075759,0.07803507253346906,0.0,0.0,0.05170362678556942,0.0,0.0,0.06331068092323665,0.0786401464521734,0.07984286212968891,0.0,0.0,0.06756244554955247,0.0545926841222801,0.04009812611912986,0.0,0.0,0.13141810823548924,0.0,0.04668773807566205,0.0,0.0,0.07158804275526326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012522993729607,0.0,0.0700786359744187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428318030545544 socialanxiety,yoosh129,2019/03/31,"Have any of you guys created a public facing person of yourself as somebody who doesn't feel much emotion and can't be shaken? (only to have it bite you in the ass later?) This sounds kinda specific but I suspect it's more common than it should be among those of us with social anxiety. I've always been afraid of opening myself up and really showing my emotions to the world, so I just kind of act like I don't have really any and that's how my friends know me. Which isn't usually a huge deal but I've been really down in the dumps lately and I think it'd be good to talk about it, but I'm afraid to because I think it would be made into a huge deal, that this stoic friend is for the first time in years expressing his feelings. And I hate when people make my actions into a big deal, I don't like being focused on like that. So instead of facing my fears and getting real help I'm just posting on /r/socialanxiety I guess. Whoops.",3.440272459499262,4.462020582474231,4.7771723122238585,85.4937113402062,72.55670103092783,7.398527245949928,24.68188512518409,7.7094869923839395,1.1815019145802652,739,21,152,9,14,246,118,194,0.129,0.732,0.139,0.4413,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,1,8,12,2,3,8,0,19,3,3,3,0,29,31,14,0,2,5,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,14,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,3,18,7,25,20,2,26,0,0,0,1,17,15,1,2,11,102,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792952539869693,0.0,0.0,0.19276057784347495,0.0,0.10842196951900153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639642190830242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383478028168013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188511343208064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948404619307738,0.14332444876501807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055425079342325,0.0,0.0,0.21899828604023744,0.0,0.07404732914819034,0.0,0.0,0.11887520178140144,0.0,0.0,0.15613000048720324,0.14033356864241212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992762252167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499767418513083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758849777691194,0.07789031655340217,0.0,0.1598760022821932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772426362301327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410700151560068,0.09460492223448863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104186807790853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779096540798663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825674641296538,0.1237519221929157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573679441384412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131814307152922,0.2723848568383689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447443067705618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139160574511408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162789215484212,0.0,0.0,0.08264306998293075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048202132832505,0.0,0.15609399860492293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067991103406236,0.0,0.0,0.09126855350241764 socialanxiety,throwitaway135246,2019/03/31,"I messaged him first... Hi guys, here's a little story and a request for advice: &#x200B; So I'm a female university student who has zero dating experience. I am very awkward, especially around guys. I met this guy in a school hobby organization, and developed a crush on him. He is very outgoing and a people person. We only talked maybe two or three times, just short conversations like what program we're in, where we're from, etc. It has been about 7 months since I have met him, and I only see him once a week or less. Last week, he approached me and asked if I found an internship yet (I didn't), and he told me about his. Later that day, I mustered the courage to message him on Facebook to ask for tips on getting an internship (I had literally been panicking for weeks about whether I should dm him first). He then asked if I would like to do a mock interview with him, so I did the next day, and he gave me a lot of helpful advice. He really put in the time to plan questions to ask me, and even wrote notes when I was answering him. He gave me a high five (does this mean I've been friend-zoned??!?!). Then, some of my friends unexpectedly showed up and sat with us and it got extremely awkward, so he left after a bit. He's just so friendly, I can't really tell what he thinks. &#x200B; I made sure to thank him afterward via Facebook. What should I do next? I want to learn more about him but I'm scared that he isn't interested. Thanks in advance.",3.2416617033948825,4.74372783561644,4.394181060154857,86.17083085169745,73.72602739726027,7.681000595592613,25.709350804050032,8.321376580360154,1.4957952352590822,1136,38,241,19,23,372,166,292,0.065,0.862,0.073,-0.616,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,4,16,13,1,3,16,0,19,0,0,1,1,37,42,23,0,6,8,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,14,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,4,0,6,17,1,36,9,29,22,6,38,0,0,1,0,51,14,0,7,23,150,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894056831351555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094959593166965,0.2349428880510534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606178653759146,0.36151456872169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554472394476994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469553732184427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460147506167227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781885670811316,0.06385332657152998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945672941182237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446444364212312,0.0,0.10599981299856603,0.2240740021720853,0.0,0.050509014453626634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732031430264474,0.0,0.0,0.2871721503703349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479962145393534,0.10214308652250208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880352272443665,0.0,0.0,0.10503832973862304,0.0,0.0,0.0944616364911355,0.096894355681892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219014381265054,0.0,0.09147679674344536,0.0,0.0,0.09712364119061197,0.10530807731211386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716554706848201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056312093446782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295636617131827,0.0,0.14705231079615308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702269321296761,0.08441341097120203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718568689109842,0.10829880495194284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386573856895082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678914767778668,0.097840875421756,0.07703794204630526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997106102510078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111561537081267,0.0,0.0,0.07770419079916878,0.08449874155855144,0.17801182006605012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619458252955425,0.0,0.0,0.11274464762681967,0.0,0.0,0.0923776853111148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443802040171513,0.0,0.11628885171702776,0.0,0.0,0.15953500072085436,0.057021777713440226,0.0,0.2326420213570768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867557736528543,0.0,0.2349428880510534,0.0 socialanxiety,zakafx,2019/03/31,"mcdonalds worker gave me anxiety for my daughter's birthday she wanted McDonald's for supper. i went over there and started placing my order on the kiosk. mid order, a worker approached me and told me to use another kiosk as the one I was using doesn't work sometimes (the kiosk had no indication or signage letting customers know not to use). i said no problem and moved over to another one. start placing my order and within 5minutes she approached me again and started asking me if I was taking my order out or dining in, and if I was dining in, to take a order tracker. she then started explaining the machine to me but I kindly interrupted her and explained that I am familiar with how the machine works and how to use it, etc, and that I am getting it to go. I smiled at her but in my head I was extremely frustrated and anxious. i continued to place the order. within 3 minutes the worker comes back and starts explaining to me how the pay function works. i then lost it. i stopped my order and turned my body towards her and told her that she needs to back away from me. she is giving me major anxiety. i explained to her that i did not want her unwanted help or attention. i explained to her that I know how to use the kiosk, and that I used it many times previously, yet still thought she had to butt in. i had a large order to put in so I was at the kiosk for about 10-15 minutes. i had a small freakout with my hands at chest level. after this i asked again to walk away because her approaching me wasn't making any situation better for me. i felt foolish, embarrassed and dying inside. i think another customer at the kiosk thought i was unstable and walked around me. then he took his phone out, so i could only imagine what he may of told someone about my panic attack. 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I don't know if this is a common issue but I've been told I come off as really confident, especially to people who don't know me that well (which is most people because I'm terrible at opening up and moving a friendship from an acquaintance to a closer friend). I can get why this happens too, because I used to be really outgoing in high school and as a result I do think I have pretty okay social skills. I feel very comfortable making new friends and talking to random people, but my anxiety and weird behaviour starts to kick in as soon as the possibility of a closer friendship becomes real. What this means functionally is I can do stuff like go on dates and go to random events, and make friends with a new group of people and feel fine, but that I start getting really into my own head once I hang out with them after the first few times. I think it stems from a feeling that i'm not good enough, and so i think that if I were to try and be friends or try to reveal more about myself beyond initial pleasantries, people would hate me and reject me - even in high school, though I was popular I didn't open up to anyone. I also am conventionally attractive, female and relatively intelligent when it comes to school activities (though I didn't believe any of this until very recently, when my counsellor basically yelled it at me when I was beating up on myself in a session with her). In practice it means where others might give the benefit of the doubt to someone more clearly awkward, because it looks like I'm superficially satisfied or comfortable, my awkward comments or silence is interpreted in a more negative light. Even when I say I have diagnosed (moderate) social anxiety or that I have low self-esteem people tend to not believe me. As a result, it kind of becomes this loop of oh I get positive reactions when I first talk to people -> I start acting weird around them -> they take it as a personal rejection from me and dislike -> I become more anxious around opening up more to people and develop weird mental models (some examples include: I can't compliment people because they'll think I'm lying. I better not make eye contact with anyone because they'll probably be disgusted cause I'm trans. This person was probably just nice to me out of pity so I should avoid them to stop burdening them. These people hate me cause they didn't come up to talk to me - though I also didn't go up to talk to them). The anxiety for a period was actually much worse in the middle of my transition where I was scared to go outside alone and would be hyper vigilant on public transit - of course looking around and staring at people while you come off as I do means that people assume you're judging them and end up staring back. I don't think it's as bad as full-blown social anxiety in all situations or even as bad as it used to be where I could barely go outside without someone else there, but it is still pretty lonely only knowing a lot of people on a superficial level. Anyone else deal with this? Anyone have any tips for getting closer to people and building up actual friendships from acquaintances? 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I'm in my first year of university. I just had to give a 7 minute presentation in my college Sociology class. This is the first presentation I had to give in my college career. I was so nervous. When my name got called to present, the nerves got so bad. As I went up in front of the class to present my powerpoint, I began shaking profusely. I started sweating and my voice got shaky. I knew they could tell I was nervous from how they were looking at me. They were looking at me like I was crazy. When I finished, they appluaded nonetheless. A few students had to do a peer review for each student that presented. One person did a peer review for me. For each student you had to write something they needed to improve on. For my improvement, she wrote ""Relax a little bit."" That kind of hurt me because she noticed I was nervous. I felt terrible after giving that presentation. I always hated public speaking. To make matters worse, we have to give another final presentation that's going to be 15 minutes. I'm thinking about just not showing up for it. What do you guys think?",3.0081571369806674,5.491612746606336,4.559401480872072,80.26601295763065,77.64253393665156,7.095104895104893,29.04997943233237,8.150884317080207,2.301749321266968,911,42,166,17,22,304,119,221,0.162,0.773,0.064,-0.9705,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,5,2,9,13,1,5,9,0,18,1,1,2,0,22,43,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,10,0,3,21,5,36,3,33,20,4,34,0,1,2,0,24,11,0,1,19,121,44,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743198288959876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538576406184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078035845081657,0.07870581085436865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095746251073507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183834711089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308586355887332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396829358864782,0.14143648531383554,0.0,0.2196461346676556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192826043091177,0.07337763640298277,0.0,0.3097892977673576,0.0,0.0,0.12784172152188228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747191085275494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821765295566482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445085032154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307786920438346,0.1294046921348636,0.0,0.0,0.21684404491308515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618362833570521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573531832989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699549159961658,0.0,0.0,0.08749000395369537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273609677166717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993971472845702,0.0,0.0,0.09138652598158616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285005777907495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546021478747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937725095614915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315767167602824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314424776221907 socialanxiety,at_least_im_trying77,2019/03/31,"Just wanted to say that I finally got out of my comfort zone and socialized, only to receive a text from a guy saying I'm weird. I want to make it clear that I don't want to rant about the guy as his intentions are probably good. I get that he's in a way being honest with me to protect me. To be honest, I didn't realise I was being weird, I thought I was acting normal and I was getting along with people. So now that I know that by being myself I make others uncomfortable, I honestly don't want to leave my house again. I'm so disappointed from myself. Why can't I socialize like a normal person and I'm either too quiet or too weird? 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I watch a blind man on YouTube named, Tommy Edison. He was asked if he could “feel” people staring at him. You know, the burning a hole in the back of the head sort of stare. Tommy said that while he knew some people would be curious, he didn’t feel like he was being watched. He didn’t show any level of anxiety at all. I always thought that feeling someone starting was a full body sense. That you didn’t have to see them to know they are looking at you. I found it interesting that it’s not because it says quite a bit about how our mind can trick us. We don’t actually feel people staring we just think we do. So, next time you feel stared at just be like Tommy and either think people are curious in a positive way or that they aren’t paying attention at all. They may just be going about their day and you just happen to be there. 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I guess I should bit of background. I’m bilingual and lived in the US most of my life, but for college I’ve moved to my parents home country. My whole extended family also lives there, and they don’t really speak English. Now I’m pretty good at speaking the language, but I’m not super confident at it so I don’t really speak that much. Which is frustrating because if I could speak it as comfortably as I could English I think I would fit in better into school and family. My extended family is great though and very accommodating, always inviting me to dinners with them, even though I’m super awkward and don’t really speak. So now on to the issue I’m having at the moment: my parents were talking to my uncle and he asked about me since I’ve been at college I only visit every month or so. So I came home this weekend and my dad told me to go visit my uncle. The problem is I’m too nervous to go there. Well the thing is, I actually got up to go and even psyched myself up that I could do it. So I drove to my uncles house... and then I couldn’t get the courage to go in. I don’t know why I felt so nervous attempting to go in. I feel so stupid I want to cry. All I have to do is go in say hi and have some little conversations for like 15 mins but I can’t do it. It’s so crazy I don’t know what to do with myself, and makes me super upset that I’m unable to do something that seems so simple. And also what’s the rule for visiting family members? Should I call first before visiting? Is showing up unannounced a no-no??",3.1027988338192403,4.104986778425658,4.932228571428574,84.13777142857144,73.34402332361516,7.703743440233238,25.964897959183673,8.109356740369918,1.5240277317784257,1287,42,268,19,25,441,161,343,0.145,0.7390000000000001,0.116,-0.9095,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,6,24,20,3,5,10,0,30,2,0,1,1,48,63,35,0,11,7,3,4,1,0,4,1,6,2,0,15,17,1,0,9,2,0,13,8,9,1,1,8,10,41,11,39,47,6,39,0,0,0,0,25,18,1,6,9,184,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.09608067338422717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747343791113005,0.08192483085745049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920448128079966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060019000564932465,0.0,0.083780391230255,0.0,0.0,0.08707798037390005,0.1074904880621488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053648826984042,0.11260956792374302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583178050060635,0.0,0.10815134132199594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006098232171548,0.0,0.08295499759625047,0.09408070919148366,0.0,0.0,0.3712692498524025,0.0,0.1493497644010002,0.0,0.09453499051928993,0.0,0.0,0.08374820955149033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144017069010004,0.0,0.3357352413691255,0.08258178574162416,0.07874574882453772,0.10855014359338903,0.10846243837956736,0.0,0.08706596473235617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752253243354367,0.0,0.0,0.11360715684083104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276443075600412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821973526133193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954370169460927,0.04810153947105277,0.19736129279497006,0.17388019700367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572138933095696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858812838730124,0.10464512865956324,0.07237785937818801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488164290626563,0.0,0.0,0.21865161444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001670448025376,0.0,0.09421087964457253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922388815838326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829764594487983,0.0,0.09964461565142592,0.0,0.08963234234846337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144536324652478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515953491684067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913670225569691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541103048374525,0.06308782424704441,0.19346870465135432,0.07816454684749086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408070919148366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843268862772535,0.0,0.0,0.08123804985009701,0.05807299964891114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852544482208853,0.0,0.08884290889364302,0.10992468998155157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699416423013932,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainbowflower1976,2019/03/31,"S.A. is ruing my life & I'm not sure what to do...hate myself & guilt is overwhelming! Me too. My husband is the only one I can talk to...but as much as he tries...(& even after all the info I've shown him about it)...he still thinks a pep talk about how my thinking is messed up & suggesting I need to just force myself into uncomfortable situations will ""cure"" S.A. I can't work now b/c insurance sucks and I cannot afford to see the Dr. at mental health clinic w/o paying a $6000 deductible! I can't even afford the supplements they say can help! When I used to see a therapist/Dr 2x a week w/ the right balance of meds...I felt the most normal & better than I ever had...then my ins. changed & now nothing is covered...can't even afford the copay plus, lost my job at daycare b/c the mean ppl kept making me cry & I couldn't stop it...the more I held it in...the worse it got! So, now we're broke & I have live w/ that guilt weighing on me everyday for letting down my kids & husband by not working. They all have to go w/o basic things (budget had to be cut a lot allowing just the basics) b/c of me so, I try to make it up by busting my ass bending over backwards at home doing everything by myself: cooking, cleaning, driving everyone everywhere ect. so no one has to do anything at all b/c it helps me feel less guilty about not even being able to even ""talk to"" someone about a job. The sucky thing is that there's an opening for one that I'd actually like, be good at, & pays well...plus, they haven't even advertised yet! The guy just talked to my husband about it one on one asking him if he knew anyone that'd be intrested. My family keeps harpin on me about. If I don't get it...they will all be upset thinking I don't care or take it as 100% proof that I'm not even trying. The worst part is that I have to live w/ the guilt (24/7) that we're broke & it's all my fault! but w/ no meds or anything I can even bring myself to call the dude about it let alone go there in person! 😪 I am not sure what to do or even what direction to take now. I feel this enormous weight on my shoulders that just keeps getting worse and overwhelms me to the point of full blown panic attacks but when I even think about going in to talk to the place....I get a rash....& start hyperventilating ect ! I also have a peptic ulcer which keeps flaring up causing me to double over often. I was raised on an off the grid farm & am a hard worker w/ good work ethic but this S.A. is ruining my life! I HATE myself for letting it control me but don't know what to do?! I think if anyone could understand this predicament...it'd be you all. Thanks for reading this. Sometimes it's nice to talk to anyone who even slightly understands what it's like! 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When I tried talk therapy before it just made me overthink things more (and therefore worsened my social anxiety and gad). The therapist’s constant comments about things (eg “I can see that your neck is flushing”) were particularly unhelpful and made me think that things which I (fortunately) wasn’t particularly self conscious about before were very noticeable to others. I am trying to decide whether to give talk therapy another go and was just wondering: has talk therapy been helpful for your social anxiety (and any other anxiety disorders you may have) and how has it been helpful/ unhelpful. 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I was on Prozac for a few months, had literally no effect at all. Any experiences with Prozac or other meds?",1.9244871794871798,4.530831192307693,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,83.23076923076924,6.543589743589743,16.358974358974358,7.793537801064563,0.29329743589743584,105,2,22,2,3,34,23,26,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577433704559634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292193173157444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255884271227361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7476824332313146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686382111602156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DiligentSample9,2019/03/31,Does anyone tend to interpret others bad moods as being about you? I do this quite frequently. Especially if I'm experiencing social anxiety at the time. If someone is in a bad mood and doesn't want to talk/acts differently towards you I immediately assume its because of something I've done and I must be the source of their bad mood. This tends to lead to overreacting and trying to 'fix' it. ,4.6648,6.605985813333334,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,70.86666666666667,9.266666666666666,28.5,9.725611199111238,2.8690000000000007,316,12,57,8,6,108,56,75,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.9085,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,12,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184583366598607,0.0,0.0,0.1753510424757899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281718856181424,0.15287301697514108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620114784753625,0.0,0.0,0.2194590621610872,0.2566347682762421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667351489678726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556383887843049,0.2124848809132333,0.1930625149422659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156727558639664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462316975787196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026299869054418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791640276516732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NaynaRawks,2019/03/31,"I’m starting to think I have social anxiety?? I’ve already had a general anxiety disorder for a few years, I got it diagnosed by a psychiatrist and went into treatment for it, and it got better.... but recently it’s been really different. I’m new in the town I currently live in. I have two jobs, and I mostly meet people through work. I have been invited to hang out with people in different places, and I always say yes so that I can try getting out of my house and meet new people. But then I get terrified of doing it again..... even if I had a GREAT time with the same people the last time I hung out with them. I keep thinking to myself that they only invite me to be nice, and that they’re doing the same thing the second and third time also. Another thing is boys. This one I can at least say I have some explanation for. The last time I told a guy how I felt, he blocked me on everything.... granted it was my ex, but it was like a long distance thing and we were still talking for a while and there were a couple times it seemed like we would get back together. Anyways, now that guys are actually interested in me, and one asked me out on a date, I ended up calling my brother FREAKING OUT because it didn’t seem correct somehow that someone could like me. My biggest concern for myself is that I’ve lived here now for over a year, and on my days off, I don’t hang out with anyone really. I have some friends from out of town that I visit on occasion, but when it comes to trying to make new friends, the idea seems like a daunting and terrifying task now. I haven’t been on a real date since before I moved here (with the one guy) and now I don’t remember how to talk to people in general. Does this sound like social anxiety? Or does it just sound like I’m suddenly introverted? Any advice on how to address these fears?",5.118179367802006,5.060724886792457,6.190052683165892,80.71894817446706,68.32614555256065,9.656505758392553,30.071183533447684,9.457814108942452,2.4480770889487875,1427,49,297,27,22,478,185,371,0.07400000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.135,0.9781,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,2,2,20,14,0,1,20,1,28,1,0,4,1,62,49,27,0,3,7,2,1,6,2,1,1,4,1,4,24,29,0,2,8,0,0,6,4,2,0,6,15,5,39,12,49,31,7,64,0,0,0,0,25,27,0,9,37,214,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.08138409704263237,0.0,0.0,0.08149523929868542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203140422129127,0.06669308770009216,0.06939354346571977,0.0,0.0,0.05671327639043582,0.08744973005590098,0.1913969710897924,0.0,0.0,0.058313590946044665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796556491522949,0.0,0.0,0.064127661487353,0.0,0.0508384464255861,0.0,0.0709652758457051,0.0,0.0,0.07375846312697988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515834693370655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183970938981694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658625449485689,0.09227793717200293,0.0,0.05378459874567303,0.0,0.0,0.0846468809793699,0.0,0.17426563267897502,0.09558095667737967,0.0,0.14596372852509418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386558313366386,0.0,0.0,0.05508337542765508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495244955520443,0.0,0.0,0.09384556627504638,0.0,0.0,0.0800748430600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288656681172336,0.0,0.13071552360768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334014727062267,0.0919462271550472,0.0,0.24773041939320145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962297156275922,0.0,0.09414581982845603,0.0,0.0,0.08275932040791238,0.0741276822454834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596046628484634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446333804659715,0.0,0.14728334355181566,0.07380431483089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566859326326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863852641635131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163797221013486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953726149918855,0.0634276871543627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890872230663475,0.0,0.08713281633948751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492480814450102,0.10685336765617176,0.0,0.08234513935259448,0.0,0.09447330430914012,0.0,0.0,0.1326423512938002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277663235770981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689874156025195,0.0,0.0,0.17002684698304055,0.07066257635453776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902930107323101,0.0,0.06660148812144799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340637784719944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621712145769407,0.10687572078513062,0.0,0.0,0.2431492643429393,0.0,0.0,0.07969004896604229,0.0,0.11324308904816628,0.0,0.08146740681716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731047692752907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071449805183436,0.0,0.0,0.05924331297736408,0.0,0.0,0.10741073218282236 socialanxiety,Nate783,2019/03/31,"Off my chest - a lifetime of SA Im 28 and have had crippling SA for as long as I can remember. Shy was cute and innocent when I was a kid but transformed into awkward and strange through my teens. Im writing this partly to get it off my chest and to show what its been like for me. When I was in my teens I always liked reading older “wiser” peoples stories in hopes of finding some advice or hope that it gets better, wishing they would tell me I’d hit an age where it all gets better. It has gotten better but i still have panic attacks all the time and have to take a “breathing break” sometimes in the bathroom or just go for a walk. In my case it was never a complete 180 to recovery. I always thought Id wake up or have some epiphany that fixed my brain. Ive seen therapists and have taken a plethora of medication. Currently on lithium, prozac, and xanax if I need it. For a long time I thought I could beat it on my own until I started considering killing myself. Weeks/months of therapy would lead to a few inches of progress. Although I don’t consider suicide at the moment the pain is still very much there. I could manage friends and hanging out until I was about 17, then i cut everyone off and truly hated myself. Some good Ive noticed about having social anxiety is that you will become a beast at observing everyone, no joke. Yea we get stuck in our heads a lot but when we’re scanning our surroundings we analyze every square inch of it in order to “stay safe”. Unfortunately the list stops there for me. The biggest problem: work Im 6’3 270lbs so Im a pretty big dude, this combined with a resting asshole face make me unapproachable to most people. I rarely initiate conversation with anyone. Walking past people can be stressful, “do i say hi?” “When they said that thing last week was it about me and do they not like me?” This stuff runs through my head all the time. The part that hurts most: Seeing the uncomfortableness in other people simply because your present. Crossing arms, scattered eye contact, scratching/holding neck, looking away very quickly when making eye contact with you, walking past you without acknowledging you, people leaving the room when you enter, every conversation ends very abruptly. You’d think I was the grim reaper or some shit. These are the scenarios that constantly run through my head and keep me from doing things like concentrating, doing my homework, being in the moment, sleeping. Social Anxiety is a heavy sack to carry around your whole life and I wish I had an answer to help others overcome it but the best advice I can give is stay as relaxed as possible(trust me i know this can seem impossible sometimes) and be yourself. This is hard when you don’t know who you are, think about what makes you happy. Ask yourself, what would make tomorrow a perfect day? Then take baby steps towards making it happen. When I’m really coming off the rails and start to consider skipping work i know I need to take a step back and try and chill. My dogs/cats offer me a ton of happiness, playing guitar helps me relax, i love working on computers/mechanical things and that gets my mind off things. My gf makes me happy and supports me. Your list will probably be different, but latch on to things you love and it really does take away some pain. “Learn from the past but don’t dwell on it” “Moving fast doesn’t mean your getting ahead” “Treat everyone kindly” “Dont sweat the little shit” These are some things i try to live by that also help. All in all social anxiety will be very hard to deal with in adult life. Ive stopped analyzing why I’m like this and just try to understand what sets me off and what i can do to make the pain as little as possible without drinking/other destructive behavior. I think people with true social anxiety are very nice but just don’t know how to show it. Social anxiety is something I’ve accepted I have and probably will have for years to come. Dam I want to write more but my hands are starting to get tired. I hope some find this helpful. Feel free to ask questions/offer advice. -Nate ",4.371767378464334,6.197949871959026,4.794188798480032,83.12686702325391,71.40717029449424,7.497096361158151,28.08973194002727,8.155646560271837,1.9176979306926605,3234,121,600,48,62,1024,369,781,0.115,0.6920000000000001,0.193,0.9975,2,0,2,0,0,2,74.0,4,14,3,12,26,50,7,4,36,1,64,29,18,9,8,121,128,57,3,15,19,0,4,5,2,7,9,2,2,2,47,34,0,4,20,8,1,15,11,17,0,0,17,13,83,34,90,95,25,105,0,2,7,2,52,39,2,19,51,403,130,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501226323262145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955779369277455,0.08231903996922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920606209943305,0.0,0.0,0.034587647381113716,0.0,0.0,0.044035061942336536,0.09248771764552767,0.05627450469609346,0.0929495213909476,0.03803615772783134,0.0,0.030153901172005983,0.05463110538118696,0.0,0.0,0.051911320137155735,0.13124547841870982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522020790232626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522083775069632,0.05186396499473371,0.0534549720282231,0.0,0.07898885503477719,0.0,0.0,0.03190135791279393,0.0509970823372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051681247509898984,0.0,0.0,0.04328786729434817,0.0,0.05797356576482397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381202909269298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335416370471331,0.1418001156525302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025011401908400555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042171594240794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03821716529594744,0.0,0.18090692381783394,0.04745211629274032,0.02811256211342516,0.04148957800732932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043742456076797234,0.15797183688143382,0.08862330677893472,0.04883725051982458,0.15229858857270795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262357008206535,0.0,0.0,0.14739214417344668,0.0,0.0,0.05295417710851777,0.0,0.2137262705713097,0.0,0.0,0.04396748842063773,0.05472659437100627,0.05151103341771796,0.10874047122462364,0.040321240634821814,0.0,0.052377154869934425,0.0,0.0,0.06987833480386021,0.12083249085948038,0.09915548179914213,0.0436792201375069,0.08755137782331815,0.04153882559031065,0.0,0.0,0.04205406626387823,0.08928965706350356,0.0,0.2311317053072265,0.0,0.0,0.053882772994048485,0.0,0.04983160367408414,0.0,0.0,0.049946371158494415,0.0,0.039483140911682826,0.05257433209535936,0.036363064999226105,0.07335654880506193,0.03815108533212667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056317157250648474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579053415186358,0.05803747488313742,0.0,0.1071333126010264,0.14166215029805082,0.20576020316887866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557652730627994,0.0,0.050324516257146255,0.10666502801571437,0.047332103623698295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049479200287466864,0.0,0.06337813435972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056035124631521736,0.0,0.04705331680046322,0.039337200813071856,0.0,0.0,0.039417849505569015,0.045031819383045936,0.0,0.0,0.10155189473479424,0.0,0.0,0.04950153775503832,0.2521208406721725,0.0,0.03808120040264968,0.09784591003550447,0.0,0.10503647353308794,0.10544795246521614,0.07900692613265749,0.08271127109988202,0.056662922964849025,0.0,0.056626522592977215,0.054107572037890975,0.056133219684719765,0.0,0.0,0.14876854453393856,0.0,0.04323530184857389,0.0,0.056568469452566876,0.05743362278878347,0.1971773335311097,0.09508708906827833,0.0,0.07854066207730173,0.08653174204811577,0.05685367663371321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075212233037012,0.0,0.0,0.051495657020845235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407238570526812,0.029176218792259314,0.0,0.03967849236770739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463520334221776,0.05522681495639183,0.11376649008726465,0.09536655927014948,0.0,0.10803510547727303,0.0,0.0,0.10541728535527688,0.0,0.0,0.03185436250293803 socialanxiety,northernlaner,2019/03/31,"Working on your image if insecure pays off I've been very insecure all my life. I've always been the soft boy that was always the beta male of the group and made fun of. I got into a relationship for a year and a half and was cheated on because of always being pushed around by everyone I thought it was my fault and took her back for another 7 months. I caught her cheating again and dumped her. I was crushed she didn't fight to get me back and she replaced me three days later. I told myself I was better than that and I needed to really believe it. I told myself that I wouldn't take that anymore. Since then I lost 40lbs and gained a good deal of muscle. Enter what this story is really about. Since I lost the weight it's been winter and so I've been wearing long sleeve shirts and button ups. Tonight I went to a party with a new group of friends I met through my engineering classes at college. They all see me in a short sleeve t-shirt for the first time and I get tons of compliments about how nice and big my arms are. One kid even told me I was a beef cake. It's feels so good to finally be getting recognition for the hard work I've put into myself and helped with the social anxiety I normally feel. I also went on to be the center of conversation when we started talking about MMA because I started doing BJJ to lose weight. Spending time in the gym and bjj has done so much for my confidence. 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I have a group of core friends I met in college. We all made a plan to go bar hopping once a month, every month in the city. Another problem with me is that I always get FOMO. I always assume I'm missing out on the greatest time of my life if I miss something and that everyone else is having fun, enjoying their youth. I feel horrible if I miss a night out with my friends because I feel like I'm really missing out on drinking, spending time with them, and what not. I assume that all those young people in their 20s are living it up and having a blast and I want to be part of it too. But when I do go out, I'm counting down the minutes and hours until I get to go home and be alone with the internet. When I do go out, it feels like a chore, and being out surrounded by other people who are more good looking than me or better dressed is mentally draining. I feel like I recharge my mental drain by being alone in the comfort of my room. I get nervous talking to people I don't know when I'm in these settings. If I'm at work and I talk to a client, I feel fine since I have a reason to talk to them, its about work. But if I approach a stranger in a totally social setting, I feel like my brain leaves my head and I run out of things to say after ""Hi"". I feel stupid for approaching people in a purely social setting, as if its totally obvious I want to make friends and that I look stupid for doing so. I have no problems with keeping an infinite conversation with friends and people I know, I just get so nervous around people I dont know. A part of this FOMO makes me want to move to the city, where all the fun is. I feel like young people like myself are having an awesome time in the city and I'm missing out by living here in the suburbs. A part of me wants to move to the neighborhood where all the young people live and have fun. But I get so anxious that if I move to the young people section near where all the bars and restaurants are, then I'll feel a big sense of FOMO if I don't go out every weekend, with the knowledge that all that fun is happening just blocks from where I would potentially move into. How can I just not give a fuck about what other people are doing and just live my own life? How can I stop giving a fuck about me having as much fun as other people and stop getting FOMO?",4.972339471041182,4.40844531262136,5.908289253431537,84.33310679611651,68.6893203883495,8.423836625376634,29.21493136926682,7.503015589744147,1.5965132239705384,1916,59,413,17,29,636,198,515,0.108,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9936,0,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,4,4,24,34,4,3,34,0,33,10,2,6,10,98,88,42,0,14,18,0,9,6,4,1,2,2,3,0,22,37,4,4,17,5,1,14,6,14,0,1,3,13,59,20,78,80,16,80,0,5,2,2,23,39,2,10,30,295,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113726060474495,0.0,0.0,0.09732167529763633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132237819481458,0.0,0.0660668308689049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052060446789289984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035649446105251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517216504619243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065284084281682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853924128998004,0.057289069939617486,0.0,0.0,0.0488533320606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854545021186673,0.055881056670330866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26612754261470845,0.20889402228945905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807289566602663,0.10812939726762964,0.2444310735468121,0.11220051778432114,0.23265251270752405,0.04905104870725779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051714513539256365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001832946101013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661164033748985,0.0,0.05759195854468253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980558001228944,0.0,0.0,0.096418806963045,0.0,0.0,0.0619228851693523,0.0,0.0,0.0826136530827263,0.17142503768596434,0.0,0.2581987642874317,0.0,0.09821854331286167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533609167219258,0.07807298038498485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787009137205184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335787737500498,0.24862399168344956,0.042990229307879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488041271595158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622803062581017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899875192862109,0.0,0.4865199518717205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191674785667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746439593702999,0.060128159600496875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049942414267306966,0.0,0.04650640102312702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837604858878678,0.0,0.0,0.11922793366315622,0.0,0.04502149468599651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977853905056064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801909898247268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388521465530979,0.0,0.0,0.046427344240202215,0.1023021418336959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970472824857007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797432490828487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514966047494818,0.0,0.0,0.04154319106061713,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,immertraurig,2019/04/01,"Crippling Social Anxiety A few months back, I got transferred from one Starbucks to another. I was extremely happy about this change as the negativity coming from the entire staff from my old store was palpable. Forward to having worked there for about a week or so... I get a text in the afternoon from my boss, telling me about how said boss wanted me to come to the Christmas staff party happening later on the same day. I agreed to coming, out of respect, even though I was fully aware that I have major social anxiety. Then comes the time to get ready. All goes well until it's time to leave... I physically cannot get myself to get in my car. I sit on my bed and proceed to deeply sob for a good hour. I inform my boss that I won't be able to make it. I then take a good shower and feel as I can surpass my fears. I get myself to leave and finally arrive to destination. The restaurant is filled and our staff is huge. I sit and chat with the few girls I knew at that time. 15 minutes in, I feel overwhelmed and leave running to my car, bawling my eyes out. I feel so silly... Sharing this in hope that someone can relate.",3.9807166666666665,5.039696880000001,4.8934861111111125,85.02556250000002,71.3111111111111,7.580555555555558,26.0625,7.8658589789855275,1.3771833333333334,878,27,179,11,16,286,127,225,0.062,0.7959999999999999,0.142,0.959,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,2,13,0,12,1,1,5,1,28,32,16,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,8,13,0,0,5,1,1,9,3,3,1,1,6,5,30,8,36,24,5,37,0,2,1,0,9,11,1,2,17,122,38,8,0.12501063431015802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108454995220034,0.19126558615623585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612546133856803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224467528157344,0.4307423690406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062151725830838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256834495848765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067171862406164,0.18962739856950506,0.0,0.0,0.1369430394152473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265644840170115,0.0,0.0,0.2097059779399767,0.09998242419661124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054649106651288,0.13307614478646265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416376681834995,0.12311029332084628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971046348714203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344556912551468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997822956353482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311776316563494,0.0,0.08471044110920813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891374037616825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548651974376169,0.10592110477615524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399243923584062,0.0,0.1092648044538269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282231349607177,0.0,0.21868411852543201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373451102998224,0.0,0.10027599031838877,0.0,0.11239957341846656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100923064726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ruir74jrb5btbgh,2019/04/01,"Questions about social anxiety. I'm 16 and about a year ago I was diagnosed with bad social anxiety. If I was spoken to I did not have the confidence to respond a lot of the time, and I constantly was under the illusion that someone somewhere cared about that odd thing I said 2 weeks ago in a casual interaction. I had 3 friends. That being said, about 4 months ago I told myself calmly in my head ""okay, stop worrying about what you look like."" And I did, I stopped worrying. I stopped worrying overall about social interaction. That being said, the day I said that my brain became, foggy? Maybe not foggy, something else, I cant describe it. I've been unable to properly socialize even with close friends and family, and it's not because of nervousness. I used to be able to at least imagine a normal conversation between me and someone else, now no matter how hard I try I can't do that. I also do feel like my thoughts aren't really my own, like my conscious mind is being mostly populated by someone elses thoughts with a few of my thoughts occasionally sprinkled in there. I feel like something's missing, even to the point where I feel like it could've been some sort of brain damage, although I know that's irrational. Has anyone else had a similar experience, and if so if you got over it, how did you? Also, is there a chance it wasnt social anxiety since it went away so fast?",6.241940298507463,6.522628529850749,6.881305970149256,75.56061567164181,65.94029850746269,10.282089552238807,33.541044776119406,10.125756701596842,3.3349283582089555,1098,45,205,24,16,362,141,268,0.146,0.7490000000000001,0.105,-0.838,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,0,18,15,0,1,12,1,24,4,3,3,0,40,43,17,0,4,6,0,4,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,15,11,0,3,10,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,21,9,30,11,28,18,6,25,0,2,1,0,20,10,0,8,19,142,45,0,0.08301293327553158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075786990493007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277082549739175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905140002181744,0.0,0.0,0.05804457309308893,0.08505656015537688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799338343102373,0.0,0.0693123318325295,0.05060391362657411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853397751217004,0.0,0.0,0.08463721799638801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970748998601914,0.0,0.06627907239665368,0.0,0.0,0.053536474474093966,0.0,0.0,0.08425637986614676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27738661505906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965851902973753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120257767649099,0.07825720553030623,0.0,0.1259214999710136,0.17791336835642435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827117265238255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639302611621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436328281307175,0.0,0.08519521877252521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045621737152474695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027796302660025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970995660995495,0.0,0.0,0.07057462730027073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339764917186622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838193982810989,0.0,0.06626013135094902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133504929541129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847405409666015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299348367086882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053180210723946665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31585723726189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866915623750243,0.0,0.0,0.4231061570460512,0.21100976693162216,0.12781482336096328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082075878743161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055150104228137216,0.0,0.0,0.19770898915843274,0.04840550896528811,0.0,0.0,0.0793224151858723,0.0,0.056360332582033476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169652114020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658796781068613,0.0,0.0,0.07695382081740766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529109898549251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345760734351515 socialanxiety,skane-dew-humphries,2019/04/01,"Does anyone ever feel like no one is interested in what you have to say? I always ask people questions about their lives and how they’re doing and I can tell they love it! I just wish someone would reciprocate for once :/. I feel like I don’t know how to talk about myself to people anymore because I haven’t had the chance to in a while. Now when people do ask how I’m doing and what not, I feel like I’m boring. At least that’s what it seems like because they don’t have follow up questions:(",2.7500242718446617,4.0504964660194185,3.86620145631068,90.27561286407769,74.63106796116504,5.926699029126214,20.64199029126214,5.985473137389443,-0.005989320388349206,388,8,84,2,8,126,63,103,0.043,0.75,0.208,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,3,1,18,24,8,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,4,12,6,11,22,1,9,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,3,8,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552559547683607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152888712718708,0.11388644739347245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30453350799254497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198574979193803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253358625615364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733035782052756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247064480242744,0.34907520869219544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951220228429524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182912780868612,0.0,0.14382219037812755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700164078659658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345726049814414,0.11036876137974808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33875242070754785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649160264830726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295252609013997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827588221568358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380040168017495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091328459301946,0.14236050446747564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729896898882506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157021945888112,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nya_philosopher,2019/04/01,"Is it social anxiety if there's no fear of judgement? I keep thinking I have social anxiety, but others' experiences don't match mine. Let me explain. I do get fear in social situations. A lot of fear, to where I sometimes go into a panic attack. But fear of judgement isn't a factor. Like, throughout most of my life I struggled to even comprehend that people have an opinion of me and it should matter. In fact, I'm like the complete opposite of a socially anxious person in certain aspects. The only place I feel comfortable socially is performing (especially in theater, especially in IMPROV theater). And I love intimate conversations. It's just getting TO the intimate conversations that's excruciating and fear-inducing. The fear is more like a deep-seeded belief that I'm not supposed to exist. That the very fact that I'm in the same room is annoying to people, even if I'm making their day better. This is starting to sound like a judgement fear, but it's really not. It's more like: I'm just one more person society has to deal with. I shouldn't be here to make them feel more at peace. Anyone else relate to this?",4.606500824628917,6.494722107476638,6.082028587135793,73.87850192413416,70.9158878504673,8.960527762506869,30.34524463991204,9.478462496947786,3.093771632765256,897,38,153,21,17,304,111,214,0.219,0.637,0.14400000000000002,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,7,19,2,8,13,0,15,2,0,2,3,32,32,8,0,4,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,2,13,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,0,3,14,9,24,28,7,14,1,0,0,1,14,11,0,5,7,105,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346519159443223,0.09942410597679896,0.0,0.061537311968181664,0.09017470192825038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012192252281772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783601527709473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227482166163488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056757945761878176,0.0907324898590194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735194771753773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625704412847515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608881224924876,0.0,0.6932350857674175,0.08899908253599519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196120292406502,0.0,0.05001703313141107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822564575107789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999424813703855,0.0621627259185925,0.214981568534566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482134204432636,0.07943074910103709,0.0,0.11749218440829907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059636568318809785,0.06693412819405513,0.0,0.10325854656652086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220274748527096,0.1536905619681484,0.09194973615517003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056380244413285076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989247952638444,0.0,0.4485658898730256,0.0,0.0,0.087042264313607,0.0,0.06229258833962317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200517795350358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639203884617708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261590200028117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SelfRespectingNomad,2019/04/01,"I feel like my friends are all becoming cooler than me... I've always been the type of person that values having a small group of friends over lots of acquaintances, and have had the same group of about three best friends for years now. I always thought my friends were like me in this way, but lately I feel like they have all really started to come out of their shells, and are making lots of new friends (more girls). I really hate to be jealous, but it's definitely there, and I'm starting to get pretty down on myself, as I could always justify not having a lot of friends with knowing that I had a close group of friends that were just like me. Any tips on how to get over it, and maybe get myself out there more as well?",11.585172413793106,6.292842000000004,9.961379310344828,75.29655172413796,60.03448275862069,13.255172413793106,40.03448275862068,9.3871,3.454351724137931,570,16,122,6,5,175,84,145,0.056,0.674,0.27,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,7,15,2,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,2,26,26,9,0,1,4,0,2,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,6,2,15,13,26,18,9,18,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,3,10,88,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019360944144742,0.0,0.0,0.08225445922662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335867748903732,0.0,0.0,0.12693621681344155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419317702925036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965737954847679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231832005291055,0.17282246746839888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654153979715593,0.0,0.18958408667584356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941934445469247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664744413901208,0.0,0.13644402043363202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363726326716003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084982654489069,0.0,0.0,0.08073929644363169,0.0,0.12151690154675228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682038726365088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561441091445208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305608275364285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497545782039593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122704055670593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960258233057321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600951293777034,0.0,0.0,0.1087542762722495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789191749397975 socialanxiety,thegrand547,2019/04/01,"Does anyone else find one of the biggest hurdles in conversations is not knowing wtf to talk about? I literally have no clue what people talk about, I only know video games and a bit about movies so if they aren't into those i can't say anything. Really sucks because I can contact people but I don't ever have anything to fucking talk about because I don't do anything ghjaerfknwiqgnkr4mfhtne43r ",5.35882882882883,7.544439837837842,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,69.54054054054055,7.095495495495496,29.900900900900893,7.793537801064563,2.1253765765765764,324,13,54,4,6,102,53,74,0.053,0.916,0.031,-0.1181,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,7,0,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,3,2,1,1,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389882630505074,0.20366871400858652,0.4907252343237502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423430713233332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701106957656766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394954389663342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605119895829362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980357625290666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167695973077452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376449774852352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184833367281406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346952406567591,0.1511775200922318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756114336451205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734050270862224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807404169568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793040028623306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,changg_,2019/04/01,"I always feel like I’m being manipulated in some way, regardless of the situation. I don’t know if this feeling is even social anxiety, or borderline paranoia, but it gets in the way of me building any kind of relationship with people. I constantly feel like I’m getting tricked into doing extra work at my job, or a friend wants to get something out of me. When I get in this mindset, I tend to just go along with it because I feel like most people don’t think like this. Then I feel stupid because I know it’s something in my brain trying to trick me? I really don’t know where I’m going with this one. I just hope someone can relate. If not, that’s cool too lol",5.217352941176472,5.113487794117648,6.3973529411764725,79.47558823529414,68.11764705882354,9.15294117647059,30.235294117647058,8.841846274778883,2.2495323529411766,524,18,107,8,8,177,82,136,0.105,0.721,0.174,0.9148,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,3,0,3,2,7,1,1,1,0,29,28,7,0,5,8,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,6,15,8,18,27,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,7,68,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200095300467495,0.0,0.0,0.09970774544851868,0.0,0.11216515595430496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787583859660533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367824483177934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844590832739022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684221270827577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706815421983189,0.3142395942324612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327951805525792,0.0,0.30641502856857555,0.0,0.16665691779316766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562837517124486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549935708027806,0.0,0.0,0.15268387895598678,0.2417382623365296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652771546988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935462023169103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032979724287589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939295792860882,0.0,0.0,0.15741677349775138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480887049694684,0.0,0.1494623010464813,0.12423204272999724,0.2257530088991341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394922883055168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954647143717706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648124417046613,0.2327628718647387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674230272133924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stcyrlyapologize,2019/04/01,Talked to a person I thought had a nice face. I tend to have trouble approaching new people I meet (but I’m sure you would already know this considering the subreddit I’m posting this too). This weekend at a theatre competition I saw a person I thought was attractive and I made it a goal to talk to them or get their snap. After a day or two of awkward hellos and congratulations on performances it somehow became the last day of the competition and I had no way to contact them after that day. I went up to my friend who was talking to someone from their school and with her help I was able to get their snap. I was even able to hold eye contact for a bit! It may seem kind of small but it was a huge step for me and I’m working on holding a conversation! Wish me luck with this!,3.946789772727275,4.765747781249999,5.127727272727274,84.20636363636369,71.1875,8.068181818181818,29.54545454545455,8.296473431620573,1.913625,615,24,131,9,11,204,92,160,0.031,0.818,0.151,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,5,3,3,8,0,1,12,0,10,2,2,1,1,24,24,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,12,2,20,6,23,10,1,19,0,0,2,0,20,6,0,6,8,89,30,3,0.3259520972290928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798481223023299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792763466056682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153182060528323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076441430461862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259148908800302,0.0,0.17029651762551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923940999866684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697144752019932,0.08956737412666932,0.13284723174430207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421187779508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740328331996833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298707151107272,0.2846087987419589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608600383186585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649404620738968,0.0,0.14836727370637107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808907711383742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536029970768997,0.0,0.0,0.3929819233601184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876955599732704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920391815034135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936280147958604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510804298528459,0.0,0.0,0.1874144127934704,0.0,0.0,0.11864850442676066,0.0,0.0,0.11577350892450272,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KrackleTea,2019/04/01,"really bad anxiety, but kind of wants to date So I am a 21 female, a senior in college, and have never been on a date/been kissed/been intimate with anyone. I pretty much have been struggling with anxiety since I was in elementary school, but things just started getting better this school year. I am not as anxious when around large groups of people and can talk to new people without feeling jittery. Due to me graduating soon and moving off to start a PhD program in the fall, I kind of want to start dating. The only problem is I don't know how. I won't know really know anyone at the school I am going to, so I am kind of nervous. Any suggestions on how to immerse myself into the dating world???",3.648596837944666,5.31758600724638,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,72.98550724637681,7.337022397891962,25.58893280632411,8.00094639256281,1.6191217391304351,551,18,102,8,11,184,85,138,0.134,0.785,0.08,-0.7592,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,2,1,22,24,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,1,11,4,24,20,1,26,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,13,73,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592741941277408,0.0,0.21582503767038447,0.1593606096675206,0.0,0.19726852871753767,0.0,0.0,0.1255756395575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778139620956947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124758424798336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132549955287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369939724254289,0.0,0.08016913821123271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406850369034527,0.2325729819178857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992724174732247,0.1036972571886233,0.0,0.1087961894244847,0.13623915822153004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728447967193906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559011969646206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351139831918494,0.0,0.1349778772182617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807366540464859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42828870978386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668845765754901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953454722198064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474692792778091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133807912719448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371573723400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640477715268764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597933265583148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083970289955216 socialanxiety,regulusblakc,2019/04/01,Too scared to swipe right So my friend is newly single and she got tinder for the first time so she looped me into also getting a tinder which freaked me out so much but I went ahead and made one. I've matched with 2 people so far but I've also only swiped right on about 3 or 4 guys because I psych myself out about swiping right. I know that they won't even see that I swiped right unless they also like me but I keep thinking what if we do match? What if they message me? Then what? What will I do then? What will probably happen is they'll say hi and I'll look at the unopened message for 20 minutes then delete the app! I've found people I would swipe right one but then I get worked up and either swipe left or close out the app so I don't have to make a decision yet. ,-0.028915662650604187,2.1703032771084385,1.366277108433735,100.0502590361446,88.51807228915663,3.8019277108433744,15.528915662650606,4.935628992294339,-1.0940472289156622,608,12,141,2,20,193,96,166,0.023,0.932,0.045,0.6359,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,4,3,13,4,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,29,24,25,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,3,22,2,16,15,3,24,0,0,2,0,13,15,0,4,9,95,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524853043851365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956353089829731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704194254477397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497351310818886,0.0,0.16109462599791946,0.11351314860733885,0.0,0.1535234933488149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750857631036232,0.0,0.0,0.14547789866243507,0.12992444307799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305928372325547,0.0,0.0,0.08074560982065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963339902230322,0.0,0.0,0.0717796643749586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337918957864898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902307883385015,0.09807293738012306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080060744723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911906344241687,0.11174235283866282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371725932502105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584089646967834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273616356000871,0.0,0.1168398934644286,0.14709659484042073,0.0,0.11707943731718495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414299210370183,0.0,0.0,0.08567258907784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620005676601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696245075465813,0.0,0.0,0.10437062234252714,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Emberkitti,2019/04/01,"Does anyone else have this problem, or know how to cope? So, whenever i feel under pressure, afraid i'm doing something wrong, or am around a large group of people, etc. i just feel so much like crying, but i'm too scared everyone will think i'm weird (that kinda wants to make me cry even more though), and if i do cry (I've been told many times before people think i'm faking or trying to manipulate them when i cry, so) i get in this almost infinite loop of crying, because i cry, then i cry because i don't want to people to think i'm trying to manipulate them, and the cycle repeats... I don't know what to do about this and other people never seem to try to help (like classmates/teachers or friends)",5.622884615384617,5.158775090909097,6.316914335664335,81.61075611888114,67.32167832167832,8.548601398601399,27.66520979020979,7.6454224807358475,1.4989447552447548,550,14,112,5,8,181,86,143,0.28,0.685,0.035,-0.9896,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,3,2,0,9,0,0,4,1,29,27,16,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,12,3,15,24,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,8,8,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037857000728877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009201681273143,0.10271047794395126,0.0,0.08923724322739805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221402193846635,0.0,0.08529914256694686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7707831847925318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772305004588142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373990129605002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179709285211337,0.06620934869453579,0.0,0.0,0.09578618228301876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137142799893692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744725054416897,0.0,0.05237266607294608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719055940353222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018151731046176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794702585607544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669127713050673,0.101630349896625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368990828442208,0.0,0.07731333921206605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27798262697641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591871243563546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003604161682433,0.0,0.0,0.09125717648630388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717171710062601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269439670784705,0.09848793003928408,0.0,0.05845231633941957,0.0,0.0,0.09578618228301876,0.0,0.2041746110825327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825146680751898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959964078519338,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nm4r_,2019/04/01,"Im stuck I rely too much on my best friend to get me places in terms of meeting other people. It has only occurred to me recently that I really don't know how to talk to other people. I want to meet new people and go to social gatherings but I don't know where to start. Even just sending a text to someone I don't know too well sends my heart pounding. I am too anxious over people judging me. There just seems to be no way of making new friends. I feel as if I can't be myself around anyone out of the fear of being judged. People might think I'm weird... People might shut me down... How do I interact with anyone?! 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Or maybe Im just doing it wrong lol",4.980952380952381,6.957029634920637,5.8065396825396824,75.87457142857146,70.1111111111111,8.214603174603175,26.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.284577142857143,269,9,45,5,5,88,48,63,0.14300000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.081,-0.4921,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473341127998081,0.21757673988185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812601856218246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35205540320398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124514604638336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906986372198044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909189997381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803489398827515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905207838608862,0.3869737227580735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537269332764689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647664423248866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335206381471689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315871800069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926512709646169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795109547798572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287239128387478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057163373854834,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crazydoodler,2019/04/01,"Will people hire someone who has never had a job before? I'm 24 and I've never had a real job because of my social anxiety but money is tight right now so I am going to have to work to help support my family. I'm worried that nobody will hire me because I have no previous work experience and no college degrees. Has anyone else been in the sane situation and found a job that pays a decent amount? Seems like every job I see says ""requires previous experience (in whatever the job is)"" so how do they expect someone without experience to get a job?? I want to do something that would have minimal human interaction but have no idea where to look.",3.945433070866145,5.620383110236221,5.994496062992128,74.70512992125984,72.22834645669292,8.54456692913386,29.23543307086614,9.120678840339163,2.7259990551181104,513,21,91,11,10,179,79,127,0.103,0.807,0.09,0.2982,6,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,1,2,18,27,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,4,4,8,2,10,20,1,8,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,4,61,12,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088852289616997,0.0,0.0,0.08121282236354131,0.11900653140603334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416045094056957,0.0,0.0988327120271072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702608139906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785902486546122,0.0,0.0,0.3408427436821509,0.10949324273963204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734940914864645,0.0,0.0,0.060682117877291074,0.0,0.06600913002103423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785101946666882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111605061456047,0.0,0.0,0.6915490414679467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674365479551866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753439505972543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915976081947335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052184375398744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220094075265487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918907365318493,0.0,0.0923649147543752,0.0,0.0,0.09255428027743184,0.10573604813200874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055431848024673,0.0,0.11839744300640855,0.19682229024588996,0.08941578852164249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180246545007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850662746461925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119617554800484,0.0,0.16911308891052435,0.1179531188898288,0.0,0.08250763801375358,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,0xCuber,2019/04/01,"I am not able to make friends. Currently I am 17 y/o and had never a real friend in my life. I cant even make online friends with people who share the same Hobbys as I do. Its because I dont know how to have a conversation and I almost never laugh so no one wants to stay in touch with me. Thats one of the many reasons for my depression. I just wanted to write something down. You can ignore it. Have a nice day. 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Today, I was at a workshop that aimed to improve your job/career goals. The Public Speaker/Trainer's presentation was based on networking and how we should introduce ourselves when in a room of strangers etc. So, one by one our group was a given a task: write down a sentence on how you would introduce yourself in a professional networking event. When it came to sharing our sentences out loud, no one was really willing to share, so I was picked on by the Public Speaker. Bear in mind, that at this point, I was really anxious, my heart's racing, I feel hot, I have this AWFUL feeling in my chest that I can't quite describe in words (this usually happens to me when I have to do public speaking), so when it comes to reading my sentence out loud, I'm shaking and read it fast due to my anxiety. The Public Speaker says to me 'You're mumbling. I know you're nervous but read it again'. So I read it again slowly. Her comment probably doesn't sound bad. But I got even more anxious that my nerves had been pointed out to the whole group - it just makes me feel small, as if I'm weird, and much less than 'normal' people who can speak without fear. It's just so confidence shattering. I've been trying to go out more to conquer my nerves but one little thing like this can just set me back so much. like you build up confidence gradually by going to events and talking to people, then one comment like that can knock it down.",6.06934279918864,6.146376027586211,6.158803245436107,81.29063894523328,66.3103448275862,8.892494929006086,32.920892494929014,8.4952907291091,2.475787018255578,1168,46,227,15,17,371,151,290,0.073,0.799,0.128,0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,3,0,3,19,11,0,4,10,1,20,2,2,5,0,34,36,22,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,3,0,8,1,0,20,11,0,0,4,4,0,5,4,6,0,5,12,12,29,5,37,21,8,43,0,0,0,0,24,22,0,1,18,158,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843779120560611,0.3738171155543775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481259892251197,0.09209448911473403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261518930101888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501223524874647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301178161347445,0.07285099938292945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411627351655764,0.16731043238324536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537015290929476,0.0,0.08821564156473226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753643913439844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307040389580732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945406219498896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061707151528835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165856168865209,0.11054789194237788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472499686878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136985956919447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216391095233984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806893396807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737049771360487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294008994079812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853512584905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892024300782444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731583903488167,0.4413126687522369,0.0,0.14131985486995938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771365023686888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865361070295821,0.09640559231075388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732773020216145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045499094699841,0.0,0.0,0.07488531835893146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147801543539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314413406791032,0.0,0.10632364341155437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835276113071668,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justsayingimjosie,2019/04/01,"Things that make it hard to go out in public. Here’s something that happened that I think about a lot and has made things so much more difficult. I was on vacation last year with my friend and we got cat-called from behind by some guys in a golf cart who asked if we wanted to come with them. They saw us from the front they shouted “nevermind” and busted out laughing. It absolutely ruined my week long vacation that had just started. I never thought too highly of myself before that but it seems now to have been a turning point which just worsened my anxiety. My social anxiety only got worse after that and I absolutely hate it when I catch people even glancing at me but my brain makes me believe it’s certain that it’s because I’m ugly. It’s made it really hard to do anything that involves leaving my house and other people, especially without the two friends I have. 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I always have this feeling that people around me don’t like me. I’m not talking about my close friends, but rather acquaintances like co-workers. And my brain goes like “he’s obviously annoyed with you stop talking”. After that I never know how to act around them anymore and things become awkward. I become quiet, sometimes avoid making conversation with them. My friends keep telling me that this worsens things. I known I shouldn’t care whether people I’m not close with like me or not, but I can’t help it. I don’t know if i’m asking for advice or just needed to rant, but I would love to hear people’s opinion / how to deal with it. 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I would like to hear from you redditors with social anxiety that are working from home. I have no idea what I want to go into but id like to hear about field or jobs that have more work from home positions possibly and tips about courses and things I can do to prepare?,4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,5.059139344262295,85.95297131147542,68.8360655737705,8.722950819672132,28.364754098360656,8.841846274778883,1.9643081967213118,243,8,50,4,4,76,42,61,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.108,0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,12,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,33,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823546998625678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012540536918404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367914924856445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583108999179761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874562230609287,0.0,0.0,0.1922893557806836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933495970918812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844943469707107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975267118594169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873387169478606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142920701668516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232061715607785,0.0,0.0,0.13765045955647565,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NEPat10,2019/04/01,How do I find a job when I'm too afraid to talk with people/interview? I've been unemployed for a few months now. Right out of college. I am awful at interviewing and I avoid it like the plague.,0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,88.51219512195122,6.206829268292682,17.956097560975607,7.554174236665415,0.3857960975609762,152,4,35,3,5,51,36,41,0.138,0.7959999999999999,0.066,-0.4019,3,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,22,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529749072410144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918124838033779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212805858997624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955879825028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232448178308129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983493312499072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yoyonissan,2019/04/01,Anyone else have big gaps in their job history because of social anxiety (talking a year or more) I have it so bad that functioning anywhere is basically an uphill battle every single fucking day. I can’t live like this much longer....,9.803023255813958,8.393558255813957,9.808953488372094,63.03110465116281,59.465116279069754,12.32093023255814,40.1046511627907,11.20814326018867,4.727474418604652,187,8,29,4,2,62,41,43,0.19,0.7559999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.7424,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,3,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,3,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359210803287613,0.0,0.0,0.21563672552664612,0.3159867863452247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574966698611581,0.18799452992388213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888905089059966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25762417651142344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598358125119412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851059052960493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30603412635117844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506660593538626,0.0,0.2723181458462713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670556861370506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143695315296807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478759559514952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985960579563176 socialanxiety,anxietythrowaway801,2019/04/01,Flaked on another job today. Quit another job today due to another panic attack caused by SA. What jobs do you do that have little-to-no customer interaction?,4.029885057471262,6.88813520689655,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,76.24137931034483,9.383908045977012,26.90804597701149,9.725611199111238,3.5040252873563222,127,5,19,4,3,44,23,29,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.7506,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030623399073917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809360189362934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693518708185775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707167921780613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492604795779156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390325701628992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634303302446566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nolayelde,2019/04/01,"Good jobs for the socially anxious? I'm 26 and I work at a call center. Which sucks because I have social anxiety and phone anxiety. Idk what else to do to work, I'm not physically fit and working retail would wreck me physically. The problem is, I'm taking trazodone and it's getting to the point where by the end of the week I'm taking 3 a day and it's still not enough to combat the anxiety. I'd like to make a living making jewelry go sell online but I don't have the organizational skills for that to really work that well for me. What kind of jobs do you other socially anxious people have?",1.952841530054645,4.1336387377049215,4.334016393442624,82.09780054644811,79.65573770491805,7.3453551912568305,23.281420765027317,8.344100000000001,1.5924076502732234,474,16,94,10,12,165,73,122,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.07,-0.5348,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,3,6,1,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,19,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,13,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,5,57,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269777003213773,0.3219111568848882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685110430692825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548234637678867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188423573494116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901912377578015,0.0,0.12619007692975462,0.14721419603908928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443702141188928,0.0,0.08097151511243945,0.11950081173942105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827678213825445,0.0,0.0,0.14836521851020815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960582119998071,0.0,0.1258075524811281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020560776595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877384668347927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468441014327875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632881017413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127278302491652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43570428860126026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378028241479325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142461153733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142844124782332,0.0,0.12810164397426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148923953418677,0.0,0.0,0.10120976380378688,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,faugtm,2019/04/01,"Today I explained thermodynamics to the girl I like and it was unpleasant So, today, as I walked to a restaurant in campus, I was approached by a girl. We were lovers when we were 15 and haven't talked for like 10+ years, but I still have kind of feelings for her (our relationship had no closure). I literally explained thermodynamics for her in a very serious and somewhat rude manner when she asked how I was doing (?). Self-loathing came right after we walked away from each other. Fuck social anxiety and the weird reactions it brings me.",5.836760961810466,7.1816214455445575,6.159915134370582,76.59792079207921,67.21782178217822,8.939745403111743,30.270155586987272,9.23628265651192,2.5994373408769444,430,16,78,8,7,138,70,101,0.184,0.7609999999999999,0.055,-0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,15,16,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,7,1,15,4,13,9,2,16,0,0,0,2,16,4,1,1,9,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673960175224766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282051559085844,0.0,0.2293446152703845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279191007302516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342678611390333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567107245357795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541977186020669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385146751796288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620773389203818,0.0,0.20846427471945356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546546771790124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488342332066561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494251079978894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620229457171087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627658585504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141213031116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571955703180454 socialanxiety,Eve0529,2019/04/01,"I hate it when job or scholarship application want ""personal"" references I can give you references from my teachers, boss, ans coworkers all day. But you want recommendation from my friends? Why? Like, I can give you the number of the guy I play Apex with that lives 3 states away, but that's literally the only friend I have. How is that going to help you decide if I should get the scholarship/ job? America is so centered around extroversion and socialization, and it's really annoying.",6.830719696969696,8.307128511363636,7.293636363636362,68.8937878787879,65.02272727272728,12.23030303030303,32.84848484848485,11.855464076750405,4.487039393939393,391,16,68,14,6,128,63,88,0.068,0.745,0.187,0.7906,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,13,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,7,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,3,45,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373660532182613,0.0,0.0,0.20447030100867786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403531757324316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362803885301901,0.0,0.11370255478164434,0.41754054702729576,0.12368399431085213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154876544477968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486430838571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458726246769377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319278645410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106322896161023,0.0,0.1921710441471976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551722108355696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002589120147448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941918168028838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218461092057677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672731390005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963769866997002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SociallyAnxiousBear,2019/04/01,"Less social anxiety after working out So, after a great session at the gym or out in the wild, my social anxiety anxiety is way down. If I'm doing something big, like job interviews or dating, I HAVE to workout first, else I will have way more social anxiety, and even keeping eye contact is hard. What could be the reason I feel so much better after working out? After working out I'm naturally happier, does this mean I'm depressed even if I don't think of myself as particularly depressed? Would I get benefit from antidepressants? Thanks for any answer, I'm searching in the dark here..",4.6799099099099095,6.696893747747751,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288287,70.98198198198199,8.536936936936938,31.25225225225225,9.150863307647796,3.1157819819819825,470,21,77,10,9,159,75,111,0.114,0.721,0.165,0.8809,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,0,17,20,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,5,17,16,3,17,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,4,7,55,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195621465969132,0.0,0.4587781888507146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132599175681049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970534747323025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826561804641857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120304614020775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125245646700333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805212488938376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580812647352607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275287219984705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833121761795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529620345739104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430608314968326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878045448318078,0.13326293884372453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324727164621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331559841534435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021436705235302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541510049860811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584982956081729,0.0,0.11542193704136793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803360416944646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960678400526656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380118136449158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32744821620139153,0.0,0.0,0.10650458445546687,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,static_person,2019/04/01,"I am afraid of social media I have a facebook, but haven't posted on it in years. I'm scared of taking a stance on anything, of saying anything, since it will be so easy for others to interpret it in ways that I don't intend. I don't want to accidentally hurt or inconvenience anyone. Even more I'm afraid of being triggered by something that someone else responds with. Sometimes I get the urge to share things about my life because I know people close to me will be happy and feel included, but then the fear clamps down. I do not have a twitter or instagram. This is my first post ever on reddit. I'm here to rip the bandaid off/see if anyone relates. 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Hi folks, I am really uncomfortable doing phone calls so I realized some practice would be good for me. I guess some of you have the same problem. Do you want to practice? I'm male, 28 and can speak to you in English or German. If you are interested in a casual conversation about anything just claim your time spot in the comments and consider it yours. Then we can exchange our skype contact and do an audio call. The best thing is since we do not know each other there is no real risk. 🙂 Tuesday at 10:00 am and 1:00 pm (GMT+2) Wednesday at 10:00 am and 1:00 pm (GMT+2) Thursday at 10:00 am and 1:00 pm (GMT+2) Check out your timezone here: https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/meeting.html (I'm in Frankfurt) Thanks.",4.7533427601809946,7.527690227941183,4.541470588235296,81.13565610859732,73.19117647058823,6.831674208144796,25.9027149321267,7.882392219407189,1.5846839366515837,605,21,107,9,13,185,94,136,0.068,0.82,0.111,0.7405,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,7,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,25,22,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,14,5,14,20,5,13,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,5,5,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202826851701356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091983432018525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466744604636318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452223039288616,0.0,0.0,0.2948861950627093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471131685709903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561392519563016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468515504068033,0.17148644030641375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143254044519406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644920950921306,0.0,0.0,0.17783861567799894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608979939486453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578880777363339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901563811659638,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stevo8907,2019/04/01,"Trouble I'm just wondering what other people think cause I'm afraid it could happen to me. I suffer from Asperger's, Depression and of course anxiety. I'm worried that am building up too much inside of my head to the point that I do not know how to express the feeling to other people and am worried that I'm going to explode in a public environment and might do something and end get my self into trouble with the authorities. &#x200B; anybody feel like this too? 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Will I ever be more than I’ve always been? I’ve been bullied since third grade, which triggered my first diagnosis of social anxiety and my assessment as a highly gifted individual. What a lie those gifts are. I’m a sum of broken parts. I’ve been running the last few years - from a homophobic junior high, a rapist of a computer science teacher, and now threats of physical violence at my new school for no apparent reason. This time I came forward. I did everything right and yet again my trust was breached and things were disclosed by my high school admin to people they were “interviewing.” I feel more unsafe than I ever did before. I’m not sure if I am built for anything but a cycle of trauma and running away from said trauma. If horrible things happen to me over and over again, there’s only one common factor - and that’s me. I don’t think I’m built for this world. I’m once again on the run. I’m doing my last year of high school online out of necessity. There is also little to no chance of me surviving more than one year of university. I long to be someone who is not “gifted,” not cursed with my life of constant pain and ruminating thoughts. I’m seeing Dear Evan Hansen in Toronto this weekend. I’ve never related more strongly to a character than Evan. He’s part of the reason I long to pursue acting. Give me strength as I am painfully dragged through life.",4.552226277372262,5.923752799270077,5.471978102189784,80.23241970802923,70.27737226277371,8.107737226277372,27.93357664233577,8.548686976883017,2.0386327007299267,1113,39,209,18,20,365,157,274,0.165,0.7759999999999999,0.059,-0.9792,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,10,13,2,0,12,0,18,5,0,3,4,28,33,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,1,0,6,7,7,0,4,11,4,23,6,38,19,7,41,0,0,1,1,7,15,0,2,23,139,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814671736461131,0.09171584752992652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432165559625804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070560281985712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355980991832066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379317000289976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606778499275534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911382994966264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994092494019932,0.0,0.0,0.09906292562787974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146592209035053,0.07874460541136374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375714222094464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057376535125833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747140961857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658341306071185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969581567827989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571004479429862,0.05385026021912875,0.11047418742791633,0.0,0.1950909248329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501214607776239,0.10645578012894592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738579418030046,0.14938232818909786,0.08383091270010086,0.23457387634416985,0.0,0.0,0.2387253925110117,0.0,0.07641598439687916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665886510106945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941313605259732,0.10484900774017457,0.0,0.0,0.3346600883009275,0.08783487942915334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117907769056344,0.0,0.0,0.11236028306865584,0.09339309905980106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388555142604916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464568931258762,0.07062758884061238,0.0,0.0875061637098065,0.06427295607553829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294343487785733 socialanxiety,Ryxex,2019/04/01,Reciting a poem in class today I'm actually fairly confident in myself today but wish me luck anyway!,8.645263157894737,8.32763563157895,11.07263157894737,49.518421052631595,61.105263157894754,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,4.665484210526317,83,3,10,2,1,31,17,19,0.0,0.585,0.415,0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.4028264620302709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7825590727345959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474691625341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lilredhead3,2019/04/01,"I need a job 😓 I’ll be 21 later this year I really need a job and a drivers license. I’m letting social anxiety rule my life i wanna cry just thinking about it so I usually don’t. I’m so lost in life with anxiety I don’t have it in me to do anything I just wanna stay locked away in my room but I know I can’t forever. I’ve had one job before, I was catering and I loved it but I didn’t work often /: Ugh I feel so hopeless ",-2.620303030303031,-0.9217916161616132,1.5254141414141422,95.88145454545456,101.52525252525251,4.6602020202020205,17.71111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.02855070707070695,326,11,81,5,15,122,60,99,0.196,0.746,0.059,-0.8585,3,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,15,19,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,1,15,1,9,13,0,9,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,52,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885672031776225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552072355148824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720219378058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049040162644268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717559264556787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536520944642908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614891119204107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365330431714673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286311898982825,0.2664369657783799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588648192876,0.0,0.1702249013958885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796989415740148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278047743040361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082627514590867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226076862517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102963659076054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085155132923542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077236228509029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730791659392236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145652462826804 socialanxiety,SexyCrimes,2019/04/01,"Online games I've been always ashamed of my voice and mumbling but I started playing a game that pretty much requires talking, so I dusted off the old microphone and just did it. No one laughed at my voice or English accent and a team mate told me I'm amazing. I had a great time. I noticed that many things that seem so hard and stressful become easy and enjoyable once you get some positive feedback.",4.513846153846154,6.196482435897438,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,70.7948717948718,6.7384615384615385,32.230769230769226,7.1686216300943375,2.0636,322,15,59,3,6,100,62,78,0.117,0.5539999999999999,0.33,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,8,5,3,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,37,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946937365693447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802907882942024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152471872672936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27754626223692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255112373678004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552267086352813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850592147936054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660974811762463,0.26416070870004826,0.2680968387185884,0.17058678278568384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611194940838233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291763121709157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818416679246973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883694218847801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234055146991625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724608940024072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467926886662599,0.0,0.0,0.24055011186816586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,screech2thevoid,2019/04/01,"Did you ""just know"" that your anxiety levels aren't normal? When I was a Junior in high school, a senior told me that if I had anxiety, I'd know. She definitely had an anxiety disorder, she had panic attacks and was officially diagnosed so I believed what she had to say. I think that the levels of fear of people I'm at are not normal but I didn't even consider a that I might legitimately have a disorder because I took what she said so heavily. It made me think that unless you're having panic attacks over the thought of social interaction you don't have a problem. Now that it's been a couple years I'm rethinking it, plus it's gotten worse in college. I just want to hear people's opinions and/or experiences. Did you ""just know"" you have anxiety or did you have a realization that not everyone feels this way?",4.293861283643892,5.732461776397513,6.0598913043478255,75.51273550724639,70.98757763975155,9.590269151138717,28.94461697722567,9.928628108626363,2.9475213250517593,650,25,122,17,12,224,89,161,0.193,0.767,0.039,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,0,8,6,2,3,10,0,20,1,0,1,0,26,36,9,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,14,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,17,4,20,0,11,18,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,4,89,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043139958538884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006321468497512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054475196353607,0.0,0.0,0.14886439525072245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461984793753471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410838670984634,0.0,0.0,0.30286308844176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872701099871123,0.0,0.0,0.12625514112291092,0.0,0.1292477401257379,0.0,0.1486821173728275,0.06680850850710733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891924457944145,0.0,0.0,0.1396017854333113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784430727282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502387176533766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016823235925197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589171825635491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31005036412283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832035423174357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642982825129254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568515460524976,0.10507446662888642,0.0,0.13372183436248822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346891101150837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932615032134588,0.0,0.1048958492962941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625514112291092,0.14680043571134924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793324294761736,0.10487803231914372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346509730424198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508689181277915 socialanxiety,Foodie012,2019/04/01,"I blush a lot and I hate it I hate blushing. I wish it was nonexistent. The only reason why I can’t do long eye contact is because of blushing. It gives men the wrong message. Seriously. It happened a lot in middle school and I still carry this issue. I need suggestions. The thing is,if I don’t give the person eye contact, then I leave the guy with a bad impression. If I look them in the eye, now I give them an impression that I like them. I’m trying to balance between these two, but quite frankly, it just isn’t working. I can’t get into how cringy things went in middle school. God it’s just so cringy especially with the dialogue between my friends fml",0.7184899034240573,3.1751591194029887,2.4542669007901696,91.5060535557507,88.40298507462688,5.242493415276559,22.807726075504828,6.794906146795322,0.7784517998244076,518,20,107,7,17,170,81,134,0.093,0.8,0.107,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,6,9,2,0,11,0,7,3,3,2,0,15,19,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,4,17,4,10,17,2,11,0,0,4,0,14,6,0,3,5,70,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297478823063574,0.09708293632933324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304327071810345,0.0,0.08320636413254202,0.458327838755773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769165676605626,0.14083239359207111,0.0,0.0,0.3144709970143087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622523857610572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686325083558399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780600559582777,0.0,0.0,0.1409393894057316,0.1337376260861152,0.0,0.0,0.2707929706472569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808868637523108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112380582945538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905899940669775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939177361989322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374499263917489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223576462717845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718461096559436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160948526023365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812654965659088,0.0,0.15557310706816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763488337771646,0.14370666599326445,0.0,0.1831402320142791,0.0,0.0,0.11594260177209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412494539168338,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,911_bad,2019/04/01,"Does anyone ever get into a vicious cycle of getting excited for social interactions but then ruin it and just regret feeling that way? For some context. I'm usually alone and watch a lot of movies and shows. During then, I get really talkative and witty and wish someone else was there to appreciate it and enjoy my company. Then I go out with friends and I just suck, either I don't deliver it well or it didn't sound as good as in my head. I then get home and just get mad at myself for repeating the whole thing even though I know how it almost always turns out. Hopefully someone else can relate.",4.205047080979283,5.760918525423733,5.623333333333335,78.0984086629002,71.37288135593221,8.63427495291902,26.670433145009408,9.150863307647796,2.3047201506591333,478,16,87,10,9,161,83,118,0.189,0.652,0.16,-0.6224,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,28,17,18,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,3,9,6,14,15,4,14,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,5,7,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438365694245278,0.18036438423809856,0.0,0.0,0.14490474648714954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176804484650908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239773055180816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095593250521284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502284151181663,0.1575264663086724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805425462152706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454599690999658,0.0,0.4549246434255389,0.0,0.09897208926811953,0.14606673705763146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872567007364532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468423302322544,0.17296785201928808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957069617283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148054054396142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156340617743922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752153822680794,0.2951093776567659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569592137703301,0.0,0.17109912408291636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942257140237048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179896823583564,0.0,0.0,0.13823025193044355,0.0,0.0,0.1565795987046617,0.0,0.0,0.1944295663200218,0.2002611353459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trppiegreen,2019/04/01,"What should I do? I'm just tired of the same shit everyday, I have no friends and I know it will still be like that for a long time, I got beaten up in front of everybody in high school, I jus fucking hate being in my house I can't stand my parents, I know ",0.5484210526315785,1.9254108596491228,2.3121403508771934,98.79031578947372,80.75438596491226,5.963508771929827,20.171929824561406,6.742157984588678,-0.07804280701754385,197,5,51,2,5,65,45,57,0.254,0.655,0.092,-0.8718,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,6,13,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,2,7,8,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,5,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114259478367427,0.25299056364607914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886770325881286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017864619041443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891325902199747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157622838398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007883632766194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369449937800185,0.0,0.0,0.2421769497732828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30386260453334285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695448319794136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809039528789666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854203620167426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957101509067545,0.3145273171676375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,birdsop27,2019/04/02,"Am I the only one who feels like people don't like your presence because you got no personality? I've always felt that in my group of friends I'm the one least liked and I'm not sure why. Like, I feel it has to do with me not having much of an outgoing personality. I'm usually serious while my friends are smiling and having fun. I just feel different because it feels like I have no personality or humor. They always joke around about stuff and can tell good stories while I can't. Also, I've always felt girls get turned off talking/texting me because I'm boring. How can I be more fun to be around with?",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,74.3225806451613,7.218064516129032,26.10967741935484,7.908726449838941,1.4580380645161293,482,17,99,7,10,162,76,124,0.105,0.655,0.24,0.9621,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,15,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,1,19,26,8,0,0,4,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,6,13,13,11,21,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,8,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226911776531087,0.3504449488921029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499521380490919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567396888756593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466767360184406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839398019149527,0.20058801150230027,0.2695911164279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169285508989738,0.0,0.07334751381161476,0.0,0.0,0.1177517218355056,0.11228199327544837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429351305974558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320214667208427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026258375733104,0.10677224168621904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732812982607676,0.3677470582670135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071193916945406,0.0,0.0,0.13231507146116175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227062670015116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270303415032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546187668115855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266793325084093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amber240,2019/04/02,"Trying to befriend someone with social anxiety. Need help from you guys. I work with this guy who is insanely shy. He always has a very stern look on his face. Honestly being around him is pretty intimidating. When he talks though, which is very rare his voice is barely audible at all. He also has trouble keeping his head held high. I'm assuming he is just really shy and self conscious and he has a wall up around people. Anyway I wanted to know the best way to get to know him without scaring him off. I figured asking people with social anxiety would be a big help. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks! 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I feel so embarrassed to talk in public, when I have to make a phone call I practice before, and now I realized I’m embarrassed to “post in public”. Does this happen to you? It took me like more than a day to gather the courage to post this, damn. 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There is a woman I work with who has constantly been harassing me and talking down to me for months for reasons unknown to me. She has a history of doing this to other employees but my boss refuses to do anything because he’s really good friends with this woman. I knew talking to my boss would be pointless since others have done that in the past and nothing has changed. Either they quit or transferred to other departments. I did take it to HR thinking that maybe, just maybe, they might step in and discipline her but instead they just threw my complaints about her to my boss. He said he’d talk to her. He did keep his word but he also defended her by saying that she gets like that when she’s having a bad day or drama with her girlfriend. Fast forward a few months and I’m still getting treated like shit and still crying on my drive home about how I’m being treated and feeling helpless since I wasn’t having luck finding a new job. Finally today I just had enough. I was having a good day for once and I wasn’t letting anyone ruin it for me. She was trying to start a dumb argument with me, yelling, screaming and putting me down as usual and finally I just clapped back at her to never raise her voice at me or talk down to me again and that I was sick of her bullshit behavior towards me. She kept talking over me so I told her I was done and walked away. She was definitely shaken since I tend to keep a low profile and I used to let her talk to me like shit. Not anymore. At this point I’m done caring about this job so if I get canned for standing up for myself then so be it. TLDR: After months of being bullied and harassed by a coworker and dealing with upper management who refused to discipline her I finally defended myself and gave myself a major confidence boost. 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me embarassing myself, or just killing the energy in a room, or making my friends feel bad for me cuz i'm so fuckin awkward. i'd really like to change. i know it starts with working on myself, i know i treat myself like shit, my mental dialogue is pretty much just me degrading myself all day. i'm so used to being like this that i've just rolled over to it, i'm in this state of defeat telling myself it's acceptance. i don't want to accept it anymore though, nobody deserves to restrict and damage themselves like this. i just want to open up, to be able to dance around other people, to make my friends laugh, to find the motivation to take care of myself. how do i do it.",5.444448621553883,5.011223319548876,6.541789473684213,79.74619298245617,67.6842105263158,9.49934837092732,29.3874686716792,9.029198982220553,2.1838855137844617,1017,31,210,16,15,343,143,266,0.14400000000000002,0.657,0.198,0.94,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,19,22,4,1,6,0,12,4,2,8,2,48,35,17,1,3,11,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,3,9,1,0,5,4,9,0,0,0,4,29,13,49,31,3,32,0,2,1,2,10,18,3,4,11,142,45,2,0.37401866637043735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912351341060604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478183959282269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364200507525926,0.0,0.0,0.10259516465571936,0.11098530321059144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409665454972797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711231913402635,0.0,0.2637747706097165,0.32218396320211184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040369933889023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025663351396688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234526722787343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204795349030694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303835857346607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394876171437518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264392922958876,0.1152580767343242,0.0,0.0,0.07085447578728947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795035202797633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277768201728832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793207962107146,0.0,0.20555087760404106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363550396802494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664402427365391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564094852407728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164891830719683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172864966612854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683714861215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986864499073637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828977033854253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797492874553187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708830969445226,0.211269868186149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824411237350219,0.0,0.0,0.10423211751098026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373849663774,0.0,0.1089695999825998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828271275317788,0.0,0.12249048023748745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846447077451558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767734681877744,0.0,0.0,0.1470705999431887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907633478861652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Elastrator,2019/04/02,"How can someone be more comfortable with pit vipers than social interaction? I am a very experienced snake handler and have free handled many venomous snake species. It’s strange how I’m more comfortable handling venomous pit vipers and literally risking my hands, fingers, and possibly life (although that’s not a huge risk with most species) than I am being in social situations. How is that even possible? Socializing seems a much easier and safer task. It makes me feel really silly 😂. No matter what I try I can’t seem to shake the anxiety. I’ve tried forcing myself to socialize or “stepping out of my comfort zone” but it doesn’t seem to work no matter how many times I do it. I really just don’t understand it and it’s really frustrating that I can’t do what seems like a very simple and natural thing. How can something so simple and safe make my heart race and make it hard to breath? It just makes no sense to me. Do you guys have any effective coping techniques or tips?",4.23604946524064,6.413347106951875,4.99593248663102,80.06095755347597,72.58288770053477,8.739171122994652,28.79979946524065,9.354420925462401,2.7465831550802142,787,32,144,19,16,254,112,187,0.102,0.728,0.17,0.9231,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,1,3,5,0,16,5,4,10,0,37,27,18,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,0,5,14,8,12,25,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,7,2,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393256812306446,0.0,0.09441903987318284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152040324211758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062406894574879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220918760262688,0.0,0.0,0.11056368178171903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625806168051386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717803762347144,0.06029874331638273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295459753880259,0.2502651745883772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907308583556044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782840825728048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720576902235554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494423807261854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873377326952496,0.0,0.5032609937365757,0.10457677427764824,0.09501784296284503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199743668439217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196954044072265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675936198883471,0.0,0.0,0.12848876086728475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367549019433875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985415881655237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justanothersaadgirl,2019/04/02,"How to stop being socially awkward? I’m at a new school now and I don’t know how to talk to people. It has always been that way and I’m hoping things can change this time but idk, I seem to mess up convos due to my awkwardness. Any tips on how to not be awkward?",-0.8021428571428579,1.2077958793103498,1.6793596059113334,97.78017241379312,90.20689655172413,4.693596059113301,15.182266009852214,6.18269132825596,-0.6904906403940885,203,4,49,2,7,69,45,58,0.196,0.7709999999999999,0.033,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552778020398301,0.0,0.0,0.2086309449031056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245481573542305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047164027228755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860636674926202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963042734450595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269284494350996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104926577493976,0.0,0.2792944105824349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31273860375089946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564941415520818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658999232682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382079421201812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788944811550945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351938596673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Arsimael,2019/04/02,"My issues with a lost little girl First things first, I don't know if this posts suits in here, So @MOD, If I am wrong here please tell me (and maybe where to put this to), I will remove it asap. &#x200B; Some other post on reddit made me think about something which happend to me years ago. It was about 10 years ago around christmas when I was shopping. I am male, single, 23 back then. I was at the supermarket and when I walked in, I recognized this asian lady (late 20 I assume) dealing with her daughter (2-3f). She looked like she had a hard time making her staying with her, because the little kid was overly interested in the sweets which were stacked up at the side. I mind my own business and bought the stuff I needed and headed to the register to pay when I heard a very frightened female voice yelling a name again and again, sounding more and more desperate, and I saw that asian woman, looking in every aisle, obviously looking for her daugher. Well, I lived in a quite ""civilized"" area back then, means very low crime and quite wealthy. I thought about ""oh well, maybe she's (the little girl) at the sweets, with big eyes and packing up chocolate and went on. I paid my stuff, which took me less than a minute, and headed to the exit, still hearing that lady looking for her daughter. And then I saw her. That little girl was at the exit, looking at some riding-toy where parents could make their kids sit on while it moves, and looked like she's lost. And this is where my... incapability of doing anything kicked in. I was about to walk over to that girl, grab her and and bring her back to her mom, but I couldn't move towards her. My legs just refused to make any step into her direction and all which was running through my head was ""If you go over to that kid, everyone will accuse you of trying to kidnap her. Or they will look at you like a child molester, a pedophile! How will that look like? YOU an adult, single man, approaching a little GIRL which is seperated from her mom!"" I really wanted to help that little girl, but I just couldnt. But I also couldn't leave. What if I leave any anyone takes advantage of this situation? You read it in the newspapers, missing kids, found abused and dead. Of course this only happens elsewhere, far far away, not in my hometown, but... you never know. I walked to the info point while not allowing my eyes to lose focus on the doorway with the little girl and said to the woman behind the desk to get the mom, her kid is at the doorway. - Which she instantly did. She walked into the supermarket, waving her hands to get the attention of the lady and told her to come outside. &#x200B; In the end, nothing happend, no harm done, mom and daughter united again, and she thanked me for finding her, but still. I had (and still have) no Idea on how to react if such a situation would come up again. Should I approach the kid, talk to him and tell him his mom is in the store? What if I talk to the kid and while I do, the mom sees me and accuses me of trying to kidnap her? What would you do? 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I've HAD it for a very long time and it lagged my development and social experience in Life. What would your life be without social anxiety > ,5.1273333333333335,7.53448782857143,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,70.71428571428572,10.380952380952381,31.666666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.0048095238095245,154,7,26,5,3,52,25,35,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332635372257792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130698392558623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615583026340211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276392058104336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6661204369333769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210734416572932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270126430643849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797243818607147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997078874459849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473313862329374,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kheprisun,2019/04/02,"I can't stop trying to improve myself I can't be the only one guilty of this. Maybe it's a self-esteem issue, dunno. So here's the thought process: Maybe if I improve enough people will start talking to me ('cause lord knows I ain't starting a convo with a stranger). Maybe if I get even fitter women will start 'mirin. Maybe if I get better at my hobbies I'll make some new friends and meet some new people. Maybe if I work harder I'll fit in more at work. Maybe if I make more money I'll feel successful. I know this is all as ridiculous as it sounds. Being fit and eating healthy is for *me*. My hobbies are for *me*. Fitting in at work and feeling successful; who cares? And still I can't stop. Maybe I feel it'll all compensate for me having the charisma of Lurch. Iuuno.",0.8787421383647818,3.1857303647798787,2.1782704402515733,95.17860062893082,84.97484276729558,4.2880503144654085,20.154088050314463,5.46131890053228,-0.19712327044025105,604,18,128,3,18,193,87,159,0.033,0.745,0.222,0.98,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,4,6,1,0,6,0,13,1,0,3,2,26,27,12,0,5,5,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,2,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,18,5,15,21,7,16,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,8,8,78,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958261391092236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046931881652132,0.11130456354941304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086836964735393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195377667453237,0.0,0.07156368194994676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643539645495688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371039007514296,0.0,0.11321606062028515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308850520902332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909186870190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446479803375729,0.0,0.7619599508476187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928883238086526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342028071928673,0.08240451488484188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023150579785818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303193605218766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007054823358644,0.0,0.08652788025992189,0.1811697103582987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708705239186494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601723084820337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356205338501952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663871329228944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pope_Hope,2019/04/02,"Overthinking Conversations? How do I stop overthinking conversations? I guess my problem is, once I realize I'm ""socially successful"" with a person (e.g. having conversations that don't require much effort, making them laugh, etc.), I become too self-aware and I'm unable to connect with them again. Or if I do, it's just weakly. I'm not 100% sure what happens, just when this self-awareness hits I don't know what to say to them anymore, maybe I overthink it, and we can't connect anymore. This makes the relationship fade away. Slowly over the years I've gradually lost/cutoff connection with dozens of people due to this, with my social circle getting progressively smaller and smaller, tightening around my neck. It used to just happen rarely with special people, but in the past few years it's accelerated and I'm afraid that soon I'll have no friends. No human connections. Nothing. It's driving me insane and I don't know if I can take it anymore. Has anybody else had this problem? I would really appreciate if someone could help me with this. 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Hello everyone. I just wanted to share how I’be been feeling recently and this seems like the best place to do it. Whenever I’m at school, I see everyone being normal and with a group of friends and then I’m sitting in the back alone. Being at school is always the worst part of my day because my mind is always telling me how different I am. Telling me how normal all of my classmates while I’m this weird socially anxious guy. It always feels like there is no one like me. I always ask myself why can’t I act normal like everyone else. I have come to reddit to find someone that has similar problems that I have. 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So say I suddenly try to make small talk in the local shops or with passing ppl. For years I've never done it with these exact people. &#x200B; I'm worried they will just think it weird that all of a sudden this guy who says nothing is suddenly talking and think I'm up to something etc. &#x200B; Or am I overthinking it? &#x200B; Really wanna try to 30 day small talk challenge. 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About two months ago I started CBT therapy, after years of social anxiety and going in and out of depression. I was really looking forward to finally improving on myself, but right now, I'm not really seeing any change. Honestly, my biggest source of anxiety nowadays is these weekly therapy sessions, and I find myself consistently debating skipping them. I go to them anyway, but I've never really left feeling glad that I went, or that I was better equipped to face every other situation that I go through, even though we go through them in detail. I never really wanted to do the homework I was given to record my thought and anxiety inducing events of the week, but I was afraid I would get in trouble if I didn't. I also feel like really irrationally stressed out about my therapist, to the point where sometimes I wonder if I really don't like her. I don't really feel like she knows me personally, even after like 7 sessions, and it doesn't really feel like she cares about anything I say. Even if she's trained not to be judgmental, I still feel like she is. Even the thought of her makes me feel really anxious, and I don't really feel like I can trust her, which might just be my fault. I've never really felt comfortable talking to anyone. I've heard that finding the right therapist is important, and maybe that's the problem, but I'm doing this through my university, which means I can't really switch. I was supposed to do exposure therapy this week for homework, which was walking around the store and asking employees for help finding things, and I absolutely could not do it. I made it into the stores, and ended up buying things, but going to actually ask them for help, just for no reason, felt like too much. I am very, very, stressed out about going to my appointment this week, and want to just skip it, and maybe just quit the therapy entirely. I don't want to get in trouble for not doing my homework, thought I know realistically I shouldn't be getting in trouble at all, but I know I'll still end up feeling like I failed. I made progress on my own before, super slowly, through times when I personally decided that I wanted to challenge myself, and I didn't have the added pressure and anxiety that comes from having another person measure my progress too. Anyway, just wanted to see if anyone else has had similar experiences. I know I should probably wait it out, and keep going, because change doesn't happen easily, but I feel like I'm reaching a point where it's all too much. But I don't know. Thanks for reading. 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I had a job for about a year but i quit because i felt anxious and stressed about having to talk to people. I feel like a loser who just sits at home all day and I've yet to get a call back from any of the new jobs I've applied for. I haven't had a friend since sophomore year of high school. I'm in college now, i don't talk to anyone unless i'm answering a question. In one of my classes i was told we were doing group projects and i wanted to cry. I optedout, that's minus 100 pts on my grade. I don't go out unless it's with my family and I'm getting too comfortable being alone, to the point that i don't want to try anymore. I've just come to except that I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I know this isn't healthy but i can't find the motivation to step out of my comfort zone. I feel like I'm too young to have these problems. Therapy isn't helping much either. Any advice?",-0.5090348995905671,1.2129142556053836,2.0020666796646545,97.97776954572045,85.81614349775785,4.775121856112302,19.11269253265744,5.7926816847441245,-0.3994026515890043,761,21,191,5,23,261,119,223,0.166,0.768,0.066,-0.9598,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,1,1,33,37,12,0,3,8,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,9,13,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,7,3,22,5,32,28,4,23,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,11,112,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276920390602302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706754173190964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772409692643185,0.0,0.0,0.1476231749596831,0.12959239737960346,0.09136952534777984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004793890532988,0.0,0.07965698294283155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343163424687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125631270786153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353803745216162,0.08427320593170001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318677428948276,0.0,0.13214428234867284,0.18670548228147452,0.12546646989146334,0.0,0.11943265721074843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095755327767893,0.0,0.1365423869331055,0.0,0.2227932499985137,0.0,0.10451105003240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758728596660145,0.13806308629622988,0.2621511329543311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934536704393035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181440481055239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229812905124456,0.12768035032587022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605961205051383,0.0,0.0,0.12620469470126489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711922005621874,0.0,0.08854733439571627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059213101837467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352812145639755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503631120544825,0.0,0.0,0.14638354648275406,0.1389867069545865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644958887878667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809396774080464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968535786978876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005984379610376,0.0,0.0,0.1494358418362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486354948892915,0.0,0.08871831701138909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541485162675362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829811811593906 socialanxiety,GearTreeNation,2019/04/02,"Social anxiety and depression I've been lurking for a while here but never posted. Thing is, I've read so much advice on social anxiety on this sub and it feels like nothing helps at all. I don't have a clue what I should do anymore at this point. Everyone tells me to be myself, which when I'm in social situations where I am anxious I get so struck by anxiety it feels almost lile my muslces tense up. It even gets to the point where I can't even act like a normal person because my thoughts are racing so fast I can't even think straight at all. I love my parents but I can't help but think it was the way they tore down my self esteem on the daily, always making me feel bad about everything. I have noticeable acne and scars for example, and my dad would tell my when I had zits to leave the dinner table cause they disgusted him so much. They would say such hurtful things like this all the time, even getting to the point of my dad saying he wished I was dead. This wasn't helped at all by the fact that I was always bullied since I can remember, I always remember feeling like the odd one out even since preschool, because my parents were always moving me around and I was never able to keep long term friends. They once even barred me from seeing a friend (my best friend at the time in middle school) cause they caught me playing video games so they banmed me from TV. So I would go to his house to spend my freetime instead of playing TV or games, so they decided that it would be good to just bar me from socialising at all to 'teach me a lesson'. After a while I started to accept I was a little weird, nothing wrong with that in my mind. But then the social anxiety got way worse after they decided to move from Chicago to the rural south. I've always had an accent, a slight Romanian accent, and in the rural south you WILL meet people who think you are stupid just because you have an accent (ot saying all southerners are racist a good deal of them are good people, but I lived in the deep rural south. Add on top of that I was moved to homeschool. So here I am in a place I've never been to before, don't know the culture at all and don't have any friends, I spent my 4 years of high school basically lonely and without friends, and my parents REFUSED to let me join any clubs or activities related to church. I know I need to see a doctor because my feelings of inadequacy are for a very obvious reason, but I don't have the money or means to do so right now. When I was 19 my parents kicked me out and then I had to move to the ghetto. I legit don't have any clue what to do with myself. I'm constantly battling negative thoughts about myself and feelings of intense anxiety around people. I've even tried benzos on occasion(I know not to use them daily as I had a friend who got addicted to them and see the dangers), and that helps with the anxiety, but not my self hatred. Tdlr; my parents tore down my self esteem and put me in situations where I was unable to develop social bonds, and the ones I did make were always broken. What should I do at this point? I've tried to think positive but the negative thoughts are so strong they cause me physical pain, further making me hate my existence and myself. 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It’s really been a conflict for me. Do you just gotta do it and get it over with? 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Wasn't sure how to google or where to ask so reddit here I am. In my free time, about 2-4 hours a day I play video games, and I play them drunk. Its the only time I drink because I have a lot of fun talking to strangers. Without alcohol I have no desire to speak a word. Its just a dull experience. I also had the same ""social high"" from my first week drinking coffee, but like alcohol my tolerance got the best of me. So any suggestions? Google tells me to be myself blah blah, myself dont want to talk, but I want to have fun conversations. Does that make sense?",2.0795454545454533,4.026457499999999,3.5128787878787904,89.30727272727276,78.16666666666666,6.696969696969697,21.74242424242424,7.686295010490155,0.8123333333333327,460,13,98,7,11,151,82,120,0.07400000000000001,0.695,0.231,0.9673,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,0,7,0,9,6,0,2,1,16,14,8,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,7,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,16,9,14,9,3,9,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946026288298131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336953563921042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490878161660816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422147588508316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404146283265828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189667981682895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994912846385694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350025769483436,0.0,0.180803104017956,0.3022514249190818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509055059818455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122184744342075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233836841934914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299455639447374,0.0,0.0,0.15192471751032244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536845155338424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115470157434225,0.0,0.0,0.10297631639819373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732916529657128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451734927647995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539749887725745,0.0,0.0,0.2479925081667057,0.13483864023624573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799119690957874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198469773436815,0.0,0.1237459605630669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974212420450684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwoutaccount56,2019/04/02,"Being ugly and a empty shell I am in my early 20s. Wide forehead, thick but ugly tricolored hair due to constant bleaching when I was a teen, bad eyesight, weird nose, slight dark circles under eyes and bad skin(working on it). I feel as if my appearance deters a lot of people. I don't have anyone to confide in and I feel I would just have to give up making friends. I tried different styles and approaches but nothing works. I don't smile a lot, which may be a factor, but even if I do smile, people don't want to have anything to do with me. I tend to be on social media a lot and to be honest while I do talk time from time to people who share an interest in video games, I tend to feel left out since everyone is talking to each other while I'm at the sidelines, favoriting pictures and retweeting them. I do draw but it's nothing special and I'm lucky even if I get one notification. I don't make much text posts either because I think this would annoy people or they would think it is boring. It annoys me when I see people having relationships and having friendships. Sometimes I would have to get off of social media because it angers me so much.",4.384074675324673,5.363817783549784,5.314218073593075,82.6770413961039,70.29870129870129,7.506601731601733,26.991612554112557,7.6454224807358475,1.5134521645021644,912,29,176,10,16,299,130,231,0.158,0.733,0.11,-0.8947,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,6,13,3,0,8,0,27,4,4,2,0,39,44,22,0,8,10,0,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,1,8,25,6,26,34,7,25,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,10,9,127,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468825803844164,0.0,0.09966948373494998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225631202646413,0.1476643574616136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088512250289014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654213733128328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999409524142927,0.0,0.0,0.11573307903772648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183722127907295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357517498713312,0.0,0.12655791801217406,0.11618706021803822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159465163789064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089096152806647,0.0,0.0,0.16169390752418686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780707775692563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324312514157491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207243580808217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198385478491953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159972027099268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003499996156867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651506427901477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018974923628282,0.0,0.0,0.2469283276360989,0.0,0.0,0.11978842599189995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469951482407966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521456444468046,0.0,0.0,0.1412493197998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223091556181923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143831202043797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763501439122734,0.0,0.0,0.34415393702105584,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jeburt515,2019/04/02,"My social anxiety makes me so angry and I feel like I have no control over it It makes me feel like I come across as a very unpleasant person. I’m not sure if anyone actually notices, but I always worry after I come home from school that everyone noticed I was pissed off and assume I must be a complete jerk. But in the moment, the only thing that makes me feel better is getting angry that I’m being forced into situations that are anxiety producing. It’s not until the anxiety is passed that I beat myself up for not being able to control my emotions. Does anyone have any advice to not only deal with anxiety but specifically getting angry as a reaction to it? 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Everyone in my small department just got up and went to lunch together. I know it’s probably not personal since I’m new and the only woman but I still feel excluded and hurt. I had to take a lorazepam, which I hardly ever do, so I don’t look upset when they get back.",0.218,2.597659133333337,3.658333333333335,82.19250000000002,91.0,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1813333333333333,228,8,46,8,8,83,50,60,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9099,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,12,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,8,0,4,9,0,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129401561127882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504967808862591,0.0,0.2646160966092828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002286627067695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446831905701842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148422197916884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807264860679526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964566195407594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521921133835153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254935656843365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674583080675273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061584488289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180241405103825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857468622312605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740684957278302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290772921934078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211546616388326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821501822297336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671456972353224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Janmarjun12,2019/04/02,"Solo travel social anxiety fix? I recently got a chance to sit down with a psychiatrist. With despair I spoke of my increasingly worse social anxiety. I was very shy from infancy and never grew from it. I am now 24 years old and struggle to function normally. Through my teenage years alcohol served as a ""great"" crutch to get past the nervousness of outings. I am deeply conflicted by 2-3 traumatic events in my life. Paired with depression since childhood, mood problems, and often a lost sense of self. To all this my psychiatrist suggest a switch in antidepressant, and that I embark on a solo traveling journey. She said that maybe I want to be depressed. That despite minimal work history in past year, many new medications, and being on waitlist for surgery in Canada, I should pack my bag and take flight! My anxiety surely says if I can't control my frantic mind in my home country, why try and master it in a foreign country? She pushed the idea from start to finish. This was from one and only appointment so far. Touching base with doctor in a week to check meds. Any input would be great!! 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Used to work at a call centre and it involved talking all day to customers. Got to a point with the anxiety where I couldn't get my words out so I had to leave the job. This very slight social anxiety manifested into something physical.now I have a phone phobia. Im overly aware that nature or people are judging me. Very scared of embarrassing myself .I work at a warehouse now stacking shelves and I love it but it's time to face and overcome my anxiety. This is somewhat oversimplification of my social anxiety. Dm me please and let's see if we can help each other in someway. 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Recently I’ll start replaying random scenes in my head and I’ll judge myself doing whatever it is. And then I realized that I wouldn’t be friends with myself either and that the reason why I had no friends was just because I was really fucking weird and still am... :^) and it got me questioning everything good and bad that’s ever been said about me by my friends and colleagues. I can’t really get out of this cycle and I don’t know how to because my brain keeps clinging on to the idea that I’m not being more negative, I’m just looking at things more realistically now.",6.949948979591838,6.5483967414966,7.068767006802722,77.11090561224492,64.578231292517,10.07108843537415,31.980442176870746,9.516144504307137,2.7423340136054413,599,20,114,10,8,193,92,147,0.097,0.779,0.124,0.7187,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,0,3,0,13,3,2,3,1,31,28,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,8,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,7,3,17,4,14,18,3,16,0,0,2,1,8,6,1,2,9,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397557405758528,0.16701596298288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361007995909094,0.1987303824562357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819653943472169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264513195239575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616819369376762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744565743356866,0.0,0.0,0.14649669702181273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778074269229736,0.1506937612039993,0.08516240439390538,0.0,0.0,0.13671928647492926,0.13036848859031536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093183794947888,0.1672882312526865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401068577647076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488466582866666,0.0,0.0,0.08958225385030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376314093677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846560804704937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826008034894811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884794986929975,0.16759435922955576,0.1609459197470398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505329791741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074889976385116,0.0,0.130174505095306,0.13627791015628862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082920323775456,0.10444581984819183,0.0,0.12940627254126694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708496556733733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vieth12,2019/04/02,"Best chance at a relationship in forever just kind of...ended I’m 23 and just finished college. I broke up with my first girlfriend almost exactly a year ago. We had been together for over a year, and we just were two pretty different people, so I still feel like it was the right decision. I came out of it with confidence that I’d be able to find a real companion. Over the summer I went on a few dates, but since then nothing. Everything has been facilitated through dating apps, and in the past 7 months I’ve met some people I liked, but it always ended with them going silent. About a month ago I met someone I really liked, and she seemed to like me too. We exchanged numbers, and within a week I asked her out, since I know how these things go. She was hesitant, I think because of the nerves that come with dating too, and asks for more time. She’s busy with her job, which often requires 12 hours (I work full time too), but we still talked almost every day. In the last couple days, though, it’s taken a day for her to reply to texts, and now it seems like she’s gone silent and isn’t really interested in taking. I know it’s stupid since we never met, but it hurts, because more than anyone else I’ve met since my breakup she seemed like the match for me. Assuming we’re done, this has really got me down. My ex just posted a picture with her new boyfriend for the first time, and that sucks too. I’m not sure where to go from here, since dating on apps has been unsuccessful (even though I met my previous girlfriend that way). But I’m also totally inexperienced in non-online dating, so I feel kind of lost now, and really just don’t know where to go from here.",4.25675794938352,5.143128892537312,4.9901362751460105,85.22802076573655,70.5223880597015,8.333549643088903,24.11745619727449,8.587818076936951,1.3278864373783263,1309,32,275,21,23,423,174,335,0.079,0.805,0.115,0.9057,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,0,1,6,26,16,2,0,16,0,14,0,0,1,4,59,46,22,0,0,11,1,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,15,25,0,1,12,0,1,8,4,5,0,3,19,2,36,11,40,26,7,62,0,3,0,0,28,19,1,8,39,174,51,4,0.08900250894104088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779070814426946,0.0,0.17824631263734494,0.0,0.0,0.07117527424442957,0.07405721728128242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223262366298389,0.09119358823999628,0.0,0.0,0.1664106628086337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851020671807438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340264211518236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179515968962838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666778063198412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847958328848637,0.0,0.17219776581934704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298867862499592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910804676577701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435017566773615,0.0,0.15765961115505445,0.0,0.0,0.05878531775290419,0.0,0.0749884524295613,0.0,0.0799897161213017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000468549353,0.06358341017102177,0.0,0.0,0.08134668075571072,0.15141097727659322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232870757926785,0.0,0.0711834369340749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764954311676859,0.0,0.0952790266150582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832125681156072,0.0,0.0,0.18536483397403053,0.14674035389190787,0.07254892379357544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608927810692922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715675224190086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208190700654702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864422172596385,0.08595917774499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540030773986901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496296562802708,0.12340626647747448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523980099967307,0.09054754857258096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130434030385113,0.2280691450684889,0.0,0.0,0.09555538634353683,0.0,0.07600765633420205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430736243183871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681189756128941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541153700168572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421550372190859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388381137550315,0.0,0.06691881022475847,0.07153684533168997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912931215636154,0.05702921396561944,0.17488902628830502,0.0,0.1556942361082145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694251866503895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064604887160889,0.07139244412392297,0.0,0.0,0.08250621746632557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479488652384323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462939539230232 socialanxiety,whocares-anymore,2019/04/02,"I’m lost Sorry this is kind of a long rant kinda post. Most of it probably won’t even make sense and just be one big ramble. I feel so worthless at this point. When I look in the mirror and look into my eyes I see a empty soul. I feel and look completely dead. I’ve seen two therapist and neither have helped one bit. Mainly that’s my fault because whenever I was there I just wanted to go home. I didn’t wanna talk about anything involving me. I’ve also tried multiple SSRIs and busiprone and all of them did nothing. I feel like a zombie with or without them and it’s destroying me in college and work. I skip classes all the time and my mom and teachers push so hard for me to do all the homework and basically will build outlines for me and how I should do them. About a month ago I skipped a meeting with someone at my school and the dean emailed my mom about it. She started screaming at me saying how everyone does so much for me and I just say fuck you to them. Then kept asking what is wrong with me and how I’m lazy and she doesn’t know what to do with me. My mom knows I have depression and anxiety and at the beginning she was very supportive especially when I was in the hospital because I had a seizure cause I cold turkey stopped taking Xanax which wasn’t prescribed. I don’t even feel like I’m living life. I abuse all sorts of drugs which makes me feel worse about myself. I already know I’m gonna be a detriment to society and always be a piece of shit. Sorry for the long rant I just don’t know where to go anymore. 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A few years ago, I found a passion that was a game changer for me; something I was interested in learning, and luckily, something that is known to pay well. This was getting me motivated to change my life, including my social one; for once in my life, I had a primary goal and along with it some secondary ones. I did not make huge progress, but I was slowly feeling more and more confident about pretty much everything. I ended up studying this subject and was doing pretty good on exams. The other day was my final thesis presentation that concluded my degrees. I spent time working on this subject, on the report and also on my presentation. During the presentation in itself, I felt I was doing alright, especially versus what I would have done years earlier. Sure I stuttered a couple of time, but I thought I was doing fine nonetheless. One of the committee member disagreed. He felt each one of my sentences were vague, fuzzy and were lacking in meaning, and he (not the field expert in the committee) didn't understand anything I said. Apparently my written report wasn't any better. And finally, he added that he gave me the bare minimum so that I don't fail my degree. I was crushed. I'm still am. I'm starting to think I might not be able to do the work I want to do, as it would include some form of communication,explaining or vulgarization. And I think most professionals on the field would agree that no matter how competent you're technically, if you can't convince other people of the work you do, there is no point. &#x200B; TLDR: Thought I was improving with my SA, realized I am and will be just bad at communicating with others. &#x200B; I'm about to start my internship and I'm so scared I will just fail.",6.1648063474986525,7.132293393491125,6.705368477676172,74.35274341043574,66.24852071005918,9.69575040344271,34.00268961807423,9.800150414767053,3.381078106508877,1429,63,253,30,22,467,176,338,0.103,0.691,0.206,0.9905,1,0,2,0,0,1,51.0,0,2,0,12,12,15,0,1,15,1,40,3,0,4,1,59,66,21,0,7,12,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,16,16,0,0,16,1,2,0,9,5,1,4,29,4,41,10,32,29,11,29,0,2,0,1,10,14,0,8,15,190,57,13,0.10569148524179643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368912460754518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452144256258275,0.0,0.2290333602041007,0.2568534461566584,0.07187383427988261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697508685582579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824797544061218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347552976892376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118075771949974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694561813586996,0.0,0.06816226434254116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815908470225363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361128502939328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949886919090168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344079061205791,0.0,0.2029608009406577,0.2315597118468067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158852582706258,0.0,0.0,0.055219438783655934,0.0,0.0,0.08864900332226593,0.08453113584878834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497549269039384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493060433896798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054988710673225,0.0,0.0,0.11512901194894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212196355462986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769540267087588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255798238558913,0.2864771428679145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327316806759593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991261606058434,0.0,0.0,0.21505247453146376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053680557153484,0.0,0.10581561475571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773915916142422,0.0,0.1627329379158306,0.0,0.0,0.14961795449046528,0.0,0.08440535664135587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996129740330435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354456722156315,0.0,0.25172170028556523,0.123259109985802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002856354713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233957636756988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502933826947844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083398010662515,0.0,0.0,0.2252405960367526,0.0,0.2568534461566584,0.13612370252851305 socialanxiety,chromedreams1,2019/04/02,"I've just come out of a presentation where I was obviously on the brink of tears towards the end I'm just so embarrassed. I'm 22 and currently doing a Masters. All I had to do was present to two people (people that will be marking my dissertation) and I just started having tears in my eyes at the end. I just started overthinking what I did, hated everything I worked on, buckled each time they had valid questions and concerns with the things I did. I couldn't say what I was thinking. I couldn't speak at times. I hate how I cant just talk like a normal person! I'm currently sitting in the college bathroom wanting to leave but I have tears running down my face. I'm not really sure what I'm expecting from writing this but I just want to stop crying. ",3.4954385964912262,5.073296263157896,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.21052631578948,7.698245614035088,29.114035087719287,8.344100000000001,2.0890508771929817,600,25,119,10,12,198,92,152,0.17800000000000002,0.812,0.01,-0.9614,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,2,1,8,0,16,2,2,1,3,30,29,7,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,7,3,18,2,17,18,2,25,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,12,83,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758603926477136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370205150436092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446239028664023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484736868840622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384152120500924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599844273504853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504641865584827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061591976928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975043817539623,0.16987197548901156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793849731486226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463255224511338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471252933022922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540442052046304,0.0,0.0,0.16265099818348966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833593667505898,0.0,0.0,0.15637046581772446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924917282137946,0.12465862468039472,0.0,0.0,0.2268852282810156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004531273335049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294991261372423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163339942321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teapot0,2019/04/02,"Should I date this girl or not? I've had social anxiety for many years, and one of my biggest triggers is relationships. I'm in my mid 20s and have only been in one relationship so far. It lasted a few years, it was great but the first year was pretty exhausting for me. From the first few dates, to the first kiss, first sleepover, being vulnerable, meeting their family and friends etc. I've now been single for over a year and I've been on a few dates. Recently I met a girl online and we have been texting for a few weeks. We haven't been able to meet up yet because of the distance, but she's been talking about meeting soon. Before we meet we (she mostly) want to talk on the phone as well as video chat. She seems really great and I can see this going somewhere. Problem is, my anxiety is very intense whenever I think about meeting her, and doing all the things a potential relationship entails. Even calling her feels too overwhelming. &#x200B; I recently started therapy for the first time in my life, but now I'm wondering.. Should I try and meet this girl, or should I just take a break from dating and focus on therapy? I really like her and I know it would upset her if we didn't meet and I'd hate to miss out on something great, but I'm also tired of feeling so damn anxious. What to do?",3.684961389961387,5.184144552123552,4.6774884169884166,84.59268050193052,72.59073359073359,7.959922779922781,26.8496138996139,8.548686976883017,1.8369581467181464,1025,36,206,18,20,334,140,259,0.121,0.745,0.134,0.6772,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,5,0,1,5,13,14,2,2,14,0,24,4,0,1,1,41,41,23,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,8,17,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,7,1,7,11,3,27,7,29,25,8,38,0,2,1,1,34,13,1,6,24,147,35,0,0.1027081540321268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213567367205782,0.0,0.1112842419827959,0.12480164911670732,0.0,0.0,0.15714291341999398,0.11603097934256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260993739536465,0.0,0.08739707426834799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048765087268428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454674142020835,0.06783776707454907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682410682986467,0.0,0.1038646574267516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368175167562113,0.0,0.0,0.07935206502662928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837141084679616,0.0,0.0,0.3397083072361675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140303837191836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644571540577896,0.08372085381089296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725458066338646,0.050178016070845655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412994750635808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919540656017584,0.0781141793481082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044911168985678,0.0,0.09827783236955934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159494693114368,0.0,0.20282382260539664,0.3308103599306215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184510109407518,0.09350164598235672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469802869292426,0.0,0.07906975484033595,0.0,0.0,0.072697360059907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722374964467801,0.16510584739059195,0.0,0.0,0.23491145048023626,0.0,0.06823473375107154,0.06581123793029398,0.0,0.0,0.05988995057322856,0.11804791408011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973209464751709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474498354455913,0.06057993032466037,0.0,0.08238628590422446,0.0,0.09234696522831057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138261181131988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296092578352223,0.0,0.12480164911670732,0.2645627351103405 socialanxiety,fuckshitbih,2019/04/02,I need application references ugh i really doesn’t feel like asking for my boss to be my reference but i need him to :/ lol it’s for a college application. how unethical is it to not ask him ,1.5603846153846168,3.7794147179487183,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,81.30769230769229,10.053846153846157,25.134615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.1282769230769243,150,6,31,6,4,56,29,39,0.215,0.659,0.127,-0.5951,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7011929225476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962321103416288,0.2679169498569741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832175981014096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561505262976945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402497347141556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notquiteadoughnut,2019/04/02,"Should I take this job offer? I’m quitting my current job as a social worker because I just cannot do it anymore. I want to work in administration and my previous job is offering me a position! It pays more and I think it’s what I need in order to start moving up towards the salary I eventually want. There’s just two things that scare me. 1. I have to give tours around the school. 2. I have to speak in front of a lot of people at a United Way conference about the school. The job is one I’ve always been interested in but those two things terrify me. I blush so easily. I need advice. Do I take the job?",0.6476827896512916,2.8365787007873986,3.0927390326209228,89.04639763779528,84.8267716535433,6.463217097862768,19.30764904386952,7.7094869923839395,0.6628452193475818,473,13,104,9,14,163,80,127,0.056,0.852,0.093,0.324,7,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,16,1,16,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,71,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435146486458954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440084472412128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635093112618618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239327099940685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381127299576659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189080411691062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6821770218533675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688719174738488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612774893302893,0.0,0.2038908897013978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316527618693422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531671353280304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462351749841379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376492501274595,0.2782899417288653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015147482883333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731455649887764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674739609964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268154021913788,0.08809661625334217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686111615548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621877066077542,0.10913139818144757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009273942844653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,draediamond,2019/04/02,"20 M Nervous smile/face twitch? I don’t understand how my smile feels like my face is cracking when I’m in a social situation. This happens especially when meeting someone new, early on meeting up with friends/family, during speeches, and when I talk to anyone I’m attracted to. My face just feels like it’s twitching and I can’t hide it or stop it unless I just instantly stop smiling. My brother who also has SA said he didn’t notice it on multiple occasions but that could just be because he’s so focused on his thoughts. Nobody has brought it up before so it could be me imagining things but I’m almost certain it’s not. If this was fixed, I feel my confidence would shoot up at least 20%. For my whole teenage life to my college life (now) I’ve been that quiet nerd. Don’t get me wrong, my fashion is on point, I make great beats, and I’m a great gamer. In my mind, I have it all going for me but it’s like something has control over me to where I can’t project that confidence. Anyway, I’m digressing here. Anybody else gone through this and/or have tips for the twitch? I’m to my wits end here I just don’t know what to do. 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I've had it all my life and as a result, i've always been (or felt) like the weird kid at school. I often move schools, and i mean often, so i think that is one reason my social anxiety has gotten worse. So the so few friends that i made and grew to be comfortable with are gone due to how much i move. So now i am a junior in highschool, have no friends except for one guy (who i feel is more of an acquaintance.) I go by my daily routine every day of the week, wake up, go to school, sit there all day not speaking except for saying ""Here"" which i have to practice in my mind multiple times and usually is a tense moment for me as i feel i will be judged by the way my voice sounds, which i don't have a weird or abnormal voice but, well you know, if you have social anxiety you would understand. And its just gotten to the point where i just have my earbuds in all day, watching youtube, and looking at the ground with my hands in my pocket, because i feel i will be judged by the way i walk, this only occurs at school, i don't know why... so as you could guess, i've never had a girlfriend. I am not even a bad looking guy, i am just short so thats just another problem, its just my fucking social anxiety. I think i have a few girls that like me at school but once again, my social anxiety saves the day (sarcasm). It has also gotten to the point where i don't even like making eye contact with anyone at all, i pretend like i am doing something important on my phone, which i am not, i am just scrolling through my playlist. I just feel like it's getting worse and worse. It has just gotten to the point of depression and lost of hope. I am also fairly poor so it does not help my situation at all. I look at snapchat stories and see kids my age getting new cars, hanging out with their friends and girlfriends almost everyday. And what i do is go home, go in my room and watch youtube, movies, or play videogames. I stated smoking weed at the age of 14 and it has helped with the loneliness alot, but i had recently stopped because of my mom. So now i just feel alone and lonely, mostly sad and depressed but i try and hide it best i can when i'm around family. I just feel like it will effect my life drastically in the future. I don't like talking about my emotions to others because i feel as if they don't really care, and which i can understand because everyone has their own problems. But not to get off topic but it has also affected relationships with some of my family, like my brother and half sister. I use to be very close to them when i was around them fairly often. But i have since moved away from the city most of my family lives at. So im just not really comfortable around them anymore and i feel like i cant really conversate with them like i use to, so now it's like i dont even know them anymore, same with other family members. It's just really fucking my life up and i have no idea what to do, sometimes i have suicidal thoughts. I just feel like i am not going to be able to make it in life due to this. Can anybody relate?",4.105651184973219,4.5173602434514635,5.127337662337666,85.82448510529021,70.60246533127889,8.399750531953922,27.31678773204197,8.418075326091056,1.6554177562550445,2454,77,529,36,42,808,263,649,0.129,0.7609999999999999,0.109,-0.7772,0,3,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,4,8,3,48,36,2,0,23,0,59,9,3,10,6,124,108,53,1,7,34,3,11,12,5,4,4,5,2,5,29,35,0,1,22,2,1,13,17,13,1,3,14,23,89,23,74,83,16,77,0,6,7,2,42,34,2,15,38,379,118,7,0.053973055714026434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046218905852574,0.05589980829779512,0.0,0.129486699463737,0.044909906045415705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659545491357685,0.2477354393428817,0.0,0.10705353655121803,0.03773921549129969,0.0,0.0,0.14414238761338874,0.0,0.0,0.050709462527676386,0.0,0.04506524706516879,0.13160589521391666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056641392098952366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550291274160496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043093093160135335,0.0,0.0,0.13923262342421186,0.0,0.0929738275979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047232184773348576,0.0,0.06325601932649506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060712423103586335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694608280130824,0.0,0.045474627277872326,0.05157356769924122,0.0,0.0,0.20352397379294693,0.0,0.2456135881009479,0.15423344714570775,0.05182259759086792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509834687610996,0.09979444059476887,0.08459608186456617,0.0,0.15337065685919124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945740584510556,0.10688362157723504,0.047728194919159785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235400308385162,0.0,0.0541393755751422,0.0536074226095311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060929010278214964,0.05830016199400982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898653970923974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249106169482124,0.31642210485028444,0.0,0.04765919702770517,0.0,0.13597132001503912,0.0,0.058917966067897364,0.0,0.0,0.05107061033050336,0.07205486759351769,0.0,0.0,0.058792480416044436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054497400282509816,0.06321259053175955,0.0,0.17209444976659458,0.03967640616919412,0.0,0.04162734789999844,0.05212751353600476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663564272665145,0.05747954284545685,0.0731470787709703,0.04104894098955498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306594984927452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328985019586254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383060861979333,0.05549329047375449,0.053291881159643326,0.057946862984632586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042921540223625515,0.0,0.2731180693325853,0.04300953748899903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464706942881089,0.06066797600495257,0.0,0.3301123998796257,0.0,0.041551095173582415,0.05338073218863322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512389133038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059037762769722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433814977199208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916750953015358,0.0,0.04284857738811024,0.03147212282666531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036644161945398664,0.0,0.0,0.11237570892068928,0.0,0.09323078169417984,0.059443695613124216,0.04453342347973683,0.0,0.08568259877368327,0.04329392968925837,0.0,0.048528258990321343,0.0,0.048702287810119774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500946445922832,0.0383409102166243,0.0,0.0,0.03475687830369124 socialanxiety,donttreaderonme,2019/04/03,"Any advice on cashiering with SAD My anxiety is categorized as being on the milder end, and I've improved my people skills since I started therapy last year. But I start a new job tomorrow where I'll be training for the cashier position, and ngl, I'm pretty anxious about it rn.",4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.92592592592592,9.103703703703703,33.87037037037037,9.516144504307137,3.3936814814814813,223,11,40,5,4,74,46,54,0.133,0.757,0.111,-0.0601,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560209867687896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179400085887144,0.0,0.21575659865404187,0.3186201515118903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497999871749271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798769914141577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298968023632464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723919124365864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552809725669856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869317805167842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330291052541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992527514297203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225324924773505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181621794504526 socialanxiety,MakeupMua16,2019/04/03,Skipped my physical therapy appointment today and now I’m super nervous about going back. I just felt blah and too anxious to go and I didn’t even call and cancel it. I feel so bad for not going or even calling but my anxiety just didn’t want me to go today. Now I’m scared to go back because what if their going to ask why I didn’t call or show up today. Ugh I hate social anxiety so much!,1.0339285714285715,2.870815250000004,3.5359523809523807,88.4132142857143,81.02380952380952,6.5809523809523816,22.404761904761905,7.6454224807358475,1.0071476190476187,307,10,66,5,8,107,52,84,0.279,0.6779999999999999,0.043,-0.9617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,16,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,5,0,0,4,2,9,1,7,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,7,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256539316042465,0.16661805554388734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788020901815032,0.0,0.0,0.2268164254138373,0.12314528199048635,0.08990655845230229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518014082611765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482722470229333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457373607562454,0.0,0.1416104162166991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029207387416459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561263875821887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841973680980603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476599735351248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034417583075424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866396080504711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194006028217772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699151082642216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330838585503839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SoCloseToGraduation,2019/04/03,"I need advice on how to temporary cope with my social anxiety so I can finally graduate college. Alright so here's my situation: I'm currently a 23 year old university student. I'm currently a senior and only need roughly 9 more classes to graduate. My plan is to graduate next year, during the spring. I originally attended community college for 2 years and transferred to my local university where I've been currently enrolled for 4 years. This next year will be my 5th year. So in total, I've been enrolled at school for about 7 years trying to getting my bachelors degree. The problem: I have really bad social anxiety. Ever since I was a kid, I've struggled with it. As a result, I don't have much friends, I find it hard to socialize with people, and I'm pretty awkward. Because of this, I've been putting off/failed/dropped most classes that involve doing presentations or any 'social' related assignments/projects. As a result, I have about a total of 7 F's in my transcript and will probably get another 3 more after this semester is over. Although I calculated that I might still avoid being on academic suspension if I get at least an A and C or B and B for the 2 remaining classes I'm enrolled this semester. Overall I'm just tired of this shit I've put myself into. 7 classes that I need are group/presentation based. I'm taking 2 presentation/group biased classes this summer. One of them is a speech class which obviously requires me to talk in front of others in order to pass. The other is a group/presentation based class. I've took this speech class twice, dropped it the first time and failed the second time, and the other class once (failed it). At this point, if I can't pass these 2 classes during the summer, I'd rather just dropout out completely since I'll end up in academic suspension. So yeah, overall I need some sort of advice/help. I'm planning to drink a bit of alcohol to ease my nerves for the presentation. I'm not sure if that's a good idea since I've never tried it. Illegal drugs isn't an option since I don't want to get caught and go to jail or end up expelled. Going to a therapist or something like that isn't an option since I can't afford it at this moment and I'm not sure what my parents will think about this. They don't 'approve' mental health. Any advice/tips will be appreciated. I'm also willing to provide more info about myself/situation since I'm not sure what else to add. Thanks.",4.586008403361344,6.012464575630252,5.926605042016806,76.7948655462185,70.26050420168067,9.05344537815126,30.61680672268908,9.461161749540981,2.9083737815126054,1942,81,356,43,35,654,221,476,0.098,0.846,0.057,-0.8942,5,1,4,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,8,17,16,1,3,24,2,30,6,1,4,8,59,57,26,0,10,13,1,2,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,28,16,2,2,4,1,0,10,11,8,0,4,6,4,29,8,53,42,10,62,0,2,0,0,11,19,1,13,32,212,57,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805517575233517,0.0,0.08809491507464479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592097250260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211339772655664,0.08643731230885686,0.12612076107025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882741451227968,0.05024988262601218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999457434637173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642855657842563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075213936620276,0.09559514082399984,0.0,0.06886149632419444,0.0,0.14602086190818378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745646124983799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030040741472699,0.07534150535000819,0.0701167573683305,0.0,0.0,0.06368688613343061,0.0,0.1722696156290098,0.0,0.09369619794519707,0.0691401889652204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384302843880225,0.0,0.0,0.08762153660548509,0.0,0.0,0.05525254254873535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305588051425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027219196920684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307223398473047,0.08744750033045848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059712598081739,0.24448962316861475,0.06357676736614462,0.0,0.17533508512455573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649869049823697,0.08778756534230442,0.055858168309290836,0.06269337595536884,0.0,0.0,0.09153116395186173,0.0,0.0,0.057148083976275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792504027739297,0.0,0.0,0.08386314661932061,0.08887581589386401,0.07887644911900002,0.0,0.16573418731761366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052808155642364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342575173975465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461543270576888,0.40913243190144105,0.09265720713958477,0.0,0.3361168448243045,0.0,0.06346030782469048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583043338508003,0.0,0.0,0.08617599671361548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330740196704169,0.0,0.0619787292084549,0.06625585168577221,0.0,0.07589246234539485,0.0,0.09571009692776797,0.0,0.052819202814195255,0.0,0.0,0.09613371653060344,0.0947436473113335,0.0,0.0,0.09158516829603376,0.11193205797912613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486206266120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715852809352483 socialanxiety,malevolent-magician,2019/04/03,"How to make yourself go out with people? I dont even know if this counts as social anxiety, but I just realized today that I have an awful habit of isolating myself. I enjoy hanging out with smaller groups of people, larger crowds make me anxious for sure. But today after finishing my first theater performance a majority of the cast (10-ish people) decided they would go to waffle house to celebrate. I decided to message my sister to come get me instead if riding home with a good friend of mine who (also in the play) was going to waffle house. While riding home I almost started to cry, because I did kinda want to go, but when I first heard the plans my first reaction was ""no!!"". Was this due to some type of social anxiety? How can I get myself to want to go places with people?",5.3654966887417235,6.265389821192057,6.397013245033115,76.09393046357617,68.00662251655629,8.953907284768214,28.345033112582783,9.120678840339163,2.4383954966887416,617,20,108,11,10,206,92,151,0.083,0.773,0.14400000000000002,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,7,5,0,0,6,1,8,0,0,4,1,28,23,11,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,9,2,0,0,3,5,1,18,5,26,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,11,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191694445538146,0.0,0.0,0.10535112407292282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155897953659024,0.14882685627962206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030648545080273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348093780457648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470840961377546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439638437052935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701194860147791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361697616707941,0.0,0.0,0.10178073514611027,0.0,0.13765571836345944,0.0,0.3743497478930648,0.11049589151332632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642886457251012,0.0,0.0,0.30401677475701994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239996095779419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758727651721928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653231836212305,0.0,0.13763855388257665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685813488316484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324509384344014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416185134154112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497451353075897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554054035386453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358315578423364,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lookingforanswers141,2019/04/03,"Social anxiety or bi polar? Soo Im curious if I have anxiety or bipolar, I tried reading online to figure it out myself although I keep seeing things like don't self diagnose but I can't help but want to know the answer. Ill give a little information on things I go through, think, feel and hopefully I can get some answers here. So I think I have bad social anxiety.. big gatherings where I know the people can start making me feel anxious to the point that I don't want to even go, even family parties. Now mostly this is due to the fact I feel like people think Im weird so they look at me differently although my gf tells me nobody does. So I try and avoid alot of social gatherings like that but on the flip side if its a strangers I don't feel nearly as anxious and im ok doing things like being in public places, parks, events etc which Is why I want to move away, to get away from everyone I know who thinks im strange. Firstly I am a pretty handsome guy so I have confidence in that but when people see me i feel like they don't like my personality because im too anxious to reveal the true me and im just constantly thinking thats what they're thinking of, which is why online dating I was so successful at because texting and talking on the phone was mostly a breeze for me. Even at work if my manager comes in I get a little anxious, or another co worker who i normally don't see often starts chatting up with the co worker I do work with a lot I feel like they're talking about me someway lol sucks but yeah..anyway when its just me and the co worker or two Im used to working with I feel fine. A little about my behaviors which makes me wonder if its just social anxiety or bi polar disorder. I do get in moods where I tell my gf to clean up her shit and organize it, better herself, but my stuff is alwayss clean and organized so idk. I do try getting on track working out and eating right(for the most part I do eat right but never to the level I want and do it consistently) for instace Ill work out for a week, take my dog for a walk every morning for a few days then just get lazy and not keep up with it. I enjoy tech stuff like games and tv's so I recently splurged and bought a 1500 tv, I do like to buy new shirts every so often never more than like 70$ or so at a time so im not sure if i have impulse spending, but in the past I have spent a few hundred on mobile in game apps. On my days off i do like feeling productive and getting my chores out of the way and errands, try to do something nice with my gf like go to the movies or whatever, sometimes stop at the petstore and get my dogs some new toys or treats. I have a habit of playing video games late into the night around 2 am sometimes but never past 1ish if i have work the next morning but i do chain smoke about a pack if im playing xbox for about 5 hours, if i dont get around 8 hours of sleep i feel shitty the next morning, i never felt fine if i get just a few hours. I have had times where im horny and sexted women nonstop for days then stopped cause it felt wrong and dirty, but during those times I take care of myself better and try to put on the best me to obtain the girl im talking to. I barely drink but when I do if im having a good time and they're is music playing I dont like to leave until the place closes and I also buy alot of drinks even for others im with and sometimes even strangers I met and spoke to while having a good time..do smoke cigs alot(I want to quit badly I feel like its a detriment to my health even mentally so im pretty hard on myself when I quit for a few days and go back.. also I suck at grammar so sorry for the messy post! If there is any questions you could ask me I would answer them honestly to help determine if I have bipolar disorder, thank you everyone.",2.6603520491803287,3.8309112475000013,4.127254098360655,88.83102459016395,74.65,6.895901639344263,24.239754098360656,7.330915591181397,0.910186885245902,2978,89,648,33,61,990,321,800,0.12,0.7070000000000001,0.173,0.995,1,1,5,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,3,17,45,45,3,1,44,2,46,15,3,4,7,142,112,81,0,21,39,0,13,14,3,1,6,1,3,5,27,39,4,5,29,15,5,8,14,8,0,2,9,18,87,36,88,100,16,102,0,0,4,2,42,48,3,33,58,414,114,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128953192060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026059148582867737,0.04018222282503692,0.11725983580053717,0.17316432907312435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822646266628711,0.03582434960177711,0.0,0.07200645089738973,0.029465979843347482,0.06399177467530348,0.046719453131433816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021483778009882,0.06778246196314207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907014552803963,0.039365550022384434,0.0,0.03300958400377284,0.0,0.041410679269473394,0.0,0.030595677236357706,0.0,0.0,0.09885380915286206,0.0,0.0,0.03889434342202302,0.0,0.040036604335864964,0.08783687031590807,0.0,0.033534392045689115,0.0,0.08982231762191613,0.0750786985605686,0.0,0.07842255900523916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273731407321369,0.1518613583351944,0.0,0.06457308661818419,0.0732334634411039,0.0,0.0,0.036125010734843095,0.0,0.1937591777172424,0.10950424817233267,0.07358708104558183,0.0,0.0,0.032595265783785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020798588849253,0.03676036660198663,0.08711334036486232,0.06428257438728747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794316615284495,0.0,0.0,0.034327502134740215,0.0,0.0,0.040732734673345074,0.0,0.0,0.05137063883731207,0.0,0.0,0.03806074893578346,0.11321346200016146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794956759299588,0.0,0.0,0.06812176649573443,0.0,0.0,0.06317957815668848,0.0,0.04322701814776286,0.040575712212911064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620993882604708,0.11522115807374615,0.0,0.0,0.03217943847847764,0.0,0.0,0.032578586873287935,0.0,0.0,0.05115825554706675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861789460343981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072846213553763,0.0,0.0,0.11822004940059637,0.07402005575950912,0.08150824304146957,0.03596104778383871,0.03754580180834407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041497199220822505,0.07316221046153537,0.07969950648696797,0.033459847069553086,0.08007320867172991,0.0,0.03622511214702983,0.0,0.0367002976787587,0.07797113432276383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038522530760366915,0.04292755629485927,0.08151680746077618,0.03833071491520966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037836717573737036,0.0,0.0,0.06545073030709454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160906056628323,0.0,0.039976477072424715,0.0,0.03933528334697809,0.0,0.0,0.038348019380448274,0.15625106326443086,0.0,0.029500873655645368,0.11369940282180085,0.042896488766653015,0.054246674687607126,0.0,0.0,0.06407504839174327,0.0,0.0,0.08773525366378596,0.0,0.0,0.036116471552081864,0.0,0.057624260656507574,0.09240132501068644,0.06698734093527793,0.035280225070011904,0.0,0.0,0.07637500318731517,0.14732477817013326,0.0,0.0,0.11172450633439672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008499381931093,0.0,0.03743340878940112,0.0,0.0,0.03309647435389035,0.0,0.0,0.11301166129731813,0.030416906105002826,0.03073826921970606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691563018218924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155677939202753,0.16738600481919647,0.0,0.0,0.027221673542366875,0.041897281503949835,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AlmostLost1,2019/04/03,"Cannot go to school anymore. Hi. I am currently trying to finish my 2 highschool classes that i need to graduate. I have 2 classes missing and i started them in Feb. I would be done by july if I keep going and complete the classes exams. I do not have any motivation to go to school. I skipped 3 days this week and im thinking about skipping tomorrow because i just cant go anymore and I know its getting me some trouble there and maybe going to get kicked out eventually, it stresses me out and I feel like theres ""no going back"" at this point. NEed some help:/ Should i stop going, take a break and then try it again? Need some advices here im lost... thank you in advance i hope you guys understand what im saying... Thank you.",0.6364260312944516,3.0859297905405434,2.4370839260312955,91.46381934566143,88.93243243243244,4.737411095305832,24.005689900426745,6.339386263674448,0.75212972972973,571,24,116,6,19,188,95,148,0.103,0.823,0.07400000000000001,-0.4471,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,3,7,8,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,28,34,9,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,2,5,0,0,8,4,4,0,0,2,2,20,4,13,29,3,25,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,5,11,72,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164075619908593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465090582011041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690211435141896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571770453990734,0.0,0.07588206526432965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051527741461658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027952699555553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738661551109848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294100458641821,0.08892878607929977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007168905758407,0.0,0.4952153562515558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123255116118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343655389023577,0.0,0.0,0.12363707368874115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033804130272094,0.0,0.0,0.11064385357012636,0.0,0.0,0.06841114427675833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060814810694961516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588500542893556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250572416997395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769018041267289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767416525255105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899176966808984,0.0,0.2519615174171488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810783160148546,0.0,0.0,0.10407114548620412,0.14259181901405435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359373055254884,0.0,0.0,0.2292095614879233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976198123658593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902797150706167,0.0,0.0,0.12958843317139396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985062729567472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884272682959277,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jimster010205,2019/04/03,"Door to door salesman I’ve been a door to door salesman for about two years now I’ve made pretty good money. Problem is I have terrible social anxiety I was a total outcast in high school and so when my friend told me it would be cool to do door to door sales I braced for impact and fought like a lion to overcome it. 2years later I’m still timid as heck. I have days where I can fight real hard and get myself to be outgoingish but then I say some stupid thing and my day has shifted into my head and you know how it goes. My friend says he is an introvert yet chats up anyone at a store and says he can relate but I just don’t think so. I don’t know what to say. Anyway I just wanted to say that it is possible to overcome it but don’t feel bad if you end up with reoccurring symptoms. But at this point I have no clue what to do. Lol ",1.2707251381215483,2.8616596740331524,2.8384495856353595,94.86109979281768,79.33149171270719,5.629972375690607,19.047306629834253,6.322622252153567,-0.20995883977900576,655,14,153,5,16,215,109,181,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.097,-0.5381,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,12,12,3,1,5,2,19,2,1,2,1,27,29,17,0,4,7,0,2,1,2,1,1,5,6,0,10,8,0,0,4,1,3,0,4,7,0,1,5,8,18,5,21,21,2,19,0,0,0,0,16,9,1,2,11,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784235097886807,0.0,0.0,0.10771033541400322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861933704009515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986897763289593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643623391739562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788868838183229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802623215400406,0.0,0.08048102602489206,0.0,0.0,0.12920382569284175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379921275575031,0.0,0.1580923952174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275471801628152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931583260959907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525755062768905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457590598237137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456202748617388,0.17366015675664012,0.0,0.15671694769747424,0.0,0.14739819395587758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753344762083738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125052460401743,0.0,0.1558995780514814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702727632460176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301881102246708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010949272720754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233921808681834,0.09870443190534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719453499669893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047747139607862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908584581541262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942761384276367,0.0,0.0,0.09919853847776283 socialanxiety,Phoenix_mg,2019/04/03,"What is social anxiety? I’m not sure if I have social anxiety or maybe I’m just a nervous/shy person? What is the difference between being nervous and having social anxiety? I clam up whenever I’m in a big group, I feel like my heart is pounding and I want to throw up, but if I’m talking to a person one on one I’m perfectly fine. I have always avoided presenting in class, I skipped school before just to escape presenting. And I relate to most of the things that people post here. I’ve had this problem for a long time now and everyone just says I’m just nervous and need to break out of my shell. Any advice or information is welcomed",2.3194358974358984,4.354251738461542,4.338076923076926,83.25608974358975,77.76923076923076,7.410256410256411,26.21794871794872,8.344100000000001,1.955102564102564,506,20,98,10,12,173,77,130,0.134,0.743,0.123,0.376,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,6,0,9,1,1,0,2,25,18,10,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,2,9,5,15,16,1,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,6,64,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348171384218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139205375835263,0.0,0.0,0.11376840784445275,0.0,0.3839476407116654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235831464975648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479084998902195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986045188956924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459091855607813,0.1195177571434601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824898944364985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173337448781176,0.0,0.0,0.14805350571807147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807337310522014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404938092334195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673097069647305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598339997150628,0.2921564007140727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602252821519604,0.0,0.0,0.1600816354630381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330421206451856,0.0,0.1693145536772945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116178671878421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576764280065995,0.0,0.0,0.1344678318474153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114538763107516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975528357148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867672178748943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MayoisanInstrument1,2019/04/03,"I really need to get a massage due to my autoimmune disease that causes aches but my SA has been keeping me from doing it. Honestly I'm making a bigger deal of it than I should but being in a 1 on 1 setting with a massage therapist has me anxious, especially since I've started getting back hair at 26. I mean I can deal with the anxiety but it's just something that's kept me from actually looking for a good place. There's so many out there and finding a good one is tough so any excuse I can make I'll use to keep me from making an appointment with one. I honestly really need this massage though, I have muscle and joint aches due to arthritis from an autoimmune disease. I don't know what I'm making this post for, maybe just motivation? Someone to tell me I'm not the only one? 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Does anybody else get tics when they're anxious? I also get them because of PTSD, but mostly from anxiety. I've had these tics ever since my first anxiety attack, which was triggered by social anxiety. They've worsened gradually over time, and sometimes they are quite violent. Several times I have involuntarily banged my head against a wall because of my tics. They occur mostly in my neck, jolting my head backward or forward. I sometimes have tics in my chest, in which my chest is pulled in as if I were quickly exhaling. When I get tics, my neck and/or chest feels tense. Sometimes it feels like an itch that I have to scratch, like I have the urge whip my neck back. Sometimes my head snaps back violently and I feel something similar to a craving joint in the top of my neck. It doesn't hurt though. Does anyone else experience this? Is there some type of muscle relaxant I can take to lessen my tics so that I don't accidentally hurt myself?",5.019258089976322,6.8594371491712725,5.228938437253358,80.60089779005527,69.77348066298343,8.044356748224152,30.60812943962115,8.634040054169528,2.422126756116812,768,32,141,13,14,242,105,181,0.16,0.733,0.107,-0.8939,0,0,1,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,3,3,10,8,3,0,5,0,13,11,11,1,1,13,20,11,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,4,26,3,17,17,3,20,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,5,12,88,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492902829193944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242895943396706,0.2682076527363754,0.0,0.08300189293401103,0.12162817509277953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504504548205115,0.0,0.1825549483929632,0.0,0.14472397321757352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776058498093025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983270174761729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737624068208368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611710275585285,0.0,0.0,0.18006373898076913,0.08480348557975954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097113849002708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605672741602972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654793575123425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541541429712772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598736807690345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387607905660532,0.0,0.0,0.12625828716943938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341038263681877,0.0,0.09819470882752827,0.0,0.0,0.12100566883500287,0.0,0.09138556559777117,0.46961249831825397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892520288334006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662789852735675,0.0,0.13843667576328605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emcian,2019/04/03,"So hyperaware of myself that I forget how to move my body normally Hey there, so just a forewarning this might be kind of a mess because I have a lot of pent up feelings about this and I've been dealing with it for a while now. &#x200B; Basically, one of the biggest challenges I'm facing with anxiety right now is being so nervous when people are looking at me that I completely forget how to function like a normal human being. I somehow manage to completely forget what to do with my hands while I'm talking, I forget how to interject simple things like ""Yeah"" and ""I understand"" during a conversation with someone to maintain a normal flow, and often when I try to interject something myself I've thought so hard about it that it ends up coming out with really weird timing. &#x200B; I work at a grocery store and a couple days ago I was talking to a coworker and it was going pretty well before a customer came up. I started ringing up the customer and had to turn my back to the coworker while we were still bantering back and forth. For some reason I just got suddenly anxious and forgot how to maintain a conversation with someone while multitasking and having my back turned to them. It's like my mind just blanked on how to function at all. It just felt so awkward and terrible. &#x200B; A day before that I was trying to explain something to a customer and things just were not coming out right. Usually when this happens I might get a kind of weird look from the other person, but I've learned pretty well how to kind of block those out at this point. This lady just pauses and goes ""Is there something wrong with you?"". I think that's honestly the worst thing you could say to me. I'm still extremely upset over it. &#x200B; To make matters worse, this doesn't just happen with strangers. I'm now scared to look my best friend of 12 years in the eye or have a face to face conversation with her because I can't fucking act normal. &#x200B; Another little unfortunate layer to all this is that I'm interested in someone more than I have been in a very long time or maybe ever. PLEASE know that this is not supposed to come off as a brag (I'm only mentioning this because it's never happened before) but these past couple months I've gotten some really nice compliments about my appearance, and as someone who has felt that they are MEGA DISGUSTING their entire life I can honestly say I feel pretty decent about myself in the appearance area. I've pushed myself to try new things with my clothing style, I've lost a little weight, I'm *trying* to maintain a workout routine I dyed my hair and have a hairstyle I really love, and am generally feeling pretty solid about myself for one of the first times ever. I can honestly say that I feel like there's a possibility of someone finding me somewhat attractive, and I also honestly feel like this person and I share a mutual interest in each other. However, this person and I have not had a full conversation where they can see how absolutely embarrassing my anxiety makes me. Whenever that happens, I'm scared they'll look at me the same as everyone else does. &#x200B; This got off on a bit of a tangent like I thought it might oops. &#x200B; Does anyone else do anything like this? It would really help to know I'm not alone. This is really getting me down and I've been cutting myself off from any social interacting this week because I am just so highly embarrassed of myself. 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Any tips? This is going to be my first ""real"" interview, my only other jobs have been retail and fast food. I am legitimately terrified and shaking just getting the interview setup email. I have my outfit and everything, I'm more worried about the questions and looking very shy. Anyone here ever interviewed for an intern position?",6.2628431372549045,9.085503911764707,7.3976470588235355,62.21107843137258,68.70588235294117,10.415686274509804,33.392156862745104,10.504223727775694,4.754933333333334,318,15,41,10,6,107,49,68,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.8704,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,6,0,5,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,33,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052171588070965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505125913345192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135202354925144,0.0,0.0,0.21214601902444044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015670716610433,0.2854319237328538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332609150926087,0.0,0.13415233835250204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342426493850012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822208174671355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952623837617265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644293988770931,0.0,0.0,0.5373518884044629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947655117671515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971966771867614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mjm8991,2019/04/03,Heading into my senior year of college still haven't made friends It kind of hit me today that I haven't made any friends. My school is so big and I have a hard time trusting people. My anxiety keeps me from striking up a conversation with a person or people in my smaller classes. I can't even bring myself to go to a club meeting. I tried a few times and couldn't walk through the door. I try going to events but I can't talk to anyone. I try to push myself but it doesn't work. I feel so lonely. I feel like I wasted my college years. ,1.1457655502392328,3.05846960526316,2.8395374800637967,93.16327751196172,81.01754385964912,4.847208931419458,21.767145135566192,5.565023196281405,0.03736140350877193,421,13,92,2,11,139,72,114,0.14,0.8079999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8058,0,2,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,1,2,0,13,17,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,3,19,5,13,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,59,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777607376856726,0.0,0.14374032004243906,0.0,0.0,0.1313816124312016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410387637651435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001224776477915,0.13423330819831886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903367635159265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357183964185408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831837122809484,0.0,0.19283603302262967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701105627692356,0.0,0.19566530657163705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179674644113238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555844521788727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052757090440426,0.1640639898056754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016130497616776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005439997357725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102410174471292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191279383935978,0.0,0.17810392650672416,0.0,0.0,0.3827082004674777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367909011019686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419983910723705 socialanxiety,Jameson122,2019/04/03,"I wish I had real friends. I'm a black guy who moved to in South Africa. I just got here from the US like 2 years ago and I don't really fit in. My friends never hang out since they were ""busy"" but I used to hear them talking about what their plans for the weekend with other people. I just wish I could be like everyone else and have real friends. I get jelous when I see people on Instagram hanging out with their friends. I wish I can count on and hang out with. Friends who will text me first, ask me how I am. Friends who will agnollege my existed. Does anyone have a similar problem. Do you have a solution.",1.6133333333333333,3.594130253968256,2.646269841269841,94.79178571428574,79.7936507936508,6.422222222222223,23.198412698412696,7.492282038375204,0.7997269841269841,476,16,108,7,12,151,81,126,0.038,0.687,0.275,0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,4,2,6,9,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,22,23,6,0,5,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,3,22,8,15,16,0,19,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,0,8,71,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627243590723745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171565083005573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262428728063522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472690102350406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478591990370825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957395573780694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533655683050207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157135523435596,0.0,0.0,0.6080400004155656,0.0,0.06852981798795872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049069581588628,0.0,0.0,0.12987685075607144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783576490731548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816402825530546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941072753373565,0.0,0.0,0.10116477661963257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818706231603249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255099730019089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985955904155001,0.08402952038262143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452384002557276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850344865441328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542779561176538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777884261656638,0.11328695773296893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525098613689773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844678320135982 socialanxiety,PM_me_ur_launch_code,2019/04/03,"I want to shave my beard off, but I know I'm going to get all these questions if I do.. I've had a beard for a few years and I'm contemplating shaving it off. I know I can grow it back but it makes me anxious thinking about what my face looks like, how many questions/comments I'm going to get about why I did it. I feel like my beard is a safety blanket but typing this all out makes it seem ridiculous.",2.7094696969696983,3.162258886363638,3.941363636363637,92.9278787878788,73.77272727272728,6.321212121212121,24.89393939393939,5.46131890053228,0.3366984848484842,314,9,75,1,6,103,53,88,0.068,0.797,0.135,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,3,2,18,21,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,9,19,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,4,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293987466028774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001019215578186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315808399612291,0.18590939953906774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719203834421462,0.0,0.2957910596050439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28603279803980464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542718828816693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852887663767104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474130265797071,0.2638338448796789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915187802357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369049380400149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674580517176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349125129562075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348184067857735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675805214724208 socialanxiety,hatul_adom,2019/04/03,Literally me (I don't have any pictures to use to make it a meme sorry ;_;) Ahaha that moment when people in reddit are being passive aggresive towards each other for dumb reasons and you just wish it would all end. 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Situations in which I am being monitored or watched closely cause me to want to run away. I work for a small company. I was promoted to a new position a few weeks ago. I am now being shadowed by my Manager for all of this week. I absolutely hate it, and I considered just not showing up on Monday. I know what to do for the most part, but when someone is lurking over my shoulder I look like a dumbass. He is a nice guy, and has for sure picked up on my sensitivities, but he still has to do his job, and tell me when I am messing up. It is beyond frustrating. Does anyone else have this issue? 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I will be on the east coast of the US for about 10 days and I already feel overwhelming anxiety about the trip. I'm staying at a hostel for the majority of the trip in hopes that I will meet some people and maybe make friends. &#x200B; There is where the anxiety takes hold. I feel my mind racing about what will happen once I am there, with nonsense like: ""will anyone talk to me? will I make friends? will I be liked? or will I be lonely for all 10 days?"" I wanted to go take this trip because it was going to be a challenge, but I am terrified of messing up with the people I meet and potentially souring the whole experience. I don't mind being alone, but I don't want to be lonely for the whole trip. &#x200B; Have any of you taken trips alone and met people without much of an issue? 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Sprint your heart away. Run like your life depends on it. Use that pent up energetic anxiety until it’s all gone and you’re breathing heavily and feel pure mental clarity. It won’t solve your problem, it won’t fix whatever is wrong with your life. But it will make you feel good, and you’ll be proud of yourself. And most of the time, our problems are created by ourselves in our own mind. It will alleviate your self-created problems. I love you all. 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Honestly, I don't have enogh friends to do that in the first place.",7.0204166666666685,9.174460875000003,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,65.25,11.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,5.128583333333332,185,10,29,6,3,57,37,40,0.151,0.706,0.14300000000000002,-0.0985,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,3,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237766589354788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881862675603028,0.0,0.0,0.5235178207377041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488383715223116,0.0,0.3539777722898936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244803057152748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704633589046174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998269640776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870672889165895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398070138387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709174077420695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toxicmanbad,2019/04/03,"High school senior with no friends in class Throwaway account cause.. you know why. Yeah, can you believe it? Almost 4 years in this class and I can't call a single person my friend. Ninth grade was the source of my anxiety, I only have memories of me without anxiety now, I don't even know how I did it, I look back and its a completely different person, it feels like that person has died, I barely share some characteristics with younger me, I don't know why but this change from eighth grade to ninth just hit me like a train, for 2 months I just sat there, everyone was shy at first but I could see them starting new friendships and engaging, I never managed to engage. It seemed so hard how are they even doing it? And here I am, after all this time still a pathetic classmate who doesn't leave his desk, or talks, just looks on the phone. Every time I try to engage now I can see the discomfort on people's face, I don't blame them. 6 hours just waiting there with everyone talking but you ITS HELL, its torture, how am I supposed to have a good day after that? I started skipping school now and then, I usually stay only 4 hours I just can't handle 6, this ofc destroyed my GPA, from first in class(eighth grade) to last(or almost). I'm just so lucky that old me wasn't like this and managed to make some solid friends, now I have only a few left, very few. Haha all I can see now is my future ruined but I also fell numb, careless, I don't think I'm depressed, idk. Everyone keeps saying that in college it gets worse. How can I prevent that from happening? Is a therapist even worth it? My parents think I'm normal and told me to stop reading bullshit on the internet. I just can't see how a therapist will change this. Also ""go make conversations, get out of YoUr ConFoRt ZoNe"" is the worst thing I've ever heard. I now have developed hatred towards society and how society works, I'd gladly push an ""erase"" button. Wouldn't all of us be awkward if we'd be ourselves? Our true thoughts? It just feels so 2 dimensional, fake. Well you've just wasted your time reading this hehe, sorry ",3.0007246376811594,4.946957502415465,3.8302657004830927,88.08423913043482,75.42512077294684,6.725603864734301,25.02657004830918,7.594959193182576,1.223935265700483,1642,56,330,22,36,524,217,414,0.196,0.6709999999999999,0.133,-0.9883,2,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,3,5,3,3,37,27,3,2,14,2,34,2,1,9,6,64,66,26,1,4,16,1,3,3,3,2,1,2,0,3,25,12,0,4,9,2,2,3,13,11,1,2,8,11,47,16,31,51,9,47,1,2,6,0,29,12,1,8,34,214,72,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128871482460584,0.0,0.0,0.13679409208785984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085801338378847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576607511656675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636124015419124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733407879452007,0.0,0.0,0.08786124654740095,0.1809554539915512,0.0,0.08967492042948579,0.0,0.0,0.06828748333046919,0.0,0.0,0.0551587548833342,0.0,0.07366550224968915,0.0,0.0887649960767459,0.08935899441196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947214300479282,0.07736535188552214,0.07206138210263609,0.2451782097516784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864914773173803,0.061101519864362436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550085959316236,0.0,0.0,0.19823713385406894,0.0,0.08937013809742232,0.0,0.04860777171291012,0.07173718027223695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563249875853824,0.0,0.07661666423311303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036547086653283,0.0,0.0,0.16845652931941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602158890099085,0.0,0.0,0.1410125475200806,0.06971707708643071,0.0,0.09056224674995733,0.09292687786337613,0.0,0.0,0.12535459644345426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364466272193546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418176809418085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826796832677275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596478965316999,0.08260388035783213,0.0,0.0,0.08379969154824365,0.0,0.0,0.08974768866636804,0.0,0.0,0.19514465089390068,0.0,0.0,0.09496918806868422,0.0,0.0,0.059294636936575634,0.22404035034272327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110312908562697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680156319168639,0.0,0.1731186530286217,0.2726203072420144,0.07786186074241842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574206313392254,0.12107491083940936,0.0911619150958727,0.0683031061647883,0.07150558827556555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374890074096772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861017390722932,0.05682128139353231,0.1096063152509983,0.0,0.06790001133712324,0.14961692735172671,0.0,0.0,0.08172606991722613,0.0,0.05806818249752128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288015762694436,0.0,0.09419747053659762,0.07056990321443206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769003205349823,0.0,0.15435219071560485,0.0,0.0,0.08244634415294767,0.0,0.06226570791652927,0.0,0.08716076620257641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507749789421262 socialanxiety,anyonehearmenow,2019/04/03,"How do I tell my girlfriend about my anxiety? I've been together with my girlfriend for almost a year now and I haven't had the courage to tell her about my anxiety. I've been thinking about telling her for a long time, but every time I do I just can't say words. We have a kind of long distance relationship for now, since she is studying and I'm working for a year in a different City. We live 2 hours apart but I only have free from work like 1-2 weekends a month. In the start I didnt wanna ruin a weekend with telling her, but now I feel like its eating me up not telling her. We met at school last year for anyone wondering.. How do I tell her, what do I tell her? About me: I was always shy, i got bullied really hard in elementary school, and still struggles with taking initiative and talking in front of a group. Ablut 1,5 year ago I started getting a heartbeat and panic attacks. Before that I only got a really loose stumach and was swetty and nervous. I dont know how, but I got a lot of friends, even though I talk very little. My gf notices that I dont talk much, I just haven't told her why. Even though I trust her, I haven't opened up to her yet. I really wanna Open up to her and be more talkative with her. Hopefully someone can tell about their experience in this😁",3.3475939849624083,4.278940676691732,4.553458646616544,87.35206766917294,72.6842105263158,7.705263157894738,27.157894736842106,8.032893268588372,1.5108751879699245,1004,35,218,14,19,331,136,266,0.124,0.772,0.104,-0.3496,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,2,19,13,1,3,13,0,21,1,0,3,0,37,36,17,0,3,7,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,17,1,0,4,2,1,1,8,5,0,0,11,3,44,9,32,24,3,35,0,1,0,0,36,13,0,4,23,144,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736279112992256,0.0,0.08739191563570275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261863641497593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335281483967199,0.0,0.0,0.0610237386285708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992863327241458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426341569188638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118234915753898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456804625171715,0.0,0.0,0.08930269281900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152867950796181,0.0,0.07353178207629424,0.0,0.0,0.08537033889713289,0.0,0.0,0.044128160437584114,0.062348285754462475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674273760353598,0.0,0.04559686011398042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094020400138821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818001394669037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668238868477607,0.08594692775668325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088203673218953,0.047963294678886194,0.07113964192379955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527495679367214,0.08747108668924479,0.07706419820350321,0.15446880032027724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419690387374554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966096435183386,0.0,0.06415614655127354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936158555392996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275102904583255,0.0,0.10239677937345673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677291315878504,0.0,0.0,0.09369919790555888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940347906135046,0.0,0.17665110904633258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219363359536493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394664811965629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354542334575246,0.0,0.06969681917132528,0.0,0.0,0.09123732825399923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561889478748667,0.21044167005432501,0.6102478680814586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592140652910947,0.17149176109010378,0.0,0.1017798898285768,0.0,0.0,0.08339367616549814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200986982067567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875086016621981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464450922458108,0.12707245772287046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480537865324374 socialanxiety,LostBoy613,2019/04/03,I volunteered to present first in my English class. I don’t know how I did it but I just said fuck it and went first. I barely felt nervous too. It was crazy. I doubt any of you care but I was proud of myself after that and I felt like sharing.,-1.410330188679243,0.5900214339622636,0.5748820754717023,102.74081367924528,98.81132075471695,3.4047169811320765,16.058962264150942,5.148860815047168,-1.016733962264151,188,5,46,1,8,61,38,53,0.206,0.556,0.238,0.4709,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,3,7,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,7,3,11,4,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,5,33,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280824897133545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040677931744224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726997183468167,0.0,0.0,0.5073526295261211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757110347517273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390071962583347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570127926071494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836872931494852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764644092305546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,euph934,2019/04/03,"Sweating problem when anxious Hi all! Long-ish story for a short question: I’ve always had mild social anxiety, and one way that would manifest is when I gave presentations. I’ve had severe presentation anxiety for all of my high school and university years — to the point where I’d shake severely and stumble over my words and be completely incoherent when standing in front of people. After university, I decided to confront that fear directly once and for all, accepting a teaching assistant position in which I’d have to teach 13(!) lessons each week. I’m happy to say that after 6 months of this, I’ve become much more comfortable when speaking in front of a group! However, while I feel more comfortable, there’s one side effect of my anxiety that hasn’t gone away: sweating. Even now after I stand in front of a classroom for an hour my armpits are completely drenched. I always take an extra shirt to change after work, but I’d still like to work on making this better somehow. TL;DR Anyone else have severe sweating when anxious, and any tips to work towards a less sweaty life?",7.462483333333331,8.089508815000002,7.371000000000002,71.90133333333334,63.35,10.666666666666668,35.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.923866666666667,873,38,146,20,12,279,124,200,0.109,0.8079999999999999,0.083,0.5471,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,11,10,1,2,8,0,9,6,5,2,3,22,15,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,4,0,2,4,3,9,6,29,9,9,39,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,2,19,92,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123330218832452,0.0,0.0,0.08676672753301401,0.0,0.29282189106592993,0.2882845943977405,0.0,0.08921507941552037,0.13073276905496678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198765969994254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091500215194214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284448511374995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134975094675311,0.0,0.2675549281987589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106586488506034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427311083963522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357612886109933,0.0645141944164114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358237313021022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480763045869634,0.0,0.0,0.12565211764561585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012178712615823,0.0623348570038334,0.0,0.0,0.1129146345135725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516844681247375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018424732158392,0.0,0.09379457631076454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358809904489786,0.17291886851940227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845601564046987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061539253744565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208801995586645,0.0,0.0,0.14293189851731844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146603658388152,0.0,0.12912960658091868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324268915966107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006366449287746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018948920063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593307524562933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101276348151495,0.1023463610770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786648195124707,0.0,0.0,0.09063747895416767,0.0,0.0,0.08216486796908247 socialanxiety,MDRoberts95,2019/04/03,"Need advice So I’ve been out of the dating game for a few years now, I told myself what everyone tells themselves after a bad break up stuff like I need to focus on me or the hustle or just bs reason to keep myself from trying to get in a relationship well I’ve done it for so long that I’m genuinely scared to go on a date now, my brother tried to set me up with a lady yesterday like the opportunity was in my lap to take a cute lady out but I panicked in the moment when he tried to set us up (blind date of course shoulda mentioned that earlier) I told him I have to work which isn’t a lie but not all day like I’d have plenty of time to go out but I suppose I’m more scared of what she would think of me! Since my ex I’ve done everything I could to not get close to people cause I can’t get hurt if we aren’t close",5.234535519125687,3.339627535519128,6.525792349726777,84.49174863387981,68.72677595628416,9.663387978142076,27.43715846994535,8.167268648758528,1.398722404371584,641,13,156,7,9,220,106,183,0.096,0.835,0.069,-0.8290000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,11,0,11,1,0,2,1,25,25,9,0,5,9,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,4,1,0,6,1,20,6,32,17,3,31,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,3,16,99,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494276815323313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767841810842148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570867874919471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209093091464468,0.0,0.0,0.09861812741302417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129721847983217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461177286019177,0.13743098196392287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396767934062113,0.0,0.1738112991921547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636996706978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359187087568515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241210047256516,0.0,0.0,0.13532579015865515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677045586627015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060126551567068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722304890671238,0.0,0.1641744865954974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061910539187788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649364131087534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505216032798135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149737522145903,0.0,0.13365526690427318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798235643242334,0.0,0.0,0.08916651119679196,0.0,0.0,0.2922354572038354,0.0,0.31145964583295205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393904131058444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748978969270864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132462162647086,0.0,0.0,0.10862709258459208,0.0,0.0,0.09847284835218716 socialanxiety,Pandamidian,2019/04/03,"How to fix the anxiety? I've been like this since I can remember and I'm now 21 working a job with amazing people but cant seem to make friends because I have such bad social anxiety, I'll choke up on my words and say gibberish and sit and think about it for hours and hours and continue to embarrass myself. I dont say much more when people talk to me besides yeah, yes or any simple answers to questions. I never wanted to be like this. I love people and the people I work with I just dont know how to speak, I cant even speak properly to my own father. My anxiety kicks in and forces me to speak in a much deeper voice than I usually do? Now I feel like I've spoke with a deep voice for so long to him it's the normal thing and if I try to speak normally itll be awkward. It's been eating at me for the past 2 years now, I realize how many great friends I could've made but no matter how hard I try, I've never been able to change, I've always just gave simple 1-2 word responses. I just dont know what I can really do. 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I never dared to lift my head up in puic. But today i decided to take that step. I was always very conscious of people staring at me because im beyond ugly. People always told me it was in my brain, my brain fooling me into negative thinking. But today when i looked up, i will never forget what i saw: a look of disgust just staring straight at me. I felt something break inside of me. All these years of wanting to kill myself. But today i felt something different: i actually wanted to kill that guy. I really dont know what to do anymore. Ive lost hope in myself and this world. My patience is wearing thin. Why are people like this? Why am i made like this? Social anxiety may be in some of your heads, a figment of your imagination, but for some (for me at least) its a real problem.",2.417209737827715,4.0691394101123635,4.417775280898876,84.52516479400751,76.24719101123596,6.544419475655433,24.78801498127341,7.3011,1.1929830711610494,677,23,134,8,15,232,101,178,0.132,0.821,0.048,-0.9264,1,0,2,0,0,1,23.0,0,2,0,1,3,9,3,0,4,0,14,5,5,2,3,30,31,6,2,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,9,8,29,3,27,19,5,25,0,1,5,0,6,14,0,4,11,99,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.11071033540005466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879812520777006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357709621332593,0.0,0.1125114077131018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915775513299592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532942981220333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853056889287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659239109712591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178586002531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233283002636453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328638105681313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126809403215532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254491550981443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510300999650762,0.0,0.12469774373640073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085137896157664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053799455666395,0.0,0.1238435182142794,0.0,0.0,0.1073486490248385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499847879760935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830037376193692,0.23595477191653474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855583871768572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913035506136308,0.07267864731388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312949328005143,0.0,0.17467791763289062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529989631923539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538770256363698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226105491288172,0.10840584794417173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979839324185849,0.0,0.0936077093275978,0.13383089527500447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474103469691932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611550189340378 socialanxiety,sunflowerglow38,2019/04/03,"Interview advice? Freaking out TLDR BELOW Hi redditors, this is my first time posting here. Ive had social anxiety for my entire life basically, but for the last 4 years have mad a big effort to overcome it. I can expose myself to way more things than I used to, but my anxiety comes reeling back during stressful situations. As anyone with social anxiety knows, an interview is probably one of the most stressful situations there is. Your fear of being judged is 100% real and present and theres a big position at stake. I have an interview tomorrow for a spot in my schools graduate program. There are two other universities that offer similar programs but the one im interviewing at is my far the best, academically, economically, etc. Its also the only program that allows me to finish my degree in two years except of three. I desperately want this spot, but am not the most competitive candidate due to my gpa. Also getting an interview isnt a big accomplishment, because they give everyone that applies an interview. Anyway, ive been preparing for my interview for the past week and feel pretty okay about a one on one interview. But today I passed by the classroom were tomorrow interview is and I saw like 30 people also interviewing for the spot and tney were answering some type of test?? Now im freaking out because I dont think I can stand out in a room with 30 other candidates as qualified as I am. If anyone on this subreddit has had a successful inteeview or has some tips to calm my anxiety id really really appreciate it. TLDR: I have a group interview tomorrow for a position I really want but dont have the best credentials for and am up againt at least 60 other people. Advice on managing my anxiety and acing my interview??",6.597326007326008,7.615991446153848,8.163868131868131,64.09651282051283,65.30769230769229,12.344322344322345,35.168498168498175,11.944058876818428,4.969726739926743,1400,64,226,50,21,488,169,325,0.118,0.777,0.106,0.4338,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,7,11,12,1,3,23,1,29,1,0,2,0,36,39,21,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,8,6,2,28,6,41,32,9,40,0,0,1,0,20,19,0,6,17,175,41,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199290633225382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463958497245064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390039384449051,0.0,0.0,0.14260161164371968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840974745922162,0.0,0.12432169372761312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402548235048888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783937134383615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901954994809105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137251169444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974380863034072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474622621698485,0.051559826869784026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673685966190213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053275871687600763,0.09782030250118863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029331959357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056040839799919716,0.08312033823294232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202544778638995,0.04981809761624815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639396272493244,0.0775538795013899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734328327694436,0.14138832215979266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976604575163794,0.10374161972314737,0.10994246539422768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606582965282893,0.1959765578245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320054709358388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292403549157829,0.0,0.20789409474813247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336158931596932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774529750299661,0.06533918500939775,0.0,0.0,0.059460370048845065,0.0,0.09665700736179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992225709322485,0.0,0.0,0.08807058885113027,0.0,0.0,0.12029080138355415,0.08094018725539122,0.0817953429570021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133253559427166 socialanxiety,Dorrez,2019/04/03,"I love being car guy with social anxiety. Because in the 10 years i have had my license, i have driven whopping 8 different cars from which 5 of them has been my own. And not even talking about buying a new car. Every time i have changed my car, i have had my brother with me and he has limited time to help me, its hard to buy new car let alone even test drive it. And it's not that i haven't thought about doing it myself. I have played the scenarion in my head, i know what to look for etc but still...",4.609937694704051,3.916376925233649,5.4808878504672895,87.53042834890968,69.46728971962617,8.628660436137071,28.113707165109034,7.793537801064563,1.3824342679127717,389,11,91,4,6,128,71,107,0.056,0.882,0.062,0.3919,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,14,2,1,0,0,11,19,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,1,2,7,3,0,0,0,5,2,17,2,12,12,2,15,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,6,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809857679848035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610940132250862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836832235423473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227669482721783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001249530454567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485366123916784,0.2781737441015848,0.0,0.1774237120261556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850845878465896,0.0,0.0,0.18863935959400965,0.0,0.2161170257924072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114811462495952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572989995132744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533350636561926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683514060673708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005772114600966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40676119866745897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466097645549229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817038870296686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692571620585403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717792119074215,0.2455831390603681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356073647267237 socialanxiety,silentobserver89,2019/04/03,"has anyone here ever deliver a presentation in stage? I got presentation coming up this monday already shaking with fear, thinking about skipping a day but it could deduct the marks for my semester ",6.6784313725490225,9.604314294117652,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,67.82352941176471,9.239215686274509,34.86274509803922,9.725611199111238,4.232286274509805,162,8,22,4,3,52,32,34,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283534776131941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714163679801019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343727025380984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099208788070465,0.0,0.0,0.25033650317169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35112053741302623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436797362950544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045372629017154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487226347250289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rauchenfox,2019/04/03,"Social Anxiety in public. When I was younger I used to be able to walk around in public like a normal person, but that was because I was too wrapped up in my own internal monologue. Everyone was alien to me, they were just strangers. I have never been confident, but i didn't realise that I had social anxiety until two years ago. So when I was 23, I sought psychiatric help. Since then I have started meditating/working on myself and increasing my social exposure, which is the best way to overcome social anxiety (in my opinion). The weird part is I have become much more confident making new friends/talking to girls, but now I have developed an unhealthy fear of public places. See as humans I believe we should be curious and sussing each other out like every other animal does. But that it's socially unacceptable, and it's something I struggle with. I feel like I'm swimming upstream when i walk in public, and I hate it. On the outside I may seem confident, but on the inside I am like ""get me the hell out of here"". I will always force myself to walk with confidence and not avoid interaction. I've come to the put in my life now, that it is easier much easier to deal with the pain of discomfort than to avoid people or not try altogether. Anyway I try do lame things in public like ask for high fives and laugh at myself when someone ignores me. Little things like that helps me take myself less seriously, and helps a little overall with social anxiety. Anyway, anyone else feel this way in public? &#x200B; P.S I understand this doesn't apply to everyone, every city and country is completely different, in terms of public culture and social interaction. &#x200B;",6.22741758241758,7.46095067948718,6.7696703296703316,72.98961538461539,66.24358974358975,9.78901098901099,32.164835164835175,9.957137785484203,3.387768131868132,1340,54,222,30,21,438,171,312,0.173,0.6679999999999999,0.16,-0.5821,1,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,1,13,20,2,5,10,0,25,2,0,2,1,43,39,23,0,2,9,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,3,16,19,0,3,5,1,0,7,5,12,0,2,9,3,35,8,39,25,10,44,1,1,1,0,27,21,1,4,20,166,51,0,0.08231970263172693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297144949638745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849658708348162,0.1783867268173353,0.20005489807601665,0.0,0.0,0.2518973887773465,0.0,0.0,0.057559850108525414,0.08434626343859165,0.0,0.07328198813269235,0.07695780961764817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018132666044501,0.09091564402617436,0.0,0.09274611522260308,0.0863894491899422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091113473262045,0.08631064201148206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486799876729778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860065683945804,0.0,0.0,0.07203852651571091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876754851528033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871579977378318,0.15732000719594072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263255170032964,0.08324663016182661,0.05880921200836005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300864700464817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127366364815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553148434756426,0.08697528549571809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814484045162071,0.2413034914624195,0.16501193639766615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494904072964461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102890652140245,0.0,0.06349002951828009,0.07950488176825725,0.0,0.0,0.08065583045128498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759396757073802,0.0,0.0,0.0891442159537003,0.0,0.05707011678764561,0.07187838911907429,0.0860065683945804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827540379993179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559814502965787,0.07494076556411483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680957086852994,0.0,0.0,0.5874019904791145,0.06974921690233017,0.06337372886269585,0.0,0.0,0.05826630921992052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605842671435031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189417156566127,0.0661654587604673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937910518353333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177934895948938,0.0,0.08041438795057493,0.08569771359986737,0.0,0.07109779244158895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068309656460972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059929723938823676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005489807601665,0.05301118953736441 socialanxiety,vikramxngH,2019/04/03,"your dad when give you free lecture 2 hours what you will do What is your opinion what I should have to do, I'm getting angry because without any reason he is giving advice of life",15.400810810810812,6.2832842162162175,13.510270270270276,64.10162162162163,58.189189189189186,14.8,50.51351351351353,3.1291,4.589508108108109,144,5,28,0,1,46,30,37,0.08199999999999999,0.775,0.142,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,4,11,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222054014005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422566203095134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099851449112333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226874484012938,0.6326083533864904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247146696175567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328959263109984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390142647126516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317845054875109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZorrinObscene,2019/04/03,"Company Outing I started at a new company last month and i got the information that there is a company outing next month. The outing includes a bike ride from the office to the location and its 17 km (about 10-11 miles). Now, im really anxious about the outing in general because as it is with my situation i really havent settled down or got into talking to people and such but the worst is the bike ride, im not the fittest person and there is the option to travel there by car... But if i go there by car, i think i would distance myself even further from my co-workers and i would shit on their fun idea they had, but if i go by bike, maybe im a nuisance if i cant keep up or something. I havent rode a bike in 14 years and even tho im not neccesarily ""Fat"" im a huge guy who weighes about 120 kilogramm, is there even a bike that can take that weight??? And thats the next thought here, as im not neccessarily looking overweight, they may think i take the car because im lazy... Im really at a loss here, so i thought i may would get some opinions of people who may have similar experiences ",3.704623188405797,4.076168621739132,5.42217391304348,83.49862318840582,71.47826086956522,8.568115942028987,28.81159420289855,8.648137234880735,1.95603768115942,853,31,187,14,15,293,115,230,0.075,0.878,0.047,-0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,17,4,1,0,19,0,17,5,2,0,0,37,31,19,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,8,9,4,1,6,6,0,9,6,3,0,0,5,2,19,1,23,20,2,30,0,1,1,0,9,12,1,11,9,120,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015739656381458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096179600592287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815632672000706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795032121560656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974845657808885,0.0,0.10219711517038907,0.0,0.14382026138778553,0.0,0.0,0.0890261377880899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149870268758966,0.7769554479021719,0.0,0.0,0.07991712850197426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732895574644548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755026903234197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032779799816153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353238537134275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683671331726843,0.19124297763250614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466608993689322,0.07850691593798641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727980840996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229246555427643,0.0,0.10106385826828676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921796753483618,0.0,0.0,0.0636395486321652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520393497152594,0.07226714694873243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522282166385715,0.0,0.14275876128770731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948751357815252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545636118330075,0.0,0.0,0.19161082524132853,0.0,0.0,0.05789980899388485 socialanxiety,oCuHo,2019/04/03,"My first date was an absolute nightmare I'm 25 and never had been on a date before because my SA is so bad, and now I see why I avoided it this long. There is this girl I like at work and I had my co-worker ask her to exchange numbers with me because of couse I couldn't do this myself. Then I waited for her to text me because of course I couldn't text her first. Then I managed to ask her out over text because I couldn't do it in person despite seeing her at work. Anyway, so to do the date itself. We went to this park with a trail and she brought her dog (I thought that would help, but it didn't) and it took about an hour or so to walk it. This couldn't have been any worse because all we could do for an hour is walk and talk. Now to where it all went downhill.. She had to lead the entire conversation, there would be long pauses of awkward silence and when I did talk it would come out completely different than I would have wanted it. Oh, and I couldn't make any eye contact so it was like I was ignoring her the whole time.. I had planned to take her out to eat after but that never happened and we just called it a night. She basically told me straight up she didn't have a good time. The worst part is now I work with her so I actively try to avoid her because I am so embarrassed. I know this was long and probably nobody is going to read it, but I feel so depressed and wanted to share this with somebody, anybody.",2.7764178205900047,3.6941435231788087,3.79078868151716,92.33426851294399,74.03311258278144,6.682962071041541,24.654425045153523,6.7829847944221076,0.6421867549668874,1112,33,256,9,22,359,139,302,0.117,0.831,0.052000000000000005,-0.9714,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,7,17,12,0,4,11,0,37,2,1,2,4,52,58,25,0,12,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,21,22,1,4,3,1,1,9,9,8,0,2,19,4,44,4,34,28,5,42,0,1,3,0,29,11,0,1,24,189,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605600400537944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078788577026732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966508315271789,0.3927789474008351,0.0,0.09137987851210716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965587471277248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250586062202787,0.11259501417115245,0.0,0.0,0.08574114274628752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249373436858456,0.0,0.0,0.11219834033805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988545496562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429895598230301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268955544476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061031475897955725,0.09007255083880933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496347728809594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198038539058506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151248548759205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901802388111629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492939382509854,0.0,0.0,0.2851068741385681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716827945599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564957939686362,0.0,0.0,0.10077702505228943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629150270076655,0.0,0.0,0.09376767514236696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578318724971402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741776603679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114978864907687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807429415670466,0.17262994674016086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852546364369118,0.12523843511452082,0.0,0.0,0.10261450979171434,0.11931280274016985,0.07290988160221072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668128125987482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910081107021385,0.09690160313349726,0.11989565420372232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127210253061232,0.0,0.10943826499923748,0.30514341996199884,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stormada14,2019/04/03,Too anxious to post Ack I just joined Reddit and I want to say things but I don’t know how things work on here and so I figured if there’s any place where I can just post it’s here? ,-1.3057142857142845,0.5563970000000005,0.3288571428571423,107.66614285714287,90.90476190476193,3.3600000000000003,13.16190476190476,3.1291,-1.8893295238095242,142,2,39,0,5,45,31,42,0.043,0.924,0.033,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422224205370266,0.0,0.0,0.3558793440603615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731250075406149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291255321628063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033980755572941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505140215301037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41856635920949536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580508403287932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933599900467974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nootsama,2019/04/03,"Need help online chatting Hello, I need help with online chatting. I struggle with really bad social anxiety so I dont really have many friends. I wanna try meeting people online and potentially becoming friends with them. I just get so nervous, even typing this now I'm nervous. I wanna try maybe talking to people on r/MeetPeople, but I just don't know. Should I face my fears and try it? Another problem is I'm so bad at conversation because I'm really introverted and keep to myself all the time, so I'm worried with how to keep the conversation going. Any advice will help.",3.3948181818181813,5.989295390909097,5.366363636363637,74.39954545454545,76.9090909090909,8.0,28.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.830909090909091,463,20,76,11,11,159,66,110,0.212,0.6890000000000001,0.099,-0.9233,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,4,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,21,17,9,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,11,15,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,2,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428836725148065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737067454569016,0.16556152461197005,0.12078548563265284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636632578541072,0.0962483325419486,0.17437719809018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504600796249496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428491443880357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767024575877385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439709816141356,0.0,0.08249105463259089,0.0,0.08973257594314549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174911946719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806799307595062,0.0,0.0,0.08677226352482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007576803470194,0.1586218158924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414700019226695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892221447046328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107949129026815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034453013366177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609490617837466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506100224266665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690607246515487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206698039470858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215910179928285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034504916425502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NothingPotato,2019/04/04,"What do normal people think of strangers who sit with them in the cafeteria? With the end of my first-year of college coming and me still having exactly zero friends, I've been trying somewhat harder to sit with people I don't know well or people I've never seen. Sometimes it works out. Sometimes the person has only agreed to let me sit with them out of politeness and ignores me for the rest of the meal, even if I ask something (they'll only respond with a short answer then return to their phone). I'm wondering, in general, what goes through people's minds when someone like me sits with them? I'm obviously socially awkward, I think. Do people think I don't have anyone to sit with, and that's why I want to sit with them? Most importantly, what are some signs I can use to tell if someone would actually talk to me before I go up and ask to sit with them?",8.05046511627907,6.2057067209302375,8.025232558139539,75.81947674418608,63.1860465116279,10.693023255813957,34.2906976744186,9.188382445141503,2.8436953488372096,684,22,134,9,8,222,101,172,0.034,0.89,0.077,0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,1,3,39,27,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,16,2,1,6,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,2,1,20,3,29,22,4,21,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,7,7,91,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.1401511197870975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004215241905762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685281676585797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220892333014123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371478067623275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720352705377982,0.0,0.0,0.0948587872615321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221619805043196,0.0,0.0,0.11095944014272116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162180865397435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892907358842874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685983637015493,0.0,0.0701648352670477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501393125289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076758405571356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071581863926827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845696403151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497835566175381,0.12540229653293802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640116352252305,0.2433752922992292,0.11056468065905577,0.2840851045262091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469406774665485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154352592122318,0.12552906136206893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760751637677334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750766006494198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404043217812505,0.0,0.0,0.0847100217297887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913044616008454,0.0,0.12959352519100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574833804351068,0.10455611352201474,0.0,0.0,0.10202259354583236,0.0,0.0,0.09248572472757677 socialanxiety,AnonymousRandomZero,2019/04/04,Am I talking out loud? I don't know if i'm accidently talking out loud I don't know if this is a social anxiety thing but I feel like I'm accidently blurting and saying stuff out loud that I meant to say in my head in my classroom or in any quiet situation.,2.727857142857143,3.5052760714285762,5.462857142857144,80.83214285714288,74.0,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.073121428571429,204,8,45,4,4,74,36,56,0.028,0.905,0.067,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,10,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,1,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852055947491497,0.0,0.20834504205467225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770704608062445,0.1945650617270044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795070401811679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993500551588164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305519976658656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331632225084559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30612992744964435,0.0,0.27762391209800724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117726541141051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378051032581714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093553394877496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Geometry_Prime,2019/04/04,"I don't think I have social anxiety, except for when it comes to anything even remotely romantic I have plenty of friends. I make friends easily, in fact. I'm not a shy person, and I actually kinda enjoy public speaking (which I know many fear even more than death, according to a study). I can talk to girls, even girls I'm interested in, just fine. It doesn't really seem like I have any kind of the usual social anxiety. But I *can't* be affectionate or flirt or even just convey interest. I just can't, like I become physically incapable of it. I even think about doing that and instantly the anxiety goes from 0 to 60 in nothing flat. It's like there's some kind of mental block that just causes me to lock up the minute I try to ask someone out - even someone I've been smoothly and wonderfully carrying a conversation with just moments ago. Does anyone here have a clue what my deal is, or if there's anything I can do to help myself?",4.00221198156682,5.428376225806455,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,71.68817204301075,9.185253456221199,27.264208909370197,9.606745405546679,2.5003499231950848,742,26,144,18,14,252,112,186,0.142,0.7020000000000001,0.156,0.574,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,2,1,29,25,9,1,1,12,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,17,13,22,23,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,8,7,95,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1254001651129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390995068401265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738628899125163,0.0,0.29491279806439513,0.0,0.0,0.08985212343309537,0.0,0.21149365832983685,0.0,0.12013274176128187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192121163688093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200774076008182,0.0,0.11069375647718302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324807115790173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124536385036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092491991395263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446013402329521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856184004637006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613269686895798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26763171729005064,0.07062176081960815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833988499656326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577659568017068,0.13028163774853102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295005662720894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330187192206064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220366069616536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232216387400755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698409403328468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198477909199,0.21775995714560295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328565756067414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646787704237232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724494453201748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415276445473839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393557706595559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Floppy_Trombone,2019/04/04,"My anxiety peaked last year, but it's been lingering and coming back in waves. Every single conversation I have with someone other than my girlfriend, my mother, and a couple close friends gives me intense anxiety. It's always mildly been there, but got a lot better in my 3rd year at uni when I just went to everything and talked to anyone. However I spent from September to March last year pretty isolated. I had just graduated and didn't have a job for those months, just pretty much living in my room at my parents house smoking pot and playing computer games. It totally destroyed my self confidence. Sure, I was attending band rehearsals with a couple army regiments twice a week and even performed a concerto with a local community orchestra, but I spent all that time in constant fear when I had to talk to anyone. It's a little better this year. I've been working all year since last April, i exercise at least 3 times a week, smoke only a couple times on the weekends, but I still get these anxious thoughts when I talk to people. It hit me that my anxiety was a real problem when I got anxious just talking to my dad, who lives in the same house. We were just talking about his recent gramophone collection, but I spent the whole time gripped with fear, and I don't understand why. I tell myself, it's fine, what could you be worried about? But I still worry I'm going to sound stupid, that I won't have a response to something he'll say, and I'll just stand there silent. When this fear comes over I have trouble comprehending what people are saying. I start to focus on the sounds of the words they're saying. Then when I realize it's happening, I try to focus on the substance of what they're saying, but for some reason my mind just can't grasp it. It's really one of the worst pains in the world. Sometimes even when I'm with a group of close friends, people I went to uni with and at one time was totally comfortable around, I get anxiety. I want to be able to hang out with people and not worry. I want to talk to my boss without feeling like I can't breathe. I really need help.",7.413451511991661,6.4786590973236,7.402954466458117,76.84591240875913,63.866180048661796,10.650955856795274,33.683350712547785,9.842372674337009,3.0470022245394506,1663,58,320,29,21,535,205,411,0.158,0.728,0.114,-0.9599,3,0,2,0,1,0,42.0,1,1,0,4,24,18,2,3,21,0,22,3,1,2,5,63,47,25,0,5,16,3,2,1,3,2,2,6,1,1,21,24,0,0,6,6,3,7,7,9,0,3,18,8,43,9,50,23,12,63,0,0,0,0,29,22,0,2,34,212,64,5,0.07286185650679762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062690145528416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295648318411568,0.1646263170995497,0.0,0.1018934083841983,0.0,0.0,0.06486249990168437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056026270159732716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888078204859651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552807550184406,0.0,0.07873778223510745,0.0,0.05817426359745395,0.2418607751103359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624913809241016,0.0,0.0613892566130801,0.0,0.06548353846868082,0.0,0.0,0.24596953611613184,0.036841143903669465,0.05205252484694353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258577919100417,0.0,0.07613462552515167,0.06989573200562348,0.0414090721549552,0.0,0.11654856541149965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443149907898475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883776655448795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814559957746172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230414981410184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817641338645174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559662269469019,0.07302672171632539,0.1286767083731897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061944544837433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356970449138052,0.0,0.05815763872106705,0.0,0.053561848125155534,0.054026143370558936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987461592973474,0.055414725154419725,0.07753015246608051,0.0,0.08090446903142381,0.0,0.0,0.202052948554019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482534047553227,0.0,0.0697189564683452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293274419516236,0.09335434202543902,0.07491412361405286,0.07194229318059807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317706910199501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760108069170383,0.0,0.0,0.060272080636072776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617356145725483,0.05609261684717015,0.07206223915806957,0.0,0.051571997053428686,0.0,0.1163751454516511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867143747300422,0.0,0.0,0.3513816018125576,0.06368447410326537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784417531804769,0.21243167234321195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946841779024242,0.0,0.0,0.07585176223495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595162150663375,0.0,0.11689077266063885,0.0,0.0,0.13508734190701002,0.06574649256057437,0.08134766074293466,0.0,0.07023622959114008,0.0,0.053044299317471434,0.22198425624400028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234603233602878 socialanxiety,skeletonwlonghair,2019/04/04,"Blushing I honestly wouldn't have a problem with social anxiety but the fact that a lot of symptoms I experience are physically visible makes things really hard. I'm not just taking about a little red in the face, I mean BLUSHING like all my blood went to my face, pure red. This is my biggest problem, and it's always been a problem but is getting worse lately. I just talked to my mom or more like she talked to me and I threw in some replies and I could feel my face start to get hot. It was more of a mild blush, still noticable but not max redness. I can't even talk to my mom.. why is getting worse not sure. Exposure therapy is supposed to help, I'm exposed to anxiety inducing things all day at school yet it isnt and has never helped me. I've done so much research on SAD so I know common replies if I asked ""how do I help myself"" but I'm still so lost.. I'm only 18, about to graduate highschool. I'll have to find work soon, when I don't even like when people look at me. I would be satisfied living a life of solitude in my room for the rest of my life, but it is not possible. 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This isn't a new thing, it's been going on since I was a child. I'm now 21, almost graduating college, and beginning my career in software development with a fresh start-up. Throughout college, I've joined multiple AWGs, headed several departments, and been generally socially active in an effort to work on my soft skills alongside my craft. I didn't want to be the kid who knows how to code but can't approach his boss to request a leave of absence. I pushed myself to do an internship and got recalled the next summer at the same company to do another one. I thought hooray! If they call you twice, it means they like you. Right? It means that even if they thought I had technical potential, I was also able to congregate with coworkers and blend in with corporate culture. This was a huge uplifting factor. During my senior year, I've pushed myself to communicate with my clients, team members, and partners instead of delegate this to somebody else. I never looked for feedback but took my relative success as a sign I'm doing well. But I regress so fucking much and I'm just unable to cope with it anymore. The good times only last so long, and then I go back to feeling like such a fuck-up, and an imposter at that. I even wish I had the courage to bask in somebody's sympathy or look for it, but I freeze up so often when I try to talk to a friend, or close family members. Today was such a breaking point for me however. As I took a break to go out with my cousin, I decided to introduce him to my best friend with whom I've been spending a lot of time since we work on several freelance projects together as well as our graduation project. I've tried my hardest to make this person someone I can put my trust in, and I generally respect him and hold him in very high regard. But even he has pointed out I have trust issues and need to overcome this if I want to look ahead in my career and not over my shoulder. I thought being around 2 people I'm close to and trust would be comfortable. But I spent the entire evening on the edge of my seat wondering if I'm making the right impression to people who already know me, and wondering if maybe I made a mistake introducing them to each other in case they aren't comfortable. I was nervous the whole time and spent the sitting looking for things to say and failing. At times I like these I resort to funny stories or even a ""hey, tell him about that one time we ran out of gas."" As much as I was enjoying myself, I wanted it to be over so I could go home and write this on reddit where nobody knows my real self. I'm so afraid of exposing myself to anyone. I want to be able to talk to people, text them, or have a phone call for more than 5 minutes without looking forward to when it's over to reflect on what I said and constructively critique every word in hopes of a better encounter next time. Half the time I don't know if I made a mistake or said something that might make things awkward in the future. And I'm so fucking over subtly looking for reassurance and coming off as a whiny loser. I did that with all of my exes and even though it was never said, I am sure this was a huge factor in all my relationships failing thus far. I stutter and I look for words. I think everyone is masquerading their words and trying to fool me, or pacifying me to shut me up. I ploy to make myself come ahead in a competition that's more than likely only in my head. I'm tired, and comfortable in a dark room right now. I wish someone from my past would contact me for a relaxed conversation and tell me everything that's wrong with me so I can work on fixing it. But I don't know what I know and what I don't know. I'm not sure I'm such a fuck-up, but have no evidence to the contrary that I can point to and relish in. Even then, I'm not sure I would be able to keep up a conversation without worrying about ruining whatever good image someone might have of me. I'm barely getting over my last break-up and have found myself reflecting on it, for no reason, 5 months after it's been over. I know I made mistakes. I don't want to make them again. I'm not sure how to conclude this post anyway. But I'm even worried about the comments I'll get. It is pathetic. Nobody has to tell me. 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I’m pretty quiet outside of work but I do have a social life where I hangout with friends, meet girls, do extracurriculars, etc. But in the office I feel super tense. It’s one of those big offices with a lot of employees and cubicles with 5 ft high walls. It’s been getting easier, this is my first job out of college and I used to feel super uncomfortable in this environment but after being here a year it isn’t as bad. However there’s this feeling like I don’t know what I can/can’t say and this looming tension. I randomly ran into a coworker that’s my age that shares the cube next to me when I was out with friends, and we had a really fun time and I learned she’s super cool. But I see her in the office and we have very different convos if any. It’s like two different worlds and to someone who is very self aware it makes things uncomfortable and awkward. I’m just wondering is this something you ease into and get used to? It feels pretty stressful that I have to spend 9 hours out of my day feeling tense and uneasy. 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socialanxiety,Jreed1499,2019/04/04,Social Anxiety stemming from bullying/assholes Ive been in my head thinking and thought about when two girls on the day of secret santa at my highschool in 8th grade tried to hand me a pack of washcloths and soap because they said I stunk. little did they know my house that I grew up in was hand plumbed connected to a pump going to a creek for water. sometimes this would freeze up in the winter because we didn't have the necessary pipe covers though it would probably still happen from time to time anyway. so there would be days we would pick clothes from the floor put them on and head to school. we called it scavenging to find what smelled ok or what smelled like dog shit or piss. sometimes we would have to walk down and get milk jugs and fill them with the water necessary for dishes and to run the toilet. of course these 2 girls were spoiled and had two story houses and a bitchy I don't care attitude and wouldn't know anything about having to Struggle or do without something. anyway this fucked me up for a long time from 8-10th grade where I was still struggling and sprayed nauseous amounts of axe trying to cover the smell but it was never enough. all the while I am the quiet kid with glasses that doesn't say anything and got about one friend he can talk too during lunch break. anyway I just needed to rant about shitty 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socialanxiety,DegenerateAsWell,2019/04/04,"Feelings *sigh* I dont know if it fits here, but i realy dont know where to talk/ask about it. I got a girlfriend about 1 Year ago. I met her at work, she got attracted to me, me also to her and we started dating. We got in a relationship and it came out she had depressions and kind of social anxiety. I have a very low self esteem and it was my first relationship, so i was realy happy about her being in my life and the first few months were nice, i always assisted her with her depressions and tried my best. The first Problems were, that she didnt want anybody to know about the relationship, also often rejected body contact and sometimes acted like she dont care about me. I thought that would be symptoms of the depression, so i ignored that and was fine with it. The Months were passing and it was nice until she got realy apathetic to me. At some point i couldnt handle it anymore, she broke up. 1 Month later we started a new try and it was like in the beginning, a nice relationship with ups and downs. After some time she fell deeper in depressions and i got her to get help. So she went to her doctor, got antidepressents, but never got professional help by a therapist. Some months passed and her depressions went away. So i was glad she did well and was realy happy about it. But at the moment she didnt had depressions anymore, she began to reject me again and got apathetic again. I couldnt handle it anymore and broke up within a month. So i was solo again, put all of my energy into the relationship to help her and it went this way. Yet, after 3 Months, i still think about it all and am kind of hating her for the way it went and also am starting hating my life and me. My sleep rythm is screwed, i cant concentrate on my job or study anymore and also cant enjoy anything except for videogames, which are helping me to forget everything and everyone - at least for the moment im ingame. I have been very shy, couldnt handle conversations and was frightened what others would think about me my hole live. I dont know how to handle this situation, how can i forget all those feelings and return to my live i had before? Also i will see her at my job frequently, which makes it worse. - Excuse me for my bad englisch as its not native. - If my post doesnt fit to this sub im realy sorry, if u might have suggestions i can move it there.",2.9075000000000024,4.719013186836519,4.284627919320595,85.3164960191083,75.30573248407643,7.172845010615712,22.815339702760085,7.993328176185818,1.1413808492569006,1845,52,371,29,40,610,200,471,0.196,0.6859999999999999,0.119,-0.9919,2,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,3,0,0,5,30,34,3,0,17,0,44,7,2,3,4,73,79,45,0,10,9,0,2,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,27,33,0,1,9,0,0,11,14,17,2,3,35,3,68,16,56,35,9,70,0,11,1,1,42,23,1,9,35,279,95,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243518058586975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365214277917549,0.04921967342057417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045251550986057563,0.0,0.23465380231434765,0.0,0.0,0.04867752158919897,0.0,0.05529966408292518,0.0,0.05557578282219211,0.0,0.04938992170061586,0.0,0.0,0.05033447676658915,0.0,0.06207696846165424,0.0,0.0,0.06570516569479942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765477693671106,0.06030998322058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30568810986198136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060545157681057976,0.0,0.0,0.27730546663688044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565228116203027,0.05316251202825008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598186292834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094542694343413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03090477423713912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784776849545199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593801262112225,0.0,0.11680182481443498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585948720915624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778984355077033,0.0,0.1173995884789584,0.0,0.0,0.12319658943175922,0.1300348129248372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356241325227487,0.0577979115492251,0.0,0.10446559878429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948479704821909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275152459003606,0.0,0.0,0.2832900823942571,0.0628698161933313,0.0,0.0,0.04562210544218434,0.05712991672425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055918294550075215,0.0,0.056651806828002776,0.0,0.0,0.05660101681307497,0.0,0.0594646667518778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753859259537603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047136936493203004,0.0,0.06170902690203155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648996243793757,0.05919528514982717,0.06029859165045586,0.0,0.0,0.058503400176760235,0.06621645460425081,0.12560547174699793,0.0,0.047239315517607135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148216505623076,0.0,0.04754459179029708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868068816354328,0.0,0.07580515147250289,0.0,0.04696052989837563,0.03449233685357013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032141870433783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761412360810416,0.03488971594272849,0.09390510693124167,0.0,0.0,0.05318526065846616,0.21934008475826414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306377246006482,0.0,0.06028151817087508,0.08404057125398673,0.0,0.0,0.03809231302992114 socialanxiety,Geegeegee5,2019/04/04,"I don't understand anxiety about interactions with random strangers Like, who cares if you act weird around cashiers or customer service or some girl/guy on the street? These interactions have no repercussions on your life at all. As soon as the interaction ends, these people effectively cease to exist for you. Therefore, why give a fuck about their opinions of you? For me, the anxiety gets bad around people I expect to interact with again. I want to have close friends and a girlfriend, but I always end up being too timid to do the things that start or maintain a relationship or take it to a closer level. That's why I'm so confused about people who manage to have romantic relationships while breaking down if they have to get something at the grocery store.",8.232248201438846,8.6807034028777,7.3157464028777,73.55908723021585,61.733812949640296,10.403237410071943,35.360611510791365,10.125756701596842,3.53966834532374,619,25,106,12,8,190,96,139,0.098,0.794,0.108,-0.3245,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,1,9,8,1,2,9,0,7,2,0,2,1,23,17,12,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,25,16,2,20,0,0,0,1,17,12,1,10,7,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471277641493206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705324541257375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148132053131206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476366714022958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802789894867284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132187103087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661009856819764,0.16346652901469716,0.18476149958155333,0.1696211174696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507883729413745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489265139648036,0.08638494435014969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677525716342647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796753607889719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361240819489276,0.0,0.0,0.12515356115935866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294605562218229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747083961054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407505441534525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429256315042544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910370541472405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KarentjieO,2019/04/04,"Social Anxiety vs Learning/Speaking a new Language Hi Guys, I married a German, moved to a small town in Austria and spent most of the past 3 years learning German, attending formal German classes, passing advanced German exams and buying pretzels in German at the bakery haha. My children are fluent and attend school in German. Everything here is German. And I feel so locked into myself here. I cannot make small talk in German or think on my feet or be myself in German. My social anxiety, which has been under control for many years, has made an intense comeback since we moved here. I am anxious about every phone call, every casual encounter with the neighbour, every school run... and this is just the day to day stuff. I am supposed to find a job here (in German), since this is where I live now, but find even buying a bus ticket stressful so it seems impossible. I spend my days avoiding people and when I encounter them I freeze mentally and can't come up with anything to say. This is very frustrating as I am 40 and all the progress I made over the past 20 years in terms of my Social Anxiety has been wiped out. I feel ashamed, isolated, intimidated by everyone and barely remembering who I was only 3 years ago when I could say what I meant, laugh, be me. I see other expats arriving and speaking terrible German unselfconsciously and enjoying life here, the fresh air of the Alps, but I just can't. Due to personal circumstances I don't think it's possible to move away anytime soon. I need to overcome this and make a life here. But instead I feel as if I'm disappearing, dissolving, going under. I've lived in several countries by the way, but could get by in English in all the others, and always adapted within a year or two. Has anyone here had their Social Anxiety triggered when having to speak a foreign/second language? I know it's unlikely that any of you can relate but I'd really appreciate any words of wisdom. Thanks.",6.069702543142598,7.049427000000001,6.675112397820165,74.44147876930064,66.46594005449593,9.0594459582198,31.367960944595822,9.188382445141503,2.8559900999091736,1547,59,262,27,24,507,206,367,0.095,0.809,0.097,0.1779,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,2,3,20,11,1,3,19,1,26,3,1,6,2,57,46,29,0,4,12,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,14,19,0,2,12,2,4,11,4,5,0,1,8,9,33,6,42,34,4,56,0,0,1,0,21,25,0,6,19,179,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021285425242508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529392378025676,0.0,0.0,0.12307096299181093,0.0,0.27689471254869397,0.10222657825470573,0.0,0.0632718672770116,0.0,0.07446456560227609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501719871414419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239917379988856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794808181059021,0.0,0.0,0.10149087455216473,0.1444958744101376,0.0,0.0,0.17507335450490072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976699364052442,0.0,0.2287221298169614,0.08646591848790931,0.0813254914232901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726155623042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654102329374291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047276658989056135,0.0,0.051426865761001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895981306246312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979616332717517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973027355078916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782981960382347,0.0,0.0,0.15980652218703864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171245365677118,0.12080394252208893,0.09174143222552428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119141906052576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885257958595503,0.0,0.06709629262653899,0.0,0.08739463910401317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882080383339624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276358180847026,0.0627335347132295,0.07901132278580864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201251669468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969437199456166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250616150528953,0.0,0.0,0.14392063857184448,0.0,0.1831589767704508,0.07210785153382328,0.08237759763915738,0.0,0.10222657825470573,0.0,0.1497065275169004,0.0,0.0,0.3689677113451508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365460541028618,0.0,0.1035880174902542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273146328771983,0.0,0.08330992204382244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596312816524308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839440116640088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466273008378911,0.0,0.07182579111650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913590760122424 socialanxiety,uglykatze,2019/04/04,"Nerves around crushes I wasn’t sure how to title this, but I’m having an issue managing social anxiety in certain specific situations, like a crush. I think it’s because when I was going through treatment I was still in middle school and I didn’t have an huge crushes, and since I feel like treating social anxiety focuses on specific everyday situations, I was never taught how to handle having a crush. It’s different than friends because you’re looking for the person to be into you romantically, which is just a whole other level. Anyways, I’m in high school now and I really like this boy, except he doesn’t talk a lot and I’m trying to get to know him better. After treatment I’ve gotten a lot better about starting conversations, so that’s not a huge problem. The problem is the nerves that come with it. Because Ive been to therapy for it, I’m in a really weird situation where I get a surge of confidence and then immediately get hit with a wave of anxiety. So since there’s a lot more pressure, I get really anxious. To the point of feeling faint and nauseous. Once my friend told me he’d talk to my crush during his lunch period about me, and I agreed (surge of confidence) but then 5 minutes later I almost threw up on my PSAT prep. I’ve literally started keeping tums around to make sure I don’t throw up. TLDR; my anxiety gets really bad and unmanageable around the boy I like. >>> Does anyone have tips/advice for dealing with the feelings of extreme nervousness or nausea? Think really bad nervous. An about-to-throw-up kind of nervous. 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I felt really comfortable around the owner, and he said he would call if he needed someone. So maybe its a no go anyway, but still I can at least process how i am feeling about it. Despite it seeming like a good fit, I am now dreading the phone call. Its been awhile since i worked, and the idea of getting to know the owner, and other employees. It feels like I will have all the responsibility toward them and if i mess up i will feel truly bad about it. Getting to know someone new is scary. I guess i worry I will hurt them in someway, or they will hurt me. So in a way I want this job, but apart of me just wants the opportunity to slip by, and never have to hear from them....so i dont have to get to know them or them know me, and have all of that relationship energy. Its why i prefer to be alone i guess. I get so much anxiety about how i am being toward other. Am i being too clingy, too distant, do i like them, do i not, do they like me, are they good to be around, are they a positive impact to me, or me to them. Am i being codependent etc. &#x200B; Maybe i do have codependency issues. I need to get in with a therapist when i can afford one. 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In short, my question is: can i still have social anxiety if i font feel physical stress in my body but i get other symptoms like sweating? Below is my story, maybe that helps with answering the question. I am a sixteen year old girl and i had really bad social anxiety for over a year. In this period of time i sweated profusely and had this rash all around my mouth that i couldn't hide whatsoever. This made my anxiety even worse and i was immensely tired when i got home. Therefore i did absolutely nothing and snacked on junk food a lot. It made me hate my life and really sad, maybe even depressed. Then i decided i needed to make a change to cut the chain. So i joined a gym, started eating healthier and trying to be more social to people, with baby steps ofcourse. Now i'm here. I try to go to the gym 6 times a week, i eat really healthy and went to therapy. My social anxiety was as good as cured... i thought. This year i decided to do the last year of high school again to study diffrent topics and therefore i knew noone from my class. This got me extremely out of my comfort zone and was a good thing to do i think. But now i still sweat a lot when im around other people. Is this still due to my social anxiety? Also this rash around my mouth (and eyes) come back (a little) and stuck around for months now. Its not as bad as a year ago but still very visible. Ive tried a lot of things to help it. Creams, oils, apple cider vinegar. Nothing seems to work. So im thinking maybe it is stress, and maybe that is due to social anxiety. But i hardly ever feel physical stress. So do i still have social anxiety or do these health problems have a diffrent cause?",3.1766638655462174,4.901539523529412,4.242773109243696,86.27176470588238,74.3529411764706,7.798319327731093,25.672268907563023,8.527137837955566,1.7168445378151262,1338,46,272,25,28,435,173,340,0.204,0.721,0.075,-0.9932,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,24,15,2,4,16,0,23,17,9,6,2,55,45,29,0,4,8,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,19,20,4,0,13,2,0,4,3,11,0,0,14,7,36,4,39,29,5,49,0,2,2,0,13,14,0,8,32,177,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409564226043897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048802267492138514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734762327919126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730341066370693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692503222559277,0.1019078986945493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778584718074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269025205335642,0.0645571481565524,0.05256827708989842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052561386107567325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488914769162597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061386013731067,0.055201281571658586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256935326831177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737925749996179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031883433843316045,0.0,0.034682338120372184,0.1023710017689622,0.09761572869635624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466708225759079,0.06025029054854481,0.0,0.06486751492212027,0.0,0.0,0.0818085431302699,0.06447705180789698,0.061213799555112726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183655675447065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974412846070539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310428955528546,0.02981409724952808,0.06116383011216168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564572232324275,0.0,0.11548807390989163,0.040735159714928,0.0,0.24523425943033805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048710168700679984,0.0,0.0,0.04524981783474247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711169943425162,0.0,0.06403625540033048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461513764116163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058393397770090026,0.0,0.0,0.1367256051359177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728396773834872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061761313548213535,0.0,0.055555547719803436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976645078797143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043194337527212995,0.0,0.2436762002453291,0.0,0.279619146092275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342911703779637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697882596609347,0.0,0.08108558875575399,0.07820566859380608,0.0,0.04844762614258552,0.07116920717386083,0.0701401184438861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429742827809652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035263206181522,0.0,0.0,0.04895117289029511,0.0,0.0,0.056571478470577134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058826641994404426,0.0,0.04442747032347174,0.0,0.06219044934054401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964928999495589 socialanxiety,Sunnyroses,2019/04/04,I want to like an old friend's Facebook photo but anxiety is making me wonder what they'll think if I do. I really want to push myself to be more social. I am not sure if I should like a guy's photo on Facebook who I have not spoken to in years. I've always kind of liked him and I was friends with him in middle school but have't seen him since I moved about 6-7 years ago. Most of my friends on Facebook I no longer talk to. He updated his profile for the first time in 3 years and tons of people from that town have liked it. I want to as well but I don't know if too much time has passed that my liking it would be strange. I also I hardly ever like or comment on Facebook so suddenly liking someone's picture who I haven't seen in years to me seems really weird. My brother says to just do it but I get that anxious feeling like the person will wonder why I'm liking his photo. I know this is so ridiculous... ,2.285221088435378,3.3843198010204065,3.774367346938778,91.27539455782316,75.4795918367347,6.2470748299319725,22.250340136054426,6.42735559955562,0.32510380952380924,715,18,160,5,15,237,114,196,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,1,0,4,0,17,0,0,1,2,30,32,14,0,8,11,1,2,9,3,4,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,3,5,28,15,23,23,4,24,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,8,21,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888969999295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823460900253096,0.1022122058632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939717906190574,0.13877353625182756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111525325137876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062111282195338076,0.0877564786859492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448711514884897,0.0,0.0,0.28471620428504024,0.0,0.0641785068236994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163030046210985,0.0,0.0,0.11003995770788123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791831279584476,0.13501862308682058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401180524835972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199624101269916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305588222909456,0.09030107948070576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889926707301086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516136020948048,0.10725860978738704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738810653826146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768680657819366,0.0,0.12432001215658303,0.0,0.11182835939038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161400576148827,0.0,0.0,0.12521927990814158,0.1040814093135759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157746633165874,0.0,0.0,0.09873364177424417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871051562646776,0.0,0.0,0.14325726239811612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736154959674112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044735638248683,0.0,0.11084343535752142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642813851268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726157218145841,0.0,0.0,0.316418136947063 socialanxiety,La_Quiero_Abrazar,2019/04/04,"Looking for advice; to those with severe anxiety who are currently employed, what is your occupation? I recently became unemployed and I have run out of money, my bank account is in the red I have *nothing* but debt and bills to pay. I feel like shit, Im a failure. For the past 5 years I had been working in the construction industry doing a low level low paying job, it was the first and only job I've ever had but it is no longer a viable source of income for me. I need a job yesterday but I don't know where or even how to start looking for one, outside of my previous job I have no work experience. On top of that I suffer from sever anxiety and struggle immensely with basic social interactions which means that jobs in retail or customer service are not an option for me at the moment. So, what do you guys do for a living?",4.01455823293173,5.190131801204822,5.798975903614457,78.1254919678715,71.34939759036145,8.66586345381526,28.29116465863454,9.075114841892004,2.405523694779117,653,24,123,13,12,225,109,166,0.217,0.752,0.031,-0.9847,11,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,5,6,1,1,11,0,16,1,1,1,1,20,23,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,8,1,4,5,0,2,4,4,15,1,22,19,0,21,0,3,3,0,6,11,1,3,10,92,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199103349081506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066597937789875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892139432122146,0.12218057765716885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212657288489102,0.0,0.0,0.06829658499257094,0.0964956380448627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489238167631205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374275750832787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590120194658165,0.0,0.6701918005052143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423217281385533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598947561653322,0.0,0.11927126601921947,0.0,0.226853332157074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713327141360427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015435737218484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960546095940642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915284481770599,0.1027285280892656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894174056421898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336754563366812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305186377686917,0.13864971734315346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768914262724424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560482945930708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120683667310138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196668404552239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698209656674118 socialanxiety,LethalAgent,2019/04/04,Are there any good books to give to people that don't understand? Like the title says. Does anyone have a recommendation for a book that would help my family understand social anxiety better?,5.8472549019607865,8.566693529411769,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,69.58823529411765,10.415686274509804,23.098039215686285,10.504223727775694,3.0831686274509806,156,4,24,5,3,51,30,34,0.099,0.672,0.229,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866311592667624,0.0,0.20994871552779787,0.0,0.0,0.19189744927350794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427231920856621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401675727390291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872114012199465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632714500315784,0.0,0.23019039437149366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183953858814574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340793522600791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026473871356228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824868324840607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797608388947587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714112395143434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949569639329405,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,c0smic_teleca5ters,2019/04/04,"I fucking hate non-uniform day. What the hell am I supposed to wear? I'm in Year 11, and tomorrow is the last day of spring term before the Easter holidays. Tomorrow is a half-day, and also a non uniform day. The school is taking us Year 11s on a bowling trip as well, as a 'fun and relaxing' day out. It would be fun and relaxing if I weren't fretting and biting my nails over what to wear. My go-to outfit when I hate myself and my body is a baggy navy hoodie, navy skinny jeans (they used to be black) and a pair of white kicks. I wear my hair in a top knot, shaved at the sides and back, dyed burgundy. It's an all-girls school, so obviously everyone else is going to dress over-the-top and tryhard. My social anxiety makes me freak out over if what I'm wearing makes me look normal. I've never been normal, and not in that 'OwO I'm so quirky XD potato' style. I'm socially awkward, too introverted for my own good and terrible at meeting new people or holding small talk conversations. Should I just stick with the outfit I usually wear or just not go to school tomorrow? I already paid for the bowling trip, so it would be a waste if I didn't go. Still, I'm having second thoughts about everything and I wish I could just feel comfortable in any random outfit I choose from my closet. 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So, when I was 14 my mom married my stepdad, he didn't really like his father but worked with him at the family business. Since my stepdad saw his father everyday and didn't like him we almost never saw him, I've seen him maybe 12 times in 11 years. I like my grandad but I don't know him really and I wish I knew him better but he's really intimidating and I can bearly talk to him without coaching myself. About 5 years back he stated sending me a check for $75 every month, they are really hard for me to cash because I don't deserve them and its so much. I moved a while back and haven't asked him to chage the address he sends them to because not only do I not deserve them but also my mom and stepdad are going through a divorce and why would my grandad still care now? He never saw me, I never did anything for him, this is just an unnecessary financial burden. The checks would really help me, my work recently cut everyones hours and now I'm just making enough to cover everything. He called me an hour ago, he must have noticed the first check of this year wasn't cashed, I dont know how to tell him, how to deal with it, I can't answer the phone, I'm horrified.",5.1154651162790685,4.881693414728684,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465118,68.34108527131785,9.050542635658914,28.827906976744185,8.648137234880735,1.9480493023255816,983,30,206,14,15,327,136,258,0.099,0.838,0.063,-0.8164,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,1,2,4,4,16,7,1,0,10,0,21,0,0,4,4,37,35,21,0,4,9,4,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,0,4,1,5,4,15,2,0,1,10,5,44,5,21,22,2,29,0,0,4,0,41,2,0,1,25,137,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076255660930918,0.0,0.1138251699276208,0.0,0.0,0.09090272405242264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354161595191103,0.0,0.10626711818997933,0.0,0.0,0.17481209274717574,0.0,0.13858567434935354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053283558130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160708849901472,0.0,0.11589524495713165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437979070244386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664433255294193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745261499367972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577279006910362,0.10861759112817594,0.10216023989785168,0.0,0.10715898063878344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668856517935354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460189605240943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182696314291906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619133088948782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388623903020935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494130898493312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660184830033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587633061094884,0.0,0.11419788136272205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662603972861269,0.09073117401067783,0.12081437200017092,0.08356132520931588,0.0,0.263010440560556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941528146721878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645198087999839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641030326036179,0.0,0.1122364811371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402989454928116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631313979755828,0.08750955320390798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077787376421508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091364510777089,0.09935353684758168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628252264915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257047205295756,0.0,0.1307161356764983,0.10957486770485457,0.0,0.16550780456306938,0.0,0.0,0.16149735204193266,0.0,0.0,0.21960135190749933 socialanxiety,trash12ii,2019/04/04,"Being socially anxious is kind of like learning your native language as if it was your second/third language What I mean by that is that you start doing things like observing how people talk and taking mental notes or you practice what you’re going to say and how you’re going to say it a thousand times in your head, as if you’re trying to speak in a language that isn’t your own. Just a thought I had. 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I have a pretty good life. I’m not living paycheck to paycheck. I know I’ll be able to have a hot meal on my plate every night. I am able to take vacations and see friends. I should have absolutely no reason to be sad and anxious and nervous all of the time. God forbid I have to talk in front of my coworkers for a 5 minute presentation, then my body just shuts down I can’t think about anything else the rest of the week and just have constant anxiety attacks until it’s over. I hate living like this and I ESPECIALLY hate how irrational it is and how guilty I feel about not being able to handle the dumbest problems when most people have it much worse off than I do. Does anyone have advice?",2.63826132771338,4.600840739726029,3.7420547945205485,88.23713909378294,76.53424657534245,6.410115911485772,23.559536354056906,7.321109707123232,0.909085985247629,572,18,117,7,13,185,95,146,0.269,0.639,0.092,-0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,1,7,0,15,3,1,4,1,24,24,12,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,4,13,3,20,20,4,16,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,10,79,17,0,0.4796489484763955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623580040093898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223100442425126,0.1806222617110455,0.0,0.11179389905607896,0.0,0.1315700719523447,0.0,0.0,0.1818899744207852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759395088068103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277670496409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991467570297272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335617164144177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470830872696007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616832801253519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352519592406748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410226039725906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315702689727948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786750605964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129300790711671,0.07811074940711603,0.0,0.2823592060538385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753238874850072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003934861141166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084272914622673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265847250337778,0.0,0.1529864218954927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643863348177651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274060371923278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336693327281523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021210540203113,0.128507885335359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244655960266323,0.0,0.0,0.0932290530304177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282484848297319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293441868450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amenhotep74,2019/04/04,"Need some advice/opinions! I've suffered from social anxiety pretty much my entire life, i always feel like literally everyone i walk past/meet is laughing at me or judging me i know its not very rational. this is the first time I've really opened up about it. I can't break past the anxiety just whenever i feel like i get out of my comfort zone and start building confidence and self esteem i'll lose it and then go back to square 1. What are some things you guys have used to overcome anxiety? 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I have always been scared to voice my opinion. I dont even know who myself is anymore. How can i let go and not give a care? Im a short dude 5'5 16 year old. I have a fear of gettimg whooped. Now i am not getting pushed around everyday because id get mad. But how can i loose fears even when they potentiality will fight",1.0769444444444431,3.0542214320987635,2.635293209876544,94.20256944444448,81.5925925925926,5.531481481481482,22.47067901234568,6.6274283507984215,0.35024567901234605,300,10,69,3,8,98,60,81,0.35100000000000003,0.649,0.0,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,10,9,2,6,3,0,11,1,1,3,0,11,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,1,1,10,1,4,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356382050219557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616631030621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511434443652307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936998854479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620057185355372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104767018669253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153344474547115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7337307491786689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033303201000516,0.15637499856282228,0.09264290412178457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607984566611973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958657885018619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668978505316115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105261614084225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264048837214601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049737352046958 socialanxiety,YeBoiArdan,2019/04/04,"Do i have social anxiety? I'm only 13 so I'm not sure if it's only my age or if it's just came out of nowhere, because I only noticed it a year ago, when my parents mentioned that I don't talk as much as a few years ago, I took out of curiosity 3 self tests and they all said that I may have light social anxiety. The things I've noticed is that I'm anxious around girls, am a bit anxious about how people think of me, in some cases it gets real bad. Also I turn red immediately if the teacher asks me to read something, and I just can't get out of my words, even if I'm reading the text already. Another weird thing I've noticed is that out of nowhere I like a girl that is in the same class as me, immediately after I've heard that a guy in my class likes her. (we have 1 class with exactly the same people for every lesson and our class needs to move to a different classroom for every lesson) And I'm not sure if it's the anxiety that kicks in that I need to have a girlfriend, or that I just like her, as I've never had a girlfriend and don't know how it feels to have a crush on someone. The thing I feel is like thanos double fucking falcon punched me in the stomach, and I get even more anxious around her than other girls. I think I don't look too bad and know I can get a prettier girlfriend, as our standards for our class is pretty low, and she is the prettiest in my class, but our personalities are totally different, because she likes to party, but is shy (which makes her more attractive), while I really hate parties, and talk bad about myself, while not being shy. Just looking for some help. It's probably too long to read, sorry for any spelling errors, because English isn't my first language, and if I posted it on the wrong subreddit, just let me know and I will delete it and post it elsewhere. I am not depressed, so don't think I'm in a worse state than some of you guys (or girls), your state probably worse than mine and I'm not professionally diagnosed, just hang in there and do what you can ",7.992230177671707,5.128440014319807,8.301698488464599,77.00375961283481,64.13126491646779,11.315884380800851,35.92694245558207,9.2995712137729,2.958380959957571,1582,53,342,21,18,526,183,419,0.13699999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.064,-0.9655,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,5,3,1,3,21,17,2,0,21,0,30,3,1,3,6,75,62,38,0,8,22,1,2,5,3,2,1,2,0,8,25,23,0,0,10,3,0,4,12,9,0,1,5,8,47,8,46,53,13,37,0,2,3,1,36,17,1,13,17,232,72,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283118319748694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890495815974858,0.06442742259222632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478664057401696,0.08447893039865753,0.1848949263636678,0.2730449488881392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343901819539467,0.07531695669907038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018040428880842,0.14733416241825767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795559671381564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921443554772131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939010846844203,0.08177129834647336,0.0,0.1683455654414767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642421962655313,0.0,0.13575817629096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147169040273716,0.057555313701708535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852814493275035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448060638484255,0.16836655929936178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954309479034853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954079041718347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054000703766042484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328284701659116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238268657749961,0.0,0.19679879044662255,0.0,0.0,0.07129707057682666,0.13530782283141132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537774469134712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562734154787964,0.059224196719587424,0.1194751508761284,0.0621363293447272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751697415856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838188579325292,0.0,0.0,0.08945737231125274,0.0,0.0,0.11170659706302984,0.0703458368653826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543170922481698,0.08196308673910561,0.17372437121121154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175898467979826,0.09170006877344386,0.0516116985342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663531362273804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404637142374895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425077770968186,0.06826206171052676,0.06202250838900832,0.0,0.09018539130211854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186222523221568,0.0,0.0,0.12950942905457746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057047432523455,0.1548674862416712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895101530966644,0.0,0.08763106995179437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642042702835116,0.0,0.08808466230145362,0.0,0.10376182707872404 socialanxiety,sweateryoshi,2019/04/04,"SA getting in the way of important phone calls (again) Hhhh. I just can't anymore. Everytime I try to make a phone call I just browse reddit for like 2 hours and am just wasting my time that way. I could just call them and be done with it and go on with my day but NO. I tried to make the call yesterday and it didn't work. I am just so exhausted when did it get so bad? Also a vent flair would be nice. 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Nervous? Check. Rehearsed dialogue and small talk? Check. ....wish me luck!!,0.7416666666666671,0.142782055555557,0.002222222222224346,100.39000000000004,145.11111111111111,3.4222222222222225,19.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,0.13826666666666745,79,3,15,1,6,22,17,18,0.222,0.648,0.13,-0.2833,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34897469393339714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368704278793384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7681059866078039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slayerk12,2019/04/04,"Anxiety holding me back, any advice? Hey everyone, I’m wondering if I officially have an anxiety problem or if I’m just making myself think I do, which is causing the anxiety (if that makes any sense). I feel like I have the potential to be a super outgoing and confident person but these fears/insecurities are holding me back. So I’m going to give a quick summery of my situation and just want to hear people’s opinions of what I should do at this point. Ok so I have no problem going out in public places, hanging out with friends, or talking to people I know. I do have some anxiety when it comes to meeting people, but this is only because my hands usually get sweaty so I get nervous about shaking their hand. And since I get nervous, it makes my hands sweat even more and it’s kind of a vicious cycle. If it weren’t for this situation I’d be totally fine with meeting people. This is super annoying and I would appreciate any advice for this issue. Another problem I’m having is that if I have to do anything where people I don’t know have their attention on me, I get pretty nervous. I know that’s normal, but I think my situation is worse then normal. Here’s an example: During class today my professor was using me as an example for the subject she was taking about, I wasn’t even talking, she was literally just using my name in her example and standing near me. So the class looks at her and me (since she’s talking and standing right by me) and I immediately felt uneasy with everyone’s attention in my direction. I began to sweat a little on my face and forehead, and once I realized that, I started to worry that everyone would notice. This train of thought caused a slight panic and I felt like everyone was watching me. I was getting hot and sweating more at this point (my face was very sweaty.) It got really bad so quickly took off my hoodie while my professor was talking right there by me. I tried to inconspicuously wipe the sweat from my forehead a couple times but I’m sure people noticed. Overall it was super embarrassing because that happened while I wasn’t even talking, and it’s part of the reason I decided to make this post. I would really appreciate any ideas, advice, or thoughts on the matter. Thanks.",5.155138888888885,6.344466087962964,6.46951851851852,74.32733333333336,68.67592592592592,9.371111111111107,32.224074074074075,9.642632912329526,3.199392962962963,1778,77,316,39,30,602,189,432,0.133,0.7440000000000001,0.123,-0.5661,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,3,21,23,2,6,16,1,35,11,11,9,2,78,76,36,0,15,15,0,7,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,24,20,0,2,17,0,0,6,5,12,0,0,18,10,56,11,40,52,5,42,0,0,2,0,21,20,0,11,15,225,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103974521251216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522332767574704,0.07525674935586092,0.2196143829766423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059060317468112286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037288152281877,0.05992467077475098,0.08750024083198481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745442750590135,0.0,0.06182320974451683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941176701620589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220955658470105,0.0,0.0,0.2743159544282228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036288898044183365,0.05127226157939448,0.13782026291054714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544906359273434,0.0,0.1874834336400127,0.06884800046132658,0.0815767068180383,0.0,0.0574007557755622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346567595796848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088962624850768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101921368085535,0.0,0.07490888181638539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473705978944974,0.11832818951928058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701260642211608,0.07193205688167384,0.0,0.0,0.06026844125900875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162722938213397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063806317329006,0.0,0.16342047399755014,0.0,0.07643234877457103,0.0,0.05458406276779278,0.0,0.08420623587951093,0.0,0.07771955111417599,0.0,0.2985362860383297,0.06266650143679504,0.07498402242910751,0.0,0.13569105905899928,0.0,0.06873549817594718,0.07301554891911348,0.0,0.20602162432648896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195496775564432,0.07379116677289001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258180009917205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187372137429963,0.2420163246909512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079893685984038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764205800779037,0.0,0.05396185472274958,0.28842868261906496,0.0,0.0660758631216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919742042223813,0.0,0.11395419132777933,0.0418494676450606,0.0,0.06802924870687482,0.0,0.0797387363288333,0.04872689008492953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239718910453838,0.07904414424045575,0.05921748829284487,0.04233160671859325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783113802240853,0.0,0.07288557654738517,0.07313941803934494,0.15294932824486615,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Quasar_TON_618,2019/04/04,"My anxiety is back :( [17M] For some background, I have never been very sociable, but I was able to get by. I had a group of friends and we all got along well. Come freshman year, though, I didn't share many classes with my new friends, which means I was mostly with a bunch of strangers. Of course, me being me, I was too shy to approach others, and ended up making zero friends that year. It didn't help that my friends were making tons of other friends through their sports and classes, so I felt that people just weren't interested in me, so I avoided mingling with others to spare people of my personality. while I sat quietly pretending to work on other homework, everyone else was socializing and having fun with whatever. After every long week of no interaction, I started to become very self conscious about everything (appearance, voice, clothing, etc.) I eventually stopped talking almost entirely and became super antisocial. In the rare moments people said something to me, I would either respond in a quiet, stuttering, and disinterested voice or attempt to crack a joke that just made them cringe, turning them away pretty much for good. My anxiety quickly bled into all aspects of my life and I soon fell into deep depression. Fast forward to beginning of Sophomore year, when my grandma dies, and I feel like my whole world is upside down. However, I really think all the time I spent with my family during that time and supports from others had lifted me out of my depression and even relieved my anxiety. For the rest of sophomore and junior year, I finally felt happy again and I was actually able to talk to people and even made some new friends. But fast forward again to the present (end of senior year). My anxiety is creeping up on me again and all the terrible memories of freshman year are coming back to haunt me. I seriously thought that I was past my anxiety, but it's coming back and I have no idea why. It also doesn't help that prom is coming up and literally everyone is like ""who are you taking to prom?"" ""you have someone in mind?"" And the icing on this shit show of a cake is that I'm off to college soon and I'm going to be a friendless loser and social reject whose entire 4 years will be studying, studying, and more studying. I seriously don't know what to do and I feel so helpless, hopeless, and alone. What do i do? Sorry this post is so long, I just need somewhere to vent.",5.670006380716058,6.852888041758241,6.2392484934420445,76.47236440978376,67.48351648351647,8.94789081885856,32.479617157036515,9.19923166143015,2.954515065579581,1909,81,337,35,31,621,236,455,0.18,0.691,0.129,-0.9626,1,2,1,0,0,1,63.0,1,2,3,4,24,30,1,1,12,0,36,2,1,4,5,73,67,34,1,2,8,0,4,2,6,2,1,5,1,2,23,36,0,2,10,4,1,10,8,12,1,1,22,9,51,18,60,40,15,68,0,6,0,0,27,20,1,6,43,251,74,9,0.1530570903912124,0.0,0.07468082073554984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663228348794948,0.07926049302099816,0.0,0.06119984994392445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927206380339961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190108737693104,0.17653718229072315,0.0,0.0,0.0845197656261112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636902615421035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318278476771997,0.0,0.07942454761395361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063929779582493,0.0,0.13556315233533436,0.0,0.0853495573004245,0.10109276468759706,0.0,0.06447859997638772,0.14625260898631448,0.06877892183273047,0.0,0.07214430154431298,0.0,0.07739026375279819,0.05467200797886743,0.14695880933255348,0.0838332805760498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35475458508516616,0.0,0.03998300626548367,0.0,0.04349293583567911,0.06418851283784041,0.0612068686085764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146605940323838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259094138423194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639141243930283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205808704514627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405437468961638,0.07477596315288483,0.0,0.0,0.13545070857047312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482631969378826,0.10216679634391912,0.07758793319821299,0.0,0.08336202082980781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727201481162838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625728620603765,0.05674494657286683,0.05902353189001237,0.14782349165893147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305515577459143,0.21222102958465164,0.06682177382120907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329319185360562,0.07785704297255812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902614567770015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279617134153447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983596289455469,0.0,0.07855545189854478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560224287199452,0.06484238799972128,0.05891541293801646,0.0,0.08566744086220382,0.05416729817971052,0.0,0.0,0.06398129050494318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868436861836832,0.0,0.0,0.05753994189213395,0.1230214915569166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049036401674125235,0.07518890709803616,0.06075511656386071,0.08924882025963203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324108144786241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628812900798664,0.0,0.0,0.061386582825229435,0.0,0.06880835283965132,0.0,0.06905510878528183,0.08544138771898734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557136923529756,0.0,0.0,0.05436368279573031,0.0,0.0,0.3449731181334021 socialanxiety,CosmicHero1,2019/04/04,"Conflicting Social Plans Let me start off by saying I don't have the most active social life but sometimes I go out with coworkers or old college buddies. Needless to say, I'm terrible at planning social activities or introducing people to each other. Recently my coworkers invited me out for a basketball game and I agreed. We had talked about it for about a month in advance but nothing had been officially set in stone. About a week ago, one of my college buddies invited me to the same game. Rather than do the sensible thing and tell him that I already had plans to attend the same game with my coworkers I was an idiot and left it up in the air and told him that I would let him know. Now he is asking me if I can make it because he want to buy tickets soon. Meanwhile my coworkers are set on the game happening and are finalizing plans. So now my options are to 1) tell my friend that I can't make it and go with my coworkers and risk being spotted by my friend (who may still attend) in which case my friend will be upset or 2) bail on my coworkers and go with my friend and have my coworkers be upset. Also, one of my former coworkers who we haven't seen in awhile will also be coming along which makes it more significant. I could try to introduce them to each other but I don't know if they would gel. Also, I'm not exactly qualified to be the social person that introduces them to each other. &#x200B; If I would have just told my friend that I already had plans it would have been done with but I suck and dragged it on. I wish I didn't suck at life, maybe this is why I don't have friends.",5.1350309597523225,5.449677325077399,5.9790882352941175,80.96039705882356,68.31888544891639,9.555975232198143,29.772291021671826,9.516144504307137,2.4778186996904017,1268,44,258,25,20,418,150,323,0.094,0.807,0.099,0.3726,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,3,6,13,13,3,3,11,0,41,2,0,3,1,56,62,24,0,11,13,0,0,0,6,7,2,2,0,1,21,24,0,1,2,5,1,7,7,7,0,2,12,3,42,6,40,35,7,37,0,0,1,0,35,16,2,9,12,195,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584792590404271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374341624117835,0.2323425659747615,0.0,0.10493234416864268,0.117678202812875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053771555024896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903627847115354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342404984841316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732346165344392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099106840076296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608980000750914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489367793413573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511903743385786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564038872553653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644779764452406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522320528741708,0.19806270912990928,0.1368100535001771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393589724253552,0.0,0.0972945862780926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730136437343894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292612191500553,0.0,0.10162333746428684,0.0,0.13125039131887656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714065831409055,0.08456198507474795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562350778522373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403127630014085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948882387960293,0.0,0.0,0.09578293633001253,0.0,0.06854792978809349,0.0,0.07734115174204399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784095615856985,0.16929493170100393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434002189932739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850805543015724,0.0,0.06575191621725593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712214043316564,0.0,0.0776838297430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873882380623466,0.0,0.11136784841148104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751858066791857,0.0,0.117678202812875,0.0 socialanxiety,FatBluntLord,2019/04/04,"Anyone else cycle through their friends (can’t stay around the same people for too long) I’ve noticed that my SA builds as I stay friends with the same group of people, as drama emerges- elephants in the room happen etc. I have a tendency to avoid facing any problems with my “close friends” and cut off ties all at once. Usually the result is me becoming extremely spontaneous and fun (for a brief period of time afterwards) and finding new friends to hang out with, until the cycle repeats itself. I always look back on the initial time I was so friendly around these new people until eventually the excitement will just fade away and so do I. Does anyone experience a similar pattern in their social behavior?",8.615945054945058,8.522608792307697,7.991318681318681,70.84653846153849,61.07692307692307,11.120879120879124,37.802197802197796,10.608840637214634,4.146065934065934,573,25,94,12,7,180,92,130,0.05,0.7859999999999999,0.165,0.9537,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,1,10,0,6,1,1,1,1,19,8,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,7,23,6,4,28,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,13,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620070935266068,0.0,0.0,0.0949673790550507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529426786452106,0.1430888174160481,0.0,0.24863776040151525,0.0,0.0,0.13120658748760958,0.10738289733884,0.0,0.0,0.15423341186648898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220941565517453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666038058480326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574763283148665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366053457797796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763836334000492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394695708911432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349280134587474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123586623600998,0.11727155712882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975135701903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899343878881575,0.0,0.14872361668168155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29044898450843515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336270203900199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423564732516191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976984882434074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286308831705426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380570134801624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HugeFeeling,2019/04/04,"Finding a balance? I've been a part of online SA communities in the past before discord ever existed and never felt like I fit in. I am in my early 30s now and never dated and all that, or ever made any lasting friendships while in school or working. But it seems most SA groups have sections for relationships or friendships or sex that are actually very active to the point that I feel outcasted once again as much as I am IRL. I avoid those topics because they make me uncomfortable since I barely have any experience with any of that. I sunk to the point of associating with online incel communities and once again I feel like don't fit in. There are hardcore incel communities that have an unreasonable hatred for women and successful men among other race related things (I do not share these feelings), then there are moderate incel communities that are full of weebs (including myself) that are mostly moderated by women for the most part? It confuses the hell out of me. And even in moderate incel servers ive seen people talking about dating and relationships. I don't get it. I think of myself of a genuine loser and I want to find a server full of other losers, but servers that advertise themselves as being full of losers usually are not full of losers and it makes me feel frustrated. I would make my own server but again I am a genuine loser by all accounts and nobody would ever join, and if people did join in large numbers I would not know how to/be able to handle the server. No winning in my life I gues. Thanks for reading.",8.919290606653625,7.649175674657537,8.951135029354209,68.03623287671235,61.08904109589041,11.493542074363994,35.92563600782779,10.451354775682146,3.6943348336594912,1235,44,214,23,14,406,150,292,0.146,0.779,0.075,-0.9562,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,8,12,15,2,2,12,0,22,2,0,5,7,56,38,25,0,5,11,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,17,14,0,1,10,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,5,6,26,6,36,29,14,36,1,5,1,1,9,19,1,10,19,164,43,4,0.12056699363829368,0.0,0.11765599379305255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459690702772574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349652025952765,0.0,0.10259363140750624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963336220369455,0.32717924500946743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793765477048003,0.0,0.0,0.2438491784653761,0.08613308434562142,0.1157632213221954,0.0,0.2203920958602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299127795685834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626046660432383,0.09827819167748922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516003319633332,0.11780588603517267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408340456850195,0.2414382134148297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863061294023439,0.0,0.1859773964264858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567998266875682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611246098850245,0.11509483786744475,0.16717194517709102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279495593690079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059962077905538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888766045949985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202023432654127,0.0,0.10975966282870356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997342630425311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969071824899119,0.0,0.11100188905568407,0.0,0.0,0.08009935323638248,0.07725446124158794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327875099160205,0.09948039654863404,0.07111353663095678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777420731464163,0.0,0.0,0.2569419991338088,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DonkeySkin334,2019/04/05,"Anyone else dealing with this social anxiety problem? For years I’ve been trying to break out of my anxiety and socialize whenever I got the opportunity so that people didn’t think I was awkward, this gave me a lot of stress as I was always afraid of what people perceived me as, but after I tried following the “don’t care about what people think about you” rule to get out of this stress, I’ve just detached myself from a lot of people and lost a couple of friends as well. I keep trying to tell myself that I’m doing the right thing, and that worthy friends will come by in the future, but my instinctual behaviors are killing me for not caring, and I’m somehow more stressed following this code than the initial. It’s like I’m constantly fighting between my instincts and this code, it’s got to the point where my face would start twitching slightly in public places. I feel like it’s a code that wasn’t meant for me.",9.086809392265195,6.865670022099447,8.488998618784533,74.49824930939229,61.48618784530387,11.259944751381214,36.9896408839779,9.516144504307137,3.292706629834253,738,26,141,10,8,234,103,181,0.162,0.7,0.138,-0.2457,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,7,17,2,5,10,0,10,2,1,0,0,24,29,11,1,2,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,9,1,0,10,1,17,8,28,17,3,17,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,7,96,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046888021252052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249744412394967,0.0,0.0,0.08797331392619218,0.12891312777907132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565551317500288,0.0,0.0,0.10837914805082773,0.0,0.13596215386775662,0.0,0.0,0.1392127599002662,0.0,0.0,0.1297105375320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510293411228604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361623522920955,0.08988281345432415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944099084221265,0.0,0.06573354859936115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012527345033493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118308400324172,0.1391965117968914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229344630900713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734277878613554,0.2139281421797541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488992615858373,0.0,0.13145070438552564,0.0,0.1189365728478146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038870308214035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074459827966424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565066726787512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905305178279882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43236462905692397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996853125937567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358640909535442,0.16123533439087753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562619535476009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312348989955308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937591539179285,0.0,0.0,0.08102123285551596 socialanxiety,jtahay,2019/04/05,"Fear of talking at work & the need for people’s approval I recently started a new job, & I’m generally a shy person & have always struggled to fit in. I don’t know if it’s anxiety or not but sometimes at work I start feeling very jumpy because I would like to talk to people but I have no clue what to say. They’ll start talking and laughing and I’m the only one just sitting there not a part of the conversation. At times they have asked me questions or I guess in a way try to include me in the conversation, but I instantly begin to panic. I start feeling so insecure and in my head I’m thinking of something clever to say, and wondering what they might be thinking of me. I jut get insecure because I know everyone is listening and I have everyone’s attention. I care to much of what others think of me, & this in turn makes it hard for me to pay attention to my work and learn. I’ve even gotten afraid to ask questions, and even talk on the phone if I know they’re listening. 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Does anyone experience this? My voice is really soft sometimes, and it's hard to hear me. That somehow makes me extremely anxious in group settings when I know my voice will be drowned out easily - in a restaurant with loud music, for example. When I'm rehearsing what to say, my voice sounds really small in my head and it feels like I will never be able to get it across to everyone, no matter how loudly I speak. That makes me completely silent, which of course makes my anxiety even worse because I've been too quiet and everyone knows that I've been too quiet. Once when I was ordering at Subway, I guess I gave my order quietly, so the guy behind the counter said ""It's really hard to hear you. Like, really hard."" I was mortified, especially because everyone in line probably heard him say that. I want to get better at projecting my voice. Any tips for dealing with this?",5.232021696252467,6.591904544378703,5.961671597633135,77.40432199211047,68.64497041420118,10.367061143984225,28.87623274161736,10.504223727775694,3.1729285996055228,704,25,130,20,12,230,101,169,0.097,0.8290000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5904,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,4,1,18,25,8,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,18,0,1,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,24,20,3,20,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,78,32,1,0.1319237811887607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971269506757587,0.0,0.10092133151813384,0.14903632213191234,0.0,0.09224417518787713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608390250808026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667586378909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831957462144376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360076256518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544738993695768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871344132723637,0.0,0.0,0.3781764791859067,0.0,0.12904677219151234,0.0,0.0,0.06670462763514548,0.0942463756408685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784946143571422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532891819802227,0.13062528440420546,0.0,0.0,0.35453338642116977,0.0,0.13539185951146285,0.0,0.2973753786562089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145003720072815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890259152249478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641804450453417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174775289590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049452143958205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422361489679405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380550093240009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254897261524253,0.20982217166832126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304759928780347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781206417244155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444160359528312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobjohndaviddick,2019/04/05,"Can anyone else relate? Older college student living with parents. I am a college student struggling to make friends. I took several years off of school and moved to a new city for some personal reason. I've since moved back to the college town. The friends I had have since moved elsewhere and we don't keep in touch so I really don't have any close friends or even just people to hangout with other than family on the weekends. Occasionally I go on tinder dates but I haven't found it a great way to make friends. My classes are small and upper division so the same people are in most of them but I just don't know what to say other than ""hey how's it going"" A cute girl talked to me in class a few weeks ago and I'm so awkward that I have no chance of getting a date with her. I live at home to make things worse so I can't make friends through roommates. All I do is school, work, and video games. When I first moved back it was fine but I'm getting discouraged and feel like something is wrong with me. There's a social anxiety group that meets at my school but I'm really nervous about going. Any advice?",2.025345937248595,4.187996305309735,2.9314078841512483,92.3426950925181,79.30973451327435,5.702011263073209,23.104585679806924,6.7829847944221076,0.6006973451327435,879,29,185,9,22,278,130,226,0.125,0.762,0.113,-0.581,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,13,14,0,3,11,0,17,0,0,6,1,34,34,17,0,0,7,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,9,12,0,2,4,4,0,8,6,5,0,1,4,3,19,9,28,30,5,33,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,3,13,114,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052121888816863,0.09118609372622216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990725639847687,0.0,0.07869358173972847,0.0,0.0,0.07192755417477542,0.10540021250021638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581979696637463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593284315322965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794320853723539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697460228229043,0.0,0.0520130480668626,0.07348877341987116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749929401735651,0.0,0.11278922784706788,0.3973770168496053,0.0,0.10748835452413497,0.0,0.1753864157447083,0.0,0.0,0.1134121073246896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318478587789652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143362283238357,0.0,0.0,0.05653344999745885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025600866460826,0.0,0.18166829551222893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746602082167727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373287466850345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993503575802126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142225129479844,0.0,0.0,0.14263115380823918,0.08982019094229801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317994873263383,0.1057652260367658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180459952622363,0.0,0.31232310166953703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621132838272938,0.0,0.17018660633399196,0.0,0.0,0.10486076272386052,0.0,0.07919265438382256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075397544993876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268123719084336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834079222621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428990542542175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165166770027901,0.0825143403916531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488898002968593,0.0,0.10483107151479264,0.0,0.11246978555596396,0.0,0.06624348743314941 socialanxiety,Errrsociallyinept,2019/04/05,"Talking therapy So you know when you finally muster up the effort to refer yourself to free counselling via an application, and they leave you a voicemail saying to call them to book an appointment, and then you panic and it's been two weeks and you've not contacted them back? Same. My ass better call on Monday. Anyone got any advice? I know the answer I just need to do it ",1.511643835616436,4.229369273972605,2.936452054794522,87.01180136986301,89.13698630136986,5.6597260273972605,19.628767123287677,7.1686216300943375,0.8062449315068494,299,9,55,5,10,97,55,73,0.108,0.812,0.08,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,3,2,4,3,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,10,3,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,1,12,2,1,0,6,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320747213669549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150290408840853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606013415225587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826169147997325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004263471037854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850123714411675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601611998846837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994428309346892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26103910798513336,0.0,0.0,0.25147004849379045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609752697673714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27864603679909633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886340467781765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088731011794904,0.0,0.0,0.2715931362018693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319954625605629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050199318091304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cathquick1983,2019/04/05,"One day everything changed I felt like I needed to make this post because this is a very strange thing that happened to me and it is beyond my understanding. Maybe someone else will be able to relate. One day, while I was in college, everything changed about me. I had typically been not an outgoing person but not socially anxious either. I had a presentation and did not think I was nervous for it... until I got up to do it. Suddenly my heart was beating a million miles per minute, I was visibly sweating and shaking, and I stumbled through the presentation. I even had to stop in the beginning because I physically could not catch my breath. I sat down afterwards wondering what the hell just happened. I had never experienced that before. This started a cycle. I was anxious about being anxious, and my social anxiety got worse and worse. I went through three more years of college like this, and the first year of my first professional job. Until one day, everything seemed to change again. I was at work and halfway through a conversation with my boss (during which I would typically be shaking), I realized I was not nervous. I had no anxiety. I don’t know if it just took this long for me to grow out of it or if it had anything to do with the multiple successes I have had that finally gave me my confidence back, but it was back. I had been working and working on my anxiety for years, constantly trying to improve my coping skills and never felt like I was getting anywhere. And since that day, I have not felt anxious. I have not worried or had fear of anxiety, I’m just me, and it feels so good. I don’t know how it happened, but I overcame it, and I just wanted to make this post to give anyone who is struggling now the hope that one day you too will overcome this.",5.7263049853372445,6.516704782991205,6.303680351906159,77.47552052785927,67.1524926686217,9.601759530791787,35.14809384164223,9.688023934748609,3.398124926686217,1405,67,262,29,22,458,161,341,0.117,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.639,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,8,15,13,1,6,12,0,38,3,3,4,2,58,67,25,0,7,19,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,26,16,0,1,11,0,0,6,12,7,0,8,30,5,44,6,35,30,2,46,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,7,32,208,70,9,0.08242485051304077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522191401429572,0.3724664791152251,0.0,0.05763337195195008,0.0,0.0678286289198175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675924452428344,0.0,0.10049084766589317,0.0,0.07013747690950042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615836880929317,0.0,0.0,0.08907198143999545,0.0,0.06580953616353467,0.0,0.0,0.2657860487158025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688553860778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444083639658421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223442256823708,0.0,0.0,0.09275087229965882,0.04167648100904592,0.0,0.2374223473054922,0.0902923948421724,0.0,0.14022107147927618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430635824328159,0.07906942724586752,0.0,0.06913405398979355,0.13184536521734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866406928929866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767384471813544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186647460524843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179394577111614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059708449180533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080585556196564,0.0,0.0,0.0729433989452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003845551381657,0.0,0.08280684099324853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061116982253931175,0.1271422520930212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234128475181368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719702001932947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788044491675268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503648824618471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818268809929044,0.0,0.0,0.1680435101837189,0.06983830836094962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834073343150763,0.0,0.0,0.06891086576939341,0.0,0.08616835010995219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475940817191559,0.05281451603916353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157704172355302,0.05596106298906859,0.0,0.0,0.08580717625255428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800913390192438,0.048616312386830264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640866220482961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893862343726711,0.18001881854617613,0.08370643669344903,0.16799592884954054,0.05855224891997169,0.0,0.0,0.15923670397656545 socialanxiety,throwawayq3036009,2019/04/05,"I thought I had made progress... I had been diagnosed with Aspergers in 7th grade I believe. In High school I thought my situation had returned to normalcy, as I could speak freely and normally to classmates, teachers, etc. Presentations, participating in class, and the like were all of no issue. Recently I have been traveling more for college visits. It seems my normalcy was merely an illusion, as everytime I interact with TSA, or a cashier, I froze up. I was afraid to ask waiters what drinks were on the menu. One road had been blocked off for construction. A worker asked me if I was looking to get to the other side, but I could only make a small nod. I attempted to thank him but no words came out. How should I fix this? 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People use their fake nice voice and body language. Does any one else experience this?",2.2184101382488493,4.852282177419358,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,82.06451612903227,4.833179723502305,16.921658986175114,6.18269132825596,-0.3610211981566813,253,5,50,2,7,77,47,62,0.06,0.838,0.102,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,14,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,5,2,7,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784807998928892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328154611627905,0.2444934750373937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904987680312053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886500761789536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847317367577204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558246705863429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895394193479193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721821275554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626213179279877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487731177597489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133711279855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020638477319986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517526272614994,0.0,0.0,0.15425605264280687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fuck_red,2019/04/05,"Afraid people think I'm trying to be ""quirky""?? The past couple of months, I feel crazy anxious to talk about my social anxiety with anyone (therapist and my own mother included) because I'm worried that people will think that if I say I have social anxiety, that I'm trying to be, like, quirky? Does that make sense? I'm worried that they'll downplay or invalidate it basically, write it off as me trying to be ""different"" or something. God I hope that makes sense. Has anyone else ever felt this way?? How have you gotten past it? I hope this hasn't been mentioned before, I'm sorry if it has (also if it has, please link me to it!! <3)",4.241404444444441,5.447199416000004,5.308266666666668,81.74257777777778,70.84,7.795555555555558,25.08888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.4982622222222215,497,14,95,7,9,164,74,125,0.117,0.785,0.099,0.5781,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,3,1,19,26,9,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,11,3,10,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,7,5,57,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704122553933212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392461581226672,0.16534116560612935,0.0,0.2046717099263928,0.14995951111173594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921755281331882,0.0,0.12453858626351487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194066325763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529113729885544,0.0,0.0,0.12807754341567085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226206040783218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323878167654697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400223466837816,0.0,0.14052517419440694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907300193553028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150238420777709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538817602455155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168203473716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794276447298327,0.20293031282401305,0.0,0.0,0.16065546688135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638854856785663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838400397611314,0.0,0.11267236994436157,0.0,0.16383409888288425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763579610645372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699311556799681,0.0,0.1875586477168589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980993319500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617096284095844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972642229605633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NarrowTackle,2019/04/05,"How Do You Make Friends and Interact With Others At University? Made on a throwaway acc since I don't want anybody I know seeing this. &#x200B; I'm close to finishing school now, and in a few months time, I'm heading to university, though because of my anxiety, I'm truly terrified of interacting with people. I know that building a friendship would be good to help me with my anxiety, it may help relieve the stress from uni and it's simply normal, but I just don't want to take the risk of making a mess of myself, and presenting myself as the socially awkward weirdo of the class. &#x200B; The biggest problem I have is just my voice - I absolutely hate it. It's just generally difficult to understand and I fuck up the pronunciation of many different words. People often ask me to repeat what I said, or they take a few seconds to process what I said, trying to decipher my sentence. I can't even pronounce my own name; when anybody asks I usually just spell it for them since it's easier and less embarrassing. I don't want to meet my new classmates in a few months time, but only for them to be baffled by whatever trash I'm talking about, likely leading to them ignoring or just avoiding me, while embarrassing myself in the process. &#x200B; What I'm asking here is how do you build a friendship, while trying not to screw it up with my anxiety or confusing voice? The first week of uni is dedicated to joining communities and introducing yourself to your peers (Fresher's week), but I'm starting to consider not going for that time, in case I embarrass myself. I want to go, I want to join the communities and meet these wonderful people, but I just don't want to be a burden or seem like a fool to others. How can I improve in social situations, or how can I prepare for Fresher's week?",8.3079445766746,7.1655605289017394,8.717589255355321,68.81260285617138,62.208092485549145,11.95620537232234,39.13906834410064,11.088447113337141,4.362318123087383,1437,65,259,33,17,480,167,346,0.18600000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.115,-0.9694,1,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,4,2,17,22,3,8,18,0,18,3,1,8,0,60,51,26,0,9,17,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,16,13,0,2,5,0,0,3,7,17,0,2,3,5,39,5,47,43,5,33,0,0,1,2,23,11,2,10,21,182,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925573889217977,0.3280935732514836,0.0,0.0,0.20655808773368312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524243394177467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548655091939457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403486282701487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944669149918324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765572255098239,0.0,0.0,0.06953674822871543,0.08320710541206784,0.0,0.0,0.10230251975034177,0.07549095590083545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886016446488915,0.09236991220358001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065536167550213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892752001965392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794266586418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516381537693764,0.12015653231931026,0.091249773277974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436804225323179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869262754079049,0.0,0.0,0.08818465954704313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845198068379561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871920030233229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612152542788384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122853661921142,0.0,0.0,0.0910886973240396,0.07172141250038767,0.08193612117672955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890422312754414,0.10116809402397718,0.0,0.18349517328426235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370518551321383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309910161043838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353433822930072,0.0723416822059734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842832181373886,0.0,0.15744589934905595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221340698161093,0.0,0.0,0.09369717794089012,0.0,0.0,0.0991265208259181,0.0,0.3185196020760422,0.0,0.2165869691670344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976053317828759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393614992930811,0.0,0.3280935732514836,0.0 socialanxiety,herbapect,2019/04/05,"I've managed today. Yay. Like the title says, I've made a big step today. My anxiety is very often appearing in form of being very afraid to do a certain thing for the 1st time, which is absolutely random, from ordering a coffee to borrowing a book from a library, speaking in class etc. I'm trying to overcome this by asking someone to do it with me for the very first time or guide me through it, then I relax a bit and it's just easier and easier to do the task every next time. Sometimes it might fail. Today I've been participating in a course that consisted in trying to make some things by hand (not a common thing), of course everyone was asked to do it at least once, I was about to refuse but after everyone had made their part I've broken the anxiety rush and I did it. I was mumbling that I'll probably break the thing, destroy it, do it with flaws and stuff and... I didn't. It was okay. At the end I've actually got praised that my part in one activity was the best. I have my trophy which is a handmade paper sheet, a bookmark and handprinted document. I've blushed, mumbled, stumbled but it doesn't matter. I did it! And nobody said a single bad word. 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How is it useful or not as a part of the human experience? Just some questions I wanted to ask you guys after going to a party tonight. It wasn't easy or comfortable but I'm glad I did it and met new people dispute my definite discomfort. I wonder if socializing is a skill that we can just learn? If so maybe we can just endure the discomfort to live ultimately fuller and possibly more satisfying or enriching lives. I really am thankful for this group. Its so comforting and enriching that we all share our experiences and hope to learn and all grow together 😊 Let me know your thoughts or comments... PS. I'm not American but I think Bernie Sanders is a man for the whole world to love and be inspired by. Hope he wins",2.497759740259742,4.988224538961042,4.178035714285716,82.25133928571431,79.58441558441558,8.265584415584417,25.858766233766232,9.017664075816787,2.406572727272726,625,25,121,17,16,209,105,154,0.083,0.634,0.28300000000000003,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,2,0,4,6,13,0,2,9,0,11,1,0,3,2,40,26,18,0,5,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,13,11,14,20,7,7,0,0,0,1,19,1,0,11,3,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189321259515946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118011852405675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093370547892665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373002140051229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798460182190223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707130509185895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34248415353112954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475205187525862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763009522536311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044824570451346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556067970411616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732090637889848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651469591346246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670327760805389,0.0,0.11952741682378965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436642076599087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931387084054781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045028970316724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35150065774287703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873200550884062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047339528817064,0.0,0.13687431742121195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890692276026213,0.0,0.0,0.10169191159076174,0.13685106877407932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924896582375081,0.0,0.0,0.1869713393918199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hannah_Cheg,2019/04/05,"Anyone else anxious when posting on Instagram? Every time I post anything on Instagram I have to immediately close the app and switch off notifications for a few hours because I get so nervous. I don't know if I'm scared that no one is going to like it or what it is, but for some reason it's incredibly nerve wracking and every time I vow to never post again lol. I know it's silly and I don't even care about social media that much, but for some reason posting gives me all the anxiety. Is it just me? 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Manage to go in the pizza place hiring and asking for an application. I turned it in, messed up a bit... but I did it. I was beating myself up walking home, over analyzing everything. At this point though, I don't care if they end up throwing away my application or if I made a fool of myself. At least... I actually did it... tiny accomplishment I think.",2.529393939393941,4.553707797979801,5.148484848484848,77.7427272727273,77.08080808080808,7.632323232323233,24.131313131313128,8.515128840125781,1.7536949494949492,388,13,75,8,9,138,67,99,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.937,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,6,0,15,1,17,6,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,3,1,60,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.4612370530530894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093141478415693,0.0,0.2220345553678535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580050399249321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409484784311201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093132757175647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239313458158285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343086039755214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370526443099089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234515503917344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361586362524227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063493527087282,0.2469087014112148,0.0,0.2234029470547886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514271346895809,0.2321875254624261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570530875384974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,5p00ki3b0i,2019/04/05,"Whyyyyy I need to rant...I'm going to university in september and I desperately need a job. So, today I summoned up every single ittiest-bittiest piece of confidence I could to go into a job interview at a grocery store. I thought it went okay but the second, literally THE SECOND I got out of that room I got an email saying the position was filled. Christ, this is so discouraging and I feel like I wasted a lot of time agonizing over this interview for nothing to come out of it. I honestly don't think I can even handle going to any other interviews...",3.244205607476637,5.557904308411215,5.676457943925233,73.42309813084113,76.00934579439252,9.513644859813084,28.457009345794397,9.888512548439397,3.3651614953271025,439,19,78,14,10,155,74,107,0.15,0.7490000000000001,0.1,-0.8132,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,17,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,5,2,11,3,17,11,3,16,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,58,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483563101404653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792555967431165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741830423430951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409265076258246,0.0,0.18380924523667286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103082726228402,0.15585357817708562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719561394948461,0.0,0.3489650310758161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329803596930237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658197722973436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547186692389286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235258149021091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933044488936312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348962234901086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978814651906205,0.0,0.17319470528142414,0.12721087536170073,0.0,0.20679021180384866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223654534094268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ImTheRedditDevil,2019/04/05,"My friend just told me ""you don’t have to come if you don’t want to."" Great, now I'm thinking that he's saying that because he doesn't want me to come, and that if I do come I'll look like a dick.",1.4352482269503533,1.0761281276595724,3.073191489361701,100.93333333333334,76.23404255319149,6.266666666666668,19.921985815602838,3.1291,-0.7648950354609934,150,2,44,0,3,50,31,47,0.068,0.6779999999999999,0.255,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,14,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,3,13,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,2,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807893006629795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7125360237859593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302385440836727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039869345038696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470493031768546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153890840206365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926697267955456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667295189599275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346631553245514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252585866094042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stickycars,2019/04/05,"Just got off a video call with a girl from a dating app, it was horrible.. I was feeling good, but after the hellos, I just froze up and couldn't think of what to say. It was so awkward, if I can't even talk to someone on the phone how could I possibly do it in person. I can't handle this anxiety anymore, it's been eating away at my life and brain. I feel so incredibly stupid. I would go to a psychiatrist, but I don't feel comfortable at all going, (I've gone before). I don't know what to do...",2.0286214953271013,2.9237286261682236,4.293539719626172,88.10236565420561,75.82242990654207,7.592990654205607,22.72079439252337,8.07648339933343,0.9385897196261688,381,10,89,6,8,133,70,107,0.14300000000000002,0.825,0.033,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,6,0,13,3,1,1,1,18,22,8,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,3,1,0,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,5,10,2,15,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898858280864754,0.0,0.23203818770679455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982518585694985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990936546162239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26119106980943496,0.23891243019996014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680827484431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394126275334763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453685470530126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549110952340517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659443146783364,0.19624531810608828,0.18712945462239414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858535439136326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526193686381646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429605984305665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637692229491632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860645939951627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824442874866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880585067102546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499203489824986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662075931034378,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lolllucian,2019/04/05,"Social anxiety and being attractive is hell. Help? I’m not making this to toot my own horn or brag because trust me, I am very insecure and unconfident. I’m 20 years old and never had a girlfriend despite everyone telling me I’m very handsome and attractive. I’ve always had attractive girls show interest in me but every time it happens I do nothing about it. even when they make it very very very obvious my anxiety gets the best of me and I end up never asking them out or for their number etc. I’ve never been comfortable enough to even compliment a girl, even after they compliment me. Recently there’s been a girl at my job who is very interested in me and I like her but I can’t even bring myself to have a conversation with her. Despite her saying she wanted to marry me and begging me not to go home because she’ll miss me, i can never think of anything to y’all to her about. People like my therapist tell me I should just ask her out and 99% she’ll say yes, but that seems so terrifying and impossible? People tell me I should be more confident because I have a lot going for me but I’ve had this problem forever and it has made me depressed and lonely. 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I have a small group of very close friends, but my friends are all so much better than me, I don’t deserve them and I don’t want them to have to deal with me. I want to “avoid” them, and just spend my time alone but I don’t want them to be suspicious about me.",2.4587142857142865,3.169284585714287,2.8500000000000014,99.565,74.57142857142857,6.171428571428572,24.0,5.6839178017228535,0.0495142857142854,251,7,64,1,5,77,40,70,0.133,0.628,0.239,0.732,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,16,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,18,4,10,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26402077951394304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254564847270461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281186339412543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908528859738317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016142710604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739591429896968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864620567907175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210336127074132,0.4510761837440197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457342851648629,0.0,0.0,0.2588841629812004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alan7thomas,2019/04/05,"I have a favourite locker number (7) at the gym. I don't like to ask people to move when they're stood in front of it. So I'm reduced to having to use a different number and it just feels awful. I'll even slowly pack my bag in the hope that they move, but no. And I don't think they'd understand my want for a particular locker and so I don't embarrass myself by asking in the first place. 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Does anyone else feel that its not really helpful when people give this as advice when you're talking about your social anxiety? If I'm always awkward and weird during a conversation then people will avoid me and treat me differently. That's the problem - not their opinion or whatever is going on in their mind. There are real consequences to not being able to perform socially. Alienation and isolation from your peers is a big deal and it's painful, especially when it lasts for years. I feel like people think that an awkward moment is over once you walk away - bit that's not really how it works is it? People remember if you give them a bad vibe and they treat you accordingly. Humans are social creatures and how we're treated by others matters even if those people done really ""care"" about us. I just always felt very invalidated when people say this to me. I have uncontrollable anxiety when speaking to people even when they like me. I know the other person doesn't care but what about me? I care about myself and I want to at least have a little bit of control in social situations, instead of turning bright red, shaking, etc. ",5.893354072398193,7.545353366515838,6.2421238687782825,74.91124010180997,67.37104072398189,8.7829185520362,28.29213800904977,9.188382445141503,2.5210563348416284,958,32,160,18,16,308,131,221,0.13699999999999998,0.794,0.069,-0.8517,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,6,5,3,18,19,0,5,7,0,13,1,0,3,0,34,28,22,0,5,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,16,7,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,2,7,24,10,22,24,5,21,0,0,2,0,27,8,0,5,12,116,40,1,0.09363406061288372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149812035101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582207859624864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432596001623238,0.0,0.0,0.06547111228087664,0.09593916025925356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797228219059809,0.0,0.07818052951443326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044482863603744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818646607113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501856084312766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653260503407862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782766434654852,0.0,0.0,0.08193979743113415,0.0958201530584594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821924278183097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442672862948356,0.12368882790190447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468838886921116,0.06689219161081407,0.0899033819698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796446459358566,0.053214394444075414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255218742150542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051458830970607085,0.07632425657109437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148974475273264,0.09384592728444513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454370914876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883180822356609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971721866756704,0.0,0.0,0.09963324218423984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543984760087637,0.0817576500930887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959515045042807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657606008211097,0.23993750746305326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606913780514966,0.0,0.0,0.07446156319537132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524860724223256,0.0,0.3817925327181429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525951112545806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999692526307646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018469702494571,0.0,0.0,0.11263024605949587,0.0,0.0,0.07725790615774315,0.05522779492433705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816671130245901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029726512143156 socialanxiety,pie-flavoured-jeans,2019/04/05,"Talking to a friend’s friend Do you ever get left alone with your friend’s friend and he/she’s trying to start a conversation so it won’t be awkward but you’re sitting there like a fucking potato and just awkwardly smiling and nodding and responding with one word responses and then he/she just stops talking to you and you feel like you just did the biggest fuck up off your life? 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Normally, I come off as a confident person, due to years of perfecting my facade so no one gets scared off instantly. So when I'm introduced to a new social situation and can't *for the life of me* respond to questions, talk confidently or just not hide and play with my phone because *I can't take the anxiety*, something tells me everyone thinks ""wow what an asshole. He doesn't even talk, he must think he's too interesting for us"" Bullshit. I just think everyone is too interesting *for me* and I can't get to their level without making a fool of myself. I just have no interesting things to say, I make no sense and I just prefer to keep quiet so I don't get embarrassed. But because I look like the kind of person who would feel confident in these situations, everyone thinks I'm a liar and unlikeable asshole. Sorry if the rant doesn't make sense, I tend to do that.",2.614564860426928,5.121283428571427,4.281477832512317,81.58392446633826,79.2463054187192,8.201642036124795,25.43021346469623,8.976282227363876,2.33771986863711,828,32,158,22,21,277,111,203,0.163,0.677,0.16,-0.1374,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,1,13,16,2,2,13,0,13,1,0,3,2,37,32,15,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,3,8,8,0,1,9,1,0,1,13,7,0,1,0,5,20,9,21,30,1,9,0,0,1,0,20,4,0,4,6,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1192291104955762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693324981029444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234376112740212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524641742135032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069809820329939,0.0,0.0,0.35024190224508805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061777389545156734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150050407935856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859833724760624,0.0,0.1272306601994645,0.06714640061730419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862986634206826,0.1193810068684002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259961513309067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446663573784801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800127025421653,0.0,0.0,0.11970951009526885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279167396309764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200460536976989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368684775964123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971616699913564,0.12232252513212365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746687016787034,0.0,0.2490922730952704,0.0,0.09405938780390866,0.0,0.13676942315084667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918634265423993,0.19640575539615104,0.10678985904843223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234063951629735,0.3131495608069359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469663317430632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777622668233025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086792478700132,0.13358359128308114,0.0,0.07867929067965146 socialanxiety,drpavelhere,2019/04/05,Funerals are horrible Gma died and all I wanna do is go home and cry but instead I have to hold back my tears and act unemotional as complete strangers line up to ask how she died.,6.023513513513514,5.324713108108114,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,66.56756756756758,10.643243243243244,34.71621621621622,10.125756701596842,3.1506324324324333,143,6,31,3,2,47,32,37,0.35100000000000003,0.649,0.0,-0.928,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,6,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047770603058491,0.0,0.0,0.25068298002656153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34181720966415824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35810869586980976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766976347341538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528004056568095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701645504369004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sambam127,2019/04/05,"Finding it hard to meet people There's a lot to this. I find it impossible that someone will willingly come up and talk to me, like even in college now, in class, there would be people who will talk to the person near them they dont even know, but it my case it never happens. I'm a really shy guy, and I get social anxiety, when I'm speaking to someone new my speech completely fucks up, but if I'm doing an oral presentation I'm totally fine. And I where to go up to a girl I will literally sound like I'm on some hard drugs but I'm just trying to get the words out without sounding stupid, which in term makes me sound retarded. I really want to fix this but I just keep getting this anxiety even when I fight it. I guess I look ""handsome"" I comming from the 3 friends I have, some co workers, and the 3 ex girls I ever had. But i dont care about that when i just get too shy to utilize the only thing I have that has an advantage Another thing is when someone decides to talk with me, they never ask my name, I always feel like I need to be the man to initiate everything. Are people shy of me also? How do I fix my social anxiety...?",3.0007925178439616,3.8181276861924713,4.8527738124538535,85.31090081220773,73.39330543933055,8.301353679547132,26.61112478464189,8.671277953709913,1.7447566330297812,883,30,194,16,17,303,127,239,0.134,0.772,0.095,-0.8579,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,3,2,19,11,3,0,11,0,17,2,0,2,4,38,41,16,0,4,10,1,3,3,1,5,1,5,0,5,15,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,9,29,8,27,33,5,23,0,0,1,1,21,10,1,5,14,133,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911320016803364,0.09482200836405018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194946766033194,0.26153218710463383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653514836220804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618755948485615,0.0,0.0,0.09816454362209158,0.11948257230312358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671153570255889,0.0,0.13215485457016185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225804132113592,0.10308134321331457,0.0,0.0,0.10241791157617644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762048152751913,0.08141146632814794,0.0,0.0,0.2083107069418677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804350412000178,0.10535213847022523,0.2381529626304377,0.0,0.06476483692838457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553735090534274,0.1128361262760992,0.1007724953432085,0.0,0.20416758844086014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012909177834557,0.0,0.0,0.06262821988586438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702205657223118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956958406956563,0.0,0.0,0.09688283596374464,0.0,0.0,0.07606770821023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449825565205447,0.17578254235291585,0.1100611415109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667003270750119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370119441767255,0.09950354469393637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460085537586887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323312271076533,0.28966819122409904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747848594127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141698102308054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736985748681803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721525575092169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985124078396986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095234279870323,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ben_1999,2019/04/05,"Messaging the ppl who gave me/contributed massively to my social anxiety from high school Like I imagine with alot of ppl on this subreddit, my social anxiety took a tole on my life during high school. In the back of my head, whenever I feel judged or embarrassed, it always feels like its from a certain set of ppl I went to high school with. At the time I always wanted to consider them friends, but over the years as I've looked back, I think they begrudgingly just let me hang around with them because my social awkwardness was something to point and laugh at. I was pretty much the punching bag of the group, even literally sometimes. This has really messed with my sense of worth to this day. Im gonna be 20 in 2 months, I try and think of myself as this chill and down to earth guy anyone can have a conversation with. But because of the way I was treated in HS, whenever I have an awkward social moment, all of that is forgotten. Because in my head I go back to being the unattractive and socially awkward child who doesn't deserve to be social with anybody. This has been haunting me for years, my anxiety can be so bad that whenever I go out locally I can be low key afraid to run into them. I literally did with one of them at one point and it shocked me into silence at the time, I was so embarrassed at the mere presence of this person that I had no idea what to say. For a while now I've wanted to message them, or at least one in particular, but Ive always been too embarrassed to because...I wouldnt know what to say. I wanna get some sort of clarity, I wanna be honest and be like ""hey this is what I feel like and how much its been haunting me"" so I can try and move on, but I wouldn't wanna just send someone a long paragraph randomly about my feelings. Like I said I like to think of myself as down to earth, Im chill and just like having a conversation with ppl, thats what I wanna do with this...but Idk where to start. Does anyone have any personal experience or advice with how to deal with something like this? Is contacting them even a good idea? I'd appreciate anybody's opinion. Also thanks for anybody who read through this essay lol, I've been holding this in for a while.",4.693040112596762,5.372961337868482,5.565632965830011,82.24489795918369,69.40816326530613,8.894550003909611,29.0390960982094,9.035553425615538,2.2117654390491834,1734,61,352,31,29,569,195,441,0.108,0.762,0.131,0.9422,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,7,0,19,26,0,7,20,1,36,3,2,2,2,63,57,27,0,8,10,0,4,8,1,3,1,3,0,4,25,24,0,1,11,1,1,8,4,11,0,3,14,8,46,15,77,32,6,55,0,1,1,0,34,30,0,8,23,247,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471481759048335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114420823768135,0.19085995648148849,0.0,0.0,0.05199471940857813,0.0,0.17547270129404388,0.0,0.0,0.10692377488730358,0.0,0.0,0.06806469081851804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637667813839267,0.06384004370132816,0.1398260297395984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930970838348248,0.0788258376126874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669097572166719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100085312374188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479154099234545,0.0,0.0,0.15463980407814498,0.16386690377648094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590720081928159,0.0,0.03994665449842251,0.0,0.08690678581864336,0.06413015389776497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570639813179675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693791698491574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423492893805947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262573411458326,0.16517760943859405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042019848655237516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781844739491729,0.054005229509679016,0.29883191324047154,0.0,0.0,0.0676637797181126,0.06420627554631796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102881795004182,0.0812637816598663,0.11241227636409552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554317243155365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352204154353034,0.0,0.0,0.14455687496001954,0.0,0.0,0.07778625687229801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764796578218521,0.0,0.04898157206520715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272998648674939,0.12160647869708086,0.0,0.23214166947671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676417285406197,0.0647834345691412,0.11772369639441192,0.07561987335392135,0.0,0.05411805033194522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039314417174575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697545621124286,0.0,0.0,0.08916767697833347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494872556006222,0.10382123930708044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901949593689248,0.060689569084633826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087822836255885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847413580671924 socialanxiety,dilydingdilydong,2019/04/05,"This is making me anxious (Long read) i have a colleague who i really like. She seems to be a really nice person. I never took any initiative to reach out to her but when i noticed her looking at me so many times and intentionally bumping into me in places, i spoke to her. I had only intention of knowing her and be friends as i knew she was committed. Though, she managed to be present around me, i could see she was very weird around me and very shy. She would be looking at me from distance but when our eyes meet, she would quickly stop gazing. I tried to make things easier by adding her on a chat platform and talk to her. Initially, she tried to avoid me there despite the fact she had like a huge network but added me later. I tried to talk but she dint reply much.When i asked her she made excuses. I even asked her about discomfort in my presence but she denied. Anyhow, I decided that she is not comfortable talking to me so i never reached out to her again and in fact i stopped making eye contact and made sure we don't bump into each other. But, I still see her looking at me several times a day. She tries to greet me if our eyes meet and expects i will say something. This part kills me as i really like her and i need to see this on a daily basis. What to do? 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It feels like I'm the butt of every joke. I'll have moments where I want to have fun and socialize. They shoot me down every chance they get. I constantly feel like no matter the situation, I'm making people uncomfortable or making people realize they didn't invite me because they wanted to. They invited me expecting me to say no. I'm starting to think that staying away from groups is a better option than actually trying to get outside and have a good afternoon. 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My school’s orientation would be quite sporty ? and I’m not at all a sporty person I’m really scared that I’ll screw up and ruin the fun for everybody. Also I’m scared of introducing myself to the rest of my classmates (like what do I even say). Also I’m a pretty soft person so if they can’t hear me they’ll ask me to speak louder and that will also in turn make me more anxious ?? idk 😭😭,0.7995989304812845,2.9713837549019573,3.2969518716577544,87.94082887700537,84.0,6.062032085561497,19.07664884135473,7.348242739294969,0.4884392156862747,381,10,81,6,11,132,67,102,0.188,0.721,0.091,-0.8124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,3,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,9,17,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,9,2,10,13,3,6,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,1,3,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182904400162232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337967832411346,0.19696942564606973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162996654171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244335433276838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515860758475985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965086654626116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518013948976515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638207783434908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044768813425594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547596581058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854460307384672,0.0,0.0,0.11169508894011312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138652618536642,0.5236737414175351,0.17645469051360346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340805307443076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964615446037955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385547142334613,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sleuthwood,2019/04/05,"SA and sensory overload? Hi! Never posted in here before. Glad to learn it's a sub. I wanted to ask if any of you struggle with sensory overload. Just a quick background: I was *extremely* shy as a kid, to the point of hiding behind my mom when new people showed up. I remember once when my grandma was watching me, her brother and sister-in-law I'd never met who lived out of state came by and I hid in the corner of the room behind a table with a lamp on it, and my great aunt crouched down to introduce herself to me. I think I probably have social anxiety to an extent. I want to please, I dislike conflict and I don't want to embarrass myself. But I've done a lot to live life anyway. I've moved to major cities on my own, been in jobs where I have to be in front of a crowd speaking every day. The issue is that I need time in between these ""public"" moments to decompress, and not all jobs allow for those moments. I also find myself probably more frazzled and exhausted than the usual person by these ""public"" moments, often because my nerves amp up in anticipation of them. Now that I'm getting older, I've started taking my blood pressure only to find that it gets pretty high when I'm out in public, even when I don't *feel* overtly stressed. But the other feature of this is major sensory overload. When I get on a train, for instance, I feel like I'm experiencing a heightened version of everything. I'm hearing scraps of convo from people all around me. I'm feeling every little bump from the car. The lights feel brighter than they probaly are. If someone brushes against me, my body reacts rather than thinking nothing of it. That's exhausting, too. The reason I'm connecting this to social anxiety is because it only seems to happen when I'm out in public and there are relative strangers around. If I'm alone in my home, I don't have it. If I'm in an empty room with a couple friends, I don't have it. If I'm outside--alone or with friends--and there's no one else around I don't have it. But throw in a few (or a lot of) strangers, throw in a potential employer during a job interview, clients during a presentation, randos on public transport, etc, etc--my senses are heightened to Spidey-like capacities. The only difference is that I don't cope with it the way he does. The result of this is that I feel like I spend an inordinate amount of time in my little hermit hideaway recharging. I get that that's something introverts do, but it feels worse than what an introvert would probably need. It also feels like work demands across the nation are increasing and I'm startin to run out of steam. There were multiple occasions where my most recent job had me going from 7am to 9:30pm and I just don't feel like I have the wherewithal for that. My health declined. Have any of you found helpful ways of toning down the sensory overload so that you don't wear out? How did you rescue yourself when it really started to interfere with your life by leaving you too fatigued to do anything beyond the bare minimum?",4.624155844155844,5.8047474040404055,5.519990379990379,80.67696969696972,69.9090909090909,8.148725348725348,30.13612313612313,8.491030156203081,2.308557768157768,2394,95,447,37,42,785,280,594,0.073,0.8590000000000001,0.068,0.5760000000000001,6,2,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,6,2,1,31,14,0,4,35,0,35,9,3,5,4,77,76,33,0,12,15,3,8,4,1,1,6,2,3,2,31,25,0,2,17,1,1,10,12,7,0,1,10,14,52,7,91,64,15,79,0,1,1,0,33,41,0,12,28,306,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660324867506864,0.0,0.1209189465564668,0.0,0.08191552286173318,0.0,0.10282489345425468,0.0,0.11567175808058165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062214602356535365,0.2019073665850838,0.07067834390591837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217344103174206,0.0,0.06433235207177161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397758601948335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646937862118963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365297917693353,0.0,0.04875750430490311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898875824768845,0.0,0.0,0.06616045566849689,0.07736783818511138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315637708086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863405003908308,0.04993488800097357,0.0,0.12739711603418136,0.0,0.06794685592304278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058160820750337,0.2160424124238457,0.0,0.0,0.13819904520586482,0.0,0.0,0.08289448763923203,0.05841047915678384,0.0,0.15799721738575465,0.0,0.04296677188520146,0.0,0.0,0.08335227315779642,0.0,0.0,0.06685524159509633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036216320668098,0.08520976770124568,0.0,0.050674914112469466,0.079878431703338,0.07583569921331329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890960453599602,0.3000961624825189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005237147053293,0.0,0.0,0.10680088350258822,0.14774269382158228,0.15154758753192527,0.1335171856766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285494694304155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854499984779815,0.0,0.08035373385904836,0.0,0.11211692787287987,0.11661896728050468,0.07301758461856793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254285534636508,0.0,0.0,0.08051443659701593,0.05123036426887408,0.1724978414788872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482682293346203,0.06601338487674861,0.0,0.08298909091353689,0.07146901375234532,0.0,0.07240651371547052,0.0769151527893403,0.24453757941318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048433042683137285,0.0777321947292078,0.07464857189800964,0.0,0.08564315155222565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882588300562367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413491811894645,0.0640579450465659,0.058202672677561136,0.0,0.0,0.10702399825656513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660266807260364,0.0790363851250293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684384165069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688634921144323,0.0,0.0,0.08816911591360455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326572245717664,0.0,0.13377734113260414,0.12001985097514645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503968550793549,0.0,0.07704563749361938,0.05370600794456862,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,seventeensighs,2019/04/06,"I just posted my first Instagram picture I've had an instagram for for 2 years now to keep in touch with old friends and send memes back and forth, but I've never had the balls to post. It's just something about putting yourself out there for people to judge terrifies me. Yes, my profile is private and only 12 of my closest friends follow me, but it's still scary to me for some reason. I've actually deleted my instagram twice before because it just ruined my self esteem by comparing myself to everyone else who's living their best lives. But this year, I actually *want* to put myself out there because I feel like I'm just missing out on myself. I technically posted a picture once, but immediately deleted it after a minute. Today, I just posted a picture and immediately turned off my phone to prevent myself from deleting it. It's been an hour. Wish me luck!",7.455053547523428,7.141673246987955,7.810562248995986,71.91629852744312,63.518072289156635,10.028380187416332,35.914323962516725,9.444778638647367,3.353730388219544,693,29,122,11,9,228,100,166,0.08900000000000001,0.757,0.154,0.892,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,26,12,8,0,2,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,2,3,2,20,5,23,9,2,26,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,12,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.2768134042481754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905936741848887,0.0,0.17291785414026375,0.0,0.12068782663995173,0.0,0.14884299766888304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184816914488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355257018299189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171406980426552,0.10132417196715132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064146809697165,0.0,0.0,0.21915672458441515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967507177923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606600562669085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692915152525666,0.0,0.25047893384056724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938889417860638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882788939247474,0.15104550126184202,0.0,0.10786894886595587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983278321558668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543339983288464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851588753145371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582600106639085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479607779655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918851625780318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326650614084224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443930660436645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542715177868538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365566227576607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309877473849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826691670040946 socialanxiety,Sonicxc,2019/04/06,"I have social anxiety disorder since i was very small I am 21. And I have 0 friends.. my father hates me.. my mom always favour my elder brother because I am useless.. I am scared to go outside.. I was scared to even post this(brain freezes, hand shakeing).. I am at end game.. I have presentation at my college in front of 100s pp (15 april)l.. if anything happen.. I can't survive Few day before I realize that this is a thing S.A.D. My life is ruined because of this",1.1310573122529632,3.6057876195652163,2.6783399209486203,90.75677865612649,85.84782608695653,5.084584980237153,26.841897233201585,6.574015621080383,1.2022043478260869,359,17,72,4,11,117,65,92,0.187,0.747,0.066,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,3,1,0,12,2,1,0,0,3,15,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,2,17,2,7,13,1,11,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,45,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829697750623846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821863148896918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095437366407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26809119818490584,0.0,0.18711395772926692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245474899186476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181371123061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201805917501424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476119039078615,0.0,0.0,0.14523819232049634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988988550730133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497106789009155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445191178225,0.0,0.0,0.21710021753455908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531793380457173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575376902149475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105980725151348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403053560323372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818989387847556,0.0,0.0,0.22415467198631786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608808353885325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814359279354832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bijah,2019/04/06,"I feel like I can't trust the idea that others like me and accept me I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this but like the title says, I feel like I can't trust people to actually like me and accept me. It's not a matter of me having low self esteem completely either because I like who I am. I enjoy doing things I'm good at and I get a sense of accomplishment and pride from them. I just feel like I can't expect the any affirmation and validation from others at ALL. I feel like I'm always under judgement and scrutiny and like I can't be taken seriously by others, not because I deserve it really but I just expect it and accept it but I also realize that's a messed up way of thinking as well. People always say not to care what others think and to ""just be yourself"" but I guess I've taken it to the next level. I've had plenty of situations where I thought people were nice and I could be myself around them and to them and they through it back in my face and made me feel worthless. I can rationalize that they were projecting their issues onto me but I just...I dunno. I push people away and am quite skeptical of their intentions and thoughts of me because it feels like people can just flip the switch at any time and what is it worth if it's that simple and quick and easy to just throw me away. 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First time poster here. Right now im getting drunk with the family, and yet i still feel alone. Everyones got theyre own issues. Theyre all i have, and i still cant connect. Wtf is wrong with me? Anyone else have this problem?",0.06355263157894697,2.4312912105263185,1.4729605263157914,97.19259868421057,93.03508771929823,4.955263157894739,14.142543859649123,6.6274283507984215,-0.5087877192982457,217,4,48,3,8,69,45,57,0.222,0.726,0.052000000000000005,-0.8439,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,9,8,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,4,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370802480655495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754134379909062,0.21620211012882234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626968274906687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908683559171888,0.0,0.20162670007312786,0.0,0.0,0.3978381664513525,0.0,0.2133834549197796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948286395813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024270497720874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876196636617366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279242992288457,0.22023699902234764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019056715979908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019924429504502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370217095890963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230401648154748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307035667777769,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fornicating_alone,2019/04/06,"How do you make new friends as an adult? Well, my folks were right. After high school you lose any of the friends you had. I'm 21 y/o and the only time I get to socialize is at work. I really enjoy the time with the people I work with, but they're all way older than I am and extremely prejudice - so I don't see myself actually going out for drinks or anything. I have one ~friend~, but she lives 2000mi away and calls me obsessively every day just to complain or sit on the call and not say anything. I also am sort of not really friends with one girl from school, we only talk maybe once a month and only see each other maybe once a year. So that's not going anywhere. It's just really hard for me to make friends now that I'm out of school. The close group I had then dwindled away starting my sophomore year. I've been practically friendless for the last 5 years and I'm very shy. It takes a while before I start making conversation with people. I'm often times jealous of my s/o for having the friends he has. They've been close since junior high and bonded a lot over video games. 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Mainly because every part of me wants to be a normal guy in his 20s who’s able to go out to eat with his family without feeling incredibly anxious. I want to be able to go into my professor’s office and talk about a career path I’m interested in. I want to talk a bit more to the girl next to me in class. Admitting that I struggle doing these things is hard. I remember a few years ago, my family and I were about to go on a cruise. I told them I couldn’t go with just two days before. That’s when I knew shit wasn’t right. When there’s things I absolutely want to do but can’t. That feeling is indescribable. Anyways, my parents made me go with and I’m thankful, but I spent much of the time in the room wondering why the fuck I couldn’t go out and enjoy myself. I figured out the root of my anxiety. There’s something called Body Dysmorphic Disorder, many of you have probably heard of it. The best way I can describe it - it’s like you’re at war with yourself. Because you don’t want to fixate on your appearance (whatever specific part it may be), you don’t want to think about it, constantly check on it, etc., but the disorder leaves you no option. It has an impact on almost every decision I make, and unfortunately, it’s changed me in some of the worst ways :( It’s forced me out of the upbeat, happy person I grew up to be and into something unfamiliar. I do a good job hiding this all, but I’m sure my family is wondering what happened to me. Sorry mom and dad. Seeking help is difficult because it requires you to put a spotlight on the things you hate most about yourself. And I’m not sure if those around me would understand. So why am I posting this? I guess I’m just looking for hope of some sort. For those who can offer any advice, thank you!!",2.5170526315789488,4.190329007894737,4.288092105263161,85.46976973684212,76.02631578947368,7.592105263157895,24.50657894736842,8.376592526197632,1.51628947368421,1453,48,303,27,32,491,191,380,0.152,0.7140000000000001,0.133,-0.8344,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,8,1,2,13,19,4,1,19,0,25,4,2,4,4,70,66,16,1,13,9,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,3,25,20,1,1,11,1,2,10,10,7,0,1,7,6,45,12,56,51,14,44,0,0,1,1,30,21,2,13,11,208,70,5,0.1679204732367205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820449715041997,0.07442568389138128,0.0,0.08407404894223579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057095840019677886,0.0,0.12845870240754426,0.09485116904753776,0.0,0.05870694961629455,0.0,0.0,0.07474241119419896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535441428554322,0.0,0.1428879547971943,0.0,0.0881110883960101,0.0,0.0916628328766156,0.0932608954025376,0.0,0.0,0.08573278890455885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881879761213962,0.0,0.0,0.09073118836393892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054147406761768234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245141027682727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591228275663289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936378577157032,0.0,0.0,0.14148024105256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745071644225976,0.0,0.08490563671417213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761988583644551,0.0,0.0,0.2862992240077577,0.07042186300903516,0.0,0.0,0.0924916663958978,0.08313383446177372,0.0742457599586764,0.08937723311450052,0.07521188053890708,0.08289335131915458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627677679945611,0.0,0.0,0.08339145944681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331757956668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890176767770334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101873061636648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050545283348758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794452059618852,0.05604410990467753,0.08512250185079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833321438064856,0.0,0.0,0.06172043450313651,0.0,0.06475531046448392,0.0,0.08929266415174326,0.0,0.0822632054398393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322790674057853,0.18184150878470848,0.0,0.0,0.0733108401178568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041069792735209,0.0,0.0905233356368506,0.0,0.0,0.08440322777441192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511058101863896,0.07170158332114067,0.0,0.06676855007606211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861839763477264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558688787050109,0.0,0.1292733841496902,0.0,0.09398661096843866,0.059427487619441666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777346903529609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826305876843694,0.0,0.0,0.1349681156732004,0.0,0.15459861092928728,0.0,0.0,0.16733835142842007,0.05379832945927855,0.0,0.0,0.0489578891625032,0.0,0.0,0.08022760412573797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201695127660412,0.08740556733649113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466534602456098,0.1332874556006456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152210873732244,0.0,0.0,0.08093467197206859,0.1821025902174076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059642943156811186,0.0,0.0,0.05406763963773672 socialanxiety,katemiw,2019/04/06,"Living alone with social anxiety? I’m in my mid-20s and have lived with roommates since 18. I’ve had good experiences, but I’ve also always been drawn to the idea of getting my own place, in part because of obvious social anxiety reasons, i.e. no matter how well I get along with roommates I’m always extra self-conscious having mother people around. I’m thinking about finally taking the leap and getting a studio soon. At the same time, I’m worried that it could be too much alone time. I moved for a job about a year and a half ago, and while I do have some friends in my new(ish) city, I don’t have a super active social life. I know that if I live alone, I’m definitely going to have to put some extra work into making sure I have things going on so that I’m not just coming home from work to sit alone in my apartment every night. Obviously I’m going to have to make this decision for myself, but I would love to just hear any thoughts or personal experiences from other people with social anxiety—why living alone has or hasn’t worked for you, advice about avoiding isolation when living alone with social anxiety, whatever. Thanks!",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,6.844524886877828,76.26959276018101,65.47058823529412,9.333936651583713,30.12217194570136,9.057496981413335,2.468531221719456,910,29,164,14,13,296,129,221,0.133,0.72,0.147,0.8605,1,8,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,13,8,0,1,8,0,16,2,0,4,3,40,39,14,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,7,13,0,1,6,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,3,1,14,7,31,33,8,26,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,5,9,106,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154447213007017,0.07397166449782354,0.0,0.0,0.5185621011219299,0.0,0.0667333782688361,0.1388709308627916,0.0,0.0,0.056747537964459485,0.0,0.19151259765750736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428645966739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086915890256357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188310913107246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662648052362002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030858419443581,0.0,0.0,0.16325641758087198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914132637469708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447175916494385,0.0,0.13079449135338847,0.0,0.1422763556677345,0.06999226814520791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405202116198512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370520164133964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420269511728374,0.0,0.0,0.08280931689485105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045860867871719536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894182806906824,0.0,0.0,0.3684308005853758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531512635147053,0.0,0.11140444744849803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869207464398772,0.0613439210097015,0.0,0.0,0.08059465010890053,0.0,0.0783103453232836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036611003287112,0.0,0.11570474647283313,0.07286362161167426,0.08718545493889328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388834231706928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579849729518886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705451918886586,0.0,0.0,0.06902909221859252,0.0,0.0,0.4253239086260314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864880289648135,0.0,0.06274255102541831,0.0,0.0,0.07682775610218551,0.0,0.0,0.055439178799024894,0.05347014322519345,0.0,0.06624843327456299,0.09731846218398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502982184288579,0.0,0.0752988888075096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225353052097373,0.08474554903713162,0.0,0.059279102994837365,0.0,0.0,0.053737810529343864 socialanxiety,mrcoffeestuff,2019/04/06,"WTF! I'm super sad because I didn't give a good-bye hug to a friend yesterday. It's so weird, never felt like this before. I don't like her like that but idk I have this profound sense of regret since I could have hugged her but instead I gave her a peace sign from afar for no reason. My instincts told me to go back and hug her but idk felt it would be awkward backpedaling. Should have made a reason to go back in hindsight. Great now I'm going to feel like shit for a bit Though writing this post has alleviated the pain but lesson learned for future me. I don't want to feel this heavy sorrow for not doing something like initiating a social opportunity ",2.5363930348258705,4.498559529850748,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,76.83582089552239,5.6606965174129344,21.61442786069652,6.42735559955562,0.2648278606965171,523,14,109,4,12,168,87,134,0.303,0.5589999999999999,0.138,-0.9613,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,19,1,1,7,0,12,5,1,3,1,23,26,7,0,5,5,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,6,4,13,12,12,16,1,11,0,3,0,3,10,1,1,0,11,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538924848911203,0.0,0.10063909389196826,0.0,0.14048189040078454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023867806456964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318132395692133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695185214482988,0.11794239417124107,0.3170301303719437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755035789778246,0.0,0.0,0.15837214427800678,0.2814782832182942,0.13847208401989944,0.0,0.18201549493085944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032802363926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621488504956133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732981503517235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756704757204072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811335349174832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394859758392879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946547995272787,0.13656654528868512,0.0,0.0,0.1682914115277694,0.0,0.12709657304306166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220292698393612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775333205526096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973760644003417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727725287450046,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tuttacromata,2019/04/06,"Sweating Hi, I am not diagnosed as having social anxiety but I sweat when I socialize. When I am at home or in my comfort zone I don't sweat. How can I beat this ? I look at my mom, aunts and uncles they have the same problem. Maybe this is a genetic thing. 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They aren't my best best friends but good friends that I used to know for years but I would suddenly lose confidence in talking to them and result in avoiding them. I lost like 3 or so friends from this as they also started avoiding me since I'm avoiding them. I jus don't want them to feel disappointed in me from whatever I say. I have so much of those 'what would people think of me' mindset that I sometimes just can't live through all these. Does any of you guys also experience this? Any advice on how to tackle this? I'm also afraid I will lose my best friends too. &#x200B; Thanks",2.967723704866561,4.982040863945581,3.7506122448979617,88.31279434850866,75.73469387755101,6.427838827838827,26.953950811093673,7.321109707123232,1.3637413919413932,585,23,117,7,13,186,84,147,0.211,0.618,0.171,-0.4612,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,6,7,9,18,0,4,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,24,22,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,2,25,10,20,17,5,10,0,4,0,0,17,4,0,1,7,83,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429665544511144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741468547623981,0.0,0.12673131923384134,0.14212504262341494,0.15908015895268568,0.0,0.08947775700823804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682420455509703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754326240893304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235669058883043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441402477705942,0.0,0.0,0.059140920686228685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36146687816983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810453053462903,0.09354744088726163,0.0,0.0,0.11581354785188636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284239666865566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057143096451861136,0.0,0.10328206724473897,0.0,0.0,0.2617074006031438,0.1276809034321414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598259109598765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326600924968175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301510894208433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675449681509272,0.0,0.0,0.1192308907445146,0.0,0.0,0.11568118464679235,0.0,0.08278829222410374,0.0,0.0,0.09778781577078127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28203564332494324,0.0,0.10768547932747526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989265065233148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102003878307378,0.0,0.0,0.06898887346804491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617688564563568,0.0,0.14212504262341494,0.07532150069780348 socialanxiety,totesmcgoatsandboats,2019/04/06,"Went to the movies alone, parent giving me a hard time for it I went to the movies alone. Went to the grocery store after and called my mom. She asked what did I do this afternoon and I said I just came out of a movie theater. She asked who with and I said just myself. Then she says ""... isn't that weird? Going alone?"" And I said ""How is that weird? You don't talk to your friends in the theater anyway"". Then she says ""Because you're young."" And then she goes on a long spiel about ""I'm worried that you're going to be alone forever and you're wasting your youth not hanging out with other people."" I didn't really have a problem with it but I'm pretty irritated/maybe stressed out now. I have a close set of friends who live in the same city as I do, but I'm comfortable doing fun things on my own. And I feel like there's this pressure to ALWAYS be with friends and hanging out. It does unfortunately freak me out that my mom thinks I'm wasting my youth. End of rant. Just want some justification / affirmation that this is totally okay. 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I feel like I’m completely stuck with this mental illness and can’t escape. Therapy hasn’t done shit because I’m too depressed to even motivate myself to do anything about my anxiety problem. ,5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,68.62962962962962,8.362962962962964,33.87037037037037,8.841846274778883,3.0959037037037027,230,11,39,4,4,73,44,54,0.241,0.5479999999999999,0.21,-0.2716,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,8,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429845288238474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976577894283236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279592972480164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802606394696189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800049768807595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300164544952474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732928055448375,0.0,0.2616149315855826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365339054668172,0.0,0.0,0.1763891295980337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350324259594923,0.1907861147248322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632816033688345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177507746327953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304709303000219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26913140606739977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555382061941676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741309494974081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540381906501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RivenPIayer,2019/04/06,"Need advice for being in groups I'm 16, and I struggle with SA heavily. I've been focused on trying to improve myself because I don't want to feel alone anymore. Last night I hung out with 5 others from my school for a couple of hours. I don't do this very often and people were commenting about how quiet I was being. I hate this about myself and don't want to be the odd one out anymore. Any tips for talking in groups? I often don't know what to say and I don't want my new friends to dislike my company or think of me badly and stop inviting me. I am very afraid of fucking this up if I'm invited to something again. &#x200B;",2.2513943950786057,3.768411924812032,3.8532740943267285,88.97174982911827,76.36842105263158,6.0393711551606275,24.87286397812713,6.574015621080383,0.8293819548872179,498,17,104,4,11,166,82,133,0.165,0.753,0.08199999999999999,-0.7885,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,2,2,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,24,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,3,16,1,23,18,0,12,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,4,6,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226441107041252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257888940797146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100555468552746,0.21420650211096806,0.11988036652626345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34965622255073125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719125182364712,0.10746216722109282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505684796466424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913538049298106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619794614044756,0.1629733507833993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174045698168303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360597024275434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688204716683067,0.14369642849674738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071366237961646,0.0,0.17025789208973272,0.0,0.1654322502243718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945579790090205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221435425690842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401895173586529,0.0,0.1784106074580568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357133958324653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738279460596526,0.0,0.18429215921171227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416918217744585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295680126356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968646396128392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909084395119809,0.31193373801102603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420650211096806,0.0 socialanxiety,zephyr121,2019/04/06,"Anyone freak out when people take unsolicited pictures? Because I do. All the time. On Halloween, someone took a video of me in full costume, just like zooming in on my mask or something. This one person on my bus saw this snap (from a person she hatestalks btw lmao) and started laughing. That’s when I started berating her for being a horrible, hypocritical, nasty person, even though half the time I could care less about her. I ended up making an angry post about her which got me sent to guidance (another think that stressed me out). Just recently, a kid on my bus (who knows about my disorder) took a video of me making a bird call (it’s a secret talent of mine that people often laugh at, which causes a LOT of panic) and put it on his private snap. I begged and begged and begged for him to remove it, and yelled at another person for making a stupid comment. This doesn’t even count the time I injured a dickhead for taking an unsolicited photo of my (now ex) friend. I fucking hate it so much, it triggers me so bad and ruins my whole day.",5.426510041682455,6.0845311280788215,5.9039408866995045,80.54696097006442,67.76847290640394,8.019552860932171,29.408488063660478,7.882392219407189,1.902049943160288,821,28,154,9,13,265,121,203,0.181,0.736,0.083,-0.9721,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,14,14,3,2,15,0,4,2,0,5,1,23,21,12,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,14,8,0,0,3,2,0,5,1,8,0,2,5,2,25,6,27,14,6,30,0,1,1,1,18,13,1,3,12,111,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724814399774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084860079659424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848436002511123,0.07920283504252948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326709012352967,0.0,0.13247014183318526,0.13347173204318152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037368468482903,0.0,0.0,0.08379273958572914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489086169461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507754480301036,0.0,0.0,0.17163229029699795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038196455780993,0.12011623953078325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039152017818566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827689109903098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140496975600655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347620353817532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104600447605689,0.0,0.0,0.2601836239665897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551194793489096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804249998563046,0.0,0.0,0.15244238293523216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015127724204744,0.4537920836603328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443500204871702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061341452994313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828811553563232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008747851649316,0.10002483647166248,0.0,0.0,0.18392725680247907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883195759687964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537920524820246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325254486077217,0.1276534910291897,0.0,0.22728599036937466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887093301642095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505984781087666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coconutfi,2019/04/06,"As a former uncomfortable awkward person due to my social anxiety, here’s what helped me. I had it bad. Panic attacks in Walmart, in my classes, when my roommates had more than 2 people over. I was anxious and afraid people would think I was shy and quiet and awkward. I’m still shy, quiet and awkward but now I embrace it and I think it endears people and makes me more likable. This wasn’t an overnight thing. It probably took me a year and a half of baby steps, and I’m still not entirely there yet. Basically I let myself be in on the joke and show people I’m confident in my weirdness and it doesn’t phase me. It’s let me break down the brick wall that I hid behind so the true me never was never in front of the people I was around. Because of this my social skills have improved which makes me even more confident. I openly admit to being shy immediately when it shows so people don’t think I’m trying to hide it. When people tell me I’m quiet I just say “yeah I am” in a way that says that’s just how I am and it’s not a problem I face. Confidently talking about shyness, quietness, and awkwardness breaks the negative stigma and let’s people see those traits in a new light. 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What I mean is that I form the words in my mind but, it's almost like I can't force my mouth to say them. This only happens when I'm speaking to other people. It never happens when I'm speaking to myself. What can I do about this?",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,91.5,3.825,15.8125,5.148860815047168,-0.8786499999999999,224,5,52,1,8,78,41,64,0.054000000000000006,0.8759999999999999,0.069,-0.036000000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,6,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,39,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623283739972703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633241703283018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439736503444248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798690013628972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853656759536451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645183084517511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020499252213694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924246620948674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161927025090766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6249949441941164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545186139240484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ScrubbyStop,2019/04/06,"I went to the gym alone for the first time a few days ago So I've been boxing since I was around 10 and lifting weights since maybe 14, but one of the biggest obstacles in the way of my fitness goals was that I couldn't go to the gym alone, with the exception of my boxing gym because I've been going there for so long and we're all pretty close there. As a result, I could never keep a consistent schedule or routine because I either had to go with someone else, or go early in the morning to my boxing gym before they open and workout with the minimal amount of weighifting equipment that they have. Well I'm 18 now and I was a little bored a few days ago so I decided to go to the gym without really giving it much thought. I got there, did my routine, then went home, and it all felt so normal. I didn't even realize until today how significant that was for me. A few months ago, just the thought of going there by myself was terrifying, and I wouldn't have even seriously considered it, but I just went and did my stuff like anyone else. Maybe it sounds insignificant to you, or maybe the idea of going to the gym by yourself seems impossible, but my point isn't that I went to the gym, it's that I did it and didn't even realize the amount of progress that I have made in order to be able to. Social anxiety is definitely one of my biggest obstacles right now and it's so easy for me to focus on the stuff that I'm doing wrong because of it, but when I look back at myself from years ago, it hits me just how much I've accomplished since then and not given myself credit, or even realizing it. Don't be so hard on yourself",8.554910714285715,5.418323717261909,8.730714285714285,75.21428571428574,63.31547619047619,11.861904761904762,35.904761904761905,9.784248007369934,3.1289011904761903,1283,40,272,19,14,426,149,336,0.102,0.8029999999999999,0.095,-0.0711,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,4,25,6,0,0,21,0,25,1,0,4,3,52,49,31,0,4,15,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,19,16,1,1,9,8,1,11,9,3,1,3,23,5,31,3,42,20,10,50,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,5,23,195,50,3,0.0915384983300116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245734226104533,0.0,0.0,0.1896125554064523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002670067057094,0.0,0.0,0.06400584640844248,0.09379200905835763,0.0,0.081488670802353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038745488148528,0.0,0.1674030568570537,0.0,0.07789251994986332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308604236111363,0.0,0.0,0.11806951726366828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529373387823406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418412593073352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878913135502855,0.0,0.0,0.07786259991704432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781206867649316,0.364164066745272,0.0,0.07321169931547432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200051451024888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182057741794876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333582251027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136362325565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472108649589451,0.09174562335304236,0.0,0.08100869047350591,0.07686928403729124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661594042815221,0.0,0.0,0.2758881755487594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306515603879987,0.0,0.13458265765433694,0.0,0.07060013308152481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896882928999444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124057711006746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653346877930047,0.0,0.0,0.0931275614858067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058641906007416436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817337741597243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333321093408091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716477525397996,0.0,0.0,0.09331197133252864,0.07756027258136397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095793603880317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453426854490872,0.053376834509333435,0.0,0.08676779310117995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265899920798413,0.0,0.11146923035092446,0.08230410333038579,0.33942842014756763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823984583120066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008297796965883,0.0,0.05894779171697018 socialanxiety,RatkingSpit,2019/04/06,"can someone please tell me if I’m being weird My job requires me to study for a series of very difficult math exams, and I become incredibly unproductive as soon as I get home from work. So, instead, I go to a nearby coffee/pastry shop after work to study for 3-5 hours. I’ll go typically 2 or 3 days per week. This week I went 4, and I’d like to do the same for the next two weeks, since I have an exam quickly approaching. But I just feel so fucking weird seeing the same staff every day. To the point where they know exactly what drink I want before I can order it, and it makes me embarrassed for no rational reason. I always leave a $10 tip, since I feel like I owe them more than the price of a drink for using their space so much, and it’s never crowded, so I’m not preventing anyone from sitting down. and they usually give me some free pastry with my order, so, logically, I couldn’t reconcile that fact with the feeling that I’m not welcome there, but in my head there’s still this weird tension where I feel like they’re annoyed by my constant presence. Is any of this making sense? Is it at all possible that I’m just tolerated, or they wish I wouldn’t go there or something? Is it super fucking weird to go to the same place every day like that?",7.310585585585585,5.235356528957532,7.862249034749037,77.13641087516089,64.7915057915058,10.795495495495496,32.78024453024453,9.2995712137729,2.6184437580437567,987,29,207,14,12,330,150,259,0.085,0.809,0.107,0.8211,2,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,4,16,17,3,2,12,0,10,5,1,4,4,42,35,18,0,5,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,7,2,2,8,3,4,6,6,10,0,1,1,5,27,8,27,31,7,32,0,0,1,2,9,8,2,5,19,128,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943109281747503,0.0,0.0,0.08126207089491291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083555094383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197506948352875,0.1016831621074048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913382583860789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311970752440461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412317197261703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136278535669566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416851338965098,0.1707373890205391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094613770538815,0.06243226056009545,0.11463242966032818,0.2716516396577948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263841675837725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986525361349765,0.0,0.11768049323202685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858235302619073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567243672541248,0.0,0.0,0.12653008949896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352083053460346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953037667005462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784405873580498,0.0,0.09216346809107998,0.0,0.12708643575773326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484895159128802,0.1311718429802304,0.11296330814904006,0.13471493457581224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286283810665476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522365310184984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769833853203986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124943672462576,0.0919946436025542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954304740246769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444566196846199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673122432259513,0.0,0.0,0.10320705746640067,0.1316090844177044,0.09859755571556436,0.07048243808189628,0.0,0.2875599029541039,0.0,0.0,0.1107749341398281,0.0,0.0,0.1374156749108572,0.0,0.0,0.1739905065992362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mortimaus1,2019/04/06,"Meeting people and other extreme sports How do you meet new people? Do you just turn around in line at the grocery store and say “hi I’m so and so” or is that a weird place to do it? I want to make friends and open up to people, but I have no idea how to do it. Like when do you introduce yourself and when is it a bad idea? Once you have introduced yourself what should I talk about? Do I just jump in with “I like video games, reading sci-fi/fantasy and long walks on the beach?” The few times someone has approached me and we ended up talking for a while and exchanged information I never hear from them again. Honestly I’m starting to feel like I’m completely broken. Any advice on how to put myself together?",2.704563218390806,4.337331496551727,3.770775862068966,89.54972701149427,75.41379310344827,6.764367816091952,25.186781609195403,7.492282038375204,1.1178850574712642,557,19,118,7,12,180,93,145,0.08900000000000001,0.794,0.118,0.53,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,1,0,12,7,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,4,1,27,21,18,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,5,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,3,14,5,18,20,1,24,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,1,13,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195355299169568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966403756903625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566485176163529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692563927221233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449873522990126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558551097332854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897453210326685,0.1257113257709997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595217145257488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832833277842413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972921205737275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579067189388597,0.0,0.0,0.15572583466842174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745977414195442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571710130801096,0.1699506548554571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739980645020424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36598144057401294,0.0,0.1838487435669072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689609288284766,0.0,0.0,0.17601527137679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993653971950176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490968205293159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455080980812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828722663327758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026081529936924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140227502650667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379028033258374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KatKat23421,2019/04/06,"I've made progress dealing with my social anxiety: I joined a social group So for years, I've had issues with making friends. I think it's due to the fact that I was bullied a lot in Elementary school. I've realized that it's now time that I do something about it. I joined a social group that is designed for people who have ""high functioning disabilities"". They meet every Tuesday and every week, they go to a different restaurant, order food, and talk. I went to my first ""meeting"" two weeks ago and I think I did well. I held a conversation with someone and it didn't involve typing out a response on a computer, which was where most of my conversations with other people were happening.",7.58788961038961,7.085008416666668,7.676406926406926,73.61318181818184,63.31818181818181,10.573160173160174,35.52380952380953,9.957137785484203,3.4282173160173173,549,22,100,10,7,178,85,132,0.049,0.884,0.067,0.29600000000000004,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,5,2,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,2,1,18,17,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,0,14,2,14,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,9,68,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698625081748315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268491068172118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094944720545044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324286582278542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794149695341665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410433614516092,0.2005058722686429,0.0,0.1281093541371052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423729226385226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466309118683749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519415082235307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306926117120827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097118994002833,0.0,0.15689950510636208,0.1106837473917452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299124536575697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781506873158752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070868728158813,0.14049571388103627,0.12765358054608109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327695672677234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249693208069634,0.0,0.0,0.09668888748723438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197854747592422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26601585915636056,0.0,0.14908887459892126,0.15371348182833505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678033745044263 socialanxiety,drauch52,2019/04/06,"I am terrified shitless of going to work 21 M, I’ve had several jobs in the past. Hell I even made it 2 years at once but since I’ve really dropped out of life I’m scared shitless of going back. Everytime I get there I panic and want to kill myself ",2.328333333333333,3.240340907407411,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,75.1111111111111,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.5921999999999992,195,6,44,4,4,68,42,54,0.327,0.649,0.024,-0.967,1,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,8,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,8,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345870589191334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476377620411682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824097462448934,0.0,0.3007530649037317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257162416578705,0.0,0.2927372987637322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868926360912672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036801201002656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817870939926231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31044748571744923,0.0,0.0,0.25258770860213703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950756817949034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649076853466527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891921537282234,0.0,0.21887731402905367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606612425915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926297157263329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703917471957855 socialanxiety,imboredsoimwriting,2019/04/06,"I'm getting my hair and makeup professionally done today, I'm extremely scared! ): I have a special event today and this is the first time I'm getting my hair and makeup professionally done. I'm so scared they're going to judge me. I have a lot of acne scars and hyperpigmentation (despite how much I invest into skincare), will they have a problem with that? I think it's easy to cover over with makeup. The last time I went to get my hair trimmed, the lady said to her coworker, ""Wow look at all her hair!"" (I have quite long, thick hair) and it made me feel good, until her coworker said ""I'm over it."" From then on, she made remarks about how my ends were bad and she just looked annoyed with my hair the whole time. I'm very nervous. Originally I was just nervous about if she did a good job or not but now with my skin problems, I'm worried she'll judge me and not want to work on me. ):",3.0155564325177617,4.358064071823204,4.251037884767168,87.61194751381218,74.02762430939227,6.718389897395422,23.978295185477506,7.1686216300943375,0.7582041041831098,691,20,150,7,14,227,98,181,0.152,0.7929999999999999,0.055,-0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,8,12,1,4,8,0,12,7,7,5,1,31,33,15,0,4,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,8,0,1,10,13,25,4,20,21,4,23,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,3,14,93,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241267616098575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006451577885074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298523604887514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413008811044416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470583086709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297919893526849,0.0,0.0833214673096191,0.24593791940270734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454871491092942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950618089815444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974465357844472,0.24622984447584026,0.0,0.0,0.1246420192263069,0.0,0.2774506073245861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777473498808847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805706793187753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593708103901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891811367322417,0.0,0.29356305381949405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939413461190227,0.0,0.0,0.25646725784781305,0.0,0.27793702606168164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096806079597705,0.08647398805235904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590832825870705,0.0,0.16368409390924565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673334662036038,0.14888890273988956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pineboxgrown,2019/04/06,"My rules make conversations suck So, I was reading Not Nice by Dr. Aziz Gazipura, and there's a couple sections about self-imposed rules that made me come to a valuable realization: largely what makes social interaction something unpleasant and something I want to avoid is that I have self-imposed rules related to social interaction that require me to act against my desires and in ways that are unnatural for me. For instance, if somebody is talking to me about something that interests them, but I want to leave the conversation (because I have to piss, because the topic is incredibly boring to me, because the person has awful breath, or any reason barring absolute emergencies), I will make myself stay and attempt to listen as per my unwritten rule that states I must do so. This rule basically makes conversations traps. I'm stuck, quietly suffering until my conversational partner runs out of steam. This rule makes conversations prisons. Is it any wonder why I'm not interested in starting one with a stranger? That's just one example, too. I have hundreds of other unwritten, self-imposed rules, a lot which were learned in childhood, but all of which are upkept by only me.",8.952483974358977,9.60174287019231,8.586346153846158,64.37532051282054,60.20192307692307,11.164102564102564,41.8525641025641,10.864195022040775,4.986066025641025,959,51,144,22,12,307,125,208,0.139,0.8320000000000001,0.029,-0.9716,0,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,1,7,1,15,4,2,7,2,31,31,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,14,7,1,2,3,2,0,3,2,5,0,2,4,2,20,4,26,25,3,14,0,1,0,0,14,5,2,4,3,102,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888721397604831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396080343856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962383850665875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536565382537025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704282382035366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806194269094455,0.0,0.1314017451933637,0.4634825827512121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820322968729264,0.10561656595565036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125555238285465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389071504305459,0.0,0.0,0.1427810470167478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346137446170456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831200774342031,0.0,0.3207257394323645,0.0,0.0,0.0982925966533217,0.14801648481158913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116181003635822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638177411609241,0.11022820109944999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253081874632875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150598125268121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeInventive,2019/04/06,"Yet another ""I did it"" post? Not at all... After a long time lurking around on reddit, I decided to post again, because I think I might provide you with some wise words. As said in the title, I don't want to post another ""I did it""-story, nor do I hunger for compliments or else. But I want to tell you the short story of my last 3 years: Over the last three years I got really sick because of my social anxiety. You all know that life is extremly struggeling with this type of ""disorder"". So I was at the point, where social anxiety led to depression and even to suicidal thoughts. I was clever enough to get professional help over these years and I finaly still here, despite of all thoughts. But things changed, and probably because I changed. 10 years ago, when started studying, I thought it would be a good idea, to start training karate... which was more an attempt to get into social interaction than to learn anything about karate or martial arts. I was just trying stuff out... Despite of my social anxiety I stayed in training and three years ago, when things in my life started to collapse (study failed, was forced to move to another city, got unemployed and even my GF left me) it affected one of my karate belt test... and as everyone here can imagin, I quit. I quit karate, I quit all the stuff I loved. Or I thought though. After a few weeks I started to ""train"" again, only for me, and only at home, doing some easy karate stuff. And I realized I can't live without it. Another few weeks later, I returned to regular training, although I thought everyone would laught or bully me because I failed the belt test. But nothing happened and I was confused because I didn't understand what happenend. And for the first time in my life I was directly able to intervene this over-selfcritical thinking spiral which leads to anxiety. After all this stuff what happened to me I had become what I was looking for when I started with karate: a real warrior, a warrior in the way which the old samurai called bushido. I nearly immediatly started to learn anything of the philosophy of budo, bushido, zen etc. and I tried to understand what these guys thought and felt this times. Long story short (I know it's probably to late at this point) I managed to get my life back on track nearly a half year ago. I got an extremly interesting job, this month I got permanetly employed and in about 20 days I'll have my black belt test in karate. Seems paradisely but isn't, my social anxiety was and is always there, with every step I did on this long way I sh*** my pants (not literally) because I could say or do something wrong, talk to ""potential harmful"" people or be in any awkward situation. But I've grown up, with every step I did. The only advice I can give to you is: Just go on. We, here at /r/socialanxiety, are NOT insane, mad or so. We are humans. We are not different to the guy or girl in the bus next to you. We are not different to the dumb guy who crosses the road despite of a red light. We are just like anyone else. The only thing which makes us feel uncomfortable in this world is this stupid ""brain mill"" which causes us to think and overthink. But the ""ancient"" masters taught me something. Be happy with your mistakes, because they make you a person, but don't use your mistakes as an excuse to not become a better person. Everyone of us here on /r/socialanxiety has a different background, a different story and different symptomes, but I feel pretty sure that everyone can get calm mind when you do what ever pleases yourself. In my point of view this is a state of meditaion, emptiness in your mind. Your thoughts get silent, because you're in this moment with your whole mind, body and personality. In budo this is called zanshin (残心), a state of inner harmony and high attention. Next time your social anxiety ""kicks in"" try thinking about this. Your feelings, your reaction, your panic... this is YOU. And this is was makes you to yourself. So smile and be proud of it, and dont blame a god, a spaghetti monster or anything else for what you are. Just be... For further readings to understand what I tried to say, I recommend you two books, the Hagakure by Tsunetomo Yamamoto and the gorin no sho (Book of five Rings) by Miyamoto Musashi. The philosophy easier to understand than you might think. But in any case of questions, always ask yourself if it fits your heart and logic. Don't eat it from the plate. I don't wish all of you the best, because the best is what happens to everyone everyday. I wish you to have the wisdom to recognize that it happens. This is what makes a real warrior. 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Even with my own family, I only used to live with my mum so I was so used to just seeing one person but would always stay in my bedroom. I love living here, but I cannot bring myself to go downstairs because I’ll have to talk to them, if I choose to go downstairs and not talk to them then I’ll be rude but if I’m sitting upstairs I also worry they’re judging me for not coming downstairs. I’m so so so bad socially and just cannot make conversation so it’s like almost 3pm and I’ve been up since 6am just :) I’m so hungry but would rather starve than deal with being anxious and freaking out - I also forget things when I’m put on the spot so I’m worried they’ll ask me something, then I’ll forget 2 seconds later and just be like ??? My boyfriend also says sometimes I come across rude but he understands I can’t help it. I feel so bad. Help?! How do you bring yourself to do something? Literally so broken 🤨",1.212771014492752,3.335223591111113,3.0669951690821264,90.49765217391304,81.97777777777776,5.1574879227053145,20.89371980676329,6.280692351149826,0.2313632850241545,848,25,177,7,23,283,119,225,0.223,0.682,0.095,-0.9879,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,0,22,10,3,1,1,0,15,1,0,5,0,42,39,31,0,5,16,1,1,2,1,3,0,2,1,1,3,13,0,0,3,0,0,10,7,7,0,2,2,5,28,3,20,31,1,21,0,0,2,1,21,5,0,3,6,110,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976340901381168,0.0,0.0,0.2869353095123688,0.09951784889629976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511540715593814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181105504694924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199724151877342,0.07290783229715607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605183095576152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330367157069745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899551973758932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254988916055467,0.0,0.06047400253295741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188866240787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240498657645583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686229160702105,0.0,0.3168303734721099,0.0,0.100434955751953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794482786691817,0.0,0.15966957085510428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104492497683842,0.09096216551022278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443122747916454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023232397166853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902234820999914,0.0,0.0,0.09530673808583616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893541760220527,0.0,0.0,0.1219184467408794,0.0,0.2762247335885337,0.11828872753708455,0.0,0.0,0.12747905470934168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922619624552496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945777830361693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450915404581762,0.0,0.20659421633487002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242921817872567,0.0,0.1699226404805227,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QuintyD,2019/04/06,"Going to a party tonight with bunch of people I don’t know Okay so my best friend invited me to go to a party of a college friend of her. Yea kinda strange since I don’t know that girl at all, except from a few stories from my best friend. But my best friend told me her friends and her boyfriend want to meet me so I said yes. I tried to come up with excuses to not go but I already almost cancelled like three times. I thought about faking sickness but that wouldn’t make any sense since I barely get sick so my best friend will definitely tell, and besides she knows of my sa. My best friend told me like three times that she is not going to leave me during the party and that I need to tell her if she does leave me but then I feel guilty you know. My best friend has the right to have fun with her other friends and boyfriend without worrying about me. So now I’m really anxious and my heart is going really fast and it’s not even an hour before the party yet. Also there will be alcohol but I know myself, I don’t drink a lot so if I do I’ll get drunk very easily so not going to do that. Any advice to not freak out tonight??? And no there won’t be any pets bc they rented a place. 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Never had much in common with friends around me. On Reddit, I came across a lot of people with shared interest. I even found a girl from my own country. Sent her a message about our mutual hobby. In her first message, she answered some of my questions. She quickly sent an another message in which she implied that she isn't to keen on hearing from me again. It was kind of like, 'This is it from me. Good luck with your thing.' At least, learned not to get my hopes up high. 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How was your anxiety before therapy in comparison to how it is now? What was the most helpful thing about therapy? If you could give advice to your past self or for other people with SA, what would it be? 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I don't know how this started because i don't remember having this when I was younger. There is absolutely no logic behind it and I'm aware of that. It's just in every social interaction there is a little voice in my head telling me ""don't go red, this would be weird"". And it doesn't even happen so much but that fear is driving me insane. And of course it happens more frequent since i think about it a lot. When i feel a little heat going on on my face my thought are going crazy ""fuck now i'm blushing"" then it gets worse or I try to hide or run from the situation which sometimes is impossible and of course NOT the right way to handle it. There are situations that trigger it for example when I unexpectedly have to talk to someone. But also when I'm in a longe conversation i have trouble concentrating because the thought is going around in my head and makes me nervous. What's also weird: when there is a situation where it would be perfectly normal to blush, like when something embarassing happens, i don't blush... go figure. Probably because it would be ""Ok"" to blush. But in other situations I think it would make no sense and the other person / people would think I'm weird or whats wrong with me. It's gotten to the point where i can't really enjoy social gatherings or long conversations anymore since I'm constantly worrying :( Even with family or close friends. Sometimes I even stand up from a table when I'm in a conversation and go to another room or turn away when I feel a blush coming. As I said, it's getting ridiculous... But I really don't know how I can stop this. It makes me kind of sad that this is happening to me. Besides that I don't suffer from serve social anxiety. Any tips? :( ",4.806456043956043,5.831887524725275,5.746092307692312,79.79890769230771,69.35714285714286,8.681142857142857,29.120439560439557,8.954980946260402,2.278745186813187,1465,53,284,26,25,483,167,364,0.188,0.768,0.044,-0.9938,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,27,21,3,4,13,1,32,4,3,6,1,52,71,33,0,6,12,0,2,1,1,5,0,2,1,1,30,13,0,1,12,0,0,10,11,15,0,0,5,7,29,6,38,58,3,51,0,2,3,1,13,20,1,7,20,192,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575867393024046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347020717628709,0.0824490398228511,0.06015073452777925,0.0,0.07797853477604097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999620655430729,0.0,0.0,0.07387424487927892,0.0,0.0,0.14379396338429942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773165630765014,0.0,0.16993936642314109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558005294461855,0.0,0.0662480646385469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412413349174307,0.26543741733896403,0.07951405888724437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074833275988574,0.07269095918799143,0.12324073961698236,0.0,0.26811898759750297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781243723243642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139144571696545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187968350433747,0.08642454613347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038414007455000565,0.15761321271883602,0.0,0.13916783708082606,0.06602829853742796,0.0,0.0,0.0668473025542599,0.0,0.0,0.15745578836816718,0.07971715290916329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578011361030114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703942417412024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902247017406948,0.06865554141980336,0.0,0.0,0.07432952942903713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847750293037598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074310760545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907098082751623,0.06714847375444276,0.07479389233387147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008493388491366,0.3535277790234114,0.0,0.24045615010299115,0.06662183597498032,0.060532208918210074,0.15553157477802182,0.0,0.05565379323401902,0.0,0.0,0.0657371076695419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319876461010006,0.0687249429237438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114627375309792,0.0,0.12484479783118832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338372086812922,0.17105087723244564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062411796222898386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985125393671844,0.08012935506995124,0.279277835836997,0.08596813188333588,0.0,0.050634300011458584 socialanxiety,Altoids101,2019/04/06,Left my usb stick at the library Already asked lost property and they don't have it. Really want to have a look around the desk and around the floor on the desk I left it at but for the past 2 weeks every time i've been in there has been someone sitting at the desk. I tried to look around the floor while someone was sitting at the desk and they gave me a weird look and I couldn't bring myself to explain I was looking for a usb stick so i had to leave. What do I do??,2.8024789915966366,3.3246308725490223,3.5124649859944017,95.83323529411769,73.6078431372549,6.612885154061624,23.394957983193283,6.18269132825596,0.19987226890756293,367,9,90,2,7,116,56,102,0.063,0.923,0.014,-0.536,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,22,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,4,11,0,15,14,0,20,0,1,4,0,5,13,0,0,4,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859642010339656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564214284796516,0.1597718361331871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399369044320115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096228165289546,0.3713746168746507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740640685559032,0.0,0.18656151518699784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314686562268135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948525009729172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896122046275511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996552887438044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603235535003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080339674353032,0.0,0.1370885938581016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,applesoranges111,2019/04/06,"My story with anxiety I hope this is useful for atleast some of the people here. (Long post alert) I am 29 years old guy. I have always been ""socially awkward"" and getting anxious and nervous over minute things since the age of 8 or 9. It never really improved for me until I met with my (now) girlfriend. We went to the same University and she was my classmate. I could never really talk to her in person (duh) but I could text her. And we had some good conversations over text. This went on for around a year but she did realize that I was a different person in person. She never really told me that she got to know about me.. Anyways, she started to say make an initiative and talk to me in person as well. It started off with her talking to me in quiet places with no people around - as she knew it would make me somewhat comfortable. She would text me while we sat in class to wait in class after the other students left or just tell me to come in an isolated place to talk to her. Nothing romantic but stuff related to University work and so on. This really helped me get to know her and the same for her as well. She even introduced me with her friend like one at a time. So I got really comfortable around them as well. I never really had ""friends"" before this due to my awkwardness and just anxiety. But she helped me overcome some of that Now I can say I am more ""confident"" when I talk to new people. We have been together for about 5 years now and I wish all of you get partners/friends like that. My point is - if you are too anxious just text. If you wanna meet and talk, ask them if they can come to a quiet place where you won't get interrupted or something. Also, ask your friend (s) to go out to places quite where you can have one on one talks. I just wanted to share my story. I will probably struggle with social anxiety all my life but I have made some good friends and I am definitely less anxious now than 5 years ago. 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I grew up with social anxiety and it's affected me a lot. I'm just wondering how I can change the way I think about talking to people so it's not so bad. And also, how to say bye, cause I always worry about coming across rude/awkward to other people when i'm really itching to leave because of how uncomfortable i'm feeling. Also, I have this problem where my mind goes blank if i'm uncomfortable, so how could I find ways to improve that? More info: I have trouble even walking into a store without thinking all eyes are on me, or that people are gonna think i'm weird,etc cause of how i act honestly.. i'm really avoidant in person because of my awkwardness, and I wish I could change that. &#x200B; Thanks to anyone who replies :\] ",5.079999999999998,5.6093521910828015,6.241280254777074,78.27911783439494,68.49044585987261,8.827770700636943,30.98662420382165,8.841846274778883,2.507492229299363,622,24,118,10,10,209,94,157,0.146,0.767,0.08800000000000001,-0.7209,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,3,3,0,7,2,2,9,1,36,24,18,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,7,0,1,5,2,6,0,0,0,3,14,2,20,21,3,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,2,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515246950300312,0.22386416282527227,0.14575323004572646,0.16345749541615795,0.0,0.0,0.10290804341058878,0.0,0.0,0.09406007076811453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231924863699284,0.1640052615849402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763798330726765,0.2846103380788804,0.11587775747542604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480782467212275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002625039930662,0.08884971936757888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801775812015802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229495736845253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645127038347413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243810339030608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436477321748367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582765991605947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797793538553063,0.11745837340595887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287182376815776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235493751105713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697633902436092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742540289535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812272307311874,0.0,0.12384867873142613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258586489805028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355269841543434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546922806101469,0.12967325032288748,0.14588206877429172,0.0,0.1366124016775685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345749541615795,0.0 socialanxiety,mrkaganovich,2019/04/06,when they don’t text back FUCK they hate me,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,0.1100000000000012,112.085,84.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.4730000000000003,35,0,10,0,1,10,9,10,0.531,0.469,0.0,-0.8374,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942224105322801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941967910562883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345662947447429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,epicface3000,2019/04/06,"How do I make friends? I never learned growing up, and I've been feeling really alone as of late. I'm in post-secondary (1 year program) full of people I share things in common with, but made the mistake of only focusing on school durimg my first semester, missing my opportunity to meet people before they made their own little friend groups. Lately, I've been struggling with some really bad thoughts I'd rather not share at the moment, but recently had the epiphany that the only way I can get better is by taking care of myself as best as I can. I've started working out and meditating to get my anxiety under control, but I'm still gone in social situations. I have Asperger's and struggle with social cues, so even if someone initiates a conversation with me, I feel like I'm somehow intruding and shouldn't be speaking. I want to learn how to be okay with myself in these situations, and I'm not sure how. I know surrounding myself with friends won't be the cure-all, but I feel like making that step would be a big accomplishment and I want to be able to say I did it myself without having someone else introduce me or do all the talking on my part. TL;DR: I want to learn how to make friends and get over my fear of misreading social cues, any help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!",6.302084993359895,6.6063554900398485,6.873051792828687,75.59010889774238,65.81274900398407,9.721221779548474,33.067994687915004,9.558583805096642,3.0178332536520576,1032,41,191,19,15,339,145,251,0.117,0.675,0.208,0.9848,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,7,9,22,0,3,8,1,21,0,0,10,3,54,47,21,0,9,10,0,3,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,1,8,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,8,5,26,16,35,29,6,29,0,1,0,0,18,15,0,4,12,127,31,7,0.10514203778426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889544196499372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150019116740743,0.0,0.08043337111855256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778920976401193,0.0,0.0,0.08946813007741174,0.0,0.110340081906349,0.09298958814311427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719931487054912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792573578399634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783268103714524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944532433833428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831402373379712,0.15948892040544854,0.1502269856029078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943376362746384,0.0,0.0,0.3249299103040969,0.0,0.16479712549411515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591946784115645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047449162775858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778331426439697,0.0,0.2372095965709335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027341774638501,0.10537994366425196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989758767591872,0.21054937998690867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109202134025352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993051523322846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385858090357776,0.0,0.14578450076486552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069700825364547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347133634406982,0.0,0.10381507788201452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361316853843864,0.0,0.10640935550317718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636811149642264,0.0,0.321537200016073,0.17817301483160347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442007550680378,0.0,0.0839665671920238,0.0,0.0,0.21983457335200768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909512630676694,0.0,0.07905372732571825,0.08450918726138948,0.0,0.09680066211347464,0.0,0.0,0.06985169796752991,0.0,0.0,0.08347103352112109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860464940642813,0.08345685563413184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013531724216668,0.0,0.0765446557425737,0.0,0.0,0.1493797739390147,0.0,0.0,0.06770802511595099 socialanxiety,asthmetic,2019/04/06,"Conflicted :| I find myself in a ""less then stellar"" mood at times and I find I'm afraid to tell people. Whenever they ask I always respond saying I'm okay or I'm just tired. I feel as if my insignificant problems do not warrant the response my mind gives it yet I want to be better at expressing it. Then again there's comfort in familiarity and nothing's more familiar to me than keeping it in. There are people in my life that are open about things like this and I envy them so. How are they so comfortable being so vulnerable? That terrifies me. 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This was my own bizarre self-fulfilling prophecy. We all have work to do to be better, but I promise you, if you can calm down and get to the heart of your self-hate, you will find that people are amazing and there are probably already some out there trying to love you. Humans are silly and self absorbed, we are hilarious and have an amazing potential for kindness. I am anxious, always, but letting your guard down, allowing self love, and having a little faith in people has really helped me so much. We are not all the same, but for me, this is truth. We are all wonderful, we simply have to be willing to grasp that and share it. It's harder for some, because the wiring is all trashed for whatever reason, but the fact remains - we're all amazing and it's worth the struggle to accept yourself, to accept love, to try to laugh your way through this absurd world. In case anyone wondered if they matter today - you matter to ME, you matter A LOT to people, you are amazing, just let your beautiful individual light shine so that we can see your awesome. See past the ""corniness"" and let love in - you deserve it. Please, don't think I'm trying to diminish the actual difficulty in conquering anxiety; it's not fixable by any of these ""just do it statements"". Just wanting to drop a reminder that you're fine, you're enough, you're beautiful and I don't need to see you to know that. It clicked for me after decades of struggling, I've always been fine, just driving myself wild. I know you are valuable and worth love, and you have mine.",7.307483455882355,6.753135384375002,7.164926470588237,77.22036764705884,63.90625,9.904411764705884,34.44852941176471,9.168548406835145,2.9441691176470592,1313,50,245,19,17,418,157,320,0.05,0.628,0.32299999999999995,0.9989,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,6,18,1,3,10,27,0,2,11,0,35,7,1,2,7,62,54,21,0,4,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,18,19,0,1,12,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,5,6,39,25,35,42,12,17,1,0,5,6,36,10,0,7,5,180,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.09105378761154244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296615970522813,0.0,0.2329157119613948,0.0,0.0,0.06345169155718902,0.0,0.07137929803809738,0.10540990587350876,0.0,0.06524214825515713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687884084910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252211034054599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964106662092092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915846039928903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852805473005595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874885043724898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056877711518616,0.06254145104233824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716447152315376,0.10255774072749467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862369784093232,0.0,0.0455848944903884,0.09351773152665437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932593956703506,0.5052771279526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859109125146381,0.06918566590972937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907171308926591,0.2587482082304605,0.0,0.0,0.1024226337098018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060030239642223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954920184279315,0.09593473094558236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230598531034576,0.0,0.3893565570150933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508864681604204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059787105434751374,0.0,0.07407502254841881,0.0,0.0,0.0884437522340662,0.0,0.0,0.1900471815752643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055034653585860335,0.07406244061125912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023740675723107,0.06792832029158212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mr_Skeletals,2019/04/07,"Let's call social anxiety for it is: a happiness inhibitor and a life roadblock As per usual, I have turned a potential relationship into a shambled mess because of the reoccurring theme: fear. I don't even want to think about all I've missed out on. All the night outs I've cancelled because in the back of my head, something was telling me ""you know they only invited you because they felt like they had to"" The feelings I've avoided confessing because I couldn't handle the chance of ""I'm sorry I don't feel that way"", and instead you just end up confusing the hell out of people until they finally just give up on you. Once every few years, I'll get somebody in my life that's just very proactive about ""hanging out"". I don't even like these people, because then I'm just convinced I'm just this person they feel bad for. Look at this poor little young girl, stuck alone not living her life. Let me help her. Let me force her to live life. So you get angry and pull away from these people too. They only feel bad for you. Being alone is just the most freeing case because there's no one to give you stress, no one to make you not sleep, no one to make you feel like you can't breathe....but then you're just that, all alone.",5.24288798920378,5.421895259109316,5.3073036437246985,86.34076653171392,68.06882591093117,8.044156545209178,28.612415654520927,7.554174236665415,1.4843400269905531,967,30,202,9,15,303,133,247,0.213,0.7020000000000001,0.085,-0.9786,0,4,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,10,6,0,16,15,1,4,11,0,14,6,2,2,3,36,36,8,0,2,9,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,9,0,2,2,10,9,0,3,4,7,29,7,31,27,5,27,2,1,1,0,29,14,1,2,13,125,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30786142714059805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579849678265144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309207537967472,0.07618898536248553,0.1654609285004619,0.362401768042114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011751855212309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877584446654437,0.0,0.0,0.13088724543624825,0.0,0.08348200157128112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149632326252484,0.2504976117106639,0.07078516992720536,0.0951355609156105,0.10854097426647508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353392887258676,0.19009956891629934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547607580806276,0.0,0.0,0.1016881096711731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641348550506684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054453621667867366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395833642767034,0.2799420207278501,0.1452213697810404,0.09930755368959517,0.17498483876915175,0.0,0.08320506496793995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227782017660422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298301830750426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552054130800703,0.20142434068494727,0.15071471549397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607577163275112,0.0865157653730199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637844433939578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915491365941848,0.10100300444118966,0.0,0.07627920887341369,0.0,0.11091570591304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349965049718155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660322115746608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348861425509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777423974420017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912631917254448,0.08175414624495334,0.05844193102789672,0.07864775671219916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380643323213046 socialanxiety,agent_wolfe,2019/04/07,"Dating & Social Anxiety? Hey all. I've been feeling kindof lonely for a few weeks so I thought I'd try dating again. I went onto the major dating sites, had a few people texting me all day. It was kindof stressful trying to relax when every few minutes someone else would text me, & they all seemed to respond within 30 seconds of my text. One of the guys wanted to meet up with me this week, & ... I'm kindof ghosting. On 1 level it's just such a scary prospect, meeting someone new for coffee. Another level is like ""but you're lonely, isn't this what you want?"" And the rational side of me says he lives too far away so there's no real point meeting him anyways. .. I know my parents aren't going to be around forever, & then I'm going to have nobody. But I'm scared to build any new relationships.",2.730529100529097,4.580948543209878,4.2191534391534375,85.42333333333333,75.91358024691358,5.863139329805996,23.917107583774253,6.5431188927421005,0.8359774250440912,632,20,120,5,14,210,111,162,0.108,0.851,0.041,-0.8944,1,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,0,3,20,21,7,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,5,2,12,2,18,14,7,26,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,4,12,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952442581491754,0.0,0.09339793802994537,0.14401609267409354,0.10506700595640607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226437314029508,0.0,0.0,0.12903825344263442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857486183713048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147324387050125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571738660587826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944473882414423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561103644485146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599114605506218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548011154536742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709884395875522,0.0,0.12127637009713872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529341735074224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306715964387598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525031290093488,0.0,0.0,0.09521633121430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983351196901555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632638268946306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745496440502814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922065250645444,0.13750428551049246,0.0,0.0,0.1250318933454635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000387500647968,0.23274052734891496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573259228218199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903498702329192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864937398507253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201689943849332,0.0,0.22033651288341136,0.0,0.0,0.1273183210829374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756451445435503,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Watashiwagenki,2019/04/07,"I need some insight Hello r/socialanxiety! I’m not sure if this is the right place for this. I’m at a loss and need some insight from people who suffer from social anxiety. My best friend of 20+ years have completely cut contact with me. In late 2017, she had a breakdown (sorry, I’m not sure if this is the right word) triggered by a micro-managing boss at her company. As a result, she took months off work and basically went off the grid. During this time, I sent her supportive messages and emails telling her that I’m here for her any time she needs me but I did not hear from her. It wasn’t until around April last year that I heard from her again and went back to work. She briefly explained her situation and I offered my support in anyway I can. I knew she was seeking help, but I did not ask about too many specifics in order to provide her some privacy. She told me about other friends who have reached out and complained that some were being overbearing. I asked her if my approach was the right one (send supportive messages and wait for her to contact me first) and she confirms that she appreciated and preferred that. I promised her I will keep that in mind. In September, she has another breakdown and left her job. She messaged me to let me know and tell me not to worry and have not reached out ever since. I know that she has met up and communicated with some of our other friends. I continued to occasionally send her supportive or casual messages until around March. I saw through social media that she lost her grandma earlier this year and sent my condolences but did not attend her funeral as I didn’t know where and when it was nor did I want to impede since I had promised to let her approach me first. It’s been over half a year since I have talked to a person I used to see almost every day. I flip flop between sadness, frustration, and anger over this. I’ve resigned to the fact that the friend I had is no longer here, she is a different person now. I am trying my best to respect her wishes. What I lack the most is closure. I don’t know what she is feeling and why she might be ghosting me. I’m quite distressed by the fact that she has been responding and meeting with other friends but not me (I don’t intend to spy, I either see it on social media or a friend would mention her without knowing that she has cut contact with me). I would appreciate if this community could offer some insight on what she might be going through and what actions might be appropriate for me to take.",5.2585568181818205,5.948428791919191,5.556347853535353,82.77785511363638,68.15151515151516,8.450126262626263,30.82228535353536,8.472884824447931,2.18127398989899,1992,76,396,28,32,634,223,495,0.093,0.759,0.14800000000000002,0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,9,14,29,4,1,16,0,46,0,0,5,5,93,88,35,2,14,20,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,0,2,31,27,0,2,12,1,0,12,15,11,0,4,26,6,81,18,58,49,11,59,0,5,3,0,80,24,0,17,22,296,112,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749139959172356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262547254063915,0.08114649092146653,0.059200459383945275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377807807562113,0.14469185900371495,0.0,0.0,0.0595054404098441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624247111982929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113827112863665,0.0,0.0,0.06178682189650466,0.0,0.0,0.049907889378738815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085241984777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700005181737062,0.06520146247072059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039128938744987365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164983184348505,0.0,0.0,0.3587316997300963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398053035689315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722020786437486,0.0,0.05187053857364658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679415863095898,0.06878467538455915,0.0,0.0,0.21264797817172093,0.06308032475348486,0.08729534080190061,0.0,0.08408065683364836,0.15826587521646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447650444617208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845776298580655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462845362306593,0.07813830287292801,0.0,0.06176916463343251,0.0,0.0,0.17214332378783287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243909402693416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053650054052928206,0.13514181075972634,0.08085241984777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231006663525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826294014869947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333403976404085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920447332532688,0.08698566645726602,0.0,0.23665736851838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866278491218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35126912480097405,0.14587171763381518,0.0,0.05818501585365215,0.06220033598572045,0.13527842092575226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024937896985168,0.0,0.0,0.07394611545193466,0.0859792470307245,0.05254035256307673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683708781827565,0.0,0.0,0.04564456171284122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347611845396796,0.06982927801664286,0.0,0.08899065390576227,0.07459782281833151,0.0,0.11267658486344576,0.07858974545447378,0.0,0.10994629613155403,0.0,0.0,0.19933747075879796 socialanxiety,Sectrav55,2019/04/07,"[Serious] Tips for breaking the cycle on bad days I’ve been really putting in effort in trying to push my comfort zone and get out more often, even just going to the store or a park every day. A lot of days I feel normal and almost want to get out and do things. But then there are days that within 5 minutes of waking up I can tell that it’s a bad day. I feel fragile, emotionally weak, and the thought of interaction makes my insides feel like jello. I have a few tricks that are hit and miss that sometimes make me start to feel better, and with luck sometimes by the evening I feel like I’ve calmed down. Usually these are the things I try, depending on the day: A boiling hot shower. Guided meditation videos on YouTube. Focused deep breathing for 15mins. CBD products. My favorite emotional music. Sitting in the sun for a while. Yoga/stretching. Cleaning the house. What are the things you do that help calm you down on a bad day? 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I'm a pretty shy person. I'm not depressed and I can talk to people but most of the time I'm quiet. Last monday I started a course with other 30 people give or take. I didn't know anyone so I was pretty quiet. But out of nowhere I got a lot of confidence and I started participating and reading in the class. I talked to people on breaks, started one on one conversations, I acted like I was the most charismatic person ever. And I was so happy and so satisfied at the end. I know you might hate the phrase ""fake it till you make it"" but if you actually do it you will learn that it'a true. Here's what I tricked myself into thinking: Everyone here is new, they don't know each other and they don't know me. They don't know if I'm social or not, they don't know if I'm shy or I'm an extrovert. I started from zero, and those people now have the impression that I was actually pretty outgoing. Just something I'd like to share. Fake the smile, stand up like a confident person, sit like a confident person, ""open"" your body, dont close it. Gestures and how your body behaves plays a huge part in how other people perceive you. Fake the ego, even if you think bad of yourself, don't let the others know that. 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I was tired of my friends treating me poorly. Two guys who I once considered my greatest friends were really only interested in banging me and when I turned them down they no longer wanted to know and would only hang out with me when they had nothing else to do. Another one was an ex that I thought was then a good friend but was spreading weird false rumours about me. Even though I don’t have a lot of friendships I made the decision to end these as they were causing me a lot of pain. One of these friends even called me a “miscellaneous add on” which is kind of heartbreaking coming from someone you place so much importance on. I realised my friendships with these people were one sided which is sad. Due to my social anxiety it is not easy to form bonds with people for me, so when I do I love these people very deeply. It was hard to realise I was unimportant to them and took me a while to wonder if I was just overthinking everything, I guess I still don’t really know. Anyway this happened about a year ago and even now I’m still struggling with things. I’m proud of myself for cutting ties (I mean we still talk occasionally but I’ve mentally checked out of feelings) as it was hard to do and I they don’t cause me pain or bad feeling now. However I am kind of struggling with my lack of friends. I’ve also been a bit depressed in the last 6 months too and more of my friends have dropped off because I’m not as happy and fun as I used to be. I understand but I can’t help but be sad the friendships I made weren’t as deep as what I thought :-( Sorry for the ramblings I just have a lot of feelings and needed to put them down somewhere. I was just wondering if anyone else has been in similar situations of cutting off shitty friends but being lonely. How do you fill the gaps old friendships leave behind? Can you even do that? And how the hell do I make new, actually lasting and deep friendships? My SA is a lot worse than it was 5 years ago so I’m completely stumped. Thank you if you read my inane 3am babble :-) Tl;dr cut off friendships but now I’m lonely, anyone relate/have tips?",2.812897435897437,4.6970473222222235,3.594444444444445,89.84346153846155,75.77777777777777,6.6598290598290575,25.76068376068376,7.516190064127842,1.1991863247863246,1765,64,370,23,39,560,214,450,0.194,0.649,0.156,-0.9594,2,4,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,5,7,1,29,37,6,2,17,1,42,6,1,8,1,67,73,40,0,7,15,1,5,0,9,1,4,0,0,1,17,21,0,0,13,1,2,5,8,18,0,4,24,5,57,19,57,45,14,48,1,6,0,1,32,17,2,11,25,260,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.07013700593101402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274209308979328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747625958335145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536438270468664,0.05498211970278352,0.0,0.0,0.100509579209289,0.073641674101867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001037595133608,0.0438126925043726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846594672160312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338966334953563,0.0,0.0,0.14766531907333524,0.0,0.06191163024044459,0.07535674861471492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061903514472272325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008018352190702,0.0,0.06365753298988769,0.14852661586306465,0.0,0.1898839291438432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459419702406477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902239693615727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997553091900189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602830828754876,0.057482851210485075,0.0,0.07917545137822463,0.07116488571131932,0.06355644553408372,0.07650940944763042,0.12876694350351095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048174493755322366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968789974068902,0.07899828286510355,0.17575657364377506,0.0,0.07610239774549472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444130679168416,0.06486756500309768,0.13601463325234808,0.04797532439085212,0.0,0.0,0.07829001464867873,0.0,0.0,0.07243038297845128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573677913846958,0.0,0.05283441688820864,0.05329240647246528,0.0,0.06941472394859685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896341894374876,0.0,0.0754178981279524,0.07654166348358564,0.14610761005393416,0.10932425945097513,0.15295440841502445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948162859014236,0.0,0.07509126571972989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225152186375312,0.0,0.0,0.07189175872107684,0.0,0.09208648315068084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377589241060659,0.0,0.08078748670786197,0.0,0.07326476798676176,0.060897174226590675,0.0,0.0,0.08045516571280817,0.0,0.0,0.17219195655416716,0.0,0.0,0.15027308514814294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057768239542541275,0.0,0.06617036582722732,0.0,0.0,0.04774876852336167,0.0,0.07061417872944054,0.17117575552100986,0.0,0.0826066464132476,0.0,0.0,0.07985277988367273,0.0,0.0781764335971416,0.070208802490329,0.07482160843783245,0.0,0.0620745987658075,0.0,0.05930218204627642,0.04239215002708443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558849066022081,0.0,0.0,0.07324402314868222,0.051056026234335014,0.0,0.0,0.13885023181276118 socialanxiety,b1naryst0rm,2019/04/07,"So stressed out Why do people constantly feel the need to “fix you” because “people are important”? At my last job, my boss decided I needed to improve my people skills (despite being a programmer) and forced me to give training classes to 70-80 people. I literally threw up before. Now my friends are telling me that “people are important” and that in order to succeed in life, you have to be able to deal with people. They want to help me and I’m sitting here COMPLETELY PANICKED. Why do people feel the need to fix this? It’s a skill that I never learned. If I gave them 3 days and told them to program a web application that a scraped a database via REST API and sat them down in front of a computer, I guarantee you they would panic. I realize I should work on my flaws. I need a therapist, not to be exposed to to it repeatedly. I just wish people really understood that things that are not difficult for them might be a mountain to someone else. 😥",4.665136476426799,5.777120236559143,5.723333333333333,79.5126923076923,69.75268817204301,9.163937138130684,32.049627791563275,9.466822959209583,2.96885905707196,748,33,143,16,13,248,112,186,0.073,0.7929999999999999,0.134,0.7536,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,6,4,4,5,0,2,10,0,14,2,0,1,1,28,29,7,0,9,4,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,2,26,2,25,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,2,6,99,36,8,0.12290607590146965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492240309658309,0.0,0.10458401813191978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288646821967419,0.13281780486609834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926425119047753,0.12671076746673265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026722554524822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429000978032799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495692935977204,0.0,0.0,0.117902707327674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238135192786579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196531561358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018485591512856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681219617369527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038392384533895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645331917748271,0.0947927426544517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420379847696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816607816952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873677941242081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413791926602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407884946888494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074253276424665,0.0,0.0,0.14270342710657874,0.08165333555603102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174420225480254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249318795330968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218072333677494,0.0,0.14133592168688586,0.0,0.0,0.08947708706056902,0.0,0.0,0.08730894997281442,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hetalichin,2019/04/07,"Decided to lie to my friend because of anxiety I'm having a hard time right now to pass our thesis book as requirement to the chairperson of our college course in uni alone. My friend isn't here yet, so she insists that I should do it now while waiting for her. I can't and I really get anxious approaching someone especially with authority. Although, I'm certain I can pass our thesis book if someone is accompanying me. I have no choice but to lie to my friend later that I wasn't able to give our thesis 'cause he's not present at the office. And maybe tell her to come back again later. She might be mad at me or look at me like I'm being pathetic if I tell her the reason why I didn't do it. 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Yesterday I was talking to someone and they walked away to say hi to someone else while I was still talking. It upset me so much that I was upset for the rest of the event I was at. It always feels so painful to have stuff like that happen to me. It’s like they think I have no value and that they’re only talking to me until someone better comes along. If this is not a relevant topic, please delete. 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I’m friends with only one person here, and everyone else I hardly know, or have never met before. I feel so stiff and no one gives a shit that I’m here. Not only am I an introvert but I have really bad social anxiety, so this is my personal hell, and I chose to come here. I’m literally sitting in the bloody corner, while everyone else is sitting at a table laughing and playing a game. I’m also broken hearted because I found out today that the guy I like recently got a girlfriend lol. I thought tonight would make me better, but turns out he came here with his new gf, so my throat hurts and I’m trying to keep my emotions in because I’m already stick out like a sore thumb. I hate myself. So much. I want to go home, and I think I’m gonna sneak out and not even tell anyone I’m leaving. I’m gonna be alone forever if I can’t change this.",1.9809712722298232,3.1912891162790733,4.160957592339262,87.75637482900137,76.44186046511628,7.477428180574554,25.205198358413128,8.124751697461798,1.376751025991792,780,27,175,13,17,270,125,215,0.197,0.672,0.131,-0.9595,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,11,1,9,5,3,1,1,35,41,19,0,3,6,0,2,2,4,3,2,0,1,3,4,17,0,2,6,4,0,4,5,6,0,2,7,2,22,9,16,30,1,23,2,1,0,0,16,9,3,2,10,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.12676400283755487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345375862672733,0.1433482659362879,0.10388126262592892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937341187437916,0.0,0.0,0.0908293447585976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846136595651393,0.15837209482275116,0.0,0.11053562987816194,0.0,0.0,0.11488630296192005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485713940693985,0.0,0.0,0.1374173456819835,0.11189764899854343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703014724747685,0.14612040916634272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579795577698181,0.0,0.0,0.2482507015581807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568151981549457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424290284677865,0.20072137570463155,0.0,0.13573514243072762,0.12461225196345208,0.07382536221998348,0.1089542501457958,0.10389317618040103,0.0,0.0,0.12862176898621888,0.0,0.0,0.11636519819307273,0.12824970185596685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393253969588488,0.0,0.0,0.1303006420539782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390610108863242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154613992655768,0.0,0.0,0.07138983494051444,0.0,0.0,0.13754571407344288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692549856754598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670949203614896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549170346571433,0.0,0.10018715769718907,0.12545856708287348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604767744322686,0.19759013877621096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684794952313625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321749022830426,0.0,0.1282609239134652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333408421237702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241704765814474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135386311209612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323489886344146,0.0,0.20625273511037054,0.07574593846994848,0.0,0.1231303425508676,0.0,0.0,0.08819381048066065,0.1412942785166122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661859178318775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204189254748415,0.11721486078738495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227748131720036,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jitterysnail,2019/04/07,I don’t know how common it is but when I have a conversation(either in-person or online) with people I cannot relax until the person I’m talking to start acting mean in any way towards me or someone else. I absolutely hate myself for this. Until someone throws an insult and start being a jerk I can never feel like I deserve their attention and time.,6.444565217391304,6.514686753623196,7.5548913043478265,71.62190217391306,65.52173913043478,8.63913043478261,28.84420289855073,8.07648339933343,2.079489855072464,282,8,48,3,4,96,54,69,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,13,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741666317151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139507875570611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294991785306744,0.1829682386017148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286002948478753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407538224786348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512460007979284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789837556982549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753127908054974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755753544096595,0.4472585774070951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340099424781999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36255830009340057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058551208602513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934241528587985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203291756315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SmalllRaspberry,2019/04/07,"How to deal with not being comfortable showing interest in other people The title basically says it all! I feel like I never have the confidence to show people that I’m interested that I’m .... interested. The idea of flirting feels so out of my comfort zone. I wish I knew how to do it and felt confident enough doing it. I avoid eye contact, I am definitely not comfortable with light touching (brushing their arm or whatever). Have other people gone through the same thing? How do I get over this. Is this a social anxiety thing or a shyness/confidence thing?",3.4506381118881118,6.2287499903846175,5.003041958041958,76.03286713286715,77.94230769230771,8.397202797202798,28.685314685314694,9.095868883498916,3.0745500000000003,445,20,75,12,11,149,69,104,0.104,0.684,0.212,0.909,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,6,0,8,2,2,3,2,21,17,7,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,8,9,8,11,13,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,2,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623018758569609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749834669391465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380307772464016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296103735736884,0.1645742897821148,0.22118852560234087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035729256623025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600563957879082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125457202286805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776732957199136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791225872967297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831971502778986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483022981880186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459136960125166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649107759362981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tsarcastic26,2019/04/07,"I have to go get coffee with someone. I'm nervous about it. I had to make a video project for a class of mine. My teacher was so impressed with it that he decided to connect me with someone in the video production field to try and establish a potential job opportunity for me in the future. I'm meeting up with this guy to get coffee and I'm pretty nervous about it. I'm not good with social situations as it is and now I have to make a good impression or else I could ruin it. I'm thankful for the opportunity but man am I anxious.",1.9416216216216209,3.781760144144144,4.472333333333335,82.7685,78.18918918918921,7.322882882882882,28.21711711711712,8.238735603445708,2.032631711711712,420,19,87,8,10,148,64,111,0.105,0.7829999999999999,0.112,0.1998,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,2,7,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,7,21,15,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,59,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654980149120751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763891188498275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632336701112696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455693876791132,0.0,0.13356341379906336,0.3942358333177398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327000103769723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332143315086265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137462632589938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390929066504777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641646762633503,0.0,0.23956635495691095,0.3982518325664077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636857364045065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955853177725576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,n867cbd,2019/04/07,"It’s just not on the radar It’s sucks to know so many like me suffer from this, and it’s such an overlooked problem as we’re not the most vocal crowd...",3.555,3.0382462647058834,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,71.64705882352942,6.8000000000000025,22.882352941176467,3.1291,-0.15495294117647074,119,2,30,0,2,38,28,34,0.261,0.665,0.07400000000000001,-0.7203,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486859953870639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099681057177214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432490780715636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070984052184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oodlesofnuudles,2019/04/07,"a bit of a rant yesterday my older sister said she was gonna take me and her kids + a friend of hers somewhere, and wouldn’t mention where. she knows i have social anxiety and would like to be prepared for the type of day we’d be having (because i’d also not wanna bog down everyone with all my crap) but she evades all my questions with vague answers. my default is a hoodie and jeans so that’s what i did, but since the weather said it was gonna be hot, a light hoodie and jeans. when we get to said place it’s a outdoor exploration nature type thing which i Hate and she knows this yet she still forced me to go. the only really good thing about this is there’s a big empty theatre that plays the same bird documentary on repeat which i am currently in, hiding from the outside world :) also, my phone screen cracked while walking on the nature trail so not really a good day overall. 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Anyone? Please give examples of things that happened to you while reading.",4.5113333333333285,7.984388799999998,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,86.0,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.5121666666666669,96,4,14,1,3,27,18,20,0.16699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.094,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032133918587786,0.29542765406412463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408623062289072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765919368618378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549688316267193,0.0,0.0,0.28466569602400765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164992159648422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768150679500468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155331327469136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway77774444,2019/04/07,"Overheard a comment about me at a party, would it be weird to follow up? So last night I was at a get together with my sister and her friends. We were playing a game and during my turn (me being the center of attention) I overheard her say “I wish she would quit doing that”...we had all been drinking so my guard was down and now I’m racking my brain trying to figure out what she would have been talking about. I have a slightly awkward personality and I want to know what annoying behavior I was displaying so that I can improve in the future. Would it be strange of me to ask her what she was referring to?",3.668943089430893,4.83662207317073,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357723,72.17073170731706,7.743089430894308,29.113821138211375,8.167268648758528,1.962586991869919,477,19,96,7,9,159,75,123,0.062,0.8140000000000001,0.124,0.8233,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,7,0,19,2,1,0,1,19,27,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,1,21,2,16,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,4,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719926998719573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474185125803339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171184083767267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123503427015768,0.0,0.11579539889160925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218050722267725,0.18066251037857936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079898988149787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935235660594016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235736631443572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762534420634466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814221612659886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504759531171672,0.2410757752036573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307263578048767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548698821332265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297739887541051,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bmars7,2019/04/07,"might sound stupid but how exactly would one get diagnosed with anxiety or social anxiety disorder? i’m pretty sure i have it and whenever i’ve went to the doctors about it, they’ve never questioned it and never said about getting a proper diagnosis, all i’ve been given is advice and a referral to counseling. i just want a proper diagnosis because i feel like one of those people who pretend to have a disorder.",8.548846153846151,7.935105807692309,9.563717948717953,61.22711538461542,61.43589743589744,13.441025641025641,40.01282051282049,12.602617957971056,5.552835897435899,335,16,53,11,4,116,54,78,0.17800000000000002,0.664,0.159,-0.1546,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,5,18,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,3,3,2,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925631069959805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014981467206988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012492119545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000100440120968,0.0,0.0,0.451691807910093,0.20169753782998268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963860616562024,0.1407785012515365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590967501180074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627274003153699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090477337851194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039670451196895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26706363142041345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661542525808354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004791524355543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207504142878775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874475856506409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008761383458664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857251319636188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162301011470891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267503437769766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998457472890125,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aesopbeard,2019/04/07,What do you do when ppl make you feel creepy and treat you with hostility even though you don’t know them and are minding your own business? It feels terrible.,5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,67.06451612903226,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,1.790470967741935,128,4,27,2,2,38,25,31,0.182,0.7440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32262020075279685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939554775338516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684423267622521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260477883714387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932007351493318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799049739576058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lapis3001,2019/04/07,"I think all my friends hate me Anyone know how to overcome this? &#x200B; I've considered asking directly if I'm being avoided or disliked in the past with an old friend, and he told me I wasn't and that it was selfish of me to accuse him and others of that. I later found out this was a lie. &#x200B; Since then I've never been able to bring myself to ask. They're different people now, of course, but the repercussions of him lying to me and calling me selfish still remain. &#x200B; I'm scared that asking my current friends whether they hate me will also make them think I'm selfish. I've tried really hard to adapt back into a friend group and be part of it, but I can't help but always feel like an outlier. &#x200B; Tips?",5.5446258503401324,5.8671348911564625,5.710612244897963,83.211768707483,67.43537414965986,8.165986394557821,29.938775510204078,7.793537801064563,1.874436734693877,587,20,114,6,9,186,91,147,0.218,0.687,0.095,-0.9617,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,5,12,2,2,6,0,8,0,0,2,2,24,24,14,0,1,6,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,2,17,5,15,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,10,74,25,0,0.09662368375831444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726992499234861,0.0803986452488395,0.41876688393274,0.469633407022266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756152629636225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709903032264711,0.0,0.0,0.0742976485860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866358429272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095118422467317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885583772506001,0.06902797898326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059428819812204,0.2986048735450517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655584182179753,0.1907917672966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476481848335806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310184966593606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720545123352572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449705920387552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452214157556959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139030225125284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463403360100948,0.09223823934502016,0.0669866962616342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061899606006402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673716357999028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079928109686475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716379866329044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382511011795345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923280705480692,0.0,0.06560113872671673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469633407022266,0.0 socialanxiety,ToastyNuts1747,2019/04/07,"Advice regarding female friend Basically, I've concluded that my friend thinks I fancy her (I don't, even if I did I wouldn't want to). My mum even thinks I do, despite saying I categorically don't. Mutual friends have given hints that they think I do, which I've always assumed as a joke till now. There's probably lots of reasons why, such as speaking on message near daily. How do I show that I don't? Change what I do? Speak to her to say I don't (which could be awkward if she tells her friends because we share the same mates) ",2.199444444444445,4.216834129629632,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,78.07407407407408,6.542222222222222,23.76296296296297,7.554174236665415,1.0226118518518517,418,14,88,6,10,138,70,108,0.079,0.809,0.111,0.6405,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,13,0,0,3,0,16,18,6,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,19,6,9,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,4,2,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104039771571035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626717125647778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917502308075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068131429552119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560908913277117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825189397027165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604171451016628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620716135696093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107821323544668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100662397493005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109389918132716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087567098916098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758056368810598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531100165589163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640839764579275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kikiban,2019/04/07,"I’m being ignored in group chat In a group chat of three, I send memes, make observations, and make brief rants. In short, I’m talking. Then I realized I, too often, was talking to myself. No replies or they don’t get [marked as] seen. I tried to tell myself that they’re busy. They have actual lives and nothing I say is important. Regardless, my anxieties over being ignored grew too much. I announced that I was taking a break from messenger but just turning off notifications. Hours later, the group chat is alive. I want to say it’s bad timing (it’s the weekend) but can’t help but feel I’ve just confirmed my fear. 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I feel like that is what will eventually break me out of this suffocating shell. 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And then you regret it and think: ‘Who couldn’t I just be confident?’ Just because of this I’ve lost many possible friends.😭 But it is better to forget the past and try to better your life for the future. To become who you want to become. 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I keep on remembering potentially embarrassing things from previous interactions with people that the other person probably hasn't really registered, and I end up avoiding talking to people. And there's this one person who I did really embarrassing things in front of back like 5 years ago and I kind of want to reconnect with, but just can't.",9.55,9.994762888888893,9.785555555555558,56.965,59.0,14.422222222222226,37.444444444444436,13.427899808715575,5.834044444444442,336,14,51,13,4,112,55,72,0.105,0.855,0.041,-0.5182,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,12,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367684330034214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667860175245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368823177480705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350762281046966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042297340417668,0.0,0.23926962928769704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225379642223356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569779411819498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934103522407566,0.31858655170786965,0.40125181830221096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773043771340095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943925156815049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602841101817694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468006143304186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052973597283559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355240341972913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796405743729996 socialanxiety,sociopathalterego,2019/04/07,"Using phone as a crutch I feel that I've been using my phone as a crutch *a lot* to avoid social interaction. It's kinda like a defense I use to hide the fact that my social skills are seriously lacking. Even at a hostel, I used to sit away from anyone pretending to be engrossed in my phone just so I don't have to say ""Hi"" to others. To the point of being rude which exacerbated the situation. This creates a sort of feed-back loop where I avoid practicing my social skills because they're bad which results in them not being improved at all. &#x200B; Do you feel the same way about the use of phones in social situations.",7.743333333333332,6.2869574193548425,8.076451612903227,73.96801075268819,63.516129032258064,10.5247311827957,32.763440860215056,9.2995712137729,2.6837731182795705,496,15,97,7,6,164,80,124,0.138,0.7929999999999999,0.07,-0.8528,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,5,7,2,2,11,0,8,0,0,6,2,20,15,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,11,1,20,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,1,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016278407248887,0.16840266648983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690572272164567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021036741485953,0.10656756481745182,0.11571730571576085,0.08448350226751465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153773964466712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015107483364536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770833370637626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178247146959862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310128496412322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021275406892073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31156313051471546,0.0,0.5651023791081345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984886120686111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000671384844704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840266648983293,0.0 socialanxiety,Fright_In_The_Night,2019/04/07,"I hate the sound of laughter I always assume it's about me, and I know I shouldn't, but I fucking hate it. In History two students who sat behind me would laugh their asses off Every day and I couldn't help but wonder what I did that was so stupid. And my dad has such a loud, obnoxious laugh, that sometimes I feel like he's spying on me",3.1054166666666667,3.7856420416666654,4.284333333333337,89.994,73.02777777777777,6.871111111111111,22.73333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.4714299999999998,265,6,59,2,5,87,54,72,0.238,0.585,0.177,-0.7340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,13,3,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,2,2,41,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407943074840391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663155909697893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382218418352294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632345576405378,0.2067391104023355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675348862840403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714222091385796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397092535281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904028080143795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413805407300999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862124990275942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28269038915343475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138293443802515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557319613591524,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WilliChangeMyLife,2019/04/07,"People don’t look me in the eyes? Hello everyone, A year or two I started being aware of my eye contact with people because I used to be afraid of it and it’s been going great I no longer fear it at all no matter the person, but the problem is that not a lot of people make eye contact with me. Of course family, close friends and some people I get along with make eye contact but with new people or ones I don’t know too well it seems they would rather do anything than look at me while we’re talking. I don’t think I look that strange but I feel like I make these people uncomfortable and I’m not sure why and the only thing I can think of is my looks. Is it that simple or am I making a big deal of this? 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A year ago I successfully got myself exercising, out of an unhealthy relationship. into a new job where I’m much happier, moved out on my own, and am now taking steps to go back to college to study exercise science, which I’m extremely passionate about. This all came on the heels of me self-titrating off of anti-anxiety and depression meds. (Best decision I ever made). In spite of this, I find it extremely difficult to go out and socialize, which has really limited my interactions to others with similar issues who only interact on the internet. I have several, good, longtime friends, but all of them has spouses/children/other obligations which effectively stops “normal” hangouts from being common. Going out for drinks or to local festivals seems so scary solo and if I’m honest, I’d much rather be with people who’s company I enjoy, instead of being alone. Being a “lone wolf” goes against every fiber of my being but I can’t shake this learned behavior lately. I don’t want to miss out on anything else, (mid 20’s and I feel like I never really got to enjoy the college years). 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Does anyone else with SA have a hard time connecting with people at work or school? 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So I'm a teacher and my spring break is coming up and I was planning on visiting some friends in Philadelphia for my spring break but recently I read about this big conference for socialists in New York that I might be interested in going to cause I've been reading a lot of left leaning literature lately. At first, I kind of thought this would be a good way to do something different and to push myself out of my comfort zone since I would need to go to NYC by myself, stay in a hostel there and go to this big conference. But I also feel like if I'm being honest with myself, I'm just going to wind up not talking to anyone in the hostel or not getting to know anyone because I'm extremely awkward. I'm just not sure if it's even worth doing and maybe I should just go visit my friends in Philly even though that's the same thing I do every time I have time off. Just looking for thoughts or guidance from anyone.",7.663641025641028,5.629359261538461,7.927692307692308,76.81564102564106,64.07692307692308,10.71794871794872,35.0,9.150863307647796,2.8868461538461543,756,26,154,10,9,249,110,195,0.025,0.8370000000000001,0.138,0.9723,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,36,34,14,0,7,13,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,2,1,10,3,1,0,1,4,2,18,9,33,22,3,38,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,7,10,107,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684641101590668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802658320777941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144630469989197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725240202543285,0.0,0.11509161416014428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395921080974262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649388187131707,0.0,0.11257065174375126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755630885645482,0.0954497084703213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364704725167325,0.0,0.0,0.2064506925126865,0.0,0.06980475810002444,0.0,0.4555956365427749,0.11206420001774124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913235634799548,0.07342756001993417,0.0,0.15071584341648325,0.0,0.1451656754333824,0.0,0.0,0.06527420655821868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219721874809893,0.0,0.0,0.11358889436094205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342273721323312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173716205799716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906877043253423,0.0,0.2580792201626079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672886668913839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192195635016704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052206482834333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285810229461342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240853973539738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592412580003856,0.0,0.0,0.1073891918258298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876333609969758,0.0,0.13126935570911685,0.21213993699819564,0.15581600511901406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605195209313163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898228313191351,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eviemaymay,2019/04/07,"Don’t know any different Hi, so I’ve been diagnosed with a panic disorder and social anxiety for about four years now. I get a lot of counselling, outreach support and have been on various cocktails of medication for it but my anxiety seems pretty adamant on staying. I guess I’m making this post because I need to vent and have people who understand.. Maybe even get some advice. I’ve never had many friends. Two or three at the most, but this was me at about age 10 so it was a while ago. (I’m 15 now) I have now have no friends. None at all. People at school avoid me because they know about my mental health (I was out for a few years because of it), my old friends have all left and nobody sticks long enough for me to trust and stop being anxious. The only people I have are my parents, an emotionally unavailable mother and a stepdad who’s always busy with work. Of course, I should talk more with my MH team but I’d just like people who are talking to me because they want to, not because it’s their job. I don’t know how to behave around people, I feel totally shocked and just completely unable to function. It sucks so much because I’ve tried so hard to fight this and talk to people and learn how to cope with my anxiety but it seems like I just can’t... And it’s got to the point where when people actually care or talk to me I push them away. I don’t know how else to be other than alone. Alone with my mental illness. This goes for all of my struggles really. They feel very much a part of the person who I am. I don’t know, I’m just really at a point where there’s nothing else to try. CBT, DBT, mindfulness, breathing exercises, medication, therapy.. What do I do? It’s absolutely crippling. I have nothing to hold on for.",2.682991452991452,4.469449022792028,3.93311396011396,87.70308974358976,75.86609686609688,7.073162393162392,24.805413105413102,7.908726449838941,1.2928924216524211,1361,46,284,21,30,445,172,351,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.9787,3,3,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,5,2,24,14,2,3,12,0,26,7,1,4,5,59,49,25,0,3,11,2,3,2,3,1,6,0,0,1,18,17,1,3,11,3,0,1,9,6,0,3,7,3,34,8,46,39,15,32,0,0,0,0,23,16,1,8,15,193,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.08015740210576598,0.0,0.0,0.08026686912491493,0.07281270891947349,0.0,0.0,0.17014583256075758,0.0,0.0,0.0683475810293973,0.0,0.0,0.05585844244216693,0.0,0.188512062318925,0.0927955270469462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312257201647332,0.0,0.0,0.07717382208643778,0.0,0.0,0.3004329794628145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837478426528439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612288363198876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337100640322842,0.0,0.08581947149052313,0.09414027379365156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723590603464064,0.09239714849029383,0.0,0.08487322429228326,0.0,0.054253108825234965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306553717012598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038493180351146,0.0,0.08583017377295937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569536234832757,0.0,0.0904871602199874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358186688560395,0.0,0.0,0.08731164443181191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151189685697331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571169959520104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892460305532659,0.0,0.0,0.08025952161822608,0.0,0.0,0.07269186924740081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983302289872538,0.0,0.0,0.0548295057267566,0.08327770234271084,0.08252129932674059,0.0,0.0,0.1654960782444731,0.16555686277195514,0.0,0.08293861665917586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076562274977574,0.06090623342261003,0.06335191462562588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576322920969759,0.0,0.08619276950829734,0.0,0.0,0.06247164751619304,0.0,0.09637432649359627,0.09120744455073332,0.08895029347625609,0.0,0.39862177347942657,0.07172202636302169,0.0,0.0,0.1552988836447418,0.0,0.0786680139982431,0.08356654679005779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052427767685898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313069885037935,0.0,0.14955548195578966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373202405413267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875509782207688,0.0,0.06867324139903612,0.0,0.08587121699878036,0.0,0.0,0.09321220904122668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640860951782429,0.0,0.0,0.0939349645249417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153618648343393,0.0,0.08023945615980531,0.08551128857212108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777461896089795,0.04844866943979962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979935406104271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579174019149068 socialanxiety,OmittedAddition,2019/04/07,"Looking for people who can understand Social Anxiety. Hey &#x200B; I realize it hard for to make make friends in real life. I have anxiety and difficulty with dealing with people in my everyday situation. But I want to try to get out more. &#x200B; My main hobby is video games. I like games like the Halo series, F.E.A.R., Resident Evil series, AntiChamber, Penumbra, Emily Is Away, and more. &#x200B; Favorite Show: I currently on about anything on Toonami, The Walking Dead, Bojack Horseman, Fresh Prince of Bel-air, The Middle. &#x200B; I don't read a lot books now, but I liked the Tom Clancy franchise, history books about wars and scary stories. &#x200B; So if there's something you want to talk about, any questions you want to ask, let me know. I work better work questions than anything.",5.505417348608837,8.326780425531918,5.210212765957447,77.02615384615386,70.98581560283688,7.742716857610475,33.54118930714675,8.617729084823388,3.2560655755591927,644,32,98,12,13,198,98,141,0.132,0.73,0.138,-0.2984,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,3,6,7,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,21,16,7,2,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,7,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,5,20,15,4,11,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,4,6,59,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566564514820373,0.5121253216924689,0.05732204267083282,0.0,0.12896763088707086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138731700903412,0.0,0.07880245549841046,0.0,0.0791959268697868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455019423657917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690224850897355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512446288385458,0.0,0.04403954593392448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550985543113016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046325157343575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619517141142055,0.05953854748355871,0.12354371662897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078478177139826,0.0,0.0,0.07166278441398469,0.0,0.0,0.11253229160995168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168761263032675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885461325518935,0.0,0.08431568164961824,0.0959437410302278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947487185139046,0.0,0.08592596653076312,0.0,0.06489277012018389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775141659317636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722932614496781,0.0,0.0,0.08775185125227906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915435745538125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273242773370655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121253216924689,0.0 socialanxiety,Thewildhatter,2019/04/07,"How do you explain to someone you really like that you actually hate FaceTime? I really don’t like face timing people or even calling unless it’s something I need an answer to right away so I usually just text so here’s the scenario. I met this girl a few months back and we started talking (only text really) and over time we grew feelings for each other. She lives relatively far away from me (it’s really about 2 bus rides away or a 15 minute car ride) and we rarely get to see each other (her mom rarely lets her out of the house). One night she decided to face time me and I answered because I really liked her and I wanted to make a good impression on her. We hung up after about an hour (I REALLY NEED TO APPLAUD MYSELF FOR THAT). She called me back the next night and I thought “ok one last time u can do this” after about 15 minutes into the call my sister comes into my room and tells me to hang up because she can hear me (we were face timing at around 9 PM so I can understand why). After that she starts calling me a few times but I really couldn’t handle any more of that so I told her my sister doesn’t want me face timing at night, she calls me rarely now and I never actually pick up, she once called me and I picked up and she was with a friend I didn’t know what to do so I literally stayed silent the entire time hoping by some miracle she would hang up or someone would come into my room. I know I should’ve told her I don’t like face timing from the start but I wanted to impress her and even tho that’s not impressing to the general public to me that was impressing. It’s not that there’s anything wrong with her I just really really don’t want to face time I don’t even pick up my sisters face times. I just want to figure out what to say to her because at this point I’m worried she might get the wrong idea ",1.8795588235294112,3.628930166666666,3.5032475490196084,90.06209558823532,78.0625,6.70514705882353,20.148284313725487,7.618777277803332,0.5375431372549021,1440,34,315,21,34,478,171,384,0.056,0.8420000000000001,0.103,0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,3,0,0,22,15,1,0,15,1,20,7,7,5,1,70,49,24,0,11,11,4,1,4,1,3,0,2,2,1,17,28,0,0,11,0,0,8,10,3,0,2,8,4,66,12,51,36,6,63,0,0,1,0,48,25,0,6,33,214,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.13405216398171155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670775804423012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565214219255153,0.061143692018504725,0.0,0.0,0.19359380883707086,0.10562815225391213,0.0,0.12560814712820634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208068075605257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833108498429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609622660603082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034728904372630924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530654092808052,0.0,0.07176954483885342,0.0,0.0,0.057609229276884374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781164084031421,0.0,0.0,0.07741232845654178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821912260953572,0.06764031415733048,0.07925259410610658,0.0,0.07753634516105612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549431736024342,0.05598696607734911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023446868396603,0.0,0.1342229447364567,0.0,0.06064959752284345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045847380900775586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286331107312942,0.0,0.08044235768174716,0.05482324541721905,0.0,0.0,0.10185724806179584,0.052973655737645835,0.0,0.07304665542860778,0.19336701430170375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314666122778889,0.093084675447892,0.0522375932667982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476171257527221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492897371178699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960089598335718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058656115822060186,0.0,0.05462060424790937,0.0,0.0,0.05473258680449572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639216526401512,0.05287661891252973,0.0,0.0,0.14584554909510314,0.073208448508123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520593171391152,0.060033206811835826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054527754034643,0.4405547872887692,0.0,0.0,0.13126180543737584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150289915104961,0.0,0.0,0.07564618036075194,0.0,0.20255924000225847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197700209695865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697523582825887,0.0,0.09758287668782857,0.1501912528703294,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sty13,2019/04/07,"I'm a mess. Why is it so hard for me to act normal? When I walk down the halls. I fear judgment, interactions, their faces. My self-esteem lowers as I cower in fear and in the moment I feel worthless and pathetic. Then I wonder if that's how everyone sees me. A coward. The only place I can put my eyes is the ground. I can't stay still. I have to fidget with something. How do others perceive me? I can't see myself from their point of view and I can't read thoughts. I just keep assuming the worst. I never feel like I'm good enough. My voice is so soft. I look like a child. I have zero social skills. I always mess up. I tried many ways to cure my social anxiety but it always comes back. ""Why do I care about what they think of me? It's not a big deal. I shouldn't be embarrassed. I'm only human!"" No matter what I tell myself, I can't stop being afraid. I overanalyze people. I always think everyone's out to get me. My life is full of regrets. I think I've become depressed. 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Im 18 and have had pretty bad social anxiety my whole life. I went to therapy and group DBT these past couple years, and they have seemed to help, but for the most part I’m still a very socially anxious person. I leave to start my job as a camp counselor next month, but right now, I’m even too anxious to go get my hair cut or go to a restaurant. Is it a bad idea to make such a drastic change in my life? Or do i need to just jump into the deep-end? 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For instance whenever I'm at work I become extremely sarcastic & kinda mean, but when I'm with close family I'm polite, quiet, & caring. Or when I'm with one group of friends I'm very loud & do dumb things for the attention, but when I'm with another group I blend in with the background. When I'm alone it's worse, especially in an environment I'm not familiar with. I won't talk & will become paranoid to the point I'm worried if people notice I'm paranoid. Do y'all have this sort of feeling too?",4.390666666666668,5.891544066666674,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,70.83333333333334,9.0,30.0,9.444778638647367,2.8100000000000014,488,20,91,11,9,162,73,120,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.092,-0.8554,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,20,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,5,3,15,18,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,4,5,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256004666570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384049422300877,0.0,0.0,0.15445858412760405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253661161223837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018381103994832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077976669395025,0.0,0.0,0.1289046337110488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230515958795428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886285071869306,0.0,0.14896024235516678,0.10523230137306833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380486038848847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196412735569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045463891542364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677038620932524,0.0,0.0,0.09981538479801176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042407821529728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924763586268218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183954564087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786064604091174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153925695162188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072373282239961,0.14959193764268627,0.15011292742468632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,youarebae123,2019/04/07,"Going out only makes me feel worse So people say that exposure therapy and practicing being in social situations will make things better but to be honest for me it just makes things worse. It’s not like I’m new to going out or anything either, I’ve been going to social events and more recently bars but every single time I end up just kind of feeling like shit at the end of the night. All of my friends either meet new people or see a million other people they already know while we’re out and I just sort of quietly hang back and try to get a word or two in occasionally but it’s usually dismissed so I kind of just stop talking at some point during the night. It just reaffirms how shitty I am at socializing pretty much every time I try to make an attempt. I always come home after a night out with even less confidence than I had before. 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And now I realize why I don’t get invited to parties. (Rant) UUUUGGGGHHHH. Tonight I was with a few close friends, and one of my friends got asked to slide to a party. The guy asked my friend if he was with anyone and he said whoever my friend was with he could bring. We pull up and I freeze. I’m hiding behind my friends and walk in without saying a word. Rather than going unnoticed, people actually noticed bc I stuck out terribly by being so quiet. Someone literally called me out on it and people were staring and it was honestly the most embarrassing moment of my entire life. And to make matters worse, someone came up and HUGGED me, saying how awkward I am and how cute it was. Holy fuck. I just can’t even deal with people simply bc I have no idea how to. Someone tried to start a conversation with me, and I tried to act normal and not try and be funny, just like my therapist said, but everything just came out bland and before you know it that person was gone and didn’t want to deal with me anymore. I just got home after awkwardly standing in the corner for 45 minutes. I want to be more social and the night I had my chance I fucking blew it. I’m so fucking disappointed in myself. I can’t even rn. 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I’m curious to know if it’s just me or not. I am what I consider myself to be in limbo when it comes to social awkwardness. I can chat up a storm to someone in passing, however when it comes to someone I know - perhaps more specifically a mutual friend of a friend or someone I went to high school with - I find myself to be more socially awkward. Just for a little background information, I used to work in tourism which involves talking to travelers along their way. At work I had no social anxiety tendencies, I was totally fine and could go about my shift. However, once someone I knew was there, I wouldn’t be as efficient and capable as performing as well. I even had a college-mate drop by at said job. And after I was done helping a traveler he made the comment “I think that’s the most I heard you speak”. He said it jokingly, but I also didn’t really engage in too much conversation with him as I would others. 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I don't think he's fluent in memes so I don't know what to say at all. I don't know him so I don't want to be creepy and ask him about something my friend told me he does. What if he's having a conversation with somebody when I finally decide to go over to his table? Normally I start situational convos: \*Ball flies straight towards the girl next to me, who ducks just in time\* ""Oh god that was close!"" ""Yeah, it's definantly not the first time that's happened to me."" ""Oh, really? How long have you been playing?"" Ect., ect. Knowing studyhall there won't be anything exiting going on, so I have no clue what to say. I'm scared he's gonna start talking about video games and I won't know what to say (I only play minecraft lmao). Actually, come to think of it, do boys even talk? 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I'm a graduating student but I felt that I don't want to go to the ceremony because I don't have any friends in my class and I'm graduating with 2000 strangers with their parents. I recently got anxiety attacks because I hate being with my classmates and the fact that I'm with them with thousands of strangers in the ceremony I just need some encouragement words because my parents forced me to attend with them and only really cared about the graduation not the feelings of their child. I don't feel attending especially that I got phobia with too much people and I almost fainted during signing of clearance (because anxiety attacks) that I skip graduation practices. Thank you so much if you read this and I'm sorry for my English! p.s. 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Figure out what it takes to bring everyone down to that level below you. Go out and see how easy it is to talk to them then try talking to chads and stacys.",5.264166666666664,6.480573750000001,5.9232222222222255,78.24400000000001,68.44444444444444,8.537777777777778,26.9,8.841846274778883,2.136013333333333,298,9,52,5,5,97,56,72,0.14400000000000002,0.818,0.038,-0.7214,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,13,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,1,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441898079075744,0.2541424212016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026339725793035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713442023071182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936320509763725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263653159984715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496031903947502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314418962799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785078403730696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889693468437954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254650654302945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926516067864576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586397642737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914302387321334,0.3616310062032661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273406696727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amotheronion,2019/04/08,"Sitting in the lobby for an appointment that I’m 20 minutes late for Not only did I not want to go, I also feel like shit about the way I look. I was so nervous I was fighting back tears and vomit. They say forcing yourself to do things that make you anxious make it better, but I’m still at a 10 and it’s been 20minutes. I don’t like to inconvenience people and I know that that’s exactly what I just did. I just want to drive away and leave everything. My mind is rolling in the gutter and I can’t seem to pick my head up and place it on my shoulders.",1.6580672268907577,3.107621907563029,3.3299915966386564,92.38339075630256,77.82352941176471,6.104537815126051,23.664705882352944,6.742157984588678,0.5705623529411761,433,14,99,4,10,144,77,119,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.071,-0.6119,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,2,1,5,0,9,4,3,3,1,21,20,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,3,15,3,14,15,0,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,1,5,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032016506541595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060696979527646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001018806687045,0.16376860431024826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836365278588307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141284382732274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076891733305729,0.1521530760606522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104153878644935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857909928270755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704833156336975,0.0,0.2402509086135539,0.2255152482059063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810270611438225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788497024407482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843318346931423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215049257959175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198101659992106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476536332292049,0.0,0.22251894721520854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693703796457584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388914786512268,0.0,0.0,0.21862108397990826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008623894364522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149456132884775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124244487831315,0.1690537455986489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kaaeni_,2019/04/08,"I have problems hanging out whenever it’s not in school So I’m 15, male. I’m in school, 9th grade in a city where I lived for about almost 5 years. All these 5 years I’ve almost never been social outside of school. The most I did was maybe go to a birthday party or hanging out (playing fifa) with my best friend. Almost all my classmates have been the same those 5 years, and obviously(or at least I think) they know I stay home all days, they have friends outside our class and I don’t. They go out most days and again I don’t. So now we have spring break and I just saw the trailer for the movie “Us” and I wanted to ask them to all go hang out and watch it but there are a few problems. N1- I’m afraid they might find weird that ME out of everyone is asking about it. N2- In our city there’s no cinema and the closest one is about 20km away. N2- the anxiety of actually going there I really want to watch the movie but not with my mother like I always do. I don’t know what to do/ask, but I really don’t want to spend another school break in home. It’s just tedious and I’m afraid if I keep some more time I’ll get depressed.",-0.13031347962382256,2.0348892231405,1.6586976346537483,98.03359504132231,88.58677685950413,4.8255343402678825,16.60929039612425,6.311591054244273,-0.4987944143630667,880,20,208,9,29,287,125,242,0.073,0.838,0.08900000000000001,0.4269,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,5,1,13,11,0,2,10,0,17,0,0,0,5,48,36,15,0,6,9,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,16,0,1,4,2,1,7,8,6,0,1,5,3,27,5,28,30,12,34,0,1,3,0,16,14,0,9,11,130,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.11096152957086056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415830988430581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946132476135316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923159634588687,0.08698546537999903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189017996593943,0.0,0.10683137323040323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932837379828695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666308433817407,0.0,0.09793558422512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865181339072601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392604436710598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569933393705456,0.0,0.059407160879626685,0.0,0.25848900096819305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281145786300653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106791503987317,0.0,0.0,0.12498067437901908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555144657528327,0.0,0.1004052737247854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423386181338445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062504932594573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769776918202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705073652309233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176042889660708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456871003768138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603098032823666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159098625832625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211964235814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285878865310763,0.0,0.0,0.06630340635563897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677539736601385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012018226196904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967054194424449 socialanxiety,meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepm,2019/04/08,"living in a dorm is really taking a toll on me ok to start off, my roommate is fine. I mean she’s kinda annoying but that’s not the problem. I can’t handle not having my personal space. The only time I don’t feel any sort of social anxiety is when I’m completely alone, and I don’t get that anymore now that I’m sharing a room with someone :( it’s really exhausting to deal with on top of the stress of school work. I need time to relax but I can never feel fully comfortable with someone else in the room. A couple months ago I literally went home for a week and skipped all my classes just because I needed to have my own space again for a little while. The only thing keeping me sane is knowing that I’m getting my own room next year ://",3.339545454545455,4.268893084415588,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.70129870129871,7.937662337662338,26.33766233766233,8.296473431620573,1.6487870129870128,581,19,120,9,11,198,95,154,0.141,0.76,0.099,-0.8231,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,1,11,1,10,1,0,0,2,22,25,6,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,2,16,5,17,24,3,26,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,13,75,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516771880598253,0.0,0.0,0.16961106614304255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136575998501233,0.0,0.12527971403323093,0.0,0.16241079371958647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998295740077806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170440077535995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812027669193589,0.0,0.0,0.1688344395747199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680457514191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560892626198878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112082102482065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426956533911155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556178367060346,0.0,0.0,0.0900009161156024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413547043349444,0.14460742291506642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838800504352662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071559514699627,0.0,0.0,0.24285922329310095,0.12630560055613946,0.0,0.17416584817594655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910119935262384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299320969883353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567009096001355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982399983497152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573884001765485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693771050860104,0.2775149671849733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159136518607677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759216027636336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313083754788196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879813470965263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190985281308238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313623390799119,0.0,0.0,0.15181171968562174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922281074191918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545923795458848 socialanxiety,omegasteele,2019/04/08,"Any success stories? I (20m) recently joined this subreddit but I've been struggling with social anxiety (more like social phobia at this point) for more than a year now. I recently started seeing a psychiatrist for a few months now and I feel like I'm really turning a new leaf now, I even went out with a few friends for the first time in months (although the time we hung out felt like forever and I was super anxious the entire time.) I feel like that was a success in it's own right, but I still feel like I have a long way to go. There's things I want to do like go out and get a haircut without overthinking it, or get a job for the first time in over half a year, but at times I get really discouraged, although my family says I've been looking and doing better. I'd really like to hear any success stories of people with similar experiences overcoming their anxiety and maybe tips on the things that helped them on their journey? I want to have that hope of getting through this.",4.900400313971744,5.696179887755103,5.642040816326531,81.46559654631082,69.0,9.296075353218214,30.383045525902663,9.466822959209583,2.6246880690737835,782,30,155,16,13,255,104,196,0.081,0.6659999999999999,0.254,0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,7,6,16,0,1,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,25,28,11,0,3,5,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,6,8,16,14,27,22,5,38,0,1,2,0,10,13,0,2,27,101,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099498546189005,0.0,0.1698601850484678,0.1254211417718015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818827950334977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332774617561373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859898633233513,0.10465989426654516,0.0,0.1684053344806354,0.23793840061893415,0.10659673125281544,0.0,0.0,0.1888673249434148,0.0,0.0,0.085773873960048,0.0,0.2320137346195709,0.0,0.12619059214560052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512775071325144,0.0,0.07441445026246456,0.0,0.0,0.1102680353111297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017034438109104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796717800862708,0.0,0.0,0.09824931792157483,0.09322894471740263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153463869887037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772304107790337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722392951321638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696737663966563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494990395795516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336700666951613,0.0,0.2192379617393987,0.0,0.0,0.0948105810111454,0.0,0.0882876602268383,0.0,0.0,0.08846866660791668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634207475151935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858061660921044,0.0,0.08866081604425008,0.0,0.0,0.11606234076209812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751367719284314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236836413909152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075801687005044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096509350908905,0.08812260846733988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291676907677888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701943971376462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429866424286794 socialanxiety,Dyster_Nostalgi,2019/04/08,"I went to the gym for the first time Today i went to the gym. Leading up to the date, I was happy I was taking steps to better myself. It was only the day before, that the typical thoughts came in. Reality hit me. What if i don't have ""gym"" clothes? I don't know how to work the machines. What if everything is taken? How do the lockers work? How much water do i need? Will i look goofy with this sweat band? I get there, and majority of things are taken (its a rec center). I decided to try the treadmill. I walk up to the side of it, start setting up my Bluetooth headphones, while realizing I look odd because i can do all this ON the treadmill before i start. People start taking the ones to my sides, I take a deep breathe and tell myself to shut up. I get on and it askes for me to log in, i see a big green start arrow so i hit that and im on my way. I impressed myself with the speed and duration, but this was just a day of feeling it out. I take a breather, and use the stepmill. I'm a 20yo M, and plan on becoming a firefighter (a FF with social anxiety amirite), so this is my main goal. After that i hit up the dumbbells, walk by beefy ass dudes, grab my weights and start working out my humble biceps right next to them. That felt good. Anyways just a rant i wanted to get off my mind. Such simple things we make out to be so bad! Im excited to be putting my life in motion!",0.8822309197651705,2.7067241506849307,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,81.46575342465755,5.678277886497066,21.72994129158513,6.7097532225279775,0.35331467710371856,1060,33,242,11,28,356,151,292,0.067,0.857,0.076,0.4024,0,0,0,0,2,0,42.0,1,0,1,8,11,6,0,0,24,0,17,7,4,6,1,37,50,18,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,16,2,0,6,4,0,9,2,1,0,2,11,8,37,5,40,33,4,49,0,0,4,1,6,23,1,2,15,163,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900616830461608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005989210690424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098298055579268,0.07176596404536124,0.13002144970165344,0.20035590356863667,0.0,0.0,0.10412094753052666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464959640632262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184978500183002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058064354457413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059526870498227615,0.0,0.11303744925402627,0.0,0.0,0.1001394714834235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452423759901304,0.0,0.0,0.09874475433697676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532376381575902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433312528743995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470029121328805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315484677218522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772392612126152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858442858664341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188718320826918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654370790789423,0.08729390293490907,0.0,0.0,0.12520518215524645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977561516629622,0.08953753381239239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161784914855859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834926875994313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053916394841643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381406253955488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200089838031508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166428162439133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540675535547331,0.0,0.10289955851005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642665214952742,0.0,0.0,0.09346297015742876,0.06864820854836044,0.0,0.11159248409624684,0.0,0.0,0.07992965981869743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167928900312538,0.0,0.0,0.06943909038107328,0.09344709510026616,0.0,0.1433611236447047,0.0,0.2182702776188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712240187736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Danobi2,2019/04/08,"How do you manage your anxiety? Hey, I'm currently doing some research into mental health management, specifically anxiety and chronic stress. I personally have suffered from anxiety before and I'm trying to create better solutions for self-management. If you could help by filling out this questionnaire it would be greatly appreciated! It only takes about 3 minutes. Thanks in advance. :D [https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/DB69BRQ](https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/DB69BRQ)",10.11858695652174,14.769664246376815,8.808532608695652,47.2719293478261,65.95652173913044,10.986231884057972,39.059782608695656,10.411451182825502,6.2644913043478265,399,21,40,13,8,123,59,69,0.14,0.605,0.255,0.8784,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511204021568781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043418510782516,0.0,0.0,0.21238472912898854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173262328226515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475571372926393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525808799879524,0.0,0.0,0.1609610937498599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420051100930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263764705029503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968139399919186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505188808035609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508009473255823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055574607846944,0.0,0.0,0.22108907903577396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303961453087235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705888984934516,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meg_yeah,2019/04/08,"How to make friends online? Not sure if this is the best place to post this - please let me know if this question is better suited somewhere else. I’ve (19F) had pretty bad social anxiety all my life, to the point where I don’t really go out other than work. I make an effort to see one of my best friends once a week but we usually just get coffee for an hour after work and that’s it. All my friends that I currently speak to I made in school, and there is one or two people at work I can chat too but no one I’m super comfortable with. My question is, how do people make friends online? I always used to see Tumblr posts talking about internet friendships and I just never understood how they came about? Do you just reach out to someone based on a post they made? What if they don’t reply? Or if they’re not interested in talking to you? What if they’re not who they say they are? I have people in my life that I can turn too when I’m at my lowest, but no one that can just chat with me about the stuff I like. I need me some friends that like Spyro and Pokemon and who listen to the bands I like - how do I find these people?!?",1.4250978135788266,3.260246080168777,2.751448024549294,94.52346662830841,79.75949367088606,5.659301879555045,19.21154583812812,6.574015621080383,-0.07181687763713017,879,20,199,8,22,284,121,237,0.066,0.735,0.199,0.9876,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,5,8,16,16,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,10,4,49,34,20,0,6,17,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,16,11,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,1,0,5,5,5,30,15,26,28,5,23,0,0,2,0,26,11,0,10,10,140,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534839663550944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846755277973083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856436122824592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528666722037226,0.0907168916845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731542155799154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568602110322046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374925265893458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396235644048167,0.0,0.05358980964753125,0.0,0.058294219723503786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101308482113157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056371070847526815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488715836000734,0.1448997422054067,0.15033498000248852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411284016036284,0.2054034831203488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605608405500115,0.07911010537097465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923618535832097,0.278022665438682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844429581690185,0.0,0.10716625492089564,0.11259361800074565,0.09696400749473706,0.0,0.2947078196532803,0.10435293646793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298089719314653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571046201916468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156963489321085,0.0,0.10380867546749857,0.1634737361066293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455957463940624,0.08690920354821377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742077925499975,0.0,0.0,0.09667320846504708,0.0,0.0,0.1648875092411909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156924219319024,0.1001982634498663,0.0,0.0,0.08858956113854635,0.11296893174389752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227733719353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402163670228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VeXedZenith,2019/04/08,"Anybody else feel like they just suck at everything they do? I just got ridiculed asking for constructive criticism over a something ive been working on for the past month or so and im feeling pretty bad about it. I mean, i knew it wasnt good, but man. That hurt I feel like most people can say ""i may not be good at X, but at least i can Y"". I feel like i could have more confidence if i had a level of mastery over anything at all. Instead, im mediocre at even my oldest hobbies.",2.2768564356435625,3.5703463267326754,3.7040470297029735,90.99290222772278,75.83168316831683,6.6341584158415845,26.48638613861386,7.1686216300943375,1.1128306930693066,373,14,83,4,8,123,72,101,0.16,0.6859999999999999,0.154,0.0796,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,6,9,2,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,18,20,6,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,5,13,5,12,12,4,12,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,4,6,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147962001409285,0.0,0.16809091153043254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012743923044208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355753370872515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020177901471776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875774639579315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159474481935127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636538517730713,0.3853524717758383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016193355746499,0.14380435241553435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248211819064467,0.0,0.3884347516934159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635270158864585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585745348522945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351650824308573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716416736488466,0.12465229974247745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292361462334847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298603339023275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842062169568506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308982411881684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,litboy01,2019/04/08,"First post here A few days ago i went to have a tatto done. When I saw the design they made, i didn't really like It but my social anxiety stopped me from telling them that it wasn't the kind of design i wanted (i thought that they could get molested or something like that), and as a result of this situation, now i have a tatto which im not very comfortable with. The design is actually pretty cool but its not the idea i had in mind when i firstly thought about it. Have you ever been in a situation like this? (Sry if my english is bad, not a native speaker)",2.7987547892720315,4.105137534482758,4.491839080459774,85.81484674329505,74.51724137931033,7.569348659003833,24.95785440613027,8.167268648758528,1.3632118773946358,438,14,94,7,9,148,76,116,0.201,0.7390000000000001,0.06,-0.9457,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,6,8,1,0,10,1,11,0,0,2,1,19,18,8,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,10,3,15,6,9,7,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,12,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1735552243882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765263971709514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605419843194308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849670477955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419981637687412,0.0,0.0,0.1146980607163302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820015426990331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087483930111302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025569823538045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291889879862117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007701686115426,0.19210772175964053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520263791457164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606644973105905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682852716682918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957705522622475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033043066479686,0.1809366371475748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139347911576446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39982004356274253,0.0,0.1812949252525184,0.0,0.1369170506118846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868994637269747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544809377934976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823848957235239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674426681230407,0.10490010248640258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648680474232515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,asilveyra10,2019/04/08,"Had a presentation today and I didn’t felt nervous! As the title says I had a presentation to make today and I kinda nailed it, I think it was because I actually was interested in the subject and tho I stutter a little I wasn’t reading at light speed to try and get it done so I ended up getting 10/10 points!!!",1.171897321428574,3.4718918593750026,4.200714285714287,81.23000000000002,83.53125,6.1571428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.4371232142857149,245,10,48,4,7,88,42,64,0.094,0.858,0.048,-0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,3,8,1,6,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2645042951274885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522868626449402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773767827122273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24006857249661406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602491234859877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28322337074411513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716618639183745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809270183845084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562284996358651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711219093768775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554869383536096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367697265047205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138446836040548,0.0,0.0,0.18402418000075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PhoenixAshes04,2019/04/08,"I have social anxiety (6 major problems) 20m almost 21 pretty embarrassing I still struggle - going to buy something at the store - going to the gym - making plans with friends (I see at school, low self esteem and don't think they would want to hang out with me) - I don't have a social life + friends from school don't live nearby and commute to school just like me and what do I do in the summer make new friends?? how - I feel judged walking around my park nearby, its by the road, but there is a path inner the park that I can walk the trail on - going to the barbers, because I have no hobbies or social life or watch television (just reddit and discord) and don't know what to talk about or if its normal not to talk a lot please help me this life sucks. If someone helped me out that would be the best thing ever",8.510623376623379,5.608131006060606,7.905887445887448,80.36454545454545,63.18181818181818,10.155844155844157,33.26839826839827,6.868970318607317,2.0200216450216453,636,16,134,3,7,200,102,165,0.07200000000000001,0.789,0.139,0.9082,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,8,10,1,2,11,0,14,3,0,3,1,33,25,12,0,7,9,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,1,2,6,6,5,0,0,0,3,14,5,19,22,3,20,0,1,2,0,12,10,1,7,5,87,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204944507577018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088071516410677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739287028509968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038714725802848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839015099307594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928458678711905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667778198486997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056488986521441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483545238687694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678028453528974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247268125754516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27943249986035074,0.06442535697698082,0.0,0.11644423324466395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211174296384993,0.0,0.0,0.1760494160989635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736153194361086,0.0,0.0,0.12920527517294073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475441509835793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415989778489887,0.0,0.12618243862796938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003805286548346,0.1050838647617742,0.0,0.1375698872260999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032766778067328,0.11173360577330864,0.10152049803002804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531210156194208,0.0,0.0,0.13785987500672786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119853272418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760902531370128,0.08449741198954412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778074827224024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873543060107361,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toeheadpotato,2019/04/08,"On my own So my boyfriend officially ended things with me today..again. We’ve had so much happen in our relationship in the past year and a half we’ve been together. I have developed crazy social anxiety from the insecurities I’ve gotten from being in this relationship. I’ve been terrified of people and not being able to trust anyone for fear of them “taking my man” or making me feel less than. Anytime I make friends with men though it feels like they only want to have sex, but then if they don’t it feels like I’m not good enough. There is probably more to this than social anxiety, but how do I cope so I can go out and make good friends? I’m scared of meeting people who will hurt me, but I really hate the idea of being friendless. I feel weird and like I don’t fit in with my age group at all. I’m 24f and have quit drinking and don’t have a religion.",4.710369799691834,4.949696564971756,5.685454545454544,82.96035439137134,69.22598870056497,9.148228043143298,26.260400616332817,9.095868883498916,1.748959322033898,680,18,146,12,11,225,105,177,0.182,0.7090000000000001,0.109,-0.9162,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,1,6,14,1,3,5,0,17,2,0,4,1,28,33,17,0,2,7,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,4,18,8,22,25,6,14,0,1,0,1,15,8,0,2,8,95,24,0,0.14147908962575706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164622326368135,0.0,0.0,0.09892546901901232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859564618128642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530848018983434,0.14618571932795854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920330935722402,0.28614431474314084,0.2021453797949992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861278738160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804058270212176,0.2373318958962851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251094917141882,0.0,0.0,0.13968131049903987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145629158450394,0.15971267129350333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073586104188746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833151727849849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400340966762342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760122295233322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505779974046178,0.1961675737356184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253838759415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048042682236154,0.0,0.0,0.09063512759339626,0.0,0.0,0.3037911903736717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164524994212166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844022998316143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637466810861916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399242059143467,0.0,0.13900248722873315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410563424947794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344803265808694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110789514482767 socialanxiety,szatanna,2019/04/08,"Phone calls make me extremely anxious I LOATHE having to make or receive phone calls. It makes me anxious and miserable. I have panic attacks every time I have to make/take spontaneous calls. If I don't have a script ready, rehearsals ( before a phone call, I pretend i'm calling), i'm alone in a room with the door locked and laying down with pillows on my face then I will for sure have a panic attack or shut down and be unable to make that phone call. My mum gets angry with me for doing this but I can't help it. It hurts.",2.0997196261682234,4.1291554672897215,3.02972897196262,92.39879906542058,78.43925233644859,5.401495327102804,20.980373831775697,6.2581,0.16170355140186876,413,11,86,3,10,131,66,107,0.277,0.708,0.015,-0.9686,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,5,0,10,1,1,4,1,15,17,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,12,1,12,15,0,9,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,3,2,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373062378800735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699248820485937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718193727963367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165666573246802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7319281300949055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065515734228753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062415992098831384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007546186412846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278906965624759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987220164876609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803349422018582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259517910978488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696615159846564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,missatomicblonde,2019/04/08,Social Anxiety Making Me Not Want To Graduate I’m about to get my associates degree at a community college but the idea of walking across the stage in front of hundreds of strangers and sitting with the other graduates that I don’t know is making my social anxiety go off the charts. My mom is telling me that it would make her upset if I didn’t go to graduation so I’m battling between her wishes and my anxieties.,8.119512195121949,6.848962048780487,8.80987804878049,68.41286585365854,62.65853658536585,12.102439024390245,40.012195121951216,11.20814326018867,4.578453658536585,336,16,60,8,4,114,58,82,0.156,0.821,0.023,-0.8393,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,16,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,13,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,43,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021797924076923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143220712706982,0.0,0.2487157907718805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470160733908683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025528027479045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43818315069562735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627407749971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461097071469355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125439803641656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906305550117025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516270344840145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554402582398197,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TossThatBreadPlease,2019/04/08,"Gotta turn in a stupid paper tomorrow that I don't have and I'm afraid my peers will be super disappointed Basically my classmates are in full-on graduation mode and we're saving up money for said graduation. One of them suggested we should start selling spices, since they knew someone who owns a spice-selling company. Everyone agrees. The day they started handing out these papers (which we're supposed to write the names of customers, their address, order, etc.) I wasn't in school. This happened to be a coincidence. IIRC, they also announced it in our class group chat. So, I never got that paper. And tomorrow is the day we're supposed to turn them in to said classmate. In my defence, I've been working my ass off trying to graduate at all and still am. I simply forgot asking for one of these papers. I should also note that no one has confronted nor reminded me about it. Literally realized it during the weekend and it has been eating me up. I'm very afraid of having to explain this, since I already haven't done these stupid ""graduation challenges"" (that really have no effect whatsoever on the graduation). Feel like everyone is going to loathe me or something. Honestly, I don't care about the graduation. I hate myself for saying that, since in my country it's supposed to be this big thing you only get to experience once, and that's true, but I just want to pass my classes, get my degree, and then move on with my life. These ""graduation challenges"" and raising money schemes just stress me out, and I already am fucking stressed. I want ya'll to be honest with me, no sugar coating. Am I the asshole here?",5.12141838916607,6.8369020655737724,5.8696079828938,76.5994796863863,69.32786885245902,8.451888809693514,30.96578759800428,8.964715089967882,2.748873129009266,1290,54,225,24,23,421,167,305,0.095,0.8370000000000001,0.069,-0.8296,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,1,6,5,9,20,6,4,10,0,25,6,2,1,3,35,49,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,21,14,2,2,5,2,3,3,9,11,0,3,9,7,35,9,37,32,3,30,0,1,0,2,20,16,2,1,11,158,56,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28035053665052273,0.2031637253153592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875124664885325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951047373590474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384125885579034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999069767733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997830736337262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416664749264827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427557004304386,0.0,0.12425484381950927,0.0,0.0,0.06422766682256206,0.09074669971932196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174325842014772,0.13273066044518012,0.0,0.07219124619892682,0.0,0.10159351250697446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123278057419673,0.0,0.0,0.1254109092487042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972152825208801,0.06205800852495496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500749368652282,0.0,0.0,0.0979695263226316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527750072713676,0.25822632309983584,0.09660825173040888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137548051883631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165976504832185,0.1010153943712212,0.0,0.1285561018537337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152292277285154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076278872941511,0.0977900663314322,0.0,0.0,0.17981792600049273,0.0,0.10144234511338514,0.0,0.29101346263653355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438977903876034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624165048671388,0.2763334913684023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480894469462802,0.14984529588499498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247572747217207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scrambled_elephant,2019/04/08,"Dating with Social Anxiety There have been numerous posts about this topic, but I want to put my story out there. 23F I've never had a relationship before. I've talked to guys, but anytime it started to become physical or more than just a casual texting conversation I pretty much ghost the guy and back off. I've never had a real relationship, & all of my sexual experiences have come from empty drunk encounters (most of which I regret) throughout college. I've always been sort of a loner, preferring to do things on my own & staying in on the weekends versus going out and socializing. I get too much anxiety just thinking about all the conversations I'll have to have, and how many times I'll likely end the conversation with my dead-end comments. &#x200B; Lately I've been getting these feelings that I want a companion/boyfriend to be with & spend time with (very unusual for the way I lived my life through high school and college). The idea of having a boyfriend is becoming more and more enticing to me, but I can't close on it in person. I met a guy a few months ago and we've been texting DAILY. And I mean, daily. He texts me in the morning, at night, and all the in between. I'm liking his personality, we have lots of similar interests, and I could see something forming between us. We went on one date and I've seen him a few times at different events spread out over the time I've known him. Every time I see him it's great, however I'm always drinking or under the influence which boosts my confidence. He has asked me numerous times to hang out and as much as I want to, my social anxiety is taking over and holding me back. I'm terrified of an encounter in person because I'm overthinking the whole thing & how I'll screw it up. We've been talking for months though, so I'm afraid if I don't start seeing him now he will lose interest. &#x200B; TLDR: This is the first time in my life I'm interested in more than just a friendship, however my anxiety is getting the best of me. We've been talking for months and I'm scared if I don't act on it now, he will lose interest. I'm too nervous to do anything about it. How can I overcome this?",4.161610465116278,5.557778123255815,5.347369186046514,80.65826308139538,71.25581395348838,8.630813953488373,29.01889534883721,9.103633062298675,2.4353081395348846,1723,67,333,35,32,572,202,430,0.09,0.792,0.118,0.9442,3,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,3,0,0,4,19,16,1,3,24,0,29,5,0,4,5,61,58,27,1,8,11,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,15,25,2,1,6,4,1,6,5,7,0,2,11,5,37,9,58,43,18,61,0,3,4,1,32,25,1,7,29,221,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626171789117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755455257786145,0.4592237237590369,0.17166814461626784,0.0,0.0,0.21615445450707446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058129848019527176,0.0,0.06603789518701839,0.0,0.0,0.10863400508916707,0.0,0.0430608564200618,0.15603037042998044,0.060108555017999984,0.0,0.07413123397370412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084921213754831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639946430207365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380268197932112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919929156333697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513030957224686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951637326839805,0.0,0.0,0.06909846072518122,0.0,0.0,0.03571718234063735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060085466152214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107178285273249,0.0,0.04014575075579643,0.0,0.0,0.07787970648719976,0.0,0.2098310387196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746339431431801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797427914347486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968382749222888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978877773385823,0.06902125877641294,0.0,0.062375498816968925,0.0,0.0,0.1580538625164373,0.0,0.060054720579564624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161682162825203,0.0,0.07694653962604177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691500398684173,0.0,0.1557832976893932,0.0,0.10896224660186772,0.0,0.0,0.06628988190330456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786678972676643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503765441507414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765260049053383,0.07186522090779543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101166879427745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040260514638943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167962151959274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072192539501343,0.07149040215950025,0.16887032443311492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602258212815126,0.0,0.05438132510576938,0.0,0.0,0.09999724369278644,0.07529173613379106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311170932291125,0.17033076898888447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385877690187792,0.0452625954478709,0.06940242285236299,0.0,0.2883310332107962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849699753817636,0.0,0.0,0.05828454268671621,0.12499407235507053,0.056069921145921214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548302674071045,0.0,0.07886587993404592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166814461626784,0.0 socialanxiety,JessieTheNerd,2019/04/08,"No one ever wants to sit near me It seems that whenever I sit down anywhere, and other people sit down after me, they always sit far away. If I want to not sit alone, I have to move to a group that's already sitting. Is this because I'm weird? Do people hate me? Am I annoying? Why does this happen to me? Does anyone have any advice for me?",0.20916666666666828,2.3078449166666672,2.5061111111111143,93.12500000000004,85.94444444444444,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.34061666666666657,262,6,57,2,8,89,50,72,0.154,0.805,0.041,-0.8489,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,11,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,10,0,11,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228258590454797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192576797555254,0.25776915051608984,0.0,0.19436316224675948,0.0,0.0,0.1588472239649343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633295170153145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946275021697176,0.0,0.0,0.1423925154632092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088272544185544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129288633775967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656028279009386,0.0,0.0,0.2306188811244328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826609841138295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582846502134894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387973885821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264890407579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755514228050634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077600692048085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EL_LOCOO,2019/04/08,"I think I have social anxiety. What's the next step? Should I go to a psychologist or a psychiatrist? Should I try a regular therapist first? What treatment options are available for me? I live in America and I'm a university student so the cheaper the better. I don't have health insurance. Some info about my Social Anxiety. I've always felt excluded from the rest of the group. I've never been able to jump into a new environment and start making friends. People have told me that I come off as angry and standoffish. I literally shake when I talk to pretty girls. I used to chalk this all up to regular shyness but lately I've noticed that I've been shaking when I talk to anyone at all. Today I went to a restaurant to ask for a job application and my hand couldn't stop shaking while filling the form out. Two managers came to speak with me and I felt like I was being interrogated by them. They were so aggresive. I wanted nothing more than to get out of there. After the interview was over one of the waitresses sat down next to me and asked me if I was ok. She said I looked like I was about to cry. This girl was really beautiful which made me even more nervous because like I said, pretty girls make me shake. Then she left and I saw her talking to another waitress. Obviously talking about me. The second waitress made eye contact with me and smiled, I looked away quickly. I heard her laugh. I just closed me eyes and tried to breathe because I felt suffocated at that moment. One of the managers came back and told me they wanted to hire me, to come back today at 5pm. I left and when I stepped outside felt like a huge burden had been lifted. I honestly don't think I'll return to that place. This was the final straw. I'm not in denial anymore. I'm not just shy, I have social anxiety. Now I want to do something about it but I'm not sure what. When I was in highschool I took Kolonopin recreationally and it really did help me get out of my shell, but it was never prescribed to me. I was just a dumb little druggie trying to fit in. I don't think I should see a psychiatrist because of my history abusing benzos. That's why I'm considering going to a therapist first but I'm open to any advice. 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Help When I talk to people my heart start racing so fast and I can't breath + my voice start shaking and I lose the control of my body ( nervous ) + I blush .... I fking don't understand why all that happens to me event tho I'm calm but as soon as someone talk to me all those symptoms will get triggered automatically . I'm 26 and its ruining my social and professional life . How can I fix this ?",0.3312068965517234,2.758997436781609,2.835201149425288,87.64866379310347,91.87356321839079,5.658620689655173,22.192528735632187,7.1686216300943375,1.016280459770115,335,13,69,6,12,115,60,87,0.122,0.835,0.042,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,1,0,5,6,3,3,2,11,12,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,13,1,6,11,2,7,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,41,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625298789650087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359930741609699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382898453377349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100059791874888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787601234620716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176389311434083,0.14240619826188186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013090415620963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376862896795673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729170824734047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331485922207904,0.1800150741706991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007578992769013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208253336592754,0.0,0.3415315754148901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117639387323465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171040600635555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,drjlm3,2019/04/08,"Stressed due to lack of privacy in apartment (x-post from /r/mentalhealth) Cross-posting this from /r/mentalhealth as I think that issues surrounding privacy and social boundaries might be at the core here. Would appreciate if anybody had any coping strategies / advice to offer! &#x200B; \*\*\* This is partially a vent - and I'm also looking for constructive ideas as to how I could reframe the situation so that it's less stressful. I live in a small, 26 sq. m apartment and work from home. My workstation faces the door - that's about the only place to put it. Because of the dumbass way this building is configured, my workspace opens up onto the corridor. Directly across from me, literally two meters across the hallway, is my neighbor. We share a wall. My neighbor is incredibly loud. Not in the sense of playing music, but she has a booming voice. I can hear her shouting down the phone for hours every night. When she has visitors over, because of how tiny the landing is, they have to wait literally outside my door to get into her apartment. As soon as she comes home, I get stressed. Because I can hear her through the wall, I feel like I can't relax in my own apartment. Like there's a stranger somehow sharing my space. We've spoken once or twice over the course of a year, but nothing more than basic pleasantries. Here's the good news. I'm leaving this place in about 100 days. But I've suffered like this for the best part of a year. There's nothing I can really say to her. Her voice is just loud and the building has the walls of tissue paper. **If you were me, is there anything you would do to stop being stressed by the situation?**",3.502015005359058,5.998897942122188,3.9333858520900336,85.32633815648448,76.00964630225081,6.719013933547696,29.016184351554127,7.793537801064563,1.9980494319399784,1304,58,240,20,30,408,175,311,0.076,0.825,0.099,0.8599,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,2,1,2,15,14,0,4,24,0,24,1,1,2,0,30,35,19,0,6,8,0,1,3,2,3,0,9,6,0,10,8,0,2,3,2,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,11,30,9,45,27,6,41,0,1,1,0,22,29,0,5,12,165,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523932543561357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612448556720947,0.0,0.11668861609113078,0.13086247847714902,0.07323700135044882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862466594882103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969515221035579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302035135351556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277060378908296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598652592012042,0.0,0.0,0.06945503736818992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073855994987724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445435454276047,0.07693807364594316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253347350362733,0.0,0.0,0.0903303300996416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276253201210946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160558214696733,0.0,0.10605890727176837,0.0,0.0,0.12157572217214592,0.0,0.11240668713237548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403455798575325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784453798258402,0.0,0.09509757782590393,0.0,0.09043755101248213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142484810854704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010654395224574,0.0,0.2066745130090799,0.0,0.0,0.11469276949768226,0.0,0.08190769261504502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662431816261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503888310002884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628607585653808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826426766584807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899284197108012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564421489206174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421097261171733,0.0,0.1097825519406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003871309673775,0.4934618071961293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069007274889084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520338380754486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854841049930965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840400094683801,0.0,0.0,0.1530083560208479,0.0,0.13086247847714902,0.13870543968876856 socialanxiety,xmoses1,2019/04/08,"Do you believe people can read your mind? If you believe people can LITERALLY hear your thoughts or know what you are thinking then you should join our Facebook group to get support and share ideas...best wishes! [https://www.facebook.com/groups/245921672733183/](https://www.facebook.com/groups/245921672733183/) ",17.556923076923074,22.479146743589745,8.23897435897436,59.14769230769232,43.10256410256411,7.2512820512820495,33.51282051282051,7.793537801064563,2.519882051282052,269,8,29,2,3,62,32,39,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701840327543435,0.2655522789732065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220415611780725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519705899461634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906542866770052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550058547030696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508553351441153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531107735922139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28714939966845004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621392863592153,0.0,0.20088731852307234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098615324783683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EliasNilsson,2019/04/08,"Disucssion: Guilt, Hate, and Apologies Does anyone else feel a hatred from others and a guilt for everything, even when you didn't do anything? It seems like I take every social interaction too personally. For example, if someone walks by me and they aren't smiling, my mind starts reeling. I try to find why they're mad at me and what I did to piss them off. I'm apologizing all the time and, normally, the person I'm apologizing to has no idea why I'm doing it. Is there anyone else out there that feels this way?",4.764186704384726,5.842645475247526,5.809420084865633,79.11079207920794,69.4950495049505,8.939745403111743,27.299858557284303,9.23628265651192,2.1494373408769447,407,13,80,8,7,135,74,101,0.239,0.737,0.023,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,5,6,3,2,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,15,16,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,9,1,10,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,2,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507281337703297,0.3737750997015776,0.15009740554924475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961707331806246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047390157507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047167146365148,0.0,0.15367756014579775,0.0,0.16392689823574405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445107240115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667077932597612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800795346157699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590430757000386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911008907680684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416923922277545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178710590365341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852450795204285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604761715871974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859310389996319,0.15454460837352968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910172098954084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714004156654006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635731039766504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383576817344367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477845685277546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291703181400025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonelybrownguyy,2019/04/08,"I Hate airports Can’t stand them. The lines, waiting, people constantly staring at me reminding me how hideous I am. I travel to visit family every now and then and never even traveled alone before since I am with my folks still. I can’t even imagine how bad my anxiety would be for when I do. Even boarding the plane itself, you are trying look for a seat and have to put up with the idiots looking at you while you get to your seat. There isn’t any point to the post other than I wanted to share my dislike for airports and the annoying bullshit you have to put up with(or at least I do).I am on mobile so I apologize for any spelling errors.",5.253430232558138,5.610248480620157,5.883246124031007,81.60300872093026,68.06976744186046,8.31046511627907,30.078488372093023,8.07648339933343,2.0466813953488368,510,18,98,6,8,166,83,129,0.154,0.802,0.044,-0.9392,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,0,10,5,3,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,13,18,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,3,20,1,19,16,1,21,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,0,7,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609490084198526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706417191192796,0.0,0.15222774567914069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614936451726375,0.0,0.0,0.1693268796571808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150388258416777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942954904774465,0.0,0.16765869302684172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759122112892224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396470419968576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646264155884613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342050306215289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347430338331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795546299858855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811103124847267,0.0,0.1905785913224089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000822941953424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460760111728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891465269083574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510198250308608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173701826702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135765989019178,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JayceMordeSylas,2019/04/08,Where to meet people 101?? I’m asking that here because I have avoided everything that triggers my social anxiety. How and where do you luckily happen to stumble on people that you end up liking?,3.610833333333337,6.554403972222223,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,78.72222222222223,6.933333333333335,28.44444444444445,8.07648339933343,2.675077777777778,157,7,23,3,4,52,29,36,0.101,0.738,0.161,0.5329999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811181146151548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435404304845399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400994322558307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254746406996615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302637108326261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249577905829241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953019917944713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095231422629957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745954785936077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Des1368,2019/04/08,Jobs.. Does anyone else here with SA have a weirdly social job...I’m a cashier so I’m meeting and talking to people all day..its still kinda makes me nervous but I already have a script in my head when talking to them..😂,0.968,3.2551542444444483,2.3422222222222224,94.3,84.33333333333334,3.6,24.555555555555557,3.1291,0.10402222222222246,171,7,35,0,5,55,39,45,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.2542,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866967286243685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165881418446125,0.2661967007950096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755007316504048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735349862388946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703029618918274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663065281886594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156245658725972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341910308488512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801132164428079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483427706450485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747731633020566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417636208424285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stickfab,2019/04/08,"I really don't know how to talk anymore Everytime i try to be social and enter a conversation or literally anything, i either don't know what to say or every time i try to talk someone tells me ""shut up, you weren't invited"" or ""who invited you?"" like everyone needs a special invitation that you get on your fucking mail box to enter a conversation. And the third thing is that whenever i talk i end up being annoying as fuck and i can't even reply when someone tells me to shut up, like they get what they wanted. Other times, someone popular or someone that i barely even interact me ""compliments"" me (i know they're being sarcastic) they just expect me to reply but i just stay silent without anything to say. It's like i don't know how to talk anymore.",3.713165548098434,5.454118073825505,5.645788590604031,76.70053970917229,72.95973154362416,8.993512304250556,29.19519015659955,9.516144504307137,2.911133780760625,599,25,110,15,12,207,78,149,0.03,0.893,0.077,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,3,0,7,9,3,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,21,19,12,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,1,2,23,6,15,15,1,13,0,0,0,2,21,6,2,4,7,77,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609982619843761,0.0,0.0,0.21657008592544866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165471905536212,0.0,0.0,0.1738241919971461,0.0,0.11086788037341992,0.12573719624288646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433004680651197,0.13749774831446898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892675067364195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286055855765805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975702318403402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429812148768101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928682528295767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413656600195925,0.4459735861828632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025443313127012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230591859713645,0.2300260027915244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742068004232911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534590938952964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786781247539131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761353221101355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684535258782434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,syrupster,2019/04/08,"Nothing is changing No matter how much my parents try and support me, how much I’m told that “things will change” I feel like giving up on talking to people. I’ve never felt more lonely and my life feels like its never changing, time at a stand still. I’ve had friends before but they’ve moved on. Now I have no one, the people at my college are genuinely good people but I’m stuck with my mistakes from the past, unable to move on. I can’t see me ever making friends. The hard part isn’t keeping them, it’s making them. I can meet a dozen acquaintances but not a single friendship blossoms. Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough to have any, that I’m not an interesting enough person and that being alone is better. I’m stuck talking to my self all the time, desperate for conversation. I even get scared of talking to people online, thinking the worst possible case scenario. I had so many chances to make friends in the past, I could’ve kept in touch, but I kept almost everyone shut out, ready for someone to ridicule and despise me. No one really did, I wasn’t bullied, at least in high school. I was just different. I made the dumbest of excuses like “they seem like jerks” or “they act weird” without giving anyone a chance. It’s weird now knowing they’re people just like me out there, also suffering like this. As a kid, I assumed I was the only one out there like this. The amount of therapy I’ve had, the tears, how much I overthink everything I do. It all happens because I feel afraid to be myself. I want to thank everyone in this community, it’s great there’s a place like this where people can chat and discuss things like this. It takes a-lot of strength just to write a post like this online, I hope the ones who are still finding their voice are okay.",3.816068376068377,5.325393398860399,4.272022792022792,87.58871794871796,72.27635327635328,6.90940170940171,26.67521367521368,7.3871296695380915,1.2906512820512819,1397,48,280,15,27,440,182,351,0.161,0.611,0.228,0.9749,2,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,5,2,18,35,3,2,19,1,22,1,0,7,5,52,55,16,0,3,12,1,7,11,3,1,1,1,0,3,18,9,0,3,10,1,0,3,12,11,0,5,14,9,34,24,34,38,13,34,0,2,1,0,25,18,0,5,22,180,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791043644453624,0.08058248199071537,0.0,0.062220604717084675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052910046216006916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544030426092058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742918627041927,0.0,0.06620629707369798,0.0,0.0,0.06881217135126193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692201839339806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062120935817910373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128963150911511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078666083307358,0.0,0.05138944749985185,0.07037904788132937,0.0,0.14869196216849884,0.06992608825254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573621181857755,0.16675165383539212,0.07470497062944166,0.0,0.07111233110203409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033577558100525,0.0,0.04064988444456718,0.14927522974462648,0.0,0.13051823128063958,0.0,0.0857802517821283,0.0,0.0,0.06880267615648063,0.0,0.06969796878257427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220522037236085,0.0,0.07727788875389753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915663038920156,0.0,0.0,0.042759575580504736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495594979192748,0.4181273495712631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614700137406287,0.0,0.07362094186957979,0.15580626071021006,0.07888202547497968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538873532613613,0.17158681127596118,0.0,0.1200159755326094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746559651087771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108906394216614,0.0591741841118125,0.0,0.0,0.08639320925247015,0.08425519819369873,0.14854729134665634,0.3236410090842929,0.06793629689016317,0.08128963150911511,0.0,0.0,0.0877134108926429,0.07451565196573445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984385474489582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789634605130716,0.0787427813207728,0.062000485970771485,0.07083072062321406,0.0811675501495746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592389681247933,0.0,0.07695110271802855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427029573466578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829215553895199,0.0,0.0,0.05849965291083047,0.18761005798746166,0.0,0.07163236101246531,0.08897676156042901,0.0,0.10338032688822456,0.049854281801500214,0.0,0.0,0.09073740494345743,0.0,0.0,0.07434598108424942,0.0,0.05282446594984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045891385922868864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500121257597125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DualityAquatics,2019/04/08,"Help me tomorrow all of the leaders in my school club are unavailable, and I am the only leader left. I shiver at the thought of having to conduct a group of 40 people. I can't interact with people..... I can't conduct 40 people for an hour straight... I can't calm myself down...",2.168928571428573,4.0269051785714325,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,77.57142857142857,6.622857142857143,25.485714285714288,7.554174236665415,1.4346042857142858,214,8,42,3,5,73,40,56,0.04,0.906,0.054000000000000006,0.1872,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221488263608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32541874350938016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590261292301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513159818462088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6872604936134671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344248796660795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233398566229194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Polar_Sloth,2019/04/08,"Teachers who Humiliate you I have a class with a 15% participation grade. We also have lengthy, dense readings to complete prior to each class (which I always complete). The professor is especially harsh on me because I do well on the reading quizzes, but I can never express myself during class. However, he has resorted to humiliating me the past few classes. It is upsetting, since I really try to contribute even though I am quiet and my voice can tremble or a stutter a bit when I get very nervous. Anyway, last class the professor began to say things like ""why are you so quiet? Speak louder, your voice just trails off"" and he even said ""what's the matter? you need to be more assertive"". Which only made me more nervous and even my classmates looked uncomfortable. The class before that he publicly announced that I'd written two pages for my quiz answer, and said ""you don't need to write that much for one question"" and went on to say ""how can a student be so quiet and have so little to say, but write so much"" and gave a very disappointed look in my direction. It is frustrating because I actively try to participate in EVERY class and I am also present at every class. I'm not exactly sure how public humiliation helps? Especially when I am clearly trying. All his comments do is make me NOT want to contribute in class. 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So you just there knowing your not important to anyone. ,3.5128571428571433,4.485251238095241,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,72.33333333333333,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.3619904761904764,320,10,66,4,6,107,52,84,0.118,0.86,0.022,-0.5547,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,14,12,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,7,1,9,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,3,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927674276441507,0.17613089169871599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800836300505074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978879270965193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226491807320748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105916611356362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898563650367727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266253065744255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299859439817865,0.0,0.0,0.10341390943924084,0.21215436225479944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303101924570492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674907155457298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846353855354474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34027334053687786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497032732256593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pyraminxstars,2019/04/08,"Meeting a friend Yesterday I was meeting a friend from reddit for the first time. We had known eachother for over a year at this point. I had to catch 2 trains which wasn't bad. Getting on the 2nd train which I've never been on at a train station I've never been on was kind of worrying but there was a lot of time for me to find the right platform so I felt a lot more comfortable. I get on the 2nd train and since I'm carrying my bike I am getting looked at and blocking people and things which was ahhhh. I may have not been looked at that much, I may have dwelled on the thoughts idk. I'm looking at my phone and the time the train is supposed to arrive like every 30 seconds and then the panic stepped in. Of course you can't give any visual signs away since that makes everything worse. But then I got so scared I started feeling like I was going to throw up. That has never happened to me before. Partly cus I've never put myself in a situation like this because they're scary anyway. I arrive at our meeting point and wait about 5 mins. She arrives and is like hi gimme a hug. Again fear settled in but I had to do it otherwise it would make it really awkward. I actually had a good time after calming down. Ok that's enough over analysing lmao. Sorry for the rant I just wanted to let someone know that I didn't let my anxiety fully takeover me ",2.02762866629773,4.041970960431655,3.1389928057553966,91.60173215273936,78.60431654676259,5.859656889872718,23.282235749861652,6.8449194561589275,0.6529696734919757,1069,35,226,11,26,343,156,278,0.12,0.716,0.16399999999999998,0.904,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,7,18,0,5,18,1,27,1,0,2,4,34,48,14,0,2,5,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,6,1,0,5,8,6,0,2,17,5,26,12,36,26,6,45,0,0,3,1,12,23,0,4,21,152,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.1115493895281342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773424525653294,0.0,0.08744630322316392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739735214891304,0.0,0.09544349254528522,0.06968188957557864,0.0,0.09726879680359728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811206586506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631051713349738,0.0,0.10273383001523677,0.0,0.0,0.12862974473280314,0.05779821774867355,0.08166258825563298,0.10975485610205858,0.0,0.10447663122579062,0.0972314339657471,0.0,0.0,0.1766301664818176,0.0,0.17916567720410032,0.109655898544496,0.06496461063860315,0.09587721922787444,0.09142359123760037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108333832896264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190355477409884,0.06282140298404494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337780121654172,0.0,0.2233830040679224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28797307267529504,0.0,0.0,0.19436336180103528,0.0,0.0,0.15260469354729944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403048963555049,0.0,0.35264952287762324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341173366916346,0.0,0.12378583480702647,0.0,0.0792476771881908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161184770199228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491242104499935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732294659780236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761951941238338,0.0,0.0,0.11444355281451606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911567186285808,0.1284884449250394,0.0,0.0,0.09685390071606677,0.0,0.0,0.12795990505320493,0.08090871236848675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594202103152389,0.0,0.0,0.09074881738924423,0.2666186932069696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742258802660549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608664498145642,0.11649094455010342,0.08120204851308133,0.0,0.0,0.07361144277049167 socialanxiety,ejayboshart01,2019/04/08,"My social anxiety is coming back I think (vent) My social anxiety used to be really bad when I was a little kid. So much so, that I would hide underneath my mom's shirt as much as I could to avoid people. It went away for a while once I hit fifth grade for some reason, maybe because depression and PTSD (from what was going on in my life at that point) crept in to fill the slot. I got to a point where I could ask store employees where things were, didn't really freak out at new people. etc. My heart still raced whenever I had to do a presentation (I'm 17), but somehow, I could ignore it. Nowadays, I can't meet a cashier in the eye in fear that they are secretly judging me for my purchases, even if they are the most mundane thing ever. I can ask an employee where something is still, but I can only do that one or two times in a trip because if i try for more then I get really emotionally drained. I do try for more though if needed because my mom is the type of person who expects someone to grow out of this. And while I don't believe in growing out of it, I thought I had at least gotten past it. It's only really started showing up again within the past year though.",5.690104463437795,4.8049109259259275,6.51069958847737,81.6771225071225,67.3127572016461,9.946058879392213,30.21494143716366,9.265573868473778,2.2748394428616656,917,28,198,15,13,305,141,243,0.103,0.889,0.008,-0.9566,2,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,2,12,0,23,4,3,2,1,29,38,18,0,9,6,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,4,1,2,7,3,6,0,2,10,1,28,0,34,22,8,46,0,1,1,0,13,23,0,7,16,147,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813426051673375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546849610240192,0.0,0.10324721411567643,0.08450021608062863,0.09175528552237927,0.20096755168653854,0.0,0.0,0.12381072764938902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946622849767614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26321961984804865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946498760455712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361378400010326,0.0,0.0,0.12255870305658854,0.0725826736564407,0.09940366579415492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365912688106193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057414069237085114,0.0,0.062454193984644676,0.0,0.0878907245929539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022262818120667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762001662381582,0.0,0.1101407205422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040135152498944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574085207815835,0.0,0.0,0.16156662677525085,0.08148357504077389,0.0,0.10613444282578002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703146457521753,0.07446570844327856,0.16715573734417774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098088244749792,0.15237064473385065,0.09595351393143496,0.0,0.0,0.2077670466241164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845794528791105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815986875701075,0.11298734709325847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404224598784672,0.09311119152458004,0.08460028180709432,0.0,0.0,0.07778217044075769,0.0,0.17551989288315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601481226366164,0.07041439911150925,0.21593679521362452,0.08724202591829491,0.06407894783712421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921899960588916,0.0,0.10734858125049032,0.0,0.0,0.09491146227883264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187104681746463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806417124545938,0.0,0.0,0.0707668880192754 socialanxiety,Gottchen,2019/04/08,"Drugs that reduce social anxiety Hey, I just wanted to make this post so you guys can post your experience with drugs that reduce social anxiety. It would be very interesting to hear about your self medication and it's efficiency. - I used a lot of alcohol daily (starting in the morning) for about one year and a half, first helped and took the pressure away, but then made everything worse and created many new problems, now sober for ca 6 months. - I used kratom, which for me can help a bit, makes a bit more talkative, but doesn't help always and in my experience is subtle. - I used Ritalin (methylphenidate) daily - even if not described - for about a month and that helped a fucking lot in every aspect until it didn't work anymore - due to tolerance I'd say. Also interesting: if there is somebody knowing a substance that can help you with your social anxiety daily or let's say at least 3-4 times a week so you can live a normal life. But of course without the drug fucking up your body too much. I would also be interested in your experience with antidepressants.",6.897283333333334,7.383926694999999,7.0760000000000005,74.01633333333336,64.55,10.266666666666667,32.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.1619666666666664,849,31,153,18,12,274,122,200,0.068,0.799,0.133,0.9347,0,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,0,2,12,7,2,1,12,0,13,10,1,6,0,32,26,18,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,9,9,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,3,3,15,3,24,18,7,22,0,0,0,2,22,7,2,5,12,104,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358305813692288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502134082071706,0.08064913863885867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244145615800176,0.0,0.0961232862786252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106397304774692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163340060272912,0.10766152331262753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372057406896694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401786909405778,0.0,0.0816632641398705,0.0,0.0871096962858783,0.2844329487826077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244412459790977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921069945628212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597071975711303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924121336022748,0.0,0.32483301233612866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053267296015161725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911210180242264,0.06846080218568933,0.0,0.0,0.08558631106057342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480387631882687,0.0,0.0917125217040246,0.12939601789141136,0.09826646182070622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976414670241594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472878723922273,0.0,0.0712508277927613,0.0,0.0,0.0936105068180914,0.0,0.0,0.09496565491898268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567870450298663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856541949790181,0.0,0.0,0.09274387526004847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415686884706245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111363038444447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29640766423976883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686038217426048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651758867052925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076869397518536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511355366895918,0.0,0.07997305183957115,0.05716871613697683,0.0,0.07774717084019406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934319795634691,0.0,0.0705623567585938,0.0,0.09877457891241467,0.13770509252339916,0.0,0.0,0.06241634738967505 socialanxiety,YourMomsTrashman,2019/04/08,"I just typed out a very long post but deleted it all because I thought it wasn't interesting for others Take this, anxiety! I'm going to post anywayy!!",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.0,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.01,120,6,23,2,2,40,26,30,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734239629600466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100124900654813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060400511496341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208368254048756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6944269320190882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258524500148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878165634004133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991337795487642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crustyslimehuman,2019/04/08,"Starting my job tomorrow, feeling lots of anxiety I've been struggling with self esteem issues and social anxiety for the better part of my life. I had a counselor in college I would see and that definitely helped but I've reached the point where affirmations seem like lies and I haven't been able to really note my thinking very well. I'm in a new city and I start my software job tomorrow and I'm feeling pretty terrible. I'm worried about first impressions with Co workers and not being qualified for the job. Anybody have any tips?",4.32343137254902,6.664388794117649,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,72.82352941176471,8.454901960784316,31.92156862745098,9.150863307647796,3.1828745098039226,435,21,75,10,9,141,69,102,0.13699999999999998,0.672,0.192,0.6297,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,17,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,3,8,4,10,12,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,7,44,9,6,0.1747093882775658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118808375068947,0.0,0.26730440766342656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451625632366295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667663228579347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486077164185651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710402024660355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823512104376895,0.5201163292938887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340240771088665,0.08535418220034557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853167424673847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687354158815797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891932421990028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515684298713038,0.0,0.0,0.17774225703713947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192330782017253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922076275646705,0.159048865462165,0.18225999467527973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809421967691316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732040849429515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264418610277056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194672155235603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415354237630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570847218155741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742586439138874,0.0,0.12410853677515064,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hushwind,2019/04/08,"My weekly ritual... It's about 2 in the morning and I'm sitting here listening to sad music to help me feel sorry for myself while imagining going into class tomorrow a totally different, confident, and exciting person :) It hurts so much knowing that this is just my mind playing some sick joke on me and that tomorrow is going to be more of the same shit...",4.971911764705883,6.494217073529412,6.71988235294118,71.10747058823532,69.44117647058823,10.734117647058824,31.24705882352941,10.793553405168565,3.9886258823529417,283,12,47,9,5,98,56,68,0.131,0.669,0.199,0.6786,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,12,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,9,8,5,10,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335909684043682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144304144701774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629206829014405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140139185322815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418074461012832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547389453796314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223927270690361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347155042052609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787924443581095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277474571544518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574199527205165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561158511360152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ReplicantJ49GR,2019/04/08,"Going to see my doctor about my anxiety and I'm terrified I'm going to leave for college soon and I'm feeling incredibly uneasy(understatement) about the entire thing. I've also recently opened up to my mom about my anxiety so she brought up the idea to talk to the doctor to see if I can get anything to help with it. Now the appointment is scheduled for tomorrow and I've spent the past few days thinking about what to say to my doctor. I'm worried that I won't be able to convey how much I feel affected by my anxiety and I'll leave without getting anything to help. Its currently 12am at night and I'm shaking in my bed thinking about tomorrow. I've really no idea what to say when there and I'm thinking about canceling the appointment all together. Any advice would be great. Thank you for reading. 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I had a pretty good, mostly anxiety free day today but now I’m going to bed and regretting opening my mouth at all. I had pretty long conversations with two people today. I know it’s probably not a lot but I was way more open and friendly than I ever am with people. They’re people I see pretty often and have had conversations with before but I was just very talkative so I’m freaking out. I’m judging everything I said and even though they seemed to like the conversations at the time I’m so mad at myself for being so weird. I wish I never talked to them and I regret doing it so much. I’m going to freak out when I have to see them again and I hate it. I put myself in this position so I don’t have anyone to blame so I’m just so mad at myself for being so dumb. 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My mind will just give up. It makes me look so stupid and annoying always saying ‘I don’t know’. 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The interviewer wasn't being mean or anything, I just felt overwhelmed by everything going on. My voice was shaking, I couldn't answer simple questions about myself, and I just couldn't even think of words or formulate sentences in proper grammar. This has been an issue for me for the past few interviews I've had this year. Are there any good online resources to help get better? I know there are interviewing classes but I always seem to perform very differently in a low-stakes environment than on the actual job interview.",6.04114877589454,8.053063830508474,6.523333333333337,71.64586629001886,67.47457627118644,9.651224105461395,30.90772128060264,9.994966539143718,3.4570930320150657,524,21,83,13,9,170,86,118,0.025,0.901,0.07400000000000001,0.5023,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,18,18,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,2,11,2,14,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,4,5,57,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.18501363610172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577550438613394,0.0,0.0,0.1289284990744588,0.0,0.14503672849676275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601738125624073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767798565423794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980824234777432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252231817634883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039232148358574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203725805368107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905356286388378,0.0,0.10774903280980663,0.15902008091400135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707896692651438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978839273956789,0.5644199547469863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041943505047918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778222211776772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065203680758263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809862274237316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123855038636675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259668345461707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326432520818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214823683740796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971026379610405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643257341124228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209049949330154 socialanxiety,nonagonalinfinity,2019/04/09,"Anyone else feel as if those without social anxiety don't understand why ordinary things are difficult or terrifying? Hey y'all I've been thinking about this a decent amount and wanted to hear other thoughts on this. I'd say I'm a fairly confident and sociable person around small groups of close friends, as I like it to be, but being around big groups of people or being put in front of an audience is terrifying. I don't care what people think of me and I'm comfortable with myself, but in any situation like this I would rather be anywhere else doing anything else, and I can't stop thinking about what I seem like and if everyone's noticing how anxious I am. Video projects in high school always freaked me tf out, and my friends would always be like ""ay it's not a big deal why don't you wanna be in the video"" and I couldn't give them a fair answer. I always make excuses to leave early or just kick it with smaller groups, and some people get really weirded out and don't comprehend that I prefer being with people Im comfortable with. Sorry for my bad example, I have more but I'd love to hear anyone's thoughts! Love y'all!",5.564791403286981,5.989827805309734,6.212793931731987,79.27212389380534,67.4070796460177,9.46599241466498,29.859671302149177,9.424239791934726,2.5266078381795194,908,31,175,17,14,297,129,226,0.113,0.696,0.191,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,7,15,0,0,6,0,21,2,0,2,0,49,40,20,0,9,12,0,1,4,2,2,0,3,0,1,12,18,0,1,10,2,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,4,19,11,28,27,3,18,0,0,0,2,20,14,0,7,6,109,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836468052388775,0.0,0.0,0.07727202877658346,0.0,0.08692633776486408,0.12836911168323095,0.0,0.15890492542266793,0.1164269597307806,0.0935074840754717,0.20230888087954813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487597490858883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585295659017827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714713458653594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847688661727892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857795826357552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745454310866153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557990383972605,0.0,0.0593667793776205,0.10900387235882107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561376491884593,0.0,0.0,0.1200559177035216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273947369048165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031734620093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205474384644508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051103120768944,0.0,0.0758486445215572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936805984985145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151058466936685,0.09921698928100818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422913899109108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279403541738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036282365002556,0.0,0.11499922792216707,0.0,0.10344412590226236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772443832111033,0.0,0.11583107386016687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271990412062199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499943882362437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549046131642534,0.21842779057161205,0.0,0.18041842962779045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829242747161965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702168580900633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506609137554888,0.0,0.0,0.1095348855449646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614384241774834,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FoWhore20,2019/04/09,"Outgoing and fun but I dont want to do anything! I'm your typical fun going normal average guy. I've dated plenty and have had plenty of sex but I cant ever seem to actually make any moves towards a female... EVER. Most of my dating and hook ups is the girl giving out heavy signals or coming at me. Anyone else have this problem!? I'm tired of having to get drunk or high to get out of my 'bubble"".",1.1460714285714315,3.0108117023809555,4.097857142857143,84.38464285714288,80.78571428571429,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.6236952380952379,309,8,62,4,8,111,60,84,0.093,0.774,0.133,0.5575,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,2,18,18,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,13,17,1,13,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,4,4,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.21767930412161104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169187823832067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597226435181571,0.22855649681727316,0.1835635237397389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921507827270268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143056870141296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863422200653537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40355020361005695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330845562445042,0.21398431483101568,0.1267730042823398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086946247421604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356804646960592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889764810720738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370828386603465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855638061850627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344312023818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307003710494914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563804523498247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156954157967798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_SilentGhost_10237,2019/04/09,"So is this relatable to you guys? So I’m a freshman in high school and if you guys have been in high school you know how much people can be assholes. So the problem is, is I’ve always had anxiety, and whenever someone is a asshole I can’t respond with a quick comeback which has caused me to look like a pussy. I’ve basically shut out all of my friends that I’ve made since 7th grade, and now basically ride solo at school. I am always afraid people are talking trash and so it makes me very nervous. I will start therapy in the next few weeks.",2.8332043650793644,4.343575991071432,4.013333333333332,88.45388888888891,74.80357142857143,7.120634920634919,26.73015873015873,7.793537801064563,1.4091039682539686,429,16,92,6,9,140,78,112,0.098,0.851,0.051,-0.6453,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,0,14,0,0,4,1,14,20,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,2,9,15,3,14,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,57,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817391951074293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951259797312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391580396590178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079930710796542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33526351049237113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35774551657496906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930418189093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271050957421769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216778149862935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019397406009414,0.11300780933966295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244535974708998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005047065701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347399987804033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199543608219036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140162057692323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400451538693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344574719822056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983008030380968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360754154974778,0.0,0.0,0.1936071540433812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968867886153255,0.0,0.0,0.13580073950003724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Novelty360,2019/04/09,"How making gaming livestreams on YT helped with my social anxiety I'm not a big fan of self promo myself, so if for some reason you want my YT name or link or whatever, DM me to ask for it. **Context:** For a few years I've been depressed and basically think I contribute nothing to life and I just take resources and don't really give back. I can't socialize at all in real life with anyone that I don't already know. If someone talks to me I'll pretend I can't hear them or I'll make some BS excuse about how I have to go or something. It has gotten worse over the years, but now I am making progress to go against it. At the time I started livestreaming I couldn't socialize on the internet at all either. The thought of getting into voice chats with people I didn't know was really scary. **Ok, here's the story:** About three months ago I gained 10 subscribers on YouTube. I decided to make a livestream of Roblox, because why not? I had just hit a ""milestone"" for me and I felt like doing something to commemorate it. I didn't foresee it going too bad, and if anything went wrong I could just end the stream. I also didn't really expect anyone to watch, as I was just doing it for fun. I only allowed my close friends in the voice chat to talk with me as well, so I didn't have to talk to random strangers vocally. So I started the stream with low expectations and I assumed no one would watch. Except... people started to join. The highest amount of people I got to was only 7, so nothing big or anything, and I was really nervous about messing up. It started off slow, one person joined and asked if I took game suggestions. I said yes, and I played the game they suggested. The feeling of socializing this way was exhilarating though, so I decided to keep streaming even though I had only planned to do it that one day. The first day I had gained 7 subs, so I thought it went well. The next stream gained more, and eventually I got to the point where I was around 100 or so subs. From there, I had an idea. What if I made it so that anyone could join the discord voice chat? So, I implemented that idea. There wasn't too much growth from that, but talking to people who I didn't know but who didn't know me either was really fun. I decided I would do it for the rest of my streams. I'm only at 275 subs now, but I have a lot of loyal subscribers who I talk to often and who tell me about their day and stuff. We send memes and stuff and do normal teenager things like play games like Roblox. What started out as a YouTube channel now just feels like a friend group. I feel I have made friends I can talk to without going anywhere. Now, I feel I can chat with anyone online that wishes to chat with me, given that they aren't a creep/pedo. While I still can't socialize well in real life, this has helped me to talk to people online, which I hope will one day be able to help me socialize offline. I feel more needed now, and thus has helped me to be less depressed and more happy, especially when talking to my subscribers. I just felt like sharing my success with you all on this subreddit so you can know that even very unsocial people can find fun in life in the most strange ways. But, if it works, it works, am I right?",3.0724209532798485,4.601351466257668,3.941411042944786,89.13698914582348,74.21472392638037,6.733176026427561,24.961774421897122,7.321109707123232,0.9955565361019344,2524,81,532,28,52,809,270,652,0.067,0.764,0.16899999999999998,0.9972,1,0,2,0,0,0,79.0,1,3,4,9,46,29,0,1,26,2,51,4,0,11,3,117,103,53,0,18,29,0,7,5,3,3,4,5,0,2,34,29,0,1,24,13,0,9,18,7,3,6,33,14,76,22,77,61,17,64,0,3,2,0,57,26,0,20,32,364,110,3,0.056862553245514424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040522256201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274924148338475,0.04547296328656324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043499697593166055,0.0,0.0,0.15903847739792026,0.0,0.09358607263505184,0.050619727949871934,0.10631762280820277,0.0,0.0,0.04372379352985824,0.04747785680956874,0.03466288467932778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080024363694887,0.0,0.0,0.1466865708867844,0.0,0.09795126757769218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050363344475548084,0.0,0.0,0.07511436027030062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375707724744996,0.04062261940027087,0.10919393670963838,0.0,0.051971343514390686,0.048367258742385774,0.0,0.0,0.1317956027514672,0.0,0.029708337155445286,0.05454774244509095,0.12926519762991848,0.0,0.09095635664706722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053124528473128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408823015218543,0.0,0.1524550833171533,0.0,0.0,0.0564773456340935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838180256083312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050542050001116286,0.0,0.0,0.1562508608974849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065481193115738,0.13890085638625393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834250934518952,0.0,0.10760944551984954,0.15182478334537247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538714750016755,0.0,0.04180051932468491,0.04216286272875296,0.0,0.0,0.060473970468206385,0.0,0.05571322911739681,0.1091223068612256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412615077442118,0.1729861362719884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365280085436927,0.049650188203059886,0.0,0.0,0.053753492418487765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944406878114864,0.1821380382898372,0.058464175181258425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048560309779956866,0.05408930953015493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932004429713333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477852729817107,0.04817945683896455,0.08755114308279759,0.0,0.0,0.20123803928565245,0.0,0.04541050847422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018803843888446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275356340856095,0.3656317310680773,0.049700377855066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777695371586712,0.036435228110457636,0.11173433971353182,0.09028503133621077,0.03315701207399957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317638890043675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691756155587632,0.03353900716215825,0.09026969606459488,0.0,0.0,0.15337879285749662,0.1054243130802704,0.051309609899696906,0.0,0.06538912997976777,0.054813472183731365,0.0,0.08279323198495019,0.0,0.057947799661009276,0.08078705271851823,0.06217027554081628,0.0,0.07323523995614327 socialanxiety,WalterHarrow,2019/04/09,"Anxiety over tagging people on Facebook? This might seem stupid to some people but does anyone else get anxious when tagging people on a post/link? For example, there is a funny post about Game of Thrones and I want to tag my brother and a girl I work with in that post. For some reason I’m not sure whether to do it because they have never met each other and she might not like that I’m tagging her in the same comment as him? Even though she’s a lovely person and hasn’t done or said anything that should make me feel that way Basically, do you think it’s ok to tag people who have never met in the same comment or should I do it separately?",5.017727272727272,5.123633651515153,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.54545454545455,7.8121212121212125,28.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,1.4163757575757585,510,16,106,4,8,164,86,132,0.08199999999999999,0.812,0.105,0.7271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,1,0,6,1,12,1,0,2,3,29,24,11,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,11,4,16,16,5,12,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,7,4,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160453161262065,0.17958039072108722,0.0,0.11114904598438402,0.16287406405456265,0.13081114534044586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690099216768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910761548623402,0.1626720278225097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279130153652274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499207009989156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037532678122287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305042620216517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776601885347172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434682748081386,0.0,0.1061075288302818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372644512494313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452006458380959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408134505704461,0.138798387459597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567213466197354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343811641007958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120806613832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471188827083156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981861697511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185562414731053,0.15617812074220144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375916345099668,0.12617563702871856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572531251121422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirKatticus,2019/04/09,"Today I got an email I have to present a play tomorrow. I'm not prepared at all. I was TERRIFIED to ask my teacher if I had to present in front of the entire class, and I summoned up the courage and did it. (in an email, i could never in real life) well he said I had to. i had a panic attack and now I'm still feeling scared. anyway, this has only been happening for a few months. I feel like I physically can't ask people things, for no reason other than fear of judgement and rejection and other terrifying thoughts. does onset happen this quickly? and when you're 15, too... I mean it's probably been happening for a while, but I've gotten noticeably more reclusive over the past year. now it's gotten to a point where I can't handle it and I just want to know if this ever happens. or maybe I don't have SA. maybe I'm incredibly socially anxious. thanks ahead of time.",2.1786797752808984,4.068083089887644,3.9959410112359572,86.22851825842697,77.65168539325842,6.921910112359552,24.608146067415728,7.8658589789855275,1.3577404494382022,682,24,140,11,16,230,113,178,0.129,0.7879999999999999,0.084,-0.7595,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,3,10,0,14,1,0,1,3,25,34,13,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,12,3,15,5,20,21,3,26,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,3,18,98,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122591031057798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668361737892047,0.16235748807792455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139453128806304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488976022295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290927531192607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059264021970246,0.14432071536072424,0.10195472814152393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414121924684892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048051745166763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843174211742691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080293883608836,0.06972272719267802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867502783239653,0.15545710657483658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391274991164095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006963838103097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248054489832758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085402342109036,0.0,0.16744383068849925,0.0,0.0,0.13623641826387964,0.09893974163881482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491061844593516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538695552090308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243948614040796,0.0,0.14673349908558306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575345287736207,0.0,0.14288135563654844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547869094428528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397138132916228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139164245478666,0.0,0.0,0.0948126709448599,0.0,0.0,0.113298772469987,0.08321753254462244,0.0,0.13527594344246702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417626455008136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831679623591602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919029729045251 socialanxiety,elegantmushroom,2019/04/09,"It's not just being anxious when talking to people... When people start discussing other people they know, things they've done with their friends, or other weird experiences they've had, I have nothing to add to the conversation because I'm too socially anxious to have had other social experiences to discuss. So I don't say anything, because there is literally nothing for me to say other than replying with ""yeah"", ""interesting"", etc. Then I feel even more awkward, immature, and out of place.",7.312758620689652,8.989738149425289,7.425919540229888,67.64853448275863,64.05747126436782,9.47816091954023,37.48850574712644,9.725611199111238,4.092733333333333,397,20,59,8,6,128,62,87,0.043,0.879,0.078,0.4565,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,2,12,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972329336954305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467753081222956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434559331452926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799157652532392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960758169818765,0.11612155384301336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439539245754373,0.0,0.0,0.08889535969331465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583119682311978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662116639978068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373909272757205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365655778477646,0.0,0.18368514902192007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796240393411673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584344915941081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443998047819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131027873082755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168010630498985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babywantsataco,2019/04/09,"Looking for friends in Kansas City (KS+MO) and surrounding areas. Hello everyone. I tried posting in the appropriate subreddits previously (kansascity and various friends subreddits.) My posts always get removed from the KC subreddit and I haven’t had success in others. I have agoraphobia and a triad of other mental health challenges. I want friends within my community that I could potentially meet in person to hangout in the future. I don’t have any friends currently. Having depression I don’t find happiness in my old hobbies. I would like to talk about mutual traumas and struggles. When I’m (or we’re) better, having a friend to go to the movies or to travel with would be great. I love to drive and love traveling to other states on spontaneous trips. Free museums, parks and wandering pointlessly is what I enjoy currently. I used to like gaming, art and writing; I haven’t found joy in those in years. I have experience with psychiatric hospitals and have tried a lot of treatment. It’s hard when I’ve made a friend in the past that had no experience with mental health challenges. I’m open to all ages over 21. I’m 25 but have a strong motherly instinct so it’s hard to be friends with people I view as needing protecting. I’m sorry if that sounds weird or offensive.",4.109663120567377,6.948778170212767,5.10023936170213,75.93645833333333,75.80851063829788,8.852836879432623,29.791666666666664,9.408791572840183,3.3785070921985825,1030,47,170,29,24,336,138,235,0.075,0.721,0.204,0.9773,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,4,26,1,1,10,0,19,4,0,2,1,31,33,18,0,6,5,1,2,2,7,2,2,1,0,1,10,14,0,1,2,6,1,6,5,5,0,0,4,5,17,22,32,24,3,33,0,1,2,2,16,15,0,5,11,109,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516323421255372,0.0,0.0,0.07777407716281921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114909184855517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913134423660181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850488355952347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928340614154712,0.0,0.22374745537352253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453016623304977,0.0,0.0,0.125398472324101,0.6185223582175826,0.0,0.059752494574366835,0.0,0.0649978992397125,0.0,0.0,0.1260909864624344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174673010241595,0.204902304566416,0.0,0.0,0.2431354070884811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174873402260803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604021111137527,0.0,0.0,0.097231477892739,0.2064429456677148,0.10821764907156507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305118377296595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480233051272651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200098465609016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917707813329658,0.07928828459411269,0.09986161748793312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906562100365468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802547315552146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956213537180135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919245661266218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529656028254746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877712397361328,0.0,0.0,0.0674571361231232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248731472194014,0.0,0.0,0.07364916210616357 socialanxiety,NYwarrriorsfan4life,2019/04/09,"Anyone else hate the ""oh, you're so quiet"" comments? I think this has happened to all of us at least once. You're hanging out with a group of people and someone calls you out on being quiet. Sometimes it even happens when you feel like you are talking a good amount. What kind of response are you supposed to give to that? What do people get out of saying it?",2.9520833333333343,4.68134115277778,3.512222222222224,91.255,74.97222222222223,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.20931666666666704,281,9,56,0,6,88,53,72,0.05,0.8690000000000001,0.081,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,13,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756630297846466,0.2308923472699953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301022056164721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824664004536806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883809556062194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394108675824866,0.16098634898740893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773334176255094,0.21617123738904334,0.0,0.18900850198678626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985432724737626,0.0,0.0,0.22248130748099693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346619013660309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009207220496643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399848259998631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124513804613484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920320608512005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909338926738347,0.0,0.2228717399593406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112359052541632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439182983820276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106201280061604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xTwigzzz,2019/04/09,Interviews Is there anything you guys do for job interviews or any type of interviews to stop being anxious?,10.132631578947368,10.184430684210524,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,57.94736842105264,13.915789473684216,45.31578947368421,13.023866798666859,6.5328526315789475,89,5,13,3,1,28,17,19,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30171570398007874,0.0,0.0,0.5012289377413167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651085241570172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439310173570486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44028115120496025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709339979315807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpenceLoverBoy,2019/04/09,"Can’t Maintain Eye Contact So someone just told me that I don’t look them in the eyes when I talk to them. I never really noticed it before but now I recall that I don’t ever look people in the eyes when I talk to them. If I do it’s only for a split second. I’ve tried to maintain eye contact but it’s so uncomfortable for me, it makes me want to curl up in a ball and hide. But now I’m worried that I’m being rude by not keeping eye contact. Is this normal? How do I get over the uncomfortable feeling that comes from eye contact.",0.7337617554858937,2.4798678620689683,3.1710031347962406,91.11067398119124,81.58620689655173,5.252664576802507,21.75235109717868,6.11248444174946,0.2205275862068969,416,13,93,3,11,144,64,116,0.16,0.8109999999999999,0.029,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,0,5,0,7,6,6,2,2,16,18,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,9,14,0,13,16,0,12,0,0,8,0,10,5,0,1,6,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049083685631717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074332477918588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782302469415307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175886711802784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581131813709007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214039644787916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40443317522244426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074003080864396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572461257370632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359389809082143,0.0,0.27415949298882336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314399178541751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694472203497546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426663943019148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040343402703083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871018579542856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010067571433604,0.0,0.16349162566749953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203375564246346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455041921771384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pokeraptor,2019/04/09,"It is so easy to skip class. I find it so easy to just say fuck it and stay home from my lectures/labs. I end up being pretty behind in my work because I can't handle being uncomfortable for a 3 hour class. I tell lies to myself like ""this time I will attend class and ignore all of my insecurities and focus"" but I either end up leaving early or not attending at all. All the entrances to my classes are at the front too. Whenever I leave / enter I can feel everyone staring me and my heart starts beating. Afterwards, I spend the entire duration until the next class being stressed about my decisions and freaking out. I had some nightmare relating to it and I woke up and had a panic attack at like 6am and I just went to take a 30 minute hot shower. Anyone else struggling from something similar? Any advice?",3.1242857142857154,5.1297130000000015,4.649642857142863,82.08250000000002,75.25,7.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.5965446428571433,640,22,119,10,14,214,106,160,0.192,0.7290000000000001,0.079,-0.9644,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,4,7,0,10,2,1,0,3,23,16,13,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,5,2,8,0,0,4,4,20,2,21,8,5,23,0,0,1,1,2,8,1,2,11,84,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727317794656366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020561243268202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359753057751938,0.1811156536161089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010946202345089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775372146801672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766367814254458,0.0,0.3131209559170037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689056205253727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937721256659298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615591352299671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634155117204532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946624499497385,0.0,0.0,0.17730875008885874,0.0,0.1740769784052036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743352029276837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727159678621838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799056772624476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073945214448873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983258208790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056986376536584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608159813047047,0.0,0.0,0.1251145011995379,0.18840695329097426,0.0,0.0,0.2024826168889329,0.184792159938316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290456365389292,0.0,0.15449956695161965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307253642580287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638620410952588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286863303685697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tatortotsss,2019/04/09,"This weird little life thing.... Hello Friends, I've (24 M) been a lurkin' for a few months now and I'd like to start my first post with some words of appreciation. I really like how people from all over the world choose to support eachother through some hard times of loneliness and estrangement! You guys are awesome and thanks for taking the time to help each other out! So now my tales. I think I’ve been struggling with some level of social anxiety for most of my life. For most of my life I’ve had the feeling of having too little to say and just being a boring person in general. I’ve had a few things I have been able to bond over with people. First music, than skateboarding and later smoking weed and drinking. So that kind of became my identity. The party-guy who was always up for a night out and getting shitfaced. Through this identity it became relatively easy to connect to people and maintain friendships and such. Fast forward to today. I haven’t smoked weed in years and hardly drink at all, because I value my mental and physical health over the bursts of joy during the night. Therefore, I’m not too sad about losing drinking in my life. However, finding new means of connection has been rough and I sometimes feel like my anxiety has been increasing with every week that I don’t go out partying. I feel I’ve lost a part of my identity and replaced it with a sort of bitterness. When I do go out to parties I notice that I’m very self-conscious and can’t really get beyond smalltalk with people. When we do get to a more serious subject I’m often very confrontational about ‘the climate’ and ‘the consumerist lifestyle’. So if you’re wondering ‘You must be fun at parties?’.. Well not so much :P I also feel that I could force myself to go back to a certain ‘mask’ of being loud and jokey and outgoing, but it would feel very ingenuine and almost sort of manipulative. I really long for a sense of connection and friendship, and also for romantic connection at some point, but I simply don’t know how to bond with people without putting up this ‘party-persona’ that I myself don’t really like. Then there’s an entirely different thing that I’ve been noticing. Whenever I do go to parties or other large social gatherings, I’ve noticed that within the first ten minutes my brain scans the room for the most attractive girl (to me ofcourse) in the room. I then start obsessing over how this person would see me and how I should talk to her, but don’t dare too and it becomes a battle in my mind. This has been happening for so many times now and it is pretty annoying. This obsessiveness kind of ruins the rest of the activity. Also, it greatly decreases the chances of me actually being able to have some kind of positive interaction with this person as it powers up my anxiety to full force. I’m wondering if there’s stuff in here that you guys can relate to! And any advice or other things that you feel like sharing would be greatly appreciated!",5.853008723008722,6.76265050088184,6.327932694599365,76.98874731874731,66.91887125220458,9.445426378759713,30.84460651127317,9.567723090172098,2.8415832880499536,2362,88,427,47,37,766,262,567,0.068,0.789,0.14300000000000002,0.9914,3,0,4,0,0,0,54.0,1,4,0,6,31,33,4,3,27,0,39,9,1,6,4,92,69,48,0,8,11,0,9,5,1,5,5,2,2,6,32,38,3,0,13,3,0,7,9,14,1,4,11,14,41,19,84,47,19,64,0,4,2,0,23,31,0,18,32,308,73,0,0.13874724030001126,0.0,0.06769864600138971,0.0,0.0,0.06779109871047845,0.0,0.0,0.06946765958156202,0.0,0.0,0.16643417690988266,0.05772440936964484,0.0,0.0,0.04717644062480468,0.0,0.15921188859241747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334403171734006,0.0,0.04228951494078097,0.07661771304715699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744390332108747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538919070693122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248066763437884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203879210801934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058450267036082415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046432075140045,0.09912105619333753,0.0,0.0,0.06340623200800805,0.1770274975801935,0.0,0.0,0.053597886839188986,0.0,0.10873455971339484,0.0,0.1577065081878077,0.0,0.0,0.15296932225154958,0.0,0.20607237256058514,0.06134686318875107,0.0,0.1242902745734459,0.0,0.0,0.07374091416272655,0.0,0.0,0.04649967525339695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167258496578208,0.03812592735753936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600255813454684,0.16946223304192906,0.13906118498849626,0.0,0.06139347077224079,0.0,0.07761133586306204,0.07572950139532339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703339622118659,0.0,0.07556820991699678,0.0,0.0,0.06991229226160901,0.0,0.07004758015542795,0.0,0.055373361740791736,0.0,0.05099759304129409,0.0,0.0,0.06700147463526471,0.0,0.13020488602573785,0.0,0.0,0.2369469790381195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512487021252423,0.0,0.24047466629311426,0.1817231077491448,0.0,0.0,0.06558049457743165,0.0,0.06644075146387927,0.07057791195919688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973964937321317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777006992464722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516868719651097,0.0,0.0,0.05528179342667528,0.0,0.07237181564082272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414353386338807,0.0,0.0,0.0686122842072296,0.0,0.09820601081247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252437040859107,0.07941619757855277,0.0,0.07872436203163351,0.0,0.0,0.052160328699250885,0.0557598880505483,0.0,0.06386990879431104,0.0,0.0,0.1843550025756639,0.04445181460811536,0.0,0.0,0.12135694739202985,0.0,0.06575808025771418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172150605101227,0.0,0.0,0.05564733353207438,0.0,0.062375215951702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687369422119728,0.1504654635443462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478430879844919,0.0,0.0,0.0446743368731229 socialanxiety,Aytami,2019/04/09,"can you follow a idiot w 0 social skills on tw? yeah so the thing is that i have an account on twitter and i want to used it but i have no friends or something to interact to. I´m actually spanish but i want to: 1 improve my english speaking it 2 have a different TL and ignore the spanish one 3 Just to meet people around the world I like anime n manga and i´m into vidya too so follow me if u want to ok this is weird this is my first post on reddit but i dont know what to do My twitter: [https://twitter.com/tinybanan](https://twitter.com/tinybanan) @Tinybanan Love y´all. &#x200B; i´have actually an anxiety disorder and well, i´m open to know you all if you want to",1.637034188034189,4.390803284615384,2.9297435897435915,86.92136752136754,89.23076923076924,5.0427350427350435,21.83760683760684,6.691623216298621,0.7044017094017092,537,19,102,7,18,173,83,130,0.111,0.6809999999999999,0.208,0.9144,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,2,6,8,1,0,7,2,9,1,0,1,1,23,19,12,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,1,13,5,14,19,1,11,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,3,2,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.37066237290951465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057745352733087,0.23076943231821775,0.0,0.0,0.14528566400933954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906602100895193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984224045992974,0.2176608544814368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258081754022208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615429460779292,0.0,0.0,0.1467290787347624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087463714330597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927836480165012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140712844628514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869238980631026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166424396582413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181887586016028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359603672951892,0.0,0.14620706190333704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617213701554778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640269481888873,0.0,0.0,0.4480708782245584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075781364169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076943231821775,0.0 socialanxiety,seesyoucoming,2019/04/09,"Social Anxiety & Work Life Is it me or does anybody else not have social anxiety at work? Like at work I do fine talking to my coworkers and interacting with customers. The only time I have trouble is when I have to request days off. Other than that it's like my anxiety is gone. But any time I have to talk to someone whether it be on the phone or in public, I get really shy and keep putting it off. Even if it's a serious matter. I'm not even sure if this would be categorized as social anxiety, maybe I'm in the wrong thread. I hesitated to hit the 'Post' button.",2.3341025641025652,4.033904504273508,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,76.60683760683763,8.098803418803419,26.22991452991453,8.841846274778883,2.0203852991452997,445,17,93,10,10,154,73,117,0.128,0.768,0.104,-0.5995,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,1,16,17,10,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,15,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,4,6,61,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631942310867806,0.0,0.10438666789314982,0.0,0.469714637759241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989961329050936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433069136316386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128231278209069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027733322129137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801984933085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364396882129904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842304798340983,0.14998671037236735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421345619957655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167452373696688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701254621538096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431197270695873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833735337384306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694280723639654,0.13006180139575588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467387947809446,0.0,0.0,0.24675829030778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901657686425232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352539941867087,0.0,0.0,0.10904346266443084,0.16783041073160526,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billetepaper,2019/04/09,"Social Anxiety won't go away despite constantly going against it Everyday I wake up and feel normal and somewhat comfortable, but at the end of the day I’m always under an overwhelming feeling of tension, worriness, and indecisiveness. It takes a great space of my thinking process and I can’t seem to do anything about it. It lies in the center of my chest and radiates through my arms and neck, hardening my muscles to some degree and reducing my ability to comfortably make social interactions with people, or to even make body movements. I feel like sort of like a statue. I believe it gets worse when I’m in a large group doing a somewhat mentally demanding task (like a classroom), implying the possibility of judgement, therefore putting further stress on my mind. The thing is that I’ve been fighting this for years, going to every social event I could possibly attend to and by making my best effort to talk to as many people as possible. And I did attend many events and talked to plenty of people — but it just doesn’t seem to go away. Even though I now have a dozen friends, I’m still a totally different person when I talk to people, and currently I’m probably the worst I’ve ever been. I was always an extrovert so this really sucks for me because I'm really far away from myself. Any tips on how I could get better? Thanks. Also I'm not a native speaker so sorry if I fucked up on the spelling or grammar.",6.765133763837639,7.0782897453874565,7.431123154981552,71.95266259225096,64.83025830258303,10.612638376383764,34.64967712177122,10.411451182825502,3.745658487084871,1135,48,196,26,16,377,162,271,0.141,0.725,0.134,-0.2781,2,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,14,18,3,4,17,0,13,6,5,5,2,41,38,25,0,4,7,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,8,4,8,0,1,4,4,20,10,40,31,6,37,0,1,0,1,11,16,2,10,16,137,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787101022508769,0.16379427284275894,0.0,0.0,0.0669320905300847,0.0,0.07529453543336681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099504424137173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774194027227008,0.0,0.0,0.05999871132714224,0.0,0.0,0.11089079871499527,0.1032905259506385,0.08704854393154897,0.0,0.10932752179227197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636200660826337,0.0,0.15716803886366934,0.0,0.0,0.06347571259305272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283273904378644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717496522901723,0.0,0.0,0.1300170156082961,0.08903066886358525,0.08292695491549477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929927717436653,0.07031454067649415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604258749982128,0.0909919395870046,0.10284556299851168,0.0,0.22374783140506568,0.0,0.0,0.10851344855257196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442558366825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970975172547635,0.19957415454649532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918882842465666,0.0,0.0993807696020068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643519233444396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729408479546864,0.08594054813649869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328767811655841,0.0,0.0,0.10611834581718638,0.0,0.0,0.09894388944065437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610661440490178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920408482387032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009943977614976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017826082928832,0.0,0.0,0.07860199791128418,0.0,0.11274502554502835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400303618373476,0.2373298510136683,0.0,0.09061613086853727,0.0,0.0,0.06538891848689264,0.06306649760288559,0.0967016515766086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995494013727037,0.1003030571768152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338220349737847 socialanxiety,WowThatsSoWeird,2019/04/09,"Extrovert with social anxiety I've come to realize that even though I'm shy and have social anxiety, I'm extroverted in the sense that am far happier when doing things with other people and hate doing things alone. I certainly don't need some time to myself at the end of the day. This has created a terrible problem for me. I like multiplayer games but have no one to play with because talking to new people is too stressful. I like board games because of the team/competitive aspect but have no one to play them with. I can't go to events because I can't stand to do them alone and am incapable of talking to new people. When I do actually have plans but they get cancelled it's devastating because I was counting on them to make me happy - even if it's just watching a movie together. In the end I would prefer to constantly be doing things and instead sit at home alone and bored, getting increasingly more depressed. And it sucks.",7.136574585635357,6.928563127071822,7.636955801104975,72.54747790055251,64.13812154696133,10.996906077348068,35.22707182320442,10.577609850970193,3.715021657458564,750,31,137,17,10,248,103,181,0.239,0.6559999999999999,0.104,-0.9776,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,8,13,2,1,7,0,19,0,0,1,1,24,29,13,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,7,0,2,1,1,15,6,23,26,3,21,0,1,1,0,10,6,1,2,12,98,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1281731966200024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080995892701579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095622690768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202653307635121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314157840838787,0.0,0.14193664527781455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470627801578795,0.0,0.11312674709450647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326643227480355,0.0,0.0,0.17350348694005438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724406542535825,0.0,0.07464605452299204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981856582325347,0.0,0.1296754116664071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174915149294478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833648764497868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767341297838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739021508655414,0.0,0.25370649752964325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800474164847474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731730263936216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256788610560413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677781689661102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504545768543217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113932158895876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177816753373345,0.0,0.12904521506593655,0.0,0.0765879811882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330329976740154,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mysterymagic444,2019/04/09,"What’s wrong with me? Why do I keep doing this over and over again? These past two days, I had an orientation for my new job as a mental health specialist. Yesterday I got nervous when I saw the people in my orientation group. They were already getting along with each other. I didn’t look or act like them. Behind me, some of them were talking in an outgoing way. I felt scared. I started doubting whether I should be doing this job. Then, the orientation leader asked if any of us never worked with patients before. I raised my hand. I turned around to see if anyone else did. Then I made a face when no one else raised their hand. I felt like I had made a mistake to raise my hand and make a face because now I looked insecure and inexperienced. I wondered if I was putting out a bad vibe and everyone hated how insecure I looked and I had officially ruined it here. The next day we went around and shared what work experiences we had. I said I’d done liver cancer research and psychology research at some prestigious schools. Everyone else talked about working in hospitals. It seemed like I didn’t blend in. Then when the teacher came by my seat to get my test, I told her I’d left all the orientation packets at home but I’d get them during the break. She asked how I’d get home and I said I live nearby. I felt weird having everyone hear that. Then we got into groups to do a mini test. We would share our answers with the class. I started getting really nervous and intense and desperately needed to get the answers right so I wouldn’t be wrong in front of the class. I freaked out at the thought of talking to the class. I kept asking intensely about this one question and I could tell others could hear me getting intense. We got this guy in our group to do the talking but he didn’t really read the answers and the teacher kept asking why the rest of the group wasn’t helping. Meanwhile I sat there with my head bowed down and said almost nothing. I felt so nervous. Then the teacher told me to read a paragraph and said I should read it loudly. She didn’t say this to anyone else which made me wonder if I was being really quiet. At the end the teacher practically whispered to me, asking if I had my test. I felt like everyone thought I was weird or hated me by the end. What is wrong with me. This seems to happen everywhere I go. Is it just introversion or social anxiety? I really hope I can somehow get through orientation tomorrow. This seems to happen over and over again in most social situations. I tried going to therapy and it kind of helped but I’m not getting along with my old therapist anymore. What’s wrong with me??",2.643437606256377,4.992446504816961,3.748380369488839,86.31397483849031,78.17148362235068,6.691012127394313,24.820015867618718,7.793537801064563,1.4101667686727866,2092,76,410,34,51,676,228,519,0.113,0.825,0.062,-0.9754,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,8,0,5,3,18,27,2,7,29,0,35,9,7,6,2,94,99,41,0,14,14,0,8,4,0,4,2,10,2,1,21,38,0,3,16,3,0,7,9,19,0,3,42,23,74,8,58,48,6,56,0,1,5,0,48,23,0,21,28,276,95,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585090752512647,0.0,0.06447881518287525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039734315669044624,0.0,0.044698691096742536,0.0,0.0579467310830782,0.0817110482030423,0.1197366147511295,0.0,0.10402994541221536,0.2731202078971717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878650135259082,0.03561830680511894,0.0,0.049719516336559265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682820609717482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330299442069152,0.0,0.0,0.07536486553804092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059794044064756136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952426373919573,0.0,0.10350304493450208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332898134817245,0.0,0.05715562528209079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805091941253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747447621672603,0.0,0.06641408398350386,0.0,0.14019511562160125,0.0,0.0,0.0578547582476019,0.1033386832480061,0.0,0.0,0.11537480093278732,0.05996590427692713,0.06210822016795234,0.13170942149076115,0.0,0.07832862125910697,0.0,0.1172198486299458,0.058034045433430964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596526143208873,0.051935153699802616,0.0,0.060845718822754816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348422539500911,0.0,0.0,0.11418353351785268,0.0,0.05159464624465878,0.0,0.14719912615223155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586326907497287,0.03900239235600357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888356673539906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332500870449657,0.04506471831145693,0.0564319331469301,0.06214083027962373,0.0,0.0,0.05606503672476292,0.0,0.06131232025629376,0.0,0.07918718502169703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577792298699525,0.04050791528292975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058738158414324323,0.0654548274014605,0.0,0.17533704772638709,0.0,0.14972668521287608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049898790256358544,0.2223207490715356,0.046465778322419236,0.05849849366662236,0.05913414849204161,0.04656104194540485,0.15957707922719133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567762269547607,0.0,0.11912378970536433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271392632721819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785486688931388,0.05107028232499791,0.0,0.06681964927072442,0.06784158327478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277358118901076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166449067408622,0.0,0.03967004671534364,0.06355492067772593,0.05707749340607085,0.0,0.07028394007883773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637891161365297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416507545102571,0.10544774010388648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267294044777235,0.12761292512908065,0.0,0.0,0.041506903655447625,0.25553556420446416,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,key-blades,2019/04/09,"I went to Target today When I feel confident enough, I sometimes go out for the off chance that I meet someone and possibly make a friend. I stood awkwardly alone in an aisle for a few minutes trying to decide on buying absolutely nothing, so I finally left all depressed and with a pack of floss.",12.403684210526311,7.6088473508771965,11.672368421052635,62.13907894736843,57.94736842105264,14.908771929824562,46.04385964912281,12.161744961471696,5.453533333333333,237,10,42,5,2,78,47,57,0.131,0.7240000000000001,0.145,0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,10,3,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28735883209572016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389708598972297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866843135886917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028915894891167,0.0,0.0,0.3039374684523394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436039436794846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768359203675125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145475470059035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520280506312303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662247477697301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127878751134272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350860078672621,0.0,0.2744092569409598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629941001072516,0.0,0.0,0.18837316084626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572027843425745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,someguy2333,2019/04/09,"Ashamed of being lonely I‘m as isolated as you can get, my only social contacts are online friends and I‘m deeply ashamed of that. My limited ability to engage in light hearted social activities makes it so difficult to connect with people and then there‘s always this fear that they‘ll find out I‘m a total loner. All this is making me so tired, I just want a normal life but I find it so difficult to cope with all this.",8.469750000000001,7.562202475000002,8.287500000000001,71.26750000000003,61.75,11.0,37.5,10.125756701596842,3.81925,338,14,58,6,4,109,58,80,0.242,0.684,0.07400000000000001,-0.923,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,8,0,3,2,0,5,3,1,2,3,17,12,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,11,10,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777949026338676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747053593720144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344939128181165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836409043246778,0.0,0.1241847023871439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166716868605424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788948757332692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173236427889711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328885235403536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077612134293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478629210789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845958492378858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27319296212440514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019739984099022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tortiesunite,2019/04/09,"How do I speak up more in class? I'm in a seminar that I need to take to graduate. It's a history class and I've never been that interested in history. Usually I can just suck it up and do my studying. But this time around I have to be a more active participant in class because that's literally all my grade depends on. I also have to give several presentations (some are group and some are solo), but typical for a seminar these presentations are really more about guiding the discussion. Saying that doesn't actually make me feel any better because I still have to stand up in front of people and speak. I've had to give presentations throughout my academic career. And trust me, I've done all the right things and prepare the hell out of myself. I'm basically an expert on the given topic. I practice practice practice even when I'm ""ready"". But all of that knowledge just flies out of my brain as soon as I get up there and everyone's looking at me. I end up relying heavily on my notes and feel really disappointed in myself. I try not to get flustered because I know it's not a big deal. But I think I just have a big problem with having too much attention on me. The same thing goes for just speaking my mind in class. Most of the time I don't think there's anything interesting I can add to the discussion, though sometimes I will think of a question or want to comment on something. But it's like my mouth just won't let me say anything. I want to speak, but something inside me forces me to stop. Like I can't even control it. I'm trying my best to tell myself not to worry about what they'll think of me or if I say something stupid. But I cannot for the life of me just spit out what I want to say. How can I quit this? It's embarrassing because I'm 25 and I still struggle with these problems. I feel like I should be over this already, but more and more I think that it's like a fault of my entire personality, or I just suffer from plain old social anxiety and there's nothing I can do about it.",3.2015830291970784,4.628126119221417,4.779159823600973,83.67450615875913,73.69586374695864,8.057208029197081,26.955672141119226,8.660442795831766,1.8896526155717768,1589,58,330,30,32,535,179,411,0.112,0.7859999999999999,0.102,-0.7853,0,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,25,19,3,2,17,0,29,4,3,5,4,74,56,30,0,8,22,0,3,4,0,4,1,8,0,1,23,18,0,2,12,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,4,12,50,9,57,45,14,42,3,2,1,0,20,26,2,9,18,237,73,8,0.0,0.0,0.09856313519966327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145793916133613,0.08077106042503268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868465132147633,0.0,0.07726605984806073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662316634196761,0.08991296826582579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462789095398339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599510195401228,0.08932783722470543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275135271197748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328204738904928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412836597897902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335985403388508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945756875807677,0.0,0.0,0.1334214023824763,0.0,0.0,0.09651149740216812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320855383503346,0.07215566809502212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553848801926496,0.1937801578188968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055507918617405616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328112918070734,0.0713405207413551,0.19737740676474536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481602937205038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741945028041625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198297190651297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424790530793322,0.0748915154637121,0.07789877369234156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969139000867734,0.0,0.10598434294402638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002189392519187,0.08819082948677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329006220748596,0.0,0.0,0.11314507175164908,0.10742779027255506,0.0,0.0,0.12940861059523195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625493990302999,0.0,0.32128257187454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410322487976755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295856141269924,0.0,0.2332682375565869,0.09989331019317682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613202509275077,0.08444198288364213,0.0,0.10558895558569492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594074377111773,0.0,0.08827997853539417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420214521887502,0.32358920538825114,0.09923370341712,0.0,0.11778986158722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714711229682885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123915468089124,0.0,0.17872034138299242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257217661685916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ElectrophoreticFee,2019/04/09,Does anyone feel this? So I consider myself to be antisocial at times. But what I find the most odd about myself is that when I do become social and get to know someone I have a problem following thru it. Like we’ll chat and for an hour and stuff but afterwards in order to take further and maybe make into a last friendship or relationship I stop. I’ve noticed this through my life it’s like a have an anxiety or barrier before someone can get to know me.,4.820688405797104,5.469437663043479,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.1086956521739,9.1768115942029,30.55072463768116,9.2995712137729,2.611124637681159,363,14,71,7,6,122,68,92,0.111,0.7929999999999999,0.096,0.154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,15,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,11,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,8,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344180228731472,0.0,0.0,0.14938917289754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359598372634851,0.1818005664039017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869667115645649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802795006359417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952723931722146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232468010723828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104023899421497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483310208613065,0.17415341154218586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090743994208325,0.20875737132101266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261315362424035,0.0,0.21464032152333146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324214506157946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044343673893938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938033609303796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177894520736726,0.3620502069982837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862111641717734,0.0,0.0,0.2445783398048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063834565134966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245811376097503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Avocadogirl1000,2019/04/09,"I feel like I'm never really close to others Hi I just wanted to vent and find common ground..I feel so lonely sometimes. I have a wonderful SO who I love and feel loved by, but otherwise I feel very isolated. -SO and I have no mutual friends or couple friends -ive pretty much grown distant from every good friend I've had over the years - since high school, my 'friends' had always assumed I had better friends. They were my closest friends but to them I was just a more casual friend and they had stronger friendships -I've worked at the same place for 5 years with people my age and gender and never made any actual friends that I would hang out with outside of work -SO and I don't have a lot of family either. We have our parents but otherwise we are not close to extended family I'm so worried that SO and I will live a lonely life and eventually only have each other. Which is awesome to have each other but we need for of a community too. I feel so odd and rejected",2.701775486827032,4.852154412371135,3.8803436426116846,86.43885452462774,77.04123711340206,7.197709049255441,23.14891179839633,8.167268648758528,1.3490547537227957,772,24,153,14,18,251,115,194,0.112,0.611,0.277,0.9908,1,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,3,3,10,17,0,0,7,0,18,3,0,1,2,45,31,22,0,3,9,1,5,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,7,20,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,5,23,14,17,22,7,16,0,3,0,2,20,8,0,4,7,107,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.1084043818145422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924328518061862,0.0,0.0,0.07554261693856364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824696580073204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229150792078209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359515203319364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094448971857725,0.0,0.2808433148550309,0.07936020479067392,0.0,0.0,0.10153103185958033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866011221847832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317407046744698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736896708778055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846366730956572,0.0542712438102384,0.0,0.0980913986239208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444175433216223,0.20051977385210773,0.10511271503345232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166134589394297,0.08236921867949748,0.17135348604978345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448627515389176,0.0,0.0,0.1233483918348591,0.0,0.0,0.07701337938436241,0.0,0.11606172992365077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130148882968924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116484476998892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242545020103646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189188567708087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986737096951273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165798139862363,0.06552168511435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046855087492113,0.16174456356114764,0.11281371452924975,0.0,0.07891264944049653,0.0,0.0,0.14307210432557488 socialanxiety,pornagraphie,2019/04/09,"Conversation starters for girls At this point I’m dead set on wanting to know people in general as I am slowly starting to transmute that social anxiety trauma energy into a vibration that genuinely wants to befriend people in general because I actually really find value in relationships and other people. But the social anxiety is crippling my ability to do so. Particularly with women. Never had a gf so I basically am a novice at this. I know it’s going to suck the first few times When I find myself in the zone of socializing and being authentic it’s not so difficult anymore but I just need some good starters. Not something artificial but something that conveys my genuine interests besides body language and aura TL;DR : conversation starters",6.0500000000000025,8.948747939393943,7.5621212121212125,60.438181818181846,69.60606060606061,10.460606060606061,36.75757575757576,10.504223727775694,5.20541212121212,616,34,82,20,12,211,89,132,0.07,0.8290000000000001,0.101,0.6147,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,22,15,11,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,9,2,17,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,8,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.16720033534931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621448900046773,0.0,0.16992040564484412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444553174244074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031694006586933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131980883268399,0.14573928583864953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737484651919594,0.14370946604971932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832482527208336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704432012014355,0.13214576685568274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35635080364589033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196898067201165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976296079046352,0.0,0.0,0.18395196985359086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239699191918079,0.0,0.2638074060637772,0.0,0.0,0.12127331129212733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999080656182298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211817161623954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UnsocialMisty,2019/04/09,"Everyday I feel like more of a failure I’ve had depression and anxiety my whole life, it stopped me from ever really reaching for my dreams. A few months ago I decided it was time to stop letting myself stand in my own way of becoming more. So I started an online shop where I put my designs on T-Shirts, Leggings, hoodies, shoes ect. I felt like it was going to all be rainbows and butterflies, I thought I’d finally have some sort of moment of recognition and I would no longer feel like a failure, but I was so wrong the whole process has left me depleted. I feel worse everyday and social media is hell, my engagement is low, I’ve had slight interest in my products on Pinterest, and a small handful of people say they loved my stuff, but no sales and my family just act like it’s a joke(my sisters mostly) my husband is supportive, or tries to be. I’ve put so much effort into it and the more I put into it, the more I feel like I’m cursed. Even when know one sees my face or hears me speak they still find me boring and uninteresting. I don’t want to quit, I’ve worked too hard, but I don’t know how much more I can take. It was so much easier when I just played video games on my phone and didn’t try in life. I just feel like a complete failure, a waste of life, I don’t know what to do anymore.",5.971301587301586,4.834256733333337,6.65957671957672,81.6666666666667,66.85185185185185,10.380952380952381,32.24867724867725,9.606745405546679,2.620089947089947,1018,35,223,18,14,337,147,270,0.162,0.691,0.147,-0.6507,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,15,16,1,0,11,0,21,8,4,1,2,41,40,21,0,2,8,2,8,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,9,11,0,2,12,5,2,5,6,5,0,1,9,12,35,11,21,27,15,33,1,2,1,1,11,12,1,5,20,144,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623890141946133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305415382889891,0.0,0.10767019344793624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990472661989525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383138782798415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093509381619372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170808049052943,0.09820589003872322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234816305715952,0.0,0.2744759864624523,0.3102437457986335,0.10424221912395697,0.1189308384217147,0.09922910267810407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170164508433808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725552226459824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236392481307075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899825177979678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795935165649235,0.11101804346520124,0.2300541762659186,0.3182447804901188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798677736319844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866578697992157,0.0,0.23942971704697502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356842543593851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526731867639927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274222080023086,0.0,0.1154753359539844,0.0,0.0,0.06955138305418734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633755946493396,0.0,0.0,0.08651456777107476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067131175561143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684492534808954,0.0,0.0867024730042972,0.18153526787379684,0.0,0.0,0.12428428206917486,0.0,0.1232015774461822,0.0,0.0,0.08162955672193126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619079322315397,0.0633068212808278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742096833058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403616609399265,0.08617615337416347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424243882026255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903873136752633,0.0,0.11063997529600733,0.07712352815208184,0.11870196608362606,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Smekledorf1996,2019/04/09,"Feeling nervous about my capstone project Hey everyone, So some back story on this This is for my capstone group project. I was paired up with 4 other students to work on an objective for a company. Now, I was the only one who for the past month have done work and shown up to classes constantly. Now we had two mock presentations to show the prof so that he can give us feedback. I was the only one who showed up for either of these presentations (and who had something to present). My prof asked me where my group was and I replied ""I don't know"". He took me to his office saying that my group members have done ""fuck all"" and that he's never been in a situation where 4 people flaked on someone in a group. He sent an email to everyone in the group (including me) and asked me to see if what he said was ok (which it was). I asked him if I was in any sort of trouble, and he replied no. Now we met up in class today and my group members are trying to complete their parts in 2 days for the final mock presentation. Im nervous that if the reports bad or seems half assed, my mark will drop or I may not even pass. Even after my prof learning about my situation. Honestly this project has been stressing me out and making me think that the worst will happen.",3.897896354852879,4.939601110671936,4.5367259552042185,87.57098265261311,71.4901185770751,7.519455423803249,27.88954765041721,7.793537801064563,1.4858398770311825,983,35,209,12,18,314,136,253,0.118,0.856,0.026,-0.9719,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,1,2,12,11,3,3,13,1,23,2,1,1,2,30,39,15,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,9,0,4,17,4,29,2,33,19,5,36,0,0,1,2,31,16,2,9,16,149,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257271189054488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817880523385671,0.0,0.0,0.10467516442206908,0.11366242648994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427291658177094,0.14710760288327324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779225043452807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27861543458213056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982447031689985,0.0,0.0,0.26015509640775863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883115339677481,0.0,0.0,0.1491231872142653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584950718016938,0.0,0.1305877978175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037884622382825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704319422488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481320002284396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086748242218112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086572491470674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499144415679754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448971225513716,0.20706520174929044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741495699745527,0.12995098839844352,0.09437503849335624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949030519684446,0.10825562330653993,0.0,0.0,0.10847756778389672,0.12392716246142267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060304696869795,0.0,0.0,0.11534206342230308,0.10479912145859097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593585504670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722627167776106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903482623002366,0.0,0.1512448569045111,0.09242297856220412,0.0,0.13297871785498191,0.0,0.16374699868102713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982077599268928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tiredchambo,2019/04/09,"My story i guess. maybe i just delete this, not really intersting Hey guys, I don't know how to explain this but if you want to read this ill definitely appreciate it. I am a young adult 23 years old, I am everything you can imagine failure reject nothing just pure nothing. I failed life miserably since I was 19 years old, I just became depressed and in constant anxiety. I couldn't go out without feeling anxiety towards friends or myself talking with people were just blatantly like going into war. I don't know 3 years later I'm just in my room isolated hating life wasting life. It all started when I failed school miserably and I had to quit because my grades weren't enough so I went into a depression I guess and after that things escalated quickly into worse things I used to hate myself for wasting time wasting my life, today I don't know if I care about living or just being alive, I just hate myself for doing nothing, it's just stuck in my mind can't get out without feeling shit crap or I can't talk to people anymore. I used to have a friend a good life until my brain stopped functioning. I have never talked to people about my issues especially not to my family they would never understand trust me. My mother is a narcissistic toxic mother so there's that. I don't really have a good relationship with my family except for my brother, but we don't talk about life to each other I guess. I don't talk to my father. I just feel incredibly wasted numb and all that stuff. I don't know how to explain things my life is just a big wasted life. I feel so suck I feel like I'm going to be this forever. I just feel like a complete idiot, I don't have a job anymore I don't have money. I went with friends to Dubai and Turkey maybe things would help with different environments and enjoyment it was fun but that was it. I don't have a life anymore I don't have friends I don't have anything in nothing basically I'm just in my room being a complete wasted idiot. I used to help people a lot, I was a really supportive person towards people. People always ask me what I do, I don't really know what to answer like do you really wanna know is the depressed loner that hates life myself hoping I won't see a tomorrow. I think people think that I'm a lazy piece of shit when in reality I'm just lonely in my mind. I used to be an athlete and a hard-working guy before I just went totally opposite of the person I really wanted to be maybe I'm just too lazy or just too ashamed of being me. My plans were to study school and become a police officer because I love to help people, my dream was to help people but that's all in the past now. I am incredibly ashamed of my self and I hate it. I could never be something I wanna be anymore. I don't have a purpose anymore I don't know what I'm doing in this world, I don't know why I'm born into a world I feel nothing about. I feel like a total loner and super different than everyone else. I have really BAD social anxiety like constantly thinking and just thinking. Is it too late for me am I just a burden to the world? Should I just end my life which is best for everyone especially me?",2.823484717166465,4.574789483619345,4.7420965505286885,82.20654287282605,75.38065522620906,7.556260472641128,24.818888311088,8.344100000000001,1.6631892644594677,2493,83,487,45,54,853,230,641,0.213,0.609,0.17800000000000002,-0.9831,3,2,1,0,0,2,44.0,1,3,1,6,36,47,12,4,26,0,65,18,4,6,10,115,126,29,1,12,34,4,8,6,4,4,13,0,2,6,29,23,0,1,25,2,1,6,28,26,0,0,13,9,90,21,63,99,10,56,0,9,1,1,35,23,4,11,33,341,119,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953522418941503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904360525915452,0.0,0.23560423192280164,0.0,0.0,0.03909974600135454,0.0,0.044418917582738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396719744653016,0.05792784966716685,0.05247517463197316,0.0404306791396177,0.0,0.049862721439855436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053041029147587015,0.0,0.0,0.04844340772259275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963447018746974,0.10269091106819203,0.0,0.037935841980573606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277050126037775,0.0,0.0,0.09928345653478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039691619148769584,0.0,0.042083056192596516,0.0490943775849314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080279790278513,0.04270227097099706,0.0,0.08958341978813981,0.0,0.19219492979701008,0.10183144066665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683593962456662,0.0,0.024823959467350314,0.0,0.08100943204210853,0.07970451398156117,0.0,0.0,0.15702516950915998,0.09409211270580983,0.0,0.0,0.04256296360140105,0.2345498257532728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273897892384345,0.0,0.0,0.047191848251503285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959198287153687,0.047150039076859655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088983987148166,0.0,0.0535975496497994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691638285425831,0.1392768317205103,0.0,0.04195548833418596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039446860508747,0.04288299051010841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320176457516168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595063217146267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993653805284727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279534957083855,0.0,0.09971532027011844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045357225361890435,0.2964602999955607,0.08297430132491705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053669351234449,0.04752658137921039,0.0,0.21306955548662326,0.0,0.0,0.0510119575145408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961728496187417,0.03786228599968757,0.0,0.04956717595900702,0.0,0.09754430874560316,0.03930384306489986,0.0,0.0,0.04843425755462789,0.0,0.036578385653759066,0.0,0.0,0.03363045803861457,0.0,0.0,0.0397236003620515,0.0,0.0,0.054391845838270905,0.0,0.05391801035431629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094865577042755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626402655064362,0.12177950197147025,0.0,0.0,0.02770563426275593,0.0,0.045037454235458935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946346181542955,0.0,0.1641464068932319,0.0,0.0,0.056049650306057935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213709308692487,0.04287374516355832,0.0,0.0,0.09160306782800053,0.0,0.0345905565870526,0.0,0.04842054344813327,0.06750477186514647,0.0,0.0,0.09179184038846916 socialanxiety,sammytwodoggos,2019/04/09,"Imposter Syndrome I've been having quite a large amount of problems internally with what has been described as 'imposter syndrome' by a friend on mine who is currently studying Mental Health at university. &#x200B; I just feel as if I don't deserve to be in the heightened position I am at times and it is overwhelming to the point that it can flare my anxiety for as long as a week following, only to be 'topped up' if the same feelings or situations occur. &#x200B; It comes from no where a lot of the time when I am at work and the owners are around but there is nothing other than that which triggers it. I know I'm not doing a bad job as I've only just had my appraisal and got a pay rise as a result. &#x200B; Is there anyone else who suffers from a similar sort of thing in the workplace or otherwise? Would love to know how others deal with something such as this.",8.488604651162792,6.752669604651164,8.231046511627905,74.34389534883722,62.25581395348837,10.925581395348836,38.360465116279066,9.516144504307137,3.5220674418604645,700,29,132,10,8,225,112,172,0.062,0.8690000000000001,0.069,0.628,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,14,0,18,2,0,3,0,27,27,17,0,4,8,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,4,2,8,2,29,20,3,20,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,6,6,103,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40730775417145404,0.4567823666038757,0.0,0.0,0.09585892546965752,0.0,0.0,0.08761703181409089,0.12839104398578322,0.0,0.11154911407024204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462547073160633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794022458583602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918522431821267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467727894843733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671719313988108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096811284985165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002188416844602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331946663773047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243471014467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773005752292794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089207328252447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653087852879167,0.11309376780385035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627921079075116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023471034578727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060207382666589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118454892989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990114225837475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327860332670136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084945631548346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964668602762392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832478934586644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613414460597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051310196989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912244302071223,0.0,0.0,0.08901395290015032,0.0,0.4567823666038757,0.0 socialanxiety,theowlsfavoritejoke,2019/04/09,"A friend of mine made a comment about my lack of social life that hurt He asked me what I do to “stay active around campus” and when I said I go for walks in the park sometimes, he explained that he meant keeping active with my social life. I laughed a little and said I haven’t done much in that department lately. (I’ve been busy, have been going through a lot of stress, and just haven’t had time or desire to seek out new people at the moment. Not to mention I get so awkward and nervous when I even try. But I didn’t get a chance to explain all this, only that I’d been busy.) In response he says, “Well that’s kind of the whole point of college, to make connections and network. Plus you’ve got to keep your stress level down and hanging out with friends might help with that.” Hmm... except talking to you just now just exponentially *increased* my stress because now I feel judged and insecure about my struggle. Ugh, I know he probably didn’t mean it hurtfully, but it just reminds me why I keep to myself most of the time...",4.944387602688573,5.3662111310679625,5.024951456310681,87.25989171023153,68.75728155339806,7.50351008215086,28.467513069454817,7.010146845296331,1.308263330843913,807,26,168,6,13,252,123,206,0.103,0.813,0.083,-0.4479,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,14,15,0,7,9,0,12,2,0,2,1,40,31,14,0,2,9,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,10,14,0,3,6,0,0,6,5,10,1,0,12,4,21,5,31,18,7,27,0,2,0,0,21,11,0,4,9,111,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065913843225783,0.11620979622581365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577608789185179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720870655786046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210327008901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285310078116528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207778522081614,0.0,0.12989003011364175,0.0,0.14129249581475184,0.0,0.09941926269802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332002587114333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661453558480829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314679829924555,0.0,0.1294460896915331,0.06831560083980256,0.0,0.14022314504634795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756027125521451,0.0,0.12458776827766035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568094002973752,0.0,0.11762181476154755,0.08297555319884739,0.0,0.0,0.13540621888236076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186955122425192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137957950053104,0.0,0.0,0.1200559911352754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454069379600354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617847461389794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750982076879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134023430198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236487892504282,0.0988535171362193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534296424620293,0.0,0.0,0.12294230581335043,0.0,0.0,0.1324941882053742,0.0,0.0,0.427178023132188,0.12995214237094593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991285508180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449682381829571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439595298628086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111766471023565,0.0,0.11216728051992764,0.13878376665927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,REBELDINE91,2019/04/09,"My reasons for having social anxiety I use to get bullied and criticized by my foster dad a lot growing up. He would tell me I'm fat, smelly, weird and fucked up. He would make fun of the things I believed in and made me become very self conscious about my appearance, my speech and sharing what I want to do in life. For over 10 years. Anyone I would introduce to my parents who is friend, I would be reminded about my appearance. And having something like that take a toll on you for so long, it becomes second nature to you. This is why I have a hard time interacting with people. Because I learned to be self conscious about myself.",5.349919354838711,6.0468339919354825,5.6808064516129075,81.94120967741938,67.95161290322581,8.458064516129033,30.822580645161292,8.472884824447931,2.264664516129032,501,19,96,7,8,160,84,124,0.12,0.767,0.112,-0.25,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,12,3,1,4,0,21,22,6,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,4,2,1,0,2,6,6,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,18,4,20,15,1,12,0,0,0,1,14,6,1,3,4,68,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812483303178632,0.0,0.0,0.1171087357480809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209671693526118,0.3699459297254449,0.0,0.18869716093399214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939775470614048,0.15483629721230682,0.08750349883562031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003280362402582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829893133364201,0.08182424254488073,0.0,0.0,0.1482181059745904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238894247308642,0.0,0.15847744930116342,0.111796897981591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597120726229702,0.0,0.0,0.11611234590422605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722014886976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494447635977322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072888815782028,0.0,0.12893739738305418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592715527512865,0.0,0.14638843409563282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126895484568612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766129124726444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465243692635538,0.0,0.13819187427062954,0.09878642681365472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112829663343588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759034298351726,0.0,0.0,0.10785423130042407 socialanxiety,PerfectExtension,2019/04/09,"Worried my boyfriends friends and family don't like me I was diagnosed with GA and SA at 14, it was once crippling but now over the years has improved immensely. At times it's particularly bad still though, mostly in social situations with peole I am unfamiliar with. My bf and I have been together for a year and I'm still uncomfortable around his friends and family. I come across as very quiet and shy which is the total opposite of the way I am around him and my own friends. For this reason, my bfs friends has asked him why I'm always upset or annoyed and he has to explain I'm just not very outgoing until I get to know people. His family apparently love me but still think I'm painfully shy because I don't say much to them. I hate the thought of them not liking me or then thinking they've done something wrong. This then makes my SA even worse around them because I'm constantly worrying what they think of me. I'm worried that the people around hims opinion of me will influence the way he thinks of me. Should I just ignore this and not think about it or is there anything I can do to show them I'm not awkward and boring... Tldr: bfs friends dont like me because I'm not as socially outgoing as them.",5.991657848324515,5.892998456790128,6.475582010582013,79.55083333333333,66.48971193415638,9.905820105820107,32.58348030570253,9.606745405546679,2.8112295120517348,967,37,195,18,14,315,128,243,0.219,0.675,0.106,-0.9835,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,0,14,18,2,2,7,0,19,3,0,3,1,46,41,22,0,1,12,0,0,3,6,2,2,2,0,0,9,18,0,1,9,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,2,33,9,28,34,4,23,0,0,0,1,25,9,0,5,14,131,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228968113002025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138326509294687,0.3521548557544081,0.0924547321778646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257431683976693,0.18085888124045973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519044399399643,0.0,0.10687181494490244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003777080195378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120529660551182,0.11590577933224208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532010289611621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796920164250564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38203535258336657,0.0,0.051669258258556235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763966572121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435084463052224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449472755759509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892578121745746,0.0,0.06601407796467272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270019244187287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532137937382313,0.0,0.0,0.10523268336748473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371245462722014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168191341400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864634263629279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116363492728512,0.0,0.201624738023198,0.0,0.07613523771302225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369362456468099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168439218085927,0.0971651564474982,0.07851265078526057,0.05766725384088135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319968311979036,0.0,0.1569986301985948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923856866109663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013021154590337,0.10078382410073626,0.0,0.10812762781424308,0.0,0.12737200695959267 socialanxiety,ItsMeSo,2019/04/09,I'm social anxious and I wish I could get a girlfriend Title kinda summs the situation. I'm depressed and really anxious in any social situation. Never had a girlfriend before so I dont have any experience in the area? :/ What do I do?,0.9004968944099367,3.471833521739132,4.416335403726713,75.10413043478266,94.21739130434784,6.106832298136648,23.962732919254645,7.447530270364453,1.9583080745341608,186,8,31,4,7,68,29,46,0.22,0.721,0.059,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823713483723795,0.0,0.0,0.4690928881932376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666551734920505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576410023764687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788189446062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433238451764628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308781850424265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084705410663702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012588941529282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300381949142293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667370902492223,0.0,0.4232757574397691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874760380065804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lethalbiscuit,2019/04/09,"Can't take a joke Does anyone else have this problem where you'll take any joke and banter as a personal offense even though you tell yourself not to? I hang out with a lot of people that tend to make jokes at others' expenses frequently. When that starts to get directed at me I'll get really defensive and a little angry tbh, which usually leads to me either just leaving the situation entirely (which I don't really think is the healthiest way to deal with this problem) or having some kind of more obvious outburst. I want to know how to just not let that shit get to me, but at the same time a lot of the stuff they're saying is echoing some of my own self-esteem issues. This is like the fifth time I've typed and deleted this post so sorry if it doesn't make sense I just had to get it out in time so I wouldn't convince myself to delete it (SA is a bitch isn't it). tl;dr: How do I stop crying when people make a joke at my expense in public?",4.685896785109981,4.752297720812184,5.727220812182742,83.24111886632828,69.25380710659898,9.003214890016919,26.56895093062606,8.841846274778883,1.7426585448392555,749,20,158,12,12,249,115,197,0.14300000000000002,0.81,0.047,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,12,13,4,0,12,0,15,1,1,6,1,36,29,14,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,7,0,2,2,4,2,2,7,6,0,0,1,1,14,7,25,25,8,23,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,6,10,108,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647601169882908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919833662193583,0.14536189753115122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583680119859072,0.0,0.14626105339529893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415080980197522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851362387883815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370335678694172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964834852889369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807472538255714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773507941753616,0.07796767549777192,0.0,0.0,0.15021913988067606,0.0,0.14507100546335028,0.0,0.06931019025995262,0.14219034259601632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122446812287698,0.0,0.0,0.28409664526963746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967086656924963,0.1238748298724346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587160520410185,0.0,0.0,0.271499584609029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177025564678176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282018823143615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800065541100627,0.0,0.14562683213889546,0.0,0.15946707496604495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881110385974392,0.1004158444613356,0.0,0.0,0.11860911530910395,0.0,0.0,0.16240644493719053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333616589793472,0.0,0.12400005063853335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090414048557684,0.13938589987126732,0.0,0.2481754477715249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624902772136326,0.0,0.08367820861647153,0.11260927347249135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iWill_,2019/04/09,"When I am walking, WHERE DO I LOOK!? Do I look down. NO, then everyone is looking at me look down. Do I look straight up? NO. Then I end up making weird eye contact with someone. Sorry, this is stupid but it really makes me anxious when walking to class.",0.036974789915966255,2.3893976274509825,1.8278991596638683,94.93411764705887,92.33333333333334,4.4829131652661065,22.97198879551821,6.18269132825596,0.5076812324929971,193,8,41,2,7,63,34,51,0.231,0.741,0.028,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,4,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,7,13,0,14,0,0,6,0,1,7,0,0,5,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270038927543749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797232607425098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920058405792758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8436908271309878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682567066293017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287266788121324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702549759535441,0.0,0.0,0.2249347769866043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LocustTragedy,2019/04/09,"Does anyone relate? If not, what do you think? Hey, I'm new here. I would like to know how severe my social anxiety is and if anyone is in a similar situation. Not sure how to start, but anyway these are just things directly related to my phobia. There's more to the picture but I want to make this direct. I've had social phobia ever since I was a kid. Also had selective mutism from ages 7 to 12. I was extremely sheltered and my mother was the closest person to me. During early teens, I would avoid standing up and walking in public because it was agonizing to do so. Just being in school and knowing there were other kids around me stressed me out every second. Felt like I was being judged for every little movement. Even contemplated taking my life at 16 because the sheer terror I experienced every single day was getting too much. Literally sheer terror. No, I don't hyperventilate or have a panic attack(not the generic type anyway); I just breathe really, really shallow and tense up. Didn't have many friends until I turned 17. I'm 19. I am extremely socially awkward. It takes up almost all my energy just to approach someone and initiate small talk. I can't hold conversations, it just feels like my brain drains out after 5 seconds of talking. Although I feel much more assured and confident compared to my past self, it still feels like it's never enough because every other person my age is so damn talkative. Not as rowdy and violent, but still talkative. As I was extremely sheltered, I can't find much to talk about with anyone. I now know that being like everyone else isn't life or death, but everytime I want to talk to someone or open up more, my mind just goes blank and it's like there's a stone wall holding me back. Like an alarm going off in my head and everything shuts down automatically. I can't control it. &#x200B; I've tried breathing methods to help my anxiety. Tried therapy when I was a kid. Meds have helped but they made me feel so out of element and slow that I stopped. Prozac, btw. I've never been able to talk to a therapist about it because of my phobia itself. I hated them anyway. It feels so incredibly painful to put myself out there into the world. INCREDIBLY PAINFUL. Not exaggerating. At this point in life, I feel as though I have no hope at all. There are so many things I want to do. I want to write, make art, make music, maybe even sing, for fuck's sake. I have these dreams of doing great stuff, but they're always postponed; wait till I overcome this, wait till I get over that, etc. I really don't think I'm worthless. It's just...that stupid fear that inhibits my entire fucking life. I can't control it. I just can't control it. I hope I've been clear lol. Hope to know your thoughts on this and your experiences too.",2.9682813840434648,5.339742907063197,4.214888475836435,83.27157206176723,77.17843866171003,6.963740348870461,24.65842150414641,8.012643519586192,1.5798211609951394,2196,77,411,38,52,719,261,538,0.16899999999999998,0.698,0.132,-0.9781,0,1,1,0,0,0,77.0,0,3,2,3,38,31,6,8,12,1,42,13,4,9,8,92,82,40,1,11,22,1,7,7,1,2,7,0,0,6,29,20,0,9,15,3,0,5,17,17,0,2,17,8,56,14,59,60,11,57,0,1,0,2,27,30,3,9,28,278,85,2,0.0685603957090074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865333277392943,0.0,0.0,0.0548277236783045,0.05704774148868263,0.07428516010647875,0.08330838509571221,0.0,0.0,0.1048970301186707,0.0,0.0,0.14381706836501726,0.0,0.0,0.06103328782900355,0.0,0.07799734781908292,0.0,0.05271871231956142,0.0,0.16717512347849925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653607589546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306889407892856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421578337228745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059997664305305926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727341313704981,0.0,0.0,0.07084121611640673,0.07646296433767392,0.09056698951461524,0.06201680307552768,0.2310603614818355,0.06551239619116757,0.06161766286342035,0.06706522271190016,0.0,0.07714950609724347,0.20799717647922547,0.0979591207870594,0.06582873158643889,0.0,0.06266295960173861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052969591653364206,0.12676596213095845,0.07163995406395543,0.0,0.038964452856368036,0.0,0.0,0.07558807830863976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768919666007965,0.0703627456720825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190917610526267,0.0,0.0,0.20428782797789413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071600188969278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937049402442229,0.2344660235684708,0.06871552796264163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487350414087982,0.1372937895478802,0.13901896053863375,0.06887813263321295,0.0,0.07615514379786896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922645529424867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119933851907086,0.0,0.10575600757022624,0.06621605740262637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459061898033918,0.0804408522020382,0.0,0.0,0.06544865547472516,0.0,0.11972858607072845,0.0,0.0,0.06481173462331939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892213419591219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176463524136928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938678072235188,0.0,0.0,0.07152344519120116,0.0774537322104101,0.0,0.05671386781407131,0.07706475734489812,0.0,0.2096660682333341,0.11618200159469708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048527400961255546,0.0,0.10950484115257372,0.05731956074403088,0.07853570164327069,0.0,0.07848525015585267,0.0,0.0,0.06461736157678448,0.0,0.10309777025330126,0.2755312452463413,0.0,0.0,0.07840478759098378,0.07960390371019521,0.0910969609211144,0.08786146644577485,0.06736024068395753,0.05442929592243589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309601652769048,0.07457402291816759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175479091109535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740667603565578,0.0,0.08330838509571221,0.0 socialanxiety,North_Beyond,2019/04/09,"Anxious about driving my scooter Hi everyone! I'm a 17-year-old girl and I've had a depression and social anxiety since 2014. I used medication and therapy for one year and it helped so much I stopped. Depression is gone but I still have anxiety sometimes. I've also gotten panic attacks a few times. I will see a psychologist later this month. Summer is here soon and it's time to drive a scooter. I have a really cool and new Yamaha scooter which I absolutely love, but I'm anxious to drive it. I have a license and I know how to behave in traffic. My friend group often plays basketball in the evenings and everyone comes to the field by their vehicles. Everyone will see how I drive and when I arrive, everyone's attention is on me. The allowed speed of a scooter is 45 km/h / 27 mph. Everyone else's vehicles are tuned and by that I mean that they go a lot faster. When we switch basketball fields, they drive past me and I drive alone. That makes me anxious too. I wish someone would drive with me but no one wants to. I'm the last one to arrive and the attention is on me again. To avoid this, I've started to walk or bike because it doesn't draw a lot of attention to me, even though the trip to the field can be long sometimes. Some people have asked why I don't drive it and I've always said there's something wrong with it and my dad is fixing it, when the real answer is that I'm just so anxious to drive. I don't understand myself. I've told myself that literally every teen here owns a scooter and drives it but it doesn't help. What can I do? I feel like this is the most stupid reason to be anxious about..",2.5002006269592485,4.370161024242428,3.9018704284221535,87.3559090909091,76.63636363636364,7.339602925809822,25.318704284221525,8.216663640201805,1.5483782654127478,1278,46,266,23,29,421,164,330,0.151,0.779,0.07,-0.9677,1,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,3,0,22,12,2,2,20,1,26,2,0,6,0,50,49,29,0,3,6,1,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,19,19,0,2,9,2,0,15,5,7,0,3,5,5,32,5,25,39,7,39,0,2,2,1,16,4,0,6,21,173,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533233054132773,0.0,0.073609488177019,0.07658999445746603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083051748836484,0.5199312686096625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605097659669851,0.1047160900900121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611064279899914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792898397919415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158558891956238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689297210121865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159158353937395,0.0,0.07755307810364702,0.43977149053063336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046541435231848234,0.06575798026664682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111483514119901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231210124066804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339354906607175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505863047692827,0.07503011691811771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044969230975818016,0.0,0.0,0.08145818445815403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650914798172594,0.08307548705814909,0.0,0.06144169956668503,0.0,0.0,0.10026553483883696,0.0,0.09272708356733728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347057362961447,0.0,0.06766470910711117,0.0,0.0,0.08889900523877023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658723307376066,0.0,0.1871191074854292,0.0,0.0,0.10799664041967703,0.0,0.0,0.08786872239372083,0.06381339734672431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047689765727969,0.05896729312137373,0.09463904924479932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755722307500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466981576211454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614174914186406,0.0,0.0,0.09382973269324768,0.07799063228436884,0.07086183047962914,0.18207252441492172,0.0,0.06515092926851683,0.0,0.0735083892725636,0.07695492801517198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526310227765197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090435139516634,0.0,0.10734601450385524,0.0,0.0,0.08795429810612666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582356857622476,0.0,0.07949855256879731,0.0,0.0,0.05429136288334531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083057576421355,0.0,0.10584883944815493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653871352573273,0.1006383097038231,0.0,0.11854975220596198 socialanxiety,smarten_up_nas,2019/04/09,"Does anyone else feel like their IQ drops 40 points when your social anxiety is bad? It's so annoying. I'm far from the sharpest tool in the shed, but if I'm around someone I barely know, or forced to interact socially at work, everything they say just slides right through me and makes no sense. Then I have no idea what to say in response, I'm always like: ""yeah"", ""cool"", etc.",3.283200000000001,4.8812295200000015,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,73.8,7.666666666666668,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.271,294,9,64,5,6,91,63,75,0.183,0.755,0.062,-0.8317,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,4,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,3,8,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810545187160072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664577843685728,0.0,0.0,0.15214584262516906,0.2229493874454736,0.0,0.1937035939578431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181680776841326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041679742986406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817707411398357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426733266995889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955582465320729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002138354944194,0.1554482351546098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563562035977424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958323183728768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260955896470934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452447858619118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569538974128546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582293720343152,0.0,0.3460768232237937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436166163574264,0.18436554921603102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841004328146405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Langtons,2019/04/09,"Xanax, Valium and Alcohol... a warning to younger suffers. OK I don't want this my first post to come across as preachy or self-righteousness but if I can help ANYONE out there avoid making the mistakes I've made (and paid dearly for, in ways you can't imagine) then it's worth it. This is a warning to anyone who has social anxiety and is still young and looking for quick fixes like Xanax/other benzo drugs or alcohol. Whilst these do suppress social anxiety and make you feel confident to do things, it's in reality just making your anxiety problem far far worse in the long run and setting yourself up for a whole load of health problems, some potentially life threatening. I'm 47 years old, I'm had 10 years of Xanax and a life-long battle with alcohol. It's taken its toll on me now and my health is seriously screwed. Don't even go there guys and girls. Be strong and brave, look for support and therapy, don't go for quick fixes.",6.062771982116246,6.357823950819673,6.309110779930452,79.46056631892701,66.3224043715847,9.714654744162944,31.93691008445107,9.573946990214177,2.7982939890710385,745,28,144,14,11,239,117,183,0.209,0.644,0.147,-0.8535,0,1,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,8,14,2,1,6,1,13,10,0,4,0,32,29,17,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,14,3,2,2,0,2,4,4,8,0,1,4,3,8,6,20,24,2,28,0,1,2,1,9,9,1,4,13,84,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40852851665408507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924341739569045,0.0,0.0,0.17819390455000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097634197296637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776994051274608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416152721866897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442877301277528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083857293995806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483457503476208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261685597683108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088885774364146,0.0,0.0,0.08540878600342829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000491887967635,0.06225232119866848,0.0,0.0,0.2255302549370379,0.21400604212245308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057049072260505,0.25516703310809435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337087454360015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220357753632028,0.0,0.0,0.24385273338590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088183356307903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132929722219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597829018132995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175997588780523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459783113270258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571902412297102,0.0,0.08465401574227173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515724167809168,0.10114225102926476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226295423483734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298546722858881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411215162466666 socialanxiety,NoOneLikesMe_,2019/04/09,"My social anxiety and over thinking almost made me quit my internship(planned to be permanent job if I decided to stay later)... I'm now at work, I'm trying to be a functioning member, but now I've got no tasks assigned to me, so I'm writing this. Few hours earlier during a meeting (we have those every morning), I was told that there will be a new task assigned to me, which frightened me and made me start planning for responses(mainly things like ""I'm leaving, I didn't apply for this"") in case it was the task which I was told about later after getting accepted, but didn't like and proved that I suck at it, so it was ignored for me. Moments ago when I asked about it after hesitating for the past 3 or 4 hours, I found that it was a completely different task, in fact it was a task that I would want to learn and work on, I can't believe I'm so foolish and stupid.",11.441525423728812,5.818714932203393,11.115000000000002,67.91622881355934,60.69491525423729,14.285875706214693,43.624293785310726,10.864195022040775,4.48694802259887,681,25,141,11,6,228,98,177,0.152,0.789,0.06,-0.9539,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,4,9,6,2,0,7,0,15,0,0,2,2,24,32,13,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,14,0,18,3,20,13,1,21,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,3,16,94,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282721285677792,0.0,0.17263936186569814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188985595882916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611760165461694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424213703560486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076405155069514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012721723131303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525920209160476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903390448864668,0.0,0.0,0.09007484017138497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788855371958073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395696879808244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108601226603656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255269769576896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845739124604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262688031112228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651045817243826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458070802376545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337463839730408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574585608677168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202961162190525,0.1837614914061532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145386579637239,0.1104705837787316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294819877129361,0.0,0.11705212431931787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168932356702476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510267437485936,0.0,0.0,0.12247203240394065,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mqtchair,2019/04/09,"Avoiding people brings me joy I think I've come to a realisation that I derive as much joy from being with the right people as from being away from the wrong people. It's truly liberating when I am in a place where I don't have to force myself to act like I am comfortable with the lot around me. I bloody dislike being around certain people as a matter of personal preference. I much rather be alone than be in a group with one friend and three other people that I am not comfortable with. That is just how I am like as a person. But yes, at the end of an inconsequential rant on the internet, I know I have to go back and hide my social insecurity and try to force a smile and say hi to people that I really don't want to interact with.",7.492471804511279,5.388947138157898,8.404887218045115,73.47921052631581,64.46052631578948,11.58045112781955,30.266917293233085,10.290406445055957,2.6406285714285715,583,13,122,11,7,200,87,152,0.13,0.664,0.205,0.9231,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,12,1,14,0,0,1,1,25,20,11,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,1,16,8,29,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,5,94,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649310530337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835257877716301,0.0,0.0,0.1496170614559039,0.1224505099789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371765139643992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104488008493804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303323100942998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905032940560549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751755534882695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555993140384562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538543765511213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341285828823685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790935689589516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624076488401495,0.2780953057911064,0.1663784012890979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201720333314446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599539786573955,0.0,0.12663898218040304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233146227619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203854476348166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081177270769237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392754378437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411073767667132,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CraftyFrost,2019/04/09,"I have problems with MMOs In general, I do enjoy playing them. I like to play Guild Wars 2. But when it comes to dungeons and raids, I just avoid them. I feel like I screw up for the team a lot. There are times I actually try to go in alone to see the difficulty and see how far I could go. Of course, that never works out. I really wish that could be an option. Then I can take my time, find strategies, understand the story more, and explore. I could hardly ever do that with others. It's a shame that some items and loot can only be found in these places. What really reinforces my anxiety is this one raid in which I screwed up so bad that we almost have to start over. I almost got kicked out. I just waisted maybe 10 to 15 minutes of everybody's time. 🙁 Anybody else with this shitty problem? I don't mind running around the world where other players are doing their own thing. But anything I have to team up, it gets personal. 😥",2.246125116713351,4.155110904761905,3.4802738873327117,89.91249299719891,77.51851851851852,6.563460939931527,22.22875816993464,7.5105763829236425,0.7843467787114848,727,21,154,10,17,236,124,189,0.16899999999999998,0.752,0.078,-0.951,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,3,3,9,13,3,2,7,0,17,3,1,1,2,38,30,10,1,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,12,1,1,5,4,0,5,2,8,0,1,2,4,22,5,24,23,5,28,0,0,2,2,7,15,2,5,10,108,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.14451890187658897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965905663300256,0.15338127380995722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132919128328488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186918266076227,0.13183553274679247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365274962291176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275703274893005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35472430349497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371397972700987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395998419127916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488104591872786,0.10579876437716901,0.0,0.0,0.1353557207295024,0.0,0.0,0.16237801212297984,0.0,0.0,0.07737328141684269,0.0,0.16833107254187474,0.0,0.11844472719359707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326636133529569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447030171225077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259046765354253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878086423501974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953326190551855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421963403198017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035268866754983,0.1126325661795883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931043444585466,0.15472726727189534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28341293605663304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897463007717102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602433879187315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482207310326352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134865865682046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983874275976796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906534041805074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054646711740688,0.0,0.0,0.15417163228654715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030140492396212,0.0,0.0,0.10781458424049373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,draganbendersucks,2019/04/09,"Has medication helped you? I’ve had some social anxiety my whole life... at first I thought it was just a shyness I would be able to overcome on my own. I have been able to overcome some aspects of it on my own, such as being comfortable with one on one conversation, and being a little better at introducing myself to people But I’m still struggling with the anxiety. I just had pretty severe anxiety all weekend and could barely sleep because I was getting transferred to a new job site (happens often in my career). I had a panic attack in the car before walking into work. And even though mentally I knew I had nothing to worry about I couldn’t stop it. I always feel so afraid of situations like this. Once I’m in one place for a while I have good days and bad days with anxiety. I’m just exhausted from it, and hate the feeling that people think I hate them because of how I act. It also hinders my social life immensely. I’ve become kind of agoraphobic lately and rarely leave my house for anything other than work. I’m and introvert and enjoy socializing but my anxiety has taken the joy out of it Got side tracked but thinking about seeing someone. For reference I’m 25. How has medication helped you guys cope? Do you only use it on days when you really need it, or do you take it everyday regardless?",3.593336898395723,5.650194945098042,5.126532976827093,78.95258021390376,74.05882352941177,7.930481283422461,27.27718360071301,8.710501217029153,2.2802156862745098,1041,40,188,21,22,350,145,255,0.11,0.807,0.083,-0.4136,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,4,15,15,3,3,9,0,20,6,1,3,1,40,41,20,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,12,13,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,8,0,4,11,3,27,7,32,24,6,30,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,4,13,136,39,5,0.2032777247391464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128056151583811,0.08457167561098881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887672575746173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364012353783341,0.0,0.0,0.11562887900797197,0.0,0.0,0.08486420462047621,0.12391621424535668,0.11225213812733124,0.08648718582056719,0.0,0.0,0.08989131417134674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115036117260152,0.0,0.0,0.19664597356524724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713151001616224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027833254403382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645396440932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310211059875992,0.0,0.0,0.0852498555324349,0.08128988312372645,0.0,0.0,0.10063845338505577,0.08987891032591587,0.0,0.0,0.20069466846256664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625277398211366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727760087960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086088776805853,0.0,0.0,0.10584123454837596,0.0,0.0,0.1146530638301098,0.1076208797561906,0.0,0.0,0.14358106861978326,0.0496556141765301,0.10186884158152423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478092177340407,0.10242806755297283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536392858568973,0.0,0.09816344662837327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752522965888234,0.0,0.0,0.10824207128997372,0.20661937072816752,0.07730093485460847,0.0,0.1192513056744215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092717928160706,0.0,0.10619097844708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340326286045896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511245784576213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099301408067817,0.0,0.0,0.11482298412565015,0.0,0.0,0.11424633980479773,0.1017122647404345,0.31082406150607544,0.08611827825516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116892678061201,0.08497464002795338,0.0,0.10625500711163532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641977538942703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025215801806914,0.0998596662294148,0.0806899035503441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778334359490315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347616010259773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798860463611546,0.10321919840408804,0.0,0.07220133166592071,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxietygotmelike,2019/04/09,"Made a joke in class and everyone laughed Maybe a small dumb thing but I’m laying in bed and just remembered how great it felt!! It’s a small, relatively tightknit class so that’s the only reason why I felt comfortable speaking more than needed lol but wow - just felt so good to be the class clown for once and not silent until spoken to",4.250597014925372,5.686111970149256,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,71.08955223880595,7.748059701492537,23.84776119402985,8.238735603445708,1.1426441791044781,270,7,56,4,5,83,49,67,0.026,0.628,0.34600000000000003,0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,16,7,9,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,6,7,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,30,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984123504253808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627083038307904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297135327186,0.0,0.2536523994844173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176972924368629,0.0,0.0,0.2311357029488531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059359451384845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501647360362144,0.0,0.1749781969119969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654972999868676,0.0,0.0,0.2606238566464062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284793078763664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760190886951968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,forkbomb42,2019/04/10,"I got an invitation to an interview. Should I accept it? Recently I got an interview invitation. I get really anxious and sometimes stutter, even go blank. And the interview would be not in my primary language. I am now thinking whether to accept it or not. On one hand it would be good to experience this kind of interaction. But what if my experience is not great. what do you all say?",2.304322678843228,5.11794990410959,4.869223744292238,74.59948249619484,84.2054794520548,9.271841704718415,30.02891933028919,9.444778638647367,3.775972298325722,305,16,55,11,9,107,50,73,0.133,0.7659999999999999,0.102,-0.3559,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,16,13,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,8,5,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694220720631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575182065420868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665714808250032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459944999155233,0.0,0.1355374792895888,0.2000313168616077,0.3814791771131756,0.2629324126804136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834718361387506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160475016933085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278067752300525,0.0,0.23547683066943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965418445321935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358694300345358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281263838920914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388281977041213,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sleepwithmythoughts,2019/04/10,"I wish I’d thought of this sooner I’m finishing university and have absolutely no idea what kind of job I’m gonna get, considering I got horrible grades and deal with chronic (physical) illness on top of social anxiety. But I realized I’d feel fine working in a job with kids. If I had thought about it earlier I could’ve studied education or something...",6.649347826086956,6.770332449275365,8.23894927536232,66.71755434782611,65.08695652173913,12.697101449275365,41.88768115942029,12.161744961471696,5.544707246376811,285,17,52,10,4,100,53,69,0.156,0.75,0.094,-0.624,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,2,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,25,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271937539178466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113894127259174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597201629214391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737915741110625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161866627379587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148475978933086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843888827986033,0.0,0.0,0.499986737910673,0.0,0.0,0.2623376353774264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568024005069039,0.0,0.19394159664691887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39999530592313337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969746881856123,0.0,0.0,0.18340196412438328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheGhostDogKillah,2019/04/10,should I tell people about my anxiety? people think I’m being an asshole but I’m really just hella anxious. I hate those people who go around saying shit like “im an introvert I’m so sad feel sorry for me” but I guess I’m tired of being misunderstood by most people. shit is exhausting and ironically making me more anxious.,0.9043749999999982,3.4630781875000025,3.684124999999998,80.04837500000002,95.25,6.3100000000000005,18.9,7.554174236665415,1.33117375,260,8,45,6,10,91,45,64,0.463,0.5,0.037000000000000005,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,2,0,4,4,2,1,0,11,14,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,11,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,2,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450981130684998,0.4285494215090484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688477717307422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590356624513434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779463593601242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089444470025688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872612541916381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487767562098108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266387253418712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660714211441004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259771082934541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150836505128003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083432179815148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893899630130751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232162009481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578117652695154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153378392401328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179993893700715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xoalone,2019/04/10,"is going to a therapist really necessary? To preface I’ve been to a therapist two years ago and only saw them for two sessions for reasons beyond my control. I really enjoyed seeing that person and felt very comfortable with them! At the end of each session they gave me an achievable goal to reach before our next session like “try to compliment someone” or “try to initiate a conversation”. Since then I have accepted that sometimes you just have to do things that make you uncomfortable and I try not to be as avoidant. My family has been asking me to see someone for months now. I had a panic attack yesterday which I don’t really frequently have.. So they basically said i need to see a therapist or I’ll just get worse. I really don’t wanna see a therapist. It’s like.,. you’re nervous talking to people, huh? You should talk to someone about it. Also, I don’t think I necessarily NEED someone to tell me what I already know. Then again I’m really stubborn and just don’t wanna feel like I’m helpless.",3.122221920781336,5.578589458762888,4.9364351600651135,77.85688279978298,77.09278350515464,8.414107433532285,27.736299511665763,9.134995656068208,2.80637525773196,801,34,142,21,19,272,113,194,0.104,0.7859999999999999,0.11,-0.2638,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,4,3,9,13,2,3,8,1,15,0,0,3,0,27,34,11,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,7,8,23,7,24,25,1,14,0,1,5,0,16,2,0,2,14,97,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231152741407032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491821741843278,0.08327864621294875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973544173957793,0.11847133345687325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861326269874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679895617499335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223483238268254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817147868980322,0.0,0.05265500161602838,0.07439578388501601,0.09998824099647063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440749669099285,0.0,0.05918368786101207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057231195086841075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262882963799956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951252736102731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312148419846346,0.0,0.0,0.154433134536912,0.0,0.0,0.11075131303796536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920119012013394,0.0,0.1221828086627725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219576542230742,0.09092876643450976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335654454070273,0.10707059776090208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905852063957037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319361204969463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614353863691251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529411457563629,0.0,0.10299455764034628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740340509568175,0.09102068316856356,0.0,0.0,0.4836462205250533,0.06918426546519457,0.06672704508781116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210738940395452,0.0,0.20345422844184224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592426636820069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612491375098046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706107539323518 socialanxiety,firefoxNB,2019/04/10,"i am new, with some questions hi &#x200B; i have some questions after that i introduce. i also have sa, due to getting screamed/hit/""you do it wrong"" at from very young age of development. This was from one of my family, now since i couldnt trust someone close to me from young age. I am now more withdrawn in bonding or talking to strangers. Its like i gained a couple rocks on my back for the rest of my life, since this world is more extrovert. Its like an emotion that overwhelms, and its hard to ""not get affected by it"". Since the body will react to it, no matter what. &#x200B; what is the best way to deal with it? &#x200B; Is it possible to let this emotion of sa go away? By reprogramming the body/brain? &#x200B; Any things you could share that is helpful? &#x200B; &#x200B; Greets",4.06181174089069,6.193872934210527,3.7976315789473714,88.66072874493929,72.94736842105263,6.519028340080973,28.797570850202426,7.321109707123232,1.5650196356275303,634,26,122,7,13,191,94,152,0.07,0.7929999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,2,0,15,17,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,12,5,24,12,6,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,5,12,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849223772578506,0.0,0.4755008911120122,0.5332587463408992,0.04973958410435002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872002953352678,0.056242266625657206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675881273116766,0.0,0.0,0.08124511608766552,0.0,0.08165150849856705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839854116062183,0.08093107133053602,0.0,0.0,0.07540697255662565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455151763650935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895248338610678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642814515444403,0.0,0.04156871535835215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552154511470486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049026049389474816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479342636874893,0.05166289357507781,0.07146771465813519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064173215696096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956342626081685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245747055979953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387325855504986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815133375585726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197362210957209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878937886384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859279883256275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060350436076625484,0.0,0.058057317359883315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997012452200418,0.5332587463408992,0.0 socialanxiety,isaacpk24,2019/04/10,"Anyone feel bad when people are nice? Most of the time when people realise I’m quiet, they make the effort to be nice to me. I always feel really bad because I don’t feel like I can be nice back because I’m too shy. It’s better when people are mean tbh.",2.401,3.214857418181822,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,74.81818181818181,6.2272727272727275,19.204545454545453,5.985473137389443,-0.0732727272727276,198,3,43,1,4,68,36,55,0.14300000000000002,0.637,0.22,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,13,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,5,3,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043001066155234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167984588214852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879693159555128,0.4100135400309392,0.29934485273966793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171507769751392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724410837444258,0.17540623255637075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199532490876443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389276250808088,0.0,0.0,0.2674534657240735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106574549502533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572924029680632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317015142277065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,persephone151,2019/04/10,"Feeling like an outsider at work I work at the writing center at my university as a tutor. It's been nearly 9 months now. All of my coworkers (about fifteen people) have become good friends, except me. I've only managed to get close to one coworker who I had a lot in common with, but I don't even have shifts with her anymore. It's the worst when all of them are talking in a large group because I never have anything to say. I just don't have much in common with them. It's not like I'm unable to get along with anyone at all, but all of my coworkers are just not the type of people I want to be friends with. At this point, I feel like I've solidified my role as ""the quiet girl"", and I usually only talk when someone says something to me. Sometimes they try to include me in conversations, and I might say something but eventually, I just can't think of anything more to say, and if I do, usually the conversation has moved on. I don't necessarily want to talk more, because I don't know how to force myself to seem interested in their conversations when I'm not, but it's the feeling that I'm being judged for not saying anything while everyone else is chatting that is kind of killing me inside. I feel like they're thinking how awkward it is for me to just sit there alone on my computer while everyone else is talking. Logically, I know I shouldn't worry about what they think of me because they probably don't even care about what I do, but I can't help it. I keep trying to tell myself that it's not an issue, and their opinions don't matter, but then I get to work and I feel like such a loser. It's gotten to the point where I feel physically sick before and after work. I just don't know what to do.",6.973480949197864,5.304125656250001,7.671089572192518,76.94409759358291,65.16477272727273,10.44144385026738,33.774064171122994,9.168548406835145,2.716000802139038,1349,46,281,19,17,453,154,352,0.095,0.8029999999999999,0.102,-0.5604,0,1,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,7,5,19,15,1,1,13,0,29,1,0,2,5,61,53,23,1,4,18,0,6,5,2,2,1,6,0,1,16,13,0,1,14,1,0,1,16,4,0,1,3,12,44,11,51,46,9,34,0,1,0,0,30,18,0,5,19,201,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201984702461148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811345116254447,0.06212466450399656,0.0,0.2193432731433561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624829500390165,0.09812575732288606,0.07560319784503061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058656980980148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484423907365711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736667773922685,0.0,0.0,0.16979635368033313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695456447579819,0.25389243084374463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728765915434546,0.0,0.13925841159576816,0.0,0.0,0.074521579502547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955301545870336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273434363090502,0.0,0.07897228270885417,0.09829727004218104,0.0925216345034578,0.14648579343369122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703349386886614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553548609087704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425380441834452,0.0,0.0,0.07091771393626754,0.09443148031887702,0.06531358402385798,0.0,0.06852513993235336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020577890843488,0.1351459829793421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319218524550166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798036485529602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579329011264302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532779168398789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088398266439757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528071548664353,0.13679923198337476,0.08787305287151642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285650982029797,0.07765716449215132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079084454451887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064406942496353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570728213438307,0.0,0.10480983479402783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872992973378894,0.09022956874258672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TruMu92,2019/04/10,"I had the chance to help the only other socially awkward kid in class and my own social anxiety prevented me from saying anything There’s this kid in my fourth period English class who’s also extremely socially awkward just like me (you can tell because he always shakes a little when he has to talk to people, he sits alone during lunch just like me, and he also doesn’t talk that often unless he has to). Somebody had stuck a sticker on the back of his jacket when he wasn’t looking, and I know that I would have been embarrassed by that so I was gonna let him know, but I got too nervous. So then I thought about just ripping it off for him very subtly, but I would have died if he noticed me touching his back lmao, so instead of helping I just walked away and sat down at my seat. If you’re in this sub Tyler, I’m sorry lmao.",8.860210084033612,5.6356162647058845,8.666134453781513,76.18617647058824,62.82352941176471,11.361344537815127,36.638655462184865,8.841846274778883,3.0069831932773106,655,21,134,7,7,213,108,170,0.099,0.7759999999999999,0.124,0.8124,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,5,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,20,23,17,1,4,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,8,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,9,3,20,2,19,10,1,18,0,0,1,0,24,9,0,3,8,93,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682173205196696,0.0,0.25977317024877555,0.13514579548295014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425025258886988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365717242977254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525981961504289,0.249780696916016,0.0,0.09900924409051452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685654993284817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990148108221464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773234825418009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785227025283128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608464846792195,0.0,0.15869964570524975,0.16278671944242398,0.0,0.0,0.13639123172302886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849153493243477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352712958597632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260103108744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916227638083488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966977979802718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181501033307226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610928204869379,0.1419615501700523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289427118946293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401285978335906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307558962838217,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maruku0,2019/04/10,"Ordering at a Restaurant: Why am I crying now...? A few days ago I was out with my family at a restaurant. The waiter approached us and went around asking what each of us would like to drink. When it came my turn, my heart raced, I visibly teared up, and quietly mumbled “water” after everyone else had confidently proclaimed their beverage. This happens every time I have to order something, and usually my very patient friends have to order for me. I’m far too softspoken to be heard, let alone in a bustling restaurant, and I’m prone to automatic panic / choking up tears when it comes my turn. I don’t know how to”fix it” without just relying on someone constantly.",5.4384050179211485,6.993680725806455,6.055913978494626,76.1844265232975,68.35483870967741,9.382078853046597,33.939068100358426,9.725611199111238,3.516386379928316,526,25,91,12,9,171,92,124,0.105,0.8240000000000001,0.071,-0.5141,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,9,3,1,1,0,15,20,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,2,14,2,18,12,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,10,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887631130470333,0.0,0.0,0.17394411162155424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495098720604473,0.15700928104124182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920884703731585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467285825185644,0.0,0.18149278498574448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448366427811652,0.10831296084792746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452570128338395,0.0,0.0,0.14029951482502756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415039493701233,0.16048209626780496,0.0,0.0,0.15832700456907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297566811962769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485164031383823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990199141365419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230016504731853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717388348743362,0.0,0.0820512085247109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970515099048111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423023141307431,0.12929504692338134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793218639972803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365359724901785,0.0,0.0,0.4040430030969637,0.0,0.18497166877287508,0.13857519409337274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556900461446637,0.1515474998042646,0.0,0.0,0.16189646893191764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193058754488706,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wurldprincess,2019/04/10,"i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like such a coward. i take everyone's bullshit because im too afraid to say something. it constantly feels like im humiliating myself even when im doing normal every day tasks that i wouldn't really care that other people are doing. i just want an easier way to make true friends who i have stuff in common with and who i can truly express myself to. if you have any ideas or baby steps i should take to make some good friends, it would be much appreciated",2.6014081408140832,4.558162584158417,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,76.62376237623762,6.865126512651265,22.113311331133108,7.793537801064563,1.0380882288228823,395,11,78,6,9,134,73,101,0.107,0.648,0.245,0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,12,0,0,2,1,18,21,4,0,6,3,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,7,7,17,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110285172151991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619189740981074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952726563173944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646362453346542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643578421386186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529499665361587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135004942084932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783763319962332,0.0,0.13756117235424709,0.15601052410716298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510742191266362,0.2332788092572691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522824453396468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694228908323824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843108253101305,0.5290756040725758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972837132049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159529970548301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179666476302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002149933163768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996895252275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319016556881174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045943007122401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983806016338506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569245108386354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690394067966007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551593448914194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630028503783693,0.12959533088247793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159816115984786,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MiraiVi,2019/04/10,"Bitter rejected PhD professor So, I got accepted for a PhD program in a university, and was looking forward to working there, but always had some doubts about the research topic. After some thought I decided to not go through with it and commit to 3+ years, and let my potential supervisor know about it. Her boss also interviewed me but I was dealing with her mostly so I just emailed her and to kindly let her boss know. She was shocked that I was rejecting the offer and I gently let her know my reasons why and she seemed fine with it later, even letting me know that we can work together in the future. Fast forward 2 months later, I meet her boss at a seminar that the university I'm now enrolled in as a PhD student, and I was already feeling awkward but go up and say hi to be polite. He was curt, kept looking down at his phone and his demeanour was overall rude. Now I feel guilty (?), anxious and upset, and need some advice about the whole situation please. **Sorry for the long read.",3.77796875,5.712356692708338,4.884791666666668,81.41437500000002,73.21875,7.508333333333333,30.22916666666667,8.278499904357787,2.353379166666667,783,35,144,13,16,257,114,192,0.14,0.7659999999999999,0.094,-0.8628,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,11,11,2,3,10,0,14,0,0,4,1,42,30,18,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,1,11,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,11,6,24,3,23,14,5,21,1,2,2,0,20,9,0,6,12,105,30,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940186367758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742452412825106,0.11408201018627692,0.11870128083014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611607572628377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470721474471647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422299091759667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426239387604667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214946780370684,0.0,0.11409509360679268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485543477147747,0.313600188176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835020003076242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624613564439935,0.2395903452515035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386671659839173,0.0,0.0,0.1057776706785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659352954297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269467794495996,0.0,0.0,0.14667420257019909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344583519267865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298687312407312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035140331573772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969179450650645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325298727133355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872491731720426,0.15927041116960788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771064060944613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918658339684224 socialanxiety,P00ld3ad,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else hate being ignored? The title is pretty self explanatory. When I’m texting someone, and they don’t respond, it drives me crazy. It makes me feel like I did something wrong. Anyone else like this?",2.879999999999999,5.885309307692308,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,84.12820512820512,4.1456410256410265,23.18461538461539,5.6839178017228535,0.5730061538461539,169,6,28,1,5,52,33,39,0.242,0.591,0.16699999999999998,-0.5661,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344591065015317,0.4901050967510394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929468341825055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995829174217181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092888311337048,0.17085934436321573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612567505489054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336876312164773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964432699965578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433165308560077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950099294034034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026435155785755,0.1841207081943753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148910815223075,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Garrett50Kal,2019/04/10,"Said something dumb in class and i cant get over it So for my poli sci class, our teacher asked us if we were the leader of a country and we saw that another country was expanding their naval force what we would do. Im basically halfway asleep in class and then he calls on me to answer. While everyone else said somewhat intelligent things and he responded well, i basically told everyone that we should try to find where theyre getting the naval force and take them. A lot of the class laughed and he was just sort of quiet and moved on. Im much better at essays or just anything else where im not spaced out and youre forcing me to answer. Now for the rest of the quarter, the whole classes view of me is that of an idiot. Great day.",3.1262000000000008,4.685234486666669,3.9956666666666685,88.67950000000002,74.13333333333333,7.133333333333333,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2731333333333337,583,20,124,8,12,187,97,150,0.043,0.861,0.096,0.8024,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,6,1,2,1,7,6,2,0,9,0,8,1,1,0,0,26,16,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,7,5,15,4,18,7,5,15,0,0,2,0,18,10,1,5,4,82,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016881734648326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354582096195486,0.0,0.15171353835962828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352692034142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571000477219328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465968910545234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711347467243419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101384390361466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483245431869004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957327786624202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891857098293806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258833752345595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796796715767498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248210145375634,0.1192973380049781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873830018012177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493407352121975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220172951740428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781421114016708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550692195180733,0.0,0.1101801144707399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520754837794968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591271424316782,0.0,0.0,0.1811841771569936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528182532526107,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Harakiribusted,2019/04/10,"Why do i look ugly, tired and sad? I hate my life! HELP :( Hello everyone, I'm really depressed and fed up of my life, I'm 22 years old male 6 foot tall and ever since i remember i was always taken advantage of, i have a sister and a brother, my sister is one year younger and believe me she's an evil bitch, but that's another story to Tell. People never give me eye contact due to my creepy face, i was told many times that i look like I'm about to kill them and due to my autism whenever i talk to anyone i stare intensely into their eyes. I basically don't like the way i look - i have hollow sunken droopy eyes with dark circles and i developed two lines on my forehead already and I'm only 22 for god sake :( I always look sad, depressed, sick and angry at the Same time I'm an overthinker and believe me i overthink the silliest things duo to my complex brain :( I have severe anxiety and OCD that is killing me and causing alot of stress and alot of thinking that is literally paralysing me from making one simple step forward in life. I really hate my life and i don't understand why is this happening to me? I consider my self one of the very few humans that literally never ever done anything wrong so for god to punish me like that. My friends left me and my family always viewed me as a sick weirdo, as I'm really incapable of communicating with humans. Please people i want your help :'(",3.0828949404301405,4.7528221850533825,4.712149156738358,83.03933003249267,74.48042704626334,7.876280365155503,25.38465109082469,8.587818076936951,1.7847585022435406,1098,37,218,21,23,370,151,281,0.28600000000000003,0.618,0.096,-0.997,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,2,1,4,18,7,1,11,0,13,15,7,2,4,33,34,19,2,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,4,8,18,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,13,0,4,6,9,44,5,27,28,4,21,0,4,9,0,20,8,1,2,15,130,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103264131466875,0.0,0.24956505263255874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483394368855643,0.07648165133104227,0.0,0.0,0.06990580423298458,0.0,0.08227203604560364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252782716388911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160669590475132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027032743381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221900631069248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231054014391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808687054008093,0.0,0.09553170833693904,0.0,0.0,0.09424882634330864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724149740745066,0.0,0.0,0.09590644646771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840877604309758,0.0,0.0,0.19741193938390092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402411017840438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121808692466968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086246212707608,0.0,0.2824650742561323,0.14653021683606762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581989289851993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673500498688563,0.1013603498239293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542158836718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490838512452087,0.0,0.20323973228684306,0.07603653640995023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862205701330746,0.0,0.0,0.10974403468662801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214227283444613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132537408369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429716057584948,0.11294484380545153,0.0,0.0827014884765279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452259693766648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035722119453126,0.08738375622016882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641985950035158,0.06406082264233487,0.0,0.0,0.11659405361113095,0.11490813309412748,0.0,0.09553170833693904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766238881771433,0.10407892965029443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249097770240557,0.05896865481125795,0.07935659098991234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042625174005464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093084687975979,0.0,0.12876301209852378 socialanxiety,thealy95,2019/04/10,"I don't know what's next I've dealt with pretty bad social anxiety and depression for nearly all of adolescence + adulthood, and I feel like I'm falling further and further behind in life because of it. I'm almost 24 now, and so far I've only worked two part-time, cashiering jobs. The second job lasted \~6 months because I couldn't take it anymore, as every shift made me anxious and drained. That was over two years ago now, and I've given up on pursuing any other job since then. Although I've been attending college in the meantime, l don't think I've acquired the skills necessary to succeed in this world. In about a year, I will have a degree. But I don't know what's next after that. I haven't invested any time into looking for internships or attending job fairs, because I can't articulate myself well or present myself confidently in-person despite being a decent student. I don't know what to look for, or where to really go from here. It terrifies me. Because although the degree is a great thing, it doesn't mean much if I can't figure out how to utilize it properly. I've talked to therapists, I've taken medication, I got into yoga and found decent hobbies, so I am in the process of building a stronger foundation. But none of these are the end-all-be-all for deeper underlying issues. I am so damn stubborn about change and figuring things out because the fear is too strong, and I don't know where to go from here.",7.059693757361599,6.420468773851592,7.487434628975269,74.98497997644292,64.4416961130742,10.232179034157832,35.474440518256785,9.558583805096642,3.28304023557126,1145,47,212,19,15,377,161,283,0.111,0.8079999999999999,0.081,-0.7256,4,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,5,14,10,2,1,12,0,20,2,0,2,1,36,39,23,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,15,14,0,1,10,1,1,5,11,5,1,3,7,3,17,5,36,29,3,38,0,1,2,0,2,20,1,5,14,136,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006308770957227,0.0,0.11303502357712335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352727039979114,0.0,0.08635442587819117,0.127524536578136,0.1119486179889912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425176020905003,0.3440591166587278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941419508744985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722510665271328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997995246235424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510795890216417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702364019794418,0.05707653413011594,0.08064292788393479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376929351356328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830689113935606,0.0,0.09028205243734216,0.12445281049795008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781948695262337,0.4480718932511272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814799425907194,0.09201390132750044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973189939522367,0.05514844640716975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958491053106385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681168377130268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296159739799126,0.0,0.11371674559781435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010134050314632,0.0,0.08298126302975703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010258872130985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585185247932002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224021259462255,0.0,0.0,0.0985642138738215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484158226124262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723151037701461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337716213462262,0.0,0.0,0.1150689898970082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848732204283908,0.0907302808014043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106470974020806,0.14998757830781834,0.07233023168680149,0.0,0.0,0.06582240566969626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053863559359074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149448028331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217944503346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538462220155454 socialanxiety,Testruns,2019/04/10,"I don’t say a word at age 18 and my parents are worried. Even while I write this, I don’t feel like interacting with anyone and I’m not sure why that is. I’ve been made fun of a lot, but I’m only now starting to realize how screwed up it is for me to not talk! I usually get called a f*^g?t because of this, but seriously, I’m not sure what to do anymore. I’m planning to move out so people don’t go after my family because of me. I’m extremely anti-social. I don’t have a life, I suck at sports, man, I’m nothing. Which kid can’t talk to his own family? I don’t care why I turned out this way or if it was even justified(it wasn’t). I’m extremely mute, I hate it, and I haven’t been eating recently because of the harassment. If I do, I just throw it all up. My parents are genuinely concerned and they’re probably going to kick me out, and I feel like crap for making them struggle. So anyways, thoughts, comments?",1.017349125775521,2.68713087309645,3.5331556683587126,89.22486604624929,80.37055837563452,7.017371686407219,24.650028200789624,7.984000788550335,1.3369923293852228,710,27,161,13,18,248,108,197,0.172,0.769,0.059,-0.9708,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,5,1,5,0,18,4,1,3,3,31,38,14,0,2,9,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,10,9,1,0,4,1,0,4,11,7,0,0,6,3,21,6,21,32,3,19,0,0,0,1,13,7,3,4,9,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418878150103903,0.1000384480283825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616439425911225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460913095163866,0.0,0.14587024217095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463971725617242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899386234148974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269748883353304,0.0,0.14468181673997094,0.20441965321299801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474860149971589,0.0,0.16262089484954154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125282052702745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010551554368366,0.13979435749176305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163369991502646,0.0,0.13537707476997388,0.09550088724827728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520616459106267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372803160880447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881181011169756,0.0,0.0,0.3177264417319905,0.0,0.0,0.09918729637881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542545485100353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126518037855787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377566319440775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126626695018696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956869123244576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696851204652733,0.0,0.0,0.2299898208561427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358225459452892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561997475220093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575723018296298,0.0,0.0,0.11356296219689475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819833425414984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529536851982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kinggreggy,2019/04/10,"I'm gonna be alone for ever. It's really fun coming to college and it's crowded in the common area, so I very anxiously look for any places to sit where I'm not going to be sitting right next to someone I don't know or bring to much attention to my self. I find an ok spot close to a cute girl. Of course I can't talk to the cute girl and when I think about it I get sad. Then I can't talk to any of my friends at the school about it because I have 3 and they are never here at the same time. Good shit I love life.",0.2727731092436976,1.3782539663865556,2.4375546218487405,98.78171008403365,80.76470588235293,5.7684033613445385,18.62268907563025,6.2581,-0.4383452100840333,398,8,106,3,10,135,78,119,0.091,0.7290000000000001,0.18,0.8962,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,6,1,7,3,1,0,2,14,18,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,12,7,18,15,2,20,0,1,1,1,9,8,1,1,7,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328450415459094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800830327682823,0.0,0.0,0.23264569782400474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255348585230677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739306349161313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862782078612455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821905088654356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910334159459924,0.0,0.10759150417704776,0.0,0.1170364818634513,0.17272684803275756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131754030187293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545658326913233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293187252782702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858625920921674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138446578119133,0.0,0.15882824157148345,0.0,0.21901210465561533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151561768887768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192596680806434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586567518711904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841521202696967,0.0,0.0,0.21483305377823372,0.0,0.21138728726280065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448638086387194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310423242020949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319535649850219,0.0,0.0,0.1200812009232321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699163098124029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bbqbubble975,2019/04/10,"Think I'm invisible I'm 24 male. My first memory I can remember is as I'm mixed race a girl telling me I'm dirty when I first started playing out and my mom telling me I ruined her life and I need to go and mix and that I'm not right. So I felt pressured to ""mix"". So all the way through education I had some great friends male as I'm like them but just not as confident and we walked home with the best looking girls in our year but I never could talk to them. I just thought why would they want to. At 18, 19, 20, 21 I told myself I would try and get a girlfriend but to be honest I never put time into it and just spent so much time learning and keeping myself happy with my own goals but every now and again I would try. Now I'm 24 I have been trying for 3 months now and I don't even get replies online dating and I don't know what to do as I just feel like giving up but then I can't as that makes me feel even worse. I didn't gain talking skills growing up with women and I don't even get chance to or know where to start. I feel like everything is just predetermined since before I ever knew as when I was younger I had no control of how people made me feel then in return I couldn't build my social skills with women then I obviously have no looks either. Datings hard enough but everything is against me and I feel like people are intimidated or something by the way I look as even ugly guys get replies, I'm sure. I just don't feel like taking another 30 + minutes today for the message to be deleted or whatever, it's to draining now. But it saddening to me not sharing care, happiness, events excitement etc. What makes me happy is making others happy. Just feel at a loss.",2.9331201382886785,3.9060876966292137,4.26797752808989,88.85079083837515,73.71910112359551,7.1623163353500425,24.92826274848747,7.468242284971852,0.9772751944684536,1324,40,295,15,26,438,181,356,0.135,0.708,0.156,0.8741,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,3,9,24,21,0,1,7,0,26,1,0,6,6,77,69,39,0,7,21,1,9,5,2,3,1,0,1,7,8,20,0,2,15,1,1,4,14,3,0,2,11,12,47,18,36,51,8,42,0,2,3,0,25,10,0,4,31,191,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911453980342142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396430279921874,0.0,0.0912193785871052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862287138552731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974905234053876,0.06940022188360875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981376238799878,0.09694111545489666,0.22964490228671186,0.07862601351078104,0.07323561600535697,0.0,0.15623995280446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765296924717145,0.2483886550916678,0.08345884473937604,0.0,0.0,0.14787178334211268,0.0,0.0,0.06715579685598833,0.0,0.18165283332274915,0.08338359628362912,0.049399831090840486,0.0,0.0,0.0958319192801848,0.0,0.08606654232987171,0.0,0.3701207561026458,0.07786512605872395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718995091841529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726035402624352,0.0,0.0,0.09554022307823594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139564800768198,0.2123287310014803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189780098584423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224779027807258,0.1740635249900151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180210996782488,0.06938038888463824,0.0,0.06389774299686422,0.06445163385955684,0.1340793602330028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052167569251372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738071596305913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984657919396628,0.07423099627222599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190285722350385,0.0,0.0,0.08860613197356543,0.0,0.06691687723222392,0.0,0.0,0.123047815895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192304814841589,0.0,0.06535459967998755,0.13972937872981014,0.15194748880331285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569617027363796,0.0,0.06900643606810639,0.1013699480425926,0.0,0.08239198483097603,0.08305778906044575,0.0,0.17704319531897622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126890513898492,0.13798943010103398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843367306453691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858104324522907,0.18524089229557356,0.0,0.0,0.05597498089297482 socialanxiety,ssff22,2019/04/10,"How do I stop myself from feeling that everyone hates me (even my “group of friends” and boyfriend family) Hi all, I think my social anxiety is getting worse - I moved to the Bay Area back in August and I’m having a kind of hard time adjusting... moved down for a really good job opportunity and for my bf and they seem to be my only “friends.” We don’t talk a lot because of life but get together once every other week or so to go out and I’m having a hard time establishing deep, meaningful relationships with any of them. It seems I only interact with them whenever my boyfriend is here and while I try to initiate lunch/hangouts without my bf, idk how to take it to the level where they invite me out. My social anxiety is getting bad where I’m just overthinking that they don’t like me so I just don’t text them. We’re currently living with my bf’s family and I just feel like an outsider. While his parents and sister is nice for the most part, I just feel that they’re only buddy buddy with me when they need something and we don’t really have a relationship. How do I get over this overthinking that everyone hates me that I feel like is preventing me from having a social life? I think I’m just rambling now... sorry, but any advice would be helpful.",3.8088488152652538,5.221242705179286,5.170073390647937,81.5251205703502,72.14741035856574,8.790186621933321,26.357936674355212,9.276330184999452,2.1685410358565744,993,33,197,22,19,332,126,251,0.093,0.778,0.129,0.8843,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,7,1,17,12,2,0,10,0,18,2,0,3,1,46,39,20,0,2,9,2,6,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,9,17,0,2,10,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,6,36,9,25,36,4,24,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,5,14,133,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451691250321272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546853527345407,0.0,0.1636432643421454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224314993596725,0.08930443086008244,0.0651998509678339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064393428987341,0.0,0.09011568718911132,0.20440354422751986,0.0,0.0,0.20165863752702567,0.0,0.21632221550666147,0.15281986801290434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652690620358018,0.0,0.22352198011867935,0.0,0.06078599414595609,0.08971025962330674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191624505277198,0.21119532344474448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169086476446038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613808517326057,0.0,0.0,0.11137901138816056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109345185895215,0.15676101777684856,0.0,0.09444478268704244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093081645905876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735622815751244,0.0,0.07930708571209552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390546361563635,0.0,0.2440363174208365,0.0,0.0,0.11876282961672978,0.11582375320912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703848438388316,0.0,0.0,0.22966307547305176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947388429667449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32708685640260904,0.0,0.08234054282946374,0.0,0.11972934129861901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894206444186217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041817605112457,0.08596779594114004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706715207102255,0.0,0.0,0.12473469913210725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261662234196077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579426503541714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310250432042524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899808070691047,0.07597901683755763,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yoonjisong,2019/04/10,"I hate hugging relatives at social gatherings because I'm so skinny Every year I have a huge Christmas gathering with all my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd generation korean family, I'm 19 so staying in the basement with the younger kids is no longer an option. Whenever my family members go in for a hug, they all ways say the same thing; ""Oh my goodness, your so skinny you really should eat and workout more"". I am extremely busy with school and my parents think the only thing I should focus is on is studying. I don't mind talking with family members but once I hug anybody or they take a look at my build they always comment on it, I've even tried wearing extra layers but I always get the same response on how I look so skinny. Is there anyone who is in a similar situation to me, and how do you handle it?",4.489159519725554,5.4867802830188666,6.151675242995997,76.70325900514584,70.06918238993711,9.05225843339051,30.17781589479703,9.339509955726095,2.7775232704402524,631,25,116,13,11,217,100,159,0.026,0.897,0.077,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,0,8,5,1,0,10,0,11,8,4,2,2,22,20,13,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,20,4,14,18,6,13,0,0,2,3,15,9,0,2,1,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884708771978257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120560424379108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566841310681996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737338103138134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449155667113617,0.0,0.14604913232089764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902376592994876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056467378003463,0.0,0.0985149420616386,0.14539206199217147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711405344699144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29112928091201873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502722950030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846048634436133,0.0,0.13183532385175686,0.0,0.0,0.19247712311285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104810029820948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784947965010153,0.0,0.1754325848717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484503305648487,0.0,0.17670157498372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476079991777594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033252257676933,0.13932670766184393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032305522720145,0.11107133094185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768866238417985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759177320388088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162734523185837 socialanxiety,GiveMeSight,2019/04/10,"My social anxiety is making me feel useless, and I am useless. Hey guys, not expecting much to come out of this, just wanna vent. I’m almost 21 and had social anxiety since I was 14. I dropped out of high school since it got so bad that I couldn’t even speak to my friends and it’s all been downhill from there. I want to get a job but can’t do it because I get so anxious, almost to the point of fainting sometimes. Since I can’t get a job, I mostly just stay in and claim benefits for social anxiety and another medical condition I have (lung disease). I live with my mum. I’ve never been independent, I can’t cook, use a microwave, do laundry or anything like that. I am physically able to do those things but have never been taught or had to do them as my mum will not let me near the kitchen or let me do any household chores. I’m 21 and my mum does everything for me. I’ve told her I want to try being independent but we start arguing and I just feel more shitty. My mum also used to not let me go out with friends to town when I was 13 as she “feared for my safety” so I think that may have stunted my social growth with friends too. My mum also never really leaves the house as she does not work and is getting carers allowance because of my illness. I’ve done little things here and there over the past few years like get an apprenticeship but was dropped at the end of the 6 months period since I couldn’t communicate with customers properly. I don’t go anywhere alone, I always get my brother or my mum to come with me because I get too nervous. So if I ever need to go to hospital appointments or anything, they usually accompany me. Basically, I just feel like a child. I wake up, do meds, play video games, wait for my food to be cooked, eat, and then go to bed at a ridiculous time in the morning. This has been my pattern for the past 2 years. I think that’s it. I haven’t covered every little detail but it’s a basic rundown and I just wanted to vent and share my story. Sorry for the bad layout.",3.603655672163917,4.467250355072466,4.912851907379643,85.2667391304348,72.01932367149756,7.932567049808428,27.560886223554892,8.216663640201805,1.6718758287522908,1573,55,334,23,29,524,196,414,0.113,0.794,0.092,-0.8358,3,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,1,19,17,2,2,16,0,38,10,2,6,5,72,70,34,0,9,20,7,3,3,3,2,3,1,3,2,14,23,5,1,5,5,0,7,14,8,0,0,13,4,54,9,46,48,5,41,0,2,0,0,28,15,0,10,19,223,68,5,0.0803913211571993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610005912733067,0.0832611639649312,0.0,0.12857782096965584,0.06689201921725554,0.0,0.0,0.054668855122762525,0.08429730968174104,0.18449742193360552,0.09081931042782393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231041505578053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424679043706675,0.1470174096364881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850000968575973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407019737844367,0.0822682328143599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226039125914361,0.0,0.0,0.07120284913699038,0.0,0.0,0.053097709435723034,0.07271855247668188,0.06773315532419104,0.0,0.0722505357937785,0.0,0.0,0.09046258641952344,0.12194480239803562,0.057431575897648676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720950464770102,0.0,0.18633040592027333,0.0,0.2940080309265239,0.0,0.18275296172943767,0.0,0.064296283416362,0.0,0.0,0.0796000470511349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493784459238987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276079107001928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955196332834112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512280151504592,0.0,0.2466167176856558,0.0,0.1178254163847792,0.16114644671473144,0.07098700941908667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366183112126986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929663487958614,0.08098579846994289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416758556973473,0.0,0.05909687099450716,0.05960914600333163,0.18600822853253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348522502428524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599578326491366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051500738870728126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813603088988868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600212640890336,0.0,0.0,0.32779531200787765,0.0,0.0,0.07950907222522942,0.08999150230108137,0.05690139088692488,0.08568645194793709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681684325360452,0.10302302507651376,0.0,0.0,0.04687682585664237,0.0,0.0,0.07681735246008661,0.0,0.054580430040824884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388645799975667,0.08853968265435028,0.0,0.14225065225747827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852583925845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035387501844775 socialanxiety,b_hills,2019/04/10,"Advice for talking to a guy I like Sooo I asked a guy I like to go for a drink (via text, not in person ha) and it's meant to be a casual thing, but because I potentially like him I'm worried I won't be able to string a sentence together when we meet. Anyone got any tips or are you all in the same boat? My mind goes so blank in those situations and I know I'll be super nervous",0.8770756302521008,2.0307887411764725,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,79.23529411764707,6.739495798319329,21.55462184873949,7.447530270364453,0.5166974789915968,293,8,72,4,7,104,62,85,0.066,0.752,0.181,0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,6,9,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,43,13,0,0.23829735085944384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286141330995194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205037014877316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662304841030656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277585527578173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526385328787195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344068309328875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542987605802748,0.0,0.19058816035958326,0.0,0.0,0.4719036848139631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096199201823674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34926014629738883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406123934293729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080720552131609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678562066336266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915343840776016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831417128180206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200252702644265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toxic-redhead,2019/04/10,Teacher asked if I had social anxiety I gave a presentation last week to my teacher at university and afterwards they basically asked me if I have anxiety. It was kind of disheartening to me because I hate when other people know that I’m anxious and when I present my symptoms physically. It kind of knocked my confidence.,6.860593220338982,8.303803491525425,8.162500000000001,62.812902542372896,64.9322033898305,12.001694915254236,41.86864406779661,11.698219412168324,5.732386440677968,262,16,42,9,4,90,41,59,0.198,0.748,0.054000000000000006,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,5,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710022740881575,0.2739401749903562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533833798845418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781722349842855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940473685174626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050237377849245,0.13326397177139554,0.1976584656377606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810927031409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471839543524708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520358148470209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450765394970335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Niixonz,2019/04/10,"I hate SA So let me try to make this short. I got invited to be a member of the National Honor Society in my high school, I was excited because this was a great opportunity for me and having this would help me in the future. Guess what most of the requirements are? Yep, you guessed it, meetings, social interactions and all that good stuff we hate to do. So yeah, I won’t fill the form. Thanks Social Anxiety",2.9631216931216926,4.8713115555555575,4.656190476190479,82.29,75.41975308641976,8.579188712522045,25.151675485008816,9.23628265651192,2.108137918871252,320,11,65,8,7,108,61,81,0.094,0.6409999999999999,0.265,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,3,2,8,2,0,6,2,9,0,0,1,1,10,16,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,6,8,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737246429081028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540279319714126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725451357358699,0.1645301781444059,0.22680303038093536,0.4532395608639162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062046626948683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788735027350207,0.21735064547185756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035893179834989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373172781506492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081959548164371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194038769730246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354960328911885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939599981861008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966791547907662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146135010960423,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jane_Meki_Jane,2019/04/10,"I hate interacting with people when they're wearing sunglasses I understand that if it's really sunny some people might want to protect their eyes with a nice pair of shades. I don't talk to people that much ('cause social anxiety, duh), but when I do I hate it when the person I'm talking to is wearing sunglasses because I can't tell their emotional response to what I'm saying. That then makes me anxious and I regret talking to that person. It's even worse when they are colour tinted glasses because I can see my uncomfortable reflection. Does anybody else feel this way or is it just me?",7.818947368421052,7.296082824561406,7.863859649122808,72.52368421052633,62.859649122807035,10.757894736842106,35.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.5816245614035083,478,19,84,9,6,155,75,114,0.206,0.735,0.059,-0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,8,3,3,2,0,16,17,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,14,1,8,16,2,6,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,4,5,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131964505451012,0.19487955864753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103127464008662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720834435919397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095874667392092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441043208100704,0.19404292524756792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393676225115458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087222820634151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406224695405857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514725134851718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299867581052806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680972892887707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587760766144367,0.30124634856292964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050999191549296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718149919520284,0.0,0.0,0.1374627471822537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584532801973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159547069056223,0.15077543402055127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958195515055694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174687959595136,0.1369250415231496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579553760945654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Duck_Jumper,2019/04/10,"Survey for Academic Purposes! Hello, I'm not sure if I should be posting this here but I'm a student in Adelaide, Australia and I'm doing a research paper that I have to write for my studies. The survey is mainly about phobia and how it affects everyday life. But it's also about Social Anxiety Disorder and it's impacts and influence. The survey is the link below and any responses will be appreciated. Thank You! 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I hate looking at myself in the mirror, and don't feel like I look good enough to get it styled in any way. Yet, I want something different. *Same as last time, sir?* *Y-yeah, that's fine.*",-1.6144019138756,0.34157210526316106,0.4571770334928225,104.09069377990431,97.68421052631578,3.289952153110048,13.488038277511961,4.851557810540192,-1.4946684210526318,264,5,67,1,11,86,62,76,0.163,0.7809999999999999,0.056,-0.797,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,3,10,10,5,9,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047933392581764,0.0,0.0,0.16737149700399406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009097948755905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003377383858302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571452548167977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799116561425114,0.25430996612665546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444675055162137,0.17582970800655442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285886613054644,0.0,0.0,0.2064355762095836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429946612079494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784194115109045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062239588130526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738433481686989,0.12024284687113275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41336122504260464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508905297104264,0.0,0.18947684998109354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351580073889253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451692166387651,0.19536030092599468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shahd555,2019/04/10,"Hollow from inside Social anxiety totally sucks !! Lonely , depressed and have no self-esteem . But comparing myself to others and seeing how ordinary people have friends and seeing all the “cool” kids going out together and dumping me out like I’m a no body , is not helping either . I think one of the things contributing to my low self-esteem is being left by my old group and getting exposed in elementary school to my old class who bullied me ruthlessly and completely destroyed my self-esteem and to add to that how all the other classes and teachers treated me. Now , lots of people tell me the problem is not in me and even go the extra mile to want me to hang out with them , but my fear of getting rejected won’t allow me . Sometimes when I try to chat with someone , my face muscles start to twitch and I can’t look someone in the eye . I believe that I will never ever feel confident and make friends like in the past .",9.111144067796607,7.178589740112997,8.905416666666667,70.62219279661018,61.20338983050847,11.33587570621469,39.07415254237289,9.827888789773867,3.8604016949152538,732,30,128,11,8,238,108,177,0.183,0.733,0.084,-0.9365,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,6,15,3,1,8,1,9,4,3,4,5,36,23,16,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,6,17,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,9,0,1,0,6,20,6,23,20,6,21,0,4,4,0,10,10,1,1,10,97,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121207643414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378872532455366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147972279711925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242374306540518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521194927092094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601933390216323,0.1315007190581915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358817326356556,0.07350636416978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463393935843912,0.0,0.15190569338495027,0.0,0.16524081585054531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744232326171998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795121409062568,0.0,0.0,0.14204652916597105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207904427783513,0.0,0.0,0.12359329240854952,0.0,0.0,0.09703946431949402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212276633537163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30509485979980816,0.0,0.0985103932258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877763492317796,0.2015705274627789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910499134064064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471280541018874,0.2316913550993541,0.0,0.454975942280079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819230363105207,0.24635285912297286,0.0,0.1437803670888531,0.0,0.10289772777643263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706484243908894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658121082566452,0.09315093202285524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870061425074847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574640364004071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Westernfox76,2019/04/10,"It's hard to find friends... right? I been feeling very lonely for a long time and felt like I didn't belong anywhere, So I talked to a councilor and this person helped me understand myself. But for some reason I still felt lonely until, I met this one guy, who was into gaming. We talked about many video games we've played (mostly rpg games). But anyway I wanted to say that it's hard now this days to find a genuine friend without the use of social media. Or find people who have the same interest as you.",3.4426980198019805,5.0257549900990135,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,73.35643564356435,5.8420792079207935,20.54579207920792,5.985473137389443,0.08867227722772243,398,8,79,2,8,125,74,101,0.084,0.79,0.126,0.6386,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,21,11,8,0,1,4,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,6,10,5,12,5,3,8,0,2,0,0,17,2,0,3,7,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148455895579362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740647085451678,0.0,0.33195780093916233,0.0,0.47399040893911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711237993105325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116496289566985,0.0,0.0,0.3097087683998286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586873714090536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445381533804024,0.0,0.0,0.15298136789798233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525944719387504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713877990850592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984383007375204,0.1509403158156169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773550081356687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476270032313625,0.0,0.13747033888617066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621557554218478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805136976347718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778870078695144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079981677981396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996007025159744,0.0,0.14930110950523234,0.0,0.1426329247651508,0.10196111065066242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666370884340989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The_Jumbolumbus,2019/04/10,"I went on my first date and made a good impression. I (M16) asked a girl out maybe 2 weeks back. She was someone I knew for a little while and it was intended to be casual flirting, as is common for the two of us. Despite it being a joke, when she asked if it was serious I said it could be...so it was. We planned the day (today, got back maybe 2 hours ago) and what we'd do...we watched Dumbo. I managed to keep calm and didn't have any major panic attacks, we even cuddled in the cinema (scandalous I know!). I may even end up with a second date.",0.6525548589341703,2.3784911206896595,2.8658307210031384,93.298605015674,81.75862068965517,5.942319749216303,20.890282131661447,6.980632752743323,0.35776896551724136,414,12,96,5,11,141,81,116,0.086,0.8140000000000001,0.1,0.1541,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,16,21,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,3,10,2,14,6,11,6,1,20,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,2,14,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223719589312832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446064984063775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422001158155031,0.20821296616129065,0.0,0.281463915663401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146127486055127,0.0,0.0,0.11803349299059905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621024046359598,0.0,0.0,0.2417674709514021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567768640934876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350944709933584,0.14637872328528578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023895404001727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626775966872026,0.0,0.0,0.10058363097875073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834352615633456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317902595586196,0.0,0.0,0.3677386654858357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473587122959287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409501357070928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550732162245982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348263863816668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878505772602624,0.0,0.220151894106672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680851716606932,0.0,0.0,0.16966242845233642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,e11eme,2019/04/10,"What’s wrong with me? I never used to be like this. It used to help if I drank, but I haven’t done that in 4 years now because I can’t control my drinking. But I struggle now with being with certain people and always in groups. I can’t function socially. The phrase I often hear is “the lights are on but no ones home”. I can be stupid sometimes, I don’t think clearly. So do other people but perhaps not so often. But I can do just as much as anyone else, have good memory and can quickly learn new things. I’m too scared to join in any conversation that has more than 3-4 people. I feel like they wouldn’t acknowledge me or what I said. And this often does happen. When I do brave piping up, even with individuals, I often have to repeat myself louder, to make sure they’re paying attention to me. I never feel at ease unless it’s with one person/certain people. Often in groups people will “gang up” against me, as if I’m completely different to them, but I don’t know what the difference is. Is there something wrong with me? If so what is it? Have I lost mental capacity? Why can’t I join in anything anymore? Is it social anxiety? Is this what social anxiety is or do you feel it as something else? How do I fix this? I feel constantly alone and impaired. I have taken anti depressants before, but don’t like how I can’t think deeply about things on them.",2.23032608695652,4.165136626811595,3.85038260869565,87.1207043478261,77.65942028985508,6.444985507246376,21.909565217391304,7.404127859558343,0.8030619130434777,1063,30,216,14,25,354,138,276,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.116,-0.7667,1,1,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,2,19,14,1,2,3,0,35,2,0,6,5,52,53,27,0,4,15,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,19,10,2,1,10,1,1,0,13,7,0,2,5,7,33,7,31,43,2,20,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,10,13,163,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242264225063847,0.0,0.0,0.09032035090275438,0.0,0.0,0.07381613286486073,0.0,0.1660773296494953,0.0,0.10765011372890472,0.07589904958878878,0.11121990796161776,0.0893254775066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616964765285586,0.0,0.09236606600816076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381015909037945,0.1173014610688095,0.12174543366516105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349194279020676,0.0,0.0,0.22681840856896016,0.0,0.0,0.09499079108111473,0.11108194584183964,0.0,0.10633538487729588,0.0,0.0,0.181355287236498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071694707447699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953983892728046,0.07754647189115935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104462942789517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598833960360977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223411048185007,0.0,0.07275721019259995,0.0,0.1088821560806182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965495662978084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909271506026196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849259636276326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245640771010191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939051327574102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979502170719026,0.0,0.1674372983847596,0.10483600899763244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471094109042307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762664093058432,0.0947796321537474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325368435164003,0.0,0.1086751466127222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319520170486049,0.0,0.16713058774500794,0.10735641392452794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347758523363795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230488744559947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422848761158832,0.13910591853644685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750065762865184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794738203924554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373596580362021,0.0,0.06990113587632789 socialanxiety,sushimuncher3,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else feel like they can be quite witty at times but social anxiety prevents us from risking a joke or a pun? Online, I am part of several groups, and I don't have any social anxiety from typing on a keyboard. This makes it much easier to display my sense of humour. Quite often, people will laugh at a pun I've tried or just general comments I make. However, when such situations present themselves in the offline world, I very rarely risk even attempting to be witty. I am too scared that maybe what I'm thinking of saying won't actually be funny and i'll go all red. It's annoying because if the worst that can happen is I go red, then it's really nothing that should hold me back in being more natural when I interact.",4.757448275862068,5.799750020689663,6.096724137931037,77.17818965517246,69.48275862068965,9.386206896551725,29.67241379310345,9.642632912329526,2.8165034482758613,583,22,108,13,10,197,106,145,0.155,0.6890000000000001,0.156,0.0307,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,3,8,9,1,3,6,0,14,0,0,2,1,17,22,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,11,4,12,15,5,14,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,4,7,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.16798264550150774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706029248113488,0.0,0.26337143424795223,0.0,0.0,0.12036345713435848,0.17637655144502454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236411802698644,0.0,0.10493421975650882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063983109663884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379988589872836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369605934981515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703855362871013,0.12297599898762113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566090330410232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522217796121642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409832662943334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298079823337516,0.0,0.17293656988579634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654183058712884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517182909681447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640955449830093,0.0,0.1193393753227512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661816230542673,0.0,0.0,0.11027652841209427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689168944272284,0.17234097688652306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446785592532875,0.0,0.0,0.19349123277307745,0.0,0.3509476740588456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029959764720408,0.0,0.0,0.10037552337694708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687095129352372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706179139672407,0.0,0.0,0.1420325446162299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alalli18,2019/04/10,"The only thing making you socially inadequate are thoughts that you’re socially inadequate. I used to have social anxiety. I’m now 26 and if my teenage self saw me and what I’m capable of he’d be amazed. There’s a lot I’ve learned along the way but the two things that have had the most impact are self hypnosis and focusing on the interaction itself. The self hypnosis is way simpler than it sounds. When you are in a social interaction you are constantly thinking thoughts of inadequacy which you must replace with the opposite. Simply focus on keeping the thought “I’m confident” in your mind during the interaction. It’s amazing how much of an immediate effect this has. And because you’re having these inadequate thoughts, your mind comes off the actual interaction itself and you BECOME socially inadequate because you aren’t actually there to have the social interaction. After you’ve made it automatic to have the “I’m confident” thought, you should than focus on being engaged in the conversation 100%. Slip up in conversation? Don’t think about it. Get your thoughts right back to what’s being discussed, what they/you just said. Once you are automatic on those two things the only thing left to do is work on what things to say in what situation, what works, what doesn’t... in other words the actual content of social interaction itself. Since I became confident that’s all I’ve thought about social interaction since than. If I hear someone say something funny that can be applied to many situations I’ll try to remember it to use later. But you can’t do this if your thoughts are always on yourself. I do this meditation that you do throughout your day instead of sitting down and closing your eyes to do and have briefly slipped into some really deep states from time to time. A few of those times I’ve been fortunate to run into social interactions. The goal of meditation is an empty mind and when I achieved this and was spoken to by a stranger it was absolutely amazing how socially skilled I immediately became. I didn’t need all the hours I’d poured into researching social skills. I just did it perfectly. And if I wasn’t to say the perfect thing, there were no thoughts going on so it would have been physically impossible to perceive myself as socially inadequate. Some lady said to me- “Nice day huh?” I replied with “Yeah”. Thoughts that would normally follow me saying ‘yeah’ would be something like “Oh nice dude one word answer social maverick strikes again”. But not while my mind was blank. It was more like “Wow. Greatest social interaction I’ve ever had and she probably thinks I’m dull”. (If you plan on using meditation it’s important you understand the point of meditation and what meditation ‘does’ so you don’t have incorrect expectations which will lead to you giving it up. Meditating erases thought patterns not thoughts. Thoughts happen now, thought patterns are built up from your past. If you meditate expecting it to stop your thoughts you will be disappointed and probably stop meditating. BUT if you diligently do it overtime you will gradually notice a more general state of well being. “It’s not working” is not a thing with meditation as you aren’t supposed to feel it working while you’re doing it. What you perceived as working was you taking a dip into the peace of mind that awaits if you meditate long term.) So in summation I’d say that thoughts are the enemy. You’ve been speaking since before you were potty trained. You are capable you just need to work on getting out of your head and into the interactions themselves. The trippy part is that now you’ll have a new thought pattern of “thoughts are the enemy” but this is like the pyre that stirs the fire. It too will burn if the fire gets hot enough ;) The meditation, if you’re wondering, is Self Enquiry by Sri Ramana Maharshi.",5.123200757575758,7.502125676136366,5.730602272727275,74.87538257575758,70.64772727272727,9.181969696969695,31.477651515151514,9.684253354422763,3.35723946969697,3092,139,530,79,60,999,288,704,0.07400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.13,0.9935,2,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,35,0,15,24,15,0,0,38,3,74,2,2,9,6,116,124,41,0,20,22,0,4,3,0,10,0,10,0,4,57,26,0,3,30,0,0,5,13,2,1,3,37,16,53,13,76,69,14,67,0,2,2,0,78,32,0,15,28,370,110,11,0.0,0.0,0.11829605484938226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03362238538123556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0309117265641156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031070973471621605,0.0,0.049264232737985136,0.0446270529786502,0.03438391720619762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034807595550638004,0.0,0.043666293259687065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052119157382284884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03536098956077325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041751883720300205,0.0,0.0,0.036551014969299835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020431311983317102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333395717454053,0.038762680948323566,0.022964587482673438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573233400889127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414698862695196,0.0,0.045542336063359175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039793376329116434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591615841186479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043903008531008585,0.0,0.0,0.059223381260580375,0.0,0.0,0.03575948124436568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034353122274037806,0.0,0.03823467678713554,0.02697240698269566,0.04096699487617753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040009383142587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029704257617774506,0.059923491699689864,0.0,0.039025941120890674,0.0,0.0,0.039590898322738134,0.0,0.04600435489443978,0.0,0.0430328074864558,0.0273812560358296,0.061463647331914124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375752589907071,0.038573655321507784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038198271515515074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713251952368002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02588616265426354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577396811116576,0.03450789547609637,0.07687381930216622,0.1606688472133033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861588383752704,0.0,0.0,0.10027682798714027,0.09083973889748476,0.0,0.5766668658548815,0.034237254009040666,0.06221553585642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675651764969969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030381509179379675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791523845248867,0.07767473368563736,0.0,0.5774246076005847,0.07068604249852825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02743412853401786,0.0,0.0789447666516639,0.04206576817373068,0.0,0.10469765629254303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414739219274386,0.0,0.0,0.03633131238357483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382035136521125,0.17650341658100918,0.0,0.0,0.08611326359937578,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frannyGin,2019/04/10,"Voice messages Last night I had night shift with my coworker. We're usually chilling for a bit when most of the work load is done, sometimes watch a movie or an episode of a show. While the episode we chose was loading she suddenly suggested that we should send a birthday voice message to another coworker whose birthday is today. I hate voice mail of all kinds. I never know what to say and it's just awkward and cringe to hear my voice. But I don't want to be rude so I agree. It. was. HORRIBLE! I just said happy birthday and my coworker said all her wishes and then there was a pause and she asked me if I wanted to say anything. My mind was blank so I just said no, I'm not good with voice mail. So we said good bye and she sent it and listened to it again afterwards. I couldn't bare it. Afterwards we watched our show and everything was normal but I still hate that this happened. It seems like every time I feel kinda good about myself, things happen that tear me down again. Sorry for the rant. I had to get this off my chest.",0.9109054103790974,3.3908207990430626,1.8856698564593333,95.86065053367685,87.42105263157896,5.320647773279354,20.478652926021347,6.8449194561589275,0.3629063673168935,813,26,175,11,26,254,121,209,0.136,0.82,0.044,-0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,0,1,12,10,3,1,9,0,14,1,1,0,3,37,34,18,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,0,0,14,14,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,13,16,29,6,17,18,4,20,0,0,2,0,27,2,0,5,18,114,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777394923954164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812283616511556,0.0,0.12283198331426055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143443931638313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445766388731467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070180458547167,0.0,0.11808492689224975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643476950428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864589100821278,0.0,0.0,0.3306112822273813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323756179406486,0.13986717750863545,0.0,0.2594409936228124,0.0,0.0,0.14808616311700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682254375689865,0.0722085488055812,0.107100447128532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419055363851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266652015917088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133612540634072,0.0,0.0,0.2466013686472445,0.1287343762694376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999281955484252,0.20897332172990893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961258917143505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994814332982832,0.1470804313545586,0.0,0.0,0.10492828323033952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728972725174539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766146090600894,0.0,0.12454242760108256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470760442723585,0.0,0.15499454029558082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109210139316925,0.0,0.0,0.09565353909440946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lamph2,2019/04/10,I fucking hate people who say shit like “wow you actually talked” when you try to join a conversation It makes you feel like shit and you don’t want to try joining conversations and it’s such a pointless fucking thing to say,3.445227272727273,5.69701215909091,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.13636363636364,7.127272727272729,26.90909090909091,8.07648339933343,1.6714727272727274,181,7,36,3,4,58,31,44,0.205,0.569,0.226,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,3,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,4,0,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.229908650152635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912490314861045,0.1683105171013753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356111909884253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232603224702272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020155085359545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572628019249143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333326938982004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747123215369012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836737928223495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936391422216095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652015326195134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199097451255132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389611926032506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FatCypriotGorilla,2019/04/10,"Does confidence affect Social Anxiety? I was always anxious about myself and that everyone is judging me when I walk by, but I didn't care that much because I was happy with myself. But lately I gained some weight and I feel more anxious. I don't feel good with my body and I worry that everyone is making fun of me in some way. I stopped going out and was bailing all group activities. Does confidence really affect social anxiety or is my Brian playing games more now?",4.675904761904762,6.4626739555555535,5.944285714285716,75.34500000000001,70.55555555555556,8.6984126984127,28.41269841269841,9.23628265651192,2.7232698412698406,376,14,63,8,7,126,57,90,0.191,0.604,0.205,0.6719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,3,1,19,13,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,15,5,7,9,6,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861036669046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27325860242458816,0.4035366605220564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887353185836687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838548468061176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182095656038237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258993468661345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413218811711239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061209705261588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150308278246238,0.14980207261423034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901241204504857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201469744271736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921757623003044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129230918009738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441639492973438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36412252228992703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931846061595294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176518661464674,0.0,0.2174879425087568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813780182727568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jroddie4,2019/04/11,"Just went on a date Tried to kiss her in the middle and she said ""no sorry"" find out how many times I think about killing myself tonight on the next episode of DRAGON BALL ZEEEEEEE",6.279166666666665,5.911533027777783,4.54111111111111,94.565,65.94444444444444,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,0.6690444444444448,143,4,32,0,2,40,34,36,0.194,0.737,0.069,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,7,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144726937567925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806612022923164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488318081503481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659211232443842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272882654396431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38515690602599867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046542491952653,0.0,0.0,0.20062931220837008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336001625326793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189552691920705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whatiaskwheniambored,2019/04/11,"Try magnesium tablets I have been struggling with crippling social anxiety the last 2 years. 2 years ago, I was drinking before my college classes. If i had a presentation, I'd take 4 shots before just to act normal and be able to present. This last year, I was sober before class but still super anxious. Got on an SSRI for 2 months before i quit that. I would never participate in class nor voice my opinions. I began a keto diet and taking magnesium and potassium supplements for the last week, and my anxiety has gone down. I have literally participated in every class discussion. The chanfe has been night and day for me. Sure, i still feel anxious at times, but not to the magnitutde I used to feel. You should all try magnesium tablets. I was the person walking the long way in between classes to get to my class, etc.",4.871107526881719,6.679811116129034,5.58685483870968,78.01361559139788,70.09677419354838,8.521505376344086,30.336021505376344,9.075114841892004,2.71963440860215,653,27,116,13,12,212,96,155,0.069,0.875,0.056,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,9,0,13,2,0,1,3,21,22,9,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,3,17,2,17,10,2,29,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,19,74,19,7,0.1359775191194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120535866285378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804485987910412,0.3072317842859558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628274142125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769425069256609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332062015548843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516508778520783,0.0,0.0,0.1145669245204575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375086386682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104264147478581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875364382260552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325194802802363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033582545773855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853595845995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487424549308116,0.0,0.0,0.1276056903238512,0.13322909797609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873032479770085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462882938721802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861195668952414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171836448362496,0.0,0.0,0.14215322686833107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281572025422553,0.0,0.20447634353356606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928958490080085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463961936667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744091781196128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793262544449496,0.1090729638001187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659452819684894,0.0,0.0,0.262695192344545 socialanxiety,SharpTwelveEO,2019/04/11,"Do you think students would dislike a boring and unfunny tutor? Okay, so I am a very boring person and unfunny and not very good socially (hence why i lurk around this subreddit). However, I am really good at breaking things down and explaining concepts to people. I'm also really good at math. **I'm just wondering what students look for in a tutor. Would they be okay with a tutor who is a boring person?** I would especially love to hear from students or former students who have had a lot of experience with getting tutored one on one. Thanks for your answers. Please be as honest as you can.",2.6428708791208777,5.4393328750000025,4.416428571428573,78.74395604395608,81.85714285714286,7.374725274725275,25.57967032967033,8.384062270229773,2.3596887362637364,470,19,79,11,13,158,72,112,0.16,0.703,0.13699999999999998,-0.1866,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,4,11,0,0,6,2,12,1,0,0,0,18,22,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,8,8,16,16,1,8,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,3,1,59,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398180396552262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564305948636728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102530142664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134573958408096,0.0,0.0,0.4399379430633126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705535019529533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682004787032452,0.0,0.0,0.1486411792885314,0.15779829518635186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369497686469563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121078874101655,0.30532393234712085,0.0,0.1919198328258926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240116466556165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822551971825254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096751772469153,0.0,0.0,0.11615472647808502,0.11202925432177606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885196392769247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776427470628138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960456204836312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726001075444864,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JadeIndy,2019/04/11,"Blushing and flushing So, I go red a alot. When I see someone attractice, someone looks me in the eye too long, when im mad, etc. But, how do you deal when you're at work and you have gone red whilst talking to someone and now every time you see them you remember going red so you flush red. This might not seem like a big deal, but it makes me feel shame and humiliation and I was hoping to hear how others handle it.",0.9440229885057472,3.03581903448276,2.557011494252876,93.94747126436785,82.79310344827587,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.006439080459769818,324,9,73,3,9,106,59,87,0.14,0.8190000000000001,0.04,-0.8464,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,1,9,4,1,1,4,0,4,1,1,3,0,17,15,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,10,11,2,4,12,2,13,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,4,8,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960559621611171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422206760134155,0.0,0.0,0.16183726594341566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712236851435392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183291146543609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164902356619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907806446963732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748138876467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384150275734966,0.0,0.0,0.16998641683575078,0.16130039977009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821614455456984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037685172353849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217591322715202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061287743680925,0.1748641268893871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882510536035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438813694111908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200448726231288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983789426755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,myrookie,2019/04/11,"My school's having a mental health workshop tomorrow Seems like a good thing, but for me, it's not. They are randomly putting us in groups regardless of our grade, so im going to have to talk with people 4 years older than me. They're going to ""promote group work"", so I'm going to have to talk and cooperate with people way older than me that I don't know. I still struggle saying hi to people in the hallway, so this is going to be great. Woohoo, tomorrow's going to be a day off constant stress.",6.8249999999999975,5.288267970588233,7.520901960784315,77.47605882352943,65.37254901960785,10.12078431372549,31.184313725490192,8.841846274778883,2.350487843137254,391,11,79,5,5,131,69,102,0.035,0.778,0.18600000000000005,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,2,4,5,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,17,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,9,49,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001982530677214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340180768287307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996676585012893,0.14748567001104984,0.0,0.19386345928333745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690896318143296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899366282335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663668580244283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859062045430607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772046659391658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657145105285349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676707300128194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983447643767855,0.0,0.17795876863603244,0.0,0.1600775031346873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042549955714262,0.0,0.20142333471743115,0.18382542489970605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826659523000252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681982377072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115130385787488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395730590854089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801311141491412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323475007845933 socialanxiety,krypto9er,2019/04/11,Starting a text conversation with someone How do you approach texting someone like say a former coworker who you’d like to get to know better and maybe closer too?,14.607999999999995,9.476287800000001,13.023333333333335,55.12500000000003,54.33333333333334,14.666666666666664,53.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,6.277333333333335,134,7,20,2,1,43,25,30,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32675119790722473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302396910643346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304173329473368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609921951763384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711652448473964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938038927401848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6260727377496093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615007691266441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainloading,2019/04/11,"It's hard making friends when you're constantly convinced people don't like you. I just keep feeling people won't like me as soon as they get to know me cause I'll be too clingy, too excited, too awkward, too everything. And yeah it sucks to be constantly scared of distancing the few people who want to interact with me. lol.",3.111302083333332,5.4041558593750025,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,76.34375,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1433104166666666,261,10,51,6,6,83,47,64,0.171,0.611,0.217,0.5236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,7,8,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,5,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190382548796564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299815965027226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038384417947632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239883046537439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894528563840682,0.0,0.1281149571385999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966488724964575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179587681299469,0.0,0.0,0.13476400407069886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395997752324959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636832239136649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100045741048711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455034539944563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463443182862634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trying234,2019/04/11,"I have a solution for social anxiety I just wanted to share this plan with you people who suffer from social anxiety &#x200B; 1- Buy a good deodorant either sport protection, or clinical protection (ex,- Degree men's sport protection 1-4$, Degree clinical protection 6-10$, or the best Certain Dri clinical Perscription strength protection (5$) 2- Buy a toothbrush and force yourself to brush your teeth at least twice a day (when you wake up, when you go to bed) 3- Get mouthwash Listerine is the best (1-5$) 4- Get an antibacterial soap (2.50) (Dial is literally the only and the best) and use it TOTAL - **9$ -12.50$** 5- Go out for a walk every day 6- **Leave** your environment where you have social anxiety this is probably the hardest and most crucial step but think of it this way.. the people that your mind staying for are not worth it and life is made for new experiences so go out and transfer schools/ workplaces, etc... If you are at a crossfire between leaving or staying because your environment is bearable simply choose to leave and get to know new loving people. choose the easier way which is leaving it may be daunting at the sight of these words, but trust me ***nothing bad*** will happen to you will be completely fine and won't regret that you left a bad environment for a new one and forget about all those minute friends or friendships(s) that you will be leaving behind they don't need you. Change in general is hard but just do it. 7- Think of nothing all day and just do your tasks aka just say **fuck it ,** whatever happens ***fuck it DO NOT EVER TRY TO BE CORRECT OR SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE JUST BE RELAXED AND AT EASE IN YOUR MIND ALL THE TIME*** &#x200B; &#x200B; ***Life is short and failure of anything is ok so go do these things as soon as possible***",1.0791071428571437,3.5201296488095224,2.5380476190476213,86.84028571428574,100.7261904761905,5.8114285714285705,23.457142857142852,7.1686216300943375,1.6233735714285715,1406,60,255,30,60,454,181,336,0.062,0.79,0.14800000000000002,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,15,1,5,13,20,2,0,18,1,28,10,2,2,7,57,47,27,0,4,17,1,1,0,1,5,5,1,1,1,19,15,0,5,6,3,3,6,4,6,0,2,1,4,19,14,32,36,11,33,0,2,1,3,27,12,2,8,11,164,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499137113191788,0.2802700791575867,0.0,0.0,0.17644981895267078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326957996883745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283910724569475,0.046868216443306784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420573352185081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133384745205369,0.0,0.08061217429597219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148752866731581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574679504719142,0.0,0.06954663802092757,0.06477869917525236,0.0,0.0,0.07520801680243215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594009499707112,0.14215738387803648,0.1205072909124491,0.0,0.17478145045207288,0.06448726190010295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597782174019032,0.0,0.06887361440138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225383568473598,0.0,0.0,0.4070491272631209,0.0835354817068774,0.0,0.1086119139809897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693914686117963,0.07275018843103316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526331539398122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009051454368125,0.0,0.2227672475995766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475459398165717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209908134375008,0.05847430004377339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990656868124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667597844201322,0.0,0.0,0.0828947404094598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611418214666194,0.0,0.07781144920446745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31349719064442383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389777997387062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107879680827472,0.09852925819878997,0.0,0.0,0.04483210306568417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219968332418345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640371920298971,0.0,0.0,0.0453486044658916,0.1220550364623894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802700791575867,0.0 socialanxiety,Midnight_CoffeeBreak,2019/04/11,"Weird 'hate' towards things that get popular that or I don't know or I thought only a few group liked. Does someone also feels this? I'm sorry if its weird, but I don't know if its some sort of SA related thing. When I begin liking something like, lets say, a show that isn't ultra known. If it gets ultra known or if I see someone talking about it I get kinda angrier. Its like if I think of that small 'universe' like something that ends up defining me but also parts of me, and when someone says they know it it kinda makes me feel bad. Maybe I'm selfish or something idk. Idk much anymore of who I am and what did I become, but the point is, althrough it helps starting conversations, I can't help but dislike some popular stuff. The best recent example of this for me was anime. I watched anime since childhood, but recently, I've disliking recent anime, specially those new comedy ones. But I decided to bite the bullet and watch Tate no Yuusha and I see that my thoughts were kinda wrong and I'm kinda liking it. The point here is, its an anime that got popular recently and its making me dislike it for the sake of being popular. Enough weaboo stuff, what I mean to ask is: **Does someone here also tend to dislike stuff that gets too popular even if you liked it a lot before?** Like I likede these kind before, but now the popular ones makes me dislike even though I liked it. And its weird since sometimes it happens and sometimes not.",2.513500757193341,4.853567183745586,3.6542592125189337,86.86529593639578,78.57597173144876,6.304341241797072,24.594775365976787,7.447530270364453,1.292122766279657,1135,41,216,16,28,367,139,283,0.103,0.6609999999999999,0.235,0.9936,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,1,13,26,1,0,10,0,13,0,0,3,0,49,42,31,0,6,18,0,2,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,36,8,0,0,12,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,8,25,19,14,33,8,17,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,18,21,147,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670505534200187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544702772184595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054745984593083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719395461247002,0.0,0.0951563489520872,0.1466307006908067,0.0,0.09041903251029146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079743955065994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631170373643847,0.08902574899123489,0.0,0.11381501500723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712961859989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005903675513568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890958705856769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619052159794737,0.0,0.0,0.08506462426303485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550173317879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972181391129119,0.14205294977375582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810388032025937,0.0,0.3788384191120793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324968763377511,0.0,0.0,0.1725363159528575,0.0,0.08655875326467265,0.09385290511243136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333711313162174,0.0,0.0,0.08321333862802165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167677531984166,0.06552814809642113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330229369445367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289706853086774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402882702240296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703491376383592,0.0,0.0,0.1373158612230624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254398321002984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29201050682904034,0.1989892737156712,0.17042780836865987,0.09644845600468364,0.06098410577925128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589588785747817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925170634630648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448102702671145,0.05520749986102942,0.0846512271791777,0.13680196648792953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420183861274213,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,knowing222,2019/04/11,I have to do an exposure assigned by my therapist and I’m freakin out So basically I have to get a job and I’ve never had one before to anxiety. I’m 19 and feel like getting a job should be normal but my anxiety makes it a bitch and a half. The exposure is to go into stores and ask if they’re hiring. That sounds so simple but for some reason I feeing like puking. I have to do this exposure before Wednesday. Any advice?,0.5898876404494366,2.808608719101126,3.5259438202247217,85.63520786516854,85.40449438202249,6.706067415730338,21.259550561797763,7.908726449838941,1.2395968539325843,332,11,68,7,10,118,59,89,0.139,0.804,0.057,-0.8074,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,1,17,17,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,6,2,9,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,47,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214719895955335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412436685579287,0.0,0.3467610979864022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118797236539206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857113855728672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459703103194285,0.1619131268229168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368222351272361,0.0,0.12880590079269258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498145291932471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214517163876373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128532923025426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480032209788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206108973216884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357851958766386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330257760447915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631488901384821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,schlomnia,2019/04/11,"Where do all of you work? I've worked primarily in customer service, and as my SA worsens, it's becoming more challenging and embarrassing to work in a feild designed for extroverts. I've always had anxiety, but I have chose to work these jobs because the pay is nice. Where do you guys feel comfortable working that pays decent?",6.656475409836067,7.802661491803278,6.800122950819674,73.4710040983607,65.22950819672131,10.69016393442623,36.56147540983606,10.686352973137794,4.193488524590164,265,13,46,7,4,85,50,61,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.7206,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,6,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,7,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,28,7,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429787577698476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863345327540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423446859025585,0.2578919222304165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806897317615254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312102435352092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317212719357341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8499852732095193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mitronaguay,2019/04/11,"Mild social anxiety, terrible face muscular tension I can more or less deal with my social anxiety as long as my face doesn't start cramping from the tension built up during the social interactions. When this happens my smile turns into a weird face and my anxiety sky rockets as I feel I am on the edge of people to notice. I have other psychosomatic symptoms going on but this is the one that constraints my life the most. I've tried some facial massage and I'm trying to be mindful during the day to try to notice when I'm tensing up my face, but so far have not made too much progress. Anyone having the same problem?",6.597815820543094,6.687252512396697,7.1448170011806384,74.62553719008267,65.19834710743802,9.228335301062572,32.98819362455726,8.841846274778883,2.7930226682408494,498,19,88,7,7,164,81,121,0.136,0.8190000000000001,0.044,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,8,0,8,9,6,1,0,15,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,10,0,15,14,6,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844366989969923,0.0,0.0,0.11712768641172035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803082975103076,0.17269663363028828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469866733532988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520044318623576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812955104426018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831807459603222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824209079052802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850309429525342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913850294570554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313996460262328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814250944200008,0.0,0.0,0.11350988610500873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613113533097175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028554152170474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122695470794172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856524959345513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741082170398098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411872122898603,0.18220402216759926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wallawallaonionrings,2019/04/11,"Fake friends I feel like all my friends secretly hate me and that’s why they rarely contact me. I wish they would just tell me that, you know like rip off the band aid.",5.083428571428573,4.683932342857143,4.0464285714285735,97.22107142857143,68.42857142857143,8.142857142857144,28.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.0029999999999997,132,4,33,1,2,38,28,35,0.2,0.552,0.247,0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,17,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054137899690522,0.2409563989348398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211709519356836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299900903478885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536295949480544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295607290511053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480186778841605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043471596541097,0.0,0.3878609878441753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395975147713322,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tristanfromnl,2019/04/11,"Thinking about getting help. Hey everyone, &#x200B; I'm 17 now and turning 18 this summer. And I've been struggling with social anxiety since I was young and it's taking its toll. I don't really know what to do anymore. I don't have any panic attacks, feel fine at school, feel fine while being in the bus, it's fine while biking but when I walk on the street or need to go to the grocerystore my whole body just blocks. And I can't take it anymore. All my friends have a girlfriend but I'm still single, they keep telling me to just meet people but I can't . I. Just. Can't. I'm always scared of what they think of me or that they will stop talking to me / stop messaging with me. I don't have a job because I am scared of applying. I did work 2 years ago at a warehouse / store and it went pretty good in the first months until my boss kept saying I was too slow and I felt guilty, wrong and just bad. So I quit working. &#x200B; The only things that help now are music and drugs. If I smoked some weed all my bad feelings go away and I feel good. But when I wake up the next day I immediately start thinking about going outside, walking to the busstop, waiting at the bus stop, walking in the big city, school and the projects I need to finish. &#x200B; So I started thinking about going to someone who can help me with this. I'm not sure what to expect. I don't really want to take medication because I don't like that. Heard shitty stories about them. &#x200B; Thoughts and experiences? &#x200B; Thanks in advance, &#x200B; Tristan",2.7694067007910657,4.8668649902280166,3.3688075849232213,90.43849755700329,76.62214983713355,5.688645881805491,25.29653327128897,6.5431188927421005,0.8165021870637509,1220,44,247,10,28,382,163,307,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.4305,1,0,2,0,0,1,59.0,0,0,4,5,16,17,1,4,13,0,21,4,2,1,3,53,56,25,0,5,12,0,5,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,15,14,0,7,11,1,1,9,9,8,0,1,9,7,34,9,31,45,5,44,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,4,24,153,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686908038314392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338167110157758,0.4170681482966788,0.4677283303913218,0.04362724997409394,0.0,0.049078005677385364,0.0,0.1272480212418787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298498870283293,0.060275250802189415,0.0,0.10713263102850504,0.07821595759111047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712611706059858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137433566842081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439883527942465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130236001099066,0.0,0.06275539693137425,0.0,0.0,0.12975374163379175,0.0,0.06159836668167563,0.0,0.0,0.05456977244667795,0.0,0.0,0.049565596222344924,0.0,0.033518070705155514,0.0,0.14584188981042834,0.10761947700840252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290041975905768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366342748857684,0.05702345428008621,0.0,0.0,0.03525762735154213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031342640963045364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462889457380784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051207498119331736,0.0,0.0,0.09513947594438664,0.0,0.0,0.0682290229631146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048792377003785095,0.0,0.07527146567637022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044476642323415874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526817553239743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682361920780376,0.0,0.0,0.08219801214122283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051018221705333364,0.12845966330760006,0.12985552839292275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306925321749514,0.0,0.0,0.06539741862707013,0.054357887229255684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081774983298972,0.0,0.05123385485468214,0.16090806714574873,0.0,0.06706819749698921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604648431845094,0.0,0.1447085665273765,0.05156494517794785,0.056073847900091615,0.059064830663102315,0.0,0.0,0.042621389377955655,0.16443041501445269,0.0,0.050931495224895484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978165761266597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783997763186445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947185063535727,0.0,0.07162619177997867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341045879005906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014285856635809,0.4677283303913218,0.04131338516381946 socialanxiety,DogBoi2000,2019/04/11,"How do I open up and make more friends? (throwaway account, TLDR at the end) I'm a 17 year old boy who studies programming in high school. In elementary school I used to get bullied, not a lot but it was from classmates who I thought were friends (the typical elementary school stuff). I personally always loved playing video games and generally doing stuff on the computer (and I still do), I had computer addiction from 7th to 9th grade (11 now), which impacted my grades and my social life a lot. In elementary school I had a really good classmate and friend (or so I thought) who I used to play video games and hang out with most of the time after and in school. In 9th grade we started moving apart since he went to a different class and started going to parties, and he basically backstabbed me by telling me I'm a loser who doesn't have any friends. I haven't really talked to him since. I cut down on gaming since, and tried to socialise, but my only friend telling me I'm a loser with no friends made it really hard to open up to others. I had really bad experiences with girls in elementary and I'm scared to even text a girl since, I sometimes do small talk with girls in my class but nothing really comes out of it. I'm a bit overweight so that doesn't help my confidence at all. I don't really make new friends because my class mainly consists of programmers who are not interested in anything else apart from a computer, and I'm rarely exposed to people from other classes. There are a few people who I hang out with when I'm in school, but none of them ever invite me anywhere. TLDR; My past experiences with other people made me extremely hard to open up, my self esteem is in the ground, I seek acceptance all the time, and my SA makes it almost impossible to make new friends.",5.999019047619051,6.2625551114285765,6.51971428571429,78.00461904761907,66.45714285714286,9.980952380952383,32.09523809523809,9.842372674337009,2.928066666666666,1419,54,277,29,21,463,166,350,0.112,0.7340000000000001,0.154,0.9594,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,2,9,19,1,1,17,0,17,4,0,9,3,54,41,22,0,0,7,0,2,0,8,0,3,0,0,6,17,27,1,0,3,7,1,6,8,5,0,0,10,2,33,14,50,31,10,50,0,2,0,1,35,29,0,5,15,173,50,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213535344901897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544546411303482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269168821544087,0.0,0.0,0.05123604968957538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062001142927023814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290853549113057,0.045928596141580263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225540526831565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490160953920918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871774638496283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293968640519056,0.0,0.06673182945261998,0.0,0.0,0.04976356049421998,0.06815235767573169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474004727492198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656805739439433,0.0,0.03936378151654777,0.0,0.042819352111271095,0.06319441260729089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498565384832711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050104756270024,0.07960436735484375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053217223866743914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281084138683888,0.0680002991237674,0.14258336575340094,0.20116903780691808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007803874023396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553411992181045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229395949344884,0.0,0.0790601532790953,0.0,0.0,0.0573019994183199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192373608612124,0.15670074030298767,0.06578689175548481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960120820951274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543181951925232,0.4575088488838929,0.0,0.0,0.07859952750119825,0.0,0.0,0.249299132670964,0.0,0.0,0.07680303920912257,0.0,0.0,0.07451648230342599,0.0,0.10665679697669564,0.0,0.06016928260850124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250017981019367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211162333150216,0.13170678688208806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196283800448878,0.0878666060771581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115317705795016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014489703324547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984402400090663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851863586072803 socialanxiety,TZumppi,2019/04/11,"I'm feeling so bad right now. I'm basically shivering right now. I got a message from a friend of friend saying they thought I had talked shit behind their backs. I'm extremely sensitive in what I say and do. They thought I had insulted them and laughed at them because they thought I said they have such a bad alcohol tolerance. I had used jokingly the term ""booze head"" but it was between me and my other friend in a party and I used the term ""good booze head"" to describe my aforementioned friend's good alcohol tolerance as it was shockinly similar to mine and I'm a guy. It was sort of a joke between us in that party. However somebody had heard me using the term and laughing and possibly assumed that I was dismissively referring to the other participants in that party who some were basically rolling on the floor at that point. The party was like 3 weeks ago and tomorrow we were supposed to have a casual evening on somebody's place. Suddenly I get messages saying you can't come, you've talked shit behind our backs. I have no idea what the hell has happened. I try to defend myself but I don't know what I've even done. Eventually they reveal what they thought had happened and it turns out to be a one big misunderstanding. Obviously I was really scared and thought 40-50% of my social networks was going to be deleted. I usually have my life under control and I don't worry too much about things, but I was already feeling really stressed this week and I'm trying to figure what my own birthday meeting will be like in the next couple of weeks. Additional notes: The girl that I shared the inside joke with came to reassure me. I said I've been really stressed out and said sorry If I've been acting strange in the last couple of days. She said I wasn't and everything's fine. (Thank you) This all leaves me to wonder how fragile social relationships can be. You may think social relationships are strong but one f*ckup and the whole thing can fall apart. This all is coming from a social butterfly that finds a lot of meaning from conversations with schoolmates and such. I've been described as really extroverted and easy to talk with. The scary part is not being social to others, it's about overcoming your questioning of yourself...",5.090257867132866,6.731452631701632,5.6193232808857845,78.65283107517483,69.3030303030303,8.998863636363636,30.18946678321679,9.435801123606538,2.794636888111889,1805,72,329,39,32,581,210,429,0.114,0.7240000000000001,0.162,0.9705,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,3,4,9,2,13,28,4,3,23,0,41,9,4,5,3,63,75,26,0,1,6,0,3,2,4,2,3,8,0,2,25,27,4,1,18,4,0,6,6,9,0,2,32,11,47,19,46,36,11,43,1,0,0,0,50,20,3,8,19,227,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527107887688563,0.15738224719112995,0.0,0.0,0.08125568110106175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323823331096584,0.12296070840319888,0.04488590199599669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421636451890407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685636095556715,0.0,0.0,0.08258550253469096,0.0,0.16294669627082378,0.0,0.047487096831843316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753519704493429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972676061088314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617645781169257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446196287763898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729909103550287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275542293852501,0.0,0.03847012510238674,0.0,0.041847245591261815,0.12351948238267405,0.05889091672753932,0.0,0.0,0.07290809815616299,0.13022657236471233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113709459589691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312252516091953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040466688758984334,0.060020600491051186,0.0,0.07796655652979373,0.0,0.0,0.05200905961981131,0.07194658245661413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260001603394573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802077599872462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412861714041161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830937144603946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979104974501277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973720120798959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693065641913596,0.0,0.06960684360115361,0.08300997496803468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248564380058054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868435704767245,0.0,0.0,0.15810824940180185,0.0,0.12576410335394242,0.2801668088576115,0.1756673934580243,0.0737193283218078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116612502549068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752970894547305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242594729589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869236205948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754988728407756,0.0,0.06779123550244602,0.0,0.0,0.09783678755443953,0.047180957190880314,0.0,0.29228129061914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998374368461667,0.08009139672225428,0.0,0.0,0.08857125251719783,0.1907854229477983,0.08109618163331045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719149269673112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220844757510158,0.0,0.0,0.07985168498493322,0.0,0.0747777335175464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pathospathos,2019/04/11,"I caught myself today I spend too much time watching YouTube videos instead of reaching out to people. People that call me their friend. Videos are always available, they never have any awkward silences, they are perfectly edited to have the best of people and there's no implicit expectation for you to say anything while watching them. It sounds like the perfect relationship. A relationship that is unconditional in its care. But it's a distraction from reality. To live connected to others, I need to foster the relationships I have with other people. I have to find people in life who might be able to drop everything and be available when I need them, to be cool with hanging around in silence, to accept me at my less than perfect. &#x200B; I felt my productivity slowing down while trying to get some work done. I realized that a good way to feel reenergized was to have a quick conversation with someone. I rationalized (like I normally do), that if I started to talk, then I would have to talk for a long time, and then I wouldn't get my work done, so it's best not to talk at all. After that deliberation, I thought of going on YouTube to supplement my social needs. I stopped myself and went to this sub instead. I don't post often. I usually feel as if I must make myself look perfect before it goes out into the world. But doing that won't resonate with all anyone else. Nobody else is perfect. &#x200B; My thoughts were less cohesive than I would've liked them to be. Oh well. If you resonated with anything I said, please let me know. &#x200B; // Also, I know that I'm now supplementing real-life relationships with Reddit. I'm just happy I avoided numbing myself with YouTube for once and that I put something out there. Baby-steps. I'll work towards putting myself out there to my friends.",5.315377747252747,7.231562419642856,5.604761904761904,77.89664835164834,69.14880952380952,8.026373626373626,30.780219780219774,8.617729084823388,2.541184890109891,1447,60,251,24,26,460,180,336,0.038,0.784,0.177,0.9936,0,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,6,10,15,22,0,3,9,1,27,2,0,1,10,58,49,18,0,11,7,0,3,3,2,5,2,3,0,0,17,18,0,2,10,2,1,6,6,4,1,0,10,10,45,18,52,29,8,41,0,0,3,0,23,15,0,6,20,189,62,4,0.08173891206807432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653665784493835,0.06801332280836066,0.2656922312268053,0.297965174797426,0.055585263153018934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057153747842366286,0.08375117487147613,0.13452832005070678,0.0727649613962915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955379381458766,0.0,0.17155989065063815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346456817974338,0.0,0.08333826846632288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729457237951187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365647450495319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346166361130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265929984225336,0.0,0.07848217395848366,0.0,0.07470788480497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630256140331209,0.0,0.08541041581277238,0.0,0.04645410740225445,0.06855872136628477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701259182535902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984313683077838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358357557033258,0.05773461090049534,0.11980051093360135,0.0,0.07217695688239932,0.07233636500668725,0.06864009966613117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456135851849386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671206861106223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060087505369797824,0.18182510276544908,0.06304208803098868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008677901241819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704927368299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833373486958037,0.0,0.0,0.08972477971612981,0.0,0.0,0.07828328303899776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434036613483388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930367768586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510280065088638,0.0,0.0,0.07775242339925975,0.06500206363623569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332252722948143,0.06925711494248395,0.06292660791193641,0.0,0.0,0.05785522266965457,0.0,0.0,0.06833739051511108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970959239160766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978313171394604,0.09532523390762528,0.0,0.07747893116040934,0.0,0.0,0.05549535581111844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002386365646928,0.0,0.0,0.06488054376645293,0.0,0.0,0.07349309839790613,0.07577279039422251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852070447390705,0.0,0.0,0.11612995585840592,0.0,0.297965174797426,0.0 socialanxiety,EatSleepThenRepeat,2019/04/11,"Awkward around animals? So I was walking home today, like 30 mins ago, when I see dog without a visible owner sniffing around. I make eye contact and it comes up to me, and I start petting it, so happy that I was getting to greet this adorable doggo. Then the thoughts kick in: “Am I petting this dog too long?”, “Will it get bored of me?”, “Am I not stratching hard enough? Does it want a belly rub?”, “This dog is totally gonna sense something off with me and get freaked out”. At a loss, I stop petting the dog and just stand there looking at it for a cue for a couple of seconds. Then the dog starts walking away from me hastily, looking back for a second to make sure I wasn’t following it. Then came the feeling of being absolutely crushed that I’m so socially awkward that I actually managed to turn off a dog, the literal eptimote of unconditional love and acceptance. I mean maybe it decided it wanted to go back home or saw it’s owner of something, but I just feel strongly that I caused it. I’ve been improving quite a lot these past months, but this is the most mortified I’ve felt in ages. Does anyone else have a problem with thinking that animals are judging them? Maybe it’s just me and that’s fine, I just really needed to get this off my chest.",4.053004444444446,5.212005376000004,5.025066666666668,83.7729777777778,71.24000000000002,8.115555555555558,31.08888888888889,8.515128840125781,2.326622222222222,984,43,198,16,18,322,141,250,0.061,0.823,0.116,0.9046,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,14,14,0,2,15,0,12,3,2,3,2,42,41,16,0,4,9,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,23,13,0,1,8,0,0,6,3,6,0,2,8,10,21,8,30,30,4,35,0,1,5,1,6,12,0,3,17,132,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.1244680189190299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306321553905405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891842190902078,0.13068754737485974,0.0,0.2270887388577139,0.0,0.0,0.11983513057015127,0.1961524001196395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458804287803542,0.0,0.1310264779921063,0.0,0.10987092850320974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112894837080087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323545734047406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654961924883252,0.0,0.0,0.13179072436743905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289837567136785,0.0,0.12246565905518432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665533416090555,0.0,0.0724882172841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577674861082836,0.114257560237922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558812031380805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231329479733137,0.0,0.0,0.1128755762918406,0.21421565227469405,0.0,0.0,0.10843637377197826,0.11511665205638227,0.0,0.17027797250999205,0.0,0.25627733374569617,0.1389366839247109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018072449576269,0.0,0.0,0.09457489907082403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175857765789153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204578857483432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566252945370635,0.0,0.0,0.08171023252874232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016388911229934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300186742622584,0.0,0.1963846851163694,0.0,0.0,0.18055763791078813,0.0,0.0,0.10663547077546164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021206517578208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172732585396958,0.0,0.10125851488264052,0.0,0.0,0.12090017247063164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873511831346325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046171023551735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295129561880062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EpicAriX,2019/04/11,"I wrote a bad poem Not sure if this is the right sub for this but I didn’t know where else to put it... “help” Look, I’m not you. It’s not as easy for me as it is for you. I don’t have a group of friends that seek me out, and I don’t have people that invite me to things. I don’t have a group that wants to take pictures with me, I don’t have a group that wants me, and looks for me. It’s not the same for me as it is for you. If I don’t cling to someone and follow them around, they don’t really care. They’ll just watch, and comment from the sidelines, but they won’t make an effort to help me. And even if I do go to them, to you, with my problems they’ll argue, shut down my feelings, make it seem unimportant, or like I have more control than I do. But you’re not me so how could you possibly say that? How could you possibly know that it’s just that easy? Because it’s not. I don’t have a group like you, I’m not accepted like you, people don’t look for me like they look for you. So stop acting like it’s easy as pie, that I just have to do some simple little things, and suddenly I won’t be alone, and have people that love me, people that help, people that actively care, because, trust me, It’s not that easy. This isn’t a rant. It’s not an attack. It’s not a defense. I just want people to want me. I want people to invite me. I want people to look for me when I’m not around. I want someone to think I’m special. This isn’t anger. This is a cry for help. please help ..",-0.05452295097943605,1.448097501510574,1.942773608810057,100.15149790468766,83.04833836858006,5.116889192086543,16.417600623720887,5.843745405466311,-0.8404907708800309,1127,19,294,7,31,375,112,331,0.14800000000000002,0.647,0.204,0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,9,7,2,13,19,4,0,13,0,33,1,0,5,1,61,63,23,0,13,22,0,1,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,31,12,0,3,6,0,0,4,24,6,0,0,2,8,50,13,35,54,3,15,0,0,6,1,31,8,0,6,8,199,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276068523570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594608527134728,0.0,0.10189131238895728,0.0,0.0,0.07478170901431272,0.10919405086388584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263173783503792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045298371409477,0.14301819530991355,0.0,0.09838120390338087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481873926104435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059155789772273176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045285952828857404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919647092087361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090095175110114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001623399963164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844341929534292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878079850525656,0.08976606924960913,0.0,0.0,0.3760535501244997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083447726543805,0.0,0.1195685476582683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967359494088607,0.0,0.0,0.09831373238240844,0.0,0.20193858262395825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570009069637409,0.0,0.09003596791724723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737661594313264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648666556654128,0.0,0.0712244210446172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153516767459981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177357883909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487902387802667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441245706766859,0.0,0.0673405404748516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900390413822455,0.05738861881139533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697877515833419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsnotthot,2019/04/11,"How to get myself to the gym? How to get myself to the gym? Its 10mins with walk and I considered going in the morning when its not busy but I have anxiety, when it comes to interacting with the cashier as I always feel it awkward.",1.4085106382978732,3.6952945319148967,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,82.40425531914894,6.313191489361702,22.16595744680852,7.554174236665415,0.9437012765957444,181,6,38,3,5,60,30,47,0.093,0.907,0.0,-0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43315696284425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982355636865996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484260174187423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632164537188429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439539605051867,0.0,0.2958526247967391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_Why-Hello-There_,2019/04/11,"Scared to post things online? Does anyone ever get this fear of posting things online? I used to be somewhat active on social media and post and comment a fair amount, but I've come to fear an unfavourable comment or whatever haunting me in the future. It's completely illogical because I have no reason to have ever posted something like that which is rude etc. I've deleted my old instagram, old Reddit account and deactivated my YouTube over something which isn't even logical, because I know I should have nothing to fear. Anyone else feel like this by any chance?",8.06935897435897,8.499270807692305,7.621923076923077,71.2897435897436,62.07692307692307,9.241025641025642,36.56410256410256,8.841846274778883,3.369864102564102,460,20,72,6,6,145,74,104,0.205,0.6920000000000001,0.103,-0.935,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,15,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179113391640002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887625253326833,0.13830311978771254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456529902545594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627345138232935,0.14152412418078414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812204306224368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127585990426294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053855297101582,0.08915311920331764,0.2441945555144661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556706025292808,0.06825002195608079,0.09642984954437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052155977154713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418156303048401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318889710280113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951709894527888,0.0,0.2832779326689224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170947052686803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387820800257617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513868241208646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375952693453935,0.0,0.2078286353650425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793496341125364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165795152484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ilovecats337,2019/04/11,"Awkward silence So I work at a place with a lot of people and I have severe social anxiety I'm finding it hard to find things to talk about with coworkers and always feel really uncomfortable if I'm standing there and have nothing to say, I feel like maybe they don't like me or think I'm weird. I struggle every single day just getting up the nerve to go to work. Any advice on how to relaxe and make small talk or atleast look confident?",2.707893258426968,4.728740505617981,3.9959410112359572,86.22851825842697,76.52808988764046,6.6971910112359545,24.608146067415728,7.6454224807358475,1.2857741573033707,351,12,69,5,8,115,65,89,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,18,13,9,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,3,13,13,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,3,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007273422101603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184774297640522,0.0,0.0,0.13227334017210762,0.0,0.14879947151810466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544273543516307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388290325466384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670000763194728,0.13895784644238632,0.0,0.0,0.35555688323875323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016233471265883,0.0,0.11054440695719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424258327888778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005533525303228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333925104557914,0.0,0.0,0.1653652839083951,0.0,0.0,0.12983680792697827,0.0,0.19541124707498791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663740773151666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484861051869512,0.0,0.2032213511432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124607964378722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468200719992126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219740719198159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982782551174503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334388501492048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126792332099281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129223674174876,0.12463403167035875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321091516212915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,borderlinemo,2019/04/11,"Have to call my psychiatrist today Im gonna call my psychiatrist today and ask of I can start tapering off my meds before our appointment on monday. For some reason he like, intimidates me. Idk, I think its just because I dont know him well, ive only had 2 appointments with him. Ugghhh. Wish me luck",2.253,4.563876966666665,4.830000000000002,78.245,79.33333333333334,8.666666666666666,21.666666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.0606666666666658,238,7,46,7,6,84,49,60,0.092,0.77,0.13699999999999998,0.5699,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,12,3,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,5,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160301073235832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408652018288435,0.0,0.1966334262294396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719203111678861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082592052073073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496077876326634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699640702079965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289480001482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566795699785108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574797384129626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375903769364109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356074967136236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806776207291414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380766845092186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777011503816395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657324419829879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jayron14,2019/04/11,".. Hello i am 14 years old ,i have felt since around 11 that i have social anxiety but never had it properly diagnosed as i’ve spoke to my mum about it many times she just seemed to brush it off as its nothing but i really feel like i do, anyway at school i was part of a ‘popular’ friendship group and i naturally just fitted in, anyway recently i have been abit distant with my old friends and have made new ones and started trying drugs and smoking and stuff like that around 3 months ago, in my area where i live i’m known by everyone but i go to school in different area so i’m not friends with any of the people in my area , by area i mean i live in a town but go to school at a nearby village so to get to places i have to walk through an around town always forcing me to see all these people, ever since i started hanging about with my new mates i have become more known an know more people who i always see and i just hate walking around my town and seeing my old friends and i have started to feel more anxious than i have before sometimes not even leaving the house to avoid being seen outside. Please can anyone leave advice and tell me why i feel like this ,thanks",5.936575167571018,5.1954922074688845,6.0839834024896255,84.46244494095116,66.75933609958507,8.909160548994576,29.74178104053623,7.882392219407189,1.7273278646664545,926,27,197,9,13,295,130,241,0.054000000000000006,0.807,0.139,0.976,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,1,7,0,15,2,0,1,3,39,38,17,0,0,9,1,4,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,10,16,0,1,9,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,7,10,30,8,35,30,5,42,0,0,4,0,12,22,0,1,18,129,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289218154409933,0.08426554379664873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819617668660474,0.0,0.0,0.06464451189734745,0.0,0.07272114845179886,0.1073914933882684,0.0,0.0664686271647736,0.0,0.0,0.3384965831496379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049870358388234,0.08088962427640434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648457385662568,0.0,0.099318162183578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024019151391498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278667262432411,0.08598781372283479,0.0,0.09083453904197783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419658527213638,0.13582271598927734,0.09127314580165556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033090166791147,0.0,0.04966527392311432,0.0,0.10805033306683537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385272611306296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096872441990552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224285537484976,0.0,0.0,0.2013110368936099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932551750337233,0.0,0.16788061738789076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994869959388119,0.0,0.09637659384167192,0.0,0.10354893205894064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075876515787133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331664507072744,0.18362036503117915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121327176656772,0.0,0.2992505306452097,0.0,0.06441556672184696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294143648655801,0.0,0.19770928735164925,0.0,0.099318162183578,0.1043480638722354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060898296098847136,0.0,0.0938609383792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288619403759713,0.22725312712539195,0.0865396590910522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727032866104718,0.0,0.0,0.0969023765881142,0.0,0.0,0.09401742827555257,0.0,0.20185328366061955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882171823936973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308721108619006,0.08751908843172566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543063815759077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453995151742903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577746432669328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121595150572379 socialanxiety,yummycircle,2019/04/11,"going on stage tomorrow to recieve a prize long story short, i competed in this national school competition a few days ago and my relay team got a medal. And tomorrow, im going to have to go up on stage in front of the entire school to be congratulated. i cant do this. i almost had a panic attack when i was recieving the medal on the podium on the day of the competition. i dont think ill be able to keep myself calm tomorrow. I always think that everyone is judging me and that i dotm deserve the medal. I dont understand why something as minor as this is causing me so much stress and anxiety when it seems perfectly fine to other people. i'm really scared right now and i want to skip school tomorrow. pls help and send some advice T^T and idk if this is the right community to post this on because i dont know if i actually have social anxiety (im not gunna diagnose myself hehe) but well it seems fitting to post this here",4.867535460992909,5.360913164893617,6.650851063829787,75.28333333333335,68.94680851063829,10.309219858156029,28.9645390070922,10.317481424215053,2.9201049645390067,737,25,144,19,12,257,108,188,0.066,0.81,0.124,0.8152,0,0,1,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,7,6,9,1,3,11,0,14,2,0,1,1,23,27,15,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,4,1,0,3,0,16,5,21,22,3,33,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,6,11,93,27,4,0.12169121375045952,0.0,0.11875307045182565,0.0,0.0,0.11891524567576807,0.10787191856209773,0.0,0.12185617231167857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012568383202633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861868908712044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844132355516675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418183440527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501039790930782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696153121222836,0.0,0.0,0.12351402037679078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278635886200109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628116970096153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747976344852265,0.0,0.09732758034018137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815670554362388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289478633523905,0.0,0.0,0.10816474215493373,0.0,0.0,0.06687830857707429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076928947699832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894570440771003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427784194994267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436536526180814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330930884289865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795850761016049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078472632667939,0.0,0.0,0.12183413416809195,0.3694740152979013,0.0,0.22156622119212968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404886748268396,0.0,0.09368384163989542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393968741994581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594963219089056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266848451853834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177663078065094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941501568891444,0.0,0.1098073925523079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaysks,2019/04/11,"I feel like a mess Hi I’m sorry if this is not the place for what I’m writing and sorry if its really long, I don’t have anyone to talk to.. So basically i am a first year uni student and am struggling to make friends and approach people so i miss my non-compulsory classes and leave my classes as soon as i can. However, I’m planning to transfer courses + unis and I really want to be able to make friends but I usually make friends through other friends and now I will be starting from scratch again with no friends and my shyness and anxiety has increased sharply in the past few years due to certain events so I don’t know how to approach being the first one to approach people and initiate conversation and I’m also way too scared to do so :,) I do like being alone but it does really have an effect on me mentally when I am always alone.... I really don’t know how to make friends to be honest and find that the friends I have are extroverted and so I just sit there passively I guess. I’m mostly fine with communicating online but when it comes to face to face, I struggle a lot and especially if the other person is more quiet too. I don’t really drink loads or anything, so going out and partying like what some of my friends do is really not my thing. I find that in a lot of my interactions, I am overthinking about being judged or being too awkward and such. I also struggle with applying for part time jobs and actually just quit my job today due to stress and my personality not suiting the role (a waitress at a fine dining restaurant). I could barely approach the kitchen staff or the customers as I was always so intimidated. I had a previous job at a fast food place but I was really quiet and it was always fast paced so I was fine there for some reason. I did not need to interact with the customers as much as I did at my latest job. I even had some friends who worked at the restaurant with me but it did not make the situation better, it probably made it worse. Most job applications are online now which is good but when I need to go in person to hand in resumes I just can’t do it. A lot of these part time jobs for students require bubbly and social people but I can be quite the opposite until I am more comfortable in the situations but it really prevents me from getting jobs in the first place since I do need time to adjust. I need to be able to support myself since my mum can barely do so herself. I don’t really have close friends so I don’t have someone to talk about this in person which is why I am posting it here :,)) Basically, I’m shy and anxious and don’t know how to make friends at uni and everywhere else in life. I also struggle with finding part time jobs and staying at these jobs due to my personality and really want to be able to fix this. I also just kind of wanted to rant because I need to let this all out sorry if it is repetitive. Also sorry if it is not related to social anxiety and more to do with introversion or something because I don’t know what my situation is to be honest. I feel like I am always on the verge of tears and am stressed a lot now and so I don’t know what to do as I feel like a mess and would really appreciate some advice!",4.5939906514753135,5.091216809815954,6.028702892199824,79.48937627811863,69.5521472392638,9.092959392345897,29.94098743791995,9.172331337620626,2.41248279287175,2528,94,513,47,42,860,236,652,0.103,0.74,0.157,0.9937,10,3,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,10,41,38,0,8,27,0,69,8,3,12,2,116,106,74,0,15,27,1,5,5,11,2,1,2,1,5,30,39,4,2,14,1,0,8,17,11,0,4,10,7,62,27,78,81,20,66,0,1,0,0,29,23,0,20,36,380,92,17,0.13680350721166426,0.0,0.04450016296514054,0.0,0.0,0.04456093464764853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445811712813214,0.0,0.18233619215237012,0.151775302800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976953904617174,0.05151634119300096,0.0,0.03188539769412421,0.0,0.037525876673651364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559609882132258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033052830320804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928136935082702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640882290193942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039905890354497986,0.0,0.0,0.04467178514276371,0.0,0.0,0.038093925344237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030119142096233106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917196373168727,0.09773245288664617,0.0,0.0,0.12503592718696088,0.11636499334813755,0.05514111464888788,0.0,0.3875448511585182,0.0,0.023824728720519987,0.0,0.05183239052429977,0.03824809708356888,0.0,0.0,0.05023482885247561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072691153403667,0.0,0.0,0.04748660029002449,0.12530604973789164,0.0,0.0,0.0482850537566923,0.0,0.046630284948371965,0.03220945430131912,0.11139213901925993,0.0,0.0,0.0403555996423359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507393292219146,0.0,0.04314892876469987,0.18263480672085786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595525291368855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033522106204619186,0.1690634452775056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03090053232973944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481448669057754,0.04353147575767749,0.09484232673260584,0.19908590956660924,0.1429305478939343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043673314642191416,0.0,0.0491657729833494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700491293077236,0.0,0.0,0.3213460425039269,0.046885596668514114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565472542788927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544351656928329,0.15377287394817113,0.0,0.0929692983535938,0.03863772257209415,0.035106007822062794,0.0,0.2041871014071438,0.03227674217606778,0.04860477880060223,0.0,0.0,0.10447197020010553,0.19068897195138992,0.0,0.0,0.05174766626296335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330498471465606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03029539046426253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106361633599712,0.0,0.043224576274139975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022324524657621,0.0,0.0806902530100918,0.03619608544850124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114796227805443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319819419066625,0.0,0.046471487099759665,0.032393762146264334,0.0,0.0,0.058731315576761936 socialanxiety,gentlesir123,2019/04/11,"I feel good about making new connections with people, but feel awkward around them as time goes on. Anyone else feel the same? I feel like I make really good first impressions with people. The connection feels strong at first, but after the course of a month or so the connection fades. I don’t know how to casually interact with them after I’ve exhausted all the usual “What’s your major/what do you do for fun, etc” BS. Anyone know how to keep these connections growing?",4.030926966292134,6.380384044943824,4.52627808988764,82.42627106741574,73.71910112359551,8.49494382022472,22.360955056179773,9.188382445141503,1.8639764044943825,376,10,69,9,8,119,61,89,0.051,0.698,0.251,0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,3,5,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,4,1,21,13,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,5,8,7,14,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,10,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651133293923084,0.19424406665275304,0.0,0.1687637460983254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836727950697674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114284967829692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792792033266424,0.13543386549025427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32250824350361423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180164305309507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850477154132626,0.0,0.0,0.2083731516080944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261775915992068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530882743315546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131857374719254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309467335984772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628576801686221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144789746492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054388859175464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879231126321948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lyndxn_,2019/04/11,"Coping mechanisms I’m just curious to see what everyone uses as a coping mechanism for SA. Personally I smoke weed, it helps to ease my anxiety. Is anyone else the same ? Or does weed affect you badly ?",2.0776315789473685,4.908667289473687,5.073999999999998,72.22100000000002,86.63157894736841,9.355789473684213,23.389473684210525,9.3871,3.2615094736842103,159,6,26,6,5,57,34,38,0.113,0.705,0.182,0.4515,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740802685838975,0.0,0.0,0.2505150093689624,0.3670962473966921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991456140191368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135298669295282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929374430449435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423482080157381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401449463703306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283290852287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854996996292959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943555457555183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trinadoll,2019/04/11,Head tremors Am I the only one who gets head tremors when I’m anxious? My head will shake or twitch. And my hands shake as well. It’s embarrassing. Mostly When I try to focus on something when I’m nervous. Like reading something or texting on my phone. Help me,0.9431318681318679,3.509548807692312,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,89.76923076923076,3.740659340659341,24.736263736263727,5.288315135182226,0.3428263736263735,206,9,42,1,7,64,37,52,0.179,0.691,0.129,-0.2023,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,2,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086922495682464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526871384667768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7382124208394002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071121808838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713837459609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247278143361196,0.18235412075332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983255897326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691697395381911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278651217813112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557993425753333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yaboineedablowie,2019/04/11,"A word of a advice for my fellow anxiety sufferers 🤟😔🤟 I wanna share a bit of my experience with social anxiety and what has helped me so hopefully you can learn something new :) For me the most impactful difference was stepping out side of my comfort zone step by step and doing the things that scare me. For me it was driving, I would only drive on certain roads and eat at certain places I was familiar with. Over time I would drive on different roads eat at different places, even go in and order which was something that scared the fuck out of me only a few months prior. It was a small step but it literally made me realize that nothing was limiting myself but my brain and that facing my fears even though it's scary can truly improve your life over time. Of course theres been times where I was just too scared to do something and didnt etc... but small shaky steps count. Dont compare yourself to anyone else just focus on taking those steps and dont hate yourself, set goals. It's so difficult and I know that social anxiety can be difficult and often way different person to person but hopefully this tiny bit of my experience will help at least 1 person",5.474640234948605,6.385151647577096,5.958696035242291,79.29581204111602,67.76651982378854,9.401350954478707,29.230249632892804,9.558583805096642,2.5823417914831133,932,32,175,19,15,301,127,227,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.122,-0.6699,3,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,11,16,2,5,8,0,21,6,2,1,2,35,29,16,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,15,13,2,1,3,0,0,10,3,10,0,0,10,0,21,6,27,15,6,38,0,1,0,1,11,19,1,5,6,120,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698507470270082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277758762199697,0.0,0.0,0.0693972804148341,0.10169243465289086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670863018203834,0.0,0.0,0.11079482250231552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414776753806193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326384188955362,0.0,0.0,0.2031132196957394,0.08290989011885519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068898506587313,0.13110619286970346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941693341213927,0.0,0.11168283367258544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917541963662872,0.0,0.0,0.05640555238313485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798794152343522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304916320540347,0.0,0.0,0.1971535068082057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054544711373871804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010257653362544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391190092119768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792196870551718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585540205572517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523219101016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509668302056175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998146534736066,0.2073883769030965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980969984920721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234392337542184,0.0,0.2292204248895413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462297368890916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593669389021757,0.0,0.09751173969888244,0.0,0.17361885014984266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877931822853904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100743023004592,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chankinfai,2019/04/11,I hate myself Due to my social anxiety I lost my job .. I failed all the interviews ToT... what’s the point for me to live in this world,0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.51724137931033,6.625287356321839,16.563218390804597,7.793537801064563,0.15126666666666644,103,2,25,2,3,35,24,29,0.333,0.667,0.0,-0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,4,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012447204235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887815146052323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907712049481581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477196848938476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298632346618479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722544452341982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401414581110713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayshitdeadass,2019/04/11,"I’m considering using tinder to come out of my shell to communicate more with the outside world Has anyone else made friends(just friends not relationships or bangbuddies) off tinder? I’m a mildly good looking male I’m pretty funny but I don’t speak much, but I’ve never used tinder ever, has anyone here used it to have more human interaction? (Obviously that’s what it’s for) but I’m trying to think outside the box to better my situation emotionally and mentally because it’s hard to think I have a lot of potential but I just don’t have the communication skills to be successful",5.662905405405407,7.228303972972974,7.1491779279279255,68.51944256756758,67.82882882882882,9.874324324324323,30.091216216216218,10.125756701596842,3.2832783783783777,475,18,80,12,8,163,71,111,0.015,0.8240000000000001,0.162,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,4,3,21,20,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,13,18,4,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715169395103429,0.1989358838217989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835576543131705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717153055258933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724830105972566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621925202662439,0.2183994963427775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562532139660966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000453259481575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284893733878106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739257426268447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304223688387634,0.0,0.0,0.1650645856325037,0.0,0.18371521023085827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956636976155364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272708419591307,0.0,0.14974516500409946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752656903660828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845100629396748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182396077489892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881479724332514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181925714155018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030656344644283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ResistencePlea,2019/04/12,"Small Little Rant So I was just hanging out with my 5 best friends in my friends basement and we were all just chilling. Then, my friends sister and all about 4 of her softball friends came downstairs which is fine, but when normally in a group like that size with about half of them being people I've never talked to, I get pretty quiet. So we're all sitting down there talking, and Im mostly just listening and adding small comments here and there. Then, I have to leave early because I have to wake up early so I get up to leave and just kinda say ""Gotta go, by everyone"" and most of them are all like ""oh why?"" and I just say I gotta wake up early, but one of them randomly decides to add ""I haven't heard you say a word this whole time"" And the way she said it was pretty condescending so it really ticked me off but obviously im not gonna say anything back so im just like alright, see you guys. It really pissed me off how she said it because it was completely unnecessary and it really was in a pretty condescending way. It wasnt needed to be said, and it was one of the girls who knows me and knows I don't talk alot in big groups. It was such a random comment and it pissed me off. &#x200B; Thats all, thanks for reading you read this.",3.5725968992248087,4.400914554263569,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201553,72.06201550387597,7.593798449612403,25.573643410852714,7.793537801064563,1.167075968992248,977,29,214,12,18,318,134,258,0.081,0.769,0.15,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,3,1,20,13,2,0,7,1,16,4,4,1,7,49,33,25,0,2,10,1,0,3,4,3,0,10,0,2,16,19,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,2,0,3,13,11,26,11,29,15,10,31,0,0,1,0,34,16,2,6,12,144,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145332391549967,0.12499126899155474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846484767047269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909622476599708,0.0,0.12541013010509638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079496376802465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764924800036275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078511626182899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829115670894197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31789052067745444,0.0,0.1074846038446537,0.0,0.05846009861412758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018517359447854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333329812741012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306295465866525,0.0,0.0,0.2178366828658105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076276512120254,0.10309695752243432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627250514971813,0.07933521682419094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007850814614209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940689587748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131308843109223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139496326835428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578408445896434,0.0,0.19769233250778434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935422459018683,0.3272069802044429,0.0,0.0,0.08196945408088402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480350563794762,0.0,0.09470354038006454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998094556418172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329763712308398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281894615366904,0.11484421218772654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499126899155474,0.0 socialanxiety,CapnJackSparrow6,2019/04/12,"Anyone else have driving anxiety *because* of social anxiety? My fear isn't even that I'll crash or something like that. My fear comes from the thought of making a mistake (even a minor one) and just causing a scene. It's honestly kinda embarrassing just to admit that. Anyone else with me?",3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,79.55555555555556,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,2.163874074074074,231,10,38,4,6,75,42,54,0.279,0.604,0.116,-0.8507,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31446717841955085,0.0,0.0,0.2874294766092961,0.4211894629397826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252921301078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114089676076805,0.0,0.17705006444196353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433959685472462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271507645339378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625676717713642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041394033669504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719610099162974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927572614410808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095168846790898,0.0,0.1582307605339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317170364811548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoOnesKing,2019/04/12,"Model U.N. Conference I'm completely unprepared for! So I've been in Model U.N. the last two years. I went to the conference with no problem last year. This year though, I just DO NOT want to go anymore. I signed up months ago and forgot all about it until two weeks ago when our club sponsor sent out a reminder for it. Panic has set in. Didn't even do a position paper (which I can't confirm disqualifies me from attending; meant to email sponsor but it's pretty late in the night now). The conference is tomorrow, no one I know is going and I would rather be doing A N Y T H I N G else. I just want to get out of this but I'm freaking out and think trying to do so will let everyone down. There are others that can't attend anymore but it's way too late for me to back out.",1.4406910569105662,3.219808841463415,3.4239999999999995,89.98766666666668,79.48780487804878,6.812357723577236,21.908943089430885,7.793537801064563,0.8846386991869917,606,18,134,10,15,205,104,164,0.099,0.873,0.029,-0.7605,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,0,1,25,29,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,1,0,6,6,3,0,3,6,0,11,0,23,19,1,34,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,17,91,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796378558000245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31285334293379824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128532767701472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537785004537442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176392923638686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417977333567248,0.0,0.0,0.15071863650212675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824078863188497,0.0,0.179284213309082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668477885307838,0.2571434747816182,0.355854656008349,0.0,0.0,0.16129053413864586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589930132946242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480197667703342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068825414674241,0.0,0.0,0.1850632287602824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604690328636736,0.0,0.15092717142252673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106759326237172,0.15496981060982662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708892889438136,0.0,0.30816034458906205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860675456188989,0.12519944843100642,0.12652221559766108,0.0,0.0,0.14621812661718336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204750743247682,0.0,0.0,0.3047205889004128 socialanxiety,Astral_Flight30kFtUp,2019/04/12,"Nervous face? Between my bad eyesight and my anxiety, sometimes when I see people in public I try to avoid looking at them so they won't look at me. It feels really weird and I don't know why. Then I try to control my facial expression or my breathing and it just trips me out and makes me stutter n' shit. Drives me nuts man...",0.6836194029850731,3.0449238358208994,2.470279850746269,92.26870335820898,86.76119402985073,5.141044776119403,23.30037313432836,6.6274283507984215,0.7408223880597022,255,10,53,3,8,84,50,67,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,2,0,12,8,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,4,14,0,7,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,1,2,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156830386326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540780720426546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31621925916048377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425571438940603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549466425377584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735165472575361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819688655045605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954614339374889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061774091561644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246693753728561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28940696973807306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788454946959965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828369917923573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544066553686469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iscifeere,2019/04/12,"Wanting ""perfect"" friends I thought this year I would make friends at school. I constantly fantasized with the ideation of it. I had created a couple of imaginary perfect friends I would meet in the future. When the time came, the people around me was nothing like my I expected. They were nice, normal teenagers. I haven't made a single friend. I think the problem is I expected perfection. I expected people to be just like I wanted them to be. That's not realistic. That's a problem, and I don't know what will I do.",2.5760606060606044,5.262618525252528,3.534141414141416,85.7545454545455,80.91919191919192,7.236363636363637,30.21212121212121,8.296473431620573,2.5967696969696985,410,21,77,9,11,131,65,99,0.122,0.665,0.213,0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,3,12,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,2,3,24,20,2,0,10,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,17,10,8,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162633481436986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765555477139366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620118209076215,0.0,0.0,0.2008919929373605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610892848855309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978028322656884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740147748339832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179586867795382,0.1211922913256215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788963685927628,0.17421111510056506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517408175966285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474555997114325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837477784933089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633591518805594,0.0,0.14413786180284274,0.1058687304725018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417684450223332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257949138807697,0.0,0.0,0.11691828357003525 socialanxiety,Chazz128,2019/04/12,"Was this weird? So my workplace is doing this bike ride fundraiser. I budgeted $100 to donate to my co-workers that were doing it. I kinda got pressured into donating $50 to one coworker, so I had $50 left. I was looking at the roster and noticed one lady who is always nice to me had no donations so I messaged her and asked if she wanted me to donate, so I donated the last $50 to her. But I feel super weird about it and feel like my co-workers are judging me for specifically picking her. Was this weird at all? Am I being creepy or in the wrong here? I had no ulterior motive here other than to be supportive but I still feel super weird about it.",2.4143181818181816,3.855548426470592,4.762700534759361,82.93737967914439,75.76470588235293,7.298395721925132,25.59893048128342,8.00094639256281,1.5705088235294118,510,18,103,8,11,179,78,136,0.095,0.8029999999999999,0.102,0.7122,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,3,0,15,0,0,2,1,16,23,11,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,1,6,1,2,6,0,2,8,4,20,5,15,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,3,81,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467149111839525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299540797332383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731181213095397,0.1757250926762099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967292414578971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050302937346315,0.0,0.0,0.2672533230090216,0.0,0.0,0.12017130466538375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655764148984315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004497026078706,0.0,0.0,0.3333590069832137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643651561408934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913031489295503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508284371733615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581464853401675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893581931456145,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unicornkitties,2019/04/12,"What do you say to people asking about your life? So this weekend I have family coming to visit. A couple aunts, an uncle, and my grandma. I haven't seen them in maybe 6-ish years. Parents will also be here but I see them every couple of months and they're somewhat aware of what I'm dealing with. I don't think my other relatives have a single clue about my general/social anxiety or depression unless my mom has told them at some point. Naturally, since it's been so long, they're going to ask what I've been up to all these years, what I'm doing for work, etc. I have no clue what to say. I have never had a job. I can barely leave the house. My boyfriend told me to just say I'm ""living life,"" which is true, but they're probably going to pry. I can't lie about my life but I'm terrified about telling the truth. I don't think they would understand what it's like for me and it's embarrassing as hell anyway. What do I say? Tell them I'm living life and if they try to find out more just be honest about having bad anxiety and depression?",2.013567790443851,3.7461081981566835,3.6006160562697085,89.5900970167354,77.61751152073731,6.7804026194518565,19.715983507154984,7.669130373188453,0.5132635944700463,817,18,177,12,19,271,122,217,0.166,0.764,0.07,-0.9769,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,6,1,12,9,1,1,6,0,22,4,0,0,4,27,39,15,0,2,8,3,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,14,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,6,6,26,4,24,29,6,15,1,2,2,0,23,5,1,4,7,117,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964250080635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448143195561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254455591991943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067636667650054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038660046502866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26683127570626525,0.0,0.0,0.12430910868740686,0.20770477847458954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344747047330806,0.0,0.0,0.10159092756517478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366882213808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020476466137882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137052842204928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139129127550285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965360148799856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767313616897502,0.0,0.0,0.3406670781117837,0.0589076023600294,0.0,0.2129425714023148,0.10670643537602936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211353317079499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121777550101788,0.09624303646339738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929960538081608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388596810796144,0.0,0.0,0.08359258440876663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398379532109555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300018937658544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835491873039133,0.0,0.0,0.09608388389766268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974215222532937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107784049716797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452114445280046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304320846170284,0.0,0.08186354951595126,0.0,0.0,0.12552442085217527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778115043273718,0.0,0.0,0.08565410792262337,0.0,0.0,0.1552946650696375 socialanxiety,pietzche,2019/04/12,"Advice for coping with rude customers Hi all, today I had a customer yell at me for something I didn't do and tell me I shouldn't work at my job and that I was a liar (basically I work in a phone shop, she accused me of erasing her contacts which I did not, her contacts were retrieved by my colleague who took over when he realised she was yelling, even as she left she made a remark about how it was all my fault and that I wouldn't admit it) It was a real knock for me because I always do my best at my job to please customers. I can't stop thinking about it, I'm afraid she will make a complaint against me and it is keeping me awake. Anyone else who works in retail have issues like that?",6.515900195694719,4.6488407465753445,6.607299412915852,84.84034246575345,66.1917808219178,8.616829745596869,33.18590998043053,5.288315135182226,1.6562183953033274,543,18,120,1,7,174,89,146,0.106,0.818,0.077,-0.4774,2,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,2,1,6,0,16,0,0,3,2,18,23,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,2,1,2,1,5,4,0,0,10,2,27,2,17,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,4,88,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076002812632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243297666492926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364975714500913,0.20001893852312425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900012262679502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048641542864549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307553527700744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893644262287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037518077030818,0.3874378534154136,0.17351441472871332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209965561269892,0.0,0.0,0.09537128312225407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184715399931796,0.13030629160720708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428541421158834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219529910409494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028461796173614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320693212063855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062489501568262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508470236077854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850392378661344,0.0,0.2168889893562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263524884047025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aName12342,2019/04/12,"Not sure if this is social anxiety So last christmas, when it was my turn to open a present, i got really nervous and started crying. Not because i didn't like the present, but because of being nervous. I felt like there was too much attention on me. I was wondering if anyone elses has experienced this.",3.9408620689655143,6.080363086206898,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,73.3103448275862,8.088275862068969,32.289655172413795,8.841846274778883,2.9917613793103444,241,12,43,5,5,79,46,58,0.166,0.772,0.062,-0.6154,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,12,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,2,6,3,3,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135750077853806,0.0,0.0,0.1840449020816886,0.269693193541042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32090484371094313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891275175976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988098838043987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272610400258144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051576985275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145540198984482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571855056052502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349210611031592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862121907030928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683128743795402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630377172322315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807547781447795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28630055323426995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854436621595673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mel_rrr,2019/04/12,"I can't do it Tonight I'm supposed to be going out with some coworkers because a couple of people are quitting. It's gonna be kind of like a little going away party. A few people have asked me if I was going and I said I would considering I never go out and it would probably be good for me. But fast forward to today and I'm freaking out. I can't go and I hate myself for it. I'm currently trying to come up with an excuse for why I didn't show up. But then there's the fact that maybe no one will even notice I'm not there, which tbh would probably be better. I just wish it wasn't like this. I don't even know how I got to the point where I can't spend time with people anymore. I feel like my anxiety is getting worse and worse everyday and I don't know what to do.",1.258546365914789,2.476671918128659,3.5957936507936523,91.0375,78.35672514619884,6.523141186299082,20.986215538847123,7.1686216300943375,0.4007373433583963,602,15,141,7,14,209,95,171,0.08,0.784,0.136,0.7879,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,0,6,0,21,0,0,1,2,29,41,11,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,3,1,1,7,10,2,0,1,5,2,18,6,19,27,2,24,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,12,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521551922056324,0.0,0.1363998642565339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857863968022676,0.0,0.12922065030495536,0.0,0.0,0.08384135088311387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164040450528073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847604924569907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218220565674254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816839392925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954289965729478,0.09825654495975862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185746779721974,0.0,0.3908275700265243,0.11535960961940807,0.1100009979441258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578943015175896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322374416800518,0.1511736068764915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015810665381258,0.13784832506554648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817452180958198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607710470550906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658692103742172,0.0,0.0,0.09319871100520706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28605276135345115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001703293722042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965765520623597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628765533626914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308292954062074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019899985963176,0.0,0.1303691065742255,0.0,0.0,0.09337867530897467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124105856943918,0.0,0.15816089864686847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28032414781569104,0.29310726861512576,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cet050490,2019/04/12,"Unable to make connections with ANYONE So I have 0 friends aside from my boyfriend. And it’s 100% my fault. I have people I talk to occasionally, but other than that no real friends. And I think social anxiety is definitely part of it, but another part of me feels like it just don’t have the desire/ability to make connections with anyone. There are people that have tried being friends with me, but I just find myself not interested or caring about anything they say. I feel like I have nothing in common with most people I meet. And when I do have things in common, we talk for a little bit but it just never develops into a real friendship. I don’t really know how to make friends or connect with people anymore. I have a job where I have to constantly be “on” and it’s extremely draining for me, so by the time I get home in the evening and on the weekends I just wanna be alone. I feel like I really rambled I’m in this post, but can anyone else relate?",3.5547294938917986,5.1179305811518345,4.944586387434559,82.29181849912743,73.03141361256544,7.81584642233857,25.82233856893543,8.447377352677275,1.7519714485165792,755,25,147,13,15,252,104,191,0.078,0.755,0.166,0.9662,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,4,1,39,28,16,0,1,12,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,24,9,26,25,4,17,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,10,113,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472301839437118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627513723517134,0.09212408384150217,0.0,0.1194283184061179,0.25260992897337897,0.12338869064819848,0.09909874871386344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147189474613608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227803650841655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013563810353027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059885790393684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953896240797204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267008420629546,0.25809293874814776,0.0,0.0,0.11006541820252604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37215735065171135,0.0,0.06291660619106981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079516086613427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195023076151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618191944345014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649935306300646,0.12069655455606153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115200525539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287846659834036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555014290307387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608150648758836,0.0,0.3339475489957729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153329706556033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413791141051874,0.15429348559678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957660538352354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227571738799104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935846115705004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000440104079792,0.07716288146700548,0.0,0.0,0.07022024357058328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176003860361257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WhatsAFiver,2019/04/12,"My friend cancelled on me at the very last minute For months my friend has asked me to meet up with him. I’ve always made excuses because of my anxiety. It’s affected me for a few years, and seems to slowly be getting worse. It was his birthday last week, and my boyfriend said I should meet up with him, so I agreed to go out for a drink with him today. I texted him earlier this morning to confirm a meeting place. I finished work at 5pm and our agreed meet time was 6pm, not too far from my work. (I got ready at work) I spent an hour mentally preparing myself and getting ready. I was really uneasy just from the thought of having to interact with him for hours. I took a slow walk to our meeting location and around 30 seconds from me getting there he calls me and says he’s elsewhere with other friends, so could he meet me another time. At first I was relieved because it was something I was dreading all week. I could just go home and not spend hours talking about stuff I couldn’t care less about and thinking desperately about wanting to go home. But then I realised I just wasted an hour getting ready and I’m really annoyed. The whole process of getting ready to meet up was draining. I’m also annoyed he cancelled just at the last minute and ditched me for some other pals of his. So here I am on the bus home, with a tight chest from all the mental stress, relieved and annoyed, dressed up nicely with a face full of makeup, ready to crawl back up to my pit of a room when I get home!",4.148191422264269,5.096584903973511,4.436452223273417,88.86945916114792,70.82119205298014,7.341784925890888,29.28161463260801,7.447530270364453,1.54568729107537,1179,45,248,12,21,369,148,302,0.107,0.77,0.123,0.7272,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,4,17,12,3,2,15,0,15,3,2,2,2,41,37,18,0,5,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,7,20,1,1,3,1,2,5,3,5,0,2,13,3,39,7,49,19,7,43,0,0,0,0,31,18,0,2,20,162,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013896774602466,0.08338385780831066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508032148493143,0.07666139636452156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920933346532127,0.09368406993148608,0.0,0.0,0.07705633031526096,0.0,0.12217579838794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232697650637723,0.0,0.10217213394156448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600211921597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098168956652382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523970966864676,0.0,0.0,0.2322690846296497,0.0,0.3141377162625012,0.0,0.17085723177307038,0.0,0.08014815843098022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020805556995101,0.0,0.3947519125625708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505683717926105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482238741884493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019789098114398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998773087820224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469951533284357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283958934793812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532392697888407,0.07969207513596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912286349716692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771475809419389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479174473537282,0.0,0.11471800229538655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054607448368678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421137659233676,0.0,0.07955660563185013,0.11686806968825655,0.0,0.09498862740794214,0.0,0.11133847953776173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268484568630513,0.05910724129113663,0.0,0.16076697526471986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188237586957124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188651344036651,0.0,0.10212391083294403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453281366041927 socialanxiety,Kreynor81,2019/04/12,"Going to visit my cousin for a couple of days... anxiety is kicking in I’ll probably have to interact with friends of her, and I’m thinking about it like some sort of impending doom.",6.41,6.074862222222228,7.491111111111113,73.415,65.66666666666667,11.644444444444444,37.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,4.354044444444444,144,7,27,4,2,49,32,36,0.119,0.738,0.14300000000000002,0.228,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435964703575519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969729665570519,0.0,0.2896628643084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470101052010113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552607725064341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194306931984556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842567771101383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877954668216424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Procrastiplayer,2019/04/12,"I hate presenting In your mind something goes one way, and in reality it goes the other. I could not stop shaking up there presenting to more than 40 people. You guys are not alone.",3.647047619047618,5.686534657142857,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,73.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.9710952380952385,143,5,28,3,3,46,30,35,0.098,0.7659999999999999,0.136,-0.1416,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770212668082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906452288238233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604430823217432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594004203811115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675626002652861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466735141079407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523698704352024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28024508520957603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304342129083278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28894698315407263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RosetteRodent,2019/04/12,"hey y'all i have to call for a job interview and nobody understand why i keep putting it off oops so i have really bad social anxiety (duh, thats why im in this sub lmao) and phone calls are one of the worst triggers for it. it's actually easier for me to talk in person (where i can use social cues and facial expressions to at least get a feel for how the convo is going) than it is for a phone call where i can't see the other person. i need to get a job by may 1st or i risk getting kicked out (but thats a different story) and my parents have gotten fed up with the ""there's some jobs i just cant do without risking major panic attacks"". well ive finally found one that seems plausible for me, but they've called my mom (i used to have no phone so her number was listed on my job search profile and i forgot to update it) and now i have to call them back, the thought of which already has the panic creeping up. like, what do i say? what if i stutter? will they think im immature for forgetting to update the number? etc etc so thats my rant, tldr: i have to make a phone call to not get kicked out of my home but ill probably sound dumb",2.0694908700322188,3.1921328040816337,4.032416756176154,89.11908700322235,76.06122448979592,7.280343716433943,22.28249194414608,7.85451343220497,0.8425918367346941,887,23,201,13,19,303,143,245,0.112,0.8220000000000001,0.066,-0.9024,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,11,11,2,4,13,1,19,3,1,5,0,34,39,15,0,2,8,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,2,14,9,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,9,1,2,6,4,26,2,33,31,6,18,0,0,1,0,25,11,1,5,6,135,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.09207624994794082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412238860008004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218083134886827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734171219564717,0.0,0.07255268292272579,0.07878195400870072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780781397609377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858022964535644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046011796705044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770840222868399,0.0,0.0,0.1033605954011933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345469164339972,0.0,0.0,0.19718504656541808,0.0,0.05362376031131949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464512178204017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383781206258347,0.0,0.3745285945684892,0.08386649537834445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609677696060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298227164544969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050669250392267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699625664590303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787391994704927,0.0,0.0,0.22140903626292813,0.10476935680232302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647731850755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172996457664316,0.0,0.0,0.09485219817894017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044582262143295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503437855317564,0.0,0.0,0.07518821320326692,0.08589667064980568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236478660529666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583846490971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045846755062629,0.0,0.0749068267227464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982262220717698,0.0,0.1629837543108249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483590608899047,0.0,0.17028027796349954,0.0,0.0,0.09095424129940097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justgivinganopinion,2019/04/12,"""Oh you have SA and qualifications for a specific job that always has open positions?, well lets put you in a job at an extremely social venue that has nothing to do with your qualifications"" main reason why the employment agency i'm with at the moment is useless for someone with a mental health issues (despite being a disability/mental health service) can't just throw someone into a social deep end like that and expect them to swim, i did ok but it was a completely inappropriate choice on their part + more than half of the people working there were 5-10 years younger than me, at least show some respect for what i have achieved and find jobs related to my studying one of the many disrespectful things this agency has done, 8 months and they still haven't really accomplished much for me, it's almost as if they are intentionally abusing their position, if i were someone with more serve anxiety i'd be having panic attacks over their treatment for sure can't wait to leave them and try someone else",8.388351063829786,8.115184111702131,8.123914893617021,70.30300000000003,61.6063829787234,10.924255319148937,35.289361702127664,10.355215969177356,3.601338723404253,815,31,141,16,10,261,130,188,0.106,0.825,0.069,-0.8714,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,7,3,4,8,1,1,11,1,20,2,0,2,1,23,22,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,3,1,2,5,0,16,5,25,14,7,17,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,4,6,101,24,8,0.0,0.1568427853096445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255448866211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014664396936877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126654910797404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059572695770782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387927188959023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546563335697462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105823662969847,0.0,0.11724500120148308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098839535459807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814169709817369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381651576051687,0.39408542689365705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016606198866793,0.0,0.1353624548821563,0.0,0.06467176174846813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420752120816534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340291306421526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056605000839973,0.0,0.097310891273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701742837257993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897007581650003,0.0,0.0,0.15531359659257074,0.0,0.14334927672547715,0.0,0.09177219045144258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307348509830558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480284516647096,0.13610359599327948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698793813451367,0.4486437931232902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571488403048918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476191579380976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794409962101726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987396801218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902106542050694,0.0,0.11944789086154355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963706112514335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524519058516591 socialanxiety,Sarrakn,2019/04/12,"Who's right? What's the usual approach? I have struggle my all life with talking to stranger, as a lot of people here. Part of my problem is that I don't understand fully the norms, it seems. Sometimes I do, sometimes it's a miss. I would like to know if it is the case here. In large groups of strangers, usually my boyfriend's friends, I find myself quiet. It's not that I don't smile (I smile almost constantly and *not* in a creepy way), nor that I don't seem interested by the subject of the conversation, but I can't make myself talk. Everyone is in their convo's, and I don't know how to be a part of it. So, as you guess, I just listen. My boyfriend's stand is that I have to make the first move, that I have to start the conversation, and if needed to nourish it if the other part is not very talkative at first. For my part, I think that as a new person in any group, someone should pay attention to me, even as a sign of politeness. I do believe the ""hard part"" should be overcome by someone else, it just make more sense that the outsider should not be aggressively taking the spotlight or whatever. It is not very welcoming if nobody speaks to that person. And therefore, it is comprehensive if that said person is even less incline to speak in the void. (That being said, I am capable of keeping up in a conversation if the other part seem as invested as me, regardless of the subject.) Am I in the wrong? Should I stop expecting someone to speak to me first? Please, I would love to have multiple points of vue.",4.214279448621554,5.133176618421057,5.0774248120300784,84.44364035087722,70.64473684210526,8.422055137844612,28.94987468671679,8.704169506293173,2.0388072055137845,1188,44,247,20,21,387,139,304,0.068,0.848,0.084,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,3,8,10,1,1,22,0,31,2,0,5,1,51,51,21,0,16,15,0,1,1,1,6,1,7,0,3,23,5,0,2,9,0,2,2,11,5,0,3,2,8,31,5,40,39,10,24,0,1,0,1,22,11,0,13,10,186,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094831816495694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617642505545666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023288981680685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814977499748703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587280019651832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997837606429285,0.0,0.0,0.08678737086461763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301258739737326,0.23176760626239534,0.0,0.0,0.07017132424760336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000541975653001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136153934654722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072961095951506,0.0,0.0,0.09983030931325228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415252480701683,0.04437260498043941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772163371323022,0.08197328908673428,0.0,0.1818795788835317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653281388077853,0.0,0.06734573498614492,0.0,0.08771954416421304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901290447392485,0.0,0.06296675774706219,0.23791518414535226,0.0,0.09969879534589113,0.08585917133483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690745022504046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756422457187366,0.17279112799507554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480515528755589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308676917595022,0.0,0.17965689046359706,0.0,0.06428654406153891,0.0,0.0,0.07593393411489759,0.0,0.0949502193447211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828924709286333,0.1460037107860088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819712082342261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455223636213236,0.0,0.0,0.2000622523081938,0.14988060403134973,0.0,0.07209281622497958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903923240920706,0.09930309826263677,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vengeful-Duck,2019/04/12,"How can I [18M] make friends when I’m moving to a new town? It’s a long story but I have severe anxiety and we are moving to a larger town in some cheap apartments where there is a LOT of people. I am an introvert with severe anxiety and I don’t have any friends. None. I am terrible at talking to people, my social skills suck, I’m just awkward as hell and I never speak if I’m forced to be in a room full of people. I would like to have some friends but don’t know how. I dropped out of high school and I’m planning on getting my GED and going from there. Can anyone give me advice?",-0.3593438320209934,1.7239452440944874,2.0206614173228346,95.6555065616798,88.68503937007874,4.6465091863517065,18.70288713910761,6.079149491110277,-0.200081994750656,454,13,104,4,15,154,79,127,0.2,0.677,0.123,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,7,8,2,1,6,0,13,0,0,3,1,21,23,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,16,21,5,20,1,0,0,0,8,12,2,4,5,69,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899669798890332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760633534663767,0.0,0.2645999643464185,0.0,0.0,0.12092490803835362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008431520054019,0.0,0.09035493793130604,0.1659015062718069,0.09828679443935563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827224772189161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504427504127516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449061414455403,0.0,0.0,0.15304802600851242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702891004882668,0.0,0.0,0.11543997568617448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676194685204681,0.0,0.0,0.13338335604375084,0.1670282410100074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35968814779428954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502630612588904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39074995275245206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762923574240114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900404536911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285287284577827,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IzzyBelisle,2019/04/12,"Appointments are the worst Why is it that when I call to make an appointment, I forgot everything about when I'm available to actually go there? I just got off the phone trying to book an appointment for my rabbit to go to the vet. It was torture but I love my rabbit so I know I had to. The lady on the other end kept asking me days I was available and times and I got in my head and lost my entire schedule. Eventually we came to an agreement on a day and time. I even forgot to tell her what animal I had (at first) and what was wrong with her. Forgot to ask about costs, too. I'm glad I did it but I feel like an idiot. I've never called into a vets office before so I had no idea what I was doing. At least my (human) clinic takes appointments through their website so I don't have to call anymore for that. I really hate having to call people.",1.2428783873099791,3.1421063876404496,3.4092597488433576,89.26915069398547,80.62921348314606,6.210707204230008,18.897554527428948,7.285733465282438,0.3383789821546599,659,15,142,9,17,225,104,178,0.135,0.773,0.092,-0.785,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,11,10,3,0,11,0,14,3,1,1,1,21,34,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,4,3,1,1,3,3,6,0,1,16,1,26,4,24,18,2,20,0,1,0,1,14,7,0,0,11,105,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.14369544485790248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603312982931332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753190596492782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529950263834153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014377250922809,0.16841557607895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992904324329374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304204164422943,0.0,0.0,0.09725770050880364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233943698340292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445437977313939,0.10519593157147042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525137266086028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673719356999272,0.0,0.23553967742836746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537958370329093,0.1511217030008087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622812015319444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092513537344942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193925551501773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074153671618124,0.0,0.13289950841553216,0.0,0.09829098760398147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356881979180725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208509679598422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433257084535424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071420300221976,0.0,0.1287036046691511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172613803567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997356147685152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328708559825506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099552781491885,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JCHammer5,2019/04/12,"Holy fuck I didn’t know it was this bad Went out with my brother to go see the movie Shazam. I don’t usually go out that much unless it’s with friends I feel comfortable with and when I do they’re usually not in shopping centres with a lot of people. Anyway, my anxiety levels were off the charts, I was constantly nervous and idk if this is related but I felt sharp, needle like pains in my back, kind of like pins and needles but less frequent. It was the weirdest thing and a bit of a wake up call since I’m on school break and have been chillin the last week. Today was probably the worst my anxiety has ever been in a long time.",3.0611450381679397,4.33792003816794,4.201442748091605,88.27285114503815,73.80916030534351,7.682748091603054,26.07709923664122,8.238735603445708,1.509213129770992,499,17,107,8,10,163,89,131,0.166,0.755,0.078,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,9,0,13,3,1,0,1,21,22,10,0,1,5,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,2,1,3,3,5,0,0,10,4,10,5,17,12,5,25,0,0,1,1,3,9,1,2,14,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794474643959429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044354227430522,0.15250182684571134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940218721386496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865020432711812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737549932190787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521381348730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923513333391146,0.0,0.1753688555855234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111188906754826,0.1688533347852297,0.0,0.0,0.20760392434312105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019776001457064,0.10037749525492122,0.14888091231952896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846327338910845,0.0,0.0,0.16163601119344606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155279144528728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342658659948011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434828009002791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662377729675092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969233390831384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184847558729952,0.1455452586197176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108670415930114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134192319259306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650238350715,0.0,0.17312710395583766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023176512203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650764833029667,0.0,0.0,0.16931472289472854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxiety143,2019/04/12,"Inadequacy Causing My Social Anxiety? I’ve never had any social anxiety issues until the last 2-3 months (general anxiety, different story...). I was terminated from my college for failing the same unit twice with all appeals rejected, despite letters and backing from my psychiatrist (adhd, anxiety, ptsd - I’ve had a bad year trying to get things done). I’ve found that I’ve become a very socially anxious person and often deciding not to go to social things with my boyfriend’s friends (usually at the last minute, while we’re outside wherever we’re going) particularly if there will be people I don’t know there. Most of his friends have high flying careers with degrees you have to be fairly smart to do/hard to get into. I’m obviously feeling very inadequate considering my current study situation and the fact when people ask what I do, my only response is now my job, which, while great as a “college job”, would be looked down on as a “career”. I guess I’m kind of in a limbo situation of not knowing what I’m doing with my life and just feeling very shit about it but the thought of having someone ask me what I do makes me feel nauseous, to the point where I’ve only met about 4 of my boyfriend’s friends. Does anyone have any advice or similar situations to get over this? I’m usually a very social person but I am petrified of going to anything with his friends in case people ask and I guess judge me for my low flying achievements.",6.388853475935832,7.0013945163636375,7.324641711229948,71.36060962566847,65.65454545454546,9.961497326203206,35.085561497326196,9.916854025145753,3.6046513368983972,1152,52,199,24,17,387,156,275,0.106,0.823,0.071,-0.6574,4,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,1,0,12,0,19,2,1,2,4,39,44,15,0,2,7,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,7,4,23,7,36,32,3,28,0,3,1,0,19,11,1,6,14,125,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014821712537791,0.08251517335028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484611550051935,0.0,0.25838980508315673,0.0953947635417788,0.0,0.05904340065749479,0.0,0.06948808958636363,0.0,0.2368239725300292,0.0,0.0,0.06493023579922069,0.0705050543197213,0.0,0.0932589085300018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674459355868012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822330612958458,0.0,0.0,0.07389525121804814,0.08641288487389269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808834965945334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258565296745944,0.2609569107373815,0.0,0.13235146228027206,0.0,0.14397000611941213,0.0,0.0,0.09309695802962224,0.1860434770392701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756429217645769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921699099530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881348985853612,0.16759014952474965,0.0,0.0,0.08793273942143423,0.09281358658851777,0.13766204677505794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059643468571900726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090952140068729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056365300142865886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740033175363509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512642481757876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844300221189825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562313477414146,0.14746197286376292,0.0,0.0,0.07982443095612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987074952550276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667789893724077,0.0,0.2847470649064359,0.0,0.430386942652824,0.0715469368204769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219824788864567,0.0,0.0,0.06703705123157919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057330177835813435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600057743420711,0.27869204284547616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998475840111382,0.0,0.0,0.05437750267388921 socialanxiety,girrlpig,2019/04/12,"Social anxiety in online games So i played red dead online for the first time today, i didn't have my mic on or anything but someone talked to me to try and help me with something and i literally turned my playstation off because i got so anxious. I haven't had a friend since I was 15 apart from my boyfriend. does anyone have any tips? i've never played online games before so i don't understand the etiquette or anything",3.634285714285717,5.5329862380952415,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,73.52380952380952,6.2285714285714295,26.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,1.1449714285714283,340,12,65,3,7,107,59,84,0.129,0.765,0.105,-0.2645,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,10,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,12,3,8,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013610644289406,0.0,0.18014339078959926,0.2660280836151035,0.0,0.16465476870911264,0.0,0.3875639001639532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435478848400996,0.0,0.20037817756008927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607223436519695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030120840242602,0.0,0.0,0.18193311742729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883367863095784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578388883798672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816185432372898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479347396702812,0.0,0.0,0.2400446509136747,0.1995234726122729,0.1812858554782036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927183250471066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731168063109353,0.0,0.22320978013956053,0.0,0.0,0.15987709153757748,0.2561372297786125,0.0,0.2451454822255691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pancakesmut,2019/04/12,"Anxiety with potential coworker So I was interviewed by 3 people at once this morning for an awesome job at a really cool startup gaming company. I was interviewed by the CEO, my potential supervisor, and a tech guy I'd be working very closely with. I was nervous preparing for the interview and obsessing over it in my head days before. I really want this job, but I also want to be comfortable and happy for once at a job. Well the tech dude was an absolute douchebag and so were the other tech employees that they introduced me to. I kept wondering if it was because I'd be one of the only female employees and these were just how these guys carried themselves. The CEO and the potential supervisor were lovely and awesome to talk to, but the tech dude was trying too hard to be funny and he came off VERY arrogant. At the end of the interview I asked them if they had any questions for me, and he started to laugh and say, ""Nevermind, it would be too mean to say."" That made me feel like absolute shit. I'd be spending 40+ hours a week with this guy and his douchey team. I wish I had spoken up after he said that but I got anxious and my body tightened up and I just couldn't speak. Before I left, he wasn't even looking up from his cellphone while he told me they'd contact me early next week if I got the job, then he walked away. I was still anxious about his comment, that I was an idiot and didn't even shake the CEO's hand when she walked me out of the building. I just felt really defeated. Well I was contacted soon after the interview, which meant the CEO and supervisor actually liked what I had to say. It was an email offer, but I haven't replied to it. I've wasted time accepting jobs that I later quit because I felt too much pressure to kiss ass to my coworkers. I have a problem with confrontation and just alpha people, that I can't speak up. I want to cry. Why do I have to work with anyone at all? Why can't I just have this job and work alone? Should I even accept this job? My husband is joining the military but we'd most likely be going through the process of moving and such at the end of this year anyway. I don't know what to do. I just want to be at home with our daughter and never work with anyone but we need more income right now.",4.516143790849675,5.105853806100222,5.570464052287584,82.37608823529416,69.76252723311546,9.170108932461874,29.24335511982571,9.2995712137729,2.359652374727669,1783,64,366,35,30,591,211,459,0.122,0.732,0.146,0.8968,10,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,4,7,25,22,3,4,27,1,41,7,5,2,2,71,66,35,0,13,15,2,5,3,0,2,0,6,1,3,23,30,0,1,10,2,1,6,8,9,2,1,28,13,51,13,54,25,4,47,0,1,1,3,46,19,2,6,25,254,74,21,0.0,0.0,0.07612787198699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079628218997288,0.0,0.06238568746655829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305042633516245,0.0,0.059678506585009415,0.1762613512517275,0.0,0.10909476784676256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293012714942043,0.0,0.07329427718716527,0.0,0.0,0.09511004931287953,0.0,0.13276390920140704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665307769880368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922425779767985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856918584912184,0.0503108985289515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818988872232002,0.0,0.0,0.1545773795697888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039444907233109006,0.055731358917774663,0.14980635341228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433567573341925,0.0,0.12478568425641755,0.0,0.0,0.2317306493548704,0.0,0.08304458467985251,0.06988289035914318,0.0,0.08006220149760578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825179369587659,0.0,0.07682551365648302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418999319376171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042873024627412125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475961309650906,0.0,0.0,0.11433728689386742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655099273516443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040833322027974,0.07381627181788115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497728316056756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291377108484246,0.057347354253031176,0.05784446376004317,0.06016720003458599,0.0,0.08296600768497077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661591874931474,0.052862542803967016,0.0593311841450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816656280718252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464637301908339,0.0,0.0,0.0873906204466776,0.08297472527783616,0.0,0.0,0.14992829907629168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666213083611997,0.07420670472617465,0.18611338651440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007757985399085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055216869620491035,0.0,0.06230000388400981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270260736727136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045489074013891295,0.0,0.0,0.07454323469542062,0.0,0.052964619008761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873514811306794,0.18405257696283295,0.0,0.1251520771467167,0.0,0.14028323269669407,0.0,0.14078630711007006,0.0,0.08970925868456328,0.0,0.0846000342970815,0.22717290986336905,0.0,0.0,0.055417059478627566,0.0,0.0,0.050236783147937 socialanxiety,Zakzhy123,2019/04/12,"Social Anxiety is ruining me. I have suffered with social anxiety since my early teens, I was also a shy child. Left school at 16, wanted to leave since my first year..... (12years old), all I kept saying was I wasn't going to pass cause I'm stupid...so why try?. This doesn't mean I am ""naughty child"" infact quite the opposite I just stayed quite barely spoke a word unless it was with my two close friends when I see them at dinner, if my friends weren't at school any day I dreaded not being able to do anything at dinner so I just wanted to run home but instead I was good and stayed at school nearly all the time. I'm 19 gone through two very manual labour intensive jobs (maintenance engineer, Industrial boiler work) which I quit because I was treat awful because I dont talk at work much so I guess I never fit in with colleagues this caused friction upon my last job with my foreman who happened to be the managers son who was as bad as him. I work at Sainsbury's right now part time 16 hours a week. It's happening all again I started this job in September 2018 working there still. Once again I talk very few words to colleagues unless they speak first and even when I reply I'm all quite and find it hard. I've never been in as social of a job before and I hardly ever see customers cause I work early but a lot of colleagues. Because of my anxiety I'm always working out the best ways round people so that I don't have to talk or maybe pre thinking of what I need to ask basically anything to eliminate possible confrontation. I Push away friends because I don't like always going out I find it hard to eat In public have done ever since high school. The one thing that people don't realise is how much I'm thinking about every possible confrontation or how much I will try and avoid it. How am I supposed to get another job when every job requirements are communication. People don't realise how hard talking to people is for me, I have developed somewhat of an ego with close friends and family which is cold and doesn't care about people at all. Im a negative and cold person on purpose because it help push people away Instead of talking.",4.1370272248243545,5.570136990632322,4.868395052693209,83.92528578747073,71.36533957845434,7.58574355971897,27.629464285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7693536885245904,1713,61,330,24,32,552,208,427,0.117,0.8140000000000001,0.069,-0.9121,6,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,14,27,16,2,2,12,1,32,3,0,7,9,59,57,29,0,4,10,1,5,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,17,17,3,3,5,0,0,7,13,7,0,5,13,12,41,9,51,41,13,59,0,2,3,0,27,25,0,6,25,211,58,19,0.05988069385314719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047886569240062994,0.09965106845637674,0.0,0.0,0.04072092521662754,0.06279012859890326,0.137425700690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985534177507234,0.0,0.05598036545320429,0.0,0.1125197660538721,0.0,0.04999787814912469,0.182513575901862,0.0,0.050954060047527706,0.0,0.06284109385365039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061052358222325874,0.184541902450351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861809372907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061278739944615995,0.07017972722775156,0.0,0.0,0.06127289904337841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955063354172976,0.10833103164918574,0.10090413440885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645018891946961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945973870307944,0.10186897520284073,0.0,0.0,0.185054702121832,0.0,0.031285191053773684,0.0,0.06806315653574982,0.05022508498374289,0.0,0.0,0.06596533528836003,0.0,0.1059045996306194,0.0,0.2145653597019476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013676685891101,0.06326724073407783,0.06006521830805187,0.0,0.0589704213981236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468142494005466,0.0,0.3565340934396635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048810757660059184,0.0,0.0634050087008454,0.06506054907998997,0.0,0.0,0.02925468232596945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050908424560069415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015820548777875,0.06522763023301269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205759982901252,0.04440077574659188,0.09236736525445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283471518195866,0.06377098465916907,0.040576707879430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064844956111941,0.0,0.24908240061163145,0.05228551216653466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350129701596845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25476195509248656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051137785368035135,0.0,0.04761953118708692,0.0,0.2424098362282199,0.09543432044277997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860178623601894,0.0,0.0,0.1831224792890729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042383863313497416,0.12764970453523478,0.04782079946216893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240649167393953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978207222593888,0.07673826148930461,0.0,0.0,0.06983382826710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131012090861914,0.0,0.1169894737788017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881568728485618,0.07063836937973361,0.04753050756375468,0.04803268066122173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540330123563442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156314980427736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856120357576035 socialanxiety,anyhowaskalsocan,2019/04/12,"Getting pins and needles when conversing for long to a stranger/acquaintance I don't know if I hyperventilate, but normally, when trying to maintain a conversation with a stranger or someone I'm acquainted with but rarely talk to, I tend to get the tingling feeling/pins and needles in my arms and legs. When it gets worse it feels like I forget about my background, or my background becomes a blur, kind of like how in movies a character will stand in the middle of the road while everything fast forwards around him/her. Short conversations are ok. I can still think clearly when the tingling feeling comes but I always have the fear that it might get too much and I will pass out. It sucks because I'm always trying hard to listen and reply but the tingling feeling can get distracting",7.230905631659057,8.029193034246575,6.496940639269407,77.37629375951295,63.863013698630134,9.22861491628615,36.08523592085236,9.150863307647796,3.2528350076103503,637,29,111,10,9,195,89,146,0.122,0.769,0.108,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,2,11,1,8,5,2,1,1,28,24,18,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,4,16,21,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,11,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066471463955995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403527168221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232647696750564,0.20350665624672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872832530276398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560585915905546,0.0,0.0,0.2073498027546185,0.2795103669369176,0.13163923789486418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813553286325522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506560413035207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188405758055996,0.1012674443579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004553273596655,0.0,0.0,0.16306907965981934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547646916592826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354562701457497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054096781428056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612747464599744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471545857017046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810554790215194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806982739656108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502082209045669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778218385909076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roxycontinz,2019/04/12,Social anxiety ever since my mom died I had a complete personality change ever since my mom died I'm 17 with no social skills I used to be the loudest craziest kid but ever since she died I became this dark emotionless quiet person and I hate being the center of attention and I just need to know wtf is going on and why am I like this I can't even talk to women I had multiple chances to get a girlfriend but I get to scared to talk like a lil pussy and this has to change any advice,2.722941176470588,4.072180264705885,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,74.78431372549021,7.452941176470588,22.553921568627448,8.07648339933343,1.1018980392156856,385,10,80,6,8,132,64,102,0.246,0.6759999999999999,0.077,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,3,15,16,6,3,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,12,2,10,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,5,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389073551560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317577756394724,0.0,0.104817088929364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28989014005061514,0.0,0.1436589761121273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266038393982025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049796913486248,0.3718172433897397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431707156536669,0.0,0.07786951671576448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527522252727606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530057121387601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338784793620275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209436521862714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159584495250758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392746837420489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717721173573785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400238797687921,0.0,0.0,0.27934171119520695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202570120670268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833808471303513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236358926925604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jojo2k,2019/04/12,"Today was our last class trip after 12 years of school. I stayed at home, because my best ""friend"" took a hotel room with others (the last few years we were always in the same room, but I don't blame him, he can do what he wants). That means I would probably have been isolated all the time anyway, because I would have stayed alone in the hotel room in my free time if everyone else had gone through town in groups. I don't care, I hate school anyway.",8.112142857142857,5.5780815054945085,7.157225274725278,84.26902472527475,63.615384615384606,10.41868131868132,29.34340659340659,8.07648339933343,1.61901978021978,351,6,78,3,4,107,63,91,0.091,0.769,0.14,0.6917,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,18,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,5,9,10,4,22,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,8,48,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678005376301,0.0,0.0,0.15005909539023113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986977175871625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925793457276205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838708162029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065270492718222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172324629385079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393318788662412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805051266609864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089785615632792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940058045834861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644544386393947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443931342973905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650317181900024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844414211729783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103178873989971,0.0,0.1709432481999515,0.0,0.2003667371683432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637045817129452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562197434893991,0.0,0.0,0.23226883225121564 socialanxiety,jphuffinstuff,2019/04/12,"I have a girlfriend and ive been buying nicer clothes and therapy is working really well wow life is good Life will be okay for me and for every single one of you! I don't care how bad it seems but someday we'll all be okay I know it deep inside me that you, the reader, will personally be ok in the end!",-0.3204545454545453,1.815958090909092,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,89.30303030303033,5.118181818181818,17.340909090909093,6.6274283507984215,-0.1619636363636361,238,6,55,3,8,81,50,66,0.026,0.7240000000000001,0.25,0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,3,12,2,0,1,1,8,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,9,7,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479562353853733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30277910716641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630258848385258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502087111398375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908303023050096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632060832032149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195151702273815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123349435163276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930137921737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024558111781886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703489060973389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396092817395681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670102838146153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619655454033332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lexihoo1222,2019/04/12,"Love advice? I have a crush on a boy, and a really big one. I'm shy, and just barely starting to be able to speak to boys. The boy I like is quiet, kinda nerdy and really not my type. I usually like the more outgoing popular guys, ones pretty much exact opposite of me. My friends are the popular girls, and I'm just the quiet kid who just sits there and says something once in a blue moon. His friends are (no offence..) The weirdos who play Pokemon during class. He doesn't do it himself, but that's weird. We have two opposite friend groups, so if we did date it would be hard for me to not be mean to his friends. I've known him since elementary, but only liked him recently. I sat at the same table with him in English. We sat with another girl who I hate and I would only talk to him. We mainly only spoke about our work, but at times we would joke around. We talked a lot when the other girl was absent, and somtimes when I completed a group assignment before him he would jokingly say that he could take it home and copy it. I only saw him as a friend then. Our teacher changed our seats as she usually does every so often, and I was moved away from him. I never noticed how great that table was until I left it. I still didn't like him yet, but did miss him. I got next to the teachers pet who became one of my friends, but left to sit someone by the teacher. I was left with another Pokemon player. Great. One day in class we played a game where 5 people were picked to be aliens and tried to kill all the normal people. When I got out by that girl at my old table, I got to see who the aliens were. It was him. It shocked me and when he saw my face he laughed. I don't know why but I felt intensely in love with him at that moment. I don't know why. I only saw him as a friend, now I want him to be much more. I think I fell for his personality, which is pretty common for me. It never has felt like this before. Now everyday in class I can't help but worry that hes looking at me, so I uncomfortably try to improve my posture and pick my shoulders up from the table. I start blushing and smiling uncontrollably when I see his face, and start smiling when I think of him. I've only one other time had a crush on somebody who gets to my head like this, and that I know well personally. The last boy I liked liked me back, and we were best friends but never dated. I think be might possibly like me because he knows me better than most in the class, and he'll stop to talk to me in the hall. I don't have much other than he picked up my pencil pouch after some boy dropped it on purpose just to annoy me (would have beat him up or cussed him out but my crush was there and if I get detention before field day I can't go). The problem is that I can't make a move and I doubt he will since he doesn't know me well enough yet, but we can't know eachother well enough because our only class together is English, where we sit across the room from one another. We only have 5 weeks of school left, and idk if he has a phone so we might not even be able to text over the summer. Also the possibilities. He might be gay, have a girlfriend, strict parents, or just not like me. I've never had a boyfriend or asked anyone out. I've had people ask me out, I know I'm not ugly, I'm fat, but it all really goes to my butt and I'm well proportioned. I don't have a fat face or stomach. I don't have ratty hair. Don't have bad acne. Not a terrible personality as long as nobody says anything mean to me. Get new clothes every week, shoes every 2-4 months, and don't smell bad. Guys do have diffrent tastes though. I can't even ask about what he's interested in either, because I have no way to talk to him without getting in trouble. I'm pretty sure I'll have to wait until next school year and pray that we have classes together. I don't even know how I can make it through summer. I barely made it through spring break. I really wanna be with him even though I know it'll be over in a year, but I really feel like I love him. I know you can't fall in love with someone you talk to once a week, but it can't be infatuation. I don't care how he looks as long as he isn't garbage. Even then I don't think I'd complain. He wears the same vans everyday but I couldn't care less. I just want to be with him. How do I try to see him more if my parents wouldn't allow me to? And if he might not have a phone. I can find ways to talk to him at school, but I would need to get an excuse to talk to him. I'm too shy. Help please.",1.757273278099028,3.120408143600418,3.324000316126398,92.89754804462652,77.34547346514049,6.405885219773707,21.217626681067983,7.038699335229291,0.2946891581817468,3490,87,818,37,79,1154,335,961,0.07200000000000001,0.736,0.192,0.9991,3,0,1,0,0,0,106.0,17,2,0,4,47,56,3,2,40,0,90,18,12,11,8,157,159,76,1,20,39,2,5,11,9,14,2,7,3,15,36,49,3,2,21,5,0,5,37,14,4,7,27,23,132,42,101,104,19,107,1,1,9,6,126,41,1,19,65,530,168,14,0.0864885710000098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042257815300052584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034582439490623895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603621165640273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0302374099013232,0.0,0.035586362314583786,0.03849658241594207,0.1212827081791944,0.0,0.040629429742084285,0.033252186239062564,0.07221434415498408,0.0790839451855695,0.0,0.1103931056051318,0.0,0.04538220967185794,0.03824605631516848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818086229560519,0.0,0.04574672007137481,0.0,0.04534081058979339,0.0,0.0,0.034527043152216955,0.0,0.0,0.0557779732740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784336565915171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936581369535368,0.0,0.14281221363091634,0.0,0.10930552693348244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0218656100941981,0.030893726201820307,0.08304259137912633,0.0,0.039524493510717074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267283421641724,0.0,0.11296677165844853,0.0,0.024576724014603202,0.0,0.10375921666504637,0.09535395485898863,0.0,0.08563728300377202,0.0,0.0,0.03873838576469083,0.04269477903917485,0.04438111289967382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797146604047437,0.0,0.043377544280025056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047843394731818235,0.0,0.2376592837503444,0.035249864420403884,0.0,0.0,0.187940170907308,0.0,0.0,0.23239670896275824,0.0,0.0,0.07653966369839996,0.07262861693678759,0.0,0.0,0.036764745101820435,0.15611862413353875,0.040918788543184925,0.057731792737266835,0.0,0.0,0.09421140881242147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350141231093728,0.0,0.0,0.034517176111554734,0.0919236635171504,0.09536857678129716,0.032065089751901685,0.13341063561296515,0.04176560040810395,0.09198157644995576,0.0,0.042370218158818765,0.0,0.049233905662950016,0.04537760316044335,0.09210750543340944,0.17582068215425173,0.2631138222791193,0.0,0.0,0.09603532286319907,0.0,0.0,0.08994042780709917,0.1132777262662648,0.0,0.04746923946379332,0.0,0.09750286865592456,0.0,0.13198495486432268,0.0,0.041378940955179404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851698312259433,0.0,0.04269851490177978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316877458439186,0.0,0.1312965768846667,0.10338029006095828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154423967944003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328148554228706,0.033291563702540404,0.0,0.0,0.09182558356205828,0.0,0.03453494226122475,0.03615415902892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075722730865741,0.0,0.03251432087827006,0.2433068303433807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083676808274352,0.08497458188104956,0.0,0.05043218127276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808009367515306,0.0,0.04224338329306067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525494194323664,0.0,0.051013200017411886,0.06865060194819772,0.10406387211904028,0.0,0.15552722437764535,0.0,0.07804248289084359,0.0,0.0,0.041685948046077975,0.0,0.031482354880958116,0.04391667105282633,0.0,0.1843169980802333,0.0,0.0,0.055695804084820166 socialanxiety,DrColdFingers,2019/04/12,"I made eye contact with a damn bird and felt anxious I was walking and a robing turned it's head to look at me, then my anxiety came in. What the hell.",0.7690909090909095,2.3561877272727294,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,80.81818181818181,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.3481393939393942,117,4,28,1,3,39,30,33,0.37,0.63,0.0,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,4,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27168573643271154,0.40121391904501263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061924397001218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34099587756221195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644822804558077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982332145130389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604775516610874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862968915774109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxietythrowawwayy,2019/04/13,"How to get a job with social anxiety, low confidence and self esteem Hi, I'm 25 and I've never had a job. I live in the UK, and I have GCSE's graded C - A, some A levels, a degree in business management, and social anxiety. I do the same thing all the time, go online, go on job websites, see ''this requires experience'' or feel thoughts like ''well that's a customer intensive job and I don't feel comfortable in social situations so I'm not interested'' etc. I don't really have many interests, I love gaming, technology, and animals (great decision doing a business degree huh) and basically I just dont' know what to do, I don't like the idea of doing a job I find extremely boring, I can't get past the fear of doing a job with a high social demand, and my degree has no correlation with my interests. I feel completely stuck.",2.8746753246753234,4.673632212121216,5.597943722943723,75.91977272727273,75.36363636363636,9.32034632034632,26.331168831168828,9.784248007369934,2.772662337662338,645,24,123,19,14,232,94,165,0.128,0.763,0.109,0.0102,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,15,1,14,1,0,1,2,28,28,11,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,8,1,0,2,8,3,1,0,3,4,13,9,11,25,4,12,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,2,5,77,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705410533802734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686907814337436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063631344628654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431309511787765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903429499892334,0.0,0.12542927118820188,0.16908037118286362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101877118220756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164718697598927,0.0,0.12669641508426752,0.0,0.0,0.12289070990058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776903983391923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583057500968947,0.0,0.0,0.6636717101182115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125832565148224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891247376053176,0.0,0.09842576039086644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060164036638244,0.0,0.0,0.11300815639521795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596878725696333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640608827871427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140742264710673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882328481013521,0.0,0.1162824502323314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529148710145233,0.0,0.4544986906894799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405248584088954,0.0,0.0,0.08849087005473427,0.06499621927177134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002205469133408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,General_Hax,2019/04/13,"Feels like I am Staring (Eye Contact) Hello there, I have a quick question and want to know all of your thoughts and opinions on how to fix the issue. Whenever I am speaking to someone I can hold eye contact no problem because I am focusing on what I am saying. However, when it is the other individual's turn to speak and I am the listener, I cannot hold eye contact. When I am the listener, eye contact is tremendously hard because I feel like I have a expressionless stare at the other person. This causes my social anxiety symptoms to rev up and I can never pay attention or focus on what the other person is saying. Why do I feel like I am staring at the person? Is there something I am supposed to do so I do not feel like I am staring? It really sucks because it is starting to impede my performance in societal things. Like I said, when I am talking I am completely fine holding eye contact. All information online to help eye contact problems seems to be of themselves having trouble holding eye contact when they are speaking; why am I the opposite?",5.810271493212671,6.5248832549019635,7.073137254901964,72.30142533936655,66.94117647058823,9.414177978883863,37.751131221719454,9.466822959209583,3.8512538461538464,840,45,142,16,13,286,99,204,0.08199999999999999,0.815,0.102,0.4484,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,9,10,1,0,10,0,28,8,7,2,3,29,42,11,0,3,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,8,0,4,10,4,0,4,10,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,24,25,6,18,39,2,14,0,0,11,0,27,7,1,4,12,110,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368624018817492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786821876944004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392349169481565,0.0,0.0,0.14210907071066753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741284498965499,0.3873136509225774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141547383563553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908483004558518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146651429596807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744881697530282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310852340240392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453530276180026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35503980194699075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593832253830874,0.0,0.0,0.15183363961899005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682914792718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892772708464226,0.21557060099327865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233887537442439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381639771596821,0.11484095316390205,0.10434381562066744,0.0,0.0,0.09593453210418453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408759345126869,0.0,0.10894035357012108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004546038904718,0.0,0.0,0.10760207498538958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474264818240132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994385581279975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446040239533682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InnerTurmoiland,2019/04/13,"I left my apartment to eat alone at a restaurant across the street Baby steps. I’m a very, very socially anxious person and it’s started to affect me in ways I wasn’t aware of until I moved out by myself. I’ve been fighting it since I started living alone but it’s hard when you’re fighting a depression low. I haven’t been able to invite anyone to my apartment for a few months because I’ve been living in chaos. But I took the first few steps, I washed all my dishes and came to a small Mexican restaurant across the street alone. It’s small but I feel like I’m getting my footing. (I still needed to drink a beer before leaving my apartment, BUT I feel good about this step)",3.118253760627858,4.615741021582736,3.8547285807717486,89.93283191628521,74.03597122302159,5.917854807063441,24.86657946370177,6.11248444174946,0.6539151079136696,538,17,110,3,11,171,80,139,0.195,0.7390000000000001,0.066,-0.9395,0,3,2,0,4,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,9,0,5,6,1,1,1,13,15,8,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,4,0,2,2,0,6,2,4,0,1,6,3,17,2,17,9,3,29,0,2,0,0,4,15,0,0,8,65,22,0,0.1595199668851599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956437309644687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021215702687987,0.0,0.1115400698700765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724189120239113,0.0,0.13573974261854468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244834551255265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137394313731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626883766179625,0.0,0.16322875032690956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131617659169808,0.11396109621635475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568760234170416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334259875366462,0.0,0.0,0.13379777984970562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289855741442026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890861206646735,0.17331891076985,0.0,0.0,0.0779333981553263,0.0,0.2817181066017387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732731565847746,0.16954447958466967,0.0,0.11828203417518506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928668211216585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195656504125758,0.0,0.0,0.1626105174162963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258181072121597,0.0,0.1273928516148303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723255271019062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324135792534914,0.0,0.126619524670162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ssargtodees,2019/04/13,"Should I Force Myself to Have a College Roommate? Hey guys. I'm an introvert, quiet, and I have piss poor social skills. Like the thought of holding a 5 minute conversation with someone who isn't a family member or one of my few friends seems impossible to me. I'm going to be starting college in the fall. My mom says that I should go with a double dorm, in order to be forced to socialize with people. That way I can get better at it. But the thought of having to live in the same room with someone is just unpleasant. Also whoever my roommate is, he's going to disappointed when he has an awkward roommate who can't have a decent conversation to save his life. But also if I don't step out of my comfort zone more, I'm scared I'm going to be this way for the rest of my life. What do you guys think?",4.053636363636365,4.677050848484849,5.492727272727271,82.39909090909094,70.81818181818181,8.181818181818182,28.333333333333336,8.296473431620573,1.8414242424242435,630,22,130,9,11,213,98,165,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0.084,-0.713,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,1,2,12,0,17,3,1,0,0,20,31,8,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,2,2,14,5,24,24,5,17,0,1,0,0,16,6,1,3,3,89,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705091009795439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958323447127336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944230393890554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067072327749255,0.0,0.08836432678548736,0.0,0.3844857457216209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349339256700196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892542734495945,0.0826292000139718,0.0,0.14934637991505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808498988102335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460800954593275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725461740204073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450030744433938,0.16933032582809854,0.0,0.0,0.15397113741211987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344816915109669,0.28660946226572703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197122799035475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083727569944497,0.0,0.26854333755158016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849772439776004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Better_MixMaster,2019/04/13,"Out of Body Experience at an Anime Convention (Story/Socializing Practice) I originally was writing this as a question and it turned more into a blog. I still think people might gain something from it. My poor social skills are a problem that I have been trying to fix badly. I progressed a lot, it used to be where I couldn't order food for myself and I'd just not eat. I developed enough to be comfortable doing the daily, light public speaking and can make natural small talk with someone I am somewhat familiar with. What I am currently working on is handling large crowds on my own,dealing with spontaneous interactions and making more engaging conversations. Crowds in particular as they used to give me panic attacks. I'm male 25 but I look old for my age. Might have something to do with the reactions I get. So I went to an anime convention this weekend. Seemed like good place to practice. Everyone is kinda weird and socially awkward and there is a common theme to talk about. My plan was to make as much random conversation with strangers as possible while also enjoying myself. Maybe try to make a new friend. I just dressed normally, but there were a lot of cosplayers. I'm not confident in myself enough to cosplay, but after seeing how many times people get stopped to take pictures and talk about it, I realize that it would be a really good way to get conversation practice. What actually happened was unexpected. The second I got into the convention I felt sort of.. floating? I didn't feel or think anything, I just moved like it was all a dream. I didn't feel nervous or comfortable or anything really. I didn't even feel my feet hurting after walking for 2 hours straight. This was my first time alone in a large crowd, I never actually did it before. I did try conversations a little but couldn't really hold on to any. I do think people have trouble hearing me as I get ignored a lot. I can't project my voice very well even after taking voice lessons to try fix it. Overall I ended up more as a wall-flower throughout the event. Even though I didn't feel nervous I would nervously react a lot. There might be a panel I was interested in but it would be full to the point where I would have to sit next to a stranger.I'd chicken out at the last second and just walk around more. If stairs or escalators were a little too full I'd do a lap around or try a different staircase. I couldn't really keep myself in one place. I was thinking of buying a ditto plushie but I paced around the place three times before even asking the price. (It was $40, didn't buy it). I learned the most from a chance encounter after the convention. I was on the way back to my hotel with some friends that were also there and 3 semi-drunk nightlifers just started talking to us. They mostly wanted to know what was with all the people with spiky hair and prop swords but just how flawlessly they kept the conversation going was amazing. It went from talking about the convention to their jobs to good places nearby to eat so fluently that I didn't even notice the subject change. They weren't that bright but they socialized flawlessly. I was also a wall flower here, I just couldn't inject myself into the conversation and it was going too fast for me. Maybe someday I can talk like they could if I keep at it. I learned a lot from this, mostly how far I still need to go. I was reading a lot of conversation theory and thought I could get it down fast but what I really need right now is raw experience. I need to do this more often. The con itself was ok. Underwhelming for the most part but still better that what I could have done today.",4.427748670730125,6.202430664764629,5.136504733497604,80.93745065490859,71.16833095577745,8.122432888081963,27.5814031902477,8.737016336426894,2.1336006276747503,2900,104,538,53,55,936,301,701,0.054000000000000006,0.828,0.118,0.9931,5,1,2,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,7,8,43,32,1,5,45,1,68,6,3,11,3,128,116,45,0,19,26,0,6,3,2,7,0,4,0,1,32,28,3,6,17,5,4,8,15,12,1,5,35,14,70,20,83,62,25,83,5,1,3,0,38,39,0,28,35,398,102,6,0.0,0.0,0.11173542573859174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059293703823317424,0.0,0.13734834234421828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893194317310082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422369553183237,0.15289383451912847,0.05352099430549389,0.06513010639807368,0.0,0.0440216935389489,0.04780133409352209,0.0,0.0,0.09743101659188706,0.0,0.0,0.05063294660012086,0.0,0.06359181122184629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060562877788420524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712832908418793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590222058204418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059814034211101035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058586596658880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716202472894173,0.0,0.0,0.05070648123395531,0.11830904696227787,0.0,0.1890653281225078,0.0,0.0,0.05470480027372896,0.0,0.11200291325208094,0.0,0.0,0.11578922115841883,0.0,0.054968949741981216,0.0,0.0,0.04869679572112957,0.06922689166127784,0.0,0.08846237049619439,0.0,0.14955373358852078,0.05491938844509256,0.09760943280396074,0.14405567732430646,0.04578803134959265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050625959904586064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452487763410858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637968888359394,0.0,0.06128727756780453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568117619758721,0.10177280864067732,0.0,0.0,0.031463086609485755,0.04666636706676479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390833143914148,0.11475902123717308,0.0,0.0,0.04807555650571132,0.0,0.0,0.29203126620444536,0.0,0.0,0.1528591996365364,0.058042484420320124,0.11503058071429015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821995149124995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060847658485319714,0.04208531563537818,0.12735038329890894,0.04415470665272492,0.055292378324162325,0.0608859931885114,0.0,0.056092815839422855,0.0,0.06517947094479548,0.060074213632137774,0.0,0.038794061699473255,0.0,0.0,0.0671705052692658,0.0,0.06199613915897618,0.0,0.1587596846002227,0.0,0.23925613684440414,0.0,0.05411972701497096,0.06454073985212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054780490058584576,0.0,0.0,0.06413306931026486,0.0,0.05726546322562346,0.0,0.1833789855837916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889116205870563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456208143660336,0.052118223048886664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507740601356495,0.048507714281231296,0.08814764865138354,0.0,0.0,0.04052182383380069,0.0,0.1371597013512749,0.047863538880948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608970604457943,0.27609214652548586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673387795639994,0.05624780541156595,0.045450081749230535,0.10014875469522667,0.0,0.054266278037505715,0.0,0.0,0.1943448601531115,0.062271528237839865,0.0,0.0,0.06886466559338948,0.0988911863085782,0.0,0.047237221422636574,0.033767515938087675,0.0908847237442012,0.0,0.0,0.05147459898796916,0.10614259256358063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416786604192026,0.0,0.0,0.16267494604560895,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,winterfall09,2019/04/13,"Would anyone care to share your horrible presentation experiences, either yours or someone else's? I have a group presentation next week, and I wish it would just happen right now so I could get it over with. The anticipation is the worst - I've been dreading it for about a month, actually, even though I only have to talk for about 5 minutes. I get panic attacks every. single. time. before I have to present. &#x200B; I've done what I can to make this less hellish for myself - requesting to go first, rehearsing to death, having a script and a pen to ground myself in case my brain fails me, but I have such an immense fear of messing up that I've come very close multiple times to just bolting right out the door the moment I have to present. The thing is, it seems to get worse with every presentation, not better. &#x200B; I've analyzed my fear to death and I find that my amount of social anxiety is proportional to the charisma and intelligence I perceive others around me to have, if that makes sense. And this presentation happens to be in a class where everyone is very well-spoken and social, so the part I HATE is sitting in my chair silently before my presentation, listening to everyone talk and laugh, which just reminds me of how abnormal I am. Every little stimulus becomes a major trigger for my anxiety and I just want to run out of the room and cry. It's the worst feeling I've ever experienced and it eats at me no matter how much rational thought I apply to the situation and how much pep talk I try to give myself before the event. It really consumes me, before and during the presentation, and it's a self-fulfilling prophecy - the more I fear it will happen, the more likely it is to happen. Even going to this class the past couple of days has been enough to trigger major anxiety in me as I imagine myself suffering through this dreaded process in the near future. I've fantasized about skipping but I know I have to face my fear eventually. &#x200B; Would anyone care to share your horrible presentation experiences, either yours or someone else's? How have you dealt with this?",5.980303030303028,7.245488747474745,6.459292929292928,74.8756060606061,66.82828282828282,9.402020202020203,31.333333333333336,9.633347757342033,3.0049181818181827,1688,66,296,35,27,548,192,396,0.199,0.738,0.063,-0.9963,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,0,3,21,22,3,7,24,0,27,3,2,8,1,56,50,26,2,7,12,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,22,21,1,0,7,0,0,4,2,15,0,1,4,3,42,7,52,40,15,46,1,2,0,0,16,19,0,4,23,217,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.07290483846497386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428402829758156,0.27233745988973873,0.0,0.0,0.17145567459791347,0.0,0.0,0.1044760114745002,0.0,0.0,0.066506512947741,0.0,0.0849918430931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250980371371144,0.25428613992943794,0.0,0.0,0.06607370524588263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339953005271382,0.0,0.0,0.1523408388994293,0.0,0.0,0.06435486291248854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596487557684914,0.0826636695358521,0.08206391349193798,0.04818088085934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764528588385388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644557158690453,0.12481893497306976,0.0,0.0,0.07719397765493836,0.0,0.09868868080099327,0.0675782259719601,0.18883570919923715,0.14277458024979406,0.0,0.14615873603691262,0.0,0.3362718810458627,0.03777492415113275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828232727315682,0.06354711591857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170965149185166,0.07166731798296164,0.08491726336794961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642583516968382,0.0,0.0,0.07375929749530045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041057904987814316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364988591517236,0.07487766615100433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973717094396722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963170951590545,0.0,0.10983886687192232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945346731076712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681927371846824,0.0,0.087654471335229,0.0,0.08090215759165664,0.07131783339179014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786025643517843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276015103963112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801192383425465,0.07793738634894913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839756215744516,0.0,0.15231206420480375,0.12660074638286675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801438819500231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496330889790348,0.0,0.07340084204150779,0.0593103010302142,0.0871263968463677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072225050310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232848749476623,0.04406508103507298,0.0,0.0599267504121002,0.0,0.06717202354509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591122860137669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613446860608357,0.15921258524802756,0.0,0.27233745988973873,0.0 socialanxiety,BarbedCatDick,2019/04/13,"SO has crippling social anxiety - how I can help? Hello. This is a throwaway account for anonymity, as while he doesn't browse this subreddit, he often peruses reddit in general. My SO has crippling social anxiety, and I do mean it literally - he literally cannot operate in most social situations. He can't do phone calls, go to the shop, work or advance his education, and he has tried. Even emails can be horrifically difficult. He used to do university until he almost threw himself infront of a bus because it was better than going to class. He's in his mid to late 20's and lives by himself in the UK with no support network. He can operate relatively fine when I'm with him, but we're long distance. We don't even live in the same country. I help him where I come to visit him, which is about once a year due to expenses (but I usually stay for a couple weeks). I want to help him. I really, really do. He is the world to me and has helped me in my own struggles with anxiety, depression, and suicide ideations. But I don't know how to help him. Is there a chat service he could use? Can we set up online video call appointments? Or something where a psychiatrist comes to him (less than ideal, but might be a doable long-term option)? I'll be visiting him again soon and will absolutely go with him to the necessary appointments to set up some sort of longterm rehabilitation of his disorder/phobia.",4.2795027235986645,5.946583557195574,5.814812862414339,76.3580688806888,71.36162361623616,9.442347566332806,30.247935336496223,9.842372674337009,3.0929344930592166,1108,47,208,29,21,376,153,271,0.094,0.8190000000000001,0.086,-0.5122,0,0,1,0,0,1,39.0,2,0,0,4,14,7,0,1,12,0,28,0,0,4,0,38,41,20,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,0,2,3,3,9,6,3,0,0,2,0,27,4,35,33,5,35,0,1,0,0,42,12,0,9,11,139,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100709780957684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733435517185034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366494713630567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687606858831117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467890176096918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819158595786755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648353288190943,0.13371080041898747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408214744383412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596317049108453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603407732935214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40499354558612605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641231111892959,0.0,0.13631649316428332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341367566539995,0.2138850154836004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163376776763794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819563255478428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286941585176603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483061016134067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583291958182453,0.0,0.3695535438841063,0.0,0.09303106747436594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288028669934297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263316431915559,0.0,0.13218294412748893,0.13713153190620578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204466063391266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873960376364573,0.133091809840579,0.0,0.07127650258946877,0.0,0.09693319700301407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797535337635269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781911588999027 socialanxiety,xangorilla,2019/04/13,"how do i know if i'm supposed to text back or if i should leave it on read, or if i should just end it and say ""okay cool"" i wished my friend a happy birthday and she said ""thanks lol"" then i asked if they had plans, and she said ""just lunch and dinner with family"" then at the end of the day i asked how her birthday was and she said ""pretty average, just family stuff"" and i don't know what to say anymore. it seems like this friend doesn't put an effort in talking to me anymore so i feel like i should just leave it on read and give up the effort. i don't feel like trying so hard anymore. i don't know if she's doing this to punish me or something because i had previously ghosted her before for months when i was in a bad place. anyone have any thoughts or opinions?",2.080680112570356,3.3296600792682938,3.2885365853658577,93.95477485928707,76.25609756097559,6.021763602251407,21.151969981238274,6.297961479604792,0.04191425891182021,599,14,139,4,13,194,87,164,0.065,0.753,0.182,0.9623,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,1,0,6,3,14,2,0,2,0,35,30,23,1,9,13,0,3,3,2,3,0,5,0,0,8,8,2,0,7,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,9,23,9,13,19,0,16,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,11,11,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400014060019695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675060317265613,0.0863704259413266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095538934363197,0.0,0.0,0.09498186181689036,0.10313687058669964,0.07529871168517048,0.0,0.10510930646525428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966236733809327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881011867583333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328937164820068,0.0,0.1249142743023249,0.1764902681594548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086772849913208,0.0,0.0,0.11849489070075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149294494112215,0.11065269445017363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036556732214976,0.0,0.0,0.2615868680436048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810418659833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859519094974814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905565132615754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256676944958775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241751237518801,0.0,0.0,0.24711363319832216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35249708971769833,0.1964615142583955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124510545100083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509433997901368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140472816899954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928342142952187,0.0,0.1137237410832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806377349958856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386427312503829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420458017629177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mmhmm5694,2019/04/13,"So I've had quite a breakthrough today Today I decided to get out of my comfort zone. I've gotten into photography recently and I've been wanting to get portraits of strangers I find interesting. Just the thought of approaching a stranger and asking for their picture terrified me. Until today! I saw a guy on the street and approached him and asked if I could get his picture. He had no problem with it! After that, I continued to make small talk with him (something I would never do normally!) And I actually kind of enjoyed it! I enjoyed making a connection with a total stranger and it has absolutely built up confidence!",4.185054858934169,6.788379370689657,5.408934169278999,75.06584639498433,74.25862068965517,8.356112852664577,33.821316614420056,9.095868883498916,3.5972517241379305,501,27,82,12,11,166,76,116,0.076,0.787,0.136,0.7933,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,2,2,25,18,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,1,14,5,17,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,8,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.18571994594096988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558375905732172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195100805404835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739444239491306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982951320986878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884417298936507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818374251106385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254073424837476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678262830928035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646825134486106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821057124014032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242338437753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791306145541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651375277039227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529679543991143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108881842411714,0.0,0.0,0.5411889822904552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122526932372258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519428590276505,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ArtlasCoolGuy,2019/04/13,"I don't understand what's going on I'm trying to figure some stuff out, I have no idea if I'm an introvert, an antisocial or something, I don't have any friends and when I talk to people I feel scared, I panic and I either say some stupid shit, I overshare or I lie just to appear more interesting, all the conversations kids my age have are about relationships or football, i don't share interests with anyone whether it's about music, videogames or movies. Everytime I talk to someone I feel like I'm annoying them and for a while I've been feeling like I appear rude even when I don't want to. I'm skipping school so much and my grades are awful, for the past months I have been so tired that I often just lay in bed all afternoon. I go to theater club and I hate it, I hate the scripts and I hate performing, but I stay just because the guys there are almost obligated to invite me to afterclass events. I don't know if I have social anxiety or if I'm just trying to find an excuse for my inability to socialize and I don't know if anyone else feels the same way. I don't have anyone to vent to so here I am",3.238744929006085,4.3087014698275885,4.838387423935092,84.68064908722113,73.09482758620689,8.217444219066937,25.716024340770787,8.671277953709913,1.6426934077079098,879,28,189,16,17,297,122,232,0.173,0.7809999999999999,0.046,-0.9685,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,15,15,7,2,9,1,19,2,1,0,2,45,39,24,0,5,16,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,5,9,0,0,10,1,0,4,8,9,0,0,2,5,31,6,21,37,8,17,0,0,0,0,13,3,1,15,10,126,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343062272970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912092014584301,0.0,0.10260481028863162,0.0,0.0,0.2813487283513334,0.13742631316152715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176099842905328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204373818517577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858791108810987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126933665745884,0.19163701761673385,0.0,0.0,0.12258728535568295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362419024659024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245199177917912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328042577676831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972602755696795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141013874928982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474225415520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105282847464275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705682835662868,0.0,0.09859687750908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736610217293304,0.0,0.0,0.12803693052192364,0.092984981457228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399942694828805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066611180932965,0.13428193751453996,0.1357410684459141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767678448165688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734459006221883,0.1136431814999078,0.10325552732089076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295878046883373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535403660825609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560824831824726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415628443627002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821233471270758,0.0,0.0,0.13962824606897467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911005495548408,0.10646171757496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,polyastral,2019/04/13,"Emotional relationship with music? As my anxiety got worse over the years, I found that my experiences with music have gotten stronger. When I listen to slow/sad/depressing songs I tend to turn the volume all the way up and immerse myself in the music, blocking out the rest of the world. I have such strong emotions that I can feel them with every fiber of my body to the point I start breathing heavily and almost begin to cry. A few times I even did end up crying. And I don't know why but when I listen to more upbeat music I find it to be very superficial and boring so I gravitate towards the emotional songs. I had read a while back that people with anxiety tend to have that stronger connection to music so I was wondering if anyone else had similar experiences? (sorry for the long post!)",3.97187028657617,6.050116875816998,5.118954248366017,79.32452488687784,73.05228758169935,8.367823026646558,25.4947209653092,9.057496981413335,2.1857565610859733,634,21,115,14,13,209,96,153,0.102,0.8270000000000001,0.071,-0.5670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,11,0,10,2,2,0,1,19,23,12,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,18,1,22,15,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,10,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666651673097622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240951954013808,0.0,0.0,0.10241381159171596,0.15007374612648142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126248295609135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269289808202214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32177637933253306,0.0,0.0,0.1261526496858012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235519626943883,0.4942702634431289,0.1297271492191718,0.0,0.0,0.0967407141519256,0.0,0.1234055835451373,0.0,0.0,0.28654756328673914,0.0,0.0,0.07405860752733101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386907294223782,0.0,0.0,0.16059457134100166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171438173344016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049496695801589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961954616619148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154244976641233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845957619852636,0.0,0.1402758297154736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650760834101695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572517878493601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395890317547596,0.1036707844676921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540665235355803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931509422914816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120851416289756,0.0,0.1162594586726316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216456311925734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883826775861512,0.0,0.0,0.1492633766051061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432057184471823 socialanxiety,sadlytoodirect,2019/04/13,"I can't get it out of mind So, in a class I said something that I shouldn't have about someone else (I didn't know that this was something that shouldn't be said since I would have no problem saying it to someone if ""the thing that shouldn't be said"" was about me). I wouldn't have even known that that was a bad thing to say if someone else didn't point it out but I'm not trying to prove myself right here, what I did was wrong. I'm going to meet that ""someone"" tomorrow but I'm too anxious to. I have no idea if he knows this, if he does what does he think of me, does he think I'm stupid, does he hate me? So many questions just fill up my mind for something that happened in a few seconds and that happened days ago.",2.598793706293705,3.2577622243589737,3.1780885780885804,97.53660839160841,74.19230769230771,5.929137529137527,23.156177156177158,4.851557810540192,-0.1084794871794874,561,14,138,1,11,175,75,156,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.9744,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,0,19,0,0,0,1,27,35,9,0,10,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,18,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,10,5,13,0,15,18,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,3,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071168237215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651410942320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089583896369957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793140649594088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229894403467092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018916006988968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981327409208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313359117151622,0.0,0.06867580720835365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137157380554382,0.0,0.0,0.11930387517699315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364129569812078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282033148450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122512169841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402666271386125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423227751298007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562697167593312,0.0,0.0,0.13536776652962007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319617448693336,0.3448377810671726,0.19219265809036354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995958794536668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095472748974607,0.27908418662411405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605606358325374,0.15485799718312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204201027137589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584083201283788,0.13211889775173713,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sinking-slowly,2019/04/13,"Advice on what to say So I need some advice. So there is this person, who I want to be friends with. And like they said that I should come over this Sunday but I'm not sure what to say. I dont know what to say to ask like if they still want me to come over or what time i should without sounding weird? Or like if they even still want me to come over? Idk I feel like I tend to like really overthink texting people and then I come off strange. So I'm just not sure what to say so I was hoping people could give me some advice. What do I do?",-0.006456582633056486,1.7703779831932778,1.4657352941176498,102.21664215686278,84.29411764705883,4.302801120448179,14.958683473389357,4.7782277997778095,-1.313151820728291,416,6,106,1,12,133,59,119,0.068,0.7170000000000001,0.215,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,30,26,12,0,10,9,0,1,5,1,2,0,6,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,7,16,9,16,20,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,7,10,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832864986662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222860562186035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504997823869688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438897030166837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323176496840074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635561326065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661084273185017,0.09340400951138564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101299813337296,0.0,0.0,0.12542218914942538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985894574660314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185384454717639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31937617767097426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969455069487082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812837665803572,0.11416119195725155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375837556499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436810960016985,0.415893597710064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088257048936057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645058497160086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623826126555329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134975958412266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260331842896172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whatacooluzername,2019/04/13,"Don’t know how to third wheel. My roommates girlfriend comes over on weekends and I don’t know how to give them space. I’m usually here at the house too, so at the end of the night I don’t know how to give them space. I don’t know if I should go to bed early or leave the house. I’m just not sure. I just feel like I’m getting in their way sometimes",1.3700421940928251,2.1966110886075967,2.5399367088607607,100.30374472573841,77.35443037974684,5.772995780590718,20.761603375527425,5.46131890053228,-0.4237864978902959,272,6,72,1,6,87,47,79,0.045,0.919,0.036000000000000004,0.0869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,17,18,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,10,17,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088909248827545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599014963526106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617801731321587,0.1500179771520309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097118972239566,0.4028859832592656,0.11934301474702888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846040185331638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616233699582208,0.0,0.0,0.2223506893761528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259124501268192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706280751077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076869734816381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979145136208928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127598158127846,0.0,0.0,0.16668148683746464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pepsi109,2019/04/13,"Can't I just say the awkward things on purpose sometimes? Sometimes I want to drop all the pretense bs and say exactly how to feel about something with 100% honestly because I hate verbally dancing around trying to protect against the horrible ""AWKWARD"" moments. Example: I have a crush on a coworker that is not interested in me. A few months ago, he was coming up to my floor constantly and we were talking like normal coworkers. Realizing I was just hurting myself by trying to get to know him better by asking about his personal life, I pulled back on that in our conversations. I think it backfired because ow he doesn't come up to my floor as much as he used to and there's a strange uncomfortable feeling when we do talk. Maybe I pulled back too much as I'm already incredibly socially awkward to begin with. I wish I could just tell him what happened and ask that we go back to where we were a few months ago, but clearly, that would be an extremely awkward, reality-inducing conversation. It's so frustrating to see something in an interpersonal relationship change because someone did something weird, or rude and didn't apologize, or there was a miscommunication, and no one talks about it, they just deal with the weirdness. Shouldn't we be honest because life is short? Read any end-of-life-reflection article and all of them say you should tell people how you feel or you'll end up regretting it. Has anyone actually done that kind of thing before? What was the result?",8.790010389610389,8.158034621818185,8.590714285714284,68.45750000000002,60.96363636363636,11.929870129870135,40.370129870129865,11.20814326018867,4.606376623376624,1191,57,207,28,14,385,161,275,0.159,0.7859999999999999,0.055,-0.978,0,0,3,0,0,1,30.0,6,3,2,1,19,17,3,4,13,0,23,2,0,4,4,49,42,18,0,8,9,0,3,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,13,18,0,1,6,2,0,6,6,11,0,1,9,7,28,6,35,26,6,33,0,2,1,0,34,14,0,3,13,146,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.102831424004843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681829368571806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162846390528018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165904867327781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368109758195747,0.0,0.0,0.0938066605181276,0.1970239974371227,0.0,0.0,0.2430820880911407,0.0,0.2569440482898473,0.0,0.08966690834313283,0.0,0.0,0.09319619030463497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114734547910454,0.18154356649749764,0.0,0.11387363143996207,0.0,0.08413387403276322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863765779390956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783586534363236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666307975632687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984326927775086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550544226720994,0.0,0.05988740458505916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318333042879554,0.0,0.0,0.10403662849733347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280680203289735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097325134021919,0.05791169592373373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328979254423045,0.05148121496664616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586399381184806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821966098477115,0.0,0.15492644012845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032457538167691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714052607956502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305420073394889,0.0920099443054665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540415612796944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313400160963424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513968151495312,0.0,0.0,0.08397074203655258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741719469567072,0.08928443780093374,0.24336994754125654,0.20843840478314987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409084358071826,0.18420590792940955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001378577706602,0.06752045521941383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308628501991086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910107196747993,0.0,0.0,0.0621532826508126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117678553433067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748558312692916,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobbyjo2368,2019/04/13,Currently sitting in a bar by myself Not too sure what to do. Couple people sitting at the bar talking to the bartender and I’m just sitting off to the side at a table. I have no clue what I’m talking about so I feel really awkward here. They’re so knowledgeable and well spoken and I’m an awkward newbie trying to get into beer. Lol I’m too scared to leave because I know I’ll have to talk lmao,0.8430952380952412,3.0085733095238085,3.0809523809523824,89.59738095238096,83.76190476190476,5.161904761904762,22.42857142857143,6.42735559955562,0.5836285714285716,314,11,64,3,9,107,54,84,0.147,0.747,0.106,-0.131,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,6,1,3,3,0,0,1,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,2,13,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,40,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644635523125142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30212029262184964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806030148901932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265530654042866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005898406165766,0.0,0.0,0.2891163725633254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929577123781105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492030973632994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336675801580745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734269777282864,0.0,0.0,0.6583922856844889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538036419725248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455012162343639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PsychiatryHelp_,2019/04/13,"Gabapentin or Zoloft experiences Have any of you been on Gabapentin or Zoloft for your anxiety? If so, what was your daily dosage and how well did it work? Thanks! :)",3.98,6.719822333333332,2.4700000000000024,95.165,75.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8733333333333335,130,4,27,2,3,36,26,30,0.046,0.723,0.232,0.7877,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321958831910412,0.0,0.373700186258246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477845486960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497439925576252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43921901860084206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556328885670093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Missylyonss,2019/04/13,"I have no close friends apart from a few I text every now and then, and I like it this way. I was wondering if anyone else can relate to this. I’m 18 (F) and when I was 15 I had 1 very close friend who I saw as a sister, but during our friendship she isolated me from all my other friends (I had at least 10 people I would talk to regularly and meet up with in groups or alone etc) but she would cause arguments with them or between us and make me choose her or them. Long story short she cut me off after my 16th birthday, and I fell into deep depression & anxiety and dropped out of school after developing an eating disorder. I still had a few close friends who I would go concerts with and go out with etc. But idk, I think having someone cut me off like that and go round to my other friends at school speaking about me just hit hard really. I met my ex boyfriend at an IT course last February, we dated for 6 months. I am not with him anymore, when I was, we would go out with his mates drinking and we even all went on a weekend away together. It was the best summer I had had in a long time. I miss you summer 2018 :( People cancelling plans on me these days is actually a relief! They invite me to their birthdays and other things etc but I never really go. I think they know I won’t but they like to invite me anyway which I appreciate. I just don’t feel like spending time with people, you know? I’ve gotten so used to being in my own company I feel anything else is just completely soul draining. But there are times that I wish I had just 1 person (like my ex) to do things with. Like traveling. I live in London so I would love to go places in Europe for a day or a weekend as it’s very cheap and easy for me to do. I would want to go on my own, but I’m worried in case what other people would think of me going on my own. Even though it is my choice. I’m sure there are a few people who would come with me, but I would prefer to go on my own. But to other people, it just looks as if I’m going alone because I have no friends, if you know what I mean? Idk, I don’t mind it tbh. But there are some days I wish I had someone who I could just ring and they would come do something with me. I feel i can’t relate to many people anymore as I have such a different mindset from people my age. I love to talk about political stuff and what’s going on in the world. I am also very empathetic so some things that people find funny, I don’t. But yeah, I like speaking about mainly political stuff like the situation in Palestine, Syria etc and one day I hope to help people in these countries. Whereas people my age, mostly are only interested in social media, music, designer clothes/cars, drinking/clubbing etc. It just bores me tbh. I don’t see the point of going to the same club every weekend to do the same thing, when you could be going to a different place/country every weekend? You probably spend the same amount on drink considering how expensive clubs are, especially in London. And, you usually get so drunk you don’t even remember the weekend anyway! All the money wasted, for what? I also talk to a lot of people from other countries. Middle Eastern and North African countries in particular. I find it interesting speaking with these people as most of them also like to speak about politics depending on what the political situation is in their country. They help me to learn Arabic/French and I help them with English :) I find these people to be so much more profound and passionate in the way they speak, which is something a lot of my fellow brits lack. My family knows I do this and I think they just think I am sad and only talk to them as I have no one else - which isn’t the case. It’s interesting to see how people from Algeria, Lebanon, Egypt, Morocco, Libya etc etc view the world differently to how westerners do. I hope I can visit these countries one day, even though some of them are quite dangerous for tourists. So yeah! I hope someone else can relate to this. I don’t have any problems at all talking/holding conversation with people. I can engage easily in conversation, so that’s no problem. But I do only speak unless spoken too most times haha!",3.8162012436404784,4.9642942722948895,4.968335899884996,83.99802966803766,71.79429250891795,7.797750531178732,25.677491666829106,8.196680274259657,1.4833301144227211,3277,100,667,48,61,1082,313,841,0.09,0.733,0.177,0.9981,3,2,5,0,0,0,94.0,5,7,15,3,43,38,3,0,28,3,66,7,0,7,6,142,119,66,0,25,29,3,5,9,8,11,0,8,0,1,47,46,4,0,21,12,5,19,15,9,0,3,15,18,120,29,105,87,36,102,1,3,6,3,71,47,0,20,42,490,167,3,0.0,0.0,0.04093955389768382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690020259634085,0.0,0.10064811275367183,0.0,0.04545547804847723,0.0,0.028529114653495793,0.0,0.03209352071850646,0.0,0.08321114417240827,0.029334138809115236,0.04298525786764309,0.03452330392233057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039415721640144216,0.0,0.0,0.02557383313381877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044026523512531314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043096737654923764,0.0,0.07227666734491606,0.043986361130111166,0.0,0.0,0.06699125882809973,0.0,0.0,0.1352793456724305,0.0,0.03613359643105317,0.0,0.0,0.13149418966651916,0.048081159215122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219488800481746,0.0,0.04292784490188427,0.14018360436355748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275166149461734,0.11083682926434772,0.0,0.10604028288580186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039549050109437184,0.0,0.06363728015154467,0.029970849212694637,0.0,0.0,0.11503137829466795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447422127259906,0.0,0.02191843131710525,0.0,0.3099531827929413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758116812818572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435955844178156,0.0,0.0,0.12500479055183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222390993882623,0.034196858106731245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446269666278245,0.0,0.03704479499485031,0.07425322230504973,0.0352295044068003,0.0,0.0,0.07133297062268197,0.07572747477324289,0.0,0.028003595998808545,0.042533214574944855,0.0,0.045698532918736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042360030112221184,0.0,0.033486057127886285,0.0,0.030839888716878417,0.0,0.03235632711642869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528422759517597,0.09572021971938324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653529081941112,0.036631274053339255,0.08766279311101279,0.0,0.03965863944065307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045231852623773036,0.08028568595753298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462161031163472,0.0,0.0,0.05375164636915868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752396443779757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491626816065227,0.06686136563220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431265627700322,0.0,0.04276525463241952,0.10663856177087197,0.06459411398064803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033503292555861916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605107024000234,0.0,0.0,0.03953970155672956,0.0,0.0,0.13487920819730292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148541381609167,0.13440722728497628,0.0824361672603498,0.0,0.0978512783158154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046364964505256,0.03623345975660088,0.04620471294227554,0.1038455311532012,0.024744650670996068,0.06659982761253717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889035514361276,0.0,0.0,0.09648652813165676,0.0,0.04549565846846693,0.0,0.04260476439291469,0.0,0.2980182729610707,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fabian141,2019/04/13,"I need some advice, quickly Okay so let me start this off by saying that I'm a socially anxious 14 year old boy who never got out with friends much. I have about 2 best friends and 2 classmates I get along with pretty well. I have basically no experience in talking to girls. My crush messaged me about 20 minutes ago saying she wants me to go to a stand-up comedy show with her and a friend of hers. Of course, I accepted but my first thought was ""what the heck did I get into!?"". I am pretty bad at starting a conversation and most of the times when I do try to start one my mind goes blank. Sure, I can crack a few jokes here and there, and do my best to continue a conversation(I'm kind of bad at this too) but that's about it. I did go out with 2 boys I knew well and these 2 girls one more time before and I didn't exactly talk much. I can be confident at times, but rarely. I still don't regret accepting but I really need some tips and advice. Will you guys please help me?",0.9972899159663876,3.087596642156864,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,82.57843137254902,6.238655462184874,19.518207282913167,7.447530270364453,0.353885434173669,761,20,175,12,21,249,124,204,0.08900000000000001,0.698,0.213,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,12,16,0,0,8,1,15,0,0,0,3,35,29,14,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,8,16,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,3,2,3,7,2,27,13,26,19,9,25,0,1,0,0,21,8,1,3,15,119,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473316706097509,0.11218133418564416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142968530975811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133243939633445,0.0,0.0,0.10768702798620518,0.0,0.2656185052256749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237928256915845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764566330300322,0.0,0.0,0.2933229099082285,0.0,0.13223712659674375,0.0,0.14384563341680925,0.0,0.10121575625204762,0.0,0.0,0.12530707113825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482560824357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178516422712666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294087115596235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277821524622562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606159398372224,0.1876744493362292,0.09760524517467882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279577183826638,0.0,0.17151077158226474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389168632570046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574991880212422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107290119063801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127957547840628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290045420895594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687239605958865,0.0,0.10106515094581073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927442353673992,0.0,0.0,0.20343653557606528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046870896987543,0.2213816939799128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592097722616159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464406225136869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757215415353446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149579061553391 socialanxiety,Namalessa,2019/04/13,"I really fucked up yesterday. So we were having guests over for dinner and because we were so many we split into two tables. After eating I sat down at the other table, as there was room there. I sat there for about half an hour or so and forgot it wasn't my original seat. I got some food and put it on the plate in front of me and ate. Later, like 5 minutes after I had finished eating, the truth hits me. It wasn't my plate, it belonged to someone else who was also sitting at the table and had switched seats earlier. God damn, I almost passed out when I suddenly realized what I had done, and even now, next day, I still constantly feel like I'm about to puke. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post, I just need to vent or do something that might alleviate this torturing feeling stuck inside of me.",5.829850034083165,5.2913469815950975,6.458609406952967,81.01541240627134,66.91411042944785,9.453033401499658,28.54055896387184,8.841846274778883,1.9863679618268584,630,17,129,9,9,207,110,163,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.064,-0.9326,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,0,14,7,3,0,6,0,14,6,0,1,1,25,26,15,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,1,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,16,2,18,3,22,8,1,30,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,6,16,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859595086776487,0.0,0.0,0.1485104385347938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320573440897952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006841281248348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976615001027738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004352757893536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800508264274355,0.15513501438202915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265823225225238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779885929103327,0.13266966974525055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245585755942648,0.0,0.0,0.17168384317588622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485274703570343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288474788229372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145487431540586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882785332779855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700659941471108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769996017786806,0.0,0.0,0.1975023228105148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402509632690249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785671163846256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668760414430827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189691543514763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734959295333772,0.1429669160937525,0.0,0.2078846471397667,0.0,0.0,0.14830646696797686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140950929001806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304229628078407,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Percy_thedragonborn2,2019/04/13,How to be better with strangers How do i become more social when im with strangers or even co-workers? Like yesterday i was chilling with a friend of mine. But there where like 6 strangers. They where chill but i just froze up and was afraid to speak.,1.4824666666666673,4.05052938,1.1119999999999983,101.93266666666666,85.2,4.133333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.4158666666666671,199,6,44,1,6,57,37,50,0.023,0.815,0.162,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,4,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,4,7,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258587441707849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410269310099717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468147891617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979092937098809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41650814378884266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767639146482755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930649538894656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807173314170406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ryangoebel_rr,2019/04/13,"how do i walk past some one one the side walk? the only thing that goes through my head is where do I look,what do I do with my hands,why are my lips so dry shit if i lick them it would look weird.",5.4286956521739125,2.086219695652176,5.436521739130439,97.0508695652174,69.43478260869566,9.2,25.17391304347826,3.1291,0.05364347826086968,150,1,45,0,2,47,34,46,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.6786,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,7,3,3,1,0,5,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,8,0,2,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243092470329695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307242322891066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282623043663205,0.24033378168152825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016596918381759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243715403884675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993770582093926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851426790505168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447877395467875,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YEETERDEYEETUS,2019/04/13,"Shy as fuck. Hi i have adhd and pdnos. Pdnos is a form of autism wich makes it difficult for me to socialize. But when im with good friends im a very autistic little shit. But in a good way. Like i shout a lot tell jokes and do like all that normal shit. But when im in a group with new people im very shy, heldback and quiet. Im sick and tired that this keeps happening. Do you guys have any tips how to be normal.",-0.9167687747035558,1.0493306630434809,1.267470355731227,100.87199604743084,90.19565217391305,4.649802371541502,14.885375494071145,6.11248444174946,-0.8787739130434788,319,6,81,3,11,106,59,92,0.224,0.625,0.151,-0.8287,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,5,0,6,5,2,2,1,16,10,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,6,9,9,3,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,1,5,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592290778237257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009878699310843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102362631127914,0.1224862889835236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225522674584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311874497425766,0.11716182666465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155679662338673,0.0,0.0,0.117764563749573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945734299584608,0.1327913246458453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263956494582553,0.0,0.0,0.08843912829340286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796114991797064,0.0,0.0,0.25962714697743106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918529479911217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200131303775155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505843467737172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580344121699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227952896180952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863878369395304,0.0,0.1051656133518404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,R_Salieri,2019/04/13,"WHY DO I ALWAYS SAY THE WRONG THING JESUS Mainly social anxiety, but usually whenever I'm talking to someone, ik what i should say. Ik the right choice. I just freeze up. ALL THE TIME. AND I FEEL THEIR FRIENDSHIP GOUGE WITH ME JUST GO DOWN. i cant correct them i cant redo, why is taking to new people THIS HARD. u know if they were someone i met online before i can be my ideal self, as outgoing and perfectly capable of saying what i want. But when it comes to new people in person I am quite as a log and behind it in completely crumbling mentally. It's really exhausting and i dont wanna do it anymore, but i have to. Oh and there's more. Laughing. I absolutely absolutely hate it when i laugh out loud. It makes me sick. I prefer to grin and maybe soft laughter, but whenever someone as much as attempts a joke i have to laugh out loud. I hate it. I wanna point out how dumb they sound or maybe just not laugh you know?",0.6215527950310573,2.99805991534392,2.9110789049919497,88.8276811594203,87.4126984126984,6.038279273061883,20.386703473659995,7.423996415210882,0.8476250747642053,720,23,148,13,23,245,114,189,0.13699999999999998,0.62,0.243,0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,4,7,13,3,0,5,0,13,2,0,2,3,35,25,19,0,7,10,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,11,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,10,26,8,22,21,4,17,1,0,0,0,13,9,1,2,6,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698114551201536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755004864237128,0.0,0.13942631414336076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963071555940513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211048042505939,0.14740468397462006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647690287719701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108592245973387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989985598800803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593995204436406,0.2776046713665284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452785761505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384411695587047,0.0,0.2824806958487655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168044547259692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334894574882113,0.0,0.0,0.2715630818718841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493314690808214,0.12275671905316628,0.0,0.0,0.13290186010888358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953349623464385,0.0,0.0,0.09006478647693203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006206865547213,0.0,0.33540557426832696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666478165647312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331257876820927,0.3573613068570661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570528253391397,0.11299995355526338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934009529836459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819784609710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548387030527012,0.0,0.08292291788882802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371905304465603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371178487399126,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sk8terboi888,2019/04/13,"I feel like my friend is trying to avoid me I have this friend that I’ve known for a while, and we’re actually pretty close in my opinion. We hung out every day when we went to school together and we had spent most of the summer together. And even when we started going to different schools, we hung out every weekend. But after New Years, it was clear that we were hanging out significantly less than before. At the time, I didn’t think much of it as we still talked to each other often. But now recently, I have a feeling that she’s trying to avoid me. She usually comes late when my friends plans something and she knows I’m going. A couple of days ago, I had invited her to hang out. She said she would see if she could, and I gave more information about when and where. After that, she didn’t respond and left me on read. Another time I had asked to play a game with her. She said that she would be back in a second, and never came back online. I don’t really know what to do, and I feel like I can’t talk to other friends about it. But it doesn’t make me feel good and I just want an answer more than anything.",2.746017316017316,4.064040939393941,3.922359307359308,89.79877705627706,74.67099567099568,7.038095238095237,21.924242424242426,7.594959193182576,0.6391748917748923,871,21,193,11,18,284,129,231,0.019,0.8420000000000001,0.138,0.9753,1,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,7,0,0,1,14,10,0,2,8,0,18,0,0,1,2,53,40,20,0,5,5,0,4,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,13,26,0,2,10,4,1,7,6,2,0,1,13,7,36,8,29,23,6,43,0,0,1,0,31,11,0,4,27,139,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.1194124262848297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847085868592476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283123463108311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069751846923043,0.0,0.11439651739722505,0.0,0.0,0.18818515971653926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412520478378916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139955115373577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540823469898918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769999908317256,0.1353966287110818,0.0,0.15783303289861228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784734839139664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082217222768744,0.0,0.20619875332902596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474894912649356,0.17483785149437706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781614014009034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390878392400041,0.10263553589914937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344992775787416,0.0,0.1380351740796269,0.0,0.13295197654477034,0.0,0.0,0.11956455619964147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168084467347027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995373880331764,0.0,0.09437688393710053,0.1181826982284726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449111181620663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223999973310984,0.0,0.07839135870638457,0.0,0.12082253462497428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327978551526779,0.0,0.0,0.2476836371363197,0.0975105629486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420400492669273,0.0,0.0,0.08661190968746321,0.0,0.09772235092313224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670773094486324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840775774170619,0.0,0.0,0.14270622718515658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661581625234085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476983388779293,0.0,0.07217515807765923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343532658865252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385184577455529,0.0,0.0,0.07880026077000016 socialanxiety,Antiquefinder85,2019/04/13,Not knowing if you’re good enough Everyone here is worth so much just wanna let you guys know that. I struggle with self esteem issues which contributes to my social anxiety and sometimes I feel like I’m not worthy enough. I have no friends except one who had been my bff since pre k. I have isolated myself from others out of fear. I know I’m not alone and if there’s anyone who needs it I just wanna say you’re amazing ☺️It’s amazing that people like us wake up everyday and try to put back those broken pieces everyday. Don’t ever forget that. It takes so much strength to live with social anxiety and overcoming it is a strength that enables me to admire you guys soo much more ❤️,1.8400239808153456,4.271921539568346,3.0498992805755383,89.7012757793765,81.80575539568345,6.008824940047963,21.496882494004804,7.3011,0.8100701199040774,550,17,109,8,15,177,93,139,0.131,0.6409999999999999,0.228,0.9545,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,3,8,11,0,2,1,0,8,1,1,0,1,24,16,8,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,12,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,2,2,13,9,13,13,7,7,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,6,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829788817556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338469371564997,0.0,0.0,0.1068704579781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752581929933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158526298508575,0.0,0.0,0.1382540519502147,0.0,0.14604677728012122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719893850528178,0.07728134692634707,0.10919012834148926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808510456927584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819635155017986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026745903330801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952700675750392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199337423451523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629097544553627,0.0,0.14934145123548295,0.0,0.13496200561973298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33706866793819895,0.11333017074143753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356947946915604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596117791241558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364810582120186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154584034433255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944720812325625,0.0,0.0,0.12643221898289553,0.0,0.0,0.3116056945021428,0.0,0.0,0.15116433190092868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597833117789567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491792367297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376946945896608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384972485161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheOneThatGoesThere,2019/04/14,Liking people who are also shy/socially anxious? I don't know what people here think about dating someone who also has social anxiety but I'm male and I like shy girls because I think they are cute and because I can relate with them. They're also generally nicer because they know what it's like. I'm curious about how people here feel about this. Are you interested in dating people that are shy or have social anxiety?,4.1260846560846565,6.323126617283955,5.3845855379188725,77.06777777777779,72.95061728395062,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.9533231040564367,340,11,57,6,7,113,49,81,0.108,0.642,0.251,0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,0,9,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,15,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,5,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341530087891252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687550618414136,0.204438974939017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309438090058987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915013568661994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989072963555296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652311191749299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018334664051423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689421184824088,0.15333108318046115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319101691318993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,abysiss,2019/04/14,"Postponing behaviour, delaying responses, uncertainty in conversations - normal with SA? Hi there, so I'd like to know about something I've been experiencing conversating with someone that has social anxiety. I've met with her for 6 weeks frequently, we had a pretty great time, however she didn't want to be more than just friends due to the upcoming distance. Now that we're apart again, her behaviour changes a bit. There were times (not very often, but happened) when we met in person that she sometimes only replied after 20 hours during working days and only with a opener to a new conversation with leaving everything I texted her before untouched, just like she ""**skipped**"" it and if I would be one of my friends they would use the term, that they have been ""**ghosted**"". On the other hand, she sometimes replies so quickly that I feel she waits for my messages to come and also instantly answers them. There are also times when our conversation is constantly flowing and I'm asking her something a little bit out of the blue. That question could be... ""*Hey, do you want to meet later on?*"" or a more up to date example ""*Hey, if you would be interested we could do a video call later on*"". E.g., the latter one just got me a ""**ghosted moment**"" for 6 hours now. She also reads the text messages beforehand in the push up notification on her iPhone before she replies and sometimes opens up the chat so that it is ""seen"" and sometimes she just pretends she didn't read it. I feel like I overwhelm her with some messages, but I can't tell if this is ""**normal**"" for social anxiety because to me it seems like ""*Mhh... What did I do/say wrong?*"". We already talked in person about her anxiety, but now I feel like I forced her into something she didn't want to talk about even though i asked her multiple times that if she feels uncomfortable at any point, we will stop and talk about something else instead. It's a terrible feeling for me and also I don't know whether I should text her after she reads messages and doesn't reply or not. As she is very important to me and I care a lot about her, I would want to know whether you can identify/confirm (with) this behaviour or give me an insight in what someone with S.A. feels like regarding those or similar situations, thank you so much in advance!",3.327283591731266,5.889652643518518,4.0068432385874235,84.22945736434113,76.96296296296295,7.074160206718347,27.63910422049957,8.133680483312611,2.0213276701119733,1810,76,336,33,43,574,207,432,0.069,0.813,0.118,0.9825,1,0,4,0,0,0,89.0,6,4,3,2,32,15,0,1,19,0,33,1,1,1,0,80,61,35,2,17,19,0,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,2,19,28,0,3,13,6,0,4,8,3,0,2,12,10,58,12,51,37,8,53,0,1,2,0,67,21,0,13,34,238,77,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846099008511093,0.2452595648411789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213986174543458,0.0,0.1759625302268668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433566894495383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673878387371322,0.0,0.13048513176522045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741280736860856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829109369428007,0.0,0.07817262255242176,0.0,0.08110923363762819,0.06604648424172041,0.0,0.08285562688392595,0.0,0.12243334628057735,0.0,0.0,0.04944735555969377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404995247194753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050641397606754165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890820996455548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326072175219398,0.16432433533141738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847381331152865,0.0,0.0,0.07355115330203732,0.0,0.0,0.06132192306837887,0.08453159254764832,0.0,0.0,0.06780115080355989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101374059706718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641143895201282,0.0,0.0,0.08118500181523992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247495729188123,0.07684588815337863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651841333201352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056363036619700886,0.0,0.0,0.074050682458357,0.0,0.0,0.15024534736300396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039104061444304,0.11662563158205624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389476595385336,0.0,0.0,0.07248020145603483,0.0,0.0,0.07800339582844938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589063618735507,0.0,0.23007944828979865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097297051254846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979967406466953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861829909349305,0.0,0.15631571404333336,0.12992855275499984,0.2361046400090193,0.3033238595556489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410156022276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487911436675086,0.06701505776278359,0.07058964538494539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533024448852782,0.0,0.17883317393361492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622033684583496,0.0,0.12652552086927266,0.1808934739959368,0.0,0.06150197510532211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581842093855749,0.0,0.0,0.21786349472852493,0.08382923402807115,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeetmeep69,2019/04/14,"Talked to my coworker I have a really hard time talking to people, but today at work I asked one of my coworkers what grade he was in and where he wanted to go to college and we had a conversation! I know it probably seemed like nothing but I was very proud of myself.",2.1392727272727257,4.066689836363636,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,77.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,23.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.817472727272728,211,7,43,5,5,73,42,55,0.024,0.8290000000000001,0.147,0.831,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,2,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678314550764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282007186346886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566406633501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744857466055714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399655767112542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489691225196417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413447242758008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861756066813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088869569548024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353418570295027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608116627188829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605430217846209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705585687874275,0.0,0.2715610275364022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363859997663727,0.16898047290365475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856967271565746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RestlessOblivion,2019/04/14,"I have to give an ""inspirational speech tomorrow"" and I can't stop overthinking every word. Somehow I found myself in an advanced public speaking class. The first couple months was fine as it was more speech critique rather than speaking itself. Now I am faced with the task of giving an 7-8 minutes inspirational speech in front of my class tomorrow. I can't think of one inspirational thing I could possibly say. I'm an anxious mess and I've been sitting here going over all the possibilities of how I am going to bomb tomorrow. Every word I write down I second guess because I imagine speaking it out loud in front of an audience and sounding stupid. I'm considering not showing up tomorrow, but these classes are worth a huge chunk of my grade. The problem is this class is a requirement for my conditional transfer to University next semester, so failing this class basically means throwing my future away. I'm not sure what I'm expecting to get out of posting here. I just needed to rant I guess.",6.712896613190732,7.706534224598932,7.083221925133692,72.03502896613193,65.04278074866309,10.083600713012482,35.369429590017816,10.125756701596842,3.746201782531194,808,37,138,18,12,263,116,187,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.094,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,1,0,11,0,12,1,1,1,2,33,27,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,8,6,0,2,7,1,1,6,4,4,0,3,4,9,17,5,25,22,2,28,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,10,92,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603698799438715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630350526075044,0.0,0.0,0.10578091829482553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854780469322164,0.1920051775518856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240926174313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760263297486806,0.0,0.19026424371066586,0.0,0.0,0.09066109801269523,0.3329272990480521,0.1972396618941764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823208058879304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902261352748534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385082108937601,0.0,0.0,0.12866864309322834,0.0,0.0,0.1845487525992337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758690825210034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912529765150911,0.16619163667138606,0.0,0.0,0.16604264096974775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799624802835686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507698623089538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354787011741342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152841401231884,0.1111895886179428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eulerboyy,2019/04/14,"Unaware of awkward movements? hello i feel like i move normally, but whenever i see a video of myself i look so fricking awkward. I think i stand up straight, but i always look hunched over with bad posture. and my fricking eyes are always open really wide and darting around everywhere but i can't even tell that i do this until i see a video of myself. I wish i could project confidence... does this happen to anyone else?",3.8353439153439126,5.960172851851857,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,73.56790123456791,7.097707231040566,30.08994708994709,7.957251820313856,2.2338169312169303,335,15,60,5,7,107,56,81,0.127,0.773,0.1,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,12,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,6,15,1,9,11,0,10,0,0,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,40,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677351107998779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450972638596952,0.22641334299870655,0.0,0.1967131588086797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450354367224686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642926453605254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933752954568987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459490574239876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595083457675329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173078130508132,0.1578634280536518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954060316795852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795643251196063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711239741537311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485973409728636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650699699468776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415612066769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521743514220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931404754197205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159082049237004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541084836095805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrsheabutta87,2019/04/14,Challenging myself to get out my comfort zone. need a lil advice. I’m trying to get out of my comfort zone this summer and get more confidence talking to people. My goal is to go to the mall and talk to 10 people. I want to start small with just complements and then to conversations. Would this be a good way to go about learning confidence and getting over social anxiety?,4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,72.6111111111111,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.2729277777777783,298,11,54,6,6,97,48,72,0.021,0.753,0.226,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,15,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,35,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098316712648984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865498021133847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153714686101918,0.0,0.2803068141871201,0.2068436769704577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285722600048387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419348427704008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513865130963859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745509068787994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39642946276551977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743111922155202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454562004467577,0.19574650706796096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518374466054684,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inputdragon,2019/04/14,Step in the right direction Felling pretty proud of myself. Went to a local bar with my wife on Friday. While I was waiting to pay the bill I struck up a conversation with someone. Major step outside my comfort zone. I am usually a wallflower wherever I go even after a couple drinks. First step to not being so awkward at parties.,3.4823809523809537,5.927404460317465,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,75.82539682539681,6.73968253968254,29.54761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.2958380952380955,263,12,44,4,6,87,50,63,0.085,0.735,0.18,0.8046,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,6,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,2,11,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38589928241978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416546604208764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035446719154806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966573655696377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820987371321225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548170377272009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978414312726653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955054950819045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841128297227437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233065073209795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lovinlifealot,2019/04/14,Interpreting other people's facial expression to much? Is there any way to stop doing this? Like I'll start talking and observe their face too much and will change what/how I say things based on what I interpret their facial expression to be conveying. Anyone have thoughts?,5.001428571428568,8.059404653061229,4.607510204081635,79.48391836734696,73.89795918367345,8.001632653061224,26.126530612244892,8.841846274778883,2.4531518367346936,224,8,36,5,5,68,39,49,0.047,0.889,0.064,0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504124483989665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313913766370847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35007616619582066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167388370988314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865378426119357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294226420575163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631658912469533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423135182839103,0.0,0.0,0.27666922055033033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659860399139771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985274176384267,0.0,0.0,0.2627185324258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626739086383001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KillerPanda24,2019/04/14,"I could relate to people well if I could find my voice So we all feel the same feelings. I’m pretty sure anyway. I don’t know if it’s my diet or lack of exercise but i can’t stand these feelings. I feel bad, man. I do anything to escape these feelings. Abusing alcohol and weed. Turned me into a junkie, things get bad just smoke and drink. But if i don’t do that i do other things to escape this hell inside my mind. Over eat, watch tv, play games, listen to podcasts, music. Open a snap from redacted or maybe redacted. Is it loneliness? Do i feel better when i’m with people... sometimes. What really makes me feel happy? Is it connecting with people, and feelings? if i do x i’ll feel y. and that’s why i do most things. to feel a better Y. I do like the fact nothing we do matters, i’m a young man i can do anything. I want a lot of money... because i guess what i want is a house with an easy life. I want to do whatever I want when i want. That’s an unrealistic goal, at least it’s not just gonna get handed to me. Lack of direction is killing me. what do i really want. there’s things i want to do everyday, everyday is your life. I want to make some money, get healthier, and make someone else feel better. I don’t think i could be an artist, i would never feel right being a rapper and i’m not good at it anyway. And truth be told learning the piano or guitar and doing my own thing... i don’t think so. Maybe stand up? I’ve always liked stand up. I’m funny but being funny and being good at stand up are two different things. But sometimes i do feel inspired. Sometimes i feel like a bit is forming in my mind. I forget them. I forget a lot. 3 and half years of smoking everyday, mixed in with a year of drinking everyday has left feeling bad. Not to mention the few other drugs i’ve done. None of them nearly as often. E cigs and cigarettes a decent bit but i’m over them now. I don't open my mouth I dont talk to people or ever say what I should. this anxiety is driving me insane.",-0.08721008403361452,2.1099099428571435,2.3155742296918795,93.12903361344542,88.85714285714286,4.913165266106444,17.99719887955182,6.42735559955562,-0.06472549019607897,1536,41,336,17,51,523,187,420,0.133,0.7020000000000001,0.165,0.6272,1,0,6,0,0,0,63.0,2,1,3,4,13,19,2,0,18,0,42,11,2,3,6,95,85,29,1,19,18,0,16,3,0,3,5,3,0,2,24,20,5,0,21,8,2,1,12,5,1,2,2,20,50,14,35,72,15,33,1,0,1,0,14,16,1,14,15,225,74,2,0.0,0.0832412557763732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508174227839387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845818757593527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374525005562485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562854810018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759811741819767,0.04282708864239178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864057889587252,0.15340157673806087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682798525987737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340202369273037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189574842677142,0.08233889955939243,0.13764724811153642,0.08147405239374728,0.07188889554490173,0.05868943872114382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355010404343976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328492259548809,0.050190529092897285,0.0,0.0,0.06421223611785584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011676615014412,0.0,0.0,0.11785392708688215,0.0,0.0,0.07739433211364932,0.0,0.0,0.07478826506870576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106539146996629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772727962639886,0.0,0.038610574578620944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633278480253003,0.0,0.09924704673390572,0.10296983665365717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194573938133204,0.0,0.0,0.1406882357295982,0.0,0.1411621456793799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418760148326334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418535744354391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674120280530936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482521592421173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147508066489135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900149192215641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999779622174679,0.0,0.055869977703880636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059527240386175476,0.0,0.20845339903861296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621495864945116,0.0,0.0,0.056468693754815974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004771565832903,0.09003374984096073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713212206397373,0.0,0.0,0.07641778808907247,0.06862939563528099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315080198315266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316811404416985,0.0,0.0633946433399806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499074774061859,0.0,0.0,0.09048445166535997 socialanxiety,robbobthecorncob1,2019/04/14,"Im about to start a new job and im so nervous even though i know im capable i also know that im probably going to be so horribly overwhelmed with anxiety for the next few months at least i might not be able to do it. I just want this all to be over The only happiness i feel amd the only thing i ever look forward to anymore and for the past two years ""im 18 now"" is drugs specifically cocaine. I use at least twice a week. I know my use isnt the cause of my mental ilness. I felt like this as long as i can remember. I domt even have enough motivation to shower more than like once a week i never brush my teeth, never trim my finger and toe nails until its embarassing but even at that point ill leave it another week out of lazyness. I feel like theres no getting better at this point ive never had motivation in my life. I wish i had the guts to kill myself",1.1080075901328286,2.8015390860215064,3.4587792536369406,89.75228652751427,80.18279569892474,6.742061986084758,20.618595825426947,7.724431198458867,0.6640421252371911,674,18,153,11,17,233,112,186,0.108,0.757,0.136,0.2927,2,0,2,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,1,2,9,0,12,7,4,5,5,28,26,11,1,2,3,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,3,6,22,5,24,19,6,27,0,1,1,0,0,10,0,1,20,103,31,3,0.10475046856373628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376891186511798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983999965068347,0.08013382173661752,0.0,0.10388431752466908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264327698808872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760758605951252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147728746118447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823523559161123,0.0,0.20756008968345005,0.09475279589340244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592996861048626,0.07483375567206647,0.1005768768882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054727796408400566,0.0,0.05953210526026665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150882161314543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657424065974448,0.0,0.10394867678705318,0.0,0.11589087339267486,0.0,0.17270435418363686,0.0,0.0,0.11091562143534277,0.0,0.0,0.0739883537859566,0.15352736336909498,0.0,0.0,0.0927008683738951,0.08796401151388834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556383473910178,0.11112369356684054,0.0,0.0,0.08361082462981037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423700570537071,0.10116865528034144,0.11140331168568968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155583033491706,0.0,0.15933490315922927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999617500666348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980461022726943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293872201688013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866186099924556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414292079711537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959155677660002,0.0,0.10291680351669248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232598694838216,0.0,0.0,0.18094154458797448,0.0,0.0,0.061784540349948534,0.0,0.2520735222929042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045786925503653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745586737602946 socialanxiety,Pseudogon,2019/04/14,"How to not give a fuck when people downvote you I often get very anxious before making a post on reddit because I keep thinking that I’ll get downvoted for no good reason. I’ve been on reddit for over 2 years and I don’t have that many posts because I’ve always been too nervous to actually post. If I make a post that gets more than one downvote right away, I delete because I already know It’ll get more, and this only reinforces my anxiety. It’s happened a few times already. I never say anything rude, racist, sexist, etc. but I still seem to get downvotes and it makes me think that people will look at me and think I’m a terrible person when in reality I’m not trying to do any harm. How can I post on reddit and not care about what other people think of me?",5.412222222222222,5.1236831592356715,6.320339702760088,80.81933474876152,67.72611464968153,8.506440198159943,29.54635527246992,7.793537801064563,1.83062830856334,604,19,121,6,9,201,97,157,0.14,0.8220000000000001,0.038,-0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,5,0,8,1,0,6,1,25,30,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,2,14,2,16,26,4,19,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,3,6,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.11217959398649288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537116201987988,0.0,0.09565185108818773,0.0,0.0,0.07817340918324775,0.0,0.08794033595961674,0.1298665410108175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459825152854064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800409944198623,0.0,0.0,0.21022668381780407,0.0,0.09781832226190876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720438461371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820532220437758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627413650728636,0.3002964727117857,0.11027540562060276,0.0,0.09641888289154874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165441425102877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217737370855168,0.0,0.0,0.06317631598185125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653333083641168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020026333158314,0.11654642729821338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866045897535962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789655002908863,0.08742853273596451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390861739974399,0.10037435827418807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504760407780134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181929873427322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817102629751072,0.0,0.0914169085500674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465080456398622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180329041982824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463434258929605,0.0,0.0,0.06703124257265362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804696625524331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484999560727894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402731469607028 socialanxiety,pr0t0star,2019/04/14,"Shame I have seemed to become infatuated with this word, I believe it is the root of social anxiety and consistent work at resolving it is the solution to this disorder. If anyone is confused by their automatic responses to situations I would urge to read up on this and codependency. TLDR - You need to be assertive You need to feel worthy You are not inferior to anyone Nobodys opinions matter except yours and you have full automony over your own, so dont choose negativity! Stop empowering over Stop being responsible for others emotions, they own theirs, you own yours!",7.468939179632251,9.219193574257428,8.379717114568603,60.683069306930676,63.75247524752476,11.712022630834513,35.220650636492216,11.491704259439757,4.841615558698726,465,21,70,15,7,157,73,101,0.085,0.723,0.192,0.8475,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,3,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,21,14,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,14,1,17,11,4,8,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,2,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368518907661196,0.0,0.0,0.31750367871125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507481462884958,0.0,0.2557966422239901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020782520397234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660895116039473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553897507926005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479838492829933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33669497445909463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710171550349045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668893948804432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520278191764445,0.0,0.2314389686905907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796316724831029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528802436811665,0.0,0.0,0.1612828973845838,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ahhhscorpio,2019/04/14,"Two faces - the performance and the socially anxious mess Does anyone else feel like they have two sides to themselves, a performance self and a socially anxious mess of a self? That’s at least how I feel, and at 33, I’m tiring of performing, so I’m more “honest”, and I’m telling myself that it is a good thing, but this is actually not turning out great for me because I end up really self conscious, feel left out of everything, don’t seek people out, and just want to cry most of the time. I find it so hard to be honest, and to honestly have fun, because in the performance, it feels stilted, and in the “honest” self, it feels dumb and vulnerable. It really sucks. I’m not articulating it very well, so thanks if you’ve read this far.",3.2352511415525096,4.964585150684933,4.5919863013698645,83.81049086757994,74.2054794520548,8.428310502283106,25.865296803652967,9.075114841892004,2.016047488584474,576,20,118,13,12,191,85,146,0.159,0.639,0.201,0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,6,14,2,0,9,0,6,2,1,1,0,26,19,14,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,11,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,4,1,2,0,6,6,10,17,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,2,3,72,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.12549585285688625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905646516012293,0.0,0.08992068591837965,0.13176674103129993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678773676768648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126196599958654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125394472818938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742948634787317,0.0,0.11390215888583807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155781279445265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251222019529025,0.09187245401335564,0.0,0.0,0.11753882289053792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786426933796964,0.0,0.1417828619238855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520107809165757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972517102781928,0.0,0.0,0.06282786648995235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891556186701577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286356247222341,0.0,0.16476996110944336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366348228861146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621846889758624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240278806111637,0.11839836022524088,0.0,0.0,0.08543667282574408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498817437086519,0.1478077286828356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398807673260651,0.2512486362834145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610914756600576,0.07585209764042057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562758467622268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,drvladmir,2019/04/14,"Most embarrassing thing happened when I was at the mall thanks to my anxiety. So I was at the mall earlier today with my mom, while she was quequeing for the ATM I sat on the recieving end what seem to be abandoned booth owned by a bank, there were suitcases in glass cassing, I assumed these were some sort of prize for a bank credit card promo or something. I was just minding my own bussiness when a couple came up to me and asked about the promo, what other prizes the bank were offering, and how to get it. They thought I was a bank employee! (Social Anxiety kicks in) And for some reason I thought the best way to deal with this sitution was to pretended to be an employee attending the booth. “Erh yeah, these are prizes for bank credit lottery.” They kept asking questions and wouldn’t leave, i started to panic and stutter just answering shit I pull out of thin air (Eh yeah, you have to open an account to get these prize. Um.. we also offer vouchers). Out of nowhere the actuall booth employee appear (I can tell because he had a name tag) I freaked out and immediately get of the chair, pointed at the real employee and told the couple to ask him instead. I immediately speed-walk my way out of there, the bank staff had a half grin half confused look on his face.",4.228318356867779,5.8636365772357735,4.8570346598202825,83.30073812580231,71.4390243902439,8.105776636713736,29.207531022678648,8.6894789155246,2.235816260162602,1002,40,194,18,19,321,142,246,0.091,0.7859999999999999,0.123,0.8809999999999999,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,2,5,11,16,1,3,21,2,17,2,2,2,0,39,35,14,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,2,7,3,10,4,1,7,1,2,17,2,24,9,36,15,6,28,0,1,1,0,20,16,1,10,6,134,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.1414744721049094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593627893265593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181061928452284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065955465340517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837528008605741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214208704169924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658125262326566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208236725044789,0.0,0.0,0.14946263202951762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840462400267466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272300163092848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820071888502016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535073589761098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174230210045422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463831998133621,0.16979270979097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700966673939517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704802678816588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240493227929848,0.0,0.0,0.16501303829503927,0.0,0.14905821902714875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197959454931402,0.0,0.0,0.14881452799860426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778353077989634,0.0,0.11160866822505283,0.0,0.0,0.10261389523904707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671434746294774,0.1334732991539945,0.0,0.0,0.09631480173457184,0.0,0.0,0.2301875624527749,0.0,0.0,0.13741913968118952,0.13852961474253833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301484641798877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emmanuellera,2019/04/14,I am socially anxious but sometimes I’m not? I was just wondering if other people are the same. Sometimes I’m super anxious and cannot talk to people. I hate everyone. But other times I think I’m great and I’m super happy to talk to people. I don’t even feel anxious at all. Is it a BPD trait or is it quite common?,-0.5438398692810473,1.6409265441176508,2.627254901960786,89.68375816993465,92.38235294117644,4.786928104575163,19.3202614379085,6.42735559955562,0.31534771241830084,247,8,51,3,9,88,42,68,0.142,0.59,0.268,0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,15,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,4,14,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906862698076873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950918031913885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511534193250456,0.0,0.0,0.1665393081691637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812506712701551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215273748534653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553243277257175,0.0,0.1720729608088424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624873124412029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853763577574688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766429958404198,0.0,0.0,0.34474986334479163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801716049488683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167648176010607,0.0,0.0,0.10162852398991393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890075100777591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TehDragonGuy,2019/04/14,"Does anyone else only get anxiety around people they know? I feel like this might be quite uncommon but I only get social anxiety around the people I know and trust the most. I have no problems being in public and be around/talking to people I don't know. I guess it's because I've realised not to care what they think as it doesn't matter in the long term as I'll never see them again. But it's the people I know that cause it to happen for me. I get paranoid about every little thing I do, about what I wear or how I talk and overthink everything because I know that if I mess up it can (and has previously) have long term consequences. Is this just me or are others like this too?",4.40822695035461,4.787523439716309,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,69.92198581560285,7.9687943262411345,24.88652482269504,7.793537801064563,1.1662397163120573,539,13,112,6,9,177,81,141,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,2,1,28,27,12,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,18,4,13,23,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,6,8,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759848641352244,0.0,0.0,0.09487464573347516,0.13902610669747895,0.0,0.3623673089640728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542557287307288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834068622395124,0.1393866628874364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873953232076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334805061246063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143211139045694,0.0,0.12194562164737555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686068025734758,0.09693394170829486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126706449208272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947317378884856,0.0,0.11998647893190713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728467554705913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257842763421207,0.13599278818487154,0.0,0.2401552745966926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439411604813966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464923113589772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063902857236757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762697159208875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298329578082426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443185190443712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812399196189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383145559293491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181181656260922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901435969288184,0.08694196312126481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,williusethisaccount,2019/04/14,"I just lost my first job today because of anxiety. Before I start I’d just like to say that I have not been formally diagnosed with anxiety but I think it’s fair to say that it’s ruled my life for many years to the point that I’m too anxious to even go about the way of having it formally diagnosed. Basically, I just started my first job at a big fashion retail store yesterday and I coped horribly. For context, this store mainly hires younger people and there is a plethora of different roles they are usually put into that is decided on randomly by the company when you start. The most common role is working on the shop floor just tidying and occasionally having to answer the customers questions but a few people are put on what I would call ‘harder’ roles such as customer service/returns or checkouts. My friend (who joined at the same time) was lucky to just be out doing stock and tidying (which means not taking to anyone but the occasional customer who wants to know where something is) but unluckily for me I was the only person in the whole group of new employees who was put on customer service/refunds (the person who told me even specifically told me not to panic jokingly when she told me) which means I have to learn the tills, deal with customers it’s generally just a far more full on job than the others available apart from maybe working on check outs. I thought I would be fine and would quickly get over my general anxiety in talking to people and starting my first job but my first day literally could not have crashed and burned any worse than it did. I was pretty much thrown in the deep end, shown how to do the refund computers and left to do a few. I messed up everything I did and had to get someone to help me each time. I even had a customer get a bit angry with me for taking so long. I went into the room behind after a while and burst into tears in front of the other staff members and supervisors. Two separate managers had to pull me aside and ask me to take five minutes out to calm myself. I tried to explain that I (assume) have social anxiety and this specific job role is definitely not the best place for me to be but they assured me I’d ‘get used to it’ I cried the whole time after I got back home in stress for going back the next day and stayed up all night. I eventually had to decide to go in an hour earlier today to explain to a supervisor that I couldn’t cope with the role and make one final attempt to ask to change to any of the different roles in the company. I was told that I either had to stick it out for three months til my probationary period ended or hand in a letter of resignation. I didn’t really have much choice but to hand in the letter and leave in shame. I’m so embarrassed and disappointed with myself. I don’t really know if I’m looking for advice or just encouragement but I needed to vent.",6.681292606337426,6.292956617699115,7.1817813302883255,76.0349214958607,65.12389380530972,10.405366828432774,32.38509848701113,9.935076216389866,2.9691689980017126,2279,80,440,44,31,750,268,565,0.098,0.82,0.08199999999999999,-0.7494,8,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,9,23,17,0,4,35,0,40,5,2,3,2,89,79,38,0,8,25,0,2,1,1,3,3,2,2,2,25,30,0,2,14,2,6,9,8,8,0,8,22,5,51,9,90,49,16,89,0,3,1,0,37,39,0,9,40,321,76,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883145867462084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580087312495572,0.0,0.215540323899258,0.07957519154237111,0.0,0.04925207361696971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170054117732133,0.0,0.0,0.1083253578872064,0.0,0.04293851339462355,0.0,0.05993777665716374,0.0,0.07392061485932004,0.0,0.07690034352467884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192534543377921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451434603833781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056239224082313466,0.0,0.07737312808094829,0.09085370919215338,0.07261875969327343,0.0,0.14298671530279272,0.0,0.14718599267114507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477479363689818,0.0,0.0,0.13957143185424425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330537192746027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716167781275722,0.0,0.2396590135626797,0.0,0.0,0.05442042986756314,0.0,0.1472043477837654,0.0,0.12009507008517435,0.0,0.05633591627394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721328517268536,0.0,0.07065532435401048,0.0,0.06936750366590383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494955528456749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742205815396927,0.0,0.0,0.07458395360275492,0.0765313825102753,0.0,0.0497526306439429,0.034412578973975406,0.0,0.0,0.06233564917421605,0.05915040341985146,0.0,0.07689168850918976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047018089763883435,0.07141334637581398,0.07076470611486034,0.15345584352397726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622315219604202,0.0,0.10356046102508117,0.05222908199310728,0.0,0.0680297165884853,0.07491189538889544,0.06610154136894826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047730792248777104,0.05357147564401004,0.0,0.0826441288125354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649907468771498,0.1230079545268828,0.07359299633557254,0.0,0.06658692937912151,0.0,0.0,0.07166103991186075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242973864382408,0.07890697888863332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024911422265734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203067320437972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180294206386863,0.059682114514240873,0.0542268187537387,0.0,0.0,0.1994262699209912,0.07507781984055137,0.0,0.0,0.08068679614044237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888243047883424,0.0566156103538643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513399691717145,0.0,0.05592011546684513,0.1232193587091323,0.0,0.13353448077635705,0.2692271283273909,0.0,0.04782295917579445,0.0,0.06880795116279607,0.0,0.0,0.06083604631935133,0.0775777989629192,0.0,0.04154631449740713,0.05591061721285126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529697861551385,0.0,0.15728361781253875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255979366570424,0.0,0.07178261114018347,0.15011197036934806,0.0,0.0,0.04535993413281482 socialanxiety,AshamedSun,2019/04/14,Have you been afraid to speak in front of everyone to the point that only thinking about it makes you a nonfunctional human being? I have an upcoming seminar where I am the speaker in class but thinking about it paralyzes me. I don't have the motivation to prepare for this seminar and it saddens me. I don't know what to do.,5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,6.8750000000000036,74.27000000000002,67.125,10.775,34.75,10.686352973137794,3.8448875000000013,260,12,49,7,4,88,43,64,0.104,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,10,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43728313570042815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515003638175654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054702229203754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480466920142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43260634924066604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864590487964205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,THROWAWAY_30319,2019/04/14,"I've never really tried alcohol and it's all my anxiety's fault This is kinda just a rant post, so read, don't read, I don't mind, I just wanna have a good old ramble. I'm a 20 year old university student and I've basically never tried alcohol. As a kid, I was barely ever offered it by my parents because it was a thing ""for adults"" and the few times I did try it, I didn't like it (no surprise there). Except it kinda got out of hand from there. I was never really offered it when I was young and when I was a teenager i was still kinda scared to try it, because all my friends were already so experienced with it and I wasn't, so I didn't, and now I'm a damn adult, at uni no less, who still has no experience with alcohol at all. I've never been drunk or even tipsy. I'm terrified of admitting that to anyone (hence the throwaway account lol) because I feel like I'll be immediately laughed at or made fun of. I could lie and say I do drink regularly and stuff but like, if I can't handle my drink I'm gonna look like a massive tool. Plus, it goes without saying I know absolutely nothing about alcohol and all the different drinks and stuff. I feel like most normal people have some kind of interest in it from a young age but I literally do not. I can not get excited about alcohol. The idea of drinking something (that's not even guaranteed to taste nice) that basically loosens your grip on your own body and what you say/do is terrifying. Seeing how much people rant about how good it is only makes me feel worse, because absolutely none of it sounds good to me and then I just feel like I'm even more of a freak for not getting it. It just frustrates me is all. I see all my flatmates drinking before they go on nights out and I really feel if I'd just been that little bit less anxious when I was younger, I would be there with them instead of hiding in my room. I just don't understand why it freaks me out so much and why I can't just be normal.",2.2786764705882376,3.840676181372552,4.215980392156862,86.20941176470589,76.40196078431373,7.447058823529412,24.745098039215684,8.219915518859313,1.404071568627451,1534,52,332,27,34,523,189,408,0.139,0.799,0.062,-0.9789,2,0,11,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,2,0,30,23,2,1,14,1,34,14,2,4,11,75,57,32,0,7,19,1,7,6,1,2,5,3,1,3,26,21,12,0,9,8,1,1,21,6,0,0,16,15,41,17,38,35,17,34,0,0,3,0,16,12,1,9,26,228,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039233227176189,0.0,0.0,0.08341745091532506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578275338956923,0.0853972380281556,0.0,0.05285555676996463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432028263398406,0.0,0.06432306955044903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252668718902405,0.08396546888544829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035391574167737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897736095209662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370256017861135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978304867341624,0.0683771271292499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394330297449046,0.0,0.0,0.19110747240179868,0.1620084297323959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058402051103078764,0.0,0.07898720997596383,0.0,0.0429605722055171,0.19020849162401088,0.060457682329535176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533396149796439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871724610493203,0.04154328629723593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158206402093306,0.07576286035790784,0.0,0.0,0.06347808886663939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152680596190368,0.05045812552091155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763261874140374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113736792899044,0.0,0.2332042806368005,0.0,0.0,0.07093780049912084,0.1481278640305253,0.07253238813072832,0.0,0.1586417942382547,0.0,0.0,0.05749098391620092,0.0,0.0,0.08393576824342311,0.0,0.0,0.10481169746100964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239606617258093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122454851639833,0.0,0.1452781628241273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803409432133399,0.0756805969560051,0.0,0.12047378414232217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581942746082731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207354470632577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306909294056855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021984501849743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044078196991657166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052875298840605,0.0,0.0,0.07869374846692075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641971644950535,0.0,0.0,0.07286781508897862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770345205711097,0.053698258699471216,0.0,0.0,0.0486786524418088 socialanxiety,BladesNFoxes,2019/04/14,"[rant]My social anxiety is ruining my friendships online after voice chat was implemented I feel frustrated. Ever since League of Legends implemented voice chat in parties my friendships have gotten strained. At this point everyone I know uses it but me. They push me to use it but I just have a mental block about trying it. They say its fine but they want me to talk. Now no one ever wants to play with me. I guess I'm too boring. I wish voice was never implemented..I always feel like I'm an afterthought. 3rd wheel. Etc. People forget I'm even in the party. I just hate my voice. I have a speech impediment too so naturally I don't want to talk. I'm socially awkward. I'm afraid I won't know what to say. I don't even have a quality Mic. I'm afraid peoples opinion of me will change. I hate this. Its triggering my depression. I don't want to play alone, I dont want to reach out to anyone and get a pity invite. I want people to WANT to invite. Sorry I just really needed to rant. My mind is overactive right now. I cant sleep. And yes most do know I have social anxiety and most know about my speech impediment but most havent actually heard me. I only talked a little to 2 people and it was barely anything. Just awkwardness.",0.9070673076923086,3.4331338906882607,3.0899481275303664,86.65714891194334,88.63562753036436,6.3263663967611325,19.45964068825911,7.6454224807358475,0.950068927125506,969,29,193,20,32,328,123,247,0.198,0.66,0.142,-0.9497,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,0,16,16,3,5,7,1,19,1,1,3,3,44,48,9,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,9,6,0,1,7,4,0,1,9,12,0,1,5,11,33,4,22,41,4,15,0,3,0,0,14,7,0,5,8,118,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.10521861127002892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116709607916422,0.0,0.0,0.08971645001780383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496690165244798,0.0,0.0,0.07539157256112615,0.0,0.08872822855469062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406126308271053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286683597405256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636645221416642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024990892189752,0.14243068307380552,0.1950621450804799,0.0,0.10302843662263927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903597466778336,0.0770279798510843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056332487407338386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187779679230748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290358813254984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702436411268524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267632922237103,0.1080658597348742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865910526954826,0.0,0.108869372463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994856532350449,0.08315888867518942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306290320300057,0.08200340608259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900049029005044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192653728550748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907346375311313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207930504028472,0.0,0.1714885893667164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919138171432912,0.0,0.10789975780729516,0.32973251596326697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069777848983425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599894531921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320398578197998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624698874961187,0.0,0.0,0.4451730105632751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398985247435572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrwooley,2019/04/14,"I really love gaming and streaming on twitchtv but social anxiety makes it hard For quite a while now I've been attempting to stream on twitchtv. I love to play games but streaming is so much more exciting. Theres just one huge problem. My social anxiety makes it so difficult and I find myself so uncomfortable being on camera and having people judge my skills in games. It sounds so ridiculous but surely others with anxiety like mine will get it. I know my anxiety is affecting the way I act and the way I'm playing on stream. I literally sweat bullets while streaming, even though I know not many people may even be watching. It's close to some of the worst feelings of anxiety I've ever had. The frustrating thing is I know this anxiety also is a major part of the reason I'm not getting viewers to stay. I know someone might say ""if you have such bad anxiety just stop streaming"". While they're probably right I just feel like that streaming games is what I want to do. I so badly want to stream, and if anything make friends through streaming. Anyways I know it's a lot to read but I just felt like I really had to get this off my chest and I wanted to know if anyone else maybe has had a similar problem? Maybe even just in online gaming in general.",4.587967479674795,5.983910073170732,5.2814634146341515,81.5389430894309,70.21951219512195,8.55609756097561,29.52032520325203,8.998388855275968,2.4484813008130084,1002,39,189,19,18,324,130,246,0.203,0.6459999999999999,0.15,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,20,18,2,0,9,0,18,4,2,5,2,50,40,23,0,8,14,0,4,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,1,11,8,0,1,2,8,0,1,5,8,23,10,23,30,7,21,0,0,2,2,12,11,0,7,9,130,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784627072000936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254051313580476,0.0,0.0,0.06860444417809147,0.1005306391659,0.0807404673508549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638442233844008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196267770825866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441253539834047,0.08875083506570028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922000806436024,0.07009353385698805,0.0942059991789182,0.0,0.08967553496057444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580357675967195,0.0,0.15378346106057372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789196668682946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235293588702956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380242372764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341405270129401,0.17710563618845399,0.0,0.1964780167218448,0.09947343482655326,0.1971398551943722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408474501097847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212597709799454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648541334265917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624922364572913,0.0,0.13604148148451448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578480345347804,0.1877660324857337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435761532599863,0.09814177289062052,0.0,0.12571024657685131,0.10087878878783216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378986308412545,0.0,0.07802516220794962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003222479331986,0.08313270879648736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045777714928384,0.0,0.08202871849805662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247243513500188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518339347362091,0.0,0.09639770698349434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361269918759809,0.15575859190708696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shysette,2019/04/14,Bringing up something with one of the friends So over the summer I met a girl and well things were going well until my social anxiety got in the way. Anyway its been awhile I've accepted she won't talk to me again which is something I've learned to live with. Now one of my friends is hanging out with her and well I don't have many friends and he knows damn well how much that girl hurt me and seeing pictures of them together are bringing up feelings I thought were gone. Anyway idk what to say to him and like its getting to the point where I cant sleep and I can't really do anything. Any advice?,2.9262903225806447,4.479002274193551,3.4250322580645154,92.59254838709681,74.64516129032259,6.250322580645161,26.10967741935484,6.742157984588678,0.8844090322580649,478,17,103,4,10,149,81,124,0.07,0.759,0.171,0.9022,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,11,11,1,0,5,0,12,1,1,1,0,16,23,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,2,4,2,7,3,13,9,17,15,1,17,0,1,1,0,14,7,1,0,5,73,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591932617029253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078403509392014,0.0,0.1246253088730466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340606240236373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237192967274559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775903882051672,0.0,0.08511348121839903,0.0,0.09258521364809953,0.0,0.1302935959132803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439797131866888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895307916075616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958934469736237,0.0,0.14385205845333499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516464647985651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975721488029435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207833641203707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400211878050954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436398658076113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295521598814785,0.0,0.0,0.12981776628174765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630271346477887,0.16606570261786455,0.0,0.2508313586666431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094047182900578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822982194391996,0.0,0.0,0.129331932627684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293099650846029,0.0,0.0,0.5859007607581945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peachii-cherry,2019/04/14,"I wish there was a backspace button for in-person conversations. I wish I could backspace all the stuttering, mispronunciations, and poorly constructed sentences that come out of my mouth.",10.404999999999998,12.605940833333335,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,57.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.841333333333335,155,7,22,4,2,46,26,30,0.077,0.7020000000000001,0.221,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31599019238272674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29288263477938664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203004167334024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8436691315930792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nikki_090,2019/04/14,"Feeling broken and needing some support and love ❤️ sorry if it’s long ! I’m a 28 year old female and scared to be around people and make friends. I can wear a mask when I’m in social situations for the most part but that gets old when the relationships are superficial or when I’m depleted of energy. I’ve pretty much given up on relationships with others because my self esteem is so low. I can’t maintain them. I find myself just agreeing to everything they say because deep down I’m still a little girl afraid of not fitting in. My self esteem is so low and I’ve been fighting so hard trying to get better with no luck. I hate that I can’t stand up for myself and speak my mind. I always leave social situations being upset with myself because I couldn’t say what I was thinking or feeling. I told myself this year after getting sexually assaulted too many times before and being used by friends that I wouldn’t let anyone in until I can truly love myself and stand up for myself. It’s hard not blame yourself when I know I wouldn’t have been in those situations if I had self confidence and healthy self esteem. But you know what this is so freaking hard to do alone!! I’ve tried therapy and the woman wasn’t the best. I told her everything about myself and was completely opened but it just wasn’t working. It never felt like it was helping. I’ve listened to podcasts, tried reading self help books, tried herbal supplements, and cbd oil. Nothing helps!! It’s just hard when you can feel your life passing you by. Anyone have any advice on building self esteem or just any support/kindness that’ll lift my spirits even for a few minutes. Thank you for listening to my rant if you made it this far! I appreciate you love all of you! This Reddit helps me sooo sooo much!",4.120252910052908,5.721745448571429,4.906698412698415,82.97244973544973,71.65714285714286,7.242328042328044,26.3915343915344,7.793537801064563,1.5253502645502652,1417,47,268,18,27,458,180,350,0.15,0.6579999999999999,0.192,0.9718,0,1,0,0,2,0,28.0,0,8,2,3,20,20,3,3,8,0,28,5,1,3,2,53,57,31,0,7,15,0,8,1,2,3,1,5,0,8,19,17,0,0,8,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,13,14,40,11,33,36,8,36,1,2,0,3,40,18,0,9,16,178,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761374783733105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806962747403493,0.0,0.0,0.0648313872115208,0.0,0.0,0.10596952390876756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895973329809387,0.0,0.0,0.0693607251186151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248848700502698,0.0,0.06629978881533934,0.0,0.08176681598160677,0.06890934291998131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169222571486008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146201595876144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400496656282124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818825018605562,0.0,0.07481046358286328,0.0,0.07121275078990012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039362180873245,0.0,0.12212186180912853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791855648412982,0.07692477220289241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889869533412586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113631437922655,0.0856399151175986,0.0,0.0,0.08250056389578654,0.0,0.07967320119900866,0.05503355460728036,0.0380652544323742,0.07809113708162999,0.0,0.06895218018440881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109635510775597,0.07372490403603359,0.05200875967883542,0.07899341696297732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867177580295319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455274250252714,0.05777286544959265,0.060092726704089126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476138886014877,0.0,0.16351703251713648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437417728737465,0.0,0.05401633858278509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926740158580975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793592330406951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673027553453606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392201360380167,0.0780063456341524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876930145407403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26273862873853576,0.0,0.15884873148979445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721928265431785,0.0,0.0,0.06222289062667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683367066330472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173351504893835,0.08910240810421068,0.0,0.0,0.049924682410504406,0.0,0.0,0.04543276887020694,0.0,0.0,0.14890193419722794,0.0,0.21159624335186691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729340406474893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672293034720261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034920283696867 socialanxiety,llllllllllllllllp5,2019/04/14,"How do you deal with people that want to fool you? [English is not my native language] Hi guys, yesterday I(16M) went to the cinema with my group of friends. When we took our seats the guy next to me, let's call him B asked if we could switch seats so he could sits next to another friend. I wanted to be polite so I switched, but it turned out that B just wanted to change seat because the guy next to his one was annoying. I didn't want to ruin the night to the other guys so I didn't argue with B. Right now i feel so dumb for not understanding his intentions. How should I act in this type of situation?",1.88469577666428,3.535490826771653,3.2213886900501087,92.5305368647101,77.74015748031495,6.822906227630638,20.20687186828919,7.686295010490155,0.4387858267716536,473,11,109,7,11,154,86,127,0.086,0.8059999999999999,0.108,-0.2245,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,2,0,0,9,7,3,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,0,23,20,9,0,8,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,5,1,17,2,17,10,0,14,0,1,0,0,21,3,1,1,7,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146238051612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303781303697999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501473186373876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240627988357804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475322885594901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269809444223848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377918319766375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051617018473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549596794748752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523571669335425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260932891554529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449582109208856,0.13087562588891624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450305061520124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668538077847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909977352880785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156761114823719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549473972572461,0.0,0.15169459260375456,0.0,0.14518484519802438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32903316931003823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292826576805818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,obamakolama,2019/04/14,"Anyone have advice for coping with tiredness after social interaction? I’m a highschooler and I actually have to track and limit my social interaction because I get so physically tired after talking to people for a while. It feels like I’m not even in my body. I don’t really have a problem with social anxiety; I used to have it but not really anymore - but this one things bugs me out a lot. I’m afraid to go to parties and events because they wear me down so much. I really want to “fix” this because next year is going to be hectic in terms of clubs I have to lead and volunteering I have to do, etc.",2.598595041322316,4.64009679338843,4.888429752066116,79.60719008264465,76.93388429752066,7.705785123966942,23.396694214876035,8.575989854853784,1.7119685950413217,476,15,91,10,11,166,72,121,0.048,0.885,0.067,0.4865,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,4,0,10,3,2,2,0,18,19,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,12,1,20,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,67,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.16734538949920513,0.0,0.0,0.16757392486182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118615650922186,0.0,0.17006781958356887,0.11990684844548012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136084294515508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048204895690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912519810220201,0.11326474398362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670836570622538,0.12250947940602945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959424509459714,0.0,0.19491864755099012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377929270025443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457910824189932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260617837296498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237707831381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162032063231725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888665157257793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408873703597365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295745559545276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244244877250471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783377859668758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392753597877768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970976838225032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810865919609334,0.0,0.0,0.10114675931517364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043122346195797 socialanxiety,Puppydog589,2019/04/14,"Social anxiety getting worse at work..don’t know what to do. I try really hard to stay at the same place but works been getting really hard for me lately. I work as a sever in a restaurant and I have a hard time connecting/socializing with people. Outside of work I use to be like this but I’ve gotten a lot better, I’m actually pretty social in my day to day life-and if I go to a party or am around my friends I’m usually pretty talkative/fun. And if I’m drunk then I’m on of the most extroverted people you’ll ever meet. I’m not sure what to do though. I’m currently in school and only work one day a week but honestly that one day drains me and I really don’t like my job... However I feel this way about most of my jobs. They’re hard. I don’t like feeling like I can’t be myself. People think I’m either a bitch or awkward. I also have a hard time trying to stand up for myself...I’m super quiet and feel like I’m always in someone’s way or that I’m doing something wrong. I thought about nannying/babysitting because it’s the only other job option I can think about in college that makes decent income while I go to school. Plus I have experience, like kids, and it doesn’t involve social interaction. Part of me also feels like I should stay and try to get better at my social skills but it’s just really hard for me. I don’t want to continue to live my life like this and want to find a job where I don’t feel like an anxious mess 24/7. If anyone has any suggestions about jobs they like that don’t require intense social interaction or if they have any tips please let me know. I’m hoping to start therapy soon but don’t have the money atm.",1.7000072254335272,3.588713462427748,3.8031755780346814,87.05395411849712,79.11560693641619,6.752745664739885,20.63908959537572,7.756953410329674,0.7922430635838151,1302,34,274,21,32,445,161,346,0.102,0.684,0.214,0.9928,8,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,9,12,21,1,1,14,0,25,2,0,2,2,52,57,28,0,8,16,0,11,10,1,2,1,1,0,1,13,11,1,1,11,1,2,2,9,4,0,2,3,12,32,17,38,49,6,36,0,0,0,0,15,13,1,13,26,160,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.06579286264912251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078325942818894,0.05609941057138428,0.0,0.0,0.09169675500566264,0.0,0.05157663920414443,0.07616618309806092,0.0,0.047142110302955766,0.0,0.0,0.060018703336748136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109902357485408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192562333444989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392305605153027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609858691557301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595036658414598,0.0,0.0,0.17044961957158275,0.19266140228654904,0.0,0.0,0.06162128432399715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208905370162918,0.0,0.10567357510059124,0.0,0.07663345757210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36237414394364337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696395239848818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345231315695619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410529013988011,0.0,0.07605346890202468,0.0,0.0,0.06894221792627972,0.0952424468427195,0.32938340960356444,0.0,0.059533699733327526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731865508673175,0.0,0.0,0.04500383052135222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137200153392272,0.10255293750847808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730100313575592,0.0,0.14022304100166186,0.0,0.07044026567809783,0.07400766567316464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718214888664032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276566791951978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646666453016554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616618309806092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436344874711387,0.05712532729940896,0.051903736905533016,0.0,0.0,0.04772070759414264,0.1437229584181099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354319737363777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710142864641467,0.0,0.0,0.08640090476716343,0.06624048033639095,0.053524492633417575,0.07862708678217584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732265776332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822982456101995,0.0742543589984075,0.0,0.07953293321007426,0.10703080257097763,0.05408080645793894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454153069390343,0.0,0.06870743754916267,0.0,0.07371393476755303,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xander110202,2019/04/14,"I want to hang out with others but am never invited and don't want to go uninvited. Also feel like others just don't care about me Example being a friends suprise birthday party. She put on Snapchat for people to come over. I wanted to but I feel like it would be better if I didn't go. How can I get people to start including me more, cause its been like this forever.",2.9376754385964894,4.3769981184210565,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,74.39473684210526,7.698245614035088,24.508771929824558,8.344100000000001,1.4702350877192991,291,9,60,5,6,98,56,76,0.04,0.68,0.28,0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,17,20,6,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,2,8,6,11,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204522084480515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133084510204668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209618504850005,0.23385103533781884,0.0,0.1960934215567557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020526470285066,0.3252549728687668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758756403452793,0.0,0.11893354660687025,0.0,0.25874838309734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336431397754099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557153992702554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563659252472703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288430797238259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112617545185245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028074392649979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617103416030212,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,freeflyingspirit,2019/04/14,"Any really attractive guys/girls? What are we gonna do--can't even attract our other half, not to mention the rest of the world?",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,72.6,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7033999999999998,101,3,20,2,2,32,24,25,0.08199999999999999,0.779,0.138,0.3491,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943539208278262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772725936775374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599105012280077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,random51482,2019/04/15,"Just venting I'm 35 and have suffered with social anxiety since elementary school. I'm frustrated because nothing seems to help, including medication and therapy. I feel like my entire life has been a waste, because I've missed out on friendships and experiences that more social people have. I just wish I could be normal, and I also wish I was the kind of person that people cared about.",8.341478873239437,8.618969873239442,8.284612676056339,67.28072183098595,61.53521126760563,11.043661971830986,36.059859154929576,10.686352973137794,4.072518309859156,315,13,50,7,4,102,53,71,0.195,0.639,0.16699999999999998,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,14,15,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,11,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318385802296372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653655751795666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233536326714538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529976614135047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293847843255565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737435853539436,0.0,0.0,0.09685431570445577,0.13684460200047555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283930942138241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947166141162012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529865948300898,0.0935825049704963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296822673054653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876800358344356,0.18379906160973228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655957171068991,0.16725559169262075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386058828937247,0.0,0.1743815107703603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845357954558967,0.0,0.0,0.39052575441497017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190561096631925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44055009742572254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thenofapstorm,2019/04/15,Men- What are the biggest obstacles you face/have faced with confidence (especially in social situations)? I really appreciate your input and am looking for common sticking points etc. Thanks in advance :),7.150312500000003,11.186258406250005,7.442500000000003,55.95250000000002,74.3125,10.7,36.125,10.125756701596842,5.796975,167,9,19,6,4,54,31,32,0.064,0.637,0.299,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407351300737325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318554127948974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735770452655442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531652814111019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44420388545895545,0.0,0.40284078553716585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638327518342568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JDubStep99,2019/04/15,First therapy session tomorrow Any tips on what to say or what to expect? Kind of nervous but also excited for it.,1.718939393939397,4.4857687727272735,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,88.54545454545455,8.387878787878789,30.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,3.7079515151515134,91,5,15,3,3,32,20,22,0.063,0.8109999999999999,0.126,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631216876034298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30878493323058953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862339146144145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472846729777423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610967501316119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192715815318872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SammyAmico,2019/04/15,"Anyone else have high confidence and happiness as a kid (like up to 12-13) and then get bullied hard so you become quiet and anxious? As a kid I used to be outgoing and not afraid to do presentations and stuff in school, I even had a girlfriend in 8th grade but I got bullied a lot (I kind of deserved it, I had low social skills although I was confident) and all my confidence disappeared. Now I’m quiet af and have developed better social skills but have no confidence or energy to talk to anyone.",5.67278911564626,6.027130836734695,6.794285714285718,75.44238095238099,67.16326530612244,10.61496598639456,31.639455782312922,10.504223727775694,3.3464435374149666,394,15,74,10,6,133,65,98,0.165,0.645,0.19,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,12,15,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,8,4,11,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447160967282309,0.0,0.3029279597749661,0.2219502087819888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923698988574066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158055942624647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095611030243472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307380376606582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131736936878339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324878858542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059333737033716,0.194046715690418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288682626551931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557377330685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582835983975213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416043671871815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922845624512616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416284868410801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479751913917144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741089265529056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708795426175487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imabird99,2019/04/15,"Finding a job So im 18 years old and i just quit my job at an Amazon warehouse, long story short i am currently to out of shape and i resigned to get in shape so i can go back sooner than if i got fired, in the meantime I need a job. I get really bad anxiety in crowds and in 1 on 1 situations. I did work at a small local place but trying to take orders was almost impossible because i would be freaking out and have bad hearing. I don't have any anxiety medication or a therapist (cause money). What options do I have? I liked working in the warehouse because i was alone but i couldn't do my job fast enough because of my fitness. (Im actually really under weight and have been sedentary for a long time, my fault 100%)",2.0174307692307707,3.7040058200000026,4.407333333333336,84.01546153846158,77.46666666666667,7.282051282051282,26.205128205128197,8.139509932561175,1.695897435897436,563,22,117,10,13,197,91,150,0.172,0.775,0.053,-0.9468,5,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,1,0,19,23,11,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,5,3,18,1,18,15,1,28,0,1,0,0,2,18,0,4,9,75,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.12850989436777469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318679489486364,0.13639054157873706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955333318212584,0.0,0.20148411815784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126104857408626,0.21991035893553854,0.24082997602903156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528132762441475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607039152868447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036175993003552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376045914084999,0.0,0.0748421419976026,0.0,0.10532407306185597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484235667254261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449438059359994,0.0,0.5227257859971528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433680717070317,0.0,0.0,0.23308201595788985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266325364072865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764604912158972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818591189073062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758743330270745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006792653382105,0.0,0.0,0.1687272512606779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802444508790347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901406789127712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529015866590882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678916990366001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940848359991609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036225728130474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917429575251408,0.0,0.0,0.09354839789805476,0.0,0.0,0.08480368000857141 socialanxiety,midnighttoker92,2019/04/15,Anybody else get anxious from a work text? I usually avoid texting back but my new boss sure is pushy,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.0599999999999987,90.935,78.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.7425000000000002,81,4,16,1,2,25,20,20,0.253,0.617,0.13,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464758545519981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389280751268405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301480166766847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064813973320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816971754645577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724816210343021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352690004872892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877182613829463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zuzia120,2019/04/15,I canceled a date because I got too anxious to buy a bus ticket And now he thinks that i don't want to hang out. 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I have never had a close guy friend. I have three sisters and am not close to my cousin's so I'm not used to being friends with guys in long term. I currently have one or two guy friends but I tend to get very anxious when I talk to an average guy. Even when I don't find him attractive. I blush, feel really uncomfortable and act really unlike myself. I have a fear of guys getting a crush on me. It is strange to think of since I am bisexual and I am okay being around girls but I for some reason don't really enjoy being around guys out of fear that they get a crush on me. When I was younger a few guys had gotten crushes on me but back then I didnt think much of it. This is long so I won't get into detail but last year(and a bit of this year) I had a serious issue with a guy that was irrationality obsessed with me.. he moved his locker next to mine, tried to walk me to my bus every day, tried to engage in conversation every day, even when I wanted to be alone. This upset me since I thought of him as a friend at first but he kept getting creepier so it made me really disgusted. For my birthday he had made me a painting, and an entire book filled with detailed drawings.. I barely talked to him and he did that. On Valentine's Day he broke into my locker and put decorations, hearts, two stuffed animals and a letter saying ""I always think about you etc..."" I didn't read the whole letter since I ended up going through a mental breakdown and told the teachers before but it was really creepy. So I think that this might be the cause to why I can't talk to guys. This one guy that I have been friendly with recently had shown slight interest in me, and when I realized that, I haven't been able to act normal around him. I feel too uncomfortable and just want to be left alone. It's weird because I do feel flattered that someone would like me, but I still don't want the attention. It kind of feels like a burden or a pressure I have. I think I might be afraid that it'll end up like the other guy? Please give me advice!! I was thinking about it today and would like to know other people's opinions. I don't want to talk about it to my friend because I don't want to seem like I'm bragging, as this is a serious issue I have that I want to fix.. Thank you, please tell me your opinion or thoughts!!",3.42959794696322,4.23154057684631,4.524707157114347,88.11797604790421,72.37325349301398,7.48220131166239,24.493926432848593,7.658307877764058,0.9861928828058169,1883,51,414,22,35,617,210,501,0.13699999999999998,0.731,0.131,-0.7936,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,1,1,21,33,1,6,22,1,51,2,1,5,1,77,89,33,0,9,13,2,4,6,7,6,1,1,0,14,27,24,0,1,19,2,0,7,14,12,0,6,22,5,70,21,57,54,8,50,0,1,0,0,50,19,0,10,30,278,97,2,0.05288475015525186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516783657866149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954530390937657,0.0,0.0,0.08800869727634934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059744714629778276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123591956892853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066510848857772,0.0,0.06447610567227435,0.0,0.045001027236219585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773645013933139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432720618432815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231886641174764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368038322416873,0.0,0.05898047587547045,0.06985975741917264,0.0,0.08911536581274176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902009352077796,0.1069604747497737,0.037780876077784666,0.0,0.0,0.048335703553869784,0.044983741465870086,0.0,0.0,0.28601038748556923,0.0,0.13815049609275565,0.050731871259566144,0.030055622242775217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6283706061872939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266868356411774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103958785452778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550713291620816,0.029064075629626592,0.04310812981010751,0.0,0.0,0.057459435782371726,0.0,0.03735406302252376,0.15502090568366153,0.0,0.0,0.09360267940272532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000816585933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053295389530509316,0.1122047252139092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620812001228912,0.03887637636145229,0.0,0.04078797956116196,0.0,0.05624353175452,0.0,0.05181582665650451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167215074658052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666362694661216,0.0,0.0,0.11610314935610383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316378077203381,0.0,0.0,0.05289906151970904,0.0,0.16939662570437916,0.054374331102299375,0.052217310714514326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205607596190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481442903290329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312404354730597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480907718904401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223382978800084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253379468029834,0.04622360262540918,0.048689172652691515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372048875480654,0.0,0.08396916867870759,0.0,0.0,0.05012855949565048,0.05053364509952199,0.0,0.07181054781848763,0.0,0.10332143289386993,0.0,0.0,0.04567544426981741,0.0,0.04363545741716935,0.1871567750291825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772026131842684,0.05904393492503079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513561834536553,0.0,0.0,0.0681120904106795 socialanxiety,FrenchMulan,2019/04/15,"Getting SO’s family to accept me I’ve been with my boyfriend for around a year now and have met all of his family. I have bad social anxiety so it’s hard to open up with his family and create that connection. Family is really important to him and he resents me for not opening up to them. Do you guys have any tricks? Any tips that could help someone with bad anxiety connect with people. From what he told me, his family will give warmth if I give some first but it is quite a big ask for me to give warmth to cold people",2.5377777777777766,4.164132037037041,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.85185185185185,8.503703703703705,21.259259259259263,9.150863307647796,1.4595481481481478,412,10,88,10,9,138,68,108,0.102,0.785,0.114,0.5199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,2,4,5,2,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,13,1,18,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,3,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319350296180515,0.0,0.21733095349405768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645184161790354,0.13279466074816074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720642811776624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341287766912587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695457975347558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082500617231788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742136336337452,0.4087929410710091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064874681571865,0.0,0.0,0.12724610637700062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521103150018873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695484669655586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108434503846405,0.0,0.0,0.09099887061119777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479890890126726,0.12035586306332133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573188405619796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147353550530908 socialanxiety,LiaLili338,2019/04/15,"How to not be intimidated by people you idolize? (Not sure if this is the correct subreddit, but wasn't sure where else to post) So this might be a silly situation, but an author that I've looked up to for *years* followed me back on twitter. She did so after I sent her a letter (over DMs) thanking her for the writing advice she'd given me over the years. She said my letter was so heartfelt that moved her to tears, and then she followed me back on twitter, much to my shock. This happened awhile back but my nervousness knowing that she sees my tweets hasn't dwindled at all. I just feel like she followed me out of obligation and that she thinks that I'm annoying when I talk to her. I know this is almost certainly not true and I know my nervousness stems from the fact that I look up to her. Still, whenever I talk to her I feel like she's judging me or that I'm being cringey, and I just want to hide under a rock. I want to be able to talk to her like a person but I'm just so intimidated by her. How do I get over this? **Tl;dr I want to be able to talk to someone I idolize without thinking she's judging everything I say. Any tips for getting over this?**",1.8636704545454563,3.756964329166672,3.4145454545454537,90.01227272727274,78.625,6.196969696969697,24.24242424242424,7.1686216300943375,0.8947083333333334,909,32,196,11,22,300,116,240,0.079,0.782,0.138,0.9108,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,15,14,1,2,9,0,14,0,0,2,7,40,40,18,0,4,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,13,5,0,0,7,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,6,7,42,10,35,27,2,27,0,0,3,0,29,12,0,4,12,143,55,0,0.2632540545557883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286244076619928,0.0,0.0,0.1318054543341139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951089223206145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036391773755778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995749127944614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829788475765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133109159882708,0.18806874917530247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375393780949907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639734551690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170163155433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291895037005116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106710359899884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963547509520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989869904608032,0.0967610102491216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125360732613773,0.11493164312793636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606230706123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520744522722946,0.10467509521340974,0.0,0.0,0.10488969893181088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795429361660636,0.0,0.0,0.11152715306671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511751401368892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481138309350665,0.0,0.0,0.4231872743311783,0.0,0.12118448206864565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868256842651794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329110930815513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268837571744679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952698001071245 socialanxiety,pajama_llama_,2019/04/15,"Ladies! How do you deal with catty coworkers? I’m trying not to care. Lots of people at my new job are really nice but there are more women than men. There are these two women on my team, and they give me the absolute bare minimum of help. Like, to get their help, I have to basically block off time at a meeting I’m leading with my manager there. Luckily my manager is cool! My first week there, they invited me to eat lunch with them, but ever since then they’ve been kind of bitchy. One of them looks me up and down every time I come over (which isn’t often - I try to avoid it as much as possible) as though she’s critiquing my body and my outfit and every single facet of my appearance. (I do spend more money on clothes and my hair and dress a tad nicer, since I am single, but I almost always wear jeans with no heels, so I can blend in with everyone else, except for once I’ll wear a dress or a skirt but still no heels.) Is this the behavior of someone who’s insecure? Because the way she looks me up and makes me feel awfully insecure. She’s straight as an arrow and I can tell, so it’s not even like she’s checking me out... more like sizing me up, as though I’m some kind of threat. WTF!!!! Once in a while I talk to a couple of the guys, if they’re friendly, but I never approach them. One guy was nice to me, and so I smiled at him one day, because he was nice and we had an interesting convo and I found out we share the same taste in music. Honestly, he’s really cute. I don’t dare flirt with him but we are sometimes friendly. And this other woman, who has a boyfriend already but is his friend also outside of work, reacted to the smile I gave him with this cold look of horror on her face. What do these bitches care??? They all have boyfriends and husbands anyway!",2.384459582198001,3.874117332425069,3.6818174386921,90.45467892824708,75.94822888283379,7.073169845594912,22.315077202543144,7.793537801064563,0.8149364940962753,1379,37,305,20,30,451,197,367,0.119,0.7070000000000001,0.174,0.9786,2,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,3,1,7,4,16,24,2,3,15,2,22,10,7,4,3,55,38,36,0,1,12,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,12,26,3,2,2,1,3,4,7,5,0,5,6,8,51,19,50,32,10,34,0,0,3,0,44,18,1,7,14,210,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115979211594667,0.0,0.12298436955861472,0.08912400516013938,0.0927327064797244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358739299023681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379232573352605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725498090988705,0.0,0.0,0.0960015925361349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123313819052244,0.0,0.07187399806260229,0.11489680806457794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403794962095665,0.09309954208412746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360959291506068,0.10081005568914037,0.1877975544802665,0.10649224050323132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635087563424376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479663312401604,0.0,0.12219571794989174,0.2583106780546299,0.0,0.05822637898602576,0.1069099730429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206998050093545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940094784038824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059380144839534,0.0,0.0,0.2321094873884918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334190358305836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28076185454194225,0.0,0.0,0.09474812593987833,0.0,0.0,0.07439163733974398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192625751070301,0.0,0.08595468069864665,0.10763606157100003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373745146510094,0.2265578081590111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772632128719388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563957744471774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279141090589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843799708837032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442855379511636,0.0,0.1102237836951921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900159785225674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957675597548695,0.0974094585501696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189919272786016,0.0,0.12997110817500368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133019028994435,0.0,0.10886737795386693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846132158977238,0.08939594017782722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811346336519891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LeftPlant7,2019/04/15,"Social anxiety and a strip club So my friend went to a strip club a couple of days ago for the first time and he said it was awesome, he had way more fun than he thought he would have. Well, now he wants me \[21, M\] and another friend of his to go with him. My issue is that since I'm terrible in social situations, and haven't actually seen a nude person in real life, this is going to go horribly, but then again, I keep telling myself I need to let loose and go do something I've never done before. Does anyone have experience in these clubs? Any advice?",3.6673684210526334,4.559169201754386,4.976271929824564,84.76598684210526,71.89473684210526,8.156140350877193,23.899122807017545,8.472884824447931,1.2796175438596489,435,11,93,7,8,145,84,114,0.07400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.097,0.3989,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,0,1,14,23,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,2,8,4,12,14,1,17,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0,8,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.15860721924459678,0.0,0.0,0.1588238213181433,0.14407429612234413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105269381784164,0.17042836391723218,0.1243360904628506,0.0,0.0,0.11364574702197718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830226633732734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983792343130714,0.0,0.10481931919412868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223233981333608,0.16632607106736946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898691485515834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824914174525588,0.0,0.0,0.2511427418733257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694814032163943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696405741692006,0.0,0.14446539283767298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619938749523402,0.11480074767636317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205149875625474,0.12535424987118973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191616570877172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499633717431707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546045985356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344476691294505,0.18269212445562627,0.0,0.3313606266686221,0.0,0.12512462670750713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205962383509285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290317915385232,0.09477337730638193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586524181270263,0.12900987497559974,0.0,0.0,0.14613526467985194,0.15066825349829216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545765661385685,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babaloopey,2019/04/15,"I thought I was the only one before I discovered this subreddjt I've been browsing this place for a couple months already and it has helped me to connect with others while having social anxiety. Some scenarios I experience through my life are : no one can here my voice while I speak to them to the point I need to whisper, being obvious that im awkward whenever I sit next to people I don't know, I always avoid eye contact, I can't stand being alone in public which gives me panic attacks",7.451562500000001,6.728831864583337,7.877166666666664,72.78450000000002,63.6875,10.596666666666668,35.86666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.5234691666666667,393,16,70,7,5,130,73,96,0.131,0.828,0.041,-0.7948,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,10,2,1,0,1,8,14,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,4,15,0,9,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,4,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414968077140207,0.23882893204966815,0.0,0.1800818537681935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556353630840706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621319999231706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841606263236701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946870498187225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170390473269948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761333150666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506424250490751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337747319321983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894080424818755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528664580444302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274733064488154,0.0,0.0,0.16047542949712254,0.0,0.0,0.23016905770166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29330859720533786,0.1645999744721091,0.0,0.2539265780768918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004094165101775,0.0,0.2261167005862697,0.0,0.2045903485804954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206167048537628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718162411557404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rorysgoingtoyale,2019/04/15,Nobody cares It’s my 25th birthday this weekend and none of my friends even realize it. They keep talking about other plans they have around that time. I always make sure to make a big deal out of other peoples birthdays because I know how it feels to not feel loved or cared about. Shit like this makes my SA worse bc it just validates the fact that I’m invisible and makes me anxious around people even more because nobody really cares about me,6.886279069767442,7.092335069767443,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465117,64.5813953488372,8.74046511627907,31.153488372093026,8.238735603445708,2.125026046511628,360,12,68,4,5,109,62,86,0.14300000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.159,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,5,2,20,14,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,7,10,14,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,3,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871499576210405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883333827940869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968121801711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032481561908083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099119001890318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718693527751394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021905230373884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685858586798405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879873050144255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481783551464901,0.0,0.0,0.09161874343245267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144545156874078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046111331951575,0.0,0.4451174154212708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311496483377389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067978640470674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112408809719604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712097978603062,0.0,0.0,0.1339941407645587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720918543250727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989041081509448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OctoberOrJuly,2019/04/15,"How do I stay in contact with this friend? Hi reddit. &#x200B; I hope this is the right place to post this. &#x200B; In Primary School (Ages 4-11) I had this really close friend. We were friends throughout Primary school. She was one of my best friends infact. When it ended and we all moved to different Secondary/High schools, (Ages 11-16) all my friends stopped contacting me. Except her. We would email each other multiple times a day. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. It was great. &#x200B; Until one day I went into a depressive episode. And I stopped talking to her. Not because I wanted to. But because I didn't know how to respond to her messages anymore. At first it was days between me replying to her. Then days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. To the point where I hadn't talked to her in years. I didn't have it in me to check my email because I'd feel anxious about what she must think of me now. &#x200B; A few years passed, I was still in this depressive episode, and I bumped into her in a nearby shop. She seemed really excited to see me again, despite not talking to each other since we were kids. She immediately gave me her contact details so we could talk more again. I was surprised she still wanted to talk to me. &#x200B; I contacted her and explained to her why I stopped responding and she understood. We started messaging each other frequently again but I had this aching thought in the back of my head telling me that this wasn't going to last. &#x200B; Well... a few months after something happened which led me to delete all my social media. Not related to her at all. Something else. &#x200B; &#x200B; Aaaand now a few more years have passed and here we are today. I'm in my first year of College and I'm out of that depressive episode now. But I'm not as good at communicating or starting conversation. I bumped into her again earlier today and she was excited to see me. Despite everything. She gave me her IG and told me to DM her. I've sent a DM but how do I make sure things don't turn out like before? &#x200B; Thanks reddit.",2.530581748001101,5.217270483870973,2.9527907361455767,89.84337413840643,81.13399503722084,5.964356217259443,25.8290046870692,7.3011,1.3585723628342987,1667,68,321,24,45,514,179,403,0.06,0.86,0.081,0.8115,1,0,2,0,0,0,89.0,7,0,0,3,22,19,0,0,10,0,24,1,1,5,6,67,53,25,0,6,10,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,19,31,0,3,7,1,2,7,9,3,1,4,21,3,63,16,50,29,13,76,0,3,2,0,58,23,0,3,45,226,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436659059649662,0.4975568484336336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051398900941308785,0.045121010285005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399381950971912,0.0,0.08320403710352997,0.0,0.03871477762517808,0.0,0.0477465185698203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363258228047586,0.0,0.0,0.11736775516101565,0.0,0.11756004985258114,0.0,0.0,0.047534904476002254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800708376976338,0.0,0.0402970268359349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408899617793529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0230047581629874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739981305128824,0.0,0.0,0.17575517128707954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025857114892232164,0.03816090404842277,0.0,0.05016083845740732,0.0,0.0,0.04023303560460716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466932669549498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048070303989392806,0.0,0.04518899879146019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025004078661935828,0.03708630140096829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02222764034286387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030369743275284612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263088342787755,0.04835633763608065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166017863340684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047534904476002254,0.0,0.04300957271740938,0.0,0.04357375390194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058293359928656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885437170111482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813682700128707,0.07251077716488033,0.04141895437689794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763576512820566,0.0,0.0,0.04637867952187336,0.0,0.0700519554263751,0.0,0.0,0.06440632371777454,0.048493975950019336,0.07266826687840883,0.11411312304531394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042880585247349605,0.0,0.0,0.18284468387113725,0.039766569933696656,0.0418877214092948,0.0,0.0,0.03022632697491445,0.029152777287325737,0.0,0.03611970539808868,0.026529791046622845,0.0,0.08625207701848236,0.043474537199964934,0.0,0.0,0.14846371016775664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367087058010141,0.0,0.07299024057379773,0.0,0.04090745889498156,0.0421763726932218,0.041054158507548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231991506218161,0.0,0.4975568484336336,0.1171948551304672 socialanxiety,lifeinyellow,2019/04/15,"I’m attracted to anyone that shows me the least bit of attention I’m 19 and never been in a relationship. I’ve noticed that the common denominator in all the guys I’ve liked is that they show me attention. Examples- I’m friends with this kid at college who is in some of my classes and we study together sometimes. He thinks I’m smart and has told me that and now I like him. Also, my manager at work has told me I’m a good worker and I know he thinks highly of me. It’s confusing because I don’t think I actually like these people, I just like someone noticing and paying attention to me because I’ve never had that before. It doesn’t even have to be them telling me though!!! If a boy holds the door for me or I just catch someone looking at me, I’ll think about that for the rest of the day. And it’s not like I’ll do anything about this because of the whole anxiety thing haha. But it’s pretty sad to know that I have such low self esteem that it totally relies on other people’s opinions of me.",2.144333333333332,3.810582195238098,4.075238095238095,86.62476190476194,77.04761904761905,7.142857142857142,25.0,7.984000788550335,1.3868571428571426,791,28,168,13,18,269,113,210,0.042,0.8079999999999999,0.15,0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,2,9,13,0,1,10,1,12,0,0,0,4,32,26,12,0,1,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,19,9,0,1,9,2,1,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,23,10,22,21,7,15,0,2,1,0,16,9,0,5,10,112,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.13596349367599245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114201120028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658511844453332,0.0,0.0,0.09742099306776933,0.0,0.11465462047410632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479816230417496,0.0,0.11855739861079005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210949069250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985467944176352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202446717184903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764404280932056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168612553175206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795608124305625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720710129317394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531414463758031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403417736012461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699996808937707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491583851976398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172504522009056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318422273384347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417461065045825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958554023006415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534891728852445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610339372019346,0.0,0.13779841135542886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177833303495428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256296730926976,0.3571016185010739,0.13688851292795529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662666998187184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555412305838026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143204350583812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tookbook96,2019/04/15,"2 personalities I feel like I boil down to 2 versions of myself, confident and shy. All it takes for me to be confident is for someone to show a little bit off interest in me. But this happens so rarely. I always try and ask people questions and have an interest in their lives, and often with very little in return; people never ask me about my life, not that I resent that I just cant understand not having curiosity in others. My conversations with people would just be about there life. It just makes me sad how happy I know I can be when someone just gives me a minute of attention and how rarely I get that feeling these days. People just seem numb, Id love to know what going on in their heads, but people seem so closed off and in an effort trying to maintain a perfect self-image that it just makes them cold with no empathy for others. I don't even know if they realising their coming across this way. And Im not talking about people that are shy, but confident people, its like their confidence relies wholly on them being the centre of attention 100% of the time",7.224597402597404,6.504781580952384,7.58878787878788,74.6577272727273,64.14285714285714,10.303030303030305,30.04329004329004,9.573946990214177,2.5516666666666667,852,23,159,14,11,280,118,210,0.054000000000000006,0.795,0.151,0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,2,17,10,1,0,7,0,12,6,1,4,3,45,31,16,0,2,13,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,15,12,1,0,11,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,3,24,7,30,26,3,23,0,1,0,1,15,15,0,5,7,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016893435575258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285015786875877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334227615158257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052739566876668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881598585110798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071921404241397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358710900756305,0.08730756405391295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385020433017638,0.11723592884533116,0.06945532863607368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807078522067903,0.13009588384456944,0.0,0.0,0.1254237456485228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200885338020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149191136889474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264248945939875,0.11941224465702838,0.2449750594286392,0.10791455353580807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030020049624653,0.0,0.1631535852758079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425665860246643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930800455896851,0.10670993281143706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690429123783793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225126120992106,0.12749272803216594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709797035011399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188746395317568,0.09822857391907984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126221790286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659464960659222,0.0,0.0,0.12722596280206394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083687539769436,0.0,0.09700540471836634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681518922314793,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheAmazingPringle,2019/04/15,Just made this account to try to combat my SA It's pretty daunting posting this (sounds dumb I know) but after spending more than 30 mins choosing a username and typing this post I'm finally ready to take (what is hopefully) my first real step since my diagnosis to becoming more confident and outgoing :),3.17625,6.225134125000004,4.387142857142859,77.85785714285714,82.75,7.485714285714287,29.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,3.0377785714285714,245,12,39,6,7,80,46,56,0.057,0.685,0.257,0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30587413805738944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033897721647331,0.0,0.23557708820966314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750779965669438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220677705360874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206074624203624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304911038884996,0.2817619728889925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31523449542480936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290993637302565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823507968521246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803371180957945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ronnieveroni,2019/04/15,"Does anybody else feel like they will never be (completely) accepted in a group of any kind of people, not even your friends or by a significant individual? And that is what spikes up the anxiety, never knowing what to say that would be deemed appropriate, and even when you relax and have that bit of fun with your friends (f.e. dancing,joking) you still look back and regret you ever exposed yourself to the slightest change of embarrasment and ridicule..even if that judgment exists only in the mind of somebody, nothing and i mean NOTHING bad must ever be said about you, what you say or do, because that would make you less, stupid and unworthy of love, acceptance and inclusion... and thats why you fear to open up and never form a deep connection that be friendship/relationship...u feel me?",11.247402298850574,8.684036372413793,9.948103448275862,66.7830747126437,57.68965517241379,12.977011494252874,42.78735632183909,11.20814326018867,4.701459770114941,634,27,110,12,6,198,94,145,0.136,0.738,0.126,0.2834,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,9,1,0,8,13,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,6,33,19,14,0,5,4,0,2,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,10,12,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,6,12,9,16,10,3,14,0,1,1,1,17,6,0,3,9,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026155777874148,0.0,0.11543629067221572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603097994864245,0.12599323633054965,0.09198580801189296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647411537166875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962970738694784,0.0,0.15821331706061764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205155205187394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605562539184995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29899942777471805,0.2729911303795412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169801810422736,0.15259677352728904,0.10780131266230147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316630306763955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713668368905095,0.08292940316522883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372097057953951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671602304437848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619102227005156,0.0,0.10072535437726812,0.0,0.0,0.1643717800727019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236361232560136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491447150524261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958073344478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476446397235382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461343203551972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620076062620705,0.0,0.0,0.14353822216371787,0.23999973874529945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050705972326052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361616602040454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438672487763666,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway45784214574,2019/04/15,"Anyone else actually feel more awkward around silent cashiers? I actually don’t mind chatty cashiers, even though I’m still anxious it’s usually not too bad of a small friendly convo. But the silent cashiers that are obviously ready to go home make me freak out inside especially if it takes a while to ring up my stuff. While they’re basically zoned out, I’m just fidgeting and looking around like a weirdo like “where do I put my eyes??”",6.901686746987952,7.423906879518075,6.522554216867473,77.86551807228919,64.5421686746988,10.013493975903614,33.46746987951808,9.888512548439397,3.0411224096385543,353,14,68,7,5,110,65,83,0.109,0.73,0.161,0.6702,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,13,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,5,3,8,10,1,13,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.4102326268912462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374562537218761,0.0,0.14697059048726732,0.21536574747140175,0.0,0.3742295036431125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755008917222818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755877958784954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882932059740374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627899801589884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239321768273546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194565160328356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083893486670252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053776290244269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650768951949994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030427368240522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223321670234324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130023457382294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678589824042361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406186628141362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803764126512435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651180964610316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314959368198932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AwayCabinet,2019/04/15,"I'm always worried that I'm annoying and embarassing myself I am extremely quiet. I am the type of person that would sit quietly on a 2 hour car ride. I'm also very anxious socially. I would have to do warm up to call a pizza place, In fact, I'm scared of making phone calls to strangers, period. All of these because I'm scared i would accidentally say something that would annoy the other people. I'm scared that I would say something embarassing. One time I have to call this complete stranger to do some errands, and it took me 2 hours to press ""call"" on my phone, because I am worried that I would act stupid and embarass myself and that person would talk about how dumb and awkward i am after the phone call, or I would be scared that I would call someone at the wrong time and they would cursed me out behind my back for wasting they time. I'm in my early 20s. So this is ridiculous. How do i overcome this?",5.445067064083459,5.5866959508196725,5.7932637853949345,83.15892697466471,67.63387978142076,8.403179334326877,29.75111773472429,8.00094639256281,1.8625016393442624,721,24,145,8,11,231,94,183,0.229,0.76,0.01,-0.9893,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,6,12,5,5,6,0,21,1,0,3,2,24,30,11,0,10,1,0,2,0,0,10,0,4,0,2,13,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,11,0,1,1,6,21,1,20,18,2,22,0,0,0,0,17,8,1,2,9,96,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836615030127223,0.07113434969226518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657912352445007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657363678141329,0.0,0.10422755908510717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237677738410923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963441322303918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838043554227167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706509542954565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793009091357256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059267852858172626,0.14929276580397616,0.08931862991298152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359698169268232,0.3423607550121607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714606998228619,0.07243521753638614,0.13162842652955914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687134510115069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954934364231146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498229688354487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053802596687239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363805319419878,0.0,0.6072949055184002,0.09346965965490277,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awrrtg3qy,2019/04/15,"Anxiety the day after drinking. Sorry if this is a common question which has been answered before, but I haven't found much searching around. I have a type of social anxiety which seems a bit different than most, and I'd be interested in any thoughts or resources you might have about it. So I'm a bit on the reserved side and not especially outgoing, but I don't have any social anxiety day to day, like talking to store clerks, that kind of stuff. And when I have a social event coming up (like a party or hanging out at the bar with a group of friends,) I'm fine there too. I look forward to it and don't worry about. And even during the social event, I enjoy myself, interact with people, and have a good time. All without any anxiety. But if I had been drinking (even just a few drinks over the night,) when I wake up the next morning the anxiety is crushing. I spend hours tossing in bed worried about whether I said something weird, came off as a dick, touched somebody inappropriately (like if I touched someone's shoulder, what if they felt I was invading their space?) All kinds of worries. I just compulsively go over every little detail I can remember about the night, thinking about it in the worst possible light, and worrying that I seemed like an asshole. However, even as I'm feeling super anxious about it, I know rationally that I didn't do anything wrong. I don't actually say rude stuff to people, I don't actually touch people inappropriately. Nobody ever calls me out on anything I'm saying or doing in the moment, and everyone still likes me afterwards and wants to hang out again. And though this has some connection to the alcohol, I'm not raging drunk/blacking out. So I'm not just forgetting bad things that actually happened, or being 'that drunk guy.' So even while I consciously know all this, it doesn't keep me from having a miserable several hours the next day. The logic of it has no control over the general anxious feeling. Eventually, usually by that evening, the anxiety wears off, but it's so bad in the morning, that I'm worried this might start changing my social behavior just to avoid those horrible mornings. And I feel like if I start avoiding social events to avoid the anxiety the next day, now my issue has gotten even more damaging. Anyway, is this a known type of social anxiety? Is there a specific name for it? Other than just never drinking during social occasions (which would suck because basically every social gathering I and my friends have seems to involve drinking) do you have any tips/strategies to minimize the anxiety?",7.629548779548777,7.695821359667362,7.7698359898359906,71.08685069685073,63.05405405405406,10.868129668129669,37.14953414953415,10.504223727775694,4.021828305228305,2058,93,353,45,27,669,234,481,0.166,0.7120000000000001,0.122,-0.9512,2,3,7,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,2,2,33,28,3,4,33,0,36,12,4,1,5,81,67,36,0,7,23,0,7,6,2,3,1,3,1,1,29,21,8,5,18,7,2,6,13,13,0,0,11,12,34,15,53,51,11,60,0,2,1,1,27,24,2,17,38,252,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.1582157431259153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057755979208369876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700551246546092,0.0,0.3720876081866196,0.1221073611402838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894625800245763,0.04811010073904071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024799486255952,0.03294436658133856,0.0,0.045986969043768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800283274944973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518437316827377,0.06181127395202751,0.0,0.0,0.057170771351462035,0.04655362009732527,0.0,0.0,0.06061428976184063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426767162340825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056463870251311075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470988015108204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417101114004916,0.04888536648781088,0.091067822684195,0.05164080279016611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197792933822798,0.038608629298958634,0.05189015733545075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925581941589113,0.0835076228463705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030714120422505733,0.045329055745776656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351148145845595,0.0477904168996864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644376290344633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056407288466686786,0.0,0.04803627391121704,0.0,0.11255580882995836,0.059401699398970026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841730797366588,0.05416570350725984,0.0,0.0,0.045382860738295776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146630541985398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397281312465034,0.0,0.04168161636824443,0.0,0.1724273674996633,0.10143217537302164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240070600449097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060925834697464175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060540997645684075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061220658539720176,0.0,0.051407667243448536,0.08595499179208567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759729665993995,0.0,0.0610536805701419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958141379762355,0.04579081350200564,0.04160526423317349,0.0,0.06049718291886681,0.07650442019085772,0.0,0.043159144187210535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373356985472855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343805302671412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590404615932045,0.03462884068796105,0.053097384728653135,0.04290443794081608,0.031513152197605684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059521190780857575,0.0,0.0318762087156362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209592732753107,0.0,0.0,0.2744185763876832,0.0,0.038390894243317805,0.05908799474790849,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pathoftruth00,2019/04/15,"Worst Day In A While I thought I'd got over this. Worked in Sales. Got put on the spot and blushed in front of all my colleagues in the sales team. Bright red. It's happened twice already. I'm meant to be confident. I sell to businesses on a daily basis, do client calls and telephone call without an ounce of fear. I have to sit next to everyone tomorrow. I need to go back. I won't run. Running is the cowards way out. Part of me still wants to.",-0.5853456221198137,1.6207715483870968,0.9577035330261126,100.02798387096772,96.95698924731184,4.3775729646697386,20.62135176651305,6.18269132825596,0.06805130568356432,346,13,80,4,14,110,70,93,0.08,0.853,0.067,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,14,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,3,5,2,2,0,1,4,2,7,1,18,8,3,21,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,6,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794939617369866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277162158242929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588642513938297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449055232317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469953315795912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528370797812225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769567783181449,0.0,0.3594079095724457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869133792282603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666037087845437,0.0,0.0,0.2389588161920367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331579803646974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587404669083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794365619400422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783776064389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325271250701009,0.17834730829317014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165917389413982,0.0,0.16357593647863508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Soothing_Apple,2019/04/15,"Social anxiety and jobs Id like to ask the people here if any of you feel you have ""successfully"" managed to get through the hurdle that is work. Do you feel good about the place where you work? Do you get overloaded often if it involves working with people? Was it difficult to apply for the job considering that you were also dealing with social anxiety? I am at a point in life where i am wondering if i am doomed to forever be on social security because a) nobody will be willing to hire me due to my social anxiety and b) even if i get a job i wont be able to perform as well as others due to the anxiety. Obviously i do not want this, but i feel its pretty hopeless.",5.250529197080294,5.089584591240875,7.109187956204384,74.59473083941606,68.05109489051095,10.353649635036495,32.45346715328468,10.125756701596842,3.188956934306569,527,21,104,12,8,186,83,137,0.11,0.809,0.081,-0.2849,3,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,6,0,5,8,8,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,0,1,17,25,10,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,15,5,19,17,0,9,1,2,0,0,13,7,0,6,3,80,22,9,0.13137128289177838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505756746541793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933697727965402,0.0,0.4019946873327869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281441568418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008271470666467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543802416774936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676949335794241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992758036864245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590821948363036,0.0,0.0,0.11018799922132357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39109718204579597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092791422216863,0.06418137300110878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821526127400526,0.0,0.13725502966966288,0.0,0.12418832528395612,0.0,0.0,0.13365182352966665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356659157296264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774861863621441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811856037652894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424665523723953,0.2869195757089273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Twixysss,2019/04/15,"My SA is getting worse Hi, i'm 17yo and i feel like nothing is going well since a month. I have the impression of having lost the only friends I had left. I'm still stuck in my room because i can't go out and I lost the taste for doing things...",-1.0878571428571426,0.9432863518518528,1.1852380952380948,100.305,92.88888888888887,3.8264550264550254,16.973544973544975,5.288315135182226,-0.8114677248677253,189,5,46,1,7,63,41,54,0.206,0.6609999999999999,0.134,-0.4614,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,4,16,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,4,2,7,4,4,12,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561937034116831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295561549169604,0.1830487400315997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979604744149056,0.0,0.1338681199051866,0.0,0.2912396086887313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839156776659085,0.0,0.0,0.12517965176142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594044432535809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451808096546928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458568782021445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487230731920094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119537611663794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046233473645778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022594510179287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303789956976964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111737431389226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dumbputa,2019/04/15,"What causes social anxiety? Ever since I can remember I’ve had social anxiety. Even at the age of 3 I was scared to talk to people, I’ve gotten a lot better with talking to people but my social anxiety still exists. I now use drugs and sex to cope with problems in my life. I’m a 23 year old high school dropout, the only thing I do is get high all day. I wanna grow up but I’m scared. I don’t know what caused me to be like this, nothing traumatic has ever happened to me. I had a good childhood. Do you think people can be born anxious?",0.5899999999999999,2.644199140350881,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,83.91228070175438,5.5543859649122815,20.026315789473685,6.816661863887847,0.3744526315789472,418,12,89,5,12,144,75,114,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.112,-0.2294,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,2,5,0,12,3,0,3,3,17,20,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,13,14,2,16,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,11,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110674556100862,0.15312372129087162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119875760436439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784776537918047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741328657169238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718552585351298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952412017354874,0.2452107444917066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708150275417301,0.0,0.0,0.11368608138899228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985921912299766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864148336107137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449026150456438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957372241341612,0.06621890628947277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152328423096701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300560702095443,0.0,0.1422283814261842,0.0,0.0,0.10308569224475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281902978139961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969525464745396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354250502080655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714020945641677,0.13717559850746894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212162720445372,0.0,0.0,0.4145035711009792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824390444540907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788682559241215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004798901514606,0.0868497509177606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706464817094095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728451389560386 socialanxiety,TheNotSaneCupofStars,2019/04/15,"Had a not so great Meetup experience, left early without saying anything I've (32F) lived in my current area about a year and a half and want to finally 'put myself out there' and meet new people. It's so hard in your 30s. I've been part of a local book club for several months but that only meets once a month and it's just not enough. I want *friends* here. I signed up for a group pub trivia meetup because a good amount of people around my age had RSVP'd and it seemed like a good activity-based way to socialize. I was nervous as hell the whole day leading up to it but forced myself to go. I literally told my boyfriend to push me out the door if I started to chicken out. Basically, I got there and there were just a few people in the pub, and there was no one there with a 'meetup' sign like they said there would be. I left and walked around downtown for several minutes just to calm down. Went back, approached a table of people and asked if they were with meetup; they said no, so I went to the bar to at least get some alchohol in my system before the feeling of self-consciousness crushed me into the floor. After getting my beer I looked around and saw another table of people starting to form, so I walked over and asked if they were the group. Finally, yes! Things were okay at first. They were nice enough, but as time went on I realized I was in way over my head. We were sitting at a long table and the music was loud, so you could only talk to people immediately in your vicinity. And of those people, three of them worked together and mainly only talked to each other. Another guy sitting next to me seemed as out of his depth as I did and wouldn't talk much, despite my attempts. A lot of the people who showed up seemed more interested in finding a potential date than making friends. It was just...kind of agonizing. The trivia aspect of things was practically nonexistent, so it was basically trying to talk to these strangers in a loud environment and the minutes crawled by for me. I felt like there was a flashing ""DOES NOT BELONG"" sign over my head. Finally after about 1.5 hours I walked up to the bar, paid my tab, and walked right out the door without saying anything to anyone. It shook my confidence, honestly. I was really hopeful and things just...didn't go well. It brought me back to every past experience throughout my life where I felt awkward and paralyzed and panicky in social situations. Where I never felt good enough. I've made many wonderful friends throughout my life but those feelings never leave you. Not really. If nothing else though it was a good learning experience. I learned that loud bar environments are a definite no-go in terms of meeting new people. I learned that I definitely need a more structured environment to feel okay. The whole 'plop down at a table and socialize' thing is out of my depth. And that's okay. So it was disappointing, but my plan is to find a class I'd like to sign up for and go from there. Somewhere where I can focus on the enjoyment of what I'm doing, and if I meet some cool people in the process, even better. I can't say I regret going because if I hadn't I would have definitely regretted it. Just....*really* hoping my next attempt goes better.",4.435736170212763,5.9640246239999986,5.096650212765958,82.2070995744681,70.76,8.071148936170212,27.53787234042553,8.593345894127513,1.9577002553191487,2550,89,491,43,47,821,275,625,0.07200000000000001,0.759,0.17,0.9966,2,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,1,4,6,8,33,33,1,3,37,5,34,8,2,3,2,97,73,47,0,17,20,0,7,4,3,3,2,8,2,1,25,38,4,0,16,9,1,17,13,7,1,4,36,18,61,26,92,32,19,99,1,3,2,0,38,48,1,15,33,340,86,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363887288231425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122269247532559,0.0,0.0970298497653669,0.15744729295222756,0.1102298950904699,0.0,0.0,0.09066548040578999,0.0,0.07187681667089653,0.0,0.050166345360567736,0.0,0.0,0.10428177697886633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047070753963085035,0.0,0.0,0.038021084588206924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051591899897822986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492493204791644,0.0,0.0,0.1827487606143936,0.0,0.038939207977401184,0.0,0.049672112981202436,0.0,0.0,0.17300784773074418,0.0,0.0,0.08942822718347906,0.0,0.1698180772401101,0.19374689521251967,0.10776756650469543,0.05014707549100178,0.0,0.0,0.1366454128765434,0.0,0.06160308707926425,0.0,0.16752736749132124,0.1977945589975072,0.04715168278877298,0.06499807308704303,0.0,0.058374698646599985,0.0,0.0,0.05281208174177975,0.0,0.12100963506771127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711119417079395,0.05805877928387025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139253896824112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242481092006221,0.12810951556953734,0.0,0.08328329112896768,0.11520970031509695,0.0,0.05205832705099462,0.052173301699791286,0.04950733463388349,0.0,0.0,0.050121415366325965,0.0,0.05578462712524773,0.03935290664484862,0.05977109591726485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411460443250527,0.0,0.0433386934186764,0.043714370323051865,0.09093942938165353,0.1138781732489105,0.12539857916951574,0.0,0.0,0.056568892906129375,0.0,0.0,0.0627851291420411,0.039949419912282895,0.13451375569057467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384249773557205,0.056279198878755536,0.40871959698164345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926603792583578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710367361942518,0.07553613906094117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050347230414113216,0.11215937221961518,0.14065009806155598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610111975738491,0.06150290127753439,0.13320469205528318,0.0,0.0,0.06626786713489427,0.0,0.18029153183730995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834572759350969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954311756052314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666827511558284,0.0,0.05792296808048684,0.0,0.03437712268100513,0.0,0.0,0.05633400942346905,0.0,0.040026561210299696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695463488229533,0.0935914372822225,0.0,0.0,0.053007606826966334,0.16395557007214895,0.0,0.13164225853546593,0.0,0.1136609929523543,0.06393416047466441,0.04291992726533137,0.0,0.0,0.08375985194754995,0.0,0.0,0.03796507391749275 socialanxiety,yawaworhtayako,2019/04/15,"I can't look at people and it sucks I know how dumb that sounds. When I was around 11 years old there was a bullying incident at school that scarred me. These two kids that were always giving me hell thought I was staring at them in class and made a loud, humiliating scene out of it. ""YOU'RE ALWAYS STARING. EVERYTIME WE LOOK UP YOU'RE STARING AT US. LIKE THIS. O_O."" They were being complete assholes. I kind of sunk down in my chair and tried to just ignore them. But that wasn't the end of it. I had offended them SO badly with my own two eyes that they felt the need to get a huge group of their friends together and target me later at recess. They all surrounded me while I was sitting alone by the fence. They leaned down and got in my face with their eyes wide open. Like this O_O. Like they were staring at me. Yes, this was apparently totally necessary. I had offended them THAT much. I got up and tried to walk away, and this huge group of boys followed me across the entire playground. Everytime I turned and looked they were there, right behind me like this. O_O. This went on for the entire thirty minute recess, this group of boys harrassing an eleven year old girl who just wanted to be left alone. I went up to a teacher for help, but she didn't give a shit and nonchalantly told them to be nice. It doesn't sound that bad, I mean, they didn't try to physically harm me. But while it was happening I was scared to death. There were a lot of them chasing me & it made me feel targeted and alone. Recess ended about that time and everyone went in, but I stayed behind and broke down crying at a picnic table. No one came looking for me, no one gave a shit. I went inside after like twenty minutes and my teacher at the time didn't even feel the need to ask where I was or why I was bawling my eyes out. She was constantly defending these two and this time would be no different. Fast forward to today. I'm a weird, quiet socially anxious 27 year old who tries to avoid looking at anyone in case I might accidentally offend someone. Social settings are hell for me. It's so stupid because I know a mature adult isn't gonna be like ""YOU'RE SO WEIRD WHY ARE YOU STARING AT ME."" But I still feel the fear in the back of my mind so I stare at my food, stare out the window, stare at my phone. Anything to avoid looking at someone and possibly having them thinking I'm staring or looking in their direction just a little too long..",2.9437389770723112,4.847114637860084,3.6121575543797775,89.77518518518521,75.46090534979426,6.686184597295709,23.094062316284536,7.536579438409214,0.8649691945914171,1918,56,399,25,42,605,226,486,0.171,0.747,0.08199999999999999,-0.9931,3,5,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,1,17,0,19,30,10,4,22,1,34,7,6,3,2,59,75,30,1,4,10,0,4,6,1,3,0,4,1,5,27,24,1,4,9,0,0,8,10,21,0,6,34,27,64,9,64,33,5,75,2,1,19,0,42,43,6,4,29,266,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308573239203574,0.0,0.0,0.12364718285409325,0.0805040702343454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393790480953979,0.0,0.05195232065174951,0.0,0.06114260817411112,0.0661427946439951,0.06946051447969581,0.0,0.06980734026978028,0.0571321501246664,0.124074872002557,0.04529261922117979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497946038127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790218600264788,0.08029195558287562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161511312501013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762773549561516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316155770149448,0.0,0.0,0.049074480517690415,0.0,0.0,0.07099687927756172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360820988330711,0.11270500918237053,0.0,0.07133969723530764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984391215110386,0.0,0.057404032254015726,0.0,0.038818708105920564,0.1425507513755144,0.0,0.0,0.1188490705685068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570328646977386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980175554413042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737206568960046,0.08166672579136951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072721881755654,0.0,0.0,0.21779550049567487,0.0744681667423931,0.0,0.06575320379643923,0.4367532876550333,0.0,0.0,0.06316724324083163,0.0,0.14060900255769931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093453334211995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882060867264899,0.07502186723559233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461908385684988,0.11018508727793022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389620316282764,0.0,0.1006952699354418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051510297566695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376213957162287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345183444694114,0.0,0.0,0.07438730912032404,0.07519561458305543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253586171737074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514790828443746,0.125908377971317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919396451252576,0.059336113770984425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760847022140532,0.0,0.05898593818018296,0.12997486530098395,0.0,0.07042775718754618,0.07099687927756172,0.0,0.2017794198017576,0.08081711569385516,0.21774105005202266,0.0,0.08937380860837314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043824092960099086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755075530021774,0.13408847215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052780621847139685,0.0,0.0,0.14354038336357192 socialanxiety,Trizil,2019/04/15,"socially awkward and im tiered... Im socially awkard and im tiered of it - I wanna change things around and make new friends but how. Im a 23 y/o M from Germany. My Social Anxiety might not be as sever as many other here from what I've read so far, since i don't struggle to live my daily live in terms of going grocery shopping or working my Job but it still makes me feel miserable to know that im alone when it comes down to it. I only have one Person i would call a friend who is socially awkward as well so the option of connecting with new people via friends falls flat. I can't really hang out with Coworkers for various reasons which kills another simple way to meet people. So my question is can your recommend or suggest any way to meet new people or build a Social Network for myself?",3.0146295422369067,4.5292060552147255,4.574846625766874,84.59557810287873,74.33742331288343,7.7147711184520995,26.648890986314306,8.384062270229773,1.829651628126476,629,23,126,11,13,211,107,163,0.1,0.789,0.112,0.4666,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,1,4,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,25,15,16,1,2,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,4,2,1,4,3,5,1,1,0,1,12,4,22,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,6,6,76,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140318932187076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658081633783455,0.10266510394428666,0.07489937330850659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715890248138511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997504319434614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357371130931876,0.08433909661148485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950524068097501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269304983042597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564338851060311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287873558242144,0.0,0.09715861017072996,0.0,0.10832072651940408,0.0,0.05380769158254952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172909164674876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070873769769262,0.09926337295311433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386494525668684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836805501627292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634501354137078,0.07446346707400654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363129619336576,0.08548951341773978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967939848115893,0.0,0.09793452313884536,0.0,0.06272238971009668,0.10066575917444873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060820304257672,0.0,0.08099053237960735,0.0,0.0,0.4990245226507503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781894775028095,0.0,0.0,0.10235472880615352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504574319770502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542967050533513,0.0,0.0,0.08803107530603875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127821034361391,0.0,0.0,0.06955105385616421,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheIllestOne,2019/04/15,"Shy/Anxious around own parents and sibling Is anyone else like this? I can now be myself around a few friends and strangers with no problem. Yayyy. It took a while for me to do that, but i've done it. However, a few of the last people i still cannot be myself around is my parents and sibling. It's like i'm playing a character in a movie when i am with them. The old me. Let's call him OGquietBob. Whenever i see them i kinda just revert back to OGquietBob, maybe because that's the character that they've known for 20 years, and i feel like it would confuse them if i show them a new character out of no where. &#x200B; &#x200B; *Background: I'm a male in my 20s*",1.5121272158498442,3.707954065693432,2.7826329509906143,92.54191605839416,81.33576642335767,5.958081334723673,25.114181438998962,7.1686216300943375,1.0646750782064656,525,21,112,7,14,169,82,137,0.068,0.833,0.099,0.5994,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,0,9,7,0,1,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,19,16,8,0,3,3,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,18,5,14,10,3,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,12,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626328948575105,0.3546789678362393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204832984165713,0.14953818149394088,0.0,0.3897667114655889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222290799224753,0.0,0.08896688516877417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902644367591644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149352687683662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191855017096505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379431632416872,0.10426333378981784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275695761439775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896487837371465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923893202369615,0.0,0.2139044684990695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662164535279731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095485626546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314501572233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241099133813348,0.0,0.0,0.10118007762471484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139649918060866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629948876458047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655208532863875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215057081025305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036753361531176,0.0,0.3546789678362393,0.09398397224815416 socialanxiety,sadrainbowseas,2019/04/15,"My Social Anxiety is at an all time low. I'm a 14 year old boy finishing up my Freshman year of high school. I've always been really shy, but recently I have been experiencing debilitating anxiety. I never felt like this previously. I get incredibly anxious even leaving my house. I used to be able to eat in my school cafeteria. Now I can't go in there without having an anxiety attack. I always feel like people are staring at me and judging me. I'm so self-conscious now. I just feel really uncomfortable in public. I don't know what happened. I just hit a brick wall of crippling anxiety. I just feel like I'm doomed to have Social Anxiety forever. Can I recover from this?",2.4454220779220783,4.981454083333336,5.161385281385282,74.85136363636366,80.13636363636364,8.922943722943723,27.61038961038961,9.424239791934726,3.1487298701298703,537,24,97,17,14,191,84,132,0.277,0.723,0.0,-0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,11,2,0,1,2,14,24,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,6,17,3,13,19,1,19,1,2,1,0,4,9,0,0,12,60,20,3,0.1374592906862587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287542829703104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257799056618203,0.15528987224394974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637978742313433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406551711215829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907905650888277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851064268159286,0.1964018894638564,0.1319824755541658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718168059605708,0.0,0.07812128264759778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155479678757967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523328764878754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860956581429705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554403129015261,0.0,0.0,0.1455495412820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146699827702005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601707907371392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424040243366648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529696442304968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611988291983807,0.0,0.13572446634028978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782322815515601,0.0,0.0,0.14340001894312804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802448723959588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015361781749103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872069268886085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250585097532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703855284415193 socialanxiety,ali_6385,2019/04/15,I always discard my comments i make on other posts even though I'm half way through typing them out. Because I feel like my thoughts and opinions are stupid and don't matter.,6.602647058823528,6.842855735294122,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,65.17647058823529,6.8000000000000025,34.64705882352941,3.1291,1.7556352941176472,141,6,26,0,2,42,29,34,0.191,0.736,0.07400000000000001,-0.4541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370841044597537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469513924441603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675714389167045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048358682688204,0.2894107780824373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791636047376399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041417644210763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879835489250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980186737392543,0.3216122144998332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215575873862203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lilyisca,2019/04/15,"Trying to change Mandatory Attendance Policy Hey y’all, I’m trying to change attendance policies at my school, especially for large lectures that are prerequisites for a major. If anyone has suggestions of what would have helped them get through these types of lectures, please leave them below. Also, would something like matching you with a note taking peer in the same class who you could go to and discuss the lecture with you one on one later on help? Would having a service of peers who agree to sit in class with you help at all, even if they weren’t in the class at all? (Ideas that have been floated by me)",8.344898550724642,7.862177417391307,7.173695652173915,77.76865942028984,61.78260869565217,10.10144927536232,33.07971014492754,9.2995712137729,2.7528840579710154,493,16,90,7,6,149,78,115,0.01,0.868,0.122,0.9034,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,15,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,10,1,23,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,2,66,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817359746781606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830024638655028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184738493074978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792022499723754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306392604169452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333776870996424,0.0,0.11240932995537857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977259326915577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232822549135503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943238329340172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663081777855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680569504369738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711540555388265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017531254736026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226937352373526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871441050112322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685745614847572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215157040717645,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GlitchTheHunter,2019/04/15,Best topics to discuss in a business lunch? The first job of my life (an office one). Got invited in a business lunch tomorrow. I'm 20yo where all the others are basically at least 10+ years of me. I don't talk in general but would start to conversate with my colleagues to make a good impression.,3.2301694915254235,5.1115448983050875,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,74.59322033898306,8.787796610169492,28.749152542372883,9.3871,2.7145701694915254,235,10,46,6,5,79,47,59,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,10,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801028032479208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080840948501681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037931777595364,0.28968156907271675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594240648894539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558300470404807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417689267956781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454336719131991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563644944732489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911197673889827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572939490427053,0.0,0.0,0.2332426232091889 socialanxiety,matimats,2019/04/15,"Books on social anxiety? Do you guys can recommend any good books or other sources on social anxiety? I just wanna learn more about the science of it, possible roots of the problem and some self-help guidance would be nice.",5.966504065040648,7.704842073170737,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,67.29268292682927,9.369105691056909,33.178861788617894,9.725611199111238,3.435920325203252,179,8,30,4,3,56,35,41,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.18,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953967661393945,0.0,0.4264412416768149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337777522264917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27597737583212223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868206522886348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142157817709013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666981281743781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076654259738305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682414355854079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799523317897486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,someoneunknown209,2019/04/15,"Having SA + Depression and unsupporting friends As you read in the title, having those two while still doing school (im in high school btw)is insanely hard. I have a chair mate who rarely or maybe never acknowledged me that im there next to her and its driving my SA and depression went through the roof as i would convince myself that im not a good friend and dont matter to anyone I tried to get help by telling my group of friends(?) about my problem with my chair mate and that i have anxiety. They just said things like, ""just dont care"" or, ""just tell her (my chair mate) things that you dont like about her. She would appreciate more if you just tell her"" the problem is, thats the problem. Not the solution. I also stated that i cant stand being alone in class, especially sitted exactly in the front row of the class doesnt make it any better. I cant even stay for 3 hours in school and its insane. Though, when i tell them this, they just kept silence and didnt do anything (one of them also acted like she's sick and tired of hearing me and my thoughts and concerns. I feel this, because i heard her say ""psh, just do it, will you."" Which is really hurtful for me). It made me feel more unwanted than i already was. one of them also said that they hate me but didnt tell me why. Which makes everything worse like, 1 million times more (especially when she's sitting right behind me) I told them that i cant even eat in class when break comes because im afraid people will judge me the way i eat, i cant go out in class on my own because im afraid people will know that im alone, i cant stay in class without someone beside me/talking to me, i cant go to the toilet alone (even if i can, i have to push mysrlf so hard its tiring), i cant speak in a group conversation, i cant start a conversation,everything just freaks me out. Especially when ceremony comes (we always do this every monday) i cant stop thinking about it, its insanely difficult to stay stable in class especially with that kind of enviroment Im not really alone, i have a boyfriend that i could talk to, but he doesnt understand what im going through and cannot come and comfort me in class because his friends doesnt like it and usually tease us (well its feels like a mock to me really) when we're just chatting like normal people would do. Everything i do in class has so much pressure. even if its just sitting in my desk, i still feel very pressured and scared of what other people are thinking about me. Thank you for taking your time and reading this :') Im really grateful that you're doing it",5.532288081580624,5.279424921606123,5.987202676864246,83.18796781389423,67.47036328871893,9.191306564690887,29.28801784576163,8.745826893841286,1.9618227405991084,2026,62,430,29,30,655,219,523,0.12,0.7709999999999999,0.109,0.0962,0,4,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,6,7,1,33,35,3,5,15,0,45,5,0,3,2,70,76,36,0,12,20,0,6,7,7,6,3,6,0,0,37,23,2,2,10,3,0,11,23,16,1,4,11,12,72,19,49,57,5,56,0,3,0,0,52,18,0,5,24,282,109,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288782754362992,0.06096679895293791,0.13254380188262407,0.045970201681739965,0.0,0.0,0.037570076746239474,0.0,0.042264053795429225,0.0,0.0,0.03863021547387058,0.0,0.04546384259200198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471303055881698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886177094209692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056328331729925574,0.0,0.0,0.1427720403572802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411049494644057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951688832633274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424836670215095,0.0,0.0,0.1130636156854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596135324729168,0.0,0.04654825563989652,0.0,0.14895820492126746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173883373781288,0.039468701316075855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170735790603569,0.0,0.02886444801188105,0.0,0.09419498701352977,0.046338836541344575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898150629194216,0.05454529734110738,0.0,0.0,0.062267752574706375,0.0,0.03703111860089739,0.058371834069515,0.0,0.0,0.054407488186956114,0.0,0.059143406008601365,0.0,0.5370893410485517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057531589190849414,0.030362485975492886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893737262318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227635645749568,0.07375603930401,0.0,0.0555033655318079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040613142048438286,0.0,0.042610144329932764,0.0,0.05875615883575727,0.0,0.054130650161224536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487403692475257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320616050729935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859269134449233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105245550539146,0.0,0.14157140898717402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471809152343449,0.10510571862454668,0.04393489174917544,0.0553122121166067,0.16773973275450216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681088072659294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910434227658492,0.17665889848440725,0.0882411731218031,0.046189239029464216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153911415075195,0.08881141712583343,0.2414429938071238,0.05086431581944968,0.0,0.0,0.07340773809543358,0.07080051246843794,0.054280218090428385,0.04386020630537788,0.06443032110693894,0.12699734992911696,0.0,0.05279118834458125,0.0,0.037509308378084895,0.0,0.053968610548379925,0.05751441561677367,0.06645573173535722,0.0,0.06084712520395536,0.04558483059108538,0.0,0.043852756474914656,0.0,0.0,0.049673981744535474,0.05121482545743858,0.0498521192791916,0.0,0.0,0.05325645154488241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056301745936376685,0.11773834753989333,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lockjawbrether,2019/04/15,"TIFU by offering to talk to someone So recently I’ve been playing this game on my phone. It’s pretty in-depth and there are separate servers and what not. Well my server has a discord. Didn’t know much about discord until then. But discord servers have different tabs or chat rooms. One of them is general for just chatting that doesn’t have to be about the game. I’ve been on there a few times and people were super nice and I even made a few girl friends who started our own server on discord. This made me get comfortable talking on there. Someone from our game server recently joined the discord. She shared a picture of her baby (not uncommon) and said “I’m bored”. I responded saying her baby is precious and asked how old the little one was. Figuring since she put it out there she might want to discuss her kid. Apparently not. Her reply was “I don’t want to talk to you”. I’m not sure entirely what I did wrong. But now I feel awful for upsetting her. I just keep reading it over and over again trying to find my mistake and hating myself for it. Hating myself for joining this stupid discord and even the game (which I really love) all together. I feel like I should know better than to try to talk to people at this point. Putting myself out there usually ends badly despite learning from past mistakes. I’m so stupid.",3.3838119312436814,5.536776666666667,4.106488035052244,85.60051061678466,74.96899224806202,6.96757667677789,26.72126727334007,7.893859768569023,1.7018656555443203,1052,40,198,16,23,335,147,258,0.18600000000000005,0.703,0.111,-0.968,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,1,2,17,22,4,1,8,1,18,1,0,3,2,40,37,17,0,5,9,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,2,13,11,0,1,7,8,0,2,7,10,1,2,10,4,28,12,32,24,5,26,0,0,0,1,35,12,0,2,13,138,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770806116259976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512888316345416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135641354551394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315482660339777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151813735668883,0.0,0.0,0.16632361558415018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732690136780506,0.08994952375069802,0.0,0.0,0.11507868440832746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727709894102014,0.0,0.06578233550689379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486184422123079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191383997640644,0.0,0.0,0.13839275488248418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615128520265945,0.1261940483919472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363792601196987,0.23827656902702365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356971361370396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925577144284838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212047541838928,0.0,0.17063860066585246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019453304143453,0.17457910589639236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119024846609165,0.0,0.0,0.1280948733166378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531469493394216,0.0,0.0,0.12594322537042954,0.0,0.08066062722163117,0.0,0.24864019673035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197684369956972,0.10012801174350168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415335211154038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213364832756367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891191462367786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866788621945724,0.0,0.0,0.40480402991316655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341863939558065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096809939639815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867114323991253,0.0,0.14852896075368635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320744923780725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766189278057253,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nova__Bean,2019/04/15,"New job anxiety and not fitting in Anxiety rant time. I recently started a new job and trying to be social and fit in with my coworkers has been super tough for me. For the past 5 months before starting this job, I was unemployed and basically isolated (I have no friends) so I feel like any progress I've made in my social skills in the past dropped way down. Now I'm working in a space with the same 1-3 people all day who I'm struggling to make connections with. One thing that I can't get out of my head is the feeling that I'm ruining the boys club that these guys had before I started. I'm the only girl that works in this department and the only stories I've heard of other ladies who previously in this department have been negative. Although they are all very nice to me and I don't think they disrespect women or anything. I'm certainly no girly girl and I'm doing my best to match their vibe but its hard to fight past the feeling that I don't quite fit in. I'm also nervous that if I show any sort of weakness, whether physical, emotional, or intellectual, that I'll be ""that girl"" on the team that can't do the job/handle the stress/is too airheaded for this. So I have these huge walls up which is certainly not helping anything. I've also rediscovered how terrible I am at making conversation. First of all, I'm a bit of a workaholic and I have been really focused on learning my new job. So throughout the day when my coworkers are chatting about random things, I'm too busy thinking about my next task to jump in and talk. If I'm ever not super focused, I can't start conversations because it feels like I am literally incapable of coming up with conversation starters. My mind actually goes blank. If they try to include me in conversations, all I can think to respond is in sound bytes like ""oh thats cool"" ""oh that sucks"" ""that makes sense"" which basically kills the conversation or makes it seem like I'm not interested. And that is aside from the fact that all my coworkers seem to have the same hobby/sport they talk about all the time, which is something I can't relate to. I'm filled with anxiety over the chance they will find out I'm not a sporty person like them at all and in fact watch dumb youtube/TV, browse reddit, and play video games by myself and further solidify me not fitting in. I'm hoping that things will get better for me somehow because I really like this job aside from my anxiety over finding my place/making connections with my coworkers. But right now all I can do is rethink every conversation I've had at work and worry over them and I hate it. This is mostly a vent. But does anyone have any tips or advice?",5.6979992884250485,5.988972193548388,6.327309653700192,79.03155271584444,67.10246679316887,9.775355787476279,31.26950901328273,9.673873057562805,2.734286574952561,2114,78,420,42,32,692,237,527,0.114,0.738,0.14800000000000002,0.9664,8,0,1,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,8,12,16,29,5,2,23,1,39,2,1,6,13,81,78,34,1,4,17,0,5,6,1,2,1,2,0,7,36,24,0,0,13,7,0,5,15,11,0,2,8,9,45,18,58,66,13,65,0,1,1,0,35,35,2,14,29,264,81,11,0.0,0.0,0.07418059154571513,0.0,0.0,0.07428189632882799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157983874936835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508033672479113,0.0,0.2326079426887125,0.0,0.0,0.05315211237481016,0.0,0.1251092825032408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267722236052084,0.0,0.12936793139528532,0.0,0.07977403872116154,0.06722992114044116,0.08298971800604396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548100098987737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804798470425848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652206094108086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550770050036641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687607692954211,0.06404670759076334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374377218992458,0.10861160477134074,0.0,0.0,0.1389543831627693,0.06465911932757039,0.0,0.0,0.05872972631165654,0.0,0.07943038191967124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526773133916345,0.0,0.0,0.06809535076261575,0.07505000265279352,0.0780142845521756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095188191666089,0.0,0.0,0.07550097991100578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526045431626069,0.0,0.0841003743864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282529003224225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192811996748719,0.20296491962667573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767544292122013,0.0,0.060675197694832476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025000423688545,0.08084381406732684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051510367930409376,0.11562709483702825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769744697960405,0.052699881167536114,0.06637418632213396,0.07942047763608476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085230867224262,0.0,0.0,0.09739551471873432,0.0,0.07505656965008735,0.0,0.0,0.06491719701068044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840411276985445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497735486636516,0.0,0.058520784049467936,0.0,0.0,0.21521789299197264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707600189533009,0.07946836482194054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221974655158573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150483746595744,0.14612383397635906,0.0,0.0,0.0886510112825418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321966624089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272111114168959,0.0,0.06033791454454718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602152795995062,0.07719787648958815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loser-lesbo,2019/04/16,"Just played my first game with someone I recently got a pc and have just delve into the world of gaming. Ive been afraid to play with others since I started, but I just squaded up with someone on accident and it went great! I was shaking the whole time but I joked some and they can’t see my shaking through text so it’s all good! Also, any game recommendations?",2.3016829745596894,4.4787340410958905,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,78.45205479452055,5.815264187866927,24.127201565557733,6.868970318607317,0.7529037181996094,287,10,60,3,7,91,55,73,0.102,0.691,0.208,0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,3,0,1,4,1,9,5,9,5,3,11,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,4,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621763273036716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236690895343994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406160932466164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372648533609772,0.2262435763512085,0.31187426707602617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27930814322112096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254173392916106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339998099348217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793636431240013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022267990594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494858125968576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26223096993869016,0.0,0.3158234617355558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ClosetedAspie,2019/04/16,How to deal with people making a big deal out of stepping out of your comfort zone? I fucking hate when it happens. Part of me wants to get out of my comfort zone and part of me doesn’t. Whenever I take any steps out of my comfort zone my family makes a huge fucking deal out of it. It makes me NOT want to step out of my comfort zone. I just want to move FAR away from my family and re-invent myself. But I need to get out of my comfort zone to move away. Such a catch 22.,1.6525485436893206,2.6804340970873817,3.4079490291262147,93.56104975728157,76.96116504854369,6.315048543689321,22.583737864077676,6.6274283507984215,0.3384766990291257,364,10,87,3,8,122,51,103,0.061,0.8,0.139,0.8107,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,21,15,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,15,5,26,15,2,19,0,0,0,2,4,12,2,0,1,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578201221028756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29229609109542604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811078400851476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932848181511392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876142187760854,0.1625410250109021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755583390670806,0.0,0.0,0.15357730963188188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115003851177987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33065843768665104,0.0,0.11534127422660767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336899513098882,0.0,0.10784151474415456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169572026689882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524922920429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joshlefler5,2019/04/16,"Message to lurkers and people who are afraid to talk: Hey folks, my name is Josh. I live in Orem, and I am a proud exmormon who is also gay, I'm also so much more than that, and so are you. I'm 20 years old and I would LOVE to talk/meet any of you. If you are hiding your identity, feel free to dm me. I'll give you my phone number and we can talk. I desperately needed someone to talk to when I was afraid of who I was. I was so paralytically afraid of who I was. I want you to know that there is at least one person you don't need to hide from. I work a lot, but I'm free most nights and I need people to occupy my weekends. Anyway, love you guys. I'd love to show you, if you wanna meet, or just talk online/text/Skype I'd love to be your friend. Sincerely, Josh - trying to figure things out without being afraid.",0.06480225988700639,1.886066807909604,2.378333333333334,95.52535310734469,84.31073446327683,5.289265536723164,15.483050847457626,6.42735559955562,-0.650301694915254,623,10,152,6,18,212,98,177,0.018000000000000002,0.759,0.222,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,11,0,2,9,13,0,4,2,0,16,5,0,0,0,26,30,16,0,8,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,27,11,22,23,5,8,0,0,0,5,33,3,0,5,5,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223888166437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455551436733656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030543862239208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742598831029967,0.0,0.0,0.13338484031162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767662365862102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641561390132469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122779472406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821126961875975,0.5019749414513349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221423188463853,0.3093007956003013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304845152394861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590456337984084,0.0,0.09422063630582772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927928895229422,0.12140891864725085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178125595799874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587963850024481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237546253949573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440257392095604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201247043428297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340346255669955,0.0,0.10122657265158463,0.0,0.0,0.0987737314422634,0.0,0.0,0.08954055978179883 socialanxiety,mysticsoul7,2019/04/16,"Whats a good job for ppl with SA? I havnt worked in a really long time, my job agency wants me to do a certificate in Horticulture. Ive thought about it before but i dont know if i have the motivation. They say its a $4000 course they will pay but only if im going to dedicate myself to it. Im scared to even go to the place to learn. Last time i tried doing a course a long time ago Im so self conscious and stressed and can feel myself doing weird things like maybe stress in my mouth or i look worried or anxious, sad or something. Then ill feel embarrassed, freak out my mind races and i can hardly take the focus off my mind. I just want to get the fuck out of the situation and then ill get depressed. I think i also get paranoid. I never feel normal and its like im constantly reminding myself to relax. I hate group situations where everyone has the confidence to be themselves. Is anyone in Horticulture with SA and find its a good job for them? What other jobs would be good for ppl with SA",1.9244698703279963,3.8382511545893765,3.5942130689041463,88.69858123569797,78.51690821256041,6.869972031528096,21.03966437833715,7.85451343220497,0.792107246376812,787,21,170,13,19,262,119,207,0.23,0.649,0.121,-0.9806,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,6,16,2,4,13,0,14,4,1,1,1,36,31,17,0,6,8,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,11,0,0,10,1,1,2,2,10,0,0,1,6,23,6,24,26,0,22,0,2,1,1,6,9,1,5,13,103,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904973976765706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164203296619837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153336256595242,0.0,0.07138431100690823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687181220494625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032396352611908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793071793302143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964974093599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743005771118141,0.0,0.0,0.09755220262136097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486063618680435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933092069184169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438136552970616,0.16001479996790713,0.0,0.11604118979202732,0.25688693776013705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914533680747327,0.1007935995592769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411026399309187,0.0,0.4052377478989397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056106473009023286,0.08321768606997475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975288590414444,0.0,0.0,0.1806944171356308,0.08573061972464731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256400225705764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616535453586735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873877371858218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002737801782796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764470808297935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666323166825452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540202639862508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118675855689568,0.10221077215794044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650304405154004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950883376447398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859454050475552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338894964964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675962991960074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782463859232847,0.06541570813802483,0.0,0.08104874822269653,0.1785900243017152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931300025303637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043168205823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432337026835838,0.1036782355054112,0.0,0.07252242590528736,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amyyye,2019/04/16,"I have been absolutely terrified of getting my first job for the past 2 years and still continue to feel stressed about it. I’m 16 (turning 17 in the summer) and ever since I was 14 I have been wanting to just walk into a store in my small town and apply for a job position. It has been an ongoing fear in the back of my head for years and anytime I go into a store or hear people from school talk about whether they’re working that night or not, I get stressed all over again. I’m scared of what others think of me, and I replay over and over in my head how the exact situation of what it would be like working in a store and interacting with customers, but I’m just sitting in my house taking no action. I’m overthinking literally nothing, and it’s been like this each summer where I do nothing all day and get so lazy and sad about my life. It seems so easy to just apply for a job, do the interview and get trained for that particular position, but my anxiety-ridden self is making me feel like I can’t even do that because of my fear of basic human interaction. I’m in high school and it would be my first job so obviously employers would understand that I’m young and have no experience, but I have no confidence in myself and so there I go again. It’s a continuous cycle of shit and I’m driving myself crazy. This mess of a post is what goes through my head literally every day and it really sucks. I know what I have to do to get past this low self-esteem bs, it’s just hard taking that leap.",5.200711974110035,5.005579637540453,6.303705501618126,80.44384304207124,68.15857605177993,9.714563106796119,29.46440129449839,9.444778638647367,2.301156634304207,1184,38,252,22,18,398,146,309,0.159,0.785,0.055,-0.9842,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,20,13,2,5,13,0,23,5,4,2,5,48,50,27,0,4,11,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,22,20,0,0,6,0,3,5,5,10,0,2,5,4,26,3,38,40,3,44,0,2,0,0,7,18,2,3,22,170,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699187500857975,0.0,0.061036801000470535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914792175386405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613327630562484,0.0905710655806559,0.08436174599073898,0.0,0.0,0.09794391815107477,0.0,0.2253425726488627,0.10125495552416948,0.07153111344858419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033681842168716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615624579123985,0.0,0.11380954321913693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969458228660833,0.0,0.3082791374269968,0.0,0.11285098128616447,0.0,0.0,0.10579021213773104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553370364475099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974444166436734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055027461164763855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072302173005582,0.14675173186204307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683589070644802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939628857031192,0.0,0.19215009339869152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911660767146582,0.06941580849409627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589447717953964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414424708479552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024510531319716,0.20266877219005225,0.0,0.0911523249576684,0.20890966072783526,0.0,0.10277945057243183,0.08282651130638273,0.11254751688734503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996195915928125,0.0,0.22939144977508094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056685362286704,0.08047870011078874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415766570377318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108909978995676,0.0,0.1042362695307832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059057799858500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578804019346256,0.0,0.0,0.21338313180562204,0.0,0.0,0.12895766779879886 socialanxiety,msxd_,2019/04/16,"I'm about to go to the cinema, but alone so that's it, I'm going to the cinema alone for the first time in my life and I'm kinda nervous but at the same time I feel like I'm making big progress for my S.A., it's normal to see a movie without any friend? any advice? it's normal that I'm feeling really awkward? Yes, I know that nobody will notice me because everyone is watching the movie but, idk, it's a weird sensation. (btw, english is not my native language so sorry if i messed up)",0.9796153846153821,2.838336192307697,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,81.30769230769229,6.083076923076924,20.97692307692308,7.1686216300943375,0.6191684615384614,380,11,81,5,10,132,64,104,0.203,0.685,0.113,-0.7976,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,4,7,2,11,14,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005801372991209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251800877245959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791710746043568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512611352357306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613711304532935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757377274152847,0.14663956949129967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745961758293326,0.0,0.0,0.1585852966782724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331081563062156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128069007509612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498297257841006,0.1002808882497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701431121725505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022273331143552,0.0,0.23369271429500976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149641218179786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635676353767406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977456127659826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393804263698811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978657231368025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elliebelly278,2019/04/16,"Instagram makes my depressed but I’ll feel worse if I don’t have it. For a while, I was probably the only normal 17 year old girl in America without an Instagram. I had a fan account to look at memes and occasionally check up on my peers for about a year but not a personal one. This was because my parents didn’t let me make an account when everyone else was so after awhile, I had no desire to get one. And as the years go by, people are like “omg you don’t have an Instagram??” and I just let the years go by because by I felt like it was too late and I don’t really take pictures of myself anyway. Recently though, I’ve caved and finally got one, hoping to increase my confidence by finding out that people don’t find me disgusting but that hasn’t really been the case. For the past few days I followed good friends and people I knew would follow back with no questions. I was feeling pretty confident so I decided to follow people I kinda know and occasionally talk to, but who have more followers than me and are generally more well liked at school. Most of them accepted my request but didn’t follow back. I know it’s stupid and trivial but my mind doesn’t shut up and thinks that it’s because: a) I’m ugly b) people don’t like me c) I’m weird and awkward. I struggle with these thoughts occasionally as is, but having this stupid account has really worsened it. I know I’m getting in too deep but I can’t stop because I view myself as a relatively average teen girl but that can’t possibly be true if I don’t have an Instagram with at least 100 followers. And that’s at least. Really the only kids at my school with that few followers are the weird cat kids, or kids who people secretly find annoying. I feel like because of my low numbers, I by default fit into that category even though I’d like to think I don’t. I don’t wanna go back to not having an account because before I know it, I’ll be off to college and will feel ostracized all over again for not having an account. I don’t expect any advice, just wanted to rant and see if anyone else has the same issue as me.",4.693005664488016,5.1056854988235285,6.12488888888889,79.18614814814815,69.30588235294118,9.402178649237474,29.85838779956427,9.444778638647367,2.543628322440086,1647,60,331,33,27,561,194,425,0.123,0.725,0.152,0.9444,5,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,0,17,22,4,2,20,0,42,0,0,2,2,76,78,37,0,10,19,1,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,6,18,20,0,1,20,0,6,11,21,10,1,3,14,8,41,12,48,58,10,47,0,2,3,0,16,18,0,8,24,230,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335472406122639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058007308706793374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964413779450292,0.08740050833172129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677260563818974,0.0,0.3119905930682648,0.0,0.07258449741300388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055011807140759886,0.0,0.07346925091508072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251535164536652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634021813599596,0.0,0.0,0.0815083445260492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252211292901187,0.060938740076622165,0.0819019185041452,0.09344259857382813,0.23388951086461796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590300426942151,0.0,0.08913204824070335,0.0,0.14543482908570649,0.07154606615586599,0.06822265351006902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472270711796165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903162719613017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751583702978614,0.0,0.09622275179857384,0.0,0.0,0.174451212278287,0.0,0.25004128169102896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163099039465619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387757788720335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612925333971366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357644184785641,0.0,0.0,0.08950859298194443,0.0,0.17340560960336734,0.12974984566194114,0.0,0.0,0.0947161818536178,0.0,0.08142904044654392,0.35482002505700183,0.07448116242453494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616356944016552,0.0,0.08678133985261773,0.09196843541746157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555615380547182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185829025754304,0.0,0.08422401636692252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726574498104949,0.06797350573074545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131509114050935,0.0,0.08917467039353165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413540845882301,0.06856136234033204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931431445018094,0.16761474237652227,0.06771911977407284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050312482800385416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669545136181556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222669988827193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692856230563194,0.060595073383393476,0.0,0.0,0.21972306650942905 socialanxiety,Msogg,2019/04/16,"Social Anxiety Support Server An active community filled with 1.5K people, who are all struggling with Social Anxiety, Depression, etc. The layout of the server creates a feeling of unity, and allows you to vent, and speak your mind freely. Link: [https://discord.gg/72eQJmn](https://discord.gg/72eQJmn)",11.547790697674422,15.905552558139537,8.909476744186048,50.333052325581406,58.30232558139535,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.985888372093024,252,9,25,5,4,74,36,43,0.184,0.595,0.221,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306942721067836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424559952454626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31394750386436154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233512684239036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842352899768356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515702428047285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573908683217487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942854757827913,0.0,0.0,0.3194434671497901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jazzyjosslyn,2019/04/16,"Anyone ever too scared to go to class? I am a student and my grades have been suffering due to my SA. I ditch class not wanting to deal with people, and then I feel terrible for ditching and then I ditch again cause I don't want to deal with explaining why I ditched to begin with. It is a bad cycle of mine and idk how to deal.",0.7278571428571432,2.6599252142857166,2.4699999999999998,95.165,82.57142857142857,5.7142857142857135,20.0,6.868970318607317,0.16714285714285726,255,7,59,3,7,84,47,70,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.922,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,11,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,9,0,12,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012349858936704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314830066587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993976592779615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7525058269617858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008198951237154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230215848564853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382750138611127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867604614175336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358929725253944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870134740218439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954360957699176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Krishnamurti_6656,2019/04/16,"Some progress... So, I'm thankful for myself today. It's a small achievement, but an achievement nonetheless, and a move towards my overall self improvement ""plan"". Basically, I managed to hold (somewhat) a conversation today with a total stranger, while on a plane trip back home. So, then, wtf is the achievement? Well, I'm a generally shy person and I experience strong anxiety around people (just, in general). But, today I managed to hold a conversation with a total stranger. He was quite a cool person, I guess and we operate in similar professional areas. To everyone else who experiences the same, just try it, even if the other person isn't fully engaged. It'll be a teaching experience, atleast. Keep well, mates!",5.127142857142856,7.980685761904766,6.111349206349207,69.94892857142858,72.33333333333333,8.961904761904762,34.3095238095238,9.516144504307137,4.014409523809524,570,30,87,15,12,188,84,126,0.103,0.7440000000000001,0.153,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,7,9,6,0,0,14,1,5,0,0,0,2,23,10,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,7,6,11,7,5,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,6,62,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225639779466996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262524944749802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319538669118248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383901025072306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582044594599567,0.0,0.0,0.15309222525987487,0.0,0.4701628140369314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764948010207295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070863139259958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142406385434068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702831084796779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107285501175652,0.4196804742563549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040829238244862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671391067825104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750437600103572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555950421039638,0.0,0.0,0.10877541626981224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881049145229148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bseicmkoyn,2019/04/16,"Presentation tomorrow I have a final presentation tomorrow, the last of my degree. I'm a mature student (34f) and I know my stuff. I'm just so scared, I'm that worried about it I have had a migraine for the past 4 days because of stress. I have done presentations before as part of my degree but this is 40% of a double module with about 30-40 people attending. I feel physically sick, I won't sleep tonight, I have had to write myself a script because when people are looking at me, I can't speak or breathe without the knot in my chest. I just feel like crying and don't know how to get through it. Any suggestions of how to deal with this would be amazing, thank you for listening x",5.591304347826089,5.449496355072461,6.443297101449279,79.59146739130436,67.33333333333334,9.508695652173913,31.74275362318841,9.188382445141503,2.5443449275362324,539,20,110,9,8,179,88,138,0.108,0.7909999999999999,0.101,0.0334,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,0,14,5,3,2,0,17,25,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,5,16,3,19,19,2,14,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,12,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831179573345614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479686332707707,0.0,0.1730694356179852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341375265822985,0.1311693647198975,0.20968558489048972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081380154535999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567962705833331,0.14530145868920233,0.0,0.22280319316439984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062625893565112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355503751387154,0.16578954203910531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936580823228514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079590714558646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025094656831326,0.19415823729975487,0.28200926125754705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362831397738507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353632838250968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329819197285952,0.0,0.23283225169041805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872536728433992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606016504349494,0.0,0.0,0.206551852083597,0.0,0.14448202475003266,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,real-lifehumanperson,2019/04/16,"Anxiety about initiating taking photos during social events/interactions Does anyone else feel super uncomfortable/anxious about initiating photo-taking, whether selfies or otherwise, when hanging out with people (this could be just one or two or a bigger group)? I have always just waited for someone else to suggest it but want to try and start doing it myself, as I like having photos to look back at. Does anyone have any non-awkward ways of bringing it up? Thank you!",8.71170731707317,9.786594560975614,8.362097560975613,64.3207073170732,60.70731707317073,9.486829268292682,33.47317073170731,9.3871,3.423665365853658,382,14,52,6,5,122,66,82,0.016,0.8490000000000001,0.134,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,14,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,12,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590863615046124,0.0,0.0,0.15193759157980646,0.0,0.17092055966373945,0.0,0.0,0.3124498222855697,0.2289267169055433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180108539235547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838777415396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39104383984860935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732881213572026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297108466619672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091548375041624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187621877409488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139948900081884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489571128569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277550450150685,0.18930843621553184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581423329514869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798882267536586,0.0,0.0,0.20570098100040152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169183750365686,0.0,0.21825509601734144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317826603838931,0.1773454509538953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dkheije,2019/04/16,"Hands shake when eating with other people In a few days theres this big family dinner going on, and im already nervous because my hands have started trembling when eating with other people. I dont know how much they really shake, but do you have any ideas on how to improve it?",11.331272727272726,6.856511672727276,10.796818181818182,66.63522727272729,59.54545454545454,12.454545454545455,38.40909090909091,8.841846274778883,3.522818181818182,222,6,39,2,2,73,43,55,0.109,0.82,0.07,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,4,1,0,4,5,2,2,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158272330956546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735220596594189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554721037313238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456136810107616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990533920855788,0.0,0.0,0.5221983334980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054839121066796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501707716825393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880520683109966,0.2756237491559117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023290765236712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757683422062613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538008280273084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346627824495513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060825532221164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ary743743,2019/04/16,"Anybody feel like they an extroverted person but social anxiety just stops them from being themself and they can’t live the way they want I want to talk to people, I like attention, I like being a leader, but because I have s.a. I can’t do any of these things because I am too nervous and hesitant in the moment and it fucking sucks. I used to be able to have the confidence for these things but at some point s.a. just took over. Anybody else?",4.689810606060603,5.634468965909092,5.282272727272732,83.31424242424245,69.56818181818181,8.139393939393939,28.303030303030305,8.344100000000001,1.881357575757576,351,12,69,5,6,113,58,88,0.134,0.7020000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.4235,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,3,6,2,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,16,6,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,10,12,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,5,50,16,0,0.2290020517901297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572924803225252,0.0,0.17518594281326968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791950505021295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130182936918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579031812686022,0.16359911155564216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117087067900738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33563650549266355,0.0,0.20221300724276406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587611886639173,0.19995575860223486,0.0,0.0,0.2164809589462098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334387528916339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145596932964493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406317478535766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30427757522466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544297056170698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977842463755154,0.0,0.0,0.27014268676878195,0.18177116954288647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KikisBombDelivery,2019/04/16,"Sending emails to colleagues Agonizing over whether or not to click the ""SEND"" button is the worst. Then, right as you click, you think ""The die is cast"". No backsies. But it's not over; for however long it takes to get a response, you worry about if you came across as weird, or pushy, or rude. Waiting for their reply, if it even ever arrives. Fuck, what should I do",2.3487525150905446,4.635914619718314,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,78.85915492957747,5.183903420523139,22.818913480885314,6.18269132825596,0.2927167002012068,282,9,59,2,7,86,53,71,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,10,10,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,11,8,1,10,0,0,2,1,8,4,1,5,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973057336045655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605215638428707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294386478316487,0.3142215837525325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211436208521815,0.18148968271163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741693056160857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966573042519689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611836070531875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258458811387594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35277730690697945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kstanman,2019/04/16,"Do women understand this problem or do they usually misunderstand (with arguably good reason)? Is this an example where humanity is doomed to misunderstand each other? Im a guy. When I talk to another guy, if I want to think for a minute about what we are discussing, The best place to position my gaze is at is chest. By doing that, I signal I am intrested to the discussion and I am giving him my full attention, I'm not looking away in boredom, or looking somewhere else To signal distraction. There is simply no better place to position my gaze if I want to be friendly And focused than on the chest. So then that becomes a habit and subconscious for someone who is polite and gives other people full attention and is the kind of person everyone who is in a discussion would like to be talking to. Enter women. That whole social pattern that works so well in so many parts of every day interaction becomes a time bomb waiting to explode, which then makes looking at the chest a source of needless anxiety and disruption of ordinary interaction, Because don't women always interpret that ogling by a guy? What do women do when they are talking to each other? Don't they also look at the chest to keep attention focused on the other person and avoid signaling something unfriendly or inattentive? Or am I missing something, is there a better place to position your gaze during a discussion?",8.300708705357144,8.28252158203125,8.550022321428571,66.33203125000001,61.6953125,11.845535714285715,38.988839285714285,11.35114627814755,4.798660491071428,1119,53,177,29,14,369,132,256,0.132,0.755,0.113,-0.6302,0,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,4,11,13,0,2,17,0,24,4,4,2,0,33,39,21,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,16,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,4,16,8,34,36,7,23,1,2,4,0,31,15,0,6,8,141,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944920424949206,0.09307107313690316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728814836867152,0.08556762202370041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509004607744404,0.0,0.0,0.06818485595536203,0.2470668076976144,0.0,0.0,0.11738334837054785,0.19785066371622606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213625466424511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343924726513353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424139870103994,0.1068808134760522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641773732234741,0.0,0.0,0.2146001405086083,0.0,0.09381740969240927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322576543878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082097511739658,0.0,0.0,0.09942053094819492,0.0,0.11647820869558438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546459705958715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757150788913086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466308040017278,0.11340189380042555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112644141885345,0.0,0.0775451338473401,0.1953323251714956,0.35058930487515244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702869420565392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500402808830695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402055811296699,0.09477310832504224,0.17222057930418078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26971082123815465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167120692334975,0.0,0.0,0.06522267587048683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644343915117625,0.0,0.0,0.12319082868581585,0.0,0.13194818569739214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056973036477364,0.0,0.0,0.12488043922392753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143068081606326,0.0,0.0,0.07945751779792766,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Buddha-Dharma-Sangha,2019/04/16,"I no longer have social anxiety... So, I visited this sub a lot on another account prior to deleting it. I always heard people complaining that people who got healthy would leave so I decided to swing by. Although, I have to say that I don't have all the answers, I just have my story and if it's useful to anyone I would be happy. So, it all started off with me being hospitalized on two separate occasions for suicide and self harm related things. I went into group therapy for about a month after, having to stay in a behavioral health unit for 10 days AND go into group therapy was hella stressful(I even asked for my own room at one point so I wouldn't have to share 😂). I was diagnosed with severe MDD, GAD, and SAD. I was put on a lot of medications( one made me throw up in front of all the other patients in the unit during lunch 😂). The medicine took a while to kick in and it only seemed to work after being in therapy for while. The pills were mainly for depression. Although they gave me vistaril for anxiety, it didn't really help. Going through CBT therapy with other people from all different backgrounds and mental illnesses really helped my social anxiety. So I'm definitely an advocate for group therapy, people suffering tend to be really nice to each other. Things like SMART goals and other techniques became really useful. Other than medication and therapy, I started expanding my interests.Sometimes I would just go outside and watch some ducks or squirrels. I volunteer sometimes and I'm trying to make a habit of dancing to rap music in my apartment😂(my ass still don't wanna exercise despite everyone telling me it helps).I stopped playing video games and watching anime because I felt it had already taken up so much of my life. Nothing against those hobbies but I personally can't play or watch them anymore without blaming them for my crappy teenage years. If you're spiritual then that could be really helpful in finding a place to belong, I personally started studying Buddhism after being exposed to mindfulness exercises in CBT. Having a group to meet with helps with loneliness. As for what I'm doing now, I still go to therapy every two weeks. I'm also reading a lot. I found out that I'm naturally an introverted person, I've tried to force myself to be outgoing but that only made me feel worse. I have made a few friends but it's not like I'm hanging out with them 24/7. That's all I have to say, I wish you all the best ✌️",5.064051172707888,6.701608624733481,6.2667036247334735,74.00031130063967,69.36247334754798,9.453816631130065,32.163326226012785,9.819183407551806,3.443752921108743,1971,88,335,48,35,661,249,469,0.098,0.8009999999999999,0.102,0.8352,1,0,0,0,0,1,48.0,0,1,4,3,14,15,0,0,18,0,31,11,1,6,6,65,63,31,1,9,11,0,2,2,1,4,9,3,1,4,25,22,1,1,7,9,1,12,8,5,0,4,17,8,41,10,70,34,16,53,0,3,3,1,32,22,1,9,20,243,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666873015076972,0.05556010350015979,0.05780977594763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285186846972415,0.15944734139743932,0.0,0.06890173580155469,0.048579384463312905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495088180079255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042352055401822235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291100059953841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547110381301354,0.0,0.0,0.04480641062027225,0.0,0.0598397615995759,0.07051689508406131,0.0,0.07258785671840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588838432044053,0.0,0.05853670705918367,0.06638750013189137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351292614928788,0.0,0.06670806108395938,0.0,0.06350000123161402,0.0,0.0,0.07617708297975803,0.053677150849628805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793973473923742,0.0,0.05556647537418975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739587220612692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384996698056565,0.0,0.0,0.186273767883727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356527940406841,0.0,0.0,0.04907310483838286,0.06788513788685939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719857879615006,0.0,0.1972202215963012,0.04637591255819257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399799533418754,0.07001568306655476,0.0,0.0701511710328329,0.0,0.055455251437978456,0.0,0.051073011569628214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666430143532558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415776177971696,0.10567958343506943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266423658615947,0.18199185159632292,0.07258785671840548,0.0,0.065677479240697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984278486272552,0.0,0.0,0.06949501558219938,0.0,0.2225412097058045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050054841557304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324853618364296,0.07247884374750374,0.07848834657687766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164450233079415,0.0,0.0,0.13742750495290962,0.0,0.1475268662887058,0.0740524003733487,0.11096758902308852,0.058085226120416875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599570203321722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072527361419003,0.0,0.5561647420045635,0.0,0.09231381931929307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719063048419815,0.09433957798575933,0.0,0.1357363322269796,0.0,0.0,0.1200102844952059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572962839640863,0.0,0.0,0.06440514673808234,0.0,0.0,0.07989421772596067,0.06697259135146663,0.0,0.05057951149134613,0.0,0.07080219792325591,0.1480617278742438,0.0,0.0,0.0447404041625839 socialanxiety,Tyrion69Lannister,2019/04/16,"I unhealthy amounts of time having pretend conversations with myself. What's wrong with me? For context, I'm 22M. I barely socialize and when I do, it's only surface level banter (I usually end it early). I'm also in school and working part time. It usually occurs when I have a non urgent deadline or some down time so I don't know if it's some kind of avoidance behavior, coping mechanism, procrastination, escapism, etc. I mention these because they might help pinpoint what might not or might not be causing this behavior and if there are commonalities with others going through the same thing.",4.847706422018347,7.4855756513761476,5.6573302752293575,73.91645412844036,72.30275229357798,7.662752293577981,32.00091743119266,8.548686976883017,3.0319754128440364,482,23,75,9,10,157,77,109,0.103,0.8540000000000001,0.043,-0.7501,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,13,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,9,9,6,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,9,10,59,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533936306668815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078850414035372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669954844603684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096985722826826,0.0,0.20269086129187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328841652471198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181812611353007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925678327721,0.09988089167776988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784000228137508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822331473484162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968093511178512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393305136293847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526352952705036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074160104904055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179264337136494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003272410767286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323106603708062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870682699609146,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rileypett,2019/04/16,Shy Bladder Syndrome Anybody else can’t piss in a public bathroom if other people are inside? I’m in school right now and i just had to walk to 3 different restrooms because the first two were full of kids vaping. I can even be in the stall about to go but as soon as i hear the door open the urge completely goes away.,3.2250000000000014,4.49716422727273,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,73.39393939393939,7.098181818181819,25.32121212121212,7.554174236665415,1.1577975757575758,253,8,53,3,5,82,55,66,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,5,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,3,0,11,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,3,36,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958583559849645,0.0,0.0,0.19195975393481973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301660339629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290028543389548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26305804509746544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798808650593145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785327224157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789645881966466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35491451458650464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183115972544263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892237050075524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31869500860288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761096111034153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Poxiim,2019/04/16,"So who else is going to survive first year college while having 0 friends? My brain needs someone to talk to - I feel like getting a dopamine shot whenever I talk with someone who is in the same line as me. Of course I've social anxiety before the conservation, but most of the time this goes away after talking for a while. I'm very lonely, I literally have 0, yes 0 friends. I've made 0 friends in my first year in college and lost all my friends before with social anxiety. But I've got hope this shit will end soon - I survived my first year on college with is a huge thing being depressive and having SA and sitting in a class while you're talking to no one. I'm looking better because I kinda accepted the SA. Back to the question: who else is going to survive first year college while having 0 friends? I will love to hear your stories.",5.703592814371254,5.876489209580837,6.0439580838323375,81.47491916167668,67.08383233532933,8.356646706586828,34.66407185628742,7.908726449838941,2.5323298203592817,666,30,129,7,10,214,90,167,0.113,0.6459999999999999,0.241,0.9805,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,9,3,14,1,0,9,1,11,3,2,1,1,19,25,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,3,3,12,10,21,19,3,27,0,3,1,1,18,7,1,4,18,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348239103570134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653137271079792,0.0871880572326417,0.0,0.06912002205860496,0.0,0.19296897433834487,0.0,0.0,0.10028210845915664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126578049271879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766056458186413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894415626934408,0.0,0.10042774896836756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057332172104823324,0.08100411650677103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857897023996667,0.0,0.0,0.4380148514125923,0.0,0.05924033554926491,0.0,0.12888156012183294,0.0,0.09068641337812552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779605398675414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261946061771635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055395448741187577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521701768248557,0.0,0.12377594811058484,0.0,0.10233672635971014,0.10729007866564112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840754607940453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683436505566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702005007101916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639073107194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116873626783574,0.19214587304482916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645465971824237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532967605852102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611721520451154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093556636144947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920715600023176 socialanxiety,touchmedontouchmebro,2019/04/16,"Anyone else have no fear of rejection or embarrassment but still have social anxiety? All of my social anxiety is related to approaching people or bringing attention to myself. If someone starts talking to me first then I am very socially free and extroverted. But for some reason if I have to talk to someone first it’s really hard to do. And if attention is brought to me I enjoy it, even if it’s bad, but I find it extremely difficult to initiate the attention myself. Anyone else have this problem?",4.843145161290323,7.19663217204301,6.580309139784948,68.59046370967744,71.36559139784947,11.101612903225806,33.13037634408602,10.9516,4.7285924731182805,404,20,64,15,8,139,57,93,0.243,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,11,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,6,0,2,1,1,9,3,11,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,7,5,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491502895630673,0.0,0.0,0.2277284951837591,0.3337056578679036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596786215125656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207038085287544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755686618054852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832446711029861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883638280311126,0.27702989187976385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587615680096586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112895462648946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581962851269654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432197806242054,0.1674306602279099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979965739047848,0.27595423156011034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152617570541482,0.0,0.13004735620663332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617755315250993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436327944813212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Flock_wood,2019/04/16,"I feel like I will never be able to have any close relationships again Growing up, I was a pretty shy kid. Didn’t have many friends in school but I did a sport outside of school and had plenty of friends there. My teammates were family and I was good friends with a lot of other people from all over the country because I would compete with them quite often. I was really outgoing at competitions and would talk and hang out with them as much as I could. All the way up until college, I really enjoyed my life and my friends. But now I’m in my senior year of college and I feel like I’m an entirely different person and I hate it. I was lucky enough to get a scholarship and continue competing in college which I’m so grateful for. But every year that I’ve been here I seem to change more and more. My social anxiety has gotten much much worse and I don’t feel comfortable being around people at all. All I look forward to is going home at the end of the day and being alone with my dog. I don’t talk to any of my old friends anymore. I barely have any kind of relationship with my teammates. I talk with them during practice and everything is fine but the minute anyone wants to do something outside of the gym I start to panic and want to run away. I don’t know how I used to talk and hang out with people 24/7, even seeing someone for 5 min just shuts me down for a few days. I was also diagnosed bipolar type 2 a year ago after a couple failed suicide attempts which has just made everything so much harder for me. I just get so worn out from any kind of social interaction that maintaining any kind of relationship seems impossible to me. I hate everything about the person that I’ve become and miss the old me so much. Old me would want to tackle life and make lasting memories with my friends but new me just can’t do that. I just want to take my dog with me and go live in a log cabin in the wilderness so I don’t have to see anyone.",3.427196969696972,4.749582073232325,4.546383838383839,85.97790909090912,72.96464646464645,7.603232323232322,25.573737373737373,8.131152278815165,1.4348682828282828,1535,49,318,23,30,503,183,396,0.098,0.752,0.15,0.9564,1,1,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,3,5,20,21,2,1,18,0,33,4,0,4,5,67,63,32,1,8,10,0,3,2,6,4,4,0,1,3,8,31,0,0,6,2,1,7,7,5,0,0,13,6,46,16,60,42,14,48,0,2,3,0,22,20,0,5,24,220,54,9,0.07372023864270133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534854353208269,0.0,0.0,0.07635193437313141,0.0,0.058954048208179614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066145125868483,0.0,0.056395780780500025,0.0,0.07311066751451296,0.10309380987980356,0.0,0.0,0.06562664199021964,0.0,0.0,0.06926259092667819,0.0,0.0,0.044939173230074014,0.08141821167586806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798623752916957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885961188578295,0.08157004187680025,0.0,0.09508691040272896,0.0,0.0,0.07482449042350935,0.0,0.07702195882865846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652942501113395,0.07617271317987104,0.0,0.04869152235137475,0.0,0.062112480584296914,0.0,0.19876499095089428,0.0,0.06949688005911699,0.0,0.11182550310923926,0.10533150643269197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417364410263539,0.0,0.07703156400033875,0.0,0.08379382100842671,0.061833038540465735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556694662304065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394741013948371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303048525112245,0.04051471520723095,0.06009183380298296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414156943961617,0.07203196969547257,0.0,0.06509632133888757,0.0,0.06190643354332578,0.0,0.0,0.06267431063334322,0.0,0.06975587228452378,0.049208831741037774,0.07474075113471025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709642888087958,0.0,0.05685759274980474,0.07119946586100441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320709681297407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649481613446154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332499369344996,0.1287393377212918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749999856038237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841054820005303,0.0,0.0,0.0944541451782204,0.0,0.0,0.2374438418193654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921763448423436,0.1174909712135208,0.13422427304357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029699897533907,0.062462918970744186,0.056753441352145675,0.0,0.0,0.05217956434728994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063797579620882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542844486241223,0.23701414139197965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367061661059875,0.0,0.0,0.17392842710794856,0.05851569403991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512722127309751,0.15710622718439388,0.0,0.0,0.14242025001880132 socialanxiety,minghinshi,2019/04/16,"Measure your anxiety https://imgur.com/a/bpH0MLe Go to https://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-tests/anxiety-rating-test.shtml and take the test 3 times every day. Take (100-score) as the real score. Afterwards, do what I’ve done in the photo. You’ll soon see what is causing you trouble.",11.816923076923075,17.041949666666667,7.11866666666667,57.918000000000006,65.15384615384616,7.222564102564102,28.312820512820515,8.238735603445708,2.7265958974358977,243,8,28,4,5,65,34,39,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983110574064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489138227279686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904597054488809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475795868927063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616953763485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303076281179374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865957395558763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706568518287724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107486382408508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805248281994306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Andreas10261026,2019/04/16,"There is no such thing as mental illness. There is no such thing as a mental illness. Yes I am being serious. Yes I have suffered from emotional pain in the past to the point of attempting suicide (im not being insensitive). The problem of mental illness is that there is not a single objective test proving any mental illness in history. People might say ""I have a chemical imbalance"". Did they test that? Have you gone to a neurologist? No. Neurologist treat brain diseases and there is no chemical test to prove anyone has a chemical imbalance in the brain. Real diseases are not voted into existence at a conference. Real diseases refers to something a person has, not something a person does. ""But I have a mental disorder"". You have an experience causing emotions. ""Anxiety disorder"" is simply emotional pain and trauma from the past. A human can have emotions, thoughts and perspectives. But not a mental disease. Why does this matter? A psychiatric diagnosis is being used to rob people of their human rights. And poison people. Even children. You are not helping anyone by fishing for empathy with your diagnosis. Here is a professor of psychiatry (because you are going to tell me I don't know what im talking about): [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQegsqYhuZE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQegsqYhuZE) Don't fall into the trap of thinking you have a disease of the mind. You don't. You can absolutely take responsibility for your life. Your life can be amazing. If someone tells you you have a ""chronic mental disorder"" or a chronic emotion which could never be recovered from. Don't fall for that. Start living a healthy lifestyle, for you body and mind and meet people. You live once, so don't waste your life thinking you are the victim of a mental disease. Please.",5.324893048128342,8.620652362745105,5.533553178847297,71.9055347593583,74.3921568627451,7.8920974450386225,30.84135472370767,8.754623652393294,3.284321568627451,1437,66,207,32,33,454,145,306,0.188,0.7390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9885,0,0,2,0,0,1,68.0,0,16,2,1,10,10,2,0,27,2,39,15,3,2,3,37,48,13,1,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,5,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,16,8,0,0,3,1,24,2,31,38,1,16,0,1,0,0,29,8,0,3,4,160,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964928181146005,0.0,0.055852425630033016,0.0,0.0,0.10210053428712257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044506198796626095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810976154520865,0.0,0.16300654011385832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500134858624792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058292518517626464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510272456072279,0.0,0.12778302988356338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106319352459156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048222395244922014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141775815083434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149324729047537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048937042519977915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772658787744198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012436899918333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470729853248896,0.0,0.0,0.12893827857512688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886150043726244,0.07745203830507487,0.14743850961571256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056309788190027375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775323305877481,0.0,0.0,0.15537550692781602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939255128013778,0.20246367580391106,0.12749897574295807,0.0,0.08014302030618986,0.0690180186018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986067909828211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166202654842911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623501136932617,0.0,0.058060456904154185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186110890151127,0.11241328051495598,0.0,0.0,0.05167683108170089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986105491904891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489440968138355,0.058682646654388174,0.12762786003233131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700915706026177,0.0935636788735896,0.0,0.0579617592445416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305717076429634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588014008352668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Eightbitninja253,2019/04/16,Anyone physically I'll because of SA? My SA has caused me a lot of stress over the years and my health is going down the drain fast. I have really poor sleep and I'm am always tired. My heart is pounding out of my chest when I wake up in the morning and I can't seem to relax. I look horrible now and my self esteem is non-existant. I'm basically borderline agoraphobic. Anyone else going through this type of situation?,1.272117647058824,3.753520505882353,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,85.11764705882355,7.164705882352942,21.44117647058824,8.238735603445708,1.4683176470588233,333,11,67,8,10,115,61,85,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,6,4,1,0,8,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,11,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,4,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923306689124851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324309707234444,0.23683476736792256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090348927540666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374489846786141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309149796465108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627293942271477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569570311781266,0.0,0.27390724332402244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941030924221192,0.0,0.0,0.1965107148490867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807703030048786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042519318799488,0.24113403436450134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598160057337772,0.23131134357694694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647751451047044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566650099864764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884942414928845 socialanxiety,dontlaughatme11,2019/04/16,"Cause of my low self esteem and social anxiety? Everyday I carry my social anxiety and low self esteem as a huge burden on my shoulders. They control everything I do. They make me feel lonely, depressed, hopeless, disoriented, dissociated etc. I'm not suffering from depression or generalised anxiety disorder, no one in my family struggles with mental illness, my family was great, supportive, and encouraging. However, I've hated myself for as long as I can remember. In daycare, I remember feeling like everyone else was superior to me. My friends. The other kids. I could not talk to anyone or feel safe anywhere. Everyday it feels like there is danger everywhere and that the world is essentially a dangerous place. I feel as if I do not deserve any sort of kindness or respect and that I essentially do not exist. But my life has been so blessed and I have had no genetic risk factors. I've read online that no one is born with low self-esteem. However, I've had it for as long as I can remember and can't pin down any other causes. Anyone have an answer?",4.616542617046818,6.952310714285716,6.48606242496999,69.09591236494602,71.95918367346937,10.326050420168068,32.44777911164466,10.46071229359064,4.277819687875152,844,41,135,28,17,292,114,196,0.222,0.593,0.185,-0.6007,2,2,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,2,1,2,25,3,2,5,0,18,3,1,4,0,34,27,19,0,2,9,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,7,9,0,2,9,1,0,0,8,14,0,2,5,5,22,11,19,21,1,15,1,8,0,0,10,10,0,5,7,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544982420866178,0.0,0.26070170387002123,0.0,0.0,0.158857817151988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338860277383303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740748365791413,0.09069709882184154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956799990700358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019076593238993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489481493987446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668947864544092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854576970910404,0.10209268828557616,0.0,0.21417624739907196,0.0,0.28718755190972745,0.1623058960449383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776392608833503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523990294755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215245327036047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829267018100224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802361578025286,0.11099445722611337,0.0,0.0,0.20105762928032728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582615875865638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447796942299696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395107070097558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868355885340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362666077694795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860460998424449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35551595706581113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315934701564881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118755120015081,0.0,0.0,0.1289073039656456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913040976455818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheFunkyMonk,2019/04/16,"Social anxiety, but not lonely. I would like to work on my social anxiety so normal interactions with people are smoother (especially at work), but it's hard to find the motivation to deal with it as a heavily introverted person. I very much prefer being alone, so it's difficult to work on being more confident and socially comfortable when I don't necessarily want the side effect of people being around me more. I know it seems like a bit of a contradiction, but I just discovered this community and figured there may be others who understand or struggle with the same issue.",7.018285714285718,8.378047971428572,8.353333333333335,61.89000000000002,64.52380952380952,12.095238095238097,33.09523809523809,11.765960540728905,4.655095238095238,467,19,73,16,7,161,73,105,0.197,0.677,0.126,-0.5149,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,25,12,10,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,14,6,5,6,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,3,58,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950242493203544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651715241833513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542873991878384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921546496509276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868050714417724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158407082532599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552565036498986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808961880992476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524957926525028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693462430143526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740671814145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698122366321617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031007113421604,0.15133227137496272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777977790526956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300194945468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118682604396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804273831071075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300330803555386,0.10222587903901946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785268990174108,0.0,0.0,0.12311824615428912,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bewilderedgirl1,2019/04/16,Feeling alone at school It’s weird I guess I never realized this until my only friend found a boyfriend... now I’m always third wheeling and I just feel so alone. As she gets closer with him I just get sad and realize my fear of talking with ANYONE is taking away potentially good relationships :( all I do is watch Netflix and weirdly think about their lives a lot (characters and such) and I just wish I had a life with a real friendship not even a group just one close friend or romantically would be nice too... I really don’t want to go to school tomorrow and I’ll probably be forced but I have such a fear of going ... I can’t even study anymore without analyzing everything that might happen tomorrow and what will go wrong. Ugh I hate life I used to have so many friends but once I changed schools everything went downhill and my SA got really bad. Sorry for the rant just want to put how I feel out there without feeling judged for feeling this way...,2.439838709677417,5.011353575268816,3.3896881720430123,87.32453225806455,80.45161290322581,6.730752688172044,24.35376344086021,7.908726449838941,1.469368602150538,759,28,149,14,20,242,122,186,0.22,0.6679999999999999,0.112,-0.9712,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,16,14,1,2,7,0,13,2,0,2,2,45,36,16,0,4,11,0,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,9,1,0,5,6,9,0,2,4,6,20,5,19,27,2,16,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,4,5,96,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512228151108835,0.0,0.0,0.09444862060701603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257047440870152,0.07936816528495129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664548669103928,0.0,0.09477531345345687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007752157734874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499433107949148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402922571904966,0.0,0.0,0.25545847184301873,0.2869679251093314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445681186901088,0.26309042576749464,0.0,0.11860758489506393,0.0,0.19352942267071954,0.09520600371006097,0.09078355459879184,0.0,0.1250430130328671,0.0,0.10037567590586363,0.0,0.0,0.11206668463483102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603495943346048,0.0,0.0,0.10023056859555017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650133313080822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508035829691847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041516179663865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754517510473732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208834311384502,0.07691666827764505,0.08632874559838953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238195157352412,0.0,0.0,0.11410794422750214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129198146439412,0.1454336048904213,0.0,0.0,0.12186623752602965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446316483302535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270640856435335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534467740510912,0.09123427279873313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273201439498994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803537242122526,0.0,0.0,0.13390115436173816,0.09009819855796447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522402430541344,0.0,0.0,0.1305298028750177,0.21883734257518045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063357066736197,0.12410432458023513,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iliterallydontexist,2019/04/16,"HOLY FUCK --- I just played a PS4 game online with voice chat (I have a TL;DR at the end) I have social anxiety so bad that when my family comes over for birthdays/christmas, I either sit there frozen, or retreat entirely. I'm trying to be more social because I know there is a way out of this. I knew we can all make it out of this if we just practice. So I bought 1 year PlayStation Online. The idea being that I can practice socializing with random people without any commitment -- if I embarrass myself, I can just disconnect and I'll never talk to them again. Yet, at the same time if it goes well, I can maybe get to the point of adding them as a friend? That sounds scary as hell, but who knows.... Anyways! I opened a game, put on my headset, signed into a lobby.... and.... #**BOOM** I had immediately; *intentionally* inserted myself into a REAL social situation. Sure, it's technically over the ""phone"" but still..... An actual, human social interaction in real-time. I had been placed into a small team of myself and 2 other players. Mind you, at this point I had 4 beers to calm myself. As soon as I heard the first voice, my heart skipped 5 beats. I started shaking and I froze up. They said something like ""I've had a good run so let's do well this time! Let's keep this streak going guys."" My internal voice was thinking ""Sure man I'll do my best, good luck team!"" but in reality I couldn't muster a peep. Total silence. Well, my voice chat icon notification kept going off, but I realized my mic was picking up my breathing and swallowing so I stopped swallowing and started heavily monitoring my breathing -- I only allowed myself to breathe once every 3 to 4 seconds or so. Which sounds normal but I was actually suppressing my hyperventilating so it was extremely uncomfortable and making my anxiety much worse. One of my teammates said ""hey iliterallydontexist, we need to get you some armor man"" and I knew in that moment I just **had** to respond. Otherwise I'd be an asshole right? So..... I said ""okay sounds good"". ....Now, this was huge for me. ""Okay sounds good"" was the first sentence I muttered to another human being (outside of my immediate family, cashiers, etc) in like.... I don't know? Maybe 2 years now? Now at this point, my brain expects a few responses: 1. ""LOL what the fuck was that, is that your voice? LOL what...."" or maybe 2. ""....riiiight. anyywayyyys....."" or some other response that confirms everything I hate about myself. BUT! I was pleasantly confirmed that neither of my teammates said anything like that. They said.... nothing! Just a silent confirmation. They heard what I said, and we all went to look for Armour together. To me, this was a ***HUGE*** success. I realize nothing has really happened, like this was an extremely basic communication but still. MASSIVE success for me. Anyways I died because it was my first time playing but then they died and they laughed, I laughed, and we had a fun match. What's funny is that those 2 sentences, were literally kind of all we said. Well, they talked a lot. But that's all I said anyways. Then I disconnected immediately without saying goodbye because I had used absolutely ALL of my social energy for the day. But yes anyways! #**TL;DR** I have bad social anxiety, I finally decided to go on voice chat in a game, which is something I've always wanted to do to improve my social skills. And regardless of my hyperventilating, dry mouth, heart palpitations, body heating up, it actually went well :) I really just wanted to share this. I'm so happy about it, although I'm also actually embarrassed as well for some reason. I recommend playing online with your voice to maybe get used to socializing with other people. Even if it's just a quick 5 minute match in a video game.",2.10714996210686,4.939948130747125,3.7704433497536947,81.65295755968172,86.3706896551724,6.5076165214096235,24.31501831501832,7.767838223665171,1.7716779588227864,2913,116,524,60,91,966,302,696,0.081,0.731,0.188,0.9977,1,0,3,0,0,0,189.0,6,4,8,10,41,43,4,3,30,5,43,13,8,8,10,106,88,48,2,11,28,0,1,4,1,0,0,23,0,5,40,29,3,4,11,14,1,9,6,9,6,5,36,25,87,34,69,45,18,71,1,0,1,2,61,32,3,14,32,365,127,4,0.0,0.0,0.20755876232282827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042522849185349966,0.044244632914570425,0.0,0.0,0.036159820783859715,0.055757077842738784,0.12203280455063985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375728086413745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879534557861081,0.09724226294157788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580233453737566,0.0,0.0,0.05906379979234558,0.0,0.059359240074180065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580428397077099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03429252505509138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103714490443152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047095960914347916,0.0,0.0593025367945797,0.035120612145941366,0.0,0.04480098864606182,0.0,0.04778893613144417,0.0,0.10025453516510732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582489981579177,0.0,0.13568812105229613,0.0,0.0,0.041081733950900236,0.09831613512095433,0.08334291735822384,0.0,0.09065921989334656,0.1783977217811041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526501502417121,0.04702117305117026,0.05660420672440829,0.0,0.05249784794901177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602176763631684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002643806205175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726307270040938,0.0,0.05537204431609216,0.08766833713238316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874706501891487,0.0,0.10391159477524398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465236938216727,0.0,0.0,0.04520622993431112,0.0,0.0,0.07098748243114157,0.0,0.2136798137610531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369010275505095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390886595164584,0.03942749544908487,0.04101070096161001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052098765247787386,0.10204286376006863,0.0,0.0,0.05662806933336171,0.036031757066268766,0.04044086228499505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372765491464828,0.0,0.05555501681014095,0.0,0.15079850659123126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053454079821755186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104622652435147,0.06812864412909563,0.054671240321677854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540990029952903,0.4046415954370187,0.04228572176040278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597692706213776,0.0,0.4878334171458204,0.0,0.08187115561072048,0.0,0.0,0.07527299015877326,0.0,0.08492889241066873,0.04445544832738359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002308371292866,0.0,0.0,0.08547773134778565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03407144813086381,0.0,0.0,0.09301773110591173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0361013334585173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184970701622087,0.0,0.0,0.0627262461166346,0.0422066695716792,0.0,0.0,0.2868563122138808,0.0985847818478572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251476229097732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541883652947704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848401420604583 socialanxiety,andre99frd,2019/04/16,"How can i stop depending on alcohol? Im very nervous shy and quiet around strangers, I just blend in and don't stand out at all physically or conversationally,i stay stuck in my head thinking what to say, as they're talking i think about how to respond and then i lose track, i end up sharing my personal opinions of try to give advice or analyse the person and can't have a normal conversation my head doesn't stop just thinking what can i say to make this person like me, admire me, be attracted to me, but this all changes when i get drunk, suddenly i stop thinking i get confident, i can talk to strangers, i say what comes to mind i can have fun make people laugh i can walk up to a girl talk to her, be nice and if she rejects me i can move on without feeling distraught, i have fun but i don't want alcohol to be my only way to interact with people, how can i do that Tl,dr I'm less anxious only when I'm drunk and i want to change that, i want to learn to be less anxious when I'm sober any advice",3.6706266846361184,4.128349391509438,5.121374663072778,85.31594339622643,71.59433962264151,8.321293800539085,28.82210242587601,8.418075326091056,1.8270743935309968,789,29,175,12,14,266,109,212,0.149,0.7,0.151,0.8564,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,12,0,2,3,0,19,6,2,6,2,41,37,19,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,10,4,3,6,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,5,29,8,28,32,4,24,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,5,10,110,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224158935622063,0.0,0.2432437212674552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739061909486677,0.0,0.0,0.2571322426268149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130968338443916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407790736451605,0.09803206478493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079656074113946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754271929171191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189157805856579,0.10917116192170448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335914626152913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292784344705897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559888348769541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273175604533407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193010070957594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490959306233835,0.0,0.0,0.12095563634505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150375220897384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310613278055886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577947217261701,0.29810777638775554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715045137091695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212999165503342,0.0,0.285435706838327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744140210499569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916840191291166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772654423041822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390021438089913,0.2013736344054346,0.0903323140789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109702990060215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ForeStrike,2019/04/16,"Karate Class: Or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Worry More So today I was bird and plane watching, waiting for my karate class to start, when my crush and her mum pull into a parking space extremely close to me. Panicked, I had a coat on so I hid my face in it when her mom said hello to me. I hello'd back and came up with the worst excuse ever ""I'm just keeping warm!"" It was sunny outside you dolt. Thanks Social Anxiety! You made me look like a retard",0.3245390070921985,2.69046829787234,2.026702127659576,94.4841666666667,89.42553191489361,4.409929078014184,19.5354609929078,5.985473137389443,-0.0389900709219857,356,11,75,3,12,116,69,94,0.226,0.684,0.09,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,2,1,17,12,10,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,15,3,10,6,2,15,1,0,2,0,10,6,0,1,8,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936999928905712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903455703785156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312366717228604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239171488656269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002791978679276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093718591389345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787408408646774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423152055189445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899198012802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354704302330649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523392902377247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521247026987244,0.0,0.0,0.2069573402615175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790467514522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346421687804692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027846133530821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chicharron123,2019/04/17,Does gum help with anxiety? Does anyone else feel like chewing gum sort of helps calm your anxiety a little bit?,4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,74.71428571428572,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.0848857142857145,90,3,16,2,2,28,18,21,0.125,0.513,0.362,0.7561,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303621828352106,0.0,0.0,0.19667994858230367,0.2882081646309665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708870712773634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923061357644635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497625307598116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222537853215367,0.20094897349735932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770767733509582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742089959140227,0.2819199416343891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cokodooshi,2019/04/17,"Just started a new job in a new city, and a coworker is bustin' my fight/flight system So recently, I moved to a new city to start a job; that was scary by itself. This job is cool and I'm gaining a lot of valuable experience from it. However, the work environment requires you to be able to challenge others, and to be assertive. I feel as though I'm unable to handle the stress of that. When people I report to request I perform a duty (especially when its out of nowhere and needs to be done right away), I freak out (internally of course). I also have a very difficult time speaking up. My anxiety is always ready to kick in in such situations. I also have a coworker, whom I'm starting to think, dislikes me. He's made some comments about me and one time when him and another coworker were having a conversation, I jumped in with my suggestion. To this, he responded with, ""well I was asking him."" Me: ""oh"" Me to myself: aodfbaodsifbads \*alarm going off\* That was 2 weeks ago, and before that I was already beginning to sense he was annoyed with me and I think I figured out why. Its because I ask too many questions. Now I know it can be annoying, and I'm pushing myself to stop relying on others' help as much. And recently I haven't been asking as much questions and just doing whatever by myself (It probably has to do with my fear of fucking up and then having a confrontation with my boss). And today he (coworker) made a remark, which I think is about me - he was making a joke ""can u read this email once more do i need to change anything do i? is it good enough? huh? no but is it good enough?"" what a fucking dick. He's also very assertive and I'm literally scared of him. I avoid him, try not to even make eye contact, and have a difficult time speaking up around him... This is ruining my life. If he says something at the workplace that triggers me, I spend the rest of the evening going over it! Its exhausting! I also need a therapist (my insurance kicks in after my probation period, which is where I'm still at). I've read some psychology books that emphasize going **toward** your fears; challenging him, looking him in the eye, speaking up around him... But man, this shit is HARD. My heart is going hard as I even type this... Thoughts?",2.128094483509951,4.5513696241457895,3.8025715559076967,84.79802787956821,80.5489749430524,7.097573536694068,25.261018124195303,8.18289091462,1.8134486084975736,1751,69,340,36,46,583,215,439,0.134,0.8190000000000001,0.047,-0.9894,4,1,1,0,1,0,85.0,0,2,0,6,25,25,6,6,22,2,36,9,5,6,0,56,69,32,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,28,25,0,4,9,4,1,7,3,17,1,1,12,11,51,8,61,53,9,56,0,1,3,3,36,24,4,6,24,249,79,14,0.08400881545714932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446874610088837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927058168684961,0.26872727747813313,0.0699020642662403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809056787037715,0.06426651388247964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913209710625892,0.14957131332006632,0.23561070628784206,0.0,0.07892904752309035,0.0,0.0,0.051210994161044084,0.0,0.07148531441240613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887018758225433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597018545040334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360712667827766,0.0,0.16646109091031622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217674154492143,0.0,0.18906654646049675,0.04247738127760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532959238023408,0.0,0.0,0.1909765832328396,0.1409252172684081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051079527321148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955085080339794,0.056309338171098476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500973597050305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046169047954922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933791079321739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054624682317723,0.0,0.0,0.07142129071799831,0.0,0.15898234486746926,0.11215307331358022,0.08517175316857496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928807581473977,0.12351229107839864,0.18687441656892226,0.0,0.2434087123817353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946664671072893,0.056926547518997124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058241134941654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057571184141686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882181992652499,0.0,0.16806309887139756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658971407298452,0.0,0.0,0.07174306938403631,0.0,0.06680718191847901,0.08410747972895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623384182764672,0.0,0.094429428405224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467409043829228,0.0,0.0,0.17838561591471147,0.0,0.06708954854269032,0.07023513138792335,0.09623181427000528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754070972463606,0.0,0.16148837045294118,0.08253823465059572,0.06669361559722957,0.14695864762218536,0.0,0.07963053416041567,0.0,0.0,0.05703647121192865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386321417340851,0.0,0.0,0.06738680442609273,0.0,0.07553401414912259,0.0,0.07580488921471336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061159418192967836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dcsoccerboy,2019/04/17,"Confidence ok I got a question. I mean I’ve always struggled with having confidence but it seems it’s getting kinda harder to motivate myself. I’m not sure if this is the right page to ask, but how do people improve their self confidence?",2.8291304347826056,5.525174086956521,4.415391304347828,79.79265217391305,79.86956521739131,7.1582608695652175,26.591304347826085,8.238735603445708,2.3267182608695656,192,8,32,4,5,64,38,46,0.078,0.6,0.322,0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,12,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275121294593745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520825319450045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649801055614955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255518749846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34397300955816235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189195556655171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537417719674483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967127078426084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874709221215617,0.3294235930757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301179951616542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976154653735865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pbuck26,2019/04/17,Anyone have experience with MAPS ecstasy/mushrooms therapy? I’ve been doing some research into SA treatment/therapy and one approach in particular that is showing a lot of promise is psychedelic treatment. I know this treatment is also extremely popular in patients with PTSD and has alot of positive peer-reviewed research to back it up. I would be extremely interested to hear from anyone who has pursued this type of therapy and if it worked for them.,10.683354430379744,10.462934012658227,10.634018987341774,53.99887658227851,56.9746835443038,13.975949367088607,50.129746835443036,13.023866798666859,7.237073417721518,373,24,50,12,4,124,58,79,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,13,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,1,43,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422374443372032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046676204791206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752202801504534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131103288311815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455457182519517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973097018111495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521803693250327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762857510437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546684080516793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474307572450054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860574996274734,0.0,0.0,0.15476254249900204,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chickenfriednugget,2019/04/17,"Not Sharing Anything Not sure if this is related to some sort of other cause but it's very hard for me to share what I like with anybody. Want to know the music I like? I'll be as vague as possible. What am I into? Ah, nothing important really. &#x200B; Perhaps I'm embarrassed about what I enjoy and feel that whatever the other person thinks of it would change how I would view it. Like everything that's part of me should remain a secret. It's ridiculous to put into words but I've stopped listening to songs I like simply because I've shared it to someone regardless of their reactions. This makes it extremely hard to do anything social and I've lost, more or less, my entire social life. It's incredibly selfish but my sensitivity to judgement of my 'things' is terrible- or, even judgement in general maybe. I know this is irrational but it feels like if a part of me is vulnerable, my whole self is too.",3.842203389830509,5.875593333333337,5.078666666666667,79.66816949152545,73.29378531073445,8.56180790960452,28.749152542372883,9.21078282632365,2.679146440677966,728,30,134,17,15,241,105,177,0.184,0.677,0.139,-0.7322,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,4,15,1,1,4,1,11,1,0,3,1,35,21,13,0,7,10,0,4,5,0,3,1,2,0,2,19,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,7,15,10,22,16,6,5,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,6,6,92,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729282961375884,0.17639878009920887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389268970295681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849495705222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913071215828694,0.15357177813387415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588414449086606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047042682659207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468057433148813,0.10371026509861914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600895878278314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956448348042832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253864337609674,0.3546163406229675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847140793528275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690283862630483,0.0,0.14584388543903753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929558876101314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144123157866002,0.0,0.0,0.12675780776217838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365860644524582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593705519588354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300032599796113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144512122909792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959673156714945,0.1230030046029768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136954256708972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682204669168335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644523032566236,0.09301978114781602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197813636485556,0.08562567789286195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207835231065978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062507730340446,0.0,0.17639878009920887,0.0 socialanxiety,strangepassznger,2019/04/17,"Isolation Hey guys, what is the longest time you stayed isolated from the world ( staying at home, no going out ) ?",9.294,8.591176400000005,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,60.0,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.5455000000000005,88,4,15,2,1,27,19,20,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.7351,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189157638820802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691667547409962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739854112322871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7947882083680061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174039628762852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AtlasCommunity,2019/04/17,"How to deal with unexpected Social Situations? and the aftermath? I have pretty bad social anxiety and diagnosed anxiety in general and had a bad event today. During Lunch (High School) I had my meal on my tray and went up to the lunch lady to pay for my meal. But when I scanned my school ID to pay, the lunch lady said I had no money on my account. (Happens occasionally, not really a big deal.) I said alright and that I'll put back the food, but before I walk away she says something like, ""Nonono, you need to eat."" But what does she expect me to do, it already took her awhile to put in my meal to then realize I couldn't pay for it, so at this point there were quite a few people behind me eager to eat their lunches. So after a little bit of back and forth of me basically saying ""what do you expect me to do, you don't want me to put the food back but i have no money."" So I pull out my wallet and pay with the only cash on me, a couple 2 dollar bills that my grandparents gave me and that I've carried around for years. Obviously I didn't want to spend those bills but I was in a panic because I was holding up so many people from eating their lunches. They wern't super important to me, but I did appreciate them and still after sitting down with my food, someone at my table asked why I was holding up the lunch line. Sorry if my story is kinda lame, but all I can think about is the loss of my 2 dollar bills and just wanted to put it somewhere and get advice so that I can avoid similar situations in the future.",3.869218013083831,4.49367014057508,5.453528069374716,82.51050053248139,71.23642172523961,8.134428723566105,24.80891525939449,8.269060116576782,1.3721241137988742,1186,31,247,17,21,404,159,313,0.132,0.825,0.043,-0.9637,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,4,3,15,10,0,2,15,1,20,16,0,1,2,43,33,27,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,11,16,15,3,2,0,14,8,6,6,0,0,14,5,46,4,44,18,3,42,0,2,1,0,20,20,0,2,14,174,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480347435239847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706020308414683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843482879889386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636532054036916,0.09069740143618972,0.0,0.09115026588943112,0.2237992733102004,0.16200957563378315,0.05914040370087705,0.0,0.08255395979501971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591697292797027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734699505470784,0.0,0.0,0.20003965787296765,0.0,0.09846978153566407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489985864629784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978165296013615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519384830938031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050687156274175166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579143695182358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025033381644396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739739809352711,0.09723609541110206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835957978985428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193656113826558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737854770918818,0.0,0.11382804748178865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451815528575867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917120219904055,0.0,0.0,0.0987007349570413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901138165017958,0.0,0.10318906961677043,0.0,0.0,0.06215130225541093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456995896955994,0.15430294894693874,0.0,0.1963719069219957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810139047744487,0.0,0.19779236144209808,0.08220182924488792,0.07468809930694884,0.0,0.10860211295166494,0.0,0.0,0.07747756219000533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062164303961438086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919603693369785,0.0,0.10778898463011287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716686688063994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899353370778914,0.0875423690577111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247549354598188 socialanxiety,Bananaboat87,2019/04/17,"Feeling lost in life.. 31 years old. Hi everyone. I am writing this in hope to get some advice or a different perspective, cause I have no one else to talk about that might understand. I'm 31 year old, female, very sensitive by nature , currently living in Florida and originally from Europe. I moved to US exactly 5 years ago and was excited to what my future holds..dreaming about job, money, experience, traveling.But it hasn't been that great, as I am experiencing what is now the lowest point of my life. I am still single, I don't have many friends and even though I do very well at my job and hobbies, I do not seem to get ahead. I've been at my current job for 4 years, I am the top performer at work when it comes to sales, but sometimes I don't seem to be liked by my co workers and I don't know why. I wish I could say I did something wrong, but I'm very careful not to do or say anything wrong, I'm always nice, maybe a little quiet sometimes, but sometimes when I wanna talk, people just seem annoyed and uninterested. People that suck up to my boss even though not so good at theor job, get ahead quicker, get invited to all the outings(which I'm never invited to), get promotions., I was never offered promotion after being 4 years loyal to company and best performer in sales. I just don't get it. It makes me think there's something seriously wrong with me. Coworker I used to be very close and worked together for 3 years, doesn't talk much to me anymore, he's nice and says hi, but kinda ignores me after that. Never had a fight, or anything like that. It's even worse because I don't have any family and friends here (everyone is home), no support system, so when I get close to someone it really REALLY hurts when they all the sudden they distance themselves. I spent many time thinking and crying over it only makes things worse. My roommate became my close friend the last few months we've been living together..She was a person I was happy to find because she would listen , and she would vent to me about her stuff too and we work at same job.. Became close fast after meeting, talking long every night. But funny enough, everytime I would ask her to go out/ beach / anywhere she would say no. Few weeks ago she started becoming a real bitch, started even blaming me for her breakup, cause I gave her ""wrong advice"" (she never even liked the guy and was cheating on him)- she would nit -pick all the things I say or she doesn't like about me, like ""how can you not like strawberry ice cream"" , she even attacked me for giving her an advice about work, and started to say ""no wonder people dont like you, you always have to be right"" when all I did was giving her advice..using things I vent to her about- against me!! I have never done anything to this girl, helped her with so many things, .. She didn't know where to go when I took her in,..took her suitcases,tried to get her job position in my department.. and now she is spitting all over me. For no reason! I feel like either I' m too nice, or I'm crazy or is everyone around me crazy?? I m just very lost and confused, feeling insecure about my looks and getting past 30 doesnt help. have had few failed relationship- most guys I fall for don't like me back or person that likes me- I don't like. I just broke up with a man who was in love with me, but I just wasn't and of course I felt guilty. I wanna have family but I don't know where to start when it comes to meeting a guy. I tried online dating but no luck. I know I need to start from myself .but how? What is first step to figuring out my life and relationships? maybe I need to move somewhere else??!! HELP HELP HELP!!!!",3.633525224775223,4.990617429945053,4.435643356643356,86.83662937062937,72.50274725274727,7.437402597402597,24.91218781218781,7.9396628663295825,1.2524194505494508,2851,85,587,39,55,917,302,728,0.156,0.6990000000000001,0.145,-0.8911,10,0,2,0,1,0,119.0,2,3,2,17,44,48,6,2,15,0,61,5,1,11,11,122,120,51,0,12,26,0,4,11,3,6,3,8,1,7,25,34,0,1,18,1,4,10,30,19,1,2,23,15,98,29,80,86,16,91,0,5,2,1,71,29,2,19,62,384,123,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581557280830267,0.0821351729751465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709835925059251,0.0,0.0,0.03150509643298423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594560948160098,0.0,0.0,0.11437368798175848,0.04124235446042016,0.043311069249397684,0.0527055706836532,0.0,0.0356239012761664,0.0,0.05648307624178452,0.05116639589711287,0.0,0.0,0.04861909967126807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723518493312793,0.09518464854281923,0.0,0.079816124762823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698968746805592,0.0,0.05088988820242638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840361827016572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741033267236699,0.054296877150719014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774033479033324,0.0,0.0,0.04786991901314019,0.0,0.18359796842862786,0.0,0.039033917674094976,0.1328071399088377,0.0,0.045318346519369605,0.08734912756068064,0.0,0.0702755298318232,0.03309722387437189,0.044482805667854085,0.0,0.04234358140224223,0.03940715823893274,0.0,0.0,0.1073802879854175,0.0,0.2178434454146212,0.08888539784978589,0.052659321928090766,0.03885830533932784,0.0,0.05107754193614795,0.0,0.13761805434472554,0.0,0.04931774972073589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526571457687058,0.0,0.04647145134832835,0.046014840497198665,0.0,0.0,0.04959581856224531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758444444891097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018441410236173,0.03776406402522663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816996704325966,0.24897242417311424,0.04643351623314386,0.08181816034798546,0.04099943089004614,0.03890442963628681,0.0,0.10114647110647106,0.0,0.041813449599373664,0.0,0.061849517808621364,0.14091005378860405,0.09308678793741396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049147416572888666,0.0,0.0,0.036979116659871705,0.09848012670612373,0.03405691623482261,0.06870427006037146,0.17865770080869972,0.0,0.0,0.043476335178726455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722832920006304,0.0,0.03139351789955105,0.03523505477910188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422597477640428,0.09635543653885778,0.08090484654224016,0.0,0.0,0.04379558479658696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527321894416132,0.05935868753236985,0.047633607166939734,0.0,0.09947934549932347,0.0,0.03956444630907691,0.0,0.22105459257051568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652769237103886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925414689369378,0.07133217468121211,0.13746077078775198,0.0,0.16395841864969626,0.0,0.036998149981691576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053035263574711285,0.0,0.052573245980064735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489489776557048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231148865223105,0.059371105038961786,0.0910354012259787,0.0,0.027014630464994045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294575376388436,0.06290827594353487,0.0,0.0,0.048229797946168905,0.11145541442400833,0.04001311143360301,0.0,0.1911300971453491,0.0,0.0,0.037162078909459884,0.0,0.04165505425081499,0.0,0.04180443484020219,0.0,0.05327570466507993,0.0,0.05024148575026082,0.13491134617825418,0.0,0.0944257818290707,0.16455285315486404,0.20261258956551315,0.0,0.17900493627244954 socialanxiety,dipshit_adam,2019/04/17,"Science Project Today me and my partner got up in front of the class to read the article i typed. I put a lot of effort into it. So we highlighted parts for each other to read. Not only were there a ton of mean girls in that class, but my crush was in there too. So we got to the end. It says, “The only good outcome would be for stores, because a plastic bag would have the store logo on it. But when you see a Wal-Mart logo on a bag, do you suddenly feel like you really wanna go shopping? Your answer is most likely no.” A bunch of people started laughing. I was pretty humiliated about that. It’s not even a funny joke and I didn’t really mean it to be funny. I’m so embarrassed and I felt my whole face get red. My partner tried to tell me that it’s fine and not that bad but it really feels like that. Was that as bad as I think it is?",0.4736666666666665,2.342599922222224,2.8633333333333333,92.345,83.1111111111111,5.777777777777778,18.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.0491666666666668,646,15,148,8,18,222,104,180,0.104,0.748,0.14800000000000002,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,4,0,1,9,10,0,1,12,0,13,1,1,0,0,26,26,13,0,3,6,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,3,15,8,0,0,7,4,3,3,5,3,0,0,8,6,18,7,22,14,7,15,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,2,8,106,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042269920625405,0.09506539044793552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381250017453742,0.0,0.0,0.10300319857108764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577055436050672,0.2228207611703898,0.14973601193151245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147719664329121,0.0,0.08862971588849353,0.1308030728855921,0.2494541824308088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856719978277226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258271977791253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397495285188619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721330089679185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887815169090722,0.0,0.10811577326438697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865674427329246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677235850660712,0.0,0.0,0.3119834788572217,0.0,0.2997158006720205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401733139243905,0.0,0.0,0.12427159034877187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038188514689157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630676932724045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992616651567797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782192663028051,0.0,0.0,0.10587949900920034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411208908183895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221564153730232,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ichgcffee,2019/04/17,"Stuck in room. I live in my ex boyfriends house currently. We are amicable and he i Has been lee Tting me live here since we broke up, while i get back on my feet. As i was also suffering health and mental health ossues that made it too difficult to move out. His grandparents are visiting and he doesnt know if they know that we are broken up. So im just like hiding in my room. Its eleven at night. The food is in the kitchen where they are. Im literally faint with hunger, only had a small breakfast today and I cant get myself to leave the room. The more anxious and weak im getting the worse i feel Ill come across when i finally have to talk to them. Also if i dont see them to ight and leave my room once theyve gone to bed AGAIN. It will be obvious that im avoiding them. Wtf. My ex even offered to bring my dinner up to me. But that seems even weirder. And also eye contact is literally paining me today. Like i had an appointment earlier and i felt like i was being stabbed when she looked at me. Do i just go down??? Its because i always think how i SHOULD act to appease people. I dont feel that im allowed be unwell or tired or not outgoing and chatty. Also i look weird. Lol. Pray 4 me.",0.5872405211535678,2.678582249011857,2.5695827843653944,93.32960767091205,84.21739130434783,5.8034841165275965,20.042307129263648,7.0931098945946705,0.3429907480603132,931,27,211,13,27,311,147,253,0.195,0.747,0.057,-0.9842,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,5,0,17,10,0,1,7,1,23,14,2,3,1,36,42,24,0,3,8,2,3,3,0,2,7,0,6,0,9,15,5,1,7,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,9,7,38,3,24,28,1,36,1,2,4,0,18,19,0,5,13,136,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303934533763289,0.08594283627547454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668460928649188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942112243712135,0.0,0.06296263397778502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897237514923419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421025644951289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643982651550432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444975160241504,0.0,0.09917146153941672,0.11314556777004607,0.0,0.0,0.124894727952871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188916551908927,0.0,0.058700230806904376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957793529278413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917902274443032,0.0,0.0,0.5578369805559064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352737493621586,0.0,0.0,0.21873147438282567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138204210218426,0.0,0.1824081556986804,0.0,0.17346968517213532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773240446516236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408873391855296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977745166253114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692760241442433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999700010417814,0.0,0.07855421499166229,0.10990436654130184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160601589280721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230615390205749,0.09402836286406213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543985316334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301796383536643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618196819562383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871290589434863,0.19580749243144707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052580053168529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,make_space_not_war,2019/04/17,"I had no idea alcohol could give me this much confidence So yesterday I was at a party. I have a pretty strong case of social anxiety (otherwise I wouldn't be here), and I think I've been on a party maybe once before in my life and that was a total disaster where I wasn't talking to anyone. Talking to strangers terrifies me and I was never able to do it. I just didn't have the confidence to do it and could never find anything to talk about, and that's why I always had very few friends. I also never drank alcohol, at least not to the point of getting drunk and never understood why people drink it so much, until today. I was at a party that two of my friends essentially forced me to go to, even though I really really didn't want to go since I hate parties. Anyway it was a fairly small party with about 12 people, mostly friends of my friends. At the beginning I was my usual self, staring akwardly and not talking to anyone at all. I absolutely hated it and didn't feel comfortable at all, at least until everyone started drinking and I, out of anxiety that I would look weird if I didn't drink, started drinking too. Maybe an hour passed and 10 shots later and we we all pretty drunk, myself included. And what was weird is that I suddenly started to feel completely confident. I started talking to these complete strangers that I didn't know at all and I could just do it, and I don't know how. I was cracking jokes in front of them and they were all laughing. We were talking about all sorts of topics, music was playing, I actually enjoyed the party so much I never wanted it to end. There was even a girl at the party and I had no issues talking to her either, just felt completely natural. And I wasn't even that drunk, I was a bit dizzy but I felt like I had complete control over my thoughts and everything, just a lot more confident. I really don't know why I'm writing this here but I just wanted to share it I guess. For years I've been trying to get rid of my social anxiety by all sorts of things - forcibly going out and interacting with people, interacting with as many people online as I could, trying some supposed medications and none of that worked. I was always a complete idiot of a mess that could never talk to anyone besides my (few) friends and family. But one night and few shots of alcohol and I was a normal person for the first time in my life. I could talk to people I didn't know and I wasn't scared, or anxious, or stressed. I wasn't a horrible, uncomfortable mess. I was normal. And people liked me. They were all talking to me about all sorts of topics and I discovered that I shared a lot of hobbies, music taste and ideas with few of them. I made some new friends at that party, something I wasn't able to do for a while. I think from now on I won't be afraid to go to parties, maybe I could even get a girlfriend, who knows. I know this might lead to something bad like an alcohol addiction, but I don't think that would ever happen since I don't see why I would ever drink alone. I definitely don't want to encourage anyone to start drinking alcohol as a solution to social anxiety, but I still wanted to share how happy I am now.",4.486905440982883,5.320665042452832,5.633403539564139,81.01772487933307,69.95911949685535,8.746467749012725,28.469942957437482,8.973190933345348,2.2116838964458103,2501,87,492,45,43,833,233,636,0.092,0.741,0.16699999999999998,0.9939,0,1,13,0,0,0,62.0,3,0,4,5,31,31,3,3,25,0,62,20,0,5,18,122,105,48,0,19,16,0,4,3,7,6,9,0,0,3,27,36,16,1,18,11,0,7,29,11,0,3,40,8,78,20,78,50,28,60,0,0,3,0,40,21,0,13,35,373,105,2,0.09461786360339268,0.0,0.04616669304299912,0.0515737187244558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527943026556409,0.0,0.04899778571923664,0.0,0.037832935669570265,0.07872964219704216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447648133522281,0.053445626983855576,0.0,0.13231802041279875,0.0,0.038931219890565895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950098195901493,0.0,0.0,0.04025641649577067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164910062154119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480125745199239,0.0,0.05306098977572485,0.26440632736586456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780684548033229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419016715414023,0.0,0.0,0.12498841309543282,0.08558727460418991,0.0,0.045205711716253566,0.042518217405832316,0.0,0.04459865051553176,0.0,0.047841634786579317,0.0,0.09084798712169212,0.0,0.04323950659318655,0.04024095322274389,0.0,0.0,0.2193045801306672,0.0,0.07415089278670224,0.04538303822076216,0.10754702471066092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211612203570079,0.0,0.04183513215209347,0.05036123760891803,0.0,0.09341555151154426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046589768166063035,0.0,0.0,0.10681205108228957,0.0,0.049378233554614265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599851009655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683139524573697,0.0693382632355807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972758765448468,0.0,0.0,0.08044072406878247,0.0,0.0447648551528814,0.0,0.04796383141645782,0.14258454224228292,0.0,0.0,0.0476587716381539,0.0,0.050187300473100126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043325249291196,0.0,0.2189253882516112,0.04569126113469181,0.0,0.04439622770096117,0.09270541705670336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038246837230144,0.03205775655360783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967883393675664,0.0413083344586754,0.0,0.0,0.0447222321507317,0.0,0.0,0.09626038302063444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092193937979798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473644938433792,0.0,0.03769909353790345,0.0,0.049353533563814514,0.0,0.0,0.07826887452675017,0.0,0.0,0.1446764946526914,0.0,0.0728414540124676,0.0,0.0,0.16742752713488165,0.0,0.0377809740482732,0.0,0.054192221538647466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38025127351717103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03142995213920996,0.09094095974275636,0.046480785294600126,0.03755800739158464,0.02758621858192074,0.0,0.0448433356598073,0.0,0.0,0.0642393185070178,0.0,0.046213952113605836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052104104624027314,0.03903482332854859,0.13952016854398944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075581006963586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444146579829329,0.0,0.0,0.10082072337708256,0.0,0.0,0.030465400996035636 socialanxiety,dzdcnfsd837,2019/04/17,"Anxiety from familiarity with others homes/personal lives My anxiety manifests as a deep discomfort of other people's homes and personal lives. As a kid I hated visiting other kids houses. Something about their homes and unfamiliar environmens made me uncomfortable. As an adult I never visit my colleagues or neighbour s homes. I simply hate learning about others personal lives including celebrities. photo of colleagueswith their family make me uncomfortable. I absolutely detest people sharing their personal lives with me. Does anyone else feel this way?",7.858068181818182,11.906672306818185,7.955636363636363,53.69845454545455,70.25,11.247272727272728,34.93636363636364,10.577609850970193,5.86636,465,23,50,17,10,150,59,88,0.207,0.76,0.033,-0.9353,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,12,1,10,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,1,34,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523891263087386,0.0,0.0,0.09836639918094514,0.1441428044579426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231096057806092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175196967190707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262014186294216,0.0,0.07113179792448666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777838241843553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233391203210843,0.0,0.0,0.1623252910157923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968904136919684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311437391545486,0.09390467947416804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850072708372316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505894746606464,0.4913437615448508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083019761020817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166486377778474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,richter3456,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else fear phone calls from employers even though you need the job? So for the past two months I've forced myself to apply to almost 100 places now and I had two interviews so far with no luck. I'm still applying but it's stressful as heck because I constantly fear my phone. I don't know how people apply to like 20 places a day when I can just barely manage 2-4. Every night I go to sleep, I fear waking up to a phone call and that actually happened to me today, and it turned out to be a scam caller. Now before anyone says that I should put myself in this situation more often and call businesses to ease into my social anxiety of talking over the phone, I've been doing that. In fact I worked a customer service role before for few years and it involved answering the phone as well. I don't have too much of a problem talking to my friends over phone or other people im close too. But the fact that I could pick up the phone and be interviewed on the spot doesn't sit well with me. I just wanted to see if anyone on here could relate to this.",5.715535168195722,5.1189578165137615,6.326192660550461,82.06372324159024,67.1651376146789,9.101529051987768,27.340978593272173,8.344100000000001,1.6299896024464835,836,20,174,10,12,274,130,218,0.131,0.789,0.08,-0.9115,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,4,12,0,13,2,2,2,2,32,21,17,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,2,2,2,2,19,5,30,14,3,28,0,0,1,0,21,14,1,5,12,117,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.11237845459998984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531498323162713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809622767341778,0.0,0.0,0.2415652985346618,0.11799388097438647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019978412464244,0.0,0.19598344933715264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35277027475109474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444583788229036,0.0,0.18388998955935607,0.0,0.0,0.07426795047136872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077631156065953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620046702270156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606135387197642,0.0,0.09702632280617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887572667984295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897146469797268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544744510157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183461689274154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439135130713795,0.0,0.11427741867449455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632883085511606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626081166209555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191871899932293,0.0,0.08465502684030311,0.0853888500341856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806880740746176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993218105598612,0.1596733344883364,0.0,0.2406330376817223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019149520969873,0.0,0.11576648107180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915789631793652,0.0,0.0,0.09176671735322617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944340561352918,0.11524204594354825,0.11738997543005125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196602998774044,0.0,0.1319141074753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851206905278556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131430144917689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091571526655396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525979227608694,0.2249869842159947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792369083876272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708332553206527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838370358683843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415854281602374 socialanxiety,Marsbert,2019/04/17,"I hate the push/pull... I want to go outside and do things, I got gift cards for my birthday, I want to go shopping. I like to shop! (I don't get to do it often, lol) But some days, just opening the door is terrifying and I can't bring myself to do it. It's frustrating!",-1.6167372881355924,0.3183767118644063,1.286249999999999,98.9764936440678,95.4406779661017,4.305932203389832,17.54449152542373,5.985473137389443,-0.4935949152542376,202,6,51,2,8,70,39,59,0.179,0.69,0.131,-0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,14,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091418418878416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947230412209245,0.0,0.4774775952318126,0.0,0.3359730479601027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147379531231624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522785126689855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907974220682114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495543263921592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Indianstani,2019/04/17,"Lack of sufficient help in the UK? Hi there. As stated above, I'm wondering if anyone else from the UK is struggling with this issue. I've received CBT therapy from the NHS twice but hasn't really been very effective in treating my social anxiety. It could be a lack of effort from my behalf or it could be their strategies to dealing with my specific issues. My anxiety seems to be very specific as opposed to generalised. My anxiety seems to be more intense in performance/all eyes on me situations as opposed to one on one conversations etc. So I strongly believe that I including others would really benefit from group desensitisation sessions aka group therapy as opposed to one on one. I was just wondering if anyone else shares the same thoughts or if anyone could point me in the right direction? I live in the Yorkshire county of England",6.430615835777129,8.084601516129034,7.186744868035195,68.63466275659826,66.09677419354838,11.055718475073316,36.02639296187682,11.022393298168332,4.648096774193546,685,34,109,21,11,227,92,155,0.076,0.807,0.117,0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,1,0,25,18,11,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,12,4,27,7,5,12,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,9,0,82,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898947378634191,0.0,0.0,0.2649697599432884,0.25885183431736986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231514872416146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255972206118553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022649884042165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104202307253095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408759998756442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466711429337079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636826770447304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153955579205768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423806183246361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940967758473885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184283810832722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787338037677628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998712498440715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198474830496854,0.0,0.12876350120704955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205316219902766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890726229600816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028098638365897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844825689958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396915203582023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973143403443024,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kitttypotpie,2019/04/17,"Easter dinner at my boyfriends! So, my boyfriend has invited me to Easter dinner on Sunday this weekend with his family. I said yes of course. We have only been dating for no longer than two weeks. So I’m still getting to know his family and friends. I have only met his parents and his brother once very briefly. His parents, grandparents, brothers and spouses are all going to be there. I am so damn nervous to go to this dinner. I want to but I’m so worried about making a good impression, not being so shy I barely talk, ducking up my words, blanking, blushing out of panic, saying something stupid... the thought of being questioned about everything! Kinda terrifies me. I really like this guy a lot. I have even considered taking an Ativan or having a drink before but sometimes that backfires on me! Freaking out! any tips?! Thanks, much love.",3.1019871794871783,6.000793942307695,3.82589743589744,83.06910256410261,80.73076923076924,5.7743589743589725,26.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,1.733553846153847,669,28,109,9,18,212,109,156,0.157,0.7070000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5495,3,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,0,10,11,2,2,5,1,11,5,0,1,1,20,25,11,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,4,0,3,2,0,2,2,5,0,1,4,2,19,6,20,18,3,13,0,0,0,1,19,6,1,4,6,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434542610996935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308033712820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471961375465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105921639034108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511192850748641,0.0,0.3170272223259471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990961437643128,0.0,0.08784963708326618,0.0,0.1911231288352935,0.14103335602822856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664915293725597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240895141299407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214791531575633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429521914824131,0.1517588343758396,0.0,0.11223913381072377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360706805471768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907059762304967,0.0,0.2557660701845301,0.0,0.197283757784351,0.3734137099276562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883626282257916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771899133295937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994588278185098,0.1337168926240665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944743601442396,0.16630124634559526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342820592197232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642528626917998,0.13514983484429693,0.0,0.1548067603228727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348958569166586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425475549062252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873852090574054,0.0991771970242575,0.0,0.1348770271842647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076099269087322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,badvent031,2019/04/17,"Could taking everything personally (including crude but joking humor pointed at you) possibly be a sign of mild autism? Im just at home festering in my thoughts again. I also feel doom when people want to hang out with me. Then, when i socially isolate myself, i feel lonely. I hate this so much",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,73.72727272727272,8.763636363636364,27.363636363636363,9.3871,2.8192909090909084,234,9,40,6,5,77,48,55,0.257,0.642,0.101,-0.899,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,5,1,10,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364836707592872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232901129790754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134528223888525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828145188549928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761117421276165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805272585996037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302086687301979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558629159437247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388481658561454,0.2441930922040449,0.0,0.0,0.2643742552747917,0.315280785296082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508371705493296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210273620893038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220231360610398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495393400898106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CLtheman1,2019/04/17,"I'm trying to get over my SA I'm usually a quiet and reserved person. I was so bad that one time I had a girlfriend, but when she said hi, I would be too shy to respond. So now I'm trying to eradicate my shyness, since it gets in the way of things. I started taking steps by saying hi to people in my classes at school, especially girls. I'm so shy around girls I like, so if I say hi to them, hopefully my social anxiety would break down. Next step is small talk. To me, small talk about sports or the weather is lame, especially if I'm going to be indoors all day like in school. I'm not a sports fan either. Such topics would be short lived with me. I'd like more meaningful conversations, but I can't just pull a topic from my butt. When it comes to small talk, I'd be more willing to say ""Hi, how are you?"" That way, I'd give someone the chance to vent if they want to, or they just say ""good."" I usually hesitate a while before talking to a girl I like, so I feel like I have to push myself to do it. Another step would be starting my own conversations or joining in on others, but I haven't quite reached that level yet.",2.8105882352941194,3.636355320675104,4.4850335070737195,87.73787043931497,73.85232067510549,7.601787043931497,24.911640605609325,7.928766900206844,1.1542769421692731,869,26,196,12,17,294,130,237,0.097,0.79,0.113,0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,1,17,9,0,0,9,0,19,1,1,1,1,27,37,19,0,9,13,0,1,5,1,5,0,6,0,4,8,4,0,0,2,2,0,7,3,2,0,1,3,7,26,7,28,24,5,36,0,1,0,1,28,14,1,7,17,122,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582944295474408,0.09179892737636768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106824575502608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019417537127673,0.0,0.0,0.10211033382363514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336853651546964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738944528915434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067511373297819,0.08572732902743549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253890778971217,0.1151140013453426,0.06819821255139571,0.10064949072216801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918611018318152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312731658898283,0.0,0.10596133952495036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762032681449334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131444644780116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319221619213626,0.10477852199578812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763373642743678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414655439298126,0.3817121714346589,0.0,0.24289084399072586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992644353573587,0.0,0.0,0.12232389642341635,0.10167478635731453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987185820481168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022433441100533,0.3858026904086701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972202158959618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997239778229218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294292508732244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264323950309884,0.0,0.0707785353256832,0.19049928463462212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409754640052093,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trusnake,2019/04/17,"Hit a new low today ... Long time reader, first time poster in this sub. I have been having issues with my friends lately. (I use that term loosely, as they’re the husbands of my wife’s friends ). I have been pulling away from hangouts because these guys all work together, and play rec sports together (I’m not into that sort of thing) and I’m sick of these guys talking about inside jokes, other things they’re doing with their sports team, etc. around me. I may be wrong for saying this, but it feels rude to engage in inside conversations in front of someone that isn’t a part of it. It’s sort of like speaking another language in front of people that don’t understand. Today I need to see these guys and I’m so worked up and hyper anxious that I forgot my lunch at home today. As a result of this I’m currently sitting in my car (to avoid socializing with coworkers I don’t relate with), eating fast food that I ordered at a drive thru window. (Because I feel self conscious about being judged for eating this garbage) This is optically a very low point. My wife is actually an extreme extrovert that is working towards her PhD in clinical psychology so I feel like I have no excuse for being this way. That said, thinking about how I must look like I’m pissing away such a resource just makes me feel worse. High functioning anxiety is real, and it’s painful to work through since you don’t appear like you have issues, but each moment of forcing yourself to play that character is debilitatingly excruciating. Sorry for the depressing rant. Just wanted a place to vent, as this type of stress tends to eat away at my ability to focus at work otherwise. (And sometimes in spite)",5.830520694259013,6.753800071651093,6.0680017801513175,78.78355140186919,66.97507788161994,8.731108144192259,30.55051179350245,8.841846274778883,2.420522207387629,1337,49,246,21,21,427,180,321,0.151,0.764,0.085,-0.9765,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,7,10,20,3,2,10,0,22,9,1,4,2,40,44,14,0,3,5,3,4,4,2,2,3,3,2,4,26,13,5,2,7,7,0,6,6,10,0,1,4,9,24,10,53,34,5,45,0,3,2,0,21,23,1,4,17,156,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.09519566050027116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022906822801144,0.07462621381299925,0.1102048127389271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684103224056583,0.0,0.0,0.2749570011196905,0.0,0.0,0.118932313858717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402049487644646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29945694275280826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087951016150523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729877635720325,0.06969042197399013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297679276338228,0.11795900239363273,0.0,0.15073525219309844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897723481258422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306794021731157,0.0978515620071841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363570564562974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004172662430324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063387712594607,0.0,0.0,0.08632952571086251,0.08191823363498607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511602017334513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233279730796044,0.0,0.0942153205289402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380109431687264,0.0,0.0,0.1056381783430585,0.0,0.06762954960985593,0.0,0.10191998564954577,0.0,0.09221718403503816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103434377902646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279329745568124,0.07757643508109313,0.0,0.0,0.07773548142726328,0.0,0.10176692147418348,0.0,0.0,0.08069515830652185,0.0,0.0,0.0994409140697984,0.08265460787993142,0.0,0.09648038918541244,0.1092003078691844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174428973163963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840776272370585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961704017211256,0.06250671323571637,0.0,0.0,0.11376549306509308,0.0,0.2774006979357211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155398480992933,0.0,0.08425270442272109,0.0,0.08048975450356792,0.05753808090730605,0.07743140771177727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550912865052199,0.0,0.09941275748488664,0.0,0.106656655839624,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sirrandywang,2019/04/17,"Blushing really easily Does anyone else sometimes blush really easily when someone talks to them and then you realise that your blushing and it makes you blush even more until you go full tomato, or is that just me?",9.454615384615384,9.065846384615387,8.656025641025643,67.73480769230771,59.51282051282052,11.902564102564106,32.32051282051282,11.20814326018867,3.768989743589744,175,5,27,4,2,55,31,39,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.6582,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431435283574385,0.35801001439822194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057694895268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918857342389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307808351584405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857674457056293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323270125784515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476797080013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960524524675361,0.0,0.3455736657157244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084109334310753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arlj11,2019/04/17,"I got interviewed at an Anime Convention. For those who don't know. I started a group to help people with Social Difficulties better interact with people. So I am so exited that I got interviewed about my group and that they finally posted on YouTube. Would it be okay for me to share the link with everyone? (I will edit this post with the link.)",3.695,6.008822439393942,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,74.60606060606061,9.248484848484848,24.63636363636364,9.725611199111238,2.6010181818181817,275,9,50,8,6,91,49,66,0.033,0.8220000000000001,0.145,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,11,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772090948093186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568382001693051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944438262903851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429948213037264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016275348131688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771871017015684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726871448953036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148487021412421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399524737520536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024934281771008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093909559092975,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bluebeam1827,2019/04/17,"Struggling to go to the barbers for over a year!.. Hey all, I read though this subreddit and relate greatly to most of these conversations. I have had anxiety most of my life, but in the past two years it has got quite bad. I don't leave my house and rarely go into my garden, even that gives me some kind of anxiety :( Ok so I have always disliked going to the barbers even though I know the barber well, I still find it hard to leave my house to go. I have even been offered by my parents to take me and even wait with me whilst I get it cut, but I never end up going. It has now been over a year since getting a haircut and this is making it even harder to go. I feel embarrassed going to the barbers with hair down to my neck now. Back when I would go to get my hair cut it used to take me atleast 4 weeks of trying each weekend to go, but a year ago I couldn't get past the hurdle and I gave up for months as I just made me pretty down when I failed. I don't know how to tackle this and I feel like nothing is ever going to happen as the same result happens every time I try. Sorry if this is very Jumbled and doesn't make sense!",3.6860881542699744,3.649362429752067,4.7449752066115725,89.77867493112949,71.39669421487605,7.279779614325067,24.39779614325069,6.42735559955562,0.5646834159779619,876,20,202,5,15,288,126,242,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.9564,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,18,11,2,2,11,1,16,4,3,6,3,37,46,19,0,3,5,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,5,3,0,10,5,6,1,1,6,5,30,5,34,38,6,39,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,22,140,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348925141388094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836940090231727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441024165428778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242239207042532,0.07864047656747883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341988617925529,0.0,0.0,0.31104126669041376,0.08519565500888905,0.07935485975898217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524545398105576,0.06728572778400503,0.0,0.0,0.0860833132846916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683093963590206,0.09035076032955017,0.5352746221243375,0.0,0.0753282868501906,0.10383921006900387,0.0,0.0,0.16657483265188835,0.0,0.08437119117088511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735351117961646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807910369982188,0.10352314102418028,0.0,0.0,0.1994564683776252,0.0,0.0,0.06652559646804991,0.046013995895638114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912005140402195,0.1257383348718049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517750693271139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264121890560539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037297376468703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458121091656322,0.0,0.1798203324292488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581992674467073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001772590227738,0.09421041074104143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791074155536426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543231022417636,0.0,0.0,0.07521620114210062,0.0,0.0,0.09846253122042124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163068122019967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507241721689952,0.0,0.05491998599497568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278907604627033,0.0,0.09200498413055752,0.0,0.0,0.08134553320640298,0.0,0.07771242528779286,0.0,0.0,0.07554946405416868,0.0,0.08468355689851617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690626697565982,0.0,0.0,0.24260800965742202 socialanxiety,wubomber,2019/04/17,"Work leaving drinks Urgh, feel so sh’tty. Someone I really enjoyed working with had leaving drinks in the office today. I was invited and wanted to go and say bye, but just couldn’t muster the courage to walk into the room and talk to people. Hate being like this, where SA actually stops you doing things you really want to do. But the fear of anxiety just overrides everything. Pathetic.",5.117793427230048,7.454266154929577,5.6447183098591545,75.66923708920191,70.54929577464789,8.67699530516432,28.734741784037556,9.2995712137729,2.90057558685446,311,12,50,7,6,100,56,71,0.206,0.662,0.132,-0.8231,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,1,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,3,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.20175110944401287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815764448985392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050583913796993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858070606274283,0.0,0.0,0.2326430813930898,0.10453535069988444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749667413133474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411567208447007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437821460231846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100406889782466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433293975091278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648894102882138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441013972771792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517246850121404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284620356197178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617199812890118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735070233321406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959679614069376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438844711476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30102238118774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KommanderTom,2019/04/17,"What sucks about having anticipatory anxiety is dealing with it alone. I'm glad I made good friends the past year, though the rest of my life has been soul-draining. Being alone all the time is the loneliest feeling in the world. Still have anxieties about everything, though at least now I have somebody to talk to.",6.4465517241379295,7.908386241379311,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,65.89655172413794,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.4702620689655177,254,10,47,4,4,76,46,58,0.195,0.65,0.155,-0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,4,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,8,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846986421083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35801265009690075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412396356673408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030054663658249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831542526316335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078475492507026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626477091944308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527831845010593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214127045567777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337569104937705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686953450980068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880771480060884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597998294355201,0.0,0.1364449688010295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068577362535734 socialanxiety,cyberxx123,2019/04/17,"Fat, ugly, and depressed, please help? First time post on this subreddit. I've tried on other subreddits, but didnt get as many responses, but I hope I get some suggestions from this one. So I am a 17 male in year 12 who thinks that my life is a failure. Since i was in year 7 i was bullied because of things which i couldn't fix, such as my voice, my ugly head, and my name. when i get introduced to younger people in my school they even think that I am autistic because of the way i talk and look. When year 9 came, it started to be daily, and it was so bad that i just gave up and just accepted the fact that I was a failure. I mean, i thought there was literally nothing i could do. My marks from assignments and exams fell from 80s to 60s, and then to 50s and sometimes even to 40s and 30s. I feel like those fucking assholes (10-20 people) in my school took 6 years away from my life. Not everyone was mean to me, but i could see from pretty much everyone's facial expression that they either doesn't like me, doesn't want to be with me because they don't want to be in a group with someone who gets bullied by other people. People were only my 'friends', because they felt sorry for me but in reality, every single one of them hated me, and i could see it. I was always left out in groups, always the last person to do things, always the last person to be picked in sport. Sometimes I pretended that I would 'hang out' with people and tell my mum that I was going out with friends, but I just went to some place by myself. Because of those fucking bullied, I never got to experience things like 'normal' people do, such as hanging out with friends, going to parties, going to each others houses, playing games, watching movies together, all that stuff. While other people were doing those things, I was alone, in my room, being a loner, just playing video games and watching TV. I never wanted this, but those fucking people turned my life into shit. Sure i could talk to my principle and make him expel all those people, but i was scared that he might make some kind of announcement talking about it and everyone would look at me. Even if i did do it somehow, it wouldn't change anything about me. Maybe the bullying will stop, at least for a while, but i will still be the same ugly shit. Being bullied for 6 years changed me. Before I started high school in year 7 I was actually a pretty talkative guy, I had friends who actually liked me being around them, and actually liked talking to me. But everything changed when they found out about these things. The friends that i had before all turned on me and they became friends with the people who i hated the most. I have social anxiety every time I go outside, and I cant talk to girls for shit, god, i don't think I've had an actual conversation to a girl around my age since i was 10. I feel like I've missed out so much over these last 6 years but i couldn't do those things because of my social anxiety and bullying. I feel so fucking behind everyone else and i don't know what I'm supposed to do to improve myself. So many of the guys in my grade have a job, have female friends, and many of them even have girlfriends, but i have none of that. For the past year and a half everyday I have been playing the same goddamn movie in my head of what i could have been, if i wasn't ugly, didn't have anxiety or wasn't this fat. I could have done so much more. I just wish that i could have time traveled to my 10 year old body, but with my 17 year old soul. I could have changed so much. I've been thinking of going to therapy or speech therapy for a few weeks now, but I've been holding back ever since, because I'm scared and have social anxiety to even go there. Yes i know it could be the best decision that i make to start improving myself but because of my anxiety i haven'e been able to go. Hopefully after writing this i can improve my life, thanks guys",5.461628639301697,5.361646551461249,5.851133362797638,83.58530288381858,67.60228716645489,8.825689188442631,29.688111154079884,8.389252357687651,1.9375815369316607,3064,99,635,39,46,985,287,787,0.161,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.9885,1,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,9,2,34,37,9,2,25,1,83,17,9,4,8,126,141,56,0,23,25,1,4,6,8,6,6,2,1,8,51,40,2,2,16,10,0,14,17,14,0,4,36,12,100,23,94,79,21,89,1,2,6,4,52,33,7,12,46,453,151,8,0.04219692316639731,0.0,0.16471244012423306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437032864742064,0.0,0.0,0.10533366119843628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140265362118109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03472447235507912,0.0751284157706435,0.0,0.0,0.03964539835260023,0.032446829254336916,0.035232668277283594,0.20578282163644024,0.0,0.07181294732871626,0.0,0.04428306751985775,0.0,0.0,0.04687126902248067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482620387137612,0.0,0.0,0.1785549983908297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032172859813203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634414809146079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431821028580266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035250114714607886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935334891372442,0.038169532823449336,0.07110545541212543,0.16128387357963225,0.037923873668645205,0.041276687811467504,0.0,0.0,0.06400809668582738,0.06029098068283631,0.040515663600952816,0.0,0.0,0.035892681289029366,0.0,0.046266748245391474,0.2282086671505541,0.15604150206069248,0.08818460296266356,0.0,0.16787038704757692,0.0,0.03374873421845942,0.0,0.0,0.12534476437662892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332145114166206,0.08661243396270375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028283708125470486,0.044583366097143716,0.0,0.08382213173137466,0.0,0.04868958386666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187393515059135,0.0,0.0,0.04394160204031819,0.0463806508547501,0.10318837298677554,0.0,0.0,0.04584708048682153,0.0,0.11921973897480286,0.12369171126109928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086957578621529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450032163414563,0.12834317106524054,0.042392480972608566,0.09192963956024536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447642671550738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407837507003792,0.0,0.0650897370074467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413440254479627,0.04048908583546941,0.0,0.08855714515326095,0.0,0.05718745440501175,0.03209266153422703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028173784370606,0.2925403343545926,0.07368945139539453,0.044086803551606435,0.04631955013849806,0.0,0.0,0.040412988086492206,0.08585888185587913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449296280465611,0.12811661709181504,0.06725096901911859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994360573268138,0.1047171926826483,0.0,0.0,0.12904334755291194,0.03575331606469705,0.0,0.08346767196819692,0.04723600077179888,0.0896015982106429,0.0,0.03369851734867265,0.03527851722025208,0.0,0.0,0.048305381500108255,0.0,0.0,0.039770100704256336,0.0,0.0,0.16958144225054622,0.036881970752106745,0.0388492575161962,0.0965117182781891,0.0,0.16820256450950766,0.1081523381117904,0.0,0.033499643552062884,0.07381609571098025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688233426402568,0.028648940951200668,0.09179627050704572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746665157043655,0.033493953504384964,0.03384782648491549,0.0,0.0,0.039116970528133205,0.0,0.0,0.048524379159697484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599509670570749,0.0,0.0,0.27173435038689764 socialanxiety,IvanKrasinsky,2019/04/17,"So Meh, im 21 male who has had SAD since around 6th grade. I entered the university last year so ive been lately tryng my best to force myself to talk to people,classmates etc and though ive managed to kinda make friends with a few people there i still feel like i am a burden to them whenever i join a conversation as i usually dont have much to say because my mind just goes blank and i end up just kinda standing there with nothing to say. A week ago i had a talk in the smoking spot with a girl who is an acquiantance of mine and she was askng me some wierd things like if i wanted to leave the country or if i had some disorder. I had later found out she did drugs, probably weed. I think Ive depeloped feelings for her. Today i saw her standing alone and all of a sudden I felt the strong will and desire to come over there to talk with her. I regret my desicion now. Lol",1.2504564564564582,3.2189057243243258,2.7696846846846843,93.51116366366371,80.94594594594595,5.408408408408409,21.08858858858859,6.42735559955562,0.16879579579579573,689,20,153,6,18,225,118,185,0.093,0.7809999999999999,0.126,0.7903,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,11,8,0,0,12,1,16,1,0,1,1,32,25,12,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,3,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,10,6,29,5,23,14,7,21,0,2,1,0,17,5,0,7,14,105,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028179367054747,0.0,0.0,0.1639024487029366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408787794397148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646959956638096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607682826933126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632100280532758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137172288171716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547141356156965,0.0,0.18352331336609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016524358335808,0.0,0.17649399977294014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003500926355954,0.11305602124968983,0.1519477597855229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735163174837565,0.12226592544798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094046655206493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899736972249892,0.1785163503276386,0.1675671458862435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462890776659008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056351497363654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979048276270716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633421159907124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184808396717558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109712749345275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062357009323972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516983781867921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090857070221407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638110212525233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815934573594773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513630448018682,0.1014021740672323,0.15548283285849465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500054015658208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429339326244814,0.0,0.093341757926944,0.0,0.1269410630576725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190978532335436 socialanxiety,recluseAbroad,2019/04/17,"Hello everyone! I'm a 30 year old semi-expat/nomad/traveler/recluse with extreme social anxiety. Ever go to a coffee shop, get something, sit down, and start to look around, observing others in engaging conversations, then starting to realize they notice you. You hear them talking shit about you, you look down, drink more coffee, start to sweat more, look a bit around, see if anyone's noticing you, becoming hyper focused on their conversations, sipping more coffee; you hear people describing you, saying 'what's wrong with this guy', and all this other negativity? &#x200B; Then I realize no one speaks English there, and they were either switching to English just to talk shit, or I might be crazy.. &#x200B; &#x200B; So after 2 coffees in the safety of my apartment again (I'm self destructive, I know), I recently came to terms with what I have, and decided to type it up. I took avoidance to the most possible extreme level possible; by leaving the US solo and becoming a recluse in Asia.....for 3 years. &#x200B; I've had it all and still dealing with it all; from being so isolated to wanting to end my self, to spending weeks in bed, to trying different drugs, antidepressants, uppers, downers, exercise, meditation, doing some insane things, to thinking an asian girl was the answer, to thinking the world hates me, to thinking my family hates me, to cutting everyone off, to using people, to believing I have no friends, to being super stingy, to being super wasteful, manic high to manic low, to fapping marathons, sex marathons, drinking marathons, to eating marathons, to tv marathons...dont think I won any... &#x200B; My life path was set up well, for a normal person, for any other person, but me. ..but because of the tangent I took; I feel I wasted my education, I havent picked a career path, I'm not making much money, no girlfriend now, and haven't dated the quality girls I'd of liked to, and pretty much just lost, but maybe most are, and just hide it better. &#x200B; I'm considering if my journey past this would be an inspiration or relatable others. If something like a youtube channel would be interesting, or a journal. If bouncing ideas back and forth for what to do and how become better people would be of interest. &#x200B; Maybe you've seen another person like me on youtube already. Maybe you can relate to some of these struggles. It's time I start owning my life and my struggle, and I'm usually brutally honest to people I know, maybe in an autistic sense, so now it's time to try again, in public,.. so here it is. &#x200B; It might be a long story, but I'm finally at the point that I can see connection to others is the only way to overcome this. Depression has been creeping back again, so now I know I have to break out of my comfort zone more. It makes making any decision very difficult, why not just spend another week in bed? easy. shit, even picking this username took a day, and I'm still not sure I like it.",8.204012883668058,7.870147692307698,8.004773272704304,71.2063186813187,62.00366300366301,10.607957559681699,37.50890488821523,10.004066432519934,3.8367086775293684,2344,102,392,42,29,752,277,546,0.117,0.77,0.113,0.8026,1,1,5,0,0,0,140.0,1,8,4,6,28,34,8,3,22,0,31,12,4,7,5,80,73,33,0,9,19,0,1,4,2,5,4,4,2,8,26,22,3,1,15,10,4,6,9,16,1,1,12,11,44,18,68,48,17,69,0,3,6,1,35,25,3,13,38,266,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012933396200541,0.0,0.0,0.393757234108067,0.4415859001485336,0.0926748471234763,0.09526740920563502,0.03475119087250583,0.0,0.0,0.031763304056831566,0.0,0.0,0.08087853135681006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986043483965969,0.0,0.027691606800324533,0.15051018579520165,0.0,0.05118017250481242,0.0,0.08035219416463571,0.0495940335922745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051955878097721835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02929637046557791,0.04683278438804025,0.03912582597276538,0.0,0.0,0.047461082293491115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323958511420244,0.08900146128724823,0.052680382786596286,0.046482707366863496,0.0,0.0,0.04023444514985534,0.0,0.0,0.030003811698101027,0.041090920468236786,0.0,0.08681404161696159,0.0,0.0,0.04282411397721242,0.0,0.02296903154326546,0.0,0.0,0.049762571479983864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03509644434932603,0.0,0.023733500509572042,0.0,0.025816958533955485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044979432225289766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969863838775463,0.0,0.0,0.1023980598453434,0.0,0.0,0.04799565032607762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051281052193438384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074895741232393,0.0,0.0,0.048100163547808016,0.0,0.0,0.06417223961211257,0.08877248237958445,0.0,0.0,0.04020107241978956,0.11444059778195717,0.0,0.04958845186000605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909677362798628,0.0,0.18254832430398946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963807940744828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678749076408315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450837974300019,0.0,0.10343686979678834,0.04766752877508632,0.0,0.030782209879362345,0.03454894270822238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433647876623005,0.12597221630473873,0.11899414910218395,0.0,0.0,0.04294277842042129,0.10242323246727288,0.0,0.04621513842139873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485324358224993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036125020484987086,0.0,0.0,0.0723981672020562,0.0,0.0947796097901628,0.0,0.13988912028908093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630665296829066,0.0,0.06994316403832553,0.0,0.0,0.12861260010457082,0.0,0.072555412332483,0.0,0.0,0.0949793986338264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281399126919377,0.0,0.0,0.07302428969866938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03017938518653428,0.11643001092942976,0.0,0.0,0.05297718003108881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141172496286384,0.06168329906316183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464255343999208,0.03923395899804828,0.05003093343200772,0.037481666014086215,0.026793759590402498,0.036057485586252165,0.07287688599949976,0.0,0.040843929201803415,0.0,0.040990400988403834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680916573163062,0.049666807620626016,0.4415859001485336,0.05850642517362075 socialanxiety,Sox_The_Fox2002,2019/04/17,"I had a meaningful conversation with a stranger once. I was 11, my family had just gone homeless and my aunt let us stay at her fancy house in the 'burbs. I was playing in her swimming pool and notice some kids my age playing in the neighbors yard, so I mustered up the courage and went over to talk with them, it was nice. It started getting dark and my dad called me back to the house, I asked them if they wanted to play again tomorrow and they sister said ""We're moving tomorrow"" Total heartbreak... And seeing as this is one of those 'elderly fenced communities' there were no other kids my age around, the only other kids were teens.",6.540348432055751,6.465004056910567,6.420580720092914,80.32682926829268,65.34146341463415,9.304994192799072,31.392566782810693,8.841846274778883,2.3779835075493616,501,17,97,7,7,158,85,123,0.018000000000000002,0.867,0.115,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,17,9,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,6,9,0,1,1,6,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,2,18,5,14,6,2,19,0,1,1,0,19,7,0,2,7,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019192433829066,0.19973194337382627,0.0,0.0,0.16428204511586827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181583901311448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140822314085005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162220820468027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930419765060989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846944979766986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270739031799392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323954681360466,0.0,0.2275280376203625,0.14477334427631414,0.16248885303174807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322807494850698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024971284379015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122108115517674,0.22772023147321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172208679154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25699211435136704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126015065092477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980537409904213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xelad123,2019/04/17,"Social anxiety feels infantilizing Does anyone else feel like that? If I express a lot of the things that give me anxiety I often get responded to like it's ridiculous, stupid, silly, or childish. It feels embarrassing. Luckily my social anxiety has very significantly decreased actually with years and work, but theres still some weird little things that people dont understand why I'm anxious about",9.65282608695652,10.519802652173917,9.26503623188406,59.36103260869571,58.71014492753624,12.697101449275365,38.98913043478261,12.161744961471696,5.405721739130435,329,15,47,10,4,106,58,69,0.223,0.684,0.094,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,9,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1808321728732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42527633064967496,0.20934332136509726,0.0,0.1295704411795814,0.1898681554066245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216275137910982,0.0,0.21717754926006885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479959699622994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108922911832906,0.13238282467692056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681486933031046,0.17776264384817447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810625507653302,0.1857255479177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754075029056214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846802408976796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777927789826848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479858135832741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462184819407501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291034528895665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528970661522331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721007142999428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490515968827688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193311518855635 socialanxiety,dope_amemes,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else receive comments from people often that they look unhappy, upset, or are too quiet? Whats a good/witty response to that? Tittle says it all. I get told that I look sad or mad or that I'm too quiet all the time. Even by strangers. And it kind of makes me mad, like I'll be totally content, (and even if I am a little anxious, still) I'm sick of just giving a dumb look when people tell me this. So whats a good witty response that gets the message across that I'm fine, that I don't smile for others, and that I do have a sense of humor and can be fun.",4.193957845433253,3.6111941803278684,5.425175644028107,87.20893442622953,70.31147540983606,7.627166276346602,25.625292740046838,6.18269132825596,0.7658604215456668,438,10,99,2,7,147,76,122,0.198,0.685,0.118,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,3,14,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,14,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,6,8,6,8,16,3,6,0,1,3,0,8,2,1,5,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513732731572852,0.0,0.1393459444326669,0.20419284824503472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439719689927832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647852584942152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632540664013552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082382259277715,0.19117403063820998,0.0,0.3343045780385163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752650566843636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736145029719404,0.19973769977373734,0.0,0.0,0.502052089758464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302546760814635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763207099276029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848083965456647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915067332230054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418542240056115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620571920986532,0.0,0.0,0.19042705062243875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sockeyesalmonella,2019/04/17,"I made an appointment to see a therapist this week I'm super nervous. I made the appointment a few days ago and I'm scared as fuck to go but I know I need to. It will be my first time seeing a therapist and it's honestly overdue. My school offers it for free and I've waited way too long because it's such a scary step but no backing out now. Does anyone else ever feel super anxious and/or depressed some days and you tell yourself you're gonna see a therapist but then imagine yourself having a good day when you actually go? And then it's like what am I complaining about I'm doing fine today. And I just completely invalidate my own problems. Does that make sense?",1.3136764705882342,3.8054015441176468,3.169117647058826,87.48102941176472,85.02941176470588,6.341176470588236,23.20588235294117,7.6454224807358475,1.3276705882352942,534,20,106,10,16,178,90,136,0.17,0.6509999999999999,0.18,0.5439,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,8,13,1,2,8,0,5,1,0,3,1,22,22,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,6,0,1,2,4,11,8,7,17,3,20,0,1,3,1,5,1,1,1,16,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1387362221171443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602404634164652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061025574251395,0.0,0.09940771723130083,0.14566871681582858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931901699790213,0.0,0.08666476930616959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490612619552085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750613071550945,0.0,0.12244976271305827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488257165413531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876377378689937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859980168850904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188480734385932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209286924518588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314327471140417,0.0,0.0,0.1615955889931224,0.11924442831144028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813224397706724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945648515123838,0.0,0.0,0.12581489735297152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690470760705148,0.09489876524495487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054163496627348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603632305897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233575127854312,0.1438823963536368,0.3398703352968035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124261780895795,0.0,0.0,0.4952067370335908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289975946487725,0.0,0.13475938098442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284696090861925,0.1140392205920071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,milyvanily,2019/04/17,"What substances do you use to help you be more social? I’ve tried anti-depressants, alcohol, ashwaganda, and cannibis. All helpful in being relaxed and my general anxiety is not a problem anymore, but the only thing I’ve found that helps me be more social and more fearless in talking to people is Phenibut, but that stuff can only be used occasionally. Just wondering if anyone knew of anything else out there that I’m missing out on.",7.17625,8.074339124999998,7.6125000000000025,68.9825,64.0,9.9,38.5,9.888512548439397,4.163449999999999,350,18,55,7,5,115,61,80,0.048,0.7759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8755,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,18,15,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,8,9,4,5,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,0,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118520080329349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164857395421508,0.0,0.19659499905798355,0.1386099193539755,0.0,0.1631298059795115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073877368170948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559918651459105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735350180114832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986164948779352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015319913812213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743059216698464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896832991803092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041494815528683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693066236689224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933309217302466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316979536944103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458796813666365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34242129741455635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149764679408503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grapejuice88,2019/04/17,"I'm starting a new job tomorrow. I'm not worried about the work, but I'm super anxious about the social aspect. As far as social anxiety goes, mine tends to be on the mild side, but things like this really freak me out. I have to meet and impress who knows how many people tomorrow, and they're probably going to expect me to do some getting to know the new person shit. I hope I can sleep tonight.",4.870370370370374,5.093726407407409,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,68.87654320987653,8.949135802469135,28.54567901234568,8.841846274778883,2.085985679012346,313,10,63,5,5,104,59,81,0.14400000000000002,0.67,0.18600000000000005,0.6129,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,5,0,4,2,2,1,0,12,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,11,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,7,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248724591289504,0.2399542411888431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097148146148053,0.0,0.12071317225991088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096349759443456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107765964655076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346159595132304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376907821396314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534268417362404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102791009579928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725307230474574,0.18546157298894755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290056994630929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607040901517692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802799959999786,0.0,0.0,0.2125557830711142,0.4330349734411377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033950388461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111070899110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463146860560534,0.215704935886967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lilnattycat,2019/04/18,"How can I overcome the fear of developing close relationships? I want to start this off by saying I have friends and family I care about deeply and I do spend time with them when I can make myself do it. I have been struggling a few years with making my relationships close to people including my parents. I am terrified of opening up to people and feeling vulnerable in a sense. I am afraid of getting someone close to me and spending lots of time with them and loving them only to be left or for them to decide I am not as great as they thought. I have “close” friends that I’ve known for many years but I do not really have that best friend I tell everything to, that I spend time with and want to see and laugh with everyday, and I see others have that with their friends and I want that too. Unfortunately, I am really adverse to becoming very close to people because I am afraid I will love them so much and one day it’ll all change and I’ll lose it all. I so badly want that but at the same time something is telling me not to as if it’s defense mechanism. I’m so lonely and I don’t know what to do because I like my friends and I don’t want to lose them because they’ll get tired of me or find out something about me they dislike it they spend time with me. I feel alone in my head al often and like I spend too much time with myself .",2.5385861745386333,4.1286021798561165,3.64045980606819,90.49048013762905,75.76258992805755,6.8491710979042875,23.957460118861434,7.586124646067393,0.9075578354707536,1058,33,234,14,23,342,126,278,0.141,0.6809999999999999,0.177,0.8406,1,3,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,11,3,10,23,1,4,4,0,24,4,1,3,2,58,44,27,0,6,8,1,2,2,5,3,1,1,0,0,14,29,0,1,7,0,5,0,5,10,0,1,2,5,47,13,40,38,8,25,0,3,2,2,24,13,0,5,14,166,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435643297990024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841299564038832,0.1842661299098665,0.11128092850370556,0.0,0.0,0.10574085705220064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273100430939903,0.0,0.106590168761085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498152845882638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055612289423463,0.0,0.09498706962365548,0.1133824269001766,0.10189404033199867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209233857488948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892326184175247,0.0,0.10528533837339313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108768152775496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340829476736806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537477467906803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947546896663823,0.0,0.0,0.09845198395629716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254481678913793,0.0,0.08566210602087314,0.18187872777741412,0.0,0.1345154695493849,0.10215429708093336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813962148926085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827723078022907,0.07663212432593151,0.0,0.0,0.11188147756869384,0.0,0.0,0.2095618082224354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909820493602855,0.0,0.0,0.21635594495195395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012798204743646,0.0,0.0,0.16058451909375396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537317974740483,0.15513913949842434,0.0,0.0,0.07131807798237748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533568488591363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613645194534586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999177153998874,0.3525219756389359,0.11580819901966947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313712272447953,0.2971527570946741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297716021481515 socialanxiety,kittenkikr,2019/04/18,"Medication I have always had social anxiety on account of the ol’ weirdness. It’s like I’m just on a different frequency than the rest of the world. I get anxious and say something stupid, then people think I’m weird, which makes me anxious so I say something stupid...you know how this story ends. Sometimes, on the rare occasion that I feel comfortable with someone I am not as much of a mutant, but literally everyone but my 4 year old causes me some degree of social anxiety. Today I listened to my colleagues pick teams for this event. I wasn’t picked to be on their team until my boss intervened and insisted I not be sidelined. I almost started crying. I’m sick of not being picked for the team. I’m sick of alienating people who try to be friendly with me. Last weekend was my birthday and I sat at home alone. I’m over it. I can’t do this anymore. I just took my first dose of an antidepressant tonight after a long drug sabbatical. I was trying to do it on my own. It went well. Obviously. I’m in therapy. I eat a squeaky clean diet. I work out. I meditate. I’m still a mutant.",1.626962365591396,4.066928875576038,3.705835253456222,84.59780049923197,82.82488479262673,6.750307219662059,25.170698924731184,7.9370924344782425,1.7431261136712748,854,35,166,17,24,290,131,217,0.127,0.804,0.069,-0.8455,1,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,5,6,7,1,0,11,0,13,7,0,7,1,26,30,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,10,6,2,0,3,4,1,2,5,3,1,1,7,4,26,4,28,19,4,27,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,16,108,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348011697194024,0.14840096487134927,0.0,0.0,0.11922533533418593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922662081091826,0.3237445323756542,0.14210109659461606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719407457554992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739281730582064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970325375903729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616613720809734,0.14661723247939826,0.0,0.0,0.12690876526743042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136915804212644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244964909264973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218789012184582,0.0,0.0,0.11070231989184187,0.0,0.07486096139577428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437274262208939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787461755567099,0.1167971209959234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000224612615474,0.0,0.0,0.1268034999418996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564444136901544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434545545001254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533161270909412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503544338107435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867278360235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278933748401313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921238322032279,0.1214056660128488,0.2206169503255384,0.14171340481403266,0.0,0.10141848741987412,0.0,0.11442829344718597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385989784004198,0.0,0.0,0.09181180995595564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581826570894406,0.0,0.15919589123597752,0.1945634217788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883121922932378,0.13282745160699067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431383135021244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227141260853468 socialanxiety,reachouttothetruth,2019/04/18,"my best and nearly only friend doesn’t hangout with me and even ignores my messages. What do I do guys? obviously I have social anxiety so making friends isn’t easy, but I have a pretty good, very social friend who I’ve been friends with for nearly 2 years. I appreciate her. I really do. But recently it feels as if I’m not that important in her life. side note: she’s my best friend, but I’m not her’s. I actually haven’t the slightest clue where I rank on her friends list. That’s not too important to me, but I feel like I’m on the back burner... She’ll randomly stop answering mid conversation, she never calls or texts first UNLESS it has to do with her or her life and she never asks how I’m doing.... I’m 99% sure that she’s way higher on my priority list than I am on her’s. That’s okay! No one like each other 100% equally, but I don’t know how to change that. How do I lower her on my priority list when I don’t have many friends to begin with? I kinda depend on her for most of my social activities. Yes, I’m aware it’s pathetic but I’m not good at making friends and she’s all I have. I know I need to find a friend who treats me the same way I treat them, but it feels impossible. I want to confront her about this but I feel like it’ll be blown out of proportion and it’ll make me feel and look like an idiot. She doesn’t know how much she means to mean and I don’t want her to know because it’ll make me look like a loser. Should I confront her ?",0.16411578555472772,2.1720538069620297,2.523313477289652,93.5255212211467,85.29746835443036,5.8695457930007455,18.471332836932238,7.1686216300943375,0.12660305286671614,1137,29,269,17,34,388,141,316,0.095,0.639,0.266,0.9964,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,11,27,3,0,7,2,26,2,0,9,5,66,55,26,0,5,16,0,5,5,9,5,2,0,0,1,17,13,0,2,13,1,0,0,14,5,0,2,1,7,53,22,31,48,8,25,0,1,2,0,40,14,0,7,14,175,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0876674634626291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872467545710052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398499905907464,0.0,0.0,0.06907872206828536,0.0,0.05476349565170207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855572540275206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173310928838853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503510351550473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593361599892494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712016462487905,0.12835842495325891,0.0,0.0,0.08210893210110763,0.07641487972877968,0.0,0.0,0.6246671030092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070118535141308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895225758646899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748716058677573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690835133903186,0.21944787674474148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088006567479614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986624135507914,0.09108010908023352,0.0,0.19571656667102635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604016311549127,0.06661262532158509,0.13857489177110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087553636860407,0.06832470529483564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913960157759216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755156133236442,0.0,0.08870270431011938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27473099052281885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510733535583533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466983666238627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412451969948176,0.10597578879421048,0.142616061924647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785175962693979 socialanxiety,Throwawaylawquest10n,2019/04/18,"Went to the funeral of my great aunt I've never met before and felt really connected to her. [Cross post r/offmychest] I went out of respect for my family, but ended up crying throughout the service when my great uncle, his sister, told a series of stories about her that I felt connected to. He talked about how my great aunt was very quiet and had social anxiety all her life. This kept her from attending family gatherings, such as the yearly reunion, due to her anxiety (which explains why we never met). I have also been diagnosed with social anxiety and I find myself often in tears, alone in my room, crying out to God how lonely I am and how I wish I wasn't so SCARED of people. My great uncle went on to say how inquisitive his sister was. How every conversation she had (with the few in her inner circle) was about her latest subject of fascination. I do this too. I can get obsessive about a topic and it consumes me. And I'll talk about it to anyone in my small circle willing to lend an ear. As he was talking more and more about her, I just felt so sad I had never really gotten to know her because I felt like she was, unbeknownst to me, a kindred spirit. I became so overwhelmed with emotion, I couldn't stop the tears from rolling.",6.201498829039814,6.117360180327871,7.117798594847777,75.07368852459018,66.04918032786885,9.92224824355972,29.72365339578454,9.606745405546679,2.6488932084309127,980,30,180,18,14,329,133,244,0.124,0.705,0.172,0.9454,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,0,20,11,0,3,9,0,16,3,1,5,4,36,32,20,1,2,2,4,4,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,13,0,2,7,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,22,7,38,6,37,8,4,26,1,3,0,0,32,11,0,1,10,135,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938003458512878,0.0,0.0844562208526475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237391637312006,0.0,0.0,0.07384491684950566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437883155796452,0.0,0.08986626974965563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320150925606983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071918533241272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879695371118433,0.09353904906306636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898091882357505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991192811769754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40560836892915947,0.0,0.096525560434659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055176828221058544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465741271544915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804045420665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459541503812478,0.05159567600489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443586601620928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321662618699322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114511724874084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353128476852079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398525320689393,0.1057339612116792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531204259506992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829462827562568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546557778345789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091481152438923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713925054014776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937043825130569,0.095296532980345,0.0,0.12144620459704207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800933074181599 socialanxiety,ChipChipperson6,2019/04/18,Panic attack! I'm literally sitting in my car outside a bar that I was invited to tonight. Lots of people and all extroverts. Thought I'd face my fears tonight but I can't bring myself to leave the car.,1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,86.3170731707317,6.206829268292682,27.71219512195122,7.554174236665415,1.8904302439024383,161,8,32,3,5,54,34,41,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,4,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333474860636111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286369402692696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033355515544173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238415689773143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44692341538873626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407952487159264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024051357606441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dreamcatch2,2019/04/18,"Crazy physical symptoms Does anyone experience crazy physical symptoms like a high heart rate during normal things like conversation or doctor check up. My heart rate was close to the 150s when I went for a doctor visit. Do you experience any other physical symptoms? I also get chest, neck, face hives along with tremors",7.881727272727272,10.056865854545457,7.15068181818182,68.28602272727274,63.18181818181819,9.863636363636363,31.931818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.6338181818181816,262,10,38,6,4,81,43,55,0.085,0.8270000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,10,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523397043271394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350146904983544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269863884750312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717723896135432,0.15892870283791735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553001262482722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948840684265231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304189870954565,0.0,0.19188162183991045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745157923711374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793987647904094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662890055215833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065404544747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835489115038013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kiranzo,2019/04/18,"First school trip I’ve been avoiding school trips since 4 years, which was when my social anxiety really got bad. But this May, there will be a 2 day trip to Montreal. This time, I wanted to go, so I said to my teachers that I would be there. To be honest, it kinda stresses the shit out of me, because I feel like I will be the i-have-no-friend person trying to fit in. But I’m happy to go. A girl even asked me if I wanted to be in the same hotel as hers and her two other friends, which somehow made my day. For once, I feel like I’m confronting my fears. It makes me feel a bit less like shit than I normally do.",3.562274436090224,3.242140218045116,4.823073308270678,90.0944595864662,71.63157894736842,7.853007518796992,24.143796992481203,7.1686216300943375,0.6835721804511277,471,10,113,4,8,157,85,133,0.105,0.6970000000000001,0.198,0.9339,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,3,3,6,0,12,2,2,2,0,19,26,7,0,5,3,0,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,7,0,2,5,4,17,6,14,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,4,9,71,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994352004763295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657699510899294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091266342393615,0.0955774093495517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117349975837035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022324824005403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035579702324338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643175065625905,0.23783241030430785,0.22402086607559427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333650482555954,0.0,0.0,0.2422703205687567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821414493949458,0.0,0.12539886701041225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690531277297832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297982548073909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483579932754806,0.1046581927719776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362039699813188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697567496761767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369025228588726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044335319924497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491426961784671,0.0,0.0,0.3173586407621581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218842881365164,0.1296978748290623,0.0,0.0,0.15982712589672046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960181511045298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142520436836714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644976232512343,0.0,0.15316053572581256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495699053154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137874529563488,0.0,0.0,0.10096728204902383 socialanxiety,Rewnyk,2019/04/18,"How to start talking to people? Hi I'm a 16 y/o male, I haven't made new friends in 4 years and I no longer have any close friends, I feel like people often misunderstand what I'm trying to say and recently I think I have social anxiety. About six months ago I talked myself into trying to interact with people because I had the perfect opportunity: two people whose names I knew (but nothing else) , talking about my favourite game. I managed to go over and join their conversation but I felt hot, and sweaty and my legs and arms were trembling and my voice was shaky. I had no idea what to say/do after a couple minutes, but was saved by having to leave. I felt awful and couldn't stop thinking that they thought I was acting weird. This was when I first thought I might have social anxiety. Now I'm so scared of what might happen if I try talk to someone I don't know at all. I'm going into sixth form in September (11th grade in the US I think) and there'll be so many new people. I would really appreciate if anyone could give any advice on how to start talking to people/start conversations (and continue them if possible). Sorry if this is long/hard to read I'm not good at putting my thoughts to words or writing stuff, and thank you so much if you read this.",4.54680870773506,5.321666622047246,5.1961139416396485,84.42088698471518,69.78740157480316,8.023714682723483,27.14590088003705,8.124751697461798,1.5572985641500696,998,31,205,13,17,322,149,254,0.141,0.7759999999999999,0.083,-0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,3,3,10,12,0,3,4,1,20,2,2,3,2,54,44,26,0,8,10,0,4,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,9,15,0,1,12,3,0,4,6,4,0,3,14,6,30,8,27,24,3,28,0,0,0,0,26,10,0,10,15,127,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442979690426137,0.08566036510798401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142910475288302,0.0,0.14784975796241734,0.0,0.0,0.06756886165597158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907295839717926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715452513146033,0.10692387605562853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807254529552896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886114215138626,0.06903547356008535,0.1855679235344831,0.0,0.0,0.08219697945085037,0.0,0.0,0.1493186469904459,0.0,0.0,0.0927003055668368,0.10983885658983306,0.08105216078017058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545328135730386,0.0,0.08656523945179281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908822064075704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310761509464339,0.0,0.0,0.10232163790568977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472105764723902,0.0,0.0,0.08551820351857355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143759241374133,0.0,0.09797188559376306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502717631199188,0.0,0.0,0.07713247612965643,0.0,0.0710372371166661,0.0,0.0,0.18665977576540194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092723096655892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33496984605102503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894051217965324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714403589492204,0.0,0.0,0.19332065012883826,0.0,0.06190632663417084,0.0,0.095414589269683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369474832352925,0.09674766662693644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701274291662133,0.08187782245089376,0.0,0.0,0.1081740467789082,0.205194498220301,0.0,0.0,0.08079049686086992,0.0,0.0,0.11062301026096626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38835444506549627,0.0,0.08896776465445079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575783127799025,0.0,0.23015022119576425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196824783723324,0.0,0.0943975469765382,0.0,0.11623901365266702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864614498381286,0.0,0.0,0.06222924009209908 socialanxiety,kanafehis,2019/04/18,"Would this be considered social anxiety? I don't necessarily get nervous around people. I don't experience the ""what are they thinking?"" or the heart palpitations that a lot of people seem to talk about. I'm very good at faking my way through most everyday convos. My issue is that I literally don't know what to say. My ENTIRE life, I have really struggled to find something to say that isn't just a continuation of a previous subject mentioned; even that is hard at times. It's like my brain literally goes blank. Because of this, I become anxious in the sense that I will cancel plans with friends and even relatives out of fear that I will have nothing to talk about with them. I have this need to prepare ideas in advance, and I always feel obliged to keep the convo going. I am in AWE of people who can talk so freely and effortlessly in conversations,. Do you think this falls under social anxiety? I'm seeing a doctor for a different matter tomorrow and I would really like to bring this up to him considering I barely have friends due to this issue taking control of my ability to socialize throughout my entire life. I just want some perspective from someone who maybe has been diagnosed with social anxiety. Thank you.",5.585032108913435,7.3194987336244575,6.410254302594402,73.09685075777041,68.21397379912663,9.580375032108913,30.93783714359106,9.916854025145753,3.271780169535063,986,40,168,24,17,325,133,229,0.084,0.7959999999999999,0.12,0.8493,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,3,8,10,0,3,9,0,21,6,2,1,0,29,37,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,4,4,2,0,0,17,9,0,2,7,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,5,24,6,35,31,3,20,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,5,7,119,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245351337694534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549995510129611,0.1255241571382821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891262555691477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677324251209758,0.12271371566152885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403697205127552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462078554215103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277564384370788,0.0,0.11608767327169625,0.0,0.11372713706863236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677594867204805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868818472599033,0.0,0.12503111793481342,0.05618121838590191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155372715197933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168864963627606,0.0,0.05805107510425829,0.0,0.06314711975225587,0.09319489772325767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953391198267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166744091251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543114788760507,0.0,0.2319426863414844,0.0,0.09876084027140504,0.0,0.0,0.06106387182563908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569624126802852,0.10856675018778396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944628649541069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162624830725483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238763072031266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661430153437307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109178269363065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236150458077873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672035159508542,0.0,0.0,0.08854133084923928,0.1011515663271824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530559641979317,0.09414425495465534,0.08553891717281083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615766922426406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354187941986954,0.26792119375876744,0.0,0.10229636875599347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239128581407512,0.0,0.0,0.06478990015729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167846976213616,0.06553633121589375,0.08819498847184505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578605776646364,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,criticaltheory_,2019/04/18,"Anxiety at the gym Hey everyone, I started going to the gym about 2 months ago and while I enjoy working on my health and well-being, I can't help but feel anxious and hyper-aware of my self/appearance. I try to go three times a week, but I still have this uncomfortable feeling whenever I go. Especially when I'm working out and straining and people decide then to make direct eye contact (who wants to be stared at while they're struggling?!?!) Has anyone else experienced something similar? If so, how did you overcome it?",6.611515151515151,7.113280202020199,7.055101010101013,73.8693181818182,65.16161616161617,9.832323232323233,34.68181818181819,9.725611199111238,3.3944060606060606,416,18,73,8,6,136,78,99,0.146,0.8140000000000001,0.04,-0.8785,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,15,14,14,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,5,9,1,10,12,0,17,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,10,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911644368883516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497487308941125,0.2436278630054236,0.0,0.1507904311797852,0.22096321321770054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015141235157686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606683020852065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180824868844942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676837556433456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292303306564576,0.0,0.0,0.14454846478078925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395085339722674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213312535549394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950746921099375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224974363525582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602113943415753,0.0,0.0,0.15264115306000733,0.0,0.1722217230686542,0.0,0.0,0.2254485938800036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574969854023815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464150462068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271984348459282,0.0,0.17298479155761984,0.0,0.19389902525244126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399765274518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ahch00ch00,2019/04/18,"College is exhausting with social anxiety. (group settings, roommate, extrovert friends) I absolutely hate getting to know new people, and in large group settings there is no chance I am going to talk. One-on-one I can have a good convo and I'm good at keeping a conversation, but in large group settings people always tell me ""why are you so quiet? Be yourself!!"" or something like that. People don't understand that when I'm quiet around people I am being myself, just like I'm being myself when I've opened up to people and I can act more freely around them. Also living with a dependent, extremely talkative roommate has been the worst part of college, it's much worse than school work. I have no where to be alone and it makes me feel like I'm going insane. On the weekends she will even wake me up so she have someone to eat lunch with, if she does it again I'm going to tell her to fucking stop because wtf?? She even thinks I'm mad at her if I don't talk to her when I come back from class, and it's a whole dramatic ordeal where she will ignore me then at the end of the day say ""...I thought u were mad at me :("" Ugh, I'm fucking sick of it. Luckily this year is almost over and I have a single next year, I'm so fucking happy. Also having extroverted friends who always want attention can take the fucking life out of me. It seems like in the dining hall my friends are always being loud and sometimes they seem very attention seeking and I fucking hate it. I just want to eat like adult college kids and not disturb people around us. It's fine to joke around and have fun but when you're yelling/dancing/doing something weird or dumb like stacking cups I don't fucking get it, I hate attention seekers and I hate being around them because it's just annoying and it exhausts me. And when I sit in a lecture with my coat on the chair next to me because i like my personal space, and someone asks if they can sit there (when there's plenty of fucking room to sit somewhere else) and I say yes because I don't want to be a bitch but I get so fucking mad, I feel like I want to scream because this persons body is like right next to mine, I can't stand it, especially when there's plenty of open seats. That's it for now folks",3.9660324279379133,5.006524707317077,4.715431679600886,86.35778166574279,71.32815964523282,7.233952328159647,27.840978381374725,7.413659706084162,1.44107588691796,1757,62,358,18,32,566,199,451,0.189,0.659,0.152,-0.9802,0,1,2,0,1,0,51.0,1,1,4,1,32,44,18,1,14,1,35,18,2,2,0,61,78,37,0,7,12,0,2,9,3,2,4,6,1,4,19,28,4,3,11,2,0,5,8,26,0,0,3,8,51,18,47,66,6,60,0,0,0,8,34,27,10,9,30,226,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556061391325625,0.06780910531448718,0.0,0.1047156511877605,0.16343350584356658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008579638007694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141919682109285,0.06120735432907979,0.0,0.0,0.05034382170153413,0.0,0.19955520153634929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272448078349618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639821313808925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222393561122958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729486896390016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398812287686945,0.054693340795808065,0.0,0.05798863799039986,0.0,0.0,0.08648709673579584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620908279915899,0.0935462247455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175019801141207,0.4842214625167455,0.10261903929594704,0.0,0.11162750649569417,0.10982938563978714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069696016149773,0.0,0.2585596421337993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819440053728731,0.0,0.0,0.035981623947439284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046244713429500026,0.2878762085907405,0.0,0.0578128549786641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043702977289664414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048129352968342316,0.0,0.0,0.0632331337580763,0.20889020881201847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044365429138899695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089964799381313,0.0,0.2723396788847021,0.11433501169725994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591261370457163,0.0,0.10413170742120836,0.0,0.06626102124716292,0.0,0.11920625117488767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674031978131895,0.11094819497403544,0.10080687839027393,0.06475334712169734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473740952957616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492266932848817,0.10524760771697754,0.11445058899227124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195172649863967,0.0,0.05197734634808978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681585189022351,0.07875459046349426,0.0,0.0,0.05402114416323034,0.15446800566059168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590781733200172,0.07309699747284994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766429640074278,0.0,0.06672142233353763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432346704096924 socialanxiety,salsajnverde,2019/04/18,"How do I learn how to talk to other adults? I'm 25 and still feel like a child. I don't know if it's because I'm the youngest in my family or if my parents just coddled me, but I don't like having conversations with other adults. I would prefer to just sit and listen, and that comes off to others as though I have an attitude or have a problem with something. I'm really just uncomfortable and don't know what to say. Even if I know the subject at hand and can confidently speak on it, I won't. For example, I hardly say anything to my boyfriend's mother when I see her, but I can play puzzles and talk for hours with his little sister who is a teenager. How can I get over this fear/feeling of being intimidated around other adults?",6.011381578947368,5.039561059210527,6.958157894736843,79.0171052631579,66.69736842105263,9.705263157894738,30.842105263157894,8.841846274778883,2.231536842105264,579,18,122,8,8,195,91,152,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.69,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,3,0,33,25,19,0,6,10,3,3,2,0,2,0,4,0,4,10,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,17,3,19,22,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,6,5,89,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664634197217442,0.18007664565173834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233111329212936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425072118522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360741538503426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069641025015494,0.2276270010326717,0.20456287149590752,0.1445125316839344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568562731394583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120773660104825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992100980849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335118387654625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765258573463929,0.2027428346047658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246136893196651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355954269707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958902905721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32173049653128044,0.0,0.0,0.16119505241216564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572896978958842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154515985300685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251782375232245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874410545676915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369754693315884,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cagedbutterfly19XX,2019/04/18,"Job interviews and social anxiety... I had a 2 person interview today with a great company but couldn't help feeling like I bombed it at first saying shit like, ""ummm""...I feel like I redeemed myself halfway through but when I asked how soon I should be hearing back I was told the ""well we still have other canidates...'', I couldn't help but feel like it was code for I am a no go... I am so capable of performing the duties but my fuckin social anxiety makes me come off as stupid I swear... There is hope though..... I have another job interview tomorrow with another awesome company, \[I have been trying to get on with this specific company for 2 years...\] however this is a panel interview with 5 people!!! I am telling myself I got this but internally freaking out... Has anyone with social anxiety went through with a panel interview? What was your experience? Tips? SEND HELP LOL!",2.9132994579945835,5.6543563597561,4.440162601626021,79.45673441734421,79.91463414634146,8.76639566395664,27.40379403794038,9.2995712137729,3.066121680216802,689,30,122,21,18,229,103,164,0.209,0.625,0.166,-0.6308,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,2,9,11,3,0,7,1,18,2,1,2,0,25,31,11,0,4,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,4,1,1,8,5,20,7,17,19,0,16,0,0,0,1,20,4,2,1,12,86,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780361866245414,0.3042621397417486,0.0,0.0,0.09270062037159824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239411965205706,0.0,0.0,0.10194319894238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420297600799825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129685325005515,0.0,0.0,0.20110409196592047,0.2841381845050543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276956279893065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926578598027736,0.0,0.07534632001518013,0.0,0.10603359420785974,0.14616613656989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942342987252585,0.0,0.2665898410284067,0.0,0.0,0.13167844820652455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631235778446163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25908086179543155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849589001462342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191190075928854,0.11576074729323202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054302097761377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608794402950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40543535236249467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587582013672296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587776581487318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025580699366976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566708668183352,0.12668259417312105,0.0,0.09001078854219663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920225832446027,0.12289980870903967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537496444978063 socialanxiety,HotSauceCommitteeMem,2019/04/18,"Anyone here have good experiences with anxiety medication? If so, what did you take and what were the effects?",5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,73.73684210526315,10.115789473684213,30.552631578947373,10.125756701596842,4.089715789473684,89,4,14,3,2,29,18,19,0.077,0.774,0.14800000000000002,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682871595355828,0.0,0.0,0.3366220476147969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709239212634434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037946423360155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849828691690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619700664364394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bbyxnate,2019/04/18,"First job and am I paranoid? I am 21, female. I am diagnosed with depression, social anxiety and also maybe avoidant personality disorder. I just started my first job in retail. And I felt like I was doing alright, which is a wonder since I always see myself as incompetent for anything. The boss asked me how I think I was doing and said, hmm well yeah it is your first week I guess. Making it sound like I absoluty suck :( I can't do better than I am doing now. So I started to see myself as apparently the worst employee. And yet at the same time I feel like I am doing so much compared to others. I am behind the checkout and filling this long area of food and drinks at the same time. I barely see them or anyone (and the store is not that big) and when I do see them they are just filling stocks together or adding tags. Tonight they asked me to remove everything from outside when we were about to close (while usually people do it together) while doing the checkout and filling the stocks while they were in the back doing ????? i don't even know Then they were counting the money in the register. There was a fake 5 cent in it. They blamed me. Also heard them say ""she probably gave someone an euro too much back"". While I just worked 3 hours out of the 12 hours the shop was open... So I was not the only one who was behind that checkout. Am I paranoid or what? Am I just awful at the job? Or is something not right? I am literally running around. Some costumers even said ""oh wow are you all alone?""",2.580800397713152,4.603790328859064,3.8802162565249847,86.90153492418594,76.91946308724832,6.562465821526224,23.453144419587368,7.526774132740827,1.0409966194382299,1170,37,235,16,27,383,158,298,0.124,0.818,0.058,-0.9641,5,2,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,8,5,23,12,1,1,18,3,35,3,0,3,1,41,55,29,0,0,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,11,16,2,1,5,2,6,5,5,5,1,4,14,11,43,7,24,41,7,43,0,1,4,0,22,14,1,7,27,185,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155502128509989,0.0,0.17844087055063354,0.09283304112638313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853487803103814,0.0,0.0,0.07801054271274482,0.0,0.09181049059402302,0.09931866838641266,0.20860097734575656,0.0,0.0,0.17157693753267012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867232740850372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609286592977627,0.11323859527449764,0.0,0.0,0.12786594312644525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929360945610264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473784735890188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026961421156874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641184598020155,0.07970379590341442,0.1071222310855875,0.0,0.0,0.2846976026749064,0.1349077819511756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290410486508165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197428944693604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321403841618722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131454303324859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351863575019454,0.0,0.0,0.09873366673350327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447212737319811,0.0,0.112084481393817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402979965832545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560097949162183,0.0848520596597155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734680988379693,0.0974163784986355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028856187136355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527797756149753,0.21225235354071392,0.08872290012715947,0.0,0.0,0.3556191953290028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092289732876882,0.0,0.0,0.11372894717765175,0.09453072330940307,0.08589006005033004,0.0,0.0,0.15793600558530194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148790570090367,0.0,0.0,0.13011173391223946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228757645134432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949266452041314,0.0,0.10031252031755553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099012114498947,0.081222419451717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,asunflowergirl,2019/04/18,"I have an interview in about 2 hours, send help I'm suppose to have an interview soon but, everything in me is telling me not to go. It's trying to Panic! And Shut Down. Does anyone have any advice on how to get through it or any words of encouragement? Anything? I'm freaking out. I also, had coffee today. Why did I do that? I'm such an idiot.",-0.4291666666666672,1.8126344166666684,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,93.72222222222223,5.102222222222223,19.7,6.742157984588678,0.4363399999999995,266,9,57,4,10,92,53,72,0.172,0.757,0.071,-0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,12,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,38,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762458202301008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260707112947541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844839450557961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766658641755208,0.0,0.23263350877927466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473878858277604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540676128300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769622269372634,0.0,0.16066181452533426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948418266043626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839716484996724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316811177712079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470874770686671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796135721489983,0.0,0.0,0.19193102743613671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550878405082606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,candiguts,2019/04/18,"I finally found a friend after years of isolation and loneliness! And I was able to have 4 interesting conversations with them without stuttering (ok I stuttered once, but it's fine) 💙😁.",3.5994117647058843,6.6588586470588265,5.4250000000000025,71.30750000000003,80.17647058823529,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.608258823529414,150,8,25,6,4,51,31,34,0.118,0.66,0.222,0.3195,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,16,5,0,0.3929221337651765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304269916575837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308188388823601,0.30357066586148024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184492488687172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787629154905887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530289716865861 socialanxiety,Soap-Taste-Ok,2019/04/18,"I missed out my entire teenage years due to depression and anxiety/social anxiety. I’m 20M, I been crying since I got home from my job today 4h ago. My half sister have her bf over and they are 18 and they have a great relationship. They look mature too. (And are a trigger, cause it makes me recognise what I missed out on) Anyway, I missed my entire teenage years due to depression and anxiety. I never experienced drinking, sex, orgies, travel and fucking around. Anything. I couldn’t even do a full day in school and I was completely alone. To them sex is like a kiss on the cheek. I have less life experience then them due to my mental illness. That screams failure, if someone is younger and have more life experience. I also did a dumb thing googling average age to lose ur virginity. In Sweden it’s 16.1 years. I’m fucking 21 in 10 days. I’m still completely alone cause making friends is impossible.",2.3284482758620726,5.0274004080459775,3.536333333333335,85.20450000000002,82.27586206896551,6.698390804597702,25.36666666666667,7.908726449838941,1.7423411494252878,717,29,136,14,20,232,109,174,0.211,0.7070000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9637,1,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,1,6,14,3,0,6,0,14,11,1,5,1,19,26,11,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,5,11,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,10,0,1,4,3,22,4,15,21,3,25,0,6,1,6,11,10,3,1,15,82,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069586620903584,0.0,0.0,0.2820372837039985,0.0,0.10888551650002964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832101968716704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204644605916844,0.12120950174675454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974357853131965,0.0,0.0,0.2855181793024284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956318749657788,0.17562131297637795,0.0,0.234545399973552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338302014619946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899310856767691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663773333732023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519534569432594,0.25175178422945343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088980039640752,0.15011469372998504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365775920670374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351158217224741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234486726872474,0.06651992919222295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143384414796564,0.1523259924483393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177306642506474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721525579559565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501345610142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618275386821125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779918169787536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126313181609098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536624542240223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873596775703688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045733596089084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906187898153598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630438952826473 socialanxiety,xanxietybird,2019/04/18,"loneliness Hello there. I deleted and rewrote this message a couple of times cause I'm new here and I'm afraid of saying something stupid or inapporpiate and be judged, then i thought i might just write it as I feel so.... I feel like I'm in a dark place, in a dark room or something, getting darker and darker, making my head hurt, my heart bump faster and do nothing but cry. I have noone to talk about it cause I'm pushing everyone away from me and it's not that i want that, it just happens and I'm really lonely .. I feel like this almost everytime even tho i try to dissimulate this so that I come to believe it's not real. I try to keep this smile on my face all the time . who would care how I feel anyway?",0.8575000000000017,3.050012385135137,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,83.93243243243244,5.321621621621622,20.06081081081081,6.6274283507984215,0.14058648648648694,555,16,123,6,16,182,90,148,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.114,0.7976,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,1,1,4,0,5,3,3,4,1,32,22,16,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,5,16,3,13,18,1,14,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,4,8,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826744173992932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849617732264833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807182426124427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114576363779,0.3247283332910101,0.0,0.13614883051398385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748828514887049,0.17361401056080736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043926431347868,0.0,0.0,0.15102659883346742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196657727590701,0.2258264648726281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257626977414491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397659163146771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220817404434362,0.0,0.0,0.1872937943308794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691992117056174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048493976599152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544336127437375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550173342191443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766946050227444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526487583891576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165630110162465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651319464509487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989913552559592,0.10125292241877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569024261556752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335413902203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270371693335044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547658028075726,0.18432417537211895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461548590123072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322386806397633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227645331740944,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,azdhejk,2019/04/18,"Fear of staying alone forever As a kid I always was scared and shy in social situations, but as I got older it became more like I didn't even want to fufill any expectations from society. No I feel often disinterested and annoyed by others. And that state was pretty fine for me, at least for the last year. The problem is I am pretty sure I don't want to get old and not have any family around me. Sure right now I have my parents, but when they are gone I will probably be all alone. I have to mention that I am 24 and haven't had a girlfriend yet. I just can't connect with people well at all which makes me kind of unattractive. Today I made a plan to more often go up to people that interest me and not care so much about the outcome. My biggest weakness, because I don't know what to talk about most of the time. Anyways I just wanted to put this out there.",3.90054307116105,4.567801432584272,5.110730337078653,84.84096441947565,71.19101123595507,7.7310861423220985,26.069288389513112,7.793537801064563,1.3050771535580532,677,20,143,8,12,225,115,178,0.171,0.691,0.138,-0.3309,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,2,7,0,17,1,0,2,4,31,29,12,0,5,6,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,7,1,21,8,25,20,7,22,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,10,108,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132116648579979,0.0,0.0,0.12581712593865674,0.0,0.0,0.205653179867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460713186613052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217496177599577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541665806959809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987142372591484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254539642293995,0.1701509800640874,0.0764552819126163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899991206919565,0.0,0.08593496156430784,0.0,0.12093480930378595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745980956945388,0.08309993391451,0.1232546592586773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387256569382745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430766166649086,0.10093247958856796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111552401542457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866730574652918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789853224866735,0.0,0.0,0.20965710488476744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766568716517073,0.16302774264763445,0.1446855853710296,0.0,0.15200575188078902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913076159721512,0.0,0.0,0.15138553461219872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699640691686036,0.0,0.15413746114856972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116755394923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850234034573611,0.0,0.0,0.12153522112727685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817057059159941,0.0,0.14332745463515906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675590965763272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595410479804967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973729611090218 socialanxiety,PlayfulBall,2019/04/18,"A virtual Studyhall for those who need company when trying to study or be productive at home alone. Hey everyone, I was very hesitant to share this with everyone on this subreddit but I feel like it could help a few who are looking to focus on school or trying to be productive. I have social anxiety where I don’t like bringing attention to myself but I like to be around people (who I like), if that makes sense. I had a long history of pretending to talk to someone on my cellphone while I wait for the bus. I get really anxious when I’m heading to work but I feel fine when I’m there. I don’t have a lot of friends but I desire that social interaction whenever I study. Basically, having company gives me comfort and motivation. When I was in university, I often get depressed and lonely when I’m at home studying alone. I end up watching youtube videos to combat my loneliness but it was also a distraction from my studies. I found this virtual study hall, tinychat.com/room/gottastudy (password: getstudying), where you get to study with a small group of people via video chat (no mic). Most people just broadcast their desktop while they study (two examples below). You’d need a third party program to broadcast your desktop (I recommend ManyCam). It gives me the motivation to study knowing that I’m motivating someone else to be productive and I feel less lonely at the same time. TLDR: If you’re looking for an online studyhall, check out tinychat.com/room/gottastuyd (password: getstudying).",5.6546997651794735,7.920304649446495,6.239183160013418,72.27079084199934,68.92619926199262,9.502918483730294,32.98238846024824,9.910423181423305,3.71319778597786,1204,56,196,31,22,391,147,271,0.109,0.7290000000000001,0.162,0.9459,0,6,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,4,12,12,0,1,11,0,16,1,1,4,0,36,37,20,0,6,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,1,9,4,1,1,3,4,0,2,5,6,30,8,34,26,5,26,0,3,3,0,21,15,0,7,14,136,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691055646691031,0.0,0.1038929960507629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099384636135899,0.14676699586995925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565191304655364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372657367998424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118956179684844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852733043914027,0.0,0.11506614855353943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482787415614795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970668156981769,0.09281131758068356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424451158762128,0.10037202362700157,0.0,0.2036257106435881,0.24925265392152005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333302929211918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707930066693054,0.0,0.2606307191138605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139789844726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538796696937289,0.0,0.0,0.11497070616577733,0.2181917968693861,0.0,0.0,0.1104491057869506,0.0,0.0,0.08671928590350753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266068513558066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702001550093164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322688967284107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148093796232144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648640084196955,0.2201531528769984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044207734838615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575449400010907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640754400461012,0.0,0.12690809897395236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719349884278198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457968320028108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IsNewAtThis,2019/04/18,"Anyone else have recurrent dreams of being a normal human with a perfect girlfriend? These are the only dreams I remember anymore. They feel like an alternate life and so real until I wake up and realize that's not me. They're not even about sex, it's just nice having a partner I'm completely comfortable around. I don't even really feel lonely IRL, it's just the moment I wake up and remember that's not my life feels like absolute shit.",5.124341085271318,6.338074767441863,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,68.76744186046511,9.919379844961243,28.286821705426355,10.125756701596842,2.9608356589147293,354,12,63,9,6,118,60,86,0.071,0.701,0.228,0.9204,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,6,0,5,6,3,0,1,19,9,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,5,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422824194746864,0.14399176114237613,0.21100067139512504,0.0,0.183322272579688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591476220195532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720289472868587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720310002803121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123747420355264,0.29423433148325395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909103467846339,0.2012149941320051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017686816623807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661982447616418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234394591022112,0.1319246880803659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665594160030173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138523833501285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NellodeeYT,2019/04/18,"When is it valid to consider seeing a therapist? What are your experiences? I have been debating asking a therapist to assess me and help me out for a while but I can't get myself to actually make the appointment. Thing is I read a lot about social anxiety and I honestly dont know if I might actually have a problem, or if I am just being dramatic. When I was younger I definitly checked a lot of boxes. I couldnt eat properly in front of people, I ä rejected invitations if I wasnt familiar with the environment, I couldnt speak up in larger groups or with new people etc. By now its way better. I dont avoid most situations, even though I might feel uncomfortable in the beginning or through out and get a stomache ache as a result of it. I still dont ask people to hang proactively, but then again I do if the conversation is clearly going there anyway. But then I have some days where I can feel my face bruning from blushing, even though I am just voicing my opinion among friends. Or I hesitate to speak up in a lecture even though I know my point is valid and relevant. It just irritates me and I feel like my body doesnt act according to my true personality or feelings. But then some days I am pretty fine and you might even say outgoing. Sry I drifted of a bit there. My point, anyone else here who went to see someone professional even though they werent sure if it was ""justified""? How did it go for you?",4.697435610302353,5.558326496453905,6.0991302724897345,77.77026315789476,69.49645390070923,10.050317282568123,30.79955207166853,10.186864033877496,3.0687276595744684,1120,45,224,29,19,380,154,282,0.091,0.778,0.131,0.909,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,1,1,24,10,0,1,14,0,29,4,3,3,3,52,46,32,0,8,17,0,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,1,9,10,1,1,6,1,1,7,8,3,0,0,6,10,38,7,29,34,7,33,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,19,14,172,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.18824780898053156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378603798210827,0.0,0.0,0.06744195812376863,0.09882717130076946,0.0,0.0,0.1803404756525468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530455937940687,0.10530134808187808,0.1071371863711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440800154686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391254760563805,0.0,0.0,0.09869517346515327,0.0805738395513097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075702369163642,0.31853043507001844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434923114030153,0.0,0.0,0.1950774970655181,0.06890581553081909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451910310921635,0.0,0.1007850911626266,0.0,0.10963256424550803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465019983249387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601574350926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047121908574709936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640012426778326,0.0,0.0,0.0643829144245992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306963160992794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315460163187254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006044362131288,0.08421876185974561,0.0,0.0,0.1823579221334458,0.0,0.0,0.09812705329783794,0.0,0.09229219077335668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647878379860624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670304431836275,0.0,0.0,0.15372060009697008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841685615121152,0.0,0.09832136306574364,0.08172404473992671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702723670410556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909055116282002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239779965568004,0.06407887631304429,0.0,0.3790570827004405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655964973308202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894126028407217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GioVillalba,2019/04/18,"How to make a Club Banger! (""Get Introverted"" MV) Finally a club song I can relate.",-0.5120833333333329,1.4360036250000014,2.715,85.09666666666669,106.5,7.133333333333333,17.833333333333332,7.793537801064563,1.399858333333334,62,2,13,2,3,22,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7908739066994392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771952636171217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819151344446207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LuckyClownBoy656,2019/04/18,I'm always too scared to talk to people I'm scared that they will instantly think I'm. Weird or something... And my voice is always super low so I just straight up avoid people altogether...,1.3645945945945923,4.038148702702703,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,89.0,5.122162162162162,18.210810810810813,6.742157984588678,0.24741513513513524,150,4,29,2,5,48,28,37,0.269,0.593,0.139,-0.575,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172636443551013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309747076503294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223813550973191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928875396330115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498298658818875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991645118025445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,takemeoutifyoucan12,2019/04/18,"Brintellix giving hope to social anxiety sufferers. Also known as trintellix, this medication has been shown in a small study to be very useful for social phobia comorbid with depression.",10.404999999999998,12.605940833333335,10.320000000000004,47.79000000000002,57.33333333333334,15.333333333333332,38.33333333333333,13.816669648895859,7.321333333333333,155,7,17,7,2,51,28,30,0.272,0.525,0.203,-0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471295873552695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364055812358871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661653715511593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964478254180577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069345411584088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113132079324516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300302772483316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669009794555497,0.0,0.25498047166953125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vexdetoxx,2019/04/18,"How to meet people? Not really sure where to post this, but honestly how do you meet people? Like I dont get it, especially being under 21 so you cant go to a bar, like I'm not sure how I'm supposed to talk to any girls besides like dating apps. And its weird to just try to randomly start taking to someone in a store or something",1.668215962441316,3.1478964084507046,3.9827464788732416,87.58473004694841,77.87323943661973,6.986854460093897,21.6924882629108,7.793537801064563,0.8471953051643188,259,7,57,4,6,90,49,71,0.083,0.735,0.182,0.8658,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,2,12,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,10,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636625729020375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395517201441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549918194172098,0.0,0.14739405003334582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38011455800161786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595999724059544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483847130483157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614565170450293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197456206962284,0.1996595804691012,0.0,0.0,0.18356860268609068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48886684796421104,0.0,0.19499822008353915,0.2084549540438475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760809906476721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrgreenbeans9,2019/04/18,"I feel like I’m always the “bad guy” in conversations. If a conversation goes poorly I’m to blame. I’m the awkward one. I’m the boring one. Am I going crazy? I feel like this is the root cause of my anxiety. I always think I’m to blame, that who I’m talking to is judging me. Maybe the people I talk too feel the same way I do. But man everyone else seems so much more confident.",-0.5578048780487848,1.5289971219512208,2.4299512195121937,92.24614634146343,89.97560975609754,5.719024390243902,17.956097560975607,7.1686216300943375,0.2295765853658538,292,8,68,5,10,103,52,82,0.194,0.7020000000000001,0.104,-0.675,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,16,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,3,8,2,5,16,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577466906479859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164452458609607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949205888445274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083474504305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958093937828568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541429268027567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260878503153795,0.3071510840381745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122173145671687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128553879909011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100482403288067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596756825538269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580286428286063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913402372120232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903403428546802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570180075186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455715812222015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774493098333548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063421445597365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayharfchn,2019/04/18,"Is something wrong with my personality? Am I just an awful person to be treated this way?(21F)(24M) I met this guy when I was sixteen. I went to a party with his friends, I got wasted, and two of them brought me to a different house and had sex with me. I bled I felt baffled. The next day they told all their friends they were 18 and 19. I was already getting bullied and had slut rumors spread about me, so they thought I wanted it. They called me gross. I just lost all confidence at that point I felt like damaged goods. I still hooked up with one of them after that because I felt like no one would want me after that. John would hook up with me when he was drunk but ignore me during the day. He left for the military but still kept in contact with me. I would send him pics over two years and see me when he was home. He cheated on one of his girlfriends with me. I didn't know because the one social media I had he posted no photos but on every other platform he did. He would have sex with me then ignore me for a month. He implied I'm attractive enough to fuck but not be seen with I graduated I turned 18 he was 20 that is the last time I saw him. I left to volunteer outside the country for two months. My phone broke while I was there while I was gone he blew up my phone sending me dozens and dozens of messages. He also made tweets like ”if you have to think if I care about you I probably don't fuck everyone.” When I got back, I talked to him some. Then he got weird and was like ”do you tell anyone I talk to you. I don't want to ruin my reputation.” I felt like a dirty secret and gross. I kept asking why he would say that he said he had a girlfriend. I said if you have a girlfriend, then you shouldn't be talking to me and focus on her because she's probably a nice pretty girl. He said he was joking and send nudes. A couple of weeks later I ask why we haven't talked. He says he has a girlfriend and doesn't want to see me. I ask why he lied to me, why I'm not good enough. John called me annoying and said ”thats just who he is.” that he wants me got sex nothing less nothing more. That girl ended up cheating on him and him, and he started texting me again, but I never saw him in person after that. It's been almost four years. I moved to LA to finally be happy. I started working in production on TV and commercials. I met a lot of nice people, no one has been mean to me since I moved here and guys are always so lovely. I feel so ugly by the way he treats me. Two years ago he texted me after having a girlfriend for eight months. At first, I didn't know when he told me that I said I don't feel comfortable talking to you with a girlfriend. He sent me dozens of texts saying he missed me and sending old pics he had of me from three years ago. He asked,” if I was single would we be cool again.” I kept ignoring him, and a couple of weeks later he got a new girlfriend. Posted lots of pics of her saying she's gorgeous. He went on deployment we stopped talking. After his deployment, he got discharged and moved to the east coast with his girlfriend. Before he left, he tried to see me and tried face timing me like 60 times. Thank God I was in a different state. Now he's been messaging me like crazy saying he misses me and that I'm beautiful. I just blew up at him after six years of this I couldn't take it anymore. I called him a rapist, a douchebag, self-centered, a cheating loser, a sociopath, a liar, and a coward. He just kept saying ”why are you mean to me.” and ”if you're going to put me down stop messaging me.” he also tweeted stuff like ”if you can’t respect me. Then at least have the decency to leave me alone. be your own problem.” after I blew up at him the first time he tried apologizing for a couple of months later, but I just started saying the same stuff to him. I feel like shit I feel like this is my fault why would anyone treat me like this? Was I too mean to him? Did he treat me this way because of how I look? Tl;dr: the guy I used to hook up with messages me like crazy now, and I just blew up at him because I couldn't take it anymore",1.771602384181147,3.379953582263713,3.053576114037025,93.7971221892838,77.93815635939323,5.799293575956353,21.38271468668201,6.449566325927974,0.15747110914882212,3168,84,718,25,74,1026,308,857,0.158,0.7170000000000001,0.125,-0.9841,2,1,1,0,0,2,89.0,3,10,7,5,30,58,9,0,35,2,62,12,3,3,3,112,138,53,0,22,21,0,8,12,10,8,0,12,1,8,25,39,1,9,16,3,0,14,17,26,0,18,59,28,141,32,92,63,13,112,0,7,7,9,148,32,3,10,73,462,166,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994436945967683,0.0,0.04515408175770482,0.04670270307929601,0.049761198239832966,0.0721216412234873,0.03752095170317176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944019100218101,0.06306008658012724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862330698762712,0.0,0.0,0.0346736997324966,0.0,0.13744123716214351,0.0,0.03837078429240786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813484927455735,0.0,0.04597527391745782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968349435604628,0.0,0.0581624523298131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422508292144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039938974706687766,0.09318615528451588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03799276026289871,0.043088251862442216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120141375648036,0.06442883353525204,0.17318523707206399,0.04939712915827207,0.0,0.07671209065481527,0.0,0.0,0.06967741187639799,0.0833754223848701,0.02355920836046044,0.0,0.02562736605539997,0.07564366412338748,0.21638973733982675,0.0,0.0,0.13394734779685288,0.0,0.048002290149037716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523191151058183,0.0,0.0,0.05203121691366693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956381865634568,0.0367567776066551,0.0,0.04774692948214688,0.1469808858625999,0.0,0.0,0.2643616867489613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786672607851491,0.0,0.04922428822378594,0.07667283728278766,0.04069815332546259,0.04266804525764364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735834557097138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439710690300157,0.1437800277637286,0.0,0.0,0.034778467550287934,0.043551057884934435,0.04795687026137262,0.0,0.0,0.08653581486793188,0.0,0.047317471857452185,0.0,0.15278076996076426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03126177794922598,0.11812028955624965,0.0,0.0,0.04262741873984235,0.0,0.08637317398381518,0.04587574744981799,0.09723566664750208,0.043147868943520185,0.0,0.04533087552567476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144686366367008,0.2510180995011348,0.0,0.0,0.10779974315256106,0.0,0.04704178750347025,0.0,0.04628727131820527,0.03730135917079189,0.0,0.0,0.04596658993962982,0.0,0.03471476056185206,0.0,0.0,0.09575107902083753,0.0,0.07202258580147858,0.07539946066928746,0.0,0.0,0.10324129242148217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780858203030228,0.21746405959269072,0.039413231085756686,0.04151553544378992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02889374542317128,0.0,0.035798770122188066,0.1051762610575435,0.0,0.0,0.08617650372488445,0.0,0.0918454714088757,0.04904818734636299,0.1761970629489224,0.0,0.0,0.03894583584364178,0.0,0.0,0.13298496879880614,0.1073780686761573,0.07234169865634779,0.0,0.0,0.08360324393522177,0.2441362741097081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282820901357417,0.0,0.0,0.2242291950749509,0.0493020685617493,0.0,0.14519192612728007 socialanxiety,ReasonableStar4,2019/04/18,"my baseline is being silent due to anxiety, people then surveil me to see if there's any point at which i'll speak up during the convo,& once i do end up mustering the courage to utter a few short words, they start making a huge deal about it, all eyes glance at me, and my anxiety becomes even worse my baseline is being silent due to anxiety, people then surveil me to see if there's any point at which i'll speak up during the convo,& once i do end up mustering the courage to utter a few short words, they start making a huge deal about it, all eyes glance at me, I become the spotlight of attention, and my anxiety becomes even worse! feel free to share your input, personal experiences, and perspectives on this, or if this relates to you in any way!",22.496219239373602,7.438579651006713,18.826979865771815,48.54413870246087,54.50335570469799,22.551230425055927,64.4317673378076,13.5591,8.031347203579417,604,22,119,10,3,190,70,149,0.083,0.807,0.109,0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,6,2,2,2,2,15,13,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,15,5,21,11,4,25,0,0,6,0,10,16,0,4,8,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764323231617493,0.0,0.26024485210571696,0.0,0.390346196830007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226551460126861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630269469023384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596869706466946,0.0,0.0,0.1685103947908662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478263014468352,0.0,0.0,0.06450048100995935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030068610384008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170421403694345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768744261211271,0.11138446477386137,0.0,0.0,0.2411795080523011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330489772614085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058172272218925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125482042819713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599983961255833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mondo_1017,2019/04/18,"Should I be open about my SA? So this has happened to me basically every single job I’ve worked through out my life. I’m not able to talk to my co-workers. I always been so quiet and awkward around everyone, I would never know what to say to them and I would never speak. So my current job I’m in the same situation but my co workers are really cool people, they were always nice to me since I began to work there. They all get along with each other well but then there’s me, the quiet one and they always try to spark up a conversation with me but I’m unable to hold it, I never know what to say and it pisses me off that I’m unable to have basic communications skills, I want to change but it’s hard. Anyways, I want to let them know about my SA but I’m not sure if it’s a good idea, but it’ll explain why I behave the way I do around them. Any suggestions?",1.0690143084260733,2.7749603783783776,3.2606041335453098,91.06833068362484,80.35135135135134,5.866454689984102,18.44992050874404,6.794906146795322,-0.046173290937996825,670,14,153,7,17,229,101,185,0.048,0.845,0.107,0.8916,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,4,11,7,1,1,5,1,12,2,1,0,5,38,26,15,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,10,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,7,27,5,25,17,4,14,0,0,0,0,13,7,1,1,6,107,37,5,0.14249128751409154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569249785232016,0.0,0.0,0.09689896174403358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536949115896157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507368885194367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005505532945973,0.13615653154969054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444581661510348,0.0,0.0,0.119514931513474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600457496400755,0.0,0.12764420547144262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085531950428258,0.0,0.0,0.28280123218276626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349284554459309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457069955632533,0.10064581033920893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296941957203091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655578412305424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878551743598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128356747947156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266295820254203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787026549599268,0.16016617731675226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342963521669107,0.0,0.0,0.11452909942978652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674223084830423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809010639553926,0.11310295160518942,0.0,0.0,0.12811677999085672,0.0,0.1285762238794708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112060631199069,0.0,0.0,0.20244344475049628,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YoongzJams,2019/04/18,"I don't know how to make friends irl, even tho I try my hardest I'm trying to make friends with one girl, but I can't. I don't know how to interact and think that I'm undeserving of friends. But I do try, I really do.",-1.5319333333333311,0.2874247400000023,1.5839999999999996,98.54866666666668,91.6,5.7333333333333325,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2927333333333331,167,6,45,3,6,59,28,50,0.08199999999999999,0.743,0.175,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,11,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,5,12,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510640001825778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144831282060641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29140127829677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539335374686233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964923959720552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983988721491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987541677270632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399884129163891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Klonopnk,2019/04/18,"Just venting..? Advice? I just...don't think I can do this anymore. I've struggled with social anxiety + trauma my whole life, and I was just recently diagnosed with an eating disorder...All I want, is to do well in school...it's all my parents want...but I simply can't go anymore. Everytime I do, I end up breaking down in tears and being sent home. I can't even retain any information I'm being taught and I'm so fed up...I don't want to give up, I really don't but it just feels like my life has been heading towards chaos for a long time now. Can..I please have some advice? I don't even know why I'm writing here... everyone is so disappointed in me and it just hurts so much. All I want to do is make someone proud, or have a positve impact. for once. And yes, I do have a therapist and a psychiatrist I see often. Everything is just getting worse.",0.31593073593073484,2.5847038181818185,2.7637987012987004,90.17492424242424,87.52272727272728,6.07965367965368,21.4491341991342,7.447530270364453,0.902261147186147,656,23,142,12,21,225,100,176,0.151,0.737,0.112,-0.8617,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,5,1,23,6,1,1,2,29,40,11,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,8,2,1,4,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,5,2,17,3,14,33,5,15,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,3,6,89,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882787418756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030789593461586,0.0,0.1128402887894356,0.0,0.29256900859429524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971363089684478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093359367841108,0.0,0.0,0.13064491592961086,0.0,0.0,0.19485023055576428,0.0,0.0,0.14094655868018674,0.13256723978119322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458254199300883,0.10537701083306003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706484250596315,0.1414994436945883,0.08383002088544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513818366959123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795871251161705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579062682038128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106443604352816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083731195475286,0.07206308831989303,0.0,0.0,0.13053655162888428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846018102420563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084325393767071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708713048169998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378592843739687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619152875420555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449495043568014,0.0,0.1456425760352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492820981875602,0.11754172864000025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036192897631515,0.12497980731436195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420338845664258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126371401102314,0.0,0.09451471825263699,0.0,0.0,0.08601086961148686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480071323055314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262396627889794,0.0,0.13309957353967164,0.16468314174111892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503193541623131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MJB360,2019/04/18,"Does anybody else get this weird feeling? Has anyone here gotten this weird, uncomfortable feeling when somebody you don't know calls you out, or tries to talk to you (people of opposite sex too)? The feeling is internal, doesn't hurt or anything, but feels like you been hit in the chest with something and quickly radiates away from your body. Has anyone felt this before?",8.034552238805972,8.760482268656716,6.617126865671643,77.45464552238808,62.13432835820896,9.088059701492536,34.660447761194035,8.841846274778883,2.9635104477611933,300,12,50,4,4,89,52,67,0.066,0.802,0.133,0.5794,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,12,15,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,5,1,8,11,0,5,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33293878341245264,0.0,0.19591757716281455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368173982519768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258650017334226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644505399975565,0.0,0.0,0.24310384565201384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834330989175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888328320666632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815167467776259,0.17008268317752573,0.2285918290902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438571836918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548669920918708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308412212830636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631268834265625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505302929611895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328376592429185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135775459892987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163906083424734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,choerry-fied,2019/04/19,"Crushes and panic attacks So I realised that when I was 15-16, I used to get horrid panic attacks around my crush. That was the age when my SA started manifesting. Fast forward a year later, I was 17, and I started crushing again. There was once when he was in the same room as me and it was packed. I was perspiring a lot. I felt super nervous and I started having a mental breakdown. I went to the toilet and stayed there for an awfully long time. When I came back, my classmate asked if I was okay. I shook my head and that was my breaking point, I started crying really badly. I had to leave the room. From then on, however, things weren't so bad. This latest one I had was the most intense one though, he makes me super happy and I always want to be around him, to better myself so when he comes back next year, he'd be proud of me. Is it normal to get horrible panic attacks around crushes?",1.683136893799876,3.8341429889502763,3.2609484346224704,89.59325199508903,80.43646408839778,5.348189073050952,22.210251688152237,6.42735559955562,0.4949076734192754,695,22,140,6,18,229,103,181,0.227,0.647,0.126,-0.9572,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,17,16,3,5,9,2,18,2,2,2,0,21,32,19,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,10,0,2,16,1,27,6,15,13,3,37,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,23,103,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868463893349473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167372352606187,0.11087492061428143,0.4047736110021145,0.0,0.1823920440856296,0.1980519678922321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489199626433858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564671949518947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216333434137803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027644923802362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387452751913806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239271321795644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625182614806113,0.0,0.0,0.1217177397355215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558019672327206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495720202584934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082941556382327,0.0,0.0,0.07916637127537375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952082999532458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613236635263567,0.0,0.11620274593047147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263050500713588,0.16073275794105005,0.0,0.0,0.41745437669792335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211526456703998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597814925812492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357825510545391,0.12641174045756892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879252063135844,0.0,0.11652382472824792,0.0,0.06915657036733207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243225647893298,0.0,0.0,0.0699533089315689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994331922448038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274892725834638 socialanxiety,jackal567,2019/04/19,"My Romance-Killing Anxiety Complex Hey everyone; I've been noticing this year that I have a tendency towards relationships that I was wondering if anyone could relate to. I straight up don't believe anyone could like me. As in, whenever someone has said they like me, or someone else has told me that someone likes me, I am absolutely blown away in surprise. Not that I'm a bad person, or unattractive, or anything; I just genuinely believe that statistically the chances of someone falling for me are very unlikely. Then, whenever I have feelings for someone, I basically deny that I have any, reasoning that there is NO possible way that the feelings could reciprocated so any further pining would be a waste of time. I've been through this process about a dozen times. I'm usually very supportive of others when they're pursuing someone, but am very inclined to kill my romantic chances any chance I get. Anyone else feel like this?",8.136964285714285,8.862378767857145,7.889380952380954,68.42228571428575,61.91666666666667,11.243809523809524,43.585714285714296,11.00357731598739,5.24128142857143,755,45,121,19,10,241,103,168,0.1,0.754,0.146,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,17,28,9,1,5,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,4,17,6,15,18,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,10,81,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266555449488967,0.0,0.08499123925542093,0.0,0.0,0.23305122847798904,0.11383513725180465,0.09142588029796432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438216042812733,0.0,0.09276390666381587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503434372910496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611306486223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561968259344094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061608652328928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852658050088448,0.07936990268117944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058045194122357285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291575185831492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711150322592832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264881508806945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700828415197743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524862080088886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422936194116932,0.0,0.11927988282398763,0.0,0.0,0.10568159554654327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648083048797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260750277095751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956667297010835,0.0,0.0,0.1061608652328928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223610163200485,0.2750075462664517,0.0,0.08818605369966331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204832722433806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892229263932385,0.0,0.0,0.07154479393459741 socialanxiety,SoniSoni67432,2019/04/19,"When someone is nice to everyone but you I know that most of the time, our negative beliefs of ""everyone hates me"" are all in our heads. But what about when someone is being nice to everyone but you? This has happened to me and it seemed so blatant. I remember being at Target in the checkout line, the cashier lady was smiling and nice and friendly to the two people ahead of me. When it was my turn, her smile disappeared, she didn't make eye contact with me, and when I asked for my receipt politely she practically tossed it at me. I am super sensitive to rudeness, it really affects me and I was shaken up. After standing near the door for five minutes I went back, found another employee who was standing near the checkout, and pointed out the rude woman and told her what had happened. This second employee was friendly and apologized for the other woman's behavior. Today I was in a coffee shop and it seemed like the baristas were friendly and chatty to other people but when it was my turn they were very disinterested. I got a tea and later when I went back up for a cup of water, the guy I asked was friendly, but when he handed me the cup he did not make eye contact or smile. I just hate when I have days like this because one incident will affect me so much and make me think that everyone around hates me. Sometimes I feel like I give off a vibe that makes people dislike me immediately, before even talking to me. If I do have this vibe, how do I change it? I'm not talking about creating the vibe because of my negative assumptions. Even if I am in a good mood with a good outlook, it comes crashing down when someone treats me rudely. I just feel defeatist, like ""even if I approach the situation with positivity, whatever vibe I give off ruins it.""",6.331842105263162,6.4525484707602345,6.9158421052631605,75.93639473684213,65.75438596491227,9.763976608187138,34.35146198830409,9.516144504307137,3.1692661988304094,1395,59,258,25,20,459,162,342,0.128,0.696,0.17600000000000002,0.966,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,1,2,22,23,6,0,19,0,26,6,4,7,2,50,54,33,0,3,13,0,3,4,4,1,0,0,1,3,21,18,2,0,9,1,1,5,5,7,0,4,18,5,46,15,38,33,3,40,1,1,2,0,29,16,0,7,21,201,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986002629316794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477749458275535,0.1780598603888119,0.0,0.0,0.1464564832424963,0.0,0.11610621538837484,0.0,0.08103620568438605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007438081418817,0.08203473314297073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141735876688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870134813472428,0.0,0.0,0.3639965671690871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630525750472167,0.06803442127453213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441798774806736,0.2943068891864522,0.0,0.0,0.182712200437732,0.0,0.15975371985910422,0.07616647051669323,0.0,0.0,0.09429556911690476,0.16842832368185018,0.0,0.0,0.28206839450818355,0.09773645664895776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233752550549177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610398872924824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427487007311905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000715816003908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453229522133615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806755957717026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002589695514268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100865089485105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788034046854772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339295803861993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704579878824336,0.0,0.0,0.2420716471576224,0.0,0.09418779879136012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308923692065105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061021413564582225,0.0,0.0,0.05553108492142664,0.0,0.0902696784370732,0.09099914179227178,0.0,0.0,0.2071721530608699,0.0930287306958874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857713744685305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765637527705429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aprocalyptic,2019/04/19,"Social Anxiety + Cholinergic Urticaria = overkill I’ve had social anxiety my entire life but a couple of years ago I also developed cholinergic urticaria. For those who don’t know its basically a condition that causes severe itching all over your body whenever your body temperature gets too warm. Sometimes it will also produce hives. It’s already annoying enough that being in the sun, hot shower, a jacket, exercising, etc... will trigger the response all the time. But I guess those things can be avoided somewhat easily. But one trigger can’t be easily avoided. When you get nervous or anxious that also raises your body temperature. Usually you don’t realize this. But with cholinergic urticaria since you get a full body itch with potential hives every time your body temperature rises, that means every time you get anxious you’ll also get itchy. And when you have social anxiety basically every social interaction makes you nervous. So I get hives every time I have to greet guests, meet friends, go out in public, go to class, do a presentation. The most annoying thing is that it makes you have to scratch really badly. It’s irresistible so you end up looking like an idiot which makes you even more anxious. One time I was at the mall with friends and got nervous when I greeted them so I ran to the bathroom without explaining anything and itched for like 15 minutes. Does anyone else have this and do you have any advice? Sorry for the long post.",5.701568355308813,8.151655229007638,5.988896599583622,73.33658570437197,69.22900763358778,8.885773768216518,32.1380985426787,9.457814108942452,3.4499786259541985,1178,53,183,27,22,376,146,262,0.17,0.723,0.107,-0.9379,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,15,1,1,12,14,3,5,13,0,20,10,8,7,2,32,38,19,0,0,6,0,3,2,3,3,5,0,1,0,18,8,0,2,4,2,0,4,4,9,0,2,4,4,24,5,18,28,8,26,0,0,1,0,28,7,0,4,16,123,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160152390650939,0.07402341803494908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215142990364188,0.2671202704448423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056787240813283624,0.0,0.19164658753593125,0.2830155144193141,0.0,0.05838964247000905,0.08556221318462241,0.06871868255706066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972438694610529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637841324220031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578411385006579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239828437814077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730770458815982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975891291891145,0.0,0.07396191728278237,0.0862844722438478,0.09313175134141102,0.05515521416333252,0.0,0.2814310995758797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903373237614835,0.0,0.26177200082891944,0.0,0.0949172652670869,0.0,0.06678772623946583,0.0,0.09199175510922576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589295397041857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898306613107385,0.0815940542275589,0.0,0.0,0.07390056907501086,0.07012437556440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722358568817905,0.0,0.0,0.0909629907969139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317224593996075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997608346932085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349636193673209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433850480643803,0.0,0.06907738773432992,0.0,0.0,0.34049718580454064,0.0,0.0,0.08259000158602016,0.09347861960608107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109559325348222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434663751880116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197054280968137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049722546928041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377540765239301 socialanxiety,megerman,2019/04/19,"worsening of anxiety and its repercussions About two and a half years ago, I started getting performance anxiety. It all began when people started pointing out the fact that my hands were a bit shaky while speaking in front of a crowd. The first time I didn't think much of it, but the next few times people kept acknowledging it, and so I began thinking about my shakiness. It wasn't long before I started dreading the thought of not only shaking in front of others, but speaking altogether. I started avoiding public speaking as much as possible, However, my shaky hands were always at the back of my mind. Simple tasks like pouring a glass of water with someone watching became excruciating, as the fear of my hands trembling when holding the cup actually caused my anxiety and shakiness. This often made me anxious in social situations, as I was always afraid of someone asking for something, and me being too shaky to handle whatever it was he wanted. From there it went to fear of interacting with strangers,fear of leaving the house alone, ultimately causing depression and lack of motivation to do pretty much anything. &#x200B; I'd never imagined I'd become this miserable before this horrible chain of worsening anxiety, and I hate it. All I wish is to go back to the way things were a few years ago, when I wasn't so conscious about everything. If you guys have any advice at all... any would be appreciated.",8.779068080357142,8.879693949218753,8.596116071428572,66.00156250000002,60.6796875,11.376785714285715,39.770089285714285,10.914260884657429,4.647683928571428,1145,55,179,26,14,370,146,256,0.25,0.682,0.068,-0.9946,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,13,16,1,13,14,0,14,4,3,4,5,43,32,20,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,14,10,1,3,7,0,0,5,5,15,0,3,14,7,18,1,35,15,10,35,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,7,23,130,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.09908926645375604,0.0,0.0,0.0992245877883227,0.1800197542785008,0.0,0.0,0.10516574449583056,0.0,0.0,0.16898031847777314,0.1100195177354691,0.12338330210789478,0.13810258170643794,0.0,0.3107140281853578,0.11471230932782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355950506381442,0.0,0.0949270301795672,0.0,0.0,0.15615736162429647,0.0,0.0,0.1121439412990817,0.1728076462789965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108563589083157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862094059202554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745702441305014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125840938490473,0.0,0.0,0.3427852121008522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637063374948127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305092689717532,0.0,0.05770803086295236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054145067635144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025061212453107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716456014246435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751714687379477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049607752460501225,0.0,0.0,0.08986049711757263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608045037742437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252735829191546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393272467806535,0.0,0.07831459832507079,0.0,0.10798989420728043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722642655470859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407913433495099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598896706470067,0.1144721027562332,0.0,0.10330359522598176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413622081898404,0.0,0.10350815550714358,0.17207054230842633,0.07817114211318794,0.0,0.0,0.2874846735504277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745925897811843,0.1301266114529407,0.0,0.08061212871432266,0.11841862534834592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919070033023804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059891450936942474,0.08059843642368407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941294273244308,0.0,0.0,0.11676701850647755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213173873689531,0.0,0.12338330210789478,0.13077801496871475 socialanxiety,Graviton_Manipulator,2019/04/19,"I need some advice about my situation Hello, I've been lurking here for a while and I've come to the realization that I may have some sort of social anxiety. The problem is what I experience seems to be very different from what others describe here, but also similar in many ways. I never have trouble casually talking with my friends or even doing something like giving a presentation. But at the same time doing something like ordering food at a restaurant is paralyzing. From what I've seen the underlying things that I feel line up with other people here say, but how I deal with them seems to be quite different. Rather than withdrawing into myself, I've found that I have created different personas, or ""masks"" as I call them, for each person that I know. Each one of these masks is different and unique. These differences can go from subtle to radical. I'm very careful about what I show to each person and avoid conflict at all costs. No one that I know actually knows who I truly am, and this has lead to me feeling extremely isolated. The thought of these masks falling makes me extremely anxious, and leads to panic attacks. When I'm with my friends I always sound comfortable and reasonably confident but internally I feel like I'm walking through a mine field, planning every word I say ahead of time. Any advice about what I'm going through would be appreciated. If you have any specific questions feel free to ask.",6.8339104278074885,7.884669632575762,7.049046345811052,72.18401069518721,64.79545454545455,10.454188948306594,34.8475935828877,10.46071229359064,3.85163128342246,1149,51,196,28,17,371,151,264,0.107,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.9768,4,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,5,11,14,1,2,9,0,18,1,0,5,2,53,42,18,0,5,8,0,4,3,2,2,0,3,0,2,18,15,1,2,13,2,2,7,2,5,0,2,4,8,25,10,36,33,7,23,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,10,10,139,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.10109999022524913,0.0,0.0,0.20247611501262747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082849976341679,0.08620463728195646,0.0,0.0,0.14090496539419384,0.0,0.07925476274225844,0.11704005657536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685329366874516,0.11786151216928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578857977727624,0.0,0.10562849906757606,0.0,0.0,0.08924340480537091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680846100644238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412068942416371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842772629636007,0.0,0.08728862060091758,0.0,0.0,0.10134201718151993,0.0,0.0,0.20953585758365573,0.07401283780518356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252751850904216,0.11359355229842072,0.16008431942419588,0.0,0.0,0.09938387218330198,0.1177580895481885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080980687988925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184318549357298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915471743602812,0.10503552599821146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681910144190761,0.07990376161331293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040593599348788,0.0,0.0,0.12155388286675367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182414375364263,0.18092143641753475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913251724505504,0.0,0.0,0.11605724214184608,0.11019280712280484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651946080747972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477593174293587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886295883680482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645227805305608,0.0,0.1056085475704832,0.0,0.15951478876328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327085502944469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882814524086933,0.0,0.0,0.08224791359070173,0.1208215813242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709639567765852,0.0,0.08223394345549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359543916528721,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lindseyp28,2019/04/19,Help! I have such bad social anxiety that it causes me to not come out of my room some days I've been having to call into work because I just cant make myself get in my car and go. I have a good job I dont wanna loose it I've been to a mental health dr and all they did was give me some anti depressants whiched cause me to have even worse anxiety. I dont know what to do anymore. Does anyone have an suggestions has anyone been through this? What did you do for it?,1.0449019607843155,2.5715513333333355,2.9437254901960803,94.14343137254903,79.78431372549021,6.101960784313726,19.176470588235293,6.937597516519254,0.03895294117647108,364,8,86,4,9,122,69,102,0.149,0.778,0.073,-0.79,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,17,2,0,3,1,15,23,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,0,13,1,12,17,3,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,1,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28235015263989804,0.0,0.18301730951001602,0.2580738536902749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408590012017676,0.11249584849625442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884392849979833,0.0,0.0,0.3791534921294121,0.0,0.15896766387936728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901512531035835,0.0,0.15894682539228627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149503618430153,0.0,0.43256661444005257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188907200069594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641622809620796,0.17703069512778535,0.10488017820027336,0.1547861172278144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616083843103527,0.0,0.0,0.12369544625319773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831306938910684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142014051943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318404817721085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859761846240411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811859688215726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434967931922892,0.0,0.18806533130936826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rata910,2019/04/19,No More Mr. Nice Guy book review through social anxiety lens? Anyone has an objective review on that book? I don't know if it is legit or just an MGTOW kinda thing.,2.624545454545455,4.672492666666667,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.87878787878788,6.824242424242425,20.090909090909093,7.793537801064563,0.9378363636363632,130,3,24,2,3,44,30,33,0.121,0.792,0.087,0.1377,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,16,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39053512857210904,0.0,0.0,0.3569571494461777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054804714937631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805603414571261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203958257736507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391570124111979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thefruitslicer,2019/04/19,"Does anyone else have the most trouble in the almost acquaintance phase? After I kind of know someone like a coworker in another department or someone I’ve talked to once or twice I never know if I’m supposed to say hi or not. Nine times out of ten I don’t, but I’ve gotten comments from people that indicate they are offended by this. Anyone else struggle with the line?",5.097123287671233,6.175349397260272,5.945095890410961,78.443397260274,68.72602739726028,9.127671232876713,31.03835616438357,9.3871,2.8696816438356167,298,12,54,6,5,98,56,73,0.111,0.865,0.025,-0.7233,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,1,1,4,2,11,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,6,4,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282182146361608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228601379543515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972170391959306,0.4355318271189365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859896917614268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35508930485291257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132116517841915,0.2336059499944532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383324074112757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391910816573246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263414768492049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473441218680108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690153456679033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601582647428548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218639153570968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082655455798176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239301220491532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dvamain1791,2019/04/19,"Two girls laughed at me when walking by I was walking into the gym and two girls around my age (25) were walking out. They were staring me down the whole time, weren't conversing with one another, and when I was done walking past them I could hear them loudly giggling. What gives? I try not to think that everything is about me but I can't stop thinking about this one. I'm quite strong, 5'10, and think that I look good (my tattoos are well done/well thought out), but can't shake the feeling that they were laughing AT me. I've noticed this has happened before too. Should I just brush it off?",2.613975346687212,4.761146745762716,2.493636363636366,96.29088597842838,77.3050847457627,5.307858243451464,25.134052388289675,6.11248444174946,0.5079220338983048,468,17,100,3,11,139,76,118,0.013,0.79,0.197,0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,2,8,7,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,20,24,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,1,5,1,0,5,4,1,1,4,8,6,17,6,13,14,1,19,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,0,6,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221591155949105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318424905190534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598281637957429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635765710059528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751783638766779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647466882477612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268675137785376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758471005058302,0.0,0.1537512457566725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209991610606456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660304063282733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393374646160973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086989914245935,0.0,0.0,0.2484304162824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498958478236495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497213384284967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532548844854269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523718268968854,0.0,0.1455272048658311,0.10688919785303323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445506449986515,0.0,0.35813333794717417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481718456833158,0.0,0.0,0.2046584228265342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustCallMeAlex-,2019/04/19,"Social Anxiety is ruining my social life and self esteem, need advice. Hello guys. I am 19 years old and I have been suffering from really bad Social Anxiety for awhile now. I find interacting with people to be an almost impossible task, and my social life has suffered greatly because of this. I have no friends, I’ve never had a girlfriend, and even though I used to be really close with my family, I rarely interact with them anymore either. All of this has led to me feeling really sad. I put myself down a lot and my self esteem has crumbled as a result. I see everyone else around me having no problems forming meaningful relationships and it makes me feel like a loser. I feel invisible wherever I go and I feel like I’m missing out on a lot in life. I wish I could just be normal. I know that I should probably see a therapist or a counselor, but I can’t afford that at the moment unfortunately. So I guess what I want to know is what should I do? Are there any useful alternatives to therapy? Are there any coping mechanisms I could use or self help books I could read to help me get over these issues? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.",2.963498376623374,5.390191794642861,4.921980519480523,77.90938311688312,77.48214285714286,8.17987012987013,24.467532467532468,8.97023862654752,2.2437839285714287,918,32,166,23,22,314,137,224,0.11,0.7440000000000001,0.145,0.9169,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,14,0,0,9,0,25,3,0,6,2,49,46,13,0,11,5,0,4,2,2,3,3,0,0,4,8,13,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,6,31,6,21,34,5,16,0,6,2,0,17,8,0,6,7,119,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956679176712132,0.0,0.0,0.09712751090440544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978818753424478,0.0,0.14840339172230102,0.0,0.09619399607626974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634702919177692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098763177784339,0.059127878329197636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233030694191775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102773506013627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406496164305941,0.0,0.0,0.09268386134121777,0.0,0.0,0.09143922268788797,0.0,0.1961764244628501,0.1385879634388871,0.0,0.0,0.08865261227829874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493889055401745,0.0,0.050676421219424485,0.0,0.0551250779354476,0.0,0.0,0.2138769263931032,0.10685206017146168,0.09604131732443047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002878583876626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123865277857456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066129605478414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553348907796,0.09477471955616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649251086361632,0.0,0.0,0.06474560181625418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192132566286788,0.07480931633944055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503551314483484,0.0,0.0,0.10178101480314967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724483281373425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457812344939202,0.09281209910992186,0.0,0.0975077985319664,0.0,0.0,0.09702227641242604,0.0,0.1864144176126732,0.0,0.0,0.10413743422495958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458655225199566,0.0,0.3035640334725483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39550094182463696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930091067195466,0.11092341120244502,0.11261986437141025,0.0,0.0,0.09529810494559028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513202759309157,0.0,0.0,0.057210770341594074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154064519626064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890319527508604,0.0,0.0,0.06246226183418167 socialanxiety,lbbb19,2019/04/19,"Eating lunch at work Does anyone else get massive anxiety when it comes to lunchtime at work? My company doesn’t have a large kitchen/eating area, so like most people on my open plan floor, I typically end up eating at my desk (#saddesklunch). At my desk, I’m clearly eating but my manager will occasionally ask me questions about work or just try to have a chat. I can’t enjoy my lunch when I don’t know when someone will walk by to talk to me or one of my neighbors. Any tips for handling?",6.969693877551018,5.909052500000005,7.105020408163266,79.03283673469387,64.81632653061224,9.880816326530613,33.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.606201632653062,387,14,79,5,5,125,66,98,0.014,0.894,0.092,0.8064,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,1,10,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,12,2,14,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,5,46,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472706238484009,0.0,0.15155975993322865,0.0,0.0,0.13852874150992833,0.2029953466380268,0.0,0.0,0.18521362539327452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066115069844354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337443373524256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081726518738169,0.16550220222227,0.0,0.17547378074986306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035084999763786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888049470350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967904680409908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424991266188538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373501050039429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219375485954492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786477415360232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923977766156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450914577576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326968826688984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NewUsername284,2019/04/19,"How to talk to not care about what people think about me? I've been scared to talk to people for a while now in fear that they won't like me, and now I'm scared to message people online as well and it's really frustrating. I don't want to care about if someone says they don't like me but I can't stop thinking about it and feel more upset than I should when someone says something mean. I would even feel too scared to post this if I didn't make a new account just now (even with that I'm scared, when no one here knows who I am).",5.1683045977011535,3.8058700258620703,5.27586206896552,91.67201149425293,68.56896551724138,8.422988505747126,25.367816091954023,6.42735559955562,0.5702919540229883,417,7,103,2,6,131,69,116,0.257,0.71,0.033,-0.9703,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,16,12,1,6,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,21,21,11,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,7,7,1,1,2,4,11,5,16,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,10,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982516242073122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321187642405396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458757123457127,0.14791086308538867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038282405185708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429143242528943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763230084192484,0.0,0.0,0.1593242851434681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126260317065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911221599299452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042029526252972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008040210300762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370041099874704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326298759635097,0.5857427903732139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478578856945593,0.11260110967613815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228318448599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351227933833921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744002520496425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627024824389741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150882762857616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390169063774547,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Depressivetrashbag,2019/04/19,"Job at a bar went wrong I got a one day job at the kitchen of a bar, i was alredy very nervous because this kind of job involves social skills, so when i was cutting some onion i cut my finger, so they send me home because i was unable to do the work, now i'm feeling fucking useless and stupid, i dont now if i can do this kind of a job again, but i really need the money",8.632971887550198,3.3904676385542203,8.990361445783133,79.88345381526105,65.3855421686747,11.548594377510042,38.510040160642575,6.42735559955562,2.6325534136546183,286,9,70,1,3,97,54,83,0.149,0.8340000000000001,0.017,-0.7787,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,4,1,7,0,7,5,1,0,0,6,13,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,7,0,1,5,2,11,2,6,8,1,9,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,2,5,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160307414228099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142749981666274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076691888664466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959423968849277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638123197788389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171764226609454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777392939222857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033479031873495,0.0,0.0,0.3690390399971077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138656202541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007074329094652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351454391940907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062622089216127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620300217989307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642599334231386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899880849476913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373302083471292,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thesundazehour,2019/04/19,"I don’t want to admit it but i think i have anxiety Hello, this is my first time to post something here in Reddit. I was too afraid to tell everyone and no one knows it. Sometimes and can’t sleep at night, my eyes are stuck on the phone, i felt so alone. I’m a very awkward person and i don’t know how to start and maintain a conversation, i feel bad when i see beautiful girls in my timeline, i got frustrated of my followers and engagement on my social media accounts, my fingers keeps on scrolling on my twitter account so i decided to deactivate it. But of course it wasn’t easy for me... Twitter knows my whole me. I tried to make a journal but i don’t know how to keep it. It’s summer and i can’t do anything to pay attention to something. Can you suggest me something to do or at least lift my mood up ☹️ idk i think i need good words and motivation from you guys.",1.1807103825136591,3.169728737704922,3.2056010928961736,90.18796448087431,81.29508196721311,6.471038251366121,24.92076502732241,7.594959193182576,1.221260109289617,681,27,150,11,18,230,108,183,0.136,0.743,0.121,-0.2415,1,1,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,7,7,1,2,4,0,13,3,3,4,0,31,33,16,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,12,0,3,1,7,4,0,2,5,5,29,2,23,28,2,17,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,1,6,99,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469443932530182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903444273743322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880357104305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083497437354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611743540376293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528617612781314,0.0,0.1619526060320048,0.0,0.0,0.14347323369764028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147497490787442,0.13490326878991213,0.0,0.0,0.1670128656347225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984876298202595,0.0,0.0,0.37079324921686135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259058911124145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250689498419466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828825716368872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429724272133475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727882539571974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154218286070118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441060472433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879489134736664,0.17194096118088625,0.0,0.3895583274292307,0.1668219867729885,0.0,0.11938767252891108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742770444859246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161577948984532,0.0,0.0,0.09835462802111593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451794774490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917295394974935,0.09948775137728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831746755334844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hp021196,2019/04/19,"Fasting, yoga and nofap helps a lot! My SA is almost non existent now. When you fast you are too hungry to give a shit about others' opinions. You start to care more for yourself (plus its good for your health too!). [Yogasanas](https://youtu.be/24KTmB_JXfg) for me has helped tremendously! Yoga is basically forcing your body to relax. The first symptom of fear is shortness of breath. Constant yoga practice will improve the quality and the duration of each breath, conversely affecting your anxieties and fears! I hope everyone of you here start to take charge of your mind by taking charge of the body. Thanks for reading my post!",6.1680555555555525,9.171153027777779,5.12014814814815,77.5896666666667,69.64814814814815,8.023703703703704,29.31851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.7323340740740747,509,20,79,10,10,151,75,108,0.08800000000000001,0.742,0.16899999999999998,0.8825,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,8,0,1,6,8,1,2,6,0,6,7,5,1,0,11,14,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,5,17,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,1,1,4,8,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735965744355892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549598087216996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39347981141810295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058519884490248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914033246897802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924533270706002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986175010149823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065780977813478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990922410737053,0.0,0.14855948603594826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188269812949728,0.0,0.0,0.2374390190732196,0.0,0.0,0.17591969064516647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058071857900818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884026748490586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963158095301553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771674940361482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818106861090833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507322765948191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840950437920984,0.2663437370991549,0.0,0.0,0.1630678968162186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mellow-Marshmellow,2019/04/19,"Connecting with others Should I get rid of my phone, laptop... and what ever else so I can try to better connect with people? I feel so lonely",1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.85714285714286,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.032680952380952366,110,2,20,1,3,37,24,28,0.111,0.789,0.1,-0.0878,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555911676658053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303255290403643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659651334033141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046551708365456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691344853084742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357126707717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34973987378720856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GeraneS1ke,2019/04/19,"I lacking socially quite a lot i feel. Feel free to help me out Alright i will start off by telling you little bit of my background. I feel like i had more or less normal childhood. Happy family, i'm the middle one with older and younger brother. I won't go into too much detail but lets say everything was fine until turned 9. Parents broke up and after that things started to go down. Father being extremely narcissistic person made my early years quite rough. Anyway when i was 12 i made a decision that i will never go to his place again. And i made it pretty clear too. Whenever it would have been my fathers turn to have me and my little brother for a week, i would ran away into my friends place, big brothers place or back to my mothers. At this point it should be pretty obvious that i spend my teenage without good father image and not just that. I think i also needed an image on how should i behave or act as man socially. Of course i didn't realize this problem back then and neither did anyone else in my family or friends. Over the years i started to lose contact with my old friends. Probably because my lack in social skills. So when i turned 18 i started to see this as problem and tried to figure out whats wrong with me. I tried reading hundreds of books and guides on social communication but none helped. Don't get me wrong here i don't have social anxiety neither depression, as a matter in fact i think i am pretty confident person. But confidence alone is not enough to communicate with people. Right now i'm 21. I have been studying psychology on emotional, behavioral and little bit on social area in general. Yet still i don't understand how can i have conversations with people. I don't understand what kind of conversation people like to have. But i know this about myself though, i can sometimes be too straight forward and honest. Which i feel like some may find intimidating or just simply being a dick. &#x200B; So feel free to help me out or ask any questions if you feel like. &#x200B; >!I hope this posts topic is relates to the forums topic because i don't know any other place where to post this.!<",4.384074727861133,6.262119961165053,5.0601588702559575,81.02064577817008,71.47572815533981,7.615298617240366,27.776110620770808,8.296473431620573,2.011325889967637,1712,63,309,27,33,551,218,412,0.092,0.72,0.188,0.9917,1,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,4,23,23,0,0,9,1,36,1,1,5,4,78,69,34,0,12,16,8,7,4,3,8,0,1,0,3,17,20,0,0,17,2,3,6,14,7,0,1,11,9,50,18,50,45,13,64,0,3,1,1,33,34,1,12,28,221,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793013789263783,0.0,0.05245127915868692,0.0,0.14213071084089046,0.15939495823510438,0.08920516336970878,0.0,0.05017519459638573,0.0,0.0,0.045861161072802456,0.06720339900387169,0.0,0.0,0.061316603431569375,0.0,0.06162276556684505,0.10086736093528566,0.0,0.07996455517109552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321179929870026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056491472166526877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479096302535216,0.07377848688231482,0.0,0.06777068521509383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058946916252042035,0.0,0.12366242412281953,0.0,0.1989817784838573,0.14056979332268188,0.0,0.0,0.059946905807451774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202105717722786,0.0,0.03426740139323832,0.0,0.11182675060665898,0.055012710141011716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698204166780253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188821812375293,0.0,0.0,0.06514440247334434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068300563335985,0.07209169520861937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670689144103743,0.0,0.1281733507936815,0.1972113976964873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337700559127812,0.0,0.05576118795946639,0.0,0.18618491052047695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048215259125745015,0.048633208026904434,0.05058606762812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426302404910463,0.0,0.0,0.06882433298454357,0.0,0.04444461706277125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282851647810994,0.0,0.0,0.1364128892017843,0.11453908843849445,0.2741050283505612,0.0,0.06200254465117685,0.0,0.12563173504075914,0.20018193667951648,0.07071573814723775,0.12551910248664666,0.0,0.0,0.07347438194628614,0.1395233636239431,0.06560647358097081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056012412216237886,0.0,0.05215878613433966,0.0,0.0,0.052265721498753685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011566680949973,0.0,0.0,0.06486892547226952,0.0,0.18569614668657414,0.0,0.05237923998287476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573274360138002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043574234048240235,0.08405321240178566,0.06444058865257371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906087694076284,0.2140250934190207,0.0,0.13656035029849026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261131841522773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322518972532755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931846958783673,0.14342194755218002,0.15939495823510438,0.08447397612919919 socialanxiety,LORD-THUNDERCUNT,2019/04/19,"I tried everything but my SA is still off the charts. What do I do now? Been in therapy for 5 years now. Tried 2 meds (Zoloft/buspierone) didn’t work. Was a cashier for a year. Still work in retail where I’m surrounded by hundreds of people a day. I thought this would help but honestly it feels like it got worse. I try talking to people but I can’t. My body shuts down. I get a super-fast heartbeat, I shake uncontrollably, legs start to wobble, and I get a really bad stutter. As a result, I can’t get laid. I tried. Can’t get a boner and get extremely bad performance anxiety. Also didn’t get a job promotion despite knowing how to do all the work. I was told the only reason I didn’t get it was because I was “not boisterous”. It could’ve been life changing money mind you. I’m a total fucking pussy. I let people bully me because I can’t do anything. My body shuts down when I’m confronted with anything. I mean, for fucks sake, I allow younger women than me bully me. You know how fucking awful that feels? I don’t have any balls. I might aswell be a women. Now I’m just always depressed as a result. Relapsed into drinking after being sober for 2 years. And when I’m sober it’s just constant suicide thoughts. This is ALL a result of my SA. I could go on and on and on about how SA has destroyed my life but I rather not. So I ask, what do I do now? This isn’t a life I wanna live anymore. And I know suicide isn’t the answer. But I’m really thinking about taking benzos or something. I need medication. My anxiety is too much. But my therapist and doctor doesn’t seem to think so. They simply refuse to give me anything and claims I “don’t have it too bad”..... Like, what the fuck? What could possibly be worse than this fucking shithole of an existence?!? What are you guys’ thoughts on this. What the fuck should I do.",0.7015854252985605,3.046135804289545,2.5531336826712163,91.85684164026328,86.39946380697052,5.321203997075312,21.345905435047527,6.7829847944221076,0.5415152815013401,1417,48,297,18,44,469,175,373,0.225,0.732,0.043,-0.9974,1,0,2,0,0,3,58.0,0,3,1,5,22,18,8,2,20,1,41,16,3,8,3,55,80,25,2,7,12,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,0,3,18,10,1,1,14,2,2,2,14,15,0,0,14,2,43,3,32,57,4,31,0,1,0,7,13,14,6,3,17,195,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440459225792193,0.06701238503665634,0.0,0.0,0.054767226522214274,0.0,0.1232196049848638,0.0,0.079870049200852,0.0,0.0,0.1988227425744366,0.0,0.0752902675777142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017325321310534,0.09818796897782728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891463134319344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519638570127475,0.0,0.0,0.08703078094735016,0.0,0.19290427472819885,0.0,0.0,0.051939043031684735,0.0,0.06936551956964689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243198576226551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889459776446782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238054375354304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144282030591503,0.057534918550080014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467252817824824,0.2945370703839508,0.07725744831334347,0.04577045207077269,0.0,0.06441197845634429,0.0,0.0,0.07974327975661705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053981568216767854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991953094723711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327814014138645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235349366243669,0.17065482831239945,0.07869162133514407,0.0,0.07111474378344769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772728962995048,0.08945731567159672,0.0811315247031577,0.0,0.08543594532886377,0.08131837923542302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920321018690281,0.05971640698582895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125124011965812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750051950469802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090792214086937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318681909327848,0.08280439830841839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331692936472359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062000530253861125,0.0,0.0,0.057003779521911435,0.0,0.12863227162375815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618657613875066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605530323931015,0.06473176821466342,0.0,0.0,0.09209990926295633,0.09350847740233133,0.0,0.10320840520071377,0.0,0.19180971097788213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695557797160882,0.0,0.2187145693110447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758934528008388,0.0,0.16414608328434346,0.057210447857406914,0.0,0.0,0.1555875874603561 socialanxiety,ordinary-spoon,2019/04/19,"Whats the single biggest frustration you have with social anxiety ? My whole entire high school life, I had issues eating my food in front of high school kids, I'd always judge myself regardless of what was going on around me, I barley ate a sandwich or even a banana because I always felt afraid of being shamed for eating fruit shaped like a.. well, you get the picture. But my frustration was always feeling trapped with no freedom to be the guy I wanted to be and that stuck with me til recently.",10.17742105263158,7.586896821052632,9.323026315789477,70.52243421052636,59.73684210526318,11.605263157894738,36.381578947368425,9.516144504307137,3.3776842105263163,398,12,69,5,4,126,69,95,0.181,0.721,0.098,-0.8316,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,2,6,0,7,7,0,0,0,11,14,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,6,3,12,2,13,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44387102594864414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602861732623578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829378095568788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083948748234168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638999558830681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744567358232585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990902250273876,0.0,0.17073107461503526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150155980979562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290142805387554,0.0,0.1010568295580685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606562020198502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37574435796933936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559352043934327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559657390144172,0.0868718289325329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557167262194498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599182105233027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812608379204071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488037901853947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987777903426298,0.0,0.0,0.1985250153851273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MurkySwimming,2019/04/19,Is it okay if i get diagnosed just to get medication? I really do think some medication can get me out of my hole and help me smooth through a job. I shouldnt be having primary hyperhydrosis to visit the doctor or to go to the store in the early morning,5.442628205128209,5.220123134615385,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,67.65384615384616,11.548717948717947,30.794871794871803,11.20814326018867,3.423517948717949,201,7,41,6,3,73,41,52,0.0,0.907,0.093,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366475102375634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306226784308602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689327766364023,0.0,0.17003276367023798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200536259003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968932598082253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027913967171441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166448255352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170457769501845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AmyCahill,2019/04/19,"How do I deal with my fear of large crowds and conversations? I’m so sick of shivering every time I’m trapped in a crowd, or stuttering when I talk to anyone. It’s so embarrassing and I’ve even bullied for it more times than I can count. I’m even in a large crown of relatives right now at my grandma’s funeral, and the emotions from it are making it even worse. Are there any ways to combat this fear? **(ALSO THIS IS FOR A SCHOOL PROJECT NONE OF THIS IS REAL THIS IS A CHARACTER FROM A BOOK U DON’T NEED TO REPLY)**",0.002420634920635933,2.3043629722222216,2.0593121693121685,94.03833333333333,90.57407407407408,5.678306878306879,18.825396825396822,7.1686216300943375,0.35482857142857194,403,12,91,7,14,134,70,108,0.279,0.721,0.0,-0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,3,6,0,8,1,0,2,0,9,13,9,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,16,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,59,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731157306266224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721106215249208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513650102313761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317718822248567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350629509944535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428940949266885,0.0,0.18239031557955973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871912317159464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444993705953908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051416620026707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639701179264106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184869269548932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219085207896974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399516022642394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524577223794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182852466844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206074764317155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jijo94,2019/04/19,"Fear of birthday party Hi it's my birthday on 30th. At work we use to celebrate everyone s birthday with cake cutting. I don't even like to be in such celebrations. My first birthday at my office is coming up and I'm scared to death. I don't know how it will end up. Even if I took leave that day, i will have to face it the next day. I can't imagine being everyone's center of attention. Any tips?",0.05305882352941183,2.2316767176470584,2.579117647058826,91.71102941176471,87.70588235294119,5.752941176470588,21.44117647058824,7.1686216300943375,0.7084352941176473,311,11,69,5,10,107,59,85,0.172,0.754,0.07400000000000001,-0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,1,0,9,1,1,2,0,10,14,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,9,1,13,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328274637976747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683314022520247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097016273814965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126658173295317,0.0,0.0,0.3171802227674543,0.0,0.0,0.4588699818622326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701900290764757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423708392583803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195794436304642,0.0,0.0,0.2542413734420671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730541114280565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553592596104711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039157449003065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667705753330735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737758222628974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480263208077326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nintendoloser,2019/04/19,a small victory today i had a presentation in class where i did most of the talking and i managed to control my anxiety enough to actually be able to think on the spot and not freeze up. i actually winged it a little and compared to past presentations i think i kicked ass (even tho i was probably one of the weaker presenters in the class lol). i ended up getting 100% on the presentation and i'm really proud of myself for overcoming this obstacle. just one more presentation to go!,3.2856989247311823,5.740453698924732,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376343,76.52688172043011,9.724731182795699,28.612903225806452,9.994966539143718,3.4671419354838715,386,17,70,13,9,135,61,93,0.13699999999999998,0.826,0.037000000000000005,-0.7919,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,1,4,1,1,1,0,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,10,1,15,5,3,18,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,1,8,53,12,3,0.23538309808444866,0.0,0.4593998986206341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006742576273194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640021595327911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847955949786626,0.2432136621895119,0.0,0.1554683163339092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229779536700223,0.0,0.13377363904701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359157016392506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190033580489628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246998012743173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537827911085324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079243996159372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891920180869936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30164796979916275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231156543608071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,renegadeful,2019/04/19,"I'm about to work with people I have never met and I feel like Im dying inside. So, for added context, I work as a custodian for the local community center. Its after hours and so Im literally alone for 4 and a half hours at night working with my music as loud as I see fit. Recently my boss reached out to me about a job opening at his other workplace. It pays 3 dollars more, I'd be working alone after hours, and honestly its a really good fit with my first job so I natutally accepted. All I have to do is drive across the street once Im done with the first initial job. Well tonight is my first night and apparently some workers will be in with me to clean the kitchen's oven area. They're only there for tonight but Im so nervous about it that Im considering calling off working there tonight (even tho I said I would be okay!!) Ive been doing an okay job talking myself down and easing the anxiety but I its getting really hard with how exhausted I am rn. I think my saving grace rn is that the local police use that parkinglot each night so theres that. I am glad my boss was nice enough to give me the heads up at least. I wish all this adult stuff was easier oh man",2.45842857142857,3.959345893877554,4.069948979591839,87.70165816326531,75.77551020408163,7.185714285714287,24.494897959183675,7.908726449838941,1.1976897959183672,924,30,200,14,20,309,139,245,0.058,0.785,0.157,0.9662,5,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,9,15,13,0,1,12,2,19,3,1,4,3,31,29,18,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,3,2,12,15,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,4,6,5,25,11,32,18,7,34,0,0,1,0,8,17,0,1,17,131,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900892639565507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734969184377439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810305842212247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971041907300544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098317822554999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927089598338218,0.0,0.06345646424858034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048578278773892834,0.0686358184075807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451633919913637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019508993501117,0.0921636516866212,0.0,0.08058293949425824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860641022510087,0.0,0.09860040792129722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384281884325696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188860660000822,0.0,0.3813574470285552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046937268429917176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740987676571681,0.0,0.0,0.2704789251522213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231646994609296,0.0,0.07306917433858312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660613258649746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309588604314264,0.0,0.0948622220552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138908523162306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655913446841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998259955967817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722124234026688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156081850820961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829777343472493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638273560855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048121754283298,0.0,0.0,0.3497178000698949,0.0,0.0,0.06824874370404205,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CuriousQuartz,2019/04/19,"SA My worst fear is realizing I’m an idiot. I think I’m honestly on the spectrum at this point. I just have a flow of terrible thoughts even though I try to stay positive. I’ve presented a few research projects at school and people were rude while I was presenting. It was traumatizing, and I’ve been terrible with public speaking ever since.",3.695,6.008822439393942,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,74.60606060606061,9.248484848484848,30.696969696969692,9.725611199111238,3.337533333333334,275,13,51,8,6,91,52,66,0.301,0.613,0.086,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,1,5,1,6,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176784191632433,0.2981156760843975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708588000214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284829106016653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155095276199096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335432660269834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726243890089325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512786446336877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117567475503016,0.32380165853195864,0.2616424186353733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237569540154868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pastelogram,2019/04/19,"Dating is impossible and it feels like there is no ""step 1"" I recently had a falling out with my only two close friends (a married couple). They were essentially my only portal into social-land. Every connection I've made has been through them. They were like a safety blanket for me when I went to parties. It's been over a year since I've had any sort of romantic or otherwise non-platonic relationship. It's been a long time since I've hugged someone who wasn't a family member. I'm horribly lonely and this just feels my depression and saps away at my energy. I can make little small talk. I can make eye contact. But anything else is just too much. I can't do it. I work in a small building with a small crew, and everyone else i know (roommates and coworkers) is significantly older (50+). People say to try internet dating, but I can't without making a Facebook profile, and I need photos of myself anyway. It's too daunting. I'm alone. If I stay like this for much longer I'll probably end up alone the rest of my life. I am utterly stagnant. I don't know how to just get the ball rolling without anyone's help.",2.5294341234251583,4.695050497757851,4.372953235105701,82.62437967115098,77.65470852017938,7.476318599188554,25.865684390348072,8.418075326091056,1.947051847106556,883,34,170,18,21,299,139,223,0.084,0.8290000000000001,0.087,-0.1112,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,0,11,0,20,3,1,5,0,31,33,12,0,2,9,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,2,0,1,10,4,22,5,20,23,3,25,0,2,1,1,10,12,0,3,12,105,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893830309518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950037102577372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768449031557816,0.0,0.11496472998943914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125678254586273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154580143561395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203271032977935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334100215445833,0.0,0.12373653762724313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770689268710237,0.13349343935402624,0.0,0.0,0.13170077456663384,0.0,0.14127737689579248,0.09980477520469692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793519062182066,0.0,0.07298972728195839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936408431061216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355565227100906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867727405975148,0.20475738323182868,0.14002040374150618,0.0,0.12363390352717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219158043682247,0.2797611022380121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539746063799866,0.10358896345816697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250282107657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685336671552533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062485721277194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794113579913314,0.14999012836780978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109846152660577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311296705276278,0.0,0.0,0.14241093386677875,0.11837099454165655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890618864425162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228901922653446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146269702349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948500448691891,0.0,0.13647079494092726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950727973016699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933990718726225,0.0,0.1017063895524322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996498464148991 socialanxiety,m8step,2019/04/20,"I feel like my friends hate me So, I’ve known my friends for quite a while, a couple years at least. We’ve always hung out and pretty much did everything together. About 1-2 years back i came out to them as bi, and they took it pretty lightly, everything was cool, not a problem. Recently though, they’ve had a much more meaner way of talking to me and also treat me different than the rest of our little group. We’ve always had an edgy sense of humor, always making f-ed up jokes, messing with people and stuff. We’ve called each other names as a joke, we’d just fuck around a lot; but recently, they’ve started calling me gay, not in the way we’ve always called each other that, there’s giggles or smiles when they say it, they mean it, or at least i think they do. I really don’t know what to do, i feel like i need to find new friends but i’m not that social. I don’t wanna stop hanging out with them but i also don’t know how to make them like me again. They even stopped laughing at my jokes😢 From now and again we’ll l insult each other, but i never go personal, never go into detail, it’s always quick and painless, you know? They always make me feel like shit. I’ll say something like, “ U dumb” in a weird voice or whatever, and they’ll respond with something like “ At least i can see, you blind ass bitch (i wear glasses). At least i can hear things, dumbass (i sometimes don’t hear things very well)” We’ll yea pretty much that’s what i’m going through, sorry my writing isn’t very good, if anyone went through this, it would be so helpful to hear what you have to say about it.",3.4312012686665767,4.238309212765959,4.191735165851726,90.48751552795036,72.37386018237082,6.937544601559401,24.030791595083922,6.8959733430537185,0.6628875644244747,1237,32,272,10,23,396,169,329,0.126,0.687,0.187,0.9407,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,4,3,10,1,19,27,6,0,10,2,20,7,3,4,2,56,47,25,0,5,12,0,3,6,3,4,1,7,0,1,19,19,0,2,10,2,0,7,10,9,1,0,7,14,40,18,36,34,13,40,0,0,2,4,38,14,5,5,23,171,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970502097912326,0.4048706389863749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670426874698654,0.0,0.0,0.07219270970224767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235788419305514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484245119656217,0.09275231787498024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897312764302283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472814920569126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356319981444683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457678655651901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301385288731098,0.17380517962954015,0.0,0.0,0.07412035321259942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796390409074684,0.07497202452771598,0.0,0.0,0.13826632320616788,0.06801954916457542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006559532153036,0.0,0.0,0.27420354763399696,0.0,0.05435699685825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370486367689316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377167071087381,0.0812795826458209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894499209659011,0.0,0.0,0.16239680091495115,0.0,0.0,0.0883374115336841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884486222438142,0.060131720032293876,0.12509260151896848,0.07832310497655225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622181492215614,0.07080997407088065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751162138586266,0.0,0.07759800181448423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625566952891081,0.0,0.0,0.051952229127017066,0.0,0.16014520238268018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934725870840752,0.0,0.0,0.06462308081157739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832439666589147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266724676970902,0.0,0.12486345764116945,0.08020610244622045,0.09078042858308538,0.0574002269059424,0.0,0.0,0.13559991788899606,0.0,0.0,0.09283561613597356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518196187528794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775327183684484,0.05196309724379103,0.07967649251986679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010073520035722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382552765573622,0.0,0.12874059634131074,0.0,0.0,0.07291512035391756,0.07517688397396936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576083325693073,0.0,0.0,0.1044464407901204 socialanxiety,Rham1040,2019/04/20,"Hi. Just joined this sub so I wanted to introduce myself. I have been diagnosed with sa since age 13 and it has been pretty difficult for me. I was always fairly popular as child and my teenage years hit me hard. Was out of school for two years dealing with anxiety, depression and Lyme Disease. Usually I have fairly bad social anxiety for the first 30 mins or so when talking to someone. That is if I’m comfortable with them anyways. I feel like I hide it in school pretty well for the most part, although I’m at a new school so that doesn’t help me. I do play lacrosse and that’s my escape along with video games. I am a pretty easygoing dude and am pretty funny once you get to know me. I hope that this illness doesn’t last me my whole life and that eventually I’ll be able to reach out to people and connect. Anyways, nice to meet everyone and glad to be here. :).",2.785790476190474,4.611361902857149,3.9965714285714284,87.18876190476192,75.68571428571428,7.409523809523809,24.809523809523807,8.238735603445708,1.4911523809523808,683,23,140,12,15,223,111,175,0.095,0.675,0.23,0.9768,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,9,11,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,0,0,23,23,16,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,2,20,8,22,16,3,13,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,10,95,29,3,0.13736296339352594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429698946098303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016458203416585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469233677878014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161518367124318,0.11831051909092195,0.13942051637676486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125619808298808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945484158701397,0.09813212849475282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684086649063083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176647892588034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305023436492925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207149887568168,0.0,0.0,0.13643241673308926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549109232924303,0.11196914875622453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702352335029116,0.06710860544279029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266600600827055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462870729719535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875070343212468,0.0,0.09523018320700607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589900665918685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170559572385973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136280627888216,0.0,0.0,0.1400242426538204,0.11638719312366995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110407146759141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418365561624834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512858976846753,0.0,0.0810202347611637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350580071950072,0.0,0.0,0.15336084311464415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691448960754086 socialanxiety,megatron8585,2019/04/20,"Time Does anybody else have hobbies that you are intensively into? I like reading a lot for example. Wonder what people think, when they find I do this with my time.",3.6402150537634412,6.183023129032258,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,75.7741935483871,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.7669268817204309,131,5,23,2,3,42,29,31,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,17,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156058074400035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012754247562427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296260644589469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176194570101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306610336080928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500281607721671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607459534106109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108890472282315,0.0,0.0,0.42059391426523135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39110775876770265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zuxxng,2019/04/20,"I’m so fucking sick and tired of this. It’s so damn tiring. All of this bullshit, to be in a constant state of stress and anxiety all day long. I can’t go to the bathroom when’s people inside, i can’t walk through the hallway without thinking that everyone’s looking or laughing at me, i can’t make calls, i can’t even speak with fucking anyone (only w/my friends) bc i’m afraid to and the words won’t come out. Having to read twice what i’m writing before posting it, deleting a message and rewrite it again and again, or the idea of someone approaching me to have a talk, it seems horrifying. I wish i could just switch it off.",3.0404615384615385,4.357144430769232,4.1846153846153875,88.21538461538464,73.92307692307692,6.430769230769231,29.92307692307693,6.742157984588678,1.4980615384615392,496,22,103,4,10,162,84,130,0.18,0.774,0.046,-0.954,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,2,7,0,9,5,0,1,2,22,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,5,0,1,0,2,8,2,16,18,2,16,0,0,1,2,6,4,3,3,6,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174347603277246,0.0,0.0,0.1295564558871914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766495392357724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919798007553906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960770018643092,0.0,0.2002286148351076,0.0,0.1479359957636319,0.0,0.0,0.11949430453102147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237982231815635,0.0,0.0,0.1770489545579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315169908033462,0.3425883095975787,0.0,0.0,0.10530244723475082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916562598339106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397250286851262,0.1555937865879657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368001233344528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091854436548204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845415778767544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745301207051212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853363936188682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686776454360771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699244048994593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122447762533656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892607126311133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187239490886622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259185811430655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130700462512449,0.17860933548118216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alacrana01,2019/04/20,"Remote jobs/side hustles for the socially anxious Hello! &#x200B; I am wondering if you all have discovered any clever answers for working outside of the standard workplace and making decent money at it. Please, tell me your stories about your remote work/gigs/side hustles. Did you start from scratch? Are you working for a remote company? Are you a freelancer? If so, how do you find clients? &#x200B; I am working remotely because I am outside my home country teaching English but I abhor it. Give me some suggestions.... &#x200B; Thank you! xxxx",4.336056680161942,7.754763431578951,4.028421052631578,79.19663967611336,83.10526315789474,5.449392712550608,36.781376518218615,7.010146845296331,3.292004048582996,446,28,61,6,13,135,67,95,0.058,0.838,0.105,0.5414,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,8,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,12,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,2,7,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,4,1,44,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325435543598582,0.4850834937372164,0.09049209750401307,0.0,0.0,0.1503311140507122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111817802987152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162348098414845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765277684541165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347996301205406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882519385425999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607079384056382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356480086740672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941875625653924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630896090432925,0.1225128885867732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430863390404286,0.3875058982513909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850834937372164,0.0 socialanxiety,WTBmd,2019/04/20,"New Friends Hey y'all, Recently have been trying to change how I interact with people and be more social. I have struggled for all of college to branch out from the group I made for myself in the first few days of starting college, and now years later I feel like I am the only one whose interactions are contained to the group. More recently, however, the changes I made have been getting me invites places. A few days ago another group that my group has hung out with for a while reached out to me individually to hang out not in the context of the rest of the group, then today someone I have gotten myself to talk to during class invited me to come hang with them. This feels amazing, because it always feels like I am overlooked and it is my friends getting invited to things. While I am still struggling to get myself to follow through on these invitations and put myself out there outside of the group, I am excited about making this change! Thanks for listening!",8.683387978142079,7.645092202185798,7.944371584699455,74.32125683060113,61.40437158469946,10.756284153005463,37.819672131147534,9.725611199111238,3.542055737704919,775,32,141,12,9,242,103,183,0.035,0.846,0.119,0.9405,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,0,2,11,0,14,0,0,4,1,23,29,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,5,4,21,7,34,23,6,30,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,18,108,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567861868254418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797156981987515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486677494731959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642722409748045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499504692451,0.12213014163640425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287158226164296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506332053674507,0.20257403633966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205972309858564,0.0,0.0,0.21907636365603766,0.0,0.22222118585777512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853221453765666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683096271123737,0.09463865093120402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369311393444121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960731881917429,0.10782939521369901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829177706382082,0.0,0.14812898452828113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252715627735926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997951599807924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445259389299075,0.12012897228947042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035197750665656,0.0,0.11322497329896933,0.0,0.0,0.296436600070222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395667098436965,0.0,0.13053114768948013,0.0,0.0,0.09419173489817904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439001006779136,0.0,0.0,0.09625870303671427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130109271166836 socialanxiety,KowalskiAnalysis1236,2019/04/20,"People that ""care"" about social anxiety I don't know if this is the right place or the right content for here. But here goes. Often you'll see a mass amount of posts from people claiming to care so much and raise awareness for social anxiety. Yet those same people will make fun of you for not wanting to socialise. For example. I got invited to a party. I declined saying ""oh I feel really sick and I'm not comfortable with being around people I'm unfamiliar with"". Then I get hit with ""oh you're such a baby, you need to man up""... Yet hours before that, she was posting about how people should be more considerate with people who suffer from social anxiety. Anyone else feel the same? Anyone else feel like the majority of posts from people apparently caring, are just them wanting likes on social media?",3.7991635338345873,6.1926359276315806,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,74.59210526315789,7.237593984962406,22.69924812030075,8.192908349453996,1.4886037593984964,639,18,111,11,14,208,97,152,0.092,0.777,0.131,0.8104,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,0,12,8,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,27,26,8,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,10,7,23,18,6,14,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,3,6,74,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445330552876596,0.0,0.0,0.14900549865171406,0.21834763327875106,0.0,0.09485274165336556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066682520143243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259067178895454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780189287890032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162575495267695,0.07611986431599613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055668359813136115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521835407056425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493100812715124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058557495830487125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041106112564156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112344106974428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832704799218274,0.07900601776716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170820316431485,0.0,0.11132283689754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061384440830798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825912738316263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819874860934452,0.0,0.08473341881464568,0.0,0.0,0.08490713832942985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43446021258282796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569276487668765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Weekend_metalhead,2019/04/20,Sunglasses to ease stress in summer? I heard about this trick but part of my social anxiety stops me from being able to wear them :(,4.413599999999999,6.29239376,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,71.4,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.1846,104,2,20,2,2,32,24,25,0.343,0.602,0.055,-0.795,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.414935772790592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174247304556491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493350067363342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229747662659897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469048856469336,0.475307525809986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,verityrose48,2019/04/20,"Friends I think we can all agree it's the shittiest thing when you are so nervous but bring yourself to reach out to a friend about social anxiety; only to be told things like: "" Everyone gets anxious"" ""It's called being a teenager"" ""Just learn to live with it""",10.380999999999998,7.1230939000000015,9.028000000000002,74.86400000000002,60.0,12.4,41.0,10.125756701596842,3.9252,205,8,40,3,2,63,43,50,0.158,0.625,0.217,0.5235,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189923899650758,0.32339863024308146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923091700088363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353903533802965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423361637034442,0.0,0.1495619536578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985490562582814,0.0,0.25277775731880125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177178779915157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918117149427666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38036427090644814,0.1834274287940191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353903533802965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,y00adrian,2019/04/20,"I have severe social anxiety, I’ve been homeschooled my whole life, and I’m starting public high school next week. HELP! In need of some tips",2.7822222222222237,5.5199857407407436,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,80.48148148148148,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.2442444444444449,113,3,21,1,3,34,25,27,0.158,0.7240000000000001,0.118,0.1091,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117763656624494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131616259050431,0.3330958514075418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226817080829448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337657534746908,0.0,0.0,0.33528898080409314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190660357995878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616085711118073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213739972583657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231469062431536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528873785958926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519832440480733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluerugnights,2019/04/20,Anyone else feel awkward when ordering a drink with a friend who isn’t drinking? Not sure why I feel this way but when I go out to dinner with a friend who doesn’t order a drink I feel awkward ordering a beer. Anyone else feel this way?,1.4448979591836704,3.619517163265311,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,81.44897959183673,5.5526530612244915,20.004081632653055,6.742157984588678,0.20743755102040806,187,5,40,2,5,60,28,49,0.103,0.748,0.149,0.6223,0,0,4,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,4,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,4,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614618259429887,0.38313734327908056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549466245815976,0.0,0.0,0.3123720573720736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781423315848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888987999253069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625703652404858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621315958065378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968096770860589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870765505672072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kathyanna3,2019/04/20,[social anxiety] new to Reddit Is there away we can have a social anxiety chat?,5.5379999999999985,6.5300948000000005,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,67.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,28.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.7623333333333338,62,2,10,2,1,22,13,15,0.116,0.884,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306572420773562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258638764426135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33497640841463033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071113287639238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1amanita3,2019/04/20,"Went out for a nice dinner with my partner for the first time in months Went out for dinner last night and the family on the other side of the glass was laughing, pointing, and taking pictures of us. I went outside and asked what they were laughing at (my heart was pounding but I’m proud that I confronted them), and the mum was like “oh they’re just having fun” and the daughter (a literal 12 year old) was like “are you on a Tinder date?? hahaha”. So I said “no we’ve been together for 3 years” and then I said “okay well I’ll see if I can move tables” and the DICK OF A DAD was like “oh yeah good luck with that”. So basically, I’m just feeling completely awful and am now even more scared about leaving the house/interacting with the public. Any words of wisdom for moving on from this??",2.028679245283019,4.076802685534595,3.2383396226415084,90.7250566037736,78.74842767295597,6.252578616352202,20.662893081761005,7.3011,0.5024772327044027,613,16,130,8,15,198,104,159,0.102,0.637,0.261,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,2,8,15,1,1,13,3,11,4,2,0,0,20,22,13,0,1,4,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,13,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,1,12,4,11,13,21,10,1,25,0,0,1,1,12,9,1,2,14,82,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237144980504607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544806458381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325497940866713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914197082087647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577714742245974,0.0,0.0835522298201043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055629105675732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385986587038617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581469749165026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469575102149076,0.0,0.1749693238724902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421893202868269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318960238835907,0.3512560146734181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507011148611344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733955701036157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620880161788314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143693866907987,0.0,0.1654378698624688,0.0,0.1316779136557483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424277204077094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963549880812538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876794432432912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857402032806755,0.4595479716772846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128231777143587 socialanxiety,zeurosis,2019/04/20,2 hour car ride with my bf and his parents Currently in the car with my boyfriend and his parents. We’re about half way through the car ride and I’ve run out of things to say to them... I’m feeling really uncomfortable,2.3023333333333333,4.173976066666668,3.2197222222222237,92.01625,77.22222222222223,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.4795555555555553,173,7,39,3,4,55,33,45,0.067,0.899,0.035,-0.3384,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580884533867666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424169505248559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7721650185642919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274714272932225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765070058499601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309981094623652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27599008233299377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Walknasty,2019/04/20,"""The GoT watch party getting cancelled for ""family reasons"" in the group text is just a cover to uninvite you. The host started a new group text without you because you made fun of the show last week."" Maybe belongs in r/intrusivethoughts but I feel like you guys can commiserate more.",5.630961538461541,7.5910624807692315,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.42307692307692,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.828792307692308,227,10,39,4,4,70,42,52,0.028,0.8340000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,6,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557263601942134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869816754676121,0.0,0.15392475276108053,0.217478915383454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904776791348732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347383407165146,0.0,0.0,0.3014253331304021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814430708302004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487250602678467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880511626549088,0.0,0.0,0.3058325035658685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401236412064785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129961975599129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215471238260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441887164101929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934516447956957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meepmeepuhoh,2019/04/20,"People think I'm crazy or a fake person. When really they dont even take the time to understand the problem. I have pretty bad social anxiety for the past year or two. I don't think my friends understand what it's like. They don't realize how in social scenarios it's almost like you're on autopilot and not aware of what's happening / being said / asked. It's terrible because people will pretend like they're close to you but if you confide in them or trust them, you're on blast with the rest of the world. Or if you did / said something weird and didn't realize and ask them about it later they pretend it never happened and make you believe you're imagining it. Now whether they're doing that to protect me idk, but sometimes it really just seems like they're covering their own ass at my expense. It sucks. Something happened recently and now I'm damn near suicidal today because of the anxiety and depression as a result. Literally nobody seems to give a damn. They think I'm fake when all theyve really seen is the anxious person not the real person underneath the surface.",4.645357142857144,6.3043097619047614,5.486845238095238,79.10169642857143,70.42857142857143,9.05952380952381,29.79166666666667,9.516144504307137,2.8793095238095243,870,35,157,20,16,284,115,210,0.232,0.6890000000000001,0.079,-0.9854,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,8,0,8,16,3,0,12,0,10,1,1,3,2,38,32,19,1,3,12,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,3,11,8,0,1,10,2,1,0,7,10,0,1,5,3,17,6,18,25,3,21,0,1,1,1,23,10,4,9,15,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802408699905935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803317582474349,0.1331531283252525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203744498755188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841178065608623,0.1436979861012477,0.0,0.0,0.1327927225438179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015163626541235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813610053294553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784826910671802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106167815898568,0.0,0.0,0.11306619181068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126810761318761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303302049450825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867534615490117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909042265962754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251482623803154,0.16342455241248013,0.3087437234522453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991038234855267,0.0,0.11278023247909555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341553953795398,0.2265206967349473,0.0,0.116376792783337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242319103270034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459849320678634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029565429748725,0.0,0.18147541755754668,0.11657082229710793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289244315407411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861929722955397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265680836021752,0.0,0.0,0.06872763049363281,0.0,0.11172159004601766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151363103675225,0.2454018193084025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590075516432396 socialanxiety,Phrankt97,2019/04/20,"My anxiety has gotten worse over the last year (21m) My social anxiety had gotten so bad over the course of the past year, to where just a simple text from my mom ""vanilla, chocolate, or strawberry?"" Sends me on a spiral of ""I don't want to go get anything"" or ""maybe if I don't respond she work try to come get me"" or ""what if I pick strawberry, then I'll have to leave the house"" Every therapist I've seen says ""admitting you have a problem is the hardest part"" but for me, I've always been able to see when I have a problem, or when I'm doing something wrong. My issue is I don't know what to do or how to stop feeling this way. Because half of my anxiety, ends up coming from not knowing why I'm being so anxious all the time. Which makes me anxious about even asking someone or posting on reddit.which makes me anxious because what if I don't ask anyone for help or advice and it gets worse? But then I get anxious because what if someone tries to help or gives me advice, and it doesn't work or I can't quite put it into effect. My anxiety comes from having anxiety and not knowing why or what gives me anxiety. Tldr - my anxiety gives me anxiety. Which has been increasing exponentially for the past few years. I know I have an issue, and instead of knowing what to do, I get anxious not knowing how to stop being anxious",5.168406133828995,5.150009044609669,6.188436338289964,80.63945748141266,68.21933085501861,8.806784386617101,32.05413568773234,8.472884824447931,2.4036336431226766,1039,41,207,14,16,347,128,269,0.217,0.752,0.031,-0.9929,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,11,4,0,0,12,0,23,0,0,6,1,48,54,28,0,7,20,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,2,9,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,6,4,28,0,27,46,4,30,0,0,2,0,15,7,0,14,14,141,40,2,0.07346365364846623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435756642178106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112764488611633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495959516977136,0.4979581081506858,0.0,0.05136749474603434,0.0,0.060454327443729375,0.0,0.1373571985940714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061339082217606415,0.13434828419737235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984729810512688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506699196490835,0.0,0.0,0.04852205038259319,0.0,0.0618962966602338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714543062047804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919086346541832,0.2114190919807852,0.04175108733898605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848227698641822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476719289138554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335393590515126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422422168280599,0.059882682786738375,0.0,0.07778740189952027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807511852994144,0.0,0.07380411427606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603974326842992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955397792050226,0.14025873998627808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035787296572063,0.0,0.0,0.1405895901168856,0.0,0.07385126271399854,0.0,0.07813763847501279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842124599641103,0.0,0.0,0.05854102058652622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488694339855713,0.12449103067555715,0.05655590968797487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283780786955055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529696409647958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283724722147377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975399709286707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333076629949932,0.05831202881454185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325790417547455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069648296079511,0.0,0.14973147848660529,0.0,0.08032097274704288,0.0,0.14192455304734758 socialanxiety,AnonymFisk,2019/04/20,"Hi /r/SA Just another 27y lurker with SA who's trying to break my usual passive routine with a simple greeting. It's funny how even submitting anonymous posts online causes me to hesitate ten times over before even posting. From what I've seen here I can relate to the majority of posts here which makes me believe that this is a community who can teach me a lot. Hopefully I can manage to give something back as well.",4.915925925925926,6.470629419753088,5.991049382716053,76.15472222222226,69.61728395061728,8.362962962962964,29.549382716049386,8.841846274778883,2.5556567901234564,337,13,58,6,6,112,63,81,0.026,0.823,0.151,0.8402,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,2,10,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757893499303425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688564842403222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846798370690073,0.2445228488635343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229535680123498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866976469254708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081986633158823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556360248059284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845144340691188,0.0,0.0,0.14487179273527712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235753578909848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708327553578206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265541942511049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735175045382534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903214419502103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513951279211456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arwe324,2019/04/20,"Voice shaky when speaking to almost anyone I started getting social anxiety about three years ago and since then it has gotten progressively worse. The first time I remember my voice shaking was two years ago in a class when I was chosen to read a paragraph out loud. I never had any problem doing this but on this day I started reading and remember thinking ""holy shit everyone in this room is listening to me right now."" My voice started shaking and I constantly had to swallow and i barely made it through the reading. Since then it has only gotten worse and I can barely even say a sentence in front of a group of people. Recently I have noticed that my voice can shake even if I'm speaking to only one person and even if it is a family member or someone I am really close with. I can't talk for a long period of time because for some reason as I get nervous I have to constantly swallow and if I don't swallow my voice will do really weird things that are very noticeable like get really high or shake. Does anyone have this problem? Why has it gotten so extreme for me? Is there anything I can do to fix this? I have tried all kinds of ssri's that did nothing to help with my anxiety. I have taken 2 mg xanax which helped with my anxiety but still doesn't help with my voice shaking.",5.489573529411764,6.0004926509803935,6.173860294117649,79.18549632352943,67.58823529411765,9.041666666666668,31.231617647058826,9.017664075816787,2.6012794117647062,1026,39,192,17,16,336,134,255,0.153,0.81,0.036000000000000004,-0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,1,7,8,0,28,5,1,2,2,32,42,20,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,1,1,15,13,3,0,4,3,0,6,4,11,0,4,10,11,26,2,27,31,2,38,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,8,24,136,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831689887333725,0.0,0.10345728596827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025926219603007,0.0,0.2371122042526095,0.0,0.0,0.1444836248805097,0.0,0.08502128059746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298122704927071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232984522312784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663106887645417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090413607943873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047201764629475,0.0,0.0,0.09872404489866247,0.0,0.0,0.09739829346237336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788158668230314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193697191848982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775409287284655,0.10916033050594492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758900059789657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050475581904572485,0.0,0.0,0.09143250111673794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776126516345096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968462036711403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913567275411657,0.2352547119750751,0.0,0.0,0.07001043180591829,0.1571548246159048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162716138320663,0.09021262382472256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772127977996146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100355801140257,0.0,0.1985629975686742,0.10622732428080717,0.10201330454817883,0.0,0.2340765718518985,0.08823235354264505,0.0,0.08216201153404587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605365625979847,0.1709301676621638,0.0,0.0,0.10531890928241547,0.08754035731177957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938541054129354,0.0,0.08250927674070566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304247931127122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863937959057821,0.06620151194702023,0.0,0.0,0.12049022030491173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014562014147067,0.0,0.1009259252911586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524753852096552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322773395226228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057817669931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306582295028802 socialanxiety,Reinjax,2019/04/20,"Anxiety talking on things like discord, in game chats or anything microphone based. Advice? Ive suffered from social anxiety for around 4 years and there are some scenarios where it has always been really difficult for me. For the most part these days I’m very confident and it doesn’t get in the way of life much. One of the things I really struggle with is talking to people online using a microphone, weather that’s friends or strangers. It’s something I’m trying to tackle but the conversations feel very awkward and forced, with lots of silence, any advice on how to go about getting better at this?",7.134196428571428,8.021840455357143,6.8750000000000036,74.27,64.08928571428572,9.971428571428572,34.75,9.957137785484203,3.594842857142857,489,21,81,10,7,154,83,112,0.147,0.769,0.084,-0.6748,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,3,3,19,12,5,11,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,5,3,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649550231518096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517787195186576,0.0,0.0,0.12404422717655755,0.0,0.27908443870438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010688577754974,0.1623824893495139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613257448455188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176385744226439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223136121224593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409285728895812,0.0,0.19060212044257216,0.0,0.10366711471755426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884071756170573,0.08911571731525399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550774238978081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409144337493364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360491181122765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753093586191556,0.0,0.12645928239099086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337114738509033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859427824984103,0.0,0.14042719246988875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069326468156644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322653973368795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423685797165329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384358970340495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575426215650095,0.0,0.30101269794246394,0.0,0.14478760113358158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174652754353416 socialanxiety,cayde13,2019/04/20,"I'm getting married at the end of the year and I'm feeling incredibly anxious about it. Need some advice please I'm getting married at the end of the year and I'm really excited about it. I just want to be able to enjoy the day without having a really bad flair up. I've suffered with major social anxiety for a while now. Its mainly when I'm the center of attention or seeing someone I haven't seen in a while. Although I can't wait to marry my fiance, the social aspect of it with everyone involved makes me abnormally anxious. I start to sweat profusely, I shake, my face turns bright red, my voice cracks, the whole nine. I've tried CBT therapy in the past. I'm thinking of doing some more and maybe joining toast masters for the next few months to help me with this. I just dont want to be an anxious mess on my wedding day. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!",3.001104761904763,4.880155091428573,4.670857142857145,82.3544761904762,75.22857142857143,7.180952380952381,27.095238095238088,8.021203637495839,1.8265238095238088,691,27,132,11,15,233,105,175,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.139,0.8345,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,14,0,9,2,2,1,0,21,28,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,6,12,4,25,23,7,22,0,1,4,0,5,7,0,3,14,83,17,0,0.14032354904962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424509617512743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954248252532743,0.0,0.10734713094051636,0.4755770067474594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716430213787407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809941609188657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644581544108952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857002844398396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408516455049793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095180265038137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662652547504662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470720821285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405591703449497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366705862083792,0.0,0.14097386578725882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200491808665934,0.0,0.0,0.10404813358706017,0.0,0.0,0.1492356863502274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339547055083984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403311848556395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978971742203206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181970084140777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608437378973245,0.11889568774261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932173025866507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047220765680464,0.0,0.0,0.08991366421442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527047872501873,0.152631726444517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553292977451592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666623127106524,0.0,0.1352668938263095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968182316554328,0.0,0.0,0.18072752979936416 socialanxiety,caughtinahex,2019/04/20,"I just started a new job and I’m pushing myself to actually make friends this time. Any tips for doing that? I usually hate/am not very good at making small talk, especially with coworkers, but I really want to try this time around. I just think I sound so boring and I don’t know how to transition a conversation about the weather into something more meaningful and interesting.",4.719765258215965,6.957377338028174,5.97711267605634,73.28613849765263,71.39436619718309,9.8037558685446,30.143192488262912,10.125756701596842,3.4901530516431922,305,13,53,9,6,102,57,71,0.08199999999999999,0.76,0.159,0.6679999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,17,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,9,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2510662683129374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174957899449177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290320145530189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877238664268174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579262557678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25400881430422234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553087703614241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139329030939615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343470198250584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848074816436536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481890964553012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806521576459266,0.0,0.0,0.1821027311246509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067903546270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485338884279813,0.0,0.0,0.3000418050206492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746749107793084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833554289790124,0.21228133923791287,0.15174926234420166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Newusername285,2019/04/20,"Scared to do things I like outside my house I always feel so weird when I think about something I'm going to do outside that I enjoy, I don't know if it's fear because these are things I enjoy. For example I do tennis every week but I always feel like I don't want to go when the time comes and I'd rather stay at home even though when I do go I enjoy it and it's fun and I don't know why I felt like that. Anyone else feel something similar and could put it into better words?",0.5327358490566034,2.2093028396226413,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,81.9245283018868,4.994716981132076,17.20377358490566,5.6839178017228535,-0.5957932075471701,375,7,88,2,10,126,60,106,0.066,0.698,0.236,0.964,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,22,11,0,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,4,14,8,7,20,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892890060222915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121549354016669,0.17811432474807826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596809803667502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374277935725048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497433124493556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879296556660348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521669329545794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481626481353348,0.0,0.14646334052832796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561251113166267,0.2636883374736901,0.12418763628411092,0.16690869639534345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963830173519841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437050670916673,0.0,0.0,0.20058205269101095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107015124767335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478074954958635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475201624262282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403898915743954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267653087711821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852847978253375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230976271705242,0.1113863390227356,0.1707918364897077,0.0,0.10136448649803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025322858120894,0.0,0.13943981394593674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685889453156948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,student_ardent,2019/04/20,"Social anxiety around the family at events Anyone else get nervous especially around family events? I’m writing this because I have three family event days in a row (two Passover events for my fiancé and then Easter on Sunday). Last night at the first event I noticed myself getting in my head and shutting down a little bit. It’s weird because my anxiety has been super manageable as of late but when it comes to family, I notice that it flares up bad. I feel so strange about this sometimes because family is supposed to be the one group that you go to in times of need, and trust the most, yet I still find that I get weird around them and it’s almost uncontrollable. Especially when it comes to hello/goodbye time, I get super awkward about it. Hate going up to every person and such. I just wanted to see if other people experience this or if I’m the only weirdo that this happens to?",4.6755195681511434,6.328901959064325,5.480350877192984,79.1996356275304,70.34502923976609,8.068556005398111,26.019343229869552,8.617729084823388,1.9222762932973456,709,22,127,12,13,231,106,171,0.155,0.778,0.067,-0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,12,10,1,3,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,22,21,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,4,1,2,14,3,25,19,2,36,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,5,18,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696940999128627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872029262180905,0.0,0.0,0.08167701383959933,0.11968674194257435,0.0,0.3119598442814953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753236150537672,0.2136208262047343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752743105157366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012447816322609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075333474492632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975806573715513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841836172725077,0.0,0.0,0.114263637533473,0.5505953889002098,0.0,0.05906318511086986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676319876646324,0.09935943367468343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441158446380869,0.0,0.1327728422522669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329564052146266,0.0,0.0,0.11532674491106858,0.11988185444299088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521660993798736,0.13176797118627784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707537621658112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661392586140328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961927311320813,0.0,0.0,0.2659803473467695,0.0,0.0,0.07915420190014462,0.0888400799448975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098208577512739,0.10199491784251864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930832965919388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907417215127955,0.0,0.0,0.11552913183222052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328546876947892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622694474227853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141074388685596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889819361879386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dodocrab,2019/04/20,"When I try to be friends with someone, I always hate how awkward I am and start distancing myself :( There is this guy that I’ve been hanging out a lot with recently and while it was great at the beginning, sadly I feel like it is starting to fizzle out. Even though we are just friends. I just am not much of a talkative person so I get tired out, I don’t give a lot of great responses, and I feel like I smile way too much. We hung out today and I just hate myself afterwards because I feel so embarrassed to imagine how he must be annoyed by me for not saying much. We had so many silences all throughout. Now I think I need to distance myself from him because I hate how my awkwardness reveals itself so much more when I spend more time with someone. Can anyone relate to this situation? What would you do? I really appreciate all answers!",3.6920589590050654,5.239355119760481,4.752934131736527,83.8668125287886,72.65269461077844,7.773192077383696,28.415016121602946,8.384062270229773,2.0212002763703367,663,26,130,11,13,217,102,167,0.162,0.7020000000000001,0.136,-0.5965,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,0,0,17,14,4,3,4,0,15,1,0,3,3,36,28,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,7,14,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,3,4,26,6,18,21,10,18,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,13,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306186785742725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500946607649044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566064866498575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974652399497549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061128860506904,0.1941433767724785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995891566233651,0.0,0.0709909525629332,0.1303471202737704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996132396590568,0.0,0.13454116210650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024559154375417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327668264308757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103822807319044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775955836230658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995455779241778,0.1007522491828776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864393947804913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704730102182477,0.0,0.13416371032823296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805610468419488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527332228064122,0.0,0.0,0.2302589685223029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235112387523065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706551083203426,0.13350002002384215,0.0,0.07923189571188992,0.15617244509101966,0.1287970108632316,0.0,0.0,0.09225264001726274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785409627037068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965242483487216,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,candiheart,2019/04/20,"Can you order successfully at Subway? Subway is the trickiest thing for me. Sometimes I avoid it cause I don't have enough confidence. And when I do have enough confidence, I still panic. I hate it cause I'm so short, I have to stand on my tippy toes a lil bit so my voice can get over the glass. And my voice, even then, is so weak the people on the other side can't understand me half the time. And when I want something extra, 3/10 I can't ask for it. ***And*** I hate it when they give me back my change cause they touch my hand and give me that awkward look. Buuuut the pain and suffering are worth it in the end! I get my sub 😄.",-0.3426713843432125,1.8589251353383496,1.6566651923927471,97.11968155683329,90.87969924812029,5.23467492260062,14.590446704997788,6.794906146795322,-0.4982592658115874,485,9,115,7,17,160,76,133,0.224,0.71,0.066,-0.9717,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,9,9,2,3,8,0,12,4,2,3,0,12,23,13,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,0,5,23,1,8,23,4,17,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,79,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678673076055685,0.0,0.0,0.128959065541995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309649068737988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168548175647535,0.17741553080457062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148541773638673,0.3465796727679379,0.0,0.11077124063615218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524368720461184,0.3217664948646625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33115890599373504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408346282021739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784558562411687,0.19677220241070706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626938292181055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911177973819876,0.16587002840263226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393386680008715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141944138251936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779337399687636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459260360622944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892003126134576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icannotkeeptrying,2019/04/20,"I'm pretty pathetic. Right, using a throwaway because I don't want to my account be associated with this side of myself. I need a haircut, and, I've never really gotten one by myself, but, I don't know how to describe anything about hair, and, even just typing this I feel ridiculous and the place closes in 3 hours 30.",3.6352380952380976,5.277072206349208,5.431936507936507,78.56028571428574,72.96825396825399,6.9447619047619025,26.885714285714286,7.554174236665415,1.6702914285714283,251,9,45,3,5,86,50,63,0.118,0.845,0.037000000000000005,-0.5589999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,14,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,7,0,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466332792608605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034623954927337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045118024487467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876356123495814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286950886143858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343063337116766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748537610141394,0.2574231164333885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261704135038403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487174133932271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33956291662843713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382087453845566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285036777668755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826912573065444,0.0,0.0,0.19686551776604785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zigazigha42,2019/04/20,"This is embarrassing, but I can't get a job because of my social anxiety. Every single job ad requires me to be ""personable and good at engaging with customers"". I am NOT! You might tell me to just go for it and try, the worst that could happen would that I get rejected, right? Well, yes, but it's not that simple. I'm terrified of job interviews. What if they start judging me and think ""Why did she even show up for this job? She doesn't meet the requirements"". What if they ask me something I don't know what to respond to? Can anyone relate and did anyone experience the same thing but ended up finally finding a job?",3.3302439024390225,5.026308081300815,4.6525284552845525,83.61391463414637,73.87804878048779,8.172032520325201,26.121138211382114,8.841846274778883,1.9685518699187,486,17,97,10,10,161,83,123,0.151,0.753,0.096,-0.8608,5,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,3,6,0,1,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,22,21,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,14,3,12,15,3,8,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,3,71,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264358708827435,0.0,0.0,0.2059171163292597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765611103576453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976043248907753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756478455797405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041717743756054,0.0,0.0,0.09725528510360146,0.0,0.1240619868922039,0.0,0.0,0.14403586539287186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130194141567972,0.13458113235659847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386100818056986,0.0,0.08368388950016678,0.12350383602054672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021007640739035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7305998623688974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092312558921698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620584645281235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857044090530026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574817266296368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009982004752004,0.0,0.11335796978131685,0.0,0.0,0.10422221697149547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870040830161794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782439445030792,0.09434996144401377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997107862295712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239277793241566,0.0,0.13286755612089365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460007669033863,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bullsball1,2019/04/20,"Should weed be a crutch for social anxiety? I’m socially awkward so I usually throw myself into social events that trigger my anxiety badly in the hopes that I’ll eventually get better, but everyone says I should smoke weed to help with it. In my experience weed does help but it feels wrong that I need to use a substance just to become more social and not the weirdo in the group. What do you guys think? Weed or naturally trying to get better?",5.288643410852713,6.543185848837211,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,68.4186046511628,9.454263565891472,27.124031007751928,9.725611199111238,2.5089751937984497,357,11,65,8,6,118,59,86,0.106,0.7040000000000001,0.19,0.879,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,12,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516388511250107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732593560966042,0.0,0.18164466351224368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29092145214741416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392917796520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715854007822547,0.0,0.16088363583385876,0.0,0.0,0.08316118906840612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185801842919454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285157954661836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048211905341664,0.0,0.0,0.1633562433338176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195273673433267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079348395657062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670627547420506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053860078286344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166462299666828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420496408824614,0.18114093781319807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982259161353525,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_rant_here,2019/04/20,"Do you suffer from social anxiety symptoms when in a different part of the world? Or a major decrease in symptoms. And, location could be any place where noone could recognize you.",5.245520833333334,8.06846334375,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,71.8125,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.9162791666666674,145,7,22,4,3,46,27,32,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937916306469317,0.0,0.2180038108009902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550560171623595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29773646729633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085983365385453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29773646729633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29049441354578875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592392790367936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,limpiatodos,2019/04/20,"Getting so frustrated over group chats Like I want to reach out to my friends so badly in the group chat, but my SA hinders me to the point I haven't sent them a message in months..",2.503859649122809,3.8354328947368437,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,75.3157894736842,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.618919298245614,142,5,33,1,3,44,30,38,0.125,0.721,0.154,-0.2125,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349953686807891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025067730649745,0.0,0.27218981525765923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545238277126213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158401471109723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924931710006664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072866756435036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cgnina,2019/04/20,Terrified of starting my first job I'm starting my first job at Sonic in a few days and I'm really scared I wont be able to work in what seems like such a fast pace environment. I just wanna quit before I even start and the idea of actually showing up to the job is making me stressed out. I'm curious if anyone felt the same way at starting there first job and if the feeling goes away after actually starting.,3.828392156862744,4.7999895058823565,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,71.58823529411767,8.490196078431373,28.284313725490193,8.841846274778883,2.113078431372548,328,12,67,6,6,112,57,85,0.112,0.815,0.073,-0.6478,4,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,15,5,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,6,1,13,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,12,43,7,5,0.13930519207390238,0.0,0.2718835448971723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974054293051198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308818135999387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853845814268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984032445666491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200976554625573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043689076525451,0.0,0.1337548303622969,0.0,0.0,0.355478775641913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725860556517887,0.0,0.0,0.5529556319583471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805748027026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298729743187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481682191856252,0.0,0.0,0.08924247315584996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946879925322095,0.0,0.0,0.12681821492696635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493004659748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957362685754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057397734530286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141583894663103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ashenicky,2019/04/20,"I'm extremely socially awkward So, the title basically says it all, but my main problem is I kick myself every single day for it. For everything I did in the past. I didn't always have social anxiety, although I had the signs from kindergarten it wasn't that bad, but I was also a cringy child. In middle school, was when my social anxiety got so bad and I think it was because of bullies, I couldn't speak to new people. Literally, I tried but couldn't say anything at all. And then if I got used to someone or I liked someone I'd open up, but that's when I'd be cringy AF and say something stupid, act stupid, or anything cringy. And now a days I curse myself under my breath or the worse I've done, literally slap myself. To make matters worse, I saw my 3 year old try to slap herself so she has seen me do it and now thinks it's normal. The social awkwardness followed me into adulthood, and I remember when I was a hostess at a restaurant I'd get stuck randomly and probably look extremely uncomfortable or pained, like I was about to seat some people that came in right after this other group of people before I sat the first group and then I just stood there, looking extremely confused and my vision was going fuzzy before I decided to quit being an idiot and seat the people I was seating already. Other times I'd get mad randomly and show it through major attitude to the customers, and not on purpose. Didn't help that at that time I was also pregnant. Thankfully I'm a stay at home mom now. I don't want my kids to be like me. I also don't know exactly what to do to prevent them from being socially awkward. I try to make play dates and all but I even had friends as a kid, it didn't stop me from being like this. I guess if I could change anything, it wouldn't exactly be my past, it'd just be how I act now. I don't know how to stop kicking myself for things I can't change.",4.122075134168156,4.819219276485788,5.369005167958658,83.0806037567084,70.70542635658916,8.227747962631684,28.321307891075328,8.384062270229773,1.8962141522560128,1488,52,303,22,26,497,182,387,0.155,0.733,0.112,-0.9652,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,20,19,4,4,15,0,37,2,1,5,5,63,63,39,0,9,14,1,0,4,1,1,1,4,1,3,21,16,0,3,6,2,0,5,12,12,0,1,24,8,47,7,35,27,7,43,0,0,4,0,20,14,0,11,27,208,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978891427761078,0.21281417705055847,0.0738103970218936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571950856306214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189921394138332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813140666142066,0.05407428021747378,0.0,0.15096433827528166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145589352973892,0.0,0.0,0.18767811502311613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082442594813035,0.0,0.0,0.11441590640323672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907769117657473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585893961680988,0.0,0.07473852851992355,0.0,0.07972312384027512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545317496747786,0.0,0.0,0.06853394171262711,0.0,0.09269032067009668,0.0,0.050413594999899,0.0,0.1418923890032507,0.0,0.09771952599680564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059457680543149864,0.0,0.08897922880706098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975008619687214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334884618317434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898119364803916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842372547070612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389125283881176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567269025158411,0.0,0.0,0.08691292692414368,0.0,0.0,0.09308189758885008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438930899198343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693595966843647,0.24598994826110376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563994027547458,0.08487954576857497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943496208456708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048646820395478,0.07575433558923415,0.0,0.2116274250157574,0.0,0.08977508485947483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521223608648303,0.15032040604454253,0.06829011907428978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454866382689724,0.0,0.14832417288515395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166845494549642,0.0,0.0,0.05893224409601998,0.1136782903592242,0.0,0.0,0.10345022225648096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067640615787026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661339799453155,0.0,0.0,0.05232102545071781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079773716722392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712367744084741 socialanxiety,just_a_sad_skeleton,2019/04/20,Anybody up? I’m out with my sister and there are so many people here and my social anxiety is so high. Is there anybody online that is willing to talk to me to distract myself?,1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,83.72222222222223,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.6070222222222221,139,5,26,1,4,47,27,36,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34576018424635635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775371572344526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582324337990902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334305117230343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607323219767906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632809585332433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Raped_by_Speed_OW,2019/04/20,"Klonopin/Xanax cull my anxiety but doesn't give me the drive/confidence to socialize Especially with girls. Now I've only taken 1-1.5 mgs of each (separately prescribed of course, I'm only on Klonopin now). Should I up the dosage? Lower the dosage? I feel somewhat the sedating effects but I still can't really break the ice with people like I'm sure I could with alcohol except that would never really work outside of a rave/party setting because of how obvious it is to tell if you're drunk or just from the smell of your breath. Is there a better benzo for socializing? I've already ordered just recently phenibut so I'll be hoping that will be any better but idk. Just been depressed because of this and been feeling like binge drinking several times a week cause of this issue I still have going on.",5.3887012987012985,6.82701007792208,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.35064935064935,8.976623376623376,30.883116883116887,9.339509955726095,2.8470987012987012,648,26,115,13,11,209,107,154,0.084,0.768,0.14800000000000002,0.9049,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,10,7,0,0,9,0,13,4,1,3,3,27,21,8,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,8,6,18,12,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,10,72,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809435099857071,0.0,0.0,0.18684049067935846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513826696965318,0.0,0.12952355519489298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642258707023575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299486192979593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739305178552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518220837318806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582855875418907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658617358719854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712189165420022,0.12095684285581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624199229020276,0.09622416296192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816545859499932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671820136779004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543501434905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058419354882786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753948428478485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173799293053787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169317725025243,0.0,0.1671756111066652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127486731809568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451854265158115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042627081219617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957497346246247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798653761972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872744688089773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581222872071733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326147474702212,0.0,0.0,0.12027470144371333,0.0,0.0,0.0